1 00:00:00,297 --> 00:00:02,726 {\an7}- ♪ MTV ♪ 2 00:00:05,264 --> 00:00:06,561 {\an7}- Is that Luis’ car? 3 00:00:06,561 --> 00:00:09,594 {\an7}\h- When did Luis come and, like, how did that happen? 4 00:00:09,594 --> 00:00:12,231 {\an7}\h\h\h- I think his mom must have spoke to him. 5 00:00:12,231 --> 00:00:13,561 {\an7}- Go say bye to your dad. 6 00:00:13,561 --> 00:00:14,363 {\an7}\h- No. - Why? 7 00:00:14,363 --> 00:00:16,495 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- No. - That’s your dad. Be nice. 8 00:00:16,495 --> 00:00:17,528 {\an7}- No, no, no, no, no. 9 00:00:17,528 --> 00:00:20,165 {\an7}- I keep giving Luis chances \h\h\h\h\h\h\hand I feel like 10 00:00:20,165 --> 00:00:22,726 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hI need to just give him just one more. 11 00:00:22,726 --> 00:00:24,396 {\an7}And if he doesn’t fall through, 12 00:00:24,396 --> 00:00:27,066 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\hI need to contact some type of lawyer maybe. 13 00:00:27,066 --> 00:00:30,297 {\an7}- I noticed that I have a lump \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hin my breast. 14 00:00:30,297 --> 00:00:34,462 {\an7}My doctor called and said \h\hit is a benign tumor 15 00:00:34,462 --> 00:00:37,462 {\an7}which we’ll continue to follow. 16 00:00:48,132 --> 00:00:51,066 {\an7}\h\h- Everyone knows that I was addicted to the pain medication 17 00:00:51,066 --> 00:00:52,198 {\an7}that they prescribed me before. 18 00:00:52,198 --> 00:00:54,462 {\an7}But I really am worried about what my boob will look like. 19 00:00:54,462 --> 00:00:57,066 {\an7}- Don’t necessarily forget \h\habout your appearance, 20 00:00:57,066 --> 00:00:57,858 {\an7}but forget about it 21 00:00:57,858 --> 00:00:59,627 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\hand make sure you take care of yourself. 22 00:00:59,627 --> 00:01:02,759 {\an7}\h\h\h\h- Found out Ashley was throwing me a graduation party. 23 00:01:02,759 --> 00:01:04,495 {\an7}It was supposed to \h\hbe a surprise, 24 00:01:04,495 --> 00:01:07,495 {\an7}\h\hbut my mom decided to call me and tell me. 25 00:01:07,495 --> 00:01:09,792 {\an7}\h\hThe fact that I’m going to college just feels good. 26 00:01:09,792 --> 00:01:11,330 {\an7}\hIt’d be a good look for Holly I feel like 27 00:01:11,330 --> 00:01:14,792 {\an7}to be able to look at her mom \hand dad completing college. 28 00:01:14,792 --> 00:01:17,132 {\an7}Understand that she’s Black, \h\h\h\h\hbut I also want her 29 00:01:17,132 --> 00:01:18,627 {\an7}to understand that there is \h\h\h\h\h\h\hnothing wrong 30 00:01:18,627 --> 00:01:20,528 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\hwith being white and also wanting to understand 31 00:01:20,528 --> 00:01:21,726 {\an7}there’s nothing wrong \h\hwith being Black. 32 00:01:21,726 --> 00:01:23,627 {\an7}\h\h\h- I don’t have no choice but to go hard, get education, 33 00:01:23,627 --> 00:01:26,528 {\an7}get all As, give my daughter \h\h\h\heverything she want. 34 00:01:26,528 --> 00:01:28,495 {\an7}I don’t have no room to slack. 35 00:01:28,495 --> 00:01:31,066 {\an7}- I need to get back to Dover \h\h\h\h\hbecause it’s clear 36 00:01:31,066 --> 00:01:34,330 {\an7}\h\h\h\hthat Chris is not a huge part of Lux’ life. 37 00:01:34,330 --> 00:01:36,528 {\an7}- I think you should--you \h\h\h\h\h\h\hlove Chris. 38 00:01:36,528 --> 00:01:37,330 {\an7}- I do. 39 00:01:37,330 --> 00:01:39,264 {\an7}- But you just don’t \h\hlike him anymore? 40 00:01:39,264 --> 00:01:39,957 {\an7}- Well, yeah. 41 00:01:39,957 --> 00:01:43,528 {\an7}- They’re just taking time away \hfrom each other for a while. 42 00:01:43,528 --> 00:01:45,396 {\an7}- Right. When I told the kids \h\h\h\hthat I was pregnant, 43 00:01:45,396 --> 00:01:48,363 {\an7}I thought they were gonna have \ha bunch of questions for me. 44 00:01:48,363 --> 00:01:50,594 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hAnd they didn’t. They were just like, "Okay.’ 45 00:01:50,594 --> 00:01:51,792 {\an7}’Cause I flat out asked, \h\h\h\h\h\h\hI was like, 46 00:01:51,792 --> 00:01:55,066 {\an7}\h\hyou know who their dad is. They were like, "Yeah, Chris." 47 00:01:55,066 --> 00:01:55,891 {\an7}- So he was at the birth. 48 00:01:55,891 --> 00:02:00,297 {\an7}- To my surprise, I will say \h\h\hhe was very supportive. 49 00:02:00,297 --> 00:02:02,528 {\an7}\h\hWe didn’t argue. It was--it was good. 50 00:02:02,528 --> 00:02:04,198 {\an7}- She misses going \h\hto her daycare. 51 00:02:04,198 --> 00:02:06,759 {\an7}Like he’s been sitting at home \h\h\h\h\hso why would I pay to 52 00:02:06,759 --> 00:02:07,660 {\an7}to sit her--send her 53 00:02:07,660 --> 00:02:09,132 {\an7}\h\h\h\hto a daycare if he’s sitting at-- 54 00:02:09,132 --> 00:02:10,363 {\an7}- Yeah, but I’m about \h\h\h\h\hto not be. 55 00:02:10,363 --> 00:02:11,858 {\an7}I wanna be able to control \h\h\hsomething I’m doing. 56 00:02:11,858 --> 00:02:14,198 {\an7}- What are you talking about? \hI don’t control your life. 57 00:02:14,198 --> 00:02:16,891 {\an7}\h- You just had a problem with how I wanted to do it. 58 00:02:16,891 --> 00:02:18,528 {\an7}- I’m not tired! 59 00:02:18,528 --> 00:02:20,330 {\an7}- You want some milk \h\h\h\hor something? 60 00:02:20,330 --> 00:02:21,231 {\an7}I feel like lately, 61 00:02:21,231 --> 00:02:24,462 {\an7}Kloie has been going through, \h\h\h\h\h\hlike, this phase. 62 00:02:24,462 --> 00:02:29,858 {\an7}Me and Sean have been butting heads about, like, parenting. 63 00:02:29,858 --> 00:02:30,825 {\an7}- That’s it. 64 00:02:30,825 --> 00:02:33,594 {\an7}Stop talking over me. Stop talking over me. 65 00:02:33,594 --> 00:02:36,363 {\an7}You’re [bleep] embarrassing \h\h\hme on [bleep] camera. 66 00:02:36,363 --> 00:02:38,264 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hLike I don’t know how to [bleep] parent my kid. 67 00:02:38,264 --> 00:02:39,792 {\an7}- But I’m saying she’s not \h\h\h\hresponding to that. 68 00:02:39,792 --> 00:02:41,561 {\an7}- Well, and I’m not responding to this. 69 00:02:41,561 --> 00:02:43,858 {\an7}- Okay, fine. I mean, you’re \h\hthe one sounding psycho. 70 00:02:43,858 --> 00:02:48,297 {\an7}\h- You’re the one who [bleep] acts like you know everything. 71 00:02:48,792 --> 00:02:52,132 {\an7}[upbeat rock music] 72 00:02:52,132 --> 00:02:59,561 {\an7}♪ ♪ 73 00:03:05,594 --> 00:03:07,792 {\an7}[racoon cries] 74 00:03:08,000 --> 00:03:09,462 {\an7}- I’m bringing Creed \h\h\hto his dad’s, 75 00:03:09,462 --> 00:03:10,726 {\an7}and I’ll pick him up \h\h\h\hlater today. 76 00:03:10,726 --> 00:03:12,528 {\an7}Lux is already there, \h\hand he’s spending 77 00:03:12,528 --> 00:03:13,429 {\an7}the weekend with him. 78 00:03:13,429 --> 00:03:14,924 {\an7}Chris hasn’t really been \h\h\ha part of the show 79 00:03:14,924 --> 00:03:17,231 {\an7}even though I coparent \h\h\h\h\h\hwith him. 80 00:03:17,231 --> 00:03:21,264 {\an7}\h- [crying] [phone rings] 81 00:03:21,264 --> 00:03:23,528 {\an7}Hold on. Don’t hang up. 82 00:03:27,264 --> 00:03:30,264 {\an7}- I’m taking Creed to Chris. 83 00:03:30,264 --> 00:03:31,264 {\an7}If he’s off nap time, 84 00:03:31,264 --> 00:03:34,891 {\an7}he’s gonna be thrown off \h\h\hfor bedtime and... 85 00:03:37,495 --> 00:03:41,396 {\an7}- Yeah, so that’s, like, \h\hreally my main thing. 86 00:03:41,396 --> 00:03:43,429 {\an7}My coparenting with Chris \h\h\h\his ever-evolving 87 00:03:43,429 --> 00:03:47,858 {\an7}and I’ve learned over time that myself and my actions 88 00:03:47,858 --> 00:03:49,693 {\an7}are the only things that I can control. 89 00:03:49,693 --> 00:03:52,396 {\an7}\hI’ve gone back and forth about having Chris involved 90 00:03:52,396 --> 00:03:55,693 {\an7}\h\h\h\hor not being involved but I’ve never been somebody 91 00:03:55,693 --> 00:03:57,231 {\an7}who keeps my kids from their dads. 92 00:03:57,231 --> 00:04:02,462 {\an7}And really, I just need to let my kids decide for themselves, 93 00:04:02,462 --> 00:04:03,759 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hyou know, how they feel about their dad 94 00:04:03,759 --> 00:04:05,726 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hand, you know, develop their own relationship. 95 00:04:05,726 --> 00:04:09,429 {\an7}\h\hI don’t need to be projecting my feelings 96 00:04:09,429 --> 00:04:11,858 {\an7}about Chris onto the kids. 97 00:04:16,396 --> 00:04:21,825 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\hHi, biggie boy. You gon’ go with your daddy? 98 00:04:21,825 --> 00:04:24,726 {\an7}Come here, come here, \h\h\h\h\hcome here. 99 00:04:27,891 --> 00:04:32,363 {\an7}[slow guitar music] 100 00:04:34,462 --> 00:04:36,000 {\an7}Patrick, can you hear me? 101 00:04:36,000 --> 00:04:38,528 {\an7}\h- He--he was like, "Lux, do you wanna go with Mommy 102 00:04:38,528 --> 00:04:41,594 {\an7}\hto see Lincoln train?" And Lux was like, "Yeah." 103 00:04:41,594 --> 00:04:45,726 {\an7}\hSo I guess Lux is coming with me to go see Lincoln. 104 00:04:47,693 --> 00:04:49,396 {\an7}- All right, see you later. 