1 00:00:01,001 --> 00:00:02,233 PREVIOUSLY ON "GREY'S ANATOMY"... 2 00:00:02,233 --> 00:00:04,035 I'M REALLY GOOD IN BED. MIND-BLOWINGLY GOOD IN BED. 3 00:00:04,035 --> 00:00:06,006 THEN HE SLEEPS WITH OLIVIA INSTEAD OF ME. 4 00:00:06,006 --> 00:00:10,111 I'M HAVING A BABY, TOO. YES, I AM, A LITTLE BOY. 5 00:00:10,111 --> 00:00:12,743 YOU LIED TO ME. YOU'LL BE A BETTER DOCTOR FOR IT. 6 00:00:12,743 --> 00:00:14,745 I'M LONELY, DEREK. 7 00:00:14,745 --> 00:00:18,049 I CAN'T. WHEN DEREK BROKE WITH YOU, I WAS THERE. 8 00:00:18,049 --> 00:00:19,350 ALL I EVER AM IS THERE FOR YOU GUYS, 9 00:00:19,350 --> 00:00:21,122 AND THE ONE TIME I NEED YOU... 10 00:00:21,122 --> 00:00:24,795 ARE YOU OKAY? I FAILED THE MEDICAL BOARDS. 11 00:00:24,795 --> 00:00:26,257 KAREV, IT'S OVER, IT'S DONE. YOU SCREWED UP. 12 00:00:26,257 --> 00:00:28,429 IF I TAKE THE EXAM FOR A SECOND TIME, AND I DON'T PASS... 13 00:00:28,429 --> 00:00:32,533 YOU WILL NO LONGER BE A SURGICAL RESIDENT AT SEATTLE GRACE. 14 00:00:32,533 --> 00:00:34,635 (Doc barking) 15 00:00:37,208 --> 00:00:39,670 (Meredith) IT'S AN URBAN MYTH THAT SUICIDE RATES 16 00:00:39,670 --> 00:00:42,373 SPIKE AT THE HOLIDAYS. 17 00:00:42,373 --> 00:00:45,646 TURNS OUT, THEY ACTUALLY GO DOWN. 18 00:00:45,646 --> 00:00:47,748 (Nat King Cole) ♪ CHESTNUTS ROASTING ♪ 19 00:00:47,748 --> 00:00:52,423 ♪ ON AN OPEN FIRE... ♪ 20 00:00:52,423 --> 00:00:54,125 EXPERTS THINK IT'S BECAUSE 21 00:00:54,125 --> 00:00:56,587 PEOPLE ARE LESS INCLINED TO OFF THEMSELVES 22 00:00:56,587 --> 00:00:58,429 WHEN SURROUNDED BY FAMILY. 23 00:00:58,429 --> 00:01:02,062 ♪ YULETIDE CAROLS... ♪ 24 00:01:02,062 --> 00:01:03,834 LOOKS LIKE SANTA THREW UP IN HERE. 25 00:01:03,834 --> 00:01:05,796 JUST... GO WITH IT. 26 00:01:05,796 --> 00:01:07,838 WE'RE BEING SUPPORTIVE. 27 00:01:07,838 --> 00:01:10,201 OH, HEY! 28 00:01:10,201 --> 00:01:13,374 WHAT DO YOU THINK? DID I GO TOO OVERBOARD? 29 00:01:13,374 --> 00:01:16,377 OH, I KNOW. I KNOW SOMETIMES I CAN GO A LITTLE OVERBOARD. 30 00:01:16,377 --> 00:01:18,109 NO, IT'S GREAT. NO, WE LOVE IT. 31 00:01:18,109 --> 00:01:20,751 OH, YAY! I LOVE CHRISTMAS. 32 00:01:20,751 --> 00:01:21,852 WE KNOW. CLEARLY. 33 00:01:21,852 --> 00:01:23,083 IRONICALLY, 34 00:01:23,083 --> 00:01:24,785 THAT SAME FAMILY TOGETHERNESS 35 00:01:24,785 --> 00:01:27,488 IS THOUGHT TO BE THE REASON THAT DEPRESSION RATES 36 00:01:27,488 --> 00:01:29,820 ACTUALLY DO SPIKE AT THE HOLIDAYS. 37 00:01:29,820 --> 00:01:31,762 ♪ WITH THEIR EYES ALL AGLOW... ♪ 38 00:01:31,762 --> 00:01:34,425 YEAH, OKAY, IZZIE DOESN'T COUNT. 39 00:01:34,425 --> 00:01:39,830 ♪ MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOU ♪ 40 00:01:45,636 --> 00:01:50,881 OH, I THOUGHT YOU MIGHT LIKE TO HELP ME DECORATE IT TONIGHT, 41 00:01:50,881 --> 00:01:53,444 TO MARK OUR FIRST CHRISTMAS TOGETHER. 42 00:01:53,444 --> 00:01:54,785 I'M JEWISH. 43 00:01:58,419 --> 00:02:00,291 SERIOUSLY? 44 00:02:00,291 --> 00:02:02,493 MY STEPFATHER-- SAUL RUBENSTEIN? 45 00:02:02,493 --> 00:02:05,125 OH. RIGHT. 46 00:02:06,527 --> 00:02:07,828 RIGHT. 47 00:02:10,661 --> 00:02:11,832 RIGHT. 48 00:02:14,134 --> 00:02:16,267 (telephone rings) 49 00:02:16,267 --> 00:02:17,768 LOOK AT HER BELLY. 50 00:02:17,768 --> 00:02:19,840 SHE'S ALMOST AS WIDE AS SHE IS TALL. 51 00:02:19,840 --> 00:02:22,673 ARE HER ANKLES SWOLLEN? IS THAT WHY SHE'S WADDLING? 52 00:02:22,673 --> 00:02:24,545 WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN TO US WHEN SHE GOES ON LEAVE? 53 00:02:24,545 --> 00:02:25,846 (Cristina) LEAVE? SHE'S GOING ON LEAVE? 54 00:02:25,846 --> 00:02:27,548 WHAT DO YOU THINK HAPPENS 55 00:02:27,548 --> 00:02:29,480 WHEN PEOPLE PUSH BABIES OUT OF THEIR VAGINAS? 56 00:02:29,480 --> 00:02:31,182 DO YOU THINK WE'RE GONNA GET A NEW RESIDENT? 57 00:02:31,182 --> 00:02:33,654 NAH, THEY'LL PROBABLY JUST LET US ALL WANDER AROUND UNATTENDED 58 00:02:33,654 --> 00:02:35,155 TO SEE HOW MUCH DAMAGE WE CAN DO. 59 00:02:35,155 --> 00:02:36,857 YEAH, WELL, YOU WOULD KNOW. 60 00:02:36,857 --> 00:02:39,290 HEY, YOU GUYS, WE SHOULD ALL GET TOGETHER 61 00:02:39,290 --> 00:02:41,792 AND GET BAILEY A CHRISTMAS GIFT FOR THE BABY, 62 00:02:41,792 --> 00:02:43,864 OR WE COULD ORGANIZE SOME SORT OF SECRET SANTA THING. 63 00:02:43,864 --> 00:02:45,896 LISTEN, TINY TIM, YOU CAN TAKE YOUR-- SOUNDS GREAT. 64 00:02:45,896 --> 00:02:49,200 SECRET SANTA SOUNDS GREAT, IZZIE. OKAY. 65 00:02:50,941 --> 00:02:52,403 WE'RE BEING SUPPORTIVE. 66 00:02:55,676 --> 00:02:57,678 HEY. 67 00:02:57,678 --> 00:02:59,750 HEY. YOU OKAY? YOU SEEM... 68 00:02:59,750 --> 00:03:03,954 YEAH. YOU KNOW... 69 00:03:03,954 --> 00:03:05,316 HOLIDAYS. 70 00:03:05,316 --> 00:03:08,589 OH. YEAH. 71 00:03:08,589 --> 00:03:09,890 I DO KNOW. 72 00:03:14,665 --> 00:03:16,327 (singing) 73 00:03:16,327 --> 00:03:19,730 TIM EPSTEIN, 38, FELL OFF THE ROOF OF HIS HOUSE. 74 00:03:19,730 --> 00:03:21,832 I WAS STRINGING HANNUMAS LIGHTS, 75 00:03:21,832 --> 00:03:23,404 AND A SHINGLE CAME LOOSE. 76 00:03:23,404 --> 00:03:24,575 HANNUMAS? 77 00:03:24,575 --> 00:03:27,808 HANNUMAS, CHRISMUKKAH. WE GO ALL OUT. 78 00:03:27,808 --> 00:03:28,839 AWESOME. 79 00:03:28,839 --> 00:03:30,881 HE FELL 12 FEET. 80 00:03:30,881 --> 00:03:33,814 THE GOOD NEWS IS, MY HEAD BROKE MY FALL. 81 00:03:33,814 --> 00:03:36,517 UH, THERE ARE NO VISIBLE DEFORMITIES, 82 00:03:36,517 --> 00:03:39,290 BUT HE'S DEFINITELY HAVING SOME FOCAL LEFT ARM WEAKNESS. 83 00:03:39,290 --> 00:03:41,922 HE'LL PROBABLY BE FINE. HE'S ALWAYS BEEN A LITTLE HARDHEADED. 84 00:03:41,922 --> 00:03:43,794 (Girl) ♪ DREIDEL, DREIDEL, DREIDEL ♪ 85 00:03:43,794 --> 00:03:45,596 DOES YOUR HEAD HURT WHEN YOU LAUGH? 86 00:03:45,596 --> 00:03:47,598 IS THAT A BAD THING? 87 00:03:47,598 --> 00:03:51,432 FOLLOW MY FINGER WITH YOUR EYES, PLEASE. 88 00:03:51,432 --> 00:03:52,833 I KNOW KARATE. 89 00:03:52,833 --> 00:03:56,767 UH... 90 00:03:56,767 --> 00:03:59,009 YOU KNOW WHAT? YOUR HUSBAND MIGHT NEED A LITTLE QUIET, 91 00:03:59,009 --> 00:04:00,971 SO THERE'S A CAFETERIA RIGHT DOWN-- 92 00:04:00,971 --> 00:04:02,913 NO, NO, LET 'EM STAY. 93 00:04:02,913 --> 00:04:05,276 PAIN OR NO, I DON'T WANNA MISS OUT 94 00:04:05,276 --> 00:04:08,349 ON THE HOLIDAYS WITH MY KIDS. 95 00:04:08,349 --> 00:04:10,851 WHO'D LIKE TO TAKE MR. EPSTEIN DOWN FOR A C.T.? 96 00:04:10,851 --> 00:04:13,324 STEVENS IT IS. 97 00:04:13,324 --> 00:04:15,556 (Woman) SHOULD WE HAVE A DOG? 98 00:04:15,556 --> 00:04:17,988 NO DOG. COME ON, GET A DOG. 99 00:04:17,988 --> 00:04:21,362 NADIA SHELTON, 41, SCHEDULED FOR EXCISION 100 00:04:21,362 --> 00:04:23,864 OF HER GASTRIC ULCER. LOT OF GOOD IT'S DONE US. 101 00:04:23,864 --> 00:04:26,266 SHE'S BEEN SCHEDULED FOR THREE DAYS. 102 00:04:26,266 --> 00:04:29,470 MOM, IT'S NOT HIS FAULT. EVERY DAY SHE GETS RESCHEDULED FOR SOME EMERGENCY. 103 00:04:29,470 --> 00:04:31,001 WE'RE VERY, VERY SORRY FOR THE INCONVENIENCE. 104 00:04:31,001 --> 00:04:33,304 INCONVENIENCE? 105 00:04:33,304 --> 00:04:34,945 YOU WATCH YOUR CHILD SPEND THREE DAYS IN PAIN, 106 00:04:34,945 --> 00:04:37,047 AND THEN COME AND TALK TO ME ABOUT INCONVENIENCE. 107 00:04:37,047 --> 00:04:40,311 WE GET A LOT OF TRAUMA CASES AT THE HOLIDAYS. 108 00:04:40,311 --> 00:04:41,952 YOUR DAUGHTER'S ULCER IS SERIOUS, BUT IT'S NON-EMERGENT. 109 00:04:41,952 --> 00:04:45,055 IS THAT THE NEWS? ARE YOU SAYING MY WIFE'S NOT IMPORTANT? 110 00:04:45,055 --> 00:04:46,657 IS THAT WHAT HE'S SAYING? IS THAT WHAT I'M HEARING? 111 00:04:46,657 --> 00:04:48,288 (Woman) WHEN ARE YOU TAKING HER IN? 112 00:04:48,288 --> 00:04:49,620 GRANDPA, IT'S NOT THE REMOTE. 113 00:04:49,620 --> 00:04:51,892 WE HAVE RESERVATIONS TO EAT AT THE TOP OF THE SPACE NEEDLE. 114 00:04:51,892 --> 00:04:53,424 WE'VE HAD THEM FOR MONTHS. 115 00:04:53,424 --> 00:04:55,426 ALL RIGHT! DR. O'MALLEY, PREP MRS. SHELTON 116 00:04:55,426 --> 00:04:58,469 FOR HER ULCER EXCISION, WHICH WILL HAPPEN THIS MORNING. 