1 00:00:36,031 --> 00:00:38,131 Man's voice: MY NAME IS LANCE CLAYTON. 2 00:00:38,131 --> 00:00:41,365 MY BIGGEST FEAR IN LIFE IS THAT I'M GOING TO END UP ALL ALONE. 3 00:00:41,365 --> 00:00:43,931 I'M A WRITER. 4 00:00:43,931 --> 00:00:46,663 I'M A WRITER, BUT SO FAR NOTHING I'VE WRITTEN 5 00:00:46,663 --> 00:00:49,197 HAS EVER BEEN PUBLISHED. 6 00:00:49,197 --> 00:00:50,696 ERNEST HEMINGWAY ONCE SAID 7 00:00:50,696 --> 00:00:54,230 ALL HE WANTED TO DO WAS WRITE ONE TRUE SENTENCE. 8 00:00:54,230 --> 00:00:56,763 HE ALSO TRIED TO SCRATCH AN ITCH ON THE BACK OF HIS HEAD 9 00:00:56,763 --> 00:00:58,263 WITH A SHOTGUN. 10 00:00:58,263 --> 00:01:01,896 - ( game-show music playing ) - ( applause ) 11 00:01:01,896 --> 00:01:05,063 I'VE ALWAYS DREAMED OF BEING A FAMOUS AUTHOR, 12 00:01:05,063 --> 00:01:07,429 OF CREATING AN IMPORTANT WORK... 13 00:01:07,429 --> 00:01:10,396 * OOH LA LA LA LA LA LA LA * 14 00:01:10,396 --> 00:01:11,996 * LA LA LA LA LA LA 15 00:01:11,996 --> 00:01:13,595 * SAA LA LA LA LA LA LA LA... * 16 00:01:13,595 --> 00:01:16,262 ...SOMETHING THAT CONNECTED WITH PEOPLE AND HELPED THEM 17 00:01:16,262 --> 00:01:18,495 AS THEY SUFFERED THROUGH THE HUMAN CONDITION. 18 00:01:18,495 --> 00:01:19,996 * OOH LA LA LA... 19 00:01:19,996 --> 00:01:22,862 ALSO SOMETHING THAT MADE A SHITLOAD OF CASH. 20 00:01:22,862 --> 00:01:25,429 ( slot machine dinging, coins dropping ) 21 00:01:25,429 --> 00:01:26,996 ( champagne cork popping ) 22 00:01:26,996 --> 00:01:28,996 * OOH LA LA LA LA LA... 23 00:01:28,996 --> 00:01:32,228 ( coins dropping ) 24 00:01:32,228 --> 00:01:35,062 I'VE WRITTEN NOVELS, BOOKS, MAGAZINE ARTICLES, 25 00:01:35,062 --> 00:01:36,862 AND EVEN CHILDREN'S STORIES. 26 00:01:36,862 --> 00:01:39,962 - ALL HAVE BEEN REJECTED. - ( printer humming ) 27 00:01:39,962 --> 00:01:43,295 I DID SELL A FEW GREETING CARDS ONCE, THOUGH. 28 00:01:45,128 --> 00:01:46,661 IT FELT PRETTY GOOD. 29 00:01:46,661 --> 00:01:48,195 I DON'T FIND THE CREATIVE PROCESS 30 00:01:48,195 --> 00:01:50,494 IN ITSELF REWARDING ENOUGH. 31 00:01:50,494 --> 00:01:54,561 I HAVE TO BE HONEST-- I WANT TO REACH AN AUDIENCE. 32 00:01:54,561 --> 00:01:57,060 THIS IS MY FIFTH NOVEL. 33 00:01:57,060 --> 00:02:00,261 I'VE PROMISED MYSELF THAT IF THIS ONE IS REJECTED, 34 00:02:00,261 --> 00:02:01,861 I'LL GIVE UP WRITING. 35 00:02:14,227 --> 00:02:16,759 - ( knocking ) - COME ON, BOY, WE'RE LATE. 36 00:02:17,994 --> 00:02:20,760 HEY, BUDDY, I-- 37 00:02:20,760 --> 00:02:22,293 KYLE? 38 00:02:22,293 --> 00:02:24,493 OH, FUC-- WHAT THE FUCK? 39 00:02:24,493 --> 00:02:27,560 - GOD! KYLE? - D-DAD? 40 00:02:27,560 --> 00:02:29,726 - WHAT ARE YOU DOING? - WHAT ARE YOU DOING? 41 00:02:29,726 --> 00:02:33,193 - GOD, I WAS COMING, YOU FAG! - JESUS CHRIST. 42 00:02:33,193 --> 00:02:35,460 - I THOUGHT YOU WERE DEAD. - DO YOU KNOCK? PLEASE! 43 00:02:35,460 --> 00:02:37,159 I KNOCKED. OKAY, YEP. 44 00:02:37,159 --> 00:02:39,226 - OUT! - GOD, I-- 45 00:02:39,226 --> 00:02:41,226 - GET OUT OF MY ROOM! - I'M OUT. I'M GOING. 46 00:02:41,226 --> 00:02:43,326 - I'M OUT OF HERE. - YOU EVER HEARD OF PRIVACY? 47 00:02:43,326 --> 00:02:45,192 - YOU FREAK! - YEAH, I'M THE WEIRD ONE. 48 00:02:45,192 --> 00:02:47,226 YEAH.OH, GOD. 49 00:02:47,226 --> 00:02:49,393 ( sighs ) WHAT THE FUCK? 50 00:02:50,525 --> 00:02:53,459 ( rock music playing ) 51 00:02:56,524 --> 00:02:58,525 DAD? 52 00:03:00,292 --> 00:03:02,459 DAD? 53 00:03:02,459 --> 00:03:04,825 - DAD! - OH, YEAH.RIGHT. 54 00:03:09,092 --> 00:03:12,124 Radio: * What do you do?Where do you go? * 55 00:03:12,124 --> 00:03:13,824 ( turns off ) 56 00:03:15,459 --> 00:03:17,458 YOU WERE UP EARLY. 57 00:03:19,757 --> 00:03:22,657 - YOU'RE NOT FUNNY. - OKAY. 58 00:03:22,657 --> 00:03:24,590 WHAT A MONDAY. 59 00:03:25,957 --> 00:03:28,890 * Somewhere else... 60 00:03:28,890 --> 00:03:31,190 WHY ARE WE LISTENING TO THIS? 61 00:03:31,190 --> 00:03:33,124 'CAUSE I LIKE BRUCE HORNSBY. 62 00:03:34,458 --> 00:03:36,390 ( turns off ) 63 00:03:40,490 --> 00:03:42,256 STOP IT. 64 00:03:44,457 --> 00:03:46,522 BRUCE HORNSBY IS A FAG. 65 00:03:46,522 --> 00:03:48,257 HE'S GOT KIDS, KYLE. 66 00:03:48,257 --> 00:03:50,223 - YOU HAVE A KID. - MMM. 67 00:03:50,223 --> 00:03:52,723 - AND YOU'RE A FAG. - WHY? BECAUSE I LIKE BRUCE HORNSBY? 68 00:03:52,723 --> 00:03:54,789 - YEAH. - WELL, PUT ON SOME MUSIC YOU LIKE.OKAY? 69 00:03:54,789 --> 00:03:56,290 NO, I FUCKING HATE MUSIC. 70 00:03:56,290 --> 00:03:57,789 - YOU HATE MUSIC? - YEAH. 71 00:03:57,789 --> 00:04:00,223 - ALL MUSIC? - YES. 72 00:04:00,223 --> 00:04:03,356 THE ONLY THING QUEERER THAN MUSIC ARE THE PEOPLE WHO LIKE IT. 73 00:04:03,356 --> 00:04:06,022 ALL MUSIC IS GAY NOW? WHAT ABOUT HEAVY METAL? 74 00:04:06,022 --> 00:04:10,055 THAT'S PROBABLY THE FAGGIEST OF ALL THE FAG MUSIC OUT THERE. 75 00:04:10,055 --> 00:04:12,189 KYLE, YOU COULD HAVE DIED THIS MORNING. 76 00:04:12,189 --> 00:04:15,222 WELL... OF EMBARRASSMENT. 77 00:04:15,222 --> 00:04:17,222 WHAT YOU'RE DOING IS DANGEROUS. 78 00:04:17,222 --> 00:04:19,356 WHAT? BEATING OFF? 79 00:04:19,356 --> 00:04:22,189 NO NO-- NOT-- WE ALL HAVE NEEDS, KYLE. 80 00:04:22,189 --> 00:04:23,787 NEEDS? WHAT-- WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? 81 00:04:23,787 --> 00:04:25,288 MASTURBATION IS NATURAL, OKAY? 82 00:04:25,288 --> 00:04:26,887 - YOU KNOW WHAT'S NOT NATURAL? - WHAT? 83 00:04:26,887 --> 00:04:29,822 TALKING ABOUT JERKING OFF WITH YOUR DAD, THAT'S NOT NATURAL. 84 00:04:29,822 --> 00:04:31,321 - SHIT. - DON'T DO THAT, PLEASE, OKAY? 85 00:04:31,321 --> 00:04:33,654 - WHY? - BECAUSE YOUR FEET ARE DIRTY. 86 00:04:34,721 --> 00:04:37,188 BECAUSE I SAID SO. 87 00:04:43,988 --> 00:04:46,288 ( sighs ) 88 00:04:47,821 --> 00:04:50,021 - WHOA, LET ME OUT HERE. - LET ME PARK IN THE LOT. 89 00:04:50,021 --> 00:04:53,321 LANCE, I'M GONNA LOOK LIKE A DILLWEED WALKING IN WITH YOU, ALL RIGHT? 90 00:04:53,321 --> 00:04:55,121 IT'S BAD FOR MY REP. 91 00:04:55,121 --> 00:04:56,721 DON'T CALL ME LANCE. 92 00:04:56,721 --> 00:04:59,653 IT'S YOUR NAME, ISN'T IT? LANCE? 93 00:04:59,653 --> 00:05:03,087 * WHAT DO YOU DO? WHERE DO YOU GO? * 94 00:05:03,087 --> 00:05:05,420 * WHAT DO YOU SAY? 95 00:05:05,420 --> 00:05:08,053 * AND HOW DO YOU KNOW? 96 00:05:08,053 --> 00:05:10,454 * I'LL SAY WHO CARES * 97 00:05:10,454 --> 00:05:12,453 * WHEN PEOPLE STARE 98 00:05:12,453 --> 00:05:16,786 * I WILL MAKE MYSELF INVISIBLE * 99 00:05:16,786 --> 00:05:20,319 * YES, I WILL, YES, I WILL * 100 00:05:20,319 --> 00:05:22,720 * MM-HMM 101 00:05:22,720 --> 00:05:24,853 * MM-HMM 102 00:05:24,853 --> 00:05:26,819 * MM-HMM HMM... 103 00:05:26,819 --> 00:05:29,087 SLOW DOWN, BOYS. 104 00:05:29,087 --> 00:05:31,585 * WHEN I FEEL LIKE A FREAK... * 105 00:05:31,585 --> 00:05:33,353 'MORNING. 106 00:05:33,353 --> 00:05:38,052 * WHEN I'M ON THE OTHER END OF SOMEONE'S MEAN STREAK * 107 00:05:38,052 --> 00:05:41,517 * PEOPLE MAKE FUN, I'VE GOT TO LOSE MYSELF... * 108 00:05:41,517 --> 00:05:43,018 DANNY. 109 00:05:43,018 --> 00:05:46,951 * TAKE MY THIN SKIN AND MOVE IT SOMEWHERE ELSE * 110 00:05:46,951 --> 00:05:50,618 * I'M SETTING MYSELF UP FOR THE FUTURE * 111 00:05:50,618 --> 00:05:55,484 * LOOKING FOR THE CHANCE THAT SOMETHING GOOD MIGHT LIE AHEAD * 112 00:05:57,118 --> 00:05:59,951 * I GUESS I'M LOOKING FOR THE POSSIBILITIES * 113 00:05:59,951 --> 00:06:01,484 * AND IN MY MIND 114 00:06:01,484 --> 00:06:04,718 * I'VE GOT THIS SKIN I CAN SHED... * 115 00:06:04,718 --> 00:06:06,385 * WHAT DO YOU DO? 116 00:06:06,385 --> 00:06:07,884 * WHERE DO YOU GO?... 117 00:06:07,884 --> 00:06:10,318 - GOOD MORNING, LANCE. - 'MORNING PRINCIPAL ANDERSON. 118 00:06:10,318 --> 00:06:12,218 - WHAT WAS THAT? - OH, PERSONAL MAIL, 119 00:06:12,218 --> 00:06:13,850 BUT I USED MY OWN POSTAGE. 120 00:06:13,850 --> 00:06:16,117 - MMM. GOOD. - RIGHT. 121 00:06:16,117 --> 00:06:18,050 MAY I SPEAK WITH YOU FOR A MOMENT? 122 00:06:18,050 --> 00:06:19,817 SURE. 123 00:06:19,817 --> 00:06:22,217 YOUR POETRY COURSE, 124 00:06:22,217 --> 00:06:24,017 IT'S NOT VERY POPULAR. 125 00:06:24,017 --> 00:06:26,616 - NEITHER IS POETRY, SIR. - MMM. 126 00:06:26,616 --> 00:06:28,816 BUT THE FEW WHO TAKE IT, THEY GET A LOT OUT OF IT. 127 00:06:28,816 --> 00:06:30,783 YES YES, I'M SURE THEY DO. 128 00:06:30,783 --> 00:06:33,049 BUT I AM SORRY-- IF YOUR CLASS ENROLLMENT 129 00:06:33,049 --> 00:06:35,816 DOESN'T IMPROVE BY NEXT SEMESTER, WE'RE GOING TO HAVE TO DROP IT. 130 00:06:35,816 --> 00:06:38,283 WE'RE ONLY BUDGETED FOR ONE ENGLISH ELECTIVE, 131 00:06:38,283 --> 00:06:41,849 AND MIKE LANE'S CREATIVE-WRITING COURSE IS QUITE THE HIT. 132 00:06:41,849 --> 00:06:43,983 I JUST WANTED TO GIVE YOU A HEADS UP. 133 00:06:43,983 --> 00:06:45,582 WELL, THANK YOU, SIR. 134 00:06:45,582 --> 00:06:48,816 ( jazz playing ) 135 00:06:48,816 --> 00:06:50,782 - HEY, WHAT'S GOING ON, MR. L? - HEY, HOW YOU DOIN', MAN? 136 00:06:50,782 --> 00:06:52,316 - GOOD. HOW ARE YOU? - READY FOR TONIGHT'S GAME? 137 00:06:52,316 --> 00:06:53,816 - YEAH, YOU GONNA BE THERE? - I'LL BE THERE. OF COURSE. 138 00:06:53,816 --> 00:06:55,515 - GOOD. - THROW A TOUCHDOWN FOR ME, ALL RIGHT? 139 00:06:55,515 --> 00:06:57,515 - OF COURSE! - HEY, LANCELOT! 140 00:06:57,515 --> 00:06:59,316 - WHAT'S UP, BUDDY? - NOT MUCH, MIKE. 141 00:06:59,316 --> 00:07:01,450 ALL RIGHT. 142 00:07:01,450 --> 00:07:03,481 'MORNING, MISS REED. 143 00:07:03,481 --> 00:07:05,582 - HELLO, MR. CLAYTON. - HOW ARE YOU? 144 00:07:05,582 --> 00:07:07,614 - GOOD. HOW ARE YOU? - MMM. 145 00:07:11,349 --> 00:07:13,048 AHH, MY FAVORITE. 146 00:07:13,048 --> 00:07:15,047 I THOUGHT TEACHERS WEREN'T SUPPOSED TO HAVE FAVORITES. 147 00:07:15,047 --> 00:07:16,715 NOT FAVORITE STUDENTS. 148 00:07:22,480 --> 00:07:24,914 ( giggles ) I'M A LUCKY GUY. 149 00:07:24,914 --> 00:07:27,014 HOW DOES A LUMP LIKE ME GET A DAME LIKE YOU? 150 00:07:27,014 --> 00:07:29,247 DON'T INSULT MY TASTE. I'M THE LUCKY GUY. 151 00:07:32,514 --> 00:07:34,414 YOU FINISHED? 152 00:07:34,414 --> 00:07:37,014 YEAH. I WANTED YOU TO BE THE FIRST TO READ IT. 153 00:07:37,014 --> 00:07:38,181 I'M HONORED. 154 00:07:38,181 --> 00:07:39,480 REALLY? 155 00:07:39,480 --> 00:07:41,879 MAYBE I'LL TAKE YOU SOMEPLACE FANCY FOR DINNER. 156 00:07:41,879 --> 00:07:44,880 HOW ABOUT YOU COME OVER TO MY PLACE FOR SOMETHING HOT AND SPICY? 157 00:07:44,880 --> 00:07:46,480 IS THAT A DOUBLE ENTENDRE? 158 00:07:46,480 --> 00:07:48,513 - NO, I WAS JUST GOING TO MAKE YOU MY CHILI. - OH. 159 00:07:48,513 --> 00:07:49,880 AND THEN BANG YOU. 160 00:07:49,880 --> 00:07:52,146 - GREAT! - ( footsteps ) 161 00:07:52,146 --> 00:07:54,213 YOU HAVE A VERY PROFESSIONAL DAY, MISS REED. 162 00:07:54,213 --> 00:07:55,646 RIGHT BACK AT YOU, MR. CLAYTON. 163 00:07:55,646 --> 00:07:58,546 - TAKE CARE. - EXTREMELY PROFESSIONAL DAY. 164 00:07:58,546 --> 00:08:00,913 ( bell rings ) 165 00:08:00,913 --> 00:08:04,146 ANDREW, I WANT TO SHOW YOU SOMETHING. 166 00:08:04,146 --> 00:08:06,646 WHAT IS IT? 167 00:08:06,646 --> 00:08:08,846 EW, IS THAT WOMAN BEING CRAPPED ON? 168 00:08:08,846 --> 00:08:11,313 HAPPY BIRTHDAY. IT'S FUCKING GERMAN SCHIZER PORN. 169 00:08:11,313 --> 00:08:13,511 ALL RIGHT, DUDE? IT'S FUCKING HOT, RIGHT, YO? 170 00:08:13,511 --> 00:08:16,145 NO, DUDE, WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU, YO? 171 00:08:16,145 --> 00:08:17,745 NOTHING. 172 00:08:17,745 --> 00:08:20,279 YOU WOULDN'T SAY THAT IF YOU LIVED IN EUROPE. 173 00:08:20,279 --> 00:08:23,611 I MEAN, THESE EUROPEANS ARE MUCH MORE BROADMINDED THAN THESE UPTIGHT AMERICANS. 174 00:08:23,611 --> 00:08:25,446 SHIT'S HUGE IN GERMANY. 175 00:08:25,446 --> 00:08:28,379 YEAH, WELL, WE'RE NOT IN EUROPE AND I DON'T LIKE THAT KIND OF STUFF. 176 00:08:28,379 --> 00:08:30,644 YEAH, I KNOW, THAT'S 'CAUSE YOU'RE A FAG. 177 00:08:30,644 --> 00:08:32,478 DUDE, IT'S GROSS. 178 00:08:32,478 --> 00:08:34,777 I'D DO IT... 179 00:08:34,777 --> 00:08:36,278 DO SOMEONE. 180 00:08:36,278 --> 00:08:37,978 - OH. - I WOULD. 181 00:08:37,978 --> 00:08:40,178 I'D CHILI-DOG HER. 182 00:08:41,446 --> 00:08:43,044 HI, JENNIFER. 183 00:08:44,378 --> 00:08:47,279 COME ON, BABY, THAT PUSSY'S NOT GONNA EAT ITSELF. 184 00:08:47,279 --> 00:08:49,311 WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU JUST SAY? 185 00:08:49,311 --> 00:08:51,711 UH, NOTHING. 186 00:08:52,978 --> 00:08:54,244 YOU'RE A FUCKING PIG. 187 00:08:54,244 --> 00:08:57,278 WOW, OKAY. 188 00:08:57,278 --> 00:08:59,144 HOLD THAT. 189 00:08:59,144 --> 00:09:00,576 ( grunts ) 190 00:09:05,110 --> 00:09:07,177 ( crowd reacting ) 191 00:09:07,177 --> 00:09:10,543 - ( grunting ) - GET OFF ME, YOU DUMB JOCK! 192 00:09:10,543 --> 00:09:12,776 WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? I DON'T EVEN PLAY SPORTS. 193 00:09:12,776 --> 00:09:14,377 - YOU-- - HEY! 194 00:09:14,377 --> 00:09:17,508 COME ON, GUYS, KNOCK IT OFF. KNOCK IT OFF. 195 00:09:17,508 --> 00:09:20,043 YEAH. YEAH, THAT'S RIGHT, BITCH. 196 00:09:22,010 --> 00:09:23,775 OH, YOU'RE GONNA HELP ME UP? 197 00:09:23,775 --> 00:09:27,575 - COME ON. - CAN'T YOU CONTROL THAT ANIMAL? 198 00:09:29,109 --> 00:09:31,242 NOW COME ON, TOUGH GUY, LET'S GO. 199 00:09:31,242 --> 00:09:33,042 LET'S GO, GUYS. COME ON. 200 00:09:34,642 --> 00:09:37,376 Principal: KYLE, 201 00:09:37,376 --> 00:09:39,042 WHAT DID YOU SAY TO JENNIFER? 202 00:09:39,042 --> 00:09:41,076 NOTHING. 203 00:09:42,508 --> 00:09:45,376 HE SAID THAT HER PUSSY IS NOT GOING TO EAT ITSELF. 204 00:09:45,376 --> 00:09:47,076 DO YOU HEAR THAT? 205 00:09:47,076 --> 00:09:49,008 YOU ARE-- THAT IS RUDE. 206 00:09:49,008 --> 00:09:50,841 - AND YOU'RE A PERVERT. - BE QUIET. 207 00:09:50,841 --> 00:09:52,675 KYLE, IS THAT WHAT YOU SAID? 208 00:09:52,675 --> 00:09:54,241 NO. 209 00:09:55,308 --> 00:09:57,575 JENNIFER, CHRIS, GET BACK TO CLASS. 210 00:09:57,575 --> 00:10:00,208 KYLE, I NEED TO SPEAK WITH YOU AND YOUR FATHER. 211 00:10:09,140 --> 00:10:11,008 KYLE, 212 00:10:11,008 --> 00:10:13,041 RIGHT NOW YOU'RE ON ACADEMIC PROBATION 213 00:10:13,041 --> 00:10:15,375 AND YOUR GRADES SHOW NO SIGN OF IMPROVEMENT. 214 00:10:15,375 --> 00:10:16,975 IF YOU DON'T STRAIGHTEN UP, 215 00:10:16,975 --> 00:10:19,175 I'M GOING TO HAVE TO EXPEL YOU. 216 00:10:19,175 --> 00:10:22,506 - DO YOU UNDERSTAND? - YES, MR. ANDERSON. 217 00:10:22,506 --> 00:10:24,840 I DO UNDERSTAND. 218 00:10:24,840 --> 00:10:28,207 NOW GET OUT OF HERE. AND NO MORE TROUBLE. 219 00:10:28,207 --> 00:10:30,473 WAIT FOR ME OUTSIDE. 220 00:10:37,740 --> 00:10:39,740 LANCE, 221 00:10:39,740 --> 00:10:41,739 THIS ISN'T EASY FOR ME. 222 00:10:41,739 --> 00:10:43,605 WHAT ISN'T EASY, MR. ANDERSON? 223 00:10:43,605 --> 00:10:45,340 HOW'S KYLE BEEN ACTING AT HOME? 224 00:10:45,340 --> 00:10:48,473 I MEAN, DOES HE SEEM NORMAL TO YOU? 225 00:10:48,473 --> 00:10:51,472 OH, YEAH. 226 00:10:51,472 --> 00:10:54,106 OH.YOU AND I BOTH KNOW THAT SOMETIMES 227 00:10:54,106 --> 00:10:56,672 THESE THINGS TAKE A LONG TIME TO SURFACE. 