1 00:00:02,120 --> 00:00:03,750 [ Crystal Fighters' "Wild Ones" plays ] 2 00:00:03,750 --> 00:00:05,580 [ Horns honking ] 3 00:00:05,580 --> 00:00:08,830 ♪♪ 4 00:00:08,830 --> 00:00:12,500 Meredith: Almost all human cells reproduce on a cycle. 5 00:00:12,500 --> 00:00:14,000 ♪ I thought I was a star ♪ 6 00:00:14,000 --> 00:00:17,290 Up to 10% of your heart is replaced each year. 7 00:00:17,290 --> 00:00:20,960 ♪ From the sky I freefall ♪ 8 00:00:20,960 --> 00:00:23,330 Red blood cells are replaced every four months. 9 00:00:23,330 --> 00:00:25,170 Thank you. 10 00:00:25,170 --> 00:00:27,040 Skin cells, every two weeks. 11 00:00:27,040 --> 00:00:30,710 ♪ 'Cause I thought I was a star ♪ 12 00:00:30,710 --> 00:00:32,290 Uh. 13 00:00:32,290 --> 00:00:34,040 ♪ How long, tell me how long can this go on? ♪ 14 00:00:34,040 --> 00:00:35,210 Want to get a pizza or something? 15 00:00:35,210 --> 00:00:36,500 I know a great place. 16 00:00:36,500 --> 00:00:39,330 Well, it's late. I should, uh, go to sleep. 17 00:00:39,330 --> 00:00:41,250 It's only 8:30 in Seattle. 18 00:00:41,250 --> 00:00:42,670 Yeah, but we're not in Seattle. 19 00:00:42,670 --> 00:00:45,000 We're in New York, and we are doing 20 00:00:45,000 --> 00:00:49,290 a complicated surgery on New York time in the morning. 21 00:00:49,290 --> 00:00:51,750 Okay, fine. Room service... 22 00:00:51,750 --> 00:00:55,040 in bed, then sleep. 23 00:00:55,040 --> 00:00:57,710 We agreed. Just sex, no sleepovers. 24 00:00:57,710 --> 00:00:59,040 But we're out of town. 25 00:00:59,040 --> 00:01:00,710 -Bend the rules. -No, it's not a rule, 26 00:01:00,710 --> 00:01:03,620 so much as the basic tenet of this relationship. 27 00:01:03,620 --> 00:01:05,670 Which is that it's not a relationship? Right. 28 00:01:05,670 --> 00:01:07,830 No complications. My life is already full of them. 29 00:01:07,830 --> 00:01:10,670 But it's not that complicated. W-We have adjoining rooms. 30 00:01:10,670 --> 00:01:12,040 They're practically the same. 31 00:01:12,040 --> 00:01:13,210 And yet, they are not. 32 00:01:13,210 --> 00:01:14,710 But neurons, 33 00:01:14,710 --> 00:01:17,250 the cells that make up the brain and spinal cord, 34 00:01:17,250 --> 00:01:18,960 don't regenerate. 35 00:01:18,960 --> 00:01:21,670 I feel used! 36 00:01:21,670 --> 00:01:23,540 Objectified! 37 00:01:23,540 --> 00:01:25,210 Hungry! 38 00:01:25,210 --> 00:01:26,830 ♪ And we rage on till we're blazing in the sun ♪ 39 00:01:26,830 --> 00:01:28,540 Okay. What will it take for you 40 00:01:28,540 --> 00:01:29,960 to let me go to sleep tonight, guilt-free? 41 00:01:29,960 --> 00:01:31,420 ♪ La la la la la la ♪ ♪ How long? ♪ 42 00:01:31,420 --> 00:01:32,960 Pizza for breakfast. 43 00:01:32,960 --> 00:01:33,960 Deal. 44 00:01:33,960 --> 00:01:35,880 ♪ And we rage on ♪ 45 00:01:35,880 --> 00:01:38,170 [ Door closes ] ♪ Till we're blazing in the sun ♪ 46 00:01:38,170 --> 00:01:43,170 ♪♪ 47 00:01:43,170 --> 00:01:45,750 I'm still questioning pizza as a breakfast food, 48 00:01:45,750 --> 00:01:47,420 but this is a really excellent slice. Mm-hmm. 49 00:01:47,420 --> 00:01:48,500 How'd you know about this place? 50 00:01:48,500 --> 00:01:49,710 Mm. 51 00:01:49,710 --> 00:01:51,620 It was part of my wish. 52 00:01:51,620 --> 00:01:54,000 You wished for perfect pizza? 53 00:01:54,000 --> 00:01:55,460 From a fairy godmother? 54 00:01:55,460 --> 00:01:57,250 Cancer kids who are in as bad a shape as I was 55 00:01:57,250 --> 00:01:58,330 get wishes. 56 00:01:59,540 --> 00:02:01,170 Osteosarcoma. Age 10. 57 00:02:01,170 --> 00:02:03,040 Full remission. 58 00:02:03,040 --> 00:02:05,790 What'd you wish for? 59 00:02:05,790 --> 00:02:08,000 Baseball game at Shea Stadium. [ Chuckling ] Yeah. 60 00:02:08,000 --> 00:02:10,790 I got to meet my favorite player, Dwight Gooden. 61 00:02:10,790 --> 00:02:14,670 I remember thinking, "I'll be back." 62 00:02:14,670 --> 00:02:16,960 And the next time was with the Mariners as the team doctor. 63 00:02:16,960 --> 00:02:18,250 That is impressive. 64 00:02:18,250 --> 00:02:19,670 Nothing will beat that first time out here. 65 00:02:19,670 --> 00:02:22,000 I ate here five times. 66 00:02:22,000 --> 00:02:24,330 Even got a picture out front. [ Chuckles ] 67 00:02:24,330 --> 00:02:26,080 Oh, and there was this great donut place 68 00:02:26,080 --> 00:02:27,750 right around the corner. Um... 69 00:02:27,750 --> 00:02:29,330 Gotham Donuts! 70 00:02:29,330 --> 00:02:32,750 Oh! Best glazed donut I've ever had. 71 00:02:32,750 --> 00:02:34,120 That was, uh -- 72 00:02:34,120 --> 00:02:36,420 well, that was our last trip together before the divorce. 73 00:02:36,420 --> 00:02:39,710 Uh, I guess this city reminds me of better times. 74 00:02:41,170 --> 00:02:44,880 That is the exact opposite of me. 75 00:02:44,880 --> 00:02:46,210 I grew up here. 76 00:02:46,210 --> 00:02:47,960 Well, not exactly here. 77 00:02:47,960 --> 00:02:51,040 I was like half an hour away in Westchester. 78 00:02:51,040 --> 00:02:55,580 But my life in New York was definitely not better times. 79 00:02:57,790 --> 00:03:01,000 Wait. You're saying we could've had donuts?! 80 00:03:02,380 --> 00:03:06,040 [ Siren wailing, horn honks ] 81 00:03:06,040 --> 00:03:09,120 Admit it. 14 blocks was not that far. 82 00:03:09,120 --> 00:03:10,790 And when you walk, you see things 83 00:03:10,790 --> 00:03:12,420 you never would have from a cab. You're right. 84 00:03:12,420 --> 00:03:14,620 We totally would've missed that group of mimes 85 00:03:14,620 --> 00:03:17,000 yelling at each other. And the rat dragging the bagel. 86 00:03:17,000 --> 00:03:18,250 [ Laughing ] That was so gross. 87 00:03:18,250 --> 00:03:19,460 -Amy? -[ Gasps ] 88 00:03:19,460 --> 00:03:20,710 Oh, my God! 89 00:03:20,710 --> 00:03:21,670 Uh... Amy! 90 00:03:21,670 --> 00:03:23,120 Nancy! 91 00:03:23,120 --> 00:03:24,790 [ Gasps ] Yeah. 92 00:03:24,790 --> 00:03:26,330 Nancy Shepherd. [ Chuckles ] 93 00:03:26,330 --> 00:03:28,710 Oh, Amelia's sister. 94 00:03:28,710 --> 00:03:30,080 You must be Owen. 95 00:03:30,080 --> 00:03:31,330 Yes! 96 00:03:31,330 --> 00:03:33,920 This is my husband. 97 00:03:33,920 --> 00:03:37,170 ♪♪ 98 00:03:37,170 --> 00:03:38,580 Nice to meet you, Nancy. 99 00:03:38,580 --> 00:03:39,960 I've heard so much about you. 100 00:03:39,960 --> 00:03:41,790 Do you work here? 101 00:03:41,790 --> 00:03:44,830 I'm covering the chief of OB's maternity leave. 102 00:03:44,830 --> 00:03:46,040 Ironic, right? 103 00:03:46,040 --> 00:03:47,040 How about you? 104 00:03:47,040 --> 00:03:48,290 Everything okay? 105 00:03:48,290 --> 00:03:49,750 Yeah. 106 00:03:49,750 --> 00:03:51,880 No -- We're here for a patient. 107 00:03:51,880 --> 00:03:53,290 All the way from Seattle? Wow. 108 00:03:53,290 --> 00:03:55,460 You must be very in demand. 109 00:03:55,460 --> 00:03:57,460 I guess that's why we never hear from you. 110 00:03:57,460 --> 00:03:59,380 Yep. 111 00:03:59,380 --> 00:04:02,580 Been pretty busy since I saw you last. 112 00:04:02,580 --> 00:04:05,420 I operated on Catherine Fox herself. 113 00:04:05,420 --> 00:04:06,420 Might've read about it. 114 00:04:06,420 --> 00:04:08,420 Also got married. 115 00:04:08,420 --> 00:04:09,670 Aah. 116 00:04:09,670 --> 00:04:12,330 Right. Welcome to the family. [ Chuckles ] 117 00:04:12,330 --> 00:04:15,420 We've got some pretty deep-seated dysfunction, 118 00:04:15,420 --> 00:04:17,960 but [chuckles] you've probably figured that out by now. 119 00:04:17,960 --> 00:04:19,670 Ah, what family doesn't? 120 00:04:19,670 --> 00:04:20,790 Do you have sisters? 121 00:04:21,960 --> 00:04:24,500 I do, so I get it. 122 00:04:24,500 --> 00:04:26,620 We should catch up. 123 00:04:26,620 --> 00:04:27,920 Come for dinner, both of you. 124 00:04:27,920 --> 00:04:30,040 Ah! We can't. [ Chuckles ] 125 00:04:30,040 --> 00:04:31,620 Taking off tonight. 126 00:04:31,620 --> 00:04:33,880 She's got a big surgery in Seattle tomorrow. 127 00:04:33,880 --> 00:04:35,290 I do. Oh. 128 00:04:35,290 --> 00:04:37,920 Well, at least I got to see you. 129 00:04:37,920 --> 00:04:40,420 Halley's Comet comes around more than you do. 130 00:04:40,420 --> 00:04:42,670 [ Elevator bell dings ] [ Chuckles ] 131 00:04:42,670 --> 00:04:44,580 Oh, uh... 132 00:04:44,580 --> 00:04:46,830 call Mom sometime, kiddo. 133 00:04:46,830 --> 00:04:48,670 It's the kind thing to do. 134 00:04:48,670 --> 00:04:51,380 ♪♪ 135 00:04:51,380 --> 00:04:53,500 Okay. 136 00:04:53,500 --> 00:04:54,580 Thanks for that. 137 00:04:54,580 --> 00:04:55,620 [ Clears throat ] 138 00:04:55,620 --> 00:04:57,670 Let's go. [ Sighs ] 139 00:04:57,670 --> 00:04:59,420 I need to find a shower 140 00:04:59,420 --> 00:05:02,500 so I can wash that "kiddo" off of me before surgery. 141 00:05:10,920 --> 00:05:12,120 [ Video game beeping ] 142 00:05:12,120 --> 00:05:13,250 Man: You got this! 143 00:05:13,250 --> 00:05:14,330 Oh, man. [ Chuckles ] 144 00:05:14,330 --> 00:05:15,830 Victory Lane! You beat me again. 