1 00:00:01,001 --> 00:00:03,370 - This is not RuPaul's best friend. 2 00:00:03,370 --> 00:00:04,438 - I feel very attacked. 3 00:00:04,438 --> 00:00:07,908 - If you don't have star quality, get the fuck outta here. 4 00:00:07,908 --> 00:00:09,776 - Oh my God. 5 00:00:10,978 --> 00:00:13,046 - This is Untucked. 6 00:00:13,046 --> 00:00:14,681 Backstage at the competition 7 00:00:14,681 --> 00:00:16,950 to become America's next drag superstar. 8 00:00:18,151 --> 00:00:20,554 Girl, if you're not watching Untucked, 9 00:00:20,554 --> 00:00:22,689 you're only getting half the story. 10 00:00:24,291 --> 00:00:27,094 - Break on the main stage. All cameras repo. 11 00:00:28,161 --> 00:00:29,396 - Thank you ladies. 12 00:00:29,396 --> 00:00:31,298 While you untuck in the workroom, 13 00:00:31,298 --> 00:00:33,700 the judges and I will deliberate. 14 00:00:40,340 --> 00:00:43,310 - It's our very first runway and I'm so excited to be here. 15 00:00:43,310 --> 00:00:44,144 Last season, 16 00:00:44,144 --> 00:00:46,680 Simone was Arkansas first native to make it 17 00:00:46,680 --> 00:00:48,148 to RuPaul's Drag Race. 18 00:00:48,148 --> 00:00:49,750 And now I'm here to follow in her footsteps 19 00:00:49,750 --> 00:00:52,052 and hopefully take the crown back to Arkansas. 20 00:00:53,620 --> 00:00:54,821 - It was important for me to make 21 00:00:54,821 --> 00:00:56,790 a really good first impression on Rue. 22 00:00:56,790 --> 00:00:59,393 And I grew up doing talent shows and stuff. 23 00:00:59,393 --> 00:01:02,763 So I'm thinking that I have a really good chance 24 00:01:02,763 --> 00:01:04,765 of winning this challenge. 25 00:01:04,765 --> 00:01:07,334 - I am so excited to be here. 26 00:01:07,334 --> 00:01:10,270 I'm a little nervous because I chose like, 27 00:01:10,270 --> 00:01:13,407 the most basic drag talent I could possibly choose. 28 00:01:13,407 --> 00:01:16,109 But you know, nerves can be a good thing. 29 00:01:16,109 --> 00:01:18,278 And that's what I just keep telling myself. 30 00:01:19,146 --> 00:01:19,980 - Queens walking. 31 00:01:19,980 --> 00:01:23,050 - Sending the Queens in 3, 2, 1. 32 00:01:24,818 --> 00:01:28,488 - Woowee, oh my fucking God. 33 00:01:28,488 --> 00:01:29,489 - Cocktails! 34 00:01:30,424 --> 00:01:32,292 - I love a nice cock and a tail. 35 00:01:33,293 --> 00:01:34,127 - Yes! 36 00:01:35,529 --> 00:01:37,364 Okay so it's our first untucked, 37 00:01:37,364 --> 00:01:39,232 and I am very excited to be here. 38 00:01:39,232 --> 00:01:40,934 I'm very excited to sit down on the couch 39 00:01:40,934 --> 00:01:42,369 with the other girls and get to know them 40 00:01:42,369 --> 00:01:43,203 a bit better. 41 00:01:44,338 --> 00:01:48,308 - Oh my God. Well, ladies, that was our first runway. 42 00:01:48,308 --> 00:01:49,142 Let's do a cheers. 43 00:01:49,142 --> 00:01:50,344 - [ALL] Cheers! 44 00:01:51,278 --> 00:01:53,347 - To season 14! (all cheering) 45 00:01:53,347 --> 00:01:55,015 - All right! 46 00:01:55,015 --> 00:01:56,016 - Do we want to go down the line 47 00:01:56,016 --> 00:01:58,085 and see how everybody's feeling and all that stuff? 48 00:01:58,085 --> 00:02:00,787 - Daya, how are you feeling, like. 49 00:02:00,787 --> 00:02:03,523 - I know, like, I don't have tons of money. 50 00:02:03,523 --> 00:02:05,625 I don't have expensive gowns. 51 00:02:05,625 --> 00:02:07,394 I'm, I'm not that kind of girl. 52 00:02:07,394 --> 00:02:08,228 - Same. 53 00:02:08,228 --> 00:02:09,930 - My shit's fuckin' falling apart, 54 00:02:09,930 --> 00:02:11,598 but like, I mean, I'm proud of it, 55 00:02:11,598 --> 00:02:13,300 even though my titty's hangin' out. 56 00:02:13,300 --> 00:02:16,570 - Let the nipple free. - Free the nipple. 57 00:02:16,570 --> 00:02:17,404 - You know, 58 00:02:17,404 --> 00:02:19,539 I felt like they more or less liked how I looked. 