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Man's voice:
MY NAME IS LANCE CLAYTON.
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MY BIGGEST FEAR IN LIFE IS THAT
I'M GOING TO END UP ALL ALONE.
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I'M A WRITER.
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I'M A WRITER, BUT SO FAR
NOTHING I'VE WRITTEN
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HAS EVER BEEN PUBLISHED.
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ERNEST HEMINGWAY
ONCE SAID
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ALL HE WANTED TO DO WAS
WRITE ONE TRUE SENTENCE.
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HE ALSO TRIED TO SCRATCH
AN ITCH ON THE BACK OF HIS HEAD
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WITH A SHOTGUN.
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- ( game-show music playing )
- ( applause )
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I'VE ALWAYS DREAMED OF
BEING A FAMOUS AUTHOR,
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OF CREATING
AN IMPORTANT WORK...
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* OOH LA LA LA
LA LA LA LA *
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* LA LA LA LA LA LA
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* SAA LA LA LA LA
LA LA LA... *
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...SOMETHING THAT CONNECTED
WITH PEOPLE AND HELPED THEM
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AS THEY SUFFERED THROUGH
THE HUMAN CONDITION.
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* OOH LA LA LA...
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ALSO SOMETHING THAT MADE
A SHITLOAD OF CASH.
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( slot machine dinging,
coins dropping )
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( champagne cork popping )
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* OOH LA LA LA LA LA...
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( coins dropping )
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I'VE WRITTEN NOVELS,
BOOKS, MAGAZINE ARTICLES,
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AND EVEN
CHILDREN'S STORIES.
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- ALL HAVE BEEN REJECTED.
- ( printer humming )
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I DID SELL A FEW
GREETING CARDS ONCE, THOUGH.
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IT FELT PRETTY GOOD.
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I DON'T FIND
THE CREATIVE PROCESS
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IN ITSELF REWARDING ENOUGH.
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I HAVE TO BE HONEST--
I WANT TO REACH AN AUDIENCE.
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THIS IS MY FIFTH NOVEL.
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I'VE PROMISED MYSELF THAT
IF THIS ONE IS REJECTED,
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I'LL GIVE UP WRITING.
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- ( knocking )
- COME ON, BOY, WE'RE LATE.
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HEY, BUDDY, I--
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KYLE?
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OH, FUC--
WHAT THE FUCK?
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- GOD! KYLE?
- D-DAD?
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- WHAT ARE YOU DOING?
- WHAT ARE YOU DOING?
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- GOD, I WAS COMING, YOU FAG!
- JESUS CHRIST.
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- I THOUGHT YOU WERE DEAD.
- DO YOU KNOCK? PLEASE!
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I KNOCKED.
OKAY, YEP.
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- OUT!
- GOD, I--
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- GET OUT OF MY ROOM!
- I'M OUT. I'M GOING.
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- I'M OUT OF HERE.
- YOU EVER HEARD OF PRIVACY?
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- YOU FREAK!
- YEAH, I'M THE WEIRD ONE.
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YEAH.OH, GOD.
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( sighs )
WHAT THE FUCK?
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( rock music playing )
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DAD?
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DAD?
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- DAD!
- OH, YEAH.RIGHT.
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Radio: * What do you do?Where do you go? *
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( turns off )
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YOU WERE UP EARLY.
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- YOU'RE NOT FUNNY.
- OKAY.
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WHAT A MONDAY.
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* Somewhere else...
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WHY ARE WE
LISTENING TO THIS?
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'CAUSE I LIKE
BRUCE HORNSBY.
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( turns off )
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STOP IT.
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BRUCE HORNSBY IS A FAG.
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HE'S GOT KIDS, KYLE.
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- YOU HAVE A KID.
- MMM.
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- AND YOU'RE A FAG.
- WHY? BECAUSE I LIKE BRUCE HORNSBY?
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- YEAH. - WELL, PUT ON SOME
MUSIC YOU LIKE.OKAY?
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NO, I FUCKING
HATE MUSIC.
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- YOU HATE MUSIC?
- YEAH.
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- ALL MUSIC?
- YES.
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THE ONLY THING QUEERER THAN
MUSIC ARE THE PEOPLE WHO LIKE IT.
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ALL MUSIC IS GAY NOW?
WHAT ABOUT HEAVY METAL?
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THAT'S PROBABLY THE FAGGIEST
OF ALL THE FAG MUSIC OUT THERE.
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KYLE, YOU COULD HAVE
DIED THIS MORNING.
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WELL...
OF EMBARRASSMENT.
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WHAT YOU'RE DOING
IS DANGEROUS.
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WHAT? BEATING OFF?
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NO NO-- NOT--
WE ALL HAVE NEEDS, KYLE.
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NEEDS? WHAT-- WHAT ARE YOU
TALKING ABOUT?
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MASTURBATION IS
NATURAL, OKAY?
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- YOU KNOW WHAT'S NOT NATURAL?
- WHAT?
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TALKING ABOUT JERKING OFF WITH
YOUR DAD, THAT'S NOT NATURAL.
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- SHIT.
- DON'T DO THAT, PLEASE, OKAY?
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- WHY?
- BECAUSE YOUR FEET ARE DIRTY.
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BECAUSE I SAID SO.
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( sighs )
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- WHOA, LET ME OUT HERE.
- LET ME PARK IN THE LOT.
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LANCE, I'M GONNA LOOK LIKE A DILLWEED
WALKING IN WITH YOU, ALL RIGHT?
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IT'S BAD FOR MY REP.
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DON'T CALL ME LANCE.
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IT'S YOUR NAME,
ISN'T IT? LANCE?
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* WHAT DO YOU DO?
WHERE DO YOU GO? *
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* WHAT DO YOU SAY?
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* AND HOW DO YOU KNOW?
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* I'LL SAY WHO CARES *
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* WHEN PEOPLE STARE
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* I WILL MAKE MYSELF
INVISIBLE *
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* YES, I WILL,
YES, I WILL *
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* MM-HMM
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* MM-HMM
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* MM-HMM HMM...
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SLOW DOWN, BOYS.
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* WHEN I FEEL
LIKE A FREAK... *
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'MORNING.
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* WHEN I'M ON THE OTHER END
OF SOMEONE'S MEAN STREAK *
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* PEOPLE MAKE FUN,
I'VE GOT TO LOSE MYSELF... *
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DANNY.
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* TAKE MY THIN SKIN AND
MOVE IT SOMEWHERE ELSE *
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* I'M SETTING MYSELF UP
FOR THE FUTURE *
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* LOOKING FOR THE CHANCE THAT
SOMETHING GOOD MIGHT LIE AHEAD *
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* I GUESS I'M LOOKING FOR
THE POSSIBILITIES *
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* AND IN MY MIND
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* I'VE GOT THIS SKIN
I CAN SHED... *
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* WHAT DO YOU DO?
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* WHERE DO YOU GO?...
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- GOOD MORNING, LANCE.
- 'MORNING PRINCIPAL ANDERSON.
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- WHAT WAS THAT?
- OH, PERSONAL MAIL,
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BUT I USED
MY OWN POSTAGE.
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- MMM. GOOD.
- RIGHT.
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MAY I SPEAK WITH YOU
FOR A MOMENT?
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SURE.
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YOUR POETRY COURSE,
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IT'S NOT VERY POPULAR.
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- NEITHER IS POETRY, SIR.
- MMM.
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BUT THE FEW WHO TAKE IT,
THEY GET A LOT OUT OF IT.
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YES YES,
I'M SURE THEY DO.
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BUT I AM SORRY--
IF YOUR CLASS ENROLLMENT
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DOESN'T IMPROVE BY NEXT SEMESTER,
WE'RE GOING TO HAVE TO DROP IT.
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WE'RE ONLY BUDGETED FOR
ONE ENGLISH ELECTIVE,
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AND MIKE LANE'S CREATIVE-WRITING
COURSE IS QUITE THE HIT.
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I JUST WANTED TO GIVE YOU
A HEADS UP.
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WELL, THANK YOU, SIR.
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( jazz playing )
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- HEY, WHAT'S GOING ON, MR. L?
- HEY, HOW YOU DOIN', MAN?
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- GOOD. HOW ARE YOU?
- READY FOR TONIGHT'S GAME?
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- YEAH, YOU GONNA BE THERE?
- I'LL BE THERE. OF COURSE.
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- GOOD. - THROW A TOUCHDOWN FOR ME,
ALL RIGHT?
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- OF COURSE!
- HEY, LANCELOT!
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- WHAT'S UP, BUDDY?
- NOT MUCH, MIKE.
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ALL RIGHT.
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'MORNING, MISS REED.
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- HELLO, MR. CLAYTON.
- HOW ARE YOU?
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- GOOD. HOW ARE YOU?
- MMM.
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AHH, MY FAVORITE.
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I THOUGHT TEACHERS WEREN'T
SUPPOSED TO HAVE FAVORITES.
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NOT FAVORITE STUDENTS.
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( giggles )
I'M A LUCKY GUY.
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HOW DOES A LUMP LIKE ME
GET A DAME LIKE YOU?
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DON'T INSULT MY TASTE.
I'M THE LUCKY GUY.
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YOU FINISHED?
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YEAH. I WANTED YOU TO BE
THE FIRST TO READ IT.
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I'M HONORED.
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REALLY?
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MAYBE I'LL TAKE YOU
SOMEPLACE FANCY FOR DINNER.
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HOW ABOUT YOU COME OVER TO MY
PLACE FOR SOMETHING HOT AND SPICY?
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IS THAT A DOUBLE ENTENDRE?
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- NO, I WAS JUST GOING TO
MAKE YOU MY CHILI. - OH.
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AND THEN BANG YOU.
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- GREAT!
- ( footsteps )
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YOU HAVE A VERY
PROFESSIONAL DAY, MISS REED.
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RIGHT BACK AT YOU,
MR. CLAYTON.
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- TAKE CARE.
- EXTREMELY PROFESSIONAL DAY.
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( bell rings )
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ANDREW, I WANT TO
SHOW YOU SOMETHING.
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WHAT IS IT?
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EW, IS THAT WOMAN
BEING CRAPPED ON?
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY.
IT'S FUCKING GERMAN SCHIZER PORN.
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ALL RIGHT, DUDE?
IT'S FUCKING HOT, RIGHT, YO?
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NO, DUDE, WHAT THE FUCK
IS WRONG WITH YOU, YO?
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NOTHING.
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YOU WOULDN'T SAY THAT IF
YOU LIVED IN EUROPE.
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I MEAN, THESE EUROPEANS ARE
MUCH MORE BROADMINDED THAN
THESE UPTIGHT AMERICANS.
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SHIT'S HUGE IN GERMANY.
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YEAH, WELL, WE'RE NOT IN EUROPE
AND I DON'T LIKE THAT KIND OF STUFF.
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YEAH, I KNOW,
THAT'S 'CAUSE YOU'RE A FAG.
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DUDE, IT'S GROSS.
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I'D DO IT...
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DO SOMEONE.
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- OH.
- I WOULD.
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I'D CHILI-DOG HER.
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HI, JENNIFER.
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COME ON, BABY, THAT PUSSY'S
NOT GONNA EAT ITSELF.
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WHAT THE FUCK
DID YOU JUST SAY?
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UH, NOTHING.
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YOU'RE A FUCKING PIG.
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WOW, OKAY.
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HOLD THAT.
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( grunts )
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( crowd reacting )
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- ( grunting )
- GET OFF ME, YOU DUMB JOCK!
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WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?
I DON'T EVEN PLAY SPORTS.
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- YOU--
- HEY!
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COME ON, GUYS,
KNOCK IT OFF. KNOCK IT OFF.
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YEAH.
YEAH, THAT'S RIGHT, BITCH.
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OH, YOU'RE GONNA HELP ME UP?
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- COME ON.
- CAN'T YOU CONTROL THAT ANIMAL?
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NOW COME ON, TOUGH GUY,
LET'S GO.
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LET'S GO, GUYS.
COME ON.
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Principal:
KYLE,
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WHAT DID YOU SAY
TO JENNIFER?
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NOTHING.
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HE SAID THAT HER PUSSY
IS NOT GOING TO EAT ITSELF.
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DO YOU HEAR THAT?
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YOU ARE--
THAT IS RUDE.
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- AND YOU'RE A PERVERT.
- BE QUIET.
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KYLE, IS THAT
WHAT YOU SAID?
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NO.
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JENNIFER, CHRIS,
GET BACK TO CLASS.
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KYLE, I NEED TO SPEAK
WITH YOU AND YOUR FATHER.
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KYLE,
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RIGHT NOW YOU'RE
ON ACADEMIC PROBATION
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AND YOUR GRADES SHOW NO
SIGN OF IMPROVEMENT.
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IF YOU DON'T
STRAIGHTEN UP,
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I'M GOING TO HAVE TO
EXPEL YOU.
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- DO YOU UNDERSTAND?
- YES, MR. ANDERSON.
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I DO UNDERSTAND.
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NOW GET OUT OF HERE.
AND NO MORE TROUBLE.
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WAIT FOR ME OUTSIDE.
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LANCE,
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THIS ISN'T EASY FOR ME.
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WHAT ISN'T EASY,
MR. ANDERSON?
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HOW'S KYLE BEEN ACTING
AT HOME?
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I MEAN, DOES HE SEEM
NORMAL TO YOU?
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OH, YEAH.
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OH.YOU AND I BOTH KNOW
THAT SOMETIMES
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THESE THINGS TAKE
A LONG TIME TO SURFACE.
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WHAT THINGS?
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WELL, I THINK THAT KYLE'S
POOR GRADES AND ACTING OUT
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00:11:01,139 --> 00:11:03,273
SHOW SIGNS OF A SERIOUS
DEVELOPMENT PROBLEM.
231
00:11:03,273 --> 00:11:05,339
HE BELONGS IN
A SPECIAL-NEEDS SCHOOL
232
00:11:05,339 --> 00:11:08,073
WHERE HE CAN GET THE PROPER
ATTENTION AND CARE THAT HE REQUIRES.
233
00:11:08,073 --> 00:11:09,738
- WHAT?
- THAT'S NOTHING TO BE ASHAMED OF.
234
00:11:09,738 --> 00:11:12,739
SIR, HE'S--
HE'S NOT SLOW.
235
00:11:12,739 --> 00:11:14,305
HE'S JUST BEING A PAIN.
236
00:11:14,305 --> 00:11:15,838
GIVE HIM
ANOTHER CHANCE.
237
00:11:15,838 --> 00:11:18,604
WELL, I HAVE.
I'VE GIVEN HIM MANY CHANCES.
238
00:11:18,604 --> 00:11:20,871
THAT'S TRUE.
239
00:11:26,470 --> 00:11:28,238
( sighs )
240
00:11:30,470 --> 00:11:33,137
ALL RIGHT.
241
00:11:33,137 --> 00:11:36,204
ALL RIGHT, BUT HE'D BETTER START
SHOWING SIGNS OF IMPROVEMENT
242
00:11:36,204 --> 00:11:39,570
AND QUICKLY. AND HE'S GOT TO STOP
DISTURBING THE OTHER STUDENTS.
243
00:11:39,570 --> 00:11:41,904
THANK YOU, SIR.
THANK YOU.
244
00:11:41,904 --> 00:11:43,603
THANK YOU.
245
00:11:44,904 --> 00:11:47,470
- YOU'RE GROUNDED.
- I'LL RUN AWAY.
246
00:11:47,470 --> 00:11:49,104
OH, AND LIVE
WITH YOUR MOTHER?
247
00:11:49,104 --> 00:11:50,804
AND HER BOY-TOY TODD?
THAT'S A GREAT IDEA.
248
00:11:50,804 --> 00:11:52,503
- I'LL TAKE AWAY YOUR COMPUTER.
- NO, YOU WON'T.
249
00:11:52,503 --> 00:11:54,769
YES, I WILL.
JESUS CHRIST, KYLE,
250
00:11:54,769 --> 00:11:56,903
WHAT DID I DO
TO DESERVE THIS?
251
00:11:56,903 --> 00:11:58,836
I DIDN'T ASK TO
BE BORN.
252
00:11:58,836 --> 00:12:01,602
NEITHER DID I.
253
00:12:01,602 --> 00:12:03,303
BOO HOO.
254
00:12:04,903 --> 00:12:07,103
Woman:
YOU ARE SO FUNNY!
255
00:12:07,103 --> 00:12:09,636
WAIT, READ FROM HERE.
STARTING THERE.
256
00:12:09,636 --> 00:12:11,903
- WHAT ARE YOU READING?
- "WE DON'T EXPERIENCE IT
257
00:12:11,903 --> 00:12:13,303
AS A RESTRICTION!"
258
00:12:13,303 --> 00:12:16,803
- WHAT'S THAT?
- OH, GOD, YOU ARE SO FUNNY.
259
00:12:16,803 --> 00:12:18,803
IT'S-- COME HERE.
GIVE IT TO ME.
260
00:12:18,803 --> 00:12:21,036
- OH, THIS IS EMBARRASSING.
- MIKE GOT PUBLISHED
261
00:12:21,036 --> 00:12:22,969
- IN "THE NEW YORKER."
- "NEW YORKER"!
262
00:12:22,969 --> 00:12:24,568
- HELLO!
- "THE NEW YORKER"?
263
00:12:24,568 --> 00:12:27,002
Woman: IT'S ABOUT THE FIRST
ROBOTTHAT JOINS THE N.B.A.
264
00:12:27,002 --> 00:12:30,035
- IT'S LIKE A PARODY ABOUT RACISM.
- Miss Reed: RACISM.
265
00:12:30,035 --> 00:12:32,202
- IT'S HYSTERICAL.
- NO, IT ISN'T.
266
00:12:32,202 --> 00:12:34,834
NO, IT IS SERIOUSLY
SO GOOD.
267
00:12:34,834 --> 00:12:36,868
CALLED "I, FORWARD."
GET IT?
268
00:12:36,868 --> 00:12:39,201
YEAH, LIKE "I, ROBOT."
269
00:12:39,201 --> 00:12:41,035
- RIGHT, BUT "I, FORWARD."
- YEAH.
270
00:12:41,035 --> 00:12:43,234
IT'S-- IT'S REALLY HARD
GETTING IN "THE NEW YORKER."
271
00:12:43,234 --> 00:12:44,634
- IT IS?
- YEAH, REALLY.
272
00:12:44,634 --> 00:12:46,169
IT'S THE FIRST THING
I SUBMITTED.
273
00:12:46,169 --> 00:12:47,934
Woman: THAT'S AMAZ--
I'M AMAZED.
274
00:12:47,934 --> 00:12:50,101
THE FIRST THING?
NO.
275
00:12:50,101 --> 00:12:52,467
THAT'S GREAT.
GOOD FOR YOU.
276
00:12:52,467 --> 00:12:55,134
- WHAT'S THAT? - MIKE GOT
PUBLISHED IN "THE NEW YORKER."
277
00:12:55,134 --> 00:12:56,934
YOU DON'T SAY!
MAY I SEE IT?
278
00:12:56,934 --> 00:12:58,800
- SURE.
- IT'S ABOUT RACISM.
279
00:12:58,800 --> 00:13:01,566
HOT DOG! NOW DON'T GO
GETTING TOO FAMOUS ON US.
280
00:13:01,566 --> 00:13:03,335
- ( all laughing )
- WHAT'S THAT?
281
00:13:03,335 --> 00:13:05,134
MIKE PUBLISHED AN ARTICLE
IN "THE NEW YORKER."
282
00:13:05,134 --> 00:13:07,300
- TAKE A LOOK AT THAT.
- HO HO!
283
00:13:07,300 --> 00:13:09,901
RIGHT ON.
YOU DOG, YOU DOG!
284
00:13:09,901 --> 00:13:12,134
- YEAH!
- ( all cheering )
285
00:13:12,134 --> 00:13:13,934
THIS SHOULD BE READ
AT ASSEMBLY.
286
00:13:13,934 --> 00:13:15,435
NOW THAT IS
A GREAT IDEA.
287
00:13:15,435 --> 00:13:17,300
MIKE, WOULD YOU READ IT
AT THE ASSEMBLY?
288
00:13:17,300 --> 00:13:19,200
IF YOU TWIST MY ARM,
ALL RIGHT.
289
00:13:19,200 --> 00:13:20,599
( all cheering )
290
00:13:20,599 --> 00:13:21,900
MAY I TAKE THIS
WITH ME?
291
00:13:21,900 --> 00:13:23,566
- YEAH, SURE.
- CAN I READ IT AFTER HIM?
292
00:13:23,566 --> 00:13:25,033
THAT'S AWESOME.
CONGRATULATIONS.
293
00:13:25,033 --> 00:13:26,699
HEY, BLOW MY WHISTLE.
COME ON-- "THE NEW YORKER"!
294
00:13:26,699 --> 00:13:28,932
FOR "THE NEW YORKER"!
YEAH!
295
00:13:28,932 --> 00:13:31,499
( all cheering )
296
00:13:31,499 --> 00:13:34,966
WOW, I CANNOT WAIT
TO GET MY OWN COPY.
297
00:13:36,966 --> 00:13:39,232
"NEW YORKER."
IT'S NOT A NATIONAL,
298
00:13:39,232 --> 00:13:41,865
- BUT THAT'S AMAZING.
- NO.
299
00:13:41,865 --> 00:13:43,966
ACTUALLY, IT IS
A NATIONAL MAGAZINE.
300
00:13:43,966 --> 00:13:45,465
- IT'S NATIONAL.
- REALLY?
301
00:13:45,465 --> 00:13:47,299
WHOA, I DIDN'T KNOW THAT.
302
00:13:47,299 --> 00:13:48,465
MMM.
303
00:13:48,465 --> 00:13:49,698
HOW'S KYLE?
304
00:13:49,698 --> 00:13:51,699
GREAT.
305
00:13:51,699 --> 00:13:54,099
RAISING A SON
IS SO HARD.
306
00:13:54,099 --> 00:13:57,131
DON'T GET ME WRONG, MY HUNTER IS THE
BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME.
307
00:13:57,131 --> 00:13:59,299
BUT MAN, CAN HE
BE A HANDFUL.
308
00:13:59,299 --> 00:14:01,532
- HOW OLD IS HE?
- TWO, GOING ON 20.
309
00:14:01,532 --> 00:14:03,165
OH, GOD.
310
00:14:03,165 --> 00:14:04,432
THE KID'S A PLAYER.
311
00:14:04,432 --> 00:14:06,065
WELL, I WONDER WHERE
HE GETS THAT FROM.
312
00:14:06,065 --> 00:14:07,998
- I HAVE NO IDEA.
- ( laughs )
313
00:14:07,998 --> 00:14:10,265
HOW'S HE DEALING WITH
THE SEPARATION?
314
00:14:10,265 --> 00:14:12,165
REAL WELL.
315
00:14:12,165 --> 00:14:14,664
I DIDN'T KNOW
YOU WERE SEPARATED.
