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(woman speaking indistinctly
over p.A.)
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(whoh)
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(indistinct conversations)
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Curtain three.
Dr. Wilder is on call.
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Got it.
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(door hisses)
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What's happening?
Is the baby okay?
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That's why I paged
dr. Montgomery.
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This is elana stone.
She's 33 years old, 22 weeks.
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(whimpering)
presented with diffuse pain
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Localized more in the abdominal area.
(cries) I think I'm having a miscarriage.
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Okay, elana,
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I'm gonna do an ultrasound, try
to figure out what's going on.
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She's had chronic pain
for the last five years,
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Sensitivity to touch, migraines. Seven
doctors, no one could find anything.
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Ow! Elana, I need you to
hang in a little longer, okay?
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Okay.
Okay.
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Ow! (crying)
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Ow!
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Is our baby okay?
(groaning)
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He looks just fine.
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But the pain...
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Lately even breathing's
been hard.
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Well, it's possible
that the pregnancy...
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Ow! Is exacerbating the
underlying condition. I'm sorry.
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(sniffles) please.
You have to help me.
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(crying)
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A cluster of
unrelated symptoms
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Including severe pain
with no obvious cause?
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You think it's fromyalgia?
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I've had patients with it
before, and it's maddening.
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You can't give them
a definitive diagnosis,
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Treatment's complicated. Yeah, we
can't give her anything too strong
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Over the long term. It'll hurt the
baby. Alternative treatments can work.
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That'd be great if we had time,
but she needs help right now.
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Well, if we can't give her meds
and alternatives are too slow,
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Then what do you suggest?
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(elevator bell dings)
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Yeah. Thank you.
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(gasps) betsey. Hi.
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Hi. It's so good
to see you.
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I'm monica bratton,
betsey's aunt.
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Hi. I-I'm violet turner.
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I'm so sorry for your loss.
We all are.
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You know, dell was...
He-- he was family.
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I spoke to a dr. Freedman
on the phone
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When betsey first came
to live with me.
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He said if we ever needed
anything, to be in touch.
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Yes. Uh, he-- well, he's with
a patient ght now.
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Would-- would you like-- I
suppose I could just tell you.
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Look, I don't have kids. It's
a choice I made a long time ago.
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Uh, yes. I-I understand.
It can be a big adjustment,
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But sometimes-- and when dell
died and I took betsey in,
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I did it because it was
the right thing to do.
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But I can't keep her.
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Is it wrong that I want
to punch aunt monica?
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On several levels,
but so do I.
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Look, despite what is clearly
a limited emotional capacity,
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I think aunt monica did what
she thought was best for betsey.
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Come on. She left her in
our office like paddington bear.
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The only thing missing was
a note pinned to her jacket.
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She brought her back to the only
family that she has left.
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But we're not her family.
She needs naomi.
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Well, nai was the only one
who really bonded with betsey.
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Dell and betsey lived
with her. Well, she's away
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On foundation business
for the next month, so...
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Maybe we could take her home
for a couple nights?
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She's not a puppy, cooper.
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The department of children
and family services
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Is set up
for situations like this.
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You know, I-I have a friend-- we're
not placing betsey in the system.
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Everybody in her life has
abandoned her. They died, violet.
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I understand that, charlotte, but in her mind, they--
the system is there to protect kids exactly like betsey.
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And more often than not,
it still screws them up.
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Either way, betsey's gonna
have some serious problems.
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Her mother was an addict.
Both her parents are dead.
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Betsey needs--
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Help. She needs help, which dell
would've given any one of us
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Without a second thought...
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If he were still alive.
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What's going on?
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It's worse. I can't...
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You have to give me some drugs,
a shot, something.
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Unfortunately, anything
strong enough to help you
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Would wind up
harming the baby.
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So what,
she just has to suffer?
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If the pregnancy's
making this worse,
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Can't you just take the baby out?
No, the baby's not viable yet.
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But there are
alternative treatments
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That could help
for the remainder of your term.
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I would be with you
every step of the way,
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And once you deliver,
the level of pain might subside.
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That's another
three and a half months. No.
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If you can't
take away the pain,
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I can't have this baby.
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(woman speaking indistinctly
over p.A.)
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She can't abort our baby.
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Elana's in agony.
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If she doesn't feel
she can carry to term--
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She didn't want a kid.
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I pushed her,
and finally she agreed,
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But I've never...
I've never felt my son kick.
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Elana won't let me touch her
because of the pain, but...
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That's my baby.
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And I won't let you kill him.
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(door opens and closes)
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I'm not crapping in a cup.
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(cooper)
it's the only way
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To find out what's wrong
with your stomach.
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I'm not doing it.
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Okay.
How about the truth then?
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Come on. Everybody knows
that a stomachache
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Is the best way
to get out of school.
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You can't prove it.
You can't disprove it.
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Why are you faking?
But I'm not faking--
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Ah, th-- it's the truth
or the cup.
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Your choice.
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All right.
There's these kids at school.
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And they don't really like
the stuff that I'm into,
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So they do things toe.
Like?
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Like I had pictures
in my locker,
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And then they tore them down. I'm
assuming they weren't pictures of girls.
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Anime.
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You know, they're--
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Cartoons, yeah.
People with big eyes
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And impossible-to-pronounce
names.
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Well, they're japaneseantasy
and action animations, but...
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Yeah.
Yeah.
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Anyway, so I was trying
to get my pictures back,
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And then the asshats
dragged me out to the quad
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And duct taped me to a flagpole.
Oh, that's, uh, not good.
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Yeah. It was my dad that
got me into all this stuff.
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If he hadn't died,
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He'd probably
help me kick their asses.
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Yeah.
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Look, can't you just
write me a note?
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Then what, homeschooling,
witness protection?
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I mean, you know,
teenagers can be jerks,
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But you can't hide forever.
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So find the other kids
that are into anime
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And, you know, you're gonna be fine. Yeah, I'm
trying. But what am I supposed to do right now?
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Well, what would the hero
from one of your stories do?
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Oh, please don't tell her.
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She's just
gonna make it worse.
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Does he need a cuddle
or a kicin the backside?
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Um...
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Well, a bug's been doing around,
but I think he's on the mend.
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Um, just to be
on the safe side,
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I'd keep him home
for the rest of the day,
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Make sure it's out of his
system. Okay. Sound good to you?
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Yeah.
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She's in unbearable pain,
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And it's gotten worse with the pregnancy.
But do you think it's bad enough that
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She should terminate a pregnancy that's
almost viable? That is a decision for elana.
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But there are treatments
she hasn't tried yet
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That alter the release
of neurotransmitters
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And increase
her pain tolerance.
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Pete, I am not eager
to terminate her pregnancy,
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But I'm also not gonna
look her in the eye
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And tell her she needs to be tougher.
Is she having trouble breathing?
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Yeah, she mentioned that.
Swallowing?
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Yeah, it's in her chart.
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Order an m.R.I.
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(mouth full) yep, I'm brilliant.
Get used to it.
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And get me that brain scan.
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(footsteps approach)
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Hey, I was looking for you.
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Feel like getting a snack?
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This is my daddy's office.
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He used to have crayons
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And paper.
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Yeah.
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I remember. You two had
a lot ofun in here.
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You know,
he loved you so much.
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And I know that when
someone you love goes away,
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It feels icky.
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And it's confusing because yos
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That you don't understand.
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But I want you to know
that...
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All of us here
care about you...
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So much...
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And that
you can tell anything to me.
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Okay?
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Anything at all.
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(voice breaks) where am I
gonna sleep tonight?
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How about
you come home with me?
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♪
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Should we have offered--
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Mnh-mnh-mnh-mnh-mnh.
Don't-- don't even say it.
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Oh, come on, sam.
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Addison...
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Betsey needs
more than we can give her.
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And it's not our place.
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Really, it's-- it's not
violet's place either.
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Yeah, but it's only
for a few nights.
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I mean, I took care of lucas
for months.
