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{\an7}- Is that Luis’ car?
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{\an7}\h- When did Luis come and,
like, how did that happen?
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{\an7}\h\h\h- I think his mom
must have spoke to him.
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{\an7}- Go say bye to your dad.
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{\an7}\h- No.
- Why?
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- No.
- That’s your dad. Be nice.
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{\an7}- No, no, no, no, no.
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{\an7}- I keep giving Luis chances
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hand I feel like
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hI need
to just give him just one more.
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{\an7}And if he doesn’t fall through,
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\hI need to contact
some type of lawyer maybe.
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{\an7}- I noticed that I have a lump
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hin my breast.
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{\an7}My doctor called and said
\h\hit is a benign tumor
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{\an7}which we’ll continue to follow.
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{\an7}\h\h- Everyone knows that I was
addicted to the pain medication
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{\an7}that they prescribed me before.
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{\an7}But I really am worried about
what my boob will look like.
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{\an7}- Don’t necessarily forget
\h\habout your appearance,
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{\an7}but forget about it
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\hand make sure
you take care of yourself.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h- Found out Ashley was
throwing me a graduation party.
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{\an7}It was supposed to
\h\hbe a surprise,
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{\an7}\h\hbut my mom decided
to call me and tell me.
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{\an7}\h\hThe fact that I’m going
to college just feels good.
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{\an7}\hIt’d be a good look
for Holly I feel like
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{\an7}to be able to look at her mom
\hand dad completing college.
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{\an7}Understand that she’s Black,
\h\h\h\h\hbut I also want her
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{\an7}to understand that there is
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hnothing wrong
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\hwith being white
and also wanting to understand
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{\an7}there’s nothing wrong
\h\hwith being Black.
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{\an7}\h\h\h- I don’t have no choice
but to go hard, get education,
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{\an7}get all As, give my daughter
\h\h\h\heverything she want.
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{\an7}I don’t have no room to slack.
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{\an7}- I need to get back to Dover
\h\h\h\h\hbecause it’s clear
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{\an7}\h\h\h\hthat Chris is not
a huge part of Lux’ life.
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{\an7}- I think you should--you
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hlove Chris.
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{\an7}- I do.
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{\an7}- But you just don’t
\h\hlike him anymore?
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{\an7}- Well, yeah.
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{\an7}- They’re just taking time away
\hfrom each other for a while.
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{\an7}- Right. When I told the kids
\h\h\h\hthat I was pregnant,
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{\an7}I thought they were gonna have
\ha bunch of questions for me.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hAnd they didn’t.
They were just like, "Okay.’
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{\an7}’Cause I flat out asked,
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hI was like,
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{\an7}\h\hyou know who their dad is.
They were like, "Yeah, Chris."
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{\an7}- So he was at the birth.
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{\an7}- To my surprise, I will say
\h\h\hhe was very supportive.
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{\an7}\h\hWe didn’t argue.
It was--it was good.
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{\an7}- She misses going
\h\hto her daycare.
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{\an7}Like he’s been sitting at home
\h\h\h\h\hso why would I pay to
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{\an7}to sit her--send her
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{\an7}\h\h\h\hto a daycare
if he’s sitting at--
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{\an7}- Yeah, but I’m about
\h\h\h\h\hto not be.
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{\an7}I wanna be able to control
\h\h\hsomething I’m doing.
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{\an7}- What are you talking about?
\hI don’t control your life.
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{\an7}\h- You just had a problem
with how I wanted to do it.
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{\an7}- I’m not tired!
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{\an7}- You want some milk
\h\h\h\hor something?
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{\an7}I feel like lately,
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{\an7}Kloie has been going through,
\h\h\h\h\h\hlike, this phase.
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{\an7}Me and Sean have been butting
heads about, like, parenting.
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{\an7}- That’s it.
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{\an7}Stop talking over me.
Stop talking over me.
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{\an7}You’re [bleep] embarrassing
\h\h\hme on [bleep] camera.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hLike I don’t know
how to [bleep] parent my kid.
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{\an7}- But I’m saying she’s not
\h\h\h\hresponding to that.
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{\an7}- Well, and I’m not
responding to this.
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{\an7}- Okay, fine. I mean, you’re
\h\hthe one sounding psycho.
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{\an7}\h- You’re the one who [bleep]
acts like you know everything.
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{\an7}[upbeat rock music]
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{\an7}♪ ♪
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{\an7}[racoon cries]
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{\an7}- I’m bringing Creed
\h\h\hto his dad’s,
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{\an7}and I’ll pick him up
\h\h\h\hlater today.
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{\an7}Lux is already there,
\h\hand he’s spending
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{\an7}the weekend with him.
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{\an7}Chris hasn’t really been
\h\h\ha part of the show
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{\an7}even though I coparent
\h\h\h\h\h\hwith him.
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{\an7}\h- [crying]
[phone rings]
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{\an7}Hold on. Don’t hang up.
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{\an7}- I’m taking Creed to Chris.
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{\an7}If he’s off nap time,
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{\an7}he’s gonna be thrown off
\h\h\hfor bedtime and...
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{\an7}- Yeah, so that’s, like,
\h\hreally my main thing.
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{\an7}My coparenting with Chris
\h\h\h\his ever-evolving
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{\an7}and I’ve learned over time
that myself and my actions
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{\an7}are the only things
that I can control.
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{\an7}\hI’ve gone back and forth
about having Chris involved
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{\an7}\h\h\h\hor not being involved
but I’ve never been somebody
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{\an7}who keeps my kids
from their dads.
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{\an7}And really, I just need to let
my kids decide for themselves,
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hyou know,
how they feel about their dad
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hand, you know,
develop their own relationship.
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{\an7}\h\hI don’t need to be
projecting my feelings
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{\an7}about Chris onto the kids.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\hHi, biggie boy.
You gon’ go with your daddy?
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{\an7}Come here, come here,
\h\h\h\h\hcome here.
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{\an7}[slow guitar music]
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{\an7}Patrick, can you hear me?
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{\an7}\h- He--he was like, "Lux,
do you wanna go with Mommy
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{\an7}\hto see Lincoln train?"
And Lux was like, "Yeah."
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{\an7}\hSo I guess Lux is coming
with me to go see Lincoln.
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{\an7}- All right, see you later.
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{\an7}All right. Be good.
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{\an7}- Hi! You’re coming with me?
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{\an7}You ready?
\h\h- Yes.
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{\an7}- He’s at football.
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{\an7}We’re gonna go see him
\h\h\h\h\hat football.
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{\an7}- Luis came by again this week
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hto visit Stella.
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{\an7}\h\h\hAnd today, both girls
are going to see their dads,
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{\an7}which hardly ever happens.
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{\an7}Nova, did you text your dad?
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Yeah.
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{\an7}\h\h\h- Did he tell you
what time he’s coming?
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{\an7}- No.
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{\an7}- I think Luis is coming over
\hto spend time with Stella.
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{\an7}- Well, he can watch the dogs
\h\hand his [bleep] daughter.
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{\an7}They’re all animals.
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{\an7}- I’m gonna probably
\h\hrun a few errands
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{\an7}because I don’t want to be here
\h\h\h\h\h\hwhen Luis is here.
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{\an7}- Yeah, I might leave too,
\h\h\hjust so you know so.
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{\an7}- That’s fine.
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{\an7}She’ll be okay with him.
\h\h\h\h\hHe’ll be fine.
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{\an7}He’s only really coming around
’cause Mom spoke to Luis’ mom.
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{\an7}- So his mom’s knowing
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hthe truth
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{\an7}about her bum ass son.
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{\an7}- Well, I know Devoin
\hfor sure is coming.
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{\an7}I just don’t know about Luis.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- No.
- What do you mean no?
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{\an7}- No.
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{\an7}- Yes.
\h- No.
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{\an7}- You’re gonna spend time
\h\h\h\h\hwith your dad.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h- No.
- You have to.
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{\an7}\h\h\h- No.
- Why not?
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{\an7}- ’Cause I don’t want to.
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{\an7}\h- She’s in a mood today.
I’m excited ’cause you know
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{\an7}who she’s going to give
\h\h\h\hthat hell too?
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{\an7}Her father.
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{\an7}- Luis said he’s on his way.
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{\an7}- No.
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{\an7}No!
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{\an7}- No, we’re not doing this
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hso stop it.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- No!
- What’s wrong with my kids.
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{\an7}Listen, your dad is coming
\h\hand I’m going somewhere
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{\an7}\hso I need you to be
on your best behavior
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{\an7}\h\h’cause right now
you’re not behaving.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h- No.
- No nothing.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hKeep saying no,
watch what’s gonna happen.
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{\an7}\h\hYour dad is gonna come
and you’re gonna spend time
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{\an7}with him.
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{\an7}I’m gonna take you upstairs.
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- No.
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{\an7}- Come on. That’s it.
