1 00:00:05,606 --> 00:00:07,975 Male voice: PREVIOUSLY ON "IN TREATMENT"... 2 00:00:08,076 --> 00:00:09,910 LET'S JUST CUT TO THE CHASE, OKAY? 3 00:00:10,010 --> 00:00:13,314 SATURDAY MORNING I'M STANDING IN THE STREET NEAR THE BOMB SITE. 4 00:00:13,414 --> 00:00:15,983 LOOKS LIKE LONDON AFTER THE BLITZ-- JUST RUBBLE. 5 00:00:16,084 --> 00:00:17,718 AND ALL BECAUSE OF WHAT I DID. 6 00:00:17,818 --> 00:00:20,388 I KNEW THIS SHOULD'VE BEEN THE TRAUMA OF MY LIFE, 7 00:00:20,488 --> 00:00:21,855 BUT I FELT... 8 00:00:21,955 --> 00:00:23,691 NOTHING. 9 00:00:23,791 --> 00:00:27,328 THIS OLD MAN CAME OVER TO ME AND I LOOKED IN HIS EYES 10 00:00:27,428 --> 00:00:31,031 AND THEY WERE SORT OF AMUSED, KIND OF FRIENDLY. 11 00:00:31,132 --> 00:00:33,901 THE WAY MY FATHER LOOKS AT ME WHEN HE THINKS I'VE DONE SOMETHING WRONG. 12 00:00:34,001 --> 00:00:36,837 YOU STILL THINK IT'S TOO EARLY TO TALK ABOUT YOUR FATHER? 13 00:00:36,937 --> 00:00:39,373 WHEN A PERSON DECIDES HE'S NOT IN LOVE WITH HIS SPOUSE, 14 00:00:39,473 --> 00:00:42,443 HE SHOULDN'T HAVE TO PUT OFF LEAVING HOME. ISN'T THAT SO? 15 00:00:42,543 --> 00:00:44,112 DON'T YOU THINK THAT'S A LITTLE EXTREME? 16 00:00:44,212 --> 00:00:47,715 - WHAT'S YOUR NAME? - LAURA. 17 00:00:53,821 --> 00:00:55,656 HEY. 18 00:00:55,756 --> 00:00:58,526 THIS IS FOR YOU. 19 00:01:00,128 --> 00:01:01,462 WHAT IS IT? 20 00:01:01,562 --> 00:01:04,232 AN ESPRESSO MACHINE-- THE PASQUINI LIVIA. 21 00:01:04,332 --> 00:01:05,966 ( chuckles ) TOP OF THE LINE. 22 00:01:06,066 --> 00:01:08,068 FOR ME? 23 00:01:08,169 --> 00:01:12,106 AH. WITH A THREE-YEAR WARRANTY. 24 00:01:12,206 --> 00:01:15,843 IS THIS SOME KIND OF HINT ABOUT THE COFFEE YOU HAD HERE LAST WEEK? 25 00:01:15,943 --> 00:01:19,213 OH, NO HINT. IT'S A STATEMENT. 26 00:01:20,047 --> 00:01:21,782 ( knife slices ) 27 00:01:21,882 --> 00:01:23,851 ( theme music playing ) 28 00:01:40,168 --> 00:01:42,470 CHECK THIS OUT. 29 00:01:47,775 --> 00:01:50,077 SEE, YOUR COFFEE... 30 00:01:50,178 --> 00:01:52,012 WAS HORRIFYING. 31 00:01:52,112 --> 00:01:54,182 NOW I DON'T WANT TO HURT YOUR FEELINGS. 32 00:01:54,282 --> 00:01:57,251 I WON'T TELL YOU THE TRUTH ABOUT YOUR COFFEE AND WHAT IT SAYS ABOUT YOU. 33 00:01:57,351 --> 00:02:00,120 - WHAT DOES IT SAY ABOUT ME? - I MAY TELL YOU LATER. 34 00:02:00,221 --> 00:02:02,156 SO HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR COFFEE MACHINE? 35 00:02:02,256 --> 00:02:04,858 IT'S, UH, REALLY NICE. 36 00:02:04,958 --> 00:02:07,695 BUT I, UM-- I CAN'T ACCEPT IT. 37 00:02:07,795 --> 00:02:08,962 I'M-- I'M SORRY. 38 00:02:09,062 --> 00:02:10,764 WHAT, ARE YOU A GOVERNMENT EMPLOYEE? 39 00:02:10,864 --> 00:02:14,302 HEY, I GOT THIS FOR AN AMAZING PRICE IN AN AUCTION. 40 00:02:14,402 --> 00:02:16,170 - IN A WHAT? - AN AUCTION 41 00:02:16,270 --> 00:02:18,005 ON THE INTERNET-- EBAY. 42 00:02:18,105 --> 00:02:20,441 SEE, I PICK THE TIMES WHEN THE WHOLE COUNTRY'S GLUED TO THE TELEVISION. 43 00:02:20,541 --> 00:02:23,076 - ( espresso machine whirring ) - PRICES DROP 70%, 80%. 44 00:02:23,177 --> 00:02:26,113 LIKE DURING THE SUPER BOWL. 45 00:02:26,214 --> 00:02:28,282 GOT MYSELF A HOME ENTERTAINMENT SYSTEM, 46 00:02:28,382 --> 00:02:31,118 EIGHT SPEAKERS AND A RECEIVER FOR ONLY $1,000. 47 00:02:31,219 --> 00:02:33,153 WOULD'VE COST $4,500 RETAIL. 48 00:02:33,254 --> 00:02:38,091 ANYWAY, THURSDAY WAS THE "AMERICAN IDOL" FINALE... 49 00:02:38,192 --> 00:02:39,660 - AND I THOUGHT OF YOU. - OH. 50 00:02:39,760 --> 00:02:41,595 SO I WENT ONLINE AND GRABBED THIS. 51 00:02:41,695 --> 00:02:43,897 COULD YOU TURN THAT OFF, ALEX, PLEASE? 52 00:02:45,098 --> 00:02:47,134 WHAT? 53 00:02:47,235 --> 00:02:50,504 JUST SWITCH IT OFF, PLEASE. 54 00:02:54,608 --> 00:02:56,477 OKAY, WHAT ARE YOU AFRAID OF? 55 00:02:56,577 --> 00:02:58,746 WHAT'S THE BIG DEAL? IT'S A COFFEE MACHINE. 56 00:03:00,381 --> 00:03:03,384 ( sighs ) LOOK, I THINK IT'S A REALLY 57 00:03:03,484 --> 00:03:05,486 SWEET GESTURE, AND I-- I THANK YOU. 58 00:03:05,586 --> 00:03:08,055 DON'T YOU WANT TO UPGRADE THE STANDARD OF LIVING AROUND HERE? 59 00:03:08,155 --> 00:03:09,623 AND I KNOW YOU ONLY DRINK TEA, 60 00:03:09,723 --> 00:03:11,525 BUT WHAT ABOUT YOUR POOR PATIENTS? 61 00:03:11,625 --> 00:03:14,428 UM, NO OFFENSE, BUT DON'T YOU FEEL 62 00:03:14,528 --> 00:03:16,930 THERE'S SOMETHING AGGRESSIVE IN WHAT YOU'RE DOING HERE? 63 00:03:17,030 --> 00:03:20,468 I MEAN, YOU HAVEN'T EVEN ASKED ME 64 00:03:20,568 --> 00:03:23,704 IF IT'S SOMETHING THAT I WANT, IF IT'S OKAY WITH ME. 65 00:03:28,141 --> 00:03:31,579 OKAY. OKAY, FINE. 66 00:03:34,214 --> 00:03:35,983 IT'S JUST A STUPID MACHINE. JEEZ. 67 00:03:36,083 --> 00:03:39,587 I'M JUST TRYING TO UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU WANTED TO SAY WITH THIS. 68 00:03:39,687 --> 00:03:41,422 NOTHING. 