1 00:00:16,973 --> 00:00:18,322 - Got everything? 2 00:00:18,496 --> 00:00:19,932 - I think so. 3 00:00:20,107 --> 00:00:21,369 Ready? 4 00:00:21,543 --> 00:00:22,587 - Yeah. 5 00:00:27,853 --> 00:00:29,203 - [muffled] Honey...you okay? 6 00:00:33,946 --> 00:00:35,209 [muffled] Honey? 7 00:00:36,427 --> 00:00:37,385 [muffled] - Daddy? 8 00:00:39,822 --> 00:00:41,128 - Harry. 9 00:00:41,867 --> 00:00:44,522 - Harry. 10 00:00:48,570 --> 00:00:49,353 [whispers] Holy shit. 11 00:00:49,527 --> 00:00:51,138 - What? 12 00:00:54,184 --> 00:00:54,924 Where's my computer? - I don't know. 13 00:00:57,579 --> 00:00:59,059 What the hell are you doing? 14 00:00:59,233 --> 00:00:59,755 - I need to find my computer. I need to write. 15 00:00:59,929 --> 00:01:00,538 - Right now? 16 00:01:00,712 --> 00:01:02,366 - I can see it. 17 00:01:02,540 --> 00:01:03,976 I see it all. 18 00:01:04,151 --> 00:01:05,021 The whole thing is finally clear in my head. 19 00:01:05,195 --> 00:01:05,630 - Harry. 20 00:01:05,804 --> 00:01:06,892 Harry! 21 00:01:12,942 --> 00:01:13,682 [door closes] - Mom? 22 00:01:13,856 --> 00:01:15,945 - It's okay. 23 00:01:16,119 --> 00:01:16,511 It's okay, sweetie. It's okay. 24 00:02:10,260 --> 00:02:12,132 - It's too hard. 25 00:02:12,306 --> 00:02:14,221 - No, you'll get it if you keep practicing, sweetheart. 26 00:02:14,395 --> 00:02:15,091 You always do. 27 00:02:15,265 --> 00:02:17,659 - What if I don't? 28 00:02:17,833 --> 00:02:18,138 What if I never get it? 29 00:02:20,401 --> 00:02:22,403 When are we leaving here? 30 00:02:24,144 --> 00:02:26,494 - I don't know. Daddy seems inspired. 31 00:02:26,668 --> 00:02:27,973 So we have to support him. 32 00:02:28,148 --> 00:02:30,672 - I saw him take something. 33 00:02:31,760 --> 00:02:34,154 - Daddy. I saw him take a pill. 34 00:02:35,329 --> 00:02:37,287 Maybe it's Adderall. 35 00:02:37,461 --> 00:02:38,636 I hear some kids take it to focus. 36 00:02:39,942 --> 00:02:41,900 Maybe I can take one. 37 00:02:42,074 --> 00:02:43,075 - No. No. 38 00:02:43,250 --> 00:02:44,816 No, you just keep practicing. 39 00:02:49,604 --> 00:02:50,909 Harry. 40 00:02:51,083 --> 00:02:53,085 - Hm? 41 00:02:53,260 --> 00:02:54,217 - Honey. 42 00:02:54,391 --> 00:02:54,957 - One second, I'm almost done. 43 00:02:55,131 --> 00:02:56,088 - With what? 44 00:02:56,263 --> 00:02:57,612 - The pilot. The whole thing. 45 00:02:57,786 --> 00:02:59,353 - Well, that's not possible. 46 00:02:59,527 --> 00:03:00,963 You've been writing for, what, like, four hours? 47 00:03:01,137 --> 00:03:02,486 - [chuckles] I know. 48 00:03:02,660 --> 00:03:04,532 - Harry, Alma said that... 49 00:03:04,706 --> 00:03:07,361 she saw you take something. 50 00:03:07,535 --> 00:03:08,623 Are you on speed? 51 00:03:08,797 --> 00:03:09,493 - What? No, of course not. 52 00:03:09,667 --> 00:03:11,626 I'm not on speed. 53 00:03:11,800 --> 00:03:13,105 - Well, then what did you take? 54 00:03:13,280 --> 00:03:14,368 Because you must have taken something. 55 00:03:14,542 --> 00:03:15,717 - Why, because I couldn't possibly 56 00:03:15,891 --> 00:03:16,935 be talented enough to finish this... 57 00:03:17,109 --> 00:03:18,067 - Shh! - Unless I was on drugs? 58 00:03:18,241 --> 00:03:19,416 Is that what you think of me? 59 00:03:19,590 --> 00:03:20,678 - That is not what I think of you, 60 00:03:20,852 --> 00:03:21,984 but this is very extreme, Harry. 61 00:03:22,158 --> 00:03:22,811 - I saw you take something, Daddy. 62 00:03:23,812 --> 00:03:25,553 - Don't be jealous because I found inspiration 63 00:03:25,727 --> 00:03:26,945 and you can't play fucking Paganini! 64 00:03:31,994 --> 00:03:33,822 - Honey, I'm sorry. 65 00:03:33,996 --> 00:03:34,736 Honey, honey, I'm so sorry. 66 00:03:34,910 --> 00:03:35,345 I didn't mean that. 67 00:03:35,519 --> 00:03:36,259 That-- 68 00:03:36,433 --> 00:03:39,175 - What the fuck, Harry? 69 00:03:39,349 --> 00:03:40,002 - I'm sorry. That was crazy. 70 00:03:40,176 --> 00:03:40,959 I--I'm not myself. 71 00:03:41,133 --> 00:03:42,309 I mean-- 72 00:03:43,875 --> 00:03:46,835 These pages-- they just exploded out of me. 73 00:03:47,009 --> 00:03:47,836 [laughs] And they are fucking 74 00:03:48,010 --> 00:03:51,492 so good! 75 00:03:51,666 --> 00:03:52,188 - I'm happy for you. 76 00:03:53,494 --> 00:03:55,583 Can we leave now? - Not yet. 77 00:03:55,757 --> 00:03:57,019 I have this other idea for episode two 78 00:03:57,193 --> 00:03:58,325 and I just wanna outline it tonight. 79 00:03:58,499 --> 00:04:01,545 - You killed a man in our sunroom! 80 00:04:01,719 --> 00:04:02,981 - And the sheriff said it was the first violent crime 81 00:04:03,155 --> 00:04:04,156 that's happened in this town in years. 82 00:04:04,331 --> 00:04:07,725 I eliminated the danger. - What? 83 00:04:07,899 --> 00:04:10,206 - I didn't wanna say this because emotions were high, 84 00:04:10,380 --> 00:04:12,382 but you know, if you walk out on this job, 85 00:04:12,556 --> 00:04:13,818 it's gonna be very difficult for you to get another one. 86 00:04:13,992 --> 00:04:15,559 Not after bailing on the last one you had. 87 00:04:15,733 --> 00:04:18,388 - Come on, I couldn't get inspired. 88 00:04:18,562 --> 00:04:20,608 They were pushy clients with terrible taste. 89 00:04:20,782 --> 00:04:23,350 They didn't understand minimalism 90 00:04:23,524 --> 00:04:24,742 at all! 91 00:04:24,916 --> 00:04:26,178 Or a monochromatic blush color scheme-- 92 00:04:26,353 --> 00:04:27,528 thank you very much-- 93 00:04:27,702 --> 00:04:29,878 which is very now, by the way. 94 00:04:30,052 --> 00:04:31,880 And I think I have a very good excuse 95 00:04:32,054 --> 00:04:34,230 for not finishing this one! 96 00:04:34,404 --> 00:04:37,015 - Honey, please just give me another day or two. 97 00:04:37,189 --> 00:04:38,103 - Or two? Or two? 98 00:04:38,278 --> 00:04:40,062 - For fuck's sake, Doris, 99 00:04:40,236 --> 00:04:41,063 why can't you just support me? 100 00:06:24,035 --> 00:06:26,124 Hey. 101 00:06:26,298 --> 00:06:28,518 I'm sorry about before. 102 00:06:28,692 --> 00:06:29,824 You are... 103 00:06:29,998 --> 00:06:32,000 much, much more talented than I am. 104 00:06:35,046 --> 00:06:37,571 - Come get your sandwiches. - Oh, I'm not hungry, thanks. 