1 00:00:13,900 --> 00:00:16,401 Let's, uhm... Let's not have people come in. 2 00:00:16,411 --> 00:00:19,250 I'd like to do this without anybody in here. 3 00:00:19,252 --> 00:00:21,302 Could everybody split, that doesn't have to be here. Thanks. 4 00:00:21,311 --> 00:00:23,326 - Maybe we can keep... - And close the door. 5 00:00:23,361 --> 00:00:26,031 - Keep people away from the door. - Is that good? 6 00:00:26,052 --> 00:00:27,591 Yep. Thank you 7 00:00:42,862 --> 00:00:46,132 "And never have I felt so deeply at one and the same time 8 00:00:48,511 --> 00:00:54,102 so detached from myself and so present in the world" 9 00:00:54,106 --> 00:00:56,353 French philosopher and writer 10 00:01:13,602 --> 00:01:15,625 "For Henry" 11 00:01:25,274 --> 00:01:28,493 I wasn't good in school. I didn't care for school. 12 00:01:29,034 --> 00:01:32,633 Uhm... It was nice socially, my own experience, but 13 00:01:32,653 --> 00:01:33,964 I kinda just went along... 14 00:01:35,535 --> 00:01:37,034 I started off as a music major. 15 00:01:37,043 --> 00:01:39,475 I was gonna be a Rock 'n' Roll star. 16 00:01:39,515 --> 00:01:41,073 But that didn't quite work out. 17 00:01:41,404 --> 00:01:43,055 In 1985, 18 00:01:43,685 --> 00:01:46,264 during a hurricane, hurricane Gloria, 19 00:01:46,925 --> 00:01:50,004 I was walk... I was taking a train into the city to work. 20 00:01:50,044 --> 00:01:54,054 I'd gotten to work and I was on the phone with my brother-in-law, 21 00:01:54,254 --> 00:01:57,254 who had just started teaching, 22 00:01:57,524 --> 00:01:59,335 and he said that he was off from school. 23 00:01:59,555 --> 00:02:00,721 Now, now, wait a second, 24 00:02:00,756 --> 00:02:02,555 You're off from school for hurricane 25 00:02:02,566 --> 00:02:05,566 and I'm goin' into the city to work in an Office building? 26 00:02:05,605 --> 00:02:08,656 I said: "Woa, that's a pretty good kick, right. " 27 00:02:09,876 --> 00:02:14,126 My mom was a teacher and I knew without a shadow of a doubt 28 00:02:14,187 --> 00:02:17,155 from early childhood that the one job I would never do 29 00:02:17,166 --> 00:02:20,135 was become a teacher. 30 00:02:20,136 --> 00:02:22,801 Never ever I would take toll cards on a turnpike. 31 00:02:22,836 --> 00:02:26,767 I'd be a shepard, anything, rather than become a teacher. 32 00:02:28,467 --> 00:02:30,467 I decided to become a teacher because I wanted to do 33 00:02:30,476 --> 00:02:32,407 something with my life besides what I was doing 34 00:02:32,416 --> 00:02:35,156 which was driving a truck, for a company and, 35 00:02:35,167 --> 00:02:37,957 I decided I wanted to do a little bit better for myself 36 00:02:37,967 --> 00:02:39,407 so I got into teaching a little bit. 37 00:02:39,408 --> 00:02:43,056 I went back to school at the age of 37. 38 00:02:43,236 --> 00:02:45,127 A friend of mine from college... 39 00:02:45,162 --> 00:02:47,077 His aunt was the... 40 00:02:47,087 --> 00:02:49,377 Principle of an all-girls inner city school 41 00:02:49,386 --> 00:02:52,908 in Newark, New Jersey, and they were desperate for teachers 42 00:02:53,058 --> 00:02:55,873 So, I thought "Great, I can do this for a year, 43 00:02:55,908 --> 00:02:59,257 it'll keep my father from making me get a job at Prudential, 44 00:02:59,307 --> 00:03:03,397 and then I'll figure out what I wanna do. " 45 00:03:06,058 --> 00:03:08,559 Well, they called me up asking me to go to an interview, 46 00:03:08,898 --> 00:03:10,897 and I happened to get an job 47 00:03:11,178 --> 00:03:13,018 in a Junior High school, in Queens, 48 00:03:13,309 --> 00:03:15,498 and I ended up... 49 00:03:15,737 --> 00:03:19,769 starting it at my... What's now?... my 30th year. 50 00:03:23,259 --> 00:03:26,859 Most of the teachers here, at one point... 51 00:03:28,209 --> 00:03:30,569 ...they believed..., 52 00:03:31,260 --> 00:03:34,010 that they could make a difference 53 00:03:34,019 --> 00:03:37,809 You know, I know how important it is to 54 00:03:37,849 --> 00:03:42,059 have guidance and to have 55 00:03:45,319 --> 00:03:49,100 someone help understand the complexities 56 00:03:49,110 --> 00:03:50,840 of the world that we live in. 57 00:03:50,859 --> 00:03:55,730 I didn't really have that growing up. 58 00:04:00,070 --> 00:04:16,911 Producers: 59 00:04:18,762 --> 00:04:24,261 Written by: 60 00:04:25,101 --> 00:04:29,101 Directed by: 61 00:04:29,862 --> 00:04:32,273 I am money. 62 00:04:32,911 --> 00:04:35,872 I change hands like a dollar bill 63 00:04:35,903 --> 00:04:40,902 that's been robbed by a lamp 64 00:04:40,904 --> 00:04:42,992 when a genie appeared and cried loudly, with volume. 65 00:04:43,372 --> 00:04:46,551 But the tears were all for myself. 66 00:04:46,812 --> 00:04:49,563 And that's where it all went wrong. 67 00:05:22,003 --> 00:05:24,194 Hi, Lupe, Dean Vargas here. 68 00:05:24,463 --> 00:05:28,743 I'm sick and I won't be coming in today, allright? 69 00:05:33,864 --> 00:05:35,985 Get to the point, Dr. Heart. I've got a school to run. 70 00:05:35,986 --> 00:05:38,590 The State's score have gone down in the last three years. 71 00:05:38,625 --> 00:05:40,555 - You're not delivering... - Don't pretend like you don't know the game. 72 00:05:40,564 --> 00:05:42,765 You earmarked my school as the transfer dome 73 00:05:42,774 --> 00:05:45,275 for the worst kids in the district. 74 00:05:45,277 --> 00:05:46,565 Well, kids deserve an education, don't you agree? 75 00:05:46,575 --> 00:05:48,905 I agree you're jerking of and wasting my time. 76 00:05:48,915 --> 00:05:51,785 - Get to the point, Dr. Heart... - We need consensus builders. 77 00:05:51,916 --> 00:05:55,015 - New methodology. - You're corportizing the system. 78 00:05:55,044 --> 00:05:57,816 No, we're cleaning house. 79 00:05:57,865 --> 00:06:01,065 Our superintendent feels that it's time your stepped down. 80 00:06:01,166 --> 00:06:04,465 Babe, you got some fuckin' nerve coming into my yard 81 00:06:04,476 --> 00:06:06,066 with the heart fuckin' self. 82 00:06:06,076 --> 00:06:09,566 Carol, there was a time when you were an educator. 83 00:06:09,946 --> 00:06:12,865 You were very well respected. 84 00:06:13,065 --> 00:06:16,766 Why don't you go out on top? 85 00:06:28,248 --> 00:06:29,246 Oi! 86 00:06:29,367 --> 00:06:31,666 Everybody sit down and shut up, 87 00:06:31,727 --> 00:06:34,727 or I'll start pulling out the referrals. 88 00:06:34,947 --> 00:06:35,827 Sit! 89 00:06:36,137 --> 00:06:37,358 Sit down! 90 00:06:38,007 --> 00:06:40,088 I am starting the DVD. 91 00:06:40,828 --> 00:06:42,897 I am starting the DVD. 92 00:07:07,938 --> 00:07:10,228 - Barth or Barthes - Barth. Mr. Barth. 93 00:07:10,684 --> 00:07:12,143 Mr. Barth Henry 94 00:07:13,019 --> 00:07:15,559 So you've taken long term assignments at the 95 00:07:15,594 --> 00:07:17,839 "Lock and McArthur"? 96 00:07:17,840 --> 00:07:19,189 The Fringe. 97 00:07:19,600 --> 00:07:21,619 Well, that's... That's... 98 00:07:22,629 --> 00:07:26,319 This a month-long assignment, until I can fill it permanently. 99 00:07:26,580 --> 00:07:28,470 I asked to meet with you because you come 100 00:07:28,479 --> 00:07:32,670 highly recommended as the best sub on the call sheet. 101 00:07:32,770 --> 00:07:36,269 That's a somewhat dubious endorsement. 102 00:07:36,399 --> 00:07:38,435 I agree, Mr. Barth. 103 00:07:38,470 --> 00:07:40,960 You'll find many of your students functioning 104 00:07:40,970 --> 00:07:45,106 well below grade level. 105 00:07:45,141 --> 00:07:48,019 Teach the Curriculum, most importantly. 106 00:07:48,071 --> 00:07:49,720 Understood? 107 00:08:03,654 --> 00:08:06,474 - Good morning - Good morning 108 00:08:06,872 --> 00:08:07,952 I'm Mr. Barth 109 00:08:08,320 --> 00:08:11,192 Those of you who haven't heard, this is English 11 A. 110 00:08:11,227 --> 00:08:12,245 - Yes - Yeah 111 00:08:12,246 --> 00:08:14,071 Listen up, I have one rule. 112 00:08:14,975 --> 00:08:15,785 Just one. 113 00:08:16,752 --> 00:08:18,872 If you don't wish to be here 114 00:08:19,322 --> 00:08:20,521 don't come. 115 00:08:20,622 --> 00:08:22,371 Dude, what does that mean? 116 00:08:22,401 --> 00:08:24,963 It's not dude, it's Mr. Barth. 117 00:08:25,073 --> 00:08:26,581 The S is silent. 118 00:08:26,782 --> 00:08:28,782 - You're fuckin' gay. - Marcus, shut up! 119 00:08:28,792 --> 00:08:30,797 No, you shut up! 120 00:08:30,832 --> 00:08:32,802 You diet Bitch! 121 00:08:36,463 --> 00:08:37,552 Hey, Marcus. 122 00:08:38,532 --> 00:08:39,452 Guess what. 123 00:08:39,572 --> 00:08:40,638 What? 124 00:08:40,673 --> 00:08:41,823 You're free to leave. 125 00:08:42,043 --> 00:08:43,923 - Like right now? - Like right now. 126 00:08:43,932 --> 00:08:46,874 - Hiya... - See you later, man. 127 00:08:46,923 --> 00:08:49,883 - What's the fuck? You want me to go to the Dean's Office? 128 00:08:49,884 --> 00:08:52,122 - I don't care where you go. 129 00:08:52,183 --> 00:08:53,834 Everyone pull out a sheet of paper. 130 00:08:53,853 --> 00:08:56,093 I'd like to assess what your individual writing skills are. 131 00:08:56,292 --> 00:08:57,873 What if we got no paper? 132 00:08:57,893 --> 00:09:00,573 Okay here is the situation. You're dead. 133 00:09:00,594 --> 00:09:03,523 - Alright, write an brief but detailed essay about... 134 00:09:03,534 --> 00:09:05,974 - Hey jackass! I asked you a fucking question! 