1 00:00:09,077 --> 00:00:10,111 - PREVIOUSLY ON AWKWARD... 2 00:00:10,111 --> 00:00:11,145 - CLASS RANKINGS? 3 00:00:11,145 --> 00:00:12,213 JENNA, WHERE ARE YOU? 4 00:00:12,213 --> 00:00:14,282 - T, I AM 137. 5 00:00:14,282 --> 00:00:15,816 - STILL NOT USED TO THIS JAKE-OVER. 6 00:00:15,816 --> 00:00:17,051 SO NOT LOVING IT. - DID JAKE TELL YOU 7 00:00:17,051 --> 00:00:18,586 MATTY WAS SINGLE? - NO. 8 00:00:18,586 --> 00:00:19,953 - I STILL THINK THERE'S SOMETHING BETWEEN US. 9 00:00:19,953 --> 00:00:21,589 - YOU NEED TO GET YOUR HOUSE IN ORDER 10 00:00:21,589 --> 00:00:22,556 BEFORE YOU THINK ABOUT GETTING A MAN IN YOUR LIFE. 11 00:00:25,226 --> 00:00:28,229 [soft alternative music] 12 00:00:28,229 --> 00:00:30,231 * 13 00:00:30,231 --> 00:00:33,501 - * WHEN I MUDDLE THROUGH MY DAILY GRIND * 14 00:00:33,501 --> 00:00:37,037 * IT GETS HARD TO REMEMBER WHAT I'M LOOKING TO FIND * 15 00:00:37,037 --> 00:00:39,840 * THERE'S PRESSURES, PREOCCUPATIONS * 16 00:00:39,840 --> 00:00:42,643 * DISTRACTIONS ABOUND 17 00:00:42,643 --> 00:00:43,677 CUT! 18 00:00:43,677 --> 00:00:45,045 [record scratches] CUT! 19 00:00:45,045 --> 00:00:47,715 JENNA, YOU CAN'T LOOK INTO THE CAMERA. 20 00:00:47,715 --> 00:00:50,151 - ALTHOUGH I NEVER ASPIRED TO BE A VIDEO HO, 21 00:00:50,151 --> 00:00:51,885 HANGING POOLSIDE WITH MY FRIENDS 22 00:00:51,885 --> 00:00:53,887 DIDN'T SEEM LIKE THE WORST WAY TO SPEND A SATURDAY. 23 00:00:53,887 --> 00:00:55,156 SO WHAT'D YOU DO LAST NIGHT? 24 00:00:55,156 --> 00:00:57,825 - LAUNDRY, MY NAILS. YOU? 25 00:00:57,825 --> 00:00:59,993 - OH, NOTHING MUCH. JUST SLEPT WITH MATTY. 26 00:00:59,993 --> 00:01:02,062 - SHUT THE FRONT SIDE AND BACK DOOR. 27 00:01:02,062 --> 00:01:04,598 HURRICANE WTF. HOW DID THIS HAPPEN? 28 00:01:04,598 --> 00:01:06,667 TELL ME EVERYTHING. 29 00:01:06,667 --> 00:01:09,603 [romantic music] 30 00:01:09,603 --> 00:01:12,039 SO HOW WAS IT? 31 00:01:12,039 --> 00:01:15,209 [energetic music] 32 00:01:15,209 --> 00:01:16,510 HOW DID YOU LEAVE IT? 33 00:01:16,510 --> 00:01:19,513 [quirky music] 34 00:01:19,513 --> 00:01:22,015 * 35 00:01:22,015 --> 00:01:24,618 - MM. 36 00:01:24,618 --> 00:01:25,886 PEACE. 37 00:01:25,886 --> 00:01:27,255 - "PEACE"? 38 00:01:27,255 --> 00:01:29,357 THAT'S THE LAST THING YOU SAID TO HIM? 39 00:01:29,357 --> 00:01:31,625 - WELL, YEAH. - SO YOU DIDN'T DTR? 40 00:01:31,625 --> 00:01:33,093 - T, WE'RE SENIORS. 41 00:01:33,093 --> 00:01:35,196 WE DON'T NEED TO DT-ANYTHING. 42 00:01:35,196 --> 00:01:36,864 WE HAD FUN, AND I'M NOT GONNA OVERTHINK IT. 43 00:01:36,864 --> 00:01:38,599 BESIDES, I CAN'T EXPECT ANYTHING FROM MATTY 44 00:01:38,599 --> 00:01:39,967 AFTER WHAT I PUT HIM THROUGH. 45 00:01:39,967 --> 00:01:41,735 - SOPHOMORE TAMARA WOULD CALL SHENANIGANS, 46 00:01:41,735 --> 00:01:43,637 BUT SENIOR TAMARA TRUSTS 47 00:01:43,637 --> 00:01:45,306 THAT SENIOR JENNA KNOWS WHAT SHE'S DOING. 48 00:01:45,306 --> 00:01:49,277 LOOK AT US BEING ALL SUPES SUPERMATURE. 49 00:01:49,277 --> 00:01:51,279 UGH, HIDE ME. I DON'T WANT JAKE ASKING ME 50 00:01:51,279 --> 00:01:54,715 WHAT I THINK OF THIS VIDEO. I HAVE NO POKER FACE. 51 00:01:54,715 --> 00:01:57,084 - * AND I'M YOUR CONQUERING HERO * 52 00:01:57,084 --> 00:01:58,952 - THIS SONG IS ABOUT YOU. 53 00:01:58,952 --> 00:02:01,389 - "CONQUERING HERO"? I MEAN... 54 00:02:01,389 --> 00:02:02,956 - DO YOU EVER THINK 55 00:02:02,956 --> 00:02:04,492 THAT YOU'RE NOT THAT INTO JAKE'S MUSIC 56 00:02:04,492 --> 00:02:06,227 BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT THAT INTO JAKE ANYMORE? 57 00:02:06,227 --> 00:02:08,829 - WHAT? NO! OF COURSE NOT. I LOVE JAKE. 58 00:02:08,829 --> 00:02:10,464 HE'S MY BOYFRIEND. IT'S SENIOR YEAR. 59 00:02:10,464 --> 00:02:12,733 LOTS OF COUPLE STUFF HAPPENS SENIOR YEAR, SO YEAH. 60 00:02:12,733 --> 00:02:14,835 YOU SHOULD ADD ACTING IN THIS VIDEO 61 00:02:14,835 --> 00:02:16,737 TO YOUR ACTIVITIES COLUMN ON YOUR COLLEGE APPS. 62 00:02:16,737 --> 00:02:18,406 - ALREADY DONE. 63 00:02:18,406 --> 00:02:20,007 I'M GONNA GO SAY HI TO MATTY. 64 00:02:20,007 --> 00:02:21,942 - AND NOT TALK ABOUT IT FOR TEN MINUTES FIRST? 65 00:02:21,942 --> 00:02:23,677 I AM LOVING SENIOR JENNA. 66 00:02:23,677 --> 00:02:24,945 - I WAS TOO. 67 00:02:24,945 --> 00:02:26,980 SENIOR JENNA WAS COOL, CONFIDENT, 68 00:02:26,980 --> 00:02:28,949 AND READY TO FACE WHATEVER WAS COMING. 69 00:02:28,949 --> 00:02:30,818 [cork pops] 70 00:02:30,818 --> 00:02:32,620 [crack] 71 00:02:32,620 --> 00:02:34,455 [all gasp] 72 00:02:34,455 --> 00:02:36,824 - I'M SORRY, I DIDN'T KNOW THE KOMBUCHA WAS LOADED. 