105 00:06:37,745 --> 00:06:38,310 - You need to eat. 106 00:06:38,485 --> 00:06:39,964 You too, Missy. 107 00:06:55,676 --> 00:06:56,241 - You okay? 108 00:06:58,853 --> 00:07:00,507 - What happened? 109 00:07:00,681 --> 00:07:02,987 - [coughs] Ugh. 110 00:07:06,251 --> 00:07:07,644 What was that, turkey? Ohh... - Yeah. 111 00:07:07,818 --> 00:07:09,167 - Something about the taste made me sick. 112 00:07:09,341 --> 00:07:09,690 Ugh. 113 00:07:12,344 --> 00:07:13,258 - It smells fine to me. 114 00:07:16,218 --> 00:07:18,046 - Can I have the room, please? I'm not finished. 115 00:07:26,271 --> 00:07:27,359 Come on, I'll take it upstairs. 116 00:07:27,534 --> 00:07:29,231 Let's go. 117 00:09:18,340 --> 00:09:19,210 - This is really good. 118 00:09:19,384 --> 00:09:20,037 - Thanks, I know. 119 00:09:21,212 --> 00:09:23,519 - Can I see more? 120 00:09:23,693 --> 00:09:25,042 - Yeah, sure. I'm almost done. 121 00:09:26,522 --> 00:09:28,872 - With all of it? - Mm-hmm. 122 00:09:33,529 --> 00:09:35,052 - Hey, what is happening? This isn't normal. 123 00:09:37,664 --> 00:09:39,622 - Um... 124 00:09:39,796 --> 00:09:42,364 I don't know. It's this place. It's my muse. 125 00:09:43,539 --> 00:09:45,367 - I thought I was. 126 00:09:49,501 --> 00:09:49,719 - Always. 127 00:09:51,678 --> 00:09:52,200 I'm sorry. 128 00:09:54,855 --> 00:09:55,725 I'm sorry. I've been a jerk. 129 00:09:57,379 --> 00:10:01,296 Uh, the lead character is kind of a... 130 00:10:01,470 --> 00:10:04,386 antihero, and I think I'm just... 131 00:10:04,560 --> 00:10:06,214 channeling him a little too much. 132 00:10:06,388 --> 00:10:07,911 - Will you at least eat something? 133 00:10:08,085 --> 00:10:10,261 You are gonna collapse. - I'm not hungry. 134 00:10:13,525 --> 00:10:15,440 - You're a liar. 135 00:10:15,615 --> 00:10:16,790 You're a liar. 136 00:10:16,964 --> 00:10:18,530 You did take some kind of speed. 137 00:10:18,705 --> 00:10:18,922 I-- 138 00:10:20,445 --> 00:10:23,144 Writing like this. 139 00:10:23,318 --> 00:10:26,060 Acting like an asshole. No appetite. 140 00:10:26,930 --> 00:10:29,759 - Okay, you want me to eat, 141 00:10:29,933 --> 00:10:31,761 I will--I will go grab some stuff from the market. 142 00:10:31,935 --> 00:10:34,895 Okay? 143 00:10:35,069 --> 00:10:35,896 My fingers are exhausted anyway. 144 00:10:39,334 --> 00:10:39,856 Want anything? 145 00:11:44,878 --> 00:11:46,140 Get away from me! - [hissing, growling] 146 00:11:46,314 --> 00:11:46,880 - Get away from me! 147 00:12:39,976 --> 00:12:40,890 - Thought you were gettin' out of town. 148 00:12:41,064 --> 00:12:42,370 - Oh, yeah. [chuckles] 149 00:12:42,544 --> 00:12:44,111 - Looks like you had a change of plans. 150 00:12:44,285 --> 00:12:46,766 Going keto? 151 00:12:46,940 --> 00:12:47,723 - Nah, just feeling a craving. 152 00:12:47,897 --> 00:12:49,856 [chuckles] - Right. 153 00:12:50,030 --> 00:12:52,032 Writing going well all of a sudden? 154 00:12:52,206 --> 00:12:52,859 - Yeah, actually. 155 00:12:53,033 --> 00:12:54,295 How'd you know? 156 00:13:02,216 --> 00:13:04,218 You took it! 157 00:13:04,392 --> 00:13:06,611 Bet your softie dick feels nice and hard now 158 00:13:06,786 --> 00:13:08,352 getting some of that sweet blood flow. 159 00:13:11,051 --> 00:13:12,792 [screaming] Why'd you do that? 160 00:13:12,966 --> 00:13:13,749 You shouldn't have done that, motherfucker! 161 00:13:13,923 --> 00:13:16,056 What, were you thirsty? 162 00:13:16,230 --> 00:13:19,363 You never knew thirsty before now! 163 00:13:20,364 --> 00:13:21,801 You fuckface! 164 00:14:52,804 --> 00:14:53,718 Mmm. 165 00:14:56,156 --> 00:14:57,070 Mmm... 166 00:15:02,336 --> 00:15:04,164 Ahh... 167 00:15:17,699 --> 00:15:20,484 Oh, it's so good. 168 00:15:20,658 --> 00:15:22,051 Ohh... 169 00:15:22,225 --> 00:15:22,747 it's so good. 170 00:15:27,317 --> 00:15:28,579 - Are we staying here now? - I don't know. 171 00:15:28,753 --> 00:15:31,669 Daddy and I need to talk about it tomorrow. 172 00:15:31,843 --> 00:15:33,280 Do you want to leave? 173 00:15:33,454 --> 00:15:35,543 - Yes. - Yeah, I want to too. 174 00:15:35,717 --> 00:15:37,110 The thing is, I have known your dad 175 00:15:37,284 --> 00:15:40,069 for a long time, and he's a really good writer. 176 00:15:40,243 --> 00:15:41,766 Much better than he gets credit for. 177 00:15:41,941 --> 00:15:44,987 And I've never seen him inspired like he is right now. 178 00:15:45,161 --> 00:15:47,294 He usually agonizes over five pages 179 00:15:47,468 --> 00:15:49,383 for two or three days. 180 00:15:49,557 --> 00:15:51,559 I don't want to be here, but I also... 181 00:15:52,734 --> 00:15:54,779 I don't want to get in the way 182 00:15:54,954 --> 00:15:57,086 of whatever has gotten into him. 183 00:15:57,260 --> 00:15:59,610 - He's never mean to me. 184 00:15:59,784 --> 00:16:02,744 - I know he feels terrible about that. 185 00:16:02,918 --> 00:16:04,572 Let's just give him some space 186 00:16:04,746 --> 00:16:07,227 to be an [lowers voice] asshole artist 187 00:16:07,401 --> 00:16:08,837 for a couple of days, 188 00:16:09,011 --> 00:16:12,232 and I am sure this fever of his will break. 189 00:16:13,189 --> 00:16:15,496 - Mom? - Yeah? 190 00:16:15,670 --> 00:16:18,194 - Do you think if I took one of the pills that Daddy took, 191 00:16:18,368 --> 00:16:20,936 I could play Paganini better than everyone? 192 00:16:21,110 --> 00:16:23,460 - There's no magic pill for greatness, sweetheart. 193 00:16:24,635 --> 00:16:25,549 Come here. 194 00:16:26,768 --> 00:16:28,813 Okay, what do you think 195 00:16:28,988 --> 00:16:30,990 of a couch in one of these, 196 00:16:31,164 --> 00:16:32,426 and the wall in this? 197 00:16:32,600 --> 00:16:34,994 - Looks like the same color. 198 00:16:35,168 --> 00:16:36,082 - What? No. 199 00:16:36,256 --> 00:16:37,779 They are slightly different. 200 00:16:39,694 --> 00:16:40,912 It's called "tone on tone." 201 00:16:41,087 --> 00:16:41,957 A lot of the Instagram design accounts 202 00:16:42,131 --> 00:16:43,828 are featuring it right now. 203 00:16:45,613 --> 00:16:48,398 - This one feels like a cactus. 