145 00:05:15,830 --> 00:05:17,460 No, man, you totally threw that. Nice race. 146 00:05:17,460 --> 00:05:19,290 Okay, I'm on way too many pain meds for you to be losing to me. 147 00:05:19,290 --> 00:05:21,420 Come on. Hey, Dr. Lew. 148 00:05:21,420 --> 00:05:24,880 Jonah, these are your surgeons, Doctors Shepherd and Lincoln. Hi. 149 00:05:24,880 --> 00:05:26,330 -Hey. -Hi. 150 00:05:26,330 --> 00:05:28,540 Uh, this is my brother Brady. Hi. 151 00:05:28,540 --> 00:05:30,210 You know, I-I would've left him at home, but he's my ride. 152 00:05:30,210 --> 00:05:31,290 Mm. [ Laughs ] 153 00:05:31,290 --> 00:05:33,290 Jonah Mays, 18. 154 00:05:33,290 --> 00:05:35,120 He was diagnosed with progressive kyphoscoliosis 155 00:05:35,120 --> 00:05:36,420 at age 6. 156 00:05:36,420 --> 00:05:38,620 He's had multiple posterior spine fusions 157 00:05:38,620 --> 00:05:40,710 with instrumentation from T4 to L5 158 00:05:40,710 --> 00:05:42,170 to correct the curvature. 159 00:05:42,170 --> 00:05:44,380 Yeah, it's, uh, pretty much my entire spinal cord. 160 00:05:44,380 --> 00:05:47,210 I've had...15 surgeries in 12 years. 161 00:05:47,210 --> 00:05:49,710 Some due to growth, some due to the condition's progression. 162 00:05:49,710 --> 00:05:52,210 Yeah, the metal rods bust right through his skin. 163 00:05:52,210 --> 00:05:54,670 -Can we take a look? -Yeah. 164 00:05:54,670 --> 00:05:56,170 You're in good hands, Jonah. 165 00:05:56,170 --> 00:05:57,330 I'll leave you to it. 166 00:05:58,960 --> 00:06:01,330 [ Sighs ] 167 00:06:01,330 --> 00:06:02,920 Looks like the degree of angulation 168 00:06:02,920 --> 00:06:05,960 has pushed the hardware off the bolts. Mm. 169 00:06:05,960 --> 00:06:07,250 But you -- you can fix that, though, right? 170 00:06:07,250 --> 00:06:10,000 Dr. Lincoln and I will remove the rods. 171 00:06:10,000 --> 00:06:13,000 We'll insert a nylon tether, which will stabilize your spine. 172 00:06:13,000 --> 00:06:14,380 It'll allow room for growth, which means 173 00:06:14,380 --> 00:06:15,750 fewer surgeries in the future. 174 00:06:15,750 --> 00:06:17,210 Good. 175 00:06:17,210 --> 00:06:19,580 'Cause, uh, you know, I've got big plans. 176 00:06:19,580 --> 00:06:21,580 I'm moving to California. 177 00:06:21,580 --> 00:06:23,620 I just got accepted to UC Berkeley. 178 00:06:23,620 --> 00:06:25,670 Go, Bears! Congratulations. 179 00:06:25,670 --> 00:06:27,460 Thank you. One, uh -- One step at a time, bro. 180 00:06:27,460 --> 00:06:29,960 You're worried. I get it. 181 00:06:29,960 --> 00:06:32,080 I mean, w-who would take you to physical therapy 182 00:06:32,080 --> 00:06:33,710 and make sure that you got to the doctor's on time? 183 00:06:33,710 --> 00:06:34,920 Oh, yeah, that's right. 184 00:06:34,920 --> 00:06:35,960 That's what you've always done for me. 185 00:06:35,960 --> 00:06:37,420 [ Laughs ] 186 00:06:37,420 --> 00:06:38,750 But I won't need it as much, all right? 187 00:06:38,750 --> 00:06:39,920 Link: Okay. 188 00:06:39,920 --> 00:06:41,080 We've got your measurements. 189 00:06:41,080 --> 00:06:42,460 We will be back to prep you for surgery 190 00:06:42,460 --> 00:06:44,500 after we compare them to the scans. Okay. 191 00:06:46,040 --> 00:06:48,670 Looks like we can use a vats to anchor the bolts at T3. 192 00:06:48,670 --> 00:06:49,880 Just like we planned. 193 00:06:49,880 --> 00:06:51,290 Should be done by 5:00. 194 00:06:51,290 --> 00:06:53,250 Ah, that gives us almost another 24 hours 195 00:06:53,250 --> 00:06:55,000 of observation before we head back to Seattle. 196 00:06:55,000 --> 00:06:56,830 That's amazing news! 197 00:06:56,830 --> 00:06:58,830 I was just gonna leave you a note, trying to -- 198 00:06:58,830 --> 00:07:01,040 What? What? Uh, what's amazing? What? 199 00:07:01,040 --> 00:07:03,580 I just heard you say it's at least 24 hours 200 00:07:03,580 --> 00:07:05,670 till your flight leaves, so you can come for dinner. 201 00:07:05,670 --> 00:07:07,420 John and the kids are upstate visiting his mom, 202 00:07:07,420 --> 00:07:08,620 so it'll be quiet. 203 00:07:08,620 --> 00:07:10,250 I'll make your favorite chocolate cream pie. 204 00:07:10,250 --> 00:07:13,960 I -- I no longer eat, um, sugar or gluten. 205 00:07:13,960 --> 00:07:16,210 I'm not taking no for an answer. 206 00:07:16,210 --> 00:07:17,330 Fine, make the pie. 207 00:07:17,330 --> 00:07:18,540 Good. 208 00:07:18,540 --> 00:07:20,380 Text me when you're on your way. 209 00:07:20,380 --> 00:07:21,830 See ya! 210 00:07:21,830 --> 00:07:23,120 Can't wait! 211 00:07:25,330 --> 00:07:27,830 So... 212 00:07:27,830 --> 00:07:29,620 you like pie, right? 213 00:07:29,620 --> 00:07:32,120 ♪♪ 214 00:07:38,120 --> 00:07:40,380 Five minutes in the lobby is one thing. 215 00:07:40,380 --> 00:07:41,580 Dinner is a terrible idea, and I'm not going. 216 00:07:41,580 --> 00:07:42,790 You can't make me go alone -- it's like sending 217 00:07:42,790 --> 00:07:43,880 Red Riding Hood to visit the wolf. 218 00:07:43,880 --> 00:07:45,670 I'll be having pizza and donuts in the city. 219 00:07:45,670 --> 00:07:47,120 You're more than welcome to j-- I'm begging. 220 00:07:47,120 --> 00:07:48,580 This is me begging. 221 00:07:48,580 --> 00:07:50,290 Aren't I cute when I beg? 222 00:07:50,290 --> 00:07:51,710 [ Telephone rings in distance ] 223 00:07:51,710 --> 00:07:55,500 Woman on P.A.: Dr. Kripen, call extension 193. 224 00:07:55,500 --> 00:07:56,500 Link: Okay, Jonah. 225 00:07:56,500 --> 00:07:57,880 Pre-op time. 226 00:07:57,880 --> 00:07:59,540 Are we leaving now? 227 00:07:59,540 --> 00:08:00,920 Why? You winning? 228 00:08:00,920 --> 00:08:03,420 Yeah. But, uh, also... [clears throat] 229 00:08:03,420 --> 00:08:05,040 Brady went to the cafeteria. 230 00:08:05,040 --> 00:08:06,420 He said he was gonna go get an apple, 231 00:08:06,420 --> 00:08:08,790 but, uh, I guarantee you he comes back with fries. 232 00:08:08,790 --> 00:08:11,880 You know, we have this thing about saying bye to each other 233 00:08:11,880 --> 00:08:15,080 ever since our parents died six years ago in a car accident. 234 00:08:15,080 --> 00:08:16,670 And, yeah, it was as dramatic and tragic 235 00:08:16,670 --> 00:08:18,120 as your face is right now. 236 00:08:18,120 --> 00:08:20,290 Oh, sorry. I -- [ Chuckles ] 237 00:08:20,290 --> 00:08:22,290 I'm gonna give you something to relax you, 238 00:08:22,290 --> 00:08:24,750 and Dr. Lincoln is going to mark you for surgery. 239 00:08:24,750 --> 00:08:26,750 Cool. What are you gonna study at Cal? 240 00:08:26,750 --> 00:08:28,170 Uh, environmental science. 241 00:08:28,170 --> 00:08:29,670 Or literature. 242 00:08:29,670 --> 00:08:31,750 Or something I haven't heard of before. 243 00:08:31,750 --> 00:08:33,000 I-I'm not sure. 244 00:08:33,000 --> 00:08:34,710 Renaissance man. Nice. 245 00:08:34,710 --> 00:08:36,330 Yeah, well, you know, uh, knowing what you don't know 246 00:08:36,330 --> 00:08:37,620 is the first step to enlightenment. 247 00:08:37,620 --> 00:08:40,880 You will fit right in at Berkeley. 248 00:08:40,880 --> 00:08:42,330 So, did you always know you wanted to be a doctor? 249 00:08:42,330 --> 00:08:44,540 I have four older siblings who are all doctors. 250 00:08:44,540 --> 00:08:46,380 I'm not sure it ever occurred to me to do anything else. 251 00:08:46,380 --> 00:08:47,670 [ Telephone rings in distance ] 252 00:08:47,670 --> 00:08:49,040 Ah, told ya! 253 00:08:49,040 --> 00:08:50,170 Fries. You want one? 254 00:08:50,170 --> 00:08:51,960 I'm good, thanks. 255 00:08:51,960 --> 00:08:53,540 Uh, but Jonah's good to go. 256 00:08:53,540 --> 00:08:55,080 Got it, okay. 257 00:08:55,080 --> 00:08:56,580 Uh, hold these for me? 258 00:08:56,580 --> 00:08:58,540 Thanks, Doc. 259 00:08:58,540 --> 00:09:00,540 Till next time, brother. 260 00:09:00,540 --> 00:09:02,330 Mm. 261 00:09:02,330 --> 00:09:04,170 Until next time. 262 00:09:04,170 --> 00:09:06,540 Here. And, uh, take that. 263 00:09:06,540 --> 00:09:07,830 You need practice, 'cause the next time I see you, 264 00:09:07,830 --> 00:09:09,210 I'm-a kick your butt for real. 265 00:09:09,210 --> 00:09:10,750 [ Chuckling ] Okay. 266 00:09:13,420 --> 00:09:14,420 All right. 267 00:09:14,420 --> 00:09:16,460 [ Monitor beeping ] 268 00:09:16,460 --> 00:09:17,670 [ Beeping ] 269 00:09:17,670 --> 00:09:19,290 Signal looks good. 270 00:09:19,290 --> 00:09:23,380 Good. Angle looks good. 271 00:09:23,380 --> 00:09:26,960 So...any food allergies? 272 00:09:26,960 --> 00:09:28,290 Nancy will want to know. 273 00:09:28,290 --> 00:09:29,920 Doesn't matter because I'm not going. 274 00:09:29,920 --> 00:09:31,670 [ Sighs ] Please? 275 00:09:31,670 --> 00:09:33,750 The begging is cute -- don't get me wrong. 276 00:09:33,750 --> 00:09:35,330 And still, no. 277 00:09:35,330 --> 00:09:36,790 You shouldn't go, either. 278 00:09:36,790 --> 00:09:37,920 Life's too short. 279 00:09:37,920 --> 00:09:39,330 Life is too short 280 00:09:39,330 --> 00:09:41,580 for what it will turn into if I don't go. 281 00:09:41,580 --> 00:09:43,120 One dinner with Nancy, 282 00:09:43,120 --> 00:09:45,540 and I avoid months of family gossip and drama. 283 00:09:45,540 --> 00:09:46,710 They already think I'm a train wreck. 284 00:09:46,710 --> 00:09:48,790 Well, they're wrong. 285 00:09:48,790 --> 00:09:50,580 Have you met me? 286 00:09:50,580 --> 00:09:52,290 Amelia Shepherd. 287 00:09:52,290 --> 00:09:55,380 Never told my family I got divorced. 288 00:09:55,380 --> 00:09:57,830 Ready to attach the tether? 