73 00:02:36,824 --> 00:02:38,091 - HEY, ARE YOU OKAY? 74 00:02:38,091 --> 00:02:42,196 - YEAH, I'M FINE. 75 00:02:46,200 --> 00:02:47,835 OH, IS MY NOSE BENT? IS IT BENT? 76 00:02:47,835 --> 00:02:50,037 - UH, MAYBE DON'T TOUCH IT. 77 00:02:50,037 --> 00:02:51,839 - WHAT, IS IT BLEEDING? IS IT BLEEDING? 78 00:02:51,839 --> 00:02:53,274 - NO, IT'S NOT THAT BAD. 79 00:02:53,274 --> 00:02:54,875 I'M GONNA GO FIND THE FIRST AID KIT. 80 00:02:54,875 --> 00:02:58,646 THERE'S THESE TAMPON-Y THINGIES THAT STOPS THAT. 81 00:02:58,646 --> 00:03:02,149 - I HAD FANTASIZED ABOUT MATTY COMING TO MY RESCUE MANY TIMES, 82 00:03:02,149 --> 00:03:03,717 BUT IN MY FANTASIES, 83 00:03:03,717 --> 00:03:06,620 I WAS NOT SHOVING FEMININE PRODUCTS UP MY NOSE. 84 00:03:06,620 --> 00:03:08,222 AND HE WAS RIDING A HORSE. 85 00:03:08,222 --> 00:03:10,324 - DON'T TOUCH IT! 86 00:03:12,726 --> 00:03:15,729 [tense piano music] 87 00:03:15,729 --> 00:03:23,671 ** 88 00:03:39,353 --> 00:03:40,821 - GOD, I REALLY HOPE THIS IS FIXABLE, 89 00:03:40,821 --> 00:03:43,524 BECAUSE I CANNOT PULL OFF A GOLD TOOTH OR A GRILL, 90 00:03:43,524 --> 00:03:46,226 AND I HATE GOING TO THE DENTIST. 91 00:03:46,226 --> 00:03:49,263 - OH, I'M SORRY, I COULDN'T FIND THE KIT. 92 00:03:49,263 --> 00:03:51,832 - THAT'S OKAY. I'M FINE ANYWAY. 93 00:03:51,832 --> 00:03:52,966 - YEAH. 94 00:03:52,966 --> 00:03:54,167 - I FOUND YOUR TOOTH! 95 00:03:54,167 --> 00:03:55,936 OH, IT'S A ROCK. 96 00:03:55,936 --> 00:03:57,938 - WHAT CAN I DO FOR YOU, J? 97 00:03:57,938 --> 00:04:00,541 - I NEED MORE EXTRACURRICULARS ON MY COLLEGE APPS. 98 00:04:00,541 --> 00:04:02,142 - OH, YEAH, I HEARD EVERY CLUB YOU WENT TO 99 00:04:02,142 --> 00:04:04,545 DISSED AND DISMISSED YOU-- HARSH. 100 00:04:04,545 --> 00:04:06,179 - I'M TRYING TO BE MORE PROACTIVE 101 00:04:06,179 --> 00:04:08,048 AND MAKE UP FOR THE MISTAKES THAT I MADE LAST YEAR 102 00:04:08,048 --> 00:04:09,149 LIKE YOU SAID. 103 00:04:09,149 --> 00:04:11,151 BUT I NEED YOUR HELP. 104 00:04:11,151 --> 00:04:13,521 - I'M SORRY, I DIDN'T HEAR A WORD YOU JUST SAID. 105 00:04:13,521 --> 00:04:15,656 THAT BUSTED GRILL IS LIKE A CAR ACCIDENT. 106 00:04:15,656 --> 00:04:18,559 CAN'T STOP STARING, BUT IT'S ALSO REPELLING ME. 107 00:04:18,559 --> 00:04:20,428 IT'S SLIM PICKINGS, 108 00:04:20,428 --> 00:04:23,331 BUT THERE ARE STILL A FEW CLUBS RECRUITING. 109 00:04:23,331 --> 00:04:24,998 - WHAT'S PC? 110 00:04:24,998 --> 00:04:27,668 - OH, IT'S JUST A REMINDER TO MYSELF TO BE MORE PC. 111 00:04:27,668 --> 00:04:29,169 WAIT, NO, THAT'S PEER COUNSELING. 112 00:04:29,169 --> 00:04:30,571 I'M STARTING A PROGRAM 113 00:04:30,571 --> 00:04:33,073 WHERE SENIOR GIRLS MENTOR FRESHMAN ONES. 114 00:04:33,073 --> 00:04:35,175 IT'S LIKE A BIG SISTER THING. 115 00:04:35,175 --> 00:04:37,077 BUT YOU'D BE TERRIBLE AT THAT. 116 00:04:37,077 --> 00:04:38,546 LOOK, J, I'D LOVE TO HELP YOU, 117 00:04:38,546 --> 00:04:41,048 BUT I GOTTA GET BACK TO MY LITTLE ASIAN TREE. 118 00:04:41,048 --> 00:04:42,916 I JUST LOVE ASIAN THINGS. 119 00:04:42,916 --> 00:04:44,918 [baby voice] THEY'RE ALL SO TINY. 120 00:04:44,918 --> 00:04:46,687 - I COULD TOTALLY MENTOR SOMEONE. 121 00:04:46,687 --> 00:04:48,856 YOU'VE ALREADY TAUGHT ME SO MUCH ABOUT HELPING PEOPLE. 122 00:04:48,856 --> 00:04:51,091 - I'LL TELL YOU WHAT. I'LL GIVE YOU A TRIAL RUN. 123 00:04:51,091 --> 00:04:52,926 I'LL LET YOU COUNSEL SOME OF MY NEEDIEST CASES, 124 00:04:52,926 --> 00:04:55,062 BUT YOU GOTTA HAVE THAT TOOTH FIXED FIRST. 125 00:04:55,062 --> 00:04:57,030 THESE GIRLS ARE FRAGILE ENOUGH AS IT IS. 126 00:04:57,030 --> 00:04:59,032 - I'M GOING TO THE DENTIST RIGHT AFTER SCHOOL. 127 00:04:59,032 --> 00:05:01,835 - YEAH, PLEASE DON'T DO THAT. 128 00:05:04,405 --> 00:05:07,475 - ACTUALLY, I THINK YOUR SMACKDOWN WAS A LUCKY STRIKE. 129 00:05:07,475 --> 00:05:09,309 - I MEAN, SURE, YOU'LL BE OFF SOLIDS FOR A WHILE, 130 00:05:09,309 --> 00:05:10,744 BUT NOTHING SAYS INSTA-COUPLE 131 00:05:10,744 --> 00:05:12,112 LIKE MATTY BEING THE KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOR 132 00:05:12,112 --> 00:05:13,647 TO YOUR DENTAL DAMSEL IN DISTRESS. 133 00:05:13,647 --> 00:05:15,816 - HOLD ON, WHEN DID I SAY I WANTED TO BE A COUPLE? 134 00:05:15,816 --> 00:05:17,485 I TOLD YOU, I'M NOT OVERTHINKING THIS. 135 00:05:17,485 --> 00:05:18,886 - YOU'RE NOT? - NO. 136 00:05:18,886 --> 00:05:20,954 BESIDES, VALERIE'S GONNA LET ME TRY OUT 137 00:05:20,954 --> 00:05:23,256 FOR THIS PEER COUNSELING THING, AND I CAN'T SCREW IT UP. 138 00:05:23,256 --> 00:05:25,258 I REALLY HAVE TO FOCUS ON THAT RIGHT NOW. 139 00:05:25,258 --> 00:05:27,761 MM. - WOW. 140 00:05:27,761 --> 00:05:30,798 I TOTALLY RESPECT THAT, SENIOR JENNA. 141 00:05:30,798 --> 00:05:32,165 OKAY, NO, THIS FEELS TOO WEIRD. 