135 00:09:05,975 --> 00:09:09,023 ...about what a friend or a parent 136 00:09:09,073 --> 00:09:12,084 might say about you during your funeral. OK? 137 00:09:12,874 --> 00:09:15,255 - You have 30 minutes. - Oh, shit... 138 00:09:17,573 --> 00:09:20,705 I asked you a motherfuckin' question, didn't I? 139 00:09:28,939 --> 00:09:30,011 Anything else? 140 00:09:30,595 --> 00:09:35,255 You'd better back the fuck up before I fuckin' wreck your shit. 141 00:09:37,455 --> 00:09:38,586 That bag, 142 00:09:38,856 --> 00:09:43,470 It doesn't have any feelings. It's empty. 143 00:09:43,505 --> 00:09:46,576 I don't have any feelings you can hurt either. OK? 144 00:09:46,976 --> 00:09:49,565 I understand you're angry. 145 00:09:49,875 --> 00:09:53,325 I used to be very angry too, OK. I get it. 146 00:09:53,336 --> 00:09:55,826 You have no reason to be angry with me, because 147 00:09:55,836 --> 00:09:59,226 I am one of the few people that's here trying to give you an opportunity. 148 00:09:59,256 --> 00:10:00,810 Now I am going to ask you, 149 00:10:00,845 --> 00:10:04,577 you just sit down, and do your best, 150 00:10:04,586 --> 00:10:08,577 and I'll give you a piece of paper. How's that? 151 00:10:13,397 --> 00:10:16,667 Can I get a fuckin' pen too? 152 00:10:17,598 --> 00:10:21,167 Kids don't have any attention span. They're bored. 153 00:10:21,168 --> 00:10:25,078 So how are you supposed to reel them in with classic literature 154 00:10:25,208 --> 00:10:32,418 if they don't believe that you 155 00:10:33,028 --> 00:10:36,097 have something meaningful to share. 156 00:10:40,327 --> 00:10:43,398 Thank you. 157 00:10:46,058 --> 00:10:49,478 Why did you throw Marcus out of class but not Jerry? 158 00:10:49,488 --> 00:10:52,079 Well I had to make an example out of somebody. 159 00:10:52,478 --> 00:10:54,378 You know, Marcus verbally assaulted you, 160 00:10:54,413 --> 00:10:56,279 and that's not allowed in my classroom. 161 00:10:56,289 --> 00:10:59,239 And, what they say to me isn't material. 162 00:11:00,078 --> 00:11:02,099 What's your name? 163 00:11:02,149 --> 00:11:03,219 Meredith. 164 00:11:03,928 --> 00:11:06,208 Nice to meet you, Meredith. 165 00:11:06,698 --> 00:11:10,078 So you really don't care what the kids say to you? 166 00:11:10,089 --> 00:11:12,310 Perhaps I've gotten used to it. 167 00:11:12,429 --> 00:11:13,978 I wish I could be that strong. 168 00:11:13,989 --> 00:11:17,280 It doesn't take strength, Meredith. You gotta... 169 00:11:17,480 --> 00:11:22,080 understand that unfortunately most people lack self-awareness. 170 00:11:22,200 --> 00:11:23,880 You should really keep that in mind as you had 171 00:11:23,889 --> 00:11:25,850 another transient of second period. 172 00:11:25,860 --> 00:11:29,930 You'll meet them again at every age. 173 00:11:32,350 --> 00:11:35,301 - I want to see the Principle! - That's her, mom. 174 00:11:35,371 --> 00:11:38,346 You're the bitch that expelled my baby? And for what? 175 00:11:38,381 --> 00:11:40,981 - Excuse me, maybe you'd like... - Because you can't handle it? 176 00:11:40,990 --> 00:11:42,511 Bitch why are you here? 177 00:11:42,521 --> 00:11:47,510 You wanna be at home everyday. I don't have time for this bullshit! 178 00:11:47,512 --> 00:11:47,641 - Keep your voice down! - Why are you here? 179 00:11:47,841 --> 00:11:50,080 Hey mam, clam down. We'll go talk about this 180 00:11:50,091 --> 00:11:52,931 in the Dean's Office. - I ain't goin' nowhere with you. 181 00:11:52,966 --> 00:11:54,581 Look, miss, I know you're angry 182 00:11:54,591 --> 00:11:57,180 but they won't listen to you, you need to talk to me. 183 00:11:57,470 --> 00:12:00,272 - Racist bitch, I'ma sue your ass. - Come on, ladies. 184 00:12:00,373 --> 00:12:01,424 This way 185 00:12:02,260 --> 00:12:04,082 - Ladies - What happened? 186 00:12:04,222 --> 00:12:06,331 Bitch, if you gimme any mo' shit in the class 187 00:12:06,342 --> 00:12:10,581 and I'ma getta my niggas fuckin' gang rape your ass! 188 00:12:23,843 --> 00:12:28,922 - Excuse me. Are you new here? - It's, first day. 189 00:12:28,923 --> 00:12:31,333 Welcome. That was quite a scene back there. 190 00:12:32,333 --> 00:12:36,563 I was a little stunned. But it's actually safe here. 191 00:12:36,842 --> 00:12:40,133 - Sorry, I'm Miss Madison. - I am Henry, Henry Barth. 192 00:13:00,684 --> 00:13:05,665 Whatever is on my mind, I say there's a feeling. 193 00:13:05,804 --> 00:13:07,304 I'm truthful to myself. 194 00:13:07,803 --> 00:13:10,774 I am young, and I'm old. 195 00:13:10,784 --> 00:13:13,345 I've been bought and I've been sold, 196 00:13:13,464 --> 00:13:15,784 so many times. 197 00:13:18,445 --> 00:13:22,115 I am hard to face. I am gone. 198 00:13:22,174 --> 00:13:24,465 I am just like you. 199 00:13:25,785 --> 00:13:26,775 Patricia! 200 00:13:31,255 --> 00:13:34,255 Patricia! 201 00:13:51,646 --> 00:13:53,665 - Hello? - Henry, it's Rita, from the hospital. 202 00:13:53,966 --> 00:13:56,477 He's done it again, you need to get down here. 203 00:13:56,787 --> 00:13:59,666 Bastards, leave me alone! 204 00:13:59,677 --> 00:14:00,887 Why aren't you handling this? 205 00:14:00,888 --> 00:14:02,167 I can't get him out! 206 00:14:02,169 --> 00:14:05,738 - You come and get him. - Patricia. 207 00:14:09,237 --> 00:14:11,076 Thanks. 208 00:14:12,467 --> 00:14:14,938 Grandpa, come on. It's Henry, open the door. 209 00:14:15,587 --> 00:14:16,566 Patricia! 210 00:14:16,888 --> 00:14:18,568 No, it's Henry. It's Henry. 211 00:14:18,888 --> 00:14:20,633 - Who? - It's Henry. 212 00:14:20,668 --> 00:14:25,188 Grandpa, please, open... Open the door. 213 00:14:27,938 --> 00:14:30,188 Hi, sweetheart. 214 00:14:30,238 --> 00:14:33,258 I thought you were your mom. 215 00:14:34,558 --> 00:14:36,123 You're dressed okay, there... 216 00:14:36,158 --> 00:14:37,688 Were you going somewhere? 217 00:14:37,717 --> 00:14:39,688 Now I'm goin' to work. 218 00:14:39,689 --> 00:14:42,958 You are tired, OK? 219 00:14:43,178 --> 00:14:47,349 It's very, very late so I need you to go to sleep, OK? 220 00:14:47,698 --> 00:14:49,989 Lets come to bed. 221 00:14:53,479 --> 00:14:54,998 How're you doin', huh? 222 00:15:00,020 --> 00:15:03,690 Some old people sleep a lot before they die. 223 00:15:05,029 --> 00:15:08,539 Isn't that silly? 224 00:15:26,829 --> 00:15:27,649 Fuck. 225 00:15:30,891 --> 00:15:32,991 - Everything okay? - You shut up! 226 00:15:33,164 --> 00:15:34,060 You listen 227 00:15:34,710 --> 00:15:37,300 I know you're just some under-educated drone 228 00:15:37,335 --> 00:15:39,891 passing the time with these old dying people 229 00:15:40,141 --> 00:15:43,591 But I'm paying for his assisted living, and you're not assisting him. 230 00:15:43,631 --> 00:15:47,290 I told you, take the lock off of his bathroom door! 231 00:15:47,791 --> 00:15:49,677 You know how he gets at night and forgets? 232 00:15:49,712 --> 00:15:53,291 So you need to be there for him, to make him feel safe. 233 00:15:53,491 --> 00:15:54,891 Let me be very clear here! 234 00:15:54,941 --> 00:16:00,491 You stop neglecting his needs or I'll start fucking with yours! 235 00:16:00,493 --> 00:16:02,392 I will have you fired! 236 00:16:02,462 --> 00:16:05,142 Then it's gonna be your family! 237 00:16:05,172 --> 00:16:06,657 Your children, 238 00:16:06,692 --> 00:16:09,092 are gonna be at risk! 239 00:16:09,340 --> 00:16:10,644 You got it?! 240 00:16:10,941 --> 00:16:12,036 I got it. 241 00:16:12,132 --> 00:16:16,591 Don't you ever make me come down here again at this hour, OK? 242 00:17:07,006 --> 00:17:08,744 Gimme the fuckin' money! 243 00:17:08,795 --> 00:17:10,995 You heard me! Gimmme the fuckin' money! 244 00:17:11,445 --> 00:17:13,714 Give me the fucking money now! 245 00:17:13,725 --> 00:17:15,896 You think I like you? Give me the fucking money! 246 00:17:15,945 --> 00:17:17,945 - You want money? - Now! 247 00:18:01,107 --> 00:18:03,497 Why are you following me? 248 00:18:03,498 --> 00:18:05,858 I am not. It's late, you should be home, not to screw men. 249 00:18:05,862 --> 00:18:08,089 What? Are you crazy now? 250 00:18:08,466 --> 00:18:10,158 - What the fuck is your deal, huh? - Get away from me. 251 00:18:10,193 --> 00:18:13,097 Why did you let that guy beat the shit out of me? 252 00:18:13,147 --> 00:18:16,399 - Huh? You just sat there, like you were a fuckin lemon or something. 253 00:18:16,434 --> 00:18:17,498 Excuse me, I don't wanna talk to you. 254 00:18:17,507 --> 00:18:18,467 You think there's something wrong with that? 255 00:18:18,502 --> 00:18:20,398 Listen, little kid. 256 00:18:20,418 --> 00:18:22,567 I don't know how old you were when it all went wrong, 257 00:18:22,602 --> 00:18:24,238 but this isn't the fucking answer, OK? 258 00:18:24,273 --> 00:18:25,349 You'll figure it out, 259 00:18:25,359 --> 00:18:28,098 'cause you're gonne get really old really quick. 260 00:18:28,099 --> 00:18:28,599 Know that! - Why are you so mean to me, huh? 261 00:18:28,608 --> 00:18:30,118 You don't think I have feelings? 262 00:18:30,398 --> 00:18:32,699 Do you? Do you have feelings? 263 00:18:32,748 --> 00:18:33,683 Listen, pal! 264 00:18:33,718 --> 00:18:35,308 I mean, between you and me 265 00:18:35,528 --> 00:18:38,200 you look like you've got more problems than me. 266 00:18:38,318 --> 00:18:40,098 - Oh really? - Yeah, really! 267 00:18:40,248 --> 00:18:42,599 - So come on, I'll make you better. - What are you doing? Get off, please. 268 00:18:42,619 --> 00:18:43,698 - Are you flerting with me? - Nothing, 269 00:18:43,709 --> 00:18:45,520 I'm just offering to hang out, if you know what I mean. 270 00:18:45,529 --> 00:18:47,449 - I don't wanna hang out with you. - I don't know. You seem kinda lonely. 271 00:18:47,484 --> 00:18:50,589 Maybe we go back to your place just relax. 