117 00:04:58,469 --> 00:04:59,630 THANK YOU! 118 00:04:59,630 --> 00:05:02,403 (All speaking over each other) 119 00:05:02,403 --> 00:05:05,005 ♪ WE'RE GONNA GO TO THE NEEDLE, OH ♪ 120 00:05:05,005 --> 00:05:06,807 GREY, KAREV, COVER THE PIT. 121 00:05:06,807 --> 00:05:09,309 YOU CAN EXPECT ALL SORTS OF HOLIDAY IDIOCY, 122 00:05:09,309 --> 00:05:11,081 SO THAT IS MY GIFT TO YOU. 123 00:05:11,081 --> 00:05:12,583 YANG... 124 00:05:12,583 --> 00:05:14,084 DR. BAILEY, U.N.O.S. JUST CALLED. 125 00:05:14,084 --> 00:05:16,347 THEY HAVE A DONOR HEART FOR A PATIENT OF MINE. 126 00:05:16,347 --> 00:05:18,349 HEART SURGERY. I'M FREE. I'M TOTALLY FREE, RIGHT? I CAN DO THIS. 127 00:05:18,349 --> 00:05:19,650 I'M FREE. I'M AVAILABLE. 128 00:05:19,650 --> 00:05:22,022 NO, YOU'RE NOT. YOU'RE COVERING THE PIT. 129 00:05:22,022 --> 00:05:23,754 YANG, IT'S YOURS. THANK YOU. 130 00:05:23,754 --> 00:05:26,427 PIT! 131 00:05:26,427 --> 00:05:28,028 DAMN! HEART TRANSPLANT. 132 00:05:28,028 --> 00:05:29,730 WOULD'VE LIKED TO HAVE SEEN THAT. 133 00:05:29,730 --> 00:05:31,031 THERE'S ALWAYS TOMORROW. 134 00:05:31,031 --> 00:05:32,733 YEAH, MAYBE FOR YOU. MEANING? 135 00:05:32,733 --> 00:05:35,736 I RETAKE THE BOARDS TOMORROW. I'M PRETTY SURE I'M GONNA FAIL, 136 00:05:35,736 --> 00:05:37,738 WHICH MAKES TODAY MY LAST DAY HERE, 137 00:05:37,738 --> 00:05:40,741 AND I GET TO SPEND IT DOING STITCHES IN THE PIT. 138 00:05:43,574 --> 00:05:47,378 SO WHEN DOES HANUKKAH FALL THIS YEAR? 139 00:05:47,378 --> 00:05:48,679 UH, NO IDEA. 140 00:05:48,679 --> 00:05:51,051 OH. WELL, IF THERE ARE ANY MORE TRADITIONS 141 00:05:51,051 --> 00:05:53,053 YOU WANT ME TO BE AWARE OF-- 142 00:05:53,053 --> 00:05:54,555 OH, NO, BURKE, SERIOUSLY, 143 00:05:54,555 --> 00:05:56,487 I HAVEN'T OBSERVED RELIGIOUS HOLIDAYS 144 00:05:56,487 --> 00:05:58,489 SINCE I WAS OLD ENOUGH TO KNOW BETTER. 145 00:06:03,363 --> 00:06:05,866 (Woman) "RUN AS FAST AS YOU CAN. 146 00:06:05,866 --> 00:06:08,138 "YOU CAN CATCH--" GOOD MORNING, JUSTIN. 147 00:06:08,138 --> 00:06:09,440 MARION. 148 00:06:09,440 --> 00:06:11,672 GOOD MORNING. HI, DR. BURKE. 149 00:06:11,672 --> 00:06:13,974 I'M HERE WITH GOOD NEWS, GREAT NEWS. 150 00:06:13,974 --> 00:06:16,647 YOU DON'T MEAN THAT... U.N.O.S. CALLED. 151 00:06:16,647 --> 00:06:17,948 WE HAVE A HEART. 152 00:06:17,948 --> 00:06:19,379 (laughing) 153 00:06:19,379 --> 00:06:21,882 NOW I'LL OPERATE THIS MORNING. 154 00:06:21,882 --> 00:06:23,383 YOU HEAR THAT, BABY? 155 00:06:23,383 --> 00:06:26,156 SANTA CLAUS IS BRINGING YOU A NEW HEART FOR CHRISTMAS. 156 00:06:26,156 --> 00:06:28,789 TELL THE FAT-ASS TO GIVE IT TO SOMEONE ELSE. 157 00:06:28,789 --> 00:06:30,090 I DON'T WANT IT. 158 00:06:30,090 --> 00:06:33,894 ♪ GONNA FIND OUT WHO'S NAUGHTY OR NICE ♪ 159 00:06:33,894 --> 00:06:38,398 ♪ SANTA CLAUS IS COMIN' TO TOWN ♪ 160 00:06:47,638 --> 00:06:49,640 I'M SORRY, DR. BURKE. HE'S TIRED TODAY. 161 00:06:49,640 --> 00:06:51,912 I'M TIRED EVERY DAY, I HATE CHRISTMAS EVERY DAY, 162 00:06:51,912 --> 00:06:54,885 AND I'M NOT HAVING ANOTHER STUPID OPERATION. 163 00:06:54,885 --> 00:06:57,948 JUSTIN, I KNOW SURGERY CAN BE FRIGHTENING, 164 00:06:57,948 --> 00:06:59,820 BUT YOU NEED THIS HEART. 165 00:06:59,820 --> 00:07:01,822 YOU'VE WORN OUT YOUR LAST ONE. 166 00:07:01,822 --> 00:07:02,953 HIS LAST ONE? 167 00:07:02,953 --> 00:07:05,696 JUSTIN HAD A HEART TRANSPLANT AS A BABY, 168 00:07:05,696 --> 00:07:07,798 BUT HIS HEART HASN'T AGED AS WELL AS HE HAS. 169 00:07:07,798 --> 00:07:09,700 YOU UNDERSTAND THAT, JUSTIN? 170 00:07:09,700 --> 00:07:11,462 YOUR HEART JUST CAN'T KEEP UP WITH YOU ANYMORE. 171 00:07:11,462 --> 00:07:13,464 YOU NEED A NEW ONE. 172 00:07:13,464 --> 00:07:15,806 I DON'T CARE. I DON'T WANT IT. 173 00:07:15,806 --> 00:07:18,438 CAN YOU TELL ME WHY NOT? 174 00:07:18,438 --> 00:07:22,643 (Woman) ♪ OUR LIVES ARE CHANGING SO, SO I JUST LET IT GO ♪ 175 00:07:22,643 --> 00:07:25,916 (Woman over P.A.) DR. KENWOOD, 471. DR. KENWOOD, 471. 176 00:07:25,916 --> 00:07:29,550 ANXIETY ATTACKS, ANEURYSMS AND ULCERS. 177 00:07:29,550 --> 00:07:31,552 MUST BE DECEMBER. 178 00:07:31,552 --> 00:07:33,724 CHIEF, ADELE JUST CALLED. TELL HER I'M IN-- 179 00:07:33,724 --> 00:07:34,985 SHE KNOWS YOU'RE NOT IN SURGERY, 180 00:07:34,985 --> 00:07:36,987 AND SHE SAID TO TELL YOU, 181 00:07:36,987 --> 00:07:40,531 "WE ARE GOING TO OUR NIECE'S SCHOOL PAGEANT THIS MORNING. 182 00:07:40,531 --> 00:07:42,733 "YOU HAVE KNOWN ABOUT IT FOR MONTHS, 183 00:07:42,733 --> 00:07:44,735 "AND AFTER WHAT YOU PULLED ON THANKSGIVING..." 184 00:07:44,735 --> 00:07:46,837 AND THEN SHE STARTED USING A GREAT MANY WORDS 185 00:07:46,837 --> 00:07:49,840 THAT I DON'T FEEL COMFORTABLE REPEATING. LOOK, I HAVE SEVEN SURGEONS ON VACATION. 186 00:07:49,840 --> 00:07:52,102 AND THERE WAS SOMETHING ABOUT DIVORCE. 187 00:07:52,102 --> 00:07:56,246 ♪ WHITE TREES AND MISTLETOE ♪ 188 00:07:56,246 --> 00:07:58,679 YOU'LL HAVE TO COVER MY ULCER EXCISION. 189 00:07:58,679 --> 00:07:59,750 YES, SIR. 190 00:07:59,750 --> 00:08:02,182 THE WOMAN IS UNREASONABLE. 191 00:08:02,182 --> 00:08:04,214 WHEN DID WATCHING A 6-YEAR-OLD DRESSED UP 192 00:08:04,214 --> 00:08:06,216 LIKE A WISE MAN BECOME... 193 00:08:06,216 --> 00:08:08,488 ♪ THIS CHRISTMAS TIME ♪ 194 00:08:08,488 --> 00:08:09,890 (Paramedic) MALE, 44, HAD A GASTRIC BYPASS. 195 00:08:09,890 --> 00:08:11,491 THREE WEEKS POST-OP. 196 00:08:11,491 --> 00:08:13,564 REPORTED EXTREME PAIN WHEN WE FOUND HIM. 197 00:08:13,564 --> 00:08:16,567 SAID SOMETHING ABOUT FRUITCAKE. HE MUST HAVE TORN HIS ABDOMEN WIDE OPEN. 198 00:08:16,567 --> 00:08:18,869 YOU'RE GONNA HAVE TO FIGHT ME FOR THIS ONE. 199 00:08:18,869 --> 00:08:21,071 HE'S ALL YOURS. MY PARTING GIFT. 200 00:08:22,773 --> 00:08:26,136 OKAY, FOR YOUR MOM, I GOT A LAMBSWOOL BLANKET, 201 00:08:26,136 --> 00:08:28,138 HANDMADE IN EDINBURGH. IT'S SOFT, COMFORTABLE. 202 00:08:28,138 --> 00:08:30,841 IT SAYS, "DON'T HATE ME FOR HURTING YOUR SON," 203 00:08:30,841 --> 00:08:32,142 EXCEPT WITH FABRIC. 204 00:08:32,142 --> 00:08:34,144 ADDIE, YOU KNOW MY MOM LOVES YOU. 205 00:08:34,144 --> 00:08:35,846 NO, SHE USED TO LOVE ME. 206 00:08:35,846 --> 00:08:38,849 I'VE GOT A LOT OF GROUND TO MAKE UP FOR WITH THESE GIFTS. 207 00:08:38,849 --> 00:08:41,892 SO WHAT DO YOU THINK-- PLAIN OR PLAID OR BOTH? I DON'T KNOW. WHATEVER, YOU KNOW? 208 00:08:41,892 --> 00:08:43,894 I THOUGHT YOU LOVE CHRISTMAS SHOPPING. 209 00:08:43,894 --> 00:08:46,697 I'M JUST REALLY NOT IN THE MOOD FOR IT RIGHT NOW, OKAY? 210 00:08:46,697 --> 00:08:47,998 OKAY, WELL, HOW ABOUT FRENCH FOOD 211 00:08:47,998 --> 00:08:49,760 AND SCOTTISH CATALOGUES TONIGHT, AROUND 9? 212 00:08:49,760 --> 00:08:52,903 UM, WELL, I GUESS THAT DEPENDS. WHAT TIME DO WE GET OUTTA HERE? DR. SHEPHERD? 213 00:08:52,903 --> 00:08:54,765 YES? I HAVE TIM EPSTEIN'S C.T. SCANS BACK. 214 00:08:54,765 --> 00:08:55,766 AH, GOOD. 215 00:08:55,766 --> 00:08:57,537 WHAT DO YOU THINK? 216 00:08:57,537 --> 00:08:59,309 IT'S NOT GREAT. 217 00:08:59,309 --> 00:09:01,912 OH, THAT'S NOT GOOD AT ALL. 218 00:09:01,912 --> 00:09:03,974 HONEY, WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THIS SCOOTER? 219 00:09:03,974 --> 00:09:07,578 EXCUSE ME, I NEED TO TAKE HER BLOOD PRESSURE. 220 00:09:07,578 --> 00:09:10,881 (All shouting over each other) 221 00:09:10,881 --> 00:09:12,883 DO YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS ABOUT THE SURGERY? 222 00:09:12,883 --> 00:09:15,185 APART FROM WHEN YOU'RE ACTUALLY GONNA DO IT? 223 00:09:15,185 --> 00:09:17,788 WE'RE DOING IT NOW. GOOD. 224 00:09:17,788 --> 00:09:19,890 I'M SORRY. DON'T APOLOGIZE. 225 00:09:19,890 --> 00:09:21,892 DO YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS? 226 00:09:21,892 --> 00:09:23,233 NO. 227 00:09:23,233 --> 00:09:25,836 I'VE HAD THREE BLEEDING ULCERS IN THE LAST FIVE YEARS. 