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I'll never know how we ever...
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welcome home, stranger.
How was seattle?
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It was good.
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It's always a little weird
going back,but it was good.
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Uh,your brother says hello.
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Mm. How's derek?
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- He's,uh...
- Derek?
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If you and sam have time for breakfast,
I can scramble up a few more eggs.
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Um... Sam's not here.
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Good not here,like you're
making him wait to see you
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because it's extra hot
to delay homecoming sex,
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or bad not here,like
things are not good?
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I gave him a choice before I left.
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I said,we either have
a baby or we end things.
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Wow. Uh,and?
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And,uh,he thought it was best to stay
at his place until he makes his decision.
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Yay for love.
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Right?
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Why aren't you ready to
go? We're already late.
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These wedding invitations were
supposed to go out a week ago.
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Why didn't you send 'em?
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I'll start on 'em today,okay?
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No,not okay.We're falling behind.
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If you had sent them,I
could've told my mother
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it was too late to invite aunt zelda,
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but now she apologized to my mother for
saying that her brisket was too tough,
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and now we have to invite her.
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Fine.She can sit next to buster hodges.
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Uncle on big daddy's side.
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Mama wants to add him.
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Where would one find a buster hodges?
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Oneonta,alabama.
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I'm sure his address is in my old book.
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Here.
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Wow. Did that come with
your,uh,trapper keeper in eighth grade?
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Coming from the man who still
has a magic wand collection.
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Wh-oh,sweet mother.Who's this guy?
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- It's no one.
- Whoa. No one that you kept...
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- Come on. - In your...
20-year-old address book?
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It's billy.
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Ex-husband billy?
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Why'd you keep that?
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The man cheated on me.I hate him for it.
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End of story.I just-I don't...
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Get why you keep a picture
of somebody you hate.
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You seriously want to discuss this?
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You made me throw out pictures
of every girl I ever looked at,
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and I did it because
I assumed,if I didn't,
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it would make you feel like
I still had feelings for them.
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- Okay.
- Fine.
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- hey.
- hi.
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You're-you're back.
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Yes,last night,late.
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- I'm- I would've
called,but - No,no,no,no.
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- I missed
you. - I- hey.
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Yeah. I missed you,too.
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How was,uh,how was your trip?
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It was good.Yeah,it was good.
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- Look,sam,the
- I w-sorry.
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You go.
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What you asked me before you left...
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I know that you expect an answer,and...
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I just don't have one yet.
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You need to decide.
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And in the meantime?
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You have a singles table when you're 25
and still want to set your friends up.
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- I'm just saying,if bubba's coming alone
- His name's buster.
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Whatever.If he's coming alone,and
aunt zelda is coming alone-
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Are we allowed to bring
a date to your wedding?
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- no.
- Sure.
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Yet another advantage to being married-
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Not having to fly solo
at your friend's wedding.
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Mm. Amen.
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Amelia,if there's somebody that
you'd really like to bring,it's fine.
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Sheldon,are you bringing anyone?
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You mean,do I have someone special
that I really want to bring,
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someone I'm happily dating,perhaps
a fellow therapist/ book reviewer?
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Unfortunately,no,I don't.
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Well,you like southern
accents,don't you,sheldon?
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I'm sure charlotte has some
friends that you could date.
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Yes,and some of them
even have all their teeth.
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- I swear,cooper
- Hey.
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Good morning.
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Hey,you're back.How was your trip?
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Hey. It was good.
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You know,I managed to safely
deliver the baby of an old friend,
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and,yeah,ended on a high note.
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Excuse me,I'm looking
for Dr.Violet turner.
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Uh,I'm Dr. Turner,but our receptionist
signs for all the packages.
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I don't need a signature.
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You've just been served.
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Have a great day.
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"liability for breach
of confidentiality.
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" "recently published book "violates
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continued duty of confidentiality
in regard to plaintiff.
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" That's crazy.Who
would sue you for that?
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The woman who attacked me.
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I'm being sued by katie.
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Private.Practice
Season 04 Episode 19
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Katie.The plaintiff is katie.
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"after 18 months of psychiatric
care,plaintiff now emotionally stable"-
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She attacked violet and they let her go?
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After only 18 months,they let
her go,and now she does this?
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"book is inhibiting the progress of
plaintiff's continued mental recovery.
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" Okay,this has gotta
be some kind of joke.
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It doesn't sound very funny to me.
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No,it's not funny.
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"seeks immediate
cessation of publication,
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marketing,and sales
of aforementioned book.
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" She's demanding you take
your book off the shelves?
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Ugh. I'm sorry.I-I have
to deal with a patient.
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Uh,vi,if you need anything from me,okay?
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It's just been so long,I thought
katie was gone from my life forever.
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Well,they can't seriously
think you have a responsibility
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in her recovery after almost two years.
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Of course not.She's your attacker.
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You owe her nothing.It's
not that simple.
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Doctors have certain
obligations to their patients
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even after they finish caring for them.
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No,those rights disappeared when
she walked into our living room and
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- pete.
- No,she's a criminal!
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She should've been put away
for the rest of her life.
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I agree.No court is gonna
side with her on this.
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This is ridiculous.I'm gonna
get our lawyer on the phone.
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- Pete. Hang on.
- Back off,sheldon.
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Even though violet changed
katie's name in the book,
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- she does still talk about katie's
personal trauma - what are you saying?
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That anyone who's seen the local
news or read a paper or uses google
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is gonna know that katie's the one
that violet's been talking about.
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Are you siding with katie?
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Of course not,but we have
to consider for a moment
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that the doctor-patient confidentiality
might have been violated.
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Violet is not necessarily innocent here.
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I did nothing wrong.
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And shame on you for saying otherwise.
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Val.
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Hey.We didn't have an
appointment today,did we?
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Uh,it's not a baby thing.
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Dr. Bennett was doing
his routine checkup,
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and he noticed my glands were
swollen,so he did a biopsy.
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He said it's probably
nothing,but just in case,
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I've made it very clear who gary can
and cannot marry the second time around.
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There's a list.
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Hey,guys.I,uh,I have val's results.
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You want to step into my office?
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That can't be good.
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Uh,val has burkitt's lymphoma.
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That's cancer of the lymphatic system.
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How... How bad is it?
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Well,given that there was no
evidence of it on her last visit,
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it means it is aggressive,so we should
get you into the hospital right away
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and do some more testing.
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This can't be happening.
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Honey,what do you always tell me?
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Don't borrow trouble.
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We can fight this.
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So what,surgery?
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Well,with this type of cancer,surgery
and radiation are not viable options.
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Chemo has proven effective,but cannot
be administered while you're pregnant.
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- Okay,so I-in a few months -
no,we don't have that kind of time.
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We should deliver the baby right away.
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I'm only at 25 weeks.
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I know,but the baby is viable.
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Dr. Bennett,you don't agree?
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Well,if you deliver your son now,uh,he's
likely to have serious health problems-
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Neurological,muscular,his
sight could be impaired-
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And that's assuming that he survives.
