1 00:00:03,177 --> 00:00:04,917 Meredith: People often ask what I've learned 2 00:00:04,961 --> 00:00:06,963 from surviving COVID. 3 00:00:07,007 --> 00:00:08,617 [ Seagulls crying ] 4 00:00:08,660 --> 00:00:12,012 I know they mean well, but it's a really annoying question. 5 00:00:14,840 --> 00:00:17,365 Being away from work, my children, 6 00:00:17,408 --> 00:00:20,585 getting hooked up to a vent... 7 00:00:20,629 --> 00:00:23,197 it's not exactly a masterclass. 8 00:00:25,808 --> 00:00:29,551 Though it did teach me something. 9 00:00:29,594 --> 00:00:32,597 It taught me that I'm still alive. 10 00:00:32,641 --> 00:00:36,427 ♪♪ 11 00:00:36,471 --> 00:00:38,038 [ Horns honking, clock ticking ] 12 00:00:38,081 --> 00:00:45,436 ♪♪ 13 00:00:45,480 --> 00:00:48,700 Did you know that every avocado sold commercially 14 00:00:48,744 --> 00:00:51,442 originates from a tree this one dude had in his backyard? 15 00:00:51,486 --> 00:00:54,097 No, but did I know that an avocado has 16 00:00:54,141 --> 00:00:56,534 more potassium than a banana. 17 00:00:56,578 --> 00:00:58,928 Well, did you know that if you ate 400 bananas, 18 00:00:58,971 --> 00:01:00,712 you might overdose on potassium? 19 00:01:00,756 --> 00:01:02,801 Why would you say that? You know I worry about dying. 20 00:01:02,845 --> 00:01:04,412 [ Screams ] 21 00:01:04,455 --> 00:01:05,630 Okay, whoa. 22 00:01:05,674 --> 00:01:07,850 We'll shut up. Please don't evict us. 23 00:01:07,893 --> 00:01:08,851 Taryn: That's not our stuff. 24 00:01:08,894 --> 00:01:10,244 Are you evicting yourself? 25 00:01:10,287 --> 00:01:12,202 I'm smart and I'm capable 26 00:01:12,246 --> 00:01:14,944 and I have made livable homes out of the humblest of places, 27 00:01:14,987 --> 00:01:16,250 including my car. 28 00:01:16,293 --> 00:01:17,729 But I deserve more than just livable. 29 00:01:17,773 --> 00:01:21,777 And so does Luna, so I am fighting for her. 30 00:01:21,820 --> 00:01:23,257 I'm rich. Ha! 31 00:01:23,300 --> 00:01:25,781 Technically, I am rich. I own part of the hospital. 32 00:01:25,824 --> 00:01:28,131 So I'm gonna sell my shares and hire a lawyer 33 00:01:28,175 --> 00:01:29,393 to help me adopt Luna. 34 00:01:29,437 --> 00:01:31,352 And then, I'm taking whatever money's left 35 00:01:31,395 --> 00:01:33,005 and moving to a place 36 00:01:33,049 --> 00:01:36,008 where I don't have to listen to people argue about fruit! 37 00:01:36,052 --> 00:01:37,575 ♪ Yeah, yeah 38 00:01:37,619 --> 00:01:40,012 Dibs on the bed. [ Sighs ] 39 00:01:40,056 --> 00:01:42,972 [ Laughs ] But explaining that to my ex-husband 40 00:01:43,015 --> 00:01:44,800 was like a full-time job. 41 00:01:44,843 --> 00:01:46,976 [ Chuckles ] Sounds like it. 42 00:01:47,019 --> 00:01:48,325 You paged?Oh, hey. 43 00:01:48,369 --> 00:01:50,153 Dr. Altman, this is, uh, Sophie. 44 00:01:50,197 --> 00:01:51,807 She was in a little fender bender. 45 00:01:51,850 --> 00:01:53,765 She's all clear except her heart rate is a little high. 46 00:01:53,809 --> 00:01:55,332 So I thought you should check on her EKG. 47 00:01:55,376 --> 00:01:58,596 I told him it's probably just white coat syndrome. 48 00:01:58,640 --> 00:02:00,990 One look at him and my heart's off to the races. 49 00:02:01,033 --> 00:02:03,210 [ Laughter ]Oh, sorry. 50 00:02:03,253 --> 00:02:06,038 Keep forgetting it's COVID and you can't just touch people. 51 00:02:06,082 --> 00:02:07,605 Don't worry, I'm wearing protection. 52 00:02:07,649 --> 00:02:09,999 [ Laughs ] 53 00:02:10,042 --> 00:02:11,609 [ Chuckles ]Okay. 54 00:02:11,653 --> 00:02:13,176 I, uh -- I'll come back and check on you. 55 00:02:13,220 --> 00:02:15,613 See you soon, Sophie.Hope so. 56 00:02:15,657 --> 00:02:17,137 Oh, you're wearing protection? 57 00:02:17,180 --> 00:02:18,529 I didn't mean it how it sounds. 58 00:02:18,573 --> 00:02:20,314 Well, she's throwing herself at you. 59 00:02:20,357 --> 00:02:21,750 No, she's just nervous. 60 00:02:21,793 --> 00:02:23,317 Well, I can give her your number, if you want. 61 00:02:23,360 --> 00:02:25,928 Oh, really? No. [ Laughs ] 62 00:02:25,971 --> 00:02:27,234 [ Elevator dings ]Now, look. 63 00:02:27,277 --> 00:02:29,497 As Residency Director, 64 00:02:29,540 --> 00:02:32,021 you're not only teaching them to do surgery, 65 00:02:32,064 --> 00:02:33,588 but you're -- you're guiding them. 66 00:02:33,631 --> 00:02:35,590 When a resident loses a patient, 67 00:02:35,633 --> 00:02:37,418 it's your shoulder they cry on. 68 00:02:37,461 --> 00:02:39,071 If they succeed, you're their cheerleader. 69 00:02:39,115 --> 00:02:40,682 So, essentially, they -- 70 00:02:40,725 --> 00:02:42,858 You're on call 24 hours a day.[ Laughter ] 71 00:02:42,901 --> 00:02:44,425 That's the way you always described it to me. 72 00:02:44,468 --> 00:02:46,775 I appreciate the advice. I do know how to do the job. 73 00:02:46,818 --> 00:02:48,559 I've been watching you do it my whole career. 74 00:02:48,603 --> 00:02:49,995 If I were you, I would be doing the surgeries 75 00:02:50,039 --> 00:02:51,388 that I don't get to do. 76 00:02:51,432 --> 00:02:52,868 Well, you're the only one I wanted for the job. 77 00:02:52,911 --> 00:02:54,565 We'll see you at the wedding. 78 00:02:54,609 --> 00:02:56,088 So, you gonna give Richard's speech 79 00:02:56,132 --> 00:02:57,089 or did you write your own? 80 00:02:57,133 --> 00:02:58,613 No speech. No -- No speech? 81 00:02:58,656 --> 00:03:00,832 No. 82 00:03:00,876 --> 00:03:02,094 [ Cheers and applause ] 83 00:03:02,138 --> 00:03:03,792 Meredith: No, no, no, no, no. 84 00:03:03,835 --> 00:03:06,316 Okay, we admitted 10 patients last night with COVID symptoms. 85 00:03:06,360 --> 00:03:08,971 What are the statuses of all 10 patients? 86 00:03:11,147 --> 00:03:15,891 Woman over P.A.: Cardio tech, room 342. Cardio tech, room 342. 87 00:03:15,934 --> 00:03:17,458 Give the O2 a minute, Gerlie. 88 00:03:17,501 --> 00:03:19,242 We'll increase it if your sats don't come back up. 89 00:03:19,286 --> 00:03:22,071 Or you could present the patient to me, 90 00:03:22,114 --> 00:03:24,856 and I could decide if we should increase it right now. 91 00:03:24,900 --> 00:03:26,249 Present, Schmitt. 92 00:03:26,293 --> 00:03:28,425 Gerlie Bernardo, 37, 93 00:03:28,469 --> 00:03:30,558 admitted this morning with sats of -- 94 00:03:30,601 --> 00:03:32,473 88. Temp was 102. 95 00:03:32,516 --> 00:03:35,650 Heart rate 105, BP 96/54. 96 00:03:35,693 --> 00:03:36,912 Dehydrated. 97 00:03:36,955 --> 00:03:39,741 I'm a nurse -- long-term care. 98 00:03:39,784 --> 00:03:43,092 Gotten pretty good at knowing when to call the ambulance. 99 00:03:43,135 --> 00:03:45,050 Private or at a facility? 100 00:03:45,094 --> 00:03:48,489 Lakeforest... assisted living. 101 00:03:48,532 --> 00:03:50,447 I'm guessing that's where I picked this up. 102 00:03:50,491 --> 00:03:54,799 But I've helped take care of Earl for 7 years. 103 00:03:54,843 --> 00:03:56,323 Even when he has COVID, 104 00:03:56,366 --> 00:03:57,976 I'm still helping him to the bathroom. 105 00:03:58,020 --> 00:03:59,587 He's 96. 106 00:03:59,630 --> 00:04:01,676 The kindest person I know. 107 00:04:01,719 --> 00:04:03,852 My parents were at Silver Villas. 108 00:04:03,895 --> 00:04:05,636 They were hit hard. 109 00:04:05,680 --> 00:04:07,290 Yes, they were. 110 00:04:07,334 --> 00:04:10,815 So, let's put her on high-flow, order chest films, 111 00:04:10,859 --> 00:04:14,602 and start steroids and Remdesivir. 112 00:04:14,645 --> 00:04:16,560 [ Monitor beeping ] 113 00:04:16,604 --> 00:04:23,001 ♪♪ 114 00:04:23,045 --> 00:04:29,617 ♪♪ 115 00:04:29,660 --> 00:04:31,619 How did Luna do? 116 00:04:31,662 --> 00:04:33,577 Couldn't have been better. 117 00:04:33,621 --> 00:04:35,579 Hate that CPS made the poor thing wait a week 118 00:04:35,623 --> 00:04:37,581 before approving her surgery, but... 119 00:04:37,625 --> 00:04:40,018 Woman over P.A.: Nurse Kaiser to the OR. 120 00:04:40,062 --> 00:04:41,585 Your name will be back up there soon. 121 00:04:41,629 --> 00:04:43,587 I don't know. They gave me an office. 