142 00:05:32,165 --> 00:05:33,634 I KNOW YOU DON'T WANT TO OVERTHINK IT, 143 00:05:33,634 --> 00:05:35,302 BUT YOU HAVE TO AT LEAST REGULAR THINK IT. 144 00:05:35,302 --> 00:05:37,137 - COME ON, MAN, YOU LEARN A FEW CHORDS, AND BOOM! 145 00:05:37,137 --> 00:05:39,640 WE'RE A BAND. - YEAH, I DON'T KNOW, BUD. 146 00:05:39,640 --> 00:05:42,610 - HEY, HOW'S YOUR MOUTH? AGAIN, I'M SO SORRY ABOUT THAT. 147 00:05:42,610 --> 00:05:44,645 - YEAH, IT LOOKS LIKE IT HURTS. - NO, IT'S FINE. 148 00:05:44,645 --> 00:05:46,514 MY TONGUE HURTS A LITTLE WHEN I TALK, 149 00:05:46,514 --> 00:05:48,449 BUT OTHER THAN THAT, IT'S NOTHING MAJOR. 150 00:05:48,449 --> 00:05:50,651 I'M GOING TO THE DENTIST AFTER SCHOOL TO GET IT FIXED. 151 00:05:50,651 --> 00:05:53,454 - DID YOU GUYS LISTEN TO MY NEW SONG I EMAILED? 152 00:05:53,454 --> 00:05:56,857 - I THINK MINE WENT TO SPAM. I PROMISE I'LL GET TO IT. 153 00:05:56,857 --> 00:05:59,427 - SERIOUSLY? IS THAT WHAT YOKO SAID TO LENNON? 154 00:05:59,427 --> 00:06:01,361 "I'LL GET TO IT"? 155 00:06:01,361 --> 00:06:03,030 - GOOD LUCK AT THE DENTIST. 156 00:06:06,600 --> 00:06:09,136 - "GOOD LUCK AT THE DENTIST"? AND THAT ARM SQUEEZE? 157 00:06:09,136 --> 00:06:11,439 THAT'S HOW MY UNCLE GREETS ME AT THANKSGIVING. 158 00:06:11,439 --> 00:06:12,673 - STILL NOT THINKING ABOUT IT. 159 00:06:12,673 --> 00:06:14,442 BUT SUDDENLY I WAS. 160 00:06:14,442 --> 00:06:17,978 MATTY HAD NEVER BEEN CHATTY, BUT NOW HE WAS PRACTICALLY MUTE. 161 00:06:17,978 --> 00:06:20,347 WAS IT BECAUSE-- NOPE. 162 00:06:20,347 --> 00:06:21,782 I WAS NOT GOING TO THINK THE WORST. 163 00:06:21,782 --> 00:06:23,851 - I HATE TO PUT A DAMPER ON YOUR CHILL-ATTITUDE, 164 00:06:23,851 --> 00:06:25,886 BUT SOMETHING IS WONKY IN THE POST-BONE ZONE. 165 00:06:25,886 --> 00:06:27,621 - I'M FINE. 166 00:06:27,621 --> 00:06:29,189 BESIDES, YOU'RE THE ONE RAINING ON JAKE'S PARADE. 167 00:06:29,189 --> 00:06:30,223 HAVE YOU LISTENED TO HIS SONG YET? 168 00:06:30,223 --> 00:06:31,792 - YEAH, LOVE. 169 00:06:31,792 --> 00:06:33,494 - YOU KNOW YOU LOOK UP WHEN YOU LIE, RIGHT? 170 00:06:33,494 --> 00:06:35,863 - TONIGHT, I SWEAR. 171 00:06:35,863 --> 00:06:37,364 - HEY, JENNA. 172 00:06:37,364 --> 00:06:39,467 - FINALLY, JUST WHEN I WAS STARTING TO WORRY 173 00:06:39,467 --> 00:06:41,201 THAT THAT ANNOYING LITTLE VOICE-- 174 00:06:41,201 --> 00:06:44,004 AND BY ANNOYING LITTLE VOICE, I MEANT TAMARA--WAS RIGHT, 175 00:06:44,004 --> 00:06:46,474 THE MAN OF FEW WORDS FINALLY HAD SOMETHING TO SAY. 176 00:06:46,474 --> 00:06:49,910 - YOU HOLDING POM-POMS IS SOME CRAZY [bleep]. 177 00:06:49,910 --> 00:06:51,645 - SOME OF YOU MIGHT NEED 178 00:06:51,645 --> 00:06:55,182 A LITTLE EXTRA ATTENTION OR ENCOURAGEMENT. 179 00:06:55,182 --> 00:06:58,051 REMEMBER, I AM HERE FOR YOU. 180 00:06:58,051 --> 00:06:59,520 - I HATE TO INTERRUPT 181 00:06:59,520 --> 00:07:02,055 THIS SICKENING AND CONDESCENDING PEP SMEAR, 182 00:07:02,055 --> 00:07:04,057 BUT I NEED TO LEAVE EARLY TODAY. 183 00:07:04,057 --> 00:07:05,693 - SADIE, WHAT'S GOING ON WITH YOU? 184 00:07:05,693 --> 00:07:07,561 ARE YOU OKAY? 185 00:07:07,561 --> 00:07:08,996 I NEVER SEE YOU ANYMORE, 186 00:07:08,996 --> 00:07:12,365 AND LATELY, YOU KIND OF SMELL LIKE SAUSAGE. 187 00:07:12,365 --> 00:07:14,334 - YOU DON'T GET IT, DO YOU? 188 00:07:14,334 --> 00:07:15,769 WE'RE NOT FRIENDS ANYMORE. 189 00:07:15,769 --> 00:07:17,037 YOU THREW THAT AWAY 190 00:07:17,037 --> 00:07:20,207 WHEN YOU ACCEPTED THIS CAPTAINCY. 191 00:07:20,207 --> 00:07:21,441 - [gasps] 192 00:07:21,441 --> 00:07:25,546 IF YOU LEAVE NOW, 193 00:07:25,546 --> 00:07:28,616 DON'T COME BACK. 194 00:07:28,616 --> 00:07:31,184 - DON'T YOU ULTIMATUM ME, LISSA. 195 00:07:31,184 --> 00:07:33,286 - YOU HEARD ME. 196 00:07:33,286 --> 00:07:35,823 I'M ULTIMATING YOU. 197 00:07:38,125 --> 00:07:39,192 - JENNA? 198 00:07:39,192 --> 00:07:41,762 OH, HI, SWEETIE. 199 00:07:41,762 --> 00:07:43,030 WELCOME BACK. 200 00:07:43,030 --> 00:07:44,732 SO WHILE YOU WERE OUT, 201 00:07:44,732 --> 00:07:46,433 I GAVE THE OKAY TO DR. WEIR 202 00:07:46,433 --> 00:07:48,869 TO TAKE YOUR WISDOM TEETH OUT TOO. 203 00:07:48,869 --> 00:07:50,303 WITH OUR DENTAL PLAN, I JUST FIGURED, 204 00:07:50,303 --> 00:07:51,739 GET IT ALL DONE AT ONCE. 205 00:07:51,739 --> 00:07:53,240 WHY WASTE THE GOOD ANESTHESIA? 206 00:07:53,240 --> 00:07:54,942 - [yelps] - NO, REALLY. 207 00:07:54,942 --> 00:07:58,612 TRY NOT TO OPEN YOUR MOUTH AT ALL FOR 24 HOURS. 208 00:07:58,612 --> 00:08:00,380 [Muzak playing in background] - [grunts] 209 00:08:03,116 --> 00:08:04,818 - REMEMBER, NO OPENING YOUR MOUTH. 210 00:08:04,818 --> 00:08:06,153 AND KEEP BITING DOWN 211 00:08:06,153 --> 00:08:07,721 SO THE PRESSURE STOPS THE BLEEDING. 