1 00:00:01,068 --> 00:00:03,237 This is not RuPaul's Best Friend Race. 2 00:00:03,237 --> 00:00:04,771 I feel very attacked! 3 00:00:04,771 --> 00:00:06,607 If you don't have star quality, 4 00:00:06,607 --> 00:00:07,841 get the fuck out of here. 5 00:00:07,841 --> 00:00:10,544 Oh, my God. 6 00:00:10,544 --> 00:00:13,447 RuPaul: This is Untucked, 7 00:00:13,447 --> 00:00:15,148 backstage at the competition 8 00:00:15,148 --> 00:00:18,352 to become America's next drag superstar. 9 00:00:18,352 --> 00:00:20,120 Girl, if you're not watching Untucked, 10 00:00:20,120 --> 00:00:22,623 you're only getting half the story. 11 00:00:23,657 --> 00:00:25,525 Director: That's a break on the main stage. 12 00:00:25,525 --> 00:00:26,927 All cameras re-po. 13 00:00:28,028 --> 00:00:29,830 RuPaul: Welcome, ladies. 14 00:00:29,830 --> 00:00:31,698 I've made some decisions. 15 00:00:31,698 --> 00:00:33,600 Alyssa Hunter, Bosco, 16 00:00:33,600 --> 00:00:35,969 Kerri Colby, Kornbread, 17 00:00:35,969 --> 00:00:37,905 Daya Betty, DeJa Skye, 18 00:00:37,905 --> 00:00:40,841 Jasmine Kennedie, Lady Camden... 19 00:00:40,841 --> 00:00:42,142 You are safe. 20 00:00:42,142 --> 00:00:43,510 You may leave the stage. 21 00:00:48,315 --> 00:00:51,218 The Ball challenge was a challenge 22 00:00:51,218 --> 00:00:52,686 that I thought I would excel at. 23 00:00:52,686 --> 00:00:54,254 The fact that I was just safe 24 00:00:54,254 --> 00:00:56,523 makes me pissed at myself. 25 00:00:56,523 --> 00:00:59,026 Maybe I'm not as good of a sewer 26 00:00:59,026 --> 00:01:00,594 as I thought I was. 27 00:01:00,594 --> 00:01:02,930 I feel mad. 28 00:01:02,930 --> 00:01:04,464 I wanted to win the challenge. 29 00:01:04,464 --> 00:01:07,768 I think I am the most couture right now here 30 00:01:07,768 --> 00:01:09,403 for all these bitches. 31 00:01:09,403 --> 00:01:12,072 It doesn't feel amazing that I'm safe 32 00:01:12,072 --> 00:01:13,707 on a sewing challenge 33 00:01:13,707 --> 00:01:15,709 because I'm a seamstress. 34 00:01:15,709 --> 00:01:18,345 But after being in the bottom two, 35 00:01:18,345 --> 00:01:20,047 I'm fine with it. 36 00:01:21,581 --> 00:01:22,749 All cameras up. 37 00:01:22,749 --> 00:01:23,850 Copy that. Here we go. 38 00:01:23,850 --> 00:01:25,719 We got the queens walking. [clack] 39 00:01:27,587 --> 00:01:28,755 Okay. 40 00:01:28,755 --> 00:01:31,158 Meow. 41 00:01:31,158 --> 00:01:33,593 -We're safe. We're safe. -Libations. 42 00:01:33,593 --> 00:01:36,697 The first Untucked with all of our Season 14 sisters. 43 00:01:36,697 --> 00:01:38,365 -Yay! -Yay! 44 00:01:38,365 --> 00:01:39,666 Whatever. 45 00:01:39,666 --> 00:01:41,368 How y'all feeling? 46 00:01:41,368 --> 00:01:44,004 Alyssa, can you open this? 47 00:01:44,004 --> 00:01:45,472 First ball. 48 00:01:45,472 --> 00:01:48,075 -Gimme some tip, bitch. -Ooh! 49 00:01:48,075 --> 00:01:49,209 I'll give you more than just the tip, baby. 50 00:01:49,209 --> 00:01:50,277 Oh! 51 00:01:50,277 --> 00:01:52,212 Is anyone kind of in their feelings? 52 00:01:52,212 --> 00:01:54,081 I'm not bitter-- well, I am bitter. 53 00:01:54,081 --> 00:01:55,649 -[laughs] -I'm pissed. 54 00:01:55,649 --> 00:01:56,850 I'm pissed because of this. 55 00:01:56,850 --> 00:01:58,885 Because this didn't get praised. 56 00:01:58,885 --> 00:02:00,654 -"Because of this." -What is that, bitch? 57 00:02:00,654 --> 00:02:02,723 It just felt like I didn't make top. 58 00:02:02,723 --> 00:02:06,159 Jasmine is emotional because she thought 59 00:02:06,159 --> 00:02:08,628 she was going to land in the top. 60 00:02:08,628 --> 00:02:10,030 But, girl, look around. 61 00:02:10,030 --> 00:02:13,166 There were people that had much better garments than you, 62 00:02:13,166 --> 00:02:16,503 so build a bridge and get over it. 63 00:02:16,503 --> 00:02:18,338 The wedding part was a little tricky 64 00:02:18,338 --> 00:02:19,539 because some of us, 65 00:02:19,539 --> 00:02:21,541 we looked like we're going to a beauty pageant. 66 00:02:21,541 --> 00:02:22,642 Well, some of us. 67 00:02:22,642 --> 00:02:25,812 Alyssa, how are you feeling? 68 00:02:25,812 --> 00:02:27,547 I am a little bit disappointed. 