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{\an7}- Corey didn’t attend Ali’s
\h\happointment in Columbus
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{\an7}in who knows how long.
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{\an7}- Has Corey been to all
\hthe appointments? No.
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{\an7}\h\hBut when Jeremy said that,
it just added fuel to the fire.
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{\an7}That was a rough fall.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h- I was screaming.
- It’s like maybe she should
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{\an7}start using her wheelchair
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hall the time.
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{\an7}I’ve never said this before,
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{\an7}but I was addicted
to pain medication.
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{\an7}Ali and Aleeah have always
\h\h\h\hbeen my motivation.
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{\an7}They’re what kept me going
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{\an7}and making the decision
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\hto go to Arizona
to the treatment facility.
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{\an7}- Have you not been, like,
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{\an7}watching the news
about everything?
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{\an7}- Ali has a compromised
\h\h\h\himmune system.
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{\an7}She couldn’t fight it
like you and I could.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\hI know you’ve cheered
since you were two years old.
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{\an7}But because of Ali girl,
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{\an7}\hI think we’re gonna have
to pull out of activities.
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{\an7}- If it means protecting Ali,
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hthen I will.
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{\an7}- Javi, he texted me
\h\h\h\hand was like,
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{\an7}"Oh, I’m not gonna do
\h\hanything for you
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{\an7}because you’re mean
to me and Lauren."
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{\an7}Oh, really?
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{\an7}\h\hIs that why you tried
to [bleep] me on Tuesday
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{\an7}in the Wawa parking lot?
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{\an7}I really did Lauren dirty.
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{\an7}\h\hOh, my God.
She texted me.
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{\an7}\h\h\h- What happened?
- I apologized to her.
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{\an7}\hThis isn’t the first time
I’ve said something on TV.
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{\an7}This isn’t the first time
\h\hI’ve embarrassed her.
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{\an7}And she said that,
\hand she’s right.
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{\an7}I’m pregnant.
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{\an7}I have not talked to Chris.
\h\h\h\hI don’t talk to him.
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{\an7}It’s just, like, really toxic.
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{\an7}I don’t want Creed to have
\ha relationship with Chris
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hfor the simple fact
that I don’t think it’s normal.
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{\an7}I don’t think it’s healthy.
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{\an7}I [bleep] up by moving.
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{\an7}I don’t need to be driving
\h\h\h\h\h\hback and forth
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{\an7}35 minutes to make it easier
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hfor someone
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{\an7}who’s not contributing
\h\h\hto our household.
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{\an7}\h- Are you still thinking
about going back to Dover?
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{\an7}- Yeah, I’m actually looking
\h\hat house plans right now.
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{\an7}- The Middletown adventure
\h\h\h\h\his over for you.
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{\an7}- It’s more of a nightmare.
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{\an7}- I wanted to sit down
\h\h\h\h\hwith you guys
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{\an7}\h\h\hso that we can come
to some type of solution
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hbecause I feel like
I’m doing everything by myself.
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{\an7}- I do want to help out
\h\h\hsomeway somehow.
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{\an7}- So I wanted to talk to you
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\habout coming up
with some type of schedule.
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{\an7}- I got Monday, Wednesday,
\h\h\hand Friday, I’m off.
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{\an7}I can get her from school.
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{\an7}- Devoin, he’s late.
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{\an7}Don’t give Nova anxiety,
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{\an7}like somebody forgot
\h\h\h\h\habout her.
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{\an7}"[Bleep] you. If you don’t like
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hhow I do it,
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{\an7}then you can pick her up."
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{\an7}Devoin put my phone number
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hon Instagram.
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{\an7}The pickups and the drop-offs
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{\an7}and the bare minimum
\h\h\his gonna stop.
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{\an7}I’m not gonna allow it
\h\hto happen anymore.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hMe and Nova have
a set schedule all the time.
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{\an7}\h\h\hWhen Devoin gets
put into the schedule,
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{\an7}he [bleep] everything up.
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{\an7}She’s just starting to realize
\h\h\hwhat a [bleep] dad he is.
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{\an7}- Jade’s about to graduate!
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{\an7}all: Whoo!
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{\an7}- I just want you to take
\h\h\h\h\h\h\ha drug test
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{\an7}\h\hand prove you’re
not doing drugs and--
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{\an7}- Did it say I pass?
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Yeah.
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{\an7}Yeah, you can go to school
and you can get--have a job
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{\an7}because you can do the school
\h\h\h\h[bleep], like, part--
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{\an7}- I know. I want to get--
\h\hI want to figure out
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{\an7}my high-school part
\h\h\hof it first.
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{\an7}Miss Control Freak
\h\h\h\hover here.
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{\an7}- I’m not a [bleep]
\h\hcontrol freak.
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{\an7}- Man, you can go to hell.
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h[bleep] you.
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{\an7}- I’ll save you a seat.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h- I told him
I wanted him to move out.
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{\an7}You, like, ruined any chance
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{\an7}of us ever even trying
to maybe work on this.
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{\an7}- And what contributed to that?
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{\an7}- Drug use, for sure.
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{\an7}- I’m questioning if my time
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\hon the show
is coming to an end.
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{\an7}This is gonna be
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{\an7}my final season,
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{\an7}my final reunion.
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{\an7}- I’m really surprised.
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{\an7}- Good luck on your journey
\hwith you and your family.
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{\an7}- I’m really excited to see
what opportunities she has
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hkind of
once she moves on from this.
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{\an7}- She’ll never be forgotten.
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{\an7}However, we do have
\ha new cast member
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\hto introduce
to the "Teen Mom 2" family.
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{\an7}\h\h- Hi, I’m Ashley--
you guys might know me
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{\an7}\h\h\hfrom "Teen Mom:
Young and Pregnant."
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{\an7}\h\h\h\hBut I am joining
the cast of "Teen Mom 2,"
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{\an7}and I’m excited.
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{\an7}♪ ♪
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{\an7}- ♪ No, I’ll never be
\hthe girl next door ♪
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{\an7}- Hi, I’m Ashley.
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{\an7}\h\h[roars]
- [screams]
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{\an7}- You might know me from "Teen
\h\hMom: Young and Pregnant."
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{\an7}- Ready?
\h\h\hGo.
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{\an7}- Oh!
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{\an7}- Watch how my daughter got
\ha natural talent for it.
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{\an7}\h\h- I was honestly hoping
that Chelsea did not quit.
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{\an7}Here’s the thing.
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{\an7}I’ve been watching her
\h\hand them for years.
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{\an7}- Let’s see what’s in store.
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{\an7}I’m down for it at this point.
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{\an7}- Holly, how do you feel
\h\h\habout being on TV?
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{\an7}\h\h’Cause I think
you’re a superstar.
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{\an7}- Well, we’ll get one.
\h\h\h\hHow about that?
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{\an7}I found out I was pregnant
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{\an7}with my daughter,
\h\hHolly, at 19.
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{\an7}I was madly in love
\hwith her dad, Bar.
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{\an7}\h\h\hBut after I had Holly,
things got rocky between us.
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{\an7}- Do you got an attitude
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hright now?
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{\an7}- Yeah, are you okay?
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{\an7}\hYou’re supposed
to take your GED.
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{\an7}\h\h\hOur families
did not get along.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h- Every day, bruh!
- Tell your family the truth!
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{\an7}- Fly somewhere else!
\h\h\h\h\h\h- Bitch!
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{\an7}- ’Cause you’re not
even welcome here!
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{\an7}\h\h\hBye!
- [bleep].
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{\an7}\h\h\h- It’s a baby shower.
Why we can’t just be happy?
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{\an7}- She out of line.
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{\an7}- We tried to make it work
\h\h\h\h\h\h\ha few times.
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{\an7}I hope that we get the tools
\h\h\hto communicate better.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h- I hope to get
a stronger relationship.
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{\an7}\h- But Bar had
a lot of issues,
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{\an7}and I didn’t feel like
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{\an7}he was trying to get
\hhis life together.
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{\an7}I take care of Holly.
\hI take care of him.
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{\an7}I go to school.
\hI go to work.
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{\an7}I couldn’t get past
\h\h\hmy resentment.
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{\an7}And the last time we broke up,
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{\an7}I was ready to be done
\h\h\h\h\h\hfor good.
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{\an7}So I’m a hoe, and I get [bleep]
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\hin a hotel
in front of my daughter?
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{\an7}- I didn’t say any of that.
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{\an7}You want the clout [bleep]
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hfrom it.
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{\an7}\h\h- Well, guess what?
I’ma keep [bleep] him.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h- Then go get--
- I’ma keep [bleep] him.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\hI’ma keep [bleep] him
because I’m not [bleep] you.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Go ahead.
I don’t want to [bleep] you.
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{\an7}- But a few months later,
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{\an7}we decided to give it
\h\h\hanother chance.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\hAnd we’re trying
to make it work this time.
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{\an7}Bar stopped partying a lot,
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{\an7}\h\hand we’ve learned
to communicate better.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\hAfter graduating
medical assisting school,
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{\an7}\h\hI’ve continued to work
towards a nursing degree.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\hWe’ve rented a house
a few hours from our families
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{\an7}and removed ourselves
\h\h\hfrom the chaos.
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{\an7}- Yeah, I love you.
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{\an7}- But before we got together,
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{\an7}Bar got a DUI,
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{\an7}\h\hand he has to wear
an ankle monitor now.
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{\an7}They could take your license
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hfor years.
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{\an7}-I know.
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{\an7}- Our relationship
\h\hisn’t perfect.
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{\an7}And we do struggle here
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hand there.
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{\an7}You don’t lift a finger
\h\h\h\h\h\hand then--
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{\an7}- We didn’t talk about it.
\h\h\h\h\h- Do you hear me?
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{\an7}- Ahh!
\hWhat?
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{\an7}- Get your ass up.
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{\an7}But we’re committed
\hto making it work.
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{\an7}- Do you--do you want
\h\h\ha bite, Daddy?
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{\an7}- And you know what?
\h\h\h\h\h\hI would.
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{\an7}I actually would normally
\h\h\h\h\h\htake a bite,
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{\an7}but I’m all right.
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{\an7}We’ve had a pretty good year
\h\h\h\h\hfor the most part.
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{\an7}Well, almost a year.
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{\an7}- We did.
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{\an7}Some of the issues that we used
to have, we don’t have anymore,
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{\an7}like, you know, my attitude,
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hyour drinking.
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{\an7}We’ve, kind of, both,
\h\h\h\h\h\hyou know,
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{\an7}\h\h\hslow back--stop those two
things or fix those two things.
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{\an7}\h\hIt--I feel like
we’re partners now.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h- We should take
a good vacation somewhere
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\hbecause it’s
our five-year anniversary.
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{\an7}\h\h\h- I agree.
- Somewhere nice.
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{\an7}\h\hLittle beach--
some beach action.
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{\an7}- And I’ll ask my mom
\h\h\hto watch Holly.
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{\an7}- All right.
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{\an7}- I want some ice cream.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- [laughs]
"I want some ice cream."
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{\an7}- I want some ice cream.
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{\an7}- God damn.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hIf that wasn’t
the most trash, seductive,
203
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h"I’m using you
to get something" [bleep]
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{\an7}I’d never seen.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- I’m serious.
I’m not trying to seduce you.
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{\an7}I think a lot of Bar and I
207
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{\an7}\h\h\h\hbeing able to kind
of come together this year
208
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{\an7}\h\hwas taking a step back
and realizing, like, look,
209
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\hevery issue
does not deserve you
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{\an7}\h\h\h\hto FedEx beef
to their front door.
