1 00:00:09,910 --> 00:00:11,579 >> I KNEW IT WAS OUT OF CONTROL. 2 00:00:11,579 --> 00:00:14,782 GOOD AIM. 3 00:00:14,782 --> 00:00:17,451 >> IT WAS ABSOLUTELY TRAGIC, 4 00:00:17,451 --> 00:00:18,619 LEAVING HER. 5 00:00:18,619 --> 00:00:22,556 >> [ CRYING ] 6 00:00:22,556 --> 00:00:25,826 THIS DISASTER WAS CONTROLLING MY 7 00:00:25,826 --> 00:00:27,728 LIFE. 8 00:00:27,728 --> 00:00:29,563 >> I THINK IT PERMEATES EVERY 9 00:00:29,563 --> 00:00:30,798 ASPECT OF MY LIFE. 10 00:00:30,798 --> 00:00:31,565 IT'S TOXIC. 11 00:00:31,565 --> 00:00:32,766 IT'S TOXIC BEHAVIOR. 12 00:00:32,766 --> 00:00:34,368 >> I'M GOING IN. 13 00:00:34,368 --> 00:00:36,404 >> IT'S GONNA BE A SLOW... 14 00:00:36,404 --> 00:00:38,539 >> IT'S ALL HUMAN EXCREMENT. 15 00:00:38,539 --> 00:00:41,909 >> ...AGONIZING DEATH IF I KEEP 16 00:00:41,909 --> 00:00:44,245 IT UP THIS WAY. 17 00:01:17,077 --> 00:01:19,046 >> MY NAME IS LINDA, AND I'M 51 18 00:01:19,046 --> 00:01:20,614 YEARS OLD. 19 00:01:20,614 --> 00:01:23,417 YOU KNOW, THERE'S JUST SOMETHING 20 00:01:23,417 --> 00:01:25,753 ABOUT GETTING A GOOD DEAL, 21 00:01:25,753 --> 00:01:26,954 NUMBER ONE. 22 00:01:26,954 --> 00:01:28,389 IT FEELS GOOD. 23 00:01:28,389 --> 00:01:30,458 SO, HEALTH-AND-BEAUTY AISLE IS A 24 00:01:30,458 --> 00:01:32,460 REALLY GOOD BARGAIN AISLE HERE. 25 00:01:32,460 --> 00:01:34,262 IF YOU GET A GOOD DEAL, THERE'S 26 00:01:34,262 --> 00:01:35,929 A LITTLE CHARGE THAT YOU GET 27 00:01:35,929 --> 00:01:36,697 WITH THAT. 28 00:01:36,697 --> 00:01:38,599 WHAT I'M SEEING IS THERE'S AN 29 00:01:38,599 --> 00:01:40,501 ADDICTION CONNECTION TO THAT. 30 00:01:40,501 --> 00:01:41,935 THIS IS SOMETHING I HAVEN'T 31 00:01:41,935 --> 00:01:42,370 SEEN. 32 00:01:42,370 --> 00:01:43,904 THIS IS PRETTY GOOD. 33 00:01:43,904 --> 00:01:45,539 I MIGHT HAVE TO GET SOME OF 34 00:01:45,539 --> 00:01:46,106 THESE. 35 00:01:46,106 --> 00:01:47,508 YEP, YEP, YEP. 36 00:01:47,508 --> 00:01:48,176 MMM! 37 00:01:48,176 --> 00:01:50,378 GROWING UP, IT WAS ALWAYS 38 00:01:50,378 --> 00:01:52,813 CLUTTERY, AND MY PARENTS WERE 39 00:01:52,813 --> 00:01:55,416 CHILDREN OF THE DEPRESSION ERA. 40 00:01:55,416 --> 00:01:58,118 AND PRETTY MUCH THERE'S A LOT OF 41 00:01:58,118 --> 00:02:00,854 THINGS THAT YOU SAVE BECAUSE YOU 42 00:02:00,854 --> 00:02:03,191 MIGHT NEED THEM. 43 00:02:03,191 --> 00:02:04,825 >> MY NAME'S KYLE QUIGLEY, AND 44 00:02:04,825 --> 00:02:05,826 I'M 22 YEARS OLD. 45 00:02:05,826 --> 00:02:08,061 AND LINDA IS MY MOTHER. 46 00:02:08,061 --> 00:02:09,530 IF YOU MET HER, YOU WOULDN'T 47 00:02:09,530 --> 00:02:11,031 EVEN EXPECT HER HOUSE TO LOOK 48 00:02:11,031 --> 00:02:12,700 LIKE THE WAY IT DOES, BUT IF YOU 49 00:02:12,700 --> 00:02:14,335 WERE TO WALK IN HER HOUSE, YOU'D 50 00:02:14,335 --> 00:02:15,936 BE SHOCKED JUST BECAUSE THERE'S 51 00:02:15,936 --> 00:02:17,104 PILES EVERYWHERE. 52 00:02:17,104 --> 00:02:18,806 LIKE, THERE'S BOXES OF JUST 53 00:02:18,806 --> 00:02:20,574 RANDOM JUNK IN EVERY BEDROOM 54 00:02:20,574 --> 00:02:22,243 THAT USED TO BE FOR ME AND MY 55 00:02:22,243 --> 00:02:24,011 SIBLINGS -- ARE FULL WITH JUNK, 56 00:02:24,011 --> 00:02:25,746 JUST BOXES OF JUST WHO KNOWS 57 00:02:25,746 --> 00:02:26,680 WHAT'S IN IT? 58 00:02:26,680 --> 00:02:28,549 JUST RANDOM STUFF. 59 00:02:28,549 --> 00:02:30,351 >> WHO WANTS TO SHOW THIS TO 60 00:02:30,351 --> 00:02:30,984 ANYONE? 61 00:02:30,984 --> 00:02:33,053 IT'S HUMILIATING. 62 00:02:33,053 --> 00:02:34,688 IT'S WRETCHED. 63 00:02:34,688 --> 00:02:37,691 YEAH, COME LOOK AT MY PIT, YOU 64 00:02:37,691 --> 00:02:39,860 THIS IS THE HOUSE THAT I'VE 65 00:02:39,860 --> 00:02:42,029 LIVED IN SINCE 1990, AND I 66 00:02:42,029 --> 00:02:44,031 RAISED MY FAMILY OF FOUR 67 00:02:44,031 --> 00:02:46,166 CHILDREN, AND AT ONE TIME THERE 68 00:02:46,166 --> 00:02:47,601 WAS A HUSBAND HERE. 69 00:02:47,601 --> 00:02:49,203 AND HE'S NOW GONE. 70 00:02:49,203 --> 00:02:50,704 NOW IT'S JUST ME. 71 00:02:50,704 --> 00:02:53,341 >> MY NAME IS JEFF QUIGLEY, AND 72 00:02:53,341 --> 00:02:55,643 LINDA AND I WERE MARRIED -- 73 00:02:55,643 --> 00:02:56,744 LET'S SEE. 74 00:02:56,744 --> 00:02:59,313 SEPTEMBER 1, 1979. 75 00:02:59,313 --> 00:03:01,549 ABOUT FOUR YEARS AFTER WE WERE 76 00:03:01,549 --> 00:03:03,584 MARRIED, AMANDA WAS BORN. 77 00:03:03,584 --> 00:03:05,052 AND THEN, OF COURSE, 78 00:03:05,052 --> 00:03:07,288 RELATIONSHIPS CHANGE WHEN YOU 79 00:03:07,288 --> 00:03:09,457 HAVE A YOUNG ONE TO TAKE CARE 80 00:03:09,457 --> 00:03:09,957 OF. 81 00:03:09,957 --> 00:03:11,825 >> MY NAME'S AMANDA WILLIAMS. 82 00:03:11,825 --> 00:03:13,494 I'M 26 YEARS OLD, AND I AM 83 00:03:13,494 --> 00:03:14,695 LINDA'S DAUGHTER. 84 00:03:14,695 --> 00:03:16,864 THE HOARDING AND PACK-RATTING 85 00:03:16,864 --> 00:03:19,166 KIND OF BEHAVIOR HAS NOT ALWAYS 86 00:03:19,166 --> 00:03:20,167 BEEN THERE. 87 00:03:20,167 --> 00:03:21,969 AS A YOUNG CHILD, THERE 88 00:03:21,969 --> 00:03:24,137 DEFINITELY WASN'T ANY KIND OF 89 00:03:24,137 --> 00:03:26,507 CLUTTER, AND I THINK ABOUT SIXTH 90 00:03:26,507 --> 00:03:28,342 GRADE IS WHEN IT STARTED 91 00:03:28,342 --> 00:03:30,110 HAPPENING FOR HER. 92 00:03:30,110 --> 00:03:33,046 >> I THINK IT WAS AFTER HER 93 00:03:33,046 --> 00:03:35,249 FATHER PASSED AWAY. 94 00:03:35,249 --> 00:03:37,885 I NOTICED CHANGES IN HER 95 00:03:37,885 --> 00:03:41,088 ATTITUDE -- KIND OF DEPRESSED, 96 00:03:41,088 --> 00:03:43,657 MORE MIGRAINES AND VERY 97 00:03:43,657 --> 00:03:46,226 DEFENSIVE ABOUT POSSESSIONS AND 98 00:03:46,226 --> 00:03:47,094 THINGS. 99 00:03:47,094 --> 00:03:48,829 >> HE AND I WERE REALLY CLOSE. 100 00:03:48,829 --> 00:03:52,199 AND THEN WHEN HE DIED, MY BODY 101 00:03:52,199 --> 00:03:55,469 DECIDED TO BE MAD, BASICALLY. 102 00:03:55,469 --> 00:03:57,671 >> WHAT I WOULD SEE MORE AND 103 00:03:57,671 --> 00:03:59,807 MORE OF IS I WOULD SEE MORE 104 00:03:59,807 --> 00:04:01,975 SHOPPING, JUST GOING OUT AND 105 00:04:01,975 --> 00:04:04,445 BUYING THINGS -- STUFF WE REALLY 106 00:04:04,445 --> 00:04:05,946 DIDN'T NEED. 107 00:04:05,946 --> 00:04:06,714 HEY! 108 00:04:06,714 --> 00:04:07,548 >> HI. 109 00:04:07,548 --> 00:04:08,616 >> READY? 110 00:04:08,616 --> 00:04:09,216 >> MM-HMM. 111 00:04:09,216 --> 00:04:09,950 >> ALL RIGHT. 112 00:04:09,950 --> 00:04:11,919 >> MY NAME IS HEATHER QUIGLEY, 113 00:04:11,919 --> 00:04:13,721 AND I'M 20, AND I'M LINDA'S 114 00:04:13,721 --> 00:04:15,022 YOUNGEST DAUGHTER. 115 00:04:15,022 --> 00:04:17,224 GROWING UP THERE, I WAS VERY 116 00:04:17,224 --> 00:04:19,259 EMBARRASSED TO LIVE THERE. 117 00:04:19,259 --> 00:04:21,495 I KNEW IT WASN'T NORMAL, THAT 118 00:04:21,495 --> 00:04:23,664 MOST PEOPLE DIDN'T LIVE LIKE 119 00:04:23,664 --> 00:04:24,332 THAT. 120 00:04:24,332 --> 00:04:27,368 AND I GUESS THAT KIND OF MADE ME 121 00:04:27,368 --> 00:04:29,002 ANGRY WITH HER. 122 00:04:29,002 --> 00:04:30,304 >> IT HAS AFFECTED MY 123 00:04:30,304 --> 00:04:32,072 RELATIONSHIP WITH MY CHILDREN, 124 00:04:32,072 --> 00:04:33,907 ESPECIALLY HEATHER, BECAUSE SHE 125 00:04:33,907 --> 00:04:35,776 WOULD BE CONCERNED ABOUT HER DAD 126 00:04:35,776 --> 00:04:37,645 BEING ANGRY BECAUSE HE SOMETIMES 127 00:04:37,645 --> 00:04:40,147 WOULD REALLY FLY OFF INTO RAGES 128 00:04:40,147 --> 00:04:42,182 WHEN WE WOULD COME HOME, 129 00:04:42,182 --> 00:04:43,917 ESPECIALLY IF IT WAS SOMETHING 130 00:04:43,917 --> 00:04:45,218 FROM THE THRIFT SHOP. 131 00:04:45,218 --> 00:04:47,287 "OH, DAD'S GONNA BE MAD!" 132 00:04:47,287 --> 00:04:49,623 >> IT BECAME A BIG PROBLEM 133 00:04:49,623 --> 00:04:52,025 BETWEEN MY MOM AND MY DAD'S 134 00:04:52,025 --> 00:04:55,195 RELATIONSHIP. 135 00:04:55,195 --> 00:04:57,998 >> MY HUSBAND MOVED OUT, LIKE, 136 00:04:57,998 --> 00:05:00,233 ALMOST THREE YEARS AGO. 137 00:05:00,233 --> 00:05:02,269 >> I FINALLY DECIDED I COULDN'T 138 00:05:02,269 --> 00:05:03,637 STAND IT ANY LONGER. 139 00:05:03,637 --> 00:05:07,107 I KIND OF GAVE UP. 140 00:05:08,776 --> 00:05:12,413 >> AFTER MY DAD LEFT, SHE JUST 141 00:05:12,413 --> 00:05:13,981 HID IN IT. 142 00:05:13,981 --> 00:05:17,385 LIKE, SHE DIDN'T EVEN LEAVE, 143 00:05:17,385 --> 00:05:19,787 EVER. 144 00:05:19,787 --> 00:05:26,760 WE BOTH KIND OF HID IN THE JUNK. 145 00:05:26,760 --> 00:05:29,630 >> HAVE TO GRIEVE THE LOSS OF 146 00:05:29,630 --> 00:05:33,133 THE WAY OUR FAMILY WAS, THE WAY 147 00:05:33,133 --> 00:05:34,067 IT IS NOW. 148 00:05:34,067 --> 00:05:37,170 IT'S A DEATH IN THE FACT THAT 149 00:05:37,170 --> 00:05:40,508 OUR FAMILY IS NOT WHAT IT WAS. 150 00:05:40,508 --> 00:05:42,543 >> I THINK EVERYONE WAS SORT OF 151 00:05:42,543 --> 00:05:44,011 AFFECTED DIFFERENTLY. 152 00:05:44,011 --> 00:05:45,913 I THINK EVERYONE ELSE SORT OF 153 00:05:45,913 --> 00:05:46,980 JUST RAN AWAY. 154 00:05:46,980 --> 00:05:52,586 IT WAS ABSOLUTELY TRAGIC, 155 00:05:52,586 --> 00:05:55,656 LEAVING HER... 156 00:05:55,656 --> 00:05:57,190 [ Voice breaking ] BECAUSE BEING 157 00:05:57,190 --> 00:05:58,526 THE LAST ONE, I ALWAYS FELT 158 00:05:58,526 --> 00:06:00,594 LIKE... 159 00:06:00,594 --> 00:06:03,196 I WAS THE ONE WHO NEEDED TO HELP 160 00:06:03,196 --> 00:06:04,765 HER AND SAVE HER. 161 00:06:04,765 --> 00:06:09,537 BUT I KNEW FOR MY WELL-BEING 162 00:06:09,537 --> 00:06:15,509 THAT I HAD TO JUST DO WHAT I HAD 163 00:06:15,509 --> 00:06:18,278 TO DO FOR MYSELF. 