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During our
ER rotation in med school,

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my roommate fell in love
with emergency medicine.

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Avery.

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Care to tell me
why you've pulled

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all of my residents from the ER?

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Yeah, I just wanted to speed up
our free COVID testing.

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But, I mean, hey, if you want,
I guess we could...

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we could start
turning them away.

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It's a great program.

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Forget I asked, okay?

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She loved being
on the frontline.

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She felt that's where she had
the most impact.

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But I knew, three days in,

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emergency medicine
was not for me.

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Most treatments were meant
to just tide patients over

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until they could see
their own physician,

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a specialist, or a surgeon.

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And how is her base deficit?

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Same as I told you
five minutes ago.

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And her inflammatory markers?

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Altman, we would not be
here without your tireless effort.

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But you still have two days off.

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Enjoy them,

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because you're gonna
miss them when you're back.

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Okay. Thanks.
Uh, one more thing...

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Goodbye, Altman.

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And I thought, "What's the point

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of starting something
you won't get to finish?"

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...closer, I saw it didn't
have a ball in its mouth,

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it had an avocado.

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No idea where he got it from.

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You're gonna love dogs.

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Oh, you're gonna love
everythingabout the outside. Mm-hmm.

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The trees, grass, rainbows.

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Isn't that right, Luna?

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Wait, wait, wait!
Wait, wait.

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Say her name again.
Why?

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Because I think
she understood it.

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Her face changed.

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Yeah, Luna...
Luna.

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Luuuna...
Luna!

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For what it's worth,
she doesn't respond

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when Isay her name, either.

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Yes, she does.
She's a genius.

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All right if I complete
my rounds now?

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Or is she such a genius that
she can look after herself?

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No. Go ahead.
Mm-hmm. Mm-hmm.

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Wilson, Chief,

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while I think these visits
do Luna the world of good,

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I have about 15 other patients
and their very worried parents

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waiting for me,
so if you don't mind...

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Nyah nyah nyah
nyah nyah. Mm-hmm.

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Thank you.

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♪ Used to have a lover
that was mine, all mine ♪

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No. Go back
where you came from.

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I already have all the clothes
in the house.

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Ellis thought her laundry went
under her bed,

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not in the hamper.

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He just ate.

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Well, I ate a lot
when I was a kid.

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Still do.

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Okay.

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Baby or laundry?

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Neither.

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I... I just want
everything to stop.

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The whole planet,
it can just stop turning,

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and we can all just melt.

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Is it for us?

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Is it for us?

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Is it for us?

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Is what for us, buddy?

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The camping truck,
the camping truck!

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♪ Over you

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♪ Darling, over you

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Dad?

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Hey, kiddos!

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Surprise!
Huh?

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Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa!

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COVID! And stranger.

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Aw, we've talked on the computer
screen lots of times.

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We're old friends. Where are your masks?!

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Where's my grandson?
That's what I want to know.

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Oh, don't worry, honey,
we have been totally safe.

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Two-week quarantine
from Colorado

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while we took in the scenery.

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Dad packed for everything.
We didn't even have to shop.

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Haven't spoken face-to-face
with another soul

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since we left.

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Mm. So romantic.

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I guess I'll...
go get Scout?

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Okay. Alright, I'll do you
one better.

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We thought we could take
all the kids

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to check out
Mt. Rainier.

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Fun!
Can we go, please?

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Uh, I'm sorry.

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You're say... you want to take
everyone from here?

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Those first few months
with a newborn...

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impossible without help.

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Only if it's okay.

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Okay.

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Yes! Yay! Come on!

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Have I told you two
how much I love you?

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Because I definitely love you.

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And we love you, too, hon.

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We couldn't have asked for
a better daughter-in-law.

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She is the mother
of my grandson,

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and even if you haven't
gotten around to proposing,

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I am gonna call her
what I want to call her.

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I don't get why they're not
married, either.

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Okay. Time to hit the road.Zola.

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I'll go get Scout.

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I can't wait
to meet my grandson!

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That's it?

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I can go again if you want.

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You'll get a text in 30 minutes
with the results.

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Thank you.
All right.

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I've almost used all my kits.
I'm so sorry.

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It's just that the... the...
the turnout's so high.

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Relax, Schmitt.
We have more in the van.

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If we run low, we can go over

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to the drive-through site
at Station 19.

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They've got extras.

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Oh.
Wow. That's amazing.

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How did we get more kits?

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20 hours of virtual meetings
with the Fox Foundation,

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convincing them it's the right
thing to do... that's how.

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You don't just ask your mom?

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Ready for you, sir.

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Thank you. Why don't you go ahead
and have a seat?

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How you doing?
Good.

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One of our cashiers tested
positive at the store.

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I feel fine, but, you know,
I figured I should make sure.

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Good. Smart.
Okay.

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Can you take your mask down
a little bit for me?

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All right, one more.

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Great. All set.
Yeah.

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How many days till I know?

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Uh, well, it's a rapid test,

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so about 30 minutes
for your results.

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Oh, wow. I won't be late
for my shift, then.

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Thank you so much.

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You're very welcome.
Thank you.

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I wouldn't be the surgeon I am
without you, Meredith.

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You taught me to push myself,
to innovate,

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to see what's possible,
and to trust my instinct.

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And right now, that's telling me
to change to OB.

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Go with God?

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Meredith wouldn't say that.

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I have literally never known
what Dr. Grey is gonna say.

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Ooh! Why don't you be me
and I be her?

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Oh, how about you be you andher

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so that I can get back
to the testing tent?

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She's my mentor!

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I don't want to disappoint her
or Bailey or Dr. Webber.

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This is stressful.

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Well, so is
pissing off Dr. Avery.

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Oh, crap... trauma.

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I gotta go.

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I had to go first!

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- Dr. Goldberg to the ICU.
- Dr. Goldberg to the ICU.

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Arthur Beaton, 14 months...

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Hold up, Khan.

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Chris, did you want
to wait for Hollie?

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Or I can set you up with
a video-chat on a tablet?

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No. Thank you.

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It's... not a good time.

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She has work, so...

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go ahead.

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Arthur Beaton, 14 months,

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diagnosed with multiple VSDs,

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cardiomyopathy,
and heart failure.

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He's currently on
day 12 of ECMO,

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waiting for a transplant,
status 1A.

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We thought this would only be
for a few days.

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Do a lot of kids with his
condition stay on it this long?

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It's unusual.

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It means he's strong.

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He's already held his own
through several procedures.

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None of which have fixed
the holes in his heart.

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We're hoping he can hang on
a little bit longer,

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until a donor heart
comes through.

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I'll be back to you
in a couple of hours, okay?

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Chief.
Welcome back.

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Mm.

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So, uh, this is the car
that got stuck in a truck?

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Yep, ran right up
the loading ramp.

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They had to cut openthe side of the van.Mm.

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Newlyweds, I heard.

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Hell of a honeymoon.

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Huh.

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Shayne Riley, 45.

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Unstable pelvis
and lower abdominal pains

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after sustaining crush injuries
in an MVC.

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Initially unresponsive,
but now alert and orientated

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after saline boluses.

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Shayne, you are
in good hands now,

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and I'm not just saying that

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because Dr. Bailey here
is my wife.

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But you are looking
really good, Chief.

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All right, this is
Karissa Skolaski, 42.

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Vital signs stable,
A and O times three.

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Minor lacerations to the face,
arms, and legs.

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Patient complains of headache.

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Let's take her to trauma one.

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Shayne?!
W-Where's my husband?!

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He's right over there, ma'am.
He's being taken care of.

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Oh, Shayne, I'm sorry, babe!

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I didn't mean it!

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Wait, can he hear me?

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Uh, he's heavily sedated, ma'am.

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I can hear her just fine.
I'm just not talking to her.

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Ever again.

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Improving ground glass
opacities,

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no pleural effusion
or pneumothorax,

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and no signs of stroke
on head CT.

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This is great news.

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It's not great news?

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Great news doesn't matter

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if she's too weak to stay awake.

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Karissa, you can't get up. We're
waiting on neuro to see you.

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Okay? Just squeeze. I'm fine, I'm fine.

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But my boyfriend... husband...

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uh, he... he hates needles.

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He really hates needles.

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He's being worked on
by excellent doctors.

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Can you follow my finger?

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But can't you put us
in the same room?

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I really need to talk to him.

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When we were in the accident,

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I kinda said a thing,
and I feel terrible.

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Well, you're in luck. They pay
me to help people who feel terrible.

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Any loss of consciousness?
Dizziness?

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I don't think so.

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So, what?
You cheated on him?

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You stole all his money?
You ran over grandma?

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Okay, CT's calling for her.
Do you want to come?

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Please and thank you.
Squeeze my hands, please.

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I told the paramedics
to save me first.

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Over him, my husband.

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Yikes. Well, maybe you can
blame that on a brain bleed.

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Can you please tell him
I'm okay?

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Yeah.
Let's go.

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You know what else she said?