316
00:14:14,664 --> 00:14:16,730
YEAH.
IT'S BEEN TOUGH,
317
00:14:16,730 --> 00:14:20,398
BUT HIS MOTHER AND I WERE
SUPPOSED TO MAKE A BABY TOGETHER.
318
00:14:20,398 --> 00:14:22,697
WE JUST WEREN'T SUPPOSED
TO LIVE TOGETHER.
319
00:14:22,697 --> 00:14:24,864
- THAT'S SO SAD.
- YEAH.
320
00:14:24,864 --> 00:14:27,098
THANKS.
321
00:14:27,098 --> 00:14:29,764
HOW OFTEN
DO YOU SEE HIM?
322
00:14:29,764 --> 00:14:31,630
EVERY OTHER WEEKEND.
323
00:14:31,630 --> 00:14:34,730
THEY'RE NOT KIDDING WHEN
THEY SAY THAT RAISING A CHILD
324
00:14:34,730 --> 00:14:37,463
IS THE TOUGHEST JOB
YOU'LL EVER LOVE.
325
00:14:37,463 --> 00:14:40,130
MMM. WELL, YOU SOUND
LIKE A GREAT DAD.
326
00:14:40,130 --> 00:14:42,530
AH, WELL,
327
00:14:42,530 --> 00:14:44,563
I TRY MY BEST.
328
00:14:44,563 --> 00:14:46,264
( chuckles )
329
00:14:46,264 --> 00:14:49,529
( laughing )
330
00:14:54,729 --> 00:14:56,495
( rockets firing )
331
00:14:58,129 --> 00:14:59,662
HI, ANDREW.
332
00:14:59,662 --> 00:15:01,363
HEY.
333
00:15:01,363 --> 00:15:03,595
I ENJOY OUR LITTLE CHATS.
334
00:15:04,896 --> 00:15:07,129
Woman's voice:
Oh, yeah.
335
00:15:07,129 --> 00:15:09,561
- KYLE?
- HI-- HI, DAD.
336
00:15:09,561 --> 00:15:12,129
- WHAT ARE YOU DOING?
- WHAT? NOTHING.
337
00:15:12,129 --> 00:15:13,828
WHAT'S ANDREW DOING HERE?
338
00:15:13,828 --> 00:15:15,928
WHAT, ANDR-- DON'T
BOTHER ANDREW, ALL RIGHT?
339
00:15:15,928 --> 00:15:18,728
- HE HAS ASTHMA. - THEN HE
SHOULDN'T BE HAVING MILK PRODUCTS.
340
00:15:18,728 --> 00:15:21,895
- WHAT? - LISTEN, YOU'RE GROUNDED.
SEND HIM HOME.
341
00:15:21,895 --> 00:15:24,795
I CAN'T SEND HIM HOME,
DAD!
342
00:15:24,795 --> 00:15:26,528
GOD, MAN, YOU NEVER
LISTEN TO ME.
343
00:15:26,528 --> 00:15:28,295
I TOLD YOU,
HE DOESN'T HAVE A FATHER
344
00:15:28,295 --> 00:15:30,028
AND HE HAS A MOTHER
WHO'S AN ALCOHOLIC.
345
00:15:30,028 --> 00:15:31,861
KYLE, SEND HIM HOME.
YOU DON'T GET TO HAVE FRIENDS OVER.
346
00:15:31,861 --> 00:15:33,895
FINE, YOU KNOW WHAT?
YOU CAN SEND HIM HOME.
347
00:15:33,895 --> 00:15:35,961
I'M NOT GONNA DO THAT
TO THIS GUY.
348
00:15:35,961 --> 00:15:38,493
OKAY? YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT
ANYONE BUT YOURSELF.
349
00:15:38,493 --> 00:15:40,162
- KYLE?
- YOU'RE SO-- WHAT?
350
00:15:40,162 --> 00:15:43,128
- WHAT DO YOU WANT?
- DO YOU WANT TO DO SOME HOMEWORK?
351
00:15:43,128 --> 00:15:45,194
I WOULD LOVE TO,
BUT I CAN'T.
352
00:15:45,194 --> 00:15:46,827
YOU HAVE TO GO HOME.
353
00:15:46,827 --> 00:15:48,361
WHY?
354
00:15:48,361 --> 00:15:51,227
OH, WELL, THAT'S A QUESTION
FOR MY FATHER.
355
00:15:51,227 --> 00:15:53,294
FINE, ANDREW CAN STAY.
YOU CAN DO HOMEWORK.
356
00:15:53,294 --> 00:15:54,660
OH, YOU CAN STAY NOW!
YOU CAN--
357
00:15:54,660 --> 00:15:56,127
GO ON, GET IN.
SHUT UP.
358
00:15:56,127 --> 00:15:58,026
OH, YOU'RE GONNA TELL ME
TO SHUT UP NOW.
359
00:15:58,026 --> 00:15:59,726
- YEAH, I AM.
- PRICK.
360
00:15:59,726 --> 00:16:01,560
( distant dog barking )
361
00:16:01,560 --> 00:16:03,559
MR. CLAYTON, DO YOU
HAVE ANYTHING TO EAT?
362
00:16:03,559 --> 00:16:05,161
SURE, ANDREW.
363
00:16:06,327 --> 00:16:08,492
UH, I'M A VEGETARIAN.
364
00:16:10,260 --> 00:16:13,160
( laughs )
365
00:16:13,160 --> 00:16:15,160
HERE YOU GO, ANDREW.
IT'S JUST CHEESE.
366
00:16:15,160 --> 00:16:16,658
I HOPE YOU'RE OKAY
WITH THAT.
367
00:16:16,658 --> 00:16:18,458
- BE CAREFUL.IT'S HOT.
- THANKS, MR. CLAYTON.
368
00:16:18,458 --> 00:16:19,993
KYLE, LET'S SEE
HOW MUCH YOU'VE GOT HERE.
369
00:16:19,993 --> 00:16:23,626
ON, ONLINE.
WELL, "FARMERS RELIED ON GOOD SOIL,
370
00:16:23,626 --> 00:16:25,992
WORKER ANIMALS,
SUNSHINE AND...
371
00:16:25,992 --> 00:16:27,427
PERSPIRATION."
372
00:16:27,427 --> 00:16:28,992
YOU MEAN LIKE SWEAT?
373
00:16:28,992 --> 00:16:31,693
NO, PERSPIRATION--
WHEN IT RAINS!
374
00:16:31,693 --> 00:16:33,826
UH, THAT'S--
THAT'S PRECIPITATION.
375
00:16:33,826 --> 00:16:35,892
- ( Andrew exhaling )
- NO, I MEANT "SWEAT."
376
00:16:35,892 --> 00:16:37,192
OH.
377
00:16:37,192 --> 00:16:39,625
IT'S HOT. YOU WANT
SOMETHING TO DRINK, ANDREW?
378
00:16:39,625 --> 00:16:40,758
NO.
379
00:16:40,758 --> 00:16:42,025
YOU OKAY?
380
00:16:42,025 --> 00:16:43,658
I'M TRYING TO WRITE.
381
00:16:43,658 --> 00:16:45,225
- SORRY.
- PLEASE.
382
00:16:45,225 --> 00:16:47,224
- ( cell phone ringing )
- HELLO?
383
00:16:47,224 --> 00:16:48,625
- Lance: Hey.
- HI.
384
00:16:48,625 --> 00:16:50,924
As soon as I finish helping
Kyle with his homework,
385
00:16:50,924 --> 00:16:54,224
I'M COMING OVER TO YOUR HOUSE AND
PUTTING MY PENIS IN YOUR VAGINA.
386
00:16:54,224 --> 00:16:55,558
( laughs )
387
00:16:55,558 --> 00:16:57,558
THAT'S A SINGLE ENTENDRE.
388
00:16:57,558 --> 00:16:59,557
OH, I SHOULD HAVE
CALLED YOU EARLIER.
389
00:16:59,557 --> 00:17:01,958
I DIDN'T GET TO THE STORE
SO I DIDN'T MAKE CHILI.
390
00:17:01,958 --> 00:17:04,624
OH.WELL, I'LL
TAKE YOU OUT TO DINNER.
391
00:17:04,624 --> 00:17:06,325
OH, I DON'T KNOW IF
THAT'S A GOOD IDEA.
392
00:17:06,325 --> 00:17:08,325
I MEAN, WE REALLY SHOULDN'T GO
OUT WHERE STUDENTS MIGHT SEE US.
393
00:17:08,325 --> 00:17:11,258
WELL, YOU KNOW WHAT? I'LL PICK UP
SOME TAKEOUT AND BRING IT OVER.
394
00:17:11,258 --> 00:17:15,457
OH, WOULD YOU JUST HATE ME IF WE
DID THIS TOMORROW NIGHT INSTEAD?
395
00:17:15,457 --> 00:17:18,358
I'M JUST NOT FEELING THAT GREAT,
AND IT'S ALREADY KIND OF LATE.
396
00:17:18,358 --> 00:17:22,123
NO. NO, TOMORROW
NIGHT'LL BE GREAT.
397
00:17:22,123 --> 00:17:23,325
Okay.
398
00:17:23,325 --> 00:17:25,457
ARE YOU SURE YOU'RE
NOT MAD AT ME?
399
00:17:25,457 --> 00:17:27,390
NO, NOT AT ALL.
400
00:17:27,390 --> 00:17:28,623
Okay.
401
00:17:28,623 --> 00:17:30,257
THEN GOOD NIGHT, SUGAR.
402
00:17:30,257 --> 00:17:31,390
Good night, Popsicle.
403
00:17:36,923 --> 00:17:38,023
( sighs )
404
00:17:40,755 --> 00:17:43,057
LET'S SEE HOW YOU'RE DOING
ON THAT REPORT, HUH?
405
00:17:44,324 --> 00:17:46,622
- IT'S GOOD.
- YEAH.
406
00:17:46,622 --> 00:17:48,289
SEE, KYLE?
407
00:17:48,289 --> 00:17:50,022
WHAT ARE YOU DOING?
408
00:17:50,022 --> 00:17:52,056
- COOL DOWN.
- OH.
409
00:17:52,056 --> 00:17:54,189
WHAT TIME DO YOU
HAVE TO BE HOME, ANDREW?
410
00:17:54,189 --> 00:17:55,389
IT DOESN'T MATTER.
411
00:17:55,389 --> 00:17:57,122
WELL, YOU KNOW, IT'S
JUST 9:30.
412
00:17:57,122 --> 00:17:59,289
WE CAN GO TO A VIDEO STORE,
GET A MOVIE.
413
00:17:59,289 --> 00:18:02,356
ARE YOU STUPID?
I HATE WATCHING MOVIES.
414
00:18:02,356 --> 00:18:04,388
YOU USED TO LIKE WATCHING
MOVIES WHEN YOU WERE A KID.
415
00:18:04,388 --> 00:18:06,389
YEAH, ONLY 'CAUSE
YOU WANTED ME TO.
416
00:18:06,389 --> 00:18:08,822
MOVIES ARE FOR LOSERS
AND ART FAGS.
417
00:18:08,822 --> 00:18:11,621
OH.
WHAT WOULD YOU LIKE TO DO?
418
00:18:11,621 --> 00:18:13,988
UM...
419
00:18:13,988 --> 00:18:16,789
CAN ANDREW AND I PLAY "DOOM"
ON MY COMPUTER?
420
00:18:17,854 --> 00:18:19,821
YEAH.
421
00:18:19,821 --> 00:18:21,754
JUST "DOOM,"
NOTHING ELSE.
422
00:18:27,355 --> 00:18:28,721
I LIKE YOUR DAD.
423
00:18:28,721 --> 00:18:30,087
MY DAD?
424
00:18:30,087 --> 00:18:31,921
HE'S A FUCKING IDIOT.
425
00:18:33,322 --> 00:18:35,354
Boy:
"INSANITY LAUGHS
426
00:18:35,354 --> 00:18:38,920
UNDER PRESSURE WE'RE CRACKING
427
00:18:38,920 --> 00:18:42,753
CAN'T WE GIVE OURSELVES
ONE MORE CHANCE?
428
00:18:42,753 --> 00:18:45,620
WHY CAN'T WE GIVE LOVE
429
00:18:45,620 --> 00:18:47,552
ONE MORE CHANCE?
430
00:18:48,853 --> 00:18:51,653
WHY CAN'T WE GIVE LOVE
431
00:18:51,653 --> 00:18:54,153
GIVE LOVE
432
00:18:55,852 --> 00:18:57,720
GIVE LOVE..."
433
00:18:57,720 --> 00:18:59,353
STOP.
434
00:18:59,353 --> 00:19:01,353
JASON, YOU DIDN'T
WRITE THAT.
435
00:19:01,353 --> 00:19:04,485
THAT'S A QUEEN/BOWIE SONG:
"UNDER PRESSURE."
436
00:19:04,485 --> 00:19:06,353
WHAT WERE YOU THINKING?
437
00:19:06,353 --> 00:19:08,585
I DIDN'T THINK
YOU KNEW THAT ONE.
438
00:19:08,585 --> 00:19:10,485
JASON, I'M WHITE.
439
00:19:10,485 --> 00:19:12,152
- OH, BOY.
- SIT DOWN.
440
00:19:12,152 --> 00:19:13,519
THANK YOU.
441
00:19:15,086 --> 00:19:18,419
GUYS, WHY ARE YOU HERE IF
YOU'RE NOT GONNA EVEN TRY?
442
00:19:18,419 --> 00:19:21,584
POETRY IS ABOUT SAYING
SOMETHING FROM YOUR HEART,
443
00:19:21,584 --> 00:19:24,285
SOMETHING PERSONAL.
OKAY?
444
00:19:24,285 --> 00:19:25,551
YES, GINGER?
445
00:19:25,551 --> 00:19:28,285
I HAVE SOMETHING
THAT'S KIND OF PERSONAL.
446
00:19:28,285 --> 00:19:30,018
GREAT. GO AHEAD.
447
00:19:38,484 --> 00:19:41,152
"IT WAS RAINING
YESTERDAY AFTERNOON
448
00:19:41,152 --> 00:19:44,917
WATER DRIPPING OFF THE LILAC
BUSHES MY MOTHER LOVES
449
00:19:44,917 --> 00:19:48,784
AND AS I SAT AND WATCHED THE BLOOD
POUR OUT FROM BETWEEN MY LEGS
450
00:19:48,784 --> 00:19:51,217
AND FELT THE PAIN
OF MOTHERHOOD MYSELF
451
00:19:51,217 --> 00:19:54,151
I WONDERED IF IT WOULD HAVE
BEEN A BOY OR A GIRL"
452
00:19:59,917 --> 00:20:01,318
THANK YOU.
453
00:20:02,483 --> 00:20:05,318
THAT WAS VERY PERSONAL.
454
00:20:06,983 --> 00:20:09,384
THANKS.
455
00:20:09,384 --> 00:20:12,117
IF YOU EVER NEED TO TALK
TO SOMEONE, I'M HERE.
456
00:20:12,117 --> 00:20:14,716
WHY?
457
00:20:14,716 --> 00:20:17,250
- ( kids laughing )
- ( bell rings )
458
00:20:17,250 --> 00:20:19,449
Woman singing:
* YES, IT'S A GOOD DAY *
459
00:20:19,449 --> 00:20:21,050
* FOR SINGING A SONG
460
00:20:21,050 --> 00:20:22,816
* AND IT'S A GOOD DAY *
461
00:20:22,816 --> 00:20:24,116
* FOR MOVING ALONG
462
00:20:24,116 --> 00:20:25,683
* YES, IT'S A GOOD DAY *
463
00:20:25,683 --> 00:20:27,716
* HOW COULD ANYTHING
BE WRONG? *
464
00:20:27,716 --> 00:20:30,350
* A GOOD DAY FROM
MORNING TILL NIGHT *
465
00:20:30,350 --> 00:20:32,816
* AND IT'S A GOOD DAY *
466
00:20:32,816 --> 00:20:34,349
* FOR SHINING YOUR SHOES
467
00:20:34,349 --> 00:20:36,083
* AND IT'S A GOOD DAY... *
468
00:20:36,083 --> 00:20:37,916
HELLO, LAMB CHOP.
469
00:20:37,916 --> 00:20:40,049
HELLO, HONEYDEW MELON.
470
00:20:40,049 --> 00:20:41,748
WHAT'S WRONG?
471
00:20:41,748 --> 00:20:43,182
NOTHING.
472
00:20:43,182 --> 00:20:44,782
SOMETHING'S BOTHERING YOU.
473
00:20:44,782 --> 00:20:47,215
DO YOU LIKE MIKE?
474
00:20:47,215 --> 00:20:49,316
WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT?
475
00:20:49,316 --> 00:20:51,215
DON'T GET MAD. I MEAN,
I KNOW WE'VE NEVER TALKED
476
00:20:51,215 --> 00:20:53,481
ABOUT NOT SEEING
ANYONE ELSE.
477
00:20:53,481 --> 00:20:56,149
I'M SORRY I SAID THAT.
478
00:20:56,149 --> 00:20:57,447
I--
479
00:20:59,714 --> 00:21:01,415
ARE WE STILL ON FOR DINNER?
480
00:21:01,415 --> 00:21:05,281
* I'VE GOT A GAL
THAT'S ALWAYS LATE *
481
00:21:05,281 --> 00:21:08,048
* EVERY TIME WE HAVE
A DATE *
482
00:21:08,048 --> 00:21:10,581
* BUT I LOVE HER
483
00:21:10,581 --> 00:21:13,614
* YES, I LOVE HER
484
00:21:15,614 --> 00:21:19,547
* I'M GONNA WALK RIGHT UP
TO HER GATE *
485
00:21:19,547 --> 00:21:22,047
* AND SEE IF I CAN
GET IT STRAIGHT *
486
00:21:22,047 --> 00:21:25,446
* 'CAUSE I WANT HER *
487
00:21:25,446 --> 00:21:28,681
* I'M GONNA ASK HER *
488
00:21:28,681 --> 00:21:33,013
* I'M GONNA SAY,
"IS YOU IS OR IS YOU AIN'T *
489
00:21:33,013 --> 00:21:34,913
* MY BABY?
490
00:21:36,746 --> 00:21:41,147
* THE WAY YOU'RE ACTING
LATELY MAKES ME DOUBT..." *
491
00:21:41,147 --> 00:21:43,346
( phone ringing )
492
00:21:43,346 --> 00:21:46,012
- HELLO?
- Miss Reed: Hello, jerk.
493
00:21:46,012 --> 00:21:48,012
I AM SO SORRY.
494
00:21:48,012 --> 00:21:49,813
YEAH, YOU'RE
A REAL SHITBIRD.
495
00:21:49,813 --> 00:21:51,313
DON'T LET IT
HAPPEN AGAIN.
496
00:21:51,313 --> 00:21:53,346
I AM SUCH A JERK.
497
00:21:53,346 --> 00:21:55,478
AND IT WILL NEVER
HAPPEN AGAIN.
498
00:21:55,478 --> 00:21:57,645
( laughing )
499
00:21:57,645 --> 00:22:00,379
* MMM, A WOMAN
IS A CREATURE... *
500
00:22:00,379 --> 00:22:02,812
- HELLO?
- IN HERE!
501
00:22:02,812 --> 00:22:05,146
* THAT HAS ALWAYS BEEN
STRANGE *
502
00:22:05,146 --> 00:22:07,578
* JUST WHEN YOU'RE
SURE OF ONE *
503
00:22:07,578 --> 00:22:11,712
* YOU FIND SHE'S GONE
AND MADE A CHANGE... *
504
00:22:11,712 --> 00:22:13,645
OH, GREAT.
THANKS.
505
00:22:13,645 --> 00:22:15,278
* IS YOU IS OR
IS YOU AIN'T... *
506
00:22:15,278 --> 00:22:16,678
THAT'S GREAT.
507
00:22:16,678 --> 00:22:18,313
IT'S AN INTERESTING PIECE.
508
00:22:18,313 --> 00:22:20,778
- YEAH? YOU'RE AN INTERESTING PIECE.
- OH!
509
00:22:23,178 --> 00:22:25,412
( both moaning )
510
00:22:26,878 --> 00:22:29,145
THIS IS JUST
LIKE HIGH SCHOOL, RIGHT?
511
00:22:29,145 --> 00:22:31,910
AH. EXCEPT I DIDN'T HAVE
ANY GIRLFRIENDS IN HIGH SCHOOL.
512
00:22:31,910 --> 00:22:33,911
OH, WELL, THOSE GIRLS
WERE IDIOTS.
513
00:22:33,911 --> 00:22:35,678
I WOULD HAVE
BEEN YOUR GIRLFRIEND.
514
00:22:35,678 --> 00:22:37,144
OH.
515
00:22:37,144 --> 00:22:39,044
IF WE HAD A TIME MACHINE,
516
00:22:39,044 --> 00:22:40,743
LET'S SEE--
517
00:22:40,743 --> 00:22:42,078
MMM...
518
00:22:42,078 --> 00:22:44,743
I'D BE IN HIGH SCHOOL
AND YOU'D BE A FETUS.
519
00:22:44,743 --> 00:22:46,677
- I THINK THAT'S--
- NO, THAT'S NOT COOL.
520
00:22:46,677 --> 00:22:48,010
NO, NOT COOL.
521
00:22:48,010 --> 00:22:50,077
( both muttering )
522
00:22:50,077 --> 00:22:51,144
ALA LA LA LA.
523
00:22:51,144 --> 00:22:52,443
Girl:
WEEKEND SUMMARY:
524
00:22:52,443 --> 00:22:54,609
WE DID NOTHING,
FOLLOWED BY NOTHING,
525
00:22:54,609 --> 00:22:56,543
WITH A GRAND FINALE
OF NOTHING.
526
00:22:56,543 --> 00:22:59,176
ABOUT TIME, FELTER.
527
00:22:59,176 --> 00:23:01,542
I THINK THEY'RE DOING IT.
528
00:23:01,542 --> 00:23:03,077
WHAT?
529
00:23:03,077 --> 00:23:05,575
YOU-- YOU THINK
THAT THEY'RE FUCKING?
530
00:23:05,575 --> 00:23:07,210
ANDREW, ANDREW, LOOK,
531
00:23:07,210 --> 00:23:09,743
YOU HAVE TO KNOW THAT FUCKING
PUSSY IS VIRGIN SHIT, ALL RIGHT?
532
00:23:09,743 --> 00:23:12,176
WHEN I'M WITH A BITCH,
I JUST GO STRAIGHT FOR THE BROWN-EYE.
533
00:23:12,176 --> 00:23:13,176
WHAT?
534
00:23:13,176 --> 00:23:15,343
I STICK MY COCK
IN HER ASSHOLE.
535
00:23:15,343 --> 00:23:18,474
I GOT THAT PART, BUT
YOU'VE NEVER BEEN WITH A WOMAN.
