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- I have a lump in my breast.
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I was--
I mean, I'm definitely anxious
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not knowing what the lump is.
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You know, I have three kids
to take care of that,
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you know, need me.
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If you guys ever have
any questions for me,
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you know that
this is a safe place,
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and when it comes
to Mommy's health,
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I'm always going
to look out for myself,
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because then
I'm looking out for you.
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My doctor called.
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It is a benign tumor,
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which we'll continue to follow
four to six months.
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- Well, I haven't seen Nova
in a few weeks.
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Me and Briana
are not talking at all.
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- I texted your dad about
picking you up every Saturday.
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- Yeah.
- Have a good time.
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- I hope Nova had a good day
with her dad,
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but it is kind of depressing
that Nova
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gets to go with her father
and Stella does not.
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- How do you think virtual
school is going?
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- Not good.
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- I'm just...
- I'm going to check...
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No. It's already submitted.
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Isaac, we submitted it
yesterday.
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- Like, your front door is
going to be right about here.
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The fire room
will be in there.
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- Facing this way.
- Mm-hmm.
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- We're going to start building
a house soon. You guys think
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it's going to be better
than the Middletown house?
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- Yeah.
- Yeah.
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- I sold the Middletown house,
so that's done,
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and we go to settlement
next week.
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- Hello?
- I'm done.
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I could literally cry.
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Like, I'm going to cry
from the relief.
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- You ready to go to daycare?
- No.
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- I love you.
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- [cries]
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- I'll see you
in a little bit, okay?
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I asked Sean if he could
take Kloie for the night
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and watch her,
because I had to work a double.
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- Yeah.
- And he told me no,
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that he basically needed
a break from both of us.
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Kloie really needs to see two
parents that can communicate
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with each other good.
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- I just felt like you didn't
want me around,
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so I didn't bother you.
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- Some of the issues
that we used to have
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we don't have anymore.
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- You love him.
- Yeah.
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- Like, it's very clear,
and, like, how much you guys
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super amazing just in the last,
like, year we've seen you guys.
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Like, it's crazy
how much we've seen.
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- It was a lot.
- It was a lot.
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- So I still got one
more present...
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- Okay.
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- That I actually want
to give you.
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- Sure.
- Stand up.
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I would like to ask you,
"Will you marry me?"
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[upbeat rock music]
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♪ ♪
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- So I would like to ask you,
"Will you marry me?"
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- Mm-hmm. Yeah.
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[upbeat music]
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♪ ♪
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- Oh, my eyelashes
are going to come off.
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- [indistinct]. Yep.
Let me see that. Come here.
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- ♪ When you grab onto me
I can be anything ♪
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- You okay?
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You all right?
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- Ow, [bleep]! Yes!
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- ♪ Now you're with me ♪
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- Give me a kiss.
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- ♪ I don't need no excuse ♪
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I love you.
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[line trilling]
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- Mom.
- [laughs]
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I'm crying, but look.
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- [laughs]
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- I can't stop crying.
It's so annoying.
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- Yep. Yeah.
- I told you.
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- Let me see your finger, baby.
- Oh, my God. And I had--
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I just got Gucci glasses.
That's all I got.
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- Let me see your finger.
- [laughs]
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- You kept this a secret?
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How long you knew?
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- I've known for...
- You sneaky, sneaky.
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- Look at that.
Look at that.
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- Oh, me too.
- I'm happy for you.
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- Okay. I love you.
- Bye.
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- I love it. Thank you, baby.
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- I appreciate you.
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- I love you.
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I love you, I mean.
I didn't mean to say that.
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[indistinct].
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I love you too.
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[gentle music]
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♪ ♪
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- ♪ Glitter glow
like a disco ball ♪
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♪ Up high in the middle ♪
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♪ Spinning in front
of them all ♪
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- Sean has been coming around
more to see Kloie,
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and we're in a good place.
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We're still living separately,
and that allows us
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to be better coparents.
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♪ ♪
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[laughs]
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- I'm taking a picture of you.
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- You're taking a picture
of me?
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- I'll take a picture of you.
- Yeah.
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- You got to pose
like a monster.
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[imitates camera flashing]
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Here is your camera, miss.
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- Here is your camera, miss.
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♪ ♪
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So my lease is up here,
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and I've been looking
at other places,
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and I found this house online
that I want to go look at.
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I just want to get out of this
city as soon as possible,
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because I just don't like
living in this area,
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so I think it would
just be better,
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especially with Kloie
getting older.
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I want her to be able
to play outside
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and not have
to worry about her,
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and I feel like in the city,
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like, the street we live on,
there's too much traffic,
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and there's too many cars
driving fast.
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Like, I just don't--I need
something more safe, you know?
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- If you think you want to
move, you should probably move.
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- Yeah. I'm going to look
at that house tomorrow.
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Can you watch her
while I'm gone?
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- Yeah.
- Us being able to work out
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schedules and [bleep],
like, it's been...
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- Yeah.
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- It's definitely easier
when you're there
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and you're consistent
and you're helping out.
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Everything has been
a lot better.
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- Yeah. I just don't like
where I'm at,
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so I'm, like, not happy,
you know?
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I know Kloie doesn't like it
where I'm staying.
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It's too small.
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- Yeah. I know.
I think the space has helped.
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I want to keep things
how they are right now,
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make sure our communication
stays good
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and stay coparenting
and getting along.
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- Mm-hmm.
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- But I think everything
will be all good.
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- I have mixed feelings about
the way things are going right
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now, because Jade and I are not
living together right now.
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I'm staying at
an extended-stay hotel,
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so us living apart right now
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is definitely not a bad thing,
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but she seems to be doing
better than I am for sure.
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Right now,
I'm not the happiest,
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but we're getting along,
and Kloie is happy,
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so that's all that matters.
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- DeVoin has been seeing Nova
on Saturdays,
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and it's going well,
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but almost all of
the responsibility
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for the girls
still falls on me.
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[upbeat music]
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- These are so bad for you
but so good.
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♪ ♪
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[phone dings]
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Lewis texted me.
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- Oh, [bleep].
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- He said, "Can I see
Stella Sunday?
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Also steal some of your time?"
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I guess he wants to talk to me.
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- Holy [bleep].
- See Stella.
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- When is the last time
he saw her?
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- I don't know.
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- I'm just going to write back,
"Okay."
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I wonder how
that's going to go.
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Why is always
some curveballs happened?
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- Hey, and, like, why?
- If it's not one baby daddy,
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it's another.
Like, I haven't...
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like, DeVoin has been chill
for the last few weeks,
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and now Lewis
just randomly pops up.
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- You know what?
Her life is peaceful.
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We're going to [bleep]
right now.
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- I just wish he was, like,
in Stella's life.
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- Mm-hmm. Of course.
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- But all you can do is
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continue to do
what you're doing, Bri.
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You're doing everything you can
and plus more for those girls.
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You're never going to know what
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it is to not have somebody
that loves them,
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to not have what they want,
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to not have what they need.
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It just sucks that he--
that he isn't there.
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- Yeah. I just feel so bad
for Stella,
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like, oh, my God,
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my sweet,
sweet, sweet, sweet Stelly.
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[somber music]
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♪ ♪
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- [speaking Spanish]
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♪ ♪
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- ♪ I am a champion ♪
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- I'm glad the old house
is officially behind me
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and looking forward
to building our new home.
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The boys are with me
this week,
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and they do a hybrid
learning schedule,
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which means both virtual
and in-person school.
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When they're home,
I oversee their work,
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and it can be a little
frustrating for all of us.
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Isaac, are you ready for me
to check it yet or no?
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- Yeah.
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- All right. Then let me
check it. Bring it to me.
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- Here. Let me see this.
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- He put "I don't know"
on the rest of those.
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- He put "I don't know"?
- I'm just joking.
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- No, I did not.
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- Okay. Had requested,
was hoping, has chosen,
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had researched, had liked,
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is arriving,
have prepared, was ...
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Okay. Good job.
You did a good job on that one.
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- Thank you.
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- And what about all
the other assignments?
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- I didn't know you were
checking all of it.
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I just thought
you were checking that one.
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- So what is--no.
I'm checking all of it.
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I didn't check
your work yesterday.
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Why?
Are you worried?
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- I don't know.
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- "How does a bank make money?"
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"They make money
by doing their job right."