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That except for her, no one
would miss me if I died.

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She thinks I'm a loner
and no one cares about me.

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A lot of people panic
on their wedding day.

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I know I did.

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Dr. Hunt knows that...

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Does this hurt?

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Ow! Yeah.

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Don't people normally panic
beforesaying "I do"?

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We'd already been married
four hours.

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I'm not sure,
but your scan does show

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that you have an open-book
pelvic fracture.

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We're gonna have to do a CT
to make sure

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00:09:04,430 --> 00:09:06,000
there's no other
abdominal injuries,

257
00:09:06,040 --> 00:09:07,690
but you willneeda surgery, okay?

258
00:09:07,740 --> 00:09:09,870
Shayne, we're takingKarissa to CT,

259
00:09:09,910 --> 00:09:11,960
but she is stableand she's feeling okay.

260
00:09:12,000 --> 00:09:14,270
Let me guess...
she asked to go first.

261
00:09:14,310 --> 00:09:16,270
No, she's very worriedabout you.

262
00:09:16,310 --> 00:09:18,050
Good.
Don't tell her how I am.

263
00:09:18,100 --> 00:09:19,336
She doesn't get to know
anything.

264
00:09:19,360 --> 00:09:20,400
Let's go.

265
00:09:22,060 --> 00:09:24,190
I'm just gonna
not tell her anything?

266
00:09:24,230 --> 00:09:25,410
She's terrified.

267
00:09:25,450 --> 00:09:26,450
You know the rules.

268
00:09:31,370 --> 00:09:33,070
It's not just me, right?

269
00:09:33,110 --> 00:09:34,550
This is weird.

270
00:09:34,590 --> 00:09:36,370
Super weird.

271
00:09:36,420 --> 00:09:39,600
It's like we won
the lottery of silence.

272
00:09:39,640 --> 00:09:41,250
Where do we even start?

273
00:09:42,770 --> 00:09:44,340
By getting naked?

274
00:09:44,380 --> 00:09:45,950
Okay.

275
00:09:45,990 --> 00:09:47,730
Loving that.

276
00:09:50,610 --> 00:09:52,090
Whoa, Amelia.

277
00:09:52,130 --> 00:09:53,650
I don't think you're grasping

278
00:09:53,700 --> 00:09:55,520
the extentof our freedom here.

279
00:09:55,570 --> 00:09:57,350
There are no baby monitors.

280
00:09:57,400 --> 00:09:58,716
There are nohomework assignments,

281
00:09:58,740 --> 00:10:00,350
no one's... no one's hungry.

282
00:10:00,400 --> 00:10:01,750
I'm a little hungry.

283
00:10:01,790 --> 00:10:03,840
Then let's have sex
in the kitchen.

284
00:10:03,880 --> 00:10:06,230
We can do whatever we want.

285
00:10:06,270 --> 00:10:07,450
You realize that?

286
00:10:07,490 --> 00:10:09,020
We can... We can be loud.

287
00:10:09,060 --> 00:10:11,500
Oh, do you rememberbeing able to be loud?

288
00:10:14,110 --> 00:10:15,280
What's wrong?

289
00:10:22,730 --> 00:10:24,470
Okay.

290
00:10:24,510 --> 00:10:27,290
All right. Amelia...

291
00:10:27,340 --> 00:10:28,470
look at me.

292
00:10:29,730 --> 00:10:31,520
Oh, my, God. No, no!

293
00:10:31,560 --> 00:10:34,130
No?
Get up, get up!

294
00:10:34,170 --> 00:10:36,700
I-I-I thought you were
cryingbecause my mom and Zola...

295
00:10:36,740 --> 00:10:37,700
No, I'm not!

296
00:10:37,740 --> 00:10:39,050
I'm... I'm not, just...

297
00:10:39,090 --> 00:10:42,090
I just really need
to be crying right now!

298
00:10:47,270 --> 00:10:48,270
Okay.

299
00:10:54,410 --> 00:10:55,580
Marcel tested positive.

300
00:10:55,630 --> 00:10:57,150
He needs to be home, isolating.

301
00:10:57,190 --> 00:10:59,086
I told him that, but apparently,
he lives with his family...

302
00:10:59,110 --> 00:11:01,150
six people ina two-bedroom apartment,

303
00:11:01,200 --> 00:11:02,770
including his grandpa.

304
00:11:02,810 --> 00:11:04,550
He doesn't want
to get them sick.

305
00:11:04,590 --> 00:11:05,940
Can't we just admit him?

306
00:11:05,990 --> 00:11:06,860
Get him some care and a place...

307
00:11:06,900 --> 00:11:08,046
This is not a hotel, Schmitt.

308
00:11:08,070 --> 00:11:10,820
He can't afford to stay
anywhere else.

309
00:11:13,040 --> 00:11:14,820
Okay.
Book him a hotel room.

310
00:11:16,820 --> 00:11:19,220
On you?
Are you sure?

311
00:11:19,260 --> 00:11:21,260
It's a matter
of public health, okay?

312
00:11:21,310 --> 00:11:23,790
Anybody needs a room...
just book them a hotel.

313
00:11:23,830 --> 00:11:26,010
No questions.

314
00:11:26,050 --> 00:11:27,620
We got you a hotel.

315
00:11:35,450 --> 00:11:37,280
Dr. Feldman
to the Step Down Unit.

316
00:11:37,320 --> 00:11:40,190
Dr. Feldman
to the Step Down Unit.

317
00:11:40,240 --> 00:11:41,590
Chris?

318
00:11:41,630 --> 00:11:43,150
I had to
get out of there for a minute.

319
00:11:43,200 --> 00:11:44,590
I understand.

320
00:11:44,630 --> 00:11:46,176
You want to get outside,
get some fresh air?

321
00:11:46,200 --> 00:11:47,590
Or there's a chapel.

322
00:11:47,640 --> 00:11:49,460
So I can pray for
someone else's kid to die?

323
00:11:54,900 --> 00:11:57,080
I lied earlier.

324
00:11:57,120 --> 00:11:59,520
Hollie wasn't on a work call.

325
00:11:59,560 --> 00:12:02,000
She hasn't signed on to work
in weeks.

326
00:12:02,040 --> 00:12:04,780
I don't know if
it's postpartum depression

327
00:12:04,830 --> 00:12:08,180
or Arthur or the world...

328
00:12:08,220 --> 00:12:09,960
Listen, it's...

329
00:12:10,010 --> 00:12:12,180
it's been a terrible
ordealfor the pair of you.

330
00:12:12,230 --> 00:12:14,530
She's so depressed,
she can't get out of bed.

331
00:12:14,580 --> 00:12:16,710
When COVID hit,

332
00:12:16,750 --> 00:12:21,060
seeing people lose
whole families in a week...

333
00:12:21,100 --> 00:12:22,710
we knew we had to be careful

334
00:12:22,760 --> 00:12:25,060
'cause of Arthur's
heart condition.

335
00:12:25,110 --> 00:12:26,890
And we were.

336
00:12:26,940 --> 00:12:29,290
And in the end,
it didn't matter.

337
00:12:29,330 --> 00:12:31,380
I'm still losing them.

338
00:12:31,420 --> 00:12:34,070
The only thing keeping me goingright now

339
00:12:34,120 --> 00:12:37,470
is the hope for a miracle.

340
00:12:37,510 --> 00:12:39,730
Arthur gets a heart,

341
00:12:39,780 --> 00:12:41,690
Hollie comes back to life...

342
00:12:41,730 --> 00:12:43,780
and we a family again.

343
00:12:43,820 --> 00:12:46,000
And I know we can't have
our miracle

344
00:12:46,040 --> 00:12:48,040
unless someone else
loses theirs.

345
00:12:48,090 --> 00:12:50,000
Lives what I'm living right now.

346
00:12:50,050 --> 00:12:51,130
Gets shattered.

347
00:12:53,220 --> 00:12:54,750
And I pray for it anyway.

348
00:12:55,790 --> 00:12:58,360
'Cause Arthur...

349
00:12:58,400 --> 00:13:00,620
He's your son.

350
00:13:00,670 --> 00:13:01,800
I can't lose him,
Dr. Hayes.

351
00:13:03,540 --> 00:13:06,060
We can't lose him.

352
00:13:06,110 --> 00:13:07,280
Please.

353
00:13:18,250 --> 00:13:19,340
How's she looking?

354
00:13:19,380 --> 00:13:20,510
Squirmy.

355
00:13:20,550 --> 00:13:22,470
Karissa... Did I hear Dr. Wilson?

356
00:13:22,510 --> 00:13:23,690
Is Shayne okay?

357
00:13:23,730 --> 00:13:25,260
Uh...

358
00:13:25,300 --> 00:13:29,040
Sorry, Karissa. Um,
patient confidentiality.

359
00:13:29,090 --> 00:13:30,650
Confidentiality?

360
00:13:30,700 --> 00:13:32,650
From his wife?

