1 00:00:04,743 --> 00:00:07,007 Meredith: When we give test results to patients, 2 00:00:07,050 --> 00:00:08,530 we often say, "Normal." 3 00:00:08,573 --> 00:00:10,271 Hydration... 4 00:00:10,314 --> 00:00:12,142 and that thing you like 5 00:00:12,186 --> 00:00:13,491 with the weirdest meat-to-cheese ratio 6 00:00:13,535 --> 00:00:14,797 I have ever known. 7 00:00:14,840 --> 00:00:16,755 It's called a sandwich, Amelia. 8 00:00:16,799 --> 00:00:18,496 You look good. 9 00:00:18,540 --> 00:00:20,020 You feel good? 'Cause you look good. 10 00:00:20,063 --> 00:00:21,412 So, you have your service, 11 00:00:21,456 --> 00:00:23,501 plus you've inherited Koracick's service? 12 00:00:23,545 --> 00:00:26,156 That's a decadent amount of patients. 13 00:00:26,200 --> 00:00:29,116 And I'm not one of them. So go. Be free. 14 00:00:29,159 --> 00:00:32,293 Hydrate, eat, walk, repeat. 15 00:00:32,336 --> 00:00:34,164 Have fun being of use to the world. 16 00:00:34,208 --> 00:00:38,168 We look and analyze numbers within ranges, highs and lows. 17 00:00:38,212 --> 00:00:41,041 ♪ Only give me love when I'm giving it back ♪ 18 00:00:41,084 --> 00:00:44,044 ♪ But you say you'll never be my friend ♪ 19 00:00:44,087 --> 00:00:47,090 If the patient falls within the range, we're not worried. 20 00:00:47,134 --> 00:00:48,526 Has anyone seen my keys? 21 00:00:48,570 --> 00:00:50,093 Ugh! 22 00:00:50,137 --> 00:00:51,703 Here. Oh! 23 00:00:51,747 --> 00:00:53,183 ♪ And I know you're just... 24 00:00:53,227 --> 00:00:55,142 Pancake batter. Nice.Crepe, actually. 25 00:00:56,317 --> 00:00:58,493 But that's not your point. Sorry. 26 00:00:58,536 --> 00:01:01,539 It's okay. This place wasn't built for three people. 27 00:01:01,583 --> 00:01:03,541 Hey, you took pity on me. 28 00:01:03,585 --> 00:01:05,152 Jo: Guests don't bring other guests. 29 00:01:05,195 --> 00:01:06,762 I grew up in my car, and Iknow that. 30 00:01:06,805 --> 00:01:08,546 [ Cellphone chimes ]You're lucky Helm's a good cook. 31 00:01:08,590 --> 00:01:10,244 ♪ Baby 32 00:01:10,287 --> 00:01:12,246 I got accepted in the vaccine trial. 33 00:01:12,289 --> 00:01:15,075 Oh, my God. This could really end someday. 34 00:01:15,118 --> 00:01:16,293 I mean, he might get the placebo. 35 00:01:16,337 --> 00:01:17,381 [ Levi scoffs ] 36 00:01:17,425 --> 00:01:19,035 ♪ But not with you 37 00:01:19,079 --> 00:01:21,124 Right. Not your point. 38 00:01:21,168 --> 00:01:22,256 Yay! 39 00:01:22,299 --> 00:01:23,431 ♪ Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh 40 00:01:23,474 --> 00:01:24,780 But it's imperfect. 41 00:01:24,823 --> 00:01:27,609 Because if history has shown us anything, 42 00:01:27,652 --> 00:01:31,482 one person's normal is another's complete chaos. 43 00:01:31,526 --> 00:01:34,485 Ooh! Look at this! Tiny toasts. 44 00:01:34,529 --> 00:01:35,834 People just share little memories 45 00:01:35,878 --> 00:01:37,923 instead of making some big, huge speech. 46 00:01:37,967 --> 00:01:39,882 Do you care if we get two cakes? 47 00:01:39,925 --> 00:01:42,798 Because Nana Ante has this thing about a groom's cake. 48 00:01:42,841 --> 00:01:45,192 Do you mind if we have threecakes? 49 00:01:46,193 --> 00:01:48,499 How are you gonna do any of this when the world is shut down? 50 00:01:48,543 --> 00:01:49,979 Vision phase. No hating. 51 00:01:50,022 --> 00:01:52,155 ♪ This time it's about me 52 00:01:52,199 --> 00:01:55,202 Do you know of any place with a waterfall by the ocean? 53 00:01:55,245 --> 00:01:58,118 Ohh. Looking. Looking. 54 00:01:58,161 --> 00:02:01,643 ♪ I'm too far away to be hurt by you ♪ 55 00:02:01,686 --> 00:02:04,254 I am so relieved that you're on call instead of Koracick. 56 00:02:04,298 --> 00:02:05,908 Koracick no longer works here. 57 00:02:05,951 --> 00:02:08,563 Wait. Really? Who got to fire him? No one. 58 00:02:08,606 --> 00:02:10,739 He got inspired by Avery and went to fight racial inequity 59 00:02:10,782 --> 00:02:12,523 and make the world a better place. 60 00:02:12,567 --> 00:02:15,526 Damn. I hate that I have to respect a single thing about that guy. 61 00:02:15,570 --> 00:02:19,661 Paramedic: 25-year-old female, MVC, GCS 12. 62 00:02:19,704 --> 00:02:20,749 She has a depressed skull fracture. 63 00:02:20,792 --> 00:02:22,533 Right pupil is sluggish. 64 00:02:22,577 --> 00:02:24,405 Had episodes of bradycardia en route. 65 00:02:24,448 --> 00:02:26,276 My groceries are s-still in the car. 66 00:02:26,320 --> 00:02:27,756 And I f-- I found disinfectant wipes. 67 00:02:27,799 --> 00:02:29,975 Actually, I-I cried. 68 00:02:30,019 --> 00:02:31,629 She's probably got an intracranial bleed. 69 00:02:31,673 --> 00:02:33,153 Let's bring her straight into CT. My dad -- 70 00:02:33,196 --> 00:02:34,458 He texted me twice on the way here. 71 00:02:34,502 --> 00:02:36,112 Can someone call him and tell him that I'm okay? 72 00:02:36,156 --> 00:02:37,592 Tell him he just needs to unplug the router 73 00:02:37,635 --> 00:02:39,724 then plug it back in! 74 00:02:39,768 --> 00:02:41,204 [ Baby cries ] 75 00:02:41,248 --> 00:02:43,424 Luna spit up after every feeding? 76 00:02:43,467 --> 00:02:44,860 And her heart rate dropped. 77 00:02:44,903 --> 00:02:46,166 Only slightly, but every beat counts. 78 00:02:47,645 --> 00:02:48,951 Carmen: Vanell. Nope. 79 00:02:50,039 --> 00:02:51,562 Harrison. Nope. 80 00:02:51,606 --> 00:02:52,911 Can we help you with something? 81 00:02:52,955 --> 00:02:55,087 Carmen Delgado from CPS. 82 00:02:55,131 --> 00:02:58,395 I've been assigned as the legal guardian to Luna Ashton. 83 00:02:58,439 --> 00:03:02,617 And I hear she might have gastroesophageal reflux? 84 00:03:02,660 --> 00:03:04,358 Possibly, but little Luna here 85 00:03:04,401 --> 00:03:05,750 was intubated for a very long time, 86 00:03:05,794 --> 00:03:07,274 so she hardly has any gag reflex. 87 00:03:07,317 --> 00:03:08,449 And your recommendation? 88 00:03:08,492 --> 00:03:10,146 I'd like to order a KUB and labs 89 00:03:10,190 --> 00:03:12,192 to rule out necrotizing enterocolitis. 90 00:03:12,235 --> 00:03:14,368 After that, we'll do a swallow study if necessary. 91 00:03:14,411 --> 00:03:17,197 Okay. Run the tests, let me know how she does. 92 00:03:17,240 --> 00:03:18,198 I'm off to county. 93 00:03:20,330 --> 00:03:22,245 Do we have to run everything by her? 94 00:03:22,289 --> 00:03:26,031 Not "we." Just me. You know, Luna's doctor. 95 00:03:26,075 --> 00:03:30,732 ♪♪ 96 00:03:30,775 --> 00:03:34,431 Gwen Yates, 51, history of cardiac amyloidosis, 97 00:03:34,475 --> 00:03:36,738 presents with worsening shortness of breath 98 00:03:36,781 --> 00:03:38,261 and leg edema. 99 00:03:38,305 --> 00:03:40,045 I've been on heart meds for years. 100 00:03:40,089 --> 00:03:41,612 Not sure why I'm suddenly worse. 101 00:03:41,656 --> 00:03:43,962 Well, the protein deposits have brought on 102 00:03:44,006 --> 00:03:46,269 congestive heart failure, which is what's causing 103 00:03:46,313 --> 00:03:48,358 the build-up of fluid in your legs and lungs. 104 00:03:48,402 --> 00:03:51,013 And it's causing your blood to form clots, 105 00:03:51,056 --> 00:03:53,276 so we need to insert a filter 106 00:03:53,320 --> 00:03:55,670 to keep any from going into your lungs. 107 00:03:55,713 --> 00:03:57,149 Listen. Rest assured. 108 00:03:57,193 --> 00:03:59,413 We're gonna do everything we can. 109 00:03:59,456 --> 00:04:02,720 Gwen, I'm sorry, but we're gonna have to keep you in ICU 110 00:04:02,764 --> 00:04:05,723 for supportive care while we look for a heart donor. 111 00:04:05,767 --> 00:04:08,335 Always knew it could be a possibility, 112 00:04:08,378 --> 00:04:11,163 but...wow. 113 00:04:11,207 --> 00:04:13,078 Is there someone you'd like us to update? 114 00:04:14,428 --> 00:04:15,907 My husband died in October, 115 00:04:15,951 --> 00:04:19,041 and we didn't have any family but each other. 116 00:04:19,084 --> 00:04:23,263 I adopted a dog to keep me company, named him Jupiter. 117 00:04:23,306 --> 00:04:25,439 But the other night, he got out of the house. You know that big storm? 