69 00:03:42,723 --> 00:03:44,658 WHAT DO YOU THINK? THAT BY ME BRINGING THIS TO YOU 70 00:03:44,758 --> 00:03:47,295 THAT I'M, WHAT, TRYING TO BUY YOU? 71 00:03:47,395 --> 00:03:51,632 I DON'T KNOW. WHY IS IT IMPORTANT FOR ME TO HAVE A COFFEE MACHINE? 72 00:03:51,732 --> 00:03:55,369 MAYBE BECAUSE THE COFFEE THAT IT MAKES IS TOP QUALITY. 73 00:03:55,469 --> 00:03:58,306 I COME HERE ONCE A WEEK FOR THE TIME BEING 74 00:03:58,406 --> 00:04:00,974 AND I NEED COFFEE HERE MORE THAN ANYWHERE ELSE 75 00:04:01,074 --> 00:04:02,810 TO OPEN UP AND ALL THAT CRAP. 76 00:04:02,910 --> 00:04:05,846 SO I BROUGHT THE MACHINE WITH ME AND-- OH, HEY... 77 00:04:07,281 --> 00:04:09,116 SIX DIFFERENT KINDS OF BEANS 78 00:04:09,216 --> 00:04:13,587 FROM THE TOTALLY BITTER GOURMET GUATEMALA... 79 00:04:13,687 --> 00:04:15,489 TO THE KIND THAT POSTAL PILOTS DRINK-- 80 00:04:15,589 --> 00:04:18,926 JUNGLE JAVA, WHICH IS SICKENINGLY SWEET. 81 00:04:21,629 --> 00:04:23,897 YOU KNOW WHAT? I'VE GOT AN IDEA: 82 00:04:23,997 --> 00:04:25,833 DEDUCT IT FROM WHAT I OWE YOU. 83 00:04:25,933 --> 00:04:28,669 I DON'T THINK SO. SORRY. 84 00:04:33,441 --> 00:04:36,610 COULD YOU BE MAD AT ME FOR SOMETHING ELSE ALTOGETHER? 85 00:04:36,710 --> 00:04:40,648 - LIKE WHAT? - BECAUSE I MET A PATIENT OF YOURS. 86 00:04:40,748 --> 00:04:43,317 - YOU MET A PATIENT OF MINE? - YESTERDAY. 87 00:04:43,417 --> 00:04:47,287 I GOT THE DAYS WRONG AND I ACCIDENTALLY MET LAURA. 88 00:04:51,392 --> 00:04:56,364 I GATHER IT'S A DELICATE SITUATION WHEN PATIENTS MEET, YEAH? 89 00:04:56,464 --> 00:04:58,432 WHAT DO YOU MEAN "A DELICATE SITUATION"? 90 00:04:58,532 --> 00:05:01,034 WELL, I DON'T KNOW. I THOUGHT YOU THERAPISTS HAD SOME KIND OF... 91 00:05:01,134 --> 00:05:03,003 ETHICAL CODE. 92 00:05:03,103 --> 00:05:06,206 LIKE I TELL YOU INTIMATE DETAILS ABOUT HER... 93 00:05:06,306 --> 00:05:08,876 THINGS SHE MAY NOT WANT HER THERAPIST TO KNOW ABOUT HER. 94 00:05:08,976 --> 00:05:11,879 I LEAVE, SHE WALKS IN AND TELLS YOU THE SAME KIND OF INFORMATION ABOUT ME. 95 00:05:11,979 --> 00:05:14,582 COULD THAT BE CONSIDERED A BREACH IN YOUR ETHICAL CODE? 96 00:05:14,682 --> 00:05:17,951 I DON'T THINK THERE'S ANY ETHICAL PROBLEMS, NO. 97 00:05:18,051 --> 00:05:20,020 OF COURSE I'M NOT ALLOWED TO DISCUSS OTHER PATIENTS, 98 00:05:20,120 --> 00:05:23,457 BUT YOU ARE FREE TO TALK ABOUT WHAT'S HAPPENING IN YOUR LIFE 99 00:05:23,557 --> 00:05:26,360 AND... WHAT'S HAPPENING BETWEEN YOU AND LAURA 100 00:05:26,460 --> 00:05:28,696 LIKE-- LIKE ANYTHING ELSE. 101 00:05:28,796 --> 00:05:31,031 OKAY, BUT WHAT'S HAPPENING BETWEEN ME AND LAURA 102 00:05:31,131 --> 00:05:33,701 WOULDN'T HAVE HAPPENED IF WE WEREN'T PATIENTS OF YOURS. 103 00:05:33,801 --> 00:05:35,903 I MET HER RIGHT OUT FRONT HERE. 104 00:05:37,204 --> 00:05:38,606 THAT PROBABLY WOULDN'T HAVE HAPPENED 105 00:05:38,706 --> 00:05:40,608 ANYWHERE ELSE ON THE PLANET. 106 00:05:40,708 --> 00:05:43,977 SO-- SO YOU BELIEVE THERE'S KIND OF A UNIQUE SIGNIFICANCE 107 00:05:44,077 --> 00:05:47,948 TO THE FACT THAT YOU MET A PATIENT OF MINE? WHAT DO YOU THINK IT IS? 108 00:05:49,316 --> 00:05:51,585 I'M ASKING YOU. 109 00:05:54,388 --> 00:05:57,425 OKAY. ( inhales ) 110 00:05:57,525 --> 00:05:59,993 I THINK WE'VE STARTED THERAPY, ALEX. 111 00:06:01,529 --> 00:06:03,564 - WHAT? - YOU BROUGHT ME A COFFEE MACHINE 112 00:06:03,664 --> 00:06:06,199 BECAUSE YOU INTEND TO COME HERE MORE OFTEN 113 00:06:06,299 --> 00:06:08,602 AND YOU WANT TO FEEL AT HOME. 114 00:06:08,702 --> 00:06:11,672 THROUGH LAURA, YOU'RE TRYING TO RELAY THAT MESSAGE TO ME. 115 00:06:11,772 --> 00:06:15,843 "SHE'S YOUR PATIENT AND I AM TOO." 116 00:06:15,943 --> 00:06:18,879 SO WE ARE... 117 00:06:18,979 --> 00:06:20,914 OFFICIALLY IN THERAPY. 118 00:06:23,484 --> 00:06:25,653 ABOUT THE COFFEE MACHINE, LET'S DO THIS-- 119 00:06:25,753 --> 00:06:30,090 UM, LET'S JUST SAY IT'S HERE ON LOAN. 120 00:06:31,459 --> 00:06:33,527 AS LONG AS I KEEP COMING HERE, IT'S HERE. 121 00:06:33,627 --> 00:06:36,129 WHEN IT'S OVER, I'LL TAKE IT WITH ME. 122 00:06:36,229 --> 00:06:38,165 DEAL? 123 00:06:38,999 --> 00:06:40,434 OKAY. 124 00:06:40,534 --> 00:06:42,269 I GUESS, UM... 125 00:06:42,369 --> 00:06:44,705 I-- I WOULD LIKE SOME-- 126 00:06:44,805 --> 00:06:48,208 SOME TIME TO THINK IT OVER, THOUGH, BUT IT'S OKAY. 127 00:06:48,308 --> 00:06:51,545 HEY, THINK POSITIVE. 