1 00:00:06,921 --> 00:00:09,321 WOMAN: Is green tea all right for you, Hillary? 2 00:00:09,323 --> 00:00:10,789 Mm-hmm. Thank you. 3 00:00:10,791 --> 00:00:12,958 Um, so, when I finally got to New York 4 00:00:12,960 --> 00:00:15,360 and I knew that I wanted to support myself 5 00:00:15,362 --> 00:00:20,099 on my own so I could write, well, I thought that was gonna mean, you know, 6 00:00:20,101 --> 00:00:24,402 serving cheesecake in Junior's or temping in the Bronx. 7 00:00:24,404 --> 00:00:25,738 And it turned out 8 00:00:25,740 --> 00:00:31,209 it meant part-time sex work in an oddly clinical townhouse in midtown. 9 00:00:31,211 --> 00:00:33,812 And you know something? 10 00:00:35,149 --> 00:00:37,415 That was the happiest I've ever been. 11 00:00:37,417 --> 00:00:40,552 But I don't understand because you came to New York because you wanted to write, 12 00:00:40,554 --> 00:00:43,287 so I don't really get, like, how, like, servicing other people 13 00:00:43,289 --> 00:00:45,023 would give you what you wanted. 14 00:00:45,025 --> 00:00:48,459 Yes, but that's the mistake we all make, isn't it? 15 00:00:48,461 --> 00:00:51,562 Believing that being a writer means being, you know, 16 00:00:51,564 --> 00:00:54,265 totally and utterly uninterrupted. 17 00:00:54,267 --> 00:00:55,667 It means silence. 18 00:00:55,669 --> 00:00:57,835 It means, you know, a room of one's own. 19 00:00:57,837 --> 00:01:00,404 No, no, no. See, that's bullshit. 20 00:01:00,406 --> 00:01:04,508 Bullshit. That's what we perceive a male writer to have. 21 00:01:04,510 --> 00:01:05,977 - You know? - (CAT YOWLS) 22 00:01:05,979 --> 00:01:08,913 And that can lead to, ugh, horrible solipsism 23 00:01:08,915 --> 00:01:11,215 and disconnection from humanity. 24 00:01:11,217 --> 00:01:12,449 I'm not naming names. 25 00:01:12,451 --> 00:01:14,618 Never naming names. 26 00:01:14,620 --> 00:01:16,087 Martin fucking Amis, 27 00:01:16,089 --> 00:01:18,255 Woody Allen, Saul Bellow. 28 00:01:18,257 --> 00:01:21,559 If you give the men the space that they say they need, 29 00:01:21,561 --> 00:01:23,494 then their work suffers, they suffer. 30 00:01:23,496 --> 00:01:25,696 I guess that surprises me because I've always thought 31 00:01:25,698 --> 00:01:27,298 that I was working towards this moment 32 00:01:27,300 --> 00:01:28,732 when everything else would fall away 33 00:01:28,734 --> 00:01:30,167 and I would just be, like, you know, alone 34 00:01:30,169 --> 00:01:32,403 and able to just indulge my thoughts. 35 00:01:32,405 --> 00:01:33,837 No, but that's bullshit. 36 00:01:33,839 --> 00:01:35,839 I mean, can you even picture that? 37 00:01:35,841 --> 00:01:37,608 Can you picture that? 38 00:01:37,610 --> 00:01:40,244 I am not a mother, 39 00:01:40,246 --> 00:01:41,745 and there's a reason for that. 40 00:01:41,747 --> 00:01:44,915 Because childlessness is the natural state 41 00:01:44,917 --> 00:01:46,750 of the female author, okay? 42 00:01:46,752 --> 00:01:49,687 Write that down. Get used to it, you know? 43 00:01:49,689 --> 00:01:51,188 And, you know, I hate it when everyone says, 44 00:01:51,190 --> 00:01:52,590 "Having a baby makes you part of the world." 45 00:01:52,592 --> 00:01:54,191 I really resent that. 46 00:01:54,193 --> 00:01:56,827 I don't need one of those to be able to look around. 47 00:01:56,829 --> 00:02:01,497 You know? I don't... it's like having a truck driven through your vagina, isn't it? 48 00:02:01,499 --> 00:02:03,867 Totally. So, then I'll just put it out there... 49 00:02:03,869 --> 00:02:08,105 is being a writer and being a woman at the same time, 50 00:02:08,107 --> 00:02:10,841 is it as hard as it seems or...? 51 00:02:10,843 --> 00:02:12,709 Harder. 52 00:02:12,711 --> 00:02:14,544 (MUSIC PLAYING) 53 00:02:28,727 --> 00:02:30,127 I'm not scared. 54 00:02:32,264 --> 00:02:34,930 As long as I can keep my mother alive, I'm not scared. 55 00:02:36,301 --> 00:02:39,502 You mean tell me mission does not scare you? 56 00:02:51,483 --> 00:02:54,250 What scares me is losing the woman who raised me. 57 00:02:55,720 --> 00:02:58,421 What scares me is the cancer 58 00:02:58,423 --> 00:03:01,857 taking over her whole body and, finally, her head... 59 00:03:03,395 --> 00:03:06,328 robbing her of oxygen and of the will to live. 60 00:03:07,832 --> 00:03:09,698 What scares me is this world. 61 00:03:12,336 --> 00:03:15,104 - No, I'm not scared. - WOMAN: Cut! 62 00:03:15,106 --> 00:03:17,706 - Jesus fucking... - Cut, please, now! 63 00:03:19,610 --> 00:03:21,010 Take break, Jadviga. 64 00:03:22,646 --> 00:03:23,472 What? 65 00:03:23,474 --> 00:03:25,948 Still, I feel there's no emotions from you, 66 00:03:25,950 --> 00:03:27,449 this feeling of big nothing, 67 00:03:27,451 --> 00:03:29,251 which, for me, is not okay. 68 00:03:29,253 --> 00:03:31,821 I still don't understand why he's talking so much right now. 69 00:03:31,823 --> 00:03:33,823 He is fucking scared. 70 00:03:33,825 --> 00:03:36,758 And... and he's been so private about his mother's illness up until now. 71 00:03:36,760 --> 00:03:38,445 So, what is it about now 72 00:03:38,569 --> 00:03:40,462 that makes him all of a sudden wanna go on and on and on... 73 00:03:40,464 --> 00:03:43,331 - These are lines to explain! - Yes, I know. I know. 74 00:03:43,333 --> 00:03:46,134 I just think I could do a better job if I don't say the lines. 