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Where is she? Is she okay?

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Let's just prepare for the
worst and hope for the best.

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Sadie's strong. I know she'll be okay.

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Is that thing glued to your lips?

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Why won't anyone tell us how she is?

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You should all just come with me.

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Oh, God.

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Can... can she speak?

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Will you drama queens
shut the [bleep] up?

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Oh, my God, it's a miracle!

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Praise Jesus!

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I told you no visitors, Nurse Ratchet.

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How is anyone supposed to
get any rest in this hellhole?

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Thank you so much for coming,

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but you're not friends
or family, so get out!

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Yeah, you heard the crash test dummy.

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That goes for you too, limp liver.

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And why would you bring Hamilstaph here?

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She's covered in more bacteria
than the floor of this hospital!

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Well, at least she can speak.

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Synced and corrected by Chitorafa
www.addic7ed.com

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Nurse, please remove these intruders.

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I need my rest.

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You guys, I've never seen her like this.

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Okay, I have, like, every
day, but this feels worse.

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That text she sent? Jesus.

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How did it happen?

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You ask me, it was a cry for help.

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When you are that nasty and miserable

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and have no friends left,
what else is there to do

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besides drive in front of a truck?

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How could you try to take your own life?

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What are you talking about, you moron?

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No matter what fights we had,
it didn't need to come to this.

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You can't all be serious.

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You think I tried to
kill myself over you?

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You drove in front of a truck!

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I clipped its mirror

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and overcorrected into a street sign.

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Sadie, is there anything we can do?

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- Get out.
- Okay, well, wish you could

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be with us at Camp Pookah tomorrow.

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Why would I want to step foot
in that tick-infested firetrap?

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They're closing, Sadie. Forever.

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Finally, some good news.

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The sooner they bulldoze

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that sad, horse[bleep]-smelling...

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Wait. What's happening to the horses?

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Well, I think they're
getting moved to another camp

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in San Bernardino.

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Oh, God, Chocolate Chip.

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There she goes again
trying to eat her feelings.

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He was my horse, you pickled booze bag.

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Get the [bleep] out!

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And you, stop looking at me!

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It's official. I got in.

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You are looking at an SCU sophomore.

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But you loved Wyckoff.

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Yeah, but SCU is big

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and has such a better writing program,

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and Luke's around.

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Way to downplay the main attraction.

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Not the main attraction,
just a hot added bonus.

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I feel you on that.

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It is a warm and fuzzy jam

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to have a supportive and helpful BF.

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Yeah, Patrick is pretty great.

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Cool and cute and generous to boot.

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Jenna, he's offered
to pay off all my debt.

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So you're gonna let him do it?

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Why not?

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TBH, on some level,

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I kind of like being taken care of.

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It's sort of empowering.

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Okay, got to run, SCU girl.

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I will see you mañana at Camp Pookah.

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SCU girl, huh?

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So you're gonna do it?

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Yeah, just got my official acceptance.

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Congrats, I guess.

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I mean, if you think
that's the right, uh, thing.

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It is the right thing.

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Yeah, it's just, you know,

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when I wanted to transfer to Wyckoff

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to be with you, you said that...

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It's not the same thing, Matty,

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not by a long shot.

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This has nothing to do with Luke?

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No, it doesn't.

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- I know what I'm doing, okay?
- Okay.

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Am I gonna see you at
Camp Pookah tomorrow?

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Yeah, I kind of can't wait

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just to see it all one last time...

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The dock, my old bunk bed,

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freezer in the kitchen.

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We used to pick the lock
and steal the ice cream.

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- You did that too?
- What?

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You thought only the cool
kids stole the ice cream?

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Well, you were cool,

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to me anyway.

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I want to do it again.

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Hey, I'll bring a paper
clip and some bobby pins.

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You bring a hammer just in case.

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Congrats, babe.

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Oh, I couldn't have done it without you.

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Your talent and hard
work is what got you in,

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and it's perfect timing.

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Professor Heaney is having
an open house tomorrow.

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But my Camp Pookah thing is tomorrow.

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I know.

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It's just, he's the head of the program.

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Almost all the professors will be there,

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lots of your future classmates too.

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I really wish I could, but
I already promised everyone.

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Jenna, this is kind of a big deal.