128 00:06:52,312 --> 00:06:54,582 MMM. 129 00:06:56,416 --> 00:06:58,752 IF I REMEMBER CORRECTLY, YOUR WIFE 130 00:06:58,852 --> 00:07:01,555 DOESN'T ALLOW YOU TO DRINK COFFEE AT HOME. 131 00:07:01,655 --> 00:07:04,492 - THAT'S CORRECT. - DO YOU FEEL THAT THIS IS A PLACE 132 00:07:04,592 --> 00:07:06,494 WHERE YOU CAN SAY AND DO THINGS 133 00:07:06,594 --> 00:07:10,063 THAT YOU MIGHT NOT BE ALLOWED TO DO AT HOME? 134 00:07:10,163 --> 00:07:11,331 NO NO, THAT ISSUE'S SOLVED... 135 00:07:11,431 --> 00:07:13,601 THANKS TO YOU. 136 00:07:15,603 --> 00:07:17,738 I LEFT HOME. 137 00:07:17,838 --> 00:07:20,173 YOU REALLY HELPED ME WITH THAT IN OUR LAST SESSION, 138 00:07:20,273 --> 00:07:24,177 SHOWED ME THAT LEAVING HOME WAS MY OWN PERSONAL DECISION. 139 00:07:25,212 --> 00:07:26,547 HEY, DOC, I'M SERIOUS. 140 00:07:26,647 --> 00:07:28,916 YOU REALLY DID HELP ME. 141 00:07:29,016 --> 00:07:31,519 I LEFT HERE MUCH MORE DETERMINED THAN WHEN I ARRIVED 142 00:07:31,619 --> 00:07:33,721 TO CARRY OUT 143 00:07:33,821 --> 00:07:37,491 THIS DISENGAGEMENT. I WENT STRAIGHT HOME 144 00:07:37,591 --> 00:07:39,426 AND TOLD MICHAELA I WANTED TO LEAVE HOME. 145 00:07:39,527 --> 00:07:41,128 AND I SAID IT IN THE SAME WAY 146 00:07:41,228 --> 00:07:44,464 I'D TELL HER I WAS GOING TO TAKE THE CAR TO THE GARAGE. 147 00:07:44,565 --> 00:07:47,635 AND IS THAT WHAT YOU REALLY FELT, 148 00:07:47,735 --> 00:07:51,639 THAT IT WAS SO TRIVIAL? 149 00:07:51,739 --> 00:07:54,174 YEAH, THAT'S WHAT I FELT. ABSOLUTELY. 150 00:07:54,274 --> 00:07:55,676 AND HERE'S HOW IT HAPPENED. 151 00:07:55,776 --> 00:07:57,377 MICHAELA WAS MAKING SALMON-- 152 00:07:57,477 --> 00:07:59,580 IT'S ALWAYS SALMON ON TUESDAYS-- 153 00:07:59,680 --> 00:08:04,184 AND I TOLD HER I WANTED TO LEAVE HOME. 154 00:08:04,284 --> 00:08:06,887 LET ME TELL YOU, SHE DIDN'T EVEN TURN HER HEAD AWAY FROM THE STOVE. 155 00:08:11,424 --> 00:08:13,827 SHE JUST SAID THAT, UM... 156 00:08:13,927 --> 00:08:16,163 "I COULD'VE GUESSED THIS WOULD HAPPEN. 157 00:08:17,831 --> 00:08:21,401 AND YOU NEVER SURPRISE ME, ALEX. NOT EVEN NOW." 158 00:08:21,501 --> 00:08:23,203 HOW DID YOU FEEL ABOUT THAT? 159 00:08:23,303 --> 00:08:27,140 WERE YOU-- WERE YOU HURT BY THAT? 160 00:08:29,543 --> 00:08:31,812 SHE WASN'T TRYING TO HURT ME. 161 00:08:32,880 --> 00:08:35,849 IT'S JUST THE WAY SHE IS AND... 162 00:08:37,450 --> 00:08:40,688 I MAY HAVE DONE HER WRONG HERE LAST WEEK, THE WAY I PRESENTED HER. 163 00:08:40,788 --> 00:08:43,924 BUT YOU'VE GOTTA UNDERSTAND, SHE'S A SUPERINTELLIGENT WOMAN. 164 00:08:44,024 --> 00:08:46,259 WHEN SHE WAS 22 YEARS OLD, SHE WAS ALREADY WORKING 165 00:08:46,359 --> 00:08:47,795 ON HER PhD AT GEORGETOWN, 166 00:08:47,895 --> 00:08:49,897 SO IF SHE SAYS SHE WAS EXPECTING IT, 167 00:08:49,997 --> 00:08:53,533 THEN I'VE GOTTA BELIEVE SHE SAW ME GOING THROUGH SOMETHING 168 00:08:53,634 --> 00:08:56,570 SINCE THE BOMBING AND THE HEART ATTACK 169 00:08:56,670 --> 00:08:59,807 AND THE SUSPENSION FROM THE FORCE. 170 00:08:59,907 --> 00:09:02,876 SHE SAW MUCH MORE THAN I WAS WILLING TO SHOW 171 00:09:02,976 --> 00:09:06,546 AND REALIZED THAT IT COULD RESULT IN US SEPARATING. 172 00:09:06,647 --> 00:09:08,849 MMM. YOU KNOW WHAT'S INTERESTING 173 00:09:08,949 --> 00:09:12,252 IS THAT YOU'RE TALKING TODAY ABOUT YOUR WIFE LIKE... 174 00:09:13,654 --> 00:09:16,356 YOU KNOW, SHE WAS SOME MYTHICAL SUPERWOMAN 175 00:09:16,456 --> 00:09:19,793 THAT'S ABLE TO ANTICIPATE EVERYTHING 10 STEPS IN ADVANCE. 176 00:09:19,893 --> 00:09:22,529 AS FAR AS INTELLIGENCE GOES, ABSOLUTELY. 177 00:09:22,630 --> 00:09:24,464 REALLY, NO MATTER WHAT ELSE YOU SAY ABOUT HER, 178 00:09:24,564 --> 00:09:28,602 SHE'S GOT THE BRAINS OF A ROCKET SCIENTIST ON THE MANHATTAN PROJECT. 179 00:09:28,702 --> 00:09:30,604 STILL, WASN'T THERE SOMETHING 180 00:09:30,704 --> 00:09:34,141 IN HER REACTION THAT DISAPPOINTED YOU? 181 00:09:34,241 --> 00:09:37,244 I MEAN, YOU COME HOME, YOU DROP THIS BOMBSHELL 182 00:09:37,344 --> 00:09:40,848 AND SHE'S INDIFFERENT TO YOU. 183 00:09:41,915 --> 00:09:43,851 YEAH, BUT THAT ISN'T THE CASE HERE. 184 00:09:43,951 --> 00:09:45,819 WE'RE NOT ONE OF THOSE COUPLES 185 00:09:45,919 --> 00:09:47,955 THAT CREATES DRAMA ALL THE TIME. 186 00:09:48,055 --> 00:09:50,791 ON THE CONTRARY, WE COULD'VE DRAGGED THIS ON FOR YEARS 187 00:09:50,891 --> 00:09:53,260 JUST FOR THE SAKE OF THE KIDS, AS THEY SAY. 188 00:09:53,360 --> 00:09:56,463 - HAVE YOU TOLD THE KIDS YET? - NO, NOT YET. 189 00:09:56,563 --> 00:09:58,431 NOW ROY, MY ELDEST, HE'S, UH-- 190 00:09:58,531 --> 00:10:00,167 HE'S BEEN LOCKED UP IN HIS ROOM FOR DAYS 191 00:10:00,267 --> 00:10:02,169 DOING SOME KIND OF CHESS CHAMPIONSHIP ON THE INTERNET. 192 00:10:02,269 --> 00:10:05,572 AND NOELLE, MY DAUGHTER, SHE'S ON SOME KIND OF SCHOOL TRIP. 193 00:10:05,673 --> 00:10:08,241 BUT YOU WILL HAVE TO TELL THEM AT SOME TIME. 194 00:10:08,341 --> 00:10:09,843 OF COURSE. 