1 00:00:00,297 --> 00:00:01,759 {\an7}- ♪ MTV ♪ 2 00:00:01,759 --> 00:00:03,660 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hannouncer: Last season on "Teen Mom 2"... 3 00:00:03,660 --> 00:00:06,627 {\an7}- Corey didn’t attend Ali’s \h\happointment in Columbus 4 00:00:06,627 --> 00:00:07,495 {\an7}in who knows how long. 5 00:00:07,495 --> 00:00:09,099 {\an7}- Has Corey been to all \hthe appointments? No. 6 00:00:09,099 --> 00:00:12,363 {\an7}\h\hBut when Jeremy said that, it just added fuel to the fire. 7 00:00:12,363 --> 00:00:13,759 {\an7}That was a rough fall. 8 00:00:13,759 --> 00:00:16,198 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h- I was screaming. - It’s like maybe she should 9 00:00:16,198 --> 00:00:20,000 {\an7}start using her wheelchair \h\h\h\h\h\h\hall the time. 10 00:00:20,000 --> 00:00:21,165 {\an7}I’ve never said this before, 11 00:00:21,165 --> 00:00:23,462 {\an7}but I was addicted to pain medication. 12 00:00:23,462 --> 00:00:26,330 {\an7}Ali and Aleeah have always \h\h\h\hbeen my motivation. 13 00:00:26,330 --> 00:00:28,231 {\an7}They’re what kept me going 14 00:00:28,231 --> 00:00:29,099 {\an7}and making the decision 15 00:00:29,099 --> 00:00:31,495 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\hto go to Arizona to the treatment facility. 16 00:00:31,495 --> 00:00:32,462 {\an7}- Have you not been, like, 17 00:00:32,462 --> 00:00:34,165 {\an7}watching the news about everything? 18 00:00:34,165 --> 00:00:34,891 {\an7}[dramatic music] 19 00:00:34,891 --> 00:00:36,429 {\an7}- Ali has a compromised \h\h\h\himmune system. 20 00:00:36,429 --> 00:00:38,231 {\an7}She couldn’t fight it like you and I could. 21 00:00:38,231 --> 00:00:41,297 {\an7}\h\h\h\hI know you’ve cheered since you were two years old. 22 00:00:41,297 --> 00:00:43,000 {\an7}But because of Ali girl, 23 00:00:43,000 --> 00:00:45,165 {\an7}\hI think we’re gonna have to pull out of activities. 24 00:00:45,165 --> 00:00:48,429 {\an7}- If it means protecting Ali, \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hthen I will. 25 00:00:48,429 --> 00:00:50,000 {\an7}- Javi, he texted me \h\h\h\hand was like, 26 00:00:50,000 --> 00:00:51,297 {\an7}"Oh, I’m not gonna do \h\hanything for you 27 00:00:51,297 --> 00:00:53,132 {\an7}because you’re mean to me and Lauren." 28 00:00:53,132 --> 00:00:53,792 {\an7}Oh, really? 29 00:00:53,792 --> 00:00:55,726 {\an7}\h\hIs that why you tried to [bleep] me on Tuesday 30 00:00:55,726 --> 00:00:57,297 {\an7}in the Wawa parking lot? 31 00:00:57,297 --> 00:00:58,396 {\an7}I really did Lauren dirty. 32 00:00:58,396 --> 00:00:59,693 {\an7}\h\hOh, my God. She texted me. 33 00:00:59,693 --> 00:01:01,660 {\an7}\h\h\h- What happened? - I apologized to her. 34 00:01:01,660 --> 00:01:03,528 {\an7}\hThis isn’t the first time I’ve said something on TV. 35 00:01:03,528 --> 00:01:06,231 {\an7}This isn’t the first time \h\hI’ve embarrassed her. 36 00:01:06,231 --> 00:01:08,198 {\an7}And she said that, \hand she’s right. 37 00:01:08,198 --> 00:01:08,891 {\an7}I’m pregnant. 38 00:01:08,891 --> 00:01:11,462 {\an7}I have not talked to Chris. \h\h\h\hI don’t talk to him. 39 00:01:11,462 --> 00:01:13,066 {\an7}It’s just, like, really toxic. 40 00:01:13,066 --> 00:01:15,165 {\an7}♪ ♪ 41 00:01:15,165 --> 00:01:17,198 {\an7}I don’t want Creed to have \ha relationship with Chris 42 00:01:17,198 --> 00:01:19,792 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hfor the simple fact that I don’t think it’s normal. 43 00:01:19,792 --> 00:01:21,132 {\an7}I don’t think it’s healthy. 44 00:01:21,132 --> 00:01:22,396 {\an7}I [bleep] up by moving. 45 00:01:22,396 --> 00:01:24,396 {\an7}I don’t need to be driving \h\h\h\h\h\hback and forth 46 00:01:24,396 --> 00:01:27,132 {\an7}35 minutes to make it easier \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hfor someone 47 00:01:27,132 --> 00:01:29,528 {\an7}who’s not contributing \h\h\hto our household. 48 00:01:29,528 --> 00:01:32,396 {\an7}\h- Are you still thinking about going back to Dover? 49 00:01:32,396 --> 00:01:34,693 {\an7}- Yeah, I’m actually looking \h\hat house plans right now. 50 00:01:34,693 --> 00:01:36,759 {\an7}- The Middletown adventure \h\h\h\h\his over for you. 51 00:01:36,759 --> 00:01:37,792 {\an7}- It’s more of a nightmare. 52 00:01:37,792 --> 00:01:40,330 {\an7}- I wanted to sit down \h\h\h\h\hwith you guys 53 00:01:40,330 --> 00:01:42,693 {\an7}\h\h\hso that we can come to some type of solution 54 00:01:42,693 --> 00:01:45,660 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hbecause I feel like I’m doing everything by myself. 55 00:01:45,660 --> 00:01:49,759 {\an7}- I do want to help out \h\h\hsomeway somehow. 56 00:01:50,330 --> 00:01:51,264 {\an7}- So I wanted to talk to you 57 00:01:51,264 --> 00:01:54,297 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\habout coming up with some type of schedule. 58 00:01:54,297 --> 00:01:56,561 {\an7}- I got Monday, Wednesday, \h\h\hand Friday, I’m off. 59 00:01:56,561 --> 00:01:58,132 {\an7}I can get her from school. 60 00:01:58,132 --> 00:01:59,429 {\an7}- Devoin, he’s late. 61 00:01:59,429 --> 00:02:01,165 {\an7}Don’t give Nova anxiety, 62 00:02:01,165 --> 00:02:02,363 {\an7}like somebody forgot \h\h\h\h\habout her. 63 00:02:02,363 --> 00:02:04,330 {\an7}"[Bleep] you. If you don’t like \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hhow I do it, 64 00:02:04,330 --> 00:02:05,264 {\an7}then you can pick her up." 65 00:02:05,264 --> 00:02:07,858 {\an7}Devoin put my phone number \h\h\h\h\h\h\hon Instagram. 66 00:02:07,858 --> 00:02:09,726 {\an7}The pickups and the drop-offs 67 00:02:09,726 --> 00:02:11,726 {\an7}and the bare minimum \h\h\his gonna stop. 68 00:02:11,726 --> 00:02:13,363 {\an7}I’m not gonna allow it \h\hto happen anymore. 69 00:02:13,363 --> 00:02:15,891 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hMe and Nova have a set schedule all the time. 70 00:02:15,891 --> 00:02:18,627 {\an7}\h\h\hWhen Devoin gets put into the schedule, 71 00:02:18,627 --> 00:02:19,462 {\an7}he [bleep] everything up. 72 00:02:19,462 --> 00:02:22,825 {\an7}She’s just starting to realize \h\h\hwhat a [bleep] dad he is. 73 00:02:22,825 --> 00:02:24,825 {\an7}- Jade’s about to graduate! 74 00:02:24,825 --> 00:02:26,132 {\an7}all: Whoo! 75 00:02:26,132 --> 00:02:28,363 {\an7}- I just want you to take \h\h\h\h\h\h\ha drug test 76 00:02:28,363 --> 00:02:30,561 {\an7}\h\hand prove you’re not doing drugs and-- 77 00:02:30,561 --> 00:02:32,627 {\an7}- Did it say I pass? \h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Yeah. 78 00:02:32,627 --> 00:02:34,858 {\an7}Yeah, you can go to school and you can get--have a job 79 00:02:34,858 --> 00:02:36,726 {\an7}because you can do the school \h\h\h\h[bleep], like, part-- 80 00:02:36,726 --> 00:02:38,891 {\an7}- I know. I want to get-- \h\hI want to figure out 81 00:02:38,891 --> 00:02:40,429 {\an7}my high-school part \h\h\hof it first. 82 00:02:40,429 --> 00:02:41,693 {\an7}Miss Control Freak \h\h\h\hover here. 83 00:02:41,693 --> 00:02:43,231 {\an7}- I’m not a [bleep] \h\hcontrol freak. 84 00:02:43,231 --> 00:02:44,891 {\an7}- Man, you can go to hell. \h\h\h\h\h\h\h[bleep] you. 85 00:02:44,891 --> 00:02:46,165 {\an7}- I’ll save you a seat. 86 00:02:46,165 --> 00:02:48,132 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h- I told him I wanted him to move out. 87 00:02:48,132 --> 00:02:49,561 {\an7}You, like, ruined any chance 88 00:02:49,561 --> 00:02:53,363 {\an7}of us ever even trying to maybe work on this. 89 00:02:53,363 --> 00:02:54,627 {\an7}- And what contributed to that? 90 00:02:54,627 --> 00:02:56,462 {\an7}- Drug use, for sure. 91 00:02:56,462 --> 00:02:58,165 {\an7}- I’m questioning if my time 92 00:02:58,165 --> 00:03:00,825 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\hon the show is coming to an end. 93 00:03:00,825 --> 00:03:02,759 {\an7}This is gonna be 94 00:03:02,759 --> 00:03:05,462 {\an7}my final season, 95 00:03:05,462 --> 00:03:06,792 {\an7}my final reunion. 96 00:03:06,792 --> 00:03:07,660 {\an7}- I’m really surprised. 97 00:03:07,660 --> 00:03:09,924 {\an7}- Good luck on your journey \hwith you and your family. 98 00:03:09,924 --> 00:03:12,924 {\an7}- I’m really excited to see what opportunities she has 99 00:03:12,924 --> 00:03:15,396 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hkind of once she moves on from this. 100 00:03:15,396 --> 00:03:16,858 {\an7}- She’ll never be forgotten. 101 00:03:16,858 --> 00:03:19,396 {\an7}However, we do have \ha new cast member 102 00:03:19,396 --> 00:03:21,528 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\hto introduce to the "Teen Mom 2" family. 103 00:03:21,528 --> 00:03:23,924 {\an7}\h\h- Hi, I’m Ashley-- you guys might know me 104 00:03:23,924 --> 00:03:25,528 {\an7}\h\h\hfrom "Teen Mom: Young and Pregnant." 105 00:03:25,528 --> 00:03:28,495 {\an7}\h\h\h\hBut I am joining the cast of "Teen Mom 2," 106 00:03:28,495 --> 00:03:29,792 {\an7}and I’m excited. 107 00:03:29,792 --> 00:03:32,924 {\an7}[upbeat rock music] 108 00:03:32,924 --> 00:03:40,528 {\an7}♪ ♪ 109 00:03:46,693 --> 00:03:50,231 {\an7}- ♪ No, I’ll never be \hthe girl next door ♪ 110 00:03:50,231 --> 00:03:51,264 {\an7}- Hi, I’m Ashley. 111 00:03:51,264 --> 00:03:52,198 {\an7}\h\h[roars] - [screams] 112 00:03:52,198 --> 00:03:55,396 {\an7}- You might know me from "Teen \h\hMom: Young and Pregnant." 113 00:03:55,396 --> 00:03:56,561 {\an7}- Ready? \h\h\hGo. 114 00:03:56,561 --> 00:03:58,759 {\an7}- Oh! 115 00:03:58,759 --> 00:04:02,033 {\an7}- Watch how my daughter got \ha natural talent for it. 116 00:04:02,033 --> 00:04:02,924 {\an7}♪ ♪ 117 00:04:02,924 --> 00:04:06,660 {\an7}\h\h- I was honestly hoping that Chelsea did not quit. 118 00:04:06,660 --> 00:04:07,363 {\an7}Here’s the thing. 119 00:04:07,363 --> 00:04:10,297 {\an7}I’ve been watching her \h\hand them for years. 120 00:04:10,297 --> 00:04:11,627 {\an7}- Let’s see what’s in store. 121 00:04:11,627 --> 00:04:12,858 {\an7}I’m down for it at this point. 122 00:04:12,858 --> 00:04:15,792 {\an7}- Holly, how do you feel \h\h\habout being on TV? 123 00:04:15,792 --> 00:04:18,528 {\an7}\h\h’Cause I think you’re a superstar. 124 00:04:19,627 --> 00:04:22,858 {\an7}- Well, we’ll get one. \h\h\h\hHow about that? 125 00:04:22,858 --> 00:04:23,825 {\an7}I found out I was pregnant 126 00:04:23,825 --> 00:04:25,792 {\an7}with my daughter, \h\hHolly, at 19. 127 00:04:25,792 --> 00:04:27,858 {\an7}I was madly in love \hwith her dad, Bar. 128 00:04:27,858 --> 00:04:31,561 {\an7}\h\h\hBut after I had Holly, things got rocky between us. 129 00:04:31,561 --> 00:04:33,660 {\an7}- Do you got an attitude \h\h\h\h\h\h\hright now? 130 00:04:33,660 --> 00:04:34,594 {\an7}- Yeah, are you okay? 131 00:04:34,594 --> 00:04:35,825 {\an7}\hYou’re supposed to take your GED. 132 00:04:35,825 --> 00:04:37,462 {\an7}\h\h\hOur families did not get along. 