228 00:09:25,836 --> 00:09:29,239 YEAH. I HOPE YOU READ THE CHART. 229 00:09:29,239 --> 00:09:31,802 YES. GOOD. 230 00:09:37,848 --> 00:09:40,951 DR. BAILEY, A GASTRIC PERFORATION JUST CAME IN. 231 00:09:40,951 --> 00:09:43,814 DAMN. UH, ALL RIGHT. 232 00:09:43,814 --> 00:09:46,987 TAKE MRS. SHELTON BACK TO HER ROOM. SERIOUSLY? 233 00:09:46,987 --> 00:09:48,118 DO I LOOK LIKE I'M KIDDING? 234 00:09:48,118 --> 00:09:50,290 TELL HER WE'LL GET TO HER THIS AFTERNOON. 235 00:09:50,290 --> 00:09:53,824 GREY, CALL THE E.R. TELL THEM TO SEND HIM UP, AND THEN SCRUB IN. 236 00:09:55,996 --> 00:09:57,998 ALEX KAREV, UM, FAILED HIS BOARDS, 237 00:09:57,998 --> 00:10:00,100 AND HE'S RETAKING THEM TOMORROW. 238 00:10:00,100 --> 00:10:02,132 HE CAN'T STUDY FOR A PRACTICAL BY HIMSELF. 239 00:10:02,132 --> 00:10:04,274 IF HE FAILS AGAIN, HE'S OUT. 240 00:10:04,274 --> 00:10:06,276 OKAY, GO. 241 00:10:06,276 --> 00:10:07,277 O'MALLEY. 242 00:10:07,277 --> 00:10:08,979 Yeah? 243 00:10:08,979 --> 00:10:12,242 AFTER YOU DROP HER OFF, GET BACK HERE AND SCRUB IN. All right. 244 00:10:12,242 --> 00:10:13,984 OKAY. (Woman) OKAY, JUSTIN-- 245 00:10:13,984 --> 00:10:15,245 I TOLD YOU, 246 00:10:15,245 --> 00:10:17,387 I DON'T WANT THE HEART. WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS? 247 00:10:17,387 --> 00:10:19,920 'CAUSE YOU NEED IT, AND UNTIL YOU'RE 18, 248 00:10:19,920 --> 00:10:21,952 YOUR MOTHER CALLS ALL THE SHOTS. 249 00:10:21,952 --> 00:10:23,954 MY MOTHER'S A LIAR. YOU HEARD HER. 250 00:10:23,954 --> 00:10:26,056 SHE SAID THE HEART CAME FROM SANTA CLAUS. 251 00:10:26,056 --> 00:10:28,058 SHE SHOULDN'T GET TO DECIDE ANYTHING. 252 00:10:28,058 --> 00:10:30,901 YEAH, WELL, YOU COULD MAKE A RUN FOR IT, 253 00:10:30,901 --> 00:10:33,964 BUT THE HEART YOU HAVE WON'T GET YOU VERY FAR. 254 00:10:33,964 --> 00:10:35,966 ARE WE READY? JUST ABOUT. 255 00:10:35,966 --> 00:10:40,140 HOW ABOUT YOU, BUDDY? ARE YOU READY? 256 00:10:40,140 --> 00:10:42,112 IF I DIE IN THE SURGERY, 257 00:10:42,112 --> 00:10:44,815 CAN YOU GIVE THIS HEART TO SOME OTHER KID? 258 00:10:44,815 --> 00:10:47,878 NOT GONNA HAPPEN, JUSTIN, NOT ON MY WATCH. 259 00:10:49,319 --> 00:10:51,321 HERE WE GO. 260 00:10:54,184 --> 00:10:57,157 AND IT WAS ONLY ONE DAY OF OIL. AND THEN WHAT HAPPENED? 261 00:10:57,157 --> 00:11:01,061 IT LASTED EIGHT WHOLE DAYS AND NIGHTS. AND IT WAS A MIRACLE. 262 00:11:01,061 --> 00:11:04,334 I WANTED TO SAY THAT PART. MR. EPSTEIN, I'M SORRY TO INTERRUPT. 263 00:11:04,334 --> 00:11:06,737 YOU REMEMBER DR. SHEPHERD? 264 00:11:06,737 --> 00:11:08,799 UM, SHOULD WE TALK MORE PRIVATELY? 265 00:11:08,799 --> 00:11:11,802 NO, JUST TELL US. IS IT BAD? 266 00:11:11,802 --> 00:11:13,804 THE FALL HAS CAUSED A SUBDURAL HEMATOMA. 267 00:11:13,804 --> 00:11:15,946 I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS. 268 00:11:15,946 --> 00:11:18,909 THAT MEANS YOUR DAD-- HIS BRAIN IS BLEEDING. 269 00:11:18,909 --> 00:11:21,011 GREAT. 270 00:11:21,011 --> 00:11:24,254 LOOK, THERE ARE SOME RISKS TO THIS SURGERY. 271 00:11:24,254 --> 00:11:26,957 IT HAS TO HAPPEN BEFORE THE BLEEDING GETS WORSE. 272 00:11:26,957 --> 00:11:28,458 WHAT KIND OF RISKS? 273 00:11:28,458 --> 00:11:31,121 SEE, THE BLEED IS, UH, IN AN AREA OF THE BRAIN 274 00:11:31,121 --> 00:11:33,423 THAT CONTROLS THE SPEECH AND THE MOTOR CONTROL. 275 00:11:33,423 --> 00:11:36,096 WE DON'T NEED AN OPERATION, OKAY? 276 00:11:36,096 --> 00:11:38,799 (Tim) YOU KNOW, JAKE, I THINK WE DO. 277 00:11:38,799 --> 00:11:41,301 HEY, HONEY, YOU KNOW SOMETHING ELSE? 278 00:11:41,301 --> 00:11:42,432 WHAT? 279 00:11:42,432 --> 00:11:44,434 WE HAVE A DOCTOR NAMED SHEPHERD. 280 00:11:44,434 --> 00:11:49,479 SHEPHERD. IS THAT A SIGN FROM GOD OR WHAT? 281 00:11:57,447 --> 00:11:59,219 LOOK AT THAT. 282 00:12:01,451 --> 00:12:03,053 BEAUTIFUL FIT. 283 00:12:03,053 --> 00:12:06,056 NOW ALL WE HAVE TO DO IS FIGURE OUT WHY HE'S SO ANGRY. 284 00:12:06,056 --> 00:12:07,998 IF I HAD THAT MOTHER, I'D BE ANGRY, TOO. 285 00:12:07,998 --> 00:12:10,000 ACTUALLY, I DO HAVE THAT MOTHER. 286 00:12:10,000 --> 00:12:13,033 WELL, HIS MOTHER IS NOT THE PROBLEM HERE. 287 00:12:13,033 --> 00:12:14,965 SHE LOVES HIM. SHE NEVER LEAVES. 288 00:12:14,965 --> 00:12:17,467 SHE ALSO NEVER LISTENS. SHE DOESN'T KNOW HIM. 289 00:12:17,467 --> 00:12:20,010 JUSTIN IS DEPRESSED. YOU HEARD HIM. 290 00:12:20,010 --> 00:12:21,341 HE DOESN'T WANNA LIVE. 291 00:12:21,341 --> 00:12:24,344 I JUST HOPE HE CHANGES HIS MIND BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE. 292 00:12:24,344 --> 00:12:26,316 WAIT, WHAT DO YOU MEAN, TOO LATE? 293 00:12:26,316 --> 00:12:29,119 WITH ALL MEDICAL REALITIES BEING EQUAL, 294 00:12:29,119 --> 00:12:31,121 WHY DOES ONE PATIENT LIVE 295 00:12:31,121 --> 00:12:33,083 AND ANOTHER DIES? 296 00:12:33,083 --> 00:12:36,426 I BELIEVE THERE'S A MIND/BODY/SPIRIT CONNECTION, 297 00:12:36,426 --> 00:12:40,060 AND IF JUSTIN REALLY DOESN'T WANT THIS HEART, 298 00:12:40,060 --> 00:12:42,492 HIS BODY WILL REJECT IT. 299 00:12:42,492 --> 00:12:45,896 OKAY, LET ME GET THIS STRAIGHT. 300 00:12:45,896 --> 00:12:47,998 YOU DON'T JUST CELEBRATE CHRISTMAS-- 301 00:12:47,998 --> 00:12:50,941 YOU ACTUALLY BELIEVE IN SANTA CLAUS? 302 00:12:56,947 --> 00:12:59,179 DR. YANG, GO AND SCHEDULE A PSYCHIATRIC CONSULT 303 00:12:59,179 --> 00:13:00,911 FOR OUR PATIENT. 304 00:13:00,911 --> 00:13:02,953 WE'RE--WE'RE NOT DONE HERE. 305 00:13:02,953 --> 00:13:04,955 YOU ARE. 306 00:13:18,568 --> 00:13:20,270 I DON'T KNOW. 307 00:13:20,270 --> 00:13:22,272 IT HURTS HERE AND HERE AND BACK HERE. 308 00:13:22,272 --> 00:13:25,175 ANY CHANCE YOU GOT HIT BY A TRUCK AND FORGOT ABOUT IT? 309 00:13:25,175 --> 00:13:27,337 YOU'RE JUDGED ON BEDSIDE MANNER, ALEX. I WOULDN'T BE SURPRISED 310 00:13:27,337 --> 00:13:29,239 IF THAT'S WHY YOU FAILED THE LAST TIME. 311 00:13:29,239 --> 00:13:30,941 COULD YOU BE ANY MORE PATRONIZING? 312 00:13:30,941 --> 00:13:32,913 I DIDN'T ASK FOR YOUR HELP. 313 00:13:32,913 --> 00:13:34,584 ENOUGH WITH THE EGO, YOU BIG BABY. 314 00:13:34,584 --> 00:13:36,346 I GAVE UP A SURGERY FOR THIS. 315 00:13:36,346 --> 00:13:38,818 NOW LIKE I SAID, 316 00:13:38,818 --> 00:13:41,551 IT HURTS HERE AND HERE AND BACK HERE. 317 00:13:41,551 --> 00:13:43,053 OH, AND THIS MORNING, 318 00:13:43,053 --> 00:13:46,957 I NOTICED MY POOP WAS A FUNNY GRAYISH COLOR. 319 00:13:46,957 --> 00:13:49,599 WOW. THAT'S ALL YOU CAN SAVE OF HIS STOMACH? 320 00:13:49,599 --> 00:13:52,302 YEP. IF EATING IS WHAT THIS MAN LIVES FOR, 321 00:13:52,302 --> 00:13:54,304 WE SHOULD PUT HIM OUT OF HIS MISERY. 322 00:13:54,304 --> 00:13:55,966 PAGING DR. KAREVIAN. (laughter) 323 00:13:55,966 --> 00:13:58,538 WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY? 324 00:13:58,538 --> 00:14:00,911 JUST... IT'S A JOKE. 325 00:14:00,911 --> 00:14:04,044 KEVORKIAN, KAREVIAN? ALEX KAREV? 326 00:14:04,044 --> 00:14:06,877 I GET THE JOKE. I JUST DON'T THINK IT'S FUNNY. 327 00:14:06,877 --> 00:14:09,149 YOU SEE THIS, O'MALLEY? 328 00:14:09,149 --> 00:14:11,151 I MAKE ONE MISTAKE WITH THIS SCALPEL, 329 00:14:11,151 --> 00:14:12,983 AND THIS MAN'S DEAD. 330 00:14:12,983 --> 00:14:14,284 MY HUSBAND-- 331 00:14:14,284 --> 00:14:16,987 HE MAKES MISTAKES AT HIS JOB ALL THE TIME. 332 00:14:16,987 --> 00:14:19,259 AS FAR AS I KNOW, HE'S NEVER KILLED ANYONE, 333 00:14:19,259 --> 00:14:22,993 BUT I HAVE, AND YOU WILL, AND ALEX DID. 334 00:14:22,993 --> 00:14:25,966 HE MADE A MATH MISTAKE, AND A MAN DIED FOR IT. 335 00:14:25,966 --> 00:14:28,298 YOU RUN THAT PAST YOUR ACCOUNTANT, 336 00:14:28,298 --> 00:14:31,001 SEE HOW HE'D FEEL IF EVERY MISTAKE HE MADE, 337 00:14:31,001 --> 00:14:33,503 SOMEONE ENDED UP DEAD. 338 00:14:33,503 --> 00:14:36,006 BUT YOU DON'T HAVE TO LIKE ALEX. 339 00:14:36,006 --> 00:14:37,477 YOU DON'T HAVE TO CARE ABOUT HIM. 340 00:14:37,477 --> 00:14:40,880 BUT YOU DAMN WELL HAVE TO BE ON HIS SIDE. 341 00:14:42,182 --> 00:14:44,484 HOLD THAT. 342 00:14:44,484 --> 00:14:46,356 (whirring) 343 00:14:46,356 --> 00:14:49,219 (Izzie) WHAT A GREAT FAMILY. HANNUMAS. CHRISMUKKAH. 