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MAN (over headphones):
Best Sellers on Audio presents
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Tales from Briarcliff
by Lana Winters,
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read by the author.
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LANA: Chapter six,
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"The Gathering Storm."
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Behind the stone walls
of Briarcliff,
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time had no meaning.
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The days themselves seemed
to exist (birds cooing)
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in a kind of perpetual twilight.
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Life there was just a series
of numbing cruelties
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and humiliations,
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all masquerading
as something else.
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You weren't conceived in love,
but in hate.
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I couldn't wait to give you up.
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(echoing):
You're an abomination.
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You should
never have been born.
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I was in the third week
of my confinement,
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and a storm was coming.
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The nor'easter of '64
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that brought
so much devastation with it,
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and for me, something else,
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something far more savage
even than nature.
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(distant screaming)
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Oliver Thredson was,
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to all appearances,
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a kindly figure,
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fatherly in his manner.
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This face he showed the world,
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this face of sanity
and benevolence,
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that was his real mask.
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Underneath lurked
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the real Oliver Thredson,
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an unspeakable monster.
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I loved you even when you were
still in your mother's womb.
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I would have given anything
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to be a real father to you,
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but she kept us apart.
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I had so much love
to give you, son.
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She stole it from you.
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From both of us.
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(thud)
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LEO: ♪ Here comes the bride. ♪
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THERESA: Oh, my God.
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(laughter)
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THERESA: The Catholic
Church bought this place
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in '62,
and turned it into a sanitarium
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for the criminally insane.
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Legend has it that once you
were committed at Briarcliff,
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you never got out.
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The most famous resident
was a serial killer named...
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LEO: Bloody Face.
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Say Bloody Face.
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THERESA: Bloody Face.
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Maybe it's Bloody Face.
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Maybe it's just old pipes.
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Let me see.
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What? You scared, pussy?
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(chuckles)
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Oh, my God! What? What's wrong?
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You're such a prick.
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You are such a prick.
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Speaking of which...
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No. I want to know
what's in there.
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Do it again and I'll blow you.
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Give me your phone.
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(screaming)
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And who did this drawing of you?
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LANA: Bono.
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(chuckles)
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He was a bit tipsy
on the airplane
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coming back from Somalia
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and drew it
on the cocktail napkin.
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He's quite good, isn't he?
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Be sure and get
an insert of that, Pete.
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So with six bestsellers,
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a reputation as the only one
the men will open up to,
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world leaders, stars,
disgraced politicians,
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who's the one that got away?
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Is there anyone you lusted after
that you missed?
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That's easy:
Mao and Rielle Hunter.
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And she's still lusting
after Julian Assange.
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Uh, look, I know
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I said no on-camera appearances
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for you, but I love
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this whole bringing
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the chardonnay thing,
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super casual, loving.
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What about just that?
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I'm April, by the way.
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Marian.
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What a pleasure.
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I saw your Norma at the Met.
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Transcendent.
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She's doing it in Bologna
this summer.
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Thank you.
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I've got rehearsal;
I've got to take off.
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I'll be back by 5:00.
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We have that Sondheim dinner
birthday thing tonight.
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Mmm.
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Am I not
the luckiest woman alive?
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A little higher, babe.
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Attaboy.
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Mm-mm, higher still.
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Oh, what are they teaching
these kids in film school?
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God knows
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it's not how to make us old gals
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look more gorgeous.
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Nothing old about you, Lana.
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Well, thanks to a very talented
surgeon in Paris
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and a great dermatologist.
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So, what are we covering today?
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Well, since it's
a Kennedy Center honor,
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I'd say
it's a pretty big canvas.
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Jesus, darling, I hope
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this isn't going
to feel like a eulogy.
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I will certainly ask you
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about your notorious
nail-to-the-cross
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prison interview with Madoff.
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But before all that,
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I'd like to go back
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and start with the early years.
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The awful
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Bloody Face saga.
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I said I wouldn't talk
about that.
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People want to hear about it.
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It's what made you famous.
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My point exactly.
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He's become a goddamn
household name.
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Like some kind of Heath Ledger,
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Hollywood movie star villain.
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He was an evil monster
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who used murder and torture
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to keep himself
from feeling like a eunuch.
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End of story.
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I refuse to give him
one more second of air time.
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So then let's start
with the event
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that made your reputation
as a crusader for change,
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the Briarcliff exposé.
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We good to go, everyone? Honey,
hand me that mirror, will you?
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I like to do my own eyebrows.
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How do I look?
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Like a million bucks.
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(chuckles)
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But they're still not
gonna let us
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in that front door
with a camera.
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Oh, I know how to get in.
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MAN: Jesus, how did
you find this place?
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LANA: Listen, when we get
inside, no matter what happens,
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or what anybody says,
you keep shooting.
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We need to document
the conditions, the filth,
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these people are forced
to live in.
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I want the footage
to shock the public
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out of their complacency,
you understand?
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I want moral outrage.
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I want to put America
in the asylum.
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APRIL: The fact that
you would voluntarily
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go back into the place
where you almost died,
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that's why you were held
in such high esteem
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by all of America
and your peers.
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Did you always have
this need for justice?
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That's the myth.
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Lana Winters, crusader.
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It was a story that I helped
to perpetuate,
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but, uh, it's time I come clean.
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It wasn't justice
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that got me back to Briarcliff.
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It was ambition.
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I knew my future
wasn't in print.
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You had an abrupt career change.
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I knew television
was the future.
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So I got started in local news,
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then an NBC affiliate
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before I landed my own series
of investigative reports.
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America Unmasked.
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With TV, words,
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they're less important.
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You need something people
can see,
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visual stimulation,
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and believe me, there is nothing
more stimulating
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than crazy people.
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But you need more than that.
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You need an angle, a hook.
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And boy, did I have a doozy.
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(beeps)
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I heard from very reliable
sources that Sister Jude,
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the nun that imprisoned me
at Briarcliff, was still alive.
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In fact, she had become
a patient there herself.
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I was going to go
into that snake pit
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and rescue her
from the very place
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she had me committed.
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Milo, I told you
to keep rolling.
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Get the camera up
and pointed at me.
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At Briarcliff Manor,
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it's not uncommon to see
patients left on their own
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without supervision,
without stimulation,
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for hours on end.
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The squalor, the filth,
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the decay of this institution
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is a shocking indictment
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of the abandonment
of her most needy
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by the state of Massachusetts.
