1 00:00:02,069 --> 00:00:04,036 - I have a lump in my breast. 2 00:00:04,105 --> 00:00:05,337 I was-- I mean, I'm definitely anxious 3 00:00:05,406 --> 00:00:07,239 not knowing what the lump is. 4 00:00:07,308 --> 00:00:08,807 You know, I have three kids to take care of that, 5 00:00:08,876 --> 00:00:10,209 you know, need me. 6 00:00:10,277 --> 00:00:12,111 If you guys ever have any questions for me, 7 00:00:12,179 --> 00:00:14,013 you know that this is a safe place, 8 00:00:14,081 --> 00:00:15,414 and when it comes to Mommy's health, 9 00:00:15,483 --> 00:00:17,016 I'm always going to look out for myself, 10 00:00:17,084 --> 00:00:19,718 because then I'm looking out for you. 11 00:00:19,787 --> 00:00:20,719 My doctor called. 12 00:00:20,788 --> 00:00:22,855 It is a benign tumor, 13 00:00:22,923 --> 00:00:26,392 which we'll continue to follow four to six months. 14 00:00:26,460 --> 00:00:29,228 - Well, I haven't seen Nova in a few weeks. 15 00:00:29,296 --> 00:00:30,696 Me and Briana are not talking at all. 16 00:00:30,765 --> 00:00:34,633 - I texted your dad about picking you up every Saturday. 17 00:00:35,569 --> 00:00:38,670 - Yeah. - Have a good time. 18 00:00:38,739 --> 00:00:40,339 - I hope Nova had a good day with her dad, 19 00:00:40,408 --> 00:00:43,208 but it is kind of depressing that Nova 20 00:00:43,277 --> 00:00:46,612 gets to go with her father and Stella does not. 21 00:00:46,680 --> 00:00:49,548 - How do you think virtual school is going? 22 00:00:49,617 --> 00:00:50,749 - Not good. 23 00:00:50,818 --> 00:00:52,017 - I'm just... - I'm going to check... 24 00:00:52,086 --> 00:00:53,218 No. It's already submitted. 25 00:00:53,287 --> 00:00:54,653 Isaac, we submitted it yesterday. 26 00:00:54,722 --> 00:00:56,021 - Like, your front door is going to be right about here. 27 00:00:56,090 --> 00:00:57,056 The fire room will be in there. 28 00:00:57,124 --> 00:00:58,690 - Facing this way. - Mm-hmm. 29 00:00:58,759 --> 00:01:00,392 - We're going to start building a house soon. You guys think 30 00:01:00,461 --> 00:01:02,261 it's going to be better than the Middletown house? 31 00:01:02,329 --> 00:01:03,629 - Yeah. - Yeah. 32 00:01:03,697 --> 00:01:06,698 - I sold the Middletown house, so that's done, 33 00:01:06,767 --> 00:01:08,867 and we go to settlement next week. 34 00:01:08,936 --> 00:01:10,069 - Hello? - I'm done. 35 00:01:10,137 --> 00:01:11,970 I could literally cry. 36 00:01:12,039 --> 00:01:13,972 Like, I'm going to cry from the relief. 37 00:01:14,041 --> 00:01:15,741 - You ready to go to daycare? - No. 38 00:01:15,810 --> 00:01:17,109 - I love you. 39 00:01:17,178 --> 00:01:18,310 - [cries] 40 00:01:18,379 --> 00:01:20,145 - I'll see you in a little bit, okay? 41 00:01:20,214 --> 00:01:23,916 I asked Sean if he could take Kloie for the night 42 00:01:23,984 --> 00:01:25,951 and watch her, because I had to work a double. 43 00:01:26,020 --> 00:01:28,220 - Yeah. - And he told me no, 44 00:01:28,289 --> 00:01:30,856 that he basically needed a break from both of us. 45 00:01:30,925 --> 00:01:36,095 Kloie really needs to see two parents that can communicate 46 00:01:36,163 --> 00:01:37,496 with each other good. 47 00:01:37,565 --> 00:01:39,164 - I just felt like you didn't want me around, 48 00:01:39,233 --> 00:01:40,833 so I didn't bother you. 49 00:01:40,901 --> 00:01:42,801 - Some of the issues that we used to have 50 00:01:42,870 --> 00:01:44,103 we don't have anymore. 51 00:01:44,171 --> 00:01:45,571 - You love him. - Yeah. 52 00:01:45,639 --> 00:01:47,840 - Like, it's very clear, and, like, how much you guys 53 00:01:49,343 --> 00:01:51,543 super amazing just in the last, like, year we've seen you guys. 54 00:01:51,612 --> 00:01:53,712 Like, it's crazy how much we've seen. 55 00:01:53,781 --> 00:01:55,114 - It was a lot. - It was a lot. 56 00:01:55,182 --> 00:01:57,049 - So I still got one more present... 57 00:01:57,118 --> 00:01:58,317 - Okay. 58 00:01:58,385 --> 00:01:59,251 - That I actually want to give you. 59 00:01:59,320 --> 00:02:03,255 - Sure. - Stand up. 60 00:02:03,324 --> 00:02:06,191 I would like to ask you, "Will you marry me?" 61 00:02:08,262 --> 00:02:11,163 [upbeat rock music] 62 00:02:11,232 --> 00:02:18,370 ♪ ♪ 63 00:02:29,517 --> 00:02:33,452 - So I would like to ask you, "Will you marry me?" 64 00:02:35,923 --> 00:02:38,957 - Mm-hmm. Yeah. 65 00:02:39,026 --> 00:02:41,994 [upbeat music] 66 00:02:42,062 --> 00:02:45,831 ♪ ♪ 67 00:02:45,900 --> 00:02:47,366 - Oh, my eyelashes are going to come off. 68 00:02:47,434 --> 00:02:51,570 - [indistinct]. Yep. Let me see that. Come here. 69 00:02:51,639 --> 00:02:55,174 - ♪ When you grab onto me I can be anything ♪ 70 00:02:55,242 --> 00:02:59,678 - You okay? 71 00:02:59,747 --> 00:03:01,213 You all right? 72 00:03:01,282 --> 00:03:02,814 - Ow, [bleep]! Yes! 73 00:03:07,087 --> 00:03:09,021 - ♪ Now you're with me ♪ 74 00:03:09,089 --> 00:03:10,155 - Give me a kiss. 75 00:03:10,224 --> 00:03:12,191 - ♪ I don't need no excuse ♪ 76 00:03:12,259 --> 00:03:15,327 I love you. 77 00:03:15,396 --> 00:03:18,397 [line trilling] 78 00:03:18,465 --> 00:03:21,333 - Mom. - [laughs] 79 00:03:21,402 --> 00:03:23,702 I'm crying, but look. 80 00:03:23,771 --> 00:03:26,772 - [laughs] 81 00:03:26,840 --> 00:03:31,443 - I can't stop crying. It's so annoying. 82 00:03:31,512 --> 00:03:35,714 - Yep. Yeah. - I told you. 83 00:03:35,783 --> 00:03:37,883 - Let me see your finger, baby. - Oh, my God. And I had-- 84 00:03:37,952 --> 00:03:40,385 I just got Gucci glasses. That's all I got. 85 00:03:40,454 --> 00:03:44,256 - Let me see your finger. - [laughs] 86 00:03:44,325 --> 00:03:45,857 - You kept this a secret? 87 00:03:45,926 --> 00:03:47,626 How long you knew? 88 00:03:47,695 --> 00:03:50,128 - I've known for... - You sneaky, sneaky. 89 00:03:50,197 --> 00:03:52,998 - Look at that. Look at that. 90 00:03:55,736 --> 00:03:57,569 - Oh, me too. - I'm happy for you. 91 00:03:57,638 --> 00:04:00,539 - Okay. I love you. - Bye. 92 00:04:00,608 --> 00:04:03,909 - I love it. Thank you, baby. 93 00:04:03,978 --> 00:04:05,944 - I appreciate you. 94 00:04:06,013 --> 00:04:07,813 - I love you. 95 00:04:07,881 --> 00:04:10,849 I love you, I mean. I didn't mean to say that. 96 00:04:10,918 --> 00:04:12,884 [indistinct]. 97 00:04:12,953 --> 00:04:14,253 I love you too. 98 00:04:14,321 --> 00:04:16,421 [gentle music] 99 00:04:16,490 --> 00:04:23,562 ♪ ♪ 100 00:04:27,201 --> 00:04:29,801 - ♪ Glitter glow like a disco ball ♪ 101 00:04:29,870 --> 00:04:31,703 ♪ Up high in the middle ♪ 102 00:04:31,772 --> 00:04:33,839 ♪ Spinning in front of them all ♪ 103 00:04:33,907 --> 00:04:35,607 - Sean has been coming around more to see Kloie, 104 00:04:35,676 --> 00:04:37,142 and we're in a good place. 105 00:04:37,211 --> 00:04:38,610 We're still living separately, and that allows us 106 00:04:38,679 --> 00:04:40,178 to be better coparents. 107 00:04:40,247 --> 00:04:43,682 ♪ ♪ 108 00:04:43,751 --> 00:04:45,083 [laughs] 109 00:04:45,152 --> 00:04:46,685 - I'm taking a picture of you. 110 00:04:46,754 --> 00:04:49,588 - You're taking a picture of me? 111 00:04:49,657 --> 00:04:51,723 - I'll take a picture of you. - Yeah. 112 00:04:51,792 --> 00:04:54,693 - You got to pose like a monster. 113 00:04:54,762 --> 00:04:58,397 [imitates camera flashing] 114 00:04:58,465 --> 00:05:00,132 Here is your camera, miss. 115 00:05:00,200 --> 00:05:01,366 - Here is your camera, miss. 116 00:05:01,435 --> 00:05:04,369 ♪ ♪ 117 00:05:04,438 --> 00:05:08,440 So my lease is up here, 118 00:05:08,509 --> 00:05:10,309 and I've been looking at other places, 119 00:05:10,377 --> 00:05:13,078 and I found this house online that I want to go look at. 120 00:05:13,147 --> 00:05:15,480 I just want to get out of this city as soon as possible, 121 00:05:15,549 --> 00:05:18,984 because I just don't like living in this area, 122 00:05:19,053 --> 00:05:20,552 so I think it would just be better, 123 00:05:20,621 --> 00:05:22,587 especially with Kloie getting older. 