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{\an7}Like, you could just
\h\hchill sometimes.
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{\an7}\hBut I also feel like
I can tell him, like,
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{\an7}I need this from you,
\hand he would do it.
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{\an7}And so that works
perfectly for us.
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{\an7}[energetic rock music]
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{\an7}♪ ♪
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{\an7}- What y’all got goin’ on?
218
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{\an7}- Traffic.
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{\an7}\h- Me and Ashley,
we supposed to be--
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{\an7}we’re not supposed to be.
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{\an7}\hWe actually are taking
a vacation this weekend.
222
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{\an7}I got a couple of things
\h\h\h\hup my sleeve too.
223
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{\an7}I stepped out and bought
\h\h\h\h\h\ha nice ring.
224
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{\an7}\h\h- [laughs]
- Nice ring.
225
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{\an7}So I’m about to--yeah,
\h\hI ain’t gonna lie.
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{\an7}I’m proposing for sure.
227
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{\an7}- How do you feel about it?
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{\an7}- We’ve been running smooth
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{\an7}for like a year, like,
\h\h\h\heverything is--
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{\an7}\h\h- Right.
- Why not?
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hWhy now?
Because we in the position to.
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{\an7}\h\h\hNow it’s nerve-racking to
make sure it’s gonna be right.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\hYou feel me?
As far as the setting
234
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{\an7}and everything else like that.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hBut otherwise,
[bleep] just--I don’t know.
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{\an7}I’m excited, bruh.
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{\an7}♪ ♪
238
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{\an7}\h\h- ♪ You fall
the first time ♪
239
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{\an7}\h- The girls and I
are still adjusting
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{\an7}to life in a pandemic.
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{\an7}Addie and Aleeah,
come one in here,
242
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{\an7}\h\h\hso me and Ali
can kick your butts!
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{\an7}Okay, me and Addie,
\h\h\hyou and Ali?
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h- Okay.
- Aleeah and Addie
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{\an7}got into in-person school
\h\h\h\ha few days a week.
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{\an7}But Ali is remote learning
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hfull-time
247
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{\an7}\h\h\h’cause of her
muscular dystrophy.
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{\an7}Why’d y’all do this?
\h\hThis is bologna.
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{\an7}Coming in hot!
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{\an7}Ooh!
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{\an7}There it goes.
\h- That one--
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{\an7}\h- [gasps]
- [squeals]
253
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{\an7}- Jeremy is on the road
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hfor work,
254
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{\an7}but I noticed something
\h\h\h\h\hthe other day
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{\an7}that I’m really
concerned about.
256
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{\an7}\h\h\h\hAnd now I might need
some extra help with Addie.
257
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h- Hello?
- Hey, what’s up?
258
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h- Nothing.
What are you doin’?
259
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{\an7}- How’s life out of town?
260
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{\an7}\h\h- Ah, you know.
Same old, same old.
261
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{\an7}- Well, I may need some help.
262
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{\an7}- I was scratching my chest...
263
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{\an7}- No, I am not knocked up.
\h\h\h\h\h\hWhat the hell?
264
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{\an7}No, I actually was driving down
\h\h\h\hthe road the other day,
265
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\hand just kind of
scratching my chest and noticed
266
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{\an7}that I have a lump
\h\h\hin my breast.
267
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{\an7}And after I discovered
\h\h\h\h\h\hthis lump,
268
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{\an7}I decided to call
my gynecologist,
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hand he recommended
that I have an ultrasound done.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h- Yeah, I know.
But that’s why I’m asking--
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\hthat’s why
I’m telling you about it
272
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{\an7}\h\his because I couldn’t
even take Addie with me.
273
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{\an7}So I may need some help
\h\h\h\hfrom your mama.
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{\an7}- And I just don’t really know
\h\h\h\h\hwhat it is right now.
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{\an7}I don’t know if it’s something
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{\an7}\h\h\hthat I should be
really concerned about.
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{\an7}\h\h\hIt’s just weird.
I didn’t--like, before,
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{\an7}I guess I wouldn’t have
\hknown the importance
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{\an7}of checking your breast.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\hAnd I was just kind
of mentioning it to your mom.
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{\an7}\h\h- Yeah, I mean, they were
in the car when I discovered.
282
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{\an7}I was like, "Oh, what is that?"
283
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{\an7}You know, just playing.
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{\an7}I don’t want to scare them.
285
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- No.
- Usually, I’m so, like,
286
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{\an7}\h\h\h\hfocused on taking care
of the girls that I oftentimes
287
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{\an7}it’s very--not intentional,
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\hbut I forget
to take care of myself.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\hI was--I mean,
I’m definitely anxious
290
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{\an7}not knowing what the lump is.
291
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{\an7}You know, I have three kids
\h\h\h\h\hto take care of.
292
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hI couldn’t imagine
something really bad happening
293
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{\an7}\h\h\hand then them
dealing with that?
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{\an7}[dramatic music]
295
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{\an7}♪ ♪
296
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{\an7}- ♪ We can’t stop,
\hwe’re red hot ♪
297
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{\an7}♪ We’re red hot ♪
298
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{\an7}- I’m still working
\hmy corporate job.
299
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{\an7}So raising my two girls has
\h\hgotten even more hectic
300
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{\an7}now that I don’t let Devoin
\h\h\hhelp during the week.
301
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{\an7}- ♪ We’re red hot ♪
302
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{\an7}- [laughing]
303
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{\an7}♪ ♪
304
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{\an7}- Okay.
305
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{\an7}Oh, my God, I’m so tired.
306
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{\an7}\h\hI haven’t heard
from Luis in months,
307
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{\an7}and Devoin hasn’t seen Nova
\h\h\h\h\h\hin a few weeks.
308
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{\an7}And I refused to speak to him
309
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{\an7}since he put my number
\h\h\hon social media.
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{\an7}[line trilling]
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{\an7}\h\h- Yo, what’s going on, man?
What you got going on, beloved?
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{\an7}- Ain’t nothing,
\hjust got home.
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{\an7}What you got going on?
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{\an7}- Ain’t [bleep], man.
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\hJust cooling
before work, you know.
316
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{\an7}- So how’s Nova?
317
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{\an7}- I haven’t seen Nova
\h\h\hin a few weeks.
318
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{\an7}- What’s up with all that?
319
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{\an7}- Me and Briana are not
\h\h\h\htalking at all.
320
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{\an7}\h\h\hI don’t even have
her phone number, bro.
321
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\hI don’t even
have her phone number.
322
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{\an7}I don’t need it.
\h\hI got Nova’s.
323
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{\an7}- Weren’t you getting her?
324
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{\an7}Because I remember--weren’t
you getting her from school?
325
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{\an7}- I was getting her every day.
\h\h\hShe cut that [bleep] off.
326
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{\an7}- No, but what is the reason?
327
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{\an7}- Briana says I was
\h\h\halways late.
328
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{\an7}\h\hWhen she took
the schedule away
329
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{\an7}because Monday through Friday
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hseeing Nova
330
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\hthat was really--
that was actually really cool,
331
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{\an7}you know what I mean,
\h\hlike, that was--
332
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{\an7}that was perfect, like,
333
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{\an7}things were going
\hcopacetic, bro,
334
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{\an7}and she did this.
335
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{\an7}So she chose to.
\h\hShe’s wicked.
336
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{\an7}Crazy enough, she’s a good mom.
337
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{\an7}\hLet me not say
she’s a good mom,
338
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{\an7}but she’s a good mom.
339
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{\an7}She’s just a bad person.
340
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{\an7}[dramatic music]
341
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{\an7}- On days where my mom
or sister can’t help,
342
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{\an7}\hI have to leave work early
to pick up Nova from school
343
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{\an7}since I no longer
let Devoin do it.
344
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{\an7}This car line is hefty, bro.
345
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{\an7}That shit is crazy.
346
00:12:11,028 --> 00:12:12,061
{\an7}Oh, my God.
347
00:12:12,061 --> 00:12:14,929
{\an7}I forgot that today
348
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{\an7}was early day.
349
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{\an7}- What does early day mean?
350
00:12:17,863 --> 00:12:21,259
{\an7}- Usually, the car line
\h\h\h\hstarts at 2:45.
351
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{\an7}Early day, they start at 1:45.
352
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{\an7}So I’m a few minutes late.
353
00:12:25,193 --> 00:12:28,698
{\an7}Damn, I can’t believe I forgot
\h\h\h\hit was early day today.
354
00:12:28,698 --> 00:12:30,929
{\an7}My mind is everywhere.
355
00:12:30,929 --> 00:12:33,061
{\an7}[groans]
356
00:12:34,863 --> 00:12:36,764
{\an7}- Hi!
357
00:12:36,764 --> 00:12:38,863
{\an7}How was school?
\h- Bye, guys!
358
00:12:38,863 --> 00:12:39,556
{\an7}- Bye, thank you!
359
00:12:39,556 --> 00:12:41,962
{\an7}- How come you forgot
\h\hit was early day?
360
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{\an7}\h\h\h- You noticed
that I forgot, huh?
361
00:12:44,094 --> 00:12:46,028
{\an7}\h\h- Yes, I thought
it was gonna be daddy
362
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h’cause I saw a car
that looked similar to his.
363
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{\an7}- I am so sorry.
364
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{\an7}\h\hI talk all the [bleep]
about your dad being late.
365
00:12:52,863 --> 00:12:56,259
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\hAnd then here I am
picking you up, and I’m late.
366
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{\an7}[dramatic music]
367
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{\an7}\h\h\hI feel terrible
being late for Nova.
368
00:13:00,830 --> 00:13:03,061
{\an7}I talk a lot of crap
\h\h\habout Devoin.
369
00:13:03,061 --> 00:13:04,094
{\an7}You know, I’m not doing what
370
00:13:04,094 --> 00:13:05,391
{\an7}he’s supposed to do
\h\hand being late,
371
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{\an7}and then here I am, you know,
\h\h\h\hdoing the same thing.
372
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{\an7}But at the end of the day,
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hlike,
373
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{\an7}I have a lot of things
\h\hthat I have to do.
374
00:13:12,259 --> 00:13:16,028
{\an7}\h\hAnd it’s just becoming
a little bit overwhelming.
375
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{\an7}♪ ♪
376
00:13:17,061 --> 00:13:18,160
{\an7}- Ah, oh, oh ♪
377
00:13:18,160 --> 00:13:21,028
{\an7}- Creed is six months old now,
\hand it’s been an adjustment
378
00:13:21,028 --> 00:13:23,698
{\an7}going from three boys to four.
379
00:13:23,698 --> 00:13:25,127
{\an7}Smile for real, Lincoln!
380
00:13:25,127 --> 00:13:27,863
{\an7}What did we talk about?
\h\h\h\hOpen your eyes.
381
00:13:27,863 --> 00:13:30,391
{\an7}- Aw, look at that!
\h\h\h\h\h\h- Yes!
382
00:13:30,391 --> 00:13:31,863
{\an7}\h\h\h\h- Aww.
- [baby cries]
383
00:13:31,863 --> 00:13:32,896
{\an7}- That is so sweet.
384
00:13:32,896 --> 00:13:34,226
{\an7}\h\h- Hey, guys, look in
the camera, there you go.
385
00:13:34,226 --> 00:13:36,292
{\an7}- With the pandemic,
I made the decision
386
00:13:36,292 --> 00:13:38,325
{\an7}to list my Middletown home
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hfor sale
387
00:13:38,325 --> 00:13:40,193
{\an7}and move back to Dover.
388
00:13:40,193 --> 00:13:42,797
{\an7}\h\h\h\hI love you.
Have a great week.