212 00:08:07,721 --> 00:08:09,557 HERE'S YOUR AFTERCARE KIT AND YOUR PAIN MEDS. 213 00:08:09,557 --> 00:08:11,158 AND WE WILL CHANGE YOUR BLOODY DRESSING 214 00:08:11,158 --> 00:08:12,159 AFTER SCHOOL. 215 00:08:12,159 --> 00:08:15,028 - MMM? 216 00:08:15,028 --> 00:08:17,397 - I WAS THINKING, 217 00:08:17,397 --> 00:08:18,866 YOUR DARK HOODIES DEPRESS 218 00:08:18,866 --> 00:08:20,668 THE REST OF OUR CLOTHES, SO UNLESS YOU OBJECT, 219 00:08:20,668 --> 00:08:22,435 I'LL TOSS A COUPLE IN THE CHURCH DONATION BOX. 220 00:08:22,435 --> 00:08:23,771 - MM-MM! 221 00:08:23,771 --> 00:08:25,639 - AND YOU KNOW THAT DIAMOND BRACELET 222 00:08:25,639 --> 00:08:26,807 NANA GAVE ME? 223 00:08:26,807 --> 00:08:28,609 WELL, IT'S POSSIBLE 224 00:08:28,609 --> 00:08:30,944 IT WAS ACTUALLY INTENDED FOR YOU. 225 00:08:30,944 --> 00:08:32,179 - MMM... 226 00:08:32,179 --> 00:08:33,847 - AND YOU REMEMBER MR. MITTENBOOTS? 227 00:08:33,847 --> 00:08:36,850 HE DIDN'T DIE IN HIS SLEEP. 228 00:08:36,850 --> 00:08:38,952 I LEFT HIM IN THE HOUSE WHEN WE TENTED FOR TERMITES 229 00:08:38,952 --> 00:08:40,220 ACCIDENTALLY. 230 00:08:40,220 --> 00:08:41,454 - [shrilly] MMM! 231 00:08:41,454 --> 00:08:42,723 - YEAH, YOU'RE RIGHT. 232 00:08:42,723 --> 00:08:44,858 WE CAN'T LIVE FOREVER. 233 00:08:44,858 --> 00:08:46,594 OH, HONEY, I LOVE OUR CHATS. 234 00:08:46,594 --> 00:08:48,562 ARE YOU SURE YOU CAN'T STAY HOME FROM SCHOOL TODAY? 235 00:08:54,101 --> 00:08:55,468 AH. 236 00:08:55,468 --> 00:08:57,304 - I'VE FLIRTED WITH DIFFERENT RELIGIONS 237 00:08:57,304 --> 00:09:00,140 OVER THE YEARS-- BUDDHISM, KABBALAH, BAHA'I-- 238 00:09:00,140 --> 00:09:02,943 BUT NOTHING EVER REALLY STUCK ON, YOU KNOW, A REAL GUT LEVEL. 239 00:09:02,943 --> 00:09:04,712 - WELL, DON'T FLIRT. COMMIT. 240 00:09:04,712 --> 00:09:06,413 ACCEPT JESUS AS YOUR PERSONAL SAVIOR TODAY 241 00:09:06,413 --> 00:09:07,648 AND FREE YOURSELF. 242 00:09:07,648 --> 00:09:09,583 - SHE'S MOVED ON ALREADY? 243 00:09:09,583 --> 00:09:11,484 IT'S BEEN, LIKE, A DAY. 244 00:09:11,484 --> 00:09:14,054 - I MEAN, IS THERE REALLY A GOD, THOUGH? 245 00:09:16,556 --> 00:09:18,659 - KEEP YOUR MOUTH SHUT AND FOLLOW MY LEAD, DRAMA CLUB. 246 00:09:18,659 --> 00:09:20,160 LAUGH. 247 00:09:20,160 --> 00:09:21,762 LAUGH LIKE YOU MEAN IT, RANDO. YOU'RE ON. 248 00:09:21,762 --> 00:09:22,830 [both laughing] 249 00:09:22,830 --> 00:09:24,397 - [laughs] 250 00:09:24,397 --> 00:09:25,398 - [laughing] - OW. 251 00:09:25,398 --> 00:09:26,600 I DON'T LIKE THIS PLAY. 252 00:09:26,600 --> 00:09:29,169 - [laughing] 253 00:09:29,169 --> 00:09:31,238 - SEE YOU AT OUR SLUMBER PARTY. 254 00:09:31,238 --> 00:09:32,572 [laughs] 255 00:09:35,442 --> 00:09:36,777 - [grunts] MMM! 256 00:09:36,777 --> 00:09:39,412 - [gasps] 257 00:09:39,412 --> 00:09:42,983 I COULD NEVER NOT TALK FOR 424 HOURS. 258 00:09:42,983 --> 00:09:44,584 - MM-MM. 259 00:09:44,584 --> 00:09:46,654 - I WOULD NEVER NOT BE ABLE TO TALK FOR 24 HOURS. 260 00:09:46,654 --> 00:09:48,088 OH, MY GOD, JENNA. 261 00:09:48,088 --> 00:09:50,090 I LISTENED TO JAKE'S NEW SONG AND-- 262 00:09:50,090 --> 00:09:52,693 SHOCKED FACE-- IT'S DREAMY DANDY EAR CANDY. 263 00:09:52,693 --> 00:09:55,262 I GOT SO EXCITED THAT I CAN FINALLY BE EXCITED 264 00:09:55,262 --> 00:09:56,697 THAT I BOUGHT US MATCHING HEADPHONES, 265 00:09:56,697 --> 00:09:57,965 SO WE CAN LISTEN TO HIS MUSIC. 266 00:09:57,965 --> 00:10:00,600 OH, I AM SO RELIEVED. 267 00:10:00,600 --> 00:10:01,935 THE UNITED MATES OF JAKARA 268 00:10:01,935 --> 00:10:04,271 IS ONCE AGAIN A MOST PERFECT UNION. 269 00:10:04,271 --> 00:10:07,007 - I HADN'T HEARD FROM MATTY AT ALL SINCE YESTERDAY. 270 00:10:07,007 --> 00:10:08,776 BUT IN ALL FAIRNESS, 271 00:10:08,776 --> 00:10:11,845 NEITHER OF US WERE THE BEST AT VERBALIZING OUR FEELINGS. 272 00:10:11,845 --> 00:10:14,581 - PEACE. 273 00:10:14,581 --> 00:10:16,549 - I COULDN'T HAVE TALKED TO MATTY THAT DAY 274 00:10:16,549 --> 00:10:17,617 EVEN IF I WANTED TO. 275 00:10:17,617 --> 00:10:19,052 DID I WANT TO? 276 00:10:19,052 --> 00:10:20,520 - YOU KNOW YOU'RE JUST STANDING THERE 277 00:10:20,520 --> 00:10:23,724 MAKING WEIRD FACES. 278 00:10:23,724 --> 00:10:25,959 - I AT LEAST WANTED HIM TO WANT TO TALK TO ME. 279 00:10:29,362 --> 00:10:31,531 - SO, MATTY, I TALKED TO YOUR COACH, 280 00:10:31,531 --> 00:10:32,966 AND HE THINKS THAT YOU MIGHT BE ABLE 281 00:10:32,966 --> 00:10:35,468 TO GET A SOCCER SCHOLARSHIP, WHICH IS... 282 00:10:35,468 --> 00:10:37,470 AMAZING, VAL! 283 00:10:37,470 --> 00:10:39,406 THIS IS BIG NEWS. 284 00:10:39,406 --> 00:10:41,508 CAN YOU PLEASE GIVE ME SOMETHING TO WORK WITH? 285 00:10:41,508 --> 00:10:42,810 - YEAH, I CAN. 286 00:10:42,810 --> 00:10:44,712 THE ONE THING I WANT FROM A COLLEGE 287 00:10:44,712 --> 00:10:47,047 IS SOMEPLACE AS FAR AWAY FROM HERE AS POSSIBLE. 