1 00:00:05,306 --> 00:00:09,143 ( rock music playing ) 2 00:00:12,580 --> 00:00:14,815 - * Now it's day - * IT'S DAY 3 00:00:14,915 --> 00:00:17,017 - * I've been trying - * I'VE BEEN TRYING 4 00:00:17,118 --> 00:00:21,055 * TO GET THAT TASTE ON MY TONGUE... * 5 00:00:21,155 --> 00:00:23,291 - DAD! - * I was... 6 00:00:23,391 --> 00:00:25,693 * DREAMING OF HORSESHOES * 7 00:00:25,793 --> 00:00:28,196 * AND MY CEREAL, IT IS WARM. * 8 00:00:28,296 --> 00:00:31,199 DAD. CEASE, PLEASE. THOSE AREN'T EVEN THE WORDS. 9 00:00:31,299 --> 00:00:34,034 WHAT? I'M PRACTICING FOR THE BIG SHOW. 10 00:00:34,135 --> 00:00:37,271 DOESN'T ANYBODY SING ALONG ANYMORE? 11 00:00:37,371 --> 00:00:39,640 - ( music stops ) - OKAY, DID YOU GET THE ADDRESS? 12 00:00:39,740 --> 00:00:41,609 IT'S LUDLOW NEAR STANTON. 13 00:00:41,709 --> 00:00:43,711 GREAT. YOU GOT YOUR CAP? 14 00:00:43,811 --> 00:00:44,845 YEAH. 15 00:00:44,945 --> 00:00:47,815 - GOT YOUR COAT ON? - YEAH. 16 00:00:49,417 --> 00:00:51,419 OKAY, I GOT MY KEYS. I GOT MY WALLET. 17 00:00:51,519 --> 00:00:54,322 OKAY, LET'S GO. 18 00:00:58,592 --> 00:01:00,661 DAD? 19 00:01:04,298 --> 00:01:08,802 ( theme music playing ) 20 00:01:26,053 --> 00:01:30,658 YOU'RE SURE YOU DON'T HAVE ANY IBUPROFEN? 21 00:01:30,758 --> 00:01:32,493 I DON'T. I'M SORRY. 22 00:01:32,593 --> 00:01:35,663 - WHAT ABOUT THE OTHER STUFF? - NO. 23 00:01:35,763 --> 00:01:39,567 - PLAIN OLD ASPIRIN? - I HAVE WATER. 24 00:01:39,667 --> 00:01:41,902 - UNBELIEVABLE. - WOULD YOU LIKE SOME WATER? 25 00:01:42,002 --> 00:01:44,372 ( sighs ) IT'S-- IT'S-- IT'S-- 26 00:01:44,472 --> 00:01:46,607 IT'S REALLY CRAZY WHEN YOU THINK ABOUT IT. 27 00:01:46,707 --> 00:01:48,342 I MEAN, YOU'RE A DOCTOR. 28 00:01:48,442 --> 00:01:50,678 YOU PRESCRIBED ME SLEEPING PILLS TWO WEEKS AGO. 29 00:01:50,778 --> 00:01:53,281 AND IF I NEEDED MORPHINE, I KNOW YOU COULD GET ME SOME. 30 00:01:53,381 --> 00:01:55,149 BUT YOU CAN'T GIVE ME TWO ASPIRIN. 31 00:01:55,249 --> 00:01:58,252 I ALREADY SAID I DON'T HAVE ANY. 32 00:01:58,352 --> 00:02:00,087 YOU STILL FEEL I'M DENYING YOU. 33 00:02:00,188 --> 00:02:02,856 I'M JUST-- I'M NOT UP TO THIS TODAY. 34 00:02:02,956 --> 00:02:04,925 WHY DO YOU THINK I WOULD DO THAT? 35 00:02:05,025 --> 00:02:06,860 I DON'T KNOW. 36 00:02:06,960 --> 00:02:08,095 CRUELTY MAYBE, 37 00:02:08,196 --> 00:02:11,064 UH, POWER, CONTROL, 38 00:02:11,165 --> 00:02:15,603 YOUTHFUL CLINGING TO PROTOCOL. 39 00:02:20,341 --> 00:02:24,345 MY FATHER USED TO DO THE SAME THING. 40 00:02:24,445 --> 00:02:26,347 IF EVER I GOT SICK, OR MY BROTHER DID, 41 00:02:26,447 --> 00:02:29,317 HE'D NEVER WRITE OUT A PRESCRIPTION. 42 00:02:29,417 --> 00:02:31,919 HE'D ALWAYS SEND US TO THE CLINIC 43 00:02:32,019 --> 00:02:34,087 FOR AN ANTIBIOTIC. 44 00:02:34,188 --> 00:02:36,857 DO YOU GET HEADACHES A LOT? 45 00:02:36,957 --> 00:02:38,892 YEAH, I DO LATELY. 46 00:02:38,992 --> 00:02:40,294 HOW OFTEN? 47 00:02:40,394 --> 00:02:43,297 SOMETIMES THREE IN A WEEK. 48 00:02:43,397 --> 00:02:46,800 THAT'S ANOTHER PARKINSON'S SYMPTOM, BY THE WAY. 49 00:02:46,900 --> 00:02:48,802 NOT ALL THE WEB SITES LIST IT, 50 00:02:48,902 --> 00:02:50,538 BUT I FOUND FIVE OR SIX THAT DO. 51 00:02:50,638 --> 00:02:53,307 SO WE'VE GOT TREMOR, RIGIDITY, 52 00:02:53,407 --> 00:02:55,576 FREQUENT HEADACHES, 53 00:02:55,676 --> 00:02:59,447 LOSS OF SENSE OF SMELL-- THAT'S A FUN ONE. 54 00:02:59,547 --> 00:03:02,049 YOU'VE BEEN RESEARCHING ONLINE. 55 00:03:02,149 --> 00:03:05,018 I WAS. NOW I'M-- 56 00:03:05,118 --> 00:03:06,320 I'M NOT. 57 00:03:06,420 --> 00:03:08,856 - YOU MEAN-- - I MEAN I'M STOPPING. 58 00:03:08,956 --> 00:03:11,625 I'VE STOPPED. 59 00:03:11,725 --> 00:03:13,060 WHY IS THAT? 60 00:03:13,160 --> 00:03:14,628 HOW ABOUT AN ICE PACK? 61 00:03:14,728 --> 00:03:17,531 YOU WOULDN'T REFUSE ME AN ICE PACK, WOULD YOU? 62 00:03:17,631 --> 00:03:19,633 IF YOU REALLY FEEL YOU CAN'T CONTINUE, WE SHOULD-- 63 00:03:19,733 --> 00:03:22,636 NO NO, IT'S OKAY. I WAS JUST KIDDING, 64 00:03:22,736 --> 00:03:24,438 SORT OF. 65 00:03:27,074 --> 00:03:29,142 I'LL MUSTER THROUGH. 