164 00:06:18,278 --> 00:06:24,084 AND I KNEW THAT ONE DAY SHE 165 00:06:24,084 --> 00:06:26,253 WOULD REALIZE THAT SHE NEEDS TO 166 00:06:26,253 --> 00:06:29,256 GET HELP, AND SHE WILL... 167 00:06:29,256 --> 00:06:31,959 I'm sorry. 168 00:06:37,631 --> 00:06:41,134 >> I TRIED TO FIND MY IDENTITY 169 00:06:41,134 --> 00:06:44,872 IN EVERYBODY ELSE AND BY FILLING 170 00:06:44,872 --> 00:06:48,075 MYSELF WITH THINGS AND MORE 171 00:06:48,075 --> 00:06:51,144 THINGS UNTIL I GOT TO THIS 172 00:06:51,144 --> 00:06:54,214 POINT, WHERE NOW I'M BEING 173 00:06:54,214 --> 00:06:57,350 SMOTHERED BY THINGS. 174 00:07:02,089 --> 00:07:04,992 >> MY NAME IS STEVEN, AND I AM 175 00:07:04,992 --> 00:07:06,727 48 YEARS OLD. 176 00:07:06,727 --> 00:07:08,428 I'LL DEFINITELY TAKE ONE OF 177 00:07:08,428 --> 00:07:09,029 THESE. 178 00:07:09,029 --> 00:07:11,599 I'VE ALWAYS HAD THE PROBLEM OF 179 00:07:11,599 --> 00:07:12,566 CLUTTER. 180 00:07:12,566 --> 00:07:14,735 I'VE THOUGHT ABOUT WHY I DO 181 00:07:14,735 --> 00:07:15,435 THIS. 182 00:07:15,435 --> 00:07:17,871 MY PARENTS HAD DIVORCED, AND MY 183 00:07:17,871 --> 00:07:19,973 FATHER WAS KIND OF DISTANT 184 00:07:19,973 --> 00:07:21,208 TOWARDS ME. 185 00:07:21,208 --> 00:07:23,143 I'M NOT QUITE SURE IF HE REALLY 186 00:07:23,143 --> 00:07:25,979 LIKED ME WHEN I WAS A CHILD. 187 00:07:25,979 --> 00:07:28,048 MY FATHER HAD GIVEN ME A TRAIN 188 00:07:28,048 --> 00:07:29,883 SET, BUT HE HAD TO SELL IT 189 00:07:29,883 --> 00:07:32,185 BECAUSE THEY NEEDED THE MONEY. 190 00:07:32,185 --> 00:07:35,322 AND SO I REMEMBER HAVING GOOD 191 00:07:35,322 --> 00:07:38,458 TIMES WITH MY FATHER AND THAT 192 00:07:38,458 --> 00:07:39,827 TRAIN SET. 193 00:07:39,827 --> 00:07:42,530 AND SO THAT DISAPPEARED. 194 00:07:42,530 --> 00:07:45,833 MAYBE THE ATTACHMENT TO THINGS 195 00:07:45,833 --> 00:07:48,936 WAS RELATED TO HAVING A GOOD 196 00:07:48,936 --> 00:07:52,472 RELATIONSHIP WITH MY FATHER. 197 00:07:52,472 --> 00:07:54,041 WHEN I FIRST MOVED INTO THIS 198 00:07:54,041 --> 00:07:55,776 APARTMENT, IT WASN'T ORGANIZED. 199 00:07:55,776 --> 00:07:57,410 SO I WOULD JUST PUT IT, LIKE, 200 00:07:57,410 --> 00:07:58,612 IN A TEMPORARY SPOT. 201 00:07:58,612 --> 00:08:00,614 EVERYTHING WAS A TEMPORARY SPOT. 202 00:08:00,614 --> 00:08:02,449 AND SINCE EVERYTHING WAS IN A 203 00:08:02,449 --> 00:08:04,484 TEMPORARY MODE, THAT'S THE WAY I 204 00:08:04,484 --> 00:08:06,486 HAD FELT ABOUT EVERYTHING ELSE, 205 00:08:06,486 --> 00:08:07,955 INCLUDING THE GARBAGE. 206 00:08:07,955 --> 00:08:10,057 AND SO IT JUST GOT TO THE POINT 207 00:08:10,057 --> 00:08:12,059 WHERE I HAVE SO MUCH STUFF IN 208 00:08:12,059 --> 00:08:14,127 THE APARTMENT, WHY EVEN BOTHER 209 00:08:14,127 --> 00:08:17,598 TO TAKE ANYTHING OUT, BECAUSE IT 210 00:08:17,598 --> 00:08:20,033 SEEMED OVERWHELMING. 211 00:08:20,033 --> 00:08:22,936 I THINK THE HOPELESSNESS WAS 212 00:08:22,936 --> 00:08:25,906 REALLY RELATED TO MY SENSE OF 213 00:08:25,906 --> 00:08:29,042 PERFECTIONISM, THAT IF I DIDN'T 214 00:08:29,042 --> 00:08:32,111 DO THINGS PERFECTLY, THEN THEY 215 00:08:32,111 --> 00:08:34,815 DIDN'T GET DONE AT ALL. 216 00:08:37,450 --> 00:08:39,219 MY LIFE IS FAIRLY SIMPLE. 217 00:08:39,219 --> 00:08:40,988 I'M COLLECTING DISABILITY 218 00:08:40,988 --> 00:08:43,190 PAYMENTS BECAUSE I HAVE A COUPLE 219 00:08:43,190 --> 00:08:45,058 PHYSICAL DISABILITIES AND A 220 00:08:45,058 --> 00:08:46,426 MENTAL DISABILITY. 221 00:08:46,426 --> 00:08:48,295 SO MY TIME IS MY OWN. 222 00:08:48,295 --> 00:08:50,864 IT'S UNCOMFORTABLE IN HERE FOR 223 00:08:50,864 --> 00:08:53,567 ME, SO I TRY TO LEAVE AND GO GET 224 00:08:53,567 --> 00:08:56,103 SOMETHING TO EAT SOMEWHERE AND 225 00:08:56,103 --> 00:08:58,739 HAVE SOME READING MATERIAL WITH 226 00:08:58,739 --> 00:09:00,974 ME. 227 00:09:00,974 --> 00:09:02,643 >> MY NAME IS WALLY KREZMIONKA, 228 00:09:02,643 --> 00:09:04,177 AND I'VE BEEN STEVEN'S FRIEND 229 00:09:04,177 --> 00:09:05,746 FOR A LITTLE OVER FOUR YEARS. 230 00:09:05,746 --> 00:09:08,348 WE HANG OUT PROBABLY TWICE A 231 00:09:08,348 --> 00:09:10,851 WEEK, AND I USUALLY RUN INTO 232 00:09:10,851 --> 00:09:13,220 HIM, LIKE, AT THE LIBRARY. 233 00:09:13,220 --> 00:09:14,722 IT'S EASIER TO RUN INTO HIM THAN 234 00:09:14,722 --> 00:09:16,123 ACTUALLY GET AHOLD OF HIM ON 235 00:09:16,123 --> 00:09:16,724 THE PHONE. 236 00:09:16,724 --> 00:09:18,992 YOU KNOW, I FIGURE, "WELL, I'LL 237 00:09:18,992 --> 00:09:21,394 JUST WALK BY SUBWAY, SEE IF HE'S 238 00:09:21,394 --> 00:09:23,530 THERE, MAYBE JACK IN THE BOX." 239 00:09:23,530 --> 00:09:24,998 >> I'VE BEEN LIKE THE 240 00:09:24,998 --> 00:09:26,800 ARTFUL DODGER, YOU KNOW? 241 00:09:26,800 --> 00:09:28,936 I CAN USUALLY JUST MEET ON THE 242 00:09:28,936 --> 00:09:30,370 OUTSIDE SOMEWHERE. 243 00:09:30,370 --> 00:09:32,072 >> I'D BE LIKE, "YEAH, WELL, 244 00:09:32,072 --> 00:09:34,007 MAYBE WE CAN HANG OUT, YOU KNOW? 245 00:09:34,007 --> 00:09:35,142 I CAN COME OVER." 246 00:09:35,142 --> 00:09:36,176 "I DON'T KNOW." 247 00:09:36,176 --> 00:09:37,878 STEVE WILL BE LIKE, "WELL, MY 248 00:09:37,878 --> 00:09:39,479 APARTMENT'S KIND OF MESSY." 249 00:09:39,479 --> 00:09:42,916 I SAID, "WELL, JUST CLEAN IT." 250 00:09:42,916 --> 00:09:44,451 "NO, IT'S A LITTLE MORE THAN 251 00:09:44,451 --> 00:09:46,519 THAT." 252 00:09:46,519 --> 00:09:48,956 I ACTUALLY GOT TO SEE A LITTLE 253 00:09:48,956 --> 00:09:51,091 BIT OF HIS APARTMENT. 254 00:09:51,091 --> 00:09:52,926 THE DOOR JUST KIND OF OPENED 255 00:09:52,926 --> 00:09:54,962 SOMEWHAT, AND HE WENT IN TO GET 256 00:09:54,962 --> 00:09:55,763 WHATEVER. 257 00:09:55,763 --> 00:09:58,699 I SAID, "STEVE." 258 00:09:58,699 --> 00:09:59,733 [ LAUGHS ] 259 00:09:59,733 --> 00:10:01,568 "WOW." 260 00:10:01,568 --> 00:10:04,638 >> WHEN I HAVE BEEN IN A PLACE 261 00:10:04,638 --> 00:10:07,875 WHERE THE PATHWAY TO WHERE I WAS 262 00:10:07,875 --> 00:10:10,744 SLEEPING AT -- I FELT UNEASY 263 00:10:10,744 --> 00:10:12,145 ABOUT THAT. 264 00:10:12,145 --> 00:10:13,847 AND THIS WAY I KNOW I'M KIND OF 265 00:10:13,847 --> 00:10:15,615 SECURE, BECAUSE IF SOMEONE TRIES 266 00:10:15,615 --> 00:10:17,384 TO GET TO ME, THEY WOULD HAVE TO 267 00:10:17,384 --> 00:10:19,086 GO THROUGH A LOT OF STUFF, MAKE 268 00:10:19,086 --> 00:10:20,020 A LOT OF NOISE. 269 00:10:20,020 --> 00:10:21,521 BUT LATELY I HAD A PROBLEM 270 00:10:21,521 --> 00:10:23,023 BECAUSE THEY HAD TO DO SOME 271 00:10:23,023 --> 00:10:24,557 MAINTENANCE ON MY APARTMENT 272 00:10:24,557 --> 00:10:26,226 BUILDING, AND THEY COULD NEVER 273 00:10:26,226 --> 00:10:27,828 COME IN TO DO THE MAINTENANCE 274 00:10:27,828 --> 00:10:30,597 BECAUSE THE CLUTTER WAS SO BAD. 275 00:10:30,597 --> 00:10:33,433 I AM THREATENED WITH EVICTION. 276 00:10:41,241 --> 00:10:43,944 >> I THINK IF STEVE GETS KICKED 277 00:10:43,944 --> 00:10:46,346 OUT, I DON'T KNOW WHAT HE'S 278 00:10:46,346 --> 00:10:48,816 GONNA DO, 'CAUSE ONCE YOU'VE 279 00:10:48,816 --> 00:10:51,451 BEEN HOMELESS, IT REALLY CAN'T 280 00:10:51,451 --> 00:10:52,820 GET MUCH WORSE THAN THAT. 281 00:10:55,989 --> 00:10:58,458 >> OKAY. 282 00:10:58,458 --> 00:11:00,093 >> AND MY APARTMENT'S ALL THE 283 00:11:00,093 --> 00:11:02,062 WAY AT THE END. 284 00:11:10,738 --> 00:11:12,572 >> I AM DOROTHY BREININGER, 285 00:11:12,572 --> 00:11:14,674 C.E.O. OF THE DELPHI CENTER FOR 286 00:11:14,674 --> 00:11:15,709 ORGANIZATION. 287 00:11:15,709 --> 00:11:18,445 >> YOU WANT TO GO IN FIRST? 288 00:11:18,445 --> 00:11:20,213 >> WELL, FIRST, I WANT TO TAKE A 289 00:11:20,213 --> 00:11:20,948 GOOD LOOK. 290 00:11:20,948 --> 00:11:21,982 AND WE HAVE A PATH. 291 00:11:21,982 --> 00:11:22,783 THIS IS GOOD. 292 00:11:22,783 --> 00:11:24,017 YES, I'M GOING IN. 293 00:11:24,017 --> 00:11:25,953 STEVEN AND I WERE TALKING ABOUT 294 00:11:25,953 --> 00:11:27,855 WHAT PEOPLE TYPICALLY SAY WHEN 295 00:11:27,855 --> 00:11:29,923 THEY SEE A HOARDING HOUSE OR A 296 00:11:29,923 --> 00:11:30,557 SPACE. 297 00:11:30,557 --> 00:11:32,359 AND USUALLY IT'S "BURN IT UP. 298 00:11:32,359 --> 00:11:35,395 OH, IF I HAD A MATCH." 299 00:11:35,395 --> 00:11:36,930 OKAY, CAN YOU UNSTICK MY FOOT 300 00:11:36,930 --> 00:11:38,265 WHEN YOU GET OVER THERE? 301 00:11:38,265 --> 00:11:40,333 >> YEAH. 302 00:11:40,333 --> 00:11:40,868 >> [ LAUGHS ] 303 00:11:40,868 --> 00:11:42,002 >> THERE WE GO. 304 00:11:42,002 --> 00:11:44,037 >> THANK YOU! 305 00:11:44,037 --> 00:11:45,773 MY APPROACH IS, "SO, WHAT DO YOU 306 00:11:45,773 --> 00:11:46,606 WANT TO KEEP? 307 00:11:46,606 --> 00:11:48,308 I'M NOT THROWING ANYTHING AWAY. 308 00:11:48,308 --> 00:11:49,877 IT'S ALL GONNA BE UP TO YOU. 309 00:11:49,877 --> 00:11:51,411 SO LET'S TALK ABOUT WHAT YOU 310 00:11:51,411 --> 00:11:52,512 WANT TO KEEP." 311 00:11:52,512 --> 00:11:53,814 LIKE, THE PLASTICS? 