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I know,
but lucas was a baby,
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And-- and all due respe,
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I mean, you were warm hands
to hold him.
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Oh.
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Wait. I didn't mean for it
to come out like that.
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I- I'm just trying
to say that...
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For you,
when you had to let go,
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How'd it feel?
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She's old enough to understand
and get attached.
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And it would be brutal.
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Why isn't lucas crying yet?
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Because he understands
that I worked a long shift
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At the e.R. Last night,
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And there's another kid
in the house.
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And he's thoughtful...
(kisses)
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Just like his daddy.
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(singsongy)
good morning, boo-boo.
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Rise and shine.
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Good morning.
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(normal voice) pete!
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Pete,
lucas is not in his crib!
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(lucas babbles)
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(cartoon playing indistinctly)
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My daddy and I used to
watch cartoons together.
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I thought maybe lucas
would like them.
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(laughs)
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(laughs)
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Try to relax, elana.
We're almostone.
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The sedative is helping.
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Too bad we can't
keep her doped up.
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Well, there's always herbal tea
and chinese gongs.
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(laughs) okay.
That's a little harsh.
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Come on, addison.
We're surgeons.
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You're not saying that you
really buy into his whole
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Bad-juju-caused-my-cancer rap,
do you?
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Pete helps a lot of people.
Mm.
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And just because
you disagree with him
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Doesn't mean he's wrong.
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Well, he's wrong this time.
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Elana doesn't have fibromyalgia.
She's got a chiari malformation.
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The herniation's putting
pressure on her brain.
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You think that's what's
causing her pain? I do.
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What can we do about it?
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What I do st...
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Cut.
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(footsteps approach)
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Hey.
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How was your first night
with betsey?
247
00:11:54,773 --> 00:11:56,958
Good. In fact,
when I woke up this morning,
248
00:11:56,992 --> 00:11:59,444
She was watching cartoons
with lucas.
249
00:11:59,478 --> 00:12:01,346
(laughs)
that sounds fun.
250
00:12:01,380 --> 00:12:03,014
It was sweet, actually.
251
00:12:03,082 --> 00:12:06,084
Yeah, she, uh,
she took lucas from his crib
252
00:12:06,118 --> 00:12:07,919
While I was sleeping.
253
00:12:07,953 --> 00:12:09,754
That sounds...
254
00:12:09,789 --> 00:12:11,556
Uh, unnerving.
255
00:12:11,590 --> 00:12:13,892
No. I mean,
w-- it was for a minute,
256
00:12:13,926 --> 00:12:16,027
But I know
she'd never hurt lucas.
257
00:12:16,062 --> 00:12:18,563
Yeah, well, we hope, you know,
but betsey is troubled.
258
00:12:18,597 --> 00:12:21,232
She needs help. She needs
someone to care. That's all.
259
00:12:21,267 --> 00:12:23,935
What I mean is,
you need to be cautious.
260
00:12:23,969 --> 00:12:25,331
I think you're blowing this
out of proportion, sheldon.
261
00:12:25,332 --> 00:12:27,972
She's a child.
262
00:12:27,990 --> 00:12:30,408
Betsey does need help, okay?
Years of help.
263
00:12:30,443 --> 00:12:32,610
And those aren't
going to be easy years.
264
00:12:32,645 --> 00:12:34,512
Now come on.
You know that, right?
265
00:12:34,547 --> 00:12:37,365
Well, I think we owe it to her
and to dell
266
00:12:37,400 --> 00:12:39,584
To do whatever we can
for her.
267
00:12:39,618 --> 00:12:41,419
But the best thing
you can do for her
268
00:12:41,454 --> 00:12:44,556
Is to help her start a new life as
soon as possible. Meaning without me?
269
00:12:44,590 --> 00:12:48,093
I think you'd help betsey most
by letting her go.
270
00:12:48,127 --> 00:12:50,561
(pete) so you want
to do brain surgery
271
00:12:50,579 --> 00:12:52,497
On a woman who's almost
six months pregnant?
272
00:12:52,531 --> 00:12:54,566
Yeah, if I release
the intracranial pressure,
273
00:12:54,600 --> 00:12:56,468
It should reduce her pain.
If we don't help her now,
274
00:12:56,502 --> 00:12:58,937
She's gonna terminate the
pregnancy. I can help her.
275
00:12:58,971 --> 00:13:00,939
Not fast enough, pete. You think
surgery is the better option?
276
00:13:00,973 --> 00:13:03,158
Apart from the fact that it
might not help elana,
277
00:13:03,209 --> 00:13:05,143
It could also kill her.
It could kill her baby.
278
00:13:05,177 --> 00:13:07,078
This is not
a complicated procedure,
279
00:13:07,113 --> 00:13:09,080
And there is a huge upside.
For chiari malformations,
280
00:13:09,115 --> 00:13:11,282
Inversion therapy
has the same upside.
281
00:13:11,317 --> 00:13:13,218
It can relieve the pressure
on the cerebellar tonsils
282
00:13:13,252 --> 00:13:15,753
And diminish her pain for weeks.
You're gonna keep her upside down
283
00:13:15,788 --> 00:13:17,989
For the rest of her life? I can
get her through the pregnancy.
284
00:13:18,023 --> 00:13:21,593
Then you can cut as much as you want. All
right, look, either way, elana and steven
285
00:13:21,627 --> 00:13:23,328
Are gonna need
some guidance here.
286
00:13:23,362 --> 00:13:27,282
Fine. Makes his pitch,
I make mine.
287
00:13:32,937 --> 00:13:35,572
I'm horny.
Want a quickie?
288
00:13:35,623 --> 00:13:37,540
Well, emily post
would be proud. (laughs)
289
00:13:37,575 --> 00:13:39,009
(laughs) mm.
290
00:13:39,043 --> 00:13:41,678
Mm. Hey, do you think
we should, um--
291
00:13:41,712 --> 00:13:44,914
Less talk. More hands. Mm.
292
00:13:44,948 --> 00:13:46,900
Do you think we should
do something?
293
00:13:46,934 --> 00:13:48,852
I'm trying to do something.
294
00:13:48,886 --> 00:13:50,887
(chuckles)
I mean about betsey.
295
00:13:50,921 --> 00:13:52,922
I mean, you know
if it was our kid,
296
00:13:52,957 --> 00:13:54,323
Dell would step up.
297
00:13:54,342 --> 00:13:56,259
We don't have kids,
cooper.
298
00:13:56,277 --> 00:13:59,062
Okay, if we did...
299
00:13:59,096 --> 00:14:00,463
It's just, she's here,
300
00:14:00,498 --> 00:14:04,434
And every time I look at her,
I think that...
301
00:14:05,636 --> 00:14:07,804
Yeah, you hate me
right now, don't you?
302
00:14:07,838 --> 00:14:09,205
A thousand things about you
303
00:14:09,240 --> 00:14:13,209
That make me
want to pull my hair out...
304
00:14:13,244 --> 00:14:16,746
But you caring too much
is not one of them.
305
00:14:19,116 --> 00:14:20,083
(sighs)
306
00:14:20,117 --> 00:14:22,218
I'm not gettin' laid, am I?
307
00:14:26,156 --> 00:14:28,107
When you're feelin' randy,
308
00:14:28,158 --> 00:14:30,125
You know where to find me.
309
00:14:30,160 --> 00:14:31,343
(chuckles)
310
00:14:31,378 --> 00:14:33,929
(clicks lock)
311
00:14:33,947 --> 00:14:36,665
They called me to come get
my son because he brought
312
00:14:36,699 --> 00:14:38,667
A knife to school!
A knife, dr. Freedman!
313
00:14:38,702 --> 00:14:41,704
He says he's being bullied, and
that's your sage advice? I never said--
314
00:14:41,738 --> 00:14:43,756
How could you not tell me
what was happening?
315
00:14:43,807 --> 00:14:45,808
He's only 14.
Mom, please.