66 00:03:29,243 --> 00:03:33,581 SO WHERE-- WHERE WERE WE? 67 00:03:33,681 --> 00:03:34,948 YOUR RESEARCH. 68 00:03:35,048 --> 00:03:36,650 OH YES, THE JOYFUL DISCOVERY 69 00:03:36,750 --> 00:03:39,219 THAT HEADACHES ARE A SYMPTOM OF PARKINSON'S. 70 00:03:39,320 --> 00:03:41,355 THAT'S ONE POSSIBLE EXPLANATION. 71 00:03:41,455 --> 00:03:44,525 WELL, I'M GONNA ASK THE NEW NEUROLOGIST. 72 00:03:44,625 --> 00:03:47,361 I'M SEEING HIM ON THE 7th. 73 00:03:47,461 --> 00:03:50,331 - COULD THERE BE OTHERS? - OTHER NEUROLOGISTS? 74 00:03:50,431 --> 00:03:52,165 I DON'T DOUBT IT. 75 00:03:52,266 --> 00:03:55,869 OTHER EXPLANATIONS FOR YOUR HEADACHES. 76 00:03:57,170 --> 00:03:59,573 HOW ARE THINGS AT HOME WITH... 77 00:03:59,673 --> 00:04:02,109 MAX. 78 00:04:02,209 --> 00:04:04,412 MY SON'S NAME IS MAX. 79 00:04:04,512 --> 00:04:06,814 - I REMEMBER. - YOU DO? 80 00:04:06,914 --> 00:04:10,751 I JUST SAW YOU WERE KIND OF SEARCHING FOR IT THERE. 81 00:04:10,851 --> 00:04:12,586 NO, I WASN'T. 82 00:04:12,686 --> 00:04:16,056 SO HOW ARE THINGS AT HOME? 83 00:04:16,156 --> 00:04:19,327 DO YOU REMEMBER I TOLD YOU 84 00:04:19,427 --> 00:04:22,363 ABOUT MY TEENAGE PATIENT, THE ADOPTED ONE? 85 00:04:22,463 --> 00:04:24,231 - JESSE. - YEAH. 86 00:04:24,332 --> 00:04:27,100 WELL, HE SHOWED UP WITH A BLACK EYE THIS WEEK. 87 00:04:27,200 --> 00:04:29,002 SEEMS HE GOT INTO A BIG FIGHT, 88 00:04:29,102 --> 00:04:31,038 SUSPENDED FROM SCHOOL. 89 00:04:31,138 --> 00:04:32,773 WHY DO YOU BRING HIM UP? 90 00:04:32,873 --> 00:04:36,944 BECAUSE I'VE BEEN WORRIED ABOUT HIM. 91 00:04:38,812 --> 00:04:41,114 I-- I DON'T SEE WHAT THE PROBLEM IS. 92 00:04:41,214 --> 00:04:43,817 I ASKED HOW THINGS WERE AT HOME 93 00:04:43,917 --> 00:04:46,253 AND YOU MOVED ON TO YOUR TEENAGE PATIENT. 94 00:04:46,354 --> 00:04:47,821 YOU ASKED ME IF THERE WERE OTHER REASONS 95 00:04:47,921 --> 00:04:49,823 WHY I'VE BEEN SUFFERING FROM HEADACHES. 96 00:04:49,923 --> 00:04:51,592 YOU SIT WITH JESSE 97 00:04:51,692 --> 00:04:53,761 AND YOU'LL KNOW HE'S A VALID ANSWER. 98 00:04:53,861 --> 00:04:57,331 I'VE BEEN CONCERNED ABOUT HIS TREATMENT. 99 00:04:57,431 --> 00:04:59,199 I'M JUST NOT CERTAIN ANYMORE 100 00:04:59,299 --> 00:05:01,369 THAT I'M THE RIGHT PERSON TO HELP HIM. 101 00:05:01,469 --> 00:05:03,371 TRUTH IS, HE MIGHT BE BETTER OFF 102 00:05:03,471 --> 00:05:05,272 IF HE WERE SEEING YOU INSTEAD-- 103 00:05:05,373 --> 00:05:07,274 SEEING ANYONE ELSE, REALLY. 104 00:05:07,375 --> 00:05:09,309 I ACTUALLY CAME HERE TODAY 105 00:05:09,410 --> 00:05:11,779 TO ASK YOUR OPINION. 106 00:05:11,879 --> 00:05:14,715 EARLIER YOU SAID YOU CAME BACK BECAUSE OF MAX. 107 00:05:14,815 --> 00:05:16,784 - EARLIER AS IN... - LAST WEEK. 108 00:05:16,884 --> 00:05:19,119 - OH. - YOU SAID HE WAS YOUR REASON 109 00:05:19,219 --> 00:05:21,254 FOR RETURNING TO THERAPY. 110 00:05:21,355 --> 00:05:23,256 YOU SAID YOU WANTED TO DISCUSS 111 00:05:23,357 --> 00:05:26,427 HOW BEST TO TELL HIM ABOUT YOUR ILLNESS. 112 00:05:27,995 --> 00:05:29,797 YOU KNOW... 113 00:05:32,933 --> 00:05:34,802 YOU SEEM UPSET. 114 00:05:36,870 --> 00:05:38,839 HAVE YOU BEEN READING GINA'S BOOK? 115 00:05:38,939 --> 00:05:40,674 I'M SORRY? 116 00:05:40,774 --> 00:05:42,576 GINA'S BOOK, 117 00:05:42,676 --> 00:05:44,945 HER CRITICALLY ACCLAIMED 118 00:05:45,045 --> 00:05:47,715 DEEPLY DELUDED WORK OF FICTION. 119 00:05:47,815 --> 00:05:50,384 I TOLD YOU THAT'S HER BIG THEORY-- 120 00:05:50,484 --> 00:05:53,721 THAT I INVESTED IN MY PATIENTS 121 00:05:53,821 --> 00:05:56,824 AT THE EXPENSE OF REAL RELATIONSHIPS. 122 00:05:56,924 --> 00:06:00,227 I REMEMBER IT UPSET YOU SHE GAVE A CHARACTER THESE SHORTCOMINGS. 123 00:06:00,327 --> 00:06:02,195 OH YEAH, IT UPSET ME. DO YOU KNOW WHY? 124 00:06:02,295 --> 00:06:05,065 BECAUSE IT'S HORSESHIT. 