\h\h\h\hYou’re done.
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{\an7}- No! No!
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{\an7}Ow!
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{\an7}- Let’s go.
\h\h\h- No!
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{\an7}- You’re going to your room.
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- No!
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{\an7}[screaming] No, no!
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{\an7}- Come, come. Come. Come.
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- [crying]
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{\an7}- Hey, your dad’s coming.
\h\hHe’s just pulling up.
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{\an7}Put on your shoes.
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{\an7}- All right, see you later.
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hI love you.
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{\an7}[Stella crying]
- Listen to me.
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{\an7}Enough. You don’t throw stuff.
\h\h\h\hI don’t appreciate it.
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{\an7}Do you understand?
\h\h\h\hLook at me.
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{\an7}I’m done with your behavior.
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{\an7}I don’t like it.
\hIt’s not nice.
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{\an7}You’re being mean
\hand obnoxious.
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{\an7}Let’s go to the bathroom
and wash your tears away.
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{\an7}Now. Let’s go.
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{\an7}\h\hGet down.
[dog barking]
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{\an7}Go to the bathroom.
\h\h\h\h\hLet’s go.
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{\an7}- [crying]
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{\an7}- Why don’t you have
\h\hto act like that?
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{\an7}[water running]
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{\an7}You need to go take a nap?
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- No.
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{\an7}[coughs]
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{\an7}[crying]
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[upbeat punk music]
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- Sean and I sometimes
disagree
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on how to parent Kloie.
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And he isn't happy
being a stay-at-home dad,
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which creates
a lot of tension.
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But we're trying
to figure it out
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so we can both take
our careers to the next level.
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- Hey, chill, baby.
No, no, no, no, no, no.
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Not right now.
Not right now, honey.
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Not right now.
Please stop and get out.
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One, two.
Go see what mommy's doing.
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- Just texted you.
- For real?
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- Hey.
- Hey.
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- What you been doing?
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- She's been a little monster.
She's not listening.
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She's just in one
of those moods.
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What are you doing?
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- Kloie, don't want that thing
in your butt.
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- We ain't even gon' go there.
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- Stop putting them
in your pull up.
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- Oh, oh, oh, oh.
- [laughing]
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- Stop. It's just ridiculous.
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I should not
be digging Cheerios
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out of your butt crack.
- [laughing]
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- Stop. It's time for bed.
- Uh-uh!
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- Now. To bed.
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To bed.
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- I'll see you in a little bit,
Klo-bug.
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- Change your attitude.
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- So what's up?
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- I'm looking at that
other salon and I think
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it would be a good move.
A good transition.
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- That's cool. I know you say
your lease is ending
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and you always wanted
a big salon.
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I feel like this is
the beginning of that.
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- Yeah. Like I've always
wanted to run,
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like, a big, like, storefront.
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- So what do you think
is going to happen when,
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like, your salon gets huge
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and Kloie, babysitter,
you know?
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Right now, y'all just
watching her at home.
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- Yeah, she goes to daycare
like here and there but...
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she'll definitely be going
to daycare like full-time
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'cause Sean watches her mostly
while I'm at work.
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But it's, like,
annoying for him.
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He doesn't like watching her.
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- So how are things
between you and Sean?
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- We've been fighting more.
I think he's stressed.
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He's doing his, like,
music [bleep]
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so he's starting to make money
though
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off--like little money
here and there.
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I'm like, "I'm gonna let you
pursue your dreams this year.
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"I'm not going to bitch
to you about, you know,
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"oh, you need to do this
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or get a job out here
and do this."
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- So how you gon' feel
when he starts traveling
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and working with people
and going to all these places?
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Oh.
- Get that paper, boo-boo.
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- [laughs]
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[electronic pop music]
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- ♪ Hey, listen up 'cause
we're gonna shoot ♪
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♪ Man, I feel bad
'cause now we're on top ♪
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♪ So jump down and give it
all that you got ♪
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- I'm a few weeks away
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from getting
my associate's degree
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and Bar has been taking
classes too.
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- This is cute
little furniture.
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Haven't been back here.
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This is--this is a table
for--
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- A toddler.
- For Holly.
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So you excited, like,
we're almost done with school?
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- I know.
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- So what are you
going to do after this?
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Like, what's the next--
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you're trying to get
into nursing school?
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- So I graduate next month
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with associates
of applied science.
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But then I need to take that,
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those credits and take them
to a nursing program.
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- Right.
- And like do, like,
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I think it's 14 months in
a nursing program to do my RN.
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- I feel like you're the type
of person
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that's never gonna be done.
- I know.
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- You're just going to be like,
"Well, I'll just do the next."
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- I like school.
I don't know why.
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It's weird.
- Weird.
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- I feel like I need--like,
I like learning.
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I am a short ways away from
getting my associate's degree.
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I have one class left.
I did in my own way.
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I did it with my kid
and I did it with a 3.8.
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I'm very happy
and very proud of myself.
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And I'm also excited
that Bar's actually in college
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because I feel like
it's important for Holly
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to have two parents that are
striving for education,
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doing something
with their lives,
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because hopefully,
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that will make her
want to take it seriously.
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[moody pop music]
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♪ ♪
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- So how everything been going,
man?
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- Everything is rolling smooth
right now.
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I'm not like ass broke.
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I'm not, like,
hella drunk all day.
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I don't wake up
and pop a bottle
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at 10:00 in the morning
no more.
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Like, you feel me.
It's just everything lined up.
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- You gon' go back to drinking
or you gonna move it along?
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- I'm one of those people
that--it sounds dumb,
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but I could feel like I know
when it's a problem for sure.
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And I've known alcohol is a
problem for me for a long time.
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I just didn't want to fix it.
That's what it was.
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I didn't want fix it.
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- It was your run away.
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- Yeah, that's what
I would run away to.
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Nothing--nothing
was stable, bro.
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Nothing in my life
was stable at all.
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I'm in a different place
in life.
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- I ain't gonna lie
I'm like a--like a week
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behind right now,
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but I gotta--I gotta
get--get back into it.
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But I ain't got
complete stability,
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but [bleep] is a lot better.
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[rock music]
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- The ultrasound of my tumor
is later this week,
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and I'll finally know
if I need surgery.
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[knocking]
Hi, buddy.
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- What's up, partner?
- What's up?
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- What's up, partner?
How are you doing?
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How are you feeling now?
You've got a doctor appointment
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coming up
for your second ultrasound.
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- I-I mean, I'm all right.
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So the last time I went,
they would monitor it and see
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if it would continue
to grow or not.
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Really, I didn't have
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a whole lot of information
at the first appointment.
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I was just like,
"Let's go get an ultrasound."
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And then from there--I mean,
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it's probably been
past the six months.
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And although I don't think that
it's anything cancerous,
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I don't--I don't--I really
don't know
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until I go and talk to him.
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- Like, what are your feelings
going into this?
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Like, do you need to make any--
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- My feelings are I'm a mom
and I don't wanna be down.
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I really am a little bit
emotionless right now.
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Maybe I won't be
after the appointment.
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- But--but why?
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Are you putting up your guard?
Is that what it is?
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- I have been to many different
appointments with Ali.
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I'm, like, used to that
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like being nervous
about appointment.
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I feel like I go in with
a brave face every single time.
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And I can still put the brave
face on for my own appointment.
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But it's different
because God forbid
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something happened to a parent,
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then what--what would
the kids do?
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You know what I mean?
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Going into the appointment,
I mean, I'm definitely anxious,
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but I always try
to remain optimistic.
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I think that I've been through
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some of the most uncertain
times with Ali's diagnosis
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that it's almost like
I face uncertainty different.
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That doesn't take away
how I'm--guess
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how I'm feeling in the moment
and how I'm feeling
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in the moment
is definitely a little anxious
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and concerned
about my own health
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and making sure
that I take care of myself
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so I can be around
for my daughters.
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I think that honestly
if anything scares me the most,
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it would be that my girls
not having me around.
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{\an7}[melancholy piano music]
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{\an7}♪ ♪
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{\an7}- You need to stop.
\h- [coughs, cries]
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{\an7}- You are three years old,
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{\an7}and you don’t need
\hto act like that.
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{\an7}Today was a very difficult day.
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{\an7}This is like the first time
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{\an7}\h\hI’ve ever seen
Stella have, like,
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\ha complete meltdown
when it came to her dad coming.
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{\an7}Hey.
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{\an7}\hLuis is pretty much
a stranger to Stella.
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{\an7}Stella would not be acting like
this if Luis came around more.
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{\an7}I can’t force her
\hto do anything.
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{\an7}I thought it was a good idea
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{\an7}so that they could spend time
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hwith each other.
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{\an7}I struggle with this daily
\h\h\h\h\h\hwhether or not
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{\an7}Luis should continue
\h\hcoming in and out
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{\an7}or just stay away forever.