289 00:09:57,830 --> 00:09:59,460 So they don't get you. 290 00:09:59,460 --> 00:10:01,040 And what -- they're mad because you and Owen eloped? 291 00:10:01,040 --> 00:10:03,290 We didn't elope. We had a wedding. 292 00:10:03,290 --> 00:10:05,920 They were invited. They just didn't come. 293 00:10:05,920 --> 00:10:08,120 Wait. None of your sisters were there? 294 00:10:08,120 --> 00:10:09,790 Or my mom. 295 00:10:09,790 --> 00:10:11,420 Or brother. 296 00:10:11,420 --> 00:10:13,420 He gets a pass. Out of the country? 297 00:10:13,420 --> 00:10:15,670 Dead. But probably judging me from the grave. 298 00:10:15,670 --> 00:10:16,750 It's complicated. 299 00:10:16,750 --> 00:10:19,790 That's some serious sibling rivalry. 300 00:10:19,790 --> 00:10:22,710 Well, not every family is Jonah and Brady. 301 00:10:22,710 --> 00:10:24,170 So why go to this dinner? 302 00:10:24,170 --> 00:10:26,920 [ Monitor beeping ] 303 00:10:26,920 --> 00:10:30,170 I was... flown to New York 304 00:10:30,170 --> 00:10:32,920 to perform a rare and complicated surgery. 305 00:10:32,920 --> 00:10:34,460 I'm here with my "husband," 306 00:10:34,460 --> 00:10:39,330 who is shockingly handsome and ever so kind. 307 00:10:39,330 --> 00:10:41,960 This dinner is a chance for me to -- I don't know. 308 00:10:41,960 --> 00:10:43,750 Brag? Prove them wrong? 309 00:10:43,750 --> 00:10:45,040 I... 310 00:10:45,040 --> 00:10:46,210 I'm not sure. 311 00:10:46,210 --> 00:10:48,290 I'm just sure that I have to go, 312 00:10:48,290 --> 00:10:50,290 and that, if you go with me, 313 00:10:50,290 --> 00:10:52,580 I will make it worth your while 314 00:10:52,580 --> 00:10:56,790 in very creative ways that you will enjoy. 315 00:10:56,790 --> 00:11:00,210 [ Beeping continues ] 316 00:11:00,210 --> 00:11:01,540 Where did we meet? 317 00:11:01,540 --> 00:11:03,000 At the hospital. 318 00:11:03,000 --> 00:11:04,790 And how long have we been together? 319 00:11:04,790 --> 00:11:08,120 Years, but it feels like minutes because love is so -- 320 00:11:08,120 --> 00:11:09,210 Okay, we don't need poetry. 321 00:11:09,210 --> 00:11:10,460 We just need to keep our story straight. 322 00:11:10,460 --> 00:11:12,000 What color are my eyes? 323 00:11:12,000 --> 00:11:14,120 You think they're gonna quiz me on the color of your eyes? 324 00:11:14,120 --> 00:11:15,750 Anything is possible. 325 00:11:15,750 --> 00:11:17,420 ♪ Naa naa naa naa ♪ 326 00:11:17,420 --> 00:11:19,250 Sometimes they look green. 327 00:11:19,250 --> 00:11:20,880 Sometimes they look blue, depending on the -- 328 00:11:20,880 --> 00:11:22,000 Good. 329 00:11:22,000 --> 00:11:24,580 ♪ Sunshine, blue sky ♪ 330 00:11:24,580 --> 00:11:26,330 What is Owen's favorite pastime? 331 00:11:26,330 --> 00:11:27,580 Blues guitar. 332 00:11:27,580 --> 00:11:29,040 No. 333 00:11:29,040 --> 00:11:31,500 No, watching World War II movies on PBS. 334 00:11:31,500 --> 00:11:33,500 But blues guitar is mine, and Nancy's never met Owen, 335 00:11:33,500 --> 00:11:35,170 so can't I just answer as myself? 336 00:11:35,170 --> 00:11:36,830 Well, I don't know your life. I know Owen's. 337 00:11:36,830 --> 00:11:37,790 You could learn it. 338 00:11:37,790 --> 00:11:39,460 ♪ Flying free ♪ 339 00:11:39,460 --> 00:11:41,460 Crap. We don't have rings! 340 00:11:41,460 --> 00:11:44,000 Half the surgeons I know don't wear rings. 341 00:11:44,000 --> 00:11:45,380 Right. Right. Yeah. 342 00:11:45,380 --> 00:11:46,420 We're surgeons. 343 00:11:46,420 --> 00:11:48,290 We're smart. No rings. 344 00:11:48,290 --> 00:11:49,670 All of that is actually true. 345 00:11:49,670 --> 00:11:51,670 [ Sighs deeply ] At least it's just Nancy. 346 00:11:51,670 --> 00:11:54,000 Better her than Liz or -- God forbid -- Kathleen. 347 00:11:54,000 --> 00:11:55,830 Kathleen is the worst. Kathleen's like Martha Stewart 348 00:11:55,830 --> 00:11:57,670 if Martha Stewart also had a license to diagnose you 349 00:11:57,670 --> 00:11:59,290 with a personality disorder. 350 00:11:59,290 --> 00:12:02,330 Nancy's bossy, but she's also the most forgiving. 351 00:12:02,330 --> 00:12:03,460 And she does make a really nice pie. 352 00:12:03,460 --> 00:12:05,750 Plus, she is gonna love you. 353 00:12:05,750 --> 00:12:11,790 And by you, I mean Owen, who really likes to... 354 00:12:12,080 --> 00:12:13,290 Watch World War II movies. 355 00:12:13,290 --> 00:12:14,620 Thank you. 356 00:12:14,620 --> 00:12:16,000 You're gonna be great! 357 00:12:16,000 --> 00:12:17,250 Also, you can't drink. 358 00:12:17,250 --> 00:12:18,710 Owen doesn't drink. He does. 359 00:12:18,710 --> 00:12:20,080 I just don't want you to screw anything up. 360 00:12:20,080 --> 00:12:22,790 ♪ S'My kinda happiness ♪ 361 00:12:22,790 --> 00:12:25,710 ♪ No, I won't stop ♪ 362 00:12:25,710 --> 00:12:27,080 Link: This is quite a place. 363 00:12:27,080 --> 00:12:29,750 Ah, her husband's an investment banker. 364 00:12:29,750 --> 00:12:32,420 They moved here from a different giant house in Connecticut 365 00:12:32,420 --> 00:12:34,080 after he got some big promotion. 366 00:12:34,080 --> 00:12:35,420 Wait. 367 00:12:35,420 --> 00:12:36,960 We never had a honeymoon -- Owen and I. 368 00:12:36,960 --> 00:12:38,000 He wanted Mexico, I wanted Paris, 369 00:12:38,000 --> 00:12:39,540 so we did neither. 370 00:12:39,540 --> 00:12:41,460 Instead of doing both? 371 00:12:41,460 --> 00:12:42,750 Got it. Got it. 372 00:12:42,750 --> 00:12:44,420 No compromises, even on the honeymoon. Mm. 373 00:12:44,420 --> 00:12:45,880 ♪ No, I won't stop ♪ 374 00:12:45,880 --> 00:12:47,040 ♪ I got my groove, oh, yeah ♪ 375 00:12:47,040 --> 00:12:48,670 [ Sighs ] [ Doorbell rings ] 376 00:12:48,670 --> 00:12:50,920 [ Whispering ] This is a terrible idea. 377 00:12:50,920 --> 00:12:52,330 [ Whispering ] Now you figure that out? 378 00:12:52,330 --> 00:12:53,880 ♪ With every move I make ♪ 379 00:12:53,880 --> 00:12:55,250 You made it. 380 00:12:55,250 --> 00:12:57,670 -We did. -Come on in. 381 00:12:57,670 --> 00:12:58,960 The house is a mess. 382 00:12:58,960 --> 00:13:00,120 Don't look too close. 383 00:13:00,120 --> 00:13:01,920 ♪ S'My kinda happiness ♪ 384 00:13:01,920 --> 00:13:03,580 You're right on time. 385 00:13:03,580 --> 00:13:06,250 We were just about to start on the appetizers. 386 00:13:06,250 --> 00:13:08,790 We? Kathleen: Where do you keep your corkscrew? 387 00:13:08,790 --> 00:13:10,420 We got to get it in before she gets here. 388 00:13:10,420 --> 00:13:11,880 Is that -- That sounds like -- 389 00:13:11,880 --> 00:13:14,540 Kathleen! You're here! 390 00:13:14,540 --> 00:13:16,080 Kathleen is my -- 391 00:13:16,080 --> 00:13:17,460 Other sister. 392 00:13:17,460 --> 00:13:18,880 Yep. 393 00:13:18,880 --> 00:13:21,960 Well, I guess I'll put the wine away. 394 00:13:21,960 --> 00:13:25,080 ♪♪ 395 00:13:31,170 --> 00:13:33,040 You wouldn't have come if you knew. No! 396 00:13:33,040 --> 00:13:34,540 Fun! Family reunion! 397 00:13:34,540 --> 00:13:37,420 Is, uh, Liz gonna pop out of the closet next? Or Mom? 398 00:13:37,420 --> 00:13:38,880 Please give me more credit than that. 399 00:13:38,880 --> 00:13:40,790 I wouldn't just spring Mom on you. 400 00:13:40,790 --> 00:13:42,540 I did call Liz, but she was out of town. 401 00:13:42,540 --> 00:13:44,040 Ah, too bad. 402 00:13:44,040 --> 00:13:45,380 We could've all compared lives 403 00:13:45,380 --> 00:13:46,540 to make sure yours are still better. 404 00:13:46,540 --> 00:13:48,460 It's not like that at all. 405 00:13:48,460 --> 00:13:50,750 No. This is about Nancy's compulsive need 406 00:13:50,750 --> 00:13:52,250 to fix all of us. 407 00:13:52,250 --> 00:13:53,460 We are a family. 408 00:13:53,460 --> 00:13:54,830 We haven't seen each other in years. 409 00:13:54,830 --> 00:13:56,500 You haven't even met Owen. 410 00:13:56,500 --> 00:13:58,710 I'm sure we can all be civil for one night. 411 00:13:58,710 --> 00:14:00,210 [ Chuckles ] 412 00:14:00,210 --> 00:14:02,120 Kathleen. Owen. [ Chuckles ] 413 00:14:02,120 --> 00:14:03,790 You were in the Army, right? 414 00:14:03,790 --> 00:14:05,420 Uh, where were you stationed? 415 00:14:05,420 --> 00:14:06,920 Iraq. Baghdad. 416 00:14:06,920 --> 00:14:08,580 [ Chuckling ] My husband's traveling there. 417 00:14:08,580 --> 00:14:10,170 H-He's a diplomat. 418 00:14:10,170 --> 00:14:12,250 Any recommendations? 419 00:14:12,250 --> 00:14:15,460 Let's move inside before we start the interrogation. 420 00:14:15,460 --> 00:14:18,330 The Abbasid Palace is quite beautiful. 421 00:14:18,330 --> 00:14:19,920 It was, uh, built in the 12th century 422 00:14:19,920 --> 00:14:21,000 overlooking the Tigris River. 423 00:14:21,000 --> 00:14:22,920 I'll mention it. Mm. 424 00:14:22,920 --> 00:14:26,250 H-How high does the temperature get there in July? 425 00:14:27,790 --> 00:14:30,880 It gets, uh, pretty hot. 426 00:14:30,880 --> 00:14:34,040 Um, I'm sorry. Could I use your restroom? 427 00:14:34,040 --> 00:14:36,330 Of course. Yeah, I'll show you where. 428 00:14:36,330 --> 00:14:37,170 [ Clears throat ] 429 00:14:39,290 --> 00:14:41,040 It's gonna take them about five minutes 430 00:14:41,040 --> 00:14:42,670 to figure out I'm not Owen. 431 00:14:42,670 --> 00:14:44,210 You knew about that palace in Iraq. 432 00:14:44,210 --> 00:14:46,080 Ninth grade World Civ presentation! 