316
00:14:45,842 --> 00:14:48,243
No-- jackie, jackie, let's
sit down and we can talk--
317
00:14:48,278 --> 00:14:50,446
And-- and do what? What are you
gonna tell him next?
318
00:14:50,480 --> 00:14:53,415
I'm trying to help. Really?
You could've gotten him killed.
319
00:14:53,483 --> 00:14:55,817
Let's go.
320
00:15:10,591 --> 00:15:12,192
(elevator bell dings)
321
00:15:15,663 --> 00:15:17,197
Ma'am, hi.
322
00:15:17,215 --> 00:15:19,132
My name is dr. Wallace.
I'm a psychiatrist.
323
00:15:19,167 --> 00:15:22,235
Can we talk for a minute?
No.
324
00:15:22,270 --> 00:15:23,937
(clicks button)
325
00:15:27,258 --> 00:15:28,942
What do you want from me?
326
00:15:28,976 --> 00:15:31,211
I'd like to help you
if I can.
327
00:15:31,245 --> 00:15:33,413
There's nothing wrong with kenny.
I'm not suggesting there is,
328
00:15:33,447 --> 00:15:35,182
But you did arm yourself.
329
00:15:35,216 --> 00:15:37,734
And I think I can help you work
through some of your issues.
330
00:15:37,785 --> 00:15:39,452
My son can talk to me.
331
00:15:39,487 --> 00:15:42,389
I'm sure he can,
but does he? (ding)
332
00:15:42,423 --> 00:15:43,757
(doors open)
333
00:15:44,591 --> 00:15:46,525
Elana's brain
is too large for her skull,
334
00:15:46,560 --> 00:15:48,494
And like any body part
that gets shoved
335
00:15:48,528 --> 00:15:50,413
Into an area that's too small,
it can cause pain.
336
00:15:50,447 --> 00:15:52,498
But if I shave off
a small part of the bone
337
00:15:52,532 --> 00:15:54,467
At the back of the skull,
338
00:15:54,501 --> 00:15:56,435
Remove a patch
of the brain covering,
339
00:15:56,470 --> 00:15:58,771
And sew in a new, bigger one--
her pain goes away?
340
00:15:58,805 --> 00:16:00,239
Maybe.
Likely.
341
00:16:00,273 --> 00:16:01,774
But there are risks.
342
00:16:02,908 --> 00:16:04,275
What are they?
343
00:16:04,310 --> 00:16:07,178
Elana could die,
or your son could.
344
00:16:07,213 --> 00:16:09,514
But there's another option.
I can position your body
345
00:16:09,548 --> 00:16:11,583
To relieve the pressure
that's causing the pain.
346
00:16:11,617 --> 00:16:13,885
Would work with you every day
for the rest of your pregnancy
347
00:16:13,919 --> 00:16:16,087
To help you manage it.
Dr. Montgomery?
348
00:16:16,122 --> 00:16:17,822
What do you think?
349
00:16:17,857 --> 00:16:20,325
I think that both options
are viable.
350
00:16:20,359 --> 00:16:22,694
Oh, please.
Don't be diplomatic.
351
00:16:22,728 --> 00:16:25,163
Just tell me
what we should do.
352
00:16:25,197 --> 00:16:27,332
(monitor beeping rhythmically)
353
00:16:27,366 --> 00:16:30,201
I think you should have
the surgery.
354
00:16:30,236 --> 00:16:33,705
I'll be there to monitor
the baby the entire time.
355
00:16:33,739 --> 00:16:36,708
(inhales deeply)
how soon can we do it?
356
00:16:36,742 --> 00:16:39,978
Elana, no. I don't want
a life without you.
357
00:16:40,012 --> 00:16:44,115
With all this pain, what kind
of life have you had with me?
358
00:16:44,150 --> 00:16:46,217
(inhales) oh.
359
00:16:46,981 --> 00:16:50,329
I want the surgery.
360
00:16:56,994 --> 00:17:00,397
That's an interesting choice
of t-shirt.
361
00:17:00,431 --> 00:17:02,098
It's anime.
362
00:17:02,133 --> 00:17:04,701
"takao's turn."
genius kid finds a pen,
363
00:17:04,735 --> 00:17:06,803
And anyone whose name
he writes with it dies.
364
00:17:06,837 --> 00:17:09,856
You're a fan boy?
I'm an action guy.
365
00:17:09,890 --> 00:17:11,340
What about you?
366
00:17:11,359 --> 00:17:12,842
Well, fantasy, mostly.
367
00:17:12,877 --> 00:17:14,310
I like the ones
368
00:17:14,345 --> 00:17:16,312
Where the bad guys get
what's coming to them.
369
00:17:16,347 --> 00:17:19,382
Well, that makes sense. Is
there something wrong with that?
370
00:17:19,417 --> 00:17:21,951
Not in theory.
I was protecting myself.
371
00:17:21,986 --> 00:17:25,188
A weapon seems excessive
in response to humiliation.
372
00:17:25,222 --> 00:17:28,158
Well, they did more.
373
00:17:28,192 --> 00:17:30,393
You want to tell me
about it?
374
00:17:39,336 --> 00:17:41,371
They kicked me,
375
00:17:41,405 --> 00:17:43,006
And they wouldn't stop
376
00:17:43,040 --> 00:17:44,941
Till I took off
my anime shirt.
377
00:17:44,975 --> 00:17:49,946
Look, I don't want
their acceptance, dr. Wallace.
378
00:17:52,348 --> 00:17:54,015
What do you want?
379
00:17:54,050 --> 00:17:57,819
I guess I just want
what dr. Freedman said,
380
00:17:57,854 --> 00:17:59,788
To stay
in one school long enough
381
00:17:59,822 --> 00:18:02,357
That I can find kids...
382
00:18:02,391 --> 00:18:04,259
Like me.
383
00:18:04,293 --> 00:18:07,429
How many times
have you changed schools?
384
00:18:07,463 --> 00:18:09,965
Six times in two years.
385
00:18:09,999 --> 00:18:12,834
That's why I didn't want
my mom to find out,
386
00:18:12,869 --> 00:18:15,170
'cause she
just keeps freaking out.
387
00:18:15,204 --> 00:18:19,875
Do you know what it's like
to be the new kid in school
388
00:18:19,909 --> 00:18:22,577
Over and over again?
389
00:18:24,647 --> 00:18:26,148
(sam)
posterior fossa decompression,
390
00:18:26,182 --> 00:18:28,083
That's risky
on a pregnant woman.
391
00:18:28,117 --> 00:18:31,036
Yeah, she's in a lot of pain,
and if we can't help her,
392
00:18:31,087 --> 00:18:33,088
She says she wants to abort.
Dad's desperate.
393
00:18:33,122 --> 00:18:35,056
It's just--
it's a bad situation.
394
00:18:35,091 --> 00:18:37,125
Y- you see how hard
all these people work
395
00:18:37,160 --> 00:18:38,560
To become parents,
396
00:18:38,594 --> 00:18:41,563
And the lengths that naomi goes
through to get them pregnant,
397
00:18:41,597 --> 00:18:45,066
And everything that you do,
and you wonder-- I wonder--
398
00:18:45,101 --> 00:18:47,452
You know,
is it even worth it?
399
00:18:47,503 --> 00:18:49,721
How can you think that?
You have maya.
400
00:18:49,755 --> 00:18:51,973
Yeah, maya who is 16,
401
00:18:52,008 --> 00:18:53,492
Has her own baby,
402
00:18:53,526 --> 00:18:57,242
And is married
to a guy named dink.
403
00:18:57,277 --> 00:18:57,746
(laughs)
404
00:18:57,780 --> 00:19:00,649
I mean, naomi and I,
we did everything that we could,
405
00:19:00,683 --> 00:19:02,751
A- and maya had
so many advantages,
406
00:19:04,385 --> 00:19:05,819
But still...
407
00:19:05,853 --> 00:19:09,823
I don't know. I-I look at maya,
and I look at betsey,
408
00:19:09,857 --> 00:19:13,960
And... I think sometimes,
it's just futile.
