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ALEX WAS MY PATIENT.

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HE UNDERSTOOD AS A--
AS A--

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AS A PILOT THAT

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CIVILIAN CASUALTIES WERE,

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IN HIS MIND, INEVITABLE.

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IT'S MY BELIEF THAT HE WASN'T
ABLE TO FORGIVE HIMSELF, NO.

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THE THERAPY
WAS ENDED BY ALEX.

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( sighs )
WELL, HE FELT THAT
HE WAS READY

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TO GO BACK TO ACTIVE--
ACTIVE DUTY

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AND THAT--

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I BECAME AWARE

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THAT HE WAS INVOLVED
IN A RELATIONSHIP.

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( chuckles )
ARE YOU ASKING ME

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IF I KNEW ON
A SUBCONSCIOUS LEVEL?

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THAT'S AN ALMOST IMPOSSIBLE
QUESTION TO ANSWER.

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NO.

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( theme music playing )

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- ( groans )
- WAS IT DIFFICULT?

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THOSE PEOPLE ARE LIKE--
THEY'RE LIKE VULTURES.

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I CAN'T BELIEVE
ANYBODY ACTUALLY
DOES THAT FOR A LIVING.

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YOU WANT TO TELL ME
ABOUT IT?

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UM, ABOUT THE DEPOSITION?
NO, NOT REALLY.

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- I'M GONNA GET A DRINK.
- IT'S NOT EVEN 4:00.

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( exhales )
COFFEE, I MEAN.

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SOUNDS LIKE WE BOTH
HAD GREAT DAYS.

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MARC WAS IN ONE OF THOSE
BLACK MOODS THIS MORNING

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WHERE HE WAS YELLING
AT INANIMATE OBJECTS.

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TOOTHBRUSH IS
IN THE WRONG PLACE,
THE COFFEE'S TOO HOT--

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AS IF THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE
WERE CONSPIRING AGAINST HIM.

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IS THERE A PSYCHOLOGICAL
WORD FOR THAT?

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I-- I THINK IT'S
CALLED DISPLACEMENT.

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- EXCUSE ME!
- GREAT.

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AND THEN I WENT OVER
TO THE OFFICE AND JUDY WAS
IN ONE OF HER RAMPAGES.

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I-I'VE TOLD YOU
ABOUT JUDY, RIGHT?

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- YOU DID?
- SHE'S THE ONE WHO
ACTS LIKE MY BOSS

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EVEN THOUGH SHE ISN'T
REALLY MY BOSS.

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GOD, DOES ANYBODY WORK
IN THIS PLACE?

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SHE SEARCHES FOR THE LYNCHPIN
OF MY PROJECT AND THEN
SHE PULLS IT.

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YOU THINK IT'S POSSIBLE THAT
SHE'S TRYING TO SABOTAGE ME?

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IS IT POSSIBLE
I COULD JUST SIT HERE
FOR A MINUTE AND RELAX?

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YEAH, I'M SORRY.
YOU JUST SAID YOU DIDN'T WANT
TO TALK ABOUT THE DEPOSITION,

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SO I WAS JUST TRYING
TO TELL YOU ABOUT MY DAY.

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WERE YOU?
OR DO YOU WANT ME TO JUST
LISTEN TO YOUR PROBLEMS

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AND THEN INTERPRET YOUR
HUSBAND'S BEHAVIOR AND THEN
YOUR BOSS'S BEHAVIOR?

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- I WASN'T TRYING
TO DO THAT.
- YEAH.

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I'M SORRY.

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GOD, WE GOT HERE FAST.

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GOT WHERE?

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BLEW RIGHT PAST BEING
INFATUATED WITH EACH OTHER

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AND WENT STRAIGHT
TO FEELING OBLIGATED.

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BOTH OF US.

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I THOUGHT
IT WOULD BE EASY TO--

53
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TO SEE YOU.

54
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AND I THOUGHT
IT WOULD FEEL...

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GOOD.

56
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LOOK, I'LL CHANGE
MY APPOINTMENT AT GINA'S

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SO THAT YOU DON'T HAVE
TO RUN INTO ME.

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I'VE ALREADY DONE THAT.