433 00:14:46,080 --> 00:14:47,920 That's about all I remember. 434 00:14:47,920 --> 00:14:49,790 I-I might've been able to handle Nancy, 435 00:14:49,790 --> 00:14:52,290 but that Martha Stewart one, she's got teeth. 436 00:14:52,290 --> 00:14:53,620 Okay. You're right. We got to get out of here. 437 00:14:53,620 --> 00:14:55,210 I mean, best case scenario, the whole night's 438 00:14:55,210 --> 00:14:57,210 just them reminding me that I'm the Shepherd's black sheep. 439 00:14:57,210 --> 00:14:59,460 I see what you did there. That was the nickname 440 00:14:59,460 --> 00:15:00,790 that they gave me in high school. 441 00:15:00,790 --> 00:15:01,920 Black Sheep. 442 00:15:01,920 --> 00:15:03,880 We are not subtle people. 443 00:15:03,880 --> 00:15:06,170 What are we gonna do? 444 00:15:06,170 --> 00:15:07,750 We're gonna go back out there for a few minutes. 445 00:15:07,750 --> 00:15:09,290 We're gonna say we got paged to the hospital. 446 00:15:09,290 --> 00:15:11,380 Because we are not in high school. 447 00:15:11,380 --> 00:15:14,460 We are grown-ass surgeons with medical emergencies. 448 00:15:14,460 --> 00:15:16,830 Not in high school. Thank you for the reminder. 449 00:15:16,830 --> 00:15:21,880 ♪♪ 450 00:15:21,880 --> 00:15:24,380 Nancy: I'm putting the avocados on the side for you. 451 00:15:24,380 --> 00:15:26,830 Oh, that's okay. Uh, Owen loves them, 452 00:15:26,830 --> 00:15:28,250 so I sorta got used to them. 453 00:15:28,250 --> 00:15:29,460 He's great, right? 454 00:15:29,460 --> 00:15:32,290 Oh, I'm sure Kathleen's got him cornered. 455 00:15:32,290 --> 00:15:34,380 Uh, maybe I should just go check. 456 00:15:34,380 --> 00:15:36,420 [ Timer dings ] Oh, can you grab that? 457 00:15:39,330 --> 00:15:40,670 [ Sighs ] 458 00:15:42,380 --> 00:15:45,790 You are not at all what I pictured. 459 00:15:45,790 --> 00:15:47,250 Trauma surgeon. 460 00:15:47,250 --> 00:15:48,830 Army. 461 00:15:48,830 --> 00:15:51,080 I thought you'd be a lot more... 462 00:15:52,670 --> 00:15:54,250 Rugged? 463 00:15:54,250 --> 00:15:56,250 Armed? [ Laughs ] 464 00:15:56,250 --> 00:15:58,210 Uptight. 465 00:15:58,210 --> 00:16:01,830 But Amelia loves to be unpredictable, 466 00:16:01,830 --> 00:16:04,670 so...maybe it makes sense. 467 00:16:04,670 --> 00:16:06,460 It keeps things interesting. 468 00:16:06,460 --> 00:16:08,750 She has a history of false starts 469 00:16:08,750 --> 00:16:10,830 when it comes to weddings. 470 00:16:10,830 --> 00:16:12,830 Well, we're definitely married. [ Laughs ] 471 00:16:12,830 --> 00:16:16,540 I'm saying congrats on not being abandoned at the altar. 472 00:16:16,540 --> 00:16:18,000 She would never do that. 473 00:16:18,000 --> 00:16:20,420 Oh, yes, she would. 474 00:16:20,420 --> 00:16:23,120 She is a Houdini-level escape artist. 475 00:16:23,120 --> 00:16:24,710 First sign things might get hard, 476 00:16:24,710 --> 00:16:26,670 and she is out the door. 477 00:16:26,670 --> 00:16:29,170 I'm surprised she didn't bolt when she saw me here. 478 00:16:29,170 --> 00:16:30,250 [ Silverware clinking lightly ] 479 00:16:30,250 --> 00:16:32,830 She thinks we gang up on her. 480 00:16:32,830 --> 00:16:34,080 She provokes it, though. 481 00:16:34,080 --> 00:16:36,500 Honestly, I always thought 482 00:16:36,500 --> 00:16:40,040 she was more addicted to drama than the drugs. 483 00:16:40,040 --> 00:16:41,540 But, I mean... 484 00:16:41,540 --> 00:16:44,290 good thing she found someone with Army training, right? 485 00:16:44,290 --> 00:16:46,170 [ Chuckles ] What's that old slogan? 486 00:16:46,170 --> 00:16:48,540 "No mission too difficult"? 487 00:16:48,540 --> 00:16:49,960 Hey! 488 00:16:49,960 --> 00:16:52,380 So, Jonah's scans came back early. 489 00:16:52,380 --> 00:16:54,210 -We should go. -Ah. 490 00:16:56,580 --> 00:16:58,580 We could review them in the morning. 491 00:16:58,580 --> 00:17:02,750 Um, I know you were anxious to see them. 492 00:17:02,750 --> 00:17:04,880 I think we should spend some time with your family. 493 00:17:04,880 --> 00:17:08,880 Oh, um, well, we might need to look at his labs, though. 494 00:17:08,880 --> 00:17:12,170 Oh, you know, I just looked at them. 495 00:17:12,170 --> 00:17:15,040 And we're good. 496 00:17:16,250 --> 00:17:18,170 O...kay. 497 00:17:18,170 --> 00:17:19,170 We'll stay. 498 00:17:21,210 --> 00:17:22,250 [ Insects chirping, dog barking in distance ] 499 00:17:22,250 --> 00:17:23,670 Nancy: Do you ever run into Meredith? 500 00:17:23,670 --> 00:17:25,250 I do. 501 00:17:25,250 --> 00:17:27,460 I read she won a Harper Avery. 502 00:17:27,460 --> 00:17:30,250 Uh, they renamed it the Catherine Fox Award. 503 00:17:30,250 --> 00:17:32,620 But, yeah. uh, she's doing well. 504 00:17:32,620 --> 00:17:35,380 Amelia's doing groundbreaking research, as well. 505 00:17:36,620 --> 00:17:39,210 Finding non-addictive methods of pain management. 506 00:17:39,210 --> 00:17:42,080 Well, Amelia would know how important that is. 507 00:17:46,120 --> 00:17:48,080 How about I get that wine now? 508 00:17:50,960 --> 00:17:53,380 It's fine. Really. 509 00:17:53,380 --> 00:17:54,250 You should be more concerned about 510 00:17:54,250 --> 00:17:55,880 the pills in your bathroom. 511 00:17:55,880 --> 00:17:57,330 I don't want to make you feel uncomfortable. 512 00:17:57,330 --> 00:17:58,500 Too late. 513 00:17:59,830 --> 00:18:01,080 [ Cellphone ringing ] 514 00:18:03,040 --> 00:18:07,620 Um...I should take this. 515 00:18:11,000 --> 00:18:12,250 [ Sighs ] 516 00:18:12,250 --> 00:18:13,540 Oh, it's okay. I'm good. 517 00:18:13,540 --> 00:18:15,750 Go ahead. Amelia said you love them. 518 00:18:16,920 --> 00:18:18,380 I do! 519 00:18:18,380 --> 00:18:20,790 [ Both chuckle ] 520 00:18:26,420 --> 00:18:27,750 [ Leo crying ] What's happening? Is he okay? 521 00:18:27,750 --> 00:18:30,500 Hey. Did you forget to pack Roodle? 522 00:18:30,500 --> 00:18:31,920 I'm pretty sure I put it in the bag. 523 00:18:31,920 --> 00:18:32,920 What about the one your mom got him? 524 00:18:32,920 --> 00:18:34,330 Yeah, I can't find it. 525 00:18:34,330 --> 00:18:36,960 That's why we have a backup. [ Crying continues ] 526 00:18:36,960 --> 00:18:38,880 Oh. Try giving him one of his other stuffed animals. 527 00:18:38,880 --> 00:18:40,290 I'm kind of losing it over here. 528 00:18:40,290 --> 00:18:42,620 Well, he probably shoved it in the couch. 529 00:18:42,620 --> 00:18:43,830 Okay, it's not -- it's not here. 530 00:18:43,830 --> 00:18:45,460 It's not -- wait, wait, wait, wait, wait! 531 00:18:45,460 --> 00:18:47,460 Here. Found it. Here's Roodle. 532 00:18:47,460 --> 00:18:49,460 There you go. Thank you. 533 00:18:49,460 --> 00:18:50,750 Can I ask you a question? 534 00:18:50,750 --> 00:18:52,330 Sure. 535 00:18:52,330 --> 00:18:54,420 What's the temperature like in Baghdad in July? 536 00:18:54,420 --> 00:18:56,080 Well, once it got to 130 degrees, 537 00:18:56,080 --> 00:18:57,330 and I cooked eggplant in the sun. Why? 538 00:18:57,330 --> 00:18:59,120 Uhhhh, no reason. 539 00:18:59,120 --> 00:19:01,290 Okay. Thank you. Sure. 540 00:19:01,290 --> 00:19:02,880 [ Breathes deeply ] Roodle's back. 541 00:19:02,880 --> 00:19:04,210 Roodle is back! 542 00:19:04,210 --> 00:19:07,710 ♪♪ 543 00:19:07,710 --> 00:19:09,420 [ Breathing deeply ] 544 00:19:09,420 --> 00:19:12,380 ♪♪ 545 00:19:12,380 --> 00:19:22,330 ♪♪ 546 00:19:22,330 --> 00:19:32,330 ♪♪ 547 00:19:32,330 --> 00:19:35,710 ♪♪ 548 00:19:35,710 --> 00:19:37,750 Kathleen: Oh, my God! No. [ Laughs ] 549 00:19:37,750 --> 00:19:38,790 Nancy: No way! 550 00:19:38,790 --> 00:19:40,880 I don't believe you. 551 00:19:40,880 --> 00:19:43,620 -Oh! -What's, uh, going on? 552 00:19:43,620 --> 00:19:47,080 Owen claims he can debone the fish in one fell swoop. 553 00:19:47,080 --> 00:19:49,670 Well, you know, I work a lot with bones as a, uh -- Trauma surgeon. 554 00:19:49,670 --> 00:19:52,040 I'm impressed he knows it's called a paring knife. 555 00:19:52,040 --> 00:19:54,830 [ Laughs ] I-I'm not convinced anyone can do it. 556 00:19:54,830 --> 00:19:58,380 Link: Can and... 557 00:19:58,380 --> 00:19:59,580 did. Aah! 558 00:19:59,580 --> 00:20:01,080 Oh, my God! 559 00:20:01,080 --> 00:20:02,880 Can you do that on people? 560 00:20:02,880 --> 00:20:05,710 Uh, never tried, so I'll just say yes. 561 00:20:05,710 --> 00:20:08,750 Oh! We love him. 562 00:20:08,750 --> 00:20:11,080 And I love her. 563 00:20:12,500 --> 00:20:16,380 Okay. There's just one thing I don't understand. 564 00:20:16,380 --> 00:20:19,790 Out of all of us, how did you end up with the hottest husband? 565 00:20:19,790 --> 00:20:21,830 Aah! 566 00:20:21,830 --> 00:20:24,250 -Ooh! -[ Laughing ] What? Ah! 567 00:20:24,250 --> 00:20:27,710 Amelia was raving about your pie on the way over. 568 00:20:27,710 --> 00:20:30,040 You just made Nancy's day. 569 00:20:30,040 --> 00:20:31,710 I-I'll take half that piece. 570 00:20:31,710 --> 00:20:34,000 Oh, you can put the other one right on my plate. 571 00:20:34,000 --> 00:20:37,710 [ Door opens ] Carolyn: I hear my girls! 