124 00:05:22,656 --> 00:05:23,822 I want her to be able to play outside 125 00:05:23,891 --> 00:05:25,157 and not have to worry about her, 126 00:05:25,225 --> 00:05:26,792 and I feel like in the city, 127 00:05:26,860 --> 00:05:29,394 like, the street we live on, there's too much traffic, 128 00:05:29,463 --> 00:05:31,196 and there's too many cars driving fast. 129 00:05:31,265 --> 00:05:34,800 Like, I just don't--I need something more safe, you know? 130 00:05:34,868 --> 00:05:38,503 - If you think you want to move, you should probably move. 131 00:05:38,572 --> 00:05:40,772 - Yeah. I'm going to look at that house tomorrow. 132 00:05:40,841 --> 00:05:42,741 Can you watch her while I'm gone? 133 00:05:42,810 --> 00:05:47,012 - Yeah. - Us being able to work out 134 00:05:47,081 --> 00:05:49,114 schedules and [bleep], like, it's been... 135 00:05:49,183 --> 00:05:50,482 - Yeah. 136 00:05:50,551 --> 00:05:52,050 - It's definitely easier when you're there 137 00:05:52,119 --> 00:05:53,485 and you're consistent and you're helping out. 138 00:05:53,554 --> 00:05:55,554 Everything has been a lot better. 139 00:05:55,622 --> 00:05:57,756 - Yeah. I just don't like where I'm at, 140 00:05:57,825 --> 00:05:59,691 so I'm, like, not happy, you know? 141 00:05:59,760 --> 00:06:01,560 I know Kloie doesn't like it where I'm staying. 142 00:06:01,628 --> 00:06:02,928 It's too small. 143 00:06:02,996 --> 00:06:07,632 - Yeah. I know. I think the space has helped. 144 00:06:07,701 --> 00:06:12,637 I want to keep things how they are right now, 145 00:06:12,706 --> 00:06:14,639 make sure our communication stays good 146 00:06:14,708 --> 00:06:19,678 and stay coparenting and getting along. 147 00:06:19,747 --> 00:06:21,513 - Mm-hmm. 148 00:06:21,582 --> 00:06:25,150 - But I think everything will be all good. 149 00:06:25,219 --> 00:06:27,352 - I have mixed feelings about the way things are going right 150 00:06:27,421 --> 00:06:32,424 now, because Jade and I are not living together right now. 151 00:06:32,493 --> 00:06:35,494 I'm staying at an extended-stay hotel, 152 00:06:35,562 --> 00:06:38,397 so us living apart right now 153 00:06:38,465 --> 00:06:40,866 is definitely not a bad thing, 154 00:06:40,934 --> 00:06:45,537 but she seems to be doing better than I am for sure. 155 00:06:45,606 --> 00:06:47,472 Right now, I'm not the happiest, 156 00:06:47,541 --> 00:06:50,675 but we're getting along, and Kloie is happy, 157 00:06:50,744 --> 00:06:55,080 so that's all that matters. 158 00:06:55,149 --> 00:06:57,082 - DeVoin has been seeing Nova on Saturdays, 159 00:06:57,151 --> 00:06:58,450 and it's going well, 160 00:06:58,519 --> 00:07:00,085 but almost all of the responsibility 161 00:07:00,154 --> 00:07:02,421 for the girls still falls on me. 162 00:07:02,489 --> 00:07:04,990 [upbeat music] 163 00:07:05,058 --> 00:07:07,259 - These are so bad for you but so good. 164 00:07:07,327 --> 00:07:09,995 ♪ ♪ 165 00:07:10,063 --> 00:07:11,963 [phone dings] 166 00:07:12,032 --> 00:07:13,498 Lewis texted me. 167 00:07:13,567 --> 00:07:15,534 - Oh, [bleep]. 168 00:07:15,602 --> 00:07:17,402 - He said, "Can I see Stella Sunday? 169 00:07:17,471 --> 00:07:20,639 Also steal some of your time?" 170 00:07:20,707 --> 00:07:23,542 I guess he wants to talk to me. 171 00:07:23,610 --> 00:07:26,144 - Holy [bleep]. - See Stella. 172 00:07:26,213 --> 00:07:27,679 - When is the last time he saw her? 173 00:07:27,748 --> 00:07:29,047 - I don't know. 174 00:07:29,116 --> 00:07:33,051 - I'm just going to write back, "Okay." 175 00:07:33,120 --> 00:07:35,554 I wonder how that's going to go. 176 00:07:35,622 --> 00:07:37,656 Why is always some curveballs happened? 177 00:07:37,724 --> 00:07:40,926 - Hey, and, like, why? - If it's not one baby daddy, 178 00:07:40,994 --> 00:07:42,427 it's another. Like, I haven't... 179 00:07:42,496 --> 00:07:45,363 like, DeVoin has been chill for the last few weeks, 180 00:07:45,432 --> 00:07:47,699 and now Lewis just randomly pops up. 181 00:07:47,768 --> 00:07:49,468 - You know what? Her life is peaceful. 182 00:07:49,536 --> 00:07:52,137 We're going to [bleep] right now. 183 00:07:52,206 --> 00:07:56,074 - I just wish he was, like, in Stella's life. 184 00:07:56,143 --> 00:07:59,311 - Mm-hmm. Of course. 185 00:07:59,379 --> 00:08:01,780 - But all you can do is 186 00:08:01,849 --> 00:08:03,582 continue to do what you're doing, Bri. 187 00:08:03,650 --> 00:08:07,452 You're doing everything you can and plus more for those girls. 188 00:08:07,521 --> 00:08:08,753 You're never going to know what 189 00:08:08,822 --> 00:08:11,656 it is to not have somebody that loves them, 190 00:08:11,725 --> 00:08:14,893 to not have what they want, 191 00:08:14,962 --> 00:08:17,896 to not have what they need. 192 00:08:17,965 --> 00:08:21,199 It just sucks that he-- that he isn't there. 193 00:08:21,268 --> 00:08:24,102 - Yeah. I just feel so bad for Stella, 194 00:08:24,171 --> 00:08:27,873 like, oh, my God, 195 00:08:27,941 --> 00:08:30,742 my sweet, sweet, sweet, sweet Stelly. 196 00:08:30,811 --> 00:08:33,712 [somber music] 197 00:08:33,780 --> 00:08:36,381 ♪ ♪ 198 00:08:36,450 --> 00:08:39,684 - [speaking Spanish] 199 00:08:39,753 --> 00:08:46,858 ♪ ♪ 200 00:08:55,602 --> 00:08:58,803 - ♪ I am a champion ♪ 201 00:08:58,872 --> 00:09:01,106 - I'm glad the old house is officially behind me 202 00:09:01,174 --> 00:09:03,475 and looking forward to building our new home. 203 00:09:03,544 --> 00:09:04,776 The boys are with me this week, 204 00:09:04,845 --> 00:09:06,211 and they do a hybrid learning schedule, 205 00:09:06,280 --> 00:09:08,713 which means both virtual and in-person school. 206 00:09:08,782 --> 00:09:10,415 When they're home, I oversee their work, 207 00:09:10,484 --> 00:09:13,118 and it can be a little frustrating for all of us. 208 00:09:13,186 --> 00:09:15,353 Isaac, are you ready for me to check it yet or no? 209 00:09:15,422 --> 00:09:16,755 - Yeah. 210 00:09:16,823 --> 00:09:20,725 - All right. Then let me check it. Bring it to me. 211 00:09:20,794 --> 00:09:24,963 - Here. Let me see this. 212 00:09:25,032 --> 00:09:27,666 - He put "I don't know" on the rest of those. 213 00:09:27,734 --> 00:09:29,134 - He put "I don't know"? - I'm just joking. 214 00:09:29,202 --> 00:09:31,970 - No, I did not. 215 00:09:32,039 --> 00:09:35,340 - Okay. Had requested, was hoping, has chosen, 216 00:09:35,409 --> 00:09:36,875 had researched, had liked, 217 00:09:36,944 --> 00:09:39,277 is arriving, have prepared, was ... 218 00:09:39,346 --> 00:09:41,379 Okay. Good job. You did a good job on that one. 219 00:09:41,448 --> 00:09:42,747 - Thank you. 220 00:09:42,816 --> 00:09:44,816 - And what about all the other assignments? 221 00:09:44,885 --> 00:09:46,952 - I didn't know you were checking all of it. 222 00:09:47,020 --> 00:09:48,553 I just thought you were checking that one. 223 00:09:48,622 --> 00:09:49,888 - So what is--no. I'm checking all of it. 224 00:09:49,957 --> 00:09:52,524 I didn't check your work yesterday. 225 00:09:52,593 --> 00:09:54,059 Why? Are you worried? 226 00:09:54,127 --> 00:09:56,828 - I don't know. 227 00:09:56,897 --> 00:09:59,197 - "How does a bank make money?" 228 00:09:59,266 --> 00:10:01,266 "They make money by doing their job right." 229 00:10:01,335 --> 00:10:02,867 - Yeah. - No. 230 00:10:02,936 --> 00:10:07,606 A bank can make profit on the services it offers. 231 00:10:07,674 --> 00:10:10,675 - Oh. - So this answer is incorrect. 232 00:10:10,744 --> 00:10:13,545 I'm going to unsubmit this one. 233 00:10:13,614 --> 00:10:15,547 Re-answer them and then let me know. 234 00:10:15,616 --> 00:10:18,516 [light music] 235 00:10:18,585 --> 00:10:20,385 ♪ ♪ 236 00:10:20,454 --> 00:10:22,420 The boys are home today doing their work. 237 00:10:22,489 --> 00:10:25,123 The school sends us updates on COVID positivity rates, 238 00:10:25,192 --> 00:10:27,692 and I just got a notification. 239 00:10:27,761 --> 00:10:30,195 All right. Well, just found out 240 00:10:30,263 --> 00:10:33,698 that the boys are going back to 100% virtual learning. 