105 00:04:49,396 --> 00:04:51,957 {\an7}All right. Be good. 106 00:04:52,462 --> 00:04:55,726 {\an7}- Hi! You’re coming with me? 107 00:04:55,726 --> 00:04:58,792 {\an7}You ready? \h\h- Yes. 108 00:04:59,726 --> 00:05:00,693 {\an7}- He’s at football. 109 00:05:00,693 --> 00:05:03,528 {\an7}We’re gonna go see him \h\h\h\h\hat football. 110 00:05:05,858 --> 00:05:08,660 {\an7}- Luis came by again this week \h\h\h\h\h\h\hto visit Stella. 111 00:05:08,660 --> 00:05:11,495 {\an7}\h\h\hAnd today, both girls are going to see their dads, 112 00:05:11,495 --> 00:05:13,594 {\an7}which hardly ever happens. 113 00:05:13,594 --> 00:05:16,528 {\an7}Nova, did you text your dad? \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Yeah. 114 00:05:16,528 --> 00:05:19,759 {\an7}\h\h\h- Did he tell you what time he’s coming? 115 00:05:19,759 --> 00:05:21,858 {\an7}- No. 116 00:05:22,066 --> 00:05:24,330 {\an7}- I think Luis is coming over \hto spend time with Stella. 117 00:05:24,330 --> 00:05:26,792 {\an7}- Well, he can watch the dogs \h\hand his [bleep] daughter. 118 00:05:26,792 --> 00:05:27,792 {\an7}They’re all animals. 119 00:05:27,792 --> 00:05:29,660 {\an7}- I’m gonna probably \h\hrun a few errands 120 00:05:29,660 --> 00:05:31,924 {\an7}because I don’t want to be here \h\h\h\h\h\hwhen Luis is here. 121 00:05:31,924 --> 00:05:34,726 {\an7}- Yeah, I might leave too, \h\h\hjust so you know so. 122 00:05:34,726 --> 00:05:35,594 {\an7}- That’s fine. 123 00:05:35,594 --> 00:05:37,396 {\an7}She’ll be okay with him. \h\h\h\h\hHe’ll be fine. 124 00:05:37,396 --> 00:05:40,891 {\an7}He’s only really coming around ’cause Mom spoke to Luis’ mom. 125 00:05:40,891 --> 00:05:42,561 {\an7}- So his mom’s knowing \h\h\h\h\h\h\hthe truth 126 00:05:42,561 --> 00:05:43,627 {\an7}about her bum ass son. 127 00:05:43,627 --> 00:05:45,528 {\an7}- Well, I know Devoin \hfor sure is coming. 128 00:05:45,528 --> 00:05:47,429 {\an7}I just don’t know about Luis. 129 00:05:47,429 --> 00:05:49,396 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- No. - What do you mean no? 130 00:05:49,396 --> 00:05:50,099 {\an7}- No. 131 00:05:50,099 --> 00:05:51,066 {\an7}- Yes. \h- No. 132 00:05:51,066 --> 00:05:52,660 {\an7}- You’re gonna spend time \h\h\h\h\hwith your dad. 133 00:05:52,660 --> 00:05:54,561 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h- No. - You have to. 134 00:05:54,561 --> 00:05:56,330 {\an7}\h\h\h- No. - Why not? 135 00:05:56,330 --> 00:05:57,396 {\an7}- ’Cause I don’t want to. 136 00:05:57,396 --> 00:05:59,495 {\an7}\h- She’s in a mood today. I’m excited ’cause you know 137 00:05:59,495 --> 00:06:01,660 {\an7}who she’s going to give \h\h\h\hthat hell too? 138 00:06:01,660 --> 00:06:02,594 {\an7}Her father. 139 00:06:02,594 --> 00:06:04,858 {\an7}- Luis said he’s on his way. 140 00:06:04,858 --> 00:06:07,462 {\an7}- No. 141 00:06:07,462 --> 00:06:09,561 {\an7}No! 142 00:06:09,561 --> 00:06:12,561 {\an7}- No, we’re not doing this \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hso stop it. 143 00:06:12,561 --> 00:06:16,528 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- No! - What’s wrong with my kids. 144 00:06:16,726 --> 00:06:18,924 {\an7}Listen, your dad is coming \h\hand I’m going somewhere 145 00:06:18,924 --> 00:06:20,825 {\an7}\hso I need you to be on your best behavior 146 00:06:20,825 --> 00:06:22,924 {\an7}\h\h’cause right now you’re not behaving. 147 00:06:22,924 --> 00:06:24,693 {\an7}\h\h\h\h- No. - No nothing. 148 00:06:24,693 --> 00:06:26,528 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hKeep saying no, watch what’s gonna happen. 149 00:06:26,528 --> 00:06:29,594 {\an7}\h\hYour dad is gonna come and you’re gonna spend time 150 00:06:29,594 --> 00:06:31,726 {\an7}with him. 151 00:06:37,957 --> 00:06:41,099 {\an7}I’m gonna take you upstairs. \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- No. 152 00:06:41,099 --> 00:06:43,429 {\an7}- Come on. That’s it. \h\h\h\hYou’re done. 153 00:06:43,429 --> 00:06:45,792 {\an7}- No! No! 154 00:06:47,594 --> 00:06:49,429 {\an7}Ow! 155 00:06:49,429 --> 00:06:50,396 {\an7}- Let’s go. \h\h\h- No! 156 00:06:50,396 --> 00:06:53,099 {\an7}- You’re going to your room. \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- No! 157 00:06:53,099 --> 00:06:54,957 {\an7}[screaming] No, no! 158 00:06:54,957 --> 00:06:59,462 {\an7}- Come, come. Come. Come. \h\h\h\h\h\h\h- [crying] 159 00:06:59,462 --> 00:07:01,660 {\an7}- Hey, your dad’s coming. \h\hHe’s just pulling up. 160 00:07:01,660 --> 00:07:02,858 {\an7}Put on your shoes. 161 00:07:02,858 --> 00:07:05,825 {\an7}- All right, see you later. \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hI love you. 162 00:07:07,759 --> 00:07:11,759 {\an7}[Stella crying] - Listen to me. 163 00:07:11,759 --> 00:07:15,495 {\an7}Enough. You don’t throw stuff. \h\h\h\hI don’t appreciate it. 164 00:07:15,495 --> 00:07:18,924 {\an7}Do you understand? \h\h\h\hLook at me. 165 00:07:20,594 --> 00:07:22,693 {\an7}I’m done with your behavior. 166 00:07:22,693 --> 00:07:25,528 {\an7}I don’t like it. \hIt’s not nice. 167 00:07:25,528 --> 00:07:29,165 {\an7}You’re being mean \hand obnoxious. 168 00:07:29,957 --> 00:07:33,957 {\an7}Let’s go to the bathroom and wash your tears away. 169 00:07:33,957 --> 00:07:37,924 {\an7}Now. Let’s go. 170 00:07:37,924 --> 00:07:40,858 {\an7}\h\hGet down. [dog barking] 171 00:07:40,858 --> 00:07:44,033 {\an7}Go to the bathroom. \h\h\h\h\hLet’s go. 172 00:07:44,033 --> 00:07:49,033 {\an7}- [crying] 173 00:07:49,033 --> 00:07:52,099 {\an7}- Why don’t you have \h\hto act like that? 174 00:07:52,099 --> 00:07:53,462 {\an7}[water running] 175 00:07:53,462 --> 00:07:57,066 {\an7}You need to go take a nap? \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- No. 176 00:07:57,066 --> 00:07:59,561 {\an7}[coughs] 177 00:07:59,924 --> 00:08:03,726 {\an7}[crying] 178 00:08:08,438 --> 00:08:11,874 [upbeat punk music] 179 00:08:11,941 --> 00:08:13,643 - Sean and I sometimes disagree 180 00:08:13,709 --> 00:08:15,111 on how to parent Kloie. 181 00:08:15,178 --> 00:08:17,113 And he isn't happy being a stay-at-home dad, 182 00:08:17,180 --> 00:08:18,614 which creates a lot of tension. 183 00:08:18,681 --> 00:08:20,183 But we're trying to figure it out 184 00:08:20,249 --> 00:08:22,885 so we can both take our careers to the next level. 185 00:08:22,952 --> 00:08:25,421 - Hey, chill, baby. No, no, no, no, no, no. 186 00:08:25,488 --> 00:08:26,889 Not right now. Not right now, honey. 187 00:08:26,956 --> 00:08:30,293 Not right now. Please stop and get out. 188 00:08:30,359 --> 00:08:35,031 One, two. Go see what mommy's doing. 189 00:08:36,566 --> 00:08:38,401 - Just texted you. - For real? 190 00:08:38,468 --> 00:08:40,103 - Hey. - Hey. 191 00:08:40,169 --> 00:08:41,738 - What you been doing? 192 00:08:41,804 --> 00:08:43,573 - She's been a little monster. She's not listening. 193 00:08:43,639 --> 00:08:45,475 She's just in one of those moods. 194 00:08:45,541 --> 00:08:47,043 What are you doing? 195 00:08:47,110 --> 00:08:49,145 - Kloie, don't want that thing in your butt. 196 00:08:49,212 --> 00:08:50,379 - We ain't even gon' go there. 197 00:08:50,446 --> 00:08:52,181 - Stop putting them in your pull up. 198 00:08:53,983 --> 00:08:57,453 - Oh, oh, oh, oh. - [laughing] 199 00:08:57,520 --> 00:08:59,021 - Stop. It's just ridiculous. 200 00:08:59,088 --> 00:09:00,957 I should not be digging Cheerios 201 00:09:01,023 --> 00:09:03,292 out of your butt crack. - [laughing] 202 00:09:03,359 --> 00:09:05,394 - Stop. It's time for bed. - Uh-uh! 203 00:09:05,461 --> 00:09:08,297 - Now. To bed. 204 00:09:08,364 --> 00:09:09,632 To bed. 205 00:09:09,632 --> 00:09:11,701 - I'll see you in a little bit, Klo-bug. 206 00:09:14,203 --> 00:09:15,838 - Change your attitude. 207 00:09:20,443 --> 00:09:22,211 - So what's up? 208 00:09:22,278 --> 00:09:25,114 - I'm looking at that other salon and I think 209 00:09:25,181 --> 00:09:28,918 it would be a good move. A good transition. 210 00:09:28,985 --> 00:09:31,554 - That's cool. I know you say your lease is ending 211 00:09:31,654 --> 00:09:32,955 and you always wanted a big salon. 212 00:09:33,022 --> 00:09:34,824 I feel like this is the beginning of that. 213 00:09:34,891 --> 00:09:36,726 - Yeah. Like I've always wanted to run, 214 00:09:36,793 --> 00:09:38,227 like, a big, like, storefront. 215 00:09:38,294 --> 00:09:40,196 - So what do you think is going to happen when, 216 00:09:40,263 --> 00:09:41,697 like, your salon gets huge 217 00:09:41,764 --> 00:09:44,200 and Kloie, babysitter, you know? 218 00:09:44,267 --> 00:09:47,203 Right now, y'all just watching her at home. 219 00:09:47,270 --> 00:09:50,106 - Yeah, she goes to daycare like here and there but... 220 00:09:50,173 --> 00:09:53,076 she'll definitely be going to daycare like full-time 221 00:09:53,142 --> 00:09:55,511 'cause Sean watches her mostly while I'm at work. 222 00:09:55,578 --> 00:09:57,880 But it's, like, annoying for him. 223 00:09:57,947 --> 00:10:00,683 He doesn't like watching her. 224 00:10:00,716 --> 00:10:03,119 - So how are things between you and Sean? 225 00:10:03,186 --> 00:10:05,488 - We've been fighting more. I think he's stressed. 