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♪ OHHH OHHH OHHH ♪

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(wind chimes tinkling)

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UGH. IT'S 4:00 A.M.

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OH, I'M SORRY.
I DIDN'T MEAN TO WAKE YOU.

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WHERE ARE YOU GOING?
BIZZY'S WAITING FOR ME
DOWNSTAIRS.

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SHE WANTS TO GET BACK
TO THE HOSPITAL

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BEFORE SUSAN WAKES UP.
YOU WERE JUST AT THE HOSPITAL
WITH THEM UNTIL AFTER MIDNIGHT.

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YOU HAVE FIVE SURGERIES TODAY.
YOU NEED YOUR SLEEP.

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I CANCELED MY SURGERIES, OKAY?
I'M RUNNING TESTS ON SUSAN,

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AND BIZZY WANTS ME
TO BE THERE.

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BABY, YOU'RE EXHAUSTED,
AND SHE'S TAKING OVER YOUR LIFE.

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SHE SAYS "JUMP,"
YOU SAY "HOW HIGH?"

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(lowered voice)
SHE'S MY MOTHER, AND HER...

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I DON'T EVEN KNOW
WHAT TO CALL HER--

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LESBIAN LOVER,
MISTRESS LADY FRIEND--

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SHE'S GOT STAGE IV
OVARIAN CANCER,

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AND BIZZY FORBES MONTGOMERY

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NEVER ASKS ANYONE FOR ANYTHING,
AND SHE ASKED ME TO DO THIS.

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SHE ASKED ME
TO SAVE SUSAN'S LIFE,

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SO, YES, WHEN SHE SAYS "JUMP,"
I SAY "HOW HIGH?"

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31-YEAR-OLD M.V.A. VICTIM.
UNCONSCIOUS AT THE SCENE.

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WRAPPED HIS CAR AROUND A POLE.
WITHDRAWAL
TO PAINFUL STIMULI--

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I.D. SAYS COREY RAMSEY.
ENVIRONMENTAL ENGINEER.

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I READ ABOUT HIM
IN LAST WEEK'S "TIMES."

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ENGINEERS MAKE THE PAPERS?
YEAH, IF THEY HAVE PLANS

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TO BUILD THE FIRST
200-MILE-PER-GALLON CAR.

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ON MY COUNT.
ONE, TWO, THREE. (grunts)

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PUPILS SLUGGISH,
SLOWLY REACTIVE.

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LEFT IS DILATED.
POSITIVE BATTLE'S SIGN.

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HE HAS A SKULL FRACTURE.
HANG 50 GRAMS OF MANNITOL.

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PREPARE FOR INTUBATION.

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TELL RADIOLOGY WE HAVE
AN EMERGENCY SCAN ON THE WAY,

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AND GET DR. SHEPHERD.
DR. GOLDING IS
THE NEUROSURGEON ON DUTY TODAY.

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HIS BRAIN IS ABOUT TO BURST
OUT OF HIS SKULL.

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GET ME DR. SHEPHERD.

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I WROTE A BOOK.

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I'M SORRY?

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(laughs) WHAT?

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(laughs)

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UH, CRAZY KATIE, YOU KNOW,
CUT MY BABY OUT OF MY BELLY,

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AND I WAS A MESS, YOU KNOW.

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I WAS JUST--I-I WAS IN THERAPY,
AND I JUST STARTED.

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AND I KEEP A JOURNAL
ON THE COMPUTER, AND I WAS

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WRITING EVERYTHING DOWN
BECAUSE IT MADE ME FEEL LESS,

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UM, YOU KNOW, LESS LIKE
SOMEONE CUT A BABY OUT OF ME.

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AND, UH, SO I JUST KEPT WRITING,
AND THEN THIS ONE DAY,

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I, UH, I PRINTED IT OUT
TO SEE WHAT IT WAS.

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AND I WAS STANDING BY
THE PRINTER, AND I'M THINKING,

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WELL, THIS IS JUST GONNA BE
A COUPLE OF PAGES,

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BUT THE PRINTER KEPT PRINTING
AND PRINTING AND PRINTING.

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AND THEN IT TURNS OUT IT WASN'T
A COUPLE OF PAGES.

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IT WAS, UH, 837 PAGES.
AND I HAVE THIS FRIEND

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IN NEW YORK
WHO WORKS IN PUBLISHING,

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AND I SENT IT TO HER,
YOU KNOW, JUST TO SEE.

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AND I DIDN'T TELL PETE.
I DIDN'T TELL ANYBODY

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'CAUSE NOTHING
WAS GONNA HAPPEN WITH IT.

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AND, UH, WELL, MY NEW YORK
FRIEND CALLED THIS MORNING,

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AND, UH, HYPERION BOOKS,
UH, WANTS TO BUY MY 837 PAGES.

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WELL, THEY ACTUALLY WANT TO
PUBLISH MY 837 PAGES.

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NOT ONLY THAT.

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THEY WANT TO PUT ME ON SOMETHING
CALLED THE FAST TRACK,

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AND THEY WANT ME IN NEW YORK
IN THREE DAYS.

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SO MY 837 PAGES
IS GOING TO BE A BOOK.

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(sighs) I W--I WROTE A BOOK.

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(She & Him's "Brand New Shoes"
playing)

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YOU WROTE A BOOK.

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I WROTE A BOOK.

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YEAH.

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♪ THERE'S STARS IN MY EYES ♪

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SHE'S HOLDING SUSAN'S HAND.

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BIZZY NEVER HELD
THE CAPTAIN'S HAND.

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YEAH, I WOULDN'T THINK SO.
SHE NEVER HELD MY HAND.

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(sighs)

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DO I HAVE TO GO IN THERE?

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WELL, YOU CAN HIDE,

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BUT SHE CAN SMELL A WASP
FROM A MILE AWAY.

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SHE'LL FIND YOU.
IT'S ANOTHER ONE OF HER SKILLS.

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THEY LOOK SO HAPPY,

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AND I HAVE TO GO IN THERE
AND DELIVER BAD NEWS.

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I MEAN, REALLY BAD NEWS.

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GET-YOUR-AFFAIRS-IN-ORDER
KIND OF BAD NEWS.
(pager beeps)

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CRAP. I GOTTA GET
TO THE E.R.

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YOU GOTTA GO IN THERE.
IT SUCKS.

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BUT STANDING IN THE HALL IS NOT
GONNA MAKE IT ANY EASIER.

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YOU NEED A HUG?

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YES, PLEASE.

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MM-HMM. MM.

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(sighs)

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♪♪♪

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(woman speaking indistinctly
over p.a.)

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♪ I HAD SOME BRAND NEW SHOES ♪

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YOU SHOULD NEVER
PLAY POKER, ADDISON.

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♪ BUT THEY GAVE ME THE BLUES ♪

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I'M SORRY, SUSAN.

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WHAT DO YOU MEAN,
YOU'RE SORRY?

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IF WE HAD CAUGHT THIS EARLIER,

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THEN WE MIGHT HAVE
OTHER OPTIONS,

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BUT THE CANCER'S SPREAD,

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AND, UM...

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THERE'S NOTHING I CAN DO.

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♪ IT'S NOTHING ♪

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♪ NOTHING, NOTHING ♪

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SO I'M GONNA DIE.

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WE CAN MAKE YOU COMFORTABLE,
BUT, UH, YES.

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NO.
I KNOW THAT THIS IS HARD--

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WHAT IT IS
IS UNACCEPTABLE.
BIZZY--

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THE CANCER IS TOO FAR ADVANCED.
AT BEST, I COULD GIVE SUSAN

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A COUPLE OF EXTRA MONTHS,
BUT SHE'D BE MISERABLE--

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YOU WILL SAVE HER LIFE!
DO YOU HEAR ME?

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YOU WILL SAVE HER LIFE.

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♪♪♪

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(gasps)

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(monitor beeping rhythmically)

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(Amelia) THE MANNITOL
SLOWED THE SWELLING

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IN YOUR HUSBAND'S BRAIN,

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BUT HIS SCANS SHOW BLEEDING WITH
SEVERAL CEREBRAL CONTUSIONS,

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AND HE HAS A HAIRLINE FRACTURE
OF THE SKULL,

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WHICH MEANS THAT--
I'M A SCIENTIST.
I KNOW WHAT IT MEANS.

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WHAT NOW?

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WELL, HE'S STABLE.

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BUT WE HAVE TO MONITOR HIM
PRIOR TO SURGERY.
YOU HAVE TO DO SURGERY?

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WELL, I-IN ORDER TO RELIEVE
THE INTRACRANIAL PRESSURE,

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WE NEED TO REMOVE THE DAMAGED
PORTIONS OF HIS BRAIN.

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(exhales)

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WHAT WILL THAT DO TO HIM?

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LONG-TERM?
AND DON'T DANCE FOR ME.

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HE SHOULD LIVE COMFORTABLY,

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BUT HIS MENTAL CAPACITY
WILL BE AFFECTED.

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HOW AFFECTED?
I CAN'T MAKE ANY POSITIVE--

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DOES ANYONE UNDERSTAND
WHAT I'M ASKING?

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THERE'S A RANGE.

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WE SHOULD EXPECT SOME LOSS
OF EXECUTIVE DECISION MAKING.

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HIS CAPACITY FOR ABSTRACT
THOUGHT WILL BE AFFECTED.

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AND HE MAY HAVE SOME DIFFICULTY
PLANNING EVERYDAY TASKS.

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BUT HIS MOTOR SKILLS
WILL PROBABLY BE UNAFFECTED.

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FROM WHERE
COREY IS NOW MENTALLY,

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HE SHOULD LEAD
A PERFECTLY NORMAL LIFE.

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(beeping continues)

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(ventilator hissing)

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WE MET AT STANFORD...

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THE STACKS.

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HE PROPOSED
THREE SEMESTERS LATER,

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RIGHT THERE.

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IT WASN'T AS ROMANTIC
AS IT SOUNDS.

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HE JUST LOOKED UP
FROM HIS COMPUTER AND ASKED,

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AND I SAID YES,

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AND THEN
WE WENT BACK TO READING.

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HE'S A GENIUS.

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HE WANTS TO LEAVE A LEGACY.

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AND HE HAS THE ABILITY
TO DO IT.

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(beeping continues)

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WHAT HAPPENS WITHOUT SURGERY?

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IS THERE A CHANCE HE'LL GO
BACK TO BEING HIMSELF?

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THERE IS A REMOTE CHANCE THAT
EVERYTHING COULD HEAL ITSELF,

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BUT MORE LIKELY,
THE EDEMA WILL PROGRESS.

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(sighs) I'M GOING
TO SOUND LIKE A SNOB

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OR SOME ELITIST.

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AND I CAN ALREADY FEEL YOU
JUDGING ME.

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BUT I KNOW COREY.

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HE WOULD NOT WANT TO LIVE

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AS ANYTHING LESS
THAN WHAT HE IS,

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A BRILLIANT, BRILLIANT MIND.

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YOU DON'T HAVE TO
UNDERSTAND IT OR RESPECT IT.

