The three fetuses are just too much for your body to handle.
They're 20 weeks. A few more, and they'll be viable. I can't lose my wife.
How long have you been sick? I was diagnosed eight years ago.
Does naomi know? No.
The sex didn't have to mean we were a happy couple again,
But it had to mean something. That moment has passed. We can move on with our lives.
I don't want to see you. (pete) he has a right to be mad.
You told him you couldn't be with him
And you started sleeping with me. But you are not the ex-husband of my best friend.
I was coming up here to tell you what happened to me today,
But it seems like all the real action is up here.
(monitor beeping rhythmically)
(ventilator clicking and hissing)
He's still here.
(sam) I can't even imagine.
Your wife decides to be a surrogate,
And she ends up in a coma,
Pregnant with someone else's triplets.
He won't go home.
He just sits there, talking to her.
It's awful.
He loves her. Addison...
I have to check on the fetuses. Addison, it's not my fault.
You could've kept your mouth shut.
She saw us. She knew.
There was nothing to see. Nothing happened. When you-- nothing happened, really?
So there's--there's nothing for naomi to be mad about?
We never-- she saw what she saw because it was there.
Now maybe you're afraid to act on it, but it was there.
So what are you saying, that it would be better if we had--
I mean, if you and I had slept together,
You're saying it would be okay that naomi is mad? Then at least we could be together
Instead of whatever this is. Okay, I don't know what she is to you,
But she is important to me. She's my--she's everything.
So then what am I?
You... Have a girlfriend, and I have pete.
So we are nothing. I have to go.
(monitor beeping rhythmically)
(ventilator clicking and hissing)
Eddie.
You should eat something, have some coffee.
We fought about it, you know...
Her doing this
Carrying these babies.
I told her I didn't want her to.
I told her that we could manage without the extra money.
Eddie, it's not your fault.
I was already working two jobs, and we were just scraping.
She wanted to help.
(crying) she agreed to be a surrogate, you know, not a--
An incubator. I'm so sorry.
You know, what-- what if she's aware?
I mean, what--what if she's in pain?
Look at her.
She's in limbo, I'm... In hell,
And my kids are a wreck,
And all of you just sit around hovering and--and waiting
Till you can empty her out and throw her away.
It's not right. Eddie, come with me, okay?
Let's get some food or some coffee.
Just some fresh air. No.
You need a break.
She wouldn't want this, to be like this.
(sighs) I want to pull the plug.
I can do that, right?
He wouldn't just be pulling the plug on kayla.
What about the babies she's carrying? I understand the suation.
And it doesn't horrify you? The fetuses aren't viable outside of the womb.
Eddie asked me to explain the process to him,
Not second-guess his moral judgments. Well, there are two people down the hall
Who are the parents of those babies.
They should have a say. I'm sorry kayla's in a coma.
But she's not in any pain, and if you really think
It's somehow more humane to euthanize her than to
Keep her alive long enough to bring three babies to term-- okay, the time to stop this
Was before you convinced kayla to roll the dice. You--
Calm down, the both of you. Now we are where we are.
Even though none of us are comfortable
With what eddie wants, addison is right.
We're obligated to honor it.
Kayla's only one of the patients in that room.
There are three others,
And someone needs to protect them.
I'm gonna talk to angie and simon.
You'd be killing three babies. How can you not understand that? You killed my wife.
Do any of you give a damn about that? All right, could we all just take this into the hall?
We asked eddie to talk outside.
He wouldn't leave kayla. I'm sorry. I would give anything if this hadn't happened.
Kayla is a wonderful person. She's given us everything.
But she wanted to do this, eddie.
She wanted to carry these babies. You know she did. She never wanted to live like this.
Listen to that thing.
It shoves air into her and it sucks it out.
She's hooked up to this, this, a-all this crap.
That's not life. I want her to have peace.
She will. Now!
I mean, I knew it was time to move out of naomi's house,
But betsey hates the new apartment. I hate it.