288 00:10:47,047 --> 00:10:51,018 [melancholy music] 289 00:10:51,018 --> 00:10:52,720 - SO LAST TIME I VISITED HIM IN PRISON, 290 00:10:52,720 --> 00:10:54,688 I ACCEPTED HIS PROPOSAL, 291 00:10:54,688 --> 00:10:57,090 BUT I'M NOT SURE HOW TO TELL MY PARENTS. 292 00:10:57,090 --> 00:10:58,391 BUT HE GAVE ME THIS PROMISE RING 293 00:10:58,391 --> 00:11:00,260 WITH "HELTER SKELTER" ENGRAVED ON IT. 294 00:11:00,260 --> 00:11:02,863 SO SWEET. 295 00:11:02,863 --> 00:11:05,065 - OKAY, WHAT I'M TRYING TO SAY IS... 296 00:11:05,065 --> 00:11:08,435 [sobbing hysterically] 297 00:11:08,435 --> 00:11:11,271 [sobbing and muttering] 298 00:11:11,271 --> 00:11:15,175 [screechy violin music] 299 00:11:15,175 --> 00:11:18,378 - I CAN ONLY EXPRESS MYSELF IN MUSIC. 300 00:11:18,378 --> 00:11:20,413 - LEAVING MY PEER COUNSELING SESSIONS, 301 00:11:20,413 --> 00:11:23,183 NOT ONLY WAS MY MOUTH THROBBING, BUT MY HEAD WAS TOO 302 00:11:23,183 --> 00:11:25,753 FROM LISTENING TO ALL THOSE GIRLS, INTERRUPTED. 303 00:11:25,753 --> 00:11:28,688 - [growling] JENNA. JENNA. 304 00:11:28,688 --> 00:11:29,923 - [grunts] - HUNGRY. 305 00:11:29,923 --> 00:11:31,558 - HUNGRY. 306 00:11:31,558 --> 00:11:33,626 - THEO NEEDS SOME PAIN RELIEF 307 00:11:33,626 --> 00:11:35,763 FOR THE PAIN. 308 00:11:35,763 --> 00:11:36,764 - WE KNOW YOU'RE HOLDING. 309 00:11:36,764 --> 00:11:38,398 - SHOW US YOUR STASH. 310 00:11:41,401 --> 00:11:43,303 - WHAT? OBLONGS? 2.5s? 311 00:11:43,303 --> 00:11:45,538 THIS IS AMATEUR HOUR. - CHILDREN'S ASPIRIN. 312 00:11:45,538 --> 00:11:46,907 - YOU NEED TO GO BACK TO THAT DENTIST 313 00:11:46,907 --> 00:11:48,308 AND TELL HIM YOU'RE IN SERIOUS PAIN. 314 00:11:48,308 --> 00:11:49,676 - WHAT ARE YOU? A BABY? 315 00:11:56,483 --> 00:11:58,952 - EVEN POST-PAINKILLER, I WAS FEELING MY PAIN. 316 00:11:58,952 --> 00:12:01,288 MATTY HADN'T RESPONDED TO MY TEXT. 317 00:12:01,288 --> 00:12:04,925 BUT IT HAD ONLY BEEN AN HOUR AND 17 MINUTES. 318 00:12:04,925 --> 00:12:06,760 AND REALLY, HOW COULD I HAVE EXPECTED AN ANSWER 319 00:12:06,760 --> 00:12:08,495 WHEN I HADN'T ASKED A QUESTION? 320 00:12:08,495 --> 00:12:10,597 - HEY, JENNA, ARE YOU GOING TO THE PEP RALLY NEXT WEEK? 321 00:12:10,597 --> 00:12:12,099 IT'S TYLER'S FIRST GAME, 322 00:12:12,099 --> 00:12:13,433 SO I WAS WONDERING IF YOU COULD SIT WITH HIM. 323 00:12:13,433 --> 00:12:15,068 HE GETS NERVOUS IN UNFAMILIAR SETTINGS. 324 00:12:15,068 --> 00:12:17,004 AT LEAST HE'S NOT AFRAID OF THE TOILET ANYMORE. 325 00:12:17,004 --> 00:12:18,471 P.S., YOU'RE DOING A REALLY GREAT JOB 326 00:12:18,471 --> 00:12:19,739 AS POM COLLECTOR. 327 00:12:19,739 --> 00:12:21,942 [squeals quietly] 328 00:12:21,942 --> 00:12:22,876 - [grunts] 329 00:12:24,978 --> 00:12:26,980 - WHO HAVE YOU TOLD ABOUT THE FOOD TRUCK? 330 00:12:26,980 --> 00:12:29,349 MATTY? JAKE? TAMARA? WHO? 331 00:12:29,349 --> 00:12:31,684 AND YOU THINK I DON'T SEE WHAT YOU'RE TRYING TO DO WITH LISSA? 332 00:12:31,684 --> 00:12:33,320 SHE'S JUST LOOKING FOR REBOUND FRIENDS, 333 00:12:33,320 --> 00:12:34,687 AND YOU ARE NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR HER, JENNA. 334 00:12:34,687 --> 00:12:36,589 YOU ARE A DIRTY GIRL, JENNA. 335 00:12:36,589 --> 00:12:38,758 AND LISSA IS A SWEET, KIND, PURE PERSON, AND I DON'T KNOW 336 00:12:38,758 --> 00:12:40,193 HOW OUR FRIENDSHIP GOT SO [bleep] UP, 337 00:12:40,193 --> 00:12:41,628 BUT I AM GOING TO FIND A WAY TO FIX IT. 338 00:12:41,628 --> 00:12:43,831 BUT KEEP YOUR NASTY MESS TO YOUR SKITCHY SELF 339 00:12:43,831 --> 00:12:45,465 IN THE MEANTIME, HAMILTOE. 340 00:12:45,465 --> 00:12:47,334 - FINALLY THE PAINKILLERS KICKED IN, 341 00:12:47,334 --> 00:12:48,869 NOT A MOMENT TOO SOON. 342 00:12:48,869 --> 00:12:51,638 IT WAS AS IF SADIE'S INSULTS AND THREATS 343 00:12:51,638 --> 00:12:53,606 WERE BEING PHONED IN FROM A DISTANT PLANET. 344 00:12:53,606 --> 00:12:55,008 - WHAT THE [bleep]? 345 00:12:55,008 --> 00:12:57,777 KEEP YOUR HANDS OFF MY BUN 346 00:12:57,777 --> 00:13:00,180 AND YOUR MOUTH SHUT, FREAK. 347 00:13:00,180 --> 00:13:03,183 [electronic music] 348 00:13:03,183 --> 00:13:05,052 * 349 00:13:05,052 --> 00:13:06,553 IT'S NOT WHAT IT LOOKS LIKE. 350 00:13:06,553 --> 00:13:09,789 SHE MEANS NOTHING TO ME. 351 00:13:09,789 --> 00:13:12,125 LISSA, DON'T GO! 352 00:13:12,125 --> 00:13:13,994 - THE DRUGS HAD MADE MY PAIN GO AWAY, 353 00:13:13,994 --> 00:13:16,196 AS WELL AS MY HAND-EYE COORDINATION. 354 00:13:16,196 --> 00:13:17,664 AND MY ABILITY TO STOP THINKING ABOUT 355 00:13:17,664 --> 00:13:20,067 HOW NOT MANY PUPPETS HAD MUSTACHES. 