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BUT YOU ARE NOT...

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NO ONE IS CUTTING OUT
A PIECE OF COREY'S BRAIN.

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(footsteps retreating)

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I WANT TO HAVE SEX.

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I'M FLATTERED.

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TRULY.

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SINCE THE, UH...
WHAT HAPPENED TO CHARLOTTE,

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WE HAVEN'T.

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LOSS OF INTIMACY
IS A FAIRLY...

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STANDARD REACTION
AFTER A SEXUAL ASSAULT.

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I DON'T WANT TO PUSH HER.
I DON'T WANT TO...

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(sighs) I MEAN,
THIS ISN'T EVEN FOR ME.

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I MEAN, IT IS A LITTLE. I MEAN,
CHARLOTTE IS A SEXY PERSON.

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RIGHT?
(chuckles) OH, I KNOW.

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YEAH, OKAY. AND SEX FOR HER
HAS ALWAYS BEEN--

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I THINK IT'S MADE HER
FEEL POWERFUL, IN A GOOD WAY,

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AND I JUST WANT HER TO FEEL...

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I DON'T WANT HER TO THINK I
DON'T SEE HER THAT WAY ANYMORE,

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BUT I ALSO DON'T WANT HER TO
THINK THAT'S ALL I SEE EITHER.

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SEX IS A STRONG COMPONENT
OF ANY HEALTHY RELATIONSHIP.

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WHAT IF SHE'S READY, BUT SHE
DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO INITIATE?

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WHAT IF SHE THINKS
I DON'T WANT HER ANYMORE?

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OR WHAT IF SHE JUST DOESN'T...
WANT TO AGAIN, EVER?

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WELL, H--
HAVE YOU TALKED ABOUT IT?

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NO.
HAVE YOU BEEN TALKING
AT ALL?

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WELL... (sighs)
NO, NOT REALLY.

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I NEVER KNOW WHAT TO SAY,

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AND WHEN I DO SAY SOMETHING,
IT FEELS LIKE THE WRONG THING.
UH... (chuckles)

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I HATE TO TELL YOU, YOU NEED
TO WALK BEFORE YOU RUN,

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BUT, UH, UH, I MEAN,
IF YOU'RE NOT EVEN...
CRAWLING YET?

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EXACTLY.

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(sighs)

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SHE NEEDS TO BE COMFORTABLE,
COOPER. SO DO YOU.

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SO JUST, UH...

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EASE BACK INTO IT.

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(door opens)

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DR. RODRIGUEZ,
THANK YOU FOR COMING.

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NO PROBLEM.
WHAT DO YOU HAVE FOR ME?

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TELL ME WHAT YOU SEE.

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THERE ARE LESIONS
ON BOTH OVARIES.

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EVIDENCE
OF LYMPHATIC INVOLVEMENT.

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AND THERE IS AN IRREGULARITY
ON THE LIVER EDGE.
IS THERE ANYTHING
THAT WE CAN DO

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THAT WOULD MAKE
A MEANINGFUL DIFFERENCE?

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WELL... AT FIRST GLANCE,
I WOULD SAY NO.

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(sighs)

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I-IS SHE--

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OH, IT'S MY MOTHER'S,
UH, FRIEND...

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VERY CLOSE FRIEND.
IT'S HER LOVER.

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THERE HAS TO BE SOMETHING
THAT WE CAN DO.

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MY MOTHER'S NOT A PERSON
WHO TAKES NO FOR AN ANSWER.

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I CAN DO SOME RESEARCH,
CONSULT WITH MY COLLEAGUES.
THANK YOU.

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YEAH.
THANKS.

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I HAVE TO ADMIT,
WHEN YOU CALLED,

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I WAS HOPING YOU WERE
FINALLY GONNA SAY YES

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TO DINNER WITH ME.

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UH, NO.

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IT WAS THE SCANS
THAT I WANTED YOU FOR--

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00:09:20,041 --> 00:09:22,750
TO SEE. (clears throat)

222
00:09:25,041 --> 00:09:26,917
THAT'S INTERESTING.

223
00:09:26,959 --> 00:09:30,250
WHAT?
WHAT ARE YOU THINKING?

224
00:09:30,291 --> 00:09:32,250
COREY'S WIFE IS WRONG
TO WITHHOLD TREATMENT.

225
00:09:32,291 --> 00:09:34,458
THIS IS NOT A DEATH SENTENCE.

226
00:09:34,500 --> 00:09:37,041
HIS LIFE WILL BE DIFFERENT,
YEAH, BUT AT LEAST--
BUT THAT IS NOT FOR US
TO DETERMINE, IS IT?

227
00:09:37,083 --> 00:09:39,667
LOOK, I'M NOT SAYING THAT I'D
BE READY TO OFF MYSELF,

228
00:09:39,709 --> 00:09:42,041
BUT IF SOMETHING HAPPENED
AND I COULDN'T CUT ANYMORE,

229
00:09:42,083 --> 00:09:45,000
I-I DON'T KNOW
WHAT I WOULD DO.
SO COREY'S NOT GONNA CHANGE
THE WORLD ON AN EPIC SCALE.

230
00:09:45,041 --> 00:09:47,375
HE'LL STILL BE ABLE TO WALK,
BE ABLE TO HOLD HIS GRANDKIDS.

231
00:09:47,417 --> 00:09:49,750
LIFE ISN'T ALL ABOUT
ACHIEVEMENTS AND WORK.
FOR YOU.

232
00:09:49,792 --> 00:09:52,041
YOU PAGED ME?
YEAH, I NEED YOUR HELP.

233
00:09:52,083 --> 00:09:53,417
I'VE ALREADY BEEN BRIEFED.

234
00:09:53,458 --> 00:09:56,291
THE WIFE'S WITHIN HER RIGHTS
TO DENY MEDICAL CARE.

235
00:09:56,333 --> 00:09:58,542
SO IF YOU GO DIGGING
IN MR. RAMSEY'S BRAIN

236
00:09:58,583 --> 00:10:00,542
BECAUSE YOU THINK
SHE'S MAKING THE WRONG CHOICE,

237
00:10:00,583 --> 00:10:02,709
YOU ARE OPENING US UP
TO A WRONGFUL LIFE SUIT.

238
00:10:02,750 --> 00:10:05,667
EXCUSE ME. I-I'M LOOKING
FOR COREY RAMSEY.
AND YOU ARE?

239
00:10:05,709 --> 00:10:11,458
I'M JANEL CHASE.
I'M HIS GIRLFRIEND.

240
00:10:19,667 --> 00:10:21,041
(knocks on door)

241
00:10:21,083 --> 00:10:22,667
GO AWAY.

242
00:10:22,709 --> 00:10:24,375
(whispers indistinctly)

243
00:10:28,083 --> 00:10:29,959
WHAT PAGE ARE YOU ON?

244
00:10:30,000 --> 00:10:32,166
OH, GO AWAY, VIOLET.
I BEG OF YOU, PLEASE.

245
00:10:32,208 --> 00:10:33,458
IS IT BAD?
IT'S BAD, ISN'T IT?

246
00:10:33,500 --> 00:10:35,375
IT'S UNINTERESTING,
FLOWERY, SELF-INDULGENT--

247
00:10:35,417 --> 00:10:37,375
(Naomi and Sheldon) GO AWAY!

248
00:10:37,417 --> 00:10:41,125
(whispers indistinctly)

249
00:10:41,166 --> 00:10:43,166
(elevator bell dings)

250
00:10:43,208 --> 00:10:45,583
RODRIGUEZ THINKS
I SHOULD SCOPE SUSAN.

251
00:10:45,625 --> 00:10:48,709
WAIT. I THOUGHT YOU BOTH AGREED
THAT THERE WAS NOTHING TO DO.
WELL, LOOKING AT THE SCANS,

252
00:10:48,750 --> 00:10:50,709
HE WASN'T SURE
OF THE LIVER INVOLVEMENT.

253
00:10:50,750 --> 00:10:53,542
SO I'D LIKE TO GET IN THERE
AND SEE IF IT'S POSSIBLE

254
00:10:53,583 --> 00:10:55,583
THAT SURGERY WILL HELP--
THAT'S JUST
DESPERATION TALKING.

255
00:10:55,625 --> 00:10:57,583
YOU KNOW
WHAT THE ANSWER'S GONNA BE.

256
00:10:57,625 --> 00:11:00,041
THIS IS EXACTLY WHY DOCTORS
SHOULD NEVER OPERATE ON FAMILY.

257
00:11:00,083 --> 00:11:04,041
IT'S A BAD IDEA.
YOU DIDN'T OBJECT
WHEN I OPERATED ON MAYA.

258
00:11:04,083 --> 00:11:06,792
THAT WAS AN EMERGENCY.
THIS IS BIZZY.

259
00:11:06,834 --> 00:11:08,959
(sighs)
(knock on door)

260
00:11:09,000 --> 00:11:11,000
HI.
HEY.

261
00:11:11,041 --> 00:11:12,375
UH...

262
00:11:12,417 --> 00:11:15,834
SO YOU AND I...

263
00:11:15,875 --> 00:11:18,041
WE'RE NOT, UM...
WE'RE NOT HAVING SEX.

264
00:11:18,083 --> 00:11:20,041
AND I GET THAT.

265
00:11:20,083 --> 00:11:23,208
I'M NOT EVEN SURE IF YOU REALLY
WANT ME TO TOUCH YOU AT ALL,

266
00:11:23,250 --> 00:11:25,208
WHICH IS FINE.
I UNDERSTAND THAT.

267
00:11:25,250 --> 00:11:28,375
I DO WISH THAT WE COULD
AT LEAST TALK ABOUT IT.

268
00:11:28,417 --> 00:11:30,375
OR JUST TALK AT ALL.

269
00:11:30,417 --> 00:11:32,041
BUT MAYBE TALKING--

270
00:11:32,083 --> 00:11:34,041
MAYBE WE'RE NOT THERE YET.

271
00:11:34,083 --> 00:11:35,625
UM...

272
00:11:35,667 --> 00:11:38,125
BUT WE'RE GONNA
HAVE TO GET THERE,

273
00:11:38,166 --> 00:11:40,542
TO A TALKING PLACE.

274
00:11:40,583 --> 00:11:43,333
ANYWAY, YOU HAVE TO EAT,
AND SO DO I.

275
00:11:43,375 --> 00:11:46,041
SO I CANCELED A COUPLE
OF PATIENTS TODAY.

276
00:11:46,083 --> 00:11:48,041
I DROVE OUT TO GLENDALE
WHERE THEY HAVE

277
00:11:48,083 --> 00:11:50,041
WHAT IS SUPPOSED TO BE
THE GREATEST FRIED CHICKEN

278
00:11:50,083 --> 00:11:51,834
IN SOUTHERN CALIFORNIA.

279
00:11:51,875 --> 00:11:54,041
AND FRIED CHICKEN
IS YOUR FAVORITE.

280
00:11:54,083 --> 00:11:57,041
YEAH. I DON'T KNOW.