536
00:23:18,474 --> 00:23:19,776
FUCK YOU.
537
00:23:19,776 --> 00:23:21,276
KYLE, I'M ALWAYS WITH YOU.
I KNOW.
538
00:23:21,276 --> 00:23:22,876
NO, YOU'RE NOT
ALWAYS WITH ME.
539
00:23:22,876 --> 00:23:24,143
- YES, I AM.
- NO, YOU'RE NOT.
540
00:23:25,509 --> 00:23:27,309
LOSER.
541
00:23:27,309 --> 00:23:29,343
OH, YOU'RE FUCKING FUCKED!
542
00:23:29,343 --> 00:23:32,574
- YOU'RE FUCKING--
- LET IT GO, KYLE. THEY'RE NOT WORTH IT.
543
00:23:32,574 --> 00:23:35,242
"AHA," YEAH. THAT'S RIGHT,
LAUGH IT UP, YOU FUCKING WHORES.
544
00:23:39,608 --> 00:23:43,242
( Kyle moans )
DON'T BE SHY.
545
00:23:43,242 --> 00:23:45,574
THERE YOU GO.
546
00:23:45,574 --> 00:23:48,041
AHH, YEAH.
547
00:23:48,041 --> 00:23:50,074
OH.
548
00:23:50,074 --> 00:23:51,674
Lance:
HEY, BUDDY, WHAT YOU DOIN'?
549
00:23:51,674 --> 00:23:54,275
I'M DOING MY HOMEWORK.
WHAT DOES IT LOOK LIKE I'M DOING?
550
00:23:54,275 --> 00:23:55,207
OH.
551
00:23:57,142 --> 00:23:58,807
WHAT?
552
00:23:58,807 --> 00:24:01,341
NOTHING.
NEED A HAND?
553
00:24:01,341 --> 00:24:04,041
YOU KNOW,
YOUR REPORT, OR...
554
00:24:04,041 --> 00:24:07,408
NO. NO, IT'S-- NO.
555
00:24:07,408 --> 00:24:08,807
OKAY.
556
00:24:08,807 --> 00:24:11,640
HEY, LISTEN, I'M GOING
ON A DATE TONIGHT.
557
00:24:11,640 --> 00:24:14,640
AND IF YOU'RE HUNGRY, I COULD
FIX YOU SOME FOOD BEFORE I GO.
558
00:24:14,640 --> 00:24:16,640
YOU'RE GOING ON A DATE
WITH WHO?
559
00:24:16,640 --> 00:24:18,373
WELL, NO ONE'S
SUPPOSED TO KNOW
560
00:24:18,373 --> 00:24:20,506
BECAUSE IT COULD CAUSE
PROBLEMS AT SCHOOL.
561
00:24:20,506 --> 00:24:22,006
CLAIRE.
562
00:24:22,006 --> 00:24:24,173
CLAIRE?
563
00:24:24,173 --> 00:24:25,873
DO I KNOW THIS CLAIRE?
564
00:24:25,873 --> 00:24:27,940
MISS REED. HMM?
565
00:24:27,940 --> 00:24:31,306
( laughs ) REALLY? YOU'RE GOING
OUT WITH THE T.I.L.F., THAT'S GREAT.
566
00:24:31,306 --> 00:24:32,739
- THE WHAT?
- T.I.L.F.--
567
00:24:32,739 --> 00:24:35,139
- "TEACHER I'D LIKE TO FUCK."
- NICE MOUTH.
568
00:24:35,139 --> 00:24:37,471
HEY, IT'S JUST WHAT THE OTHER
KIDS AT SCHOOL CALL HER.
569
00:24:37,471 --> 00:24:39,240
WHAT DO YOU THINK
ABOUT MISS REED?
570
00:24:39,240 --> 00:24:42,439
WELL, SHE'S GOT A HOT BODY,
HELMET'S OKAY.
571
00:24:42,439 --> 00:24:44,805
- DO HER FROM BEHIND.
- HEY, COME ON NOW!
572
00:24:44,805 --> 00:24:47,039
KYLE, WHEN DID YOU BECOME
SUCH A PERVERT?
573
00:24:47,039 --> 00:24:48,538
YOU SOUND LIKE
YOUR UNCLE PETE.
574
00:24:48,538 --> 00:24:50,105
THERE'S MORE TO
A WOMAN THAN THAT.
575
00:24:50,105 --> 00:24:51,672
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT
HER PERSONALITY?
576
00:24:51,672 --> 00:24:54,905
OH, UM, NAH.
577
00:24:54,905 --> 00:24:57,239
SHE'S PRETTY STUCK UP
AND SHE'S A PHONY.
578
00:24:57,239 --> 00:24:59,938
WHY DO I EVEN
TELL YOU THESE THINGS?
579
00:25:05,838 --> 00:25:07,339
( phone beeps )
580
00:25:07,339 --> 00:25:09,204
( ringing )
581
00:25:09,204 --> 00:25:10,838
- Hello?
- HEY.
582
00:25:10,838 --> 00:25:13,904
- HI.
- WE STILL ON FOR SOME VITTLES?
583
00:25:13,904 --> 00:25:16,138
OH, I'M SO SORRY
I DIDN'T CALL YOU SOONER.
584
00:25:16,138 --> 00:25:18,238
MY MOTHER IS HAVING
A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN.
585
00:25:18,238 --> 00:25:21,704
Her dog got burnt
by a hair crimper.
586
00:25:21,704 --> 00:25:24,870
THEY WERE PLAYING FETCH OR
SOMETHING-- SHE'S FUCKING BANANAS.
587
00:25:24,870 --> 00:25:26,037
Ahh.
588
00:25:26,037 --> 00:25:28,204
I'M SO SORRY ABOUT TONIGHT.
589
00:25:28,204 --> 00:25:29,837
You're not mad,
are you?
590
00:25:29,837 --> 00:25:31,137
MMM, NOT AT ALL.
591
00:25:31,137 --> 00:25:33,938
OKAY, GOOD NIGHT, CUPCAKES.
592
00:25:33,938 --> 00:25:35,903
GOOD NIGHT,
WATERMELON SHERBET.
593
00:25:43,803 --> 00:25:47,736
* WHEN I GET HIGH
594
00:25:47,736 --> 00:25:52,170
* THIS WORLD'S SO NICE *
595
00:25:52,170 --> 00:25:55,969
* WHEN I GET HIGH
596
00:25:55,969 --> 00:25:59,736
* IT'S PARADISE... *
597
00:25:59,736 --> 00:26:02,236
( woman coughing )
598
00:26:02,236 --> 00:26:04,902
YOUR POT
SMELLS LIKE SHIT.
599
00:26:04,902 --> 00:26:07,802
- OH. OH, SORRY.
- THAT'S OKAY.
600
00:26:07,802 --> 00:26:10,303
- WOULD YOU LIKE SOME?
- ARE YOU KIDDING?
601
00:26:10,303 --> 00:26:13,069
- I CAN BARELY BREATHE.
- ( inhaler spurts )
602
00:26:13,069 --> 00:26:15,102
OH, I'M REALLY SORRY.
OH.
603
00:26:15,102 --> 00:26:17,635
( coughing )
604
00:26:17,635 --> 00:26:19,801
HOWEVER,
605
00:26:19,801 --> 00:26:22,368
IF YOU WERE TO OFFER ME
SOME POT BROWNIES,
606
00:26:22,368 --> 00:26:23,868
I WOULDN'T SAY NO.
607
00:26:23,868 --> 00:26:26,435
- REALLY?
- YEAH.
608
00:26:26,435 --> 00:26:29,935
TONIGHT WHEN YOU'RE
GETTING CHANGED,
609
00:26:29,935 --> 00:26:32,601
WOULD YOU MIND PULLING
YOUR BEDROOM DRAPES?
610
00:26:32,601 --> 00:26:34,200
WHY?
611
00:26:34,200 --> 00:26:36,334
I THINK MY SON WATCHES YOU.
612
00:26:36,334 --> 00:26:37,868
GET OUT OF HERE.
613
00:26:37,868 --> 00:26:40,800
NO NO. I THINK
HE WATCHES YOU CHANGE.
614
00:26:40,800 --> 00:26:42,800
YOUR SON?
615
00:26:42,800 --> 00:26:44,035
MM-HMM.
616
00:26:44,035 --> 00:26:45,667
I THOUGHT HE
WAS A ZOMBIE.
617
00:26:45,667 --> 00:26:47,466
I WISH.
I LIKE ZOMBIES.
618
00:26:47,466 --> 00:26:49,833
OH, YEAH, YOU DO?
ME TOO. I DO.
619
00:26:49,833 --> 00:26:51,368
- REALLY?
- YEAH.
620
00:26:51,368 --> 00:26:53,633
OH, I LIKE THE EARLY ZOMBIE MOVIES
LIKE "NIGHT OF THE LIVING DEAD."
621
00:26:53,633 --> 00:26:55,167
ME TOO.
622
00:26:55,167 --> 00:26:57,167
OH, YEAH, DON'T WATCH
THAT ONE ALONE.
623
00:26:57,167 --> 00:26:58,867
- I DON'T LIKE THE NEW ONES.
- NO.
624
00:26:58,867 --> 00:27:01,367
- ZOMBIES ARE TOO FAST, YOU KNOW?
- YEAH, TOO FAST. YEAH.
625
00:27:01,367 --> 00:27:04,466
I BELIEVE LIKE SIMON PEGG SAID,
"THE DEATH IS AN IMPEDIMENT,
626
00:27:04,466 --> 00:27:05,933
NOT AN ENERGY DRINK."
627
00:27:05,933 --> 00:27:08,166
( laughing )
628
00:27:08,166 --> 00:27:10,599
( funk music playing )
629
00:27:31,498 --> 00:27:32,599
WHAT YOU DOING?
630
00:27:32,599 --> 00:27:35,465
JESUS, DAD.
YOU ALMOST MADE ME CRAP.
631
00:27:35,465 --> 00:27:38,998
DID YOU GET YOUR
HOMEWORK DONE?
632
00:27:38,998 --> 00:27:40,999
YEAH, A LONG TIME AGO.
633
00:27:40,999 --> 00:27:42,166
YEAH.
634
00:27:42,166 --> 00:27:44,599
- YEAH.
- WHAT--
635
00:27:44,599 --> 00:27:46,631
ARE YOU STONED?
636
00:27:46,631 --> 00:27:47,998
NO.
637
00:27:47,998 --> 00:27:50,531
SERIOUSLY, YOU SMELL LIKE POT.
ARE YOU SMOKING POT?
638
00:27:50,531 --> 00:27:52,364
- NO.
- YOU CAN TELL ME.
639
00:27:52,364 --> 00:27:54,797
- NO.
- YOU'RE NOT USING GRASS?
640
00:27:54,797 --> 00:27:57,299
NO, YOU DON'T USE GRASS.
NO.
641
00:27:57,299 --> 00:27:59,299
THEN WHAT'S--
WHAT'S THAT SMELL?
642
00:27:59,299 --> 00:28:00,864
WHAT SMELL?
643
00:28:00,864 --> 00:28:03,798
IT'S PROBABLY A SKUNK OUTSIDE
OR SOMETHING, YOU KNOW.
644
00:28:03,798 --> 00:28:05,398
OH YEAH, SURE,
A SKUNK.
645
00:28:05,398 --> 00:28:06,931
HEY, YOU KNOW WHAT?
646
00:28:06,931 --> 00:28:09,164
WHY DON'T WE DO
SOMETHING TOGETHER TOMORROW?
647
00:28:09,164 --> 00:28:10,964
WHY?
'CAUSE YOU FEEL BAD?
648
00:28:10,964 --> 00:28:12,764
YEAH.NO.
649
00:28:12,764 --> 00:28:16,398
I MEAN, IT'D BE JUST FUN TO DO
SOMETHING TOGETHER, YOU KNOW?
650
00:28:16,398 --> 00:28:17,630
- OKAY.
- MMM.
651
00:28:17,630 --> 00:28:19,930
YEAH.YEAH,
LIKE BUILD A ROCKET.
652
00:28:19,930 --> 00:28:21,629
SURE, IF YOU WANT TO.
653
00:28:21,629 --> 00:28:23,663
THAT'S RETARDED.
654
00:28:23,663 --> 00:28:25,398
YEAH.
655
00:28:25,398 --> 00:28:26,997
YEAH.
656
00:28:26,997 --> 00:28:29,829
- WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO?
- NOTHING.
657
00:28:29,829 --> 00:28:32,496
OH, COME ON NOW, KYLE, YOU MUST
BE PASSIONATE ABOUT SOMETHING.
658
00:28:32,496 --> 00:28:34,063
- YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT I LIKE?
- YEAH.
659
00:28:34,063 --> 00:28:35,763
- I LIKE LOOKING AT VAGINAS...
- AHH.
660
00:28:35,763 --> 00:28:36,996
...ALL DAY LONG.
661
00:28:36,996 --> 00:28:39,562
( laughs )
662
00:28:39,562 --> 00:28:42,130
- THERE YOU GO.
- YEAH.
663
00:28:42,130 --> 00:28:45,828
BUT MAYBE DO SOMETHING
NON-VAGINA RELATED.
664
00:28:45,828 --> 00:28:48,629
YOU KNOW, OUTSIDE
THE VAGINA.
665
00:28:48,629 --> 00:28:52,030
OKAY, UH,
WE COULD GO TO THE MALL.
666
00:28:52,030 --> 00:28:54,363
OKAY. AND THEN
WE'LL CATCH A MOVIE.
667
00:28:54,363 --> 00:28:56,696
YEAH, SURE,
AT THE MALL, YOU KNOW?
668
00:28:56,696 --> 00:28:59,695
AND THEN WE'LL MAYBE
LOOK FOR A NEW COMPUTER.
669
00:28:59,695 --> 00:29:01,296
NO NO,
WE'LL JUST HANG.
670
00:29:01,296 --> 00:29:03,827
DAD, DID I TELL YOU THAT
WE HAD TO BUY A NEW COMPUTER?
671
00:29:03,827 --> 00:29:06,229
NO, I SAID-- IF YOU
WERE LISTENING TO ME--
672
00:29:06,229 --> 00:29:08,362
THAT WE COULD LOOK
FOR A NEW COMPUTER, OKAY?
673
00:29:08,362 --> 00:29:10,627
AND THEN WE'LL GO
TO YOUR MOVIE.
674
00:29:10,627 --> 00:29:13,762
OKAY. BUT WE'RE NOT
BUYING A NEW COMPUTER.
675
00:29:13,762 --> 00:29:15,961
YEAH, ALL RIGHT.
SOUNDS FUN.
676
00:29:15,961 --> 00:29:17,761
THIS ISN'T
THE BIGGEST SCREEN.
677
00:29:17,761 --> 00:29:19,627
JESUS CHRIST,
HOW ABOUT A "THANK YOU"?
678
00:29:19,627 --> 00:29:22,194
ARE YOU ON YOUR PERIOD
OR SOMETHING?
679
00:29:22,194 --> 00:29:23,627
CAN I NOT SAY ANYTHING?
680
00:29:25,527 --> 00:29:29,395
HEY, ISN'T THAT-- ISN'T THAT
MIKE WITH MISS REED?
681
00:29:29,395 --> 00:29:30,827
YEAH, IT IS.
682
00:29:30,827 --> 00:29:32,395
DUDE, I WOULDN'T LET
MY BITCH TREAT ME THAT WAY.
683
00:29:32,395 --> 00:29:35,061
- YOU DON'T HAVE A "BITCH."
- HOW DO YOU KNOW?
684
00:29:35,061 --> 00:29:36,927
- HI, KYLE.
- HEY.
685
00:29:36,927 --> 00:29:38,826
- MR. CLAYTON.
- HELLO, ANDREW.
686
00:29:38,826 --> 00:29:40,694
OH, WOW, SO HE
GOT IT FOR YOU.
687
00:29:40,694 --> 00:29:44,327
- SWEET. - NOT THAT SWEET.
IT'S NOT THE BIGGEST ONE.
688
00:29:44,327 --> 00:29:47,693
WHAT-- DAD, WE'RE GONNA
GO HOME AND HOOK THIS UP.
689
00:29:47,693 --> 00:29:49,060
WHAT ABOUT GOING TO
THE MOVIES?
690
00:29:49,060 --> 00:29:51,394
DAD, WE'LL GO
TO DINNER LATER!
691
00:29:51,394 --> 00:29:53,226
OKAY, FINE.
692
00:29:54,426 --> 00:29:56,625
UH, WHAT ARE YOU
GONNA DO, MR. CLAYTON?
693
00:29:56,625 --> 00:29:59,160
OH, PROBABLY GO TO THE MOVIES
BY MYSELF, ANDREW.
694
00:29:59,160 --> 00:30:01,027
ANDREW!
695
00:30:01,027 --> 00:30:03,193
WHAT ARE YOU DOING?
696
00:30:04,592 --> 00:30:07,026
YOU'RE CARRYING THAT
THE REST OF THE WAY.
697
00:30:07,026 --> 00:30:08,825
WHAT, ARE YOU GONNA CRY?
698
00:30:08,825 --> 00:30:10,326
FUCKING PUSSY.
699
00:30:10,326 --> 00:30:11,892
GOD DAMN IT.
700
00:30:22,425 --> 00:30:24,126
( cell phone ringing )
701
00:30:26,658 --> 00:30:29,091
- HELLO?
- HEY, IT'S ME.
702
00:30:29,091 --> 00:30:31,692
WHAT DID YOU DO TODAY?
703
00:30:31,692 --> 00:30:35,158
I was with Mike.
He was having a breakdown about his divorce.
704
00:30:35,158 --> 00:30:37,591
HE WAS DEPRESSED 'CAUSE
HE HAD TO GO TO THIS WEDDING,
705
00:30:37,591 --> 00:30:41,157
SO I WENT WITH HIM TO THE MALL AND
HELPED HIM PICK UP A SUIT TO WEAR.
706
00:30:41,157 --> 00:30:43,191
I KNOW,
I SAW YOU TWO THERE.
707
00:30:43,191 --> 00:30:45,658
YOU DID?
WHY DIDN'T YOU SAY HI?
708
00:30:45,658 --> 00:30:49,091
I DON'T KNOW.
IT SEEMED WEIRD.
709
00:30:49,091 --> 00:30:51,257
DOES IT BOTHER YOU
THAT I HAVE MALE FRIENDS?
710
00:30:51,257 --> 00:30:54,158
NO, IT BOTHERS ME YOU KEEP
OUR RELATIONSHIP SECRET
711
00:30:54,158 --> 00:30:56,024
AND YOU'RE OUT
IN PUBLIC WITH HIM.
712
00:30:56,024 --> 00:30:59,190
OKAY.
WHAT ARE YOU DOING TONIGHT, HMM?
713
00:30:59,190 --> 00:31:01,925
LET'S GO OUT.
WE'LL GO OUT SOMEPLACE FANCY,
714
00:31:01,925 --> 00:31:03,857
SOMEPLACE THE WORLD
CAN SEE US.
715
00:31:03,857 --> 00:31:06,890
HOW ABOUT
OUTBACK STEAKHOUSE?
716
00:31:06,890 --> 00:31:09,190
OH.
717
00:31:09,190 --> 00:31:11,157
ANYONE WHO'S ANYBODY
WILL BE THERE.
718
00:31:11,157 --> 00:31:13,089
YOU KNOW, WE CAN HAVE
AUSSIETIZERS...
719
00:31:13,089 --> 00:31:16,456
YOU KNOW, WAIT, I CAN'T.
I PROMISED KYLE I'D TAKE HIM OUT.
720
00:31:16,456 --> 00:31:18,024
LET ME TAKE
BOTH OF YOU OUT.
721
00:31:18,024 --> 00:31:20,023
- IT'LL BE MY TREAT.
- Really?
722
00:31:20,023 --> 00:31:23,589
OH.
THAT'S SO NICE.
723
00:31:27,089 --> 00:31:29,889
- HEY, KYLE.
- I'M IN HERE.
724
00:31:31,923 --> 00:31:33,722
WHY DO YOU ALWAYS
TIP OVER THIS PHOTO?
725
00:31:33,722 --> 00:31:36,390
'CAUSE I HATE IT.
I LOOK INBRED.
726
00:31:36,390 --> 00:31:37,688
I THINK YOU LOOK HANDSOME.
727
00:31:37,688 --> 00:31:39,756
WE'RE GOING OUT TO DINNER
TONIGHT WITH CLAIRE.
728
00:31:39,756 --> 00:31:41,621
WHAT? NO.
729
00:31:41,621 --> 00:31:43,088
- NO, WE'RE NOT.
- OH, COME ON.
730
00:31:43,088 --> 00:31:45,022
I THOUGHT SHE WAS
SEEING MR. LANE.
731
00:31:45,022 --> 00:31:47,722
NO NO, THEY'RE JUST FRIENDS
AND SHE'S TRYING TO HELP HIM
OUT THROUGH A TOUGH TIME.
732
00:31:47,722 --> 00:31:49,323
WHY AM I EXPLAINING
THIS TO YOU, KYLE?
733
00:31:49,323 --> 00:31:50,888
DAD, OKAY, LOOK,
734
00:31:50,888 --> 00:31:53,421
IT'S BAD ENOUGH BEING SEEING
WITH A TEACHER AS A DAD,
735
00:31:53,421 --> 00:31:55,655
BUT BEING SEEN WITH
TWO TEACHERS IS AIDS.
736
00:31:55,655 --> 00:31:57,222
OKAY, GET DRESSED.
PUT ON SOMETHING NICE.
737
00:31:57,222 --> 00:31:59,755
IF YOU DON'T ACT RIGHT AT DINNER,
I'LL STAB YOU IN THE FACE.
738
00:32:03,354 --> 00:32:05,487
SO WHAT DO YOU LIKE
TO DO, KYLE?
739
00:32:05,487 --> 00:32:07,921
NOTHING.
740
00:32:07,921 --> 00:32:11,021
NOTHING?
YOU MUST LIKE TO DO SOMETHING.
741
00:32:11,021 --> 00:32:13,054
NO.
742
00:32:14,420 --> 00:32:16,354
KYLE JUST GOT A NEW MONITOR
FOR HIS COMPUTER.
743
00:32:16,354 --> 00:32:18,987
SO WHAT DO YOU LIKE
TO DO ON THE COMPUTER?
744
00:32:18,987 --> 00:32:21,686
OH, WELL, YOU KNOW,
IT'S FUNNY YOU ASK.
745
00:32:21,686 --> 00:32:23,486
- I LIKE--
- GAMES, MOSTLY.
746
00:32:24,820 --> 00:32:28,221
- KYLE, WHO ARE YOU TEXTING?
- ANDREW.
747
00:32:28,221 --> 00:32:30,419
WHY DON'T YOU GIVE IT A BREAK
WHILE WE'RE EATING, SON?
