1 00:00:05,773 --> 00:00:08,542 Male voice: PREVIOUSLY ON "IN TREATMENT"... 2 00:00:08,642 --> 00:00:10,344 YOU'RE GONNA GET A CALL FROM ONE OF YOUR COMPATRIOTS. 3 00:00:10,444 --> 00:00:12,246 HE'S A NAVY DOCTOR NAMED CONNELL. 4 00:00:12,346 --> 00:00:13,581 HE'S GONNA BE CHECKING UP ON ME. 5 00:00:13,681 --> 00:00:15,916 CAN YOU IMAGINE YOURSELF BACK IN AN AIRPLANE 6 00:00:16,016 --> 00:00:17,551 FLYING A MISSION AFTER WHAT HAPPENED? 7 00:00:17,651 --> 00:00:19,387 IT'S WHAT EVERYBODY WANTS, MY FATHER INCLUDED. 8 00:00:19,487 --> 00:00:21,822 WELL, YOU KNOW, HE AND MICHAELA, THEY'RE UNITED IN EVERYTHING. 9 00:00:21,922 --> 00:00:24,558 YOU'RE PUTTING ME IN A VERY DIFFICULT POSITION, ALEX. 10 00:00:24,658 --> 00:00:26,527 YOU DON'T EXPECT ME TO LIE, DO YOU? 11 00:00:26,627 --> 00:00:29,163 PAUL, LOOK-- HEY, CUT THE CRAP! I NEED THIS. 12 00:00:29,263 --> 00:00:32,233 TELL ME, WHAT WOULD YOU DO? 13 00:00:32,333 --> 00:00:34,001 I WOULD STAY IN THERAPY. 14 00:00:34,102 --> 00:00:35,536 I WOULD CONTINUE TO DEAL 15 00:00:35,636 --> 00:00:37,805 WITH THE DIFFICULT ISSUES THAT WE'VE BEEN TALKING ABOUT, 16 00:00:37,905 --> 00:00:39,173 NOT SWEEP THEM UNDER THE CARPET 17 00:00:39,273 --> 00:00:40,808 LIKE YOU'VE BEEN DOING IN YOUR LIFE. 18 00:00:40,908 --> 00:00:42,810 THEY WILL CREEP UP ON YOU AGAIN. 19 00:00:42,910 --> 00:00:45,413 BUT YOU WON'T TELL ME NOT TO FLY. 20 00:00:49,850 --> 00:00:52,486 ( birds chirping ) 21 00:00:52,586 --> 00:00:55,089 ( bell pealing ) 22 00:01:46,374 --> 00:01:49,210 - HI. - YOU'LL WANT TO WAIT TILL THE NEXT HYMN. 23 00:01:49,310 --> 00:01:51,145 THE SERVICE HAS ALREADY STARTED. 24 00:01:51,245 --> 00:01:54,482 - BUT THEY SAID 10:00. - FOR THE GARRITY FUNERAL? 25 00:01:54,582 --> 00:01:56,384 - THE PRINCE FUNERAL. - OH, SORRY. 26 00:01:56,484 --> 00:01:58,286 THAT'S IN THE GOLD CHAPEL. 27 00:01:59,220 --> 00:02:01,455 ( whispers ) OKAY. THANK YOU. 28 00:03:22,169 --> 00:03:24,672 ( theme music playing ) 29 00:03:42,155 --> 00:03:44,858 ( hymn playing ) 30 00:04:33,106 --> 00:04:37,277 ( whispering ) I'M PAUL WESTON. I WAS A FRIEND OF ALEX'S. 31 00:04:37,378 --> 00:04:42,082 - MY CONDOLENCES. - THANK YOU FOR COMING. 32 00:04:42,182 --> 00:04:45,753 - I'M DEEPLY SORRY. - THANK YOU. THANK YOU VERY MUCH. 33 00:04:46,787 --> 00:04:48,856 I'M DEEPLY SORRY. 34 00:05:55,122 --> 00:05:57,458 SHIT. 35 00:05:57,558 --> 00:05:59,493 THAT'S OKAY. DON'T WORRY ABOUT IT. 36 00:05:59,593 --> 00:06:01,795 IT WILL DRY OFF IN A MINUTE. 