1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:43,345 --> 00:00:46,110 You don't know what it's like being from Brasília. 4 00:00:47,582 --> 00:00:50,950 I'm not talking about coming here to live with your congressman father... 5 00:00:51,152 --> 00:00:53,087 or for some shitty job in the civil service. 6 00:00:54,623 --> 00:00:57,058 I'm talking about being from Brasília. 7 00:00:59,094 --> 00:01:02,758 To hang out on the streets, doing jack shit... 8 00:01:03,665 --> 00:01:05,759 trying to get a job with the government... 9 00:01:05,967 --> 00:01:09,699 have some half-ass band, wanting to be a pop star. 10 00:01:10,805 --> 00:01:13,673 The thing is, that under that beautiful blue sky... 11 00:01:14,109 --> 00:01:16,510 on the immense green lawns... 12 00:01:16,711 --> 00:01:20,204 the place is full of fascists with their tinny mutts... 13 00:01:20,415 --> 00:01:23,510 shitting on the sidewalks, thinking they're king of streets. 14 00:01:23,852 --> 00:01:26,515 Let's be honest with each other: 15 00:01:26,721 --> 00:01:28,383 Brasília sucks! 16 00:01:29,324 --> 00:01:32,920 If there is a book on the history of Brasilia, it's about 10 pages long. 17 00:01:34,296 --> 00:01:36,458 But, then again, it can be alright at times. 18 00:01:37,198 --> 00:01:40,259 This is the place I began looking for something to do. 19 00:01:40,468 --> 00:01:42,749 I'd walk through the streets, under that blue sky again... 20 00:01:42,937 --> 00:01:45,736 fucking hot as shit, dry as hell... 21 00:01:45,940 --> 00:01:48,432 seems like you've always got a sore throat. 22 00:01:48,943 --> 00:01:52,880 You know what? One day I just tuned in and dropped out. 23 00:01:55,016 --> 00:01:58,214 No more social security card, no telephone, no address... 24 00:01:58,586 --> 00:02:02,079 no taxes, no job, no more bureaucracy. 25 00:02:02,290 --> 00:02:04,589 I never thought I'd go so far. 26 00:04:03,144 --> 00:04:07,946 LINO 12 MINUTES EARLIER 27 00:04:08,516 --> 00:04:11,884 Helicopter was the first word I ever said. 28 00:04:12,787 --> 00:04:15,484 When I was 4. I remember real well. 29 00:04:15,824 --> 00:04:18,589 I woke up from some strange dream. My cousin gave me a toy and I said: 30 00:04:18,793 --> 00:04:19,886 "Helicopter". 31 00:04:20,128 --> 00:04:21,272 CLEPTOMANIAC AND ALCOHOLIC 6 MINUTES LATER 32 00:04:21,296 --> 00:04:24,266 But what you want to know is how the Conception Republic began. 33 00:04:24,833 --> 00:04:28,326 We'd all hang out at Lino and Alex's apartment boozing it up. 34 00:04:28,636 --> 00:04:30,400 It was the only place to go. 35 00:04:32,440 --> 00:04:34,705 When Alex's parents went to live in Spain... 36 00:04:34,909 --> 00:04:37,504 he had to stay and finish college. 37 00:04:37,712 --> 00:04:39,544 I went to live with him. 38 00:04:40,715 --> 00:04:45,710 From then on it was one party after the next. 39 00:05:10,945 --> 00:05:12,743 No day was like the last. 40 00:05:12,947 --> 00:05:16,543 Only then, Alex decided to start rocking the boat. 41 00:05:17,952 --> 00:05:21,081 One night he met the guy who said what he wanted to hear. 42 00:05:21,389 --> 00:05:24,359 Be everything, in every way... 43 00:05:24,993 --> 00:05:26,325 all the time. 44 00:05:26,694 --> 00:05:29,254 So the guy went living at our place. And then... 45 00:05:31,566 --> 00:05:33,592 nobody was the same after that. 46 00:05:39,474 --> 00:05:43,138 THIS BAND LASTED FOR ONLY A DAY 47 00:05:43,678 --> 00:05:46,147 I'm not sure that's how the Conception began. 48 00:05:46,347 --> 00:05:49,511 I can't remember very well. I remember that I was fucked up. 49 00:05:50,051 --> 00:05:52,782 In reality, it all began when my girlfriend dumped me... 50 00:05:53,121 --> 00:05:55,147 and I decided that I'd be somebody else. 51 00:05:57,091 --> 00:06:01,028 I would be somebody else, and the change would start on the outside. 52 00:06:04,699 --> 00:06:06,539 But there was this lecture I went with Liz too. 53 00:06:06,701 --> 00:06:10,138 Krishnamurti said that pain and frustration... 54 00:06:10,338 --> 00:06:12,466 only exist because of our memory. 55 00:06:12,774 --> 00:06:15,141 Memory is something that has to be emptied. 56 00:06:15,343 --> 00:06:17,005 It should die every day. 57 00:06:17,412 --> 00:06:19,210 I read Krishnamurti. 58 00:06:19,414 --> 00:06:21,679 It's just that for me he wasn't very extreme. 59 00:06:28,756 --> 00:06:29,951 Liz. 60 00:06:31,859 --> 00:06:34,226 Liz's father was some diplomat. 61 00:06:34,429 --> 00:06:36,509 I think her old man was even a minister or something. 62 00:06:37,565 --> 00:06:40,626 Her family had gone to live in some weird place... 63 00:06:41,035 --> 00:06:42,833 in Bangladesh. 64 00:06:49,844 --> 00:06:51,324 LIZ-12 YEARS LATER There was never... 65 00:06:51,412 --> 00:06:54,280 a conceptionist group. We never even called ourselves that. 66 00:06:54,916 --> 00:06:56,942 The term "conceptionist"? 67 00:06:57,619 --> 00:06:59,781 I don't know how it started. 68 00:07:00,021 --> 00:07:03,185 We were just screwing around, but everyone took it seriously. 69 00:07:03,391 --> 00:07:05,551 LAUNCH OF THE CONCEPTIONIST MANIFEST-SOME DAY IN APRIL 70 00:07:05,660 --> 00:07:07,458 So I won't have to burn you all 71 00:07:07,662 --> 00:07:09,494 I'm going to lay the foundation... 72 00:07:10,331 --> 00:07:12,766 of a revolutionary movement... 73 00:07:13,101 --> 00:07:17,266 orgiastic, which is going to be called... 74 00:07:17,772 --> 00:07:19,365 "The Conception". 75 00:07:19,574 --> 00:07:22,669 The Conception has a couple of rules. Number 1: 76 00:07:23,911 --> 00:07:25,641 Death to the Ego. 77 00:07:27,048 --> 00:07:30,177 Be a new character every fucking day. 78 00:07:30,385 --> 00:07:32,047 A new character every day. 79 00:07:36,457 --> 00:07:40,326 Memories don't help to explain death. 80 00:07:40,895 --> 00:07:42,386 Number 4... 81 00:07:43,064 --> 00:07:46,296 Every Conceptualist should sleep nude... 82 00:07:46,868 --> 00:07:48,666 for purification. 83 00:07:48,870 --> 00:07:50,532 Humanity is sick. 84 00:07:50,738 --> 00:07:54,231 Conceptionism is the road that leads to the cure, to cure this girl. 85 00:07:54,442 --> 00:07:56,274 Number 6 or 7... 86 00:07:57,311 --> 00:08:01,078 Only conceptionists know how to live without money! 