1 00:00:02,002 --> 00:00:04,482 ♪♪ 2 00:00:04,526 --> 00:00:07,746 ♪ I woke up to the morning sky first ♪ 3 00:00:07,790 --> 00:00:09,705 Richard: At the start of medical school, 4 00:00:09,748 --> 00:00:11,968 you and your classmates stand together, 5 00:00:12,012 --> 00:00:14,579 wearing your lab coats for the first time, 6 00:00:14,623 --> 00:00:15,667 and you take an oath. 7 00:00:15,711 --> 00:00:17,495 ♪ When I get up off this ground ♪ 8 00:00:17,539 --> 00:00:19,454 ♪ I shake leaves back down to the brown, brown, brown ♪ 9 00:00:19,497 --> 00:00:20,803 [ Horns honking ] 10 00:00:20,846 --> 00:00:22,500 [ Indistinct shouting ] 11 00:00:22,544 --> 00:00:24,198 ♪ Till I'm clean 12 00:00:24,241 --> 00:00:26,026 Crowd: [ Chanting ] No justice! No peace! 13 00:00:26,069 --> 00:00:28,463 [ Horn honks ]No justice! No peace! 14 00:00:28,506 --> 00:00:31,335 No justice! No peace! 15 00:00:31,379 --> 00:00:34,077 Equality right now! 16 00:00:34,121 --> 00:00:37,341 Equality right now!Stand up! 17 00:00:37,385 --> 00:00:42,607 ♪ My sisters and my brothers, see them like no other ♪ 18 00:00:42,651 --> 00:00:45,175 ♪ All my favorite colors 19 00:00:45,219 --> 00:00:48,135 ♪♪ 20 00:00:48,178 --> 00:00:50,398 ♪ It's a good day to be, a good day for me ♪ 21 00:00:50,441 --> 00:00:55,098 The oath has many versions, but each boils down to this -- 22 00:00:55,142 --> 00:00:59,450 the practice of medicine should be humane and kind. 23 00:00:59,494 --> 00:01:03,933 ♪ My sisters and my brothers, they see them like no other ♪ 24 00:01:03,976 --> 00:01:05,326 ♪ All my favorite colors 25 00:01:05,369 --> 00:01:07,023 [ Cellphone chimes ] 26 00:01:07,067 --> 00:01:10,331 It turns out there's a catch they don't tell you about -- 27 00:01:10,374 --> 00:01:12,420 medicine mimics the world it lives in. 28 00:01:12,463 --> 00:01:13,769 [ Cellphone chimes ] 29 00:01:13,812 --> 00:01:14,509 [ Sighs ] 30 00:01:14,552 --> 00:01:15,858 [ Door opens ] 31 00:01:15,901 --> 00:01:20,384 Hey. Brought coffee. 32 00:01:20,428 --> 00:01:22,125 You see Richard's e-mail? 33 00:01:22,169 --> 00:01:25,128 I can't look at my phone without 50 news alerts popping up. 34 00:01:25,172 --> 00:01:26,434 It's like it's cursed. 35 00:01:26,477 --> 00:01:29,437 He told the staff to take time if they need it. 36 00:01:29,480 --> 00:01:32,135 To rest, protest. 37 00:01:32,179 --> 00:01:33,745 Worry about whether their fiancé's gonna make it 38 00:01:33,789 --> 00:01:35,312 across country in one piece? 39 00:01:35,356 --> 00:01:37,227 Anything. 40 00:01:37,271 --> 00:01:38,968 He understands. 41 00:01:39,011 --> 00:01:42,014 ♪♪ 42 00:01:42,058 --> 00:01:43,581 [ Cellphone chimes ] 43 00:01:43,625 --> 00:01:46,149 [ Groans ] 44 00:01:46,193 --> 00:01:47,803 [ Sighs ] If I keep staring at this wall, 45 00:01:47,846 --> 00:01:49,152 I'm just gonna burn a hole into it. 46 00:01:49,196 --> 00:01:51,154 ♪ Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh 47 00:01:51,198 --> 00:01:52,982 I should go. 48 00:01:53,025 --> 00:01:54,462 And in this world, 49 00:01:54,505 --> 00:01:58,814 humanity and kindness are often in short supply. 50 00:01:58,857 --> 00:02:01,077 ♪ Ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh ♪ 51 00:02:01,121 --> 00:02:03,993 I canceled the few elective surgeries we had scheduled, 52 00:02:04,036 --> 00:02:06,517 told the blood bank to be on high alert, 53 00:02:06,561 --> 00:02:10,913 and put five vents on standby for incoming traumas. 54 00:02:10,956 --> 00:02:13,263 We'll have the tent outsidefor walk-ups. Mm-hmm. 55 00:02:13,307 --> 00:02:16,179 Mnh. You think that'll be enough for us? 56 00:02:16,223 --> 00:02:18,050 I think it'll have to be.[ Sighs ] 57 00:02:18,094 --> 00:02:20,531 We've just barely got our bearings in this pandemic -- 58 00:02:20,575 --> 00:02:22,142 now this. 59 00:02:22,185 --> 00:02:24,666 Well, revolutions don't schedule appointments. 60 00:02:24,709 --> 00:02:25,928 [ Sighs ] Mnh! 61 00:02:25,971 --> 00:02:27,451 [ Sighs ] 62 00:02:27,495 --> 00:02:29,105 You good? 63 00:02:29,149 --> 00:02:33,153 I -- I just want to be doing something I know how to do. 64 00:02:33,196 --> 00:02:35,764 Well, you've done everything you could to prepare. 65 00:02:35,807 --> 00:02:38,288 Now, look, I'll come back if you need me. 66 00:02:38,332 --> 00:02:41,161 It may take me some time to get here, but I-I'll make it. 67 00:02:41,204 --> 00:02:42,379 Wait, back -- back from where? 68 00:02:42,423 --> 00:02:44,555 I'm protesting, Bailey. 69 00:02:44,599 --> 00:02:46,514 Something important is happening out there, 70 00:02:46,557 --> 00:02:49,169 and I'm not gonna miss it -- 71 00:02:49,212 --> 00:02:51,780 These moments save lives, too. 72 00:02:54,391 --> 00:02:56,219 You go give 'em hell. 73 00:02:56,263 --> 00:02:59,744 ♪♪ 74 00:02:59,788 --> 00:03:02,660 I'm so grateful that you came in today. 75 00:03:02,704 --> 00:03:05,097 Not that I would ask a Black man not to march. 76 00:03:05,141 --> 00:03:06,316 No, but you can text me eight times, 77 00:03:06,360 --> 00:03:07,709 asking if I'm coming in, though. [ Chuckles ] 78 00:03:07,752 --> 00:03:09,537 Mnh-mnh! 79 00:03:09,580 --> 00:03:10,755 That was my phone that did that. 80 00:03:10,799 --> 00:03:12,366 Oh, okay. It's new. 81 00:03:12,409 --> 00:03:13,715 Uh-huh. [ Chuckles ] 82 00:03:13,758 --> 00:03:15,717 No, I almost called in a sub, honestly, 83 00:03:15,760 --> 00:03:17,719 but we're barely hanging on with COVID, 84 00:03:17,762 --> 00:03:19,460 so I figured they'll need me. 85 00:03:19,503 --> 00:03:21,070 Speaking of which, did you read my proposal 86 00:03:21,113 --> 00:03:23,464 for setting up the free COVID testing and treatment site 87 00:03:23,507 --> 00:03:24,726 for low-income patients? 88 00:03:24,769 --> 00:03:26,684 I mean, Ortiz's connections -- 89 00:03:26,728 --> 00:03:28,338 I think we can make a real impact. 90 00:03:28,382 --> 00:03:30,775 You know we're barely keeping the lights on as it is, baby. 91 00:03:30,819 --> 00:03:33,778 But I will revisit it when the revenues improve. 92 00:03:33,822 --> 00:03:34,910 You want us to wait till COVID's over 93 00:03:34,953 --> 00:03:35,998 before we can open a COVID site, Mom? 94 00:03:36,041 --> 00:03:38,261 Come on. Okay? Dr. Ortiz and I put 95 00:03:38,305 --> 00:03:40,045 a lot of really good time and effort into this. 96 00:03:40,089 --> 00:03:41,612 She's got great ideas. 97 00:03:41,656 --> 00:03:43,310 Just let me get through this week, okay? 98 00:03:43,353 --> 00:03:44,528 I'm late for my meeting. Ah. 99 00:03:44,572 --> 00:03:46,400 Love you.This week. 100 00:03:47,618 --> 00:03:50,230 Avery. You got a second? 101 00:03:50,273 --> 00:03:52,232 Hey, everything okay? 102 00:03:52,275 --> 00:03:54,321 I've been better, mate. [ Breathes sharply ] 103 00:03:54,364 --> 00:04:01,153 ♪♪ 104 00:04:01,197 --> 00:04:02,720 I don't have much time. 105 00:04:02,764 --> 00:04:04,809 It's all hands on deck here. 106 00:04:04,853 --> 00:04:06,333 Probably won't even have a chance to shower 107 00:04:06,376 --> 00:04:07,421 before I see you tonight, 108 00:04:07,464 --> 00:04:08,944 but I just wanted to see your face. 109 00:04:08,987 --> 00:04:11,207 Well [sighs] this is it. 110 00:04:11,251 --> 00:04:13,992 My exhausted, driving-for-three-days face. 111 00:04:14,036 --> 00:04:16,299 I feel like we chose the worst time ever 112 00:04:16,343 --> 00:04:17,605 for you to make this drive. 113 00:04:17,648 --> 00:04:19,607 Nah. The sooner I'm with you, the better. 114 00:04:19,650 --> 00:04:21,913 Well, what'd you think of the apartment listing I sent you? 115 00:04:21,957 --> 00:04:24,220 I haven't even looked at it yet. 116 00:04:24,264 --> 00:04:25,395 Maggie. [ Chuckles ] 117 00:04:25,439 --> 00:04:27,397 It's just -- I have not been able to focus 118 00:04:27,441 --> 00:04:30,966 on anything besides work and the news and you driving. 119 00:04:31,009 --> 00:04:32,881 I get it, baby. I get it. 120 00:04:32,924 --> 00:04:35,449 But as far as I can tell, 121 00:04:35,492 --> 00:04:38,234 Seattle real estate is the Hunger Games with kitchens. 122 00:04:38,278 --> 00:04:40,062 [ Chuckles ] So if I want this place, 123 00:04:40,105 --> 00:04:41,324 I'm gonna need to make an offer soon. 124 00:04:41,368 --> 00:04:43,065 Okay, I'll look at it. I promise. 125 00:04:43,108 --> 00:04:45,328 Alright. 126 00:04:45,372 --> 00:04:47,374 Next time we talk, it'll be in person. 