228 00:10:56,672 --> 00:10:58,472 WHAT THINGS? 229 00:10:58,472 --> 00:11:01,139 WELL, I THINK THAT KYLE'S POOR GRADES AND ACTING OUT 230 00:11:01,139 --> 00:11:03,273 SHOW SIGNS OF A SERIOUS DEVELOPMENT PROBLEM. 231 00:11:03,273 --> 00:11:05,339 HE BELONGS IN A SPECIAL-NEEDS SCHOOL 232 00:11:05,339 --> 00:11:08,073 WHERE HE CAN GET THE PROPER ATTENTION AND CARE THAT HE REQUIRES. 233 00:11:08,073 --> 00:11:09,738 - WHAT? - THAT'S NOTHING TO BE ASHAMED OF. 234 00:11:09,738 --> 00:11:12,739 SIR, HE'S-- HE'S NOT SLOW. 235 00:11:12,739 --> 00:11:14,305 HE'S JUST BEING A PAIN. 236 00:11:14,305 --> 00:11:15,838 GIVE HIM ANOTHER CHANCE. 237 00:11:15,838 --> 00:11:18,604 WELL, I HAVE. I'VE GIVEN HIM MANY CHANCES. 238 00:11:18,604 --> 00:11:20,871 THAT'S TRUE. 239 00:11:26,470 --> 00:11:28,238 ( sighs ) 240 00:11:30,470 --> 00:11:33,137 ALL RIGHT. 241 00:11:33,137 --> 00:11:36,204 ALL RIGHT, BUT HE'D BETTER START SHOWING SIGNS OF IMPROVEMENT 242 00:11:36,204 --> 00:11:39,570 AND QUICKLY. AND HE'S GOT TO STOP DISTURBING THE OTHER STUDENTS. 243 00:11:39,570 --> 00:11:41,904 THANK YOU, SIR. THANK YOU. 244 00:11:41,904 --> 00:11:43,603 THANK YOU. 245 00:11:44,904 --> 00:11:47,470 - YOU'RE GROUNDED. - I'LL RUN AWAY. 246 00:11:47,470 --> 00:11:49,104 OH, AND LIVE WITH YOUR MOTHER? 247 00:11:49,104 --> 00:11:50,804 AND HER BOY-TOY TODD? THAT'S A GREAT IDEA. 248 00:11:50,804 --> 00:11:52,503 - I'LL TAKE AWAY YOUR COMPUTER. - NO, YOU WON'T. 249 00:11:52,503 --> 00:11:54,769 YES, I WILL. JESUS CHRIST, KYLE, 250 00:11:54,769 --> 00:11:56,903 WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS? 251 00:11:56,903 --> 00:11:58,836 I DIDN'T ASK TO BE BORN. 252 00:11:58,836 --> 00:12:01,602 NEITHER DID I. 253 00:12:01,602 --> 00:12:03,303 BOO HOO. 254 00:12:04,903 --> 00:12:07,103 Woman: YOU ARE SO FUNNY! 255 00:12:07,103 --> 00:12:09,636 WAIT, READ FROM HERE. STARTING THERE. 256 00:12:09,636 --> 00:12:11,903 - WHAT ARE YOU READING? - "WE DON'T EXPERIENCE IT 257 00:12:11,903 --> 00:12:13,303 AS A RESTRICTION!" 258 00:12:13,303 --> 00:12:16,803 - WHAT'S THAT? - OH, GOD, YOU ARE SO FUNNY. 259 00:12:16,803 --> 00:12:18,803 IT'S-- COME HERE. GIVE IT TO ME. 260 00:12:18,803 --> 00:12:21,036 - OH, THIS IS EMBARRASSING. - MIKE GOT PUBLISHED 261 00:12:21,036 --> 00:12:22,969 - IN "THE NEW YORKER." - "NEW YORKER"! 262 00:12:22,969 --> 00:12:24,568 - HELLO! - "THE NEW YORKER"? 263 00:12:24,568 --> 00:12:27,002 Woman: IT'S ABOUT THE FIRST ROBOTTHAT JOINS THE N.B.A. 264 00:12:27,002 --> 00:12:30,035 - IT'S LIKE A PARODY ABOUT RACISM. - Miss Reed: RACISM. 265 00:12:30,035 --> 00:12:32,202 - IT'S HYSTERICAL. - NO, IT ISN'T. 266 00:12:32,202 --> 00:12:34,834 NO, IT IS SERIOUSLY SO GOOD. 267 00:12:34,834 --> 00:12:36,868 CALLED "I, FORWARD." GET IT? 268 00:12:36,868 --> 00:12:39,201 YEAH, LIKE "I, ROBOT." 269 00:12:39,201 --> 00:12:41,035 - RIGHT, BUT "I, FORWARD." - YEAH. 270 00:12:41,035 --> 00:12:43,234 IT'S-- IT'S REALLY HARD GETTING IN "THE NEW YORKER." 271 00:12:43,234 --> 00:12:44,634 - IT IS? - YEAH, REALLY. 272 00:12:44,634 --> 00:12:46,169 IT'S THE FIRST THING I SUBMITTED. 273 00:12:46,169 --> 00:12:47,934 Woman: THAT'S AMAZ-- I'M AMAZED. 274 00:12:47,934 --> 00:12:50,101 THE FIRST THING? NO. 275 00:12:50,101 --> 00:12:52,467 THAT'S GREAT. GOOD FOR YOU. 276 00:12:52,467 --> 00:12:55,134 - WHAT'S THAT? - MIKE GOT PUBLISHED IN "THE NEW YORKER." 277 00:12:55,134 --> 00:12:56,934 YOU DON'T SAY! MAY I SEE IT? 278 00:12:56,934 --> 00:12:58,800 - SURE. - IT'S ABOUT RACISM. 279 00:12:58,800 --> 00:13:01,566 HOT DOG! NOW DON'T GO GETTING TOO FAMOUS ON US. 280 00:13:01,566 --> 00:13:03,335 - ( all laughing ) - WHAT'S THAT? 281 00:13:03,335 --> 00:13:05,134 MIKE PUBLISHED AN ARTICLE IN "THE NEW YORKER." 282 00:13:05,134 --> 00:13:07,300 - TAKE A LOOK AT THAT. - HO HO! 283 00:13:07,300 --> 00:13:09,901 RIGHT ON. YOU DOG, YOU DOG! 284 00:13:09,901 --> 00:13:12,134 - YEAH! - ( all cheering ) 285 00:13:12,134 --> 00:13:13,934 THIS SHOULD BE READ AT ASSEMBLY. 286 00:13:13,934 --> 00:13:15,435 NOW THAT IS A GREAT IDEA. 287 00:13:15,435 --> 00:13:17,300 MIKE, WOULD YOU READ IT AT THE ASSEMBLY? 288 00:13:17,300 --> 00:13:19,200 IF YOU TWIST MY ARM, ALL RIGHT. 289 00:13:19,200 --> 00:13:20,599 ( all cheering ) 290 00:13:20,599 --> 00:13:21,900 MAY I TAKE THIS WITH ME? 291 00:13:21,900 --> 00:13:23,566 - YEAH, SURE. - CAN I READ IT AFTER HIM? 292 00:13:23,566 --> 00:13:25,033 THAT'S AWESOME. CONGRATULATIONS. 293 00:13:25,033 --> 00:13:26,699 HEY, BLOW MY WHISTLE. COME ON-- "THE NEW YORKER"! 294 00:13:26,699 --> 00:13:28,932 FOR "THE NEW YORKER"! YEAH! 295 00:13:28,932 --> 00:13:31,499 ( all cheering ) 296 00:13:31,499 --> 00:13:34,966 WOW, I CANNOT WAIT TO GET MY OWN COPY. 297 00:13:36,966 --> 00:13:39,232 "NEW YORKER." IT'S NOT A NATIONAL, 298 00:13:39,232 --> 00:13:41,865 - BUT THAT'S AMAZING. - NO. 299 00:13:41,865 --> 00:13:43,966 ACTUALLY, IT IS A NATIONAL MAGAZINE. 300 00:13:43,966 --> 00:13:45,465 - IT'S NATIONAL. - REALLY? 301 00:13:45,465 --> 00:13:47,299 WHOA, I DIDN'T KNOW THAT. 302 00:13:47,299 --> 00:13:48,465 MMM. 303 00:13:48,465 --> 00:13:49,698 HOW'S KYLE? 304 00:13:49,698 --> 00:13:51,699 GREAT. 305 00:13:51,699 --> 00:13:54,099 RAISING A SON IS SO HARD. 306 00:13:54,099 --> 00:13:57,131 DON'T GET ME WRONG, MY HUNTER IS THE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED TO ME. 307 00:13:57,131 --> 00:13:59,299 BUT MAN, CAN HE BE A HANDFUL. 308 00:13:59,299 --> 00:14:01,532 - HOW OLD IS HE? - TWO, GOING ON 20. 309 00:14:01,532 --> 00:14:03,165 OH, GOD. 310 00:14:03,165 --> 00:14:04,432 THE KID'S A PLAYER. 311 00:14:04,432 --> 00:14:06,065 WELL, I WONDER WHERE HE GETS THAT FROM. 312 00:14:06,065 --> 00:14:07,998 - I HAVE NO IDEA. - ( laughs ) 313 00:14:07,998 --> 00:14:10,265 HOW'S HE DEALING WITH THE SEPARATION? 314 00:14:10,265 --> 00:14:12,165 REAL WELL. 315 00:14:12,165 --> 00:14:14,664 I DIDN'T KNOW YOU WERE SEPARATED. 316 00:14:14,664 --> 00:14:16,730 YEAH. IT'S BEEN TOUGH, 317 00:14:16,730 --> 00:14:20,398 BUT HIS MOTHER AND I WERE SUPPOSED TO MAKE A BABY TOGETHER. 318 00:14:20,398 --> 00:14:22,697 WE JUST WEREN'T SUPPOSED TO LIVE TOGETHER. 319 00:14:22,697 --> 00:14:24,864 - THAT'S SO SAD. - YEAH. 320 00:14:24,864 --> 00:14:27,098 THANKS. 321 00:14:27,098 --> 00:14:29,764 HOW OFTEN DO YOU SEE HIM? 322 00:14:29,764 --> 00:14:31,630 EVERY OTHER WEEKEND. 323 00:14:31,630 --> 00:14:34,730 THEY'RE NOT KIDDING WHEN THEY SAY THAT RAISING A CHILD 324 00:14:34,730 --> 00:14:37,463 IS THE TOUGHEST JOB YOU'LL EVER LOVE. 325 00:14:37,463 --> 00:14:40,130 MMM. WELL, YOU SOUND LIKE A GREAT DAD. 326 00:14:40,130 --> 00:14:42,530 AH, WELL, 327 00:14:42,530 --> 00:14:44,563 I TRY MY BEST. 328 00:14:44,563 --> 00:14:46,264 ( chuckles ) 329 00:14:46,264 --> 00:14:49,529 ( laughing ) 330 00:14:54,729 --> 00:14:56,495 ( rockets firing ) 331 00:14:58,129 --> 00:14:59,662 HI, ANDREW. 332 00:14:59,662 --> 00:15:01,363 HEY. 333 00:15:01,363 --> 00:15:03,595 I ENJOY OUR LITTLE CHATS. 334 00:15:04,896 --> 00:15:07,129 Woman's voice: Oh, yeah. 335 00:15:07,129 --> 00:15:09,561 - KYLE? - HI-- HI, DAD. 336 00:15:09,561 --> 00:15:12,129 - WHAT ARE YOU DOING? - WHAT? NOTHING. 337 00:15:12,129 --> 00:15:13,828 WHAT'S ANDREW DOING HERE? 338 00:15:13,828 --> 00:15:15,928 WHAT, ANDR-- DON'T BOTHER ANDREW, ALL RIGHT? 339 00:15:15,928 --> 00:15:18,728 - HE HAS ASTHMA. - THEN HE SHOULDN'T BE HAVING MILK PRODUCTS. 340 00:15:18,728 --> 00:15:21,895 - WHAT? - LISTEN, YOU'RE GROUNDED. SEND HIM HOME. 341 00:15:21,895 --> 00:15:24,795 I CAN'T SEND HIM HOME, DAD! 342 00:15:24,795 --> 00:15:26,528 GOD, MAN, YOU NEVER LISTEN TO ME. 343 00:15:26,528 --> 00:15:28,295 I TOLD YOU, HE DOESN'T HAVE A FATHER 344 00:15:28,295 --> 00:15:30,028 AND HE HAS A MOTHER WHO'S AN ALCOHOLIC. 345 00:15:30,028 --> 00:15:31,861 KYLE, SEND HIM HOME. YOU DON'T GET TO HAVE FRIENDS OVER. 346 00:15:31,861 --> 00:15:33,895 FINE, YOU KNOW WHAT? YOU CAN SEND HIM HOME. 347 00:15:33,895 --> 00:15:35,961 I'M NOT GONNA DO THAT TO THIS GUY. 348 00:15:35,961 --> 00:15:38,493 OKAY? YOU DON'T CARE ABOUT ANYONE BUT YOURSELF. 349 00:15:38,493 --> 00:15:40,162 - KYLE? - YOU'RE SO-- WHAT? 350 00:15:40,162 --> 00:15:43,128 - WHAT DO YOU WANT? - DO YOU WANT TO DO SOME HOMEWORK? 351 00:15:43,128 --> 00:15:45,194 I WOULD LOVE TO, BUT I CAN'T. 352 00:15:45,194 --> 00:15:46,827 YOU HAVE TO GO HOME. 353 00:15:46,827 --> 00:15:48,361 WHY? 354 00:15:48,361 --> 00:15:51,227 OH, WELL, THAT'S A QUESTION FOR MY FATHER. 355 00:15:51,227 --> 00:15:53,294 FINE, ANDREW CAN STAY. YOU CAN DO HOMEWORK. 356 00:15:53,294 --> 00:15:54,660 OH, YOU CAN STAY NOW! YOU CAN-- 357 00:15:54,660 --> 00:15:56,127 GO ON, GET IN. SHUT UP. 358 00:15:56,127 --> 00:15:58,026 OH, YOU'RE GONNA TELL ME TO SHUT UP NOW. 359 00:15:58,026 --> 00:15:59,726 - YEAH, I AM. - PRICK. 360 00:15:59,726 --> 00:16:01,560 ( distant dog barking ) 361 00:16:01,560 --> 00:16:03,559 MR. CLAYTON, DO YOU HAVE ANYTHING TO EAT? 362 00:16:03,559 --> 00:16:05,161 SURE, ANDREW. 363 00:16:06,327 --> 00:16:08,492 UH, I'M A VEGETARIAN. 364 00:16:10,260 --> 00:16:13,160 ( laughs ) 365 00:16:13,160 --> 00:16:15,160 HERE YOU GO, ANDREW. IT'S JUST CHEESE. 366 00:16:15,160 --> 00:16:16,658 I HOPE YOU'RE OKAY WITH THAT. 367 00:16:16,658 --> 00:16:18,458 - BE CAREFUL.IT'S HOT. - THANKS, MR. CLAYTON. 368 00:16:18,458 --> 00:16:19,993 KYLE, LET'S SEE HOW MUCH YOU'VE GOT HERE. 369 00:16:19,993 --> 00:16:23,626 ON, ONLINE. WELL, "FARMERS RELIED ON GOOD SOIL, 370 00:16:23,626 --> 00:16:25,992 WORKER ANIMALS, SUNSHINE AND... 371 00:16:25,992 --> 00:16:27,427 PERSPIRATION." 372 00:16:27,427 --> 00:16:28,992 YOU MEAN LIKE SWEAT? 373 00:16:28,992 --> 00:16:31,693 NO, PERSPIRATION-- WHEN IT RAINS! 374 00:16:31,693 --> 00:16:33,826 UH, THAT'S-- THAT'S PRECIPITATION. 375 00:16:33,826 --> 00:16:35,892 - ( Andrew exhaling ) - NO, I MEANT "SWEAT." 376 00:16:35,892 --> 00:16:37,192 OH. 377 00:16:37,192 --> 00:16:39,625 IT'S HOT. YOU WANT SOMETHING TO DRINK, ANDREW? 378 00:16:39,625 --> 00:16:40,758 NO. 379 00:16:40,758 --> 00:16:42,025 YOU OKAY? 380 00:16:42,025 --> 00:16:43,658 I'M TRYING TO WRITE. 381 00:16:43,658 --> 00:16:45,225 - SORRY. - PLEASE. 382 00:16:45,225 --> 00:16:47,224 - ( cell phone ringing ) - HELLO? 383 00:16:47,224 --> 00:16:48,625 - Lance: Hey. - HI. 384 00:16:48,625 --> 00:16:50,924 As soon as I finish helping Kyle with his homework, 385 00:16:50,924 --> 00:16:54,224 I'M COMING OVER TO YOUR HOUSE AND PUTTING MY PENIS IN YOUR VAGINA. 386 00:16:54,224 --> 00:16:55,558 ( laughs ) 387 00:16:55,558 --> 00:16:57,558 THAT'S A SINGLE ENTENDRE. 388 00:16:57,558 --> 00:16:59,557 OH, I SHOULD HAVE CALLED YOU EARLIER. 389 00:16:59,557 --> 00:17:01,958 I DIDN'T GET TO THE STORE SO I DIDN'T MAKE CHILI. 390 00:17:01,958 --> 00:17:04,624 OH.WELL, I'LL TAKE YOU OUT TO DINNER. 391 00:17:04,624 --> 00:17:06,325 OH, I DON'T KNOW IF THAT'S A GOOD IDEA. 392 00:17:06,325 --> 00:17:08,325 I MEAN, WE REALLY SHOULDN'T GO OUT WHERE STUDENTS MIGHT SEE US. 393 00:17:08,325 --> 00:17:11,258 WELL, YOU KNOW WHAT? I'LL PICK UP SOME TAKEOUT AND BRING IT OVER. 394 00:17:11,258 --> 00:17:15,457 OH, WOULD YOU JUST HATE ME IF WE DID THIS TOMORROW NIGHT INSTEAD? 395 00:17:15,457 --> 00:17:18,358 I'M JUST NOT FEELING THAT GREAT, AND IT'S ALREADY KIND OF LATE. 396 00:17:18,358 --> 00:17:22,123 NO. NO, TOMORROW NIGHT'LL BE GREAT. 397 00:17:22,123 --> 00:17:23,325 Okay. 398 00:17:23,325 --> 00:17:25,457 ARE YOU SURE YOU'RE NOT MAD AT ME? 399 00:17:25,457 --> 00:17:27,390 NO, NOT AT ALL. 400 00:17:27,390 --> 00:17:28,623 Okay. 401 00:17:28,623 --> 00:17:30,257 THEN GOOD NIGHT, SUGAR. 402 00:17:30,257 --> 00:17:31,390 Good night, Popsicle. 403 00:17:36,923 --> 00:17:38,023 ( sighs ) 404 00:17:40,755 --> 00:17:43,057 LET'S SEE HOW YOU'RE DOING ON THAT REPORT, HUH? 405 00:17:44,324 --> 00:17:46,622 - IT'S GOOD. - YEAH. 406 00:17:46,622 --> 00:17:48,289 SEE, KYLE? 407 00:17:48,289 --> 00:17:50,022 WHAT ARE YOU DOING? 408 00:17:50,022 --> 00:17:52,056 - COOL DOWN. - OH. 409 00:17:52,056 --> 00:17:54,189 WHAT TIME DO YOU HAVE TO BE HOME, ANDREW? 410 00:17:54,189 --> 00:17:55,389 IT DOESN'T MATTER. 411 00:17:55,389 --> 00:17:57,122 WELL, YOU KNOW, IT'S JUST 9:30. 412 00:17:57,122 --> 00:17:59,289 WE CAN GO TO A VIDEO STORE, GET A MOVIE. 413 00:17:59,289 --> 00:18:02,356 ARE YOU STUPID? I HATE WATCHING MOVIES. 414 00:18:02,356 --> 00:18:04,388 YOU USED TO LIKE WATCHING MOVIES WHEN YOU WERE A KID. 415 00:18:04,388 --> 00:18:06,389 YEAH, ONLY 'CAUSE YOU WANTED ME TO. 416 00:18:06,389 --> 00:18:08,822 MOVIES ARE FOR LOSERS AND ART FAGS. 417 00:18:08,822 --> 00:18:11,621 OH. WHAT WOULD YOU LIKE TO DO? 418 00:18:11,621 --> 00:18:13,988 UM... 419 00:18:13,988 --> 00:18:16,789 CAN ANDREW AND I PLAY "DOOM" ON MY COMPUTER? 420 00:18:17,854 --> 00:18:19,821 YEAH. 421 00:18:19,821 --> 00:18:21,754 JUST "DOOM," NOTHING ELSE. 422 00:18:27,355 --> 00:18:28,721 I LIKE YOUR DAD. 423 00:18:28,721 --> 00:18:30,087 MY DAD? 424 00:18:30,087 --> 00:18:31,921 HE'S A FUCKING IDIOT. 425 00:18:33,322 --> 00:18:35,354 Boy: "INSANITY LAUGHS 426 00:18:35,354 --> 00:18:38,920 UNDER PRESSURE WE'RE CRACKING 427 00:18:38,920 --> 00:18:42,753 CAN'T WE GIVE OURSELVES ONE MORE CHANCE? 428 00:18:42,753 --> 00:18:45,620 WHY CAN'T WE GIVE LOVE 429 00:18:45,620 --> 00:18:47,552 ONE MORE CHANCE? 430 00:18:48,853 --> 00:18:51,653 WHY CAN'T WE GIVE LOVE 431 00:18:51,653 --> 00:18:54,153 GIVE LOVE 432 00:18:55,852 --> 00:18:57,720 GIVE LOVE..." 433 00:18:57,720 --> 00:18:59,353 STOP. 434 00:18:59,353 --> 00:19:01,353 JASON, YOU DIDN'T WRITE THAT. 435 00:19:01,353 --> 00:19:04,485 THAT'S A QUEEN/BOWIE SONG: "UNDER PRESSURE." 436 00:19:04,485 --> 00:19:06,353 WHAT WERE YOU THINKING? 437 00:19:06,353 --> 00:19:08,585 I DIDN'T THINK YOU KNEW THAT ONE. 438 00:19:08,585 --> 00:19:10,485 JASON, I'M WHITE. 439 00:19:10,485 --> 00:19:12,152 - OH, BOY. - SIT DOWN. 440 00:19:12,152 --> 00:19:13,519 THANK YOU. 441 00:19:15,086 --> 00:19:18,419 GUYS, WHY ARE YOU HERE IF YOU'RE NOT GONNA EVEN TRY? 442 00:19:18,419 --> 00:19:21,584 POETRY IS ABOUT SAYING SOMETHING FROM YOUR HEART, 443 00:19:21,584 --> 00:19:24,285 SOMETHING PERSONAL. OKAY? 444 00:19:24,285 --> 00:19:25,551 YES, GINGER? 445 00:19:25,551 --> 00:19:28,285 I HAVE SOMETHING THAT'S KIND OF PERSONAL. 446 00:19:28,285 --> 00:19:30,018 GREAT. GO AHEAD. 447 00:19:38,484 --> 00:19:41,152 "IT WAS RAINING YESTERDAY AFTERNOON 448 00:19:41,152 --> 00:19:44,917 WATER DRIPPING OFF THE LILAC BUSHES MY MOTHER LOVES 449 00:19:44,917 --> 00:19:48,784 AND AS I SAT AND WATCHED THE BLOOD POUR OUT FROM BETWEEN MY LEGS 450 00:19:48,784 --> 00:19:51,217 AND FELT THE PAIN OF MOTHERHOOD MYSELF 451 00:19:51,217 --> 00:19:54,151 I WONDERED IF IT WOULD HAVE BEEN A BOY OR A GIRL" 452 00:19:59,917 --> 00:20:01,318 THANK YOU. 453 00:20:02,483 --> 00:20:05,318 THAT WAS VERY PERSONAL. 