1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:41,875 --> 00:00:44,169 親愛的日記 今天是學期最後一天 4 00:00:45,462 --> 00:00:46,171 暑假就要開始了 5 00:00:47,380 --> 00:00:50,091 不過最重要的消息是 小曼和我… 6 00:00:50,342 --> 00:00:53,261 受邀到丹尼家的游泳池玩 7 00:00:54,721 --> 00:00:56,639 這一刻我等了好幾個月 8 00:00:56,848 --> 00:00:59,851 或許這次他會注意到我 9 00:01:06,733 --> 00:01:08,026 艾薇拉 10 00:01:11,321 --> 00:01:12,655 艾薇拉 11 00:01:15,200 --> 00:01:18,536 叫醒妳孫女吧,我快遲到了 12 00:01:20,622 --> 00:01:24,125 瑪麗莎,快點,上學遲到了 13 00:01:43,478 --> 00:01:44,646 艾薇拉 14 00:01:49,401 --> 00:01:51,653 妳在幹什麼 沒聽到我的話嗎? 15 00:01:51,861 --> 00:01:52,153 拜託妳幫個忙 16 00:01:53,196 --> 00:01:55,156 我要遲到了,還沒準備好 17 00:02:02,163 --> 00:02:04,290 對不起 18 00:02:04,499 --> 00:02:05,166 好,我自己來 19 00:02:24,310 --> 00:02:25,186 亂七八糟 20 00:02:26,813 --> 00:02:28,148 -甜心,鬧鐘 -走開 21 00:02:28,189 --> 00:02:32,277 對不起,你上學校遲到了 22 00:02:32,485 --> 00:02:33,862 出去啦 23 00:02:34,112 --> 00:02:35,447 我們下午四點到 24 00:02:35,655 --> 00:02:36,114 (夏天) 25 00:02:36,156 --> 00:02:39,117 一路上我老是想回頭 26 00:02:39,159 --> 00:02:41,411 心臟都快跳出來了 27 00:02:41,619 --> 00:02:43,246 -等等,別按 -為什麼? 28 00:02:43,455 --> 00:02:44,497 時間還早 29 00:02:44,706 --> 00:02:47,542 才怪,蒂蒂叫我們這時候來 30 00:02:47,751 --> 00:02:49,085 摸摸看 31 00:02:50,920 --> 00:02:53,173 -我沒感覺 -怎麼會 32 00:02:53,381 --> 00:02:56,134 好像快爆炸了,我們走吧 33 00:02:56,176 --> 00:03:00,638 拜託,妳暗戀他一年了 現在終於可以… 34 00:03:00,847 --> 00:03:02,932 我今天很醜 35 00:03:03,183 --> 00:03:06,186 哪會,妳美呆了 36 00:03:13,735 --> 00:03:15,320 要是他發現我不會游泳呢? 37 00:03:15,528 --> 00:03:17,113 -那就別到泳池邊 -要是他吻我 38 00:03:17,155 --> 00:03:21,076 -發現那是我的初吻呢? -妳瘋啦? 39 00:03:21,284 --> 00:03:23,661 我們排練過幾百遍了 40 00:03:27,665 --> 00:03:29,793 -那是誰? -哪個? 41 00:03:30,293 --> 00:03:32,420 -唯一可以上的那個 -你來了 42 00:03:38,802 --> 00:03:41,388 別讓她跑掉 去把她,派奇 43 00:03:41,638 --> 00:03:44,140 不,拜託放開我 放我下來,別鬧了 44 00:03:44,182 --> 00:03:47,018 -妳好,小曼 -我才是小曼 45 00:03:47,686 --> 00:03:49,104 我是瑪麗莎 46 00:03:49,312 --> 00:03:52,148 -妳好,瑪麗莎 -丹尼,過來 47 00:03:52,190 --> 00:03:54,734 失陪囉 48 00:04:01,825 --> 00:04:03,284 我… 49 00:04:12,502 --> 00:04:15,130 王八蛋,我的鞋子 50 00:04:15,171 --> 00:04:18,174 這雙鞋花了我兩百歐元耶 51 00:04:19,259 --> 00:04:23,388 -那個躺下來的女生是誰? -阿諾的馬子小蕾,賤貨一個 52 00:04:23,888 --> 00:04:27,976 休想把我丟到水裡 小心我扁你 53 00:04:31,438 --> 00:04:32,897 親愛的 54 00:04:34,441 --> 00:04:35,191 我要過去那邊 55 00:04:36,776 --> 00:04:39,654 小心,他們會把妳丟到水裡 56 00:05:10,185 --> 00:05:12,354 不,她不會游泳 57 00:05:12,562 --> 00:05:15,315 想辦法救她啊 58 00:05:19,152 --> 00:05:21,112 妳害怕嗎? 59 00:05:21,321 --> 00:05:22,989 我?沒有 60 00:05:25,700 --> 00:05:27,160 我以為妳會游泳 61 00:05:29,079 --> 00:05:32,165 我會,可是… 突然間嚇到了 62 00:05:33,208 --> 00:05:35,460 妳剛剛才說妳不怕 63 00:05:35,669 --> 00:05:36,169 是後來 64 00:05:42,467 --> 00:05:44,010 妳怕了 65 00:05:46,805 --> 00:05:50,058 來,帶妳去看花園最美的地方 66 00:06:14,541 --> 00:06:17,669 所以妳不會游泳 以後我可以教妳 67 00:06:17,919 --> 00:06:20,130 妳可以自己過來 68 00:06:20,171 --> 00:06:23,591 -怎樣? -什麼怎樣? 69 00:06:23,842 --> 00:06:25,093 妳會來嗎? 70 00:06:25,301 --> 00:06:27,512 -會 -喜歡這裡嗎? 71 00:06:27,721 --> 00:06:29,014 喜歡 72 00:06:29,723 --> 00:06:30,181 喜歡我嗎? 73 00:06:33,184 --> 00:06:37,564 -夠了 -妳爸是做什麼的? 74 00:06:37,772 --> 00:06:39,357 工程師 75 00:06:41,317 --> 00:06:43,611 -鋪橋造路嗎? -不,石油 76 00:06:43,820 --> 00:06:46,448 他在印度洋上的鑽油平台工作 77 00:06:46,656 --> 00:06:48,616 一年之內會回來 78 00:06:49,826 --> 00:06:50,160 妳媽呢? 79 00:06:51,161 --> 00:06:52,829 她在賣新娘禮服 80 00:06:53,038 --> 00:06:55,165 -妳有兄弟嗎? -沒有,只有一個朋友 81 00:06:56,291 --> 00:06:58,752 -妳會對她吐露心事 -嗯 82 00:06:58,960 --> 00:07:01,421 -什麼事都告訴她嗎? -對 83 00:07:15,393 --> 00:07:17,854 妳會跟她說我什麼? 84 00:07:18,355 --> 00:07:19,856 不知道 85 00:07:21,900 --> 00:07:23,109 妳好像小孩子 86 00:07:23,360 --> 00:07:24,611 幾歲? 87 00:07:24,819 --> 00:07:26,905 15歲半 88 00:07:39,626 --> 00:07:42,003 -有男朋友嗎? -沒有 89 00:07:42,671 --> 00:07:43,171 你呢? 90 00:07:44,255 --> 00:07:46,758 -什麼? -女朋友 91 00:07:48,510 --> 00:07:50,011 我沒有 92 00:07:51,096 --> 00:07:52,180 妳是處女嗎? 93 00:07:55,433 --> 00:07:57,811 -妳接吻過幾次? -兩次 94 00:07:58,019 --> 00:08:00,021 比較喜歡哪一次? 95 00:08:00,188 --> 00:08:02,607 第一次 96 00:08:15,078 --> 00:08:16,579 起來 97 00:08:18,456 --> 00:08:20,125 妳要我怎樣? 98 00:08:20,166 --> 00:08:22,961 想吻我嗎? 99 00:08:26,172 --> 00:08:27,173 妳想吻我? 100 00:08:29,759 --> 00:08:30,176 妳想吻我? 101 00:08:31,177 --> 00:08:33,596 妳想吻我? 102 00:08:37,183 --> 00:08:40,437 那就吻我的屌 103 00:08:50,697 --> 00:08:52,490 把它放在妳嘴巴裡 104 00:09:08,089 --> 00:09:09,174 你幹什麼? 105 00:09:31,529 --> 00:09:34,908 也許下次妳會用嘴吻我 106 00:09:41,206 --> 00:09:43,792 那天之後我沒再見到他 107 00:09:44,376 --> 00:09:47,128 整個陰沉的夏天 我哽咽著淚水 108 00:09:47,170 --> 00:09:51,174 等待一通始終沒打來的電話 109 00:09:52,842 --> 00:09:55,178 我想要消失不見 飛到很遠很遠的地方 110 00:09:56,179 --> 00:10:00,892 就像我爸一樣到世界的彼端 111 00:10:03,436 --> 00:10:05,063 (秋天) 112 00:10:09,192 --> 00:10:12,278 不要一張苦瓜臉,放輕鬆 113 00:10:12,529 --> 00:10:16,449 要是妳會怎樣? 