87 00:08:01,416 --> 00:08:03,282 Anybody have any money? 88 00:08:03,551 --> 00:08:05,713 All conceptionists are frauds that last 24 hours. 89 00:08:05,920 --> 00:08:12,019 Fuck all this shit! Burn your ID's! Burn them! Burn! 90 00:08:12,627 --> 00:08:15,927 Dead! And saved! 91 00:08:17,098 --> 00:08:18,566 Burn it! 92 00:08:19,033 --> 00:08:20,467 And let the orgy begin... 93 00:08:20,768 --> 00:08:22,498 the unique character of every conceptionist. 94 00:08:22,704 --> 00:08:24,036 Enough bullshit. 95 00:08:29,677 --> 00:08:31,771 You'll be saved! 96 00:08:41,289 --> 00:08:42,621 Helicopter. 97 00:08:44,192 --> 00:08:46,525 Helicopter. 98 00:08:46,994 --> 00:08:48,690 Helicopter. 99 00:08:57,004 --> 00:08:58,632 Thinking better... 100 00:08:58,840 --> 00:09:01,036 I have to tell you about Ariane... 101 00:09:02,110 --> 00:09:04,204 and how she came into the group. 102 00:12:12,133 --> 00:12:13,999 I'll have one of these too. 103 00:12:16,570 --> 00:12:19,165 So, did it hurt when you fell from the sky? 104 00:12:20,508 --> 00:12:25,208 What you think about me being your cowboy and you'll be my... 105 00:12:26,213 --> 00:12:27,511 cow? 106 00:12:28,816 --> 00:12:31,183 I can grab you by the horns... 107 00:12:31,552 --> 00:12:33,487 tie you up... 108 00:13:52,299 --> 00:13:54,063 Good morning. 109 00:13:59,106 --> 00:14:01,541 Time to get up, baby. 110 00:14:02,610 --> 00:14:05,444 Good morning, princess. 111 00:14:07,081 --> 00:14:09,016 Princess? 112 00:14:21,095 --> 00:14:22,529 Shit! 113 00:14:25,399 --> 00:14:28,233 What'd you do, huh? What'd you take? 114 00:14:28,502 --> 00:14:30,767 C'mon, wake up! 115 00:14:36,877 --> 00:14:40,541 Girl... What'd you do? 116 00:15:42,776 --> 00:15:44,301 Thank God. 117 00:15:45,012 --> 00:15:46,776 Thank God. 118 00:15:51,819 --> 00:15:53,811 You sure got me scared, whitey. 119 00:16:02,096 --> 00:16:03,291 Hi. 120 00:16:04,365 --> 00:16:06,061 My name is Lino. 121 00:16:09,537 --> 00:16:11,062 What's yours? 122 00:16:18,379 --> 00:16:21,076 - I'm... - You OK? 123 00:16:22,850 --> 00:16:25,115 What's your name? 124 00:16:33,460 --> 00:16:35,292 You want to know something else? 125 00:16:36,564 --> 00:16:38,089 Milk shake! 126 00:16:41,969 --> 00:16:44,768 Lots, lots... 127 00:16:45,139 --> 00:16:46,300 little... 128 00:16:46,607 --> 00:16:48,041 lots... 129 00:16:50,878 --> 00:16:54,144 The excess road leads to the palace of wisdom. 130 00:16:54,348 --> 00:16:56,044 Is everybody in? 131 00:16:56,584 --> 00:17:00,385 Because the ceremony is about to begin. 132 00:17:01,188 --> 00:17:05,250 Through sacred drunkenness we affirm our methods. 133 00:17:06,560 --> 00:17:08,722 Now you, Nameless Girl. 134 00:17:11,065 --> 00:17:12,966 Bring on sweet death. 135 00:18:01,015 --> 00:18:04,645 We've all talked so much here, and you're asking something real simple. 136 00:18:05,786 --> 00:18:07,254 Ariane. 137 00:18:08,555 --> 00:18:11,320 Liz said she didn't know no Ariane, right? 138 00:18:12,326 --> 00:18:15,387 This bit about a movement, manifesto. 139 00:18:16,297 --> 00:18:17,765 It's all ridiculous. 140 00:18:19,066 --> 00:18:22,264 Why don't you just admit it's all bullshit? 141 00:18:25,906 --> 00:18:28,967 Nobody can stop being who they really are. 142 00:18:31,045 --> 00:18:33,708 You ever hear about essence? 143 00:18:37,084 --> 00:18:38,552 Of what? 144 00:18:39,586 --> 00:18:41,316 Strawberry? 145 00:18:43,057 --> 00:18:44,821 You know what I mean. 146 00:18:45,659 --> 00:18:48,686 What we've got deep down inside, what we're born with... 147 00:18:48,896 --> 00:18:52,697 like some kind of tattoo in our eyes. 148 00:18:53,567 --> 00:18:55,195 Bullshit. 149 00:18:56,537 --> 00:19:00,633 You... You know what your essence is? 150 00:19:02,876 --> 00:19:06,472 No, but I don't count. I'm sick, Liz. 151 00:19:09,850 --> 00:19:12,046 Maybe you're not the one who's sick. 152 00:19:13,854 --> 00:19:17,256 You keep fooling yourself, huh? You pretend you don't understand. 153 00:19:17,458 --> 00:19:18,721 Look at Márcio. 154 00:19:19,460 --> 00:19:23,556 He can be a punk one day, a hippie the next... 155 00:19:24,665 --> 00:19:28,158 but he'll never stop being an alcoholic. 156 00:19:28,369 --> 00:19:30,031 That's the idea. 157 00:19:30,471 --> 00:19:32,838 Try to be someone else. 158 00:19:34,408 --> 00:19:37,537 Oh yeah? I don't think so. 159 00:19:38,479 --> 00:19:41,142 I think you all just make a game out of it. 160 00:19:45,185 --> 00:19:48,781 Assume who you are. At least it's more honest. 161 00:19:51,992 --> 00:19:55,485 I'm in no mood to be honest today. 162 00:21:19,947 --> 00:21:21,438 I hate you. 163 00:22:49,202 --> 00:22:50,534 Good morning. 164 00:22:53,473 --> 00:22:55,339 Who are you? 165 00:22:56,910 --> 00:22:59,277 Liz, stop this stupid theater. 166 00:22:59,780 --> 00:23:01,248 Sorry. 167 00:23:02,249 --> 00:23:05,310 You must be friends with someone in the other room. 168 00:23:08,522 --> 00:23:12,823 Gotta go. Work. You know how it is. 169 00:23:13,460 --> 00:23:16,123 Liz? Liz? 170 00:23:19,967 --> 00:23:21,230 Liz? 171 00:23:37,684 --> 00:23:39,585 What are you doing to them? 172 00:23:40,120 --> 00:23:42,487 What you think you're doing with them, you asshole? 173 00:23:42,990 --> 00:23:44,356 No way out of it. 174 00:23:44,558 --> 00:23:47,494 We only got as far as we did because of X. 175 00:23:48,895 --> 00:23:51,023 Nobody knew where X was from. 176 00:23:51,465 --> 00:23:54,629 We even called him X because we didn't know his name. 177 00:23:55,535 --> 00:23:57,902 A name was a prison according to him. 178 00:23:58,905 --> 00:24:01,636 X was a professional at being nobody. 179 00:24:03,677 --> 00:24:07,671 He knew how to falsify documents and split just before being caught. 180 00:24:09,216 --> 00:24:11,344 He knew all the techniques. 181 00:24:12,819 --> 00:24:15,914 We never knew anything about his past. 182 00:24:16,990 --> 00:24:19,926 If it weren't for a few pictures, films, Super 8... 183 00:24:20,127 --> 00:24:23,097 we couldn't even prove he had lived with us. 184 00:24:25,098 --> 00:24:27,693 He hid different accents, mixed them all up... 185 00:24:27,901 --> 00:24:30,803 spoke a new language every day in a different way. 186 00:24:43,450 --> 00:24:47,148 - Knew how to be seductive. - I'm a compulsive guest. 