356 00:13:20,067 --> 00:13:22,702 - OH, HONEY, HERE. LET ME HELP YOU. 357 00:13:22,702 --> 00:13:24,404 THE ONLY UPSIDE TO DATING A JUNKIE 358 00:13:24,404 --> 00:13:27,307 WAS THE FACT THAT I GOT OVER MY FEAR OF NEEDLES. 359 00:13:27,307 --> 00:13:29,910 PLUS HE WROTE THIS KILLER SONG ABOUT ME. 360 00:13:29,910 --> 00:13:32,112 [cell phone chimes] 361 00:13:33,847 --> 00:13:35,248 - "K." 362 00:13:35,248 --> 00:13:37,684 MATTY HAD RESPONDED WITH ONE SINGLE LETTER. 363 00:13:37,684 --> 00:13:40,320 WAS HE JUST IN A HURRY, OR WAS THAT ALL HE HAD TO SAY? 364 00:13:40,320 --> 00:13:42,322 CONFUSED, DESPERATE, AND A LITTLE HIGH, 365 00:13:42,322 --> 00:13:44,824 I TURNED TO THE FIRST PERSON I COULD FOR ANSWERS. 366 00:13:44,824 --> 00:13:46,526 - [winces] OUCH. 367 00:13:46,526 --> 00:13:48,161 "K." 368 00:13:48,161 --> 00:13:49,429 WELL, "KK" IS THE ONLY POLITE WAY 369 00:13:49,429 --> 00:13:50,697 TO RESPOND TO A TEXT 370 00:13:50,697 --> 00:13:52,032 UNLESS YOU WANT SOME LOSER 371 00:13:52,032 --> 00:13:53,433 TO GET THE HINT AND STOP TEXTING YOU. 372 00:13:53,433 --> 00:13:54,902 THAT'S WHEN YOU WRITE "K." 373 00:13:54,902 --> 00:13:57,037 I MEAN, I TAKE "K" AS AN INSULT. 374 00:13:57,037 --> 00:13:59,272 DOES THAT HELP? 375 00:14:03,676 --> 00:14:05,578 - COOKIE MONSTER DIDN'T HAVE A MUSTACHE. 376 00:14:05,578 --> 00:14:08,081 NEITHER DID THAT SUPER MEAN DOG. 377 00:14:08,081 --> 00:14:10,083 THERE WAS A LOT OF CHURNING IN MY HEAD, 378 00:14:10,083 --> 00:14:11,351 BUT ONE THING WAS CLEAR. 379 00:14:11,351 --> 00:14:13,520 [cell phone chimes] 380 00:14:15,722 --> 00:14:18,458 - JENNA, WE HAVE TO TALK ABOUT PEER COUNSELING. 381 00:14:21,061 --> 00:14:22,562 YOU SHOULD BE SORRY 382 00:14:22,562 --> 00:14:25,398 FOR KEEPING YOUR LIGHT UNDER A BARREL. 383 00:14:25,398 --> 00:14:27,300 WHO KNEW YOU WERE SO EMPATHETIC? 384 00:14:27,300 --> 00:14:30,270 THE GIRLS LOVED YOU. 385 00:14:30,270 --> 00:14:35,375 SO YOUR TECHNIQUE IS JUST TO SAY NOTHING? 386 00:14:35,375 --> 00:14:37,110 IN THAT SILENCE JUST NOW, 387 00:14:37,110 --> 00:14:40,914 I REALIZED I NEED TO PICK UP FABRIC PAINT ON MY WAY HOME. 388 00:14:40,914 --> 00:14:43,750 YOU...ARE...AMAZING. 389 00:14:43,750 --> 00:14:45,118 - [grunts quietly] - [sighs] 390 00:14:49,957 --> 00:14:52,125 - HEY, BABE. SO I LISTENED TO YOUR NEW SONG, 391 00:14:52,125 --> 00:14:53,760 AND NO JK, IT'S THE REALS. 392 00:14:53,760 --> 00:14:55,428 - OH, THANKS. 393 00:14:55,428 --> 00:14:57,764 UM, WE NEED TO TALK. 394 00:14:57,764 --> 00:14:59,332 - I KNOW. IT WAS WRONG OF ME 395 00:14:59,332 --> 00:15:01,801 NOT TO LISTEN TO IT UNTIL NOW, BECAUSE IT'S ACTUALLY DECENT. 396 00:15:01,801 --> 00:15:04,237 - WOW, THAT'S HIGH PRAISE. - I KNOW! 397 00:15:04,237 --> 00:15:06,606 WOW, THE WAY THOSE BANJOS KICKED IN IN THE BEGINNING. 398 00:15:06,606 --> 00:15:08,108 GRANTED, I WAS ALL, "HOLD UP. 399 00:15:08,108 --> 00:15:10,343 DID I JUST TAKE A TIME MACHINE BACK TO 2010?" 400 00:15:10,343 --> 00:15:11,678 BUT THEN I KEPT LISTENING, 401 00:15:11,678 --> 00:15:13,313 AND THERE'S A LOT OF REALLY GOOD STUFF IN THERE. 402 00:15:13,313 --> 00:15:14,982 - AW, GEE, THANKS, BABE. - YOU'RE WELCOME. 403 00:15:14,982 --> 00:15:16,449 IT'S LIKE, YOU KNOW HOW YOU BLINK A LOT 404 00:15:16,449 --> 00:15:17,917 WHEN YOU TELL A STORY? 405 00:15:17,917 --> 00:15:19,752 WELL, AT FIRST I THOUGHT IT WAS SUPER ANNOYING, 406 00:15:19,752 --> 00:15:21,254 BUT THEN I GREW TO LIKE IT. 407 00:15:21,254 --> 00:15:23,023 AND THE WAY YOU PRONOUNCE THE "L" IN SALMON? 408 00:15:23,023 --> 00:15:25,458 ACTUALLY, I'D REALLY LIKE IT IF YOU STOPPED DOING THAT. 409 00:15:25,458 --> 00:15:26,626 IT'S EMBARRASSING AT RESTAURANTS. 410 00:15:26,626 --> 00:15:29,096 - I WANT TO BREAK UP. 411 00:15:30,430 --> 00:15:32,165 - YOU'RE BREAKING UP WITH ME? 412 00:15:32,165 --> 00:15:33,866 IS THIS ABOUT THE MUSIC? 'CAUSE I GET IT NOW. 413 00:15:33,866 --> 00:15:35,768 YOU ACTUALLY CAN WRITE A GOOD SONG. 414 00:15:35,768 --> 00:15:37,370 - CAN YOU HEAR WHAT YOU'RE SAYING? 415 00:15:37,370 --> 00:15:39,339 BECAUSE IT ACTUALLY SOUNDS REALLY INSULTING. 416 00:15:39,339 --> 00:15:41,441 - I'M SORRY. I'M JUST TRYING TO HELP YOU. 417 00:15:41,441 --> 00:15:42,809 - HELP ME? 418 00:15:42,809 --> 00:15:45,545 YOUR IDEA OF HELPING IS CONTROLLING. 419 00:15:45,545 --> 00:15:48,848 LOOK, WE'RE CLEARLY GOING IN TWO DIFFERENT DIRECTIONS. 420 00:15:48,848 --> 00:15:50,683 - WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? 421 00:15:50,683 --> 00:15:52,185 WE'RE BOTH SENIORS IN HIGH SCHOOL. 422 00:15:52,185 --> 00:15:54,021 WE'RE BOTH GOING TO COLLEGE NEXT YEAR. 423 00:15:54,021 --> 00:15:55,788 HOW DIFFERENT COULD OUR DIRECTIONS BE? 424 00:15:55,788 --> 00:15:58,458 DO YOU REALLY WANT TO BE SINGLE IN SENIOR YEAR? 425 00:15:58,458 --> 00:16:00,860 - IS THAT ACTUALLY WHAT YOU'RE WORRIED ABOUT? 