122 00:04:43,631 --> 00:04:44,501 And a desk. Mm. 123 00:04:44,545 --> 00:04:45,720 And a chair. 124 00:04:45,763 --> 00:04:47,548 Wow, a chair? 125 00:04:47,591 --> 00:04:49,506 They must really fancy you. [ Chuckles ] 126 00:04:49,550 --> 00:04:51,639 You could have just said no, you know. 127 00:04:51,682 --> 00:04:53,293 When I asked you out for a drink. 128 00:04:53,336 --> 00:04:55,120 You didn't have to pass out and spend two months in the hospital 129 00:04:55,164 --> 00:04:56,513 just to avoid turning me down. 130 00:04:56,557 --> 00:05:00,125 That seems like a lifetime ago. Mm-hmm. 131 00:05:00,169 --> 00:05:01,388 Did I hear you? 132 00:05:01,431 --> 00:05:03,651 Did you come to my room and tell me to fight 133 00:05:03,694 --> 00:05:05,043 and talk about my kids? 134 00:05:05,087 --> 00:05:06,262 Couldn't have been me. 135 00:05:06,306 --> 00:05:08,612 I'm far too busy to do sickbed visits. 136 00:05:08,656 --> 00:05:10,048 Must have been some other Irishman 137 00:05:10,092 --> 00:05:11,833 hanging around around here. [ Laughs ] 138 00:05:11,876 --> 00:05:14,531 That being said, I am glad you didn't die, Grey. 139 00:05:14,575 --> 00:05:16,098 Me too. 140 00:05:18,013 --> 00:05:20,363 You'll get back there soon. 141 00:05:20,407 --> 00:05:22,234 I should get going. 142 00:05:22,278 --> 00:05:23,758 My sister is getting married. 143 00:05:23,801 --> 00:05:24,976 Mm-hmm. 144 00:05:25,020 --> 00:05:29,285 ♪♪ 145 00:05:29,329 --> 00:05:32,157 ...as long as we both shall live. 146 00:05:34,464 --> 00:05:36,423 Now, very important question. 147 00:05:36,466 --> 00:05:39,251 Is there anyone here who objects to this union? 148 00:05:39,295 --> 00:05:40,601 Oh, well, we do! 149 00:05:40,644 --> 00:05:42,124 [ Laughter ] 150 00:05:42,167 --> 00:05:43,560 He -- He was kidding, Nana. 151 00:05:43,604 --> 00:05:46,084 Well, we aren't. I'm sorry, Maggie. 152 00:05:46,128 --> 00:05:48,348 Wait, is this real? 153 00:05:48,391 --> 00:05:50,437 Mommy, what's happening?I'm not sure, sweetie. 154 00:05:50,480 --> 00:05:52,264 Nana Ante: Winston, I've been waiting for this day 155 00:05:52,308 --> 00:05:54,876 since I could cradle you in my arms. 156 00:05:54,919 --> 00:05:57,966 And I know you went to a lot of trouble to get us here, 157 00:05:58,009 --> 00:05:59,489 but this -- This is broke. 158 00:05:59,533 --> 00:06:00,577 Catherine: Ha! 159 00:06:00,621 --> 00:06:03,624 Oh, I am so sorry. Oh, I'm so sorry. 160 00:06:03,667 --> 00:06:06,453 No disrespect, Meredith. You have a lovely home. 161 00:06:06,496 --> 00:06:08,846 But Maggie, your own sister isn't here! 162 00:06:08,890 --> 00:06:10,631 Amelia had to be on call today. 163 00:06:10,674 --> 00:06:12,807 Right, should she let someone die of a stroke 164 00:06:12,850 --> 00:06:14,504 just to be here with us? 165 00:06:14,548 --> 00:06:17,289 But even if she was here, you have more family. 166 00:06:17,333 --> 00:06:19,291 You have uncles, aunts, cousins. 167 00:06:19,335 --> 00:06:21,642 I have a savings account for your wedding, 168 00:06:21,685 --> 00:06:22,643 to do this right. 169 00:06:22,686 --> 00:06:23,861 Nana Ante: In a church. 170 00:06:23,905 --> 00:06:26,081 Or at least with more than 10 people. 171 00:06:26,124 --> 00:06:28,866 Do you know how proud we are of you two? 172 00:06:28,910 --> 00:06:30,259 We want the world to see. 173 00:06:30,302 --> 00:06:32,653 But it isn't safe right now, Nana Ante. 174 00:06:32,696 --> 00:06:34,263 We can't do it that way. 175 00:06:34,306 --> 00:06:36,874 Well, then wait. What's the hurry? 176 00:06:36,918 --> 00:06:38,615 You all are already living together. 177 00:06:38,659 --> 00:06:41,575 [ Clears throat ] 178 00:06:41,618 --> 00:06:44,752 So, uh...we wait? 179 00:06:48,582 --> 00:06:51,933 [ Sighs ] Yeah, I guess so. 180 00:06:51,976 --> 00:06:53,543 I'll get the champagne. 181 00:06:53,587 --> 00:06:55,066 -Yeah. -Vodka, please. 182 00:06:55,110 --> 00:06:58,200 Can I cut the cake?Just wait a minute, okay, honey? 183 00:06:58,243 --> 00:06:59,854 You can do whatever you want, sweetie. 184 00:06:59,897 --> 00:07:01,769 Okay, she said you can go get cake! 185 00:07:01,812 --> 00:07:03,205 You wanna take this? 186 00:07:03,248 --> 00:07:04,641 Great, thank you. 187 00:07:04,685 --> 00:07:05,860 Link: Champagne, anyone? 188 00:07:05,903 --> 00:07:08,036 I'll take that. 189 00:07:08,079 --> 00:07:10,865 Thanks. Mm-hmm. 190 00:07:10,908 --> 00:07:12,344 Maggie: Bottoms up, everyone! 191 00:07:24,574 --> 00:07:28,143 Woman over P.A.: Dr. Sellers, Dr. Mari Sellers, 4619. 192 00:07:28,186 --> 00:07:31,712 Uh, technically, I still haven't signed the discharge paperwork. 193 00:07:31,755 --> 00:07:34,802 I -- I know, but I've never missed a month of work 194 00:07:34,845 --> 00:07:37,282 in my life, and they need me. 195 00:07:37,326 --> 00:07:40,416 I heard Earl took his pants off during Arts & Crafts. 196 00:07:40,460 --> 00:07:41,809 Twice. [ Laughs ] 197 00:07:41,852 --> 00:07:43,593 You were on a vent for two weeks. 198 00:07:43,637 --> 00:07:47,205 I know at your facility it's all hands on deck, but -- 199 00:07:47,249 --> 00:07:49,425 Take it easy and go slow. 200 00:07:49,469 --> 00:07:52,254 Yes, Dr. Bailey, I know the recommendations. 201 00:07:52,297 --> 00:07:54,604 Oh, so you know they apply to you also? 202 00:07:54,648 --> 00:07:56,040 Mm-hmm. 203 00:07:56,084 --> 00:07:58,913 Come on, let's have one last listen. 204 00:07:58,956 --> 00:08:00,915 May I take a listen first, Chief? 205 00:08:00,958 --> 00:08:02,307 I don't have a lot of experience 206 00:08:02,351 --> 00:08:04,048 listening to lungs that have recovered from COVID, 207 00:08:04,092 --> 00:08:06,703 and I think it'll be really beneficial to my education. 208 00:08:09,401 --> 00:08:11,099 Fine. Yes! 209 00:08:13,580 --> 00:08:16,408 Just take a few deep breaths for me, please. 210 00:08:19,586 --> 00:08:21,065 Love. 211 00:08:21,109 --> 00:08:22,502 Does that mean I can go? 212 00:08:22,545 --> 00:08:24,721 Uh, no, I'll still need to take a listen of my own. 213 00:08:24,765 --> 00:08:26,375 [ Giggles ] 214 00:08:26,418 --> 00:08:27,376 "Love." 215 00:08:27,419 --> 00:08:28,769 [ Ship horn blows ] 216 00:08:28,812 --> 00:08:32,207 The rush I felt when I watched that woman, 217 00:08:32,250 --> 00:08:34,992 who'd been in a coma for weeks, 218 00:08:35,036 --> 00:08:37,691 whom I could only talk to via MRI, 219 00:08:37,734 --> 00:08:39,693 leave the hospital with her father -- 220 00:08:39,736 --> 00:08:43,479 the relief and the joy and the hope -- 221 00:08:43,523 --> 00:08:46,613 I mean, I felt that for, like... 222 00:08:46,656 --> 00:08:48,571 30 seconds. 223 00:08:48,615 --> 00:08:50,181 And then just... 224 00:08:50,225 --> 00:08:53,315 all the worst-case scenarios started screaming in my head. 225 00:08:53,358 --> 00:08:55,230 I mean, not for her, for -- for me. 226 00:08:55,273 --> 00:08:58,625 For my family. My son. 227 00:08:58,668 --> 00:09:03,499 And I don't know why my thinking is so dark, except... 228 00:09:03,543 --> 00:09:06,720 addict. 229 00:09:06,763 --> 00:09:09,940 But it's been a year. Um... 230 00:09:09,984 --> 00:09:12,377 So much. So much fear. 231 00:09:12,421 --> 00:09:13,901 [ Inhales deeply ] So much fear. 232 00:09:13,944 --> 00:09:15,729 [ Chuckles ] 233 00:09:15,772 --> 00:09:18,688 And I know you guys all get it. 234 00:09:18,732 --> 00:09:20,951 And my boyfriend, 235 00:09:20,995 --> 00:09:24,172 my, um, child's father... 236 00:09:24,215 --> 00:09:26,696 he is not one of us. [ Laughs ] 237 00:09:26,740 --> 00:09:28,916 And I am so glad 238 00:09:28,959 --> 00:09:31,309 that he does not have to go through life like that. 239 00:09:31,353 --> 00:09:32,920 Um, but... 240 00:09:32,963 --> 00:09:36,358 sometimes, there's a part of me that wishes he got it. 241 00:09:36,401 --> 00:09:40,318 You know, just, uh... really got it. 242 00:09:40,362 --> 00:09:42,494 I feel lonely in it. 243 00:09:42,538 --> 00:09:45,541 So... 244 00:09:45,585 --> 00:09:46,716 I'm here. 245 00:09:46,760 --> 00:09:48,718 Chairperson: Thanks, Amelia. Jason? 246 00:09:48,762 --> 00:09:50,764 Hi, I'm Jason. I'm an addict. 