133 00:04:37,462 --> 00:04:39,363 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h- Every day, bruh! - Tell your family the truth! 134 00:04:39,363 --> 00:04:40,429 {\an7}- Fly somewhere else! \h\h\h\h\h\h- Bitch! 135 00:04:40,429 --> 00:04:42,759 {\an7}- ’Cause you’re not even welcome here! 136 00:04:42,759 --> 00:04:44,561 {\an7}\h\h\hBye! - [bleep]. 137 00:04:44,561 --> 00:04:46,957 {\an7}\h\h\h- It’s a baby shower. Why we can’t just be happy? 138 00:04:46,957 --> 00:04:47,726 {\an7}- She out of line. 139 00:04:47,726 --> 00:04:49,792 {\an7}- We tried to make it work \h\h\h\h\h\h\ha few times. 140 00:04:49,792 --> 00:04:53,330 {\an7}I hope that we get the tools \h\h\hto communicate better. 141 00:04:53,330 --> 00:04:55,594 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h- I hope to get a stronger relationship. 142 00:04:55,594 --> 00:04:57,363 {\an7}\h- But Bar had a lot of issues, 143 00:04:57,363 --> 00:04:58,264 {\an7}and I didn’t feel like 144 00:04:58,264 --> 00:04:59,693 {\an7}he was trying to get \hhis life together. 145 00:04:59,693 --> 00:05:02,330 {\an7}I take care of Holly. \hI take care of him. 146 00:05:02,330 --> 00:05:03,429 {\an7}I go to school. \hI go to work. 147 00:05:03,429 --> 00:05:05,066 {\an7}I couldn’t get past \h\h\hmy resentment. 148 00:05:05,066 --> 00:05:06,528 {\an7}And the last time we broke up, 149 00:05:06,528 --> 00:05:08,429 {\an7}I was ready to be done \h\h\h\h\h\hfor good. 150 00:05:08,429 --> 00:05:09,660 {\an7}So I’m a hoe, and I get [bleep] 151 00:05:09,660 --> 00:05:10,924 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\hin a hotel in front of my daughter? 152 00:05:10,924 --> 00:05:11,858 {\an7}- I didn’t say any of that. 153 00:05:11,858 --> 00:05:12,957 {\an7}You want the clout [bleep] \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hfrom it. 154 00:05:12,957 --> 00:05:15,462 {\an7}\h\h- Well, guess what? I’ma keep [bleep] him. 155 00:05:15,462 --> 00:05:16,660 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h- Then go get-- - I’ma keep [bleep] him. 156 00:05:16,660 --> 00:05:19,726 {\an7}\h\h\h\hI’ma keep [bleep] him because I’m not [bleep] you. 157 00:05:19,726 --> 00:05:21,495 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Go ahead. I don’t want to [bleep] you. 158 00:05:21,495 --> 00:05:22,561 {\an7}- But a few months later, 159 00:05:22,561 --> 00:05:24,528 {\an7}we decided to give it \h\h\hanother chance. 160 00:05:24,528 --> 00:05:26,825 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\hAnd we’re trying to make it work this time. 161 00:05:26,825 --> 00:05:27,825 {\an7}Bar stopped partying a lot, 162 00:05:27,825 --> 00:05:29,594 {\an7}\h\hand we’ve learned to communicate better. 163 00:05:29,594 --> 00:05:31,726 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\hAfter graduating medical assisting school, 164 00:05:31,726 --> 00:05:34,396 {\an7}\h\hI’ve continued to work towards a nursing degree. 165 00:05:34,396 --> 00:05:36,957 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\hWe’ve rented a house a few hours from our families 166 00:05:36,957 --> 00:05:39,099 {\an7}and removed ourselves \h\h\hfrom the chaos. 167 00:05:39,099 --> 00:05:40,099 {\an7}- Yeah, I love you. 168 00:05:40,099 --> 00:05:42,363 {\an7}- But before we got together, 169 00:05:42,363 --> 00:05:43,132 {\an7}Bar got a DUI, 170 00:05:43,132 --> 00:05:45,066 {\an7}\h\hand he has to wear an ankle monitor now. 171 00:05:45,066 --> 00:05:47,396 {\an7}They could take your license \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hfor years. 172 00:05:47,396 --> 00:05:47,924 {\an7}-I know. 173 00:05:47,924 --> 00:05:49,561 {\an7}- Our relationship \h\hisn’t perfect. 174 00:05:49,561 --> 00:05:51,363 {\an7}And we do struggle here \h\h\h\h\h\h\hand there. 175 00:05:51,363 --> 00:05:52,660 {\an7}You don’t lift a finger \h\h\h\h\h\hand then-- 176 00:05:52,660 --> 00:05:55,066 {\an7}- We didn’t talk about it. \h\h\h\h\h- Do you hear me? 177 00:05:55,066 --> 00:05:56,363 {\an7}- Ahh! \hWhat? 178 00:05:56,363 --> 00:05:57,396 {\an7}- Get your ass up. 179 00:05:57,396 --> 00:05:59,792 {\an7}But we’re committed \hto making it work. 180 00:05:59,792 --> 00:06:01,594 {\an7}- Do you--do you want \h\h\ha bite, Daddy? 181 00:06:01,594 --> 00:06:02,726 {\an7}- And you know what? \h\h\h\h\h\hI would. 182 00:06:02,726 --> 00:06:04,858 {\an7}I actually would normally \h\h\h\h\h\htake a bite, 183 00:06:04,858 --> 00:06:05,726 {\an7}but I’m all right. 184 00:06:05,726 --> 00:06:08,825 {\an7}We’ve had a pretty good year \h\h\h\h\hfor the most part. 185 00:06:08,825 --> 00:06:11,000 {\an7}Well, almost a year. 186 00:06:11,000 --> 00:06:11,594 {\an7}- We did. 187 00:06:11,594 --> 00:06:15,099 {\an7}Some of the issues that we used to have, we don’t have anymore, 188 00:06:15,099 --> 00:06:18,099 {\an7}like, you know, my attitude, \h\h\h\h\h\h\hyour drinking. 189 00:06:18,099 --> 00:06:19,660 {\an7}We’ve, kind of, both, \h\h\h\h\h\hyou know, 190 00:06:19,660 --> 00:06:23,726 {\an7}\h\h\hslow back--stop those two things or fix those two things. 191 00:06:23,726 --> 00:06:27,066 {\an7}\h\hIt--I feel like we’re partners now. 192 00:06:27,066 --> 00:06:28,693 {\an7}\h\h\h\h- We should take a good vacation somewhere 193 00:06:28,693 --> 00:06:30,825 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\hbecause it’s our five-year anniversary. 194 00:06:30,825 --> 00:06:32,759 {\an7}\h\h\h- I agree. - Somewhere nice. 195 00:06:32,759 --> 00:06:34,495 {\an7}\h\hLittle beach-- some beach action. 196 00:06:34,495 --> 00:06:36,858 {\an7}- And I’ll ask my mom \h\h\hto watch Holly. 197 00:06:36,858 --> 00:06:37,825 {\an7}- All right. 198 00:06:37,825 --> 00:06:39,561 {\an7}- I want some ice cream. 199 00:06:39,561 --> 00:06:41,627 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- [laughs] "I want some ice cream." 200 00:06:41,627 --> 00:06:42,759 {\an7}- I want some ice cream. 201 00:06:42,759 --> 00:06:43,726 {\an7}- God damn. 202 00:06:43,726 --> 00:06:47,495 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hIf that wasn’t the most trash, seductive, 203 00:06:47,495 --> 00:06:49,429 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h"I’m using you to get something" [bleep] 204 00:06:49,429 --> 00:06:50,165 {\an7}I’d never seen. 205 00:06:50,165 --> 00:06:53,165 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- I’m serious. I’m not trying to seduce you. 206 00:06:53,165 --> 00:06:55,033 {\an7}I think a lot of Bar and I 207 00:06:55,033 --> 00:06:57,561 {\an7}\h\h\h\hbeing able to kind of come together this year 208 00:06:57,561 --> 00:07:01,759 {\an7}\h\hwas taking a step back and realizing, like, look, 209 00:07:01,759 --> 00:07:04,759 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\hevery issue does not deserve you 210 00:07:04,759 --> 00:07:06,726 {\an7}\h\h\h\hto FedEx beef to their front door. 211 00:07:06,726 --> 00:07:08,198 {\an7}Like, you could just \h\hchill sometimes. 212 00:07:08,198 --> 00:07:10,660 {\an7}\hBut I also feel like I can tell him, like, 213 00:07:10,660 --> 00:07:13,561 {\an7}I need this from you, \hand he would do it. 214 00:07:13,561 --> 00:07:16,066 {\an7}And so that works perfectly for us. 215 00:07:16,066 --> 00:07:19,198 {\an7}[energetic rock music] 216 00:07:19,198 --> 00:07:21,660 {\an7}♪ ♪ 217 00:07:21,660 --> 00:07:23,132 {\an7}- What y’all got goin’ on? 218 00:07:23,132 --> 00:07:23,957 {\an7}- Traffic. 219 00:07:23,957 --> 00:07:25,627 {\an7}\h- Me and Ashley, we supposed to be-- 220 00:07:25,627 --> 00:07:26,627 {\an7}we’re not supposed to be. 221 00:07:26,627 --> 00:07:28,792 {\an7}\hWe actually are taking a vacation this weekend. 222 00:07:28,792 --> 00:07:31,165 {\an7}I got a couple of things \h\h\h\hup my sleeve too. 223 00:07:31,165 --> 00:07:33,924 {\an7}I stepped out and bought \h\h\h\h\h\ha nice ring. 224 00:07:33,924 --> 00:07:35,660 {\an7}\h\h- [laughs] - Nice ring. 225 00:07:35,660 --> 00:07:39,198 {\an7}So I’m about to--yeah, \h\hI ain’t gonna lie. 226 00:07:39,198 --> 00:07:40,528 {\an7}I’m proposing for sure. 227 00:07:40,528 --> 00:07:42,462 {\an7}- How do you feel about it? 228 00:07:42,462 --> 00:07:43,660 {\an7}- We’ve been running smooth 229 00:07:43,660 --> 00:07:46,231 {\an7}for like a year, like, \h\h\h\heverything is-- 230 00:07:46,231 --> 00:07:47,495 {\an7}\h\h- Right. - Why not? 231 00:07:47,495 --> 00:07:50,033 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hWhy now? Because we in the position to. 232 00:07:50,033 --> 00:07:53,561 {\an7}\h\h\hNow it’s nerve-racking to make sure it’s gonna be right. 233 00:07:53,561 --> 00:07:55,231 {\an7}\h\h\h\hYou feel me? As far as the setting 234 00:07:55,231 --> 00:07:56,957 {\an7}and everything else like that. 235 00:07:56,957 --> 00:08:00,858 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hBut otherwise, [bleep] just--I don’t know. 236 00:08:00,858 --> 00:08:02,198 {\an7}I’m excited, bruh. 237 00:08:02,198 --> 00:08:04,132 {\an7}♪ ♪ 238 00:08:04,132 --> 00:08:06,627 {\an7}\h\h- ♪ You fall the first time ♪ 239 00:08:06,627 --> 00:08:09,099 {\an7}\h- The girls and I are still adjusting 240 00:08:09,099 --> 00:08:10,033 {\an7}to life in a pandemic. 241 00:08:10,033 --> 00:08:12,033 {\an7}Addie and Aleeah, come one in here, 242 00:08:12,033 --> 00:08:15,099 {\an7}\h\h\hso me and Ali can kick your butts! 243 00:08:15,099 --> 00:08:16,231 {\an7}Okay, me and Addie, \h\h\hyou and Ali? 244 00:08:16,231 --> 00:08:17,528 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h- Okay. - Aleeah and Addie 245 00:08:17,528 --> 00:08:19,891 {\an7}got into in-person school \h\h\h\ha few days a week. 246 00:08:19,891 --> 00:08:21,858 {\an7}But Ali is remote learning \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hfull-time 247 00:08:21,858 --> 00:08:23,825 {\an7}\h\h\h’cause of her muscular dystrophy. 248 00:08:23,825 --> 00:08:27,858 {\an7}Why’d y’all do this? \h\hThis is bologna. 249 00:08:27,858 --> 00:08:29,858 {\an7}Coming in hot! 250 00:08:29,858 --> 00:08:31,297 {\an7}Ooh! 251 00:08:31,297 --> 00:08:32,858 {\an7}There it goes. \h- That one-- 252 00:08:32,858 --> 00:08:34,594 {\an7}\h- [gasps] - [squeals] 253 00:08:34,594 --> 00:08:35,858 {\an7}- Jeremy is on the road \h\h\h\h\h\h\hfor work, 254 00:08:35,858 --> 00:08:37,825 {\an7}but I noticed something \h\h\h\h\hthe other day 255 00:08:37,825 --> 00:08:39,132 {\an7}that I’m really concerned about. 256 00:08:39,132 --> 00:08:43,099 {\an7}\h\h\h\hAnd now I might need some extra help with Addie. 257 00:08:43,297 --> 00:08:44,957 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h- Hello? - Hey, what’s up? 258 00:08:44,957 --> 00:08:46,561 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h- Nothing. What are you doin’? 