281
00:11:57,083 --> 00:11:59,125
THIS SOUNDED BETTER
IN MY HEAD,

282
00:11:59,166 --> 00:12:02,166
BUT I THOUGHT MAYBE
WE COULD JUST SIT HERE

283
00:12:02,208 --> 00:12:04,250
AND NOT TALK

284
00:12:04,291 --> 00:12:07,166
AND... EAT FRIED CHICKEN

285
00:12:07,208 --> 00:12:09,709
AND WAIT FOR THE TALKING PLACE
TO COME.

286
00:12:14,083 --> 00:12:17,041
YOU WANT TO EAT
FRIED CHICKEN WITH ME?

287
00:12:17,083 --> 00:12:19,458
I WANT TO EAT
FRIED CHICKEN WITH YOU.

288
00:12:23,291 --> 00:12:25,250
OKAY.

289
00:12:42,750 --> 00:12:44,458
MM-HMM.
UH-HUH.

290
00:12:44,500 --> 00:12:46,750
MMM.

291
00:12:46,792 --> 00:12:49,041
MMM.

292
00:12:49,083 --> 00:12:51,667
I THINK WE SHOULD TRY IT...

293
00:12:51,709 --> 00:12:54,667
(mouth full) HAVING SEX.

294
00:12:54,709 --> 00:12:56,458
MM.

295
00:12:56,500 --> 00:12:58,208
TONIGHT.

296
00:12:58,250 --> 00:12:59,709
(chokes)

297
00:12:59,750 --> 00:13:01,291
YOU OKAY?

298
00:13:01,333 --> 00:13:03,000
(coughs)

299
00:13:09,000 --> 00:13:10,709
(coughs)

300
00:13:10,750 --> 00:13:13,083
(inhales deeply) MM.

301
00:13:13,125 --> 00:13:14,917
WE MET FOUR YEARS AGO.

302
00:13:14,959 --> 00:13:17,333
HE DIDN'T TELL ME
HE WAS MARRIED RIGHT AWAY.

303
00:13:17,375 --> 00:13:20,333
I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW
WHAT HE DID FOR A LIVING

304
00:13:20,375 --> 00:13:22,375
UNTIL I SAW HIM ON TV.

305
00:13:22,417 --> 00:13:24,375
I JUST KNEW HE WAS A BIG...

306
00:13:24,417 --> 00:13:27,709
(voice breaks)
A BIG SWEET KID.

307
00:13:27,750 --> 00:13:30,542
(normal voice) I LOVE HIM.
AND PATRICIA?

308
00:13:30,583 --> 00:13:33,041
SHE DOESN'T KNOW
ANYTHING ABOUT ME.
OH.

309
00:13:33,083 --> 00:13:35,333
UM, I KNOW I SHOULDN'T BE HERE,
BUT... (sniffles)

310
00:13:35,375 --> 00:13:37,083
IS HE GONNA BE OKAY?

311
00:13:37,125 --> 00:13:40,166
I'M SORRY. WE CAN'T GIVE YOU
THAT INFORMATION.

312
00:13:40,208 --> 00:13:41,792
YOU'RE NOT COREY'S WIFE.

313
00:13:41,834 --> 00:13:43,834
WE'RE RUNNING OUT OF TIME.
HE NEEDS SURGERY.

314
00:13:43,875 --> 00:13:45,542
SO W-WHAT ARE YOU
WAITING FOR?

315
00:13:45,583 --> 00:13:48,000
PATRICIA WANTS TO MANAGE
THE SWELLING WITH DRUGS

316
00:13:48,041 --> 00:13:49,917
IN HOPES THAT COREY
WILL HEAL NATURALLY

317
00:13:49,959 --> 00:13:51,917
AND REGAIN
HIS FULL BRAIN FUNCTION.

318
00:13:51,959 --> 00:13:54,917
(sniffles) AND WILL HE?
HE SHOULD HAVE
THE OPERATION.

319
00:13:54,959 --> 00:13:57,417
AND THEN HE'LL BE FINE?

320
00:13:57,458 --> 00:14:01,083
HIS MENTAL CAPACITY
WILL BE DIMINISHED.

321
00:14:01,125 --> 00:14:04,917
HE'S NOT GONNA BE THE COREY
THAT YOU KNOW, A GENIUS. HE--

322
00:14:04,959 --> 00:14:06,917
THAT'S NOT THE COREY I KNOW.

323
00:14:06,959 --> 00:14:09,166
W--AND IF THE DRUGS
DON'T WORK?

324
00:14:09,208 --> 00:14:12,041
HE'LL DIE.

325
00:14:12,083 --> 00:14:14,750
I DON'T GET WHY PATRICIA
WOULD WANT THAT.

326
00:14:14,792 --> 00:14:16,667
SHE SAYS THAT SHE'S
RESPECTING HIS WISHES.

327
00:14:16,709 --> 00:14:19,667
AS HIS DOCTORS, WE CAN'T--
NO, COREY WOULD NOT
WANT TO DIE.

328
00:14:19,709 --> 00:14:21,041
I KNOW THAT.

329
00:14:21,083 --> 00:14:24,041
HIS WORK, THAT'S JUST STRESS.
HE--PLEASE.

330
00:14:24,083 --> 00:14:26,250
YOU CAN'T LET HER KILL HIM.

331
00:14:31,083 --> 00:14:32,834
IT'S GOOD.
IT'S BRILLIANT.

332
00:14:32,875 --> 00:14:35,041
YEAH. BRILLIANT.
BRILLIANT IS THE WORD.

333
00:14:35,083 --> 00:14:37,041
THE WAY YOU DISCUSS
THE ATTACK, I CRIED.

334
00:14:37,083 --> 00:14:39,208
IT'S COMPELLING, EMOTIONAL.
YEAH.

335
00:14:39,250 --> 00:14:42,208
I THINK IT'S GONNA HELP
A LOT OF PEOPLE.
IT'S A BEAUTIFUL MEMOIR.

336
00:14:42,250 --> 00:14:44,417
YAY.

337
00:14:44,458 --> 00:14:46,041
(Naomi and Sheldon laugh)

338
00:14:46,083 --> 00:14:48,041
(laughs) I'M GONNA--
I'M GONNA SHOW PETE.

339
00:14:48,083 --> 00:14:50,250
PETE IS GOING TO LOVE IT.

340
00:14:52,083 --> 00:14:54,041
I GOTTA DO FRIEND DUTY.

341
00:14:54,083 --> 00:14:55,875
ADDISON'S MOTHER?

342
00:14:55,917 --> 00:14:58,417
YEAH, YEAH. I DON'T KNOW
WHO'S GONNA DIE FIRST--

343
00:14:58,458 --> 00:15:01,500
SUSAN FROM THE CANCER OR ADDISON
FROM TRYING TO SAVE HER.

344
00:15:01,542 --> 00:15:03,500
HEY, VIOLET,
NICE WORK.

345
00:15:05,417 --> 00:15:07,000
WHEN YOU'RE ON OPRAH,

346
00:15:07,041 --> 00:15:09,625
AND SHE'S TELLING THE WORLD
HOW BRILLIANT YOUR BOOK IS,

347
00:15:09,667 --> 00:15:12,375
TRY TO FIND A WAY TO WORK
MY NAME INTO THE CONVERSATION.

348
00:15:12,417 --> 00:15:15,000
YOU KNOW, I'D LIKE TO HEAR
OPRAH SAY MY NAME.
(laughs)

349
00:15:15,041 --> 00:15:17,458
I DON'T THINK
I'VE EVER SEEN YOU SCARED.

350
00:15:17,500 --> 00:15:19,041
I'M NOT SCARED.

351
00:15:19,083 --> 00:15:21,041
A LITTLE.
I'M A LITTLE SCARED.

352
00:15:21,083 --> 00:15:22,875
IT'S AN IMPOSSIBLE SITUATION,
ADDIE.

353
00:15:22,917 --> 00:15:25,458
EVERYBODY CAN RECOGNIZE THAT.
EVERYONE EXCEPT BIZZY,
OF COURSE.

354
00:15:25,500 --> 00:15:28,041
WELL, SHE'S A SMART WOMAN.
SHE'S AN IRRATIONAL WOMAN.

355
00:15:28,083 --> 00:15:30,667
THEN DON'T DO IT. STAND UP
TO HER. YOU'RE AN ADULT.

356
00:15:30,709 --> 00:15:33,667
IT'S NOT LIKE YOUR RELATIONSHIP
CAN GET ANY WORSE.
YOU'RE RIGHT.

357
00:15:33,709 --> 00:15:36,041
SO YOU GONNA TALK TO HER?

358
00:15:36,083 --> 00:15:38,500
GOD, NO. NO.

359
00:15:38,542 --> 00:15:40,125
(man) ♪ BUT NOW OUR HEADS
HANG LOW ♪

360
00:15:40,166 --> 00:15:43,750
♪ LOOKING FOR PENNIES
IN THE SNOW ♪

361
00:15:45,542 --> 00:15:48,041
♪ BLOWING KISSES TO THE DEAD ♪

362
00:15:48,083 --> 00:15:51,417
♪ WHILE WE LIE
BURNING IN OUR BEDS ♪

363
00:15:51,458 --> 00:15:53,542
(sighs)
WELL?

364
00:15:53,583 --> 00:15:56,250
WELL...
IT'S BEAUTIFULLY WRITTEN.

365
00:15:56,291 --> 00:15:58,875
YOU'RE A WRITER.

366
00:15:58,917 --> 00:16:01,458
♪ SINGING OH, PLEASE ♪

367
00:16:01,500 --> 00:16:03,750
BUT?

368
00:16:03,792 --> 00:16:06,041
♪ DO YOU HEAR ME? ♪

369
00:16:06,083 --> 00:16:07,875
THIS IS YOUR LIFE.

370
00:16:07,917 --> 00:16:10,041
RIGHT.
IT'S YOUR PRIVATE LIFE.

371
00:16:10,083 --> 00:16:11,166
YEAH.

372
00:16:11,208 --> 00:16:13,166
AND IT'S GONNA BECOME
REALLY PUBLIC

373
00:16:13,208 --> 00:16:15,041
IF YOU PUBLISH THIS.

374
00:16:15,083 --> 00:16:17,041
RIGHT. WELL,
THAT'S KIND OF THE IDEA.

375
00:16:17,083 --> 00:16:19,166
I MEAN, THE WRITING
WAS THERAPEUTIC,

376
00:16:19,208 --> 00:16:21,166
BUT--BUT THERE'S
A-A COMFORT IN--

377
00:16:21,208 --> 00:16:22,792
IN, UH, TELLING MY STORY

378
00:16:22,834 --> 00:16:24,792
AND--AND AN OPPORTUNITY
TO HELP OTHER PEOPLE.

379
00:16:24,834 --> 00:16:26,792
DON'T YOU THINK?
YEAH, NO, I-I GET THAT,

380
00:16:26,834 --> 00:16:28,125
AND IT'S NOBLE.

