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All I wanted was to be invisible.
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It was a simple request.
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It didn't involve anyone else.
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When I was in a room with another person,
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I felt like I was only half there.
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When I was in a room with two other people,
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I felt like a third of myself.
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When I was in a room
with three other people,
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I felt like a quarter of myself.
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And when I was in a whole crowd of people,
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I felt like nobody.
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I hate you.
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Please.
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...all of those things.
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I think he's hot.
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Tiff Peedle told me he only has one nut.
That's disgusting.
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Tiff Peedle's a pathological liar.
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You never know.
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There's only one way to find out, really.
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You're not doing that. Stop.
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No. No.
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Hey, Connor.
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- Hey, what's going on?
- Nothing.
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- He blatantly likes you.
- Do you think?
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- Blatantly wants to fuck you.
- Oh, my God.
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Frederica Diaz told me
he was a massive fuck.
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- Frederica Diaz?
- Yes. Spanish exchange student?
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Sophomore, fall, big butt, small skirts,
homeroom 42, remember?
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- Yes.
- Yes. Right.
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What?
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- God.
- The freaks don't even want her.
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Your new sister is Z-list.
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She's not my sister.
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It's karmic law, Nina. Your house is perfect,
your mom's a babe, your dad's hot.
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Don't be gross.
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And you're the prettiest girl in school.
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Yeah, well, I'm fat.
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Well, you were bound to inherit
a retard sooner or later.
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Dot.
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Do you mind if I sit down with you?
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I could sure use some company.
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Come on, we've been waiting for you.
Let's go.
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Fuck! It's ridiculous!
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Hurry up.
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- Where was she hiding?
- She was in the bathroom.
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What a freak.
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Can't believe my parents took her in.
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When she arrived last week,
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she was holding a cardboard box
with her dad's ashes in it.
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I really wish you would accept Dot, Nina.
We're all in this together.
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Whatever. It wasn't my decision.
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- She's sitting right there.
- So what? She can't even hear.
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She can't even speak.
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It's like she's a cat, or a dog or something.
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My mom says hi.
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She wanted me to tell you that her sister
is looking for an interior decorator,
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if you're interested. She lives in Wallingford.
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Well, I will give her a call.
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I'm still very busy here, though.
I haven't even finished the kitchen.
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Or the living room, or the dining room.
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Will you help me with dinner, Dot?
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Don't touch that, please.
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I'm sorry. My mom's a total control freak.
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This could be the fabric for our new couch.
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Jesus Christ, Mom, she was just touching it.
It's not like she has cooties or something.
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Besides, you're letting the retarded girl
touch our food.
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Be careful, Nina, she can read lips.
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Your bedroom looks great, Mrs. Deer.
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I love the new curtains.
They're very dramatic.
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When were you in my bedroom?
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We were just getting some lipstick, Mom.
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Mr. Deer did such a nice job
with this house.
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It's the nicest house in Meriden,
everyone says so.
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Thank you, Michelle.
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Not like that, Dot.
You're wasting too much of the bean.
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I was watching the news.
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Why can't we watch something
that actually affects us?
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- Michelle's staying for dinner.
- Not tonight, Nina.
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Why, there's not enough food
with the deaf girl?
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Your father's had a long day.
I'm sure he would like a quiet night.
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Well, then,
why doesn't he dine alone with Dot?
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Paul Deer, how nice to see you again.
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Janice Feltswater.
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I'm Nina's college advisor.
Parent-teacher conference.
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- Oh, yes.
- Yes.
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I've been meaning to touch base with you.
Or your wife.
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I'm concerned.
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- About Nina?
- About Dot.
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- The disabled girl you've taken in?
- She's deaf.
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She seems very unhappy.
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She just lost her father.
They were very close.
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- What about her mother?
- Cancer, when Dot was seven.
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- Tragic.
- Yes.
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You are so good to have taken her in.
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You're not only a brilliant architect,
you're a good man.
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- Thank you.
- Olivia Deer?
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- Yes.
- Something wrong?
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My wife had a root canal.
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- Ouch.
- Antibiotics.
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- Well, it was nice to see you.
- Good to see you.
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- Good night.
- Tell your wife hello.
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- I will. Good night.
- Good night.
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Hello, Dot.
Did you have a good day at school?
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She spent most of the day in the bathroom.
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She's a total freak.
Can't you just be, like, her un-godparents?
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You look nice today.
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I just said that you look nice today.
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Well, I look like shit
and I need to wash my hair.
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Mom's passed out in the living room.
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Hey, come here. Take it.
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It's great.
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It's, like, socially acceptable.
It's legalized heroin.
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My mom won't notice.
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Pussy.
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Hey.
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Paisley.
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It's hard work decorating, Paul.
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I have to rely on the French
and Italians to send me fabrics.
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Come on. Let's get you to bed. Come on.
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Up you go.
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Up.
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You all right?
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Thanks, hon.
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Stop it.
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- What?
- Looking at me like that.
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- Like what?
- My hip still hurts at night.
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This arrived today.
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Now the room is finally finished.
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It's perfect.
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Good.
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I'm sorry.
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About Dot.
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I want her here, Olivia.
It was the right thing to do.
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- I should get the girls dinner.
- Don't say it like that.
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Don't imply, every time you say
that you are going to do something,
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you are implying I am not the one doing it.
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You're tired, Olivia. Get some sleep.
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No, I'm self-aware!
I'm incredibly fucking self-aware.
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So, you think Dot's going to be able
to keep up with your classes at school?
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I don't know, why don't you ask her?
You seem to be an expert in deaf-speak.
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You know, there's an American Sign
Language course at the evening extension.
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I thought it would be fun
if we all learnt a little sign language.
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You mean she's actually staying?
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Of course she's staying, Nina.
She doesn't have anybody else.
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She doesn't have any family.
She's not as fortunate as you.
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It wouldn't hurt for you to, you know,
take some sign language courses.
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It couldn't help but look good
on your college applications.
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People like to see a little initiative.
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Hello? Yeah. I know.
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Yeah, well, let me call you back. Okay.
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You make yourself at home, okay, Dot?
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I'm spending the night at Michelle's.
We have to practice our new routines.
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Tonight?
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Yeah, I wanted to give you
and your new daughter some time to bond.
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Michelle Fell with Norman Griss,
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Nina Deer with Nelim Sathime.
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Oh, and, Dot,
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for this dissection
you'll be partnered with Connor Kennedy.
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Okay?
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All right, everybody.
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- Hi.
- Peel back that outer layer of skin
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and get yourself acquainted
with the general anatomical structure.
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I'm calling PETA.
This is major animal cruelty right now.
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Save it, Miss Fell.
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Gentle, Dot, slow.
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The pig is already dead.
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I can't believe that auditory waste product
gets to lab with Connor.
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It's like Piln trying to hold fate.
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And I want to fuck him.
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Fuck him.
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He's obviously afraid of commitment.
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So, who do you want to bang-chung
these days, Nina?
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No one.
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Nina, you got to get it going.
You are 17 and you're still a virgin.
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Don't worry, I'm not going to tell anybody.
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It's just if you don't pop this thing
before the end of the year,
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you're going to end up
being a high-school spinster.
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Blatantly.
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Now, I really just don't get it.
You could have anybody you wanted.
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Except Connor. Dibs on him this semester.
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Look.
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Dot's found a companion
she can speak with.
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Maybe Myrna will adopt her, and that way
she can have two deaf daughters.
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When Beethoven was 17 years old,
his mother died.
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In 1801, when Beethoven first discovered
he was losing his hearing,
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he got severely depressed.
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...he actually knows who I am.
I gave him two weeks' notice.
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Watch, I'm telling you right now...
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- What?
- Nothing, man.
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- I want to see.
- Don't worry about it.
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Hey, what the fuck? You don't want to fuck
with the master, baby.
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- Come on.
- Hey, you guys, come on. Let's go.
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But he emerged from this moment of crisis
triumphant.
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His middle period
is characterized by a heroic tone,
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as in his opera, Fidelio,
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where a wife saves
her imprisoned husband from murder
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at the hands of his enemy.
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Come here, Dot.
Don't be scared, you need some color.
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It's too bad I stopped seeing you
after your mom died.
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I always wanted a sister.
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You know, maybe if you would have had
a female influence in your life,
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you wouldn't look like a janitor.
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There, looks perfect.
Now you actually look like a woman.
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Later.
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I had a pop quiz in history today. I got a B-.
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- That's too bad.
- Michelle got a C.
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I thought it was a good thing.
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The least you could do
is say something supportive.
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Your hair is getting so long.
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It's so soft.
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Thanks, Daddy.
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I was seven when my mom died.
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After that, my father became my world.
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When I was little,
even if I was just practicing scales,
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my father would press his back
against the base of our upright piano
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with his eyes closed
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so that he could feel the vibrations
of the piano strings.
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It was his way of listening.
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One day
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we were eating French fries.
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I was playing with the ketchup on my plate.
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My father told me
he had to run across the street to the bank.