247 00:09:50,807 --> 00:09:52,809 "And all the king's men 248 00:09:52,853 --> 00:09:56,030 couldn't put Humpty together again." 249 00:09:56,073 --> 00:09:57,205 [ Luna crying ] Hmm. 250 00:09:57,248 --> 00:09:58,598 Huh. Should've let the women try. 251 00:09:58,641 --> 00:10:01,426 What do you think, Luna? 252 00:10:01,470 --> 00:10:03,515 All this talk of eggs is making her hungry. 253 00:10:03,559 --> 00:10:05,082 Can I get her bottle? 254 00:10:06,388 --> 00:10:08,172 Humpty Dumpty's an egg?Isn't he? 255 00:10:08,216 --> 00:10:10,392 Looks like someone's got an appetite. 256 00:10:12,002 --> 00:10:14,091 Yep, eating like a champ. 257 00:10:14,135 --> 00:10:15,658 I'm glad. Everything else good? 258 00:10:15,702 --> 00:10:18,052 Yeah. Just checked her vitals. 259 00:10:18,095 --> 00:10:19,836 How long until she's discharged? 260 00:10:19,880 --> 00:10:22,056 She's still pending an upper GI study 261 00:10:22,099 --> 00:10:24,319 and pre-albumin we need to monitor, so... 262 00:10:24,362 --> 00:10:27,061 But if you had to ballpark it. Days, weeks, months? 263 00:10:27,104 --> 00:10:29,106 I'm sorry. It's too early to say. 264 00:10:29,150 --> 00:10:30,673 I know you want to get started with a placement. 265 00:10:30,717 --> 00:10:32,283 I've already got a family interested 266 00:10:32,327 --> 00:10:34,764 in fostering to adopt. They're perfect. 267 00:10:34,808 --> 00:10:36,723 They don't mind the extra attention that she's gonna need, 268 00:10:36,766 --> 00:10:39,769 but they did ask for a timeline, so keep me posted. 269 00:10:42,032 --> 00:10:44,774 You want me to foster Luna? 270 00:10:44,818 --> 00:10:47,777 Just on paper. I would do all of the work. 271 00:10:47,821 --> 00:10:49,170 All of the...everything. 272 00:10:49,213 --> 00:10:51,215 I -- I know that I'm asking a lot, 273 00:10:51,259 --> 00:10:52,956 but I am out of options and time. 274 00:10:53,000 --> 00:10:54,871 And you -- you are -- 275 00:10:54,915 --> 00:10:57,047 you are stable and good. 276 00:10:57,091 --> 00:10:58,483 You already have a kid. 277 00:10:58,527 --> 00:11:00,268 You're a doctor, which might be a plus 278 00:11:00,311 --> 00:11:01,965 for a baby with medical issues. 279 00:11:02,009 --> 00:11:04,751 And unlike me, your background check will be spotless. 280 00:11:04,794 --> 00:11:05,882 Link, [ sighs ] 281 00:11:05,926 --> 00:11:08,276 I have never loved anybody like this, 282 00:11:08,319 --> 00:11:10,234 and the idea of her going to live with somebody else, 283 00:11:10,278 --> 00:11:12,149 it just -- it carves out my stomach. 284 00:11:12,193 --> 00:11:13,368 I can't lose her. 285 00:11:13,411 --> 00:11:15,413 I -- I can't. 286 00:11:18,199 --> 00:11:19,591 I-It's -- It's temporary? 287 00:11:19,635 --> 00:11:21,158 It's temporary! 288 00:11:21,202 --> 00:11:23,726 A-And -- And we will eventually transfer custody to me. 289 00:11:23,770 --> 00:11:25,510 And -- And you probably won't even have to take her home, 290 00:11:25,554 --> 00:11:27,687 because she can't leave the hospital yet. 291 00:11:27,730 --> 00:11:29,689 Please, Link, please. 292 00:11:31,691 --> 00:11:33,649 [ Sighs ] 293 00:11:33,693 --> 00:11:35,695 Jo... 294 00:11:35,738 --> 00:11:37,261 I-I'm saying yes. 295 00:11:37,305 --> 00:11:38,698 [ Sighs ] 296 00:11:38,741 --> 00:11:41,701 Amelia... 297 00:11:41,744 --> 00:11:43,311 [ Sighs ] You know, w-we'll figure it out. 298 00:11:43,354 --> 00:11:44,747 Hell, she'd probably do the same thing. 299 00:11:44,791 --> 00:11:46,749 So, Jo, my answer is yes. 300 00:11:46,793 --> 00:11:48,142 Of course it's yes. 301 00:11:48,185 --> 00:11:50,144 It's you. 302 00:11:50,187 --> 00:11:51,667 But you're cool if I change her name, right? 303 00:11:51,711 --> 00:11:53,147 Shut up. Hear me out -- 304 00:11:53,190 --> 00:11:55,062 Hildegard.[ Both laugh ] 305 00:11:55,105 --> 00:11:58,500 [ Sirens wailing in distance ] 306 00:11:58,543 --> 00:12:00,502 [ Clears throat ][ Sighs ] 307 00:12:00,545 --> 00:12:01,764 How could this happen? 308 00:12:01,808 --> 00:12:03,244 COVID's just a numbers game. 309 00:12:03,287 --> 00:12:04,811 Oh, do you think that it's a false positive? 310 00:12:04,854 --> 00:12:06,334 I don't know, that's why I'm testing you again. 311 00:12:06,377 --> 00:12:07,727 What about the kids? What about you? 312 00:12:07,770 --> 00:12:09,119 Your mom --Teddy, I'm negative. 313 00:12:09,163 --> 00:12:10,555 And you don't have any symptoms. 314 00:12:10,599 --> 00:12:12,819 Let's just follow the protocol. We're gonna be okay. 315 00:12:12,862 --> 00:12:14,690 What if I'm not? 316 00:12:14,734 --> 00:12:16,648 Meredith was --Teddy. 317 00:12:16,692 --> 00:12:18,520 We'll be okay. 318 00:12:18,563 --> 00:12:20,522 Let's not worry about anything until we have to. 319 00:12:20,565 --> 00:12:22,785 Go home, get in bed. My mom will take the kids. 320 00:12:22,829 --> 00:12:24,482 I have to go. Mm-hmm. 321 00:12:27,834 --> 00:12:30,706 Amelia: You're adopting a baby for your friend? 322 00:12:30,750 --> 00:12:32,316 It's fostering. 323 00:12:32,360 --> 00:12:34,144 It's just to get Luna off the market 324 00:12:34,188 --> 00:12:35,755 while Jo figures out the legal stuff. 325 00:12:35,798 --> 00:12:37,321 And if she doesn't? She will. 326 00:12:37,365 --> 00:12:39,541 But if she doesn't? 327 00:12:39,584 --> 00:12:43,023 Then I guess we'll have a daughter. [ Laughs ] 328 00:12:43,066 --> 00:12:45,025 Bad joke. Okay, that won't happen. 329 00:12:45,068 --> 00:12:47,636 I promise, Amelia, this is just a technicality. 330 00:12:47,679 --> 00:12:49,986 And really, what other choice did I have? 331 00:12:50,030 --> 00:12:53,163 We didn't think twice when -- when Mer needed our help. 332 00:12:53,207 --> 00:12:54,991 Meredith is my sister 333 00:12:55,035 --> 00:12:57,124 and her kids are my family. 334 00:12:57,167 --> 00:12:59,953 But they're not mine. Technically. 335 00:12:59,996 --> 00:13:02,259 But I love them, so I did it. 336 00:13:03,913 --> 00:13:06,786 Is this really a problem? 337 00:13:06,829 --> 00:13:08,178 [ Stammers ] Of course not. 338 00:13:08,222 --> 00:13:10,572 [ Cellphone vibrating ]It's just surprising. 339 00:13:10,615 --> 00:13:12,356 I mean, it's only for a little while, right? 340 00:13:12,400 --> 00:13:13,357 You're sure? 341 00:13:13,401 --> 00:13:14,358 Go to your surgery. 342 00:13:14,402 --> 00:13:15,751 I'm fine. [ Chuckles ] 343 00:13:15,795 --> 00:13:16,926 Thank you. 344 00:13:16,970 --> 00:13:21,017 ♪♪ 345 00:13:21,061 --> 00:13:23,019 [ Door opens ] 346 00:13:23,063 --> 00:13:24,673 [ Door closes ] 347 00:13:24,716 --> 00:13:29,243 ♪♪ 348 00:13:29,286 --> 00:13:32,072 I've been in the hospital for a month. 349 00:13:32,115 --> 00:13:34,726 Forgot what the sky looked like. 350 00:13:34,770 --> 00:13:36,728 COVID? 351 00:13:36,772 --> 00:13:38,121 I had it, too. 352 00:13:38,165 --> 00:13:40,036 Well, if you're back at work, 353 00:13:40,080 --> 00:13:42,909 that seems encouraging, right? 354 00:13:42,952 --> 00:13:44,736 Do you sit at a desk? 355 00:13:44,780 --> 00:13:47,957 Nurse. Oh. 356 00:13:48,001 --> 00:13:50,351 Everyone recovers differently, I think. 357 00:13:50,394 --> 00:13:52,396 I'm still taking it easy. 358 00:13:52,440 --> 00:13:56,139 Continuing shortness of breath, fatigue, lingering cough... 359 00:13:56,183 --> 00:13:58,533 Sounds like recovery's a blast. 360 00:13:58,576 --> 00:13:59,795 [ Coughs ] 361 00:13:59,839 --> 00:14:01,449 They don't happen all at once. 362 00:14:01,492 --> 00:14:03,843 What about the survivor's guilt? 363 00:14:03,886 --> 00:14:05,583 That doesn't go away. 364 00:14:05,627 --> 00:14:06,933 My ride's here. Okay. 365 00:14:06,976 --> 00:14:09,239 Autzen? Thank you. 366 00:14:10,414 --> 00:14:11,981 Take care of yourself. 367 00:14:12,025 --> 00:14:13,896 Thank you for -- for being honest. 368 00:14:13,940 --> 00:14:15,202 I'm -- I'm Gerlie. 369 00:14:15,245 --> 00:14:16,681 I'm Meredith. 370 00:14:18,988 --> 00:14:20,381 [ Wheezing ] 371 00:14:20,424 --> 00:14:21,686 Are you okay? 372 00:14:21,730 --> 00:14:22,687 Dr. Grey! 373 00:14:22,731 --> 00:14:24,211 Gerlie! 