1 00:00:35,350 --> 00:00:37,850 Let's, uhm... Let's not have people come in. 2 00:00:37,860 --> 00:00:40,700 I'd like to do this without anybody in here. 3 00:00:39,750 --> 00:00:42,750 Could everybody split, that doesn't have to be here. Thanks. 4 00:00:42,760 --> 00:00:44,810 - Maybe we can keep... - And close the door. 5 00:00:44,810 --> 00:00:47,480 - Keep people away from the door. - Is that good? 6 00:00:47,500 --> 00:00:49,040 Yep. Thank you 7 00:01:04,310 --> 00:01:07,580 "And never have I felt so deeply at one and the same time 8 00:01:09,960 --> 00:01:15,550 so detached from myself and so present in the world" 9 00:01:15,554 --> 00:01:17,800 (Albert Camus) French philosopher and writer 10 00:01:35,048 --> 00:01:37,072 "For Henry" 11 00:01:46,720 --> 00:01:49,940 I wasn't good in school. I didn't care for school. 12 00:01:50,480 --> 00:01:54,080 Uhm ... It was nice socially, my own experience, but 13 00:01:54,100 --> 00:01:55,410 I kinda just went along... 14 00:01:56,980 --> 00:01:58,480 I started off as a music major. 15 00:01:58,490 --> 00:02:00,920 I was gonna be a Rock 'n' Roll star. 16 00:02:00,960 --> 00:02:02,520 But that didn't quite work out. 17 00:02:02,850 --> 00:02:04,500 In 1985, 18 00:02:05,130 --> 00:02:07,710 during a hurricane, hurricane Gloria, 19 00:02:08,370 --> 00:02:11,450 I was walk... I was taking a train into the city to work. 20 00:02:11,490 --> 00:02:15,500 I'd gotten to work and I was on the phone with my brother-in-law, 21 00:02:15,700 --> 00:02:18,700 who had just started teaching, 22 00:02:18,970 --> 00:02:20,780 and he said that he was off from school. 23 00:02:21,000 --> 00:02:22,200 Now, now, wait a second, 24 00:02:22,200 --> 00:02:24,000 You're off from school for hurricane 25 00:02:24,010 --> 00:02:27,010 and I'm goin' into the city to work in an Office building? 26 00:02:27,050 --> 00:02:30,100 I said: "Woa, that's a pretty good kick, right." 27 00:02:31,320 --> 00:02:35,570 My mom was a teacher and I knew without a shadow of a doubt 28 00:02:35,630 --> 00:02:38,600 from early childhood that the one job I would never do 29 00:02:38,610 --> 00:02:41,580 was become a teacher. 30 00:02:40,650 --> 00:02:44,280 Never ever I would take toll cards on a turnpike. 31 00:02:44,280 --> 00:02:48,210 I'd be a shepard, anything, rather than become a teacher. 32 00:02:49,910 --> 00:02:51,910 I decided to become a teacher because I wanted to do 33 00:02:51,920 --> 00:02:53,850 something with my life besides what I was doing 34 00:02:53,860 --> 00:02:56,600 which was driving a truck, for a company and, 35 00:02:56,610 --> 00:02:59,400 I decided I wanted to do a little bit better for myself 36 00:02:59,410 --> 00:03:00,850 so I got into teaching a little bit. 37 00:03:00,810 --> 00:03:04,500 I went back to school at the age of 37. 38 00:03:04,680 --> 00:03:06,570 A friend of mine from college... 39 00:03:06,570 --> 00:03:08,520 His aunt was the... 40 00:03:08,530 --> 00:03:10,820 Principle of an all-girls inner city school 41 00:03:10,830 --> 00:03:14,350 in Newark, New Jersey, and they were desperate for teachers 42 00:03:14,500 --> 00:03:17,350 So, I thought "Great, I can do this for a year, 43 00:03:17,350 --> 00:03:20,700 it'll keep my father from making me get a job at Prudential, 44 00:03:20,750 --> 00:03:24,840 and then I'll figure out what I wanna do." 45 00:03:27,500 --> 00:03:30,000 Well, they called me up asking me to go to an interview, 46 00:03:30,340 --> 00:03:32,340 and I happened to get an job 47 00:03:32,620 --> 00:03:34,460 in a Junior High school, in Queens, 48 00:03:34,750 --> 00:03:36,940 and I ended up... 49 00:03:37,180 --> 00:03:41,210 starting it at my... What's now?... my 30th year. 50 00:03:44,700 --> 00:03:48,300 Most of the teachers here, at one point... 51 00:03:49,650 --> 00:03:52,010 ...they believed..., 52 00:03:52,700 --> 00:03:55,450 that they could make a difference 53 00:03:55,460 --> 00:03:59,250 You know, I know how important it is to 54 00:03:59,290 --> 00:04:03,500 have guidance and to have 55 00:04:06,760 --> 00:04:10,540 someone help understand the complexities 56 00:04:10,550 --> 00:04:12,280 of the world that we live in. 57 00:04:12,300 --> 00:04:17,170 I didn't really have that growing up. 58 00:04:21,510 --> 00:04:38,350 Producers: 59 00:04:40,200 --> 00:04:45,700 Written by: 60 00:04:46,540 --> 00:04:50,540 Directed by: 61 00:04:51,300 --> 00:04:53,710 I am money. 62 00:04:54,350 --> 00:04:57,310 I change hands like a dollar bill 63 00:04:57,340 --> 00:05:02,340 that's been robbed by a lamp 64 00:04:59,970 --> 00:05:04,430 when a genie appeared and cried loudly, with volume. 65 00:05:04,810 --> 00:05:07,990 But the tears were all for myself. 66 00:05:08,250 --> 00:05:11,000 And that's where it all went wrong. 67 00:05:43,440 --> 00:05:45,630 Hi, Lupe, Dean Vargas here. 68 00:05:45,900 --> 00:05:50,180 I'm sick and I won't be coming in today, allright? 69 00:05:55,300 --> 00:05:57,420 Get to the point, Dr. Heart. I've got a school to run. 70 00:05:57,300 --> 00:06:00,060 The State's score have gone down in the last three years. 71 00:06:00,060 --> 00:06:01,990 - You're not delivering... - Don't pretend like you don't know the game. 72 00:06:02,000 --> 00:06:04,200 You earmarked my school as the transfer dome 73 00:06:04,210 --> 00:06:06,710 for the worst kids in the district. 74 00:06:06,300 --> 00:06:08,000 Well, kids deserve an education, don't you agree? 75 00:06:08,010 --> 00:06:10,340 I agree you're jerking of and wasting my time. 76 00:06:10,350 --> 00:06:13,220 - Get to the point, Dr. Heart... - We need consensus builders. 77 00:06:13,350 --> 00:06:16,450 - New methodology. - You're corportizing the system. 78 00:06:16,480 --> 00:06:19,250 No, we're cleaning house. 79 00:06:19,300 --> 00:06:22,500 Our superintendent feels that it's time your stepped down. 80 00:06:22,600 --> 00:06:25,900 Babe, you got some fuckin' nerve coming into my yard 81 00:06:25,910 --> 00:06:27,500 with the heart fuckin' self. 82 00:06:27,510 --> 00:06:31,000 Carol, there was a time when you were an educator. 83 00:06:31,380 --> 00:06:34,300 You were very well respected. 84 00:06:34,500 --> 00:06:38,200 Why don't you go out on top? 85 00:06:49,680 --> 00:06:50,680 Oi! 86 00:06:50,800 --> 00:06:53,100 Everybody sit down and shut up, 87 00:06:53,160 --> 00:06:56,160 or I'll start pulling out the referrals. 88 00:06:56,380 --> 00:06:57,260 Sit! 89 00:06:57,570 --> 00:06:58,790 Sit down! 90 00:06:59,440 --> 00:07:01,520 I am starting the DVD. 91 00:07:02,260 --> 00:07:04,330 I am starting the DVD. 92 00:07:29,370 --> 00:07:31,660 - Barth or Barthes - Barth. Mr. Barth. 93 00:07:32,115 --> 00:07:33,574 Mr. Barth Henry 94 00:07:34,450 --> 00:07:36,990 So you've taken long term assignments at the 95 00:07:36,990 --> 00:07:39,270 "Lock and McArthur"? 96 00:07:39,200 --> 00:07:40,620 The Fringe. 97 00:07:41,030 --> 00:07:43,050 Well, that's... That's... 98 00:07:44,060 --> 00:07:47,750 This a month-long assignment, until I can fill it permanently. 99 00:07:48,010 --> 00:07:49,900 I asked to meet with you because you come 100 00:07:49,910 --> 00:07:54,100 highly recommended as the best sub on the call sheet. 101 00:07:54,200 --> 00:07:57,700 That's a somewhat dubious endorsement. 102 00:07:57,830 --> 00:07:59,900 I agree, Mr. Barth. 103 00:07:59,900 --> 00:08:02,390 You'll find many of your students functioning 104 00:08:02,400 --> 00:08:07,400 well below grade level. 105 00:08:03,890 --> 00:08:06,550 That's your task to try and get them caught up. 106 00:08:06,570 --> 00:08:09,450 Teach the Curriculum, most importantly. 107 00:08:09,500 --> 00:08:11,150 Understood? 108 00:08:25,083 --> 00:08:27,903 - Good morning - Good morning 109 00:08:28,301 --> 00:08:29,380 I'm Mr. Barth 110 00:08:29,750 --> 00:08:32,620 Those of you who haven't heard, this is English 11 A. 111 00:08:32,621 --> 00:08:33,674 - Yes - Yeah 112 00:08:33,670 --> 00:08:35,500 Listen up, I have one rule. 113 00:08:36,404 --> 00:08:37,213 Just one. 114 00:08:38,180 --> 00:08:40,300 If you don't wish to be here 115 00:08:40,750 --> 00:08:41,950 don't come. 116 00:08:42,050 --> 00:08:43,800 Dude, what does that mean? 117 00:08:43,830 --> 00:08:46,390 It's not dude, it's Mr. Barth. 118 00:08:46,500 --> 00:08:48,010 The S is silent. 119 00:08:48,210 --> 00:08:50,210 - You're fuckin' gay. - Marcus, shut up! 120 00:08:50,220 --> 00:08:52,050 No, you shut up! 121 00:08:51,980 --> 00:08:54,230 You diet Bitch! 122 00:08:57,890 --> 00:08:58,980 Hey, Marcus. 123 00:08:59,960 --> 00:09:00,880 Guess what. 124 00:09:01,000 --> 00:09:02,100 What? 125 00:09:02,100 --> 00:09:03,250 You're free to leave. 126 00:09:03,470 --> 00:09:05,350 - Like right now? - Like right now. 127 00:09:05,360 --> 00:09:08,300 - Hiya... - See you later, man. 128 00:09:08,350 --> 00:09:11,310 - What's the fuck? You want me to go to the Dean's Office? 129 00:09:11,130 --> 00:09:13,550 - I don't care where you go. 130 00:09:13,610 --> 00:09:15,260 Everyone pull out a sheet of paper. 131 00:09:15,280 --> 00:09:17,520 I'd like to assess what your individual writing skills are. 132 00:09:17,720 --> 00:09:19,300 What if we got no paper? 133 00:09:19,320 --> 00:09:22,000 Okay here is the situation. You're dead. 134 00:09:22,020 --> 00:09:24,950 - Alright, write an brief but detailed essay about... 135 00:09:24,960 --> 00:09:27,400 - Hey jackass! I asked you a fucking question! 