125 00:06:06,534 --> 00:06:08,436 YOU KNOW, I CAN WORRY ABOUT MY PATIENTS 126 00:06:08,536 --> 00:06:11,104 AND STILL BE THERE FOR MY SON. 127 00:06:11,204 --> 00:06:13,073 I'M-- I'M-- 128 00:06:13,173 --> 00:06:15,075 YOU KNOW, I'M PERFECTLY CAPABLE 129 00:06:15,175 --> 00:06:17,277 OF DOING TWO THINGS AT ONCE. 130 00:06:17,377 --> 00:06:19,913 IN FACT, I WAS JUST OUT WITH MAX LAST NIGHT 131 00:06:20,013 --> 00:06:21,314 TO SEE HIS FAVORITE BAND. 132 00:06:21,415 --> 00:06:24,217 - HOW WAS THAT? - IT WAS FINE. 133 00:06:24,317 --> 00:06:26,219 IT WAS LOUD. 134 00:06:26,319 --> 00:06:29,122 IT, YOU KNOW, WAS-- 135 00:06:29,222 --> 00:06:32,593 WHAT WAS IT? EVERY TIME I BRING UP MAX, YOU SEEM TO-- 136 00:06:32,693 --> 00:06:35,362 CHRIST, I'M NOT TRYING TO AVOID YOUR QUESTIONS ABOUT MAX, 137 00:06:35,463 --> 00:06:36,630 I PROMISE YOU THAT. 138 00:06:36,730 --> 00:06:38,766 AND THE CONNECTION WITH JESSE WILL MAKE SENSE 139 00:06:38,866 --> 00:06:41,101 IF YOU'D JUST LET ME GET TO IT. 140 00:06:41,201 --> 00:06:44,137 OF COURSE. PLEASE. 141 00:06:48,909 --> 00:06:51,344 OKAY, 142 00:06:51,445 --> 00:06:53,681 TWO DAYS AGO JESSE BRINGS HIS MOTHER IN. 143 00:06:53,781 --> 00:06:55,749 - HIS... - ADOPTIVE MOTHER. 144 00:06:55,849 --> 00:06:58,586 HE'S TRYING TO GET ME TO TELL HER ABOUT HIS BIRTH MOTHER'S PHONE CALL. 145 00:06:58,686 --> 00:07:00,588 OF COURSE, I DIDN'T WANT TO DO THAT. 146 00:07:00,688 --> 00:07:03,624 SO JESSE FINALLY BLURTS OUT THE NEWS HIMSELF. 147 00:07:03,724 --> 00:07:05,659 HIS MOTHER FLEES THE ROOM IMMEDIATELY. 148 00:07:05,759 --> 00:07:08,896 THEN JESSE ACCUSES ME OF TAKING HER SIDE. 149 00:07:08,996 --> 00:07:09,997 DO YOU THINK THAT'S--? 150 00:07:10,097 --> 00:07:11,164 HE'S RIGHT. 151 00:07:11,264 --> 00:07:13,667 I DIDN'T REALIZE IT AT THE TIME, BUT-- 152 00:07:13,767 --> 00:07:17,370 YOU SEE WHAT'S GOING ON HERE, I'M SURE. 153 00:07:17,471 --> 00:07:21,274 IT'S PERFECTLY OBVIOUS WHAT'S AT PLAY. 154 00:07:21,374 --> 00:07:23,711 I'M NOT CERTAIN I-- 155 00:07:23,811 --> 00:07:26,213 OKAY. 156 00:07:28,682 --> 00:07:31,051 HERE'S THIS WOMAN. SHE'S SITTING ACROSS FROM ME. 157 00:07:31,151 --> 00:07:32,920 HER SON IS STRUGGLING. 158 00:07:33,020 --> 00:07:35,523 SHE'S SPENT YEARS RAISING THIS KID-- 159 00:07:35,623 --> 00:07:37,525 FEEDING HIM, CLOTHING HIM, 160 00:07:37,625 --> 00:07:39,860 TRYING TO DO THE BEST SHE CAN 161 00:07:39,960 --> 00:07:42,663 TO, YOU KNOW, CONNECT WITH HIM. 162 00:07:42,763 --> 00:07:44,998 THEN IN COMES THIS OTHER PERSON, 163 00:07:45,098 --> 00:07:48,135 SWOOPS IN, TRYING TO CLAIM HIM AS HER OWN. 164 00:07:48,235 --> 00:07:52,606 OF COURSE I FELT FOR HER. 165 00:07:52,706 --> 00:07:56,677 YOU KNOW? HOW COULD I NOT? 166 00:07:56,777 --> 00:07:58,879 YOU'RE TALKING ABOUT KATE'S FIANCE. 167 00:07:58,979 --> 00:07:59,913 STEVE. 168 00:08:00,013 --> 00:08:03,483 YOU FEEL HE'S SWOOPING IN, 169 00:08:03,584 --> 00:08:05,519 TRYING TO CLAIM YOUR CHILDREN. 170 00:08:05,619 --> 00:08:07,020 HE'S DONE HIS BEST. 171 00:08:07,120 --> 00:08:09,557 SO CLEARLY I'M LESS THAN OBJECTIVE HERE. 172 00:08:09,657 --> 00:08:12,492 MY QUESTION FOR YOU IS-- 173 00:08:12,593 --> 00:08:14,494 CAN I STILL 174 00:08:14,595 --> 00:08:17,631 TREAT JESSE EFFECTIVELY? 175 00:08:17,731 --> 00:08:22,102 YOU'RE ASKING MY ADVICE 176 00:08:22,202 --> 00:08:23,637 ABOUT YOUR PRACTICE? 177 00:08:23,737 --> 00:08:25,472 I'M ASKING YOUR OPINION. 178 00:08:25,573 --> 00:08:27,708 I'M ASKING YOU WHETHER YOU THINK 179 00:08:27,808 --> 00:08:30,544 I'VE LOST MY OBJECTIVITY. 180 00:08:32,012 --> 00:08:33,781 ALL RIGHT? 181 00:08:33,881 --> 00:08:37,284 I MEAN, YOU MUST HAVE SOME OPINION. 182 00:08:39,086 --> 00:08:41,822 WHAT, ARE YOU SO APPALLED BY MY ADMISSION 183 00:08:41,922 --> 00:08:44,858 THAT YOU'RE NOT EVEN GOING TO ADDRESS IT? 184 00:08:44,958 --> 00:08:47,961 I THINK THE QUESTION YOU'RE ASKING 185 00:08:48,061 --> 00:08:51,599 IS ONE YOU MIGHT ASK A SUPERVISOR. 186 00:08:51,699 --> 00:08:53,867 AND WHAT DOES THAT MEAN? 187 00:08:53,967 --> 00:08:57,671 YOU'RE ASKING ME TO STEP OUTSIDE MY ROLE AS YOUR THERAPIST. 188 00:08:57,771 --> 00:08:59,940 I KNOW WITH GINA THIS WAS-- 189 00:09:00,040 --> 00:09:02,576 OH, WE'RE BACK TO GINA AGAIN. 