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You might not want to miss
it for, you know, camp.

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It's more than just camp to me, Luke.

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It's a place full of memories.

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I mean, I was a camper
there, then a counselor.

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Okay, but you're
coming in as a transfer.

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This is such a great way
for you to get a head start,

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and I kind of told everybody
you were coming with me.

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I know.

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I just wanted to show
you off to everybody.

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I was flattered he wanted
to bring me so badly,

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and he was right.

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I'd have my memories of camp forever,

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but SCU was my future.

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Okay, you got me.

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I'm in.

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You sure?

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Beyond sure.

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It was my first big SCU event,

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and I was nervous and
excited and distracted.

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Jenna, I'd like you to
meet Peter and Kelly.

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This is the girlfriend we've
been hearing so much about.

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Oh, don't believe all the hype.

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I won't. I'm a cynical bastard.

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Oh, don't be an ass, Peter.

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You'll scare her.

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I couldn't expect to just

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instantly click with everyone at SCU.

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I was starting from scratch
and was going to need

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to give it time and
to stop thinking about

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my old friends having fun
at Camp Pookah without me.

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Hey, where's Jenna?

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She had to go some SCU thing.

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So, what, she's not coming?

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No, which really sucks

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because we were supposed to accidentally

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fall out of the canoe together.

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We were planning an ice cream heist.

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Well, there goes your last chance ever.

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Greed is taking this place down.

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Our childhood is being annihilated

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and turned into condos.

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Lissa, dark.

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Sadie's brush with death

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has me in a darkish place.

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If she died, I think she might have

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gone to hell, and that's just not fun.

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We should take a
picture to cheer her up.

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I am so sick of forms.

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_

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What the hell is this?

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Precautionary measure,

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given the circumstances
of your accident.

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I didn't try to kill myself.

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The hospital is providing
you with a counselor.

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I don't want a freaking counselor.

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Ms. Saxton.

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What the hell are you doing here?

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I'm the grief counselor.

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Now listen, no matter how bad it gets,

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suicide is never the answer.

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You cannot leave me
alone with this idiot!

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She causes more suicides
than she prevents!

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Shh. It's okay. It's gonna be okay.

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Listen to me, dimwit.

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I don't know if you got your
grief counseling certificate

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from the same 99¢ store that you got

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your guidance counselor
credentials, and I don't care.

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This whole thing is a
big misunderstanding.

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The accident wasn't even my fault!

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It was that bitch inside my phone!

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Do you have a tendency to blame others

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for your thoughts of suicide?

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That is it. I am out here!

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Not alone.

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You're not invited where I'm going.

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You are not leaving this
room until I discharge you.

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Remember, all castles should have

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a very high tower just for the princess.

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As Virginia Woolf says, "Every princess

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needs a room of her own."

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Bunny Boots, I have a surprise for you!

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Ah, Garrett Gibson!

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Oh, my God... our God, your God!

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This is almost like
FaceTiming with Jesus!

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Well, I do try to keep the
line to the Savior open.

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Listen, your mom tells me

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what a devoted servant you are.

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He's a big fan of Atonercise, baby.

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Oh, really?

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Yes, it's a wonderful way

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to praise the Lord and burn calories

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all at the same time.

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I know, right?

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If Satan's got a hold of your thighs,

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grab that cross, Atonercise!

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Wonderful!

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He wants to buy your business.

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What? Really?

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Yes, Lissa, you have done

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a great job getting Atonercise started,

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but now it needs a bigger platform.

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My church has an international reach.

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If we can bring
Atonercise into the fold,

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well, business will boom, fat will burn,

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and souls will flourish!

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"Bring into the fold"?

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My lawyers have drawn up an agreement.

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You will be handsomely compensated.

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All you have to do is
sign on the dotted line.

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Lawyers?

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My church corporation will get the
Atonercise name and your routines

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but you will certainly be involved.

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God has made you the conduit for this

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wonderful spiritual exercise regime.

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Conduit?

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No, it was my idea!

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Pray on it, Lissa.

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And check out the deal points.

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My lawyer? Really fair.

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Sadita.

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Ay Dios mío.

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Who the [bleep] are you?

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Go!

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Come on, Kev!

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Use your core!

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- Ow!
- Ouch.

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Jenna was supposed to do this with us.