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(beeps) The Church
sold Briarcliff Manor
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to the state of Massachusetts
in the fall of 1965.
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Since then,
conditions have deteriorated.
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The images and sounds
are far more...
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(sighs)
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Ready? You need a slate?
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(indistinct talking) Are...
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Yeah, are you sleeping?
Come on.
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(beeps)
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Three, two, one.
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The church sold
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Briarcliff Manor
to the state of Massachusetts
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in the fall of 1965.
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Since then, conditions
have deteriorated.
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These images and sounds
are far more powerful
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than any words
that can be spoken.
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(distant shrieking)
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(coughing)
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(woman screaming)
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(coughing)
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LANA: But how can I
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describe to you
the way it smells?
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It reeks of filth, of disease.
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It smells of death.
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MAN: Who are you?
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Do you...
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have permission to do this? You are
the first attendant we've seen
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the entire time
we've been here.
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Is it the policy to
leave patients unclothed
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and unclean, some of them
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smeared in their own feces?
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Uh... I'm sorry, there's...
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just too many for us
to take care of.
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Right now I'm
interested in one.
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I demand to see Judy Martin.
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(man screaming)
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LANA: Give me some light.
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Judy Martin?
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Do you remember me?
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You were committed
to Briarcliff
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to cover up the abuses
the church and science
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had perpetrated
against patients here.
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You were left to die.
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Alone.
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Abandoned.
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I've come back to help you.
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I'm going to get you
out of here, Sister Jude.
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It's okay.
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Lana... Banana.
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APRIL: Such a powerful
scene you describe.
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I'm embarrassed to say
I don't remember it.
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That's because it
never happened.
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LANA: By the time I
got to Briarcliff,
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Jude was gone.
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I should've gone back sooner.
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But you did shut
down Briarcliff.
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Yes, but it's not
the ending I wanted.
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It was one hell of an ending,
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just not the one I wanted.
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And there's your promo.
(laughs)
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Let's take a break.
I need to freshen up.
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Ms. Winters needs a break.
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Five and we're back.
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Would you like
something to drink?
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I'd love a sparkling water.
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00:13:57,856 --> 00:13:59,790
Would you get Ms. Winters
a sparkling water, please?
269
00:14:09,267 --> 00:14:10,901
Thanks.
270
00:14:10,969 --> 00:14:12,169
You're a doll.
271
00:14:12,237 --> 00:14:14,471
My pleasure, Ms. Winters.
272
00:14:26,397 --> 00:14:28,565
♪ ♪
273
00:14:32,470 --> 00:14:35,472
♪ I feel the earth move ♪
274
00:14:35,539 --> 00:14:37,140
♪ Under my feet ♪
275
00:14:37,208 --> 00:14:40,343
♪ I feel the sky
tumbling down... ♪
276
00:14:40,411 --> 00:14:41,978
Kit. Holy shit.
277
00:14:42,045 --> 00:14:42,979
(laughs)
278
00:14:43,046 --> 00:14:44,480
Lana!
279
00:14:44,548 --> 00:14:47,283
(laughs)
280
00:14:47,351 --> 00:14:48,417
I was just watching the news.
281
00:14:48,485 --> 00:14:49,452
You did it.
282
00:14:49,520 --> 00:14:50,686
You really did it.
283
00:14:50,754 --> 00:14:51,788
You shut down Briarcliff.
284
00:14:51,855 --> 00:14:53,022
(laughs)
285
00:14:54,925 --> 00:14:55,891
What the hell's this?
286
00:14:59,362 --> 00:15:00,963
LANA: I wanted them to
capture our reunion.
287
00:15:01,031 --> 00:15:03,032
And I have a few questions
I'd like to ask you.
288
00:15:03,100 --> 00:15:04,533
Questions? Yes.
289
00:15:04,601 --> 00:15:06,602
Like who's Betty Drake?
290
00:15:06,670 --> 00:15:07,770
And is she here?
291
00:15:12,341 --> 00:15:13,975
I'll talk to you, Lana,
292
00:15:14,043 --> 00:15:15,610
but... but I'm not gonna
talk to your camera.
293
00:15:19,515 --> 00:15:21,382
♪ Tumbling down,
a-tumbling down ♪
294
00:15:21,450 --> 00:15:25,287
♪ A-tumbling down ♪
295
00:15:25,354 --> 00:15:29,291
♪ Tumbling down... ♪
296
00:15:29,359 --> 00:15:32,228
Where'd you find this?
297
00:15:32,296 --> 00:15:33,196
I was still trying
to find Jude.
298
00:15:33,263 --> 00:15:34,931
But of course
299
00:15:34,999 --> 00:15:37,534
Jude hadn't existed for years.
300
00:15:37,601 --> 00:15:39,169
The Monsignor saw to that.
301
00:15:39,236 --> 00:15:40,704
(sheep bleating)
302
00:15:42,406 --> 00:15:43,773
LANA: I had no idea
303
00:15:43,841 --> 00:15:45,942
who I was even
looking for anymore.
304
00:15:47,378 --> 00:15:48,278
(screams)
305
00:15:55,186 --> 00:15:56,320
LANA: And then I found this.
306
00:15:59,390 --> 00:16:00,624
Betty Drake,
307
00:16:00,692 --> 00:16:03,160
released to the care
of Kit Walker,
308
00:16:03,228 --> 00:16:04,462
March 27, 1970.
309
00:16:04,529 --> 00:16:05,763
That was just
a few months after
310
00:16:05,831 --> 00:16:07,899
you came to see me
at the book signing.
311
00:16:07,967 --> 00:16:10,401
It's Jude, isn't it?
312
00:16:10,469 --> 00:16:13,438
Why do you care now, Lana?
313
00:16:16,475 --> 00:16:17,643
Hmm?
314
00:16:17,710 --> 00:16:19,044
We all just part of your story?
315
00:16:19,111 --> 00:16:20,478
It's not just my story, Kit.
316
00:16:20,546 --> 00:16:22,080
It's yours, too. And hers.
317
00:16:22,148 --> 00:16:23,949
You went back for her.
318
00:16:25,518 --> 00:16:26,952
Why?
319
00:16:29,455 --> 00:16:30,956
(sighs)
320
00:16:31,024 --> 00:16:32,825
'Cause it was
something I could do.
321
00:16:32,892 --> 00:16:35,494
I mean, I couldn't
shut the place down,
322
00:16:35,562 --> 00:16:37,196
I couldn't lead them all
out of there like Moses.