226 00:10:05,621 --> 00:10:08,091 He's doing his, like, music [bleep] 227 00:10:08,157 --> 00:10:09,659 so he's starting to make money though 228 00:10:09,725 --> 00:10:11,227 off--like little money here and there. 229 00:10:11,294 --> 00:10:14,363 I'm like, "I'm gonna let you pursue your dreams this year. 230 00:10:14,430 --> 00:10:16,632 "I'm not going to bitch to you about, you know, 231 00:10:16,632 --> 00:10:17,800 "oh, you need to do this 232 00:10:17,867 --> 00:10:19,202 or get a job out here and do this." 233 00:10:19,268 --> 00:10:21,337 - So how you gon' feel when he starts traveling 234 00:10:21,404 --> 00:10:24,707 and working with people and going to all these places? 235 00:10:26,008 --> 00:10:28,311 Oh. - Get that paper, boo-boo. 236 00:10:28,377 --> 00:10:30,646 - [laughs] 237 00:10:30,713 --> 00:10:32,448 [electronic pop music] 238 00:10:32,515 --> 00:10:35,118 - ♪ Hey, listen up 'cause we're gonna shoot ♪ 239 00:10:35,184 --> 00:10:37,920 ♪ Man, I feel bad 'cause now we're on top ♪ 240 00:10:37,987 --> 00:10:40,757 ♪ So jump down and give it all that you got ♪ 241 00:10:40,823 --> 00:10:42,225 - I'm a few weeks away 242 00:10:42,291 --> 00:10:44,260 from getting my associate's degree 243 00:10:44,327 --> 00:10:46,295 and Bar has been taking classes too. 244 00:10:52,001 --> 00:10:53,403 - This is cute little furniture. 245 00:10:53,469 --> 00:10:56,372 Haven't been back here. 246 00:10:56,439 --> 00:10:58,775 This is--this is a table for-- 247 00:10:58,841 --> 00:11:01,444 - A toddler. - For Holly. 248 00:11:01,511 --> 00:11:03,045 So you excited, like, we're almost done with school? 249 00:11:03,112 --> 00:11:04,280 - I know. 250 00:11:04,347 --> 00:11:05,648 - So what are you going to do after this? 251 00:11:05,715 --> 00:11:06,916 Like, what's the next-- 252 00:11:06,983 --> 00:11:07,950 you're trying to get into nursing school? 253 00:11:08,017 --> 00:11:11,621 - So I graduate next month 254 00:11:11,621 --> 00:11:13,723 with associates of applied science. 255 00:11:13,790 --> 00:11:15,425 But then I need to take that, 256 00:11:15,491 --> 00:11:18,961 those credits and take them to a nursing program. 257 00:11:19,028 --> 00:11:21,431 - Right. - And like do, like, 258 00:11:21,497 --> 00:11:26,102 I think it's 14 months in a nursing program to do my RN. 259 00:11:26,169 --> 00:11:27,970 - I feel like you're the type of person 260 00:11:28,037 --> 00:11:29,639 that's never gonna be done. - I know. 261 00:11:29,672 --> 00:11:31,340 - You're just going to be like, "Well, I'll just do the next." 262 00:11:31,407 --> 00:11:32,809 - I like school. I don't know why. 263 00:11:32,875 --> 00:11:34,177 It's weird. - Weird. 264 00:11:34,243 --> 00:11:36,979 - I feel like I need--like, I like learning. 265 00:11:37,046 --> 00:11:40,750 I am a short ways away from getting my associate's degree. 266 00:11:40,817 --> 00:11:43,186 I have one class left. I did in my own way. 267 00:11:43,252 --> 00:11:46,856 I did it with my kid and I did it with a 3.8. 268 00:11:46,923 --> 00:11:49,225 I'm very happy and very proud of myself. 269 00:11:49,292 --> 00:11:52,295 And I'm also excited that Bar's actually in college 270 00:11:52,361 --> 00:11:54,464 because I feel like it's important for Holly 271 00:11:54,530 --> 00:11:58,134 to have two parents that are striving for education, 272 00:11:58,201 --> 00:11:59,702 doing something with their lives, 273 00:11:59,769 --> 00:12:01,104 because hopefully, 274 00:12:01,170 --> 00:12:04,841 that will make her want to take it seriously. 275 00:12:04,907 --> 00:12:07,810 [moody pop music] 276 00:12:07,877 --> 00:12:12,915 ♪ ♪ 277 00:12:12,982 --> 00:12:15,852 - So how everything been going, man? 278 00:12:17,253 --> 00:12:19,622 - Everything is rolling smooth right now. 279 00:12:19,622 --> 00:12:22,024 I'm not like ass broke. 280 00:12:22,091 --> 00:12:24,160 I'm not, like, hella drunk all day. 281 00:12:24,227 --> 00:12:25,661 I don't wake up and pop a bottle 282 00:12:25,728 --> 00:12:27,263 at 10:00 in the morning no more. 283 00:12:27,330 --> 00:12:29,398 Like, you feel me. It's just everything lined up. 284 00:12:29,465 --> 00:12:32,068 - You gon' go back to drinking or you gonna move it along? 285 00:12:32,135 --> 00:12:34,003 - I'm one of those people that--it sounds dumb, 286 00:12:34,070 --> 00:12:35,671 but I could feel like I know when it's a problem for sure. 287 00:12:35,738 --> 00:12:37,507 And I've known alcohol is a problem for me for a long time. 288 00:12:37,640 --> 00:12:39,976 I just didn't want to fix it. That's what it was. 289 00:12:40,042 --> 00:12:41,878 I didn't want fix it. 290 00:12:41,944 --> 00:12:43,713 - It was your run away. 291 00:12:43,780 --> 00:12:45,515 - Yeah, that's what I would run away to. 292 00:12:45,648 --> 00:12:46,916 Nothing--nothing was stable, bro. 293 00:12:46,983 --> 00:12:48,651 Nothing in my life was stable at all. 294 00:12:48,718 --> 00:12:50,420 I'm in a different place in life. 295 00:12:52,422 --> 00:12:54,157 - I ain't gonna lie I'm like a--like a week 296 00:12:54,223 --> 00:12:55,458 behind right now, 297 00:12:55,525 --> 00:12:58,060 but I gotta--I gotta get--get back into it. 298 00:12:58,127 --> 00:13:01,531 But I ain't got complete stability, 299 00:13:01,664 --> 00:13:04,000 but [bleep] is a lot better. 300 00:13:09,639 --> 00:13:11,607 [rock music] 301 00:13:11,607 --> 00:13:14,143 - The ultrasound of my tumor is later this week, 302 00:13:14,210 --> 00:13:16,412 and I'll finally know if I need surgery. 303 00:13:16,479 --> 00:13:18,748 [knocking] Hi, buddy. 304 00:13:18,815 --> 00:13:20,283 - What's up, partner? - What's up? 305 00:13:20,349 --> 00:13:22,518 - What's up, partner? How are you doing? 306 00:13:22,618 --> 00:13:24,620 How are you feeling now? You've got a doctor appointment 307 00:13:24,654 --> 00:13:27,890 coming up for your second ultrasound. 308 00:13:27,957 --> 00:13:30,059 - I-I mean, I'm all right. 309 00:13:30,126 --> 00:13:32,695 So the last time I went, they would monitor it and see 310 00:13:32,762 --> 00:13:35,698 if it would continue to grow or not. 311 00:13:35,765 --> 00:13:37,200 Really, I didn't have 312 00:13:37,266 --> 00:13:38,868 a whole lot of information at the first appointment. 313 00:13:38,935 --> 00:13:40,803 I was just like, "Let's go get an ultrasound." 314 00:13:40,870 --> 00:13:42,171 And then from there--I mean, 315 00:13:42,238 --> 00:13:44,006 it's probably been past the six months. 316 00:13:44,073 --> 00:13:46,008 And although I don't think that it's anything cancerous, 317 00:13:46,075 --> 00:13:47,643 I don't--I don't--I really don't know 318 00:13:47,643 --> 00:13:48,945 until I go and talk to him. 319 00:13:49,011 --> 00:13:50,012 - Like, what are your feelings going into this? 320 00:13:50,079 --> 00:13:51,681 Like, do you need to make any-- 321 00:13:51,748 --> 00:13:55,384 - My feelings are I'm a mom and I don't wanna be down. 322 00:13:55,451 --> 00:13:59,021 I really am a little bit emotionless right now. 323 00:13:59,088 --> 00:14:00,423 Maybe I won't be after the appointment. 324 00:14:00,490 --> 00:14:02,058 - But--but why? 325 00:14:02,125 --> 00:14:03,659 Are you putting up your guard? Is that what it is? 326 00:14:03,659 --> 00:14:06,662 - I have been to many different appointments with Ali. 327 00:14:06,729 --> 00:14:07,930 I'm, like, used to that 328 00:14:07,997 --> 00:14:09,999 like being nervous about appointment. 329 00:14:10,066 --> 00:14:12,869 I feel like I go in with a brave face every single time. 330 00:14:12,935 --> 00:14:16,139 And I can still put the brave face on for my own appointment. 331 00:14:16,205 --> 00:14:18,174 But it's different because God forbid 332 00:14:18,241 --> 00:14:19,375 something happened to a parent, 333 00:14:19,442 --> 00:14:20,777 then what--what would the kids do? 334 00:14:20,843 --> 00:14:22,612 You know what I mean? 335 00:14:22,678 --> 00:14:25,415 Going into the appointment, I mean, I'm definitely anxious, 336 00:14:25,481 --> 00:14:27,784 but I always try to remain optimistic. 337 00:14:27,850 --> 00:14:30,219 I think that I've been through 338 00:14:30,286 --> 00:14:33,456 some of the most uncertain times with Ali's diagnosis 339 00:14:33,523 --> 00:14:37,427 that it's almost like I face uncertainty different. 340 00:14:37,493 --> 00:14:40,062 That doesn't take away how I'm--guess 341 00:14:40,129 --> 00:14:42,432 how I'm feeling in the moment and how I'm feeling 342 00:14:42,498 --> 00:14:45,268 in the moment is definitely a little anxious 343 00:14:45,334 --> 00:14:47,103 and concerned about my own health 344 00:14:47,170 --> 00:14:49,705 and making sure that I take care of myself 345 00:14:49,772 --> 00:14:52,008 so I can be around for my daughters. 