- I have a lump in my breast.
As far as surgery, that scares the living [bleep] out of me.
The last biggest surgery I had,
they prescribed me prescription pain medication
that I became addicted to.
My biggest concern would be
that the tumor would be cancerous.
- Will I die if I have the procedure?
I really don't know if I want to have a surgery
unless it's necessary.
- I'm silently freaking out about what it will look like,
how it will feel.
I'm gonna cry.
Honestly, if anything scares me the most,
it would be that, my girls not having me around.
- Luis said he's on his way.
- No!
Help!
- Let's go. - No!
- Stella would not be acting like this
if Luis came around more.
I ended up setting up a consultation with a lawyer
to speak about, like, Luis signing away rights.
- I just think you should do what's best for Stella.
- I struggle with this daily,
whether or not Luis should continue coming in and out
or just stay away forever.
So I want to see if it's an option
to have Luis give up his rights.
- So I got to go to court tomorrow.
It shouldn't be nothing too serious.
I mean, it's just for the DUI.
- Don't say "just for a DUI."
It also affects the whole house 'cause government,
they throw your ass in jail.
And then you know what I'm saying.
- Now we don't have you here.
- So they threw me on this ankle bracelet.
This [bleep] right here. - Oh, that's no bueno.
- Yeah, no bueno.
But I'm trying to finally figure out what I can do.
Ashley do kind of got to deal with it in a way as well
because if anything happen to me,
she has to be the person that's on the outside
still dealing with stuff or, you know,
trying to keep stuff afloat and stuff like that.
So--
- Ooh!
- I mean, I'm on probation.
But I'ma have to go to a DUI program
and basically, like, community service.
The fact that I'm going to college just feels good.
It'll be a good look for Holly, I feel like,
to be able to look at her mom and dad
both completing college.
- So are you excited, like, we're almost done with school?
- I know. - I know you're graduating.
But like we're still, like--like,
are you really gonna celebrate? Like--
- Why not throw a party?
You're gonna want a graduation party when you graduate.
What's going on with your classes?
- [bleep], if I graduate.
- Don't say that. - I missed a midterm.
It's not a excuse, but it doesn't--there's been
so much [bleep] going on in my head,
like it doesn't--it doesn't pop into my head where I go,
"Oh, you got to sit down and do homework right now."
- I sold the Middletown house.
- Do you think it's gonna be a problem
that you're back down here and further away to Chris?
- No. I mean, moving closer was--he was gonna be involved
or he was not gonna be involved no matter how far I am.
Look, here comes your daddy.
- Oh, give me a kissie.
I love you, buddy. I'll see you tomorrow.
- Tomorrow? - What you mean?
- When you gonna see him tomorrow?
- He'll be asleep. Get the [bleep] out of my car.
Get out of my car. - [bleep] you.
- They can hear you. They can see you.
- [bleep] you too. [bleep] you too.
- You're gonna be on the show. - You listening.
- He comes in. He's like, "I have a gift for you."
And then he just opens like a ring box and was like,
"I really love you, and I want you to be my wife."
I feel like the ring is something
I'm not--I'm--I'm just, like, holding off on.
- Stop talking over me! Stop talking over me!
- Okay, stop, 'cause this isn't working obviously.
- Okay.
Well, you are cutting me off, and it's gonna work, okay,
if you would just let me [bleep] parent.
- 'Cause this is not responding to this.
- All right, well, then you be
the--you [bleep] parent and discipline then
'cause I'm not doing it anymore.
- Like, it's been a long [bleep] day.
I've been up since this morning working. I'm just tired.
And now I come home to work again.
- You don't give a [bleep] if I'm having a bad day.
But everybody's supposed to care when you have a bad day?
- Oh, my God. Just shut up.
This is how it goes when, like, we're overwhelmed--
- Jade doesn't get her way.
- How--put the [bleep] cameras down.
I'm, like, done.
[upbeat rock music]
♪ ♪
- ♪ Take off in a heartbeat ♪
- Things with Devoin have been going well lately,
and I'm letting him pick up Nova from school more
so they can spend time together.
- Huh?
- I'm almost as tall as you now.
- You ain't gonna be as tall as me ever.