118 00:04:25,482 --> 00:04:27,310 The thunder scared him really bad, and... 119 00:04:27,354 --> 00:04:30,879 I tried to track him down, but I felt so weak, you know? 120 00:04:30,922 --> 00:04:33,055 Guess now I know why. 121 00:04:34,970 --> 00:04:38,452 Thank you. I'm sure you have other patients to see. 122 00:04:38,495 --> 00:04:44,371 ♪♪ 123 00:04:44,414 --> 00:04:47,156 Hey. Ortiz is with the dad. 124 00:04:47,199 --> 00:04:49,201 Mr. Nichols, it's Dr. Shepherd. 125 00:04:49,245 --> 00:04:50,768 I'm one of the surgeons who's gonna be 126 00:04:50,812 --> 00:04:51,943 taking care of your daughter. 127 00:04:51,987 --> 00:04:53,902 Wait, wait. S-Skyler needs surgery? 128 00:04:53,945 --> 00:04:56,774 Skyler's injury from the crash caused her brain to swell. 129 00:04:56,818 --> 00:04:58,689 We may need to remove a piece of her skull 130 00:04:58,733 --> 00:05:00,517 to alleviate the pressure build-up 131 00:05:00,561 --> 00:05:02,780 and protect her brain from any permanent damage. 132 00:05:02,824 --> 00:05:04,042 Oh, my God. 133 00:05:04,086 --> 00:05:06,088 But if we do, it will be temporary. 134 00:05:06,131 --> 00:05:08,743 We will implant the bone fragment in her abdomen, 135 00:05:08,786 --> 00:05:11,136 and then we will replant it after the swelling goes down. 136 00:05:11,180 --> 00:05:12,921 I know this is a lot to take in, 137 00:05:12,964 --> 00:05:15,358 but Dr. Shepherd has done this many times, okay? 138 00:05:15,402 --> 00:05:18,187 Please. You got to save her. 139 00:05:18,230 --> 00:05:19,754 That -- That's -- That's my little girl. 140 00:05:19,797 --> 00:05:20,972 You got to save her! 141 00:05:21,016 --> 00:05:23,453 We will give you updates as soon as we can. 142 00:05:23,497 --> 00:05:26,935 ♪♪ 143 00:05:26,978 --> 00:05:28,676 [ Click ] 144 00:05:28,719 --> 00:05:30,373 No pressure. 145 00:05:30,417 --> 00:05:34,377 ♪♪ 146 00:05:34,421 --> 00:05:35,683 Levi: Oh! 147 00:05:35,726 --> 00:05:38,076 Yes, I'm avoiding you. 148 00:05:38,120 --> 00:05:40,383 Which a lot of people do. 149 00:05:40,427 --> 00:05:41,732 Avoiding is normal.[ Door opens ] 150 00:05:41,776 --> 00:05:44,996 It's, uh, reasonable. It's -- It's like, uh... 151 00:05:45,040 --> 00:05:47,172 Injecting yourself with an unknown substance. 152 00:05:47,216 --> 00:05:48,565 Oh, hi. 153 00:05:48,609 --> 00:05:50,959 Schmitt. Levi. 154 00:05:51,002 --> 00:05:53,135 My -- My name is Levi Schmitt. 155 00:05:53,178 --> 00:05:54,745 I'm Dr. Mason Post. 156 00:05:54,789 --> 00:05:56,704 I oversee West Coast vaccine trials for Quimby. 157 00:05:56,747 --> 00:06:00,272 And, uh, sorry about the joke. Little vaccine humor. 158 00:06:00,316 --> 00:06:02,449 Ohh. I don't think that works on me. 159 00:06:02,492 --> 00:06:05,103 Ah. How you feeling today?Nauseous. 160 00:06:05,147 --> 00:06:06,409 Even though I've read all the articles 161 00:06:06,453 --> 00:06:08,498 about the vaccine -- twice. 162 00:06:08,542 --> 00:06:11,283 And, yes, I know the research has been around for decades, 163 00:06:11,327 --> 00:06:13,068 but I can't help but feel alone. 164 00:06:13,111 --> 00:06:15,070 I meant do you feel sick? 165 00:06:15,113 --> 00:06:16,506 We can't give you the vaccine if you do. 166 00:06:16,550 --> 00:06:17,942 Oh, that. 167 00:06:17,986 --> 00:06:20,641 Uh...nope. All good. 168 00:06:20,684 --> 00:06:22,164 [ Both chuckle ] 169 00:06:22,207 --> 00:06:25,602 Hey, Dr. Schmitt, trial volunteers often have anxiety. 170 00:06:25,646 --> 00:06:27,561 You're not alone. I'll be with you for every step. 171 00:06:28,823 --> 00:06:30,433 Now, relax your arm for me. 172 00:06:30,477 --> 00:06:36,570 ♪♪ 173 00:06:36,613 --> 00:06:42,532 ♪♪ 174 00:06:42,576 --> 00:06:44,316 That's it. 175 00:06:44,360 --> 00:06:45,535 You did great. 176 00:06:45,579 --> 00:06:47,363 Now all I have to do is not die. 177 00:06:47,407 --> 00:06:50,453 [ Chuckles ] Yeah. Well, it won't be from this. 178 00:06:50,497 --> 00:06:51,715 You gonna wave to your fans? 179 00:06:53,238 --> 00:06:55,806 [ Cheers and applause ] 180 00:06:55,850 --> 00:06:56,851 ♪♪ 181 00:07:16,392 --> 00:07:18,568 Whoo! You ready? 182 00:07:20,701 --> 00:07:22,093 [ Door opens ] 183 00:07:22,137 --> 00:07:24,052 D-- Oh! Okay! [ Laughs ] 184 00:07:24,095 --> 00:07:26,271 Hi! Bailey: Hi! [ Laughs ] 185 00:07:26,315 --> 00:07:28,404 Don't throw the ball at the guests. 186 00:07:28,448 --> 00:07:31,146 I'm sorry!Oh, no. I'm fine, sweetie. 187 00:07:31,189 --> 00:07:33,191 I think your class is gonna start soon, 188 00:07:33,235 --> 00:07:35,106 so why don't you go in, okay? 189 00:07:35,150 --> 00:07:37,500 [ Laughs ] Aww! 190 00:07:37,544 --> 00:07:39,154 Ah. 191 00:07:39,197 --> 00:07:40,764 Oh, okay, okay.Whew! 192 00:07:40,808 --> 00:07:42,462 Wait. What do you need? 193 00:07:42,505 --> 00:07:44,638 A time machine. And set it back three months. 194 00:07:44,681 --> 00:07:46,074 [ Whimpers ] 195 00:07:46,117 --> 00:07:47,118 [ Sighs ] 196 00:07:47,162 --> 00:07:48,380 Talk. 197 00:07:48,424 --> 00:07:50,513 What about? Anything. 198 00:07:50,557 --> 00:07:52,994 O-kay. Okay. 199 00:07:53,037 --> 00:07:55,475 Um, still no replacement for Jackson. 200 00:07:55,518 --> 00:07:57,389 Um... 201 00:07:57,433 --> 00:08:00,828 Oh, Joey got an "A" in AP biology. 202 00:08:00,871 --> 00:08:03,091 Hmm! Think he's gonna be a doctor. 203 00:08:03,134 --> 00:08:06,921 Um, Ben's tumor needs no further treatment. 204 00:08:06,964 --> 00:08:08,096 My dad -- 205 00:08:08,139 --> 00:08:09,750 Wait. What tumor? 206 00:08:09,793 --> 00:08:12,796 Yeah, so, we found a lump, and he had an orchiectomy. 207 00:08:12,840 --> 00:08:15,451 Path came back cancerous, but we got it in time, 208 00:08:15,495 --> 00:08:17,366 so he's all clear. 209 00:08:17,409 --> 00:08:20,238 No mets, no chemo. 210 00:08:20,282 --> 00:08:22,893 And I've been so stressed out about losing my husband 211 00:08:22,937 --> 00:08:25,766 that I haven't been able to think or talk about it, 212 00:08:25,809 --> 00:08:27,550 which is why you're just hearing about it now. 213 00:08:27,594 --> 00:08:29,552 I'm sorry. [ Sighs ] 214 00:08:29,596 --> 00:08:30,640 I had no idea. 215 00:08:30,684 --> 00:08:31,902 Thanks. 216 00:08:31,946 --> 00:08:33,469 And if I don't want to talk about that 217 00:08:33,513 --> 00:08:34,949 and you don't want to talk about you, 218 00:08:34,992 --> 00:08:36,428 then we better get another kid out here or something. 219 00:08:36,472 --> 00:08:37,560 Zola! 220 00:08:37,604 --> 00:08:39,257 [ Laughs ] 221 00:08:40,911 --> 00:08:42,783 Maggie: Hey, Gwen. How you feelin'? 222 00:08:42,826 --> 00:08:44,524 [ Monitor beeping ] 223 00:08:47,527 --> 00:08:49,093 What's going on? 224 00:08:49,137 --> 00:08:51,182 I got your page, Helm. What's up? 225 00:08:51,226 --> 00:08:52,967 Gwen: I made her do it. [ Breathing shallowly ] 226 00:08:53,010 --> 00:08:55,665 Wanted to...meet the man you were marrying. 227 00:08:55,709 --> 00:08:57,972 [ Laughter ] 228 00:08:58,015 --> 00:08:59,974 Winston Ndugu. It's a pleasure. 229 00:09:00,017 --> 00:09:02,672 Gwendolyn. Now, tell me. 230 00:09:02,716 --> 00:09:04,631 Do you have a single, much older brother? 231 00:09:04,674 --> 00:09:06,546 [ Laughter ] 232 00:09:06,589 --> 00:09:08,156 I'm afraid not, no. 233 00:09:08,199 --> 00:09:09,374 I love weddings. 234 00:09:10,767 --> 00:09:11,725 Is there a date? 235 00:09:11,768 --> 00:09:13,030 We're working on it. 236 00:09:13,074 --> 00:09:15,337 You are going to be such a beautiful bride. 237 00:09:15,380 --> 00:09:17,252 Promise you'll show me pictures. 238 00:09:17,295 --> 00:09:19,123 You know, if I last that long. 239 00:09:19,167 --> 00:09:20,821 Of course. And thank you. 240 00:09:20,864 --> 00:09:22,431 [ Laughter ] 241 00:09:22,474 --> 00:09:25,477 Helm, don't page anyone unless it's about work. 242 00:09:25,521 --> 00:09:27,871 [ Gwen laughs ] 243 00:09:27,915 --> 00:09:30,395 [ Taryn chuckles ] 244 00:09:30,439 --> 00:09:33,616 No fever, no chills. Nausea? 245 00:09:33,660 --> 00:09:35,836 Not beyond my normal, base-level nausea. 