59 00:02:19,539 --> 00:02:22,809 So, there's a little hope there, but I mean, 60 00:02:22,809 --> 00:02:25,779 it's like just kind of sad to me to hear Ru say, like, 61 00:02:25,779 --> 00:02:28,081 he doesn't know who I am. 62 00:02:28,081 --> 00:02:29,249 Cause it's like, 63 00:02:29,249 --> 00:02:31,585 it took me such a long time to figure out who I was. 64 00:02:31,585 --> 00:02:33,687 And I feel like I'm so confident in who I am, 65 00:02:33,687 --> 00:02:36,757 and not being able to portray that to Ru 66 00:02:36,757 --> 00:02:38,959 is really disheartening to me. 67 00:02:38,959 --> 00:02:42,129 And like, if I gotta fuckin' lip sync, 68 00:02:42,129 --> 00:02:43,630 I'm gonna fuckin' do it. 69 00:02:43,630 --> 00:02:45,799 If my shit falls off my body, 70 00:02:45,799 --> 00:02:49,803 I'm going to just show 'em my titties and let it go. 71 00:02:49,803 --> 00:02:51,338 - It's not a tear away, it's a fall apart. 72 00:02:51,338 --> 00:02:54,041 - Yeah. - And it's still a reveal. 73 00:02:54,041 --> 00:02:57,778 - Whatever happens like, you right now look so beautiful. 74 00:02:57,778 --> 00:02:59,413 - No everyone looks amazing. 75 00:02:59,413 --> 00:03:00,514 - I mean, I know. 76 00:03:02,816 --> 00:03:03,984 - Matty, how are you feeling? 77 00:03:03,984 --> 00:03:05,218 - I honestly don't know how to feel. 78 00:03:05,218 --> 00:03:07,421 I got like a lot of critiques from the judges. 79 00:03:07,421 --> 00:03:09,589 During my number I was really trying to like, 80 00:03:09,589 --> 00:03:10,791 show like emotion. 81 00:03:10,791 --> 00:03:12,826 So I thought that if I was getting into it, 82 00:03:12,826 --> 00:03:14,428 that would make a better performance, 83 00:03:14,428 --> 00:03:16,496 and it actually hurt me. 84 00:03:16,496 --> 00:03:18,598 And I feel like it's like 50/50 chance 85 00:03:18,598 --> 00:03:20,534 like I'm lip syncing tonight. 86 00:03:20,534 --> 00:03:22,002 - You're not giving yourself enough credit. 87 00:03:22,002 --> 00:03:24,871 Like, you're the only one that's like playing an instrument. 88 00:03:24,871 --> 00:03:28,341 So that's like being individually you and that's good. 89 00:03:28,341 --> 00:03:30,610 - They loved your runway. 90 00:03:30,610 --> 00:03:32,345 They didn't once say they didn't like your talent. 91 00:03:32,345 --> 00:03:34,214 - They just wish they could see you more. 92 00:03:34,214 --> 00:03:36,483 - They felt like they wished that you would let them in. 93 00:03:36,483 --> 00:03:37,384 - Yeah. Well, I mean like, 94 00:03:37,384 --> 00:03:39,920 I would feel really good about it if like other girls got 95 00:03:39,920 --> 00:03:42,122 like a lot of awful critiques, but like- 96 00:03:42,122 --> 00:03:44,057 - Shade! (all laughing) 97 00:03:44,057 --> 00:03:45,158 - Hold up, hold up. 98 00:03:45,158 --> 00:03:48,028 No, but what I mean by that is like 99 00:03:48,028 --> 00:03:50,063 the only people that really got negative critiques 100 00:03:50,063 --> 00:03:52,933 was me, Daya, and Deja. 101 00:03:52,933 --> 00:03:54,768 - I do think they're excited about your drag. 102 00:03:54,768 --> 00:03:57,104 And I think what a great way to fuckin' start 103 00:03:57,104 --> 00:03:58,605 with that runway look. 104 00:03:58,605 --> 00:04:01,374 I think you just let everyone know exactly who you are. 105 00:04:01,374 --> 00:04:04,311 - You gave us so much acting and so many ways 106 00:04:04,311 --> 00:04:06,813 of like moving your head and lifting your hands. 107 00:04:06,813 --> 00:04:08,715 It was very finessed. 108 00:04:08,715 --> 00:04:12,052 I loved every second of the runway. 109 00:04:12,052 --> 00:04:13,920 - And they want to see more of you too, you know? 110 00:04:13,920 --> 00:04:15,222 So that's a good thing, you know? 111 00:04:15,222 --> 00:04:17,357 they want you to do better and get better, you know? 112 00:04:17,357 --> 00:04:18,458 - And I want to show them more. 113 00:04:18,458 --> 00:04:21,328 But, you know, fingers crossed. 114 00:04:21,328 --> 00:04:22,262 - How are you feeling? 