241 00:10:33,767 --> 00:10:34,933 - As of... - ASAP. 242 00:10:35,002 --> 00:10:37,202 - Immediately? - Yeah. 243 00:10:37,270 --> 00:10:39,304 - So they had, what, like a couple weeks of hybrid, 244 00:10:39,373 --> 00:10:40,739 and now... 245 00:10:40,807 --> 00:10:42,007 - And they're hoping that they'll go back 246 00:10:42,075 --> 00:10:43,742 in the spring for back to virtual-- 247 00:10:43,810 --> 00:10:45,810 or back to hybrid. It's just a lot trying 248 00:10:45,879 --> 00:10:47,412 to make sure that they're getting all their work done. 249 00:10:47,481 --> 00:10:51,149 - And a big part of going to school is socialization. 250 00:10:51,218 --> 00:10:52,350 - Yeah. - It's not just about, like, 251 00:10:52,419 --> 00:10:54,052 learning, reading, and writing, and stuff. 252 00:10:54,121 --> 00:10:55,787 It's about, like, learning how to engage with... 253 00:10:55,856 --> 00:10:56,955 - Others. - Other people. 254 00:10:57,024 --> 00:10:57,956 - They want to see their friends. 255 00:10:58,025 --> 00:10:59,557 I asked Isaac this morning. 256 00:10:59,626 --> 00:11:02,293 I said, "When you were going to school, what was that like?" 257 00:11:02,362 --> 00:11:05,330 He said, "There's up to 12 people in a classroom. 258 00:11:05,399 --> 00:11:07,666 That's it," and they're looking forward 259 00:11:07,734 --> 00:11:09,834 to seeing those 12 kids and trying-- 260 00:11:09,903 --> 00:11:11,903 you know what I mean? So it's a struggle for them. 261 00:11:11,972 --> 00:11:13,972 They want to be-- they want to see their friends, 262 00:11:14,041 --> 00:11:16,241 and I know that there's literally nothing I can do. 263 00:11:16,309 --> 00:11:19,544 My hands are tied. I can't-- there's nothing I can do. 264 00:11:19,613 --> 00:11:21,179 And now I have to tell the boys 265 00:11:21,248 --> 00:11:22,781 they aren't going back to school. 266 00:11:25,185 --> 00:11:27,952 [upbeat music] 267 00:11:28,021 --> 00:11:29,988 - Aleeah, what do you enjoy about coming 268 00:11:30,057 --> 00:11:31,356 to therapy with us? - Food. 269 00:11:31,425 --> 00:11:33,024 - Just being able to, like, come down here. 270 00:11:33,093 --> 00:11:34,626 - The food. - The food? 271 00:11:34,695 --> 00:11:36,227 - Yeah. - What if we didn't get food? 272 00:11:36,296 --> 00:11:40,498 What if I said, "We're not getting food?" Then what? 273 00:11:40,567 --> 00:11:42,167 - [laughs] 274 00:11:42,235 --> 00:11:45,470 - ♪ A coil in the hills ♪ 275 00:11:45,539 --> 00:11:49,841 ♪ I play with fire, sweet fire ♪ 276 00:11:49,910 --> 00:11:51,910 - I'm getting the girls back later this week, 277 00:11:51,978 --> 00:11:54,145 and it's been good to have this time alone 278 00:11:54,214 --> 00:11:57,415 to process this tumor and what it could mean. 279 00:11:57,484 --> 00:11:59,884 - Of course on the day you choose to ask me 280 00:11:59,953 --> 00:12:01,453 to meet you here, I wear white shoes. 281 00:12:01,521 --> 00:12:03,254 - Mm-hmm. 282 00:12:03,323 --> 00:12:05,590 ♪ ♪ 283 00:12:05,659 --> 00:12:06,991 - So what'd you ... 284 00:12:07,060 --> 00:12:08,460 - Well, I went to the doctor the other day, 285 00:12:08,528 --> 00:12:10,528 because I was a little concerned about a lump 286 00:12:10,597 --> 00:12:13,698 that I had in my right breast. 287 00:12:13,767 --> 00:12:15,200 I went to my doctor, and he was like, 288 00:12:15,268 --> 00:12:16,768 "You know, it could be anything," 289 00:12:16,837 --> 00:12:19,204 and he sent me over to the imaging center. 290 00:12:19,272 --> 00:12:21,139 When I went for the ultrasound, 291 00:12:21,208 --> 00:12:24,109 they found a tumor in my right breast. 292 00:12:24,177 --> 00:12:27,846 But they didn't seem to think that it was cancerous. 293 00:12:27,914 --> 00:12:29,881 - But they can form to be... - That's what they said. 294 00:12:29,950 --> 00:12:31,616 They said they wanted to keep monitoring it, 295 00:12:31,685 --> 00:12:33,151 keep following it 296 00:12:33,220 --> 00:12:34,986 to make sure it didn't grow into anything else, 297 00:12:35,055 --> 00:12:36,688 so I'm definitely going to do that. 298 00:12:36,757 --> 00:12:40,325 As far as surgery, that scares the living [bleep] out me. 299 00:12:40,393 --> 00:12:41,292 - Yeah. Sure. 300 00:12:41,361 --> 00:12:42,961 - The last biggest surgery I had, 301 00:12:43,029 --> 00:12:45,463 they prescribed me prescription pain medication 302 00:12:45,532 --> 00:12:48,600 that I became addicted to. 303 00:12:48,668 --> 00:12:50,769 - Yeah. - So anything kind of 304 00:12:50,837 --> 00:12:52,737 open procedure 305 00:12:52,806 --> 00:12:54,606 literally scares the [bleep] out of me. 306 00:12:54,674 --> 00:12:55,940 - Right. - This is another thing. 307 00:12:56,009 --> 00:12:59,077 I do not have medical insurance. 308 00:12:59,146 --> 00:13:01,913 You know, before when the law was, you stay on your parents. 309 00:13:01,982 --> 00:13:03,882 You could stay on your parents until you were 26. 310 00:13:03,950 --> 00:13:07,252 I had medical insurance. It didn't dawn on me 311 00:13:07,320 --> 00:13:10,221 that I would, like, situations like this would occur. 312 00:13:10,290 --> 00:13:12,056 I would just be like, "I'm not going to the doctor," 313 00:13:12,125 --> 00:13:13,825 because I didn't like going to the doctor. 314 00:13:13,894 --> 00:13:15,326 - I'm like that. 315 00:13:15,395 --> 00:13:17,362 - I would do everything to avoid going to a doctor, 316 00:13:17,430 --> 00:13:19,831 and now I'm like, "Okay, this is, like, serious." 317 00:13:19,900 --> 00:13:21,199 Medical insurance is important, 318 00:13:21,268 --> 00:13:23,501 and sometimes I don't think about it 319 00:13:23,570 --> 00:13:26,871 because my kids have medical insurance through their dad's, 320 00:13:26,940 --> 00:13:28,239 so I may not be able to do-- 321 00:13:28,308 --> 00:13:30,108 I'm not going to be able to do the procedure 322 00:13:30,177 --> 00:13:32,310 until I have medical insurance. That's all there is to it. 323 00:13:32,379 --> 00:13:34,279 - You know, it worries me about you having that 324 00:13:34,347 --> 00:13:35,747 and not knowing if it's cancerous, 325 00:13:35,816 --> 00:13:38,149 and you're being stubborn and hardheaded 326 00:13:38,218 --> 00:13:40,552 and not wanting to just do it. 327 00:13:40,620 --> 00:13:43,254 - Listen, I'm a Taurus. - Yeah. It don't matter. 328 00:13:43,323 --> 00:13:44,322 It doesn't matter. 329 00:13:44,391 --> 00:13:46,457 - I get it, but at the same time-- 330 00:13:46,526 --> 00:13:51,262 I don't know. I just don't understand what-- 331 00:13:51,331 --> 00:13:55,800 what causes a tumor, because can this grow more? 332 00:13:55,869 --> 00:13:59,804 Or can this happen in my other breast? 333 00:13:59,873 --> 00:14:01,206 - Well, those don't just go away. 334 00:14:01,274 --> 00:14:03,107 That's why they have to be removed. 335 00:14:03,176 --> 00:14:06,177 - Yeah. That's what they said. - It can cause more to grow, 336 00:14:06,246 --> 00:14:09,948 or that one can get really, really big, like, big, big. 337 00:14:10,016 --> 00:14:15,353 - I'm anxious about any kind of procedure. 338 00:14:15,422 --> 00:14:21,359 ♪ ♪ 339 00:14:24,531 --> 00:14:27,699 [upbeat music] 340 00:14:27,767 --> 00:14:30,501 - Lewis is never consistent, but Stella still deserves 341 00:14:30,570 --> 00:14:32,503 to have a relationship with her dad, 342 00:14:32,572 --> 00:14:35,840 so I texted him to make a plan for today. 343 00:14:35,909 --> 00:14:38,276 - Oh, this looks like a muscle shirt on him. 344 00:14:38,345 --> 00:14:39,277 I can't. I can't. 345 00:14:39,346 --> 00:14:41,346 - Let me see. - Oh, my God. 346 00:14:41,414 --> 00:14:44,883 Look at him. That looks like a muscle shirt. 347 00:14:44,951 --> 00:14:47,518 Look, look, look, look. 348 00:14:47,587 --> 00:14:52,156 Open the door. 349 00:14:52,225 --> 00:14:54,859 - So what are you going to do today? 350 00:14:54,928 --> 00:14:57,128 - Well, Lewis texted me, 351 00:14:57,197 --> 00:14:59,664 and he said that he wants to see Stella. 352 00:14:59,733 --> 00:15:02,800 - Out of the blue? - Mm-hmm. 353 00:15:02,869 --> 00:15:04,335 And he wants to talk to me, 354 00:15:04,404 --> 00:15:06,204 so we're gonna meet in a little bit. 355 00:15:06,273 --> 00:15:09,207 - Does she know? - I told her. 356 00:15:09,276 --> 00:15:14,279 - Stella. - Where are we going today? 