323
00:16:37,264 --> 00:16:39,966
But, Jude, whatever she was,
324
00:16:40,034 --> 00:16:43,035
she didn't belong there
any more than we did.
325
00:16:44,805 --> 00:16:47,373
I couldn't just
leave her there.
326
00:16:47,441 --> 00:16:51,144
After Alma died, I...
started visiting her there.
327
00:16:56,484 --> 00:16:58,318
At least once a week.
328
00:16:58,386 --> 00:17:00,387
Sometimes twice.
329
00:17:01,923 --> 00:17:03,523
There was still life there.
330
00:17:03,591 --> 00:17:05,726
There was still someone buried
deep inside.
331
00:17:09,364 --> 00:17:11,165
But I knew that life
wouldn't last long
332
00:17:11,233 --> 00:17:13,200
if nobody got her out of there.
333
00:17:18,974 --> 00:17:20,841
They didn't ask
a lot of questions.
334
00:17:20,909 --> 00:17:22,476
Think they were just happy
335
00:17:22,544 --> 00:17:24,578
to have one less patient
to care for.
336
00:17:40,294 --> 00:17:42,095
LANA:
You brought her into your home.
337
00:17:44,799 --> 00:17:47,101
Why'd you do that?
338
00:17:47,169 --> 00:17:49,670
After all the indignities
she made you suffer?
339
00:17:51,506 --> 00:17:53,474
KIT: I didn't do it for her.
340
00:17:53,542 --> 00:17:55,743
I didn't even really
do it for me.
341
00:17:58,680 --> 00:18:01,148
I did it for the kids.
342
00:18:01,216 --> 00:18:03,950
I needed to be there for them.
343
00:18:04,018 --> 00:18:07,053
And the only way I could leave
Briarcliff behind
344
00:18:07,121 --> 00:18:10,924
once and for all was to find
some way to forgive.
345
00:18:10,992 --> 00:18:12,626
Someone to forgive.
346
00:18:16,731 --> 00:18:17,764
Is she dead?
347
00:18:17,832 --> 00:18:19,733
Go on.
348
00:18:21,369 --> 00:18:23,573
KIT:
The first thing we had to do
349
00:18:23,640 --> 00:18:25,441
was see her through detox.
350
00:18:25,509 --> 00:18:27,911
(moans)
351
00:18:27,978 --> 00:18:30,280
(retches)
352
00:18:38,388 --> 00:18:40,456
(rooster crows)
353
00:18:50,668 --> 00:18:51,868
Carrot juice.
354
00:18:51,936 --> 00:18:53,003
From our garden.
355
00:18:59,978 --> 00:19:02,546
KIT: For a while,
356
00:19:02,614 --> 00:19:04,382
things seemed to be going
along pretty well,
357
00:19:04,449 --> 00:19:06,618
considering.
358
00:19:07,787 --> 00:19:09,121
I made a decision to just...
359
00:19:09,189 --> 00:19:10,522
stay the course.
360
00:19:16,262 --> 00:19:18,030
KIT: They loved her.
361
00:19:18,098 --> 00:19:19,665
No matter how much
she barked at them,
362
00:19:19,733 --> 00:19:21,200
they always understood
something about her.
363
00:19:21,267 --> 00:19:23,635
LANA:
So she eventually came around.
364
00:19:23,703 --> 00:19:27,272
KIT: Well, it got worse
before it got better.
365
00:19:27,340 --> 00:19:30,042
(screams) Told you to
start in the corner!
366
00:19:30,109 --> 00:19:31,944
Did you think
I wouldn't notice?
367
00:19:32,012 --> 00:19:34,346
Come back here, you little shit!
KIT: Hey! Hey!
368
00:19:34,414 --> 00:19:36,115
Hey! Hey! I'll cane you!
369
00:19:36,182 --> 00:19:38,149
Hey! This is not Briarcliff,
370
00:19:38,217 --> 00:19:40,018
and you will not hit my kids!
371
00:19:40,086 --> 00:19:41,052
JUDE: Wait a minute.
372
00:19:41,120 --> 00:19:43,321
What's going on here?
373
00:19:43,389 --> 00:19:45,924
No, we do not have
a children's ward!
374
00:19:45,992 --> 00:19:48,593
I told your mother that.
I was very clear.
375
00:19:48,661 --> 00:19:51,130
I was very clear! Jude!
376
00:19:51,197 --> 00:19:52,965
You will address me
as Sister Jude.
377
00:19:53,033 --> 00:19:53,999
You don't fool me, Kit Walker.
378
00:19:54,067 --> 00:19:55,968
I know who you are.
379
00:19:56,036 --> 00:19:57,803
I know what you did.
380
00:19:57,871 --> 00:19:59,170
Killer of women.
381
00:19:59,238 --> 00:20:00,538
KIT: Jude, please...
382
00:20:00,606 --> 00:20:01,772
No, you get away! Get away
383
00:20:01,840 --> 00:20:03,541
from me! I won't go back
384
00:20:03,609 --> 00:20:05,776
in that hole! I will not!
385
00:20:05,844 --> 00:20:07,778
You can't make me! KIT: Thomas!
386
00:20:07,846 --> 00:20:10,981
Get your sister and go outside.
387
00:20:11,049 --> 00:20:12,783
JUDE: I will not! No,
you can't make me!
388
00:20:12,851 --> 00:20:14,552
It's okay, Dad.
389
00:20:14,620 --> 00:20:16,754
(Jude screams)
390
00:20:16,822 --> 00:20:19,190
(Jude gasps, sobs)
391
00:20:19,258 --> 00:20:20,458
Oh, no...
392
00:20:20,526 --> 00:20:22,093
(weeping loudly)
393
00:20:26,065 --> 00:20:27,765
(gasping for breath)
394
00:20:54,024 --> 00:20:56,226
♪ ♪
395
00:21:01,432 --> 00:21:03,567
I still don't know what
happened in those woods.
396
00:21:05,737 --> 00:21:08,905
When they came back...
397
00:21:08,973 --> 00:21:11,174
something was different.
398
00:21:11,241 --> 00:21:13,242
Grace was right.
399
00:21:13,310 --> 00:21:15,611
Those children are special.
400
00:21:15,679 --> 00:21:18,278
("Jump, Jive an' Wail" begins)
401
00:21:18,345 --> 00:21:20,045
Okay, I'm gonna
teach you a new step.