69 00:02:27,547 --> 00:02:28,648 -I'm gonna be honest. -Yeah. 70 00:02:28,648 --> 00:02:30,250 Because before I entered Drag Race, 71 00:02:30,250 --> 00:02:32,185 I was, oh, I literally need to win, 72 00:02:32,185 --> 00:02:33,553 you know, the Ball challenge. 73 00:02:33,553 --> 00:02:35,122 This is amazing. 74 00:02:35,122 --> 00:02:36,923 When RuPaul said "You're safe," 75 00:02:36,923 --> 00:02:38,925 literally my face, it was, fuck. 76 00:02:38,925 --> 00:02:40,260 Is this really happening? 77 00:02:40,260 --> 00:02:42,729 Like, I'm here to win challenge, 78 00:02:42,729 --> 00:02:44,765 and last week, I was in the bottom three. 79 00:02:44,765 --> 00:02:46,333 That's not a position that I love it. 80 00:02:46,333 --> 00:02:49,503 So this week, I just put myself together 81 00:02:49,503 --> 00:02:50,771 and I was, Alyssa, 82 00:02:50,771 --> 00:02:52,572 this is your time to redeem yourself 83 00:02:52,572 --> 00:02:53,940 and be in the top. 84 00:02:53,940 --> 00:02:56,510 And I was pretty confident that I would be in the top. 85 00:02:56,510 --> 00:02:57,644 It sucks. 86 00:02:57,644 --> 00:03:01,181 I come from a beauty pageant background, 87 00:03:01,181 --> 00:03:03,850 I am a runway coach. 88 00:03:03,850 --> 00:03:05,085 I wanted to win the challenge. 89 00:03:05,085 --> 00:03:06,720 You, Lady Camden, 90 00:03:06,720 --> 00:03:08,422 like, I'm surprised you're not in the top. 91 00:03:08,422 --> 00:03:10,090 I think that was a part of me that was, like, 92 00:03:10,090 --> 00:03:12,125 oh, my God, it would be really fucking sick 93 00:03:12,125 --> 00:03:13,427 to be, like, in the top. 94 00:03:13,427 --> 00:03:14,928 But then I also realize, like, 95 00:03:14,928 --> 00:03:15,929 that sewing's not my thing, man. 96 00:03:17,197 --> 00:03:18,732 What the hell do you mean sewing's not your thing? 97 00:03:18,732 --> 00:03:20,634 You did a great job. 98 00:03:20,634 --> 00:03:22,035 I faked it really well. 99 00:03:22,035 --> 00:03:23,370 So part of me was, like, 100 00:03:23,370 --> 00:03:25,005 that would have been really fucking cool. 101 00:03:25,005 --> 00:03:26,273 And then when she said safe, 102 00:03:26,273 --> 00:03:28,108 I was, like, disappointed. 103 00:03:28,108 --> 00:03:29,543 But to be fair, I don't think 104 00:03:29,543 --> 00:03:32,679 my red or white were anything to really write home about. 105 00:03:32,679 --> 00:03:35,182 I think the part that I'm the most bummed about 106 00:03:35,182 --> 00:03:37,484 is, like, when you're safe, which is great, 107 00:03:37,484 --> 00:03:40,387 you don't get to hear any feedback. 108 00:03:40,387 --> 00:03:41,988 I wanted to know what they thought 109 00:03:41,988 --> 00:03:42,989 we could have done better. 110 00:03:42,989 --> 00:03:44,925 I think these girls are ridiculous. 111 00:03:44,925 --> 00:03:46,193 You are safe. 112 00:03:46,193 --> 00:03:48,161 You're here to see another week. 113 00:03:48,161 --> 00:03:51,164 I don't know why you are so butt hurt about it. 114 00:03:51,164 --> 00:03:54,134 -I went home last week. -Right. 115 00:03:54,134 --> 00:03:55,869 How you feel that you coming back? 116 00:03:55,869 --> 00:03:57,437 Baby, you're in the game again. 117 00:03:57,437 --> 00:03:59,606 I feel so much better, you guys. 118 00:03:59,606 --> 00:04:03,510 Literally, last week was so disheartening to me. 119 00:04:03,510 --> 00:04:06,313 Me and her were crying when they sent you home. 120 00:04:06,313 --> 00:04:08,415 Bitch, I was crying after I got sent home. 121 00:04:08,415 --> 00:04:10,717 I was feeling really confident 122 00:04:10,717 --> 00:04:12,119 just because I do sew. 123 00:04:12,119 --> 00:04:13,687 Like, that's what I do. 124 00:04:13,687 --> 00:04:17,090 But I'll take it, because last week, you know, 125 00:04:17,090 --> 00:04:19,159 I was not in this situation, 126 00:04:19,159 --> 00:04:20,660 and it fucked me up. 127 00:04:20,660 --> 00:04:23,430 And seeing you for the first time with your drag aesthetic, 128 00:04:23,430 --> 00:04:25,765 I think you need to be here in this competition. 