259 00:08:46,561 --> 00:08:48,099 {\an7}- How’s life out of town? 260 00:08:48,099 --> 00:08:50,561 {\an7}\h\h- Ah, you know. Same old, same old. 261 00:08:50,561 --> 00:08:53,165 {\an7}- Well, I may need some help. 262 00:08:53,660 --> 00:08:57,000 {\an7}- I was scratching my chest... 263 00:08:57,000 --> 00:08:59,660 {\an7}- No, I am not knocked up. \h\h\h\h\h\hWhat the hell? 264 00:08:59,660 --> 00:09:03,033 {\an7}No, I actually was driving down \h\h\h\hthe road the other day, 265 00:09:03,033 --> 00:09:06,858 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\hand just kind of scratching my chest and noticed 266 00:09:06,858 --> 00:09:09,099 {\an7}that I have a lump \h\h\hin my breast. 267 00:09:09,099 --> 00:09:11,792 {\an7}And after I discovered \h\h\h\h\h\hthis lump, 268 00:09:11,792 --> 00:09:13,330 {\an7}I decided to call my gynecologist, 269 00:09:13,330 --> 00:09:17,132 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hand he recommended that I have an ultrasound done. 270 00:09:19,099 --> 00:09:21,660 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h- Yeah, I know. But that’s why I’m asking-- 271 00:09:21,660 --> 00:09:23,033 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\hthat’s why I’m telling you about it 272 00:09:23,033 --> 00:09:25,000 {\an7}\h\his because I couldn’t even take Addie with me. 273 00:09:25,000 --> 00:09:29,033 {\an7}So I may need some help \h\h\h\hfrom your mama. 274 00:09:30,792 --> 00:09:33,231 {\an7}- And I just don’t really know \h\h\h\h\hwhat it is right now. 275 00:09:33,231 --> 00:09:34,264 {\an7}I don’t know if it’s something 276 00:09:34,264 --> 00:09:36,957 {\an7}\h\h\hthat I should be really concerned about. 277 00:09:36,957 --> 00:09:39,330 {\an7}\h\h\hIt’s just weird. I didn’t--like, before, 278 00:09:39,330 --> 00:09:41,132 {\an7}I guess I wouldn’t have \hknown the importance 279 00:09:41,132 --> 00:09:42,165 {\an7}of checking your breast. 280 00:09:42,165 --> 00:09:46,033 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\hAnd I was just kind of mentioning it to your mom. 281 00:09:56,594 --> 00:09:59,132 {\an7}\h\h- Yeah, I mean, they were in the car when I discovered. 282 00:09:59,132 --> 00:10:00,264 {\an7}I was like, "Oh, what is that?" 283 00:10:00,264 --> 00:10:01,759 {\an7}You know, just playing. 284 00:10:01,759 --> 00:10:04,660 {\an7}I don’t want to scare them. 285 00:10:04,660 --> 00:10:06,792 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- No. - Usually, I’m so, like, 286 00:10:06,792 --> 00:10:10,033 {\an7}\h\h\h\hfocused on taking care of the girls that I oftentimes 287 00:10:10,033 --> 00:10:12,330 {\an7}it’s very--not intentional, 288 00:10:12,330 --> 00:10:15,000 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\hbut I forget to take care of myself. 289 00:10:15,000 --> 00:10:16,759 {\an7}\h\h\h\hI was--I mean, I’m definitely anxious 290 00:10:16,759 --> 00:10:18,198 {\an7}not knowing what the lump is. 291 00:10:18,198 --> 00:10:19,924 {\an7}You know, I have three kids \h\h\h\h\hto take care of. 292 00:10:19,924 --> 00:10:22,099 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hI couldn’t imagine something really bad happening 293 00:10:22,099 --> 00:10:24,660 {\an7}\h\h\hand then them dealing with that? 294 00:10:24,660 --> 00:10:27,693 {\an7}[dramatic music] 295 00:10:27,693 --> 00:10:31,099 {\an7}♪ ♪ 296 00:10:33,665 --> 00:10:36,731 {\an7}- ♪ We can’t stop, \hwe’re red hot ♪ 297 00:10:36,731 --> 00:10:37,665 {\an7}♪ We’re red hot ♪ 298 00:10:37,665 --> 00:10:39,589 {\an7}- I’m still working \hmy corporate job. 299 00:10:39,589 --> 00:10:42,160 {\an7}So raising my two girls has \h\hgotten even more hectic 300 00:10:42,160 --> 00:10:45,698 {\an7}now that I don’t let Devoin \h\h\hhelp during the week. 301 00:10:45,698 --> 00:10:47,731 {\an7}- ♪ We’re red hot ♪ 302 00:10:47,731 --> 00:10:50,259 {\an7}- [laughing] 303 00:10:50,259 --> 00:10:54,127 {\an7}♪ ♪ 304 00:10:54,127 --> 00:10:55,632 {\an7}- Okay. 305 00:10:55,632 --> 00:10:57,863 {\an7}Oh, my God, I’m so tired. 306 00:10:57,863 --> 00:10:59,556 {\an7}\h\hI haven’t heard from Luis in months, 307 00:10:59,556 --> 00:11:02,127 {\an7}and Devoin hasn’t seen Nova \h\h\h\h\h\hin a few weeks. 308 00:11:02,127 --> 00:11:03,226 {\an7}And I refused to speak to him 309 00:11:03,226 --> 00:11:06,226 {\an7}since he put my number \h\h\hon social media. 310 00:11:06,226 --> 00:11:08,962 {\an7}[line trilling] 311 00:11:08,962 --> 00:11:11,698 {\an7}\h\h- Yo, what’s going on, man? What you got going on, beloved? 312 00:11:11,698 --> 00:11:13,094 {\an7}- Ain’t nothing, \hjust got home. 313 00:11:13,094 --> 00:11:14,226 {\an7}What you got going on? 314 00:11:14,226 --> 00:11:15,764 {\an7}- Ain’t [bleep], man. 315 00:11:15,764 --> 00:11:18,127 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\hJust cooling before work, you know. 316 00:11:18,127 --> 00:11:19,292 {\an7}- So how’s Nova? 317 00:11:19,292 --> 00:11:21,556 {\an7}- I haven’t seen Nova \h\h\hin a few weeks. 318 00:11:21,556 --> 00:11:22,665 {\an7}- What’s up with all that? 319 00:11:22,665 --> 00:11:23,995 {\an7}- Me and Briana are not \h\h\h\htalking at all. 320 00:11:23,995 --> 00:11:25,292 {\an7}\h\h\hI don’t even have her phone number, bro. 321 00:11:25,292 --> 00:11:26,863 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\hI don’t even have her phone number. 322 00:11:26,863 --> 00:11:28,556 {\an7}I don’t need it. \h\hI got Nova’s. 323 00:11:28,556 --> 00:11:29,523 {\an7}- Weren’t you getting her? 324 00:11:29,523 --> 00:11:31,193 {\an7}Because I remember--weren’t you getting her from school? 325 00:11:31,193 --> 00:11:33,698 {\an7}- I was getting her every day. \h\h\hShe cut that [bleep] off. 326 00:11:33,698 --> 00:11:35,160 {\an7}- No, but what is the reason? 327 00:11:35,160 --> 00:11:36,929 {\an7}- Briana says I was \h\h\halways late. 328 00:11:36,929 --> 00:11:37,995 {\an7}\h\hWhen she took the schedule away 329 00:11:37,995 --> 00:11:39,731 {\an7}because Monday through Friday \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hseeing Nova 330 00:11:39,731 --> 00:11:41,632 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\hthat was really-- that was actually really cool, 331 00:11:41,632 --> 00:11:43,665 {\an7}you know what I mean, \h\hlike, that was-- 332 00:11:43,665 --> 00:11:44,665 {\an7}that was perfect, like, 333 00:11:44,665 --> 00:11:46,698 {\an7}things were going \hcopacetic, bro, 334 00:11:46,698 --> 00:11:47,589 {\an7}and she did this. 335 00:11:47,589 --> 00:11:50,127 {\an7}So she chose to. \h\hShe’s wicked. 336 00:11:50,127 --> 00:11:51,896 {\an7}Crazy enough, she’s a good mom. 337 00:11:51,896 --> 00:11:53,764 {\an7}\hLet me not say she’s a good mom, 338 00:11:53,764 --> 00:11:54,797 {\an7}but she’s a good mom. 339 00:11:54,797 --> 00:11:55,929 {\an7}She’s just a bad person. 340 00:11:55,929 --> 00:11:57,632 {\an7}[dramatic music] 341 00:11:57,632 --> 00:11:59,896 {\an7}- On days where my mom or sister can’t help, 342 00:11:59,896 --> 00:12:03,127 {\an7}\hI have to leave work early to pick up Nova from school 343 00:12:03,127 --> 00:12:06,028 {\an7}since I no longer let Devoin do it. 344 00:12:06,028 --> 00:12:08,797 {\an7}This car line is hefty, bro. 345 00:12:08,797 --> 00:12:11,028 {\an7}That shit is crazy. 346 00:12:11,028 --> 00:12:12,061 {\an7}Oh, my God. 347 00:12:12,061 --> 00:12:14,929 {\an7}I forgot that today 348 00:12:14,929 --> 00:12:16,589 {\an7}was early day. 349 00:12:16,589 --> 00:12:17,863 {\an7}- What does early day mean? 350 00:12:17,863 --> 00:12:21,259 {\an7}- Usually, the car line \h\h\h\hstarts at 2:45. 351 00:12:21,259 --> 00:12:24,226 {\an7}Early day, they start at 1:45. 352 00:12:24,226 --> 00:12:25,193 {\an7}So I’m a few minutes late. 353 00:12:25,193 --> 00:12:28,698 {\an7}Damn, I can’t believe I forgot \h\h\h\hit was early day today. 354 00:12:28,698 --> 00:12:30,929 {\an7}My mind is everywhere. 355 00:12:30,929 --> 00:12:33,061 {\an7}[groans] 356 00:12:34,863 --> 00:12:36,764 {\an7}- Hi! 357 00:12:36,764 --> 00:12:38,863 {\an7}How was school? \h- Bye, guys! 358 00:12:38,863 --> 00:12:39,556 {\an7}- Bye, thank you! 359 00:12:39,556 --> 00:12:41,962 {\an7}- How come you forgot \h\hit was early day? 360 00:12:41,962 --> 00:12:44,094 {\an7}\h\h\h- You noticed that I forgot, huh? 361 00:12:44,094 --> 00:12:46,028 {\an7}\h\h- Yes, I thought it was gonna be daddy 362 00:12:46,028 --> 00:12:49,665 {\an7}\h\h\h\h’cause I saw a car that looked similar to his. 363 00:12:49,665 --> 00:12:50,863 {\an7}- I am so sorry. 364 00:12:50,863 --> 00:12:52,863 {\an7}\h\hI talk all the [bleep] about your dad being late. 365 00:12:52,863 --> 00:12:56,259 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\hAnd then here I am picking you up, and I’m late. 366 00:12:56,259 --> 00:12:56,995 {\an7}[dramatic music] 367 00:12:56,995 --> 00:13:00,830 {\an7}\h\h\hI feel terrible being late for Nova. 368 00:13:00,830 --> 00:13:03,061 {\an7}I talk a lot of crap \h\h\habout Devoin. 369 00:13:03,061 --> 00:13:04,094 {\an7}You know, I’m not doing what 370 00:13:04,094 --> 00:13:05,391 {\an7}he’s supposed to do \h\hand being late, 371 00:13:05,391 --> 00:13:07,929 {\an7}and then here I am, you know, \h\h\h\hdoing the same thing. 372 00:13:07,929 --> 00:13:10,731 {\an7}But at the end of the day, \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hlike, 373 00:13:10,731 --> 00:13:12,259 {\an7}I have a lot of things \h\hthat I have to do. 374 00:13:12,259 --> 00:13:16,028 {\an7}\h\hAnd it’s just becoming a little bit overwhelming. 375 00:13:16,028 --> 00:13:17,061 {\an7}♪ ♪ 376 00:13:17,061 --> 00:13:18,160 {\an7}- Ah, oh, oh ♪ 377 00:13:18,160 --> 00:13:21,028 {\an7}- Creed is six months old now, \hand it’s been an adjustment 378 00:13:21,028 --> 00:13:23,698 {\an7}going from three boys to four. 379 00:13:23,698 --> 00:13:25,127 {\an7}Smile for real, Lincoln! 380 00:13:25,127 --> 00:13:27,863 {\an7}What did we talk about? \h\h\h\hOpen your eyes. 381 00:13:27,863 --> 00:13:30,391 {\an7}- Aw, look at that! \h\h\h\h\h\h- Yes! 382 00:13:30,391 --> 00:13:31,863 {\an7}\h\h\h\h- Aww. - [baby cries] 383 00:13:31,863 --> 00:13:32,896 {\an7}- That is so sweet. 384 00:13:32,896 --> 00:13:34,226 {\an7}\h\h- Hey, guys, look in the camera, there you go. 385 00:13:34,226 --> 00:13:36,292 {\an7}- With the pandemic, I made the decision 386 00:13:36,292 --> 00:13:38,325 {\an7}to list my Middletown home \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hfor sale 387 00:13:38,325 --> 00:13:40,193 {\an7}and move back to Dover. 