115 00:04:22,262 --> 00:04:24,064 - Oh my God, not even gonna lie, 116 00:04:24,064 --> 00:04:25,966 I feel on top of the world right now, 117 00:04:25,966 --> 00:04:29,002 'cause girl, I kid you not, I was so, 118 00:04:29,002 --> 00:04:32,139 so very nervous because if I were to fuck up on this, 119 00:04:32,139 --> 00:04:33,940 like, oh my God, 120 00:04:33,940 --> 00:04:35,642 it'll just be so embarrassing for me. 121 00:04:35,642 --> 00:04:38,178 Because this is what I'm known back home for doing. 122 00:04:38,178 --> 00:04:40,881 I'm a lip sync assassin I feel like, 123 00:04:40,881 --> 00:04:43,850 and I don't want to disappoint nobody. 124 00:04:43,850 --> 00:04:44,918 - And you opened the show. 125 00:04:44,918 --> 00:04:47,254 - Oh my God I know- - That's a lot of pressure. 126 00:04:47,254 --> 00:04:50,023 - Girl, it was just amazing. 127 00:04:50,023 --> 00:04:52,759 - You looked so fucking impeccable. 128 00:04:52,759 --> 00:04:53,627 - Thank y'all so much. 129 00:04:53,627 --> 00:04:55,695 And legit, if it wasn't for y'all and like telling me like, 130 00:04:55,695 --> 00:04:58,131 you're going to be fine. Like- - Yeah, we got you girl. 131 00:04:58,131 --> 00:05:00,767 - Y'all are my sisters, like. 132 00:05:00,767 --> 00:05:02,636 - Deja. How you feelin'? 133 00:05:04,171 --> 00:05:09,176 - I feel good about what I presented on the runway. 134 00:05:12,412 --> 00:05:13,813 - You got it babe. 135 00:05:13,813 --> 00:05:16,816 (suspenseful music) 136 00:05:21,555 --> 00:05:25,225 - I feel like the positive of this experience 137 00:05:25,225 --> 00:05:27,127 has weighed off the negative. 138 00:05:27,127 --> 00:05:31,898 It's just hard to not think of the negative. 139 00:05:31,898 --> 00:05:34,801 I feel like I had expectation within myself 140 00:05:34,801 --> 00:05:37,938 and a little bit, 141 00:05:38,972 --> 00:05:41,141 I feel like Ru had an expectation too. 142 00:05:42,609 --> 00:05:44,377 And I feel like I disappointed him. 143 00:05:45,645 --> 00:05:48,548 The thing is, is when we were talking in the workroom, 144 00:05:48,548 --> 00:05:49,616 like he said, 145 00:05:49,616 --> 00:05:52,519 you are exactly what we're looking for in this competition, 146 00:05:52,519 --> 00:05:54,754 your tape, like for him to view my tape. 147 00:05:54,754 --> 00:05:55,889 - Hi Deja! 148 00:05:55,889 --> 00:05:57,557 I am so happy you're here. 149 00:05:57,557 --> 00:06:00,927 You know, because your audition reel was one that I really, 150 00:06:00,927 --> 00:06:02,596 really enjoyed - Really? 151 00:06:02,596 --> 00:06:05,198 - And I feel like you have the background 152 00:06:05,198 --> 00:06:07,701 to really excel in this competition. 153 00:06:07,701 --> 00:06:09,169 - I'm hoping. 154 00:06:09,169 --> 00:06:13,340 - To go from feeling on top of the world 155 00:06:13,340 --> 00:06:18,178 to feeling like you let down an idol. 156 00:06:23,750 --> 00:06:25,518 I feel like I dropped the ball 157 00:06:25,518 --> 00:06:28,054 and I have no one to blame but myself. 158 00:06:29,155 --> 00:06:30,890 I wanted to make sure that whatever I was doing 159 00:06:30,890 --> 00:06:32,092 was authentically me. 160 00:06:32,092 --> 00:06:35,195 Keep in mind, yes I'm comedic, but I'm not a comedy queen. 161 00:06:36,196 --> 00:06:38,531 Like I'm on the whim kind of, yeah yeah. 162 00:06:38,531 --> 00:06:40,100 I'm not a boom, boom, boom, crash. 163 00:06:40,100 --> 00:06:42,135 - It's your crass like, attitude and things like that. 164 00:06:42,135 --> 00:06:42,969 Your quick wit. 165 00:06:42,969 --> 00:06:44,704 - Can I say something to you? 166 00:06:44,704 --> 00:06:49,776 I know people are gonna fall so in love with you. 167 00:06:49,776 --> 00:06:51,678 Can I just be real for you for a second? 168 00:06:51,678 --> 00:06:53,480 Yes, we want to have expectations of ourselves. 169 00:06:53,480 --> 00:06:54,981 Yes, it's good to push yourself. 170 00:06:54,981 --> 00:06:57,684 You have to be, I feel like aware that sometimes 171 00:06:57,684 --> 00:07:00,153 if you have an expectation of what you're going to do, 172 00:07:00,153 --> 00:07:02,188 you could actually go further than that 173 00:07:02,188 --> 00:07:04,658 if you don't have that expectation. 