361
00:13:32,700 --> 00:13:34,440
Wait.

362
00:13:34,480 --> 00:13:36,220
Did he ask you not to tell me?

363
00:13:36,270 --> 00:13:38,620
That is also confidential.

364
00:13:38,660 --> 00:13:40,400
He's still mad.

365
00:13:40,440 --> 00:13:43,840
My sisters said we were crazy
for moving so quickly.

366
00:13:43,880 --> 00:13:46,410
They said three months is not
enough time to get to know

367
00:13:46,450 --> 00:13:48,800
someone you're gonna spend
the rest of your life with.

368
00:13:48,840 --> 00:13:50,540
Well, neither issix years.

369
00:13:50,580 --> 00:13:52,150
Scans are up.

370
00:13:52,200 --> 00:13:55,330
Karissa, you have a very small
contusion on your brain.

371
00:13:55,370 --> 00:13:57,940
It's benign
with a very minor bleed,

372
00:13:57,980 --> 00:13:59,836
so minor I don't think we can
blame it for anything.

373
00:13:59,860 --> 00:14:01,510
Sorry.

374
00:14:01,550 --> 00:14:03,680
But we do have to keep you
overnight for observation.

375
00:14:03,730 --> 00:14:05,510
I was wrong.

376
00:14:05,560 --> 00:14:07,690
I was wrong that
no one would miss him.

377
00:14:09,780 --> 00:14:11,910
Because
it's only been a few hours,

378
00:14:11,950 --> 00:14:14,870
and I miss him so much
I could burst.

379
00:14:22,360 --> 00:14:23,790
Hi.

380
00:14:23,840 --> 00:14:25,140
Got your page.
What's up?

381
00:14:25,180 --> 00:14:27,010
Can you think of
a salvage procedure we can do

382
00:14:27,060 --> 00:14:28,970
on a 14-month-old
with multiple VSDs?

383
00:14:29,010 --> 00:14:30,410
Another one?

384
00:14:30,450 --> 00:14:32,190
We just did one two weeks ago.

385
00:14:32,240 --> 00:14:34,410
It's the same boy.
Arthur Beaton.

386
00:14:34,450 --> 00:14:36,410
The one we put on ECMO?

387
00:14:36,460 --> 00:14:37,810
He's hanging on.

388
00:14:37,850 --> 00:14:39,850
What about a double pump EXCOR?

389
00:14:39,900 --> 00:14:41,070
You know, an artificial heart

390
00:14:41,110 --> 00:14:42,226
that can take over
for the ventricles...

391
00:14:42,250 --> 00:14:44,860
No, I know what it is.
Uh...

392
00:14:44,900 --> 00:14:47,160
Arthur's chest cavity
is too small.

393
00:14:47,210 --> 00:14:49,560
The cannulas would push up
against his vital organs.

394
00:14:49,600 --> 00:14:50,950
We'd have to leave him open

395
00:14:50,990 --> 00:14:53,390
and leave him on a vent.

396
00:14:53,430 --> 00:14:55,780
He's been on ECMO for 12 days.

397
00:14:55,820 --> 00:14:57,560
I don't think
he has the strength

398
00:14:57,610 --> 00:14:58,960
to withstand a transplant,

399
00:14:59,000 --> 00:15:00,830
and that's even if
we could find a donor.

400
00:15:00,870 --> 00:15:03,050
So, then, what do you suggest?

401
00:15:03,090 --> 00:15:05,750
I think you should have
a very difficult conversation

402
00:15:05,790 --> 00:15:07,790
with his parents.
It's time.

403
00:15:07,840 --> 00:15:09,986
Aren't you supposed to be some
sort of genius or something?

404
00:15:10,010 --> 00:15:11,800
Youngest cardio chief
in the country?

405
00:15:11,840 --> 00:15:13,970
More innovative and published
than any of her peers?

406
00:15:14,020 --> 00:15:16,450
So what?
You're just gonna give up?

407
00:15:16,500 --> 00:15:19,280
We have been at this for months.

408
00:15:19,330 --> 00:15:21,460
We have done everything we canfor that boy.

409
00:15:21,500 --> 00:15:23,460
At this point,
we're just prolonging his pain,

410
00:15:23,500 --> 00:15:25,240
and his family's.

411
00:15:25,290 --> 00:15:26,850
It's not giving up.

412
00:15:26,900 --> 00:15:28,640
It's letting them go on.

413
00:15:45,960 --> 00:15:48,830
I think it just hit me
that it's been months

414
00:15:48,880 --> 00:15:50,416
since I've been able to feel
whatever I want

415
00:15:50,440 --> 00:15:54,190
without worrying that I will
permanently scar a child.

416
00:15:54,230 --> 00:15:56,010
I mean, the constant pressure

417
00:15:56,060 --> 00:15:58,630
of not ruining a life
is exhausting.

418
00:16:00,500 --> 00:16:02,280
Are you mad

419
00:16:02,330 --> 00:16:03,890
that I shouted no
and made you get up?

420
00:16:03,940 --> 00:16:06,500
No, I'm not mad at you.

421
00:16:06,550 --> 00:16:08,510
I'm mad at my mom
for bringing it up.

422
00:16:08,550 --> 00:16:11,200
Are you... wanting
to get married?

423
00:16:11,250 --> 00:16:13,340
After you shouted no
and made me get up?

424
00:16:13,380 --> 00:16:15,160
No, not so much.

425
00:16:15,210 --> 00:16:18,430
I meant, "No,
you're misreading the moment,"

426
00:16:18,470 --> 00:16:21,390
not, "No, I don't want
to marry you."

427
00:16:21,430 --> 00:16:23,040
So you do want to marry me?

428
00:16:23,090 --> 00:16:24,830
I wasn't saying
I want to marry you, or...

429
00:16:24,870 --> 00:16:26,090
or I don't want to marry you.

430
00:16:26,130 --> 00:16:29,310
I, um... haven't
thought about it.

431
00:16:29,350 --> 00:16:30,920
I haven't had time.
Yeah.

432
00:16:30,960 --> 00:16:32,530
I haven't had time either,

433
00:16:32,570 --> 00:16:34,710
but I've still thought about it.

434
00:16:34,750 --> 00:16:37,100
What have you thought?

435
00:16:39,800 --> 00:16:42,540
I love you, and I love Scout,

436
00:16:42,580 --> 00:16:45,110
and I love us together, and...

437
00:16:45,150 --> 00:16:48,980
you know, marriage
is, uh, I guess

438
00:16:49,020 --> 00:16:51,200
kinda how society
locks it all in...

439
00:16:51,240 --> 00:16:52,720
Eh, but it doesn't lock it in.

440
00:16:52,770 --> 00:16:53,940
It doesn't lock it in!
Mnh.

441
00:16:53,990 --> 00:16:55,266
And your parents' divorce
was hell.

442
00:16:55,290 --> 00:16:56,860
It was hell!

443
00:16:56,900 --> 00:16:58,446
And I-I swore that I'd never
put a kid through that.

444
00:16:58,470 --> 00:16:59,430
Mm-hmm.

445
00:16:59,470 --> 00:17:01,910
So...

446
00:17:01,950 --> 00:17:04,780
I know that your mom
has big ideas,

447
00:17:04,820 --> 00:17:09,090
and Zola has big
wedding-dress dreams,

448
00:17:09,130 --> 00:17:11,390
but, um...

449
00:17:11,440 --> 00:17:13,660
have you really
changed your mind?

450
00:17:17,050 --> 00:17:19,140
I was a terrible wife.

451
00:17:19,180 --> 00:17:21,140
You had a brain tumor.
I did.

452
00:17:21,190 --> 00:17:22,580
But I'm not sure that

453
00:17:22,620 --> 00:17:24,336
the sexy brain tumor
can take all the credit.

454
00:17:24,360 --> 00:17:27,710
I still think I'm wired
for self-destruction.

455
00:17:28,540 --> 00:17:30,070
Why do you think that?

456
00:17:31,540 --> 00:17:34,330
Because, every day,

457
00:17:34,370 --> 00:17:35,940
for a lot of days now,

458
00:17:35,980 --> 00:17:39,550
I go to sleep thinking about
getting high,

459
00:17:39,600 --> 00:17:43,510
and I wake up thinking about
getting high,

460
00:17:43,560 --> 00:17:46,860
and sometimes, in the middle
of feeding Scout,

461
00:17:46,910 --> 00:17:49,080
I zone out...

462
00:17:49,130 --> 00:17:51,170
and think about getting high.

463
00:18:00,620 --> 00:18:03,880
...and he won't let me
tell his wife anything.

464
00:18:03,920 --> 00:18:06,840
It's their wedding day,
and he's already over her,

465
00:18:06,880 --> 00:18:10,630
which is just...
it's just sad and messy and...

466
00:18:10,670 --> 00:18:14,410
And it's not that
I am sick of adults.

467
00:18:14,460 --> 00:18:17,240
Okay, I'm a little...
I'm a little sick of adults.