402
00:21:20,113 --> 00:21:21,180
Okay. Ready?
403
00:21:21,247 --> 00:21:24,149
Toe, heel, step back.
404
00:21:24,217 --> 00:21:26,785
(laughing):
Toe, heel, step back.
405
00:21:26,853 --> 00:21:28,853
Okay, now, start
again, watch me.
406
00:21:28,921 --> 00:21:30,488
You're left, and I'm right.
407
00:21:30,556 --> 00:21:32,023
Because women are always right.
408
00:21:32,091 --> 00:21:34,358
All right?
409
00:21:34,426 --> 00:21:36,794
Five, six, seven, eight.
410
00:21:36,862 --> 00:21:38,830
♪ You gotta jump, jive
and then you wail ♪
411
00:21:38,897 --> 00:21:41,665
♪ You gotta jump,
jive and then you wail ♪
412
00:21:41,733 --> 00:21:43,266
♪ You gotta jump, jive and
then you wail ♪ All right.
413
00:21:43,334 --> 00:21:44,467
Now spin me.
414
00:21:44,535 --> 00:21:45,735
♪ And then you wail ♪
415
00:21:45,803 --> 00:21:47,303
♪ You wail ♪
416
00:21:47,371 --> 00:21:49,071
♪ Wail... ♪ Whoo!
417
00:21:50,374 --> 00:21:51,474
Ooh!
418
00:21:54,978 --> 00:21:56,245
Don't say I never
taught you nothing.
419
00:21:56,312 --> 00:21:57,646
JULIA: Daddy, dance with me.
420
00:21:57,714 --> 00:21:59,481
Come over here!
421
00:21:59,549 --> 00:22:02,017
Thomas! Come here.
422
00:22:02,085 --> 00:22:04,119
♪ Papa's in the icebox... ♪
423
00:22:04,187 --> 00:22:05,721
JUDE: Let me show this to you.
424
00:22:05,789 --> 00:22:08,091
Left foot...
425
00:22:08,158 --> 00:22:11,961
♪ Papa's in the icebox
looking for a can of milk ♪
426
00:22:12,029 --> 00:22:13,763
♪ Mama's in the backyard... ♪
427
00:22:13,831 --> 00:22:17,634
For six months, she taught them
how to swing dance
428
00:22:17,701 --> 00:22:20,303
and swear like a sailor.
429
00:22:20,371 --> 00:22:23,707
Made Thomas learn to sew
430
00:22:23,774 --> 00:22:25,809
and took away Julia's dolls
431
00:22:25,876 --> 00:22:28,044
and gave her trucks
so she'd grow up tough.
432
00:22:28,112 --> 00:22:29,279
(chuckles)
433
00:22:29,347 --> 00:22:31,648
I don't know
434
00:22:31,716 --> 00:22:33,850
if those last six
months made up
435
00:22:33,918 --> 00:22:35,853
for a lifetime of horrors...
436
00:22:38,389 --> 00:22:40,557
but she sure seemed happy.
437
00:22:46,497 --> 00:22:48,665
(snoring softly)
438
00:22:54,338 --> 00:22:56,272
Hey.
439
00:22:56,340 --> 00:22:58,042
Come here.
440
00:22:58,109 --> 00:23:00,778
Come here, you two.
441
00:23:00,845 --> 00:23:03,514
Come here.
442
00:23:03,581 --> 00:23:06,683
I got a few more things
to tell you, okay?
443
00:23:15,193 --> 00:23:16,860
Julia...
444
00:23:20,165 --> 00:23:24,701
don't you ever...
445
00:23:24,769 --> 00:23:29,173
ever let a man
tell you who you are...
446
00:23:29,240 --> 00:23:31,241
or make you feel...
447
00:23:35,013 --> 00:23:37,581
like you are less than he is.
448
00:23:42,354 --> 00:23:44,755
It's 1971.
449
00:23:44,823 --> 00:23:47,892
And you can do anything
you want.
450
00:23:49,628 --> 00:23:52,062
Okay? You understand?
451
00:23:54,232 --> 00:23:57,703
And, Thomas...
452
00:23:57,770 --> 00:24:00,739
don't pick your nose...
453
00:24:00,807 --> 00:24:04,978
and never take a job
just for the money.
454
00:24:11,353 --> 00:24:14,822
Find something...
455
00:24:14,889 --> 00:24:17,958
that you love.
456
00:24:18,025 --> 00:24:21,728
Do something you want.
457
00:24:23,297 --> 00:24:24,798
Okay, boy?
458
00:24:32,340 --> 00:24:34,108
(door opens)
459
00:24:40,616 --> 00:24:44,419
Oh, I don't need that.
460
00:24:44,487 --> 00:24:46,989
It's mushroom barley.
461
00:24:47,056 --> 00:24:48,424
You got to eat something.
462
00:24:48,491 --> 00:24:52,194
No, I don't.
463
00:24:58,234 --> 00:25:01,570
Kids, why don't you go pile up
the leaves in the yard?
464
00:25:01,638 --> 00:25:04,607
I'm staying with Nana.
465
00:25:07,144 --> 00:25:12,648
No, you guys, you should
go outside and play.
466
00:25:12,716 --> 00:25:14,550
Go on.
467
00:25:26,969 --> 00:25:29,303
Kit Walker...
468
00:25:29,371 --> 00:25:32,574
you're a lucky man.
469
00:25:34,811 --> 00:25:36,978
You better not screw them up.
470
00:25:37,046 --> 00:25:38,413
(both chuckle)
471
00:25:49,192 --> 00:25:51,727
I'm here.
472
00:25:51,795 --> 00:25:54,931
I'm not going to leave
you alone.
473
00:25:54,998 --> 00:25:57,366
I'm not... I'm not alone.
474
00:26:01,038 --> 00:26:03,172
She's here for me.
475
00:26:04,341 --> 00:26:06,008
(chuckles)
476
00:26:16,553 --> 00:26:19,288
I don't know who
she was talking about.
477
00:26:29,032 --> 00:26:30,733
I do.
478
00:26:39,439 --> 00:26:41,171
Jude...
479
00:26:41,239 --> 00:26:45,206
we've been doing this dance
for so many years.
480
00:26:45,274 --> 00:26:48,275
Are you sure
you're ready this time?
481
00:26:49,611 --> 00:26:51,945
I'm sure.
482
00:26:54,182 --> 00:26:56,316
I'm ready now.