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{\an7}My father’s not in my life
\h\h\h\hand I wish he was,
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{\an7}\h\h\hbut then it’s like,
what if he was in my life
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{\an7}\h\hbut he was [bleep], would
I wish that he wasn’t around?
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{\an7}I don’t know.
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{\an7}I’m really worried about
Luis being inconsistent.
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{\an7}\hBut Devoin’s been
showing up for Nova,
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{\an7}\h\hand today I let him
pick her up from school.
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{\an7}- How was school?
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{\an7}\h\h\h- Good.
- Good good?
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{\an7}[indistinct]
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{\an7}- Nova’s on her way back home
\h\h\h\hwith Devoin and Stella
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{\an7}wanted to see him so we’re
\h\hwaiting in the garage.
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{\an7}So how I bought you pizza
\hand you decided to get
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{\an7}\h\h\h\hLunchable for dinner?
I don’t understand you, girl.
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{\an7}- Let’s do it.
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{\an7}- Hi, you look so cute.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\hYou tired?
How was school today?
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{\an7}- Good.
- Yeah.
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{\an7}- Sup, Stella. What’s going on?
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{\an7}What up? What up?
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{\an7}- All right. Well, go inside.
\h\h\h\h\h\hWash your hands.
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{\an7}- She didn’t really eat eat.
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00:17:08,867 --> 00:17:10,537
{\an7}- Well, there’s food here.
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hShe can eat.
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{\an7}And I did groceries so all
your snacks are stocked up.
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{\an7}- I need to take a shower.
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Yep.
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{\an7}\hLet her know she needs to
shower and wash her hands.
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{\an7}\h\h- Yeah!
- Wa-pshh!
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{\an7}- Okay.
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{\an7}- Don’t hurt yourself.
\h\h\h\h\h\h[dog barks]
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{\an7}All right, B. See ya later.
\h\h\h\h\h- All right. Bye.
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{\an7}- Bye, Stella.
\h\h\h\h- Bye.
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{\an7}Bye!
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h- Lux had fun
at Lincoln’s practice
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{\an7}and I brought him back
\h\hto Chris’s earlier
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{\an7}and now I’m picking up Creed.
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00:17:45,207 --> 00:17:47,009
{\an7}- All right...
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00:17:47,207 --> 00:17:50,273
{\an7}- Good. Strap him in while
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hyou’re at it.
403
00:17:51,108 --> 00:17:52,537
{\an7}Hey yo, my boy.
404
00:17:52,537 --> 00:17:54,537
{\an7}\h[Creed crying]
Oh, oh, oh. Stop.
405
00:17:54,537 --> 00:17:56,108
{\an7}You was just doing so good.
406
00:17:56,108 --> 00:17:57,867
{\an7}You was just doing so good.
407
00:17:57,867 --> 00:18:02,108
{\an7}\h\h\h\h[Creed crying]
You was doing so good.
408
00:18:02,976 --> 00:18:05,042
{\an7}- Here. Go make a bottle.
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- What?
409
00:18:05,042 --> 00:18:06,976
{\an7}- Dump that out and make him
\h\h\h\h\h\ha bottle, please.
410
00:18:06,976 --> 00:18:09,207
{\an7}- Oh, bro, be asking
\h\h\h\h[inaudible].
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00:18:09,207 --> 00:18:11,141
{\an7}All right.
412
00:18:15,943 --> 00:18:19,372
{\an7}- What happened, Papi?
Talk to me. Talk to me.
413
00:18:19,372 --> 00:18:23,141
{\an7}Did you have a good time
\h\h\h\h\hat your dad’s?
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00:18:23,141 --> 00:18:25,900
{\an7}\hOh, my goodness,
you have a toother.
415
00:18:25,900 --> 00:18:28,570
{\an7}You have a toother coming out!
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00:18:28,570 --> 00:18:30,438
{\an7}Look, here comes your daddy.
417
00:18:30,438 --> 00:18:33,900
{\an7}I know. Here he comes.
418
00:18:33,900 --> 00:18:36,471
{\an7}Did you see his tooth?
419
00:18:36,471 --> 00:18:37,438
{\an7}- Where?
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00:18:37,438 --> 00:18:38,900
{\an7}- In his mouth, Chris.
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00:18:38,900 --> 00:18:41,273
{\an7}\h- Lemme see it.
Where it at, boy.
422
00:18:41,273 --> 00:18:44,141
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Look.
Look at the little white thing.
423
00:18:44,141 --> 00:18:46,273
{\an7}- That’s why he was doing
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hso much.
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{\an7}\h\hThere you go.
- Say thank you.
425
00:18:48,976 --> 00:18:50,273
{\an7}- [laughs]
426
00:18:50,273 --> 00:18:53,174
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\hAll right,
I’ma give my son a kiss.
427
00:18:53,174 --> 00:18:54,339
{\an7}\h\h\h\h[smooches]
I love you, buddy.
428
00:18:54,339 --> 00:18:56,306
{\an7}I’ll see you tomorrow.
\h\h\hI better see you.
429
00:18:56,306 --> 00:18:57,405
{\an7}\h\h\h- Tomorrow?
- What you mean?
430
00:18:57,405 --> 00:18:58,603
{\an7}- When are you gonna
\h\hsee him tomorrow?
431
00:18:58,603 --> 00:19:00,603
{\an7}- When I drop my other son off.
\h\h\h\h\h\h- He’ll be asleep.
432
00:19:00,603 --> 00:19:01,504
{\an7}- No the [bleep] he won’t.
433
00:19:01,504 --> 00:19:04,273
{\an7}\h\h\h\h- Yeah, he goes--starts
getting ready for bed at 6:00.
434
00:19:04,273 --> 00:19:08,570
{\an7}\h\h\h- He starts, he starts.
My son will be there at 6:00.
435
00:19:08,570 --> 00:19:11,108
{\an7}Talking ’bout?
436
00:19:11,108 --> 00:19:13,504
{\an7}What you staring at?
\h[bleep] outta here.
437
00:19:13,504 --> 00:19:15,141
{\an7}We ain’t friends, [bleep].
\h\h\h\h\h\hRemember that.
438
00:19:15,141 --> 00:19:18,438
{\an7}Remember how you be treating?
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h[bleep] it.
439
00:19:28,537 --> 00:19:30,075
{\an7}- Yes, that’s my land.
440
00:19:30,075 --> 00:19:32,339
{\an7}- You don’t know
where [bleep] is.
441
00:19:32,570 --> 00:19:33,636
{\an7}- No, you didn’t.
\h\h- Yes, I did.
442
00:19:33,636 --> 00:19:37,702
{\an7}- No, you didn’t. Go change
\h\hyour nasty ass clothes.
443
00:19:40,504 --> 00:19:41,438
{\an7}All right?
444
00:19:41,438 --> 00:19:45,009
{\an7}- Close my door.
\h\h\hClose my--
445
00:19:45,009 --> 00:19:46,669
{\an7}- Close the door!
446
00:19:46,669 --> 00:19:49,976
{\an7}Get the [bleep] out of my car.
\h\h\h\h\h\hGet out of my car.
447
00:19:49,976 --> 00:19:51,339
{\an7}- Y’all actually be wanting me
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hin here.
448
00:19:51,339 --> 00:19:53,174
{\an7}Too bad. [bleep] y’all.
\h\h\h\h\h[bleep] you.
449
00:19:53,174 --> 00:19:54,405
{\an7}- They can hear you.
\h- [bleep] you too.
450
00:19:54,405 --> 00:19:56,042
{\an7}- They can see you.
- [bleep] you too.
451
00:19:56,042 --> 00:19:57,174
{\an7}- You’re gonna be on the show.
452
00:19:57,174 --> 00:19:59,042
{\an7}\h\h- Yeah, you.
- You know what?
453
00:19:59,042 --> 00:20:00,009
{\an7}I hope they show you.
454
00:20:00,009 --> 00:20:01,042
{\an7}- They can’t.
\h- They can.
455
00:20:01,042 --> 00:20:03,339
{\an7}- [bleep] you. You too.
\h- They can show you.
456
00:20:03,339 --> 00:20:04,438
{\an7}- [bleep] [bleep] [bleep]
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h[bleep].
457
00:20:04,438 --> 00:20:06,471
{\an7}\h\h\h\hNot if I’m saying that.
[bleep] [bleep] [bleep] [bleep]
458
00:20:06,471 --> 00:20:07,603
{\an7}\h[bleep] [bleep]
[bleep] [bleep].
459
00:20:07,603 --> 00:20:11,075
{\an7}\h- They literally just
bleeped it up. Get out.
460
00:20:11,075 --> 00:20:14,306
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h- [bleep]
- Take this with you.
461
00:20:28,050 --> 00:20:29,818
[aggressive pop music]
462
00:20:29,885 --> 00:20:31,787
- I'm looking at new salon
spaces today,
463
00:20:31,853 --> 00:20:34,790
and Sean's home with Kloie
working on his music.