75 00:03:46,136 --> 00:03:48,036 So, which lines would you say, hmm? 76 00:03:48,038 --> 00:03:49,603 No lines. 77 00:03:49,605 --> 00:03:50,905 No lines? 78 00:03:50,907 --> 00:03:53,674 With no lines, no story! Just... (BLOWS RASPBERRY) 79 00:03:53,676 --> 00:03:57,478 I... I want lines sometimes, Director Olatta. 80 00:03:57,480 --> 00:04:00,081 Other times, I don't. It just depends. 81 00:04:00,083 --> 00:04:01,850 Adam, you're very talented, 82 00:04:01,852 --> 00:04:03,584 but I cannot keep with the debating you! 83 00:04:03,586 --> 00:04:04,953 It gets me so frustrate! 84 00:04:04,955 --> 00:04:07,121 I'm also very frustrate, okay?! 85 00:04:07,123 --> 00:04:09,557 I think we both want the same thing. 86 00:04:09,559 --> 00:04:11,525 We wanna make the best movie we possibly can 87 00:04:11,527 --> 00:04:13,127 - in the shortest amount of time. - (SPEAKING FOREIGN LANGUAGE) 88 00:04:13,129 --> 00:04:15,763 I'm saying we're limited, unfortunately. 89 00:04:15,765 --> 00:04:17,231 Yesterday, I'm completely here and... 90 00:04:17,233 --> 00:04:19,933 this is so fucking rude to talk about someone and... 91 00:04:19,935 --> 00:04:22,536 - Fuck this! - (ARGUMENT CONTINUES) 92 00:04:22,538 --> 00:04:24,304 Uh, good-bye. It was nice meeting you. 93 00:04:24,306 --> 00:04:24,890 What? 94 00:04:24,892 --> 00:04:26,640 Best of luck with your son's graduation. 95 00:04:26,642 --> 00:04:28,509 I'm fucking leaving! 96 00:04:28,511 --> 00:04:31,445 - "Wh-what? What?" - (DOOR CLOSES) 97 00:04:31,447 --> 00:04:34,348 This thing is itchy as fuck! 98 00:04:34,350 --> 00:04:36,817 (MOANS) Oh, you're so hot. 99 00:04:36,819 --> 00:04:38,652 - I wanna come. - Fuck me. Yes, please come. 100 00:04:38,654 --> 00:04:41,321 And then I'll come with your cum in my body. 101 00:04:41,323 --> 00:04:43,090 - Okay, great. - (MOANS) 102 00:04:43,092 --> 00:04:44,525 - I want a countdown. - Yeah. 103 00:04:44,527 --> 00:04:47,661 Five, four, three, two... 104 00:04:47,663 --> 00:04:49,362 - (GRUNTS) - You came early. 105 00:04:49,364 --> 00:04:51,264 Hold on. Almost there. 106 00:04:51,266 --> 00:04:53,633 (MOANING) 107 00:04:57,506 --> 00:04:58,906 (SIGHS) 108 00:05:00,308 --> 00:05:04,477 I wanna die inside the mouth of a lion with you. 109 00:05:04,479 --> 00:05:07,447 And that way, we can be together forever, 110 00:05:07,449 --> 00:05:09,916 even in the moment of our own death. 111 00:05:09,918 --> 00:05:13,953 Your death and my death, right? 112 00:05:13,955 --> 00:05:15,388 Hello? 113 00:05:15,390 --> 00:05:16,756 Huh? 114 00:05:16,758 --> 00:05:18,291 Yeah. 115 00:05:21,229 --> 00:05:21,921 What? 116 00:05:21,923 --> 00:05:23,996 I would literally die for someone to say that to me. 117 00:05:23,998 --> 00:05:25,764 That's, like, fucking poetry. 118 00:05:25,766 --> 00:05:27,633 It's, like, Shakespeare. 119 00:05:27,635 --> 00:05:28,934 Yeah, no, it is poetry. 120 00:05:28,936 --> 00:05:30,569 It's beautiful and flattering. 121 00:05:30,571 --> 00:05:31,971 - Good. - Yeah. 122 00:05:32,940 --> 00:05:34,773 But couldn't we just, like, um... 123 00:05:35,910 --> 00:05:37,976 just get dinner sometimes? 124 00:05:37,978 --> 00:05:38,486 Yeah. 125 00:05:38,488 --> 00:05:40,011 I feel like I haven't seen you in weeks. 126 00:05:40,013 --> 00:05:43,482 You're always at rehearsal or booty body camp, whatever it is. 127 00:05:43,484 --> 00:05:47,486 Ray, it's not my fault if I wanna get strong for myself. 128 00:05:47,488 --> 00:05:48,854 Yeah, no, I know. 129 00:05:48,856 --> 00:05:50,322 And that's great. That's good. 130 00:05:50,324 --> 00:05:53,492 And you are strong. It's just... (SIGHS) 131 00:05:53,494 --> 00:05:55,627 I don't know. Look, I wanna be in the lion's mouth with you. 132 00:05:55,629 --> 00:05:57,029 - That sounds nice. - Good. 133 00:05:57,030 --> 00:06:00,065 It sounds cozy and warm and exciting and dangerous. 134 00:06:00,067 --> 00:06:01,599 But I also, I don't know... 135 00:06:01,601 --> 00:06:03,134 don't you just wanna, like, get dumplings 136 00:06:03,136 --> 00:06:04,702 and throw down a few beers and just catch up? 137 00:06:04,704 --> 00:06:06,304 See what you've been up to and stuff? 138 00:06:06,306 --> 00:06:08,406 Yeah, obviously that would be great. 139 00:06:08,408 --> 00:06:11,609 That's, like, if you asked me like, "What's your ideal plan?" 140 00:06:11,611 --> 00:06:12,944 That's my ideal plan. 141 00:06:12,946 --> 00:06:15,280 Well, let's do it. Let's do it tonight. 142 00:06:15,282 --> 00:06:18,116 Oh, no, I can't tonight. I have a thing. And don't ask. 143 00:06:18,118 --> 00:06:20,885 It's far too long and boring a story to explain what it is. 144 00:06:20,887 --> 00:06:23,455 But, actually, that reminds me, 145 00:06:23,457 --> 00:06:25,823 it's gonna be a total nightmare getting uptown. 146 00:06:25,825 --> 00:06:30,561 Do you think if I Uber, it will be made worth it 147 00:06:30,563 --> 00:06:33,597 if I'm able to meditate and catch up on emails in the car? 148 00:06:33,599 --> 00:06:36,800 Or should I try to meditate on the train? 