204 00:16:48,572 --> 00:16:52,533 And this one feels like you would slide right off of it. 205 00:16:52,707 --> 00:16:53,490 - Okay, thank you. 206 00:16:55,927 --> 00:16:57,103 Okay, bed. 207 00:16:59,844 --> 00:17:00,671 - [sighs] Okay. 208 00:17:05,154 --> 00:17:05,981 I love you. 209 00:17:06,155 --> 00:17:07,200 - Love you too. 210 00:17:07,374 --> 00:17:08,027 - Night night. 211 00:17:44,150 --> 00:17:45,890 Nothing feels better 212 00:17:46,065 --> 00:17:47,414 than those first few nights on the Muse. 213 00:17:47,588 --> 00:17:48,154 That's what we should call it, by the way-- 214 00:17:48,328 --> 00:17:50,939 the Muse. 215 00:17:51,113 --> 00:17:53,028 - He's going to have to upgrade his diet 216 00:17:53,202 --> 00:17:54,464 if he wants to keep feeling that way. 217 00:17:54,638 --> 00:17:57,380 - Speaking of which, Belle o' the ball, 218 00:17:57,554 --> 00:17:59,861 I'm hungies. - [giggles] 219 00:18:00,035 --> 00:18:00,862 - Let's go up the Cape and find a snack. 220 00:18:01,036 --> 00:18:02,733 - Mm. [chuckles] 221 00:18:28,281 --> 00:18:30,544 - Did you sleep? 222 00:18:30,718 --> 00:18:32,633 - No. 223 00:18:32,807 --> 00:18:34,635 Oh, my God, it's brilliant. 224 00:18:34,809 --> 00:18:36,376 - [chuckles] I've never heard you so cocky. 225 00:18:36,550 --> 00:18:37,725 - I always wondered 226 00:18:37,899 --> 00:18:40,206 when I saw or read great writing, 227 00:18:40,380 --> 00:18:41,816 "Where did that come from?" 228 00:18:41,990 --> 00:18:44,558 You know, how can Tarantino or Sorkin 229 00:18:44,732 --> 00:18:46,081 say the same things that other writers say, 230 00:18:46,255 --> 00:18:49,084 just in a way that's so much... 231 00:18:49,258 --> 00:18:49,824 better? 232 00:18:49,998 --> 00:18:51,478 - Now you know? 233 00:18:51,652 --> 00:18:56,091 - Agh, something opened up in my mind... 234 00:18:56,265 --> 00:18:57,571 like finding a secret door in your house 235 00:18:57,745 --> 00:18:59,442 that leads to a-- 236 00:18:59,616 --> 00:19:02,663 a palace of words and ideas 237 00:19:02,837 --> 00:19:04,186 and imagination. 238 00:19:04,360 --> 00:19:07,058 I was living in a two-bedroom apartment, 239 00:19:07,233 --> 00:19:08,234 and now I'm in Versailles. 240 00:19:11,976 --> 00:19:13,804 - I just sent everything off to Ursula. 241 00:19:13,978 --> 00:19:15,110 - Great. So we can leave now? 242 00:19:15,284 --> 00:19:16,416 - Maybe in a day or two. 243 00:19:16,590 --> 00:19:17,591 Definitely by the end of the week. 244 00:19:17,765 --> 00:19:19,245 - Jesus. 245 00:19:19,419 --> 00:19:20,898 Harry. 246 00:19:21,072 --> 00:19:22,857 Alma is terrified here. 247 00:19:23,031 --> 00:19:26,469 And frankly, so am I. 248 00:19:26,643 --> 00:19:27,166 I want to-- I want to support you in this. 249 00:19:27,340 --> 00:19:28,863 But a week? 250 00:19:29,037 --> 00:19:30,647 It's asking too much of us. 251 00:19:30,821 --> 00:19:32,780 - Doris, it was just drug addicts 252 00:19:32,954 --> 00:19:35,348 looking for electronics, okay? 253 00:19:35,522 --> 00:19:36,784 No one's bothered us for a week. 254 00:19:36,958 --> 00:19:39,090 Do I want to stay? No, but I-- 255 00:19:39,265 --> 00:19:40,614 - But, but, but, what? 256 00:19:43,269 --> 00:19:46,054 You guys go. I'll stay. - No. No. 257 00:19:46,228 --> 00:19:46,968 You will write yourself to death if you stay here. 258 00:19:49,623 --> 00:19:50,754 [clink] Fuck! 259 00:19:50,928 --> 00:19:52,103 [eerie tone playing] Shit! 260 00:19:52,278 --> 00:19:54,454 Ow. 261 00:19:57,544 --> 00:19:59,328 Harry, stop it. 262 00:19:59,502 --> 00:20:01,374 Stop! 263 00:20:01,548 --> 00:20:03,027 What are you doing? - [moans] 264 00:20:03,202 --> 00:20:04,464 - Get off me! You're hurting me! 265 00:20:04,638 --> 00:20:05,116 Harry! - [grunts] 266 00:20:05,291 --> 00:20:08,468 - Jesus! 267 00:20:53,034 --> 00:20:55,079 - Harry! [barrel clicks] 268 00:20:55,254 --> 00:20:56,255 Just in time! 269 00:20:56,429 --> 00:20:59,170 I'm hunting duck. 270 00:20:59,345 --> 00:21:01,129 Or, uh, quail. 271 00:21:01,303 --> 00:21:03,610 I don't know, I just kind of like 272 00:21:03,784 --> 00:21:05,220 the feel of a shotgun when it goes off in my hands. 273 00:21:05,394 --> 00:21:08,702 - What did you give me? What's in those pills? 274 00:21:08,876 --> 00:21:09,616 - No one knows except the chemist. 275 00:21:09,790 --> 00:21:10,921 - Who's the chemist? 276 00:21:11,095 --> 00:21:12,575 - I need a drink. - [sighs] 277 00:21:12,749 --> 00:21:14,795 - Gin martini, to be specific. 278 00:21:14,969 --> 00:21:15,926 You want one? Come on! 279 00:21:17,232 --> 00:21:19,408 10 or 15 years ago, 280 00:21:19,582 --> 00:21:21,236 this area got hit on the head and ass 281 00:21:21,410 --> 00:21:23,020 by an addiction stick the likes of which you've never seen. 282 00:21:23,194 --> 00:21:24,761 After the big crash, 283 00:21:24,935 --> 00:21:25,675 a lot of folks out of work with nothing to do 284 00:21:25,849 --> 00:21:27,068 but get hungy and high. 285 00:21:27,242 --> 00:21:30,724 Heroin at first, then crystal meth, 286 00:21:30,898 --> 00:21:32,291 then opioids, which made the heroin obsolete. 287 00:21:32,465 --> 00:21:35,163 But people still needed that crystal rush. 288 00:21:35,337 --> 00:21:36,730 And cooking meth is easy out here 289 00:21:36,904 --> 00:21:37,818 if you have the right ingredients 290 00:21:37,992 --> 00:21:38,949 and don't blow yourself up. 291 00:21:39,123 --> 00:21:41,343 Anyway, this one person-- 292 00:21:41,517 --> 00:21:43,084 no one really knows who they are, by the way-- 293 00:21:43,258 --> 00:21:46,783 starts experimenting with different recipes. 294 00:21:46,957 --> 00:21:47,828 - So it was created by accident? 295 00:21:48,002 --> 00:21:49,743 - Well, that's the story. 296 00:21:49,917 --> 00:21:51,440 But you want to know the best part? 297 00:21:53,355 --> 00:21:55,923 - It only works if you have talent. 298 00:21:56,097 --> 00:21:59,448 So those things you see haunting around town? 299 00:21:59,622 --> 00:22:00,493 They took the pill, but they're just hacks. 300 00:22:00,667 --> 00:22:01,494 Wannabes. 301 00:22:04,714 --> 00:22:06,063 See, if you take the pill, and you don't 302 00:22:06,237 --> 00:22:07,761 have a creative seed in your brain already, 303 00:22:07,935 --> 00:22:09,763 the pill destroys you-- turns you into a flesh phantom. 