748
00:32:30,419 --> 00:32:31,786
NO, I CAN'T DO THAT.
IT'S IMPORTANT.
749
00:32:31,786 --> 00:32:33,586
PUT IT AWAY.
750
00:32:34,953 --> 00:32:36,620
( chuckles )
751
00:32:40,920 --> 00:32:42,920
SO, KYLE,
752
00:32:42,920 --> 00:32:45,153
DO YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND?
753
00:32:45,153 --> 00:32:48,753
I'M NOT GONNA TALK TO YOU
ABOUT MY PERSONAL AFFAIRS.
754
00:32:50,786 --> 00:32:52,352
- OKAY.
- OOH.
755
00:32:52,352 --> 00:32:53,618
WATCH OUT.
756
00:32:53,618 --> 00:32:55,586
ARE YOU GUYS
DOING IT?
757
00:32:59,485 --> 00:33:01,818
YEAH, ALL THE TIME.
NON-STOP.
758
00:33:01,818 --> 00:33:03,852
I'M HURTING RIGHT NOW.
759
00:33:03,852 --> 00:33:06,585
( laughs )
760
00:33:06,585 --> 00:33:08,751
LET'S NOT MAKE ME
THROW UP.
761
00:33:11,617 --> 00:33:14,085
SO DO YOU PLAY SPORTS?
762
00:33:14,085 --> 00:33:16,985
NO NO. I'M A BIG SPAZ LIKE MY DAD.
763
00:33:16,985 --> 00:33:20,118
WELL, I WAS ON THE DIVE TEAM
IN COLLEGE.
764
00:33:20,118 --> 00:33:22,518
DIVING IS NOT REALLY
A SPORT, IT'S FALLING.
765
00:33:25,984 --> 00:33:27,151
I'M SORRY.
766
00:33:27,151 --> 00:33:30,550
NO OFFENSE.
IT'S JUST FUNNY.
767
00:33:30,550 --> 00:33:32,984
HEY, WHY DON'T WE RENT
A MOVIE AFTER DINNER?
768
00:33:32,984 --> 00:33:35,784
SURE, AS LONG AS
IT'S NOT HORROR.
769
00:33:35,784 --> 00:33:37,951
- REALLY?
- I DO NOT LIKE HORROR.
770
00:33:37,951 --> 00:33:40,218
ZOMBIES? ARE YOU
OKAY WITH ZOMBIES?
771
00:33:40,218 --> 00:33:42,083
- NO.
- OH.
772
00:33:42,083 --> 00:33:45,350
DO YOU LIKE MUSICALS?
I LOVE MUSICALS.
773
00:33:46,784 --> 00:33:48,783
BOB FOSSE WAS A GREAT
DIRECTOR.
774
00:33:48,783 --> 00:33:52,050
HE DID "SWEET CHARITY"
AND "ALL THAT JAZZ."
775
00:33:52,050 --> 00:33:55,183
- "CABARET." - ONE OF THE GREAT
NAZI MUSICALS OF ALL TIME.
776
00:33:55,183 --> 00:33:57,050
BESIDES "THE SOUND
OF MUSIC," YOU KNOW?
777
00:33:57,050 --> 00:33:59,683
THEN HE DID "STAR 80."
THAT WAS NOT A MUSICAL, BUT...
778
00:33:59,683 --> 00:34:02,449
- I ONLY LIKE THE MUSICALS.
- OH, WELL.
779
00:34:02,449 --> 00:34:04,384
- ME TOO.
- "WILLY WONKA."
780
00:34:04,384 --> 00:34:06,050
WHICH ONE?
781
00:34:06,050 --> 00:34:08,716
- Lance: WELL, GENE WILDER.
- ( beeping )
782
00:34:08,716 --> 00:34:10,317
- I LIKE JOHNNY DEPP.
- OH.
783
00:34:10,317 --> 00:34:11,917
- YEAH.
- MM-HM.
784
00:34:11,917 --> 00:34:13,882
- BUT, YOU KNOW WHAT?
I LIKE GENE WILDER... - ( beeps )
785
00:34:13,882 --> 00:34:18,616
- ...IN "YOUNG...
- Both: FRANKENSTEIN."
786
00:34:18,616 --> 00:34:21,448
"WHAT HUMP?"
787
00:34:21,448 --> 00:34:23,548
DID YOU SEE IT?
788
00:34:23,548 --> 00:34:25,682
- NO.
- OH, YOU SHOULD.
789
00:34:25,682 --> 00:34:28,116
- IT'S AMAZING.
- REALLY WONDERFUL.
790
00:34:28,116 --> 00:34:29,681
YEAH.
EVERYBODY'S SEEN IT.
791
00:34:29,681 --> 00:34:32,115
- I'M SURE.
- YEAH.
792
00:34:32,115 --> 00:34:34,881
- NIGHT, MISS REED.
- GOOD NIGHT, KYLE.
793
00:34:34,881 --> 00:34:37,447
DO YOU THINK YOU'RE GONNA
HIT THAT SHIT TONIGHT?
794
00:34:37,447 --> 00:34:40,614
- SHUT UP! - COME ON, DUDE.
THAT SHIT'S TIGHT, DUDE.
795
00:34:40,614 --> 00:34:42,149
SERIOUSLY, IF YOU
DON'T NAIL HER--
796
00:34:42,149 --> 00:34:43,981
HEY HEY,
IF YOU DON'T NAIL HER, DUDE, YOU'RE--
797
00:34:43,981 --> 00:34:45,714
- YOU'RE AN ASSHOLE.
- WILL YOU STOP IT?
798
00:34:45,714 --> 00:34:47,714
DON'T ACT LIKE YOU DON'T THINK
ABOUT PUSSY ALL THE TIME TOO.
799
00:34:47,714 --> 00:34:49,248
- I KNOW YOU DO.
- KYLE.
800
00:34:49,248 --> 00:34:51,348
YOU'RE DROPPING ME
OFF FIRST, I GET IT.
801
00:34:51,348 --> 00:34:53,747
- YOU WANT ME TO GO. - I JUST WANNA
SAY GOOD NIGHT TO HER ALONE.
802
00:34:53,747 --> 00:34:55,546
- OKAY?
- WITH YOUR COCK.
803
00:34:55,546 --> 00:34:57,282
KYLE,
YOU RUIN EVERYTHING.
804
00:34:57,282 --> 00:34:59,215
WOULD YOU JUST
SHUT THE FUCK UP?
805
00:34:59,215 --> 00:35:02,514
JESUS, MAN. YOU FUCKING NEED
TO GET LAID. GO OVER THERE.
806
00:35:02,514 --> 00:35:04,315
I'LL BE RIGHT BACK.
807
00:35:04,315 --> 00:35:06,513
ALL RIGHT. DON'T DO ANYTHING
I WOULDN'T DO, OKAY?
808
00:35:06,513 --> 00:35:10,247
SHORT OF KILLING HER,
THAT LEAVES ME A LOT OF ROOM.
809
00:35:10,247 --> 00:35:12,446
HEY, BABY.
810
00:35:12,446 --> 00:35:14,214
SEE YOU TOMORROW,
KYLE.
811
00:35:14,214 --> 00:35:16,213
NIGHT, WHORE.
812
00:35:21,113 --> 00:35:23,613
HEY.
813
00:35:23,613 --> 00:35:25,513
- THAT WAS FUN.
- THE KISS?
814
00:35:25,513 --> 00:35:27,146
- MM-HMM.
- I'LL SHOW YOU SOMETHING, COME ON.
815
00:35:27,146 --> 00:35:28,946
- NOT TONIGHT.
- WOW.
816
00:35:28,946 --> 00:35:30,545
ARE YOU SHOOTING
ME DOWN?
817
00:35:30,545 --> 00:35:32,979
LISTEN, I'D LOVE TO STAY,
BUT I PROMISED KYLE I'D BE RIGHT BACK.
818
00:35:32,979 --> 00:35:35,346
KYLE DOESN'T LIKE ME.
819
00:35:35,346 --> 00:35:37,213
OH NO.
HE LIKES YOU A LOT.
820
00:35:37,213 --> 00:35:38,712
- NO.
- MM-HMM.
821
00:35:38,712 --> 00:35:39,979
HE TOLD ME THAT
WHEN I DROPPED HIM OFF.
822
00:35:39,979 --> 00:35:41,712
- HE DID?
- YEAH.
823
00:35:41,712 --> 00:35:43,445
HE SAID I WAS
A LUCKY GUY.
824
00:35:43,445 --> 00:35:46,245
NO, I'M THE LUCKY GUY.
825
00:35:47,779 --> 00:35:49,046
I GOTTA GO.
826
00:35:49,046 --> 00:35:51,312
OH, COME ON.
HE'S ALMOST AN ADULT.
827
00:35:51,312 --> 00:35:53,279
- YEAH.
- MM-HMM.
828
00:35:53,279 --> 00:35:56,444
WHOA.
829
00:35:56,444 --> 00:35:58,711
HOW ARE YOU GONNA DRIVE
HOME WITH THAT BONER, HUH?
830
00:35:58,711 --> 00:36:01,345
I DON'T KNOW. THERE'S A STICK-SHIFT
JOKE THERE SOMEWHERE
831
00:36:01,345 --> 00:36:03,811
BUT I CAN'T FIND IT 'CAUSE ALL
THE BLOOD'S LEAVING MY BRAIN.
832
00:36:06,145 --> 00:36:09,677
- SLEEP WELL.
- HEY.
833
00:36:10,944 --> 00:36:14,677
OH, THAT'S SWEET.
MMM.
834
00:36:14,677 --> 00:36:18,077
- I'LL CALL YOU TOMORROW.
- OH.BOO.
835
00:36:18,077 --> 00:36:20,543
- YOU'RE MEAN.
- GOOD NIGHT, SWEET PEA.
836
00:36:20,543 --> 00:36:21,911
GOOD NIGHT,
CREAM CHEESE.
837
00:36:26,744 --> 00:36:28,677
YOU KNOW I--
OH!
838
00:36:28,677 --> 00:36:30,110
- HMM?
- DAMN YOU.
839
00:36:30,110 --> 00:36:31,111
YOU SURE?
840
00:36:38,378 --> 00:36:39,876
I'M BACK.
841
00:36:42,710 --> 00:36:46,011
KYLE.
842
00:36:46,011 --> 00:36:47,743
HEY, KYLE.
843
00:36:47,743 --> 00:36:50,976
OH, KYLE.
I TOLD YOU TO STOP DOING THAT.
844
00:37:05,509 --> 00:37:07,441
KYLE?
845
00:37:24,875 --> 00:37:28,842
* DON'T BE AFRAID *
846
00:37:28,842 --> 00:37:33,408
* IT'S ONLY LOVE *
847
00:37:33,408 --> 00:37:37,574
* DON'T BE AFRAID *
848
00:37:37,574 --> 00:37:42,308
* IT'S ONLY LOVE *
849
00:37:42,308 --> 00:37:46,540
* DON'T BE AFRAID *
850
00:37:46,540 --> 00:37:50,874
* IT'S ONLY LOVE *
851
00:37:50,874 --> 00:37:55,073
* DON'T BE AFRAID *
852
00:37:55,073 --> 00:37:58,641
* IT'S ONLY LOVE *
853
00:38:00,240 --> 00:38:04,473
* LOVE IS SIMPLE
854
00:38:15,673 --> 00:38:20,939
* LOVE IS SIMPLE
855
00:38:31,538 --> 00:38:36,072
* LOVE IS SIMPLE
856
00:39:05,470 --> 00:39:08,838
* DON'T BE AFRAID *
857
00:39:08,838 --> 00:39:14,070
* YOU'RE ALREADY DEAD *
858
00:39:14,070 --> 00:39:17,937
* DON'T BE AFRAID *
859
00:39:17,937 --> 00:39:22,703
* YOU'RE ALREADY DEAD *
860
00:39:22,703 --> 00:39:26,337
* DON'T BE AFRAID *
861
00:39:26,337 --> 00:39:31,336
* YOU'RE ALREADY DEAD *
862
00:39:31,336 --> 00:39:35,137
* DON'T BE AFRAID *
863
00:39:35,137 --> 00:39:39,569
* YOU'RE ALREADY DEAD *
864
00:39:40,636 --> 00:39:45,069
* LOVE IS SIMPLE
865
00:39:55,270 --> 00:39:59,936
* LOVE IS SIMPLE
866
00:40:10,102 --> 00:40:15,234
* LOVE IS SIMPLE
867
00:40:24,500 --> 00:40:28,800
* LOVE IS SIMPLE
868
00:40:40,599 --> 00:40:44,933
* LA LA LA LA LA
869
00:40:47,300 --> 00:40:52,300
* LA LA LA LA LA
870
00:40:55,066 --> 00:40:59,633
* LA LA LA LA LA
871
00:41:02,233 --> 00:41:06,733
* LA LA LA LA LA
872
00:41:07,832 --> 00:41:14,132
* LA LA LA LA LA.
873
00:41:39,199 --> 00:41:41,299
WELCOME BACK, LANCE.
874
00:41:41,299 --> 00:41:43,298
HI.
875
00:41:43,298 --> 00:41:45,530
- ARE YOU OKAY?
- YEAH.
876
00:41:45,530 --> 00:41:48,198
IF YOU NEED MORE TIME OFF,
TAKE IT.
877
00:41:48,198 --> 00:41:50,563
NOBODY HERE WOULD
FAULT YOU FOR THAT.
878
00:41:50,563 --> 00:41:52,597
NO, I'M OKAY.
THANKS.
879
00:42:06,131 --> 00:42:08,230
GINGER.
880
00:42:09,297 --> 00:42:11,063
HEY, MIKE.
881
00:42:11,063 --> 00:42:13,562
IT'S GOOD TO HAVE
YOU BACK, LANCELOT.
882
00:42:13,562 --> 00:42:15,063
THANKS.
883
00:42:31,364 --> 00:42:32,729
MR. CLAYTON.
884
00:42:32,729 --> 00:42:34,829
ANDREW.
885
00:42:34,829 --> 00:42:37,462
HOW ARE YOU DOING?
886
00:42:37,462 --> 00:42:40,129
OKAY.
I'M REALLY SORRY.
887
00:42:40,129 --> 00:42:42,162
THANKS.
888
00:42:42,162 --> 00:42:44,162
AND I'M SORRY
ABOUT MY MOM.
889
00:42:44,162 --> 00:42:46,761
- WHY?
- 'CAUSE SHE THREW UP IN YOUR PLANTER
890
00:42:46,761 --> 00:42:48,995
AT THAT THING AT YOUR
HOUSE AFTER THE FUNERAL.
891
00:42:48,995 --> 00:42:50,428
I WONDERED
WHO DID THAT.
892
00:42:50,428 --> 00:42:52,229
SHE DRINKS TOO MUCH.
893
00:42:52,229 --> 00:42:53,961
I KNOW.
894
00:42:53,961 --> 00:42:55,628
DON'T WORRY, ANDREW.
895
00:42:55,628 --> 00:42:57,694
IT MEANT A LOT TO ME
THAT YOU CAME.
896
00:42:57,694 --> 00:42:59,694
THANKS, MR. CLAYTON.
MR. CLAYTON.
897
00:42:59,694 --> 00:43:03,195
SOMETHING DOESN'T
MAKE SENSE TO ME.
898
00:43:03,195 --> 00:43:04,694
WHAT, ANDREW?
899
00:43:04,694 --> 00:43:07,561
DID KYLE SEEMED
THAT BUMMED OUT TO YOU?
900
00:43:07,561 --> 00:43:09,527
WHAT DO YOU MEAN?
901
00:43:09,527 --> 00:43:11,228
TO DO WHAT HE DID.
HE JUST--
902
00:43:11,228 --> 00:43:14,527
IT'S JUST, HE DIDN'T
SEEM THAT SAD.
903
00:43:16,195 --> 00:43:19,460
ANDREW, KYLE WAS
A COMPLEX GUY.
904
00:43:19,460 --> 00:43:22,593
YEAH,
I'LL SAY.
905
00:43:44,226 --> 00:43:45,593
HEY.
906
00:43:45,593 --> 00:43:47,126
HEY.
907
00:43:50,093 --> 00:43:52,193
HOW ARE YOU?
908
00:43:52,193 --> 00:43:54,059
I'M OKAY.
909
00:43:54,059 --> 00:43:55,859
GOOD.
910
00:43:57,659 --> 00:44:01,092
I WANT TO APOLOGIZE THAT I HAVEN'T
BEEN THERE MORE FOR YOU.
911
00:44:01,092 --> 00:44:04,959
IT'S JUST THAT
I DON'T DO DEATH WELL.
912
00:44:04,959 --> 00:44:06,958
DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT,
YOU KNOW, I--
913
00:44:06,958 --> 00:44:10,092
I'VE BEEN KIND OF A ZOMBIE
LATELY ANYWAY.
914
00:44:10,092 --> 00:44:11,993
I'M REALLY SORRY.
915
00:44:11,993 --> 00:44:13,625
PLEASE DON'T BE MAD.
916
00:44:13,625 --> 00:44:15,359
I'M NOT.
917
00:44:16,557 --> 00:44:18,758
LET'S DO SOMETHING SOON,
ALL RIGHT?
918
00:44:18,758 --> 00:44:20,658
ALL RIGHT.
919
00:44:23,690 --> 00:44:26,124
CHEER UP, PUMPKIN.
920
00:44:26,124 --> 00:44:27,924
I LIKE YOU.
921
00:44:27,924 --> 00:44:29,892
THANKS.
922
00:44:38,924 --> 00:44:40,358
( door closes )
923
00:44:40,358 --> 00:44:42,790
Anderson: HARDLY ANYONE
CAMETO THE FUNERAL.
924
00:44:42,790 --> 00:44:44,523
I FELT BAD.
I SHOULD HAVE GONE.
925
00:44:44,523 --> 00:44:47,223
DON'T BLAME YOURSELF.
IT WAS A WEEKDAY.
926
00:44:47,223 --> 00:44:48,857
( door opens )
927
00:44:50,923 --> 00:44:52,323
LANCE,
928
00:44:52,323 --> 00:44:54,323
THIS IS MR. PENTOLA.
929
00:44:54,323 --> 00:44:55,623
- MR. PENTOLA.
- DR. PENTOLA.
930
00:44:55,623 --> 00:44:57,190
OH, DOCTOR.
931
00:44:57,190 --> 00:45:00,156
NICE TO MEET YOU, MR. CLAYTON.
I'M VERY SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS.
932
00:45:00,156 --> 00:45:01,291
THANK YOU.
933
00:45:01,291 --> 00:45:03,623
DR. PENTOLA
IS A THERAPIST.
934
00:45:03,623 --> 00:45:06,190
WE CALLED HIM IN
BECAUSE WE WERE AFRAID
935
00:45:06,190 --> 00:45:09,823
KYLE'S DEATH MAY
TRIGGER OTHER SUICIDES.
936
00:45:09,823 --> 00:45:11,656
HE'S A GRIEF COUNSELOR.
937
00:45:11,656 --> 00:45:13,056
OH.
938
00:45:13,056 --> 00:45:14,455
BEFORE WE BEGIN,
939
00:45:14,455 --> 00:45:16,189
I'VE READ A LOT OF
SUICIDE NOTES,
940
00:45:16,189 --> 00:45:19,688
AND THIS ONE SEEMED...
941
00:45:19,688 --> 00:45:21,556
DEEP.
942
00:45:21,556 --> 00:45:23,155
REALLY?
943
00:45:23,155 --> 00:45:25,055
I NEED TO ASK YOU
A QUESTION.
944
00:45:25,055 --> 00:45:27,655
AND I WANT YOU TO BE
COMPLETELY HONEST WITH ME.
945
00:45:27,655 --> 00:45:29,721
OF COURSE.
946
00:45:29,721 --> 00:45:32,022
DID KYLE HAVE ANY FRIENDS?
947
00:45:32,022 --> 00:45:33,554
EXCUSE ME?
948
00:45:33,554 --> 00:45:35,554
WELL, IT'S JUST
NO ONE'S COME TO SEE ME.
949
00:45:35,554 --> 00:45:37,189
YOU'D HAVE TO KNOW KYLE.
950
00:45:37,189 --> 00:45:39,188
WELL, I SHOULDN'T SAY
NO ONE.
951
00:45:39,188 --> 00:45:41,854
A COUPLE OF KIDS CAME IN WITH
AGE- APPROPRIATE DEPRESSION,
952
00:45:41,854 --> 00:45:43,221
EATING DISORDERS.
953
00:45:43,221 --> 00:45:45,021
ONE KID CAME IN
WITH HEAD LICE.
954
00:45:45,021 --> 00:45:46,288
I KNOW HIM.
955
00:45:46,288 --> 00:45:48,321
NOT REALLY MY AREA
OF EXPERTISE.
956
00:45:48,321 --> 00:45:51,188
BUT NO ONE'S COME TO TALK
ABOUT KYLE.
957
00:45:51,188 --> 00:45:53,188
HMM.
958
00:45:53,188 --> 00:45:56,653
- OH.
- WHO WERE HIS FRIENDS?
959
00:45:57,921 --> 00:46:00,754
- ANDREW TROUTMEN.
- AND WHO ELSE?
960
00:46:02,554 --> 00:46:04,454
THAT'S IT.
961
00:46:04,454 --> 00:46:08,354
KYLE WAS KIND
OF A LONER.
962
00:46:08,354 --> 00:46:10,254
A LONE WOLF.
963
00:46:10,254 --> 00:46:13,786
UH, I'LL HAVE TO
ASK ANDREW
964
00:46:13,786 --> 00:46:15,621
TO COME AND SEE ME.
965
00:46:15,621 --> 00:46:18,053
AND, LANCE, THAT GOES
FOR YOU TOO.
966
00:46:18,053 --> 00:46:21,020
IF YOU NEED TO TALK, IF YOU WANNA
GET ANYTHING OFF YOUR CHEST,
967
00:46:21,020 --> 00:46:22,786
PLEASE, JUST COME
AND SEE ME.
968
00:46:22,786 --> 00:46:24,220
OF COURSE, DOC,
I WILL.
969
00:46:25,887 --> 00:46:27,354
THANK YOU, LANCE.
970
00:46:27,354 --> 00:46:28,853
YOU'RE WELCOME,
MR. ANDERSON.
971
00:46:32,319 --> 00:46:34,386
ALL RIGHT, GUYS,
WHO WANTS TO READ NEXT?
972
00:46:34,386 --> 00:46:36,187
- RIGHT HERE!
- ALL RIGHT.
973
00:46:36,187 --> 00:46:37,919
WHO'S GONNA
GIVE ME $20?
974
00:46:37,919 --> 00:46:39,852
- All: OH.
- OH, COME ON NOW.
975
00:46:39,852 --> 00:46:42,685
- ( laughing )
- Mike: ALL RIGHT. OKAY.