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( knocks )

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( sighs )
SORRY.

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SORRY I'M LATE.

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ROSIE KEPT ME
WAITING FOR HALF AN HOUR.
SHE WANTED TO TALK TO ME.

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TURNS OUT ALL SHE WANTED
WAS THE KEYS TO THE CAR.

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( laughs )
DID YOU GIVE HER THE KEYS?

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- YEAH.
- WAS SHE HAPPY?

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I DON'T THINK SO.

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I-I-I--

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I GUESS I WANTED
TO FEEL CLOSE TO HER,
WANTED TO HEAR ABOUT SCHOOL

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AND WHETHER SHE HAS
A BOYFRIEND OR NOT,

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HOW SHE'S DOING WITH KATE.

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WHEN YOU WERE ALL
LIVING TOGETHER, DID SHE
TELL YOU THOSE THINGS?

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SHE WOULDN'T-- SHE WOULDN'T
HAVE HAD TO TELL ME

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BECAUSE I WOULD
HAVE SEEN THEM.

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I COULD OVERHEAR THEM
OR KATE WOULD TELL ME.

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- SO YOU DIDN'T HAVE
CONVERSATIONS THEN EITHER?
- NO.

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- DO YOU TALK
ON THE PHONE?
- WE TRY.

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BUT, YOU KNOW,
I CAN ALWAYS TELL

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SHE'S I.M.ing HER FRIENDS
ON THE COMPUTER.

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SO WHAT CAN YOU DO
TO FEEL CLOSE TO HER?

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I DON'T KNOW.
I DON'T KNOW.

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DO YOU REMEMBER
A TIME WHEN YOU WERE
LIVING AT HOME

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AND YOU FELT
CLOSE TO HER?

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YEAH.

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THERE WAS ONE TIME
I-I-I TOOK HER--

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SHE BROKE HER ARM
AND KATE WAS OUT OF TOWN

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SO I GOT TO TAKE ROSIE
TO THE HOSPITAL.

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A LOT OF SITTING--
EMERGENCY ROOM,
TREATMENT ROOM--

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AND WE WERE WAITING
FOR THE CAST ON HER ARM TO DRY.

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AND IT WAS JUST--
JUST ME AND ROSIE.

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ALL AFTERNOON,
JUST ME AND HER.

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I READ TO HER.
I TOLD HER STORIES.

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PLAYED 20 QUESTIONS
AND I SPY.

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YEAH, THAT WAS
A HAPPY DAY.

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YEAH, PRETTY SAD, HUH?

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I MISSED SO MUCH.

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WHAT IS IT?

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NOTHING.
I WAS JUST-- I--

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I TOOK--

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I TOOK APRIL
TO THE HOSPITAL
THIS WEEK.

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THAT'S YOUR PATIENT
WHO HAS CANCER.

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- YEAH.
- MM-HMM.

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WELL, SHE WASN'T--
SHE STILL WASN'T
TELLING ANYBODY--

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HER FRIENDS OR HER FAMILY.
SHE WASN'T--

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SHE WASN'T
GETTING TREATMENT.

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SO AFTER OUR SESSION,
I JUST GOT UP,

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I TOOK MY COAT AND I JUST
BROUGHT HER TO THE HOSPITAL.

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I KNOW IT WAS WRONG.
BUT YOU SEE, THE ONCOLOGIST

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HAD ALREADY MADE
A TREATMENT SCHEDULE

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SO ALL SHE HAD TO DO
WAS GET THERE.

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SO I TOOK HER THERE.

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I WAITED WITH HER
TILL SHE WAS FINISHED
AND THEN

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I TOOK HER HOME.

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DID YOU TELL HER STORIES?

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NO, WE WERE JUST QUIET.

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WERE YOU REMINDED
OF THE DAY

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THAT YOU SPENT WITH ROSIE
IN THE HOSPITAL?

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YEAH. YOU KNOW,
I'D GIVE THE LAST
10 YEARS OF MY LIFE TO--

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TO BE BACK IN THE HOSPITAL
WITH ROSIE THAT AFTERNOON

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WAITING FOR
HER CAST TO DRY.

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I HATE MY LIFE.

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IT'S BROKEN.