483
00:27:02,323 --> 00:27:04,224
Kiss me.
484
00:27:31,252 --> 00:27:33,320
♪ ♪
485
00:27:52,625 --> 00:27:54,392
(camera whirs)
486
00:27:58,899 --> 00:28:00,867
I have a feeling we're about
487
00:28:00,935 --> 00:28:03,203
to enter the hard-hitting part
of the interview.
488
00:28:03,270 --> 00:28:05,505
It was the pen, wasn't it?
489
00:28:05,573 --> 00:28:07,808
No need to take notes
on powder-puff questions.
490
00:28:07,875 --> 00:28:10,477
You got me,
but I'm gonna ask anyway.
491
00:28:11,514 --> 00:28:12,714
If shutting down Briarcliff
492
00:28:12,782 --> 00:28:14,682
was such an undeniable success,
493
00:28:14,750 --> 00:28:17,319
your next exposé was,
to put it mildly,
494
00:28:17,386 --> 00:28:18,887
controversial.
495
00:28:18,954 --> 00:28:21,322
I think half of New York
wanted to lynch me,
496
00:28:21,390 --> 00:28:24,126
and the other half would have
had me banned from the state.
497
00:28:24,193 --> 00:28:26,194
Can we talk about what happened
with Cardinal Howard?
498
00:28:26,262 --> 00:28:28,230
At the time,
he was a powerhouse,
499
00:28:28,298 --> 00:28:30,499
a rising star in the church.
500
00:28:30,567 --> 00:28:32,835
The man had avoided
me for weeks.
501
00:28:32,903 --> 00:28:35,504
I went through all
the official channels,
502
00:28:35,572 --> 00:28:37,940
but he ignored every request
I made for an interview.
503
00:28:38,008 --> 00:28:40,944
So, finally, I cornered him
on his way to Easter Mass.
504
00:28:41,011 --> 00:28:42,478
Cardinal Howard.
505
00:28:42,546 --> 00:28:44,747
I have nothing to say
to you, Miss Winters.
506
00:28:44,815 --> 00:28:47,017
With or without your comments,
I'm airing a report
507
00:28:47,085 --> 00:28:48,552
tomorrow night
on Dr. Arthur Arden,
508
00:28:48,620 --> 00:28:50,621
a man you hired to run
the medical unit at Briarcliff.
509
00:28:50,689 --> 00:28:52,089
We finally gained access
to his files.
510
00:28:52,157 --> 00:28:54,292
Did you know he was
conducting human experiments?
511
00:28:54,359 --> 00:28:57,161
We found some
very disturbing evidence.
512
00:28:57,229 --> 00:28:59,464
Cardinal... Would you mind
switching that off, please?
513
00:28:59,531 --> 00:29:01,800
A number of patients
disappeared under his care.
514
00:29:01,867 --> 00:29:03,768
Do you have any idea
what happened to them?
515
00:29:03,836 --> 00:29:05,003
It was over seven years ago.
516
00:29:05,070 --> 00:29:06,571
You can't expect me to remember
517
00:29:06,639 --> 00:29:08,640
anything about patients
I wasn't responsible for.
518
00:29:08,708 --> 00:29:10,342
I'm afraid you are responsible.
519
00:29:10,409 --> 00:29:11,643
Everything that happened
at Briarcliff
520
00:29:11,711 --> 00:29:12,912
happened under your authority.
521
00:29:12,979 --> 00:29:14,513
And there is no
statute of limitations
522
00:29:14,580 --> 00:29:15,981
on murder, Cardinal Howard.
523
00:29:16,048 --> 00:29:17,549
The police have found remains,
524
00:29:17,616 --> 00:29:19,884
human bones in the woods
outside Briarcliff.
525
00:29:19,952 --> 00:29:22,287
They're going to start
asking hard questions.
526
00:29:22,354 --> 00:29:23,922
And since the notorious
Dr. Arden has disappeared,
527
00:29:23,990 --> 00:29:25,457
they're going to be looking
to you for answers.
528
00:29:25,525 --> 00:29:26,992
Get out of my way.
529
00:29:27,059 --> 00:29:28,159
What are you running from,
Cardinal Howard?
530
00:29:28,227 --> 00:29:30,194
Out of the way, Miss Winters!
531
00:29:30,262 --> 00:29:31,763
What are you running from?
Happy Easter.
532
00:29:31,831 --> 00:29:32,731
Answer the question.
533
00:29:32,798 --> 00:29:34,466
(tires squeal)
534
00:29:36,636 --> 00:29:38,570
APRIL:
To this day, people still
535
00:29:38,638 --> 00:29:40,840
blame you for what
happened to him.
536
00:29:40,907 --> 00:29:43,543
I've got broad shoulders,
but I can't take credit
537
00:29:43,611 --> 00:29:45,378
for what his guilty conscience
made him do.
538
00:29:54,154 --> 00:29:57,990
That man was a particular kind
of liar,
539
00:29:58,058 --> 00:30:02,028
the kind who lies to himself
about being a liar.
540
00:30:02,095 --> 00:30:06,566
He was so corrupt and deluded,
he believed his own lies.
541
00:30:06,634 --> 00:30:10,804
Lies are like scars
on your soul.
542
00:30:10,872 --> 00:30:14,342
They destroy you.
543
00:30:16,278 --> 00:30:18,413
I have a feeling
we're not just talking
544
00:30:18,480 --> 00:30:19,747
about Cardinal Howard anymore.
545
00:30:21,049 --> 00:30:22,483
Is there something
546
00:30:22,551 --> 00:30:24,085
you'd like to share with us?
547
00:30:26,088 --> 00:30:27,822
I'm going to come clean
about a lie
548
00:30:27,890 --> 00:30:30,292
I've told for over 40 years.
549
00:30:30,359 --> 00:30:32,494
In my book Maniac,
550
00:30:32,561 --> 00:30:35,363
I write about the abuse,
551
00:30:35,431 --> 00:30:37,899
the rape, the pregnancy.
552
00:30:37,967 --> 00:30:41,803
I say that the baby
died in childbirth.
553
00:30:41,871 --> 00:30:46,574
I even wrote about
a kind of poetic justice
554
00:30:46,642 --> 00:30:49,911
that the child hadn't lived.
555
00:30:49,979 --> 00:30:53,615
That child is alive.
556
00:30:53,683 --> 00:30:58,287
I didn't raise him,
but someone did.