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- Yeah.
- No.
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A bank can make profit
on the services it offers.
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- Oh.
- So this answer is incorrect.
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I'm going to unsubmit this one.
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Re-answer them
and then let me know.
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[light music]
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♪ ♪
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The boys are home today
doing their work.
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The school sends us updates
on COVID positivity rates,
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and I just got a notification.
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All right.
Well, just found out
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that the boys are going back to
100% virtual learning.
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- As of...
- ASAP.
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- Immediately?
- Yeah.
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- So they had, what,
like a couple weeks of hybrid,
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and now...
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- And they're hoping
that they'll go back
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in the spring
for back to virtual--
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or back to hybrid.
It's just a lot trying
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to make sure that they're
getting all their work done.
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- And a big part of going
to school is socialization.
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- Yeah.
- It's not just about, like,
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learning, reading,
and writing, and stuff.
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It's about, like, learning
how to engage with...
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- Others.
- Other people.
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- They want to see
their friends.
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I asked Isaac this morning.
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I said, "When you were going
to school, what was that like?"
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He said, "There's up
to 12 people in a classroom.
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That's it,"
and they're looking forward
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to seeing those
12 kids and trying--
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you know what I mean?
So it's a struggle for them.
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They want to be--
they want to see their friends,
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and I know that there's
literally nothing I can do.
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My hands are tied. I can't--
there's nothing I can do.
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And now I have to tell
the boys
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they aren't going
back to school.
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[upbeat music]
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- Aleeah, what do you enjoy
about coming
268
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to therapy with us?
- Food.
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- Just being able to,
like, come down here.
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- The food.
- The food?
271
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- Yeah.
- What if we didn't get food?
272
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What if I said, "We're not
getting food?" Then what?
273
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- [laughs]
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- ♪ A coil in the hills ♪
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♪ I play with fire,
sweet fire ♪
276
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- I'm getting the girls back
later this week,
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and it's been good
to have this time alone
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to process this tumor
and what it could mean.
279
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- Of course on the day
you choose to ask me
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to meet you here,
I wear white shoes.
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- Mm-hmm.
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♪ ♪
283
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- So what'd you ...
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- Well, I went to the doctor
the other day,
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because I was a little
concerned about a lump
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that I had in my right breast.
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I went to my doctor,
and he was like,
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"You know,
it could be anything,"
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and he sent me over
to the imaging center.
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When I went for the ultrasound,
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they found a tumor
in my right breast.
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But they didn't seem to think
that it was cancerous.
293
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- But they can form to be...
- That's what they said.
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They said they wanted
to keep monitoring it,
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keep following it
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to make sure it didn't grow
into anything else,
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so I'm definitely
going to do that.
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As far as surgery, that scares
the living [bleep] out me.
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- Yeah. Sure.
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- The last biggest surgery
I had,
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they prescribed me
prescription pain medication
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that I became addicted to.
303
00:12:48,668 --> 00:12:50,769
- Yeah.
- So anything kind of
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open procedure
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literally scares the [bleep]
out of me.
306
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- Right.
- This is another thing.
307
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I do not have
medical insurance.
308
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You know, before when the law
was, you stay on your parents.
309
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You could stay on your parents
until you were 26.
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I had medical insurance.
It didn't dawn on me
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that I would, like, situations
like this would occur.
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I would just be like,
"I'm not going to the doctor,"
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because I didn't like
going to the doctor.
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- I'm like that.
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- I would do everything to
avoid going to a doctor,
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and now I'm like,
"Okay, this is, like, serious."
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Medical insurance is important,
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and sometimes
I don't think about it
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because my kids have medical
insurance through their dad's,
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so I may not be able to do--
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I'm not going to be able
to do the procedure
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until I have medical insurance.
That's all there is to it.
323
00:13:32,379 --> 00:13:34,279
- You know, it worries me
about you having that
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and not knowing if it's
cancerous,
325
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and you're being stubborn
and hardheaded
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and not wanting to just do it.
327
00:13:40,620 --> 00:13:43,254
- Listen, I'm a Taurus.
- Yeah. It don't matter.
328
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It doesn't matter.
329
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- I get it, but at
the same time--
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I don't know.
I just don't understand what--
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what causes a tumor,
because can this grow more?
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Or can this happen
in my other breast?
333
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- Well,
those don't just go away.
334
00:14:01,274 --> 00:14:03,107
That's
why they have to be removed.
335
00:14:03,176 --> 00:14:06,177
- Yeah. That's what they said.
- It can cause more to grow,
336
00:14:06,246 --> 00:14:09,948
or that one can get really,
really big, like, big, big.
337
00:14:10,016 --> 00:14:15,353
- I'm anxious about
any kind of procedure.
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♪ ♪
339
00:14:24,531 --> 00:14:27,699
[upbeat music]
340
00:14:27,767 --> 00:14:30,501
- Lewis is never consistent,
but Stella still deserves
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to have a relationship
with her dad,
342
00:14:32,572 --> 00:14:35,840
so I texted him
to make a plan for today.
343
00:14:35,909 --> 00:14:38,276
- Oh, this looks like
a muscle shirt on him.
344
00:14:38,345 --> 00:14:39,277
I can't. I can't.
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00:14:39,346 --> 00:14:41,346
- Let me see.
- Oh, my God.
346
00:14:41,414 --> 00:14:44,883
Look at him.
That looks like a muscle shirt.
347
00:14:44,951 --> 00:14:47,518
Look, look, look, look.
348
00:14:47,587 --> 00:14:52,156
Open the door.
349
00:14:52,225 --> 00:14:54,859
- So what are you
going to do today?
350
00:14:54,928 --> 00:14:57,128
- Well, Lewis texted me,
351
00:14:57,197 --> 00:14:59,664
and he said
that he wants to see Stella.
352
00:14:59,733 --> 00:15:02,800
- Out of the blue?
- Mm-hmm.
353
00:15:02,869 --> 00:15:04,335
And he wants to talk to me,
354
00:15:04,404 --> 00:15:06,204
so we're gonna meet
in a little bit.
355
00:15:06,273 --> 00:15:09,207
- Does she know?
- I told her.
356
00:15:09,276 --> 00:15:14,279
- Stella.
- Where are we going today?
357
00:15:15,782 --> 00:15:16,915
- With who?
358
00:15:16,983 --> 00:15:18,216
- With Lewis!
359
00:15:18,285 --> 00:15:20,785
- Oh, your daddy.
- Uh-huh.
360
00:15:20,854 --> 00:15:22,620
- Are you excited?
- Mm-hmm.
361
00:15:22,689 --> 00:15:24,856
- Okay.
362
00:15:26,960 --> 00:15:28,993
- He works so hard.
I know. That's why.
363
00:15:29,062 --> 00:15:32,030
- He's always busy.
364
00:15:32,098 --> 00:15:34,565
- He's still living in Florida,
in Orlando?
365
00:15:34,634 --> 00:15:35,667
Oh, my God.
366
00:15:35,735 --> 00:15:38,569
- I have no idea, Roxanne.
367
00:15:38,638 --> 00:15:41,105
- Is he still helping you
with daycare?
368
00:15:41,174 --> 00:15:42,907
When was the last time
he helped?
369
00:15:42,976 --> 00:15:45,176
- I don't remember.
It's been a few months.
370
00:15:45,245 --> 00:15:48,112
- I feel like he stays away
when he's financially okay,
371
00:15:48,181 --> 00:15:51,382
and then when he's tight,
he comes back.
372
00:15:51,451 --> 00:15:53,418
I hope that's not
the case this time.
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00:15:53,486 --> 00:15:55,787
- I don't know.
I guess we'll see. I just--
374
00:15:55,855 --> 00:15:57,956
I don't like the fact
that he thinks he can just come
375
00:15:58,024 --> 00:15:59,457
and go
when he pleases, you know?
376
00:15:59,526 --> 00:16:00,892
'Cause either you're in
or you're out.
377
00:16:00,961 --> 00:16:02,193
You can't have both.
378
00:16:05,765 --> 00:16:08,132
[upbeat music]
379
00:16:08,201 --> 00:16:11,602
- Oh. We're coming up
on the sea lions.
380
00:16:11,671 --> 00:16:14,072
- Oh! Where's my phone?
Here, Papa, take...