129 00:04:25,765 --> 00:04:28,335 You give a very, like, animated element 130 00:04:28,335 --> 00:04:30,237 that I think is so well done. 131 00:04:30,237 --> 00:04:33,106 You saying that really means something to me, 132 00:04:33,106 --> 00:04:35,542 so I really appreciate that coming from you. 133 00:04:35,542 --> 00:04:36,843 And I'm about to cry. 134 00:04:36,843 --> 00:04:38,245 -Again. -We got you. 135 00:04:38,245 --> 00:04:39,312 No, but seriously, you guys, 136 00:04:39,312 --> 00:04:41,014 I'm so happy to be here. 137 00:04:41,014 --> 00:04:42,349 I don't think, like, 138 00:04:42,349 --> 00:04:43,717 this competition was ready for you to go yet. 139 00:04:43,717 --> 00:04:45,318 And that is why I'm here. 140 00:04:45,318 --> 00:04:48,221 And I plan on staying a lot longer, 141 00:04:48,221 --> 00:04:50,724 so fuck yeah. 142 00:04:50,724 --> 00:04:52,492 It's great that you get to show more of a bitch. 143 00:04:52,492 --> 00:04:53,927 When they said two more people, 144 00:04:53,927 --> 00:04:54,928 I said, girl, are y'all playing with me? 145 00:04:56,196 --> 00:04:58,298 Yeah, I was definitely, like, 146 00:04:58,298 --> 00:04:59,833 we just had six new queens. 147 00:04:59,833 --> 00:05:00,867 They were just, like, 148 00:05:00,867 --> 00:05:02,169 okay, just met the six other ho's, 149 00:05:02,169 --> 00:05:03,803 and now there's two back in the game. 150 00:05:03,803 --> 00:05:04,838 and I thought, like, 151 00:05:04,838 --> 00:05:05,906 I'd at least jumped over the hurdle 152 00:05:05,906 --> 00:05:07,240 of not being first out. 153 00:05:07,240 --> 00:05:10,844 It was not easy to get to where we were 154 00:05:10,844 --> 00:05:12,012 to have the six. 155 00:05:12,012 --> 00:05:13,413 So when the two girls walking out, 156 00:05:13,413 --> 00:05:14,781 I was, like, oh, God, here we go back to square one. 157 00:05:17,050 --> 00:05:20,153 The vibe is...awkward. 158 00:05:20,153 --> 00:05:22,989 I see some of the girls eyeballing me. 159 00:05:22,989 --> 00:05:25,258 I can tell they're a little pissed. 160 00:05:25,258 --> 00:05:27,127 So that's intimidating as hell. 161 00:05:27,127 --> 00:05:29,362 Did I feel some type of way when y'all walked up in here? 162 00:05:29,362 --> 00:05:32,065 Any bitch in a competition for $100.000 163 00:05:32,065 --> 00:05:33,400 that feel like they are the best 164 00:05:33,400 --> 00:05:35,035 that are trying to knock ho's down 165 00:05:35,035 --> 00:05:36,703 should feel some kind of way. 166 00:05:36,703 --> 00:05:39,539 I was, like, it's 14 people again. 167 00:05:39,539 --> 00:05:40,574 -Yeah. -We're in a competition. 168 00:05:40,574 --> 00:05:41,775 And if any of these bitches say 169 00:05:41,775 --> 00:05:43,443 that they did even feel a little inkling 170 00:05:43,443 --> 00:05:44,844 or a twist in their spirit, 171 00:05:44,844 --> 00:05:46,346 that there were two more people in the competition, 172 00:05:46,346 --> 00:05:47,914 they fucking lying. 173 00:05:50,684 --> 00:05:52,953 I felt that energy from you, and it kind of like-- 174 00:05:52,953 --> 00:05:54,354 you know, it freaks me out a little bit. 175 00:05:54,354 --> 00:05:56,423 But you here now. 176 00:05:56,423 --> 00:05:59,025 I can't change that 'cause my name ain't RuPaul. 177 00:05:59,025 --> 00:06:00,727 So I'm just, like, now that you here, 178 00:06:00,727 --> 00:06:02,229 I'm not gonna make you feel like you don't deserve to be here. 179 00:06:02,229 --> 00:06:04,231 Because if I deserve to be here, 180 00:06:04,231 --> 00:06:05,265 all you ho's deserve to be here. 181 00:06:05,265 --> 00:06:06,266 It would never be that. 182 00:06:06,266 --> 00:06:08,168 Period. 183 00:06:08,168 --> 00:06:10,503 For this particular ball, the real shit, 184 00:06:10,503 --> 00:06:11,738 girl, when she said safe, 185 00:06:11,738 --> 00:06:13,506 I was the happiest ho on the planet. 186 00:06:13,506 --> 00:06:15,075 'Cause, bitch, I'm not no seamstress. 187 00:06:15,075 --> 00:06:16,876 Did I make a lot of this garment? Yes. 188 00:06:16,876 --> 00:06:18,912 Did I get help? Abso-fucking-lutely. 189 00:06:18,912 --> 00:06:20,480 I am not that kind if girl that's gonna sit here 190 00:06:20,480 --> 00:06:21,982 and just be, like, yes, Miss Thing, I made it. 191 00:06:21,982 --> 00:06:23,617 'Cause I would have called you out if you did. [laughs] 192 00:06:23,617 --> 00:06:25,952 Bitch--never mind. 193 00:06:25,952 --> 00:06:27,320 Fuck. No, fuck, take credit, girl. 194 00:06:27,320 --> 00:06:28,989 Oh, child. 