246 00:09:35,879 --> 00:09:37,489 So I'll go with no? 247 00:09:37,533 --> 00:09:39,622 [ Chuckles ] 248 00:09:39,666 --> 00:09:41,668 Okay. That's it. 249 00:09:41,711 --> 00:09:43,757 Maybe have some matzo ball soup before our next check-in. 250 00:09:43,800 --> 00:09:45,628 Does that make the vaccine more effective? 251 00:09:45,672 --> 00:09:47,325 Well, last time, you said it helped settle your stomach. 252 00:09:47,369 --> 00:09:50,546 I did? God. I -- I talk so much. 253 00:09:50,590 --> 00:09:51,416 I remember what interests me. 254 00:09:52,766 --> 00:09:55,290 Um, I don't know why I was so nervous. 255 00:09:55,333 --> 00:09:58,249 This is nothin'. 256 00:09:58,293 --> 00:10:00,251 Uh, but if you're looking for recs, 257 00:10:00,295 --> 00:10:02,427 Marty's Deli stuffs theirs with chicken. 258 00:10:02,471 --> 00:10:04,299 Oh, I didn't mean soup. 259 00:10:04,342 --> 00:10:05,474 ♪♪ 260 00:10:05,517 --> 00:10:07,694 Oh. 261 00:10:07,737 --> 00:10:10,044 See you next week. 262 00:10:10,087 --> 00:10:15,049 ♪♪ 263 00:10:15,092 --> 00:10:20,054 ♪♪ 264 00:10:20,097 --> 00:10:22,752 Hey. Hey. How you feeling? 265 00:10:22,796 --> 00:10:24,188 Um...great. 266 00:10:24,232 --> 00:10:27,191 Uh, or, uh, fine. I'm okay. 267 00:10:27,235 --> 00:10:28,845 Any side effects from the vaccine or...? 268 00:10:28,889 --> 00:10:30,934 Oh. 269 00:10:30,978 --> 00:10:33,371 Nope. All good there. 270 00:10:33,415 --> 00:10:37,811 But I should, um, get back to my patients, so... 271 00:10:37,854 --> 00:10:39,595 Bye. 272 00:10:39,639 --> 00:10:40,901 Hey, uh... 273 00:10:40,944 --> 00:10:43,425 Did we break up or...? 274 00:10:43,468 --> 00:10:46,210 When would we have broken up? 275 00:10:46,254 --> 00:10:48,212 Levi. Come on. You said you wanted me 276 00:10:48,256 --> 00:10:49,692 to make space for you, and I did, 277 00:10:49,736 --> 00:10:53,261 and you just walked away, been avoiding me ever since. 278 00:10:53,304 --> 00:10:54,523 I have not been -- 279 00:10:54,566 --> 00:10:56,090 But do you want to see other people or...? 280 00:10:58,745 --> 00:11:00,181 I don't know. 281 00:11:00,224 --> 00:11:02,487 Well, I don't. 282 00:11:02,531 --> 00:11:05,099 Okay? I want you, Levi, and only you. 283 00:11:07,536 --> 00:11:10,234 So when you figure this all out, 284 00:11:10,278 --> 00:11:11,801 you know where to find me, okay? 285 00:11:13,629 --> 00:11:15,022 Hayes: Some good news -- 286 00:11:15,065 --> 00:11:16,545 Luna's results show it is only reflux, 287 00:11:16,588 --> 00:11:18,112 and it is mild.[ Ringtone plays ] 288 00:11:18,155 --> 00:11:20,505 So we'll continue to monitor her, feed her upright. 289 00:11:20,549 --> 00:11:22,507 [ Ringtone stops ]Smaller volumes, more frequently. 290 00:11:22,551 --> 00:11:24,031 Try thickened formulas. See how she does. 291 00:11:24,074 --> 00:11:25,293 [ Ringtone plays ]Do you need to answer that? 292 00:11:25,336 --> 00:11:27,425 Yeah. Sorry. Either one of you two 293 00:11:27,469 --> 00:11:29,340 interested in a 9-month-old from county? 294 00:11:29,384 --> 00:11:31,038 Kidding. 295 00:11:31,081 --> 00:11:33,257 Poor thing's foster placement fell through, so I have to go. 296 00:11:33,301 --> 00:11:34,955 Anything I need to sign? 297 00:11:34,998 --> 00:11:37,827 The nurses have the latest paperwork.Thanks. 298 00:11:37,871 --> 00:11:40,308 I can't tell you how nice it is I don't have to think about Luna 299 00:11:40,351 --> 00:11:42,136 because of you two. 300 00:11:42,179 --> 00:11:43,920 You're her guardian. 301 00:11:43,964 --> 00:11:45,748 You could think about her a little. 302 00:11:45,792 --> 00:11:48,403 Well, she's a social worker, not a parent. 303 00:11:53,451 --> 00:11:55,236 Hey. 304 00:11:55,279 --> 00:11:57,542 [ Machine hissing ] 305 00:11:57,586 --> 00:11:59,457 She's still not awake?Amelia: Nothing. 306 00:11:59,501 --> 00:12:01,285 It's been two days since we closed her skull. 307 00:12:01,329 --> 00:12:03,548 Her intracranial pressure's down. 308 00:12:03,592 --> 00:12:06,726 Scans don't show anoxic brain injury. Nothing. 309 00:12:06,769 --> 00:12:08,336 If she doesn't wake up in a few days, 310 00:12:08,379 --> 00:12:10,947 we're gonna have to consider a trach. 311 00:12:10,991 --> 00:12:13,341 And I'm gonna have to call her dad. 312 00:12:13,384 --> 00:12:16,126 No, you don't have to call him. He's right outside. 313 00:12:16,170 --> 00:12:24,744 ♪♪ 314 00:12:24,787 --> 00:12:27,007 [ Amelia sighs ] 315 00:12:28,486 --> 00:12:30,053 Mr. Nichols? 316 00:12:30,097 --> 00:12:31,359 Hey. 317 00:12:31,402 --> 00:12:33,013 Hey.Amelia: Mind if we...? 318 00:12:34,057 --> 00:12:36,146 Did, uh -- Did Sky wake up? 319 00:12:36,190 --> 00:12:38,409 Uh... 320 00:12:38,453 --> 00:12:40,672 Her status hasn't changed. 321 00:12:40,716 --> 00:12:43,937 We may need to perform something called a trach and PEG. 322 00:12:43,980 --> 00:12:45,982 That'll give her long-term airway control 323 00:12:46,026 --> 00:12:47,418 and keep her getting nutrients. 324 00:12:47,462 --> 00:12:48,985 So you don't think she'll wake up for -- for a while? 325 00:12:51,596 --> 00:12:53,773 You know, when Sky was a kid, I -- I worked all the time. 326 00:12:53,816 --> 00:12:55,470 Long hours, lot of travel. 327 00:12:55,513 --> 00:12:57,298 I was just climbing that career ladder, you know? 328 00:12:57,341 --> 00:12:59,691 And I missed a lot. 329 00:13:01,128 --> 00:13:04,653 That's a hard balance -- work and family life. 330 00:13:04,696 --> 00:13:07,395 This one time, I was rushing back for the last night 331 00:13:07,438 --> 00:13:09,440 of this high-school talent show she was in. 332 00:13:09,484 --> 00:13:11,442 And, uh, I remember at the cast party, 333 00:13:11,486 --> 00:13:13,183 one of her friends came up and said to her, 334 00:13:13,227 --> 00:13:14,837 "Who's that guy?" 335 00:13:14,881 --> 00:13:16,796 You know, that kind of haunted me. 336 00:13:16,839 --> 00:13:19,320 And I thought, "Geez. I just missed too much." 337 00:13:20,930 --> 00:13:23,585 But then COVID comes along, and Skyler moves back in with me, 338 00:13:23,628 --> 00:13:25,717 and I think, "Alright. This is good. 339 00:13:25,761 --> 00:13:29,721 You know, I -- I get a chance to get to know my daughter." 340 00:13:29,765 --> 00:13:32,986 ♪♪ 341 00:13:33,029 --> 00:13:37,947 I'll consent to that, uh -- that trach. 342 00:13:40,820 --> 00:13:42,952 You just make sure she's not in any pain, okay? 343 00:13:42,996 --> 00:13:48,915 ♪♪ 344 00:13:54,877 --> 00:13:55,922 [ Yawning ] 345 00:13:55,965 --> 00:13:57,401 Late night? 346 00:13:57,445 --> 00:13:58,968 3:00 a.m. call. 347 00:13:59,012 --> 00:13:59,969 [ Laughs ] Oh. 348 00:14:00,013 --> 00:14:01,536 Dude snapped both his tendons 349 00:14:01,579 --> 00:14:03,799 when he slipped down his basement stairs. 350 00:14:03,843 --> 00:14:07,368 Pretty crazy to think we're all basically just walking around 351 00:14:07,411 --> 00:14:08,760 on a pair of matchsticks.[ Cellphone chimes ] 352 00:14:08,804 --> 00:14:09,936 [ Laughs ] 353 00:14:09,979 --> 00:14:11,851 Ugh! 354 00:14:11,894 --> 00:14:12,982 Everything okay? 355 00:14:13,026 --> 00:14:14,984 More paperwork for Luna. 356 00:14:15,028 --> 00:14:17,813 Her social worker is just a lot. 357 00:14:17,857 --> 00:14:19,467 And before you say it, 358 00:14:19,510 --> 00:14:22,862 I know she has a thankless job, but Luna deserves more. 359 00:14:22,905 --> 00:14:26,300 She's not just an item on a checklist. 360 00:14:26,343 --> 00:14:28,911 Okay. So what's the holdup? 361 00:14:28,955 --> 00:14:30,870 Oh, sorry. Are we pretending 362 00:14:30,913 --> 00:14:32,132 like you're not gonna adopt her? 363 00:14:32,175 --> 00:14:35,352 Okay. It's crossed my mind. 364 00:14:35,396 --> 00:14:38,051 Which is just crazy 365 00:14:38,094 --> 00:14:42,446 because I never pictured myself doing this alone. 