464
00:20:34,856 --> 00:20:37,626
- You want the light on?
Okay.
465
00:20:37,693 --> 00:20:40,429
- Today all day I've been
looking at some retail spaces
466
00:20:40,495 --> 00:20:41,630
that are for rent,
467
00:20:41,697 --> 00:20:46,635
like, in my area.
So I'm really excited.
468
00:20:46,702 --> 00:20:49,638
I feel like I really just want
to expand everything
469
00:20:49,705 --> 00:20:54,242
that I've been growing over
the last year and a half.
470
00:20:54,309 --> 00:20:58,246
So hopefully soon I will be
in a new space
471
00:20:58,313 --> 00:21:01,516
running a more
fuller scale salon.
472
00:21:05,987 --> 00:21:07,289
- Hey, Sean.
473
00:21:07,356 --> 00:21:10,092
- What's up?
- The room looks good, man.
474
00:21:10,158 --> 00:21:12,594
- Thanks. Appreciate it.
It's not even done yet.
475
00:21:12,661 --> 00:21:14,730
I got a lot of stuff
in the works right now.
476
00:21:14,796 --> 00:21:17,132
With music, it's cool.
That's why I like it so much
477
00:21:17,199 --> 00:21:21,403
'cause you--you're creating
your own song
478
00:21:21,470 --> 00:21:23,472
and even after you die,
your legacy's still here.
479
00:21:23,538 --> 00:21:25,006
- Yeah.
480
00:21:25,073 --> 00:21:26,742
- So that's why I [bleep]
with it so heavily.
481
00:21:26,808 --> 00:21:31,680
- So I mean, like, Jade
is looking at, you know,
482
00:21:31,747 --> 00:21:33,148
expanding her business thing.
483
00:21:33,248 --> 00:21:35,317
It seems like
you're doing your thing.
484
00:21:35,384 --> 00:21:37,719
Are you guys--did
you guys plan this?
485
00:21:37,786 --> 00:21:39,421
Are you guys, like, aligned?
Like how did this--
486
00:21:39,488 --> 00:21:41,590
- Well, I mean you kinda have
to be on somewhat
487
00:21:41,656 --> 00:21:43,892
of the same page,
you know, as far as growth
488
00:21:43,959 --> 00:21:47,662
because like she can't blow up
and me stay here, you know?
489
00:21:47,729 --> 00:21:49,264
'Cause then I'm like,
490
00:21:49,331 --> 00:21:50,732
"What the [bleep] am I going
to do to contribute, you know?"
491
00:21:50,799 --> 00:21:53,902
Like we've got to both
be striving for, like,
492
00:21:53,969 --> 00:21:55,270
the same end goal.
493
00:21:55,303 --> 00:21:56,738
I'm trying to get
a bigger client base
494
00:21:56,805 --> 00:21:59,875
so that I can, you know,
start making bank off this.
495
00:21:59,941 --> 00:22:02,644
- Relationship-wise you feel
like things are still good?
496
00:22:02,711 --> 00:22:04,379
- We still have a lot
to work on, you know,
497
00:22:04,446 --> 00:22:06,281
like every couple does.
498
00:22:06,281 --> 00:22:09,584
You know, we could be
more communicative,
499
00:22:09,651 --> 00:22:11,453
but, like, I'm not really
the type of person
500
00:22:11,520 --> 00:22:13,522
to talk about
my feelings very much.
501
00:22:13,588 --> 00:22:15,590
When at a young age, I learned
to block that [bleep] out.
502
00:22:15,657 --> 00:22:17,959
You know, like I didn't like
how it made me feel
503
00:22:18,026 --> 00:22:20,962
so I just don't deal with it,
you know?
504
00:22:21,029 --> 00:22:23,298
And she's very
emotional creature.
505
00:22:23,365 --> 00:22:25,467
She loves to talk about
her feelings.
506
00:22:26,735 --> 00:22:29,037
[chuckles]
507
00:22:29,104 --> 00:22:31,039
- Okay.
508
00:22:33,241 --> 00:22:37,679
[singer vocalizing]
509
00:22:37,746 --> 00:22:41,350
- The semester's almost over,
and I can't wait to graduate.
510
00:22:41,416 --> 00:22:43,652
I'm also happy
with all the positive changes
511
00:22:43,719 --> 00:22:46,154
happening in Bar's life.
512
00:22:46,254 --> 00:22:49,091
- Best daddy ever,
best mommy ever.
513
00:22:49,157 --> 00:22:50,359
- I'm the best mommy now?
514
00:22:50,425 --> 00:22:51,660
- You're the best daddy.
515
00:22:51,727 --> 00:22:53,695
- I was gonna say, baby.
You gotta figure it out.
516
00:22:53,762 --> 00:22:56,965
- Mommy's the best mommy.
Dad is the best daddy.
517
00:22:57,032 --> 00:22:59,034
Mom is the best daddy.
Oh.
518
00:22:59,101 --> 00:23:01,737
[laughter]
519
00:23:01,803 --> 00:23:04,706
[upbeat music]
520
00:23:04,773 --> 00:23:09,444
♪ ♪
521
00:23:09,511 --> 00:23:13,782
- So what--what--what kind
of math you doing now?
522
00:23:13,849 --> 00:23:16,685
- I have no idea.
523
00:23:16,752 --> 00:23:21,523
Cartesian coordinates.
I hate math.
524
00:23:21,590 --> 00:23:24,526
It's--I don't understand
why anyone needs to know it.
525
00:23:24,593 --> 00:23:27,262
- So this--this the last class
you gotta take, right?
526
00:23:27,329 --> 00:23:28,964
- Yep. The last--
527
00:23:29,031 --> 00:23:30,532
- What's after? What's next?
528
00:23:30,599 --> 00:23:32,334
- Graduation.
529
00:23:32,401 --> 00:23:33,835
- Are you excited
to be graduating?
530
00:23:33,902 --> 00:23:36,838
- Yeah. Yeah, I'll have
my associate's in science.
531
00:23:36,905 --> 00:23:38,840
- You have your associate's
in science?
532
00:23:38,907 --> 00:23:40,976
- Associates of science
in medical assisting.
533
00:23:41,043 --> 00:23:42,411
- Okay.
534
00:23:42,477 --> 00:23:45,380
- Which allows me to take that
and transfer that
535
00:23:45,447 --> 00:23:46,948
to a nursing program
536
00:23:47,015 --> 00:23:49,618
and get my ADM without
having to do my bachelor's.
537
00:23:49,685 --> 00:23:52,254
- Right, right, right, right,
right, right, right.
538
00:23:52,287 --> 00:23:54,122
- What's going on
with your classes?
539
00:23:54,256 --> 00:23:56,091
- My only complaint is really
is that
540
00:23:56,158 --> 00:23:58,427
I can't go on campus,
you know?
541
00:23:58,493 --> 00:24:00,462
- Well, online is hard
because you have to
542
00:24:00,529 --> 00:24:02,431
be disciplined yourself.
- It's discipline.
543
00:24:02,497 --> 00:24:03,932
And that's my problem
544
00:24:03,999 --> 00:24:05,834
is I don't have that much
discipline in school anyways.
545
00:24:05,901 --> 00:24:09,137
I got a class at 6:00
in the morning.
546
00:24:09,271 --> 00:24:10,472
It's not what I thought
it was--what
547
00:24:10,539 --> 00:24:13,608
I was expecting it to be yet,
but I got--I got
548
00:24:13,675 --> 00:24:14,976
some assignments
I need to catch up with.
549
00:24:15,043 --> 00:24:16,578
I ain't gonna lie.
550
00:24:18,013 --> 00:24:20,716
- ♪ Back against
the wall now ♪
551
00:24:20,782 --> 00:24:24,353
♪ Yeah, you're grasping
at a straw now ♪
552
00:24:26,988 --> 00:24:28,323
What?
553
00:24:29,291 --> 00:24:31,360
[exhales]
554
00:24:31,426 --> 00:24:33,362
Jesus Christ.
555
00:24:33,428 --> 00:24:35,230
- What are you doing
over there?
556
00:24:35,230 --> 00:24:37,899
- Baby.
- Hm?
557
00:24:37,966 --> 00:24:40,302
- I missed the midterm.
558
00:24:43,138 --> 00:24:45,741
Oh my God, bro.
559
00:24:58,538 --> 00:25:01,604
{\an7}- It’s so hard seeing Stella
\h\h\hreact this way to Luis
560
00:25:01,604 --> 00:25:03,571
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\hso I decided
to contact the lawyer.
561
00:25:03,571 --> 00:25:05,439
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hJavi and I
are still doing very well.
562
00:25:05,439 --> 00:25:08,571
{\an7}\h\h\hAnd since he’s a dad,
it helps to get his opinion
563
00:25:08,571 --> 00:25:10,406
{\an7}on this kind of stuff.