事情結束他就不見了 114 00:10:16,658 --> 00:10:18,118 忘了他吧,他又不在乎妳 115 00:10:18,159 --> 00:10:23,081 我沒說過他在乎我 可是我在乎他 116 00:10:23,832 --> 00:10:25,917 而且一天比一天在乎 117 00:10:26,167 --> 00:10:28,670 走吧 118 00:10:29,546 --> 00:10:30,171 -早 -早 119 00:10:31,881 --> 00:10:33,675 -早 -早 120 00:10:42,392 --> 00:10:44,144 小姐們,請進 121 00:10:44,185 --> 00:10:47,814 我們很樂意等妳們,對吧? 122 00:10:48,231 --> 00:10:49,816 點名 123 00:10:51,151 --> 00:10:52,777 -伊麗莎艾柏 -有 124 00:10:52,986 --> 00:10:54,112 -曼紐波西尼 -有 125 00:10:54,154 --> 00:10:56,114 西麗亞和里歐卡隆 126 00:10:56,156 --> 00:10:57,157 -有 -有 127 00:10:58,241 --> 00:10:59,117 馬可迪安立 128 00:10:59,159 --> 00:11:01,119 上學第一天 129 00:11:01,161 --> 00:11:03,329 我好緊張 130 00:11:03,538 --> 00:11:05,123 新學生,這是好的開始 131 00:11:05,165 --> 00:11:09,336 我必須見他,他卻沒來 132 00:11:09,544 --> 00:11:12,672 每個人的假期都結束了 他卻例外 133 00:11:14,174 --> 00:11:16,509 我是馬可迪安立 134 00:11:20,096 --> 00:11:22,432 你知道我應該把你趕出去嗎? 135 00:11:25,143 --> 00:11:28,855 沒這麼簡單,進來 找位子坐 136 00:11:30,190 --> 00:11:33,735 因為他那樣對我 我想討厭他 137 00:11:33,943 --> 00:11:36,321 可是沒辦法,我還是愛他 138 00:11:37,280 --> 00:11:40,950 坐最受歡迎的位子 他們叫做死亡座位 139 00:11:46,831 --> 00:11:47,165 他好酷喔 140 00:11:48,083 --> 00:11:49,125 痞子 141 00:11:49,167 --> 00:11:52,170 你很帶種,我們來點名 142 00:11:53,088 --> 00:11:54,172 先記缺課三次 143 00:11:55,757 --> 00:11:57,342 他不知道我有多喜歡他 144 00:11:57,592 --> 00:12:00,178 即使他羞辱我,我還是原諒他 145 00:12:01,137 --> 00:12:05,225 只要讓我緊緊抱住他一次 他就會明白的 146 00:12:05,809 --> 00:12:07,143 打電話給我,吾愛 147 00:12:07,185 --> 00:12:10,814 打給我… 148 00:12:11,022 --> 00:12:12,440 打給我… 149 00:12:23,201 --> 00:12:25,161 -一 -我去 150 00:12:31,001 --> 00:12:32,627 對,這裡是早上 151 00:12:33,253 --> 00:12:35,171 我馬上叫她聽 你好嗎? 152 00:12:36,256 --> 00:12:38,341 瑪麗莎,快點,是爸爸 153 00:12:39,092 --> 00:12:42,512 瑪麗莎,開門,是爸爸 154 00:12:42,762 --> 00:12:44,180 妳們兩個怎麼老是鎖在裡面? 155 00:12:45,098 --> 00:12:48,143 你想先跟你媽還是女兒講? 156 00:12:48,184 --> 00:12:52,772 爸,你知道我有夢到你嗎? 157 00:12:52,981 --> 00:12:56,651 對,當時我們在巴黎 不過那是我們家 158 00:12:56,860 --> 00:12:59,529 妳用自己的浴室會比較好用 159 00:12:59,738 --> 00:13:03,116 -我很乖,不過你也要乖 -至少別把自己鎖在裡面 160 00:13:03,158 --> 00:13:06,828 不,我求妳,拜託別抽煙 161 00:13:07,037 --> 00:13:10,165 -浴室有煙味我受不了 -我還在等你的電子郵件 162 00:13:11,249 --> 00:13:13,126 我馬上戒煙 163 00:13:13,168 --> 00:13:16,629 這是最後一根 164 00:13:16,838 --> 00:13:18,631 我拿給她聽 165 00:13:21,885 --> 00:13:23,178 親愛的 166 00:13:25,889 --> 00:13:27,182 我當然有吃藥 167 00:13:28,141 --> 00:13:30,602 你怎麼老是說同樣的話? 168 00:13:30,810 --> 00:13:33,480 接下來就有人說 老人家腦袋不正常 169 00:13:33,688 --> 00:13:36,483 親愛的日記,我的家庭真慘 170 00:13:36,691 --> 00:13:39,319 我爸遠在外地,我媽啥都不懂 171 00:13:39,527 --> 00:13:42,238 幸好我還有奶奶和死黨小曼 172 00:13:42,447 --> 00:13:43,490 慢一點 173 00:13:43,698 --> 00:13:46,117 有我在妳怕什麼 174 00:13:46,159 --> 00:13:48,119 好,可是小心點 175 00:13:48,161 --> 00:13:52,082 -妳信任我嗎? -嗯,妳是最棒的 176 00:13:59,172 --> 00:14:01,675 我討厭體育課 177 00:14:01,883 --> 00:14:04,135 可是小曼肯定比我更討厭 178 00:14:04,344 --> 00:14:06,304 至少我們不必唸書 179 00:14:06,513 --> 00:14:09,140 今年我要做不一樣的事 180 00:14:09,182 --> 00:14:11,142 每天上學我都希望見到他 181 00:14:11,184 --> 00:14:14,688 已經在走廊上碰到他兩次了 182 00:14:14,896 --> 00:14:17,899 他沒看到我 還是他假裝沒看到 183 00:14:47,137 --> 00:14:50,140 真奇怪,我比以前 更能感覺到自己的身體 184 00:14:50,181 --> 00:14:52,142 我喜歡 185 00:14:52,183 --> 00:14:55,562 如果有他我會更喜歡 186 00:14:56,146 --> 00:14:57,147 你興奮了嗎? 187 00:14:57,188 --> 00:15:01,443 你的傢伙好壯觀 誰會想到啊? 188 00:15:02,235 --> 00:15:04,112 別生氣,大家是羨慕 189 00:15:04,154 --> 00:15:08,074 我要他,我很確定 190 00:15:26,134 --> 00:15:28,762 我去看了你建議的那一家 191 00:15:29,012 --> 00:15:30,764 感覺好像監獄 192 00:15:31,306 --> 00:15:32,182 不,我找到另一家 193 00:15:33,183 --> 00:15:35,143 很豪華,等一下 194 00:15:35,185 --> 00:15:37,604 在這裡 195 00:15:40,440 --> 00:15:42,567 〝環境優雅… 196 00:15:42,942 --> 00:15:45,779 專業合格醫護人員〞 197 00:15:46,571 --> 00:15:48,365 一千八百歐元 198 00:15:48,865 --> 00:15:51,409 不,我還沒跟她談過 199 00:15:51,618 --> 00:15:54,371 你知道她不好搞 200 00:15:55,705 --> 00:15:57,457 乾脆你來跟她談 201 00:15:57,665 --> 00:15:59,167 好,我會試試 202 00:16:00,168 --> 00:16:02,754 瑪麗莎? 203 00:16:03,963 --> 00:16:06,132 她一開始會不高興 可是之後… 204 00:16:06,174 --> 00:16:09,552 你也知道孩子嘛 205 00:16:09,761 --> 00:16:11,179 放心,機車的事我很堅持 206 00:16:12,138 --> 00:16:14,140 不過她都騎小曼的 207 00:16:14,182 --> 00:16:18,478 她報名了游泳課 208 00:16:19,938 --> 00:16:22,941 這次她真的會學 209 00:16:23,775 --> 00:16:26,319 喂,聽得到嗎? 210 00:16:27,862 --> 00:16:29,114 喂? 211 00:16:30,699 --> 00:16:31,157 艾薇拉 212 00:16:36,454 --> 00:16:39,165 我借給瑪麗莎了 可是我現在剛好需要 213 00:16:39,791 --> 00:16:41,167 我要和幾個朋友喝茶 214 00:16:45,088 --> 00:16:47,132 這麼亂妳怎麼住得下去? 215 00:16:47,173 --> 00:16:51,344 至少我在房間可以隨心所欲 216 00:16:51,553 --> 00:16:54,014 這掉在客廳 217 00:16:55,765 --> 00:16:59,269 原諒我,下不為例,我保證 218 00:16:59,477 --> 00:17:03,148 這時候怎麼可以出門? 妳要我去接妳嗎? 