388 00:13:40,193 --> 00:13:42,797 {\an7}\h\h\h\hI love you. Have a great week. 389 00:13:42,797 --> 00:13:45,259 {\an7}- Now you just have \h\hto drop off me. 390 00:13:45,259 --> 00:13:48,929 {\an7}[groovy music] 391 00:13:50,325 --> 00:13:52,929 {\an7}- There he is. Oh, I love you. 392 00:13:52,929 --> 00:13:58,226 {\an7}♪ ♪ 393 00:13:58,226 --> 00:13:59,193 {\an7}- Hello? 394 00:13:59,193 --> 00:14:00,896 {\an7}- Hello. Come in. 395 00:14:00,896 --> 00:14:01,962 {\an7}- [laughs] 396 00:14:01,962 --> 00:14:04,028 {\an7}What’s going on? \h- Not too much. 397 00:14:04,028 --> 00:14:06,061 {\an7}Just talked to the builder... 398 00:14:06,061 --> 00:14:06,995 {\an7}- You did? \h\h- Yes. 399 00:14:06,995 --> 00:14:08,929 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h- Good news? - All good news so far. 400 00:14:08,929 --> 00:14:12,193 {\an7}Hopefully, this time next year we’ll be just about to move in. 401 00:14:12,193 --> 00:14:14,325 {\an7}- Oh, that’ll be great. \h- That’ll be so good. 402 00:14:14,325 --> 00:14:15,028 {\an7}- Yeah. 403 00:14:15,028 --> 00:14:17,764 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h- So I sold the Middletown house. 404 00:14:17,764 --> 00:14:19,193 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h- Yeah. - So that’s done. 405 00:14:19,193 --> 00:14:20,424 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hAnd we go to settlement next week. 406 00:14:20,424 --> 00:14:24,292 {\an7}I moved out of the house I was in when Javi and I got divorced 407 00:14:24,292 --> 00:14:26,391 {\an7}because there was just, like, \h\h\h\h\h\h[bleep] memories. 408 00:14:26,391 --> 00:14:27,962 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Yeah. - Then I moved into a new house 409 00:14:27,962 --> 00:14:29,226 {\an7}\h\h\hthinking it was gonna be everything. 410 00:14:29,226 --> 00:14:32,896 {\an7}\h\h\hAnd then even [bleep] bad things happened at that house. 411 00:14:32,896 --> 00:14:34,193 {\an7}I have not talked to Chris. 412 00:14:34,193 --> 00:14:35,490 {\an7}I don’t talk to him. 413 00:14:35,490 --> 00:14:37,391 {\an7}\hHe has been in and out of jail. 414 00:14:37,391 --> 00:14:39,391 {\an7}- Wait, you actually broke up? \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Yeah. 415 00:14:39,391 --> 00:14:41,863 {\an7}- I think that there’s a lot \hto be said that, you know, 416 00:14:41,863 --> 00:14:45,523 {\an7}I haven’t really talked about in a relationship 417 00:14:45,523 --> 00:14:49,929 {\an7}where domestic violence \his there and where... 418 00:14:49,929 --> 00:14:52,127 {\an7}it’s just, like, really toxic. 419 00:14:52,127 --> 00:14:54,490 {\an7}So I just want to build 420 00:14:54,490 --> 00:14:55,391 {\an7}like I originally planned. 421 00:14:55,391 --> 00:14:59,556 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\hI’m excited about it because it’s not man-motivated. 422 00:14:59,556 --> 00:15:00,863 {\an7}It’s not with a man. 423 00:15:00,863 --> 00:15:02,863 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Right. - It’s for me and for the kids. 424 00:15:02,863 --> 00:15:03,863 {\an7}So I guess that is exciting. 425 00:15:03,863 --> 00:15:05,424 {\an7}- That’s a huge accomplishment. \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Yeah. 426 00:15:05,424 --> 00:15:07,292 {\an7}- Do you think it’s gonna be \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\ha problem 427 00:15:07,292 --> 00:15:10,061 {\an7}\hthat you’re back down here and further away from Chris? 428 00:15:10,061 --> 00:15:12,127 {\an7}\h\h\h\h- No, I mean, this is where we met. 429 00:15:12,127 --> 00:15:13,391 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h- Oh, true. - He knew I lived here. 430 00:15:13,391 --> 00:15:14,830 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h- That’s true. - Do you know what I mean? 431 00:15:14,830 --> 00:15:17,358 {\an7}Like, moving closer was-- he was gonna be involved 432 00:15:17,358 --> 00:15:18,457 {\an7}or he was not gonna be involved 433 00:15:18,457 --> 00:15:19,556 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\hno matter how far I am, you know? 434 00:15:19,556 --> 00:15:22,259 {\an7}And Lux and Creed see him \h\hevery other weekend. 435 00:15:22,259 --> 00:15:23,556 {\an7}\h\h\h- True. - So I think 436 00:15:23,556 --> 00:15:24,995 {\an7}my intentions were good, 437 00:15:24,995 --> 00:15:27,391 {\an7}but I didn’t end up--you know, what I thought would happened. 438 00:15:27,391 --> 00:15:30,424 {\an7}- And things happen. \hYou live and learn. 439 00:15:30,424 --> 00:15:32,457 {\an7}♪ ♪ 440 00:15:32,457 --> 00:15:34,391 {\an7}[upbeat rock music] 441 00:15:34,391 --> 00:15:37,061 {\an7}\h\h\h\h- No. You’re gross. 442 00:15:37,061 --> 00:15:38,127 {\an7}\hYou’re gross. You’re sticky. 443 00:15:38,127 --> 00:15:40,929 {\an7}\h\hI’m juggling my salon, which has been crazy busy 444 00:15:40,929 --> 00:15:42,589 {\an7}since COVID restrictions \h\h\h\h\h\hwere lifted. 445 00:15:42,589 --> 00:15:45,391 {\an7}And I’m raising Kloie \hon my own right now 446 00:15:45,391 --> 00:15:46,391 {\an7}without Sean’s help. 447 00:15:46,391 --> 00:15:48,226 {\an7}Klo, come here. Get your bacon. 448 00:15:48,226 --> 00:15:49,995 {\an7}\h\h\hHe moved out about a month ago, 449 00:15:49,995 --> 00:15:51,589 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\hand I’m not sure what he’s doing with his time. 450 00:15:51,589 --> 00:15:54,589 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hBut he struggled with addiction in the past. 451 00:15:54,589 --> 00:15:56,632 {\an7}I feel like you have \h\h\ha drug problem. 452 00:15:56,632 --> 00:15:58,061 {\an7}\h\h\hIt’s been going on for a long [bleep] time. 453 00:15:58,061 --> 00:15:59,259 {\an7}And he’s been living \h\h\ha double life. 454 00:15:59,259 --> 00:16:00,457 {\an7}\h\h\h\hBut I’ve done everything for years. 455 00:16:00,457 --> 00:16:02,127 {\an7}Like, I’ve caught him \hdoing drugs before. 456 00:16:02,127 --> 00:16:03,292 {\an7}I paid for his rehab. 457 00:16:03,292 --> 00:16:03,995 {\an7}What does he do? 458 00:16:03,995 --> 00:16:06,325 {\an7}Doesn’t take it seriously, \h\h\h\hdrops out of rehab. 459 00:16:06,325 --> 00:16:07,259 {\an7}Do you know what I mean? 460 00:16:07,259 --> 00:16:09,325 {\an7}Like, I should have known \h\hright then and there. 461 00:16:09,325 --> 00:16:11,292 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hYep. I need to leave his ass. 462 00:16:11,292 --> 00:16:12,127 {\an7}It’s crazy to do this. 463 00:16:12,127 --> 00:16:14,160 {\an7}Like, every single week \h\hdo I have to, like, 464 00:16:14,160 --> 00:16:14,995 {\an7}give you drug tests 465 00:16:14,995 --> 00:16:16,160 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\hand do a bunch of, like, crazy [bleep]? 466 00:16:16,160 --> 00:16:17,523 {\an7}\h- If we got to do it, we got to do it though. 467 00:16:17,523 --> 00:16:19,094 {\an7}If it helps you get \h\hpeace of mind, 468 00:16:19,094 --> 00:16:20,094 {\an7}it helps you get peace of mind. 469 00:16:20,094 --> 00:16:23,127 {\an7}- He doesn’t really come by \hto see Kloie or help out, 470 00:16:23,127 --> 00:16:24,424 {\an7}which is pretty frustrating. 471 00:16:24,424 --> 00:16:26,325 {\an7}But I’m figuring it out \h\h\h\h\h\h\hon my own. 472 00:16:26,325 --> 00:16:28,490 {\an7}And my mom helps when she can. 473 00:16:28,490 --> 00:16:31,391 {\an7}♪ ♪ 474 00:16:31,589 --> 00:16:33,632 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h[yawns] You kept me up all night. 475 00:16:33,632 --> 00:16:34,632 {\an7}I’m sleepy. 476 00:16:34,632 --> 00:16:36,193 {\an7}Are you ready to go to daycare? 477 00:16:36,193 --> 00:16:37,292 {\an7}\h- No. - Why? 478 00:16:37,292 --> 00:16:38,698 {\an7}Why are you being grouchy? 479 00:16:38,698 --> 00:16:41,424 {\an7}- I’m not going! 480 00:16:41,424 --> 00:16:42,556 {\an7}- Why? 481 00:16:42,556 --> 00:16:44,391 {\an7}- I’m not going! 482 00:16:46,523 --> 00:16:48,929 {\an7}- [grunts] 483 00:16:49,962 --> 00:16:50,589 {\an7}Over here. 484 00:16:50,589 --> 00:16:53,292 {\an7}She’s just--she’s just grouchy. 485 00:16:53,292 --> 00:16:56,226 {\an7}\hHer dad hasn’t been living at home, and ever since that, 486 00:16:56,226 --> 00:16:58,424 {\an7}she’s just--I don’t know, \h\hkind of being weird. 487 00:16:58,424 --> 00:17:00,523 {\an7}Give me a kiss, okay? \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- No. 488 00:17:00,523 --> 00:17:02,292 {\an7}Don’t go away! 489 00:17:02,292 --> 00:17:04,160 {\an7}- I got to go to work. \h\h\h\h\h\hI’m sorry. 490 00:17:04,160 --> 00:17:07,028 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- No! - Mamaw’s gonna come get you. 491 00:17:07,028 --> 00:17:09,028 {\an7}\hI love you. - [screeches] 492 00:17:09,028 --> 00:17:11,490 {\an7}\h\h\h\h- I’ll see you in a little bit, okay? 493 00:17:11,490 --> 00:17:12,556 {\an7}- [screeches indistinctly] 494 00:17:12,556 --> 00:17:15,556 {\an7}\h- I’m sorry. I feel so bad. 495 00:17:17,523 --> 00:17:20,226 {\an7}[line trilling] 496 00:17:20,226 --> 00:17:21,127 {\an7}\h- Hello? - Hello. 497 00:17:21,127 --> 00:17:23,061 {\an7}\h\h\h\hI didn’t leave the car seat at daycare 498 00:17:23,061 --> 00:17:26,127 {\an7}because you guys have \hthe other car seat. 499 00:17:26,127 --> 00:17:27,127 {\an7}- No, we don’t. 500 00:17:27,127 --> 00:17:28,962 {\an7}I’ll go buy another one \h\h\h\h\h\h\hat [bleep] 501 00:17:28,962 --> 00:17:30,391 {\an7}\h"Once Upon a Child" on my way to get her. 502 00:17:30,391 --> 00:17:35,061 {\an7}- She’s at daycare right now. So, I mean, I’m stopping at-- 503 00:17:35,061 --> 00:17:37,589 {\an7}- Well, she cried and held on \h\hto my leg the whole time 504 00:17:37,589 --> 00:17:38,731 {\an7}and didn’t want me to leave. 505 00:17:38,731 --> 00:17:40,457 {\an7}And told me she didn’t want me \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hto go to work. 506 00:17:40,457 --> 00:17:41,292 {\an7}And she was all upset. 507 00:17:41,292 --> 00:17:44,061 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\hI think her waking up and then just not seeing Sean. 508 00:17:44,061 --> 00:17:48,028 {\an7}Then I asked him yesterday \h\hif he could take Kloie 509 00:17:48,028 --> 00:17:49,731 {\an7}for the night and watch her 510 00:17:49,731 --> 00:17:51,325 {\an7}because I had to work a double. 511 00:17:51,325 --> 00:17:53,028 {\an7}And he told me no, 512 00:17:53,028 --> 00:17:55,589 {\an7}that he basically needed a break from both of us. 513 00:17:55,589 --> 00:17:59,665 {\an7}\h\h\h\hAnd I was like, "What?" I was like, "A break from us?" 514 00:17:59,665 --> 00:18:00,731 {\an7}He said that me and-- 515 00:18:00,731 --> 00:18:03,457 {\an7}me and Kloie are a lot to handle. 516 00:18:03,457 --> 00:18:04,457 {\an7}- Oh, God damn. 517 00:18:04,457 --> 00:18:06,127 {\an7}- He just does not want \h\h\hto be around us. 518 00:18:06,127 --> 00:18:08,193 {\an7}\h\hLike, he literally has made that so clear. 