195 00:10:10,944 --> 00:10:12,646 SOMEDAY THEY'LL HAVE TO ACCEPT THE FACT 196 00:10:12,746 --> 00:10:14,281 THAT THEIR FATHER 197 00:10:14,381 --> 00:10:16,784 LEFT HOME TO LOOK FOR A NEW LIFE. 198 00:10:18,151 --> 00:10:20,187 THAT'S NOT SOMETHING THEY CAN UNDERSTAND AT THEIR AGE. 199 00:10:20,287 --> 00:10:22,756 AND HOW DO YOU THINK THEY'LL FEEL ABOUT THAT? 200 00:10:24,124 --> 00:10:25,859 WELL... 201 00:10:27,427 --> 00:10:30,263 ROY WILL UNDERSTAND ME FOR SURE. 202 00:10:31,498 --> 00:10:33,266 HE'S A VERY SPECIAL BOY. 203 00:10:33,366 --> 00:10:36,937 HE HAS, UM, INNER TRUTH. 204 00:10:39,707 --> 00:10:41,675 YOU KNOW... 205 00:10:41,775 --> 00:10:43,977 ROY'S 11 YEARS OLD 206 00:10:44,077 --> 00:10:46,179 AND HE HARDLY EVER LEAVES THE HOUSE. 207 00:10:46,279 --> 00:10:49,883 HE JUST SITS AT HOME AND HE SITS BY THE COMPUTER 208 00:10:49,983 --> 00:10:51,985 AND PLAYS CHESS AND-- 209 00:10:52,085 --> 00:10:54,955 ( chuckles ) I MEAN, HE JUST-- NO GIRLFRIENDS, 210 00:10:55,055 --> 00:10:57,190 NO BUDDIES, NO BASKETBALL. 211 00:10:57,290 --> 00:11:00,493 AND AT FIRST IT DROVE ME CRAZY, 'CAUSE HE JUST SEEMED SO MISERABLE, 212 00:11:00,593 --> 00:11:02,662 SO LONELY, 213 00:11:02,763 --> 00:11:04,698 UNPOPULAR. 214 00:11:04,798 --> 00:11:07,467 I TRIED EVERYTHING. I-- I ORGANIZED TOURS 215 00:11:07,567 --> 00:11:10,070 AT THE AIR FORCE MUSEUM FOR ALL THE KIDS. 216 00:11:10,170 --> 00:11:12,940 THEY COULD COME AND SIT IN THE COCKPIT OF A REAL F-16, 217 00:11:13,040 --> 00:11:15,208 PLAY WITH THE SIMULATORS AND... 218 00:11:16,609 --> 00:11:18,746 ( sighs ) IT WAS NO USE. 219 00:11:18,846 --> 00:11:21,681 I MEAN, THOSE TOURS, HE'D WALK AROUND ALL ALONE. 220 00:11:21,782 --> 00:11:26,619 YEAH. THE ONLY ONE NEAR HIM WAS LIKE SOME-- 221 00:11:26,720 --> 00:11:28,221 I DON'T KNOW, SOME UGLY LEPER KID 222 00:11:28,321 --> 00:11:30,991 THAT ALL THE KIDS WERE AFRAID TO GET NEXT TO. 223 00:11:34,261 --> 00:11:36,897 IT'S KIND OF HARD TO SEE THAT, ISN'T IT? 224 00:11:37,731 --> 00:11:39,699 YEAH. 225 00:11:39,800 --> 00:11:42,335 SOMETIMES IT'S HARDER FOR US AS PARENTS 226 00:11:42,435 --> 00:11:43,871 TO SEE OUR KID LONELY 227 00:11:43,971 --> 00:11:46,974 THAN IT IS FOR THE KID HIMSELF. 228 00:11:51,745 --> 00:11:54,047 IT TOOK ME A LONG TIME TO REALIZE THAT. 229 00:11:57,450 --> 00:12:00,087 THEN I REALIZED THAT... 230 00:12:00,187 --> 00:12:02,389 HE WAS HAPPY. 231 00:12:02,489 --> 00:12:04,357 THAT I HAD THE PROBLEM. 232 00:12:04,457 --> 00:12:07,360 THAT I COULDN'T ACCEPT THE FACT 233 00:12:07,460 --> 00:12:08,929 THAT HE WASN'T POPULAR. 234 00:12:09,029 --> 00:12:10,931 THAT HE'S AN OUTSIDER, AND THAT'S OKAY. 235 00:12:11,031 --> 00:12:12,432 IT'S JUST HIS PERSONALITY. 236 00:12:12,532 --> 00:12:15,302 I USED TO GIVE HIM AND MICHAELA SUCH A HARD TIME. 237 00:12:15,402 --> 00:12:17,805 I'D CALL THE COUNSELOR, I'D CALL THE TEACHERS, 238 00:12:17,905 --> 00:12:19,807 AND EVERYBODY SAID, "THERE'S NO PROBLEM. 239 00:12:19,907 --> 00:12:22,409 THE BOY FEELS GOOD ABOUT HIMSELF. 240 00:12:22,509 --> 00:12:24,077 IT'S JUST THE WAY IT IS." 241 00:12:25,078 --> 00:12:27,380 WAS IT HARD FOR YOU TO ACCEPT? 242 00:12:27,480 --> 00:12:30,483 YEAH, BUT, YOU KNOW, TODAY... 243 00:12:30,583 --> 00:12:34,254 I'M JEALOUS OF HIM, BECAUSE HE DOESN'T NEED ANYBODY. 244 00:12:34,354 --> 00:12:36,756 HE'S GOT HIS OWN WORLD. HE'S GOT HIS MOVIES AND BOOKS 245 00:12:36,857 --> 00:12:38,926 AND COMPUTER GAMES AND CHESS AND-- 246 00:12:39,026 --> 00:12:41,962 AND THE KID WAS BORN WITHOUT A COMPETITIVE BONE IN HIS BODY. 247 00:12:42,062 --> 00:12:43,730 EVEN THE CHESS STUFF, IT'S NOT ABOUT WINNING. 248 00:12:43,831 --> 00:12:45,598 HE DOESN'T CARE IF HE WINS. HE JUST-- 249 00:12:45,698 --> 00:12:47,968 HE LIKES THE THINKING IT REQUIRES. 250 00:12:48,068 --> 00:12:50,703 A FEW YEARS AGO I TRIED TO ORGANIZE THIS PING-PONG TOURNAMENT 251 00:12:50,804 --> 00:12:52,840 FOR HIS-- FOR HIS CLASS IN THE BACKYARD. 252 00:12:52,940 --> 00:12:56,343 HE TURNS TO ME AND HE SAYS, "DAD, DON'T YOU FEEL SORRY FOR THESE KIDS? 253 00:12:56,443 --> 00:12:58,879 ONLY ONE WILL WIN, AND IT'S PROBABLY ROBERT. 254 00:12:58,979 --> 00:13:02,415 AND THE REST WILL LOOK PATHETIC IN FRONT OF THE GIRLS. 255 00:13:03,483 --> 00:13:05,485 DON'T YOU FEEL SORRY FOR THEM?" 256 00:13:07,154 --> 00:13:09,923 I SWEAR, I DON'T KNOW WHERE HE GOT THOSE GENES. 257 00:13:10,023 --> 00:13:12,792 CERTAINLY NOT FROM ME. 258 00:13:14,327 --> 00:13:17,931 YOU THINK HE'S TOO GOOD TO BE CONNECTED TO YOUR GENES? 259 00:13:18,031 --> 00:13:20,000 ARE YOU MAKING FUN OF ME? 260 00:13:20,100 --> 00:13:23,270 I WANT YOU TO LISTEN TO WHAT YOU'RE SAYING ABOUT YOURSELF. 