272 00:18:52,309 --> 00:18:54,100 Afraid you'll like it? 273 00:18:54,250 --> 00:18:56,400 I'm afraid you've been fucked and thrown away 274 00:18:56,449 --> 00:18:58,289 so many times you've gotten used to it. 275 00:18:58,300 --> 00:18:59,860 Fuck you, man! 276 00:19:01,629 --> 00:19:02,850 Fuck off, queer. 277 00:19:03,410 --> 00:19:05,640 Have a good night, yeah. 278 00:19:05,720 --> 00:19:07,591 Yeah, yeah! Just walk away? Hey? 279 00:19:08,090 --> 00:19:10,629 Where are you going? 280 00:19:26,281 --> 00:19:29,081 "He just fucks their shit up, and... " 281 00:19:29,372 --> 00:19:31,690 "The ladies cry for me... " 282 00:19:31,999 --> 00:19:33,619 "At the funeral" 283 00:19:33,721 --> 00:19:36,201 "'cause I aint around no more," 284 00:19:36,481 --> 00:19:38,740 "to dicks that split up... " 285 00:19:38,957 --> 00:19:41,024 "Raw and shit... " 286 00:19:41,592 --> 00:19:44,851 "And ma boys all gets faded... " 287 00:19:44,886 --> 00:19:48,111 "pleasin' that skunk shit and fuck. " 288 00:19:49,392 --> 00:19:50,202 Toni V. 289 00:19:54,182 --> 00:19:56,322 You know it's funny I spend a lot of time 290 00:19:56,902 --> 00:20:01,402 trying to not have to deal, to not really commit. 291 00:20:01,822 --> 00:20:03,483 I am a substitute teacher. 292 00:20:03,742 --> 00:20:06,123 There's no real responsibility to teach. 293 00:20:06,252 --> 00:20:09,002 The responsibility is to maintain order, 294 00:20:09,013 --> 00:20:12,003 make sure nobody kills anybody in your classroom, 295 00:20:12,103 --> 00:20:13,462 and then they get to the next period. 296 00:20:13,552 --> 00:20:15,463 "She used to be a sweet girl" 297 00:20:16,023 --> 00:20:18,553 "She never seemed disatisfied with her life. " 298 00:20:18,588 --> 00:20:20,114 "And why should she have been?" 299 00:20:20,373 --> 00:20:22,913 "Her mother and I gave her everything she needed... " 300 00:20:23,663 --> 00:20:25,604 "So why did she become so angry?" 301 00:20:25,953 --> 00:20:28,833 "So miserable and mean all of a sudden" 302 00:20:28,837 --> 00:20:30,056 "We don't know. " 303 00:20:30,057 --> 00:20:32,314 "Frankly, it doesn't reflect on us. " 304 00:20:32,904 --> 00:20:34,594 "We were good parents" 305 00:20:35,454 --> 00:20:38,153 "But still, she repaid us for all we've done" 306 00:20:38,385 --> 00:20:40,204 "by killing herself" 307 00:20:41,184 --> 00:20:43,169 "Stupid selfish Child" 308 00:20:43,204 --> 00:20:47,455 "Now she'll never get into Princeton" 309 00:20:47,692 --> 00:20:49,534 No name. 310 00:20:54,404 --> 00:20:56,284 "Hi Lupe, Dean Vargas again" 311 00:20:56,615 --> 00:20:58,666 "I can't do it anymore" 312 00:20:59,071 --> 00:21:01,696 " I... um I quit! " 313 00:21:07,886 --> 00:21:11,376 Oh, if it isn't the lovely Dr. Parker. 314 00:21:12,206 --> 00:21:14,605 Would you like a happy help you through the day? 315 00:21:14,705 --> 00:21:15,595 They're yummy. 316 00:21:15,656 --> 00:21:20,656 I need you to fill in for Dean Vargas in the second period. 317 00:21:20,657 --> 00:21:22,305 I'm worried about you, Charlie. 318 00:21:26,605 --> 00:21:30,607 I just, er... maybe love watchin' you leave the room. 319 00:21:32,856 --> 00:21:36,666 Mr. Seaboldt. He maintained a sense of humor. 320 00:21:38,676 --> 00:21:43,066 I think the sense of humor is key. I don't posses it. 321 00:21:43,332 --> 00:21:44,851 I mean, I do... 322 00:21:45,346 --> 00:21:47,476 in a tragic sort of way. 323 00:21:47,511 --> 00:21:49,572 Whatcha doin' here, Mr. Sea? 324 00:21:49,607 --> 00:21:51,657 Uhm, filling in for Dean Vargas. 325 00:21:51,727 --> 00:21:53,557 Vargas is a bitch. 326 00:21:53,987 --> 00:21:56,607 Talk shit, you get slaped like a bitch. 327 00:21:56,708 --> 00:21:58,657 You're not gonna get me no detention neither. 328 00:21:58,667 --> 00:22:01,657 I'm gonna un-fuck your shit uptight, you motherfucker! 329 00:22:01,847 --> 00:22:06,108 Un-shit... No, un-fuck your shit uptight, motherfucker. 330 00:22:06,117 --> 00:22:09,162 Wow! That is, I mean, really poetic. 331 00:22:09,197 --> 00:22:11,532 I mean, that's truly... What, lyrical. 332 00:22:11,567 --> 00:22:13,868 You should take that on the stage. 333 00:22:13,903 --> 00:22:15,428 I mean that shit sells itself. 334 00:22:16,878 --> 00:22:21,055 Umm, hey who could talk some of my thought says 335 00:22:21,498 --> 00:22:25,179 I am going to un-fuck your shit uptight, motherfucker. 336 00:22:26,088 --> 00:22:27,848 I'll tell you what I will do, laddy. 337 00:22:27,883 --> 00:22:29,569 I'll un-fuck your shit uptight. 338 00:22:30,019 --> 00:22:34,109 And un-fuck it right uptight up your ass, you motherfucker. 339 00:22:34,249 --> 00:22:42,759 I'm going to un-fuck your shit uptight, you motherfucker! 340 00:22:42,829 --> 00:22:44,374 I'll tell what, um... 341 00:22:44,380 --> 00:22:47,109 Why don't you have a seat, OK? And then I'll... 342 00:22:47,250 --> 00:22:49,809 I'll back shortly and we'll discuss your bright future. 343 00:22:49,811 --> 00:22:51,386 Okay, my man? 344 00:22:51,390 --> 00:22:53,279 I mean, my motherfucker. 345 00:22:55,310 --> 00:22:56,620 Okay, Mae West? 346 00:23:01,655 --> 00:23:03,946 Ellen, can I see your nipples? 347 00:23:03,981 --> 00:23:05,824 What? No! 348 00:23:06,660 --> 00:23:07,696 Wrong. 349 00:23:07,731 --> 00:23:09,391 See I... Actually I can. 350 00:23:09,821 --> 00:23:12,281 See, that's the whole point, you have to wear bra to school. 351 00:23:12,701 --> 00:23:14,226 Look Mr. Seaboldt, I'm just being me. 352 00:23:14,261 --> 00:23:17,260 I don't tell you how to dress, so you don't tell me. 353 00:23:17,350 --> 00:23:18,421 Capiche? 354 00:23:25,331 --> 00:23:27,112 Ellen, do you know what that is? 355 00:23:27,690 --> 00:23:31,232 It's a beautiful picture of a sunset in Hawaii. 356 00:23:31,592 --> 00:23:33,321 It's rather pretty, isn't it? 357 00:23:33,762 --> 00:23:35,022 Now, Ellen. 358 00:23:36,531 --> 00:23:37,807 Do you know what that is? 359 00:23:37,842 --> 00:23:40,312 That's a vagina infected with gonorrhea. 360 00:23:40,371 --> 00:23:42,211 That's fucking grose. 361 00:23:42,246 --> 00:23:44,017 Yes very. So, you see, 362 00:23:44,052 --> 00:23:46,813 when you come to school dressed like that, you give 363 00:23:46,848 --> 00:23:48,578 you give out the wrong signal. 364 00:23:48,613 --> 00:23:50,312 Don't you want people treat you with respect? 365 00:23:50,352 --> 00:23:51,513 Yo! I get respect. 366 00:23:51,522 --> 00:23:53,411 I don't give it up to every dick in my face. 367 00:23:53,503 --> 00:23:56,742 Every "dick" in your face. 368 00:23:57,872 --> 00:24:00,093 That's respectful. 369 00:24:03,412 --> 00:24:05,478 Put this on. Wear that for the rest... 370 00:24:05,513 --> 00:24:08,563 Hey I said wear that for the rest of the day. 371 00:24:08,939 --> 00:24:10,205 Okay? 372 00:24:10,487 --> 00:24:11,722 Can I go now? 373 00:24:12,763 --> 00:24:14,574 I supposed you can, I mean. 374 00:24:15,833 --> 00:24:17,594 If we're done. Are we done? 375 00:24:18,433 --> 00:24:20,774 - We're done. - We're done. 376 00:24:20,814 --> 00:24:23,185 Another student saved. 377 00:24:26,304 --> 00:24:27,634 Come out of the bathroom, grandma! 378 00:24:29,014 --> 00:24:30,384 Come on granma, open the door. 379 00:24:34,164 --> 00:24:35,424 Hi, grandpa. 380 00:24:37,355 --> 00:24:38,154 Grandpa. 381 00:24:40,304 --> 00:24:41,115 Grandpa. 382 00:24:42,367 --> 00:24:43,356 You okay? 383 00:24:43,555 --> 00:24:45,194 What is it, grandpa? 384 00:24:45,494 --> 00:24:47,125 It's Henry, grandpa. 385 00:24:47,975 --> 00:24:49,465 Grandpa, it's Henry. 386 00:24:49,524 --> 00:24:51,990 - Who? - Are you in pain? 387 00:24:52,025 --> 00:24:55,324 No, no. I... I pissed myself. 388 00:25:00,326 --> 00:25:02,635 Come on, grandma, open the door! 389 00:25:02,941 --> 00:25:03,855 Excuse me 390 00:25:04,055 --> 00:25:05,117 Excuse me 391 00:25:05,626 --> 00:25:08,325 - Can you come in here please? - We have a little accident? 392 00:25:08,766 --> 00:25:10,507 - Yes - You should... haa.. 393 00:25:14,196 --> 00:25:18,616 - Do you wanna? - No, no. - See, we're taking care of it. 394 00:25:18,626 --> 00:25:19,871 See? You're okay. 395 00:25:19,906 --> 00:25:24,126 - You right? - Are you doin' any writing, grandpa? 396 00:25:24,326 --> 00:25:25,990 In journals? 397 00:25:26,025 --> 00:25:27,654 No, my life... 398 00:25:28,556 --> 00:25:32,198 My life isn't worth memoires. 399 00:25:33,047 --> 00:25:34,847 It's ok, it's okay. 400 00:25:36,007 --> 00:25:38,957 I didn't wanna to go out like this. 401 00:25:39,687 --> 00:25:42,127 I hate being a burden. 402 00:25:42,497 --> 00:25:43,877 You're not a burden. 403 00:25:43,912 --> 00:25:45,205 Okay? 404 00:25:45,596 --> 00:25:47,262 You're not a burden. 405 00:25:47,297 --> 00:25:52,607 Sure. You... You like coming here, eh? 406 00:25:53,909 --> 00:25:57,208 Your mother came by today. 407 00:25:57,307 --> 00:25:59,927 Have you spoken to her lately? 408 00:26:01,308 --> 00:26:02,518 No. 409 00:26:04,388 --> 00:26:08,207 Now, you tell her I'm fine? 410 00:26:09,908 --> 00:26:14,619 You always say you're fine, but I know you hide things from me. 411 00:26:14,808 --> 00:26:17,009 You've always been closed off. 412 00:26:17,529 --> 00:26:19,839 Ever since you were a kid. 413 00:26:20,091 --> 00:26:21,685 Why is that? 414 00:26:24,752 --> 00:26:26,282 Why? 415 00:26:28,160 --> 00:26:32,120 Ah, you're upset. I shouldn't say these things to you... 416 00:26:32,170 --> 00:26:35,620 - I don't mean to make you... - You haven't upset me, grandpa. 