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He could die?
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Yes,but so could you.Val...
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I know that this is a horrible
choice to have to make,but-
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There is no choice.
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We can try again.
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But right now,we've
gotta worry about you.
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no. y
- Not this time.
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After all the miscarriages and
leaving work and bed rest...
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We did everything we
were supposed to do-
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We can't start over now.
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Maybe we should take some
time and think about this.
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no. I'm carrying this baby to term.
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I choose him... Even if it kills me.
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Sam,we always save the mother first.
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Val is making the wrong choice
here,and her cancer is spreading fast.
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Maybe,but every day makes a
huge difference to this baby.
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Right now his lungs haven't matured.
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His visual and auditory
systems are still developing.
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But if we wait just two weeks,the
chances of him surviving increase 80%.
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In two weeks,val will be much worse.
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She's becoming hypermetabolic,and the
cancer is already overtaking her system.
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Guys,hang on.If this
woman were hemorrhaging
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and a split-second
decision needed to be made,
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it would be a no-brainer,but
in this case,she's conscious.
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I mean,she's aware.It's her body.
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- Thank you.
- It's her life.
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If she wants to give it up for
her baby,that is her choice.
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Without intravenous or intrathecal chemo
administered immediately,val will die.
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Okay.So let me understand.
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You're saying that even though this
woman has explicitly stated the fact
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that she wants to have a
child,no matter what the cost-
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- sam
- You're suggesting that we disregard that.
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It is not the same.
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Well,from my perspective in this
situation,there's nothing left to be said.
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So I talked to the lawyer.
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He thinks katie might have a case.
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What are you doing?
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I'm gonna find every
reference to katie in the book,
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and I'm gonna figure out
if I violated any privilege.
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Look,I don't want you
to worry about this.
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- We're gonna fight
- I can handle this,pete.
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Just give a minute to figure
out what the hell... I'm sorry.
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I'm sorry.I just never
expected this to happen.
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How could you?
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I mean,I-i didn't do anything wrong.
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I didn't do anything
to hurt katie.And yet...
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I think I should go talk to her.
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No. Absolutely not. She's dangerous.
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Maybe we could come to
some kind of understanding.
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Oh,for god sake,violet.
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That's why we have a restraining
order against her in the first place.
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Pete,she's not gonna be the same katie.
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I mean,no,if they're letting her out,
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that means she's done a lot of
work and she's ready to reintegrate.
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I'm sure she has a therapist
and a drug regimen and...
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- Violet - She'll be closer to
the katie I knew when I worked with her.
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Yeah,and look how well that turned out.
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She knows me.
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Pete,no.And whatever else has happened,
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that doctor-patient
dynamic is still in place,
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and that means maybe I
could get through to her.
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Let the lawyers handle it.
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No,that's just gonna
alienate her even more.
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Violet,remember when you told
me to sit down with my mother
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and make amends before she died?
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I was not there yet,but I trusted you.
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Please trust me.
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No matter what you say to
her,it's not gonna change things.
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It's just gonna make things worse.
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I'm telling you,leave it alone.
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♪♪
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How are you feeling?
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Better than gary.
243
00:11:43,590 --> 00:11:45,250
He's usually the calm one.
244
00:11:45,440 --> 00:11:47,310
I need him to be the calm one.
245
00:11:47,380 --> 00:11:48,780
Give him some time.
246
00:11:49,380 --> 00:11:50,820
I'm not good at that.
247
00:11:50,930 --> 00:11:53,490
Think about what I do
- Trading commodities.
248
00:11:53,780 --> 00:11:55,320
It's a frantic business.
249
00:11:55,360 --> 00:11:57,060
It never stops.
250
00:11:57,530 --> 00:11:59,210
I never stopped.
251
00:11:59,270 --> 00:12:01,080
Until gary made you?
252
00:12:01,800 --> 00:12:03,560
The baby made me.
253
00:12:04,090 --> 00:12:08,440
And gary,I guess...
Well,he made it possible.
254
00:12:08,970 --> 00:12:10,650
He doesn't want to lose you.
255
00:12:11,310 --> 00:12:14,960
On our first date,he told me that
he was really okay being with a woman
256
00:12:15,010 --> 00:12:19,290
who had a career,but that no
kids would be a deal breaker.
257
00:12:20,860 --> 00:12:22,970
I promised him.
258
00:12:23,500 --> 00:12:24,660
I can relate.
259
00:12:26,620 --> 00:12:30,170
Sometimes,wanting a baby,it's,uh...
260
00:12:30,230 --> 00:12:32,210
Well,it's like nothing else matters.
261
00:12:32,270 --> 00:12:35,760
But you have to think about
what you two have been through
262
00:12:35,820 --> 00:12:38,390
and that you could die.
263
00:12:38,980 --> 00:12:41,940
Yeah... I guess I could.
264
00:12:42,910 --> 00:12:44,310
Val,what's going on here?
265
00:12:46,320 --> 00:12:48,060
I want to give gary a baby.
266
00:12:48,450 --> 00:12:51,970
And you've tried,but I
- Is gary pressuring you?
267
00:12:52,020 --> 00:12:54,960
No,no. It's not that.It's just...
268
00:13:00,380 --> 00:13:04,860
- I did something once,and,uh...
- What?
269
00:13:05,990 --> 00:13:10,740
Five and a half years ago,gary and
I had settled into being married.
270
00:13:10,830 --> 00:13:13,740
I passed my series 3,
271
00:13:13,870 --> 00:13:16,600
and I was finally getting a
shot to trade with the big boys.
272
00:13:17,000 --> 00:13:20,040
I was stressed and I wasn't eating,so...
273
00:13:20,910 --> 00:13:23,840
I wasn't worried when I missed
a couple of periods,but...
274
00:13:28,080 --> 00:13:32,050
You can't become one of the guys and
then walk around with a baby inside you.
275
00:13:33,970 --> 00:13:35,680
You had an abortion.
276
00:13:38,470 --> 00:13:40,650
- Did you tell gary?
- I couldn't.
277
00:13:40,940 --> 00:13:44,180
Well,you've gotta tell him
now.I mean,that was years ago.
278
00:13:44,320 --> 00:13:45,530
He won't understand.
279
00:13:45,570 --> 00:13:47,940
Maybe not at first,but
you'll help him to understand.
280
00:13:47,980 --> 00:13:49,170
Not a lie like this.
281
00:13:49,240 --> 00:13:50,870
I'm not saying it's
gonna be easy,all right?
282
00:13:50,930 --> 00:13:53,100
But what if you don't tell,if
you continue to hide this?
283
00:13:53,170 --> 00:13:55,180
What do you think that'll
do to your relationship?
284
00:13:55,240 --> 00:13:57,190
Val? Val,talk to me.
285
00:13:57,250 --> 00:13:58,630
I need help in here!
286
00:14:00,010 --> 00:14:01,200
Look at me.
287
00:14:01,260 --> 00:14:03,040
Give me your hands.Breathe.