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I guess she's got better things to do.

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Guess so.

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Do you think she should transfer?

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If I have learned one thing

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in my 18 years of parenting,

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it is to let Jenna make up her own mind.

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Even if she's making a mistake?

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Because the only reason she's
transferring is to be with Luke.

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If you have something to
say to her, just say it.

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You're still kids; it's not like
you're married, for God's sake.

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This guy, he has to do
exactly what I tell him to do.

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What do I have to do?

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I was just saying how lucky I am

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to be married to the
boy that I have loved

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ever since I first laid
eyes on him in high school.

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Aww.

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Academic discourses become so fragmented

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and contentious as to
have become political.

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But everything is political.

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What do you think, Jenna?

263
00:09:30,330 --> 00:09:32,897
Ah, the smartphone.

264
00:09:32,899 --> 00:09:34,732
The bane of social interaction

265
00:09:34,734 --> 00:09:36,119
in the civilized world.

266
00:09:37,037 --> 00:09:39,254
It's nice to meet you just the same.

267
00:09:40,458 --> 00:09:42,019
Could you maybe try a little harder?

268
00:09:42,044 --> 00:09:42,941
That man is our host.

269
00:09:42,943 --> 00:09:44,878
I was trying, but to be honest,

270
00:09:44,903 --> 00:09:46,077
I was a little bored.

271
00:09:46,079 --> 00:09:48,505
Yeah, I'm sorry we don't
have canoes and rope swings.

272
00:09:49,316 --> 00:09:50,648
Okay, I'm sorry. I didn't mean that.

273
00:09:50,650 --> 00:09:51,983
No, it's okay.

274
00:09:51,985 --> 00:09:53,017
Look, maybe you should go.

275
00:09:53,019 --> 00:09:54,119
I'm fine.

276
00:09:54,121 --> 00:09:55,120
If you're not enjoying this,

277
00:09:55,122 --> 00:09:56,121
it's better that you not stay

278
00:09:56,123 --> 00:09:57,555
and make a bad impression,

279
00:09:57,557 --> 00:09:59,057
for you, I mean.

280
00:09:59,059 --> 00:10:01,782
Guess I better go... for me.

281
00:10:10,536 --> 00:10:12,937
That ring's really expensive.

282
00:10:12,939 --> 00:10:15,039
Is it for you or a girl?

283
00:10:15,041 --> 00:10:17,075
It's for a girl.

284
00:10:18,263 --> 00:10:20,464
You made it! How was the SCU thing?

285
00:10:20,896 --> 00:10:22,329
It was fun.

286
00:10:22,591 --> 00:10:25,335
You sound lukewarm, pun intended.

287
00:10:26,161 --> 00:10:27,627
No, it was great.

288
00:10:27,629 --> 00:10:29,562
There were all these cool people,

289
00:10:29,564 --> 00:10:31,865
and we had wine and cheese

290
00:10:31,867 --> 00:10:36,069
and... and talked about... stuff.

291
00:10:37,939 --> 00:10:40,506
Taste of things to come, right?

292
00:10:43,730 --> 00:10:46,779
Hey, Derek was cool
and let the dogs out.

293
00:10:46,781 --> 00:10:48,523
- Well, me.
- Derek mellowed out?

294
00:10:48,547 --> 00:10:50,760
Dude's got his whole life
planned until retirement.

295
00:10:50,785 --> 00:10:53,067
I can't stop thinking
about his windowless office

296
00:10:53,091 --> 00:10:54,395
and how scary it can be to commit

297
00:10:54,419 --> 00:10:55,985
to something for a lifetime.

298
00:10:55,987 --> 00:10:58,367
Well, I guess it depends on
what you're committing to.

299
00:11:01,158 --> 00:11:04,928
Sadie Saxton, I am an
empath, but if you give me

300
00:11:04,930 --> 00:11:07,249
one more flat tire, I will tip you over.

301
00:11:08,400 --> 00:11:10,300
- Val?
- J-Town!

302
00:11:10,302 --> 00:11:11,935
Look at you.

303
00:11:11,937 --> 00:11:13,503
Oh, I miss you.

304
00:11:13,505 --> 00:11:14,671
Can you believe it?

305
00:11:14,673 --> 00:11:16,239
I'm rescuing another wounded bird.