149 00:06:36,802 --> 00:06:38,935 I mean, last time I tried to meditate on the train, 150 00:06:38,937 --> 00:06:40,471 some dude was manspreading next to me. 151 00:06:40,473 --> 00:06:42,739 And it's just... it's harder, 152 00:06:42,741 --> 00:06:45,342 but maybe that's a better challenge to my ability to remain mindful. 153 00:06:45,344 --> 00:06:48,379 - It's just such a much steadier... - Huh? 154 00:06:48,381 --> 00:06:49,781 Should I Uber? 155 00:06:51,317 --> 00:06:53,183 What? 156 00:06:53,185 --> 00:06:54,985 Uber. Yeah. 157 00:06:54,987 --> 00:06:57,221 You can take an Uber. 158 00:06:57,223 --> 00:07:00,290 Hot rod in my urethra. 159 00:07:00,292 --> 00:07:01,858 Pipe cleaner. 160 00:07:01,860 --> 00:07:03,827 It feels like a pipe cleaner's in there. 161 00:07:03,829 --> 00:07:06,063 (GROANS) 162 00:07:06,065 --> 00:07:08,197 Ow. Ugh! 163 00:07:08,199 --> 00:07:11,501 "Law & Order: UTI." Gong-gong! 164 00:07:11,503 --> 00:07:14,504 It's not funny. It feels so bad, okay? 165 00:07:14,506 --> 00:07:16,339 And I didn't even get this one from sex. 166 00:07:16,341 --> 00:07:18,642 I just walked around in wet underwear for a couple of days. 167 00:07:18,644 --> 00:07:20,376 (CHUCKLES) You're gross. 168 00:07:20,378 --> 00:07:23,013 Hannah, can you text that one interesting lesbian you know 169 00:07:23,015 --> 00:07:25,281 and see if she can get me into the "New York Mag" party tonight? 170 00:07:25,283 --> 00:07:27,584 I don't know, Elijah. My bladder's on fire. 171 00:07:27,586 --> 00:07:30,754 I don't know if I feel like abusing my media contacts for you right now. 172 00:07:30,756 --> 00:07:33,590 Jaden Pinkett Smith is starting a greeting card line. 173 00:07:33,592 --> 00:07:36,960 Please! You're gonna look cool for even knowing about it. 174 00:07:36,962 --> 00:07:38,728 Can I at least have some pain killers? 175 00:07:38,730 --> 00:07:43,331 Oh, I wish you had asked me, like, two hours ago. 176 00:07:43,333 --> 00:07:44,600 Clean out. 177 00:07:44,602 --> 00:07:46,702 Well, will you tickle my back? 178 00:07:46,704 --> 00:07:48,104 No. 179 00:07:49,106 --> 00:07:52,775 You know how they're shutting the N/R down at DeKalb? 180 00:07:52,777 --> 00:07:54,626 Reminds me of this time 181 00:07:54,762 --> 00:07:57,846 back when I was assistant to the transportation commissioner 182 00:07:57,848 --> 00:08:00,082 when... and they don't tell you this... 183 00:08:00,084 --> 00:08:01,617 they shut the B down, 184 00:08:01,619 --> 00:08:04,687 or let's just say they pretended to shut the B down, 185 00:08:04,689 --> 00:08:07,222 leaving it running only for the mayor 186 00:08:07,224 --> 00:08:08,991 and his homosexual friends. 187 00:08:08,993 --> 00:08:11,827 - Sorry. - I think you can imagine 188 00:08:11,829 --> 00:08:13,261 who I might be talking about. 189 00:08:13,263 --> 00:08:15,430 But if you can't, picture this... 190 00:08:15,432 --> 00:08:17,966 a train full of homosexuals, 191 00:08:17,968 --> 00:08:19,501 me... I don't judge... 192 00:08:19,503 --> 00:08:20,768 riding in secret. 193 00:08:20,770 --> 00:08:22,471 Wow, that's a crazy story. 194 00:08:22,473 --> 00:08:25,039 - Here you go. - Oh, you can't imagine what I saw. 195 00:08:25,041 --> 00:08:27,442 But my job was just to be quiet... 196 00:08:27,444 --> 00:08:28,977 Sure, yeah, just to be quiet. 197 00:08:28,979 --> 00:08:30,945 Here you go. It was really nice seeing you, Bobby. 198 00:08:30,947 --> 00:08:32,714 Thanks for coming in. I'll see you tomorrow, okay? 199 00:08:32,716 --> 00:08:34,316 - Have a good one. - Yeah. 200 00:08:36,653 --> 00:08:38,860 Uh, hey, is that scone raisin or Craisin? 201 00:08:38,862 --> 00:08:39,754 (DOOR OPENS) 202 00:08:39,756 --> 00:08:41,623 (SIGHS) I don't know, man. 203 00:08:41,625 --> 00:08:43,025 - (DOOR CLOSES) - I don't know. 204 00:08:44,027 --> 00:08:45,760 (GASPS, GRUNTS) 205 00:08:45,762 --> 00:08:48,329 - MAN: Hey. Hey, Bobby? - Oh, Jesus. 206 00:08:50,600 --> 00:08:52,166 - (DOOR OPENS) - RAY: Bobby! 207 00:08:52,168 --> 00:08:53,834 WOMAN: Guys, someone call 911! 208 00:08:53,836 --> 00:08:55,836 - Bobby? - (DOOR CLOSES) 209 00:08:55,838 --> 00:08:57,304 Bobby? 210 00:08:57,306 --> 00:09:00,341 and, Desi, it is my personal opinion 211 00:09:00,343 --> 00:09:03,244 that we really need to get back to work. 212 00:09:03,246 --> 00:09:05,379 More specifically, you need to get back to work. 213 00:09:05,381 --> 00:09:07,181 And I think it would be good for your health. 214 00:09:07,183 --> 00:09:08,516 Oh, for my health? Okay. 215 00:09:08,518 --> 00:09:10,384 So, I should just bail on my recovery? 216 00:09:10,386 --> 00:09:12,286 - Do you think that's a good idea? - No. 217 00:09:12,288 --> 00:09:14,788 Hey, nice doing business with you. It's been great. 218 00:09:14,790 --> 00:09:16,457 I mean, I don't wanna play the blame game, 219 00:09:16,459 --> 00:09:18,259 but you're my worst enabler. 220 00:09:18,261 --> 00:09:20,126 What you just did right there... and I don't wanna insult you... 221 00:09:20,128 --> 00:09:21,761 but that was fucked up what you just did right there. 