127 00:04:47,417 --> 00:04:49,332 Be careful. Please. 128 00:04:49,376 --> 00:04:50,812 Extra careful. Always. 129 00:04:50,855 --> 00:04:51,813 I love you. 130 00:04:51,856 --> 00:04:53,205 Love you. 131 00:04:53,249 --> 00:04:54,119 [ Tablet chimes ] 132 00:04:54,163 --> 00:04:58,298 [ Monitor beeping ] 133 00:04:58,341 --> 00:05:00,169 She's still sleeping most of the time. 134 00:05:00,212 --> 00:05:01,344 She's very weak. 135 00:05:01,388 --> 00:05:02,954 But stable. 136 00:05:02,998 --> 00:05:05,435 Have Schmitt do her hyperbaric treatment today. 137 00:05:05,479 --> 00:05:07,176 Do we think that Schmitt's qualified? 138 00:05:07,219 --> 00:05:09,526 He'll be fine. I'll put the fear of God in him. 139 00:05:09,570 --> 00:05:11,180 That almost sounds fun. 140 00:05:12,834 --> 00:05:13,748 Woman over P.A.: Dr. Scott... 141 00:05:13,791 --> 00:05:15,967 Let's order an X-ray. Yeah. 142 00:05:16,011 --> 00:05:18,666 They're in the south parking lot right now. 143 00:05:18,709 --> 00:05:21,059 Thanks a million, Irene. I'll be back when I can. 144 00:05:21,103 --> 00:05:22,234 Alright, hold still. Hold still. 145 00:05:22,278 --> 00:05:23,758 Cops did this? 146 00:05:23,801 --> 00:05:25,760 Neo-Nazis did this. 147 00:05:25,803 --> 00:05:28,023 "Counter-protesters," I think they're called. 148 00:05:28,066 --> 00:05:29,981 Came at my boy with a billy club. 149 00:05:30,025 --> 00:05:31,505 I jumped in between them just in time. 150 00:05:31,548 --> 00:05:33,507 Well, he got you good. Must've been scary. 151 00:05:33,550 --> 00:05:35,813 I wanted to drop a bomb on the whole lot of them. 152 00:05:35,857 --> 00:05:37,598 If I had one, I would have. 153 00:05:37,641 --> 00:05:39,077 Oh, man, this rage I'm feeling? 154 00:05:39,121 --> 00:05:41,341 That's -- That's why we need stricter gun laws. 155 00:05:41,384 --> 00:05:45,432 Alright. Well, I can get you some Valium for the shaking. 156 00:05:45,475 --> 00:05:46,955 [ Sighs ] No, I'm good. 157 00:05:46,998 --> 00:05:49,305 ER's filling up. I just -- I just want to get back to work. 158 00:05:49,349 --> 00:05:50,306 Am I okay, Avery? 159 00:05:50,350 --> 00:05:51,742 Almost. 160 00:05:51,786 --> 00:05:53,309 Next time, make sure you guys hang 161 00:05:53,353 --> 00:05:55,920 in the back of the crowd, yeah?[ Laughs ] Next time? 162 00:05:55,964 --> 00:05:57,835 When they're 18, they can protest all they want. 163 00:05:57,879 --> 00:05:59,184 Right now, they're going straight home. 164 00:05:59,228 --> 00:06:01,230 Jackson, I need you out here! 165 00:06:01,273 --> 00:06:05,103 ♪♪ 166 00:06:05,147 --> 00:06:07,192 Her name is Nell. That's all I got. 167 00:06:07,236 --> 00:06:09,369 She was hit with a tear gas canister. 168 00:06:09,412 --> 00:06:13,590 Shot! Not hit -- shot! At close range! 169 00:06:13,634 --> 00:06:14,765 Oh, shrapnel went everywhere. 170 00:06:14,809 --> 00:06:16,332 E-Easy. Oh. 171 00:06:16,376 --> 00:06:17,812 -Easy. -Keep it stable. 172 00:06:17,855 --> 00:06:19,204 Trauma one's open. Let's move.Okay. 173 00:06:19,248 --> 00:06:20,292 -Ready? -Yeah. 174 00:06:20,336 --> 00:06:21,250 -Let's go. -Let's go. 175 00:06:21,293 --> 00:06:25,385 ♪♪ 176 00:06:25,428 --> 00:06:27,387 [ Siren wailing ] 177 00:06:37,353 --> 00:06:40,748 Uh, good circulationin the upper extremities. 178 00:06:40,791 --> 00:06:43,838 Nell, does your hand feel numb or tingly? 179 00:06:43,881 --> 00:06:46,318 Excruciating pain isn't enough? 180 00:06:46,362 --> 00:06:47,755 No acute fractures. 181 00:06:47,798 --> 00:06:49,278 Canister doesn't seemtoo deeply embedded. 182 00:06:49,321 --> 00:06:50,714 Someone give me their hand. 183 00:06:50,758 --> 00:06:51,846 Why? 184 00:06:51,889 --> 00:06:53,456 I need to squeeze the hell out of it. 185 00:06:53,500 --> 00:06:54,762 This thing hurts. 186 00:06:54,805 --> 00:06:56,459 Two of morphine, Reuben.Reuben: Mm-hmm. 187 00:06:56,503 --> 00:06:57,939 Non-expanding hematoma, 188 00:06:57,982 --> 00:07:00,245 but I cannot rule out a neurovascular injury here. 189 00:07:00,289 --> 00:07:01,725 So I think we need a CT angio right away. 190 00:07:01,769 --> 00:07:03,248 Let's prep to move. 191 00:07:03,292 --> 00:07:04,685 Okay, I'm gonnacome with you.Wait, wait, wait, wait! 192 00:07:04,728 --> 00:07:06,208 Y-You're not taking this thing out of me first? 193 00:07:06,251 --> 00:07:07,818 We want to make sureit didn't hit 194 00:07:07,862 --> 00:07:09,733 any major blood vesselsin your neck. 195 00:07:09,777 --> 00:07:11,605 Then we're gonna remove it in the operating room. 196 00:07:11,648 --> 00:07:13,345 We're gonna move as fast as we can, alright? 197 00:07:13,389 --> 00:07:14,912 Alright.You ready for us to move you? 198 00:07:14,956 --> 00:07:17,001 ♪ Hey, hey, ho, ho 199 00:07:17,045 --> 00:07:19,047 ♪ Come on, girl, let's go [ Chuckles ] 200 00:07:19,090 --> 00:07:20,831 ♪ Hey, hey, ho, ho ♪ Hey, hey, ho, ho 201 00:07:20,875 --> 00:07:22,006 ♪ Come on ♪ Come on, girl 202 00:07:22,050 --> 00:07:23,312 That's right, let's go.♪ Let's go 203 00:07:23,355 --> 00:07:24,835 Owen: Okay, keep this on for the next 12 hours, 204 00:07:24,879 --> 00:07:26,924 then apply the antibiotic ointment, okay? 205 00:07:26,968 --> 00:07:28,186 Will this bandage hold? 206 00:07:28,230 --> 00:07:30,145 I'm going back out. 207 00:07:30,188 --> 00:07:31,973 I'll get you some extra Coban to be safe, okay? 208 00:07:32,016 --> 00:07:33,148 [ Siren wailing in distance ] 209 00:07:33,191 --> 00:07:34,366 Hey. Hey. 210 00:07:34,410 --> 00:07:35,193 Got your page. 211 00:07:35,237 --> 00:07:36,368 Yeah, someone's en route 212 00:07:36,412 --> 00:07:38,109 with a rubber bullet injuryto the chest. 213 00:07:38,153 --> 00:07:39,284 Should be here any minute. 214 00:07:39,328 --> 00:07:40,503 Ugh, glass bricks. 215 00:07:40,547 --> 00:07:42,244 You get that, Pierce?Huh? Yes, yeah. 216 00:07:42,287 --> 00:07:44,202 Uh, just got a lot going on today. 217 00:07:44,246 --> 00:07:46,509 Winston is driving back as we speak. 218 00:07:46,553 --> 00:07:48,511 Yeah, you two aren't wasting any time. 219 00:07:48,555 --> 00:07:49,991 I'm happy for you. Thanks. 220 00:07:50,034 --> 00:07:51,819 We're just trying to work out this living situation. 221 00:07:51,862 --> 00:07:53,734 [ Siren wailing, vehicle approaches ]Oh, you're worried? 222 00:07:53,777 --> 00:07:55,126 You're wondering if he prefers using the bathroom 223 00:07:55,170 --> 00:07:56,258 with the door wide open? 224 00:07:56,301 --> 00:07:57,955 Or puts ketchup on his eggs. 225 00:07:57,999 --> 00:07:59,653 Who puts ketchup on their eggs? 226 00:07:59,696 --> 00:08:02,264 Over 54% of Americans, actually.[ Wailing continues ] 227 00:08:02,307 --> 00:08:03,483 Okay, rig's here. Let's go. 228 00:08:03,526 --> 00:08:05,702 [ Wailing continues ] 229 00:08:05,746 --> 00:08:07,704 [ Brakes squeal ] 230 00:08:07,748 --> 00:08:09,706 ♪♪ 231 00:08:09,750 --> 00:08:11,360 Okay, we have Guy Houston, 22. 232 00:08:11,403 --> 00:08:12,753 Took a rubber bullet to the chest. 233 00:08:12,796 --> 00:08:14,494 Defibrillated in the field for V-fib. 234 00:08:14,537 --> 00:08:17,409 I think "died" is the word you're looking for. 235 00:08:17,453 --> 00:08:18,976 Welcome back. Let's get you inside. 236 00:08:19,020 --> 00:08:20,108 [ Groans ] 237 00:08:20,151 --> 00:08:21,849 I need a chest X-ray, cardiac enzymes, 238 00:08:21,892 --> 00:08:23,024 and let's get him on a monitor. 239 00:08:23,067 --> 00:08:28,725 ♪♪ 240 00:08:28,769 --> 00:08:31,641 [ Sighs ] We're heading into the chamber. 241 00:08:32,773 --> 00:08:35,689 Breathing oxygen... 242 00:08:35,732 --> 00:08:38,474 feeling light... 243 00:08:38,518 --> 00:08:42,434 as if you're, uh, floating on a cloud. 244 00:08:42,478 --> 00:08:44,741 But not -- not like a cloud in heaven or anything. 245 00:08:44,785 --> 00:08:47,004 Just, um, floating. Like... 246 00:08:47,048 --> 00:08:48,919 just not dead, you know? 247 00:08:48,963 --> 00:08:52,096 We're healing and recovering.[ Door opens ] 248 00:08:52,140 --> 00:08:53,489 What are you doing here? 249 00:08:53,533 --> 00:08:55,317 Uh, post-op surgical wound infection. 250 00:08:55,360 --> 00:08:57,014 My attending ordered hyperbaric treatment 251 00:08:57,058 --> 00:08:58,015 to enhance healing. 