381
00:16:28,166 --> 00:16:30,000
BUT YOU REALIZE THAT

382
00:16:30,041 --> 00:16:32,333
ONCE IT'S OUT THERE,
YOU CAN'T TAKE IT BACK.

383
00:16:32,375 --> 00:16:34,625
WHY WOULD I WANT TO?

384
00:16:34,667 --> 00:16:36,792
♪ BOTTLE SPINS,
OH, LET'S TAKE IT SLOW ♪

385
00:16:36,834 --> 00:16:39,417
BECAUSE ANYBODY
WITH A COMPUTER

386
00:16:39,458 --> 00:16:41,041
OR A LIBRARY CARD

387
00:16:41,083 --> 00:16:43,625
WILL KNOW REALLY...

388
00:16:43,667 --> 00:16:46,000
INTIMATE THINGS ABOUT YOU.

389
00:16:46,041 --> 00:16:49,041
A-AND SOME OF THOSE PEOPLE
WILL BE YOUR PATIENTS.

390
00:16:49,083 --> 00:16:52,000
IT'S ALSO THE STORY
OF LUCAS' BIRTH.

391
00:16:52,041 --> 00:16:55,000
LOOK AT--LISTEN, I'M--
I'M NOT AGAINST IT.

392
00:16:55,041 --> 00:16:57,375
IF YOU'RE OKAY WITH PUTTING
IT ALL OUT THERE,

393
00:16:57,417 --> 00:16:59,041
THEN I SUPPORT YOU.

394
00:16:59,083 --> 00:17:01,083
IT'S JUST...

395
00:17:01,125 --> 00:17:03,041
ARE YOU?

396
00:17:03,083 --> 00:17:06,000
ARE YOU OKAY WITH IT?

397
00:17:06,041 --> 00:17:09,041
♪ NOW WE WALK A THIN LINE ♪

398
00:17:09,083 --> 00:17:11,709
♪ AND ACT LIKE IT'S SO FUN ♪

399
00:17:13,458 --> 00:17:17,041
♪ THROWING CAUTION
TO THE WIND ♪

400
00:17:17,083 --> 00:17:19,166
♪ WHICHEVER WAY
THE BOTTLE SPINS ♪

401
00:17:19,208 --> 00:17:21,250
♪ OH, LET'S TAKE IT SLOW ♪

402
00:17:21,291 --> 00:17:26,750
♪ LEAVING ONLY FOOTPRINTS
IN THE SNOW ♪

403
00:17:26,792 --> 00:17:29,875
♪ AND IF YOU DON'T
BELIEVE IT ♪

404
00:17:29,917 --> 00:17:31,583
♪ YOU CAN TAKE IT ALL ♪

405
00:17:31,625 --> 00:17:34,041
OKAY?

406
00:17:34,083 --> 00:17:35,208
YEAH.

407
00:17:35,250 --> 00:17:37,500
THAT'S FINE.

408
00:17:37,542 --> 00:17:40,709
♪ DO YOU HEAR ME? ♪

409
00:17:40,750 --> 00:17:43,083
♪ SINGING OH, PLEASE
FORGIVE ME ♪

410
00:17:43,125 --> 00:17:47,458
♪ DO YOU HEAR ME? ♪

411
00:17:47,500 --> 00:17:50,500
♪ SINGING OH, PLEASE
FORGIVE ME ♪

412
00:17:50,542 --> 00:17:52,458
♪ DO YOU HEAR ME? ♪

413
00:17:52,500 --> 00:17:54,250
♪ SINGING OH, PLEASE ♪

414
00:17:54,291 --> 00:17:57,417
(whimpers)

415
00:17:57,458 --> 00:17:59,458
(crying)

416
00:17:59,500 --> 00:18:01,041
OH.

417
00:18:01,083 --> 00:18:02,792
I'M SORRY.

418
00:18:02,834 --> 00:18:04,792
CHARLOTTE.

419
00:18:04,834 --> 00:18:08,041
♪♪♪

420
00:18:08,083 --> 00:18:10,041
(exhales deeply)

421
00:18:10,083 --> 00:18:14,041
♪♪♪

422
00:18:14,083 --> 00:18:15,875
I'M SORRY.

423
00:18:15,917 --> 00:18:19,000
♪♪♪

424
00:18:21,959 --> 00:18:28,333
♪ OH, OH, OH ♪

425
00:18:34,000 --> 00:18:36,041
THERE'S A 5-CENTIMETER MASS
ON THE LEFT.

426
00:18:36,083 --> 00:18:38,041
7-CENTIMETER LESION
ON THE RIGHT.

427
00:18:38,083 --> 00:18:41,041
YOU'LL NEED A BIOPSY SAMPLE
FOR CELL TYPE AND GRADING.

428
00:18:41,083 --> 00:18:43,041
WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE?
MORAL SUPPORT.

429
00:18:43,083 --> 00:18:45,792
WHAT MAKES YOU THINK
I NEED IT?
DO YOU?

430
00:18:45,834 --> 00:18:49,792
SO HOW'S IT LOOK?
THERE'S ENLARGEMENT
OF THE PARA-AORTIC NODES.

431
00:18:49,834 --> 00:18:54,166
THEY APPEAR TO BE
INFILTRATED WITH TUMOR.
WILL YOU BE ABLE TO REMOVE THEM
WITHOUT LEAVING TUMOR BEHIND?

432
00:18:54,208 --> 00:18:56,583
THEY'RE IMMEDIATELY ADJACENT
TO THE ARTERIES,

433
00:18:56,625 --> 00:18:59,041
SO I DON'T KNOW.

434
00:18:59,083 --> 00:19:02,458
(monitor beeping rhythmically)

435
00:19:02,500 --> 00:19:05,792
IS--IS THAT THE LIVER EDGE?

436
00:19:07,333 --> 00:19:10,041
THAT'S NOT GOOD.

437
00:19:10,083 --> 00:19:13,792
(beeping continues)

438
00:19:13,834 --> 00:19:16,917
(indistinct conversations)

439
00:19:20,083 --> 00:19:22,041
THE CANCER HAS SPREAD BEYOND

440
00:19:22,083 --> 00:19:24,041
WHAT WE INITIALLY SAW
ON THE C.T. SCANS.

441
00:19:24,083 --> 00:19:27,208
IT'S ATTACHED ITSELF
TO THE MAJOR VESSELS.

442
00:19:27,250 --> 00:19:29,709
IT'S IN HER LIVER.

443
00:19:29,750 --> 00:19:32,583
SO WHAT DO WE DO?

444
00:19:32,625 --> 00:19:34,625
HONESTLY? NOTHING.

445
00:19:34,667 --> 00:19:36,166
THAT'S NOT AN ANSWER,
ADDISON.

446
00:19:36,208 --> 00:19:37,834
I'M SORRY. I AM.

447
00:19:37,875 --> 00:19:42,291
I COULD TRY TO COBBLE TOGETHER
A SERIES OF--OF TREATMENTS,

448
00:19:42,333 --> 00:19:44,291
BUT IT WOULD
MAKE SUSAN MISERABLE--

449
00:19:44,333 --> 00:19:46,041
(Rodriguez) THE TRUTH IS,

450
00:19:46,083 --> 00:19:49,083
EVEN IF SHE SUFFERED THROUGH
ALL OF IT, SHE'D HAVE LESS THAN

451
00:19:49,125 --> 00:19:52,041
A 1 OUT OF 5 CHANCE
OF LIVING ANOTHER FEW YEARS.
SOME PEOPLE DO BETTER,

452
00:19:52,083 --> 00:19:54,834
BUT SOME PEOPLE
DO MUCH WORSE.

453
00:19:54,875 --> 00:19:57,667
DO YOU UNDERSTAND
WHAT SHE'S SAYING?
NO.

454
00:19:57,709 --> 00:20:00,834
NO, WHAT?
NO, I DON'T ACCEPT
YOUR NUMBERS

455
00:20:00,875 --> 00:20:04,166
AND I WON'T ACCEPT
YOUR CONCLUSIONS.
THEY'RE NOT MY NUMBERS,
BIZZY.

456
00:20:04,208 --> 00:20:06,375
I DON'T WANT 25%.
I DON'T WANT 50%.

457
00:20:06,417 --> 00:20:08,583
I WANT A CURE,
PLAIN AND SIMPLE.

458
00:20:08,625 --> 00:20:10,792
I DON'T CARE WHAT IT COSTS.

459
00:20:10,834 --> 00:20:14,041
DO YOU UNDERSTAND THAT?
(Rodriguez) I'M SORRY.
WE CAN'T OFFER YOU THAT.

460
00:20:14,083 --> 00:20:16,875
I EXPECTED MORE FROM--
WHAT EXACTLY DID YOU EXPECT
FROM ME, BIZZY?

461
00:20:16,917 --> 00:20:19,250
FOR MY DAUGHTER TO BE SOMETHING
MORE THAN A PASSIVE SPECTATOR

462
00:20:19,291 --> 00:20:22,083
TO THE DEATH
OF SOMEONE I LOVE.

463
00:20:26,291 --> 00:20:27,917
Y--
DON'T.

464
00:20:34,291 --> 00:20:36,041
I'M GONNA TALK TO YOU.

465
00:20:36,083 --> 00:20:38,208
BUT DON'T YOU DARE
TRY AND HUG ME AGAIN.

466
00:20:38,250 --> 00:20:40,208
OKAY.

467
00:20:40,250 --> 00:20:42,208
(exhales)

468
00:20:42,250 --> 00:20:46,041
COOPER WANTS TO HAVE SEX.

469
00:20:46,083 --> 00:20:48,250
I WANT TO HAVE SEX.

470
00:20:48,291 --> 00:20:51,417
I THINK. I'M NOT SURE.

471
00:20:51,458 --> 00:20:54,291
MAYBE I WANT TO HAVE SEX.

472
00:20:54,333 --> 00:20:57,208
I-I LOVE SEX.
I'M GOOD AT SEX.

473
00:21:00,667 --> 00:21:02,250
AND WHAT...

474
00:21:02,291 --> 00:21:05,041
WHAT THAT MAN DID TO ME...

475
00:21:05,083 --> 00:21:07,208
WASN'T SEX.

476
00:21:07,250 --> 00:21:09,875
SO...

477
00:21:09,917 --> 00:21:12,667
THIS SHOULDN'T BE A PROBLEM.

478
00:21:12,709 --> 00:21:14,500
I AM...

479
00:21:14,542 --> 00:21:17,041
GOOD AT SEX.

480
00:21:17,083 --> 00:21:20,125
(sighs)

481
00:21:20,166 --> 00:21:23,125
SO HOW COME I'M CRYING
WHEN COOPER TOUCHES ME?

482
00:21:23,166 --> 00:21:25,458
CHARLOTTE...
YOU WERE RAPED.

483
00:21:25,500 --> 00:21:27,041
I KNOW THAT.

484
00:21:27,083 --> 00:21:31,041
BUT IT WASN'T COOPER
WHO RAPED ME.