261 00:13:23,370 --> 00:13:24,972 THIS BOY IS YOUR OWN FLESH AND BLOOD. 262 00:13:25,072 --> 00:13:28,876 YOU-- YOU LOVE HIM DEARLY, 263 00:13:28,976 --> 00:13:32,279 YOU'RE VERY PROUD OF HIS BEAUTIFUL QUALITIES 264 00:13:32,379 --> 00:13:34,114 AND YET YOU THINK, 265 00:13:34,214 --> 00:13:36,884 "WELL, HE'S THE EXACT OPPOSITE OF ME. 266 00:13:36,984 --> 00:13:40,888 HE COULDN'T POSSIBLY BE CONNECTED TO ME." 267 00:13:42,155 --> 00:13:43,924 PLEASE, LET'S NOT GET INTO THAT AGAIN. 268 00:13:44,024 --> 00:13:46,659 NO. THIS IS COMPLETELY A GENETIC ISSUE. 269 00:13:46,759 --> 00:13:49,930 LOOK, HE GOT THE FEMALE GENES FROM MICHAELA AND MY MOTHER. 270 00:13:50,030 --> 00:13:51,731 MY MOTHER, SHE WAS THE SAME WAY. 271 00:13:51,831 --> 00:13:53,566 THERE WAS SELFLESSNESS IN EVERYTHING SHE DID, 272 00:13:53,666 --> 00:13:55,368 JUST LIKE MICHAELA. 273 00:13:55,468 --> 00:13:57,304 SHE NEVER FELT LIKE 274 00:13:57,404 --> 00:13:59,372 SHE WAS MISSING OUT ON SOMETHING SOMEWHERE ELSE. 275 00:13:59,472 --> 00:14:02,242 SHE DIDN'T CARE IF SHE WAS FULFILLING HERSELF AND ALL THAT SHIT. 276 00:14:02,342 --> 00:14:06,246 THERE WAS-- THERE WAS SOMETHING PURE ABOUT HER, 277 00:14:06,346 --> 00:14:09,282 WHOLESOME-- LIKE ROY. NO, HE GOT THAT FROM HER. 278 00:14:09,382 --> 00:14:14,254 SO THE WOMEN IN YOUR FAMILY ARE... 279 00:14:14,354 --> 00:14:17,724 THEY'RE PURE AND WHOLESOME, UNBLEMISHED. 280 00:14:17,824 --> 00:14:20,793 AND THAT THE MEN ARE SOMEHOW THE OPPOSITE-- 281 00:14:20,894 --> 00:14:25,398 UH, DIRTY, IN CONFLICT WITH THEMSELVES. 282 00:14:31,371 --> 00:14:34,241 THAT'S NOT A BAD DESCRIPTION OF MY FATHER-- 283 00:14:34,341 --> 00:14:36,043 DIRTY AS HELL. 284 00:14:36,143 --> 00:14:40,180 HE KEPT FALLING IN LOVE WITH DIFFERENT WOMEN AT THE OFFICE. 285 00:14:40,280 --> 00:14:44,117 HE WAS HAVING AFFAIRS LIKE SOME KIND OF DIRTY DOG, YES. 286 00:14:44,217 --> 00:14:46,886 AND THE GUY HAD IT MADE. HE HAD A WOMAN AT HOME WHO LOVED HIM, 287 00:14:46,987 --> 00:14:50,057 LET HIM HAVE HIS CAREER, NO QUESTIONS ASKED. 288 00:14:50,157 --> 00:14:52,025 SHE TOOK CARE OF THE KIDS AND MADE SURE 289 00:14:52,125 --> 00:14:55,095 THAT THE ENTITY CALLED "FAMILY" EXISTED. 290 00:14:56,663 --> 00:14:58,531 SEE, WHAT YOU'VE GOT TO UNDERSTAND ABOUT MY DAD, 291 00:14:58,631 --> 00:15:02,202 HE LIVED THIS WHOLE LIFE ON THIS CIVIL-RIGHTS- PIONEER TICKET. 292 00:15:02,302 --> 00:15:05,838 YOU KNOW, A GUY WHO SURVIVED THE KLAN AND MARCHED WITH KING. 293 00:15:05,939 --> 00:15:07,874 WHO COULD SAY ANYTHING TO HIM? 294 00:15:07,975 --> 00:15:10,377 HE SUFFERED FOR US ALL. 295 00:15:10,477 --> 00:15:12,079 MMM. 296 00:15:12,179 --> 00:15:15,983 AND YOUR-- YOU MOTHER WASN'T, UH, PART OF THAT MOVEMENT? 297 00:15:17,184 --> 00:15:18,851 I LIKE HIM. I LIKE MY DAD. 298 00:15:18,952 --> 00:15:21,454 SHE WAS FROM BACK EAST, FROM DELAWARE. 299 00:15:21,554 --> 00:15:24,624 WELL-BRED. SHE WAS THE HOPE OF THE FAMILY. 300 00:15:24,724 --> 00:15:26,759 A PIANIST. 301 00:15:26,859 --> 00:15:29,196 SHE STUDIED AT THE MUSIC ACADEMY. 302 00:15:31,965 --> 00:15:33,633 SHE WAS CONSIDERED A VIRTUOSO. 303 00:15:33,733 --> 00:15:35,502 SHE COULD PLAY LISZT IN HER SLEEP. 304 00:15:35,602 --> 00:15:36,669 - YOU KNOW LISZT? - MM-HMM. 305 00:15:36,769 --> 00:15:38,671 ONLY LISZT COULD PLAY LISZT. 306 00:15:41,774 --> 00:15:45,178 YEAH, SHE WAS REALLY SOMETHING. SHE WAS, UM... 307 00:15:47,414 --> 00:15:49,016 RARE. 308 00:15:51,884 --> 00:15:54,821 YOU NEVER SENSED ANY BITTERNESS IN HER 309 00:15:54,921 --> 00:15:59,226 THAT THE WHOLE MUSIC THING NEVER MATERIALIZED. 310 00:16:02,962 --> 00:16:05,098 YOU STILL MISS HER? 311 00:16:05,999 --> 00:16:08,135 OF COURSE. 312 00:16:11,771 --> 00:16:14,841 SHE SAVED HIS LIFE. 313 00:16:14,941 --> 00:16:17,444 BY THAT I MEAN AT THE MARCH ON WASHINGTON... 314 00:16:17,544 --> 00:16:19,246 IN '63. 315 00:16:19,346 --> 00:16:21,081 RIGHT BEFORE KING'S BIG SPEECH, 316 00:16:21,181 --> 00:16:23,016 MAHALIA JACKSON SANG THAT SONG 317 00:16:23,116 --> 00:16:25,052 "I BEEN 'BUKED AND I BEEN SCORNED." 318 00:16:27,087 --> 00:16:29,622 AND THEY CAUGHT EYES IN THE CROWD, 319 00:16:29,722 --> 00:16:34,161 AND THEY BOTH HAD TEARS FLOWING DOWN THEIR FACES. 320 00:16:34,261 --> 00:16:36,329 AND THEY FELT CONNECTED. 321 00:16:37,364 --> 00:16:40,700 MY FATHER WAS THIS LONELY ANGRY MAN, 322 00:16:40,800 --> 00:16:42,702 AND SHE-- 323 00:16:42,802 --> 00:16:45,205 WELL, SHE MELTED HIM. 324 00:16:48,308 --> 00:16:50,610 SHE WAS THE ONLY PERSON HE EVER TRUSTED. 325 00:16:51,978 --> 00:16:54,247 HE WAS AT WAR WITH THE REST OF THE WORLD. 