The carpets are beige. The walls are beige.
The neighborhood is beige. My whole life is beige.
Uh-huh. Do you ever feel like you're,
You know, like, just treading water?
Nothing's moving forward. You're standing still.
Everybody else-- no, I don't. Here's some free advice.
Kindergarten's over. Training wheels are off.
Nobody's gonna catch you if you fall.
If you don't like your life, you do something about it.
You reach down,
You pull one foot out of the mud, then the other.
You walk away from it. You can't walk, you crawl.
You do something. Join a gym. Join a club. Join a cult.
Do something, anything.
What you don't do is whine to me about it.
What?
Addison is heartbroken you won't speak with her.
I'm not gonna talk about it.
If you want to talk about work, that's fine.
Okay. Well, lucas is sick. The nanny just called.
She's sick now, too, so I gotta go.
I'll probably be out a day or two. Okay, whatever you need.
Pete.
I hope the little guy feels better.
Thank you.
(motor whirs)
Okay, I-I-I know we should talk about the kissing.
And I haven't been avoiding you.
I haven't. It's just that, uh...
I'm seeing william, and I--
William's out of the country. Switzerland, on business.
No, he's not. No. We have a date tonight.
It's canceled.
He left? For how long?
He didn't say. And he told you?
Wow.
That's great.
Yeah, that's just...
Great.
Naomi.
(motor whirs)
This is the money I owe you for the buy-in on the practice.
I know I was kind of a jerk about it at the time,
But thank you. Thank you for floating me. You sure you can afford it?
Yeah. I'm good. I've been putting money aside.
Didn't want the debt hanging over me.
I never made an issue of it. Wasn't about the money. Yeah, money's usually about something else.
What's that supposed to mean? Nothing.
You lent me money. I'm paying you back.
I'm trying to be a grown-up. I feel good about it. Is violet back?
Because this whole grown-up thing sounds like--
She's not back. I'm growing up all on my own.
Take the check.
Is this the last thing between us?
Don't make it more than it is.
You're the one who said money's not about money.
Sometimes it is.
What are you doing?
Charlotte, this isn't the--
Shut up, sheldon.
How long till the babies are viable?
Six, seven weeks. Look, if you would just give us that.
No. (charlotte) mr. Lindy.
I'm charlotte king, hospital chief of staff.
Thank you for coming.
Uh... I have a medical power of attorney,
And I want to take my wife off of life support.
She's carrying our babies. Now I told you what I want--
We got a lawyer.
Look...
We didn't want this to become a legal thing,
But now... Maybe it has to.
You don't have the right. (charlotte) actually, mr. Lindy,
A judge will have to decide that.
I suggest you get an attorney of your own.
But she's my wife.
I know that, and I'm so sorry.
But as of right now, I need everyone out of this room.
I'm not leaving.
You are. Till this is legally resolved, I have to act.
Essential medical personnel only in this room.
I-I'm not leaving my wife alone.
I'm not keeping my kids from seeing their mother.
I really am sorry.
(scoffs) how did you let this happen?
I want to help him somehow.
Well, there's nothing we can do.
It's a legal thing, not medical. We're out of it.
It's just horrible. There are no--no good options. Sometimes, it's--
Just let her go. No. Nai.
Sam and I never meant to have feelings for each other.
It just happened.
But it never went anywhere because of you.
Please don't be mad at me. (scoffs) mad?
Nai.
Did you ever love me?
Don't be ridiculous.
Was I second choice? When did all this start?
When--when we were in med school? No.
Wh-when you were maid of honor at my wedding?
It's not like that, naomi.
It is like that. I-I can't stop wondering.
Everything is tainted with this.
He--he is the father
Of my child, addison, and there's a bond there,
And maybe I shouldn't expect you to understand that.
But you don't get friendship? That's why we backed off, naomi, friendship.
God, I... I'm second-guessing
Everything that has ever happened between us.