306
00:11:16,241 --> 00:11:17,473
Out of my way!

307
00:11:17,475 --> 00:11:18,808
She was admitted into my hospital.

308
00:11:18,810 --> 00:11:20,577
Did I tell you I'm grief counseling now?

309
00:11:20,579 --> 00:11:22,912
- Oh, wow. Huh.
- You know what?

310
00:11:22,914 --> 00:11:25,942
Actually, maybe you should talk
to Sadie since you both tried

311
00:11:25,967 --> 00:11:27,550
to, you know...

312
00:11:27,552 --> 00:11:28,985
Ix-nay yourselves.

313
00:11:28,987 --> 00:11:31,054
Technically, she's
still on suicide watch,

314
00:11:31,056 --> 00:11:35,112
but equine therapy is supposed
to be very good for depressives.

315
00:11:35,137 --> 00:11:37,551
Besides, what can she possible
find in that barn to hurt herself?

316
00:11:37,576 --> 00:11:38,800
Rope?

317
00:11:38,825 --> 00:11:41,392
Cattle prods, pickaxes.

318
00:11:41,394 --> 00:11:42,627
[bleep]!

319
00:11:42,629 --> 00:11:44,295
Hey!

320
00:11:44,297 --> 00:11:45,669
You made it after all.

321
00:11:45,694 --> 00:11:47,498
Yeah, I had a real taste

322
00:11:47,500 --> 00:11:49,767
for some freezer-burnt Rocky Road.

323
00:11:49,769 --> 00:11:51,235
All right.

324
00:11:51,237 --> 00:11:52,670
I'm sorry I've been away

325
00:11:52,672 --> 00:11:54,071
for so long, Chocko.

326
00:11:55,475 --> 00:11:57,541
I can't believe you're moving.

327
00:11:57,543 --> 00:11:59,343
Me too. I have to go back to New York,

328
00:11:59,345 --> 00:12:00,544
and I wish I could take you with,

329
00:12:00,546 --> 00:12:02,236
but I don't have a place for you,

330
00:12:02,261 --> 00:12:04,768
and there, they make
horses pull carriages

331
00:12:04,793 --> 00:12:07,658
full of disgusting tourists,
and that is no life for you.

332
00:12:09,455 --> 00:12:11,346
Shh, don't interrupt.

333
00:12:11,371 --> 00:12:13,299
This is beast-to-beast catharsis.

334
00:12:13,324 --> 00:12:15,758
But I promise I will make
sure they take good care of you

335
00:12:15,760 --> 00:12:18,636
because you were the best horse ever.

336
00:12:19,364 --> 00:12:20,705
A true friend.

337
00:12:21,566 --> 00:12:24,133
Even if sometimes I might
have taken you for granted,

338
00:12:24,135 --> 00:12:26,167
you were always there for me...

339
00:12:27,772 --> 00:12:29,172
and you never held it against me

340
00:12:29,174 --> 00:12:30,673
if I got a little
bitchy because you knew

341
00:12:30,675 --> 00:12:33,042
how much I loved you,
even if I didn't say it

342
00:12:33,044 --> 00:12:34,462
as much as I should have.

343
00:12:35,013 --> 00:12:36,089
But I did.

344
00:12:39,050 --> 00:12:41,011
And I do.

345
00:12:43,688 --> 00:12:45,087
And I wish my other friends

346
00:12:45,089 --> 00:12:46,989
understood that like you.

347
00:12:50,295 --> 00:12:52,772
I love you, Chocolate Chip.

348
00:12:54,065 --> 00:12:56,232
Your friendship means more to me

349
00:12:56,234 --> 00:12:58,467
than you will ever know.

350
00:13:03,675 --> 00:13:05,675
Okay, you [bleep]heads can come out now!

351
00:13:05,677 --> 00:13:07,343
I know you're watching me.

352
00:13:07,345 --> 00:13:09,145
What are you looking at, you creepers?

353
00:13:09,147 --> 00:13:11,447
I'm just talking to my horse.

354
00:13:12,617 --> 00:13:15,051
And I'm sorry...

355
00:13:16,387 --> 00:13:18,855
For... whatever.

356
00:13:18,857 --> 00:13:21,224
Jesus!