174 00:07:04,658 --> 00:07:06,760 So like, yes, push yourself. 175 00:07:06,760 --> 00:07:08,561 But don't hate on yourself 176 00:07:08,561 --> 00:07:10,063 if you don't meet your expectation. 177 00:07:10,063 --> 00:07:12,265 Whatever. Next time girl, like. 178 00:07:12,265 --> 00:07:15,602 - Thank you. - You're gonna be fine. 179 00:07:15,602 --> 00:07:17,437 - So how you feelin' sis? 180 00:07:17,437 --> 00:07:18,738 - I feel like I'm very self-aware 181 00:07:18,738 --> 00:07:20,340 to the point where it's like detrimental. 182 00:07:20,340 --> 00:07:25,245 I'm so guarded a lot of the time and maybe it's ballet, 183 00:07:25,245 --> 00:07:26,146 maybe it's whatever. 184 00:07:26,146 --> 00:07:27,614 I don't know what it is, but like. 185 00:07:27,614 --> 00:07:30,050 Just this dance thing that I did today, 186 00:07:30,050 --> 00:07:32,385 I was like gonna go on I'm, I'm going to show her 187 00:07:32,385 --> 00:07:34,854 all my 5, 6, 7, 8's, and my pas de bourees. 188 00:07:34,854 --> 00:07:36,489 Forgot they didn't care about that. 189 00:07:36,489 --> 00:07:37,324 - They don't. - They wanna see who you are. 190 00:07:37,324 --> 00:07:39,726 - It was so good. - I'm like, fuck it. 191 00:07:39,726 --> 00:07:41,061 I'm just gonna, you know- 192 00:07:41,061 --> 00:07:43,096 - So clean, you like completely let go. 193 00:07:43,096 --> 00:07:46,299 And we could all see you having fun. 194 00:07:46,299 --> 00:07:48,401 I get it, the ballet training. 195 00:07:48,401 --> 00:07:49,302 Absolutely. 196 00:07:49,302 --> 00:07:50,904 - But it's not even just the ballet training. 197 00:07:50,904 --> 00:07:52,605 There's something protective. 198 00:07:52,605 --> 00:07:56,776 And like, that protection is a wall. 199 00:07:56,776 --> 00:07:58,278 If I got on a plane tonight, 200 00:07:58,278 --> 00:08:02,649 I would be so upset if I was just this the whole time. 201 00:08:02,649 --> 00:08:04,284 Cause who cares about that. 202 00:08:04,284 --> 00:08:05,719 - And can I tell you something? 203 00:08:05,719 --> 00:08:06,853 - What? - Tell her. 204 00:08:06,853 --> 00:08:08,154 - So, when you're talkin about, 205 00:08:08,154 --> 00:08:09,422 imma tell her, but no, 206 00:08:09,422 --> 00:08:12,992 cause I really gravitated towards you like here. 207 00:08:12,992 --> 00:08:16,129 And I just want you to know like that wall, 208 00:08:16,129 --> 00:08:19,065 it's gonna have to come down. 209 00:08:20,266 --> 00:08:24,304 Because I promise like, you stand out just being you. 210 00:08:24,304 --> 00:08:25,338 You really do. 211 00:08:25,338 --> 00:08:29,242 You're unique, but you gotta be you in order to be unique. 212 00:08:29,242 --> 00:08:30,310 See what I did there. 213 00:08:30,310 --> 00:08:32,912 - Okay hunny! - Make you laugh girl! 214 00:08:32,912 --> 00:08:36,182 (all laughing and chattering) 215 00:08:36,182 --> 00:08:38,184 From this point on, cause bitch you ain't going nowhere, 216 00:08:38,184 --> 00:08:40,520 from this point on, I just need you to be you. 217 00:08:40,520 --> 00:08:41,821 - Someone said to me once, 218 00:08:41,821 --> 00:08:43,823 you talk a lot about your childhood 219 00:08:43,823 --> 00:08:45,558 being the happiest place that you remember. 220 00:08:45,558 --> 00:08:48,194 And for me, it was like being in my room. 221 00:08:48,194 --> 00:08:50,263 I used to draw pictures of castles, 222 00:08:50,263 --> 00:08:52,966 and I would wear fabric and dance around my bedroom. 223 00:08:52,966 --> 00:08:55,668 and my dad would go home and I'd hide that shit. 224 00:08:55,668 --> 00:08:59,139 And she was like, picture yourself as a kid. 225 00:08:59,139 --> 00:09:02,041 What is the expression on your face? 226 00:09:02,041 --> 00:09:03,376 And I said, worried. 227 00:09:03,376 --> 00:09:04,277 She was like, why? 228 00:09:04,277 --> 00:09:06,279 And I said I'm like scared about what people think, 229 00:09:06,279 --> 00:09:07,447 like bullies. 