I've lost every good memory of our marriage...
And of our friendship.
No, no, I am not mad.
(sniffles)
You two have...
Broken my heart.
(lucas crying) (addison) pete?
(nasal voice) in the kitchen.
Left his special blanket here.
I thought it would help calm him down. (sneezes)
Oh. Are you sick? Oh.
Aw, you have a fever. Oh, yeah, stay away.
You don't want this. Trust me.
I-I felt fine a couple of hours ago.
Oh, you shouldn't have to take care of him when you're sick.
Yeah, well, it doesn't work that way. It's my job.
You know what? (kisses) let me help.
I'll take care of him. You guys have stuff here.
Just go upstairs and go to sleep. Are you sure? He's got a fever.
He's gonna be cranky. (fussing)
My house, my rules. I'm a baby doctor.
(chuckles) we will be fine. All right? Go to bed.
Thank you. (crying)
Huh? Shh, shh, shh, shh, shh.
(motor whirring)
(candy clatters)
Binge eating.
Oh, just shut up.
(chuckles) william leaving gets you that upset?
No. There are a lot of things. There are--
There are a lot of things that are wrong at once.
Do you want to talk about it?
No. What I want is for this to make me feel better.
Put the chocolate down and come here. Oh, gabriel--
Chocolate down now.
(candy clatters)
What?
Come here.
Sit down. No--
Sit down.
(sighs)
Mm.
Now isn't that better than chocolate?
So, um, why are you here instead of dr. Montgomery?
She has someone sick at home. The baby just hit eight months.
I was hoping she'd tell me it was time to get off the couch
And just let the baby come when it comes.
Bed rest is starting to make me crazy.
Well, maybe I can tell you that after I do the exam. Okay.
You're really young, aren't you?
How long since you got out of med school?
I'm not a doctor. I'm a midwife.
Is she really unavailable?
Can we call her?
(addison) okay. Yeah. (lucas crying)
Just explain to her that you have to check her cervix.
If it's dilated, send her to the hospital.
If not, just check again tomorrow, okay?
No, I know all that. Uh, she just wanted to consult you.
Can't we just reschedule?! No offense. (lucas continues crying)
(mouths words)
(crying) come on, baby. Try to relax.
Uh, addison, uh, is everything okay? He's just been up all night.
I can't... Get him to be comfortable.
I'm good with babies, dell.
I am. It's my job to be good with babies.
But I cannot get him comfortable.
Huh? Come on.
Addison, addison, just--just hold him.
You know, talk softly to him,
Let him feel your heartbeat and smell your presence... Yeah?
And, uh, listen to your voice.
Just talk to him calmly, smile at him, and just,
You know, keep doing that till it works.
Sometimes with a sick baby,
It's not so much about doing something
As being something. Being something. Okay.
Okay. Thanks, dell. Bye. (continues crying)
(sighs)
Wow. You're good.
Check whatever you need to check.
Thank you.
Am I not allowed to sit in the hall now?
I know you won't believe this,
But I hate this as much as you do.
No... You don't.
You can't.
Have you talked to anyone? Someone who could help you.
Help me what, fight them?
I've called three lawyers.
All of 'em want money that I don't have.
They all say that it'll take time that I don't have.
You won't even let me be in there with my wife.
All of you say that kayla...
Doesn't know that I'm there.
But I know that she does.
(clicks pens)
This is an attorney at a nonprofit aid group.
(writes)
Tell 'em I referred you.
Why are you helping me?
Just call.
Sometimes you surprise me.
I have a role at the hospital.
Doesn't mean I don't feel for him.
So you want him to pull the plug?
He's sitting there alone. I know what that's like.
Yeah. Okay.
Don't look at me like that.
I have feelings just like a real person, sam.
He's alone. He has to stare through a window
At someone who just isn't there anymore.
He needs it to be over. At any cost?
I'm not saying he's right.