190 00:09:02,676 --> 00:09:04,411 MAY I FINISH? 191 00:09:04,511 --> 00:09:06,513 SURE, GO AHEAD. 192 00:09:06,614 --> 00:09:08,649 I KNOW THIS WAS COMMON PRACTICE WITH GINA. 193 00:09:08,749 --> 00:09:11,284 I'M NOT GINA. 194 00:09:11,384 --> 00:09:13,253 YOU SAY YOU'RE FINDING IT HARD 195 00:09:13,353 --> 00:09:15,422 TO BE OBJECTIVE WITH JESSE. 196 00:09:15,522 --> 00:09:17,791 YOU KNOW THIS HAS A LOT TO DO 197 00:09:17,891 --> 00:09:20,694 WITH YOUR FEELINGS ABOUT MAX AND STEVE. 198 00:09:20,794 --> 00:09:23,697 YOU POINT THIS OUT. YOU MAKE THE CONNECTION. 199 00:09:23,797 --> 00:09:26,900 BUT THEN YOU'D RATHER NOT LOOK AT IT. 200 00:09:27,000 --> 00:09:29,670 MAYBE YOU CAN TELL ME SOME MORE ABOUT STEVE. 201 00:09:29,770 --> 00:09:32,740 I DON'T KNOW WHAT EXACTLY THERE IS TO SAY ABOUT HIM 202 00:09:32,840 --> 00:09:34,808 EXCEPT HE'S MADE MY SON MISERABLE. 203 00:09:34,908 --> 00:09:36,644 HAS MAX TOLD YOU THAT? 204 00:09:36,744 --> 00:09:38,311 IN HIS OWN WORDS. 205 00:09:38,411 --> 00:09:39,579 WHICH WERE WHAT? 206 00:09:39,680 --> 00:09:41,815 THAT THE GUY'S A TOTAL PUTZ, 207 00:09:41,915 --> 00:09:43,684 HE'S A WARLOCK, A REPUBLICAN. 208 00:09:43,784 --> 00:09:46,053 SHOULD I KEEP GOING? 209 00:09:46,153 --> 00:09:48,355 IF YOU LIKE. 210 00:09:48,455 --> 00:09:50,824 AS SOON AS HE BOUGHT KATE HER RING, 211 00:09:50,924 --> 00:09:53,827 THE WARLOCK DECIDED THEY SHOULD MOVE INTO HIS CASTLE. 212 00:09:53,927 --> 00:09:56,429 OH, HE'S AN ARCHITECT 213 00:09:56,529 --> 00:09:59,767 AND VERY PROUD OF THIS MODERN MONSTROSITY 214 00:09:59,867 --> 00:10:02,770 THAT HE BUILT IN ABERDEEN, MARYLAND. 215 00:10:02,870 --> 00:10:05,238 SO HE ANNOUNCES THEY'RE ALL GONNA LIVE THERE, 216 00:10:05,338 --> 00:10:07,074 STARTING IMMEDIATELY, 217 00:10:07,174 --> 00:10:09,476 EVEN THOUGH ABERDEEN IS 40 MINUTES OUTSIDE THE CITY 218 00:10:09,576 --> 00:10:11,645 AND AN HOUR'S BUS RIDE FROM MAX'S SCHOOL 219 00:10:11,745 --> 00:10:13,647 AND THE FEW FRIENDS THAT HE HAS. 220 00:10:13,747 --> 00:10:16,183 AND MAX ISN'T HAPPY WITH THIS ARRANGEMENT? 221 00:10:16,283 --> 00:10:19,787 HE TRAVELED 200 MILES ALONE ON THE TRAIN TO PROVE IT. 222 00:10:19,887 --> 00:10:23,223 AND HOW HAVE THINGS BEEN SINCE HE GOT HERE? 223 00:10:24,892 --> 00:10:26,827 LAST WEEK I SIGNED MAX UP FOR SCHOOL. 224 00:10:26,927 --> 00:10:30,063 I TOLD YOU-- A DECENT PLACE AROUND THE CORNER. 225 00:10:30,163 --> 00:10:32,632 IT'S THE THIRD HIGHEST TEST SCORES IN BROOKLYN. 226 00:10:32,733 --> 00:10:35,502 BUT KATE AND THE REPUBLICAN-- THEY DON'T APPROVE. 227 00:10:35,602 --> 00:10:39,372 SO SHE CALLS ME TWICE A DAY TO SAY THAT HE'S GONNA PAY FOR POLY PREP-- 228 00:10:39,472 --> 00:10:41,641 WHICH IS A MERE 30 GRAND A YEAR. 229 00:10:41,742 --> 00:10:43,711 AND LAST TIME SHE LETS IT DROP 230 00:10:43,811 --> 00:10:46,146 THAT HE'S PREPARED TO COVER COLLEGE. 231 00:10:46,246 --> 00:10:47,948 THIS FEELS THREATENING? 232 00:10:48,048 --> 00:10:51,618 OH, I GUESS I SHOULD BE RELIEVED, 233 00:10:51,719 --> 00:10:53,453 LET HIM SUPPORT MY KIDS FOR LIFE. 234 00:10:53,553 --> 00:10:55,923 AND I'LL JUST RETIRE TOMORROW. 235 00:10:56,023 --> 00:10:58,125 DO YOU WANT TO RETIRE? 236 00:10:58,225 --> 00:10:59,827 SOMETIMES. 237 00:10:59,927 --> 00:11:01,895 YOU KNOW, I'VE BEEN TRYING TO TALK TO YOU 238 00:11:01,995 --> 00:11:03,897 ABOUT HOW POOR A JOB I MIGHT BE DOING, 239 00:11:03,997 --> 00:11:08,335 WHETHER I'M FAILING CERTAIN PATIENTS, 240 00:11:08,435 --> 00:11:10,137 BUT YOU'RE KIND OF MAKING IT CLEAR 241 00:11:10,237 --> 00:11:12,505 THAT YOU DON'T WANT TO DISCUSS THAT. 242 00:11:12,605 --> 00:11:14,474 I WONDER IF YOU FEEL 243 00:11:14,574 --> 00:11:18,145 YOU MAY BE FAILING YOUR SON TOO. 244 00:11:18,245 --> 00:11:21,381 STEVE'S PRESENCE OBVIOUSLY HAS AFFECTED YOUR RELATIONSHIP. 245 00:11:21,481 --> 00:11:23,817 CAN YOU TELL ME WHAT DISTURBS YOU MOST ABOUT--? 