- Yeah. I'm up to your shoulder.
- You'll never be this tall. - Yeah.
- I just had a meeting with a lawyer
to see what my options are
for Luis's parental rights with Stella.
- Hola. - Hola. Give me a kiss
and say love you.
- Here, baby.
- Hola is hello. - I know.
- And boca is mouth.
- Yes. You're magical.
- So I spoke to a lawyer.
I just wanted some legal advice.
- Just now? - Mm-hmm.
I told them, like, my situation, what's going on.
And he told me that, in the state of Florida,
as long as the father is not abusing the child,
they won't sign off on relinquishing rights.
- Yeah.
- So Luis will always have rights to Stella and Devoin
will always have rights to Nova.
- Yeah, but I get Devoin. But the Luis part is
the one that is a little bit confusing because--
- He's not present, yeah. - He's not present.
He would have not come had I not called his mother.
- But since he makes attempts whether it's one day
out of the year or whatever, he's still making an attempt.
So they won't take his rights away.
- How many years has to go by before they take it away?
- They won't because he's not abusive, danger and whatnot.
- Like, emotional abuse.
Like, forget about physical, but how about emotional abuse?
- No, they're not seeing no blood or bruises, that's--
- That's [bleep] crazy.
- I know. I want, you know, Luis to be around for Stella,
but I can't force him.
And she's not comfortable with him.
If he was around a lot, then yeah.
But she--she does not [bleep] with him.
I don't know what to do. Your girl--
- You can't do nothing, just--
- Your girl can't win this battle.
That's for sure.
[upbeat music]
♪ ♪
- Lux is coming home from Chris's today.
We have a visitation schedule for the boys,
but it's temporary.
We have to meet with a judge later this week,
and the whole process is really stressful.
Okay. This says power goals.
Read most three syllable words.
You know what that means?
- Philadelphia.
- No. - Yes.
- So three syllable words are like invented, hibernate,
Marroquin. Right?
- Yes.
♪ ♪
- Hi. Did you have fun at Daddy's?
- Go be good. Go get my son.
- Well, no, he is going to bed.
- Yeah. - Is that his nap stuff?
- Yes. - Okay. Did he eat dinner?
- He ate.
- Yes, I have a mic on.
Lincoln's in there, then there's Isaac right there.
Hi. How was your time at your Dad's?
- Good. - It was good?
Okay. Are you gonna buy some?
- That's not what I mean.
Why don't you send him a couple outfits here?
- Why, you're about to get more time?
Are you not gonna agree or negotiate
what my lawyer sent you?
You're about to get increased time.
So why wouldn't you.
- Negotiate then.
Send something back. There is no point
of going to trial if we can work it out outside of court.
- Send something back. Chris.
- What?
- Don't be like that. I don't want to do this.
I don't want-- this is the furthest
I've ever been in court and have lawyers involved
and all of this with any of my kids' dads.
- Nobody wanted to be dickheads.
Nobody wanted to be dickheads.
Why you being rude?
- Okay.
- Okay. Well, try me.
The [bleep]?
And of course, he woke him up.
[baby crying]
♪ ♪
- ♪ If I even love you now ♪
♪ You left it here ♪
♪ ♪
- So I've been thinking that since y'all have been
doing chores now, you know, we should start doing
like an allowance, a weekly allowance.
So it's no more like, "Hey, Dad, I really want this.
And I'm like, "Okay." I'm like, "Nope, you can buy it now."
Work for it.
Time to let you know that money doesn't grow on trees.
- It is paper.
- Why don't you go plant me a couple out back then?
- It's been a few days since I had the ultrasound
to see if my tumor has grown.
I'm supposed to get the results soon.
And I hope I don't need surgery.
I love walking here.
- I know. It's pretty.
- Taking little walks here.
I've just been doing everything to make sure
I keep up with my health.
- Have you heard anything else back
about the lump on your breast?
- So I just had the second ultrasound done on my breast,
and I'm waiting on the results.
- And how does that feel?
- It feels like when you're looking at a pregnancy test,
praying that it's gonna show up negative.
- Oh, anxious? - No.
I mean, I get nervous waiting for a result.