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EVERY DAY

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IT HURTS.

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I'M NOT GETTING ANYTHING
FROM MY FAMILY,

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SO I TRY TO GET IT
FROM MY PATIENTS.

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I KNOW IT'S WRONG,
BUT WHO ELSE DO I HAVE?

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WHO ELSE DO YOU HAVE TO GET
WHAT YOU NEED FROM?

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NOBODY.

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BUT, OKAY,
I HAVE YOU.

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BUT Y-YOU CAN'T

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GIVE ME WHAT I NEED.

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- IT'S NOT YOUR JOB.
- LET'S TALK ABOUT
WHAT YOU NEED.

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- DO YOU HAVE
ANY WATER?
- WAT--

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YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO HAVE
WATER FOR YOUR PATIENTS.

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PAUL, YOU'RE SO CONVINCED
I WON'T HAVE ANY WATER
FOR YOU,

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YOU DON'T SEE IT.
IT'S SITTING RIGHT THERE.

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THANKS.

138
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SO CAN YOU TELL ME
WHAT YOU NEED?

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I DON'T--
I DON'T NEED
ANYTHING SPECIAL.

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JUST-- JUST WHAT--

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WHAT EVERYBODY NEEDS.

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WELL, YOU HAVE FOOD.
YOU HAVE CLOTHING.

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- YOU HAVE SHELTER.
- WELL, SORT OF.

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I HAVE A DEN
WITH NO OTHER BEARS.
IS THAT SHELTER?

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- YOU NEED
SOME OTHER BEARS?
- MM-HMM.

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YEAH.

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I MISS THEM.

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YOU KNOW WHAT
I'M TALKING ABOUT.

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I KNOW YOU DO.

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I DO.

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I MISS DINNER, YOU KNOW?

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I MISS THE AFTER-DINNER.

153
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WHAT DO YOU DO IN BROOKLYN
BETWEEN DINNER AND BEDTIME?

154
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OH...

155
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SOMETIMES I GO
TO THE LOCAL BAR.

156
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THEY'VE GOT THE SOCCER
FROM ENGLAND ON.

157
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THAT'S GOOD, SO...

158
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THEN I HAVE-- HAVE A DRINK.

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WELL, DO YOU EVER MEET
ANY WOMEN AT THE BAR?

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I SEE THEM.
I DON'T KNOW
IF THEY SEE ME.

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I'M LIKE THAT--
( laughs )

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THAT LONELY GUY
IN THE EDWARD HOPPER PAINTING,

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- SITTING AT THE BAR.
- ( chuckles )

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TELL ME ABOUT THE WOMEN.

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- SOME OF THEM
ARE PRETTY, YOU KNOW?
- MM-HMM.

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THEY WEAR BRACELETS
THAT JINGLE.

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THEY GO OUTSIDE TO SMOKE.

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LIKE MY--
LIKE MY PATIENT MIA.

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I DON'T THINK
YOU'VE MENTIONED MIA.

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SHE WAS A PATIENT
20 YEARS AGO.

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SHE CAME BACK
THIS YEAR. SHE'S--

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WELL, IT'S COMPLICATED.

173
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SHE'S A LAWYER THAT WORKS
FOR THE FIRM THAT'S HANDLING
THE DEPOSITION-- THE LAWSUIT.

174
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WE HAD A CONVERSATION
ABOUT THE CASE THEN SHE
CAME BACK AS A PATIENT.

175
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- WHAT DO YOU MEAN COMPLICATED?
- COMPLICATED EMOTIONALLY.

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BUT SHE'S REALLY SMART.

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AND SHE'S--

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- SHE'S FUNNY.
- CHALLENGING?

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I THINK YOU COULD THROW
THAT ONE IN THERE, YEAH.

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SHE'S ALSO THE KIND
OF WOMAN THAT,

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IF SHE MANAGED TO WORK
THROUGH HER ISSUES,

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SHE COULD CONCEIVABLY

183
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BE RIGHT FOR ME.

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I-I-- I'M NOT
IN LOVE WITH HER.

185
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BUT...

186
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COULD SEE MYSELF
WITH SOMEBODY LIKE HER.