389
00:13:42,797 --> 00:13:45,259
{\an7}- Now you just have
\h\hto drop off me.
390
00:13:45,259 --> 00:13:48,929
{\an7}[groovy music]
391
00:13:50,325 --> 00:13:52,929
{\an7}- There he is.
Oh, I love you.
392
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{\an7}♪ ♪
393
00:13:58,226 --> 00:13:59,193
{\an7}- Hello?
394
00:13:59,193 --> 00:14:00,896
{\an7}- Hello.
Come in.
395
00:14:00,896 --> 00:14:01,962
{\an7}- [laughs]
396
00:14:01,962 --> 00:14:04,028
{\an7}What’s going on?
\h- Not too much.
397
00:14:04,028 --> 00:14:06,061
{\an7}Just talked to the builder...
398
00:14:06,061 --> 00:14:06,995
{\an7}- You did?
\h\h- Yes.
399
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{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h- Good news?
- All good news so far.
400
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{\an7}Hopefully, this time next year
we’ll be just about to move in.
401
00:14:12,193 --> 00:14:14,325
{\an7}- Oh, that’ll be great.
\h- That’ll be so good.
402
00:14:14,325 --> 00:14:15,028
{\an7}- Yeah.
403
00:14:15,028 --> 00:14:17,764
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h- So I sold
the Middletown house.
404
00:14:17,764 --> 00:14:19,193
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h- Yeah.
- So that’s done.
405
00:14:19,193 --> 00:14:20,424
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hAnd we go
to settlement next week.
406
00:14:20,424 --> 00:14:24,292
{\an7}I moved out of the house I was
in when Javi and I got divorced
407
00:14:24,292 --> 00:14:26,391
{\an7}because there was just, like,
\h\h\h\h\h\h[bleep] memories.
408
00:14:26,391 --> 00:14:27,962
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Yeah.
- Then I moved into a new house
409
00:14:27,962 --> 00:14:29,226
{\an7}\h\h\hthinking it was
gonna be everything.
410
00:14:29,226 --> 00:14:32,896
{\an7}\h\h\hAnd then even [bleep] bad
things happened at that house.
411
00:14:32,896 --> 00:14:34,193
{\an7}I have not talked to Chris.
412
00:14:34,193 --> 00:14:35,490
{\an7}I don’t talk to him.
413
00:14:35,490 --> 00:14:37,391
{\an7}\hHe has been in
and out of jail.
414
00:14:37,391 --> 00:14:39,391
{\an7}- Wait, you actually broke up?
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Yeah.
415
00:14:39,391 --> 00:14:41,863
{\an7}- I think that there’s a lot
\hto be said that, you know,
416
00:14:41,863 --> 00:14:45,523
{\an7}I haven’t really talked
about in a relationship
417
00:14:45,523 --> 00:14:49,929
{\an7}where domestic violence
\his there and where...
418
00:14:49,929 --> 00:14:52,127
{\an7}it’s just, like, really toxic.
419
00:14:52,127 --> 00:14:54,490
{\an7}So I just want to build
420
00:14:54,490 --> 00:14:55,391
{\an7}like I originally planned.
421
00:14:55,391 --> 00:14:59,556
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\hI’m excited about it
because it’s not man-motivated.
422
00:14:59,556 --> 00:15:00,863
{\an7}It’s not with a man.
423
00:15:00,863 --> 00:15:02,863
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Right.
- It’s for me and for the kids.
424
00:15:02,863 --> 00:15:03,863
{\an7}So I guess that is exciting.
425
00:15:03,863 --> 00:15:05,424
{\an7}- That’s a huge accomplishment.
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Yeah.
426
00:15:05,424 --> 00:15:07,292
{\an7}- Do you think it’s gonna be
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\ha problem
427
00:15:07,292 --> 00:15:10,061
{\an7}\hthat you’re back down here
and further away from Chris?
428
00:15:10,061 --> 00:15:12,127
{\an7}\h\h\h\h- No, I mean,
this is where we met.
429
00:15:12,127 --> 00:15:13,391
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h- Oh, true.
- He knew I lived here.
430
00:15:13,391 --> 00:15:14,830
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h- That’s true.
- Do you know what I mean?
431
00:15:14,830 --> 00:15:17,358
{\an7}Like, moving closer was--
he was gonna be involved
432
00:15:17,358 --> 00:15:18,457
{\an7}or he was not gonna be involved
433
00:15:18,457 --> 00:15:19,556
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\hno matter
how far I am, you know?
434
00:15:19,556 --> 00:15:22,259
{\an7}And Lux and Creed see him
\h\hevery other weekend.
435
00:15:22,259 --> 00:15:23,556
{\an7}\h\h\h- True.
- So I think
436
00:15:23,556 --> 00:15:24,995
{\an7}my intentions were good,
437
00:15:24,995 --> 00:15:27,391
{\an7}but I didn’t end up--you know,
what I thought would happened.
438
00:15:27,391 --> 00:15:30,424
{\an7}- And things happen.
\hYou live and learn.
439
00:15:30,424 --> 00:15:32,457
{\an7}♪ ♪
440
00:15:32,457 --> 00:15:34,391
{\an7}[upbeat rock music]
441
00:15:34,391 --> 00:15:37,061
{\an7}\h\h\h\h- No.
You’re gross.
442
00:15:37,061 --> 00:15:38,127
{\an7}\hYou’re gross.
You’re sticky.
443
00:15:38,127 --> 00:15:40,929
{\an7}\h\hI’m juggling my salon,
which has been crazy busy
444
00:15:40,929 --> 00:15:42,589
{\an7}since COVID restrictions
\h\h\h\h\h\hwere lifted.
445
00:15:42,589 --> 00:15:45,391
{\an7}And I’m raising Kloie
\hon my own right now
446
00:15:45,391 --> 00:15:46,391
{\an7}without Sean’s help.
447
00:15:46,391 --> 00:15:48,226
{\an7}Klo, come here.
Get your bacon.
448
00:15:48,226 --> 00:15:49,995
{\an7}\h\h\hHe moved out
about a month ago,
449
00:15:49,995 --> 00:15:51,589
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\hand I’m not sure
what he’s doing with his time.
450
00:15:51,589 --> 00:15:54,589
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hBut he struggled
with addiction in the past.
451
00:15:54,589 --> 00:15:56,632
{\an7}I feel like you have
\h\h\ha drug problem.
452
00:15:56,632 --> 00:15:58,061
{\an7}\h\h\hIt’s been going on
for a long [bleep] time.
453
00:15:58,061 --> 00:15:59,259
{\an7}And he’s been living
\h\h\ha double life.
454
00:15:59,259 --> 00:16:00,457
{\an7}\h\h\h\hBut I’ve done
everything for years.
455
00:16:00,457 --> 00:16:02,127
{\an7}Like, I’ve caught him
\hdoing drugs before.
456
00:16:02,127 --> 00:16:03,292
{\an7}I paid for his rehab.
457
00:16:03,292 --> 00:16:03,995
{\an7}What does he do?
458
00:16:03,995 --> 00:16:06,325
{\an7}Doesn’t take it seriously,
\h\h\h\hdrops out of rehab.
459
00:16:06,325 --> 00:16:07,259
{\an7}Do you know what I mean?
460
00:16:07,259 --> 00:16:09,325
{\an7}Like, I should have known
\h\hright then and there.
461
00:16:09,325 --> 00:16:11,292
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hYep.
I need to leave his ass.
462
00:16:11,292 --> 00:16:12,127
{\an7}It’s crazy to do this.
463
00:16:12,127 --> 00:16:14,160
{\an7}Like, every single week
\h\hdo I have to, like,
464
00:16:14,160 --> 00:16:14,995
{\an7}give you drug tests
465
00:16:14,995 --> 00:16:16,160
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\hand do a bunch
of, like, crazy [bleep]?
466
00:16:16,160 --> 00:16:17,523
{\an7}\h- If we got to do it,
we got to do it though.
467
00:16:17,523 --> 00:16:19,094
{\an7}If it helps you get
\h\hpeace of mind,
468
00:16:19,094 --> 00:16:20,094
{\an7}it helps you get peace of mind.
469
00:16:20,094 --> 00:16:23,127
{\an7}- He doesn’t really come by
\hto see Kloie or help out,
470
00:16:23,127 --> 00:16:24,424
{\an7}which is pretty frustrating.
471
00:16:24,424 --> 00:16:26,325
{\an7}But I’m figuring it out
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hon my own.
472
00:16:26,325 --> 00:16:28,490
{\an7}And my mom helps when she can.
473
00:16:28,490 --> 00:16:31,391
{\an7}♪ ♪
474
00:16:31,589 --> 00:16:33,632
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h[yawns]
You kept me up all night.
475
00:16:33,632 --> 00:16:34,632
{\an7}I’m sleepy.
476
00:16:34,632 --> 00:16:36,193
{\an7}Are you ready to go to daycare?
477
00:16:36,193 --> 00:16:37,292
{\an7}\h- No.
- Why?
478
00:16:37,292 --> 00:16:38,698
{\an7}Why are you being grouchy?
479
00:16:38,698 --> 00:16:41,424
{\an7}- I’m not going!
480
00:16:41,424 --> 00:16:42,556
{\an7}- Why?
481
00:16:42,556 --> 00:16:44,391
{\an7}- I’m not going!
482
00:16:46,523 --> 00:16:48,929
{\an7}- [grunts]
483
00:16:49,962 --> 00:16:50,589
{\an7}Over here.
484
00:16:50,589 --> 00:16:53,292
{\an7}She’s just--she’s just grouchy.
485
00:16:53,292 --> 00:16:56,226
{\an7}\hHer dad hasn’t been living
at home, and ever since that,
486
00:16:56,226 --> 00:16:58,424
{\an7}she’s just--I don’t know,
\h\hkind of being weird.
487
00:16:58,424 --> 00:17:00,523
{\an7}Give me a kiss, okay?
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- No.
488
00:17:00,523 --> 00:17:02,292
{\an7}Don’t go away!
489
00:17:02,292 --> 00:17:04,160
{\an7}- I got to go to work.
\h\h\h\h\h\hI’m sorry.
490
00:17:04,160 --> 00:17:07,028
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- No!
- Mamaw’s gonna come get you.
491
00:17:07,028 --> 00:17:09,028
{\an7}\hI love you.
- [screeches]
492
00:17:09,028 --> 00:17:11,490
{\an7}\h\h\h\h- I’ll see you
in a little bit, okay?
493
00:17:11,490 --> 00:17:12,556
{\an7}- [screeches indistinctly]
494
00:17:12,556 --> 00:17:15,556
{\an7}\h- I’m sorry.
I feel so bad.
495
00:17:17,523 --> 00:17:20,226
{\an7}[line trilling]
496
00:17:20,226 --> 00:17:21,127
{\an7}\h- Hello?
- Hello.
497
00:17:21,127 --> 00:17:23,061
{\an7}\h\h\h\hI didn’t leave
the car seat at daycare
498
00:17:23,061 --> 00:17:26,127
{\an7}because you guys have
\hthe other car seat.
499
00:17:26,127 --> 00:17:27,127
{\an7}- No, we don’t.
500
00:17:27,127 --> 00:17:28,962
{\an7}I’ll go buy another one
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hat [bleep]
501
00:17:28,962 --> 00:17:30,391
{\an7}\h"Once Upon a Child"
on my way to get her.
502
00:17:30,391 --> 00:17:35,061
{\an7}- She’s at daycare right now.