346 00:14:52,075 --> 00:14:54,644 I think that honestly if anything scares me the most, 347 00:14:54,644 --> 00:14:59,882 it would be that my girls not having me around. 348 00:15:06,207 --> 00:15:09,339 {\an7}[melancholy piano music] 349 00:15:09,339 --> 00:15:12,669 {\an7}♪ ♪ 350 00:15:12,669 --> 00:15:15,042 {\an7}- You need to stop. \h- [coughs, cries] 351 00:15:15,042 --> 00:15:16,174 {\an7}- You are three years old, 352 00:15:16,174 --> 00:15:19,042 {\an7}and you don’t need \hto act like that. 353 00:15:19,042 --> 00:15:21,943 {\an7}Today was a very difficult day. 354 00:15:21,943 --> 00:15:22,943 {\an7}This is like the first time 355 00:15:22,943 --> 00:15:25,174 {\an7}\h\hI’ve ever seen Stella have, like, 356 00:15:25,174 --> 00:15:31,867 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\ha complete meltdown when it came to her dad coming. 357 00:15:32,768 --> 00:15:33,306 {\an7}Hey. 358 00:15:33,306 --> 00:15:35,405 {\an7}\hLuis is pretty much a stranger to Stella. 359 00:15:35,405 --> 00:15:39,306 {\an7}Stella would not be acting like this if Luis came around more. 360 00:15:39,306 --> 00:15:41,108 {\an7}I can’t force her \hto do anything. 361 00:15:41,108 --> 00:15:42,108 {\an7}I thought it was a good idea 362 00:15:42,108 --> 00:15:44,009 {\an7}so that they could spend time \h\h\h\h\h\h\hwith each other. 363 00:15:44,009 --> 00:15:47,669 {\an7}I struggle with this daily \h\h\h\h\h\hwhether or not 364 00:15:47,669 --> 00:15:50,240 {\an7}Luis should continue \h\hcoming in and out 365 00:15:50,240 --> 00:15:52,108 {\an7}or just stay away forever. 366 00:15:52,108 --> 00:15:54,834 {\an7}My father’s not in my life \h\h\h\hand I wish he was, 367 00:15:54,834 --> 00:15:58,207 {\an7}\h\h\hbut then it’s like, what if he was in my life 368 00:15:58,207 --> 00:16:01,834 {\an7}\h\hbut he was [bleep], would I wish that he wasn’t around? 369 00:16:01,834 --> 00:16:04,108 {\an7}I don’t know. 370 00:16:09,240 --> 00:16:11,735 {\an7}I’m really worried about Luis being inconsistent. 371 00:16:11,735 --> 00:16:13,339 {\an7}\hBut Devoin’s been showing up for Nova, 372 00:16:13,339 --> 00:16:17,075 {\an7}\h\hand today I let him pick her up from school. 373 00:16:19,943 --> 00:16:21,339 {\an7}- How was school? 374 00:16:21,339 --> 00:16:24,471 {\an7}\h\h\h- Good. - Good good? 375 00:16:27,504 --> 00:16:29,339 {\an7}[indistinct] 376 00:16:30,801 --> 00:16:33,207 {\an7}- Nova’s on her way back home \h\h\h\hwith Devoin and Stella 377 00:16:33,207 --> 00:16:37,306 {\an7}wanted to see him so we’re \h\hwaiting in the garage. 378 00:16:38,471 --> 00:16:40,306 {\an7}So how I bought you pizza \hand you decided to get 379 00:16:40,306 --> 00:16:44,768 {\an7}\h\h\h\hLunchable for dinner? I don’t understand you, girl. 380 00:16:46,471 --> 00:16:48,801 {\an7}- Let’s do it. 381 00:16:50,339 --> 00:16:53,042 {\an7}- Hi, you look so cute. 382 00:16:53,042 --> 00:16:55,801 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\hYou tired? How was school today? 383 00:16:55,801 --> 00:16:58,339 {\an7}- Good. - Yeah. 384 00:16:58,339 --> 00:17:01,976 {\an7}- Sup, Stella. What’s going on? 385 00:17:01,976 --> 00:17:04,009 {\an7}What up? What up? 386 00:17:04,009 --> 00:17:07,504 {\an7}- All right. Well, go inside. \h\h\h\h\h\hWash your hands. 387 00:17:07,504 --> 00:17:08,867 {\an7}- She didn’t really eat eat. 388 00:17:08,867 --> 00:17:10,537 {\an7}- Well, there’s food here. \h\h\h\h\h\h\hShe can eat. 389 00:17:10,537 --> 00:17:14,537 {\an7}And I did groceries so all your snacks are stocked up. 390 00:17:14,537 --> 00:17:16,867 {\an7}- I need to take a shower. \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Yep. 391 00:17:16,867 --> 00:17:20,405 {\an7}\hLet her know she needs to shower and wash her hands. 392 00:17:20,405 --> 00:17:22,240 {\an7}\h\h- Yeah! - Wa-pshh! 393 00:17:22,240 --> 00:17:23,108 {\an7}- Okay. 394 00:17:23,108 --> 00:17:25,042 {\an7}- Don’t hurt yourself. \h\h\h\h\h\h[dog barks] 395 00:17:25,042 --> 00:17:27,801 {\an7}All right, B. See ya later. \h\h\h\h\h- All right. Bye. 396 00:17:27,801 --> 00:17:31,867 {\an7}- Bye, Stella. \h\h\h\h- Bye. 397 00:17:31,867 --> 00:17:33,900 {\an7}Bye! 398 00:17:40,009 --> 00:17:41,372 {\an7}\h\h\h\h- Lux had fun at Lincoln’s practice 399 00:17:41,372 --> 00:17:43,471 {\an7}and I brought him back \h\hto Chris’s earlier 400 00:17:43,471 --> 00:17:45,207 {\an7}and now I’m picking up Creed. 401 00:17:45,207 --> 00:17:47,009 {\an7}- All right... 402 00:17:47,207 --> 00:17:50,273 {\an7}- Good. Strap him in while \h\h\h\h\h\h\hyou’re at it. 403 00:17:51,108 --> 00:17:52,537 {\an7}Hey yo, my boy. 404 00:17:52,537 --> 00:17:54,537 {\an7}\h[Creed crying] Oh, oh, oh. Stop. 405 00:17:54,537 --> 00:17:56,108 {\an7}You was just doing so good. 406 00:17:56,108 --> 00:17:57,867 {\an7}You was just doing so good. 407 00:17:57,867 --> 00:18:02,108 {\an7}\h\h\h\h[Creed crying] You was doing so good. 408 00:18:02,976 --> 00:18:05,042 {\an7}- Here. Go make a bottle. \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- What? 409 00:18:05,042 --> 00:18:06,976 {\an7}- Dump that out and make him \h\h\h\h\h\ha bottle, please. 410 00:18:06,976 --> 00:18:09,207 {\an7}- Oh, bro, be asking \h\h\h\h[inaudible]. 411 00:18:09,207 --> 00:18:11,141 {\an7}All right. 412 00:18:15,943 --> 00:18:19,372 {\an7}- What happened, Papi? Talk to me. Talk to me. 413 00:18:19,372 --> 00:18:23,141 {\an7}Did you have a good time \h\h\h\h\hat your dad’s? 414 00:18:23,141 --> 00:18:25,900 {\an7}\hOh, my goodness, you have a toother. 415 00:18:25,900 --> 00:18:28,570 {\an7}You have a toother coming out! 416 00:18:28,570 --> 00:18:30,438 {\an7}Look, here comes your daddy. 417 00:18:30,438 --> 00:18:33,900 {\an7}I know. Here he comes. 418 00:18:33,900 --> 00:18:36,471 {\an7}Did you see his tooth? 419 00:18:36,471 --> 00:18:37,438 {\an7}- Where? 420 00:18:37,438 --> 00:18:38,900 {\an7}- In his mouth, Chris. 421 00:18:38,900 --> 00:18:41,273 {\an7}\h- Lemme see it. Where it at, boy. 422 00:18:41,273 --> 00:18:44,141 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Look. Look at the little white thing. 423 00:18:44,141 --> 00:18:46,273 {\an7}- That’s why he was doing \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hso much. 424 00:18:46,273 --> 00:18:48,976 {\an7}\h\hThere you go. - Say thank you. 425 00:18:48,976 --> 00:18:50,273 {\an7}- [laughs] 426 00:18:50,273 --> 00:18:53,174 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\hAll right, I’ma give my son a kiss. 427 00:18:53,174 --> 00:18:54,339 {\an7}\h\h\h\h[smooches] I love you, buddy. 428 00:18:54,339 --> 00:18:56,306 {\an7}I’ll see you tomorrow. \h\h\hI better see you. 429 00:18:56,306 --> 00:18:57,405 {\an7}\h\h\h- Tomorrow? - What you mean? 430 00:18:57,405 --> 00:18:58,603 {\an7}- When are you gonna \h\hsee him tomorrow? 431 00:18:58,603 --> 00:19:00,603 {\an7}- When I drop my other son off. \h\h\h\h\h\h- He’ll be asleep. 432 00:19:00,603 --> 00:19:01,504 {\an7}- No the [bleep] he won’t. 433 00:19:01,504 --> 00:19:04,273 {\an7}\h\h\h\h- Yeah, he goes--starts getting ready for bed at 6:00. 434 00:19:04,273 --> 00:19:08,570 {\an7}\h\h\h- He starts, he starts. My son will be there at 6:00. 435 00:19:08,570 --> 00:19:11,108 {\an7}Talking ’bout? 436 00:19:11,108 --> 00:19:13,504 {\an7}What you staring at? \h[bleep] outta here. 437 00:19:13,504 --> 00:19:15,141 {\an7}We ain’t friends, [bleep]. \h\h\h\h\h\hRemember that. 438 00:19:15,141 --> 00:19:18,438 {\an7}Remember how you be treating? \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h[bleep] it. 439 00:19:28,537 --> 00:19:30,075 {\an7}- Yes, that’s my land. 440 00:19:30,075 --> 00:19:32,339 {\an7}- You don’t know where [bleep] is. 441 00:19:32,570 --> 00:19:33,636 {\an7}- No, you didn’t. \h\h- Yes, I did. 442 00:19:33,636 --> 00:19:37,702 {\an7}- No, you didn’t. Go change \h\hyour nasty ass clothes. 443 00:19:40,504 --> 00:19:41,438 {\an7}All right? 444 00:19:41,438 --> 00:19:45,009 {\an7}- Close my door. \h\h\hClose my-- 445 00:19:45,009 --> 00:19:46,669 {\an7}- Close the door! 446 00:19:46,669 --> 00:19:49,976 {\an7}Get the [bleep] out of my car. \h\h\h\h\h\hGet out of my car. 447 00:19:49,976 --> 00:19:51,339 {\an7}- Y’all actually be wanting me \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hin here. 448 00:19:51,339 --> 00:19:53,174 {\an7}Too bad. [bleep] y’all. \h\h\h\h\h[bleep] you. 449 00:19:53,174 --> 00:19:54,405 {\an7}- They can hear you. \h- [bleep] you too. 450 00:19:54,405 --> 00:19:56,042 {\an7}- They can see you. - [bleep] you too. 451 00:19:56,042 --> 00:19:57,174 {\an7}- You’re gonna be on the show. 452 00:19:57,174 --> 00:19:59,042 {\an7}\h\h- Yeah, you. - You know what? 453 00:19:59,042 --> 00:20:00,009 {\an7}I hope they show you. 454 00:20:00,009 --> 00:20:01,042 {\an7}- They can’t. \h- They can. 455 00:20:01,042 --> 00:20:03,339 {\an7}- [bleep] you. You too. \h- They can show you. 456 00:20:03,339 --> 00:20:04,438 {\an7}- [bleep] [bleep] [bleep] \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h[bleep]. 