187
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YOU'VE CHEERED UP
JUST TALKING ABOUT HER.

188
00:11:00,660 --> 00:11:03,030
WELL, I AM DRAWN
TO HER, YEAH.

189
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BUT AFTER LAST YEAR
AND LAURA, I--

190
00:11:05,933 --> 00:11:07,701
I DON'T THINK
I'M GOING TO FALL IN LOVE

191
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WITH ANOTHER PATIENT
FOR A WHILE.

192
00:11:09,569 --> 00:11:11,204
OH, IS THAT A RELIEF.

193
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( both laughing )

194
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BUT IS SHE IN LOVE WITH YOU?
IS THAT WHY YOU MENTIONED HER?

195
00:11:18,478 --> 00:11:20,914
NO, I MENTIONED HER BECAUSE

196
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WE'RE TALKING ABOUT
THINGS THAT I NEED.

197
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MM-HMM.

198
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I NEED A WOMAN.

199
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- FOR SEX?
- IS THAT WHAT WOMEN
THINK THAT MEN--

200
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REALLY THINK THAT THEY
WANT THEM JUST FOR SEX?

201
00:11:35,428 --> 00:11:37,965
NO, I WAS JUST ASKING YOU
IF YOU WANTED SEX.

202
00:11:38,065 --> 00:11:40,667
- OF COURSE I WANT SEX.
I'M NOT DEAD.
- OKAY, WELL...

203
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THEN GOOD.
THAT'S SOMETHING YOU NEED.

204
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THAT'S OUR SUBJECT--
WHAT YOU NEED.
SO YOU NEED SEX.

205
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I NEED FUN.
I NEED RELEASE.

206
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I NEED CONTACT
WITH ANOTHER HUMAN.

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- HOW ARE THINGS
GOING WITH TAMMY?
- ( groans ) OH, NOT TAMMY.

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- HAVE YOU BEEN SEEING HER?
- YOU KNOW I HAVE.

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NO, I DON'T KNOW.
ACTUALLY I DON'T KNOW.

210
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WELL, SHE AND I HAD COFFEE.
THEN WE HAD DRINKS.

211
00:12:07,895 --> 00:12:10,463
THEN... WE...

212
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HAD A NIGHT
AT MY APARTMENT.

213
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SHE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE
TRAVELING AWAY ON BUSINESS--

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A FURTIVE AFTERNOON--
THEN IT WAS OVER.

215
00:12:18,005 --> 00:12:20,573
- YOU HAD SEX?
- YES, MOTHER.
LIKE BAD CHILDREN.

216
00:12:20,673 --> 00:12:23,276
WE HAD SEX.

217
00:12:24,677 --> 00:12:26,746
- GEE, I--
- YOU KNEW IT WOULD HAPPEN.

218
00:12:26,847 --> 00:12:28,748
YOU MADE ME PROMISE NOT TO.

219
00:12:28,849 --> 00:12:31,551
I SOUND LIKE A REALLY
TOUGH AND JEALOUS MOTHER.

220
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I WON'T LET YOU HAVE SEX.
I MAKE YOU ASK ME
FOR WATER.

221
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YOU DARED ME TO SEE HER.
YOU WANTED TO SEE

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IF I COULD

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CONTROL MYSELF.

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NO.

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I KNOW HOW HARD IT IS
TO RESIST AN OLD LOVER.

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YEAH.

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TOO BAD I DIDN'T HAVE
MORE OF THEM.

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I'D LIKE TO COME BACK
TO TAMMY

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IN A LITTLE WHILE,
IF THAT'S OKAY.

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UM...

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I'D LIKE TO TALK
SOME MORE ABOUT THE BEARS.

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- OKAY.
- HAVE YOU SEEN YOUR FATHER?

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I-I-I--
I DON'T KNOW HOW HE IS.

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- JESUS, I--
- DID YOU GO TO SEE HIM?

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NO, I DIDN'T GO TO SEE HIM.
I MEANT TO, AND--

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- WHY NOT? IS HE BETTER?
- I DON'T KNOW.

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HE MAY HAVE--
HE MAY HAVE TAKEN
A TURN FOR THE WORSE.