252 00:08:58,059 --> 00:08:59,800 Well, we're next. 253 00:08:59,843 --> 00:09:02,150 And we're also VIP, so you can go now. 254 00:09:02,193 --> 00:09:05,501 Schedule's packed today, so they're doubling up. 255 00:09:05,545 --> 00:09:06,589 Crap, is that Meredith Grey? 256 00:09:06,633 --> 00:09:08,591 Maybe.But don't talk to her. 257 00:09:08,635 --> 00:09:09,766 I'm under strict orders from the Chief 258 00:09:09,810 --> 00:09:12,334 to not cause Dr. Grey any stress. 259 00:09:12,377 --> 00:09:13,988 Of course, no problem. 260 00:09:14,031 --> 00:09:18,079 Just, uh, floating like... 261 00:09:18,122 --> 00:09:19,820 [ Sighs ] 262 00:09:19,863 --> 00:09:20,908 Are you gonna make room or not? 263 00:09:22,518 --> 00:09:24,694 [ Sighs ] 264 00:09:30,134 --> 00:09:32,180 [ Door closes, air hisses ] 265 00:09:32,223 --> 00:09:34,051 [ Siren wailing in distance ] 266 00:09:36,706 --> 00:09:38,142 Haven't even finished this supply run -- 267 00:09:38,186 --> 00:09:39,622 you're already coming in for more. 268 00:09:39,666 --> 00:09:41,537 Yeah, well,it's just one of those years. 269 00:09:41,581 --> 00:09:43,104 Wait, can I fix that? 270 00:09:43,147 --> 00:09:45,236 Because it looks like you lost a bar fight. 271 00:09:45,280 --> 00:09:46,411 Thank you. 272 00:09:46,455 --> 00:09:48,022 [ Coughing ] 273 00:09:48,065 --> 00:09:50,067 Wow. Okay. 274 00:09:50,111 --> 00:09:51,895 It's not like there's a deadly virus going around -- 275 00:09:51,939 --> 00:09:53,114 spread by droplets. 276 00:09:53,157 --> 00:09:54,768 Oh, sorry. 277 00:09:54,811 --> 00:09:57,118 It's [clears throat] the bloody tear gas, I swear. 278 00:09:57,161 --> 00:09:59,294 How are your sons? 279 00:09:59,337 --> 00:10:00,991 They're alright. 280 00:10:01,035 --> 00:10:03,037 Irene came to pick them up, despite their complaining. 281 00:10:03,080 --> 00:10:05,082 They wanted to stay out? 282 00:10:05,126 --> 00:10:06,562 Yeah, they want to be a part of the change, 283 00:10:06,606 --> 00:10:08,520 not just watch it on a screen. 284 00:10:08,564 --> 00:10:10,261 But you wouldn't let them? 285 00:10:10,305 --> 00:10:11,872 After this? No way. 286 00:10:11,915 --> 00:10:13,482 [ Telephone rings in distance ] 287 00:10:13,525 --> 00:10:14,918 [ Indistinct conversations ] 288 00:10:14,962 --> 00:10:16,137 You think that's a mistake? 289 00:10:16,180 --> 00:10:19,183 No, I, uh -- I see both sides. 290 00:10:19,227 --> 00:10:21,490 You know, protesting the policein front of the police 291 00:10:21,533 --> 00:10:25,755 is scary,and so is doing nothing. 292 00:10:25,799 --> 00:10:27,104 Guess I've just buried too much family 293 00:10:27,148 --> 00:10:29,367 to see anybody else's side but my own. 294 00:10:29,411 --> 00:10:31,152 Right. 295 00:10:31,195 --> 00:10:33,241 Woman over P.A.: Captain Emerson, call Radiology. 296 00:10:33,284 --> 00:10:35,939 Captain Emerson, call Radiology.[ Sighs ] 297 00:10:35,983 --> 00:10:37,724 [ Telephone rings in distance ] 298 00:10:37,767 --> 00:10:41,031 [ Woman speaking indistinctly ] 299 00:10:41,075 --> 00:10:42,032 Yes. 300 00:10:42,076 --> 00:10:43,381 Chad Anderson, 40s, 301 00:10:43,425 --> 00:10:45,079 no past medical history, according to him. 302 00:10:45,122 --> 00:10:46,428 EMTs brought him. 303 00:10:46,471 --> 00:10:48,038 He evidently collapsed while jogging. 304 00:10:48,082 --> 00:10:50,127 I've given him O2, but he's still experiencing 305 00:10:50,171 --> 00:10:53,000 shortness of breath, as well as foot irritation. 306 00:10:53,043 --> 00:10:55,567 Look, I'm fine, okay? 307 00:10:55,611 --> 00:10:57,395 As I was trying to explainto your nurse here -- 308 00:10:57,439 --> 00:10:58,570 Dr.Tseng. 309 00:10:58,614 --> 00:10:59,833 She's a second-year surgical resident. 310 00:10:59,876 --> 00:11:01,051 Yeah, but --Pull your mask up. 311 00:11:01,095 --> 00:11:03,053 Yeah. 312 00:11:03,097 --> 00:11:05,186 Okay, look, I was just trying to tell her that it's -- 313 00:11:05,229 --> 00:11:07,231 I -- Sometimes, I get shortness of breath when I run. 314 00:11:07,275 --> 00:11:08,493 It's not a big deal. 315 00:11:08,537 --> 00:11:10,365 I mean, you know, my -- my inhaler's expired, 316 00:11:10,408 --> 00:11:11,975 so you just, you know, 317 00:11:12,019 --> 00:11:13,324 you put me on a nebulizer treatment 318 00:11:13,368 --> 00:11:15,413 and you write me a new prescription for albuterol, 319 00:11:15,457 --> 00:11:16,850 and there'll be one less guy in the room. 320 00:11:16,893 --> 00:11:18,242 Mm-hmm. 321 00:11:18,286 --> 00:11:21,811 Dr. Tseng, has his oxygen saturation been above 92? 322 00:11:21,855 --> 00:11:23,726 Hovering around 88. 323 00:11:23,770 --> 00:11:25,380 Mr. Anderson, is it possible 324 00:11:25,423 --> 00:11:26,947 that you've been exposed to COVID-19? 325 00:11:26,990 --> 00:11:29,340 No. Uh, it's -- That's a no. 326 00:11:29,384 --> 00:11:31,125 Hm. Mask up. 327 00:11:31,168 --> 00:11:32,909 Hospital policy. 328 00:11:32,953 --> 00:11:35,999 Move him to an isolated room and give him a full workup -- 329 00:11:36,043 --> 00:11:39,568 chest X-ray, lower extremity duplex, and a COVID test. 330 00:11:39,611 --> 00:11:41,309 Page me with the results. 331 00:11:41,352 --> 00:11:44,834 Okay, hey. Doc, look, I'll take the workup, okay, 332 00:11:44,878 --> 00:11:45,922 but I don't care what your little test says 333 00:11:45,966 --> 00:11:47,663 'cause I know that it's not real. 334 00:11:47,707 --> 00:11:48,751 What's not real? 335 00:11:48,795 --> 00:11:50,013 COVID. 336 00:11:50,057 --> 00:11:51,145 Do I look like a sheep, alright? 337 00:11:51,188 --> 00:11:52,624 I know it's a scam. 338 00:11:52,668 --> 00:11:53,843 ♪♪ 339 00:11:59,370 --> 00:12:01,546 Richard: How's she doing? 340 00:12:01,590 --> 00:12:03,635 Hopefully, it's confined to just soft tissue damage. 341 00:12:03,679 --> 00:12:05,550 Well, her clavicle felt intact. 342 00:12:05,594 --> 00:12:06,769 [ Machinery whirring ] 343 00:12:06,813 --> 00:12:09,076 We were marching peacefully. 344 00:12:09,119 --> 00:12:10,730 You know, she was marching peacefully. 345 00:12:10,773 --> 00:12:13,776 Can you imagine firing poison gas at this woman? 346 00:12:14,821 --> 00:12:17,301 Still marching at her age? 347 00:12:17,345 --> 00:12:19,695 What was it like out there today? 348 00:12:19,739 --> 00:12:21,305 It was beautiful. 349 00:12:21,349 --> 00:12:22,916 At first. 350 00:12:22,959 --> 00:12:25,222 And then it was frightening and then messy, 351 00:12:25,266 --> 00:12:27,311 but it was still beautiful. 352 00:12:27,355 --> 00:12:28,573 I mean, there were young people 353 00:12:28,617 --> 00:12:30,053 handing out water and masks. 354 00:12:30,097 --> 00:12:31,620 It was -- It was organized. 355 00:12:31,663 --> 00:12:35,667 There was this -- this feeling in the air. 356 00:12:35,711 --> 00:12:37,147 It's... 357 00:12:37,191 --> 00:12:41,717 You have to put yourself on the line to be part of it, 358 00:12:41,761 --> 00:12:44,241 but good trouble lights you up, you know? 359 00:12:44,285 --> 00:12:45,460 Yeah, sure. 360 00:12:45,503 --> 00:12:47,331 [ Computer beeping ] 361 00:12:47,375 --> 00:12:48,898 Oh, scans are up. 362 00:12:48,942 --> 00:12:51,248 Ah. Okay. 363 00:12:51,292 --> 00:12:53,990 Oh, well, no vascular involvement, thank God. 364 00:12:54,034 --> 00:12:57,037 See? It tore through the trapezius muscle. Yeah. 365 00:12:57,080 --> 00:12:59,343 Well, let's book an OR and extract the canister. 366 00:12:59,387 --> 00:13:00,736 Yeah. 367 00:13:00,780 --> 00:13:04,566 ♪♪ 368 00:13:04,609 --> 00:13:06,873 Don't see any pericardial fluid. 369 00:13:06,916 --> 00:13:08,135 [ Monitor beeping ] 370 00:13:08,178 --> 00:13:09,266 That's a good thing. 371 00:13:09,310 --> 00:13:12,182 Okay, so was it a -- a heart attack? 372 00:13:12,226 --> 00:13:13,836 Because my dad's had two of those. 373 00:13:13,880 --> 00:13:14,924 Kind of. 374 00:13:14,968 --> 00:13:17,535 It's called commotio cordis. 375 00:13:17,579 --> 00:13:18,885 Basically, the rubber bullet must've hit you 376 00:13:18,928 --> 00:13:20,234 at the exact right moment 377 00:13:20,277 --> 00:13:22,410 to interrupt your heart's normal rhythm. 378 00:13:22,453 --> 00:13:23,803 The same thing happens with a heart attack. 379 00:13:23,846 --> 00:13:25,761 Yeah, you were lucky that EMTs were nearby. 380 00:13:25,805 --> 00:13:27,850 Everything was so chill, you know? 381 00:13:27,894 --> 00:13:29,809 Then there was gas and -- and screaming 382 00:13:29,852 --> 00:13:32,333 and people running in all directions. 