468
00:18:17,290 --> 00:18:19,810
Adults are always here
on the worst day of their lives,

469
00:18:19,850 --> 00:18:23,210
and I am so sick of worst days.

470
00:18:23,250 --> 00:18:27,170
And people being terrified of me
because I'm cutting them open.

471
00:18:27,210 --> 00:18:30,730
But with moms,
they want you here,

472
00:18:30,780 --> 00:18:32,520
even though it's scary
sometimes,

473
00:18:32,560 --> 00:18:35,170
because you being there

474
00:18:35,220 --> 00:18:37,350
means that they're getting
to meet their baby,

475
00:18:37,390 --> 00:18:38,740
their dream,

476
00:18:38,790 --> 00:18:41,400
and they can't do it
without my help.

477
00:18:44,010 --> 00:18:46,360
And since, uh...

478
00:18:46,400 --> 00:18:48,970
Since Alex left, um...

479
00:18:49,010 --> 00:18:52,760
my house hasn't been
my happiest place.

480
00:18:52,800 --> 00:18:55,450
So...

481
00:18:55,500 --> 00:18:57,940
I want work to be.

482
00:18:57,980 --> 00:18:59,890
And I think that you get that.

483
00:18:59,940 --> 00:19:01,810
And I am so grateful to you,

484
00:19:01,850 --> 00:19:07,770
because you believed in me
before I believed in myself.

485
00:19:07,810 --> 00:19:10,170
And I will tell you
all of this again

486
00:19:10,210 --> 00:19:11,820
when you're awake.

487
00:19:13,990 --> 00:19:18,350
Please, please be awake soon.

488
00:19:18,390 --> 00:19:21,790
Please be well soon.

489
00:19:21,830 --> 00:19:24,740
We can't take any more
worst days around here.

490
00:19:29,400 --> 00:19:30,970
I've booked 18 hotel rooms.

491
00:19:31,010 --> 00:19:32,856
The manager wondered if
you'd rather book a whole floor.

492
00:19:32,880 --> 00:19:34,410
Well, we got a lot of positives.

493
00:19:34,450 --> 00:19:36,206
Tell him we'll take
all the rooms we can get. Thank you.

494
00:19:36,230 --> 00:19:38,036
I think I've memorized
your credit-card number.

495
00:19:38,060 --> 00:19:40,150
When did hotel stays become
part of the plan?

496
00:19:40,200 --> 00:19:41,940
Well, people need
more than a test,

497
00:19:41,980 --> 00:19:43,890
and quarantining isn't easy
for everybody.

498
00:19:43,940 --> 00:19:45,590
And you realized that today?

499
00:19:45,640 --> 00:19:47,590
Excuse me? You know he's your boss,
right?

500
00:19:47,640 --> 00:19:48,966
I'm sorry. And, technically,
so am I.

501
00:19:48,990 --> 00:19:50,266
I'm sorry. Schmitt,
give us a minute.

502
00:19:50,290 --> 00:19:52,080
Well, don't fire her. Schmitt!

503
00:19:54,250 --> 00:19:56,040
Come here, please.

504
00:19:56,080 --> 00:19:57,820
I assume that wasn't
your real question.

505
00:19:57,860 --> 00:20:00,000
So would you like to tell me
what is going on?

506
00:20:00,040 --> 00:20:02,390
You're booking up hotel rooms.

507
00:20:02,430 --> 00:20:04,390
So is Seattle Partners.

508
00:20:04,440 --> 00:20:06,000
Okay.
I've heard of them.

509
00:20:06,050 --> 00:20:08,140
A group of, uh,
community organizations, right?

510
00:20:08,180 --> 00:20:11,140
Longstanding
community organizations

511
00:20:11,180 --> 00:20:14,320
that have been providing housing
and wrap-around services

512
00:20:14,360 --> 00:20:16,750
for people who test positive
for COVID

513
00:20:16,800 --> 00:20:18,320
in low-income neighborhoods.

514
00:20:18,360 --> 00:20:20,540
Okay. So, the more the better,
so what's the...

515
00:20:20,580 --> 00:20:23,330
Yeah, maybe in theory, but they
can't book their hotel rooms

516
00:20:23,370 --> 00:20:24,980
at their discounted rates

517
00:20:25,020 --> 00:20:27,550
because a local doctor
is booking them at full price!

518
00:20:27,590 --> 00:20:29,330
And hotels are
kicking people out

519
00:20:29,370 --> 00:20:31,900
to make room
for your new arrivals.

520
00:20:31,940 --> 00:20:33,730
I got it.

521
00:20:33,770 --> 00:20:35,486
I apologize.
I didn't... I didn't know that.

522
00:20:35,510 --> 00:20:37,160
Great.

523
00:20:37,210 --> 00:20:39,300
We'll just tell everyone
it wasn't on purpose.

524
00:20:39,340 --> 00:20:41,470
That should keep them
real warm tonight.

525
00:20:56,450 --> 00:20:58,880
Oh, I fell asleep?

526
00:20:58,930 --> 00:21:00,410
I think
it's a defense mechanism.

527
00:21:00,450 --> 00:21:02,230
Noticed you do that.

528
00:21:02,280 --> 00:21:03,630
Do what?

529
00:21:03,670 --> 00:21:06,800
Fall asleep when you are
emotionally overwhelmed.

530
00:21:06,850 --> 00:21:09,240
Some people cry.
Some people talk.

531
00:21:09,280 --> 00:21:10,590
Some people yell.

532
00:21:10,630 --> 00:21:13,030
You... fall asleep.

533
00:21:13,070 --> 00:21:15,330
All right, well, I'm not
avoiding my feelings,

534
00:21:15,380 --> 00:21:16,730
if that's what you're implying.

535
00:21:16,770 --> 00:21:19,340
I just...
I-I process them better

536
00:21:19,380 --> 00:21:21,430
while I'm unconscious.
Mm.

537
00:21:22,730 --> 00:21:25,740
Okay.
Let's figure this out.

538
00:21:25,780 --> 00:21:28,350
There's not much to figure out.

539
00:21:28,390 --> 00:21:29,910
I'm an addict.

540
00:21:29,960 --> 00:21:31,740
You're an addict in recovery.

541
00:21:31,780 --> 00:21:33,740
So, what?
You need to hit up a meeting?

542
00:21:33,790 --> 00:21:36,180
I've talked about it
in meetings.

543
00:21:36,220 --> 00:21:37,790
A lot of us have.

544
00:21:37,830 --> 00:21:40,920
This pandemic feels like
Satan has designed

545
00:21:40,970 --> 00:21:42,360
the perfect set of circumstances

546
00:21:42,400 --> 00:21:44,970
to make sobriety seem
impossible.

547
00:21:45,020 --> 00:21:47,970
Isolation, fear, futility,

548
00:21:48,020 --> 00:21:49,370
anger, hopelessness.

549
00:21:49,410 --> 00:21:51,110
I mean, name a trigger,

550
00:21:51,150 --> 00:21:53,980
it is stronger.

551
00:21:54,020 --> 00:21:55,566
For the record,
I don't believe in Satan.

552
00:21:55,590 --> 00:21:57,160
I'm just saying
it feels like that.

553
00:21:57,200 --> 00:22:00,160
Also, what's weird is
I'm not even craving pills.

554
00:22:00,200 --> 00:22:01,420
I'm just...

555
00:22:01,470 --> 00:22:03,056
I just want to, like,
drive to a dispensary

556
00:22:03,080 --> 00:22:04,600
and buy some weed and smoke it.

557
00:22:04,640 --> 00:22:06,040
Well, is that allowed?

558
00:22:06,080 --> 00:22:07,470
To, um... To smoke weed

559
00:22:07,520 --> 00:22:09,496
if that wasn't the thing
that you were addicted to?

560
00:22:09,520 --> 00:22:12,610
Well, there's no such thing as
"allowed" in my program.

561
00:22:12,650 --> 00:22:14,390
There are just suggestions.

562
00:22:14,440 --> 00:22:18,790
And, no, it is not suggested.

563
00:22:18,830 --> 00:22:21,230
Why not?
Because...

564
00:22:21,270 --> 00:22:23,840
if I smoked weed,

565
00:22:23,880 --> 00:22:27,670
it is very likely that I would
forget to not do heroin.

566
00:22:29,630 --> 00:22:31,670
Well...

567
00:22:31,710 --> 00:22:34,930
for the record...

568
00:22:34,980 --> 00:22:37,630
I would marry you
in a hot minute.

569
00:22:37,680 --> 00:22:39,110
Why?

570
00:22:39,160 --> 00:22:41,290
Because most drug addicts
who crave drugs

571
00:22:41,330 --> 00:22:43,250
just do drugs.

572
00:22:43,290 --> 00:22:45,900
But you don't.

573
00:22:45,950 --> 00:22:48,690
That makes you stronger
than most people.

574
00:22:48,730 --> 00:22:50,910
And cooler.