557
00:30:59,890 --> 00:31:01,758
(baby crying)
558
00:31:04,962 --> 00:31:06,762
Don't ask me to do that again.
559
00:31:08,899 --> 00:31:11,567
He'll need to learn
how to live without me.
560
00:31:13,937 --> 00:31:17,740
I just prayed really hard
561
00:31:17,808 --> 00:31:19,675
that somebody else
could give him
562
00:31:19,743 --> 00:31:21,711
the kind of mothering he'd need.
563
00:31:21,778 --> 00:31:23,713
I couldn't muster it.
564
00:31:23,780 --> 00:31:26,482
I tried, but I couldn't.
565
00:31:26,550 --> 00:31:28,184
That's quite a secret, Lana.
566
00:31:28,252 --> 00:31:30,586
The only person
I've told is Marian.
567
00:31:30,654 --> 00:31:32,255
Do you mind if I ask,
568
00:31:32,322 --> 00:31:34,524
has there been
any contact since?
569
00:31:34,592 --> 00:31:38,128
There was a period in the
mid-'70s where I suffered
570
00:31:38,196 --> 00:31:41,698
a terrible remorse
about giving him up.
571
00:31:41,766 --> 00:31:45,468
I used all my skills
as a sleuth,
572
00:31:45,536 --> 00:31:48,271
which are myriad as we know,
to track him down.
573
00:31:48,338 --> 00:31:51,840
I just needed to see him.
I didn't have a plan.
574
00:31:51,908 --> 00:31:54,676
What you got in here?
You like dinosaurs?
575
00:31:54,744 --> 00:31:56,845
You want to suck
a brontosaurus dick?
576
00:31:56,913 --> 00:31:58,480
BOY: Shut up, asshole!
577
00:31:58,548 --> 00:31:59,815
Who are you calling asshole,
faggot?
578
00:32:01,952 --> 00:32:04,920
Hey, you, you little shit.
You back off before I hurt you
579
00:32:04,988 --> 00:32:06,489
in ways you haven't
even dreamt of.
580
00:32:14,631 --> 00:32:16,266
Are you all right?
581
00:32:16,333 --> 00:32:17,233
Yeah, I'm fine.
582
00:32:24,742 --> 00:32:26,909
You know he's
the asshole, right?
583
00:32:26,977 --> 00:32:28,077
Yeah, I know.
584
00:32:48,499 --> 00:32:50,266
You should report him.
585
00:32:54,372 --> 00:32:56,339
That was the last time
I saw him.
586
00:32:56,407 --> 00:32:59,742
I wasn't his mother.
587
00:32:59,810 --> 00:33:02,412
Not in any meaningful way.
588
00:33:02,480 --> 00:33:06,049
I would only confuse him.
589
00:33:06,117 --> 00:33:09,920
But I thought
about him so often.
590
00:33:09,987 --> 00:33:12,322
Wondering where he was.
591
00:33:12,389 --> 00:33:14,491
How he turned out.
592
00:33:14,559 --> 00:33:18,829
APRIL: Did you ever think about
having children after that?
593
00:33:18,897 --> 00:33:23,701
It was a different time
for gay women.
594
00:33:23,769 --> 00:33:27,439
Most of us were resigned
to not having children.
595
00:33:27,507 --> 00:33:30,275
But I was close
to my friends' children.
596
00:33:30,343 --> 00:33:33,678
In fact, Kit... Kit Walker...
597
00:33:33,746 --> 00:33:38,317
he asked me to be
godmother to his kids.
598
00:33:38,385 --> 00:33:42,154
Kit got married again.
599
00:33:42,222 --> 00:33:44,189
He met a great girl named
Allison down at the co-op.
600
00:33:44,257 --> 00:33:47,326
I don't know who loved her
more... Kit or those kids.
601
00:34:12,613 --> 00:34:16,715
Kit always believed the kids
were destined for great things.
602
00:34:16,783 --> 00:34:20,886
They grew up with that message,
and they lived up to it.
603
00:34:20,954 --> 00:34:23,489
Thomas is a law professor
at Harvard.
604
00:34:23,556 --> 00:34:27,825
Julie is a leading neurosurgeon
at Johns Hopkins.
605
00:34:27,893 --> 00:34:30,527
Kit would be so proud of them.
606
00:34:30,595 --> 00:34:33,629
Is he no longer with us?
607
00:34:33,697 --> 00:34:37,099
When he was around 40, he
developed pancreatic cancer.
608
00:34:37,167 --> 00:34:40,102
By the time they found it,
609
00:34:40,169 --> 00:34:43,471
the tumor had metastasized
to the liver.
610
00:34:43,539 --> 00:34:46,774
They gave him chemo, but...
611
00:34:46,842 --> 00:34:49,710
it was just a waiting game.
612
00:34:49,777 --> 00:34:53,046
The kids both offered
to look after him,
613
00:34:53,113 --> 00:34:56,449
but he wouldn't hear of it.
614
00:34:58,751 --> 00:35:01,586
In those last months,
he seemed more peaceful
615
00:35:01,654 --> 00:35:03,955
than I'd ever seen him.
616
00:35:04,023 --> 00:35:05,790
And then the strangest
thing happened.
617
00:35:05,857 --> 00:35:09,359
He disappeared.
618
00:35:09,427 --> 00:35:10,827
I don't understand.
619
00:35:10,895 --> 00:35:12,795
No one did.
620
00:35:12,863 --> 00:35:16,199
And no one could explain
exactly what happened.
621
00:35:23,373 --> 00:35:26,641
(thunder crashing,
loud rattling)
622
00:35:36,719 --> 00:35:40,889
No note, no tracks, no clues.
623
00:35:40,957 --> 00:35:43,157
And no funeral.
624
00:35:43,225 --> 00:35:46,961
Kit's children insisted
there was no reason to mourn.
625
00:35:47,028 --> 00:35:50,197
Ms. Winters, I can't
tell you what an honor
626
00:35:50,264 --> 00:35:51,264
this has been for me.
627
00:35:51,332 --> 00:35:52,632
Oh, try not to, darling.
628
00:35:52,699 --> 00:35:54,032
I just hope you got
what you need.
629
00:35:54,100 --> 00:35:55,367
Are you kidding?
I thought we'd just
630
00:35:55,434 --> 00:35:56,868
be doing your greatest hits,
631
00:35:56,935 --> 00:35:58,769
but all the personal stuff...