564
00:25:10,406 --> 00:25:15,439
{\an7}Hi. Oh, my room. I’m so tired.
565
00:25:16,373 --> 00:25:23,165
{\an7}Welcome to my castle.
\h\h\h\hHow are you?
566
00:25:23,165 --> 00:25:24,835
{\an7}- Good. How are you?
567
00:25:24,835 --> 00:25:27,703
{\an7}- Tired per usual.
568
00:25:27,703 --> 00:25:30,472
{\an7}- Per ush.
- Per ush.
569
00:25:30,472 --> 00:25:31,802
{\an7}- So how are the girls?
570
00:25:31,802 --> 00:25:33,274
{\an7}- The girls are fine.
571
00:25:33,274 --> 00:25:37,439
{\an7}\h\h\h\hI ended up setting up
a consultation with a lawyer
572
00:25:37,439 --> 00:25:39,472
{\an7}to speak about,
\h\h\h\h\hlike,
573
00:25:39,472 --> 00:25:43,406
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hmy options,
custody, child support.
574
00:25:43,406 --> 00:25:45,571
{\an7}\h\h- Since I split
with my baby moms,
575
00:25:45,571 --> 00:25:49,736
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hthey recommended me
to put myself on child support
576
00:25:50,165 --> 00:25:51,472
{\an7}\h\hthat way I can get
the solidified rights,
577
00:25:51,472 --> 00:25:55,165
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\hand then you gotta do
blood work to prove paternity.
578
00:25:55,165 --> 00:25:56,802
{\an7}It’s like [bleep] show.
579
00:25:56,802 --> 00:25:57,769
{\an7}- Yeah.
- Yeah.
580
00:25:57,769 --> 00:25:59,307
{\an7}\h- I just wanna know
what my options are.
581
00:25:59,307 --> 00:26:03,802
{\an7}\hWhat can I do and can’t do
and just take it from there.
582
00:26:04,901 --> 00:26:05,571
{\an7}- Yeah.
583
00:26:05,571 --> 00:26:10,274
{\an7}Luis came over but before that,
\h\hStella was, like, so upset.
584
00:26:10,274 --> 00:26:11,132
{\an7}Like she was just like,
585
00:26:11,132 --> 00:26:12,571
{\an7}"Nah, I’m not [bleep] with you,
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hbro."
586
00:26:12,571 --> 00:26:15,165
{\an7}\h\h\hAnd like she has much
of a closer bond to Devoin.
587
00:26:15,165 --> 00:26:17,703
{\an7}Like when Devoin comes around,
\h\h\hlike she goes up to him.
588
00:26:17,703 --> 00:26:20,340
{\an7}\h\h\h\hShe says hi to him.
It’s not like with her dad
589
00:26:20,340 --> 00:26:22,472
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hwhere she’s, like,
hiding under the table saying,
590
00:26:22,472 --> 00:26:25,769
{\an7}\h\h"No, I don’t love my dad.
I don’t want to talk to him."
591
00:26:25,769 --> 00:26:27,901
{\an7}So it’s kinda crazy.
\h\hSo I want to see
592
00:26:27,901 --> 00:26:30,472
{\an7}if it’s an option to have Luis
\h\h\h\h\h\hgive up his rights.
593
00:26:30,472 --> 00:26:32,637
{\an7}- I just think you should do
\h\h\hwhat’s best for Stella.
594
00:26:32,637 --> 00:26:35,505
{\an7}\h\h\h\hSo whatever you feel in
your heart is best for Stella,
595
00:26:35,505 --> 00:26:38,505
{\an7}\h\hI think you should do that
’cause you have good judgment.
596
00:26:38,505 --> 00:26:39,571
{\an7}- Well, I always struggle
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hwith it.
597
00:26:39,571 --> 00:26:41,604
{\an7}I always struggled like, well,
that’s her dad, no matter what,
598
00:26:41,604 --> 00:26:43,604
{\an7}but then it’s like, [bleep]
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hthat man.
599
00:26:43,604 --> 00:26:45,307
{\an7}So it’s just like ah.
600
00:26:45,307 --> 00:26:47,373
{\an7}- Stella’s what’s important
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hI guess.
601
00:26:47,373 --> 00:26:48,670
{\an7}\h- I know.
- You know?
602
00:26:48,670 --> 00:26:50,373
{\an7}- So hope I get some good news.
603
00:26:50,373 --> 00:26:52,373
{\an7}\h\hI don’t know what
the right decision is
604
00:26:52,373 --> 00:26:54,769
{\an7}\h\h\hwhen it comes
to Luis and Stella.
605
00:26:54,769 --> 00:26:57,637
{\an7}I don’t know if it’s best
\h\h\hto let him continue
606
00:26:57,637 --> 00:27:01,934
{\an7}coming in and out and be flaky
\h\h\hor completely cut it off.
607
00:27:01,934 --> 00:27:05,241
{\an7}This is why I really wanna talk
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hto somebody
608
00:27:05,241 --> 00:27:06,307
{\an7}that may know a little bit more
609
00:27:06,307 --> 00:27:09,439
{\an7}because I just wanna know,
\h\h\h\hlike, what can I do
610
00:27:09,439 --> 00:27:15,802
{\an7}\h\hwhen it comes to an absent
father to protect my daughter.
611
00:27:15,802 --> 00:27:18,000
{\an7}But I feel like this
is just my next step.
612
00:27:18,000 --> 00:27:21,472
{\an7}\hThis is something
that has to happen.
613
00:27:22,439 --> 00:27:23,802
{\an7}- ♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪
614
00:27:23,802 --> 00:27:26,505
{\an7}\h\h\h\h- Although I’m anxious
about my ultrasound tomorrow,
615
00:27:26,505 --> 00:27:30,703
{\an7}I’m trying to just be present
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hfor the girls.
616
00:27:31,307 --> 00:27:32,670
{\an7}- I wanna do--
617
00:27:32,670 --> 00:27:35,439
{\an7}- I’m being kind letting you
\h\h\h\h\huse my wine glasses
618
00:27:35,439 --> 00:27:38,439
{\an7}for your sweet tea.
Please be careful.
619
00:27:38,439 --> 00:27:39,604
{\an7}- Get me more of those.
620
00:27:39,604 --> 00:27:41,934
{\an7}- Please. Where’s your manners?
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Please.
621
00:27:41,934 --> 00:27:44,637
{\an7}\h- Her manners are
in the garbage can.
622
00:27:44,637 --> 00:27:45,472
{\an7}- Yes, she does.
623
00:27:45,472 --> 00:27:46,637
{\an7}- Addie, you wanna
\h\hsay the grace?
624
00:27:46,637 --> 00:27:48,901
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h- Yeah.
- Okay, come on.
625
00:27:48,901 --> 00:27:52,571
{\an7}- Uh...
626
00:27:52,571 --> 00:27:54,439
{\an7}I’m happy for this food,
627
00:27:54,439 --> 00:27:56,769
{\an7}and you go.
628
00:27:56,769 --> 00:27:57,505
{\an7}- Did you say go?
629
00:27:57,505 --> 00:27:58,571
{\an7}- I’m grateful
for this food.
630
00:27:58,571 --> 00:28:02,802
{\an7}\h\h\hI’m grateful for the time
that we get to spend together.
631
00:28:03,000 --> 00:28:06,505
{\an7}Yeah, thank you for everything
\h\hthat you do for our family.
632
00:28:06,505 --> 00:28:07,769
{\an7}In Jesus name.
633
00:28:07,769 --> 00:28:08,637
{\an7}both: Amen.
634
00:28:08,637 --> 00:28:10,538
{\an7}\h\h- I think that’s a positive
thing that’s came out of COVID
635
00:28:10,538 --> 00:28:14,736
{\an7}is that we’ve gotten to spend
\h\h\ha lot of time together
636
00:28:14,736 --> 00:28:17,604
{\an7}and dinners like this.
637
00:28:17,802 --> 00:28:20,307
{\an7}- Mommy, I can’t cut it.
\h\h\h\h\h\h- It’s okay.
638
00:28:20,307 --> 00:28:22,373
{\an7}\h\h\h- I’ll help.
No, mom, I’ll help.
639
00:28:22,373 --> 00:28:23,505
{\an7}- You got so many pieces.
640
00:28:23,505 --> 00:28:25,033
{\an7}- I’ll help. Mom, I’ll help.
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hI’ll help.
641
00:28:25,033 --> 00:28:25,769
{\an7}- Okay.
642
00:28:25,769 --> 00:28:27,538
{\an7}- "Cause when we’re older,
\h\hyou’re going to be dead
643
00:28:27,538 --> 00:28:29,000
{\an7}and I have to help.
644
00:28:29,000 --> 00:28:32,066
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h- Jeez.
- She’ll be dead.