572 00:20:37,710 --> 00:20:39,580 I didn't call her. I swear! [ Door closes ] 573 00:20:39,580 --> 00:20:41,380 I may have accidentally mentioned it. 574 00:20:41,380 --> 00:20:43,210 This place is so obnoxiously huge, 575 00:20:43,210 --> 00:20:45,210 I can never find my way -- 576 00:20:45,210 --> 00:20:48,080 There's my baby girl! 577 00:20:48,080 --> 00:20:50,330 Oh! Hi, Mom! 578 00:20:50,330 --> 00:20:52,920 Oho, oh! 579 00:20:52,920 --> 00:20:54,000 -Let me look at you. -[ Sighs ] 580 00:20:54,000 --> 00:20:55,790 -Gorgeous! -Mm! 581 00:20:55,790 --> 00:20:58,380 Oh, I've always liked you with shorter hair. [ Chuckles ] 582 00:20:58,380 --> 00:20:59,710 Are you going gray under there? 583 00:20:59,710 --> 00:21:01,330 Because your grandmother was completely white 584 00:21:01,330 --> 00:21:02,540 by the time she was 35. 585 00:21:02,540 --> 00:21:03,880 Mom, please. 586 00:21:03,880 --> 00:21:05,790 And who is this handsome fellow? 587 00:21:05,790 --> 00:21:07,960 This is my husband, Owen. 588 00:21:07,960 --> 00:21:09,250 No, it's not. 589 00:21:09,250 --> 00:21:11,790 Of course it is. And he's fantastic. 590 00:21:11,790 --> 00:21:13,960 Kathleen: You know, we were surprised, too, but she picked a good one. 591 00:21:13,960 --> 00:21:15,380 Well, I'm sure he's great. 592 00:21:15,380 --> 00:21:17,710 But when I visited Derek, 593 00:21:17,710 --> 00:21:19,580 I met Owen Hunt. 594 00:21:19,580 --> 00:21:21,170 And this is not him. 595 00:21:21,170 --> 00:21:24,210 ♪♪ 596 00:21:24,210 --> 00:21:26,420 -[ Sighs ] -Okay. 597 00:21:26,420 --> 00:21:28,170 I'm getting the wine. 598 00:21:28,170 --> 00:21:29,580 Uh-huh. 599 00:21:29,580 --> 00:21:31,920 ♪♪ 600 00:21:37,540 --> 00:21:39,460 Who is he? Who are you? 601 00:21:39,460 --> 00:21:43,210 He's my friend and colleague, Atticus Lincoln. 602 00:21:43,210 --> 00:21:44,920 You can call me Link. 603 00:21:44,920 --> 00:21:46,420 What the hell were you thinking? 604 00:21:46,420 --> 00:21:47,580 She wasn't. 605 00:21:47,580 --> 00:21:48,790 That's the narcissism. [ Liquid pouring ] 606 00:21:48,790 --> 00:21:50,080 Were you even married? 607 00:21:50,080 --> 00:21:51,880 Yes! Yes! 608 00:21:51,880 --> 00:21:55,250 Owen and I were married, and now...we're not. 609 00:21:55,250 --> 00:21:56,750 Carolyn: You're separated? 610 00:21:56,750 --> 00:21:58,250 Divorced. 611 00:21:58,250 --> 00:21:59,920 Nancy: You were married less than a year. 612 00:21:59,920 --> 00:22:00,920 Actually, a little more. 613 00:22:00,920 --> 00:22:02,670 But less than two. 614 00:22:02,670 --> 00:22:04,380 I guess. What -- What does it matter? 615 00:22:04,380 --> 00:22:06,290 [ Chuckles ] Nancy and Liz owe me 50 bucks. 616 00:22:06,290 --> 00:22:07,620 [ Dog barking in distance ] 617 00:22:07,620 --> 00:22:09,040 You bet I'd get divorced? 618 00:22:09,040 --> 00:22:10,580 For what it's worth, 619 00:22:10,580 --> 00:22:11,750 I thought it would last longer than it did. 620 00:22:11,750 --> 00:22:13,120 Okay, you bet on my marriage 621 00:22:13,120 --> 00:22:14,540 after you didn't come to my wedding? 622 00:22:14,540 --> 00:22:16,290 You didn't come to my wedding. You were in jail. 623 00:22:16,290 --> 00:22:17,710 She came to mine. 624 00:22:17,710 --> 00:22:19,040 Uncle Ron walked in on her 625 00:22:19,040 --> 00:22:20,460 screwing that usher in the coat room. 626 00:22:20,460 --> 00:22:22,580 Carolyn: I would've come with proper notice, 627 00:22:22,580 --> 00:22:26,420 but I'd barely heard of Owen before the invitations arrived. 628 00:22:26,420 --> 00:22:28,790 I didn't know if there was going to be a wedding. 629 00:22:28,790 --> 00:22:31,420 Okay, do you have any idea how hurtful and insulting that -- 630 00:22:31,420 --> 00:22:33,880 this is why I didn't even bother to call you 631 00:22:33,880 --> 00:22:35,290 when I found out I had a brain tumor. 632 00:22:35,290 --> 00:22:37,170 This is why. 633 00:22:37,170 --> 00:22:38,880 Carolyn: Amelia Frances Shepherd, 634 00:22:38,880 --> 00:22:42,580 you have a brain tumor and you didn't tell your mother?! 635 00:22:42,580 --> 00:22:45,040 You have a brain tumor? 636 00:22:45,040 --> 00:22:47,500 Are we supposed to feel better that your fake husband 637 00:22:47,500 --> 00:22:49,170 doesn't know, either? Had. 638 00:22:49,170 --> 00:22:52,920 I h-- I had a benign Grade I Meningioma 639 00:22:52,920 --> 00:22:53,750 that they removed. 640 00:22:53,750 --> 00:22:55,120 Nancy: Completely? 641 00:22:55,120 --> 00:22:56,960 'Cause this seems pretty brain damaged. 642 00:22:56,960 --> 00:22:59,170 I'd say more like delusional. 643 00:22:59,170 --> 00:23:01,420 But, you know, par for the course. 644 00:23:01,420 --> 00:23:03,790 Remember when she bought herself that ring 645 00:23:03,790 --> 00:23:05,330 and she told us all she was engaged 646 00:23:05,330 --> 00:23:07,120 to that guy she dated in high school? 647 00:23:07,120 --> 00:23:08,290 He couldn't afford to buy the ring himself. 648 00:23:08,290 --> 00:23:09,960 She got my car stuck in the ditch, 649 00:23:09,960 --> 00:23:12,330 walked home, said somebody must've stolen it, 650 00:23:12,330 --> 00:23:13,460 but left the keys inside. 651 00:23:13,460 --> 00:23:15,750 That was years ago, and I made amends! 652 00:23:15,750 --> 00:23:18,460 Or when she was so drunk at Uncle Adam's funeral 653 00:23:18,460 --> 00:23:20,250 that she dropped her end of the casket. 654 00:23:20,250 --> 00:23:22,420 I wasn't drunk. I was high. 655 00:23:22,420 --> 00:23:25,000 And, yeah, I had some bad years. 656 00:23:25,000 --> 00:23:26,580 You don't have to bring up every transgression. 657 00:23:26,580 --> 00:23:29,710 [ Chuckling ] Yeah, we don't have that kind of time. 658 00:23:29,710 --> 00:23:32,790 The point is all that crazy happened before the brain tumor. 659 00:23:32,790 --> 00:23:34,120 You've always been impulsive. 660 00:23:34,120 --> 00:23:35,580 You don't think things through 661 00:23:35,580 --> 00:23:37,380 or the impact they're gonna have on other people. 662 00:23:37,380 --> 00:23:38,750 You just do whatever the hell you want. 663 00:23:38,750 --> 00:23:41,420 Yeah, and then you concoct these preposterous stories 664 00:23:41,420 --> 00:23:43,380 to cover the truth that inevitably surfaces. 665 00:23:43,380 --> 00:23:44,880 Okay, girls, that's enough. 666 00:23:44,880 --> 00:23:46,670 Bringing fake Owen to dinner tonight 667 00:23:46,670 --> 00:23:48,750 might just be the most demented thing you've ever done. 668 00:23:48,750 --> 00:23:50,210 And if you're really clean now, 669 00:23:50,210 --> 00:23:53,080 then we can't blame the drugs or the tumor, 670 00:23:53,080 --> 00:23:55,290 which brings us back to personality disorder. 671 00:23:55,290 --> 00:23:56,960 Okay, you don't know me. 672 00:23:56,960 --> 00:23:59,080 You have not seen me for years. 673 00:23:59,080 --> 00:24:01,710 I am trapped in your minds and on your stairs 674 00:24:01,710 --> 00:24:04,500 at about 14 years old, and I am not that person anymore. 675 00:24:04,500 --> 00:24:06,330 I am sober. 676 00:24:06,330 --> 00:24:08,210 I am responsible. 677 00:24:08,210 --> 00:24:11,120 And I am a neurosurgeon at the top of my field. 678 00:24:11,120 --> 00:24:13,420 I save lives every day. 679 00:24:13,420 --> 00:24:15,170 In fact, I am the chief of neuro 680 00:24:15,170 --> 00:24:17,580 at one of the top hospitals in the country. 681 00:24:17,580 --> 00:24:20,620 Because Derek was moving and gave you the job. 682 00:24:24,250 --> 00:24:29,830 Listen, um [clears throat] I'm new to, uh, all of this. 683 00:24:29,830 --> 00:24:31,920 And I haven't known Amelia that long, 684 00:24:31,920 --> 00:24:34,670 but I wanted us to stay for dinner tonight 685 00:24:34,670 --> 00:24:36,580 so you could meet the woman that I've been getting to know, 686 00:24:36,580 --> 00:24:38,620 because she is not at all the person you are describing. 687 00:24:38,620 --> 00:24:39,790 Link, you don't have to -- 688 00:24:39,790 --> 00:24:42,880 She is a brilliant surgeon, 689 00:24:42,880 --> 00:24:46,080 the kind you fly across the country when you need the best. 690 00:24:46,080 --> 00:24:47,670 She just performed a surgery 691 00:24:47,670 --> 00:24:50,330 that very few human beings on the planet can do. 692 00:24:50,330 --> 00:24:53,330 She is a respected teacher and mentor. 693 00:24:53,330 --> 00:24:55,710 She cares about her patients and her colleagues. 694 00:24:55,710 --> 00:25:00,500 And she's beautiful and funny and kind and strong. 695 00:25:00,500 --> 00:25:02,040 They're sleeping together, right? 696 00:25:02,040 --> 00:25:04,460 Obviously. She's overcome a lot of adversity. 697 00:25:04,460 --> 00:25:07,210 And, sure, she feels her feelings in a big way, 698 00:25:07,210 --> 00:25:08,750 but that makes her better than most people I know, 699 00:25:08,750 --> 00:25:10,830 not worse, because it makes her authentic. 700 00:25:10,830 --> 00:25:15,790 She was an amazing mom to Betty, and still kinda is to Leo. 701 00:25:15,790 --> 00:25:17,670 I mean, even if she doesn't have legal custody, 702 00:25:17,670 --> 00:25:19,080 that baby is so lucky to have her in his -- 703 00:25:19,080 --> 00:25:20,000 Wait -- did you just say "mom"? 704 00:25:20,000 --> 00:25:21,880 Did you say "baby"? 705 00:25:21,880 --> 00:25:23,750 Well...crap. [ Sighs ] 706 00:25:23,750 --> 00:25:24,880 You have a baby? 707 00:25:24,880 --> 00:25:26,710 Baby or tumor -- which is crazier? 