976
00:46:44,385 --> 00:46:46,052
JASON.
977
00:46:53,452 --> 00:46:54,619
GO AHEAD.
978
00:46:58,484 --> 00:47:01,219
"NEGRO?
979
00:47:01,219 --> 00:47:03,352
I MAY BE YOUNG
BUT I'M NOT YOUR BOY
980
00:47:03,352 --> 00:47:06,085
I WON'T PICK YOUR COTTON
OR PICK UP YOUR DISHES
981
00:47:06,085 --> 00:47:09,284
YEAH, I SING,
I DANCE
982
00:47:09,284 --> 00:47:12,383
BUT I DO IT WITH THE DIGNITY
OF MY ANCESTORS
983
00:47:12,383 --> 00:47:14,817
I AM NOT YOUR MONKEY"
984
00:47:17,251 --> 00:47:18,584
RIGHT ON.
985
00:47:21,284 --> 00:47:23,384
STAY BLACK, Y'ALL.
986
00:47:25,550 --> 00:47:28,017
ANYBODY ELSE
HAVE THEIR HAIKU?
987
00:47:42,550 --> 00:47:45,350
( sobbing )
988
00:48:19,848 --> 00:48:22,414
( beeps )
989
00:48:22,414 --> 00:48:24,815
( ringing )
990
00:48:24,815 --> 00:48:26,781
- Claire: Hello?
- HEY, SWEET TARTS.
991
00:48:26,781 --> 00:48:29,047
- Hey.
- HOW ARE YOU?
992
00:48:29,047 --> 00:48:32,214
- WHAT ARE YOU DOING?
- I'M WATCHING MIKE PLAY BASKETBALL.
993
00:48:32,214 --> 00:48:33,413
OH.
994
00:48:35,513 --> 00:48:37,847
- YOU OKAY?
- OH, YEAH.
995
00:48:37,847 --> 00:48:39,780
- You sure?
- OH, YEAH.
996
00:48:39,780 --> 00:48:41,513
- ( gasps ) OH MY GOD!
- WHAT?
997
00:48:41,513 --> 00:48:44,282
I GOTTA GO.
MIKE JUST WON THE BASKETBALL GAME.
998
00:48:44,282 --> 00:48:45,947
( cheering )
999
00:48:45,947 --> 00:48:47,348
YEAH, MIKE!
1000
00:48:59,613 --> 00:49:01,180
- HI.
- HI.
1001
00:49:01,180 --> 00:49:03,512
I MADE YOU SOMETHING.
1002
00:49:03,512 --> 00:49:04,579
WHAT?
1003
00:49:04,579 --> 00:49:07,746
- THOSE BROWNIES.
- OH.
1004
00:49:07,746 --> 00:49:09,613
- OH.
- YEAH.
1005
00:49:09,613 --> 00:49:11,613
WELL, I'LL COME OVER
AND HAVE SOME.
1006
00:49:11,613 --> 00:49:13,879
I WAS THINKING MAYBE I COULD COME
IN AND WE'D EAT THEM TOGETHER.
1007
00:49:13,879 --> 00:49:15,247
NO, I CAN'T.
1008
00:49:15,247 --> 00:49:17,013
- WHY NOT?
- I'M BUSY.
1009
00:49:17,013 --> 00:49:18,813
BONNIE, I REALLY NEED
TO TALK TO SOMEBODY.
1010
00:49:18,813 --> 00:49:21,212
I DON'T LIKE PEOPLE
IN MY APARTMENT.
1011
00:49:21,212 --> 00:49:24,146
MY APARTMENT IS A LITTLE
SAD RIGHT NOW, YOU KNOW?
1012
00:49:26,312 --> 00:49:30,112
IF I-- IF I LET YOU IN,
YOU CAN'T TELL ANYBODY.
1013
00:49:30,112 --> 00:49:32,246
- OKAY.
- OKAY.
1014
00:49:32,246 --> 00:49:35,445
SO...
1015
00:49:35,445 --> 00:49:37,645
- BROWNIES, HUH?
- YEAH.
1016
00:49:37,645 --> 00:49:39,879
- COME IN.
- AH.
1017
00:49:44,744 --> 00:49:48,878
PLEASE, DON'T TELL
ANYBODY, OKAY?
1018
00:49:48,878 --> 00:49:51,311
BECAUSE I-- I DON'T WANNA
GET THROWN OUT OF HERE.
1019
00:49:51,311 --> 00:49:53,677
- OH, I PROMISE.
- THANKS.
1020
00:49:53,677 --> 00:49:56,179
I-I KNOW
IT'S A FIRE HAZARD
1021
00:49:56,179 --> 00:49:59,311
AND I KNOW IT'S NOT
RATIONAL, BUT...
1022
00:49:59,311 --> 00:50:03,544
I FEEL THAT IF I
THROW ANYTHING OUT,
1023
00:50:03,544 --> 00:50:05,743
SOMETHING TERRIBLE
WILL HAPPEN.
1024
00:50:05,743 --> 00:50:07,477
- NO, I UNDERSTAND THAT.
- GOOD.
1025
00:50:17,310 --> 00:50:19,476
WHAT'S WRONG, SWEETIE?
1026
00:50:22,377 --> 00:50:25,277
I KNOW MY SON WAS
A JERK, BUT I MISS HIM.
1027
00:50:25,277 --> 00:50:27,475
HEY.
1028
00:50:27,475 --> 00:50:29,576
- OF COURSE YOU DO.
- MMM.
1029
00:50:29,576 --> 00:50:31,344
IT'LL GET BETTER.
1030
00:50:31,344 --> 00:50:34,943
IT DOESN'T FEEL LIKE IT
RIGHT NOW.
1031
00:50:34,943 --> 00:50:36,643
DO YOU KNOW THAT
1032
00:50:36,643 --> 00:50:39,843
I HAVE READ EVERY ONE
OF YOUR BOOKS?
1033
00:50:39,843 --> 00:50:41,309
HOW?
1034
00:50:41,309 --> 00:50:42,909
HOW?
1035
00:50:42,909 --> 00:50:44,609
YOU THREW 'EM OUT.
1036
00:50:44,609 --> 00:50:46,375
OH, YEAH.
1037
00:50:46,375 --> 00:50:49,276
YOU ARE VERY TALENTED.
1038
00:50:49,276 --> 00:50:50,575
REALLY?
1039
00:50:50,575 --> 00:50:53,076
HONEST.
YOU HAVE A GIFT.
1040
00:50:53,076 --> 00:50:56,076
AND YOU CAN'T GIVE UP.
1041
00:50:56,076 --> 00:50:57,575
I WON'T.
1042
00:50:57,575 --> 00:50:58,975
LISTEN,
1043
00:50:58,975 --> 00:51:02,309
THEY'RE GONNA HAVE A ZOMBIE
MARATHON ON TELEVISION
1044
00:51:02,309 --> 00:51:05,441
AND I CORDIALLY
1045
00:51:05,441 --> 00:51:07,009
INVITE YOU, SIR.
1046
00:51:07,009 --> 00:51:08,875
OH, WELL, BLESS YOU,
MADAM.
1047
00:51:08,875 --> 00:51:10,674
- UH-HUH.
- IT'S A DATE.
1048
00:51:10,674 --> 00:51:11,875
GOOD.
1049
00:51:11,875 --> 00:51:14,009
DON'T FORGET THE BROWNIES.
1050
00:51:14,009 --> 00:51:16,041
- I WON'T FORGET.
- NO.
1051
00:51:19,474 --> 00:51:21,641
YOUR DOG'S STARING
AT ME.
1052
00:51:22,708 --> 00:51:24,275
WHAT DOG?
1053
00:51:26,007 --> 00:51:27,374
( laughs )
1054
00:51:27,374 --> 00:51:29,740
I GOT YA.
1055
00:51:32,107 --> 00:51:33,841
- LANCE!
- OH.
1056
00:51:33,841 --> 00:51:36,040
- I'M GLAD I CAUGHT YOU.
- WHAT'S UP?
1057
00:51:36,040 --> 00:51:39,907
YOU KNOW THAT WHILE WE
RESPECT INDIVIDUAL PRIVACY,
1058
00:51:39,907 --> 00:51:43,173
WE ALSO RESPECT FREEDOM OF SPEECH
AND EXPRESSION HERE AT SCHOOL?
1059
00:51:43,173 --> 00:51:45,639
- YEAH.
- WELL, ONE OF THE KIDS ON THE PAPER
1060
00:51:45,639 --> 00:51:48,440
WENT ONLINE AND THEY FOUND
KYLE'S POLICE REPORT--
1061
00:51:48,440 --> 00:51:52,140
THE REPORT OF HIS DEATH.
AND NOW THEY'VE GONE AND
PUBLISHED HIS SUICIDE NOTE.
1062
00:51:52,140 --> 00:51:54,940
- OH MY GOD.
- YEAH.I JUST FOUND OUT ABOUT IT.
1063
00:51:54,940 --> 00:51:57,405
I THOUGHT YOU SHOULD KNOW
IT'S ALL OVER CAMPUS.
1064
00:51:57,405 --> 00:51:59,839
- REALLY?
- YEAH.
1065
00:51:59,839 --> 00:52:02,106
YOU-- ARE YOU GONNA BE ALL RIGHT?
1066
00:52:02,106 --> 00:52:04,139
SURE.
1067
00:52:04,139 --> 00:52:06,404
I'M REALLY SORRY
ABOUT THIS, LANCE.
1068
00:52:06,404 --> 00:52:08,672
IT'S THAT GODDAMN
FIRST AMENDMENT, HUH?
1069
00:52:08,672 --> 00:52:10,073
YEAH.
1070
00:52:15,771 --> 00:52:17,806
Lance's voice:
"TO ALL THOSE I HATE,
1071
00:52:17,806 --> 00:52:20,671
I DON'T KNOW WHY
I'M WRITING THIS.
1072
00:52:20,671 --> 00:52:24,371
YOU NEVER CARED ABOUT WHAT I
THOUGHT OR FELT WHILE I WAS ALIVE.
1073
00:52:24,371 --> 00:52:26,038
BESIDES YOU'RE ALL
TOO SHALLOW
1074
00:52:26,038 --> 00:52:28,205
TO COMPREHEND
THE PAIN I FEEL."
1075
00:52:28,205 --> 00:52:31,239
* I HOPE
I BECOME A GHOST *
1076
00:52:31,239 --> 00:52:34,571
* I HOPE I CAN SEE
THE END OF TIME *
1077
00:52:34,571 --> 00:52:37,638
* I HOPE I BECOME
A GHOST *
1078
00:52:37,638 --> 00:52:40,805
* AND MAKE SURE
THE FUTURE TURNS OUT FINE *
1079
00:52:40,805 --> 00:52:44,005
* I HOPE
I BECOME A GHOST *
1080
00:52:44,005 --> 00:52:47,338
* OH, WHEN THE WORLD
IS SAID AND DONE *
1081
00:52:47,338 --> 00:52:50,670
* THE STARS WILL BECOME
SO CLOSE *
1082
00:52:50,670 --> 00:52:53,971
* AND THERE WILL BE NOWHERE
THAT I CAN'T RUN *
1083
00:52:53,971 --> 00:52:57,670
* OOH OOH OOH OOH
1084
00:53:20,803 --> 00:53:24,070
* I HOPE
I BECOME A GHOST *
1085
00:53:24,070 --> 00:53:27,070
* AND WATCH ALL MY
GRANDCHILDREN GROWING OLD *
1086
00:53:27,070 --> 00:53:29,903
* SOME THEY WILL
REMEMBER ME *
1087
00:53:29,903 --> 00:53:33,103
* AND OTHERS THROUGH THE
STORIES THEY'VE BEEN TOLD *
1088
00:53:33,103 --> 00:53:36,435
* NOW I DON'T INTEND
TO FRIGHTEN YOU *
1089
00:53:36,435 --> 00:53:39,668
* I JUST WANNA SEE
IF WHAT I THINK IS TRUE *
1090
00:53:39,668 --> 00:53:42,602
* 'CAUSE THEN AND ONLY THEN
WE'LL KNOW *
1091
00:53:42,602 --> 00:53:46,002
* IF IT WAS WORTH
TO BECOME A GHOST *
1092
00:53:46,002 --> 00:53:50,302
* OOH OOH OOH OOH
1093
00:53:57,567 --> 00:54:03,367
* THERE'S NOTHING
SAD ABOUT IT *
1094
00:54:03,367 --> 00:54:08,767
* THERE'S
NOTHING SAD ABOUT IT... *
1095
00:54:13,268 --> 00:54:15,766
Lance's voice:
"WHICH BRINGS METO YOU, DAD.
1096
00:54:15,766 --> 00:54:17,834
Lance and Kyle's voices:
DON'T BLAME YOURSELF.
1097
00:54:17,834 --> 00:54:21,733
YOU TRIED HARD AND WERE THE
BEST DAD A KID COULD WANT.
1098
00:54:21,733 --> 00:54:25,100
I BLAME ME DOING THIS
ON A DEFECT IN ME...
1099
00:54:25,100 --> 00:54:28,267
Kyle's voice:
IN MY SOUL.
1100
00:54:28,267 --> 00:54:30,234
I'M SORRY."
1101
00:54:37,932 --> 00:54:41,366
* NOW THAT I'VE BECOME
A GHOST *
1102
00:54:43,399 --> 00:54:48,132
* I DON'T GET TO LAUGH
WITH FRIENDS LIKE YOU *
1103
00:54:48,132 --> 00:54:53,067
* THERE'S NOTHING SAD
ABOUT IT *
1104
00:54:53,067 --> 00:54:58,199
* THERE'S NOTHING
SAD ABOUT IT. *
1105
00:55:00,765 --> 00:55:01,998
I LOVE YOU, DAD.
1106
00:55:09,232 --> 00:55:13,131
HAS ANYONE SEEN
CARL OR STEVEN?
1107
00:55:13,131 --> 00:55:14,365
MM-HMM.
1108
00:55:14,365 --> 00:55:16,932
OH, YOU HAVE?
SO THEY'RE IN SCHOOL?
1109
00:55:16,932 --> 00:55:19,232
YEAH, I SAW 'EM
THIS MORNING.
1110
00:55:21,898 --> 00:55:24,431
FIRST OF ALL I WANT TO THANK
YOU ALL FOR BEING HERE,
1111
00:55:24,431 --> 00:55:26,298
ESPECIALLY THE NEWCOMERS.
1112
00:55:26,298 --> 00:55:28,464
IT MEANS A LOT TO ME.
1113
00:55:28,464 --> 00:55:30,964
WHO HAS EXPERIENCE
WITH WRITING POETRY?
1114
00:55:30,964 --> 00:55:33,630
- YES, HEATHER.
- CAN I ASK A QUESTION?
1115
00:55:33,630 --> 00:55:34,997
SURE.
1116
00:55:34,997 --> 00:55:37,964
WHAT WAS KYLE'S
FAVORITE BAND?
1117
00:55:37,964 --> 00:55:39,164
UH...
1118
00:55:39,164 --> 00:55:41,463
HE LIKED
BRUCE HORNSBY.
1119
00:55:41,463 --> 00:55:43,663
YES, RAY?
1120
00:55:43,663 --> 00:55:45,430
DID HE LISTEN
TO ANY METAL?
1121
00:55:45,430 --> 00:55:48,064
- A LITTLE OZZY.
- I KNEW IT.
1122
00:55:48,064 --> 00:55:51,430
ANYBODY HAVE ANY QUESTIONS
ABOUT POETRY OR...
1123
00:55:51,430 --> 00:55:52,462
YES, JASON?
1124
00:55:52,462 --> 00:55:54,331
DID THE BOY KNOW JESUS
BEFORE HE WENT?
1125
00:55:54,331 --> 00:55:57,097
WELL, I WOULD SAY
HE WAS AN AGNOSTIC.
1126
00:55:57,097 --> 00:55:59,596
BUT I THINK HE WAS
SPIRITUAL IN HIS OWN WAY.
1127
00:55:59,596 --> 00:56:01,196
YEAH-- YES, HEATHER?
1128
00:56:01,196 --> 00:56:02,429
WHAT'S HIS SIGN?
1129
00:56:02,429 --> 00:56:05,230
OH, HE WAS BORN
APRIL 18TH, SO--
1130
00:56:05,230 --> 00:56:07,263
ARIES.
1131
00:56:07,263 --> 00:56:09,963
I CAN'T BELIEVE
YOU DIDN'T KNOW THAT.
1132
00:56:09,963 --> 00:56:12,996
YOU KNOW, ANYBODY KNOW
EZRA POUND?
1133
00:56:12,996 --> 00:56:15,262
LAWRENCE FERLINGHETTI?
1134
00:56:17,695 --> 00:56:20,863
YOU KNOW
WHAT KYLE REALLY LIKED?
1135
00:56:20,863 --> 00:56:22,394
EMILY DICKINSON.
1136
00:56:22,394 --> 00:56:24,163
WHAT BAND IS THAT?
1137
00:56:24,163 --> 00:56:26,229
IT WASN'T A BAND.
SHE WAS A POET.
1138
00:56:26,229 --> 00:56:29,494
- SHE HOT?
- UM, SHE WAS A VICTORIAN.
1139
00:56:29,494 --> 00:56:32,561
IF YOU LIKE YOUR BUTTONED-DOWN GIRL,
SHE WAS ONE OF 'EM.
1140
00:56:32,561 --> 00:56:35,028
- NICE.
- ( bell ringing )
1141
00:56:35,028 --> 00:56:36,494
- MR. CLAYTON.
- PETER.
1142
00:56:36,494 --> 00:56:39,861
- CAN I TALK TO YOU?
- SURE.
1143
00:56:39,861 --> 00:56:41,528
IT'S ABOUT KYLE'S NOTE.
1144
00:56:41,528 --> 00:56:43,528
IT-- IT AFFECTED ME
A LOT.
1145
00:56:43,528 --> 00:56:47,561
WELL, IT SEEMED TO AFFECT
A LOT OF STUDENTS.
1146
00:56:47,561 --> 00:56:49,827
- I'M NOT HAPPY, MR. CLAYTON. - MM-HMM.
1147
00:56:49,827 --> 00:56:52,861
I'M LIVING A LIE.
I'M GAY.
1148
00:56:52,861 --> 00:56:54,861
AND KYLE'S SUICIDE NOTE,
1149
00:56:54,861 --> 00:56:57,894
IT'S HELPED ME GET THE
COURAGE TO COME OUT FINALLY.
1150
00:56:57,894 --> 00:57:00,127
WELL, ARE YOU SURE
YOU WANT TO DO THAT?
1151
00:57:00,127 --> 00:57:02,294
I'M MISUNDERSTOOD TOO,
JUST LIKE HE WAS.
1152
00:57:02,294 --> 00:57:04,359
I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY.
1153
00:57:04,359 --> 00:57:07,327
GOOD FOR YOU, PETER.
I-I WISH YOU THE BEST.
1154
00:57:07,327 --> 00:57:09,026
THANK YOU.
1155
00:57:13,994 --> 00:57:16,328
HEY, MR. CLAYTON.
1156
00:57:16,328 --> 00:57:17,794
- MR. CLAYTON.
- GINGER.
1157
00:57:17,794 --> 00:57:19,993
KYLE WAS RIGHT.
EMILY DICKINSON'S GREAT.
1158
00:57:19,993 --> 00:57:21,893
ISN'T SHE?
1159
00:57:21,893 --> 00:57:23,526
- MR. CLAYTON?
- YES.
1160
00:57:23,526 --> 00:57:26,960
- I WROTE ANOTHER POEM.
- CAN'T WAIT TO HEAR IT, HEATHER.
1161
00:57:26,960 --> 00:57:30,060
- JOHN.DOCTOR.
- HEY.
1162
00:57:30,060 --> 00:57:31,759
CLAIRE.
1163
00:57:31,759 --> 00:57:34,491
MR. C., WHAT'S UP?
1164
00:57:36,793 --> 00:57:40,959
"MILKY WHITE SKIN
AND HAIR SO BROWN
1165
00:57:40,959 --> 00:57:43,893
I WISH I HAD KNOWN
HOW BAD YOU HURT
1166
00:57:43,893 --> 00:57:46,558
I COULD HAVE HELD YOU
WHILE YOU CRIED
1167
00:57:46,558 --> 00:57:48,758
YOU WERE TOO SWEET
TO STAY
1168
00:57:48,758 --> 00:57:50,525
IN THIS HARSH WORLD
1169
00:57:50,525 --> 00:57:53,892
BUT I WILL ALWAYS
KEEP YOU CLOSE TO MY HEART
1170
00:57:53,892 --> 00:57:57,658
- MY ANGEL IN CARGO PANTS"
- Boy: OH, WOW.
1171
00:57:57,658 --> 00:58:00,891
( applauding )
1172
00:58:13,624 --> 00:58:16,691
HE WAS SUCH
A SWEET KID.
1173
00:58:16,691 --> 00:58:18,891
AND KIND.
1174
00:58:20,691 --> 00:58:23,690
OH, PLEASE.
THEY'RE EVERYWHERE.
1175
00:58:23,690 --> 00:58:25,690
( sighs )
AS A FATHER,
1176
00:58:25,690 --> 00:58:28,824
I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'D DO IF
HUNTER DID SOMETHING LIKE THIS.
1177
00:58:28,824 --> 00:58:30,757
MY HEART REALLY GOES
OUT TO YOU, LANCE.
1178
00:58:30,757 --> 00:58:32,423
THANKS.
1179
00:58:32,423 --> 00:58:34,957
IT'S SO SAD. I DIDN'T KNOW HE
WAS SUCH A GOOD WRITER.
1180
00:58:34,957 --> 00:58:37,723
DID HE WRITE
ANYTHING ELSE?
1181
00:58:39,656 --> 00:58:42,423
YEAH, HE DID.
1182
00:58:42,423 --> 00:58:45,823
I KNOW IT'S REALLY PERSONAL,
BUT DO YOU THINK I COULD READ IT?
1183
00:58:45,823 --> 00:58:48,656
WELL, IF YOU CAME OVER
TO MY APARTMENT.
1184
00:58:48,656 --> 00:58:51,589
I JUST DON'T WANT HIS STUFF OUT THERE,
YOU KNOW, FLOATING AROUND.
1185
00:58:51,589 --> 00:58:53,922
SURE.
HOW ABOUT TONIGHT?
1186
00:58:53,922 --> 00:58:55,189
GREAT.
1187
00:58:59,889 --> 00:59:01,889
MY PLAYOFF GAME'S
TONIGHT.
1188
00:59:04,789 --> 00:59:06,789
ALL RIGHT.
NOT THE LIP.
1189
00:59:06,789 --> 00:59:08,355
YOU KNOW I CAN'T
TAKE THE LIP.
1190
00:59:08,355 --> 00:59:10,056
OH, THANKS, MIKE.