383 00:13:32,376 --> 00:13:35,945 We couldn't even tell which way the cops wanted us to go. 384 00:13:35,989 --> 00:13:38,078 But I swear, we didn't do anything wrong. 385 00:13:38,121 --> 00:13:39,644 Yeah, I'm sure you didn't. 386 00:13:39,688 --> 00:13:42,038 Your X-ray and your echo both look good, 387 00:13:42,082 --> 00:13:43,866 but I do want to admit you for observation and bloodwork 388 00:13:43,910 --> 00:13:45,999 just to make sure your heart's okay. 389 00:13:46,042 --> 00:13:48,523 I-I, uh -- I s-- I should probably call my mom. 390 00:13:48,566 --> 00:13:50,481 [ Cellphone vibrating ] 391 00:13:50,525 --> 00:13:52,353 Uh, I will be right back. 392 00:13:52,396 --> 00:13:53,658 Keep him on telemetry 393 00:13:53,702 --> 00:13:55,660 and do cardiac enzymes every two hours. 394 00:13:55,704 --> 00:13:57,010 [ Vibrating stops ] 395 00:13:57,053 --> 00:13:58,794 Hey. What happened to not speaking 396 00:13:58,838 --> 00:14:00,491 until we see each other in person? 397 00:14:00,535 --> 00:14:01,797 Winston: The landlord called, 398 00:14:01,841 --> 00:14:02,754 and he said he wants to rent to a doctor, 399 00:14:02,798 --> 00:14:04,147 but he has a few offers 400 00:14:04,191 --> 00:14:06,149 and he needs to make a decision today. 401 00:14:06,193 --> 00:14:07,411 Did you look at the listing? 402 00:14:07,455 --> 00:14:08,717 I did. 403 00:14:08,760 --> 00:14:10,327 I'm not a fan. 404 00:14:10,371 --> 00:14:12,982 It has glass bricks. And only two windows. 405 00:14:13,026 --> 00:14:13,983 And glass bricks. 406 00:14:14,027 --> 00:14:15,898 Um, okay, well, 407 00:14:15,942 --> 00:14:17,508 I told him I'm gonna take it. 408 00:14:19,249 --> 00:14:20,685 ♪♪ 409 00:14:20,729 --> 00:14:21,730 Maggie, you know I need a better option 410 00:14:21,773 --> 00:14:23,863 than a hotel or a backyard tent. 411 00:14:23,906 --> 00:14:25,168 It's just for now. 412 00:14:25,212 --> 00:14:26,866 You know, I just want to be in the same city. 413 00:14:26,909 --> 00:14:28,128 [ Siren chirps ] 414 00:14:28,171 --> 00:14:29,607 Hey, Maggie. 415 00:14:29,651 --> 00:14:31,696 And for the record, no judgment... 416 00:14:31,740 --> 00:14:32,784 Maggie. ...do you like glass bricks? 417 00:14:32,828 --> 00:14:34,438 Maggie, I can't -- I can't talk now. 418 00:14:34,482 --> 00:14:36,005 I'm being pulled -- I'm being pulled over.[ Siren chirps ] 419 00:14:36,049 --> 00:14:37,920 Wait, what? You're being pulled over by the -- 420 00:14:37,964 --> 00:14:39,617 By the police, yes. I got to go. 421 00:14:39,661 --> 00:14:40,923 No, no, no, no. Winston, don't hang up. 422 00:14:40,967 --> 00:14:42,229 Turn on your camera if you can, 423 00:14:42,272 --> 00:14:43,970 but do not hang up the phone. 424 00:14:44,013 --> 00:14:46,015 I will stay on the line with you. 425 00:14:46,059 --> 00:14:52,500 ♪♪ 426 00:14:52,543 --> 00:14:54,632 [ Monitor beeping ] 427 00:14:54,676 --> 00:14:56,460 [ Seat clatters ] 428 00:14:56,504 --> 00:14:59,159 [ Beeping continues ] 429 00:14:59,202 --> 00:15:00,247 Is she mean? 430 00:15:00,290 --> 00:15:01,378 Dr. Grey? 431 00:15:02,423 --> 00:15:03,772 Excuse me? 432 00:15:03,815 --> 00:15:06,775 Uh, sorry. It's just what I heard. 433 00:15:06,818 --> 00:15:09,038 I also heard that she's the best. [ Sighs ] 434 00:15:09,082 --> 00:15:10,779 But she got sick before my first day, 435 00:15:10,822 --> 00:15:12,215 so I never got a chance to see it. 436 00:15:15,001 --> 00:15:17,699 I intubated a COVID patient on the fly the other day. 437 00:15:19,614 --> 00:15:21,921 Never could've done that a couple years ago. 438 00:15:21,964 --> 00:15:24,836 And my Lembert sutures, which she taught me, 439 00:15:24,880 --> 00:15:28,275 they're -- they're getting better. 440 00:15:28,318 --> 00:15:32,366 Every win I've had, any time I do something right, 441 00:15:32,409 --> 00:15:34,803 I hear her voice in my head. 442 00:15:34,846 --> 00:15:36,761 ♪♪ 443 00:15:36,805 --> 00:15:39,242 She's the most influential teacher I've ever had. 444 00:15:39,286 --> 00:15:40,983 Even when she's asleep. 445 00:15:41,027 --> 00:15:45,814 And, yes, she can be toughsometimes. 446 00:15:45,857 --> 00:15:48,251 ♪♪ 447 00:15:48,295 --> 00:15:50,036 There's always a reason. 448 00:15:52,125 --> 00:15:54,649 I really hope I get to operate with her one day. 449 00:15:57,782 --> 00:15:59,828 Yeah, me too. 450 00:15:59,871 --> 00:16:04,006 ♪♪ 451 00:16:04,050 --> 00:16:06,878 [ Police radio chatter ] 452 00:16:10,578 --> 00:16:12,449 [ Whispering ] Alright. 453 00:16:14,451 --> 00:16:18,716 Music off, hat off, hands on the wheel. 454 00:16:20,805 --> 00:16:23,417 License and registration, sir. 455 00:16:23,460 --> 00:16:24,548 [ Vehicles passing ] 456 00:16:24,592 --> 00:16:25,767 [ Dog barks softly ] 457 00:16:25,810 --> 00:16:27,943 How you doing today, Officer? 458 00:16:27,987 --> 00:16:29,727 Oh, just takin' 'er easy. 459 00:16:31,903 --> 00:16:34,515 Can you tell me why you pulled me over? 460 00:16:34,558 --> 00:16:37,213 I saw -- speed limit said it's 45 -- 461 00:16:37,257 --> 00:16:38,910 set the cruise to 40. 462 00:16:38,954 --> 00:16:40,782 Maggie: Winston, are you there? 463 00:16:40,825 --> 00:16:43,045 I can't hear anything. 464 00:16:43,089 --> 00:16:44,786 I'm gonna need you to turn off your phone, sir. 465 00:16:44,829 --> 00:16:46,657 Oh, it's just my fiancée. 466 00:16:46,701 --> 00:16:48,877 [ Chuckling ] She's up in Seattle. 467 00:16:48,920 --> 00:16:50,792 Your phone, sir. 468 00:16:52,707 --> 00:16:55,579 She, uh, she worries about me on the long drive. 469 00:16:55,623 --> 00:16:57,233 Can I leave it on? 470 00:16:57,277 --> 00:17:01,063 [ Echoing ] Mr. Ndugu, are you failing to comply? 471 00:17:01,107 --> 00:17:02,673 [ Distorted police radio chatter ] 472 00:17:02,717 --> 00:17:04,893 Winston. 473 00:17:04,936 --> 00:17:06,634 If -- If -- If you're still there, 474 00:17:06,677 --> 00:17:08,114 just keep me on the line. 475 00:17:08,157 --> 00:17:09,289 ♪♪ 476 00:17:09,332 --> 00:17:11,508 [ Dog barks ] 477 00:17:12,161 --> 00:17:13,510 I'm reaching for my phone. 478 00:17:13,554 --> 00:17:16,296 ♪♪ 479 00:17:16,339 --> 00:17:17,384 Maggie: Winston? 480 00:17:17,427 --> 00:17:19,864 Winston?[ Cellphone beeps ] 481 00:17:19,908 --> 00:17:21,344 Oh, no, no. 482 00:17:22,258 --> 00:17:23,477 [ Whimpers ] 483 00:17:23,520 --> 00:17:25,870 [ Line ringing ] 484 00:17:31,354 --> 00:17:34,183 [ Monitor beeping ] 485 00:17:34,227 --> 00:17:35,184 [ Sighs ] 486 00:17:35,228 --> 00:17:36,446 Army Navy, please. 487 00:17:36,490 --> 00:17:37,969 Pick-ups, Bokhee. 488 00:17:38,013 --> 00:17:40,581 My mom mention getting an e-mail from me at all? 489 00:17:40,624 --> 00:17:42,235 I sense you want me to say yes. 490 00:17:42,278 --> 00:17:44,019 [ Sighs ] She probably hasn't even opened it. 491 00:17:44,063 --> 00:17:45,803 I don't know why I haven't learned. 492 00:17:45,847 --> 00:17:47,892 The only ideas that get through to her are her own. 493 00:17:47,936 --> 00:17:49,459 It's hard being a problem-solver 494 00:17:49,503 --> 00:17:51,418 when the problems are so complex. 495 00:17:51,461 --> 00:17:54,029 I could never do her job. 496 00:17:54,073 --> 00:17:56,988 Yeah, well, it'd be easier if she wouldn't ignore good advice 497 00:17:57,032 --> 00:17:58,512 from people trying to help her. 498 00:17:58,555 --> 00:18:00,905 Wouldn't even bother me as much if it was just me. 499 00:18:00,949 --> 00:18:03,778 Alma Ortiz and I worked really hard on a lot of good ideas 500 00:18:03,821 --> 00:18:05,301 based on her previous experience. 501 00:18:05,345 --> 00:18:07,260 Well, listen, give her time. 502 00:18:07,303 --> 00:18:08,826 We're all feeling next-level stress. 503 00:18:08,870 --> 00:18:10,567 Something tells me that after a week, 504 00:18:10,611 --> 00:18:12,439 she'll be a little more open. 505 00:18:12,482 --> 00:18:15,529 [ Scoffs ] We just pulled a hunk of metal out of this woman, 506 00:18:15,572 --> 00:18:19,228 and you're seriously being super positive right now? 507 00:18:19,272 --> 00:18:21,143 You know, you barely missed getting hit yourself. 508 00:18:21,187 --> 00:18:22,579 Yeah, it should have never happened. 509 00:18:22,623 --> 00:18:25,539 I'm just thankful that the damage isn't worse. 510 00:18:25,582 --> 00:18:27,758 What got me -- Well, you saw her. 511 00:18:27,802 --> 00:18:29,151 She wasn't fazed. 