195 00:06:28,989 --> 00:06:30,824 DeJa, you helped Jasmine. 196 00:06:30,824 --> 00:06:31,958 You helped her. Y'all happy now? 197 00:06:31,958 --> 00:06:33,593 I was getting to that goddamn point, 198 00:06:33,593 --> 00:06:34,828 but never mind, ho. 199 00:06:34,828 --> 00:06:36,596 [all laugh] 200 00:06:36,596 --> 00:06:39,799 Kornbread, you are going to be very big competition this year. 201 00:06:39,799 --> 00:06:42,836 Baby, when you walked into this werkroom, 202 00:06:42,836 --> 00:06:44,604 I saw you in the final four. 203 00:06:44,604 --> 00:06:46,840 I really appreciate that, and, girl, I hope that's true. 204 00:06:46,840 --> 00:06:48,975 -[laughs] -My mindset? 205 00:06:48,975 --> 00:06:51,645 I don't worry about nothin' none of y'all are doing. 206 00:06:51,645 --> 00:06:54,014 If I would have made my garment like this 207 00:06:54,014 --> 00:06:56,883 and then looked at any of y'all's moments-- 208 00:06:56,883 --> 00:06:58,985 except Kerri's-- any of y'all moments-- 209 00:06:58,985 --> 00:07:03,356 [all laugh] 210 00:07:03,356 --> 00:07:05,392 I would never compare myself, 211 00:07:05,392 --> 00:07:07,494 because it does not change your skill level. 212 00:07:07,494 --> 00:07:09,129 Yeah. 213 00:07:09,129 --> 00:07:10,330 So, Miss Kerri, how you feeling? 214 00:07:10,330 --> 00:07:11,931 Honestly, this was the challenge 215 00:07:11,931 --> 00:07:15,235 that I was the most, like, uncomfortable with, 216 00:07:15,235 --> 00:07:18,238 because I have never sewed nothing before. 217 00:07:18,238 --> 00:07:20,674 You've overcome your biggest fear in this competition, 218 00:07:20,674 --> 00:07:23,510 which was the one thing that you're not the greatest at. 219 00:07:23,510 --> 00:07:24,978 -Mm-hmm. -Like, writing lyrics, 220 00:07:24,978 --> 00:07:27,113 I know I'm gonna need help from y'all girls. 221 00:07:27,113 --> 00:07:30,050 Which is so weird, because you talk nonstop. 222 00:07:30,050 --> 00:07:32,786 [all laugh] 223 00:07:32,786 --> 00:07:35,689 With maturity, there's social cues 224 00:07:35,689 --> 00:07:37,057 that you pick up on, 225 00:07:37,057 --> 00:07:41,194 and I don't think Jasmine's quite developed those yet, 226 00:07:41,194 --> 00:07:44,397 so she doesn't really know when to stop talking. 227 00:07:44,397 --> 00:07:47,067 So who is in the top and who is in the bottom? 228 00:07:49,169 --> 00:07:50,737 My homegirl June is in the bottom. 229 00:07:50,737 --> 00:07:53,340 I think her zebra look was the worst. 230 00:07:53,340 --> 00:07:55,642 What? Oh, uh-uh. 231 00:07:55,642 --> 00:07:59,779 Fuck you. Drink your shit, bitch. 232 00:07:59,779 --> 00:08:02,082 Even though I love June's outfit, 233 00:08:02,082 --> 00:08:04,050 I think it's gonna be Maddy and June. 234 00:08:04,050 --> 00:08:05,452 -Yeah, you think so? -I think Miss Maddy. 235 00:08:05,452 --> 00:08:07,987 I just wanna put everybody in the bottom, so whatever. 236 00:08:07,987 --> 00:08:09,222 Here's the thing. 237 00:08:09,222 --> 00:08:12,058 I will say that you two are very distinct and very boom. 238 00:08:12,058 --> 00:08:13,727 I'm just gonna say it. 239 00:08:15,929 --> 00:08:18,665 I can see it kind of coming off the wrong way, so-- 240 00:08:18,665 --> 00:08:21,634 Also it's like--I think this happens with pageantry. 241 00:08:21,634 --> 00:08:23,002 If someone's asking our opinion, 242 00:08:23,002 --> 00:08:26,005 we're just very to the point with it. 243 00:08:26,005 --> 00:08:28,742 Where I'm from, there's literally pageant girls 244 00:08:28,742 --> 00:08:31,211 and then, like, underground, a little rough around the edges, 245 00:08:31,211 --> 00:08:32,779 which is more where I fit in. 246 00:08:32,779 --> 00:08:35,882 So a lot of the times, we get this weird rep from them, 247 00:08:35,882 --> 00:08:37,717 and we're always kind of put down. 248 00:08:37,717 --> 00:08:41,688 And sometimes in pageantry, like, oh, you're pageant, 249 00:08:41,688 --> 00:08:42,889 so you are, like, bitchy, 250 00:08:42,889 --> 00:08:45,258 you are nah, nah, nah, nah. But, no. 251 00:08:45,258 --> 00:08:48,161 When you know me as a person, 252 00:08:48,161 --> 00:08:49,462 I am a good person. 