312 00:11:53,814 --> 00:11:55,582 IS THAT SOMETHING THAT WE'RE 313 00:11:55,582 --> 00:11:57,384 GOING TO LOOK AT IN TERMS OF 314 00:11:57,384 --> 00:11:59,319 RECYCLING OR SOMETHING THAT YOU 315 00:11:59,319 --> 00:12:00,320 WANT TO KEEP? 316 00:12:00,320 --> 00:12:01,822 >> I DON'T WANT -- NO, THE 317 00:12:01,822 --> 00:12:03,490 PLASTICS I DON'T WANT TO KEEP. 318 00:12:03,490 --> 00:12:05,125 IF WE CAN RECYCLE THEM, FINE. 319 00:12:05,125 --> 00:12:07,494 I WAS THINKING, THOUGH, MAYBE I 320 00:12:07,494 --> 00:12:09,096 COULD KEEP THE CAPS. 321 00:12:09,096 --> 00:12:09,763 >> BECAUSE? 322 00:12:09,763 --> 00:12:11,298 >> THEY HAVE THOSE NUMBERS ON 323 00:12:11,298 --> 00:12:12,833 THEM, AND YOU CAN GO TO THEIR 324 00:12:12,833 --> 00:12:14,034 WEBSITE AND GET STUFF. 325 00:12:14,034 --> 00:12:15,969 >> DID I SAY GET STUFF? 326 00:12:15,969 --> 00:12:17,470 OR, I MEAN, HEAR "GET STUFF"? 327 00:12:17,470 --> 00:12:19,039 WE TALKED ABOUT A BUNCH OF 328 00:12:19,039 --> 00:12:20,841 GOALS, AND WHEN YOU'RE ABLE TO 329 00:12:20,841 --> 00:12:22,509 DEFINE WHAT YOUR LIFE VALUES 330 00:12:22,509 --> 00:12:24,411 ARE, WHAT'S MOST IMPORTANT, THEN 331 00:12:24,411 --> 00:12:26,179 EVERYTHING ELSE CAN KIND OF GO 332 00:12:26,179 --> 00:12:27,948 OUT OF THE SPACE AND JUST KEEP 333 00:12:27,948 --> 00:12:29,082 WHAT'S IMPORTANT. 334 00:12:29,082 --> 00:12:30,617 AND FOR HIM, A SPIRITUAL JOURNEY 335 00:12:30,617 --> 00:12:31,852 IS WHAT'S INTERESTING AND 336 00:12:31,852 --> 00:12:33,353 IMPOANT FOR HIM, AND HE WANTS 337 00:12:33,353 --> 00:12:34,221 TO WRITE A BOOK. 338 00:12:34,221 --> 00:12:35,956 SO WE'LL KEEP ALL OF THAT THAT 339 00:12:35,956 --> 00:12:37,157 SUPPORTS THAT GOAL. 340 00:12:37,157 --> 00:12:39,492 AND SO I'LL BE ASKING YOU 341 00:12:39,492 --> 00:12:42,362 TOMORROW, "WILL THE LIDS FULFILL 342 00:12:42,362 --> 00:12:43,964 ON THAT FOR YOU? 343 00:12:43,964 --> 00:12:45,799 WILL IT KEEP YOU GOING DOWN THAT 344 00:12:45,799 --> 00:12:46,733 SPIRITUAL PATH?" 345 00:12:46,733 --> 00:12:47,100 >> NO. 346 00:12:47,100 --> 00:12:48,735 >> OR WILL IT KEEP YOU STUCK, 347 00:12:48,735 --> 00:12:50,337 WHICH IS CATEGORY NUMBER TWO. 348 00:12:50,337 --> 00:12:51,839 >> IT PROBABLY -- IT'D BE A 349 00:12:51,839 --> 00:12:52,739 WASTE OF TIME. 350 00:12:52,739 --> 00:12:53,406 >> [ LAUGHS ] 351 00:12:53,406 --> 00:12:54,707 BUT, YOU KNOW, IF YOU WANTED TO 352 00:12:54,707 --> 00:12:56,076 KEEP THEM, YOU COULD, 'CAUSE I'M 353 00:12:56,076 --> 00:12:57,244 NOT THROWING ANYTHING AWAY. 354 00:12:57,244 --> 00:12:57,777 >> MM-HMM. 355 00:12:57,777 --> 00:12:59,046 >> YOU'RE GONNA BE MAKING THOSE 356 00:12:59,046 --> 00:12:59,512 CHOICES. 357 00:12:59,512 --> 00:13:01,915 >> YOU HAVE TO LOOK AT WHAT 358 00:13:01,915 --> 00:13:03,616 YOU'RE GONNA SEE AFTER 359 00:13:03,616 --> 00:13:05,652 EVERYTHING'S CLEANED UP. 360 00:13:05,652 --> 00:13:07,254 IT'S LIKE BEAUTY THAT'S BEEN 361 00:13:07,254 --> 00:13:08,021 COVERED UP. 362 00:13:08,021 --> 00:13:09,522 YOU WANT TO REMOVE THAT AND 363 00:13:09,522 --> 00:13:10,690 VALUE FUNCTIONALITY. 364 00:13:10,690 --> 00:13:14,527 I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO IT. 365 00:13:14,527 --> 00:13:18,331 I'M MENTALLY READY FOR IT. 366 00:13:18,331 --> 00:13:21,601 >> ON SATURDAY, WE ARE GOING TO 367 00:13:21,601 --> 00:13:24,104 DO A MAJOR CLEANUP. 368 00:13:31,879 --> 00:13:33,813 I HAVE A CLEANUP CREW COMING. 369 00:13:33,813 --> 00:13:35,815 A LOT OF THINGS ARE GONNA GO TO 370 00:13:35,815 --> 00:13:36,616 THE DUMP. 371 00:13:36,616 --> 00:13:38,618 A LOT OF THINGS ARE GONNA GO TO 372 00:13:38,618 --> 00:13:40,620 THE THRIFT SHOP OR WHEREVER THE 373 00:13:40,620 --> 00:13:44,457 JUNK PEOPLE DECIDE TO TAKE IT. 374 00:13:44,457 --> 00:13:46,059 >> THE REASON THAT SHE'S DEALING 375 00:13:46,059 --> 00:13:47,560 WITH THIS NOW IS BECAUSE IT'S 376 00:13:47,560 --> 00:13:49,029 GOTTEN SO OUT OF CONTROL, AND 377 00:13:49,029 --> 00:13:50,397 THERE'S NO WAY THAT SHE CAN 378 00:13:50,397 --> 00:13:51,932 LEAVE THIS HOUSE AND THE HOUSE 379 00:13:51,932 --> 00:13:53,466 CAN GET SOLD AND SHE CAN START 380 00:13:53,466 --> 00:13:55,068 A NEW LIFE WITH ALL OF THIS 381 00:13:55,068 --> 00:13:57,170 STUFF. 382 00:13:57,170 --> 00:13:58,939 >> I THINK A WHILE THERE, LIKE, 383 00:13:58,939 --> 00:14:00,740 IF SHE WOULD HAVE GOT IT CLEANED 384 00:14:00,740 --> 00:14:02,475 UP, IT PROBABLY WOULD HAVE GONE 385 00:14:02,475 --> 00:14:04,177 BACK TO THE SAME STATE THAT IT 386 00:14:04,177 --> 00:14:04,777 WAS IN. 387 00:14:04,777 --> 00:14:06,313 BUT NOW I THINK SHE'S TO THE 388 00:14:06,313 --> 00:14:07,948 POINT WHERE SHE'S LIKE, "WOW. 389 00:14:07,948 --> 00:14:08,748 I NEED HELP. 390 00:14:08,748 --> 00:14:09,917 I NEED TO GET OUT OF HERE." 391 00:14:09,917 --> 00:14:12,252 >> [ SIGHS ] 392 00:14:12,252 --> 00:14:14,621 I AM DONE BEING THE STORAGE 393 00:14:14,621 --> 00:14:15,455 WOMAN. 394 00:14:15,455 --> 00:14:16,990 IT'S PART OF THE REASON THINGS 395 00:14:16,990 --> 00:14:18,625 HAVE PILED UP IS BECAUSE PEOPLE 396 00:14:18,625 --> 00:14:21,694 LEFT AND LEFT THEIR STUFF. 397 00:14:21,694 --> 00:14:22,963 >> NO. 398 00:14:22,963 --> 00:14:23,997 >> [ LAUGHS ] 399 00:14:23,997 --> 00:14:24,898 >> NO. 400 00:14:24,898 --> 00:14:26,666 >> PART. 401 00:14:26,666 --> 00:14:27,901 >> NO. 402 00:14:27,901 --> 00:14:32,605 MAYBE, LIKE, 5% OF THE HOUSE IS 403 00:14:32,605 --> 00:14:36,309 THINGS THAT PEOPLE LEFT. 404 00:14:36,309 --> 00:14:40,680 I AM VERY SKEPTICAL OF WHAT'S 405 00:14:40,680 --> 00:14:41,814 GONNA HAPPEN. 406 00:14:41,814 --> 00:14:45,919 I HAVE VERY HIGH HOPE THAT THIS 407 00:14:45,919 --> 00:14:50,123 WILL CHANGE HER AND THIS IS WHAT 408 00:14:50,123 --> 00:14:52,592 SHE NEEDS TO CHANGE HER LIFE. 409 00:14:54,761 --> 00:14:55,862 >> GOOD MORNING! 410 00:14:55,862 --> 00:14:56,763 >> HI, LINDA. 411 00:14:56,763 --> 00:14:57,764 >> HOW ARE YOU? 412 00:14:57,764 --> 00:14:59,332 >> GOOD. GOOD TO SEE YOU. 413 00:14:59,332 --> 00:15:00,567 >> GOOD TO SEE YOU, TOO. 414 00:15:00,567 --> 00:15:02,169 >> MY NAME'S DR. RENAE REINARDY. 415 00:15:02,169 --> 00:15:03,636 I'M A PSYCHOLOGIST, AND I 416 00:15:03,636 --> 00:15:04,504 SPECIALIZE IN 417 00:15:04,504 --> 00:15:06,173 OBSESSIVE-COMPULSIVE DISORDER 418 00:15:06,173 --> 00:15:07,640 AND COMPULSIVE HOARDING. 419 00:15:07,640 --> 00:15:09,109 >> DO THE GRAND TOUR? 420 00:15:09,109 --> 00:15:10,843 >> I'M READY FOR THE TOUR. 421 00:15:10,843 --> 00:15:11,544 >> OKAY. 422 00:15:11,544 --> 00:15:13,513 >> WORKING WITH LINDA, I WOULD 423 00:15:13,513 --> 00:15:15,582 SAY THAT SHE FALLS INTO THE VERY 424 00:15:15,582 --> 00:15:16,649 TYPICAL RANGE. 425 00:15:16,649 --> 00:15:18,551 COMPULSIVE HOARDING IS A VERY 426 00:15:18,551 --> 00:15:19,786 COMPLEX BEHAVIOR. 427 00:15:19,786 --> 00:15:21,788 IT'S MUCH MORE THAN JUST HAVING 428 00:15:21,788 --> 00:15:23,256 A DISORGANIZED HOUSE. 429 00:15:23,256 --> 00:15:24,824 AND HOW LONG HAS IT BEEN LIKE 430 00:15:24,824 --> 00:15:25,959 THIS, WOULD YOU SAY? 431 00:15:25,959 --> 00:15:27,894 >> IT'S BEEN LIKE THIS FOR A 432 00:15:27,894 --> 00:15:28,962 COUPLE YEARS. 433 00:15:28,962 --> 00:15:30,563 >> IT'S A MULTIFACETED 434 00:15:30,563 --> 00:15:32,565 PROBLEM -- LOTS OF PATTERN OF 435 00:15:32,565 --> 00:15:34,467 THOUGHT, LOTS OF PATTERN OF 436 00:15:34,467 --> 00:15:35,368 BEHAVIORS. 437 00:15:35,368 --> 00:15:37,270 THERE'S OFTENTIMES COMORBID 438 00:15:37,270 --> 00:15:38,238 CONDITIONS. 439 00:15:38,238 --> 00:15:40,140 DEPRESSION, ANXIETY, EATING 440 00:15:40,140 --> 00:15:41,341 DISORDERS, OCD, 441 00:15:41,341 --> 00:15:43,243 ATTENTION-DEFICIT PROBLEMS, 442 00:15:43,243 --> 00:15:45,245 ADDICTION DIFFICULTIES, TRAUMA 443 00:15:45,245 --> 00:15:46,679 HISTORIES CAN ALL BE 444 00:15:46,679 --> 00:15:48,715 CONTRIBUTING FACTORS THAT LEAD 445 00:15:48,715 --> 00:15:50,483 TO A HOARDING SYMPTOM OR A 446 00:15:50,483 --> 00:15:52,552 COMPULSIVE-ACQUISITION SYMPTOM. 447 00:15:52,552 --> 00:15:54,421 >> I GOT BOXES OF KITCHEN STUFF 448 00:15:54,421 --> 00:15:56,156 THAT I STARTED TO GO THROUGH. 449 00:15:56,156 --> 00:15:56,823 >> SURE. 450 00:15:56,823 --> 00:15:58,491 >> I'VE GOT THINGS FROM THE 451 00:15:58,491 --> 00:16:00,027 CABINET THAT I STARTED TO 452 00:16:00,027 --> 00:16:00,760 ORGANIZE. 453 00:16:00,760 --> 00:16:01,728 I TOOK IT OUT. 454 00:16:01,728 --> 00:16:03,596 I STARTED TO ORGANIZE, AND THEN 455 00:16:03,596 --> 00:16:04,998 SOMETHING ELSE HAPPENS. 456 00:16:04,998 --> 00:16:06,966 I GET DISTRACTED, AND IT DOESN'T 457 00:16:06,966 --> 00:16:07,900 GET PUT BACK. 458 00:16:07,900 --> 00:16:08,635 OKAY. 459 00:16:08,635 --> 00:16:10,570 SO THIS IS MY BEDROOM. 460 00:16:10,570 --> 00:16:11,271 >> OKAY. 461 00:16:11,271 --> 00:16:13,140 THERE'S THREE COMPONENTS THAT 462 00:16:13,140 --> 00:16:14,774 TEND TO BE MOST COMMON -- 463 00:16:14,774 --> 00:16:16,743 ACQUIRING TOO MUCH, NOT KNOWING 464 00:16:16,743 --> 00:16:18,511 WHAT TO DO WITH THOSE THINGS 465 00:16:18,511 --> 00:16:20,380 WHEN THEY ARE ACQUIRED, WHICH 466 00:16:20,380 --> 00:16:22,382 LEADS TO TOO MUCH CLUTTER IN THE 467 00:16:22,382 --> 00:16:24,417 HOUSE, CAR, WORKPLACE THAT MAKES 468 00:16:24,417 --> 00:16:26,219 DAILY ACTIVITY DIFFICULT AND 469 00:16:26,219 --> 00:16:28,221 CAUSES DISTRESS OR IMPAIRMENT TO 470 00:16:28,221 --> 00:16:30,190 THE PERSON WHO HAS THE HOARDING 471 00:16:30,190 --> 00:16:32,059 PROBLEM. 