I'm saying he deserves to be heard.
You're saying I need to keep lying here.
Probably for another couple of days.
I'd like to come back tomorrow and recheck you if that's okay.
Worst part is, I can't even take care of my kid.
Megan, she's 4. She should be home any minute.
I sent her to school with a cough today,
'cause if she was here, I would've gotten up and...
She looked at me with these eyes, said she was fine.
Yeah, I know the look. You have kids?
A daughter, 8.
(chuckles) I thought I could do it all, you know--
Mother, provider, super woman.
But now I'm like a sick kid on the couch.
I'm moving backwards.
(door opens)
Bye, emma. Mommy!
Hey! Thanks, dena. Hi, pumpkin.
Oh.
(coughs)
Oh, hey, hey, hey. (coughs)
You know, when I come back to check you tomorrow,
I'll--I'll try and rope in our pediatrician, okay? Thank you.
Oh. You're missing some buttons there, stud muffin.
They're not missing. Oh, you like getting your shirt ripped off?
I can't fight you right now. I have to see a patient. I'm not looking for a rematch.
Your relationship's none of my business.
Yeah, well, to be clear, it's not a relationship.
It's just... Sex.
None of my business.
No need to share.
Sorry. I don't mean to be insensitive.
I'm just having a good time.
I've never had this much of a good time
With a woman before. (laughs)
Again, I'm oversharing, so I'm just gonna go.
What?
You got something to say?
No. Nothing.
You don't happen to have a needle and thread?
My shirt--some of the buttons just fell off. Uh, yeah.
Cheap shirt.
(objects rattle)
Here you go.
Thanks.
Mm-hmm.
You want to talk about it?
Uh, no. You want someone to eat chocolate with?
Are you trying to be funny? No. I think talking is better.
But since you didn't want to talk--
I like to work within someone's comfort zone. Oh. Well, okay. Uh, chocolate's not helping.
Must be bad. Yeah. (chuckles) yeah.
And the worst part is, the people I would normally
Go to to talk about it, I can't.
So... Well, you and I aren't that close,
But my door is always open.
Thank you.
Actually, most of the time, it's closed.
My clients seem to prefer it that way.
(rattles box) well, look, since you don't want to talk,
Let me just ask you this--
Is there something that might make you feel better?
I mean, not talking, not chocolate... (mutters)
Uh, I don't know. Um...
Well, I see something.
Um... It's fife.
Oh. It's fife, okay?
And... (laughs) I-I-I don't even know how I feel about him,
But, uh, he kissed me yesterday.
And, uh, well, you asked if there was something
That would make me feel better-- so go with feeling better.
I-I couldn't. I wouldn't even...
I-I don't even know what I want, so--
What, intimacy is more wrong than chocolate?
I mean, I think if it makes you feel better-- yeah, but I-I wouldn't even know what to do.
Because of the chair? Uh, no, because of everything.
But, uh, yeah, I-I guess the chair does make it
A little more confusing.
Oh, god. This is humiliating. I don't want to talk.
Talking is not good.
Okay, okay, I-I understand, but in terms of the chair,
That particular impediment, you should talk to charlotte.
She knows a lot about sex. I can't talk to charlotte.
We--no, I-I took her job.
We have a mutual contempt. I--
But she knows a lot about sex--
A lot.
(laughs)
And you deserve to feel better.
(whispers) so... Thanks.
(crying) okay, lucas, I'm gonna extract some mucus from your nose.
Yeah, you're gonna feel a slight pinch,
But then you're gonna be able to breathe, okay?
Here we go. No, lucas. I need you to stay still. Okay? (continues crying)
Oh, gosh. Okay. When you grown up, you're gonna find out that
There's all sorts of things that you can't fix, but then
There are certain things that you can fix, like this.
And if you just let me, you're gonna feel so much better.
Okay? But I need you to... (continues crying)
Oh, lucas, I don't want to kill you. I just want your snot.