37 00:06:02,830 --> 00:06:04,565 HI, I'M PAUL. 38 00:06:05,198 --> 00:06:06,133 ROY. 39 00:06:06,233 --> 00:06:08,301 I WAS A FRIEND OF YOUR DAD'S. 40 00:06:08,402 --> 00:06:11,739 HE WAS REALLY PROUD OF YOU. HE USED TO TALK ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME. 41 00:06:14,041 --> 00:06:16,844 HE WOULD BE MAD TO KNOW I CUSSED JUST NOW. 42 00:06:20,981 --> 00:06:23,116 YOU KNOW, TODAY I THINK IT WOULD BE OKAY 43 00:06:23,216 --> 00:06:26,019 TO SAY ANY CUSS WORD YOU WANTED. 44 00:06:27,721 --> 00:06:29,156 YEAH. 45 00:06:30,357 --> 00:06:33,126 MM-HMM. I'M SAYING THEM... 46 00:06:33,226 --> 00:06:34,828 IN MY HEAD, 47 00:06:34,928 --> 00:06:36,630 WITHOUT SAYING THEM OUT LOUD, 48 00:06:36,730 --> 00:06:40,400 'CAUSE OF WHAT I FEEL ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR DAD. 49 00:06:44,838 --> 00:06:47,608 DO YOU THINK SWEARING IS BETTER THAN CRYING? 50 00:06:49,242 --> 00:06:50,978 UM... 51 00:06:52,345 --> 00:06:54,615 I THINK CRYING'S OKAY TOO. 52 00:06:55,583 --> 00:06:57,317 I DON'T WANT TO. 53 00:06:57,417 --> 00:07:00,387 THAT WOULD JUST MAKE EVERYONE MORE UPSET. 54 00:07:00,488 --> 00:07:03,323 YOU KNOW, YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE STRONG. 55 00:07:03,423 --> 00:07:05,325 MY DAD WAS ALWAYS TELLING ME 56 00:07:05,425 --> 00:07:07,127 I NEEDED TO BE STRONG. 57 00:07:07,227 --> 00:07:09,162 OH. 58 00:07:09,262 --> 00:07:10,330 WHENEVER HE'D GO AWAY, 59 00:07:10,430 --> 00:07:13,300 HE'D SAY TO ME, "TAKE CARE OF MOM. 60 00:07:13,400 --> 00:07:15,402 YOU'RE THE MAN OF THE HOUSE." 61 00:07:15,503 --> 00:07:18,405 YEAH, I KINDA KNOW WHAT HE MEANS. 62 00:07:18,506 --> 00:07:20,708 BUT, YOU KNOW, BEING THE MAN OF THE HOUSE 63 00:07:20,808 --> 00:07:23,477 ALSO MEANS LETTING OTHER PEOPLE KNOW HOW YOU FEEL INSIDE. 64 00:07:23,577 --> 00:07:25,879 YOU KNOW, WHETHER YOU'RE ANGRY OR SAD. 65 00:07:25,979 --> 00:07:28,849 THE CHANCES ARE YOUR MOM FEELS THE SAME. 66 00:07:28,949 --> 00:07:32,920 AND MAYBE THE TWO OF YOU COULD HELP EACH OTHER FEEL BETTER. 67 00:07:36,356 --> 00:07:39,527 YOUR DAD TOLD ME THAT YOU WERE AN INCREDIBLE CHESS PLAYER. 68 00:07:39,627 --> 00:07:41,428 DID YOU LEAVE THE KING AND THE ROOK 69 00:07:41,529 --> 00:07:43,697 WITH YOUR FATHER ON THE CASKET? 70 00:07:45,398 --> 00:07:49,136 THERE'S THIS MOVE CALLED CASTLING. DO YOU KNOW IT? 71 00:07:49,236 --> 00:07:50,804 KIND OF, YES. 72 00:07:50,904 --> 00:07:52,706 IT WAS MY DAD'S FAVORITE MOVE. 73 00:07:52,806 --> 00:07:55,509 - OH. - HE SWAPPED THEM SOMETIMES. 74 00:07:55,609 --> 00:07:58,078 YOU SACRIFICE YOUR ROOK TO SAVE YOUR KING. 75 00:07:58,178 --> 00:08:00,080 HMM. 76 00:08:00,180 --> 00:08:02,049 ROY. 77 00:08:04,885 --> 00:08:07,487 - GOODBYE. - OKAY. YEAH, GOODBYE. 