512 00:18:29,195 --> 00:18:32,546 She was -- She was energized. You know what I mean? 513 00:18:32,589 --> 00:18:35,897 There's power in gathering like that, 514 00:18:35,940 --> 00:18:39,814 I mean, where the truth brings so many people together. 515 00:18:39,857 --> 00:18:41,032 I mean... 516 00:18:41,076 --> 00:18:43,165 Well, you know. 517 00:18:43,209 --> 00:18:45,341 [ Respirator hissing ] 518 00:18:45,385 --> 00:18:47,169 Actually, no, I don't. 519 00:18:47,213 --> 00:18:49,780 Honestly, I've never been to a real protest. 520 00:18:49,824 --> 00:18:51,173 I mean, I've protested plenty of things -- 521 00:18:51,217 --> 00:18:54,829 I've boycotted businesses, signed petitions. 522 00:18:54,872 --> 00:18:58,180 [ Sighs ] Done surgeries for free, given talks. 523 00:18:58,224 --> 00:19:00,835 It seems like every time folks took to the streets, 524 00:19:00,878 --> 00:19:02,532 I always had a reason not to. 525 00:19:02,576 --> 00:19:04,273 I had to work, I had to study. 526 00:19:04,317 --> 00:19:08,103 I could always see how useful money was to the cause, 527 00:19:08,147 --> 00:19:09,713 you know, so I guess I always felt 528 00:19:09,757 --> 00:19:12,455 that writing a check was a worthwhile substitute. 529 00:19:12,499 --> 00:19:14,240 And, hell, maybe it is. 530 00:19:14,283 --> 00:19:15,937 In this country, at least. 531 00:19:17,591 --> 00:19:19,114 You think that's a cop-out? 532 00:19:19,158 --> 00:19:21,464 I try not to judge the way that anyone handles 533 00:19:21,508 --> 00:19:23,640 the traumas that come with living here. 534 00:19:23,684 --> 00:19:25,164 And that includes you. 535 00:19:25,207 --> 00:19:26,643 And your mother. 536 00:19:26,687 --> 00:19:27,731 Clamp. 537 00:19:27,775 --> 00:19:29,080 [ Beeping continues ] 538 00:19:29,124 --> 00:19:31,344 [ Line ringing ] 539 00:19:31,387 --> 00:19:33,172 Winston: Hi, you've reached Dr. Winston Ndugu. 540 00:19:33,215 --> 00:19:34,608 [ Breathing heavily ][ Monitor beeping rapidly ] 541 00:19:34,651 --> 00:19:35,870 Dr. Pierce!Just -- Just -- Come on. 542 00:19:35,913 --> 00:19:37,350 Dr. Pierce![ Line ringing ] 543 00:19:37,393 --> 00:19:38,786 He's in V-fib again![ Ringing stops ] 544 00:19:38,829 --> 00:19:40,135 Owen: Let's push a 6-milligram bolus of adenosine. 545 00:19:40,179 --> 00:19:41,528 Oh, Ortiz! I need you to keep calling this number. 546 00:19:41,571 --> 00:19:43,007 It's my fiancé, Winston.Owen: He's still in V-tach. 547 00:19:43,051 --> 00:19:44,357 If he picks up, you tell me. 548 00:19:44,400 --> 00:19:45,445 If he doesn't, just keep calling. 549 00:19:45,488 --> 00:19:47,229 Just do not stop. 550 00:19:47,273 --> 00:19:48,926 Everything okay?He got pulled over. 551 00:19:48,970 --> 00:19:51,233 I want the officer to know that someone is checking in on him. 552 00:19:51,277 --> 00:19:52,930 Mm. 553 00:19:52,974 --> 00:19:54,497 Let's charge to 200! 554 00:19:54,541 --> 00:19:55,672 [ Beeping continues ] 555 00:19:57,065 --> 00:19:58,632 Mask up, Mr. Anderson. 556 00:19:58,675 --> 00:19:59,807 Mm. Sorry, I forgot.[ Door closes ] 557 00:19:59,850 --> 00:20:01,591 The whole "coro-no-virus." 558 00:20:01,635 --> 00:20:02,592 Sir... [ Chuckles ] 559 00:20:02,636 --> 00:20:04,942 ...I need you to listen to me. 560 00:20:04,986 --> 00:20:07,815 Your COVID test came back positive. 561 00:20:07,858 --> 00:20:10,252 Additionally, you have 562 00:20:10,296 --> 00:20:12,341 ground glass opacities in your lungs. 563 00:20:12,385 --> 00:20:14,648 That's why you're having trouble breathing. 564 00:20:14,691 --> 00:20:18,521 And your toes aren't red because you run without socks. 565 00:20:18,565 --> 00:20:21,220 Y-You have what's being referred to as "COVID-toe." 566 00:20:21,263 --> 00:20:22,177 "COVID-toe"? 567 00:20:22,221 --> 00:20:23,961 Yes. Really? 568 00:20:24,005 --> 00:20:26,137 That's the best you got? [ Laughing ] COVID-toe? 569 00:20:26,181 --> 00:20:27,878 Are you guys even trying? [ Chuckles ] 570 00:20:27,922 --> 00:20:30,881 This ultrasound of your leg reveals a clot 571 00:20:30,925 --> 00:20:33,014 that we need to treat immediately, so -- 572 00:20:33,057 --> 00:20:34,842 Okay, well, whose leg is that? 573 00:20:34,885 --> 00:20:36,191 I'm sorry? 574 00:20:36,235 --> 00:20:37,366 Well, see, I'm a -- I'm a runner. 575 00:20:37,410 --> 00:20:39,542 We don't get blood clots. But it's a -- 576 00:20:39,586 --> 00:20:40,630 That's a -- That's a nice try, though. 577 00:20:40,674 --> 00:20:41,718 Mr. Anderson, please.Okay. Look. 578 00:20:41,762 --> 00:20:43,285 You know what I've figured out? 579 00:20:43,329 --> 00:20:45,156 Huh? [ Sniffles ] 580 00:20:45,200 --> 00:20:46,723 I figured out that this little cold 581 00:20:46,767 --> 00:20:48,508 that y'all are so terrified of -- 582 00:20:48,551 --> 00:20:51,075 biggest moneymaker since crypto-currency. 583 00:20:51,119 --> 00:20:52,729 And speaking of, h-how do you get your kickbacks? 584 00:20:52,773 --> 00:20:53,991 I mean, is it like a flat fee 585 00:20:54,035 --> 00:20:55,384 from every patient that you diagnose, 586 00:20:55,428 --> 00:20:57,299 or is it like a -- a percentage deal, or...? 587 00:20:57,343 --> 00:20:59,388 My m-- 588 00:20:59,432 --> 00:21:01,085 [ Stammering ] 589 00:21:01,129 --> 00:21:03,174 Um, I-- 590 00:21:03,218 --> 00:21:05,264 Be back in a moment. I need to answer a page. 591 00:21:05,307 --> 00:21:06,700 Yeah, yeah. Take your time.[ Door opens ] 592 00:21:06,743 --> 00:21:07,962 ♪♪ 593 00:21:08,005 --> 00:21:09,093 [ Sniffles ] 594 00:21:09,137 --> 00:21:13,620 ♪♪ 595 00:21:13,663 --> 00:21:15,274 What?! What?! 596 00:21:15,317 --> 00:21:17,319 Okay. 597 00:21:17,363 --> 00:21:19,103 Breathe. Breathe. Breathe. 598 00:21:19,147 --> 00:21:20,670 W-What?! 599 00:21:20,714 --> 00:21:21,802 Stop. 600 00:21:21,845 --> 00:21:26,589 ♪♪ 601 00:21:26,633 --> 00:21:27,721 [ Wheezing softly ] 602 00:21:27,764 --> 00:21:29,288 [ Door opens ] 603 00:21:30,289 --> 00:21:31,768 Okay, let's try this. 604 00:21:33,117 --> 00:21:36,033 Your blood oxygen is dangerously low. 605 00:21:36,077 --> 00:21:37,905 Your lungs are getting worse. 606 00:21:37,948 --> 00:21:40,386 And if untreated, the clot in your leg 607 00:21:40,429 --> 00:21:43,302 could travel to your lungs and killyou. 608 00:21:43,345 --> 00:21:45,478 We're seeing cases like yoursall of the ti-- [ Chuckles ] 609 00:21:45,521 --> 00:21:47,828 Sir, this is not just a cold. 610 00:21:47,871 --> 00:21:49,569 It's not asthma. 611 00:21:49,612 --> 00:21:52,093 This won't magically go away. 612 00:21:52,136 --> 00:21:55,444 Sir, please, let us admit you 613 00:21:55,488 --> 00:21:57,272 so that we canstart you on steroids...[ Scoffs ] 614 00:21:57,316 --> 00:21:59,405 ...and -- and put you on blood thinners. 615 00:21:59,448 --> 00:22:03,234 Look, because even if you are a little bit wrong, 616 00:22:03,278 --> 00:22:05,454 it could be fatal. 617 00:22:05,498 --> 00:22:06,629 [ Clicks tongue, sniffs ] 618 00:22:06,673 --> 00:22:07,717 You know, I'm still waiting on 619 00:22:07,761 --> 00:22:09,893 that albuterol prescription, Doc. 620 00:22:09,937 --> 00:22:12,156 [ Wheezing ] 621 00:22:12,200 --> 00:22:14,289 ♪♪ 622 00:22:14,333 --> 00:22:15,943 Thank you. 623 00:22:15,986 --> 00:22:17,248 [ Clears throat ] 624 00:22:17,292 --> 00:22:19,250 [ Monitor beeping rapidly ] 625 00:22:19,294 --> 00:22:20,208 200 joules! 626 00:22:20,251 --> 00:22:22,210 200. Stand clear. 627 00:22:22,253 --> 00:22:23,603 [ Thump ] 628 00:22:23,646 --> 00:22:25,779 [ Sighs ] Still V-fib. Go again. 629 00:22:25,822 --> 00:22:26,867 Charge. Charge. 630 00:22:26,910 --> 00:22:27,911 [ Paddles whine ]Clear. 631 00:22:27,955 --> 00:22:29,783 [ Thump ] 632 00:22:29,826 --> 00:22:31,741 Okay, he's back to normal sinus rhythm. 633 00:22:31,785 --> 00:22:33,700 [ Sighs ] So, what are you thinking? 634 00:22:36,050 --> 00:22:38,008 I think the rubber bullet bruised his heart. 635 00:22:38,052 --> 00:22:39,619 His troponin levels are elevated. 636 00:22:39,662 --> 00:22:40,924 We gotta get him to the CCU. 637 00:22:40,968 --> 00:22:42,404 All this from a rubber bullet? 638 00:22:42,448 --> 00:22:44,841 It wasn't a "rubber" bullet. 639 00:22:44,885 --> 00:22:46,626 It's a metal bullet encased in rubber 640 00:22:46,669 --> 00:22:48,367 fired from a gun at a human being. 641 00:22:48,410 --> 00:22:50,934 They're not meant to be fired close range or directly. 642 00:22:50,978 --> 00:22:53,023 They can bejust as dangerous.Still no answer. 