457 00:20:04,438 --> 00:20:06,471 {\an7}\h\h\h\hNot if I’m saying that. [bleep] [bleep] [bleep] [bleep] 458 00:20:06,471 --> 00:20:07,603 {\an7}\h[bleep] [bleep] [bleep] [bleep]. 459 00:20:07,603 --> 00:20:11,075 {\an7}\h- They literally just bleeped it up. Get out. 460 00:20:11,075 --> 00:20:14,306 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h- [bleep] - Take this with you. 461 00:20:28,050 --> 00:20:29,818 [aggressive pop music] 462 00:20:29,885 --> 00:20:31,787 - I'm looking at new salon spaces today, 463 00:20:31,853 --> 00:20:34,790 and Sean's home with Kloie working on his music. 464 00:20:34,856 --> 00:20:37,626 - You want the light on? Okay. 465 00:20:37,693 --> 00:20:40,429 - Today all day I've been looking at some retail spaces 466 00:20:40,495 --> 00:20:41,630 that are for rent, 467 00:20:41,697 --> 00:20:46,635 like, in my area. So I'm really excited. 468 00:20:46,702 --> 00:20:49,638 I feel like I really just want to expand everything 469 00:20:49,705 --> 00:20:54,242 that I've been growing over the last year and a half. 470 00:20:54,309 --> 00:20:58,246 So hopefully soon I will be in a new space 471 00:20:58,313 --> 00:21:01,516 running a more fuller scale salon. 472 00:21:05,987 --> 00:21:07,289 - Hey, Sean. 473 00:21:07,356 --> 00:21:10,092 - What's up? - The room looks good, man. 474 00:21:10,158 --> 00:21:12,594 - Thanks. Appreciate it. It's not even done yet. 475 00:21:12,661 --> 00:21:14,730 I got a lot of stuff in the works right now. 476 00:21:14,796 --> 00:21:17,132 With music, it's cool. That's why I like it so much 477 00:21:17,199 --> 00:21:21,403 'cause you--you're creating your own song 478 00:21:21,470 --> 00:21:23,472 and even after you die, your legacy's still here. 479 00:21:23,538 --> 00:21:25,006 - Yeah. 480 00:21:25,073 --> 00:21:26,742 - So that's why I [bleep] with it so heavily. 481 00:21:26,808 --> 00:21:31,680 - So I mean, like, Jade is looking at, you know, 482 00:21:31,747 --> 00:21:33,148 expanding her business thing. 483 00:21:33,248 --> 00:21:35,317 It seems like you're doing your thing. 484 00:21:35,384 --> 00:21:37,719 Are you guys--did you guys plan this? 485 00:21:37,786 --> 00:21:39,421 Are you guys, like, aligned? Like how did this-- 486 00:21:39,488 --> 00:21:41,590 - Well, I mean you kinda have to be on somewhat 487 00:21:41,656 --> 00:21:43,892 of the same page, you know, as far as growth 488 00:21:43,959 --> 00:21:47,662 because like she can't blow up and me stay here, you know? 489 00:21:47,729 --> 00:21:49,264 'Cause then I'm like, 490 00:21:49,331 --> 00:21:50,732 "What the [bleep] am I going to do to contribute, you know?" 491 00:21:50,799 --> 00:21:53,902 Like we've got to both be striving for, like, 492 00:21:53,969 --> 00:21:55,270 the same end goal. 493 00:21:55,303 --> 00:21:56,738 I'm trying to get a bigger client base 494 00:21:56,805 --> 00:21:59,875 so that I can, you know, start making bank off this. 495 00:21:59,941 --> 00:22:02,644 - Relationship-wise you feel like things are still good? 496 00:22:02,711 --> 00:22:04,379 - We still have a lot to work on, you know, 497 00:22:04,446 --> 00:22:06,281 like every couple does. 498 00:22:06,281 --> 00:22:09,584 You know, we could be more communicative, 499 00:22:09,651 --> 00:22:11,453 but, like, I'm not really the type of person 500 00:22:11,520 --> 00:22:13,522 to talk about my feelings very much. 501 00:22:13,588 --> 00:22:15,590 When at a young age, I learned to block that [bleep] out. 502 00:22:15,657 --> 00:22:17,959 You know, like I didn't like how it made me feel 503 00:22:18,026 --> 00:22:20,962 so I just don't deal with it, you know? 504 00:22:21,029 --> 00:22:23,298 And she's very emotional creature. 505 00:22:23,365 --> 00:22:25,467 She loves to talk about her feelings. 506 00:22:26,735 --> 00:22:29,037 [chuckles] 507 00:22:29,104 --> 00:22:31,039 - Okay. 508 00:22:33,241 --> 00:22:37,679 [singer vocalizing] 509 00:22:37,746 --> 00:22:41,350 - The semester's almost over, and I can't wait to graduate. 510 00:22:41,416 --> 00:22:43,652 I'm also happy with all the positive changes 511 00:22:43,719 --> 00:22:46,154 happening in Bar's life. 512 00:22:46,254 --> 00:22:49,091 - Best daddy ever, best mommy ever. 513 00:22:49,157 --> 00:22:50,359 - I'm the best mommy now? 514 00:22:50,425 --> 00:22:51,660 - You're the best daddy. 515 00:22:51,727 --> 00:22:53,695 - I was gonna say, baby. You gotta figure it out. 516 00:22:53,762 --> 00:22:56,965 - Mommy's the best mommy. Dad is the best daddy. 517 00:22:57,032 --> 00:22:59,034 Mom is the best daddy. Oh. 518 00:22:59,101 --> 00:23:01,737 [laughter] 519 00:23:01,803 --> 00:23:04,706 [upbeat music] 520 00:23:04,773 --> 00:23:09,444 ♪ ♪ 521 00:23:09,511 --> 00:23:13,782 - So what--what--what kind of math you doing now? 522 00:23:13,849 --> 00:23:16,685 - I have no idea. 523 00:23:16,752 --> 00:23:21,523 Cartesian coordinates. I hate math. 524 00:23:21,590 --> 00:23:24,526 It's--I don't understand why anyone needs to know it. 525 00:23:24,593 --> 00:23:27,262 - So this--this the last class you gotta take, right? 526 00:23:27,329 --> 00:23:28,964 - Yep. The last-- 527 00:23:29,031 --> 00:23:30,532 - What's after? What's next? 528 00:23:30,599 --> 00:23:32,334 - Graduation. 529 00:23:32,401 --> 00:23:33,835 - Are you excited to be graduating? 530 00:23:33,902 --> 00:23:36,838 - Yeah. Yeah, I'll have my associate's in science. 531 00:23:36,905 --> 00:23:38,840 - You have your associate's in science? 532 00:23:38,907 --> 00:23:40,976 - Associates of science in medical assisting. 533 00:23:41,043 --> 00:23:42,411 - Okay. 534 00:23:42,477 --> 00:23:45,380 - Which allows me to take that and transfer that 535 00:23:45,447 --> 00:23:46,948 to a nursing program 536 00:23:47,015 --> 00:23:49,618 and get my ADM without having to do my bachelor's. 537 00:23:49,685 --> 00:23:52,254 - Right, right, right, right, right, right, right. 538 00:23:52,287 --> 00:23:54,122 - What's going on with your classes? 539 00:23:54,256 --> 00:23:56,091 - My only complaint is really is that 540 00:23:56,158 --> 00:23:58,427 I can't go on campus, you know? 541 00:23:58,493 --> 00:24:00,462 - Well, online is hard because you have to 542 00:24:00,529 --> 00:24:02,431 be disciplined yourself. - It's discipline. 543 00:24:02,497 --> 00:24:03,932 And that's my problem 544 00:24:03,999 --> 00:24:05,834 is I don't have that much discipline in school anyways. 545 00:24:05,901 --> 00:24:09,137 I got a class at 6:00 in the morning. 546 00:24:09,271 --> 00:24:10,472 It's not what I thought it was--what 547 00:24:10,539 --> 00:24:13,608 I was expecting it to be yet, but I got--I got 548 00:24:13,675 --> 00:24:14,976 some assignments I need to catch up with. 549 00:24:15,043 --> 00:24:16,578 I ain't gonna lie. 550 00:24:18,013 --> 00:24:20,716 - ♪ Back against the wall now ♪ 551 00:24:20,782 --> 00:24:24,353 ♪ Yeah, you're grasping at a straw now ♪ 552 00:24:26,988 --> 00:24:28,323 What? 553 00:24:29,291 --> 00:24:31,360 [exhales] 554 00:24:31,426 --> 00:24:33,362 Jesus Christ. 555 00:24:33,428 --> 00:24:35,230 - What are you doing over there? 556 00:24:35,230 --> 00:24:37,899 - Baby. - Hm? 557 00:24:37,966 --> 00:24:40,302 - I missed the midterm. 558 00:24:43,138 --> 00:24:45,741 Oh my God, bro. 559 00:24:58,538 --> 00:25:01,604 {\an7}- It’s so hard seeing Stella \h\h\hreact this way to Luis 560 00:25:01,604 --> 00:25:03,571 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\hso I decided to contact the lawyer. 561 00:25:03,571 --> 00:25:05,439 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hJavi and I are still doing very well. 562 00:25:05,439 --> 00:25:08,571 {\an7}\h\h\hAnd since he’s a dad, it helps to get his opinion 563 00:25:08,571 --> 00:25:10,406 {\an7}on this kind of stuff. 564 00:25:10,406 --> 00:25:15,439 {\an7}Hi. Oh, my room. I’m so tired. 565 00:25:16,373 --> 00:25:23,165 {\an7}Welcome to my castle. \h\h\h\hHow are you? 566 00:25:23,165 --> 00:25:24,835 {\an7}- Good. How are you? 567 00:25:24,835 --> 00:25:27,703 {\an7}- Tired per usual. 568 00:25:27,703 --> 00:25:30,472 {\an7}- Per ush. - Per ush. 569 00:25:30,472 --> 00:25:31,802 {\an7}- So how are the girls? 570 00:25:31,802 --> 00:25:33,274 {\an7}- The girls are fine. 571 00:25:33,274 --> 00:25:37,439 {\an7}\h\h\h\hI ended up setting up a consultation with a lawyer 572 00:25:37,439 --> 00:25:39,472 {\an7}to speak about, \h\h\h\h\hlike, 573 00:25:39,472 --> 00:25:43,406 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hmy options, custody, child support. 574 00:25:43,406 --> 00:25:45,571 {\an7}\h\h- Since I split with my baby moms, 575 00:25:45,571 --> 00:25:49,736 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hthey recommended me to put myself on child support 576 00:25:50,165 --> 00:25:51,472 {\an7}\h\hthat way I can get the solidified rights, 577 00:25:51,472 --> 00:25:55,165 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\hand then you gotta do blood work to prove paternity. 