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I said I had to go to the bathroom.
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He told me to meet him
in front of the restaurant.
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By the time I got there,
there were people everywhere.
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My father had run in front of a truck
and was killed.
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The police officer told me
that he probably died on impact.
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It was fast, there was no pain.
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I'm supposed to find comfort in that.
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For the record, he had looked both ways,
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but he couldn't hear the truck's horn
honking at him.
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No one ran to save him.
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No one bothered to run out and grab him.
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If I had been there with him,
it would have been different.
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If I hadn't left him alone.
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Daddy.
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You have such a beautiful back.
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If only you weren't so beautiful.
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I gained three pounds.
I weighed myself in gym.
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What was that?
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How is the Alderside house coming?
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Fine, fine.
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I'm spending the night at Michelle's.
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- It's a school night.
- And your point is?
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- You're not going.
- Mom.
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Why can't she go?
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Don't contradict me just to contradict me.
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We're just going to the movies
with a bunch of friends.
249
00:20:36,780 --> 00:20:37,769
Boys?
250
00:20:38,740 --> 00:20:41,254
- It's none of your business.
- I'm just curious.
251
00:20:41,380 --> 00:20:44,133
Yeah, Michelle and I were gonna gang-bang
the entire varsity squad
252
00:20:44,260 --> 00:20:46,376
in the back row of the Cineplex.
253
00:20:46,500 --> 00:20:47,774
You're not going.
254
00:20:49,860 --> 00:20:51,009
Why not?
255
00:20:59,220 --> 00:21:01,051
I finished all my homework.
256
00:21:02,220 --> 00:21:04,290
She finished all her homework.
257
00:21:07,020 --> 00:21:09,739
- So can I go?
- Well, it's up to your father.
258
00:21:11,940 --> 00:21:13,259
Thanks, Dad.
259
00:21:15,700 --> 00:21:17,736
Hello? Yeah. I'll be out in a sec.
260
00:21:17,860 --> 00:21:19,657
Michelle's waiting outside. Bye.
261
00:21:30,820 --> 00:21:32,173
What's wrong?
262
00:21:37,540 --> 00:21:41,135
- She thinks she can do whatever she wants.
- She just wants to go to a movie.
263
00:21:41,260 --> 00:21:44,093
You're not helping me, Olivia.
You're not helping me.
264
00:21:44,220 --> 00:21:45,972
I'm trying to raise her.
265
00:21:46,100 --> 00:21:49,775
I am trying to do things right,
and you are not helping me.
266
00:21:49,900 --> 00:21:51,538
You constantly contradict me.
267
00:21:51,660 --> 00:21:54,128
Calm down. I hate it when you snap at me.
268
00:21:54,260 --> 00:21:56,535
You undermine my authority.
269
00:21:56,740 --> 00:21:59,732
- Don't be ridiculous, they're just girls.
- Jesus.
270
00:22:06,260 --> 00:22:08,615
I'm sorry you had to see that, Dot.
271
00:22:12,980 --> 00:22:16,609
Well, he loses his temper once in a while
for no good reason.
272
00:22:17,940 --> 00:22:20,693
People can be very complicated, Dot.
273
00:22:22,660 --> 00:22:25,458
You know, your mother was complicated.
Your mother was a slut.
274
00:22:26,140 --> 00:22:29,450
I married the first man I was with,
but not your mother.
275
00:22:29,700 --> 00:22:32,737
Your mother was a big, old, lucky slut.
276
00:22:35,260 --> 00:22:37,251
You look like your mother, you know that?
277
00:22:37,380 --> 00:22:41,259
You are the same age now
as your mother was when we met.
278
00:22:41,740 --> 00:22:42,855
Hold on.
279
00:22:50,660 --> 00:22:54,448
Here was our apartment after graduation.
We shared a bedroom.
280
00:22:54,980 --> 00:22:57,813
I put that wallpaper up
with my own two hands.
281
00:22:58,260 --> 00:22:59,978
God, look at my hair.
282
00:23:08,980 --> 00:23:12,893
You know, you should make
more of an effort to keep up appearances.
283
00:23:13,860 --> 00:23:16,010
There you go, you look much better.
284
00:23:20,660 --> 00:23:22,696
I envy your mother sometimes.
285
00:23:24,100 --> 00:23:25,977
Never having to grow old.
286
00:23:33,740 --> 00:23:35,651
What, you want to go to a movie?
287
00:23:36,180 --> 00:23:38,375
Of course. Sure, I can take you.
288
00:23:39,540 --> 00:23:41,735
You're in no condition to drive.
289
00:23:41,860 --> 00:23:45,250
She's all alone, Paul. She wants to go
to a movie. It's the least I can do.
290
00:23:45,380 --> 00:23:46,369
The poor girl.
291
00:23:46,500 --> 00:23:47,899
I'll drive her.
292
00:23:52,660 --> 00:23:54,616
Paul is going to drive you.
293
00:24:23,100 --> 00:24:25,568
Move over so I can sit next to Connor.
294
00:24:26,180 --> 00:24:29,331
I want to see if he gets a hard-on
when I put my hand in his lap.
295
00:24:36,820 --> 00:24:39,095
Should we ask Dot to sit with us?
296
00:24:41,780 --> 00:24:45,773
- Some people prefer to sit alone.
- Yeah, dude. She's a buzzkill, man.
297
00:24:45,900 --> 00:24:48,209
No, I... Seriously, guys, think about it.
298
00:24:48,340 --> 00:24:52,492
I mean, imagine what that's got to be like,
you know? Not being able to hear?
299
00:24:53,340 --> 00:24:56,138
- It's fucking depressing.
- She knows what it's like to hear.
300
00:24:56,260 --> 00:24:59,013
She lost her hearing
when she was seven, after her mom died.
301
00:24:59,140 --> 00:25:00,812
She was totally normal before that.
302
00:25:04,180 --> 00:25:05,408
- That's cool.
- I don't know,
303
00:25:05,540 --> 00:25:08,134
I bet it'd be harder losing something
than never having had it at all.
304
00:25:08,260 --> 00:25:11,616
Okay, Deepak Chopra Winfrey.
Thanks for the life lesson.
305
00:25:28,220 --> 00:25:31,496
One day we wake up
and we realize the world sucks.
306
00:25:33,820 --> 00:25:35,811
And we suck for being in it.
307
00:25:37,860 --> 00:25:39,339
And we run away.
308
00:25:44,340 --> 00:25:46,854
I'm telling you, she's a hermaphrodite.
309
00:25:47,180 --> 00:25:49,136
What? You don't believe me?
310
00:26:02,820 --> 00:26:05,459
Anything but to face ourselves as we are.
311
00:26:11,700 --> 00:26:13,736
Anything to avoid asking
312
00:26:14,980 --> 00:26:17,369
why we hate ourselves so much.
313
00:26:37,380 --> 00:26:39,974
How do you know if you're a good kisser?
314
00:26:41,260 --> 00:26:42,773
What do you mean?
315
00:26:44,420 --> 00:26:48,095
I mean, if you were a bad kisser,
do you think people would tell you?
316
00:26:48,220 --> 00:26:51,018
Or do you think you'd, like,
actually live your whole life
317
00:26:51,140 --> 00:26:53,449
thinking you were a good kisser?
318
00:26:54,820 --> 00:26:56,173
I don't know.
319
00:26:57,460 --> 00:26:59,496
You'd have to ask, I guess.
320
00:27:01,420 --> 00:27:05,049
Find someone you really trust
and kiss them.
321
00:27:06,980 --> 00:27:09,050
And then ask them how it was.
322
00:27:10,540 --> 00:27:11,655
I guess.
323
00:28:25,220 --> 00:28:26,619
I'm sick, Dot.
324
00:28:31,020 --> 00:28:33,739
I'm sick and I hate it.
325
00:28:38,060 --> 00:28:39,209
I thought
326
00:28:41,460 --> 00:28:44,975
when you came here,
maybe things would change.
327
00:28:51,220 --> 00:28:55,498
I thought maybe having
somebody else here would...
328
00:29:00,220 --> 00:29:01,539
I don't know.
329
00:29:03,100 --> 00:29:05,136
I don't know what I thought.
330
00:29:28,060 --> 00:29:29,288
I hate it.
331
00:29:42,180 --> 00:29:44,648
If you could live anywhere in the world,
where would it be?
332
00:29:45,740 --> 00:29:46,934
I don't know.
333
00:29:47,380 --> 00:29:49,177
Did you ever think about that before?
334
00:29:49,300 --> 00:29:52,372
- Of course. I think about it all the time.
- Well, where then?
335
00:29:54,220 --> 00:29:55,619
How about you?
336
00:29:56,900 --> 00:29:58,333
Florida, maybe.
337
00:29:59,300 --> 00:30:01,450
- Super sunny.
- Yeah.
338
00:30:02,900 --> 00:30:04,299
Maybe Australia.
339
00:30:05,860 --> 00:30:07,851
Random. Why?