485
00:21:31,083 --> 00:21:33,792
IT'S NOT FOREVER...

486
00:21:33,834 --> 00:21:35,291
THE WAY YOU'RE FEELING NOW.

487
00:21:35,333 --> 00:21:36,917
IT'S NOT.

488
00:21:36,959 --> 00:21:40,250
AND SOONER THAN YOU THINK,
YOU'RE GONNA FEEL STRONG AGAIN.

489
00:21:40,291 --> 00:21:43,542
NOT GUILTY,
NOT VULNERABLE...

490
00:21:43,583 --> 00:21:45,625
BUT STRONG.

491
00:21:47,542 --> 00:21:50,291
SEX FOR ME AND COOP,
IT'S LIKE, UH...

492
00:21:50,333 --> 00:21:52,917
IT'S HOW WE COMMUNICATE.

493
00:21:52,959 --> 00:21:56,041
I HATE USING THE PHRASE
"MAKING LOVE," BUT...

494
00:21:56,083 --> 00:21:58,166
IT'S WHAT IT IS.

495
00:21:58,208 --> 00:22:01,417
(chuckles)
IT'S HOW WE LOVE.

496
00:22:01,458 --> 00:22:04,375
AND I WANT THAT BACK.

497
00:22:04,417 --> 00:22:06,583
DO YOU?

498
00:22:08,625 --> 00:22:10,166
WHAT'S THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN?

499
00:22:10,208 --> 00:22:12,166
LOOK, Y-YOU DON'T WANT
A HUG,

500
00:22:12,208 --> 00:22:14,834
AND I PROMISE YOU, I AM--
I'M NOT GONNA HUG YOU.

501
00:22:14,875 --> 00:22:18,041
BUT I-I AM GONNA TELL YOU
WHAT YOU AND I BOTH KNOW.

502
00:22:18,083 --> 00:22:21,041
LOVE AND INTIMACY
AND PLEASURE...

503
00:22:21,083 --> 00:22:24,166
NO ONE CAN TAKE THOSE THINGS
AWAY FROM YOU.

504
00:22:24,208 --> 00:22:25,792
NO ONE...

505
00:22:25,834 --> 00:22:27,166
(sighs deeply)

506
00:22:27,208 --> 00:22:30,041
NO MATTER
WHAT THEY'VE DONE TO YOU.

507
00:22:30,083 --> 00:22:33,583
NOTHING CAN COME BETWEEN
YOU AND COOPER EXCEPT YOU.

508
00:22:42,458 --> 00:22:45,041
BIZZY, WHAT YOU'RE DOING
TO ADDISON IS WRONG.

509
00:22:45,083 --> 00:22:47,959
IT'S UNFAIR,
AND I'M NOT GONNA...

510
00:22:48,000 --> 00:22:49,625
(sniffles)

511
00:22:49,667 --> 00:22:52,417
(siren wailing)

512
00:22:52,458 --> 00:22:54,041
(sighs)

513
00:22:54,083 --> 00:22:57,834
I ASK VERY LITTLE
OF MY CHILDREN.

514
00:22:57,875 --> 00:23:00,458
BUT WHAT I'M ASKING
OF ADDISON...

515
00:23:00,500 --> 00:23:03,458
IT'S NOT LOST ON ME.

516
00:23:14,083 --> 00:23:15,875
IT DOESN'T LOOK LIKE

517
00:23:15,917 --> 00:23:18,083
THERE'S ANYTHING LEFT
TO BE DONE.

518
00:23:18,125 --> 00:23:20,834
I'M SORRY.
(sniffles)

519
00:23:20,875 --> 00:23:22,250
I REALLY AM.

520
00:23:24,625 --> 00:23:26,834
BUT YOU...

521
00:23:26,875 --> 00:23:29,834
YOU CAN'T
KEEP PUSHING ADDISON.

522
00:23:29,875 --> 00:23:32,834
FOR WHATEVER IS LEFT
OF YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH HER,

523
00:23:32,875 --> 00:23:34,208
BIZZY, PLEASE...

524
00:23:34,250 --> 00:23:37,041
DON'T DO THIS.

525
00:23:37,083 --> 00:23:39,792
SUSAN MEANS...

526
00:23:39,834 --> 00:23:41,834
EVERYTHING TO ME,

527
00:23:41,875 --> 00:23:43,917
AND SHE'S...

528
00:23:48,291 --> 00:23:50,041
AND I HAVE TO BELIEVE

529
00:23:50,083 --> 00:23:52,041
THAT THERE IS
SOME WAY TO HELP HER.

530
00:23:52,083 --> 00:23:53,542
THAT'S WHY I CAME HERE,

531
00:23:53,583 --> 00:23:56,333
BECAUSE ADDISON IS THE BEST
AT WHAT SHE DOES, THE VERY BEST.

532
00:23:56,375 --> 00:23:59,083
WELL, HAVE YOU EVER
TOLD HER THAT?

533
00:23:59,125 --> 00:24:02,000
I'M HER MOTHER.
THAT'S NOT MY JOB.

534
00:24:10,500 --> 00:24:12,458
(monitor beeping rhythmically)

535
00:24:12,500 --> 00:24:15,041
(woman speaking indistinctly
over p.a.)

536
00:24:15,083 --> 00:24:17,458
(sniffles) I-I KNOW
I SHOULDN'T BE IN HERE,

537
00:24:17,500 --> 00:24:21,041
BUT... (sniffles) I SAW
THAT PATRICIA HAD STEPPED OUT.

538
00:24:21,083 --> 00:24:23,000
STAY.

539
00:24:23,041 --> 00:24:26,000
(beeping continues)

540
00:24:26,041 --> 00:24:27,709
(sobs)

541
00:24:27,750 --> 00:24:30,000
HOW IS HE?

542
00:24:30,041 --> 00:24:33,041
HIS INTRACRANIAL PRESSURE
IS HOLDING FOR NOW.

543
00:24:33,083 --> 00:24:34,917
HE DOESN'T HAVE TO DIE.

544
00:24:34,959 --> 00:24:37,917
(sniffles) I RESPECT THAT
IT'S HER DECISION TO MAKE,

545
00:24:37,959 --> 00:24:41,083
BUT COREY SAYS THEY BARELY
EVEN TALK ANYMORE.

546
00:24:41,125 --> 00:24:43,041
(sighs) I'M SORRY.
I WISH...

547
00:24:43,083 --> 00:24:46,041
MY HANDS ARE TIED.
(footsteps approach)

548
00:24:46,083 --> 00:24:48,375
FIVE MINUTES, OKAY?
THEN YOU HAVE TO GO.

549
00:24:48,417 --> 00:24:50,000
WHO ARE YOU?

550
00:25:00,709 --> 00:25:03,792
I'M BEGGING YOU.
YOU CAN'T DO THIS TO HIM.

551
00:25:03,834 --> 00:25:06,625
YOU CAN'T LET HIM DIE.
WHY IS SH--WHO ARE YOU?

552
00:25:06,667 --> 00:25:09,834
JANEL, MAYBE IT'S BEST
THAT YOU GO.
(crying) I LOVE HIM, TOO.
LET HIM LIVE.

553
00:25:09,875 --> 00:25:12,834
LET HIM DECIDE
IF HE WANTS TO LIVE.
GET OUT.

554
00:25:12,875 --> 00:25:15,208
(monitor beeping erratically)

555
00:25:15,250 --> 00:25:18,500
WHAT'S HAPPENING?
HIS I.C.P.
IS GOING THROUGH THE ROOF.

556
00:25:18,542 --> 00:25:21,208
I'M GONNA INCREASE HIS MANNITOL.
NURSE, I NEED

557
00:25:21,250 --> 00:25:24,041
A VENTRICULOSTOMY KIT, ASAP.
OKAY, HOLD ON TO HIM.

558
00:25:24,083 --> 00:25:27,041
PATRICIA, IF I DON'T INSERT
A TUBE INTO HIS HEAD

559
00:25:27,083 --> 00:25:29,041
TO RELIEVE THE PRESSURE,
HE'S GONNA DIE...
(snaps gloves)

560
00:25:29,083 --> 00:25:31,041
RIGHT HERE, RIGHT NOW.

561
00:25:31,083 --> 00:25:34,041
I NEED YOU TO TELL ME
THIS IS OKAY.

562
00:25:34,083 --> 00:25:36,250
WHAT THE HELL'S GOING ON
IN HERE?

563
00:25:36,291 --> 00:25:39,041
DID YOU AUTHORIZE THIS?
AUTHORIZE? HE'S DYING.

564
00:25:39,083 --> 00:25:41,417
PATRICIA--
YOU CAN'T JUST DO THIS
WITHOUT HER PERMISSION.

565
00:25:41,458 --> 00:25:44,959
SHE CAN SUE IF SHE WANTS.
I'M SAVING HIS LIFE.

566
00:25:45,000 --> 00:25:47,208
(beeping continues)

567
00:25:47,250 --> 00:25:49,041
(sighs) YOU OKAY?

568
00:25:49,083 --> 00:25:52,125
FOR A PASSIVE SPECTATOR.
OH, ADDISON--

569
00:25:52,166 --> 00:25:53,750
I CAN'T WIN HERE.

570
00:25:53,792 --> 00:25:56,125
IF I DON'T DO SOMETHING,
BIZZY WILL HATE ME.

571
00:25:56,166 --> 00:25:59,041
AND IF I DO AND GET ANYTHING
LESS THAN SOME MIRACLE RESULT,

572
00:25:59,083 --> 00:26:01,041
THEN SHE'S STILL
GONNA HATE ME.

573
00:26:01,083 --> 00:26:04,041
I DON'T THINK SO. I THINK
SHE JUST WANTS YOU TO TRY.

574
00:26:04,083 --> 00:26:07,041
SHE BELIEVES IN YOU.
YEAH, WELL, SHE HAS
A FUNNY WAY OF SHOWING IT.

575
00:26:07,083 --> 00:26:09,041
NO, NO, SHE--SHE CAME HERE
BECAUSE SHE KNEW

576
00:26:09,083 --> 00:26:12,083
THE ONLY THING THAT COULD HELP
SUSAN WOULD BE A MIRACLE.

577
00:26:12,125 --> 00:26:14,083
AND SHE BELIEVES
THAT IF ANYONE'S

578
00:26:14,125 --> 00:26:17,709
GONNA GIVE HER A MIRACLE,
YOU CAN.
WHY ARE YOU SUDDENLY
ON HER SIDE?

579
00:26:17,750 --> 00:26:19,709
BECAUSE SHE WAS CRYING.

580
00:26:19,750 --> 00:26:20,917
WHAT?

581
00:26:20,959 --> 00:26:22,041
YEAH.

582
00:26:22,083 --> 00:26:23,083
B--

583
00:26:23,125 --> 00:26:25,041
BIZZY DOES NOT CRY.