409
00:19:13,995 --> 00:19:16,496
Okay. I'm not gonna repeat
this speech
410
00:19:16,531 --> 00:19:19,466
To the mothewho's about
to have brain surgery
411
00:19:19,500 --> 00:19:21,401
To save her baby.
412
00:19:21,435 --> 00:19:23,804
I'm sorry. I...
413
00:19:23,838 --> 00:19:27,541
Look, I feel really...
Really bad about betsey.
414
00:19:27,575 --> 00:19:30,093
I do. But I just
want to make sure
415
00:19:30,128 --> 00:19:32,646
That we're on the same page
about her.
416
00:19:32,680 --> 00:19:34,080
What do you mean?
417
00:19:34,115 --> 00:19:37,684
I mean that if violet
didn't take her,
418
00:19:37,718 --> 00:19:39,986
That I still would've said no.
419
00:19:40,021 --> 00:19:43,190
I already have a child,
addison,
420
00:19:43,224 --> 00:19:45,492
And a grandchild.
421
00:19:47,795 --> 00:19:49,996
I don't.
422
00:19:50,031 --> 00:19:51,381
Well, can you even--
423
00:19:51,415 --> 00:19:52,983
I don't know, sam.
424
00:19:53,017 --> 00:19:55,302
But you want to?
I don't know that either.
425
00:19:55,336 --> 00:19:57,904
Well, then why are you
putting me on the spot?
426
00:19:57,939 --> 00:19:59,873
Because... I want to believe
427
00:19:59,907 --> 00:20:02,876
That if I did want
to have a child with you,
428
00:20:02,910 --> 00:20:04,978
That you would.
429
00:20:33,407 --> 00:20:35,976
(refrigerator opens,
bottles clatter)
430
00:20:36,010 --> 00:20:37,577
Give her a minute.
431
00:20:43,251 --> 00:20:45,001
(fizzing)
432
00:20:45,052 --> 00:20:47,120
(laughing)
433
00:20:47,154 --> 00:20:48,471
(laughing)
434
00:20:48,522 --> 00:20:51,391
You-- you want to try?
435
00:20:54,128 --> 00:20:56,112
(both laugh)
436
00:20:56,147 --> 00:20:58,231
(fizzing)
aah! Oh! (laughing)
437
00:20:58,265 --> 00:21:01,301
(laughing)
438
00:21:01,335 --> 00:21:03,370
(laughs)
439
00:21:03,404 --> 00:21:06,439
(laughs)
440
00:21:09,266 --> 00:21:12,960
Can I stay with you forever?
441
00:21:12,995 --> 00:21:15,882
(sighs)
442
00:21:29,884 --> 00:21:31,634
(knock on door)
hey.
443
00:21:31,669 --> 00:21:33,987
Hey. So he-- he's
a good kid, right?
444
00:21:34,021 --> 00:21:37,023
He's a cool kid...
Actually.
445
00:21:37,057 --> 00:21:39,158
Well, in his way.
446
00:21:39,193 --> 00:21:41,694
Were you a kenny
growing up?
447
00:21:41,729 --> 00:21:43,229
Smart but kind of different,
448
00:21:43,264 --> 00:21:45,131
Couldn't reallfind
your place?
449
00:21:45,165 --> 00:21:47,100
Actually,
I bedded the prom queen
450
00:21:47,134 --> 00:21:48,735
Three years running,
451
00:21:48,769 --> 00:21:51,437
And the last one's sister, too.
452
00:21:51,472 --> 00:21:53,306
Okay.
453
00:21:53,340 --> 00:21:55,608
But I... (laughs)
I'm assuming you were.
454
00:21:55,643 --> 00:21:57,744
(laughs)
455
00:21:57,778 --> 00:22:01,214
Well, I was pretty into magic
for a while there.
456
00:22:01,248 --> 00:22:05,051
That was, you know,
cool in its way.
457
00:22:06,085 --> 00:22:09,187
Okay, I got pushed around,
took a lot of dead arms,
458
00:22:09,222 --> 00:22:11,189
The occasional linebacker
stuffing me into a garbage can
459
00:22:11,224 --> 00:22:12,925
Until the summer
after tenth grade.
460
00:22:12,959 --> 00:22:14,359
I grew 5 inches.
461
00:22:14,394 --> 00:22:17,963
I traded in my trick cards
for a date with norma jacks,
462
00:22:17,997 --> 00:22:20,999
And no one ever
screwed with me again.
463
00:22:21,034 --> 00:22:24,202
Kenny's dad bought him
his first deck of pokémon cards
464
00:22:24,220 --> 00:22:25,637
When he was 7.
465
00:22:25,672 --> 00:22:28,307
Now anime
is a world he can go to
466
00:22:28,341 --> 00:22:30,242
Where his dad is still alive,
467
00:22:30,276 --> 00:22:32,744
And the dimwitted bullies
don't get to win.
468
00:22:32,779 --> 00:22:35,314
That sounds like
a better place for him to be.
469
00:22:35,348 --> 00:22:39,051
They're hurting him, cooper,
and it's not the first time.
470
00:22:39,085 --> 00:22:40,953
And kenny says
jackie's response is always
471
00:22:40,987 --> 00:22:43,605
To pull him out of school. Well, she
wants to keep him out of the line of fire.
472
00:22:43,640 --> 00:22:45,424
Yeah, but figuring out
how to adapt,
473
00:22:45,458 --> 00:22:47,960
Learning how resilient
you can be, I mean, those skills
474
00:22:47,994 --> 00:22:49,894
Are essential to developing
into a competent adult.
475
00:22:49,912 --> 00:22:51,830
I told kenny
to stand up for himself
476
00:22:51,864 --> 00:22:54,199
Until he could find his people,
there'd be safety in numbers.
477
00:22:54,233 --> 00:22:56,735
But if jackie's never gonna give him that
chance... Well, then he'll never learn to cope.
478
00:22:56,769 --> 00:22:58,704
That's a point I'd like
to make to jackie,
479
00:22:58,738 --> 00:23:02,960
But... Talk about worrying
someone's gonna kick your ass.
480
00:23:02,995 --> 00:23:05,042
(sighs) (jackie) kenny
will be home soon,
481
00:23:05,076 --> 00:23:07,444
So say
whatever you have to say and go.
482
00:23:07,478 --> 00:23:09,880
He mentioned you were
pulling him out of school.
483
00:23:09,914 --> 00:23:12,549
The school where he was beaten?
Wouldn't you?
484
00:23:12,584 --> 00:23:14,451
We know why you want
to shield him, but--
485
00:23:14,486 --> 00:23:16,470
Nobut." it's my job.
486
00:23:16,504 --> 00:23:18,121
No, this has happened before.
487
00:23:18,156 --> 00:23:20,156
Right? The bullying?
488
00:23:20,175 --> 00:23:21,542
Jackie, the worst in people,
489
00:23:21,593 --> 00:23:24,061
It starts in high school,
but it doesn't stop there.
490
00:23:24,095 --> 00:23:26,530
And part of growing up is
learning how to deal with that.
491
00:23:26,564 --> 00:23:29,566
Now if-- if you don't
give him time to adapt--
492
00:23:29,601 --> 00:23:32,102
I will not send him back
to be attacked.
493
00:23:32,136 --> 00:23:34,638
It takes everything I've got not
to go in there and kill them.
494
00:23:34,672 --> 00:23:37,224
Tempting as that may be,
if you let me,
495
00:23:37,258 --> 00:23:40,644
I can help kenny develop
the skills to handle this.
496
00:23:41,343 --> 00:23:43,284
Skills?
497
00:23:43,680 --> 00:23:45,080
He's 14 years old,
498
00:23:45,098 --> 00:23:48,084
And he comes home and cries
every day, like a baby.
499
00:23:48,118 --> 00:23:51,220
It kills me, but...
500
00:23:51,255 --> 00:23:54,123
It also drives me crazy.