472 00:16:32,059 --> 00:16:34,061 I THINK THAT LINDA'S A GOOD 473 00:16:34,061 --> 00:16:35,862 CANDIDATE FOR TREATMENT. 474 00:16:35,862 --> 00:16:38,065 I THINK SHE IS DEVELOPING SOME 475 00:16:38,065 --> 00:16:40,333 GOOD INSIGHTS AND IS STARTING TO 476 00:16:40,333 --> 00:16:41,801 TAKE SOME PERSONAL 477 00:16:41,801 --> 00:16:43,470 RESPONSIBILITY FOR IT. 478 00:16:43,470 --> 00:16:45,172 AND I THINK SHE'S VERY 479 00:16:45,172 --> 00:16:46,106 MOTIVATED. 480 00:16:46,106 --> 00:16:49,909 >> ALL THE SUDDEN, I'M REALIZING 481 00:16:49,909 --> 00:16:53,513 THAT I HAVE TO DO SOMETHING TO 482 00:16:53,513 --> 00:16:55,682 GET OUT OF HERE. 483 00:16:55,682 --> 00:16:58,017 YOU CAN'T GET OUT OF JAIL UNLESS 484 00:16:58,017 --> 00:16:59,852 SOMEBODY OPENS THE DOOR. 485 00:16:59,852 --> 00:17:02,122 AND THEN ONCE THE DOOR IS OPEN, 486 00:17:02,122 --> 00:17:04,324 YOU BETTER GO, BECAUSE THERE'S 487 00:17:04,324 --> 00:17:06,726 ONLY ONE WAY OUT. 488 00:17:11,263 --> 00:17:12,932 >> I HAVE A CLEANUP CREW 489 00:17:12,932 --> 00:17:14,867 COMING. 490 00:17:24,911 --> 00:17:25,978 >> THAT'S WHERE SHE'S FROM. 491 00:17:25,978 --> 00:17:26,913 LIKE, SHE WAS ACTUALLY OUT IN 492 00:17:26,913 --> 00:17:27,747 THE OUTSKIRTS OF MEMPHIS. 493 00:17:27,747 --> 00:17:29,082 SO IT'S NOT AS BAD. 494 00:17:29,082 --> 00:17:31,718 >> I'M GOING TO SALVAGE WHAT I 495 00:17:31,718 --> 00:17:34,387 WANT TO TAKE WITH ME, PUT IN A 496 00:17:34,387 --> 00:17:36,656 POD THAT IS SITTING IN MY 497 00:17:36,656 --> 00:17:39,392 DRIVEWAY AND GET IT READY TO BE 498 00:17:39,392 --> 00:17:41,828 SOLD AND START MY NEW LIFE. 499 00:17:41,828 --> 00:17:42,962 >> ALL RIGHT. 500 00:17:42,962 --> 00:17:44,831 WELL, WE'LL GET STARTED. 501 00:17:44,831 --> 00:17:45,898 OF COURSE, IT'S A BIG DAY. 502 00:17:45,898 --> 00:17:47,600 BIG, BIG DAY FOR YOU, 503 00:17:47,600 --> 00:17:48,668 ESPECIALLY. 504 00:17:48,668 --> 00:17:49,669 >> THAT IT IS. 505 00:17:49,669 --> 00:17:50,870 >> AND YOU, TOO, KYLE. 506 00:17:50,870 --> 00:17:52,505 SO I THINK THERE ARE A COUPLE OF 507 00:17:52,505 --> 00:17:53,306 GROUND RULES. 508 00:17:53,306 --> 00:17:54,941 I DO WANT LINDA TO BE IN CHARGE 509 00:17:54,941 --> 00:17:55,875 OF THIS PROCESS. 510 00:17:55,875 --> 00:17:57,477 WE WANT TO CHECK EVERYTHING OUT 511 00:17:57,477 --> 00:17:58,345 WITH HER FIRST. 512 00:17:58,345 --> 00:17:59,979 SO SHE'S THE ONE THAT MAKES ALL 513 00:17:59,979 --> 00:18:01,481 THE DECISIONS WITH EVERYTHING 514 00:18:01,481 --> 00:18:05,718 AND THE PERSON RUNNING THE SHOW. 515 00:18:05,718 --> 00:18:07,687 NOW WHAT WE HAVE TO SEE IS MORE 516 00:18:07,687 --> 00:18:09,622 OF THE BEHAVIORAL ASPECTS OF IT. 517 00:18:09,622 --> 00:18:11,358 WHAT IS SHE GONNA BE ABLE TO 518 00:18:11,358 --> 00:18:12,091 TOLERATE? 519 00:18:12,091 --> 00:18:14,026 HOW LONG IS SHE GONNA BE ABLE TO 520 00:18:14,026 --> 00:18:14,761 WORK FOR? 521 00:18:14,761 --> 00:18:16,696 HOW MUCH IS SHE GONNA BE ABLE TO 522 00:18:16,696 --> 00:18:17,430 DELEGATE? 523 00:18:17,430 --> 00:18:19,232 AND WE'RE NOT GONNA KNOW UNTIL 524 00:18:19,232 --> 00:18:20,700 WE GET STARTED, REALLY. 525 00:18:20,700 --> 00:18:22,034 YOU READY TO GET STARTED? 526 00:18:22,034 --> 00:18:22,835 >> I'M READY. 527 00:18:22,835 --> 00:18:23,736 >> LET'S DO IT. 528 00:18:23,736 --> 00:18:24,304 >> OKAY. 529 00:18:24,304 --> 00:18:26,806 SOUNDS GOOD. 530 00:18:26,806 --> 00:18:28,775 THE MOST IMPORTANT THING FOR ME, 531 00:18:28,775 --> 00:18:30,510 LIKE I SAID, IS I WANT TO SEE 532 00:18:30,510 --> 00:18:32,345 SOME COMPLETION ON THIS THING. 533 00:18:32,345 --> 00:18:36,449 AND IT'S OVERWHELMING, AS YOU 534 00:18:36,449 --> 00:18:38,485 CAN SEE. 535 00:18:38,485 --> 00:18:39,419 OH, BOY. 536 00:18:39,419 --> 00:18:40,253 >> IN THE POD. 537 00:18:40,253 --> 00:18:41,421 >> OKAY. 538 00:18:41,421 --> 00:18:44,357 >> IN THE TRUCK. 539 00:18:44,357 --> 00:18:45,792 >> PUT IT IN THE POD. 540 00:18:45,792 --> 00:18:46,759 >> NOW, IS THIS GONNA BE -- 541 00:18:46,759 --> 00:18:47,260 >> GO. 542 00:18:47,260 --> 00:18:48,261 >> THIS IS A GO. 543 00:18:48,261 --> 00:18:49,396 >> YOU KNOW WHAT? 544 00:18:49,396 --> 00:18:50,897 THIS IS A WHOLE BUNCH OF 545 00:18:50,897 --> 00:18:52,665 DIFFERENT CLOTHES, AND I'M NOT 546 00:18:52,665 --> 00:18:53,600 EVEN GONNA... 547 00:18:53,600 --> 00:18:54,167 >> OKAY. 548 00:18:54,167 --> 00:18:55,602 >> NOT EVEN GONNA GO THERE. 549 00:18:55,602 --> 00:18:58,070 AND MORE VITAMINS AND... 550 00:18:58,070 --> 00:18:59,406 HAIR COLOR... 551 00:18:59,406 --> 00:19:00,673 GOODBYE. 552 00:19:00,673 --> 00:19:01,608 BYE! 553 00:19:01,608 --> 00:19:02,375 YAY. 554 00:19:02,375 --> 00:19:05,978 THIS I AM GONNA...NOT KEEP. 555 00:19:05,978 --> 00:19:08,047 I WAS GONNA SAY I'M GONNA KEEP 556 00:19:08,047 --> 00:19:09,482 IT, BUT IT'S "UCKY." 557 00:19:09,482 --> 00:19:11,218 >> I THINK PEOPLE VIEW HOARDING 558 00:19:11,218 --> 00:19:12,919 AS A BEHAVIOR THAT'S EASIER TO 559 00:19:12,919 --> 00:19:14,654 CONTROL THAN IT ACTUALLY IS, OF 560 00:19:14,654 --> 00:19:16,256 "WELL, JUST CLEAN IT UP," OR 561 00:19:16,256 --> 00:19:17,890 "JUST THROW IT AWAY" OR "JUST 562 00:19:17,890 --> 00:19:18,858 STOP SHOPPING." 563 00:19:18,858 --> 00:19:21,294 IT'S A PATTERN OF BEHAVIOR, BUT 564 00:19:21,294 --> 00:19:23,496 IT'S ALSO VERY BIOLOGICALLY 565 00:19:23,496 --> 00:19:24,231 BASED. 566 00:19:24,231 --> 00:19:25,898 AND RIGHT NOW THERE'S A LOT OF 567 00:19:25,898 --> 00:19:27,534 GENETICS RESEARCH THAT'S BEING 568 00:19:27,534 --> 00:19:29,302 DONE, AND THERE'S ACTUALLY A FEW 569 00:19:29,302 --> 00:19:31,070 GENES THAT HAVE BEEN TARGETED TO 570 00:19:31,070 --> 00:19:32,639 BE ASSOCIATED WITH HOARDING. 571 00:19:32,639 --> 00:19:34,374 SO THERE'S LOTS OF COMPONENTS TO 572 00:19:34,374 --> 00:19:34,774 IT. 573 00:19:34,774 --> 00:19:36,409 THE BIOLOGICAL COMPONENT IS AN 574 00:19:36,409 --> 00:19:37,977 IMPORTANT ONE TO UNDERSTAND. 575 00:19:37,977 --> 00:19:39,979 >> AND, YOU KNOW, I'M NOT SURE 576 00:19:39,979 --> 00:19:42,081 ABOUT THIS, SO I'M GONNA KEEP MY 577 00:19:42,081 --> 00:19:43,983 MEASURING CUP, THOUGH. 578 00:19:49,356 --> 00:19:51,224 >> DR. REINARDY AND MY MOM ARE 579 00:19:51,224 --> 00:19:53,192 DOWNSTAIRS, SORTING STILL, AND I 580 00:19:53,192 --> 00:19:54,761 THINK THAT'S GOING GOOD. 581 00:19:54,761 --> 00:19:56,429 I'M KIND OF ONE OF THOSE PEOPLE 582 00:19:56,429 --> 00:19:58,064 THAT WANT TO GET THINGS DONE AS 583 00:19:58,064 --> 00:19:59,599 FAST AS POSSIBLE, AND I KNOW 584 00:19:59,599 --> 00:20:01,000 THAT'S KIND OF PROCESS YOU 585 00:20:01,000 --> 00:20:01,868 DON'T DO THAT. 586 00:20:01,868 --> 00:20:03,503 SO IT'S KIND OF HARD FOR ME 587 00:20:03,503 --> 00:20:05,272 BECAUSE I JUST WANT TO GET THE 588 00:20:05,272 --> 00:20:07,073 BALL ROLLING AND GET THINGS OUT 589 00:20:07,073 --> 00:20:07,740 OF HERE. 590 00:20:07,740 --> 00:20:08,641 IS THERE ANYTHING YOU WANT ME TO 591 00:20:08,641 --> 00:20:08,975 DO? 592 00:20:08,975 --> 00:20:11,043 THE OLD FREEZER AND THOSE OLD 593 00:20:11,043 --> 00:20:13,079 BIKES THAT WE ALREADY TALKED 594 00:20:13,079 --> 00:20:14,781 ABOUT GETTING RID OF -- 595 00:20:14,781 --> 00:20:16,082 >> YEAH, THOSE CAN GO. 596 00:20:16,082 --> 00:20:17,183 YEAH, PLEASE. 597 00:20:17,183 --> 00:20:22,088 THAT WOULD BE AWESOME, KYLE. 598 00:20:22,088 --> 00:20:23,356 ALL THIS CAN GO. 599 00:20:23,356 --> 00:20:25,325 I KNOW THAT. 600 00:20:25,325 --> 00:20:26,493 >> HA! 601 00:20:26,493 --> 00:20:30,029 GETTING TO THE BOTTOM OF IT. 602 00:20:30,029 --> 00:20:30,597 >> YOU ARE. 603 00:20:30,597 --> 00:20:31,964 >> HALLELUJAH! 604 00:20:38,605 --> 00:20:39,772 >> THAT STING THAT YOU 605 00:20:39,772 --> 00:20:41,040 EXPERIENCE WHEN YOU MAKE 606 00:20:41,040 --> 00:20:42,509 DECISIONS LIKE THAT -- THAT'S 607 00:20:42,509 --> 00:20:43,209 GONNA FADE. 608 00:20:43,209 --> 00:20:44,644 >> RIGHT, JUST A LITTLE BIT. 609 00:20:44,644 --> 00:20:45,077 >> YEAH. 610 00:20:45,077 --> 00:20:45,978 >> HEY, MOM? 611 00:20:45,978 --> 00:20:47,647 THE STUFF THAT'S OUTS-- YOU 612 00:20:47,647 --> 00:20:49,516 KNOW, LIKE, ALL THE JUNK THAT'S 613 00:20:49,516 --> 00:20:51,318 OUTSIDE, LIKE THE OLD, BROKEN 614 00:20:51,318 --> 00:20:53,152 TOYS AND STUFF, SHOULD WE JUST 615 00:20:53,152 --> 00:20:54,987 START GETTING SOME OF THAT OUT 616 00:20:54,987 --> 00:20:56,389 WHILE THEY'RE WAITING? 617 00:20:56,389 --> 00:20:57,490 >> I DON'T KNOW. 618 00:20:57,490 --> 00:20:59,058 >> ALL THE STUFF OUT HERE THAT 619 00:20:59,058 --> 00:21:00,627 YOU ALREADY SAID YOU WANTED TO 620 00:21:00,627 --> 00:21:00,993 GO. 621 00:21:00,993 --> 00:21:02,995 LIKE, THE OLD BED FRAME, LIKE 622 00:21:02,995 --> 00:21:04,196 THIS OLD CHAIR? 623 00:21:04,196 --> 00:21:06,032 >> THE CHAIR, YEAH, BUT -- 624 00:21:06,032 --> 00:21:08,200 >> I THINK IT'D BE GOOD IF YOUR 625 00:21:08,200 --> 00:21:09,636 MOM COULD BE THERE. 