340
00:30:10,140 --> 00:30:11,812
It's really far away.
341
00:30:37,660 --> 00:30:38,649
Whatever, Nina.
342
00:30:38,780 --> 00:30:42,011
Just wait until your mom and dad are asleep
and sneak out. It's not that hard.
343
00:30:42,140 --> 00:30:44,335
My mom's a chronic insomniac,
I do it all the time.
344
00:30:44,460 --> 00:30:46,735
- I mean, with your mom it should be easy.
- Michelle.
345
00:30:46,860 --> 00:30:50,409
Def Jam Records over there won't tattle.
She won't hear you.
346
00:30:51,580 --> 00:30:54,253
- Look, I said I'd try.
- Come on, it'll be fun. It's just the four of us.
347
00:30:54,380 --> 00:30:56,496
We've got the place to ourselves,
my parents' liquor cabinet.
348
00:30:56,620 --> 00:30:58,258
Maybe you can snag some pills
from your mom.
349
00:30:58,380 --> 00:31:00,655
Her mom's a major prescriptaholic.
350
00:31:01,220 --> 00:31:02,209
- Michelle.
- What?
351
00:31:02,340 --> 00:31:03,773
- Shut up.
- She is.
352
00:31:04,380 --> 00:31:06,371
We're gonna be late for practice.
353
00:31:12,860 --> 00:31:14,259
- Why the dramarama?
- Nothing.
354
00:31:14,380 --> 00:31:16,052
Look at me right now.
355
00:31:16,260 --> 00:31:18,171
Brian's parents are going to be gone
for one night.
356
00:31:18,300 --> 00:31:20,018
Connor and Brian
want us to get drunk with them,
357
00:31:20,140 --> 00:31:21,732
and you're not gonna fuck this up for me.
358
00:31:21,860 --> 00:31:23,896
Why do I have to be there?
Why can't you invite Fiona?
359
00:31:24,020 --> 00:31:26,090
Because he doesn't want to fuck Fiona.
He wants to fuck you.
360
00:31:26,220 --> 00:31:27,938
Look, I said I'd try, Michelle. Drop it.
361
00:31:28,060 --> 00:31:29,652
You know, your mom passes out
by 9:00 every night
362
00:31:29,780 --> 00:31:32,340
and your dad must go to sleep sometime.
363
00:31:32,740 --> 00:31:34,412
I gotta go to class.
364
00:31:42,220 --> 00:31:44,176
- Hello?
- How's my baby girl?
365
00:31:44,740 --> 00:31:45,729
What do you want?
366
00:31:45,860 --> 00:31:49,455
I just had a quiet moment at the office.
I thought I'd see how you're doing.
367
00:31:49,580 --> 00:31:52,333
- Fine.
- Are you in your cheerleading uniform?
368
00:31:53,060 --> 00:31:55,972
I gotta get to class.
I'm turning my phone off.
369
00:31:56,220 --> 00:31:57,573
Who was that?
370
00:31:58,060 --> 00:31:59,857
My mom. She's so needy.
371
00:32:48,860 --> 00:32:49,849
Shit!
372
00:33:31,220 --> 00:33:32,369
Hey, Dot.
373
00:34:00,180 --> 00:34:03,172
Life sucks, Dot. I feel like I can tell you this.
374
00:34:04,020 --> 00:34:07,695
I feel like I can be honest
because you can't hear, or can you?
375
00:34:09,620 --> 00:34:10,894
Look at you.
376
00:34:11,900 --> 00:34:14,858
Eating your sandwich like a piglet
while I talk.
377
00:34:16,700 --> 00:34:18,611
It's strangely comforting.
378
00:34:19,740 --> 00:34:23,415
When I first met you,
and when you first moved in, I hated you.
379
00:34:23,580 --> 00:34:25,138
I hated your face,
380
00:34:26,140 --> 00:34:28,051
and your dumb blank stare.
381
00:34:31,100 --> 00:34:34,775
But now that I feel like I know you again,
all that's changed.
382
00:34:35,180 --> 00:34:38,729
It's so nice to know that there's someone
whose life sucks more than mine.
383
00:34:41,420 --> 00:34:43,376
I'm gonna kill my dad, Dot.
384
00:34:46,060 --> 00:34:47,209
Tonight.
385
00:34:51,100 --> 00:34:52,772
I hate him, you know.
386
00:34:53,180 --> 00:34:55,171
I hate him but I love him.
387
00:34:56,220 --> 00:34:58,575
I hate it when he won't let me go out
with my friends,
388
00:34:58,700 --> 00:35:00,816
but I love it when he fucks me.
389
00:35:01,860 --> 00:35:04,328
I hate when he fucks me, too, though.
390
00:35:04,620 --> 00:35:07,054
You see how that works?
It doesn't make any sense.
391
00:35:11,980 --> 00:35:14,892
He likes it
when I bite on his nipples, though.
392
00:35:17,020 --> 00:35:19,932
I stick the tip of his nipple between my teeth
393
00:35:20,380 --> 00:35:24,498
and I rub my tongue back and forth on it,
like a windshield wiper.
394
00:35:28,460 --> 00:35:30,098
It drives him wild.
395
00:35:30,740 --> 00:35:32,810
I made him come once
just by sucking on his nipples.
396
00:35:32,940 --> 00:35:35,135
I didn't even have to touch his dick once.
397
00:35:37,540 --> 00:35:40,008
I love that I can tell you this shit.
398
00:35:40,860 --> 00:35:43,852
Because it's like it's off my chest,
but it's still a secret, you know?
399
00:35:49,660 --> 00:35:51,651
Michelle's dad's got a gun.
400
00:35:52,580 --> 00:35:54,218
I know where it is.
401
00:35:57,020 --> 00:35:59,215
But I figure it'd be too gross.
402
00:36:00,020 --> 00:36:02,580
You know, with Mom's decorating and all.
403
00:36:02,780 --> 00:36:04,054
Although she's probably already joined
404
00:36:04,180 --> 00:36:07,058
Judy Garland and Marilyn Monroe
in pill popper's paradise.
405
00:36:07,180 --> 00:36:09,535
She's like an E! True Meriden Story.
406
00:36:14,140 --> 00:36:15,812
I'm gonna do it late.
407
00:36:17,740 --> 00:36:19,696
Mom won't wake up.
408
00:36:20,900 --> 00:36:22,333
You can't hear.
409
00:36:23,380 --> 00:36:24,893
It'll just be me,
410
00:36:25,860 --> 00:36:27,054
my daddy,
411
00:36:28,460 --> 00:36:29,813
and a bullet.
412
00:36:30,900 --> 00:36:33,778
Michelle's gonna steal it for me
this afternoon.
413
00:36:34,300 --> 00:36:35,255
Pow.
414
00:37:56,020 --> 00:37:58,295
Hey, hey, sorry. Did I scare you?
415
00:37:59,260 --> 00:38:00,739
I didn't mean to.
416
00:38:00,860 --> 00:38:01,849
I was just looking for you.
417
00:38:01,980 --> 00:38:03,254
I heard the music. That's, like, amazing.
418
00:38:03,380 --> 00:38:06,258
I've never been good at anything
other than basketball.
419
00:38:08,740 --> 00:38:09,775
Look,
420
00:38:10,500 --> 00:38:14,891
I was just wondering when you wanted
to get together to write up the lab.
421
00:38:23,020 --> 00:38:24,009
Dot.
422
00:38:25,260 --> 00:38:26,249
Dot!
423
00:38:27,220 --> 00:38:29,973
The wallpaper in the dining room
is revolting.
424
00:38:30,100 --> 00:38:33,410
- They ordered the wrong paper.
- Yeah, well, it makes me nauseous.
425
00:38:33,540 --> 00:38:35,929
They made a mistake. They'll replace it.
426
00:38:36,660 --> 00:38:39,049
If I had to eat dinner
and look at that every day,
427
00:38:39,180 --> 00:38:41,740
- I would seriously hurl.
- That's enough.
428
00:38:42,580 --> 00:38:44,332
What? I'm just saying.
429
00:38:44,540 --> 00:38:47,930
What, is it illegal now
to have an opinion in this house?
430
00:38:50,500 --> 00:38:53,492
- That's Michelle.
- You two are joined at the hip.
431
00:38:53,700 --> 00:38:55,850
Yeah, we're friends, Mom,
that's what best friends do.
432
00:38:55,980 --> 00:38:57,936
If you had any, you'd know.
433
00:39:02,900 --> 00:39:04,731
- Connor.
- I should have called.
434
00:39:04,860 --> 00:39:06,691
- What are you doing here?
- Is she here?
435
00:39:06,820 --> 00:39:08,219
She should be here by now.
436
00:39:08,340 --> 00:39:10,615
You know Michelle,
she'd be late to her own funeral.
437
00:39:10,740 --> 00:39:12,332
You can come in, though.
438
00:39:12,700 --> 00:39:15,373
- I came to see Dot.
- Dot?