578 00:25:55,165 --> 00:25:56,802 {\an7}It’s like [bleep] show. 579 00:25:56,802 --> 00:25:57,769 {\an7}- Yeah. - Yeah. 580 00:25:57,769 --> 00:25:59,307 {\an7}\h- I just wanna know what my options are. 581 00:25:59,307 --> 00:26:03,802 {\an7}\hWhat can I do and can’t do and just take it from there. 582 00:26:04,901 --> 00:26:05,571 {\an7}- Yeah. 583 00:26:05,571 --> 00:26:10,274 {\an7}Luis came over but before that, \h\hStella was, like, so upset. 584 00:26:10,274 --> 00:26:11,132 {\an7}Like she was just like, 585 00:26:11,132 --> 00:26:12,571 {\an7}"Nah, I’m not [bleep] with you, \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hbro." 586 00:26:12,571 --> 00:26:15,165 {\an7}\h\h\hAnd like she has much of a closer bond to Devoin. 587 00:26:15,165 --> 00:26:17,703 {\an7}Like when Devoin comes around, \h\h\hlike she goes up to him. 588 00:26:17,703 --> 00:26:20,340 {\an7}\h\h\h\hShe says hi to him. It’s not like with her dad 589 00:26:20,340 --> 00:26:22,472 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hwhere she’s, like, hiding under the table saying, 590 00:26:22,472 --> 00:26:25,769 {\an7}\h\h"No, I don’t love my dad. I don’t want to talk to him." 591 00:26:25,769 --> 00:26:27,901 {\an7}So it’s kinda crazy. \h\hSo I want to see 592 00:26:27,901 --> 00:26:30,472 {\an7}if it’s an option to have Luis \h\h\h\h\h\hgive up his rights. 593 00:26:30,472 --> 00:26:32,637 {\an7}- I just think you should do \h\h\hwhat’s best for Stella. 594 00:26:32,637 --> 00:26:35,505 {\an7}\h\h\h\hSo whatever you feel in your heart is best for Stella, 595 00:26:35,505 --> 00:26:38,505 {\an7}\h\hI think you should do that ’cause you have good judgment. 596 00:26:38,505 --> 00:26:39,571 {\an7}- Well, I always struggle \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hwith it. 597 00:26:39,571 --> 00:26:41,604 {\an7}I always struggled like, well, that’s her dad, no matter what, 598 00:26:41,604 --> 00:26:43,604 {\an7}but then it’s like, [bleep] \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hthat man. 599 00:26:43,604 --> 00:26:45,307 {\an7}So it’s just like ah. 600 00:26:45,307 --> 00:26:47,373 {\an7}- Stella’s what’s important \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hI guess. 601 00:26:47,373 --> 00:26:48,670 {\an7}\h- I know. - You know? 602 00:26:48,670 --> 00:26:50,373 {\an7}- So hope I get some good news. 603 00:26:50,373 --> 00:26:52,373 {\an7}\h\hI don’t know what the right decision is 604 00:26:52,373 --> 00:26:54,769 {\an7}\h\h\hwhen it comes to Luis and Stella. 605 00:26:54,769 --> 00:26:57,637 {\an7}I don’t know if it’s best \h\h\hto let him continue 606 00:26:57,637 --> 00:27:01,934 {\an7}coming in and out and be flaky \h\h\hor completely cut it off. 607 00:27:01,934 --> 00:27:05,241 {\an7}This is why I really wanna talk \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hto somebody 608 00:27:05,241 --> 00:27:06,307 {\an7}that may know a little bit more 609 00:27:06,307 --> 00:27:09,439 {\an7}because I just wanna know, \h\h\h\hlike, what can I do 610 00:27:09,439 --> 00:27:15,802 {\an7}\h\hwhen it comes to an absent father to protect my daughter. 611 00:27:15,802 --> 00:27:18,000 {\an7}But I feel like this is just my next step. 612 00:27:18,000 --> 00:27:21,472 {\an7}\hThis is something that has to happen. 613 00:27:22,439 --> 00:27:23,802 {\an7}- ♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪ 614 00:27:23,802 --> 00:27:26,505 {\an7}\h\h\h\h- Although I’m anxious about my ultrasound tomorrow, 615 00:27:26,505 --> 00:27:30,703 {\an7}I’m trying to just be present \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hfor the girls. 616 00:27:31,307 --> 00:27:32,670 {\an7}- I wanna do-- 617 00:27:32,670 --> 00:27:35,439 {\an7}- I’m being kind letting you \h\h\h\h\huse my wine glasses 618 00:27:35,439 --> 00:27:38,439 {\an7}for your sweet tea. Please be careful. 619 00:27:38,439 --> 00:27:39,604 {\an7}- Get me more of those. 620 00:27:39,604 --> 00:27:41,934 {\an7}- Please. Where’s your manners? \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Please. 621 00:27:41,934 --> 00:27:44,637 {\an7}\h- Her manners are in the garbage can. 622 00:27:44,637 --> 00:27:45,472 {\an7}- Yes, she does. 623 00:27:45,472 --> 00:27:46,637 {\an7}- Addie, you wanna \h\hsay the grace? 624 00:27:46,637 --> 00:27:48,901 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h- Yeah. - Okay, come on. 625 00:27:48,901 --> 00:27:52,571 {\an7}- Uh... 626 00:27:52,571 --> 00:27:54,439 {\an7}I’m happy for this food, 627 00:27:54,439 --> 00:27:56,769 {\an7}and you go. 628 00:27:56,769 --> 00:27:57,505 {\an7}- Did you say go? 629 00:27:57,505 --> 00:27:58,571 {\an7}- I’m grateful for this food. 630 00:27:58,571 --> 00:28:02,802 {\an7}\h\h\hI’m grateful for the time that we get to spend together. 631 00:28:03,000 --> 00:28:06,505 {\an7}Yeah, thank you for everything \h\hthat you do for our family. 632 00:28:06,505 --> 00:28:07,769 {\an7}In Jesus name. 633 00:28:07,769 --> 00:28:08,637 {\an7}both: Amen. 634 00:28:08,637 --> 00:28:10,538 {\an7}\h\h- I think that’s a positive thing that’s came out of COVID 635 00:28:10,538 --> 00:28:14,736 {\an7}is that we’ve gotten to spend \h\h\ha lot of time together 636 00:28:14,736 --> 00:28:17,604 {\an7}and dinners like this. 637 00:28:17,802 --> 00:28:20,307 {\an7}- Mommy, I can’t cut it. \h\h\h\h\h\h- It’s okay. 638 00:28:20,307 --> 00:28:22,373 {\an7}\h\h\h- I’ll help. No, mom, I’ll help. 639 00:28:22,373 --> 00:28:23,505 {\an7}- You got so many pieces. 640 00:28:23,505 --> 00:28:25,033 {\an7}- I’ll help. Mom, I’ll help. \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hI’ll help. 641 00:28:25,033 --> 00:28:25,769 {\an7}- Okay. 642 00:28:25,769 --> 00:28:27,538 {\an7}- "Cause when we’re older, \h\hyou’re going to be dead 643 00:28:27,538 --> 00:28:29,000 {\an7}and I have to help. 644 00:28:29,000 --> 00:28:32,066 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h- Jeez. - She’ll be dead. 645 00:28:32,066 --> 00:28:35,373 {\an7}\h\h\h- Stop saying that I’ll be dead. 646 00:28:35,373 --> 00:28:35,934 {\an7}What the? 647 00:28:35,934 --> 00:28:37,769 {\an7}\h\h\hI mean, I just think that’s a little aggressive. 648 00:28:37,769 --> 00:28:40,901 {\an7}I’m going to live a very long \h\h\h\h\hand prosperous life 649 00:28:40,901 --> 00:28:44,934 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hbecause I keep up with my health and wellness. 650 00:28:44,934 --> 00:28:47,802 {\an7}\h\h\h- Sure. - I work out. 651 00:28:47,802 --> 00:28:48,703 {\an7}- And you vape. 652 00:28:48,703 --> 00:28:50,538 {\an7}- I’m going to do everything \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hin my power 653 00:28:50,538 --> 00:28:52,703 {\an7}to always take care of myself. 654 00:28:52,703 --> 00:28:55,604 {\an7}And I go to all of my doctor’s \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\happointments, 655 00:28:55,604 --> 00:28:57,099 {\an7}which reminds me I have a checkup 656 00:28:57,099 --> 00:29:00,373 {\an7}\hfor the tumor on my breast. But you want to--you want me 657 00:29:00,373 --> 00:29:02,439 {\an7}\hto be honest with you what I’m really--what’s 658 00:29:02,439 --> 00:29:04,769 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\hbothering me a little bit mentally? 659 00:29:04,769 --> 00:29:06,000 {\an7}My biggest concern would be 660 00:29:06,000 --> 00:29:08,835 {\an7}that the tumor would \h\h\h\hbe cancerous. 661 00:29:11,033 --> 00:29:14,835 {\an7}- Will I die if I have \h\h\h\hthe procedure? 662 00:29:14,835 --> 00:29:15,439 {\an7}No. 663 00:29:15,439 --> 00:29:17,835 {\an7}- Are you gonna have \h\h\ha smaller boob? 664 00:29:17,835 --> 00:29:19,571 {\an7}\h\h- I don’t know. A lot of the times, 665 00:29:19,571 --> 00:29:22,000 {\an7}it does make girls feel a certain way 666 00:29:22,000 --> 00:29:23,670 {\an7}if they have a procedure done \h\h\h\h\h\hto their breast. 667 00:29:23,670 --> 00:29:26,099 {\an7}\h\h\h\hLike it messes with their self-esteem. 668 00:29:26,099 --> 00:29:28,099 {\an7}\h\h- Even if you get that procedure done, 669 00:29:28,099 --> 00:29:31,769 {\an7}you’ll still look beautiful to us. 670 00:29:31,769 --> 00:29:34,066 {\an7}- [chuckles] Thank you. 671 00:29:34,066 --> 00:29:37,099 {\an7}[soft music] 672 00:29:37,099 --> 00:29:41,802 {\an7}♪ ♪ 673 00:29:47,516 --> 00:29:50,419 [soft dramatic music] 674 00:29:50,486 --> 00:29:57,493 ♪ ♪ 675 00:29:58,360 --> 00:30:00,463 - I missed the midterm. 676 00:30:04,900 --> 00:30:06,669 - You're probably gonna fail 'cause of that. 677 00:30:06,735 --> 00:30:08,337 - I am. 678 00:30:10,139 --> 00:30:13,209 Definitely failing business 100% right now. 679 00:30:13,275 --> 00:30:15,444 All the way. 680 00:30:17,513 --> 00:30:21,417 [fly buzzing] 681 00:30:21,484 --> 00:30:23,886 There's a fly in here. 682 00:30:24,653 --> 00:30:27,389 I got commitment issues when it comes to school. 