626 00:21:09,636 --> 00:21:11,237 WE JUST WANT TO DO ONE AREA AT A 627 00:21:11,237 --> 00:21:11,671 TIME. 628 00:21:11,671 --> 00:21:13,172 SO, I KNOW THAT YOU'RE EXCITED 629 00:21:13,172 --> 00:21:14,574 TO GET STUFF PROCESSED, AND 630 00:21:14,574 --> 00:21:15,475 WE'LL GET TO IT. 631 00:21:15,475 --> 00:21:16,776 >> IT WOULD BE EASY -- 632 00:21:16,776 --> 00:21:17,910 >> WELL, I'M JUST SAYING, 'CAUSE 633 00:21:17,910 --> 00:21:19,011 THEY'RE JUST STANDING OUT THERE 634 00:21:19,011 --> 00:21:19,512 IN THE RAIN. 635 00:21:19,512 --> 00:21:21,247 AND IF THEY HAD SOMETHING GOING 636 00:21:21,247 --> 00:21:21,648 ON. 637 00:21:21,648 --> 00:21:25,051 >> TAKE THE CHAIR, AND WE'LL GET 638 00:21:25,051 --> 00:21:28,955 THAT. 639 00:21:28,955 --> 00:21:30,790 >> AT THIS PACE, I DON'T SEE US 640 00:21:30,790 --> 00:21:32,625 GETTING DONE WITH EVEN HALF THE 641 00:21:32,625 --> 00:21:33,192 HOUSE. 642 00:21:33,192 --> 00:21:34,461 THERE'S STILL SO MUCH THAT NEEDS 643 00:21:34,461 --> 00:21:37,697 TO BE DONE. 644 00:21:37,697 --> 00:21:39,899 THAT'S JUNK. 645 00:21:39,899 --> 00:21:42,168 >> I THINK THAT LINDA BEING ABLE 646 00:21:42,168 --> 00:21:44,337 TO DO THIS ON HER OWN AND KIND 647 00:21:44,337 --> 00:21:46,272 OF THE SLOW PROCESS IN THE 648 00:21:46,272 --> 00:21:48,274 BEGINNING -- THERE ARE SOME 649 00:21:48,274 --> 00:21:49,609 CONCERNS FOR PEOPLE. 650 00:21:49,609 --> 00:21:50,877 IT IS A SKILL. 651 00:21:50,877 --> 00:21:53,245 SO JUST LIKE ANYTHING ELSE, THE 652 00:21:53,245 --> 00:21:55,548 FIRST TIME THAT WE DO IT, IT'S 653 00:21:55,548 --> 00:21:57,384 GONNA GO A LITTLE SLOW. 654 00:21:57,384 --> 00:21:59,151 I MEAN, WE COULD GO IN, WE COULD 655 00:21:59,151 --> 00:22:00,420 USE THE CREW, WE COULD 656 00:22:00,420 --> 00:22:02,154 TRAUMATIZE HER AND JUST KIND OF 657 00:22:02,154 --> 00:22:03,890 PLOW FORWARD WITH IT AND GET THE 658 00:22:03,890 --> 00:22:04,724 HOUSE CLEAN. 659 00:22:04,724 --> 00:22:05,825 BUT YOU KNOW WHAT? 660 00:22:05,825 --> 00:22:07,460 IN TWO MONTHS, WE'D PROBABLY 661 00:22:07,460 --> 00:22:08,828 HAVE TO COME BACK AGAIN. 662 00:22:08,828 --> 00:22:10,930 >> IN THE PAST, PART OF THE 663 00:22:10,930 --> 00:22:12,999 PROBLEM WAS MY OWN ANXIETY. 664 00:22:12,999 --> 00:22:15,134 AND I WASN'T SURE WHAT TO DO 665 00:22:15,134 --> 00:22:16,168 WITH STUFF. 666 00:22:16,168 --> 00:22:18,438 THEY WANTED TO BE HELPFUL, AND 667 00:22:18,438 --> 00:22:20,807 IN THE PROCESS, I FELT PRESSURE, 668 00:22:20,807 --> 00:22:22,875 WHICH EQUALED MORE ANXIETY. 669 00:22:22,875 --> 00:22:23,776 >> RIGHT. 670 00:22:23,776 --> 00:22:26,178 >> AND THEN I JUST COULDN'T MAKE 671 00:22:26,178 --> 00:22:29,148 A DECISION. 672 00:22:29,148 --> 00:22:30,517 >> WELL, WE SEE THAT AS AN 673 00:22:30,517 --> 00:22:31,918 OPTION. 674 00:22:31,918 --> 00:22:32,619 ALL RIGHT, YOU GUYS. 675 00:22:32,619 --> 00:22:33,920 TAKE CARE. 676 00:22:41,828 --> 00:22:43,029 >> YOU WANT TO WORK SHOES, OR DO 677 00:22:43,029 --> 00:22:43,796 YOU WANT TO WORK -- 678 00:22:43,796 --> 00:22:44,497 >> YEAH, LET'S DO SHOES. 679 00:22:44,497 --> 00:22:45,998 LET'S DO THE SHOES. 680 00:22:45,998 --> 00:22:46,766 OKAY. 681 00:22:46,766 --> 00:22:48,601 >> MY GREATEST FEAR IS THAT 682 00:22:48,601 --> 00:22:50,637 SHE'S JUST GONNA PROCRASTINATE 683 00:22:50,637 --> 00:22:52,805 ON GETTING MORE THINGS DONE WHEN 684 00:22:52,805 --> 00:22:54,974 SHE WANTS TO GET OUT SO BAD, GET 685 00:22:54,974 --> 00:22:56,242 OUT OF THE HOUSE. 686 00:22:56,242 --> 00:22:57,777 BUT IF SHE DOESN'T HAVE PEOPLE 687 00:22:57,777 --> 00:22:59,311 PUSHING HER AND MOTIVATING HER 688 00:22:59,311 --> 00:23:00,847 TO KEEP GOING, SHE'S NOT GONNA 689 00:23:00,847 --> 00:23:02,314 MAKE A LOT OF PROGRESS IN THE 690 00:23:02,314 --> 00:23:03,149 WEEKS TO COME. 691 00:23:03,149 --> 00:23:04,984 >> OH-OH! 692 00:23:04,984 --> 00:23:08,555 LORD, HELP ME! 693 00:23:08,555 --> 00:23:11,257 THIS IS A REALLY COOL VACUUM 694 00:23:11,257 --> 00:23:13,960 THING. 695 00:23:17,864 --> 00:23:18,931 >> YEAH. 696 00:23:18,931 --> 00:23:21,801 HOW ABOUT THAT? 697 00:23:28,641 --> 00:23:30,342 >> SO WHAT I WANT TO DO IS 698 00:23:30,342 --> 00:23:32,278 MINIMIZE THE FEARS, YOU KNOW, 699 00:23:32,278 --> 00:23:34,246 KEEP IT SAFE, KEEP YOU KNOWING 700 00:23:34,246 --> 00:23:36,115 THAT YOU DON'T HAVE TO THROW 701 00:23:36,115 --> 00:23:37,083 THINGS AWAY. 702 00:23:37,083 --> 00:23:37,550 >> YES. 703 00:23:37,550 --> 00:23:38,918 >> BUT YOU'RE GOING TO, 'CAUSE I 704 00:23:38,918 --> 00:23:39,986 CAN JUST SEE IT IN YOU. 705 00:23:39,986 --> 00:23:41,387 IS THERE ANYTHING ELSE THAT YOU 706 00:23:41,387 --> 00:23:42,555 WANT TO SAY, LIKE, YOU'RE 707 00:23:42,555 --> 00:23:43,990 WORRIED OR CONCERNED ABOUT RIGHT 708 00:23:43,990 --> 00:23:44,323 NOW? 709 00:23:44,323 --> 00:23:45,257 >> NO. 710 00:23:45,257 --> 00:23:48,360 NO, I THINK IT'S A PROCESS, AND 711 00:23:48,360 --> 00:23:51,063 YOU'VE LAID OUT A VERY GOOD 712 00:23:51,063 --> 00:23:52,164 PROCESS. 713 00:23:52,164 --> 00:23:54,767 SO THERE SHOULD BE NO FEAR 714 00:23:54,767 --> 00:23:55,902 INVOLVED. 715 00:23:55,902 --> 00:23:58,270 >> OKAY. 716 00:24:02,108 --> 00:24:04,877 >> THAT'S -- I DON'T KNOW. 717 00:24:04,877 --> 00:24:06,513 APPARENTLY, THAT WAS -- 718 00:24:06,513 --> 00:24:08,380 >> HEY, YOU GUYS, I'M GETTING 719 00:24:08,380 --> 00:24:09,949 READY TO OPEN THE DOOR! 720 00:24:09,949 --> 00:24:10,983 >> DA-TA TA-DA! 721 00:24:10,983 --> 00:24:13,019 DA-TA TA-DA-DA! 722 00:24:13,019 --> 00:24:13,953 >> WHOO! 723 00:24:13,953 --> 00:24:15,087 >> HOW ABOUT THAT? 724 00:24:15,087 --> 00:24:16,823 >> ONE STEP DOWN. 725 00:24:16,823 --> 00:24:18,891 >> IT IS A MILESTONE. 726 00:24:18,891 --> 00:24:20,827 I'M GLAD DOROTHY'S DOING IT BACK 727 00:24:20,827 --> 00:24:22,529 THERE, BECAUSE I COMPLETELY 728 00:24:22,529 --> 00:24:23,295 TRUST HER. 729 00:24:23,295 --> 00:24:24,864 SHE'S GOT THE EXPERIENCE. 730 00:24:24,864 --> 00:24:26,465 SHE'S GOT THE CAPABLE AND 731 00:24:26,465 --> 00:24:28,234 EXPERIENCED AND LOVING HANDS. 732 00:24:28,234 --> 00:24:29,669 THERE'S GONNA BE ABOUT SIX BAGS 733 00:24:29,669 --> 00:24:30,369 OF CLOTHING. 734 00:24:30,369 --> 00:24:31,904 YOU CAN KEEP ALL THE CLOTHING IN 735 00:24:31,904 --> 00:24:33,205 THERE AND PUT IT OVER TO -- 736 00:24:33,205 --> 00:24:34,874 CLOTHING, YEAH. 737 00:24:34,874 --> 00:24:37,043 >> WE HAVE A HALLWAY. 738 00:24:37,043 --> 00:24:41,047 >> HOW ABOUT THAT? 739 00:24:41,047 --> 00:24:42,815 >> WE'RE GONNA STOP, AND YOU'RE 740 00:24:42,815 --> 00:24:44,116 GONNA TOUR AND LOOK AT 741 00:24:44,116 --> 00:24:44,917 EVERYTHING. 742 00:24:44,917 --> 00:24:46,719 AND YOU COULD JUST ASSESS LIKE A 743 00:24:46,719 --> 00:24:48,387 BOSS WOULD, GOING THROUGH AND 744 00:24:48,387 --> 00:24:49,989 SAY, "OKAY, THIS LOOKS GOOD, 745 00:24:49,989 --> 00:24:50,489 TEAM. 746 00:24:50,489 --> 00:24:51,023 GREAT. 747 00:24:51,023 --> 00:24:51,858 KEEP GOING." 748 00:24:51,858 --> 00:24:52,559 OKAY, BOOKS? 749 00:24:52,559 --> 00:24:53,626 >> YEAH, THAT'S GOOD. 750 00:24:53,626 --> 00:24:54,794 >> ISN'T THAT WONDERFUL? 751 00:24:54,794 --> 00:24:56,295 >> YEAH, EVERYTHING'S HERE. 752 00:24:56,295 --> 00:24:57,930 I FEEL LIKE I'M SORT OF GIVING 753 00:24:57,930 --> 00:24:59,599 IN A LITTLE BIT BECAUSE I WANT 754 00:24:59,599 --> 00:25:01,267 TO FIGHT THE GOOD FIGHT TO HANG 755 00:25:01,267 --> 00:25:02,234 ON TO THE STUFF. 756 00:25:02,234 --> 00:25:04,103 BUT IT'S NOT HEALTHY. 757 00:25:04,103 --> 00:25:06,505 I UNDERSTAND THAT, YOU KNOW. 758 00:25:06,505 --> 00:25:08,541 YOU JUST HAVE TO LET GO. 759 00:25:08,541 --> 00:25:09,676 NO, OKAY. 760 00:25:09,676 --> 00:25:10,743 IT GOES. 761 00:25:10,743 --> 00:25:13,012 >> OKAY. 762 00:25:14,113 --> 00:25:16,048 WHENEVER THERE'S, LIKE, MOLD OR 763 00:25:16,048 --> 00:25:17,917 MILDEW OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT, 764 00:25:17,917 --> 00:25:19,719 THEN YOU WANT TO, AT LEAST I 765 00:25:19,719 --> 00:25:21,053 WANT TO, WEAR A MASK. 766 00:25:21,053 --> 00:25:24,557 GONNA PUT UP A LITTLE 767 00:25:24,557 --> 00:25:28,194 HUMIDIFIER TO MAKE IT MORE 768 00:25:28,194 --> 00:25:31,097 PALATABLE. 769 00:25:33,700 --> 00:25:37,236 THIS IS REALLY TOUGH BECAUSE 770 00:25:37,236 --> 00:25:39,572 IT'S ALL HUMAN EXCREMENT AND 771 00:25:39,572 --> 00:25:41,073 STUFF LIKE THAT. 772 00:25:41,073 --> 00:25:42,174 AND IT'S TOUGH. 773 00:25:42,174 --> 00:25:44,243 AND I KNOW THIS WAS EMBARRASSING 774 00:25:44,243 --> 00:25:46,312 FOR HIM, AND IT'S HARD FOR ME AS 775 00:25:46,312 --> 00:25:47,313 AN ORGANIZER. 776 00:25:47,313 --> 00:25:49,248 JUST HUMAN BEINGS -- THIS IS SO 777 00:25:49,248 --> 00:25:51,017 EMBARRASSING FOR MOST PEOPLE 778 00:25:51,017 --> 00:25:51,751 INVOLVED. 779 00:25:51,751 --> 00:25:55,788 [ CLEARS THROAT ] 780 00:25:55,788 --> 00:25:58,357 NOW YOU CAN, AT THIS POINT, PULL 781 00:25:58,357 --> 00:26:00,927 ANYTHING YOU THINK YOU WANT, BUT 782 00:26:00,927 --> 00:26:03,329 THIS IS STUFF WHERE IF IT WERE 783 00:26:03,329 --> 00:26:04,931 ME, I WOULD SAY... 784 00:26:04,931 --> 00:26:05,965 >> TOSS IT. 785 00:26:05,965 --> 00:26:07,033 >> MM-HMM. 786 00:26:07,033 --> 00:26:08,200 >> I WANT TO KEEP THE COMB. 787 00:26:08,200 --> 00:26:09,468 I'VE BEEN KIND OF LOOKING FOR 788 00:26:09,468 --> 00:26:09,836 THAT. 789 00:26:09,836 --> 00:26:10,803 >> GREAT, YEAH. 790 00:26:10,803 --> 00:26:12,571 A FEW OF THE TOILETRIES AND THE 791 00:26:12,571 --> 00:26:14,006 CLOTHING, THAT'S OBVIOUS. 