And this result will determine whether or not I need surgery.
If I do not have to have surgery,
I don't want to have surgery. But I only know--
- Yeah.
But are you not concerned of it being cancerous?
Like does it cause pain? Like does it hurt?
- It is uncomfortable sometimes.
But I can deal with it being uncomfortable
if it's not cancerous.
Yes, it's scary.
Anything that could be cancerous is [bleep] scary.
But what the [bleep] do you do? You know what I mean?
Like, above all,
what's scary is not being able to take care of my kids.
Them having a difficult time with it
is probably scarier for me than me going through it
'cause I wouldn't want them to feel like they're alone
or I wasn't gonna be there.
That's scary.
- ♪ Yeah, we're off and runnin' ♪
- It sucks that Bar missed his midterm.
But he's trying to get back into a school mindset
since he's been away from it for so long.
So I'm trying to be patient with him
and focus on my own graduation this week.
Oh!
- Ah, we might've just did something.
- Yeah!
- Yeah.
Put the table on the grass
and then put the [bleep] in the dirt.
- And then this. Excuse me.
- That can go, like, right here.
- I don't like how this thing looks.
- Oh, [bleep]. This is my spot for the whole party.
How many people comin'?
- About 25. - Damn.
- What? - You got more friends than me.
- Some of your friends are coming!
- Like, three.
- What's going on with your school?
- Ah, [bleep], I'm still waiting
on my teacher to let me know what I can do
with the missing assignments,
so that's what it is, that's what's happening.
- You know what, valuable lesson, prioritize your time.
If you don't do [bleep] anything else, do them tests
'cause the tests are the majority of your grade. Always.
- That's a fact. That's a fact.
I'ma work on it and figure it out,
get everything set and done.
It's all right. It's going all right though. [bleep].
- Just keep your head on straight.
♪ ♪
- Things with Sean were getting worse.
And a few days ago, we got into another disagreement
and I kicked him out.
Since he's been gone, it's been much less stressful
for me and Kloie.
Best friends. - High-five.
But last night, someone sent me
a dating profile that Sean set up.
[knock at door]
Come in.
- Hello.
- Hey. - Hey. Hey, Teddy.
So there's some stuff going on, I hear.
- I guess so. - Sean's not here?
- Yeah, he's staying in, like--his friend
lives in a hotel, I guess.
It was like a whole--it was multiple different things
that happened over like the span of a few weeks.
And I just told him I didn't want to deal with it anymore.
And I told him he had to leave. It was over.
I was like, "You take this [bleep] ring
and shove it up your ass. I'm done."
And then he's on Tinder now.
I'm like, "You look like a damn fool."
- Did like Chau send it to you or I mean--
- No. People online. All these people online are sending it.
- Oh, all online people.
- You look like a dumb ass.
Everyone knows that you're on TV.
- Yeah. - Like,
it's--it just looks like a stupid messy situation.
Like, you said you wanted to marry me
and then you're on a dating app the next day.
So stupid. [laughs]
I'm, like, embarrassed for him.
I was cringing when I'd seen it.
- Do you think he's actually out there?
Like, you know, dating or trying to date
or doing something? - Yeah, I think
he's doing something.
He ain't--he's not acting himself.
I don't--I don't trust him. I thought he was doing drugs.
Like, he had his friend over here,
they were up all night, all night long in my house
while me and my kid are asleep.
He's acting [bleep] weird.
Like, he's just not acting himself.
You're just toxic
and you always go back to your old ways.
- Just want you to be able to, like, take a drug test
and prove you're not doing drugs.
- Did it say I passed? - Yeah.
It's crazy that you go to this cycle.
Every single week, do I have to like give you drug tests
and do a bunch of like crazy [bleep]?
- We got to do it. We got to do it, though.
If it helps you get peace of mind,
it helps you get peace of mind.
- I realize I'm like, "Oh, my God."
Like, he reminds me of my mom. The stuff he says and does,
and it makes me sick to my stomach
because they're both alike.
Like, addict behavior, manipulators, narcissistic.
They're both the same.
- You haven't talked to your parents--
- Yeah. - Yeah. Since Florida.
- Yeah, since that whole [bleep] situation.