632
00:35:58,837 --> 00:36:01,837
fantastic, unexpected
and very moving.
633
00:36:01,905 --> 00:36:04,339
See you at the Kennedy Center.
Mm-hmm.
634
00:36:18,351 --> 00:36:20,219
(siren blares in the distance)
635
00:36:34,366 --> 00:36:38,302
Can I pour you a drink?
636
00:36:38,370 --> 00:36:41,972
Why don't you come out now?
637
00:36:42,040 --> 00:36:44,836
You don't need to hide.
638
00:36:44,904 --> 00:36:48,606
Not anymore.
639
00:37:00,230 --> 00:37:02,263
Let's get this
over with, shall we?
640
00:37:13,924 --> 00:37:17,259
JOHNNY: So I guess you've had
a pretty great life, huh?
641
00:37:17,327 --> 00:37:19,829
It's been eventful.
642
00:37:19,896 --> 00:37:21,564
It's about to end.
643
00:37:24,101 --> 00:37:25,301
You get that, right?
644
00:37:25,369 --> 00:37:27,870
I knew it the moment I saw you.
645
00:37:29,239 --> 00:37:31,641
Mind if I ask you something?
646
00:37:31,709 --> 00:37:32,775
No.
647
00:37:32,843 --> 00:37:35,211
I don't mind.
648
00:37:35,279 --> 00:37:39,382
How did you manage
to get yourself on the crew?
649
00:37:39,449 --> 00:37:41,317
(chuckles)
650
00:37:41,385 --> 00:37:43,052
That shit was easy.
651
00:37:43,120 --> 00:37:45,654
I've been waiting
outside the building,
652
00:37:45,722 --> 00:37:48,657
got friendly with the doorman,
he told me about the interview.
653
00:37:48,725 --> 00:37:51,493
When the first guy showed up
654
00:37:51,561 --> 00:37:54,362
at dawn... the guy
with the doughnuts...
655
00:37:54,429 --> 00:37:56,531
I cut his throat.
656
00:37:58,300 --> 00:38:00,034
He's in the trash bin.
657
00:38:01,804 --> 00:38:03,772
(snickers)
658
00:38:03,839 --> 00:38:05,907
This isn't how I pictured it.
Really?
659
00:38:05,975 --> 00:38:09,644
Because this is exactly
how I pictured it.
660
00:38:12,915 --> 00:38:15,149
I always knew
this day would come.
661
00:38:18,511 --> 00:38:20,246
I didn't think
you'd recognize me.
662
00:38:21,091 --> 00:38:22,625
How did you?
663
00:38:22,693 --> 00:38:24,961
Oh, Johnny.
664
00:38:25,029 --> 00:38:28,064
How could I not recognize
my own baby boy?
665
00:38:28,132 --> 00:38:30,500
I've never seen him before
666
00:38:30,568 --> 00:38:32,235
in my life.
667
00:38:32,303 --> 00:38:34,771
His name's Johnny Morgan.
668
00:38:34,839 --> 00:38:36,973
48 years old, unmarried.
669
00:38:37,041 --> 00:38:38,842
In and out of jail
since his teens.
670
00:38:38,909 --> 00:38:40,477
Nothing major till now.
671
00:38:40,544 --> 00:38:42,245
We think he's responsible
for the deaths
672
00:38:42,312 --> 00:38:43,879
of at least five people.
673
00:38:43,947 --> 00:38:45,782
Including the elderly
couple who lived
674
00:38:45,849 --> 00:38:48,818
in the house formerly owned
by Oliver Thredson.
675
00:38:48,886 --> 00:38:50,520
The place you were
held at and tortured
676
00:38:50,588 --> 00:38:52,755
in '64, Ms. Winters.
677
00:38:52,823 --> 00:38:54,524
Are you sure
you don't recognize him?
678
00:38:54,592 --> 00:38:55,959
No.
679
00:39:06,571 --> 00:39:09,340
You look like him, you know?
680
00:39:09,408 --> 00:39:10,908
Your father.
681
00:39:10,976 --> 00:39:12,209
It's easy for me to forget
682
00:39:12,277 --> 00:39:14,078
just how handsome he was.
683
00:39:14,146 --> 00:39:17,848
Until you shot him in the head.
684
00:39:17,916 --> 00:39:19,717
Yes, I shot him in the head.
685
00:39:19,785 --> 00:39:22,253
How did you find out?
686
00:39:22,320 --> 00:39:24,255
That you murdered my father?
687
00:39:24,323 --> 00:39:25,523
About who you were.
688
00:39:27,159 --> 00:39:28,860
Who told you?
689
00:39:30,629 --> 00:39:31,896
You did.
690
00:39:31,963 --> 00:39:34,165
That day
691
00:39:34,233 --> 00:39:35,400
on the playground.
692
00:39:35,467 --> 00:39:39,270
I felt something.
693
00:39:39,338 --> 00:39:42,173
And I saw you on the TV.
694
00:39:42,241 --> 00:39:45,376
"That's my mother,"
I'd tell people.
695
00:39:45,444 --> 00:39:48,146
And they'd just laugh
at me, but I knew.
696
00:39:51,451 --> 00:39:54,720
And I dreamed one day
that you'd come back.
697
00:39:54,788 --> 00:39:56,722
Then I heard the tape,
698
00:39:56,790 --> 00:40:00,393
and, uh...
I knew you never would.
699
00:40:02,163 --> 00:40:03,797
What tape?
700
00:40:03,865 --> 00:40:06,733
I found it on eBay.
701
00:40:06,801 --> 00:40:09,270
LANA: This monster you
planted inside me,
702
00:40:09,337 --> 00:40:11,538
I'm getting rid of it,
and since I'm stuck here,
703
00:40:11,606 --> 00:40:13,774
I'm gonna have to get creative
with this coat hanger.
704
00:40:13,841 --> 00:40:16,310
THREDSON:
Lana, no. Lana, no, please!
705
00:40:16,377 --> 00:40:18,211
LANA:
No baby should have to grow up
706
00:40:18,279 --> 00:40:19,646
knowing Daddy is Bloody Face.
707
00:40:19,713 --> 00:40:22,849
My father loved me.
708
00:40:22,917 --> 00:40:25,919
I could hear it in his voice.
709
00:40:25,987 --> 00:40:27,420
That's when
I started loving him.
710
00:40:27,488 --> 00:40:28,722
And hating you.