374 00:14:24,254 --> 00:14:26,300 Call a rapid response. I need a gurney! 375 00:14:26,343 --> 00:14:27,692 Gerlie? 376 00:14:27,736 --> 00:14:28,737 Gerlie? 377 00:14:34,786 --> 00:14:39,574 ♪♪ 378 00:14:39,617 --> 00:14:42,011 Canceled? What?! 379 00:14:44,840 --> 00:14:46,929 [ Groaning ] Grey... 380 00:14:46,973 --> 00:14:48,235 Hey, hey. 381 00:14:48,278 --> 00:14:50,367 Uh, what happened to Grand Rounds? 382 00:14:50,411 --> 00:14:53,370 Oh, well, Gerlie's post-COVID complications 383 00:14:53,414 --> 00:14:54,981 are far more instructional. 384 00:14:55,024 --> 00:14:56,591 She's got a pneumothorax, 385 00:14:56,634 --> 00:15:00,203 she's day 14 post-op from a very complicated VATS procedure, 386 00:15:00,247 --> 00:15:02,423 and now she has multifocal pneumonia. 387 00:15:02,466 --> 00:15:04,642 Oh, so... 388 00:15:04,686 --> 00:15:06,862 Grand Rounds aren't canceled, they're just postponed. 389 00:15:06,906 --> 00:15:09,865 It would have to be a really slow day to make it worthwhile. 390 00:15:09,909 --> 00:15:12,389 [ Scoffs ] But i-it's tradition. 391 00:15:12,433 --> 00:15:13,825 I-I can't tell you 392 00:15:13,869 --> 00:15:15,610 all that I learned in Richard's presentations. 393 00:15:15,653 --> 00:15:17,438 Yeah, but the last thing people need right now 394 00:15:17,481 --> 00:15:19,614 is to listen to someone talk about how surgery works, 395 00:15:19,657 --> 00:15:22,008 especially after the year they've had. 396 00:15:22,051 --> 00:15:24,445 If you're dying to listen to someone talk about surgery, 397 00:15:24,488 --> 00:15:27,013 I've invited the class to watch me do Gerlie's bronch. 398 00:15:27,056 --> 00:15:28,797 You're more than welcome to attend. 399 00:15:28,840 --> 00:15:30,625 You're doing it yourself? 400 00:15:30,668 --> 00:15:33,193 I've been back three months and have not operated. 401 00:15:33,236 --> 00:15:36,239 [ Stammers] Are you ready? You sure? 402 00:15:36,283 --> 00:15:38,633 It's just a bronch and some cultures. 403 00:15:38,676 --> 00:15:41,244 Don't forget, you gave me this job to change things. 404 00:15:41,288 --> 00:15:43,116 So that's what I'm doing.Uh... 405 00:15:43,159 --> 00:15:44,639 Woman over P.A.: Dr. Blast to nuclear medicine. 406 00:15:44,682 --> 00:15:45,901 Okay. 407 00:15:45,945 --> 00:15:48,643 Jo: Okay, great. Thank you. 408 00:15:48,686 --> 00:15:49,992 Hey, listen -- 409 00:15:50,036 --> 00:15:51,428 Oh, no, you first. 410 00:15:51,472 --> 00:15:53,691 Okay, I realized something 411 00:15:53,735 --> 00:15:56,216 that's going to make your foster application a shoo-in -- 412 00:15:56,259 --> 00:15:58,000 owning part of the hospital! 413 00:15:58,044 --> 00:16:00,437 How nice of you to think of me. 414 00:16:00,481 --> 00:16:04,311 Ugh! I need the money for stupid adoption legal fees 415 00:16:04,354 --> 00:16:06,922 and a family-sized home, but nobody wants my shares 416 00:16:06,966 --> 00:16:09,620 because hospitals are just bleeding money during the pandemic 417 00:16:09,664 --> 00:16:11,927 and it's, quote, "the worst investment of all time." 418 00:16:11,971 --> 00:16:13,494 Really selling me on the idea. 419 00:16:13,537 --> 00:16:16,105 Okay, I didn't want to have to go down this route, 420 00:16:16,149 --> 00:16:18,325 but as part owner, I'm kinda your boss. 421 00:16:18,368 --> 00:16:20,327 So I could just order you to buy them. 422 00:16:20,370 --> 00:16:21,981 Okay, but then wouldn't I be your boss 423 00:16:22,024 --> 00:16:23,286 and I could just make you buy them back? 424 00:16:23,330 --> 00:16:24,679 Some friend. [ Chuckles ] 425 00:16:24,722 --> 00:16:25,506 Sorry, Jo. Ah! 426 00:16:25,549 --> 00:16:27,203 It's a no. 427 00:16:27,247 --> 00:16:29,597 But I really hope you figure out something fast because... 428 00:16:29,640 --> 00:16:30,990 I got approved to foster. 429 00:16:31,033 --> 00:16:32,817 What? Really? What?! 430 00:16:32,861 --> 00:16:34,819 Why didn't you tell me?!You went first! 431 00:16:34,863 --> 00:16:35,777 Oh, my God. [ Squeals ][ Laughs ] 432 00:16:35,820 --> 00:16:36,996 Thank you! 433 00:16:37,039 --> 00:16:38,519 Okay, I have to tell Luna! 434 00:16:38,562 --> 00:16:39,346 [ Gasps ] 435 00:16:42,566 --> 00:16:44,612 Amelia: So, the social worker came 436 00:16:44,655 --> 00:16:46,353 and looked through our place, 437 00:16:46,396 --> 00:16:48,224 uh, so we can get ready to foster a baby 438 00:16:48,268 --> 00:16:50,487 that is never gonna be ours. 439 00:16:50,531 --> 00:16:54,491 And, um, the social worker gave us this to-do list 440 00:16:54,535 --> 00:16:57,581 to get the place ready for a second kid, and, uh, 441 00:16:57,625 --> 00:17:00,454 my boyfriend is just diving right into the project. 442 00:17:00,497 --> 00:17:04,675 And, um, when I reminded him that it was temporary, 443 00:17:04,719 --> 00:17:06,460 he was like... 444 00:17:06,503 --> 00:17:09,680 "Yeah, but we'll need it one day." 445 00:17:09,724 --> 00:17:14,859 Meaning, one day, when we have a second kid of our own. 446 00:17:14,903 --> 00:17:18,080 And it just feels... 447 00:17:18,124 --> 00:17:22,650 It just feels like I don't want what he wants. 448 00:17:22,693 --> 00:17:26,654 And I don't know if that's diseased thinking or... 449 00:17:26,697 --> 00:17:29,657 if it's just me. 450 00:17:29,700 --> 00:17:34,836 Marriage and more kids, um... 451 00:17:34,879 --> 00:17:36,664 I don't want it. 452 00:17:36,707 --> 00:17:38,492 And... [ Inhales shakily ] 453 00:17:38,535 --> 00:17:40,581 I can't tell him. 454 00:17:40,624 --> 00:17:43,149 And I'm mad. 455 00:17:43,192 --> 00:17:46,021 Not at him. He's... 456 00:17:46,065 --> 00:17:48,110 nothing but wonderful, and... 457 00:17:48,154 --> 00:17:51,766 I'm mad at me. 458 00:17:51,809 --> 00:17:56,379 And I know that all of this would be unimaginably worse 459 00:17:56,423 --> 00:18:01,167 and more confusing if I was high, so... 460 00:18:01,210 --> 00:18:05,084 since I can't be sure of anything, 461 00:18:05,127 --> 00:18:07,434 I'm just being sure of that. 462 00:18:07,477 --> 00:18:13,440 ♪♪ 463 00:18:13,483 --> 00:18:14,745 [ Knocking ] 464 00:18:14,789 --> 00:18:15,964 Owen? 465 00:18:16,007 --> 00:18:18,575 Happy end of quarantine. 466 00:18:18,619 --> 00:18:19,750 Maybe we should wait one more day. 467 00:18:19,794 --> 00:18:20,969 Teddy... 468 00:18:21,012 --> 00:18:22,579 I mean, just to be sure. 469 00:18:22,623 --> 00:18:25,365 Listen. The kids are fine. 470 00:18:25,408 --> 00:18:27,018 We're all testing negative, 471 00:18:27,062 --> 00:18:28,368 and there's no patients testing positive. 472 00:18:28,411 --> 00:18:29,934 Okay. Good. 473 00:18:29,978 --> 00:18:31,153 That's -- That's good.Yeah. 474 00:18:31,197 --> 00:18:32,589 How you feeling? 475 00:18:32,633 --> 00:18:36,202 Got my energy back. And no fever, no cough. 476 00:18:36,245 --> 00:18:39,161 I mean, I did sneeze maybe once. 477 00:18:39,205 --> 00:18:41,207 [ Laughs ] Teddy, come out. 478 00:18:41,250 --> 00:18:43,078 Okay? You're safe. 479 00:18:43,122 --> 00:18:47,865 And Leo made me bring you a very special celebration meal. 480 00:18:47,909 --> 00:18:49,171 Mac and cheese? Yep. 481 00:18:49,215 --> 00:18:50,694 In a mug. 482 00:18:50,738 --> 00:18:53,610 He was very adamant about it being in a dinosaur mug. 483 00:18:53,654 --> 00:18:56,396 I miss them.Yeah. 484 00:18:56,439 --> 00:18:58,833 [ Sighing ] Okay... 485 00:18:58,876 --> 00:19:00,139 Here we go. 486 00:19:04,230 --> 00:19:05,622 Hey. 487 00:19:07,407 --> 00:19:10,758 You look tired. 488 00:19:10,801 --> 00:19:13,543 You look beautiful. 489 00:19:13,587 --> 00:19:15,154 Owen, I just -- 490 00:19:15,197 --> 00:19:20,898 ♪♪ 491 00:19:20,942 --> 00:19:23,945 Wow.Two weeks is a really long time. 492 00:19:27,166 --> 00:19:30,299 Schmitt, look at all this fibrosis and scar tissue. 493 00:19:30,343 --> 00:19:32,867 I can't believe it's this bad. 494 00:19:32,910 --> 00:19:34,521 Culture tube. 495 00:19:38,264 --> 00:19:39,830 Dr. Grey? 496 00:19:39,874 --> 00:19:42,572 Is everything okay? 497 00:19:42,616 --> 00:19:43,573 [ Inhales sharply ] 498 00:19:43,617 --> 00:19:45,184 Saline flush. 