381
00:16:14,140 --> 00:16:15,406
[sea lions barking]
382
00:16:15,475 --> 00:16:17,241
- What's up?
383
00:16:17,310 --> 00:16:21,079
You about to come towards me?
384
00:16:21,147 --> 00:16:25,083
- So I got a ring,
and it is very shiny,
385
00:16:25,151 --> 00:16:28,853
and it is very expensive,
and it's pretty,
386
00:16:28,922 --> 00:16:29,988
and I've very excited.
387
00:16:30,056 --> 00:16:31,055
I want to take a video,
388
00:16:31,124 --> 00:16:33,725
but I'm too scare
to turn around.
389
00:16:33,793 --> 00:16:39,564
♪ ♪
390
00:16:39,632 --> 00:16:43,001
- The fact that my mom is like,
"I'm blessing this.
391
00:16:43,069 --> 00:16:44,302
You guys have been doing good,"
392
00:16:44,371 --> 00:16:46,637
I feel like I'm doing
the right thing.
393
00:16:46,706 --> 00:16:49,474
I can move forward
with their support.
394
00:16:49,542 --> 00:16:52,210
We did have a rough last year.
395
00:16:52,278 --> 00:16:53,845
- I done came here in and
[bleep]
396
00:16:53,913 --> 00:16:55,646
sat down with your punk ass.
- We haven't [indistinct] ...
397
00:16:55,715 --> 00:16:56,914
watch your mouth in front
398
00:16:56,983 --> 00:16:58,516
of my little sister
and my daughter.
399
00:16:58,585 --> 00:16:59,751
- You been talking
the whole time.
400
00:16:59,819 --> 00:17:01,119
- Watch your mouth though.
401
00:17:01,187 --> 00:17:02,353
- Trying to tell me
to watch my mouth now.
402
00:17:02,422 --> 00:17:04,288
- Watch your mouth.
- Why are you--
403
00:17:04,357 --> 00:17:05,890
so then what's the issue?
- It's no issue.
404
00:17:05,959 --> 00:17:07,658
I'm trying to tell your
stupid ass it's not an issue.
405
00:17:07,727 --> 00:17:09,494
- I'm not stupid.
I'm more educated than you are.
406
00:17:09,562 --> 00:17:11,896
- I'm gone.
- I held you for four years.
407
00:17:11,965 --> 00:17:13,097
- Go ahead.
408
00:17:13,166 --> 00:17:14,532
- You want to talk to
that [bleep]?
409
00:17:14,601 --> 00:17:15,500
Don't play with me.
410
00:17:15,568 --> 00:17:16,968
- I feel like some people
might be
411
00:17:17,037 --> 00:17:18,236
looking with a side eye;
you feel me?
412
00:17:18,304 --> 00:17:19,804
But I'm going
to marry him anyway.
413
00:17:19,873 --> 00:17:22,340
I really just am. He's done
what I need him to do.
414
00:17:22,409 --> 00:17:24,475
I've done
what he needs me to do.
415
00:17:24,544 --> 00:17:26,711
We're working it out,
so I mean, I'm just in a space
416
00:17:26,780 --> 00:17:28,980
where it's, like,
I'm going to move how I feel.
417
00:17:29,049 --> 00:17:30,815
I'm excited to be
engaged to Bar,
418
00:17:30,884 --> 00:17:32,950
but I'm worried about bringing
our families together
419
00:17:33,019 --> 00:17:35,787
since they've gone off
the rails at past events,
420
00:17:35,855 --> 00:17:37,121
so we need to figure out
421
00:17:37,190 --> 00:17:38,523
what our wedding
is going to look like.
422
00:17:38,591 --> 00:17:41,025
- So do you want to talk about
this wedding?
423
00:17:41,094 --> 00:17:42,326
Do you care to weigh in on that
424
00:17:42,395 --> 00:17:44,262
at all anymore,
like, what you...
425
00:17:44,330 --> 00:17:46,130
- I don't know. I don't know.
- But I mean,
426
00:17:46,199 --> 00:17:47,498
it's, like,
honestly with me it's like--
427
00:17:47,567 --> 00:17:49,333
- My heart is like, "Girl,
have your [bleep] wedding.
428
00:17:49,402 --> 00:17:50,802
Don't let nobody
take this from you."
429
00:17:50,870 --> 00:17:53,271
My brain is like,
"Girl, don't you [bleep] dare."
430
00:17:53,339 --> 00:17:58,109
We do know what comes with
trying to, you know, merge.
431
00:17:58,178 --> 00:17:59,577
- Get in.
- You don't even tell
432
00:17:59,646 --> 00:18:00,745
the truth!
- Take her! Take her! Take her!
433
00:18:00,814 --> 00:18:01,913
Take her! Take her!
- Bitch!
434
00:18:01,981 --> 00:18:03,614
- We came to
celebrate a birthday.
435
00:18:03,683 --> 00:18:05,850
- Not with you, bitch.
- Oh, well, bitch.
436
00:18:05,919 --> 00:18:07,185
- Get the [bleep] out of here.
437
00:18:07,253 --> 00:18:11,022
I don't want to even
be stressed like that.
438
00:18:11,091 --> 00:18:12,723
Also, a wedding
is not just a wedding.
439
00:18:12,792 --> 00:18:15,493
There's a series of events that
take place before a wedding.
440
00:18:15,562 --> 00:18:19,263
Part of me wants to be, like,
have a little engagement party
441
00:18:19,332 --> 00:18:20,998
or have something
and see how it goes.
442
00:18:21,067 --> 00:18:23,468
- I feel like--I don't know.
I guess we just got to keep
443
00:18:23,536 --> 00:18:26,070
talking and figure out
exactly what we want to do
444
00:18:26,139 --> 00:18:27,505
and make the decision.
It's not like we got
445
00:18:27,574 --> 00:18:29,540
to make the decision
right at this moment.
446
00:18:29,609 --> 00:18:34,011
- No. You and I need to do
what's best for our family,
447
00:18:34,080 --> 00:18:38,082
because we always argue
over other people's [bleep].
448
00:18:38,151 --> 00:18:39,617
It's, like,
we've been doing fine.
449
00:18:39,686 --> 00:18:41,486
We've been doing well.
Let's just keep doing
450
00:18:41,554 --> 00:18:42,987
what we've been doing.
That's what's best for us.
451
00:18:43,056 --> 00:18:46,324
- Right. I'm down with it.
452
00:18:46,392 --> 00:18:49,093
- I'm so sad that we cannot
453
00:18:49,162 --> 00:18:51,496
just spiral into a world
of wedding,
454
00:18:51,564 --> 00:18:53,631
because I just--
that's what I want it to be.
455
00:18:53,700 --> 00:18:56,667
Unfortunately,
it's just the same stress
456
00:18:56,736 --> 00:18:59,937
with trying to blend
two families.
457
00:19:00,006 --> 00:19:03,674
I don't want the stress of that
458
00:19:03,743 --> 00:19:07,678
to become heavier
than us getting married.
459
00:19:07,747 --> 00:19:13,618
♪ ♪
460
00:19:16,856 --> 00:19:20,191
[upbeat rock music]
461
00:19:20,260 --> 00:19:21,993
- I just looked at a house
that I loved,
462
00:19:22,061 --> 00:19:23,728
so I put in an application.
463
00:19:23,796 --> 00:19:25,463
I'm glad Sean
is being supportive,
464
00:19:25,532 --> 00:19:26,964
even though we're
not living together,
465
00:19:27,033 --> 00:19:29,667
so we'll see where things go
after the move.
466
00:19:29,736 --> 00:19:31,669
♪ ♪
467
00:19:31,738 --> 00:19:33,838
- Your name's Buttman.
468
00:19:33,907 --> 00:19:39,043
Buttman.
That's a cool name.
469
00:19:39,112 --> 00:19:42,046
- Okay, so I just got a call.
470
00:19:42,115 --> 00:19:44,382
- Yeah.
- And the guy
471
00:19:44,450 --> 00:19:46,984
basically told me,
like, I was approved,
472
00:19:47,053 --> 00:19:48,386
and I got the house,
473
00:19:48,454 --> 00:19:52,857
and I basically need
to start packing my [bleep],
474
00:19:52,926 --> 00:19:55,293
and I can move in as soon
as I sign my lease tomorrow.