187 00:24:47,354 --> 00:24:48,982 How to be stupid... 188 00:24:49,956 --> 00:24:51,982 - how to be a shit head. - I'm not what you think! 189 00:24:53,460 --> 00:24:54,928 Educated. 190 00:24:55,562 --> 00:24:57,827 Always kept some truth up his sleeve. 191 00:24:58,031 --> 00:24:59,522 They say he used to be a doctor. 192 00:24:59,733 --> 00:25:02,259 Must have been because the guy knew all about drugs. 193 00:25:04,171 --> 00:25:07,767 Liz said that he was some kind of alchemist. Pretty stupid, huh? 194 00:25:08,408 --> 00:25:12,140 He might not have been a doctor, probably some former criminal. 195 00:25:21,021 --> 00:25:23,684 He knew a lot about disguises too. 196 00:25:24,024 --> 00:25:26,823 Could change the way he looked from one day to the next. 197 00:25:27,227 --> 00:25:29,196 He put on philosophical airs. 198 00:25:29,396 --> 00:25:31,729 He used to say that every action is basically political. 199 00:25:32,065 --> 00:25:33,863 Maybe yes, maybe not. 200 00:25:34,801 --> 00:25:38,397 Márcio thought he was some ex-guerilla who freaked out good. 201 00:25:40,507 --> 00:25:42,635 The movement was his idea. 202 00:25:43,977 --> 00:25:46,310 It was just a game for us, having a good time... 203 00:25:46,513 --> 00:25:48,038 but he was serious about it. 204 00:25:48,548 --> 00:25:52,679 He wanted to go as far as he could and take as many people with him. 205 00:25:55,188 --> 00:25:58,454 You can't blame X for everything, but... 206 00:26:01,828 --> 00:26:04,525 We met him at the red-light district. 207 00:26:04,731 --> 00:26:06,427 We all loved to go whoring. 208 00:26:06,633 --> 00:26:08,363 Not only because of the whores... 209 00:26:08,568 --> 00:26:11,732 but because of some compulsion we had. 210 00:26:12,339 --> 00:26:17,300 Man, great hair! It goes with your face. 211 00:26:18,345 --> 00:26:20,712 Alex liked him, or her... 212 00:26:20,914 --> 00:26:23,440 because of his philosophical bullshit. 213 00:26:23,650 --> 00:26:26,643 I thought it was stupid, but Alex was swept off his feet. 214 00:26:27,654 --> 00:26:33,560 Have an idea. Everyday, all ideas, and be sincere... 215 00:26:35,061 --> 00:26:36,620 to all of them. 216 00:26:37,164 --> 00:26:43,126 Attain to the long sought spiritual freedom... 217 00:26:43,370 --> 00:26:46,807 and love everything like you would God. 218 00:27:03,423 --> 00:27:06,120 Ah, amazing... 219 00:27:06,693 --> 00:27:10,186 Total detachment from all things... 220 00:27:12,332 --> 00:27:15,598 Big "detachment" you have there, bro. 221 00:27:49,769 --> 00:27:52,102 You sure you got a dick in there? 222 00:27:52,372 --> 00:27:54,364 You've got an ass like a girl. 223 00:28:02,215 --> 00:28:05,549 Sluts have to pay, but I'll do you for free. 224 00:31:11,871 --> 00:31:16,002 Sounds a lot for a person, but for a business that's... 225 00:31:16,209 --> 00:31:18,201 Excuse me for interrupting. 226 00:31:18,745 --> 00:31:21,180 Forgive me. But I'm impressed... 227 00:31:21,381 --> 00:31:25,045 with the receptivity of the hotel industry in Ceará this year. 228 00:31:25,318 --> 00:31:27,549 He was weird, weird as hell. 229 00:31:28,188 --> 00:31:30,487 I'm nothing. Don't want to be anything! 230 00:31:30,690 --> 00:31:31,953 I'm not what you think! 231 00:31:32,158 --> 00:31:33,854 You think I'm something? You're wrong. 232 00:31:34,060 --> 00:31:36,791 Thinking something else? Wrong again. I'm nothing! 233 00:31:38,531 --> 00:31:41,990 I've tried real hard my whole life to be free. 234 00:31:45,705 --> 00:31:50,143 Free from my house, my friends, my family... 235 00:31:50,410 --> 00:31:53,471 my money, my books, my religion... 236 00:31:54,614 --> 00:31:57,083 my work, my what-fucking-ever... 237 00:31:57,283 --> 00:31:58,842 my what-the-fuck! 238 00:32:01,387 --> 00:32:03,379 You look in the mirror everyday. 239 00:32:04,357 --> 00:32:07,020 At the end of the day you take the mirror and throw it away! 240 00:32:07,227 --> 00:32:08,889 That's the only way you can... 241 00:32:09,429 --> 00:32:13,662 be somebody else everyday and not die. 242 00:32:15,034 --> 00:32:20,200 Because being stuck with yourself... 243 00:32:22,208 --> 00:32:23,904 is like dying. 244 00:32:24,878 --> 00:32:29,578 I want more. I want to... 245 00:32:31,417 --> 00:32:33,579 I want to fly more. 246 00:32:34,287 --> 00:32:37,917 I want to play with the Gods, be everything. 247 00:32:38,558 --> 00:32:44,054 If my veins have whore's blood, saint's blood, children's blood... 248 00:32:44,931 --> 00:32:47,059 son-of-a-bitch's blood... 249 00:32:47,267 --> 00:32:50,066 I want it all. I don't want to become a prisoner inside myself. 250 00:32:50,270 --> 00:32:52,034 That's death. 251 00:32:54,474 --> 00:32:56,875 In reality, if it weren't for X... 252 00:32:57,810 --> 00:32:59,540 the story would be completely different. 253 00:32:59,812 --> 00:33:01,303 I want something else. 254 00:33:02,749 --> 00:33:05,116 THE CONCEPTIONIST MANIFEST 255 00:33:14,294 --> 00:33:17,025 A CONCEPTIONIST AFTERNOON 256 00:33:20,533 --> 00:33:23,025 A CONCEPTIONIST VIDEO-DIARY There is no Liz! 257 00:33:23,236 --> 00:33:24,761 Who's gonna reduce me to Liz? 258 00:33:25,004 --> 00:33:27,405 A CONCEPTIONIST BAND 259 00:33:28,107 --> 00:33:30,269 THE GREAT CONCEPTIONIST POEM 260 00:33:31,044 --> 00:33:34,640 A TRIVIAL CONCEPTIONIST DAY 261 00:33:36,182 --> 00:33:38,879 A CONCEPTIONIST LECTURE 262 00:33:39,085 --> 00:33:40,085 Well... 263 00:33:40,653 --> 00:33:43,555 Dextrina is used in the treatment... 264 00:33:44,257 --> 00:33:45,257 of obesity. 265 00:33:45,491 --> 00:33:48,552 If taken three times a day. It causes... 266 00:33:50,263 --> 00:33:53,995 excitation, a loss of your notion of time. 267 00:33:56,769 --> 00:34:01,207 Obloplus 2 mg is imported from Holland. 268 00:34:01,407 --> 00:34:03,501 It cures dysentery and provokes... 269 00:34:04,544 --> 00:34:06,775 a loss of anxiety... 270 00:34:07,680 --> 00:34:10,115 insomnia and a little headache. 271 00:34:11,017 --> 00:34:17,617 Murii is a herb from the Amazon Rain Forest... 272 00:34:18,157 --> 00:34:23,061 it is a herb to soothe headaches and insomnia... 