136 00:09:27,370 --> 00:09:30,450 ...about what a friend or a parent 137 00:09:30,500 --> 00:09:33,510 might say about you during your funeral. OK? 138 00:09:34,300 --> 00:09:36,680 - You have 30 minutes. - Oh, shit... 139 00:09:39,000 --> 00:09:42,130 I asked you a motherfuckin' question, didn't I? 140 00:09:50,365 --> 00:09:51,436 Anything else? 141 00:09:52,020 --> 00:09:56,680 You'd better back the fuck up before I fuckin' wreck your shit. 142 00:09:58,880 --> 00:10:00,010 That bag, 143 00:10:00,280 --> 00:10:04,930 It doesn't have any feelings. It's empty. 144 00:10:04,560 --> 00:10:08,000 I don't have any feelings you can hurt either. OK? 145 00:10:08,400 --> 00:10:10,990 I understand you're angry. 146 00:10:11,300 --> 00:10:14,750 I used to be very angry too, OK. I get it. 147 00:10:14,760 --> 00:10:17,250 You have no reason to be angry with me, because 148 00:10:17,260 --> 00:10:20,650 I am one of the few people that's here trying to give you an opportunity. 149 00:10:20,680 --> 00:10:22,270 Now I am going to ask you, 150 00:10:22,270 --> 00:10:26,000 you just sit down, and do your best, 151 00:10:26,010 --> 00:10:30,000 and I'll give you a piece of paper. How's that? 152 00:10:34,820 --> 00:10:38,090 Can I get a fuckin' pen too? 153 00:10:39,020 --> 00:10:42,590 Kids don't have any attention span. They're bored. 154 00:10:42,500 --> 00:10:46,500 So how are you supposed to reel them in with classic literature 155 00:10:46,630 --> 00:10:53,840 if they don't believe that you 156 00:10:54,450 --> 00:10:57,520 have something meaningful to share. 157 00:11:01,750 --> 00:11:04,820 Thank you. 158 00:11:07,480 --> 00:11:10,900 Why did you throw Marcus out of class but not Jerry? 159 00:11:10,910 --> 00:11:13,500 Well I had to make an example out of somebody. 160 00:11:13,900 --> 00:11:15,850 You know, Marcus verbally assaulted you, 161 00:11:15,850 --> 00:11:17,700 and that's not allowed in my classroom. 162 00:11:17,710 --> 00:11:20,660 And, what they say to me isn't material. 163 00:11:21,500 --> 00:11:23,520 What's your name? 164 00:11:23,570 --> 00:11:24,640 Meredith. 165 00:11:25,350 --> 00:11:27,630 Nice to meet you, Meredith. 166 00:11:28,120 --> 00:11:31,500 So you really don't care what the kids say to you? 167 00:11:31,510 --> 00:11:33,730 Perhaps I've gotten used to it. 168 00:11:33,850 --> 00:11:35,400 I wish I could be that strong. 169 00:11:35,410 --> 00:11:38,700 It doesn't take strength, Meredith. You gotta... 170 00:11:38,900 --> 00:11:43,500 understand that unfortunately most people lack self-awareness. 171 00:11:43,620 --> 00:11:45,300 You should really keep that in mind as you had 172 00:11:45,310 --> 00:11:47,270 another transient of second period. 173 00:11:47,280 --> 00:11:51,350 You'll meet them again at every age. 174 00:11:53,770 --> 00:11:56,720 - I want to see the Principle! - That's her, mom. 175 00:11:56,790 --> 00:11:59,800 You're the bitch that expelled my baby? And for what? 176 00:11:59,620 --> 00:12:02,400 - Excuse me, maybe you'd like... - Because you can't handle it? 177 00:12:02,410 --> 00:12:03,930 Bitch why are you here? 178 00:12:03,940 --> 00:12:08,930 You wanna be at home everyday. I don't have time for this bullshit! 179 00:12:06,740 --> 00:12:09,060 - Keep your voice down! - Why are you here? 180 00:12:09,260 --> 00:12:11,500 Hey mam, clam down. We'll go talk about this 181 00:12:11,510 --> 00:12:14,350 in the Dean's Office. - I ain't goin' nowhere with you. 182 00:12:14,050 --> 00:12:16,000 Look, miss, I know you're angry 183 00:12:16,010 --> 00:12:18,600 but they won't listen to you, you need to talk to me. 184 00:12:18,890 --> 00:12:21,690 - Racist bitch, I'ma sue your ass. - Come on, ladies. 185 00:12:21,792 --> 00:12:22,843 This way 186 00:12:23,680 --> 00:12:25,500 - Ladies - What happened? 187 00:12:25,640 --> 00:12:27,750 Bitch, if you gimme any mo' shit in the class 188 00:12:27,760 --> 00:12:32,000 and I'ma getta my niggas fuckin' gang rape your ass! 189 00:12:45,260 --> 00:12:50,340 - Excuse me. Are you new here? - It's, first day. 190 00:12:50,090 --> 00:12:52,750 Welcome. That was quite a scene back there. 191 00:12:53,750 --> 00:12:57,980 I was a little stunned. But it's actually safe here. 192 00:12:58,260 --> 00:13:01,550 - Sorry, I'm Miss Madison. - I am Henry, Henry Barth. 193 00:13:22,100 --> 00:13:27,080 Whatever is on my mind, I say there's a feeling. 194 00:13:27,220 --> 00:13:28,720 I'm truthful to myself. 195 00:13:29,220 --> 00:13:32,190 I am young, and I'm old. 196 00:13:32,200 --> 00:13:34,760 I've been bought and I've been sold, 197 00:13:34,880 --> 00:13:37,200 so many times. 198 00:13:39,860 --> 00:13:43,530 I am hard to face. I am gone. 199 00:13:43,590 --> 00:13:45,880 I am just like you. 200 00:13:47,200 --> 00:13:48,190 Patricia! 201 00:13:52,670 --> 00:13:55,670 Patricia! 202 00:14:13,060 --> 00:14:15,080 - Hello? - Henry, it's Rita, from the hospital. 203 00:14:15,380 --> 00:14:17,890 He's done it again, you need to get down here. 204 00:14:18,200 --> 00:14:21,080 Bastards, leave me alone! 205 00:14:21,090 --> 00:14:22,300 Why aren't you handling this? 206 00:14:22,297 --> 00:14:23,581 I can't get him out! 207 00:14:23,580 --> 00:14:27,150 - You come and get him. - Patricia. 208 00:14:30,650 --> 00:14:32,490 Thanks. 209 00:14:33,880 --> 00:14:36,350 Grandpa, come on. It's Henry, open the door. 210 00:14:37,000 --> 00:14:37,980 Patricia! 211 00:14:38,300 --> 00:14:39,980 No, it's Henry. It's Henry. 212 00:14:40,300 --> 00:14:42,080 - Who? - It's Henry. 213 00:14:42,080 --> 00:14:46,600 Grandpa, please, open... Open the door. 214 00:14:49,350 --> 00:14:51,600 Hi, sweetheart. 215 00:14:51,650 --> 00:14:54,670 I thought you were your mom. 216 00:14:55,970 --> 00:14:57,300 You're dressed okay, there... 217 00:14:57,300 --> 00:14:59,100 Were you going somewhere? 218 00:14:59,130 --> 00:15:01,100 Now I'm goin' to work. 219 00:15:01,060 --> 00:15:04,370 You are tired, OK? 220 00:15:04,590 --> 00:15:08,760 It's very, very late so I need you to go to sleep, OK? 221 00:15:09,110 --> 00:15:11,400 Lets come to bed. 222 00:15:14,890 --> 00:15:16,410 How're you doin', huh? 223 00:15:21,430 --> 00:15:25,100 Some old people sleep a lot before they die. 224 00:15:26,440 --> 00:15:29,950 Isn't that silly? 225 00:15:48,238 --> 00:15:49,058 Fuck. 226 00:15:52,300 --> 00:15:54,400 - Everything okay? - You shut up! 227 00:15:54,574 --> 00:15:55,469 You listen 228 00:15:56,120 --> 00:15:58,500 I know you're just some under-educated drone 229 00:15:58,450 --> 00:16:01,300 passing the time with these old dying people 230 00:16:01,550 --> 00:16:05,000 But I'm paying for his assisted living, and you're not assisting him. 231 00:16:05,040 --> 00:16:08,700 I told you, take the lock off of his bathroom door! 232 00:16:09,200 --> 00:16:11,120 You know how he gets at night and forgets? 233 00:16:11,120 --> 00:16:14,700 So you need to be there for him, to make him feel safe. 234 00:16:14,900 --> 00:16:16,300 Let me be very clear here! 235 00:16:16,350 --> 00:16:21,900 You stop neglecting his needs or I'll start fucking with yours! 236 00:16:21,750 --> 00:16:23,800 I will have you fired! 237 00:16:23,870 --> 00:16:26,550 Then it's gonna be your family! 238 00:16:26,580 --> 00:16:28,100 Your children, 239 00:16:28,100 --> 00:16:30,500 are gonna be at risk! 240 00:16:30,748 --> 00:16:32,052 You got it?! 241 00:16:32,349 --> 00:16:33,444 I got it. 242 00:16:33,540 --> 00:16:38,000 Don't you ever make me come down here again at this hour, OK? 243 00:17:28,410 --> 00:17:30,150 Gimme the fuckin' money! 244 00:17:30,200 --> 00:17:32,400 You heard me! Gimmme the fuckin' money! 245 00:17:32,850 --> 00:17:35,120 Give me the fucking money now! 246 00:17:35,130 --> 00:17:37,300 You think I like you? Give me the fucking money! 247 00:17:37,350 --> 00:17:39,350 - You want money? - Now! 248 00:18:22,510 --> 00:18:24,900 Why are you following me? 249 00:18:24,000 --> 00:18:27,260 I am not. It's late, you should be home, not to screw men. 250 00:18:27,264 --> 00:18:29,491 What? Are you crazy now? 251 00:18:29,870 --> 00:18:31,560 - What the fuck is your deal, huh? - Get away from me. 252 00:18:31,560 --> 00:18:34,500 Why did you let that guy beat the shit out of me? 253 00:18:34,550 --> 00:18:37,800 - Huh? You just sat there, like you were a fuckin lemon or something. 254 00:18:37,800 --> 00:18:38,900 Excuse me, I don't wanna talk to you. 255 00:18:38,910 --> 00:18:39,870 You think there's something wrong with that? 256 00:18:39,870 --> 00:18:41,800 Listen, little kid. 257 00:18:41,820 --> 00:18:43,970 I don't know how old you were when it all went wrong, 258 00:18:43,970 --> 00:18:45,640 but this isn't the fucking answer, OK? 259 00:18:45,640 --> 00:18:46,750 You'll figure it out, 260 00:18:46,760 --> 00:18:49,500 'cause you're gonne get really old really quick. 261 00:18:48,510 --> 00:18:50,000 Know that! - Why are you so mean to me, huh? 262 00:18:50,010 --> 00:18:51,520 You don't think I have feelings? 263 00:18:51,800 --> 00:18:54,100 Do you? Do you have feelings? 264 00:18:54,150 --> 00:18:55,120 Listen, pal! 265 00:18:55,120 --> 00:18:56,710 I mean, between you and me 266 00:18:56,930 --> 00:18:59,600 you look like you've got more problems than me. 267 00:18:59,720 --> 00:19:01,500 - Oh really? - Yeah, really! 268 00:19:01,650 --> 00:19:04,000 - So come on, I'll make you better. - What are you doing? Get off, please. 269 00:19:04,020 --> 00:19:05,100 - Are you flerting with me? - Nothing, 270 00:19:05,110 --> 00:19:06,920 I'm just offering to hang out, if you know what I mean. 271 00:19:06,930 --> 00:19:08,850 - I don't wanna hang out with you. - I don't know. You seem kinda lonely. 