78 00:08:29,076 --> 00:08:30,644 HI. 79 00:08:30,744 --> 00:08:33,747 THANKS FOR CALLING ME. 80 00:08:35,048 --> 00:08:36,449 SURE. 81 00:08:36,550 --> 00:08:39,787 WELL, I WANTED TO REACH YOU 82 00:08:39,887 --> 00:08:43,824 BEFORE YOU READ ABOUT IT OR SAW IT ON THE NEWS. 83 00:08:44,792 --> 00:08:46,860 ARE YOU OKAY? YOU LOOK-- 84 00:08:46,960 --> 00:08:49,129 HAVE YOU SLEPT? 85 00:08:49,229 --> 00:08:50,998 UH, NOT REALLY. 86 00:08:52,299 --> 00:08:54,434 SOMETIMES I THINK IT'S BETTER NOT TO, YOU KNOW? 87 00:08:54,534 --> 00:08:56,436 I KEEP DREAMING ABOUT THIS. 88 00:08:56,536 --> 00:08:58,639 MMM. 89 00:08:58,739 --> 00:09:02,142 I NEVER HAD A PATIENT DIE BEFORE IN TREATMENT. 90 00:09:02,242 --> 00:09:05,545 YOU'D THINK IN 20 YEARS IT WOULD'VE HAPPENED BEFORE, 91 00:09:06,179 --> 00:09:07,581 BUT... IT HASN'T. 92 00:09:08,882 --> 00:09:12,019 YOU SHOULD TAKE SOME TIME OFF. 93 00:09:12,119 --> 00:09:13,987 WELL, I'M DEFINITELY GONNA TAKE THE MORNING OFF. 94 00:09:14,087 --> 00:09:16,389 I HAVE TO KEEP MY AFTERNOON APPOINTMENTS. 95 00:09:16,489 --> 00:09:18,191 NO, YOU SHOULDN'T DO THAT, PAUL. 96 00:09:18,291 --> 00:09:21,962 I KNOW, BUT I'VE PROMISED, SO... 97 00:09:24,998 --> 00:09:26,867 ALSO, I-- 98 00:09:26,967 --> 00:09:30,070 I ALSO DON'T JUST WANT TO SIT THERE AND NOT GIVE ANYTHING BACK. 99 00:09:30,170 --> 00:09:32,339 NO, YOU NEED TO CANCEL FOR YOUR SAKE, PAUL. 100 00:09:34,274 --> 00:09:37,310 YEAH. YEAH, YOU'RE RIGHT. 101 00:09:41,148 --> 00:09:44,618 - WAS THAT HIS SON? - HE SEEMS TO BE DOING OKAY. 102 00:09:44,718 --> 00:09:46,553 I WAS, UH-- 103 00:09:46,654 --> 00:09:48,856 I WAS TALKING TO HIM EARLIER ON. 104 00:09:50,290 --> 00:09:52,660 WHAT THE HELL DO YOU SAY TO A NINE-YEAR-OLD KID 105 00:09:52,760 --> 00:09:55,228 WHOSE FATHER IS... 106 00:09:55,328 --> 00:09:57,698 NOT COMING HOME? 107 00:10:00,400 --> 00:10:03,070 IT'S HARD TO SEE SO MANY PEOPLE IN PAIN, YOU KNOW, 108 00:10:03,170 --> 00:10:06,406 AND NOT BE ABLE TO HELP THEM IN SOME WAY. 109 00:10:06,506 --> 00:10:10,077 WELL, MAYBE HELPING IS EASIER THAN FEELING THE PAIN. 110 00:10:10,744 --> 00:10:12,880 - TRUE... - MMM. 111 00:10:12,980 --> 00:10:16,784 - ...DR. LAURA. - ( both chuckling ) 112 00:10:18,218 --> 00:10:20,721 YOU KNOW, MY MOTHER IS BURIED IN THIS CEMETERY. 113 00:10:20,821 --> 00:10:23,523 - OH, I DIDN'T KNOW SHE-- - MMM. 114 00:10:23,623 --> 00:10:25,759 - WHEN DID SHE DIE? - OH, A LONG TIME AGO. 115 00:10:25,859 --> 00:10:28,996 - 18 YEARS. - DO YOU VISIT HER OFTEN? 