230 00:09:07,447 --> 00:09:09,749 And she's like ask that kid what they need. 231 00:09:11,751 --> 00:09:13,520 And as the kid, I said, 232 00:09:13,520 --> 00:09:17,557 I just want to know that I have permission to be who I am. 233 00:09:17,557 --> 00:09:18,458 - Oh my God, yeah. 234 00:09:19,793 --> 00:09:22,362 - Your younger self would be so proud 235 00:09:22,362 --> 00:09:24,764 looking at you right now. 236 00:09:24,764 --> 00:09:25,765 And I want you to like, 237 00:09:25,765 --> 00:09:27,901 keep that in the back of your head at all times. 238 00:09:27,901 --> 00:09:30,970 Like we as queer people go through so much, 239 00:09:30,970 --> 00:09:32,572 especially as kids. 240 00:09:32,572 --> 00:09:35,175 And growing up in general is fuckin' hard, 241 00:09:35,175 --> 00:09:36,009 you know? 242 00:09:36,009 --> 00:09:39,412 So the person that you were then as a child 243 00:09:39,412 --> 00:09:41,281 would be so fuckin' proud of you, 244 00:09:41,281 --> 00:09:42,382 and you need to keep that in your fuckin' head. 245 00:09:42,382 --> 00:09:44,617 - Because you like finally, like, 246 00:09:44,617 --> 00:09:46,886 as a kid, like you're, especially as a gay person 247 00:09:46,886 --> 00:09:48,888 like you always like, oh my God, 248 00:09:48,888 --> 00:09:49,989 I don't even know why I'm getting emotional. 249 00:09:49,989 --> 00:09:51,791 - No let it out. Don't be afraid. 250 00:09:51,791 --> 00:09:55,428 - Like, it's so hard as a kid to like, 251 00:09:55,428 --> 00:09:59,232 not be yourself and like putting on this like facade. 252 00:09:59,232 --> 00:10:02,268 And then like when you finally get to be yourself, 253 00:10:02,268 --> 00:10:05,472 it's like a really big moment in your life. 254 00:10:05,472 --> 00:10:09,476 Growing up I had to fight for acceptance. 255 00:10:09,476 --> 00:10:12,412 It was always something I said or something I did 256 00:10:12,412 --> 00:10:14,447 that was too gay or is too faggy. 257 00:10:14,447 --> 00:10:16,082 And it was never just accepted 258 00:10:16,082 --> 00:10:17,817 for just me having my opinion. 259 00:10:17,817 --> 00:10:19,719 I never in a million years, 260 00:10:19,719 --> 00:10:21,554 like coming from where I came from, 261 00:10:21,554 --> 00:10:25,859 like ever thought I'd be able to make this far. 262 00:10:27,026 --> 00:10:28,628 And I have. - You're here. 263 00:10:28,628 --> 00:10:29,662 - You're here! 264 00:10:29,662 --> 00:10:33,233 - And you know what, we did it by ourselves. Like- 265 00:10:33,233 --> 00:10:37,103 - Yeah. - It's from inside, you know? 266 00:10:38,104 --> 00:10:39,772 And I think every single one of us, 267 00:10:39,772 --> 00:10:42,208 whether we were in the top, whether we were in the bottom, 268 00:10:42,208 --> 00:10:43,810 whatever the situation is, 269 00:10:43,810 --> 00:10:46,412 we have to remember that we're here because of us. 270 00:10:46,412 --> 00:10:49,249 And we should be proud of that, you know, 271 00:10:49,249 --> 00:10:51,317 that is something to be so proud of. 272 00:10:51,317 --> 00:10:54,153 Cause there's tons of queer people that aren't, 273 00:10:54,153 --> 00:10:56,523 they are scared to be themselves. 274 00:10:56,523 --> 00:10:57,957 - Yup. - So true, yeah. 275 00:10:57,957 --> 00:11:00,693 - Oh my God, I didn't think today was gonna be so emotional. 276 00:11:00,693 --> 00:11:02,362 - No girl, let it out. (all laughing) 277 00:11:02,362 --> 00:11:03,263 - And I'm like, I think I'm safe 278 00:11:03,263 --> 00:11:05,365 and I shouldn't be crying that much. 279 00:11:07,333 --> 00:11:09,035 - I obviously have a slightly different journey 280 00:11:09,035 --> 00:11:10,603 than some of you. 281 00:11:10,603 --> 00:11:13,873 - Sorry, we're like leaving you out. 282 00:11:13,873 --> 00:11:14,707 - No, no, no. 283 00:11:14,707 --> 00:11:15,542 - But you have your own journey, 284 00:11:15,542 --> 00:11:16,509 because you have to fight the- 285 00:11:16,509 --> 00:11:18,244 - Like obviously, like I still felt like, 286 00:11:18,244 --> 00:11:19,612 a little different than people I grew up with, 287 00:11:19,612 --> 00:11:21,314 but like honestly like doing drag 288 00:11:21,314 --> 00:11:22,415 and being more part of this, it's like, 289 00:11:22,415 --> 00:11:25,151 it's opened my eyes up a lot more to like, the experience. 