366 00:14:42,490 --> 00:14:44,231 Maybe it's the pandemic 367 00:14:44,274 --> 00:14:47,495 or the fact that I felt really connected to Luna's mom. 368 00:14:47,538 --> 00:14:48,931 Or...? 369 00:14:48,975 --> 00:14:51,803 Or maybe it's that Luna is just -- 370 00:14:51,847 --> 00:14:54,154 She is so perfect, 371 00:14:54,197 --> 00:14:56,983 and I completely freakin' love her. 372 00:14:57,026 --> 00:15:00,290 Ahh. It's a pretty great feeling, huh? 373 00:15:00,334 --> 00:15:01,639 What? 374 00:15:01,683 --> 00:15:02,684 Having a kid. 375 00:15:02,727 --> 00:15:06,296 [ Both laugh ] 376 00:15:06,340 --> 00:15:09,038 I think you can stop asking yourself if you can do it, Jo. 377 00:15:10,474 --> 00:15:12,172 I think you already are. 378 00:15:12,215 --> 00:15:16,959 ♪♪ 379 00:15:17,003 --> 00:15:19,701 Okay. So, hear me out. 380 00:15:19,744 --> 00:15:23,096 Uh, so, New Zealand has COVID pretty much wiped out. 381 00:15:23,139 --> 00:15:25,098 So, we rent a giant house and -- 382 00:15:25,141 --> 00:15:28,188 And ask your grandma to wear a mask for 20 hours on planes 383 00:15:28,231 --> 00:15:30,886 and then quarantine when we get there? 384 00:15:30,930 --> 00:15:34,716 Okay, so it's not quite perfect yet, but we're getting there. 385 00:15:36,544 --> 00:15:37,980 Alright. Look. 386 00:15:38,024 --> 00:15:40,200 I hate that the pandemic has our hands tied right now, 387 00:15:40,243 --> 00:15:42,115 but we are two very smart people. 388 00:15:42,158 --> 00:15:46,597 And we both love puzzles. So we'll get it figured out. 389 00:15:46,641 --> 00:15:48,860 Or maybe we should just wait, you know, 390 00:15:48,904 --> 00:15:51,907 until things just open up a little bit more. 391 00:15:51,951 --> 00:15:52,952 Wait, what, like a year? 392 00:15:52,995 --> 00:15:54,518 [ Exhales sharply ] 393 00:15:54,562 --> 00:15:56,781 Is this cold feet? Because I thought you were all-in. 394 00:15:56,825 --> 00:16:00,350 No, I was. I-I am. 395 00:16:00,394 --> 00:16:02,613 You know, I just want it to feel right 396 00:16:02,657 --> 00:16:04,920 and not like it's some big compromise. 397 00:16:04,964 --> 00:16:06,835 "Big compromise." 398 00:16:06,878 --> 00:16:08,228 That sounded bad. I -- 399 00:16:08,271 --> 00:16:10,447 [ Cellphone chimes ] 400 00:16:10,491 --> 00:16:12,536 Woman on P.A.: Chaplain to Patient Services. Chaplain to Patient Services. 401 00:16:12,580 --> 00:16:14,277 Oh, my God. I have to go. 402 00:16:14,321 --> 00:16:16,149 We have a heart donor for Gwen! 403 00:16:16,192 --> 00:16:23,330 ♪♪ 404 00:16:23,373 --> 00:16:24,896 Owen: Hey. Thought you were off today. 405 00:16:24,940 --> 00:16:27,508 Skyler's EEG kept showing her brain activity slowing down. 406 00:16:27,551 --> 00:16:29,249 Damn. I was really hoping she'd come through. 407 00:16:29,292 --> 00:16:30,685 Well, she still might. 408 00:16:30,728 --> 00:16:31,773 I'm starting serial MRIs 409 00:16:31,816 --> 00:16:33,601 to see if I can detect any patterns. 410 00:16:33,644 --> 00:16:35,733 And I might even add ultrasonic thalamic stimulation. 411 00:16:35,777 --> 00:16:37,213 I'm not sure. 412 00:16:38,606 --> 00:16:41,304 Amelia, some patients just don't wake up. 413 00:16:41,348 --> 00:16:42,697 She's someone's baby, Owen, 414 00:16:42,740 --> 00:16:45,047 and I'm a mom now, so I can't give up. 415 00:16:47,180 --> 00:16:48,790 [ Sighs ] 416 00:16:48,833 --> 00:16:51,184 ♪♪ 417 00:16:51,227 --> 00:16:52,750 How you feeling today? 418 00:16:52,794 --> 00:16:54,883 I don't want to say. 419 00:16:54,926 --> 00:16:56,406 I'm a flirt, and I'm sorry. 420 00:16:56,450 --> 00:16:59,061 But I'm a big boy. We can move on. 421 00:16:59,105 --> 00:17:01,063 It's not that. 422 00:17:01,107 --> 00:17:04,023 I noticed... 423 00:17:04,066 --> 00:17:07,287 a rash on the back of my neck. 424 00:17:07,330 --> 00:17:09,115 And you're gonna need to take a look at it. 425 00:17:09,158 --> 00:17:12,205 But that just feels 426 00:17:12,248 --> 00:17:15,338 a little...intimate. 427 00:17:15,382 --> 00:17:18,037 Look, if you don't want me to look at it, that's up to you. 428 00:17:18,080 --> 00:17:20,735 But there aremillions of lives at stake. 429 00:17:24,521 --> 00:17:26,175 [ Sighs ] 430 00:17:28,569 --> 00:17:29,657 [ Suction gurgles ] 431 00:17:29,700 --> 00:17:31,920 Metz. Suction. 432 00:17:31,963 --> 00:17:33,443 Taryn: I can't believe this happened. 433 00:17:33,487 --> 00:17:35,793 I still just -- I can't believe it.[ Chuckles ] 434 00:17:35,837 --> 00:17:38,144 Gwen is very lucky. 435 00:17:38,187 --> 00:17:39,449 I love her. 436 00:17:39,493 --> 00:17:41,930 She's like a mom, you know? 437 00:17:41,973 --> 00:17:43,627 But only the good parts. 438 00:17:43,671 --> 00:17:46,369 Like, she's smart and she gives great advice 439 00:17:46,413 --> 00:17:48,110 but never tells you your lipstick color 440 00:17:48,154 --> 00:17:50,199 makes your skin look green. 441 00:17:50,243 --> 00:17:53,376 Maggie: Specimen coming. 442 00:17:53,420 --> 00:17:54,769 Ready for the donor heart. 443 00:17:54,812 --> 00:18:03,256 ♪♪ 444 00:18:03,299 --> 00:18:06,433 [ Breathing heavily ] Oh, my God. 445 00:18:06,476 --> 00:18:07,956 Oh, God. I know. 446 00:18:10,001 --> 00:18:11,873 Your place is so quiet. 447 00:18:11,916 --> 00:18:14,745 I can hear myself think. 448 00:18:14,789 --> 00:18:18,053 [ Laughs ] Yeah? 449 00:18:18,097 --> 00:18:20,273 What are you thinking about? 450 00:18:20,316 --> 00:18:24,277 Hmm. Neurons and functional MRIs. 451 00:18:24,320 --> 00:18:25,278 And popcorn. 452 00:18:25,321 --> 00:18:28,585 You? 453 00:18:28,629 --> 00:18:29,978 Ah, nothing. 454 00:18:30,021 --> 00:18:31,458 Mm. 455 00:18:32,763 --> 00:18:34,852 It's bone spurs, isn't it? 456 00:18:37,203 --> 00:18:40,684 Honestly, I was thinking... 457 00:18:40,728 --> 00:18:42,730 what if I just knocked you up? 458 00:18:42,773 --> 00:18:45,559 [ Laughs ] 459 00:18:45,602 --> 00:18:48,170 I think living at Meredith's the last few months 460 00:18:48,214 --> 00:18:51,826 has broken me. 461 00:18:51,869 --> 00:18:54,568 I love being a dad. 462 00:18:54,611 --> 00:18:55,699 I think I want more. 463 00:18:57,223 --> 00:18:58,572 More children? 464 00:18:58,615 --> 00:19:00,530 [ Chuckling ]Like, of our own? 465 00:19:00,574 --> 00:19:01,705 Yeah! 466 00:19:01,749 --> 00:19:04,708 I mean, not tomorrow, 467 00:19:04,752 --> 00:19:07,798 but...eventually. 468 00:19:10,149 --> 00:19:12,673 Okay. Now Iwant popcorn. 469 00:19:12,716 --> 00:19:14,283 Link. 470 00:19:14,327 --> 00:19:16,503 Don't move. I'll be right back. 471 00:19:27,601 --> 00:19:29,951 [ Door closes ]Hello?! 472 00:19:29,994 --> 00:19:33,824 Hey. Suture kit. 473 00:19:33,868 --> 00:19:38,089 So you can get your dexterity back between workouts. 474 00:19:38,133 --> 00:19:40,657 Mm-hmm. Hey. What you readin'? 475 00:19:40,701 --> 00:19:42,137 My future. 476 00:19:42,181 --> 00:19:45,227 Brain fog, neuropathy, fatigue. 477 00:19:45,271 --> 00:19:46,837 Some of the many gifts 478 00:19:46,881 --> 00:19:48,970 I've been plagued with forever due to COVID. 479 00:19:49,013 --> 00:19:50,798 Or you could be just fine. 480 00:19:50,841 --> 00:19:52,321 You know, there's barely enough data. 481 00:19:52,365 --> 00:19:54,454 The data that's out there is terrifying. 482 00:19:54,497 --> 00:19:56,543 Yeah, it's looking like recovery can be long, 483 00:19:56,586 --> 00:19:59,067 painful, and boring, but the one thing it can't do 484 00:19:59,110 --> 00:20:00,329 is do the work for you. 485 00:20:00,373 --> 00:20:01,330 So, up. 486 00:20:01,374 --> 00:20:03,550 No. Come on. Let's take a walk. 487 00:20:03,593 --> 00:20:05,247 I do not feel like it. 488 00:20:05,291 --> 00:20:07,380 This attitude isn't gonna get you back in the operating room. 489 00:20:07,423 --> 00:20:09,512 And I can't lose any more surgeons, so come on. 490 00:20:09,556 --> 00:20:11,471 Bailey, I may never get back. 491 00:20:11,514 --> 00:20:15,126 I can't operate if I can't stand on my feet. 492 00:20:15,170 --> 00:20:16,650 I can barely pick up my kids 493 00:20:16,693 --> 00:20:18,391 without feeling like I've run a marathon. 494 00:20:18,434 --> 00:20:20,088 Alright, well, can you at least take a break? 495 00:20:20,131 --> 00:20:22,133 That's all I've been doing. 496 00:20:22,177 --> 00:20:24,353 And I know everybody means well, 497 00:20:24,397 --> 00:20:27,443 but I don't want suture kits and everybody hovering 498 00:20:27,487 --> 00:20:30,446 and asking how I'm doing every five minutes. 