417 00:26:35,640 --> 00:26:38,709 It's that I don't wanna talk about the past. 418 00:26:38,959 --> 00:26:42,670 You and I remember it very differently. 419 00:26:44,100 --> 00:26:47,100 Get rest, O.K? Close your eyes. I'm here. 420 00:26:47,721 --> 00:26:52,620 - I am in here with you - When you stop coming, Henry 421 00:26:52,640 --> 00:26:54,540 I'll die. 422 00:26:57,961 --> 00:27:00,040 Fuck. 423 00:27:39,482 --> 00:27:40,522 You got a smoke? 424 00:27:41,713 --> 00:27:43,992 No, I don't have a smoke. 425 00:27:44,423 --> 00:27:46,613 Where did you go, eh? 426 00:27:48,413 --> 00:27:50,952 - What are you gonna do now? - What are you gonna do, little kid? 427 00:27:51,192 --> 00:27:52,443 I don't know. 428 00:27:53,703 --> 00:27:57,003 Can you lend me ten bucks? 429 00:27:57,163 --> 00:28:00,422 Come on, man I'm hungry. 430 00:28:11,464 --> 00:28:15,494 I may have something to eat at my place. 431 00:28:26,519 --> 00:28:29,149 Come in, wash your hands. 432 00:28:31,804 --> 00:28:34,684 There's soap over there. 433 00:28:48,666 --> 00:28:50,675 Sit down. 434 00:28:53,506 --> 00:28:56,775 Really nice place you got. 435 00:29:06,365 --> 00:29:08,227 Thanks. 436 00:29:12,177 --> 00:29:15,696 - You got anything stronger? - Eat your sandwich. 437 00:29:36,968 --> 00:29:39,208 Hey, hold on man! 438 00:29:39,226 --> 00:29:42,208 - It's a 100 bucks. - Relax... 439 00:30:11,150 --> 00:30:13,059 What? 440 00:30:14,458 --> 00:30:18,619 - Have you been raped recently? - What do you care? 441 00:30:18,879 --> 00:30:22,880 I'm not sure that I do particulary. 442 00:30:22,979 --> 00:30:27,009 Find and put something on it. 443 00:30:37,631 --> 00:30:40,500 Look, I gotta get back. 444 00:30:40,592 --> 00:30:41,782 Back? 445 00:30:42,111 --> 00:30:43,220 Back where? 446 00:30:44,130 --> 00:30:45,215 Listen, buddy, 447 00:30:45,250 --> 00:30:47,930 If you don't got the money it's cool. I mean, 448 00:30:47,980 --> 00:30:49,240 I like you. 449 00:30:49,541 --> 00:30:50,981 I'll blow you for 50? 450 00:30:51,016 --> 00:30:51,995 Listen to me, 451 00:30:52,030 --> 00:30:54,891 knock off the bullsit, okay? 452 00:30:57,631 --> 00:30:59,461 Come in the bathroom. 453 00:31:14,832 --> 00:31:18,051 It's gonna sting a little bit. 454 00:31:20,032 --> 00:31:21,742 Why are you doing this? 455 00:31:22,023 --> 00:31:25,439 Take a shower 456 00:31:25,983 --> 00:31:28,603 - This is fresh towel. - Thanks. 457 00:31:59,294 --> 00:32:01,484 Go to sleep. 458 00:32:57,478 --> 00:32:58,586 Hello, this is Dr. Parker 459 00:32:58,588 --> 00:33:01,987 My son's ADHD and I looked it up online, and that's what hes' got. 460 00:33:01,996 --> 00:33:03,467 Now you gotta get im a free laptop. 461 00:33:03,766 --> 00:33:05,067 Mr. Kevin, your son Oliver injured a student. 462 00:33:07,187 --> 00:33:08,986 His problems are behavioral. 463 00:33:08,997 --> 00:33:11,986 Hey, my kid's got a disability and he's not learning anything, 464 00:33:12,021 --> 00:33:13,132 and this is your fault! 465 00:33:13,167 --> 00:33:14,936 Hey, hey... What are you doing? 466 00:33:15,037 --> 00:33:17,302 What is the matter with you? 467 00:33:17,337 --> 00:33:19,637 As it is, our resources emaciated. 468 00:33:19,657 --> 00:33:22,658 Now, I heave real LD kids that need my attention. 469 00:33:22,937 --> 00:33:26,737 He's always mad all the time because he's not getting the services he needs. 470 00:33:26,768 --> 00:33:30,317 No Child Left Behind promises me my rights. 471 00:33:30,319 --> 00:33:34,088 You'll be hearing from my lawyer. - Mr... 472 00:34:12,770 --> 00:34:17,180 Hey, what are you doing? What is this? 473 00:34:21,160 --> 00:34:25,190 What is this? Funny? Get to class. Get to class right now. 474 00:34:26,601 --> 00:34:28,940 What's the joke? I don't get the joke. Huh? 475 00:34:29,050 --> 00:34:31,441 Is this funny? Does that look good to you? 476 00:34:31,481 --> 00:34:35,341 You like hurting animals? Huh?! Is that what you like to do? 477 00:34:35,390 --> 00:34:38,480 Answer me! You like hurting animals? You like this?! 478 00:34:38,515 --> 00:34:42,051 Come here. Go. Lets go. Come on. 479 00:34:42,161 --> 00:34:44,231 Walk 480 00:34:50,491 --> 00:34:52,941 Mr. Raymond, the studies have shown that kids 481 00:34:52,952 --> 00:34:55,491 who are prone to hurting animals at an early age 482 00:34:55,502 --> 00:34:58,632 eventually fall into a high percentage of adults 483 00:34:58,641 --> 00:35:03,141 who may fail to develop even the most basic feeling for people. 484 00:35:03,591 --> 00:35:04,891 Raven. 485 00:35:07,519 --> 00:35:09,585 How do you feel about this? 486 00:35:09,761 --> 00:35:11,354 I feel... 487 00:35:12,108 --> 00:35:13,630 Trapped. 488 00:35:13,931 --> 00:35:15,992 Like the cat. 489 00:35:53,465 --> 00:35:54,285 Fuck. 490 00:35:55,487 --> 00:35:56,990 Who are you? Why? 491 00:35:57,744 --> 00:35:59,594 Did you pay? Did you pay her? 492 00:35:59,634 --> 00:36:02,684 - Yeah alright, here... - Pay her! 493 00:36:03,023 --> 00:36:06,836 - Alright, here, take... - What are you paying me for, huh?! 494 00:36:07,084 --> 00:36:08,295 It wasn't in my mouth! 495 00:36:09,384 --> 00:36:12,235 Get fuck out of here. Get out of here! Fuck! 496 00:36:14,475 --> 00:36:16,575 Don't hurt me! 497 00:36:24,180 --> 00:36:24,980 Here... 498 00:36:27,976 --> 00:36:29,925 Change your sheets! 499 00:36:40,656 --> 00:36:43,066 How do you do it kid? 500 00:36:47,687 --> 00:36:50,255 Please don't be mad at me. 501 00:36:50,336 --> 00:36:51,596 I am not mad at you. 502 00:36:52,277 --> 00:36:54,496 Don't think about leaving me. 503 00:36:55,426 --> 00:36:58,177 I won't do it anymore, I promise. 504 00:36:58,188 --> 00:37:00,256 You don't need to promise me. 505 00:37:02,647 --> 00:37:04,507 Okay don't promise to me. 506 00:37:04,816 --> 00:37:09,179 Whatever it is, you feel you need to do, you do it. 507 00:37:09,457 --> 00:37:11,027 But you don't do it here! 508 00:37:11,413 --> 00:37:12,637 Okay? 509 00:37:14,004 --> 00:37:15,697 What are you doing there? 510 00:37:16,138 --> 00:37:17,647 Don't you knock? 511 00:37:19,719 --> 00:37:23,258 What is all this supposed to be? Your tortured soul? 512 00:37:23,418 --> 00:37:26,998 Why don't you paint something cheerful? 513 00:37:27,033 --> 00:37:29,258 Like happy with colors. 514 00:37:29,259 --> 00:37:32,108 Whadya want from me dad, besides for me to have been born with a penis. 515 00:37:32,110 --> 00:37:33,246 I don't work all day 516 00:37:33,281 --> 00:37:36,449 to have my night ruined by your teen angst. 517 00:37:36,678 --> 00:37:40,348 ? 518 00:37:40,369 --> 00:37:44,729 I am not goin' to support you and your little creative habits! 519 00:37:44,839 --> 00:37:47,779 Okay? I've had it with all of all your little art projects 520 00:37:48,008 --> 00:37:49,644 that are going nowhere! 521 00:37:49,679 --> 00:37:52,209 You always know what to say, dad. 522 00:37:52,279 --> 00:37:54,889 Now, if you cleared... 523 00:37:54,924 --> 00:37:57,499 and lost some weight 524 00:38:00,910 --> 00:38:04,169 you could attract a nice boys, who knows. 525 00:38:05,179 --> 00:38:06,768 There should be 526 00:38:08,189 --> 00:38:09,789 a prerequisite, 527 00:38:11,370 --> 00:38:15,931 curriculum for being an parent, before the people attempt to. 528 00:38:20,020 --> 00:38:21,530 Don't try this at home. 529 00:38:25,490 --> 00:38:27,051 Take these. 530 00:38:32,561 --> 00:38:33,830 What are those? 531 00:38:34,371 --> 00:38:36,270 You're supposed to ask me before you take them. 532 00:38:37,071 --> 00:38:38,730 They're vitamins, 533 00:38:38,741 --> 00:38:39,992 and Aspirin. 534 00:38:40,092 --> 00:38:41,724 At some point 535 00:38:44,571 --> 00:38:46,242 you should get an HIV test. 536 00:38:48,722 --> 00:38:49,932 At some point. 537 00:39:03,763 --> 00:39:06,332 Why are you crying on the bus? 538 00:39:16,912 --> 00:39:18,183 Go to sleep. 539 00:39:37,632 --> 00:39:38,720 A friend of yours? 540 00:39:39,033 --> 00:39:40,414 A friend. 541 00:39:41,104 --> 00:39:42,474 Oh... No, no... 542 00:39:43,233 --> 00:39:45,184 He was... 543 00:39:45,494 --> 00:39:47,023 Total asshole. 544 00:39:48,545 --> 00:39:50,174 What was his problem? 545 00:39:50,955 --> 00:39:53,964 He chose a vocation that did not choose him. 546 00:39:54,294 --> 00:39:55,913 And then he spent his whole career 547 00:39:56,014 --> 00:39:59,185 "casting pearls before swine", He talked like that... 548 00:40:00,794 --> 00:40:02,395 The child-hater, basically. 549 00:40:02,714 --> 00:40:07,705 He tried to purge Steinbeck and Faulkner from required reading list. 550 00:40:07,786 --> 00:40:11,425 Well, let it be said from the safety of his sabbatical, 551 00:40:12,065 --> 00:40:15,065 You can do no more harm. 552 00:40:15,675 --> 00:40:16,766 How did he die? 553 00:40:17,303 --> 00:40:19,635 Who knows, and who cares. 554 00:40:30,987 --> 00:40:32,067 "Hello" 555 00:40:32,068 --> 00:40:34,087 "It's drudgery, this life" 556 00:40:34,575 --> 00:40:36,183 "and retention" 557 00:40:36,286 --> 00:40:38,457 "suspension, expulsion" 558 00:40:38,492 --> 00:40:40,017 "staff meetings" 559 00:40:40,444 --> 00:40:41,858 "The Papers cuts" 560 00:40:41,893 --> 00:40:43,273 "The vacant parents" 561 00:40:43,476 --> 00:40:44,752 "Their vicious kids" 562 00:40:44,787 --> 00:40:46,757 "Theye're the dreads of the pain" 563 00:40:46,792 --> 00:40:48,666 "They spat on my soul" 564 00:40:49,107 --> 00:40:51,263 "This humiliation will stop" 565 00:40:51,298 --> 00:40:55,447 "Discipline must be restored, these kids have us on the run. " 566 00:40:55,482 --> 00:40:57,735 " We're the ones on trial!" 