288
00:14:04,390 --> 00:14:06,300
Breathe.Good.
289
00:14:06,360 --> 00:14:08,280
Okay,okay,breathe.
290
00:14:11,690 --> 00:14:12,850
hey.
291
00:14:12,940 --> 00:14:18,340
Um... Are you still in love with billy?
292
00:14:19,330 --> 00:14:20,220
What?
293
00:14:20,270 --> 00:14:23,550
Your ex-husband,do you still
have feelings for him or...
294
00:14:23,600 --> 00:14:25,250
He broke my heart,cooper.
295
00:14:25,310 --> 00:14:28,410
Right.But you kept his picture
until,you know,this morning.
296
00:14:28,610 --> 00:14:31,350
- Why?
- You really can't let this go?
297
00:14:31,410 --> 00:14:33,430
Honestly,no.You're dragging
your feet on the wedding,
298
00:14:33,460 --> 00:14:35,320
the invitations still haven't gone out,
299
00:14:35,430 --> 00:14:37,520
and every time I bring it up,you
look at me like I'm the crazy one.
300
00:14:37,580 --> 00:14:39,400
And now there's this photo.
301
00:14:39,470 --> 00:14:41,410
Look...
302
00:14:41,700 --> 00:14:45,130
I found it a few weeks ago
when we started the invitations.
303
00:14:45,380 --> 00:14:46,880
I don't know why I kept it.
304
00:14:47,700 --> 00:14:49,010
I just did.
305
00:14:49,740 --> 00:14:52,110
So does he still mean something to you?
306
00:14:52,870 --> 00:14:53,910
Is that what you think?
307
00:14:53,970 --> 00:14:58,110
All I know is,we're about to start
this life together,and this feels weird.
308
00:14:58,160 --> 00:15:01,180
So what,y-y-you want
to break up with me?
309
00:15:01,610 --> 00:15:02,940
Maybe call off our wedding?
310
00:15:02,990 --> 00:15:04,540
Of course not.
311
00:15:04,790 --> 00:15:06,810
I just want to understand this.
312
00:15:07,510 --> 00:15:10,750
It's history.It's done.
313
00:15:15,520 --> 00:15:17,760
I don't understand.What
- I mean,look at her.
314
00:15:17,810 --> 00:15:19,500
It's called s.v.c.Syndrome.
315
00:15:19,540 --> 00:15:22,380
It's a blockage of the vessels
that drain the neck and head.
316
00:15:22,430 --> 00:15:25,720
It's causing pressure and
lack of oxygen to those areas.
317
00:15:25,790 --> 00:15:26,910
You could stop breathing.
318
00:15:26,970 --> 00:15:28,560
Is this because of the cancer?
319
00:15:28,630 --> 00:15:31,740
It is.This is why we need to
start treatment immediately.
320
00:15:31,820 --> 00:15:33,920
After the baby's born.
321
00:15:34,450 --> 00:15:36,140
Please,baby.
322
00:15:36,340 --> 00:15:37,750
I can't lose you.
323
00:15:37,800 --> 00:15:41,310
I need to come home and
hear about your crazy day
324
00:15:41,570 --> 00:15:44,130
with the mouth breathers at your office.
325
00:15:44,210 --> 00:15:48,390
I need to replant our garden
every year and surprise you.
326
00:15:48,830 --> 00:15:50,750
You need to be a dad.
327
00:15:51,170 --> 00:15:52,750
Not alone.
328
00:15:53,350 --> 00:15:55,230
I don't want to do it alone.
329
00:15:57,270 --> 00:15:59,170
- Do something.
- Val...
330
00:16:01,030 --> 00:16:03,210
Dr.Montgomery,don't do this.
331
00:16:03,270 --> 00:16:05,880
You two have a deal,right,the
truth no matter what?
332
00:16:23,290 --> 00:16:24,710
i...
333
00:16:26,450 --> 00:16:28,290
I had an abortion.
334
00:16:33,300 --> 00:16:34,580
When?
335
00:16:35,760 --> 00:16:39,010
I had just started
trading,and I couldn't.
336
00:16:42,330 --> 00:16:43,920
But I could've.
337
00:16:47,840 --> 00:16:49,540
Why would you do that?
338
00:16:50,280 --> 00:16:52,360
I would've stayed home.I
would've done everything.
339
00:16:52,410 --> 00:16:54,150
I'm so sorry.
340
00:16:54,280 --> 00:16:56,980
Please.You have to forgive me.
341
00:16:58,190 --> 00:17:00,040
I don't-I don't know if I can.
342
00:17:19,460 --> 00:17:21,060
Am I completely crazy for doing this?
343
00:17:21,100 --> 00:17:22,820
You really want me to answer that?
344
00:17:22,960 --> 00:17:25,420
You're a little bit
crazy,but I know you,
345
00:17:25,480 --> 00:17:27,550
and I know you're not gonna
be able to let this go,
346
00:17:28,460 --> 00:17:31,300
- and you think you can help her,so...
- That's why you're my best friend.Okay.
347
00:17:31,410 --> 00:17:33,020
Okay,I'm gonna be sitting
right here watching you,
348
00:17:33,070 --> 00:17:36,650
so if you feel threatened at all,you
give me the sign,and I'm there.
349
00:17:36,910 --> 00:17:38,590
- bye.
- bye.
350
00:17:58,770 --> 00:17:59,760
Katie.
351
00:18:00,770 --> 00:18:02,140
Oh,my god.
352
00:18:03,250 --> 00:18:04,760
W- What- What are
you doing here?
353
00:18:04,820 --> 00:18:05,980
- You can't
- we need to talk.We need to talk.
354
00:18:06,060 --> 00:18:09,020
No,no,no.My restraining
order-I could get in trouble.
355
00:18:09,100 --> 00:18:10,870
Don't worry.I came to see you.
356
00:18:10,940 --> 00:18:13,260
That's not how they'll
see it.You have to go,now.
357
00:18:13,300 --> 00:18:16,790
Please. I just need
- Give me a minute.
358
00:18:33,490 --> 00:18:37,500
Despite what you may think,I always
tried to be a good doctor to you.
359
00:18:37,550 --> 00:18:39,650
I always worked with the
goal of getting you well.
360
00:18:39,700 --> 00:18:42,760
I even kept you out of jail so that you
could get the treatment that you needed.
361
00:18:42,810 --> 00:18:45,180
Yes,and I will always
be grateful for that.
362
00:18:46,580 --> 00:18:48,020
Then why are you doing this?
363
00:18:48,060 --> 00:18:51,100
Why are you... Attacking me again?
364
00:18:51,150 --> 00:18:52,680
I'm not attacking you.
365
00:18:52,770 --> 00:18:55,170
I'm standing up for myself.
366
00:18:57,090 --> 00:19:01,500
I spent 18 months in an
institution,working on my recovery,
367
00:19:01,740 --> 00:19:06,010
dealing with my past and all the
mistakes I made,and it was hard.
368
00:19:06,080 --> 00:19:08,910
But I did it because I
wanted a future for myself.