326 00:16:55,548 --> 00:16:57,750 AND-- AND THE WAR AIN'T OVER, BELIEVE ME. 327 00:17:02,189 --> 00:17:05,125 HMM. AND STILL HE-- 328 00:17:05,225 --> 00:17:06,593 HE CHEATED ON HER. 329 00:17:06,693 --> 00:17:10,097 CONSTANTLY. THE GUY JUST WANTED MORE AND MORE. 330 00:17:10,197 --> 00:17:14,167 - ALL THE TIME. - BUT HE DIDN'T LEAVE HER? 331 00:17:14,267 --> 00:17:16,336 NO, WHAT ARE YOU CRAZY? WHY WOULD HE LEAVE HER? 332 00:17:16,436 --> 00:17:19,272 - HE LOVED HER. - YOU'RE SURE ABOUT THAT? 333 00:17:20,407 --> 00:17:22,475 ARE-- ARE YOU SURE THAT IT WASN'T JUST 334 00:17:22,575 --> 00:17:24,844 THAT HE HELD HER IN VERY HIGH ESTEEM 335 00:17:24,944 --> 00:17:28,181 AND THAT HE WAS REALLY GRATEFUL 336 00:17:28,281 --> 00:17:30,283 FOR EVERYTHING THAT SHE'D DONE FOR HIM THROUGHOUT HIS LIFE? 337 00:17:30,383 --> 00:17:32,085 ARE YOU TRYING TO JUSTIFY HIM? 338 00:17:32,185 --> 00:17:35,188 IF HE DIDN'T LOVE HER, HE COULD'VE LEFT. WHY MAKE HER LIFE MISERABLE? 339 00:17:35,288 --> 00:17:38,291 OKAY. AND YOU, UNLIKE HIM, 340 00:17:38,391 --> 00:17:41,094 YOU'RE TRYING TO DO THE RIGHT THING? 341 00:17:42,195 --> 00:17:44,564 YOU'RE LEAVING HOME JUST LIKE THAT. 342 00:17:44,664 --> 00:17:48,601 YOU'RE NOT DRAGGING OUT THINGS LIKE HE DID. 343 00:17:49,969 --> 00:17:51,971 OKAY. ALL RIGHT, ALL RIGHT. 344 00:17:52,071 --> 00:17:54,207 I SEE YOU BELIEVE IN THE WHOLE THEORY THAT 345 00:17:54,307 --> 00:17:57,110 CHILDREN TRY TO RECTIFY WHAT THEIR PARENTS DID WRONG. 346 00:17:57,210 --> 00:17:58,745 ALL RIGHT. OKAY. OKAY. 347 00:17:58,845 --> 00:18:02,115 I DON'T KNOW THAT IT'S ABOUT RECTIFICATION. 348 00:18:03,383 --> 00:18:06,085 I-- I THINK IT'S MORE WHAT WE CALL A PATTERN. 349 00:18:06,186 --> 00:18:09,522 WE UNCONSCIOUSLY REPEAT PATTERNS 350 00:18:09,622 --> 00:18:12,625 THAT WE HAVE WITNESSED IN CHILDHOOD. 351 00:18:12,725 --> 00:18:15,027 BUT YOU SAID I WAS TRYING TO RECTIFY WHAT MY FATHER DID. 352 00:18:15,128 --> 00:18:16,829 NO, I THINK YOU'RE PRESENTING IT THAT WAY, 353 00:18:16,929 --> 00:18:18,365 BUT ON A DEEPER LEVEL 354 00:18:18,465 --> 00:18:22,402 I THINK THERE MAY BE MORE SIMILARITY 355 00:18:22,502 --> 00:18:25,205 BETWEEN YOU AND YOUR FATHER'S VIEW OF MARRIAGE. 356 00:18:25,305 --> 00:18:27,474 I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN. 357 00:18:27,574 --> 00:18:31,178 REALLY? YOU-- YOU CAN'T SEE ANY WAY 358 00:18:31,278 --> 00:18:33,713 IN WHICH YOU AND YOUR FATHER MAY HAVE MARRIED 359 00:18:33,813 --> 00:18:35,282 THE SAME KIND OF WOMAN? 360 00:18:35,382 --> 00:18:37,784 IT SEEMS TO ME THAT YOU BOTH MARRIED WOMEN 361 00:18:37,884 --> 00:18:40,920 WHOM YOU ADMIRE, BUT-- 362 00:18:41,020 --> 00:18:44,557 BUT YOU DON'T NECESSARILY LOVE. 363 00:18:44,657 --> 00:18:47,894 THAT'S SOME BULLSHIT. YOU ACTUALLY BUY THIS SHIT? 364 00:18:47,994 --> 00:18:50,129 THAT I'M REPEATING MY FATHER'S MISTAKES? 365 00:18:50,230 --> 00:18:52,199 LET ME TELL YOU SOMETHING: 366 00:18:52,299 --> 00:18:53,600 WHAT'S GOING ON IN MY MARRIAGE 367 00:18:53,700 --> 00:18:55,202 HAS GOT NOTHING TO DO WITH MY FATHER, 368 00:18:55,302 --> 00:18:57,237 SO STOP COMPARING US. 369 00:19:01,908 --> 00:19:04,911 PERHAPS YOU MIGHT NOT HAVE LOVED MICHAELA 370 00:19:05,011 --> 00:19:06,413 BECAUSE YOU ADMIRED HER SO MUCH 371 00:19:06,513 --> 00:19:09,282 FOR BEING SO-- SO PERFECT. 372 00:19:09,382 --> 00:19:11,884 WAIT. WHY ARE WE STILL TALKING ABOUT MICHAELA? 373 00:19:11,984 --> 00:19:14,287 THAT STORY IS OVER. 374 00:19:14,387 --> 00:19:16,556 BECAUSE I'M NOT SURE THAT YOUR LEAVING HER 375 00:19:16,656 --> 00:19:19,726 IS REALLY THE SOLUTION TO HOW YOU FEEL ABOUT YOURSELF. 376 00:19:19,826 --> 00:19:21,794 ( metal clinks ) 377 00:19:37,410 --> 00:19:39,812 I WANNA GO BACK TO LAURA FOR A MINUTE. 378 00:19:39,912 --> 00:19:42,282 WH-- WHY IS IT SO IMPORTANT 379 00:19:42,382 --> 00:19:44,351 TO GO BACK TO LAURA? 380 00:19:44,451 --> 00:19:46,486 IS IT BECAUSE SHE'S MY PATIENT AND YOU THINK 381 00:19:46,586 --> 00:19:48,321 IT MIGHT BOTHER ME THAT YOU MET? 382 00:19:48,421 --> 00:19:50,089 WHOA WHOA, I-- I DON'T GET THIS. 383 00:19:50,189 --> 00:19:52,425 WHY CAN'T I TALK ABOUT HER? 384 00:19:52,525 --> 00:19:54,527 WHAT IS THE BIG DEAL ABOUT MEETING HER? 385 00:19:54,627 --> 00:19:58,298 - ( bag tears ) - ( metal clanking ) 386 00:19:58,398 --> 00:20:00,833 ( sighs ) HEY, PAUL... 387 00:20:02,134 --> 00:20:04,504 YOU WON'T BELIEVE HOW MUCH THIS COST. 388 00:20:04,604 --> 00:20:06,172 $450. 389 00:20:06,273 --> 00:20:07,674 ( laughs ) I MEAN... 390 00:20:07,774 --> 00:20:10,042 - ( water sloshes ) - ...THAT'S CRAZY, RIGHT? 391 00:20:10,142 --> 00:20:13,480 TOO BAD THEY DON'T SELL PROPERTY ON THE ONLINE AUCTIONS. 