219 00:17:03,189 --> 00:17:06,151 別擔心,我搭公車 220 00:17:06,359 --> 00:17:08,111 不,搭計程車 221 00:17:08,153 --> 00:17:10,613 計程車很貴 222 00:17:10,822 --> 00:17:14,117 沒關係,我付錢 別讓我擔心 223 00:17:14,159 --> 00:17:16,411 我必須跟妳談談 224 00:17:16,619 --> 00:17:18,163 不是現在,妳有事要做 225 00:17:19,372 --> 00:17:22,167 說吧,我朋友會等 226 00:17:24,961 --> 00:17:27,589 -吃藥了嗎? -有 227 00:17:29,257 --> 00:17:30,175 不,我沒吃 228 00:17:31,843 --> 00:17:33,762 那是我的事 229 00:17:33,970 --> 00:17:36,097 不,也是我們的事 230 00:17:36,306 --> 00:17:38,808 吃藥對妳的心臟好 231 00:17:42,771 --> 00:17:44,773 我媽討厭奶奶 有時候我認為… 232 00:17:44,981 --> 00:17:47,192 那是因為她嫉妒我們的關係 233 00:17:47,400 --> 00:17:50,153 幸好她不能干涉我和小曼 我很崇拜她 234 00:17:52,238 --> 00:17:54,366 她說我需要鼓起勇氣 235 00:17:54,574 --> 00:17:56,534 面對面跟丹尼說話 236 00:17:56,743 --> 00:17:58,953 他們說丹尼已經來了 237 00:18:20,809 --> 00:18:22,519 看著我 238 00:18:22,727 --> 00:18:26,022 看著我… 239 00:19:05,186 --> 00:19:07,897 妳是瑪麗莎 240 00:19:08,273 --> 00:19:10,775 長大了,我快認不出來了 241 00:19:10,984 --> 00:19:12,152 妳多大了? 242 00:19:12,402 --> 00:19:14,529 快16歲了 243 00:19:27,792 --> 00:19:29,169 阿諾,記得瑪麗莎嗎? 244 00:19:30,295 --> 00:19:31,755 瑪麗莎 245 00:19:32,797 --> 00:19:35,508 沒淋濕的時候也很可愛,恭喜 246 00:19:35,675 --> 00:19:38,136 為再次碰面乾杯吧 247 00:19:42,349 --> 00:19:45,685 -小蕾,妳還好嗎? -我要走了,好煩 248 00:19:45,894 --> 00:19:47,395 妳有想我嗎? 249 00:19:49,397 --> 00:19:52,650 我有事問妳,但不能在這裡 250 00:19:53,943 --> 00:19:55,320 要跟我來嗎? 251 00:20:02,744 --> 00:20:04,371 走吧 252 00:20:32,273 --> 00:20:34,192 妳比去年夏天更漂亮 253 00:20:45,161 --> 00:20:47,163 可以問妳一個問題嗎? 254 00:20:50,166 --> 00:20:52,127 妳想吻我嗎? 255 00:21:29,873 --> 00:21:31,166 妳還是處女嗎? 256 00:21:35,670 --> 00:21:38,048 想跟我做嗎? 257 00:21:52,187 --> 00:21:54,189 我好想要妳 258 00:22:05,742 --> 00:22:07,452 穿上 259 00:22:57,585 --> 00:22:59,129 我愛你 260 00:22:59,337 --> 00:23:00,130 我愛你 261 00:23:00,171 --> 00:23:02,882 我愛你 262 00:23:06,094 --> 00:23:07,178 我不愛你 263 00:23:19,399 --> 00:23:21,317 妳白痴啊 264 00:23:22,902 --> 00:23:24,571 誰問妳了? 265 00:23:38,668 --> 00:23:40,545 親愛的爸爸 266 00:23:40,754 --> 00:23:43,131 你不知道我多希望你在這裡 267 00:23:43,173 --> 00:23:47,469 我想叫你到丹尼家 對他吐口水 268 00:23:47,635 --> 00:23:50,263 叫他跪下、打他 269 00:23:50,472 --> 00:23:53,308 羞辱他、報復他 270 00:23:54,601 --> 00:23:57,187 為什麼只有男生才會那樣? 271 00:23:59,564 --> 00:24:02,150 我發誓從現在起 我也要跟他們一樣 272 00:24:02,192 --> 00:24:04,152 我只要自己開心就好 273 00:24:05,195 --> 00:24:07,405 用同樣的方式對待他們 274 00:24:07,614 --> 00:24:09,449 不管他們的感覺 275 00:24:09,657 --> 00:24:11,159 不管在我面前的是誰 276 00:24:13,161 --> 00:24:15,163 女兒瑪麗莎敬上 277 00:24:19,167 --> 00:24:23,338 不,你在說什麼? 278 00:24:23,546 --> 00:24:26,341 不,我了解妳,黛麗 279 00:24:26,549 --> 00:24:28,551 妳已經決定好一切 280 00:24:28,802 --> 00:24:30,512 知道我怎麼想嗎? 281 00:24:30,762 --> 00:24:33,640 我待在那裡應該會比較自在 282 00:24:33,848 --> 00:24:36,184 妳讓我神經緊張 我知道妳是為我好 283 00:24:37,227 --> 00:24:39,688 可是還是讓人很煩 284 00:24:42,357 --> 00:24:44,484 我擔心瑪麗莎 285 00:24:45,026 --> 00:24:46,152 她很依賴我 286 00:24:47,153 --> 00:24:49,864 她也依賴我 287 00:24:52,492 --> 00:24:54,285 妳確定? 288 00:24:57,205 --> 00:24:59,416 妳為什麼這樣對我? 289 00:25:28,153 --> 00:25:30,321 我真的可以在這裡抽煙? 290 00:25:30,530 --> 00:25:33,116 -不行的話我要走了 -理論上是不行 291 00:25:33,158 --> 00:25:36,286 可是大家都抽 他們就裝做沒看見 292 00:25:36,494 --> 00:25:39,748 可惜,妳該戒煙的 抽煙對妳很不好 293 00:25:39,956 --> 00:25:42,834 妳不知道抽煙對我有多好 294 00:25:44,169 --> 00:25:47,172 親愛的日記 媽送奶奶到安養院去了 295 00:25:49,174 --> 00:25:53,053 -該死,下大雨 -拿雨傘給我 296 00:25:54,012 --> 00:25:57,057 她沒問我 就做了這個可怕的決定 297 00:25:57,307 --> 00:25:59,392 我對她毫無意義 298 00:25:59,601 --> 00:26:02,187 可是爸回家過耶誕時 299 00:26:02,395 --> 00:26:05,982 我們會接她回家 她會永遠與我們在一起 300 00:26:06,358 --> 00:26:08,902 要不要拿雨傘給我? 301 00:26:09,903 --> 00:26:12,155 艾薇拉,妳幹什麼? 妳會淋濕的 302 00:26:17,160 --> 00:26:19,162 甜心,為什麼這樣子? 303 00:26:20,246 --> 00:26:22,499 妳明知奶奶心臟不好 304 00:26:22,707 --> 00:26:24,376 她需要有人照顧 305 00:26:24,584 --> 00:26:25,168 下車 306 00:26:32,092 --> 00:26:33,134 謝謝 307 00:26:53,154 --> 00:26:55,615 怎麼回事? 308 00:26:56,408 --> 00:26:57,158 起來,孩子 309 00:27:09,170 --> 00:27:11,756 很棒吧? 310 00:27:12,757 --> 00:27:14,592 色調很溫馨 311 00:27:19,305 --> 00:27:20,181 護士也很親切 312 00:27:21,766 --> 00:27:24,477 我自己都想來住了 313 00:27:24,978 --> 00:27:26,146 插座在哪? 314 00:27:26,187 --> 00:27:28,773 這裡有一個 315 00:27:29,190 --> 00:27:33,653 -檯燈已經插電了 -需要兩個插頭 316 00:27:36,448 --> 00:27:38,366 一定有 317 00:27:43,913 --> 00:27:46,124 找到了,給妳 318 00:27:46,332 --> 00:27:48,168 -這裡真是有條理 -就是啊 319 00:27:54,174 --> 00:27:57,677 有廣播才像家 320 00:27:59,512 --> 00:28:01,848 它改變了我的生活 321 00:28:03,850 --> 00:28:05,185 奶奶 322 00:28:06,436 --> 00:28:08,855 我去叫護理長 323 00:28:27,165 --> 00:28:29,959 瑪麗莎 324 00:28:30,752 --> 00:28:33,004 瑪麗莎,別傷心 325 00:28:34,255 --> 00:28:36,174 我們之間不會改變的 326 00:28:36,383 --> 00:28:38,551 妳隨時可以來看我 327 00:28:38,760 --> 00:28:41,096 我會幫妳泡杯好茶 328 00:28:41,304 --> 00:28:44,391 住在這裡真的沒關係? 