273 00:34:23,263 --> 00:34:24,856 but when mixed... 274 00:34:25,064 --> 00:34:31,231 with the pollen of the "angelus propilus" flower... 275 00:34:32,071 --> 00:34:35,132 causes generalized anesthesia. 276 00:34:35,508 --> 00:34:39,377 Murii. Another infusion which causes hallucinations... 277 00:34:39,579 --> 00:34:43,107 and your senses to become very sensitive: touch, smell... 278 00:34:43,316 --> 00:34:47,754 Everything is skin deep and your past memories... 279 00:34:48,454 --> 00:34:50,423 become nightmares. 280 00:34:51,257 --> 00:34:54,318 Now the best of them all: 281 00:34:56,029 --> 00:34:59,124 GHB. Cerebral blackout. 282 00:34:59,732 --> 00:35:02,827 One dose of this here and you won't remember anything. 283 00:35:03,770 --> 00:35:06,535 All drugs became our favorites. 284 00:35:13,046 --> 00:35:14,742 GHB, for instance. 285 00:35:14,947 --> 00:35:18,349 The shit was so good that you'd wake up every two hours to take a dose. 286 00:35:19,886 --> 00:35:22,720 You couldn't even remember who you were after a week. 287 00:35:22,922 --> 00:35:24,117 Want some tea? 288 00:35:24,324 --> 00:35:26,555 You didn't even know if you were human. 289 00:35:32,999 --> 00:35:34,865 There should be fish in here. 290 00:35:35,234 --> 00:35:37,100 So, tell me Alex... 291 00:35:37,303 --> 00:35:38,635 are you a man... 292 00:35:38,838 --> 00:35:40,534 or a mouse? 293 00:35:42,342 --> 00:35:44,436 And now, the best of them all: 294 00:35:44,977 --> 00:35:46,240 GHB. 295 00:35:48,281 --> 00:35:51,274 Hey, sun! Aren't you going to answer me? 296 00:35:53,820 --> 00:35:55,254 Ah, it's coming out. 297 00:35:58,224 --> 00:36:00,716 I'm not Alex anymore. I'm not. 298 00:36:03,629 --> 00:36:07,464 Sad girl, have some candy. Have some candy. 299 00:36:08,368 --> 00:36:09,768 And dream. 300 00:36:25,351 --> 00:36:26,614 Dream. 301 00:37:01,120 --> 00:37:03,885 Miss Ariane Shimer? 302 00:37:06,325 --> 00:37:08,954 Doctor, she's coming to. 303 00:37:16,202 --> 00:37:17,727 Ariane? 304 00:37:18,337 --> 00:37:19,828 Ariane? 305 00:37:21,174 --> 00:37:22,802 Ariane? 306 00:37:23,743 --> 00:37:25,609 Ariane? 307 00:37:27,780 --> 00:37:29,681 Let me go! 308 00:37:30,183 --> 00:37:33,779 Stop it! Stop it! 309 00:37:50,937 --> 00:37:53,702 Doctor, she's coming to. 310 00:38:33,179 --> 00:38:34,613 Good morning. 311 00:38:37,350 --> 00:38:38,545 Who are you? 312 00:38:38,751 --> 00:38:41,687 The Conception began to get serious from this day on. 313 00:38:41,954 --> 00:38:43,752 Stop this ridiculous theater. 314 00:38:53,933 --> 00:38:56,767 It was time to really become someone else. 315 00:38:56,969 --> 00:39:00,497 Go beyond acting, free will, stupid tricks. 316 00:39:09,015 --> 00:39:10,506 Liz! 317 00:39:13,619 --> 00:39:15,110 Liz? 318 00:39:16,155 --> 00:39:18,590 Alex, what's going on? 319 00:39:18,925 --> 00:39:20,518 Lino? 320 00:39:21,360 --> 00:39:23,488 They're being sissies! 321 00:39:27,400 --> 00:39:29,266 What are you doing? 322 00:39:30,169 --> 00:39:32,297 What are you doing to them, asshole? 323 00:39:32,505 --> 00:39:34,940 What are you doing to them? 324 00:39:43,482 --> 00:39:47,715 We not only had to create a new name everyday, wear different clothes. 325 00:39:48,220 --> 00:39:52,089 We had to create new social security numbers, bank cards, checks. 326 00:39:52,792 --> 00:39:55,023 Miss Margareth Alvarenga, corridor or window? 327 00:39:55,227 --> 00:39:57,025 I'd prefer corridor. 328 00:40:19,719 --> 00:40:20,778 Dona Matilde... 329 00:40:20,987 --> 00:40:24,151 tell Mr. Gómez that Dona Luíza Medeiros from Brasília has arrived. 330 00:40:31,731 --> 00:40:34,599 3 MINUTES LATER 331 00:40:43,409 --> 00:40:46,072 Let me see how I look on this camera. 332 00:40:46,345 --> 00:40:51,283 I like it. Very much. I'll take it, and some tapes too. 333 00:40:51,550 --> 00:40:53,985 And how will you be paying for them? 334 00:40:54,220 --> 00:40:56,587 Mrs. Carla Pompeu, your room is number 47. 335 00:40:57,423 --> 00:40:58,914 Thank you. 336 00:41:11,203 --> 00:41:14,332 Diary of a conceptionist, first day, São Paulo. 337 00:41:15,875 --> 00:41:17,468 Calling home. 338 00:41:20,379 --> 00:41:22,348 Hello? X? 339 00:41:23,749 --> 00:41:26,218 You're a genius, a father... 340 00:41:27,253 --> 00:41:30,052 an angel. Thank you, X! 341 00:41:33,159 --> 00:41:34,627 Cut it out. 342 00:41:35,961 --> 00:41:37,827 Today, I'm going to be... 343 00:41:38,164 --> 00:41:42,101 Lourenço Paulo da Silva, a grease monkey. 344 00:41:43,369 --> 00:41:46,464 LEILA SANTOS - WAITRESS 345 00:41:47,840 --> 00:41:50,833 I'm Rodolfo Oliveira, promo agent. I'd like to talk to you all about... 346 00:41:51,043 --> 00:41:53,774 the tropics, the fjords... 347 00:41:54,113 --> 00:41:58,483 It's just that my friend here, Sonja, has come from Norway... 348 00:41:58,684 --> 00:41:59,845 and she's got a restaurant... 349 00:42:00,052 --> 00:42:02,817 FÁTIMA LUZ BORN IN 06/16/78 350 00:42:03,022 --> 00:42:05,287 Today, I'm going to be... 351 00:42:06,459 --> 00:42:08,428 João Carlos Coelho... 352 00:42:09,061 --> 00:42:11,155 raw materials salesman. 353 00:42:14,333 --> 00:42:16,393 Good afternoon, gentleman, how can I help you? 354 00:42:16,602 --> 00:42:18,696 Hello, how are you? Listen... 355 00:42:19,138 --> 00:42:22,597 my friend here is a diplomat and has just arrived from Iceland. 356 00:42:22,808 --> 00:42:26,438 You might not believe it, but his luggage was misplaced. 357 00:42:26,645 --> 00:42:28,910 He has to go to a party at the embassy today... 358 00:42:29,115 --> 00:42:32,381 and he has no clothes to wear. Do you think you can help us... 359 00:42:32,585 --> 00:42:34,145 show us some suits, whatever you've got. 360 00:42:41,994 --> 00:42:44,930 - What'd he say? - He'd like just a basic suit. 361 00:42:55,040 --> 00:42:56,269 Wonderful. 362 00:42:57,109 --> 00:42:58,975 Mr. Louis Montenegro... 363 00:42:59,178 --> 00:43:02,205 - do you have any ID, please? - What's that, sweetie? 364 00:43:02,414 --> 00:43:05,077 - Your ID, please. - Just a second. 365 00:43:08,087 --> 00:43:11,922 - Here you go. - Excuse me for a minute. 366 00:43:14,360 --> 00:43:17,387 A toast to our great fals... 367 00:43:17,596 --> 00:43:20,031 Why don't you yell it out? Put it in the papers. 