499 00:19:45,227 --> 00:19:46,968 And someone get me a wheelchair. 500 00:19:47,011 --> 00:19:48,709 Okay. 501 00:19:48,752 --> 00:19:50,145 What's going on? 502 00:19:50,189 --> 00:19:51,886 Phew. I'm dizzy. 503 00:19:51,929 --> 00:19:53,322 My breath is shallow. 504 00:19:53,366 --> 00:19:55,455 My heart rate has gotta be in the 100s. 505 00:19:55,498 --> 00:19:57,152 Should we page Chief Bailey? 506 00:19:59,154 --> 00:20:00,547 I'm coming in. 507 00:20:00,590 --> 00:20:04,290 ♪♪ 508 00:20:10,252 --> 00:20:12,733 We maxed Gerlie out on the vent in the middle of the night. 509 00:20:12,776 --> 00:20:14,125 She still wasn't saturating well. 510 00:20:14,169 --> 00:20:16,519 Then about an hour ago, she coded for the second time. 511 00:20:16,563 --> 00:20:18,478 Why didn't you call me when she coded the first time? 512 00:20:18,521 --> 00:20:19,870 It's Christmas Eve! 513 00:20:19,914 --> 00:20:21,568 I thought you'd be with your kids, or, you know, 514 00:20:21,611 --> 00:20:23,309 wrapping presents, baking cookies --Stop talking. 515 00:20:23,352 --> 00:20:24,875 You put her on ECMO? 516 00:20:24,919 --> 00:20:27,400 She's young, I saw no other comorbidities in her chart, 517 00:20:27,443 --> 00:20:29,402 and I've seen patients walk out of here 518 00:20:29,445 --> 00:20:31,055 weeks later after being on it. 519 00:20:31,099 --> 00:20:32,492 I'm sorry, I know that Gerlie is your patient, 520 00:20:32,535 --> 00:20:33,623 but it was an active code. 521 00:20:33,667 --> 00:20:35,321 No, it's okay. It was the right call. 522 00:20:35,364 --> 00:20:37,366 Alright. Uh, I'll see you tomorrow? 523 00:20:37,410 --> 00:20:39,281 Yes, of course. Merry Christmas, Altman. 524 00:20:39,325 --> 00:20:41,457 Merry Christmas. 525 00:20:41,501 --> 00:20:44,460 [ Bells jingling ]Merry Christmas! 526 00:20:44,504 --> 00:20:46,680 These guys will keep you company 527 00:20:46,723 --> 00:20:48,377 and play you music 528 00:20:48,421 --> 00:20:51,815 and stimulate your extraocular muscles. 529 00:20:51,859 --> 00:20:53,643 Jo. [ Gasps ] Yeah? 530 00:20:55,428 --> 00:20:56,385 What do you think? 531 00:20:56,429 --> 00:20:57,604 I thought it was pretty clear 532 00:20:57,647 --> 00:20:58,822 we were just doing the baby thing. 533 00:20:58,866 --> 00:21:00,084 That would be funny 534 00:21:00,128 --> 00:21:01,390 if I wasn't worried Amelia was gonna say it. 535 00:21:01,434 --> 00:21:02,870 Wait, you guys haven't talked about marriage 536 00:21:02,913 --> 00:21:05,307 since she said she didn't want to get married? 537 00:21:05,351 --> 00:21:08,136 She also said that she didn't notwant to get married. 538 00:21:08,179 --> 00:21:09,703 She just didn't want it to feel compulsory, 539 00:21:09,746 --> 00:21:11,705 and I've been planning this for weeks. 540 00:21:11,748 --> 00:21:12,923 [ Sighs ] 541 00:21:12,967 --> 00:21:14,316 It's too small, right? 542 00:21:14,360 --> 00:21:16,492 [ Gasps ] You got another diamond ring? 543 00:21:16,536 --> 00:21:18,451 I'm not stupid. I got a sapphire, too. 544 00:21:18,494 --> 00:21:20,235 Okay, stop. This is getting weird. 545 00:21:20,279 --> 00:21:22,019 I need your advice! Okay, I -- 546 00:21:22,063 --> 00:21:23,804 I am yourbest friend, not hers, 547 00:21:23,847 --> 00:21:25,588 so I'm not sure which one she'd like. 548 00:21:25,632 --> 00:21:28,287 Um, you know, she's -- They're all so beautiful. 549 00:21:28,330 --> 00:21:29,897 She's gonna love whatever you pick. 550 00:21:29,940 --> 00:21:30,898 Should I have gotten a fourth? 551 00:21:30,941 --> 00:21:32,378 Okay, you're literally holding 552 00:21:32,421 --> 00:21:34,989 the value of three of my lofts in your hand. 553 00:21:35,032 --> 00:21:36,556 Here goes nothing. Wish me luck. 554 00:21:36,599 --> 00:21:39,254 Good luck. And merry Christmas! 555 00:21:43,998 --> 00:21:46,392 [ Door opens, closes ] 556 00:21:49,917 --> 00:21:52,485 Holidays are hard. Huh? 557 00:21:52,528 --> 00:21:54,487 For me, anyway. 558 00:21:54,530 --> 00:21:56,576 It's when I miss Abigail the most, you know. 559 00:21:56,619 --> 00:21:58,360 Oh. Yeah. Joy to the world. 560 00:21:58,404 --> 00:22:00,797 I was just hoping that dying patients 561 00:22:00,841 --> 00:22:03,539 who've recovered from COVID were eligible for lung transplants. 562 00:22:03,583 --> 00:22:04,932 What a world that would be. 563 00:22:04,975 --> 00:22:06,542 Got you a present. 564 00:22:06,586 --> 00:22:07,935 Might help. 565 00:22:07,978 --> 00:22:09,371 A present? 566 00:22:11,417 --> 00:22:13,549 It's open and half-empty. 567 00:22:13,593 --> 00:22:16,204 Short notice. 568 00:22:16,247 --> 00:22:18,772 Unless you'd rather pass out again 569 00:22:18,815 --> 00:22:20,208 to get out of this... 570 00:22:26,693 --> 00:22:28,912 Sláinte. 571 00:22:28,956 --> 00:22:30,871 Whatever you said. 572 00:22:30,914 --> 00:22:33,090 ♪ Paper and ribbon 573 00:22:33,134 --> 00:22:35,136 ♪ Candles glow in window panes 574 00:22:35,179 --> 00:22:37,181 Bailey, wait your turn. 575 00:22:37,225 --> 00:22:40,359 Amelia: Okay, Leo, this one is from Auntie Amelia. 576 00:22:40,402 --> 00:22:41,708 And Uncle Link. 577 00:22:41,751 --> 00:22:44,232 Uh, no, this one is just from Auntie Amelia. 578 00:22:44,275 --> 00:22:46,626 -Whoa! -It's a brain! 579 00:22:46,669 --> 00:22:49,846 Yay!It's educational andfun. 580 00:22:49,890 --> 00:22:53,633 Yep, that one is definitely just from Aunt Amelia. 581 00:22:53,676 --> 00:22:56,070 Now, uh, I've got one for you, Amelia. 582 00:22:56,113 --> 00:22:58,202 Whoa, look. It's snowing. 583 00:22:58,246 --> 00:22:59,203 -Snowing! -It's snowing? 584 00:22:59,247 --> 00:23:00,596 What?What? 585 00:23:00,640 --> 00:23:02,293 Why is it snowing only in the backyard? 586 00:23:02,337 --> 00:23:03,425 Owen: That's weird. Let's go see what's up. 587 00:23:03,469 --> 00:23:05,079 Come on. Let's go. 588 00:23:05,122 --> 00:23:09,039 ♪ Sending cards to loved ones we never get to see ♪ 589 00:23:09,083 --> 00:23:11,085 Look at this! 590 00:23:11,128 --> 00:23:15,829 Why is it snowing outside my bedroom? 591 00:23:15,872 --> 00:23:17,613 What's happening? 592 00:23:17,657 --> 00:23:20,268 Look at this! Do you believe this? 593 00:23:20,311 --> 00:23:22,444 You got me snow for Christmas. 594 00:23:22,488 --> 00:23:23,445 [ Chuckles ] 595 00:23:23,489 --> 00:23:25,534 It's snowing! 596 00:23:25,578 --> 00:23:27,493 [ Gasps ] Oh, my God.[ Gasps ] 597 00:23:27,536 --> 00:23:28,885 Oh, come on, man.Oh, my God. 598 00:23:28,929 --> 00:23:31,497 Theodora Grace Altman... 599 00:23:31,540 --> 00:23:34,500 Now, this is not the first time I've asked you this. 600 00:23:34,543 --> 00:23:37,546 And we've hurt each other, I know, 601 00:23:37,590 --> 00:23:39,548 but we have forgiven each other. 602 00:23:39,592 --> 00:23:41,376 We may not make sense to the rest of the world, 603 00:23:41,420 --> 00:23:43,378 but we make sense to us. 604 00:23:43,422 --> 00:23:45,815 So I am asking you, in front of everyone -- 605 00:23:45,859 --> 00:23:48,035 Including your ex-wife.[ Laughter ] 606 00:23:48,078 --> 00:23:51,778 Would you please continue to make me the happiest man alive? 607 00:23:51,821 --> 00:23:53,432 Yes. Yes. 608 00:23:53,475 --> 00:23:56,826 -Yay! -Oh, my God! Wow! 609 00:23:56,870 --> 00:23:58,915 -Whee! -[ Gasps ] 610 00:23:58,959 --> 00:24:02,658 Yes, yes, yes. 611 00:24:02,702 --> 00:24:07,533 ♪ Paper and ribbon seem to be everywhere ♪ 612 00:24:13,800 --> 00:24:15,192 ♪♪ 613 00:24:15,236 --> 00:24:16,367 ♪ Hey! 614 00:24:16,411 --> 00:24:17,717 [ Vocalizing ] 615 00:24:17,760 --> 00:24:24,550 ♪♪ 616 00:24:24,593 --> 00:24:25,594 ♪ Hey! 617 00:24:25,638 --> 00:24:28,031 [ Vocalizing ] 618 00:24:28,075 --> 00:24:29,468 ♪ Hey! 619 00:24:29,511 --> 00:24:33,254 ♪ When you're looking up at the sky ♪ 620 00:24:33,297 --> 00:24:37,258 ♪ I will always be where you are ♪ 621 00:24:37,301 --> 00:24:41,697 ♪ Oh, oh, oh, our love carries on ♪ 622 00:24:41,741 --> 00:24:45,658 ♪ So go, go, go back where you belong ♪ 623 00:24:45,701 --> 00:24:49,879 [ Vocalizing ] 624 00:24:49,923 --> 00:24:53,492 ♪ When you're looking up at the sky ♪ 625 00:24:53,535 --> 00:24:58,322 ♪ I will always be where you are ♪ 626 00:24:58,366 --> 00:25:00,499 Well, Hunt says that the whole staff 627 00:25:00,542 --> 00:25:03,153 should have their first dose by the end of the day. 628 00:25:03,197 --> 00:25:06,722 I love needles. [ Laughs ] 629 00:25:06,766 --> 00:25:07,984 [ Chuckles ] 630 00:25:08,028 --> 00:25:11,771 ♪ Back where you belong 631 00:25:11,814 --> 00:25:13,555 ♪ Back where you belong 632 00:25:13,599 --> 00:25:15,252 Yes, yes. 633 00:25:15,296 --> 00:25:16,471 Meredith: Hi. 634 00:25:16,515 --> 00:25:18,255 We need to put Gerlie on the list 635 00:25:18,299 --> 00:25:20,301 for a double lung transplant. 