272 00:19:08,850 --> 00:19:11,990 Maybe we go back to your place just relax. 273 00:19:13,710 --> 00:19:15,500 Afraid you'll like it? 274 00:19:15,650 --> 00:19:17,800 I'm afraid you've been fucked and thrown away 275 00:19:17,850 --> 00:19:19,690 so many times you've gotten used to it. 276 00:19:19,700 --> 00:19:21,260 Fuck you, man! 277 00:19:23,030 --> 00:19:24,250 Fuck off, queer. 278 00:19:24,810 --> 00:19:27,040 Have a good night, yeah. 279 00:19:27,120 --> 00:19:28,990 Yeah, yeah! Just walk away? Hey? 280 00:19:29,490 --> 00:19:32,030 Where are you going? 281 00:19:47,680 --> 00:19:50,480 "He just fucks their shit up, and..." 282 00:19:50,770 --> 00:19:53,090 "The ladies cry for me ..." 283 00:19:53,399 --> 00:19:55,018 "At the funeral" 284 00:19:55,120 --> 00:19:57,600 "'cause I aint around no more," 285 00:19:57,880 --> 00:20:00,140 "to dicks that split up ..." 286 00:20:00,356 --> 00:20:02,422 "Raw and shit ..." 287 00:20:02,990 --> 00:20:05,480 "And ma boys all gets faded ..." 288 00:20:05,480 --> 00:20:09,510 "pleasin' that skunk shit and fuck." 289 00:20:10,790 --> 00:20:11,600 Toni V. 290 00:20:15,580 --> 00:20:17,720 You know it's funny I spend a lot of time 291 00:20:18,300 --> 00:20:22,800 trying to not have to deal, to not really commit. 292 00:20:23,220 --> 00:20:24,880 I am a substitute teacher. 293 00:20:25,140 --> 00:20:27,520 There's no real responsibility to teach. 294 00:20:27,650 --> 00:20:30,400 The responsibility is to maintain order, 295 00:20:30,410 --> 00:20:33,400 make sure nobody kills anybody in your classroom, 296 00:20:33,500 --> 00:20:34,860 and then they get to the next period. 297 00:20:34,950 --> 00:20:36,860 "She used to be a sweet girl" 298 00:20:37,420 --> 00:20:39,950 "She never seemed disatisfied with her life." 299 00:20:39,950 --> 00:20:41,510 "And why should she have been?" 300 00:20:41,770 --> 00:20:44,310 "Her mother and I gave her everything she needed ... " 301 00:20:45,060 --> 00:20:47,000 "So why did she become so angry?" 302 00:20:47,350 --> 00:20:50,230 "So miserable and mean all of a sudden" 303 00:20:50,234 --> 00:20:51,452 "We don't know." 304 00:20:51,450 --> 00:20:53,710 "Frankly, it doesn't reflect on us." 305 00:20:54,300 --> 00:20:55,990 "We were good parents" 306 00:20:56,850 --> 00:20:59,550 "But still, she repaid us for all we've done" 307 00:20:59,780 --> 00:21:01,600 "by killing herself" 308 00:21:02,580 --> 00:21:04,600 "Stupid selfish Child" 309 00:21:04,600 --> 00:21:08,850 "Now she'll never get into Princeton" 310 00:21:09,088 --> 00:21:10,930 No name. 311 00:21:15,800 --> 00:21:17,680 "Hi Lupe, Dean Vargas again" 312 00:21:18,011 --> 00:21:20,061 "I can't do it anymore" 313 00:21:20,466 --> 00:21:23,091 " I ...um I quit! " 314 00:21:29,280 --> 00:21:32,770 Oh, if it isn't the lovely Dr. Parker. 315 00:21:33,600 --> 00:21:36,000 Would you like a happy help you through the day? 316 00:21:36,100 --> 00:21:36,990 They're yummy. 317 00:21:37,050 --> 00:21:42,050 I need you to fill in for Dean Vargas in the second period. 318 00:21:41,470 --> 00:21:43,700 I'm worried about you, Charlie. 319 00:21:48,000 --> 00:21:52,000 I just, er... maybe love watchin' you leave the room. 320 00:21:54,250 --> 00:21:58,060 Mr. Seaboldt. He maintained a sense of humor. 321 00:22:00,070 --> 00:22:04,460 I think the sense of humor is key. I don't posses it. 322 00:22:04,726 --> 00:22:06,244 I mean, I do ... 323 00:22:06,740 --> 00:22:09,150 in a tragic sort of way. 324 00:22:09,150 --> 00:22:11,000 Whatcha doin' here, Mr. Sea? 325 00:22:10,880 --> 00:22:13,050 Uhm, filling in for Dean Vargas. 326 00:22:13,120 --> 00:22:14,950 Vargas is a bitch. 327 00:22:15,380 --> 00:22:18,000 Talk shit, you get slaped like a bitch. 328 00:22:18,100 --> 00:22:20,050 You're not gonna get me no detention neither. 329 00:22:20,060 --> 00:22:23,050 I'm gonna un-fuck your shit uptight, you motherfucker! 330 00:22:23,240 --> 00:22:27,500 Un-shit... No, un-fuck your shit uptight, motherfucker. 331 00:22:27,510 --> 00:22:31,200 Wow! That is, I mean, really poetic. 332 00:22:31,200 --> 00:22:33,600 I mean, that's truly... What, lyrical. 333 00:22:33,600 --> 00:22:35,260 You should take that on the stage. 334 00:22:35,260 --> 00:22:36,820 I mean that shit sells itself. 335 00:22:38,270 --> 00:22:42,447 Umm, hey who could talk some of my thought says 336 00:22:42,890 --> 00:22:46,570 I am going to un-fuck your shit uptight, motherfucker. 337 00:22:47,480 --> 00:22:49,240 I'll tell you what I will do, laddy. 338 00:22:49,240 --> 00:22:50,960 I'll un-fuck your shit uptight. 339 00:22:51,410 --> 00:22:55,500 And un-fuck it right uptight up your ass, you motherfucker. 340 00:22:55,640 --> 00:23:04,150 I'm going to un-fuck your shit uptight, you motherfucker! 341 00:23:04,220 --> 00:23:05,765 I'll tell what, um... 342 00:23:05,770 --> 00:23:08,500 Why don't you have a seat, OK? And then I'll... 343 00:23:08,640 --> 00:23:11,200 I'll back shortly and we'll discuss your bright future. 344 00:23:11,201 --> 00:23:12,777 Okay, my man? 345 00:23:12,780 --> 00:23:14,670 I mean, my motherfucker. 346 00:23:16,700 --> 00:23:18,010 Okay, Mae West? 347 00:23:23,045 --> 00:23:25,336 Ellen, can I see your nipples? 348 00:23:25,371 --> 00:23:27,213 What? No! 349 00:23:28,050 --> 00:23:29,120 Wrong. 350 00:23:29,120 --> 00:23:30,780 See I... Actually I can. 351 00:23:31,210 --> 00:23:33,670 See, that's the whole point, you have to wear bra to school. 352 00:23:34,090 --> 00:23:35,650 Look Mr. Seaboldt, I'm just being me. 353 00:23:35,650 --> 00:23:38,650 I don't tell you how to dress, so you don't tell me. 354 00:23:38,740 --> 00:23:39,810 Capiche? 355 00:23:46,720 --> 00:23:48,500 Ellen, do you know what that is? 356 00:23:49,080 --> 00:23:52,620 It's a beautiful picture of a sunset in Hawaii. 357 00:23:52,980 --> 00:23:54,710 It's rather pretty, isn't it? 358 00:23:55,150 --> 00:23:56,410 Now, Ellen. 359 00:23:57,920 --> 00:23:59,230 Do you know what that is? 360 00:23:59,230 --> 00:24:01,700 That's a vagina infected with gonorrhea. 361 00:24:01,760 --> 00:24:03,210 That's fucking grose. 362 00:24:03,210 --> 00:24:05,440 Yes very. So, you see, 363 00:24:05,440 --> 00:24:08,200 when you come to school dressed like that, you give 364 00:24:08,200 --> 00:24:10,000 you give out the wrong signal. 365 00:24:10,000 --> 00:24:11,700 Don't you want people treat you with respect? 366 00:24:11,740 --> 00:24:12,900 Yo! I get respect. 367 00:24:12,910 --> 00:24:14,800 I don't give it up to every dick in my face. 368 00:24:14,890 --> 00:24:18,130 Every "dick" in your face. 369 00:24:19,260 --> 00:24:21,480 That's respectful. 370 00:24:24,800 --> 00:24:26,900 Put this on. Wear that for the rest... 371 00:24:26,900 --> 00:24:29,950 Hey I said wear that for the rest of the day. 372 00:24:30,325 --> 00:24:31,592 Okay? 373 00:24:31,874 --> 00:24:33,109 Can I go now? 374 00:24:34,150 --> 00:24:35,960 I supposed you can, I mean. 375 00:24:37,220 --> 00:24:38,980 If we're done. Are we done? 376 00:24:39,820 --> 00:24:42,160 - We're done. - We're done. 377 00:24:42,200 --> 00:24:44,570 Another student saved. 378 00:24:47,690 --> 00:24:49,020 Come out of the bathroom, grandma! 379 00:24:50,400 --> 00:24:51,770 Come on granma, open the door. 380 00:24:55,550 --> 00:24:56,810 Hi, grandpa. 381 00:24:58,740 --> 00:24:59,540 Grandpa. 382 00:25:01,690 --> 00:25:02,500 Grandpa. 383 00:25:03,752 --> 00:25:04,742 You okay? 384 00:25:04,940 --> 00:25:06,580 What is it, grandpa? 385 00:25:06,880 --> 00:25:08,510 It's Henry, grandpa. 386 00:25:09,360 --> 00:25:10,850 Grandpa, it's Henry. 387 00:25:10,910 --> 00:25:13,410 - Who? - Are you in pain? 388 00:25:13,410 --> 00:25:16,710 No, no. I ... I pissed myself. 389 00:25:21,710 --> 00:25:24,020 Come on, grandma, open the door! 390 00:25:24,326 --> 00:25:25,240 Excuse me 391 00:25:25,440 --> 00:25:26,501 Excuse me 392 00:25:27,010 --> 00:25:29,710 - Can you come in here please? - We have a little accident? 393 00:25:30,150 --> 00:25:31,890 - Yes - You should ... haa.. 394 00:25:35,580 --> 00:25:40,000 - Do you wanna? - No, no. - See, we're taking care of it. 395 00:25:40,010 --> 00:25:41,290 See? You're okay. 396 00:25:41,290 --> 00:25:45,510 - You right? - Are you doin' any writing, grandpa? 397 00:25:45,710 --> 00:25:47,400 In journals? 398 00:25:47,002 --> 00:25:49,037 No, my life ... 399 00:25:49,940 --> 00:25:53,580 My life isn't worth memoires. 400 00:25:54,430 --> 00:25:56,230 It's ok, it's okay. 401 00:25:57,390 --> 00:26:00,340 I didn't wanna to go out like this. 402 00:26:01,070 --> 00:26:03,510 I hate being a burden. 403 00:26:03,880 --> 00:26:05,260 You're not a burden. 404 00:26:05,260 --> 00:26:06,587 Okay? 405 00:26:06,980 --> 00:26:08,680 You're not a burden. 406 00:26:08,680 --> 00:26:13,990 Sure. You... You like coming here, eh? 407 00:26:15,290 --> 00:26:18,590 Your mother came by today. 408 00:26:18,690 --> 00:26:21,310 Have you spoken to her lately? 409 00:26:22,690 --> 00:26:23,900 No. 410 00:26:25,770 --> 00:26:29,590 Now, you tell her I'm fine? 411 00:26:31,290 --> 00:26:36,000 You always say you're fine, but I know you hide things from me. 412 00:26:36,190 --> 00:26:38,390 You've always been closed off. 413 00:26:38,910 --> 00:26:41,220 Ever since you were a kid. 414 00:26:41,472 --> 00:26:43,066 Why is that? 415 00:26:46,134 --> 00:26:47,663 Why? 416 00:26:49,540 --> 00:26:53,500 Ah, you're upset. I shouldn't say these things to you... 417 00:26:53,550 --> 00:26:57,000 - I don't mean to make you... - You haven't upset me, grandpa. 