368 00:43:20,232 --> 00:43:25,637 You, redneck! Take note, I'm a major credit card falsifier! 369 00:43:40,319 --> 00:43:43,312 We have to move beyond this petty shit... 370 00:43:44,356 --> 00:43:46,154 this role playing. 371 00:43:48,360 --> 00:43:51,922 So little by little I cram As much smoke into this head here 372 00:43:52,131 --> 00:43:55,590 For it to never forget That even on Tuesday afternoons 373 00:43:55,801 --> 00:43:58,464 It's worth taking a break Lie out under the sun 374 00:43:58,671 --> 00:44:02,938 The sun burns And we've got to walk on grapes 375 00:44:03,142 --> 00:44:04,667 And act like a geisha and serve 376 00:44:04,877 --> 00:44:08,814 And be like a samurai Chopping off heads 377 00:44:09,048 --> 00:44:13,645 Something has got to fall, bleed With fire bursting out of our chest 378 00:44:16,388 --> 00:44:18,857 You've got to feel Like you've got wings 379 00:44:19,058 --> 00:44:21,755 Brown nose Stick your finger up my ass, shit! 380 00:44:22,328 --> 00:44:25,355 Burn! Ball and chain! Fuck! 381 00:44:33,239 --> 00:44:36,038 - You didn't watch our show? - It's over? 382 00:44:39,078 --> 00:44:43,413 I'm so jealous of you, this bit about blanking out your memory. 383 00:44:43,849 --> 00:44:46,614 Because I can't. There's a bunch of things I remember: 384 00:44:46,886 --> 00:44:50,846 a girlfriend I used to have of going to school with my dad... 385 00:44:51,090 --> 00:44:52,649 I remember... 386 00:44:52,892 --> 00:44:56,420 Only those who've lived alone Know about love and longing 387 00:44:56,629 --> 00:45:00,999 I once had this terrible toothache. 388 00:45:03,502 --> 00:45:05,869 I was trying to be who I am today: 389 00:45:07,172 --> 00:45:08,572 nobody! 390 00:45:09,341 --> 00:45:12,903 But the pain would come and go, come and go, everyday. 391 00:45:13,312 --> 00:45:15,281 You can imagine what I did. 392 00:45:15,648 --> 00:45:17,879 Where are you getting at with this? 393 00:45:19,184 --> 00:45:21,710 I'm in no mood to be guru today! 394 00:45:22,521 --> 00:45:26,583 If you get used to this, what's it going to be like when I leave? 395 00:45:27,126 --> 00:45:31,120 I couldn't give a shit. I remember the day I met you. 396 00:45:32,598 --> 00:45:34,294 I don't want to! 397 00:45:34,566 --> 00:45:36,694 - Remember what I told you that day? - Yeah. 398 00:45:36,969 --> 00:45:38,198 So... 399 00:45:44,143 --> 00:45:46,271 The excess road... 400 00:45:49,148 --> 00:45:51,481 leads to the palace of wisdom. 401 00:45:53,118 --> 00:45:56,748 Through sacred drunkenness we affirm out methods. 402 00:46:04,463 --> 00:46:06,261 I feel like... 403 00:46:07,166 --> 00:46:10,295 something good is going to happen. 404 00:46:12,604 --> 00:46:14,630 I think it's death. 405 00:46:49,608 --> 00:46:51,099 Who are you? 406 00:49:23,462 --> 00:49:27,297 MARCELO LIMIRE BORN 16/06/78-WILL DIE 12/02/09 407 00:49:35,073 --> 00:49:37,941 ALINE LEITE BORN 11/09/72-WILL DIE 12/02/09 408 00:49:44,716 --> 00:49:49,586 EDUARDO MATIAS FINZI - WILL DIE WITHOUT FORGIVING HIS FATHER 409 00:49:57,362 --> 00:50:00,355 LUCENE LINS COUTO - BORN 06/17/58 WILL DIE WITHOUT UNDERSTANDING 410 00:50:07,005 --> 00:50:10,965 ARIANE SCHIMER-BORN 06/22/78 WILL DIE IN 5 WEEKS 411 00:51:15,841 --> 00:51:17,332 And dream. 412 00:51:27,085 --> 00:51:29,953 Let me go, I'm calm. Let me go. 413 00:51:31,690 --> 00:51:33,522 Let me go! 414 00:51:34,426 --> 00:51:37,828 Dad! Let me go! 415 00:51:38,163 --> 00:51:39,995 Let me go! 416 00:51:44,036 --> 00:51:47,063 Get off me! Who do you think you are? 417 00:52:34,052 --> 00:52:35,213 Liz... 418 00:52:36,955 --> 00:52:38,287 Liz... 419 00:52:42,461 --> 00:52:43,986 "Dear stranger... 420 00:52:45,097 --> 00:52:47,794 it may seem strange getting this letter. 421 00:52:48,934 --> 00:52:50,493 I chose your address out of the blue. 422 00:52:50,769 --> 00:52:52,965 I opened a phone book and threw a piece of gum. 423 00:52:53,405 --> 00:52:54,896 It landed on your address. 424 00:52:55,907 --> 00:52:57,876 The other day I broke a bottle of vodka... 425 00:52:58,443 --> 00:53:01,003 and saw the small pieces of glass shattering in the air. 426 00:53:01,847 --> 00:53:03,975 I wanted to be one of those pieces. 427 00:53:04,649 --> 00:53:06,743 I think I've managed to be it today. 428 00:53:09,721 --> 00:53:11,713 I've never felt so strange. 429 00:53:12,824 --> 00:53:14,816 It must be happiness. 430 00:53:16,561 --> 00:53:18,689 I'm a conceptionist. 431 00:53:19,731 --> 00:53:24,533 I can't really explain what that is. Maybe one day you'll find out. 432 00:53:25,670 --> 00:53:28,640 But I'm sure you always wished you were one. 433 00:53:29,875 --> 00:53:32,086 When you didn't have any money to pay your credit card... 434 00:53:32,110 --> 00:53:34,409 or you were bored to death. 435 00:53:36,181 --> 00:53:38,673 Maybe nature itself will make you a conceptionist... 436 00:53:39,151 --> 00:53:41,950 through an illness which kills you little by little or panic. 437 00:53:44,089 --> 00:53:46,820 I decided today to go back to my conceptionist friends. 438 00:53:48,326 --> 00:53:50,591 You probably don't understand any of this at all. 439 00:53:50,862 --> 00:53:53,559 Good luck for you and me both." 440 00:54:54,593 --> 00:54:55,891 Hi. 441 00:55:12,677 --> 00:55:14,339 This girl lives here? 442 00:55:16,147 --> 00:55:17,513 Who doesn't? 443 00:55:26,391 --> 00:55:27,723 Nice. 444 00:55:28,627 --> 00:55:31,495 CONCEPTIONIST REPUBLIC PRESENTS Schizophrenia isn't a disease. 445 00:55:32,364 --> 00:55:35,095 A CONCEPTIONIST FILM BY AN UNKNOWN AUTHOR 446 00:55:36,434 --> 00:55:38,027 It's an art form! 447 00:55:40,972 --> 00:55:43,339 - Death to the ego! - Death to the ego! 448 00:55:45,577 --> 00:55:46,806 Number 2! 449 00:55:50,749 --> 00:55:52,183 And how did you wind up here? 450 00:55:52,384 --> 00:55:54,876 I met some people, my friends, who brought me here. 451 00:55:55,320 --> 00:55:58,757 I woke up here. What's up? 452 00:56:00,759 --> 00:56:03,752 As a conceptionist, what have you been? 453 00:56:03,962 --> 00:56:04,986 Everything. 454 00:56:05,564 --> 00:56:07,764 Everything is a very common answer among conceptionists. 455 00:56:07,899 --> 00:56:09,197 I wasn't anything! 