And he's been being mean as [bleep] to me and Kloie.
He's always just like yelling or bitchin'
or like--I don't know, he's always in a [bleep] mood.
He was basically a stay-at-home dad.
This forever I've done everything
and taken care of everything,
and it makes him feel emasculated.
I understand, but I have to just like put my foot down.
- Has Kloie been asking about her dad?
- Mm-mm.
- He's been like an [bleep] to both of us.
- Mm-hmm.
- So now that he's out of the house,
it's--the energy is better. It's a lot less stressful.
And I'm just trying to, you know, upgrade my life.
And I feel like that's what you do as an adult though,
like you continue to grow.
And I feel like he's very stagnant.
And I felt like I was just getting like weighed back.
Like, I want something-- someone I can grow with.
- Mm-hmm.
- And I feel like he's never grown with me.
- Do you think that's why you never wore the ring?
- Yeah. Because he's not a representation of a husband.
That's not-- a husband is a partner,
someone you trust, someone that is your friend.
He's not that person whatsoever.
He's barely a boyfriend, let alone a husband.
Not even close. Yeah, it's time for me
to let this person go and move on with my life.
♪ ♪
[upbeat music]
♪ ♪
- Yeah. That's where we're going.
Right? - Yeah.
- Yeah. All right, sir.
I hope you have an amazing day at school.
I hope you learn and you play and you have a good nap.
I love you so much.
- I love you so much. - Bye.
- Chris sent his custody proposal this morning.
And I'm not happy with the changes he wants to make.
♪ ♪
Hi, Taylor.
- Hello. How are you?
- You look cute today. - Thanks.
- Okay. I haven't washed my hair for like four days.
So good luck.
- How are the boys? - They're good.
- Good? - They're so good.
Lincoln starts football on Wednesday.
And he is so pumped.
I actually have court coming up.
- You do? - Mm-hmm.
- What's that one for?
- It's a trial with Chris. We were trying to come
to an agreement outside of court, but--
- Not happening? - I don't know.
He said something to me yesterday at drop-off.
He said something along the lines of like,
"Are we gonna come to an agreement or whatever?"
And I feel like we could.
I just like--he lives an hour away.
Lux is in school.
Creed doesn't sleep on a regular basis.
- Yeah.
- Like, I can't justify him going overnights over there
when he comes home.
And then he's a mess with me. You know what I mean?
- Yeah. Yeah, yeah, yeah.
- Like, it just creates work for me.
But then I got his proposal this morning.
- What does that mean?
- Like what type of custody
he would want to settle outside of court.
- You don't like it? - He wants all summer.
- What? - And I get weekends.
- No way.
- 'Cause what does he have now?
- He just recently got Thursday to Sunday with Lux
every other week.
I don't want him to not have a relationship with him at all.
- Oh, my gosh. I can't even imagine.
- So we'll see.
I think the best thing for our kids is for us
to be able to come to some type of decision
on our own because, at the end of the day,
the judge doesn't know our kids,
doesn't truly know our situation.
And I think that we will like the custody situation
more if we're the ones that are deciding versus
putting it in a judge's hands to make the final ruling.
- ♪ Lost in the gaze of your broken eyes ♪
- I definitely feel like I'm out of options right now
knowing that the state won't really relinquish
Luis's rights. It's very frustrating
and I really do hope that Luis steps it up,
and I really do hope
that Luis can get his act together for Stella.
Luis asked if he can pick up Stella from school today.
And I agreed. So maybe this is him trying.
Maybe this is him actually wanting to, you know,
be a part of Stella's life.
So that would be great.
I told Stella that Luis is going to pick her up,
and she was a little bit happy about it.
She wasn't, like, against it,
but I guess we'll just have to see how it plays out.
[sniffles] Every time I talk about Stella,
it makes me cry, it makes me sad
because there's just something about her that--
There's just something about her that
is just beautiful and magical.
And Luis has not experienced that.
♪ ♪
Luis just picked up Stella from school.
But he texted that she's really upset.
[line trilling]
- Hi.
- [whining]
- You okay? - [whining]
- Mommy's here. I don't want you crying.