253 00:08:49,462 --> 00:08:51,531 We're not saying you're not. 254 00:08:51,531 --> 00:08:54,534 No, no, no, no, no. But just to know, 255 00:08:54,534 --> 00:08:56,136 I hate when the people call me, like, 256 00:08:56,136 --> 00:08:57,537 oh, you're a pageant queen. 257 00:08:57,537 --> 00:08:59,339 No, bitch, I'm more than that. 258 00:08:59,339 --> 00:09:00,907 Okay, can I clarify something? 259 00:09:00,907 --> 00:09:03,643 Where I'm from, it's, like, one or the other. 260 00:09:03,643 --> 00:09:08,047 It's, like, I have always had to defend my type. 261 00:09:08,047 --> 00:09:09,716 Whew. 262 00:09:09,716 --> 00:09:11,050 We need to respect, like, 263 00:09:11,050 --> 00:09:13,153 if you're different than I am, like, just respect that. 264 00:09:13,153 --> 00:09:15,488 Because drag is everything, bitch. 265 00:09:15,488 --> 00:09:17,023 Like, we can do everything. 266 00:09:17,023 --> 00:09:19,125 -Anything you want, yeah. -Always. 267 00:09:20,460 --> 00:09:22,429 Ooh, girl. 268 00:09:22,429 --> 00:09:24,063 -Aah! -Oh, they're back. 269 00:09:24,063 --> 00:09:26,733 -Ooh. -And we're back. 270 00:09:26,733 --> 00:09:28,001 Come on, get a cocktail. Come sit. 271 00:09:28,001 --> 00:09:29,869 Girl, I'm ready. 272 00:09:29,869 --> 00:09:31,337 Sit, take your shoes off, girl. 273 00:09:31,337 --> 00:09:32,772 Tell us the tea. Tell us the tea, y'all. 274 00:09:32,772 --> 00:09:35,308 -Who wants to start? -So what's the tea? 275 00:09:35,308 --> 00:09:37,877 Well, they first started with Willow. 276 00:09:37,877 --> 00:09:38,878 She got really, really-- 277 00:09:38,878 --> 00:09:40,079 -They loved her. -They loved Willow. 278 00:09:40,079 --> 00:09:42,482 [cheering] 279 00:09:42,482 --> 00:09:46,152 They said that my second look, they loved. 280 00:09:46,152 --> 00:09:47,887 And the first one, they liked it, 281 00:09:47,887 --> 00:09:50,990 but they said it was kind of like hot suburban mom, 282 00:09:50,990 --> 00:09:52,358 which is what I was going for. 283 00:09:52,358 --> 00:09:55,995 [all laugh] So I feel on top of the world. 284 00:09:55,995 --> 00:09:57,764 As you should. 285 00:09:57,764 --> 00:09:59,899 [cheering] Now, Miss Orion, girl, 286 00:09:59,899 --> 00:10:02,035 what was your mindset? How are you? 287 00:10:02,035 --> 00:10:05,071 They said it's too busy, and I'm, like, I don't see it. 288 00:10:05,071 --> 00:10:06,606 -This look? -Yeah. 289 00:10:06,606 --> 00:10:08,508 Yeah, I don't personally think it's too busy. 290 00:10:08,508 --> 00:10:12,812 I really do think it's between you and June. 291 00:10:12,812 --> 00:10:14,747 Well, June, how do you feel, bitch? 292 00:10:14,747 --> 00:10:17,050 Groundhog's Day. 293 00:10:17,050 --> 00:10:22,088 They really loved the fabric on the second outfit. 294 00:10:22,088 --> 00:10:23,490 They were just, like, 295 00:10:23,490 --> 00:10:25,391 it looked like I was struggling walking in it. 296 00:10:25,391 --> 00:10:28,294 And Ru said it looked like my hair was not my hair. 297 00:10:28,294 --> 00:10:31,464 That hair, it felt like it wasn't for you. 298 00:10:31,464 --> 00:10:33,199 It felt like it was someone else's hair, 299 00:10:33,199 --> 00:10:35,168 and you don't want that. 300 00:10:35,168 --> 00:10:36,936 What? That was my favorite part. 301 00:10:36,936 --> 00:10:38,004 And I loved my hair, and I-- 302 00:10:38,004 --> 00:10:39,806 You look like Mary J. Blige, baby. 303 00:10:39,806 --> 00:10:41,140 Before I came here, 304 00:10:41,140 --> 00:10:43,610 I didn't have sisters or a drag mother to loan hair, 305 00:10:43,610 --> 00:10:46,546 so I'm literally commissioning all of my hair. 306 00:10:46,546 --> 00:10:48,181 What did they say about this look? 307 00:10:48,181 --> 00:10:49,949 Michelle said it was too busy. 308 00:10:49,949 --> 00:10:52,585 I was, like, but last week you told me details. 309 00:10:52,585 --> 00:10:56,022 Like, I really wanted to show that, okay, I can do details. 310 00:10:56,022 --> 00:10:59,993 But I guess I should have pulled back a little bit. 311 00:10:59,993 --> 00:11:02,295 I thought that the pieces were gorgeous, 312 00:11:02,295 --> 00:11:05,698 but I felt like you did kinda get in your head a little bit, 313 00:11:05,698 --> 00:11:09,536 and I felt like you looked a little bit defeated. 