456 00:56:09,401 --> 00:56:11,870 Do conceptionists have problems remembering things? 457 00:56:12,704 --> 00:56:15,572 We've abolished fucking memory. 458 00:56:15,840 --> 00:56:18,469 I don't have any memory, I'm conscious. 459 00:56:19,311 --> 00:56:21,780 Conscious is what I have. 460 00:56:22,280 --> 00:56:23,748 Death to conscious! 461 00:56:24,082 --> 00:56:26,176 The State is our enemy! 462 00:56:30,422 --> 00:56:32,414 Why do conceptionists get angry? 463 00:56:33,325 --> 00:56:36,762 We sometimes get mad, sometimes we smile... 464 00:56:36,962 --> 00:56:38,726 sometimes we make love. 465 00:56:54,446 --> 00:56:58,008 Nobody wants to be a maid today and clean up this mess? 466 00:56:58,216 --> 00:56:59,514 Your mother! 467 00:57:18,236 --> 00:57:24,506 EVERYTHING THAT HAS BEEN SEEN SHOULD NOW BE FORGOTTEN 468 00:57:24,909 --> 00:57:28,209 ARTICLE 10 OF THE CONCEPTIONIST MANIFEST 469 00:57:56,374 --> 00:57:57,501 Hello. 470 00:57:57,809 --> 00:58:00,210 I'd like to talk to Mr. Luis Henrique Arrais... 471 00:58:00,412 --> 00:58:02,711 at the Police Editorial Section, please. 472 00:58:04,516 --> 00:58:06,041 I'm his friend. 473 00:58:13,224 --> 00:58:15,853 Hello, Mr. Luís Henrique? 474 00:58:16,294 --> 00:58:19,025 This is an acquaintance of yours speaking. 475 00:58:19,964 --> 00:58:21,694 I'd prefer not to tell you my name. 476 00:58:21,900 --> 00:58:25,701 I think I've got something here that you'd be interested in, Mr. Luis. 477 00:58:26,638 --> 00:58:30,541 I couldn't say if X ratted on us, but... 478 00:58:32,177 --> 00:58:34,442 Who cares? Fuck it. 479 00:58:36,681 --> 00:58:39,845 - How nice you all arrived in time. - In time for what? 480 00:58:43,021 --> 00:58:46,048 I don't know how well-informed you all are... 481 00:58:46,658 --> 00:58:48,524 but your daughter... 482 00:58:49,561 --> 00:58:51,757 is part of an underground organization. 483 00:58:52,397 --> 00:58:57,961 They are involved with drugs, theft, fraud... 484 00:58:58,169 --> 00:58:59,797 deceit... 485 00:59:00,605 --> 00:59:01,971 indecent exposure. 486 00:59:03,341 --> 00:59:05,606 It has remained for me to inform you... 487 00:59:05,810 --> 00:59:08,803 so that you find a way to get her out of there. 488 00:59:09,848 --> 00:59:11,282 You are... 489 00:59:12,650 --> 00:59:16,018 an important man and you know what happens if she's caught, right? 490 00:59:17,122 --> 00:59:20,149 What's funny is that we never had any expectations. 491 00:59:20,358 --> 00:59:22,918 Especially because the "underground organization"... 492 00:59:23,461 --> 00:59:25,930 must have lasted some three months. 493 00:59:33,972 --> 00:59:35,804 I can't sleep anymore. 494 00:59:39,511 --> 00:59:41,707 I can't fall asleep anymore! 495 00:59:48,052 --> 00:59:49,350 Fuck you! 496 00:59:50,688 --> 00:59:53,055 It's none of my business, damn it! 497 00:59:56,027 --> 00:59:58,189 See if you can fix it with your... 498 00:59:59,197 --> 01:00:02,690 Nazi-fucking-Buddhist way of being! 499 01:00:09,841 --> 01:00:11,104 Alex? 500 01:00:11,576 --> 01:00:14,273 A young bourgeois man... 501 01:00:14,779 --> 01:00:20,878 who can't take his little trip today. What can I do? Nothing. 502 01:00:21,519 --> 01:00:24,648 There's nothing I can do. It's not my problem. 503 01:00:26,090 --> 01:00:30,391 Take a trip, Barbie, today. Have a nice trip. 504 01:00:31,196 --> 01:00:33,165 The superintendent came here yesterday. 505 01:00:33,364 --> 01:00:36,198 I don't know how many checks I've bounced in two months! 506 01:00:36,401 --> 01:00:39,030 My house has turned into a motel full of people I don't know. 507 01:00:39,237 --> 01:00:42,366 I get calls from God knows who, letters from fuck all... 508 01:00:42,574 --> 01:00:45,601 and I'm not having fun anymore. A real drag. 509 01:01:22,814 --> 01:01:26,774 Watch your mouth because people believe in what you say! 510 01:01:36,794 --> 01:01:38,922 There's this phrase I think is great: 511 01:01:40,999 --> 01:01:45,027 "There are really beautiful things... 512 01:01:46,004 --> 01:01:49,270 there is transcendence... 513 01:01:50,675 --> 01:01:55,773 things that nothing banal... 514 01:01:57,548 --> 01:02:02,851 concrete, physical, can destroy." Isn't it great? 515 01:02:05,657 --> 01:02:08,821 Write a book. It'll sell like crazy. 516 01:02:11,129 --> 01:02:12,392 Fuck you. 517 01:02:16,000 --> 01:02:17,764 Fuck you, baby. 518 01:02:48,833 --> 01:02:51,860 Here we go! Reality! 519 01:02:54,138 --> 01:02:56,630 - Liz, it's all settled. - "My dear stranger... 520 01:02:57,408 --> 01:03:01,573 I am writing you again, and you are now a different person. 521 01:03:02,413 --> 01:03:07,374 This is the truth. And when it hits, it hits you like a thief... 522 01:03:08,386 --> 01:03:09,877 when you least expect it." 523 01:03:10,088 --> 01:03:13,320 Don't make a scene. You're coming with us, all right? 524 01:03:13,825 --> 01:03:15,987 Where are you going? Liz? 525 01:03:48,459 --> 01:03:49,483 Alex! 526 01:03:49,694 --> 01:03:51,720 Alex! Let's go, Alex! 527 01:03:51,929 --> 01:03:53,329 You just got here. 528 01:03:53,531 --> 01:03:55,261 I'll explain things later. We've got to go. 529 01:03:55,466 --> 01:03:59,062 No, this is my house, full of naked people, it's nice here. 530 01:03:59,637 --> 01:04:01,765 Don't trip on me now. Let's go. 531 01:04:01,973 --> 01:04:05,808 I've missed something, Liz. There was a party. 532 01:04:12,717 --> 01:04:15,209 We are all machines! 533 01:05:45,643 --> 01:05:47,134 Did he fall? 534 01:05:49,280 --> 01:05:51,340 Alex? Alex? 535 01:06:03,060 --> 01:06:07,225 I think the time has come, huh? The time has come! 536 01:06:13,938 --> 01:06:16,237 It's over. Over. 537 01:06:18,042 --> 01:06:21,240 You hear? And it's better that way. 538 01:06:24,015 --> 01:06:26,007 How'd you let this happen? 539 01:06:26,584 --> 01:06:27,847 It's over! 540 01:06:28,719 --> 01:06:30,711 You're all going to have... 541 01:06:31,522 --> 01:06:33,889 to be conceptionists for real now. 542 01:06:36,527 --> 01:06:38,018 Alex... 543 01:06:39,330 --> 01:06:40,662 it's over. 544 01:06:40,865 --> 01:06:43,733 Did you see the cops uniform? Weird, man! 545 01:06:44,769 --> 01:06:46,738 I don't know what you mean. 546 01:06:47,705 --> 01:06:52,666 You're all being chased by the cops? The cops looking for you? 547 01:06:53,778 --> 01:06:56,748 - Alex? Wake up. - Yeah. 548 01:06:56,981 --> 01:06:58,643 - You are? - Yeah. 549 01:07:01,953 --> 01:07:04,650 You're going to have to know how to hide. 550 01:07:07,291 --> 01:07:09,658 How to be a conceptionist! 