304 00:22:09,937 --> 00:22:11,068 Always thirsty, never satisfied or employed. 305 00:22:13,984 --> 00:22:16,117 And who knows where talent comes from? No one! 306 00:22:16,291 --> 00:22:17,510 - But now I'm draining packages of raw steak 307 00:22:17,684 --> 00:22:19,642 to drink the juices, and-- 308 00:22:19,816 --> 00:22:22,689 and sucking the blood out of my wife's finger. 309 00:22:22,863 --> 00:22:23,994 - Mm. - Why? 310 00:22:24,168 --> 00:22:26,780 - Metaphorically... [exhales] 311 00:22:26,954 --> 00:22:28,303 I don't know. 312 00:22:28,477 --> 00:22:29,696 Maybe something about, uh, 313 00:22:29,870 --> 00:22:31,611 artists stealing other people's lifeblood 314 00:22:31,785 --> 00:22:33,874 to inspire our work. 315 00:22:34,048 --> 00:22:36,790 Scientifically, the drug severely depletes 316 00:22:36,964 --> 00:22:38,444 the four major minerals in our blood. 317 00:22:38,618 --> 00:22:40,010 See, Harry, 318 00:22:40,184 --> 00:22:42,491 you can't survive on the pill 319 00:22:42,665 --> 00:22:43,231 without replacing those minerals 320 00:22:43,405 --> 00:22:45,668 in heroic doses. 321 00:22:48,845 --> 00:22:50,891 And cartons of cow meat ain't gonna cut it, champ. 322 00:22:51,065 --> 00:22:55,809 You're gonna need that fresh, warm stuff 323 00:22:55,983 --> 00:22:58,464 from something that has opposable thumbs. 324 00:22:59,987 --> 00:23:00,857 - Fuck that. I'm not doing that. 325 00:23:01,031 --> 00:23:02,032 - Hey, no problem. 326 00:23:02,206 --> 00:23:04,165 Just, uh, stop taking the pill. 327 00:23:04,339 --> 00:23:07,037 But good luck ever writing anything ever again. 328 00:23:07,211 --> 00:23:09,692 It's like trying to screw with a dick full of Novocain. 329 00:23:09,866 --> 00:23:13,217 Once you take the pill, you can't get hard without it. 330 00:23:13,392 --> 00:23:14,523 - I don't care. This is all insanity! 331 00:23:14,697 --> 00:23:16,003 - Oh, name one successful person 332 00:23:16,177 --> 00:23:17,178 that isn't a little fucking insane. 333 00:23:17,352 --> 00:23:19,441 - Fuck you! - Fuck you! 334 00:23:19,615 --> 00:23:22,836 I hope they like your script back in Hollyweirdland. 335 00:23:23,010 --> 00:23:24,838 [door closes] [singsong] I bet they will. 336 00:23:25,012 --> 00:23:26,666 And then you'll be running back 337 00:23:26,840 --> 00:23:28,494 for those little darlings. 338 00:23:56,173 --> 00:23:57,914 - I'm sorry. 339 00:24:01,352 --> 00:24:04,051 I'm so sorry. 340 00:24:04,225 --> 00:24:05,792 We can leave tomorrow morning, okay? 341 00:24:08,142 --> 00:24:09,752 - Really? - Mm-hmm. 342 00:24:09,926 --> 00:24:12,451 - Okay. 343 00:24:14,975 --> 00:24:16,933 - Okay. 344 00:24:17,107 --> 00:24:18,021 - I have a few more pages to write this afternoon, 345 00:24:18,195 --> 00:24:20,502 and then... - [sighs] 346 00:24:20,676 --> 00:24:21,895 - Let's go out and have that dinner date 347 00:24:22,069 --> 00:24:24,158 that we missed out on. 348 00:24:24,332 --> 00:24:27,248 - I was thinking I can just take pictures of all the rooms 349 00:24:27,422 --> 00:24:29,250 and finish my design plan virtually. 350 00:24:29,424 --> 00:24:31,034 - Sure, yeah. Whatever you want. 351 00:24:33,254 --> 00:24:34,473 What? 352 00:24:34,647 --> 00:24:39,260 - You know, my job is important too. 353 00:24:39,434 --> 00:24:42,306 That Instagram contest I won-- it was a real thing. 354 00:24:42,481 --> 00:24:43,960 There were almost 100 accounts in the running. 355 00:24:44,134 --> 00:24:47,181 - I know that. We're-- we're a two-income family. 356 00:24:47,355 --> 00:24:49,139 - I worry sometimes that you don't think I'm good enough. 357 00:24:50,837 --> 00:24:52,273 That this is just a hobby or something. 358 00:24:53,448 --> 00:24:54,057 - Sorry, hold on. 359 00:24:57,931 --> 00:24:59,280 It's Ursula. 360 00:24:59,454 --> 00:25:02,979 Hello? - Bubelah, I hate you. 361 00:25:03,153 --> 00:25:04,938 Why have you been holding out on me all these years? 362 00:25:05,112 --> 00:25:06,635 What, do you have little writer elves 363 00:25:06,809 --> 00:25:07,854 that live in your cabinets and come out at night 364 00:25:08,028 --> 00:25:09,333 and type gold? - Uh, I told you, 365 00:25:09,508 --> 00:25:10,509 It's just-- it's been inspiring here. 366 00:25:10,683 --> 00:25:12,206 - Ha! Fuck yeah, it has been. 367 00:25:12,380 --> 00:25:14,425 Because you just got a green light, motherfucker! 368 00:25:14,600 --> 00:25:15,905 As soon as the execs saw it, 369 00:25:16,079 --> 00:25:17,864 they sent it to Joaquin Phoenix 370 00:25:18,038 --> 00:25:19,953 - [whispers] Joaquin Phoenix. - [screams] 371 00:25:20,127 --> 00:25:20,867 - Shh! Um, that's very cool. 372 00:25:21,041 --> 00:25:22,390 Uh, did he like it? 373 00:25:22,564 --> 00:25:25,480 - He said yes right on the spot. 374 00:25:25,654 --> 00:25:27,438 He said he would shoot it for free. 375 00:25:27,613 --> 00:25:28,962 - [laughs] That's amazing! 376 00:25:29,136 --> 00:25:30,398 I mean, I-I would never ask him to do that, 377 00:25:30,572 --> 00:25:32,922 but it's nice that he-- that he offered. 378 00:25:33,096 --> 00:25:34,924 - Also, maybe start looking for some real estate out there 379 00:25:35,098 --> 00:25:38,319 because I just got an offer from Netflix for an overall. 380 00:25:38,493 --> 00:25:40,843 Love to Doris. Talk soon. Mwah. 381 00:25:42,497 --> 00:25:43,542 - Netflix offered me a deal. 382 00:25:43,716 --> 00:25:44,499 We're gonna be rich! 383 00:25:44,673 --> 00:25:46,980 - We're gonna be rich! 384 00:25:48,982 --> 00:25:49,939 Ooh, baby! 385 00:25:50,113 --> 00:25:50,636 - Oh, sorry baby, baby, baby. 386 00:25:50,810 --> 00:25:52,159 Oh! 387 00:25:52,333 --> 00:25:54,465 We're gonna be rich. We're gonna be rich. 388 00:25:56,642 --> 00:25:57,947 - Oh. 389 00:25:58,121 --> 00:25:59,819 Oh. 390 00:25:59,993 --> 00:26:00,907 - Go on. 391 00:26:02,430 --> 00:26:03,649 - Oh, uh-- - Oh, go. 392 00:26:03,823 --> 00:26:06,042 I just, uh-- just a quick-- 393 00:26:06,216 --> 00:26:07,391 just a little idea. 394 00:26:07,566 --> 00:26:10,481 - I will go and let you finish your 395 00:26:10,656 --> 00:26:14,181 very lucrative writing. 396 00:26:15,922 --> 00:26:18,533 [inhales sharply] Okay. 397 00:26:18,707 --> 00:26:20,404 - Joaquin fucking Phoenix! 