(crying) he won't be still. His nose is stuffed up,
And he won't let me clear it.
He acts like I'm trying to suck out his brain.
And he's been crying since I've been alive.
Cooper, how do people do this? Did you really bring me here to do a bulb syringe?
Yes. (continues crying)
Oh, you're a doctor.
Why are you acting like a antic, first-time parent? You're my friend.
Why are you acting like an arrogant
And impatient doctor? (sighs)
Bulb syringe.
(lucas fusses)
Boop-boop-boop.
(air hisses) (lucas babbles)
Yeah. Shh, shh. Doo-doo-doo-do-do.
(lucas babbles)
Okay.
No, no, no, no, no. He hates me.
He's angry and sick. He threw up on me. And nothing I do helps.
I--I've never felt so ineffective. I don't like it.
Do you think it's because I'm not his mother?
I mean, do you think he knows,
Like, I'm the wrong person to be doing this?
The right person is the person that's there for him.
(lucas laughs) okay, you put him in a lukewarm bath.
It's gonna feel good on his skin.
It's gonna help calm him down. I gotta go. (crying)
Coop. Hey, you can do this.
You can. (continues crying)
(pleading voice) coop.
(continues crying)
(mayer hawthorne) âª my love âª
They're doing well. Yeah, but he's not.
(sighs) you say it like you blame me.
No, no, I don't blame you.
It's just, this is the woman he loves,
And he can't be with her because of these circumstances. He wants to pull the plug.
I think that he wants her to be allowed to have some dignity.
And to hell with these babies, right? No, no, I'm not-- I'm not saying that.
This is about addison.
Okay, th-this is not about-- you know what? I'm fed up.
I've watched you through this entire ordeal,
And not once have owned that you were on my side.
You did the surgery. This wasn't all my fault.
There's no side here. There's no fault.
This is people in pain and not being able to fix it.
All of us should be on the side of those babies.
So why am I the only one trying to save three lives here
When everyone else is fighting for a life that's already gone?
âª ...Say good-bye âª
âª my love âª
(fusses)
You dancing?
(continues fussing)
Oh.
Lucas is sick.
Where's pete?
Oh, he's sick, too. He's in the guest room.
Shh.
How's eddie?
Uh, he's worse. Hearing is tomorrow.
The judge is gonna come to the hospital... (lucas crying)
See the situation in person.
He won't stop crying, sam. He hates me.
Or he could just have a cold. (sighs)
You don't look too good either. No, I'm fine. I'll be fine.
I just wish... (cries)
I don't know. I thought it would be easier.
I thought... I thought I'd be better. Addison, I c--I can't do this.
I-I can't be your sounding board
About your life with...
(crying)
Keep me out of it. Wh--
Okay. (lucas continues crying)
(sighs)
(singsongy) okay.
âª good-bye âª
Thank you again for doing this.
Addison wouldn't want her up,
And the kid's cough sounded like hell.
This is my week to do house calls.
(clears throat)
My mommy--
(woman) aah! Ah!
(pants and grunts)
Okay, what happened? She was coughing,
And I-I-I... I picked her up and I shouldn't have.
My water broke. (pantsÃ¡
The baby's coming. Oh! Ow!
Why would you come to me with this?
Well, you're the only sexologist in the building. There are other buildings.
What's the nature of the patient's injury?
Uh, it, uh, is a spinal cord injury--
Uh, lower body paralysis, only use of one hand.
So he's in a wheelchair. Yeah.
Have he and the new girlfriend tried having sex yet?
Uh, no. I believe they have kissed,
But, uh, th-that's as far I could fit 'em in Tuesday.
Oh, no, no. I don't think that they want to come in.
They're, um...
Well, she--I think she's embarrassed to talk about it.
Ah.
She's embarrassed.
Yeah.
What exactly does she find embarrassing?
Uh, well, you know, she's... She's never--
Why not ask your colleague-- dr. Fife?