519 00:18:08,193 --> 00:18:09,589 {\an7}He does not want to be around us, 520 00:18:09,589 --> 00:18:10,523 {\an7}and I do not [bleep] get it. 521 00:18:10,523 --> 00:18:12,731 {\an7}- You don’t get a break \hwhen you’re a parent. 522 00:18:12,731 --> 00:18:13,698 {\an7}- That’s what I’m saying. 523 00:18:13,698 --> 00:18:15,665 {\an7}I said, "I don’t get \h\ha [bleep] break." 524 00:18:15,665 --> 00:18:19,094 {\an7}\hShe’s upset, and she asks all the time where he’s at. 525 00:18:19,094 --> 00:18:21,028 {\an7}\h\h\h\hAnd you can’t just not see your kid 526 00:18:21,028 --> 00:18:22,457 {\an7}for days and days and days. 527 00:18:22,457 --> 00:18:24,391 {\an7}\h\h\h\hAnd she’s wondering where the [bleep] you are. 528 00:18:24,391 --> 00:18:26,995 {\an7}- That’s what I’m saying, \h\h\his she picking up. 529 00:18:26,995 --> 00:18:30,292 {\an7}- I mean, that, to me, \h\hthat is just cruel. 530 00:18:30,292 --> 00:18:32,797 {\an7}\hIn my head, I’m assuming you don’t want to be a dad, 531 00:18:32,797 --> 00:18:34,259 {\an7}and you don’t want to be \h\h\h\h\h\hin her life. 532 00:18:34,259 --> 00:18:35,523 {\an7}You don’t--you don’t \hwant to be around. 533 00:18:35,523 --> 00:18:37,556 {\an7}\h\h\h\hYou just want to go out and do whatever you want to do. 534 00:18:37,556 --> 00:18:38,523 {\an7}He’s not really seeing 535 00:18:38,523 --> 00:18:41,226 {\an7}how it affects her \h\hnot being able 536 00:18:41,226 --> 00:18:42,325 {\an7}to have him around as much. 537 00:18:42,325 --> 00:18:45,830 {\an7}And I think that if we sat down \h\h\h\hand had a conversation 538 00:18:45,830 --> 00:18:49,094 {\an7}and kind of figured out \h\h\hwhere we were at, 539 00:18:49,094 --> 00:18:51,698 {\an7}it would help a lot with our parenting 540 00:18:51,698 --> 00:18:53,193 {\an7}and our whole situation. 541 00:18:53,193 --> 00:18:56,193 {\an7}I think it’s all up to him \hat this point to try to, 542 00:18:56,193 --> 00:18:58,127 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\hhopefully, maybe change or prove 543 00:18:58,127 --> 00:18:59,325 {\an7}that things could be different. 544 00:18:59,325 --> 00:19:00,193 {\an7}But I can’t sit over here 545 00:19:00,193 --> 00:19:02,797 {\an7}and hold my breath \hall night either. 546 00:19:02,797 --> 00:19:06,490 {\an7}[tense music] 547 00:19:09,393 --> 00:19:10,954 {\an7}[bright acoustic music] 548 00:19:10,954 --> 00:19:13,492 {\an7}- ♪ Don’t want to fade away ♪ 549 00:19:13,492 --> 00:19:15,261 {\an7}♪ Don’t want to turn around ♪ 550 00:19:15,261 --> 00:19:17,063 {\an7}- Bar and I are heading \h\h\h\h\h\hto the beach 551 00:19:17,063 --> 00:19:20,063 {\an7}for our anniversary trip \h\h\h\h\h\h\htomorrow. 552 00:19:20,063 --> 00:19:21,162 {\an7}And Bar came out, and he was like, 553 00:19:21,162 --> 00:19:22,162 {\an7}"Can I get you some good wine?" 554 00:19:22,162 --> 00:19:23,723 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hI was like, "I don’t even drink wine." 555 00:19:23,723 --> 00:19:25,063 {\an7}- He bought it? \h\h\h\h- Yeah. 556 00:19:25,063 --> 00:19:26,426 {\an7}- Does he know about wine? 557 00:19:26,426 --> 00:19:27,954 {\an7}\h- I don’t know. - Is he a wine... 558 00:19:27,954 --> 00:19:30,558 {\an7}- Does he know about wine? \h\h\h\h\h\h- Connoisseur? 559 00:19:30,558 --> 00:19:33,426 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- [Bleep] no. He’s a Hennessy connoisseur. 560 00:19:33,426 --> 00:19:35,558 {\an7}- Yeah, I was gonna say-- \h\h\h- E&J connoisseur. 561 00:19:35,558 --> 00:19:36,426 {\an7}- Mm, he--yeah. 562 00:19:36,426 --> 00:19:37,954 {\an7}- Me and Bar are trying something 563 00:19:37,954 --> 00:19:39,162 {\an7}for our anniversary. 564 00:19:39,162 --> 00:19:41,096 {\an7}- Where are you guys going? 565 00:19:44,558 --> 00:19:47,096 {\an7}- You guys are doing great. \h\h\h\h\h- This past year, 566 00:19:47,096 --> 00:19:49,558 {\an7}we’re at a different spot \h\hin our relationship. 567 00:19:49,558 --> 00:19:51,063 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h- Yeah. - So certain things 568 00:19:51,063 --> 00:19:52,492 {\an7}that I’ve asked of him, \h\h\h\h\hhe has done. 569 00:19:52,492 --> 00:19:55,426 {\an7}\h\h\h\hBar is pulling weight, which means that we fight less 570 00:19:55,426 --> 00:19:58,020 {\an7}because I’m less on edge about [bleep], you know? 571 00:19:58,020 --> 00:20:00,525 {\an7}If we’re gonna try to escalate \h\h\h\h\h\hthis relationship, 572 00:20:00,525 --> 00:20:03,261 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hI can’t be still in baby mama petty ass mode. 573 00:20:03,261 --> 00:20:04,426 {\an7}You know what I’m saying? \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Yeah. 574 00:20:04,426 --> 00:20:07,162 {\an7}- We were broken up \hfor a whole year. 575 00:20:07,162 --> 00:20:09,492 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Yeah. - Like, that’s not-- 576 00:20:09,492 --> 00:20:10,426 {\an7}that--that’s new. 577 00:20:10,426 --> 00:20:12,360 {\an7}We both dibbled and dabbled 578 00:20:12,360 --> 00:20:14,492 {\an7}in the ponds, in the oceans. 579 00:20:14,492 --> 00:20:16,591 {\an7}I just feel like, you know, \h\hsometimes you do that. 580 00:20:16,591 --> 00:20:17,756 {\an7}Sometimes you have to see 581 00:20:17,756 --> 00:20:19,459 {\an7}\h\hwhat you’re missing to miss what you have. 582 00:20:19,459 --> 00:20:21,492 {\an7}- Yeah, grass ain’t greener. 583 00:20:21,492 --> 00:20:23,393 {\an7}- Grass ain’t greener, yeah. 584 00:20:23,393 --> 00:20:26,624 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\hIt’s like, what you have is just 585 00:20:26,624 --> 00:20:28,492 {\an7}so great that, like, 586 00:20:28,492 --> 00:20:30,393 {\an7}if you could work it out, \hI’d rather work it out. 587 00:20:30,393 --> 00:20:32,261 {\an7}- Well, there--it’s never \h\h\h\hgonna be perfect. 588 00:20:32,261 --> 00:20:33,360 {\an7}- Yeah. Listen. 589 00:20:33,360 --> 00:20:36,360 {\an7}I may be a fool for Bar, but I got a baby by him. 590 00:20:36,360 --> 00:20:38,459 {\an7}\h\h\h\h- [chuckles] - That’s the only man 591 00:20:38,459 --> 00:20:41,360 {\an7}that’ll ever make a fool of me. 592 00:20:41,360 --> 00:20:42,393 {\an7}And I mean that. 593 00:20:42,393 --> 00:20:44,228 {\an7}And that is because when I’m fighting, 594 00:20:44,228 --> 00:20:47,426 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\hI’m fighting for a greater cause--Holly. 595 00:20:47,426 --> 00:20:48,426 {\an7}- Right. 596 00:20:48,426 --> 00:20:50,020 {\an7}♪ ♪ 597 00:20:50,020 --> 00:20:52,690 {\an7}- ♪ Find your voice ♪ 598 00:20:52,690 --> 00:20:54,591 {\an7}♪ Play it safe ♪ 599 00:20:54,591 --> 00:20:56,261 {\an7}- My ultrasound is \h\hin a few days, 600 00:20:56,261 --> 00:20:58,756 {\an7}\hand I’m terrified of what it could be. 601 00:20:58,756 --> 00:21:01,789 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\hI didn’t realize how important self-exams are. 602 00:21:01,789 --> 00:21:03,624 {\an7}And since my girls are getting older, 603 00:21:03,624 --> 00:21:07,096 {\an7}\hI want to make sure they understand, too. 604 00:21:07,096 --> 00:21:08,426 {\an7}Addie, you can go play. 605 00:21:08,426 --> 00:21:09,822 {\an7}So you guys know 606 00:21:09,822 --> 00:21:11,855 {\an7}as we’re getting older... \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Mm-hmm. 607 00:21:11,855 --> 00:21:13,426 {\an7}- We embrace all the fun stuff 608 00:21:13,426 --> 00:21:14,822 {\an7}\h\h\h\hthat happens with becoming girls. 609 00:21:14,822 --> 00:21:18,162 {\an7}\h\h\h\hSo you guys know what a menstrual cycle is, right? 610 00:21:18,162 --> 00:21:18,723 {\an7}- Mm-hmm. 611 00:21:18,723 --> 00:21:21,591 {\an7}\h- And a week after your menstrual cycle, 612 00:21:21,591 --> 00:21:25,228 {\an7}you are supposed to examine your breasts in the shower, 613 00:21:25,228 --> 00:21:27,822 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\hone arm up, you check your breast, the other arm up, 614 00:21:27,822 --> 00:21:31,261 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\hcheck your breast to make sure there’s no lumps, 615 00:21:31,261 --> 00:21:32,195 {\an7}anything like that. 616 00:21:32,195 --> 00:21:34,162 {\an7}And if you guys ever have \h\hany questions for me, 617 00:21:34,162 --> 00:21:36,294 {\an7}\h\h\h\hyou know that this is a safe place. 618 00:21:36,294 --> 00:21:38,129 {\an7}You can come to me with any questions 619 00:21:38,129 --> 00:21:39,327 {\an7}if you hear things at school. 620 00:21:39,327 --> 00:21:41,558 {\an7}Do you feel comfortable enough \h\h\h\h\h\h\hto come to Mommy? 621 00:21:41,558 --> 00:21:42,492 {\an7}- Yeah. 622 00:21:42,492 --> 00:21:43,327 {\an7}\h- Yeah? - Mm-hmm. 623 00:21:43,327 --> 00:21:44,822 {\an7}- All right, you guys \h\h\h\hcan go play. 624 00:21:44,822 --> 00:21:46,294 {\an7}I’m gonna finish reading my book. 625 00:21:46,294 --> 00:21:48,426 {\an7}Hey, where is my kiss? \h\h\h\h\hHello, hello. 626 00:21:48,426 --> 00:21:50,327 {\an7}I love you, Mom. \hGive me a kiss. 627 00:21:50,327 --> 00:21:51,558 {\an7}[overlapping dialogue] 628 00:21:51,558 --> 00:21:52,624 {\an7}There you go. 629 00:21:52,624 --> 00:21:54,360 {\an7}- [squeals] 630 00:21:54,360 --> 00:21:57,459 {\an7}[reflective music] 631 00:21:57,459 --> 00:21:58,228 {\an7}♪ ♪ 632 00:21:58,228 --> 00:22:01,360 {\an7}\h\h\h\hSo I scheduled a doctor’s appointment 633 00:22:01,360 --> 00:22:03,228 {\an7}for my gynecologist, 634 00:22:03,228 --> 00:22:08,558 {\an7}and today I am going in 635 00:22:08,558 --> 00:22:10,624 {\an7}for an ultrasound 636 00:22:10,624 --> 00:22:14,459 {\an7}of the lump on my breast, \h\h\h\hthe right breast. 637 00:22:14,459 --> 00:22:16,756 {\an7}As far as, like, how I’m feeling? 638 00:22:16,756 --> 00:22:19,393 {\an7}\hI’ve really-- I don’t know-- 639 00:22:19,393 --> 00:22:20,228 {\an7}I don’t know how to feel. 640 00:22:20,228 --> 00:22:23,162 {\an7}I mean, I don’t want to speak \h\hanything into existence. 641 00:22:23,162 --> 00:22:25,360 {\an7}I just want to be \hextra cautious, 642 00:22:25,360 --> 00:22:28,294 {\an7}and make sure that you know, 643 00:22:28,294 --> 00:22:30,393 {\an7}my--I keep up 644 00:22:30,393 --> 00:22:32,789 {\an7}with my own health, 645 00:22:32,789 --> 00:22:35,327 {\an7}so I can continue 646 00:22:35,327 --> 00:22:37,888 {\an7}to take care of my babies. 647 00:22:37,888 --> 00:22:41,822 {\an7}♪ ♪ 648 00:22:44,319 --> 00:22:46,488 [bright acoustic music] 649 00:22:46,555 --> 00:22:48,456 - ♪ We're made of stars ♪ 650 00:22:48,523 --> 00:22:50,192 ♪ That's who we are ♪ 651 00:22:50,258 --> 00:22:52,327 ♪ We're gonna shine ♪ 652 00:22:52,394 --> 00:22:54,863 ♪ So divine ♪ 653 00:22:54,930 --> 00:22:56,998 - Heller? - Hi. 654 00:22:57,065 --> 00:22:58,667 - Hi. - Oh, hello. 