290 00:11:25,151 --> 00:11:27,053 It was like, you know, whenever I was in high school, 291 00:11:27,053 --> 00:11:28,555 I thought I was a good ally. 292 00:11:28,555 --> 00:11:30,256 Cause I was like, yeah, I'm cool with gay people. 293 00:11:30,256 --> 00:11:33,493 But I've learned like so much more like being part of drag 294 00:11:33,493 --> 00:11:35,762 and like, you know, like I live in Arkansas. 295 00:11:35,762 --> 00:11:37,830 So like I leave the house in makeup, 296 00:11:37,830 --> 00:11:41,367 like I peek out the blinds before I even go to my car, 297 00:11:41,367 --> 00:11:42,302 you know? And it's like, 298 00:11:42,302 --> 00:11:44,170 I get to the club and like I watch 299 00:11:44,170 --> 00:11:45,705 and make sure no one else is there before I'm going 300 00:11:45,705 --> 00:11:47,273 from the parking lot to the club because like, 301 00:11:47,273 --> 00:11:48,608 I'm not queer. I'm not gay. 302 00:11:48,608 --> 00:11:51,678 But I'm still scared of what might happen to me 303 00:11:51,678 --> 00:11:52,579 because I'm in drag, 304 00:11:52,579 --> 00:11:54,280 because people might perceive me that way. 305 00:11:54,280 --> 00:11:55,748 Honestly, like doing drag, 306 00:11:55,748 --> 00:11:58,651 I feel has like made me a lot more knowledgeable 307 00:11:58,651 --> 00:12:01,020 and like a better like ally for the community. 308 00:12:01,020 --> 00:12:04,023 There's just so many things I didn't like realize. 309 00:12:04,023 --> 00:12:05,825 - 'Cause you're kind of in our shoes in a way. 310 00:12:05,825 --> 00:12:07,160 I know you're straight, 311 00:12:07,160 --> 00:12:09,929 however, to the untrained eye, that doesn't matter. 312 00:12:09,929 --> 00:12:12,365 So you do kind of feel like the fear we have. 313 00:12:12,365 --> 00:12:14,601 So I think that makes you understand even more. 314 00:12:14,601 --> 00:12:16,302 - Yeah. A big eye opening thing for me 315 00:12:16,302 --> 00:12:17,203 was the first time, like, 316 00:12:17,203 --> 00:12:18,871 I went with some friends to like a pride festival, 317 00:12:18,871 --> 00:12:19,839 you know? 318 00:12:19,839 --> 00:12:22,008 And just like seeing like so many different people 319 00:12:22,008 --> 00:12:24,043 and like all different walks of life. 320 00:12:24,043 --> 00:12:24,877 Like, you know, 321 00:12:24,877 --> 00:12:26,379 there's like a million different ways to be queer. 322 00:12:26,379 --> 00:12:27,413 But then like growing up, 323 00:12:27,413 --> 00:12:29,415 you're taught there's only one way to be straight. 324 00:12:29,415 --> 00:12:30,283 And that's not the case. 325 00:12:30,283 --> 00:12:34,087 - Preach the motha fuckin' church girl! 326 00:12:34,087 --> 00:12:36,122 - That is so good! 327 00:12:36,122 --> 00:12:37,890 - People that are like, so like, 328 00:12:37,890 --> 00:12:41,361 intently trying to avoid doing things that are like feminine 329 00:12:41,361 --> 00:12:42,862 or gay, you know, things like that. 330 00:12:42,862 --> 00:12:44,564 You're missing out on like half of like 331 00:12:44,564 --> 00:12:46,032 what life has to offer. 332 00:12:46,866 --> 00:12:47,700 - We're for the gay kids. 333 00:12:47,700 --> 00:12:49,335 But you're for the straight kids that want to drag, 334 00:12:49,335 --> 00:12:50,336 you know what I mean. 335 00:12:50,336 --> 00:12:52,138 - I will say like, I, I don't, I don't want to say like, 336 00:12:52,138 --> 00:12:53,773 I'm for the straight people that want to do drag. 337 00:12:53,773 --> 00:12:55,942 I am for the straight people that want to step out 338 00:12:55,942 --> 00:12:57,510 of their comfort zone and do shit 339 00:12:57,510 --> 00:12:59,278 that's not considered straight. 