645
00:28:32,066 --> 00:28:35,373
{\an7}\h\h\h- Stop saying
that I’ll be dead.
646
00:28:35,373 --> 00:28:35,934
{\an7}What the?
647
00:28:35,934 --> 00:28:37,769
{\an7}\h\h\hI mean, I just think
that’s a little aggressive.
648
00:28:37,769 --> 00:28:40,901
{\an7}I’m going to live a very long
\h\h\h\h\hand prosperous life
649
00:28:40,901 --> 00:28:44,934
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hbecause I keep up
with my health and wellness.
650
00:28:44,934 --> 00:28:47,802
{\an7}\h\h\h- Sure.
- I work out.
651
00:28:47,802 --> 00:28:48,703
{\an7}- And you vape.
652
00:28:48,703 --> 00:28:50,538
{\an7}- I’m going to do everything
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hin my power
653
00:28:50,538 --> 00:28:52,703
{\an7}to always take care of myself.
654
00:28:52,703 --> 00:28:55,604
{\an7}And I go to all of my doctor’s
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\happointments,
655
00:28:55,604 --> 00:28:57,099
{\an7}which reminds me
I have a checkup
656
00:28:57,099 --> 00:29:00,373
{\an7}\hfor the tumor on my breast.
But you want to--you want me
657
00:29:00,373 --> 00:29:02,439
{\an7}\hto be honest with you
what I’m really--what’s
658
00:29:02,439 --> 00:29:04,769
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\hbothering me
a little bit mentally?
659
00:29:04,769 --> 00:29:06,000
{\an7}My biggest concern would be
660
00:29:06,000 --> 00:29:08,835
{\an7}that the tumor would
\h\h\h\hbe cancerous.
661
00:29:11,033 --> 00:29:14,835
{\an7}- Will I die if I have
\h\h\h\hthe procedure?
662
00:29:14,835 --> 00:29:15,439
{\an7}No.
663
00:29:15,439 --> 00:29:17,835
{\an7}- Are you gonna have
\h\h\ha smaller boob?
664
00:29:17,835 --> 00:29:19,571
{\an7}\h\h- I don’t know.
A lot of the times,
665
00:29:19,571 --> 00:29:22,000
{\an7}it does make girls
feel a certain way
666
00:29:22,000 --> 00:29:23,670
{\an7}if they have a procedure done
\h\h\h\h\h\hto their breast.
667
00:29:23,670 --> 00:29:26,099
{\an7}\h\h\h\hLike it messes
with their self-esteem.
668
00:29:26,099 --> 00:29:28,099
{\an7}\h\h- Even if you get
that procedure done,
669
00:29:28,099 --> 00:29:31,769
{\an7}you’ll still look
beautiful to us.
670
00:29:31,769 --> 00:29:34,066
{\an7}- [chuckles] Thank you.
671
00:29:34,066 --> 00:29:37,099
{\an7}[soft music]
672
00:29:37,099 --> 00:29:41,802
{\an7}♪ ♪
673
00:29:47,516 --> 00:29:50,419
[soft dramatic music]
674
00:29:50,486 --> 00:29:57,493
♪ ♪
675
00:29:58,360 --> 00:30:00,463
- I missed the midterm.
676
00:30:04,900 --> 00:30:06,669
- You're probably gonna fail
'cause of that.
677
00:30:06,735 --> 00:30:08,337
- I am.
678
00:30:10,139 --> 00:30:13,209
Definitely failing
business 100% right now.
679
00:30:13,275 --> 00:30:15,444
All the way.
680
00:30:17,513 --> 00:30:21,417
[fly buzzing]
681
00:30:21,484 --> 00:30:23,886
There's a fly in here.
682
00:30:24,653 --> 00:30:27,389
I got commitment issues
when it comes to school.
683
00:30:27,456 --> 00:30:29,391
It's--it's so hard.
684
00:30:29,458 --> 00:30:31,894
My brain, I got to--it's
not an excuse,
685
00:30:31,961 --> 00:30:34,663
but it doesn't--it be so much
[bleep] going on in my head.
686
00:30:34,730 --> 00:30:37,600
Like it doesn't--it doesn't pop
into my head where I go,
687
00:30:37,666 --> 00:30:38,834
"Oh, you got to sit down
688
00:30:38,901 --> 00:30:40,569
and do--and do
homework right now."
689
00:30:40,636 --> 00:30:43,139
My brain, like my [bleep]
being in--everywhere else.
690
00:30:43,205 --> 00:30:46,575
- You--you need to stop
using that your brain
691
00:30:46,642 --> 00:30:49,011
be everywhere else.
So does mine.
692
00:30:50,045 --> 00:30:53,015
It was a surprise for me
that Bar missed his midterm
693
00:30:53,015 --> 00:30:55,751
because I did see him
doing a lot of homework
694
00:30:55,818 --> 00:30:57,386
and communicating
with his teachers.
695
00:30:57,453 --> 00:30:58,921
I'm not upset at him.
696
00:30:59,021 --> 00:31:03,425
I feel like he has to get into
the swing of how heavy
697
00:31:03,492 --> 00:31:05,594
and how serious
and time-consuming
698
00:31:05,661 --> 00:31:07,029
college really is.
699
00:31:07,062 --> 00:31:09,532
I've been doing school
my whole life.
700
00:31:09,598 --> 00:31:11,734
I'm true to this.
He's new to this.
701
00:31:11,801 --> 00:31:13,569
He's going to have
to get his feet wet.
702
00:31:13,636 --> 00:31:14,904
It makes all the difference
703
00:31:15,037 --> 00:31:16,672
that Holly has
two educated parents.
704
00:31:16,739 --> 00:31:19,275
And I think that Bar
has to develop that discipline,
705
00:31:19,341 --> 00:31:22,678
that timing, that scheduling
in order to succeed.
706
00:31:25,414 --> 00:31:28,317
[upbeat music]
707
00:31:28,384 --> 00:31:35,524
♪ ♪
708
00:31:41,397 --> 00:31:43,499
- I'm waiting to hear back
about my application
709
00:31:43,566 --> 00:31:45,067
for the salon space.
710
00:31:45,134 --> 00:31:46,802
And things are still tense
with Sean
711
00:31:46,869 --> 00:31:49,839
especially since he's been
home with Kloie all day.
712
00:31:51,807 --> 00:31:54,009
Wanna sit on my lap?
- Mm-mm.
713
00:31:54,043 --> 00:31:56,779
- Wanna sit with dad?
- Mm-mm.
714
00:31:56,846 --> 00:31:59,014
- Did you miss me
while I was working?
715
00:31:59,048 --> 00:32:01,450
Do you miss me?
- Mm, yeah.
716
00:32:01,517 --> 00:32:03,819
- So what's up with the salon?
717
00:32:03,886 --> 00:32:05,754
You went and looked
at the building and stuff?
718
00:32:05,821 --> 00:32:08,090
- Yeah.
- What did you think about it?
719
00:32:08,157 --> 00:32:10,292
- I thought it's
a lot of potential,
720
00:32:10,359 --> 00:32:11,827
but it needs like
a lot of work.
721
00:32:11,894 --> 00:32:14,230
So I know I'm going to
have to spend a lot of money
722
00:32:14,296 --> 00:32:17,566
when it comes
to renovating it and stuff.
723
00:32:17,633 --> 00:32:20,035
- No, no, no.
You ain't messing with the dog.
724
00:32:20,102 --> 00:32:21,303
Stop. Let go of him.
725
00:32:21,370 --> 00:32:23,939
God damn, dude.
726
00:32:24,039 --> 00:32:25,875
Why does she want
to hurt him so much?
727
00:32:25,941 --> 00:32:27,877
- 'Cause she's just
jealous of him.
728
00:32:29,712 --> 00:32:31,614
Go into your room.
- Nuh-uh-uh.
729
00:32:31,680 --> 00:32:32,915
- I'm getting embarrassed
730
00:32:33,048 --> 00:32:34,216
and I don't want to have these
cameras up,
731
00:32:34,283 --> 00:32:35,551
but this is how it's going
to be literally
732
00:32:35,618 --> 00:32:37,953
every single time we film.
Every single time.
733
00:32:38,053 --> 00:32:39,722
It's embarrassing
because the world looks like
734
00:32:39,789 --> 00:32:41,090
we have a demon kid
735
00:32:41,157 --> 00:32:43,459
and we're [bleep] parents
or something.
736
00:32:43,526 --> 00:32:46,195
- Well, you're half right.
737
00:32:46,896 --> 00:32:50,065
We're not [bleep] parents,
but we do have a demon child.
738
00:32:50,132 --> 00:32:53,002
- I seriously don't get
why she keeps doing this.
739
00:32:55,571 --> 00:32:58,874
Oh, my God, I just need
a break.