475
00:19:55,361 --> 00:19:57,662
- Oh, my gosh.
- Kloie, high-five.
476
00:19:57,730 --> 00:19:58,763
You want a new house?
477
00:19:58,831 --> 00:20:00,565
- Whoo.
- New house?
478
00:20:00,633 --> 00:20:02,300
She's like,
"I don't even know what..."
479
00:20:02,368 --> 00:20:03,968
We've been here for years.
- Yeah.
480
00:20:04,037 --> 00:20:06,571
- And I think that it's time
for me to kind of, like...
481
00:20:06,639 --> 00:20:08,005
- A change?
- Yeah, and I want to move.
482
00:20:08,074 --> 00:20:09,774
The area is, like,
a super good area.
483
00:20:09,842 --> 00:20:11,275
It's in the suburbs.
484
00:20:11,344 --> 00:20:14,078
It's in a quiet,
nice residential neighborhood.
485
00:20:14,147 --> 00:20:15,279
I feel like my commute
to my job
486
00:20:15,348 --> 00:20:16,847
is going to be a lot shorter,
487
00:20:16,916 --> 00:20:19,150
and then it's also not
too far away from daycare.
488
00:20:19,219 --> 00:20:20,685
- Who's going to move
your stuff for you?
489
00:20:20,753 --> 00:20:22,787
- Sean, and then my parents
said that they would help.
490
00:20:22,855 --> 00:20:24,589
They were like,
"If you go and rent, like,
491
00:20:24,657 --> 00:20:26,524
a truck, like, we'll help you
put everything in."
492
00:20:26,593 --> 00:20:28,859
So I'm like,
maybe I'll just do that,
493
00:20:28,928 --> 00:20:31,329
and moving is always
a [bleep] show for me.
494
00:20:31,397 --> 00:20:34,632
- Hello? Police department.
- Ooh!
495
00:20:34,701 --> 00:20:36,334
- He's screaming, because he's
mad I'm taking the furniture.
496
00:20:36,402 --> 00:20:40,371
I'm like, "It's my furniture."
Shut the [bleep] up!
497
00:20:40,440 --> 00:20:42,840
You [bleep] bitch!
- Get out.
498
00:20:42,909 --> 00:20:44,375
- What a [bleep] [bleep]!
499
00:20:44,444 --> 00:20:46,444
- I'm so [bleep] mad right now!
500
00:20:46,512 --> 00:20:48,946
No one understands
how [bleep] mad I am!
501
00:20:49,015 --> 00:20:50,648
- So many people have lived
here with me,
502
00:20:50,717 --> 00:20:52,583
and there's been so much
[bleep] with,
503
00:20:52,652 --> 00:20:54,452
you know, me and Sean,
like, living here,
504
00:20:54,520 --> 00:20:56,654
and I need to start over
505
00:20:56,723 --> 00:20:58,689
and feel like I have a house
that's just mine.
506
00:20:58,758 --> 00:21:00,591
I'm trying to make the best
of this new year,
507
00:21:00,660 --> 00:21:02,260
so I'm, like,
wherever I move, like,
508
00:21:02,328 --> 00:21:04,328
I'm going to make
the best of my situation,
509
00:21:04,397 --> 00:21:06,030
so I'm just excited to, like,
510
00:21:06,099 --> 00:21:08,633
start this new chapter
in my life.
511
00:21:08,701 --> 00:21:11,402
- Yay.
512
00:21:11,471 --> 00:21:15,239
- ♪ You keep kneeling
to your phone ♪
513
00:21:15,308 --> 00:21:18,209
♪ In between two rooms ♪
514
00:21:18,278 --> 00:21:20,845
♪ At the club ♪
515
00:21:20,913 --> 00:21:23,281
- This place is a mess.
Come here.
516
00:21:23,349 --> 00:21:25,283
Let me put your hair up.
- No!
517
00:21:25,351 --> 00:21:27,018
- Remember what we talked
about?
518
00:21:27,086 --> 00:21:30,955
That's what I thought.
519
00:21:31,024 --> 00:21:32,857
I thought that was my bracelet.
520
00:21:32,925 --> 00:21:34,091
- No. It's mine.
521
00:21:34,160 --> 00:21:37,094
- So I have some bad news
for you guys.
522
00:21:37,163 --> 00:21:38,296
- Why?
523
00:21:38,364 --> 00:21:43,301
- You guys are not going
back to school.
524
00:21:43,369 --> 00:21:45,903
- Forever?
- Until further notice,
525
00:21:45,972 --> 00:21:47,672
so I told both of your dads,
526
00:21:47,740 --> 00:21:51,175
and then I also told them
that if they needed any help
527
00:21:51,244 --> 00:21:53,477
that I would help them
as much as I can.
528
00:21:53,546 --> 00:21:54,779
How do you guys feel?
529
00:21:54,847 --> 00:21:56,647
- Horrible.
530
00:21:56,716 --> 00:21:59,717
- What did you like about
going to in-person school?
531
00:21:59,786 --> 00:22:01,619
- I didn't have to stay home
all day.
532
00:22:01,688 --> 00:22:04,455
I could go see
my friends and stuff.
533
00:22:04,524 --> 00:22:08,893
- And then what do you like
about staying home?
534
00:22:08,961 --> 00:22:10,227
- Nothing.
535
00:22:10,296 --> 00:22:11,562
- [laughs]
536
00:22:11,631 --> 00:22:15,566
- Lincoln was in one
my Zoom calls,
537
00:22:15,635 --> 00:22:18,669
and he was bugging me
while I was on my Zoom...
538
00:22:18,738 --> 00:22:21,572
- Lincoln!
- In the old house.
539
00:22:21,641 --> 00:22:24,608
- Lincoln, you cannot be
doing that on his Zoom calls.
540
00:22:24,677 --> 00:22:25,876
- She said--
541
00:22:25,945 --> 00:22:26,877
- You're not going to do it
either, right?
542
00:22:26,946 --> 00:22:28,245
- Uh-uh.
543
00:22:28,314 --> 00:22:29,347
- You're not going to annoy
your brothers?
544
00:22:29,415 --> 00:22:33,317
Are they going to annoy you?
They are?
545
00:22:33,386 --> 00:22:37,988
Are they annoying? They are?
All right. I'm going upstairs.
546
00:22:38,057 --> 00:22:41,659
- Catch this football.
Catch this football.
547
00:22:41,728 --> 00:22:45,229
♪ ♪
548
00:22:45,298 --> 00:22:48,265
- The online work is stupid,
549
00:22:48,334 --> 00:22:51,802
and the actual work at school
550
00:22:51,871 --> 00:22:54,105
is a lot better.
551
00:22:54,173 --> 00:22:59,143
I want for COVID not to exist.
552
00:22:59,212 --> 00:23:02,613
- That's the biggest
change I want.
553
00:23:02,682 --> 00:23:06,984
That's the only change
I want,
554
00:23:07,053 --> 00:23:09,587
COVID to not exist.
555
00:23:17,363 --> 00:23:20,664
[upbeat music]
556
00:23:20,733 --> 00:23:23,267
- I got the girls back
from their dad's last night,
557
00:23:23,336 --> 00:23:25,803
and this morning I signed up
for health insurance.
558
00:23:25,872 --> 00:23:26,804
- [indistinct].
559
00:23:29,375 --> 00:23:30,508
- No.
560
00:23:30,576 --> 00:23:33,511
- You said I could.
561
00:23:33,579 --> 00:23:35,780
- Mom?
- A Gucci belt?
562
00:23:35,848 --> 00:23:39,450
- You are 11 years old.
I don't even have a Gucci belt.
563
00:23:39,519 --> 00:23:40,885
What do you mean?
564
00:23:40,953 --> 00:23:42,153
- Yeah. You have two.
565
00:23:42,221 --> 00:23:45,055
- No, I do not.
They're from Target.
566
00:23:45,124 --> 00:23:49,827
Guess what. Your mama
has medical insurance, guys.
567
00:23:49,896 --> 00:23:51,462
Yes.
- Yeah.
568
00:23:51,531 --> 00:23:53,597
- So is that going to take care
of everything, though?
569
00:23:53,666 --> 00:23:56,567
- No. It won't. It won't cover
the tumor on my breast,
570
00:23:56,636 --> 00:23:58,869
because it's already
a pre-existing condition.