Go right to the source, so to speak.
Think he'd be embarrassed?
Are you gonna help with my patient or not?
Sometimes when people need help,
They need to own it, ask for it, be direct,
Instead of beating around the bush,
Using intermediaries.
I want to know about having sex with dr. Fife, okay?
Are you satisfied?
Oh, yes. Maybe this will help you get satisfied.
(clears throat)
It's, uh, all about the mechanics...
And what the able-bodied person has to do to make it work.
Hmm.
That kind of thing.
Thank you.
Naomi.
The question is, does he do it for you?
'cause if he does, the wheelchair doesn't matter.
(mouths word)
(crying) please calm down, lucas.
Please. I know you feel awful,
I have been here for you, and I'm trying. I really am.
I'm good with babies.
(continues crying) I have always been good with babies.
I am a baby doctor because I'm good with babies.
Lucas.
Maybe I'm not a mother, but I wanted to be.
I did. I wanted to be a mother more than you know. Lucas.
(continues crying) come on, lucas.
I want to be good, and I want to understand.
What do you want me to do?
What can I do to make you feel better?
Let me make you feel better. Let me make you feel better.
Yeah. Oh.
Oh, thank you.
(whispering) thank you, thank you, thank you. (lucas babbles)
Thank you.
Thank you, thank you, thank you.
(woman screams)
Ah! Ow.
Okay, I got megan settled upstairs.
Okay? I called 9-1-1. The paramedics should be here--
When?
(whimpers) oh, dell. I should've been a better patient.
I should've stayed on the cou--ah! Ow! Okay, okay, okay, listen to me, listen to me.
I need you to push again on three, okay? Okay.
One, two, three. Aah!
(grunts) aah!
I can't. I can't.
I can't push. Okay, okay.
(whimpers) everything okay?
Uh, the baby's crowning, but, um...
But--but what? But what?!
The b--the baby, he's stuck.
Oh!
Okay. Ohh!
I heard from both lawyers and all the doctors.
And while I'm not eager to make a legal ruling
In what is clearly so intensely personal a conflict,
Apparently that is the only way to settle this?
All right.
Although mr. Lindy's medical power of attorney
Arguably exempts him from culpability
Under this state's fetal homicide ban,
The equities of the situation
Favor the preservation of three potential lives.
Given that the mother, kayla lindy, isn't in pain
And wouldn't suffer an undue burden
As a result of remaining on life support--
What about our undue burden-- me, my kids? (charlotte) mr. Lindy.
Accordingly, all reasonable efforts
Shall be made to continue mrs. Lindy's life
Until such time as the three fetuses
Are viable outside her body as determined
By a competent medical professional.
St. Ambrose hospital is hereby ordered
To keep kayla lindy's room closed
To all except essential medical personnel
Until the delivery of the fetuses. You can't do that.
You can't keep him away from his wife
For the next two or three months. What's clear, doctor, is this is emotional and volatile.
And it is this court's obligation
To protect the health of those three fetuses.
(grunts and pants) okay.
Okay, what's happening? Please tell me.
Okay, the--the baby's shoulder's stuck.
I'm--I'm gonna try to shift the position. Okay? Okay?
Here we go.
Ow! Ow! Ugh! What the hell is going on?! Okay.
The baby's shoulder won't clear the birth canal.
But the paramedics, they'll be here soon, right? Yeah.
Right? It'll be okay. The paramedics aren't gonna get here in time
For you to deliver at the hospital. Well...
Okay. Okay, what's next?
(panting) listen, I'm gonna get you through this.
Okay? Okay.
Okay.
Oh, oh.
(cell phone buzzes)
(buzz)
(ventilator clicking and hissing)
I'm sorry.
We almost never spent a night apart.
Not for anything.
And now...
(sighs)
How I can I not be with her now?
She knows how you feel, eddie. Does she?
Does she understand why I'm not there,
Why I'm not with her?