398 00:26:21,318 --> 00:26:22,319 I love him! 399 00:27:42,443 --> 00:27:43,444 - Harry. 400 00:27:46,273 --> 00:27:47,230 How ya doin'? 401 00:27:47,404 --> 00:27:49,493 Lookin' good. 402 00:27:51,147 --> 00:27:53,933 -No. 403 00:27:54,107 --> 00:27:55,282 - It's legal now in Massachusetts, babe. 404 00:27:55,456 --> 00:27:56,805 - He's not here for the grass. 405 00:27:56,979 --> 00:28:00,461 He's here for the [echoing] Muse. 406 00:28:00,635 --> 00:28:02,289 He's going through withdrawals. - I just need one more 407 00:28:02,463 --> 00:28:03,638 to finish the series I'm working on. 408 00:28:03,812 --> 00:28:06,293 - Well, that's what they all say. 409 00:28:06,467 --> 00:28:09,296 Just one more book, one more movie, 410 00:28:09,470 --> 00:28:11,385 one more hit play, and then I'll just stop for good. 411 00:28:11,559 --> 00:28:12,995 It doesn't work that way, pretty. 412 00:28:13,169 --> 00:28:15,694 There's nothing more addictive than success. 413 00:28:15,868 --> 00:28:17,478 You've tasted it now, 414 00:28:17,652 --> 00:28:20,263 and you're never going to be able to live without it. 415 00:28:22,309 --> 00:28:24,050 - I know. 416 00:28:25,268 --> 00:28:26,835 I know. 417 00:28:29,316 --> 00:28:30,665 So tell me what I have to do. 418 00:28:30,839 --> 00:28:32,885 - First, enough with the pity party. 419 00:28:33,059 --> 00:28:34,190 - Second, take this. 420 00:28:41,502 --> 00:28:42,198 - [exhales] - Good. 421 00:28:42,372 --> 00:28:44,461 Keep your coat on. 422 00:28:44,635 --> 00:28:46,986 We're going out to eat. 423 00:29:00,042 --> 00:29:02,349 - I know, honey. I'm so sorry. 424 00:29:02,523 --> 00:29:04,177 I'll make it up to you soon. 425 00:29:04,351 --> 00:29:05,918 [stammers] It's just-- 426 00:29:06,092 --> 00:29:07,528 being invited to a writer's group 427 00:29:07,702 --> 00:29:09,965 with--with Belle Noir and Austin Summers-- 428 00:29:10,139 --> 00:29:11,662 when will I ever get a chance like that? 429 00:29:11,837 --> 00:29:14,448 I love you. 430 00:29:14,622 --> 00:29:15,492 - She's pissed. - [sighs] 431 00:29:15,666 --> 00:29:16,755 She's gonna leave me. 432 00:29:16,929 --> 00:29:18,713 - Things'll settle down, Harry. 433 00:29:18,887 --> 00:29:20,236 She'll be plenty forgiving 434 00:29:20,410 --> 00:29:21,324 once you thank her in your Oscar speech. 435 00:29:21,498 --> 00:29:22,673 - How many of us are there? 436 00:29:22,848 --> 00:29:23,718 How many people have taken these pills? 437 00:29:23,892 --> 00:29:25,067 - A few. More lately. 438 00:29:25,241 --> 00:29:27,461 - Why the increase? - Streamers. 439 00:29:27,635 --> 00:29:28,897 - Just so you know, we don't do them all year. 440 00:29:29,071 --> 00:29:30,812 Just for these few months in the winter. 441 00:29:30,986 --> 00:29:34,294 We come up here where it's quiet. 442 00:29:34,468 --> 00:29:35,382 pop some pills and crank out some brilliance, 443 00:29:35,556 --> 00:29:38,428 then take the summers off. 444 00:29:38,602 --> 00:29:39,560 - How often do we have to-- 445 00:29:39,734 --> 00:29:41,867 - Eat? Oh...once a week, 446 00:29:42,041 --> 00:29:43,564 if you get a good feed. 447 00:29:43,738 --> 00:29:45,566 I like to snack between meals. 448 00:29:45,740 --> 00:29:47,394 But, uh, I've got regulars 449 00:29:47,568 --> 00:29:49,918 who are happy to oblige for a couple of shekels. 450 00:29:50,092 --> 00:29:51,702 - And what constitutes a good feed? 451 00:29:51,877 --> 00:29:53,008 - There are 9 to 12 pints of blood in the human body, 452 00:29:53,182 --> 00:29:54,531 and Belle and I usually split that. 453 00:29:54,705 --> 00:29:56,707 - Oh, my God. 454 00:29:56,882 --> 00:29:58,405 - I know, honey. 455 00:29:58,579 --> 00:30:00,015 It sounds awful. 456 00:30:00,189 --> 00:30:01,756 - Murdering human beings to drink their blood? 457 00:30:01,930 --> 00:30:04,672 Yes, it sounds fucking terrible! 458 00:30:04,846 --> 00:30:06,326 - We're not dining on doctors 459 00:30:06,500 --> 00:30:08,763 or eating up engineers or snacking on scientists. 460 00:30:08,937 --> 00:30:11,157 We find the ones who won't be missed. 461 00:30:11,331 --> 00:30:13,594 The ones who are a drain on society. 462 00:30:13,768 --> 00:30:15,944 It's basically a community service. 463 00:30:16,118 --> 00:30:17,511 - Used to be harder to find the right types, 464 00:30:17,685 --> 00:30:19,078 but since the opioid epidemic hit the Cape, 465 00:30:19,252 --> 00:30:19,861 it's a breeze. 466 00:30:20,035 --> 00:30:21,123 - Craigslist. 467 00:30:21,297 --> 00:30:22,690 Gotta know what to look for. 468 00:30:22,864 --> 00:30:24,561 A guy who's selling lots of random items-- 469 00:30:24,735 --> 00:30:27,782 a bicycle, and a stereo, 470 00:30:27,956 --> 00:30:29,958 and a guitar, and some watches. 471 00:30:30,132 --> 00:30:31,003 - You ask yourself, "What kind of person sells 472 00:30:31,177 --> 00:30:32,961 that combination of items?" 473 00:30:33,135 --> 00:30:35,877 - One that just broke into a house and stole them. 474 00:30:36,051 --> 00:30:37,661 - Addicts and losers and criminals. 475 00:30:37,836 --> 00:30:40,664 - Kind of people who cops feel were offed by a dealer 476 00:30:40,839 --> 00:30:41,927 or another fucknut addict. 477 00:30:44,233 --> 00:30:46,801 - Just remember, there are only two rules. 478 00:30:46,975 --> 00:30:48,455 Don't ever feed off anyone in P-Town. 479 00:30:48,629 --> 00:30:49,804 The old sheriff used to look the other way, 480 00:30:49,978 --> 00:30:52,981 but this new gal is a nosy bitch 481 00:30:53,155 --> 00:30:55,244 who has no appreciation for the artists' struggle. 482 00:30:55,418 --> 00:30:56,767 And... 483 00:30:56,942 --> 00:30:59,596 never take your gloves off. 484 00:31:12,000 --> 00:31:14,307 The pipes froze last week, so the toilet doesn't work. 485 00:31:14,481 --> 00:31:16,875 Um... there's, uh, TP by the door. 486 00:31:19,834 --> 00:31:20,879 - You can pee in the sand, 487 00:31:21,053 --> 00:31:22,228 but, uh, need to go number two, 488 00:31:22,402 --> 00:31:24,012 use the bucket and, uh, bury it. 489 00:31:24,186 --> 00:31:25,971 - You're sweet. 490 00:31:28,277 --> 00:31:30,236 No one will let me crash when the cold snaps come 491 00:31:30,410 --> 00:31:32,412 but you. 492 00:31:32,586 --> 00:31:33,456 They think I'm contagious. 