439
00:39:15,820 --> 00:39:17,731
Yeah. I mean, she lives here, right?
She lives with you?
440
00:39:17,860 --> 00:39:19,213
Yeah, totally.
441
00:39:19,540 --> 00:39:21,895
Yeah, Dot totally lives here, yeah.
442
00:39:22,260 --> 00:39:25,457
I figured it wouldn't make much sense
to call. Can I come in?
443
00:39:26,060 --> 00:39:28,858
Yeah. Sorry. I'm totally rude.
444
00:39:29,900 --> 00:39:33,256
My mom is decorating
so we're eating in the kitchen. Come on in.
445
00:39:33,700 --> 00:39:34,735
Okay.
446
00:39:40,300 --> 00:39:43,337
- You're not Michelle.
- No, I'm not.
447
00:39:43,900 --> 00:39:46,016
- Who are you?
- I'm Connor.
448
00:39:47,180 --> 00:39:50,570
You never told us about Connor, Nina.
Why the big secret?
449
00:39:51,100 --> 00:39:52,579
He came for Dot.
450
00:39:53,340 --> 00:39:55,376
What are you going to do with her?
451
00:39:57,300 --> 00:39:59,768
We're lab partners in biology.
452
00:40:01,220 --> 00:40:02,892
That must be Michelle.
453
00:40:10,300 --> 00:40:11,892
Put this somewhere.
454
00:40:12,180 --> 00:40:13,818
I waited until my dad was asleep.
455
00:40:13,940 --> 00:40:17,649
- So, you go to school with Nina and Dot?
- That's right, sir.
456
00:40:19,340 --> 00:40:20,659
Nina never mentioned you.
457
00:40:20,780 --> 00:40:23,852
- Don't give him the third degree, Paul.
- What third degree?
458
00:40:24,220 --> 00:40:26,780
- Connor's here.
- What?
459
00:40:27,580 --> 00:40:29,218
He wants to see Dot.
460
00:40:30,260 --> 00:40:33,616
Clearly an excuse. He knows we're like BFF.
461
00:40:34,140 --> 00:40:36,938
- Fucking A. How do I look?
- Hot.
462
00:40:37,060 --> 00:40:39,130
- Does he want to fuck me?
- Yes.
463
00:40:39,660 --> 00:40:40,809
- Say it.
- Say what?
464
00:40:40,940 --> 00:40:44,455
- Say he wants to fuck me.
- He wants to fuck you.
465
00:40:44,580 --> 00:40:47,253
Connor Kennedy wants to fuck me.
466
00:40:49,500 --> 00:40:51,775
Connor Kennedy wants to fuck you.
467
00:40:54,660 --> 00:40:55,695
Let's rock.
468
00:40:55,820 --> 00:40:59,335
Wait! Let me stash this.
The last thing I need is my dad finding it.
469
00:41:02,740 --> 00:41:05,049
Dot and I actually have to go over
our biology lab.
470
00:41:05,180 --> 00:41:07,535
I thought maybe we could go to the library.
471
00:41:09,420 --> 00:41:11,456
Hi, Mr. and Mrs. Deer.
472
00:41:11,580 --> 00:41:13,093
- Hi, Connor.
- Hey.
473
00:41:13,820 --> 00:41:17,529
- Dinner looks great, Mrs. Deer.
- It's from Bene, Bene. On York.
474
00:41:20,060 --> 00:41:21,413
What are you looking at?
475
00:41:22,980 --> 00:41:25,414
You think you two are the only ones
that do homework?
476
00:41:31,180 --> 00:41:32,977
Okay. See you later.
477
00:41:37,460 --> 00:41:39,928
- Where are they going?
- To the library.
478
00:41:40,500 --> 00:41:42,889
- And you're letting her go?
- Why not?
479
00:41:43,020 --> 00:41:45,853
- You never let me do anything.
- That is not true.
480
00:41:45,980 --> 00:41:47,379
He could be some sick fuck,
you don't know.
481
00:41:47,500 --> 00:41:48,979
He said he was a friend of yours
from school.
482
00:41:49,100 --> 00:41:50,055
And you believed him?
483
00:41:50,180 --> 00:41:53,252
You introduced us to him,
you let him in the house.
484
00:42:00,780 --> 00:42:03,374
I just... I have a few questions about the...
485
00:42:03,500 --> 00:42:04,694
About the lab.
486
00:42:05,700 --> 00:42:07,850
See, I gotta get a good mark in bio
487
00:42:07,980 --> 00:42:10,938
'cause I need to pull a B to get this
basketball scholarship at UConn
488
00:42:11,060 --> 00:42:14,018
and I know that I'm not going to get
anything better than a C- in English,
489
00:42:14,140 --> 00:42:15,493
so I kind of need this.
490
00:42:15,620 --> 00:42:17,053
Can I help you?
491
00:42:17,420 --> 00:42:19,570
I think we need another minute.
492
00:42:21,820 --> 00:42:23,139
What flavor?
493
00:42:24,140 --> 00:42:25,414
She's deaf.
494
00:42:26,580 --> 00:42:28,810
But if you speak slowly,
she can read your lips.
495
00:42:28,940 --> 00:42:30,089
Vanilla?
496
00:42:30,620 --> 00:42:31,848
Strawberry?
497
00:42:32,700 --> 00:42:33,928
Chocolate?
498
00:42:36,820 --> 00:42:38,776
Nothing for me. I'm fine, thanks.
499
00:42:40,180 --> 00:42:41,408
Chocolate?
500
00:42:42,620 --> 00:42:44,895
Do you think my nipples
are abnormally big?
501
00:42:45,020 --> 00:42:46,453
Michelle, put your tit away.
502
00:42:46,580 --> 00:42:49,014
Well, Steph Simon was talking about it
in the locker room.
503
00:42:49,140 --> 00:42:50,493
- Your nipples?
- Nope.
504
00:42:50,620 --> 00:42:52,212
Nipples in general.
505
00:42:53,620 --> 00:42:57,533
- Dad! Jesus Christ, can't you knock?
- I did knock.
506
00:42:58,300 --> 00:43:00,973
Yeah, but can you wait until I say
"Come in," or something?
507
00:43:01,100 --> 00:43:03,853
I just wanted to see
if you'd finished your homework.
508
00:43:03,980 --> 00:43:06,892
I told you I did it this afternoon. Fuck.
509
00:43:08,380 --> 00:43:10,814
Nina, can I talk to you for a second?
510
00:43:13,220 --> 00:43:14,255
Nina?
511
00:43:23,500 --> 00:43:25,092
- What?
- It's a school night.
512
00:43:25,220 --> 00:43:26,699
- So what?
- And it's late.
513
00:43:26,820 --> 00:43:28,253
You should be focusing on your homework.
514
00:43:28,380 --> 00:43:29,733
- Send her home.
- We are doing homework.
515
00:43:29,860 --> 00:43:31,737
You're not finished,
you're in there doing your nails.
516
00:43:31,860 --> 00:43:34,328
Just send her home, okay?
It's a school night.
517
00:43:36,540 --> 00:43:38,098
- You gotta go.
- Go?
518
00:43:38,740 --> 00:43:40,537
- Go where?
- I don't know. Home, I guess.
519
00:43:40,660 --> 00:43:42,491
- Why?
- Just because.
520
00:43:42,620 --> 00:43:45,259
- What if Connor comes back?
- I'll call you.
521
00:43:46,060 --> 00:43:49,689
Okay, well, I'm picking you up at midnight
and we're going to Brian's.
522
00:43:49,820 --> 00:43:50,935
I can't!
523
00:44:05,900 --> 00:44:09,449
I'm not stupid, Dot. I'm not.
People think I am,
524
00:44:10,700 --> 00:44:12,258
but I'm not. I mean, I...
525
00:44:12,380 --> 00:44:15,053
I have this learning disorder. I have ADD.
526
00:44:20,180 --> 00:44:22,569
People think a lot of stupid things.
527
00:44:27,340 --> 00:44:30,730
I mean, people think
I fucked Frederica Diaz, it's...
528
00:44:36,460 --> 00:44:38,212
I think about you sometimes.
529
00:44:40,860 --> 00:44:43,533
I think about how you look naked,
530
00:44:45,020 --> 00:44:46,772
and how quiet you are.
531
00:44:48,980 --> 00:44:50,254
Like a doll.
532
00:44:53,980 --> 00:44:56,096
You're a virgin, too, aren't you, Dot?
533
00:45:33,100 --> 00:45:34,658
Stop. Stop it.
534
00:45:37,220 --> 00:45:38,369
I'm fat.
535
00:45:41,940 --> 00:45:44,500
You always say that. Where are you fat?
536
00:45:44,860 --> 00:45:47,738
- I don't see any fat. Where is the fat, here?
- Stop.
537
00:45:47,860 --> 00:45:49,088
Any there?
538
00:45:49,620 --> 00:45:51,053
- Here?
- Stop it.
539
00:46:00,300 --> 00:46:02,495
- I have something for you.
- What?