392 00:20:13,580 --> 00:20:15,248 I MEAN, NOW THAT MICHAELA HAS THE HOUSE, 393 00:20:15,348 --> 00:20:17,016 DURING THE INDY 500 OR SOMETHING, 394 00:20:17,116 --> 00:20:19,352 I COULD GO ON, GET A PLACE IN THE SAME NEIGHBORHOOD 395 00:20:19,452 --> 00:20:21,554 FOR ALMOST HALF A MILLION BUCKS. 396 00:20:21,654 --> 00:20:25,758 YOU GOT THE DEAL OF YOUR LIFE HERE, DOC. 397 00:20:25,858 --> 00:20:28,361 YOU KNOW, SOMEONE WHO DOESN'T KNOW ABOUT THE WHOLE TV FACTOR 398 00:20:28,461 --> 00:20:30,196 WOULD'VE PAID $1,500 FOR IT, MINIMUM. 399 00:20:30,297 --> 00:20:32,499 SO IF I'M HERE FOR A YEAR, THEN THAT MEANS YOU'RE RENTING IT FOR... 400 00:20:32,599 --> 00:20:35,768 ( chuckles ) $8 A WEEK. 401 00:20:35,868 --> 00:20:38,738 COULD WE GET BACK TO OUR THERAPY SESSION, ALEX? 402 00:20:41,040 --> 00:20:43,042 OH. 403 00:20:43,142 --> 00:20:46,513 OKAY. WELL, LAURA COULDN'T GET OVER IT. 404 00:20:46,613 --> 00:20:48,415 I SHOWED HER THE MACHINE AND SHE JUST-- 405 00:20:48,515 --> 00:20:50,583 ( chuckles ) SHE COULDN'T BELIEVE IT. 406 00:20:54,186 --> 00:20:56,323 WOULD YOU LIKE TO, UH-- 407 00:20:56,423 --> 00:21:00,092 WOULD YOU LIKE TO TELL ME HOW YOU TWO MET? 408 00:21:00,192 --> 00:21:03,129 SURE. I LOST TRACK OF TIME. 409 00:21:03,229 --> 00:21:07,266 I MOVED IN WITH MY GAY FRIEND DANIEL AND HIS LITTLE BOYFRIEND. 410 00:21:07,367 --> 00:21:09,436 - I TOLD YOU ABOUT THEM. - YEAH. 411 00:21:09,536 --> 00:21:12,539 AND THEY ARE REAL HAPPY I LEFT HOME. 412 00:21:12,639 --> 00:21:14,607 THEY BRING THEIR FRIENDS OVER TO MEET ME 413 00:21:14,707 --> 00:21:17,577 AND THEY'VE TURNED ME INTO THE TALK OF THE GAY COMMUNITY. 414 00:21:17,677 --> 00:21:19,011 SO I'VE BEEN GOING ALONG WITH IT. 415 00:21:19,111 --> 00:21:20,780 YOU KNOW, I GO TO DINNERS, DRINKS. 416 00:21:20,880 --> 00:21:23,350 I EVEN WENT TO THIS GAY CLUB WITH THEM ON SUNDAY. 417 00:21:23,450 --> 00:21:25,685 THEY TOLD ME THERE'D BE SOME-- SOME HOT LADIES THERE, 418 00:21:25,785 --> 00:21:27,854 SOMEBODY I COULD PICK UP THAT AREN'T EVEN LESBIANS. 419 00:21:27,954 --> 00:21:30,790 WELL, AND IT DIDN'T DO ANYTHING FOR ME. 420 00:21:30,890 --> 00:21:33,626 WHAT IT DID WAS MAKE ME LOSE TRACK OF TIME. 421 00:21:33,726 --> 00:21:36,496 I WAS UP ALL NIGHT LONG, SO I COULD'VE SWORN 422 00:21:36,596 --> 00:21:39,466 YESTERDAY WAS TUESDAY, SO I CAME HERE. 423 00:21:39,566 --> 00:21:41,601 BUT WHEN I GOT HERE I SAW LAURA LEAVING. 424 00:21:41,701 --> 00:21:44,303 I WALKED UP TO HER AND I ASKED HER IF EVERYTHING WAS OKAY. 425 00:21:44,404 --> 00:21:46,272 SHE SAID EVERYTHING WASN'T OKAY, 426 00:21:46,373 --> 00:21:48,541 THAT SHE RAN OVER A DOG-- 427 00:21:48,641 --> 00:21:50,410 OR ALMOST RAN OVER THIS DOG YESTERDAY MORNING. 428 00:21:50,510 --> 00:21:53,413 THE WAY SHE DESCRIBED IT, IT SOUNDED LIKE THIS, UH, 429 00:21:53,513 --> 00:21:55,748 THE AIREDALE TERRIER PEDIGREE. 430 00:21:55,848 --> 00:21:58,250 THE AIREDALE TERRIER IS THE ONLY DOG IN HISTORY 431 00:21:58,351 --> 00:21:59,852 TO BE KNIGHTED BY THE KING OF ENGLAND 432 00:21:59,952 --> 00:22:01,721 - FOR BRAVERY IN BATTLE. - ( espresso machine beeps ) 433 00:22:01,821 --> 00:22:03,923 - DID YOU KNOW THAT? - I-- I DIDN'T KNOW THAT, NO. 434 00:22:04,023 --> 00:22:06,526 YEAH WELL, IT DID. IT'S AN AMAZING STORY. 435 00:22:06,626 --> 00:22:08,395 I MEAN, THIS DOG-- 436 00:22:10,062 --> 00:22:12,064 OKAY, WELL, MAYBE NEXT TIME. 437 00:22:14,501 --> 00:22:17,404 SO I ASKED HER 438 00:22:17,504 --> 00:22:19,939 IF SHE HAD BEEN LEAVING A SESSION 439 00:22:20,039 --> 00:22:21,474 WITH YOU. 440 00:22:21,574 --> 00:22:23,009 AND SHE WAS A BIT TAKEN ABACK 441 00:22:23,109 --> 00:22:25,311 LIKE I HAD CAUGHT HER IN SOMETHING SHAMEFUL. 442 00:22:25,412 --> 00:22:27,714 HELL, I THOUGHT ONLY NAVY PILOTS 443 00:22:27,814 --> 00:22:29,716 FELT THAT WAY ABOUT SEEING A SHRINK. 444 00:22:31,117 --> 00:22:34,220 MMM. AH. 445 00:22:34,320 --> 00:22:36,055 YEAH. 446 00:22:36,155 --> 00:22:38,691 ANYWAY, I ADMITTED TO HER THAT I WAS SEEING YOU ALSO. 447 00:22:38,791 --> 00:22:40,727 AND I REALIZED THAT I WAS HERE A DAY EARLY. 448 00:22:40,827 --> 00:22:43,362 SHE THOUGHT THAT WAS JUST HILARIOUS... 449 00:22:43,463 --> 00:22:46,032 - ( chuckles ) - ...THAT SOMEONE COULD GET THE DAYS MIXED UP. 450 00:22:46,132 --> 00:22:48,100 AND SHE'S GOT THIS-- 451 00:22:48,200 --> 00:22:51,337 I DON'T KNOW, SHE'S GOT THIS WAY OF LOOKING AT YOU. 452 00:22:51,438 --> 00:22:53,272 YOU KNOW, IT'S LIKE THIS GIRL, SHE'S GOT-- 453 00:22:53,372 --> 00:22:55,141 THERE'S SOMETHING FIERCE ABOUT THIS GIRL. 454 00:22:55,241 --> 00:22:58,411 - RIGHT? - WHAT DO YOU MEAN? 455 00:22:58,511 --> 00:23:01,714 I DON'T KNOW. SHE'S GOT THIS LOOK. IT'S LIKE-- 456 00:23:01,814 --> 00:23:04,517 IT'S LIKE SHE'S USED TO GETTING HER OWN WAY. 457 00:23:04,617 --> 00:23:06,285 AND YOU KNOW WHAT SHE SAID? ( laughs ) 458 00:23:06,385 --> 00:23:10,690 SHE SAID THAT YOU COULD RUIN EVEN A CUP OF LIPTON TEA. 459 00:23:12,258 --> 00:23:14,627 - ( chuckles ) - I MEAN, COME ON. 460 00:23:16,896 --> 00:23:19,165 SO I GUESS YOU'RE BOTH IN THE SAME, UH-- 461 00:23:19,265 --> 00:23:21,200 IN THE SAME BOAT, SO TO SPEAK. 