344 00:14:49,219 --> 00:14:51,091 AND HOW CUTE ARE THOSE KIDS? 345 00:14:51,091 --> 00:14:54,164 REALLY, DR. STEVENS? CHRISMUKKAH? 346 00:14:56,226 --> 00:14:59,899 I THINK IT'S SWEET. 347 00:14:59,899 --> 00:15:01,671 DO YOU HAPPEN TO KNOW WHAT TIME OF YEAR 348 00:15:01,671 --> 00:15:03,673 NEUROSURGEONS ARE THE BUSIEST, DR. STEVENS? 349 00:15:03,673 --> 00:15:07,137 NO, THERE'S A TIME OF YEAR? WELL, THERE'S NO HARD OR FAST RULE, 350 00:15:07,137 --> 00:15:09,679 BUT BRAIN INJURIES TEND TO PILE UP AROUND THE HOLIDAYS, 351 00:15:09,679 --> 00:15:11,982 LIKE OUR FRIEND HERE. 352 00:15:11,982 --> 00:15:14,314 FOLKS FALL OFF THEIR ROOFS WHILE THEY STRING UP LIGHTS, 353 00:15:14,314 --> 00:15:17,317 OR THEY GO SKATING FOR THE FIRST TIME IN A DECADE 354 00:15:17,317 --> 00:15:18,949 AND BREAK THEIR HEADS OPEN. 355 00:15:18,949 --> 00:15:22,122 AND EVERY YEAR, PEOPLE DRIVE THROUGH BLIZZARDS 356 00:15:22,122 --> 00:15:25,095 TO GET TO PARTIES WHERE THEY KISS GERM-INFECTED STRANGERS 357 00:15:25,095 --> 00:15:26,596 UNDER POISONOUS MISTLETOE, 358 00:15:26,596 --> 00:15:29,599 AND THEN THEY GET SO DRUNK THAT THEY SMASH THEIR HEADS 359 00:15:29,599 --> 00:15:32,002 THROUGH THEIR WINDSHIELD ON THEIR WAY HOME. 360 00:15:32,002 --> 00:15:33,303 LIKE I SAID, 361 00:15:33,303 --> 00:15:37,667 THERE'S NO HARD OR FAST RULE. 362 00:15:37,667 --> 00:15:39,669 DOES THIS HURT, MRS. GREY? 363 00:15:39,669 --> 00:15:40,710 YES, DOCTOR. 364 00:15:40,710 --> 00:15:42,642 HOW ABOUT HERE? DOES IT HURT HERE? 365 00:15:42,642 --> 00:15:44,114 YES, IT DOES. 366 00:15:44,114 --> 00:15:46,146 OKAY, SERIOUSLY, IF YOU'RE THAT LONELY, 367 00:15:46,146 --> 00:15:48,378 THERE ARE EXCELLENT VIBRATORS. 368 00:15:48,378 --> 00:15:50,220 I CAN GIVE YOU A CATALOG. 369 00:15:50,220 --> 00:15:52,452 HE FAILED HIS BOARDS. I'M HELPING HIM STUDY. YOU FAILED YOUR PRACTICAL? 370 00:15:52,452 --> 00:15:54,624 GLAD TO KNOW YOU KEEP A SECRET, GREY. 371 00:15:54,624 --> 00:15:58,028 I KEPT YOUR SECRET. IT DIDN'T DO YOU ANY GOOD. HE NEEDS OUR HELP. OH, YOU'RE NOT SERIOUS. 372 00:15:58,028 --> 00:16:00,030 WHAT IF THAT WERE YOU? (pager beeps) 373 00:16:00,030 --> 00:16:01,461 IT WOULDN'T BE. WELL, WHAT IF IT WERE? 374 00:16:01,461 --> 00:16:04,134 IT WOULDN'T BE. I HAVE TO GO. 375 00:16:04,134 --> 00:16:07,097 BE A PATIENT. DO IT FOR ME. FINE, BUT WHEN TINY TIM 376 00:16:07,097 --> 00:16:09,099 GOES ALL NORMAN BATES ON US, I'M BLAMING YOU. 377 00:16:09,099 --> 00:16:10,540 DIAGNOSIS? GALLSTONES. 378 00:16:10,540 --> 00:16:12,302 YES. 379 00:16:14,004 --> 00:16:16,006 (sighs) I'M A 55-YEAR-OLD MAN. 380 00:16:16,006 --> 00:16:18,008 I'M NAUSEOUS AND I CAN'T STOP THROWING UP. 381 00:16:18,008 --> 00:16:20,480 FORGET IT, ALL RIGHT? I DIDN'T ASK FOR ANYBODY'S HELP. 382 00:16:20,480 --> 00:16:22,652 OKAY, EVIL SPAWN, YOU CAN NURSE YOUR PRIDE, 383 00:16:22,652 --> 00:16:25,385 LIKE YOU WERE BEING A NURSE, OR YOU CAN PASS YOUR TEST 384 00:16:25,385 --> 00:16:27,387 AND BE A DOCTOR. UP TO YOU. 385 00:16:31,461 --> 00:16:32,762 ANY ABDOMINAL PAIN? 386 00:16:32,762 --> 00:16:36,666 YES, FROM MY GIANT, FAT BELLY ALL THE WAY TO MY BACK. 387 00:16:36,666 --> 00:16:39,169 OH, AND I'M DRUNK. HICCUP, HICCUP. 388 00:16:39,169 --> 00:16:42,632 I GOT ANOTHER ONE FOR YOU. 389 00:16:42,632 --> 00:16:46,036 HE TRIED TO GIFT WRAP A 70-INCH TV FOR HIS WIFE? 390 00:16:46,036 --> 00:16:47,037 HERNIA? 391 00:16:47,037 --> 00:16:48,778 STRANGULATED. PRETTY UGLY. 392 00:16:48,778 --> 00:16:51,441 WELL, YOU JUST KNOW THE WIFE HATES TV. 393 00:16:51,441 --> 00:16:53,513 GREY, IS THAT OTHER PROJECT COVERED? I THINK SO. 394 00:16:53,513 --> 00:16:55,014 THEN SCRUB IN. 395 00:16:55,014 --> 00:16:57,016 O'MALLEY, GO TELL NADIA SHELTON 396 00:16:57,016 --> 00:17:01,020 SHE'S OFF THE SCHEDULE TILL TOMORROW. 397 00:17:01,020 --> 00:17:03,723 TILL TOMORROW? ANOTHER DAY'S NOT GONNA KILL ME, JIMMY. 398 00:17:03,723 --> 00:17:05,425 I PROMISE TOMORROW FOR SURE. 399 00:17:05,425 --> 00:17:07,127 TODAY WAS FOR SURE. 400 00:17:07,127 --> 00:17:08,428 WHAT'S HE SAYING? 401 00:17:08,428 --> 00:17:10,430 HE'S SAYING THEY CAN'T OPERATE TILL TOMORROW! 402 00:17:10,430 --> 00:17:11,531 OUTRAGEOUS! 403 00:17:11,531 --> 00:17:14,033 (Woman) I CANNOT BELIEVE THIS! OW. 404 00:17:14,033 --> 00:17:16,236 CAN YOU PLEASE--COULD YOU PLEASE TURN THAT DOWN? 405 00:17:16,236 --> 00:17:19,509 YOUR MOTHER NEEDS TO REST. WHO ARE YOU, MY DAD? 406 00:17:19,509 --> 00:17:22,572 SIR, COULD YOU PLEASE TELL YOUR SON-- DON'T TALK TO ME ABOUT MY SON. 407 00:17:22,572 --> 00:17:24,574 WHO THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? 408 00:17:24,574 --> 00:17:27,177 I'M REALLY SORRY. I THINK THAT YOUR WIFE SHOULD REST. 409 00:17:27,177 --> 00:17:29,379 I'M LISTENING HERE! I CAN'T GO CHRISTMAS SHOPPING WITH MY DAUGHTER. 410 00:17:29,379 --> 00:17:32,452 YOU PEOPLE HAVE RUINED EVERYTHING. 411 00:17:32,452 --> 00:17:34,554 I HOPE YOU'RE HAPPY. 412 00:17:34,554 --> 00:17:37,587 (sobbing) I'M VERY SORRY. 413 00:17:37,587 --> 00:17:39,058 YEAH. YEAH. 414 00:17:39,058 --> 00:17:43,093 "I'M VERY SORRY." THAT CUTS IT HERE, DOC. THANKS A LOT. 415 00:17:43,093 --> 00:17:44,794 (sobbing loudly) 416 00:17:46,396 --> 00:17:49,539 YEAH, OKAY, YOU'RE REALLY GRABBING ME NOW. THAT'S ASSAULT. 417 00:17:49,539 --> 00:17:52,142 THIS... 418 00:17:52,142 --> 00:17:55,145 IS AN EXAM PAT. 419 00:17:55,145 --> 00:17:56,246 WHAT... 420 00:17:56,246 --> 00:17:58,608 WHAT THE HELL? DOES IZZIE KNOW? 421 00:17:58,608 --> 00:18:00,280 DOES BURKE KNOW ABOUT THIS? 422 00:18:00,280 --> 00:18:04,314 UNBUNCH YOUR PANTIES, GEORGE. WE'RE HELPING ALEX STUDY. DO IT. 423 00:18:04,314 --> 00:18:07,217 I CAN'T HEAR YOU WHEN HIS HAND IS ON YOUR BOOB. 424 00:18:07,217 --> 00:18:10,220 TAKE YOUR HAND OFF MY BOOB, ALEX. 425 00:18:10,220 --> 00:18:11,221 THANK YOU. 426 00:18:11,221 --> 00:18:12,722 STUDY FOR WHAT? 427 00:18:12,722 --> 00:18:15,365 SHUT IT, YANG. ALEX FAILED HIS BOARDS. 428 00:18:15,365 --> 00:18:17,827 SERIOUSLY? I FAILED ONE PART OF ONE BOARD. THAT'S IT. 429 00:18:17,827 --> 00:18:19,869 STILL, THAT'S PRETTY EMBARRASSING. 430 00:18:19,869 --> 00:18:21,801 (pager beeps) 431 00:18:21,801 --> 00:18:26,406 EH! HE'S ALL YOURS, GEORGIE. DO YOUR WORST. 432 00:18:28,878 --> 00:18:33,183 YOU'RE NOT GIVING ME A RECTAL. DO NOT ASK ME TO COUGH. 433 00:18:33,183 --> 00:18:34,484 (Woman over P.A.) DR. COHEN TO RADIOLOGY. 434 00:18:34,484 --> 00:18:35,815 DR. COHEN TO RADIOLOGY. 435 00:18:35,815 --> 00:18:39,389 YOU PAGE ME? 436 00:18:39,389 --> 00:18:41,821 I DIDN'T SEE A PSYCH CONSULT SCHEDULED HERE. 437 00:18:41,821 --> 00:18:43,323 I COULDN'T GET ONE. 438 00:18:43,323 --> 00:18:46,556 I TRIED TO, BUT THEY TOLD ME TO COME BACK IN JANUARY. 439 00:18:48,258 --> 00:18:50,230 YOU DISRESPECTED ME. 440 00:18:50,230 --> 00:18:53,132 YOU MOCKED ME IN MY O.R. THAT CAN'T HAPPEN. 441 00:18:53,132 --> 00:18:54,264 I... 442 00:18:54,264 --> 00:18:55,565 IT WON'T HAPPEN AGAIN. 443 00:18:55,565 --> 00:18:58,908 YOU EQUATED MY SPIRITUALITY WITH A BELIEF IN SANTA CLAUS. 444 00:18:58,908 --> 00:19:01,841 BURKE, SCIENCE IS THE ONE THING, YOU KNOW? 445 00:19:01,841 --> 00:19:04,514 IT'S THE ONE THING WE HAVE IN COMMON. 446 00:19:04,514 --> 00:19:06,446 I'M AN INTERN. YOU'RE NOT. 447 00:19:06,446 --> 00:19:09,279 I'M A SLOB, AND YOU'RE NOT. 448 00:19:09,279 --> 00:19:12,222 I SAY I WANNA KEEP OUR RELATIONSHIP PRIVATE, 449 00:19:12,222 --> 00:19:13,923 AND YOU GO AND TELL THE CHIEF OF SURGERY 450 00:19:13,923 --> 00:19:16,186 AND YOU ASK ME TO MOVE IN WITH YOU, 451 00:19:16,186 --> 00:19:19,589 AND NOW YOU'RE RELIGIOUS. SPIRITUAL. THERE'S A DIFFERENCE. 