540
00:46:02,940 --> 00:46:04,976
- A present.
- No, you're just saying that.
541
00:46:05,100 --> 00:46:07,660
No, it's true. I'm gonna give it to you.
542
00:46:09,780 --> 00:46:11,054
But first...
543
00:46:14,940 --> 00:46:16,339
What was that?
544
00:46:24,620 --> 00:46:26,292
Dot broke the statue.
545
00:46:29,980 --> 00:46:31,891
I'm gonna get the dustpan.
546
00:46:42,540 --> 00:46:46,135
You're gonna have to be a little more
careful around here, young lady.
547
00:46:57,380 --> 00:46:59,575
Don't touch it, you'll cut yourself.
548
00:47:20,420 --> 00:47:21,535
Olivia.
549
00:48:01,100 --> 00:48:03,853
Dad, I said I was tired.
550
00:48:27,980 --> 00:48:30,540
Be honest. Do you think I'm fat?
551
00:48:33,420 --> 00:48:34,648
Be honest.
552
00:48:41,340 --> 00:48:43,695
I guess I can trust you, right, Dot? I mean,
553
00:48:44,180 --> 00:48:46,853
why would you lie to me?
You don't care about me.
554
00:48:58,540 --> 00:49:00,417
Tonight's the night, Dot.
555
00:49:02,860 --> 00:49:04,259
I can feel it.
556
00:49:05,300 --> 00:49:06,813
Tonight I'm gonna kill him.
557
00:49:06,940 --> 00:49:10,012
And I'm gonna do it at midnight.
It'll be the perfect time.
558
00:49:15,180 --> 00:49:18,138
You know, it's so good
that you can't hear, Dot.
559
00:49:18,260 --> 00:49:21,696
Otherwise, you'd be, like, an accomplice.
560
00:49:55,420 --> 00:49:58,139
Department of Child Welfare.
Gina McQueen speaking.
561
00:50:00,100 --> 00:50:01,169
Hello?
562
00:50:03,220 --> 00:50:04,289
Hello?
563
00:50:40,420 --> 00:50:42,217
H-O-T, hot!
564
00:50:42,620 --> 00:50:44,815
The Cougar team is hot.
565
00:50:45,580 --> 00:50:47,536
H-O-T, hot!
566
00:50:47,860 --> 00:50:50,818
When we say roar, you say net.
567
00:50:50,940 --> 00:50:52,976
Go for the net. Meriden.
568
00:50:53,500 --> 00:50:54,728
Meriden.
569
00:50:54,860 --> 00:50:56,976
They got boys but we got men.
570
00:50:57,100 --> 00:50:59,773
The Cougars stand up proud and tall.
571
00:50:59,900 --> 00:51:02,255
The Cougars rock at basketball!
572
00:51:28,660 --> 00:51:29,615
Hey.
573
00:51:33,100 --> 00:51:34,613
I didn't see you there.
574
00:51:37,020 --> 00:51:39,011
I suck at basketball and...
575
00:51:49,820 --> 00:51:50,889
You know, usually when we win,
576
00:51:51,020 --> 00:51:54,251
there's a whole bunch of people
waiting outside of our locker room,
577
00:51:54,380 --> 00:51:55,813
cheering us on.
578
00:51:58,580 --> 00:52:00,172
Got out fast today.
579
00:52:05,500 --> 00:52:07,138
Nobody likes a loser.
580
00:52:16,380 --> 00:52:18,894
You know,
I was thinking about you last night.
581
00:52:22,300 --> 00:52:23,892
I was thinking that
582
00:52:25,660 --> 00:52:28,299
if we went on a road trip,
how quiet it would be.
583
00:52:32,180 --> 00:52:36,298
You know, we could go all the way
through Long Island to Pennsylvania.
584
00:52:36,420 --> 00:52:39,059
You know,
that's where they make Hershey's chocolate.
585
00:52:39,180 --> 00:52:40,499
Pennsylvania.
586
00:52:40,620 --> 00:52:44,169
And all the lamp posts
look like Hershey's Kisses.
587
00:52:45,660 --> 00:52:47,935
They give you free M&M's at the factory.
588
00:52:51,580 --> 00:52:53,332
I can smell your hair.
589
00:52:54,780 --> 00:52:56,657
It smells like cucumbers.
590
00:53:02,660 --> 00:53:05,697
I got really, really hard last night.
591
00:53:07,780 --> 00:53:09,338
I had to beat off.
592
00:53:12,020 --> 00:53:15,854
And my mom was just outside of my room,
putting the towels away.
593
00:53:15,980 --> 00:53:17,698
You know, I could hear her,
594
00:53:19,740 --> 00:53:21,458
but I couldn't help myself.
595
00:53:23,700 --> 00:53:26,134
I mean, I came four times.
596
00:53:28,860 --> 00:53:31,055
I mean, four times, that isn't normal, is it?
597
00:53:41,460 --> 00:53:42,859
What am I gonna do?
598
00:53:46,580 --> 00:53:50,619
I'm this sex addict with a learning disorder
who forgot how to play basketball.
599
00:53:51,740 --> 00:53:54,732
The landscaper's coming at noon tomorrow.
600
00:53:55,980 --> 00:53:57,413
You told me already.
601
00:53:58,420 --> 00:54:00,570
Is Nina at the basketball game?
602
00:54:01,820 --> 00:54:03,697
She's your daughter.
You don't know where she is?
603
00:54:03,820 --> 00:54:07,051
Well, of course I know where she is,
she's at the basketball game.
604
00:54:07,180 --> 00:54:10,138
That boy that came over the other night
was on the basketball team.
605
00:54:10,260 --> 00:54:12,376
- I thought he was very cute.
- Cute?
606
00:54:12,500 --> 00:54:13,649
For Nina.
607
00:54:18,460 --> 00:54:19,973
Careful, Olivia.
608
00:54:21,300 --> 00:54:24,133
What with all these music videos
and magazines,
609
00:54:24,260 --> 00:54:25,215
do you really think she needs you
610
00:54:25,340 --> 00:54:27,729
to push her into dating
and dressing like a slut?
611
00:54:34,620 --> 00:54:35,609
Paul?
612
00:54:36,740 --> 00:54:38,298
Have I gotten fat?
613
00:54:38,740 --> 00:54:42,096
She's only 17.
When you were 17, you were still a virgin.
614
00:54:46,260 --> 00:54:49,969
Come on, just look. You didn't even look.
Come here, see if you can pinch an inch.
615
00:54:50,100 --> 00:54:52,489
- See if you can pinch an inch.
- Good night.
616
00:54:55,100 --> 00:54:57,739
You're mean. I'm sleeping on the floor.
617
00:55:08,420 --> 00:55:12,254
- Get into bed, Olivia.
- I don't want to, I'm comfortable here.
618
00:55:12,780 --> 00:55:15,055
- Get into bed.
- Leave me alone!
619
00:55:15,460 --> 00:55:18,020
Olivia, get into bed.
You're gonna catch a cold.
620
00:55:18,140 --> 00:55:19,892
Yeah, it'll be all your fault.
621
00:55:29,820 --> 00:55:32,288
See, I'm still as light as a feather.
622
00:55:35,220 --> 00:55:37,688
You know,
I've kissed a bunch of girls before.
623
00:55:39,020 --> 00:55:40,453
It's all right.
624
00:55:42,500 --> 00:55:45,173
But I've never done it, you know, the it.
625
00:55:47,260 --> 00:55:48,739
Stuck it inside.
626
00:55:54,460 --> 00:55:55,449
What?
627
00:55:57,220 --> 00:55:58,448
What is it?
628
00:56:26,700 --> 00:56:28,213
That's all right.
629
00:56:50,020 --> 00:56:51,009
Nina?
630
00:56:54,820 --> 00:56:55,855
Nina?
631
00:56:58,020 --> 00:56:59,658
- What?
- Where's Dot?
632
00:57:01,700 --> 00:57:03,577
How am I supposed to know?
633
00:57:07,420 --> 00:57:09,490
- How was the game?
- It sucked.
634
00:57:10,980 --> 00:57:12,129
We lost.
635
00:57:16,220 --> 00:57:18,176
Don't get it on my uniform.
636
00:57:19,420 --> 00:57:22,014
I've got something
that might make you feel better.
637
00:57:22,140 --> 00:57:23,129
What?
638
00:57:34,740 --> 00:57:36,492
- Daddy!
- Open it.
639
00:57:36,620 --> 00:57:39,930
What? Oh, my God!
640
00:57:40,060 --> 00:57:41,891
- I told you I got you a present.
- I love it!
641
00:57:42,020 --> 00:57:44,056
- You really like it?
- Yes, I love it.
642
00:57:44,180 --> 00:57:46,489
I love it, Dad. It's so great.
643
00:57:48,100 --> 00:57:50,898
- Wait a minute, Dad, wait a minute.
- What's the matter?
644
00:57:51,020 --> 00:57:52,009
Stop.