584
00:26:25,083 --> 00:26:26,041
(laughs)

585
00:26:26,083 --> 00:26:29,041
IS THERE A PART OF YOU
THAT DOESN'T WANT TO TRY

586
00:26:29,083 --> 00:26:32,041
BECAUSE...
YOU HATE YOUR MOTHER

587
00:26:32,083 --> 00:26:34,250
FOR NOT BEING A MOTHER?
WHAT? WHAT--NO, THAT'S NOT--

588
00:26:34,291 --> 00:26:36,333
WHY WOULD YOU EVEN
SAY SOMETHING LIKE THAT?

589
00:26:36,375 --> 00:26:39,041
BECAUSE YOU ARE
ADDISON FORBES MONTGOMERY...

590
00:26:39,083 --> 00:26:42,041
WORLD-CLASS SURGEON.
(chuckles)
(laughs)

591
00:26:42,083 --> 00:26:44,041
AND I HAVE NEVER, EVER

592
00:26:44,083 --> 00:26:46,166
SEEN YOU BACK AWAY
FROM A FIGHT.

593
00:26:50,875 --> 00:26:52,500
(indistinct conversations)

594
00:26:52,542 --> 00:26:54,625
OUR BIGGEST PROBLEM
IS THAT THE CANCER

595
00:26:54,667 --> 00:26:56,625
HAS METASTASIZED
TO AREAS OF YOUR BODY

596
00:26:56,667 --> 00:26:58,625
THAT ARE EITHER TOO DANGEROUS
FOR ME TO CUT

597
00:26:58,667 --> 00:27:00,709
OR TOO DIFFICULT
FOR ME TO REACH.

598
00:27:00,750 --> 00:27:03,291
BUT, UM...
I DID SOME RESEARCH,

599
00:27:03,333 --> 00:27:06,041
AND I FOUND A NEW PROTOCOL.
I...

600
00:27:06,083 --> 00:27:08,667
I WAS TRAINED ON THIS MACHINE.
IT'S CALLED THE da VINCI.

601
00:27:08,709 --> 00:27:11,250
YOU'RE GONNA LET A MACHINE
OPERATE ON ME?

602
00:27:11,291 --> 00:27:13,250
NO, NO, NO. I WOULD
OPERATE ON YOU,

603
00:27:13,291 --> 00:27:15,458
BUT I WOULD BE DOING IT
USING THE MACHINE.

604
00:27:15,500 --> 00:27:17,458
IT ENABLES ME TO CUT IN WAYS

605
00:27:17,500 --> 00:27:19,542
THAT I WOULD NEVER
BE ABLE TO DO FREEHAND.

606
00:27:19,583 --> 00:27:21,583
HAVE YOU EVER DONE THIS
BEFORE?

607
00:27:21,625 --> 00:27:24,667
IT'S GENERALLY NOT USED
ON CASES LIKE YOURS YET,

608
00:27:24,709 --> 00:27:26,667
BUT I KNOW ITS CAPABILITIES,

609
00:27:26,709 --> 00:27:29,583
AND I THINK IT'S
THE BEST WAY TO HELP YOU.

610
00:27:29,625 --> 00:27:31,291
HMM.

611
00:27:31,333 --> 00:27:33,709
(monitor beeping rhythmically)

612
00:27:33,750 --> 00:27:35,709
IF IT WEREN'T
FOR YOUR MOTHER,

613
00:27:35,750 --> 00:27:40,000
I DON'T THINK I EVER
WOULD'VE COME HERE.

614
00:27:40,041 --> 00:27:41,542
BUT I LOVE HER.

615
00:27:41,583 --> 00:27:44,667
SHE'S MY BEST FRIEND.

616
00:27:46,458 --> 00:27:49,041
I WANT TO DO IT...

617
00:27:49,083 --> 00:27:51,041
FOR HER.

618
00:27:51,083 --> 00:27:53,000
(beeping continues)

619
00:27:53,041 --> 00:27:57,417
HEY, BIZZY.

620
00:27:57,458 --> 00:28:00,417
SO YOU HAVE A PLAN NOW.

621
00:28:00,458 --> 00:28:02,041
(beeping continues)

622
00:28:02,083 --> 00:28:04,750
SO IS THERE GONNA BE--THERE'S
GONNA BE, LIKE, A BOOK TOUR?

623
00:28:04,792 --> 00:28:07,291
LIKE 12 CITIES, 10 DAYS,
READINGS, AUTOGRAPHS?

624
00:28:07,333 --> 00:28:09,959
OH, IF THEY DO, CAN I--
CAN I BE A ROADIE?

625
00:28:10,041 --> 00:28:12,250
(laughs, mouth full)
WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
NANNY.

626
00:28:12,291 --> 00:28:14,417
OH.
YOU WANT TO GO
ON THE ROAD WITH MOMMY?

627
00:28:14,458 --> 00:28:16,625
HUH?
OH.

628
00:28:16,667 --> 00:28:19,041
AREN'T YOU SO PROUD
OF HER?

629
00:28:19,083 --> 00:28:22,333
(blows kiss)
OH, MY GOD. ONE DAY,
HE'S GONNA KNOW HOW TO READ.

630
00:28:22,375 --> 00:28:25,458
OH, NO, NO. DON'T GO THERE.
NO, HE'S GONNA KNOW
ALL THE MOST INTIMATE DETAILS

631
00:28:25,500 --> 00:28:27,333
OF HIS MOTHER'S LIFE.
MM.

632
00:28:27,375 --> 00:28:29,041
AND MY PARENTS AND YOU...

633
00:28:29,083 --> 00:28:31,417
(Lucas babbles)
IT'S A BOOK, VIOLET.
IT'S NOT A SEX TAPE.

634
00:28:31,458 --> 00:28:34,250
BUT STILL--
NO BUTS.
YOU COULDA TAKEN THOSE PAGES

635
00:28:34,291 --> 00:28:36,417
AND STUFFED 'EM IN A DRAWER
SOMEWHERE, BUT YOU DIDN'T.

636
00:28:36,458 --> 00:28:39,458
YOU SENT 'EM OFF TO SEE
IF ANYBODY WOULD CARE,

637
00:28:39,500 --> 00:28:41,625
AND THEY WILL.
PEOPLE WILL CARE.

638
00:28:41,667 --> 00:28:43,959
THEY WILL BE HELPED
BY WHAT YOU WROTE.

639
00:28:44,000 --> 00:28:46,500
ARE YOU SURE?
NO, NOT AT ALL.
YOU HAVEN'T LET ME READ IT.

640
00:28:46,542 --> 00:28:49,041
(laughs)
NO, I MEAN, YOU KNOW...

641
00:28:49,083 --> 00:28:50,417
I'M KIDDING.

642
00:28:50,458 --> 00:28:53,417
I'M SURE IT'S HONEST
AND REAL AND IT'S YOU.

643
00:28:53,458 --> 00:28:55,625
YOU DID A GOOD THING.

644
00:28:57,542 --> 00:28:59,917
OH, YOU COULD KISS ME
RIGHT NOW, COULDN'T YOU?

645
00:28:59,959 --> 00:29:03,625
DO YOU NEED A KISS?
OH, I NEED MORE THAN A KISS.

646
00:29:03,667 --> 00:29:05,041
I KNOW.

647
00:29:05,083 --> 00:29:08,000
I'M SORRY
IT'S SO DIFFICULT, COOP.

648
00:29:10,917 --> 00:29:13,041
(woman speaking indistinctly
over p.a.)

649
00:29:13,083 --> 00:29:14,625
I NEED YOU.

650
00:29:14,667 --> 00:29:16,041
YOU HAD YOUR CHANCE.

651
00:29:16,083 --> 00:29:18,667
I'M GOING TO USE
THE da VINCI SURGICAL SYSTEM

652
00:29:18,709 --> 00:29:20,458
ON SUSAN TOMORROW.

653
00:29:20,500 --> 00:29:23,458
I APPLAUD YOUR AMBITION,
BUT YOUR JUDGMENT IS--

654
00:29:23,500 --> 00:29:26,083
IT'S POSSIBLE.
ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE.
THE QUESTION IS,

655
00:29:26,125 --> 00:29:29,083
ARE YOU GONNA BE SELLING SUSAN
AND YOUR MOTHER FALSE HOPE?

656
00:29:29,125 --> 00:29:31,709
WELL, IF I WERE DOING IT
ON MY OWN, PROBABLY,

657
00:29:31,750 --> 00:29:34,041
BUT THAT'S WHERE YOU COME IN.

658
00:29:34,083 --> 00:29:36,041
I NEED YOU TO INFUSE
HEATED CHEMO

659
00:29:36,083 --> 00:29:38,750
DIRECTLY INTO HER ABDOMEN
AFTER I CUT.

660
00:29:38,792 --> 00:29:40,458
IT'LL DESTROY ANY DISEASE
LEFT BEHIND.

661
00:29:40,500 --> 00:29:43,709
DON'T PLAY HARD TO GET.
YOU ARE.

662
00:29:43,750 --> 00:29:46,625
I'LL SEE YOU TOMORROW?

663
00:29:46,667 --> 00:29:48,667
(woman speaks indistinctly
over p.a.)

664
00:29:57,083 --> 00:29:59,083
(sighs)

665
00:30:02,125 --> 00:30:03,542
AHH.

666
00:30:03,583 --> 00:30:05,041
(Charlotte) GOOD NIGHT.

667
00:30:05,083 --> 00:30:06,917
GOOD NIGHT.

668
00:30:08,333 --> 00:30:10,959
MM.

669
00:30:12,417 --> 00:30:14,917
MM.

670
00:30:23,083 --> 00:30:25,834
MM.

671
00:30:45,083 --> 00:30:46,750
YOU OKAY?

672
00:30:46,792 --> 00:30:48,125
I AM.

673
00:30:48,166 --> 00:30:50,333
YOU SURE?

674
00:31:04,250 --> 00:31:06,125
WHAT?

675
00:31:06,166 --> 00:31:07,750
WHAT'S WRONG?

676
00:31:07,792 --> 00:31:08,959
NOTHING.

677
00:31:09,000 --> 00:31:10,625
(chuckles)

678
00:31:10,667 --> 00:31:12,875
I'M FINE, COOPER.

679
00:31:18,083 --> 00:31:19,625
WHAT IS IT?

680
00:31:19,667 --> 00:31:22,208
I JUST--
I WANT IT TO BE RIGHT.

681
00:31:22,250 --> 00:31:24,041
IT'S NOT MY FIRST TIME.

682
00:31:24,083 --> 00:31:25,667
(chuckles)

683
00:31:25,709 --> 00:31:27,417
IT'S YOUR FIRST TIME
SINCE--

684
00:31:27,458 --> 00:31:30,166
HEY. IT'S NOT LIKE THAT.

685
00:31:46,667 --> 00:31:49,000
I JUST--I CAN'T.

686
00:31:56,458 --> 00:31:58,750
I'M SORRY.

687
00:32:14,083 --> 00:32:18,125
(Sia's "I'm in Here"
(piano/vocal version) playing)

688
00:32:25,083 --> 00:32:28,041
♪ I'M IN HERE ♪

689
00:32:28,083 --> 00:32:31,834
♪ CAN ANYBODY SEE ME? ♪

690
00:32:31,875 --> 00:32:36,291
♪ CAN ANYBODY HELP?