329 00:28:46,810 --> 00:28:51,064 妳爺爺常說〝隨遇而安〞 330 00:28:51,731 --> 00:28:53,191 好個自我中心的男人 331 00:28:56,152 --> 00:28:59,406 來,看我怎麼做 332 00:29:01,658 --> 00:29:05,787 拿掉這條老氣的爛毯子 333 00:29:12,168 --> 00:29:14,671 看吧 334 00:29:15,672 --> 00:29:17,882 煥然一新 335 00:29:18,466 --> 00:29:20,301 一點都不麻煩 336 00:29:23,596 --> 00:29:25,807 奶奶… 337 00:29:26,182 --> 00:29:28,143 心肝寶貝,不要哭 338 00:29:28,184 --> 00:29:32,230 -這不是道別 -可是妳在哭 339 00:29:39,154 --> 00:29:41,531 音樂 340 00:30:18,026 --> 00:30:19,235 妳最愛吃的 341 00:30:19,444 --> 00:30:21,196 蘑菇燉飯還是西班牙菜飯? 342 00:30:22,030 --> 00:30:23,448 都不要 343 00:30:23,698 --> 00:30:27,786 別管我,妳只會傷害別人 344 00:30:28,870 --> 00:30:30,121 甜心,妳為什麼這樣對我? 345 00:30:30,163 --> 00:30:33,124 她給妳惹了什麼麻煩? 346 00:30:33,166 --> 00:30:35,126 這下妳開心了吧 347 00:30:35,168 --> 00:30:38,963 煙灰缸終於乾淨了 348 00:30:46,262 --> 00:30:47,180 妳生我的氣? 349 00:30:48,181 --> 00:30:50,141 我喜歡奶奶 350 00:30:50,183 --> 00:30:53,395 家裡少了她就空蕩蕩的 351 00:30:53,812 --> 00:30:56,314 相信我,我比妳更遺憾 352 00:30:57,190 --> 00:30:59,317 那我們馬上帶她回來 353 00:31:00,193 --> 00:31:04,030 -馬上 -甜心 354 00:31:05,949 --> 00:31:07,951 她在那裡會比較快樂 355 00:31:08,493 --> 00:31:10,912 我見過她的鄰居 都是一些好人 356 00:31:12,789 --> 00:31:15,417 爸絕對不會答應的 357 00:31:18,628 --> 00:31:21,172 他會,我們一起決定的 358 00:31:22,090 --> 00:31:23,133 騙人 359 00:31:23,174 --> 00:31:25,135 瑪麗莎 360 00:31:25,176 --> 00:31:27,178 陪我一下 361 00:31:35,311 --> 00:31:38,773 親愛的日記,我媽是怪物 我爸呢? 362 00:31:38,982 --> 00:31:40,358 他們都同意? 363 00:31:40,567 --> 00:31:42,152 我不敢相信 364 00:31:42,193 --> 00:31:44,154 但如果是真的 365 00:31:45,113 --> 00:31:48,700 我想反抗卻無能為力 366 00:31:48,908 --> 00:31:50,243 我真沒用 367 00:31:50,994 --> 00:31:54,122 (妳奶奶怎麼樣? 我和我媽在看電影) 368 00:31:54,164 --> 00:31:56,082 (好無聊喔,小曼) 369 00:31:56,332 --> 00:31:59,544 現在我完全孤立無援 370 00:32:00,920 --> 00:32:04,049 憤怒… 371 00:32:04,674 --> 00:32:08,803 生氣、憤怒… 372 00:32:15,226 --> 00:32:18,396 (我不敢相信 那個新生馬可) 373 00:32:18,605 --> 00:32:21,232 (他好帥,我該怎麼做 跟他打招呼嗎?) 374 00:32:48,176 --> 00:32:50,512 (妳怎麼不接電話?) 375 00:32:50,679 --> 00:32:54,557 (記得義大利文老師 明天要問我們,拜) 376 00:33:01,481 --> 00:33:02,190 今天是我生日 377 00:33:03,149 --> 00:33:06,486 媽送的禮物我永遠不會拆 378 00:33:06,695 --> 00:33:09,280 爸打電話來時我不在 後來他沒再打 379 00:33:09,489 --> 00:33:11,157 醒來時奶奶卻不在,感覺真糟 380 00:33:12,242 --> 00:33:13,159 家裡少了她變得空蕩蕩的 381 00:33:14,244 --> 00:33:15,870 今天不公佈成績 382 00:33:16,413 --> 00:33:18,164 我們來讀報紙 383 00:33:19,874 --> 00:33:22,460 〝根據最近的民調顯示… 384 00:33:22,669 --> 00:33:25,171 百分之75的義大利人 信仰天主教〞 385 00:33:26,172 --> 00:33:29,634 我16歲,不是小孩子了 386 00:33:30,844 --> 00:33:34,139 我要對世界殘酷一點 就像這世界對我一樣 387 00:33:34,180 --> 00:33:37,183 打擾妳化妝,蒂蒂 388 00:33:38,101 --> 00:33:42,063 妳有什麼信仰嗎? 譬如,我是不可知論者 389 00:33:43,690 --> 00:33:45,525 大家都會去望彌撒 390 00:33:45,734 --> 00:33:49,404 望彌撒時妳只想著補妝嗎? 391 00:33:50,155 --> 00:33:54,659 -兩位雙胞胎呢? -我們是泛神論者 392 00:33:54,868 --> 00:33:56,494 跟芭莉絲希爾頓一樣 393 00:33:56,703 --> 00:34:00,081 很簡單,挑逗、誘惑、利用 394 00:34:00,290 --> 00:34:03,168 然後拋棄,大家各取所需 395 00:34:03,376 --> 00:34:04,753 妳相信嗎? 396 00:34:08,006 --> 00:34:08,173 什麼? 397 00:34:09,174 --> 00:34:12,177 像是上帝啊 妳在家有信教嗎? 398 00:34:12,385 --> 00:34:13,178 我媽有 399 00:34:14,262 --> 00:34:15,180 我爸沒有 400 00:34:16,222 --> 00:34:17,140 而我…不知道 401 00:34:17,182 --> 00:34:20,352 妳一定要有個信仰 402 00:34:20,560 --> 00:34:22,354 我願意相信有上帝 403 00:34:22,562 --> 00:34:24,189 對一個願意傾聽的人吐露心事 404 00:34:25,482 --> 00:34:27,400 而且祂無所不知 405 00:34:27,609 --> 00:34:29,652 所以什麼都不必解釋 406 00:34:29,861 --> 00:34:31,654 比日記好 407 00:34:32,322 --> 00:34:36,159 如果有上帝的話很好 祂不會背叛妳 408 00:34:36,368 --> 00:34:37,869 可是丹尼會 409 00:34:41,164 --> 00:34:44,334 如果這是不成熟度測驗 410 00:34:44,542 --> 00:34:47,003 妳會高分通過 411 00:34:52,967 --> 00:34:54,469 還在想他? 412 00:34:54,636 --> 00:34:58,098 如果我是男生 才不會讓妳這樣的女生跑掉 413 00:34:58,306 --> 00:35:00,308 妳會愛我嗎? 414 00:35:05,230 --> 00:35:06,147 愛到永遠 415 00:35:06,189 --> 00:35:09,234 我可以去扁他 416 00:35:09,901 --> 00:35:11,236 不,他還好 417 00:35:11,444 --> 00:35:14,114 -可是他那樣對妳 -現在我了解他是怎樣的人了 418 00:35:14,155 --> 00:35:19,285 要像他那樣很簡單 來,我做給妳看 419 00:35:26,292 --> 00:35:27,502 妳好 420 00:35:27,711 --> 00:35:29,170 -兩杯奶昔 -有沒有香蕉船? 421 00:35:30,255 --> 00:35:31,881 沒有,抱歉 422 00:35:33,758 --> 00:35:35,760 好熱喔 423 00:35:43,101 --> 00:35:45,729 喜歡那個男的嗎? 424 00:35:46,896 --> 00:35:49,858 -那個,妳瘋啦? -願意上他嗎? 425 00:35:50,859 --> 00:35:52,152 不可能 426 00:35:52,193 --> 00:35:54,320 我也不要 427 00:35:54,571 --> 00:35:56,114 可是他會上我 428 00:35:56,156 --> 00:35:59,451 妳看他看我的樣子 429 00:35:59,659 --> 00:36:00,160 看不出來 430 00:36:01,327 --> 00:36:02,162 奶昔來了 431 00:36:06,166 --> 00:36:08,168 我要讓他神魂顛倒 432 00:36:09,127 --> 00:36:10,420 要跟我賭嗎? 433 00:36:23,058 --> 00:36:24,351 別鬧了 434 00:36:24,559 --> 00:36:27,312 丹尼就是像我這樣,看著 435 00:36:29,564 --> 00:36:31,107 他在幹嘛? 436 00:36:31,316 --> 00:36:33,193 他把手放在口袋裡 437 00:36:33,401 --> 00:36:36,488 -為什麼? -妳猜啊 438 00:36:44,079 --> 00:36:45,830 妳要怎麼做? 