575
00:22:50,950 --> 00:22:55,090
And the opposite
of self-destructive.

576
00:22:55,130 --> 00:22:56,480
So...

577
00:22:58,390 --> 00:23:00,260
All right, Amelia...

578
00:23:01,790 --> 00:23:02,750
Oh, my God. No, no.

579
00:23:02,790 --> 00:23:03,750
Oh, my God!
Get up!

580
00:23:03,790 --> 00:23:06,180
Got it.

581
00:23:06,230 --> 00:23:09,100
Like, not ever or not today?

582
00:23:09,140 --> 00:23:10,450
Just...

583
00:23:10,490 --> 00:23:12,320
not when I'm confessing
my darkest secrets

584
00:23:12,360 --> 00:23:14,320
and I have snot
rolling down my face.

585
00:23:16,320 --> 00:23:18,460
Okay.

586
00:23:18,500 --> 00:23:19,980
Is Luna okay?

587
00:23:20,020 --> 00:23:21,370
Yeah, she's fine.

588
00:23:21,420 --> 00:23:24,070
I just needed to see
a friendly face.

589
00:23:24,110 --> 00:23:25,900
I'm about to ask a father

590
00:23:25,940 --> 00:23:28,070
about taking his baby
off life support.

591
00:23:28,120 --> 00:23:30,290
Oh, my God.

592
00:23:30,340 --> 00:23:31,470
She's the best.

593
00:23:31,510 --> 00:23:32,860
Doesn't judge.

594
00:23:32,910 --> 00:23:34,690
Isn't selfish.

595
00:23:34,730 --> 00:23:37,650
Isn't bitter or resentful about
the cards she's been dealt.

596
00:23:37,690 --> 00:23:40,480
Oh, I hope she doesn't.

597
00:23:40,520 --> 00:23:43,700
Become bitter or resentful.

598
00:23:43,740 --> 00:23:47,490
I mean, I wouldn't blame her
if she did.

599
00:23:47,530 --> 00:23:49,880
I spent a lot of my life
being angry

600
00:23:49,920 --> 00:23:52,270
about the way that
I came into the world.

601
00:23:52,320 --> 00:23:54,270
Took me a long time to realize

602
00:23:54,320 --> 00:23:56,100
that that anger didn't serve me.

603
00:23:56,150 --> 00:23:59,450
And the more I let it go,
the better off I'd be.

604
00:23:59,500 --> 00:24:02,370
Letting it go was like...

605
00:24:02,410 --> 00:24:05,500
breaking off the crusty
black pieces of my heart.

606
00:24:05,550 --> 00:24:08,850
It hurt at first,
but with time, it just...

607
00:24:08,900 --> 00:24:10,030
Oh, wow.
Wilson...

608
00:24:10,070 --> 00:24:11,290
What?

609
00:24:11,340 --> 00:24:12,640
Thank you!

610
00:24:17,600 --> 00:24:20,130
The Cooper ligament is
completely destroyed.

611
00:24:20,170 --> 00:24:22,690
Yeah, I think Stoppa
technique'sour best bet. Agreed.

612
00:24:22,740 --> 00:24:24,520
Uh, pick-ups?

613
00:24:24,570 --> 00:24:26,260
What a wedding day.

614
00:24:26,310 --> 00:24:28,660
Started with his bride
calling him a loser.

615
00:24:28,700 --> 00:24:31,360
Can't imagine much worse.

616
00:24:31,400 --> 00:24:32,920
Not... that I...

617
00:24:35,230 --> 00:24:36,750
How are the kids?

618
00:24:36,800 --> 00:24:38,140
If you ask me, he's lucky.

619
00:24:38,190 --> 00:24:39,540
How so?

620
00:24:39,580 --> 00:24:40,736
Well, he found out the truth
on day one

621
00:24:40,760 --> 00:24:42,540
instead of 20 years from now.

622
00:24:42,580 --> 00:24:44,930
No house, no kids.
Lucky.

623
00:24:44,980 --> 00:24:46,370
Mayo scissors, please.

624
00:24:46,410 --> 00:24:48,150
And how is Altman?

625
00:24:48,200 --> 00:24:49,550
She'll be back in a couple days.

626
00:24:49,590 --> 00:24:51,160
That's not why I'm asking.

627
00:24:51,200 --> 00:24:53,380
Respectfully, Chief,

628
00:24:53,420 --> 00:24:55,810
the OR has heard enough
about my personal life, okay?

629
00:24:55,860 --> 00:24:57,210
Mesh.

630
00:24:57,250 --> 00:24:58,470
Thank you.

631
00:24:58,510 --> 00:25:00,250
Hayes, you paged again?

632
00:25:00,300 --> 00:25:01,730
You said there's
not enough space

633
00:25:01,780 --> 00:25:03,560
for a total artificial heart.

634
00:25:05,170 --> 00:25:08,910
You paged me 911 after
I told you it was impossible?

635
00:25:08,960 --> 00:25:11,090
His chest cavity
is too small. I know.

636
00:25:11,130 --> 00:25:14,090
Too small because his heart's
taking up space.

637
00:25:14,140 --> 00:25:15,700
But what if we made space?

638
00:25:15,750 --> 00:25:17,490
Sure, let's just
take out his heart.

639
00:25:17,530 --> 00:25:19,530
Don't be ridiculous.

640
00:25:19,580 --> 00:25:21,320
We'll leave some of it behind.

641
00:25:32,020 --> 00:25:34,030
You want to cut out
part of his heart?

642
00:25:34,070 --> 00:25:35,460
The lower part, the ventricles,

643
00:25:35,510 --> 00:25:37,030
which are not functioning
properly.

644
00:25:37,070 --> 00:25:38,250
So the answer is yes...

645
00:25:38,290 --> 00:25:40,600
you want to cut out
part of his heart.

646
00:25:40,640 --> 00:25:42,860
To create space for
a total artificial heart pump

647
00:25:42,910 --> 00:25:44,430
to act in place of
what we removed.

648
00:25:46,130 --> 00:25:48,040
Have you done this before?

649
00:25:48,080 --> 00:25:50,650
'Cause it sounds like
you haven't done it before.

650
00:25:50,700 --> 00:25:53,050
We have used the device
on older children.

651
00:25:53,090 --> 00:25:54,480
But in those cases,

652
00:25:54,530 --> 00:25:56,660
we did not have to remove
both ventricles.

653
00:25:56,700 --> 00:25:59,700
So you could do this
and it doesn't... work?

654
00:26:01,140 --> 00:26:02,620
Why would you even suggest...

655
00:26:02,660 --> 00:26:04,686
'Cause Arthur's chances of
survival are exactly the same

656
00:26:04,710 --> 00:26:06,760
as if we did absolutely nothing.

657
00:26:06,800 --> 00:26:08,890
I know this sounds insane.

658
00:26:08,930 --> 00:26:10,280
But we are running out
of options,

659
00:26:10,320 --> 00:26:12,670
and Arthur is almost
out of time.

660
00:26:12,720 --> 00:26:14,680
You asked me
to save your son, yes?

661
00:26:14,720 --> 00:26:17,030
I am telling you,
this is his best chance.

662
00:26:18,070 --> 00:26:20,550
I need to call Hollie.

663
00:26:20,600 --> 00:26:24,120
She'll want to see him before...

664
00:26:24,160 --> 00:26:25,690
Just in case.

665
00:26:25,730 --> 00:26:27,080
Of course.

666
00:26:37,180 --> 00:26:38,976
Your surgery went better
than we could have hoped.

667
00:26:39,000 --> 00:26:40,220
Yep.

668
00:26:40,270 --> 00:26:41,466
You may have
a couple months' rehab,

669
00:26:41,490 --> 00:26:43,620
but everything looks good.

670
00:26:43,660 --> 00:26:45,880
Months of rehab,
alone in an apartment

671
00:26:45,920 --> 00:26:48,320
during a pandemic.

672
00:26:48,360 --> 00:26:49,890
Oh, so that's it?

673
00:26:49,930 --> 00:26:52,500
It's been, what, 12 hours,

674
00:26:52,540 --> 00:26:53,890
and you're jumping ship?

675
00:26:53,930 --> 00:26:55,346
Bailey, maybe we should
just let them...

676
00:26:55,370 --> 00:26:58,680
Shayne, my parents were together
for over 60 years.

677
00:26:58,720 --> 00:27:00,550
Look, after my mom passed,

678
00:27:00,590 --> 00:27:03,070
my dad and I were going through
their old photos,

679
00:27:03,120 --> 00:27:05,510
I-looking for something
that we could post

680
00:27:05,550 --> 00:27:07,510
with her obituary.

681
00:27:07,550 --> 00:27:09,950
60 years...

682
00:27:09,990 --> 00:27:13,740
is a lot of hairstyles
and fashion trends.

683
00:27:13,780 --> 00:27:16,690
And finally, my dad told me
that I should just pick,

684
00:27:16,740 --> 00:27:19,220
because when he looked at them,

685
00:27:19,260 --> 00:27:22,830
all he saw was the woman
he fell in love with.