452 00:19:19,589 --> 00:19:21,261 WELL, NOT TO ME. 453 00:19:23,162 --> 00:19:25,635 I DON'T KNOW WHAT WE'RE DOING. 454 00:19:28,638 --> 00:19:32,171 WELL, RIGHT NOW WE'RE WORKING. 455 00:19:32,171 --> 00:19:34,544 PAGE ME IF HE SPIKES A FEVER. 456 00:19:34,544 --> 00:19:37,277 TELL MRS. DAVISON TO HIRE A PRIVATE THERAPIST OR A PRIEST, 457 00:19:37,277 --> 00:19:40,880 ANYONE JUSTIN WOULD TALK TO. 458 00:19:51,221 --> 00:19:52,322 MRS. EPSTEIN? 459 00:19:52,322 --> 00:19:54,193 OH. 460 00:19:54,193 --> 00:19:55,365 HOW IS HE? 461 00:19:55,365 --> 00:19:57,797 HE'S GONNA BE FINE. HE'S STILL A LITTLE GROGGY, BUT-- 462 00:19:57,797 --> 00:19:59,969 MY DAD WANTS TO SEE ME NOW, OKAY? 463 00:19:59,969 --> 00:20:01,200 OKAY. COME ON IN. OKAY. 464 00:20:01,200 --> 00:20:03,703 WE HAVE TO RUN, RUN, RUN FAST. 465 00:20:03,703 --> 00:20:05,335 (whispering) YEAH, LET'S RUN, RUN, RUN. 466 00:20:05,335 --> 00:20:07,577 LET'S RUN AND SEE DADDY. IT'S OKAY, GUYS. 467 00:20:07,577 --> 00:20:09,509 DADDY'S OKAY. 468 00:20:09,509 --> 00:20:12,282 DADDY! DADDY! 469 00:20:12,282 --> 00:20:14,344 I COULD KISS IT BETTER, DADDY. 470 00:20:14,344 --> 00:20:17,647 JILLIAN, I HAVE A HEADACHE. 471 00:20:17,647 --> 00:20:19,419 I'LL SING FOR YOU, DADDY. NO. 472 00:20:19,419 --> 00:20:21,751 ♪ DASHING THROUGH THE SNOW ON A ONE-HORSE OPEN SLEIGH ♪ NO, LEAH. 473 00:20:21,751 --> 00:20:24,554 DAMN IT, LEAH, SHUT UP! 474 00:20:24,554 --> 00:20:26,756 I CAN'T STAND THAT INSIPID SONG! 475 00:20:26,756 --> 00:20:28,298 TIM! 476 00:20:28,298 --> 00:20:30,300 JUST GET OUT! GET OUT! 477 00:20:30,300 --> 00:20:33,263 GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE, ALL OF YOU! 478 00:20:33,263 --> 00:20:36,005 YOU STUPID SHEPHERD, 479 00:20:36,005 --> 00:20:38,968 YOU BROKE MY DAD'S BRAIN! 480 00:20:50,350 --> 00:20:52,782 HOW DID THAT HAPPEN? I MEAN, HIS PERSONALITY... 481 00:20:52,782 --> 00:20:55,355 YOU DIDN'T GO ANYWHERE NEAR THE FRONTAL LOBE. 482 00:20:55,355 --> 00:20:57,357 WELL, THE C.T. MIGHT HAVE MISSED SOMETHING, 483 00:20:57,357 --> 00:20:59,359 OR THE PERSONALITY CHANGE COULD BE A REACTION 484 00:20:59,359 --> 00:21:01,391 FROM THE ANESTHESIA WEARING OFF. 485 00:21:01,391 --> 00:21:03,393 IT COULD BE THE PAIN. 486 00:21:03,393 --> 00:21:05,395 HE WAS IN PAIN BEFORE THE SURGERY. 487 00:21:05,395 --> 00:21:06,536 WATCH HIM FOR A COUPLE HOURS. 488 00:21:06,536 --> 00:21:09,038 IF HE DOESN'T IMPROVE, GET A NEW C.T. OKAY. 489 00:21:09,038 --> 00:21:11,270 DR. STEVENS? 490 00:21:11,270 --> 00:21:14,374 YOU HAD HIS BRAIN OPEN, LITERALLY OPEN. 491 00:21:14,374 --> 00:21:16,876 HE WAS LAYING THERE UNCONSCIOUS AND VULNERABLE... 492 00:21:16,876 --> 00:21:19,278 AND YOU THINK I POISONED HIM WITH MY ANTI-HOLIDAY VENOM? 493 00:21:19,278 --> 00:21:21,280 WELL, YOU'RE THE ONE THAT'S ALWAYS SAYING 494 00:21:21,280 --> 00:21:23,513 THERE'S A LOT ABOUT THE BRAIN THAT WE DON'T KNOW. 495 00:21:23,513 --> 00:21:26,285 HOW DO YOU KNOW THAT YOUR WORDS DIDN'T SPEAK TO HIM 496 00:21:26,285 --> 00:21:27,787 ON SOME UNCONSCIOUS LEVEL? 497 00:21:27,787 --> 00:21:30,790 I MEAN, HE TRUSTED YOU TO BE HIS SHEPHERD. 498 00:21:30,790 --> 00:21:33,723 DR. STEVENS, YOU SHOULD BE A LITTLE EMBARRASSED. 499 00:21:33,723 --> 00:21:35,525 I AM. GOOD. 500 00:21:43,333 --> 00:21:45,335 OH, THIS IS THE C.C.U. 501 00:21:45,335 --> 00:21:47,407 THERE ARE NO TREES ALLOWED IN THE C.C.U. 502 00:21:47,407 --> 00:21:49,909 I KNOW, BUT IT'S NEVER REALLY BEEN ENFORCED, SO... 503 00:21:49,909 --> 00:21:51,681 HOW'S HE DOING? 504 00:21:51,681 --> 00:21:54,684 UH, SURGERY WENT SMOOTHLY, BUT IT'S TOO SOON TO TELL. 505 00:21:56,686 --> 00:21:58,688 HE'S REALLY A GOOD BOY, YOU KNOW? 506 00:21:58,688 --> 00:22:01,351 YOU JUST MET HIM AT A DIFFICULT TIME. 507 00:22:01,351 --> 00:22:03,693 HE'S BEEN DOWN. I DON'T KNOW WHY, 508 00:22:03,693 --> 00:22:06,526 BUT FATHER MICHAEL WILL BE ABLE TO TALK TO HIM. 509 00:22:06,526 --> 00:22:08,428 NO OFFENSE, 510 00:22:08,428 --> 00:22:12,532 BUT YOUR SON DOESN'T SEEM TO BE A FAN OF THE HOLIDAYS. 511 00:22:12,532 --> 00:22:16,035 HE DOESN'T BELIEVE IN SANTA. 512 00:22:16,035 --> 00:22:18,368 YES, WELL, A MOTHER'S JOB 513 00:22:18,368 --> 00:22:21,741 IS TO PROTECT HER CHILD'S INNOCENCE, 514 00:22:21,741 --> 00:22:24,814 AND THIS CHRISTMAS COULD BE HIS LAST TIME, SO... 515 00:22:24,814 --> 00:22:27,377 THAT'S WHAT YOU SAID LAST YEAR 516 00:22:27,377 --> 00:22:29,118 AND THE YEAR BEFORE THAT. 517 00:22:30,420 --> 00:22:33,453 BABY, YOU'RE AWAKE! 518 00:22:33,453 --> 00:22:35,555 YOU LOOK GREAT! 519 00:22:35,555 --> 00:22:37,557 MY BIG, STRONG BOY. 520 00:22:37,557 --> 00:22:39,689 SANTA BROUGHT YOU BACK TO ME. 521 00:22:42,862 --> 00:22:44,664 WHAT ARE YOU DOING? 522 00:22:44,664 --> 00:22:46,636 SORRY, C.C.U. REGULATIONS. 523 00:22:50,400 --> 00:22:52,402 (Meredith) ARE WE USING MESH? 524 00:22:52,402 --> 00:22:56,075 YES, THE CONJOINED TENDON IS... 525 00:22:56,075 --> 00:22:58,608 (groaning) 526 00:22:58,608 --> 00:23:00,680 DR. BAILEY? 527 00:23:00,680 --> 00:23:03,953 JUST WOULDN'T WANT TO THROW UP IN THE BODY CAVITY. 528 00:23:03,953 --> 00:23:05,985 DR. BAILEY, ARE YOU ALL RIGHT? MNH. 529 00:23:05,985 --> 00:23:07,487 DO YOU NEED-- 530 00:23:07,487 --> 00:23:10,420 I JUST... I NEED A MINUTE, GREY. 531 00:23:10,420 --> 00:23:12,562 OH, WHEN YOU OPERATE, 532 00:23:12,562 --> 00:23:14,864 THE REST OF THE WORLD GOES AWAY-- 533 00:23:14,864 --> 00:23:16,996 HUNGER, THIRST, PAIN. 534 00:23:16,996 --> 00:23:20,069 YOU DON'T FEEL IT IN THE O.R., 535 00:23:20,069 --> 00:23:22,401 BUT IT'S NOT THAT WAY 536 00:23:22,401 --> 00:23:26,135 WHEN YOU'RE SHARING YOUR BODY WITH ANOTHER PERSON. 537 00:23:26,135 --> 00:23:29,609 OKAY. 538 00:23:29,609 --> 00:23:31,441 DEAVER RETRACTOR. 539 00:23:31,441 --> 00:23:33,483 ARE YOU SURE YOU DON'T WANT ME 540 00:23:33,483 --> 00:23:35,144 TO GO FIND SOMEONE TO TAKE OVER FOR YOU? 541 00:23:35,144 --> 00:23:38,017 WHAT I WANT YOU TO FIND ME IS A STRAWBERRY MILKSHAKE, 542 00:23:38,017 --> 00:23:40,520 EXTRA THICK. 543 00:23:40,520 --> 00:23:41,891 SERIOUSLY? 544 00:23:41,891 --> 00:23:45,595 YEAH, NAUSEA COMES WITH THE HUNGER, GREY. 545 00:23:45,595 --> 00:23:47,497 GO. 546 00:23:48,858 --> 00:23:52,201 MY THROAT-- IT'S, LIKE, WICKED SORE, YO! 547 00:23:52,201 --> 00:23:55,465 PLUS, I GOT ALL THESE SICK BREAKOUTS, RIGHT? 548 00:23:57,036 --> 00:23:58,838 DUDE, SERIOUSLY... 549 00:24:02,712 --> 00:24:04,714 ALL RIGHT, ALL RIGHT, SIT DOWN, SIT DOWN. 550 00:24:04,714 --> 00:24:07,577 OPEN UP YOUR MOUTH. 551 00:24:07,577 --> 00:24:09,479 I'D LIKE TO INSPECT YOUR TONSILS. 552 00:24:12,451 --> 00:24:13,653 AAH! 553 00:24:14,884 --> 00:24:17,587 WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU? ARE YOU SICK? 554 00:24:17,587 --> 00:24:18,828 FIX IT. 555 00:24:20,459 --> 00:24:23,793 I FAILED MY PRACTICAL BOARD EXAM. 556 00:24:23,793 --> 00:24:25,795 O'MALLEY'S HELPING ME STUDY. 557 00:24:25,795 --> 00:24:27,737 YOU FAILED YOUR... YOU'RE HELPING HIM? 558 00:24:27,737 --> 00:24:29,999 JUST TO STUDY, NOTHING ELSE! IZZIE-- 559 00:24:29,999 --> 00:24:32,672 NO, YOU DON'T GET TO SAY MY NAME, 560 00:24:32,672 --> 00:24:34,674 AND YOU ARE UNBELIEVABLE! 561 00:24:34,674 --> 00:24:36,946 I WAS DOING MONO, THE WHOLE FEVER AND GLANDS THING. 562 00:24:36,946 --> 00:24:39,178 THE ACNE WAS JUST PART OF THE WHOLE TEENAGER THING. 563 00:24:39,178 --> 00:24:40,850 IZZIE, WOULD YOU WAIT? 564 00:24:40,850 --> 00:24:43,683 I SAY I LIKE THE GUY, AND YOU CAN'T STOP HATING HIM. 565 00:24:43,683 --> 00:24:45,915 IZZIE, YOU-- AND AS SOON AS HE SCREWS ME OVER... 566 00:24:45,915 --> 00:24:48,518 IZZIE-- YOU'RE HIS NEW BEST FRIEND. 567 00:24:48,518 --> 00:24:50,520 HE FAILED HIS BOARDS. THIS IS IMPORTANT. 568 00:24:50,520 --> 00:24:52,161 HE CHEATED ON ME! BUSTED? 569 00:24:52,161 --> 00:24:54,193 YEAH, I'M BUSTED. HIS EXAM IS TOMORROW. 