655 00:22:58,733 --> 00:23:00,735 - I don't know how to open your closet. 656 00:23:00,802 --> 00:23:03,839 - I was trying to organize my belongings. 657 00:23:03,905 --> 00:23:05,240 Anyways, how have you been? 658 00:23:05,307 --> 00:23:07,342 - Being busy. - Same, same. 659 00:23:07,409 --> 00:23:08,877 - I know I'm busy with one Tom. 660 00:23:08,944 --> 00:23:10,478 I can't imagine you with two. 661 00:23:10,545 --> 00:23:11,680 - [sighs] 662 00:23:11,746 --> 00:23:14,249 - What's gone on with, you know, 663 00:23:14,316 --> 00:23:16,184 the baby daddies? 664 00:23:16,251 --> 00:23:18,253 - I don't know. I haven't spoken to Luis. 665 00:23:18,320 --> 00:23:20,088 Luis has been MIA. 666 00:23:20,155 --> 00:23:22,090 Nova hasn't seen Devoin 667 00:23:22,157 --> 00:23:24,993 since he last dropped her off 668 00:23:25,060 --> 00:23:26,561 from gymnastics. 669 00:23:26,628 --> 00:23:28,363 It's been a few weeks. - Okay. 670 00:23:28,430 --> 00:23:29,731 - I don't know. 671 00:23:29,798 --> 00:23:31,199 Devoin needs to get his [bleep] together, 672 00:23:31,266 --> 00:23:33,101 but I guess, so do I so. 673 00:23:33,168 --> 00:23:36,071 I talk a lot of [bleep] about Devoin, but I was also late. 674 00:23:36,137 --> 00:23:38,240 - Ah, what did you do? - [laughs] 675 00:23:38,306 --> 00:23:39,474 No, I was just so busy. 676 00:23:39,541 --> 00:23:41,610 I was--I went to work. 677 00:23:41,676 --> 00:23:44,479 I had to do groceries. I had to run some errands. 678 00:23:44,546 --> 00:23:46,081 And right when I get into the car line, 679 00:23:46,147 --> 00:23:48,383 I just see cars already. 680 00:23:48,383 --> 00:23:50,585 We're usually the [bleep] first ones there. 681 00:23:50,652 --> 00:23:51,820 - Yeah. - She was like, 682 00:23:51,887 --> 00:23:53,255 "How come you were late?" 683 00:23:53,388 --> 00:23:54,756 [both laughing] 684 00:23:54,823 --> 00:23:56,424 I'm like, "Oh my god, I'm so sorry. 685 00:23:56,491 --> 00:23:58,193 I didn't even realize it." 686 00:23:58,260 --> 00:23:59,594 - So what are you gonna do though with-- 687 00:23:59,661 --> 00:24:01,463 you have a lot on your plate. 688 00:24:01,530 --> 00:24:03,565 - I do want, you know, you know, 689 00:24:03,632 --> 00:24:07,035 Nova and Devoin still to have quality time together. 690 00:24:07,102 --> 00:24:08,670 Maybe not during the week, 691 00:24:08,737 --> 00:24:10,705 because I just-- let's just-- 692 00:24:10,772 --> 00:24:12,507 - It's a lot. You can start with the weekend. 693 00:24:12,574 --> 00:24:14,509 - Maybe on the weekend or something-- 694 00:24:14,576 --> 00:24:16,912 a day for a few hours every weekend 695 00:24:16,978 --> 00:24:18,813 and just see how that goes. 696 00:24:18,880 --> 00:24:21,049 - If you give him the weekends, you know, 697 00:24:21,116 --> 00:24:23,418 and he's consistent with it, 698 00:24:23,451 --> 00:24:25,921 how long would it take you to, you know, 699 00:24:25,987 --> 00:24:28,924 reconsider you giving him back the pickups? 700 00:24:28,990 --> 00:24:31,526 Because that'll still be a help to you. 701 00:24:31,593 --> 00:24:33,628 - I don't know. It depends on Devoin. 702 00:24:33,695 --> 00:24:35,096 So if he can be thoughtful 703 00:24:35,163 --> 00:24:36,264 and consistent... - I agree. 704 00:24:36,331 --> 00:24:38,867 - I don't have a problem with him. 705 00:24:38,934 --> 00:24:40,101 And that's it. 706 00:24:40,168 --> 00:24:42,737 [tense hip-hop music] 707 00:24:42,804 --> 00:24:45,373 I reached out to Devoin to see if he'd be interested 708 00:24:45,373 --> 00:24:47,909 in spending Saturdays with Nova. 709 00:24:49,711 --> 00:24:51,213 Hi. 710 00:24:51,279 --> 00:24:52,948 - Hi. - What are you doing? 711 00:24:53,014 --> 00:24:54,382 - Nothing. 712 00:24:54,416 --> 00:24:57,853 - Don't hurt yourself, please, "por favor." 713 00:24:57,919 --> 00:24:59,788 So... 714 00:24:59,855 --> 00:25:02,090 I texted your dad. 715 00:25:02,157 --> 00:25:04,259 And I spoke to him 716 00:25:04,392 --> 00:25:08,597 about maybe picking you up every Saturday 717 00:25:08,663 --> 00:25:11,666 and you spending the full day with him on Saturdays. 718 00:25:11,733 --> 00:25:13,301 Do you want to? Do you not? 719 00:25:13,401 --> 00:25:15,403 Like, what's going through your mind? 720 00:25:15,470 --> 00:25:17,138 - That's okay. - Do you want to? 721 00:25:17,205 --> 00:25:18,507 - Yeah. 722 00:25:18,573 --> 00:25:21,409 - This is a decision that you can figure out 723 00:25:21,409 --> 00:25:23,812 every Saturday morning if you want to go or not. 724 00:25:23,879 --> 00:25:26,515 This is not something that, "Okay, it's mandatory." 725 00:25:26,581 --> 00:25:27,983 [upbeat music] 726 00:25:28,049 --> 00:25:29,518 As long as you know that. 727 00:25:29,584 --> 00:25:30,952 And I love you. 728 00:25:31,019 --> 00:25:34,422 Okay, can I have a hug and a kiss? 729 00:25:34,489 --> 00:25:36,458 I'm gonna try with you, girl. 730 00:25:37,425 --> 00:25:38,460 [smooching] 731 00:25:38,527 --> 00:25:41,796 ♪ ♪ 732 00:25:41,863 --> 00:25:44,466 - Turn all the lights out ♪ 733 00:25:44,533 --> 00:25:45,867 ♪ Turn all the lights ♪ 734 00:25:45,934 --> 00:25:47,669 - I'm closing on the Middletown house today 735 00:25:47,736 --> 00:25:50,038 and headed to the realtor's office to sign paperwork. 736 00:25:50,105 --> 00:25:52,007 I definitely thought things would be different. 737 00:25:52,073 --> 00:25:54,009 But it didn't work out how I'd hoped. 738 00:25:54,075 --> 00:25:56,378 I'm finally ready to put this house behind me. 739 00:25:56,444 --> 00:25:59,047 ♪ ♪ 740 00:25:59,114 --> 00:26:01,483 Things happened there that I just didn't anticipate. 741 00:26:01,550 --> 00:26:03,385 I gave birth to Creed in that house. 742 00:26:03,385 --> 00:26:05,854 So that was kind of amazing. 743 00:26:05,921 --> 00:26:08,390 In some ways, it was like the death of things 744 00:26:08,423 --> 00:26:10,992 that needed to end in my life and the beginning of things 745 00:26:11,059 --> 00:26:12,627 that needed to happen in my life. 746 00:26:12,694 --> 00:26:16,031 So I'm relieved that I'm done there. 747 00:26:16,097 --> 00:26:18,934 ♪ ♪ 748 00:26:19,000 --> 00:26:21,269 [grunts] 749 00:26:21,403 --> 00:26:23,104 [groovy guitar music] 750 00:26:23,171 --> 00:26:26,274 [sputtering] 751 00:26:26,408 --> 00:26:29,077 [line trilling] 752 00:26:29,144 --> 00:26:30,745 - Hello? - I'm done. 753 00:26:30,812 --> 00:26:31,947 - Yay! 754 00:26:32,013 --> 00:26:33,882 - I'm [bleep] done. 755 00:26:33,949 --> 00:26:35,917 - Do you feel so much better? 756 00:26:35,984 --> 00:26:37,786 - I could literally cry. 757 00:26:37,853 --> 00:26:39,855 Like, I'm gonna cry from the relief. 758 00:26:39,921 --> 00:26:41,456 - Aww. Oh, I know, I know. 759 00:26:41,523 --> 00:26:44,092 - I know you understand, but, like, 760 00:26:44,159 --> 00:26:47,162 nobody else will understand 761 00:26:47,229 --> 00:26:48,797 what happened in that house. 762 00:26:48,864 --> 00:26:51,366 Do you know what I mean? - Yeah. 763 00:26:51,399 --> 00:26:53,268 You went through a lot. 764 00:26:53,368 --> 00:26:55,370 - I had such good intentions there, 765 00:26:55,370 --> 00:26:56,738 like, I really did. 766 00:26:56,805 --> 00:26:58,673 - Yeah. - [groans] 767 00:26:58,740 --> 00:27:00,876 - It's just crazy how, like, so much happened, 768 00:27:00,942 --> 00:27:03,044 and it was done that quick. 769 00:27:03,111 --> 00:27:04,246 Do you know what I mean? 770 00:27:04,379 --> 00:27:06,982 - So quick. - Like, that quick. 771 00:27:07,048 --> 00:27:08,984 It's not yours anymore. 772 00:27:09,050 --> 00:27:10,452 - 'Cause I'm, like, so relieved. 773 00:27:10,519 --> 00:27:11,853 I'm so relieved. 774 00:27:11,920 --> 00:27:14,156 - Oh, I'm literally crying for you. 775 00:27:14,222 --> 00:27:15,724 I know how--yeah. 776 00:27:15,790 --> 00:27:17,192 It was time. That needed to go. 777 00:27:17,259 --> 00:27:19,461 That house needed to go. 778 00:27:19,528 --> 00:27:20,529 [emotional piano music] 779 00:27:20,595 --> 00:27:21,963 - ♪ Push away the clouds ♪ 780 00:27:22,030 --> 00:27:25,033 ♪ That cover up the sun ♪ 781 00:27:25,100 --> 00:27:28,136 ♪ And when the morning comes ♪ 782 00:27:28,203 --> 00:27:31,840 ♪ We can build it back up from the ground ♪ 783 00:27:31,907 --> 00:27:34,176 - [sniffing] 784 00:27:34,242 --> 00:27:36,945 ♪ ♪ 785 00:27:38,863 --> 00:27:40,198 [bright acoustic music] 786 00:27:40,264 --> 00:27:43,101 - ♪ I'll do anything to save you ♪ 787 00:27:43,167 --> 00:27:45,536 - It's been hard on Kloie not having Sean around, 788 00:27:45,603 --> 00:27:47,472 but he finally decided to come see her. 789 00:27:47,538 --> 00:27:49,140 I'm gonna take this opportunity 790 00:27:49,207 --> 00:27:50,908 to talk to him about how important it is 791 00:27:50,975 --> 00:27:52,510 for her to have her dad around. 792 00:27:52,577 --> 00:27:54,078 - ♪ I'll do anything to save you ♪ 793 00:27:54,145 --> 00:27:55,646 - Can I have a bite? 794 00:27:55,713 --> 00:27:59,016 - You want to feed him a bite of chocolate? 795 00:27:59,083 --> 00:28:01,786 - ♪ I'll do anything to save you ♪ 796 00:28:01,853 --> 00:28:05,523 ♪ ♪ 797 00:28:05,590 --> 00:28:07,425 - I had a lot of concerns. 798 00:28:07,492 --> 00:28:09,227 You need to be more consistent. 799 00:28:09,293 --> 00:28:10,428 I feel like you're not being around. 800 00:28:10,495 --> 00:28:11,763 I feel like you're not being a dad. 801 00:28:11,829 --> 00:28:13,498 - I just felt like you didn't want me around 802 00:28:13,564 --> 00:28:15,533 so I didn't bother you. 803 00:28:15,600 --> 00:28:17,301 - And we're not a couple, you know, we're not, like-- 804 00:28:17,368 --> 00:28:19,270 but we do need to make this, you know, 805 00:28:19,337 --> 00:28:21,706 this situation work with, like, parenting with her. 806 00:28:21,773 --> 00:28:23,908 And I'm trying to do this, like, in a good, healthy way 807 00:28:23,975 --> 00:28:27,378 and try to make our co-parenting better. 808 00:28:27,445 --> 00:28:29,147 - I definitely understand what you're saying 809 00:28:29,213 --> 00:28:30,748 and where you're coming from now. 810 00:28:30,815 --> 00:28:33,051 I mean, as much as I didn't want to move out, 811 00:28:33,117 --> 00:28:34,719 you know, I did. 812 00:28:34,786 --> 00:28:36,954 And it was the best thing I could have done 813 00:28:37,021 --> 00:28:38,489 because I was [bleep] 814 00:28:38,556 --> 00:28:40,458 being a lazy piece of [bleep]. 815 00:28:40,525 --> 00:28:43,694 - I feel like she was acting out a lot, 816 00:28:43,761 --> 00:28:45,930 'cause I feel like you just weren't there as much, 817 00:28:45,997 --> 00:28:47,932 so she was just wanting-- missing that-- 818 00:28:47,965 --> 00:28:50,268 that attention or missing you. - Yeah. 819 00:28:50,334 --> 00:28:51,569 - And just kind of acting out, 820 00:28:51,636 --> 00:28:53,004 acting different because that's-- 821 00:28:53,071 --> 00:28:55,440 - She was used to me making her breakfast 822 00:28:55,506 --> 00:28:56,974 and hanging out with her. 823 00:28:57,041 --> 00:28:59,544 Though she's a butthead, 824 00:28:59,610 --> 00:29:02,246 I, like, missed her throwing tantrums and stuff. 