454 00:20:06,983 --> 00:20:09,384 THANKS. 455 00:20:09,384 --> 00:20:12,117 IF YOU EVER NEED TO TALK TO SOMEONE, I'M HERE. 456 00:20:12,117 --> 00:20:14,716 WHY? 457 00:20:14,716 --> 00:20:17,250 - ( kids laughing ) - ( bell rings ) 458 00:20:17,250 --> 00:20:19,449 Woman singing: * YES, IT'S A GOOD DAY * 459 00:20:19,449 --> 00:20:21,050 * FOR SINGING A SONG 460 00:20:21,050 --> 00:20:22,816 * AND IT'S A GOOD DAY * 461 00:20:22,816 --> 00:20:24,116 * FOR MOVING ALONG 462 00:20:24,116 --> 00:20:25,683 * YES, IT'S A GOOD DAY * 463 00:20:25,683 --> 00:20:27,716 * HOW COULD ANYTHING BE WRONG? * 464 00:20:27,716 --> 00:20:30,350 * A GOOD DAY FROM MORNING TILL NIGHT * 465 00:20:30,350 --> 00:20:32,816 * AND IT'S A GOOD DAY * 466 00:20:32,816 --> 00:20:34,349 * FOR SHINING YOUR SHOES 467 00:20:34,349 --> 00:20:36,083 * AND IT'S A GOOD DAY... * 468 00:20:36,083 --> 00:20:37,916 HELLO, LAMB CHOP. 469 00:20:37,916 --> 00:20:40,049 HELLO, HONEYDEW MELON. 470 00:20:40,049 --> 00:20:41,748 WHAT'S WRONG? 471 00:20:41,748 --> 00:20:43,182 NOTHING. 472 00:20:43,182 --> 00:20:44,782 SOMETHING'S BOTHERING YOU. 473 00:20:44,782 --> 00:20:47,215 DO YOU LIKE MIKE? 474 00:20:47,215 --> 00:20:49,316 WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? 475 00:20:49,316 --> 00:20:51,215 DON'T GET MAD. I MEAN, I KNOW WE'VE NEVER TALKED 476 00:20:51,215 --> 00:20:53,481 ABOUT NOT SEEING ANYONE ELSE. 477 00:20:53,481 --> 00:20:56,149 I'M SORRY I SAID THAT. 478 00:20:56,149 --> 00:20:57,447 I-- 479 00:20:59,714 --> 00:21:01,415 ARE WE STILL ON FOR DINNER? 480 00:21:01,415 --> 00:21:05,281 * I'VE GOT A GAL THAT'S ALWAYS LATE * 481 00:21:05,281 --> 00:21:08,048 * EVERY TIME WE HAVE A DATE * 482 00:21:08,048 --> 00:21:10,581 * BUT I LOVE HER 483 00:21:10,581 --> 00:21:13,614 * YES, I LOVE HER 484 00:21:15,614 --> 00:21:19,547 * I'M GONNA WALK RIGHT UP TO HER GATE * 485 00:21:19,547 --> 00:21:22,047 * AND SEE IF I CAN GET IT STRAIGHT * 486 00:21:22,047 --> 00:21:25,446 * 'CAUSE I WANT HER * 487 00:21:25,446 --> 00:21:28,681 * I'M GONNA ASK HER * 488 00:21:28,681 --> 00:21:33,013 * I'M GONNA SAY, "IS YOU IS OR IS YOU AIN'T * 489 00:21:33,013 --> 00:21:34,913 * MY BABY? 490 00:21:36,746 --> 00:21:41,147 * THE WAY YOU'RE ACTING LATELY MAKES ME DOUBT..." * 491 00:21:41,147 --> 00:21:43,346 ( phone ringing ) 492 00:21:43,346 --> 00:21:46,012 - HELLO? - Miss Reed: Hello, jerk. 493 00:21:46,012 --> 00:21:48,012 I AM SO SORRY. 494 00:21:48,012 --> 00:21:49,813 YEAH, YOU'RE A REAL SHITBIRD. 495 00:21:49,813 --> 00:21:51,313 DON'T LET IT HAPPEN AGAIN. 496 00:21:51,313 --> 00:21:53,346 I AM SUCH A JERK. 497 00:21:53,346 --> 00:21:55,478 AND IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN. 498 00:21:55,478 --> 00:21:57,645 ( laughing ) 499 00:21:57,645 --> 00:22:00,379 * MMM, A WOMAN IS A CREATURE... * 500 00:22:00,379 --> 00:22:02,812 - HELLO? - IN HERE! 501 00:22:02,812 --> 00:22:05,146 * THAT HAS ALWAYS BEEN STRANGE * 502 00:22:05,146 --> 00:22:07,578 * JUST WHEN YOU'RE SURE OF ONE * 503 00:22:07,578 --> 00:22:11,712 * YOU FIND SHE'S GONE AND MADE A CHANGE... * 504 00:22:11,712 --> 00:22:13,645 OH, GREAT. THANKS. 505 00:22:13,645 --> 00:22:15,278 * IS YOU IS OR IS YOU AIN'T... * 506 00:22:15,278 --> 00:22:16,678 THAT'S GREAT. 507 00:22:16,678 --> 00:22:18,313 IT'S AN INTERESTING PIECE. 508 00:22:18,313 --> 00:22:20,778 - YEAH? YOU'RE AN INTERESTING PIECE. - OH! 509 00:22:23,178 --> 00:22:25,412 ( both moaning ) 510 00:22:26,878 --> 00:22:29,145 THIS IS JUST LIKE HIGH SCHOOL, RIGHT? 511 00:22:29,145 --> 00:22:31,910 AH. EXCEPT I DIDN'T HAVE ANY GIRLFRIENDS IN HIGH SCHOOL. 512 00:22:31,910 --> 00:22:33,911 OH, WELL, THOSE GIRLS WERE IDIOTS. 513 00:22:33,911 --> 00:22:35,678 I WOULD HAVE BEEN YOUR GIRLFRIEND. 514 00:22:35,678 --> 00:22:37,144 OH. 515 00:22:37,144 --> 00:22:39,044 IF WE HAD A TIME MACHINE, 516 00:22:39,044 --> 00:22:40,743 LET'S SEE-- 517 00:22:40,743 --> 00:22:42,078 MMM... 518 00:22:42,078 --> 00:22:44,743 I'D BE IN HIGH SCHOOL AND YOU'D BE A FETUS. 519 00:22:44,743 --> 00:22:46,677 - I THINK THAT'S-- - NO, THAT'S NOT COOL. 520 00:22:46,677 --> 00:22:48,010 NO, NOT COOL. 521 00:22:48,010 --> 00:22:50,077 ( both muttering ) 522 00:22:50,077 --> 00:22:51,144 ALA LA LA LA. 523 00:22:51,144 --> 00:22:52,443 Girl: WEEKEND SUMMARY: 524 00:22:52,443 --> 00:22:54,609 WE DID NOTHING, FOLLOWED BY NOTHING, 525 00:22:54,609 --> 00:22:56,543 WITH A GRAND FINALE OF NOTHING. 526 00:22:56,543 --> 00:22:59,176 ABOUT TIME, FELTER. 527 00:22:59,176 --> 00:23:01,542 I THINK THEY'RE DOING IT. 528 00:23:01,542 --> 00:23:03,077 WHAT? 529 00:23:03,077 --> 00:23:05,575 YOU-- YOU THINK THAT THEY'RE FUCKING? 530 00:23:05,575 --> 00:23:07,210 ANDREW, ANDREW, LOOK, 531 00:23:07,210 --> 00:23:09,743 YOU HAVE TO KNOW THAT FUCKING PUSSY IS VIRGIN SHIT, ALL RIGHT? 532 00:23:09,743 --> 00:23:12,176 WHEN I'M WITH A BITCH, I JUST GO STRAIGHT FOR THE BROWN-EYE. 533 00:23:12,176 --> 00:23:13,176 WHAT? 534 00:23:13,176 --> 00:23:15,343 I STICK MY COCK IN HER ASSHOLE. 535 00:23:15,343 --> 00:23:18,474 I GOT THAT PART, BUT YOU'VE NEVER BEEN WITH A WOMAN. 536 00:23:18,474 --> 00:23:19,776 FUCK YOU. 537 00:23:19,776 --> 00:23:21,276 KYLE, I'M ALWAYS WITH YOU. I KNOW. 538 00:23:21,276 --> 00:23:22,876 NO, YOU'RE NOT ALWAYS WITH ME. 539 00:23:22,876 --> 00:23:24,143 - YES, I AM. - NO, YOU'RE NOT. 540 00:23:25,509 --> 00:23:27,309 LOSER. 541 00:23:27,309 --> 00:23:29,343 OH, YOU'RE FUCKING FUCKED! 542 00:23:29,343 --> 00:23:32,574 - YOU'RE FUCKING-- - LET IT GO, KYLE. THEY'RE NOT WORTH IT. 543 00:23:32,574 --> 00:23:35,242 "AHA," YEAH. THAT'S RIGHT, LAUGH IT UP, YOU FUCKING WHORES. 544 00:23:39,608 --> 00:23:43,242 ( Kyle moans ) DON'T BE SHY. 545 00:23:43,242 --> 00:23:45,574 THERE YOU GO. 546 00:23:45,574 --> 00:23:48,041 AHH, YEAH. 547 00:23:48,041 --> 00:23:50,074 OH. 548 00:23:50,074 --> 00:23:51,674 Lance: HEY, BUDDY, WHAT YOU DOIN'? 549 00:23:51,674 --> 00:23:54,275 I'M DOING MY HOMEWORK. WHAT DOES IT LOOK LIKE I'M DOING? 550 00:23:54,275 --> 00:23:55,207 OH. 551 00:23:57,142 --> 00:23:58,807 WHAT? 552 00:23:58,807 --> 00:24:01,341 NOTHING. NEED A HAND? 553 00:24:01,341 --> 00:24:04,041 YOU KNOW, YOUR REPORT, OR... 554 00:24:04,041 --> 00:24:07,408 NO. NO, IT'S-- NO. 555 00:24:07,408 --> 00:24:08,807 OKAY. 556 00:24:08,807 --> 00:24:11,640 HEY, LISTEN, I'M GOING ON A DATE TONIGHT. 557 00:24:11,640 --> 00:24:14,640 AND IF YOU'RE HUNGRY, I COULD FIX YOU SOME FOOD BEFORE I GO. 558 00:24:14,640 --> 00:24:16,640 YOU'RE GOING ON A DATE WITH WHO? 559 00:24:16,640 --> 00:24:18,373 WELL, NO ONE'S SUPPOSED TO KNOW 560 00:24:18,373 --> 00:24:20,506 BECAUSE IT COULD CAUSE PROBLEMS AT SCHOOL. 561 00:24:20,506 --> 00:24:22,006 CLAIRE. 562 00:24:22,006 --> 00:24:24,173 CLAIRE? 563 00:24:24,173 --> 00:24:25,873 DO I KNOW THIS CLAIRE? 564 00:24:25,873 --> 00:24:27,940 MISS REED. HMM? 565 00:24:27,940 --> 00:24:31,306 ( laughs ) REALLY? YOU'RE GOING OUT WITH THE T.I.L.F., THAT'S GREAT. 566 00:24:31,306 --> 00:24:32,739 - THE WHAT? - T.I.L.F.-- 567 00:24:32,739 --> 00:24:35,139 - "TEACHER I'D LIKE TO FUCK." - NICE MOUTH. 568 00:24:35,139 --> 00:24:37,471 HEY, IT'S JUST WHAT THE OTHER KIDS AT SCHOOL CALL HER. 569 00:24:37,471 --> 00:24:39,240 WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MISS REED? 570 00:24:39,240 --> 00:24:42,439 WELL, SHE'S GOT A HOT BODY, HELMET'S OKAY. 571 00:24:42,439 --> 00:24:44,805 - DO HER FROM BEHIND. - HEY, COME ON NOW! 572 00:24:44,805 --> 00:24:47,039 KYLE, WHEN DID YOU BECOME SUCH A PERVERT? 573 00:24:47,039 --> 00:24:48,538 YOU SOUND LIKE YOUR UNCLE PETE. 574 00:24:48,538 --> 00:24:50,105 THERE'S MORE TO A WOMAN THAN THAT. 575 00:24:50,105 --> 00:24:51,672 WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT HER PERSONALITY? 576 00:24:51,672 --> 00:24:54,905 OH, UM, NAH. 577 00:24:54,905 --> 00:24:57,239 SHE'S PRETTY STUCK UP AND SHE'S A PHONY. 578 00:24:57,239 --> 00:24:59,938 WHY DO I EVEN TELL YOU THESE THINGS? 579 00:25:05,838 --> 00:25:07,339 ( phone beeps ) 580 00:25:07,339 --> 00:25:09,204 ( ringing ) 581 00:25:09,204 --> 00:25:10,838 - Hello? - HEY. 582 00:25:10,838 --> 00:25:13,904 - HI. - WE STILL ON FOR SOME VITTLES? 583 00:25:13,904 --> 00:25:16,138 OH, I'M SO SORRY I DIDN'T CALL YOU SOONER. 584 00:25:16,138 --> 00:25:18,238 MY MOTHER IS HAVING A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN. 585 00:25:18,238 --> 00:25:21,704 Her dog got burnt by a hair crimper. 586 00:25:21,704 --> 00:25:24,870 THEY WERE PLAYING FETCH OR SOMETHING-- SHE'S FUCKING BANANAS. 587 00:25:24,870 --> 00:25:26,037 Ahh. 588 00:25:26,037 --> 00:25:28,204 I'M SO SORRY ABOUT TONIGHT. 589 00:25:28,204 --> 00:25:29,837 You're not mad, are you? 590 00:25:29,837 --> 00:25:31,137 MMM, NOT AT ALL. 591 00:25:31,137 --> 00:25:33,938 OKAY, GOOD NIGHT, CUPCAKES. 592 00:25:33,938 --> 00:25:35,903 GOOD NIGHT, WATERMELON SHERBET. 593 00:25:43,803 --> 00:25:47,736 * WHEN I GET HIGH 594 00:25:47,736 --> 00:25:52,170 * THIS WORLD'S SO NICE * 595 00:25:52,170 --> 00:25:55,969 * WHEN I GET HIGH 596 00:25:55,969 --> 00:25:59,736 * IT'S PARADISE... * 597 00:25:59,736 --> 00:26:02,236 ( woman coughing ) 598 00:26:02,236 --> 00:26:04,902 YOUR POT SMELLS LIKE SHIT. 599 00:26:04,902 --> 00:26:07,802 - OH. OH, SORRY. - THAT'S OKAY. 600 00:26:07,802 --> 00:26:10,303 - WOULD YOU LIKE SOME? - ARE YOU KIDDING? 601 00:26:10,303 --> 00:26:13,069 - I CAN BARELY BREATHE. - ( inhaler spurts ) 602 00:26:13,069 --> 00:26:15,102 OH, I'M REALLY SORRY. OH. 603 00:26:15,102 --> 00:26:17,635 ( coughing ) 604 00:26:17,635 --> 00:26:19,801 HOWEVER, 605 00:26:19,801 --> 00:26:22,368 IF YOU WERE TO OFFER ME SOME POT BROWNIES, 606 00:26:22,368 --> 00:26:23,868 I WOULDN'T SAY NO. 607 00:26:23,868 --> 00:26:26,435 - REALLY? - YEAH. 608 00:26:26,435 --> 00:26:29,935 TONIGHT WHEN YOU'RE GETTING CHANGED, 609 00:26:29,935 --> 00:26:32,601 WOULD YOU MIND PULLING YOUR BEDROOM DRAPES? 610 00:26:32,601 --> 00:26:34,200 WHY? 611 00:26:34,200 --> 00:26:36,334 I THINK MY SON WATCHES YOU. 612 00:26:36,334 --> 00:26:37,868 GET OUT OF HERE. 613 00:26:37,868 --> 00:26:40,800 NO NO. I THINK HE WATCHES YOU CHANGE. 614 00:26:40,800 --> 00:26:42,800 YOUR SON? 615 00:26:42,800 --> 00:26:44,035 MM-HMM. 616 00:26:44,035 --> 00:26:45,667 I THOUGHT HE WAS A ZOMBIE. 617 00:26:45,667 --> 00:26:47,466 I WISH. I LIKE ZOMBIES. 618 00:26:47,466 --> 00:26:49,833 OH, YEAH, YOU DO? ME TOO. I DO. 619 00:26:49,833 --> 00:26:51,368 - REALLY? - YEAH. 620 00:26:51,368 --> 00:26:53,633 OH, I LIKE THE EARLY ZOMBIE MOVIES LIKE "NIGHT OF THE LIVING DEAD." 621 00:26:53,633 --> 00:26:55,167 ME TOO. 622 00:26:55,167 --> 00:26:57,167 OH, YEAH, DON'T WATCH THAT ONE ALONE. 623 00:26:57,167 --> 00:26:58,867 - I DON'T LIKE THE NEW ONES. - NO. 624 00:26:58,867 --> 00:27:01,367 - ZOMBIES ARE TOO FAST, YOU KNOW? - YEAH, TOO FAST. YEAH. 625 00:27:01,367 --> 00:27:04,466 I BELIEVE LIKE SIMON PEGG SAID, "THE DEATH IS AN IMPEDIMENT, 626 00:27:04,466 --> 00:27:05,933 NOT AN ENERGY DRINK." 627 00:27:05,933 --> 00:27:08,166 ( laughing ) 628 00:27:08,166 --> 00:27:10,599 ( funk music playing ) 629 00:27:31,498 --> 00:27:32,599 WHAT YOU DOING? 630 00:27:32,599 --> 00:27:35,465 JESUS, DAD. YOU ALMOST MADE ME CRAP. 631 00:27:35,465 --> 00:27:38,998 DID YOU GET YOUR HOMEWORK DONE? 632 00:27:38,998 --> 00:27:40,999 YEAH, A LONG TIME AGO. 633 00:27:40,999 --> 00:27:42,166 YEAH. 634 00:27:42,166 --> 00:27:44,599 - YEAH. - WHAT-- 635 00:27:44,599 --> 00:27:46,631 ARE YOU STONED? 636 00:27:46,631 --> 00:27:47,998 NO. 637 00:27:47,998 --> 00:27:50,531 SERIOUSLY, YOU SMELL LIKE POT. ARE YOU SMOKING POT? 638 00:27:50,531 --> 00:27:52,364 - NO. - YOU CAN TELL ME. 639 00:27:52,364 --> 00:27:54,797 - NO. - YOU'RE NOT USING GRASS? 640 00:27:54,797 --> 00:27:57,299 NO, YOU DON'T USE GRASS. NO. 641 00:27:57,299 --> 00:27:59,299 THEN WHAT'S-- WHAT'S THAT SMELL? 642 00:27:59,299 --> 00:28:00,864 WHAT SMELL? 643 00:28:00,864 --> 00:28:03,798 IT'S PROBABLY A SKUNK OUTSIDE OR SOMETHING, YOU KNOW. 644 00:28:03,798 --> 00:28:05,398 OH YEAH, SURE, A SKUNK. 645 00:28:05,398 --> 00:28:06,931 HEY, YOU KNOW WHAT? 646 00:28:06,931 --> 00:28:09,164 WHY DON'T WE DO SOMETHING TOGETHER TOMORROW? 647 00:28:09,164 --> 00:28:10,964 WHY? 'CAUSE YOU FEEL BAD? 648 00:28:10,964 --> 00:28:12,764 YEAH.NO. 649 00:28:12,764 --> 00:28:16,398 I MEAN, IT'D BE JUST FUN TO DO SOMETHING TOGETHER, YOU KNOW? 650 00:28:16,398 --> 00:28:17,630 - OKAY. - MMM. 651 00:28:17,630 --> 00:28:19,930 YEAH.YEAH, LIKE BUILD A ROCKET. 652 00:28:19,930 --> 00:28:21,629 SURE, IF YOU WANT TO. 653 00:28:21,629 --> 00:28:23,663 THAT'S RETARDED. 654 00:28:23,663 --> 00:28:25,398 YEAH. 655 00:28:25,398 --> 00:28:26,997 YEAH. 656 00:28:26,997 --> 00:28:29,829 - WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO? - NOTHING. 657 00:28:29,829 --> 00:28:32,496 OH, COME ON NOW, KYLE, YOU MUST BE PASSIONATE ABOUT SOMETHING. 658 00:28:32,496 --> 00:28:34,063 - YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT I LIKE? - YEAH. 659 00:28:34,063 --> 00:28:35,763 - I LIKE LOOKING AT VAGINAS... - AHH. 660 00:28:35,763 --> 00:28:36,996 ...ALL DAY LONG. 661 00:28:36,996 --> 00:28:39,562 ( laughs ) 662 00:28:39,562 --> 00:28:42,130 - THERE YOU GO. - YEAH. 663 00:28:42,130 --> 00:28:45,828 BUT MAYBE DO SOMETHING NON-VAGINA RELATED. 664 00:28:45,828 --> 00:28:48,629 YOU KNOW, OUTSIDE THE VAGINA. 665 00:28:48,629 --> 00:28:52,030 OKAY, UH, WE COULD GO TO THE MALL. 666 00:28:52,030 --> 00:28:54,363 OKAY. AND THEN WE'LL CATCH A MOVIE. 667 00:28:54,363 --> 00:28:56,696 YEAH, SURE, AT THE MALL, YOU KNOW? 668 00:28:56,696 --> 00:28:59,695 AND THEN WE'LL MAYBE LOOK FOR A NEW COMPUTER. 669 00:28:59,695 --> 00:29:01,296 NO NO, WE'LL JUST HANG. 670 00:29:01,296 --> 00:29:03,827 DAD, DID I TELL YOU THAT WE HAD TO BUY A NEW COMPUTER? 671 00:29:03,827 --> 00:29:06,229 NO, I SAID-- IF YOU WERE LISTENING TO ME-- 672 00:29:06,229 --> 00:29:08,362 THAT WE COULD LOOK FOR A NEW COMPUTER, OKAY? 673 00:29:08,362 --> 00:29:10,627 AND THEN WE'LL GO TO YOUR MOVIE. 674 00:29:10,627 --> 00:29:13,762 OKAY. BUT WE'RE NOT BUYING A NEW COMPUTER. 675 00:29:13,762 --> 00:29:15,961 YEAH, ALL RIGHT. SOUNDS FUN. 676 00:29:15,961 --> 00:29:17,761 THIS ISN'T THE BIGGEST SCREEN. 677 00:29:17,761 --> 00:29:19,627 JESUS CHRIST, HOW ABOUT A "THANK YOU"? 678 00:29:19,627 --> 00:29:22,194 ARE YOU ON YOUR PERIOD OR SOMETHING? 679 00:29:22,194 --> 00:29:23,627 CAN I NOT SAY ANYTHING? 680 00:29:25,527 --> 00:29:29,395 HEY, ISN'T THAT-- ISN'T THAT MIKE WITH MISS REED? 681 00:29:29,395 --> 00:29:30,827 YEAH, IT IS. 682 00:29:30,827 --> 00:29:32,395 DUDE, I WOULDN'T LET MY BITCH TREAT ME THAT WAY. 683 00:29:32,395 --> 00:29:35,061 - YOU DON'T HAVE A "BITCH." - HOW DO YOU KNOW? 684 00:29:35,061 --> 00:29:36,927 - HI, KYLE. - HEY. 685 00:29:36,927 --> 00:29:38,826 - MR. CLAYTON. - HELLO, ANDREW. 