645
00:57:52,820 --> 00:57:56,449
Gosh. I gotta iron my uniform
before I go to bed.
646
00:57:58,820 --> 00:57:59,809
So...
647
00:58:01,420 --> 00:58:03,058
I'll be in my room.
648
00:58:16,060 --> 00:58:17,209
You okay?
649
00:58:37,460 --> 00:58:38,609
Oh, shit.
650
00:58:39,980 --> 00:58:42,016
Do you think I have a big dick, Dot?
651
00:58:42,140 --> 00:58:44,415
I mean, I've measured it.
652
00:58:45,780 --> 00:58:47,418
It's pretty small when it's soft,
653
00:58:47,540 --> 00:58:50,737
but when it gets hard, it's pretty big.
654
00:58:59,740 --> 00:59:00,729
Wait.
655
00:59:01,020 --> 00:59:02,772
Dot! Wait!
656
00:59:38,220 --> 00:59:39,369
Come in.
657
00:59:41,260 --> 00:59:43,410
I knocked and waited this time.
658
00:59:49,140 --> 00:59:53,179
Don't do that, I can't see what I'm doing.
I'll burn myself and be disfigured.
659
00:59:58,020 --> 00:59:59,248
Dad, I gotta do this.
660
00:59:59,380 --> 01:00:02,816
- Iron it before the next game.
- I don't like my uniform hot.
661
01:00:02,940 --> 01:00:04,089
Stop it!
662
01:00:04,500 --> 01:00:06,968
I like to iron it and let it cool off.
663
01:00:12,900 --> 01:00:14,811
Dad, I have a secret for you.
664
01:00:14,940 --> 01:00:16,214
- You do?
- Yeah.
665
01:00:16,340 --> 01:00:18,171
- A surprise.
- Really?
666
01:00:19,460 --> 01:00:20,654
Sit down.
667
01:00:26,220 --> 01:00:27,733
Close your eyes.
668
01:00:29,700 --> 01:00:31,930
- Close your eyes.
- Okay.
669
01:00:37,620 --> 01:00:39,815
I want you to be ready for this.
670
01:00:51,460 --> 01:00:53,018
Keep them closed.
671
01:01:03,860 --> 01:01:05,339
That feels nice.
672
01:01:08,180 --> 01:01:10,091
I love you so much, Nina.
673
01:01:14,420 --> 01:01:17,332
- What was that?
- Probably Dot. Honey, who cares?
674
01:01:19,540 --> 01:01:21,610
Were you not gonna yell at her
for coming home so late?
675
01:01:21,740 --> 01:01:24,379
No, no, no, no, no. Not right now.
I'm still waiting for my surprise.
676
01:01:30,140 --> 01:01:31,493
- Daddy?
- Yeah.
677
01:01:37,780 --> 01:01:40,852
I have to tell you something,
but you have to promise not to get angry.
678
01:01:40,980 --> 01:01:43,892
Of course, of course, honey,
anything. Anything.
679
01:01:44,900 --> 01:01:46,777
You have to promise first.
680
01:01:47,780 --> 01:01:49,133
Just tell me.
681
01:01:50,180 --> 01:01:51,579
- Do you promise?
- I promise.
682
01:01:51,700 --> 01:01:53,338
- Swear!
- What is it?
683
01:01:57,260 --> 01:01:59,569
I'm pregnant. You can open your eyes now.
684
01:02:03,780 --> 01:02:06,613
- What do you mean, Nina?
- I'm pregnant, Daddy.
685
01:02:06,820 --> 01:02:08,776
- I'm pregnant.
- Well, that's impossible!
686
01:02:08,900 --> 01:02:10,299
You don't believe me?
687
01:02:10,820 --> 01:02:13,050
- How do you know?
- I took a test!
688
01:02:13,180 --> 01:02:17,139
- Those tests aren't accurate.
- They're 97% accurate, Daddy,
689
01:02:17,260 --> 01:02:19,820
and I haven't had a period in six weeks.
690
01:02:21,100 --> 01:02:22,089
Fuck!
691
01:02:24,700 --> 01:02:25,928
That's it?
692
01:02:27,100 --> 01:02:30,251
- That's all you're gonna say?
- What are you gonna do about it?
693
01:02:30,940 --> 01:02:32,851
What am I gonna do about it?
694
01:02:33,580 --> 01:02:35,536
What do you think I'm gonna do about it?
695
01:02:35,660 --> 01:02:38,413
I don't want a baby with webbed feet
running around the house, Daddy!
696
01:02:38,540 --> 01:02:40,371
- I just wanted to make sure.
- Do you think I'm crazy?
697
01:02:40,500 --> 01:02:42,456
I just wanted to make sure!
698
01:02:42,580 --> 01:02:44,059
I need $1,000.
699
01:02:45,620 --> 01:02:46,939
$1,000?
700
01:02:47,060 --> 01:02:49,290
There's an anonymous clinic in Fairfield.
701
01:02:49,420 --> 01:02:52,218
- You haven't told anyone?
- Of course not.
702
01:02:59,260 --> 01:03:00,488
All right.
703
01:03:04,180 --> 01:03:05,613
I'll write you a cheque.
704
01:03:05,740 --> 01:03:09,653
You can't write me a cheque, Daddy.
It's not anonymous. I need cash.
705
01:03:17,100 --> 01:03:18,772
I'll get it tomorrow.
706
01:03:23,500 --> 01:03:25,092
Where are you going?
707
01:03:26,340 --> 01:03:27,568
I'm tired.
708
01:03:28,820 --> 01:03:31,732
You're probably tired, too.
It's a school night.
709
01:03:41,380 --> 01:03:45,089
I used to hold my breath underwater
for long periods at a time.
710
01:03:47,060 --> 01:03:50,336
My father took me to the YMCA
Saturday mornings.
711
01:03:50,940 --> 01:03:53,249
Submerged in the pool,
I heard nothing but my own heartbeat
712
01:03:53,380 --> 01:03:55,211
echoing against the water.
713
01:03:57,380 --> 01:03:59,689
I would've stayed underwater forever
714
01:03:59,820 --> 01:04:04,018
if my father hadn't been waiting for me
in the bleachers by the diving pool.
715
01:04:04,140 --> 01:04:07,928
I killed my goldfish when I was little, Dot.
I had six of them.
716
01:04:09,500 --> 01:04:11,934
And I cut them in half with scissors.
717
01:04:17,540 --> 01:04:21,135
When someone is waiting for you,
you have to come up for air.
718
01:04:25,020 --> 01:04:27,136
I was braver when I was a kid.
719
01:04:44,060 --> 01:04:45,015
Hey.
720
01:04:46,140 --> 01:04:48,256
I was just wondering if you'd want...
721
01:04:49,820 --> 01:04:52,015
Myrna, can you do me a favor
and ask Dot in sign language
722
01:04:52,140 --> 01:04:53,732
if she'd go to the Spring Fling
with me tonight?
723
01:04:53,860 --> 01:04:54,895
Sure.
724
01:04:56,660 --> 01:04:58,855
- She says no.
- What do you mean, no?
725
01:04:58,980 --> 01:05:00,936
- That's what she said.
- No, I mean, sign that back to her.
726
01:05:01,060 --> 01:05:02,732
Sign back, "What do you mean, no?"
727
01:05:05,500 --> 01:05:08,219
She says she can't go, she says she's sorry.
728
01:05:08,620 --> 01:05:10,212
I don't understand.
729
01:05:11,100 --> 01:05:14,649
She says to let it go now.
She says she's not right for you.
730
01:05:16,020 --> 01:05:19,137
How does she know what's right for me?
Just ask her.
731
01:05:20,980 --> 01:05:23,175
She says she belongs by herself.
732
01:05:26,700 --> 01:05:28,258
It's just a dance.
733
01:05:31,900 --> 01:05:32,889
Hey.
734
01:05:34,820 --> 01:05:37,095
I'm taking you to the dance, Dot.
735
01:05:43,420 --> 01:05:45,297
- Carrots.
- Me, too.
736
01:05:46,020 --> 01:05:48,659
- I'm gonna make that fucking whore...
- Michelle, take it down a notch.
737
01:05:48,780 --> 01:05:51,169
The whole world already knows
you're a cunt.
738
01:05:52,220 --> 01:05:54,290
There's nothing left to prove.
739
01:06:07,940 --> 01:06:09,976
I thought you could wear this to the dance.
740
01:06:10,100 --> 01:06:11,738
I think it'll look pretty on you.
741
01:06:14,820 --> 01:06:15,809
Suit yourself. Fine.
742
01:06:15,940 --> 01:06:19,535
I'll just put it in the dumpster
or give it to the Salvation Army.
743
01:06:30,100 --> 01:06:32,933
Dot, I have some good news for you.
744
01:06:33,540 --> 01:06:37,135
After tomorrow night,
you are going to be an only child.
745
01:06:37,740 --> 01:06:39,537
That's right, I'm taking off.
746
01:06:39,660 --> 01:06:43,016
I mean, who wants to stick around
for murder charges? Not me.