418 00:26:57,020 --> 00:27:00,090 It's that I don't wanna talk about the past. 419 00:27:00,340 --> 00:27:04,050 You and I remember it very differently. 420 00:27:05,480 --> 00:27:08,480 Get rest, O.K? Close your eyes. I'm here. 421 00:27:09,100 --> 00:27:14,000 - I am in here with you - When you stop coming, Henry 422 00:27:14,020 --> 00:27:15,920 I'll die. 423 00:27:19,340 --> 00:27:21,420 Fuck. 424 00:28:00,860 --> 00:28:01,900 You got a smoke? 425 00:28:03,090 --> 00:28:05,370 No, I don't have a smoke. 426 00:28:05,800 --> 00:28:07,990 Where did you go, eh? 427 00:28:09,790 --> 00:28:12,330 - What are you gonna do now? - What are you gonna do, little kid? 428 00:28:12,570 --> 00:28:13,820 I don't know. 429 00:28:15,080 --> 00:28:18,380 Can you lend me ten bucks? 430 00:28:18,540 --> 00:28:21,800 Come on, man I'm hungry. 431 00:28:32,840 --> 00:28:36,870 I may have something to eat at my place. 432 00:28:47,895 --> 00:28:50,525 Come in, wash your hands. 433 00:28:53,180 --> 00:28:56,060 There's soap over there. 434 00:29:10,040 --> 00:29:12,050 Sit down. 435 00:29:14,880 --> 00:29:18,150 Really nice place you got. 436 00:29:27,740 --> 00:29:29,600 Thanks. 437 00:29:33,550 --> 00:29:37,070 - You got anything stronger? - Eat your sandwich. 438 00:29:58,340 --> 00:30:00,580 Hey, hold on man! 439 00:30:00,600 --> 00:30:03,580 - It's a 100 bucks. - Relax... 440 00:30:32,520 --> 00:30:34,430 What? 441 00:30:35,830 --> 00:30:39,990 - Have you been raped recently? - What do you care? 442 00:30:40,250 --> 00:30:44,250 I'm not sure that I do particulary. 443 00:30:44,350 --> 00:30:48,380 Find and put something on it. 444 00:30:59,000 --> 00:31:01,870 Look, I gotta get back. 445 00:31:01,961 --> 00:31:03,152 Back? 446 00:31:03,480 --> 00:31:04,590 Back where? 447 00:31:05,500 --> 00:31:06,620 Listen, buddy, 448 00:31:06,620 --> 00:31:09,300 If you don't got the money it's cool. I mean, 449 00:31:09,350 --> 00:31:10,610 I like you. 450 00:31:10,910 --> 00:31:12,350 I'll blow you for 50? 451 00:31:12,350 --> 00:31:13,400 Listen to me, 452 00:31:13,400 --> 00:31:16,260 knock off the bullsit, okay? 453 00:31:19,000 --> 00:31:20,830 Come in the bathroom. 454 00:31:36,200 --> 00:31:39,420 It's gonna sting a little bit. 455 00:31:41,400 --> 00:31:43,110 Why are you doing this? 456 00:31:43,391 --> 00:31:46,806 Take a shower 457 00:31:47,350 --> 00:31:49,970 - This is fresh towel. - Thanks. 458 00:32:20,660 --> 00:32:22,850 Go to sleep. 459 00:33:18,842 --> 00:33:19,951 Hello, this is Dr. Parker 460 00:33:19,950 --> 00:33:23,350 My son's ADHD and I looked it up online, and that's what hes' got. 461 00:33:23,360 --> 00:33:24,830 Now you gotta get im a free laptop. 462 00:33:25,130 --> 00:33:26,430 Mr. Kevin, your son Oliver injured a student. 463 00:33:28,550 --> 00:33:30,350 His problems are behavioral. 464 00:33:30,360 --> 00:33:33,350 Hey, my kid's got a disability and he's not learning anything, 465 00:33:33,350 --> 00:33:34,530 and this is your fault! 466 00:33:34,530 --> 00:33:36,300 Hey, hey... What are you doing? 467 00:33:36,400 --> 00:33:38,700 What is the matter with you? 468 00:33:38,700 --> 00:33:41,000 As it is, our resources emaciated. 469 00:33:41,020 --> 00:33:44,020 Now, I heave real LD kids that need my attention. 470 00:33:44,300 --> 00:33:48,100 He's always mad all the time because he's not getting the services he needs. 471 00:33:48,130 --> 00:33:51,680 No Child Left Behind promises me my rights. 472 00:33:50,450 --> 00:33:55,450 You'll be hearing from my lawyer. - Mr... 473 00:34:34,130 --> 00:34:38,540 Hey, what are you doing? What is this? 474 00:34:42,520 --> 00:34:46,550 What is this? Funny? Get to class. Get to class right now. 475 00:34:47,960 --> 00:34:50,300 What's the joke? I don't get the joke. Huh? 476 00:34:50,410 --> 00:34:52,800 Is this funny? Does that look good to you? 477 00:34:52,840 --> 00:34:56,700 You like hurting animals? Huh?! Is that what you like to do? 478 00:34:56,750 --> 00:34:59,840 Answer me! You like hurting animals? You like this?! 479 00:34:59,840 --> 00:35:03,410 Come here. Go. Lets go. Come on. 480 00:35:03,520 --> 00:35:05,590 Walk 481 00:35:11,850 --> 00:35:14,300 Mr. Raymond, the studies have shown that kids 482 00:35:14,310 --> 00:35:16,850 who are prone to hurting animals at an early age 483 00:35:16,860 --> 00:35:19,990 eventually fall into a high percentage of adults 484 00:35:20,000 --> 00:35:24,500 who may fail to develop even the most basic feeling for people. 485 00:35:24,950 --> 00:35:26,250 Raven. 486 00:35:28,878 --> 00:35:30,943 How do you feel about this? 487 00:35:31,119 --> 00:35:32,713 I feel ... 488 00:35:33,466 --> 00:35:34,988 Trapped. 489 00:35:35,288 --> 00:35:37,350 Like the cat. 490 00:36:14,821 --> 00:36:15,641 Fuck. 491 00:36:16,843 --> 00:36:18,346 Who are you? Why? 492 00:36:19,100 --> 00:36:20,950 Did you pay? Did you pay her? 493 00:36:20,990 --> 00:36:24,040 - Yeah alright, here... - Pay her! 494 00:36:24,380 --> 00:36:28,190 - Alright, here, take... - What are you paying me for, huh?! 495 00:36:28,440 --> 00:36:29,650 It wasn't in my mouth! 496 00:36:30,740 --> 00:36:33,590 Get fuck out of here. Get out of here! Fuck! 497 00:36:35,830 --> 00:36:37,930 Don't hurt me! 498 00:36:45,535 --> 00:36:46,335 Here ... 499 00:36:49,330 --> 00:36:51,280 Change your sheets! 500 00:37:02,010 --> 00:37:04,420 How do you do it kid? 501 00:37:09,040 --> 00:37:11,610 Please don't be mad at me. 502 00:37:11,690 --> 00:37:12,950 I am not mad at you. 503 00:37:13,630 --> 00:37:15,850 Don't think about leaving me. 504 00:37:16,780 --> 00:37:19,530 I won't do it anymore, I promise. 505 00:37:19,540 --> 00:37:21,610 You don't need to promise me. 506 00:37:24,000 --> 00:37:25,860 Okay don't promise to me. 507 00:37:26,169 --> 00:37:30,532 Whatever it is, you feel you need to do, you do it. 508 00:37:30,810 --> 00:37:32,380 But you don't do it here! 509 00:37:32,765 --> 00:37:33,990 Okay? 510 00:37:35,357 --> 00:37:37,049 What are you doing there? 511 00:37:37,490 --> 00:37:39,000 Don't you knock? 512 00:37:41,070 --> 00:37:44,610 What is all this supposed to be? Your tortured soul? 513 00:37:44,770 --> 00:37:48,350 Why don't you paint something cheerful? 514 00:37:47,923 --> 00:37:50,611 Like happy with colors. 515 00:37:50,610 --> 00:37:53,460 Whadya want from me dad, besides for me to have been born with a penis. 516 00:37:53,456 --> 00:37:54,633 I don't work all day 517 00:37:54,630 --> 00:37:57,800 to have my night ruined by your teen angst. 518 00:37:58,030 --> 00:38:01,700 ??? 519 00:38:01,720 --> 00:38:06,080 I am not goin' to support you and your little creative habits! 520 00:38:06,190 --> 00:38:09,130 Okay? I've had it with all of all your little art projects 521 00:38:09,360 --> 00:38:11,030 that are going nowhere! 522 00:38:11,030 --> 00:38:13,560 You always know what to say, dad. 523 00:38:13,630 --> 00:38:18,630 Now, if you cleared... 524 00:38:16,560 --> 00:38:18,850 and lost some weight 525 00:38:22,260 --> 00:38:25,520 you could attract a nice boys, who knows. 526 00:38:26,530 --> 00:38:28,118 There should be 527 00:38:29,540 --> 00:38:31,140 a prerequisite, 528 00:38:32,720 --> 00:38:37,280 curriculum for being an parent, before the people attempt to. 529 00:38:41,370 --> 00:38:42,880 Don't try this at home. 530 00:38:46,840 --> 00:38:48,400 Take these. 531 00:38:53,910 --> 00:38:55,180 What are those? 532 00:38:55,720 --> 00:38:57,620 You're supposed to ask me before you take them. 533 00:38:58,420 --> 00:39:00,080 They're vitamins, 534 00:39:00,090 --> 00:39:01,340 and Aspirin. 535 00:39:01,441 --> 00:39:03,073 At some point 536 00:39:05,920 --> 00:39:07,590 you should get an HIV test. 537 00:39:10,070 --> 00:39:11,280 At some point. 538 00:39:25,110 --> 00:39:27,680 Why are you crying on the bus? 539 00:39:38,260 --> 00:39:39,530 Go to sleep. 540 00:39:58,977 --> 00:40:00,066 A friend of yours? 541 00:40:00,380 --> 00:40:01,760 A friend. 542 00:40:02,450 --> 00:40:03,820 Oh...No, no... 543 00:40:04,580 --> 00:40:06,530 He was .... 544 00:40:06,840 --> 00:40:08,370 Total asshole. 545 00:40:09,891 --> 00:40:11,520 What was his problem? 546 00:40:12,300 --> 00:40:15,310 He chose a vocation that did not choose him. 547 00:40:15,640 --> 00:40:17,260 And then he spent his whole career 548 00:40:17,360 --> 00:40:20,530 "casting pearls before swine", He talked like that... 549 00:40:22,140 --> 00:40:23,740 The child-hater, basically. 550 00:40:24,060 --> 00:40:29,050 He tried to purge Steinbeck and Faulkner from required reading list. 551 00:40:29,130 --> 00:40:32,770 Well, let it be said from the safety of his sabbatical, 552 00:40:33,410 --> 00:40:36,410 You can do no more harm. 553 00:40:37,020 --> 00:40:38,110 How did he die? 554 00:40:38,648 --> 00:40:40,980 Who knows, and who cares. 555 00:40:52,331 --> 00:40:53,411 "Hello" 556 00:40:53,410 --> 00:40:55,430 "It's drudgery, this life" 557 00:40:55,919 --> 00:40:57,527 "and retention" 558 00:40:57,630 --> 00:40:59,800 "suspension, expulsion" 559 00:40:59,800 --> 00:41:01,360 "staff meetings" 560 00:41:01,788 --> 00:41:03,289 "The Papers cuts" 561 00:41:03,289 --> 00:41:04,617 "The vacant parents" 562 00:41:04,820 --> 00:41:06,130 "Their vicious kids" 563 00:41:06,130 --> 00:41:08,100 "Theye're the dreads of the pain" 564 00:41:08,100 --> 00:41:10,010 "They spat on my soul" 565 00:41:10,450 --> 00:41:12,640 "This humiliation will stop" 566 00:41:12,640 --> 00:41:16,790 "Discipline must be restored, these kids have us on the run." 567 00:41:16,790 --> 00:41:18,920 " We're the ones on trial!" 