- [sobbing]
- You're gonna be fine. Your daddy picked you up today,
but you are on your way home,
and I'm waiting for you to get here, okay?
I love you.
- And you don't have to cry.
Can you wipe your tears and be a big girl for me?
Get tissue.
- You dropped it? Tell him to pick it up for you.
Don't be mean to him.
- [whining]
Hey, Stella. Stella, we-- we talked about this.
Remember I told you your daddy was picking you up today?
I don't want you sad because that's your daddy
and you love your daddy and he loves Stella.
And he's taking you home. You're not going anywhere else.
You're coming right home.
Breathe in.
And breathe out.
Good job.
- ♪ And I won't ever let go ♪
♪ I won't ever let go ♪
♪ ♪
- ♪ Felt this way for too long now ♪
- I'm still waiting to hear back from the salon spaces
I applied for.
And even though it's been tough balancing my career
and taking care of Kloie without Sean,
I've been making it work.
Give me a kiss.
I missed you. Did you miss me?
- Yeah! - You missed me?
- ♪ Don't know who turn toward ♪
♪ How to make this go away ♪
- Sup, Sean? - What's up?
- So thanks for coming out and meeting me.
- Yeah. No problem.
- So stuff's been happening recently.
- Yeah. A lot of stuff.
- Yeah. - But not a lot of it was true.
She thought I was doing drugs again
'cause I was staying up and editing songs.
And that's why I was up till like 3:00 in the morning.
She can't just assume and then, you know, not believe me
when I tell her the truth.
I'm tired of all the accusations, you know?
- Yeah.
- It's just wears you down after a while. It gets old.
So I just--I had enough of it, man.
And she's never gonna let me live it down.
She keeps on pushing Kloie on me.
Like, there's day cares, you know?
Like, I can't do what I need to do and watch a kid all day.
And that's emasculating.
No guy wants to be a [bleep] house bitch, you know?
And it wasn't fair to me because she got to go to school
and get her degree and do what she wanted to do
and continue living her life the way she wanted to.
And when it came down to my turn,
it's like, "No, you can't."
- How are you gonna make money?
- I've been engineering people and producing them.
It's not like steadily like all day, every day type thing.
But it'll be enough for now.
- So in terms of that online dating site--
- Oh, man. I'm not using them. - It's not--
- No, I was smart by making them
to piss her off, I guess.
- I'm not dumb enough to keep using them.
We haven't been intimate in like six months.
I'm not gonna be your "roommate," you know?
I'm done.
- And I didn't even bring up the ring, dude.
- What about it? I got $500 for it.
- Did you, like, pawn it? - No.
I sold it to a jewelry store.
- Okay, not back to the place where you bought it?
- No. - Okay.
I know that you guys have gotten together, broken up,
gotten together, broken up.
- I'm not going back. Period.
I don't care if she's crawling on the ground, begging me,
I'm not going back. I'm not dealing with it.
- So does this feel different? - Yeah. I feel good. I'm happy.
Even though my situation is rough and I'm broke,
and I'm living at a [bleep] hotel, I'm happier.
- So Kloie, in all of this,
where is this-- how does this fit now?
- I told her, "Don't talk to me unless it's about my daughter."
Everything I do, like, "Oh, well,
that will piss her off, so I can't do that."
Now I'm done worrying about what she thinks.
I'm off the leash. I feel sorry for
the next mother[bleep] that has to deal with her.
♪ ♪
- ♪ Nothing is certain Nothing is certain ♪
♪ It all washes away ♪
- Go play tag with Tedders. Go get her, Tedders.
I feel like me and Sean have broken up
and gotten back together,
like, a lot of different times.
But I think this is kind of more different
because I feel like some of the things
he's done to me the last few weeks
has really disappointed me.
And I feel like I just look at him a lot differently.
You want your spaghetti and meatballs?
- Yes, I want my spaghetti--
- He just doesn't really have any aspirations.
And I feel like we've kind of just grown apart.
I don't want to be 40 one day looking back
and regretting decisions or staying in a relationship
where I felt like I just wasn't appreciated.
Here, I got your plate. Come on.
You want me to get your Elsa chair?
- Yeah!