116 00:10:29,096 --> 00:10:33,801 WELL, YOU SEE, WE NAMED OUR DAUGHTER 117 00:10:33,901 --> 00:10:36,169 AFTER MY MOTHER-- ROSEMARY-- 118 00:10:36,269 --> 00:10:39,973 SO IT'S MY DAUGHTER'S NAME 119 00:10:40,073 --> 00:10:42,542 ON THE GRAVESTONE IN A WAY. 120 00:10:42,642 --> 00:10:45,779 I CAN'T BEAR THAT, SO NO, I DON'T-- 121 00:10:45,879 --> 00:10:48,782 I DON'T VISIT OFTEN, NO. 122 00:10:48,882 --> 00:10:51,584 ACTUALLY, I AGONIZED WHETHER OR NOT I SHOULD COME TODAY. 123 00:10:51,685 --> 00:10:54,021 - HMM? - I DIDN'T WANT TO BE DISRESPECTFUL. 124 00:10:54,121 --> 00:10:57,290 WHY WOULD YOU BE DISRESPECTFUL? 125 00:10:57,390 --> 00:10:59,693 WELL, TO HER, HIS WIFE. 126 00:11:00,761 --> 00:11:02,029 I MEAN, SHE LOST HER HUSBAND, 127 00:11:02,129 --> 00:11:03,697 HER CHILDREN LOST THEIR FATHER. 128 00:11:03,797 --> 00:11:06,466 THAT'S SOMETHING MEANINGFUL. I MEAN, WHAT AM I? 129 00:11:06,566 --> 00:11:09,302 A WHAT, AN EX-FLING? 130 00:11:09,402 --> 00:11:12,873 I THINK IT'S REALLY GREAT THAT YOU CAME TODAY. 131 00:11:15,075 --> 00:11:18,011 THE TRUTH IS HE WAS A NICE GUY. 132 00:11:18,111 --> 00:11:21,982 YEAH, HE WAS FUNNY AND SWEET AND BEAUTIFUL. 133 00:11:22,082 --> 00:11:24,617 I MEAN, IF OUR TIMING HAD BEEN DIFFERENT 134 00:11:24,718 --> 00:11:26,319 OR IF WE HADN'T MET THROUGH YOU 135 00:11:26,419 --> 00:11:29,356 OR IF I HAD BEEN AN ENTIRELY DIFFERENT PERSON, MAYBE... 136 00:11:30,791 --> 00:11:33,093 WELL, BIG IFS. 137 00:11:33,193 --> 00:11:35,829 BIG IFS. MMM. 138 00:11:39,199 --> 00:11:41,969 HMM. IF. 139 00:11:56,016 --> 00:11:57,985 I'M SORRY, DID YOU GET ONE OF THESE? 140 00:11:58,085 --> 00:12:00,187 - NO. - DIRECTIONS TO THE GRAVESITE. 141 00:12:00,287 --> 00:12:02,890 IT'S A HUGE CEMETERY, A BIT OF A LABYRINTH. 142 00:12:02,990 --> 00:12:04,691 OH. OKAY. THANK YOU. 143 00:12:04,792 --> 00:12:07,828 - DR. WESTON? - YES. 144 00:12:07,928 --> 00:12:09,696 - I'M DANIEL ALTERIO. - OH. 145 00:12:09,797 --> 00:12:11,731 I CALLED YOU THE OTHER DAY WITH THE NEWS. 146 00:12:11,832 --> 00:12:13,801 IT'S NICE TO MEET YOU. THANK YOU. 147 00:12:13,901 --> 00:12:17,004 I RECOGNIZED YOUR VOICE. I HOPE I WASN'T TOO ABRUPT ON THE PHONE. 148 00:12:17,104 --> 00:12:19,606 I HAD A LONG LIST OF PEOPLE TO CALL 149 00:12:19,706 --> 00:12:21,674 AND I WAS STILL REELING MYSELF. 150 00:12:21,775 --> 00:12:23,643 I UNDERSTAND. 151 00:12:23,743 --> 00:12:25,913 MAYBE YOU'RE THE PERSON WHO CAN EXPLAIN TO ME 152 00:12:26,013 --> 00:12:29,016 WHY ALMOST EVERY PERSON THAT I GAVE THE NEWS TO, 153 00:12:29,116 --> 00:12:33,320 THEIR FIRST RESPONSE WAS "BUT I JUST SAW HIM." 154 00:12:33,420 --> 00:12:35,255 WELL, MAYBE THIS IS JUST... 155 00:12:35,355 --> 00:12:38,458 THEIR MIND'S WAY OF PROCESSING THE SHOCK. 