340 00:12:59,278 --> 00:13:00,113 - Yeah. 341 00:13:00,113 --> 00:13:02,482 - Matty, and we're lucky to have people like you 342 00:13:02,482 --> 00:13:04,250 in our community. 343 00:13:04,250 --> 00:13:07,086 - I am like really privileged to be able to be a part 344 00:13:07,086 --> 00:13:08,521 of the drag scene and everything. 345 00:13:08,521 --> 00:13:10,256 But I honestly don't think that like 346 00:13:10,256 --> 00:13:12,091 a lot of straight people should do drag. 347 00:13:12,091 --> 00:13:14,427 It's not just like a fun thing to do with friends. 348 00:13:14,427 --> 00:13:16,195 Like it is a whole community and like, 349 00:13:16,195 --> 00:13:18,998 if you don't support the art and the people around it, 350 00:13:18,998 --> 00:13:19,999 and the community around it, 351 00:13:19,999 --> 00:13:21,200 then you shouldn't be doing drag. 352 00:13:21,200 --> 00:13:22,869 (all chattering) 353 00:13:22,869 --> 00:13:24,370 - Cheers to you, bitch! 354 00:13:24,370 --> 00:13:26,739 - Yeah! - Cheers to that. 355 00:13:26,739 --> 00:13:28,241 - All right ladies, 5 minutes filming. 356 00:13:28,241 --> 00:13:30,309 - Oh my God. - Oh shit! 357 00:13:30,309 --> 00:13:31,611 - Real quick, everyone down the line, 358 00:13:31,611 --> 00:13:33,312 who do we think is going to win? Go. Matty. 359 00:13:33,312 --> 00:13:36,349 - I think it's between you two and Jorgeous. 360 00:13:36,349 --> 00:13:37,283 - Okay Jorgeous go. 361 00:13:37,283 --> 00:13:38,818 - I think it's this bitch. 362 00:13:38,818 --> 00:13:42,221 Cause girl you showed your personality. They love you bitch. 363 00:13:42,221 --> 00:13:43,990 They love what you're wearing and like. 364 00:13:43,990 --> 00:13:45,158 - Out of everyone, 365 00:13:45,158 --> 00:13:48,294 you were the one that completely showed who you were. 366 00:13:48,294 --> 00:13:50,997 - The mini and the maxi. - Bitch! 367 00:13:50,997 --> 00:13:53,633 - Yes! - You better do it bitch! 368 00:13:53,633 --> 00:13:54,934 - Fingers crossed for you baby. 369 00:13:54,934 --> 00:13:56,502 - I don't want to like be the bitch, 370 00:13:56,502 --> 00:13:58,271 but I have to go put this wig back on. 371 00:13:59,906 --> 00:14:00,740 - I love you all. 372 00:14:00,740 --> 00:14:02,208 - I gotta get my shoes back on. 373 00:14:02,208 --> 00:14:03,476 - If you do have the lip sync bitch, 374 00:14:03,476 --> 00:14:04,310 I know you're gonna eat. 375 00:14:04,310 --> 00:14:05,411 - I know I have to lip sync, 376 00:14:05,411 --> 00:14:08,281 but I'm not scared of lip syncing. 377 00:14:08,281 --> 00:14:09,716 It comes with the territory. 378 00:14:09,716 --> 00:14:12,719 My confidence right now is just shaken. 379 00:14:12,719 --> 00:14:14,721 But this little stumble, 380 00:14:14,721 --> 00:14:16,355 it doesn't define me in this competition. 381 00:14:16,355 --> 00:14:17,623 I'm going to fight tooth and nail, 382 00:14:17,623 --> 00:14:20,727 and show the judges that I deserve to be here. 383 00:14:20,727 --> 00:14:23,229 - This hair is not the same as there wore before ladies. 384 00:14:23,229 --> 00:14:24,797 It's okay though, they won't care. 385 00:14:24,797 --> 00:14:26,332 - Where's the shoes? 386 00:14:26,332 --> 00:14:29,969 - The fact that I'm here and I am in the bottom, 387 00:14:29,969 --> 00:14:32,004 I'm going to have to lip sync for my life, 388 00:14:32,004 --> 00:14:35,241 and prove that I deserve to be here. 389 00:14:35,241 --> 00:14:36,909 It's basically a nightmare to me. 390 00:14:36,909 --> 00:14:38,611 I'm living a nightmare. 391 00:14:38,611 --> 00:14:39,479 - Sister. - What's up baby? 392 00:14:39,479 --> 00:14:41,180 - I think it's gonna be you and me. 393 00:14:41,180 --> 00:14:42,248 - I think so, too. 394 00:14:42,248 --> 00:14:44,283 - Everybody gather your things, let's go. 395 00:14:44,283 --> 00:14:45,885 Time to re stage. 