499 00:20:30,490 --> 00:20:32,405 What I want is my life back. 500 00:20:32,448 --> 00:20:38,715 ♪♪ 501 00:20:38,759 --> 00:20:45,287 ♪♪ 502 00:20:45,331 --> 00:20:47,637 Amelia: Still no activity. 503 00:20:47,681 --> 00:20:49,378 [ Cellphone rings ] 504 00:20:49,422 --> 00:20:50,684 [ Beep ] 505 00:20:50,727 --> 00:20:51,946 Hey. 506 00:20:51,989 --> 00:20:54,383 Hey. I didn't hear you leave. 507 00:20:54,427 --> 00:20:56,690 Yeah. Skyler's just...nothing. 508 00:20:56,733 --> 00:20:58,692 Well, you want to say good morning? 509 00:20:58,735 --> 00:21:00,998 Scout and I are just having a little jam sesh. 510 00:21:01,042 --> 00:21:03,000 [ Guitar playing] 511 00:21:03,044 --> 00:21:05,829 [ Computer beeping rapidly ] 512 00:21:05,873 --> 00:21:07,353 Hey, Link, stop. 513 00:21:07,396 --> 00:21:09,180 [ Scout coos ] 514 00:21:09,224 --> 00:21:11,618 Why? He loves this. 515 00:21:11,661 --> 00:21:13,228 But just stop. 516 00:21:13,272 --> 00:21:14,316 [ Guitar playing stops, beeping stops ] 517 00:21:14,360 --> 00:21:15,491 Okay. Start again. 518 00:21:15,535 --> 00:21:16,666 [ Guitar playing resumes] 519 00:21:16,710 --> 00:21:20,061 [ Beeping resumes ] 520 00:21:20,104 --> 00:21:23,499 [ Guitar and beeping continue ] 521 00:21:23,543 --> 00:21:27,503 ♪♪ 522 00:21:29,331 --> 00:21:31,768 Maggie: Gwen, you're a rock star. 523 00:21:31,812 --> 00:21:33,727 Great ejection fraction on echo, 524 00:21:33,770 --> 00:21:36,164 the fluid build-up in your lungs is almost resolved, 525 00:21:36,207 --> 00:21:39,602 andyour labs show no signs of organ rejection. 526 00:21:39,646 --> 00:21:41,778 Well, you keep this up, you'll be home in no time. 527 00:21:41,822 --> 00:21:43,258 [ Laughter ] 528 00:21:43,302 --> 00:21:45,695 What's wrong? 529 00:21:45,739 --> 00:21:48,611 Well, you're all so happy, I hate to tell you. 530 00:21:48,655 --> 00:21:50,961 I woke up with a headache, and it's getting worse. 531 00:21:51,005 --> 00:21:52,789 I'm seeing double. 532 00:21:52,833 --> 00:21:55,096 Transplants can cause perioperative strokes. 533 00:21:55,139 --> 00:21:58,012 Or it could just be a -- a headache. 534 00:21:58,055 --> 00:21:59,796 Yeah, we'll page neuro to make sure. 535 00:21:59,840 --> 00:22:01,320 Hang in there, Gwen. 536 00:22:01,363 --> 00:22:04,279 I will, dear. Thank you. 537 00:22:04,323 --> 00:22:06,281 [ Door opens ] 538 00:22:09,328 --> 00:22:11,068 Hey. Okay. 539 00:22:11,112 --> 00:22:13,462 We know different parts of the brain process different things, right? 540 00:22:13,506 --> 00:22:16,378 Math problems, emotion, spatial relationships, 541 00:22:16,422 --> 00:22:18,380 and, as we've seen with Skyler, music. 542 00:22:18,424 --> 00:22:20,164 So we can take it a step further. 543 00:22:20,208 --> 00:22:21,383 First what we needed to do 544 00:22:21,427 --> 00:22:23,211 was isolate distinct parts of her brain. 545 00:22:23,254 --> 00:22:24,691 A clear differentiation. 546 00:22:24,734 --> 00:22:26,432 Okay. 547 00:22:26,475 --> 00:22:27,781 Skyler, hi. 548 00:22:27,824 --> 00:22:29,217 This is Dr. Shepherd. 549 00:22:29,260 --> 00:22:31,088 I am going to play you some music. 550 00:22:31,132 --> 00:22:33,700 [ "Flower Duet" plays] 551 00:22:33,743 --> 00:22:36,311 [ Computer beeping rapidly ] 552 00:22:36,355 --> 00:22:38,966 ♪♪ 553 00:22:39,009 --> 00:22:40,620 Great.[ Click, music stops ] 554 00:22:40,663 --> 00:22:44,275 Okay. Now I would like you to imagine your bedroom at home. 555 00:22:44,319 --> 00:22:46,321 Imagine yourself walking through it. 556 00:22:46,365 --> 00:22:48,236 [ Scoffs ] We -- We know that she can hear you. 557 00:22:48,279 --> 00:22:50,064 That doesn't put her any closer to waking up. 558 00:22:50,107 --> 00:22:52,153 Maybe not, but watch this. 559 00:22:52,196 --> 00:22:53,676 Just wait. 560 00:22:53,720 --> 00:22:56,549 I'm gonna ask you some questions. 561 00:22:56,592 --> 00:22:58,551 If the answer is yes, 562 00:22:58,594 --> 00:23:01,728 I want you to think about music. 563 00:23:01,771 --> 00:23:07,081 If the answer is no, I want you to think about your bedroom. 564 00:23:07,124 --> 00:23:11,912 Now, is your name Michelle? 565 00:23:11,955 --> 00:23:15,785 [ Beeping ] 566 00:23:15,829 --> 00:23:18,527 Is your name Skyler? 567 00:23:18,571 --> 00:23:20,311 [ Beeping ] 568 00:23:20,355 --> 00:23:23,140 Wow. [ Chuckles ] Amelia, that is... 569 00:23:23,184 --> 00:23:24,881 Wow. That is incredible. 570 00:23:24,925 --> 00:23:27,841 Yeah, it's not bad. [ Laughs ] 571 00:23:27,884 --> 00:23:30,931 Woman on P.A.: Code blue.[ Monitor alarm beeping ] 572 00:23:30,974 --> 00:23:32,889 Code blue. Room 4850.Jo: I got your page. 573 00:23:32,933 --> 00:23:34,325 What the hell happened? 574 00:23:34,369 --> 00:23:36,023 She turned blue after feeding. Probably aspirated. 575 00:23:36,066 --> 00:23:37,241 Are you in? 576 00:23:37,285 --> 00:23:39,156 Not yet. Have the CO2 detector ready. 577 00:23:39,200 --> 00:23:41,811 I'm in. Start bagging her. 578 00:23:41,855 --> 00:23:43,030 Okay, Wilson. CO2 detector. 579 00:23:43,073 --> 00:23:44,074 What? 580 00:23:44,118 --> 00:23:45,772 CO2 detector. Sorry. 581 00:23:45,815 --> 00:23:47,251 [ Alarm continues ] 582 00:23:47,295 --> 00:23:51,647 ♪♪ 583 00:23:51,691 --> 00:23:53,257 She's still bradycardic. 584 00:23:53,301 --> 00:23:54,911 Let's resume compressions, have epi on standby. 585 00:23:54,955 --> 00:23:55,738 Why aren't you pushing epi? 586 00:23:55,782 --> 00:23:57,523 Shush, please. 587 00:23:57,566 --> 00:23:58,567 [ Beeping ] 588 00:23:58,611 --> 00:24:01,091 Hayes! Stop. 589 00:24:01,135 --> 00:24:04,094 Come on. Come on. Come on. 590 00:24:04,138 --> 00:24:06,053 [ Beeping ] 591 00:24:06,096 --> 00:24:07,750 [ Alarm stops ]We got it. 592 00:24:09,012 --> 00:24:10,797 Hayes: Oh, Luna, you gave us a little scare. 593 00:24:10,840 --> 00:24:12,538 Okay, let's start her on IV fluids. 594 00:24:12,581 --> 00:24:15,889 I want a chest X-ray, STAT. We're holding enteral feeds. 595 00:24:15,932 --> 00:24:18,282 Hayes: Wilson? 596 00:24:18,326 --> 00:24:21,416 I'm her mom. I'm gonna -- 597 00:24:21,460 --> 00:24:22,852 I want to be her mom. 598 00:24:22,896 --> 00:24:28,728 ♪♪ 599 00:24:36,213 --> 00:24:38,738 I've been doing neuro exams on Gwen for a week. 600 00:24:38,781 --> 00:24:41,741 Completely normal. I even did a CT and an MRI. 601 00:24:41,784 --> 00:24:44,178 There's no sign of edema or clots. 602 00:24:44,221 --> 00:24:48,138 I can't find any reason for her headaches. I'm sorry. 603 00:24:48,182 --> 00:24:49,618 And I hate to consult and run, 604 00:24:49,662 --> 00:24:51,359 but I'm about to make a father very happy. 605 00:24:55,189 --> 00:24:57,278 I don't want to keep telling Gwen to wait, 606 00:24:57,321 --> 00:25:00,673 but we really are out of tests. 607 00:25:00,716 --> 00:25:03,850 It's a good thing she doesn't seem to mind. 608 00:25:03,893 --> 00:25:05,025 No, she doesn't. 609 00:25:06,592 --> 00:25:07,506 Does she? 610 00:25:07,549 --> 00:25:09,856 ♪♪ 611 00:25:09,899 --> 00:25:12,815 She sounds perfect, dear. Why didn't you go on the date? 612 00:25:12,859 --> 00:25:15,818 Her name is Taryn, too. 613 00:25:15,862 --> 00:25:17,211 And as hot as she was, 614 00:25:17,254 --> 00:25:19,082 I just don't think I can make out with myself.Mm. 615 00:25:19,126 --> 00:25:20,170 Maggie: Hey, Gwen. 616 00:25:21,998 --> 00:25:26,220 Well, your brain imaging and neuro exams 617 00:25:26,263 --> 00:25:29,876 haven't revealed any abnormalities. 618 00:25:29,919 --> 00:25:31,486 Your headaches are a mystery. 619 00:25:31,530 --> 00:25:35,055 Maybe it'll just work itself out in a few days? 620 00:25:35,098 --> 00:25:38,580 There is a rare complication with some transplant patients. 621 00:25:38,624 --> 00:25:41,496 It's acute borderline cerebral dysplasia. 622 00:25:41,540 --> 00:25:43,150 -Huh? -Quiet, Helm. 623 00:25:43,193 --> 00:25:46,066 It's not life-threatening, and there is a simple test for it. 624 00:25:47,720 --> 00:25:50,244 Patients with this condition experience weakness 625 00:25:50,287 --> 00:25:53,247 in downward movement of their left arm. 626 00:25:53,290 --> 00:25:56,424 So what I want to do is I want to raise your arms... 627 00:25:56,467 --> 00:25:59,253 and I want you to try to keep them in the air, okay? 628 00:26:01,647 --> 00:26:04,388 Oh. Well, looks like we found our culprit. 