691
00:32:36,333 --> 00:32:38,333
THE TUBE I INSERTED
BOUGHT US TIME,

692
00:32:38,375 --> 00:32:40,917
BUT WE'RE TALKING HOURS,
NOT DAYS, TO SAVE COREY'S LIFE.

693
00:32:40,959 --> 00:32:42,917
I AM NOT
GOING TO CHANGE MY MIND

694
00:32:42,959 --> 00:32:44,959
SIMPLY BECAUSE SOME WOMAN
CLAIMS TO KNOW MY HUSBAND

695
00:32:45,000 --> 00:32:46,792
AS WELL AS I DO.

696
00:32:46,834 --> 00:32:49,333
DON'T YOU WANT TO GIVE HIM
A CHANCE TO DECIDE

697
00:32:49,375 --> 00:32:52,333
IF THIS IS A LIFE
THAT HE WANTS TO LIVE?
I WANT HIM TO RECOVER FULLY.

698
00:32:52,375 --> 00:32:55,458
YOU TOLD ME
THERE WAS A CHANCE.
THAT CHANCE IS GONE.

699
00:32:55,500 --> 00:32:58,667
EVERY SECOND WE WASTE OUT HERE
IS COSTING COREY.

700
00:32:58,709 --> 00:32:59,917
NO.

701
00:32:59,959 --> 00:33:01,750
ABSOLUTELY NOT.

702
00:33:01,792 --> 00:33:03,375
YOU DON'T KNOW COREY.

703
00:33:03,417 --> 00:33:06,750
YOU DON'T KNOW HIM
LIKE I KNOW HIM.

704
00:33:06,792 --> 00:33:08,750
NOBODY KNOWS HIM
LIKE I DO.

705
00:33:08,792 --> 00:33:11,458
AND I DON'T CARE
WHAT THAT WOMAN THINKS

706
00:33:11,500 --> 00:33:15,583
BECAUSE SHE HAS NO IDEA
THE HOURS I PUT IN...

707
00:33:15,625 --> 00:33:19,041
THE THINGS I DO
TO MAKE HIM FEEL COMFORTABLE

708
00:33:19,083 --> 00:33:21,041
SO HE CAN BE HIMSELF,

709
00:33:21,083 --> 00:33:23,041
SO HE CAN THINK,

710
00:33:23,083 --> 00:33:25,583
SO HE CAN BE BRILLIANT.

711
00:33:25,625 --> 00:33:27,917
THAT'S MY LIFE.

712
00:33:27,959 --> 00:33:30,542
THAT'S OUR LIFE.

713
00:33:30,583 --> 00:33:34,208
AND A LIFE WITHOUT THAT
ISN'T A LIFE WE WANT TO LIVE.

714
00:33:34,250 --> 00:33:38,417
I KNOW WHAT COREY WANTS.

715
00:33:38,458 --> 00:33:42,000
(Janel) HE'D WANT TO SEE
HIS CHILD BORN.

716
00:33:42,041 --> 00:33:44,583
♪ HELP ♪

717
00:33:44,625 --> 00:33:47,959
♪ CAN YOU HEAR MY CALL? ♪

718
00:33:48,000 --> 00:33:50,041
♪ OOH ♪
♪ ARE YOU COMING... ♪

719
00:33:50,083 --> 00:33:52,417
YOU...

720
00:33:52,458 --> 00:33:54,375
♪ I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR ♪

721
00:33:54,417 --> 00:33:56,041
DID HE KNOW?

722
00:33:56,083 --> 00:33:58,208
♪ YOU TO COME RESCUE ME ♪

723
00:33:58,250 --> 00:34:01,041
TELL ME HE DIDN'T KNOW.

724
00:34:01,083 --> 00:34:03,834
I TOLD HIM
THE NIGHT OF THE ACCIDENT.

725
00:34:03,875 --> 00:34:05,667
♪ ALL OF THE SADNESS ♪

726
00:34:05,709 --> 00:34:07,750
♪ I CANNOT ♪

727
00:34:07,792 --> 00:34:10,250
HE WAS ON HIS WAY
TO SEE YOU.

728
00:34:10,291 --> 00:34:12,125
HE LOVED YOU.

729
00:34:12,166 --> 00:34:15,125
HE DID. HE SAID
YOU DROVE HIM TO BE GREAT.

730
00:34:15,166 --> 00:34:17,583
♪ I'M BREAKING DOWN ♪

731
00:34:17,625 --> 00:34:20,083
I WANTED CHILDREN.

732
00:34:20,125 --> 00:34:21,917
COREY SAW THEM

733
00:34:21,959 --> 00:34:24,875
AS AN IMPEDIMENT
TO HIS SUCCESS.

734
00:34:24,917 --> 00:34:28,208
♪ STUCK INSIDE THESE WALLS ♪

735
00:34:28,250 --> 00:34:30,417
COREY AND I...

736
00:34:30,458 --> 00:34:32,083
♪ ...THERE IS HOPE ♪

737
00:34:32,125 --> 00:34:35,208
DIDN'T EVEN SLEEP
IN THE SAME BED.

738
00:34:35,250 --> 00:34:38,041
♪ IS ANYBODY... ♪

739
00:34:38,083 --> 00:34:41,458
UM... THIS, UM...

740
00:34:41,500 --> 00:34:43,834
THIS DECISION ISN'T MINE.

741
00:34:43,875 --> 00:34:46,041
IT'S HERS.

742
00:34:46,083 --> 00:34:47,875
IT'S--IT'S BOTH OF OURS.

743
00:34:47,917 --> 00:34:49,458
♪ I BEEN WAITING FOR ♪

744
00:34:49,500 --> 00:34:52,834
SO WHAT DO WE DO?
WE SAVE HIM.

745
00:34:52,875 --> 00:34:55,125
♪ YOU TO COME RESCUE ME ♪

746
00:35:02,083 --> 00:35:05,041
♪ I'M IN HERE ♪

747
00:35:05,083 --> 00:35:07,083
DO YOU NEED SOMETHING?

748
00:35:07,125 --> 00:35:10,041
WHEN YOU GOT RAPED,

749
00:35:10,083 --> 00:35:12,750
HOW LONG BEFORE
YOU WANTED TO SCREW AGAIN?

750
00:35:12,792 --> 00:35:15,208
WOW.

751
00:35:15,250 --> 00:35:19,417
UH, WELL, YOU COULD READ
ALL ABOUT IT IN MY BOOK

752
00:35:19,458 --> 00:35:21,417
IF I WAS PUBLISHING
MY BOOK.

753
00:35:21,458 --> 00:35:23,417
I DON'T WANT TO HAVE
A HEART-TO-HEART

754
00:35:23,458 --> 00:35:26,041
OR HEAR ABOUT YOUR PROBLEMS.
I JUST WANT AN ANSWER.

755
00:35:26,083 --> 00:35:27,500
OKAY. UM...

756
00:35:27,542 --> 00:35:30,875
WELL, I GUESS...

757
00:35:30,917 --> 00:35:33,041
(sighs)

758
00:35:33,083 --> 00:35:35,917
FOR ME,
IT WAS A LONG TIME...

759
00:35:35,959 --> 00:35:40,250
BECAUSE I HAD TO LEARN
HOW TO TRUST MEN AGAIN.

760
00:35:40,291 --> 00:35:44,041
BUT I WAS SINGLE,
YOU KNOW?

761
00:35:44,083 --> 00:35:46,041
I MEAN, IF I HAD ALREADY

762
00:35:46,083 --> 00:35:48,959
HAD A MAN IN MY LIFE
THAT I TRUSTED,

763
00:35:49,000 --> 00:35:51,250
I DON'T KNOW.

764
00:35:51,291 --> 00:35:53,250
I DO KNOW THAT THE FACT

765
00:35:53,291 --> 00:35:55,583
THAT YOU'RE ASKING YOURSELF
THIS QUESTION

766
00:35:55,625 --> 00:35:57,583
PROBABLY MEANS
YOU'RE MORE READY

767
00:35:57,625 --> 00:36:00,041
THAN YOU THINK YOU ARE.

768
00:36:00,083 --> 00:36:02,750
JUST TAKE IT SLOW.

769
00:36:02,792 --> 00:36:04,208
OKAY.

770
00:36:07,000 --> 00:36:09,208
THANK YOU.

771
00:36:09,250 --> 00:36:11,417
I NEVER SAID THAT.

772
00:36:11,458 --> 00:36:14,417
AND I'M MEAN TO YOU
A LOT OF THE TIME

773
00:36:14,458 --> 00:36:17,041
'CAUSE YOU'RE ALL TOUCHY-FEELY,
AND THAT'S ANNOYING,

774
00:36:17,083 --> 00:36:19,959
BUT... YOU TOLD ME
ABOUT YOUR RAPE.

775
00:36:20,000 --> 00:36:22,041
AND THAT...

776
00:36:22,083 --> 00:36:24,208
HELPED ME.

777
00:36:24,250 --> 00:36:27,291
IT HELPED ME.

778
00:36:27,333 --> 00:36:30,041
THANK YOU.

779
00:36:31,625 --> 00:36:33,625
(door opens)

780
00:36:37,083 --> 00:36:39,041
(door closes)

781
00:36:39,083 --> 00:36:42,000
(people speaking indistinctly)

782
00:36:48,083 --> 00:36:50,041
WE GOT IT... ALL OF IT.

783
00:36:50,083 --> 00:36:53,041
AND WE WERE ABLE TO INSERT
THE PORT IN HER ABDOMEN

784
00:36:53,083 --> 00:36:56,041
TO DELIVER THE LOCAL CHEMO.
I MEAN, WE STILL HAVE TO
MONITOR HER,

785
00:36:56,083 --> 00:36:58,000
BUT IT LOOKS
VERY PROMISING.

786
00:37:11,041 --> 00:37:13,625
I SHOULD BE WITH SUSAN.

787
00:37:26,750 --> 00:37:29,041
MRS. RAMSEY.

788
00:37:29,083 --> 00:37:31,500
THE CEREBRAL EDEMA
IS IMPROVING,

789
00:37:31,542 --> 00:37:34,417
AND COREY'S PUPILS
ARE REACTIVE.

790
00:37:34,458 --> 00:37:36,417
WE HAD TO REMOVE

791
00:37:36,458 --> 00:37:40,041
A LARGER PORTION OF THE BRAIN
THAN WE EXPECTED.

792
00:37:40,083 --> 00:37:42,458
IS HE...
(Pete) HE'S RESPONDING.

793
00:37:42,500 --> 00:37:45,041
THAT'S ALL WE KNOW.

794
00:37:45,083 --> 00:37:47,667
IT'S GONNA BE
A... A LONG ROAD BACK.

795
00:37:47,709 --> 00:37:49,333
CAN I SEE...