571
00:23:58,938 --> 00:24:01,372
I've already had it checked
and examined
572
00:24:01,441 --> 00:24:03,841
before I got medical insurance.
573
00:24:03,910 --> 00:24:05,342
- What's a tumor?
574
00:24:05,411 --> 00:24:09,880
- It's kind of like a cyst.
It's a lump inside my breast.
575
00:24:09,949 --> 00:24:12,283
I know.
It's kind of weird, right?
576
00:24:12,351 --> 00:24:16,887
- Can we please go play?
- Yeah. Go play.
577
00:24:16,956 --> 00:24:18,756
[chatter]
578
00:24:18,825 --> 00:24:20,291
- So you haven't had insurance
since you
579
00:24:20,359 --> 00:24:21,559
and Jeremy got divorced?
580
00:24:21,627 --> 00:24:22,560
- Yeah.
- Right?
581
00:24:22,628 --> 00:24:23,894
- That's, like, six years.
582
00:24:23,963 --> 00:24:26,397
Before I just thought
I could minimize my visits
583
00:24:26,466 --> 00:24:28,766
and just pay for it myself,
which ends up,
584
00:24:28,835 --> 00:24:31,302
like, when you start really
understanding your finances
585
00:24:31,370 --> 00:24:33,938
and how much you're putting out
into medical expenses,
586
00:24:34,006 --> 00:24:35,940
I was like,
"Wow. This is insane.
587
00:24:36,008 --> 00:24:39,276
I can't continue to do this."
That's when I really realized
588
00:24:39,345 --> 00:24:40,678
that I needed
medical insurance.
589
00:24:40,746 --> 00:24:43,414
- But moving forward with,
like, potential...
590
00:24:43,483 --> 00:24:45,349
- But it won't cover--
it will not cover any
591
00:24:45,418 --> 00:24:46,517
pre-existing condition
that I have.
592
00:24:46,586 --> 00:24:47,718
So it will not cover the tumor.
593
00:24:47,787 --> 00:24:49,186
- So nothing related to that?
- No.
594
00:24:49,255 --> 00:24:53,457
I was worried about
accumulating debt with this,
595
00:24:53,526 --> 00:24:55,926
you know, possibly having
the procedure.
596
00:24:55,995 --> 00:24:58,395
I definitely busted my ass
to get myself out
597
00:24:58,464 --> 00:25:01,165
of any kind of debt
that I was in in the past,
598
00:25:01,234 --> 00:25:03,667
and that's why I don't know
if I would really do it
599
00:25:03,736 --> 00:25:05,503
if it's not medically
necessary,
600
00:25:05,571 --> 00:25:06,837
I mean,
unless it was life or death.
601
00:25:06,906 --> 00:25:08,339
- Right.
- So there's, like,
602
00:25:08,407 --> 00:25:09,507
two things
that would weigh out here.
603
00:25:09,575 --> 00:25:10,641
Like, is it medically
necessary?
604
00:25:10,710 --> 00:25:12,510
Is it something that is,
605
00:25:12,578 --> 00:25:14,144
you know,
potentially cancerous?
606
00:25:14,213 --> 00:25:16,480
Is this something that could
be, you know, grow into cancer?
607
00:25:16,549 --> 00:25:17,781
Whatever the doctor recommends
608
00:25:17,850 --> 00:25:20,818
is what
I'll base my decision off of.
609
00:25:20,887 --> 00:25:21,919
- Yeah.
610
00:25:21,988 --> 00:25:23,621
- But if he's like,
"You know what?
611
00:25:23,689 --> 00:25:25,222
"The tumor hasn't grown,
and I think it's fine.
612
00:25:25,291 --> 00:25:30,060
It doesn't seem to look
dangerous or harmful to you,"
613
00:25:30,129 --> 00:25:33,197
yeah, I would probably
eliminate spending $20,000,
614
00:25:33,266 --> 00:25:34,698
and I would deal
with the discomfort.
615
00:25:34,767 --> 00:25:36,800
I'll continue to follow it
and keep track of it
616
00:25:36,869 --> 00:25:39,904
and make sure it's nothing
that is harmful or...
617
00:25:39,972 --> 00:25:41,939
- Right. Right, yeah.
- You know?
618
00:25:42,008 --> 00:25:43,574
- I'll definitely do that,
but any kind of
619
00:25:43,643 --> 00:25:46,010
emergency can happen,
and it's just--
620
00:25:46,078 --> 00:25:48,812
it feels better knowing
that I have coverage.
621
00:25:51,250 --> 00:25:52,816
[upbeat music]
622
00:25:52,885 --> 00:25:54,718
- Lewis was supposed to
text me this morning
623
00:25:54,787 --> 00:25:56,820
to let me know
what time to meet him,
624
00:25:56,889 --> 00:25:58,622
but I still haven't
heard from him.
625
00:25:58,691 --> 00:26:00,090
She's going to be jumping.
626
00:26:00,159 --> 00:26:02,059
- I don't care.
You have to dress her up.
627
00:26:02,128 --> 00:26:04,328
What time is it now?
628
00:26:04,397 --> 00:26:07,631
- It is 1:00, 12:51.
629
00:26:07,700 --> 00:26:09,633
- Has he text you back?
630
00:26:09,702 --> 00:26:11,702
- Nope.
- Today is Sunday.
631
00:26:11,771 --> 00:26:14,305
Yesterday was Saturday.
He's probably DJing.
632
00:26:14,373 --> 00:26:17,408
- Mm-mm.
- Just go. Take her in.
633
00:26:17,476 --> 00:26:18,842
- I'm going to just take them
and go
634
00:26:18,911 --> 00:26:20,277
because I don't feel
like waiting for him,
635
00:26:20,346 --> 00:26:21,679
because then we'll be
waiting all day.
636
00:26:21,747 --> 00:26:23,948
This is not the first time.
637
00:26:24,016 --> 00:26:27,918
- Just being late
is [bleep] up.
638
00:26:27,987 --> 00:26:30,387
There you go.
Go put your sneakers on.
639
00:26:30,456 --> 00:26:33,490
- Let's go, Stelly.
Put on your Crocs, Nova.
640
00:26:33,559 --> 00:26:35,259
You look cute.
641
00:26:35,328 --> 00:26:38,295
You ready to go jumping
for a little bit? Yeah?
642
00:26:38,364 --> 00:26:41,932
- Okay. Have fun.
- Okay. Let's go.
643
00:26:42,001 --> 00:26:43,300
Bye, Kai. See you later.
644
00:26:43,369 --> 00:26:46,904
- Bye, Kai.
645
00:26:46,973 --> 00:26:50,174
- Yeah. We'll come back soon.
646
00:26:51,844 --> 00:26:53,344
- Go sit in, Stelly belly.
647
00:26:53,412 --> 00:26:55,579
- Okay.
648
00:26:55,648 --> 00:26:59,149
[indistinct chatter]
649
00:26:59,218 --> 00:27:02,319
- Ay-yi-yi.
650
00:27:02,388 --> 00:27:03,554
Let's go.
651
00:27:03,623 --> 00:27:05,356
All right. Let's go, guys.
652
00:27:05,424 --> 00:27:10,094
- Okay. Come on. Let's rolly.
653
00:27:14,467 --> 00:27:15,866
- You've seen your daddy
before.
654
00:27:23,242 --> 00:27:26,744
- Yeah. Your daddy has no hair.
- Yeah.
655
00:27:26,812 --> 00:27:29,446
He has a little tiny hair.
656
00:27:29,515 --> 00:27:34,284
- Yeah.
- Yeah, like--like...
657
00:27:34,353 --> 00:27:36,120
I know.
- Like a pig?
658
00:27:36,188 --> 00:27:38,255
- No! Like a zebra.
- Like Lego pieces.
659
00:27:38,324 --> 00:27:39,690
- Like a zebra.
660
00:27:39,759 --> 00:27:43,394
- A zebra? Honestly,
I don't know where Lewis is.
661
00:27:43,462 --> 00:27:45,963
He did not text me back,
662
00:27:46,032 --> 00:27:49,900
so I guess we're just going
to go us three, okay?
663
00:27:49,969 --> 00:27:51,301
- Okay.
- I don't know where
664
00:27:51,370 --> 00:27:53,037
your daddy is, baby.
665
00:27:53,105 --> 00:27:56,340
- [Indistinct]. Love him.