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HE FELL A FEW TIMES
IN THE HOSPITAL SO THEY MOVED
HIM INTO ANOTHER ROOM.

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HE MIGHT HAVE A FEVER.
I'M GETTING ALL THIS

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FROM-- FROM PATRICK.

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I WAS BUSY PREPARING THIS WEEK
FOR THE DEPOSITION.

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THAT WAS A TREAT,
LET ME TELL YOU.

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- SO YOU DIDN'T
GO SEE YOUR FATHER.
- NO, I DIDN'T.

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AND IF YOU DON'T STOP
NAGGING ME, I WON'T.

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I'M NOT
NAGGING YOU, PAUL.

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I'M REMINDING YOU

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THAT BEARS
DO NOT LIVE FOREVER.

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AND THIS BEAR, WITH WHOM
YOU HAVE VERY MANY
UNRESOLVED ISSUES,

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- HE'S DYING.
- MY BROTHER SAYS
HE'S DYING.

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THAT DOESN'T REALLY MEAN
THAT HE IS DYING.

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WOULD YOU RATHER JUST GET
A CALL THAT HE'S DEAD?

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LET THEM CALL
MY FUCKING BROTHER!

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PAUL.

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YOU MAY THINK THAT YOU DON'T
CARE ABOUT THIS, BUT YOU DO.

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IF YOU DIDN'T CARE,
WHY WOULD YOU

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HAVE REACTED THIS WAY
WHEN I BROUGHT HIM UP?

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PAUL, PLEASE SIT DOWN.

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- ( sighs )
- PAUL.

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YOU KNOW, YOU SAY
YOU'RE NOT GETTING WHAT
YOU NEED FROM ANYONE,

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BUT IT'S WORSE THAN THAT.
IT'S AS THOUGH
YOU'RE A BABY.

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YOU WOKE UP FROM A NAP
AND YOU STARTED CRYING,

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BUT NOBODY IS COMING IN
TO SEE WHAT YOU NEED.

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AND SO YOU CRY LOUDER
AND YOU SHAKE THE BARS
OF THE CRIB.

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AND STILL NOBODY COMES.
THE ONLY PROBLEM IS
YOUR FATHER IS THERE.

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HE'S IN THE ROOM WITH YOU,
BUT YOUR ANGER AT HIM
IS SO PROFOUND

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- THAT YOU CAN'T SEE HIM.
- MY FATHER CAN'T HELP ME NOW.

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NO NO,
HE PROBABLY CAN'T.

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BUT UNTIL
YOU ACKNOWLEDGE

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HIS PRESENCE
IN YOUR LIFE,

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YOU'RE NOT GOING
TO UNDERSTAND ANYTHING
ABOUT HIM.

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AND YOU'LL CONTINUE
TO SHAKE THE CRIB.

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CRIB? WHAT ARE
YOU TALKING ABOUT?
I'M A GROWN MAN.

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OF COURSE YOU ARE.

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BUT WHAT YOU HAVEN'T
BEEN IS A GROWN SON
TO YOUR FATHER.

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AND UNTIL YOU DO THAT,
PART OF YOU IS ALWAYS
GOING TO STAY A BABY.

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OR AT BEST,
A TEENAGER WAITING
FOR YOUR MOTHER TO DIE.

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- MY MOTHER'S ALREADY DEAD.
- THAT'S RIGHT.

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WHAT YOU'RE AFRAID OF,
IT'S ALREADY HAPPENED.

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NEITHER YOU NOR YOUR DAD
COULD STOP IT.

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AND THE ONLY THING
YOU CAN DO NOW IS

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HOPE TO HEAL THIS WOUND
SO THEN YOU CAN MOVE ON.

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PAUL.

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WE BOTH KNOW

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WHAT IT'S LIKE NOT TO BE
THERE AT THE END.

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IT'S SOMETHING
YOU DON'T GET OVER.

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EVER.

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HI, DAD.

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I'M BACK.

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00:17:03,022 --> 00:17:06,793
BACK AGAIN.
SORRY I DIDN'T-- I DIDN'T--

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I DIDN'T GET HERE

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00:17:13,633 --> 00:17:15,768
EARLIER.