156 00:12:40,861 --> 00:12:42,729 - I'M SORRY. DANIEL. - LAURA. 157 00:12:42,830 --> 00:12:44,764 - HELLO. - HI. 158 00:12:45,698 --> 00:12:47,200 SO HAD YOU JUST SEEN HIM? 159 00:12:47,300 --> 00:12:49,837 NO. NO, HE WAS STAYING WITH ME, 160 00:12:49,937 --> 00:12:53,306 BUT WE'D BOTH BEEN SO BUSY. 161 00:12:53,406 --> 00:12:56,209 I TRIED TO GET HIM TO GO TO THE OPERA WITH ME THE OTHER NIGHT-- 162 00:12:56,309 --> 00:12:58,311 SEAN OFFERED ALEX HIS TICKET-- 163 00:12:58,411 --> 00:13:02,015 BUT OUR ALEX WASN'T THE OPERA KIND OF GUY. 164 00:13:03,183 --> 00:13:04,852 HE WAS AFRAID OF OPERA. 165 00:13:04,952 --> 00:13:06,553 - I'M AFRAID OF FLYING. - ME TOO. 166 00:13:06,653 --> 00:13:08,555 - REALLY? - TERRIFIED. THANK GOD FOR DRUGS. 167 00:13:08,655 --> 00:13:11,024 AMEN. 168 00:13:11,124 --> 00:13:13,093 ALEX WAS ALWAYS TRYING TO GET ME TO FLY WITH HIM. 169 00:13:13,193 --> 00:13:16,429 PROMISED IF HE TOOK ME UP, I'D BE SAFE. 170 00:13:16,529 --> 00:13:18,298 I'M SURE THAT'S TRUE. 171 00:13:19,833 --> 00:13:22,669 YEAH. 172 00:13:22,769 --> 00:13:25,305 I JUST NEVER THOUGHT IT WOULD END LIKE THIS FOR HIM. 173 00:13:26,239 --> 00:13:29,376 I MEAN, I KNEW THE RISKS, 174 00:13:29,476 --> 00:13:32,946 BUT I JUST NEVER THOUGHT HE'D GET INTO TROUBLE UP THERE. 175 00:13:33,046 --> 00:13:34,982 THEN AGAIN, EVERYTHING I EVER THOUGHT OF ALEX 176 00:13:35,082 --> 00:13:37,184 GOT TURNED ON ITS HEAD SOONER OR LATER. 177 00:13:37,284 --> 00:13:39,586 BUT LOOK WHO I'M TELLING-- THE AUTHORITY. 178 00:13:39,686 --> 00:13:41,488 IT WAS GOOD TO MEET YOU. 179 00:13:41,588 --> 00:13:44,257 - YOU TOO, DANIEL. - UH, I'M SORRY. LAURIE WAS IT? 180 00:13:44,357 --> 00:13:47,594 - NO, LAURA. NICE TO MEET YOU. - NICE TO MEET YOU TOO. 181 00:13:47,694 --> 00:13:50,964 - I'LL SEE YOU BOTH IN ABOUT A HALF HOUR. - OKAY. THANK YOU. 182 00:13:52,599 --> 00:13:54,401 ARE YOU OKAY? 183 00:13:54,501 --> 00:13:57,104 YEAH. ARE YOU? 184 00:13:57,204 --> 00:14:00,440 YEAH. AND IF YOU WEREN'T, WOULD YOU SAY ANYTHING TO ME? 185 00:14:00,540 --> 00:14:03,076 - I WOULD. - COOL. 186 00:14:03,176 --> 00:14:06,113 EXCUSE ME. DO I KNOW YOU? 187 00:14:06,213 --> 00:14:09,582 OH, I'M-- I'M PAUL WESTON. I WAS A FRIEND OF ALEX'S. 188 00:14:09,682 --> 00:14:11,751 MY DEEPEST DEEPEST CONDOLENCES. 189 00:14:11,851 --> 00:14:13,786 THANK YOU. I DON'T REMEMBER-- 190 00:14:13,887 --> 00:14:15,956 YOU PLAYED RACQUETBALL WITH HIM. 191 00:14:16,056 --> 00:14:18,591 NO NO NO NO, THAT WAS A WALTON. 192 00:14:18,691 --> 00:14:20,894 SORRY, THAT WAS SOMEBODY-- WALTON. 