- It's just better for me to just move on
with my life at this point without my mom and Sean.
I just want to do what's best for me
and also best for Kloie too.
Oh! Give him kissies.
He just wants to eat your spaghetti off your face.
- ♪ I ain't over you ♪
♪ ♪
[line trilling]
- What up? - What up?
[barking] Hold on. I don't know
why my dog hears you and he starts barking.
[barking] Lucky, no.
- So where are the girls at?
- They're at their dads'.
[phone ringing] Oh, hold on.
This is the doctor. Let me--let me call you back.
I'll call you right back. - Okay, bye.
- All right. Bye.
I just need a minute, guys.
Hello.
Yeah, this is Leah.
So did it grow?
Okay. And what does that mean?
♪ ♪
- And what does that mean?
Okay. Okay.
Thank you.
[sighs]
- How was it?
- He said that it had grown 1/2 centimeter.
- Okay. - But he still did not
recommend surgery.
- No surgery? - No surgery.
- Whoo! - Yes!
- You didn't want a surgery.
- Thank goodness. I didn't want a surgery.
- Ugh, thank God.
- So it's definitely-- it's definitely
a sigh of relief for me. All right, I'm gonna call
Kylie back right now and let her know.
- Okay, definitely. Definitely, let her know.
[phone line trilling]
- No surgery, bitch!
- Is that what they said? - That is what they said.
- What did he have to say besides that?
- As of right now, the doctor feels confident
that it's nothing that is concerning to him.
Whoo-whoo!
- Of course, I will tell them.
I definitely think, throughout this process,
I've learned even more about how important it is
to take care of my health
because my daughters look up to me.
And I want them, you know, to follow.
I want to be that example for them.
♪ ♪
- ♪ It's got me ooh, out of my mind ♪
♪ Ooh, out of my mind ♪
♪ ♪
- My graduation party is tonight.
So Bar and I are setting up now.
- Oh!
- [laughs]
- Ready for this graduation party?
Uh, got a graduation party.
And we 'bout to hardy, hardy, hardy party.
- I know. I'm happy that we have...
- I feel good about it. I feel good. We got a [bleep].
- Such a nice backyard. We're able to do it.
- We ain't got to go nowhere.
All right, well.
I'ma have to tell you something.
Basically, uh...
- What?
- Been speaking to my lawyer and the people.
But long story short,
I have to serve 15 days in county.
- So this is for the same DUI situation?
- Yeah. - So goddamn,
they drag this out.
They could have told you this a year ago.
I'm so disappointed because you've been doing so good
and it's like you never know
when your karma comes to just [bleep] you up.
- It can [bleep] you up.
I mean, I have to figure out how I'm gonna explain to Holly
why I'm about to be gone for a few weeks, but--
- We'll tell her you're going on vacation.
- Yeah.
- My daughter doesn't need the stress. She's so aware.
- Yeah, I know.
- You know, we be watching jail shows, she be like,
"Mama, he in jail." She hella smart, bro.
- Yeah, she might.
- It's hard to pull the wool over her eyes.
- I mean, but then again, honestly,
I feel like at a certain point, when she's old enough
to understand, she asks a question, [bleep],
I could just explain to her like,
"I made a lot of bad decisions when I was growing up.
I was confused I was young.
But this is what I figured out
and this is what I turned out to be.
And then unfortunately,
the stuff you do in the past catch up sometimes.
I wish it wasn't the case at all.
But I can say honestly, like, by the grace of God,
it turned out what it was,
and it's only gonna be two weeks and some change
or something like that." You know, like--
- Don't minimize it. I don't like when you do that.
- I'm not minimizing.
- Yeah, but don't--when you say it's not some terrible amount
of time, any time is bad. - It is.
- Don't minimize it. You're in trouble...
- It is. - Like it's not--you're not
going on vacation for two weeks, friend.
- I know.
- Don't make no friends in there.
Do what you got to do and come home.
- I know. I'ma talk to y'all every day.
[bleep].
- No, but talking and being here is not the same.
You can't parent over the phone, so--
- Yeah, I know, but--
- And let this be the last thing.
Anything we do, it comes back to our house 'cause we are one.