493 00:31:36,851 --> 00:31:38,331 - Are you? - No! 494 00:31:38,505 --> 00:31:39,549 I mean, unless we, uh, 495 00:31:39,723 --> 00:31:42,509 make out or fuck or something. 496 00:31:42,683 --> 00:31:44,903 I think the cough's just bad allergies. 497 00:31:47,209 --> 00:31:48,210 - Wanna get high? 498 00:31:48,384 --> 00:31:51,866 So what I'm trying to say 499 00:31:52,040 --> 00:31:52,867 is that-- what if the shark is actually 500 00:31:53,041 --> 00:31:53,737 the good guy of the story? 501 00:31:53,912 --> 00:31:56,044 Quint's been, uh, 502 00:31:56,218 --> 00:31:57,437 hunting sharks for, like, years, right? 503 00:31:57,611 --> 00:31:58,351 And so, like, maybe he killed, like, 504 00:31:58,525 --> 00:31:59,918 Jaws', like, brother 505 00:32:00,092 --> 00:32:01,180 or, like, best friend or something like that. 506 00:32:01,354 --> 00:32:02,529 You know? And so that's why, like, 507 00:32:02,703 --> 00:32:04,705 Jaws ate that lady and that kid. 508 00:32:04,879 --> 00:32:06,098 So he could get Quint back out on the water 509 00:32:06,272 --> 00:32:07,751 so he can hunt him down and kill him. 510 00:32:07,926 --> 00:32:10,929 - Wait, is the shark's name actually "Jaws"? 511 00:32:11,103 --> 00:32:12,017 I met a guy who was an extra in one of the beach scenes. 512 00:32:14,758 --> 00:32:15,324 Maybe it was "Jaws 2." 513 00:32:15,498 --> 00:32:17,544 - Fuck "Jaws 2." 514 00:32:17,718 --> 00:32:18,327 They shot that shit in Florida. 515 00:32:18,501 --> 00:32:19,807 Pfffft. - Wow. 516 00:32:19,981 --> 00:32:21,722 - [laughs] - You are so fucking smart. 517 00:32:23,419 --> 00:32:24,116 - How do you know so much about movies? 518 00:32:24,290 --> 00:32:26,031 - I love movies. 519 00:32:27,554 --> 00:32:28,772 They're my whole life. 520 00:32:30,600 --> 00:32:31,688 You know, I started writing, like, five screenplays. 521 00:32:31,862 --> 00:32:33,516 - I didn't know that. 522 00:32:33,690 --> 00:32:34,865 Can I read one? 523 00:32:35,040 --> 00:32:37,216 - Oh, well, I've started five. 524 00:32:37,390 --> 00:32:38,739 But I've finished zero. 525 00:32:38,913 --> 00:32:39,435 You know, I have follow-through issues. 526 00:32:41,133 --> 00:32:43,265 But I , uh, just know 527 00:32:43,439 --> 00:32:44,745 if I finished them, they'd be really great. 528 00:32:47,139 --> 00:32:48,401 You know, we should take some of those pills. 529 00:32:48,575 --> 00:32:49,793 Look, I, uh, 530 00:32:49,968 --> 00:32:51,708 stole them from Belle. 531 00:32:53,058 --> 00:32:54,363 If I get her off hard enough, 532 00:32:54,537 --> 00:32:55,408 she passes out like a dude right after. 533 00:32:56,757 --> 00:32:58,280 - [softly] No. 534 00:32:59,847 --> 00:33:01,240 You know what these do to people. 535 00:33:01,414 --> 00:33:03,503 - Yeah, makes them rich and famous. 536 00:33:03,677 --> 00:33:04,460 - They make you bloodsuckers. 537 00:33:05,940 --> 00:33:07,159 Murderers. 538 00:33:07,333 --> 00:33:08,551 - Look, if you want real success, 539 00:33:08,725 --> 00:33:09,857 you've got to compromise a little bit. 540 00:33:10,031 --> 00:33:11,641 Everyone's gotta go Darth Vader 541 00:33:11,815 --> 00:33:12,512 to get ahead in life, right? [chuckles] 542 00:33:14,862 --> 00:33:16,733 Wait, you think I'd turn into one of those pale zombies. 543 00:33:19,301 --> 00:33:21,912 Y-y-you don't think I have any talent at all, do you? 544 00:33:22,087 --> 00:33:23,088 - I didn't say that. 545 00:33:24,611 --> 00:33:25,351 I sleep on the street. 546 00:33:25,525 --> 00:33:27,831 I eat out of dumpsters. 547 00:33:28,006 --> 00:33:30,704 I haven't been touched by a man in 15 years, 548 00:33:30,878 --> 00:33:31,748 so shitting in your bucket is a-- 549 00:33:31,922 --> 00:33:34,099 a fucking upgrade for me. 550 00:33:35,709 --> 00:33:36,753 But it's better than being like Belle. 551 00:33:38,103 --> 00:33:40,322 The things she does. 552 00:33:42,498 --> 00:33:43,760 [crying] The things she makes me do for her. 553 00:33:46,285 --> 00:33:48,113 - Look at this. 554 00:33:53,814 --> 00:33:54,771 - That's my painting. 555 00:33:54,945 --> 00:33:56,512 That's my painting! 556 00:33:58,862 --> 00:34:00,168 Where did you get that? 557 00:34:00,342 --> 00:34:01,256 - I bought them at the thrift shop. 558 00:34:01,430 --> 00:34:02,344 I bought a whole bunch of 'em. 559 00:34:02,518 --> 00:34:03,954 They were like 5 bucks each. 560 00:34:04,129 --> 00:34:05,695 - I didn't know they sold. 561 00:34:09,221 --> 00:34:10,831 I took a free painting class at the Fine Art Center. 562 00:34:11,005 --> 00:34:12,180 I thought they just tossed, uh, 563 00:34:12,354 --> 00:34:14,965 all of them away when the class was over. 564 00:34:15,140 --> 00:34:17,403 - Well, they did. 565 00:34:17,577 --> 00:34:18,752 But not these, 'cause... 566 00:34:18,926 --> 00:34:20,406 they're actually good. 567 00:34:20,580 --> 00:34:23,496 - You an art expert? 568 00:34:23,670 --> 00:34:24,410 [laughs] - Well, I've seen some, uh, 569 00:34:24,584 --> 00:34:26,020 TV shows about art. 570 00:34:26,194 --> 00:34:27,891 You know, like, uh, PBS and shit like that. 571 00:34:29,589 --> 00:34:31,852 They all say 572 00:34:32,026 --> 00:34:34,681 art's about making you, uh, feel. 573 00:34:36,596 --> 00:34:37,858 So like this one--when I look at it, I basically can 574 00:34:38,032 --> 00:34:40,252 smell the ocean. 575 00:34:43,690 --> 00:34:45,518 You're talented. 576 00:34:48,086 --> 00:34:48,738 Imagine what you could be if you took those pills. 577 00:34:48,912 --> 00:34:50,000 You'd be like a-- 578 00:34:50,175 --> 00:34:52,177 well, like Picasso. 579 00:34:52,351 --> 00:34:53,569 Hm? 580 00:34:53,743 --> 00:34:56,050 - I want that. I want that so much. 581 00:34:56,224 --> 00:34:57,051 [whispering] You see, maybe um... 582 00:34:58,574 --> 00:35:00,794 Oh, I could make all those assholes 583 00:35:00,968 --> 00:35:05,320 at the market and-- and at all the bars 584 00:35:05,494 --> 00:35:07,192 and--and--and make them kiss my ass instead. 585 00:35:07,366 --> 00:35:09,542 Motherfuckers! - Mm-hmm. 586 00:35:09,716 --> 00:35:11,413 - I'd buy the supermarket, 587 00:35:11,587 --> 00:35:12,893 and then I'd burn it right to the ground. 588 00:35:13,067 --> 00:35:13,502 Asshole motherfucking fuck faces! 