501
00:23:54,141 --> 00:23:57,627
After my husband died,
I- I let it go for a while.
502
00:23:57,661 --> 00:24:00,296
But now... I love him,
503
00:24:00,330 --> 00:24:02,932
And I would do anything
for him.
504
00:24:02,966 --> 00:24:04,333
God knows, I've tried.
505
00:24:04,368 --> 00:24:05,668
Everything--
506
00:24:05,702 --> 00:24:10,006
Pep talks,
and-- and karate lessons, and...
507
00:24:11,675 --> 00:24:14,377
(voice breaking) look, um...
508
00:24:14,411 --> 00:24:15,811
Kenny'a wimp.
509
00:24:15,846 --> 00:24:19,081
Right?
He's, uh, he's just...
510
00:24:19,116 --> 00:24:20,750
He's just weak.
511
00:24:20,784 --> 00:24:24,370
You know what that's like,
knowing that you...
512
00:24:24,404 --> 00:24:26,789
Raised a-a weak little baby?
513
00:24:26,823 --> 00:24:28,507
(kenny) mom.
514
00:24:34,264 --> 00:24:37,199
(jackie cries)
515
00:24:38,734 --> 00:24:41,152
It was the only ing
I could think to do.
516
00:24:41,203 --> 00:24:43,671
Well, it seemed like it worked.
Oh, just to see her smile...
517
00:24:43,705 --> 00:24:46,424
She'll need daily therapy,
at least at the beginning,
518
00:24:46,458 --> 00:24:49,477
But I think we could see real
improvements in a few months.
519
00:24:49,511 --> 00:24:52,180
Wait. You want her to stay with?
520
00:24:52,214 --> 00:24:55,049
I think we should adopt her.
521
00:24:55,084 --> 00:24:58,853
Violet, that's not
a good idea for any of us.
522
00:24:58,887 --> 00:25:00,254
When you think about it,
523
00:25:00,289 --> 00:25:02,590
We are exactly
who should be doing this,
524
00:25:02,624 --> 00:25:05,059
'cause I'm a therapist,
and-- and even more than that,
525
00:25:05,094 --> 00:25:06,461
I get betsey.
526
00:25:06,495 --> 00:25:09,330
That sense of being damaged?
I know what that c turn into.
527
00:25:09,364 --> 00:25:10,998
We're building a family.
528
00:25:11,033 --> 00:25:14,001
And there's no reason that
betsey can't be a part of that.
529
00:25:14,036 --> 00:25:16,304
We can do this.
530
00:25:17,838 --> 00:25:19,339
Can we?
531
00:25:19,373 --> 00:25:21,507
Absolutely.
532
00:25:23,110 --> 00:25:24,811
You don't think
I can do this.
533
00:25:24,845 --> 00:25:26,779
You don't think
I have it in me after...
534
00:25:26,797 --> 00:25:29,349
I'm fine. I am fine now.
535
00:25:29,383 --> 00:25:31,984
Violet, I'm not--
she's a child.
536
00:25:32,036 --> 00:25:35,154
She needs someone.
She needs us.
537
00:25:35,189 --> 00:25:37,790
And I am fine.
538
00:25:42,112 --> 00:25:44,063
If we could just
get kenny to realize
539
00:25:44,098 --> 00:25:46,416
That the rest of his life
is not gonna be like this.
540
00:25:46,450 --> 00:25:48,968
Yeah, well, we will. I will. Oh,
yeah? You think jackie will let you?
541
00:25:49,003 --> 00:25:50,970
Well, I can be persistent.
Hey.
542
00:25:51,005 --> 00:25:52,972
Hey. Where are you off to?
Hospital.
543
00:25:53,007 --> 00:25:55,642
Amelia's doing brain surgery
on my pregnant patient.
544
00:25:55,676 --> 00:25:57,076
Don't ask.
545
00:25:57,111 --> 00:25:58,978
Well, good luck.
546
00:25:59,013 --> 00:26:01,547
(chuckles) oh, hey, uh...
547
00:26:01,582 --> 00:26:03,616
Can I ask...
548
00:26:03,651 --> 00:26:05,718
I need your help
with violet.
549
00:26:05,753 --> 00:26:07,987
Uh, it'll have to wait till
my next night with her.
550
00:26:08,022 --> 00:26:10,990
I only get two a week--
she wants to adopt betsey.
551
00:26:11,025 --> 00:26:12,992
Wow. And you don't?
552
00:26:13,027 --> 00:26:15,395
We're just getting
into a rhythm, the two of us,
553
00:26:15,429 --> 00:26:18,737
And with lucas...
I think it's too much.
554
00:26:18,798 --> 00:26:21,299
Have you... Told her that?
555
00:26:21,334 --> 00:26:23,702
If I try to explain this to her,
she's just gonna think
556
00:26:23,736 --> 00:26:25,604
It's an excuse,
like I'm being selfish,
557
00:26:25,638 --> 00:26:28,473
But I have to think about
all of us. Am I wrong?
558
00:26:28,508 --> 00:26:30,942
Pete, I'm her best friend.
You--
559
00:26:30,977 --> 00:26:33,845
Am I wrong?
560
00:26:33,880 --> 00:26:36,381
No, you're not wrong.
561
00:26:36,415 --> 00:26:38,283
(david gray's "holding on"
playing)
562
00:26:38,317 --> 00:26:40,602
♪ baby, now don't look back ♪
563
00:26:40,636 --> 00:26:43,622
(amelia) there.
Nice work on the craniectomy.
564
00:26:44,156 --> 00:26:46,157
Look at the lady doctor,
all up on the neuro.
565
00:26:46,192 --> 00:26:48,760
(chuckles) your brother used to
like to talk shop at home.
566
00:26:48,794 --> 00:26:51,563
Well, I hope sam
is more imaginative.
567
00:26:51,597 --> 00:26:53,731
♪ when you're pulling it... ♪
568
00:26:54,766 --> 00:26:56,466
Heart rate's good.
569
00:26:56,501 --> 00:26:59,403
Everything okay
with you two?
570
00:26:59,437 --> 00:27:00,637
Fine.
571
00:27:00,672 --> 00:27:04,675
♪ baby, we're holding on ♪
572
00:27:04,709 --> 00:27:07,144
I don't think
he wants kids.
573
00:27:07,178 --> 00:27:08,579
Do you?
574
00:27:08,613 --> 00:27:10,214
I want the option.
575
00:27:10,248 --> 00:27:12,216
Well,
what's it worth to you?
576
00:27:12,250 --> 00:27:15,318
♪
577
00:27:15,336 --> 00:27:16,920
(footsteps approach)
578
00:27:16,955 --> 00:27:18,889
(knock on door)
(cooper) hey.
579
00:27:18,923 --> 00:27:21,658
♪
580
00:27:22,893 --> 00:27:26,161
You want to adopt betsey?
581
00:27:26,179 --> 00:27:29,231
(sighs)
582
00:27:29,266 --> 00:27:31,167
Look, I am trying
to separate out
583
00:27:31,201 --> 00:27:33,652
My feelings about betsey
from my professional judgment.
584
00:27:33,703 --> 00:27:35,538
And I know,
585
00:27:35,572 --> 00:27:38,841
I know the reason I'having
a hard time letting this go
586
00:27:38,859 --> 00:27:41,026
Is because it's my do-over.
587
00:27:41,077 --> 00:27:43,112
Last year,
I was aunt monica.
588
00:27:43,146 --> 00:27:45,281
Oh, you're not aunt monica.
589
00:27:45,315 --> 00:27:46,916
You could handle this.
590
00:27:46,950 --> 00:27:50,219
Which is why I should.
Don't you think?
591
00:27:50,253 --> 00:27:52,655
Oh, go on. Say it.
Lord knows pete isn't.
592
00:27:52,689 --> 00:27:54,557
I think you could do this,
593
00:27:54,591 --> 00:27:57,760
But I don't thinkth.