568 00:41:18,920 --> 00:41:21,330 " It's fucking madness! " 569 00:41:21,660 --> 00:41:23,550 "Like every child has value? " 570 00:41:23,550 --> 00:41:26,390 "Is aware and worthy of a private education" 571 00:41:26,390 --> 00:41:29,520 "Fucking kids who have no desires," 572 00:41:29,730 --> 00:41:30,830 "no fire..." 573 00:41:30,830 --> 00:41:32,400 "No minds to be..." 574 00:41:58,131 --> 00:41:59,380 " Assimilate " 575 00:41:59,480 --> 00:42:00,840 What does that mean? 576 00:42:03,160 --> 00:42:04,390 To take something in. 577 00:42:04,390 --> 00:42:06,070 OK, excellent. To absorb. 578 00:42:06,678 --> 00:42:09,326 " Ubiquitous " 579 00:42:10,187 --> 00:42:11,863 Anyone? 580 00:42:14,600 --> 00:42:16,290 Everywhere, all the time. 581 00:42:16,700 --> 00:42:18,950 So what... 582 00:42:19,130 --> 00:42:22,980 "ubiquitous assimilation" 583 00:42:24,560 --> 00:42:27,960 Always absorbing everything everywhere all the time. 584 00:42:28,377 --> 00:42:29,908 Well done, George. 585 00:42:30,390 --> 00:42:32,780 How are you to imagine anything, 586 00:42:33,170 --> 00:42:35,660 if the images are always provided for you? 587 00:42:36,760 --> 00:42:39,840 Who here had read "1984" last year? 588 00:42:40,260 --> 00:42:41,310 Good. 589 00:42:46,538 --> 00:42:47,819 Anyone? 590 00:42:48,420 --> 00:42:49,710 Meredith. 591 00:42:49,860 --> 00:42:53,210 Having two opposing beliefs at once. 592 00:42:53,210 --> 00:42:54,890 Believing that both are true. 593 00:42:55,090 --> 00:42:56,360 Excellent. 594 00:42:56,770 --> 00:42:59,380 Why do you always suck his dick, you fuckin' kiss-ass? 595 00:42:59,580 --> 00:43:03,090 To deliberately believe in lies 596 00:43:03,410 --> 00:43:06,050 while knowning they're false. 597 00:43:08,510 --> 00:43:10,630 Examples of this in everyday life: 598 00:43:11,070 --> 00:43:12,380 Oh, I, 599 00:43:13,570 --> 00:43:16,230 need to be pretty to be happy. 600 00:43:17,710 --> 00:43:20,260 I need surgery to be pretty. 601 00:43:21,158 --> 00:43:23,370 I need to be thin 602 00:43:23,370 --> 00:43:24,746 Famous 603 00:43:24,746 --> 00:43:26,212 Fashionable 604 00:43:27,480 --> 00:43:29,140 Our young men, 605 00:43:30,360 --> 00:43:31,960 today, 606 00:43:32,480 --> 00:43:34,560 are being told that women 607 00:43:34,560 --> 00:43:36,040 are whores; 608 00:43:36,040 --> 00:43:38,360 bitches, things to be screwed, 609 00:43:40,400 --> 00:43:41,800 beaten, 610 00:43:42,570 --> 00:43:44,090 shit on, 611 00:43:44,840 --> 00:43:46,430 ashamed. 612 00:43:47,440 --> 00:43:50,330 This is a marketing holocaust. 613 00:43:50,950 --> 00:43:52,240 24 hours a day, 614 00:43:52,950 --> 00:43:54,200 for the rest of our lives, 615 00:43:54,940 --> 00:43:56,620 the powers that be 616 00:43:56,720 --> 00:43:57,700 are hard at work 617 00:43:58,390 --> 00:43:59,440 dumbing us 618 00:43:59,930 --> 00:44:01,810 to death. 619 00:44:02,651 --> 00:44:05,285 So, to defend ourselves 620 00:44:06,010 --> 00:44:11,520 and fight against assimilating this dullness into our thought processes, 621 00:44:11,880 --> 00:44:13,550 we must learn to read 622 00:44:13,850 --> 00:44:16,090 to stimulate our own imagination; 623 00:44:16,350 --> 00:44:17,550 to cultivate 624 00:44:17,870 --> 00:44:20,550 our own consciousness, 625 00:44:20,750 --> 00:44:23,380 our own belief system. 626 00:44:24,141 --> 00:44:25,830 We all need these skills 627 00:44:25,830 --> 00:44:27,670 to defend 628 00:44:28,550 --> 00:44:30,150 to preserve 629 00:44:33,650 --> 00:44:35,350 our own minds. 630 00:44:47,550 --> 00:44:50,090 Very carefully, it's perfect. 631 00:44:51,030 --> 00:44:52,160 Great. 632 00:44:53,070 --> 00:44:54,350 Let me have a look. 633 00:44:57,360 --> 00:44:59,210 You just made your own... 634 00:44:59,810 --> 00:45:02,500 - Wow. I don't care what they say, you're doing great. 635 00:45:03,500 --> 00:45:05,540 I had hard time with math too. It takes time. 636 00:45:06,430 --> 00:45:08,470 Wow, that is damn cool. 637 00:45:10,390 --> 00:45:12,010 Hi guys. 638 00:45:12,320 --> 00:45:13,940 Thank you for staying late, 639 00:45:14,490 --> 00:45:16,560 all 15 or 20 of you. 640 00:45:17,860 --> 00:45:24,590 Today we'll be presented with a new course work 641 00:45:20,680 --> 00:45:25,680 engineered to boost State exam performance, 642 00:45:24,700 --> 00:45:27,760 as mandated by "No child had left behind". 643 00:45:33,820 --> 00:45:37,640 Good afternoon, ladies and gentlemen, it is my pleasure to be here. 644 00:45:37,590 --> 00:45:45,130 I've come today with some edifying materials 645 00:45:41,070 --> 00:45:46,070 to help your matriculating and non matric students 646 00:45:45,330 --> 00:45:48,570 to better prepare for the upcoming State Exams this May. 647 00:45:48,854 --> 00:45:50,255 Let me start by stating 648 00:45:50,260 --> 00:45:52,920 I love teachers. 649 00:45:53,520 --> 00:45:55,150 I love what you do, 650 00:45:55,370 --> 00:45:56,990 what you stand for. 651 00:45:57,310 --> 00:46:01,050 You guys are the real heroes. 652 00:46:01,240 --> 00:46:04,040 Now, the one thing I've learned in all my years in the private sector, 653 00:46:04,850 --> 00:46:05,940 is that 654 00:46:06,140 --> 00:46:09,350 real estate generates revenue 655 00:46:09,450 --> 00:46:12,380 And merchanting property values will be this school's saving grades. 656 00:46:13,090 --> 00:46:16,060 But your school's low test scores 657 00:46:16,880 --> 00:46:20,100 are bringing down the whole re-sale value in this neighborhood 658 00:46:20,100 --> 00:46:22,610 during the market already in decline. 659 00:46:23,400 --> 00:46:25,240 We gotta get the scores up - 660 00:46:25,260 --> 00:46:27,280 new families in our district 661 00:46:29,000 --> 00:46:31,020 and more motivated kids in the school. 662 00:46:31,800 --> 00:46:33,460 And I am not placing any blame 663 00:46:33,460 --> 00:46:36,360 Excuse me, are you here to sell some tests material 664 00:46:36,360 --> 00:46:39,700 or to air your concerns as a property owner? 665 00:46:39,710 --> 00:46:42,750 Listen, umm ... I am curious 666 00:46:42,760 --> 00:46:45,760 Are you givin' away pop-corn with this crap that you're pushing? 667 00:46:45,860 --> 00:46:49,220 This faculty has spent their lives on the boards, and now you tell us 668 00:46:49,220 --> 00:46:52,710 that our careers are about re-sale value. 669 00:46:52,714 --> 00:46:54,177 - Bullshit ! - Give him hell lady ... 670 00:46:54,440 --> 00:46:56,090 - Storm the game. - Don't oversimplify it, mam. 671 00:46:56,300 --> 00:46:57,660 That's a hazard you can't afford. 672 00:46:57,660 --> 00:46:58,950 This sounds like a threat. 673 00:46:58,950 --> 00:47:00,500 - Could you please sit down? 674 00:47:00,500 --> 00:47:01,820 That's enough. Could you please sit down? 675 00:47:01,820 --> 00:47:04,490 Can we have some order here, please. 676 00:47:06,380 --> 00:47:08,050 Dr. Heart was right. 677 00:47:08,510 --> 00:47:11,040 - This school's the pride of the district. - Can you get back, pal? 678 00:47:11,040 --> 00:47:12,860 Could you finish your pitch, we'd like to go home? 679 00:47:12,980 --> 00:47:14,490 What's you hurry, hon? 680 00:47:14,800 --> 00:47:17,280 You gotta... 681 00:47:17,560 --> 00:47:20,530 So enjoy running this relic for a few more months. 682 00:47:20,530 --> 00:47:24,090 You're a fossil when you're fucking done. 683 00:47:34,500 --> 00:47:36,900 You're dread going home? 684 00:47:38,100 --> 00:47:42,250 Frankly, I don't know what to do with myself when I'm not in my classroom. 685 00:47:42,220 --> 00:47:45,870 So, Friday afternoons I am afraid to go home. 686 00:47:46,410 --> 00:47:48,690 Afraid of all that time alone. 687 00:47:50,750 --> 00:47:51,990 Yeah. 688 00:47:56,960 --> 00:48:00,280 - My mother hates my father passionately... 689 00:48:00,620 --> 00:48:02,060 ...watches a lot of TV 690 00:48:02,290 --> 00:48:04,910 ...the only time that I don't feel 691 00:48:05,190 --> 00:48:07,840 - I teach for selfish reasons... - My mother was in Mac Madisson 692 00:48:07,930 --> 00:48:09,510 ...I need a control 693 00:48:09,510 --> 00:48:12,200 - I need those kids more than... 694 00:48:12,200 --> 00:48:14,440 - Its the moments in school... 695 00:48:14,440 --> 00:48:16,970 It must be like 696 00:48:16,970 --> 00:48:18,210 ...best teacher I ever had... 697 00:48:23,510 --> 00:48:26,160 So what's your story? 698 00:48:26,662 --> 00:48:28,481 My story? 699 00:48:32,160 --> 00:48:38,490 I'm just ... I'm just taking one thing at a time. 700 00:48:39,090 --> 00:48:42,260 Why are you wasting your life? You know... 701 00:48:42,260 --> 00:48:44,630 I teach every day, I mean... 702 00:48:46,630 --> 00:48:48,640 You don't really know me. 703 00:48:49,291 --> 00:48:51,150 So what happened to you? 704 00:48:59,730 --> 00:49:02,340 You don't want something more permanent? 705 00:49:20,209 --> 00:49:21,612 - Hi - Where have you been? 706 00:49:22,200 --> 00:49:23,540 What? I was out. 707 00:49:24,580 --> 00:49:28,640 - With a colleague. - The boy or girl? 708 00:49:29,550 --> 00:49:31,620 A woman. 709 00:49:32,140 --> 00:49:36,500 You make me feel so stupid. Why are you treating me like a kid? 710 00:49:38,210 --> 00:49:40,060 - Because you're a kid. 711 00:49:40,900 --> 00:49:44,600 I am sorry. I wasn't expecting this. 712 00:49:44,620 --> 00:49:48,110 All you had to do was tell me you were gonna be home later. 713 00:49:48,150 --> 00:49:49,940 Back up, alright? 714 00:49:53,540 --> 00:49:56,670 I'm not beholden to you, okay? 715 00:49:56,660 --> 00:49:59,660 I mean, you're welcome to stay here, but 716 00:49:59,790 --> 00:50:02,450 you know, you don't get to have expectations of me, alright? 