636 00:25:20,344 --> 00:25:22,085 [ Scoffs ] Grey, I am in my joy. 637 00:25:22,129 --> 00:25:23,870 Do not take me out of my joy 638 00:25:23,913 --> 00:25:25,828 to remind me of something we shouldn't do. 639 00:25:25,872 --> 00:25:27,438 She can handle it. 640 00:25:27,482 --> 00:25:29,571 Her hemoglobin has been stable for weeks now, 641 00:25:29,615 --> 00:25:31,573 but her lungs are not improving. 642 00:25:31,617 --> 00:25:34,315 If this is the part where you remind me of her cousins 643 00:25:34,358 --> 00:25:37,100 or how she rescues puppies 644 00:25:37,144 --> 00:25:39,712 or buys groceries for old folks 645 00:25:39,755 --> 00:25:42,453 or sends half of her paycheck to her family in Manila 646 00:25:42,497 --> 00:25:44,020 and deserves to live, I -- 647 00:25:44,064 --> 00:25:46,066 I know who she is, right? 648 00:25:46,109 --> 00:25:48,764 The work she does, the lives she's saved. 649 00:25:48,808 --> 00:25:51,158 I-I know what she deserves. 650 00:25:51,201 --> 00:25:53,769 But Gerlie recovered from COVID. 651 00:25:53,813 --> 00:25:55,989 Hey, she might recover from this. 652 00:25:56,032 --> 00:25:58,600 So, why risk putting her through 653 00:25:58,644 --> 00:26:02,082 a potentially unnecessary and dangerous surgery? 654 00:26:02,125 --> 00:26:04,040 So, we're just supposed to wait and hope she lives? 655 00:26:04,084 --> 00:26:06,521 Or try other treatments. 656 00:26:06,565 --> 00:26:08,610 What if we wait too long and she develops sepsis 657 00:26:08,654 --> 00:26:10,003 and is too sick for a transplant? 658 00:26:10,046 --> 00:26:12,832 We're not there yet. 659 00:26:12,875 --> 00:26:14,137 [ Sniffs ] You took my joy. 660 00:26:14,181 --> 00:26:15,791 You took mine. 661 00:26:18,402 --> 00:26:20,927 [ Sighs ] There you go. 662 00:26:20,970 --> 00:26:22,929 Oh, thank you. 663 00:26:22,972 --> 00:26:25,584 You are welcome. 664 00:26:25,627 --> 00:26:28,195 [ Sighs] So, uh... 665 00:26:28,238 --> 00:26:31,415 You didn't, uh -- didn't share today, huh? 666 00:26:31,459 --> 00:26:33,940 Have you gotten some clarity with things at home? 667 00:26:33,983 --> 00:26:35,594 Nope. 668 00:26:35,637 --> 00:26:37,987 Just tired of talking myself in circles 669 00:26:38,031 --> 00:26:40,642 on a subject with no answer. 670 00:26:40,686 --> 00:26:43,950 Well, it doesn't have to work. You know that, right? 671 00:26:43,993 --> 00:26:45,168 Me and Link? 672 00:26:45,212 --> 00:26:47,431 You and anyone. 673 00:26:47,475 --> 00:26:49,651 You have a child -- you'll always have a connection. 674 00:26:49,695 --> 00:26:52,306 And I'm sure you love each other, so... 675 00:26:52,349 --> 00:26:55,004 but it doesn't have to work. 676 00:26:57,224 --> 00:27:00,619 It really sounds like you're telling me to leave him. 677 00:27:00,662 --> 00:27:03,056 But that also doesn't sound like something you'd ever say. 678 00:27:03,099 --> 00:27:06,494 I'm definitely not telling you that. 679 00:27:06,537 --> 00:27:09,279 You know, something I've noticed in recovery -- 680 00:27:09,323 --> 00:27:11,412 you know we -- we get it in our heads 681 00:27:11,455 --> 00:27:16,069 that the addiction is the only reason our lives were a mess. 682 00:27:16,112 --> 00:27:18,854 So we think, "Well, I'm -- I'm sober. 683 00:27:18,898 --> 00:27:20,464 It should be working." 684 00:27:20,508 --> 00:27:22,684 And that's not always the case. 685 00:27:22,728 --> 00:27:24,120 And I'm not saying that either one of you 686 00:27:24,164 --> 00:27:26,383 are doing anything wrong. 687 00:27:26,427 --> 00:27:29,996 But you're allowed to want what you want. 688 00:27:32,215 --> 00:27:35,697 Even if it's not what he wants. 689 00:27:35,741 --> 00:27:37,003 Ah. 690 00:27:37,046 --> 00:27:38,744 Anyway, that's my two cents. 691 00:27:38,787 --> 00:27:40,180 [ Sighs ] 692 00:27:40,223 --> 00:27:43,618 That's like a billion cents. 693 00:27:43,662 --> 00:27:45,446 Eh, it's some advice 694 00:27:45,489 --> 00:27:48,405 I wish I'd have been able to take in my life. 695 00:27:48,449 --> 00:27:50,756 Giving yourself permission 696 00:27:50,799 --> 00:27:54,237 for it not to work... 697 00:27:54,281 --> 00:27:56,152 might give you peace of mind to stay. 698 00:27:56,196 --> 00:28:01,897 ♪♪ 699 00:28:01,941 --> 00:28:03,725 Jo: Thank you. Thank -- [ Sighs ] 700 00:28:03,769 --> 00:28:05,118 Thank you so much, Anne. 701 00:28:05,161 --> 00:28:08,077 This -- This means the world to me. 702 00:28:08,121 --> 00:28:10,906 Okay. Alright, bye. 703 00:28:10,950 --> 00:28:14,083 [ Sighs ]Sounds like good news. 704 00:28:14,127 --> 00:28:16,042 Luna's lawyer is a shark. 705 00:28:16,085 --> 00:28:20,046 I am definitely getting custody. 706 00:28:20,089 --> 00:28:22,701 Oh, congratulations, Wilson. 707 00:28:22,744 --> 00:28:26,705 Oh, I'm so thrilled for you and Luna. 708 00:28:26,748 --> 00:28:28,881 Hey, if you need a character reference or whatever, 709 00:28:28,924 --> 00:28:30,056 just let me know. Thank you. 710 00:28:30,099 --> 00:28:31,100 Alright. 711 00:28:33,799 --> 00:28:36,802 She isexpensive, though. 712 00:28:36,845 --> 00:28:38,629 Is this you asking me for a raise? 713 00:28:38,673 --> 00:28:40,414 No, this is me telling you 714 00:28:40,457 --> 00:28:44,635 that I sold my shares of the hospital. 715 00:28:44,679 --> 00:28:46,986 And you're...wincing? 716 00:28:47,029 --> 00:28:48,770 What, bad price? 717 00:28:48,814 --> 00:28:51,120 Maybe I should just let the person who bought them tell you. 718 00:28:51,164 --> 00:28:52,295 Hmm? 719 00:28:52,339 --> 00:28:53,775 [ Line ringing ] 720 00:28:53,819 --> 00:28:55,559 Koracick: Miranda! Did you hear the good news? 721 00:28:55,603 --> 00:28:56,822 Wilson. You didn't. 722 00:28:56,865 --> 00:28:58,214 You know, it's easy to push for change 723 00:28:58,258 --> 00:28:59,389 when you don't feel the consequences. 724 00:28:59,433 --> 00:29:00,739 I wanted some skin in the game. 725 00:29:00,782 --> 00:29:02,610 I offered you a character reference! 726 00:29:02,653 --> 00:29:04,003 You won't even know I'm here. 727 00:29:04,046 --> 00:29:06,092 Aside from board meetings, expense reports, 728 00:29:06,135 --> 00:29:07,920 weekly progress reports. 729 00:29:07,963 --> 00:29:09,138 Okay, talk to you later, Tom. 730 00:29:09,182 --> 00:29:11,706 Wait, I --[ Cellphone beeps ] 731 00:29:11,750 --> 00:29:13,403 Should I...? 732 00:29:13,447 --> 00:29:15,405 Yeah, I should just... 733 00:29:15,449 --> 00:29:16,798 Thanks again. 734 00:29:16,842 --> 00:29:19,366 Thank you. 735 00:29:19,409 --> 00:29:21,107 [ Scoffs ][ Cellphone vibrates ] 736 00:29:21,150 --> 00:29:22,717 Wha--? 737 00:29:22,761 --> 00:29:25,241 Gerlie has shown no improvement since going on ECMO. 738 00:29:25,285 --> 00:29:27,243 Oh, she's alive. That's an improvement. 739 00:29:27,287 --> 00:29:28,810 So, treatment options. 740 00:29:28,854 --> 00:29:30,246 Double lung transplant. 741 00:29:30,290 --> 00:29:32,683 Yes, but since she could suffer additional bleeding 742 00:29:32,727 --> 00:29:35,121 or sudden death, that is not an option. 743 00:29:35,164 --> 00:29:36,426 But it could be. If you made it one. 744 00:29:36,470 --> 00:29:37,819 Thank you, Helm. Who else? 745 00:29:37,863 --> 00:29:39,647 Uh... Ortiz. 746 00:29:39,690 --> 00:29:42,563 So, at first, I considered monoclonal antibodies. 747 00:29:42,606 --> 00:29:43,869 Mm-hmm.But then it hit me -- 748 00:29:43,912 --> 00:29:46,088 double lung transplant makes the most sense. 