747
01:06:43,140 --> 01:06:44,698
I'm getting out of here.
748
01:06:45,380 --> 01:06:48,338
I think maybe I could start over
in New Haven, you know?
749
01:06:48,460 --> 01:06:50,098
I could work at a bar
750
01:06:51,900 --> 01:06:53,219
or be a stripper.
751
01:06:53,660 --> 01:06:56,493
I saw this show on MTV about strippers.
752
01:06:57,540 --> 01:07:00,498
They make a lot of money
and it's easy, I guess.
753
01:07:00,660 --> 01:07:04,812
Some of them even become famous,
like Courtney Love. She was a stripper.
754
01:07:06,740 --> 01:07:08,696
I could be like her, maybe.
755
01:07:09,500 --> 01:07:13,652
I mean, I wouldn't really care,
bunch of old guys looking at my tits.
756
01:07:15,980 --> 01:07:17,936
Wouldn't matter, at least I'd be getting paid.
757
01:07:24,540 --> 01:07:25,973
It was so hard
758
01:07:27,900 --> 01:07:29,572
to lie to my dad about being pregnant
759
01:07:29,700 --> 01:07:31,577
that I think a part of me thinks it's true.
760
01:07:34,860 --> 01:07:36,259
Is that crazy?
761
01:07:44,700 --> 01:07:45,849
I'll have $1,000, though.
762
01:07:45,980 --> 01:07:49,256
That'll be enough to get me started
in New Haven before I have to get a job.
763
01:07:50,100 --> 01:07:51,374
It'll be perfect.
764
01:07:53,020 --> 01:07:55,409
You know, I am not letting you go
to the dance without lipstick,
765
01:07:55,540 --> 01:07:57,178
I just can't do it.
766
01:07:57,940 --> 01:08:00,215
This one smells like strawberries.
767
01:08:00,540 --> 01:08:03,338
Connor will go crazy
when you go to kiss him.
768
01:08:06,260 --> 01:08:07,375
Perfect.
769
01:08:09,180 --> 01:08:11,057
Now you almost look human.
770
01:08:20,820 --> 01:08:23,698
Beethoven's best work
comes in his late period,
771
01:08:24,940 --> 01:08:27,056
a period of complete deafness.
772
01:08:33,020 --> 01:08:34,658
I imagine his mind
773
01:08:35,180 --> 01:08:38,092
must have been the loudest silence
in history.
774
01:08:44,020 --> 01:08:45,578
You don't like it?
775
01:08:47,820 --> 01:08:50,095
Dot, you can't go to the dance like this.
776
01:08:50,220 --> 01:08:52,575
You look like you should be pumping gas.
777
01:08:53,540 --> 01:08:56,293
What about Connor?
He's totally hot for you!
778
01:09:01,860 --> 01:09:03,816
You are a major enigma, Dot.
779
01:09:05,940 --> 01:09:07,931
I don't know how you do it.
780
01:09:13,500 --> 01:09:16,094
Do you want to let me in on your secret?
781
01:09:21,900 --> 01:09:24,539
They say that the truth can set you free.
782
01:09:25,620 --> 01:09:26,973
That's a lie.
783
01:09:29,300 --> 01:09:32,098
The truth is, lies can protect us.
784
01:09:34,100 --> 01:09:35,613
Lies keep us safe
785
01:09:37,340 --> 01:09:38,739
from the truth.
786
01:09:39,020 --> 01:09:40,009
Nina?
787
01:10:16,500 --> 01:10:19,094
- Nina?
- Jesus Christ, Dad, you scared me.
788
01:10:19,700 --> 01:10:20,894
How do I look?
789
01:10:21,020 --> 01:10:23,739
- I brought you the money.
- I look like shit.
790
01:10:26,700 --> 01:10:28,691
$1,000, isn't that what you said?
791
01:10:29,820 --> 01:10:31,139
$1,000, right.
792
01:10:31,260 --> 01:10:33,410
- So you can fix the problem.
- Right. Fix.
793
01:10:33,540 --> 01:10:35,815
Because you're pregnant,
I went to the bank and got cash.
794
01:10:36,980 --> 01:10:39,016
- Great.
- Because you're pregnant.
795
01:10:39,140 --> 01:10:41,017
Dad, I really wish
that you would stop saying it.
796
01:10:41,140 --> 01:10:42,539
- That you're pregnant?
- Stop it!
797
01:10:42,660 --> 01:10:44,571
- What? You're pregnant, aren't you?
- Dad.
798
01:10:44,700 --> 01:10:46,691
- I can keep saying it.
- Well, I really wish you wouldn't!
799
01:10:46,820 --> 01:10:49,095
- You're pregnant, Nina, say it!
- No!
800
01:10:49,220 --> 01:10:50,209
I'm gonna go and get ready.
801
01:10:50,340 --> 01:10:53,730
- I can say it over and over again.
- No! You're scaring me.
802
01:10:54,860 --> 01:10:57,249
But no matter how many times I repeat it,
803
01:10:57,380 --> 01:10:59,450
no matter how many times I repeat it,
804
01:10:59,580 --> 01:11:02,048
it still doesn't make it true,
isn't that right, Nina?
805
01:11:02,180 --> 01:11:03,135
Huh?
806
01:11:07,700 --> 01:11:09,452
My daughter is a whore.
807
01:11:17,940 --> 01:11:19,134
What is that?
808
01:11:39,140 --> 01:11:42,450
It is a neighborhood
where 12 families have lost their homes.
809
01:11:42,580 --> 01:11:44,730
- The fire broke Friday...
- What is that?
810
01:11:44,860 --> 01:11:47,135
Listen to me, Nina! Listen to me.
811
01:11:47,660 --> 01:11:49,571
I'm sick of your bullshit.
812
01:11:50,900 --> 01:11:53,460
I don't know what you're talking about.
813
01:11:57,220 --> 01:11:59,495
- Tampons?
- I can explain.
814
01:12:01,180 --> 01:12:02,977
- I bought you that purse.
- Dad.
815
01:12:03,100 --> 01:12:05,250
As a present. And this is how you repay me?
816
01:12:05,380 --> 01:12:07,450
By using it to hide your lies?
817
01:12:07,740 --> 01:12:09,890
- They're Michelle's.
- Don't, Nina. Don't.
818
01:12:10,020 --> 01:12:12,773
Are you trying to make me
into some kind of an asshole?
819
01:12:12,900 --> 01:12:15,539
- Are you?
- Dad, I swear they're Michelle's.
820
01:12:15,860 --> 01:12:18,169
She's not bringing her purse
and I'm carrying them for her.
821
01:12:18,300 --> 01:12:19,653
No, Nina. No.
822
01:12:21,100 --> 01:12:22,533
You lied to me.
823
01:12:24,340 --> 01:12:26,251
Do you know how scared I was?
824
01:12:28,420 --> 01:12:29,694
I'm sorry.
825
01:12:34,740 --> 01:12:36,458
Do you know how frightened I was?
826
01:12:43,260 --> 01:12:44,818
I love you, Daddy.
827
01:12:51,300 --> 01:12:54,451
- What happened to my baby girl?
- I'm still your baby girl!
828
01:12:54,580 --> 01:12:58,255
My baby girl who would listen to me
and tell me the truth.
829
01:12:58,380 --> 01:13:00,450
I'll tell you what's happened to her.
830
01:13:00,580 --> 01:13:03,731
- She's turned into a little bitch!
- That's not true.
831
01:13:03,860 --> 01:13:07,330
- You're hurting me!
- Why did you lie to me?
832
01:13:08,820 --> 01:13:11,812
- Why?
- Listen to me, Daddy, I'm sorry.
833
01:13:13,140 --> 01:13:14,368
I'm sorry.
834
01:13:16,180 --> 01:13:19,331
Daddy, stop it. Please.
835
01:13:20,900 --> 01:13:22,697
I was scared, you know.
836
01:13:26,100 --> 01:13:27,169
I was scared.
837
01:13:31,980 --> 01:13:35,256
No, please. I have to get ready to go out.
838
01:13:35,860 --> 01:13:38,294
Please don't do this. Don't, please.
839
01:13:39,540 --> 01:13:40,655
Stop!
840
01:13:44,460 --> 01:13:46,052
- No!
- You trying to make an asshole out of me?
841
01:13:46,180 --> 01:13:47,169
Daddy, please,
842
01:13:47,300 --> 01:13:48,619
- don't hit me. I have to go, please.
- No.
843
01:13:48,740 --> 01:13:50,139
- No.
- We can do this when I get back.
844
01:13:50,260 --> 01:13:51,932
- I have to get ready!
- No!
845
01:13:52,060 --> 01:13:54,494
Please, I have to get ready to go out.
846
01:13:55,180 --> 01:13:56,852
Please, don't do this, don't.
847
01:13:56,980 --> 01:13:58,971
- Please! Don't make me do this!
- I loved you.
848
01:13:59,100 --> 01:14:00,613
- Please!