222 00:09:21,763 --> 00:09:23,296 - Okay. - All right. 223 00:09:23,298 --> 00:09:25,365 It's not an insult. Nobody's blaming you. 224 00:09:25,367 --> 00:09:29,402 Desi just feels as if maybe you have helped to support, 225 00:09:29,404 --> 00:09:31,404 - even encourage his relapse. - Yeah. 226 00:09:31,406 --> 00:09:33,306 Again, I'm not quite sure how that isn't blaming me, 227 00:09:33,308 --> 00:09:35,741 but we can discuss... you and I can discuss that later. 228 00:09:35,743 --> 00:09:38,077 But I think that the idea, Desi, 229 00:09:38,079 --> 00:09:39,745 that I have, in some way, 230 00:09:39,747 --> 00:09:42,382 caused you to develop an addiction to something 231 00:09:42,384 --> 00:09:44,817 is absurd. 232 00:09:44,819 --> 00:09:47,953 - No, that's... no, it's not... - Oh, my God! 233 00:09:47,955 --> 00:09:49,755 - It's not absurd. - Oh, am I... 234 00:09:49,757 --> 00:09:51,123 you're hearing what I'm hearing, right? 235 00:09:51,125 --> 00:09:52,825 - Because... - It's okay, it's okay. 236 00:09:52,827 --> 00:09:55,260 We're going to let Desi finish, and when he's done, 237 00:09:55,262 --> 00:09:56,961 you can then let us know how you feel. 238 00:09:56,963 --> 00:09:58,963 I promise you I'll give you tons of time. 239 00:09:58,965 --> 00:10:01,366 Okay, you finish now, and then I'll have my time to talk. 240 00:10:01,368 --> 00:10:02,801 I've been thinking... (CLEARS THROAT) 241 00:10:02,803 --> 00:10:04,403 I've been thinking... (SIGHS) 242 00:10:05,706 --> 00:10:07,573 - Can I have some water? - Yeah, have some water. 243 00:10:19,553 --> 00:10:21,486 - Take your time. - Mm. 244 00:10:22,823 --> 00:10:26,758 (INHALES, EXHALES) 245 00:10:31,163 --> 00:10:32,630 Jesus. 246 00:10:40,906 --> 00:10:43,441 Good. Good. 247 00:10:44,944 --> 00:10:46,377 As I was saying... 248 00:10:46,379 --> 00:10:47,811 (SNIFFS) 249 00:10:47,813 --> 00:10:50,381 I've had a lot of time to think about this. 250 00:10:50,383 --> 00:10:54,285 And I take full responsibility for where I'm at. 251 00:10:54,287 --> 00:10:56,120 That said, 252 00:10:56,122 --> 00:10:58,489 Marne, you were there with me the whole time, right next to me. 253 00:10:58,491 --> 00:11:01,225 You were my partner, but you never saw me. 254 00:11:01,227 --> 00:11:02,693 You just saw this dick... 255 00:11:04,063 --> 00:11:05,729 or this voice, you know, 256 00:11:05,731 --> 00:11:08,598 or this guitar, or this record contract. 257 00:11:08,600 --> 00:11:12,770 You had this idea about me, but you never actually saw me as a human. 258 00:11:12,772 --> 00:11:14,504 - Me, Desi. - RANEED: Mm. 259 00:11:16,008 --> 00:11:18,142 And I fucking loved you. 260 00:11:18,144 --> 00:11:21,111 It wasn't like your friends, like little Hannah and the gang, 261 00:11:21,113 --> 00:11:23,947 saying Marnie doesn't, you know, care about the environment, 262 00:11:23,949 --> 00:11:26,116 or Marnie's poetry is repetitive, 263 00:11:26,118 --> 00:11:27,885 or rolling their eyes and dismissing you, 264 00:11:27,887 --> 00:11:29,686 saying, "Oh, that's just so Marnie, you know?" 265 00:11:29,688 --> 00:11:31,021 I fucking loved... 266 00:11:31,023 --> 00:11:32,622 I loved when things were Marnie. 267 00:11:32,624 --> 00:11:35,859 - Mm. - You know? And I was all in. 268 00:11:37,263 --> 00:11:39,028 I just couldn't handle me. 269 00:11:41,132 --> 00:11:42,699 And you made that worse. 270 00:11:44,002 --> 00:11:46,770 You did, because when I was struggling, 271 00:11:46,772 --> 00:11:50,039 you know, you just shut down. 272 00:11:50,041 --> 00:11:51,641 I mean, you just fucking walked away. 273 00:11:51,643 --> 00:11:52,742 You gave up. 274 00:11:52,744 --> 00:11:54,477 I shut down? 275 00:11:54,479 --> 00:11:56,479 I gave up? 276 00:11:56,481 --> 00:11:59,549 Do you have any idea how hard this has been for me? 277 00:11:59,551 --> 00:12:01,518 I have bruises all over my body 278 00:12:01,520 --> 00:12:03,486 from the two-hour massages that I need 279 00:12:03,488 --> 00:12:06,222 to deal with the stress of your addiction. 280 00:12:09,328 --> 00:12:10,960 Are you... are you serious? 281 00:12:10,962 --> 00:12:12,862 Yeah. 282 00:12:12,864 --> 00:12:14,730 - Did you hear what she said, man? - Yeah. 283 00:12:14,732 --> 00:12:17,766 Because you just made my whole drug treatment about you. 284 00:12:17,768 --> 00:12:19,001 You did. 285 00:12:19,003 --> 00:12:20,569 You really did, Marnie. 286 00:12:20,571 --> 00:12:22,872 And it's clear that your narcissism 287 00:12:22,874 --> 00:12:25,574 is detrimental to Desi's recovery. 288 00:12:25,576 --> 00:12:27,443 DESI: Can I just say one more thing? 289 00:12:27,445 --> 00:12:29,445 Clean up your side of the street, Marnie Marie. 290 00:12:29,447 --> 00:12:32,248 Keep your side of the street clean, Marnie Marie. 291 00:12:32,250 --> 00:12:34,383 WOMAN IN VIDEO: Common traits exhibited by children 292 00:12:34,385 --> 00:12:36,919 who go on to be diagnosed as sociopaths 293 00:12:36,921 --> 00:12:40,189 - include displaying a lack of empathy... - Yep. 294 00:12:40,191 --> 00:12:42,325 - harming animals... - Guilty. 