589 00:35:13,676 --> 00:35:14,938 - Yes! 590 00:35:15,113 --> 00:35:17,767 I'd buy the biggest house on Commercial. 591 00:35:17,941 --> 00:35:19,987 I'd have fancy cocktail parties. 592 00:35:20,161 --> 00:35:21,031 And I'd invite all the celebrities 593 00:35:21,206 --> 00:35:22,207 except for Belle Noir. 594 00:35:22,381 --> 00:35:23,904 Ha. [clicks tongue] 595 00:35:34,393 --> 00:35:36,960 - I can't. I can't do that. 596 00:35:39,093 --> 00:35:41,922 I don't wanna be like them. 597 00:35:45,621 --> 00:35:46,535 - Well, I do. 598 00:35:49,016 --> 00:35:51,932 - But what if you're not talented? 599 00:35:52,106 --> 00:35:53,934 What if you end up like one of the bad ones? 600 00:35:54,108 --> 00:35:55,979 - Look around. Anything's better than this. 601 00:36:23,181 --> 00:36:25,966 - Hey. 602 00:36:26,140 --> 00:36:27,141 We called about the mountain bike 603 00:36:27,315 --> 00:36:28,969 and locked iPad. - Hey, yeah. 604 00:36:29,143 --> 00:36:30,275 Y'all got cash? 605 00:36:30,449 --> 00:36:32,015 My, uh-- my Venmo's suspended. 606 00:36:36,019 --> 00:36:37,064 - Wow, this place is terrible. 607 00:36:37,238 --> 00:36:38,674 - [chuckles] Yeah, thanks. 608 00:36:38,848 --> 00:36:39,806 I've been--I've been thinking about, you know, 609 00:36:39,980 --> 00:36:40,981 getting it all fixed up, but-- 610 00:36:41,155 --> 00:36:42,635 [chuckles] cash flow. 611 00:36:46,508 --> 00:36:48,641 This is the, uh, locked iPad. 612 00:36:54,647 --> 00:36:56,562 What's up with the gloves? 613 00:36:56,736 --> 00:36:57,302 - Enough talking. Mama's hungry. 614 00:37:51,965 --> 00:37:53,880 - How you feeling back there, handsome? 615 00:37:54,054 --> 00:37:54,968 - Better. Like I want to kill myself 616 00:37:55,142 --> 00:37:56,752 from guilt and shame, but... 617 00:37:56,926 --> 00:37:58,580 better. 618 00:37:58,754 --> 00:38:00,278 - The art you're going to put into the world 619 00:38:00,452 --> 00:38:01,714 is going to inspire. 620 00:38:01,888 --> 00:38:03,063 You just gave that knucklehead 621 00:38:03,237 --> 00:38:05,065 a chance to be a small part of that, 622 00:38:05,239 --> 00:38:06,936 which is more than he was ever going to give to humanity 623 00:38:07,110 --> 00:38:09,722 if he didn't meet us tonight. - Ugh, is that my future? 624 00:38:09,896 --> 00:38:11,289 A life of rationalization? 625 00:38:11,463 --> 00:38:13,552 - A life of consequence. 626 00:38:13,726 --> 00:38:15,641 - Oh, I feel slightly-- - Buzzy? 627 00:38:15,815 --> 00:38:17,425 That is the crystal meth in his blood. 628 00:38:17,599 --> 00:38:18,383 You'll laser back in by morning, 629 00:38:18,557 --> 00:38:20,472 but I fuckin' love it 630 00:38:20,646 --> 00:38:21,386 right after a feed with one of these dopeheads. 631 00:38:21,560 --> 00:38:22,865 - [laughs] Me too. 632 00:38:23,039 --> 00:38:25,433 But you're no good with a sloppy feed. 633 00:38:25,607 --> 00:38:27,609 We're gonna have to get you to Dr. Feldman 634 00:38:27,783 --> 00:38:29,568 to take care of those teeth. 635 00:39:26,625 --> 00:39:27,626 - Hey. 636 00:39:27,800 --> 00:39:28,757 Can I help you? 637 00:39:28,931 --> 00:39:31,151 - Um, I was given this address 638 00:39:31,325 --> 00:39:32,457 for a Dr. Feldman. 639 00:39:32,631 --> 00:39:33,936 - That's right. 640 00:39:34,110 --> 00:39:34,720 - Is he here? 641 00:39:34,894 --> 00:39:37,113 - Wow. 642 00:39:37,287 --> 00:39:38,811 Sexist much? 643 00:39:38,985 --> 00:39:42,205 - You're Dr. Feldman? 644 00:39:42,380 --> 00:39:43,642 - I changed my name to Lark. Not legally or anything-- 645 00:39:43,816 --> 00:39:45,252 that's a real pain in the ass. 646 00:39:45,426 --> 00:39:47,994 But it's kind of hard to be taken seriously 647 00:39:48,168 --> 00:39:49,735 in the tat community when your name's Leslie Feldman. 648 00:39:49,909 --> 00:39:51,954 I worked my way through dental school selling vintage 649 00:39:52,128 --> 00:39:53,129 and doing tats. 650 00:39:53,303 --> 00:39:54,783 That's my real gift. 651 00:39:54,957 --> 00:39:56,045 Dental school was to make my parents happy, 652 00:39:56,219 --> 00:39:59,527 tattoos were my passion, you know? 653 00:39:59,701 --> 00:40:01,311 Well, once I took the little black pills, 654 00:40:01,486 --> 00:40:03,836 I got so good at slinging ink 655 00:40:04,010 --> 00:40:05,446 that I bailed on being a tooth jockey. 656 00:40:05,620 --> 00:40:06,665 Come on back. Belle told me you were coming. 657 00:40:12,584 --> 00:40:12,975 - I thought the pill only works for writers. 658 00:40:13,149 --> 00:40:14,368 - No. 659 00:40:14,542 --> 00:40:17,371 Anyone with artistic talent. 660 00:40:17,545 --> 00:40:17,893 Have a seat. 661 00:40:23,551 --> 00:40:25,727 People come from all over the world 662 00:40:25,901 --> 00:40:27,033 to get one of my artworks painted on them. 663 00:40:27,207 --> 00:40:28,513 If you want, I'll throw in a freebie 664 00:40:28,687 --> 00:40:30,471 once we're done back here. - Oh, no thanks. 665 00:40:30,645 --> 00:40:31,733 My wife and I agreed never to get tattoos. 666 00:40:31,907 --> 00:40:34,693 It's-- it's in our wedding vows. 667 00:40:34,867 --> 00:40:35,737 - Did you agree to never murder people 668 00:40:35,911 --> 00:40:37,913 and drink their blood too? 669 00:40:38,087 --> 00:40:39,915 Shit happens. 670 00:40:42,004 --> 00:40:43,397 - You do know what you're doing though, right? 671 00:40:46,444 --> 00:40:47,227 - With your teeth? 672 00:40:47,401 --> 00:40:50,535 I invented this shit. 673 00:40:50,709 --> 00:40:51,927 I realized it was impossible 674 00:40:52,101 --> 00:40:53,886 to get a good, clean, satisfying feed 675 00:40:54,060 --> 00:40:56,062 with regular chompers. 676 00:40:56,236 --> 00:40:57,193 Look at animals who have to tear meat 677 00:40:57,367 --> 00:41:00,066 from an uncooked, fresh kill. 678 00:41:00,240 --> 00:41:02,547 Predatory cats, bears, sharks-- 679 00:41:02,721 --> 00:41:03,983 they've all got major fang action. 680 00:41:04,157 --> 00:41:06,115 Look at it this way-- 681 00:41:06,289 --> 00:41:07,116 doing this will make it so you have to eat less people. 682 00:41:10,555 --> 00:41:11,294 - Okay. 683 00:41:13,645 --> 00:41:17,518 Talk me through the process. 