- I fucking love you!
849
01:14:00,740 --> 01:14:03,493
You're hurting me! Stop it, please!
850
01:14:05,140 --> 01:14:06,573
Please stop.
851
01:14:08,140 --> 01:14:10,859
Stop it! No!
852
01:14:10,980 --> 01:14:14,256
Please don't, please! Please, no!
853
01:14:14,380 --> 01:14:17,417
...neighbors say the first sparks
were seen just past 9:00,
854
01:14:17,540 --> 01:14:21,328
and it wasn't until 10:00 that the fire began
to take hold of the cul-de-sac.
855
01:14:21,460 --> 01:14:22,859
Authorities...
856
01:14:23,020 --> 01:14:24,135
Stop it!
857
01:14:24,620 --> 01:14:27,293
No! No!
858
01:14:28,540 --> 01:14:29,734
Shut up!
859
01:14:30,700 --> 01:14:32,497
Shut up!
860
01:14:34,980 --> 01:14:39,292
Leave her alone!
861
01:14:45,460 --> 01:14:47,610
Shut up!
862
01:14:47,940 --> 01:14:48,975
Stop!
863
01:14:57,740 --> 01:14:59,571
Shut up!
864
01:15:23,740 --> 01:15:24,889
No. No.
865
01:15:25,500 --> 01:15:28,333
No! You killed my daddy!
866
01:15:30,540 --> 01:15:33,100
You killed my daddy!
867
01:15:34,860 --> 01:15:36,771
You fucking bitch!
868
01:15:38,140 --> 01:15:40,210
You lying fucking bitch!
869
01:15:41,260 --> 01:15:43,774
If you wouldn't have been
such a fucking lying bitch,
870
01:15:43,900 --> 01:15:45,936
this would've never happened.
871
01:15:48,420 --> 01:15:50,172
No one would've known.
872
01:15:51,180 --> 01:15:53,250
No one would have ever known.
873
01:15:53,820 --> 01:15:56,095
And this would have never happened.
874
01:16:06,700 --> 01:16:08,099
It's a miracle.
875
01:16:10,260 --> 01:16:11,613
You can hear.
876
01:16:16,420 --> 01:16:19,253
Move it or lose it, Nina!
877
01:16:20,500 --> 01:16:22,013
Get it together.
878
01:16:24,380 --> 01:16:25,779
Come on, Nina.
879
01:16:25,900 --> 01:16:28,812
Go around the front,
we'll meet you in a second!
880
01:16:29,460 --> 01:16:30,415
Go.
881
01:16:42,020 --> 01:16:46,059
Nina, we have to bury the backpack.
We have to follow the plan.
882
01:16:48,300 --> 01:16:51,975
- Jesus, it took you guys long enough.
- I didn't realize she was coming.
883
01:16:53,540 --> 01:16:55,929
- What's with the backpack?
- Let me see.
884
01:16:56,060 --> 01:16:57,209
Stop it!
885
01:16:59,020 --> 01:17:00,373
So secretive.
886
01:17:16,780 --> 01:17:18,577
Your eyes are red. Red, right?
887
01:17:19,020 --> 01:17:20,339
- Yeah.
- Yeah.
888
01:17:20,580 --> 01:17:23,299
- What'd you take?
- I don't remember what they were.
889
01:17:23,820 --> 01:17:25,970
I think one was vicodin and maybe codeine.
890
01:17:26,100 --> 01:17:28,091
Well, did you bring me some?
891
01:17:28,940 --> 01:17:29,895
No.
892
01:17:31,020 --> 01:17:33,295
- Do you have any cigarettes?
- Yeah.
893
01:17:35,020 --> 01:17:37,853
Hold these for me
because I've gotta go find Brian.
894
01:17:42,220 --> 01:17:44,688
There you are. Do you want to go dance?
895
01:17:56,180 --> 01:17:59,775
Let's take that bag off.
Come on, you can't dance with it on.
896
01:18:00,460 --> 01:18:02,018
Come on, let's go.
897
01:18:25,220 --> 01:18:27,495
You're shaking. Are you nervous?
898
01:19:03,500 --> 01:19:05,570
I like dancing with you, Dot.
899
01:19:15,420 --> 01:19:16,648
Dot, wait.
900
01:19:23,860 --> 01:19:24,849
Dot?
901
01:19:28,140 --> 01:19:29,653
Turn around, Dot.
902
01:19:44,500 --> 01:19:46,013
Can you hear me?
903
01:19:49,260 --> 01:19:50,488
I'm sorry.
904
01:19:52,100 --> 01:19:53,453
You can talk?
905
01:19:54,780 --> 01:19:56,133
You can hear?
906
01:19:59,700 --> 01:20:01,850
You're a psycho, you know that?
907
01:20:03,140 --> 01:20:06,496
- All those things I said to you were private.
- I know that.
908
01:20:07,980 --> 01:20:11,290
You sat there
and you listened to me talk about my dick.
909
01:20:14,820 --> 01:20:17,653
You sat there and you listened to me talk
about how many times I beat off.
910
01:20:17,780 --> 01:20:19,611
- Connor, please.
- What?
911
01:20:20,180 --> 01:20:22,489
You don't like to hear it any more, Dot?
912
01:20:23,500 --> 01:20:26,651
It's not as much fun when you have
to come up with an answer, is it, Dot?
913
01:20:26,780 --> 01:20:28,657
- Please.
- No.
914
01:20:31,140 --> 01:20:32,255
Fuck you.
915
01:20:46,260 --> 01:20:48,251
Nina. Come on, we gotta go.
916
01:20:50,980 --> 01:20:53,050
- Where are we going?
- Follow me.
917
01:21:07,620 --> 01:21:08,655
Here.
918
01:21:42,780 --> 01:21:44,736
I think that's deep enough.
919
01:21:58,300 --> 01:22:00,530
I never got to bury my father.
920
01:22:08,220 --> 01:22:10,176
Your father must have known
921
01:22:11,020 --> 01:22:12,692
that you could hear.
922
01:22:16,660 --> 01:22:18,218
It was our secret.
923
01:22:27,140 --> 01:22:28,698
Why did you do it?
924
01:22:32,820 --> 01:22:34,492
Because you wouldn't.
925
01:22:42,020 --> 01:22:43,248
No, I mean,
926
01:22:44,100 --> 01:22:47,172
why did you pretend
you were deaf in the first place?
927
01:22:51,460 --> 01:22:52,654
I just...
928
01:22:54,620 --> 01:22:56,690
I wanted to be closer to him.
929
01:23:02,460 --> 01:23:04,690
And invisible to everyone else.
930
01:23:10,500 --> 01:23:13,060
- Well, you can't now.
- Why?
931
01:23:14,660 --> 01:23:16,935
Because then we'll both be alone.
932
01:23:50,060 --> 01:23:51,459
Let's go home.
933
01:24:21,660 --> 01:24:23,810
Mom! Where are they taking you?
934
01:24:24,500 --> 01:24:28,698
Nina, hold on, I'm going to go away
for a little while, okay? I'm not well.
935
01:24:28,820 --> 01:24:31,095
I did a terrible, terrible thing.
936
01:24:31,820 --> 01:24:33,492
I killed your father.
937
01:24:34,580 --> 01:24:37,048
He went crazy. He was throwing things,
938
01:24:37,420 --> 01:24:39,570
and breaking things,
and he told me he hated me.
939
01:24:39,700 --> 01:24:42,373
And I took a piano wire
940
01:24:43,980 --> 01:24:45,652
and I strangled him with it.
941
01:24:45,780 --> 01:24:49,216
- Okay, time's up.
- Hold on one second! Just let me finish.
942
01:24:49,700 --> 01:24:53,454
I didn't want him to hurt you.
Nina, I never wanted him to hurt you.
943
01:24:56,060 --> 01:24:58,699
I'm sorry, Nina. Can you ever forgive me?
944
01:25:01,580 --> 01:25:02,933
I am so sorry.
945
01:25:24,540 --> 01:25:27,657
People always talk
about the quiet before the storm
946
01:25:29,780 --> 01:25:32,340
but no one talks about the quiet after.
947
01:25:44,420 --> 01:25:46,297
At least after the storm
948
01:25:48,260 --> 01:25:50,137
you know it's really over.
949
01:26:09,220 --> 01:26:11,734
When Beethoven died in 1827,
950
01:26:12,860 --> 01:26:15,215
over 10,000 people came to mourn.
951
01:26:19,820 --> 01:26:21,458
From the beginning.
952
01:26:23,140 --> 01:26:27,053
I used to fantasize that when I died
there wouldn't be a funeral.
953
01:26:28,860 --> 01:26:32,694
Having led my life invisibly,
no one would come to mourn.
954
01:26:42,700 --> 01:26:45,612
But being invisible isn't worth it in the end.
955
01:26:46,980 --> 01:26:50,939
Because when you're invisible,
other people may not see you
956
01:26:51,860 --> 01:26:54,420
but you can't help seeing other people.