439 00:37:31,167 --> 00:37:33,211 -我要走了 -我也是 440 00:37:37,298 --> 00:37:38,842 走吧 441 00:37:39,050 --> 00:37:41,553 瞧,簡單吧? 442 00:37:43,263 --> 00:37:44,180 妳瘋了 443 00:37:45,181 --> 00:37:47,392 沒有人能再傷害我 444 00:37:47,600 --> 00:37:50,145 我會用憤怒戰勝痛苦 445 00:37:50,186 --> 00:37:52,147 我拿剃刀割臉 446 00:37:52,188 --> 00:37:55,275 痛死了,但我忍住了 447 00:37:55,483 --> 00:37:56,192 我很堅強 448 00:37:57,152 --> 00:38:01,281 我不哭… 449 00:38:02,240 --> 00:38:05,160 爸終於打電話回來說 他不回家過耶誕 450 00:38:06,119 --> 00:38:09,247 (冬天) 451 00:38:12,292 --> 00:38:14,336 艾薇拉!瑪麗莎! 452 00:38:14,544 --> 00:38:17,088 -抱歉我遲到了 -沒關係 453 00:38:17,297 --> 00:38:18,131 妳氣色真好 454 00:38:18,173 --> 00:38:21,634 瑪麗莎,快來,奶奶來了 455 00:38:23,261 --> 00:38:24,304 奶奶 456 00:38:24,512 --> 00:38:26,097 瑪麗莎 457 00:38:26,556 --> 00:38:28,892 我的乖孫女 458 00:38:32,562 --> 00:38:36,066 我的扶手椅怎麼了? 459 00:38:36,274 --> 00:38:38,193 不喜歡這張嗎?舒服多了 460 00:38:39,069 --> 00:38:40,487 不好看 461 00:38:40,695 --> 00:38:42,364 不,這是很有名的設計 462 00:38:42,572 --> 00:38:44,741 是杜太太的一個客人推薦的 463 00:38:45,992 --> 00:38:47,118 妳自己怎麼抓癢? 464 00:38:47,160 --> 00:38:49,746 這沒什麼 465 00:39:04,969 --> 00:39:06,763 妳煮了什麼給我吃? 466 00:39:07,013 --> 00:39:08,306 等等 467 00:39:09,349 --> 00:39:12,769 快好了,熱一下就行了 468 00:39:12,977 --> 00:39:14,896 加醬油還是辣椒醬? 469 00:39:15,772 --> 00:39:17,148 先喝茶,幫我泡茶好嗎? 470 00:39:17,190 --> 00:39:19,901 -蘋果茶? -好 471 00:39:31,746 --> 00:39:33,123 怎樣? 472 00:39:33,164 --> 00:39:35,166 瑪麗莎碰到問題了 473 00:39:36,459 --> 00:39:38,461 她現在很不好受 474 00:39:38,670 --> 00:39:40,755 妳在說什麼? 475 00:39:41,172 --> 00:39:42,132 我覺得她沒事 476 00:39:42,173 --> 00:39:45,093 妳有注意過她的眼神嗎? 477 00:39:45,969 --> 00:39:47,137 當然有 478 00:39:47,178 --> 00:39:51,182 瑪麗莎還是孩子 連個男朋友都沒有 479 00:39:52,600 --> 00:39:56,396 妳應該多注意她,我很了解她 480 00:39:56,604 --> 00:39:58,440 怎樣,我不了解嗎? 481 00:40:03,820 --> 00:40:05,321 來,奶奶 482 00:40:05,947 --> 00:40:08,616 -我沒有? -瑪麗莎 483 00:40:17,751 --> 00:40:19,586 我的房間 484 00:40:20,545 --> 00:40:23,173 她把它變成儲藏室了 485 00:40:27,177 --> 00:40:31,181 再過六分鐘就開飯囉 486 00:40:35,769 --> 00:40:37,729 我就知道在這裡 487 00:40:39,189 --> 00:40:43,902 讓妳看樣妳沒看過的東西 488 00:40:56,164 --> 00:40:59,125 我就知道她找不到 489 00:40:59,167 --> 00:41:02,295 很好,把門關上 490 00:41:09,177 --> 00:41:11,304 奶奶 491 00:41:11,513 --> 00:41:13,598 美呆了 492 00:41:15,225 --> 00:41:17,477 是他要我那樣子 493 00:41:21,398 --> 00:41:24,150 -爺爺? -不,之前 494 00:41:24,192 --> 00:41:26,194 當時我只比妳大一點 495 00:41:35,995 --> 00:41:39,040 我們一起逃到巴黎 496 00:41:39,290 --> 00:41:40,166 你們在談戀愛嗎? 497 00:41:42,502 --> 00:41:44,087 只在晚上 498 00:41:45,547 --> 00:41:47,173 他不了解我 499 00:41:48,174 --> 00:41:49,134 只要我的身體 500 00:41:49,175 --> 00:41:51,177 但我了解他 501 00:41:52,178 --> 00:41:55,682 白天我瞧不起他 502 00:41:56,474 --> 00:41:58,810 卻又不能沒有他 503 00:41:59,686 --> 00:42:01,771 他欺騙我 504 00:42:02,355 --> 00:42:04,149 羞辱我 505 00:42:04,190 --> 00:42:06,192 但只要一個吻 506 00:42:07,736 --> 00:42:09,154 我就全部原諒他了 507 00:42:15,952 --> 00:42:18,121 有天晚上他沒回家 508 00:42:18,163 --> 00:42:21,833 一聲不響地跟別人走了 509 00:42:23,501 --> 00:42:26,129 不過他忘了拿走槍 510 00:42:28,173 --> 00:42:33,345 我心想,我該對自己 還是對他開槍? 511 00:42:34,179 --> 00:42:38,516 後來我站在鏡子前面 512 00:42:39,434 --> 00:42:42,187 開始梳頭髮,像這樣 513 00:42:45,774 --> 00:42:48,068 再梳 514 00:42:48,276 --> 00:42:50,904 再梳 515 00:42:51,905 --> 00:42:55,909 我的捲髮不見了 516 00:43:03,541 --> 00:43:05,293 梳幾下了? 517 00:43:09,631 --> 00:43:12,801 為什麼要剛好到一百? 518 00:43:13,176 --> 00:43:17,764 因為到第一百下 519 00:43:18,390 --> 00:43:21,351 我的頭髮變回直髮 520 00:43:22,060 --> 00:43:23,770 我看著自己 521 00:43:24,688 --> 00:43:26,189 他再也不能控制我了 522 00:43:27,190 --> 00:43:29,275 我脫胎換骨 523 00:43:30,443 --> 00:43:33,780 35,36 524 00:43:36,449 --> 00:43:38,159 37,38 525 00:43:41,871 --> 00:43:45,000 親愛的日記,新的一年開始了 526 00:43:45,166 --> 00:43:47,711 新年,新的瑪麗莎 527 00:43:48,420 --> 00:43:51,089 不高興我就發飆 528 00:43:51,589 --> 00:43:53,174 我要找到愛、快樂 529 00:43:54,175 --> 00:43:56,886 溫柔和熱情 530 00:43:57,387 --> 00:43:58,596 喂? 531 00:43:58,805 --> 00:44:00,181 我是丹尼 532 00:44:02,267 --> 00:44:04,102 -嗨 -只有嗨? 533 00:44:04,310 --> 00:44:06,563 -我該說什麼? -例如… 534 00:44:06,771 --> 00:44:07,147 好久不見 535 00:44:07,188 --> 00:44:10,483 -你到哪去了? -好 536 00:44:10,692 --> 00:44:11,192 你到哪去了? 537 00:44:12,110 --> 00:44:13,445 妳呢? 538 00:44:13,653 --> 00:44:16,281 -妳到哪去了? -沒有 539 00:44:16,489 --> 00:44:18,283 想我嗎? 540 00:44:18,491 --> 00:44:20,368 我想妳 541 00:44:22,078 --> 00:44:25,290 我想問妳現在要不要過來… 542 00:44:25,498 --> 00:44:27,125 做愛? 543 00:44:27,334 --> 00:44:29,169 -你是說像上次那樣? -比那好多了 544 00:44:30,170 --> 00:44:31,671 我要讓妳驚喜一下 545 00:44:33,131 --> 00:44:34,799 瑪麗莎 546 00:44:35,759 --> 00:44:37,344 妳還在嗎? 547 00:44:38,511 --> 00:44:39,846 瑪麗莎 548 00:44:40,513 --> 00:44:41,181 妳要來嗎? 549 00:44:57,155 --> 00:44:59,157 瑪麗莎 550 00:45:15,423 --> 00:45:17,676 你真的變了 551 00:45:18,134 --> 00:45:20,136 這就是驚喜嗎? 