551 01:07:11,429 --> 01:07:12,897 Listen here! 552 01:07:17,668 --> 01:07:22,504 Only the individual can solve his conflicts. 553 01:07:24,208 --> 01:07:25,369 Only the individual. 554 01:07:36,654 --> 01:07:39,522 Stick it up his ass! Death to the ego! 555 01:07:41,492 --> 01:07:45,020 ...false credit cards, besides drugs. 556 01:07:45,229 --> 01:07:49,428 Right now, members of the Special Operations department... 557 01:07:49,634 --> 01:07:52,263 are rounding up all the so called conceptionists... 558 01:07:53,137 --> 01:07:56,130 I don't think we could classify it as some kind of movement. 559 01:07:57,875 --> 01:08:00,743 All the members of the group were naked when the police... 560 01:08:00,945 --> 01:08:02,573 Some kind of bad trip... 561 01:08:05,283 --> 01:08:09,744 I think that deep down they were looking to be punished. 562 01:08:12,023 --> 01:08:16,188 The irony of it all is that when we finally became famous... 563 01:08:16,594 --> 01:08:18,859 we weren't able to enjoy it. 564 01:08:19,363 --> 01:08:22,458 We had to move to quiet places, turn out our lights at night... 565 01:08:22,667 --> 01:08:24,711 couldn't stay more than two nights in the same place. 566 01:08:24,735 --> 01:08:27,398 We'd hide in any rat hole. 567 01:08:28,372 --> 01:08:31,900 Life wasn't easy, but then Alex had a great idea. 568 01:08:32,510 --> 01:08:35,503 They wanted a reason for us to do what we did. 569 01:08:36,213 --> 01:08:38,546 So we made some up and sold them on TV. 570 01:08:38,783 --> 01:08:43,016 Some TV channels paid us 5 grand. You'd expect us to keep quiet? 571 01:08:43,788 --> 01:08:45,866 "Exclusive interview with fugitive" People would start coming in... 572 01:08:45,890 --> 01:08:46,983 they'd stick around... 573 01:08:47,191 --> 01:08:51,322 the house would get packed, and we didn't want to know... 574 01:08:51,529 --> 01:08:57,230 about their past, identity, future, nothing like that. 575 01:08:57,868 --> 01:09:01,999 We weren't worried about that. Some days, the place was empty. 576 01:09:34,572 --> 01:09:37,007 Could you tell me what this is all about? 577 01:09:37,508 --> 01:09:40,910 Five different ID's, five different names... 578 01:09:41,278 --> 01:09:44,771 not to mention two passports with two different names. 579 01:09:45,015 --> 01:09:46,677 You going to make a call? 580 01:09:46,884 --> 01:09:51,379 No, I'm waiting for the machines to give me authorization. 581 01:09:52,323 --> 01:09:56,226 After jail, they took me to an asylum and I never saw any of them again. 582 01:09:57,294 --> 01:09:59,854 I think I saw X once. 583 01:10:04,268 --> 01:10:06,032 We are... 584 01:10:06,504 --> 01:10:11,272 We are going to be the man... 585 01:10:12,076 --> 01:10:14,705 we promised. 586 01:10:15,346 --> 01:10:20,148 We promised to be the man... 587 01:10:20,818 --> 01:10:23,947 to stand up to the man. 588 01:10:24,455 --> 01:10:29,018 Who is going to stand up to the giant of hunger... 589 01:10:30,928 --> 01:10:35,229 I even tried to call him over, but I couldn't find my mouth. 590 01:10:38,035 --> 01:10:40,664 ANOTHER CONCEPTIONIST SPILLS THE BEANS 591 01:10:40,905 --> 01:10:42,965 Don't give me any of this shit... 592 01:10:43,340 --> 01:10:49,143 about Brasília, because Brasília, you've got to live here to know. 593 01:10:49,346 --> 01:10:52,373 Don't try to tell me how good it is here. 594 01:10:57,087 --> 01:10:58,385 Hi. 595 01:10:59,690 --> 01:11:01,522 How are you? 596 01:11:03,494 --> 01:11:07,261 Do you remember me? No? 597 01:11:11,101 --> 01:11:13,661 I finally managed to find your sister. 598 01:11:16,340 --> 01:11:17,899 My sister? 599 01:11:24,448 --> 01:11:26,474 Where have you been all this time? 600 01:11:30,588 --> 01:11:34,116 Dad is back home, feeling better. 601 01:11:35,626 --> 01:11:40,428 - He remembers you once in a while. - You're all set to go now. 602 01:13:27,738 --> 01:13:30,537 After two months, nobody talked about us anymore. 603 01:13:30,874 --> 01:13:33,742 And menial jobs turned out to be the best hiding place. 604 01:13:34,111 --> 01:13:36,580 I did all sorts of edifying work. 605 01:13:37,314 --> 01:13:40,580 I made ridiculously small wages which lasted around a week. 606 01:13:40,784 --> 01:13:44,050 And I would spend it all on sushi or some shitty rave. 607 01:13:46,957 --> 01:13:51,657 As for Liz and Alex, the love birds, everything was much better. 608 01:14:10,147 --> 01:14:11,615 I bumped into Liz one day. 609 01:14:14,218 --> 01:14:16,244 She seemed happy to see me. 610 01:14:17,154 --> 01:14:18,645 What have you been doing? 611 01:14:19,957 --> 01:14:24,361 I've been a singer, waitress... 612 01:14:25,429 --> 01:14:27,193 supermarket cashier... 613 01:14:28,465 --> 01:14:31,299 fixed credit card machines. 614 01:14:33,570 --> 01:14:35,766 I took her over to my dingy place. 615 01:14:47,518 --> 01:14:48,884 I've got to go. 616 01:14:52,456 --> 01:14:54,391 What's your name again? 617 01:14:56,527 --> 01:14:59,554 Oh, I forgot to tell you something about the day Liz came over. 618 01:15:24,788 --> 01:15:26,814 I saw X this morning. 619 01:15:30,060 --> 01:15:31,187 Really? 620 01:15:32,963 --> 01:15:35,694 He was buying something at the supermarket. 621 01:15:42,740 --> 01:15:44,140 That it? 622 01:15:44,842 --> 01:15:46,504 Of course not. 623 01:16:09,733 --> 01:16:13,864 He gave me this bullshit about guilt that made me want to run. 624 01:16:16,306 --> 01:16:19,037 But now he's disappeared again. 625 01:16:43,967 --> 01:16:45,663 "Dear stranger... 626 01:16:46,069 --> 01:16:50,507 I write to you again and you are now another person, like I am. 627 01:16:51,775 --> 01:16:54,176 You probably don't understand anything about all this. 628 01:16:54,378 --> 01:16:56,210 I think I made it today! 629 01:16:57,481 --> 01:16:59,973 I am now a real conceptionist." 630 01:17:34,084 --> 01:17:35,780 Everything okay? 631 01:17:41,658 --> 01:17:43,422 I'm going to the restroom. 