396 00:14:45,885 --> 00:14:47,153 - Shit. - Oh shit. 397 00:14:48,121 --> 00:14:49,756 - I love you. - I love you babe. 398 00:14:49,756 --> 00:14:51,491 I love you so much, okay. 399 00:14:51,491 --> 00:14:53,226 Whoever it is. - Whatever happens. 400 00:14:54,393 --> 00:14:55,194 - How do I look? 401 00:14:56,195 --> 00:14:57,930 - Ooo! - Let's hit it! 402 00:15:04,137 --> 00:15:07,340 - Welcome back ladies. I've made some decisions. 403 00:15:07,340 --> 00:15:10,176 Deja, Daya. 404 00:15:10,176 --> 00:15:13,579 The time has come for you to lip sync 405 00:15:14,714 --> 00:15:18,651 for your life. 406 00:15:23,189 --> 00:15:25,792 Deja Skye, shante you stay. 407 00:15:27,026 --> 00:15:31,197 Daya Betty, sashay away. 408 00:15:36,769 --> 00:15:41,774 - I am sad that my time here is ending so soon. 409 00:15:45,778 --> 00:15:47,513 I feel defeated. 410 00:15:47,513 --> 00:15:51,317 I feel like I have let everybody down. 411 00:16:09,635 --> 00:16:14,740 Definitely feel like I'm packing up too soon. 412 00:16:14,740 --> 00:16:19,912 But, unfortunately this is a competition. 413 00:16:19,912 --> 00:16:22,648 So someone has to be in my shoes. 414 00:16:26,319 --> 00:16:27,887 I'm proud of myself. 415 00:16:27,887 --> 00:16:32,158 Like, only 14 girls got to be here 416 00:16:32,158 --> 00:16:36,462 and I'm very lucky to be one of the 14. 417 00:16:36,462 --> 00:16:37,697 It's a great accomplishment. 418 00:16:37,697 --> 00:16:39,432 It's, it's a feat for me. 419 00:16:39,432 --> 00:16:43,035 And, not a lot of people get to do it. 420 00:16:43,035 --> 00:16:44,937 I don't want to say I'm not as confident 421 00:16:44,937 --> 00:16:47,173 as I thought walking into the competition, 422 00:16:47,173 --> 00:16:49,909 but it's definitely is a 180 423 00:16:49,909 --> 00:16:51,510 from where I thought I would be. 424 00:17:01,254 --> 00:17:05,591 I know that this one little peek of Daya 425 00:17:05,591 --> 00:17:07,460 is not what I have to offer. 426 00:17:07,460 --> 00:17:11,664 For me drag is every face that I have. 427 00:17:11,664 --> 00:17:12,832 Every feeling, 428 00:17:12,832 --> 00:17:15,735 every emotion that goes through my head 429 00:17:15,735 --> 00:17:17,336 is who Daya Betty is. 430 00:17:17,336 --> 00:17:19,739 And the judges only saw one part of that. 431 00:17:19,739 --> 00:17:22,942 And it's hard for me to show the judges 432 00:17:22,942 --> 00:17:26,112 in one week who Daya Betty is 433 00:17:26,112 --> 00:17:29,015 because I'm a million different things. 434 00:17:31,217 --> 00:17:32,051 It's a note. 435 00:17:35,154 --> 00:17:37,189 This one says Daya, my baby, 436 00:17:38,157 --> 00:17:42,128 I felt a true connection with you from the jump. 437 00:17:42,128 --> 00:17:44,497 You're a true star. 438 00:17:44,497 --> 00:17:47,333 Remember this does not define you and you made it. 439 00:17:47,333 --> 00:17:51,370 The world is yours and you're going to slay it. 440 00:17:51,370 --> 00:17:52,939 Love you sis, Deja. 441 00:17:54,507 --> 00:17:58,177 I love Deja. She is incredible. 442 00:17:59,979 --> 00:18:04,951 I just like hate this is what played out for me. 443 00:18:06,719 --> 00:18:09,221 And it's like sad that I'm going to like miss so much 444 00:18:09,221 --> 00:18:12,758 that they're going to get to experience together, you know, 445 00:18:12,758 --> 00:18:14,160 cause that's what I was looking forward to. 446 00:18:14,160 --> 00:18:17,930 But at least I had the time that I had, so. 447 00:18:25,404 --> 00:18:28,507 Well, it's been short but sweet. 448 00:18:36,115 --> 00:18:41,120 I know that even if you go home first in this competition, 449 00:18:43,122 --> 00:18:43,956 you've made it. 450 00:18:45,024 --> 00:18:49,795 I definitely see bright things for me in the future. 451 00:18:49,795 --> 00:18:51,664 You Betty be ready. 452 00:18:52,598 --> 00:18:54,266 I'll see you soon. 453 00:18:54,266 --> 00:18:55,101 Bye! 454 00:18:56,502 --> 00:18:59,105 (gentle music) 455 00:19:15,688 --> 00:19:18,290 (upbeat music) 456 00:19:30,870 --> 00:19:33,472 (upbeat music)