357
00:13:23,995 --> 00:13:27,196
Okay, I am, like,
freakishly good at my job.

358
00:13:27,198 --> 00:13:28,631
I need your advice, Sadie.

359
00:13:28,633 --> 00:13:30,833
Mommy is here with Garrett Gibson.

360
00:13:30,835 --> 00:13:32,476
That revolting mega-preacher?

361
00:13:32,508 --> 00:13:33,941
He wants to buy Atonercise

362
00:13:33,943 --> 00:13:35,576
and fold it into his church

363
00:13:35,578 --> 00:13:37,044
and his corporation,

364
00:13:37,046 --> 00:13:39,413
which I guess are the same thing.

365
00:13:39,563 --> 00:13:41,363
He said I was a conduit.

366
00:13:41,365 --> 00:13:42,798
Do you really want someone like that

367
00:13:42,800 --> 00:13:45,534
running something that you
worked so hard to create?

368
00:13:45,536 --> 00:13:47,002
Man, I'd never do that.

369
00:13:47,004 --> 00:13:48,702
I love being my own boss.

370
00:13:48,727 --> 00:13:50,627
I mean, it's harder
and more responsibility,

371
00:13:50,629 --> 00:13:52,662
but it's yours.

372
00:13:54,031 --> 00:13:56,180
Mommy, I'm not selling Atonercise.

373
00:13:56,205 --> 00:13:58,105
Lissa, don't make hasty decisions.

374
00:13:58,130 --> 00:13:59,413
It's not hasty.

375
00:13:59,438 --> 00:14:01,838
I talked to Sadie and God.

376
00:14:01,840 --> 00:14:03,840
But you said that talking to Garrett

377
00:14:03,842 --> 00:14:05,642
was like FaceTiming with Jesus.

378
00:14:05,644 --> 00:14:07,014
If I can build Atonercise

379
00:14:07,039 --> 00:14:08,945
into a national franchise

380
00:14:08,947 --> 00:14:10,814
and become hugely successful,

381
00:14:10,816 --> 00:14:12,549
I can cut out the middleman

382
00:14:12,551 --> 00:14:14,584
and FaceTime with actual Jesus.

383
00:14:14,586 --> 00:14:16,398
Go, ladyballs.

384
00:14:17,656 --> 00:14:19,622
If Lissa can do it, I can do it.

385
00:14:19,624 --> 00:14:21,191
I need to bet on myself.

386
00:14:21,193 --> 00:14:23,793
If I can't dig myself out
of this debt that I'm in,

387
00:14:23,795 --> 00:14:26,262
then I'll feel like a helpless
loser for the rest of my life.

388
00:14:26,264 --> 00:14:27,597
You're not a loser, T.

389
00:14:27,599 --> 00:14:29,065
Okay, here goes.

390
00:14:29,067 --> 00:14:30,767
We're from two different worlds.

391
00:14:30,769 --> 00:14:31,868
Mine is one where I need to learn

392
00:14:31,870 --> 00:14:33,236
to stand on my own two feet,

393
00:14:33,238 --> 00:14:34,738
which will for sure happen,

394
00:14:34,740 --> 00:14:37,419
but it could literally take years.

395
00:14:37,444 --> 00:14:39,470
So, until then,

396
00:14:39,495 --> 00:14:44,491
can we just sort of put a pin in this?

397
00:14:44,516 --> 00:14:45,815
Am I crazy?

398
00:14:45,817 --> 00:14:48,583
The least crazy girl I've ever met.

399
00:14:49,955 --> 00:14:51,154
There you are.

400
00:14:51,156 --> 00:14:52,956
That back window by the
freezer is still loose,

401
00:14:52,958 --> 00:14:54,991
and I brought a hammer just in case.

402
00:14:54,993 --> 00:14:56,192
Let's do this.

403
00:15:15,247 --> 00:15:16,379
So, Jenna...

404
00:15:16,381 --> 00:15:18,248
Jenna, the deed is done.

405
00:15:18,250 --> 00:15:19,949
WTF is wrong with me?

406
00:15:19,951 --> 00:15:21,584
Nothing is wrong with you.

407
00:15:21,586 --> 00:15:23,987
You made an incredibly mature decision,

408
00:15:23,989 --> 00:15:26,623
and I'm proud of you
for betting on yourself.