629 00:26:04,432 --> 00:26:07,827 Dr. Webber, I think it was right-sided weakness. 630 00:26:07,870 --> 00:26:10,307 Oh, oh, y-yes, yes. 631 00:26:10,351 --> 00:26:12,179 Of course. You're right, yeah. 632 00:26:14,007 --> 00:26:17,053 Wait. Gwen. You're faking? 633 00:26:19,795 --> 00:26:21,667 I'm not ready to leave. 634 00:26:24,321 --> 00:26:26,410 Gwen. 635 00:26:26,454 --> 00:26:30,110 What you have survived, you are a miracle. 636 00:26:30,153 --> 00:26:32,547 [ Chuckles ] Take the miracle. 637 00:26:32,591 --> 00:26:34,201 But I have friends here. 638 00:26:36,769 --> 00:26:38,292 The nurses and doctors. 639 00:26:38,335 --> 00:26:39,772 You tell me about your lives, 640 00:26:39,815 --> 00:26:42,905 and you don't get bored when I talk. 641 00:26:42,949 --> 00:26:46,126 I'm not very good at people. 642 00:26:46,169 --> 00:26:49,085 My husband was. Not me. 643 00:26:49,129 --> 00:26:51,087 ♪ I lay next to myself 644 00:26:51,131 --> 00:26:53,089 I'm not funny. I'm not outgoing. 645 00:26:53,133 --> 00:26:55,744 I'm not -- not that interesting. 646 00:26:55,788 --> 00:26:57,659 ♪ Car crash in rewind 647 00:26:57,703 --> 00:27:01,489 And now I don't even have my dog to go home to. 648 00:27:01,532 --> 00:27:04,666 ♪ There's nothing you could have done ♪ 649 00:27:04,710 --> 00:27:08,365 I'm sorry... for wasting your time. 650 00:27:08,409 --> 00:27:09,802 I'm sorry. 651 00:27:09,845 --> 00:27:13,022 ♪ You will survive 652 00:27:13,066 --> 00:27:18,332 ♪ And the world got a little more dim tonight ♪ 653 00:27:18,375 --> 00:27:20,421 ♪ Ohh-ohh-ohh 654 00:27:20,464 --> 00:27:22,553 Her chest X-ray still shows aspiration pneumonia. 655 00:27:22,597 --> 00:27:23,642 [ Jo sighs ] 656 00:27:23,685 --> 00:27:24,947 We'll keep her on antibiotics 657 00:27:24,991 --> 00:27:27,080 and see if we can extubate next week. 658 00:27:27,123 --> 00:27:28,777 Should probably call Carmen. 659 00:27:28,821 --> 00:27:31,388 Ah. It can wait. 660 00:27:31,432 --> 00:27:33,739 Wouldn't be a normal day if a parent or guardian 661 00:27:33,782 --> 00:27:36,393 wasn't mad with me about something. [ Chuckles ] 662 00:27:36,437 --> 00:27:38,004 Of course, when you become her legal guardian, 663 00:27:38,047 --> 00:27:39,875 I'll deny that I said that. 664 00:27:39,919 --> 00:27:44,227 If she lives long enough for the paperwork to go through. 665 00:27:44,271 --> 00:27:46,403 ♪ The world got a little more dim tonight ♪ 666 00:27:46,447 --> 00:27:48,971 Were you here again all night? 667 00:27:49,015 --> 00:27:50,538 If I went into cardiac arrest 668 00:27:50,581 --> 00:27:53,236 and had a tube shoved down my throat, 669 00:27:53,280 --> 00:27:55,282 I wouldn't want to be alone. 670 00:27:55,325 --> 00:27:57,763 Hmm. 671 00:27:57,806 --> 00:28:01,723 ♪ Days come, just like our friends ♪ 672 00:28:01,767 --> 00:28:04,508 ♪ With a soft glow 673 00:28:04,552 --> 00:28:07,816 ♪ A warm touch that slowly fades ♪ 674 00:28:07,860 --> 00:28:11,037 ♪♪ 675 00:28:11,080 --> 00:28:15,041 ♪ You're just out of my reach 676 00:28:15,084 --> 00:28:16,651 ♪ Oh, in the shadows Thanks. 677 00:28:16,695 --> 00:28:18,871 We got to the bottom of Gwen's headaches. 678 00:28:18,914 --> 00:28:20,873 Turns out she was faking them 679 00:28:20,916 --> 00:28:24,398 because she didn't want to go home. 680 00:28:24,441 --> 00:28:26,139 Spent all that time looking for a solution, 681 00:28:26,182 --> 00:28:28,358 and it was a big waste of time. 682 00:28:28,402 --> 00:28:30,360 Pretty frustrating, huh?What's that supposed to mean? 683 00:28:30,404 --> 00:28:31,535 You really don't know? 684 00:28:31,579 --> 00:28:34,364 ♪♪ 685 00:28:34,408 --> 00:28:37,324 I wasn't saying I don't want to get married. 686 00:28:37,367 --> 00:28:40,631 I meant that I want it to feel right. 687 00:28:40,675 --> 00:28:43,373 Yeah, I heard you. Loud and clear. 688 00:28:43,417 --> 00:28:46,463 But look, I, um -- I need to be in surgery. 689 00:28:46,507 --> 00:28:50,076 And this can wait. 690 00:28:50,119 --> 00:28:52,600 Clearly. 691 00:28:52,643 --> 00:28:54,645 ♪♪ 692 00:28:54,689 --> 00:28:56,604 ♪ The world got a little more dim ♪ 693 00:28:56,647 --> 00:28:57,605 [ Sighs ] 694 00:28:57,648 --> 00:28:59,738 ♪ Tonight 695 00:28:59,781 --> 00:29:02,523 Amelia: And remember -- it's yes-and-no questions. 696 00:29:02,566 --> 00:29:06,309 [ Machine thumping softly ] 697 00:29:06,353 --> 00:29:07,789 Sara: You'll have a seat just right here. 698 00:29:07,833 --> 00:29:10,618 Alright. Thank you. 699 00:29:10,661 --> 00:29:12,576 And then you're gonna speak into this microphone. 700 00:29:12,620 --> 00:29:13,708 Okay. 701 00:29:15,144 --> 00:29:16,102 [ Door closes ] 702 00:29:20,628 --> 00:29:23,762 Hey, sweetie. 703 00:29:23,805 --> 00:29:26,155 It's Dad. Can you hear me? 704 00:29:27,591 --> 00:29:30,203 [ Beeping ] 705 00:29:31,770 --> 00:29:33,336 [ Inhales sharply ] 706 00:29:33,380 --> 00:29:37,036 ♪♪ 707 00:29:37,079 --> 00:29:39,038 You take all the time you want. 708 00:29:39,081 --> 00:29:43,564 ♪♪ 709 00:29:43,607 --> 00:29:46,219 You know I love you to the moon and back, right? 710 00:29:46,262 --> 00:29:48,177 [ Beeping ] 711 00:29:48,221 --> 00:29:50,136 [ Laughs ] I know you do. 712 00:29:56,403 --> 00:29:59,623 [ Siren wails in distance ] 713 00:30:01,756 --> 00:30:04,890 Hey. You ride to work. 714 00:30:04,933 --> 00:30:08,154 No. Um, sometimes. 715 00:30:08,197 --> 00:30:10,591 It's -- U-Usually. I, uh -- It's exercise. 716 00:30:10,634 --> 00:30:13,333 Wow. 717 00:30:13,376 --> 00:30:14,856 I know. I need to buy a car. I just -- 718 00:30:14,900 --> 00:30:16,989 No, no, the rest of your face is really cute. 719 00:30:17,032 --> 00:30:18,555 Did you cut your hair? 720 00:30:18,599 --> 00:30:20,644 I did. I like it. 721 00:30:22,037 --> 00:30:23,647 So, you want to get out of here? 722 00:30:23,691 --> 00:30:24,823 Uh, now? 723 00:30:24,866 --> 00:30:26,041 Oh, no, sorry. I meant later. 724 00:30:26,085 --> 00:30:27,390 Do you -- Do you want to see each other, 725 00:30:27,434 --> 00:30:29,218 like, out of the hospital? 726 00:30:29,262 --> 00:30:31,220 Like, my place, tonight? 727 00:30:31,264 --> 00:30:32,482 Um... 728 00:30:32,526 --> 00:30:34,136 I get COVID-tested three times a week, 729 00:30:34,180 --> 00:30:35,572 and I only go to work and home, 730 00:30:35,616 --> 00:30:37,618 and I don't even set foot inside a grocery store. 731 00:30:37,661 --> 00:30:38,967 So, um... 732 00:30:39,011 --> 00:30:40,403 Yeah, you know, I'll just text you my address 733 00:30:40,447 --> 00:30:41,883 and see how the rest of your day goes. 734 00:30:41,927 --> 00:30:44,190 But I hope I'm at the end of it. 735 00:30:44,233 --> 00:30:50,849 ♪♪ 736 00:30:50,892 --> 00:30:52,720 [ Monitor beeping ] 737 00:30:52,763 --> 00:30:55,897 Hayes: We have tried extubating, but she is not responding. 738 00:30:55,941 --> 00:30:57,159 Modified barium swallow 739 00:30:57,203 --> 00:30:59,422 shows that she is aspirating with swallowing. 740 00:30:59,466 --> 00:31:01,816 She's getting worse.I want to operate. 741 00:31:01,860 --> 00:31:03,470 She justreached full term. 742 00:31:03,513 --> 00:31:04,906 We're aware. 743 00:31:04,950 --> 00:31:07,430 A Nissen fundoplication could help stop the reflux 744 00:31:07,474 --> 00:31:08,823 and protect her lungs for the future. 745 00:31:08,867 --> 00:31:10,216 It's where I wrap the upper part of the stomach -- 746 00:31:10,259 --> 00:31:11,695 Yeah, I'm familiar. 747 00:31:11,739 --> 00:31:13,741 I've taken care of children who have had this procedure. 748 00:31:13,784 --> 00:31:15,438 And the county and I respectfully disagree. 749 00:31:15,482 --> 00:31:18,311 [ Scoffs ] Wait. You're saying no? You ca-- 750 00:31:18,354 --> 00:31:21,401 I truly believe that you have Luna's best interests at heart, 751 00:31:21,444 --> 00:31:24,056 but until Luna is adopted, I am as close 752 00:31:24,099 --> 00:31:25,579 as she's ever gonna get to a legal parent. 753 00:31:25,622 --> 00:31:27,233 I'm sorry. 