1191
00:59:11,889 --> 00:59:13,488
WHAT TIME?
1192
00:59:13,488 --> 00:59:16,989
I'M GONNA NEED A LITTLE TIME BECAUSE
YOU KNOW, I HAVEN'T CLEANED.
1193
00:59:16,989 --> 00:59:18,789
YEAH, I UNDERSTAND.
1194
00:59:18,789 --> 00:59:22,955
- WELL, 8:00?
- THAT'S GREAT.
1195
00:59:29,921 --> 00:59:31,921
GOOD LUCK TONIGHT.
1196
00:59:33,088 --> 00:59:34,487
THANKS.
1197
00:59:36,087 --> 00:59:37,754
IF YOU THINK THIS
IS A BAD IDEA--
1198
00:59:37,754 --> 00:59:39,955
NO NO NO.
NOT AT ALL.
1199
00:59:39,955 --> 00:59:42,453
I FOUND SOMETHING
KYLE WROTE
1200
00:59:42,453 --> 00:59:45,954
AND I REALLY THINK
YOU NEED TO HEAR IT.
1201
00:59:45,954 --> 00:59:47,920
OKAY.
1202
01:00:01,820 --> 01:00:04,652
THIS IS FROM HIS JOURNAL.
1203
01:00:04,652 --> 01:00:08,552
"I WENT OUT TO DINNER WITH
MY DAD AND CLAIRE TONIGHT.
1204
01:00:10,253 --> 01:00:12,053
I'M SO HAPPY FOR HIM,
1205
01:00:12,053 --> 01:00:14,853
BUT AT THE SAME TIME
SEEING THEM TOGETHER
1206
01:00:14,853 --> 01:00:17,686
ONLY PROVES THAT I'LL
NEVER BE HAPPY.
1207
01:00:17,686 --> 01:00:21,519
I KNOW I'LL NEVER FIND
A WOMAN LIKE HER--
1208
01:00:21,519 --> 01:00:25,153
SO PRETTY,
SO PERFECT.
1209
01:00:25,153 --> 01:00:28,652
SHE SEEMS TO COMPLETE HIM.
1210
01:00:32,285 --> 01:00:35,019
I HOPE THEY MAKE IT.
1211
01:00:35,019 --> 01:00:37,285
I HOPE THEY LAST.
1212
01:00:37,285 --> 01:00:40,285
I HOPE I'M LEAVING
MY DAD IN GOOD HANDS.
1213
01:00:42,651 --> 01:00:44,685
NO ONE COULD EVER GET ME.
1214
01:00:47,651 --> 01:00:49,818
I DON'T EVEN GET ME."
1215
01:00:51,651 --> 01:00:53,219
OH.
1216
01:00:53,219 --> 01:00:56,517
I DIDN'T KNOW ANYONE
COULD FEEL THAT WAY ABOUT ME.
1217
01:00:56,517 --> 01:00:58,885
HE DID LIKE ME.
HE REALLY DID.
1218
01:00:58,885 --> 01:01:00,550
HE DID.
HE REALLY DID.
1219
01:01:00,550 --> 01:01:02,818
I THOUGHT YOU WERE LYING
TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER.
1220
01:01:02,818 --> 01:01:05,450
NO.
I'D NEVER DO THAT.
1221
01:01:05,450 --> 01:01:06,684
- REALLY?
- REALLY.
1222
01:01:17,851 --> 01:01:20,050
( moaning )
1223
01:01:32,416 --> 01:01:34,050
MR. CLAYTON.
1224
01:01:34,050 --> 01:01:36,250
- GOOD MORNING, HEATHER.
- YES.
1225
01:01:36,250 --> 01:01:37,950
GOOD MORNING.
1226
01:01:37,950 --> 01:01:41,050
DO YOU HAVE ANYTHING
OF KYLE'S?
1227
01:01:41,050 --> 01:01:42,250
WHAT?
1228
01:01:42,250 --> 01:01:44,883
THAT I COULD HAVE?
1229
01:01:44,883 --> 01:01:46,816
- NO.
- OH.
1230
01:01:47,883 --> 01:01:49,715
WAIT A SECOND.
1231
01:01:53,682 --> 01:01:55,582
HERE YOU GO.
1232
01:01:55,582 --> 01:01:57,082
BRUCE HORNSBY?
1233
01:01:57,082 --> 01:02:00,682
THAT WAS HIS FAVORITE.
1234
01:02:00,682 --> 01:02:02,381
THANK YOU.
1235
01:02:20,281 --> 01:02:23,248
I NEED TO TALK
ABOUT LAST NIGHT.
1236
01:02:23,248 --> 01:02:25,447
YEAH, I NEED TO TALK
ABOUT LAST NIGHT TOO.
1237
01:02:25,447 --> 01:02:28,048
- YEAH.
- ( sighs )
1238
01:02:28,048 --> 01:02:30,981
I'M TIRED OF HIDING
OUR RELATIONSHIP.
1239
01:02:38,680 --> 01:02:40,546
MMM.
1240
01:03:01,546 --> 01:03:04,113
- DAN.
- LANCE.
1241
01:03:04,113 --> 01:03:07,213
- GINGER.
- MR. CLAYTON, LOOK AT THIS.
1242
01:03:07,213 --> 01:03:08,946
OH.
1243
01:03:12,712 --> 01:03:14,712
HEATHER.
1244
01:03:14,712 --> 01:03:16,412
HEY, MR. C.
1245
01:03:18,145 --> 01:03:19,445
OH, PETER.
1246
01:03:19,445 --> 01:03:21,712
- DON'T LEAVE ME HANGING.
- OH.
1247
01:03:21,712 --> 01:03:23,946
I DON'T KNOW IF KYLE
EVER TOLD YOU,
1248
01:03:23,946 --> 01:03:25,612
BUT HE AND I WERE
KINDA BROS.
1249
01:03:25,612 --> 01:03:27,611
I'M GONNA WIN THIS GAME
TONIGHT IN HIS HONOR.
1250
01:03:27,611 --> 01:03:29,445
GREAT, PETER.
1251
01:03:43,044 --> 01:03:45,111
Andrew:
MR. CLAYTON?
1252
01:03:45,111 --> 01:03:46,312
ANDREW.
1253
01:03:46,312 --> 01:03:48,744
IT DOESN'T SEEM RIGHT,
DOES IT?
1254
01:03:48,744 --> 01:03:50,577
WHAT DOESN'T SEEM RIGHT?
1255
01:03:50,577 --> 01:03:52,376
HOW EVERYONE IS ACTING.
1256
01:03:52,376 --> 01:03:54,311
LIKE THEY LIKED KYLE.
1257
01:03:54,311 --> 01:03:56,443
NO, IT DOESN'T.
1258
01:03:56,443 --> 01:03:58,577
YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE
IS WEIRD?
1259
01:03:58,577 --> 01:04:02,110
- WHAT?
- KYLE'S SUICIDE NOTE.
1260
01:04:02,110 --> 01:04:03,977
IN WHAT WAY?
1261
01:04:03,977 --> 01:04:06,476
THAT STUFF ABOUT BEING
AN INSIGNIFICANT MOLECULE
1262
01:04:06,476 --> 01:04:09,243
BOUNCING AROUND IN A
MEANINGLESS GODLESS UNIVERSE.
1263
01:04:09,243 --> 01:04:12,876
DON'T TAKE THIS THE WRONG WAY,
BUT KYLE WAS...
1264
01:04:12,876 --> 01:04:14,909
WHAT?
1265
01:04:14,909 --> 01:04:16,944
KINDA DUMB.
1266
01:04:16,944 --> 01:04:19,143
HA.NO.
1267
01:04:19,143 --> 01:04:22,243
KYLE WAS ACTUALLY
SMART, ANDREW.
1268
01:04:22,243 --> 01:04:25,442
YOU KNOW, HE JUST PRETENDED
TO BE DUMB, EVEN AROUND YOU
1269
01:04:25,442 --> 01:04:28,375
SO, YOU KNOW, PEOPLE
WOULDN'T PICK ON HIM.
1270
01:04:28,375 --> 01:04:30,441
YEAH, MAYBE.
1271
01:04:30,441 --> 01:04:33,342
- Heather: IT'S MINE!
- Ginger: LET GO, YOU CRAZY--
1272
01:04:33,342 --> 01:04:34,843
HEY!
1273
01:04:34,843 --> 01:04:36,408
OH! GET OFF!
1274
01:04:36,408 --> 01:04:37,943
YOU DIDN'T EVEN
LIKE KYLE!
1275
01:04:37,943 --> 01:04:39,474
YOU DIDN'T LIKE KYLE!
1276
01:04:39,474 --> 01:04:41,408
SHUT UP, WHORE!
1277
01:04:51,075 --> 01:04:53,975
BRUCE HORNSBY?
1278
01:04:53,975 --> 01:04:56,208
Lance:
I NEED TO TALK TO SOMEONE.
1279
01:04:56,208 --> 01:04:57,675
THAT'S WHY I'M HERE.
1280
01:04:58,842 --> 01:05:00,574
I FEEL TERRIBLE.
1281
01:05:00,574 --> 01:05:02,574
SUICIDE LEAVES
MANY VICTIMS.
1282
01:05:02,574 --> 01:05:04,740
DON'T BEAT YOURSELF UP.
1283
01:05:04,740 --> 01:05:07,108
KYLE MAY HAVE BEEN SUFFERING
FROM A CHEMICAL IMBALANCE.
1284
01:05:07,108 --> 01:05:09,807
AND I KNOW THAT THE NOTE
BEING PUBLISHED
1285
01:05:09,807 --> 01:05:11,874
HAS CAUSED YOU SOME
DISTRESS,
1286
01:05:11,874 --> 01:05:15,473
BUT IN MANY WAYS IT'S BEEN
A VERY POSITIVE THING.
1287
01:05:15,473 --> 01:05:17,540
STUDENTS ARE
COMING TO SEE ME.
1288
01:05:17,540 --> 01:05:19,507
IT'S THE BREAKTHROUGH
I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR.
1289
01:05:19,507 --> 01:05:21,841
WHO KNOWS HOW MANY
OF THESE KIDS
1290
01:05:21,841 --> 01:05:24,940
I CAN HELP BECAUSE THEY'RE
REACHING OUT FOR THE FIRST TIME?
1291
01:05:26,208 --> 01:05:28,440
YOU HAVE TO REMEMBER
THE PART WHERE KYLE WRITES:
1292
01:05:28,440 --> 01:05:30,506
"I LOVE YOU, DAD."
1293
01:05:32,041 --> 01:05:34,240
BUT WHAT IF HE DIDN'T
REALLY FEEL THAT WAY?
1294
01:05:34,240 --> 01:05:36,406
BUT HE DID.
1295
01:05:36,406 --> 01:05:39,840
LANCE, SUICIDE
1296
01:05:39,840 --> 01:05:42,372
IS A PERMANENT SOLUTION
1297
01:05:42,372 --> 01:05:44,672
TO TEMPORARY PROBLEMS.
1298
01:05:44,672 --> 01:05:46,705
AND WHO KNOWS
1299
01:05:46,705 --> 01:05:49,471
HOW MANY KIDS WE WON'T LOSE
BECAUSE OF THAT NOTE?
1300
01:05:50,573 --> 01:05:52,472
KEEP YOUR CHIN UP KNOWING
1301
01:05:52,472 --> 01:05:55,738
THAT KYLE MAY HAVE NOT
DIED IN VAIN.
1302
01:05:57,906 --> 01:06:01,572
* IN LIGHT OF ALL
I'VE LEARNED SO FAR *
1303
01:06:01,572 --> 01:06:04,338
* I DON'T BELIEVE
I'M SO STRANGE *
1304
01:06:04,338 --> 01:06:07,438
* IN SPITE OF ALL
THIS TIME I SPEND *
1305
01:06:07,438 --> 01:06:10,072
* CALLING THE AIR
BY A NAME *
1306
01:06:10,072 --> 01:06:13,104
* WHEN THE FIRST LIGHT
GOES OVER THE TREES *
1307
01:06:13,104 --> 01:06:15,637
* HE WILL BE
SINGING WITH ME *
1308
01:06:15,637 --> 01:06:18,805
* AND IF I FEEL LIKE
SINGING ALONE *
1309
01:06:18,805 --> 01:06:21,637
* HE ALWAYS
LEAVES ME BE *
1310
01:06:21,637 --> 01:06:24,404
* I'M SHAKING
MY SHADOW HAND *
1311
01:06:24,404 --> 01:06:27,271
* AS THE SUN MOVES
ROUND THE BEND *
1312
01:06:27,271 --> 01:06:30,171
* WITH AN IMAGINARY MAN
1313
01:06:30,171 --> 01:06:36,038
* AND WE'LL MAKE-BELIEVE
AROUND AND AROUND AGAIN *
1314
01:06:36,038 --> 01:06:39,104
* I'M SHAKING
MY SHADOW HAND... *
1315
01:06:45,469 --> 01:06:46,837
Lance:
DR. PENTOLA.
1316
01:06:46,837 --> 01:06:48,570
LANCE, YOU DON'T LOOK
SO GOOD.
1317
01:06:48,570 --> 01:06:50,504
WELL, I HAD KIND OF
A ROUGH WEEKEND.
1318
01:06:50,504 --> 01:06:52,204
I DID A LOT OF SOUL
SEARCHING
1319
01:06:52,204 --> 01:06:54,703
AND I THOUGHT ABOUT WHAT
YOU SAID ABOUT KYLE'S NOTE
1320
01:06:54,703 --> 01:06:56,469
AND THE EFFECT
ON THE OTHER KIDS,
1321
01:06:56,469 --> 01:06:58,802
AND...
1322
01:06:58,802 --> 01:07:00,802
THIS IS KYLE'S JOURNAL.
1323
01:07:00,802 --> 01:07:02,770
I BROUGHT IT TO YOU
TO READ.
1324
01:07:02,770 --> 01:07:05,870
I WANT YOU TO READ IT, AND IF YOU THINK
IT'LL BE OF VALUE TO THE OTHER KIDS,
1325
01:07:05,870 --> 01:07:08,204
I WANNA PUBLISH IT
AND HAND IT OUT TO THEM.
1326
01:07:09,969 --> 01:07:13,304
- I'LL SEE IF I CAN'T GIVE IT A LOOK.
- OH, THANKS.
1327
01:07:16,335 --> 01:07:18,969
Lance:
WELL?
1328
01:07:18,969 --> 01:07:21,268
( sighs )
1329
01:07:22,434 --> 01:07:24,235
IT'S SO SAD.
1330
01:07:24,235 --> 01:07:25,602
YEAH.
1331
01:07:25,602 --> 01:07:27,835
I MEAN, KYLE WAS SUCH
1332
01:07:27,835 --> 01:07:30,634
A STRONG POWERFUL WRITER.
1333
01:07:30,634 --> 01:07:33,501
SO TORTURED.
1334
01:07:33,501 --> 01:07:35,202
YES, HE WAS.
1335
01:07:37,434 --> 01:07:40,334
WHAT ARE YOU
GONNA CALL IT?
1336
01:07:40,334 --> 01:07:43,601
I WAS THINKING
"I AM WHAT I HATE."
1337
01:07:43,601 --> 01:07:45,001
WHAT?
1338
01:07:45,001 --> 01:07:49,401
"I AM WHAT I HATE."
KYLE WROTE THAT IN CHAPTER SIX.
1339
01:07:49,401 --> 01:07:50,967
OH.
1340
01:07:50,967 --> 01:07:53,334
- REALLY?
- YEAH.
1341
01:07:53,334 --> 01:07:55,333
I DON'T LIKE IT
AT ALL.
1342
01:07:55,333 --> 01:07:56,634
WHY?
1343
01:07:58,768 --> 01:08:01,667
- TO ME, A BETTER TITLE...
- MM-HMM.
1344
01:08:01,667 --> 01:08:04,867
...WOULD BE
"YOU DON'T KNOW ME."
1345
01:08:04,867 --> 01:08:06,234
- OH.
- YOU KNOW?
1346
01:08:06,234 --> 01:08:09,234
BECAUSE
WE DIDN'T KNOW HIM.
1347
01:08:11,600 --> 01:08:13,733
BUT HE DIDN'T WRITE
THAT THOUGH, I MEAN...
1348
01:08:13,733 --> 01:08:15,866
YEAH, BUT
HE FELT THAT.
1349
01:08:15,866 --> 01:08:18,200
- YOU'RE INFERRING THAT FROM HIM.
- YES.
1350
01:08:18,200 --> 01:08:20,332
OH.
1351
01:08:20,332 --> 01:08:23,300
"I AM WHAT I HATE" DOESN'T
MAKE SENSE AS A TITLE.
1352
01:08:25,500 --> 01:08:29,066
GIVE ME A KISS.
AW.
1353
01:08:32,566 --> 01:08:34,866
- COME HERE.
- OH.
1354
01:08:36,933 --> 01:08:39,965
* EVERYBODY WANTS
TO BE A GENIUS *
1355
01:08:42,299 --> 01:08:45,464
* YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY ONE *
1356
01:08:45,464 --> 01:08:48,431
* WITH ALL THINGS THAT
YOU MIGHT DO *
1357
01:08:48,431 --> 01:08:51,565
* WHICH ONE OF THEM
WILL YOU GET TO? *
1358
01:08:51,565 --> 01:08:54,465
* TOMORROW WHEN
YOU WAKE UP *
1359
01:08:54,465 --> 01:08:57,165
* THEN YOU'LL SHOW THEM *
1360
01:09:02,098 --> 01:09:05,165
* NOBODY WANTS
TO BREAK YOUR HEART *
1361
01:09:07,630 --> 01:09:10,630
* YOU DO IT ON YOUR OWN
1362
01:09:10,630 --> 01:09:13,331
* THERE'S NOTHING WRONG
WITH YOU TODAY *
1363
01:09:13,331 --> 01:09:17,064
* NOTHING YOU HAD
THAT THEY TOOK AWAY *
1364
01:09:17,064 --> 01:09:20,231
* BUT ALL THE TIME
YOU'VE WAITED FOR *
1365
01:09:20,231 --> 01:09:22,430
* WHAT IS OWED TO YOU
1366
01:09:22,430 --> 01:09:25,764
* YOU WANNA FIGHT,
THEY WILL FIGHT YOU BLUE *
1367
01:09:25,764 --> 01:09:29,630
* YOU WANNA LIE,
WHO WILL LIE WITH YOU? *
1368
01:09:29,630 --> 01:09:32,763
* YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE
WAITING FOR A SIGN *
1369
01:09:34,931 --> 01:09:38,729
* SO YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE *
1370
01:09:38,729 --> 01:09:40,797
* SO YOU'RE
THE ONLY ONE *
1371
01:09:50,696 --> 01:09:55,163
* EVERYONE'S HAD
SOME SITUATION *
1372
01:09:55,163 --> 01:09:59,197
* KEEP IT TO YOURSELF
1373
01:09:59,197 --> 01:10:01,863
* THERE'S NO NEED TO ANSWER
QUESTIONS *
1374
01:10:01,863 --> 01:10:05,795
* YOUR LIES HAVE SPOILED
TWO CONFESSIONS *
1375
01:10:05,795 --> 01:10:08,129
* AND ALL THE TIME
YOU'VE WAITED *
1376
01:10:08,129 --> 01:10:10,995
* WON'T COME BACK TO YOU *
1377
01:10:10,995 --> 01:10:14,895
* YOU WANNA FIGHT,
THEY WILL FIGHT YOU BLUE *
1378
01:10:14,895 --> 01:10:18,262
* YOU WANNA LIE,
WHO WILL LIE WITH YOU? *
1379
01:10:18,262 --> 01:10:21,728
* YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE
WAITING FOR A SIGN... *
1380
01:10:21,728 --> 01:10:23,528
( inaudible )
1381
01:10:23,528 --> 01:10:26,861
* SO YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE *
1382
01:10:26,861 --> 01:10:29,094
* SO YOU'RE
THE ONLY ONE *
1383
01:10:29,094 --> 01:10:32,828
* EVERYBODY WANTS TO BE
A GENIUS. *
1384
01:10:32,828 --> 01:10:34,794
( moaning )
1385
01:10:34,794 --> 01:10:36,994
EVERYBODY LOVES THE BOOK.
1386
01:10:36,994 --> 01:10:38,928
YES, THEY DO.
1387
01:10:38,928 --> 01:10:41,627
- YOU DID THE RIGHT THING.
- YEAH.YEAH.
1388
01:10:41,627 --> 01:10:43,128
FUCK ME.
1389
01:10:43,128 --> 01:10:45,593
- I AM.
- HARDER.
1390
01:10:47,726 --> 01:10:50,093
NO NO NO.
FROM BEHIND.
1391
01:10:50,093 --> 01:10:52,028
OKAY.OKAY.
1392
01:10:55,228 --> 01:10:56,726
- LIKE THAT?
- YEAH.
1393
01:10:56,726 --> 01:10:58,127
- OKAY.
- TO THE LEFT.
1394
01:10:58,127 --> 01:11:00,893
TO THE LEFT.
MY LEFT.MY LEFT.
1395
01:11:00,893 --> 01:11:02,993
OKAY.
YEAH!
1396
01:11:02,993 --> 01:11:04,493
YEAH.
DON'T STOP.
1397
01:11:04,493 --> 01:11:08,260
DON'T STOP.
DON'T STOP!
1398
01:11:08,260 --> 01:11:09,892
- STOP! STOP.STOP.
- OKAY. SORRY.
1399
01:11:09,892 --> 01:11:11,560
- PULL MY HAIR.
- LIKE THAT?
1400
01:11:11,560 --> 01:11:13,326
- NOT-- NOT SO HARD.
- OH, OKAY.
1401
01:11:13,326 --> 01:11:15,926
ARE YOU READY FOR
OUR UNDEAD MARATHON?
1402
01:11:15,926 --> 01:11:18,159
Lance: Well, that's the thing.
Something came up.
1403
01:11:18,159 --> 01:11:20,325
KIND OF AN EMERGENCY.
I CAN'T MAKE IT.
1404
01:11:20,325 --> 01:11:23,358
- Sorry.
- OH.NO, IT'S OKAY.
1405
01:11:23,358 --> 01:11:25,659
- CAN I TAKE A RAIN CHECK?
- OH YEAH, DEAR.GOOD.
1406
01:11:25,659 --> 01:11:27,759
YEAH, LISTEN I--
I HOPE EVERYTHING'S OKAY.
1407
01:11:27,759 --> 01:11:29,559
Oh, yeah.
It's just a small emergency.
1408
01:11:29,559 --> 01:11:33,524
- OKAY.SEE YOU.
- SORRY.BYE.
1409
01:11:33,524 --> 01:11:35,725
Mike: EVERYTHING OKAYTHERE, PAL?
1410
01:11:35,725 --> 01:11:36,925
YEAH, GREAT.