193 00:14:20,994 --> 00:14:23,663 ALEX, YOU KNOW, HE HAD SO MANY FRIENDS 194 00:14:23,763 --> 00:14:26,099 I NEVER MET... UNTIL NOW. 195 00:14:28,868 --> 00:14:30,403 IT'S A TERRIBLE THING, YOU KNOW, 196 00:14:30,503 --> 00:14:33,273 HAVING TO PICK OUT A PLOT FOR YOUR CHILD. 197 00:14:35,675 --> 00:14:37,344 MICHAELA, SHE, UH... 198 00:14:37,444 --> 00:14:38,979 SHE LEFT IT TO ME. 199 00:14:39,079 --> 00:14:41,114 ALEX, HE LIKED TO LAY IN THE SUN. 200 00:14:41,214 --> 00:14:44,784 HE WOULD LAY ON THE ROOF LIKE A LIZARD. 201 00:14:44,884 --> 00:14:47,620 ANY-- ANYWAY, UH, 202 00:14:47,720 --> 00:14:50,090 I PICKED A SPOT THAT'S 203 00:14:50,190 --> 00:14:52,225 REALLY OUT IN THE OPEN, YOU KNOW, RIGHT-- 204 00:14:52,325 --> 00:14:54,928 YOU'LL SEE IT. YOU'LL SEE IT WHEN YOU GET THERE, OKAY? 205 00:14:55,028 --> 00:14:56,496 I DIDN'T GET A CHANCE TO SAY IT TO YOU BEFORE, SIR, 206 00:14:56,596 --> 00:14:58,398 - BUT YOU HAVE MY DEEPEST SYMPATHY. - THANK YOU. 207 00:14:58,498 --> 00:15:00,833 THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR COMING, YOU AND YOUR HUSBAND. 208 00:15:00,934 --> 00:15:03,636 YOU'RE A VERY LUCKY MAN. YOU HAVE A LOVELY WIFE. 209 00:15:03,736 --> 00:15:06,039 ACTUALLY, LAURA AND I... 210 00:15:07,307 --> 00:15:09,642 - NO NO NO NO. - I'M SORRY, I... 211 00:15:11,011 --> 00:15:12,679 I'M JUST ALL OUT OF SORTS TODAY. 212 00:15:12,779 --> 00:15:14,381 Paul: I UNDERSTAND. 213 00:15:38,538 --> 00:15:41,241 ( breathes deeply ) 214 00:15:41,341 --> 00:15:44,044 IT'S SO QUIET. 215 00:15:47,380 --> 00:15:49,249 WHEN I WAS A LITTLE GIRL... 216 00:15:50,417 --> 00:15:53,720 I'D MAKE MY MOTHER TIE MY SHOES SO TIGHT 217 00:15:53,820 --> 00:15:57,090 THAT SOMETIMES THE LACES WOULD SNAP. 218 00:16:00,060 --> 00:16:02,862 AND I LIKED THE BED SHEETS PULLED REALLY TAUT 219 00:16:02,962 --> 00:16:05,065 SO THAT IT WAS HARD TO TURN OVER. 220 00:16:06,399 --> 00:16:08,968 I LIKED THE FEELING OF SOMETHING HOLDING ME IN. 221 00:16:10,370 --> 00:16:12,539 I THINK I WAS AFRAID THAT MAYBE I'D FLOAT AWAY 222 00:16:12,639 --> 00:16:14,374 AND NO ONE WOULD NOTICE. 223 00:16:23,016 --> 00:16:24,884 SORRY ABOUT THAT BEFORE. 224 00:16:24,984 --> 00:16:26,653 I SHOULD'VE INTRODUCED YOU PROPERLY. 225 00:16:26,753 --> 00:16:28,388 OH, IT'S OKAY. 226 00:16:28,488 --> 00:16:30,557 IT KIND OF CAUGHT ME ON THE HOP. 227 00:16:30,657 --> 00:16:32,359 PAUL, IT'S FINE. 228 00:16:33,860 --> 00:16:35,428 WHEN I WAS GROWING UP, 229 00:16:35,528 --> 00:16:38,531 PEOPLE ALWAYS THOUGHT MY STEPMOTHER WAS MY-- 230 00:16:38,631 --> 00:16:40,767 WAS MY SISTER. 231 00:16:40,867 --> 00:16:43,403 SHE WAS... 232 00:16:43,503 --> 00:16:49,276 26 YEARS YOUNGER THAN MY FATHER. 