643 00:22:53,067 --> 00:22:54,111 [ Line rings ][ Monitor beeping rapidly ] 644 00:22:54,155 --> 00:22:56,418 Owen: Damn it.Maggie: V-fib again?! 645 00:22:56,462 --> 00:22:58,507 He's unstable. He keeps going in and out of sinus. 646 00:22:58,551 --> 00:22:59,465 Charge. Yep. 647 00:22:59,508 --> 00:23:00,596 Charge. Clear! 648 00:23:00,640 --> 00:23:01,945 [ Thud ] 649 00:23:01,989 --> 00:23:03,164 [ Monitor beeping ] 650 00:23:03,207 --> 00:23:05,035 Maggie: He's in V-fib storm. 651 00:23:05,079 --> 00:23:06,863 The myocardial contusion is causing 652 00:23:06,907 --> 00:23:09,213 a closed loop of misfiring in his heart. 653 00:23:09,257 --> 00:23:11,346 It's not gonna stop until we get him ablated. 654 00:23:11,390 --> 00:23:14,436 Push 100 mg of lido, give him an amiodarone bolus, 655 00:23:14,480 --> 00:23:15,916 and get him up to the IR suite. 656 00:23:15,959 --> 00:23:18,179 We'll meet youup there, okay? Okay. 657 00:23:18,222 --> 00:23:19,528 Still no answer. 658 00:23:19,572 --> 00:23:20,964 Alright. 659 00:23:21,008 --> 00:23:22,401 Page Richard Webber.Owen: Ready? Let's move. 660 00:23:22,444 --> 00:23:23,619 Tell him to meet me in the IR suite, 661 00:23:23,663 --> 00:23:25,273 and tell him it's urgent. 662 00:23:30,931 --> 00:23:33,629 Intern Chee: Ever work in a warehouse? 663 00:23:33,673 --> 00:23:35,022 Not that I recall. 664 00:23:35,065 --> 00:23:36,458 My patient does. 665 00:23:36,502 --> 00:23:37,851 Forklift injury. 666 00:23:37,894 --> 00:23:39,330 They're surprisingly common. 667 00:23:39,374 --> 00:23:40,854 It's good to know. 668 00:23:40,897 --> 00:23:42,508 [ Choking ][ Monitor beeping rapidly ] 669 00:23:42,551 --> 00:23:43,813 Hey, uh -- uh -- uh -- 670 00:23:43,857 --> 00:23:45,249 You might want to up his sedation. 671 00:23:45,293 --> 00:23:46,381 Sedation, right. Uh -- 672 00:23:46,425 --> 00:23:47,513 Quick, before he -- 673 00:23:47,556 --> 00:23:48,818 Oh! Oh! Crap! 674 00:23:48,862 --> 00:23:50,603 That's what I was worried about. 675 00:23:50,646 --> 00:23:52,692 [ Panting ] [ Sighs ] 676 00:23:52,735 --> 00:23:53,997 Okay. 677 00:23:54,041 --> 00:23:56,173 [ Line ringing ]Come on. C-- 678 00:23:56,217 --> 00:23:57,218 [ Line ringing ] 679 00:23:57,261 --> 00:23:58,349 Maggie. 680 00:23:58,393 --> 00:23:59,916 What's wrong? Okay. 681 00:23:59,960 --> 00:24:02,092 Winston is on his way back here from Boston. 682 00:24:02,136 --> 00:24:03,920 Mm-hmm.He is driving, he's on the road, 683 00:24:03,964 --> 00:24:05,052 and we were on the phone. 684 00:24:05,095 --> 00:24:05,879 We were -- 685 00:24:07,707 --> 00:24:10,274 And the police pulled him over, 686 00:24:10,318 --> 00:24:12,363 and I told him to keep me on the line. 687 00:24:12,407 --> 00:24:14,757 But the police made him hang up, 688 00:24:14,801 --> 00:24:16,585 and now I can't get ahold of him. 689 00:24:16,629 --> 00:24:19,109 It's been -- 690 00:24:19,153 --> 00:24:20,371 [ Voice breaking ] It's been 20 minutes, 691 00:24:20,415 --> 00:24:21,938 and I don't know where he is. 692 00:24:21,982 --> 00:24:24,027 And I have a patient who could go into V-fib at any second, 693 00:24:24,071 --> 00:24:25,725 so I have to get in there and do an ablation. 694 00:24:25,768 --> 00:24:27,814 But this is how it happens, right? Just like this? 695 00:24:27,857 --> 00:24:30,686 So, I-I-I-I need somebody to go and find him now. Look. 696 00:24:30,730 --> 00:24:32,427 Right now. Alright, Maggie. 697 00:24:32,471 --> 00:24:34,473 Alright. Okay? 698 00:24:34,516 --> 00:24:37,301 What you should do now is take care of your patient. 699 00:24:37,345 --> 00:24:38,955 What if he tries to call me and I don't pick up? No. 700 00:24:38,999 --> 00:24:40,609 Or what if he doesn'tcall... Yeah. 701 00:24:40,653 --> 00:24:41,610 ...and the police just take him -- take him?[ Stammering ] 702 00:24:41,654 --> 00:24:43,699 Look, just give me your phone. 703 00:24:43,743 --> 00:24:45,396 I'll give it some more time. 704 00:24:45,440 --> 00:24:47,964 If there's still no word, I will get into my car, 705 00:24:48,008 --> 00:24:49,575 and I will look for him myself. 706 00:24:49,618 --> 00:24:51,011 [ Sighs ] 707 00:24:51,054 --> 00:24:52,708 Give me your phone. Okay. 708 00:24:52,752 --> 00:24:54,449 Yeah? 709 00:24:54,493 --> 00:24:56,016 [ Sighs ] Mm-hmm. 710 00:24:56,059 --> 00:24:57,321 Okay. Mm. 711 00:24:57,365 --> 00:24:59,062 [ Exhales sharply ] 712 00:24:59,106 --> 00:25:00,194 [ Monitor beeping rapidly ] 713 00:25:00,237 --> 00:25:01,717 Oh, my God! 714 00:25:01,761 --> 00:25:03,327 Oh, God, his intestines are popping out! 715 00:25:03,371 --> 00:25:04,851 Okay, okay, okay. Let me think. 716 00:25:04,894 --> 00:25:06,722 What do we do? What do we do? 717 00:25:06,766 --> 00:25:08,463 I don't know what to do. 718 00:25:08,507 --> 00:25:09,638 Meredith: [ Echoing ] Schmitt. This isn't anyone's fault. 719 00:25:09,682 --> 00:25:11,161 This isn't anyone's fault. 720 00:25:11,205 --> 00:25:12,815 The patient nearly extubated himself 721 00:25:12,859 --> 00:25:13,947 and caused an evisceration....and caused an evisceration. 722 00:25:13,990 --> 00:25:15,688 It is a horrible complication... 723 00:25:15,731 --> 00:25:17,080 But it can be fixed. 724 00:25:17,124 --> 00:25:18,908 What is the first step?What is the first step? 725 00:25:18,952 --> 00:25:20,040 Chee, he dehisced. 726 00:25:20,083 --> 00:25:21,345 I need you to hold down the patient 727 00:25:21,389 --> 00:25:23,522 so he doesn't extubate himself. 728 00:25:23,565 --> 00:25:26,089 Paralyze him with cis and push more Versed. 729 00:25:26,133 --> 00:25:27,917 And then, I need you to get on the intercom. 730 00:25:27,961 --> 00:25:29,092 And say what? 731 00:25:29,136 --> 00:25:31,704 Tell them to depressurize the chamber 732 00:25:31,747 --> 00:25:34,141 and call for an OR now. 733 00:25:34,184 --> 00:25:35,664 No -- No attending? 734 00:25:35,708 --> 00:25:37,971 We are stuck in this chamber until it depressurizes, 735 00:25:38,014 --> 00:25:41,278 so we are on our own, but we do not panic. 736 00:25:41,322 --> 00:25:43,716 Now, we need to put him under, so push more meds. 737 00:25:43,759 --> 00:25:45,892 [ Both panting ] 738 00:25:45,935 --> 00:25:47,546 Now! 739 00:25:47,589 --> 00:25:49,286 [ Monitor beeping rapidly ] 740 00:25:49,330 --> 00:25:51,724 Okay. [ Sighs ] 741 00:25:51,767 --> 00:25:54,335 [ Monitor beeping, respirator hissing ] 742 00:25:54,378 --> 00:25:56,467 There it is. 743 00:25:56,511 --> 00:25:58,165 We're ready for the needle. 744 00:25:58,208 --> 00:25:59,383 [ Knocking on window ] 745 00:26:01,124 --> 00:26:02,256 He's stable. 746 00:26:02,299 --> 00:26:03,344 Go. Do your call. 747 00:26:03,387 --> 00:26:04,998 We'll page you if he goes into V-fib. 748 00:26:05,041 --> 00:26:06,303 Are you sure?Maggie, go. 749 00:26:06,347 --> 00:26:14,224 ♪♪ 750 00:26:14,268 --> 00:26:15,530 Winston? 751 00:26:15,574 --> 00:26:17,227 Hey. Oh, my God. 752 00:26:17,271 --> 00:26:18,359 Are you okay? Where are you? 753 00:26:18,402 --> 00:26:19,403 I'm -- I'm -- I'm fine. 754 00:26:19,447 --> 00:26:20,883 I -- They le-- They let me go. 755 00:26:20,927 --> 00:26:23,146 Why did it take them so long to let you go? 756 00:26:23,190 --> 00:26:25,627 Um, because they -- they had me get out of the car 757 00:26:25,671 --> 00:26:26,759 and take my mask off. 758 00:26:26,802 --> 00:26:29,065 And, uh... [ Clears throat ] 759 00:26:29,109 --> 00:26:31,633 And then, uh, they had me do a DUI test. 760 00:26:31,677 --> 00:26:33,330 And then, they checked the trunk. 761 00:26:33,374 --> 00:26:35,898 And then, they checked the car. 762 00:26:35,942 --> 00:26:37,813 You know, and then I had to unpack all my stuff, 763 00:26:37,857 --> 00:26:41,208 and, uh, the police dog sniffed it over. What? 764 00:26:41,251 --> 00:26:44,298 And then the dog sniffed me, and they let me go. 765 00:26:44,341 --> 00:26:46,430 So, I'm g-- I'm good. Tha-- That's what took so long. 766 00:26:46,474 --> 00:26:48,519 W-W-W-Why did the-- I mean, I -- 767 00:26:48,563 --> 00:26:50,521 Were you, like, swerving on the road? 768 00:26:50,565 --> 00:26:53,437 No, no, no. Uh, my -- my bike rack 769 00:26:53,481 --> 00:26:56,005 was obscuring my license plate, and -- 770 00:26:56,049 --> 00:26:57,137 and then, they saw me. 771 00:26:57,180 --> 00:26:58,965 So, it just turned into 772 00:26:59,008 --> 00:27:00,488 one of those things, I guess. 