409
00:15:26,625 --> 00:15:28,104
Hey, is there any more ice cream?

410
00:15:28,129 --> 00:15:29,464
You have to climb through the window.

411
00:15:29,489 --> 00:15:32,825
That's a lot of work, and I
am over indentured servitude.

412
00:15:32,850 --> 00:15:34,049
I quit the country club.

413
00:15:34,051 --> 00:15:34,972
- Really?
- No way.

414
00:15:34,997 --> 00:15:36,285
Palos Hills is great, but I got to get

415
00:15:36,310 --> 00:15:37,401
the hell out of here.

416
00:15:37,426 --> 00:15:38,050
I was thinking New York.

417
00:15:38,075 --> 00:15:40,010
I can show you all the ins and outs.

418
00:15:40,035 --> 00:15:42,168
I am an expert on all things NYC.

419
00:15:42,170 --> 00:15:45,589
And headline news: it
is mofoing expensive.

420
00:15:46,575 --> 00:15:47,874
They'll end up roommates.

421
00:15:47,876 --> 00:15:51,111
Tamara is really desperate for cash.

422
00:16:03,544 --> 00:16:06,331
I just wanna say I'm sorry for
being such a dick back there.

423
00:16:06,461 --> 00:16:08,324
It's okay. You weren't really.

424
00:16:09,131 --> 00:16:11,297
- Maybe a little.
- You're doing the right thing.

425
00:16:11,299 --> 00:16:12,699
I know it's a big decision.

426
00:16:12,701 --> 00:16:14,801
I know in my heart what
the right choice is,

427
00:16:14,803 --> 00:16:18,527
and that's for you to
come to SCU and be with me.

428
00:16:18,552 --> 00:16:19,972
I know.

429
00:16:21,710 --> 00:16:23,877
That's all I came to say.

430
00:16:23,879 --> 00:16:26,079
I think I'll probably
head back to the SCU thing.

431
00:16:26,081 --> 00:16:27,380
You don't want to stay?

432
00:16:27,382 --> 00:16:30,884
Nah, this is a time for you
to spend with your old friends.

433
00:16:30,886 --> 00:16:32,619
Enjoy.

434
00:16:49,504 --> 00:16:51,071
Really?

435
00:16:51,073 --> 00:16:52,206
This is weird.

436
00:16:52,231 --> 00:16:53,063
I know.

437
00:16:53,088 --> 00:16:55,386
Memories, right?

438
00:16:55,411 --> 00:16:56,824
Funny.

439
00:16:56,902 --> 00:16:58,168
We didn't know a single thing

440
00:16:58,193 --> 00:16:59,831
about each other back then.

441
00:16:59,863 --> 00:17:01,121
Jenna,

442
00:17:01,732 --> 00:17:03,531
I know Luke is a great guy...

443
00:17:03,533 --> 00:17:04,599
Matty, don't.

444
00:17:04,601 --> 00:17:05,800
And you were right yesterday.

445
00:17:05,802 --> 00:17:07,035
Me wanting to go Wyckoff

446
00:17:07,037 --> 00:17:09,404
was nothing like you
wanting to go to SCU.

447
00:17:09,660 --> 00:17:12,207
I was screwed up then, and I
didn't know who I was anymore,

448
00:17:12,209 --> 00:17:13,608
and I wanted you to fix it.

449
00:17:13,610 --> 00:17:15,343
You're not like that.

450
00:17:15,345 --> 00:17:17,010
You know who you are and... and...

451
00:17:17,035 --> 00:17:18,046
and what you want.

452
00:17:18,048 --> 00:17:20,113
You found things that you're good at,

453
00:17:20,660 --> 00:17:21,963
And you're on this amazing road

454
00:17:21,988 --> 00:17:24,463
that you found for
yourself and by yourself.

455
00:17:26,566 --> 00:17:29,566
And you should give that
up just to be with someone.

456
00:17:30,227 --> 00:17:31,816
You don't need to.

457
00:17:34,297 --> 00:17:36,064
And even though we
always seem to find a way

458
00:17:36,066 --> 00:17:38,299
to mess things up when we're together...

459
00:17:41,371 --> 00:17:42,370
I love you.