666
00:27:56,409 --> 00:27:57,408
- You love him?
667
00:27:57,476 --> 00:27:58,609
- What if he's just there
waiting?
668
00:27:58,678 --> 00:28:01,145
- Maybe. Let's see.
669
00:28:01,213 --> 00:28:04,081
- But then he probably
would've answered then.
670
00:28:04,150 --> 00:28:06,950
- What did you say, Stella?
- I love him.
671
00:28:07,019 --> 00:28:09,253
- You love him?
- Mm-hmm.
672
00:28:09,321 --> 00:28:10,888
- Good. I know you do, baby.
673
00:28:10,956 --> 00:28:15,893
- ♪ I get the feeling
something just ain't right ♪
674
00:28:15,961 --> 00:28:19,096
♪ Feel it deep in my bones ♪
675
00:28:19,165 --> 00:28:22,466
♪ And I know ♪
676
00:28:22,535 --> 00:28:23,901
♪ All your demons ♪
677
00:28:23,969 --> 00:28:26,136
♪ They come out at night ♪
678
00:28:29,675 --> 00:28:32,976
[upbeat gentle music]
679
00:28:33,045 --> 00:28:34,678
- Bar and I are heading home.
680
00:28:34,747 --> 00:28:36,613
I'm so happy
to be getting married,
681
00:28:36,682 --> 00:28:38,082
but it's tough to not be sure
682
00:28:38,150 --> 00:28:40,584
if we can have the wedding
we really want.
683
00:28:40,653 --> 00:28:46,490
♪ ♪
684
00:28:46,559 --> 00:28:47,458
- [indistinct].
- Hey, Mom.
685
00:28:47,526 --> 00:28:48,759
- Hey. What's going on?
686
00:28:48,828 --> 00:28:50,828
- Hey, stinker boo.
- Y'all matching, okay.
687
00:28:50,896 --> 00:28:53,564
- [indistinct].
- All right. All right.
688
00:28:53,632 --> 00:28:57,835
All right. Oh, your Mommy.
689
00:28:57,903 --> 00:29:00,437
- What's up, baby?
- So what's going on?
690
00:29:00,506 --> 00:29:03,574
What's going on?
Details.
691
00:29:03,642 --> 00:29:05,008
- Yes.
- Let me see.
692
00:29:05,077 --> 00:29:07,244
- But you already knew,
because you're a sneak.
693
00:29:07,313 --> 00:29:09,113
- Aww.
694
00:29:09,181 --> 00:29:11,715
Ooh, child. Okay.
695
00:29:11,784 --> 00:29:13,550
Bar, you did good.
You did good.
696
00:29:13,619 --> 00:29:16,253
- Thank you.
- You see Mommy's ring, stink?
697
00:29:16,322 --> 00:29:18,722
You like it? Is it shiny?
698
00:29:18,791 --> 00:29:20,190
Daddy got it for me.
699
00:29:20,259 --> 00:29:22,926
- Aw...
700
00:29:25,798 --> 00:29:26,797
- Ooh.
- You're welcome.
701
00:29:26,866 --> 00:29:29,933
- [laughs]
- You're welcome.
702
00:29:30,002 --> 00:29:31,902
- I think I'm not excited.
I'm over it.
703
00:29:31,971 --> 00:29:33,403
It need to be done already.
704
00:29:33,472 --> 00:29:36,707
- Yeah.
- It's taken...the--
705
00:29:36,776 --> 00:29:38,809
okay, because first it was
like, "No y'all ain't!"
706
00:29:38,878 --> 00:29:41,712
And now it's just so, like,
can you just hurry up now?
707
00:29:41,781 --> 00:29:43,380
Because
it's just been lingering.
708
00:29:43,449 --> 00:29:45,949
Y'all either going to do this
or you're not, so...
709
00:29:46,018 --> 00:29:48,652
- Yeah. We're going to run off
and get married. Don't worry.
710
00:29:48,721 --> 00:29:50,120
- Oh, [bleep].
711
00:29:50,189 --> 00:29:52,456
She just said that, and she
just--everything stopped.
712
00:29:52,525 --> 00:29:53,991
She had a whole thought of her
713
00:29:54,059 --> 00:29:56,593
doing hella stuff
to your face just now.
714
00:29:56,662 --> 00:29:58,328
- On one hand, I do want
this dream wedding.
715
00:29:58,397 --> 00:30:00,097
- On the other hand, I just
don't want to [bleep] do it.
716
00:30:00,166 --> 00:30:03,167
I feel like every event every
year it's the same [bleep].
717
00:30:03,235 --> 00:30:04,768
- But honestly, I think
at this point as well, like,
718
00:30:04,837 --> 00:30:06,670
I want to do it as well.
My heart is like, "Yeah.
719
00:30:06,739 --> 00:30:08,005
"We need to have
everybody be there,
720
00:30:08,073 --> 00:30:09,740
and it'll be amazing
and beautiful,"
721
00:30:09,809 --> 00:30:11,809
but I think also at this point,
it's like, "Bruh,
722
00:30:11,877 --> 00:30:14,311
"I done seen so much
[bleep] go left at this point,
723
00:30:14,380 --> 00:30:16,947
it's like all the [bleep]
just go horrible on any level."
724
00:30:17,016 --> 00:30:18,282
- We going to sleep on it,
725
00:30:18,350 --> 00:30:20,651
but I think ultimately,
I just really--
726
00:30:20,719 --> 00:30:25,689
I just really don't
want to deal with it.
727
00:30:27,393 --> 00:30:29,393
- That's sad. That's sad.
728
00:30:29,461 --> 00:30:31,728
- I think it's unfortunate
that this is the situation
729
00:30:31,797 --> 00:30:33,330
that our families are in.
730
00:30:33,399 --> 00:30:36,300
His mama, my mama, his sister,
my sister, whatever.
731
00:30:36,368 --> 00:30:40,504
I want to have a grand wedding,
but I'm skeptical,
732
00:30:40,573 --> 00:30:42,773
because I don't want to run
the chance of this day
733
00:30:42,842 --> 00:30:46,577
being ruined
in general by anybody,
734
00:30:46,645 --> 00:30:48,445
so that kind of
makes me feel like
735
00:30:48,514 --> 00:30:51,548
we should not do a wedding.
736
00:30:51,617 --> 00:30:52,983
We don't need a setback.
737
00:30:53,052 --> 00:30:55,252
We don't need to relive,
replay, revisit,
738
00:30:55,321 --> 00:30:59,857
redo, rehash, none of that.
We need to just move on.
739
00:31:02,394 --> 00:31:04,761
- ♪ I know it will
get better ♪
740
00:31:04,830 --> 00:31:06,897
♪ Better, better, better ♪
741
00:31:06,966 --> 00:31:08,198
- I just left work,
742
00:31:08,267 --> 00:31:09,967
and I'm on my way
to the new house.
743
00:31:10,035 --> 00:31:12,069
As soon as I sign the lease,
I can move in,
744
00:31:12,137 --> 00:31:14,838
but I'm getting a later start
than I'd like.
745
00:31:14,907 --> 00:31:17,441
♪ ♪
746
00:31:17,509 --> 00:31:18,942
Oh, my [bleep] God.
747
00:31:19,011 --> 00:31:20,777
You got to be kidding me.
You got to be kidding me.
748
00:31:20,846 --> 00:31:22,246
Everyone,
you got to be kidding me.
749
00:31:22,314 --> 00:31:23,714
This isn't happening.
750
00:31:23,782 --> 00:31:24,982
Oh, my God!
This is not happening.
751
00:31:25,050 --> 00:31:26,717
Is this [bleep]
happening right now?
752
00:31:26,785 --> 00:31:28,719
Are you kidding me?
Are you kidding me?
753
00:31:28,787 --> 00:31:31,588
My whole bumper is about
to come off my car.
754
00:31:31,657 --> 00:31:33,590
Jesus Christ!
755
00:31:33,659 --> 00:31:34,858
This isn't good.
756
00:31:34,927 --> 00:31:37,995
I feel like this is bad luck.
757
00:31:41,100 --> 00:31:44,735
Hello. Sorry.
Oh, my goodness.
758
00:31:44,803 --> 00:31:46,503
- Well, I'm Peter.
- Hi.