773 00:27:00,531 --> 00:27:01,924 They can't do that. They -- 774 00:27:01,968 --> 00:27:03,230 Maggie, I'm a little bit shaken up right now. 775 00:27:03,273 --> 00:27:04,753 I don't know if I'm good to drive yet. 776 00:27:04,797 --> 00:27:06,799 I don't know if I'm -- I don't think I'm -- 777 00:27:06,842 --> 00:27:08,365 [ Vehicle door slams ] 778 00:27:08,409 --> 00:27:11,760 ♪ Starting to see me in a new light ♪ 779 00:27:11,804 --> 00:27:14,328 Uh, Maggie, I'm not good. 780 00:27:14,371 --> 00:27:15,546 [ Whispering ] Okay.[ Exhales sharply] 781 00:27:15,590 --> 00:27:17,984 I'm -- I'm not okay yet, you know? 782 00:27:18,027 --> 00:27:19,986 [ Sighs ] 783 00:27:20,029 --> 00:27:22,379 Uh... 784 00:27:22,423 --> 00:27:24,077 [ Breathes deeply ] 785 00:27:24,120 --> 00:27:25,905 [ Laughs ] I just gotta breathe a little bit, you know? 786 00:27:25,948 --> 00:27:28,342 Okay, okay. Okay, listen, you're okay. 787 00:27:28,385 --> 00:27:31,693 You are okay, and I am here with you as long as you need. 788 00:27:31,737 --> 00:27:32,912 Alright. Okay? Breathe, baby. 789 00:27:32,955 --> 00:27:35,479 Breathe. You are okay. 790 00:27:35,523 --> 00:27:37,003 ♪ And I feel like I've forgotten who I am ♪ 791 00:27:37,046 --> 00:27:39,222 [ Breathing deeply ] 792 00:27:39,266 --> 00:27:41,485 ♪ The me before you and I began ♪ 793 00:27:41,529 --> 00:27:46,099 ♪ Starting to see me in a new light ♪ 794 00:27:46,142 --> 00:27:47,274 I need saline. 795 00:27:47,317 --> 00:27:48,318 His bowels are drying out. 796 00:27:48,362 --> 00:27:49,624 That's why I asked for saline. 797 00:27:49,668 --> 00:27:50,451 ♪ Watch all the shadows fall behind me ♪ 798 00:27:50,494 --> 00:27:52,758 ♪ Till I'm out of sight 799 00:27:52,801 --> 00:27:54,934 Pour it! 800 00:27:54,977 --> 00:27:56,239 And what are Dr. Grey's vitals? 801 00:27:56,283 --> 00:27:57,763 What's wrong with Dr. Grey? 802 00:27:57,806 --> 00:28:00,113 Nothing, but your patient isn't the only one in here, 803 00:28:00,156 --> 00:28:01,723 and I don't want two emergencies. 804 00:28:01,767 --> 00:28:03,203 So, could you please read her vitals? 805 00:28:03,246 --> 00:28:04,421 ♪ Whoa-oh 806 00:28:04,465 --> 00:28:05,901 BP -- 120 over 75. 807 00:28:05,945 --> 00:28:08,556 O2 sats are 95%. Good. 808 00:28:08,599 --> 00:28:10,601 Stay that way. 809 00:28:10,645 --> 00:28:12,865 I think I got it all in. 810 00:28:12,908 --> 00:28:13,866 Meredith: Don't put too much pressure.Don't put too much pressure. 811 00:28:13,909 --> 00:28:15,824 I need to avoid bowel ischemia 812 00:28:15,868 --> 00:28:17,608 and abdominal compartment syndrome. 813 00:28:17,652 --> 00:28:18,871 ♪ Starting to see me 814 00:28:18,914 --> 00:28:20,437 Nice work, Schmitt.Nice work, Schmitt. 815 00:28:20,481 --> 00:28:22,135 ♪ In a new light 816 00:28:22,178 --> 00:28:24,964 Jackson: [ Clicks tongue ] Well, our surgery was successful. 817 00:28:25,007 --> 00:28:26,443 I was able to remove the canister 818 00:28:26,487 --> 00:28:28,054 to get your wound cleaned out quite nicely. 819 00:28:28,097 --> 00:28:29,708 No vascular damage. 820 00:28:29,751 --> 00:28:31,274 We'll want to go back in in a few days 821 00:28:31,318 --> 00:28:32,972 just to get everything nice and closed up. 822 00:28:33,015 --> 00:28:35,931 Yeah, a centimeter in the other direction 823 00:28:35,975 --> 00:28:37,803 and it could have been much worse. 824 00:28:37,846 --> 00:28:39,718 Could have been better. 825 00:28:39,761 --> 00:28:40,588 Could have been you. 826 00:28:40,631 --> 00:28:42,198 [ Laughs ] 827 00:28:42,242 --> 00:28:44,940 Eventually, you're gonna, uh, need some physical therapy 828 00:28:44,984 --> 00:28:46,594 just to help get your full range of motion back. 829 00:28:46,637 --> 00:28:48,030 [ Knock on door ] 830 00:28:48,074 --> 00:28:49,771 Sorry to interrupt. Just wanted to check 831 00:28:49,815 --> 00:28:51,555 how the toughest patient in the hospital is doing. 832 00:28:51,599 --> 00:28:52,731 Richard: Well, you found her. 833 00:28:52,774 --> 00:28:54,297 Takes a gas canister at full velocity 834 00:28:54,341 --> 00:28:55,516 and still cracking jokes in the ER.Mm-hmm. 835 00:28:55,559 --> 00:28:56,604 Never seen the like of it. 836 00:28:56,647 --> 00:28:57,561 How you feeling? 837 00:28:57,605 --> 00:28:58,606 Never better. 838 00:28:58,649 --> 00:28:59,825 Well, we did our best. 839 00:28:59,868 --> 00:29:01,478 You might have a little bit of scarring. 840 00:29:01,522 --> 00:29:04,568 Oh, I'm not worried about a scar. 841 00:29:04,612 --> 00:29:06,353 Just go with the rest of them. 842 00:29:06,396 --> 00:29:07,746 Ferguson -- 843 00:29:07,789 --> 00:29:11,706 I tore my ACL running from a tank. 844 00:29:11,750 --> 00:29:15,318 Standing Rock, well, frostbite. 845 00:29:15,362 --> 00:29:19,453 And these are just the two most recent ones. 846 00:29:19,496 --> 00:29:20,541 [ Breathes deeply ] 847 00:29:20,584 --> 00:29:22,586 I think I got that beat. 848 00:29:23,413 --> 00:29:27,722 WTO protests, 1999. 849 00:29:27,766 --> 00:29:29,898 They fired tear gas into the crowd, 850 00:29:29,942 --> 00:29:31,987 a few of us ducked into a building, 851 00:29:32,031 --> 00:29:34,990 but they pushed the door closed before I could get inside. 852 00:29:35,034 --> 00:29:38,167 I shattered my clavicle and tore off some skin. 853 00:29:38,211 --> 00:29:40,517 Hmm. When was your first? 854 00:29:40,561 --> 00:29:42,389 Oh, first march? 855 00:29:42,432 --> 00:29:45,653 Free South Africa. 1988.Mm. 856 00:29:45,696 --> 00:29:47,829 I got started a little late. 857 00:29:47,873 --> 00:29:49,396 Yourself? 858 00:29:49,439 --> 00:29:51,050 1963. 859 00:29:51,093 --> 00:29:52,616 '63, as in...? 860 00:29:52,660 --> 00:29:54,662 The March on Washington. 861 00:29:54,705 --> 00:29:56,751 My mother took me. I was 11. 862 00:29:56,795 --> 00:29:59,667 You-- Dr. King's "I have a dream" speech? 863 00:29:59,710 --> 00:30:02,017 You were there?In person? 864 00:30:02,061 --> 00:30:04,019 I was. 865 00:30:04,063 --> 00:30:07,501 It was August, and hot. [ Chuckles ] 866 00:30:07,544 --> 00:30:11,374 To be honest, I remember Mom taking me to cool my feet 867 00:30:11,418 --> 00:30:13,507 in the Reflecting Pool more than anything. 868 00:30:13,550 --> 00:30:17,511 But I do remember him on that stage -- 869 00:30:17,554 --> 00:30:20,601 the sound of his voice sweeping over us. 870 00:30:20,644 --> 00:30:22,516 The power of it. The holiness. 871 00:30:22,559 --> 00:30:27,216 It felt like... possibility. 872 00:30:27,260 --> 00:30:32,613 Like, if, this can happen, anything can happen. 873 00:30:32,656 --> 00:30:36,791 Possibility like that was rare. 874 00:30:36,835 --> 00:30:39,185 And it's worth a few scars. 875 00:30:39,228 --> 00:30:42,797 ♪♪ 876 00:30:42,841 --> 00:30:45,321 Bailey: He thinks COVID is a scam to trick people 877 00:30:45,365 --> 00:30:46,757 into thinking they need treatment, 878 00:30:46,801 --> 00:30:48,368 and then we make them sicker 879 00:30:48,411 --> 00:30:50,674 by not treating them for the things they dohave. 880 00:30:52,981 --> 00:30:55,375 I'm sorry. I mean, who is getting this money? 881 00:30:55,418 --> 00:30:57,464 You. Me. All of us. 882 00:30:57,507 --> 00:30:59,161 And who does he think is paying us? 883 00:30:59,205 --> 00:31:00,554 [ Laughing ] The government. 884 00:31:00,597 --> 00:31:01,642 [ Both laugh ] 885 00:31:01,685 --> 00:31:04,036 Oh, and we gettin' rich. 886 00:31:04,079 --> 00:31:06,560 I mean, every patient that we admit -- ka-ching. 887 00:31:06,603 --> 00:31:08,779 I mean, why not money? 888 00:31:08,823 --> 00:31:10,869 I mean, look at how much coronavirus has given us -- 889 00:31:10,912 --> 00:31:12,958 I mean, a full-on nervous breakdown. 890 00:31:13,001 --> 00:31:14,437 A dead mother.[ Chuckles ] 891 00:31:14,481 --> 00:31:16,526 Constant OCD flare-ups. 892 00:31:16,570 --> 00:31:18,702 Losing seven patients in one day. 893 00:31:18,746 --> 00:31:20,879 Coming home at the end of the day 894 00:31:20,922 --> 00:31:24,621 and seeing the heartbreak on my dad's eyes. 895 00:31:25,884 --> 00:31:27,233 Whoo! 896 00:31:27,276 --> 00:31:29,452 [ Sniffles ] [ Sighs ] 897 00:31:29,496 --> 00:31:30,758 [ Cellphone chimes ] 898 00:31:30,801 --> 00:31:32,716 ♪♪ 899 00:31:32,760 --> 00:31:33,935 Oh, no. 900 00:31:33,979 --> 00:31:35,023 No. 901 00:31:35,067 --> 00:31:36,633 No, no, no, no. 902 00:31:36,677 --> 00:31:40,637 ♪♪ 903 00:31:40,681 --> 00:31:42,770 What on earth?! Who discharged him?! 904 00:31:42,813 --> 00:31:43,858 He signed AMA. 905 00:31:43,902 --> 00:31:45,686 Said he was done and just walked out. 906 00:31:45,729 --> 00:31:47,122 He didn't get very far. 907 00:31:47,166 --> 00:31:48,907 No pulse. 