567 00:40:57,770 --> 00:40:59,988 " It's fucking madness! " 568 00:41:00,317 --> 00:41:02,172 "Like every child has value? " 569 00:41:02,207 --> 00:41:05,047 "Is aware and worthy of a private education" 570 00:41:05,082 --> 00:41:08,178 "Fucking kids who have no desires," 571 00:41:08,388 --> 00:41:09,452 "no fire... " 572 00:41:09,487 --> 00:41:11,057 "No minds to be... " 573 00:41:36,790 --> 00:41:38,039 " Assimilate " 574 00:41:38,139 --> 00:41:39,498 What does that mean? 575 00:41:41,820 --> 00:41:43,274 To take something in. 576 00:41:43,309 --> 00:41:44,729 OK, excellent. To absorb. 577 00:41:45,336 --> 00:41:47,984 " Ubiquitous " 578 00:41:48,847 --> 00:41:50,523 Anyone? 579 00:41:53,260 --> 00:41:54,949 Everywhere, all the time. 580 00:41:55,360 --> 00:41:57,609 So what... 581 00:41:57,789 --> 00:42:01,639 "ubiquitous assimilation" 582 00:42:03,220 --> 00:42:06,620 Always absorbing everything everywhere all the time. 583 00:42:07,037 --> 00:42:08,568 Well done, George. 584 00:42:09,050 --> 00:42:11,440 How are you to imagine anything, 585 00:42:11,830 --> 00:42:14,321 if the images are always provided for you? 586 00:42:15,421 --> 00:42:18,500 Who here had read "1984" last year? 587 00:42:18,920 --> 00:42:19,971 Good. 588 00:42:25,199 --> 00:42:26,480 Anyone? 589 00:42:27,081 --> 00:42:28,370 Meredith. 590 00:42:28,521 --> 00:42:31,871 Having two opposing beliefs at once. 591 00:42:31,906 --> 00:42:33,552 Believing that both are true. 592 00:42:33,752 --> 00:42:35,021 Excellent. 593 00:42:35,431 --> 00:42:38,041 Why do you always suck his dick, you fuckin' kiss-ass? 594 00:42:38,241 --> 00:42:41,751 To deliberately believe in lies 595 00:42:42,071 --> 00:42:44,711 while knowning they're false. 596 00:42:47,172 --> 00:42:49,292 Examples of this in everyday life: 597 00:42:49,732 --> 00:42:51,042 Oh, I, 598 00:42:52,232 --> 00:42:54,892 need to be pretty to be happy. 599 00:42:56,372 --> 00:42:58,922 I need surgery to be pretty. 600 00:42:59,821 --> 00:43:02,032 I need to be thin 601 00:43:02,067 --> 00:43:03,374 Famous 602 00:43:03,409 --> 00:43:04,876 Fashionable 603 00:43:06,143 --> 00:43:07,803 Our young men, 604 00:43:09,023 --> 00:43:10,623 today, 605 00:43:11,143 --> 00:43:13,223 are being told that women 606 00:43:13,258 --> 00:43:14,667 are whores; 607 00:43:14,702 --> 00:43:17,024 bitches, things to be screwed, 608 00:43:19,063 --> 00:43:20,464 beaten, 609 00:43:21,234 --> 00:43:22,753 shit on, 610 00:43:23,503 --> 00:43:25,093 ashamed. 611 00:43:26,103 --> 00:43:28,994 This is a marketing holocaust. 612 00:43:29,613 --> 00:43:30,904 24 hours a day, 613 00:43:31,614 --> 00:43:32,863 for the rest of our lives, 614 00:43:33,604 --> 00:43:35,285 the powers that be 615 00:43:35,384 --> 00:43:36,364 are hard at work 616 00:43:37,054 --> 00:43:38,105 dumbing us 617 00:43:38,594 --> 00:43:40,473 to death. 618 00:43:41,315 --> 00:43:43,949 So, to defend ourselves 619 00:43:44,674 --> 00:43:50,184 and fight against assimilating this dullness into our thought processes, 620 00:43:50,544 --> 00:43:52,215 we must learn to read 621 00:43:52,515 --> 00:43:54,754 to stimulate our own imagination; 622 00:43:55,015 --> 00:43:56,216 to cultivate 623 00:43:56,535 --> 00:43:59,215 our own consciousness, 624 00:43:59,415 --> 00:44:02,045 our own belief system. 625 00:44:02,806 --> 00:44:04,496 We all need these skills 626 00:44:04,531 --> 00:44:06,335 to defend 627 00:44:07,215 --> 00:44:08,816 to preserve 628 00:44:12,316 --> 00:44:14,016 our own minds. 629 00:44:26,216 --> 00:44:28,755 Very carefully, it's perfect. 630 00:44:29,696 --> 00:44:30,827 Great. 631 00:44:31,737 --> 00:44:33,017 Let me have a look. 632 00:44:36,027 --> 00:44:37,877 You just made your own... 633 00:44:38,477 --> 00:44:41,167 - Wow. I don't care what they say, you're doing great. 634 00:44:42,167 --> 00:44:44,208 I had hard time with math too. It takes time. 635 00:44:45,096 --> 00:44:47,138 Wow, that is damn cool. 636 00:44:49,056 --> 00:44:50,677 Hi guys. 637 00:44:50,988 --> 00:44:52,608 Thank you for staying late, 638 00:44:53,158 --> 00:44:55,227 all 15 or 20 of you. 639 00:44:56,528 --> 00:45:03,258 Today we'll be presented with a new course work 640 00:45:03,259 --> 00:45:04,347 engineered to boost State exam performance, 641 00:45:04,349 --> 00:45:06,427 as mandated by "No child had left behind". 642 00:45:12,488 --> 00:45:16,308 Good afternoon, ladies and gentlemen, it is my pleasure to be here. 643 00:45:16,310 --> 00:45:23,798 I've come today with some edifying materials 644 00:45:23,799 --> 00:45:24,738 to help your matriculating and non matric students 645 00:45:24,739 --> 00:45:27,239 to better prepare for the upcoming State Exams this May. 646 00:45:27,524 --> 00:45:28,924 Let me start by stating 647 00:45:28,929 --> 00:45:31,589 I love teachers. 648 00:45:32,188 --> 00:45:33,819 I love what you do, 649 00:45:34,039 --> 00:45:35,659 what you stand for. 650 00:45:35,980 --> 00:45:39,720 You guys are the real heroes. 651 00:45:39,909 --> 00:45:42,709 Now, the one thing I've learned in all my years in the private sector, 652 00:45:43,519 --> 00:45:44,610 is that 653 00:45:44,810 --> 00:45:48,019 real estate generates revenue 654 00:45:48,120 --> 00:45:51,050 And merchanting property values will be this school's saving grades. 655 00:45:51,761 --> 00:45:54,729 But your school's low test scores 656 00:45:55,550 --> 00:45:58,770 are bringing down the whole re-sale value in this neighborhood 657 00:45:58,805 --> 00:46:01,281 during the market already in decline. 658 00:46:02,071 --> 00:46:03,910 We gotta get the scores up - 659 00:46:03,930 --> 00:46:05,951 new families in our district 660 00:46:07,670 --> 00:46:09,691 and more motivated kids in the school. 661 00:46:10,470 --> 00:46:12,096 And I am not placing any blame 662 00:46:12,131 --> 00:46:15,031 Excuse me, are you here to sell some tests material 663 00:46:15,066 --> 00:46:18,371 or to air your concerns as a property owner? 664 00:46:18,381 --> 00:46:21,422 Listen, umm... I am curious 665 00:46:21,431 --> 00:46:24,431 Are you givin' away pop-corn with this crap that you're pushing? 666 00:46:24,532 --> 00:46:27,892 This faculty has spent their lives on the boards, and now you tell us 667 00:46:27,927 --> 00:46:31,382 that our careers are about re-sale value. 668 00:46:31,386 --> 00:46:32,848 - Bullshit! - Give him hell lady... 669 00:46:33,111 --> 00:46:34,762 - Storm the game. - Don't oversimplify it, mam. 670 00:46:34,972 --> 00:46:36,333 That's a hazard you can't afford. 671 00:46:36,368 --> 00:46:37,770 This sounds like a threat. 672 00:46:37,805 --> 00:46:39,137 - Could you please sit down? 673 00:46:39,172 --> 00:46:40,493 That's enough. Could you please sit down? 674 00:46:40,528 --> 00:46:43,162 Can we have some order here, please. 675 00:46:45,052 --> 00:46:46,722 Dr. Heart was right. 676 00:46:47,183 --> 00:46:49,714 - This school's the pride of the district. - Can you get back, pal? 677 00:46:49,749 --> 00:46:51,533 Could you finish your pitch, we'd like to go home? 678 00:46:51,652 --> 00:46:53,163 What's you hurry, hon? 679 00:46:53,474 --> 00:46:55,952 You gotta... 680 00:46:56,233 --> 00:46:59,203 So enjoy running this relic for a few more months. 681 00:46:59,238 --> 00:47:02,764 You're a fossil when you're fucking done. 682 00:47:13,174 --> 00:47:15,574 You're dread going home? 683 00:47:16,773 --> 00:47:20,924 Frankly, I don't know what to do with myself when I'm not in my classroom. 684 00:47:20,925 --> 00:47:24,544 So, Friday afternoons I am afraid to go home. 685 00:47:25,084 --> 00:47:27,365 Afraid of all that time alone. 686 00:47:29,424 --> 00:47:30,664 Yeah. 687 00:47:35,634 --> 00:47:38,954 - My mother hates my father passionately... 688 00:47:39,295 --> 00:47:40,735 ...watches a lot of TV 689 00:47:40,965 --> 00:47:43,584 ...the only time that I don't feel 690 00:47:43,865 --> 00:47:46,514 - I teach for selfish reasons... - My mother was in Mac Madisson 691 00:47:46,604 --> 00:47:48,150 ...I need a control 692 00:47:48,185 --> 00:47:50,650 - I need those kids more than... 693 00:47:50,685 --> 00:47:53,115 - Its the moments in school... 694 00:47:53,150 --> 00:47:55,610 It must be like 695 00:47:55,645 --> 00:47:56,885 ...best teacher I ever had... 696 00:48:02,186 --> 00:48:04,836 So what's your story? 697 00:48:05,337 --> 00:48:07,157 My story? 698 00:48:10,837 --> 00:48:17,165 I'm just... I'm just taking one thing at a time. 699 00:48:17,766 --> 00:48:20,936 Why are you wasting your life? You know... 700 00:48:20,971 --> 00:48:23,307 I teach every day, I mean... 701 00:48:25,306 --> 00:48:27,317 You don't really know me. 702 00:48:27,968 --> 00:48:29,826 So what happened to you? 703 00:48:38,406 --> 00:48:41,018 You don't want something more permanent? 704 00:48:58,888 --> 00:49:00,289 - Hi - Where have you been? 705 00:49:00,878 --> 00:49:02,218 What? I was out. 706 00:49:03,259 --> 00:49:07,319 - With a colleague. - The boy or girl? 707 00:49:08,229 --> 00:49:10,298 A woman. 708 00:49:10,818 --> 00:49:15,179 You make me feel so stupid. Why are you treating me like a kid? 709 00:49:16,889 --> 00:49:18,739 - Because you're a kid. 710 00:49:19,580 --> 00:49:23,279 I am sorry. I wasn't expecting this. 711 00:49:23,299 --> 00:49:26,789 All you had to do was tell me you were gonna be home later. 712 00:49:26,830 --> 00:49:28,620 Back up, alright? 