552 00:45:21,388 --> 00:45:22,764 不是 553 00:45:23,807 --> 00:45:25,517 比這更棒 554 00:45:26,601 --> 00:45:28,103 閉上眼睛 555 00:45:34,192 --> 00:45:38,113 在這裡等,不要動 556 00:45:38,154 --> 00:45:40,990 坐好 557 00:45:47,163 --> 00:45:49,124 丹尼 558 00:45:49,165 --> 00:45:52,043 眼睛閉著 559 00:46:43,053 --> 00:46:44,637 他就是驚喜嗎? 560 00:46:44,846 --> 00:46:46,639 怎樣,不喜歡嗎? 561 00:46:48,308 --> 00:46:50,185 我以為你想跟我在一起 562 00:46:52,937 --> 00:46:53,188 等等 563 00:46:54,230 --> 00:46:57,901 三人行很刺激,妳會喜歡的 564 00:46:58,068 --> 00:47:00,904 我也有一個驚喜,我要走了 565 00:47:01,738 --> 00:47:03,323 別這麼孩子氣 566 00:47:04,324 --> 00:47:05,950 孩子氣? 567 00:47:07,160 --> 00:47:09,996 孩子氣? 568 00:47:16,628 --> 00:47:17,128 我只是個孩子? 569 00:47:17,170 --> 00:47:19,172 徹徹底底的孩子 570 00:47:20,173 --> 00:47:22,884 讓你見識我有多孩子氣 571 00:48:27,449 --> 00:48:28,116 你怎麼會來? 572 00:48:28,158 --> 00:48:32,162 你馬子不會這樣脫你衣服嗎? 573 00:48:58,605 --> 00:48:59,647 聽好 574 00:49:01,024 --> 00:49:02,692 我想到一個點子 575 00:49:06,946 --> 00:49:08,114 今天我當你馬子 576 00:49:08,156 --> 00:49:10,700 閉嘴 577 00:49:12,118 --> 00:49:13,161 告訴我你喜不喜歡 578 00:49:25,924 --> 00:49:28,635 丹尼,你就是這樣做 579 00:49:36,267 --> 00:49:39,312 丹尼和阿諾一起?妳瘋啦 580 00:49:39,521 --> 00:49:41,564 我不知道自己是怎麼了 581 00:49:42,023 --> 00:49:44,734 我內心豁出去了 582 00:49:44,943 --> 00:49:47,654 我想給他們一個教訓 583 00:49:47,946 --> 00:49:50,073 讓他們知道我不是他們的玩物 584 00:49:51,032 --> 00:49:53,076 妳知道嗎?我喜歡 585 00:49:53,284 --> 00:49:55,453 我不會解釋 586 00:49:56,788 --> 00:49:58,790 我覺得活力充沛 587 00:49:59,040 --> 00:50:00,458 那… 588 00:50:02,335 --> 00:50:03,753 妳有高潮嗎? 589 00:50:03,962 --> 00:50:04,170 沒有 590 00:50:05,547 --> 00:50:08,133 我愛妳,可是妳錯了 591 00:50:08,174 --> 00:50:11,469 那些男生會四處張揚 592 00:50:11,636 --> 00:50:13,888 答應我妳不再這麼做 593 00:50:14,889 --> 00:50:16,558 我也愛妳 594 00:50:17,183 --> 00:50:20,145 瑪麗莎,妳幹什麼? 妳在傷害指甲 595 00:50:20,186 --> 00:50:22,647 拜託 596 00:50:30,947 --> 00:50:32,115 我發現了性愛聊天室 597 00:50:32,157 --> 00:50:36,327 不必受苦,只要好好享受 598 00:50:37,495 --> 00:50:40,749 我的代號叫我自己 可以找任何人做愛 599 00:50:40,957 --> 00:50:43,126 瑪麗莎,幹嘛反鎖? 600 00:50:43,168 --> 00:50:46,129 可以幫我折絹紗嗎? 601 00:50:46,171 --> 00:50:48,757 好,馬上來 602 00:50:53,178 --> 00:50:56,264 在聊天室想說什麼就說什麼 603 00:50:56,514 --> 00:50:58,475 想用什麼身分都行 604 00:50:58,641 --> 00:51:00,060 很自由 605 00:51:03,646 --> 00:51:05,148 小曼不會懂的 606 00:51:05,190 --> 00:51:09,152 我想告訴她我碰到男生就能上 607 00:51:09,194 --> 00:51:11,988 想像一下她的表情 608 00:51:20,538 --> 00:51:23,041 (春天) 609 00:52:06,167 --> 00:52:09,212 (我想成為照片中的女人) 610 00:52:27,439 --> 00:52:29,232 (讓大家來看我) 611 00:53:17,197 --> 00:53:20,158 親愛的日記,連我都不敢相信 612 00:53:21,117 --> 00:53:23,161 今天我和博物館警衛做了 613 00:53:24,162 --> 00:53:27,165 他帶我到一個隱密的地方做 614 00:53:28,500 --> 00:53:31,670 我的身體爆發狂喜 615 00:53:33,004 --> 00:53:36,091 沒想到丹尼竟敢打電話給我 616 00:53:36,299 --> 00:53:40,679 他家辦了一個小派對 裡面的人我不認識 617 00:53:41,054 --> 00:53:43,181 我讓一個老頭子摸我 618 00:53:44,057 --> 00:53:45,141 好讓丹尼吃醋 619 00:53:45,183 --> 00:53:47,143 拜託 620 00:53:47,185 --> 00:53:50,146 慾望在最不恰當的時候出現 621 00:53:50,188 --> 00:53:54,275 現在在教室裡 我要在老師講課時達到高潮 622 00:53:54,484 --> 00:53:58,405 今天我16歲 已經不是小孩子了 623 00:53:58,655 --> 00:54:01,116 我感覺不一樣 更自由、更真實 624 00:54:01,157 --> 00:54:04,160 我想跟小曼講 可是她不會懂的 625 00:54:05,120 --> 00:54:07,580 她躲在自己的肥肉底下 626 00:54:07,789 --> 00:54:09,249 害怕自己的影子 627 00:54:09,457 --> 00:54:11,209 給我 628 00:54:14,462 --> 00:54:15,171 對不起 629 00:54:16,381 --> 00:54:18,008 妳呢? 630 00:54:18,133 --> 00:54:19,759 妳讓他們看我日記 631 00:54:20,135 --> 00:54:22,637 -妳算朋友嗎? -我? 632 00:54:22,887 --> 00:54:26,474 我該怎麼辦? 躲在我的肥肉底下 633 00:54:27,392 --> 00:54:29,227 去死吧 634 00:54:29,561 --> 00:54:31,229 妳也是,小曼 635 00:54:39,821 --> 00:54:41,114 他們自以為知道我的一切 636 00:54:41,156 --> 00:54:44,159 其實他們什麼也不懂 637 00:54:45,160 --> 00:54:47,162 他們說我是妓女? 638 00:54:48,371 --> 00:54:52,459 我去買件性感洋裝 讓他們看看我有多像 639 00:54:54,169 --> 00:54:56,171 我跟他們不一樣 640 00:54:57,172 --> 00:54:59,799 我有勇氣做自己 641 00:55:05,764 --> 00:55:07,265 我跟小曼絕交了 642 00:55:07,474 --> 00:55:08,183 打死不往來 643 00:55:18,109 --> 00:55:20,653 -瑪麗莎 -午安 644 00:55:22,822 --> 00:55:23,156 奶奶 645 00:56:32,350 --> 00:56:35,186 親愛的日記 會有人那樣看我嗎? 646 00:56:36,980 --> 00:56:40,025 誰會那樣用熱情擁抱我? 647 00:56:42,652 --> 00:56:43,194 -媽 -甜心 648 00:56:45,113 --> 00:56:46,948 一切都還好嗎? 649 00:56:47,449 --> 00:56:48,783 好極了 650 00:56:48,992 --> 00:56:51,411 妳終於好好打扮了 好可愛的洋裝 651 00:56:51,619 --> 00:56:52,162 也該是時候了 652 00:56:53,913 --> 00:56:56,166 我加長了幾公分 不過其他地方都很完美 653 00:56:57,167 --> 00:56:59,753 -多少錢買的? -50歐元 654 00:56:59,961 --> 00:57:03,131 怎麼會有這樣的改變 有喜歡的人嗎? 655 00:57:03,173 --> 00:57:04,174 我要去唸書了 656 00:57:05,884 --> 00:57:07,177 瑪麗莎,等等我 657 00:57:09,179 --> 00:57:11,348 瑪麗莎 658 00:57:12,474 --> 00:57:14,017 瑪麗莎,等我 659 00:57:16,186 --> 00:57:19,105 可以載妳一程嗎? 