426 00:16:00,860 --> 00:16:02,629 YOU KNOW, YOU SHOULD BE HAPPY. 427 00:16:02,629 --> 00:16:04,631 YOU DON'T HAVE TO PRETEND TO LIKE MY MUSIC ANYMORE. 428 00:16:04,631 --> 00:16:06,499 - YEAH, WELL, THAT'S NOT THE ONLY THING 429 00:16:06,499 --> 00:16:10,003 I'VE BEEN PRETENDING TO LIKE. 430 00:16:19,479 --> 00:16:21,948 - JAKE BROKE UP WITH ME. WHAT AM I GONNA DO? 431 00:16:21,948 --> 00:16:23,850 I LOVE HIM. HE WAS MY FIRST. 432 00:16:23,850 --> 00:16:25,318 I LOVED US. 433 00:16:25,318 --> 00:16:27,820 I LOVED BEING A PALOS HILLS POWER COUPLE. 434 00:16:27,820 --> 00:16:29,289 HOW DID I SCREW THIS UP? 435 00:16:29,289 --> 00:16:31,024 YEAH, I KNOW I WAS A LITTLE HARD ON HIM, 436 00:16:31,024 --> 00:16:32,959 BUT IN ALL FAIRNESS, HE NEEDED MY INPUT. 437 00:16:32,959 --> 00:16:34,361 THAT BAREFOOT THING WOULD HAVE GOTTEN HIM AXED 438 00:16:34,361 --> 00:16:35,895 BEFORE THE BATTLE ROUNDS ON THE VOICE. 439 00:16:35,895 --> 00:16:37,564 AND I AM NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO MADE MISTAKES. 440 00:16:37,564 --> 00:16:39,332 DO YOU REMEMBER WHEN HE TOLD THE WHOLE SCHOOL 441 00:16:39,332 --> 00:16:40,467 THAT I DYE MY HAIR? 442 00:16:40,467 --> 00:16:42,469 THAT WAS SO NOT CHIC. - MM-MM. 443 00:16:42,469 --> 00:16:43,736 - AM I NOT WORTHY OF LOVE? 444 00:16:43,736 --> 00:16:45,004 - MM-MM. - UGH, WHAT AM I SAYING? 445 00:16:45,004 --> 00:16:46,973 OF COURSE I AM. [sighs] 446 00:16:46,973 --> 00:16:50,043 I AM SO GLAD YOU WERE THERE FOR ME. 447 00:16:50,043 --> 00:16:52,979 - FOR THE LOVE OF GOD AND ALL THINGS HOLY, 448 00:16:52,979 --> 00:16:55,315 KICK THAT BALL RIGHT PAST THE GOALIE! 449 00:16:55,315 --> 00:16:56,883 [girls cheering] YAY! 450 00:16:56,883 --> 00:16:59,219 ALL RIGHT, GOOD JOB, GUYS. SO PROUD OF ALL OF YOU. 451 00:16:59,219 --> 00:17:01,321 NOW LET'S DO IT ONE MORE TIME, AND FOLLOW ALONG, OKAY? 452 00:17:01,321 --> 00:17:03,323 SO IT'S, "FOR THE LOVE OF GOD..." 453 00:17:03,323 --> 00:17:04,657 - LISSA. [girls screaming] 454 00:17:04,657 --> 00:17:06,059 LISSA. - "AND ALL THINGS HOLY, 455 00:17:06,059 --> 00:17:07,227 KICK THAT BALL STRAIGHT PAST THE GOALIE!" 456 00:17:07,227 --> 00:17:09,362 [horn honks] - LISSA, THIS IS WHY I NEEDED 457 00:17:09,362 --> 00:17:10,663 TO LEAVE EARLY, LISSA. 458 00:17:10,663 --> 00:17:11,898 I'M STILL BROKE, 459 00:17:11,898 --> 00:17:14,000 AND I WORK IN A [bleep] FOOD TRUCK. 460 00:17:14,000 --> 00:17:17,003 - WHAT? WHY DIDN'T YOU SAY SOMETHING? 461 00:17:17,003 --> 00:17:18,671 IT WOULDN'T HAVE CHANGED ANYTHING. 462 00:17:18,671 --> 00:17:20,940 - HOW COULD I? YOU LOOKED UP TO ME. 463 00:17:20,940 --> 00:17:22,909 I DIDN'T WANT TO LET YOU DOWN. 464 00:17:22,909 --> 00:17:25,878 PLUS YOU HAVE A REALLY BIG, STUPID MOUTH. 465 00:17:25,878 --> 00:17:28,047 - SHE'S SO BRAVE. 466 00:17:30,350 --> 00:17:32,519 I KNOW WE CAN MAKE THIS WORK. 467 00:17:32,519 --> 00:17:35,888 - I DON'T KNOW, BUT I WANT TO TRY. 468 00:17:35,888 --> 00:17:37,924 - I KNOW WE CAN FIGURE THIS OUT. 469 00:17:37,924 --> 00:17:41,628 WE LOVE EACH OTHER TOO MUCH NOT TO. 470 00:17:41,628 --> 00:17:42,895 - I KNOW. 471 00:17:42,895 --> 00:17:44,797 EVEN IF IT MEANS SOMETHING PAINFUL, 472 00:17:44,797 --> 00:17:48,801 LIKE YOU GIVING UP YOUR CHEER CAPTAINCY. 473 00:17:48,801 --> 00:17:52,038 - TAMARA AND SADIE HAD BOTH SPOKEN THEIR MINDS, 474 00:17:52,038 --> 00:17:53,640 AND IT WAS TIME FOR ME TO SPEAK MINE. 475 00:17:53,640 --> 00:17:55,908 WELL, WRITE MINE OUT. 476 00:17:59,312 --> 00:18:00,613 - HI. 477 00:18:02,081 --> 00:18:04,217 I'M SORRY, I CAN'T REALLY FOCUS ON THAT RIGHT NOW. 478 00:18:04,217 --> 00:18:05,952 [whistle blows] 479 00:18:05,952 --> 00:18:07,887 CATCH YOU LATER, OKAY? I GOT TO GO. 480 00:18:07,887 --> 00:18:10,923 AND JUST LIKE THAT, I WAS SOPHOMORE JENNA AGAIN. 481 00:18:10,923 --> 00:18:13,126 MY WORST FEAR HAD COME TRUE. 482 00:18:13,126 --> 00:18:15,395 I HAD MADE A HUGE MISTAKE BY SLEEPING WITH MATTY. 483 00:18:15,395 --> 00:18:17,730 I WAS SO MAD AT MYSELF, I COULD SCREAM. 484 00:18:17,730 --> 00:18:21,234 WELL, THEORETICALLY. 485 00:18:24,704 --> 00:18:25,805 - ALMOST GOT IT. 486 00:18:25,805 --> 00:18:27,240 OH, JEEZ. AND--OH-- 487 00:18:27,240 --> 00:18:28,775 - VALERIE'S MAKING ME A PEER MENTOR. 488 00:18:28,775 --> 00:18:30,643 EVEN THOUGH I DIDN'T SAY ANYTHING TO THESE GIRLS 489 00:18:30,643 --> 00:18:32,479 THE WHOLE TIME, THEY ABSOLUTELY LOVED ME. 490 00:18:32,479 --> 00:18:34,781 AND SADIE DRIVES A FOOD TRUCK. AND SHE DROVE IT ON THE FIELD. 