717 00:50:02,580 --> 00:50:06,590 This is a temporary thing, you ... you're able to stay here, but ... 718 00:50:06,790 --> 00:50:08,800 eventually you're gonna have to go, you understand? 719 00:50:09,150 --> 00:50:11,020 - I think it is important... - It's clear. 720 00:50:11,770 --> 00:50:13,430 I get it, you want me to go now? 721 00:50:13,890 --> 00:50:17,120 I got better to do than clean up the stuff. 722 00:50:20,520 --> 00:50:22,570 I can't believe you made dinner. 723 00:50:23,090 --> 00:50:24,670 With what? 724 00:50:25,170 --> 00:50:29,130 Goceries, from the goceries store. 725 00:50:32,190 --> 00:50:36,510 Wow, it's really nice kid. 726 00:50:37,610 --> 00:50:41,190 It's been long time since somebody cooked me. 727 00:50:41,920 --> 00:50:43,550 Thank you Erica. 728 00:50:43,630 --> 00:50:48,630 We all have problems, we all have things that we're dealing with. 729 00:50:46,400 --> 00:50:51,436 And we all ... 730 00:50:52,340 --> 00:50:56,500 Take them home with us at night, 731 00:50:57,200 --> 00:51:00,300 take them to work with us in the morning. 732 00:51:06,330 --> 00:51:14,620 I think that helplesness, that realization, that foreboding of 733 00:51:15,720 --> 00:51:21,090 being a drift in the sea, with no 734 00:51:22,130 --> 00:51:27,140 no bowie, no saftey, when you thought you'd be the one. 735 00:51:28,210 --> 00:51:30,500 throwing the bowie. 736 00:51:45,610 --> 00:51:47,490 Hi... 737 00:51:49,300 --> 00:51:53,639 - Anything for dinner? - Tell me all about it from the beginning - 738 00:51:54,030 --> 00:51:57,550 - You don't care. - Oh no ... 739 00:51:57,650 --> 00:51:59,460 so much, and well. 740 00:52:00,630 --> 00:52:03,190 You are so condescending. 741 00:52:07,200 --> 00:52:08,410 Give me a kiss. 742 00:52:11,170 --> 00:52:15,720 Come on. We'll solve everything. 743 00:52:16,090 --> 00:52:17,660 - Come on - Stop it. 744 00:52:25,550 --> 00:52:31,570 Do you remember when I bought you this? 745 00:52:35,240 --> 00:52:37,500 The beautiful summer in Venice 746 00:52:37,570 --> 00:52:43,570 before our travells were resigned to reviving old passions. 747 00:53:06,970 --> 00:53:08,790 " You suck! " 748 00:54:08,769 --> 00:54:10,776 - Bloody? - Yeah 749 00:54:46,440 --> 00:54:50,460 - Grandpa, you doing any writing of your journal? - No... 750 00:54:51,670 --> 00:54:54,260 I don't remember much. 751 00:54:55,860 --> 00:55:01,030 I lost the habbit. You can't think in this place. 752 00:55:01,030 --> 00:55:03,530 You can't make new memories. 753 00:55:22,780 --> 00:55:24,010 Thank you. 754 00:57:20,220 --> 00:57:22,039 - You alright? - What? 755 00:57:22,915 --> 00:57:25,716 - You see me? - You see me standing here? 756 00:57:26,016 --> 00:57:27,892 Yes, I see you. 757 00:57:29,060 --> 00:57:35,060 Oh God, its so relentless. Thank you. 758 00:57:55,790 --> 00:57:58,150 " Carol, there is no nice way for me to do this." 759 00:57:58,190 --> 00:58:00,970 "I spoke with the Superintendent" 760 00:58:00,980 --> 00:58:05,980 "He's agreed to let you out the rest of the year " 761 00:58:03,880 --> 00:58:06,000 " It is where it is." 762 00:58:06,100 --> 00:58:11,240 "Take your pension..." 763 00:58:17,280 --> 00:58:22,500 Haven't you ever had enough. 764 00:58:21,580 --> 00:58:26,630 Havent' you ever just wanted to tell someone to fuck off. 765 00:58:24,690 --> 00:58:26,970 I think I am sick. 766 00:58:27,920 --> 00:58:29,930 - Why? - I crossed the line today. 767 00:58:29,930 --> 00:58:34,160 I mean the whole... the whole thing is fucked. 768 00:58:34,820 --> 00:58:37,090 Whole thing is fuck, is it not? 769 00:58:38,124 --> 00:58:40,339 What's up, Dr.Parker? 770 00:58:40,540 --> 00:58:42,980 Can we get over it? I got shit to do. 771 00:58:45,860 --> 00:58:49,240 What are your plans after High School since you're not going to college? 772 00:58:49,510 --> 00:58:50,970 I don't know. 773 00:58:51,180 --> 00:58:55,970 Hanging out with my boyfriend. Do some modelling shit... 774 00:58:57,390 --> 00:59:00,290 - Be in my friend's band. - I have your 10-week grade report 775 00:59:00,290 --> 00:59:01,220 Do you know what it says? 776 00:59:01,224 --> 00:59:03,179 Fail, Fail, Fail 777 00:59:03,410 --> 00:59:05,310 - F, F, F - F, F, F yah. 778 00:59:06,080 --> 00:59:07,960 You know what that means? It mean you don't care. 779 00:59:07,964 --> 00:59:09,532 You're brilliant. 780 00:59:13,331 --> 00:59:15,516 Can I go now? 781 00:59:16,550 --> 00:59:19,150 Oh god, you are a shallow disgusting creature. 782 00:59:20,810 --> 00:59:26,490 You want to know the truth? One, you're not gonna be in a band 783 00:59:26,490 --> 00:59:29,960 or an Model Missy, because you have no ambition. 784 00:59:30,660 --> 00:59:32,270 With no skills, you'll be competing 785 00:59:32,280 --> 00:59:37,280 with the 80% of the U.S. workforce for a minimum wage job 786 00:59:35,130 --> 00:59:36,810 which you'll work at for the rest of your life 787 00:59:36,810 --> 00:59:38,780 til you're replaced by a computer. 788 00:59:38,780 --> 00:59:40,590 - I don't care - Two... 789 00:59:40,590 --> 00:59:43,970 The only talent you'll ever have is getting men to fuck you. 790 00:59:44,170 --> 00:59:46,550 Your life will basically become a carnivall of pain. 791 00:59:46,550 --> 00:59:48,020 Now, when you can't stand it 792 00:59:48,020 --> 00:59:51,510 not one more day, not one more hour, 793 00:59:52,740 --> 00:59:55,800 it will get worse, much worse! 794 00:59:57,370 --> 01:00:02,660 Every day I come into this office and listen to you kids shit all over yourselves! 795 01:00:03,960 --> 01:00:08,970 It's so easy to be careless. It takes courage to take care. 796 01:00:09,380 --> 01:00:12,210 Not that you have any of those qualities. 797 01:00:14,170 --> 01:00:18,290 - Get out! Just get out! Get out! - Fuck You!!! 798 01:00:23,450 --> 01:00:25,970 - I am a total burn out. - You are not. 799 01:00:26,330 --> 01:00:30,030 - I am. - I mean I don't know how you make it through the day. 800 01:00:30,040 --> 01:00:34,990 Listen, seriously why do you think I take these pills for? 801 01:00:34,300 --> 01:00:36,970 I mean, that's a 802 01:00:37,630 --> 01:00:42,280 If I didn't take these things I'd be committing mass murder. 803 01:00:42,760 --> 01:00:45,300 and I'll be helping throwing their fucking kids out of the window. 804 01:00:45,299 --> 01:00:47,334 Come on, you're the best. 805 01:00:48,454 --> 01:00:51,088 I'll tell you my opinion, the worst thing about this job 806 01:00:52,030 --> 01:00:54,130 is that nobody says thank you. 807 01:00:55,800 --> 01:00:56,770 - No. - No. 808 01:00:57,780 --> 01:01:00,180 I'm here to say thank you. 809 01:01:00,600 --> 01:01:02,340 You're doing the job, that none of us can do. 810 01:01:02,335 --> 01:01:03,958 None of us. 811 01:01:05,070 --> 01:01:10,560 - Grace? - Have I ever I told you that you're the only person 812 01:01:10,560 --> 01:01:12,940 I have to talk to. 813 01:01:21,588 --> 01:01:23,647 - Hi Henry - What happened? 814 01:01:24,040 --> 01:01:25,780 They called to your house. 815 01:01:27,080 --> 01:01:29,810 - Your grandfather felt some chest pains. - Yeah? 816 01:01:30,650 --> 01:01:32,610 The Doctor says he's stable. 817 01:01:33,430 --> 01:01:35,160 He doesn't have a lot of time. 818 01:01:37,952 --> 01:01:40,198 - I am so sorry Henry - How long ... 819 01:01:40,200 --> 01:01:41,370 ...have you been here? 820 01:01:41,740 --> 01:01:44,360 Since this morning, I didn't know how to get a hold of you? 821 01:01:44,780 --> 01:01:47,300 I don't know where you work. 822 01:01:47,830 --> 01:01:50,510 You've been here all day with him? 823 01:01:58,910 --> 01:02:01,140 Hi, Grandpa. 824 01:02:01,570 --> 01:02:03,870 You're still hanging in there, I see. 825 01:02:04,940 --> 01:02:10,650 Oh, hi sweetheart. Your mother was with me today. 826 01:02:11,402 --> 01:02:14,119 Did you see her? 827 01:02:16,890 --> 01:02:21,720 - No. - I told her I was afraid to leave you. 828 01:02:22,700 --> 01:02:25,420 ...but she promised 829 01:02:25,420 --> 01:02:29,970 that she'd look after you. - Well, I'm sure she meant that. 830 01:02:32,960 --> 01:02:35,220 - Patricia, darling... 831 01:02:36,387 --> 01:02:39,304 You've forgiven me, haven't you? 832 01:02:48,630 --> 01:02:53,170 - What do you need to be forgiven for, daddy? 833 01:02:55,450 --> 01:02:59,460 - Well, those things. You know, the things I did. 834 01:02:59,910 --> 01:03:03,510 - All you ever did was take care of me. 835 01:03:04,570 --> 01:03:08,530 - Always looked after me. - Weren't you afraid of me? 836 01:03:09,300 --> 01:03:13,330 No, daddy, not. 837 01:03:13,334 --> 01:03:17,509 I know how you get sometimes you get little mixed up. 838 01:03:17,930 --> 01:03:23,560 You feel responsible for the things that you didn't do. 839 01:03:23,860 --> 01:03:26,840 So I wasn't the one that hurt you? 840 01:03:27,480 --> 01:03:31,570 No sir, that wasn't you. 841 01:03:31,570 --> 01:03:35,140 I hope it wasn't true. 842 01:03:35,540 --> 01:03:41,560 Patricia, darling. I've always loved you. 843 01:03:44,620 --> 01:03:55,100 Daddy, you can feel free to leave, whenever you're ready. 844 01:03:56,980 --> 01:04:01,540 Do you know that? That's okay. 845 01:04:02,150 --> 01:04:05,100 There is nothing to fear. 846 01:04:19,510 --> 01:04:20,550 Come on. 847 01:04:21,010 --> 01:04:24,020 Let's get outa here. 848 01:04:25,700 --> 01:04:32,740 Is Patricia your mom? What happened to her? 849 01:04:33,390 --> 01:04:34,920 She left a while ago. 850 01:04:35,878 --> 01:04:37,471 You mean she died? 851 01:04:42,240 --> 01:04:45,700 How did she die? 852 01:04:48,420 --> 01:04:52,660 My father left when I was a kid. I don't really remember him. 853 01:04:54,480 --> 01:04:58,690 It was always the three of us, mother and grandpa and I together 854 01:04:58,690 --> 01:05:01,280 in his house. 