684 00:41:17,692 --> 00:41:18,171 - First, we take a mold of your teeth for the caps. 685 00:41:56,949 --> 00:41:58,516 -[grunts] - Then the filing. 686 00:41:58,690 --> 00:42:00,996 You're gonna want gas for that. 687 00:42:06,393 --> 00:42:07,307 - Yeah, it's a big deal for me. 688 00:42:09,004 --> 00:42:11,093 I know, you don't understand. 689 00:42:13,966 --> 00:42:15,271 They want me to do the entire house. 690 00:42:15,445 --> 00:42:17,970 Yeah, all of it. 691 00:43:23,426 --> 00:43:25,515 - Oh. 692 00:44:55,431 --> 00:44:57,477 - Alma, Alma. 693 00:44:57,651 --> 00:44:59,697 Sweetheart, sweetheart. 694 00:45:00,872 --> 00:45:02,308 Alma. 695 00:45:02,482 --> 00:45:03,962 You have been playing nonstop for hours. 696 00:45:04,136 --> 00:45:05,267 I have a terrible headache. 697 00:45:05,441 --> 00:45:07,705 I don't know if it's the pregnancy 698 00:45:07,879 --> 00:45:10,533 or spending all day staring at different shades of "greige." 699 00:45:10,708 --> 00:45:12,492 Sweetheart, please take a break. 700 00:45:12,666 --> 00:45:13,145 - No, I need to practice this. 701 00:45:16,322 --> 00:45:18,498 - I'm not liking this sass, miss. 702 00:45:21,501 --> 00:45:22,328 - You don't understand greatness. 703 00:45:24,852 --> 00:45:26,724 Sounds fine to you because fine is good enough for you. 704 00:45:26,898 --> 00:45:28,638 For people like Daddy and I, 705 00:45:28,813 --> 00:45:30,684 fine is failure. 706 00:45:32,468 --> 00:45:33,556 - Hey, hey, hey. 707 00:45:35,297 --> 00:45:38,344 Why are you being so cruel? That isn't like you. 708 00:45:38,518 --> 00:45:40,868 Look, I know that this has been hard on you. 709 00:45:41,042 --> 00:45:43,088 All sorts of feelings about the new baby-- 710 00:45:43,262 --> 00:45:46,091 normal feelings. 711 00:45:46,265 --> 00:45:50,356 And the experience out here has been pretty traumatic. 712 00:45:50,530 --> 00:45:52,010 I am sorry that Daddy and I haven't taken time 713 00:45:52,184 --> 00:45:54,360 to help you process everything. 714 00:45:54,534 --> 00:45:55,448 I promise you, as soon as we are home-- 715 00:45:55,622 --> 00:45:57,189 - I don't want to leave. 716 00:45:57,363 --> 00:45:59,757 I love it out here. 717 00:45:59,931 --> 00:46:01,454 In fact, I've never felt happier 718 00:46:01,628 --> 00:46:03,021 or more at home anywhere. 719 00:46:04,718 --> 00:46:07,982 You want us to leave because you're jealous. 720 00:46:08,156 --> 00:46:10,942 I told you, you don't understand art. 721 00:46:11,116 --> 00:46:12,900 You don't understand inspiration. 722 00:46:13,074 --> 00:46:15,555 You don't understand how hard it is to be great. 723 00:46:16,469 --> 00:46:20,560 Daddy and I have found something special out here 724 00:46:20,734 --> 00:46:23,041 that helps us be great, and we don't want to leave. 725 00:46:23,215 --> 00:46:24,085 - You don't think I'm a great mother? 726 00:46:31,223 --> 00:46:33,573 - I am who I am. 727 00:46:33,747 --> 00:46:35,444 What part of me would not be me 728 00:46:35,618 --> 00:46:38,447 if I was raised by some other perfectly ordinary woman? 729 00:46:43,235 --> 00:46:45,411 - You are grounded. Go to your room. 730 00:46:45,585 --> 00:46:47,239 You are punished. Go to your room. 731 00:46:47,413 --> 00:46:49,458 Go to your room! Go to your room! 732 00:46:49,632 --> 00:46:50,198 Pack your things! Go! 733 00:46:50,372 --> 00:46:51,721 Go to your room! 734 00:46:51,896 --> 00:46:52,461 We are leaving tomorrow. 735 00:46:52,635 --> 00:46:54,899 No discussions! 736 00:47:42,120 --> 00:47:42,685 - Welcome to the dick dock. 737 00:47:42,860 --> 00:47:45,819 - Dick dock? 738 00:47:45,993 --> 00:47:48,517 - In July, this place is like a gay hometown buffet. 739 00:47:48,691 --> 00:47:49,954 Big ones, little ones. 740 00:47:50,128 --> 00:47:51,129 [exhales] Looking to top or bottom? 741 00:47:52,478 --> 00:47:54,175 - Neither. 742 00:49:22,742 --> 00:49:24,265 Harry. - One second. 743 00:49:24,439 --> 00:49:25,788 - Is that blood on your chin? 744 00:49:29,096 --> 00:49:30,402 - Oh. Must have cut myself shaving. 745 00:49:30,576 --> 00:49:33,100 - Have you seen Alma? 746 00:49:33,274 --> 00:49:33,666 - Um, yeah, she went out for a walk. 747 00:49:33,840 --> 00:49:35,102 - What? 748 00:49:35,276 --> 00:49:37,452 - She said she wanted some fresh air. 749 00:49:37,626 --> 00:49:38,888 - You let our daughter go out there alone? 750 00:49:39,063 --> 00:49:40,760 - She's fine. 751 00:49:40,934 --> 00:49:41,891 We let her go grab the newspaper from the deli 752 00:49:42,066 --> 00:49:43,328 all the time in New York City. 753 00:49:43,502 --> 00:49:45,678 - There are none of those fucking things 754 00:49:45,852 --> 00:49:47,419 that have been chasing us in New York City. 755 00:49:47,593 --> 00:49:49,943 Have you lost your fucking mind? 756 00:49:50,117 --> 00:49:51,379 - Ugh, God, you know, ever since we've been here, 757 00:49:51,553 --> 00:49:54,121 you have been hysterical about everything. 758 00:49:54,295 --> 00:49:54,992 I refuse to be a helicopter parent. 759 00:49:55,166 --> 00:49:57,255 - You killed a man! 760 00:49:59,953 --> 00:50:00,736 - All you care about anymore 761 00:50:00,910 --> 00:50:02,216 is your fucking work! 762 00:50:02,390 --> 00:50:04,610 - I am killing myself for this family! 763 00:50:04,784 --> 00:50:06,177 You are being so irrational! 764 00:50:06,351 --> 00:50:07,830 This happens every time you get pregnant. 765 00:50:09,484 --> 00:50:13,140 - You are being insane. 766 00:50:13,314 --> 00:50:15,795 It is not irrational 767 00:50:15,969 --> 00:50:17,971 to worry about our daughter out there alone 768 00:50:18,145 --> 00:50:21,540 when we both have been attacked in the last few days! 769 00:50:21,714 --> 00:50:22,932 I'm going to find Alma, 770 00:50:23,107 --> 00:50:24,760 and she and I are leaving without you. 771 00:50:24,934 --> 00:50:26,327 Without you! 772 00:50:42,039 --> 00:50:42,952 Alma? 773 00:50:52,310 --> 00:50:53,398 Alma? 774 00:50:53,572 --> 00:50:55,835 Alma! 775 00:50:59,534 --> 00:50:59,969 [softly] Alma. 776 00:51:00,144 --> 00:51:01,623 Alma? 777 00:51:04,496 --> 00:51:06,367 Alma? 778 00:51:08,326 --> 00:51:09,196 Alma! 779 00:51:11,024 --> 00:51:12,721 Alma! 780 00:51:25,430 --> 00:51:29,042 Alma, baby. 781 00:51:31,697 --> 00:51:33,046 We have to go.