749 00:29:46,132 --> 00:29:47,437 Anyone have any suggestions 750 00:29:47,481 --> 00:29:50,005 other than double lung transplant? 751 00:29:50,049 --> 00:29:51,224 Thank you. Perez? 752 00:29:51,267 --> 00:29:52,834 Uh, we transplant her right lung, 753 00:29:52,878 --> 00:29:56,055 and...also her left. 754 00:29:57,317 --> 00:29:59,014 We could also try a double lung transplant. 755 00:29:59,058 --> 00:30:00,537 I'm sorry. 756 00:30:00,581 --> 00:30:02,235 Dr. Grey said we literally couldn't stop pitching it. 757 00:30:02,278 --> 00:30:03,497 Thank you, Schmitt. 758 00:30:03,540 --> 00:30:05,455 This was in no way obvious. 759 00:30:05,499 --> 00:30:08,545 Move. 760 00:30:08,589 --> 00:30:10,112 Just tell me before you do it. 761 00:30:10,156 --> 00:30:12,158 I'm already done. 762 00:30:12,201 --> 00:30:15,552 So, just ice it and drink plenty of fluids, okay? 763 00:30:15,596 --> 00:30:17,511 Oh, thank you, my boy. 764 00:30:17,554 --> 00:30:19,295 You're sure I didn't steal it from someone? 765 00:30:19,339 --> 00:30:20,993 [ Laughs ] It was extra. 766 00:30:21,036 --> 00:30:22,559 I actually called our entire waiting list 767 00:30:22,603 --> 00:30:23,778 before I called you. 768 00:30:23,822 --> 00:30:25,345 If you hadn't gotten here when you did, 769 00:30:25,388 --> 00:30:26,520 I would have had to throw it in the trash, 770 00:30:26,563 --> 00:30:27,521 which feels like a sin. 771 00:30:27,564 --> 00:30:28,914 The more people that get this, 772 00:30:28,957 --> 00:30:30,524 the safer we'll all be. 773 00:30:30,567 --> 00:30:33,309 And how long 'til I can hug you without a mask? 774 00:30:33,353 --> 00:30:35,877 [ Chuckles ] Two weeks after your second shot, so soon. 775 00:30:35,921 --> 00:30:37,270 Did I miss it? 776 00:30:37,313 --> 00:30:38,837 Oh, I missed it. 777 00:30:38,880 --> 00:30:40,664 You can give me my second shot, dear. 778 00:30:40,708 --> 00:30:42,623 [ Chuckles ] 779 00:30:42,666 --> 00:30:44,016 [ Sighs ] 780 00:30:44,059 --> 00:30:46,888 [ Car horns honking ] 781 00:30:46,932 --> 00:30:50,892 Okay, not only did you take my joy, 782 00:30:50,936 --> 00:30:56,289 I now have an army of interns trying to do your dirty work. 783 00:30:56,332 --> 00:30:58,682 Double lung transplant is her best option. 784 00:30:58,726 --> 00:31:01,772 You are supposed to be teaching them, Grey. 785 00:31:01,816 --> 00:31:03,339 This is me teaching them. 786 00:31:03,383 --> 00:31:05,428 We have to stop thinking about COVID 787 00:31:05,472 --> 00:31:07,866 in terms of who survives and who doesn't. 788 00:31:07,909 --> 00:31:11,130 There are millions of people who are going to be suffering 789 00:31:11,173 --> 00:31:13,088 from the aftereffects of COVID, 790 00:31:13,132 --> 00:31:15,351 and we need to advocate for them 791 00:31:15,395 --> 00:31:17,614 as hard as we advocate for everybody else. 792 00:31:17,658 --> 00:31:21,401 It is risky, but it is also her best shot. 793 00:31:21,444 --> 00:31:24,230 So, you teaching them is just... 794 00:31:24,273 --> 00:31:26,188 you breeding an army of little yous? 795 00:31:26,232 --> 00:31:27,668 No respect for legacy? 796 00:31:27,711 --> 00:31:29,670 Richard Webber made you. 797 00:31:29,713 --> 00:31:31,106 He made me. 798 00:31:31,150 --> 00:31:32,716 And he's going to die someday. 799 00:31:32,760 --> 00:31:34,501 And one day, you're going to die, 800 00:31:34,544 --> 00:31:36,503 and one day, I'm going to die. 801 00:31:36,546 --> 00:31:38,940 And if this year has taught us anything, 802 00:31:38,984 --> 00:31:41,943 it's that that may happen a lot sooner than any of us want. 803 00:31:41,987 --> 00:31:43,466 So I'm not going to waste any time 804 00:31:43,510 --> 00:31:46,382 teaching anything other than what matters most. 805 00:31:46,426 --> 00:31:49,516 And Bailey, you know if this was me or your mother, 806 00:31:49,559 --> 00:31:52,127 you would be screaming from the rooftops. 807 00:31:52,171 --> 00:31:54,086 [ Scoffs ]You know that, right? 808 00:31:54,129 --> 00:31:55,087 [ Laughs ] 809 00:31:55,130 --> 00:31:56,915 Just please call UNOS. 810 00:31:56,958 --> 00:31:58,742 [ Sighing ] Okay. 811 00:31:58,786 --> 00:32:01,180 You can make changes 812 00:32:01,223 --> 00:32:03,791 and still honor 813 00:32:03,834 --> 00:32:05,967 what made you. 814 00:32:06,011 --> 00:32:07,403 I don't know what that means. 815 00:32:07,447 --> 00:32:09,405 It means I'm gonna make the damn call, 816 00:32:09,449 --> 00:32:11,016 but you're starting back Grand Rounds. 817 00:32:11,059 --> 00:32:13,322 Or you're fired. 818 00:32:19,198 --> 00:32:25,465 ♪♪ 819 00:32:25,508 --> 00:32:27,293 [ Seagulls crying ] 820 00:32:29,034 --> 00:32:31,210 Zola: Mom! 821 00:32:31,253 --> 00:32:38,695 ♪♪ 822 00:32:38,739 --> 00:32:46,355 ♪♪ 823 00:32:46,399 --> 00:32:53,841 ♪♪ 824 00:32:53,884 --> 00:32:55,886 ♪ Talk 825 00:32:55,930 --> 00:32:59,673 ♪ Let's have conversations in the dark ♪ 826 00:32:59,716 --> 00:33:04,939 ♪ World is sleeping, I'm awake with you ♪ 827 00:33:04,983 --> 00:33:08,725 ♪ With you 828 00:33:08,769 --> 00:33:10,945 ♪ Watch 829 00:33:10,989 --> 00:33:14,731 ♪ Movies that we both already seen ♪ 830 00:33:14,775 --> 00:33:19,736 ♪ I ain't even looking at the screen, it's true ♪ 831 00:33:19,780 --> 00:33:23,566 ♪ I got my eyes on you 832 00:33:23,610 --> 00:33:27,309 ♪ And you say that you're not worthy ♪ 833 00:33:27,353 --> 00:33:31,139 ♪ You get hung up on your flaws ♪ 834 00:33:31,183 --> 00:33:34,969 ♪ Well, in my eyes, you are perfect ♪ 835 00:33:35,013 --> 00:33:39,800 ♪ As you are 836 00:33:39,843 --> 00:33:43,543 ♪ I will never try to change you, change you ♪ 837 00:33:43,586 --> 00:33:47,373 ♪ I will always want the same you, same you ♪ 838 00:33:47,416 --> 00:33:50,332 ♪ Swear on everything I pray to ♪ 839 00:33:50,376 --> 00:33:54,945 ♪ That I won't break your heart ♪ 840 00:33:54,989 --> 00:33:58,732 ♪ I'll be there when you get lonely, lonely ♪ 841 00:33:58,775 --> 00:34:00,560 ♪ Keep the secrets that you told me, told me ♪ 842 00:34:00,603 --> 00:34:02,431 Richard: Can everyone take their seats, please? 843 00:34:02,475 --> 00:34:03,432 Thank you. 844 00:34:03,476 --> 00:34:05,434 ♪ Your love is all you owe me 845 00:34:05,478 --> 00:34:07,480 ♪ And I won't break your heart 846 00:34:07,523 --> 00:34:13,225 It is my absolute pleasure to be gathered with you today. 847 00:34:13,268 --> 00:34:16,619 ♪ On Sunday mornings we sleep in 'til noon ♪ 848 00:34:16,663 --> 00:34:18,839 To love and to cherish. 849 00:34:18,882 --> 00:34:23,800 ♪ Well, I can sleep forever next to you ♪ 850 00:34:23,844 --> 00:34:25,193 ♪ Next to you 851 00:34:25,237 --> 00:34:28,240 In sickness and in health. 852 00:34:28,283 --> 00:34:31,243 ♪ And we, we got places we both gotta be ♪ 853 00:34:31,286 --> 00:34:34,985 In Scripture, a young person about to embark on married life 854 00:34:35,029 --> 00:34:40,339 says, "I have found the one whom my soul loves." 855 00:34:40,382 --> 00:34:44,169 Maggie, Winston, this is our prayer for you -- 856 00:34:44,212 --> 00:34:50,131 that you may love one another with your entire souls. 857 00:34:50,175 --> 00:34:54,135 ♪ But in my eyes, you are perfect ♪ 858 00:34:54,179 --> 00:34:55,919 ♪ As you are 859 00:34:55,963 --> 00:34:57,356 ♪ As you are 860 00:34:57,399 --> 00:35:02,056 I now pronounce you husband and wife. 861 00:35:02,100 --> 00:35:04,450 Go on, kiss her.[ Laughter ] 862 00:35:04,493 --> 00:35:06,843 ♪ I will always want the same you, same you ♪[ Cheers and applause ] 863 00:35:06,887 --> 00:35:09,933 ♪ Swear on everything I pray to ♪ 864 00:35:09,977 --> 00:35:14,764 ♪ That I won't break your heart ♪ 865 00:35:14,808 --> 00:35:18,290 ♪ I'll be there when you get lonely, lonely ♪ 866 00:35:18,333 --> 00:35:21,119 ♪ Keep the secrets that you told me, told me ♪ 867 00:35:21,162 --> 00:35:22,468 Winston: Let's jump that broom. 868 00:35:22,511 --> 00:35:24,426 ♪ And your love is all you owe me ♪ 869 00:35:24,470 --> 00:35:26,167 1, 2, 3! 