570 00:24:54,193 --> 00:24:56,926 YOU'RE IN ON THIS, TOO? HE CHEATED ON ME, GOD! 571 00:24:56,926 --> 00:24:59,929 TOLD YOU SHE'D FIND OUT. OH, OF COURSE YOU'RE IN ON THIS. 572 00:24:59,929 --> 00:25:01,771 SHE LET HIM TOUCH HER BOOBS! OH! 573 00:25:01,771 --> 00:25:04,674 HE CHEATED ON ME WITH GEORGE'S SKANKY SYPH NURSE! 574 00:25:04,674 --> 00:25:07,206 (George) THAT IS JUST PLAIN RUDE! WE KNOW HE CHEATED ON YOU. 575 00:25:07,206 --> 00:25:09,178 THAT'S WHY WE LET YOU TURN THE LIVING ROOM 576 00:25:09,178 --> 00:25:11,080 INTO SANTA'S FREAKIN' VILLAGE. 577 00:25:11,080 --> 00:25:12,742 WHAT? WE'RE NOT BIG ON HOLIDAYS! 578 00:25:12,742 --> 00:25:15,715 YOU KNOW THAT, BUT WE'RE TRYING TO BE SUPPORTIVE, 579 00:25:15,715 --> 00:25:16,946 BECAUSE YOU'RE HAVING A HARD TIME. 580 00:25:16,946 --> 00:25:19,589 BUT RIGHT NOW, ALEX, HE'S HAVING A HARDER TIME. 581 00:25:19,589 --> 00:25:22,852 WHY DOES EVERYBODY CARE WHAT KIND OF TIME ALEX IS HAVING? 582 00:25:22,852 --> 00:25:24,694 BECAUSE HE'S DIRTY UNCLE SAL. 583 00:25:24,694 --> 00:25:27,126 YOU LOST ME. SORRY, WHAT? 584 00:25:27,126 --> 00:25:29,058 HE'S DIRTY UNCLE SAL, 585 00:25:29,058 --> 00:25:31,701 THE ONE WHO EMBARRASSES EVERYONE AT FAMILY REUNIONS 586 00:25:31,701 --> 00:25:34,634 AND WHO CAN'T BE LEFT ALONE WITH THE TEENAGE GIRLS, 587 00:25:34,634 --> 00:25:37,637 BUT YOU INVITE HIM TO THE PICNIC ANYWAY. 588 00:25:37,637 --> 00:25:39,609 I'M STILL LOST. SORRY, WHAT? 589 00:25:39,609 --> 00:25:41,140 I HAVE A MOTHER WHO DOESN'T RECOGNIZE ME. 590 00:25:41,140 --> 00:25:42,742 AS FAR AS FAMILY GOES, 591 00:25:42,742 --> 00:25:44,744 THIS HOSPITAL, YOU GUYS ARE IT, 592 00:25:44,744 --> 00:25:47,717 SO I KNOW YOU'RE PISSED AT ALEX, 593 00:25:47,717 --> 00:25:50,179 BUT MAYBE YOU COULD TRY TO HELP HIM ANYWAY, 594 00:25:50,179 --> 00:25:52,822 SORT OF LIKE IN THE SPIRIT OF THIS HOLIDAY 595 00:25:52,822 --> 00:25:55,725 YOU KEEP SHOVING DOWN EVERYBODY'S THROATS. 596 00:25:56,756 --> 00:25:58,658 YOU... 597 00:25:58,658 --> 00:26:00,590 WHAT? 598 00:26:00,590 --> 00:26:02,832 BOOB? 599 00:26:02,832 --> 00:26:05,635 (pager beeps) 600 00:26:05,635 --> 00:26:07,737 SOMEBODY GET IN HERE! DOCTOR! 601 00:26:07,737 --> 00:26:09,038 GET IN HERE NOW! 602 00:26:09,038 --> 00:26:12,071 GET IN HERE! WHERE IS HE? DO SOMETHING! 603 00:26:12,071 --> 00:26:14,073 NASTY! AAH! 604 00:26:14,073 --> 00:26:16,846 DO SOMETHING, DOCTOR! I'M TAKING YOU TO SURGERY. PREP HER NOW. 605 00:26:22,752 --> 00:26:24,053 IT'S ABOUT TIME. 606 00:26:24,053 --> 00:26:25,915 SORRY. I GOT SIDETRACKED. 607 00:26:25,915 --> 00:26:28,217 NADIA SHELTON'S ULCER PERFORATED. 608 00:26:28,217 --> 00:26:30,690 SHE'S VOMITING BLOOD BY THE PINT. 609 00:26:30,690 --> 00:26:32,862 IS THE CHIEF BACK? 610 00:26:32,862 --> 00:26:34,223 HAVEN'T SEEN HIM. 611 00:26:34,223 --> 00:26:35,224 NO. 612 00:26:35,224 --> 00:26:36,926 ALL RIGHT, UH, 613 00:26:36,926 --> 00:26:38,768 BOTH OF YOU SCRUB IN. 614 00:26:38,768 --> 00:26:41,370 I'M GONNA NEED ALL THE HELP I CAN GET. 615 00:26:45,104 --> 00:26:46,736 (Derek) WELL, THERE IT IS-- 616 00:26:46,736 --> 00:26:48,738 LEFT SIDE OF HIS FRONTAL LOBE. 617 00:26:48,738 --> 00:26:50,740 NOW WHY DIDN'T WE SEE THAT BEFORE? 618 00:26:50,740 --> 00:26:52,982 INTRACEREBRAL BLEEDS CAN HAVE A DELAYED PRESENTATION. 619 00:26:52,982 --> 00:26:55,144 RIGHT. YOU WANT TO GET HIM OUT OF THERE? 620 00:26:55,144 --> 00:26:57,947 UH, JUST PREP AN O.R. I'M GONNA TALK TO HIS WIFE. 621 00:26:57,947 --> 00:27:00,149 DR. STEVENS. 622 00:27:00,149 --> 00:27:02,652 NICE TALKING TO YOU. 623 00:27:02,652 --> 00:27:04,694 THINK SHE'LL EVER TALK TO ME AGAIN? 624 00:27:06,295 --> 00:27:09,158 OKAY, AM I INVISIBLE? I'M FEELING STRANGELY INVISIBLE. 625 00:27:09,158 --> 00:27:11,260 ALSO INAUDIBLE. 626 00:27:11,260 --> 00:27:12,702 WHAT? 627 00:27:12,702 --> 00:27:14,664 ANOTHER SURGERY? 628 00:27:14,664 --> 00:27:17,166 SO I GUESS DINNER-SHOPPING IS OUT? 629 00:27:17,166 --> 00:27:19,038 YEAH, IT'S NOT GONNA HAPPEN TONIGHT. 630 00:27:19,038 --> 00:27:20,870 SORRY. NO, YOU'RE NOT. 631 00:27:20,870 --> 00:27:23,312 I'M JUST TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHY YOU'RE NOT. 632 00:27:23,312 --> 00:27:24,814 IT'S CHRISTMAS, DEREK. 633 00:27:24,814 --> 00:27:27,176 YEAH, I KNOW. 634 00:27:27,176 --> 00:27:29,178 IT'S OUR SEASON! WHAT'S GOING ON? 635 00:27:29,178 --> 00:27:31,220 ARE YOU MAD? ARE YOU DEPRESSED, WHAT? 636 00:27:31,220 --> 00:27:33,052 NO. MR. EPSTEIN HERE IS DEPRESSED. 637 00:27:33,052 --> 00:27:35,785 HE'S BLEEDING FROM HIS FRONTAL LOBE. 638 00:27:35,785 --> 00:27:37,426 EVERYTHING'S FINE. WE'RE FINE, ADDIE. 639 00:27:37,426 --> 00:27:40,429 YOU KNOW, JUST... I'LL SEE YOU AT HOME, OKAY? 640 00:27:40,429 --> 00:27:43,292 YOU NEED A SECOND SURGERY, MR. EPSTEIN. 641 00:27:43,292 --> 00:27:45,294 THE FRONTAL LOBE IS DIFFICULT. 642 00:27:45,294 --> 00:27:47,366 WE MAY BE ABLE TO IMPROVE THINGS, 643 00:27:47,366 --> 00:27:49,368 BUT, UH, YOU SHOULD BE PREPARED 644 00:27:49,368 --> 00:27:51,871 FOR THE POSSIBILITY THAT THINGS COULD GET WORSE. 645 00:27:51,871 --> 00:27:54,373 THAT'S GREAT, THAT'S JUST GREAT. 646 00:27:54,373 --> 00:27:57,777 I AM SO GLAD WE CAME TO THIS HOSPITAL, 647 00:27:57,777 --> 00:28:00,880 SO I COULD BE TREATED BY A BUNCH OF QUACKS 648 00:28:00,880 --> 00:28:04,413 WHO DON'T KNOW THEIR ASSES FROM THE INSIDE OF MY SKULL! 649 00:28:09,158 --> 00:28:11,060 THIS ISN'T MY HUSBAND. 650 00:28:11,060 --> 00:28:12,992 THIS IS NOT MY HUSBAND. 651 00:28:12,992 --> 00:28:14,994 HE DOESN'T SPEAK TO ME THIS WAY. 652 00:28:14,994 --> 00:28:16,996 HE DOESN'T SPEAK TO ANYONE THIS WAY. 653 00:28:16,996 --> 00:28:18,968 I KNOW THIS IS DIFFICULT, MRS. EPSTEIN, 654 00:28:18,968 --> 00:28:20,970 BUT THE IMPORTANT THING RIGHT NOW 655 00:28:20,970 --> 00:28:22,972 IS THAT WE STOP THE BLEEDING. 656 00:28:22,972 --> 00:28:24,974 LOOK, HE'S THE LOVE OF MY LIFE. 657 00:28:24,974 --> 00:28:27,977 AND I KNOW THAT YOU HAVE A LOT OF OTHER PATIENTS 658 00:28:27,977 --> 00:28:30,039 AND YOU DO A LOT OF OTHER SURGERIES, 659 00:28:30,039 --> 00:28:32,882 BUT HE'S THE LOVE OF MY LIFE. 660 00:28:32,882 --> 00:28:34,784 JUST... I JUST NEED YOUR WORD 661 00:28:34,784 --> 00:28:37,286 THAT YOU'LL TREAT THIS CHANGE IN MY HUSBAND'S PERSONALITY 662 00:28:37,286 --> 00:28:40,289 AS SERIOUSLY AS YOU WOULD FATAL CANCER, 663 00:28:40,289 --> 00:28:43,823 BECAUSE THAT'S THE WAY THIS FEELS TO ME AND MY KIDS. 664 00:28:43,823 --> 00:28:46,725 AND WE'RE HAPPY. WE'RE A HAPPY FAMILY. 665 00:28:46,725 --> 00:28:48,958 IT JUST... IF YOU COULD JUST FIX IT... 666 00:28:48,958 --> 00:28:51,801 JUST FIX IT. 667 00:28:51,801 --> 00:28:53,833 MRS. EPSTEIN, 668 00:28:53,833 --> 00:28:56,435 I'M GONNA DO EVERYTHING IN MY POWER, ALL RIGHT? 669 00:28:56,435 --> 00:28:58,437 OKAY? 670 00:28:58,437 --> 00:29:01,010 I DIDN'T WANT IT. 671 00:29:01,010 --> 00:29:03,012 I ALREADY GOT ONE NEW HEART. 672 00:29:03,012 --> 00:29:05,915 I DIDN'T DESERVE ANOTHER ONE. 673 00:29:05,915 --> 00:29:07,917 JUSTIN, YOU DON'T HAVE TO FEEL GUILTY 674 00:29:07,917 --> 00:29:09,378 ABOUT HAVING A NEW HEART. 675 00:29:09,378 --> 00:29:11,750 GOD WANTS YOU TO LIVE. 676 00:29:11,750 --> 00:29:13,752 THAT'S WHY HE SENT YOU THE HEART. 677 00:29:13,752 --> 00:29:15,785 I'M NOT STUPID, OKAY? GOD DIDN'T SEND ME THE HEART, 678 00:29:15,785 --> 00:29:18,287 AND THERE'S NO SUCH THING AS GOD. JUSTIN! 679 00:29:18,287 --> 00:29:20,429 MARION, MARION. 680 00:29:20,429 --> 00:29:21,931 IT'S ALL RIGHT. 681 00:29:21,931 --> 00:29:23,432 THE HEART I HAVE NOW-- 682 00:29:23,432 --> 00:29:25,935 MY MOM TOLD ME THE HEART CAME FROM SANTA. 683 00:29:25,935 --> 00:29:28,968 I THOUGHT ELVES MADE IT IN THEIR FACTORY 684 00:29:28,968 --> 00:29:30,840 OR WHATEVER, 685 00:29:30,840 --> 00:29:33,072 BUT THAT'S NOT TRUE, IS IT? 686 00:29:33,072 --> 00:29:34,473 NO, IT ISN'T. 687 00:29:34,473 --> 00:29:36,275 YEAH. 688 00:29:36,275 --> 00:29:38,377 I HEARD THE NURSES TALKING. 