246 00:11:23,917 --> 00:11:27,087 APART FROM THE FACT THAT HE'S TRYING TO BUY MY SON'S LOVE, 247 00:11:27,187 --> 00:11:28,956 THAT HE THINKS HE KNOWS BETTER 248 00:11:29,056 --> 00:11:31,658 WHAT'S RIGHT FOR MY KID? 249 00:11:31,759 --> 00:11:33,660 IT SHOULDN'T BE TOO HARD TO GRASP 250 00:11:33,761 --> 00:11:35,695 WHAT MY PROBLEM IS WITH JESSE-- 251 00:11:35,796 --> 00:11:37,530 WHY I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN TREAT HIM. 252 00:11:37,630 --> 00:11:39,699 'CAUSE I SEE HIM OBSESSED 253 00:11:39,800 --> 00:11:42,836 WITH THIS NEW PARENT FIGURE, 254 00:11:42,936 --> 00:11:44,805 REJECTING THE PEOPLE WHO RAISED HIM. 255 00:11:44,905 --> 00:11:47,340 BUT MAX HASN'T REJECTED YOU. 256 00:11:47,440 --> 00:11:49,877 HE CHOSE TO LIVE WITH YOU. 257 00:11:49,977 --> 00:11:52,846 HE HASN'T WITHDRAWN. HE'S COME CLOSER. 258 00:11:52,946 --> 00:11:56,750 WELL, GEOGRAPHICALLY CLOSER, YES. 259 00:11:56,850 --> 00:12:00,387 HE STILL FEELS DISTANT? 260 00:12:00,487 --> 00:12:03,623 NOTHING'S CHANGED THIS WEEK? 261 00:12:03,723 --> 00:12:05,826 HE'S STILL THE SAME-- 262 00:12:05,926 --> 00:12:09,429 DRAWING, SLEEPING, MONOSYLLABIC. 263 00:12:10,998 --> 00:12:13,200 HE WAS OUT OF SCHOOL FOR A COUPLE DAYS 264 00:12:13,300 --> 00:12:15,635 WITH A COLD. 265 00:12:15,735 --> 00:12:18,038 IT'S NOT THAT. 266 00:12:18,138 --> 00:12:21,274 IT BOTHERS YOU DEEPLY TO SEE HIM UNHAPPY. 267 00:12:22,742 --> 00:12:24,344 YOU SAID YOU TOOK HIM OUT LAST NIGHT. 268 00:12:24,444 --> 00:12:26,446 HOW WAS HE THEN? 269 00:12:32,920 --> 00:12:36,489 DO YOU KNOW ANIMAL COLLECTIVE? 270 00:12:36,589 --> 00:12:39,092 I'M GONNA ASSUME THAT'S A BAND. 271 00:12:39,192 --> 00:12:41,829 MAX TOLD ME LAST MONTH THAT HE'D MISSED THEM 272 00:12:41,929 --> 00:12:44,464 WHEN THEY PLAYED IN BALTIMORE 273 00:12:44,564 --> 00:12:48,735 BECAUSE OF HIS MOTHER AND STEVE'S ENGAGEMENT PARTY. 274 00:12:48,836 --> 00:12:51,571 SO I SAW THAT THEY WERE PLAYING HERE 275 00:12:51,671 --> 00:12:53,540 AND I GOT TICKETS. 276 00:12:53,640 --> 00:12:55,375 IT WAS THE CRAZIEST SCENE-- 277 00:12:55,475 --> 00:12:57,845 400 HYPERCHARGED KIDS 278 00:12:57,945 --> 00:13:01,148 AND A FEW TRAUMATIZED PARENTS. 279 00:13:01,248 --> 00:13:03,150 ALL THE OTHER KIDS WERE GOING BERSERK, 280 00:13:03,250 --> 00:13:05,018 RUSHING THE EDGE OF THE STAGE, 281 00:13:05,118 --> 00:13:07,387 CRUSHED TOGETHER, SCREAMING FRANTICALLY. 282 00:13:07,487 --> 00:13:10,090 AND MAX? 283 00:13:10,190 --> 00:13:14,061 MAX STAYED PINNED TO MY SIDE. 284 00:13:14,161 --> 00:13:18,531 HE WENT CLOSER WHEN I PRODDED HIM, BUT... 285 00:13:18,631 --> 00:13:20,100 WHAT? 286 00:13:20,200 --> 00:13:21,801 YOU KNOW, HE KEPT COMING BACK TO CHECK ON ME. 287 00:13:21,902 --> 00:13:23,803 SO I'D SEND HIM OFF AGAIN 288 00:13:23,904 --> 00:13:25,805 AND HE'D GO STAND AT THE EDGE OF THINGS, 289 00:13:25,906 --> 00:13:28,308 AGAINST THE SIDE WALL, WITH HIS HOOD ON. 290 00:13:28,408 --> 00:13:30,978 IT WAS-- 291 00:13:33,113 --> 00:13:35,182 IT WAS JUST HARD FOR ME TO WATCH HIM. 292 00:13:35,282 --> 00:13:38,418 THIS IS HIS FAVORITE BAND? 293 00:13:38,518 --> 00:13:40,387 YEAH. 294 00:13:40,487 --> 00:13:42,789 YOU SAY IT WAS HARD FOR YOU TO WATCH HIM. 295 00:13:42,890 --> 00:13:44,892 - CAN YOU TELL ME WHY? - BECAUSE I'M HIS FATHER. 296 00:13:44,992 --> 00:13:47,227 - YES. - HE'S MY SON. 297 00:13:47,327 --> 00:13:51,164 YOU'RE ASKING ME WHY IT WAS HARD FOR ME TO SEE HIM UNHAPPY. 298 00:13:51,264 --> 00:13:54,301 CLEARLY YOU HAVEN'T HAD KIDS. 299 00:13:54,401 --> 00:13:58,071 I'M ASKING IF YOU CAN DESCRIBE IN MORE DETAIL 300 00:13:58,171 --> 00:14:00,407 WHAT IT FELT LIKE TO WATCH HIM. 301 00:14:00,507 --> 00:14:04,744 YOU SAID HE KEPT COMING BACK TO CHECK ON YOU. 302 00:14:04,844 --> 00:14:06,846 WHY DO YOU THINK THAT IS? 303 00:14:06,947 --> 00:14:10,417 I WAS DEAFENED BY THE NOISE. 304 00:14:10,517 --> 00:14:13,020 AND... 305 00:14:13,120 --> 00:14:15,989 I COULDN'T HELP WONDERING HOW SUNIL-- 306 00:14:16,089 --> 00:14:18,091 WHAT HE WOULD MAKE OF ALL THIS. 307 00:14:18,191 --> 00:14:20,827 - SUNIL? YOUR PATIENT? - RIGHT. 