1411
01:11:36,925 --> 01:11:39,391
- HERE YOU GO.
- THANKS.
1412
01:11:39,391 --> 01:11:41,424
YOU KNOW WHAT LINE
REALLY BLEW ME AWAY,
1413
01:11:41,424 --> 01:11:43,225
IS WHEN KYLE WROTE:
1414
01:11:43,225 --> 01:11:46,691
"AMERICA IS ONE OF THE FINEST
COUNTRIES ANYONE EVER STOLE."
1415
01:11:46,691 --> 01:11:48,858
THAT WAS BRILLIANT.
1416
01:11:48,858 --> 01:11:51,224
HE REMINDS ME
OF MY HUNTER.
1417
01:11:52,858 --> 01:11:54,691
LANCE, I HAVE
A CONFESSION TO MAKE.
1418
01:11:54,691 --> 01:11:57,324
I LURED YOU OUT HERE
UNDER FALSE PRETENSES.
1419
01:11:57,324 --> 01:11:59,658
I NEED TO ASK YOU
SOMETHING.
1420
01:11:59,658 --> 01:12:02,890
WOULD IT BE ALL RIGHT WITH YOU
IF WE RENAMED THE LIBRARY
1421
01:12:02,890 --> 01:12:05,624
THE KYLE CLAYTON
MEMORIAL LIBRARY?
1422
01:12:05,624 --> 01:12:07,990
BUT YOU WERE GONNA PUT HIM
IN A SPECIAL-NEEDS CLASS.
1423
01:12:09,191 --> 01:12:10,825
YEAH.
1424
01:12:10,825 --> 01:12:13,090
YEAH, AND I FEEL
REALLY BAD ABOUT THAT.
1425
01:12:13,090 --> 01:12:15,356
- OH.
- HE WASN'T SLOW.
1426
01:12:15,356 --> 01:12:17,356
OBVIOUSLY
HE WAS BRILLIANT.
1427
01:12:17,356 --> 01:12:19,957
HE WAS JUST BORED.
1428
01:12:19,957 --> 01:12:22,057
YOU KNOW, WE HAD HIM
TOTALLY WRONG.
1429
01:12:22,057 --> 01:12:25,890
I JUST HOPE TO GOD THAT OUR MISTAKE
DIDN'T HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH--
1430
01:12:25,890 --> 01:12:27,990
WELL, WITH
WHAT HAPPENED.
1431
01:12:27,990 --> 01:12:29,422
I'M PRETTY SURE
IT DIDN'T.
1432
01:12:29,422 --> 01:12:30,589
THANKS, LANCE.
1433
01:12:30,589 --> 01:12:32,689
YOUR SAYING THAT
MEANS A LOT.
1434
01:12:32,689 --> 01:12:35,789
THIS TRIBUTE WILL BE AN
INSPIRATION TO OTHER STUDENTS
1435
01:12:35,789 --> 01:12:37,756
AND IT'LL HELP KEEP
KYLE'S MEMORY ALIVE.
1436
01:12:37,756 --> 01:12:41,322
SURE, SIR.
WYATT.
1437
01:12:41,322 --> 01:12:43,822
THANKS, LANCE.
THANKS.
1438
01:12:47,789 --> 01:12:50,256
OH!
1439
01:12:50,256 --> 01:12:53,656
JUST LIKE MY PROM NIGHT,
NOTHING WENT IN THE HOLE.
1440
01:12:56,055 --> 01:12:58,189
NO, IT'S GOOD.
IT'S GONNA BE A TASTEFUL DEDICATION.
1441
01:12:58,189 --> 01:12:59,655
VERY TASTEFUL.
1442
01:13:01,822 --> 01:13:03,721
- ( cell phone ringing )
- ( beeps )
1443
01:13:03,721 --> 01:13:05,453
HELLO?
1444
01:13:09,487 --> 01:13:11,022
YOU'RE KIDDING ME.
1445
01:13:11,022 --> 01:13:12,922
THANK YOU SO MUCH.
1446
01:13:12,922 --> 01:13:15,721
- WOW.
- WHAT?
1447
01:13:15,721 --> 01:13:18,854
PENTOLA-- HE SENT
KYLE'S JOURNAL TO DR. DANA.
1448
01:13:18,854 --> 01:13:20,688
SHE LOVES IT. SHE WANTS ME
TO BE ON THE SHOW.
1449
01:13:20,688 --> 01:13:22,221
SHE'S GONNA FLY ME
TO L.A.
1450
01:13:22,221 --> 01:13:24,921
- WHAT'S DR. DANA?
- SHE'S LIKE OPRAH.
1451
01:13:26,154 --> 01:13:28,453
WELL, SHE'S NOT
AS BIG AS OPRAH.
1452
01:13:30,487 --> 01:13:32,486
I MEAN, IT'S A GOOD SHOW,
YOU KNOW?
1453
01:13:32,486 --> 01:13:34,387
WOMEN SEEM TO
REALLY LIKE IT.
1454
01:13:37,254 --> 01:13:39,187
( knocking on door )
1455
01:13:45,319 --> 01:13:47,854
- ANDREW.
- ARE YOU BUSY, MR. CLAYTON?
1456
01:13:47,854 --> 01:13:50,288
OH, NO NO.
JUST PACKING FOR MY TRIP.
1457
01:13:50,288 --> 01:13:52,586
YEAH, THAT TV SHOW.
1458
01:13:52,586 --> 01:13:54,786
"DR. DANA."
1459
01:13:56,419 --> 01:13:57,952
WHAT'S UP?
1460
01:13:57,952 --> 01:13:59,352
I FEEL BAD.
1461
01:13:59,352 --> 01:14:02,153
I WISH I KNEW
HE WAS THAT DEPRESSED.
1462
01:14:02,153 --> 01:14:04,019
YOU AND ME BOTH.
1463
01:14:04,019 --> 01:14:06,351
YOU KNOW WHAT'S STRANGE
ABOUT THE BOOK?
1464
01:14:06,351 --> 01:14:07,553
WHAT?
1465
01:14:07,553 --> 01:14:10,985
KYLE NEVER TALKS
ABOUT VAGINAS, ANAL SEX,
1466
01:14:10,985 --> 01:14:13,385
FISTING, FELCHING
OR RIM JOBS.
1467
01:14:13,385 --> 01:14:16,752
IT IS A LITTLE LIGHT ON THE
FELCHING AREA, YOU'RE RIGHT.
1468
01:14:16,752 --> 01:14:20,518
BUT I THINK IT'S THERE,
ANDREW, IN ITS OWN WAY.
1469
01:14:20,518 --> 01:14:24,318
I WAS HIS BEST FRIEND.
THE BOOK IS SO SMART AND SAD.
1470
01:14:24,318 --> 01:14:26,451
HE NEVER TALKED
WITH ME LIKE THAT.
1471
01:14:26,451 --> 01:14:29,684
I WISH HE DID. MAYBE HE WOULDN'T
HAVE DONE WHAT HE DID.
1472
01:14:29,684 --> 01:14:31,852
DON'T BLAME YOURSELF,
ANDREW.
1473
01:14:31,852 --> 01:14:34,151
ONE THING I KNOW,
HE LIKED YOU.
1474
01:14:34,151 --> 01:14:35,785
THEN WHY DIDN'T HE
TALK TO ME?
1475
01:14:35,785 --> 01:14:37,384
WHAT DO YOU WANT ME
TO TELL YOU, ANDREW?
1476
01:14:37,384 --> 01:14:38,952
MAYBE IT'S LIKE
I TOLD YOU BEFORE,
1477
01:14:38,952 --> 01:14:40,951
HE WAS SUPER SMART.
HE DIDN'T WANT PEOPLE TO KNOW
1478
01:14:40,951 --> 01:14:42,751
BECAUSE HE WAS AFRAID
OF BEING TREATED DIFFERENTLY.
1479
01:14:42,751 --> 01:14:45,350
BUT IT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE.
HE WAS ALREADY TREATED LIKE A FREAK.
1480
01:14:45,350 --> 01:14:47,918
IF HE WAS THAT SMART HE WOULD
HAVE LOVED TO RUB THEIR NOSES IN IT.
1481
01:14:47,918 --> 01:14:50,517
OH, JESUS CHRIST, ANDREW.
WHY CAN'T YOU LET IT GO, OKAY?
1482
01:14:50,517 --> 01:14:52,951
NO WONDER
YOUR MOTHER DRINKS.
1483
01:14:52,951 --> 01:14:55,918
YOU KNOW ONE OF THE LAST
THINGS KYLE SAID TO ME?
1484
01:14:55,918 --> 01:14:58,917
HE SAID THAT YOU'RE
A STUPID FUCKING IDIOT.
1485
01:14:58,917 --> 01:15:00,950
HAVE A GOOD TIME
ON YOUR TV SHOW.
1486
01:15:00,950 --> 01:15:02,818
KYLE'S STILL DEAD.
1487
01:15:02,818 --> 01:15:04,383
ANDREW.
1488
01:15:07,050 --> 01:15:09,550
ARE YOU ALMOST READY?
I THINK WE SHOULD GET GOING.
1489
01:15:09,550 --> 01:15:11,616
Claire: I THINK YOU SHOULD
KEEPYOUR PANTS ON.
1490
01:15:11,616 --> 01:15:13,448
I THINK YOU SHOULD PUT
YOUR PANTS ON.
1491
01:15:13,448 --> 01:15:15,149
I'M NOT GOING
TO WEAR PANTS.
1492
01:15:15,149 --> 01:15:17,682
OH.
I'M REALLY NERVOUS.
1493
01:15:17,682 --> 01:15:19,082
YEAH, YOU SHOULD BE.
1494
01:15:19,082 --> 01:15:20,782
MMM.
THANKS.
1495
01:15:20,782 --> 01:15:22,916
I'M USING BACKWARD
PSYCHOLOGY.
1496
01:15:22,916 --> 01:15:25,682
IT'S NOT WORKING.
I HAVE TO PEE AGAIN.
1497
01:15:25,682 --> 01:15:27,649
( knocking on door )
1498
01:15:31,216 --> 01:15:33,348
- HELLO.
- MR. CLAYTON,
1499
01:15:33,348 --> 01:15:36,216
I DON'T WANNA BE RUDE
BUT THE SHOW CALLED AGAIN
1500
01:15:36,216 --> 01:15:39,049
- AND WE REALLY SHOULD BE LEAVING.
- OKAY, THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
1501
01:15:40,882 --> 01:15:42,982
BABY, THAT WAS THE DRIVER.
HE SAID THE SHOW CALLED.
1502
01:15:42,982 --> 01:15:44,848
WE GOTTA GET GOING,
OKAY?
1503
01:15:44,848 --> 01:15:47,282
- ( sighs ) - OH, YOU LOOK GORGEOUS.
LET'S GET GOING, COME ON.
1504
01:15:47,282 --> 01:15:49,815
- DOES THIS MAKE MY ASS LOOK BIG?
- NO NO. NOT AT ALL.
1505
01:15:49,815 --> 01:15:52,048
- YOU CAN'T SEE YOUR ASS.
- WHAT DO YOU MEAN?
1506
01:15:52,048 --> 01:15:54,882
- I MEAN--
- SO YOU'RE SAYING I DON'T HAVE AN ASS?
1507
01:15:54,882 --> 01:15:57,915
I'M SAYING YOUR ASS IS THERE,
BUT IT'S NOT TOO MUCH.
1508
01:15:57,915 --> 01:15:59,880
- I'M CHANGING AGAIN.
- NO.
1509
01:16:01,915 --> 01:16:03,681
YOU KNOW,
SWEETHEART,
1510
01:16:03,681 --> 01:16:06,182
I REALLY SHOULD GET OVER THERE SO
I COULD SIT DOWN WITH THE PRODUCER
1511
01:16:06,182 --> 01:16:07,681
AND GO OVER WITH WHAT
I'M GONNA SAY.
1512
01:16:07,681 --> 01:16:09,214
THAT WOULD
REALLY HELP ME A LOT.
1513
01:16:09,214 --> 01:16:10,480
- ALL RIGHT.
- OKAY.
1514
01:16:10,480 --> 01:16:12,446
- WHAT DO YOU THINK?
- FABULOUS.
1515
01:16:12,446 --> 01:16:14,182
- I REALLY--
- NOPE.
1516
01:16:14,182 --> 01:16:15,747
I LIKE THAT DRESS.
1517
01:16:15,747 --> 01:16:20,114
SOMETIMES PEOPLE ON THE WAY,
THEY THROW UP IN MY CAR.
1518
01:16:20,114 --> 01:16:21,747
- YEAH?
- YEAH.
1519
01:16:21,747 --> 01:16:23,914
OKAY, LET'S GO.
1520
01:16:23,914 --> 01:16:27,313
- YOU LOOK PRETTY.
- THANK YOU.YOU'RE SO SWEET.
1521
01:16:27,313 --> 01:16:30,380
THANKS.
WHICH ONE OF YOU IS ON THE SHOW?
1522
01:16:30,380 --> 01:16:32,047
- I AM.
- OH.
1523
01:16:32,047 --> 01:16:34,214
- NO, YOU'RE GONNA DO GREAT.
- THANKS.
1524
01:16:34,214 --> 01:16:37,046
HI, LANCE CLAYTON
FOR THE "DR. DANA" SHOW.
1525
01:16:37,046 --> 01:16:38,946
- HI, GUYS.
- DR. P.
1526
01:16:38,946 --> 01:16:41,612
LANCE, HI.
JERRY KLEIN-- WE SPOKE ON THE PHONE.
1527
01:16:41,612 --> 01:16:43,479
- MM-HMM.
- WE CAN LET THEM IN.
1528
01:16:43,479 --> 01:16:46,146
FOLLOW ME. WE CAN GO RIGHT IN.
WE'RE RUNNING A LITTLE LATE.
1529
01:16:46,146 --> 01:16:48,079
- YOU GUYS HIT SOME TRAFFIC, HUH?
- OH YEAH.
1530
01:16:48,079 --> 01:16:49,646
- AH, WONDERFUL.
- THIS IS CLAIRE, MY GIRLFRIEND.
1531
01:16:49,646 --> 01:16:51,345
- HI, CLAUDIA. JERRY KLEIN.
- CLAIRE.
1532
01:16:51,345 --> 01:16:53,913
WE'RE NOT GONNA HAVE TIME
TO GO THROUGH THE NOTES
1533
01:16:53,913 --> 01:16:55,444
IN THE GREENROOM
AS WE PLANNED,
1534
01:16:55,444 --> 01:16:56,979
- SO WE'RE GONNA DO IT IN MAKEUP.
- MAKEUP?
1535
01:16:56,979 --> 01:16:58,945
- AND THAT'S THIS WAY. CLAUDIA?
- CLAIRE.
1536
01:16:58,945 --> 01:17:01,345
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SENDING THE
PHOTOS OF KYLE. THEY'RE BEAUTIFUL.
1537
01:17:01,345 --> 01:17:03,112
- AND ALSO THE BOOK.
- I SENT THE BOOK.
1538
01:17:03,112 --> 01:17:04,912
IS SHE GONNA BE HOLDING
UP THE BACK OF THE BOOK?
1539
01:17:04,912 --> 01:17:07,078
THAT'S A DIRECTOR QUESTION.
I'M A SEGMENT PRODUCER.
1540
01:17:07,078 --> 01:17:09,179
HOW DO WE KNOW
WHEN THE CAMERA IS ON ME?
1541
01:17:09,179 --> 01:17:11,678
YOU'RE GONNA BE IN THE
FRIENDS- AND-FAMILY SECTION.
1542
01:17:11,678 --> 01:17:13,478
- ( audience applauding )
- COULD YOU GRAB A SEAT?
1543
01:17:13,478 --> 01:17:15,012
OKAY, YEAH.
SURE.
1544
01:17:15,012 --> 01:17:17,912
I JUST HAVE A COUPLE OF
ISSUES TO DISCUSS WITH LANCE.
1545
01:17:17,912 --> 01:17:20,112
- LANCE, DO YOU HAVE QUESTIONS?
- NO NO.
1546
01:17:20,112 --> 01:17:21,511
- LOOK OVER HERE, PLEASE.
- GOOD.GOOD.
1547
01:17:21,511 --> 01:17:24,344
SO, LANCE, IF YOU SHOULD START
TO TALK ABOUT YOUR SON...
1548
01:17:24,344 --> 01:17:25,677
- MM-HMM.
- ...AND BEGIN TO CRY...
1549
01:17:25,677 --> 01:17:27,377
- YEAH.
- ...OR WELL UP...
1550
01:17:27,377 --> 01:17:29,510
- OKAY. - ...JUST GO WITH IT.
DON'T BE ASHAMED, OKAY?
1551
01:17:29,510 --> 01:17:30,877
- YEAH.
- AND IF YOU CRY...
1552
01:17:30,877 --> 01:17:32,444
- MM-HMM.
- ...LOOK UP.
1553
01:17:32,444 --> 01:17:33,911
- NO, LOOK DOWN, PLEASE.
- OH.
1554
01:17:33,911 --> 01:17:35,544
- DON'T LOOK DOWN.LOOK UP.
- CAN YOU LOOK DOWN?
1555
01:17:35,544 --> 01:17:37,310
- DON'T TUCK YOUR CHIN.
- OH.
1556
01:17:37,310 --> 01:17:39,777
AND ABOVE ALL,
DON'T BE NERVOUS.
1557
01:17:39,777 --> 01:17:41,610
LANCE, HI.
1558
01:17:41,610 --> 01:17:43,877
- LOOK THIS WAY, PLEASE.
- I DON'T MEAN TO BUG YOU RIGHT NOW.
1559
01:17:43,877 --> 01:17:45,977
MY NAME IS BERT GREEN.
I'M WITH WITH McKENNA ARTIST.
1560
01:17:45,977 --> 01:17:48,544
- HI, BERT.
- YOUR SON'S MEMOIR IS SO STRONG.
1561
01:17:48,544 --> 01:17:51,310
MY GOD, IT'S SO MOVING.
MY HEART GOES OUT TO YOU.
1562
01:17:51,310 --> 01:17:52,843
MM-HMM.
1563
01:17:52,843 --> 01:17:54,911
- OH, THANK YOU. - HAVE YOU
BEEN TALKING TO PUBLISHERS?
1564
01:17:54,911 --> 01:17:56,776
- NO. - BECAUSE I HONESTLY
THINK THIS COULD BE
1565
01:17:56,776 --> 01:17:58,210
THE BIGGEST POSTHUMOUS
AUTOBIOGRAPHY
1566
01:17:58,210 --> 01:17:59,743
SINCE "THE DIARY
OF ANNE FRANK," HONESTLY.
1567
01:17:59,743 --> 01:18:00,843
- REALLY?
- OH MY GOD.
1568
01:18:00,843 --> 01:18:03,509
YOU KNOW
WHAT SHE'S DONE FOR...
1569
01:18:03,509 --> 01:18:05,376
YES.
YEAH, THAT'S HUGE.
1570
01:18:05,376 --> 01:18:07,509
LOOK, I'M GONNA GET OUT
OF YOUR HAIR RIGHT NOW.
1571
01:18:07,509 --> 01:18:08,976
BUT IF ANY OF THIS
INTERESTS YOU,
1572
01:18:08,976 --> 01:18:10,408
- GIVE ME A CALL, OKAY?
- OKAY.
1573
01:18:10,408 --> 01:18:12,177
JUST GIVE ME A RING.
IT'S GREAT TO MEET YOU.
1574
01:18:12,177 --> 01:18:15,209
GREAT TO MEET YOU.
GO OUT THERE AND KILL 'EM.
1575
01:18:15,209 --> 01:18:17,709
- DO IT.
- OKAY.
1576
01:18:17,709 --> 01:18:21,675
- NOW I'M NERVOUS.
- OH, GREAT.
1577
01:18:21,675 --> 01:18:23,276
- IT'S GO TIME, ALL RIGHT?
- OKAY.
1578
01:18:23,276 --> 01:18:25,942
SO AGAIN, LANCE,
I'M SO SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS.
1579
01:18:25,942 --> 01:18:28,408
AND LET'S HAVE
A GREAT SHOW.
1580
01:18:28,408 --> 01:18:30,009
( audience applauding )
1581
01:18:35,842 --> 01:18:39,374
MY GUEST TODAY
IS MR. LANCE CLAYTON.
1582
01:18:39,374 --> 01:18:43,641
LANCE'S 15-YEAR-OLD SON KYLE
TRAGICALLY TOOK HIS OWN LIFE.
1583
01:18:43,641 --> 01:18:46,175
BUT FROM THIS TERRIBLE
STORY OF LOSS
1584
01:18:46,175 --> 01:18:48,275
AROSE ONE OF HOPE.
1585
01:18:48,275 --> 01:18:52,407
HERE HE IS TO SHARE THIS POWERFUL
STORY, MR. LANCE CLAYTON.
1586
01:18:55,440 --> 01:18:57,440
THANKS SO MUCH
FOR JOINING US.
1587
01:18:57,440 --> 01:19:00,008
- THANK YOU, DOCTOR.
- WE KNOW IT TAKES GREAT
COURAGE FOR YOU TO DO THIS.
1588
01:19:00,008 --> 01:19:02,473
- THANK YOU.
- THANK YOU SO MUCH.
1589
01:19:02,473 --> 01:19:04,706
NOW, LANCE--
1590
01:19:04,706 --> 01:19:07,073
IS IT ALL RIGHT
IF I CALL YOU LANCE?
1591
01:19:07,073 --> 01:19:08,207
YES, THAT'S MY NAME.
1592
01:19:08,207 --> 01:19:10,973
( woman giggles )
1593
01:19:10,973 --> 01:19:14,940
ONE OF THE MOST DIFFICULT THINGS
IS FOR A PARENT TO LOSE A CHILD.
1594
01:19:14,940 --> 01:19:17,839
YES.YES IT IS.
1595
01:19:17,839 --> 01:19:20,274
TELL US ABOUT
YOUR SON KYLE.
1596
01:19:28,406 --> 01:19:30,207
IT'S DIFFICULT,
ISN'T IT?
1597
01:19:30,207 --> 01:19:33,072
YEAH.
1598
01:19:33,072 --> 01:19:35,772
HE WAS A SWEET BOY.
1599
01:19:39,006 --> 01:19:41,505
KIND.
1600
01:19:45,173 --> 01:19:47,105
I'M SORRY.
HE WAS A SWEET BOY.
1601
01:19:47,105 --> 01:19:49,471
( laughs )
1602
01:19:54,371 --> 01:19:57,638
- I'M SORRY. - BUT THERE WAS
A LOT BREWING UNDERNEATH?
1603
01:19:57,638 --> 01:20:01,671
THE TRAGEDY IS I DIDN'T
KNOW UNTIL HIS DEATH
1604
01:20:01,671 --> 01:20:04,205
HOW SAD HE WAS
OR PROFOUND.