369
00:19:09,000 --> 00:19:11,900
And then when I got out,I
- I did all the right things.
370
00:19:11,950 --> 00:19:14,650
I got a therapist,I got this job.
371
00:19:14,780 --> 00:19:20,550
I- I even met a guy-
Justin... A really great guy.
372
00:19:21,990 --> 00:19:25,680
He had no idea who I
was or what I had done.
373
00:19:26,710 --> 00:19:29,730
He just cared about me
- This me.
374
00:19:30,710 --> 00:19:38,610
And then... Justin's
sister... She read your book.
375
00:19:39,720 --> 00:19:44,220
She read your book and...
She put it together.
376
00:19:44,360 --> 00:19:47,930
And she told him,and he was...
377
00:19:48,950 --> 00:19:50,880
He was gone so fast.
378
00:19:54,240 --> 00:20:00,610
Do you understand what...
What your book is doing to me?
379
00:20:00,690 --> 00:20:02,260
It's-it's taking away my clean start.
380
00:20:02,310 --> 00:20:04,420
i
- I changed the name.I tried to protect your identity.
381
00:20:04,460 --> 00:20:07,890
People read the newspaper,they watch
the news,they remember what I did.
382
00:20:07,930 --> 00:20:10,140
It's not hard to put together
those stories with the book.
383
00:20:10,170 --> 00:20:13,470
The book is the story of my life,of
all the things that happened to me.
384
00:20:13,530 --> 00:20:19,820
And that night,what... What you
did to me,that is part of it.
385
00:20:19,870 --> 00:20:23,270
How can I write about my life if
I don't write about that night?
386
00:20:23,510 --> 00:20:25,980
But that's me anymore.You know that.
387
00:20:28,620 --> 00:20:29,670
I do know that.
388
00:20:29,700 --> 00:20:31,980
So then that book is our past,right?
389
00:20:32,070 --> 00:20:33,530
Yours and mine.
390
00:20:33,580 --> 00:20:35,960
I need to be looking forward.
391
00:20:36,040 --> 00:20:39,390
As long as that book is
out there,I can't heal.
392
00:21:01,860 --> 00:21:04,630
Charlotte kept a picture of her
ex-husband who cheated on her,
393
00:21:04,700 --> 00:21:07,800
- and I confronted her about it
- Ooh,that's unlike you.
394
00:21:09,460 --> 00:21:12,140
She won't tell me why she
kept it,and I'm worried.
395
00:21:12,240 --> 00:21:14,560
She's lied to me before about this guy.
396
00:21:15,220 --> 00:21:18,070
Am I crazy to make a thing outta this?
397
00:21:18,160 --> 00:21:19,690
Uh,sit down.
398
00:21:26,410 --> 00:21:29,360
Has she had any contact with
her ex-husband since the divorce?
399
00:21:29,430 --> 00:21:32,180
As far as I know,they have not talked
since the day she walked out on him,
400
00:21:32,250 --> 00:21:34,650
but,you know,they moved
here together,and...
401
00:21:35,620 --> 00:21:37,210
I looked him up. He's still here.
402
00:21:37,260 --> 00:21:39,930
He's a mechanic in north hollywood.
403
00:21:40,230 --> 00:21:41,910
Well,she might still care about him.
404
00:21:41,990 --> 00:21:43,290
You think she still has
feelings for this guy?
405
00:21:43,400 --> 00:21:45,650
Yes,yes,but not necessarily
the way you think.
406
00:21:47,020 --> 00:21:48,600
Okay,I don't understand.
407
00:21:49,380 --> 00:21:50,930
Charlotte might be holding
on to that picture not
408
00:21:51,000 --> 00:21:52,690
because she still cares about her ex,
409
00:21:52,750 --> 00:21:56,680
but because she still cares
about why he cheated on her.
410
00:21:57,050 --> 00:21:59,100
She loved this guy,and he deceived her.
411
00:21:59,160 --> 00:22:02,420
And no matter how much people tell her
it wasn't her fault,somewhere deep down,
412
00:22:02,480 --> 00:22:05,680
charlotte probably wonders,if
on some level it was her fault,
413
00:22:05,740 --> 00:22:08,340
if she did something to
push the guy away or...
414
00:22:08,390 --> 00:22:09,900
So how does she get past it?
415
00:22:09,970 --> 00:22:12,630
Well,either she confronts
him and tries to understand-
416
00:22:12,700 --> 00:22:15,830
- That's never gonna happen.
- Or she lives with it.
417
00:22:15,870 --> 00:22:18,380
People live with all kinds
of frustrations,cooper.
418
00:22:18,440 --> 00:22:20,050
You know,believe me.
419
00:22:20,850 --> 00:22:23,210
Uh,if this is a violet/marla thing-
420
00:22:23,280 --> 00:22:25,990
Violet plays it down,acts
like it's nothing.
421
00:22:26,040 --> 00:22:28,400
But it's not nothing,cooper.It's
something to me.
422
00:22:28,450 --> 00:22:32,530
And to spitefully suggest that a
woman like marla can be swapped out
423
00:22:32,710 --> 00:22:36,190
for a friend of charlotte's- I
mean,no offense-When I'm in love...
424
00:22:38,100 --> 00:22:39,800
You're in love with marla?
425
00:22:40,950 --> 00:22:43,480
Maybe,but the point is,i'll never know.
426
00:22:44,550 --> 00:22:48,350
This whole "living with frustration"
thing,maybe it's not such a good idea.
427
00:22:59,970 --> 00:23:01,040
Excuse me.
428
00:23:01,090 --> 00:23:03,380
Do you know where I could
find,uh,billy douglas?
429
00:23:03,770 --> 00:23:07,800
Right over there.Tall
guy.Uh,name tag says "billy.
430
00:23:14,600 --> 00:23:16,220
" Hey,uh,billy douglas?
431
00:23:16,380 --> 00:23:17,450
What can I do for you?
432
00:23:17,490 --> 00:23:19,950
Uh,I'm cooper freedman,and
this may sound strange,
433
00:23:20,020 --> 00:23:22,960
but I'm engaged to charlotte king.
434
00:23:23,220 --> 00:23:25,030
And I need to talk to you.
435
00:23:32,080 --> 00:23:33,510
Why did you push her?
436
00:23:33,680 --> 00:23:36,250
- I didn't push her.
- Yes,addison,you did.
437
00:23:36,950 --> 00:23:38,250
She was a wreck.
438
00:23:38,300 --> 00:23:40,260
The secret was eating away at her.
439
00:23:40,310 --> 00:23:43,540
She was willing to risk her
life to make it right with gary.
440
00:23:43,630 --> 00:23:45,720
- I thought he'd at least listen.
- Well,he did listen.
441
00:23:45,770 --> 00:23:47,080
Yeah,right before he
walked out the door.
442
00:23:47,150 --> 00:23:48,840
- Val lied to him.
- Val made a choice.
443
00:23:48,890 --> 00:23:50,510
A unilateral choice.