740
00:32:59,008 --> 00:33:01,243
I feel like I--I've been
working for two weeks straight
741
00:33:01,310 --> 00:33:02,812
and I'm just tired.
742
00:33:02,878 --> 00:33:04,580
I come home and literally
I'm like in my car, like,
743
00:33:04,647 --> 00:33:09,351
"Oh, my gosh, how's this going
to go when I get inside here?
744
00:33:09,418 --> 00:33:11,220
"Is it going to be her
screaming
745
00:33:11,287 --> 00:33:12,788
"and throwing stuff today?
746
00:33:12,855 --> 00:33:15,024
Or is she going to be in a
good mood and happy to see me?"
747
00:33:15,090 --> 00:33:16,459
I just want to hang out
with her
748
00:33:16,525 --> 00:33:18,027
and spend time with her.
I don't know.
749
00:33:18,027 --> 00:33:19,428
She's just going through
this phase
750
00:33:19,495 --> 00:33:21,597
it's, like, draining me.
751
00:33:21,664 --> 00:33:23,032
- Yeah, me too.
752
00:33:23,065 --> 00:33:24,900
- And I'm not talking
to my parents right now
753
00:33:25,034 --> 00:33:29,305
so it's like, there's no one
that helps--helps out at all
754
00:33:29,371 --> 00:33:32,641
to take off
any type of relief or a break.
755
00:33:32,708 --> 00:33:34,276
Like it's been
a long [bleep] day.
756
00:33:34,343 --> 00:33:37,046
I've been up since this morning
working. I'm just tired.
757
00:33:37,079 --> 00:33:39,882
And now I come home
to work again.
758
00:33:39,949 --> 00:33:41,484
I don't even care to do this
anymore.
759
00:33:41,550 --> 00:33:43,152
I really don't.
760
00:33:43,219 --> 00:33:45,087
- Like chill the [bleep] out.
- Oh my God, I'm so [bleep].
761
00:33:45,154 --> 00:33:46,522
- You're the one that signed
us up
762
00:33:46,589 --> 00:33:48,357
for the show
in the first place.
763
00:33:48,424 --> 00:33:52,461
- You don't have a problem
cashing the [bleep] checks.
764
00:33:52,528 --> 00:33:53,996
The [bleep].
765
00:33:53,996 --> 00:33:55,598
- You don't give a [bleep]
if I'm having a bad day
766
00:33:55,664 --> 00:33:57,633
but everybody's supposed to
care when you have a bad day?
767
00:33:57,700 --> 00:33:59,135
- Oh, my God. Just shut up.
768
00:33:59,201 --> 00:34:01,837
I'm just tired
of speaking to you.
769
00:34:01,904 --> 00:34:03,439
This isn't going anywhere
'cause this is
770
00:34:03,506 --> 00:34:06,008
how--this is how it goes when,
like, we're overwhelmed.
771
00:34:06,008 --> 00:34:07,610
- She doesn't get her way.
772
00:34:07,676 --> 00:34:10,079
- How--put the [bleep]
cameras down.
773
00:34:10,146 --> 00:34:12,114
Put the cameras down.
Because this is how it goes.
774
00:34:12,181 --> 00:34:13,716
We're not even
on the same page.
775
00:34:13,783 --> 00:34:15,384
That's what I'm saying.
We're not.
776
00:34:15,451 --> 00:34:17,019
- No, we're clearly not because
you're still going on
777
00:34:17,019 --> 00:34:18,621
about the same [bleep]
I stopped talking about.
778
00:34:18,687 --> 00:34:20,589
- I'm uncomfortable.
I'm, like, done
779
00:34:34,113 --> 00:34:35,816
{\an7}[soft pop music]
780
00:34:35,816 --> 00:34:39,113
{\an7}- ♪ Why you gotta be like
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hthat? ♪
781
00:34:39,113 --> 00:34:42,981
{\an7}- Why did you--why did you get
\h\h\hso many [bleep] animals?
782
00:34:42,981 --> 00:34:44,608
{\an7}- I didn’t want them.
\h\hIt was the kids.
783
00:34:44,608 --> 00:34:45,981
{\an7}I don’t give a [bleep]
\h\h\h\hwhat they want.
784
00:34:45,981 --> 00:34:47,816
{\an7}They’re not old enough
to know what they want.
785
00:34:47,816 --> 00:34:49,608
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\hTired of all
these [bleep] animals.
786
00:34:49,608 --> 00:34:50,948
{\an7}House [bleep] stinks
\h\h\h\hlike a farm.
787
00:34:50,948 --> 00:34:52,849
{\an7}The bird could go fly away
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hand the snake
788
00:34:52,849 --> 00:34:54,509
{\an7}could go slithering
\h\hsomewhere else.
789
00:34:54,509 --> 00:34:55,344
{\an7}- No, don’t say that.
790
00:34:55,344 --> 00:34:56,750
{\an7}- I don’t like the way
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hit looks.
791
00:34:56,750 --> 00:34:59,783
{\an7}It’s just the color of a penis.
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hI don’t like it.
792
00:34:59,783 --> 00:35:00,377
{\an7}[barks]
793
00:35:00,377 --> 00:35:05,981
{\an7}- So I found a possible lawyer
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hto speak about
794
00:35:05,981 --> 00:35:07,717
{\an7}Luis signing away rights,
795
00:35:07,717 --> 00:35:10,816
{\an7}but I’m gonna call them now
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hto confirm
796
00:35:10,816 --> 00:35:15,014
{\an7}and see when I can get a spot
\h\hin and see what they say.
797
00:35:15,014 --> 00:35:17,212
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Okay.
♪ We’re taking it to court ♪
798
00:35:17,212 --> 00:35:21,849
{\an7}♪ We’re taking it to court,
we’re taking it to court ♪
799
00:35:21,849 --> 00:35:22,717
{\an7}- [inaudible] Law Firm.
800
00:35:22,717 --> 00:35:24,542
{\an7}This is Brianna speaking.
\h\h\hHow can I help you?
801
00:35:24,542 --> 00:35:27,608
{\an7}- I’m calling in regards
\h\hto the consultation.
802
00:35:27,608 --> 00:35:31,717
{\an7}I paid the fee and I filled out
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hthe intake form
803
00:35:31,717 --> 00:35:35,278
{\an7}\h\h\hand I was wondering
what are the next steps.
804
00:35:35,278 --> 00:35:37,344
{\an7}Okay, thank you.
Have a good day.
805
00:35:37,344 --> 00:35:39,245
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\hSo they just told me
that they’re gonna call me back
806
00:35:39,245 --> 00:35:42,047
{\an7}\hto see if I’m going to be
for Monday or for Wednesday
807
00:35:42,047 --> 00:35:45,212
{\an7}\h\hfor a consultation
via Skype or whatever.
808
00:35:45,212 --> 00:35:47,179
{\an7}- You got your questions
\hwritten down and stuff
809
00:35:47,179 --> 00:35:48,179
{\an7}so you don’t forget nothing?
810
00:35:48,179 --> 00:35:51,080
{\an7}- Yeah. One, what could we do
\h\habout Luis being absent?
811
00:35:51,080 --> 00:35:52,750
{\an7}\h\h\h\hCan we remove him
off the birth certificate
812
00:35:52,750 --> 00:35:55,684
{\an7}or is it best just to keep him
\h\h\hon the birth certificate?
813
00:35:55,684 --> 00:35:58,245
{\an7}Signing away rights,
like what can happen?
814
00:35:58,245 --> 00:36:02,113
{\an7}Child support for both dads?
815
00:36:02,113 --> 00:36:03,113
{\an7}We’ll just figure it out
816
00:36:03,113 --> 00:36:06,245
{\an7}and hopefully, they can lead me
\h\h\h\hin the right direction
817
00:36:06,245 --> 00:36:08,311
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hand help me,
you know, file paperwork
818
00:36:08,311 --> 00:36:10,047
{\an7}\h\h\hor maybe he could
even send out letters.
819
00:36:10,047 --> 00:36:13,948
{\an7}\h\h\hWhatever lawyers do.
Having kids out of wedlock
820
00:36:13,948 --> 00:36:17,575
{\an7}\h\hand having kids so young
and having kids with parents
821
00:36:17,575 --> 00:36:20,179
{\an7}that you don’t necessarily
\h\h\h\h\h\hget along with,
822
00:36:20,179 --> 00:36:23,014
{\an7}something’s bound to happen
\h\h\hlike this, you know?
823
00:36:23,014 --> 00:36:23,816
{\an7}- Yeah, I know.
824
00:36:23,816 --> 00:36:27,948
{\an7}- So this is just what happens
\hwhen you don’t really choose
825
00:36:27,948 --> 00:36:30,783
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hthe right people
or make the right decisions.
826
00:36:30,783 --> 00:36:34,948
{\an7}- Thanks for the free birth
\hcontrol. I appreciate it.