855 01:05:04,390 --> 01:05:07,610 I found her... on the floor. 856 01:05:12,280 --> 01:05:14,580 She'd taken enough pills... 857 01:05:18,700 --> 01:05:23,310 and grandpa at that moment, kinda of lost it... 858 01:05:23,680 --> 01:05:25,080 * For Henry * 859 01:05:25,470 --> 01:05:28,000 I sat with grandpa on the porch, and 860 01:05:28,010 --> 01:05:33,050 and we watched as they came and took her away. 861 01:05:33,625 --> 01:05:35,268 How old were you? 862 01:05:39,340 --> 01:05:42,670 Seven. 863 01:05:44,280 --> 01:05:46,800 I don't know for sure, but I... 864 01:05:48,000 --> 01:05:52,320 think my mother was young when something happened. 865 01:05:52,520 --> 01:05:57,000 with her and grandpa. - Were you afraid of it? 866 01:05:57,320 --> 01:05:58,540 No. 867 01:06:00,040 --> 01:06:03,550 Did she ever say anything to you? 868 01:06:06,720 --> 01:06:08,320 No. 869 01:06:09,320 --> 01:06:14,720 But looking back on it, I think she protected me in her own way. 870 01:06:15,504 --> 01:06:16,759 How? 871 01:06:20,590 --> 01:06:23,810 She made me lock my door at night. 872 01:06:50,730 --> 01:06:54,400 The park is now empty and bare, with an abandoned chain 873 01:06:56,190 --> 01:07:00,240 The jungle Jim, the slide and swing have rusted together. 874 01:07:01,510 --> 01:07:04,080 They're all so terribly alone now. 875 01:07:04,780 --> 01:07:06,400 Where did all the children go? 876 01:07:07,270 --> 01:07:09,500 Didn't they know that the park needed them? 877 01:07:10,760 --> 01:07:15,440 The child's intelligent heart can find 'em in the depth of many dark places. 878 01:07:17,600 --> 01:07:20,840 I cannot find 'em, the delicate moment of its own detachment. 879 01:07:36,650 --> 01:07:39,360 - Hi Mr. Barthes. - Hello Meredith. 880 01:07:40,257 --> 01:07:43,471 - How's going? - Fine, I am alright ... 881 01:07:44,430 --> 01:07:47,290 - I made a picture for you. 882 01:07:47,870 --> 01:07:49,160 Come here. 883 01:07:50,200 --> 01:07:52,270 - You did? - Yeah 884 01:07:59,380 --> 01:08:04,810 Wow, it's beautiful, and it's a... You're really talented. 885 01:08:05,640 --> 01:08:07,350 - Thanks. Have you been doing this for a long time? 886 01:08:07,350 --> 01:08:10,360 Yeah, I've been doing it since I was a kid. 887 01:08:11,980 --> 01:08:14,530 Faceless man in an empty room. 888 01:08:14,740 --> 01:08:16,360 Is that how you see me, Meredith? 889 01:08:16,890 --> 01:08:20,930 I don't know how I see you. 890 01:08:21,600 --> 01:08:24,500 It's just how thought of you in a situation. 891 01:08:24,910 --> 01:08:28,110 Do you ever think about who your teachers are outside? 892 01:08:29,010 --> 01:08:31,100 - In real life? - I guess so. 893 01:08:32,240 --> 01:08:35,820 - Does this place seem ureal to you? - I watched you around the school, 894 01:08:37,310 --> 01:08:39,407 You always seem so sad 895 01:08:41,270 --> 01:08:48,770 Maybe you have a hard time with things and you need someone to talk to 896 01:08:52,245 --> 01:08:54,660 - Meredith - Yes Sir 897 01:08:59,495 --> 01:09:03,700 - Do you need someone to talk to? - Yes, will you talk to me? 898 01:09:06,190 --> 01:09:10,480 When you talk to me, when you look at me, it's like you really see me. 899 01:09:11,530 --> 01:09:13,890 I do see you Meredith 900 01:09:15,150 --> 01:09:17,150 - Do you wanna go see Dr. Parker? 901 01:09:17,160 --> 01:09:20,000 - Oh come on, don't pull me off 902 01:09:19,899 --> 01:09:21,928 I am not, I am not ... 903 01:09:23,140 --> 01:09:25,140 What can I do? 904 01:09:26,610 --> 01:09:29,600 It's like you said, we're... 905 01:09:29,300 --> 01:09:34,710 There is nothing left. Nothing but to realize how fucked up things are... 906 01:09:33,420 --> 01:09:37,120 It's not enough. I won't last. 907 01:09:37,850 --> 01:09:40,550 Listen to me. Just listen. 908 01:09:42,970 --> 01:09:45,550 We're all the same. 909 01:09:45,560 --> 01:09:48,100 We all feel pain. 910 01:09:48,120 --> 01:09:53,810 We all have chaos in our lives. 911 01:09:54,660 --> 01:09:57,220 Life is very, very confusing, I know. 912 01:09:57,620 --> 01:10:01,440 I don't have the answers, but I know if you write it out 913 01:10:02,530 --> 01:10:04,980 It'll all be okay. 914 01:10:05,870 --> 01:10:10,150 - Mr. Barthes, do you like me? - Of course I do. 915 01:10:19,240 --> 01:10:21,890 - Meredith, please don't. You know I'd like to help you. 916 01:10:21,990 --> 01:10:24,540 - Please, please. - No, no. 917 01:10:24,640 --> 01:10:27,980 - You don't ... - You said you liked me, please... 918 01:10:28,990 --> 01:10:30,110 Please, please... 919 01:10:30,170 --> 01:10:32,730 Oh please, don't push me away. 920 01:10:32,730 --> 01:10:37,730 Please, just hold on to me, and tell me that everything's gonna be O.K. 921 01:10:36,930 --> 01:10:39,570 Everything is... It is okay, please. 922 01:10:45,470 --> 01:10:49,910 - Please... no, no... - Meredith, wait a second. 923 01:10:50,680 --> 01:10:52,730 - What's going on? - What? 924 01:10:53,110 --> 01:10:54,650 - Meredith, Meredith - What were you just doing? 925 01:10:55,190 --> 01:10:56,693 Meredith, I am sorry. 926 01:10:57,871 --> 01:10:59,322 - What were you doing? - What? 927 01:11:00,253 --> 01:11:01,840 What are you doing? 928 01:11:02,040 --> 01:11:04,250 - Excuse me?! - You were just touching her. 929 01:11:04,520 --> 01:11:06,260 What do you ... what are you insinuating? 930 01:11:06,260 --> 01:11:09,150 It is inappropriate to be in here alone with that young girl. 931 01:11:09,150 --> 01:11:11,540 It is inappropriate?! She needed someone to talk to. 932 01:11:11,540 --> 01:11:14,970 - What do you think I'm doing, lady? - I don't know what you're doing. 933 01:11:15,420 --> 01:11:16,610 "Just make me close." 934 01:11:16,610 --> 01:11:19,160 What do you think I am fucking pervert? Is that what you're insinuating? 935 01:11:19,430 --> 01:11:21,190 She needed someone to talk to her. 936 01:11:21,940 --> 01:11:24,530 - Than why were you touching her? - I wasn't touching her. 937 01:11:24,680 --> 01:11:26,350 "It's alright my dear." 938 01:11:29,070 --> 01:11:30,600 "Patricia?" 939 01:11:30,939 --> 01:11:33,483 I'm not ... not a sick old man! 940 01:11:34,900 --> 01:11:36,930 Is that what you think of me? 941 01:11:38,711 --> 01:11:40,610 Is that what you think? 942 01:11:41,800 --> 01:11:44,480 I just wanted to help her! 943 01:11:51,551 --> 01:11:53,768 - Get out! Excuse me! Excuse me! - What am I supposed to think? 944 01:11:53,900 --> 01:11:55,990 You're supposed to... Fuck into a fucking judgement! 945 01:12:12,940 --> 01:12:16,326 Hello, no he's not home. 946 01:12:40,450 --> 01:12:42,500 Hello Mr. Barthes. 947 01:12:44,730 --> 01:12:50,740 Whenever you feel like you are ready we do have some paperwork downstairs 948 01:12:50,980 --> 01:12:52,800 that we need you to take care of. 949 01:12:58,548 --> 01:13:00,146 I am sorry. 950 01:13:45,500 --> 01:13:48,500 I wish things were different. 951 01:13:49,670 --> 01:13:57,060 I tried, you know... Fuck... The things is... We all... 952 01:14:01,910 --> 01:14:04,660 We all have problems. We all have things that we're dealing with. 953 01:14:05,600 --> 01:14:08,700 Some days were better than others. Somedays were not so great. 954 01:14:08,700 --> 01:14:13,500 Some days we have limited space 955 01:14:13,610 --> 01:14:15,460 for others. 956 01:14:31,190 --> 01:14:34,020 Hey. I made breakfast. 957 01:14:35,129 --> 01:14:36,978 Want some milk? 958 01:14:39,370 --> 01:14:43,430 These kids need something else. 959 01:14:45,769 --> 01:14:47,865 They don't need me. 960 01:14:54,050 --> 01:14:56,720 - Are you O.K? - Yeah, I'm not hungry. 961 01:15:06,890 --> 01:15:11,120 - You know, you can't keep living on the street. 962 01:15:11,140 --> 01:15:14,100 I am not. I mean, I'm staying here with you. 963 01:15:13,970 --> 01:15:16,920 You can't continue to stay here with me. 964 01:15:17,290 --> 01:15:20,010 - I'm not good for you. - That's not true. 965 01:15:20,750 --> 01:15:24,000 You're the only family I've ever had. 966 01:15:24,590 --> 01:15:26,810 Well, I can't be your family. 967 01:15:33,880 --> 01:15:36,930 I can't give you what you need. 968 01:15:45,990 --> 01:15:49,050 - You have to understand, you should be... - You are good... 969 01:15:49,664 --> 01:15:51,887 And gentle ... 970 01:15:53,320 --> 01:15:55,400 You're the most kind. 971 01:16:00,480 --> 01:16:03,480 I love you Henry. 972 01:16:10,210 --> 01:16:12,950 - Come in. -Hi. - Hi. 973 01:16:14,120 --> 01:16:15,360 Hello there. 974 01:16:16,920 --> 01:16:20,890 - Erica ... - Don't let them take me... 975 01:16:20,990 --> 01:16:22,430 Please... 976 01:16:23,820 --> 01:16:25,910 - Noo... - Listen, you should... 977 01:16:26,010 --> 01:16:29,820 You are all that I have, please... 978 01:16:30,630 --> 01:16:33,840 - Don't let me go. - You should go, sorry. 979 01:16:33,840 --> 01:16:36,675 - No, no ... - No, don't do this ... 980 01:16:37,354 --> 01:16:38,386 - Henry! Henry! - You should go 981 01:16:38,570 --> 01:16:40,080 - Henry! - You have to let go. 982 01:16:40,083 --> 01:16:42,156 - Henry! - You have to ... 983 01:16:43,090 --> 01:16:45,730 - Henry! - You have to leg go now. 984 01:16:45,727 --> 01:16:47,816 Henry! 