686 00:29:38,826 --> 00:29:40,694 OH, WOW, SO HE GOT IT FOR YOU. 687 00:29:40,694 --> 00:29:44,327 - SWEET. - NOT THAT SWEET. IT'S NOT THE BIGGEST ONE. 688 00:29:44,327 --> 00:29:47,693 WHAT-- DAD, WE'RE GONNA GO HOME AND HOOK THIS UP. 689 00:29:47,693 --> 00:29:49,060 WHAT ABOUT GOING TO THE MOVIES? 690 00:29:49,060 --> 00:29:51,394 DAD, WE'LL GO TO DINNER LATER! 691 00:29:51,394 --> 00:29:53,226 OKAY, FINE. 692 00:29:54,426 --> 00:29:56,625 UH, WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO, MR. CLAYTON? 693 00:29:56,625 --> 00:29:59,160 OH, PROBABLY GO TO THE MOVIES BY MYSELF, ANDREW. 694 00:29:59,160 --> 00:30:01,027 ANDREW! 695 00:30:01,027 --> 00:30:03,193 WHAT ARE YOU DOING? 696 00:30:04,592 --> 00:30:07,026 YOU'RE CARRYING THAT THE REST OF THE WAY. 697 00:30:07,026 --> 00:30:08,825 WHAT, ARE YOU GONNA CRY? 698 00:30:08,825 --> 00:30:10,326 FUCKING PUSSY. 699 00:30:10,326 --> 00:30:11,892 GOD DAMN IT. 700 00:30:22,425 --> 00:30:24,126 ( cell phone ringing ) 701 00:30:26,658 --> 00:30:29,091 - HELLO? - HEY, IT'S ME. 702 00:30:29,091 --> 00:30:31,692 WHAT DID YOU DO TODAY? 703 00:30:31,692 --> 00:30:35,158 I was with Mike. He was having a breakdown about his divorce. 704 00:30:35,158 --> 00:30:37,591 HE WAS DEPRESSED 'CAUSE HE HAD TO GO TO THIS WEDDING, 705 00:30:37,591 --> 00:30:41,157 SO I WENT WITH HIM TO THE MALL AND HELPED HIM PICK UP A SUIT TO WEAR. 706 00:30:41,157 --> 00:30:43,191 I KNOW, I SAW YOU TWO THERE. 707 00:30:43,191 --> 00:30:45,658 YOU DID? WHY DIDN'T YOU SAY HI? 708 00:30:45,658 --> 00:30:49,091 I DON'T KNOW. IT SEEMED WEIRD. 709 00:30:49,091 --> 00:30:51,257 DOES IT BOTHER YOU THAT I HAVE MALE FRIENDS? 710 00:30:51,257 --> 00:30:54,158 NO, IT BOTHERS ME YOU KEEP OUR RELATIONSHIP SECRET 711 00:30:54,158 --> 00:30:56,024 AND YOU'RE OUT IN PUBLIC WITH HIM. 712 00:30:56,024 --> 00:30:59,190 OKAY. WHAT ARE YOU DOING TONIGHT, HMM? 713 00:30:59,190 --> 00:31:01,925 LET'S GO OUT. WE'LL GO OUT SOMEPLACE FANCY, 714 00:31:01,925 --> 00:31:03,857 SOMEPLACE THE WORLD CAN SEE US. 715 00:31:03,857 --> 00:31:06,890 HOW ABOUT OUTBACK STEAKHOUSE? 716 00:31:06,890 --> 00:31:09,190 OH. 717 00:31:09,190 --> 00:31:11,157 ANYONE WHO'S ANYBODY WILL BE THERE. 718 00:31:11,157 --> 00:31:13,089 YOU KNOW, WE CAN HAVE AUSSIETIZERS... 719 00:31:13,089 --> 00:31:16,456 YOU KNOW, WAIT, I CAN'T. I PROMISED KYLE I'D TAKE HIM OUT. 720 00:31:16,456 --> 00:31:18,024 LET ME TAKE BOTH OF YOU OUT. 721 00:31:18,024 --> 00:31:20,023 - IT'LL BE MY TREAT. - Really? 722 00:31:20,023 --> 00:31:23,589 OH. THAT'S SO NICE. 723 00:31:27,089 --> 00:31:29,889 - HEY, KYLE. - I'M IN HERE. 724 00:31:31,923 --> 00:31:33,722 WHY DO YOU ALWAYS TIP OVER THIS PHOTO? 725 00:31:33,722 --> 00:31:36,390 'CAUSE I HATE IT. I LOOK INBRED. 726 00:31:36,390 --> 00:31:37,688 I THINK YOU LOOK HANDSOME. 727 00:31:37,688 --> 00:31:39,756 WE'RE GOING OUT TO DINNER TONIGHT WITH CLAIRE. 728 00:31:39,756 --> 00:31:41,621 WHAT? NO. 729 00:31:41,621 --> 00:31:43,088 - NO, WE'RE NOT. - OH, COME ON. 730 00:31:43,088 --> 00:31:45,022 I THOUGHT SHE WAS SEEING MR. LANE. 731 00:31:45,022 --> 00:31:47,722 NO NO, THEY'RE JUST FRIENDS AND SHE'S TRYING TO HELP HIM OUT THROUGH A TOUGH TIME. 732 00:31:47,722 --> 00:31:49,323 WHY AM I EXPLAINING THIS TO YOU, KYLE? 733 00:31:49,323 --> 00:31:50,888 DAD, OKAY, LOOK, 734 00:31:50,888 --> 00:31:53,421 IT'S BAD ENOUGH BEING SEEING WITH A TEACHER AS A DAD, 735 00:31:53,421 --> 00:31:55,655 BUT BEING SEEN WITH TWO TEACHERS IS AIDS. 736 00:31:55,655 --> 00:31:57,222 OKAY, GET DRESSED. PUT ON SOMETHING NICE. 737 00:31:57,222 --> 00:31:59,755 IF YOU DON'T ACT RIGHT AT DINNER, I'LL STAB YOU IN THE FACE. 738 00:32:03,354 --> 00:32:05,487 SO WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO, KYLE? 739 00:32:05,487 --> 00:32:07,921 NOTHING. 740 00:32:07,921 --> 00:32:11,021 NOTHING? YOU MUST LIKE TO DO SOMETHING. 741 00:32:11,021 --> 00:32:13,054 NO. 742 00:32:14,420 --> 00:32:16,354 KYLE JUST GOT A NEW MONITOR FOR HIS COMPUTER. 743 00:32:16,354 --> 00:32:18,987 SO WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO ON THE COMPUTER? 744 00:32:18,987 --> 00:32:21,686 OH, WELL, YOU KNOW, IT'S FUNNY YOU ASK. 745 00:32:21,686 --> 00:32:23,486 - I LIKE-- - GAMES, MOSTLY. 746 00:32:24,820 --> 00:32:28,221 - KYLE, WHO ARE YOU TEXTING? - ANDREW. 747 00:32:28,221 --> 00:32:30,419 WHY DON'T YOU GIVE IT A BREAK WHILE WE'RE EATING, SON? 748 00:32:30,419 --> 00:32:31,786 NO, I CAN'T DO THAT. IT'S IMPORTANT. 749 00:32:31,786 --> 00:32:33,586 PUT IT AWAY. 750 00:32:34,953 --> 00:32:36,620 ( chuckles ) 751 00:32:40,920 --> 00:32:42,920 SO, KYLE, 752 00:32:42,920 --> 00:32:45,153 DO YOU HAVE A GIRLFRIEND? 753 00:32:45,153 --> 00:32:48,753 I'M NOT GONNA TALK TO YOU ABOUT MY PERSONAL AFFAIRS. 754 00:32:50,786 --> 00:32:52,352 - OKAY. - OOH. 755 00:32:52,352 --> 00:32:53,618 WATCH OUT. 756 00:32:53,618 --> 00:32:55,586 ARE YOU GUYS DOING IT? 757 00:32:59,485 --> 00:33:01,818 YEAH, ALL THE TIME. NON-STOP. 758 00:33:01,818 --> 00:33:03,852 I'M HURTING RIGHT NOW. 759 00:33:03,852 --> 00:33:06,585 ( laughs ) 760 00:33:06,585 --> 00:33:08,751 LET'S NOT MAKE ME THROW UP. 761 00:33:11,617 --> 00:33:14,085 SO DO YOU PLAY SPORTS? 762 00:33:14,085 --> 00:33:16,985 NO NO. I'M A BIG SPAZ LIKE MY DAD. 763 00:33:16,985 --> 00:33:20,118 WELL, I WAS ON THE DIVE TEAM IN COLLEGE. 764 00:33:20,118 --> 00:33:22,518 DIVING IS NOT REALLY A SPORT, IT'S FALLING. 765 00:33:25,984 --> 00:33:27,151 I'M SORRY. 766 00:33:27,151 --> 00:33:30,550 NO OFFENSE. IT'S JUST FUNNY. 767 00:33:30,550 --> 00:33:32,984 HEY, WHY DON'T WE RENT A MOVIE AFTER DINNER? 768 00:33:32,984 --> 00:33:35,784 SURE, AS LONG AS IT'S NOT HORROR. 769 00:33:35,784 --> 00:33:37,951 - REALLY? - I DO NOT LIKE HORROR. 770 00:33:37,951 --> 00:33:40,218 ZOMBIES? ARE YOU OKAY WITH ZOMBIES? 771 00:33:40,218 --> 00:33:42,083 - NO. - OH. 772 00:33:42,083 --> 00:33:45,350 DO YOU LIKE MUSICALS? I LOVE MUSICALS. 773 00:33:46,784 --> 00:33:48,783 BOB FOSSE WAS A GREAT DIRECTOR. 774 00:33:48,783 --> 00:33:52,050 HE DID "SWEET CHARITY" AND "ALL THAT JAZZ." 775 00:33:52,050 --> 00:33:55,183 - "CABARET." - ONE OF THE GREAT NAZI MUSICALS OF ALL TIME. 776 00:33:55,183 --> 00:33:57,050 BESIDES "THE SOUND OF MUSIC," YOU KNOW? 777 00:33:57,050 --> 00:33:59,683 THEN HE DID "STAR 80." THAT WAS NOT A MUSICAL, BUT... 778 00:33:59,683 --> 00:34:02,449 - I ONLY LIKE THE MUSICALS. - OH, WELL. 779 00:34:02,449 --> 00:34:04,384 - ME TOO. - "WILLY WONKA." 780 00:34:04,384 --> 00:34:06,050 WHICH ONE? 781 00:34:06,050 --> 00:34:08,716 - Lance: WELL, GENE WILDER. - ( beeping ) 782 00:34:08,716 --> 00:34:10,317 - I LIKE JOHNNY DEPP. - OH. 783 00:34:10,317 --> 00:34:11,917 - YEAH. - MM-HM. 784 00:34:11,917 --> 00:34:13,882 - BUT, YOU KNOW WHAT? I LIKE GENE WILDER... - ( beeps ) 785 00:34:13,882 --> 00:34:18,616 - ...IN "YOUNG... - Both: FRANKENSTEIN." 786 00:34:18,616 --> 00:34:21,448 "WHAT HUMP?" 787 00:34:21,448 --> 00:34:23,548 DID YOU SEE IT? 788 00:34:23,548 --> 00:34:25,682 - NO. - OH, YOU SHOULD. 789 00:34:25,682 --> 00:34:28,116 - IT'S AMAZING. - REALLY WONDERFUL. 790 00:34:28,116 --> 00:34:29,681 YEAH. EVERYBODY'S SEEN IT. 791 00:34:29,681 --> 00:34:32,115 - I'M SURE. - YEAH. 792 00:34:32,115 --> 00:34:34,881 - NIGHT, MISS REED. - GOOD NIGHT, KYLE. 793 00:34:34,881 --> 00:34:37,447 DO YOU THINK YOU'RE GONNA HIT THAT SHIT TONIGHT? 794 00:34:37,447 --> 00:34:40,614 - SHUT UP! - COME ON, DUDE. THAT SHIT'S TIGHT, DUDE. 795 00:34:40,614 --> 00:34:42,149 SERIOUSLY, IF YOU DON'T NAIL HER-- 796 00:34:42,149 --> 00:34:43,981 HEY HEY, IF YOU DON'T NAIL HER, DUDE, YOU'RE-- 797 00:34:43,981 --> 00:34:45,714 - YOU'RE AN ASSHOLE. - WILL YOU STOP IT? 798 00:34:45,714 --> 00:34:47,714 DON'T ACT LIKE YOU DON'T THINK ABOUT PUSSY ALL THE TIME TOO. 799 00:34:47,714 --> 00:34:49,248 - I KNOW YOU DO. - KYLE. 800 00:34:49,248 --> 00:34:51,348 YOU'RE DROPPING ME OFF FIRST, I GET IT. 801 00:34:51,348 --> 00:34:53,747 - YOU WANT ME TO GO. - I JUST WANNA SAY GOOD NIGHT TO HER ALONE. 802 00:34:53,747 --> 00:34:55,546 - OKAY? - WITH YOUR COCK. 803 00:34:55,546 --> 00:34:57,282 KYLE, YOU RUIN EVERYTHING. 804 00:34:57,282 --> 00:34:59,215 WOULD YOU JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP? 805 00:34:59,215 --> 00:35:02,514 JESUS, MAN. YOU FUCKING NEED TO GET LAID. GO OVER THERE. 806 00:35:02,514 --> 00:35:04,315 I'LL BE RIGHT BACK. 807 00:35:04,315 --> 00:35:06,513 ALL RIGHT. DON'T DO ANYTHING I WOULDN'T DO, OKAY? 808 00:35:06,513 --> 00:35:10,247 SHORT OF KILLING HER, THAT LEAVES ME A LOT OF ROOM. 809 00:35:10,247 --> 00:35:12,446 HEY, BABY. 810 00:35:12,446 --> 00:35:14,214 SEE YOU TOMORROW, KYLE. 811 00:35:14,214 --> 00:35:16,213 NIGHT, WHORE. 812 00:35:21,113 --> 00:35:23,613 HEY. 813 00:35:23,613 --> 00:35:25,513 - THAT WAS FUN. - THE KISS? 814 00:35:25,513 --> 00:35:27,146 - MM-HMM. - I'LL SHOW YOU SOMETHING, COME ON. 815 00:35:27,146 --> 00:35:28,946 - NOT TONIGHT. - WOW. 816 00:35:28,946 --> 00:35:30,545 ARE YOU SHOOTING ME DOWN? 817 00:35:30,545 --> 00:35:32,979 LISTEN, I'D LOVE TO STAY, BUT I PROMISED KYLE I'D BE RIGHT BACK. 818 00:35:32,979 --> 00:35:35,346 KYLE DOESN'T LIKE ME. 819 00:35:35,346 --> 00:35:37,213 OH NO. HE LIKES YOU A LOT. 820 00:35:37,213 --> 00:35:38,712 - NO. - MM-HMM. 821 00:35:38,712 --> 00:35:39,979 HE TOLD ME THAT WHEN I DROPPED HIM OFF. 822 00:35:39,979 --> 00:35:41,712 - HE DID? - YEAH. 823 00:35:41,712 --> 00:35:43,445 HE SAID I WAS A LUCKY GUY. 824 00:35:43,445 --> 00:35:46,245 NO, I'M THE LUCKY GUY. 825 00:35:47,779 --> 00:35:49,046 I GOTTA GO. 826 00:35:49,046 --> 00:35:51,312 OH, COME ON. HE'S ALMOST AN ADULT. 827 00:35:51,312 --> 00:35:53,279 - YEAH. - MM-HMM. 828 00:35:53,279 --> 00:35:56,444 WHOA. 829 00:35:56,444 --> 00:35:58,711 HOW ARE YOU GONNA DRIVE HOME WITH THAT BONER, HUH? 830 00:35:58,711 --> 00:36:01,345 I DON'T KNOW. THERE'S A STICK-SHIFT JOKE THERE SOMEWHERE 831 00:36:01,345 --> 00:36:03,811 BUT I CAN'T FIND IT 'CAUSE ALL THE BLOOD'S LEAVING MY BRAIN. 832 00:36:06,145 --> 00:36:09,677 - SLEEP WELL. - HEY. 833 00:36:10,944 --> 00:36:14,677 OH, THAT'S SWEET. MMM. 834 00:36:14,677 --> 00:36:18,077 - I'LL CALL YOU TOMORROW. - OH.BOO. 835 00:36:18,077 --> 00:36:20,543 - YOU'RE MEAN. - GOOD NIGHT, SWEET PEA. 836 00:36:20,543 --> 00:36:21,911 GOOD NIGHT, CREAM CHEESE. 837 00:36:26,744 --> 00:36:28,677 YOU KNOW I-- OH! 838 00:36:28,677 --> 00:36:30,110 - HMM? - DAMN YOU. 839 00:36:30,110 --> 00:36:31,111 YOU SURE? 840 00:36:38,378 --> 00:36:39,876 I'M BACK. 841 00:36:42,710 --> 00:36:46,011 KYLE. 842 00:36:46,011 --> 00:36:47,743 HEY, KYLE. 843 00:36:47,743 --> 00:36:50,976 OH, KYLE. I TOLD YOU TO STOP DOING THAT. 844 00:37:05,509 --> 00:37:07,441 KYLE? 845 00:37:24,875 --> 00:37:28,842 * DON'T BE AFRAID * 846 00:37:28,842 --> 00:37:33,408 * IT'S ONLY LOVE * 847 00:37:33,408 --> 00:37:37,574 * DON'T BE AFRAID * 848 00:37:37,574 --> 00:37:42,308 * IT'S ONLY LOVE * 849 00:37:42,308 --> 00:37:46,540 * DON'T BE AFRAID * 850 00:37:46,540 --> 00:37:50,874 * IT'S ONLY LOVE * 851 00:37:50,874 --> 00:37:55,073 * DON'T BE AFRAID * 852 00:37:55,073 --> 00:37:58,641 * IT'S ONLY LOVE * 853 00:38:00,240 --> 00:38:04,473 * LOVE IS SIMPLE 854 00:38:15,673 --> 00:38:20,939 * LOVE IS SIMPLE 855 00:38:31,538 --> 00:38:36,072 * LOVE IS SIMPLE 856 00:39:05,470 --> 00:39:08,838 * DON'T BE AFRAID * 857 00:39:08,838 --> 00:39:14,070 * YOU'RE ALREADY DEAD * 858 00:39:14,070 --> 00:39:17,937 * DON'T BE AFRAID * 859 00:39:17,937 --> 00:39:22,703 * YOU'RE ALREADY DEAD * 860 00:39:22,703 --> 00:39:26,337 * DON'T BE AFRAID * 861 00:39:26,337 --> 00:39:31,336 * YOU'RE ALREADY DEAD * 862 00:39:31,336 --> 00:39:35,137 * DON'T BE AFRAID * 863 00:39:35,137 --> 00:39:39,569 * YOU'RE ALREADY DEAD * 864 00:39:40,636 --> 00:39:45,069 * LOVE IS SIMPLE 865 00:39:55,270 --> 00:39:59,936 * LOVE IS SIMPLE 866 00:40:10,102 --> 00:40:15,234 * LOVE IS SIMPLE 867 00:40:24,500 --> 00:40:28,800 * LOVE IS SIMPLE 868 00:40:40,599 --> 00:40:44,933 * LA LA LA LA LA 869 00:40:47,300 --> 00:40:52,300 * LA LA LA LA LA 870 00:40:55,066 --> 00:40:59,633 * LA LA LA LA LA 871 00:41:02,233 --> 00:41:06,733 * LA LA LA LA LA 872 00:41:07,832 --> 00:41:14,132 * LA LA LA LA LA. 873 00:41:39,199 --> 00:41:41,299 WELCOME BACK, LANCE. 874 00:41:41,299 --> 00:41:43,298 HI. 875 00:41:43,298 --> 00:41:45,530 - ARE YOU OKAY? - YEAH. 876 00:41:45,530 --> 00:41:48,198 IF YOU NEED MORE TIME OFF, TAKE IT. 877 00:41:48,198 --> 00:41:50,563 NOBODY HERE WOULD FAULT YOU FOR THAT. 878 00:41:50,563 --> 00:41:52,597 NO, I'M OKAY. THANKS. 879 00:42:06,131 --> 00:42:08,230 GINGER. 880 00:42:09,297 --> 00:42:11,063 HEY, MIKE. 881 00:42:11,063 --> 00:42:13,562 IT'S GOOD TO HAVE YOU BACK, LANCELOT. 882 00:42:13,562 --> 00:42:15,063 THANKS. 883 00:42:31,364 --> 00:42:32,729 MR. CLAYTON. 884 00:42:32,729 --> 00:42:34,829 ANDREW. 885 00:42:34,829 --> 00:42:37,462 HOW ARE YOU DOING? 886 00:42:37,462 --> 00:42:40,129 OKAY. I'M REALLY SORRY. 887 00:42:40,129 --> 00:42:42,162 THANKS. 888 00:42:42,162 --> 00:42:44,162 AND I'M SORRY ABOUT MY MOM. 889 00:42:44,162 --> 00:42:46,761 - WHY? - 'CAUSE SHE THREW UP IN YOUR PLANTER 890 00:42:46,761 --> 00:42:48,995 AT THAT THING AT YOUR HOUSE AFTER THE FUNERAL. 891 00:42:48,995 --> 00:42:50,428 I WONDERED WHO DID THAT. 892 00:42:50,428 --> 00:42:52,229 SHE DRINKS TOO MUCH. 893 00:42:52,229 --> 00:42:53,961 I KNOW. 894 00:42:53,961 --> 00:42:55,628 DON'T WORRY, ANDREW. 895 00:42:55,628 --> 00:42:57,694 IT MEANT A LOT TO ME THAT YOU CAME. 896 00:42:57,694 --> 00:42:59,694 THANKS, MR. CLAYTON. MR. CLAYTON. 897 00:42:59,694 --> 00:43:03,195 SOMETHING DOESN'T MAKE SENSE TO ME. 898 00:43:03,195 --> 00:43:04,694 WHAT, ANDREW? 899 00:43:04,694 --> 00:43:07,561 DID KYLE SEEMED THAT BUMMED OUT TO YOU? 900 00:43:07,561 --> 00:43:09,527 WHAT DO YOU MEAN? 901 00:43:09,527 --> 00:43:11,228 TO DO WHAT HE DID. HE JUST-- 902 00:43:11,228 --> 00:43:14,527 IT'S JUST, HE DIDN'T SEEM THAT SAD. 903 00:43:16,195 --> 00:43:19,460 ANDREW, KYLE WAS A COMPLEX GUY. 904 00:43:19,460 --> 00:43:22,593 YEAH, I'LL SAY. 905 00:43:44,226 --> 00:43:45,593 HEY. 906 00:43:45,593 --> 00:43:47,126 HEY. 907 00:43:50,093 --> 00:43:52,193 HOW ARE YOU? 908 00:43:52,193 --> 00:43:54,059 I'M OKAY. 909 00:43:54,059 --> 00:43:55,859 GOOD. 910 00:43:57,659 --> 00:44:01,092 I WANT TO APOLOGIZE THAT I HAVEN'T BEEN THERE MORE FOR YOU. 911 00:44:01,092 --> 00:44:04,959 IT'S JUST THAT I DON'T DO DEATH WELL. 912 00:44:04,959 --> 00:44:06,958 DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT, YOU KNOW, I-- 913 00:44:06,958 --> 00:44:10,092 I'VE BEEN KIND OF A ZOMBIE LATELY ANYWAY. 914 00:44:10,092 --> 00:44:11,993 I'M REALLY SORRY. 915 00:44:11,993 --> 00:44:13,625 PLEASE DON'T BE MAD. 916 00:44:13,625 --> 00:44:15,359 I'M NOT. 917 00:44:16,557 --> 00:44:18,758 LET'S DO SOMETHING SOON, ALL RIGHT? 918 00:44:18,758 --> 00:44:20,658 ALL RIGHT. 919 00:44:23,690 --> 00:44:26,124 CHEER UP, PUMPKIN. 