792 00:26:14,006 --> 00:26:15,775 BUT THIS DOES NOT SUPPORT MIND, 793 00:26:15,775 --> 00:26:16,743 BODY, AND SOUL. 794 00:26:16,743 --> 00:26:18,344 >> YOU'RE RIGHT, ABSOLUTELY. 795 00:26:18,344 --> 00:26:19,078 >> AT ALL. 796 00:26:19,078 --> 00:26:19,979 >> YOU'RE RIGHT. 797 00:26:19,979 --> 00:26:22,849 >> YOU ARE A NEW MAN. 798 00:26:32,725 --> 00:26:35,261 >> THERE'S A LOT OF PEOPLE GOING 799 00:26:35,261 --> 00:26:37,797 THROUGH MY STUFF, AND SO THERE'S 800 00:26:37,797 --> 00:26:40,066 ALWAYS SOMETHING ABOUT THAT, 801 00:26:40,066 --> 00:26:42,401 WHERE YOU KIND OF SAY, "WELL, 802 00:26:42,401 --> 00:26:44,570 THE PROBLEM GOT SO BAD THAT 803 00:26:44,570 --> 00:26:46,739 YOU'VE GOT NOW THREE PEOPLE 804 00:26:46,739 --> 00:26:48,875 GOING THROUGH YOUR STUFF." 805 00:26:48,875 --> 00:26:51,343 BUT I KNOW THAT NEXT WEEK, WHEN 806 00:26:51,343 --> 00:26:53,612 MY PLACE IS CLEANED UP, I'LL 807 00:26:53,612 --> 00:26:55,948 FEEL A WHOLE LOT BETTER. 808 00:27:04,791 --> 00:27:06,726 >> THE REASON WE'RE NOT SORTING 809 00:27:06,726 --> 00:27:08,560 ANYMORE IS HE'S HIT HIS LIMIT. 810 00:27:08,560 --> 00:27:09,095 >> OKAY. 811 00:27:09,095 --> 00:27:10,529 >> EVEN IF IT LOOKS LIKE IT'S 812 00:27:10,529 --> 00:27:11,931 TRASH, IT'S GONNA BE SORTED. 813 00:27:11,931 --> 00:27:14,033 BUT I JUST WANT YOU TO TAKE A 814 00:27:14,033 --> 00:27:16,135 FEW SHOVELFULS AND PUT IT IN. 815 00:27:16,135 --> 00:27:16,903 >> OKAY. 816 00:27:16,903 --> 00:27:19,839 >> OKAY? 817 00:27:24,576 --> 00:27:27,179 >> GOOD JOB. 818 00:27:29,381 --> 00:27:31,283 SO TELL ME WHAT YOU'RE THINKING 819 00:27:31,283 --> 00:27:32,084 RIGHT NOW. 820 00:27:32,084 --> 00:27:34,653 >> I'M THINKING THAT I'M NEVER 821 00:27:34,653 --> 00:27:37,389 GONNA LET IT GET THIS WAY AGAIN. 822 00:27:37,389 --> 00:27:38,024 >> YEAH. 823 00:27:38,024 --> 00:27:39,591 >> THAT'S WHAT I'M THINKING. 824 00:27:39,591 --> 00:27:40,693 >> OKAY. 825 00:27:40,693 --> 00:27:45,531 AND HOW I GOT INTO THIS MESS IN 826 00:27:45,531 --> 00:27:47,934 THE FIRST PLACE IS -- IT'S 827 00:27:47,934 --> 00:27:49,635 ALMOST BEYOND ME. 828 00:27:49,635 --> 00:27:51,637 I CAN'T UNDERSTAND IT BECAUSE 829 00:27:51,637 --> 00:27:53,840 THIS -- I MEAN, I FINALLY HAVE 830 00:27:53,840 --> 00:27:55,942 SPACE, BUT IT'S AMAZING THAT I 831 00:27:55,942 --> 00:27:57,443 LET IT GET THIS BAD. 832 00:27:57,443 --> 00:27:58,410 >> MM-HMM. 833 00:27:58,410 --> 00:27:59,578 >> IT'S REALLY AMAZING. 834 00:28:04,250 --> 00:28:06,552 >> GOOD MORNING. 835 00:28:06,552 --> 00:28:07,686 I'M TRYING TO WAKE UP. 836 00:28:07,686 --> 00:28:08,387 OH, MAN. 837 00:28:08,387 --> 00:28:09,621 >> HARD WORK, HUH? 838 00:28:09,621 --> 00:28:10,556 >> WASTED. 839 00:28:10,556 --> 00:28:11,190 YEAH. 840 00:28:11,190 --> 00:28:13,926 YESTERDAY, BY THE END OF THE 841 00:28:13,926 --> 00:28:16,863 DAY, I WAS BEAT UP PHYSICALLY, 842 00:28:16,863 --> 00:28:21,033 AND I FELT GOOD, BUT MY BODY WAS 843 00:28:21,033 --> 00:28:22,969 HURTING ALL OVER. 844 00:28:30,642 --> 00:28:31,944 I'M EXHAUSTED. 845 00:28:31,944 --> 00:28:33,279 I'M NOT LYING. 846 00:28:33,279 --> 00:28:34,747 THAT'S GONNA BE PART OF THE 847 00:28:34,747 --> 00:28:35,314 PROCESS. 848 00:28:35,314 --> 00:28:37,016 I WAS SO TIRED LAST NIGHT, I WAS 849 00:28:37,016 --> 00:28:37,917 PHYSICALLY ILL. 850 00:28:37,917 --> 00:28:39,819 TODAY, I SLEPT REALLY GOOD LAST 851 00:28:39,819 --> 00:28:40,419 NIGHT. 852 00:28:40,419 --> 00:28:41,487 I'M REFRESHED. 853 00:28:41,487 --> 00:28:42,621 I'M READY TO GO. 854 00:28:42,621 --> 00:28:45,424 >> GOOD. 855 00:28:45,424 --> 00:28:47,259 >> I CAN'T BELIEVE ALL THIS WAS 856 00:28:47,259 --> 00:28:48,194 IN THE ATTIC. 857 00:28:48,194 --> 00:28:49,328 THAT IS NUTS. 858 00:28:49,328 --> 00:28:51,463 THAT ATTIC IS ONLY ABOUT THIS 859 00:28:51,463 --> 00:28:52,098 TALL. 860 00:28:52,098 --> 00:28:55,101 >> SO SOME OF THIS IS KITCHEN, 861 00:28:55,101 --> 00:28:57,904 AND SOME OF THIS IS KITCHEN. 862 00:28:57,904 --> 00:28:58,771 >> UH-HUH. 863 00:28:58,771 --> 00:29:00,807 >> SOME OF THIS MIGHT EVEN BE A 864 00:29:00,807 --> 00:29:02,708 LITTLE OF THE KITCHEN THINGS 865 00:29:02,708 --> 00:29:04,476 THAT OVERFLOWED WHEN I WAS 866 00:29:04,476 --> 00:29:05,611 SORTING THE KITCHEN. 867 00:29:05,611 --> 00:29:08,280 >> RAT POOP! 868 00:29:08,280 --> 00:29:11,150 >> SO WE HAVE PAPERS TO KEEP. 869 00:29:11,150 --> 00:29:12,551 >> EXOTICA. 870 00:29:12,551 --> 00:29:15,387 >> WE HAVE PAPERS TO SHRED. 871 00:29:15,387 --> 00:29:17,656 >> OLD, WET VALENTINE'S CARDS. 872 00:29:17,656 --> 00:29:18,858 >> SAVE STUFF. 873 00:29:18,858 --> 00:29:20,059 >> SAVE STUFF. 874 00:29:20,059 --> 00:29:21,593 >> I TOSSED A LOT OF BOXES 875 00:29:21,593 --> 00:29:22,228 ALREADY. 876 00:29:22,228 --> 00:29:23,062 >> OH, YEAH? 877 00:29:23,062 --> 00:29:23,762 >> DONATE. 878 00:29:23,762 --> 00:29:24,496 >> DONATE. 879 00:29:24,496 --> 00:29:25,764 >> JUST TOSS THAT. 880 00:29:25,764 --> 00:29:26,498 >> OKAY. 881 00:29:26,498 --> 00:29:27,199 >> OKAY. 882 00:29:27,199 --> 00:29:27,934 >> GOOD. 883 00:29:27,934 --> 00:29:30,502 >> ALL RIGHT. 884 00:29:30,502 --> 00:29:36,008 >> IT'S LIKE CHRISTMAS. 885 00:29:36,008 --> 00:29:39,645 ALL THAT UNWRAPPING FOR SOME 886 00:29:39,645 --> 00:29:41,380 RANDOM... 887 00:29:41,380 --> 00:29:43,115 I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT THAT IS. 888 00:29:43,115 --> 00:29:44,716 THAT'S STUFF, LIKE, I DON'T KNOW 889 00:29:44,716 --> 00:29:46,152 IF I SHOULD THROW AWAY OR NOT 890 00:29:46,152 --> 00:29:47,586 BECAUSE I DON'T KNOW IF IT'S 891 00:29:47,586 --> 00:29:49,121 SOMETHING MY MOM MIGHT BE LIKE, 892 00:29:49,121 --> 00:29:50,689 "OH, WHERE WAS THAT NAKED STATUE 893 00:29:50,689 --> 00:29:51,257 THINGY?" 894 00:29:51,257 --> 00:29:53,292 >> HOW'S THE ATTIC COMING? 895 00:29:53,292 --> 00:29:54,526 >> THEY GOT PRETTY MUCH 896 00:29:54,526 --> 00:29:55,394 EVERYTHING OUT. 897 00:29:55,394 --> 00:29:56,728 >> EVERYTHING'S DOWN ON THE... 898 00:29:56,728 --> 00:29:57,263 >> TARPS. 899 00:29:57,263 --> 00:29:58,630 >> OKAY, YOU KNOW WHAT I'D LIKE 900 00:29:58,630 --> 00:29:59,031 TO DO? 901 00:29:59,031 --> 00:29:59,966 I'D LIKE TO STOP THIS. 902 00:29:59,966 --> 00:30:00,967 >> ONE THING AT A TIME. 903 00:30:00,967 --> 00:30:01,433 >> RIGHT. 904 00:30:01,433 --> 00:30:02,301 ONE THING AT A TIME. 905 00:30:02,301 --> 00:30:03,569 I'D LIKE TO STOP THIS, AND THEN 906 00:30:03,569 --> 00:30:04,570 I CAN COME ASSESS AND SAY 907 00:30:04,570 --> 00:30:05,004 TAKE... 908 00:30:05,004 --> 00:30:07,606 >> ABSOLUTELY. 909 00:30:09,141 --> 00:30:10,877 >> OH-OH-OH! 910 00:30:10,877 --> 00:30:14,180 OH, LOOK AT THIS! 911 00:30:14,180 --> 00:30:17,283 OH! 912 00:30:17,283 --> 00:30:18,951 >> GOOD. 913 00:30:18,951 --> 00:30:21,053 ONE THING AT A TIME, RIGHT? 914 00:30:21,053 --> 00:30:21,753 >> YEAH. 915 00:30:21,753 --> 00:30:23,355 >> AND IT ALL GETS DONE. 916 00:30:23,355 --> 00:30:24,991 >> ALL RIGHT. 917 00:30:24,991 --> 00:30:26,558 [ SIGHS ] 918 00:30:26,558 --> 00:30:29,896 I CAN DO IT, BUT THE OTHER THING 919 00:30:29,896 --> 00:30:32,899 IS, I DO NEED TO LOOK AT IT. 920 00:30:32,899 --> 00:30:34,100 >> YEAH. 921 00:30:34,100 --> 00:30:35,467 >> SHE ORIGINALLY SAID SHE'S 922 00:30:35,467 --> 00:30:36,903 JUST GONNA PROBABLY THROW AWAY 923 00:30:36,903 --> 00:30:37,503 ALL OF IT. 924 00:30:37,503 --> 00:30:39,405 AND NOW SHE JUST CAME OUT THERE 925 00:30:39,405 --> 00:30:41,073 AND SAID, "YEAH, I KIND OF 926 00:30:41,073 --> 00:30:42,208 CHANGED MY MIND. 927 00:30:42,208 --> 00:30:43,910 I NEED TO LOOK THROUGH THERE. 928 00:30:43,910 --> 00:30:47,613 SO...I DON'T KNOW. 929 00:30:47,613 --> 00:30:50,049 >> YEAH, THESE ARE ALL DOLLS 930 00:30:50,049 --> 00:30:51,683 THAT ARE NO GOOD. 931 00:30:51,683 --> 00:30:53,852 THAT ONE, THOUGH, GOT TO SAVE. 932 00:30:53,852 --> 00:30:55,387 THESE ARE REALLY NICE FOR 933 00:30:55,387 --> 00:30:56,455 SOMEBODY'S BABY. 934 00:30:56,455 --> 00:30:57,556 SAME, SAME, SAME. 935 00:30:57,556 --> 00:31:00,359 OH! 936 00:31:00,359 --> 00:31:02,094 OH! 937 00:31:02,094 --> 00:31:04,463 THESE WERE AMANDA'S, AND WE HAD 938 00:31:04,463 --> 00:31:06,698 A REALLY SPECIAL FRIEND THAT 939 00:31:06,698 --> 00:31:07,766 MADE THESE. 940 00:31:07,766 --> 00:31:09,068 OH, AMANDA. 941 00:31:09,068 --> 00:31:11,837 SOMEBODY MADE THIS FOR AMANDA, 942 00:31:11,837 --> 00:31:14,006 AND I HAVE TO SHOW THIS TO HER. 943 00:31:14,006 --> 00:31:18,377 A LOT OF IT WAS BABY THINGS, AND 944 00:31:18,377 --> 00:31:23,415 I HAD A LITTLE HANG-UP THERE. 945 00:31:23,415 --> 00:31:27,086 AND THIS WAS HEATHER'S. 946 00:31:27,086 --> 00:31:30,089 [ SIGHS ] 947 00:31:35,594 --> 00:31:36,996 [ Crying ] THESE WERE AMANDA'S. 948 00:31:36,996 --> 00:31:41,133 >> YEAH. 949 00:31:41,133 --> 00:31:43,002 >> AND THIS ONE'S GONNA BOTHER 950 00:31:43,002 --> 00:31:43,435 ME. 951 00:31:43,435 --> 00:31:44,003 >> YEAH. 952 00:31:44,003 --> 00:31:45,437 WELL, IT BRINGS BACK A LOT OF 953 00:31:45,437 --> 00:31:49,508 MEMORIES, I THINK, OF... 954 00:31:49,508 --> 00:31:51,577 >> THIS WAS KYLE'S, IN THAT 955 00:31:51,577 --> 00:31:55,114 PICTURE THAT'S IN... 956 00:31:55,114 --> 00:31:56,548 THAT PICTURE'S THAT'S ON THE 957 00:31:56,548 --> 00:31:57,916 MANTEL, HE'S WEARING THIS. 958 00:31:57,916 --> 00:31:59,685 >> MM-HMM. 959 00:31:59,685 --> 00:32:03,289 >> AND THIS IS HARD. 960 00:32:03,289 --> 00:32:04,523 I HAVE TO SHOW HIM THIS. 961 00:32:04,523 --> 00:32:05,791 THAT PICTURE THAT'S ON THE 962 00:32:05,791 --> 00:32:07,359 MANTEL, I THINK HE HAS THIS ON. 963 00:32:07,359 --> 00:32:08,961 >> OKAY. 964 00:32:08,961 --> 00:32:11,297 >> [ CRYING ] 965 00:32:11,297 --> 00:32:15,601 AND MY MOM MADE THESE. 