632 01:18:04,348 --> 01:18:08,251 Hi. The girl who was here with you asked me to give you this note. 633 01:18:10,554 --> 01:18:14,116 "YOU HAVE JUST BEEN DECEIVED BY A CONCEPTIONIST" 634 01:18:44,421 --> 01:18:48,256 Ariane! Ariane! Please. 635 01:18:48,825 --> 01:18:50,225 Ariane! 636 01:19:04,441 --> 01:19:08,401 Your father has had another stroke, we gotta take him to the hospital. 637 01:20:10,540 --> 01:20:12,668 Liz had dumped me... 638 01:20:13,076 --> 01:20:17,514 and I decided to be another person. Somebody else again. 639 01:21:16,139 --> 01:21:17,869 Take me away. 640 01:21:20,644 --> 01:21:22,772 Get me out of here. 641 01:21:25,449 --> 01:21:27,042 You okay? 642 01:21:28,318 --> 01:21:31,777 After that day, I took Ariane to the hospital... 643 01:21:32,389 --> 01:21:35,689 I left her at the door, I moved away and never saw anyone ever again. 644 01:21:36,293 --> 01:21:38,319 Nobody ever saw me again. 645 01:21:40,530 --> 01:21:42,692 Anything else you'd like to know? 646 01:21:49,039 --> 01:21:50,268 Lino? 647 01:21:59,249 --> 01:22:01,241 Jesus, I thought you had died. 648 01:22:09,759 --> 01:22:11,489 What's wrong? 649 01:22:26,676 --> 01:22:28,167 I need your help. 650 01:22:34,818 --> 01:22:36,309 With what? 651 01:22:56,940 --> 01:22:59,068 What does "positive" mean? 652 01:23:30,774 --> 01:23:33,243 Jesus, this is great news! 653 01:23:42,185 --> 01:23:45,314 We can do everything right this time. 654 01:23:45,922 --> 01:23:48,357 I just wanted you to come with me. 655 01:23:51,761 --> 01:23:54,026 It's scheduled for today. 656 01:23:58,868 --> 01:24:00,234 Yeah? 657 01:24:28,131 --> 01:24:31,329 - Fill it up, please. - Credit card payment inside. 658 01:24:42,879 --> 01:24:44,404 Fifty, please. 659 01:25:23,820 --> 01:25:26,255 That girl asked me to give you this note. 660 01:25:40,103 --> 01:25:41,833 Son-of-a-bitch! 661 01:25:58,822 --> 01:26:00,182 - Good afternoon. - Good afternoon. 662 01:26:00,223 --> 01:26:02,124 Car documents and ID, please. 663 01:26:11,701 --> 01:26:13,499 Just a second. 664 01:26:14,170 --> 01:26:16,571 You can imagine the rest. 665 01:26:16,773 --> 01:26:19,572 Of course I had to put on a show. 666 01:26:20,176 --> 01:26:23,237 I had memorized everything X used to say. 667 01:26:37,260 --> 01:26:39,661 I think we've got to jump into the flame... 668 01:26:39,996 --> 01:26:41,555 be the flame. 669 01:26:43,133 --> 01:26:46,160 I don't want anything for myself. I want everything. 670 01:26:46,403 --> 01:26:48,463 Everything, everything, everything. 671 01:26:48,671 --> 01:26:54,133 - It's over, over, right? - Over 1,000 falsified checks. 672 01:26:54,744 --> 01:26:56,178 Objection! 673 01:26:57,013 --> 01:27:00,973 I wanna live this, not be wrapped up in this shroud. 674 01:27:02,919 --> 01:27:06,378 - I'm glad it's over! - Where did you get the drugs? 675 01:27:06,656 --> 01:27:09,319 I maintain that the truth is a land without roads. 676 01:27:09,526 --> 01:27:11,154 What are you so afraid of? 677 01:27:11,361 --> 01:27:13,796 Because I am a threat to everything that is not essential? 678 01:27:14,631 --> 01:27:16,122 The truth... 679 01:27:16,366 --> 01:27:18,460 is a land without roads. 680 01:27:19,102 --> 01:27:22,869 You can't reach it through religion... 681 01:27:23,807 --> 01:27:25,503 nor laws. 682 01:27:28,344 --> 01:27:34,011 There are things that nothing physical or banal can destroy. 683 01:27:34,384 --> 01:27:37,946 Only the individual can solve their own conflicts. 684 01:27:38,154 --> 01:27:41,818 This is no joke here. Limit yourself to answering the question: 685 01:27:42,025 --> 01:27:43,891 Where did you get the drugs? 686 01:27:46,362 --> 01:27:52,768 If this weren't about drugs, but about the legalization of guns... 687 01:27:53,069 --> 01:27:55,163 I wouldn't be here, Your Honor! 688 01:27:56,773 --> 01:27:59,436 This half-ass court is not competent enough to judge me. 689 01:27:59,642 --> 01:28:03,170 Sit down. Respect the court. 690 01:28:03,379 --> 01:28:04,677 Sit down. 691 01:28:05,949 --> 01:28:08,077 One thousand falsified checks? 692 01:28:10,954 --> 01:28:13,185 I got off with 14 years. 693 01:28:24,934 --> 01:28:27,335 I think I've said everything I had to say. 694 01:28:29,305 --> 01:28:34,437 No, I actually haven't. It's just that I'm unable to say the rest. 695 01:28:35,144 --> 01:28:37,136 I can't say my name. 696 01:28:37,947 --> 01:28:40,246 Not because of some conceptionist idea. 697 01:28:40,450 --> 01:28:42,930 I can't make any sense out of this and I'm a little tired, too. 698 01:28:44,787 --> 01:28:48,121 Sometimes, lying on the ground, I manage to be free. 699 01:28:48,491 --> 01:28:51,984 Free of everything, including my memories and imagination. 700 01:28:54,163 --> 01:28:58,032 It's useless to think about my first day of freedom. 701 01:29:07,477 --> 01:29:10,675 I'll look at my hand as if for the first time. 702 01:29:13,449 --> 01:29:16,385 At the street as if it was the first time. 703 01:29:21,324 --> 01:29:23,884 Will I get my apartment back? 704 01:29:25,628 --> 01:29:27,358 Oh, Alex... 705 01:29:34,537 --> 01:29:36,199 If I do, maybe we'll... 706 01:29:41,878 --> 01:29:44,905 So many people I can't even remember their names. 707 01:30:01,164 --> 01:30:03,292 The other day, Liz sent me a tape. 708 01:30:04,100 --> 01:30:06,092 X and Alex... 709 01:30:07,270 --> 01:30:10,729 we never were and will never stop being conceptionists. 710 01:30:13,376 --> 01:30:14,867 Liz... 711 01:30:18,147 --> 01:30:19,809 Liz... 712 01:30:21,651 --> 01:30:25,281 When I get out of here, it'll really be the first time I ever see her. 713 01:30:30,259 --> 01:30:32,194 With her kid! 714 01:30:41,237 --> 01:30:43,866 This is all one day. 715 01:30:49,178 --> 01:30:52,342 I'll be able to disappear without dying. 716 01:30:53,383 --> 01:30:55,318 Be nobody. 717 01:30:57,453 --> 01:30:59,149 One day! 718 01:31:00,056 --> 01:31:03,993 FOR JOÃO GABRIEL 719 01:31:11,634 --> 01:31:13,967 Until then, I'll just stick around here. 720 01:31:14,604 --> 01:31:16,368 Meanwhile... 721 01:31:16,906 --> 01:31:18,465 you... 722 01:31:19,275 --> 01:31:22,905 can all just call me X. 723 01:31:25,615 --> 01:31:27,379 Death to the Ego!