So, I mean, I’m stopping at--
503
00:17:35,061 --> 00:17:37,589
{\an7}- Well, she cried and held on
\h\hto my leg the whole time
504
00:17:37,589 --> 00:17:38,731
{\an7}and didn’t want me to leave.
505
00:17:38,731 --> 00:17:40,457
{\an7}And told me she didn’t want me
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hto go to work.
506
00:17:40,457 --> 00:17:41,292
{\an7}And she was all upset.
507
00:17:41,292 --> 00:17:44,061
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\hI think her waking up
and then just not seeing Sean.
508
00:17:44,061 --> 00:17:48,028
{\an7}Then I asked him yesterday
\h\hif he could take Kloie
509
00:17:48,028 --> 00:17:49,731
{\an7}for the night
and watch her
510
00:17:49,731 --> 00:17:51,325
{\an7}because I had to work a double.
511
00:17:51,325 --> 00:17:53,028
{\an7}And he told me no,
512
00:17:53,028 --> 00:17:55,589
{\an7}that he basically needed
a break from both of us.
513
00:17:55,589 --> 00:17:59,665
{\an7}\h\h\h\hAnd I was like, "What?"
I was like, "A break from us?"
514
00:17:59,665 --> 00:18:00,731
{\an7}He said that me and--
515
00:18:00,731 --> 00:18:03,457
{\an7}me and Kloie are
a lot to handle.
516
00:18:03,457 --> 00:18:04,457
{\an7}- Oh, God damn.
517
00:18:04,457 --> 00:18:06,127
{\an7}- He just does not want
\h\h\hto be around us.
518
00:18:06,127 --> 00:18:08,193
{\an7}\h\hLike, he literally
has made that so clear.
519
00:18:08,193 --> 00:18:09,589
{\an7}He does not want
to be around us,
520
00:18:09,589 --> 00:18:10,523
{\an7}and I do not [bleep] get it.
521
00:18:10,523 --> 00:18:12,731
{\an7}- You don’t get a break
\hwhen you’re a parent.
522
00:18:12,731 --> 00:18:13,698
{\an7}- That’s what I’m saying.
523
00:18:13,698 --> 00:18:15,665
{\an7}I said, "I don’t get
\h\ha [bleep] break."
524
00:18:15,665 --> 00:18:19,094
{\an7}\hShe’s upset, and she asks
all the time where he’s at.
525
00:18:19,094 --> 00:18:21,028
{\an7}\h\h\h\hAnd you can’t
just not see your kid
526
00:18:21,028 --> 00:18:22,457
{\an7}for days and days and days.
527
00:18:22,457 --> 00:18:24,391
{\an7}\h\h\h\hAnd she’s wondering
where the [bleep] you are.
528
00:18:24,391 --> 00:18:26,995
{\an7}- That’s what I’m saying,
\h\h\his she picking up.
529
00:18:26,995 --> 00:18:30,292
{\an7}- I mean, that, to me,
\h\hthat is just cruel.
530
00:18:30,292 --> 00:18:32,797
{\an7}\hIn my head, I’m assuming
you don’t want to be a dad,
531
00:18:32,797 --> 00:18:34,259
{\an7}and you don’t want to be
\h\h\h\h\h\hin her life.
532
00:18:34,259 --> 00:18:35,523
{\an7}You don’t--you don’t
\hwant to be around.
533
00:18:35,523 --> 00:18:37,556
{\an7}\h\h\h\hYou just want to go out
and do whatever you want to do.
534
00:18:37,556 --> 00:18:38,523
{\an7}He’s not really seeing
535
00:18:38,523 --> 00:18:41,226
{\an7}how it affects her
\h\hnot being able
536
00:18:41,226 --> 00:18:42,325
{\an7}to have him around as much.
537
00:18:42,325 --> 00:18:45,830
{\an7}And I think that if we sat down
\h\h\h\hand had a conversation
538
00:18:45,830 --> 00:18:49,094
{\an7}and kind of figured out
\h\h\hwhere we were at,
539
00:18:49,094 --> 00:18:51,698
{\an7}it would help a lot
with our parenting
540
00:18:51,698 --> 00:18:53,193
{\an7}and our whole situation.
541
00:18:53,193 --> 00:18:56,193
{\an7}I think it’s all up to him
\hat this point to try to,
542
00:18:56,193 --> 00:18:58,127
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\hhopefully,
maybe change or prove
543
00:18:58,127 --> 00:18:59,325
{\an7}that things could be different.
544
00:18:59,325 --> 00:19:00,193
{\an7}But I can’t sit over here
545
00:19:00,193 --> 00:19:02,797
{\an7}and hold my breath
\hall night either.
546
00:19:02,797 --> 00:19:06,490
{\an7}[tense music]
547
00:19:09,393 --> 00:19:10,954
{\an7}[bright acoustic music]
548
00:19:10,954 --> 00:19:13,492
{\an7}- ♪ Don’t want to fade away ♪
549
00:19:13,492 --> 00:19:15,261
{\an7}♪ Don’t want to turn around ♪
550
00:19:15,261 --> 00:19:17,063
{\an7}- Bar and I are heading
\h\h\h\h\h\hto the beach
551
00:19:17,063 --> 00:19:20,063
{\an7}for our anniversary trip
\h\h\h\h\h\h\htomorrow.
552
00:19:20,063 --> 00:19:21,162
{\an7}And Bar came out,
and he was like,
553
00:19:21,162 --> 00:19:22,162
{\an7}"Can I get you some good wine?"
554
00:19:22,162 --> 00:19:23,723
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hI was like,
"I don’t even drink wine."
555
00:19:23,723 --> 00:19:25,063
{\an7}- He bought it?
\h\h\h\h- Yeah.
556
00:19:25,063 --> 00:19:26,426
{\an7}- Does he know about wine?
557
00:19:26,426 --> 00:19:27,954
{\an7}\h- I don’t know.
- Is he a wine...
558
00:19:27,954 --> 00:19:30,558
{\an7}- Does he know about wine?
\h\h\h\h\h\h- Connoisseur?
559
00:19:30,558 --> 00:19:33,426
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- [Bleep] no.
He’s a Hennessy connoisseur.
560
00:19:33,426 --> 00:19:35,558
{\an7}- Yeah, I was gonna say--
\h\h\h- E&J connoisseur.
561
00:19:35,558 --> 00:19:36,426
{\an7}- Mm, he--yeah.
562
00:19:36,426 --> 00:19:37,954
{\an7}- Me and Bar are
trying something
563
00:19:37,954 --> 00:19:39,162
{\an7}for our anniversary.
564
00:19:39,162 --> 00:19:41,096
{\an7}- Where are you guys going?
565
00:19:44,558 --> 00:19:47,096
{\an7}- You guys are doing great.
\h\h\h\h\h- This past year,
566
00:19:47,096 --> 00:19:49,558
{\an7}we’re at a different spot
\h\hin our relationship.
567
00:19:49,558 --> 00:19:51,063
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h- Yeah.
- So certain things
568
00:19:51,063 --> 00:19:52,492
{\an7}that I’ve asked of him,
\h\h\h\h\hhe has done.
569
00:19:52,492 --> 00:19:55,426
{\an7}\h\h\h\hBar is pulling weight,
which means that we fight less
570
00:19:55,426 --> 00:19:58,020
{\an7}because I’m less on edge
about [bleep], you know?
571
00:19:58,020 --> 00:20:00,525
{\an7}If we’re gonna try to escalate
\h\h\h\h\h\hthis relationship,
572
00:20:00,525 --> 00:20:03,261
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\hI can’t be still
in baby mama petty ass mode.
573
00:20:03,261 --> 00:20:04,426
{\an7}You know what I’m saying?
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Yeah.
574
00:20:04,426 --> 00:20:07,162
{\an7}- We were broken up
\hfor a whole year.
575
00:20:07,162 --> 00:20:09,492
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Yeah.
- Like, that’s not--
576
00:20:09,492 --> 00:20:10,426
{\an7}that--that’s new.
577
00:20:10,426 --> 00:20:12,360
{\an7}We both dibbled and dabbled
578
00:20:12,360 --> 00:20:14,492
{\an7}in the ponds, in the oceans.
579
00:20:14,492 --> 00:20:16,591
{\an7}I just feel like, you know,
\h\hsometimes you do that.
580
00:20:16,591 --> 00:20:17,756
{\an7}Sometimes you have to see
581
00:20:17,756 --> 00:20:19,459
{\an7}\h\hwhat you’re missing
to miss what you have.
582
00:20:19,459 --> 00:20:21,492
{\an7}- Yeah, grass ain’t greener.
583
00:20:21,492 --> 00:20:23,393
{\an7}- Grass ain’t greener, yeah.
584
00:20:23,393 --> 00:20:26,624
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\hIt’s like,
what you have is just
585
00:20:26,624 --> 00:20:28,492
{\an7}so great that, like,
586
00:20:28,492 --> 00:20:30,393
{\an7}if you could work it out,
\hI’d rather work it out.
587
00:20:30,393 --> 00:20:32,261
{\an7}- Well, there--it’s never
\h\h\h\hgonna be perfect.
588
00:20:32,261 --> 00:20:33,360
{\an7}- Yeah.
Listen.
589
00:20:33,360 --> 00:20:36,360
{\an7}I may be a fool for Bar,
but I got a baby by him.
590
00:20:36,360 --> 00:20:38,459
{\an7}\h\h\h\h- [chuckles]
- That’s the only man
591
00:20:38,459 --> 00:20:41,360
{\an7}that’ll ever make a fool of me.
592
00:20:41,360 --> 00:20:42,393
{\an7}And I mean that.
593
00:20:42,393 --> 00:20:44,228
{\an7}And that is because
when I’m fighting,
594
00:20:44,228 --> 00:20:47,426
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\hI’m fighting
for a greater cause--Holly.
595
00:20:47,426 --> 00:20:48,426
{\an7}- Right.
596
00:20:48,426 --> 00:20:50,020
{\an7}♪ ♪
597
00:20:50,020 --> 00:20:52,690
{\an7}- ♪ Find your voice ♪
598
00:20:52,690 --> 00:20:54,591
{\an7}♪ Play it safe ♪
599
00:20:54,591 --> 00:20:56,261
{\an7}- My ultrasound is
\h\hin a few days,
600
00:20:56,261 --> 00:20:58,756
{\an7}\hand I’m terrified
of what it could be.
601
00:20:58,756 --> 00:21:01,789
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\hI didn’t realize
how important self-exams are.
602
00:21:01,789 --> 00:21:03,624
{\an7}And since my girls
are getting older,
603
00:21:03,624 --> 00:21:07,096
{\an7}\hI want to make sure
they understand, too.
604
00:21:07,096 --> 00:21:08,426
{\an7}Addie, you can go play.
605
00:21:08,426 --> 00:21:09,822
{\an7}So you guys know
606
00:21:09,822 --> 00:21:11,855
{\an7}as we’re getting older...
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Mm-hmm.
607
00:21:11,855 --> 00:21:13,426
{\an7}- We embrace all the fun stuff
608
00:21:13,426 --> 00:21:14,822
{\an7}\h\h\h\hthat happens
with becoming girls.
609
00:21:14,822 --> 00:21:18,162
{\an7}\h\h\h\hSo you guys know what
a menstrual cycle is, right?
610
00:21:18,162 --> 00:21:18,723
{\an7}- Mm-hmm.
611
00:21:18,723 --> 00:21:21,591
{\an7}\h- And a week after
your menstrual cycle,
612
00:21:21,591 --> 00:21:25,228
{\an7}you are supposed to examine
your breasts in the shower,
613
00:21:25,228 --> 00:21:27,822
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\hone arm up, you check
your breast, the other arm up,
614
00:21:27,822 --> 00:21:31,261
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\hcheck your breast
to make sure there’s no lumps,
615
00:21:31,261 --> 00:21:32,195
{\an7}anything like that.