796
00:37:49,375 --> 00:37:50,959
(clears throat)

797
00:37:51,000 --> 00:37:54,583
(sniffles) CAN WE SEE HIM,
THE--THE TWO OF US?

798
00:37:56,667 --> 00:37:58,667
OF COURSE.

799
00:38:10,959 --> 00:38:13,041
SHE JUST WALKED AWAY.

800
00:38:13,083 --> 00:38:14,667
WELL...

801
00:38:14,709 --> 00:38:17,000
HER HUSBAND'S
NOT IN THERE.

802
00:38:21,917 --> 00:38:24,041
HEY. HOW'D IT GO?

803
00:38:24,083 --> 00:38:26,542
SHE KICKED ASS.
THAT'S GREAT.

804
00:38:26,583 --> 00:38:30,041
BUT BIZZY
DIDN'T SAY THANK YOU.

805
00:38:30,083 --> 00:38:32,375
OH, COME ON.
WE ARE ALL FAMILY HERE.

806
00:38:32,417 --> 00:38:34,375
I'M SORRY.
THAT... THAT SUCKS.

807
00:38:34,417 --> 00:38:37,000
SHAME ON ME
FOR EXPECTING MORE.

808
00:38:37,041 --> 00:38:39,041
NO, SHAME ON YOU FOR TURNING

809
00:38:39,083 --> 00:38:41,583
WHAT SHOULD BE A CELEBRATION
INTO THIS.

810
00:38:41,625 --> 00:38:43,792
YOU KNOW WHAT?
YOU'RE RIGHT.

811
00:38:43,834 --> 00:38:47,208
BIZZY'S JUST BIZZY.

812
00:38:47,250 --> 00:38:49,208
LOOK, I HAVE
AN AMAZING MOTHER.

813
00:38:49,250 --> 00:38:51,208
ALL RIGHT? I HAVE
A KICK-ASS MOM.

814
00:38:51,250 --> 00:38:53,417
I HAVE THE BEST MOM
IN THE WORLD.

815
00:38:53,458 --> 00:38:57,291
AHH. YAY, YOU.
BUT I HAVE A DEAD FATHER,
AND A DRUG ADDICTION PROBLEM,

816
00:38:57,333 --> 00:38:59,834
AND I'M KIND OF A WHORE.

817
00:38:59,875 --> 00:39:03,041
NAI IS A GREAT MOM, AND SHE
HAS A 15 YEAR OLD WITH A BABY.

818
00:39:03,083 --> 00:39:06,542
IS THERE A POINT
TO ALL THIS?
YES.

819
00:39:06,583 --> 00:39:09,417
YOU HAVE A COLD,
WITHHOLDING MOTHER.

820
00:39:09,458 --> 00:39:12,041
AND YOU'RE THE MOST COMPETENT,
TOGETHER PERSON I KNOW.

821
00:39:12,083 --> 00:39:14,041
I-I WANNA BE YOU
WHEN I GROW UP.

822
00:39:14,083 --> 00:39:16,041
SO, YOU KNOW,
MAYBE YOU GOT DEALT

823
00:39:16,083 --> 00:39:18,834
THE BETTER HAND
IN THE LONG RUN.

824
00:39:18,875 --> 00:39:21,041
SO JUST SHUT UP
AND STOP WHINING.

825
00:39:21,083 --> 00:39:24,041
(door opens)

826
00:39:24,083 --> 00:39:26,041
(door closes)

827
00:39:26,083 --> 00:39:28,041
SHE'S A LITTLE BIT WISE.

828
00:39:28,083 --> 00:39:29,625
IT'S ANNOYING.

829
00:39:29,667 --> 00:39:32,208
IF YOU WANT SOMETHING
FROM BIZZY,

830
00:39:32,250 --> 00:39:34,625
YOU'RE GONNA
HAVE TO ASK FOR IT.

831
00:39:34,667 --> 00:39:37,041
IT'S THE ONLY WAY YOU'RE EVER
GONNA GET IT. OKAY?

832
00:39:37,083 --> 00:39:38,959
PASS THE WINE.

833
00:39:39,000 --> 00:39:42,667
♪♪♪

834
00:39:47,291 --> 00:39:49,250
(woman) ♪ I'M DAYDREAMING
OF MY FUTURE... ♪

835
00:39:49,291 --> 00:39:51,458
SO, UM...

836
00:39:51,500 --> 00:39:53,041
♪ HE'S MY FAVORITE PERSON ♪

837
00:39:53,083 --> 00:39:54,667
I'M GOING TO NEW YORK.

838
00:39:54,709 --> 00:39:56,041
YOU ARE?

839
00:39:56,083 --> 00:39:57,625
I AM.

840
00:39:57,667 --> 00:40:00,834
I AM A THERAPIST, AND IT'S--
IT'S NOT JUST WHAT I DO.

841
00:40:00,875 --> 00:40:03,458
IT'S WHO I AM.
IT'S MY LIFE'S WORK.

842
00:40:03,500 --> 00:40:06,041
I WANT TO TELL MY STORY.
I WANT--

843
00:40:06,083 --> 00:40:07,875
IF I HELP ONE PERSON--

844
00:40:07,917 --> 00:40:10,083
THEN I THINK
YOU SHOULD GO TO NEW YORK.

845
00:40:10,125 --> 00:40:13,250
♪ OOH, BABY,
I NEED 31 FLAVORS ♪

846
00:40:13,291 --> 00:40:15,250
♪ MY METHODS ARE
SOMEWHAT UNCONVENTIONAL ♪

847
00:40:15,291 --> 00:40:17,417
WHAT?

848
00:40:17,458 --> 00:40:20,041
JUST... LUCAS' MOM
IS AMAZING.

849
00:40:20,083 --> 00:40:22,375
THAT'S ALL.

850
00:40:22,417 --> 00:40:24,083
(babbles)

851
00:40:24,125 --> 00:40:25,875
YUM-YUM.

852
00:40:25,917 --> 00:40:27,625
YUM-YUMS?

853
00:40:27,667 --> 00:40:30,041
♪ I NEED A LOT OF ACTIVITY
TO STIR MY SENSES ♪

854
00:40:30,083 --> 00:40:32,667
YOU WANT TO TRY AGAIN.

855
00:40:32,709 --> 00:40:34,458
WE DON'T HAVE TO.

856
00:40:34,500 --> 00:40:36,041
NO, NO, I DO. I DO.

857
00:40:36,083 --> 00:40:37,875
I JUST, UH...

858
00:40:37,917 --> 00:40:39,959
I WANT TO. I JUST...

859
00:40:40,041 --> 00:40:42,417
♪♪♪

860
00:40:42,458 --> 00:40:44,625
UM...

861
00:40:44,667 --> 00:40:47,041
♪ OOH ♪
♪ I DON'T THINK
THAT IT WAS MEANT FOR ME ♪

862
00:40:47,083 --> 00:40:49,041
OW.
YOU OKAY?

863
00:40:49,083 --> 00:40:51,041
MM-HMM.
SORRY.

864
00:40:51,083 --> 00:40:52,875
WHAT--WHAT SHOULD I...

865
00:40:52,917 --> 00:40:54,417
NO. (chuckles)
SORRY.

866
00:40:54,458 --> 00:40:57,041
OKAY. THERE YOU GO.

867
00:40:57,083 --> 00:40:59,041
(laughs)

868
00:40:59,083 --> 00:41:00,750
(sighs)

869
00:41:00,792 --> 00:41:02,959
♪ OH, BABY,
I NEED 31 FLAVORS ♪

870
00:41:03,000 --> 00:41:05,750
THIS IS SO NOT SEXY.

871
00:41:05,792 --> 00:41:08,041
(laughs) RIGHT?

872
00:41:08,083 --> 00:41:09,875
♪ GUYS WHO LIKE
THEM SKINNY CHICKS ♪

873
00:41:09,917 --> 00:41:11,250
♪ GET YOURSELF A CARROT STICK ♪

874
00:41:11,291 --> 00:41:13,041
DON'T GO ANYWHERE.

875
00:41:13,083 --> 00:41:15,041
♪ I'LL PICK YOU UP
AND MAKE YOU MINE ♪

876
00:41:15,083 --> 00:41:17,041
♪ LIFT YOU UP
A THOUSAND TIMES ♪

877
00:41:17,083 --> 00:41:19,375
COOP?

878
00:41:19,417 --> 00:41:20,959
WHAT ARE YOU UP TO?

879
00:41:21,000 --> 00:41:23,083
COMING BACK RIGHT NOW.

880
00:41:23,125 --> 00:41:27,250
♪ OH, MAMA SAYS I SHOULDN'T
TRY TO HAVE A BOYFRIEND ♪

881
00:41:27,291 --> 00:41:28,875
CHICKEN?

882
00:41:28,917 --> 00:41:31,542
(laughs)

883
00:41:31,583 --> 00:41:33,834
♪ I ALWAYS TEND
TO LOSE MY FOCUS ♪

884
00:41:33,875 --> 00:41:37,041
♪ MAYBE I'VE GOT A.D.D. ♪

885
00:41:37,083 --> 00:41:41,041
♪ SO DON'T BE SO DISAPPOINTED,
BABY ♪

886
00:41:41,083 --> 00:41:43,041
♪ PERHAPS THE PROBLEM
AIN'T YOU ♪

887
00:41:43,083 --> 00:41:45,041
♪ I THINK I'VE GOT ♪

888
00:41:45,083 --> 00:41:47,417
♪ OVER 30 PERSONALITIES ♪

889
00:41:47,458 --> 00:41:52,041
♪ AND EVERY SINGLE ONE
NEEDS SOME ATTENTION, TOO ♪

890
00:41:52,083 --> 00:41:54,959
♪ GOT A PROBLEM
WITH MONOGAMY ♪
♪ OOH ♪

891
00:41:55,000 --> 00:41:59,041
♪ OOH ♪
♪ I DON'T THINK
THAT IT WAS MEANT FOR ME ♪

892
00:41:59,083 --> 00:42:00,500
ADDISON.

893
00:42:00,542 --> 00:42:02,792
BIZZY...

894
00:42:02,834 --> 00:42:05,166
I HAVE SOMETHING
THAT I NEED TO SAY TO YOU.

895
00:42:05,208 --> 00:42:07,834
BEFORE YOU DO, I'VE BEEN
MEANING TO TELL YOU--

896
00:42:07,875 --> 00:42:09,208
I'VE DIVORCED YOUR FATHER,

897
00:42:09,250 --> 00:42:11,625
AND I'M MARRYING SUSAN.

898
00:42:11,667 --> 00:42:13,208
♪ ...MEANT FOR ME ♪

899
00:42:13,250 --> 00:42:14,834
♪ I GOT A BOYFRIEND ♪

900
00:42:14,875 --> 00:42:16,250
♪ IT'S NOT ENOUGH FOR ME ♪

901
00:42:16,291 --> 00:42:20,208
♪ 31 FLAVORS,
BOY, I GOTTA HAVE VARIETY ♪

902
00:42:20,250 --> 00:42:23,041
(record needle scratches)