1605
01:20:05,404 --> 01:20:08,337
- MMM.
- ( laughing )
1606
01:20:08,337 --> 01:20:10,304
HERE'S A TISSUE
FOR YOU.
1607
01:20:10,304 --> 01:20:13,704
PROFOUND.
INDEED PROFOUND.
1608
01:20:13,704 --> 01:20:15,004
INDEED.
1609
01:20:15,004 --> 01:20:17,638
"YOU DON'T KNOW ME."
1610
01:20:17,638 --> 01:20:19,670
THIS IS SO BEAUTIFULLY
WRITTEN.
1611
01:20:19,670 --> 01:20:22,504
I JUST--
YOU KNOW, THE THING IS,
1612
01:20:22,504 --> 01:20:25,837
I DIDN'T KNOW-- I'M SO PROUD OF HIM.
HE WAS A GREAT WRITER.
1613
01:20:25,837 --> 01:20:28,937
YES, THIS IS REALLY
REMARKABLE WORK.
1614
01:20:28,937 --> 01:20:31,303
NO MATTER WHAT PAGE
I TURN TO,
1615
01:20:31,303 --> 01:20:35,303
THERE'S SOMETHING HERE
THAT REALLY MOVES ME.
1616
01:20:35,303 --> 01:20:37,402
- I WANT TO READ THIS.
- OKAY.
1617
01:20:37,402 --> 01:20:41,271
"IS IT MORE IMPORTANT
FOR ME TO BE A GOOD PERSON
1618
01:20:41,271 --> 01:20:44,369
OR TO BE THOUGHT OF
AS A GOOD PERSON?
1619
01:20:44,369 --> 01:20:47,270
I'M SO SICK
OF LIVING A LIFE IN FEAR
1620
01:20:47,270 --> 01:20:50,103
OF BEING FOUND OUT
FOR THE PHONY I AM,
1621
01:20:50,103 --> 01:20:53,103
A LIFE WHERE I DON'T TRUST
ANYONE'S INTENTIONS,
1622
01:20:53,103 --> 01:20:56,536
INCLUDING MY OWN."
1623
01:20:56,536 --> 01:20:58,069
WOW, THAT IS REALLY DEEP.
1624
01:20:58,069 --> 01:21:02,102
HARD TO IMAGINE THAT IT WAS
WRITTEN BY A 15-YEAR-OLD.
1625
01:21:02,102 --> 01:21:05,169
- HE WAS AN OLD SOUL.
- MMM.
1626
01:21:05,169 --> 01:21:08,701
YOU KNOW, I'M NOT GONNA PRETEND
THAT I KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON
1627
01:21:08,701 --> 01:21:10,601
IN THE MIND
OF A TEENAGER.
1628
01:21:10,601 --> 01:21:12,869
ALL I'M SAYING IS,
KYLE MADE A MISTAKE.
1629
01:21:12,869 --> 01:21:14,935
IF YOU'RE THAT DEPRESSED,
1630
01:21:14,935 --> 01:21:17,802
REACH OUT TO SOMEONE.
1631
01:21:17,802 --> 01:21:21,168
AND REMEMBER, SUICIDE
IS A PERMANENT SOLUTION
1632
01:21:21,168 --> 01:21:22,735
TO TEMPORARY PROBLEMS.
1633
01:21:22,735 --> 01:21:27,035
- YOU WANT MY JOB?
- NO.PLEASE, DANA, NO. THANK YOU.
1634
01:21:27,035 --> 01:21:30,468
AGAIN, THE BOOK,
"YOU DON'T KNOW ME."
1635
01:21:30,468 --> 01:21:32,767
AND MY GUEST HAS BEEN
LANCE CLAYTON.
1636
01:21:32,767 --> 01:21:35,734
- ( audience applauding )
- THANK YOU.
1637
01:21:35,734 --> 01:21:38,102
YOU WERE SO GOOD!
1638
01:21:38,102 --> 01:21:40,634
THANKS, DOLL.
1639
01:21:40,634 --> 01:21:43,367
AND I'M SO GLAD
YOU USED MY TITLE.
1640
01:21:43,367 --> 01:21:44,901
IT'S A GREAT TITLE.
1641
01:21:44,901 --> 01:21:46,367
( phone ringing )
1642
01:21:46,367 --> 01:21:48,168
HELLO?
1643
01:21:48,168 --> 01:21:49,967
LANCE, HI.
IT'S BERT GREEN.
1644
01:21:49,967 --> 01:21:52,634
- HI. - You were so great on "Dr. Dana."
1645
01:21:52,634 --> 01:21:54,566
OH, THANKS, BERT.
1646
01:21:54,566 --> 01:21:57,566
IT WAS LIKE-- IT WAS LIKE
WATCHING A BALLET.
1647
01:21:57,566 --> 01:21:59,966
Hey, do you have time
to meet tomorrow?
1648
01:21:59,966 --> 01:22:01,900
Because there's a number
of publishers
1649
01:22:01,900 --> 01:22:04,399
WHO ARE DYING
1650
01:22:04,399 --> 01:22:07,766
- TO MEET WITH YOU.
- WELL, REALLY, NO.
1651
01:22:07,766 --> 01:22:09,866
ACTUALLY WE HAVE
TO HEAD BACK TOMORROW.
1652
01:22:09,866 --> 01:22:13,066
THEY'RE DEDICATING THE SCHOOL
LIBRARY IN KYLE'S HONOR.
1653
01:22:13,066 --> 01:22:15,432
GOOD FOR HIM.
I MEAN, GOOD FOR YOU.
1654
01:22:15,432 --> 01:22:17,166
THAT'S GOOD.
1655
01:22:17,166 --> 01:22:19,766
HEY, LET'S DO IT SOON.
1656
01:22:19,766 --> 01:22:22,032
Because this book is hot.
1657
01:22:22,032 --> 01:22:25,698
It's like a volcano
on the sun.
1658
01:22:25,698 --> 01:22:27,899
WOW.
THAT'S A LOT OF HEAT.
1659
01:22:27,899 --> 01:22:29,365
I'm gonna get a hold
of you soon.
1660
01:22:29,365 --> 01:22:31,398
OKAY? BYE.
1661
01:23:02,731 --> 01:23:03,930
LANCE, LANCE.
1662
01:23:03,930 --> 01:23:05,730
OH, GOD.
I'M GLAD I CAUGHT YOU.
1663
01:23:05,730 --> 01:23:07,497
OH, YOUR BOOK
IS ON FIRE.
1664
01:23:07,497 --> 01:23:08,930
- OH.
- IT IS.
1665
01:23:08,930 --> 01:23:11,098
THIS IS--
THIS IS BILL TOBIN.
1666
01:23:11,098 --> 01:23:12,597
- HI.
- FROM SIMON & SIMON.
1667
01:23:12,597 --> 01:23:14,763
- CARL KLIENMAN FROM
HOWARD PUBLISHING. - HI.
1668
01:23:14,763 --> 01:23:17,963
AND THIS IS GEORGE KENNY,
FROM KAUFMANN PRESS.
1669
01:23:17,963 --> 01:23:19,963
THEY LOVE YOUR BOOK
AND THEY WANNA MEET WITH YOU.
1670
01:23:19,963 --> 01:23:21,963
- IT'S TRUE.
- REALLY.
1671
01:23:21,963 --> 01:23:23,863
WE'RE NOT GONNA BOTHER
WITH THAT RIGHT NOW.
1672
01:23:23,863 --> 01:23:26,897
THEY'RE GONNA HAVE A CHANCE TO TALK
WITH YOU AFTER THE DEDICATION, OKAY?
1673
01:23:26,897 --> 01:23:28,196
- GOOD.
- OKAY?
1674
01:23:28,196 --> 01:23:32,797
AND THEY ALSO WANT
A BOOK OF YOURS TOO.
1675
01:23:33,863 --> 01:23:36,362
- THAT'S AMAZING.
- YEAH.
1676
01:23:36,362 --> 01:23:38,495
- OKAY.
- SEE YOU IN THERE.
1677
01:23:43,428 --> 01:23:46,362
I'M SO PROUD OF YOU,
LAMB CHOP.
1678
01:23:46,362 --> 01:23:47,896
THANKS.
1679
01:23:54,162 --> 01:23:56,362
MR. CLAYTON.
1680
01:23:56,362 --> 01:23:57,829
BRUCE HORNSBY.
1681
01:23:57,829 --> 01:23:59,895
WE WROTE MR. HORNSBY
AND HE CAME.
1682
01:23:59,895 --> 01:24:01,896
HEY, MAN, WHEN I HEARD
WHAT A FAN KYLE WAS
1683
01:24:01,896 --> 01:24:03,928
I THOUGHT,
HOW CAN I SAY NO?
1684
01:24:03,928 --> 01:24:05,162
All:
AW.
1685
01:24:05,162 --> 01:24:07,228
- THANKS.
- Girl: GOD, HE'S SO SWEET.
1686
01:24:17,327 --> 01:24:19,061
Girl:
BRUCE HORNSBY.
1687
01:24:24,262 --> 01:24:27,228
I'D LIKE TO DEDICATE
THIS SONG TO MY BIGGEST FAN,
1688
01:24:27,228 --> 01:24:31,326
- KYLE CLAYTON.
- ( applauding )
1689
01:24:31,326 --> 01:24:34,161
( playing piano )
1690
01:24:45,560 --> 01:24:49,026
* ANOTHER SONG
CAME AND WENT *
1691
01:24:49,026 --> 01:24:52,161
* LIKE THE TIMES
THAT WE SPENT *
1692
01:24:52,161 --> 01:24:55,227
* HIDING OUT
FROM THE RAIN *
1693
01:24:55,227 --> 01:24:58,592
* UNDER THE CARNIVAL TENT
1694
01:24:59,793 --> 01:25:02,325
* I LAUGHED
AND SHE'D SMILE *
1695
01:25:02,325 --> 01:25:05,260
* IT WOULD LAST
FOR A WHILE *
1696
01:25:05,260 --> 01:25:07,592
* YOU DON'T KNOW
WHAT YOU GOT *
1697
01:25:07,592 --> 01:25:11,626
* TILL YOU LOSE IT
ALL AGAIN *
1698
01:25:11,626 --> 01:25:14,458
* LISTEN TO
THE MANDOLIN RAIN *
1699
01:25:14,458 --> 01:25:17,525
* LISTEN TO THE MUSIC
ON THE LAKE *
1700
01:25:17,525 --> 01:25:20,993
* LISTEN TO
MY HEART BREAK *
1701
01:25:20,993 --> 01:25:24,225
* EVERY TIME
SHE RUNS AWAY *
1702
01:25:24,225 --> 01:25:27,491
* LISTEN TO
THE BANJO WIND *
1703
01:25:27,491 --> 01:25:31,125
* A SAD SONG
DRIFTING LOW *
1704
01:25:31,125 --> 01:25:33,458
* LISTEN TO
THE TEARS ROLL *
1705
01:25:33,458 --> 01:25:37,758
* DOWN MY FACE
AS SHE TURNS TO GO *
1706
01:25:37,758 --> 01:25:40,825
* LISTEN TO THE TEARS
AS THEY ROLL *
1707
01:25:40,825 --> 01:25:44,290
* DOWN MY FACE
AS SHE TURNS TO GO. *
1708
01:25:54,322 --> 01:25:57,557
MR. CLAYTON,
1709
01:25:57,557 --> 01:26:00,624
I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT
1710
01:26:00,624 --> 01:26:03,924
I'VE ALWAYS FELT
NOT ENOUGH.
1711
01:26:03,924 --> 01:26:05,923
MY DAD
1712
01:26:05,923 --> 01:26:08,856
RIDES ME
ALL THE TIME.
1713
01:26:08,856 --> 01:26:10,524
HE CALLS ME A LOSER.
1714
01:26:12,456 --> 01:26:15,123
I ALMOST KILLED MYSELF
1715
01:26:15,123 --> 01:26:17,421
UNTIL KYLE'S NOTE
AND BOOK CAME OUT.
1716
01:26:19,090 --> 01:26:21,422
IT SAVED MY LIFE.
1717
01:26:23,388 --> 01:26:26,455
I KNOW HE'S LOOKING
DOWN ON YOU SO PROUD.
1718
01:26:30,223 --> 01:26:32,023
THANKS, PETE.
1719
01:26:35,256 --> 01:26:37,189
( applause )
1720
01:26:40,789 --> 01:26:43,388
THANK YOU,
BRUCE HORNSBY.
1721
01:26:44,855 --> 01:26:47,822
WELCOME STUDENTS,
FACULTY
1722
01:26:47,822 --> 01:26:50,121
AND GUESTS.
1723
01:26:50,121 --> 01:26:52,121
TODAY
1724
01:26:52,121 --> 01:26:54,888
WE CELEBRATE KYLE.
1725
01:26:56,855 --> 01:26:59,354
KYLE HAS SHOWN US
SO MANY THINGS;
1726
01:26:59,354 --> 01:27:01,554
HOW FLEETING THE TIME
1727
01:27:01,554 --> 01:27:03,755
WE SPEND ON THIS EARTH
REALLY IS.
1728
01:27:03,755 --> 01:27:07,221
KYLE DID NOT DIE IN VAIN.
1729
01:27:07,221 --> 01:27:08,487
THROUGH HIS BOOK
1730
01:27:08,487 --> 01:27:11,754
AND THROUGH OUR HEARTS
HE WILL LIVE ON.
1731
01:27:13,554 --> 01:27:16,620
TODAY WE DEDICATE
THIS LIBRARY
1732
01:27:16,620 --> 01:27:19,154
IN HIS SPIRIT.
1733
01:27:19,154 --> 01:27:22,088
A TRIBUTE TO HIS DEEP
INTELLIGENCE
1734
01:27:22,088 --> 01:27:26,220
AND TO THE PROFOUND IMPACT
HE MADE ON ALL OF US
1735
01:27:26,220 --> 01:27:29,418
IN THE BRIEF TIME WE WERE
FORTUNATE ENOUGH TO KNOW HIM.
1736
01:27:32,053 --> 01:27:34,586
AND NOW TO ACCEPT
THIS HONOR ON HIS BEHALF,
1737
01:27:34,586 --> 01:27:36,820
I GIVE YOU HIS FATHER
1738
01:27:36,820 --> 01:27:38,920
MR. LANCE CLAYTON.
1739
01:27:38,920 --> 01:27:40,653
( crowd cheering )
1740
01:28:32,584 --> 01:28:35,018
YOU GUYS
DIDN'T LIKE KYLE.
1741
01:28:35,018 --> 01:28:38,018
BUT THAT'S OKAY,
I DIDN'T EITHER.
1742
01:28:39,950 --> 01:28:42,416
I LOVED HIM.
1743
01:28:42,416 --> 01:28:44,850
HE WAS MY SON,
1744
01:28:46,316 --> 01:28:48,283
BUT HE WAS ALSO
A DOUCHE BAG.
1745
01:28:52,817 --> 01:28:56,450
HE WASN'T VERY SMART
1746
01:28:56,450 --> 01:28:58,683
AND HE DIDN'T KILL
HIMSELF.
1747
01:29:02,482 --> 01:29:05,483
KYLE DIED ACCIDENTALLY
WHILE MASTURBATING.
1748
01:29:10,681 --> 01:29:12,949
I MADE IT LOOK LIKE
A SUICIDE
1749
01:29:12,949 --> 01:29:15,949
AND I WROTE
A SUICIDE NOTE.
1750
01:29:20,849 --> 01:29:24,082
I ALSO WROTE HIS JOURNAL.
THANK YOU.
1751
01:29:39,615 --> 01:29:41,414
THANKS.
1752
01:29:41,414 --> 01:29:44,915
YOU ARE AN ASSHOLE.
1753
01:29:44,915 --> 01:29:46,615
YEAH.
1754
01:29:46,615 --> 01:29:48,815
Lance's voice:
I USED TO THINK THE WORSTTHING IN LIFE
1755
01:29:48,815 --> 01:29:50,948
WAS TO END UP ALL ALONE.
1756
01:29:50,948 --> 01:29:53,347
IT'S NOT.
1757
01:29:53,347 --> 01:29:55,781
THE WORST THING IN LIFE
IS ENDING UP WITH PEOPLE
1758
01:29:55,781 --> 01:29:58,248
WHO MAKE YOU FEEL
ALL ALONE.
1759
01:29:58,248 --> 01:30:02,213
* PRESSURE PUSHING DOWN
ON ME *
1760
01:30:02,213 --> 01:30:06,046
* PRESSING DOWN ON YOU,
NO MAN ASKED FOR *
1761
01:30:06,046 --> 01:30:08,214
* UNDER PRESSURE
1762
01:30:08,214 --> 01:30:10,613
* THAT BURNS
A BUILDING DOWN *
1763
01:30:10,613 --> 01:30:12,846
* SPLITS A FAMILY IN TWO
1764
01:30:12,846 --> 01:30:15,513
* PUTS PEOPLE ON STREETS
1765
01:30:15,513 --> 01:30:17,646
* UM BA BA BE
1766
01:30:17,646 --> 01:30:19,646
* UM BA BA BE
1767
01:30:19,646 --> 01:30:23,279
* DE DAY DA,
EE DAY DA *
1768
01:30:23,279 --> 01:30:25,613
* IT'S THE TERROR
OF KNOWING *
1769
01:30:25,613 --> 01:30:28,180
* WHAT THIS WORLD
IS ABOUT *
1770
01:30:28,180 --> 01:30:32,112
* WATCHING SOME GOOD FRIENDS
SCREAMING, "LET ME OUT" *
1771
01:30:32,112 --> 01:30:36,512
* PRAY TOMORROW
GETS ME HIGHER *
1772
01:30:36,512 --> 01:30:40,612
* PRESSURE ON PEOPLE,
PEOPLE ON STREETS *
1773
01:30:40,612 --> 01:30:44,179
* DAY DAY DE MM HM
1774
01:30:44,179 --> 01:30:47,678
* DA DA DA BA BA
OKAY *
1775
01:30:50,345 --> 01:30:52,377
* CHIPPIN' AROUND *
1776
01:30:52,377 --> 01:30:54,811
* KICK MY BRAINS
AROUND THE FLOOR *
1777
01:30:54,811 --> 01:30:58,344
* THESE ARE THE DAYS
IT NEVER RAINS BUT IT POURS *
1778
01:30:58,344 --> 01:31:02,544
* EE DO BA BE
EE DA BA BA BA *
1779
01:31:02,544 --> 01:31:06,246
* UM BO BO BE LAP
1780
01:31:06,246 --> 01:31:09,844
* PEOPLE ON STREETS,
EE DA DE DA DE *
1781
01:31:09,844 --> 01:31:14,544
* PEOPLE ON STREETS,
EE DA DE DA DE DA DE DA *
1782
01:31:14,544 --> 01:31:18,277
* IT'S THE TERROR OF KNOWING
WHAT THIS WORLD IS ABOUT *
1783
01:31:18,277 --> 01:31:23,111
* WATCHING SOME GOOD FRIENDS
SCREAMING, "LET ME OUT" *
1784
01:31:23,111 --> 01:31:27,476
* PRAY TOMORROW
GETS ME HIGHER HIGH HIGH *
1785
01:31:27,476 --> 01:31:31,510
* PRESSURE ON PEOPLE,
PEOPLE ON STREETS *
1786
01:31:33,711 --> 01:31:38,643
* TURNED AWAY FROM IT ALL
LIKE A BLIND MAN *
1787
01:31:38,643 --> 01:31:42,209
* SAT ON A FENCE
BUT IT DON'T WORK *
1788
01:31:42,209 --> 01:31:44,542
* KEEP COMING UP
WITH LOVE *
1789
01:31:44,542 --> 01:31:46,743
* BUT IT'S SO SLASHED
AND TORN *
1790
01:31:46,743 --> 01:31:51,309
* WHY?
WHY? WHY? *
1791
01:31:57,809 --> 01:32:01,876
* LOVE LOVE LOVE
LOVE LOVE *
1792
01:32:01,876 --> 01:32:05,408
* INSANITY LAUGHS UNDER
PRESSURE WE'RE BREAKING *
1793
01:32:05,408 --> 01:32:09,176
* CAN'T WE GIVE OURSELVES
ONE MORE CHANCE? *
1794
01:32:09,176 --> 01:32:13,208
* WHY CAN'T WE GIVE LOVE
THAT ONE MORE CHANCE? *
1795
01:32:13,208 --> 01:32:18,307
* WHY CAN'T WE GIVE LOVE
GIVE LOVE GIVE LOVE GIVE LOVE *
1796
01:32:18,307 --> 01:32:22,075
* GIVE LOVE GIVE LOVE GIVE LOVE
GIVE LOVE GIVE LOVE *
1797
01:32:22,075 --> 01:32:27,341
* 'CAUSE LOVE'S
SUCH AN OLD-FASHIONED WORD *
1798
01:32:27,341 --> 01:32:31,406
* AND LOVE DARES
YOU TO CARE *
1799
01:32:31,406 --> 01:32:37,774
* FOR THE PEOPLE ON THE EDGE
OF THE NIGHT *
1800
01:32:37,774 --> 01:32:42,774
* AND LOVE DARES
YOU TO CHANGE OUR WAY *
1801
01:32:42,774 --> 01:32:47,508
* OF CARING
ABOUT OURSELVES *
1802
01:32:47,508 --> 01:32:51,907
* THIS IS OUR
LAST DANCE *
1803
01:32:51,907 --> 01:32:55,840
* THIS IS OUR LAST DANCE
1804
01:32:55,840 --> 01:32:59,907
* THIS IS OURSELVES
1805
01:32:59,907 --> 01:33:02,040
* UNDER PRESSURE
1806
01:33:04,006 --> 01:33:06,206
* UNDER PRESSURE
1807
01:33:08,739 --> 01:33:10,806
* PRESSURE.
1808
01:33:27,140 --> 01:33:30,038
I KNEW YOU
WROTE THE BOOK.
1809
01:33:34,806 --> 01:33:36,271
I LIKED IT.
1810
01:33:36,271 --> 01:33:39,172
- REALLY?
- YOU'RE A GOOD WRITER.
1811
01:33:39,172 --> 01:33:41,239
I THINK
YOU SHOULD KEEP WRITING.
1812
01:33:42,705 --> 01:33:44,370
THANKS, ANDREW.
I WILL.
1813
01:33:46,038 --> 01:33:47,805
HEY, ANDREW.
1814
01:33:47,805 --> 01:33:50,104
- WHAT ARE YOU DOING?
- NOTHING.
1815
01:33:50,104 --> 01:33:52,637
DO YOU WANT SOMETHING
TO EAT?
1816
01:33:52,637 --> 01:33:54,938
I'D LIKE THAT
VERY MUCH, SIR.
1817
01:33:54,938 --> 01:33:56,570
I'M VEGETARIAN.
1818
01:33:56,570 --> 01:33:58,604
I KNOW.