(footsteps approach)
I tried talking to the judge.
She won't change her mind.
This is great information. Useful.
You were not supposed to see this.
I'm so sorry that was on my desk.
I'm--I'm very, very sorry. And I'm... Really humiliated.
Can we just please pretend like this never happened?
Are you kidding me? I've never been propositioned
With educational literature before.
It's kind of a turn on.
Naomi, if you had questions, why didn't you just ask me?
W-- (sighs) I wasn't sure what I wanted.
I'm not sure about anything.
I can't tell you how you feel.
But I can tell you how I feel.
I like you. I want you.
I can have sex.
And if you're interested,
We can take a bottle of wine back to my place,
Make out like teenagers, see what happens.
It hurts.
I know. It's gonna be okay.
(footsteps approach)
She didn't pick up.
(groans)
Okay.
(cell phone clatters)
(sighs)
Okay.
So, um...
Yeah, uh... Okay.
I want you to press down just below her belly, hard.
And I'll free the shoulder. How?
I'll force it free. You might break the clavicle.
Yeah, that's the idea. You'll break what?
You--you--
You can't break my baby. No, no, no, no, sweetie. No.
Dell, you can't intentionally fracture a clavicle.
It's crazy. Yeah, but it's a real thing.
It's called a wood screw maneuver.
No, I-I know what it's called. Have you ever performed one?
Well, I've seen it done. Look, we have to get the baby out.
You--you want to break my baby?
I want to save him.
Let's do it.
All right. Okay.
(clears throat) listen to me.
Everything's going to be okay.
Your baby's going to be fine.
When I tell you to push, I need you to push.
Okay.
Okay?
(dell) ready?
Okay. (groans)
Push.
(angus & julia stone's "santa monica dream" playing)
(sneezes)
Oh. Oh.
(nasal voice) come on, milo.
Oh, trust me, buddy.
You don't not want to catch this.
Oh.
âª good-bye âª
âª to my santa monica dream âª
Hey.
âª
Wow. You look terrible.
Thanks.
(blows nose)
Oh. I brought you some soup.
Chicken noodle? Nope. Chicken and brown rice.
It's better for you than the noodles.
(grunts)
So, uh, the judge ruled in favor of angie and simon.
They've barred eddie from being in the room
For the entire pregnancy.
Oh. Poor eddie.
How you feelin'?
Mm.
Ahh.
Like I can't go on like this much longer.
Well, you got a fever.
âª ...On the wall âª
Yes.
âª good-bye âª
I've screwed it all up.
What?
(voice breaks) everything.
Ah, you're just sick
And feeling sorry for yourself. Mm.
It'll pass.
I guess.
âª you tell me stories âª
(exhales) pete's here, so...
âª and the ones... âª
Eat your soup.
âª we left behind âª
(sighs)
âª and the ones we left... âª
(sneezes)
âª behind âª
(groans)
You got it? Yeah.
Just give me one more big push. One big push. Aah!
Yes! Come on. Okay, okay. It's a boy.
Beautiful! (baby crying)
(pants)
Hey, guy.
Hi.
(cooper) okay. (fusses)
Is he okay? Is my baby okay?
Is he broken? Nerve function seems good.
There might be a small crack in that clavicle,
But babies heal real fast. (crying)
This is gonna be a great story for you someday, buddy.
Dell. (fussing)
Why don't you give robin her baby?
Oh.
Hey. (continues fussing)
Hi.
(fussing)
Thank you.
(crying)
Oh, okay. Oh. Shh.
Here for another consult?
Actually, I was wondering if you'd like to have dinner later.
Dinner? The two of us? You and me, like a date?
Yeah, well, I thought it'd be nice to--
We don't have to call it a date. We can call it an appetizer. (dell speaks indistinctly)
Guess what this guy just did.
He saved two lives in the field with no equipment. No fear.
No whining? No whining.
Nice.