292
00:17:21,174 --> 00:17:23,510
WHAT DID YOU USED
TO CALL ME?

293
00:17:23,610 --> 00:17:26,079
( tearfully )
ROTTEN LITTLE SHIT.

294
00:17:35,155 --> 00:17:37,590
ARE YOU COMFORTABLE?

295
00:17:37,690 --> 00:17:40,660
I CAN GET THEM TO UP
THE MORPHINE IF YOU WANT.

296
00:17:43,530 --> 00:17:47,234
YOU'VE BEEN LYING
SO STILL ALL DAY.

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00:17:59,279 --> 00:18:02,149
ROSIE AND THE BOYS ARE...

298
00:18:03,483 --> 00:18:06,953
VERY UPSET ABOUT
THE D.N.R. YOU SIGNED.

299
00:18:07,053 --> 00:18:09,522
THEY WANT ME TO, UH...

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TO OVERRIDE IT.

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00:18:14,161 --> 00:18:16,296
BUT I SAID,

302
00:18:16,396 --> 00:18:19,632
"HE'S A DOCTOR.
HE KNOWS WHAT HE'S DOING."

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00:18:21,334 --> 00:18:23,570
CAN YOU HEAR ME, DAD?

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00:18:29,108 --> 00:18:31,010
OH.

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00:18:31,110 --> 00:18:33,746
I'LL READ YOU THE...

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SPORTS PAGE.

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00:18:41,854 --> 00:18:43,890
AH, I SEE

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UNITED ARE AT
THE TOP OF THEIR TABLE.

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00:18:47,227 --> 00:18:49,562
AGAIN. HUH.

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00:18:51,298 --> 00:18:53,366
BUT YOU'LL BE GLAD
TO KNOW THAT--

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00:18:53,466 --> 00:18:56,436
THAT CITY ARE ONLY
TWO POINTS BEHIND.

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UNITED ARE ALWAYS
AT THE TOP OF THE TABLE.

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00:19:11,884 --> 00:19:15,054
I GUESS I FORGOT
WHAT IT WOULD MEAN
TO YOU IF--

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IF I CAME.

315
00:19:20,927 --> 00:19:23,263
NO, I--

316
00:19:23,363 --> 00:19:26,299
I KNEW WHAT
IT WOULD MEAN.

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I WAS JUST--

318
00:19:29,536 --> 00:19:32,605
I WAS JUST TOO MAD
AT YOU AND...

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00:19:34,341 --> 00:19:36,543
IT WAS STUPID.

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I'M SORRY, DAD.

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00:19:51,291 --> 00:19:53,293
I KNOW IT WASN'T
YOUR FAULT,

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00:19:53,393 --> 00:19:57,430
WHAT HAPPENED TO MOM.

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00:20:01,668 --> 00:20:03,770
YOU COULDN'T--

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00:20:05,071 --> 00:20:07,039
YOU COULDN'T SAVE HER.

325
00:20:07,139 --> 00:20:09,576
NEITHER COULD I.

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00:20:11,511 --> 00:20:14,381
IT WAS JUST TOO MUCH
FOR BOTH OF US,

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00:20:14,481 --> 00:20:17,884
SO I GUESS YOU FOUND
YOUR WAY OUT.

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00:20:19,286 --> 00:20:21,488
IT'S LIKE

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00:20:21,588 --> 00:20:23,723
WITH KATE AND ME,
YOU KNOW?

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00:20:31,230 --> 00:20:33,700
ANYWAY...

331
00:20:37,437 --> 00:20:40,440
"MANCHESTER UNITED CONTINUE...

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00:20:41,408 --> 00:20:44,311
THEIR WINNING FORM AS...

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00:20:54,086 --> 00:20:56,956
THEY...

334
00:20:57,056 --> 00:20:59,659
OUST...

335
00:21:00,427 --> 00:21:02,595
LEAGUE CHAMPIONS..."

336
00:21:07,800 --> 00:21:09,702
DAD.

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00:21:16,409 --> 00:21:19,979
( softly )
OH, DAD.

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00:21:27,153 --> 00:21:29,689
DAD.

339
00:21:44,236 --> 00:21:46,906
( theme music playing )