- ♪ Without you ♪
♪ Without you without you, ohh ♪
♪ ♪
- ♪ Baby, I was overwhelmed ♪
♪ But I won't say ♪
♪ 'Cause I can't tell anymore ♪
♪ The doors all look the same ♪
♪ And on them is your name ♪
- My custody hearing with Chris
is tomorrow morning online.
- Let nana get it. Here.
No? Okay. Are you over it? Come on.
There you go.
Are you so tired? - Lux.
- Yes.
- You didn't give me a kiss today.
- [growling] Hulk smash!
Give me a kiss.
♪ ♪
- Hello. - Hi.
How's it going?
- It's going. - So custody hearing today.
- Mm-hmm. - How did everything go?
- Um, the judge made a ruling
and I just don't want to talk about it.
It just is what it is.
- Just is what it is? - Mm-hmm.
This is not a matter of me not wanting to share.
This is a matter of the judge stating in our court documents
that this is not to be discussed or shared
on social media or the TV show.
Definitely means that I'm trying to handle
things better now.
I think it would have been much more explosive
if this was five years ago or ten years ago.
But, you know,
I'm able to kind of deal with my emotions differently
and navigate through tough things
like this a lot differently with the help of therapy
and really committing to that.
- ♪ Anything to justify Feel terrible ♪
- Luis dropped Stella off after school.
She's upstairs now.
But I'm so sad about this whole situation.
- So they're only teaching the kids up to number four?
Like, this don't make no damn sense.
My niece is not about to be educated
'cause y'all want to teach her to count up to four.
- Well, that's for two-year-olds.
So that's old. - Yeah, but four?
At least take it up to five.
- Brittany that's for a [bleep] two-year-old, bro.
- Yeah, but at least five.
- Like, really? - Hi, guys.
- Hey. What's wrong? What's wrong?
- You okay?
- Earlier today, Luis texted me saying that Stella
is not so happy in the car 'cause he picked her up today.
- She catching a tantrum?
- So I called her and she was like...
- Hysterical? - Hysterical crying.
- What was Luis doing?
- Driving, not saying anything,
not trying to comfort her or anything.
- Don't let him pick her up again for now.
- Yeah, not gonna happen ever again.
I'm trying to give him chances to do the right thing
and--and she's not feeling him.
Obviously, she's not comfortable
and she's terrified of him.
- What are you gonna do? - Hmm.
I don't know where I'm at. But it just sucks
'cause it's like I didn't want this for Stella.
- Of course, you're gonna feel like [bleep] about it.
- At the end of the day, where she lacks in one area,
we have to pick up and do better in another.
She knows she's loved, so...
- Yeah.
- At the end of the day, that's all that matters.
- Yeah. But I also feel like I try to love Stella a lot more
and let her get away with a lot more physically...
- Physically not emotionally.
- Because she doesn't have her dad.
- Oh, Bri.
- ♪ I'm trying to reach you ♪
♪ But you always walk away Walk away ♪
- This is just so frustrating.
Like, she wouldn't be like this if he was more consistent.
Now Stella's three years old and terrified of her own dad.
And I hope he realizes that he's been missing out
on so much and this is why she's crying so bad.
And I have such bad mom guilt
'cause, like, I'm trying to do something right,
but it's just feels like it's wrong.
I feel like such a [bleep] mom.
- ♪ 'Cause I don't want to be hiding ♪
♪ Looking afraid ♪
♪ ♪
- ♪ Whoa, on my soul ♪
♪ ♪
- Mom, when we gonna leave?
- I don't know. But your feet stink.
Didn't you shower this morning and your feet smell like that?
- I thought something stinks. - That's a real problem.
So I just wanted to tell you all the good news.
Really didn't tell you guys,
but I actually had another ultrasound.
And although the tumor had grown,
it wasn't necessarily concerning.
So I don't have to have the surgery.
- So you don't have to have the surgery at all?
- No. - Yay!
- Maybe one day down the road, I'll get a second opinion.
But for now, I'm happy with that news.
And I know you guys are too.
- That's a good thing. - I love you guys.
- Love you. - Love you too.
- As a mom,
I'm always concerned about you guys' health.
And oftentimes, I look over my own.