462 00:23:21,300 --> 00:23:23,670 TOTALLY. ( laughs ) 463 00:23:23,770 --> 00:23:26,172 ANYWAY, SO WE GOT IN MY CAR AND WE 464 00:23:26,272 --> 00:23:29,308 DROVE TO THE ACCIDENT SITE. NATURALLY, THERE WASN'T ANY DOG THERE, 465 00:23:29,408 --> 00:23:31,310 SO WE GRABBED A CUP OF COFFEE 466 00:23:31,410 --> 00:23:33,446 AND I SKETCHED THE AREA ON A NAPKIN. 467 00:23:33,546 --> 00:23:35,314 AT HER PLACE? 468 00:23:35,414 --> 00:23:36,849 NO NO, WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT? 469 00:23:36,949 --> 00:23:38,384 NO, SOME CAFE. 470 00:23:38,485 --> 00:23:41,954 SO I DREW HER AN OVERHEAD VIEW OF THE AREA. 471 00:23:42,054 --> 00:23:44,924 I'M A GENIUS AT THAT, YOU KNOW, THE YARDS AND THE GREEN AREAS-- 472 00:23:45,024 --> 00:23:47,494 ANYWHERE WHERE A DOG MIGHT MAKE HIMSELF DISAPPEAR. 473 00:23:47,594 --> 00:23:50,663 SOUNDS LIKE A REAL MILITARY OPERATION. 474 00:23:50,763 --> 00:23:52,431 YEAH. 475 00:23:53,866 --> 00:23:55,502 YEAH. 476 00:23:57,570 --> 00:23:59,506 TO BE HONEST, I KIND OF MISS THAT, 477 00:23:59,606 --> 00:24:02,374 JUST BEING UP IN THE AIR 478 00:24:02,475 --> 00:24:05,177 REDUCING THE AREA ON A MAP, 479 00:24:05,277 --> 00:24:08,481 LOOKING FOR A MAN INTELLIGENCE HAS BEEN AFTER FOR THREE MONTHS. 480 00:24:08,581 --> 00:24:10,449 SO DID YOU FIND THE DOG? 481 00:24:10,550 --> 00:24:13,520 NO NO, IT PROBABLY WENT AND DIED SOMEWHERE. 482 00:24:14,787 --> 00:24:17,690 BUT YOU COULD SAY IT STILL HAD A HAPPY ENDING. 483 00:24:22,061 --> 00:24:24,931 HEY, IS, UH-- IS OUR TIME ALMOST UP? 484 00:24:26,733 --> 00:24:29,301 UM, NO, WE HAVE ABOUT-- WE HAVE ABOUT FIVE MINUTES. 485 00:24:29,401 --> 00:24:31,671 ( cell phone beeping ) 486 00:24:31,771 --> 00:24:34,974 OH, SORRY. I THOUGHT THIS THING WAS OFF. 487 00:24:36,809 --> 00:24:39,712 AH. HUH, SPEAK OF THE DEVIL. 488 00:24:39,812 --> 00:24:41,981 I'M SUPPOSED TO MEET LAURA. DO YOU MIND IF I TAKE THIS? 489 00:24:42,081 --> 00:24:44,183 SURE, GO AHEAD. 490 00:24:45,618 --> 00:24:47,820 YEAH, HEY. WHAT'S UP? 491 00:24:49,088 --> 00:24:50,823 NO NO, NOT YET, 492 00:24:50,923 --> 00:24:53,793 BUT JUDGING FROM PAUL'S FACE, 493 00:24:53,893 --> 00:24:56,128 I THINK HE'LL KICK ME OUT OF HERE IN A MINUTE OR TWO. 494 00:24:56,228 --> 00:24:58,197 ( chuckling ) 495 00:24:59,431 --> 00:25:02,268 I KNOW. RIGHT. OKAY. 496 00:25:02,368 --> 00:25:04,737 YEAH, ALL RIGHT. BYE. 497 00:25:06,038 --> 00:25:08,107 ( sighs ) 498 00:25:08,207 --> 00:25:09,809 SO WHAT DO YOU THINK? 499 00:25:09,909 --> 00:25:12,712 SHOULD I GO FOR HER-- LAURA? 500 00:25:13,613 --> 00:25:15,582 OH, CO-- PAUL. 501 00:25:15,682 --> 00:25:17,584 COME ON, YOU CAN TELL ME. 502 00:25:17,684 --> 00:25:21,654 I KNOW IT'S NOT ETHICAL, BUT YOU'RE MY SHRINK TOO. 503 00:25:21,754 --> 00:25:25,558 SHE'S THE FIRST WOMAN I'VE BEEN OUT WITH IN 15 YEARS. 504 00:25:25,658 --> 00:25:28,661 I DON'T WANT TO HAVE A LOUSY EXPERIENCE. 505 00:25:28,761 --> 00:25:31,063 I'M SORRY, I CAN'T GIVE YOU THAT KIND OF ADVICE, ALEX. 506 00:25:32,699 --> 00:25:34,867 BUT SHE'S-- SHE'S THE KIND OF WOMAN THAT, 507 00:25:34,967 --> 00:25:37,169 YOU KNOW, COULD DRIVE A MAN INSANE. AM I RIGHT? 508 00:25:37,269 --> 00:25:39,471 - ALEX, I-- - LOOK, PAUL. 509 00:25:39,572 --> 00:25:41,140 JUST MAN TO MAN. JUST GIVE ME A LITTLE TIP. 510 00:25:41,240 --> 00:25:43,142 - I CAN'T DO THAT. - THIS COULD AFFECT MY WHOLE LIFE. 511 00:25:43,242 --> 00:25:45,544 I-- ( clears throat ) 512 00:25:45,645 --> 00:25:47,880 I CAN'T GIVE YOU DATING TIPS, ALEX. 513 00:25:47,980 --> 00:25:51,150 SORRY. 514 00:25:51,250 --> 00:25:53,219 JUST STOP IT. 515 00:25:55,454 --> 00:25:57,289 OKAY. 516 00:25:59,225 --> 00:26:00,927 YEAH, THAT'S ALL RIGHT, 517 00:26:01,027 --> 00:26:03,930 'CAUSE I'M NOT USED TO YOU GIVING ME ADVICE ANYWAY. 518 00:26:07,366 --> 00:26:09,902 BUT, YOU KNOW, YOU ALWAYS HELP OUT IN THE END 519 00:26:10,002 --> 00:26:13,572 IN YOUR CRAZY ROUNDABOUT KIND OF WAY. 520 00:26:18,778 --> 00:26:21,681 ( sighs ) OH, AND WHEN SHE'S HERE FOR HER SESSION, 521 00:26:21,781 --> 00:26:25,551 TRY TO PULL THE ESPRESSO HANDLE FAST... 522 00:26:25,652 --> 00:26:27,820 'CAUSE SHE LIKES IT WITH A LOT OF FOAM. 523 00:26:30,456 --> 00:26:34,093 ( door opens, closes ) 524 00:26:36,729 --> 00:26:39,298 ( theme music playing )