920 00:44:26,124 --> 00:44:27,924 I LIKE YOU. 921 00:44:27,924 --> 00:44:29,892 THANKS. 922 00:44:38,924 --> 00:44:40,358 ( door closes ) 923 00:44:40,358 --> 00:44:42,790 Anderson: HARDLY ANYONE CAMETO THE FUNERAL. 924 00:44:42,790 --> 00:44:44,523 I FELT BAD. I SHOULD HAVE GONE. 925 00:44:44,523 --> 00:44:47,223 DON'T BLAME YOURSELF. IT WAS A WEEKDAY. 926 00:44:47,223 --> 00:44:48,857 ( door opens ) 927 00:44:50,923 --> 00:44:52,323 LANCE, 928 00:44:52,323 --> 00:44:54,323 THIS IS MR. PENTOLA. 929 00:44:54,323 --> 00:44:55,623 - MR. PENTOLA. - DR. PENTOLA. 930 00:44:55,623 --> 00:44:57,190 OH, DOCTOR. 931 00:44:57,190 --> 00:45:00,156 NICE TO MEET YOU, MR. CLAYTON. I'M VERY SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS. 932 00:45:00,156 --> 00:45:01,291 THANK YOU. 933 00:45:01,291 --> 00:45:03,623 DR. PENTOLA IS A THERAPIST. 934 00:45:03,623 --> 00:45:06,190 WE CALLED HIM IN BECAUSE WE WERE AFRAID 935 00:45:06,190 --> 00:45:09,823 KYLE'S DEATH MAY TRIGGER OTHER SUICIDES. 936 00:45:09,823 --> 00:45:11,656 HE'S A GRIEF COUNSELOR. 937 00:45:11,656 --> 00:45:13,056 OH. 938 00:45:13,056 --> 00:45:14,455 BEFORE WE BEGIN, 939 00:45:14,455 --> 00:45:16,189 I'VE READ A LOT OF SUICIDE NOTES, 940 00:45:16,189 --> 00:45:19,688 AND THIS ONE SEEMED... 941 00:45:19,688 --> 00:45:21,556 DEEP. 942 00:45:21,556 --> 00:45:23,155 REALLY? 943 00:45:23,155 --> 00:45:25,055 I NEED TO ASK YOU A QUESTION. 944 00:45:25,055 --> 00:45:27,655 AND I WANT YOU TO BE COMPLETELY HONEST WITH ME. 945 00:45:27,655 --> 00:45:29,721 OF COURSE. 946 00:45:29,721 --> 00:45:32,022 DID KYLE HAVE ANY FRIENDS? 947 00:45:32,022 --> 00:45:33,554 EXCUSE ME? 948 00:45:33,554 --> 00:45:35,554 WELL, IT'S JUST NO ONE'S COME TO SEE ME. 949 00:45:35,554 --> 00:45:37,189 YOU'D HAVE TO KNOW KYLE. 950 00:45:37,189 --> 00:45:39,188 WELL, I SHOULDN'T SAY NO ONE. 951 00:45:39,188 --> 00:45:41,854 A COUPLE OF KIDS CAME IN WITH AGE- APPROPRIATE DEPRESSION, 952 00:45:41,854 --> 00:45:43,221 EATING DISORDERS. 953 00:45:43,221 --> 00:45:45,021 ONE KID CAME IN WITH HEAD LICE. 954 00:45:45,021 --> 00:45:46,288 I KNOW HIM. 955 00:45:46,288 --> 00:45:48,321 NOT REALLY MY AREA OF EXPERTISE. 956 00:45:48,321 --> 00:45:51,188 BUT NO ONE'S COME TO TALK ABOUT KYLE. 957 00:45:51,188 --> 00:45:53,188 HMM. 958 00:45:53,188 --> 00:45:56,653 - OH. - WHO WERE HIS FRIENDS? 959 00:45:57,921 --> 00:46:00,754 - ANDREW TROUTMEN. - AND WHO ELSE? 960 00:46:02,554 --> 00:46:04,454 THAT'S IT. 961 00:46:04,454 --> 00:46:08,354 KYLE WAS KIND OF A LONER. 962 00:46:08,354 --> 00:46:10,254 A LONE WOLF. 963 00:46:10,254 --> 00:46:13,786 UH, I'LL HAVE TO ASK ANDREW 964 00:46:13,786 --> 00:46:15,621 TO COME AND SEE ME. 965 00:46:15,621 --> 00:46:18,053 AND, LANCE, THAT GOES FOR YOU TOO. 966 00:46:18,053 --> 00:46:21,020 IF YOU NEED TO TALK, IF YOU WANNA GET ANYTHING OFF YOUR CHEST, 967 00:46:21,020 --> 00:46:22,786 PLEASE, JUST COME AND SEE ME. 968 00:46:22,786 --> 00:46:24,220 OF COURSE, DOC, I WILL. 969 00:46:25,887 --> 00:46:27,354 THANK YOU, LANCE. 970 00:46:27,354 --> 00:46:28,853 YOU'RE WELCOME, MR. ANDERSON. 971 00:46:32,319 --> 00:46:34,386 ALL RIGHT, GUYS, WHO WANTS TO READ NEXT? 972 00:46:34,386 --> 00:46:36,187 - RIGHT HERE! - ALL RIGHT. 973 00:46:36,187 --> 00:46:37,919 WHO'S GONNA GIVE ME $20? 974 00:46:37,919 --> 00:46:39,852 - All: OH. - OH, COME ON NOW. 975 00:46:39,852 --> 00:46:42,685 - ( laughing ) - Mike: ALL RIGHT. OKAY. 976 00:46:44,385 --> 00:46:46,052 JASON. 977 00:46:53,452 --> 00:46:54,619 GO AHEAD. 978 00:46:58,484 --> 00:47:01,219 "NEGRO? 979 00:47:01,219 --> 00:47:03,352 I MAY BE YOUNG BUT I'M NOT YOUR BOY 980 00:47:03,352 --> 00:47:06,085 I WON'T PICK YOUR COTTON OR PICK UP YOUR DISHES 981 00:47:06,085 --> 00:47:09,284 YEAH, I SING, I DANCE 982 00:47:09,284 --> 00:47:12,383 BUT I DO IT WITH THE DIGNITY OF MY ANCESTORS 983 00:47:12,383 --> 00:47:14,817 I AM NOT YOUR MONKEY" 984 00:47:17,251 --> 00:47:18,584 RIGHT ON. 985 00:47:21,284 --> 00:47:23,384 STAY BLACK, Y'ALL. 986 00:47:25,550 --> 00:47:28,017 ANYBODY ELSE HAVE THEIR HAIKU? 987 00:47:42,550 --> 00:47:45,350 ( sobbing ) 988 00:48:19,848 --> 00:48:22,414 ( beeps ) 989 00:48:22,414 --> 00:48:24,815 ( ringing ) 990 00:48:24,815 --> 00:48:26,781 - Claire: Hello? - HEY, SWEET TARTS. 991 00:48:26,781 --> 00:48:29,047 - Hey. - HOW ARE YOU? 992 00:48:29,047 --> 00:48:32,214 - WHAT ARE YOU DOING? - I'M WATCHING MIKE PLAY BASKETBALL. 993 00:48:32,214 --> 00:48:33,413 OH. 994 00:48:35,513 --> 00:48:37,847 - YOU OKAY? - OH, YEAH. 995 00:48:37,847 --> 00:48:39,780 - You sure? - OH, YEAH. 996 00:48:39,780 --> 00:48:41,513 - ( gasps ) OH MY GOD! - WHAT? 997 00:48:41,513 --> 00:48:44,282 I GOTTA GO. MIKE JUST WON THE BASKETBALL GAME. 998 00:48:44,282 --> 00:48:45,947 ( cheering ) 999 00:48:45,947 --> 00:48:47,348 YEAH, MIKE! 1000 00:48:59,613 --> 00:49:01,180 - HI. - HI. 1001 00:49:01,180 --> 00:49:03,512 I MADE YOU SOMETHING. 1002 00:49:03,512 --> 00:49:04,579 WHAT? 1003 00:49:04,579 --> 00:49:07,746 - THOSE BROWNIES. - OH. 1004 00:49:07,746 --> 00:49:09,613 - OH. - YEAH. 1005 00:49:09,613 --> 00:49:11,613 WELL, I'LL COME OVER AND HAVE SOME. 1006 00:49:11,613 --> 00:49:13,879 I WAS THINKING MAYBE I COULD COME IN AND WE'D EAT THEM TOGETHER. 1007 00:49:13,879 --> 00:49:15,247 NO, I CAN'T. 1008 00:49:15,247 --> 00:49:17,013 - WHY NOT? - I'M BUSY. 1009 00:49:17,013 --> 00:49:18,813 BONNIE, I REALLY NEED TO TALK TO SOMEBODY. 1010 00:49:18,813 --> 00:49:21,212 I DON'T LIKE PEOPLE IN MY APARTMENT. 1011 00:49:21,212 --> 00:49:24,146 MY APARTMENT IS A LITTLE SAD RIGHT NOW, YOU KNOW? 1012 00:49:26,312 --> 00:49:30,112 IF I-- IF I LET YOU IN, YOU CAN'T TELL ANYBODY. 1013 00:49:30,112 --> 00:49:32,246 - OKAY. - OKAY. 1014 00:49:32,246 --> 00:49:35,445 SO... 1015 00:49:35,445 --> 00:49:37,645 - BROWNIES, HUH? - YEAH. 1016 00:49:37,645 --> 00:49:39,879 - COME IN. - AH. 1017 00:49:44,744 --> 00:49:48,878 PLEASE, DON'T TELL ANYBODY, OKAY? 1018 00:49:48,878 --> 00:49:51,311 BECAUSE I-- I DON'T WANNA GET THROWN OUT OF HERE. 1019 00:49:51,311 --> 00:49:53,677 - OH, I PROMISE. - THANKS. 1020 00:49:53,677 --> 00:49:56,179 I-I KNOW IT'S A FIRE HAZARD 1021 00:49:56,179 --> 00:49:59,311 AND I KNOW IT'S NOT RATIONAL, BUT... 1022 00:49:59,311 --> 00:50:03,544 I FEEL THAT IF I THROW ANYTHING OUT, 1023 00:50:03,544 --> 00:50:05,743 SOMETHING TERRIBLE WILL HAPPEN. 1024 00:50:05,743 --> 00:50:07,477 - NO, I UNDERSTAND THAT. - GOOD. 1025 00:50:17,310 --> 00:50:19,476 WHAT'S WRONG, SWEETIE? 1026 00:50:22,377 --> 00:50:25,277 I KNOW MY SON WAS A JERK, BUT I MISS HIM. 1027 00:50:25,277 --> 00:50:27,475 HEY. 1028 00:50:27,475 --> 00:50:29,576 - OF COURSE YOU DO. - MMM. 1029 00:50:29,576 --> 00:50:31,344 IT'LL GET BETTER. 1030 00:50:31,344 --> 00:50:34,943 IT DOESN'T FEEL LIKE IT RIGHT NOW. 1031 00:50:34,943 --> 00:50:36,643 DO YOU KNOW THAT 1032 00:50:36,643 --> 00:50:39,843 I HAVE READ EVERY ONE OF YOUR BOOKS? 1033 00:50:39,843 --> 00:50:41,309 HOW? 1034 00:50:41,309 --> 00:50:42,909 HOW? 1035 00:50:42,909 --> 00:50:44,609 YOU THREW 'EM OUT. 1036 00:50:44,609 --> 00:50:46,375 OH, YEAH. 1037 00:50:46,375 --> 00:50:49,276 YOU ARE VERY TALENTED. 1038 00:50:49,276 --> 00:50:50,575 REALLY? 1039 00:50:50,575 --> 00:50:53,076 HONEST. YOU HAVE A GIFT. 1040 00:50:53,076 --> 00:50:56,076 AND YOU CAN'T GIVE UP. 1041 00:50:56,076 --> 00:50:57,575 I WON'T. 1042 00:50:57,575 --> 00:50:58,975 LISTEN, 1043 00:50:58,975 --> 00:51:02,309 THEY'RE GONNA HAVE A ZOMBIE MARATHON ON TELEVISION 1044 00:51:02,309 --> 00:51:05,441 AND I CORDIALLY 1045 00:51:05,441 --> 00:51:07,009 INVITE YOU, SIR. 1046 00:51:07,009 --> 00:51:08,875 OH, WELL, BLESS YOU, MADAM. 1047 00:51:08,875 --> 00:51:10,674 - UH-HUH. - IT'S A DATE. 1048 00:51:10,674 --> 00:51:11,875 GOOD. 1049 00:51:11,875 --> 00:51:14,009 DON'T FORGET THE BROWNIES. 1050 00:51:14,009 --> 00:51:16,041 - I WON'T FORGET. - NO. 1051 00:51:19,474 --> 00:51:21,641 YOUR DOG'S STARING AT ME. 1052 00:51:22,708 --> 00:51:24,275 WHAT DOG? 1053 00:51:26,007 --> 00:51:27,374 ( laughs ) 1054 00:51:27,374 --> 00:51:29,740 I GOT YA. 1055 00:51:32,107 --> 00:51:33,841 - LANCE! - OH. 1056 00:51:33,841 --> 00:51:36,040 - I'M GLAD I CAUGHT YOU. - WHAT'S UP? 1057 00:51:36,040 --> 00:51:39,907 YOU KNOW THAT WHILE WE RESPECT INDIVIDUAL PRIVACY, 1058 00:51:39,907 --> 00:51:43,173 WE ALSO RESPECT FREEDOM OF SPEECH AND EXPRESSION HERE AT SCHOOL? 1059 00:51:43,173 --> 00:51:45,639 - YEAH. - WELL, ONE OF THE KIDS ON THE PAPER 1060 00:51:45,639 --> 00:51:48,440 WENT ONLINE AND THEY FOUND KYLE'S POLICE REPORT-- 1061 00:51:48,440 --> 00:51:52,140 THE REPORT OF HIS DEATH. AND NOW THEY'VE GONE AND PUBLISHED HIS SUICIDE NOTE. 1062 00:51:52,140 --> 00:51:54,940 - OH MY GOD. - YEAH.I JUST FOUND OUT ABOUT IT. 1063 00:51:54,940 --> 00:51:57,405 I THOUGHT YOU SHOULD KNOW IT'S ALL OVER CAMPUS. 1064 00:51:57,405 --> 00:51:59,839 - REALLY? - YEAH. 1065 00:51:59,839 --> 00:52:02,106 YOU-- ARE YOU GONNA BE ALL RIGHT? 1066 00:52:02,106 --> 00:52:04,139 SURE. 1067 00:52:04,139 --> 00:52:06,404 I'M REALLY SORRY ABOUT THIS, LANCE. 1068 00:52:06,404 --> 00:52:08,672 IT'S THAT GODDAMN FIRST AMENDMENT, HUH? 1069 00:52:08,672 --> 00:52:10,073 YEAH. 1070 00:52:15,771 --> 00:52:17,806 Lance's voice: "TO ALL THOSE I HATE, 1071 00:52:17,806 --> 00:52:20,671 I DON'T KNOW WHY I'M WRITING THIS. 1072 00:52:20,671 --> 00:52:24,371 YOU NEVER CARED ABOUT WHAT I THOUGHT OR FELT WHILE I WAS ALIVE. 1073 00:52:24,371 --> 00:52:26,038 BESIDES YOU'RE ALL TOO SHALLOW 1074 00:52:26,038 --> 00:52:28,205 TO COMPREHEND THE PAIN I FEEL." 1075 00:52:28,205 --> 00:52:31,239 * I HOPE I BECOME A GHOST * 1076 00:52:31,239 --> 00:52:34,571 * I HOPE I CAN SEE THE END OF TIME * 1077 00:52:34,571 --> 00:52:37,638 * I HOPE I BECOME A GHOST * 1078 00:52:37,638 --> 00:52:40,805 * AND MAKE SURE THE FUTURE TURNS OUT FINE * 1079 00:52:40,805 --> 00:52:44,005 * I HOPE I BECOME A GHOST * 1080 00:52:44,005 --> 00:52:47,338 * OH, WHEN THE WORLD IS SAID AND DONE * 1081 00:52:47,338 --> 00:52:50,670 * THE STARS WILL BECOME SO CLOSE * 1082 00:52:50,670 --> 00:52:53,971 * AND THERE WILL BE NOWHERE THAT I CAN'T RUN * 1083 00:52:53,971 --> 00:52:57,670 * OOH OOH OOH OOH 1084 00:53:20,803 --> 00:53:24,070 * I HOPE I BECOME A GHOST * 1085 00:53:24,070 --> 00:53:27,070 * AND WATCH ALL MY GRANDCHILDREN GROWING OLD * 1086 00:53:27,070 --> 00:53:29,903 * SOME THEY WILL REMEMBER ME * 1087 00:53:29,903 --> 00:53:33,103 * AND OTHERS THROUGH THE STORIES THEY'VE BEEN TOLD * 1088 00:53:33,103 --> 00:53:36,435 * NOW I DON'T INTEND TO FRIGHTEN YOU * 1089 00:53:36,435 --> 00:53:39,668 * I JUST WANNA SEE IF WHAT I THINK IS TRUE * 1090 00:53:39,668 --> 00:53:42,602 * 'CAUSE THEN AND ONLY THEN WE'LL KNOW * 1091 00:53:42,602 --> 00:53:46,002 * IF IT WAS WORTH TO BECOME A GHOST * 1092 00:53:46,002 --> 00:53:50,302 * OOH OOH OOH OOH 1093 00:53:57,567 --> 00:54:03,367 * THERE'S NOTHING SAD ABOUT IT * 1094 00:54:03,367 --> 00:54:08,767 * THERE'S NOTHING SAD ABOUT IT... * 1095 00:54:13,268 --> 00:54:15,766 Lance's voice: "WHICH BRINGS METO YOU, DAD. 1096 00:54:15,766 --> 00:54:17,834 Lance and Kyle's voices: DON'T BLAME YOURSELF. 1097 00:54:17,834 --> 00:54:21,733 YOU TRIED HARD AND WERE THE BEST DAD A KID COULD WANT. 1098 00:54:21,733 --> 00:54:25,100 I BLAME ME DOING THIS ON A DEFECT IN ME... 1099 00:54:25,100 --> 00:54:28,267 Kyle's voice: IN MY SOUL. 1100 00:54:28,267 --> 00:54:30,234 I'M SORRY." 1101 00:54:37,932 --> 00:54:41,366 * NOW THAT I'VE BECOME A GHOST * 1102 00:54:43,399 --> 00:54:48,132 * I DON'T GET TO LAUGH WITH FRIENDS LIKE YOU * 1103 00:54:48,132 --> 00:54:53,067 * THERE'S NOTHING SAD ABOUT IT * 1104 00:54:53,067 --> 00:54:58,199 * THERE'S NOTHING SAD ABOUT IT. * 1105 00:55:00,765 --> 00:55:01,998 I LOVE YOU, DAD. 1106 00:55:09,232 --> 00:55:13,131 HAS ANYONE SEEN CARL OR STEVEN? 1107 00:55:13,131 --> 00:55:14,365 MM-HMM. 1108 00:55:14,365 --> 00:55:16,932 OH, YOU HAVE? SO THEY'RE IN SCHOOL? 1109 00:55:16,932 --> 00:55:19,232 YEAH, I SAW 'EM THIS MORNING. 1110 00:55:21,898 --> 00:55:24,431 FIRST OF ALL I WANT TO THANK YOU ALL FOR BEING HERE, 1111 00:55:24,431 --> 00:55:26,298 ESPECIALLY THE NEWCOMERS. 1112 00:55:26,298 --> 00:55:28,464 IT MEANS A LOT TO ME. 1113 00:55:28,464 --> 00:55:30,964 WHO HAS EXPERIENCE WITH WRITING POETRY? 1114 00:55:30,964 --> 00:55:33,630 - YES, HEATHER. - CAN I ASK A QUESTION? 1115 00:55:33,630 --> 00:55:34,997 SURE. 1116 00:55:34,997 --> 00:55:37,964 WHAT WAS KYLE'S FAVORITE BAND? 1117 00:55:37,964 --> 00:55:39,164 UH... 1118 00:55:39,164 --> 00:55:41,463 HE LIKED BRUCE HORNSBY. 1119 00:55:41,463 --> 00:55:43,663 YES, RAY? 1120 00:55:43,663 --> 00:55:45,430 DID HE LISTEN TO ANY METAL? 1121 00:55:45,430 --> 00:55:48,064 - A LITTLE OZZY. - I KNEW IT. 1122 00:55:48,064 --> 00:55:51,430 ANYBODY HAVE ANY QUESTIONS ABOUT POETRY OR... 1123 00:55:51,430 --> 00:55:52,462 YES, JASON? 1124 00:55:52,462 --> 00:55:54,331 DID THE BOY KNOW JESUS BEFORE HE WENT? 1125 00:55:54,331 --> 00:55:57,097 WELL, I WOULD SAY HE WAS AN AGNOSTIC. 1126 00:55:57,097 --> 00:55:59,596 BUT I THINK HE WAS SPIRITUAL IN HIS OWN WAY. 1127 00:55:59,596 --> 00:56:01,196 YEAH-- YES, HEATHER? 1128 00:56:01,196 --> 00:56:02,429 WHAT'S HIS SIGN? 1129 00:56:02,429 --> 00:56:05,230 OH, HE WAS BORN APRIL 18TH, SO-- 1130 00:56:05,230 --> 00:56:07,263 ARIES. 1131 00:56:07,263 --> 00:56:09,963 I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU DIDN'T KNOW THAT. 1132 00:56:09,963 --> 00:56:12,996 YOU KNOW, ANYBODY KNOW EZRA POUND? 1133 00:56:12,996 --> 00:56:15,262 LAWRENCE FERLINGHETTI? 1134 00:56:17,695 --> 00:56:20,863 YOU KNOW WHAT KYLE REALLY LIKED? 1135 00:56:20,863 --> 00:56:22,394 EMILY DICKINSON. 1136 00:56:22,394 --> 00:56:24,163 WHAT BAND IS THAT? 1137 00:56:24,163 --> 00:56:26,229 IT WASN'T A BAND. SHE WAS A POET. 1138 00:56:26,229 --> 00:56:29,494 - SHE HOT? - UM, SHE WAS A VICTORIAN. 1139 00:56:29,494 --> 00:56:32,561 IF YOU LIKE YOUR BUTTONED-DOWN GIRL, SHE WAS ONE OF 'EM. 1140 00:56:32,561 --> 00:56:35,028 - NICE. - ( bell ringing ) 1141 00:56:35,028 --> 00:56:36,494 - MR. CLAYTON. - PETER. 1142 00:56:36,494 --> 00:56:39,861 - CAN I TALK TO YOU? - SURE. 1143 00:56:39,861 --> 00:56:41,528 IT'S ABOUT KYLE'S NOTE. 1144 00:56:41,528 --> 00:56:43,528 IT-- IT AFFECTED ME A LOT. 1145 00:56:43,528 --> 00:56:47,561 WELL, IT SEEMED TO AFFECT A LOT OF STUDENTS. 1146 00:56:47,561 --> 00:56:49,827 - I'M NOT HAPPY, MR. CLAYTON. - MM-HMM. 1147 00:56:49,827 --> 00:56:52,861 I'M LIVING A LIE. I'M GAY. 1148 00:56:52,861 --> 00:56:54,861 AND KYLE'S SUICIDE NOTE, 1149 00:56:54,861 --> 00:56:57,894 IT'S HELPED ME GET THE COURAGE TO COME OUT FINALLY. 1150 00:56:57,894 --> 00:57:00,127 WELL, ARE YOU SURE YOU WANT TO DO THAT? 1151 00:57:00,127 --> 00:57:02,294 I'M MISUNDERSTOOD TOO, JUST LIKE HE WAS. 1152 00:57:02,294 --> 00:57:04,359 I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY. 1153 00:57:04,359 --> 00:57:07,327 GOOD FOR YOU, PETER. I-I WISH YOU THE BEST. 1154 00:57:07,327 --> 00:57:09,026 THANK YOU. 1155 00:57:13,994 --> 00:57:16,328 HEY, MR. CLAYTON. 