444
00:23:50,570 --> 00:23:51,850
She didn't discuss it with her husband.
445
00:23:51,900 --> 00:23:53,830
She didn't even tell
him what she was doing.
446
00:23:53,940 --> 00:23:57,470
She just-she just did it and
expected him to say it was okay.
447
00:23:57,630 --> 00:24:01,390
But when-when you're in
love with someone,addison,
448
00:24:01,840 --> 00:24:04,730
when you're in a real
relationship,you don't do that.
449
00:24:05,350 --> 00:24:09,180
Our relationship is real.Sam,I love you.
450
00:24:09,230 --> 00:24:10,560
Then why did you give me an ultimatum?
451
00:24:10,610 --> 00:24:12,960
- We discussed it.
- We did not discuss.
452
00:24:13,180 --> 00:24:15,380
You said,either we have
a baby or we end it.
453
00:24:15,450 --> 00:24:17,040
That's not a discussion.
454
00:24:22,980 --> 00:24:24,880
I can't date marla if violet hates her.
455
00:24:24,940 --> 00:24:25,890
Why not?
456
00:24:25,940 --> 00:24:30,250
It'll create work stress and personal
stress,and people will be,well,unhappy.
457
00:24:30,300 --> 00:24:32,920
Violet will be unhappy,just
like you are now.
458
00:24:32,980 --> 00:24:34,930
- Yeah,well
- yeah,well,what?
459
00:24:34,990 --> 00:24:36,290
How much do you like this woman?
460
00:24:36,340 --> 00:24:39,130
Well,given the short amount of
time I've spent with her,it's a lot.
461
00:24:39,170 --> 00:24:42,550
And how much do you think violet
cares about marla's review of her book?
462
00:24:42,600 --> 00:24:44,510
Honestly? A lot.
463
00:24:44,570 --> 00:24:45,970
How much should she care?
464
00:24:46,530 --> 00:24:47,500
Not much.
465
00:24:47,540 --> 00:24:49,180
Well,then tell violet.
466
00:24:50,890 --> 00:24:53,290
The problem is not
gonna fix itself,sheldon.
467
00:24:53,480 --> 00:24:55,520
If it's bothering you this much...
468
00:25:01,690 --> 00:25:04,340
Ha.Spying on the boy next door?
469
00:25:04,410 --> 00:25:06,550
No. I-no.I
was,uh-
470
00:25:06,600 --> 00:25:08,090
Spying on the boy next door.
471
00:25:08,150 --> 00:25:10,940
I get it... If you and sam
were in the sixth grade.
472
00:25:11,000 --> 00:25:12,540
Why don't you just go talk to him?
473
00:25:12,620 --> 00:25:15,850
And say what,sorry I forced you
to choose between having a baby
474
00:25:15,900 --> 00:25:19,620
you may not want to have or losing
me,but,you know,tick tock,sam?
475
00:25:19,950 --> 00:25:21,550
Well,are you really sorry,addie?
476
00:25:21,780 --> 00:25:23,470
I love sam.
477
00:25:23,550 --> 00:25:25,220
I want things to work out.
478
00:25:25,280 --> 00:25:27,050
Well,as much as you want a baby?
479
00:25:28,290 --> 00:25:30,130
I don't want to have to choose.
480
00:25:30,980 --> 00:25:33,080
So that's why you're making him do it.
481
00:25:33,610 --> 00:25:35,060
my soul
482
00:25:35,140 --> 00:25:37,750
and the sail needs the wind
483
00:25:37,790 --> 00:25:40,500
'cause I get so lost
484
00:25:41,200 --> 00:25:42,900
He's finally asleep.
485
00:25:46,320 --> 00:25:48,820
Whew. Violet,again?
486
00:25:48,870 --> 00:25:50,260
Why are you doing this to yourself?
487
00:25:50,300 --> 00:25:53,120
Well,I may have to accept
some culpability in all this.
488
00:25:53,140 --> 00:25:55,550
I don't know,maybe I-I should
pull the books from the shelf.
489
00:25:55,590 --> 00:25:57,610
Look,the book helped you heal.
490
00:25:57,670 --> 00:25:59,930
And who knows how many
other people it will help?
491
00:26:00,020 --> 00:26:03,400
Maybe not everybody,but taking it
off the shelf is not the answer.
492
00:26:03,520 --> 00:26:05,620
According to katie,it
didn't help her heal.
493
00:26:08,390 --> 00:26:10,870
I'm sorry.i
- I know you didn't want me to go see her.
494
00:26:10,930 --> 00:26:12,480
You're doing it
again,exactly what you did
495
00:26:12,520 --> 00:26:14,240
during katie's trial
- Look where that got us.
496
00:26:14,280 --> 00:26:15,120
Well,I had to try something.
497
00:26:15,190 --> 00:26:17,610
So irresponsible of you to put
yourself in jeopardy like that.
498
00:26:17,640 --> 00:26:21,580
Do you remember that I found
you bleeding on the floor?
499
00:26:22,460 --> 00:26:24,550
You have me to think about.You
have lucas to think about.
500
00:26:24,600 --> 00:26:26,510
Katie was fine.She was better than fine.
501
00:26:26,540 --> 00:26:28,710
She has her life together.
She was-she was doing well.
502
00:26:28,750 --> 00:26:29,980
How can you still have sympathy for her?
503
00:26:30,070 --> 00:26:31,700
Because she's my patient.
504
00:26:31,730 --> 00:26:33,670
Because she will always be my patient.
505
00:26:33,710 --> 00:26:35,570
And turning my back on her
now makes me a hypocrite.
506
00:26:35,610 --> 00:26:37,040
She is not your patient!
507
00:26:37,100 --> 00:26:41,150
She stopped being your patient when
she cut out our son and left you to die.
508
00:26:42,780 --> 00:26:44,180
You can't fix her.
509
00:26:44,860 --> 00:26:48,440
No matter how hard you try,you
cannot fix everyone,violet.
510
00:26:49,220 --> 00:26:51,860
The sooner you accept that,the
better off we'll all be.
511
00:27:05,400 --> 00:27:06,730
- You busy?
- Yeah.
512
00:27:06,800 --> 00:27:09,810
Oh,that's too bad,because there's
someone here that wants to speak with you.
513
00:27:13,580 --> 00:27:15,260
Hey,charlie.
514
00:27:22,910 --> 00:27:24,250
hey.
515
00:27:26,770 --> 00:27:28,270
You been here all night?
516
00:27:29,860 --> 00:27:31,970
I don't know what to say to her,but... .
517
00:27:33,510 --> 00:27:35,710
I couldn't leave her either.
518
00:27:36,860 --> 00:27:40,600
You know,val told me that you
wouldn't forgive her,and I thought...
519
00:27:42,450 --> 00:27:45,520
I don't know.People come to us
all the time,wanting to have a baby
520
00:27:45,580 --> 00:27:47,670
because they think it'll fix
what's wrong in their marriage
521
00:27:47,740 --> 00:27:50,770
or fill the void in their lives,but...