713 00:49:32,219 --> 00:49:35,349 I'm not beholden to you, okay? 714 00:49:35,351 --> 00:49:38,340 I mean, you're welcome to stay here, but 715 00:49:38,470 --> 00:49:41,129 you know, you don't get to have expectations of me, alright? 716 00:49:41,260 --> 00:49:45,270 This is a temporary thing, you... you're able to stay here, but... 717 00:49:45,470 --> 00:49:47,480 eventually you're gonna have to go, you understand? 718 00:49:47,830 --> 00:49:49,700 - I think it is important... - It's clear. 719 00:49:50,451 --> 00:49:52,110 I get it, you want me to go now? 720 00:49:52,571 --> 00:49:55,800 I got better to do than clean up the stuff. 721 00:49:59,201 --> 00:50:01,250 I can't believe you made dinner. 722 00:50:01,771 --> 00:50:03,351 With what? 723 00:50:03,852 --> 00:50:07,811 Goceries, from the goceries store. 724 00:50:10,871 --> 00:50:15,191 Wow, it's really nice kid. 725 00:50:16,291 --> 00:50:19,871 It's been long time since somebody cooked me. 726 00:50:20,602 --> 00:50:22,232 Thank you Erica. 727 00:50:22,311 --> 00:50:27,312 We all have problems, we all have things that we're dealing with. 728 00:50:27,347 --> 00:50:30,117 And we all... 729 00:50:31,021 --> 00:50:35,182 Take them home with us at night, 730 00:50:35,882 --> 00:50:38,982 take them to work with us in the morning. 731 00:50:45,012 --> 00:50:53,303 I think that helplesness, that realization, that foreboding of 732 00:50:54,403 --> 00:50:59,774 being a drift in the sea, with no 733 00:51:00,813 --> 00:51:05,823 no bowie, no saftey, when you thought you'd be the one. 734 00:51:06,894 --> 00:51:09,183 throwing the bowie. 735 00:51:24,294 --> 00:51:26,174 Hi... 736 00:51:27,984 --> 00:51:32,323 - Anything for dinner? - Tell me all about it from the beginning - 737 00:51:32,714 --> 00:51:36,235 - You don't care. - Oh no... 738 00:51:36,335 --> 00:51:38,145 so much, and well. 739 00:51:39,314 --> 00:51:41,876 You are so condescending. 740 00:51:45,886 --> 00:51:47,096 Give me a kiss. 741 00:51:49,855 --> 00:51:54,405 Come on. We'll solve everything. 742 00:51:54,776 --> 00:51:56,345 - Come on - Stop it. 743 00:52:04,237 --> 00:52:10,257 Do you remember when I bought you this? 744 00:52:13,927 --> 00:52:16,187 The beautiful summer in Venice 745 00:52:16,257 --> 00:52:22,257 before our travells were resigned to reviving old passions. 746 00:52:45,658 --> 00:52:47,478 " You suck! " 747 00:53:47,459 --> 00:53:49,467 - Bloody? - Yeah 748 00:54:25,132 --> 00:54:29,153 - Grandpa, you doing any writing of your journal? - No... 749 00:54:30,363 --> 00:54:32,952 I don't remember much. 750 00:54:34,553 --> 00:54:39,724 I lost the habbit. You can't think in this place. 751 00:54:39,759 --> 00:54:42,224 You can't make new memories. 752 00:55:01,475 --> 00:55:02,704 Thank you. 753 00:56:58,918 --> 00:57:00,738 - You alright? - What? 754 00:57:01,614 --> 00:57:04,415 - You see me? - You see me standing here? 755 00:57:04,715 --> 00:57:06,591 Yes, I see you. 756 00:57:07,759 --> 00:57:13,759 Oh God, its so relentless. Thank you. 757 00:57:34,490 --> 00:57:36,851 " Carol, there is no nice way for me to do this. " 758 00:57:36,892 --> 00:57:39,671 "I spoke with the Superintendent" 759 00:57:39,680 --> 00:57:44,682 "He's agreed to let you out the rest of the year " 760 00:57:44,702 --> 00:57:44,717 " It is where it is. " 761 00:57:44,801 --> 00:57:49,942 "Take your pension... " 762 00:57:55,982 --> 00:58:01,202 Haven't you ever had enough. 763 00:58:01,203 --> 00:58:05,332 Havent' you ever just wanted to tell someone to fuck off. 764 00:58:05,333 --> 00:58:05,671 I think I am sick. 765 00:58:06,622 --> 00:58:08,597 - Why? - I crossed the line today. 766 00:58:08,632 --> 00:58:12,862 I mean the whole... the whole thing is fucked. 767 00:58:13,522 --> 00:58:15,793 Whole thing is fuck, is it not? 768 00:58:16,827 --> 00:58:19,042 What's up, Dr. Parker? 769 00:58:19,243 --> 00:58:21,683 Can we get over it? I got shit to do. 770 00:58:24,563 --> 00:58:27,943 What are your plans after High School since you're not going to college? 771 00:58:28,213 --> 00:58:29,673 I don't know. 772 00:58:29,883 --> 00:58:34,673 Hanging out with my boyfriend. Do some modelling shit... 773 00:58:36,094 --> 00:58:38,993 - Be in my friend's band. - I have your 10-week grade report 774 00:58:39,028 --> 00:58:39,924 Do you know what it says? 775 00:58:39,928 --> 00:58:41,881 Fail, Fail, Fail 776 00:58:42,112 --> 00:58:44,013 - F, F, F - F, F, F yah. 777 00:58:44,784 --> 00:58:46,664 You know what that means? It mean you don't care. 778 00:58:46,668 --> 00:58:48,235 You're brilliant. 779 00:58:52,034 --> 00:58:54,221 Can I go now? 780 00:58:55,254 --> 00:58:57,855 Oh god, you are a shallow disgusting creature. 781 00:58:59,514 --> 00:59:05,195 You want to know the truth? One, you're not gonna be in a band 782 00:59:05,230 --> 00:59:08,665 or an Model Missy, because you have no ambition. 783 00:59:09,365 --> 00:59:10,975 With no skills, you'll be competing 784 00:59:10,985 --> 00:59:15,986 with the 80% of the U.S. workforce for a minimum wage job 785 00:59:16,021 --> 00:59:17,485 til you're replaced by a computer. 786 00:59:17,520 --> 00:59:19,261 - I don't care - Two... 787 00:59:19,296 --> 00:59:22,676 The only talent you'll ever have is getting men to fuck you. 788 00:59:22,875 --> 00:59:25,255 Your life will basically become a carnivall of pain. 789 00:59:25,290 --> 00:59:26,690 Now, when you can't stand it 790 00:59:26,725 --> 00:59:30,215 not one more day, not one more hour, 791 00:59:31,445 --> 00:59:34,505 it will get worse, much worse! 792 00:59:36,076 --> 00:59:41,367 Every day I come into this office and listen to you kids shit all over yourselves! 793 00:59:42,666 --> 00:59:47,676 It's so easy to be careless. It takes courage to take care. 794 00:59:48,087 --> 00:59:50,916 Not that you have any of those qualities. 795 00:59:52,877 --> 00:59:56,997 - Get out! Just get out! Get out! - Fuck You! 796 01:00:02,157 --> 01:00:04,677 - I am a total burn out. - You are not. 797 01:00:05,037 --> 01:00:08,737 - I am. - I mean I don't know how you make it through the day. 798 01:00:08,747 --> 01:00:13,697 Listen, seriously why do you think I take these pills for? 799 01:00:13,699 --> 01:00:15,677 I mean, that's a 800 01:00:16,338 --> 01:00:20,989 If I didn't take these things I'd be committing mass murder. 801 01:00:21,467 --> 01:00:24,009 and I'll be helping throwing their fucking kids out of the window. 802 01:00:24,044 --> 01:00:26,041 Come on, you're the best. 803 01:00:27,162 --> 01:00:29,796 I'll tell you my opinion, the worst thing about this job 804 01:00:30,738 --> 01:00:32,839 is that nobody says thank you. 805 01:00:34,509 --> 01:00:35,478 - No. - No. 806 01:00:36,488 --> 01:00:38,888 I'm here to say thank you. 807 01:00:39,308 --> 01:00:41,049 You're doing the job, that none of us can do. 808 01:00:41,050 --> 01:00:42,667 None of us. 809 01:00:43,779 --> 01:00:49,269 - Grace? - Have I ever I told you that you're the only person 810 01:00:49,304 --> 01:00:51,648 I have to talk to. 811 01:01:00,297 --> 01:01:02,357 - Hi Henry - What happened? 812 01:01:02,749 --> 01:01:04,489 They called to your house. 813 01:01:05,790 --> 01:01:08,520 - Your grandfather felt some chest pains. - Yeah? 814 01:01:09,360 --> 01:01:11,320 The Doctor says he's stable. 815 01:01:12,141 --> 01:01:13,870 He doesn't have a lot of time. 816 01:01:16,662 --> 01:01:18,909 - I am so sorry Henry - How long... 817 01:01:18,910 --> 01:01:20,080 ...have you been here? 818 01:01:20,451 --> 01:01:23,070 Since this morning, I didn't know how to get a hold of you? 819 01:01:23,491 --> 01:01:26,010 I don't know where you work. 820 01:01:26,540 --> 01:01:29,221 You've been here all day with him? 821 01:01:37,621 --> 01:01:39,851 Hi, Grandpa. 822 01:01:40,281 --> 01:01:42,582 You're still hanging in there, I see. 823 01:01:43,652 --> 01:01:49,362 Oh, hi sweetheart. Your mother was with me today. 824 01:01:50,114 --> 01:01:52,831 Did you see her? 825 01:01:55,602 --> 01:02:00,431 - No. - I told her I was afraid to leave you. 826 01:02:01,412 --> 01:02:04,097 ...but she promised 827 01:02:04,132 --> 01:02:08,683 that she'd look after you. - Well, I'm sure she meant that. 828 01:02:11,672 --> 01:02:13,932 - Patricia, darling... 829 01:02:15,099 --> 01:02:18,017 You've forgiven me, haven't you? 830 01:02:27,343 --> 01:02:31,883 - What do you need to be forgiven for, daddy? 831 01:02:34,164 --> 01:02:38,174 - Well, those things. You know, the things I did. 832 01:02:38,624 --> 01:02:42,224 - All you ever did was take care of me. 833 01:02:43,285 --> 01:02:47,244 - Always looked after me. - Weren't you afraid of me? 834 01:02:48,014 --> 01:02:52,045 No, daddy, not. 835 01:02:52,049 --> 01:02:56,224 I know how you get sometimes you get little mixed up. 836 01:02:56,644 --> 01:03:02,275 You feel responsible for the things that you didn't do. 837 01:03:02,574 --> 01:03:05,554 So I wasn't the one that hurt you? 838 01:03:06,195 --> 01:03:10,025 No sir, that wasn't you. 839 01:03:10,060 --> 01:03:13,855 I hope it wasn't true. 840 01:03:14,255 --> 01:03:20,276 Patricia, darling. I've always loved you. 841 01:03:23,336 --> 01:03:33,816 Daddy, you can feel free to leave, whenever you're ready. 842 01:03:35,696 --> 01:03:40,257 Do you know that? That's okay. 843 01:03:40,866 --> 01:03:43,817 There is nothing to fear. 844 01:03:58,228 --> 01:03:59,267 Come on. 845 01:03:59,728 --> 01:04:02,737 Let's get outa here. 846 01:04:04,418 --> 01:04:11,458 Is Patricia your mom? What happened to her? 847 01:04:12,108 --> 01:04:13,638 She left a while ago. 848 01:04:14,595 --> 01:04:16,189 You mean she died? 849 01:04:20,958 --> 01:04:24,419 How did she die? 850 01:04:27,138 --> 01:04:31,379 My father left when I was a kid. I don't really remember him. 851 01:04:33,199 --> 01:04:37,409 It was always the three of us, mother and grandpa and I together 852 01:04:37,444 --> 01:04:39,999 in his house. 