314 00:11:10,904 --> 00:11:13,406 When you manifest that you're not loving it, 315 00:11:13,406 --> 00:11:15,909 it can kind of spiral into something more negative 316 00:11:15,909 --> 00:11:17,744 than it really needed to be. 317 00:11:17,744 --> 00:11:19,512 That's something you gotta work on, 318 00:11:19,512 --> 00:11:22,882 and you keep fucking yourself up mentally. 319 00:11:28,154 --> 00:11:32,425 It's so weird, because I've only been doing drag two years, 320 00:11:32,425 --> 00:11:35,461 and it's just like I know what I see myself, 321 00:11:35,461 --> 00:11:38,131 and it's, like, I have to, you know, live up to everyone else. 322 00:11:38,131 --> 00:11:39,732 -No. -And it's like-- 323 00:11:39,732 --> 00:11:41,134 Don't be worried about anything that we're doing. 324 00:11:41,134 --> 00:11:42,535 You need to focus on you. 325 00:11:42,535 --> 00:11:44,170 Can I just say, like, June, 326 00:11:44,170 --> 00:11:47,106 like, you were one of the first people in the group 327 00:11:47,106 --> 00:11:51,077 to make me feel like, oh, I feel like someone sees me. 328 00:11:51,077 --> 00:11:56,549 You might not have 10 years of experience in drag-- 329 00:11:56,549 --> 00:11:59,285 I'm not trying to make you cry right now, you stupid bitch. 330 00:11:59,285 --> 00:12:01,354 DeJa's old also. 331 00:12:01,354 --> 00:12:02,555 But I feel like you're being yourself. 332 00:12:02,555 --> 00:12:04,390 And that takes a lot of people 333 00:12:04,390 --> 00:12:05,491 a lot of time to figure out. 334 00:12:05,491 --> 00:12:08,094 I mean, I spent years 335 00:12:08,094 --> 00:12:09,796 seeing myself gain weight, 336 00:12:09,796 --> 00:12:12,565 looking at myself in the mirror, not liking what I see, 337 00:12:12,565 --> 00:12:15,935 and I was just like, let me just be me. 338 00:12:15,935 --> 00:12:19,539 June gives me that, to dance and perform freely, 339 00:12:19,539 --> 00:12:22,075 and to just not care what other people think. 340 00:12:22,075 --> 00:12:26,713 And then coming here, I care so much what they think 341 00:12:26,713 --> 00:12:29,716 that I'm starting to forget what I know. 342 00:12:29,716 --> 00:12:31,884 -Yeah. -Yes. 343 00:12:31,884 --> 00:12:35,088 I do wanna have a moment for Miss Maddy as well. 344 00:12:35,088 --> 00:12:37,223 I wanna save some time for Miss Maddy. 345 00:12:37,223 --> 00:12:40,526 I thought they were gonna love my resort, 346 00:12:40,526 --> 00:12:42,962 but honestly, like, none of the judges liked the resort look. 347 00:12:42,962 --> 00:12:44,530 At least two or three of the judges 348 00:12:44,530 --> 00:12:46,299 said it looked like off-the-rack, 349 00:12:46,299 --> 00:12:49,335 which is, like, I sewed it myself, so, hey, you know. 350 00:12:49,335 --> 00:12:52,672 But I was, like, so fucking worried, 351 00:12:52,672 --> 00:12:53,873 like, going into this, 352 00:12:53,873 --> 00:12:55,908 just because everything that I was trying to do, 353 00:12:55,908 --> 00:12:57,110 none of it worked out. 354 00:12:57,110 --> 00:12:58,978 I spent, like, eight hours for no reason, 355 00:12:58,978 --> 00:13:01,414 and I had to bust this out in, like, a lot less time. 356 00:13:01,414 --> 00:13:02,782 -But it looks amazing. -It does. 357 00:13:02,782 --> 00:13:06,219 All right, ladies, 10 minutes till main stage. 358 00:13:06,219 --> 00:13:08,988 So you all--whoever wants to get ready, get ready, but... 359 00:13:10,156 --> 00:13:12,959 This bitch done wrote the whole script, girl. 360 00:13:12,959 --> 00:13:14,127 No, I'm not directing anything. 361 00:13:14,127 --> 00:13:15,762 Sorry, I'm gonna shut the hell up. 362 00:13:15,762 --> 00:13:16,963 This ho done told everybody what to do, how to do it, 363 00:13:16,963 --> 00:13:18,765 when to do it, how to say it, how to get it. 364 00:13:18,765 --> 00:13:20,767 This bitch been telling us what the fuck to do 365 00:13:20,767 --> 00:13:21,934 since she walked up in here. 366 00:13:21,934 --> 00:13:24,103 I talk way too much. 367 00:13:24,103 --> 00:13:26,506 -Go ahead, baby. -Excuse me, girls. 368 00:13:26,506 --> 00:13:28,241 -Girl. -Me, too, bitch. 369 00:13:28,241 --> 00:13:29,609 Oh, Lord. 370 00:13:29,609 --> 00:13:31,911 June. 371 00:13:31,911 --> 00:13:33,579 How you feeling? 