308 00:14:20,928 --> 00:14:22,362 WHY DO YOU BRING HIM UP? 309 00:14:22,462 --> 00:14:24,864 I KEPT SEEING THE WHOLE THING THROUGH HIS EYES-- 310 00:14:24,965 --> 00:14:26,699 THE ASSAULT OF IT, THE FRENZY. 311 00:14:26,799 --> 00:14:28,235 IT WAS SO-- 312 00:14:28,335 --> 00:14:30,503 SO EXTREME, SO-- 313 00:14:31,939 --> 00:14:34,574 SO AMERICAN. 314 00:14:34,674 --> 00:14:36,944 I KNOW EXACTLY HOW HE FEELS, 315 00:14:37,044 --> 00:14:40,113 WHY HE LOCKS HIMSELF OFF IN THAT ROOM. 316 00:14:40,213 --> 00:14:43,416 AND YOU THINK MAX SOMEHOW PICKED UP ON THIS? 317 00:14:43,516 --> 00:14:46,987 THAT'S WHY HE KEPT COMING BACK TO CHECK ON YOU? 318 00:14:47,087 --> 00:14:48,989 SURELY YOU WEREN'T THE ONLY PARENT 319 00:14:49,089 --> 00:14:52,625 STANDING UNCOMFORTABLY IN THE BACK. 320 00:14:52,725 --> 00:14:56,129 I-- I GUESS I'M NOT SO CLEAR 321 00:14:56,229 --> 00:14:58,531 WHY MAX WOULD BE SO CONCERNED. 322 00:15:01,068 --> 00:15:03,670 ARE YOU ALL RIGHT? 323 00:15:08,341 --> 00:15:10,110 PAUL. 324 00:15:10,210 --> 00:15:12,679 I-- 325 00:15:12,779 --> 00:15:14,948 ( clears throat ) 326 00:15:16,116 --> 00:15:19,252 I MADE A TERRIBLE MISTAKE. 327 00:15:20,487 --> 00:15:22,255 TELL ME. 328 00:15:22,355 --> 00:15:25,792 I LET MAX USE MY COMPUTER BEFORE WE LEFT 329 00:15:25,892 --> 00:15:27,694 TO FIND THE DIRECTIONS TO THE CONCERT, 330 00:15:27,794 --> 00:15:29,862 AND I-- 331 00:15:29,963 --> 00:15:32,132 I DIDN'T REALIZE I HADN'T CLEARED 332 00:15:32,232 --> 00:15:33,800 THE SEARCHES FROM THE LIST 333 00:15:33,900 --> 00:15:36,869 FROM THE-- THE HISTORY. 334 00:15:36,970 --> 00:15:38,938 SO I WALK INTO THE ROOM 335 00:15:39,039 --> 00:15:42,375 AND HE'S SCROLLING THROUGH THIS LIST OF SEARCHES, 336 00:15:42,475 --> 00:15:45,245 HUNDREDS OF THEM-- PARKINSON'S INSTITUTE, 337 00:15:45,345 --> 00:15:47,981 PARKINSON'S DISEASE FOUNDATION. 338 00:15:48,081 --> 00:15:50,250 I KNOW ALL OF THEM BY HEART. 339 00:15:50,350 --> 00:15:51,584 AND... 340 00:15:51,684 --> 00:15:53,286 WHAT? 341 00:15:53,386 --> 00:15:57,991 I JUST-- I JUST KNEW FROM HIS FACE 342 00:15:58,091 --> 00:15:59,859 EXACTLY WHAT HE'D SEEN. 343 00:15:59,959 --> 00:16:01,928 AND HE... 344 00:16:02,029 --> 00:16:04,964 ASKED ME... 345 00:16:08,968 --> 00:16:11,604 IF I WAS SICK. 346 00:16:13,206 --> 00:16:16,043 - WHAT DID YOU SAY? - I SAID NO. 347 00:16:16,143 --> 00:16:20,013 I SAID IT-- THAT WASN'T ABOUT ME. 348 00:16:20,113 --> 00:16:23,183 I WAS RESEARCHING FOR A PATIENT. 349 00:16:23,283 --> 00:16:27,420 BUT MAX IS-- HE'S EXCEPTIONALLY BRIGHT. 350 00:16:27,520 --> 00:16:30,223 IT'S NEVER BEEN EASY TO LIE TO HIM. 351 00:16:30,323 --> 00:16:32,292 HIS SISTER'S SEVEN YEARS OLDER, 352 00:16:32,392 --> 00:16:35,295 AND HE TOLD HER THERE WAS NO TOOTH FAIRY. 353 00:16:37,464 --> 00:16:39,532 DID YOU CONSIDER TELLING HIM THE TRUTH? 354 00:16:39,632 --> 00:16:42,835 I WAS JUST IN SHOCK. 355 00:16:42,935 --> 00:16:46,639 AND HE WAS JUST LOOKING AT ME 356 00:16:46,739 --> 00:16:49,409 WITH HIS BIG EYES. 357 00:16:49,509 --> 00:16:52,011 AND I THOUGHT, 358 00:16:52,112 --> 00:16:53,980 "HE'S SCARED. 359 00:16:54,081 --> 00:16:56,249 GET THROUGH THE MOMENT, GET OUT THE DOOR, 360 00:16:56,349 --> 00:16:58,951 SEE THE CONCERT. YOU CAN RUIN HIS LIFE LATER, 361 00:16:59,052 --> 00:17:00,920 NOT LIKE THIS THOUGH. NOT RIGHT NOW." 362 00:17:01,020 --> 00:17:03,390 I MEAN, IT'S FUCKING CRAZY-- 363 00:17:03,490 --> 00:17:06,526 ALL THIS TIME I'M CONSUMED WITH HOW BEST TO BREAK IT, 364 00:17:06,626 --> 00:17:08,761 AND THEN TO HAVE IT HAPPEN LIKE THIS, 365 00:17:08,861 --> 00:17:11,164 IN-- 366 00:17:11,264 --> 00:17:14,167 IN THE WORST POSSIBLE WAY. 367 00:17:14,267 --> 00:17:16,536 WAS THAT THE ENTIRE CONVERSATION? 368 00:17:16,636 --> 00:17:18,838 PRETTY MUCH. 369 00:17:18,938 --> 00:17:21,308 WE GOT HOME. I PUT HIM TO BED. 370 00:17:21,408 --> 00:17:23,810 AND I WENT TO MY COMPUTER 371 00:17:23,910 --> 00:17:26,012 AND I JUST ERASED THE WHOLE HISTORY. 372 00:17:26,113 --> 00:17:29,416 THEN I HAD A DRINK. 373 00:17:29,516 --> 00:17:31,784 AND THEN 374 00:17:31,884 --> 00:17:34,721 I HAD A FEW MORE. 375 00:17:34,821 --> 00:17:36,623 AND THEN I WENT TO SLEEP. 