689 00:29:38,377 --> 00:29:40,880 WHERE IT REALLY CAME FROM IS SOME OTHER KID. 690 00:29:40,880 --> 00:29:43,212 SOME OTHER KID HAD TO DIE SO I COULD LIVE. 691 00:29:43,212 --> 00:29:45,114 JUSTIN... 692 00:29:45,114 --> 00:29:46,155 BABY... 693 00:29:46,155 --> 00:29:48,888 AND THEN I OUTGREW THAT KID'S HEART. 694 00:29:48,888 --> 00:29:51,460 SO FOR THE LAST TWO YEARS MY MOM HAS BEEN PRAYING 695 00:29:51,460 --> 00:29:54,824 THAT ANOTHER KID WOULD DIE FOR ME. 696 00:29:54,824 --> 00:29:58,127 THAT'S WHAT YOU PRAY FOR ALL THE TIME, 697 00:29:58,127 --> 00:30:00,799 ISN'T IT, MOM? 698 00:30:02,872 --> 00:30:06,205 THAT'S WHAT SHE PRAYS FOR, FATHER. 699 00:30:06,205 --> 00:30:09,138 HOW DOES GOD FEEL ABOUT THAT? 700 00:30:09,138 --> 00:30:11,140 JUSTIN, JUSTIN... 701 00:30:11,140 --> 00:30:13,282 JUSTIN? (monitor beeping rapidly) 702 00:30:13,282 --> 00:30:15,184 (Marion) JUSTIN, BABY? 703 00:30:15,184 --> 00:30:16,886 WAKE UP, JUSTIN! 704 00:30:16,886 --> 00:30:18,417 (long, steady beep) NURSE! 705 00:30:18,417 --> 00:30:20,920 MOVE, PLEASE! NO, NO, NO! 706 00:30:20,920 --> 00:30:22,591 CODE BLUE! PLEASE, JUSTIN! 707 00:30:22,591 --> 00:30:24,123 JUST STAY BACK. 708 00:30:24,123 --> 00:30:26,095 (Woman over P.A.) CODE BLUE, PEDIATRIC C.C.U. 709 00:30:26,095 --> 00:30:27,897 DEAR GOD, PLEASE! 710 00:30:27,897 --> 00:30:30,129 JUSTIN, BABY, I'M RIGHT HERE! 711 00:30:30,129 --> 00:30:32,161 JUSTIN, I LOVE YOU, BABY! PLEASE SHUT HER UP! 712 00:30:32,161 --> 00:30:33,832 (crying) HE'S IN V-FIB. 713 00:30:33,832 --> 00:30:35,604 CHARGE THE PADDLES TO 100. 714 00:30:35,604 --> 00:30:37,907 CHARGE. 715 00:30:37,907 --> 00:30:40,209 CLEAR. (paddles crackle) 716 00:30:42,041 --> 00:30:45,444 (coughs) 717 00:30:45,444 --> 00:30:47,346 (monitor beeps steadily) 718 00:30:47,346 --> 00:30:50,219 (coughs) 719 00:30:50,219 --> 00:30:53,222 ♪♪♪ 720 00:31:09,168 --> 00:31:11,170 CAN YOU GET HIM BACK ON THE DONOR'S LIST? 721 00:31:11,170 --> 00:31:12,301 I MEAN, IF IT'S A BAD HEART. IT'S NOT A BAD HEART. 722 00:31:12,301 --> 00:31:14,303 WELL, CAN YOU GET HIM BACK ON THE LIST? 723 00:31:14,303 --> 00:31:16,305 HE'S WAITED TWO YEARS FOR THIS HEART. 724 00:31:16,305 --> 00:31:17,947 HE HAS TO FIGHT FOR IT. 725 00:31:17,947 --> 00:31:20,179 HE HAS TO DECIDE HE WANTS TO LIVE. OKAY, MEDICALLY SPEAKING, 726 00:31:20,179 --> 00:31:22,381 IS THERE ANYTHING ELSE WE HAVEN'T TALKED ABOUT? 727 00:31:22,381 --> 00:31:24,383 THE WAY YOU'RE FEELING RIGHT NOW-- 728 00:31:24,383 --> 00:31:27,016 IT'S WHY I HAVE TO BELIEVE IN SOMETHING BIGGER IN ME. 729 00:31:27,016 --> 00:31:28,517 BECAUSE IF I DIDN'T, 730 00:31:28,517 --> 00:31:31,620 THAT POWERLESSNESS WOULD EAT ME ALIVE. 731 00:31:37,166 --> 00:31:38,397 (sighs) 732 00:31:38,397 --> 00:31:39,969 DRILL, PLEASE. 733 00:31:39,969 --> 00:31:42,401 ANY DANGER WITH TWO CRANIOTOMIES IN ONE DAY? 734 00:31:42,401 --> 00:31:44,233 NO MORE THAN WITH ONE. 735 00:31:44,233 --> 00:31:45,574 (drill buzzes) 736 00:31:45,574 --> 00:31:49,078 IS THERE ANY MUSIC? 737 00:31:49,078 --> 00:31:50,679 ANY REQUESTS? 738 00:31:50,679 --> 00:31:53,212 CHRISTMAS CAROLS OR HANUKKAH. 739 00:31:53,212 --> 00:31:56,315 IS THERE SUCH A THING AS HANUKKAH CAROLS? 740 00:31:58,017 --> 00:32:01,020 THE BRAIN IS A MYSTERIOUS THING, DR. STEVENS. 741 00:32:01,020 --> 00:32:03,922 YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT MAY PENETRATE THE PSYCHE. 742 00:32:03,922 --> 00:32:07,626 ♪ HANUKKAH, I KNOW IT'S GONNA BE ALL RIGHT ♪ 743 00:32:07,626 --> 00:32:09,498 (George) WHOA, LOOK AT THAT. 744 00:32:09,498 --> 00:32:11,000 (Meredith) KISSING ULCERS. 745 00:32:11,000 --> 00:32:13,002 ONE'S PERFED. THE OTHER ONE IS BLEEDING. 746 00:32:13,002 --> 00:32:15,564 TWO ULCERS. I'M NOT SURPRISED WITH THAT FAMILY. 747 00:32:15,564 --> 00:32:18,037 I SHOULD'VE THROWN THEM OUT. WHY DIDN'T I THROW THEM OUT? 748 00:32:18,037 --> 00:32:19,568 THAT'S WHAT I SHOULD HAVE DONE. 749 00:32:19,568 --> 00:32:21,670 I DON'T KNOW WHY I DIDN'T. 750 00:32:21,670 --> 00:32:24,043 STOP WHINING, O'MALLEY. YOU HAD YOUR CHANCE. 751 00:32:24,043 --> 00:32:26,045 YOU DIDN'T TAKE IT. MOVE ON. 752 00:32:26,045 --> 00:32:28,377 RIGHT, SORRY. 753 00:32:28,377 --> 00:32:31,220 DO NOT KICK ME! 754 00:32:31,220 --> 00:32:33,382 EXCUSE ME? 755 00:32:33,382 --> 00:32:35,584 ARE YOU KICKING ME UNDER THE TABLE, O'MALLEY? 756 00:32:35,584 --> 00:32:37,226 NO! 757 00:32:37,226 --> 00:32:40,229 THEN CLEARLY I WASN'T TALKING TO YOU. 758 00:32:40,229 --> 00:32:44,463 (groaning) 759 00:32:44,463 --> 00:32:49,198 YOU CANNOT KICK ME WHILE I'M DOING MY JOB. 760 00:32:53,542 --> 00:32:55,244 THANK YOU. 761 00:32:55,244 --> 00:32:59,108 ♪ YOUR WEIRD UNCLE'S DOING THE CAN-CAN ♪ 762 00:32:59,108 --> 00:33:03,752 ♪ HANUKKAH HARRY, HE'S THE MAN ♪ 763 00:33:03,752 --> 00:33:06,315 ♪ EVERYONE'S HERE, IT'S HANUKKAH ♪ 764 00:33:06,315 --> 00:33:07,716 WAKE UP! 765 00:33:07,716 --> 00:33:10,719 GOD, NO WONDER YOU FAILED YOUR BOARDS. 766 00:33:10,719 --> 00:33:13,262 WHAT, DO YOU EXPECT TO LEARN THIS STUFF BY OSMOSIS? 767 00:33:13,262 --> 00:33:15,094 WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE? 768 00:33:15,094 --> 00:33:16,765 I'M A FARMER, OKAY? 769 00:33:16,765 --> 00:33:19,498 I'VE BEEN DROOLING AND PUKING AND CRAPPING MY PANTS. 770 00:33:19,498 --> 00:33:21,600 YOU CAME HERE TO HELP ME STUDY? 771 00:33:21,600 --> 00:33:25,504 WELL, I'M NOT ACTUALLY CRAPPING MY PANTS NOW, AM I? 772 00:33:25,504 --> 00:33:28,477 WELL, WHY WOULD YOU WANT TO HELP ME 773 00:33:28,477 --> 00:33:30,709 AFTER WHAT I DID? 774 00:33:30,709 --> 00:33:34,583 BECAUSE IT'S WHAT JESUS WOULD FREAKIN' DO! 775 00:33:46,195 --> 00:33:49,027 ♪ LO ♪ 776 00:33:49,027 --> 00:33:54,663 ♪ HOW A ROSE E'ER BLOOMING ♪ 777 00:33:54,663 --> 00:34:00,539 ♪ FROM TENDER STEM HATH SPRUNG ♪ 778 00:34:00,539 --> 00:34:03,342 YOU KNOW, I DON'T BELIEVE IN SANTA EITHER, JUSTIN, 779 00:34:03,342 --> 00:34:06,545 OR GOD. 780 00:34:06,545 --> 00:34:09,548 I BELIEVE IN MEDICINE, 781 00:34:09,548 --> 00:34:13,682 AND IT'S A MEDICAL MIRACLE YOU'RE ALIVE. 782 00:34:13,682 --> 00:34:16,455 WITH THE HEART YOU HAD, 783 00:34:16,455 --> 00:34:18,587 YOU SHOULD HAVE-- YOU SHOULD HAVE DIED 784 00:34:18,587 --> 00:34:20,589 ABOUT TWO WEEKS AFTER YOU WERE BORN, 785 00:34:20,589 --> 00:34:22,691 EXCEPT SOME SURGEON FIGURED OUT A WAY 786 00:34:22,691 --> 00:34:24,793 TO GIVE YOU SOMEONE ELSE'S HEART, 787 00:34:24,793 --> 00:34:27,766 WHICH IS SO MUCH COOLER THAN SANTA. 788 00:34:27,766 --> 00:34:33,142 ♪ AMID THE COLD OF WINTER ♪ 789 00:34:33,142 --> 00:34:36,505 SO I'M JUST SAYING 790 00:34:36,505 --> 00:34:42,281 I THINK YOU SHOULD DECIDE TO LIVE, 791 00:34:42,281 --> 00:34:45,254 LIVE SO YOU CAN BECOME A DOCTOR, 792 00:34:45,254 --> 00:34:47,556 AND YOU CAN FIND A WAY TO DO HEART TRANSPLANTS 793 00:34:47,556 --> 00:34:50,619 WITHOUT SOMEONE HAVING TO DIE. 794 00:34:50,619 --> 00:34:54,092 OR YOU KNOW, LIVE SO YOU CAN GROW UP 795 00:34:54,092 --> 00:34:56,265 AND HAVE KIDS AND YOU KNOW WHAT? 796 00:34:56,265 --> 00:34:59,128 RAISE THEM NOT TO BELIEVE IN SANTA. 797 00:34:59,128 --> 00:35:03,302 NOW THAT WOULD PISS YOUR MOM OFF. 798 00:35:03,302 --> 00:35:05,374 ♪ TO SHOW GOD'S LOVE ARIGHT... ♪ 799 00:35:05,374 --> 00:35:08,707 JUST DECIDE TO LIVE. 800 00:35:08,707 --> 00:35:12,511 BECAUSE IN YOUR CASE, 801 00:35:12,511 --> 00:35:15,684 DYING REALLY ISN'T THE BEST REVENGE. 802 00:35:15,684 --> 00:35:18,717 ♪ WHEN HALF SPENT ♪ 803 00:35:18,717 --> 00:35:26,495 ♪ WAS THE NIGHT ♪ 804 00:35:37,906 --> 00:35:40,169 HOW IS SHE? IS SHE GONNA BE ALL RIGHT? 805 00:35:40,169 --> 00:35:41,610 SHE LOST A LOT OF BLOOD, 806 00:35:41,610 --> 00:35:44,543 BUT WE WERE ABLE TO REPLACE IT AND REPAIR THE TEAR. 807 00:35:44,543 --> 00:35:47,876 SHE'S GONNA REQUIRE SEVERAL DAYS' OBSERVATION, 808 00:35:47,876 --> 00:35:50,349 BUT SHE SHOULD HAVE A FULL RECOVERY. 