372 00:13:33,579 --> 00:13:35,715 -Can you take my shoe off? -Yeah. 373 00:13:37,250 --> 00:13:39,018 Take it off. Take it off. 374 00:13:39,018 --> 00:13:41,120 -Do your own thing. -Take the shoe off. 375 00:13:41,120 --> 00:13:42,588 If I'm not safe, I'm gonna send someone home. 376 00:13:42,588 --> 00:13:44,924 Period! 377 00:13:44,924 --> 00:13:47,126 Are you good? 378 00:13:47,126 --> 00:13:49,996 [speaking very softly, inaudible] 379 00:13:49,996 --> 00:13:51,431 I want you to be that ho. 380 00:13:51,431 --> 00:13:53,599 And go ahead and let that out now, bitch. 381 00:13:53,599 --> 00:13:56,769 Yeah, because when you get out there, I need you to--yeah. 382 00:13:56,769 --> 00:13:58,304 Hey, you're gonna make it. 383 00:13:58,304 --> 00:14:01,674 Like, literally, just do your thing. 384 00:14:01,674 --> 00:14:03,209 Don't cry. 385 00:14:03,209 --> 00:14:06,746 Just pull it together, and just be you, okay? 386 00:14:06,746 --> 00:14:08,347 I believe in you, bitch. 387 00:14:12,051 --> 00:14:15,121 I don't think I deserve to be in the bottom. 388 00:14:15,121 --> 00:14:16,222 I don't think you are. 389 00:14:16,222 --> 00:14:17,256 Do you think it's gonna be Maddy? 390 00:14:17,256 --> 00:14:18,357 Mm-hmm. 391 00:14:18,357 --> 00:14:21,227 I just want y'all to just focus. 392 00:14:21,227 --> 00:14:23,730 I'm so proud of you. 393 00:14:23,730 --> 00:14:25,631 Like, you're doing, like-- 394 00:14:25,631 --> 00:14:27,133 I just want you to stay so bad. 395 00:14:27,133 --> 00:14:28,735 You're doing an amazing job. 396 00:14:28,735 --> 00:14:30,503 You're doing amazing, sweetie. 397 00:14:30,503 --> 00:14:31,571 Thank you. 398 00:14:31,571 --> 00:14:33,439 Oh, I just don't want you to go. 399 00:14:33,439 --> 00:14:34,707 I'm gonna fight. 400 00:14:34,707 --> 00:14:35,808 -I need you here, I need you here. -I'm gonna fight. 401 00:14:35,808 --> 00:14:38,544 Like, if you can't do it, do it for me. 402 00:14:40,646 --> 00:14:42,815 Baby, I'm sorry that they didn't love it. 403 00:14:42,815 --> 00:14:43,950 Bitch, I'm pissed. 404 00:14:43,950 --> 00:14:45,485 I don't think it's the worst. 405 00:14:45,485 --> 00:14:47,587 Well, let's hope that they don't think it's the worst, too. 406 00:14:47,587 --> 00:14:49,455 Look at Maddy right now, bitch. 407 00:14:49,455 --> 00:14:51,057 She's lip syncing for somebody, honey. 408 00:14:51,057 --> 00:14:52,892 I think you need to go get ready. 409 00:14:58,998 --> 00:15:02,201 I wanna stay in this competition so badly, 410 00:15:02,201 --> 00:15:04,837 I'm going to entertain the hell out of them. 411 00:15:06,472 --> 00:15:09,876 I just have to fight extremely hard. 412 00:15:11,611 --> 00:15:15,915 Being a young, Black, gay kid from the South, 413 00:15:15,915 --> 00:15:17,083 that's all I know how to do. 414 00:15:17,083 --> 00:15:18,785 It's ingrained in me. 415 00:15:20,987 --> 00:15:23,990 I'm about to lip sync for my life. 416 00:15:25,258 --> 00:15:29,262 I am just laser-focused on this lip sync right now. 417 00:15:29,262 --> 00:15:33,566 These girls can't keep me in the competition or take me out. 418 00:15:33,566 --> 00:15:35,835 Only I can. 419 00:15:37,470 --> 00:15:40,973 I'm trying to act like June is not even here. 420 00:15:40,973 --> 00:15:43,576 I can't let her get in my head right now. 421 00:15:43,576 --> 00:15:46,579 In this moment, it is me versus myself. 422 00:15:46,579 --> 00:15:48,381 This is, like, where I show the judges 423 00:15:48,381 --> 00:15:50,483 why I'm in this competition. 424 00:15:50,483 --> 00:15:53,085 I don't know what's really going on, 425 00:15:53,085 --> 00:15:55,788 but what I do know, we're going somewhere, 426 00:15:55,788 --> 00:15:57,423 and it's not home. 427 00:15:59,892 --> 00:16:01,060 All right, ladies, time for the main stage. 428 00:16:01,060 --> 00:16:02,061 Follow me. 429 00:16:02,061 --> 00:16:03,629 Let's go, y'all. 430 00:16:03,629 --> 00:16:05,998 Ooh! Aah! 431 00:16:05,998 --> 00:16:07,166 Bitch, I can't feel my lower half, honey. 432 00:16:07,166 --> 00:16:10,536 This corset done yanked the ho. 433 00:16:10,536 --> 00:16:12,038 RuPaul: Welcome back, ladies. 434 00:16:12,038 --> 00:16:13,973 I've made some decisions. 