491 00:18:34,781 --> 00:18:36,082 AND JAKE AND TAMARA BROKE UP. 492 00:18:36,082 --> 00:18:38,585 - YOU GOT TO GARGLE WITH THIS. PLEASE. 493 00:18:38,585 --> 00:18:40,487 - [gargles, spits] 494 00:18:40,487 --> 00:18:41,888 [breathes deeply] 495 00:18:41,888 --> 00:18:44,491 AND I HAVE SOMETHING ELSE TO TELL YOU. 496 00:18:44,491 --> 00:18:46,393 I SLEPT WITH MATTY. 497 00:18:46,393 --> 00:18:47,727 AND NOW HE'S IGNORING ME, 498 00:18:47,727 --> 00:18:49,128 AND HE'S PLAYING THESE STUPID GAMES 499 00:18:49,128 --> 00:18:50,563 THAT I THOUGHT WE WERE PAST. 500 00:18:50,563 --> 00:18:53,933 - HONEY, HIGH SCHOOL BOYS CAN BE SO MOODY. 501 00:18:53,933 --> 00:18:55,335 - WELL, NOW THAT I CAN TALK, 502 00:18:55,335 --> 00:18:57,737 I'M GONNA TELL HIM EXACTLY HOW I FEEL ABOUT HIS MOOD. 503 00:18:57,737 --> 00:18:59,005 - NO. 504 00:18:59,005 --> 00:19:01,341 THIS PAST DAY HAS BEEN FANTASTIC, 505 00:19:01,341 --> 00:19:04,244 AND I HAVE NEVER FELT CLOSER TO YOU. 506 00:19:04,244 --> 00:19:06,346 I WILL TREASURE THESE MOTHER-DAUGHTER MOMENTS 507 00:19:06,346 --> 00:19:07,947 WE'VE HAD. 508 00:19:07,947 --> 00:19:09,849 - WHAT MOMENTS? I COULDN'T TALK. 509 00:19:09,849 --> 00:19:12,352 - RIGHT, BUT YOU COULD LISTEN. 510 00:19:12,352 --> 00:19:14,687 MAYBE JUST SIT TIGHT FOR A MOMENT. 511 00:19:14,687 --> 00:19:16,489 MATTY WILL TALK TO YOU WHEN HE'S READY TO TALK. 512 00:19:16,489 --> 00:19:17,957 - BUT I CAN'T-- 513 00:19:17,957 --> 00:19:20,660 - JUST PROMISE ME YOU'LL SLEEP ON IT. 514 00:19:20,660 --> 00:19:22,161 - FINE. 515 00:19:22,161 --> 00:19:23,830 - I TREATED MYSELF TO A BAG OF PB PRETZELS 516 00:19:23,830 --> 00:19:26,032 AND FELL ASLEEP WATCHING FLASH MOB MARRIAGE PROPOSALS. 517 00:19:26,032 --> 00:19:27,467 I HAVE A NEW LEASE ON LIFE. 518 00:19:27,467 --> 00:19:28,835 - I'M GLAD YOU'RE FEELING BETTER. 519 00:19:28,835 --> 00:19:30,770 - WHAT ABOUT YOU? ANY MORE INTOXI-TEXTING? 520 00:19:30,770 --> 00:19:33,640 - NO, NOT SINCE YESTERDAY, BUT I'M COOL WITH IT. 521 00:19:33,640 --> 00:19:34,874 IF HE WANTS TO TALK, WE'LL TALK. 522 00:19:34,874 --> 00:19:36,142 I'M NOT GONNA PUSH IT. 523 00:19:36,142 --> 00:19:37,644 - WOW, LOOK AT US 524 00:19:37,644 --> 00:19:39,346 NOT LETTING BOY DRAMA RUIN OUR SENIOR BUZZ. 525 00:19:39,346 --> 00:19:41,448 - I'M EASY-BREEZY. 526 00:19:44,016 --> 00:19:45,452 BUT I WASN'T. 527 00:19:45,452 --> 00:19:47,787 AND BEFORE I KNEW IT, MY MOUTH WAS OPEN. 528 00:19:47,787 --> 00:19:49,556 EXCUSE ME, MATTY? 529 00:19:49,556 --> 00:19:52,692 - HEY, JENNA. - HEY. 530 00:19:52,692 --> 00:19:54,494 HEY, WELL, I'M SORRY TO BOTHER YOU, 531 00:19:54,494 --> 00:19:55,862 BUT I KNOW YOU'VE BEEN AVOIDING ME, 532 00:19:55,862 --> 00:19:57,864 AND I'M JUST WONDERING WHY. 533 00:19:57,864 --> 00:19:59,399 - I WASN'T AVOIDING YOU. 534 00:19:59,399 --> 00:20:00,867 - PLEASE DON'T TREAT ME LIKE AN IDIOT. 535 00:20:00,867 --> 00:20:02,201 WE DON'T HAVE TO HAVE A BIG TALK. 536 00:20:02,201 --> 00:20:03,736 I'M JUST WONDERING-- - LISTEN, JENNA. 537 00:20:03,736 --> 00:20:05,672 THE THING IS-- - NO, YOU LISTEN TO ME, MATTY. 538 00:20:05,672 --> 00:20:09,409 I AM NOT GONNA BE YOUR SHAMEFUL SECRET AGAIN. 539 00:20:09,409 --> 00:20:11,478 - WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? 540 00:20:11,478 --> 00:20:14,146 - THE IGNORING ME. THE BLOWING ME OFF. 541 00:20:14,146 --> 00:20:15,748 THE NOT TEXTING ME BACK. THE "K." 542 00:20:15,748 --> 00:20:17,550 IS IT BECAUSE WE SLEPT TOGETHER? 543 00:20:17,550 --> 00:20:19,151 PRETENDING I DON'T EXIST 544 00:20:19,151 --> 00:20:21,321 IS NOT THE MATURE OR NICE WAY TO HANDLE THINGS. 545 00:20:21,321 --> 00:20:22,855 - THIS ISN'T ABOUT YOU. 546 00:20:22,855 --> 00:20:24,891 - ACTUALLY, IT IS, MATTY, BECAUSE I WAS THERE TOO, 547 00:20:24,891 --> 00:20:26,759 AND I HAVE FEELINGS TOO. 548 00:20:26,759 --> 00:20:29,061 IT IS ABOUT ME. IT IS ALL ABOUT ME. 549 00:20:29,061 --> 00:20:32,031 - I'M ADOPTED. 550 00:20:32,031 --> 00:20:36,569 I JUST FOUND OUT, AND IT'S [bleep]. 551 00:20:36,569 --> 00:20:39,706 THIS ISN'T ABOUT YOU. 552 00:20:44,711 --> 00:20:45,812 - NEXT ON AWKWARD... 553 00:20:45,812 --> 00:20:46,813 - WHAT ARE WE? - FRIENDS. 554 00:20:46,813 --> 00:20:48,047 - WITH BENEFITS. 555 00:20:48,047 --> 00:20:50,149 - YEAH, I GUESS WE ARE. 556 00:20:50,149 --> 00:20:52,051 - YOU DID BREAK MY HEART. [girls aw] 557 00:20:52,051 --> 00:20:53,520 - I AM NOT DATING HIM, BUT I HAVE TO KNOW 558 00:20:53,520 --> 00:20:55,021 EVERYTHING THAT'S GOING ON WITH HIM. 559 00:20:55,021 --> 00:20:57,223 - I'M AROUND TO TALK LATER AFTER SCHOOL. 560 00:20:57,223 --> 00:21:00,159 - YEAH, MAYBE I'LL HIT YOU UP LATER. 561 00:21:00,159 --> 00:21:01,528 BUT IT WON'T BE TO TALK. 562 00:21:01,528 --> 00:21:03,330 - OH, HEY, JENNA. - IS MATTY HERE?