827
00:36:35,981 --> 00:36:38,981
{\an7}[singer vocalizing]
828
00:36:38,981 --> 00:36:45,014
{\an7}♪ ♪
829
00:36:45,014 --> 00:36:47,717
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Yeah.
- What are the kids doing?
830
00:36:47,717 --> 00:36:49,113
{\an7}- Oh, they’re playing games.
831
00:36:49,113 --> 00:36:51,245
{\an7}- I got first place again.
832
00:36:51,245 --> 00:36:53,014
{\an7}\h\h\h\h- Oh!
- Here we go.
833
00:36:53,014 --> 00:36:54,783
{\an7}- Ready.
\h- Whoo!
834
00:36:54,783 --> 00:36:56,113
{\an7}[laughter]
835
00:36:56,113 --> 00:36:56,915
{\an7}- Oh, my gosh.
836
00:36:56,915 --> 00:36:59,245
{\an7}\h\h\hAnyways, I’m going
to the doctor later today
837
00:36:59,245 --> 00:37:02,179
{\an7}\h\hand wanted to see
if you could babysit.
838
00:37:02,179 --> 00:37:03,113
{\an7}- Okay.
839
00:37:03,113 --> 00:37:06,245
{\an7}- So I have a tumor
on my right breast.
840
00:37:06,245 --> 00:37:07,179
{\an7}Did I tell you that?
841
00:37:07,179 --> 00:37:08,684
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\hI don’t tell
very many people that.
842
00:37:08,684 --> 00:37:13,212
{\an7}- How long have you had this?
\h- I noticed it last summer.
843
00:37:13,212 --> 00:37:15,981
{\an7}And at that time, it was
just like a little, like,
844
00:37:15,981 --> 00:37:17,717
{\an7}probably the size of a dime.
845
00:37:17,717 --> 00:37:20,278
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\hAnd now I’d say
it’s every bit a nickel.
846
00:37:20,278 --> 00:37:22,981
{\an7}\h\h\h\hI can feel it,
like, on my chest now.
847
00:37:22,981 --> 00:37:26,981
{\an7}From the last ultrasound that
I had done, it seemed benign.
848
00:37:26,981 --> 00:37:27,575
{\an7}- Good.
849
00:37:27,575 --> 00:37:30,179
{\an7}- But they wanted to continue
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hto monitor it
850
00:37:30,179 --> 00:37:31,146
{\an7}and see if it was growing.
851
00:37:31,146 --> 00:37:34,783
{\an7}And if it continued to grow,
\h\h\h\hthey would remove it.
852
00:37:34,783 --> 00:37:37,410
{\an7}- So if you have the surgery,
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hhow long is it?
853
00:37:37,410 --> 00:37:38,443
{\an7}- I really don’t know.
854
00:37:38,443 --> 00:37:40,783
{\an7}\h\h\hI’m silently freaking out
about it you know what I mean?
855
00:37:40,783 --> 00:37:44,915
{\an7}Like, just like what it will
look like, how it will feel.
856
00:37:44,915 --> 00:37:47,311
{\an7}I can’t be prescribed
\hany pain medication
857
00:37:47,311 --> 00:37:51,278
{\an7}because of being an addict
\h\h\h\h\hand in recovery,
858
00:37:51,278 --> 00:37:52,981
{\an7}but I just--I’ll do whatever
859
00:37:52,981 --> 00:37:54,783
{\an7}is in the best interest
\h\h\h\h\h\hfor myself,
860
00:37:54,783 --> 00:37:58,377
{\an7}because if--when I’m a-okay
\h\hand my kids are a-okay.
861
00:37:58,377 --> 00:38:01,047
{\an7}- Does the girls know
\h\h\h\habout your...
862
00:38:01,047 --> 00:38:02,377
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Mm-hmm.
- Breast situation? Okay.
863
00:38:02,377 --> 00:38:04,311
{\an7}- When I do have conversations
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hwith them,
864
00:38:04,311 --> 00:38:05,245
{\an7}it’s never to worry them.
865
00:38:05,245 --> 00:38:07,179
{\an7}\h\h\hLike this is something
that we go through as women.
866
00:38:07,179 --> 00:38:10,047
{\an7}\h\hThis is something that
I’m dealing with as a woman
867
00:38:10,047 --> 00:38:12,179
{\an7}\h\h\hand we will get
through it together.
868
00:38:12,179 --> 00:38:15,311
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Right.
- You know? I’m gonna cry.
869
00:38:15,311 --> 00:38:18,717
{\an7}[soft guitar music]
870
00:38:18,717 --> 00:38:23,443
{\an7}\h\h\h\hMost of the time,
I don’t like have anyone.
871
00:38:23,443 --> 00:38:26,245
{\an7}\hAnd I was so scared because
my only goal is to give them
872
00:38:26,245 --> 00:38:29,981
{\an7}\ha, like, really give them
a life that I didn’t have.
873
00:38:29,981 --> 00:38:31,476
{\an7}- Absolutely.
874
00:38:31,476 --> 00:38:34,542
{\an7}\h- But I’m gonna go
to this appointment.
875
00:38:34,542 --> 00:38:36,981
{\an7}\h- Okay.
- And...
876
00:38:38,113 --> 00:38:40,245
{\an7}- Oh.
877
00:38:40,245 --> 00:38:43,113
{\an7}- I love you.
878
00:38:44,377 --> 00:38:46,915
{\an7}- We got this.
879
00:38:47,542 --> 00:38:50,014
{\an7}Everything’s gonna be good.
\h\h\h\h\h\hDo you hear me?
880
00:38:50,014 --> 00:38:52,014
{\an7}\h\h\h\h- Yeah.
- We got this.
881
00:38:52,014 --> 00:38:55,344
{\an7}♪ ♪
882
00:38:55,344 --> 00:38:59,377
{\an7}- ♪ Let me ignite the fire
\h\h\hdown in your bones ♪
883
00:38:59,377 --> 00:39:05,981
{\an7}\h♪ Give me your nightmares,
no need to face them alone ♪
884
00:39:05,981 --> 00:39:07,245
{\an7}♪ ♪
885
00:39:07,245 --> 00:39:09,410
{\an7}♪ Oh, no ♪
886
00:39:09,410 --> 00:39:10,377
{\an7}♪ ♪
887
00:39:10,377 --> 00:39:14,377
{\an7}♪ If you bring hard,
I will bring soul ♪
888
00:39:14,377 --> 00:39:18,509
{\an7}\h\h♪ When we collide,
I’ll make you whole ♪
889
00:39:18,509 --> 00:39:23,212
{\an7}\h\h\h\h♪ You set the pace
if we’re moving too slow ♪
890
00:39:23,212 --> 00:39:25,245
{\an7}♪ Oh, oh ♪
891
00:39:25,245 --> 00:39:27,047
{\an7}♪ ♪
892
00:39:27,047 --> 00:39:30,915
{\an7}♪ Everything in you running
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hside by side ♪
893
00:39:30,915 --> 00:39:32,113
{\an7}♪ Next to me ♪
894
00:39:32,113 --> 00:39:37,245
{\an7}\h\h♪ And this is
where you belong ♪
895
00:39:37,245 --> 00:39:40,443
{\an7}♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪
896
00:39:40,443 --> 00:39:44,915
{\an7}♪ This is where you belong ♪
897
00:39:44,915 --> 00:39:48,113
{\an7}♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪
898
00:39:48,113 --> 00:39:52,377
{\an7}♪ You’ve known it all along ♪
899
00:39:52,377 --> 00:39:56,113
{\an7}♪ This is where you belong ♪
900
00:39:56,113 --> 00:40:01,509
{\an7}♪ Hey ♪
901
00:40:01,509 --> 00:40:04,179
{\an7}♪ ♪
902
00:40:04,179 --> 00:40:10,410
{\an7}♪ Hey ♪
903
00:40:14,282 --> 00:40:17,619
- I have to serve 15 days
in county.
904
00:40:17,685 --> 00:40:19,087
- You can't parent
over the phone.
905
00:40:19,153 --> 00:40:20,655
- [cries]
- I don't want you sad
906
00:40:20,722 --> 00:40:21,990
because that's your daddy.
907
00:40:22,056 --> 00:40:23,658
She's terrified of him.
908
00:40:23,725 --> 00:40:25,293
- Sean's on a dating app.
909
00:40:25,360 --> 00:40:27,028
You can take this [bleep] ring
and shove it up your ass.
910
00:40:27,095 --> 00:40:28,229
I'm done.
911
00:40:28,296 --> 00:40:29,931
- I have court
coming up with Chris.
912
00:40:29,998 --> 00:40:31,633
He wants all summer.
913
00:40:31,699 --> 00:40:32,934
[phone rings]
- Oh, hold on.
914
00:40:33,001 --> 00:40:33,968
This is the doctor.
915
00:40:34,035 --> 00:40:36,204
Hello.
What does that mean?