966 00:32:15,601 --> 00:32:17,369 AND MY AUNT MADE THIS. 967 00:32:17,369 --> 00:32:18,404 >> MM-HMM. 968 00:32:18,404 --> 00:32:20,239 >> AND SHE'S GONE NOW. 969 00:32:20,239 --> 00:32:22,374 >> SHE WAS GETTING STRESSED OUT 970 00:32:22,374 --> 00:32:24,210 TOWARD THE END BECAUSE SHE 971 00:32:24,210 --> 00:32:26,212 WANTED TO GET A LOT DONE, AND 972 00:32:26,212 --> 00:32:27,679 IT'S A LONG PROCESS. 973 00:32:27,679 --> 00:32:30,416 BUT IT'S WORTH THE TIME. 974 00:32:30,416 --> 00:32:32,184 >> I DIDN'T THINK I WAS GONNA DO 975 00:32:32,184 --> 00:32:32,651 THIS. 976 00:32:32,651 --> 00:32:33,685 I DIDN'T WANT TO DO THIS. 977 00:32:33,685 --> 00:32:36,088 >> YEAH. 978 00:32:36,088 --> 00:32:37,589 >> IT IS HARD. 979 00:32:37,589 --> 00:32:40,993 >> YEAH. 980 00:32:40,993 --> 00:32:42,361 >> I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW THIS STUFF 981 00:32:42,361 --> 00:32:43,062 WAS UP THERE. 982 00:32:43,062 --> 00:32:43,929 I FORGOT ABOUT IT. 983 00:32:43,929 --> 00:32:45,964 >> SURE. 984 00:32:45,964 --> 00:32:46,865 >> I DON'T KNOW. 985 00:32:46,865 --> 00:32:48,167 IT'S PROBABLY GONNA TAKE A 986 00:32:48,167 --> 00:32:49,668 WHILE, 'CAUSE THERE'S A LOT OF 987 00:32:49,668 --> 00:32:50,569 STUFF OUT THERE. 988 00:32:50,569 --> 00:32:52,304 I'M JUST SAD 'CAUSE WE HAD A 989 00:32:52,304 --> 00:32:54,140 GOOD TEMPO GOING, AND WE WERE 990 00:32:54,140 --> 00:32:56,242 GETTING RID OF STUFF. 991 00:32:56,242 --> 00:33:00,146 >> Yeah! 992 00:33:00,146 --> 00:33:02,848 [ BOTTLES CLANG ] 993 00:33:02,848 --> 00:33:04,050 >> AND I'M PULLING OVER THE 994 00:33:04,050 --> 00:33:05,017 FRAME. 995 00:33:05,017 --> 00:33:05,451 I GOT IT. 996 00:33:05,451 --> 00:33:07,919 I GOT IT. 997 00:33:13,859 --> 00:33:15,594 YOU KNOW, WE WERE ALL WORKING 998 00:33:15,594 --> 00:33:17,329 TOGETHER, AND I SAID, "STOP. 999 00:33:17,329 --> 00:33:19,198 I NEED TO GO GET STEVEN BECAUSE 1000 00:33:19,198 --> 00:33:20,766 IT'S SO POIGNANT, IT'S SO 1001 00:33:20,766 --> 00:33:21,733 INFORMATIVE." 1002 00:33:21,733 --> 00:33:22,501 >> MM-HMM. 1003 00:33:22,501 --> 00:33:23,902 >> AND THIS IS JUST ONE LITTLE 1004 00:33:23,902 --> 00:33:24,803 PART OF THE ROOM. 1005 00:33:24,803 --> 00:33:26,105 SO I JUST WANT YOU TO THINK, 1006 00:33:26,105 --> 00:33:27,573 JUST SIT HERE WITH ME AND THINK 1007 00:33:27,573 --> 00:33:28,407 ABOUT IT FOR A SECOND. 1008 00:33:28,407 --> 00:33:28,807 >> OKAY. 1009 00:33:28,807 --> 00:33:29,875 >> AND THEN TELL ME WHAT ELSE 1010 00:33:29,875 --> 00:33:32,344 COMES UP FOR YOU. 1011 00:33:32,344 --> 00:33:34,480 >> IT SHOWS HOPELESSNESS AND OUT 1012 00:33:34,480 --> 00:33:35,414 OF CONTROL. 1013 00:33:35,414 --> 00:33:36,448 >> OKAY. 1014 00:33:36,448 --> 00:33:38,450 >> DEEP HOPELESSNESS AND DEEP 1015 00:33:38,450 --> 00:33:40,286 OUT OF CONTROL, NOT JUST A 1016 00:33:40,286 --> 00:33:42,221 LITTLE BIT OUT OF CONTROL -- 1017 00:33:42,221 --> 00:33:44,756 WILDLY OUT OF CONTROL. 1018 00:33:44,756 --> 00:33:46,992 THIS BEHAVIOR IS SLOWLY KILLING 1019 00:33:46,992 --> 00:33:47,759 MYSELF. 1020 00:33:47,759 --> 00:33:48,727 IT'S TOXIC. 1021 00:33:48,727 --> 00:33:50,296 IT'S TOXIC BEHAVIOR. 1022 00:33:50,296 --> 00:33:53,031 IT'S NOT TOXIC WHERE I'M GONNA 1023 00:33:53,031 --> 00:33:54,566 DIE RIGHT AWAY. 1024 00:33:54,566 --> 00:33:57,369 IT'S GONNA BE A SLOW, AGONIZING 1025 00:33:57,369 --> 00:33:59,238 DEATH IF I KEEP IT UP THIS WAY. 1026 00:33:59,238 --> 00:34:00,572 AND THAT'S THE TRUTH. 1027 00:34:00,572 --> 00:34:02,241 >> YOU'RE GONNA MAKE ME CRY. 1028 00:34:02,241 --> 00:34:03,075 >> IT'S TRUE. 1029 00:34:03,075 --> 00:34:04,610 >> I DON'T WANT YOU TO HAVE A 1030 00:34:04,610 --> 00:34:05,844 SLOW, AGONIZING DEATH. 1031 00:34:05,844 --> 00:34:07,579 >> NEITHER DO I. 1032 00:34:13,219 --> 00:34:17,389 >> I'M LOOKING FOR EXPIRED FOOD, 1033 00:34:17,389 --> 00:34:20,692 BECAUSE THAT'S MY NEW CHORE FOR 1034 00:34:20,692 --> 00:34:22,128 THE MOMENT. 1035 00:34:22,128 --> 00:34:23,562 >> ARE YOU CHECKING DATES, OR 1036 00:34:23,562 --> 00:34:24,696 ARE YOU JUST THROWING? 1037 00:34:24,696 --> 00:34:25,831 >> IT WAS LEAKING ALL OVER THE 1038 00:34:25,831 --> 00:34:26,197 PLACE. 1039 00:34:26,197 --> 00:34:27,333 >> I KNOW, BUT LEAKING DOESN'T 1040 00:34:27,333 --> 00:34:27,933 MEAN IT'S BAD. 1041 00:34:27,933 --> 00:34:29,501 AND THESE -- THESE I JUST GOT. 1042 00:34:29,501 --> 00:34:31,069 OKAY, SO I'M TRUSTING YOU, BUT 1043 00:34:31,069 --> 00:34:32,371 I'M GETTING A LITTLE BIT 1044 00:34:32,371 --> 00:34:33,972 NERVOUS, 'CAUSE THESE ARE REALLY 1045 00:34:33,972 --> 00:34:35,574 EXPENSIVE, AND I JUST GOT THEM. 1046 00:34:35,574 --> 00:34:36,308 YOU GOT IT? 1047 00:34:36,308 --> 00:34:36,842 >> YES. 1048 00:34:36,842 --> 00:34:37,708 >> OKAY. 1049 00:34:37,708 --> 00:34:38,909 ARE YOU GETTING IRRITATED WITH 1050 00:34:38,909 --> 00:34:39,245 ME? 1051 00:34:39,245 --> 00:34:39,710 >> YES. 1052 00:34:39,710 --> 00:34:41,079 >> OKAY, DO YOU UNDERSTAND WHERE 1053 00:34:41,079 --> 00:34:41,880 I'M COMING FROM? 1054 00:34:41,880 --> 00:34:42,880 >> YEAH, BUT DO YOU UNDERSTAND 1055 00:34:42,880 --> 00:34:43,649 WHERE I'M COMING FROM? 1056 00:34:43,649 --> 00:34:47,353 >> CAN YOU EXPLAIN TO ME? 1057 00:34:47,353 --> 00:34:49,255 >> I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT 1058 00:34:49,255 --> 00:34:51,422 IT. 1059 00:34:57,696 --> 00:34:59,131 HERE'S WATER. 1060 00:34:59,131 --> 00:35:00,366 >> THANKS. 1061 00:35:00,366 --> 00:35:01,933 >> IS THERE ANY OTHER AREAS WE 1062 00:35:01,933 --> 00:35:03,235 CAN START OR ANYTHING -- 1063 00:35:03,235 --> 00:35:03,602 >> NO. 1064 00:35:03,602 --> 00:35:04,736 I CAN'T DO ANY MORE THAN I'M 1065 00:35:04,736 --> 00:35:05,137 DOING. 1066 00:35:05,137 --> 00:35:06,172 I CAN'T THINK OF ANYTHING 1067 00:35:06,172 --> 00:35:06,605 ELSE -- 1068 00:35:06,605 --> 00:35:07,606 >> DO YOU WANT US TO -- 1069 00:35:07,606 --> 00:35:08,707 >> I CAN'T THINK OF ANYTHING 1070 00:35:08,707 --> 00:35:09,107 ELSE. 1071 00:35:09,107 --> 00:35:09,975 I CAN'T EVEN THINK. 1072 00:35:09,975 --> 00:35:11,177 I'M FEELING REALLY PRESSURED. 1073 00:35:11,177 --> 00:35:12,311 >> OKAY. 1074 00:35:12,311 --> 00:35:13,745 >> IN DOING THIS PROCESS, 1075 00:35:13,745 --> 00:35:15,447 THERE'S A LOT OF FRICTION THAT 1076 00:35:15,447 --> 00:35:16,748 CERTAINLY CAN COME UP. 1077 00:35:16,748 --> 00:35:18,250 I THINK THERE WAS FRICTION AT 1078 00:35:18,250 --> 00:35:19,785 TIMES BETWEEN HER AND SOME OF 1079 00:35:19,785 --> 00:35:21,420 THE CLEANUP PEOPLE JUST BECAUSE 1080 00:35:21,420 --> 00:35:22,988 SHE WAS SO PANICKY, WANTING TO 1081 00:35:22,988 --> 00:35:23,955 MAKE USE OF THEM. 1082 00:35:23,955 --> 00:35:25,791 AT ONE POINT, SHE WAS SAVING 1083 00:35:25,791 --> 00:35:27,793 MORE FOR A LITTLE WHILE, AS HER 1084 00:35:27,793 --> 00:35:29,094 ANXIETY INCREASED. 1085 00:35:29,094 --> 00:35:31,363 BUT THEN SHE KIND OF HAD THAT 1086 00:35:31,363 --> 00:35:33,732 RELEASE OF ENERGY, JUST TOSSING 1087 00:35:33,732 --> 00:35:35,201 STUFF IN THE TRUCK HERSELF. 1088 00:35:35,201 --> 00:35:39,070 >> GOOD AIM. 1089 00:35:39,070 --> 00:35:40,272 I DON'T MEAN... 1090 00:35:40,272 --> 00:35:42,007 I DON'T MEAN LITERALLY. 1091 00:35:42,007 --> 00:35:45,244 I MEAN, I DON'T REALLY... 1092 00:35:52,751 --> 00:35:54,119 YES! 1093 00:35:54,119 --> 00:35:56,121 WHO NEEDS TO GO TO A BATTING 1094 00:35:56,121 --> 00:35:57,489 CAGE, RIGHT? 1095 00:35:57,489 --> 00:35:58,357 I'LL KEEP THIS. 1096 00:35:58,357 --> 00:35:59,358 IT SMELLS GOOD. 1097 00:35:59,358 --> 00:36:03,895 THAT'S NICE. 1098 00:36:03,895 --> 00:36:05,731 YEAH. 1099 00:36:05,731 --> 00:36:08,200 >> AS WE SPEAK, SHE'S OUT THERE 1100 00:36:08,200 --> 00:36:10,502 THROWING STUFF INTO THE TRUCK, 1101 00:36:10,502 --> 00:36:12,704 WHICH CAN APPEAR LIKE IS SHE 1102 00:36:12,704 --> 00:36:13,705 DISTRESSED? 1103 00:36:13,705 --> 00:36:16,041 I THINK IT'S SOMETHING THAT IS 1104 00:36:16,041 --> 00:36:17,543 VERY EMPOWERING FOR HER. 1105 00:36:17,543 --> 00:36:19,445 >> BINGO! 1106 00:36:19,445 --> 00:36:20,912 SORRY! 1107 00:36:20,912 --> 00:36:22,147 SORRY. 1108 00:36:22,147 --> 00:36:23,949 YOU KNOW, MY TENDENCY IS THAT I 1109 00:36:23,949 --> 00:36:25,684 REALLY WANT TO TAKE THESE OUT. 1110 00:36:25,684 --> 00:36:26,485 NO, SAVE THAT. 1111 00:36:26,485 --> 00:36:26,985 >> WHY? 1112 00:36:26,985 --> 00:36:28,554 >> BECAUSE IT'S A SCHWINN, AND I 1113 00:36:28,554 --> 00:36:29,688 CAN SELL IT. 1114 00:36:29,688 --> 00:36:31,723 >> NO ONE'S GONNA BUY A 1980 1115 00:36:31,723 --> 00:36:32,824 SCHWINN, MOM. 1116 00:36:32,824 --> 00:36:34,059 >> NO, SAVE IT. 1117 00:36:34,059 --> 00:36:34,726 SORRY. 