594
00:27:57,794 --> 00:28:01,263
He just got you back.
You just got married.
595
00:28:01,298 --> 00:28:03,432
You gotta cut him some slack.
596
00:28:03,467 --> 00:28:06,469
♪...Our vanity ♪
597
00:28:06,503 --> 00:28:10,539
Well, if we don't take betsey,
then where is she gonna go?
598
00:28:10,574 --> 00:28:12,508
We will find her somewhere.
599
00:28:12,542 --> 00:28:15,444
We need to find her someone.
We will.
600
00:28:15,479 --> 00:28:18,647
I don't know, cooper.
I don't know.
601
00:28:18,682 --> 00:28:21,484
What if...
602
00:28:21,518 --> 00:28:24,119
What if
I'm supposed to help betsey
603
00:28:24,154 --> 00:28:26,906
To make up
for what I did to lucas?
604
00:28:26,957 --> 00:28:29,959
♪ oh, yeah, we're holding on ♪
605
00:28:30,493 --> 00:28:32,894
Your do-over
is not with betsey.
606
00:28:32,929 --> 00:28:35,330
It's with lucas.
607
00:28:35,365 --> 00:28:39,234
♪ to the world ♪
608
00:28:48,220 --> 00:28:52,407
(indistinct conversations)
609
00:28:52,441 --> 00:28:54,542
No news yet.
610
00:28:58,214 --> 00:29:01,182
(chuckles)
611
00:29:02,585 --> 00:29:06,854
When I met elana,
I fell hard... And fast.
612
00:29:08,324 --> 00:29:12,460
She had this thing.
613
00:29:12,494 --> 00:29:14,229
Been there.
614
00:29:14,263 --> 00:29:16,397
(chuckles)
615
00:29:17,632 --> 00:29:20,233
But then, she changed.
616
00:29:20,268 --> 00:29:23,336
And maybe it's the disease.
I don't know.
617
00:29:23,371 --> 00:29:25,255
But... I woke up one day,
618
00:29:25,289 --> 00:29:28,625
And the thing was... Gone.
619
00:29:28,659 --> 00:29:30,494
♪
620
00:29:30,528 --> 00:29:32,963
Been there, too.
621
00:29:32,997 --> 00:29:35,415
♪
622
00:29:35,450 --> 00:29:37,284
I sit in the car at night,
623
00:29:37,318 --> 00:29:39,920
Hoping when I go inside,
she'll be asleep.
624
00:29:39,954 --> 00:29:43,990
I know what that makes me,
but...
625
00:29:44,025 --> 00:29:46,359
Elana doesn't smile anymore.
626
00:29:46,394 --> 00:29:50,530
When I try to hold her hand,
she pulls away.
627
00:29:50,565 --> 00:29:51,698
(sighs)
628
00:29:51,732 --> 00:29:53,467
It's the pain.
629
00:29:53,501 --> 00:29:55,936
But...
630
00:29:55,970 --> 00:29:59,105
The person
I fell in love with left.
631
00:29:59,140 --> 00:30:02,275
♪
632
00:30:02,310 --> 00:30:04,678
"sickness and health."
633
00:30:04,712 --> 00:30:07,514
I meant it.
634
00:30:10,883 --> 00:30:13,985
How long am I supposed to wait
for her to come back?
635
00:30:14,019 --> 00:30:16,187
♪
636
00:30:16,222 --> 00:30:18,623
How long would you want her
to wait for you?
637
00:30:18,658 --> 00:30:21,810
(man) ♪ all the trees
stand like skeletons ♪
638
00:30:22,344 --> 00:30:25,930
Violet wants to adopt her.
Pete doesn't.
639
00:30:25,964 --> 00:30:28,132
Pete's a smart man.
640
00:30:28,167 --> 00:30:31,619
You realize I was adopted?
641
00:30:31,670 --> 00:30:34,255
That's what this is about...
642
00:30:34,289 --> 00:30:36,641
Some kind of
pay-it-forward obligation?
643
00:30:36,675 --> 00:30:39,110
♪
644
00:30:39,144 --> 00:30:41,646
I don't want betsey.
645
00:30:41,680 --> 00:30:44,248
♪ if I had more ♪
646
00:30:44,282 --> 00:30:46,384
Then why'd you offer
to take her home?
647
00:30:46,418 --> 00:30:47,785
Because part of me knows
648
00:30:47,820 --> 00:30:49,720
What a difference
we could make in her life.
649
00:30:49,755 --> 00:30:52,390
But the other part of me knew
you'd never let me do it.
650
00:30:52,424 --> 00:30:54,725
Nice to know
I'm that predictable.
651
00:30:55,960 --> 00:30:58,495
I got lucky.
652
00:30:58,529 --> 00:31:02,632
A great family found me.
It made all the difference.
653
00:31:02,666 --> 00:31:05,235
Every kid should at least
get a chance.
654
00:31:05,269 --> 00:31:06,436
Betsey?
655
00:31:06,470 --> 00:31:08,271
♪
656
00:31:08,305 --> 00:31:10,440
Kenny?
657
00:31:10,474 --> 00:31:11,541
Mm-hmm.
658
00:31:11,575 --> 00:31:14,778
For both those kids,
it will get better.
659
00:31:14,812 --> 00:31:16,746
We don't know that.
Maybe betsey will get adopted
660
00:31:16,781 --> 00:31:18,648
By a nice family,
and they'll all die.
661
00:31:18,682 --> 00:31:20,817
Maybe kenny will go to
a new school, and this time
662
00:31:20,851 --> 00:31:22,852
The bullies will have
a knife or a gun.
663
00:31:22,887 --> 00:31:25,055
Listen to me.
664
00:31:25,089 --> 00:31:28,291
Two years ago, if someone
had told you we'd be engaged,
665
00:31:28,325 --> 00:31:31,528
In love... (laughs)
666
00:31:31,562 --> 00:31:33,930
Things change, cooper,
667
00:31:33,964 --> 00:31:36,966
When you're not lookin'.
668
00:31:39,403 --> 00:31:42,939
♪ his feet,
theyave touched the ground ♪
669
00:31:42,973 --> 00:31:44,474
♪ I could feel the boom ♪
670
00:31:44,508 --> 00:31:46,192
Ooh.
671
00:31:46,243 --> 00:31:47,777
(cell phone rings)
672
00:31:47,811 --> 00:31:50,046
Don't answer it.
Just go faster.
673
00:31:50,081 --> 00:31:51,815
It's the hospital.
674
00:31:51,849 --> 00:31:54,717
♪
675
00:31:55,535 --> 00:31:56,985
Elana made it through.
676
00:31:57,003 --> 00:32:00,522
And, uh... My baby
677
00:32:00,556 --> 00:32:02,758
The baby's gonna be ne.
(exhales deeply)
678
00:32:02,792 --> 00:32:04,526
♪ it was a thrill ♪
679
00:32:04,561 --> 00:32:07,596
Did it work?
Well, time will tell.
680
00:32:07,631 --> 00:32:09,098
♪ time ♪
681
00:32:09,132 --> 00:32:10,999
Listen, I-I hope you know
682
00:32:11,017 --> 00:32:13,802
That I didn't mean
any disresct
683
00:32:13,820 --> 00:32:16,404
When elana asked me
what she should do.
684
00:32:16,439 --> 00:32:18,473
You gave her
your honest opinion.
685
00:32:18,507 --> 00:32:20,308
Amelia's good.
686
00:32:20,343 --> 00:32:23,461
I never doubteit, and I
didn't take it personally.
687
00:32:23,496 --> 00:32:25,947
Okay. It just felt--
it felt a little tense.
688
00:32:25,982 --> 00:32:27,649
It's not that. (sighs)
689
00:32:27,683 --> 00:32:30,551
Is it betsey?
690
00:32:30,569 --> 00:32:33,755
Yeah. It's brought up
some issues for sam, too.
691
00:32:33,789 --> 00:32:35,757
Because he didn't want
to take her?