376 00:17:36,723 --> 00:17:40,493 AND I DIDN'T WAKE UP TILL MAX CALLED ME FOR SCHOOL. 377 00:17:40,593 --> 00:17:44,197 SO THERE. 378 00:17:44,297 --> 00:17:46,733 THERE'S YOUR OTHER EXPLANATION 379 00:17:46,833 --> 00:17:49,869 FOR MY NOW SPLITTING HEADACHE. 380 00:17:49,969 --> 00:17:51,838 IT IS WORSE, HAVING TOLD ME? 381 00:17:51,938 --> 00:17:55,242 I SHOULDN'T HAVE HAD THOSE DRINKS. I KNOW THAT. 382 00:17:55,342 --> 00:17:57,510 I DON'T DRINK ALONE. 383 00:17:59,112 --> 00:18:02,215 AFTER THE NIGHT THAT I HAD-- 384 00:18:02,315 --> 00:18:05,152 YOU SAID YOU WENT TO BED AFTER YOUR DRINKS 385 00:18:05,252 --> 00:18:07,454 AND SLEPT TILL MORNING. 386 00:18:07,554 --> 00:18:08,621 THAT'S RIGHT. 387 00:18:08,721 --> 00:18:11,291 YOU DIDN'T WAKE UP? 388 00:18:11,391 --> 00:18:13,025 DID YOU HAVE YOUR DREAM? 389 00:18:13,126 --> 00:18:15,595 I-- I-- I-- I DON'T KNOW. 390 00:18:15,695 --> 00:18:17,830 I MAY HAVE. 391 00:18:17,930 --> 00:18:20,032 I DON'T REMEMBER REALLY. 392 00:18:20,133 --> 00:18:22,034 AM I RIGHT THAT THIS IS THE FIRST TIME 393 00:18:22,135 --> 00:18:24,337 YOU WERE ABLE TO SLEEP WELL IN MONTHS? 394 00:18:24,437 --> 00:18:27,840 WELL, I GUESS I'VE GOT THE WHISKY TO THANK FOR THAT. 395 00:18:27,940 --> 00:18:29,876 I'M WONDERING IF THERE'S ANOTHER REASON 396 00:18:29,976 --> 00:18:31,444 YOU WERE ABLE TO SLEEP WELL 397 00:18:31,544 --> 00:18:33,213 QUITE APART FROM THE ALCOHOL. 398 00:18:33,313 --> 00:18:36,916 WHY DO I HAVE THE FEELING THAT I'M NOT GONNA LIKE THIS? 399 00:18:37,016 --> 00:18:38,918 YOU MENTIONED THAT IN THE MORNING 400 00:18:39,018 --> 00:18:40,387 IT WAS MAX WHO WOKE YOU UP. 401 00:18:40,487 --> 00:18:43,523 - MM-HMM. - DOES HE USUALLY WAKE YOU UP OR--? 402 00:18:43,623 --> 00:18:45,925 IT WAS LATE. I WAS SLEEPING. 403 00:18:46,025 --> 00:18:48,661 - I UNDERSTAND. WHAT I'M ASK-- - HE WAS LATE FOR SCHOOL. 404 00:18:48,761 --> 00:18:52,131 I WAS SLEEPING. YOU KNOW, I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU'RE GETTING AT. 405 00:18:52,232 --> 00:18:54,301 - WHAT I'M TRY-- - IT ISN'T RELEVANT. 406 00:18:54,401 --> 00:18:56,469 IT ISN'T MEANINGFUL. IT WAS JUST A HANGOVER. 407 00:18:56,569 --> 00:18:59,472 YOU'RE SPEAKING VERY LOUDLY. 408 00:19:02,642 --> 00:19:04,844 SORRY. 409 00:19:08,381 --> 00:19:11,318 ARE YOU SUGGESTING THAT I LEFT MY INTERNET HISTORY UP 410 00:19:11,418 --> 00:19:13,486 ON PURPOSE, FOR MAX TO DISCOVER? 411 00:19:13,586 --> 00:19:16,889 I THINK IT CAN BE A DEAD END TO TRY TO ASCRIBE INTENTIONALITY. 412 00:19:16,989 --> 00:19:18,925 - LET'S JUST-- - OH JESUS, COME ON. LISTEN TO YOU. 413 00:19:19,025 --> 00:19:20,593 YOU SOUND LIKE A TEXTBOOK-- 414 00:19:20,693 --> 00:19:24,297 "WHEN PATIENT TRIES TO ASCRIBE"-- 415 00:19:26,633 --> 00:19:29,035 DAMN IT. 416 00:19:29,135 --> 00:19:31,037 DAMN IT. 417 00:19:31,137 --> 00:19:32,539 ARE YOU ALL RIGHT? 418 00:19:32,639 --> 00:19:34,207 NO. 419 00:19:34,307 --> 00:19:36,042 WOULD YOU LIKE SOME WATER? 420 00:19:36,142 --> 00:19:39,011 NO, THANK YOU. 421 00:19:39,111 --> 00:19:41,013 LET'S TALK ABOUT THE EFFECTS 422 00:19:41,113 --> 00:19:43,416 MAX'S DISCOVERY HAS HAD ON YOU. 423 00:19:43,516 --> 00:19:46,118 THE SCENE YOU DESCRIBED TO ME-- 424 00:19:46,219 --> 00:19:48,020 MAX COMING TO CHECK ON YOU AT THE CONCERT, 425 00:19:48,120 --> 00:19:50,223 GETTING YOU UP IN THE MORNING-- 426 00:19:50,323 --> 00:19:54,126 DOES THAT DYNAMIC SEEM FAMILIAR TO YOU? 427 00:19:54,227 --> 00:19:57,997 A CHILD CARING FOR A PARENT. 428 00:19:58,097 --> 00:20:00,667 WHEN, YOU SAID, YOUR OWN MOTHER WASN'T WELL 429 00:20:00,767 --> 00:20:05,171 YOU HAD TO TAKE CARE OF HER WHEN YOU WERE YOUNG. 430 00:20:05,272 --> 00:20:09,208 AND NOW HERE'S MAX TAKING CARE OF YOU. 431 00:20:11,411 --> 00:20:14,113 CAN YOU TELL ME WHAT YOU'RE THINKING? 432 00:20:14,213 --> 00:20:16,616 HONESTLY? 433 00:20:16,716 --> 00:20:18,585 PLEASE. 434 00:20:18,685 --> 00:20:22,755 I WISH I COULD TELL YOU TO GO FUCK YOURSELF. 