616
00:21:32,195 --> 00:21:34,162
{\an7}And if you guys ever have
\h\hany questions for me,
617
00:21:34,162 --> 00:21:36,294
{\an7}\h\h\h\hyou know that
this is a safe place.
618
00:21:36,294 --> 00:21:38,129
{\an7}You can come to me
with any questions
619
00:21:38,129 --> 00:21:39,327
{\an7}if you hear things at school.
620
00:21:39,327 --> 00:21:41,558
{\an7}Do you feel comfortable enough
\h\h\h\h\h\h\hto come to Mommy?
621
00:21:41,558 --> 00:21:42,492
{\an7}- Yeah.
622
00:21:42,492 --> 00:21:43,327
{\an7}\h- Yeah?
- Mm-hmm.
623
00:21:43,327 --> 00:21:44,822
{\an7}- All right, you guys
\h\h\h\hcan go play.
624
00:21:44,822 --> 00:21:46,294
{\an7}I’m gonna finish
reading my book.
625
00:21:46,294 --> 00:21:48,426
{\an7}Hey, where is my kiss?
\h\h\h\h\hHello, hello.
626
00:21:48,426 --> 00:21:50,327
{\an7}I love you, Mom.
\hGive me a kiss.
627
00:21:50,327 --> 00:21:51,558
{\an7}[overlapping dialogue]
628
00:21:51,558 --> 00:21:52,624
{\an7}There you go.
629
00:21:52,624 --> 00:21:54,360
{\an7}- [squeals]
630
00:21:54,360 --> 00:21:57,459
{\an7}[reflective music]
631
00:21:57,459 --> 00:21:58,228
{\an7}♪ ♪
632
00:21:58,228 --> 00:22:01,360
{\an7}\h\h\h\hSo I scheduled
a doctor’s appointment
633
00:22:01,360 --> 00:22:03,228
{\an7}for my gynecologist,
634
00:22:03,228 --> 00:22:08,558
{\an7}and today I am going in
635
00:22:08,558 --> 00:22:10,624
{\an7}for an ultrasound
636
00:22:10,624 --> 00:22:14,459
{\an7}of the lump on my breast,
\h\h\h\hthe right breast.
637
00:22:14,459 --> 00:22:16,756
{\an7}As far as, like,
how I’m feeling?
638
00:22:16,756 --> 00:22:19,393
{\an7}\hI’ve really--
I don’t know--
639
00:22:19,393 --> 00:22:20,228
{\an7}I don’t know how to feel.
640
00:22:20,228 --> 00:22:23,162
{\an7}I mean, I don’t want to speak
\h\hanything into existence.
641
00:22:23,162 --> 00:22:25,360
{\an7}I just want to be
\hextra cautious,
642
00:22:25,360 --> 00:22:28,294
{\an7}and make sure that you know,
643
00:22:28,294 --> 00:22:30,393
{\an7}my--I keep up
644
00:22:30,393 --> 00:22:32,789
{\an7}with my own health,
645
00:22:32,789 --> 00:22:35,327
{\an7}so I can continue
646
00:22:35,327 --> 00:22:37,888
{\an7}to take care of my babies.
647
00:22:37,888 --> 00:22:41,822
{\an7}♪ ♪
648
00:22:44,319 --> 00:22:46,488
[bright acoustic music]
649
00:22:46,555 --> 00:22:48,456
- ♪ We're made of stars ♪
650
00:22:48,523 --> 00:22:50,192
♪ That's who we are ♪
651
00:22:50,258 --> 00:22:52,327
♪ We're gonna shine ♪
652
00:22:52,394 --> 00:22:54,863
♪ So divine ♪
653
00:22:54,930 --> 00:22:56,998
- Heller?
- Hi.
654
00:22:57,065 --> 00:22:58,667
- Hi.
- Oh, hello.
655
00:22:58,733 --> 00:23:00,735
- I don't know
how to open your closet.
656
00:23:00,802 --> 00:23:03,839
- I was trying to organize
my belongings.
657
00:23:03,905 --> 00:23:05,240
Anyways, how have you been?
658
00:23:05,307 --> 00:23:07,342
- Being busy.
- Same, same.
659
00:23:07,409 --> 00:23:08,877
- I know I'm busy with one Tom.
660
00:23:08,944 --> 00:23:10,478
I can't imagine you with two.
661
00:23:10,545 --> 00:23:11,680
- [sighs]
662
00:23:11,746 --> 00:23:14,249
- What's gone on with,
you know,
663
00:23:14,316 --> 00:23:16,184
the baby daddies?
664
00:23:16,251 --> 00:23:18,253
- I don't know.
I haven't spoken to Luis.
665
00:23:18,320 --> 00:23:20,088
Luis has been MIA.
666
00:23:20,155 --> 00:23:22,090
Nova hasn't seen Devoin
667
00:23:22,157 --> 00:23:24,993
since he last dropped her off
668
00:23:25,060 --> 00:23:26,561
from gymnastics.
669
00:23:26,628 --> 00:23:28,363
It's been a few weeks.
- Okay.
670
00:23:28,430 --> 00:23:29,731
- I don't know.
671
00:23:29,798 --> 00:23:31,199
Devoin needs to get
his [bleep] together,
672
00:23:31,266 --> 00:23:33,101
but I guess, so do I so.
673
00:23:33,168 --> 00:23:36,071
I talk a lot of [bleep] about
Devoin, but I was also late.
674
00:23:36,137 --> 00:23:38,240
- Ah, what did you do?
- [laughs]
675
00:23:38,306 --> 00:23:39,474
No, I was just so busy.
676
00:23:39,541 --> 00:23:41,610
I was--I went to work.
677
00:23:41,676 --> 00:23:44,479
I had to do groceries.
I had to run some errands.
678
00:23:44,546 --> 00:23:46,081
And right when I get
into the car line,
679
00:23:46,147 --> 00:23:48,383
I just see cars already.
680
00:23:48,383 --> 00:23:50,585
We're usually the [bleep]
first ones there.
681
00:23:50,652 --> 00:23:51,820
- Yeah.
- She was like,
682
00:23:51,887 --> 00:23:53,255
"How come you were late?"
683
00:23:53,388 --> 00:23:54,756
[both laughing]
684
00:23:54,823 --> 00:23:56,424
I'm like,
"Oh my god, I'm so sorry.
685
00:23:56,491 --> 00:23:58,193
I didn't even realize it."
686
00:23:58,260 --> 00:23:59,594
- So what are you gonna
do though with--
687
00:23:59,661 --> 00:24:01,463
you have a lot on your plate.
688
00:24:01,530 --> 00:24:03,565
- I do want, you know,
you know,
689
00:24:03,632 --> 00:24:07,035
Nova and Devoin still to have
quality time together.
690
00:24:07,102 --> 00:24:08,670
Maybe not during the week,
691
00:24:08,737 --> 00:24:10,705
because I just-- let's just--
692
00:24:10,772 --> 00:24:12,507
- It's a lot.
You can start with the weekend.
693
00:24:12,574 --> 00:24:14,509
- Maybe on the weekend
or something--
694
00:24:14,576 --> 00:24:16,912
a day for a few hours
every weekend
695
00:24:16,978 --> 00:24:18,813
and just see how that goes.
696
00:24:18,880 --> 00:24:21,049
- If you give him
the weekends, you know,
697
00:24:21,116 --> 00:24:23,418
and he's consistent with it,
698
00:24:23,451 --> 00:24:25,921
how long would it take you
to, you know,
699
00:24:25,987 --> 00:24:28,924
reconsider you giving him back
the pickups?
700
00:24:28,990 --> 00:24:31,526
Because that'll still
be a help to you.
701
00:24:31,593 --> 00:24:33,628
- I don't know.
It depends on Devoin.
702
00:24:33,695 --> 00:24:35,096
So if he can be thoughtful
703
00:24:35,163 --> 00:24:36,264
and consistent...
- I agree.
704
00:24:36,331 --> 00:24:38,867
- I don't have
a problem with him.
705
00:24:38,934 --> 00:24:40,101
And that's it.
706
00:24:40,168 --> 00:24:42,737
[tense hip-hop music]
707
00:24:42,804 --> 00:24:45,373
I reached out to Devoin to see
if he'd be interested
708
00:24:45,373 --> 00:24:47,909
in spending Saturdays
with Nova.
709
00:24:49,711 --> 00:24:51,213
Hi.
710
00:24:51,279 --> 00:24:52,948
- Hi.
- What are you doing?
711
00:24:53,014 --> 00:24:54,382
- Nothing.
712
00:24:54,416 --> 00:24:57,853
- Don't hurt yourself, please,
"por favor."
713
00:24:57,919 --> 00:24:59,788
So...
714
00:24:59,855 --> 00:25:02,090
I texted your dad.
715
00:25:02,157 --> 00:25:04,259
And I spoke to him
716
00:25:04,392 --> 00:25:08,597
about maybe picking you up
every Saturday
717
00:25:08,663 --> 00:25:11,666
and you spending the full day
with him on Saturdays.
718
00:25:11,733 --> 00:25:13,301
Do you want to?
Do you not?
719
00:25:13,401 --> 00:25:15,403
Like, what's going
through your mind?
720
00:25:15,470 --> 00:25:17,138
- That's okay.
- Do you want to?
721
00:25:17,205 --> 00:25:18,507
- Yeah.
722
00:25:18,573 --> 00:25:21,409
- This is a decision
that you can figure out
723
00:25:21,409 --> 00:25:23,812
every Saturday morning
if you want to go or not.
724
00:25:23,879 --> 00:25:26,515
This is not something that,
"Okay, it's mandatory."
725
00:25:26,581 --> 00:25:27,983
[upbeat music]
726
00:25:28,049 --> 00:25:29,518
As long as you know that.
727
00:25:29,584 --> 00:25:30,952
And I love you.
728
00:25:31,019 --> 00:25:34,422
Okay, can I have a hug
and a kiss?
729
00:25:34,489 --> 00:25:36,458
I'm gonna try with you, girl.
730
00:25:37,425 --> 00:25:38,460
[smooching]
731
00:25:38,527 --> 00:25:41,796
♪ ♪
732
00:25:41,863 --> 00:25:44,466
- Turn all the lights out ♪
733
00:25:44,533 --> 00:25:45,867
♪ Turn all the lights ♪
734
00:25:45,934 --> 00:25:47,669
- I'm closing on
the Middletown house today
735
00:25:47,736 --> 00:25:50,038
and headed to the realtor's
office to sign paperwork.
736
00:25:50,105 --> 00:25:52,007
I definitely thought
things would be different.
737
00:25:52,073 --> 00:25:54,009
But it didn't work out
how I'd hoped.
738
00:25:54,075 --> 00:25:56,378
I'm finally ready to put
this house behind me.
739
00:25:56,444 --> 00:25:59,047
♪ ♪
740
00:25:59,114 --> 00:26:01,483
Things happened there
that I just didn't anticipate.
741
00:26:01,550 --> 00:26:03,385
I gave birth to Creed
in that house.
742
00:26:03,385 --> 00:26:05,854
So that was kind of amazing.
743
00:26:05,921 --> 00:26:08,390
In some ways, it was like
the death of things
744
00:26:08,423 --> 00:26:10,992
that needed to end in my life
and the beginning of things
745
00:26:11,059 --> 00:26:12,627
that needed to happen
in my life.