708 00:25:26,710 --> 00:25:29,120 Who's Betty? I'm going with baby. 709 00:25:29,120 --> 00:25:31,040 You never tell me anything. 710 00:25:32,580 --> 00:25:34,750 [ Breathes sharply ] Come on. 711 00:25:36,250 --> 00:25:37,880 [ Footsteps departing ] 712 00:25:39,880 --> 00:25:41,790 Houdini. 713 00:25:41,790 --> 00:25:46,580 ♪♪ 714 00:25:46,580 --> 00:25:48,290 You okay? 715 00:25:48,290 --> 00:25:53,420 ♪♪ 716 00:25:53,420 --> 00:25:54,540 I said we shouldn't go. 717 00:25:54,540 --> 00:25:55,960 I said we shouldn't stay! 718 00:25:55,960 --> 00:25:57,210 Wow, okay. 719 00:25:57,210 --> 00:26:00,080 So your sisters are terrorists, 720 00:26:00,080 --> 00:26:02,460 but now I'm your problem? 721 00:26:02,460 --> 00:26:06,040 ♪♪ 722 00:26:06,040 --> 00:26:07,170 [ Sighs ] 723 00:26:07,170 --> 00:26:08,880 Look, everything was going fine 724 00:26:08,880 --> 00:26:12,210 until your mom called us on our bluff. 725 00:26:12,210 --> 00:26:14,080 And I know it got a little rough -- 726 00:26:14,080 --> 00:26:16,330 A little rough? 727 00:26:16,330 --> 00:26:18,000 It was a lifetime 728 00:26:18,000 --> 00:26:20,790 of humiliating mistakes and dirty laundry on display. 729 00:26:20,790 --> 00:26:22,080 I don't care about your laundry. 730 00:26:22,080 --> 00:26:24,330 No, I care. You were pain management. 731 00:26:24,330 --> 00:26:26,040 You were my human blue light, 732 00:26:26,040 --> 00:26:27,500 mood-enhancing when placed over my body. 733 00:26:27,500 --> 00:26:28,790 And now you know too much. 734 00:26:28,790 --> 00:26:31,170 And I'm -- I can't. 735 00:26:31,170 --> 00:26:33,000 ♪♪ 736 00:26:33,000 --> 00:26:34,670 [ Cellphone chimes ] 737 00:26:36,170 --> 00:26:37,880 [ Scoffs ] Son of a -- 738 00:26:37,880 --> 00:26:39,620 Jonah's in respiratory distress. 739 00:26:39,620 --> 00:26:41,250 We need to get to Fox Medical Center in Manhattan, 740 00:26:41,250 --> 00:26:43,670 please, as fast as you can. 741 00:26:43,670 --> 00:26:44,710 [ Sighs ] 742 00:26:50,580 --> 00:26:52,750 He's bending by the minute. He's exaggerating. 743 00:26:52,750 --> 00:26:54,540 I'm fine. I'll -- I'll be okay. 744 00:26:54,540 --> 00:26:56,620 Ow! [ Grunts ] Jonah, we took a look at your scans, 745 00:26:56,620 --> 00:26:57,960 and the tether just doesn't -- Oh, please don't say it. 746 00:26:57,960 --> 00:26:59,330 Your lungs are compressed. 747 00:26:59,330 --> 00:27:00,830 We're gonna have to replace the rod so you can breathe. 748 00:27:00,830 --> 00:27:05,000 But, uh, I-I have to -- [ Groans ] I have plans. 749 00:27:05,000 --> 00:27:06,420 W-W-What if we tighten the tether? 750 00:27:06,420 --> 00:27:07,960 That's not how it works. I'm sorry. 751 00:27:07,960 --> 00:27:09,710 The rods don't work. 752 00:27:09,710 --> 00:27:12,460 Okay, I-I'll need new ones again by the end of the year. 753 00:27:12,460 --> 00:27:14,120 The tether didn't even last for a day. 754 00:27:14,120 --> 00:27:16,750 W-What if -- Jonah, they said there's no other way, okay? 755 00:27:16,750 --> 00:27:17,960 T-There's always another way. 756 00:27:17,960 --> 00:27:19,880 That's what you said when Mom and Dad died. 757 00:27:19,880 --> 00:27:21,710 I-I was scared because 758 00:27:21,710 --> 00:27:24,080 of how many people want to adopt somebody with my condition... 759 00:27:24,080 --> 00:27:25,960 and you said that you'd find a way, and you did. 760 00:27:25,960 --> 00:27:27,790 You quit law school so you could take care of me. 761 00:27:27,790 --> 00:27:29,960 You can still have big plans. Okay? 762 00:27:29,960 --> 00:27:31,830 Take classes here at community co-- That's not what I want! 763 00:27:31,830 --> 00:27:33,380 [ Sighs ] 764 00:27:33,380 --> 00:27:35,710 There has to be something else. 765 00:27:35,710 --> 00:27:37,880 A vertebral column resection. 766 00:27:37,880 --> 00:27:39,750 -What's that? -Dr. Shepherd! 767 00:27:39,750 --> 00:27:42,380 We would remove the vertebrae causing the curvature 768 00:27:42,380 --> 00:27:44,420 and replace it with a titanium cage 769 00:27:44,420 --> 00:27:45,790 that would protect your spinal cord. 770 00:27:45,790 --> 00:27:48,210 It's a very risky, very complex surgery 771 00:27:48,210 --> 00:27:49,790 with many potential complications. 772 00:27:49,790 --> 00:27:52,120 It could result in paralysis, even death. 773 00:27:52,120 --> 00:27:54,420 Mm. But if it works? 774 00:27:54,420 --> 00:27:56,580 It would permanently correct the deformity. 775 00:27:56,580 --> 00:27:57,920 You can -- You can do it now? 776 00:27:57,920 --> 00:28:00,040 I don't recommend it. Yes. 777 00:28:00,040 --> 00:28:01,420 It is risky. 778 00:28:03,540 --> 00:28:05,460 But if you decide that it's what you want, we could do it. 779 00:28:06,750 --> 00:28:08,540 I want it. No, no, no, no way. 780 00:28:08,540 --> 00:28:10,500 [ Breathing heavily ] 781 00:28:10,500 --> 00:28:13,830 Look, man. You've -- Y-You had everything. 782 00:28:13,830 --> 00:28:17,080 Yale Law School, tons of friends, 783 00:28:17,080 --> 00:28:19,210 an awesome girlfriend. 784 00:28:19,210 --> 00:28:21,380 Y-Y-You were even c-captain 785 00:28:21,380 --> 00:28:23,420 of that weird ultimate Frisbee team. 786 00:28:23,420 --> 00:28:24,880 Hey, man, we were -- we were league champions. 787 00:28:24,880 --> 00:28:27,380 You gave up everything. 788 00:28:27,380 --> 00:28:29,710 Now you have h-hospital food and waiting rooms. 789 00:28:29,710 --> 00:28:32,080 I like the fries here. 790 00:28:32,080 --> 00:28:34,040 You're the world's best brother. 791 00:28:34,040 --> 00:28:37,790 Okay? Y-You're my personal hero. 792 00:28:37,790 --> 00:28:38,830 [ Breathing quickly ] 793 00:28:38,830 --> 00:28:40,620 But I'm 18. 794 00:28:40,620 --> 00:28:42,420 I want this surgery, and I'm gonna do it no matter what. 795 00:28:42,420 --> 00:28:44,830 But I'd rather have you on -- on my side. 796 00:28:44,830 --> 00:28:47,250 [ Breathes deeply ] 797 00:28:47,250 --> 00:28:48,330 I can't lose you, too. 798 00:28:48,330 --> 00:28:49,460 You're not gonna lose me. 799 00:28:49,460 --> 00:28:51,210 This isn't the part where I die. 800 00:28:51,210 --> 00:28:53,580 [ Breathes deeply ] 801 00:28:53,580 --> 00:28:56,500 This is the part where I'm brave and it pays off. 802 00:28:58,040 --> 00:28:59,500 Look at her. 803 00:28:59,500 --> 00:29:00,920 Look at her eyes. 804 00:29:00,920 --> 00:29:03,330 [ Breathes deeply ] 805 00:29:03,330 --> 00:29:04,750 She says she can do it. 806 00:29:04,750 --> 00:29:13,960 ♪♪ 807 00:29:13,960 --> 00:29:15,790 Until next time, brother. 808 00:29:15,790 --> 00:29:17,830 Until next time. [ Breathes sharply ] 809 00:29:17,830 --> 00:29:22,120 ♪♪ 810 00:29:22,120 --> 00:29:23,750 He asked about his options. 811 00:29:26,830 --> 00:29:28,290 We could paralyze him. 812 00:29:28,290 --> 00:29:30,960 A woman just became quadriplegic 813 00:29:30,960 --> 00:29:32,210 on our table. 814 00:29:32,210 --> 00:29:33,330 That was out of our control. 815 00:29:33,330 --> 00:29:34,880 Exactly. There are no guarantees. 816 00:29:34,880 --> 00:29:36,170 Our patient has to come first. 817 00:29:36,170 --> 00:29:38,000 I am putting him first. This is what he wants. 818 00:29:38,000 --> 00:29:39,380 This is what you want 819 00:29:39,380 --> 00:29:41,170 because you've still got something to prove. 820 00:29:41,170 --> 00:29:42,710 Do I need to find someone else to do this with me? 821 00:29:42,710 --> 00:29:43,880 Because I will. 822 00:29:43,880 --> 00:29:47,460 Amelia, I'm saying it's been...a rough night. 823 00:29:47,460 --> 00:29:51,460 I'm saying y-your sisters just treated you like a teenager. 824 00:29:51,460 --> 00:29:53,000 They questioned your surgical skills. 825 00:29:53,000 --> 00:29:54,460 I can't care what they think. 826 00:29:54,460 --> 00:29:56,290 You think you don't care?! [ Scoffs ] 827 00:29:56,290 --> 00:29:58,420 I just spent the night pretending I was Owen! 828 00:29:58,420 --> 00:30:01,210 This is not about them! I cannot let them define me! 829 00:30:01,210 --> 00:30:03,620 If I did, I would still be the messed-up baby of the family, 830 00:30:03,620 --> 00:30:05,580 the person that I revert to when I am with them. 831 00:30:05,580 --> 00:30:06,620 And that is not who I am! 832 00:30:06,620 --> 00:30:09,330 I know that! 833 00:30:09,330 --> 00:30:11,380 I'm asking if you know that. 834 00:30:13,750 --> 00:30:16,120 I'm asking if you're okay. 835 00:30:16,120 --> 00:30:18,380 I'm asking if you are sure 836 00:30:18,380 --> 00:30:20,330 you're not doing this surgery to prove something 837 00:30:20,330 --> 00:30:23,330 to people who clearly have no understanding of you at all. 838 00:30:31,920 --> 00:30:34,670 Jonah deserves a life 839 00:30:34,670 --> 00:30:37,670 that is more than a cycle of surgery after surgery. 840 00:30:40,790 --> 00:30:42,790 It's what he wants. 