853 01:04:43,110 --> 01:04:46,329 I found her... on the floor. 854 01:04:50,999 --> 01:04:53,299 She'd taken enough pills... 855 01:04:57,419 --> 01:05:02,030 and grandpa at that moment, kinda of lost it... 856 01:05:02,399 --> 01:05:03,800 * For Henry * 857 01:05:04,190 --> 01:05:06,719 I sat with grandpa on the porch, and 858 01:05:06,730 --> 01:05:11,770 and we watched as they came and took her away. 859 01:05:12,345 --> 01:05:13,989 How old were you? 860 01:05:18,061 --> 01:05:21,391 Seven. 861 01:05:23,002 --> 01:05:25,521 I don't know for sure, but I... 862 01:05:26,722 --> 01:05:31,042 think my mother was young when something happened. 863 01:05:31,242 --> 01:05:35,722 with her and grandpa. - Were you afraid of it? 864 01:05:36,042 --> 01:05:37,262 No. 865 01:05:38,762 --> 01:05:42,272 Did she ever say anything to you? 866 01:05:45,441 --> 01:05:47,042 No. 867 01:05:48,042 --> 01:05:53,442 But looking back on it, I think she protected me in her own way. 868 01:05:54,227 --> 01:05:55,481 How? 869 01:05:59,313 --> 01:06:02,533 She made me lock my door at night. 870 01:06:29,453 --> 01:06:33,123 The park is now empty and bare, with an abandoned chain 871 01:06:34,914 --> 01:06:38,964 The jungle Jim, the slide and swing have rusted together. 872 01:06:40,235 --> 01:06:42,805 They're all so terribly alone now. 873 01:06:43,504 --> 01:06:45,125 Where did all the children go? 874 01:06:45,994 --> 01:06:48,225 Didn't they know that the park needed them? 875 01:06:49,484 --> 01:06:54,164 The child's intelligent heart can find 'em in the depth of many dark places. 876 01:06:56,325 --> 01:06:59,565 I cannot find 'em, the delicate moment of its own detachment. 877 01:07:15,375 --> 01:07:18,086 - Hi Mr. Barthes. - Hello Meredith. 878 01:07:18,983 --> 01:07:22,197 - How's going? - Fine, I am alright... 879 01:07:23,157 --> 01:07:26,016 - I made a picture for you. 880 01:07:26,596 --> 01:07:27,887 Come here. 881 01:07:28,926 --> 01:07:30,997 - You did? - Yeah 882 01:07:38,107 --> 01:07:43,537 Wow, it's beautiful, and it's a... You're really talented. 883 01:07:44,367 --> 01:07:46,077 - Thanks. Have you been doing this for a long time? 884 01:07:46,112 --> 01:07:49,088 Yeah, I've been doing it since I was a kid. 885 01:07:50,707 --> 01:07:53,257 Faceless man in an empty room. 886 01:07:53,468 --> 01:07:55,087 Is that how you see me, Meredith? 887 01:07:55,618 --> 01:07:59,657 I don't know how I see you. 888 01:08:00,328 --> 01:08:03,228 It's just how thought of you in a situation. 889 01:08:03,638 --> 01:08:06,839 Do you ever think about who your teachers are outside? 890 01:08:07,737 --> 01:08:09,829 - In real life? - I guess so. 891 01:08:10,969 --> 01:08:14,549 - Does this place seem ureal to you? - I watched you around the school, 892 01:08:16,038 --> 01:08:18,136 You always seem so sad 893 01:08:19,999 --> 01:08:27,499 Maybe you have a hard time with things and you need someone to talk to 894 01:08:30,974 --> 01:08:33,389 - Meredith - Yes Sir 895 01:08:38,225 --> 01:08:42,429 - Do you need someone to talk to? - Yes, will you talk to me? 896 01:08:44,920 --> 01:08:49,210 When you talk to me, when you look at me, it's like you really see me. 897 01:08:50,261 --> 01:08:52,620 I do see you Meredith 898 01:08:53,881 --> 01:08:55,880 - Do you wanna go see Dr. Parker? 899 01:08:55,890 --> 01:08:58,730 - Oh come on, don't pull me off 900 01:08:58,732 --> 01:09:00,658 I am not, I am not... 901 01:09:01,871 --> 01:09:03,870 What can I do? 902 01:09:05,341 --> 01:09:08,330 It's like you said, we're... 903 01:09:08,332 --> 01:09:13,440 There is nothing left. Nothing but to realize how fucked up things are... 904 01:09:13,442 --> 01:09:15,851 It's not enough. I won't last. 905 01:09:16,581 --> 01:09:19,281 Listen to me. Just listen. 906 01:09:21,702 --> 01:09:24,282 We're all the same. 907 01:09:24,292 --> 01:09:26,832 We all feel pain. 908 01:09:26,852 --> 01:09:32,542 We all have chaos in our lives. 909 01:09:33,393 --> 01:09:35,952 Life is very, very confusing, I know. 910 01:09:36,352 --> 01:09:40,173 I don't have the answers, but I know if you write it out 911 01:09:41,262 --> 01:09:43,712 It'll all be okay. 912 01:09:44,603 --> 01:09:48,883 - Mr. Barthes, do you like me? - Of course I do. 913 01:09:57,973 --> 01:10:00,623 - Meredith, please don't. You know I'd like to help you. 914 01:10:00,723 --> 01:10:03,274 - Please, please. - No, no. 915 01:10:03,373 --> 01:10:06,713 - You don't... - You said you liked me, please... 916 01:10:07,725 --> 01:10:08,844 Please, please... 917 01:10:08,903 --> 01:10:11,429 Oh please, don't push me away. 918 01:10:11,464 --> 01:10:16,464 Please, just hold on to me, and tell me that everything's gonna be O.K. 919 01:10:16,466 --> 01:10:18,304 Everything is... It is okay, please. 920 01:10:24,205 --> 01:10:28,644 - Please... no, no... - Meredith, wait a second. 921 01:10:29,415 --> 01:10:31,464 - What's going on? - What? 922 01:10:31,844 --> 01:10:33,385 - Meredith, Meredith - What were you just doing? 923 01:10:33,924 --> 01:10:35,427 Meredith, I am sorry. 924 01:10:36,605 --> 01:10:38,057 - What were you doing? - What? 925 01:10:38,987 --> 01:10:40,575 What are you doing? 926 01:10:40,775 --> 01:10:42,985 - Excuse me?! - You were just touching her. 927 01:10:43,255 --> 01:10:44,961 What do you... what are you insinuating? 928 01:10:44,996 --> 01:10:47,885 It is inappropriate to be in here alone with that young girl. 929 01:10:47,920 --> 01:10:50,240 It is inappropriate?! She needed someone to talk to. 930 01:10:50,275 --> 01:10:53,706 - What do you think I'm doing, lady? - I don't know what you're doing. 931 01:10:54,156 --> 01:10:55,311 "Just make me close. " 932 01:10:55,346 --> 01:10:57,896 What do you think I am fucking pervert? Is that what you're insinuating? 933 01:10:58,166 --> 01:10:59,926 She needed someone to talk to her. 934 01:11:00,675 --> 01:11:03,266 - Than why were you touching her? - I wasn't touching her. 935 01:11:03,417 --> 01:11:05,085 "It's alright my dear. " 936 01:11:07,807 --> 01:11:09,336 "Patricia?" 937 01:11:09,674 --> 01:11:12,220 I'm not... not a sick old man! 938 01:11:13,636 --> 01:11:15,667 Is that what you think of me? 939 01:11:17,447 --> 01:11:19,346 Is that what you think? 940 01:11:20,536 --> 01:11:23,217 I just wanted to help her! 941 01:11:30,288 --> 01:11:32,506 - Get out! Excuse me! Excuse me! - What am I supposed to think? 942 01:11:32,637 --> 01:11:34,726 You're supposed to... Fuck into a fucking judgement! 943 01:11:51,678 --> 01:11:55,064 Hello, no he's not home. 944 01:12:19,190 --> 01:12:21,239 Hello Mr. Barthes. 945 01:12:23,469 --> 01:12:29,479 Whenever you feel like you are ready we do have some paperwork downstairs 946 01:12:29,720 --> 01:12:31,539 that we need you to take care of. 947 01:12:37,288 --> 01:12:38,887 I am sorry. 948 01:13:24,242 --> 01:13:27,242 I wish things were different. 949 01:13:28,412 --> 01:13:35,802 I tried, you know... Fuck... The things is... We all... 950 01:13:40,653 --> 01:13:43,404 We all have problems. We all have things that we're dealing with. 951 01:13:44,343 --> 01:13:47,443 Some days were better than others. Somedays were not so great. 952 01:13:47,478 --> 01:13:52,244 Some days we have limited space 953 01:13:52,353 --> 01:13:54,203 for others. 954 01:14:09,933 --> 01:14:12,764 Hey. I made breakfast. 955 01:14:13,873 --> 01:14:15,722 Want some milk? 956 01:14:18,115 --> 01:14:22,175 These kids need something else. 957 01:14:24,514 --> 01:14:26,611 They don't need me. 958 01:14:32,794 --> 01:14:35,466 - Are you O.K? - Yeah, I'm not hungry. 959 01:14:45,635 --> 01:14:49,866 - You know, you can't keep living on the street. 960 01:14:49,886 --> 01:14:52,845 I am not. I mean, I'm staying here with you. 961 01:14:52,847 --> 01:14:55,666 You can't continue to stay here with me. 962 01:14:56,037 --> 01:14:58,756 - I'm not good for you. - That's not true. 963 01:14:59,496 --> 01:15:02,746 You're the only family I've ever had. 964 01:15:03,337 --> 01:15:05,557 Well, I can't be your family. 965 01:15:12,627 --> 01:15:15,677 I can't give you what you need. 966 01:15:24,737 --> 01:15:27,798 - You have to understand, you should be... - You are good... 967 01:15:28,411 --> 01:15:30,635 And gentle... 968 01:15:32,067 --> 01:15:34,147 You're the most kind. 969 01:15:39,228 --> 01:15:42,228 I love you Henry. 970 01:15:48,958 --> 01:15:51,698 - Come in. -Hi. - Hi. 971 01:15:52,869 --> 01:15:54,108 Hello there. 972 01:15:55,669 --> 01:15:59,639 - Erica... - Don't let them take me... 973 01:15:59,738 --> 01:16:01,179 Please... 974 01:16:02,569 --> 01:16:04,659 - Noo... - Listen, you should... 975 01:16:04,760 --> 01:16:08,569 You are all that I have, please... 976 01:16:09,379 --> 01:16:12,590 - Don't let me go. - You should go, sorry. 977 01:16:12,625 --> 01:16:15,424 - No, no... - No, don't do this... 978 01:16:16,103 --> 01:16:17,136 - Henry! Henry! - You should go 979 01:16:17,320 --> 01:16:18,830 - Henry! - You have to let go. 980 01:16:18,834 --> 01:16:20,905 - Henry! - You have to... 981 01:16:21,840 --> 01:16:24,480 - Henry! - You have to leg go now. 982 01:16:24,481 --> 01:16:26,566 Henry! 