357 00:15:15,782 --> 00:15:16,915 - With who? 358 00:15:16,983 --> 00:15:18,216 - With Lewis! 359 00:15:18,285 --> 00:15:20,785 - Oh, your daddy. - Uh-huh. 360 00:15:20,854 --> 00:15:22,620 - Are you excited? - Mm-hmm. 361 00:15:22,689 --> 00:15:24,856 - Okay. 362 00:15:26,960 --> 00:15:28,993 - He works so hard. I know. That's why. 363 00:15:29,062 --> 00:15:32,030 - He's always busy. 364 00:15:32,098 --> 00:15:34,565 - He's still living in Florida, in Orlando? 365 00:15:34,634 --> 00:15:35,667 Oh, my God. 366 00:15:35,735 --> 00:15:38,569 - I have no idea, Roxanne. 367 00:15:38,638 --> 00:15:41,105 - Is he still helping you with daycare? 368 00:15:41,174 --> 00:15:42,907 When was the last time he helped? 369 00:15:42,976 --> 00:15:45,176 - I don't remember. It's been a few months. 370 00:15:45,245 --> 00:15:48,112 - I feel like he stays away when he's financially okay, 371 00:15:48,181 --> 00:15:51,382 and then when he's tight, he comes back. 372 00:15:51,451 --> 00:15:53,418 I hope that's not the case this time. 373 00:15:53,486 --> 00:15:55,787 - I don't know. I guess we'll see. I just-- 374 00:15:55,855 --> 00:15:57,956 I don't like the fact that he thinks he can just come 375 00:15:58,024 --> 00:15:59,457 and go when he pleases, you know? 376 00:15:59,526 --> 00:16:00,892 'Cause either you're in or you're out. 377 00:16:00,961 --> 00:16:02,193 You can't have both. 378 00:16:05,765 --> 00:16:08,132 [upbeat music] 379 00:16:08,201 --> 00:16:11,602 - Oh. We're coming up on the sea lions. 380 00:16:11,671 --> 00:16:14,072 - Oh! Where's my phone? Here, Papa, take... 381 00:16:14,140 --> 00:16:15,406 [sea lions barking] 382 00:16:15,475 --> 00:16:17,241 - What's up? 383 00:16:17,310 --> 00:16:21,079 You about to come towards me? 384 00:16:21,147 --> 00:16:25,083 - So I got a ring, and it is very shiny, 385 00:16:25,151 --> 00:16:28,853 and it is very expensive, and it's pretty, 386 00:16:28,922 --> 00:16:29,988 and I've very excited. 387 00:16:30,056 --> 00:16:31,055 I want to take a video, 388 00:16:31,124 --> 00:16:33,725 but I'm too scare to turn around. 389 00:16:33,793 --> 00:16:39,564 ♪ ♪ 390 00:16:39,632 --> 00:16:43,001 - The fact that my mom is like, "I'm blessing this. 391 00:16:43,069 --> 00:16:44,302 You guys have been doing good," 392 00:16:44,371 --> 00:16:46,637 I feel like I'm doing the right thing. 393 00:16:46,706 --> 00:16:49,474 I can move forward with their support. 394 00:16:49,542 --> 00:16:52,210 We did have a rough last year. 395 00:16:52,278 --> 00:16:53,845 - I done came here in and [bleep] 396 00:16:53,913 --> 00:16:55,646 sat down with your punk ass. - We haven't [indistinct] ... 397 00:16:55,715 --> 00:16:56,914 watch your mouth in front 398 00:16:56,983 --> 00:16:58,516 of my little sister and my daughter. 399 00:16:58,585 --> 00:16:59,751 - You been talking the whole time. 400 00:16:59,819 --> 00:17:01,119 - Watch your mouth though. 401 00:17:01,187 --> 00:17:02,353 - Trying to tell me to watch my mouth now. 402 00:17:02,422 --> 00:17:04,288 - Watch your mouth. - Why are you-- 403 00:17:04,357 --> 00:17:05,890 so then what's the issue? - It's no issue. 404 00:17:05,959 --> 00:17:07,658 I'm trying to tell your stupid ass it's not an issue. 405 00:17:07,727 --> 00:17:09,494 - I'm not stupid. I'm more educated than you are. 406 00:17:09,562 --> 00:17:11,896 - I'm gone. - I held you for four years. 407 00:17:11,965 --> 00:17:13,097 - Go ahead. 408 00:17:13,166 --> 00:17:14,532 - You want to talk to that [bleep]? 409 00:17:14,601 --> 00:17:15,500 Don't play with me. 410 00:17:15,568 --> 00:17:16,968 - I feel like some people might be 411 00:17:17,037 --> 00:17:18,236 looking with a side eye; you feel me? 412 00:17:18,304 --> 00:17:19,804 But I'm going to marry him anyway. 413 00:17:19,873 --> 00:17:22,340 I really just am. He's done what I need him to do. 414 00:17:22,409 --> 00:17:24,475 I've done what he needs me to do. 415 00:17:24,544 --> 00:17:26,711 We're working it out, so I mean, I'm just in a space 416 00:17:26,780 --> 00:17:28,980 where it's, like, I'm going to move how I feel. 417 00:17:29,049 --> 00:17:30,815 I'm excited to be engaged to Bar, 418 00:17:30,884 --> 00:17:32,950 but I'm worried about bringing our families together 419 00:17:33,019 --> 00:17:35,787 since they've gone off the rails at past events, 420 00:17:35,855 --> 00:17:37,121 so we need to figure out 421 00:17:37,190 --> 00:17:38,523 what our wedding is going to look like. 422 00:17:38,591 --> 00:17:41,025 - So do you want to talk about this wedding? 423 00:17:41,094 --> 00:17:42,326 Do you care to weigh in on that 424 00:17:42,395 --> 00:17:44,262 at all anymore, like, what you... 425 00:17:44,330 --> 00:17:46,130 - I don't know. I don't know. - But I mean, 426 00:17:46,199 --> 00:17:47,498 it's, like, honestly with me it's like-- 427 00:17:47,567 --> 00:17:49,333 - My heart is like, "Girl, have your [bleep] wedding. 428 00:17:49,402 --> 00:17:50,802 Don't let nobody take this from you." 429 00:17:50,870 --> 00:17:53,271 My brain is like, "Girl, don't you [bleep] dare." 430 00:17:53,339 --> 00:17:58,109 We do know what comes with trying to, you know, merge. 431 00:17:58,178 --> 00:17:59,577 - Get in. - You don't even tell 432 00:17:59,646 --> 00:18:00,745 the truth! - Take her! Take her! Take her! 433 00:18:00,814 --> 00:18:01,913 Take her! Take her! - Bitch! 434 00:18:01,981 --> 00:18:03,614 - We came to celebrate a birthday. 435 00:18:03,683 --> 00:18:05,850 - Not with you, bitch. - Oh, well, bitch. 436 00:18:05,919 --> 00:18:07,185 - Get the [bleep] out of here. 437 00:18:07,253 --> 00:18:11,022 I don't want to even be stressed like that. 438 00:18:11,091 --> 00:18:12,723 Also, a wedding is not just a wedding. 439 00:18:12,792 --> 00:18:15,493 There's a series of events that take place before a wedding. 440 00:18:15,562 --> 00:18:19,263 Part of me wants to be, like, have a little engagement party 441 00:18:19,332 --> 00:18:20,998 or have something and see how it goes. 442 00:18:21,067 --> 00:18:23,468 - I feel like--I don't know. I guess we just got to keep 443 00:18:23,536 --> 00:18:26,070 talking and figure out exactly what we want to do 444 00:18:26,139 --> 00:18:27,505 and make the decision. It's not like we got 445 00:18:27,574 --> 00:18:29,540 to make the decision right at this moment. 446 00:18:29,609 --> 00:18:34,011 - No. You and I need to do what's best for our family, 447 00:18:34,080 --> 00:18:38,082 because we always argue over other people's [bleep]. 448 00:18:38,151 --> 00:18:39,617 It's, like, we've been doing fine. 449 00:18:39,686 --> 00:18:41,486 We've been doing well. Let's just keep doing 450 00:18:41,554 --> 00:18:42,987 what we've been doing. That's what's best for us. 451 00:18:43,056 --> 00:18:46,324 - Right. I'm down with it. 452 00:18:46,392 --> 00:18:49,093 - I'm so sad that we cannot 453 00:18:49,162 --> 00:18:51,496 just spiral into a world of wedding, 454 00:18:51,564 --> 00:18:53,631 because I just-- that's what I want it to be. 455 00:18:53,700 --> 00:18:56,667 Unfortunately, it's just the same stress 456 00:18:56,736 --> 00:18:59,937 with trying to blend two families. 457 00:19:00,006 --> 00:19:03,674 I don't want the stress of that 458 00:19:03,743 --> 00:19:07,678 to become heavier than us getting married. 459 00:19:07,747 --> 00:19:13,618 ♪ ♪ 460 00:19:16,856 --> 00:19:20,191 [upbeat rock music] 461 00:19:20,260 --> 00:19:21,993 - I just looked at a house that I loved, 462 00:19:22,061 --> 00:19:23,728 so I put in an application. 463 00:19:23,796 --> 00:19:25,463 I'm glad Sean is being supportive, 464 00:19:25,532 --> 00:19:26,964 even though we're not living together, 465 00:19:27,033 --> 00:19:29,667 so we'll see where things go after the move. 466 00:19:29,736 --> 00:19:31,669 ♪ ♪ 467 00:19:31,738 --> 00:19:33,838 - Your name's Buttman. 468 00:19:33,907 --> 00:19:39,043 Buttman. That's a cool name. 469 00:19:39,112 --> 00:19:42,046 - Okay, so I just got a call. 470 00:19:42,115 --> 00:19:44,382 - Yeah. - And the guy 471 00:19:44,450 --> 00:19:46,984 basically told me, like, I was approved, 472 00:19:47,053 --> 00:19:48,386 and I got the house, 473 00:19:48,454 --> 00:19:52,857 and I basically need to start packing my [bleep], 474 00:19:52,926 --> 00:19:55,293 and I can move in as soon as I sign my lease tomorrow. 