825 00:29:02,313 --> 00:29:03,648 - 'Cause she wants to see you, 826 00:29:03,715 --> 00:29:05,483 and I understand you want your space, 827 00:29:05,550 --> 00:29:07,285 but Kloie really needs 828 00:29:07,351 --> 00:29:08,753 to see two parents 829 00:29:08,820 --> 00:29:11,956 that can communicate with each other good. 830 00:29:11,989 --> 00:29:13,224 Kloie needs you around 831 00:29:13,291 --> 00:29:15,093 because she's really suffering without you. 832 00:29:15,159 --> 00:29:16,961 I want us to still agree, like, you know, 833 00:29:17,028 --> 00:29:18,262 she deserves the best. 834 00:29:18,329 --> 00:29:20,598 And she deserves to have good role models. 835 00:29:20,665 --> 00:29:22,600 And that's, you know, that's all. 836 00:29:22,667 --> 00:29:24,001 - I mean, I agree. 837 00:29:24,068 --> 00:29:25,737 Because I want her to have everything I didn't have. 838 00:29:25,803 --> 00:29:27,105 And I didn't have that. 839 00:29:27,171 --> 00:29:28,172 - Yeah. 840 00:29:28,239 --> 00:29:30,208 I'm happy that me and Sean 841 00:29:30,274 --> 00:29:32,110 can be on the same page about everything. 842 00:29:32,176 --> 00:29:34,812 And we want our kid to grow up 843 00:29:34,879 --> 00:29:36,748 and see people communicating, 844 00:29:36,814 --> 00:29:38,182 you know, in a healthier way. 845 00:29:38,249 --> 00:29:39,650 I feel like growing up, 846 00:29:39,717 --> 00:29:43,421 we never had any role models around us 847 00:29:43,488 --> 00:29:46,491 that showed healthy communication. 848 00:29:46,557 --> 00:29:48,626 And we don't want our kid to see all that 849 00:29:48,693 --> 00:29:50,194 and feel like that 850 00:29:50,261 --> 00:29:53,464 that our drama or our issues are on her shoulders. 851 00:29:53,531 --> 00:29:55,666 And then I think me and Sean 852 00:29:55,733 --> 00:29:57,935 getting along and implementing 853 00:29:57,935 --> 00:30:01,539 all these good communication values in front of her 854 00:30:01,606 --> 00:30:03,608 and with her is going to help 855 00:30:03,674 --> 00:30:06,210 her succeed in her life. 856 00:30:06,277 --> 00:30:07,745 [upbeat music] 857 00:30:07,812 --> 00:30:09,480 - Our anniversary is this weekend, 858 00:30:09,547 --> 00:30:11,149 and Bar has a whole trip planned out. 859 00:30:11,215 --> 00:30:12,950 We're headed to Pismo Beach today, 860 00:30:12,984 --> 00:30:15,153 so we're dropping Holly off at my mom's first. 861 00:30:15,219 --> 00:30:18,556 - So we got seven hours of driving to do today. 862 00:30:22,226 --> 00:30:23,694 - Yeah. 863 00:30:23,761 --> 00:30:25,263 - Of course. - Check it. 864 00:30:25,329 --> 00:30:27,865 - Her tires are always low. - No, they're not! 865 00:30:27,965 --> 00:30:29,100 - Yes, they are. 866 00:30:29,167 --> 00:30:30,668 - Well, just check it, and let's go. 867 00:30:30,735 --> 00:30:32,103 - Let me check the other side. 868 00:30:32,170 --> 00:30:33,705 - We got to get on, get on and go. 869 00:30:33,771 --> 00:30:35,206 - We got to go so-- 870 00:30:35,273 --> 00:30:37,909 you got to stop and get some tire pressure. 871 00:30:37,975 --> 00:30:39,510 - So you mean we should stop and get air? 872 00:30:39,577 --> 00:30:40,745 - Yeah, we ought to. 873 00:30:40,812 --> 00:30:42,747 - Not stop and get tire pressures. 874 00:30:45,049 --> 00:30:46,584 They don't even have-- that's just water. 875 00:30:46,651 --> 00:30:48,052 They don't have air. 876 00:30:48,119 --> 00:30:49,921 - Baby, that says air and water hella big on the thing. 877 00:30:49,987 --> 00:30:51,589 - Oh, okay, okay. I'm sorry. 878 00:30:52,256 --> 00:30:54,592 - Yeah, that should be cool. [Holly mumbling] 879 00:30:54,659 --> 00:30:55,693 - All right. Well, come on. 880 00:30:55,760 --> 00:30:56,928 Come on. Y'all making me anxious. 881 00:30:56,961 --> 00:30:58,363 We got to go. 882 00:30:58,429 --> 00:31:00,164 - Are you excited to go to your granny house, Holly? 883 00:31:00,231 --> 00:31:01,933 - Of course, daddy. 884 00:31:05,236 --> 00:31:06,537 - Okay. Here we go. 885 00:31:06,604 --> 00:31:08,573 - No, your gonna stay with her grand-grand. 886 00:31:08,639 --> 00:31:11,743 [upbeat music] 887 00:31:12,610 --> 00:31:13,478 - Ow! - Come on. 888 00:31:13,544 --> 00:31:15,246 - Ow. 889 00:31:15,313 --> 00:31:16,481 - Kiss Momma. 890 00:31:16,547 --> 00:31:18,149 Listen--you be a good girl. 891 00:31:18,216 --> 00:31:21,052 [Holly laughing, mumbling] 892 00:31:21,119 --> 00:31:23,154 - All right, Mom. Her tablet is in there. 893 00:31:23,221 --> 00:31:24,455 I'ma text you the code. 894 00:31:24,522 --> 00:31:25,456 - All right. See you guys later. 895 00:31:25,523 --> 00:31:26,624 - All right. 896 00:31:26,691 --> 00:31:29,594 [upbeat pop rock music] 897 00:31:29,660 --> 00:31:34,999 ♪ ♪ 898 00:31:37,602 --> 00:31:39,003 - Aww! 899 00:31:39,070 --> 00:31:40,638 So romantic. 900 00:31:40,705 --> 00:31:42,573 [soft guitar music] 901 00:31:42,640 --> 00:31:44,108 - Let me take a picture of that butt. 902 00:31:44,175 --> 00:31:45,910 - [laughing] 903 00:31:45,910 --> 00:31:48,312 - All right, well, we got dinner coming up, so-- 904 00:31:48,379 --> 00:31:49,680 - Oh, right. 905 00:31:49,747 --> 00:31:51,716 - But, yeah. Go get dressed, honey. 906 00:31:51,783 --> 00:31:53,217 I got to get dressed, too, honey. 907 00:31:53,284 --> 00:31:54,552 - All right, then. 908 00:31:54,619 --> 00:31:58,423 - ♪ I don't want to lose my youth ♪ 909 00:31:58,489 --> 00:31:59,724 ♪ ♪ 910 00:31:59,791 --> 00:32:02,927 ♪ But I keep coming back to you ♪ 911 00:32:05,263 --> 00:32:06,564 ♪ And all I know ♪ 912 00:32:06,631 --> 00:32:07,598 ♪ Is I don't want to lose my youth ♪ 913 00:32:07,665 --> 00:32:09,434 - Cool. 914 00:32:09,500 --> 00:32:12,670 ♪ ♪ 915 00:32:12,737 --> 00:32:15,940 ♪ But I keep coming back to ♪ 916 00:32:17,512 --> 00:32:18,644 {\an7}[bright acoustic music] 917 00:32:18,644 --> 00:32:20,545 {\an7}[animated racoons chirping] 918 00:32:20,545 --> 00:32:21,314 {\an7}[upbeat music] 919 00:32:21,314 --> 00:32:23,479 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h- I’m so relieved the Middletown house was sold, 920 00:32:23,479 --> 00:32:25,743 {\an7}and today I’m gonna check out \h\h\h\hthe property I bought 921 00:32:25,743 --> 00:32:28,479 {\an7}\h\hto build a house for me and the boys. 922 00:32:28,479 --> 00:32:29,182 {\an7}♪ ♪ 923 00:32:29,182 --> 00:32:31,941 {\an7}- All right, so we’re gonna look at kind of the stakes. 924 00:32:31,941 --> 00:32:32,941 {\an7}And then what we want to do 925 00:32:32,941 --> 00:32:35,073 {\an7}\his kind of finalize the house placement. 926 00:32:35,073 --> 00:32:36,710 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Okay. - Well, your front door 927 00:32:36,710 --> 00:32:37,677 {\an7}is gonna be right about here. 928 00:32:37,677 --> 00:32:39,677 {\an7}You want to figure out \h\hwhere your view is 929 00:32:39,677 --> 00:32:40,710 {\an7}that you want to have also. 930 00:32:40,710 --> 00:32:42,908 {\an7}- My bedroom is back there. \h\h\h\hSo I want to see... 931 00:32:42,908 --> 00:32:44,941 {\an7}- That’s your bedroom \h\h\h\hright there. 932 00:32:44,941 --> 00:32:45,710 {\an7}- The outside. 933 00:32:45,710 --> 00:32:48,710 {\an7}Like, I like that view \h\h\h\h\hand privacy. 934 00:32:48,710 --> 00:32:49,776 {\an7}- All right. - All right. 935 00:32:49,776 --> 00:32:51,248 {\an7}Thanks, Kevin. \h\h\h- See ya. 936 00:32:51,248 --> 00:32:52,743 {\an7}♪ ♪ 937 00:32:52,743 --> 00:32:55,578 {\an7}- ♪ We are getting close now ♪ 938 00:32:55,578 --> 00:32:58,545 {\an7}- ♪ We are getting close now ♪ 939 00:32:58,545 --> 00:33:00,941 {\an7}- All right. \h\h\h\h- Hi! 940 00:33:00,941 --> 00:33:03,941 {\an7}- ♪ Ooh ♪ 941 00:33:03,941 --> 00:33:08,941 {\an7}♪ We are getting closer ♪ 942 00:33:08,941 --> 00:33:11,073 {\an7}- [squeals, mumbles] 943 00:33:11,073 --> 00:33:13,809 {\an7}- Is everyone happy to be \h\h\h\h\hback in Dover? 944 00:33:13,809 --> 00:33:14,545 {\an7}- Yeah! 945 00:33:14,545 --> 00:33:17,281 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h- Yes because the drive is too long. 946 00:33:17,281 --> 00:33:20,073 {\an7}- It’s not too long anymore? \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Yep. 947 00:33:20,073 --> 00:33:22,139 {\an7}- So everything’s finalized 948 00:33:22,139 --> 00:33:25,007 {\an7}for the land that we bought. \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Mm-hmm. 949 00:33:25,007 --> 00:33:28,007 {\an7}\h- And we’re gonna start building the house soon. 950 00:33:28,007 --> 00:33:29,215 {\an7}- I’m not building it. 951 00:33:29,215 --> 00:33:30,710 {\an7}\h- What do you mean? - I’m not gonna help. 952 00:33:30,710 --> 00:33:32,842 {\an7}- You have to pour \h\h\hthe concrete. 953 00:33:32,842 --> 00:33:33,908 {\an7}And... 954 00:33:33,908 --> 00:33:35,281 {\an7}- When are we gonna start? 955 00:33:35,281 --> 00:33:36,677 {\an7}- In about three weeks. 956 00:33:36,677 --> 00:33:39,040 {\an7}- We’re definitely gonna need a pool. 957 00:33:39,040 --> 00:33:41,248 {\an7}Definitely gonna need \h\h\h\ha trampoline. 958 00:33:41,248 --> 00:33:43,281 {\an7}- Is that exciting? \h\h\h\h\h\h- Yeah! 959 00:33:43,281 --> 00:33:45,248 {\an7}- Okay, and it’s right \h\h\h\hdown the road. 960 00:33:45,248 --> 00:33:47,908 {\an7}\h\h\hYou guys are gonna stay in the same school district. 961 00:33:47,908 --> 00:33:51,040 {\an7}But you won’t have to share \ha room with Lux anymore. 962 00:33:51,040 --> 00:33:52,182 {\an7}- Thank you. 963 00:33:52,182 --> 00:33:53,007 {\an7}- That’s great. 964 00:33:53,007 --> 00:33:57,007 {\an7}\h\h\h- I’m really excited because everything will be 965 00:33:57,007 --> 00:33:58,281 {\an7}exactly what we wanted. 966 00:33:58,281 --> 00:33:59,743 {\an7}\h\hDo you guys think it’s gonna be better 967 00:33:59,743 --> 00:34:00,941 {\an7}than the Middletown house? 968 00:34:00,941 --> 00:34:01,611 {\an7}both: Yeah. 969 00:34:01,611 --> 00:34:03,875 {\an7}- So you guys feel good \h\h\h\habout the move? 970 00:34:03,875 --> 00:34:05,644 {\an7}- Mm-hmm. 971 00:34:05,644 --> 00:34:08,139 {\an7}- ♪ Can you hear me now? ♪ 972 00:34:08,139 --> 00:34:09,281 {\an7}♪ ♪ 973 00:34:09,281 --> 00:34:11,139 {\an7}\h\h\h- How y’all feel about school this year? 974 00:34:11,139 --> 00:34:11,875 {\an7}- It was good. 975 00:34:11,875 --> 00:34:14,776 {\an7}- You got good grades, \h\h\h\hso that’s good. 976 00:34:14,776 --> 00:34:16,545 {\an7}\h\h\h- When I got to my appointment, 977 00:34:16,545 --> 00:34:18,809 {\an7}\h\h\h\hthey took me back, and they did an ultrasound. 