746
00:26:12,694 --> 00:26:16,031
So I'm relieved
that I'm done there.
747
00:26:16,097 --> 00:26:18,934
♪ ♪
748
00:26:19,000 --> 00:26:21,269
[grunts]
749
00:26:21,403 --> 00:26:23,104
[groovy guitar music]
750
00:26:23,171 --> 00:26:26,274
[sputtering]
751
00:26:26,408 --> 00:26:29,077
[line trilling]
752
00:26:29,144 --> 00:26:30,745
- Hello?
- I'm done.
753
00:26:30,812 --> 00:26:31,947
- Yay!
754
00:26:32,013 --> 00:26:33,882
- I'm [bleep] done.
755
00:26:33,949 --> 00:26:35,917
- Do you feel so much better?
756
00:26:35,984 --> 00:26:37,786
- I could literally cry.
757
00:26:37,853 --> 00:26:39,855
Like, I'm gonna cry
from the relief.
758
00:26:39,921 --> 00:26:41,456
- Aww.
Oh, I know, I know.
759
00:26:41,523 --> 00:26:44,092
- I know you understand,
but, like,
760
00:26:44,159 --> 00:26:47,162
nobody else will understand
761
00:26:47,229 --> 00:26:48,797
what happened in that house.
762
00:26:48,864 --> 00:26:51,366
Do you know what I mean?
- Yeah.
763
00:26:51,399 --> 00:26:53,268
You went through a lot.
764
00:26:53,368 --> 00:26:55,370
- I had such
good intentions there,
765
00:26:55,370 --> 00:26:56,738
like, I really did.
766
00:26:56,805 --> 00:26:58,673
- Yeah.
- [groans]
767
00:26:58,740 --> 00:27:00,876
- It's just crazy how,
like, so much happened,
768
00:27:00,942 --> 00:27:03,044
and it was done that quick.
769
00:27:03,111 --> 00:27:04,246
Do you know what I mean?
770
00:27:04,379 --> 00:27:06,982
- So quick.
- Like, that quick.
771
00:27:07,048 --> 00:27:08,984
It's not yours anymore.
772
00:27:09,050 --> 00:27:10,452
- 'Cause I'm, like,
so relieved.
773
00:27:10,519 --> 00:27:11,853
I'm so relieved.
774
00:27:11,920 --> 00:27:14,156
- Oh, I'm literally crying
for you.
775
00:27:14,222 --> 00:27:15,724
I know how--yeah.
776
00:27:15,790 --> 00:27:17,192
It was time.
That needed to go.
777
00:27:17,259 --> 00:27:19,461
That house needed to go.
778
00:27:19,528 --> 00:27:20,529
[emotional piano music]
779
00:27:20,595 --> 00:27:21,963
- ♪ Push away the clouds ♪
780
00:27:22,030 --> 00:27:25,033
♪ That cover up the sun ♪
781
00:27:25,100 --> 00:27:28,136
♪ And when
the morning comes ♪
782
00:27:28,203 --> 00:27:31,840
♪ We can build it back up
from the ground ♪
783
00:27:31,907 --> 00:27:34,176
- [sniffing]
784
00:27:34,242 --> 00:27:36,945
♪ ♪
785
00:27:38,863 --> 00:27:40,198
[bright acoustic music]
786
00:27:40,264 --> 00:27:43,101
- ♪ I'll do anything
to save you ♪
787
00:27:43,167 --> 00:27:45,536
- It's been hard on Kloie
not having Sean around,
788
00:27:45,603 --> 00:27:47,472
but he finally decided
to come see her.
789
00:27:47,538 --> 00:27:49,140
I'm gonna take
this opportunity
790
00:27:49,207 --> 00:27:50,908
to talk to him
about how important it is
791
00:27:50,975 --> 00:27:52,510
for her to have
her dad around.
792
00:27:52,577 --> 00:27:54,078
- ♪ I'll do anything
to save you ♪
793
00:27:54,145 --> 00:27:55,646
- Can I have a bite?
794
00:27:55,713 --> 00:27:59,016
- You want to feed him
a bite of chocolate?
795
00:27:59,083 --> 00:28:01,786
- ♪ I'll do anything
to save you ♪
796
00:28:01,853 --> 00:28:05,523
♪ ♪
797
00:28:05,590 --> 00:28:07,425
- I had a lot of concerns.
798
00:28:07,492 --> 00:28:09,227
You need to be more consistent.
799
00:28:09,293 --> 00:28:10,428
I feel like
you're not being around.
800
00:28:10,495 --> 00:28:11,763
I feel like
you're not being a dad.
801
00:28:11,829 --> 00:28:13,498
- I just felt like you
didn't want me around
802
00:28:13,564 --> 00:28:15,533
so I didn't bother you.
803
00:28:15,600 --> 00:28:17,301
- And we're not a couple,
you know, we're not, like--
804
00:28:17,368 --> 00:28:19,270
but we do need
to make this, you know,
805
00:28:19,337 --> 00:28:21,706
this situation work
with, like, parenting with her.
806
00:28:21,773 --> 00:28:23,908
And I'm trying to do this,
like, in a good, healthy way
807
00:28:23,975 --> 00:28:27,378
and try to make
our co-parenting better.
808
00:28:27,445 --> 00:28:29,147
- I definitely understand
what you're saying
809
00:28:29,213 --> 00:28:30,748
and where
you're coming from now.
810
00:28:30,815 --> 00:28:33,051
I mean, as much
as I didn't want to move out,
811
00:28:33,117 --> 00:28:34,719
you know, I did.
812
00:28:34,786 --> 00:28:36,954
And it was the best thing
I could have done
813
00:28:37,021 --> 00:28:38,489
because I was [bleep]
814
00:28:38,556 --> 00:28:40,458
being a lazy piece of [bleep].
815
00:28:40,525 --> 00:28:43,694
- I feel like she
was acting out a lot,
816
00:28:43,761 --> 00:28:45,930
'cause I feel like you
just weren't there as much,
817
00:28:45,997 --> 00:28:47,932
so she was just wanting--
missing that--
818
00:28:47,965 --> 00:28:50,268
that attention or missing you.
- Yeah.
819
00:28:50,334 --> 00:28:51,569
- And just kind of acting out,
820
00:28:51,636 --> 00:28:53,004
acting different
because that's--
821
00:28:53,071 --> 00:28:55,440
- She was used to me
making her breakfast
822
00:28:55,506 --> 00:28:56,974
and hanging out with her.
823
00:28:57,041 --> 00:28:59,544
Though she's a butthead,
824
00:28:59,610 --> 00:29:02,246
I, like, missed her
throwing tantrums and stuff.
825
00:29:02,313 --> 00:29:03,648
- 'Cause she wants to see you,
826
00:29:03,715 --> 00:29:05,483
and I understand
you want your space,
827
00:29:05,550 --> 00:29:07,285
but Kloie really needs
828
00:29:07,351 --> 00:29:08,753
to see two parents
829
00:29:08,820 --> 00:29:11,956
that can communicate
with each other good.
830
00:29:11,989 --> 00:29:13,224
Kloie needs you around
831
00:29:13,291 --> 00:29:15,093
because she's really
suffering without you.
832
00:29:15,159 --> 00:29:16,961
I want us to still agree,
like, you know,
833
00:29:17,028 --> 00:29:18,262
she deserves the best.
834
00:29:18,329 --> 00:29:20,598
And she deserves
to have good role models.
835
00:29:20,665 --> 00:29:22,600
And that's, you know,
that's all.
836
00:29:22,667 --> 00:29:24,001
- I mean, I agree.
837
00:29:24,068 --> 00:29:25,737
Because I want her to have
everything I didn't have.
838
00:29:25,803 --> 00:29:27,105
And I didn't have that.
839
00:29:27,171 --> 00:29:28,172
- Yeah.
840
00:29:28,239 --> 00:29:30,208
I'm happy that me and Sean
841
00:29:30,274 --> 00:29:32,110
can be on the same page
about everything.
842
00:29:32,176 --> 00:29:34,812
And we want our kid to grow up
843
00:29:34,879 --> 00:29:36,748
and see people communicating,
844
00:29:36,814 --> 00:29:38,182
you know, in a healthier way.
845
00:29:38,249 --> 00:29:39,650
I feel like growing up,
846
00:29:39,717 --> 00:29:43,421
we never had
any role models around us
847
00:29:43,488 --> 00:29:46,491
that showed
healthy communication.
848
00:29:46,557 --> 00:29:48,626
And we don't want our kid
to see all that
849
00:29:48,693 --> 00:29:50,194
and feel like that
850
00:29:50,261 --> 00:29:53,464
that our drama or our issues
are on her shoulders.
851
00:29:53,531 --> 00:29:55,666
And then I think me and Sean
852
00:29:55,733 --> 00:29:57,935
getting along and implementing
853
00:29:57,935 --> 00:30:01,539
all these good communication
values in front of her
854
00:30:01,606 --> 00:30:03,608
and with her is going to help
855
00:30:03,674 --> 00:30:06,210
her succeed in her life.
856
00:30:06,277 --> 00:30:07,745
[upbeat music]
857
00:30:07,812 --> 00:30:09,480
- Our anniversary
is this weekend,
858
00:30:09,547 --> 00:30:11,149
and Bar has a whole trip
planned out.
859
00:30:11,215 --> 00:30:12,950
We're headed
to Pismo Beach today,
860
00:30:12,984 --> 00:30:15,153
so we're dropping Holly off
at my mom's first.
861
00:30:15,219 --> 00:30:18,556
- So we got seven hours
of driving to do today.
862
00:30:22,226 --> 00:30:23,694
- Yeah.
863
00:30:23,761 --> 00:30:25,263
- Of course.
- Check it.
864
00:30:25,329 --> 00:30:27,865
- Her tires are always low.
- No, they're not!
865
00:30:27,965 --> 00:30:29,100
- Yes, they are.
866
00:30:29,167 --> 00:30:30,668
- Well, just check it,
and let's go.
867
00:30:30,735 --> 00:30:32,103
- Let me check the other side.
868
00:30:32,170 --> 00:30:33,705
- We got to get on,
get on and go.
869
00:30:33,771 --> 00:30:35,206
- We got to go so--
870
00:30:35,273 --> 00:30:37,909
you got to stop and get
some tire pressure.
871
00:30:37,975 --> 00:30:39,510
- So you mean we should
stop and get air?
872
00:30:39,577 --> 00:30:40,745
- Yeah, we ought to.
873
00:30:40,812 --> 00:30:42,747
- Not stop
and get tire pressures.
874
00:30:45,049 --> 00:30:46,584
They don't even have--
that's just water.
875
00:30:46,651 --> 00:30:48,052
They don't have air.
876
00:30:48,119 --> 00:30:49,921
- Baby, that says air and
water hella big on the thing.
877
00:30:49,987 --> 00:30:51,589
- Oh, okay, okay.
I'm sorry.
878
00:30:52,256 --> 00:30:54,592
- Yeah, that should be cool.
[Holly mumbling]
879
00:30:54,659 --> 00:30:55,693
- All right.
Well, come on.
880
00:30:55,760 --> 00:30:56,928
Come on.
Y'all making me anxious.
881
00:30:56,961 --> 00:30:58,363
We got to go.
882
00:30:58,429 --> 00:31:00,164
- Are you excited to go
to your granny house, Holly?
883
00:31:00,231 --> 00:31:01,933
- Of course, daddy.
884
00:31:05,236 --> 00:31:06,537
- Okay.
Here we go.
885
00:31:06,604 --> 00:31:08,573
- No, your gonna stay
with her grand-grand.