460
00:17:42,372 --> 00:17:43,638
No, Matty!

461
00:17:43,640 --> 00:17:45,740
Why are you saying this? Why now?

462
00:17:45,742 --> 00:17:48,409
And more than anything
in the world, Jenna,

463
00:17:48,411 --> 00:17:51,679
what I want is to tell you
to choose me over him...

464
00:17:54,017 --> 00:17:56,151
But I'm not gonna do that

465
00:17:56,153 --> 00:17:59,699
because the one thing
that I want more than that

466
00:18:00,657 --> 00:18:02,524
is for you to choose yourself.

467
00:18:02,839 --> 00:18:04,592
Okay, not... not me.

468
00:18:04,594 --> 00:18:06,261
Not him.

469
00:18:06,263 --> 00:18:07,253
You.

470
00:18:10,003 --> 00:18:11,900
Hey, don't throw away
all the great things

471
00:18:11,902 --> 00:18:14,863
you got going on in your
life just to be with Luke.

472
00:18:16,550 --> 00:18:18,907
All right, you may think
that it's right for you,

473
00:18:18,909 --> 00:18:20,246
but I know that it isn't.

474
00:18:20,811 --> 00:18:22,343
And in that moment,

475
00:18:22,345 --> 00:18:24,212
I realized it was true.

476
00:18:24,355 --> 00:18:26,047
Matty McKibben may not have known

477
00:18:26,049 --> 00:18:29,065
a thing about me last time we were here,

478
00:18:29,090 --> 00:18:32,125
but by now, he knew
me better than anyone.

479
00:18:32,150 --> 00:18:35,652
Sometimes he disappointed
me, but the truth was,

480
00:18:35,676 --> 00:18:37,864
I had underestimated him.

481
00:18:37,889 --> 00:18:39,285
He had grown and taught me something

482
00:18:39,310 --> 00:18:41,253
really important about myself,

483
00:18:41,859 --> 00:18:43,392
and I loved him for it

484
00:18:43,394 --> 00:18:45,561
more than I ever thought possible.

485
00:18:45,563 --> 00:18:47,630
If I don't transfer, then what?

486
00:18:47,632 --> 00:18:50,433
Then neither of us has any
clue what's gonna happen,

487
00:18:50,435 --> 00:18:52,168
you know, but what I
know is that a part of me

488
00:18:52,170 --> 00:18:54,136
will always be yours, and, you know,

489
00:18:54,138 --> 00:18:55,571
when the time is right, I have a feeling

490
00:18:55,573 --> 00:18:56,800
we'll find each other.

491
00:18:57,902 --> 00:18:59,041
You know, we always do.

492
00:19:02,880 --> 00:19:05,488
That is the most amazing thing

493
00:19:05,513 --> 00:19:07,472
anyone has ever said to me.

494
00:19:08,493 --> 00:19:09,893
Is it real, or are you just

495
00:19:09,918 --> 00:19:12,485
trying to get laid in this closet again?

496
00:19:12,871 --> 00:19:14,587
It couldn't be more real.

497
00:19:24,165 --> 00:19:27,433
Uh, should we find
somewhere else to take this?

498
00:19:27,435 --> 00:19:28,768
Uh-huh.

499
00:19:36,542 --> 00:19:40,127
I felt like there was a warm,
glowing fire inside of me.

500
00:19:40,152 --> 00:19:42,034
I was ready to move forward,

501
00:19:42,059 --> 00:19:44,926
full of hope and excitement and, yeah,

502
00:19:44,928 --> 00:19:47,162
some fear and anxiety too.

503
00:19:47,164 --> 00:19:48,663
I had a great family,

504
00:19:48,665 --> 00:19:50,855
wonderful friends, and a soul mate.

505
00:19:51,602 --> 00:19:54,736
Even if Matty and I were going
off in different directions,

506
00:19:54,738 --> 00:19:57,339
the one thing that I knew for sure

507
00:19:57,341 --> 00:20:01,109
was that in some way we
would always be together.

508
00:20:04,514 --> 00:20:06,348
And this made me feel safer

509
00:20:06,350 --> 00:20:09,084
as I stepped back out
into the great unknown

510
00:20:09,086 --> 00:20:11,519
that was my future.

511
00:20:13,464 --> 00:20:15,464
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