983 01:16:26,871 --> 01:16:29,079 - Her things? - Yeah. 984 01:16:29,135 --> 01:16:32,007 - Henry! Henry! - Come on. 985 01:16:33,780 --> 01:16:36,489 - No! No!... - Things will be okay. 986 01:16:37,270 --> 01:16:39,066 Don't do this. 987 01:16:39,101 --> 01:16:42,820 - You gonna be okay. - No! No! No! 988 01:16:43,217 --> 01:16:45,870 No!... 989 01:17:34,743 --> 01:17:36,972 Well... I feel just awful for her. 990 01:17:38,604 --> 01:17:40,413 - For who? - For our school. 991 01:17:41,263 --> 01:17:47,113 It may sound strange but I've always felt that the school had a spirit. 992 01:17:47,892 --> 01:17:51,495 It's not just an budgetful buildings, but they're alive. 993 01:17:56,374 --> 01:17:59,974 I just can't understand it. Where are all the parents? 994 01:18:04,163 --> 01:18:05,699 I don't know. 995 01:18:11,354 --> 01:18:14,876 I was in my room for two hours and saw one parent. 996 01:18:14,885 --> 01:18:16,884 Where are they? Where is everybody? 997 01:18:17,185 --> 01:18:19,884 - We don't know. - It's uncanny. 998 01:18:20,354 --> 01:18:23,755 No air raid sirensl No bombs. 999 01:18:23,986 --> 01:18:25,455 It doesn't happen that way. 1000 01:18:25,985 --> 01:18:29,606 It starts in whisper, then nothing. 1001 01:18:29,845 --> 01:18:31,876 We had our music once, didn't we? 1002 01:18:32,692 --> 01:18:33,985 Yes, we did. 1003 01:18:37,026 --> 01:18:39,996 Do you remember those nights we only had two parents at a time? 1004 01:18:40,296 --> 01:18:42,656 And then there were more, there were many more 1005 01:18:42,666 --> 01:18:47,632 waiting in the waiting rooms. 1006 01:18:47,667 --> 01:18:49,546 And halls were full of joy and celebration. Now, it's nothing. 1007 01:18:49,696 --> 01:18:53,387 Rememberance. The things passed. 1008 01:18:53,596 --> 01:18:55,887 I actually felt quite at home. 1009 01:18:56,186 --> 01:18:57,756 There were no parents. 1010 01:18:58,497 --> 01:19:03,576 I thought how appropriate. It was like, a moment of insight 1011 01:19:04,737 --> 01:19:08,987 the reality of the fucking problem in the first place. 1012 01:19:14,018 --> 01:19:19,067 Some of us believe that we can make a difference. 1013 01:19:20,138 --> 01:19:22,778 And sometimes we wake up 1014 01:19:25,708 --> 01:19:27,538 and we realize we've failed. 1015 01:19:39,498 --> 01:19:41,998 Hi it's Gretchen calling from the Clinic, 1016 01:19:42,478 --> 01:19:44,569 Erica Loius has her test results back. 1017 01:19:44,909 --> 01:19:47,648 Please give us a call at your earliest convenience. 1018 01:19:47,650 --> 01:19:48,462 Thank you. 1019 01:20:14,007 --> 01:20:16,708 " - You have good parents " " - Bitch you shut up. " 1020 01:20:16,743 --> 01:20:18,995 "A Mother of mine gave her... " 1021 01:20:19,495 --> 01:20:23,051 " A Diet Bitch! " " ha ha... ha ha... ha ha" 1022 01:20:24,650 --> 01:20:26,870 " What is all this supposed to be? Your tortured soul?" 1023 01:20:31,541 --> 01:20:34,186 " - I won't stand that, Dad! " " - Paint something more cheerful... " 1024 01:20:34,347 --> 01:20:39,140 " We have to pay us our lives... " " Grow like your hair, lost some weight" 1025 01:20:39,141 --> 01:20:40,481 " It'll all be okay " 1026 01:20:42,971 --> 01:20:44,852 - Good morning! - Good morning. 1027 01:20:44,887 --> 01:20:47,036 Before we take roll, 1028 01:20:47,071 --> 01:20:52,111 I want to tell you that today will be my last day with you. 1029 01:20:53,162 --> 01:20:55,221 You're gonna have a permanent teacher on Monday. 1030 01:20:55,321 --> 01:20:57,972 - Where are you going, Mr. Barthes? - I'll go to another school. 1031 01:20:59,403 --> 01:21:03,727 - We will miss you, man. - Yeah? 1032 01:21:03,762 --> 01:21:06,523 All those teachers in this place... They're dickheads. 1033 01:21:07,300 --> 01:21:10,045 Don't you get tired of moving around all the time? 1034 01:21:10,242 --> 01:21:15,953 It's how my job works. I come in here for a period of time, 1035 01:21:15,988 --> 01:21:17,983 so you don't have twnenty subs in and I'm outa here, 1036 01:21:17,992 --> 01:21:22,993 and then, you have a permanent teacher come in 1037 01:21:23,012 --> 01:21:25,284 and I leave. 1038 01:21:27,053 --> 01:21:32,014 Attention to all teachers, this is an special announcement from the Principle's Office. 1039 01:21:33,244 --> 01:21:36,233 There will an all faculty meeting today, during nutrition" 1040 01:21:36,904 --> 01:21:39,663 Student nutrition will be extended 1041 01:21:39,698 --> 01:21:42,914 a ten minutes, thank you. 1042 01:22:27,706 --> 01:22:33,237 I invited you here today to discuss the status things. 1043 01:22:33,756 --> 01:22:37,787 I know that there wasn't... I know that there isn't... 1044 01:22:45,606 --> 01:22:49,296 - I am sorry... - We all need something, 1045 01:22:49,897 --> 01:22:56,666 to destract us from the complexity and reality. 1046 01:22:57,567 --> 01:23:00,466 More or less to think about where that came from? 1047 01:23:01,357 --> 01:23:07,868 No one wants to think about the struggle that it takes 1048 01:23:07,898 --> 01:23:10,897 to become somebody to get out of 1049 01:23:15,007 --> 01:23:16,843 ...to get out of the... 1050 01:23:17,508 --> 01:23:20,208 the sea of pain that, we all have to get out of. 1051 01:23:30,218 --> 01:23:31,808 - Hi Meredith. - Hi. 1052 01:23:33,929 --> 01:23:35,959 Haven't seen you in class lately? 1053 01:23:36,742 --> 01:23:38,266 Where have you been? 1054 01:23:38,759 --> 01:23:41,199 - Baking. - I see. 1055 01:23:42,369 --> 01:23:44,909 - I am happy I get to see you. Today is my last day. 1056 01:23:46,019 --> 01:23:48,679 How ironic! 1057 01:23:49,349 --> 01:23:53,179 Listen, I was thinking, I bought this for myself, but 1058 01:23:54,160 --> 01:23:58,440 maybe you could make better use of it. 1059 01:24:10,360 --> 01:24:13,150 - I like that one the best. - You can't have that one. 1060 01:24:13,651 --> 01:24:15,360 It's mine. 1061 01:24:16,890 --> 01:24:20,191 But, can you have this one? 1062 01:24:20,580 --> 01:24:23,081 - It's better for you anyway. - Thanks. 1063 01:24:24,431 --> 01:24:26,071 I am sorry. 1064 01:24:27,691 --> 01:24:31,251 If I hurt you in any way, I um... 1065 01:24:33,462 --> 01:24:39,871 I know that its tough right now, for you, 1066 01:24:39,872 --> 01:24:44,832 but it's not always gonna be this... - Goodbye Mr. Barthes. 1067 01:24:49,452 --> 01:24:51,483 Goodbye Meredith. 1068 01:25:35,004 --> 01:25:39,275 They say that suicide is a permanent solution to the temporary problem. 1069 01:25:40,234 --> 01:25:42,104 I'll let you know? 1070 01:25:44,523 --> 01:25:48,045 My name is Meredith and I wanted to kill myself. 1071 01:26:19,986 --> 01:26:21,606 Meredith! 1072 01:26:22,697 --> 01:26:23,556 No! 1073 01:26:25,906 --> 01:26:27,756 Henry! 1074 01:26:30,107 --> 01:26:33,526 It's gonna be O.K. It's gonna be O.K. 1075 01:26:36,266 --> 01:26:39,868 It's gonna be O.K. 1076 01:26:43,757 --> 01:26:52,057 We have such a responsibility to guide our young so that they don't end up 1077 01:26:53,017 --> 01:26:55,677 falling apart. 1078 01:26:57,049 --> 01:26:58,938 Falling by the way side. 1079 01:27:02,244 --> 01:27:04,824 Becoming insignificant. 1080 01:28:26,369 --> 01:28:29,000 I realized something today. 1081 01:28:32,132 --> 01:28:36,522 I'm a non-person, Sarah. 1082 01:28:39,371 --> 01:28:45,432 You shouldn't be here. I am not here. 1083 01:28:47,742 --> 01:28:50,433 You may see me, 1084 01:28:52,223 --> 01:28:57,223 but I'm hollow. 1085 01:29:29,924 --> 01:29:34,955 Failing. We're failing. 1086 01:29:37,854 --> 01:29:44,664 Failed in a sense that we have let everyone down. 1087 01:29:45,360 --> 01:29:47,209 Including ourselves. 1088 01:30:56,838 --> 01:31:00,388 When you're walking down the hallway, or in your classroom, 1089 01:31:00,889 --> 01:31:04,287 how many of you 1090 01:31:05,088 --> 01:31:11,358 have ever felt the weight pressing down on you? 1091 01:31:12,968 --> 01:31:15,229 I have. 1092 01:31:18,658 --> 01:31:20,790 Everyone? 1093 01:31:21,869 --> 01:31:22,919 Wow! 1094 01:31:23,039 --> 01:31:27,190 Poe wrote about these things over a 100 years ago. 1095 01:31:27,229 --> 01:31:31,049 So, as we read 1096 01:31:31,299 --> 01:31:34,490 we can see that 1097 01:31:34,510 --> 01:31:37,891 "The House of Usher" is not merely an old 1098 01:31:38,410 --> 01:31:41,320 decrapped castle... 1099 01:31:42,649 --> 01:31:46,351 It is also a state of being. 1100 01:31:52,500 --> 01:31:56,620 " During the whole of dull, dark and soundless day " 1101 01:31:56,855 --> 01:32:02,263 " In the autumn of that year, when the clouds hung oppressively low in heavens, " 1102 01:32:03,863 --> 01:32:07,147 " I had been passing alone, on the horseback, " 1103 01:32:07,600 --> 01:32:10,828 " Through the singularly dreary tract of country; " 1104 01:32:11,691 --> 01:32:15,870 " and at length found myself as the shades of evening dew on, " 1105 01:32:16,310 --> 01:32:19,434 " within view of the melancholy House of Usher " 1106 01:32:20,665 --> 01:32:23,113 " I know not how it was " 1107 01:32:23,787 --> 01:32:30,284 " But, with the first glimpse of the building, a sense of insufferable gloom pervaded my spirit " 1108 01:32:31,458 --> 01:32:34,513 " I looked upon the simple landscape features of the domain " 1109 01:32:35,000 --> 01:32:40,133 " Upon the bleak walls, upon a few white trunks of decayed trees " 1110 01:32:41,036 --> 01:32:43,637 " With an utter depression of soul " 1111 01:32:44,854 --> 01:32:48,306 " There wasn't an iciness " 1112 01:32:49,975 --> 01:32:53,060 " A sinking. " 1113 01:32:53,607 --> 01:32:57,043 " Sickening of the heart. " 1114 01:32:59,334 --> 01:33:10,197 " Detachment "