683 00:30:27,456 --> 00:30:29,391 It's--it's so hard. 684 00:30:29,458 --> 00:30:31,894 My brain, I got to--it's not an excuse, 685 00:30:31,961 --> 00:30:34,663 but it doesn't--it be so much [bleep] going on in my head. 686 00:30:34,730 --> 00:30:37,600 Like it doesn't--it doesn't pop into my head where I go, 687 00:30:37,666 --> 00:30:38,834 "Oh, you got to sit down 688 00:30:38,901 --> 00:30:40,569 and do--and do homework right now." 689 00:30:40,636 --> 00:30:43,139 My brain, like my [bleep] being in--everywhere else. 690 00:30:43,205 --> 00:30:46,575 - You--you need to stop using that your brain 691 00:30:46,642 --> 00:30:49,011 be everywhere else. So does mine. 692 00:30:50,045 --> 00:30:53,015 It was a surprise for me that Bar missed his midterm 693 00:30:53,015 --> 00:30:55,751 because I did see him doing a lot of homework 694 00:30:55,818 --> 00:30:57,386 and communicating with his teachers. 695 00:30:57,453 --> 00:30:58,921 I'm not upset at him. 696 00:30:59,021 --> 00:31:03,425 I feel like he has to get into the swing of how heavy 697 00:31:03,492 --> 00:31:05,594 and how serious and time-consuming 698 00:31:05,661 --> 00:31:07,029 college really is. 699 00:31:07,062 --> 00:31:09,532 I've been doing school my whole life. 700 00:31:09,598 --> 00:31:11,734 I'm true to this. He's new to this. 701 00:31:11,801 --> 00:31:13,569 He's going to have to get his feet wet. 702 00:31:13,636 --> 00:31:14,904 It makes all the difference 703 00:31:15,037 --> 00:31:16,672 that Holly has two educated parents. 704 00:31:16,739 --> 00:31:19,275 And I think that Bar has to develop that discipline, 705 00:31:19,341 --> 00:31:22,678 that timing, that scheduling in order to succeed. 706 00:31:25,414 --> 00:31:28,317 [upbeat music] 707 00:31:28,384 --> 00:31:35,524 ♪ ♪ 708 00:31:41,397 --> 00:31:43,499 - I'm waiting to hear back about my application 709 00:31:43,566 --> 00:31:45,067 for the salon space. 710 00:31:45,134 --> 00:31:46,802 And things are still tense with Sean 711 00:31:46,869 --> 00:31:49,839 especially since he's been home with Kloie all day. 712 00:31:51,807 --> 00:31:54,009 Wanna sit on my lap? - Mm-mm. 713 00:31:54,043 --> 00:31:56,779 - Wanna sit with dad? - Mm-mm. 714 00:31:56,846 --> 00:31:59,014 - Did you miss me while I was working? 715 00:31:59,048 --> 00:32:01,450 Do you miss me? - Mm, yeah. 716 00:32:01,517 --> 00:32:03,819 - So what's up with the salon? 717 00:32:03,886 --> 00:32:05,754 You went and looked at the building and stuff? 718 00:32:05,821 --> 00:32:08,090 - Yeah. - What did you think about it? 719 00:32:08,157 --> 00:32:10,292 - I thought it's a lot of potential, 720 00:32:10,359 --> 00:32:11,827 but it needs like a lot of work. 721 00:32:11,894 --> 00:32:14,230 So I know I'm going to have to spend a lot of money 722 00:32:14,296 --> 00:32:17,566 when it comes to renovating it and stuff. 723 00:32:17,633 --> 00:32:20,035 - No, no, no. You ain't messing with the dog. 724 00:32:20,102 --> 00:32:21,303 Stop. Let go of him. 725 00:32:21,370 --> 00:32:23,939 God damn, dude. 726 00:32:24,039 --> 00:32:25,875 Why does she want to hurt him so much? 727 00:32:25,941 --> 00:32:27,877 - 'Cause she's just jealous of him. 728 00:32:29,712 --> 00:32:31,614 Go into your room. - Nuh-uh-uh. 729 00:32:31,680 --> 00:32:32,915 - I'm getting embarrassed 730 00:32:33,048 --> 00:32:34,216 and I don't want to have these cameras up, 731 00:32:34,283 --> 00:32:35,551 but this is how it's going to be literally 732 00:32:35,618 --> 00:32:37,953 every single time we film. Every single time. 733 00:32:38,053 --> 00:32:39,722 It's embarrassing because the world looks like 734 00:32:39,789 --> 00:32:41,090 we have a demon kid 735 00:32:41,157 --> 00:32:43,459 and we're [bleep] parents or something. 736 00:32:43,526 --> 00:32:46,195 - Well, you're half right. 737 00:32:46,896 --> 00:32:50,065 We're not [bleep] parents, but we do have a demon child. 738 00:32:50,132 --> 00:32:53,002 - I seriously don't get why she keeps doing this. 739 00:32:55,571 --> 00:32:58,874 Oh, my God, I just need a break. 740 00:32:59,008 --> 00:33:01,243 I feel like I--I've been working for two weeks straight 741 00:33:01,310 --> 00:33:02,812 and I'm just tired. 742 00:33:02,878 --> 00:33:04,580 I come home and literally I'm like in my car, like, 743 00:33:04,647 --> 00:33:09,351 "Oh, my gosh, how's this going to go when I get inside here? 744 00:33:09,418 --> 00:33:11,220 "Is it going to be her screaming 745 00:33:11,287 --> 00:33:12,788 "and throwing stuff today? 746 00:33:12,855 --> 00:33:15,024 Or is she going to be in a good mood and happy to see me?" 747 00:33:15,090 --> 00:33:16,459 I just want to hang out with her 748 00:33:16,525 --> 00:33:18,027 and spend time with her. I don't know. 749 00:33:18,027 --> 00:33:19,428 She's just going through this phase 750 00:33:19,495 --> 00:33:21,597 it's, like, draining me. 751 00:33:21,664 --> 00:33:23,032 - Yeah, me too. 752 00:33:23,065 --> 00:33:24,900 - And I'm not talking to my parents right now 753 00:33:25,034 --> 00:33:29,305 so it's like, there's no one that helps--helps out at all 754 00:33:29,371 --> 00:33:32,641 to take off any type of relief or a break. 755 00:33:32,708 --> 00:33:34,276 Like it's been a long [bleep] day. 756 00:33:34,343 --> 00:33:37,046 I've been up since this morning working. I'm just tired. 757 00:33:37,079 --> 00:33:39,882 And now I come home to work again. 758 00:33:39,949 --> 00:33:41,484 I don't even care to do this anymore. 759 00:33:41,550 --> 00:33:43,152 I really don't. 760 00:33:43,219 --> 00:33:45,087 - Like chill the [bleep] out. - Oh my God, I'm so [bleep]. 761 00:33:45,154 --> 00:33:46,522 - You're the one that signed us up 762 00:33:46,589 --> 00:33:48,357 for the show in the first place. 763 00:33:48,424 --> 00:33:52,461 - You don't have a problem cashing the [bleep] checks. 764 00:33:52,528 --> 00:33:53,996 The [bleep]. 765 00:33:53,996 --> 00:33:55,598 - You don't give a [bleep] if I'm having a bad day 766 00:33:55,664 --> 00:33:57,633 but everybody's supposed to care when you have a bad day? 767 00:33:57,700 --> 00:33:59,135 - Oh, my God. Just shut up. 768 00:33:59,201 --> 00:34:01,837 I'm just tired of speaking to you. 769 00:34:01,904 --> 00:34:03,439 This isn't going anywhere 'cause this is 770 00:34:03,506 --> 00:34:06,008 how--this is how it goes when, like, we're overwhelmed. 771 00:34:06,008 --> 00:34:07,610 - She doesn't get her way. 772 00:34:07,676 --> 00:34:10,079 - How--put the [bleep] cameras down. 773 00:34:10,146 --> 00:34:12,114 Put the cameras down. Because this is how it goes. 774 00:34:12,181 --> 00:34:13,716 We're not even on the same page. 775 00:34:13,783 --> 00:34:15,384 That's what I'm saying. We're not. 776 00:34:15,451 --> 00:34:17,019 - No, we're clearly not because you're still going on 777 00:34:17,019 --> 00:34:18,621 about the same [bleep] I stopped talking about. 778 00:34:18,687 --> 00:34:20,589 - I'm uncomfortable. I'm, like, done 779 00:34:34,113 --> 00:34:35,816 {\an7}[soft pop music] 780 00:34:35,816 --> 00:34:39,113 {\an7}- ♪ Why you gotta be like \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hthat? ♪ 781 00:34:39,113 --> 00:34:42,981 {\an7}- Why did you--why did you get \h\h\hso many [bleep] animals? 782 00:34:42,981 --> 00:34:44,608 {\an7}- I didn’t want them. \h\hIt was the kids. 783 00:34:44,608 --> 00:34:45,981 {\an7}I don’t give a [bleep] \h\h\h\hwhat they want. 784 00:34:45,981 --> 00:34:47,816 {\an7}They’re not old enough to know what they want. 785 00:34:47,816 --> 00:34:49,608 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\hTired of all these [bleep] animals. 786 00:34:49,608 --> 00:34:50,948 {\an7}House [bleep] stinks \h\h\h\hlike a farm. 787 00:34:50,948 --> 00:34:52,849 {\an7}The bird could go fly away \h\h\h\h\h\h\hand the snake 788 00:34:52,849 --> 00:34:54,509 {\an7}could go slithering \h\hsomewhere else. 789 00:34:54,509 --> 00:34:55,344 {\an7}- No, don’t say that. 790 00:34:55,344 --> 00:34:56,750 {\an7}- I don’t like the way \h\h\h\h\h\h\hit looks. 791 00:34:56,750 --> 00:34:59,783 {\an7}It’s just the color of a penis. \h\h\h\h\h\h\hI don’t like it. 792 00:34:59,783 --> 00:35:00,377 {\an7}[barks] 793 00:35:00,377 --> 00:35:05,981 {\an7}- So I found a possible lawyer \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hto speak about 794 00:35:05,981 --> 00:35:07,717 {\an7}Luis signing away rights, 795 00:35:07,717 --> 00:35:10,816 {\an7}but I’m gonna call them now \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hto confirm 796 00:35:10,816 --> 00:35:15,014 {\an7}and see when I can get a spot \h\hin and see what they say. 797 00:35:15,014 --> 00:35:17,212 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Okay. ♪ We’re taking it to court ♪ 798 00:35:17,212 --> 00:35:21,849 {\an7}♪ We’re taking it to court, we’re taking it to court ♪ 799 00:35:21,849 --> 00:35:22,717 {\an7}- [inaudible] Law Firm. 800 00:35:22,717 --> 00:35:24,542 {\an7}This is Brianna speaking. \h\h\hHow can I help you? 801 00:35:24,542 --> 00:35:27,608 {\an7}- I’m calling in regards \h\hto the consultation. 802 00:35:27,608 --> 00:35:31,717 {\an7}I paid the fee and I filled out \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hthe intake form 803 00:35:31,717 --> 00:35:35,278 {\an7}\h\h\hand I was wondering what are the next steps. 