435 00:20:22,855 --> 00:20:25,592 WHAT'S STOPPING YOU? 436 00:20:26,926 --> 00:20:28,595 ( mutters ) 437 00:20:31,464 --> 00:20:34,133 I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU MUST THINK OF ME. 438 00:20:34,233 --> 00:20:35,868 WHAT MUST I THINK OF YOU? 439 00:20:35,968 --> 00:20:38,905 I'M SUBJECTING MY SON TO THE SAME MISERY I WENT THROUGH. 440 00:20:39,005 --> 00:20:40,907 NOT ONLY THAT BUT I-- 441 00:20:43,510 --> 00:20:46,846 I'M GETTING SOME KIND OF 442 00:20:46,946 --> 00:20:49,316 COMFORT FROM IT, 443 00:20:49,416 --> 00:20:51,484 SLEEPING LIKE A BABY THROUGH THE NIGHT. 444 00:20:51,584 --> 00:20:53,620 I MEAN... 445 00:20:55,422 --> 00:20:58,925 I DON'T KNOW HOW YOU CAN STAND TO LOOK AT ME. 446 00:20:59,025 --> 00:21:01,528 WHEN I LOOK AT YOU, 447 00:21:01,628 --> 00:21:04,597 I SEE A FATHER PROFOUNDLY CONCERNED FOR HIS SON. 448 00:21:08,067 --> 00:21:10,169 FUCK. FUCK IT. 449 00:21:10,269 --> 00:21:13,072 FUCK. 450 00:21:13,172 --> 00:21:16,075 I'VE GOT TO MEET MAX IN 20 MINUTES. 451 00:21:16,175 --> 00:21:19,512 I HAVE TO TAKE HIM TO PENN STATION FOR A 6:50 TRAIN. 452 00:21:19,612 --> 00:21:21,948 HE'S SPENDING THE WEEKEND 453 00:21:22,048 --> 00:21:25,418 WITH KATE AND STEVE. 454 00:21:27,654 --> 00:21:30,222 I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN FACE HIM. 455 00:21:30,323 --> 00:21:32,559 WHAT FRIGHTENS YOU? 456 00:21:32,659 --> 00:21:35,895 THAT HE'S GONNA LOOK UP AT ME 457 00:21:35,995 --> 00:21:38,798 AND PRETEND-- 458 00:21:38,898 --> 00:21:42,969 JUST PRETEND THAT EVERYTHING IS FINE 459 00:21:43,069 --> 00:21:45,705 WHEN THE TRUTH IS 460 00:21:45,805 --> 00:21:48,741 THAT HE'S WORRYING THAT I'M DYING. 461 00:21:50,510 --> 00:21:53,546 HE'LL BE THINKING 462 00:21:53,646 --> 00:21:56,215 IF I'M UNFIT TO BE HIS FATHER. 463 00:21:56,315 --> 00:22:00,353 ARE YOU UNFIT TO BE HIS FATHER? 464 00:22:01,521 --> 00:22:03,222 I THINK YOU'VE BEEN WORKING VERY HARD 465 00:22:03,322 --> 00:22:05,425 TO PROVE YOU'RE UNFIT-- 466 00:22:05,525 --> 00:22:08,260 TO YOURSELF, TO YOUR NEUROLOGIST, TO MAX, 467 00:22:08,361 --> 00:22:10,363 TO ME. 468 00:22:12,064 --> 00:22:13,199 HOW TO YOU? 469 00:22:13,299 --> 00:22:14,867 SINCE YOU CAME IN TODAY, 470 00:22:14,967 --> 00:22:17,103 YOU'VE TRIED TO GET ME TO TAKE CARE OF YOU. 471 00:22:17,203 --> 00:22:19,406 YOU'VE ASKED ME FOR PAINKILLERS. 472 00:22:19,506 --> 00:22:22,875 YOU EVEN IMAGINED I'D GIVE YOU MORPHINE. 473 00:22:22,975 --> 00:22:25,812 YOU ASKED FOR HELP WITH ONE OF YOUR PATIENTS, 474 00:22:25,912 --> 00:22:29,315 EVEN SUGGESTING I WOULD DO A BETTER JOB WITH ONE OF THEM, 475 00:22:29,416 --> 00:22:31,451 DESPITE THE FACT, 476 00:22:31,551 --> 00:22:33,486 AS YOU ARE VERY FOND OF POINTING OUT, 477 00:22:33,586 --> 00:22:37,657 YOU HAVE 20 YEARS OF CLINICAL EXPERIENCE OVER ME. 478 00:22:40,493 --> 00:22:42,529 I THINK I'M BEGINNING TO UNDERSTAND 479 00:22:42,629 --> 00:22:45,164 HOW THE DYNAMIC BETWEEN YOU AND GINA DEVELOPED, 480 00:22:45,264 --> 00:22:47,767 HOW SHE CAME TO PLAY 481 00:22:47,867 --> 00:22:50,269 SO MANY ROLES IN YOUR LIFE-- 482 00:22:50,369 --> 00:22:54,974 SUPERVISOR, MENTOR, THERAPIST, 483 00:22:55,074 --> 00:22:59,278 MOTHER. 484 00:22:59,378 --> 00:23:02,949 HOW WAS IT YOU SAY SHE PRESENTED YOU IN THE NOVEL? 485 00:23:03,049 --> 00:23:05,718 NEEDY, CHILDISH, 486 00:23:05,818 --> 00:23:09,556 POOR HUSBAND, DEFICIENT FATHER? 487 00:23:10,923 --> 00:23:14,326 IS IT POSSIBLE THAT YOU CONVINCED HER 488 00:23:14,427 --> 00:23:19,165 THAT YOU WERE, IN FACT, INCAPABLE? 489 00:23:19,265 --> 00:23:23,069 THAT YOU'VE CONVINCED YOURSELF? 490 00:23:23,169 --> 00:23:26,172 WHY WOULD I DO THAT? 491 00:23:30,409 --> 00:23:32,712 WHY WOULD I DO THAT? 492 00:23:42,689 --> 00:23:45,091 YOU SAID MAX'S TRAIN'S AT 6:50? 493 00:23:45,191 --> 00:23:48,394 YEAH, I SHOULD-- 494 00:23:48,495 --> 00:23:51,163 I SHOULD GO GET HIM. 495 00:23:55,735 --> 00:23:59,739 PAUL, WE'LL TALK NEXT WEEK. 496 00:24:02,041 --> 00:24:04,176 YEAH. 497 00:24:09,148 --> 00:24:11,450 ( theme music playing )