435 00:16:14,173 --> 00:16:16,175 RuPaul: June Jambalaya. 436 00:16:16,175 --> 00:16:18,811 Maddy Morphosis. 437 00:16:18,811 --> 00:16:20,680 The time has come 438 00:16:20,680 --> 00:16:22,548 for you to lip sync 439 00:16:22,548 --> 00:16:27,019 for your life. 440 00:16:27,019 --> 00:16:30,690 Maddy Morphosis, shantay you stay. 441 00:16:30,690 --> 00:16:34,727 June, sashay away. 442 00:16:39,365 --> 00:16:42,602 I knew it was coming, 443 00:16:42,602 --> 00:16:45,872 and I said, let me get out of these box braids 444 00:16:45,872 --> 00:16:49,008 and have my pussycat wig and my jungle dress, 445 00:16:49,008 --> 00:16:52,245 and just, you know, live this fantasy on these people's stage. 446 00:16:52,245 --> 00:16:54,947 Werk. She didn't, honey. 447 00:16:54,947 --> 00:16:56,716 She didn't werk. 448 00:16:58,317 --> 00:17:00,553 I'm sad, obviously, 449 00:17:00,553 --> 00:17:02,655 because no one wants to be first to go home. 450 00:17:02,655 --> 00:17:07,026 This Jambalaya is definitely still cooking right now. 451 00:17:07,026 --> 00:17:09,495 Sometimes, you know, when the rice ain't all the way there, 452 00:17:09,495 --> 00:17:10,796 you just gotta let it cook a little bit 453 00:17:10,796 --> 00:17:11,964 till the rice is right. 454 00:17:11,964 --> 00:17:13,799 That's when you add everything else in it. 455 00:17:13,799 --> 00:17:16,569 So we gonna let the rice cook a little bit more. 456 00:17:19,138 --> 00:17:20,239 I wish things would have been different, 457 00:17:20,239 --> 00:17:23,376 but they're just lessons learned. 458 00:17:23,376 --> 00:17:25,912 All the people that were, like, backing me, 459 00:17:25,912 --> 00:17:27,280 I just hope that, you know, 460 00:17:27,280 --> 00:17:29,382 I ain't disappoint them too much, chile. 461 00:17:29,382 --> 00:17:32,018 You know, Black people real competitive. 462 00:17:32,018 --> 00:17:35,788 They gonna be at home telling me, "You shoulda won." 463 00:17:35,788 --> 00:17:37,323 This is from Miss Kornbread. 464 00:17:37,323 --> 00:17:39,125 "I am beyond proud of you. 465 00:17:39,125 --> 00:17:40,192 "Hold your head high. 466 00:17:40,192 --> 00:17:42,094 "Keep your shoes on. 467 00:17:42,094 --> 00:17:44,530 P.S., leave me this heart wig." 468 00:17:48,601 --> 00:17:51,938 I was, like, most excited to wear this wig. 469 00:17:53,906 --> 00:17:56,409 Oh. 470 00:17:56,409 --> 00:17:57,810 Fine. 471 00:17:59,478 --> 00:18:01,113 [sniffles] Oh. 472 00:18:03,249 --> 00:18:05,618 Kornbread asked to keep it. 473 00:18:07,987 --> 00:18:10,623 Miss Kornbread, she love her frizzy hair, honey. 474 00:18:12,425 --> 00:18:13,726 I... 475 00:18:18,464 --> 00:18:22,702 I enjoy performing so much. 476 00:18:22,702 --> 00:18:27,540 I... 477 00:18:27,540 --> 00:18:31,811 want to be able to do it forever. 478 00:18:31,811 --> 00:18:35,648 I still know that I'm going to get the opportunity to perform 479 00:18:35,648 --> 00:18:41,220 and do what sets my soul on fire. 480 00:18:42,488 --> 00:18:44,690 Don't make the mistake that I did, 481 00:18:44,690 --> 00:18:48,094 looking at the room of where you don't fit. 482 00:18:48,094 --> 00:18:51,797 Look at where you stand out. 483 00:18:51,797 --> 00:18:56,969 Never stop embracing what makes you different and special. 484 00:18:56,969 --> 00:19:00,306 It was fun, it was real, 485 00:19:00,306 --> 00:19:03,309 but most importantly, I was me. 486 00:19:07,046 --> 00:19:10,783 The most beautiful thing about this journey, 487 00:19:10,783 --> 00:19:13,452 people always told me when I become old enough, 488 00:19:13,452 --> 00:19:15,354 I'll find my chosen family. 489 00:19:15,354 --> 00:19:22,261 I didn't understand it at 15, but I do now. 490 00:19:22,261 --> 00:19:24,964 I hope y'all come get this Jambalaya special on the road. 491 00:19:38,477 --> 00:19:39,645 ♪ Oh, baby ♪ 492 00:19:39,645 --> 00:19:43,716 ♪ Oh, winner, baby ♪ 493 00:19:43,716 --> 00:19:47,620 ♪ Oh, winner, baby ♪ 494 00:19:47,620 --> 00:19:51,190 ♪ Oh, winner, baby ♪ 495 00:19:51,190 --> 00:19:56,595 ♪ Oh, playing with the game of love ♪ 496 00:19:56,595 --> 00:19:59,732 ♪ Oh, winner, baby ♪ 497 00:20:02,068 --> 00:20:03,836 ♪ Winner ♪ 498 00:20:05,471 --> 00:20:08,441 ♪ MTV ♪