692
00:32:35,775 --> 00:32:38,877
I'm not even sure if I do. I probably
don't, but yes. Violet wants to keep her.
693
00:32:38,928 --> 00:32:40,595
Well, that's not surprising,
right?
694
00:32:40,629 --> 00:32:42,464
But she can't. We can't.
695
00:32:42,498 --> 00:32:44,366
♪ and I can hear ♪
696
00:32:44,400 --> 00:32:47,602
♪ your ther
crying in your room ♪
697
00:32:47,637 --> 00:32:49,154
(chuckles)
698
00:32:49,188 --> 00:32:51,039
It's hard being a family.
699
00:32:51,073 --> 00:32:55,410
♪ I wear this face
for both of us ♪
700
00:32:55,444 --> 00:32:58,446
(foops approach)
701
00:32:58,481 --> 00:33:00,048
(man) call neuro down.
702
00:33:00,082 --> 00:33:01,616
Where's kenny?
703
00:33:01,651 --> 00:33:04,452
The doctors are working on him,
but they won't let me in there.
704
00:33:04,487 --> 00:33:06,321
I'm so sorry.
I thought the school
705
00:33:06,355 --> 00:33:09,357
Would be able to stop them. It
wasn't the bullies, dr. Freedman.
706
00:33:09,392 --> 00:33:11,860
Kenny tried to kill himself.
707
00:33:11,894 --> 00:33:13,595
♪
708
00:33:23,407 --> 00:33:24,974
They're still working on him.
709
00:33:25,008 --> 00:33:26,876
Uh...
710
00:33:26,910 --> 00:33:28,644
You're good with kids...
711
00:33:28,679 --> 00:33:30,046
For an hour.
712
00:33:30,080 --> 00:33:32,515
I'm with my kid every day,
and I do my best.
713
00:33:32,549 --> 00:33:34,917
But a boy needs his father,
and you waltz in,
714
00:33:34,952 --> 00:33:37,853
And you give him bad advice,
and now he is in there--
715
00:33:37,871 --> 00:33:39,789
Kenny gave up, jackie.
716
00:33:39,823 --> 00:33:41,924
He just... He gave up.
717
00:33:41,959 --> 00:33:44,627
What the hell kind of therapist
are you? Why didn't you know?
718
00:33:44,661 --> 00:33:47,196
He didn't want me to.
I knew kenny was struggling,
719
00:33:47,231 --> 00:33:50,533
But he kept me in the dark
just like he did you.
720
00:33:52,970 --> 00:33:55,872
(crying)
721
00:33:55,906 --> 00:33:57,773
Oh...
722
00:33:58,508 --> 00:34:01,426
Yeah, because if, um...
723
00:34:01,461 --> 00:34:03,378
If he dies,
724
00:34:03,413 --> 00:34:05,180
Oh, my god, if he dies,
725
00:34:05,215 --> 00:34:07,616
I'm, um...
726
00:34:07,650 --> 00:34:09,518
It's my fault.
727
00:34:09,552 --> 00:34:11,853
I did this. I did--
I did it.
728
00:34:11,888 --> 00:34:15,023
(continues crying)
729
00:34:15,058 --> 00:34:16,525
(door opens)
730
00:34:17,359 --> 00:34:19,427
Dr. Freedman?
731
00:34:25,134 --> 00:34:26,467
The hard part's over.
732
00:34:26,501 --> 00:34:28,519
She's not in any pain
right now.
733
00:34:28,570 --> 00:34:29,970
She's just got a headache,
734
00:34:29,988 --> 00:34:32,607
Which is normal
after brain surgery.
735
00:34:37,146 --> 00:34:39,864
(addison) it's okay.
736
00:34:39,915 --> 00:34:43,201
Come be with your wife.
737
00:34:43,235 --> 00:34:46,654
(monitor beeping rhythmically)
738
00:34:46,688 --> 00:34:49,223
You did good today.
739
00:34:49,258 --> 00:34:50,875
I know.
740
00:34:50,909 --> 00:34:54,829
(beeping continues)
741
00:34:55,963 --> 00:34:57,831
Elana?
742
00:35:01,068 --> 00:35:04,020
(beeping continues)
743
00:35:10,711 --> 00:35:12,579
The baby...
744
00:35:12,613 --> 00:35:14,281
He's kicking.
745
00:35:26,008 --> 00:35:29,277
What the hell did you do?
746
00:35:29,312 --> 00:35:32,130
I stabbed myself
in the stomach.
747
00:35:32,165 --> 00:35:34,766
What were you thinking?
748
00:35:34,801 --> 00:35:38,804
Suicide is never the answer.
It is never, ever the answer.
749
00:35:38,838 --> 00:35:41,373
Yeah, I know that... Now.
750
00:35:41,407 --> 00:35:43,475
Life is long,
751
00:35:43,509 --> 00:35:45,777
And your horizons
are gonna get bigger.
752
00:35:45,812 --> 00:35:48,413
But to try to get out
of it early, it's a huge--
753
00:35:48,447 --> 00:35:50,782
When I was your age,
I was a runt, I had, like,
754
00:35:50,817 --> 00:35:53,585
Two friends, and it felt like
it was never gonna get better.
755
00:35:53,619 --> 00:35:55,453
But you know what? It did.
756
00:35:55,488 --> 00:35:57,397
Somehow,
when you're not looking,
757
00:35:57,431 --> 00:35:59,132
Things change.
758
00:35:59,166 --> 00:36:01,418
Now I'm, you know,
I'm a doctor,
759
00:36:01,452 --> 00:36:03,536
I'm engaged to this
ridiculously beautiful woman,
760
00:36:03,571 --> 00:36:06,806
And I can
beat the crap out of, um...
761
00:36:06,841 --> 00:36:09,206
Well, you know, some people.
762
00:36:09,241 --> 00:36:12,121
Anyway, the point is,
it gets better.
763
00:36:12,156 --> 00:36:14,089
If you hang around,
it gets go.
764
00:36:14,214 --> 00:36:18,083
But you don't get to see that
if you're not here.
765
00:36:18,118 --> 00:36:20,252
(monitor beeping rhythmically)
766
00:36:20,786 --> 00:36:22,887
Dad would be
so pissed at me.
767
00:36:24,790 --> 00:36:26,491
Yes, he would.
768
00:36:28,527 --> 00:36:30,595
Look, I...
769
00:36:30,630 --> 00:36:33,031
I just...
770
00:36:33,065 --> 00:36:36,067
I don't want to switch schools,
all right?
771
00:36:36,102 --> 00:36:38,536
Please just give me a chance.
772
00:36:40,923 --> 00:36:42,757
Um, only if those boys
are expelled,
773
00:36:42,808 --> 00:36:46,111
And every teacher there
knows exactly-- mom, mom, no.
774
00:36:46,145 --> 00:36:50,515
I'll talk to dr. Wallace.
I want to.
775
00:36:50,549 --> 00:36:52,017
And I'll be careful.
776
00:36:52,051 --> 00:36:55,887
But you have to
let me do this, okay?
777
00:36:55,921 --> 00:36:57,889
You have to.
778
00:37:01,326 --> 00:37:02,760
Okay.
779
00:37:02,794 --> 00:37:07,064
(beeping continues)
780
00:37:07,098 --> 00:37:08,565
(door closes)
781
00:37:08,600 --> 00:37:10,718
(jangles keys)
782
00:37:10,769 --> 00:37:14,672
(bag and keys clatter on table)
783
00:37:15,706 --> 00:37:18,725
Cooper already talked to me.
784
00:37:18,759 --> 00:37:21,694
I just asked his opinion.
I didn't ask him to--
785
00:37:21,729 --> 00:37:24,347
No, you didn't,
but you kinda did.
786
00:37:24,381 --> 00:37:26,816
He made the point, pete.
787
00:37:26,850 --> 00:37:28,751
I wanted to talk to you.
788
00:37:28,786 --> 00:37:30,987
I did.