522
00:27:51,420 --> 00:27:53,290
With you guys,the love is there.
523
00:27:53,340 --> 00:27:55,340
I mean,it's always been there,right?
524
00:27:56,740 --> 00:27:58,610
Val made a mistake.
525
00:28:00,020 --> 00:28:02,050
She works with a bunch of jerks.
526
00:28:02,810 --> 00:28:04,970
And every day she comes
home,and I cook dinner,
527
00:28:05,010 --> 00:28:08,850
and she tells me what they've
done,and I give her perspective.
528
00:28:08,980 --> 00:28:11,000
Usually I say...
529
00:28:12,220 --> 00:28:14,710
"it's not cancer"
530
00:28:14,840 --> 00:28:17,660
or "at least you're not married to them.
531
00:28:18,370 --> 00:28:22,680
" And she laughs. And she relaxes.
532
00:28:24,650 --> 00:28:27,810
It's hard to explain,but
when val and I are together...
533
00:28:31,260 --> 00:28:32,820
We just fit.
534
00:28:32,880 --> 00:28:35,590
And I used to think that meant...
535
00:28:36,210 --> 00:28:38,350
That we could overcome anything.
536
00:28:40,770 --> 00:28:44,090
Now... I don't know.
537
00:28:45,380 --> 00:28:50,570
Gary,val is willing to give up her
life to make things right with you.
538
00:28:52,430 --> 00:28:54,230
What are you willing to do?
539
00:29:02,550 --> 00:29:05,090
You should know that even though it
was hard for me to stop seeing marla,
540
00:29:05,150 --> 00:29:07,060
I did it because of
my friendship with you.
541
00:29:07,150 --> 00:29:09,150
And I realize now that
if we were really friends,
542
00:29:09,200 --> 00:29:12,020
you never would've asked me to
stop seeing her in the first place.
543
00:29:12,590 --> 00:29:15,260
You would've set aside your
grievance- Even though I understand it-
544
00:29:15,330 --> 00:29:20,280
When weighed against my personal
happiness,would seem petty.
545
00:29:20,830 --> 00:29:22,450
I'm the one that got hurt here,not you.
546
00:29:22,510 --> 00:29:26,310
And I think it's high
time that you recognize it.
547
00:29:28,270 --> 00:29:29,590
- You finished?
- yes.
548
00:29:29,620 --> 00:29:31,490
Okay.Well,here's how I see it-
549
00:29:31,530 --> 00:29:32,910
If you were a really good friend,
550
00:29:32,960 --> 00:29:34,670
you wouldn't make this
an issue right now.
551
00:29:34,730 --> 00:29:38,250
Out of all the women in the world,you
wouldn't have chosen the one-
552
00:29:38,300 --> 00:29:42,810
The only one,I might add
- Who essentially assassinated me in print.
553
00:29:42,850 --> 00:29:45,870
You would've said,"marla thompkins,dead
to me," and that would've been it,
554
00:29:45,940 --> 00:29:47,980
because that's what good friends do.
555
00:29:49,350 --> 00:29:53,140
Then I guess the only thing we can
agree on is that we shouldn't be friends.
556
00:30:04,590 --> 00:30:06,160
Your boyfriend's brave.
557
00:30:06,180 --> 00:30:07,740
He's my fianc?
558
00:30:08,390 --> 00:30:11,270
And,yeah,he is.
559
00:30:11,710 --> 00:30:14,940
But believe me when I say,I
did not ask him to do this.
560
00:30:16,350 --> 00:30:22,290
- I know... We kinda just left things
- You cheated on me,billy,
561
00:30:23,100 --> 00:30:26,420
six months into something that
was supposed to be forever.
562
00:30:26,630 --> 00:30:29,410
Shame on me for not
realizing that "working late"
563
00:30:29,460 --> 00:30:31,470
meant working on some
girl called trixie.
564
00:30:31,520 --> 00:30:33,810
Tiffany. Her name was tiffany.
565
00:30:33,850 --> 00:30:35,770
I don't give a damn what her name was.
566
00:30:35,810 --> 00:30:37,920
She wasn't your wife.
567
00:30:38,450 --> 00:30:40,810
I know this isn't gonna
make you feel any better,
568
00:30:41,140 --> 00:30:46,360
but I didn't sleep with her
because I didn't love you.
569
00:30:46,410 --> 00:30:47,970
You're right.
570
00:30:48,070 --> 00:30:50,070
That doesn't make me feel better.
571
00:30:51,220 --> 00:30:52,340
Look...
572
00:30:55,090 --> 00:30:57,350
When we first moved out here,
573
00:30:57,550 --> 00:31:00,400
I didn't have a very
good sense of who I was.
574
00:31:01,400 --> 00:31:04,140
But now I do.
575
00:31:04,610 --> 00:31:07,760
- Good for you.
- I'm gay,charlotte.
576
00:31:08,890 --> 00:31:10,870
Get out.
577
00:31:11,690 --> 00:31:13,870
You're mad that I'm gay?
578
00:31:13,910 --> 00:31:16,730
I'm mad that you're a liar and a cheat.
579
00:31:16,790 --> 00:31:21,250
Turn around,walk your ass outta my
office,and don't you ever come back.
580
00:31:39,750 --> 00:31:41,750
- You should not have brought him here!
- Before you say anything,I was trying to help you.
581
00:31:41,830 --> 00:31:44,200
- I don't need that kind of help.
- Yeah,you do.
582
00:31:44,700 --> 00:31:48,880
He hurt you,charlotte,and you never
knew why,and that created anxiety.
583
00:31:48,950 --> 00:31:50,500
You felt it.I felt it.
584
00:31:50,530 --> 00:31:51,840
And now you know.
585
00:31:51,900 --> 00:31:53,510
You know it was nothing
you did to push him away.
586
00:31:53,570 --> 00:31:55,340
There's nothing wrong with you.
587
00:31:55,400 --> 00:31:58,350
This is good,charlotte.This is closure.
588
00:31:59,000 --> 00:32:01,150
I wish it were that easy,cooper.
589
00:32:09,460 --> 00:32:10,750
We're doing the c-section?
590
00:32:11,480 --> 00:32:12,830
yes.
591
00:32:15,050 --> 00:32:16,800
So you convinced val?
592
00:32:17,100 --> 00:32:18,570
I didn't.
593
00:32:19,510 --> 00:32:21,510
What did you say to talk him into it?
594
00:32:21,590 --> 00:32:25,110
I told him that unless he wanted to
risk losing her,he had to say something.
595
00:32:26,520 --> 00:32:28,350
What if he said no?
596
00:32:28,430 --> 00:32:30,020
He wasn't going to.
597
00:32:30,430 --> 00:32:31,950
He loves her.
598
00:32:42,350 --> 00:32:43,740
Did you take her?
599
00:32:45,270 --> 00:32:47,140
I do not want her
anywhere near that woman.
600
00:32:47,210 --> 00:32:48,250
- It's violet's decision.
- You put her in danger!