1156 00:57:16,328 --> 00:57:17,794 - MR. CLAYTON. - GINGER. 1157 00:57:17,794 --> 00:57:19,993 KYLE WAS RIGHT. EMILY DICKINSON'S GREAT. 1158 00:57:19,993 --> 00:57:21,893 ISN'T SHE? 1159 00:57:21,893 --> 00:57:23,526 - MR. CLAYTON? - YES. 1160 00:57:23,526 --> 00:57:26,960 - I WROTE ANOTHER POEM. - CAN'T WAIT TO HEAR IT, HEATHER. 1161 00:57:26,960 --> 00:57:30,060 - JOHN.DOCTOR. - HEY. 1162 00:57:30,060 --> 00:57:31,759 CLAIRE. 1163 00:57:31,759 --> 00:57:34,491 MR. C., WHAT'S UP? 1164 00:57:36,793 --> 00:57:40,959 "MILKY WHITE SKIN AND HAIR SO BROWN 1165 00:57:40,959 --> 00:57:43,893 I WISH I HAD KNOWN HOW BAD YOU HURT 1166 00:57:43,893 --> 00:57:46,558 I COULD HAVE HELD YOU WHILE YOU CRIED 1167 00:57:46,558 --> 00:57:48,758 YOU WERE TOO SWEET TO STAY 1168 00:57:48,758 --> 00:57:50,525 IN THIS HARSH WORLD 1169 00:57:50,525 --> 00:57:53,892 BUT I WILL ALWAYS KEEP YOU CLOSE TO MY HEART 1170 00:57:53,892 --> 00:57:57,658 - MY ANGEL IN CARGO PANTS" - Boy: OH, WOW. 1171 00:57:57,658 --> 00:58:00,891 ( applauding ) 1172 00:58:13,624 --> 00:58:16,691 HE WAS SUCH A SWEET KID. 1173 00:58:16,691 --> 00:58:18,891 AND KIND. 1174 00:58:20,691 --> 00:58:23,690 OH, PLEASE. THEY'RE EVERYWHERE. 1175 00:58:23,690 --> 00:58:25,690 ( sighs ) AS A FATHER, 1176 00:58:25,690 --> 00:58:28,824 I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'D DO IF HUNTER DID SOMETHING LIKE THIS. 1177 00:58:28,824 --> 00:58:30,757 MY HEART REALLY GOES OUT TO YOU, LANCE. 1178 00:58:30,757 --> 00:58:32,423 THANKS. 1179 00:58:32,423 --> 00:58:34,957 IT'S SO SAD. I DIDN'T KNOW HE WAS SUCH A GOOD WRITER. 1180 00:58:34,957 --> 00:58:37,723 DID HE WRITE ANYTHING ELSE? 1181 00:58:39,656 --> 00:58:42,423 YEAH, HE DID. 1182 00:58:42,423 --> 00:58:45,823 I KNOW IT'S REALLY PERSONAL, BUT DO YOU THINK I COULD READ IT? 1183 00:58:45,823 --> 00:58:48,656 WELL, IF YOU CAME OVER TO MY APARTMENT. 1184 00:58:48,656 --> 00:58:51,589 I JUST DON'T WANT HIS STUFF OUT THERE, YOU KNOW, FLOATING AROUND. 1185 00:58:51,589 --> 00:58:53,922 SURE. HOW ABOUT TONIGHT? 1186 00:58:53,922 --> 00:58:55,189 GREAT. 1187 00:58:59,889 --> 00:59:01,889 MY PLAYOFF GAME'S TONIGHT. 1188 00:59:04,789 --> 00:59:06,789 ALL RIGHT. NOT THE LIP. 1189 00:59:06,789 --> 00:59:08,355 YOU KNOW I CAN'T TAKE THE LIP. 1190 00:59:08,355 --> 00:59:10,056 OH, THANKS, MIKE. 1191 00:59:11,889 --> 00:59:13,488 WHAT TIME? 1192 00:59:13,488 --> 00:59:16,989 I'M GONNA NEED A LITTLE TIME BECAUSE YOU KNOW, I HAVEN'T CLEANED. 1193 00:59:16,989 --> 00:59:18,789 YEAH, I UNDERSTAND. 1194 00:59:18,789 --> 00:59:22,955 - WELL, 8:00? - THAT'S GREAT. 1195 00:59:29,921 --> 00:59:31,921 GOOD LUCK TONIGHT. 1196 00:59:33,088 --> 00:59:34,487 THANKS. 1197 00:59:36,087 --> 00:59:37,754 IF YOU THINK THIS IS A BAD IDEA-- 1198 00:59:37,754 --> 00:59:39,955 NO NO NO. NOT AT ALL. 1199 00:59:39,955 --> 00:59:42,453 I FOUND SOMETHING KYLE WROTE 1200 00:59:42,453 --> 00:59:45,954 AND I REALLY THINK YOU NEED TO HEAR IT. 1201 00:59:45,954 --> 00:59:47,920 OKAY. 1202 01:00:01,820 --> 01:00:04,652 THIS IS FROM HIS JOURNAL. 1203 01:00:04,652 --> 01:00:08,552 "I WENT OUT TO DINNER WITH MY DAD AND CLAIRE TONIGHT. 1204 01:00:10,253 --> 01:00:12,053 I'M SO HAPPY FOR HIM, 1205 01:00:12,053 --> 01:00:14,853 BUT AT THE SAME TIME SEEING THEM TOGETHER 1206 01:00:14,853 --> 01:00:17,686 ONLY PROVES THAT I'LL NEVER BE HAPPY. 1207 01:00:17,686 --> 01:00:21,519 I KNOW I'LL NEVER FIND A WOMAN LIKE HER-- 1208 01:00:21,519 --> 01:00:25,153 SO PRETTY, SO PERFECT. 1209 01:00:25,153 --> 01:00:28,652 SHE SEEMS TO COMPLETE HIM. 1210 01:00:32,285 --> 01:00:35,019 I HOPE THEY MAKE IT. 1211 01:00:35,019 --> 01:00:37,285 I HOPE THEY LAST. 1212 01:00:37,285 --> 01:00:40,285 I HOPE I'M LEAVING MY DAD IN GOOD HANDS. 1213 01:00:42,651 --> 01:00:44,685 NO ONE COULD EVER GET ME. 1214 01:00:47,651 --> 01:00:49,818 I DON'T EVEN GET ME." 1215 01:00:51,651 --> 01:00:53,219 OH. 1216 01:00:53,219 --> 01:00:56,517 I DIDN'T KNOW ANYONE COULD FEEL THAT WAY ABOUT ME. 1217 01:00:56,517 --> 01:00:58,885 HE DID LIKE ME. HE REALLY DID. 1218 01:00:58,885 --> 01:01:00,550 HE DID. HE REALLY DID. 1219 01:01:00,550 --> 01:01:02,818 I THOUGHT YOU WERE LYING TO MAKE ME FEEL BETTER. 1220 01:01:02,818 --> 01:01:05,450 NO. I'D NEVER DO THAT. 1221 01:01:05,450 --> 01:01:06,684 - REALLY? - REALLY. 1222 01:01:17,851 --> 01:01:20,050 ( moaning ) 1223 01:01:32,416 --> 01:01:34,050 MR. CLAYTON. 1224 01:01:34,050 --> 01:01:36,250 - GOOD MORNING, HEATHER. - YES. 1225 01:01:36,250 --> 01:01:37,950 GOOD MORNING. 1226 01:01:37,950 --> 01:01:41,050 DO YOU HAVE ANYTHING OF KYLE'S? 1227 01:01:41,050 --> 01:01:42,250 WHAT? 1228 01:01:42,250 --> 01:01:44,883 THAT I COULD HAVE? 1229 01:01:44,883 --> 01:01:46,816 - NO. - OH. 1230 01:01:47,883 --> 01:01:49,715 WAIT A SECOND. 1231 01:01:53,682 --> 01:01:55,582 HERE YOU GO. 1232 01:01:55,582 --> 01:01:57,082 BRUCE HORNSBY? 1233 01:01:57,082 --> 01:02:00,682 THAT WAS HIS FAVORITE. 1234 01:02:00,682 --> 01:02:02,381 THANK YOU. 1235 01:02:20,281 --> 01:02:23,248 I NEED TO TALK ABOUT LAST NIGHT. 1236 01:02:23,248 --> 01:02:25,447 YEAH, I NEED TO TALK ABOUT LAST NIGHT TOO. 1237 01:02:25,447 --> 01:02:28,048 - YEAH. - ( sighs ) 1238 01:02:28,048 --> 01:02:30,981 I'M TIRED OF HIDING OUR RELATIONSHIP. 1239 01:02:38,680 --> 01:02:40,546 MMM. 1240 01:03:01,546 --> 01:03:04,113 - DAN. - LANCE. 1241 01:03:04,113 --> 01:03:07,213 - GINGER. - MR. CLAYTON, LOOK AT THIS. 1242 01:03:07,213 --> 01:03:08,946 OH. 1243 01:03:12,712 --> 01:03:14,712 HEATHER. 1244 01:03:14,712 --> 01:03:16,412 HEY, MR. C. 1245 01:03:18,145 --> 01:03:19,445 OH, PETER. 1246 01:03:19,445 --> 01:03:21,712 - DON'T LEAVE ME HANGING. - OH. 1247 01:03:21,712 --> 01:03:23,946 I DON'T KNOW IF KYLE EVER TOLD YOU, 1248 01:03:23,946 --> 01:03:25,612 BUT HE AND I WERE KINDA BROS. 1249 01:03:25,612 --> 01:03:27,611 I'M GONNA WIN THIS GAME TONIGHT IN HIS HONOR. 1250 01:03:27,611 --> 01:03:29,445 GREAT, PETER. 1251 01:03:43,044 --> 01:03:45,111 Andrew: MR. CLAYTON? 1252 01:03:45,111 --> 01:03:46,312 ANDREW. 1253 01:03:46,312 --> 01:03:48,744 IT DOESN'T SEEM RIGHT, DOES IT? 1254 01:03:48,744 --> 01:03:50,577 WHAT DOESN'T SEEM RIGHT? 1255 01:03:50,577 --> 01:03:52,376 HOW EVERYONE IS ACTING. 1256 01:03:52,376 --> 01:03:54,311 LIKE THEY LIKED KYLE. 1257 01:03:54,311 --> 01:03:56,443 NO, IT DOESN'T. 1258 01:03:56,443 --> 01:03:58,577 YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE IS WEIRD? 1259 01:03:58,577 --> 01:04:02,110 - WHAT? - KYLE'S SUICIDE NOTE. 1260 01:04:02,110 --> 01:04:03,977 IN WHAT WAY? 1261 01:04:03,977 --> 01:04:06,476 THAT STUFF ABOUT BEING AN INSIGNIFICANT MOLECULE 1262 01:04:06,476 --> 01:04:09,243 BOUNCING AROUND IN A MEANINGLESS GODLESS UNIVERSE. 1263 01:04:09,243 --> 01:04:12,876 DON'T TAKE THIS THE WRONG WAY, BUT KYLE WAS... 1264 01:04:12,876 --> 01:04:14,909 WHAT? 1265 01:04:14,909 --> 01:04:16,944 KINDA DUMB. 1266 01:04:16,944 --> 01:04:19,143 HA.NO. 1267 01:04:19,143 --> 01:04:22,243 KYLE WAS ACTUALLY SMART, ANDREW. 1268 01:04:22,243 --> 01:04:25,442 YOU KNOW, HE JUST PRETENDED TO BE DUMB, EVEN AROUND YOU 1269 01:04:25,442 --> 01:04:28,375 SO, YOU KNOW, PEOPLE WOULDN'T PICK ON HIM. 1270 01:04:28,375 --> 01:04:30,441 YEAH, MAYBE. 1271 01:04:30,441 --> 01:04:33,342 - Heather: IT'S MINE! - Ginger: LET GO, YOU CRAZY-- 1272 01:04:33,342 --> 01:04:34,843 HEY! 1273 01:04:34,843 --> 01:04:36,408 OH! GET OFF! 1274 01:04:36,408 --> 01:04:37,943 YOU DIDN'T EVEN LIKE KYLE! 1275 01:04:37,943 --> 01:04:39,474 YOU DIDN'T LIKE KYLE! 1276 01:04:39,474 --> 01:04:41,408 SHUT UP, WHORE! 1277 01:04:51,075 --> 01:04:53,975 BRUCE HORNSBY? 1278 01:04:53,975 --> 01:04:56,208 Lance: I NEED TO TALK TO SOMEONE. 1279 01:04:56,208 --> 01:04:57,675 THAT'S WHY I'M HERE. 1280 01:04:58,842 --> 01:05:00,574 I FEEL TERRIBLE. 1281 01:05:00,574 --> 01:05:02,574 SUICIDE LEAVES MANY VICTIMS. 1282 01:05:02,574 --> 01:05:04,740 DON'T BEAT YOURSELF UP. 1283 01:05:04,740 --> 01:05:07,108 KYLE MAY HAVE BEEN SUFFERING FROM A CHEMICAL IMBALANCE. 1284 01:05:07,108 --> 01:05:09,807 AND I KNOW THAT THE NOTE BEING PUBLISHED 1285 01:05:09,807 --> 01:05:11,874 HAS CAUSED YOU SOME DISTRESS, 1286 01:05:11,874 --> 01:05:15,473 BUT IN MANY WAYS IT'S BEEN A VERY POSITIVE THING. 1287 01:05:15,473 --> 01:05:17,540 STUDENTS ARE COMING TO SEE ME. 1288 01:05:17,540 --> 01:05:19,507 IT'S THE BREAKTHROUGH I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR. 1289 01:05:19,507 --> 01:05:21,841 WHO KNOWS HOW MANY OF THESE KIDS 1290 01:05:21,841 --> 01:05:24,940 I CAN HELP BECAUSE THEY'RE REACHING OUT FOR THE FIRST TIME? 1291 01:05:26,208 --> 01:05:28,440 YOU HAVE TO REMEMBER THE PART WHERE KYLE WRITES: 1292 01:05:28,440 --> 01:05:30,506 "I LOVE YOU, DAD." 1293 01:05:32,041 --> 01:05:34,240 BUT WHAT IF HE DIDN'T REALLY FEEL THAT WAY? 1294 01:05:34,240 --> 01:05:36,406 BUT HE DID. 1295 01:05:36,406 --> 01:05:39,840 LANCE, SUICIDE 1296 01:05:39,840 --> 01:05:42,372 IS A PERMANENT SOLUTION 1297 01:05:42,372 --> 01:05:44,672 TO TEMPORARY PROBLEMS. 1298 01:05:44,672 --> 01:05:46,705 AND WHO KNOWS 1299 01:05:46,705 --> 01:05:49,471 HOW MANY KIDS WE WON'T LOSE BECAUSE OF THAT NOTE? 1300 01:05:50,573 --> 01:05:52,472 KEEP YOUR CHIN UP KNOWING 1301 01:05:52,472 --> 01:05:55,738 THAT KYLE MAY HAVE NOT DIED IN VAIN. 1302 01:05:57,906 --> 01:06:01,572 * IN LIGHT OF ALL I'VE LEARNED SO FAR * 1303 01:06:01,572 --> 01:06:04,338 * I DON'T BELIEVE I'M SO STRANGE * 1304 01:06:04,338 --> 01:06:07,438 * IN SPITE OF ALL THIS TIME I SPEND * 1305 01:06:07,438 --> 01:06:10,072 * CALLING THE AIR BY A NAME * 1306 01:06:10,072 --> 01:06:13,104 * WHEN THE FIRST LIGHT GOES OVER THE TREES * 1307 01:06:13,104 --> 01:06:15,637 * HE WILL BE SINGING WITH ME * 1308 01:06:15,637 --> 01:06:18,805 * AND IF I FEEL LIKE SINGING ALONE * 1309 01:06:18,805 --> 01:06:21,637 * HE ALWAYS LEAVES ME BE * 1310 01:06:21,637 --> 01:06:24,404 * I'M SHAKING MY SHADOW HAND * 1311 01:06:24,404 --> 01:06:27,271 * AS THE SUN MOVES ROUND THE BEND * 1312 01:06:27,271 --> 01:06:30,171 * WITH AN IMAGINARY MAN 1313 01:06:30,171 --> 01:06:36,038 * AND WE'LL MAKE-BELIEVE AROUND AND AROUND AGAIN * 1314 01:06:36,038 --> 01:06:39,104 * I'M SHAKING MY SHADOW HAND... * 1315 01:06:45,469 --> 01:06:46,837 Lance: DR. PENTOLA. 1316 01:06:46,837 --> 01:06:48,570 LANCE, YOU DON'T LOOK SO GOOD. 1317 01:06:48,570 --> 01:06:50,504 WELL, I HAD KIND OF A ROUGH WEEKEND. 1318 01:06:50,504 --> 01:06:52,204 I DID A LOT OF SOUL SEARCHING 1319 01:06:52,204 --> 01:06:54,703 AND I THOUGHT ABOUT WHAT YOU SAID ABOUT KYLE'S NOTE 1320 01:06:54,703 --> 01:06:56,469 AND THE EFFECT ON THE OTHER KIDS, 1321 01:06:56,469 --> 01:06:58,802 AND... 1322 01:06:58,802 --> 01:07:00,802 THIS IS KYLE'S JOURNAL. 1323 01:07:00,802 --> 01:07:02,770 I BROUGHT IT TO YOU TO READ. 1324 01:07:02,770 --> 01:07:05,870 I WANT YOU TO READ IT, AND IF YOU THINK IT'LL BE OF VALUE TO THE OTHER KIDS, 1325 01:07:05,870 --> 01:07:08,204 I WANNA PUBLISH IT AND HAND IT OUT TO THEM. 1326 01:07:09,969 --> 01:07:13,304 - I'LL SEE IF I CAN'T GIVE IT A LOOK. - OH, THANKS. 1327 01:07:16,335 --> 01:07:18,969 Lance: WELL? 1328 01:07:18,969 --> 01:07:21,268 ( sighs ) 1329 01:07:22,434 --> 01:07:24,235 IT'S SO SAD. 1330 01:07:24,235 --> 01:07:25,602 YEAH. 1331 01:07:25,602 --> 01:07:27,835 I MEAN, KYLE WAS SUCH 1332 01:07:27,835 --> 01:07:30,634 A STRONG POWERFUL WRITER. 1333 01:07:30,634 --> 01:07:33,501 SO TORTURED. 1334 01:07:33,501 --> 01:07:35,202 YES, HE WAS. 1335 01:07:37,434 --> 01:07:40,334 WHAT ARE YOU GONNA CALL IT? 1336 01:07:40,334 --> 01:07:43,601 I WAS THINKING "I AM WHAT I HATE." 1337 01:07:43,601 --> 01:07:45,001 WHAT? 1338 01:07:45,001 --> 01:07:49,401 "I AM WHAT I HATE." KYLE WROTE THAT IN CHAPTER SIX. 1339 01:07:49,401 --> 01:07:50,967 OH. 1340 01:07:50,967 --> 01:07:53,334 - REALLY? - YEAH. 1341 01:07:53,334 --> 01:07:55,333 I DON'T LIKE IT AT ALL. 1342 01:07:55,333 --> 01:07:56,634 WHY? 1343 01:07:58,768 --> 01:08:01,667 - TO ME, A BETTER TITLE... - MM-HMM. 1344 01:08:01,667 --> 01:08:04,867 ...WOULD BE "YOU DON'T KNOW ME." 1345 01:08:04,867 --> 01:08:06,234 - OH. - YOU KNOW? 1346 01:08:06,234 --> 01:08:09,234 BECAUSE WE DIDN'T KNOW HIM. 1347 01:08:11,600 --> 01:08:13,733 BUT HE DIDN'T WRITE THAT THOUGH, I MEAN... 1348 01:08:13,733 --> 01:08:15,866 YEAH, BUT HE FELT THAT. 1349 01:08:15,866 --> 01:08:18,200 - YOU'RE INFERRING THAT FROM HIM. - YES. 1350 01:08:18,200 --> 01:08:20,332 OH. 1351 01:08:20,332 --> 01:08:23,300 "I AM WHAT I HATE" DOESN'T MAKE SENSE AS A TITLE. 1352 01:08:25,500 --> 01:08:29,066 GIVE ME A KISS. AW. 1353 01:08:32,566 --> 01:08:34,866 - COME HERE. - OH. 1354 01:08:36,933 --> 01:08:39,965 * EVERYBODY WANTS TO BE A GENIUS * 1355 01:08:42,299 --> 01:08:45,464 * YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY ONE * 1356 01:08:45,464 --> 01:08:48,431 * WITH ALL THINGS THAT YOU MIGHT DO * 1357 01:08:48,431 --> 01:08:51,565 * WHICH ONE OF THEM WILL YOU GET TO? * 1358 01:08:51,565 --> 01:08:54,465 * TOMORROW WHEN YOU WAKE UP * 1359 01:08:54,465 --> 01:08:57,165 * THEN YOU'LL SHOW THEM * 1360 01:09:02,098 --> 01:09:05,165 * NOBODY WANTS TO BREAK YOUR HEART * 1361 01:09:07,630 --> 01:09:10,630 * YOU DO IT ON YOUR OWN 1362 01:09:10,630 --> 01:09:13,331 * THERE'S NOTHING WRONG WITH YOU TODAY * 1363 01:09:13,331 --> 01:09:17,064 * NOTHING YOU HAD THAT THEY TOOK AWAY * 1364 01:09:17,064 --> 01:09:20,231 * BUT ALL THE TIME YOU'VE WAITED FOR * 1365 01:09:20,231 --> 01:09:22,430 * WHAT IS OWED TO YOU 1366 01:09:22,430 --> 01:09:25,764 * YOU WANNA FIGHT, THEY WILL FIGHT YOU BLUE * 1367 01:09:25,764 --> 01:09:29,630 * YOU WANNA LIE, WHO WILL LIE WITH YOU? * 1368 01:09:29,630 --> 01:09:32,763 * YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE WAITING FOR A SIGN * 1369 01:09:34,931 --> 01:09:38,729 * SO YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE * 1370 01:09:38,729 --> 01:09:40,797 * SO YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE * 1371 01:09:50,696 --> 01:09:55,163 * EVERYONE'S HAD SOME SITUATION * 1372 01:09:55,163 --> 01:09:59,197 * KEEP IT TO YOURSELF 1373 01:09:59,197 --> 01:10:01,863 * THERE'S NO NEED TO ANSWER QUESTIONS * 1374 01:10:01,863 --> 01:10:05,795 * YOUR LIES HAVE SPOILED TWO CONFESSIONS * 1375 01:10:05,795 --> 01:10:08,129 * AND ALL THE TIME YOU'VE WAITED * 1376 01:10:08,129 --> 01:10:10,995 * WON'T COME BACK TO YOU * 1377 01:10:10,995 --> 01:10:14,895 * YOU WANNA FIGHT, THEY WILL FIGHT YOU BLUE * 1378 01:10:14,895 --> 01:10:18,262 * YOU WANNA LIE, WHO WILL LIE WITH YOU? * 1379 01:10:18,262 --> 01:10:21,728 * YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE WAITING FOR A SIGN... * 1380 01:10:21,728 --> 01:10:23,528 ( inaudible ) 1381 01:10:23,528 --> 01:10:26,861 * SO YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE * 1382 01:10:26,861 --> 01:10:29,094 * SO YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE * 1383 01:10:29,094 --> 01:10:32,828 * EVERYBODY WANTS TO BE A GENIUS. * 1384 01:10:32,828 --> 01:10:34,794 ( moaning ) 1385 01:10:34,794 --> 01:10:36,994 EVERYBODY LOVES THE BOOK. 1386 01:10:36,994 --> 01:10:38,928 YES, THEY DO. 1387 01:10:38,928 --> 01:10:41,627 - YOU DID THE RIGHT THING. - YEAH.YEAH. 1388 01:10:41,627 --> 01:10:43,128 FUCK ME. 1389 01:10:43,128 --> 01:10:45,593 - I AM. - HARDER. 