804 00:35:35,278 --> 00:35:37,344 {\an7}Okay, thank you. Have a good day. 805 00:35:37,344 --> 00:35:39,245 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\hSo they just told me that they’re gonna call me back 806 00:35:39,245 --> 00:35:42,047 {\an7}\hto see if I’m going to be for Monday or for Wednesday 807 00:35:42,047 --> 00:35:45,212 {\an7}\h\hfor a consultation via Skype or whatever. 808 00:35:45,212 --> 00:35:47,179 {\an7}- You got your questions \hwritten down and stuff 809 00:35:47,179 --> 00:35:48,179 {\an7}so you don’t forget nothing? 810 00:35:48,179 --> 00:35:51,080 {\an7}- Yeah. One, what could we do \h\habout Luis being absent? 811 00:35:51,080 --> 00:35:52,750 {\an7}\h\h\h\hCan we remove him off the birth certificate 812 00:35:52,750 --> 00:35:55,684 {\an7}or is it best just to keep him \h\h\hon the birth certificate? 813 00:35:55,684 --> 00:35:58,245 {\an7}Signing away rights, like what can happen? 814 00:35:58,245 --> 00:36:02,113 {\an7}Child support for both dads? 815 00:36:02,113 --> 00:36:03,113 {\an7}We’ll just figure it out 816 00:36:03,113 --> 00:36:06,245 {\an7}and hopefully, they can lead me \h\h\h\hin the right direction 817 00:36:06,245 --> 00:36:08,311 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hand help me, you know, file paperwork 818 00:36:08,311 --> 00:36:10,047 {\an7}\h\h\hor maybe he could even send out letters. 819 00:36:10,047 --> 00:36:13,948 {\an7}\h\h\hWhatever lawyers do. Having kids out of wedlock 820 00:36:13,948 --> 00:36:17,575 {\an7}\h\hand having kids so young and having kids with parents 821 00:36:17,575 --> 00:36:20,179 {\an7}that you don’t necessarily \h\h\h\h\h\hget along with, 822 00:36:20,179 --> 00:36:23,014 {\an7}something’s bound to happen \h\h\hlike this, you know? 823 00:36:23,014 --> 00:36:23,816 {\an7}- Yeah, I know. 824 00:36:23,816 --> 00:36:27,948 {\an7}- So this is just what happens \hwhen you don’t really choose 825 00:36:27,948 --> 00:36:30,783 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hthe right people or make the right decisions. 826 00:36:30,783 --> 00:36:34,948 {\an7}- Thanks for the free birth \hcontrol. I appreciate it. 827 00:36:35,981 --> 00:36:38,981 {\an7}[singer vocalizing] 828 00:36:38,981 --> 00:36:45,014 {\an7}♪ ♪ 829 00:36:45,014 --> 00:36:47,717 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Yeah. - What are the kids doing? 830 00:36:47,717 --> 00:36:49,113 {\an7}- Oh, they’re playing games. 831 00:36:49,113 --> 00:36:51,245 {\an7}- I got first place again. 832 00:36:51,245 --> 00:36:53,014 {\an7}\h\h\h\h- Oh! - Here we go. 833 00:36:53,014 --> 00:36:54,783 {\an7}- Ready. \h- Whoo! 834 00:36:54,783 --> 00:36:56,113 {\an7}[laughter] 835 00:36:56,113 --> 00:36:56,915 {\an7}- Oh, my gosh. 836 00:36:56,915 --> 00:36:59,245 {\an7}\h\h\hAnyways, I’m going to the doctor later today 837 00:36:59,245 --> 00:37:02,179 {\an7}\h\hand wanted to see if you could babysit. 838 00:37:02,179 --> 00:37:03,113 {\an7}- Okay. 839 00:37:03,113 --> 00:37:06,245 {\an7}- So I have a tumor on my right breast. 840 00:37:06,245 --> 00:37:07,179 {\an7}Did I tell you that? 841 00:37:07,179 --> 00:37:08,684 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\hI don’t tell very many people that. 842 00:37:08,684 --> 00:37:13,212 {\an7}- How long have you had this? \h- I noticed it last summer. 843 00:37:13,212 --> 00:37:15,981 {\an7}And at that time, it was just like a little, like, 844 00:37:15,981 --> 00:37:17,717 {\an7}probably the size of a dime. 845 00:37:17,717 --> 00:37:20,278 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\hAnd now I’d say it’s every bit a nickel. 846 00:37:20,278 --> 00:37:22,981 {\an7}\h\h\h\hI can feel it, like, on my chest now. 847 00:37:22,981 --> 00:37:26,981 {\an7}From the last ultrasound that I had done, it seemed benign. 848 00:37:26,981 --> 00:37:27,575 {\an7}- Good. 849 00:37:27,575 --> 00:37:30,179 {\an7}- But they wanted to continue \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hto monitor it 850 00:37:30,179 --> 00:37:31,146 {\an7}and see if it was growing. 851 00:37:31,146 --> 00:37:34,783 {\an7}And if it continued to grow, \h\h\h\hthey would remove it. 852 00:37:34,783 --> 00:37:37,410 {\an7}- So if you have the surgery, \h\h\h\h\h\h\hhow long is it? 853 00:37:37,410 --> 00:37:38,443 {\an7}- I really don’t know. 854 00:37:38,443 --> 00:37:40,783 {\an7}\h\h\hI’m silently freaking out about it you know what I mean? 855 00:37:40,783 --> 00:37:44,915 {\an7}Like, just like what it will look like, how it will feel. 856 00:37:44,915 --> 00:37:47,311 {\an7}I can’t be prescribed \hany pain medication 857 00:37:47,311 --> 00:37:51,278 {\an7}because of being an addict \h\h\h\h\hand in recovery, 858 00:37:51,278 --> 00:37:52,981 {\an7}but I just--I’ll do whatever 859 00:37:52,981 --> 00:37:54,783 {\an7}is in the best interest \h\h\h\h\h\hfor myself, 860 00:37:54,783 --> 00:37:58,377 {\an7}because if--when I’m a-okay \h\hand my kids are a-okay. 861 00:37:58,377 --> 00:38:01,047 {\an7}- Does the girls know \h\h\h\habout your... 862 00:38:01,047 --> 00:38:02,377 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Mm-hmm. - Breast situation? Okay. 863 00:38:02,377 --> 00:38:04,311 {\an7}- When I do have conversations \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hwith them, 864 00:38:04,311 --> 00:38:05,245 {\an7}it’s never to worry them. 865 00:38:05,245 --> 00:38:07,179 {\an7}\h\h\hLike this is something that we go through as women. 866 00:38:07,179 --> 00:38:10,047 {\an7}\h\hThis is something that I’m dealing with as a woman 867 00:38:10,047 --> 00:38:12,179 {\an7}\h\h\hand we will get through it together. 868 00:38:12,179 --> 00:38:15,311 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Right. - You know? I’m gonna cry. 869 00:38:15,311 --> 00:38:18,717 {\an7}[soft guitar music] 870 00:38:18,717 --> 00:38:23,443 {\an7}\h\h\h\hMost of the time, I don’t like have anyone. 871 00:38:23,443 --> 00:38:26,245 {\an7}\hAnd I was so scared because my only goal is to give them 872 00:38:26,245 --> 00:38:29,981 {\an7}\ha, like, really give them a life that I didn’t have. 873 00:38:29,981 --> 00:38:31,476 {\an7}- Absolutely. 874 00:38:31,476 --> 00:38:34,542 {\an7}\h- But I’m gonna go to this appointment. 875 00:38:34,542 --> 00:38:36,981 {\an7}\h- Okay. - And... 876 00:38:38,113 --> 00:38:40,245 {\an7}- Oh. 877 00:38:40,245 --> 00:38:43,113 {\an7}- I love you. 878 00:38:44,377 --> 00:38:46,915 {\an7}- We got this. 879 00:38:47,542 --> 00:38:50,014 {\an7}Everything’s gonna be good. \h\h\h\h\h\hDo you hear me? 880 00:38:50,014 --> 00:38:52,014 {\an7}\h\h\h\h- Yeah. - We got this. 881 00:38:52,014 --> 00:38:55,344 {\an7}♪ ♪ 882 00:38:55,344 --> 00:38:59,377 {\an7}- ♪ Let me ignite the fire \h\h\hdown in your bones ♪ 883 00:38:59,377 --> 00:39:05,981 {\an7}\h♪ Give me your nightmares, no need to face them alone ♪ 884 00:39:05,981 --> 00:39:07,245 {\an7}♪ ♪ 885 00:39:07,245 --> 00:39:09,410 {\an7}♪ Oh, no ♪ 886 00:39:09,410 --> 00:39:10,377 {\an7}♪ ♪ 887 00:39:10,377 --> 00:39:14,377 {\an7}♪ If you bring hard, I will bring soul ♪ 888 00:39:14,377 --> 00:39:18,509 {\an7}\h\h♪ When we collide, I’ll make you whole ♪ 889 00:39:18,509 --> 00:39:23,212 {\an7}\h\h\h\h♪ You set the pace if we’re moving too slow ♪ 890 00:39:23,212 --> 00:39:25,245 {\an7}♪ Oh, oh ♪ 891 00:39:25,245 --> 00:39:27,047 {\an7}♪ ♪ 892 00:39:27,047 --> 00:39:30,915 {\an7}♪ Everything in you running \h\h\h\h\h\h\hside by side ♪ 893 00:39:30,915 --> 00:39:32,113 {\an7}♪ Next to me ♪ 894 00:39:32,113 --> 00:39:37,245 {\an7}\h\h♪ And this is where you belong ♪ 895 00:39:37,245 --> 00:39:40,443 {\an7}♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪ 896 00:39:40,443 --> 00:39:44,915 {\an7}♪ This is where you belong ♪ 897 00:39:44,915 --> 00:39:48,113 {\an7}♪ Oh, oh, oh ♪ 898 00:39:48,113 --> 00:39:52,377 {\an7}♪ You’ve known it all along ♪ 899 00:39:52,377 --> 00:39:56,113 {\an7}♪ This is where you belong ♪ 900 00:39:56,113 --> 00:40:01,509 {\an7}♪ Hey ♪ 901 00:40:01,509 --> 00:40:04,179 {\an7}♪ ♪ 902 00:40:04,179 --> 00:40:10,410 {\an7}♪ Hey ♪ 903 00:40:14,282 --> 00:40:17,619 - I have to serve 15 days in county. 904 00:40:17,685 --> 00:40:19,087 - You can't parent over the phone. 905 00:40:19,153 --> 00:40:20,655 - [cries] - I don't want you sad 906 00:40:20,722 --> 00:40:21,990 because that's your daddy. 907 00:40:22,056 --> 00:40:23,658 She's terrified of him. 908 00:40:23,725 --> 00:40:25,293 - Sean's on a dating app. 909 00:40:25,360 --> 00:40:27,028 You can take this [bleep] ring and shove it up your ass. 910 00:40:27,095 --> 00:40:28,229 I'm done. 911 00:40:28,296 --> 00:40:29,931 - I have court coming up with Chris. 912 00:40:29,998 --> 00:40:31,633 He wants all summer. 913 00:40:31,699 --> 00:40:32,934 [phone rings] - Oh, hold on. 914 00:40:33,001 --> 00:40:33,968 This is the doctor. 915 00:40:34,035 --> 00:40:36,204 Hello. What does that mean?