886
00:31:08,639 --> 00:31:11,743
[upbeat music]
887
00:31:12,610 --> 00:31:13,478
- Ow!
- Come on.
888
00:31:13,544 --> 00:31:15,246
- Ow.
889
00:31:15,313 --> 00:31:16,481
- Kiss Momma.
890
00:31:16,547 --> 00:31:18,149
Listen--you be a good girl.
891
00:31:18,216 --> 00:31:21,052
[Holly laughing, mumbling]
892
00:31:21,119 --> 00:31:23,154
- All right, Mom.
Her tablet is in there.
893
00:31:23,221 --> 00:31:24,455
I'ma text you the code.
894
00:31:24,522 --> 00:31:25,456
- All right.
See you guys later.
895
00:31:25,523 --> 00:31:26,624
- All right.
896
00:31:26,691 --> 00:31:29,594
[upbeat pop rock music]
897
00:31:29,660 --> 00:31:34,999
♪ ♪
898
00:31:37,602 --> 00:31:39,003
- Aww!
899
00:31:39,070 --> 00:31:40,638
So romantic.
900
00:31:40,705 --> 00:31:42,573
[soft guitar music]
901
00:31:42,640 --> 00:31:44,108
- Let me take a picture
of that butt.
902
00:31:44,175 --> 00:31:45,910
- [laughing]
903
00:31:45,910 --> 00:31:48,312
- All right, well,
we got dinner coming up, so--
904
00:31:48,379 --> 00:31:49,680
- Oh, right.
905
00:31:49,747 --> 00:31:51,716
- But, yeah.
Go get dressed, honey.
906
00:31:51,783 --> 00:31:53,217
I got to get dressed,
too, honey.
907
00:31:53,284 --> 00:31:54,552
- All right, then.
908
00:31:54,619 --> 00:31:58,423
- ♪ I don't want to
lose my youth ♪
909
00:31:58,489 --> 00:31:59,724
♪ ♪
910
00:31:59,791 --> 00:32:02,927
♪ But I keep coming back
to you ♪
911
00:32:05,263 --> 00:32:06,564
♪ And all I know ♪
912
00:32:06,631 --> 00:32:07,598
♪ Is I don't want to
lose my youth ♪
913
00:32:07,665 --> 00:32:09,434
- Cool.
914
00:32:09,500 --> 00:32:12,670
♪ ♪
915
00:32:12,737 --> 00:32:15,940
♪ But I keep coming back to ♪
916
00:32:17,512 --> 00:32:18,644
{\an7}[bright acoustic music]
917
00:32:18,644 --> 00:32:20,545
{\an7}[animated racoons chirping]
918
00:32:20,545 --> 00:32:21,314
{\an7}[upbeat music]
919
00:32:21,314 --> 00:32:23,479
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h- I’m so relieved
the Middletown house was sold,
920
00:32:23,479 --> 00:32:25,743
{\an7}and today I’m gonna check out
\h\h\h\hthe property I bought
921
00:32:25,743 --> 00:32:28,479
{\an7}\h\hto build a house
for me and the boys.
922
00:32:28,479 --> 00:32:29,182
{\an7}♪ ♪
923
00:32:29,182 --> 00:32:31,941
{\an7}- All right, so we’re gonna
look at kind of the stakes.
924
00:32:31,941 --> 00:32:32,941
{\an7}And then what we want to do
925
00:32:32,941 --> 00:32:35,073
{\an7}\his kind of finalize
the house placement.
926
00:32:35,073 --> 00:32:36,710
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Okay.
- Well, your front door
927
00:32:36,710 --> 00:32:37,677
{\an7}is gonna be right about here.
928
00:32:37,677 --> 00:32:39,677
{\an7}You want to figure out
\h\hwhere your view is
929
00:32:39,677 --> 00:32:40,710
{\an7}that you want to have also.
930
00:32:40,710 --> 00:32:42,908
{\an7}- My bedroom is back there.
\h\h\h\hSo I want to see...
931
00:32:42,908 --> 00:32:44,941
{\an7}- That’s your bedroom
\h\h\h\hright there.
932
00:32:44,941 --> 00:32:45,710
{\an7}- The outside.
933
00:32:45,710 --> 00:32:48,710
{\an7}Like, I like that view
\h\h\h\h\hand privacy.
934
00:32:48,710 --> 00:32:49,776
{\an7}- All right.
- All right.
935
00:32:49,776 --> 00:32:51,248
{\an7}Thanks, Kevin.
\h\h\h- See ya.
936
00:32:51,248 --> 00:32:52,743
{\an7}♪ ♪
937
00:32:52,743 --> 00:32:55,578
{\an7}- ♪ We are getting close now ♪
938
00:32:55,578 --> 00:32:58,545
{\an7}- ♪ We are getting close now ♪
939
00:32:58,545 --> 00:33:00,941
{\an7}- All right.
\h\h\h\h- Hi!
940
00:33:00,941 --> 00:33:03,941
{\an7}- ♪ Ooh ♪
941
00:33:03,941 --> 00:33:08,941
{\an7}♪ We are getting closer ♪
942
00:33:08,941 --> 00:33:11,073
{\an7}- [squeals, mumbles]
943
00:33:11,073 --> 00:33:13,809
{\an7}- Is everyone happy to be
\h\h\h\h\hback in Dover?
944
00:33:13,809 --> 00:33:14,545
{\an7}- Yeah!
945
00:33:14,545 --> 00:33:17,281
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h- Yes because
the drive is too long.
946
00:33:17,281 --> 00:33:20,073
{\an7}- It’s not too long anymore?
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Yep.
947
00:33:20,073 --> 00:33:22,139
{\an7}- So everything’s finalized
948
00:33:22,139 --> 00:33:25,007
{\an7}for the land that we bought.
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h- Mm-hmm.
949
00:33:25,007 --> 00:33:28,007
{\an7}\h- And we’re gonna start
building the house soon.
950
00:33:28,007 --> 00:33:29,215
{\an7}- I’m not building it.
951
00:33:29,215 --> 00:33:30,710
{\an7}\h- What do you mean?
- I’m not gonna help.
952
00:33:30,710 --> 00:33:32,842
{\an7}- You have to pour
\h\h\hthe concrete.
953
00:33:32,842 --> 00:33:33,908
{\an7}And...
954
00:33:33,908 --> 00:33:35,281
{\an7}- When are we gonna start?
955
00:33:35,281 --> 00:33:36,677
{\an7}- In about three weeks.
956
00:33:36,677 --> 00:33:39,040
{\an7}- We’re definitely
gonna need a pool.
957
00:33:39,040 --> 00:33:41,248
{\an7}Definitely gonna need
\h\h\h\ha trampoline.
958
00:33:41,248 --> 00:33:43,281
{\an7}- Is that exciting?
\h\h\h\h\h\h- Yeah!
959
00:33:43,281 --> 00:33:45,248
{\an7}- Okay, and it’s right
\h\h\h\hdown the road.
960
00:33:45,248 --> 00:33:47,908
{\an7}\h\h\hYou guys are gonna stay
in the same school district.
961
00:33:47,908 --> 00:33:51,040
{\an7}But you won’t have to share
\ha room with Lux anymore.
962
00:33:51,040 --> 00:33:52,182
{\an7}- Thank you.
963
00:33:52,182 --> 00:33:53,007
{\an7}- That’s great.
964
00:33:53,007 --> 00:33:57,007
{\an7}\h\h\h- I’m really excited
because everything will be
965
00:33:57,007 --> 00:33:58,281
{\an7}exactly what we wanted.
966
00:33:58,281 --> 00:33:59,743
{\an7}\h\hDo you guys think
it’s gonna be better
967
00:33:59,743 --> 00:34:00,941
{\an7}than the Middletown house?
968
00:34:00,941 --> 00:34:01,611
{\an7}both: Yeah.
969
00:34:01,611 --> 00:34:03,875
{\an7}- So you guys feel good
\h\h\h\habout the move?
970
00:34:03,875 --> 00:34:05,644
{\an7}- Mm-hmm.
971
00:34:05,644 --> 00:34:08,139
{\an7}- ♪ Can you hear me now? ♪
972
00:34:08,139 --> 00:34:09,281
{\an7}♪ ♪
973
00:34:09,281 --> 00:34:11,139
{\an7}\h\h\h- How y’all feel
about school this year?
974
00:34:11,139 --> 00:34:11,875
{\an7}- It was good.
975
00:34:11,875 --> 00:34:14,776
{\an7}- You got good grades,
\h\h\h\hso that’s good.
976
00:34:14,776 --> 00:34:16,545
{\an7}\h\h\h- When I got
to my appointment,
977
00:34:16,545 --> 00:34:18,809
{\an7}\h\h\h\hthey took me back,
and they did an ultrasound.
978
00:34:18,809 --> 00:34:21,007
{\an7}\h\h\h\hI had to undress
and put a little gown on.
979
00:34:21,007 --> 00:34:23,611
{\an7}What was the most uncomfortable
\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hwas just
980
00:34:23,611 --> 00:34:26,347
{\an7}the anxiety around that,
\h\h\hlike, "Oh my gosh."
981
00:34:26,347 --> 00:34:29,007
{\an7}And my doctor called and said,
982
00:34:29,007 --> 00:34:31,347
{\an7}\h\h"You know--we--
I was really hoping
983
00:34:31,347 --> 00:34:33,776
{\an7}"that it was only a cyst.
984
00:34:33,776 --> 00:34:36,644
{\an7}"But it is a benign tumor,
985
00:34:36,644 --> 00:34:40,347
{\an7}which we’ll continue to follow
\h\h\h\h\hfour to six months."
986
00:34:40,347 --> 00:34:42,941
{\an7}My biggest fear is gonna be
987
00:34:42,941 --> 00:34:44,776
{\an7}something more down the road.
988
00:34:44,776 --> 00:34:49,776
{\an7}You know, like breast cancer,
\h\h\hor anything cancerous.
989
00:34:49,776 --> 00:34:50,545
{\an7}I don’t know.
990
00:34:50,545 --> 00:34:52,347
{\an7}I just don’t want to
\h\h\hhave surgery.
991
00:34:52,347 --> 00:34:53,644
{\an7}Being an addict
992
00:34:53,644 --> 00:34:56,182
{\an7}and owning my addiction,
993
00:34:56,182 --> 00:34:58,139
{\an7}\h\h\hany kind of--
any kind of surgery
994
00:34:58,139 --> 00:34:58,974
{\an7}is terrifying for me.
995
00:34:58,974 --> 00:35:00,809
{\an7}\h\h\h\h\h\h\h\hI’m like,
"Will I need medication?"
996
00:35:00,809 --> 00:35:04,248
{\an7}I just want to make sure
\hthat I’m not relapsing
997
00:35:04,248 --> 00:35:07,710
{\an7}or having anything like that
\hto appear back in my life.
998
00:35:07,710 --> 00:35:10,281
{\an7}\h\h\hI mean, you see
what happened to me.
999
00:35:10,281 --> 00:35:12,941
{\an7}I really--I was depleted,
1000
00:35:12,941 --> 00:35:16,215
{\an7}gone mentally, physically.
1001
00:35:16,215 --> 00:35:18,776
{\an7}I’m dragging today.
1002
00:35:18,776 --> 00:35:19,677
{\an7}I just feel horrible.
1003
00:35:19,677 --> 00:35:21,413
{\an7}I feel like I have been pushed
1004
00:35:21,413 --> 00:35:22,710
{\an7}to an edge where it’s like,
1005
00:35:22,710 --> 00:35:25,106
{\an7}\h\h\h\hI could care less
whether I’m here or not.