475 00:19:55,361 --> 00:19:57,662 - Oh, my gosh. - Kloie, high-five. 476 00:19:57,730 --> 00:19:58,763 You want a new house? 477 00:19:58,831 --> 00:20:00,565 - Whoo. - New house? 478 00:20:00,633 --> 00:20:02,300 She's like, "I don't even know what..." 479 00:20:02,368 --> 00:20:03,968 We've been here for years. - Yeah. 480 00:20:04,037 --> 00:20:06,571 - And I think that it's time for me to kind of, like... 481 00:20:06,639 --> 00:20:08,005 - A change? - Yeah, and I want to move. 482 00:20:08,074 --> 00:20:09,774 The area is, like, a super good area. 483 00:20:09,842 --> 00:20:11,275 It's in the suburbs. 484 00:20:11,344 --> 00:20:14,078 It's in a quiet, nice residential neighborhood. 485 00:20:14,147 --> 00:20:15,279 I feel like my commute to my job 486 00:20:15,348 --> 00:20:16,847 is going to be a lot shorter, 487 00:20:16,916 --> 00:20:19,150 and then it's also not too far away from daycare. 488 00:20:19,219 --> 00:20:20,685 - Who's going to move your stuff for you? 489 00:20:20,753 --> 00:20:22,787 - Sean, and then my parents said that they would help. 490 00:20:22,855 --> 00:20:24,589 They were like, "If you go and rent, like, 491 00:20:24,657 --> 00:20:26,524 a truck, like, we'll help you put everything in." 492 00:20:26,593 --> 00:20:28,859 So I'm like, maybe I'll just do that, 493 00:20:28,928 --> 00:20:31,329 and moving is always a [bleep] show for me. 494 00:20:31,397 --> 00:20:34,632 - Hello? Police department. - Ooh! 495 00:20:34,701 --> 00:20:36,334 - He's screaming, because he's mad I'm taking the furniture. 496 00:20:36,402 --> 00:20:40,371 I'm like, "It's my furniture." Shut the [bleep] up! 497 00:20:40,440 --> 00:20:42,840 You [bleep] bitch! - Get out. 498 00:20:42,909 --> 00:20:44,375 - What a [bleep] [bleep]! 499 00:20:44,444 --> 00:20:46,444 - I'm so [bleep] mad right now! 500 00:20:46,512 --> 00:20:48,946 No one understands how [bleep] mad I am! 501 00:20:49,015 --> 00:20:50,648 - So many people have lived here with me, 502 00:20:50,717 --> 00:20:52,583 and there's been so much [bleep] with, 503 00:20:52,652 --> 00:20:54,452 you know, me and Sean, like, living here, 504 00:20:54,520 --> 00:20:56,654 and I need to start over 505 00:20:56,723 --> 00:20:58,689 and feel like I have a house that's just mine. 506 00:20:58,758 --> 00:21:00,591 I'm trying to make the best of this new year, 507 00:21:00,660 --> 00:21:02,260 so I'm, like, wherever I move, like, 508 00:21:02,328 --> 00:21:04,328 I'm going to make the best of my situation, 509 00:21:04,397 --> 00:21:06,030 so I'm just excited to, like, 510 00:21:06,099 --> 00:21:08,633 start this new chapter in my life. 511 00:21:08,701 --> 00:21:11,402 - Yay. 512 00:21:11,471 --> 00:21:15,239 - ♪ You keep kneeling to your phone ♪ 513 00:21:15,308 --> 00:21:18,209 ♪ In between two rooms ♪ 514 00:21:18,278 --> 00:21:20,845 ♪ At the club ♪ 515 00:21:20,913 --> 00:21:23,281 - This place is a mess. Come here. 516 00:21:23,349 --> 00:21:25,283 Let me put your hair up. - No! 517 00:21:25,351 --> 00:21:27,018 - Remember what we talked about? 518 00:21:27,086 --> 00:21:30,955 That's what I thought. 519 00:21:31,024 --> 00:21:32,857 I thought that was my bracelet. 520 00:21:32,925 --> 00:21:34,091 - No. It's mine. 521 00:21:34,160 --> 00:21:37,094 - So I have some bad news for you guys. 522 00:21:37,163 --> 00:21:38,296 - Why? 523 00:21:38,364 --> 00:21:43,301 - You guys are not going back to school. 524 00:21:43,369 --> 00:21:45,903 - Forever? - Until further notice, 525 00:21:45,972 --> 00:21:47,672 so I told both of your dads, 526 00:21:47,740 --> 00:21:51,175 and then I also told them that if they needed any help 527 00:21:51,244 --> 00:21:53,477 that I would help them as much as I can. 528 00:21:53,546 --> 00:21:54,779 How do you guys feel? 529 00:21:54,847 --> 00:21:56,647 - Horrible. 530 00:21:56,716 --> 00:21:59,717 - What did you like about going to in-person school? 531 00:21:59,786 --> 00:22:01,619 - I didn't have to stay home all day. 532 00:22:01,688 --> 00:22:04,455 I could go see my friends and stuff. 533 00:22:04,524 --> 00:22:08,893 - And then what do you like about staying home? 534 00:22:08,961 --> 00:22:10,227 - Nothing. 535 00:22:10,296 --> 00:22:11,562 - [laughs] 536 00:22:11,631 --> 00:22:15,566 - Lincoln was in one my Zoom calls, 537 00:22:15,635 --> 00:22:18,669 and he was bugging me while I was on my Zoom... 538 00:22:18,738 --> 00:22:21,572 - Lincoln! - In the old house. 539 00:22:21,641 --> 00:22:24,608 - Lincoln, you cannot be doing that on his Zoom calls. 540 00:22:24,677 --> 00:22:25,876 - She said-- 541 00:22:25,945 --> 00:22:26,877 - You're not going to do it either, right? 542 00:22:26,946 --> 00:22:28,245 - Uh-uh. 543 00:22:28,314 --> 00:22:29,347 - You're not going to annoy your brothers? 544 00:22:29,415 --> 00:22:33,317 Are they going to annoy you? They are? 545 00:22:33,386 --> 00:22:37,988 Are they annoying? They are? All right. I'm going upstairs. 546 00:22:38,057 --> 00:22:41,659 - Catch this football. Catch this football. 547 00:22:41,728 --> 00:22:45,229 ♪ ♪ 548 00:22:45,298 --> 00:22:48,265 - The online work is stupid, 549 00:22:48,334 --> 00:22:51,802 and the actual work at school 550 00:22:51,871 --> 00:22:54,105 is a lot better. 551 00:22:54,173 --> 00:22:59,143 I want for COVID not to exist. 552 00:22:59,212 --> 00:23:02,613 - That's the biggest change I want. 553 00:23:02,682 --> 00:23:06,984 That's the only change I want, 554 00:23:07,053 --> 00:23:09,587 COVID to not exist. 555 00:23:17,363 --> 00:23:20,664 [upbeat music] 556 00:23:20,733 --> 00:23:23,267 - I got the girls back from their dad's last night, 557 00:23:23,336 --> 00:23:25,803 and this morning I signed up for health insurance. 558 00:23:25,872 --> 00:23:26,804 - [indistinct]. 559 00:23:29,375 --> 00:23:30,508 - No. 560 00:23:30,576 --> 00:23:33,511 - You said I could. 561 00:23:33,579 --> 00:23:35,780 - Mom? - A Gucci belt? 562 00:23:35,848 --> 00:23:39,450 - You are 11 years old. I don't even have a Gucci belt. 563 00:23:39,519 --> 00:23:40,885 What do you mean? 564 00:23:40,953 --> 00:23:42,153 - Yeah. You have two. 565 00:23:42,221 --> 00:23:45,055 - No, I do not. They're from Target. 566 00:23:45,124 --> 00:23:49,827 Guess what. Your mama has medical insurance, guys. 567 00:23:49,896 --> 00:23:51,462 Yes. - Yeah. 568 00:23:51,531 --> 00:23:53,597 - So is that going to take care of everything, though? 569 00:23:53,666 --> 00:23:56,567 - No. It won't. It won't cover the tumor on my breast, 570 00:23:56,636 --> 00:23:58,869 because it's already a pre-existing condition. 571 00:23:58,938 --> 00:24:01,372 I've already had it checked and examined 572 00:24:01,441 --> 00:24:03,841 before I got medical insurance. 573 00:24:03,910 --> 00:24:05,342 - What's a tumor? 574 00:24:05,411 --> 00:24:09,880 - It's kind of like a cyst. It's a lump inside my breast. 575 00:24:09,949 --> 00:24:12,283 I know. It's kind of weird, right? 576 00:24:12,351 --> 00:24:16,887 - Can we please go play? - Yeah. Go play. 577 00:24:16,956 --> 00:24:18,756 [chatter] 578 00:24:18,825 --> 00:24:20,291 - So you haven't had insurance since you 579 00:24:20,359 --> 00:24:21,559 and Jeremy got divorced? 580 00:24:21,627 --> 00:24:22,560 - Yeah. - Right? 581 00:24:22,628 --> 00:24:23,894 - That's, like, six years. 582 00:24:23,963 --> 00:24:26,397 Before I just thought I could minimize my visits 583 00:24:26,466 --> 00:24:28,766 and just pay for it myself, which ends up, 584 00:24:28,835 --> 00:24:31,302 like, when you start really understanding your finances 585 00:24:31,370 --> 00:24:33,938 and how much you're putting out into medical expenses, 586 00:24:34,006 --> 00:24:35,940 I was like, "Wow. This is insane. 587 00:24:36,008 --> 00:24:39,276 I can't continue to do this." That's when I really realized 588 00:24:39,345 --> 00:24:40,678 that I needed medical insurance. 589 00:24:40,746 --> 00:24:43,414 - But moving forward with, like, potential... 