754 00:31:27,276 --> 00:31:28,843 And, Dr. Wilson, I'm sorry to hear 755 00:31:28,887 --> 00:31:30,714 that your application was denied. 756 00:31:30,758 --> 00:31:32,586 It was a nice idea. 757 00:31:32,629 --> 00:31:37,634 ♪♪ 758 00:31:37,678 --> 00:31:39,245 You were denied? 759 00:31:39,288 --> 00:31:42,074 I didn't pass the background check. 760 00:31:42,117 --> 00:31:44,380 And explaining it won't change anything. 761 00:31:44,424 --> 00:31:46,208 [ Baby cries ] 762 00:31:47,644 --> 00:31:49,733 [ Sighs ] 763 00:31:49,777 --> 00:31:52,649 ♪♪ 764 00:31:54,825 --> 00:31:56,001 Meredith: Hey. 765 00:31:56,044 --> 00:31:58,525 I'm surprised. You came. 766 00:31:58,568 --> 00:32:00,570 Yeah, I'm surprised, too. 767 00:32:00,614 --> 00:32:01,920 You look better. 768 00:32:01,963 --> 00:32:05,140 I think Koracick and Avery... 769 00:32:05,184 --> 00:32:06,446 had the right idea. 770 00:32:06,489 --> 00:32:09,579 Oh, Grey, no! No, they did no-- 771 00:32:09,623 --> 00:32:11,625 I mean, yeah, they did, but look. 772 00:32:11,668 --> 00:32:13,453 If I lose any more surgeons, then we just might as well 773 00:32:13,496 --> 00:32:15,324 turn the hospital into a clinic. 774 00:32:15,368 --> 00:32:16,804 I'm not talking about quitting. 775 00:32:16,847 --> 00:32:20,068 I'm talking about learning. 776 00:32:20,112 --> 00:32:23,071 And growing. And getting better. 777 00:32:23,115 --> 00:32:26,031 Anyway, I have spent the last few weeks 778 00:32:26,074 --> 00:32:27,858 worrying about how to get back to normal, 779 00:32:27,902 --> 00:32:29,991 but look where normal got us. 780 00:32:30,035 --> 00:32:33,690 Sexism, racism, inequality, substandard care. 781 00:32:33,734 --> 00:32:35,649 What has just happened, 782 00:32:35,692 --> 00:32:37,564 we should neverwant to go back to that. 783 00:32:37,607 --> 00:32:41,698 Okay. I came here today with an idea, Grey. 784 00:32:41,742 --> 00:32:45,050 And -- And you can say no, but you can't say no right now. 785 00:32:45,093 --> 00:32:47,313 Because you're gonna want to. 786 00:32:47,356 --> 00:32:49,271 Y-You're gonna think that you aren't right for this. 787 00:32:49,315 --> 00:32:51,056 You're gonna think that I'm desperate. 788 00:32:51,099 --> 00:32:54,363 [ Chuckling ] And I am. Because I've just lost too much. 789 00:32:54,407 --> 00:32:58,237 This hospital has lost too much, so... 790 00:32:58,280 --> 00:33:00,587 I want you to take over the residency program. 791 00:33:00,630 --> 00:33:03,198 Richard Webber runs the residency program. 792 00:33:03,242 --> 00:33:04,547 Richard Webber isn't going anywhere, 793 00:33:04,591 --> 00:33:06,158 but he's got too many jobs, okay? 794 00:33:06,201 --> 00:33:09,465 He's -- He's still operating, he's chief of chiefs, 795 00:33:09,509 --> 00:33:13,861 and one day -- a day I hope is in the distant future -- 796 00:33:13,904 --> 00:33:17,865 he's gonna want to step back, so we need a plan in place. 797 00:33:17,908 --> 00:33:20,302 And we need allies. 798 00:33:20,346 --> 00:33:22,435 And I need somebody who thinks like me. 799 00:33:22,478 --> 00:33:24,828 So this is my plan. 800 00:33:24,872 --> 00:33:28,006 You. You are my plan. 801 00:33:28,049 --> 00:33:32,706 I need you to put together a team that reflects our world 802 00:33:32,749 --> 00:33:34,795 and then take over this class 803 00:33:34,838 --> 00:33:36,579 and choose every class after this one, 804 00:33:36,623 --> 00:33:39,582 and -- and -- and you shape them, you set everything. 805 00:33:39,626 --> 00:33:42,455 You can throw out the whole curriculum if you want to, 806 00:33:42,498 --> 00:33:47,503 and then we will sandblast the bias right out of 'em. 807 00:33:47,547 --> 00:33:49,853 And you can make sure that thisworld 808 00:33:49,897 --> 00:33:51,986 doesn't go back to normal. 809 00:33:55,946 --> 00:33:56,991 Well? 810 00:33:58,297 --> 00:34:01,039 Am I allowed to say yes? 811 00:34:02,866 --> 00:34:04,825 I will allow that. 812 00:34:04,868 --> 00:34:06,696 [ Banners' "Heads and Tails" plays ] 813 00:34:06,740 --> 00:34:09,134 I gave you my number, right?Twice, dear. 814 00:34:09,177 --> 00:34:10,352 You can call me anytime you want. 815 00:34:10,396 --> 00:34:11,571 Residents don't sleep anyway. 816 00:34:11,614 --> 00:34:13,790 [ Dog barks ] 817 00:34:13,834 --> 00:34:16,793 Jupiter! [ Laughing ] 818 00:34:16,837 --> 00:34:18,882 ♪ Don't lose your faith 819 00:34:18,926 --> 00:34:21,668 [ Laughter ]Aww! 820 00:34:21,711 --> 00:34:24,192 How did you find him? He was lost. 821 00:34:24,236 --> 00:34:27,500 Well, we called every shelter we could find. 822 00:34:27,543 --> 00:34:30,242 It helps to have a team of interns at your disposal. 823 00:34:30,285 --> 00:34:32,418 This guy was halfway to Tacoma. 824 00:34:32,461 --> 00:34:35,247 Oh, Jupy. My baby! 825 00:34:35,290 --> 00:34:38,076 I missed you. [ Chuckles ] 826 00:34:38,119 --> 00:34:40,730 Thank you. Thank you so much. 827 00:34:40,774 --> 00:34:41,905 I'll grab your bag. 828 00:34:41,949 --> 00:34:42,732 Okay. You ready? 829 00:34:42,776 --> 00:34:43,690 Let's go. 830 00:34:43,733 --> 00:34:45,213 ♪ Hope 831 00:34:45,257 --> 00:34:49,217 Oh, good boy. Oh, hi. Bye-bye. Bye, Jupiter. 832 00:34:49,261 --> 00:34:52,960 ♪ Fight against the tide 833 00:34:53,003 --> 00:34:54,353 ♪ Let it rise and fall 834 00:34:54,396 --> 00:34:55,876 How is it I feel better about this 835 00:34:55,919 --> 00:34:58,139 than about replacing her heart? 836 00:34:58,183 --> 00:35:00,272 I'm not sure. 837 00:35:00,315 --> 00:35:01,882 But I feel the same. 838 00:35:01,925 --> 00:35:03,144 [ Laughs ] 839 00:35:03,188 --> 00:35:04,450 Ohh. 840 00:35:06,408 --> 00:35:10,586 ♪ 'Cause we'll hold it together, hold on together ♪ 841 00:35:11,892 --> 00:35:14,938 ♪ Pushing on the wheel until it turns ♪ 842 00:35:14,982 --> 00:35:19,117 ♪ 'Cause everything is us against the world we're here ♪ 843 00:35:19,160 --> 00:35:22,729 ♪ Whatever you do, I'll be with you, ooh ♪ 844 00:35:22,772 --> 00:35:26,646 ♪ Don't lose your faith 845 00:35:26,689 --> 00:35:28,735 I panicked. 846 00:35:28,778 --> 00:35:29,997 Because I love you. 847 00:35:30,040 --> 00:35:32,869 I'm just [Sighs] really used to 848 00:35:32,913 --> 00:35:34,654 you not feeling it back. 849 00:35:34,697 --> 00:35:37,961 I've always felt it back. I just... 850 00:35:38,005 --> 00:35:40,268 I don't know. I just couldn't say it back. 851 00:35:40,312 --> 00:35:42,140 What changed? Me. 852 00:35:42,183 --> 00:35:43,880 I changed. Because of you. 853 00:35:43,924 --> 00:35:45,404 ♪ Whatever comes our way 854 00:35:45,447 --> 00:35:46,231 Look. 855 00:35:47,797 --> 00:35:48,885 ♪ It's all just heads and tails ♪ 856 00:35:48,929 --> 00:35:51,061 I think about you all day long. 857 00:35:51,105 --> 00:35:53,716 And I know you get anxious, 858 00:35:53,760 --> 00:35:56,241 so I've been worried now that you're part of the trials. 859 00:35:56,284 --> 00:35:57,938 But I don't know. I just want to make you tea and -- 860 00:35:57,981 --> 00:35:59,200 a-and take care of you 861 00:35:59,244 --> 00:36:01,202 a-and watch "Lord of the Rings" with you 862 00:36:01,246 --> 00:36:03,552 even though I told you I'd rather stab my eyes out with a fork. 863 00:36:03,596 --> 00:36:04,988 [ Both chuckle ] 864 00:36:05,032 --> 00:36:08,427 ♪ Don't lose 865 00:36:08,470 --> 00:36:12,213 Levi, I neverwant to be without you, okay? 866 00:36:12,257 --> 00:36:13,780 I love you. 867 00:36:13,823 --> 00:36:15,042 I'm in love with you. 868 00:36:15,085 --> 00:36:17,479 ♪ ...and tails 869 00:36:17,523 --> 00:36:20,482 Wait. H-How did you know I was coming over tonight? 870 00:36:20,526 --> 00:36:22,441 Oh, no, I didn't. I've been lighting these candles 871 00:36:22,484 --> 00:36:24,225 almost every night, hoping you'd come over. 872 00:36:24,269 --> 00:36:25,226 [ Chuckles ][ Exhales sharply ] 873 00:36:25,270 --> 00:36:26,662 That is... 874 00:36:26,706 --> 00:36:28,273 so unlike you. 875 00:36:28,316 --> 00:36:29,709 ♪♪ 876 00:36:29,752 --> 00:36:31,580 It's like you. 877 00:36:31,624 --> 00:36:34,453 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh 878 00:36:34,496 --> 00:36:38,021 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh 879 00:36:38,065 --> 00:36:43,244 ♪ Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh-ooh ♪ 880 00:36:43,288 --> 00:36:44,985 [ Door opens ] 881 00:36:45,028 --> 00:36:47,030 Hey. 882 00:36:47,074 --> 00:36:48,858 Amazing progress on Skyler. 