978 00:34:18,809 --> 00:34:21,007 {\an7}\h\h\h\hI had to undress and put a little gown on. 979 00:34:21,007 --> 00:34:23,611 {\an7}What was the most uncomfortable \h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hwas just 980 00:34:23,611 --> 00:34:26,347 {\an7}the anxiety around that, \h\h\hlike, "Oh my gosh." 981 00:34:26,347 --> 00:34:29,007 {\an7}And my doctor called and said, 982 00:34:29,007 --> 00:34:31,347 {\an7}\h\h"You know--we-- I was really hoping 983 00:34:31,347 --> 00:34:33,776 {\an7}"that it was only a cyst. 984 00:34:33,776 --> 00:34:36,644 {\an7}"But it is a benign tumor, 985 00:34:36,644 --> 00:34:40,347 {\an7}which we’ll continue to follow \h\h\h\h\hfour to six months." 986 00:34:40,347 --> 00:34:42,941 {\an7}My biggest fear is gonna be 987 00:34:42,941 --> 00:34:44,776 {\an7}something more down the road. 988 00:34:44,776 --> 00:34:49,776 {\an7}You know, like breast cancer, \h\h\hor anything cancerous. 989 00:34:49,776 --> 00:34:50,545 {\an7}I don’t know. 990 00:34:50,545 --> 00:34:52,347 {\an7}I just don’t want to \h\h\hhave surgery. 991 00:34:52,347 --> 00:34:53,644 {\an7}Being an addict 992 00:34:53,644 --> 00:34:56,182 {\an7}and owning my addiction, 993 00:34:56,182 --> 00:34:58,139 {\an7}\h\h\hany kind of-- any kind of surgery 994 00:34:58,139 --> 00:34:58,974 {\an7}is terrifying for me. 995 00:34:58,974 --> 00:35:00,809 {\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hI’m like, "Will I need medication?" 996 00:35:00,809 --> 00:35:04,248 {\an7}I just want to make sure \hthat I’m not relapsing 997 00:35:04,248 --> 00:35:07,710 {\an7}or having anything like that \hto appear back in my life. 998 00:35:07,710 --> 00:35:10,281 {\an7}\h\h\hI mean, you see what happened to me. 999 00:35:10,281 --> 00:35:12,941 {\an7}I really--I was depleted, 1000 00:35:12,941 --> 00:35:16,215 {\an7}gone mentally, physically. 1001 00:35:16,215 --> 00:35:18,776 {\an7}I’m dragging today. 1002 00:35:18,776 --> 00:35:19,677 {\an7}I just feel horrible. 1003 00:35:19,677 --> 00:35:21,413 {\an7}I feel like I have been pushed 1004 00:35:21,413 --> 00:35:22,710 {\an7}to an edge where it’s like, 1005 00:35:22,710 --> 00:35:25,106 {\an7}\h\h\h\hI could care less whether I’m here or not. 1006 00:35:25,106 --> 00:35:25,908 {\an7}And that’s not okay. 1007 00:35:25,908 --> 00:35:30,139 {\an7}Mommy is gonna go--leave to go to therapy for a little while. 1008 00:35:30,139 --> 00:35:32,281 {\an7}I have to put my fear aside 1009 00:35:32,281 --> 00:35:34,710 {\an7}of a potential surgery 1010 00:35:34,710 --> 00:35:37,281 {\an7}\hso that my kids do have a mother. 1011 00:35:37,281 --> 00:35:38,908 {\an7}But the unknown is sometimes 1012 00:35:38,908 --> 00:35:41,941 {\an7}and the uncertainty around it \h\h\h\h\h\h\his terrifying. 1013 00:35:41,941 --> 00:35:45,073 {\an7}[suspenseful music] 1014 00:35:50,102 --> 00:35:51,537 announcer: For everything you need to know 1015 00:35:51,603 --> 00:35:52,504 about preventing pregnancy and protecting yourself, 1016 00:35:52,571 --> 00:35:54,706 go to itsyoursexlife.com. 1017 00:35:54,773 --> 00:35:57,676 [bright acoustic music] 1018 00:35:57,743 --> 00:35:59,645 [upbeat pop rock music] 1019 00:35:59,711 --> 00:36:02,581 - Devoin's on his way to pick up Nova for the day. 1020 00:36:02,648 --> 00:36:04,483 - ♪ Breaker one, nine ♪ 1021 00:36:04,550 --> 00:36:05,751 - Where are you guys going? 1022 00:36:05,818 --> 00:36:07,519 - I want to go to the upside-down house. 1023 00:36:07,586 --> 00:36:08,754 - Fun. 1024 00:36:08,821 --> 00:36:10,389 - Alcohol pads and hand sanitizer. 1025 00:36:10,456 --> 00:36:11,590 Go get a mask. 1026 00:36:11,657 --> 00:36:13,025 - I have alcohol. - And your bag. 1027 00:36:13,091 --> 00:36:15,527 - You're like a whole adult right now, what the hell? 1028 00:36:15,594 --> 00:36:18,197 - I know. - I love you. Bye. 1029 00:36:18,263 --> 00:36:19,498 ♪ ♪ 1030 00:36:19,565 --> 00:36:22,067 - Have a good time. Listen. 1031 00:36:24,703 --> 00:36:26,038 Put your seat belt. 1032 00:36:26,105 --> 00:36:27,339 - ♪ Break out, break out ♪ 1033 00:36:27,406 --> 00:36:30,242 ♪ Oh, break out ♪ 1034 00:36:30,309 --> 00:36:32,978 - Devoin's supposed to bring Nova home soon. 1035 00:36:33,045 --> 00:36:35,013 I'm glad she got to spend time with her dad, 1036 00:36:35,080 --> 00:36:36,448 but I wish both my girls 1037 00:36:36,515 --> 00:36:38,917 could have their dads around consistently. 1038 00:36:38,984 --> 00:36:40,986 - I hope Nova had a good day with her dad. 1039 00:36:41,053 --> 00:36:44,223 - I'm sure she had the time of her life. 1040 00:36:44,289 --> 00:36:47,726 But it is kind of depressing that, you know, 1041 00:36:47,793 --> 00:36:49,361 Nova gets to go with her father 1042 00:36:49,428 --> 00:36:51,330 and Stella does not. 1043 00:36:51,396 --> 00:36:53,365 - It sucks. 1044 00:36:56,702 --> 00:36:58,303 - [groans] 1045 00:36:58,370 --> 00:36:59,772 Give me my kisses. 1046 00:36:59,838 --> 00:37:02,007 Mm, mm, mm. Love you. 1047 00:37:02,074 --> 00:37:04,209 - I love you, Daddy. - Take your purse. 1048 00:37:04,276 --> 00:37:06,145 Call me later, okay? 1049 00:37:06,211 --> 00:37:07,746 - Okay. 1050 00:37:10,582 --> 00:37:14,186 - ♪ Hi! ♪ 1051 00:37:14,253 --> 00:37:17,022 So what did you do? Tell me. Tell me. 1052 00:37:17,022 --> 00:37:19,558 - I did the obstacle-course thing-- 1053 00:37:19,625 --> 00:37:21,026 Whoa, I like your socks. 1054 00:37:21,093 --> 00:37:23,729 - You did the "obstatacle"-- the obstacle course? 1055 00:37:23,796 --> 00:37:25,030 - Yeah. 1056 00:37:25,030 --> 00:37:26,865 - With who? - With Daddy. 1057 00:37:26,932 --> 00:37:29,234 - Yeah. - Tired? 1058 00:37:29,301 --> 00:37:30,736 - No. 1059 00:37:30,803 --> 00:37:32,604 - You didn't want to come home, or you wanted to stay? 1060 00:37:32,671 --> 00:37:34,940 - I wanted to stay. - It's okay. 1061 00:37:35,040 --> 00:37:36,475 You can see your dad next Saturday, 1062 00:37:36,542 --> 00:37:39,611 and you could spend more time with him if you want. 1063 00:37:39,678 --> 00:37:41,046 Okay? 1064 00:37:41,113 --> 00:37:44,183 I'm glad you had fun. 1065 00:37:44,249 --> 00:37:46,952 I'm glad you're able to spend some time with your dad. 1066 00:37:47,052 --> 00:37:48,454 - [shouts indistinctly] - [laughs] 1067 00:37:48,520 --> 00:37:49,655 - I missed you, by the way. 1068 00:37:49,721 --> 00:37:51,790 - I missed you, too. 1069 00:37:51,857 --> 00:37:53,559 - I know Devoin hasn't been the dad 1070 00:37:53,625 --> 00:37:55,594 I want him to be for Nova. 1071 00:37:55,661 --> 00:37:57,296 But at the same time, 1072 00:37:57,362 --> 00:37:58,997 Devoin is Nova's dad, 1073 00:37:59,064 --> 00:38:03,001 and who am I to keep Nova away from Devoin? 1074 00:38:03,035 --> 00:38:04,870 It's just really hard, 1075 00:38:05,003 --> 00:38:06,138 and I get stuck in the middle sometimes 1076 00:38:06,205 --> 00:38:07,139 because I do want to protect Nova 1077 00:38:07,206 --> 00:38:08,640 but at the same time, 1078 00:38:08,707 --> 00:38:11,777 I do need her to get to know her father better. 1079 00:38:11,844 --> 00:38:13,479 Devoin has made a lot of mistakes, 1080 00:38:13,545 --> 00:38:17,583 but I have to forgive them for the sake of Nova. 1081 00:38:17,649 --> 00:38:19,017 [upbeat rock music] 1082 00:38:19,017 --> 00:38:20,652 - ♪ Pull me up now, pull me up now ♪ 1083 00:38:20,719 --> 00:38:23,589 ♪ Just pull me up now, pull me up ♪ 1084 00:38:23,655 --> 00:38:25,824 ♪ Pull me up now, pull me up now ♪ 1085 00:38:25,891 --> 00:38:27,559 - Whoo. 1086 00:38:27,626 --> 00:38:29,895 These chairs are so low. 1087 00:38:30,028 --> 00:38:32,231 This has been a very nice anniversary trip, 1088 00:38:32,297 --> 00:38:35,667 and I'm very proud of the progress that we've made. 1089 00:38:35,734 --> 00:38:37,202 And think if we keep on the path 1090 00:38:37,269 --> 00:38:40,205 that we've been on, we gonna be good. 1091 00:38:40,272 --> 00:38:42,207 I got you something. It's over down there. 1092 00:38:43,575 --> 00:38:45,043 - Okay, this Gucci. 1093 00:38:45,043 --> 00:38:47,146 Let me see what you are talking about with it. 1094 00:38:48,213 --> 00:38:49,715 Oh, hell nah. Aye, you w-- 1095 00:38:49,782 --> 00:38:51,150 [laughs] 1096 00:38:51,216 --> 00:38:54,286 - You knew I got those? - I did not. I did not. 1097 00:38:54,353 --> 00:38:56,188 I swear to god. You went back and got 'em. 1098 00:38:56,255 --> 00:38:58,857 You went back and got 'em? - I did. 1099 00:38:58,991 --> 00:39:00,259 - Thank you. - You're welcome 1100 00:39:00,325 --> 00:39:01,794 - Hey, 'cause I ain't gonna lie. 1101 00:39:01,860 --> 00:39:03,462 I was not about to pay for these. 1102 00:39:03,529 --> 00:39:04,663 - I know you wasn't. 1103 00:39:04,730 --> 00:39:05,764 - I got you something, 1104 00:39:05,831 --> 00:39:10,035 but it's not prepared yet. 1105 00:39:10,102 --> 00:39:11,236 - Is it food? - Hmm? 1106 00:39:11,303 --> 00:39:13,605 You gonna get it in a minute. 1107 00:39:13,672 --> 00:39:16,008 Yeah, it's gonna be a good present later. 1108 00:39:16,074 --> 00:39:18,110 - ♪ Ooh ♪ 1109 00:39:18,177 --> 00:39:21,480 ♪ Ooh ooh ooh ooh ♪ 1110 00:39:21,547 --> 00:39:25,217 [poignant music] 1111 00:39:25,284 --> 00:39:26,852 - Sit? - Come on, right--yep. 1112 00:39:26,919 --> 00:39:29,221 - Sit. 1113 00:39:29,288 --> 00:39:30,456 'Tis cute. 1114 00:39:30,522 --> 00:39:32,224 'Tis nice. 1115 00:39:32,291 --> 00:39:34,359 - So I still got one more present... 1116 00:39:34,426 --> 00:39:35,694 - Okay. 1117 00:39:35,761 --> 00:39:37,062 - That I still want to give you. 1118 00:39:37,129 --> 00:39:38,564 - Sure. - Uh... 1119 00:39:38,630 --> 00:39:40,666 Stand up for me. 1120 00:39:40,732 --> 00:39:42,434 - No, this is not-- 1121 00:39:42,501 --> 00:39:43,836 - I want to tell you that I appreciate you, 1122 00:39:43,902 --> 00:39:46,538 and you have been with me through a lot. 1123 00:39:46,605 --> 00:39:47,806 Look at me. 1124 00:39:47,873 --> 00:39:49,575 And we done been through a lot. 1125 00:39:49,641 --> 00:39:51,777 And I appreciate you for standing by me. 1126 00:39:51,844 --> 00:39:55,614 So I would like to ask you... 1127 00:39:55,681 --> 00:39:57,149 will you marry me? 1128 00:39:57,216 --> 00:40:00,285 - ♪ I'll go to ♪ 1129 00:40:00,352 --> 00:40:03,288 ♪ The ends of the Earth ♪ 1130 00:40:03,355 --> 00:40:05,057 ♪ Ends of the Earth ♪ 1131 00:40:05,124 --> 00:40:11,630 ♪ With you ♪ 1132 00:40:11,697 --> 00:40:13,866 ♪ ♪ 1133 00:40:13,999 --> 00:40:17,569 ♪ I'll be home ♪ 1134 00:40:17,636 --> 00:40:20,172 ♪ If I end up ♪ 1135 00:40:20,239 --> 00:40:22,007 ♪ If I end up ♪ 1136 00:40:22,007 --> 00:40:28,514 ♪ With you ♪ 1137 00:40:30,916 --> 00:40:38,056 ♪ ♪ 1138 00:41:17,778 --> 00:41:19,013 announcer: On the next "Teen Mom 2"...