295 00:12:42,327 --> 00:12:44,026 - setting fires... - Yeah. 296 00:12:44,028 --> 00:12:45,693 - and petty vandalism. - Oh, my God. 297 00:12:45,695 --> 00:12:47,963 I did so much of this stuff. 298 00:12:49,199 --> 00:12:50,765 Adam... 299 00:12:50,767 --> 00:12:52,533 I think I may have been a child sociopath. 300 00:12:52,535 --> 00:12:54,769 I mean, I've completely outgrown it, 301 00:12:54,771 --> 00:12:57,072 but I'm a miracle. 302 00:12:57,074 --> 00:12:59,574 I think I may have to write a term paper on me. 303 00:12:59,576 --> 00:13:01,476 I just quit the fucking movie. 304 00:13:01,478 --> 00:13:04,112 Fuck! The fuck did I do? 305 00:13:04,114 --> 00:13:07,282 I'm sure it's fine. Can't you just go back and apologize? 306 00:13:07,284 --> 00:13:09,985 These Eastern Europeans are used to all this coming and going. 307 00:13:09,987 --> 00:13:11,486 I can't fucking do this anymore. 308 00:13:11,488 --> 00:13:13,088 Wait around like some tool 309 00:13:13,090 --> 00:13:16,390 to be someone else's fucking tool! 310 00:13:16,392 --> 00:13:18,058 This shit's just so fucked! 311 00:13:18,060 --> 00:13:20,594 I'm just gonna tell my agent to take me out of the game 312 00:13:20,596 --> 00:13:23,297 because I'm so fucking pissed! 313 00:13:23,299 --> 00:13:25,199 Yeah, I know, darling. 314 00:13:25,201 --> 00:13:26,433 I know. 315 00:13:26,435 --> 00:13:29,236 Do you get to keep those jeans, though? 316 00:13:29,238 --> 00:13:30,938 I-I'm sorry? You don't know. 317 00:13:30,940 --> 00:13:35,376 You can do your job without a whole crew of assholes in your face. 318 00:13:35,378 --> 00:13:38,578 You just have one fucking psycho to analyze. 319 00:13:38,580 --> 00:13:39,713 Like you? 320 00:13:39,715 --> 00:13:41,648 - Ha! - (CHUCKLES) 321 00:13:41,650 --> 00:13:45,219 Adam, this is why I'm saying you need to make your own movie. 322 00:13:45,221 --> 00:13:48,222 - (GROWLING) - You are an artist! 323 00:13:48,224 --> 00:13:51,457 I'm someone who knows how to psychologically support an artist. 324 00:13:51,459 --> 00:13:52,859 You can't just make a movie, Jessa. 325 00:13:52,860 --> 00:13:55,061 You need funds and sandwiches 326 00:13:55,063 --> 00:13:57,863 - and people who care what you have... - (SNORES) 327 00:13:57,865 --> 00:14:00,333 I mean, honestly, you're so boring. 328 00:14:00,335 --> 00:14:03,702 We can get that stuff. We'll sort that out. 329 00:14:03,704 --> 00:14:06,472 Money literally grows on trees. 330 00:14:06,474 --> 00:14:08,308 I mean, really, let's look this up. 331 00:14:09,411 --> 00:14:14,680 "Making a movie." 332 00:14:16,151 --> 00:14:17,951 There's a lot. 333 00:14:17,953 --> 00:14:20,719 God damn, that was stressful. 334 00:14:20,721 --> 00:14:22,488 Right in the middle of a busy workday like that, 335 00:14:22,490 --> 00:14:24,890 just thwack, down he goes. 336 00:14:24,892 --> 00:14:26,625 Yeah, wow. 337 00:14:26,627 --> 00:14:29,495 Jose said his head smacked the ground really hard. 338 00:14:29,497 --> 00:14:31,263 I feel bad. 339 00:14:31,265 --> 00:14:34,567 He was trying to tell me this long, elaborate story about Ed Koch, 340 00:14:34,569 --> 00:14:36,769 some secret gay train, but I was working, you know? 341 00:14:36,771 --> 00:14:39,271 You can't... you can't listen to everyone at the same time 342 00:14:39,273 --> 00:14:41,474 or your fucking head will explode, you know? 343 00:14:41,476 --> 00:14:44,376 Maybe it's about picking who to listen to. 344 00:14:45,980 --> 00:14:47,412 What's that supposed to mean? 345 00:14:49,817 --> 00:14:51,717 How long were you on the community board? 346 00:14:51,719 --> 00:14:53,285 Three months? 347 00:14:53,287 --> 00:14:56,755 Then you quietly retreated back to dating girls with six packs 348 00:14:56,757 --> 00:14:58,890 and pretending death wasn't real. 349 00:14:58,892 --> 00:15:01,860 I'm worried about you, Ray. You're smart. 350 00:15:01,862 --> 00:15:05,129 You've always been smart, but your priorities are... 351 00:15:05,131 --> 00:15:06,498 cuckoo bananas. 352 00:15:06,500 --> 00:15:08,432 And what, you're some fucking golden example? 353 00:15:08,434 --> 00:15:10,334 You hate your wife. You hate your job. 354 00:15:10,336 --> 00:15:12,336 The only thing that gives you a glimmer of joy on this planet 355 00:15:12,338 --> 00:15:13,771 is recycling soda cans. 356 00:15:13,773 --> 00:15:15,740 - It's free money! - You know what, Herm? 357 00:15:15,742 --> 00:15:17,675 You're starting to really fucking piss me off. 358 00:15:17,677 --> 00:15:19,878 You know that? I work hard for you. 359 00:15:19,880 --> 00:15:21,613 I work hard for this business, 360 00:15:21,615 --> 00:15:23,748 and you're gonna stand there and call me a waste of space? 361 00:15:23,750 --> 00:15:26,083 Hmm? I don't need you to judge me 362 00:15:26,085 --> 00:15:29,787 for not letting Bobby gnash his dentures in my fucking face. 363 00:15:29,789 --> 00:15:31,788 And who made you God, by the way? 364 00:15:31,790 --> 00:15:33,957 I don't think I'm God, Ray. 365 00:15:33,959 --> 00:15:36,793 Good, because there is no God. 366 00:15:36,795 --> 00:15:39,262 That's a very arrogant position, Ray. 367 00:15:39,264 --> 00:15:40,764 Congratulations. 368 00:15:40,766 --> 00:15:43,333 I've been with you through all these phases... 