601
00:32:48,300 --> 00:32:51,190
We both know that she was gonna go no
matter what,okay? We both know that.
602
00:32:51,270 --> 00:32:52,520
At least I was with her.
603
00:32:54,640 --> 00:32:57,060
We're on
- We're on the same side here.
604
00:32:58,900 --> 00:33:01,630
Okay? The last thing violet needs
right now is the two of us fighting.
605
00:33:02,990 --> 00:33:05,190
The truth is,i'm
angrier at her than you.
606
00:33:05,840 --> 00:33:08,290
She does what she wants when she wants.
607
00:33:08,970 --> 00:33:10,960
hey,That's what makes her violet.
608
00:33:16,100 --> 00:33:16,690
hey.
609
00:33:16,750 --> 00:33:18,890
What happened with cancer
mom and her preemie?
610
00:33:18,950 --> 00:33:21,260
Uh,addison did the
c-section.Mom's okay.
611
00:33:21,910 --> 00:33:24,380
- And baby?
- Uh,we'll see.
612
00:33:25,410 --> 00:33:27,350
You know,no matter what is
happening with you and addison,
613
00:33:27,410 --> 00:33:30,000
it doesn't have to be
awkward between you and me.
614
00:33:30,560 --> 00:33:34,950
Oh,yeah,well,uh,I
- I just got a lot on my mind.
615
00:33:35,280 --> 00:33:36,880
More than just addison?
616
00:33:37,060 --> 00:33:38,600
- Amelia,please.
- Sorry.
617
00:33:39,320 --> 00:33:40,920
Forget I asked.
618
00:33:41,510 --> 00:33:44,850
She gave the ultimatum,you know,not me.
619
00:33:47,330 --> 00:33:48,150
I know that.
620
00:33:48,210 --> 00:33:51,340
The fact that we are whatever
we are right now is on her.
621
00:33:51,740 --> 00:33:53,180
Until you answer.
622
00:33:54,630 --> 00:33:57,320
She didn't have to do it like this.
623
00:33:57,520 --> 00:34:00,910
Maybe not,but she knows what
she wants. I mean,do you?
624
00:34:01,340 --> 00:34:02,940
Not yet.
625
00:34:03,200 --> 00:34:05,040
Do you think maybe that's your answer?
626
00:34:16,890 --> 00:34:18,340
Mr. Douglas.
627
00:34:20,520 --> 00:34:22,340
You've always had a temper.
628
00:34:22,400 --> 00:34:24,580
Yeah,well...
629
00:34:27,830 --> 00:34:30,260
It wasn't my idea to come see ya.
630
00:34:30,390 --> 00:34:34,670
But your guy cooper...
Can be very persistent.
631
00:34:34,720 --> 00:34:36,330
I know that.
632
00:34:40,020 --> 00:34:42,140
Why didn't you just
tell me you were gay?
633
00:34:46,140 --> 00:34:48,240
I was confused.
634
00:34:48,900 --> 00:34:50,700
I thought that...
635
00:34:53,060 --> 00:34:56,170
I wondered if the problem was you.
636
00:34:57,100 --> 00:34:58,740
That's what tiffany was about,
637
00:34:58,820 --> 00:35:02,020
trying to see if I felt
different with another woman.
638
00:35:03,260 --> 00:35:04,930
I didn't.
639
00:35:07,080 --> 00:35:09,370
You realize,that doesn't make it okay.
640
00:35:10,810 --> 00:35:13,020
The fact that you never told me...
641
00:35:19,460 --> 00:35:21,700
Yeah.I didn't mean to hurt you.
642
00:35:22,570 --> 00:35:27,290
I
- I know that sounds stupid,but it was nothing you did.
643
00:35:27,780 --> 00:35:31,310
You... Are an amazing woman.
644
00:35:33,000 --> 00:35:35,710
Was I kidding myself to
think you'd feel relieved?
645
00:35:37,610 --> 00:35:40,140
It's just,uh...
646
00:35:41,650 --> 00:35:44,090
Back then...
647
00:35:44,890 --> 00:35:49,070
You were the right
choice... The perfect guy.
648
00:35:49,960 --> 00:35:56,010
My parents loved you,my friends
loved you... I loved you.
649
00:35:57,680 --> 00:35:59,580
And now knowing...
650
00:36:00,220 --> 00:36:03,030
That I fell in love with a man
who could never love me back...
651
00:36:03,600 --> 00:36:05,360
Not the way I needed-
652
00:36:06,400 --> 00:36:10,730
I never thought of myself as
a woman who makes bad choices.
653
00:36:13,010 --> 00:36:15,440
Is that what this is about?
654
00:36:16,090 --> 00:36:17,510
You feel like an idiot?
655
00:36:18,980 --> 00:36:20,800
You couldn't have known.
656
00:36:21,290 --> 00:36:22,990
Hell,I didn't know.
657
00:36:24,010 --> 00:36:27,700
But this time... Don't
you think you got it right?
658
00:36:43,800 --> 00:36:46,030
I'm risking everything coming here.
659
00:36:47,150 --> 00:36:48,790
oh!Katie,what are you...
660
00:36:56,760 --> 00:36:58,620
I know you didn't write
the book to hurt me.
661
00:37:00,250 --> 00:37:02,990
You needed to heal,too,and
- katie,you shouldn't be here.
662
00:37:03,860 --> 00:37:06,270
Oh,but it's okay for
you to come to my work?
663
00:37:09,280 --> 00:37:11,710
What I did to you...
664
00:37:12,280 --> 00:37:16,000
It was wrong,and I know
I can never make it right.
665
00:37:16,130 --> 00:37:17,640
It's with me all the time.
666
00:37:18,590 --> 00:37:20,210
It's-it's like...
667
00:37:21,220 --> 00:37:25,120
It's like this wound that never
heals,no matter how hard I try.
668
00:37:26,180 --> 00:37:28,250
I relive it in my sleep.
669
00:37:28,320 --> 00:37:30,840
I agonize over it when I'm away.
670
00:37:32,230 --> 00:37:34,810
- I forgive you.
- That's just it.
671
00:37:36,030 --> 00:37:38,470
I can never forgive myself.
672
00:37:39,280 --> 00:37:43,360
Well,it-it'll... It'll
just take some time.
673
00:37:44,050 --> 00:37:45,870
I've caused you so much pain.
674
00:37:47,720 --> 00:37:50,280
All my problems...
675
00:37:50,420 --> 00:37:52,650
It was wrong for me to
take them out on you.
676
00:37:55,600 --> 00:37:58,050
I'm sorry.
677
00:37:58,220 --> 00:38:00,340
I'm-i'm really so sorry.
678
00:38:19,160 --> 00:38:20,310
hey.
679
00:38:20,840 --> 00:38:24,740
I let my own insecurities get in the
way of your happiness,and that was wrong.
680
00:38:24,820 --> 00:38:28,220
I mean,it's my problem,and I-I
shouldn't have taken it out on you,
681
00:38:28,280 --> 00:38:31,400
so I'm... Sorry.