711
00:40:31,593 --> 00:40:33,193
He never loved you, Johnny.
712
00:40:33,261 --> 00:40:34,194
And you did?
713
00:40:34,262 --> 00:40:36,363
No, I didn't love you.
714
00:40:36,431 --> 00:40:38,565
I couldn't.
715
00:40:38,633 --> 00:40:40,734
That's why I gave you up...
716
00:40:40,802 --> 00:40:43,236
so you'd have
some shot at a life.
717
00:40:43,304 --> 00:40:44,638
You'd have a chance
at a life, you mean!
718
00:40:44,706 --> 00:40:45,706
Right?
719
00:40:45,773 --> 00:40:47,040
This fancy life!
720
00:40:47,108 --> 00:40:48,709
Without me!
721
00:41:04,961 --> 00:41:07,763
So what's it
going to be, Johnny?
722
00:41:07,830 --> 00:41:09,531
I don't imagine, at my age,
723
00:41:09,598 --> 00:41:11,266
you'd be much interested
in the skin.
724
00:41:13,035 --> 00:41:14,302
(sighs)
725
00:41:16,338 --> 00:41:18,973
I've thought about this.
726
00:41:20,910 --> 00:41:22,477
I've thought about this a lot.
727
00:41:26,148 --> 00:41:29,217
My own gun...
I wasn't expecting that.
728
00:41:29,285 --> 00:41:32,486
Your father once told me
he didn't believe in guns.
729
00:41:32,554 --> 00:41:35,857
Of course, he was
lying about that, too.
730
00:41:35,924 --> 00:41:38,769
You don't get to talk about him.
731
00:41:38,894 --> 00:41:40,028
What are you
so afraid of, Johnny?
732
00:41:40,096 --> 00:41:41,930
The truth about him
733
00:41:41,998 --> 00:41:43,832
or the truth about you?
734
00:41:43,900 --> 00:41:49,004
I just want him
to be proud of me.
735
00:41:52,342 --> 00:41:53,776
I...
736
00:41:53,844 --> 00:41:57,547
I can't measure up.
737
00:41:57,615 --> 00:41:58,548
No...
738
00:41:58,616 --> 00:41:59,782
Johnny.
739
00:41:59,850 --> 00:42:02,485
He was a monster.
740
00:42:02,553 --> 00:42:03,886
No. Yes, he was.
741
00:42:03,954 --> 00:42:04,954
No, he wasn't.
742
00:42:05,022 --> 00:42:05,955
Yes he was, baby.
743
00:42:08,959 --> 00:42:10,292
But that's not you.
744
00:42:11,828 --> 00:42:13,295
You could never be like him.
745
00:42:16,499 --> 00:42:19,735
Not that...
746
00:42:19,802 --> 00:42:21,904
sweet little boy
747
00:42:21,971 --> 00:42:24,239
I met on the playground.
748
00:42:27,843 --> 00:42:30,778
Even then, I knew
749
00:42:30,846 --> 00:42:32,846
you were a better man
than he was.
750
00:42:41,690 --> 00:42:43,858
(quietly): Don't.
751
00:42:51,267 --> 00:42:53,935
It's not just him
that's in you.
752
00:42:56,706 --> 00:42:58,774
I'm a part of you, too.
753
00:43:04,047 --> 00:43:06,281
(low sobbing)
754
00:43:08,084 --> 00:43:10,352
I've hurt people.
755
00:43:14,458 --> 00:43:17,226
It's not your fault, baby.
756
00:43:21,299 --> 00:43:22,299
It's mine.
757
00:43:23,935 --> 00:43:26,033
(body thuds)
758
00:43:30,203 --> 00:43:32,404
(siren blares in the distance)
759
00:43:37,542 --> 00:43:40,911
LANA: She's talking about
the maniac, Bloody Face.
760
00:43:40,979 --> 00:43:42,145
That he's going to be
admitted here today.
761
00:43:42,213 --> 00:43:43,213
Is there any way
I could meet him?
762
00:43:43,281 --> 00:43:45,182
You're out of your depth,
763
00:43:45,249 --> 00:43:47,050
Miss Lana Banana.
764
00:43:47,117 --> 00:43:49,251
You want a story?
Write this down.
765
00:43:51,087 --> 00:43:53,722
A girl like you,
you like to dream large.
766
00:43:53,790 --> 00:43:56,358
I'd venture you
already have Briarcliff
767
00:43:56,425 --> 00:43:58,360
in your rearview mirror.
768
00:43:58,427 --> 00:44:00,628
You make ambition
sound like a sin.
769
00:44:00,696 --> 00:44:03,731
No, I'm saying it's dangerous.
770
00:44:03,799 --> 00:44:05,500
What about you?
771
00:44:05,567 --> 00:44:08,002
Saving the souls of
madmen and killers
772
00:44:08,069 --> 00:44:10,204
is a pretty lofty ambition,
wouldn't you say?
773
00:44:10,272 --> 00:44:13,074
And you cannot imagine
what it took to get here.
774
00:44:13,141 --> 00:44:15,076
I'd love to hear
your story someday.
775
00:44:15,143 --> 00:44:16,911
(laughs) No.
776
00:44:16,979 --> 00:44:20,147
I don't think you and I are
destined to meet again.
777
00:44:20,215 --> 00:44:23,017
But I do hope you know
what you're in for.
778
00:44:23,085 --> 00:44:25,153
The loneliness,
779
00:44:25,221 --> 00:44:27,055
the heartbreak,
780
00:44:27,123 --> 00:44:28,757
the sacrifice you'll face
as a woman
781
00:44:28,824 --> 00:44:30,425
with a dream on her own.
782
00:44:32,527 --> 00:44:34,729
You don't have any idea
what I'm capable of.
783
00:44:34,796 --> 00:44:38,066
Well, then. (Laughs)
784
00:44:38,133 --> 00:44:40,635
Look at you, Miss Lana Banana.
785
00:44:41,937 --> 00:44:43,615
Just remember...
786
00:44:45,307 --> 00:44:48,576
if you look in
the face of evil.
787
00:44:48,643 --> 00:44:50,978
Evil's going to look
right back at you.
788
00:44:54,282 --> 00:44:56,282
(clicks tongue)
789
00:44:56,350 --> 00:44:59,619
Please, after you.
790
00:45:15,668 --> 00:45:18,403
(woman singing peppy
folk song in French)
791
00:45:31,550 --> 00:45:36,566
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