I'm raising three daughters.
And it was definitely scary at first for me.
But it also was an eye-opening experience.
And I just want to make sure that each of you,
I need you to promise me,
each of you are gonna do your very best
to take care of your own health, take care of yourself.
- Mm-hmm.
- Pinky promise. - Pinky promise.
Pinky promise. - Promise.
♪ ♪
[upbeat music]
♪ ♪
- Oh, my God.
Why am I hanging off of the side of this cake?
This is the funniest, cutest thing ever.
I'm irritated. I'm angry that Bar got himself
into the situation in the first place
'cause that could have 100% been avoided.
My biggest stress, my biggest worry is figuring out
what I'm gonna tell my daughter.
But I don't feel like talking about
Bar going to jail tonight because it's my night.
This is not about him.
I worked very hard, and I should be celebrated.
You have to say who you are
and who you think's gonna be the drunkest tonight.
- Hi, I'm Jessica, and I predict
that Ted's gonna be the drunkest tonight.
- Hi, I'm Alex, and I'm not gonna be drunk at all.
- 'Cause you turned the first shot down with me,
I'ma make sure you take at least three more with me.
- Hi, I'm Jen with lotsapaper.
And I'm the balloon lady/friend.
- Slash-friend.
- You're a set-up artist.
- And Bar is gonna be the drunkest.
- Hi, guys. My name is Ashley. I'm the graduation girl.
And I think that...
- Period.
- Bar is gonna be the drunkest tonight
because he can't control himself.
- Oh. Okay, okay, you guys, we gonna do a toast.
We got to get everybody get drinks in your hand.
- Uh-oh.
- Me first. - Damn!
- Thank all of y'all for coming out, for real,
to celebrate my daughter.
It is a monumental achievement that she is able
to still chase her dreams.
We expect high things from her,
and we expect great things from the both of them.
So with that being said, [bleep] congratulation, bitch.
[cheering] - Take it down!
All right, all right, all right, all right!
- Hey, listen, I'ma keep it short and sweet though, baby.
- Period. - But listen,
I like what you did, the way you handled your business--nah.
[laughter]
- Period!
- No, I love you.
I love you for real. You've been doing
a damn good job of everything that you had going on nonstop.
You feel me? We've been through hell and back, [bleep],
still rolling smoothly.
Hopefully, the tires don't deflate
and we can pump 'em back up if they do.
- You can afford new tires, baby!
And that's all, period.
- Me, myself, and everybody else I know say
congratulations, real talk, on you doing the [bleep]
you're doing with school and sticking by it
through everything else that has been happening
over all of these years. You always stuck--
- Thank you. 'Cause I could have been a stripper.
- Well, you--
- Cheers! - Cheers!
- Oh, wow. - Okay!
- What the [bleep] is going on?
- What's wrong with your husband?
- Why is his shirt backwards? - I don't know.
I was just trying to have a good night tonight.
[bleep] didn't work out.
- Excuse me. - I need help.
- Please be on the phone.
[somber music]
♪ ♪
[siren wails]
- ♪ Keep my eyes wide ♪
♪ Living in caution ♪
♪ Always tongue tied ♪
♪ I'm scared of talking ♪
♪ Of heaviest burdens that weigh down on me ♪
♪ Nobody knows all my demons ♪
♪ I'm afraid ♪
♪ That they'll see right through me like diamonds ♪
♪ See my shame ♪
♪ Cutting right through all the silence ♪
♪ I have no way it's the easiest ♪
♪ I can't pretend that I'm free now ♪
♪ So don't tell, don't tell ♪
♪ I know my demons ♪
♪ Yeah, ah ♪
♪ I'm gonna keep 'em ♪
♪ ♪
announcer: Next time on the "Teen Mom 2 Reunion"...
- Guys, this has been one hell of a 12 years. [crying]
- I can't continue to watch her destroy herself. I can't.
- She needs her ass beat. - Oh, my God.
- We all in therapy in my house.
- I could never get along
with all of my kids' dads at the same time.
- It was bad. I didn't think I was gonna walk into that.
- I took the [bleep] end of the stick
for a long [bleep] time.
- Shut the [bleep] up.