369 00:15:43,335 --> 00:15:46,737 the music, the failed sitcom script, 370 00:15:46,739 --> 00:15:49,740 the communism, community board, 371 00:15:49,742 --> 00:15:52,709 and now you're just coasting. 372 00:15:52,711 --> 00:15:53,777 And I'm probably responsible. 373 00:15:53,779 --> 00:15:55,111 All right, you know what, Hermie? 374 00:15:55,113 --> 00:15:56,680 It's been a brutal fucking day. 375 00:15:56,682 --> 00:15:58,682 I'm not getting into this with you right now. 376 00:15:58,684 --> 00:16:01,552 So sensitive, so testy. 377 00:16:01,554 --> 00:16:03,319 Come on, Ray-Ray. 378 00:16:03,321 --> 00:16:05,821 I'm not calling you a waste of space. 379 00:16:05,823 --> 00:16:08,425 I'm calling you a waste of potential. 380 00:16:08,427 --> 00:16:12,128 I'm going home, wherever the fuck that is. 381 00:16:12,130 --> 00:16:14,564 - (PHONE RINGING) - (MUSIC PLAYING ON TV) 382 00:16:20,172 --> 00:16:22,605 - Hi, Mommy. - Hi. 383 00:16:22,607 --> 00:16:25,475 I got my Tracy on, and you're right, it's amazing. 384 00:16:25,477 --> 00:16:27,544 All these tiny muscles I didn't know I had. 385 00:16:27,546 --> 00:16:28,946 Yeah, it's a really great program. 386 00:16:28,947 --> 00:16:30,347 I'll get those tapes back from you 387 00:16:30,348 --> 00:16:32,014 just as soon as my knee's healed. 388 00:16:32,016 --> 00:16:34,016 Mom, I have blood in my pee again. 389 00:16:34,018 --> 00:16:35,785 Again? Let me see. 390 00:16:39,558 --> 00:16:40,923 Mm, sorry. 391 00:16:40,925 --> 00:16:42,625 Ooh. Okay, okay. 392 00:16:42,627 --> 00:16:44,259 You have to go to the ER. 393 00:16:44,261 --> 00:16:45,494 I don't wanna go to the ER, Mom. 394 00:16:45,496 --> 00:16:47,029 I'm on deadline. I can't. 395 00:16:47,031 --> 00:16:50,199 All right, Hannah, just go. 396 00:16:50,201 --> 00:16:52,534 Fine. 397 00:16:52,536 --> 00:16:57,139 No one's making movies about actual human people anymore. 398 00:16:57,141 --> 00:16:58,975 And that's where we come in. 399 00:16:58,977 --> 00:17:01,644 You know, it has to be raw and honest, real. 400 00:17:01,646 --> 00:17:04,146 Yeah, and the only shit that's real is shit that actually happened. 401 00:17:04,148 --> 00:17:05,715 Yes. Yes! 402 00:17:05,717 --> 00:17:08,250 We have to mine our lives for the truth. 403 00:17:08,252 --> 00:17:10,319 You know, like, even if it fucking hurts, 404 00:17:10,321 --> 00:17:13,655 even if it's too painful for us to even comprehend. 405 00:17:14,725 --> 00:17:16,125 Yes. 406 00:17:17,928 --> 00:17:20,629 Adam, like us. 407 00:17:20,631 --> 00:17:23,064 Like us with Hannah. 408 00:17:23,066 --> 00:17:25,167 - No, no, no, no, no. - Yes. Yes! 409 00:17:25,169 --> 00:17:27,136 - We can't. - What do you mean we can't? 410 00:17:27,138 --> 00:17:29,571 It's perfect. It's perfect. 411 00:17:29,573 --> 00:17:31,373 It's about relationships, 412 00:17:31,375 --> 00:17:33,975 it... it's about loyalty and deceit, 413 00:17:33,977 --> 00:17:37,112 and it's raw, it's powerfully true, Adam. 414 00:17:37,114 --> 00:17:39,848 And it might even be cathartic for us. 415 00:17:39,850 --> 00:17:43,718 You know, help us to move on from this mess and be free. 416 00:17:43,720 --> 00:17:46,887 - Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. - Yes! 417 00:17:46,889 --> 00:17:49,023 I'm, like, so sweaty right now. 418 00:17:49,025 --> 00:17:50,525 - This might be it. - Yes. 419 00:17:50,527 --> 00:17:52,593 It explains everything about human nature. 420 00:17:52,595 --> 00:17:54,728 How even with the best of intentions 421 00:17:54,730 --> 00:17:56,430 we can't help but hurt each other. 422 00:17:56,432 --> 00:17:58,065 - Yes! - It's like a metaphor for war 423 00:17:58,067 --> 00:18:01,101 and... and corporations and religious strife. 424 00:18:01,103 --> 00:18:03,671 - All that shit! Yes! - Yes, yes! 425 00:18:03,673 --> 00:18:05,473 - (SQUEALS) - Oh, Jesus! 426 00:18:05,475 --> 00:18:06,875 Adam! 427 00:18:06,876 --> 00:18:10,211 Oh, my God. We might be a pair of goddamn geniuses. 428 00:18:10,213 --> 00:18:12,046 (MOANING) 429 00:18:13,249 --> 00:18:14,182 - Wait. - What? 430 00:18:14,184 --> 00:18:16,217 We have to shoot it on film. 431 00:18:16,219 --> 00:18:20,520 Yep. Okay. Like, fine. (CHUCKLES) 432 00:18:20,522 --> 00:18:22,723 - In black and white. - (MUTTERS) 433 00:18:22,725 --> 00:18:23,691 - Too much? - Yeah. 434 00:18:23,693 --> 00:18:25,959 Yeah, too much. (MOANS) 435 00:18:29,732 --> 00:18:31,298 I'm slipping. 436 00:18:31,300 --> 00:18:33,400 - (CHATTER) - (PHONE RINGS) 437 00:18:39,075 --> 00:18:41,241 Oh, fuck. 438 00:18:41,243 --> 00:18:43,310 Oh, shit. 439 00:18:43,312 --> 00:18:46,013 I'm not sure if you remember me. 440 00:18:46,015 --> 00:18:48,115 Uh, I remember you. 441 00:18:50,986 --> 00:18:54,053 - How you doing? - Good. 442 00:18:54,055 --> 00:18:55,722 Good, yeah. 443 00:18:55,724 --> 00:18:58,191 Yeah, I mean, I'm in private practice now. 444 00:18:58,193 --> 00:19:01,427 Just pick up a few shifts a week here to help... 445 00:19:01,429 --> 00:19:03,629 The uninsured. It's very noble. 