883 00:36:48,902 --> 00:36:51,513 It's always good to see you in your element. 884 00:36:51,557 --> 00:36:53,385 Thanks. 885 00:36:53,428 --> 00:36:55,343 Feel like I haven't been in my element for a while. 886 00:36:55,387 --> 00:36:57,606 I think a lot of us feel that way. 887 00:36:57,650 --> 00:36:59,347 I don't want any more kids. 888 00:36:59,391 --> 00:37:00,914 Okay. Wha-- Are you -- 889 00:37:00,957 --> 00:37:03,656 Oh, no. No. God, no. I don't thinkso. 890 00:37:03,699 --> 00:37:06,920 But Link wants them. 891 00:37:06,963 --> 00:37:08,922 Uh-huh. 892 00:37:08,965 --> 00:37:11,141 You should have seen the excitement on his face, thinking about it. 893 00:37:11,185 --> 00:37:12,534 Kind of know that feeling. 894 00:37:12,578 --> 00:37:14,406 I don't. I thought I would. 895 00:37:14,449 --> 00:37:16,321 I always thought I wanted four or five kids, 896 00:37:16,364 --> 00:37:18,061 like my family, but...Amelia, is everything okay? 897 00:37:18,105 --> 00:37:20,499 I love Link, and I love Scout. 898 00:37:20,542 --> 00:37:22,892 But I don't know if I can love more than them 899 00:37:22,936 --> 00:37:24,154 without losing myself. 900 00:37:24,198 --> 00:37:26,331 Owen, I got so involved with Skyler, 901 00:37:26,374 --> 00:37:29,464 I have not been to a meeting in two weeks. 902 00:37:29,508 --> 00:37:31,292 And I don't know if I can wrap my mind around 903 00:37:31,336 --> 00:37:32,685 bringing another kid into this messy world. 904 00:37:32,728 --> 00:37:34,077 My world is messy. 905 00:37:37,472 --> 00:37:38,734 [ Sighs ] 906 00:37:40,258 --> 00:37:42,085 [ Sighs ] 907 00:37:42,129 --> 00:37:45,263 I loved having a sister. 908 00:37:45,306 --> 00:37:48,091 And I love my kids more than anything, okay? 909 00:37:48,135 --> 00:37:51,181 But having another kid, it's -- 910 00:37:51,225 --> 00:37:53,096 it's not just twice the work, Amelia. 911 00:37:53,140 --> 00:37:56,317 It is -- Oh, it's exponential. 912 00:37:56,361 --> 00:37:59,625 It's not gonna work unless you both want it. 913 00:38:00,843 --> 00:38:02,323 Okay. Let's try this. 914 00:38:02,367 --> 00:38:04,412 I'm gonna ask you if you want more kids, okay, 915 00:38:04,456 --> 00:38:07,807 and if the answer is yes, then you think music, 916 00:38:07,850 --> 00:38:09,417 and if no, then bedroom. 917 00:38:09,461 --> 00:38:13,203 [ Both chuckle ] 918 00:38:13,247 --> 00:38:14,988 You want me to come to a meeting with you? 919 00:38:15,031 --> 00:38:16,859 I could call Teddy and tell her I'm gonna be late. 920 00:38:16,903 --> 00:38:18,165 It's fine. 921 00:38:18,208 --> 00:38:19,384 No, they're virtual now. 922 00:38:19,427 --> 00:38:20,776 Oh, yeah, right. [ Chuckles ] 923 00:38:20,820 --> 00:38:21,690 But thank you. 924 00:38:23,518 --> 00:38:27,043 Just be honest with him. He'll understand. 925 00:38:27,087 --> 00:38:29,219 [ Kaleo's "I Want More" plays ] 926 00:38:29,263 --> 00:38:31,091 ♪ Homegrounds 927 00:38:31,134 --> 00:38:33,311 ♪ Feels like the weight Bye. 928 00:38:33,354 --> 00:38:36,226 ♪ Has been lifted away [ Door opens ] 929 00:38:36,270 --> 00:38:37,663 ♪ But if she leaves me there 930 00:38:37,706 --> 00:38:38,838 TV announcer: ...point line. Willard shoots. 931 00:38:38,881 --> 00:38:40,622 ♪ I won't run Negative off the rim, 932 00:38:40,666 --> 00:38:43,146 rebounded by Milken and...♪ Please pass it on 933 00:38:43,190 --> 00:38:44,800 ♪ Carry me down 934 00:38:44,844 --> 00:38:46,541 Meredith: No one likes being an outlier. 935 00:38:46,585 --> 00:38:48,195 ♪ All you need to know 936 00:38:48,238 --> 00:38:49,196 Hey. 937 00:38:49,239 --> 00:38:51,633 ♪ Is I want more 938 00:38:51,677 --> 00:38:52,765 ♪ More 939 00:38:52,808 --> 00:38:54,462 Is everything okay? 940 00:38:54,506 --> 00:38:57,204 [ Voice breaking ] Yeah. Great. 941 00:38:57,247 --> 00:38:58,727 Are you sure? Because -- 942 00:38:58,771 --> 00:39:01,077 Helm, you can either live here, or you can talk. 943 00:39:01,121 --> 00:39:02,818 But you can't do both. 944 00:39:02,862 --> 00:39:06,387 Patients constantly ask, "Have you seen this before? 945 00:39:06,431 --> 00:39:10,652 How common is it? Is this normal?" 946 00:39:10,696 --> 00:39:12,393 ♪ Wait until it's right 947 00:39:12,437 --> 00:39:14,308 [ Crying ] 948 00:39:14,352 --> 00:39:18,312 ♪ But then you fold your hand into mine ♪ 949 00:39:18,356 --> 00:39:22,621 ♪ Watch as the waves fall back into place ♪ 950 00:39:22,664 --> 00:39:24,405 [ Cellphone chimes ] 951 00:39:24,449 --> 00:39:26,755 For so long, we've been conditioned 952 00:39:26,799 --> 00:39:29,149 to think if we aren't normal, it's a bad thing. 953 00:39:29,192 --> 00:39:30,933 ♪ More 954 00:39:30,977 --> 00:39:33,632 ♪ Like before 955 00:39:33,675 --> 00:39:35,851 ♪ More 956 00:39:35,895 --> 00:39:37,940 ♪ I want more 957 00:39:37,984 --> 00:39:39,115 [ Message bloops ] 958 00:39:39,159 --> 00:39:44,251 ♪ More, I want more 959 00:39:44,294 --> 00:39:48,429 Maybe it's time to rethink what the rules of normal are. 960 00:39:48,473 --> 00:39:53,956 ♪♪ 961 00:39:54,000 --> 00:39:55,654 None of your ideas are perfect. 962 00:39:55,697 --> 00:39:59,875 Did you forget you told me or...? 963 00:39:59,919 --> 00:40:03,879 I finally figured out what's been bothering me. 964 00:40:03,923 --> 00:40:06,055 ♪ Like before, more 965 00:40:06,099 --> 00:40:07,796 [ Sighs ] 966 00:40:07,840 --> 00:40:09,145 ♪ I want more 967 00:40:09,189 --> 00:40:10,408 Perfect is never gonna be an option 968 00:40:10,451 --> 00:40:12,801 because my mom won't be here. 969 00:40:12,845 --> 00:40:15,195 ♪ I want more 970 00:40:15,238 --> 00:40:16,849 The something that was wrong, 971 00:40:16,892 --> 00:40:18,503 it never had anything to do with you. 972 00:40:18,546 --> 00:40:21,114 I just really wish she could be there, 973 00:40:21,157 --> 00:40:22,942 that she could have met you. 974 00:40:24,639 --> 00:40:26,815 Yeah, I wish that, too. 975 00:40:28,513 --> 00:40:31,820 You know my mom taught me how to dance, right? 976 00:40:31,864 --> 00:40:33,605 And you better bet she would've worn out 977 00:40:33,648 --> 00:40:36,346 that dance floor, too.[ Laughs ] 978 00:40:36,390 --> 00:40:37,783 [ Breathes deeply ] 979 00:40:37,826 --> 00:40:41,743 Okay. So...here's my idea. 980 00:40:41,787 --> 00:40:44,224 We take the engagement ring that my mom gave me 981 00:40:44,267 --> 00:40:46,966 and we turn it into my wedding band. 982 00:40:47,009 --> 00:40:49,795 And we don't wait. 983 00:40:49,838 --> 00:40:52,754 We get your grandma and my dad out here as soon as we can, 984 00:40:52,798 --> 00:40:54,713 and we just do it with family. 985 00:40:54,756 --> 00:40:57,933 And then someday, sometime, when it's safe, 986 00:40:57,977 --> 00:41:01,241 we will have a party that sets the world on fire. 987 00:41:02,547 --> 00:41:03,983 Okay. I'm good with that. 988 00:41:04,026 --> 00:41:06,246 That is such a relief.Why? 989 00:41:06,289 --> 00:41:10,729 ♪ Yes, I want more, more 990 00:41:10,772 --> 00:41:13,079 Hello, my sweet Winston! 991 00:41:13,122 --> 00:41:14,210 Ahh! Nana Ante! 992 00:41:14,254 --> 00:41:16,517 Hey, no, no! No hugging for 10 days! 993 00:41:16,561 --> 00:41:17,953 [ Laughter ] 994 00:41:17,997 --> 00:41:20,434 Hey, uh, so, what's this I hear 995 00:41:20,478 --> 00:41:22,436 about you wanting to marry my little girl? 996 00:41:22,480 --> 00:41:25,004 Oh, Dad. Stop it. 997 00:41:25,047 --> 00:41:28,398 I can't believe you did this. I can't believe it. 998 00:41:28,442 --> 00:41:29,661 Me neither. 999 00:41:29,704 --> 00:41:31,532 Nana Ante: My darling baby. 1000 00:41:31,576 --> 00:41:34,448 Maybe it's time to rethink everything. 1001 00:41:34,492 --> 00:41:38,147 ♪ Don't you leave me there, wanting more ♪ 1002 00:41:50,420 --> 00:41:58,472 ♪♪ 1003 00:41:58,516 --> 00:42:06,915 ♪♪ 1004 00:42:06,959 --> 00:42:15,402 ♪♪