686
00:27:22,870 --> 00:27:26,100
She was still
the same caring, nurturing,

687
00:27:26,140 --> 00:27:29,660
kind-hearted person
she was the day they met.

688
00:27:29,710 --> 00:27:32,320
Look, people are who they are.

689
00:27:32,360 --> 00:27:35,150
Karissa said some things

690
00:27:35,190 --> 00:27:39,720
while you were trapped in a car
and she was terrified.

691
00:27:39,760 --> 00:27:42,550
My guess is...

692
00:27:42,590 --> 00:27:45,770
she's still the same person
she was when you met.

693
00:27:45,810 --> 00:27:49,420
You might want to give her
a chance to prove that

694
00:27:49,470 --> 00:27:51,690
before you just
throw it all away.

695
00:27:54,250 --> 00:27:56,130
Is there any way I can see her?

696
00:27:58,430 --> 00:28:00,260
I'll get you a tablet.

697
00:28:05,700 --> 00:28:07,020
I just got off
with Kelly Bernard,

698
00:28:07,050 --> 00:28:08,530
who runs Seattle Partners.

699
00:28:08,570 --> 00:28:11,050
No one is losing their bed,
nobody's losing a room.

700
00:28:11,100 --> 00:28:12,856
She's gonna point me
in the direction of hotels

701
00:28:12,880 --> 00:28:15,060
so I can sponsor patient rooms

702
00:28:15,100 --> 00:28:16,840
without getting
in anybody's way.

703
00:28:20,890 --> 00:28:22,720
Oh, come on.

704
00:28:22,760 --> 00:28:24,916
Do you have a problem with
all your attendings or just me?

705
00:28:24,940 --> 00:28:25,850
'Cause I'm trying
to make this right.

706
00:28:25,890 --> 00:28:27,200
I know you are.

707
00:28:27,240 --> 00:28:30,160
It's just, this whole situation
pisses me off.

708
00:28:30,200 --> 00:28:31,770
And, what, that's my fault? No.

709
00:28:31,810 --> 00:28:33,770
No.
It's the whole system.

710
00:28:33,820 --> 00:28:36,600
It's not designed to help the
people that actually need it.

711
00:28:36,640 --> 00:28:38,170
Especially when
they look like us.

712
00:28:38,210 --> 00:28:40,780
Right.
That's why I'm trying to help.

713
00:28:40,820 --> 00:28:44,170
When I was a social worker,
I saw a lot of temporary fixes

714
00:28:44,220 --> 00:28:46,000
that came from a good place.

715
00:28:46,040 --> 00:28:48,790
But they never get to the root
of the problems.

716
00:28:48,830 --> 00:28:50,960
Hotel rooms are great
for quarantine.

717
00:28:51,010 --> 00:28:52,790
But then people have to go back

718
00:28:52,830 --> 00:28:56,140
to risky jobs
and overcrowded homes.

719
00:28:56,190 --> 00:28:58,140
I know you're trying to help.

720
00:28:58,190 --> 00:28:59,450
It's just that all this

721
00:28:59,490 --> 00:29:02,630
is just... is... is too much.

722
00:29:02,670 --> 00:29:05,460
And I'm just really over it,
you know?

723
00:29:05,500 --> 00:29:08,460
Just over it.

724
00:29:14,200 --> 00:29:18,380
♪ In my younger days,
I was a fighter ♪

725
00:29:18,420 --> 00:29:20,380
I want to teach you to swim.

726
00:29:20,430 --> 00:29:22,600
♪ In my younger days,
I felt the fire ♪

727
00:29:22,650 --> 00:29:24,340
I want to take you
to hockey games.

728
00:29:26,000 --> 00:29:28,390
♪ Things didn't go my way

729
00:29:28,430 --> 00:29:30,390
♪ I'd strike a match,
turn my back ♪

730
00:29:30,440 --> 00:29:32,740
But if we don't...

731
00:29:32,790 --> 00:29:35,570
get to do those things...

732
00:29:35,620 --> 00:29:38,750
I want you to know
how much I love you.

733
00:29:38,790 --> 00:29:41,190
How much your mom and I
love you.

734
00:29:41,230 --> 00:29:43,800
♪ In my younger days,
I'd love 'em and leave 'em ♪

735
00:29:43,840 --> 00:29:47,580
You've already given us
a lifetime of joy.

736
00:29:47,630 --> 00:29:51,150
I'm so sorry, Chris,
but we really need to go.

737
00:29:51,200 --> 00:29:54,500
♪ I'd trade my freedom
for a steady hand now ♪

738
00:29:56,850 --> 00:30:00,030
♪ But I wouldn't trade
the lessons I learned ♪

739
00:30:01,860 --> 00:30:05,340
♪ No, I wouldn't
change a thing ♪

740
00:30:07,210 --> 00:30:08,950
♪ About my younger days

741
00:30:09,000 --> 00:30:10,780
What would our wedding
even look like?

742
00:30:10,830 --> 00:30:13,180
Mm, rooftop,
French Quarter, New Orleans,

743
00:30:13,220 --> 00:30:14,650
April or early May.

744
00:30:14,700 --> 00:30:15,976
♪ Looking back,
I'm glad to see ♪

745
00:30:16,000 --> 00:30:17,196
For someone who doesn't
want to get married,

746
00:30:17,220 --> 00:30:18,920
you answered that really fast.

747
00:30:18,960 --> 00:30:21,360
It's a magical place.

748
00:30:21,400 --> 00:30:23,140
Just don't go in June.

749
00:30:23,190 --> 00:30:25,010
It's hot and smells bad by then.

750
00:30:25,060 --> 00:30:26,840
Mmmm. Magic.

751
00:30:27,930 --> 00:30:29,710
It'd be fun.

752
00:30:29,760 --> 00:30:31,720
The kids would love it.

753
00:30:31,760 --> 00:30:34,110
And, Link, I love you so much,

754
00:30:34,150 --> 00:30:37,550
sometimes I feel like I'm gonna
have a panic attack.

755
00:30:37,590 --> 00:30:42,730
So marriage seems so obvious.

756
00:30:42,770 --> 00:30:44,340
But...

757
00:30:44,380 --> 00:30:46,510
But you're not sure.

758
00:30:46,560 --> 00:30:48,340
And you're not sure.

759
00:30:48,380 --> 00:30:50,910
♪ Taking life as it comes
ain't working out too bad ♪

760
00:30:50,950 --> 00:30:54,220
I need you to not get high.
I mean it.

761
00:30:54,260 --> 00:30:58,090
I need you to do whatever
you need to do to stay sober.

762
00:30:58,130 --> 00:31:00,000
Because I'm not... I'm not Owen.

763
00:31:00,050 --> 00:31:01,050
I'm not equipped for...

764
00:31:01,090 --> 00:31:02,920
Drama?

765
00:31:02,960 --> 00:31:05,970
I'll just end up
sleeping my life away.

766
00:31:06,010 --> 00:31:08,190
Okay.

767
00:31:08,230 --> 00:31:10,230
I won't get high,

768
00:31:10,280 --> 00:31:12,540
and you don't propose to me
in a semi-compulsory manner.

769
00:31:12,580 --> 00:31:13,980
For how long?

770
00:31:14,020 --> 00:31:15,540
A day at a time.

771
00:31:17,540 --> 00:31:20,240
About all I can manage.

772
00:31:20,290 --> 00:31:21,900
Okay, deal.

773
00:31:24,940 --> 00:31:26,420
What's that face?

774
00:31:26,470 --> 00:31:29,600
Well, that's the one
that says...

775
00:31:29,640 --> 00:31:31,340
this house is still empty.

776
00:31:31,380 --> 00:31:33,340
And, um...

777
00:31:33,390 --> 00:31:37,740
you look incredible
by this fire.

778
00:31:37,780 --> 00:31:39,700
And I'm pretty sure

779
00:31:39,740 --> 00:31:41,920
these clothes still come off.

780
00:31:45,570 --> 00:31:47,490
♪ No, I wouldn't change
a thing ♪

781
00:31:47,530 --> 00:31:49,270
Oh, my God.

782
00:31:49,310 --> 00:31:51,190
Get up.

783
00:31:51,230 --> 00:31:52,840
Get up.

784
00:31:52,880 --> 00:31:55,930
♪ About my younger days

785
00:31:57,930 --> 00:32:00,500
♪ Looking back,
I'm glad to see ♪

786
00:32:00,540 --> 00:32:03,550
Hey, sleepyhead.

787
00:32:03,590 --> 00:32:06,550
♪ I didn't get my way

788
00:32:06,590 --> 00:32:09,550
♪ In my younger days Mmph.

789
00:32:09,600 --> 00:32:12,290
I'm sorry.

790
00:32:12,340 --> 00:32:14,340
For what?

791
00:32:14,380 --> 00:32:17,780
You had to put me on a vent.