1390 01:10:47,726 --> 01:10:50,093 NO NO NO. FROM BEHIND. 1391 01:10:50,093 --> 01:10:52,028 OKAY.OKAY. 1392 01:10:55,228 --> 01:10:56,726 - LIKE THAT? - YEAH. 1393 01:10:56,726 --> 01:10:58,127 - OKAY. - TO THE LEFT. 1394 01:10:58,127 --> 01:11:00,893 TO THE LEFT. MY LEFT.MY LEFT. 1395 01:11:00,893 --> 01:11:02,993 OKAY. YEAH! 1396 01:11:02,993 --> 01:11:04,493 YEAH. DON'T STOP. 1397 01:11:04,493 --> 01:11:08,260 DON'T STOP. DON'T STOP! 1398 01:11:08,260 --> 01:11:09,892 - STOP! STOP.STOP. - OKAY. SORRY. 1399 01:11:09,892 --> 01:11:11,560 - PULL MY HAIR. - LIKE THAT? 1400 01:11:11,560 --> 01:11:13,326 - NOT-- NOT SO HARD. - OH, OKAY. 1401 01:11:13,326 --> 01:11:15,926 ARE YOU READY FOR OUR UNDEAD MARATHON? 1402 01:11:15,926 --> 01:11:18,159 Lance: Well, that's the thing. Something came up. 1403 01:11:18,159 --> 01:11:20,325 KIND OF AN EMERGENCY. I CAN'T MAKE IT. 1404 01:11:20,325 --> 01:11:23,358 - Sorry. - OH.NO, IT'S OKAY. 1405 01:11:23,358 --> 01:11:25,659 - CAN I TAKE A RAIN CHECK? - OH YEAH, DEAR.GOOD. 1406 01:11:25,659 --> 01:11:27,759 YEAH, LISTEN I-- I HOPE EVERYTHING'S OKAY. 1407 01:11:27,759 --> 01:11:29,559 Oh, yeah. It's just a small emergency. 1408 01:11:29,559 --> 01:11:33,524 - OKAY.SEE YOU. - SORRY.BYE. 1409 01:11:33,524 --> 01:11:35,725 Mike: EVERYTHING OKAYTHERE, PAL? 1410 01:11:35,725 --> 01:11:36,925 YEAH, GREAT. 1411 01:11:36,925 --> 01:11:39,391 - HERE YOU GO. - THANKS. 1412 01:11:39,391 --> 01:11:41,424 YOU KNOW WHAT LINE REALLY BLEW ME AWAY, 1413 01:11:41,424 --> 01:11:43,225 IS WHEN KYLE WROTE: 1414 01:11:43,225 --> 01:11:46,691 "AMERICA IS ONE OF THE FINEST COUNTRIES ANYONE EVER STOLE." 1415 01:11:46,691 --> 01:11:48,858 THAT WAS BRILLIANT. 1416 01:11:48,858 --> 01:11:51,224 HE REMINDS ME OF MY HUNTER. 1417 01:11:52,858 --> 01:11:54,691 LANCE, I HAVE A CONFESSION TO MAKE. 1418 01:11:54,691 --> 01:11:57,324 I LURED YOU OUT HERE UNDER FALSE PRETENSES. 1419 01:11:57,324 --> 01:11:59,658 I NEED TO ASK YOU SOMETHING. 1420 01:11:59,658 --> 01:12:02,890 WOULD IT BE ALL RIGHT WITH YOU IF WE RENAMED THE LIBRARY 1421 01:12:02,890 --> 01:12:05,624 THE KYLE CLAYTON MEMORIAL LIBRARY? 1422 01:12:05,624 --> 01:12:07,990 BUT YOU WERE GONNA PUT HIM IN A SPECIAL-NEEDS CLASS. 1423 01:12:09,191 --> 01:12:10,825 YEAH. 1424 01:12:10,825 --> 01:12:13,090 YEAH, AND I FEEL REALLY BAD ABOUT THAT. 1425 01:12:13,090 --> 01:12:15,356 - OH. - HE WASN'T SLOW. 1426 01:12:15,356 --> 01:12:17,356 OBVIOUSLY HE WAS BRILLIANT. 1427 01:12:17,356 --> 01:12:19,957 HE WAS JUST BORED. 1428 01:12:19,957 --> 01:12:22,057 YOU KNOW, WE HAD HIM TOTALLY WRONG. 1429 01:12:22,057 --> 01:12:25,890 I JUST HOPE TO GOD THAT OUR MISTAKE DIDN'T HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH-- 1430 01:12:25,890 --> 01:12:27,990 WELL, WITH WHAT HAPPENED. 1431 01:12:27,990 --> 01:12:29,422 I'M PRETTY SURE IT DIDN'T. 1432 01:12:29,422 --> 01:12:30,589 THANKS, LANCE. 1433 01:12:30,589 --> 01:12:32,689 YOUR SAYING THAT MEANS A LOT. 1434 01:12:32,689 --> 01:12:35,789 THIS TRIBUTE WILL BE AN INSPIRATION TO OTHER STUDENTS 1435 01:12:35,789 --> 01:12:37,756 AND IT'LL HELP KEEP KYLE'S MEMORY ALIVE. 1436 01:12:37,756 --> 01:12:41,322 SURE, SIR. WYATT. 1437 01:12:41,322 --> 01:12:43,822 THANKS, LANCE. THANKS. 1438 01:12:47,789 --> 01:12:50,256 OH! 1439 01:12:50,256 --> 01:12:53,656 JUST LIKE MY PROM NIGHT, NOTHING WENT IN THE HOLE. 1440 01:12:56,055 --> 01:12:58,189 NO, IT'S GOOD. IT'S GONNA BE A TASTEFUL DEDICATION. 1441 01:12:58,189 --> 01:12:59,655 VERY TASTEFUL. 1442 01:13:01,822 --> 01:13:03,721 - ( cell phone ringing ) - ( beeps ) 1443 01:13:03,721 --> 01:13:05,453 HELLO? 1444 01:13:09,487 --> 01:13:11,022 YOU'RE KIDDING ME. 1445 01:13:11,022 --> 01:13:12,922 THANK YOU SO MUCH. 1446 01:13:12,922 --> 01:13:15,721 - WOW. - WHAT? 1447 01:13:15,721 --> 01:13:18,854 PENTOLA-- HE SENT KYLE'S JOURNAL TO DR. DANA. 1448 01:13:18,854 --> 01:13:20,688 SHE LOVES IT. SHE WANTS ME TO BE ON THE SHOW. 1449 01:13:20,688 --> 01:13:22,221 SHE'S GONNA FLY ME TO L.A. 1450 01:13:22,221 --> 01:13:24,921 - WHAT'S DR. DANA? - SHE'S LIKE OPRAH. 1451 01:13:26,154 --> 01:13:28,453 WELL, SHE'S NOT AS BIG AS OPRAH. 1452 01:13:30,487 --> 01:13:32,486 I MEAN, IT'S A GOOD SHOW, YOU KNOW? 1453 01:13:32,486 --> 01:13:34,387 WOMEN SEEM TO REALLY LIKE IT. 1454 01:13:37,254 --> 01:13:39,187 ( knocking on door ) 1455 01:13:45,319 --> 01:13:47,854 - ANDREW. - ARE YOU BUSY, MR. CLAYTON? 1456 01:13:47,854 --> 01:13:50,288 OH, NO NO. JUST PACKING FOR MY TRIP. 1457 01:13:50,288 --> 01:13:52,586 YEAH, THAT TV SHOW. 1458 01:13:52,586 --> 01:13:54,786 "DR. DANA." 1459 01:13:56,419 --> 01:13:57,952 WHAT'S UP? 1460 01:13:57,952 --> 01:13:59,352 I FEEL BAD. 1461 01:13:59,352 --> 01:14:02,153 I WISH I KNEW HE WAS THAT DEPRESSED. 1462 01:14:02,153 --> 01:14:04,019 YOU AND ME BOTH. 1463 01:14:04,019 --> 01:14:06,351 YOU KNOW WHAT'S STRANGE ABOUT THE BOOK? 1464 01:14:06,351 --> 01:14:07,553 WHAT? 1465 01:14:07,553 --> 01:14:10,985 KYLE NEVER TALKS ABOUT VAGINAS, ANAL SEX, 1466 01:14:10,985 --> 01:14:13,385 FISTING, FELCHING OR RIM JOBS. 1467 01:14:13,385 --> 01:14:16,752 IT IS A LITTLE LIGHT ON THE FELCHING AREA, YOU'RE RIGHT. 1468 01:14:16,752 --> 01:14:20,518 BUT I THINK IT'S THERE, ANDREW, IN ITS OWN WAY. 1469 01:14:20,518 --> 01:14:24,318 I WAS HIS BEST FRIEND. THE BOOK IS SO SMART AND SAD. 1470 01:14:24,318 --> 01:14:26,451 HE NEVER TALKED WITH ME LIKE THAT. 1471 01:14:26,451 --> 01:14:29,684 I WISH HE DID. MAYBE HE WOULDN'T HAVE DONE WHAT HE DID. 1472 01:14:29,684 --> 01:14:31,852 DON'T BLAME YOURSELF, ANDREW. 1473 01:14:31,852 --> 01:14:34,151 ONE THING I KNOW, HE LIKED YOU. 1474 01:14:34,151 --> 01:14:35,785 THEN WHY DIDN'T HE TALK TO ME? 1475 01:14:35,785 --> 01:14:37,384 WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO TELL YOU, ANDREW? 1476 01:14:37,384 --> 01:14:38,952 MAYBE IT'S LIKE I TOLD YOU BEFORE, 1477 01:14:38,952 --> 01:14:40,951 HE WAS SUPER SMART. HE DIDN'T WANT PEOPLE TO KNOW 1478 01:14:40,951 --> 01:14:42,751 BECAUSE HE WAS AFRAID OF BEING TREATED DIFFERENTLY. 1479 01:14:42,751 --> 01:14:45,350 BUT IT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE. HE WAS ALREADY TREATED LIKE A FREAK. 1480 01:14:45,350 --> 01:14:47,918 IF HE WAS THAT SMART HE WOULD HAVE LOVED TO RUB THEIR NOSES IN IT. 1481 01:14:47,918 --> 01:14:50,517 OH, JESUS CHRIST, ANDREW. WHY CAN'T YOU LET IT GO, OKAY? 1482 01:14:50,517 --> 01:14:52,951 NO WONDER YOUR MOTHER DRINKS. 1483 01:14:52,951 --> 01:14:55,918 YOU KNOW ONE OF THE LAST THINGS KYLE SAID TO ME? 1484 01:14:55,918 --> 01:14:58,917 HE SAID THAT YOU'RE A STUPID FUCKING IDIOT. 1485 01:14:58,917 --> 01:15:00,950 HAVE A GOOD TIME ON YOUR TV SHOW. 1486 01:15:00,950 --> 01:15:02,818 KYLE'S STILL DEAD. 1487 01:15:02,818 --> 01:15:04,383 ANDREW. 1488 01:15:07,050 --> 01:15:09,550 ARE YOU ALMOST READY? I THINK WE SHOULD GET GOING. 1489 01:15:09,550 --> 01:15:11,616 Claire: I THINK YOU SHOULD KEEPYOUR PANTS ON. 1490 01:15:11,616 --> 01:15:13,448 I THINK YOU SHOULD PUT YOUR PANTS ON. 1491 01:15:13,448 --> 01:15:15,149 I'M NOT GOING TO WEAR PANTS. 1492 01:15:15,149 --> 01:15:17,682 OH. I'M REALLY NERVOUS. 1493 01:15:17,682 --> 01:15:19,082 YEAH, YOU SHOULD BE. 1494 01:15:19,082 --> 01:15:20,782 MMM. THANKS. 1495 01:15:20,782 --> 01:15:22,916 I'M USING BACKWARD PSYCHOLOGY. 1496 01:15:22,916 --> 01:15:25,682 IT'S NOT WORKING. I HAVE TO PEE AGAIN. 1497 01:15:25,682 --> 01:15:27,649 ( knocking on door ) 1498 01:15:31,216 --> 01:15:33,348 - HELLO. - MR. CLAYTON, 1499 01:15:33,348 --> 01:15:36,216 I DON'T WANNA BE RUDE BUT THE SHOW CALLED AGAIN 1500 01:15:36,216 --> 01:15:39,049 - AND WE REALLY SHOULD BE LEAVING. - OKAY, THANK YOU VERY MUCH. 1501 01:15:40,882 --> 01:15:42,982 BABY, THAT WAS THE DRIVER. HE SAID THE SHOW CALLED. 1502 01:15:42,982 --> 01:15:44,848 WE GOTTA GET GOING, OKAY? 1503 01:15:44,848 --> 01:15:47,282 - ( sighs ) - OH, YOU LOOK GORGEOUS. LET'S GET GOING, COME ON. 1504 01:15:47,282 --> 01:15:49,815 - DOES THIS MAKE MY ASS LOOK BIG? - NO NO. NOT AT ALL. 1505 01:15:49,815 --> 01:15:52,048 - YOU CAN'T SEE YOUR ASS. - WHAT DO YOU MEAN? 1506 01:15:52,048 --> 01:15:54,882 - I MEAN-- - SO YOU'RE SAYING I DON'T HAVE AN ASS? 1507 01:15:54,882 --> 01:15:57,915 I'M SAYING YOUR ASS IS THERE, BUT IT'S NOT TOO MUCH. 1508 01:15:57,915 --> 01:15:59,880 - I'M CHANGING AGAIN. - NO. 1509 01:16:01,915 --> 01:16:03,681 YOU KNOW, SWEETHEART, 1510 01:16:03,681 --> 01:16:06,182 I REALLY SHOULD GET OVER THERE SO I COULD SIT DOWN WITH THE PRODUCER 1511 01:16:06,182 --> 01:16:07,681 AND GO OVER WITH WHAT I'M GONNA SAY. 1512 01:16:07,681 --> 01:16:09,214 THAT WOULD REALLY HELP ME A LOT. 1513 01:16:09,214 --> 01:16:10,480 - ALL RIGHT. - OKAY. 1514 01:16:10,480 --> 01:16:12,446 - WHAT DO YOU THINK? - FABULOUS. 1515 01:16:12,446 --> 01:16:14,182 - I REALLY-- - NOPE. 1516 01:16:14,182 --> 01:16:15,747 I LIKE THAT DRESS. 1517 01:16:15,747 --> 01:16:20,114 SOMETIMES PEOPLE ON THE WAY, THEY THROW UP IN MY CAR. 1518 01:16:20,114 --> 01:16:21,747 - YEAH? - YEAH. 1519 01:16:21,747 --> 01:16:23,914 OKAY, LET'S GO. 1520 01:16:23,914 --> 01:16:27,313 - YOU LOOK PRETTY. - THANK YOU.YOU'RE SO SWEET. 1521 01:16:27,313 --> 01:16:30,380 THANKS. WHICH ONE OF YOU IS ON THE SHOW? 1522 01:16:30,380 --> 01:16:32,047 - I AM. - OH. 1523 01:16:32,047 --> 01:16:34,214 - NO, YOU'RE GONNA DO GREAT. - THANKS. 1524 01:16:34,214 --> 01:16:37,046 HI, LANCE CLAYTON FOR THE "DR. DANA" SHOW. 1525 01:16:37,046 --> 01:16:38,946 - HI, GUYS. - DR. P. 1526 01:16:38,946 --> 01:16:41,612 LANCE, HI. JERRY KLEIN-- WE SPOKE ON THE PHONE. 1527 01:16:41,612 --> 01:16:43,479 - MM-HMM. - WE CAN LET THEM IN. 1528 01:16:43,479 --> 01:16:46,146 FOLLOW ME. WE CAN GO RIGHT IN. WE'RE RUNNING A LITTLE LATE. 1529 01:16:46,146 --> 01:16:48,079 - YOU GUYS HIT SOME TRAFFIC, HUH? - OH YEAH. 1530 01:16:48,079 --> 01:16:49,646 - AH, WONDERFUL. - THIS IS CLAIRE, MY GIRLFRIEND. 1531 01:16:49,646 --> 01:16:51,345 - HI, CLAUDIA. JERRY KLEIN. - CLAIRE. 1532 01:16:51,345 --> 01:16:53,913 WE'RE NOT GONNA HAVE TIME TO GO THROUGH THE NOTES 1533 01:16:53,913 --> 01:16:55,444 IN THE GREENROOM AS WE PLANNED, 1534 01:16:55,444 --> 01:16:56,979 - SO WE'RE GONNA DO IT IN MAKEUP. - MAKEUP? 1535 01:16:56,979 --> 01:16:58,945 - AND THAT'S THIS WAY. CLAUDIA? - CLAIRE. 1536 01:16:58,945 --> 01:17:01,345 THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SENDING THE PHOTOS OF KYLE. THEY'RE BEAUTIFUL. 1537 01:17:01,345 --> 01:17:03,112 - AND ALSO THE BOOK. - I SENT THE BOOK. 1538 01:17:03,112 --> 01:17:04,912 IS SHE GONNA BE HOLDING UP THE BACK OF THE BOOK? 1539 01:17:04,912 --> 01:17:07,078 THAT'S A DIRECTOR QUESTION. I'M A SEGMENT PRODUCER. 1540 01:17:07,078 --> 01:17:09,179 HOW DO WE KNOW WHEN THE CAMERA IS ON ME? 1541 01:17:09,179 --> 01:17:11,678 YOU'RE GONNA BE IN THE FRIENDS- AND-FAMILY SECTION. 1542 01:17:11,678 --> 01:17:13,478 - ( audience applauding ) - COULD YOU GRAB A SEAT? 1543 01:17:13,478 --> 01:17:15,012 OKAY, YEAH. SURE. 1544 01:17:15,012 --> 01:17:17,912 I JUST HAVE A COUPLE OF ISSUES TO DISCUSS WITH LANCE. 1545 01:17:17,912 --> 01:17:20,112 - LANCE, DO YOU HAVE QUESTIONS? - NO NO. 1546 01:17:20,112 --> 01:17:21,511 - LOOK OVER HERE, PLEASE. - GOOD.GOOD. 1547 01:17:21,511 --> 01:17:24,344 SO, LANCE, IF YOU SHOULD START TO TALK ABOUT YOUR SON... 1548 01:17:24,344 --> 01:17:25,677 - MM-HMM. - ...AND BEGIN TO CRY... 1549 01:17:25,677 --> 01:17:27,377 - YEAH. - ...OR WELL UP... 1550 01:17:27,377 --> 01:17:29,510 - OKAY. - ...JUST GO WITH IT. DON'T BE ASHAMED, OKAY? 1551 01:17:29,510 --> 01:17:30,877 - YEAH. - AND IF YOU CRY... 1552 01:17:30,877 --> 01:17:32,444 - MM-HMM. - ...LOOK UP. 1553 01:17:32,444 --> 01:17:33,911 - NO, LOOK DOWN, PLEASE. - OH. 1554 01:17:33,911 --> 01:17:35,544 - DON'T LOOK DOWN.LOOK UP. - CAN YOU LOOK DOWN? 1555 01:17:35,544 --> 01:17:37,310 - DON'T TUCK YOUR CHIN. - OH. 1556 01:17:37,310 --> 01:17:39,777 AND ABOVE ALL, DON'T BE NERVOUS. 1557 01:17:39,777 --> 01:17:41,610 LANCE, HI. 1558 01:17:41,610 --> 01:17:43,877 - LOOK THIS WAY, PLEASE. - I DON'T MEAN TO BUG YOU RIGHT NOW. 1559 01:17:43,877 --> 01:17:45,977 MY NAME IS BERT GREEN. I'M WITH WITH McKENNA ARTIST. 1560 01:17:45,977 --> 01:17:48,544 - HI, BERT. - YOUR SON'S MEMOIR IS SO STRONG. 1561 01:17:48,544 --> 01:17:51,310 MY GOD, IT'S SO MOVING. MY HEART GOES OUT TO YOU. 1562 01:17:51,310 --> 01:17:52,843 MM-HMM. 1563 01:17:52,843 --> 01:17:54,911 - OH, THANK YOU. - HAVE YOU BEEN TALKING TO PUBLISHERS? 1564 01:17:54,911 --> 01:17:56,776 - NO. - BECAUSE I HONESTLY THINK THIS COULD BE 1565 01:17:56,776 --> 01:17:58,210 THE BIGGEST POSTHUMOUS AUTOBIOGRAPHY 1566 01:17:58,210 --> 01:17:59,743 SINCE "THE DIARY OF ANNE FRANK," HONESTLY. 1567 01:17:59,743 --> 01:18:00,843 - REALLY? - OH MY GOD. 1568 01:18:00,843 --> 01:18:03,509 YOU KNOW WHAT SHE'S DONE FOR... 1569 01:18:03,509 --> 01:18:05,376 YES. YEAH, THAT'S HUGE. 1570 01:18:05,376 --> 01:18:07,509 LOOK, I'M GONNA GET OUT OF YOUR HAIR RIGHT NOW. 1571 01:18:07,509 --> 01:18:08,976 BUT IF ANY OF THIS INTERESTS YOU, 1572 01:18:08,976 --> 01:18:10,408 - GIVE ME A CALL, OKAY? - OKAY. 1573 01:18:10,408 --> 01:18:12,177 JUST GIVE ME A RING. IT'S GREAT TO MEET YOU. 1574 01:18:12,177 --> 01:18:15,209 GREAT TO MEET YOU. GO OUT THERE AND KILL 'EM. 1575 01:18:15,209 --> 01:18:17,709 - DO IT. - OKAY. 1576 01:18:17,709 --> 01:18:21,675 - NOW I'M NERVOUS. - OH, GREAT. 1577 01:18:21,675 --> 01:18:23,276 - IT'S GO TIME, ALL RIGHT? - OKAY. 1578 01:18:23,276 --> 01:18:25,942 SO AGAIN, LANCE, I'M SO SORRY FOR YOUR LOSS. 1579 01:18:25,942 --> 01:18:28,408 AND LET'S HAVE A GREAT SHOW. 1580 01:18:28,408 --> 01:18:30,009 ( audience applauding ) 1581 01:18:35,842 --> 01:18:39,374 MY GUEST TODAY IS MR. LANCE CLAYTON. 1582 01:18:39,374 --> 01:18:43,641 LANCE'S 15-YEAR-OLD SON KYLE TRAGICALLY TOOK HIS OWN LIFE. 1583 01:18:43,641 --> 01:18:46,175 BUT FROM THIS TERRIBLE STORY OF LOSS 1584 01:18:46,175 --> 01:18:48,275 AROSE ONE OF HOPE. 1585 01:18:48,275 --> 01:18:52,407 HERE HE IS TO SHARE THIS POWERFUL STORY, MR. LANCE CLAYTON. 1586 01:18:55,440 --> 01:18:57,440 THANKS SO MUCH FOR JOINING US. 1587 01:18:57,440 --> 01:19:00,008 - THANK YOU, DOCTOR. - WE KNOW IT TAKES GREAT COURAGE FOR YOU TO DO THIS. 1588 01:19:00,008 --> 01:19:02,473 - THANK YOU. - THANK YOU SO MUCH. 1589 01:19:02,473 --> 01:19:04,706 NOW, LANCE-- 1590 01:19:04,706 --> 01:19:07,073 IS IT ALL RIGHT IF I CALL YOU LANCE? 