759
00:31:46,572 --> 00:31:47,671
Nice to meet you. I'm Jade.
760
00:31:47,740 --> 00:31:48,972
- So the term of lease,
761
00:31:49,041 --> 00:31:50,974
it's a 12-month lease.
- Mm-hmm.
762
00:31:51,043 --> 00:31:53,310
- Monthly lease payment.
763
00:31:53,379 --> 00:31:54,578
- The first of
every month, right?
764
00:31:54,647 --> 00:31:56,013
- First of every month.
- Yeah.
765
00:31:56,081 --> 00:31:59,549
- So if you would initial
by each six bullet points,
766
00:31:59,618 --> 00:32:02,653
and here are two sets of keys.
767
00:32:02,721 --> 00:32:05,022
- Oh, thank you.
It was nice to meet you.
768
00:32:05,090 --> 00:32:07,758
I will see you later. You have
a good rest of your day.
769
00:32:07,826 --> 00:32:09,126
- You too.
- I'm going to go pick up
770
00:32:09,194 --> 00:32:12,796
the U-Haul
and get to hauling stuff over.
771
00:32:12,865 --> 00:32:15,799
[light music]
772
00:32:15,868 --> 00:32:22,873
♪ ♪
773
00:32:22,942 --> 00:32:26,944
- Hello?
- Hey, Jade. This is Peter.
774
00:32:32,151 --> 00:32:36,086
- Uh-huh.
775
00:32:36,155 --> 00:32:39,690
- So I'm--
776
00:32:39,758 --> 00:32:40,991
- I'll go to the bank
and grab it.
777
00:32:41,060 --> 00:32:44,094
I'll text you
when I get back to the house
778
00:32:44,163 --> 00:32:47,831
probably in about
an hour or so. Is that okay?
779
00:32:48,901 --> 00:32:50,233
- Okay. Thank you.
780
00:32:50,302 --> 00:32:52,636
I'll see you in a little bit.
Bye.
781
00:32:52,705 --> 00:32:55,939
- Oh, my God.
I'm running behind.
782
00:32:56,008 --> 00:32:58,709
[tense music]
783
00:32:58,777 --> 00:33:00,711
♪ ♪
784
00:33:00,779 --> 00:33:03,246
I'm finishing up and heading
home, but it's getting dark,
785
00:33:03,315 --> 00:33:05,382
and I just want to get
the move over with,
786
00:33:05,451 --> 00:33:07,184
but there's been so many
things slowing me down,
787
00:33:07,252 --> 00:33:09,319
and I'm really irritated.
788
00:33:09,388 --> 00:33:14,691
Okay. Let's roll, y'all.
789
00:33:14,760 --> 00:33:16,760
[phone rings]
790
00:33:16,829 --> 00:33:19,129
- Hello?
- We're on our way.
791
00:33:19,198 --> 00:33:20,630
- Oh, okay. I don't know what
the [bleep] was going on.
792
00:33:20,699 --> 00:33:24,468
The lady at the bank
made my money order $500 short.
793
00:33:24,536 --> 00:33:26,536
With those masks on,
she must have, like,
794
00:33:26,605 --> 00:33:28,739
misheard the number,
and I was in such a hurry,
795
00:33:28,807 --> 00:33:32,542
I grabbed them and didn't even,
like, double-check them.
796
00:33:32,611 --> 00:33:36,546
- Okay, so can Rod bring some
laundry and do some laundry
797
00:33:36,615 --> 00:33:39,082
while we're doing it
at the old house?
798
00:33:39,151 --> 00:33:42,219
- Yeah. I don't care.
All right. Bye.
799
00:33:42,287 --> 00:33:47,257
- Bye.
800
00:33:47,326 --> 00:33:49,760
- I'm so [bleep]
annoyed with today.
801
00:33:49,828 --> 00:33:56,967
♪ ♪
802
00:34:10,149 --> 00:34:11,415
- I'm super stressed out.
803
00:34:11,483 --> 00:34:13,016
I just picked up
the moving van,
804
00:34:13,085 --> 00:34:14,418
but I'm so behind,
805
00:34:14,486 --> 00:34:18,989
and we need to get going
before it gets too dark.
806
00:34:19,058 --> 00:34:20,590
About to start moving [bleep].
807
00:34:20,659 --> 00:34:22,392
I told them to just stay
outside for right now, like,
808
00:34:22,461 --> 00:34:23,693
film what's going out
until we get
809
00:34:23,762 --> 00:34:25,362
some of this living room
[bleep] out of here,
810
00:34:25,431 --> 00:34:27,097
because
it's just cluttered in here.
811
00:34:27,166 --> 00:34:28,598
It's about to be dark out.
812
00:34:28,667 --> 00:34:30,467
We're not going to be
able to see anything.
813
00:34:30,536 --> 00:34:33,770
There's no lights. Yeah.
I'm like, "What the hell?"
814
00:34:33,839 --> 00:34:36,773
So we have to kind of hurry
and get all the big stuff.
815
00:34:36,842 --> 00:34:40,110
- Kloie!
- Hey, stop screaming.
816
00:34:40,179 --> 00:34:42,112
- Just be quiet.
817
00:34:42,181 --> 00:34:44,514
- You're about to be
in time-out.
818
00:34:44,583 --> 00:34:45,982
- Can you pick it up?
- I...[bleep].
819
00:34:46,051 --> 00:34:47,217
It's hooked, Sean.
820
00:34:47,286 --> 00:34:49,453
- On what?
- On this. You see this?
821
00:34:49,521 --> 00:34:51,655
See? That. Okay.
Now it's [Indistinct].
822
00:34:51,723 --> 00:34:54,891
- Oh, dang it. What the hell?
How'd that get under there?
823
00:34:54,960 --> 00:34:56,159
There's a penguin under there.
824
00:34:56,228 --> 00:34:58,361
- Oh. Of course there is.
It's, like,
825
00:34:58,430 --> 00:35:00,130
hooked on the side of that.
There. There.
826
00:35:00,199 --> 00:35:01,431
- Okay.
- Okay, Dad. Yeah.
827
00:35:01,500 --> 00:35:06,369
- Want some of these?
Look. Yummy.
828
00:35:06,438 --> 00:35:09,172
Here comes Grandma. Hold on.
I'm putting my clothes in here.
829
00:35:09,241 --> 00:35:11,575
- Let's just stick this
[bleep].
830
00:35:11,643 --> 00:35:13,410
- Kloie, stop.
- Hey.
831
00:35:13,479 --> 00:35:14,444
- No one--
832
00:35:14,513 --> 00:35:15,812
- You're moving into
your new house.
833
00:35:15,881 --> 00:35:17,414
- We're moving to
the new house, Klo.
834
00:35:17,483 --> 00:35:20,250
Chill. She thinks everyone
is just stealing her stuff.
835
00:35:20,319 --> 00:35:21,918
You can just
stick this in the--
836
00:35:21,987 --> 00:35:24,488
there's blankets in the back
of the trunk on the right side.
837
00:35:24,556 --> 00:35:25,789
Watch out.
What?
838
00:35:25,858 --> 00:35:28,992
See. What the heck?
I said watch out.
839
00:35:29,061 --> 00:35:30,460
- [crying]
840
00:35:30,529 --> 00:35:33,330
- Oh, my God.
841
00:35:33,398 --> 00:35:35,966
Go to your room.
842
00:35:36,034 --> 00:35:39,836
Let me see your finger.
I'm sorry.
843
00:35:39,905 --> 00:35:41,972
See? That's why I said
you can't be on the floor.
844
00:35:42,040 --> 00:35:45,275
You're going to get stepped on.
You have to stay in your room.
845
00:35:45,344 --> 00:35:49,112
- Christy, please take her.
- Go get it then.
846
00:35:49,181 --> 00:35:51,281
Quit being bad.
847
00:35:51,350 --> 00:35:55,752
- Get one of those big boxes.
848
00:35:55,821 --> 00:35:57,120
That's not the big one.
That's the small box.
849
00:35:57,189 --> 00:35:58,355
- What do you mean?
850
00:35:58,423 --> 00:35:59,723
This is the biggest one
over there.
851
00:35:59,791 --> 00:36:01,158
- No, it's not.
I bought two small, two big.
852
00:36:01,226 --> 00:36:03,593
- This is the biggest one
over there.