You know what? Let's skip straight to the entrÃ©e.
Charlotte. What?
Probably, I'm thinking too much.
My mother always told me I think too much.
Paul simon wrote a song about that. You want to or not?
Of course I want to, but there's a, um,
I'm not sure--you know, when you--when you try to--
Good god, sheldon. Just say it.
You're still in love with him.
You're trying to bury your feelings with mindless sex and-- and?
And it's a bad idea.
It's a bad idea not to be lonely?
No, but it's unhealthy for you
When what you really want is him.
You should talk to him. I mean, I don't know
If you and cooper can work out your problems--
You know what? Eat by yourself.
(door closes)
Manual?
We don't need no stinkin' manual.
It was amazing.
And I was out of practice.
I should go.
What?
Oh.
What?
I don't know what I'm doing. What am I doing?
What--what must you think of me?
I mean, william's gone for five minutes,
And I just jump into bed with you? I'm not complaining.
No, this is not who I am. This is not what I'm like, really.
I mean, just to-- to be a cheater.
I'm a cheat-y cheater, and I hate cheaters.
Hmm?
I should end it.
With william, I should...
I should. I don't want to be that kind of person.
Oh, what does--what does william need with me anyway?
He's... Rich
And he's older and... Busy and...
Dying.
What?
He went to switzerland for treatment.
He has a.L.S. He's dying.
(gin wigmore's "dying day" playing)
I figured you should know
Before you break up with him.
âª lay down âª
(whispers) oh, my...
âª I can see you cry âª
âª away your life âª
âª fall âª
âª like you fell from grace âª
âª soft but sweetly say âª
(speaks inaudibly)
âª this is my dying day âª
âª and if you don't mind âª
âª I would like to âª
âª fly âª
âª fly far away âª
âª that's all I want to do is... âª
The nurse is on break. The door's unlocked.
âª fly far my way âª
âª that's all I'm gonna do âª
âª on my dying âª
âª day âª
âª live âª
âª like you never have âª
âª take in all you can âª
(man speaking indistinctly over p.A.)
âª before the wind decides âª
âª to lead âª
Hi. I need your first flight out to geneva.
âª don't let go of my hand âª
Thank you.
âª on my dying day âª
âª and if you don't mind âª
âª I would like to âª
âª fly âª
âª fly far away âª
âª that's all I want to do is âª
âª fly, oh âª
âª fly in my own way âª
âª where nobody can touch me âª
âª nobody can âª
âª and I'm flying âª
âª flying my own way âª
(sighs)
âª that's all I want to do âª
âª on my dying day âª
Oh.
âª I'm shaken by the cold âª
(inhales deeply)
Mm. Mm. Nice.
What?
Hand on my face.
Mm. Cool.
Mm.
Good.
(moans)
Mm.
My head feels funny.
Mm?
Like a balloon... (exhales deeply)
A helium balloon.
Oh.
(inhales sharply) where's lucas?
He's in his crib. Mm.
I finally calmed him down. I did it.
Mm.
Go back to sleep.
(kisses) okay.
Mm.
(sighs) I love you, violet.
âª where nobody can touch me âª
âª nobody can âª
âª I'm flying âª
âª flying my own way, that's all... âª
(vanessa) sam. Hey.
âª my dying day âª
I'm sorry.
About yesterday.
I--mm, this case has got me all... Mm--I...
I didn't mean to take it out on you.
Okay. Well, I'm good if you're good.
I'm good.
Well, maybe... You could come over later.
Well-- (alarm blaring)
Oh, my god. He's disconnected the ventilator.
How did he get in there?
The door's locked. Eddie, open up the door!
What the hell?!
Sam!
Watch out. Watch out.
(alarm continues blaring)
Get outta the way!
Get the ventilator. We need to reconnect her. (inhalesply)
Sam. Sam. Pulse ox is going up.
(monitor beeping rhythmically)
What's happening?
She's breathing.
âª
On her own.