660 00:57:20,523 --> 00:57:23,651 -我沒有安全帽 -後座有一頂 661 00:57:24,277 --> 00:57:25,195 我想一個人靜靜 662 00:58:14,160 --> 00:58:17,539 瑪麗莎,我可以解釋 663 00:58:17,997 --> 00:58:20,166 我想阻止他們,可是沒辦法 664 00:58:21,084 --> 00:58:22,168 我也很難受 665 00:58:48,903 --> 00:58:50,613 妳的手機 666 00:59:09,090 --> 00:59:10,884 喂? 667 00:59:14,262 --> 00:59:15,805 哪裡? 668 00:59:33,156 --> 00:59:37,118 阿諾,我來了 669 00:59:37,160 --> 00:59:39,996 丹尼不在? 670 00:59:41,247 --> 00:59:42,874 也許吧 671 00:59:44,167 --> 00:59:46,711 我們走 672 00:59:57,389 --> 00:59:58,181 為什麼挑這個醜地方? 673 00:59:59,808 --> 01:00:01,184 因為這裡好 674 01:00:03,353 --> 01:00:04,187 來吧 675 01:00:11,194 --> 01:00:13,655 等等 676 01:00:18,159 --> 01:00:20,537 這是個遊戲 677 01:00:41,224 --> 01:00:43,184 來這裡幹嘛? 678 01:00:43,852 --> 01:00:45,145 好問題 679 01:00:47,230 --> 01:00:49,441 幹嘛蒙住我的眼睛? 680 01:00:51,192 --> 01:00:53,194 因為妳是浪女 681 01:00:55,363 --> 01:00:59,200 照我的話做,妳會喜歡的 682 01:01:15,175 --> 01:01:17,635 我要走了 683 01:01:17,844 --> 01:01:19,137 別開玩笑了 684 01:01:19,179 --> 01:01:22,640 -我不要再做了 -別鬧了 685 01:01:22,974 --> 01:01:24,476 不! 686 01:02:21,700 --> 01:02:23,618 跪下 687 01:02:25,995 --> 01:02:27,372 下去 688 01:02:27,789 --> 01:02:29,207 跪下 689 01:02:30,750 --> 01:02:32,127 照我說的做 690 01:02:32,168 --> 01:02:34,129 一個一個來 691 01:02:34,170 --> 01:02:36,715 專業一點 692 01:04:07,764 --> 01:04:10,266 我梳了一百下頭髮 693 01:04:10,558 --> 01:04:11,184 卻沒有用 694 01:04:12,102 --> 01:04:15,105 我的痛苦沒有被帶走 695 01:04:15,730 --> 01:04:18,191 管他的,我不需要忘掉 696 01:04:19,192 --> 01:04:23,863 沒有人能逼我以自己為恥 697 01:04:24,155 --> 01:04:28,493 -他們是一群膽小鬼 -我不敢相信 698 01:04:28,702 --> 01:04:30,620 不公平,不公平 699 01:04:52,892 --> 01:04:55,812 (我自己:五種不同型男人) 700 01:04:56,021 --> 01:04:57,188 (味道混合在我嘴裡) 701 01:04:58,565 --> 01:05:00,692 (你是哪種味道?) 702 01:05:04,029 --> 01:05:06,823 (任何人:不要一直拒絕 跟我碰面) 703 01:05:07,032 --> 01:05:09,576 (我也要射在妳嘴裡) 704 01:05:10,577 --> 01:05:12,620 (妳老是用說的) 705 01:05:12,829 --> 01:05:14,581 (搞不好都是掰的) 706 01:05:15,665 --> 01:05:17,167 (我自己:該到哪去?) 707 01:05:19,627 --> 01:05:23,840 (任何人:明天下午 加納街25號之13) 708 01:05:24,382 --> 01:05:26,885 (還是妳怕我的味道?) 709 01:05:29,179 --> 01:05:33,475 (我自己:該怕的人是你) 710 01:05:34,476 --> 01:05:37,395 (你會發現我不是瞎掰的) 711 01:05:54,037 --> 01:05:55,455 瑪麗莎 712 01:05:56,873 --> 01:06:00,251 甜心,過來看我帶什麼給妳 713 01:06:08,468 --> 01:06:10,095 瑪麗莎 714 01:06:25,193 --> 01:06:27,529 喂? 715 01:06:30,156 --> 01:06:34,369 鑰匙,妳爸叫妳到裡面等他 716 01:06:34,577 --> 01:06:35,161 13號房 717 01:06:36,746 --> 01:06:38,540 謝謝 718 01:06:41,918 --> 01:06:43,962 我馬上來 719 01:07:20,874 --> 01:07:22,208 吻總是比較難 720 01:07:22,417 --> 01:07:25,211 我喜歡精液的味道 吻我的屌 721 01:07:25,420 --> 01:07:27,630 伸舌頭,第一次從後面 甜的味道 722 01:07:27,839 --> 01:07:30,133 我不想像我媽一樣 723 01:07:30,342 --> 01:07:31,134 通通幫他們吸 724 01:07:31,176 --> 01:07:35,138 壞成績,像個真浪女 痛苦,痛苦 725 01:07:35,180 --> 01:07:37,182 聊天室男人,我來了 726 01:07:45,190 --> 01:07:47,484 瑪麗莎 727 01:08:40,036 --> 01:08:43,665 (打開箱子,選擇你想當誰) 728 01:08:48,503 --> 01:08:50,255 她還好嗎,可以見她嗎? 729 01:08:50,463 --> 01:08:53,133 沒辦法,抱歉 她正在接受重病照護 730 01:08:53,174 --> 01:08:56,177 太太,請在這裡等 731 01:09:00,557 --> 01:09:02,308 麻煩在這裡等 732 01:09:48,730 --> 01:09:49,189 對不起 733 01:09:50,106 --> 01:09:53,068 妳是艾薇拉的媳婦吧? 734 01:09:57,947 --> 01:10:00,784 我是她朋友 735 01:10:03,161 --> 01:10:06,289 她根本不認得我了 736 01:10:23,348 --> 01:10:24,182 勇敢一點 737 01:10:25,975 --> 01:10:27,352 勇敢一點 738 01:11:35,211 --> 01:11:36,880 我自己? 739 01:11:46,765 --> 01:11:49,142 對不起,我們盡力了 740 01:11:49,726 --> 01:11:50,185 謝謝 741 01:11:59,277 --> 01:12:00,779 我自己? 742 01:12:08,161 --> 01:12:10,663 我自己? 743 01:12:26,179 --> 01:12:27,972 出來 744 01:12:45,281 --> 01:12:47,242 妳做了什麼? 745 01:12:49,160 --> 01:12:51,162 妳把全部混在一起 746 01:12:55,583 --> 01:12:57,085 選一個 747 01:13:00,130 --> 01:13:01,923 妳得選一個 748 01:13:03,967 --> 01:13:05,135 不聽話? 749 01:13:05,176 --> 01:13:07,178 妳以為妳是誰? 750 01:13:10,181 --> 01:13:12,183 我自己 751 01:13:14,185 --> 01:13:15,937 處罰我 752 01:13:25,196 --> 01:13:26,156 輪到我了 753 01:13:41,629 --> 01:13:44,174 我要離開,拜託讓我走 754 01:14:08,823 --> 01:14:09,991 奶奶 755 01:14:24,214 --> 01:14:26,049 她在哪裡? 756 01:14:26,758 --> 01:14:28,843 我打過電話找妳 757 01:14:29,052 --> 01:14:32,472 等一下帶妳去看她 不可怕,她很漂亮 758 01:14:32,639 --> 01:14:33,181 她很痛苦嗎? 759 01:14:35,183 --> 01:14:37,018 妳在場嗎? 760 01:14:37,352 --> 01:14:40,522 沒有,事發突然 761 01:15:46,796 --> 01:15:48,089 心肝寶貝 762 01:17:10,338 --> 01:17:12,132 上次見到她 763 01:17:12,173 --> 01:17:15,885 她就坐在那張椅子上 764 01:17:19,139 --> 01:17:21,307 她身邊有個男人 765 01:17:22,976 --> 01:17:25,103 他在跟她談愛 766 01:17:27,355 --> 01:17:29,107 可憐的奶奶 767 01:17:30,608 --> 01:17:33,653 我不知道自己有多愛她 768 01:17:34,529 --> 01:17:36,156 我會想念她的香煙 769 01:17:37,115 --> 01:17:38,783 她的亂七八糟 770 01:17:42,996 --> 01:17:44,706 她怎麼能這樣? 