853
00:36:03,662 --> 00:36:05,262
- Hey, can you look at me?
854
00:36:05,330 --> 00:36:07,297
- I really don't want you.
You're irritating the [bleep].
855
00:36:07,366 --> 00:36:08,965
- You're irritating the [bleep]
out of me.
856
00:36:09,034 --> 00:36:10,800
I want you guys to kind of
just go,
857
00:36:10,869 --> 00:36:12,035
because
I'm just getting annoyed,
858
00:36:12,104 --> 00:36:14,471
and I just want
to stop filming right now.
859
00:36:14,540 --> 00:36:17,440
[tense music]
860
00:36:17,509 --> 00:36:19,943
♪ ♪
861
00:36:20,012 --> 00:36:21,478
[upbeat music]
862
00:36:21,547 --> 00:36:23,413
- We've been at the trampoline
park for two hours,
863
00:36:23,482 --> 00:36:25,615
and still no Lewis.
The girls are tired,
864
00:36:25,684 --> 00:36:29,252
so I'm going to take
them home.
865
00:36:29,321 --> 00:36:31,821
- [shouts].
- Is that your grandma?
866
00:36:31,890 --> 00:36:35,425
- Yeah, yeah!
- Hey!
867
00:36:35,494 --> 00:36:38,695
- [sighs]
868
00:36:40,799 --> 00:36:43,233
- Come on. Hi.
869
00:36:43,302 --> 00:36:47,904
- What happened to your socks?
- I love you so much.
870
00:36:47,973 --> 00:36:49,272
You're my big girl.
871
00:36:49,341 --> 00:36:52,175
- Mm-hmm.
- I love you so much.
872
00:36:52,244 --> 00:36:53,443
-Okay, let's put them
in your bag.
873
00:36:53,512 --> 00:36:58,248
- Pick them up.
- That's a lot of bracelets.
874
00:36:58,317 --> 00:36:59,983
That's a lot of bracelets.
875
00:37:00,052 --> 00:37:05,155
- I know. Nova, watch the dog,
and wash your sister's hands.
876
00:37:06,792 --> 00:37:10,360
So what happened?
877
00:37:10,429 --> 00:37:15,265
- Lewis didn't show up.
- What did he say?
878
00:37:15,334 --> 00:37:18,001
- He said that he overslept,
that he hasn't slept
879
00:37:18,070 --> 00:37:20,704
the last the days,
and then I was--
880
00:37:20,772 --> 00:37:22,939
He said sorry. I was like,
"I don't need an apology.
881
00:37:23,008 --> 00:37:26,309
"You owe Stella an apology,
because she asked for you.
882
00:37:26,378 --> 00:37:28,745
We waited for you
at the place."
883
00:37:28,814 --> 00:37:31,314
And then he wrote
this whole message saying,
884
00:37:31,383 --> 00:37:34,217
"I'm not putting up excuses.
I'm tired of that.
885
00:37:34,286 --> 00:37:35,785
"What I was going to speak
to you about
886
00:37:35,854 --> 00:37:38,722
"is if we can come up
with some type of plan.
887
00:37:38,790 --> 00:37:41,024
"I want to spend
more time with Stella.
888
00:37:41,093 --> 00:37:44,027
"Not saying you held her back
from me ever, but just now,
889
00:37:44,096 --> 00:37:47,664
I'm taking a local position,
so I'll be home daily."
890
00:37:47,733 --> 00:37:49,165
- Get the [bleep] out of here.
- "I'll be working at night.
891
00:37:49,234 --> 00:37:50,934
"so that's why I haven't
been sleeping,
892
00:37:51,003 --> 00:37:52,535
"because I've been
in orientation,
893
00:37:52,604 --> 00:37:55,805
"and then I had to do a few
early jobs for the new company.
894
00:37:55,874 --> 00:37:57,774
"I've just been feeling [bleep]
895
00:37:57,843 --> 00:37:59,876
"lately, and I want
a relationship with her
896
00:37:59,945 --> 00:38:03,546
as I do with my other daughter,
and that's on me, not you."
897
00:38:05,717 --> 00:38:06,983
I didn't write back.
898
00:38:07,052 --> 00:38:08,585
I don't think
I'm going to write back.
899
00:38:08,654 --> 00:38:11,454
- So you're starting again
all over.
900
00:38:11,523 --> 00:38:13,523
A new job, a new career,
a new this, a new that.
901
00:38:13,592 --> 00:38:16,192
It's always something with him.
- Mm-hmm.
902
00:38:16,261 --> 00:38:19,262
- The fact that
he slept through,
903
00:38:19,331 --> 00:38:22,899
that is the worst excuse
anybody can give anybody,
904
00:38:22,968 --> 00:38:25,001
the worst, not acceptable.
905
00:38:25,070 --> 00:38:28,738
- Mm-hmm. I don't know.
906
00:38:28,807 --> 00:38:31,708
[gentle music]
907
00:38:31,777 --> 00:38:36,379
♪ ♪
908
00:38:36,448 --> 00:38:38,248
- I don't know
what to do anymore.
909
00:38:38,317 --> 00:38:41,284
Like, I feel like I'm trying
to protect Stella
910
00:38:41,353 --> 00:38:43,953
and show her as much love
as I possibly can,
911
00:38:44,022 --> 00:38:47,791
and, you know, it's just hard
to see Nova with her father
912
00:38:47,859 --> 00:38:50,293
and then Stella not
with her dad,
913
00:38:50,362 --> 00:38:53,730
and I know Stella
doesn't understand right now,
914
00:38:53,799 --> 00:38:57,000
but later down the road
when she gets older,
915
00:38:57,069 --> 00:39:02,205
she will, and, like, what am I
supposed to say to her?
916
00:39:02,274 --> 00:39:03,773
And it's really hard as a mom.
917
00:39:03,842 --> 00:39:07,544
Like, I feel so guilty
bringing her into this world
918
00:39:07,612 --> 00:39:10,914
and her not being able to
to experience,
919
00:39:10,982 --> 00:39:14,818
you know, both parents.
920
00:39:14,886 --> 00:39:16,152
I feel like I failed her.
921
00:39:16,221 --> 00:39:19,789
I failed her, and I knew
this was going to happen,
922
00:39:19,858 --> 00:39:23,893
and I failed her.
923
00:39:23,962 --> 00:39:29,165
♪ Together we'll burn bright
and strong ♪
924
00:39:29,234 --> 00:39:32,102
♪ We're all waking up ♪
925
00:39:32,170 --> 00:39:35,171
♪ 'Cause we are beacons ♪
926
00:39:35,240 --> 00:39:40,677
♪ We're a flame in the night ♪
927
00:39:40,746 --> 00:39:46,916
♪ We're a fire
burning bright ♪
928
00:39:46,985 --> 00:39:48,551
♪ We found our heart ♪
929
00:39:48,620 --> 00:39:50,153
♪ We found our light ♪
930
00:39:50,222 --> 00:39:51,354
♪ We'll light up the night ♪
931
00:39:51,423 --> 00:39:53,056
♪ We'll light up
the night ♪
932
00:39:53,125 --> 00:39:55,592
♪ We found our heart ♪
933
00:39:55,660 --> 00:39:58,194
♪ We found
our heart ♪
934
00:39:58,263 --> 00:40:04,234
♪ We're a flame
in the night ♪
935
00:40:04,302 --> 00:40:11,408
♪ ♪
936
00:40:17,682 --> 00:40:18,915
- Nova walks in.
937
00:40:18,984 --> 00:40:20,350
She's all sad and hysterical.
938
00:40:20,419 --> 00:40:22,385
She's just like,
"My dad forgot about me."
939
00:40:22,454 --> 00:40:24,087
- Well, it ain't that big
of a [bleep] deal.
940
00:40:24,156 --> 00:40:25,688
- Are you ready for your test?
941
00:40:25,757 --> 00:40:27,290
- Yep.
942
00:40:27,359 --> 00:40:29,259
- So how does this new
phone work with Isaac?
943
00:40:29,327 --> 00:40:31,728
Because we never
discussed this beforehand.
944
00:40:31,797 --> 00:40:34,330
- There was a recent COVID
break at the girls' school.
945
00:40:34,399 --> 00:40:35,498
- Oh, my gosh.
946
00:40:38,637 --> 00:40:40,503
Stay tuned.