789
00:37:31,021 --> 00:37:32,922
But things have been
so good between us,
790
00:37:32,956 --> 00:37:34,824
I just didn't want to risk--
791
00:37:34,858 --> 00:37:36,859
Cooper's not my husband.
792
00:37:36,894 --> 00:37:39,829
And this tiptoeing around me,
it's n gonna work.
793
00:37:39,863 --> 00:37:43,032
You know, I mean, we're in this,
we're not going anywhere.
794
00:37:43,067 --> 00:37:46,035
We need to be able
to get mad and fight and...
795
00:37:46,070 --> 00:37:47,970
And know
that we'll get through
796
00:37:48,005 --> 00:37:51,741
Whatever we need
to get through.
797
00:37:51,775 --> 00:37:54,310
You don't want
to adopt betsey.
798
00:37:55,713 --> 00:37:57,613
It is what it is.
799
00:37:57,648 --> 00:38:02,485
As much as I feel
for betsey...
800
00:38:02,519 --> 00:38:04,887
We need time.
801
00:38:04,922 --> 00:38:07,256
I know.
802
00:38:07,291 --> 00:38:09,726
But you have to know that...
803
00:38:09,760 --> 00:38:12,929
That I'm fine.
804
00:38:12,930 --> 00:38:14,530
I am fine.
805
00:38:14,565 --> 00:38:16,966
You are. That I'm fine.
806
00:38:21,705 --> 00:38:25,419
(voice breaks) I miss dell.
807
00:38:25,609 --> 00:38:28,244
(sffles)
808
00:38:36,220 --> 00:38:37,637
(knock on door)
809
00:38:39,671 --> 00:38:41,072
(addison) hey.
810
00:38:41,106 --> 00:38:42,990
Hey.
811
00:38:44,325 --> 00:38:47,628
So pete and violet
aren't going to adopt beey.
812
00:38:47,662 --> 00:38:49,897
That's good...
For betsey
813
00:38:49,931 --> 00:38:52,833
And for everyone.
814
00:38:54,870 --> 00:38:56,937
Dell used to make me crazy.
815
00:38:56,972 --> 00:38:59,440
But the thing is,
he was there...
816
00:38:59,474 --> 00:39:01,809
For maya.
817
00:39:01,843 --> 00:39:03,711
(pen clatters)
818
00:39:03,745 --> 00:39:05,746
He died taking care
of my child.
819
00:39:05,814 --> 00:39:08,349
Sam, no one expected you
to take betsey,
820
00:39:08,383 --> 00:39:09,950
Including me.
821
00:39:09,984 --> 00:39:11,986
No, but you still
want to know
822
00:39:12,020 --> 00:39:13,454
About us...
823
00:39:13,488 --> 00:39:14,855
And if--
824
00:39:14,890 --> 00:39:18,092
I don't need to know.
825
00:39:18,126 --> 00:39:19,760
Not now.
826
00:39:19,795 --> 00:39:22,897
♪
827
00:39:25,183 --> 00:39:28,102
(man) ♪ I am the one ♪
828
00:39:30,136 --> 00:39:32,571
I- I need to ask
if anyone here
829
00:39:32,605 --> 00:39:36,708
Is willing to...
Take betsey.
830
00:39:36,743 --> 00:39:37,910
Please.
831
00:39:37,944 --> 00:39:40,829
♪ the racing heart
of a teenage kid ♪
832
00:39:40,864 --> 00:39:43,949
Because I can't, and, um...
833
00:39:43,983 --> 00:39:45,984
One of us needs to step up.
834
00:39:46,019 --> 00:39:47,970
♪ the brightest mind ♪
835
00:39:48,021 --> 00:39:51,723
♪ to see, to see ♪
836
00:39:51,758 --> 00:39:53,292
Please.
837
00:39:53,326 --> 00:39:56,628
♪ you've broken my heart ♪
838
00:39:56,663 --> 00:40:00,065
(footsteps approach)
839
00:40:00,099 --> 00:40:02,601
♪ no, no, no, no ♪
840
00:40:02,635 --> 00:40:05,971
♪ it's the shame,
shame, shame ♪
841
00:40:06,005 --> 00:40:08,841
♪ I'm kidding myself
as I'm standing here ♪
842
00:40:08,875 --> 00:40:13,745
♪ in the pouring rain ♪
843
00:40:18,885 --> 00:40:21,987
♪
844
00:40:22,021 --> 00:40:25,157
Don't you want
to take care of me?
845
00:40:29,528 --> 00:40:32,229
I love spending time
with you.
846
00:40:32,264 --> 00:40:34,465
Where will I go?
847
00:40:37,836 --> 00:40:39,937
Um...
848
00:40:39,971 --> 00:40:43,007
I don't know exactly.
849
00:40:43,041 --> 00:40:44,842
But...
850
00:40:44,876 --> 00:40:47,144
Here's what I hope
will happen.
851
00:40:47,179 --> 00:40:51,582
I hope that you will get
to go to a home,
852
00:40:51,616 --> 00:40:53,451
A home with a mom and dad
853
00:40:53,485 --> 00:40:56,287
Who have always wanted
a little girl,
854
00:40:56,321 --> 00:40:59,924
A mom and dad
of your very own,
855
00:40:59,958 --> 00:41:02,460
Who will love you so much
856
00:41:02,494 --> 00:41:07,698
Because they're gonna see
how special you are.
857
00:41:07,732 --> 00:41:11,935
And that will be better
for you than living with us,
858
00:41:11,969 --> 00:41:14,671
Because your new family...
859
00:41:14,706 --> 00:41:16,940
They have been waiting
860
00:41:16,974 --> 00:41:19,476
St for you.
861
00:41:19,510 --> 00:41:21,945
Doesn't that sound good?
862
00:41:21,979 --> 00:41:24,881
♪ I'm kidding myself
as I'm standing here ♪
863
00:41:24,916 --> 00:41:26,816
♪ in the pouring rain ♪
864
00:41:26,834 --> 00:41:30,487
♪ and I wo-wo-wo-won't ♪
865
00:41:30,521 --> 00:41:33,857
♪ be the same, same, same ♪
866
00:41:33,891 --> 00:41:36,426
♪ I'm kidding myself
as I'm standing here ♪
867
00:41:36,461 --> 00:41:38,228
♪ in the pouring rain ♪
868
00:41:38,262 --> 00:41:40,681
(sniffles) okay.
869
00:41:40,732 --> 00:41:44,167
♪
870
00:41:49,305 --> 00:41:51,507
You must be betsey.
871
00:41:51,541 --> 00:41:54,009
My name is gladys.
872
00:41:56,679 --> 00:41:59,047
♪ you've broken my heart ♪
873
00:41:59,082 --> 00:42:02,684
♪ you've broken
my heart ♪
874
00:42:05,488 --> 00:42:07,372
♪ no, no, no, no ♪
875
00:42:07,407 --> 00:42:09,424
We did a bad thing here.
876
00:42:09,459 --> 00:42:12,928
You all know it.
877
00:42:12,962 --> 00:42:16,031
We did a bad thing.
878
00:42:16,049 --> 00:42:18,667
♪ in the pouring rain ♪
879
00:42:18,701 --> 00:42:20,335
♪ and I wo-wo-wo-won't ♪
880
00:42:20,370 --> 00:42:24,239
♪ be the same, same, same ♪
881
00:42:24,274 --> 00:42:26,842
♪ I'm kidding myself
as I'm standing here ♪
882
00:42:26,876 --> 00:42:30,846
♪ in the pouring rain ♪
883
00:42:30,880 --> 00:42:33,398
♪ no, no, no, no ♪
884
00:42:33,433 --> 00:42:36,218
♪ it's the shame,
shame, shame ♪
885
00:42:36,269 --> 00:42:39,454
♪ I'm kidding myself
as I'm standing here ♪
886
00:42:39,489 --> 00:42:42,951
♪ in the pouring rain ♪
887
00:42:42,952 --> 00:42:45,909
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