792
00:32:17,820 --> 00:32:19,910
You had to make that call.

793
00:32:19,950 --> 00:32:22,700
I'd do it again if I had to.

794
00:32:22,740 --> 00:32:24,260
But I hope I don't.

795
00:32:26,350 --> 00:32:28,440
I'm glad I chose you.

796
00:32:28,480 --> 00:32:30,830
♪ The person I became

797
00:32:34,270 --> 00:32:36,230
♪ In my younger days

798
00:32:36,270 --> 00:32:38,230
We need to talk about Wilson.

799
00:33:04,610 --> 00:33:08,790
♪ We are raindrops in a river

800
00:33:11,220 --> 00:33:15,660
♪ One day,
we'll all be memories ♪

801
00:33:18,010 --> 00:33:21,750
♪ To be lost is to be looking

802
00:33:27,850 --> 00:33:31,850
♪ The heart,
it is a lighthouse ♪

803
00:33:34,850 --> 00:33:39,770
♪ Our minds are rocks
along the shore ♪

804
00:33:42,210 --> 00:33:46,130
♪ I will not follow my mind
anymore ♪

805
00:33:46,170 --> 00:33:48,300
That's it.

806
00:33:48,350 --> 00:33:50,780
It's in.

807
00:33:50,830 --> 00:33:53,130
All that's left is
to take him off bypass.

808
00:33:53,180 --> 00:33:54,960
And pray that he maintains
his blood pressure

809
00:33:55,010 --> 00:33:56,140
with this new pump.

810
00:33:56,180 --> 00:34:00,620
♪ You're a giant
who walks among us ♪

811
00:34:02,450 --> 00:34:05,410
♪ You have carried me this far

812
00:34:05,450 --> 00:34:06,760
Nothing's happening.

813
00:34:06,800 --> 00:34:07,890
Give him another second.

814
00:34:09,370 --> 00:34:11,760
♪ Teach me to step
over mountains ♪

815
00:34:11,800 --> 00:34:14,420
Come on, Arthur.
Come on, come on, come on.

816
00:34:15,850 --> 00:34:17,510
♪ Love is deeper
than the scars ♪

817
00:34:17,550 --> 00:34:18,720
It's working.

818
00:34:18,770 --> 00:34:20,510
Ah! We did it!

819
00:34:20,550 --> 00:34:22,250
We did it!

820
00:34:23,290 --> 00:34:24,380
Whoo!

821
00:34:28,300 --> 00:34:30,040
We did it.

822
00:34:31,520 --> 00:34:34,000
♪ Carry on

823
00:34:34,040 --> 00:34:36,960
♪ On, on, on Whoo-hoo! Whoo!

824
00:34:37,000 --> 00:34:41,530
♪ No, you're never gone

825
00:34:41,570 --> 00:34:43,970
♪ Never gone

826
00:34:49,360 --> 00:34:50,970
You paged?

827
00:34:51,020 --> 00:34:52,410
Have a seat.

828
00:34:57,200 --> 00:35:00,810
Um, look, Dr. Avery, I'm really
sorry about earlier.

829
00:35:00,850 --> 00:35:05,420
I... I just have a huge problem
keeping my opinions to myself,

830
00:35:05,470 --> 00:35:09,600
especially when it comes to
underserved communities, so...

831
00:35:09,650 --> 00:35:12,130
Well, sounds like
that makes two of us.

832
00:35:12,170 --> 00:35:14,870
I want to help people...

833
00:35:14,910 --> 00:35:17,130
especially those
who've been ignored

834
00:35:17,170 --> 00:35:19,090
and shut out of the system
for far too long.

835
00:35:19,130 --> 00:35:22,090
It sounds like you have some
ideas from your last career.

836
00:35:22,140 --> 00:35:25,270
I'd like to hear them.
All of them.

837
00:35:25,310 --> 00:35:26,490
Really?

838
00:35:26,530 --> 00:35:28,490
You have a deep understanding.

839
00:35:28,530 --> 00:35:31,880
I have deep pockets
and a desire to help.

840
00:35:31,930 --> 00:35:33,710
So, Dr. Ortiz,

841
00:35:33,760 --> 00:35:35,710
if you had the power
to effect real change...

842
00:35:38,720 --> 00:35:40,200
...where would you start?

843
00:35:42,290 --> 00:35:43,940
Okay.

844
00:35:43,980 --> 00:35:47,250
Well, access
to affordable healthy food

845
00:35:47,290 --> 00:35:49,990
is a huge problem
in low-income neighborhoods.

846
00:35:50,030 --> 00:35:51,600
Okay.

847
00:35:51,640 --> 00:35:53,430
The car was closing in.

848
00:35:53,470 --> 00:35:55,430
I had no idea what I was saying.

849
00:35:55,470 --> 00:35:56,950
I just... I, uh...

850
00:35:57,000 --> 00:35:58,456
I was so worried about
you the whole way here

851
00:35:58,480 --> 00:36:00,090
and then once we got here.

852
00:36:00,130 --> 00:36:01,870
Do you know what that was like for me?

853
00:36:01,910 --> 00:36:03,350
I'm sure it was, um...

854
00:36:03,390 --> 00:36:05,246
They wouldn't even tell
me if you were dead or alive.

855
00:36:05,270 --> 00:36:06,660
Please, promise me

856
00:36:06,700 --> 00:36:07,986
you will never put me through that again.

857
00:36:08,010 --> 00:36:09,750
I won't.

858
00:36:09,790 --> 00:36:12,580
Thank God,
because that was hell.

859
00:36:12,620 --> 00:36:14,800
I want an annulment.

860
00:36:14,840 --> 00:36:17,150
I'm sorry.
What's happening? What?

861
00:36:17,190 --> 00:36:18,450
You were right.

862
00:36:18,500 --> 00:36:20,166
I-I didn't say anything
about an annulment.

863
00:36:20,190 --> 00:36:21,760
Shayne, what the hell?

864
00:36:21,800 --> 00:36:23,940
You said people don't change,
and you were right.

865
00:36:23,980 --> 00:36:25,330
She hasn't changed.

866
00:36:25,370 --> 00:36:27,980
Today wasn't any different
than any other day.

867
00:36:28,030 --> 00:36:30,900
I just found her self-absorption
charming on every other day,

868
00:36:30,940 --> 00:36:32,680
like I was drunk on
her sense of humor.

869
00:36:32,730 --> 00:36:34,120
'Cause she's funny, too.

870
00:36:34,160 --> 00:36:35,510
And I was lonely.

871
00:36:35,560 --> 00:36:37,730
And then I was laughing,
and I wasn't lonely,

872
00:36:37,780 --> 00:36:39,690
and so I thought I could
overlook, basically,

873
00:36:39,740 --> 00:36:41,300
the rest of her personality.

874
00:36:41,350 --> 00:36:43,480
Okay, then maybe we should
do this later. The...

875
00:36:43,520 --> 00:36:45,090
No, I want to do it now,

876
00:36:45,130 --> 00:36:46,830
and then I want to be
done with it.

877
00:36:46,870 --> 00:36:48,400
You're selfish, Karissa.

878
00:36:48,440 --> 00:36:50,050
And you were
the same person today

879
00:36:50,090 --> 00:36:52,400
that you were the day we met,
the same person who ate

880
00:36:52,440 --> 00:36:54,490
all the trail mix
I'd packed for our hike

881
00:36:54,530 --> 00:36:56,360
without offering me
so much as a peanut.

882
00:36:56,400 --> 00:36:58,320
You're dumping me over a peanut?

883
00:36:58,360 --> 00:37:00,540
It's an example.
One of many.

884
00:37:00,580 --> 00:37:02,850
You're the center
of your own universe,

885
00:37:02,890 --> 00:37:05,200
and I'd rather be alone
than with someone

886
00:37:05,240 --> 00:37:08,590
who isn't capable of
considering anyone but herself.

887
00:37:08,630 --> 00:37:10,510
Well, now I feel terrible.

888
00:37:10,550 --> 00:37:12,290
I'm sure it won't last long.

889
00:37:13,680 --> 00:37:15,900
Thank you.
Mnh.

890
00:37:15,950 --> 00:37:17,510
One way or the other,

891
00:37:17,560 --> 00:37:19,860
surgeons get closure
with their patients.

892
00:37:19,910 --> 00:37:22,080
You've got yourselves
a feisty one here.

893
00:37:22,130 --> 00:37:23,820
He sailed through
every hour of it.

894
00:37:23,870 --> 00:37:25,390
Never showed any signs
of giving up.

895
00:37:25,430 --> 00:37:27,260
My man.

896
00:37:27,300 --> 00:37:30,310
You're here.
You're still here.

897
00:37:30,350 --> 00:37:31,700
I gotta call Hollie!

898
00:37:31,740 --> 00:37:33,140
Of course.

899
00:37:33,180 --> 00:37:35,310
Honey, he's okay!

900
00:37:35,360 --> 00:37:37,490
He's okay.