841 00:30:42,790 --> 00:30:44,290 And I know I can do it. 842 00:30:47,420 --> 00:30:48,880 Okay. 843 00:30:50,670 --> 00:30:54,250 ♪ I remember the minute ♪ 844 00:30:54,250 --> 00:30:55,330 ♪ It was like a switch was flipped ♪ 845 00:30:55,330 --> 00:30:57,790 Vertebral column's out. 846 00:30:57,790 --> 00:30:59,250 Get me the titanium cage. ♪ I was just a kid ♪ 847 00:30:59,250 --> 00:31:01,080 Careful of distraction on the cord. 848 00:31:01,080 --> 00:31:03,540 ♪ Who grew up strong enough to pick this armor up ♪ 849 00:31:03,540 --> 00:31:06,120 ♪ And suddenly, it fit ♪ 850 00:31:06,120 --> 00:31:08,460 ♪♪ 851 00:31:08,460 --> 00:31:13,460 ♪ God, that was so long ago, long ago, long ago ♪ 852 00:31:13,460 --> 00:31:14,750 [ Monitor beeping ] Neurophysiologist: We just lost the signal. 853 00:31:14,750 --> 00:31:16,250 The cage spread too far. 854 00:31:16,250 --> 00:31:17,580 There's too much traction on the spinal cord. 855 00:31:17,580 --> 00:31:19,830 ♪ I was little, I was weak, perfectly naive ♪ 856 00:31:19,830 --> 00:31:22,000 He's paralyzed. So we revert to where we were 857 00:31:22,000 --> 00:31:23,540 before we lost signal. 858 00:31:23,540 --> 00:31:26,040 ♪ And I grew up too quick ♪ 859 00:31:26,040 --> 00:31:31,250 ♪ Now you won't see all that I have to lose ♪ 860 00:31:31,250 --> 00:31:33,670 Dr. Shepherd -- Shh! 861 00:31:33,670 --> 00:31:37,710 ♪ And all I've lost in the fight to protect it ♪ Please. 862 00:31:37,710 --> 00:31:41,750 ♪ I won't let you in, I swore never again ♪ 863 00:31:41,750 --> 00:31:42,960 [ Monitor beeps ] Signal's back. 864 00:31:42,960 --> 00:31:44,420 I got it. 865 00:31:44,420 --> 00:31:46,580 He is not paralyzed. 866 00:31:46,580 --> 00:31:48,670 ♪ I can't afford, no, I refuse to be rejected ♪ 867 00:31:48,670 --> 00:31:50,960 ♪♪ 868 00:31:50,960 --> 00:31:55,880 ♪ I want to break these bones till they're better ♪ 869 00:31:55,880 --> 00:32:00,500 ♪ I want to break them right and feel alive ♪ 870 00:32:00,500 --> 00:32:03,460 ♪ You were wrong, you were wrong, you were wrong ♪ 871 00:32:03,460 --> 00:32:07,420 ♪ My healing needed more than time ♪ 872 00:32:09,080 --> 00:32:15,080 ♪ When I see fragile things, helpless things, broken things ♪ 873 00:32:16,960 --> 00:32:19,420 ♪ I see the familiar ♪ 874 00:32:19,420 --> 00:32:22,830 ♪ I was little, I was weak, I was perfect, too ♪ 875 00:32:22,830 --> 00:32:25,250 ♪ Now I'm a broken mirror ♪ 876 00:32:26,750 --> 00:32:32,750 ♪ But I can't let you see all that I have to lose ♪ 877 00:32:33,120 --> 00:32:36,750 ♪ All I've lost in the fight to protect it ♪ 878 00:32:42,540 --> 00:32:45,670 No neurological deficits. How do you feel? 879 00:32:45,670 --> 00:32:47,170 Like I'm going to Cali. [ Chuckles ] 880 00:32:47,170 --> 00:32:48,920 How long should he, uh, stay off his feet? 881 00:32:48,920 --> 00:32:50,710 A day or two. It's good for him to walk. 882 00:32:50,710 --> 00:32:52,460 Ease into it, though. 883 00:32:52,460 --> 00:32:54,170 Your doctors here will oversee your follow-up, 884 00:32:54,170 --> 00:32:55,290 but you know how to reach us. 885 00:32:55,290 --> 00:32:57,000 Wait. So that's it? 886 00:32:57,000 --> 00:32:59,710 You guys change my whole damn life and then you just leave? 887 00:32:59,710 --> 00:33:01,580 Well, come see us. 888 00:33:01,580 --> 00:33:03,540 Seattle is a short plane ride away from Berkeley. 889 00:33:03,540 --> 00:33:05,380 True. 890 00:33:05,380 --> 00:33:07,040 Thank you. 891 00:33:07,040 --> 00:33:08,540 Thank you guys for... 892 00:33:08,540 --> 00:33:09,830 [breathes deeply] giving me a future. 893 00:33:09,830 --> 00:33:11,920 You were brave. 894 00:33:11,920 --> 00:33:14,120 And it paid off. 895 00:33:14,120 --> 00:33:16,420 [ Telephone rings in distance ] 896 00:33:16,420 --> 00:33:17,580 [ Wind rushing ] 897 00:33:17,580 --> 00:33:18,750 [ Elevator bell chimes ] 898 00:33:18,750 --> 00:33:21,830 [ Indistinct conversations ] 899 00:33:21,830 --> 00:33:23,580 Thank you, uh, for... 900 00:33:23,580 --> 00:33:25,290 [ Sighs ] 901 00:33:25,290 --> 00:33:27,170 Thank you. 902 00:33:27,170 --> 00:33:29,580 You were brave, and it paid off. 903 00:33:31,290 --> 00:33:33,580 Do you want to go for, uh -- get something to eat? 904 00:33:35,750 --> 00:33:37,210 No, um... 905 00:33:37,210 --> 00:33:39,710 No, I need to walk. 906 00:33:39,710 --> 00:33:41,290 I'll see you on the plane. 907 00:33:41,290 --> 00:33:44,120 [ Siren wails in distance ] 908 00:33:44,120 --> 00:33:45,920 [ Indistinct conversations ] 909 00:33:45,920 --> 00:33:47,290 [ Door closes ] 910 00:33:47,290 --> 00:33:48,670 Brady. 911 00:33:48,670 --> 00:33:49,710 You okay? 912 00:33:49,710 --> 00:33:50,960 [ Sighs ] Yeah. 913 00:33:52,710 --> 00:33:54,210 I just don't know what to do. 914 00:33:56,000 --> 00:33:57,330 Jonah's gonna be fine. 915 00:33:57,330 --> 00:34:00,120 [ Chuckles ] I know. And I'm glad. 916 00:34:00,120 --> 00:34:01,670 I just... 917 00:34:01,670 --> 00:34:05,040 I don't know what I'm gonna do...without him, you know? 918 00:34:05,040 --> 00:34:07,170 Would it be weird, you know -- 919 00:34:07,170 --> 00:34:08,250 w-w-would it -- would it be weird 920 00:34:08,250 --> 00:34:09,880 if I just followed him to California 921 00:34:09,880 --> 00:34:12,290 and just -- I don't know -- was -- was nearby? 922 00:34:12,290 --> 00:34:13,420 Was -- [ Breathes deeply ] 923 00:34:13,420 --> 00:34:14,830 I mean, he's -- He's your brother. 924 00:34:16,500 --> 00:34:18,880 I get it. 925 00:34:18,880 --> 00:34:20,290 I miss my brother every day. 926 00:34:23,290 --> 00:34:25,620 But maybe try not to follow him to college. 927 00:34:25,620 --> 00:34:26,880 Yeah. 928 00:34:26,880 --> 00:34:30,460 Maybe try to give him some breathing room 929 00:34:30,460 --> 00:34:34,540 to become whoever he is outside your shadow. 930 00:34:34,540 --> 00:34:37,330 ♪♪ 931 00:34:37,330 --> 00:34:38,620 And then visit. 932 00:34:38,620 --> 00:34:40,960 [ Sniffles ] Yeah. 933 00:34:40,960 --> 00:34:42,460 Thank you. 934 00:34:42,460 --> 00:34:50,540 ♪♪ 935 00:34:50,540 --> 00:34:52,290 [ Cellphone keys clicking ] 936 00:34:52,290 --> 00:34:56,290 ♪♪ 937 00:34:56,290 --> 00:34:57,290 [ Cellphone bloops ] 938 00:34:59,290 --> 00:35:01,210 [ Cellphone chimes ] 939 00:35:01,210 --> 00:35:02,670 Carolyn: Hey, kiddo. 940 00:35:02,670 --> 00:35:04,580 ♪♪ 941 00:35:04,580 --> 00:35:09,330 Can we...go somewhere and, uh, talk? 942 00:35:09,330 --> 00:35:13,290 ♪♪ 943 00:35:13,290 --> 00:35:15,250 [ Birds chirping ] 944 00:35:15,250 --> 00:35:18,580 What -- What happened with Owen? 945 00:35:18,580 --> 00:35:21,380 It just... didn't work out. 946 00:35:21,380 --> 00:35:23,460 [ Indistinct conversations ] 947 00:35:23,460 --> 00:35:25,750 Do you think I sabotage relationships? 948 00:35:27,830 --> 00:35:29,920 That I don't know how to love? 949 00:35:29,920 --> 00:35:31,830 [ Conversations continue ] 950 00:35:34,750 --> 00:35:37,210 Well. 951 00:35:37,210 --> 00:35:38,670 That answers that. 952 00:35:38,670 --> 00:35:40,210 [ Children talking indistinctly ] 953 00:35:40,210 --> 00:35:42,460 Child: I got you! [ Bicycle bell dings ] 954 00:35:42,460 --> 00:35:44,460 [ Conversations continue ] 955 00:35:44,460 --> 00:35:46,620 I remember when you were learning to ride a bike. 956 00:35:46,620 --> 00:35:49,290 [ Chuckles ] Derek and your sisters 957 00:35:49,290 --> 00:35:50,830 were zipping all over the neighborhood, 958 00:35:50,830 --> 00:35:52,540 and you were desperate to join them. 959 00:35:52,540 --> 00:35:53,960 And so you -- you, uh, pulled 960 00:35:53,960 --> 00:35:55,540 that old purple bike out of the shed. 961 00:35:55,540 --> 00:35:56,670 You know, the one with the -- 962 00:35:56,670 --> 00:35:58,290 the streamers hanging off the handlebars. 963 00:35:58,290 --> 00:35:59,460 Mm. Those things were all ripped out 964 00:35:59,460 --> 00:36:01,380 by the time [Chuckling] that bike was mine. 965 00:36:01,380 --> 00:36:04,330 [ Chuckles ] And you refused to use training wheels 966 00:36:04,330 --> 00:36:06,080 because you said that was for babies. 967 00:36:06,080 --> 00:36:07,580 And you wouldn't let me help, either. 968 00:36:07,580 --> 00:36:10,830 I had to -- I had to spy on you from the kitchen window. 969 00:36:10,830 --> 00:36:13,250 You don't know how hard that was. 970 00:36:13,250 --> 00:36:15,250 Watching you fall over and over again. 971 00:36:16,920 --> 00:36:19,000 My other kids didn't like to fail, but -- but you -- 972 00:36:19,000 --> 00:36:20,750 Okay. Yeah, Mom, I get it. 973 00:36:20,750 --> 00:36:23,080 One time you took this -- this big spill, 974 00:36:23,080 --> 00:36:25,420 and you -- and you ripped open your pants. 975 00:36:25,420 --> 00:36:27,120 And by the time I ran out, 976 00:36:27,120 --> 00:36:30,960 you had pulled that -- that old ratty bike up, 977 00:36:30,960 --> 00:36:32,420 and -- and you were halfway down the block. 978 00:36:32,420 --> 00:36:34,620 Every time you fell down, 979 00:36:34,620 --> 00:36:36,540 you got up and came back stronger. 980 00:36:36,540 --> 00:36:39,830 But not that you -- that you didn't care about falling, 981 00:36:39,830 --> 00:36:43,040 but...just you weren't afraid of it. 982 00:36:45,670 --> 00:36:47,420 And that's what made you -- 983 00:36:47,420 --> 00:36:48,790 what makes you -- 984 00:36:48,790 --> 00:36:52,000 out of all the kids... 985 00:36:52,000 --> 00:36:53,670 the most like your father. 