985 01:16:48,120 --> 01:16:50,330 - Her things? - Yeah. 986 01:16:50,384 --> 01:16:53,257 - Henry! Henry! - Come on. 987 01:16:55,030 --> 01:16:57,740 - No! No! ... - Things will be okay. 988 01:16:58,520 --> 01:17:00,350 Don't do this. 989 01:17:00,350 --> 01:17:04,070 - You gonna be okay. - No! No! No! 990 01:17:04,466 --> 01:17:07,119 No! ... 991 01:17:55,990 --> 01:17:58,220 Well ... I feel just awful for her. 992 01:17:59,851 --> 01:18:01,660 - For who? - For our school. 993 01:18:02,510 --> 01:18:08,360 It may sound strange but I've always felt that the school had a spirit. 994 01:18:09,138 --> 01:18:12,741 It's not just an budgetful buildings, but they're alive. 995 01:18:17,620 --> 01:18:21,220 I just can't understand it. Where are all the parents? 996 01:18:25,409 --> 01:18:26,945 I don't know. 997 01:18:32,600 --> 01:18:36,120 I was in my room for two hours and saw one parent. 998 01:18:36,130 --> 01:18:38,130 Where are they? Where is everybody? 999 01:18:38,430 --> 01:18:41,130 - We don't know. - It's uncanny. 1000 01:18:41,600 --> 01:18:45,000 No air raid sirensl No bombs. 1001 01:18:45,230 --> 01:18:46,700 It doesn't happen that way. 1002 01:18:47,230 --> 01:18:50,850 It starts in whisper, then nothing. 1003 01:18:51,090 --> 01:18:53,120 We had our music once, didn't we? 1004 01:18:53,937 --> 01:18:55,229 Yes, we did. 1005 01:18:58,270 --> 01:19:01,240 Do you remember those nights we only had two parents at a time? 1006 01:19:01,540 --> 01:19:03,900 And then there were more, there were many more 1007 01:19:03,910 --> 01:19:08,910 waiting in the waiting rooms. 1008 01:19:05,570 --> 01:19:10,790 And halls were full of joy and celebration. Now, it's nothing. 1009 01:19:10,940 --> 01:19:14,630 Rememberance. The things passed. 1010 01:19:14,840 --> 01:19:17,130 I actually felt quite at home. 1011 01:19:17,430 --> 01:19:19,000 There were no parents. 1012 01:19:19,740 --> 01:19:24,820 I thought how appropriate. It was like, a moment of insight 1013 01:19:25,980 --> 01:19:30,230 the reality of the fucking problem in the first place. 1014 01:19:35,260 --> 01:19:40,310 Some of us believe that we can make a difference. 1015 01:19:41,380 --> 01:19:44,020 And sometimes we wake up 1016 01:19:46,950 --> 01:19:48,780 and we realize we've failed. 1017 01:20:00,740 --> 01:20:03,240 Hi it's Gretchen calling from the Clinic, 1018 01:20:03,720 --> 01:20:05,810 Erica Loius has her test results back. 1019 01:20:06,150 --> 01:20:08,890 Please give us a call at your earliest convenience. 1020 01:20:08,887 --> 01:20:09,703 Thank you. 1021 01:20:35,248 --> 01:20:37,948 " - You have good parents " " - Bitch you shut up. " 1022 01:20:37,948 --> 01:20:40,235 "A Mother of mine gave her ... " 1023 01:20:40,735 --> 01:20:44,290 " A Diet Bitch! " " ha ha...ha ha ... ha ha" 1024 01:20:45,890 --> 01:20:48,110 " What is all this supposed to be? Your tortured soul?" 1025 01:20:52,780 --> 01:20:55,426 " - I won't stand that, Dad! " " - Paint something more cheerful ..." 1026 01:20:55,586 --> 01:21:00,379 " We have to pay us our lives ..." " Grow like your hair, lost some weight" 1027 01:21:00,380 --> 01:21:01,720 " It'll all be okay " 1028 01:21:04,210 --> 01:21:06,090 - Good morning! - Good morning. 1029 01:21:06,090 --> 01:21:08,310 Before we take roll, 1030 01:21:08,310 --> 01:21:13,350 I want to tell you that today will be my last day with you. 1031 01:21:14,400 --> 01:21:16,460 You're gonna have a permanent teacher on Monday. 1032 01:21:16,560 --> 01:21:19,210 - Where are you going, Mr. Barthes? - I'll go to another school. 1033 01:21:20,640 --> 01:21:25,000 - We will miss you, man. - Yeah? 1034 01:21:25,000 --> 01:21:27,760 All those teachers in this place... They're dickheads. 1035 01:21:28,538 --> 01:21:31,282 Don't you get tired of moving around all the time? 1036 01:21:31,480 --> 01:21:37,190 It's how my job works. I come in here for a period of time, 1037 01:21:37,190 --> 01:21:39,220 so you don't have twnenty subs in and I'm outa here, 1038 01:21:39,230 --> 01:21:44,230 and then, you have a permanent teacher come in 1039 01:21:44,250 --> 01:21:46,520 and I leave. 1040 01:21:48,290 --> 01:21:53,250 Attention to all teachers, this is an special announcement from the Principle's Office. 1041 01:21:54,480 --> 01:21:57,470 There will an all faculty meeting today, during nutrition" 1042 01:21:58,140 --> 01:22:00,900 Student nutrition will be extended 1043 01:22:00,900 --> 01:22:04,150 a ten minutes, thank you. 1044 01:22:48,940 --> 01:22:54,470 I invited you here today to discuss the status things. 1045 01:22:54,990 --> 01:22:59,020 I know that there wasn't ... I know that there isn't ... 1046 01:23:06,840 --> 01:23:10,530 - I am sorry ... - We all need something, 1047 01:23:11,130 --> 01:23:17,900 to destract us from the complexity and reality. 1048 01:23:18,800 --> 01:23:21,700 More or less to think about where that came from? 1049 01:23:22,590 --> 01:23:29,100 No one wants to think about the struggle that it takes 1050 01:23:29,130 --> 01:23:32,130 to become somebody to get out of 1051 01:23:36,239 --> 01:23:38,074 ... to get out of the ... 1052 01:23:38,740 --> 01:23:41,440 the sea of pain that, we all have to get out of. 1053 01:23:51,450 --> 01:23:53,040 - Hi Meredith. - Hi. 1054 01:23:55,160 --> 01:23:57,190 Haven't seen you in class lately? 1055 01:23:57,973 --> 01:23:59,498 Where have you been? 1056 01:23:59,990 --> 01:24:02,430 - Baking. - I see. 1057 01:24:03,600 --> 01:24:06,140 - I am happy I get to see you. Today is my last day. 1058 01:24:07,250 --> 01:24:09,910 How ironic! 1059 01:24:10,580 --> 01:24:14,410 Listen, I was thinking, I bought this for myself, but 1060 01:24:15,390 --> 01:24:19,670 maybe you could make better use of it. 1061 01:24:31,590 --> 01:24:34,380 - I like that one the best. - You can't have that one. 1062 01:24:34,880 --> 01:24:36,590 It's mine. 1063 01:24:38,120 --> 01:24:41,420 But, can you have this one? 1064 01:24:41,810 --> 01:24:44,310 - It's better for you anyway. - Thanks. 1065 01:24:45,660 --> 01:24:47,300 I am sorry. 1066 01:24:48,920 --> 01:24:52,480 If I hurt you in any way, I um ... 1067 01:24:54,690 --> 01:25:01,100 I know that its tough right now, for you, 1068 01:25:01,060 --> 01:25:06,060 but it's not always gonna be this... - Goodbye Mr. Barthes. 1069 01:25:10,680 --> 01:25:12,710 Goodbye Meredith. 1070 01:25:56,230 --> 01:26:00,500 They say that suicide is a permanent solution to the temporary problem. 1071 01:26:01,460 --> 01:26:03,330 I'll let you know? 1072 01:26:05,750 --> 01:26:09,270 My name is Meredith and I wanted to kill myself. 1073 01:26:41,210 --> 01:26:42,830 Meredith! 1074 01:26:43,920 --> 01:26:44,780 No! 1075 01:26:47,130 --> 01:26:48,980 Henry! 1076 01:26:51,330 --> 01:26:54,750 It's gonna be O.K. It's gonna be O.K. 1077 01:26:57,490 --> 01:27:01,090 It's gonna be O.K. 1078 01:27:04,980 --> 01:27:13,280 We have such a responsibility to guide our young so that they don't end up 1079 01:27:14,240 --> 01:27:16,900 falling apart. 1080 01:27:18,271 --> 01:27:20,160 Falling by the way side. 1081 01:27:23,466 --> 01:27:26,046 Becoming insignificant. 1082 01:28:47,588 --> 01:28:50,219 I realized something today. 1083 01:28:53,350 --> 01:28:57,740 I'm a non-person, Sarah. 1084 01:29:00,590 --> 01:29:06,650 You shouldn't be here. I am not here. 1085 01:29:08,960 --> 01:29:11,650 You may see me, 1086 01:29:13,440 --> 01:29:18,440 but I'm hollow. 1087 01:29:51,140 --> 01:29:56,170 Failing. We're failing. 1088 01:29:59,070 --> 01:30:05,880 Failed in a sense that we have let everyone down. 1089 01:30:06,575 --> 01:30:08,424 Including ourselves. 1090 01:31:18,050 --> 01:31:21,600 When you're walking down the hallway, or in your classroom, 1091 01:31:22,100 --> 01:31:25,500 how many of you 1092 01:31:26,300 --> 01:31:32,570 have ever felt the weight pressing down on you? 1093 01:31:34,180 --> 01:31:36,440 I have. 1094 01:31:39,870 --> 01:31:42,000 Everyone? 1095 01:31:43,080 --> 01:31:44,130 Wow! 1096 01:31:44,250 --> 01:31:48,400 Poe wrote about these things over a 100 years ago. 1097 01:31:48,440 --> 01:31:52,260 So, as we read 1098 01:31:52,510 --> 01:31:55,700 we can see that 1099 01:31:55,720 --> 01:31:59,100 "The House of Usher" is not merely an old 1100 01:31:59,620 --> 01:32:02,530 decrapped castle... 1101 01:32:03,860 --> 01:32:07,560 It is also a state of being. 1102 01:32:13,709 --> 01:32:17,829 " During the whole of dull, dark and soundless day " 1103 01:32:18,064 --> 01:32:23,472 " In the autumn of that year, when the clouds hung oppressively low in heavens, " 1104 01:32:25,072 --> 01:32:28,356 " I had been passing alone, on the horseback, " 1105 01:32:28,809 --> 01:32:32,037 " Through the singularly dreary tract of country; " 1106 01:32:32,899 --> 01:32:37,078 " and at length found myself as the shades of evening dew on, " 1107 01:32:37,518 --> 01:32:40,642 " within view of the melancholy House of Usher " 1108 01:32:41,874 --> 01:32:44,321 " I know not how it was " 1109 01:32:44,995 --> 01:32:51,493 " But, with the first glimpse of the building, a sense of insufferable gloom pervaded my spirit " 1110 01:32:52,666 --> 01:32:55,721 " I looked upon the simple landscape features of the domain " 1111 01:32:56,209 --> 01:33:01,341 " Upon the bleak walls, upon a few white trunks of decayed trees " 1112 01:33:02,244 --> 01:33:04,845 " With an utter depression of soul " 1113 01:33:06,061 --> 01:33:09,514 " There wasn't an iciness " 1114 01:33:11,182 --> 01:33:14,267 " A sinking." 1115 01:33:14,814 --> 01:33:18,250 " Sickening of the heart. " 1116 01:33:20,540 --> 01:33:31,404 " Detachment "