901
00:37:37,530 --> 00:37:39,970
And he's... bionic.

902
00:37:40,010 --> 00:37:42,150
Just for a little while, Hollie.

903
00:37:42,190 --> 00:37:44,450
Soon as a donor heart comes up,
we'll remove the machine.

904
00:37:44,500 --> 00:37:48,060
Until then, Arthur's got
hisvery own little battery pack.

905
00:37:48,110 --> 00:37:51,630
Hi, sweetheart.

906
00:37:51,680 --> 00:37:53,850
Oh, my beautiful boy.

907
00:37:53,900 --> 00:37:57,030
We're so proud of you. Hi, hi.

908
00:37:57,070 --> 00:37:59,080
You're our strong little guy.

909
00:37:59,120 --> 00:38:01,560
Mommy loves you. We love you so much.

910
00:38:01,600 --> 00:38:04,430
Sometimes we fix you,
sometimes we can't.

911
00:38:04,470 --> 00:38:07,650
Hey, thanks for driving me.
I'm too tired to ride my bike.

912
00:38:07,690 --> 00:38:09,430
Well, if I'm driving,
you're cooking.

913
00:38:09,480 --> 00:38:11,780
Ugh, who knew sticking things
up people's noses

914
00:38:11,830 --> 00:38:13,000
would be so exhausting?

915
00:38:13,050 --> 00:38:15,000
Wilson, you got a minute?

916
00:38:15,050 --> 00:38:17,220
Sure, yeah.
What's... What's up?

917
00:38:17,270 --> 00:38:19,570
Oh, I was hoping
you could tell me.

918
00:38:19,620 --> 00:38:21,140
About...?

919
00:38:21,180 --> 00:38:23,140
Quitting surgery.

920
00:38:23,190 --> 00:38:24,620
I'm just gonna...

921
00:38:26,410 --> 00:38:29,190
If you're serious about
changing specialties,

922
00:38:29,240 --> 00:38:31,020
I... I want to support you.

923
00:38:31,060 --> 00:38:33,760
But I... I can't do that
if I'm in the dark.

924
00:38:35,590 --> 00:38:40,770
But our intention is to find
a long-term solution.

925
00:38:40,810 --> 00:38:43,160
Zola's reading for 20 minutes.

926
00:38:43,210 --> 00:38:46,170
And the others fell asleep

927
00:38:46,210 --> 00:38:49,520
before the animals saw
Toad's bathing suit. Mm.

928
00:38:49,560 --> 00:38:51,520
And this guy's down.

929
00:38:53,130 --> 00:38:55,650
How long can your parents live
in the driveway?

930
00:38:57,390 --> 00:38:59,196
So my mom can keep
"accidentally" referring to you

931
00:38:59,220 --> 00:39:00,660
as my wife?

932
00:39:02,360 --> 00:39:04,880
♪ When the earth shakes

933
00:39:04,920 --> 00:39:09,320
What if we just...
do a check-in?

934
00:39:09,360 --> 00:39:10,450
Every few weeks.

935
00:39:10,490 --> 00:39:12,500
No judgment.

936
00:39:12,540 --> 00:39:15,500
To just make sure we're still
good with our decision.

937
00:39:15,540 --> 00:39:18,070
♪ Good or bad, nothing lasts

938
00:39:18,110 --> 00:39:20,460
Are we super broken?

939
00:39:20,500 --> 00:39:23,640
Or are we super evolved?

940
00:39:23,680 --> 00:39:25,070
Oh, definitely evolved.

941
00:39:25,120 --> 00:39:26,900
Mm.
Yeah.

942
00:39:26,950 --> 00:39:30,120
♪ Even when it feels like
the day will never come ♪

943
00:39:30,170 --> 00:39:33,910
Which isn't to say emergency
medicine isn't important,

944
00:39:33,950 --> 00:39:36,090
especially when something's
gone neglected too long.

945
00:39:36,130 --> 00:39:39,650
♪ Seems like the light is gone

946
00:39:39,700 --> 00:39:41,090
Owen.

947
00:39:41,130 --> 00:39:43,480
I just... I mean, I-I just
put the kids down.

948
00:39:43,530 --> 00:39:44,726
I-I didn't know that you were...

949
00:39:44,750 --> 00:39:46,270
Actually, I came to see you.

950
00:39:46,310 --> 00:39:47,310
♪ I will see the sun

951
00:39:48,970 --> 00:39:51,100
You tried to tell me the truth
about your relationship

952
00:39:51,140 --> 00:39:54,500
with Allison, and I...

953
00:39:54,540 --> 00:39:55,890
I was awful to you.

954
00:39:55,930 --> 00:39:57,450
♪ But a heartbeat

955
00:39:57,500 --> 00:39:59,720
And I am sorry.

956
00:39:59,760 --> 00:40:02,720
I-I... I should have told you
years ago.

957
00:40:02,760 --> 00:40:04,110
You told me when you could,

958
00:40:04,160 --> 00:40:06,380
and I should have been there
for you.

959
00:40:06,420 --> 00:40:08,900
Because since the day we met,
Teddy, and every day since,

960
00:40:08,940 --> 00:40:10,820
you've been there for me.

961
00:40:10,860 --> 00:40:14,430
You've listened to me.
You've fought for me.

962
00:40:14,470 --> 00:40:16,430
So that thing
that you did on our...

963
00:40:18,080 --> 00:40:19,480
...wedding day, it was...

964
00:40:19,520 --> 00:40:20,610
I-I'm... I'm sorry.

965
00:40:20,650 --> 00:40:23,480
I know.
I know you are.

966
00:40:23,520 --> 00:40:25,480
We were friends first.

967
00:40:25,530 --> 00:40:27,480
We've been friends for years.

968
00:40:27,530 --> 00:40:30,050
And you've never been anything
but there for me,

969
00:40:30,100 --> 00:40:32,620
so when you...
so when you did this thing

970
00:40:32,660 --> 00:40:34,750
that was so out of character,
I should have known

971
00:40:34,800 --> 00:40:37,490
that you were going through
something bigger than me.

972
00:40:37,540 --> 00:40:38,760
♪ Seems like the light is gone

973
00:40:38,800 --> 00:40:41,500
And that you just needed
a friend.

974
00:40:41,540 --> 00:40:42,930
Owen...

975
00:40:42,980 --> 00:40:44,720
I can be your friend.

976
00:40:44,760 --> 00:40:46,550
I want to be your friend.

977
00:40:46,590 --> 00:40:50,770
And I don't know if I have
more than that in me.

978
00:40:50,810 --> 00:40:53,510
But I can be your friend,
if you'll let me, Teddy.

979
00:40:53,550 --> 00:40:55,030
♪ I will see the sun

980
00:40:55,080 --> 00:40:57,380
And I'd like to hear about
Allison, if you'll tell me.

981
00:40:57,430 --> 00:40:59,950
♪ Ooh, I know

982
00:41:00,000 --> 00:41:02,390
♪ Ooh, I know You want some tea?

983
00:41:02,430 --> 00:41:04,350
♪ I will see the sun

984
00:41:04,390 --> 00:41:06,180
Yeah.

985
00:41:06,220 --> 00:41:08,570
♪ Even when it feels
like Tea would be good.

986
00:41:08,610 --> 00:41:12,180
♪ The day will never come

987
00:41:12,220 --> 00:41:14,580
♪ When everything is broken

988
00:41:14,620 --> 00:41:18,930
♪ Seems like the light is gone

989
00:41:18,970 --> 00:41:20,760
But try as we might,

990
00:41:20,800 --> 00:41:22,800
some solutions
can only be temporary...

991
00:41:22,840 --> 00:41:24,240
How'd she do today?

992
00:41:24,280 --> 00:41:25,630
Her energy's low.

993
00:41:25,670 --> 00:41:28,370
She's still mostly sleeping.

994
00:41:28,410 --> 00:41:29,940
She's listening.

995
00:41:29,980 --> 00:41:31,240
♪ I will see the sun

996
00:41:31,290 --> 00:41:34,730
Even when you think
maybe she's not, she's...

997
00:41:34,770 --> 00:41:36,340
Extraordinary.

998
00:41:36,380 --> 00:41:37,730
Unstoppable.

999
00:41:37,770 --> 00:41:41,560
Always has been, always will be.

1000
00:41:41,600 --> 00:41:43,730
I pray to God you're both right.

1001
00:41:43,780 --> 00:41:45,560
We evaluate you.

1002
00:41:45,610 --> 00:41:47,170
We think in the moment.

1003
00:41:47,220 --> 00:41:48,650
We do our best.

1004
00:41:48,700 --> 00:41:51,130
♪ I will see the sun

1005
00:41:51,180 --> 00:41:52,700
And we hope like hell
we've done enough

1006
00:41:52,740 --> 00:41:54,010
to carry you through.

1007
00:41:58,180 --> 00:41:59,530
♪ I will see the sun

1008
00:42:04,800 --> 00:42:07,760
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