590 00:24:43,483 --> 00:24:45,349 - But it won't cover-- it will not cover any 591 00:24:45,418 --> 00:24:46,517 pre-existing condition that I have. 592 00:24:46,586 --> 00:24:47,718 So it will not cover the tumor. 593 00:24:47,787 --> 00:24:49,186 - So nothing related to that? - No. 594 00:24:49,255 --> 00:24:53,457 I was worried about accumulating debt with this, 595 00:24:53,526 --> 00:24:55,926 you know, possibly having the procedure. 596 00:24:55,995 --> 00:24:58,395 I definitely busted my ass to get myself out 597 00:24:58,464 --> 00:25:01,165 of any kind of debt that I was in in the past, 598 00:25:01,234 --> 00:25:03,667 and that's why I don't know if I would really do it 599 00:25:03,736 --> 00:25:05,503 if it's not medically necessary, 600 00:25:05,571 --> 00:25:06,837 I mean, unless it was life or death. 601 00:25:06,906 --> 00:25:08,339 - Right. - So there's, like, 602 00:25:08,407 --> 00:25:09,507 two things that would weigh out here. 603 00:25:09,575 --> 00:25:10,641 Like, is it medically necessary? 604 00:25:10,710 --> 00:25:12,510 Is it something that is, 605 00:25:12,578 --> 00:25:14,144 you know, potentially cancerous? 606 00:25:14,213 --> 00:25:16,480 Is this something that could be, you know, grow into cancer? 607 00:25:16,549 --> 00:25:17,781 Whatever the doctor recommends 608 00:25:17,850 --> 00:25:20,818 is what I'll base my decision off of. 609 00:25:20,887 --> 00:25:21,919 - Yeah. 610 00:25:21,988 --> 00:25:23,621 - But if he's like, "You know what? 611 00:25:23,689 --> 00:25:25,222 "The tumor hasn't grown, and I think it's fine. 612 00:25:25,291 --> 00:25:30,060 It doesn't seem to look dangerous or harmful to you," 613 00:25:30,129 --> 00:25:33,197 yeah, I would probably eliminate spending $20,000, 614 00:25:33,266 --> 00:25:34,698 and I would deal with the discomfort. 615 00:25:34,767 --> 00:25:36,800 I'll continue to follow it and keep track of it 616 00:25:36,869 --> 00:25:39,904 and make sure it's nothing that is harmful or... 617 00:25:39,972 --> 00:25:41,939 - Right. Right, yeah. - You know? 618 00:25:42,008 --> 00:25:43,574 - I'll definitely do that, but any kind of 619 00:25:43,643 --> 00:25:46,010 emergency can happen, and it's just-- 620 00:25:46,078 --> 00:25:48,812 it feels better knowing that I have coverage. 621 00:25:51,250 --> 00:25:52,816 [upbeat music] 622 00:25:52,885 --> 00:25:54,718 - Lewis was supposed to text me this morning 623 00:25:54,787 --> 00:25:56,820 to let me know what time to meet him, 624 00:25:56,889 --> 00:25:58,622 but I still haven't heard from him. 625 00:25:58,691 --> 00:26:00,090 She's going to be jumping. 626 00:26:00,159 --> 00:26:02,059 - I don't care. You have to dress her up. 627 00:26:02,128 --> 00:26:04,328 What time is it now? 628 00:26:04,397 --> 00:26:07,631 - It is 1:00, 12:51. 629 00:26:07,700 --> 00:26:09,633 - Has he text you back? 630 00:26:09,702 --> 00:26:11,702 - Nope. - Today is Sunday. 631 00:26:11,771 --> 00:26:14,305 Yesterday was Saturday. He's probably DJing. 632 00:26:14,373 --> 00:26:17,408 - Mm-mm. - Just go. Take her in. 633 00:26:17,476 --> 00:26:18,842 - I'm going to just take them and go 634 00:26:18,911 --> 00:26:20,277 because I don't feel like waiting for him, 635 00:26:20,346 --> 00:26:21,679 because then we'll be waiting all day. 636 00:26:21,747 --> 00:26:23,948 This is not the first time. 637 00:26:24,016 --> 00:26:27,918 - Just being late is [bleep] up. 638 00:26:27,987 --> 00:26:30,387 There you go. Go put your sneakers on. 639 00:26:30,456 --> 00:26:33,490 - Let's go, Stelly. Put on your Crocs, Nova. 640 00:26:33,559 --> 00:26:35,259 You look cute. 641 00:26:35,328 --> 00:26:38,295 You ready to go jumping for a little bit? Yeah? 642 00:26:38,364 --> 00:26:41,932 - Okay. Have fun. - Okay. Let's go. 643 00:26:42,001 --> 00:26:43,300 Bye, Kai. See you later. 644 00:26:43,369 --> 00:26:46,904 - Bye, Kai. 645 00:26:46,973 --> 00:26:50,174 - Yeah. We'll come back soon. 646 00:26:51,844 --> 00:26:53,344 - Go sit in, Stelly belly. 647 00:26:53,412 --> 00:26:55,579 - Okay. 648 00:26:55,648 --> 00:26:59,149 [indistinct chatter] 649 00:26:59,218 --> 00:27:02,319 - Ay-yi-yi. 650 00:27:02,388 --> 00:27:03,554 Let's go. 651 00:27:03,623 --> 00:27:05,356 All right. Let's go, guys. 652 00:27:05,424 --> 00:27:10,094 - Okay. Come on. Let's rolly. 653 00:27:14,467 --> 00:27:15,866 - You've seen your daddy before. 654 00:27:23,242 --> 00:27:26,744 - Yeah. Your daddy has no hair. - Yeah. 655 00:27:26,812 --> 00:27:29,446 He has a little tiny hair. 656 00:27:29,515 --> 00:27:34,284 - Yeah. - Yeah, like--like... 657 00:27:34,353 --> 00:27:36,120 I know. - Like a pig? 658 00:27:36,188 --> 00:27:38,255 - No! Like a zebra. - Like Lego pieces. 659 00:27:38,324 --> 00:27:39,690 - Like a zebra. 660 00:27:39,759 --> 00:27:43,394 - A zebra? Honestly, I don't know where Lewis is. 661 00:27:43,462 --> 00:27:45,963 He did not text me back, 662 00:27:46,032 --> 00:27:49,900 so I guess we're just going to go us three, okay? 663 00:27:49,969 --> 00:27:51,301 - Okay. - I don't know where 664 00:27:51,370 --> 00:27:53,037 your daddy is, baby. 665 00:27:53,105 --> 00:27:56,340 - [Indistinct]. Love him. 666 00:27:56,409 --> 00:27:57,408 - You love him? 667 00:27:57,476 --> 00:27:58,609 - What if he's just there waiting? 668 00:27:58,678 --> 00:28:01,145 - Maybe. Let's see. 669 00:28:01,213 --> 00:28:04,081 - But then he probably would've answered then. 670 00:28:04,150 --> 00:28:06,950 - What did you say, Stella? - I love him. 671 00:28:07,019 --> 00:28:09,253 - You love him? - Mm-hmm. 672 00:28:09,321 --> 00:28:10,888 - Good. I know you do, baby. 673 00:28:10,956 --> 00:28:15,893 - ♪ I get the feeling something just ain't right ♪ 674 00:28:15,961 --> 00:28:19,096 ♪ Feel it deep in my bones ♪ 675 00:28:19,165 --> 00:28:22,466 ♪ And I know ♪ 676 00:28:22,535 --> 00:28:23,901 ♪ All your demons ♪ 677 00:28:23,969 --> 00:28:26,136 ♪ They come out at night ♪ 678 00:28:29,675 --> 00:28:32,976 [upbeat gentle music] 679 00:28:33,045 --> 00:28:34,678 - Bar and I are heading home. 680 00:28:34,747 --> 00:28:36,613 I'm so happy to be getting married, 681 00:28:36,682 --> 00:28:38,082 but it's tough to not be sure 682 00:28:38,150 --> 00:28:40,584 if we can have the wedding we really want. 683 00:28:40,653 --> 00:28:46,490 ♪ ♪ 684 00:28:46,559 --> 00:28:47,458 - [indistinct]. - Hey, Mom. 685 00:28:47,526 --> 00:28:48,759 - Hey. What's going on? 686 00:28:48,828 --> 00:28:50,828 - Hey, stinker boo. - Y'all matching, okay. 687 00:28:50,896 --> 00:28:53,564 - [indistinct]. - All right. All right. 688 00:28:53,632 --> 00:28:57,835 All right. Oh, your Mommy. 689 00:28:57,903 --> 00:29:00,437 - What's up, baby? - So what's going on? 690 00:29:00,506 --> 00:29:03,574 What's going on? Details. 691 00:29:03,642 --> 00:29:05,008 - Yes. - Let me see. 692 00:29:05,077 --> 00:29:07,244 - But you already knew, because you're a sneak. 693 00:29:07,313 --> 00:29:09,113 - Aww. 694 00:29:09,181 --> 00:29:11,715 Ooh, child. Okay. 695 00:29:11,784 --> 00:29:13,550 Bar, you did good. You did good. 696 00:29:13,619 --> 00:29:16,253 - Thank you. - You see Mommy's ring, stink? 697 00:29:16,322 --> 00:29:18,722 You like it? Is it shiny? 698 00:29:18,791 --> 00:29:20,190 Daddy got it for me. 699 00:29:20,259 --> 00:29:22,926 - Aw... 700 00:29:25,798 --> 00:29:26,797 - Ooh. - You're welcome. 701 00:29:26,866 --> 00:29:29,933 - [laughs] - You're welcome. 702 00:29:30,002 --> 00:29:31,902 - I think I'm not excited. I'm over it. 703 00:29:31,971 --> 00:29:33,403 It need to be done already. 704 00:29:33,472 --> 00:29:36,707 - Yeah. - It's taken...the-- 705 00:29:36,776 --> 00:29:38,809 okay, because first it was like, "No y'all ain't!" 706 00:29:38,878 --> 00:29:41,712 And now it's just so, like, can you just hurry up now? 707 00:29:41,781 --> 00:29:43,380 Because it's just been lingering. 708 00:29:43,449 --> 00:29:45,949 Y'all either going to do this or you're not, so... 709 00:29:46,018 --> 00:29:48,652 - Yeah. We're going to run off and get married. Don't worry. 710 00:29:48,721 --> 00:29:50,120 - Oh, [bleep]. 711 00:29:50,189 --> 00:29:52,456 She just said that, and she just--everything stopped. 