1591 01:19:07,073 --> 01:19:08,207 YES, THAT'S MY NAME. 1592 01:19:08,207 --> 01:19:10,973 ( woman giggles ) 1593 01:19:10,973 --> 01:19:14,940 ONE OF THE MOST DIFFICULT THINGS IS FOR A PARENT TO LOSE A CHILD. 1594 01:19:14,940 --> 01:19:17,839 YES.YES IT IS. 1595 01:19:17,839 --> 01:19:20,274 TELL US ABOUT YOUR SON KYLE. 1596 01:19:28,406 --> 01:19:30,207 IT'S DIFFICULT, ISN'T IT? 1597 01:19:30,207 --> 01:19:33,072 YEAH. 1598 01:19:33,072 --> 01:19:35,772 HE WAS A SWEET BOY. 1599 01:19:39,006 --> 01:19:41,505 KIND. 1600 01:19:45,173 --> 01:19:47,105 I'M SORRY. HE WAS A SWEET BOY. 1601 01:19:47,105 --> 01:19:49,471 ( laughs ) 1602 01:19:54,371 --> 01:19:57,638 - I'M SORRY. - BUT THERE WAS A LOT BREWING UNDERNEATH? 1603 01:19:57,638 --> 01:20:01,671 THE TRAGEDY IS I DIDN'T KNOW UNTIL HIS DEATH 1604 01:20:01,671 --> 01:20:04,205 HOW SAD HE WAS OR PROFOUND. 1605 01:20:05,404 --> 01:20:08,337 - MMM. - ( laughing ) 1606 01:20:08,337 --> 01:20:10,304 HERE'S A TISSUE FOR YOU. 1607 01:20:10,304 --> 01:20:13,704 PROFOUND. INDEED PROFOUND. 1608 01:20:13,704 --> 01:20:15,004 INDEED. 1609 01:20:15,004 --> 01:20:17,638 "YOU DON'T KNOW ME." 1610 01:20:17,638 --> 01:20:19,670 THIS IS SO BEAUTIFULLY WRITTEN. 1611 01:20:19,670 --> 01:20:22,504 I JUST-- YOU KNOW, THE THING IS, 1612 01:20:22,504 --> 01:20:25,837 I DIDN'T KNOW-- I'M SO PROUD OF HIM. HE WAS A GREAT WRITER. 1613 01:20:25,837 --> 01:20:28,937 YES, THIS IS REALLY REMARKABLE WORK. 1614 01:20:28,937 --> 01:20:31,303 NO MATTER WHAT PAGE I TURN TO, 1615 01:20:31,303 --> 01:20:35,303 THERE'S SOMETHING HERE THAT REALLY MOVES ME. 1616 01:20:35,303 --> 01:20:37,402 - I WANT TO READ THIS. - OKAY. 1617 01:20:37,402 --> 01:20:41,271 "IS IT MORE IMPORTANT FOR ME TO BE A GOOD PERSON 1618 01:20:41,271 --> 01:20:44,369 OR TO BE THOUGHT OF AS A GOOD PERSON? 1619 01:20:44,369 --> 01:20:47,270 I'M SO SICK OF LIVING A LIFE IN FEAR 1620 01:20:47,270 --> 01:20:50,103 OF BEING FOUND OUT FOR THE PHONY I AM, 1621 01:20:50,103 --> 01:20:53,103 A LIFE WHERE I DON'T TRUST ANYONE'S INTENTIONS, 1622 01:20:53,103 --> 01:20:56,536 INCLUDING MY OWN." 1623 01:20:56,536 --> 01:20:58,069 WOW, THAT IS REALLY DEEP. 1624 01:20:58,069 --> 01:21:02,102 HARD TO IMAGINE THAT IT WAS WRITTEN BY A 15-YEAR-OLD. 1625 01:21:02,102 --> 01:21:05,169 - HE WAS AN OLD SOUL. - MMM. 1626 01:21:05,169 --> 01:21:08,701 YOU KNOW, I'M NOT GONNA PRETEND THAT I KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON 1627 01:21:08,701 --> 01:21:10,601 IN THE MIND OF A TEENAGER. 1628 01:21:10,601 --> 01:21:12,869 ALL I'M SAYING IS, KYLE MADE A MISTAKE. 1629 01:21:12,869 --> 01:21:14,935 IF YOU'RE THAT DEPRESSED, 1630 01:21:14,935 --> 01:21:17,802 REACH OUT TO SOMEONE. 1631 01:21:17,802 --> 01:21:21,168 AND REMEMBER, SUICIDE IS A PERMANENT SOLUTION 1632 01:21:21,168 --> 01:21:22,735 TO TEMPORARY PROBLEMS. 1633 01:21:22,735 --> 01:21:27,035 - YOU WANT MY JOB? - NO.PLEASE, DANA, NO. THANK YOU. 1634 01:21:27,035 --> 01:21:30,468 AGAIN, THE BOOK, "YOU DON'T KNOW ME." 1635 01:21:30,468 --> 01:21:32,767 AND MY GUEST HAS BEEN LANCE CLAYTON. 1636 01:21:32,767 --> 01:21:35,734 - ( audience applauding ) - THANK YOU. 1637 01:21:35,734 --> 01:21:38,102 YOU WERE SO GOOD! 1638 01:21:38,102 --> 01:21:40,634 THANKS, DOLL. 1639 01:21:40,634 --> 01:21:43,367 AND I'M SO GLAD YOU USED MY TITLE. 1640 01:21:43,367 --> 01:21:44,901 IT'S A GREAT TITLE. 1641 01:21:44,901 --> 01:21:46,367 ( phone ringing ) 1642 01:21:46,367 --> 01:21:48,168 HELLO? 1643 01:21:48,168 --> 01:21:49,967 LANCE, HI. IT'S BERT GREEN. 1644 01:21:49,967 --> 01:21:52,634 - HI. - You were so great on "Dr. Dana." 1645 01:21:52,634 --> 01:21:54,566 OH, THANKS, BERT. 1646 01:21:54,566 --> 01:21:57,566 IT WAS LIKE-- IT WAS LIKE WATCHING A BALLET. 1647 01:21:57,566 --> 01:21:59,966 Hey, do you have time to meet tomorrow? 1648 01:21:59,966 --> 01:22:01,900 Because there's a number of publishers 1649 01:22:01,900 --> 01:22:04,399 WHO ARE DYING 1650 01:22:04,399 --> 01:22:07,766 - TO MEET WITH YOU. - WELL, REALLY, NO. 1651 01:22:07,766 --> 01:22:09,866 ACTUALLY WE HAVE TO HEAD BACK TOMORROW. 1652 01:22:09,866 --> 01:22:13,066 THEY'RE DEDICATING THE SCHOOL LIBRARY IN KYLE'S HONOR. 1653 01:22:13,066 --> 01:22:15,432 GOOD FOR HIM. I MEAN, GOOD FOR YOU. 1654 01:22:15,432 --> 01:22:17,166 THAT'S GOOD. 1655 01:22:17,166 --> 01:22:19,766 HEY, LET'S DO IT SOON. 1656 01:22:19,766 --> 01:22:22,032 Because this book is hot. 1657 01:22:22,032 --> 01:22:25,698 It's like a volcano on the sun. 1658 01:22:25,698 --> 01:22:27,899 WOW. THAT'S A LOT OF HEAT. 1659 01:22:27,899 --> 01:22:29,365 I'm gonna get a hold of you soon. 1660 01:22:29,365 --> 01:22:31,398 OKAY? BYE. 1661 01:23:02,731 --> 01:23:03,930 LANCE, LANCE. 1662 01:23:03,930 --> 01:23:05,730 OH, GOD. I'M GLAD I CAUGHT YOU. 1663 01:23:05,730 --> 01:23:07,497 OH, YOUR BOOK IS ON FIRE. 1664 01:23:07,497 --> 01:23:08,930 - OH. - IT IS. 1665 01:23:08,930 --> 01:23:11,098 THIS IS-- THIS IS BILL TOBIN. 1666 01:23:11,098 --> 01:23:12,597 - HI. - FROM SIMON & SIMON. 1667 01:23:12,597 --> 01:23:14,763 - CARL KLIENMAN FROM HOWARD PUBLISHING. - HI. 1668 01:23:14,763 --> 01:23:17,963 AND THIS IS GEORGE KENNY, FROM KAUFMANN PRESS. 1669 01:23:17,963 --> 01:23:19,963 THEY LOVE YOUR BOOK AND THEY WANNA MEET WITH YOU. 1670 01:23:19,963 --> 01:23:21,963 - IT'S TRUE. - REALLY. 1671 01:23:21,963 --> 01:23:23,863 WE'RE NOT GONNA BOTHER WITH THAT RIGHT NOW. 1672 01:23:23,863 --> 01:23:26,897 THEY'RE GONNA HAVE A CHANCE TO TALK WITH YOU AFTER THE DEDICATION, OKAY? 1673 01:23:26,897 --> 01:23:28,196 - GOOD. - OKAY? 1674 01:23:28,196 --> 01:23:32,797 AND THEY ALSO WANT A BOOK OF YOURS TOO. 1675 01:23:33,863 --> 01:23:36,362 - THAT'S AMAZING. - YEAH. 1676 01:23:36,362 --> 01:23:38,495 - OKAY. - SEE YOU IN THERE. 1677 01:23:43,428 --> 01:23:46,362 I'M SO PROUD OF YOU, LAMB CHOP. 1678 01:23:46,362 --> 01:23:47,896 THANKS. 1679 01:23:54,162 --> 01:23:56,362 MR. CLAYTON. 1680 01:23:56,362 --> 01:23:57,829 BRUCE HORNSBY. 1681 01:23:57,829 --> 01:23:59,895 WE WROTE MR. HORNSBY AND HE CAME. 1682 01:23:59,895 --> 01:24:01,896 HEY, MAN, WHEN I HEARD WHAT A FAN KYLE WAS 1683 01:24:01,896 --> 01:24:03,928 I THOUGHT, HOW CAN I SAY NO? 1684 01:24:03,928 --> 01:24:05,162 All: AW. 1685 01:24:05,162 --> 01:24:07,228 - THANKS. - Girl: GOD, HE'S SO SWEET. 1686 01:24:17,327 --> 01:24:19,061 Girl: BRUCE HORNSBY. 1687 01:24:24,262 --> 01:24:27,228 I'D LIKE TO DEDICATE THIS SONG TO MY BIGGEST FAN, 1688 01:24:27,228 --> 01:24:31,326 - KYLE CLAYTON. - ( applauding ) 1689 01:24:31,326 --> 01:24:34,161 ( playing piano ) 1690 01:24:45,560 --> 01:24:49,026 * ANOTHER SONG CAME AND WENT * 1691 01:24:49,026 --> 01:24:52,161 * LIKE THE TIMES THAT WE SPENT * 1692 01:24:52,161 --> 01:24:55,227 * HIDING OUT FROM THE RAIN * 1693 01:24:55,227 --> 01:24:58,592 * UNDER THE CARNIVAL TENT 1694 01:24:59,793 --> 01:25:02,325 * I LAUGHED AND SHE'D SMILE * 1695 01:25:02,325 --> 01:25:05,260 * IT WOULD LAST FOR A WHILE * 1696 01:25:05,260 --> 01:25:07,592 * YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU GOT * 1697 01:25:07,592 --> 01:25:11,626 * TILL YOU LOSE IT ALL AGAIN * 1698 01:25:11,626 --> 01:25:14,458 * LISTEN TO THE MANDOLIN RAIN * 1699 01:25:14,458 --> 01:25:17,525 * LISTEN TO THE MUSIC ON THE LAKE * 1700 01:25:17,525 --> 01:25:20,993 * LISTEN TO MY HEART BREAK * 1701 01:25:20,993 --> 01:25:24,225 * EVERY TIME SHE RUNS AWAY * 1702 01:25:24,225 --> 01:25:27,491 * LISTEN TO THE BANJO WIND * 1703 01:25:27,491 --> 01:25:31,125 * A SAD SONG DRIFTING LOW * 1704 01:25:31,125 --> 01:25:33,458 * LISTEN TO THE TEARS ROLL * 1705 01:25:33,458 --> 01:25:37,758 * DOWN MY FACE AS SHE TURNS TO GO * 1706 01:25:37,758 --> 01:25:40,825 * LISTEN TO THE TEARS AS THEY ROLL * 1707 01:25:40,825 --> 01:25:44,290 * DOWN MY FACE AS SHE TURNS TO GO. * 1708 01:25:54,322 --> 01:25:57,557 MR. CLAYTON, 1709 01:25:57,557 --> 01:26:00,624 I WANT YOU TO KNOW THAT 1710 01:26:00,624 --> 01:26:03,924 I'VE ALWAYS FELT NOT ENOUGH. 1711 01:26:03,924 --> 01:26:05,923 MY DAD 1712 01:26:05,923 --> 01:26:08,856 RIDES ME ALL THE TIME. 1713 01:26:08,856 --> 01:26:10,524 HE CALLS ME A LOSER. 1714 01:26:12,456 --> 01:26:15,123 I ALMOST KILLED MYSELF 1715 01:26:15,123 --> 01:26:17,421 UNTIL KYLE'S NOTE AND BOOK CAME OUT. 1716 01:26:19,090 --> 01:26:21,422 IT SAVED MY LIFE. 1717 01:26:23,388 --> 01:26:26,455 I KNOW HE'S LOOKING DOWN ON YOU SO PROUD. 1718 01:26:30,223 --> 01:26:32,023 THANKS, PETE. 1719 01:26:35,256 --> 01:26:37,189 ( applause ) 1720 01:26:40,789 --> 01:26:43,388 THANK YOU, BRUCE HORNSBY. 1721 01:26:44,855 --> 01:26:47,822 WELCOME STUDENTS, FACULTY 1722 01:26:47,822 --> 01:26:50,121 AND GUESTS. 1723 01:26:50,121 --> 01:26:52,121 TODAY 1724 01:26:52,121 --> 01:26:54,888 WE CELEBRATE KYLE. 1725 01:26:56,855 --> 01:26:59,354 KYLE HAS SHOWN US SO MANY THINGS; 1726 01:26:59,354 --> 01:27:01,554 HOW FLEETING THE TIME 1727 01:27:01,554 --> 01:27:03,755 WE SPEND ON THIS EARTH REALLY IS. 1728 01:27:03,755 --> 01:27:07,221 KYLE DID NOT DIE IN VAIN. 1729 01:27:07,221 --> 01:27:08,487 THROUGH HIS BOOK 1730 01:27:08,487 --> 01:27:11,754 AND THROUGH OUR HEARTS HE WILL LIVE ON. 1731 01:27:13,554 --> 01:27:16,620 TODAY WE DEDICATE THIS LIBRARY 1732 01:27:16,620 --> 01:27:19,154 IN HIS SPIRIT. 1733 01:27:19,154 --> 01:27:22,088 A TRIBUTE TO HIS DEEP INTELLIGENCE 1734 01:27:22,088 --> 01:27:26,220 AND TO THE PROFOUND IMPACT HE MADE ON ALL OF US 1735 01:27:26,220 --> 01:27:29,418 IN THE BRIEF TIME WE WERE FORTUNATE ENOUGH TO KNOW HIM. 1736 01:27:32,053 --> 01:27:34,586 AND NOW TO ACCEPT THIS HONOR ON HIS BEHALF, 1737 01:27:34,586 --> 01:27:36,820 I GIVE YOU HIS FATHER 1738 01:27:36,820 --> 01:27:38,920 MR. LANCE CLAYTON. 1739 01:27:38,920 --> 01:27:40,653 ( crowd cheering ) 1740 01:28:32,584 --> 01:28:35,018 YOU GUYS DIDN'T LIKE KYLE. 1741 01:28:35,018 --> 01:28:38,018 BUT THAT'S OKAY, I DIDN'T EITHER. 1742 01:28:39,950 --> 01:28:42,416 I LOVED HIM. 1743 01:28:42,416 --> 01:28:44,850 HE WAS MY SON, 1744 01:28:46,316 --> 01:28:48,283 BUT HE WAS ALSO A DOUCHE BAG. 1745 01:28:52,817 --> 01:28:56,450 HE WASN'T VERY SMART 1746 01:28:56,450 --> 01:28:58,683 AND HE DIDN'T KILL HIMSELF. 1747 01:29:02,482 --> 01:29:05,483 KYLE DIED ACCIDENTALLY WHILE MASTURBATING. 1748 01:29:10,681 --> 01:29:12,949 I MADE IT LOOK LIKE A SUICIDE 1749 01:29:12,949 --> 01:29:15,949 AND I WROTE A SUICIDE NOTE. 1750 01:29:20,849 --> 01:29:24,082 I ALSO WROTE HIS JOURNAL. THANK YOU. 1751 01:29:39,615 --> 01:29:41,414 THANKS. 1752 01:29:41,414 --> 01:29:44,915 YOU ARE AN ASSHOLE. 1753 01:29:44,915 --> 01:29:46,615 YEAH. 1754 01:29:46,615 --> 01:29:48,815 Lance's voice: I USED TO THINK THE WORSTTHING IN LIFE 1755 01:29:48,815 --> 01:29:50,948 WAS TO END UP ALL ALONE. 1756 01:29:50,948 --> 01:29:53,347 IT'S NOT. 1757 01:29:53,347 --> 01:29:55,781 THE WORST THING IN LIFE IS ENDING UP WITH PEOPLE 1758 01:29:55,781 --> 01:29:58,248 WHO MAKE YOU FEEL ALL ALONE. 1759 01:29:58,248 --> 01:30:02,213 * PRESSURE PUSHING DOWN ON ME * 1760 01:30:02,213 --> 01:30:06,046 * PRESSING DOWN ON YOU, NO MAN ASKED FOR * 1761 01:30:06,046 --> 01:30:08,214 * UNDER PRESSURE 1762 01:30:08,214 --> 01:30:10,613 * THAT BURNS A BUILDING DOWN * 1763 01:30:10,613 --> 01:30:12,846 * SPLITS A FAMILY IN TWO 1764 01:30:12,846 --> 01:30:15,513 * PUTS PEOPLE ON STREETS 1765 01:30:15,513 --> 01:30:17,646 * UM BA BA BE 1766 01:30:17,646 --> 01:30:19,646 * UM BA BA BE 1767 01:30:19,646 --> 01:30:23,279 * DE DAY DA, EE DAY DA * 1768 01:30:23,279 --> 01:30:25,613 * IT'S THE TERROR OF KNOWING * 1769 01:30:25,613 --> 01:30:28,180 * WHAT THIS WORLD IS ABOUT * 1770 01:30:28,180 --> 01:30:32,112 * WATCHING SOME GOOD FRIENDS SCREAMING, "LET ME OUT" * 1771 01:30:32,112 --> 01:30:36,512 * PRAY TOMORROW GETS ME HIGHER * 1772 01:30:36,512 --> 01:30:40,612 * PRESSURE ON PEOPLE, PEOPLE ON STREETS * 1773 01:30:40,612 --> 01:30:44,179 * DAY DAY DE MM HM 1774 01:30:44,179 --> 01:30:47,678 * DA DA DA BA BA OKAY * 1775 01:30:50,345 --> 01:30:52,377 * CHIPPIN' AROUND * 1776 01:30:52,377 --> 01:30:54,811 * KICK MY BRAINS AROUND THE FLOOR * 1777 01:30:54,811 --> 01:30:58,344 * THESE ARE THE DAYS IT NEVER RAINS BUT IT POURS * 1778 01:30:58,344 --> 01:31:02,544 * EE DO BA BE EE DA BA BA BA * 1779 01:31:02,544 --> 01:31:06,246 * UM BO BO BE LAP 1780 01:31:06,246 --> 01:31:09,844 * PEOPLE ON STREETS, EE DA DE DA DE * 1781 01:31:09,844 --> 01:31:14,544 * PEOPLE ON STREETS, EE DA DE DA DE DA DE DA * 1782 01:31:14,544 --> 01:31:18,277 * IT'S THE TERROR OF KNOWING WHAT THIS WORLD IS ABOUT * 1783 01:31:18,277 --> 01:31:23,111 * WATCHING SOME GOOD FRIENDS SCREAMING, "LET ME OUT" * 1784 01:31:23,111 --> 01:31:27,476 * PRAY TOMORROW GETS ME HIGHER HIGH HIGH * 1785 01:31:27,476 --> 01:31:31,510 * PRESSURE ON PEOPLE, PEOPLE ON STREETS * 1786 01:31:33,711 --> 01:31:38,643 * TURNED AWAY FROM IT ALL LIKE A BLIND MAN * 1787 01:31:38,643 --> 01:31:42,209 * SAT ON A FENCE BUT IT DON'T WORK * 1788 01:31:42,209 --> 01:31:44,542 * KEEP COMING UP WITH LOVE * 1789 01:31:44,542 --> 01:31:46,743 * BUT IT'S SO SLASHED AND TORN * 1790 01:31:46,743 --> 01:31:51,309 * WHY? WHY? WHY? * 1791 01:31:57,809 --> 01:32:01,876 * LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE * 1792 01:32:01,876 --> 01:32:05,408 * INSANITY LAUGHS UNDER PRESSURE WE'RE BREAKING * 1793 01:32:05,408 --> 01:32:09,176 * CAN'T WE GIVE OURSELVES ONE MORE CHANCE? * 1794 01:32:09,176 --> 01:32:13,208 * WHY CAN'T WE GIVE LOVE THAT ONE MORE CHANCE? * 1795 01:32:13,208 --> 01:32:18,307 * WHY CAN'T WE GIVE LOVE GIVE LOVE GIVE LOVE GIVE LOVE * 1796 01:32:18,307 --> 01:32:22,075 * GIVE LOVE GIVE LOVE GIVE LOVE GIVE LOVE GIVE LOVE * 1797 01:32:22,075 --> 01:32:27,341 * 'CAUSE LOVE'S SUCH AN OLD-FASHIONED WORD * 1798 01:32:27,341 --> 01:32:31,406 * AND LOVE DARES YOU TO CARE * 1799 01:32:31,406 --> 01:32:37,774 * FOR THE PEOPLE ON THE EDGE OF THE NIGHT * 1800 01:32:37,774 --> 01:32:42,774 * AND LOVE DARES YOU TO CHANGE OUR WAY * 1801 01:32:42,774 --> 01:32:47,508 * OF CARING ABOUT OURSELVES * 1802 01:32:47,508 --> 01:32:51,907 * THIS IS OUR LAST DANCE * 1803 01:32:51,907 --> 01:32:55,840 * THIS IS OUR LAST DANCE 1804 01:32:55,840 --> 01:32:59,907 * THIS IS OURSELVES 1805 01:32:59,907 --> 01:33:02,040 * UNDER PRESSURE 1806 01:33:04,006 --> 01:33:06,206 * UNDER PRESSURE 1807 01:33:08,739 --> 01:33:10,806 * PRESSURE. 1808 01:33:27,140 --> 01:33:30,038 I KNEW YOU WROTE THE BOOK. 1809 01:33:34,806 --> 01:33:36,271 I LIKED IT. 1810 01:33:36,271 --> 01:33:39,172 - REALLY? - YOU'RE A GOOD WRITER. 1811 01:33:39,172 --> 01:33:41,239 I THINK YOU SHOULD KEEP WRITING. 1812 01:33:42,705 --> 01:33:44,370 THANKS, ANDREW. I WILL. 1813 01:33:46,038 --> 01:33:47,805 HEY, ANDREW. 1814 01:33:47,805 --> 01:33:50,104 - WHAT ARE YOU DOING? - NOTHING. 1815 01:33:50,104 --> 01:33:52,637 DO YOU WANT SOMETHING TO EAT? 1816 01:33:52,637 --> 01:33:54,938 I'D LIKE THAT VERY MUCH, SIR. 1817 01:33:54,938 --> 01:33:56,570 I'M VEGETARIAN. 1818 01:33:56,570 --> 01:33:58,604 I KNOW.