1006
00:35:25,106 --> 00:35:25,908
{\an7}And that’s not okay.
1007
00:35:25,908 --> 00:35:30,139
{\an7}Mommy is gonna go--leave to go
to therapy for a little while.
1008
00:35:30,139 --> 00:35:32,281
{\an7}I have to put my fear aside
1009
00:35:32,281 --> 00:35:34,710
{\an7}of a potential surgery
1010
00:35:34,710 --> 00:35:37,281
{\an7}\hso that my kids
do have a mother.
1011
00:35:37,281 --> 00:35:38,908
{\an7}But the unknown is sometimes
1012
00:35:38,908 --> 00:35:41,941
{\an7}and the uncertainty around it
\h\h\h\h\h\h\his terrifying.
1013
00:35:41,941 --> 00:35:45,073
{\an7}[suspenseful music]
1014
00:35:50,102 --> 00:35:51,537
announcer: For everything
you need to know
1015
00:35:51,603 --> 00:35:52,504
about preventing pregnancy
and protecting yourself,
1016
00:35:52,571 --> 00:35:54,706
go to itsyoursexlife.com.
1017
00:35:54,773 --> 00:35:57,676
[bright acoustic music]
1018
00:35:57,743 --> 00:35:59,645
[upbeat pop rock music]
1019
00:35:59,711 --> 00:36:02,581
- Devoin's on his way
to pick up Nova for the day.
1020
00:36:02,648 --> 00:36:04,483
- ♪ Breaker one, nine ♪
1021
00:36:04,550 --> 00:36:05,751
- Where are you guys going?
1022
00:36:05,818 --> 00:36:07,519
- I want to go
to the upside-down house.
1023
00:36:07,586 --> 00:36:08,754
- Fun.
1024
00:36:08,821 --> 00:36:10,389
- Alcohol pads
and hand sanitizer.
1025
00:36:10,456 --> 00:36:11,590
Go get a mask.
1026
00:36:11,657 --> 00:36:13,025
- I have alcohol.
- And your bag.
1027
00:36:13,091 --> 00:36:15,527
- You're like a whole adult
right now, what the hell?
1028
00:36:15,594 --> 00:36:18,197
- I know.
- I love you. Bye.
1029
00:36:18,263 --> 00:36:19,498
♪ ♪
1030
00:36:19,565 --> 00:36:22,067
- Have a good time.
Listen.
1031
00:36:24,703 --> 00:36:26,038
Put your seat belt.
1032
00:36:26,105 --> 00:36:27,339
- ♪ Break out, break out ♪
1033
00:36:27,406 --> 00:36:30,242
♪ Oh, break out ♪
1034
00:36:30,309 --> 00:36:32,978
- Devoin's supposed to bring
Nova home soon.
1035
00:36:33,045 --> 00:36:35,013
I'm glad she got to spend time
with her dad,
1036
00:36:35,080 --> 00:36:36,448
but I wish both my girls
1037
00:36:36,515 --> 00:36:38,917
could have their dads
around consistently.
1038
00:36:38,984 --> 00:36:40,986
- I hope Nova had a good day
with her dad.
1039
00:36:41,053 --> 00:36:44,223
- I'm sure she had
the time of her life.
1040
00:36:44,289 --> 00:36:47,726
But it is kind of depressing
that, you know,
1041
00:36:47,793 --> 00:36:49,361
Nova gets to go
with her father
1042
00:36:49,428 --> 00:36:51,330
and Stella does not.
1043
00:36:51,396 --> 00:36:53,365
- It sucks.
1044
00:36:56,702 --> 00:36:58,303
- [groans]
1045
00:36:58,370 --> 00:36:59,772
Give me my kisses.
1046
00:36:59,838 --> 00:37:02,007
Mm, mm, mm.
Love you.
1047
00:37:02,074 --> 00:37:04,209
- I love you, Daddy.
- Take your purse.
1048
00:37:04,276 --> 00:37:06,145
Call me later, okay?
1049
00:37:06,211 --> 00:37:07,746
- Okay.
1050
00:37:10,582 --> 00:37:14,186
- ♪ Hi! ♪
1051
00:37:14,253 --> 00:37:17,022
So what did you do?
Tell me. Tell me.
1052
00:37:17,022 --> 00:37:19,558
- I did
the obstacle-course thing--
1053
00:37:19,625 --> 00:37:21,026
Whoa, I like your socks.
1054
00:37:21,093 --> 00:37:23,729
- You did the "obstatacle"--
the obstacle course?
1055
00:37:23,796 --> 00:37:25,030
- Yeah.
1056
00:37:25,030 --> 00:37:26,865
- With who?
- With Daddy.
1057
00:37:26,932 --> 00:37:29,234
- Yeah.
- Tired?
1058
00:37:29,301 --> 00:37:30,736
- No.
1059
00:37:30,803 --> 00:37:32,604
- You didn't want to come home,
or you wanted to stay?
1060
00:37:32,671 --> 00:37:34,940
- I wanted to stay.
- It's okay.
1061
00:37:35,040 --> 00:37:36,475
You can see your dad
next Saturday,
1062
00:37:36,542 --> 00:37:39,611
and you could spend more time
with him if you want.
1063
00:37:39,678 --> 00:37:41,046
Okay?
1064
00:37:41,113 --> 00:37:44,183
I'm glad you had fun.
1065
00:37:44,249 --> 00:37:46,952
I'm glad you're able to spend
some time with your dad.
1066
00:37:47,052 --> 00:37:48,454
- [shouts indistinctly]
- [laughs]
1067
00:37:48,520 --> 00:37:49,655
- I missed you, by the way.
1068
00:37:49,721 --> 00:37:51,790
- I missed you, too.
1069
00:37:51,857 --> 00:37:53,559
- I know Devoin
hasn't been the dad
1070
00:37:53,625 --> 00:37:55,594
I want him to be for Nova.
1071
00:37:55,661 --> 00:37:57,296
But at the same time,
1072
00:37:57,362 --> 00:37:58,997
Devoin is Nova's dad,
1073
00:37:59,064 --> 00:38:03,001
and who am I to keep
Nova away from Devoin?
1074
00:38:03,035 --> 00:38:04,870
It's just really hard,
1075
00:38:05,003 --> 00:38:06,138
and I get stuck
in the middle sometimes
1076
00:38:06,205 --> 00:38:07,139
because I do want to
protect Nova
1077
00:38:07,206 --> 00:38:08,640
but at the same time,
1078
00:38:08,707 --> 00:38:11,777
I do need her to get to know
her father better.
1079
00:38:11,844 --> 00:38:13,479
Devoin has made
a lot of mistakes,
1080
00:38:13,545 --> 00:38:17,583
but I have to forgive them
for the sake of Nova.
1081
00:38:17,649 --> 00:38:19,017
[upbeat rock music]
1082
00:38:19,017 --> 00:38:20,652
- ♪ Pull me up now,
pull me up now ♪
1083
00:38:20,719 --> 00:38:23,589
♪ Just pull me up now,
pull me up ♪
1084
00:38:23,655 --> 00:38:25,824
♪ Pull me up now,
pull me up now ♪
1085
00:38:25,891 --> 00:38:27,559
- Whoo.
1086
00:38:27,626 --> 00:38:29,895
These chairs are so low.
1087
00:38:30,028 --> 00:38:32,231
This has been
a very nice anniversary trip,
1088
00:38:32,297 --> 00:38:35,667
and I'm very proud of
the progress that we've made.
1089
00:38:35,734 --> 00:38:37,202
And think if we keep
on the path
1090
00:38:37,269 --> 00:38:40,205
that we've been on,
we gonna be good.
1091
00:38:40,272 --> 00:38:42,207
I got you something.
It's over down there.
1092
00:38:43,575 --> 00:38:45,043
- Okay, this Gucci.
1093
00:38:45,043 --> 00:38:47,146
Let me see what you are
talking about with it.
1094
00:38:48,213 --> 00:38:49,715
Oh, hell nah.
Aye, you w--
1095
00:38:49,782 --> 00:38:51,150
[laughs]
1096
00:38:51,216 --> 00:38:54,286
- You knew I got those?
- I did not. I did not.
1097
00:38:54,353 --> 00:38:56,188
I swear to god.
You went back and got 'em.
1098
00:38:56,255 --> 00:38:58,857
You went back and got 'em?
- I did.
1099
00:38:58,991 --> 00:39:00,259
- Thank you.
- You're welcome
1100
00:39:00,325 --> 00:39:01,794
- Hey, 'cause
I ain't gonna lie.
1101
00:39:01,860 --> 00:39:03,462
I was not
about to pay for these.
1102
00:39:03,529 --> 00:39:04,663
- I know you wasn't.
1103
00:39:04,730 --> 00:39:05,764
- I got you something,
1104
00:39:05,831 --> 00:39:10,035
but it's not prepared yet.
1105
00:39:10,102 --> 00:39:11,236
- Is it food?
- Hmm?
1106
00:39:11,303 --> 00:39:13,605
You gonna get it in a minute.
1107
00:39:13,672 --> 00:39:16,008
Yeah, it's gonna be
a good present later.
1108
00:39:16,074 --> 00:39:18,110
- ♪ Ooh ♪
1109
00:39:18,177 --> 00:39:21,480
♪ Ooh ooh ooh ooh ♪
1110
00:39:21,547 --> 00:39:25,217
[poignant music]
1111
00:39:25,284 --> 00:39:26,852
- Sit?
- Come on, right--yep.
1112
00:39:26,919 --> 00:39:29,221
- Sit.
1113
00:39:29,288 --> 00:39:30,456
'Tis cute.
1114
00:39:30,522 --> 00:39:32,224
'Tis nice.
1115
00:39:32,291 --> 00:39:34,359
- So I still got
one more present...
1116
00:39:34,426 --> 00:39:35,694
- Okay.
1117
00:39:35,761 --> 00:39:37,062
- That I still want
to give you.
1118
00:39:37,129 --> 00:39:38,564
- Sure.
- Uh...
1119
00:39:38,630 --> 00:39:40,666
Stand up for me.
1120
00:39:40,732 --> 00:39:42,434
- No, this is not--
1121
00:39:42,501 --> 00:39:43,836
- I want to tell you
that I appreciate you,
1122
00:39:43,902 --> 00:39:46,538
and you have been with me
through a lot.
1123
00:39:46,605 --> 00:39:47,806
Look at me.
1124
00:39:47,873 --> 00:39:49,575
And we done been through a lot.
1125
00:39:49,641 --> 00:39:51,777
And I appreciate you
for standing by me.
1126
00:39:51,844 --> 00:39:55,614
So I would like to ask you...
1127
00:39:55,681 --> 00:39:57,149
will you marry me?
1128
00:39:57,216 --> 00:40:00,285
- ♪ I'll go to ♪
1129
00:40:00,352 --> 00:40:03,288
♪ The ends of the Earth ♪
1130
00:40:03,355 --> 00:40:05,057
♪ Ends of the Earth ♪
1131
00:40:05,124 --> 00:40:11,630
♪ With you ♪
1132
00:40:11,697 --> 00:40:13,866
♪ ♪
1133
00:40:13,999 --> 00:40:17,569
♪ I'll be home ♪
1134
00:40:17,636 --> 00:40:20,172
♪ If I end up ♪
1135
00:40:20,239 --> 00:40:22,007
♪ If I end up ♪
1136
00:40:22,007 --> 00:40:28,514
♪ With you ♪
1137
00:40:30,916 --> 00:40:38,056
♪ ♪
1138
00:41:17,778 --> 00:41:19,013
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