712 00:29:52,525 --> 00:29:53,991 She had a whole thought of her 713 00:29:54,059 --> 00:29:56,593 doing hella stuff to your face just now. 714 00:29:56,662 --> 00:29:58,328 - On one hand, I do want this dream wedding. 715 00:29:58,397 --> 00:30:00,097 - On the other hand, I just don't want to [bleep] do it. 716 00:30:00,166 --> 00:30:03,167 I feel like every event every year it's the same [bleep]. 717 00:30:03,235 --> 00:30:04,768 - But honestly, I think at this point as well, like, 718 00:30:04,837 --> 00:30:06,670 I want to do it as well. My heart is like, "Yeah. 719 00:30:06,739 --> 00:30:08,005 "We need to have everybody be there, 720 00:30:08,073 --> 00:30:09,740 and it'll be amazing and beautiful," 721 00:30:09,809 --> 00:30:11,809 but I think also at this point, it's like, "Bruh, 722 00:30:11,877 --> 00:30:14,311 "I done seen so much [bleep] go left at this point, 723 00:30:14,380 --> 00:30:16,947 it's like all the [bleep] just go horrible on any level." 724 00:30:17,016 --> 00:30:18,282 - We going to sleep on it, 725 00:30:18,350 --> 00:30:20,651 but I think ultimately, I just really-- 726 00:30:20,719 --> 00:30:25,689 I just really don't want to deal with it. 727 00:30:27,393 --> 00:30:29,393 - That's sad. That's sad. 728 00:30:29,461 --> 00:30:31,728 - I think it's unfortunate that this is the situation 729 00:30:31,797 --> 00:30:33,330 that our families are in. 730 00:30:33,399 --> 00:30:36,300 His mama, my mama, his sister, my sister, whatever. 731 00:30:36,368 --> 00:30:40,504 I want to have a grand wedding, but I'm skeptical, 732 00:30:40,573 --> 00:30:42,773 because I don't want to run the chance of this day 733 00:30:42,842 --> 00:30:46,577 being ruined in general by anybody, 734 00:30:46,645 --> 00:30:48,445 so that kind of makes me feel like 735 00:30:48,514 --> 00:30:51,548 we should not do a wedding. 736 00:30:51,617 --> 00:30:52,983 We don't need a setback. 737 00:30:53,052 --> 00:30:55,252 We don't need to relive, replay, revisit, 738 00:30:55,321 --> 00:30:59,857 redo, rehash, none of that. We need to just move on. 739 00:31:02,394 --> 00:31:04,761 - ♪ I know it will get better ♪ 740 00:31:04,830 --> 00:31:06,897 ♪ Better, better, better ♪ 741 00:31:06,966 --> 00:31:08,198 - I just left work, 742 00:31:08,267 --> 00:31:09,967 and I'm on my way to the new house. 743 00:31:10,035 --> 00:31:12,069 As soon as I sign the lease, I can move in, 744 00:31:12,137 --> 00:31:14,838 but I'm getting a later start than I'd like. 745 00:31:14,907 --> 00:31:17,441 ♪ ♪ 746 00:31:17,509 --> 00:31:18,942 Oh, my [bleep] God. 747 00:31:19,011 --> 00:31:20,777 You got to be kidding me. You got to be kidding me. 748 00:31:20,846 --> 00:31:22,246 Everyone, you got to be kidding me. 749 00:31:22,314 --> 00:31:23,714 This isn't happening. 750 00:31:23,782 --> 00:31:24,982 Oh, my God! This is not happening. 751 00:31:25,050 --> 00:31:26,717 Is this [bleep] happening right now? 752 00:31:26,785 --> 00:31:28,719 Are you kidding me? Are you kidding me? 753 00:31:28,787 --> 00:31:31,588 My whole bumper is about to come off my car. 754 00:31:31,657 --> 00:31:33,590 Jesus Christ! 755 00:31:33,659 --> 00:31:34,858 This isn't good. 756 00:31:34,927 --> 00:31:37,995 I feel like this is bad luck. 757 00:31:41,100 --> 00:31:44,735 Hello. Sorry. Oh, my goodness. 758 00:31:44,803 --> 00:31:46,503 - Well, I'm Peter. - Hi. 759 00:31:46,572 --> 00:31:47,671 Nice to meet you. I'm Jade. 760 00:31:47,740 --> 00:31:48,972 - So the term of lease, 761 00:31:49,041 --> 00:31:50,974 it's a 12-month lease. - Mm-hmm. 762 00:31:51,043 --> 00:31:53,310 - Monthly lease payment. 763 00:31:53,379 --> 00:31:54,578 - The first of every month, right? 764 00:31:54,647 --> 00:31:56,013 - First of every month. - Yeah. 765 00:31:56,081 --> 00:31:59,549 - So if you would initial by each six bullet points, 766 00:31:59,618 --> 00:32:02,653 and here are two sets of keys. 767 00:32:02,721 --> 00:32:05,022 - Oh, thank you. It was nice to meet you. 768 00:32:05,090 --> 00:32:07,758 I will see you later. You have a good rest of your day. 769 00:32:07,826 --> 00:32:09,126 - You too. - I'm going to go pick up 770 00:32:09,194 --> 00:32:12,796 the U-Haul and get to hauling stuff over. 771 00:32:12,865 --> 00:32:15,799 [light music] 772 00:32:15,868 --> 00:32:22,873 ♪ ♪ 773 00:32:22,942 --> 00:32:26,944 - Hello? - Hey, Jade. This is Peter. 774 00:32:32,151 --> 00:32:36,086 - Uh-huh. 775 00:32:36,155 --> 00:32:39,690 - So I'm-- 776 00:32:39,758 --> 00:32:40,991 - I'll go to the bank and grab it. 777 00:32:41,060 --> 00:32:44,094 I'll text you when I get back to the house 778 00:32:44,163 --> 00:32:47,831 probably in about an hour or so. Is that okay? 779 00:32:48,901 --> 00:32:50,233 - Okay. Thank you. 780 00:32:50,302 --> 00:32:52,636 I'll see you in a little bit. Bye. 781 00:32:52,705 --> 00:32:55,939 - Oh, my God. I'm running behind. 782 00:32:56,008 --> 00:32:58,709 [tense music] 783 00:32:58,777 --> 00:33:00,711 ♪ ♪ 784 00:33:00,779 --> 00:33:03,246 I'm finishing up and heading home, but it's getting dark, 785 00:33:03,315 --> 00:33:05,382 and I just want to get the move over with, 786 00:33:05,451 --> 00:33:07,184 but there's been so many things slowing me down, 787 00:33:07,252 --> 00:33:09,319 and I'm really irritated. 788 00:33:09,388 --> 00:33:14,691 Okay. Let's roll, y'all. 789 00:33:14,760 --> 00:33:16,760 [phone rings] 790 00:33:16,829 --> 00:33:19,129 - Hello? - We're on our way. 791 00:33:19,198 --> 00:33:20,630 - Oh, okay. I don't know what the [bleep] was going on. 792 00:33:20,699 --> 00:33:24,468 The lady at the bank made my money order $500 short. 793 00:33:24,536 --> 00:33:26,536 With those masks on, she must have, like, 794 00:33:26,605 --> 00:33:28,739 misheard the number, and I was in such a hurry, 795 00:33:28,807 --> 00:33:32,542 I grabbed them and didn't even, like, double-check them. 796 00:33:32,611 --> 00:33:36,546 - Okay, so can Rod bring some laundry and do some laundry 797 00:33:36,615 --> 00:33:39,082 while we're doing it at the old house? 798 00:33:39,151 --> 00:33:42,219 - Yeah. I don't care. All right. Bye. 799 00:33:42,287 --> 00:33:47,257 - Bye. 800 00:33:47,326 --> 00:33:49,760 - I'm so [bleep] annoyed with today. 801 00:33:49,828 --> 00:33:56,967 ♪ ♪ 802 00:34:10,149 --> 00:34:11,415 - I'm super stressed out. 803 00:34:11,483 --> 00:34:13,016 I just picked up the moving van, 804 00:34:13,085 --> 00:34:14,418 but I'm so behind, 805 00:34:14,486 --> 00:34:18,989 and we need to get going before it gets too dark. 806 00:34:19,058 --> 00:34:20,590 About to start moving [bleep]. 807 00:34:20,659 --> 00:34:22,392 I told them to just stay outside for right now, like, 808 00:34:22,461 --> 00:34:23,693 film what's going out until we get 809 00:34:23,762 --> 00:34:25,362 some of this living room [bleep] out of here, 810 00:34:25,431 --> 00:34:27,097 because it's just cluttered in here. 811 00:34:27,166 --> 00:34:28,598 It's about to be dark out. 812 00:34:28,667 --> 00:34:30,467 We're not going to be able to see anything. 813 00:34:30,536 --> 00:34:33,770 There's no lights. Yeah. I'm like, "What the hell?" 814 00:34:33,839 --> 00:34:36,773 So we have to kind of hurry and get all the big stuff. 815 00:34:36,842 --> 00:34:40,110 - Kloie! - Hey, stop screaming. 816 00:34:40,179 --> 00:34:42,112 - Just be quiet. 817 00:34:42,181 --> 00:34:44,514 - You're about to be in time-out. 818 00:34:44,583 --> 00:34:45,982 - Can you pick it up? - I...[bleep]. 819 00:34:46,051 --> 00:34:47,217 It's hooked, Sean. 820 00:34:47,286 --> 00:34:49,453 - On what? - On this. You see this? 821 00:34:49,521 --> 00:34:51,655 See? That. Okay. Now it's [Indistinct]. 822 00:34:51,723 --> 00:34:54,891 - Oh, dang it. What the hell? How'd that get under there? 823 00:34:54,960 --> 00:34:56,159 There's a penguin under there. 824 00:34:56,228 --> 00:34:58,361 - Oh. Of course there is. It's, like, 825 00:34:58,430 --> 00:35:00,130 hooked on the side of that. There. There. 826 00:35:00,199 --> 00:35:01,431 - Okay. - Okay, Dad. Yeah. 827 00:35:01,500 --> 00:35:06,369 - Want some of these? Look. Yummy. 828 00:35:06,438 --> 00:35:09,172 Here comes Grandma. Hold on. I'm putting my clothes in here. 829 00:35:09,241 --> 00:35:11,575 - Let's just stick this [bleep]. 