809 00:35:50,349 --> 00:35:52,581 OH, THANK GOD. THANK GOD IS RIGHT. 810 00:35:52,581 --> 00:35:55,184 'CAUSE WE'RE CERTAINLY NOT GONNA THANK YOU. 811 00:35:55,184 --> 00:35:57,826 WE SHOULD SUE YOU FOR ALL YOU'RE WORTH. 812 00:35:57,826 --> 00:35:59,428 WE SAT HERE AND SAT HERE 813 00:35:59,428 --> 00:36:03,562 AND SAT HERE AND SAT HERE... YOU WANT TO HELP ME OUT? 814 00:36:03,562 --> 00:36:05,163 REALLY? 815 00:36:05,163 --> 00:36:06,295 AND WATCHED YOU TAKE PATIENT AFTER PATIENT... 816 00:36:06,295 --> 00:36:08,637 YOU GOT YOUR SECOND CHANCE. JUST DON'T SCREW IT UP. 817 00:36:08,637 --> 00:36:10,939 ...WHILE YOU MADE MY DAUGHTER WAIT FOR THREE WHOLE DAYS 818 00:36:10,939 --> 00:36:12,301 FOR HER OPERATION! 819 00:36:12,301 --> 00:36:14,773 I SHOULD SUE YOU AND THIS WHOLE DAMN HOSPITAL! 820 00:36:14,773 --> 00:36:16,845 OKAY, YEAH, YOU COULD SUE US, 821 00:36:16,845 --> 00:36:20,178 OR YOU COULD JUST CONSIDER THE POSSIBILITY 822 00:36:20,178 --> 00:36:22,180 OF JUST SHUTTING THE HELL UP. WHAT DID YOU SAY TO ME? 823 00:36:22,180 --> 00:36:23,752 DID YOU HEAR WHAT HE SAID TO ME? I HEARD HIM! 824 00:36:23,752 --> 00:36:26,184 YOU CAN'T TALK TO AN OLD LADY LIKE THAT. WHERE IS MY DAUGHTER? 825 00:36:26,184 --> 00:36:28,687 I'D LIKE TO SEE HER. WELL, YOU CAN'T. 826 00:36:28,687 --> 00:36:30,188 I'M HER DOCTOR. 827 00:36:30,188 --> 00:36:32,461 SHE IS MY PATIENT, AND THIS IS A HOSPITAL, 828 00:36:32,461 --> 00:36:34,323 WHICH IS THE KIND OF PLACE WHERE PEOPLE CAN GENERALLY USE 829 00:36:34,323 --> 00:36:36,325 A LITTLE PEACE AND QUIET, 830 00:36:36,325 --> 00:36:38,467 SO NO, RIGHT NOW YOU CAN'T SEE HER. 831 00:36:38,467 --> 00:36:40,469 AND I AM NOT SAYING THIS BECAUSE YOU JUST THREATENED 832 00:36:40,469 --> 00:36:42,371 TO SUE DR. BAILEY, WHO SPENT THE LAST SEVERAL HOURS 833 00:36:42,371 --> 00:36:44,533 SAVING YOUR DAUGHTER'S LIFE, SAVING YOUR WIFE'S LIFE. 834 00:36:44,533 --> 00:36:47,205 I AM SAYING THIS BECAUSE SHE IS MY PATIENT, 835 00:36:47,205 --> 00:36:48,507 AND SHE IS IN THE RECOVERY WING 836 00:36:48,507 --> 00:36:50,739 OF THIS HOSPITAL TRYING TO RECOVER, 837 00:36:50,739 --> 00:36:55,244 AND VISITING HOURS ARE OVER, SO GOOD NIGHT 838 00:36:55,244 --> 00:36:56,985 AND MERRY CHRISTMAS. 839 00:37:02,951 --> 00:37:04,893 INTERNS. 840 00:37:04,893 --> 00:37:07,296 TOO EMOTIONAL. 841 00:37:07,296 --> 00:37:10,359 MY APOLOGIES. 842 00:37:14,363 --> 00:37:17,636 UM, IS THE NAUSEA CONSTANT 843 00:37:17,636 --> 00:37:19,638 OR INTERMITTENT? 844 00:37:19,638 --> 00:37:21,870 CONSTANT. 845 00:37:24,313 --> 00:37:26,645 WHEN... 846 00:37:26,645 --> 00:37:30,018 WHEN DID IT FIRST START? 847 00:37:30,018 --> 00:37:33,282 AFTER I WORKED IN THE FIELDS ALL DAY. 848 00:37:33,282 --> 00:37:36,925 DO YOU HAVE ANY ALLERGIES 849 00:37:36,925 --> 00:37:38,857 YOU'RE AWARE OF? 850 00:37:40,789 --> 00:37:43,562 NO. 851 00:37:43,562 --> 00:37:47,936 (crying) 852 00:37:54,603 --> 00:37:57,806 IZZIE... 853 00:37:57,806 --> 00:38:01,049 I NEVER WANTED TO HURT YOU. 854 00:38:03,051 --> 00:38:05,053 YOU DIDN'T HURT ME. 855 00:38:05,053 --> 00:38:08,557 I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU. I'M A FARMER. 856 00:38:08,557 --> 00:38:11,490 YOU... YOU'RE STILL THE PATIENT? 857 00:38:11,490 --> 00:38:13,992 WHAT DOES IT LOOK LIKE? 858 00:38:19,027 --> 00:38:21,600 IT'S ORGANOPHOSPHATES, 859 00:38:21,600 --> 00:38:24,673 PESTICIDE POISONING. 860 00:38:24,673 --> 00:38:27,636 CRYING'S A SYMPTOM. THAT'S IT, RIGHT? 861 00:38:29,908 --> 00:38:33,011 RIGHT. 862 00:38:36,385 --> 00:38:41,350 ♪ IT CAME UPON A MIDNIGHT CLEAR ♪ 863 00:38:41,350 --> 00:38:45,824 ♪ THE GLORIOUS SONG OF OLD ♪ 864 00:38:45,824 --> 00:38:48,096 ♪ FROM ANGELS BENDING NEAR THE EARTH ♪ 865 00:38:48,096 --> 00:38:50,098 HEY. 866 00:38:50,098 --> 00:38:52,431 ♪ TO TOUCH THEIR HEARTS ♪ 867 00:38:52,431 --> 00:38:53,331 HEY. 868 00:38:53,331 --> 00:38:55,934 YOU OKAY? 869 00:38:55,934 --> 00:38:58,336 YEAH, YEAH. 870 00:38:58,336 --> 00:39:00,869 YOU KNOW, HOLIDAYS. 871 00:39:00,869 --> 00:39:03,412 YEAH. 872 00:39:03,412 --> 00:39:04,973 I DO KNOW. 873 00:39:04,973 --> 00:39:09,347 ♪ THE WORLD IN SOLEMN STILLNESS LAY ♪ 874 00:39:09,347 --> 00:39:12,451 ♪ TO HEAR THE ANGELS SING... ♪ 875 00:39:12,451 --> 00:39:13,752 MERRY CHRISTMAS. 876 00:39:13,752 --> 00:39:15,424 MERRY CHRISTMAS. 877 00:39:20,358 --> 00:39:23,432 (door bells jingle) 878 00:39:23,432 --> 00:39:24,993 HEY. 879 00:39:24,993 --> 00:39:28,597 CHRISTMAS DOUBLE SCOTCH, SINGLE MALT. 880 00:39:28,597 --> 00:39:30,469 YOU'RE A GOOD MAN. 881 00:39:30,469 --> 00:39:33,371 (Addie) HEY, DR. SHEPHERD. 882 00:39:34,102 --> 00:39:35,844 DR. SHEPHERD. 883 00:39:35,844 --> 00:39:40,509 ♪ O'ER ALL THE WEARY WORLD ♪ 884 00:39:40,509 --> 00:39:41,680 ♪ ABOVE... ♪ 885 00:39:41,680 --> 00:39:45,584 SO... HOW'S MR. EPSTEIN'S FRONTAL LOBE? 886 00:39:45,584 --> 00:39:48,386 HE WOKE UP SMILING. 887 00:39:48,386 --> 00:39:49,618 CONGRATULATIONS. 888 00:39:49,618 --> 00:39:50,859 THANK YOU. 889 00:39:50,859 --> 00:39:52,921 WHAT ARE YOU DRINKING? (laughs) 890 00:39:52,921 --> 00:39:56,394 IT'S HOT BUTTERED RUM. IT'S DELICIOUS. 891 00:39:56,394 --> 00:39:57,896 IT'S DICKENSIAN. 892 00:39:57,896 --> 00:40:00,429 OH, WELL, YEAH, IT IS CHRISTMAS. 893 00:40:00,429 --> 00:40:04,673 CHRISTMAS, DEREK. WE LOVE CHRISTMAS. 894 00:40:04,673 --> 00:40:07,776 AT LEAST WE USED TO. 895 00:40:07,776 --> 00:40:10,479 YEAH. 896 00:40:10,479 --> 00:40:13,442 CHRISTMAS MAKES YOU WANT TO BE WITH PEOPLE YOU LOVE. 897 00:40:18,717 --> 00:40:21,720 I'M NOT SAYING THIS TO HURT YOU 898 00:40:21,720 --> 00:40:24,723 OR BECAUSE I WANT TO LEAVE YOU, BECAUSE I DON'T. 899 00:40:24,723 --> 00:40:29,197 MEREDITH WASN'T A FLING. 900 00:40:29,197 --> 00:40:32,461 SHE WASN'T REVENGE. 901 00:40:34,663 --> 00:40:37,435 I FELL IN LOVE WITH HER. 902 00:40:41,470 --> 00:40:44,773 THAT DOESN'T GO AWAY BECAUSE I DECIDED TO STAY WITH YOU. 903 00:40:49,478 --> 00:40:51,520 THERE'S AN OLD PROVERB 904 00:40:51,520 --> 00:40:54,152 THAT SAYS YOU CAN'T CHOOSE YOUR FAMILY. 905 00:40:54,152 --> 00:40:56,124 ♪ O YE, BENEATH LIFE'S CRUSHING LOAD ♪ 906 00:40:56,124 --> 00:41:01,490 ♪ WHOSE FORMS ARE BENDING LOW ♪ 907 00:41:01,490 --> 00:41:03,532 YOU TAKE WHAT THE FATES HAND YOU. 908 00:41:03,532 --> 00:41:05,794 ♪ TOIL ALONG THE CLIMBING WAY ♪ 909 00:41:05,794 --> 00:41:10,168 ♪ WITH PAINFUL STEPS AND SLOW ♪ 910 00:41:10,168 --> 00:41:13,201 ♪ LOOK NOW, FOR GLAD AND... ♪ 911 00:41:13,201 --> 00:41:16,044 AND LIKE THEM OR NOT, 912 00:41:16,044 --> 00:41:18,006 LOVE THEM OR NOT, 913 00:41:18,006 --> 00:41:20,208 UNDERSTAND THEM OR NOT... 914 00:41:20,208 --> 00:41:22,611 JUSTIN TOOK A TURN. 915 00:41:22,611 --> 00:41:25,614 HIS FEVER'S DOWN, AND HIS B.P. IS UP. 916 00:41:25,614 --> 00:41:28,787 ♪ AND HEAR THE ANGELS SING ♪ 917 00:41:28,787 --> 00:41:30,989 I WONDER WHAT GOT THROUGH TO HIM. 918 00:41:30,989 --> 00:41:35,193 ♪ THE ANGELS SING ♪ 919 00:41:35,193 --> 00:41:37,526 I DON'T KNOW. 920 00:41:37,526 --> 00:41:39,167 ...YOU COPE. 921 00:41:48,837 --> 00:41:50,278 PRETTY. 922 00:41:52,541 --> 00:41:54,643 YEAH. 923 00:41:54,643 --> 00:41:56,945 THEN THERE'S THE SCHOOL OF THOUGHT 924 00:41:56,945 --> 00:41:59,147 THAT SAYS THE FAMILY YOU'RE BORN INTO 925 00:41:59,147 --> 00:42:01,119 IS SIMPLY A STARTING POINT. 926 00:42:01,119 --> 00:42:02,791 WHAT ARE WE DOING? 927 00:42:02,791 --> 00:42:05,293 LIGHTS. 928 00:42:05,293 --> 00:42:09,628 ♪ LOOK NOW, FOR GLAD AND GOLDEN HOURS ♪ 929 00:42:09,628 --> 00:42:12,300 ♪ COME SWIFTLY ON THE WING ♪ 930 00:42:12,300 --> 00:42:15,303 THEY FEED YOU AND CLOTHE YOU 931 00:42:15,303 --> 00:42:17,265 AND TAKE CARE OF YOU 932 00:42:17,265 --> 00:42:21,039 UNTIL YOU'RE READY TO GO OUT INTO THE WORLD... 933 00:42:21,039 --> 00:42:22,641 (barks) 934 00:42:23,942 --> 00:42:26,975 ...AND FIND YOUR TRIBE.