986 00:36:53,670 --> 00:36:57,790 ♪♪ 987 00:36:57,790 --> 00:36:59,920 [ Inhales deeply ] 988 00:36:59,920 --> 00:37:01,500 After he died, it was hard 989 00:37:01,500 --> 00:37:06,170 to...be around any-- 990 00:37:06,170 --> 00:37:09,330 anything...that reminded me of him. ♪ All of your days ♪ 991 00:37:09,330 --> 00:37:12,380 And... [ Sighs ] ♪ All your days ♪ 992 00:37:12,380 --> 00:37:14,580 ♪ Stay safe inside ♪ 993 00:37:14,580 --> 00:37:16,790 ...Derek said he'd watch out for you. ♪ Stay safe inside ♪ 994 00:37:16,790 --> 00:37:18,330 And he did his best, 995 00:37:18,330 --> 00:37:21,380 but...he wasn't your mother. ♪ All your time ♪ 996 00:37:21,380 --> 00:37:24,670 ♪ All of your time ♪ You deserved a mother. 997 00:37:24,670 --> 00:37:26,540 ♪ I know you can safely hide ♪ 998 00:37:26,540 --> 00:37:30,500 But h-he offered, and I let him. 999 00:37:30,500 --> 00:37:31,830 ♪ When you're living undercover ♪ 1000 00:37:31,830 --> 00:37:34,380 [ Voice breaking ] And it is my biggest regret. 1001 00:37:34,380 --> 00:37:35,580 Meredith: It turns out that, 1002 00:37:35,580 --> 00:37:37,000 under the right conditions, 1003 00:37:37,000 --> 00:37:38,540 neurons can recover. 1004 00:37:38,540 --> 00:37:40,120 ♪♪ 1005 00:37:40,120 --> 00:37:41,790 I took in a drug addict. 1006 00:37:41,790 --> 00:37:43,120 ♪ Though the worst may not be over ♪ 1007 00:37:43,120 --> 00:37:46,540 Betty, Leo's birth mom. 1008 00:37:46,540 --> 00:37:48,460 ♪ You can count on me, you can count on me ♪ 1009 00:37:48,460 --> 00:37:51,750 15, so [sighs] of course, she already knew everything. 1010 00:37:51,750 --> 00:37:53,290 [ Chuckles ] 1011 00:37:53,290 --> 00:37:56,000 ♪ All it could take is a move my way ♪ 1012 00:37:56,000 --> 00:37:59,790 Parenting her was... ♪ Darling, can't you see? ♪ 1013 00:37:59,790 --> 00:38:02,790 ...the hardest thing I've ever done. ♪ I will be the last to leave ♪ 1014 00:38:02,790 --> 00:38:07,080 And I'm pretty sure she was a tenth the trouble that I was. 1015 00:38:07,080 --> 00:38:09,750 ♪ All it could take is a look my way ♪ 1016 00:38:09,750 --> 00:38:11,580 ♪ Honey, can't you see? ♪ I put you through a lot. 1017 00:38:11,580 --> 00:38:14,210 ♪ There's no more need for hide-and-seek ♪ 1018 00:38:14,210 --> 00:38:15,540 I know it wasn't easy. 1019 00:38:15,540 --> 00:38:17,000 [ Sighs ] 1020 00:38:17,000 --> 00:38:18,790 I'm sorry I missed your wedding. 1021 00:38:18,790 --> 00:38:20,960 [ Sighs ] 1022 00:38:20,960 --> 00:38:22,620 I'm sorry I missed your brain tumor. 1023 00:38:22,620 --> 00:38:25,670 [ Both laugh ] 1024 00:38:25,670 --> 00:38:28,540 I'm sorry things don't go better with your sisters. 1025 00:38:28,540 --> 00:38:29,710 [ Sniffles ] 1026 00:38:29,710 --> 00:38:31,710 It's fine. 1027 00:38:31,710 --> 00:38:33,710 Not everyone's close to their siblings. 1028 00:38:33,710 --> 00:38:35,790 If they can break from normal operations 1029 00:38:35,790 --> 00:38:37,250 and focus on healing, 1030 00:38:37,250 --> 00:38:39,000 they have a chance at regrowth. 1031 00:38:39,000 --> 00:38:41,500 If you don't think you're worthy of love... 1032 00:38:41,500 --> 00:38:43,170 ♪ All of your nights, all of your fights ♪ 1033 00:38:43,170 --> 00:38:46,540 ...if you don't think your love is valuable, you're wrong. 1034 00:38:46,540 --> 00:38:47,830 ♪ You're safe this time ♪ 1035 00:38:47,830 --> 00:38:49,710 And that's on me. 1036 00:38:49,710 --> 00:38:51,120 ♪ Though the worst may not be over ♪ 1037 00:38:51,120 --> 00:38:52,330 Mom, I don't blame you for -- 1038 00:38:52,330 --> 00:38:53,880 Oh, oh, I -- [ Breathes sharply ] 1039 00:38:53,880 --> 00:38:55,580 I know, hon. 1040 00:38:55,580 --> 00:38:57,420 ♪ You can count on me, you can count on me ♪ [ Sighs ] 1041 00:38:57,420 --> 00:39:00,250 But when you most needed help trying to... 1042 00:39:00,250 --> 00:39:02,290 ♪ All it could take ♪ 1043 00:39:02,290 --> 00:39:04,040 ...make sense of life or... 1044 00:39:04,040 --> 00:39:05,710 ♪ Is a move my way ♪ 1045 00:39:05,710 --> 00:39:07,080 ...loss... 1046 00:39:07,080 --> 00:39:08,250 ♪ Darling, can't you see? ♪ 1047 00:39:08,250 --> 00:39:09,620 ...or love... 1048 00:39:09,620 --> 00:39:11,080 ♪ I will be the last to leave ♪ [ Sniffles ] 1049 00:39:11,080 --> 00:39:12,080 ...I wasn't there. 1050 00:39:12,080 --> 00:39:13,540 ♪ Honey, can't you see? ♪ 1051 00:39:13,540 --> 00:39:15,170 So put that on me... 1052 00:39:15,170 --> 00:39:17,880 ♪ There's no more need for hide-and-seek ♪ 1053 00:39:17,880 --> 00:39:20,000 ...and move forward. 1054 00:39:20,000 --> 00:39:21,710 What if I can't? ♪ There's no more need for hide-and-seek ♪ 1055 00:39:21,710 --> 00:39:24,290 It's human nature to want to fix what's broken. 1056 00:39:24,290 --> 00:39:28,380 Well... then that's on you. 1057 00:39:28,380 --> 00:39:29,710 ♪ There's no more need for hide-and-seek ♪ 1058 00:39:29,710 --> 00:39:31,790 [ Humming ] 1059 00:39:31,790 --> 00:39:33,830 [ Sniffles, sighs ] 1060 00:39:33,830 --> 00:39:35,620 ♪♪ 1061 00:39:35,620 --> 00:39:37,790 [ Humming ] 1062 00:39:37,790 --> 00:39:39,120 ♪♪ 1063 00:39:39,120 --> 00:39:40,620 Man: ...the bat. Fires. 1064 00:39:40,620 --> 00:39:41,750 Slaps it to right. [ Cheers and applause ] 1065 00:39:41,750 --> 00:39:43,380 That one's gonna split the gap 1066 00:39:43,380 --> 00:39:44,670 and head all the way to the wall! 1067 00:39:44,670 --> 00:39:45,830 One run is in. 1068 00:39:45,830 --> 00:39:47,460 Here comes Beasley around third, 1069 00:39:47,460 --> 00:39:49,170 but cut off by Montanari, 1070 00:39:49,170 --> 00:39:51,170 and he's, of course, standing up... 1071 00:39:51,170 --> 00:39:53,420 [ Speaking indistinctly ] 1072 00:39:56,000 --> 00:39:58,880 You are kind. 1073 00:39:58,880 --> 00:40:01,170 And you were brave last night, too. 1074 00:40:01,170 --> 00:40:05,170 With my family. And -- And in that surgery. 1075 00:40:05,170 --> 00:40:07,750 You didn't have to do that with me. 1076 00:40:07,750 --> 00:40:09,920 Either thing. 1077 00:40:09,920 --> 00:40:12,250 You are... [sighs] 1078 00:40:12,250 --> 00:40:14,380 surprising to me. 1079 00:40:14,380 --> 00:40:15,790 And you deserve a lot better 1080 00:40:15,790 --> 00:40:17,670 than the things that I said to you. 1081 00:40:17,670 --> 00:40:19,790 You are more than a human blue light. 1082 00:40:22,540 --> 00:40:27,710 Though you are very, very good at bluelighting. 1083 00:40:28,710 --> 00:40:31,080 [ Breathes sharply ] 1084 00:40:31,080 --> 00:40:32,460 I'm sorry. 1085 00:40:34,120 --> 00:40:37,420 And I'd like to make it up to you, 1086 00:40:37,420 --> 00:40:38,420 if you'll let me. 1087 00:40:41,250 --> 00:40:43,290 [ Sighs ] 1088 00:40:45,080 --> 00:40:47,380 [ Lucy Spraggan's "Stick The Kettle On" plays ] 1089 00:40:47,380 --> 00:40:55,460 ♪♪ 1090 00:40:55,460 --> 00:41:00,580 ♪ I know some days are hard ♪ 1091 00:41:00,580 --> 00:41:05,120 ♪ But I know how strong you are ♪ 1092 00:41:05,120 --> 00:41:07,040 Mmm. ♪ The front door's open if you're broken ♪ 1093 00:41:07,040 --> 00:41:08,750 [ Laughs ] Mmm. 1094 00:41:08,750 --> 00:41:10,670 ♪ Let's talk the night away ♪ Mmm! 1095 00:41:10,670 --> 00:41:14,540 ♪ Sometimes we get it wrong, stick the kettle on ♪ 1096 00:41:14,540 --> 00:41:15,830 Mm-hmm. 1097 00:41:15,830 --> 00:41:17,210 [ Both laugh ] 1098 00:41:17,210 --> 00:41:22,460 ♪ I spend my nights alone ♪ 1099 00:41:22,460 --> 00:41:25,420 ♪ I keep these doors closed ♪ [ Both speak indistinctly ] 1100 00:41:25,420 --> 00:41:28,790 Meredith: We may not be able to replicate exactly what we lost. 1101 00:41:28,790 --> 00:41:30,080 -[ Muffled ] Oh, yeah. -[ Muffled ] Yeah? 1102 00:41:30,080 --> 00:41:31,120 You got a little something, too, right there. 1103 00:41:31,120 --> 00:41:32,170 ♪ That I should just man up ♪ 1104 00:41:32,170 --> 00:41:33,790 ♪ Some days we get it wrong ♪ 1105 00:41:33,790 --> 00:41:36,330 ♪ Stick the kettle on ♪ 1106 00:41:36,330 --> 00:41:38,080 But in its place will grow something new. 1107 00:41:38,080 --> 00:41:39,670 ♪ La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la ♪ 1108 00:41:39,670 --> 00:41:42,080 ♪ La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la ♪ 1109 00:41:42,080 --> 00:41:43,500 ♪ La-la-la-la, la-la-la-la ♪ 1110 00:41:43,500 --> 00:41:45,250 Hey! Welcome home! 1111 00:41:45,250 --> 00:41:49,080 How'd it go? Uh, it's a long story. 1112 00:41:49,080 --> 00:41:51,080 -Mm? -So come tell us. 1113 00:41:51,080 --> 00:41:54,750 [ Sighs ] Well, the case went fine, 1114 00:41:54,750 --> 00:41:56,750 but then we ran into Nancy. [ Keys jingling ] 1115 00:41:56,750 --> 00:41:58,580 Your sister? Yep. 1116 00:41:58,580 --> 00:42:00,460 Is she the snarky one? They're all the snarky one. 1117 00:42:00,460 --> 00:42:01,880 She invited us to dinner. 1118 00:42:01,880 --> 00:42:03,210 ♪ Sometimes we get it wrong, stick the kettle on ♪ 1119 00:42:03,210 --> 00:42:04,540 And you went? To her house? 1120 00:42:04,540 --> 00:42:06,290 And I got ambushed. 1121 00:42:06,290 --> 00:42:10,000 It's a long process, but it happens -- She was there. 1122 00:42:10,000 --> 00:42:13,040 slowly, but surely... 1123 00:42:13,040 --> 00:42:14,250 ♪ Sometimes we get it wrong ♪ 1124 00:42:14,250 --> 00:42:15,580 ...until we have what we need. 1125 00:42:15,580 --> 00:42:18,290 ♪ Stick the kettle on ♪ 1126 00:42:28,710 --> 00:42:37,580 ♪♪ 1127 00:42:37,580 --> 00:42:45,580 ♪♪ 1128 00:42:45,580 --> 00:42:51,580 ♪♪