682
00:38:31,790 --> 00:38:34,840
And if you like marla,you should
go for it,with my blessing.
683
00:38:35,400 --> 00:38:37,900
How many chances do
we get at love,right?
684
00:38:40,970 --> 00:38:45,140
there you are on the crowded street
685
00:38:45,200 --> 00:38:49,680
so far ahead of me
686
00:38:50,080 --> 00:38:53,880
how I want it just to be
687
00:38:53,930 --> 00:38:55,080
you got some time?
688
00:38:55,890 --> 00:38:58,520
Uh,I'm supposed to go to a
peds meeting at the hospital.
689
00:38:58,580 --> 00:39:00,240
Yeah,I rescheduled that.
690
00:39:03,130 --> 00:39:05,330
I really want to get
these invitations out.
691
00:39:05,450 --> 00:39:07,910
Closer in,each step
692
00:39:07,970 --> 00:39:10,800
what is going on? You came
home late. You left early.
693
00:39:10,870 --> 00:39:12,610
I just needed some time to think.
694
00:39:13,380 --> 00:39:16,350
Are you not mad at me anymore?
695
00:39:16,420 --> 00:39:18,010
Depends.
696
00:39:18,090 --> 00:39:19,990
Are you prepared to lick?
697
00:39:20,670 --> 00:39:22,380
Sure thing,charlie.
698
00:39:23,780 --> 00:39:27,600
you call me that again,you will
be hobbling down that aisle.
699
00:39:28,380 --> 00:39:29,770
ow!
700
00:39:32,780 --> 00:39:34,970
'cause you stole
701
00:39:35,090 --> 00:39:37,470
my heart
702
00:39:37,970 --> 00:39:40,480
away
703
00:39:43,090 --> 00:39:44,050
violet.
704
00:39:44,740 --> 00:39:46,550
Katie dropped the lawsuit.
705
00:39:46,990 --> 00:39:49,680
Our lawyer just called.He doesn't
know why.She just dropped it.
706
00:39:50,440 --> 00:39:52,840
I knew I could get through to her.
707
00:39:53,080 --> 00:39:55,340
But I'm still so,so
worried about her,pete.
708
00:39:55,420 --> 00:39:57,200
I wish there was more I
could do.She needs help.
709
00:39:57,310 --> 00:39:58,810
- She
- there's more.
710
00:39:58,950 --> 00:40:00,140
Katie dropped the lawsuit,
711
00:40:00,200 --> 00:40:03,020
but not before her lawyer filed a
complaint with the medical board.
712
00:40:03,590 --> 00:40:06,790
They've launched an investigation into
whether or not to suspend your license.
713
00:40:09,010 --> 00:40:13,140
then for just one split moment in time
714
00:40:13,470 --> 00:40:15,550
hey.
715
00:40:18,650 --> 00:40:22,290
but I drifted off in mind
716
00:40:22,370 --> 00:40:24,760
to my...
717
00:40:28,050 --> 00:40:31,470
look,I realize that I'm
asking you for everything,sam.
718
00:40:31,540 --> 00:40:34,890
But I feel like if I don't ask for
what I want,then what's the point?
719
00:40:35,570 --> 00:40:37,610
I want you and I want a baby.
720
00:40:37,660 --> 00:40:41,100
I want you and a baby.I just... I do.
721
00:40:42,000 --> 00:40:43,250
I know.
722
00:40:43,520 --> 00:40:45,040
and?
723
00:40:45,260 --> 00:40:46,810
I have that.
724
00:40:47,170 --> 00:40:49,190
I have you and maya and olivia-
725
00:40:49,280 --> 00:40:51,840
Well,then you can understand
why I would want that,too.
726
00:40:51,900 --> 00:40:53,620
Th-there's no way that...
727
00:40:55,640 --> 00:40:57,490
You can't compromise?
728
00:40:57,560 --> 00:41:00,980
Look,we can't just take a little bit more
time and-and figure this out as we go?
729
00:41:01,050 --> 00:41:04,040
No,my mother killed herself,sam.
730
00:41:04,140 --> 00:41:07,130
no,she spent her entire life
never being who she really was,
731
00:41:07,220 --> 00:41:11,330
never saying out loud,"this is
who I am,and this is what I want,
732
00:41:11,390 --> 00:41:15,560
and then when she finally did get the
courage up to go for it,it was too late.
733
00:41:15,610 --> 00:41:17,400
She waited too long.
734
00:41:18,600 --> 00:41:23,640
Sam... I... Have
already waited too long.
735
00:41:24,050 --> 00:41:25,920
You know,first it was "wait
until you meet the right guy,"
736
00:41:25,980 --> 00:41:29,570
and then I met derek,and then
I told myself,"addison,be smart.
737
00:41:29,610 --> 00:41:31,110
Wait until you finish med school,"
738
00:41:31,190 --> 00:41:32,930
then "wait until you
finish your residency,"
739
00:41:32,960 --> 00:41:36,450
and then "wait until you finish your
fellowship," and my marriage exploded,
740
00:41:36,530 --> 00:41:39,050
and then I had an affair,and
then it was,"oh,no,not now.
741
00:41:39,100 --> 00:41:41,110
You can't have mark's
baby.That would be unseemly.
742
00:41:41,200 --> 00:41:47,240
" And I waited and waited and
waited until I only had one egg left.
743
00:41:47,620 --> 00:41:48,890
I mean,it's not that I didn't want kids.
744
00:41:48,970 --> 00:41:51,100
It's because I took
having kids for granted,
745
00:41:51,150 --> 00:41:53,250
because a 13-year-old
girl can do it,
746
00:41:53,320 --> 00:41:55,810
because a 75-year-old
man can do it.
747
00:41:55,870 --> 00:41:57,090
You know who can't do it?
748
00:41:57,150 --> 00:42:01,240
An overeducated,talented,strong,powerful
woman in her 40s.
749
00:42:01,310 --> 00:42:03,310
How ridiculous is that?
750
00:42:03,580 --> 00:42:05,870
How mad am I at my body?
751
00:42:07,930 --> 00:42:10,040
I waited too long.
752
00:42:11,200 --> 00:42:13,490
Okay?And now it's time.
753
00:42:13,950 --> 00:42:16,550
I have a clock inside of
me,sam.It's not just ticking.
754
00:42:16,630 --> 00:42:18,510
The alarm is going off.
755
00:42:18,590 --> 00:42:20,070
It's screaming.
756
00:42:20,140 --> 00:42:22,630
It's time.I can't wait.Not anymore.
757
00:42:24,100 --> 00:42:25,570
i'm sorry.I...
758
00:42:25,660 --> 00:42:29,870
I know that was a lot,but,uh,you
understand? Do you get it?
759
00:42:32,190 --> 00:42:33,600
yeah.
760
00:42:34,930 --> 00:42:36,420
Okay.
761
00:42:38,280 --> 00:42:39,950
Are we breaking up?
762
00:42:41,810 --> 00:42:45,610
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