446 00:19:03,631 --> 00:19:05,664 But I do want you to know I tried to sign up for Obamacare 447 00:19:05,666 --> 00:19:07,266 and the website fucked me over, so... 448 00:19:07,268 --> 00:19:09,869 Well, I'll get right on that. 449 00:19:09,871 --> 00:19:11,437 Um, I have a UTI. 450 00:19:11,439 --> 00:19:15,441 I get them all the time, so I need, like, Cipro, Pyridium, 451 00:19:15,443 --> 00:19:18,310 codeine if you're feeling, you know, fun and fancy. (CHUCKLES) 452 00:19:19,881 --> 00:19:22,982 Yes, your urine tested positive for infection. 453 00:19:22,984 --> 00:19:25,051 In the future, 454 00:19:25,053 --> 00:19:28,019 I'd come see us a few days earlier when the symptoms start. 455 00:19:28,021 --> 00:19:30,122 Yeah, it's just sometimes hard to tell if it's, like, 456 00:19:30,124 --> 00:19:33,925 just the baseline level of weirdness of my urethra or an actual issue, 457 00:19:33,927 --> 00:19:36,895 so it's like what's being alive and what's an infection? 458 00:19:36,897 --> 00:19:39,465 - These are my questions. - (BOTH CHUCKLING) 459 00:19:39,467 --> 00:19:42,501 I'm not sure if you... if you pee after intercourse, 460 00:19:42,503 --> 00:19:44,770 but that can also help in preventing them. 461 00:19:44,772 --> 00:19:46,805 And, plus, you're pregnant. 462 00:19:51,379 --> 00:19:53,111 Do you know that? 463 00:19:53,113 --> 00:19:55,213 I do now. 464 00:20:00,320 --> 00:20:01,720 (SIGHS) 465 00:20:08,461 --> 00:20:10,962 You know what? The hug kind of feels like the wrong thing, 466 00:20:10,964 --> 00:20:12,497 so I'm gonna... 467 00:20:16,703 --> 00:20:18,703 Do you know who the father is? 468 00:20:19,873 --> 00:20:22,407 Yeah, he's a waterski instructor 469 00:20:22,409 --> 00:20:25,177 who I'm not likely to see again, so... 470 00:20:25,179 --> 00:20:27,478 He's thrilled. (CHUCKLES) 471 00:20:29,817 --> 00:20:31,582 Listen, um... 472 00:20:33,187 --> 00:20:35,020 the abortion is an out-of-pocket expense, 473 00:20:35,022 --> 00:20:36,987 but if you need help, I can bring you. 474 00:20:36,989 --> 00:20:39,924 I can have a friend handle it, somebody I trust. 475 00:20:41,328 --> 00:20:43,894 What makes you think I want an abortion? 476 00:20:45,031 --> 00:20:47,532 - Are you serious? - Mm-hmm. 477 00:20:47,534 --> 00:20:50,835 Thanks for your help. I'll just use my expired antibiotics. 478 00:20:54,507 --> 00:20:56,006 (SIGHS) 479 00:21:08,822 --> 00:21:11,822 RAY: How dare Hermie accuse me of wasting my potential? 480 00:21:11,824 --> 00:21:13,490 Huh? The audacity. 481 00:21:13,492 --> 00:21:15,191 What has he done with his life? 482 00:21:15,193 --> 00:21:18,161 He's got 20 years of wasted potential on me. 25! 483 00:21:18,163 --> 00:21:20,597 Okay, well, maybe that's why he's being so hard on you, 484 00:21:20,599 --> 00:21:22,833 because, you know, he doesn't want you to end up like him. 485 00:21:22,835 --> 00:21:25,902 Yeah, because I won't end up like him, ever. 486 00:21:25,904 --> 00:21:27,003 Okay. 487 00:21:27,005 --> 00:21:28,405 - Okay! - Okay. 488 00:21:29,541 --> 00:21:31,842 Fuck, I'm gonna totally end up like him. 489 00:21:31,844 --> 00:21:34,578 - Well, I mean... - And even if I did end up like him, 490 00:21:34,580 --> 00:21:36,613 is that so wrong, is that so bad? 491 00:21:36,615 --> 00:21:38,915 He's got a wife, he's got a business, 492 00:21:38,917 --> 00:21:41,518 he's got the wisdom of a thousand fortune cookies. 493 00:21:41,520 --> 00:21:43,953 I mean, I don't know. Maybe that's... 494 00:21:43,955 --> 00:21:47,156 maybe I'd be totally fine if I ended up like him. 495 00:21:47,158 --> 00:21:49,759 Well, maybe he wants you to have a life that's better than fine. 496 00:21:50,962 --> 00:21:52,528 Yeah. 497 00:21:52,530 --> 00:21:54,297 Fuck, you're right. 498 00:21:54,299 --> 00:21:55,699 That's exactly what he wants. 499 00:21:55,700 --> 00:21:58,268 He wants me to be a better version of himself. 500 00:21:58,270 --> 00:22:00,260 I'm gonna go apologize to him right now. 501 00:22:00,262 --> 00:22:01,037 Okay, good. 502 00:22:01,039 --> 00:22:03,739 And you know what? Yeah, maybe it is time I make some changes. 503 00:22:03,741 --> 00:22:06,442 Maybe it is time I do something fucking real. 504 00:22:06,444 --> 00:22:07,386 Uh-huh. 505 00:22:07,388 --> 00:22:10,213 You know, something people will remember. 506 00:22:10,215 --> 00:22:13,716 - You know? - W-wait, like kill yourself? 507 00:22:13,718 --> 00:22:15,351 What? 508 00:22:15,353 --> 00:22:16,819 I'm sorry, it just really sounded like 509 00:22:16,821 --> 00:22:18,621 you were gearing up to that. 510 00:22:18,623 --> 00:22:20,322 I'm not gonna kill myself, Shosh. 511 00:22:20,324 --> 00:22:22,024 - Okay, good. - Good. 512 00:22:22,026 --> 00:22:24,126 - Do you wanna kill yourself? - No, don't. No. 513 00:22:25,696 --> 00:22:27,463 - We'll talk about this later. - Great. 