233 00:16:49,376 --> 00:16:51,478 A FEW TIMES, ACTUALLY, SHE AND I WERE MISTAKEN 234 00:16:51,578 --> 00:16:54,114 FOR A COUPLE. 235 00:16:55,282 --> 00:16:57,284 AND THE OLD MAN WOULD PLAY INTO IT, 236 00:16:57,384 --> 00:17:00,220 AS IF SHE AND I WERE A PAIR OF NEWLYWEDS 237 00:17:00,320 --> 00:17:04,424 TAKING THE OLD MAN OUT FOR A NIGHT ON THE TOWN. 238 00:17:04,524 --> 00:17:06,659 GOD, HE LOVED IT SO MUCH, BEING WITH HER, 239 00:17:06,759 --> 00:17:08,495 BECAUSE SHE WAS SO... 240 00:17:09,896 --> 00:17:11,998 YOU KNOW, YOUNG AND BEAUTIFUL. 241 00:17:12,099 --> 00:17:14,667 SO PROUD OF THE FACT THAT... 242 00:17:15,735 --> 00:17:17,370 SHE WAS WITH HIM. 243 00:17:22,142 --> 00:17:23,710 HOW DID THEY MEET? 244 00:17:24,611 --> 00:17:26,613 HE WAS A DOCTOR 245 00:17:26,713 --> 00:17:29,282 AND-- A HEART SURGEON. 246 00:17:30,883 --> 00:17:33,286 SHE WAS A PATIENT 247 00:17:33,386 --> 00:17:35,688 AND DID A BYPASS ON HER. 248 00:17:35,788 --> 00:17:38,791 THEY STARTED TO DATE AND THEN HE LEFT MY MOTHER. 249 00:17:40,260 --> 00:17:41,828 THAT WAS A NIGHTMARE. 250 00:17:46,133 --> 00:17:47,334 HMM. WHEN I WAS A TEENAGER 251 00:17:47,434 --> 00:17:50,170 I WAS ALWAYS-- ALWAYS IN TROUBLE. 252 00:17:51,304 --> 00:17:52,972 I REMEMBER ONCE THIS COUNSELOR SAID TO ME, 253 00:17:53,072 --> 00:17:54,307 "WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?" 254 00:17:54,407 --> 00:17:55,942 AND I REMEMBER SAYING TO HIM, 255 00:17:56,042 --> 00:17:59,346 "ANYTHING EXCEPT MY FATHER." 256 00:18:08,555 --> 00:18:11,658 MY FATHER WAS A REALLY SELFISH MAN. 257 00:18:13,560 --> 00:18:15,862 WHATEVER HE WANTED, HE JUST TOOK IT. 258 00:18:17,330 --> 00:18:19,766 NO REGARD FOR ANYBODY'S... 259 00:18:21,134 --> 00:18:23,403 FEELINGS OR... 260 00:18:27,740 --> 00:18:29,576 HMM. 261 00:18:36,082 --> 00:18:38,451 ( sighs ) 262 00:18:57,470 --> 00:19:00,006 I, UH-- I THINK YOU SHOULD GO WITHOUT ME. 263 00:19:00,106 --> 00:19:02,275 - WHAT? - NO, IT'S-- 264 00:19:02,375 --> 00:19:06,012 I DON'T KNOW. I JUST DON'T FEEL UP TO IT. 265 00:19:06,112 --> 00:19:08,715 EVERYTHING'S CAUGHT UP WITH ME, 266 00:19:08,815 --> 00:19:12,785 AND WATCHING THEM PUT HIM IN THE GROUND IS A LITTLE TOO MUCH FOR ME. 267 00:19:13,986 --> 00:19:15,622 - YOU SURE? - YEAH, YOU GO. 268 00:19:15,722 --> 00:19:17,390 PAY YOUR RESPECTS. 269 00:19:19,326 --> 00:19:21,361 NO ONE KNOWS WHO I AM, ANYWAY. 270 00:19:21,461 --> 00:19:23,129 HEY. 271 00:19:23,230 --> 00:19:24,831 I KNOW WHO YOU ARE. 272 00:19:34,607 --> 00:19:36,343 ( sighs ) 273 00:19:43,883 --> 00:19:46,253 ( theme music playing )