771 01:17:47,167 --> 01:17:49,336 丟下我一個人 772 01:17:51,129 --> 01:17:52,172 有我陪你 773 01:17:56,551 --> 01:17:58,595 我在這裡 774 01:18:02,849 --> 01:18:04,684 我好盲目 775 01:18:08,021 --> 01:18:10,774 奶奶看到這麼多事情 776 01:18:14,778 --> 01:18:16,196 她知道你… 777 01:18:22,827 --> 01:18:24,162 什麼? 778 01:18:31,086 --> 01:18:32,170 這個 779 01:18:33,630 --> 01:18:35,632 媽,妳看了嗎? 780 01:18:37,175 --> 01:18:38,843 為什麼? 781 01:18:39,177 --> 01:18:41,179 妳不該看的 782 01:18:45,183 --> 01:18:48,937 妳寫的那些東西是真的嗎? 783 01:18:52,524 --> 01:18:55,985 別現在問我,我求妳 784 01:18:56,194 --> 01:18:58,446 求求妳 785 01:18:58,697 --> 01:19:00,699 是不是真的? 786 01:19:03,660 --> 01:19:05,829 如果不是 787 01:19:07,205 --> 01:19:10,041 妳怎麼想像得出來? 788 01:19:13,169 --> 01:19:14,170 是真的嗎? 789 01:19:23,179 --> 01:19:26,266 原諒我,寶貝 790 01:19:31,688 --> 01:19:33,106 原諒我 791 01:19:33,314 --> 01:19:37,444 我不知道會這麼困難 792 01:19:41,072 --> 01:19:42,907 原諒我 793 01:19:47,287 --> 01:19:49,414 現在我在這裡 794 01:19:58,173 --> 01:20:01,676 (夏天) 795 01:20:13,188 --> 01:20:16,149 親愛的日記 今天是學期最後一天 796 01:20:16,191 --> 01:20:18,902 暑假要開始了 797 01:20:30,163 --> 01:20:31,164 布羅 798 01:20:33,166 --> 01:20:35,335 過來 799 01:20:37,170 --> 01:20:40,715 一個表示就能一筆勾銷? 800 01:20:40,924 --> 01:20:42,759 我這年紀能夠改變嗎? 801 01:20:42,967 --> 01:20:45,303 我真的想改變嗎? 802 01:20:55,230 --> 01:20:56,690 瑪麗莎 803 01:20:58,525 --> 01:20:59,192 走吧 804 01:21:03,780 --> 01:21:06,116 聽到妳奶奶的消息 我就打電話給妳 805 01:21:06,324 --> 01:21:09,119 一聽到妳的聲音我卻掛斷 我沒有勇氣 806 01:21:09,160 --> 01:21:12,372 沒有妳的日子好難受 807 01:21:12,580 --> 01:21:15,750 我也好想妳 808 01:21:18,586 --> 01:21:20,255 你瘋了嗎? 809 01:21:20,630 --> 01:21:23,717 我有那麼多馬子 還會去把你的? 810 01:21:23,925 --> 01:21:26,177 -王八蛋 -別人說的話你都信? 811 01:21:27,178 --> 01:21:28,346 丹尼 812 01:21:28,555 --> 01:21:30,306 是小蕾告訴我的 813 01:21:37,605 --> 01:21:39,315 她說的? 814 01:21:40,150 --> 01:21:44,320 她還跟你說她坐在我臉上嗎? 815 01:22:21,941 --> 01:22:25,820 阿諾,我們不要 為了一個女生打架 816 01:22:30,617 --> 01:22:32,452 妳們及格嗎? 817 01:22:32,660 --> 01:22:35,163 我們現在要去看 我覺得我會被當 818 01:22:40,418 --> 01:22:42,003 瑪麗莎 819 01:23:04,234 --> 01:23:06,736 -三科都過了 -我呢,被當了吧? 820 01:23:06,945 --> 01:23:09,531 -不,妳也過了 -太棒了 821 01:23:09,739 --> 01:23:14,119 -我要重修三科,可惡 -妳要去丹尼的轟趴嗎? 822 01:23:14,327 --> 01:23:16,121 那哪叫轟趴?我不會再去了 823 01:23:16,162 --> 01:23:19,165 -丹尼… -我不管,我不去 824 01:23:20,083 --> 01:23:21,710 被當了 825 01:23:22,168 --> 01:23:24,713 你很開心? 826 01:23:24,921 --> 01:23:26,965 對…不 827 01:23:27,424 --> 01:23:30,260 不是因為我被當,而是… 828 01:23:30,468 --> 01:23:32,095 因為妳跟我說話 829 01:23:32,595 --> 01:23:34,514 是第一次 830 01:23:37,475 --> 01:23:38,184 等我 831 01:23:39,102 --> 01:23:41,646 不過因為我也被當了 832 01:23:41,855 --> 01:23:45,233 -這樣我終於能上藝術學院了 -你要走了? 833 01:24:15,388 --> 01:24:16,181 是我嗎? 834 01:24:18,391 --> 01:24:19,184 你怎麼畫的? 835 01:24:20,226 --> 01:24:22,187 我根本沒注意到 836 01:24:30,195 --> 01:24:33,156 這是我愛上妳的時候 837 01:24:37,952 --> 01:24:38,161 你在那裡 838 01:24:40,163 --> 01:24:42,540 我記得 839 01:24:46,127 --> 01:24:48,546 願意為妳的第一幅畫像 當模特兒嗎? 840 01:24:48,755 --> 01:24:49,172 我的第一幅? 841 01:24:50,173 --> 01:24:53,009 妳所知道的第一幅 842 01:26:52,337 --> 01:26:54,089 好棒的畫像 843 01:26:54,172 --> 01:26:57,634 -你來幹什麼? -我在找妳 844 01:26:57,842 --> 01:27:00,178 今晚我家辦轟趴 爸媽不在,一定很讚 845 01:27:01,179 --> 01:27:03,181 我對轟趴沒興趣了,都一樣 846 01:27:05,850 --> 01:27:07,644 都一樣? 847 01:27:12,482 --> 01:27:14,609 我的轟趴才不一樣 848 01:27:17,821 --> 01:27:19,572 來嘛,我們狂歡一下 849 01:27:19,781 --> 01:27:22,158 -我已經不喜歡了 -真的嗎? 850 01:27:22,367 --> 01:27:23,827 什麼時候開始的? 851 01:27:25,662 --> 01:27:26,162 我了解妳 852 01:27:27,122 --> 01:27:29,124 這是第一次他看著我 853 01:27:29,165 --> 01:27:31,126 我卻沒有任何感覺 854 01:27:31,167 --> 01:27:35,005 從他眼裡我認不出自己 855 01:27:39,676 --> 01:27:41,803 他說了一些話 856 01:27:42,012 --> 01:27:44,514 都是我一直想聽的 857 01:27:44,764 --> 01:27:46,599 我卻一點都不在乎 858 01:27:46,808 --> 01:27:49,978 只有我知道妳有多美 859 01:27:55,775 --> 01:27:57,444 我要去那個鳥轟趴 860 01:27:59,779 --> 01:28:02,157 我會勇敢地向他們證明 861 01:28:02,365 --> 01:28:05,744 我再也不在乎 他們的無聊遊戲了 862 01:29:13,144 --> 01:29:14,145 瑪麗莎 863 01:29:14,187 --> 01:29:16,940 瑪麗莎 864 01:29:18,066 --> 01:29:19,484 瑪麗莎 865 01:29:20,193 --> 01:29:21,653 過來 866 01:29:21,903 --> 01:29:24,823 妳要去哪裡?妳得跟我在一起 867 01:29:45,635 --> 01:29:47,554 我變了 868 01:29:50,181 --> 01:29:52,183 我心裡在想 869 01:29:54,978 --> 01:29:56,187 馬可現在會怎麼畫我 870 01:31:18,978 --> 01:31:21,147 我真的很高興 妳會看到結果有多棒 871 01:31:21,189 --> 01:31:24,192 我努力趕工 好讓妳在出發前看到 872 01:31:25,068 --> 01:31:26,736 我幫妳拿了機票 873 01:31:26,986 --> 01:31:29,155 妳要在法蘭克福停留幾小時 然後到吉達 874 01:31:29,197 --> 01:31:32,158 他有說我可以 登上鑽油平台嗎? 875 01:31:33,076 --> 01:31:35,120 有,他有要求特別許可 876 01:31:35,161 --> 01:31:38,123 我很想跟妳同行 877 01:31:39,040 --> 01:31:41,126 可是六月婚禮很多 878 01:31:41,376 --> 01:31:44,421 何不向杜太太請假一星期? 879 01:31:44,629 --> 01:31:45,714 甜心 880 01:31:45,922 --> 01:31:47,757 杜太太已經給我方便了 881 01:31:48,008 --> 01:31:50,552 她讓我放假兩週 來照顧這裡的工作 882 01:31:50,760 --> 01:31:54,180 妳爸會很開心跟妳在一起 就你們兩個 883 01:32:10,113 --> 01:32:12,115 喜歡嗎?我在奶奶房間找到的 884 01:32:12,157 --> 01:32:14,325 她好漂亮 885 01:32:14,534 --> 01:32:16,161 她跟妳好像,甜心