514 00:22:27,465 --> 00:22:28,997 - SHOSHANNA: Or not. - (DOOR CLOSES) 515 00:22:28,999 --> 00:22:31,801 That got real fast. 516 00:22:37,508 --> 00:22:39,508 (DOOR CLOSES) 517 00:22:39,510 --> 00:22:41,109 - Hi. - Hey. 518 00:22:41,111 --> 00:22:44,279 We're here to discuss a creative project with you. 519 00:22:44,281 --> 00:22:46,148 Well, uh, it's... it's a film. 520 00:22:46,150 --> 00:22:47,983 - Yeah. - It's a film about the complex dynamic 521 00:22:47,985 --> 00:22:49,818 that the three of us have been fostering for years now 522 00:22:49,820 --> 00:22:51,252 if you really think about it. 523 00:22:51,254 --> 00:22:53,187 And I know it's really, really painful, 524 00:22:53,189 --> 00:22:54,456 so you don't have to make the decision now 525 00:22:54,458 --> 00:22:55,924 whether you wanna sign a release or not. 526 00:22:55,926 --> 00:22:57,759 No, no, no. No, we're so not there yet. 527 00:22:57,761 --> 00:22:59,461 - We're way far down. - We, um... no. 528 00:22:59,463 --> 00:23:02,530 We just want you to think about how rich this is, cinematically. 529 00:23:02,532 --> 00:23:05,733 You know? And to think about the story that we could tell. 530 00:23:05,735 --> 00:23:08,470 And we just would really hope 531 00:23:08,472 --> 00:23:11,205 that you will grant us permission to share 532 00:23:11,207 --> 00:23:13,107 what has transpired with the world 533 00:23:13,109 --> 00:23:15,443 and sort of elegantly unfold this... 534 00:23:15,445 --> 00:23:16,878 This little package, really. 535 00:23:16,880 --> 00:23:18,346 It's... I mean, eh. 536 00:23:18,348 --> 00:23:21,115 You guys should do whatever you want. 537 00:23:40,836 --> 00:23:43,570 - Hey. - Hey. What about the party? 538 00:23:43,572 --> 00:23:45,239 Ugh, it was total bullshit. 539 00:23:45,241 --> 00:23:46,974 It was just, like, a bunch of old gays 540 00:23:46,976 --> 00:23:49,510 being like, "Oh, I'm so busy during the week. 541 00:23:49,512 --> 00:23:51,745 I can only do uppers on the weekends." 542 00:23:51,747 --> 00:23:53,981 Oh, well, good for you, Anthony. 543 00:23:56,152 --> 00:23:57,818 - Did you go to the ER? - Uh-huh. 544 00:23:57,820 --> 00:24:00,453 Yeah? You get some drugs, little Eponine? 545 00:24:00,455 --> 00:24:01,855 Yeah, I'm okay. 546 00:24:02,992 --> 00:24:04,892 Did they give you something for the pain? 547 00:24:04,894 --> 00:24:06,860 Mm-mm. 548 00:24:06,862 --> 00:24:08,996 Those unfeeling bastards. 549 00:24:10,065 --> 00:24:11,865 Come, come. 550 00:24:11,867 --> 00:24:13,800 Put your little head on my lap. 551 00:24:14,970 --> 00:24:16,904 Come, come. 552 00:24:16,906 --> 00:24:18,639 There you go. 553 00:24:18,641 --> 00:24:20,473 Come here, little girl. 554 00:24:20,475 --> 00:24:22,175 (SNIFFS) 555 00:24:23,913 --> 00:24:26,747 I'm sorry I'm using my pizza hand. 556 00:24:26,749 --> 00:24:29,583 Just adding more grease to this situation. 557 00:24:29,585 --> 00:24:32,519 (MUSIC PLAYING) 558 00:25:00,882 --> 00:25:02,848 (DOORBELL CHIMES) 559 00:25:06,955 --> 00:25:08,488 Hermie? 560 00:25:08,490 --> 00:25:10,122 You there? 561 00:25:12,560 --> 00:25:14,994 I'm opening up, you deaf bastard. 562 00:25:17,364 --> 00:25:18,864 Coming in. 563 00:25:26,975 --> 00:25:28,375 Hermie? 564 00:25:32,146 --> 00:25:33,546 Hermie? 565 00:25:34,148 --> 00:25:35,848 Hermie? 566 00:25:37,785 --> 00:25:39,218 Hermie? 567 00:25:40,888 --> 00:25:42,288 Hey. 568 00:25:43,424 --> 00:25:45,257 Hermie? 569 00:25:45,259 --> 00:25:47,226 Hey, wake up. I gotta talk to you. 570 00:25:48,295 --> 00:25:49,628 Hey. 571 00:25:49,630 --> 00:25:50,962 Hermie. 572 00:25:50,964 --> 00:25:52,364 Hey. 573 00:25:53,667 --> 00:25:55,067 Hermie. 574 00:25:55,769 --> 00:25:57,402 Hey, Hermie. 575 00:25:57,404 --> 00:25:58,804 Hey! 576 00:25:58,805 --> 00:26:00,606 Wake up, you motherfucker! 577 00:26:00,608 --> 00:26:02,407 Wake up! Hey! 578 00:26:02,409 --> 00:26:04,610 (PANTING) Hermie! 579 00:26:08,415 --> 00:26:11,183 Hey! Hermie! 580 00:26:11,185 --> 00:26:13,118 (PANTING) 581 00:26:13,119 --> 00:26:17,004 - sync and corrections by Mr. C - - www.addic7ed.com - 582 00:26:17,724 --> 00:26:21,759 ♪ When I grow old, the sun will cope ♪ 583 00:26:21,761 --> 00:26:26,430 ♪ Shine on every youth stain, youth stain ♪ 584 00:26:28,268 --> 00:26:29,900 ♪ Never settling down ♪ 585 00:26:32,938 --> 00:26:36,807 ♪ And it's no wonder ♪ 586 00:26:36,809 --> 00:26:39,610 ♪ I keep you close ♪ 587 00:26:41,414 --> 00:26:45,383 ♪ You're the water ♪ 588 00:26:45,385 --> 00:26:47,718 ♪ To quench my throat ♪ 589 00:26:49,755 --> 00:26:54,291 ♪ And if I never ♪ 590 00:26:54,293 --> 00:26:56,560 ♪ Let you go ♪ 591 00:26:57,997 --> 00:27:01,765 ♪ Will you keep me young? ♪ 592 00:27:01,767 --> 00:27:06,269 ♪ Oh, when my heart stops beating ♪ 593 00:27:07,673 --> 00:27:10,174 ♪ And my breath won't flow ♪ 594 00:27:10,176 --> 00:27:14,945 ♪ And, oh, when my heart stops beating ♪ 595 00:27:16,315 --> 00:27:19,717 ♪ When you go, oh, no, I know ♪ 596 00:27:19,719 --> 00:27:23,320 ♪ Oh ♪ 597 00:27:23,322 --> 00:27:29,058 ♪ Oh, when my heart stops beating ♪ 598 00:27:29,060 --> 00:27:31,595 ♪ And my blood turns cold ♪ 599 00:27:31,597 --> 00:27:37,500 ♪ And, oh, when my heart stops beating ♪ 600 00:27:37,502 --> 00:27:40,237 ♪ And my breath won't flow ♪ 601 00:27:40,239 --> 00:27:46,042 ♪ And, oh, when my heart stops beating ♪ 602 00:27:46,044 --> 00:27:49,846 ♪ When you go, I'll know I'm ♪ 603 00:27:49,848 --> 00:27:53,983 ♪ When I grow old, I'll drink and smoke ♪ 604 00:27:53,985 --> 00:27:59,722 ♪ But just as long as you stay, you stay. ♪