830 00:35:11,643 --> 00:35:13,410 - Kloie, stop. - Hey. 831 00:35:13,479 --> 00:35:14,444 - No one-- 832 00:35:14,513 --> 00:35:15,812 - You're moving into your new house. 833 00:35:15,881 --> 00:35:17,414 - We're moving to the new house, Klo. 834 00:35:17,483 --> 00:35:20,250 Chill. She thinks everyone is just stealing her stuff. 835 00:35:20,319 --> 00:35:21,918 You can just stick this in the-- 836 00:35:21,987 --> 00:35:24,488 there's blankets in the back of the trunk on the right side. 837 00:35:24,556 --> 00:35:25,789 Watch out. What? 838 00:35:25,858 --> 00:35:28,992 See. What the heck? I said watch out. 839 00:35:29,061 --> 00:35:30,460 - [crying] 840 00:35:30,529 --> 00:35:33,330 - Oh, my God. 841 00:35:33,398 --> 00:35:35,966 Go to your room. 842 00:35:36,034 --> 00:35:39,836 Let me see your finger. I'm sorry. 843 00:35:39,905 --> 00:35:41,972 See? That's why I said you can't be on the floor. 844 00:35:42,040 --> 00:35:45,275 You're going to get stepped on. You have to stay in your room. 845 00:35:45,344 --> 00:35:49,112 - Christy, please take her. - Go get it then. 846 00:35:49,181 --> 00:35:51,281 Quit being bad. 847 00:35:51,350 --> 00:35:55,752 - Get one of those big boxes. 848 00:35:55,821 --> 00:35:57,120 That's not the big one. That's the small box. 849 00:35:57,189 --> 00:35:58,355 - What do you mean? 850 00:35:58,423 --> 00:35:59,723 This is the biggest one over there. 851 00:35:59,791 --> 00:36:01,158 - No, it's not. I bought two small, two big. 852 00:36:01,226 --> 00:36:03,593 - This is the biggest one over there. 853 00:36:03,662 --> 00:36:05,262 - Hey, can you look at me? 854 00:36:05,330 --> 00:36:07,297 - I really don't want you. You're irritating the [bleep]. 855 00:36:07,366 --> 00:36:08,965 - You're irritating the [bleep] out of me. 856 00:36:09,034 --> 00:36:10,800 I want you guys to kind of just go, 857 00:36:10,869 --> 00:36:12,035 because I'm just getting annoyed, 858 00:36:12,104 --> 00:36:14,471 and I just want to stop filming right now. 859 00:36:14,540 --> 00:36:17,440 [tense music] 860 00:36:17,509 --> 00:36:19,943 ♪ ♪ 861 00:36:20,012 --> 00:36:21,478 [upbeat music] 862 00:36:21,547 --> 00:36:23,413 - We've been at the trampoline park for two hours, 863 00:36:23,482 --> 00:36:25,615 and still no Lewis. The girls are tired, 864 00:36:25,684 --> 00:36:29,252 so I'm going to take them home. 865 00:36:29,321 --> 00:36:31,821 - [shouts]. - Is that your grandma? 866 00:36:31,890 --> 00:36:35,425 - Yeah, yeah! - Hey! 867 00:36:35,494 --> 00:36:38,695 - [sighs] 868 00:36:40,799 --> 00:36:43,233 - Come on. Hi. 869 00:36:43,302 --> 00:36:47,904 - What happened to your socks? - I love you so much. 870 00:36:47,973 --> 00:36:49,272 You're my big girl. 871 00:36:49,341 --> 00:36:52,175 - Mm-hmm. - I love you so much. 872 00:36:52,244 --> 00:36:53,443 -Okay, let's put them in your bag. 873 00:36:53,512 --> 00:36:58,248 - Pick them up. - That's a lot of bracelets. 874 00:36:58,317 --> 00:36:59,983 That's a lot of bracelets. 875 00:37:00,052 --> 00:37:05,155 - I know. Nova, watch the dog, and wash your sister's hands. 876 00:37:06,792 --> 00:37:10,360 So what happened? 877 00:37:10,429 --> 00:37:15,265 - Lewis didn't show up. - What did he say? 878 00:37:15,334 --> 00:37:18,001 - He said that he overslept, that he hasn't slept 879 00:37:18,070 --> 00:37:20,704 the last the days, and then I was-- 880 00:37:20,772 --> 00:37:22,939 He said sorry. I was like, "I don't need an apology. 881 00:37:23,008 --> 00:37:26,309 "You owe Stella an apology, because she asked for you. 882 00:37:26,378 --> 00:37:28,745 We waited for you at the place." 883 00:37:28,814 --> 00:37:31,314 And then he wrote this whole message saying, 884 00:37:31,383 --> 00:37:34,217 "I'm not putting up excuses. I'm tired of that. 885 00:37:34,286 --> 00:37:35,785 "What I was going to speak to you about 886 00:37:35,854 --> 00:37:38,722 "is if we can come up with some type of plan. 887 00:37:38,790 --> 00:37:41,024 "I want to spend more time with Stella. 888 00:37:41,093 --> 00:37:44,027 "Not saying you held her back from me ever, but just now, 889 00:37:44,096 --> 00:37:47,664 I'm taking a local position, so I'll be home daily." 890 00:37:47,733 --> 00:37:49,165 - Get the [bleep] out of here. - "I'll be working at night. 891 00:37:49,234 --> 00:37:50,934 "so that's why I haven't been sleeping, 892 00:37:51,003 --> 00:37:52,535 "because I've been in orientation, 893 00:37:52,604 --> 00:37:55,805 "and then I had to do a few early jobs for the new company. 894 00:37:55,874 --> 00:37:57,774 "I've just been feeling [bleep] 895 00:37:57,843 --> 00:37:59,876 "lately, and I want a relationship with her 896 00:37:59,945 --> 00:38:03,546 as I do with my other daughter, and that's on me, not you." 897 00:38:05,717 --> 00:38:06,983 I didn't write back. 898 00:38:07,052 --> 00:38:08,585 I don't think I'm going to write back. 899 00:38:08,654 --> 00:38:11,454 - So you're starting again all over. 900 00:38:11,523 --> 00:38:13,523 A new job, a new career, a new this, a new that. 901 00:38:13,592 --> 00:38:16,192 It's always something with him. - Mm-hmm. 902 00:38:16,261 --> 00:38:19,262 - The fact that he slept through, 903 00:38:19,331 --> 00:38:22,899 that is the worst excuse anybody can give anybody, 904 00:38:22,968 --> 00:38:25,001 the worst, not acceptable. 905 00:38:25,070 --> 00:38:28,738 - Mm-hmm. I don't know. 906 00:38:28,807 --> 00:38:31,708 [gentle music] 907 00:38:31,777 --> 00:38:36,379 ♪ ♪ 908 00:38:36,448 --> 00:38:38,248 - I don't know what to do anymore. 909 00:38:38,317 --> 00:38:41,284 Like, I feel like I'm trying to protect Stella 910 00:38:41,353 --> 00:38:43,953 and show her as much love as I possibly can, 911 00:38:44,022 --> 00:38:47,791 and, you know, it's just hard to see Nova with her father 912 00:38:47,859 --> 00:38:50,293 and then Stella not with her dad, 913 00:38:50,362 --> 00:38:53,730 and I know Stella doesn't understand right now, 914 00:38:53,799 --> 00:38:57,000 but later down the road when she gets older, 915 00:38:57,069 --> 00:39:02,205 she will, and, like, what am I supposed to say to her? 916 00:39:02,274 --> 00:39:03,773 And it's really hard as a mom. 917 00:39:03,842 --> 00:39:07,544 Like, I feel so guilty bringing her into this world 918 00:39:07,612 --> 00:39:10,914 and her not being able to to experience, 919 00:39:10,982 --> 00:39:14,818 you know, both parents. 920 00:39:14,886 --> 00:39:16,152 I feel like I failed her. 921 00:39:16,221 --> 00:39:19,789 I failed her, and I knew this was going to happen, 922 00:39:19,858 --> 00:39:23,893 and I failed her. 923 00:39:23,962 --> 00:39:29,165 ♪ Together we'll burn bright and strong ♪ 924 00:39:29,234 --> 00:39:32,102 ♪ We're all waking up ♪ 925 00:39:32,170 --> 00:39:35,171 ♪ 'Cause we are beacons ♪ 926 00:39:35,240 --> 00:39:40,677 ♪ We're a flame in the night ♪ 927 00:39:40,746 --> 00:39:46,916 ♪ We're a fire burning bright ♪ 928 00:39:46,985 --> 00:39:48,551 ♪ We found our heart ♪ 929 00:39:48,620 --> 00:39:50,153 ♪ We found our light ♪ 930 00:39:50,222 --> 00:39:51,354 ♪ We'll light up the night ♪ 931 00:39:51,423 --> 00:39:53,056 ♪ We'll light up the night ♪ 932 00:39:53,125 --> 00:39:55,592 ♪ We found our heart ♪ 933 00:39:55,660 --> 00:39:58,194 ♪ We found our heart ♪ 934 00:39:58,263 --> 00:40:04,234 ♪ We're a flame in the night ♪ 935 00:40:04,302 --> 00:40:11,408 ♪ ♪ 936 00:40:17,682 --> 00:40:18,915 - Nova walks in. 937 00:40:18,984 --> 00:40:20,350 She's all sad and hysterical. 938 00:40:20,419 --> 00:40:22,385 She's just like, "My dad forgot about me." 939 00:40:22,454 --> 00:40:24,087 - Well, it ain't that big of a [bleep] deal. 940 00:40:24,156 --> 00:40:25,688 - Are you ready for your test? 941 00:40:25,757 --> 00:40:27,290 - Yep. 942 00:40:27,359 --> 00:40:29,259 - So how does this new phone work with Isaac? 943 00:40:29,327 --> 00:40:31,728 Because we never discussed this beforehand. 944 00:40:31,797 --> 00:40:34,330 - There was a recent COVID break at the girls' school. 945 00:40:34,399 --> 00:40:35,498 - Oh, my gosh. 946 00:40:38,637 --> 00:40:40,503 Stay tuned.