870 00:35:26,211 --> 00:35:29,039 ♪ I won't break your heart 871 00:35:29,083 --> 00:35:30,867 [ Cheers and applause ] 872 00:35:33,870 --> 00:35:36,221 Alright, now, everyone, um, 873 00:35:36,264 --> 00:35:38,832 these two have to stick around to take some pictures. 874 00:35:38,875 --> 00:35:40,399 Would the rest of you be so kind 875 00:35:40,442 --> 00:35:42,836 as to head to the reception area? 876 00:35:42,879 --> 00:35:46,796 ♪ I won't break your heart 877 00:35:46,840 --> 00:35:48,450 Excuse me. 878 00:35:48,494 --> 00:35:50,409 Hey, so they found a donor for Gerlie. 879 00:35:50,452 --> 00:35:51,453 We have to go. 880 00:35:51,497 --> 00:35:52,889 What -- Oh, my God. 881 00:35:52,933 --> 00:35:54,152 I'm sorry we have to leave you like this. 882 00:35:54,195 --> 00:35:55,979 Yeah. Okay. 883 00:35:56,023 --> 00:35:58,939 So, can you please tell Maggie what happened? 884 00:35:58,982 --> 00:36:00,636 Mm-hmm. And can you watch the kids? 885 00:36:00,680 --> 00:36:01,637 Of course. Yeah. Go, go, go.Okay. Alright. 886 00:36:01,681 --> 00:36:04,466 Thanks. Okay. 887 00:36:04,510 --> 00:36:05,511 [ Sighs ] 888 00:36:05,554 --> 00:36:07,730 You better give me a good price. 889 00:36:07,774 --> 00:36:10,516 The economy is trash. You're lucky I'm even looking. 890 00:36:10,559 --> 00:36:12,474 Yeah, well, now that you actually have some money, 891 00:36:12,518 --> 00:36:14,694 maybe you'll, uh, figure out how it works. 892 00:36:14,737 --> 00:36:17,697 [ Laughs ] I really hope you get a new joke. 893 00:36:17,740 --> 00:36:19,481 Alright. I gotta get back to work. 894 00:36:19,525 --> 00:36:21,657 Welcome home, Jo. 895 00:36:21,701 --> 00:36:22,658 [ Beep ] 896 00:36:22,702 --> 00:36:24,269 [ Sighs ] 897 00:36:24,312 --> 00:36:26,749 Welcome home. 898 00:36:26,793 --> 00:36:28,795 Welcome home, Luna. 899 00:36:28,838 --> 00:36:30,536 [ Luna cooing ] 900 00:36:30,579 --> 00:36:36,803 ♪♪ 901 00:36:36,846 --> 00:36:39,197 I had a village.Teddy: What? 902 00:36:39,240 --> 00:36:43,375 I have a village of people in my life who wanted me to recover, 903 00:36:43,418 --> 00:36:45,246 pulling for me at every complication. 904 00:36:45,290 --> 00:36:47,074 I could literally hear them. 905 00:36:47,117 --> 00:36:48,684 And it helped. 906 00:36:48,728 --> 00:36:52,688 And Gerlie's people can't be here, so we're her village. 907 00:36:52,732 --> 00:36:55,474 We're her village. 908 00:36:55,517 --> 00:36:59,086 Stay with us, Gerlie. We got you. 909 00:36:59,129 --> 00:37:00,479 Scalpel, Bokhee. 910 00:37:00,522 --> 00:37:04,613 ♪ I don't fear 911 00:37:07,050 --> 00:37:10,663 ♪ 'Cause it won't be long now 912 00:37:10,706 --> 00:37:18,671 ♪ 'Cause it won't be long 'til we're out of here ♪ 913 00:37:18,714 --> 00:37:22,979 ♪♪ 914 00:37:23,023 --> 00:37:24,546 Ready for the specimen? 915 00:37:24,590 --> 00:37:26,069 I'm ready. 916 00:37:29,247 --> 00:37:34,600 ♪ I'm gonna take you home 917 00:37:34,643 --> 00:37:36,384 Ready for the donor lungs. 918 00:37:36,428 --> 00:37:43,261 ♪ I'm gonna take you home 919 00:37:43,304 --> 00:37:49,658 ♪ I'm gonna take you home 920 00:37:49,702 --> 00:37:59,364 ♪♪ 921 00:37:59,407 --> 00:38:00,843 You okay? You need a break? 922 00:38:00,887 --> 00:38:02,541 No, why? Do you? 923 00:38:02,584 --> 00:38:04,151 No. 924 00:38:04,194 --> 00:38:05,500 Bokhee, irrigation, please. 925 00:38:05,544 --> 00:38:10,331 ♪ Home 926 00:38:10,375 --> 00:38:18,513 ♪ I'm gonna take you home 927 00:38:18,557 --> 00:38:20,123 [ Snip echoes ] 928 00:38:20,167 --> 00:38:25,694 ♪♪ 929 00:38:25,738 --> 00:38:31,265 ♪♪ 930 00:38:31,309 --> 00:38:38,054 ♪ I'm gonna take you home 931 00:38:38,098 --> 00:38:43,625 ♪ I'm gonna take you home 932 00:38:43,669 --> 00:38:52,199 ♪♪ 933 00:38:52,242 --> 00:39:00,860 ♪♪ 934 00:39:00,903 --> 00:39:09,434 ♪♪ 935 00:39:09,477 --> 00:39:11,436 Whoo! 936 00:39:11,479 --> 00:39:13,394 ♪♪ 937 00:39:13,438 --> 00:39:15,396 You've got this. 938 00:39:15,440 --> 00:39:20,793 ♪♪ 939 00:39:20,836 --> 00:39:23,970 What's going on? 940 00:39:24,013 --> 00:39:25,798 Well, you said you didn't want compulsory, 941 00:39:25,841 --> 00:39:28,278 so here we go. 942 00:39:33,632 --> 00:39:35,198 I wasn't sure what style you'd like, 943 00:39:35,242 --> 00:39:36,809 so I-I thought you could pick. 944 00:39:36,852 --> 00:39:38,201 Or you can just have all four. 945 00:39:38,245 --> 00:39:39,507 Link... Amelia, 946 00:39:39,551 --> 00:39:42,423 I-I know that this last year has been intense. 947 00:39:42,467 --> 00:39:43,816 Everything about us has been intense. 948 00:39:43,859 --> 00:39:45,252 It's -- It's kind of our thing. 949 00:39:45,295 --> 00:39:46,819 I don't think it makes sense for us to wait 950 00:39:46,862 --> 00:39:49,169 until life settles down, because knowing us, it won't. 951 00:39:49,212 --> 00:39:51,127 But I do know that no matter what happens, 952 00:39:51,171 --> 00:39:54,130 I want to go through it with you. 953 00:39:54,174 --> 00:39:56,524 You...challenge me, 954 00:39:56,568 --> 00:39:59,222 you -- you thrill me, 955 00:39:59,266 --> 00:40:02,748 you impress the hell out of me. 956 00:40:02,791 --> 00:40:05,054 There's definitely no one on Earth like you, 957 00:40:05,098 --> 00:40:06,882 so please, 958 00:40:06,926 --> 00:40:10,495 will you do me the honor of marrying me? 959 00:40:20,069 --> 00:40:26,032 ♪♪ 960 00:40:26,075 --> 00:40:32,299 ♪♪ 961 00:40:32,342 --> 00:40:36,042 ♪ When the world was ending 962 00:40:36,085 --> 00:40:38,479 Meredith: I'm still alive. 963 00:40:38,523 --> 00:40:41,700 ♪ And we talked about the places we'd never been ♪ 964 00:40:41,743 --> 00:40:45,704 People often laugh at that answer, but it's not a joke. 965 00:40:45,747 --> 00:40:51,231 ♪ When the world was ending, we'd hold on to the past ♪ 966 00:40:51,274 --> 00:40:53,276 Are you responsible for this? 967 00:40:53,320 --> 00:40:55,844 ♪'Cause it's all we thought that we would ever see ♪ 968 00:40:55,888 --> 00:40:58,847 You do things your way, I'm-a do things mine. 969 00:40:58,891 --> 00:41:01,546 Being alive... it's everything. 970 00:41:01,589 --> 00:41:04,984 ♪ Another day to begin again 971 00:41:05,027 --> 00:41:08,204 ♪ To begin again, to begin 972 00:41:08,248 --> 00:41:10,206 Okay, everybody, louder! 973 00:41:10,250 --> 00:41:16,517 ♪ And cry because I'm happy 974 00:41:16,561 --> 00:41:20,521 ♪ And hold my friends like long-lost lovers ♪ 975 00:41:20,565 --> 00:41:23,568 Time to celebrate. 976 00:41:23,611 --> 00:41:27,746 ♪ Be kind to me and love each other ♪ 977 00:41:27,789 --> 00:41:29,530 [ Knock on door ] 978 00:41:29,574 --> 00:41:36,929 ♪ The world keeps spinning on 979 00:41:36,972 --> 00:41:41,368 And yes, time for pain. 980 00:41:41,411 --> 00:41:44,545 ♪ When the world was ending Oh, Link. 981 00:41:44,589 --> 00:41:48,157 I'm so sorry. 982 00:41:48,201 --> 00:41:50,682 Do you have someplace I can crash? 983 00:41:50,725 --> 00:41:53,162 Yeah. 984 00:41:53,206 --> 00:41:56,165 ♪ So far from comprehending 985 00:41:56,209 --> 00:41:59,560 ♪ They'd lift us to the stars 986 00:41:59,604 --> 00:42:01,649 Time to change. 987 00:42:01,693 --> 00:42:03,477 ♪ Never seen each other from so far away ♪ 988 00:42:03,521 --> 00:42:04,826 To grow. 989 00:42:04,870 --> 00:42:06,045 To love. 990 00:42:06,088 --> 00:42:08,482 ♪ It's alright, it's okay 991 00:42:08,526 --> 00:42:11,659 ♪ We will get another day 992 00:42:11,703 --> 00:42:14,793 ♪ To begin again, to begin again ♪ 993 00:42:14,836 --> 00:42:18,274 ♪ To begin again 994 00:42:21,843 --> 00:42:24,019 Meredith. 995 00:42:24,063 --> 00:42:25,630 Gerlie! 996 00:42:25,673 --> 00:42:27,022 How are you feeling? 997 00:42:27,066 --> 00:42:30,025 You're still here? 998 00:42:30,069 --> 00:42:31,984 I'm still here. 999 00:42:32,027 --> 00:42:35,770 ♪ To begin again, to begin again, to begin ♪ 1000 00:42:35,814 --> 00:42:37,380 ♪ To live and love 1001 00:42:37,424 --> 00:42:39,992 And time to give. 1002 00:42:40,035 --> 00:42:42,168 ♪ And breathe again 1003 00:42:42,211 --> 00:42:45,171 ♪♪ 1004 00:42:56,617 --> 00:43:03,319 ♪♪ 1005 00:43:03,363 --> 00:43:09,674 ♪♪ 1006 00:43:09,717 --> 00:43:16,376 ♪♪ 1007 00:43:16,419 --> 00:43:22,861 ♪♪