1118 00:36:34,726 --> 00:36:36,262 >> NO ONE'S -- 1119 00:36:36,262 --> 00:36:37,296 >> YOU KNOW WHAT? 1120 00:36:37,296 --> 00:36:38,830 I'VE DONE A REALLY GOOD JOB. 1121 00:36:38,830 --> 00:36:41,467 >> [ GRUMBLES ] 1122 00:36:46,738 --> 00:36:49,875 >> OKAY. 1123 00:36:49,875 --> 00:36:51,343 HOW'S THAT FOR A FINALE? 1124 00:36:51,343 --> 00:36:54,246 YOU LIKE IT? 1125 00:36:56,682 --> 00:36:57,983 >> I DON'T KNOW. 1126 00:36:57,983 --> 00:37:00,185 I'M GONNA DO WHAT I CAN WHEN I 1127 00:37:00,185 --> 00:37:02,554 CAN, WHICH I'M GONNA TRY TO COME 1128 00:37:02,554 --> 00:37:04,089 HELP HER WHEN I CAN. 1129 00:37:04,089 --> 00:37:05,457 BUT I DON'T KNOW. 1130 00:37:05,457 --> 00:37:07,359 I'VE HAD A LOT OF PATIENCE THE 1131 00:37:07,359 --> 00:37:08,527 LAST COUPLE DAYS. 1132 00:37:08,527 --> 00:37:10,296 I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN DO THAT 1133 00:37:10,296 --> 00:37:11,630 FOR TOO LONG. 1134 00:37:11,630 --> 00:37:12,498 >> ON THREE? 1135 00:37:12,498 --> 00:37:15,367 ONE, TWO, THREE. 1136 00:37:15,367 --> 00:37:17,168 >> IT ISN'T REALISTIC TO THINK 1137 00:37:17,168 --> 00:37:18,904 IN A WEEK OR IN TWO DAYS THAT 1138 00:37:18,904 --> 00:37:20,772 WE'RE GONNA BE ABLE TO CLEAN OUT 1139 00:37:20,772 --> 00:37:22,641 THE HOUSE AND HAVE IT STAY THERE 1140 00:37:22,641 --> 00:37:23,409 LONG-TERM. 1141 00:37:23,409 --> 00:37:25,277 I WOULD SAY ALMOST ALWAYS, WHEN 1142 00:37:25,277 --> 00:37:26,945 THE PERSON WHO HOARDS IS NOT 1143 00:37:26,945 --> 00:37:28,847 INVOLVED, THE HOUSE IS GONNA GET 1144 00:37:28,847 --> 00:37:30,482 CLUTTERED AGAIN AND USUALLY 1145 00:37:30,482 --> 00:37:31,783 CLUTTERED PRETTY QUICKLY. 1146 00:37:31,783 --> 00:37:33,218 SO IT IS BETTER TO DO IT THIS 1147 00:37:33,218 --> 00:37:33,619 WAY. 1148 00:37:33,619 --> 00:37:35,086 EVEN THOUGH IT TAKES A LITTLE 1149 00:37:35,086 --> 00:37:36,588 BIT LONGER UP FRONT, IT'S MUCH 1150 00:37:36,588 --> 00:37:41,259 BETTER IN THE LONG-TERM. 1151 00:37:41,259 --> 00:37:41,993 >> I THINK WE GOT IT. 1152 00:37:41,993 --> 00:37:42,628 LET'S WALK AROUND. 1153 00:37:42,628 --> 00:37:43,995 LET'S SEE WHAT WE GOT. 1154 00:37:43,995 --> 00:37:44,963 LET'S DO THAT. 1155 00:37:44,963 --> 00:37:45,997 >> HERE'S THIS. 1156 00:37:45,997 --> 00:37:46,498 >> OKAY. 1157 00:37:46,498 --> 00:37:47,232 >> I'M MAXED. 1158 00:37:47,232 --> 00:37:47,766 I'M DONE. 1159 00:37:47,766 --> 00:37:48,734 >> OKAY, OKAY. 1160 00:37:48,734 --> 00:37:49,535 NO PROBLEM. 1161 00:37:49,535 --> 00:37:52,304 >> CAN'T PROCESS ANY MORE. 1162 00:38:00,412 --> 00:38:02,448 >> OKAY, READY? 1163 00:38:02,448 --> 00:38:03,782 >> AM I READY? 1164 00:38:03,782 --> 00:38:04,950 OH, NO! 1165 00:38:04,950 --> 00:38:06,251 >> OKAY, WE'RE WALKING IN. 1166 00:38:06,251 --> 00:38:06,885 >> OKAY. 1167 00:38:06,885 --> 00:38:07,553 >> COME ON. 1168 00:38:07,553 --> 00:38:09,054 >> BOY, IT'S GONNA BE DIFFERENT. 1169 00:38:09,054 --> 00:38:11,790 THAT'S FOR SURE. 1170 00:38:11,790 --> 00:38:13,058 BOY, LOOK AT THAT. 1171 00:38:13,058 --> 00:38:14,826 DON'T HAVE TO STEP OVER 1172 00:38:14,826 --> 00:38:15,694 ANYTHING. 1173 00:38:15,694 --> 00:38:17,929 THAT IS SO NICE. 1174 00:38:17,929 --> 00:38:19,230 OH, WOW. 1175 00:38:19,230 --> 00:38:20,265 OH, WOW! 1176 00:38:20,265 --> 00:38:21,700 >> [ LAUGHS ] 1177 00:38:21,700 --> 00:38:22,601 GO IN THERE. 1178 00:38:22,601 --> 00:38:23,935 >> OH, LOOK AT THIS. 1179 00:38:23,935 --> 00:38:25,837 I CAN HANG UP MY TOWEL, SHIRTS. 1180 00:38:25,837 --> 00:38:27,639 I CAN DO A LITTLE READING. 1181 00:38:27,639 --> 00:38:28,574 I LIKE THAT. 1182 00:38:28,574 --> 00:38:29,608 THE ROCKS IS COOL. 1183 00:38:29,608 --> 00:38:32,043 >> YOU KNOW WHY I DID THE ROCKS? 1184 00:38:32,043 --> 00:38:34,045 BECAUSE THEY'RE SPIRITUAL 1185 00:38:34,045 --> 00:38:36,648 AND BRINGING SOME OF NATURE -- 1186 00:38:36,648 --> 00:38:37,883 >> MOTHER EARTH. 1187 00:38:37,883 --> 00:38:40,051 >> -- IN, WHICH IS WHAT YOU SAID 1188 00:38:40,051 --> 00:38:41,319 YOU WANTED. 1189 00:38:41,319 --> 00:38:44,322 >> THAT IS SO NICE. 1190 00:38:44,322 --> 00:38:45,391 >> OKAY. 1191 00:38:45,391 --> 00:38:46,792 >> OH. 1192 00:38:46,792 --> 00:38:48,960 OH, WHAT DO I SEE? 1193 00:38:48,960 --> 00:38:50,662 LOOK AT THAT. 1194 00:38:50,662 --> 00:38:52,030 THAT'S BEAUTIFUL. 1195 00:38:52,030 --> 00:38:52,931 OH, THANK YOU. 1196 00:38:52,931 --> 00:38:54,566 I GOT A DESK AND A BOOKSHELF. 1197 00:38:54,566 --> 00:38:55,834 THAT'S WHAT I WANTED. 1198 00:38:55,834 --> 00:38:57,536 OH, THANK YOU. 1199 00:38:57,536 --> 00:39:00,171 >> HOW DID I KNOW? 1200 00:39:00,171 --> 00:39:02,207 WHAT ARE YOU THINKING? 1201 00:39:02,207 --> 00:39:05,210 >> I'M THINKING...I'M GONNA HAVE 1202 00:39:05,210 --> 00:39:06,578 A NEW LIFE. 1203 00:39:06,578 --> 00:39:08,580 NO, I'M GONNA HAVE THE LIFE I'VE 1204 00:39:08,580 --> 00:39:10,348 ALWAYS WANTED BUT NEVER HAD. 1205 00:39:10,348 --> 00:39:13,485 AND...WE'RE GONNA SEE WHAT 1206 00:39:13,485 --> 00:39:14,786 HAPPENS. 1207 00:39:14,786 --> 00:39:17,322 WE UNLOCKED YESTERDAY -- 1208 00:39:17,322 --> 00:39:20,091 UNCLUTTERED, UNLOCKED, MOST 1209 00:39:20,091 --> 00:39:23,061 DEFINITELY, AND WE'RE OPENING 1210 00:39:23,061 --> 00:39:26,264 THE DOOR OF CREATIVITY. 1211 00:39:26,264 --> 00:39:29,935 I HAD THIS PROBLEM FOR MY WHOLE 1212 00:39:29,935 --> 00:39:32,904 LIFE, AND I GOT GOOD AT GETTING 1213 00:39:32,904 --> 00:39:37,743 AROUND IT, MOST OF THE TIME. 1214 00:39:37,743 --> 00:39:40,278 AND SO I CALLED FOR HELP, AND I 1215 00:39:40,278 --> 00:39:42,748 GOT HELPGOBECAUSE I NEEDED IT. 1216 00:39:42,748 --> 00:39:44,883 I ALMOST LOST THIS PLACE. 1217 00:39:44,883 --> 00:39:46,251 AND I LOVE LIVING HERE. 1218 00:39:46,251 --> 00:39:47,853 I HAD TO BE HOMELESS TO COME 1219 00:39:47,853 --> 00:39:48,854 INTO THIS PLACE. 1220 00:39:48,854 --> 00:39:50,822 WE ALL DID, WHO CAME IN HERE. 1221 00:39:50,822 --> 00:39:53,191 [ KNOCK ON DOOR ] 1222 00:39:53,191 --> 00:39:54,593 >> COME ON, MY FRIEND. 1223 00:39:54,593 --> 00:39:55,994 >> WALLY, YOU'RE HERE. 1224 00:39:55,994 --> 00:39:56,495 COME ON IN! 1225 00:39:56,495 --> 00:39:57,729 >> HEY, DOROTHY. 1226 00:39:57,729 --> 00:39:58,764 >> [ LAUGHS ] 1227 00:39:58,764 --> 00:40:00,499 >> WOW! 1228 00:40:00,499 --> 00:40:02,701 WELL...WOW! 1229 00:40:02,701 --> 00:40:03,869 >> KITCHEN IS READY. 1230 00:40:03,869 --> 00:40:05,003 >> THIS IS AWESOME. 1231 00:40:05,003 --> 00:40:05,571 WOW. 1232 00:40:05,571 --> 00:40:06,838 >> I LOVE THIS. 1233 00:40:06,838 --> 00:40:08,106 >> YOUR OFFICE. 1234 00:40:08,106 --> 00:40:10,075 >> THAT'S MY FIRSTMYFFICIAL 1235 00:40:10,075 --> 00:40:12,210 JOURNAL, RIGHT THERE, MY LIFE 1236 00:40:12,210 --> 00:40:13,011 JOURNAL. 1237 00:40:13,011 --> 00:40:14,312 >> AND THIS SO YOU CAN READ. 1238 00:40:14,312 --> 00:40:15,013 >> [ LAUGHS ] 1239 00:40:15,013 --> 00:40:18,016 >> IN CASE, YEAH. 1240 00:40:18,016 --> 00:40:19,751 >> SO I DON'T KNOW IF YOU KNOW 1241 00:40:19,751 --> 00:40:21,319 THIS, BUT THE BUILDING MANAGER 1242 00:40:21,319 --> 00:40:22,954 CAME HERE IN TODAY BECAUSE HE 1243 00:40:22,954 --> 00:40:23,989 WAS BEING EVICTED. 1244 00:40:23,989 --> 00:40:24,856 >> MM-HMM. 1245 00:40:24,856 --> 00:40:27,025 >> AND TO THINK THAT, "OH, SURE, 1246 00:40:27,025 --> 00:40:28,927 WE CAN CLEAR THIS SPACE OUT, 1247 00:40:28,927 --> 00:40:30,862 HAVE IT CLEANED, AND SORT OF 1248 00:40:30,862 --> 00:40:32,898 REDECORATED IN A MATTER OF TWO 1249 00:40:32,898 --> 00:40:33,532 DAYS?" 1250 00:40:33,532 --> 00:40:35,467 SO HE CAME TO CHECK ON US. 1251 00:40:35,467 --> 00:40:36,735 AND GUESS WHAT? 1252 00:40:36,735 --> 00:40:37,803 YOU GET TO STAY.TO 1253 00:40:37,803 --> 00:40:39,070 >> OFFICIALLY, OKAY. 1254 00:40:39,070 --> 00:40:40,506 >> YEAH, THERE'S NO QUESTION 1255 00:40:40,506 --> 00:40:41,106 ABOUT IT. 1256 00:40:41,106 --> 00:40:42,007 >> ALL RIGHTY. 1257 00:40:42,007 --> 00:40:43,575 >> AND THEY WERE REALLY PROUD OF 1258 00:40:43,575 --> 00:40:43,975 YOU. 1259 00:40:43,975 --> 00:40:44,943 >> THANK YOU. 1260 00:40:44,943 --> 00:40:46,812 I DEFINITELY CAN'T GO BACK TO 1261 00:40:46,812 --> 00:40:48,780 OLD HABITS, 'CAUSE I DON'T WANT 1262 00:40:48,780 --> 00:40:52,017 TO DISAPPOINT ANYBODY. 1263 00:40:52,017 --> 00:40:52,584 WOW. 1264 00:40:52,584 --> 00:40:53,685 I LOVE THIS. 1265 00:40:53,685 --> 00:40:54,486 >> OKAY. 1266 00:40:54,486 --> 00:40:55,687 THAT'S IT. 1267 00:40:55,687 --> 00:40:56,988 WE'RE DONE. 1268 00:40:56,988 --> 00:40:58,456 [ ALL LAUGH ] 1269 00:40:58,456 --> 00:40:59,324 GOOD JOB. 1270 00:40:59,324 --> 00:41:01,960 >> THANK YOU VERY MUCH. 1271 00:41:20,278 --> 00:41:22,180 >> [ SIGHS ] 1272 00:41:22,180 --> 00:41:23,414 >> NOW THIS IS KIND OF AT A 1273 00:41:23,414 --> 00:41:24,049 STANDSTILL. 1274 00:41:24,049 --> 00:41:25,350 THEY'RE BOTH TALKING TO THEIR 1275 00:41:25,350 --> 00:41:26,685 ATTORNEYS, MY MOM AND MY DAD, 1276 00:41:26,685 --> 00:41:27,986 TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT THE 1277 00:41:27,986 --> 00:41:28,687 NEXT STEP IS. 1278 00:41:28,687 --> 00:41:29,988 THEY GOT DENIED ON A HOME LOAN, 1279 00:41:29,988 --> 00:41:31,222 WHICH WAS GONNA PAY TO FIX UP 1280 00:41:31,222 --> 00:41:32,423 THE HOUSE SO THAT THEY COULD 1281 00:41:32,423 --> 00:41:34,760 SELL IT.