908 00:31:49,951 --> 00:31:51,648 Hurry up with that crash cart! 909 00:31:57,350 --> 00:31:59,395 ♪ Been around the world 910 00:31:59,439 --> 00:32:03,008 We offered him treatment, could have saved him. 911 00:32:03,051 --> 00:32:04,357 [ Sniffles ] 912 00:32:04,400 --> 00:32:07,186 Instead, he walked away. 913 00:32:07,229 --> 00:32:08,491 [ Sighs ] 914 00:32:08,535 --> 00:32:10,189 ♪ Is all I ever see 915 00:32:10,232 --> 00:32:12,887 Most people never feel what it's like 916 00:32:12,931 --> 00:32:16,108 to be really great at something, Altman, but we do, right? 917 00:32:16,151 --> 00:32:18,806 Ido. I can put broken people together 918 00:32:18,849 --> 00:32:20,590 with needles and string. 919 00:32:20,634 --> 00:32:22,941 But...I can't fix this. 920 00:32:22,984 --> 00:32:24,333 ♪ It's getting hard to believe ♪ 921 00:32:24,377 --> 00:32:27,249 I mean, how do I treat someone who is offered help 922 00:32:27,293 --> 00:32:29,991 and chooses to walk away? 923 00:32:30,035 --> 00:32:31,906 I want to hope, Altman. 924 00:32:31,950 --> 00:32:34,953 I want to -- mnh -- believe that, you know, 925 00:32:34,996 --> 00:32:37,042 just -- just a little longer, 926 00:32:37,085 --> 00:32:39,914 and -- and -- and we'll be over this brutal hill. 927 00:32:39,958 --> 00:32:41,350 But... 928 00:32:41,394 --> 00:32:44,484 ♪ To love now, to love now [ Trash can lid thumps ] 929 00:32:44,527 --> 00:32:46,051 ♪ To love now 930 00:32:46,094 --> 00:32:48,314 I just -- I just don't know. 931 00:32:48,357 --> 00:32:50,229 ♪ To love now 932 00:32:50,272 --> 00:32:52,361 ♪ To love now 933 00:32:52,405 --> 00:32:56,452 ♪ What would it take for us to love now? ♪ 934 00:32:56,496 --> 00:32:57,627 [ Sighs ] 935 00:32:57,671 --> 00:33:00,239 ♪ All we got is each other 936 00:33:00,282 --> 00:33:03,416 Hey. 30 minutes without another episode of V-fib. 937 00:33:03,459 --> 00:33:05,113 The radiofrequency ablation worked. 938 00:33:05,157 --> 00:33:06,027 ♪ What would it take for us to love now? ♪ 939 00:33:06,071 --> 00:33:07,507 Any more word from Winston? 940 00:33:07,550 --> 00:33:08,595 He's back on the road. 941 00:33:08,638 --> 00:33:10,640 He'll be here in an hour or two. 942 00:33:10,684 --> 00:33:12,294 I'm glad to hear that. 943 00:33:12,338 --> 00:33:13,513 [ Cellphone vibrating ]♪ It isn't too late 944 00:33:13,556 --> 00:33:16,037 ♪ I know we know how 945 00:33:16,081 --> 00:33:17,256 ♪ What would it take for us to love now? ♪ 946 00:33:17,299 --> 00:33:18,909 [ Cellphone chimes ] 947 00:33:18,953 --> 00:33:21,390 [ Cellphone vibrating ]Whoa, 17 missed calls from "Mom." 948 00:33:21,434 --> 00:33:23,131 I wonder if she even knows he's here. 949 00:33:23,175 --> 00:33:24,393 [ Scoffs ] Are you up for that, 950 00:33:24,437 --> 00:33:26,004 or do you need me to...?I got it. 951 00:33:26,047 --> 00:33:27,483 Okay. 952 00:33:27,527 --> 00:33:29,094 ♪ To love now, to love now [ Vibrating stops ] 953 00:33:29,137 --> 00:33:31,313 Hello? 954 00:33:31,357 --> 00:33:32,575 Okay, okay, okay. 955 00:33:32,619 --> 00:33:34,447 Your son is okay. 956 00:33:34,490 --> 00:33:35,883 This is Dr. Maggie Pierce. 957 00:33:35,926 --> 00:33:37,972 I was one of his doctors today. 958 00:33:40,279 --> 00:33:41,845 Oh, hey. 959 00:33:41,889 --> 00:33:43,456 Richard tells me your new patient Nell 960 00:33:43,499 --> 00:33:45,066 is quite the storyteller. 961 00:33:45,110 --> 00:33:46,459 I'm thinking about going down there to meet her 962 00:33:46,502 --> 00:33:48,156 before she gets discharged. 963 00:33:48,200 --> 00:33:51,681 Why don't we have scars, Mom? Come again? 964 00:33:51,725 --> 00:33:54,119 My whole life, whenever I see people marching in the streets, 965 00:33:54,162 --> 00:33:56,121 I hear your voice telling me that just going to work 966 00:33:56,164 --> 00:33:57,383 is heroic enough, 967 00:33:57,426 --> 00:33:59,124 that we need to fix things from the inside. 968 00:33:59,167 --> 00:34:01,169 Succeed first, then give. Like, that's what -- 969 00:34:01,213 --> 00:34:02,431 that's what you taught me, right? 970 00:34:02,475 --> 00:34:03,519 And -- And here I am. 971 00:34:03,563 --> 00:34:04,999 I'm -- I'm successful, I've given, 972 00:34:05,043 --> 00:34:07,219 and nothing seems to change. 973 00:34:07,262 --> 00:34:09,830 I know what it's like to get discouraged, Jackson. 974 00:34:09,873 --> 00:34:11,136 No, I don't -- I don't need a pep talk. 975 00:34:11,179 --> 00:34:12,180 That's not what this is. 976 00:34:12,224 --> 00:34:14,182 I -- [ Sighs ] 977 00:34:14,226 --> 00:34:16,663 If our foundation is so good at fighting the good fight, 978 00:34:16,706 --> 00:34:19,057 then why isn't anything getting better? 979 00:34:19,100 --> 00:34:21,102 And don't take that the wrong way, alright? 980 00:34:21,146 --> 00:34:23,061 I'm just saying, maybe both of us have got this wrong. 981 00:34:23,104 --> 00:34:24,236 I mean, look at what is happening 982 00:34:24,279 --> 00:34:25,193 in the streets right now. 983 00:34:25,237 --> 00:34:27,500 Why aren't we there? 984 00:34:27,543 --> 00:34:29,067 Why the hell don't we have scars? 985 00:34:29,110 --> 00:34:30,372 Let's just drop the "we" business 986 00:34:30,416 --> 00:34:31,721 of this right now, okay? 987 00:34:31,765 --> 00:34:33,332 Youmay not have scars, Jackson, 988 00:34:33,375 --> 00:34:35,595 but I have decades' worth. 989 00:34:35,638 --> 00:34:37,118 And if you think nothing has changed, 990 00:34:37,162 --> 00:34:38,380 why don't you just ask yourself 991 00:34:38,424 --> 00:34:40,034 how many Webbers, Baileys, or Pierces 992 00:34:40,078 --> 00:34:42,297 you would have seen walking through these halls 993 00:34:42,341 --> 00:34:44,212 40 years ago -- 20 years ago. 994 00:34:44,256 --> 00:34:47,433 You have no idea the battles that I have fought 995 00:34:47,476 --> 00:34:49,609 and won for that. 996 00:34:49,652 --> 00:34:51,089 And if you don't see any scars, 997 00:34:51,132 --> 00:34:53,352 it's because I'm damn good at this job. 998 00:34:53,395 --> 00:34:56,050 Of course you are. I'm not...criticizing you. 999 00:34:56,094 --> 00:34:57,443 You're incredible. But I'm saying, 1000 00:34:57,486 --> 00:34:59,749 aren't you also annoyed with all this red tape? 1001 00:34:59,793 --> 00:35:00,968 Having to convince some trustees 1002 00:35:01,011 --> 00:35:02,448 when you have a brilliant idea? 1003 00:35:02,491 --> 00:35:03,753 Like, what about our ideas? 1004 00:35:03,797 --> 00:35:05,146 What about doing something about 1005 00:35:05,190 --> 00:35:06,843 the Black maternal mortality rate 1006 00:35:06,887 --> 00:35:07,888 instead of talking about it? 1007 00:35:07,931 --> 00:35:09,237 What about building our database 1008 00:35:09,281 --> 00:35:11,979 for the obvious racial bias in medical training? 1009 00:35:12,022 --> 00:35:13,154 What about building our -- our medical school 1010 00:35:13,198 --> 00:35:14,373 that we talked about? 1011 00:35:14,416 --> 00:35:15,939 So many things we could be doing. 1012 00:35:15,983 --> 00:35:18,246 One battle at a time, Jackson. 1013 00:35:18,290 --> 00:35:19,900 That's how the world works. 1014 00:35:19,943 --> 00:35:21,293 Nah. 1015 00:35:21,336 --> 00:35:23,599 It shouldn't be that way -- not anymore, alright? 1016 00:35:23,643 --> 00:35:25,645 I don't want to play a role in a system that's just broken. 1017 00:35:25,688 --> 00:35:27,037 You sound like your father. 1018 00:35:27,081 --> 00:35:28,126 Oh, that'd be the worst thing in the world? 1019 00:35:30,824 --> 00:35:33,392 Mom -- [ Sighs ]It's been a long day. 1020 00:35:33,435 --> 00:35:35,524 I didn't mean --You've already said it, Jackson. 1021 00:35:35,568 --> 00:35:37,309 Don't try to lie about it now. 1022 00:35:37,352 --> 00:35:38,875 [ Breathes sharply ] 1023 00:35:38,919 --> 00:35:41,487 [ Pen scraping lightly ] 1024 00:35:41,530 --> 00:35:43,184 [ Papers shuffling ] 1025 00:35:43,228 --> 00:35:44,794 ♪♪ 1026 00:35:44,838 --> 00:35:47,710 [ Emawk's "Treading Water" plays ] 1027 00:35:47,754 --> 00:35:57,067 ♪♪ 1028 00:35:57,111 --> 00:35:59,331 [ Children laughing ]Liam: Nah! 1029 00:35:59,374 --> 00:36:00,332 ♪ Hold on, I'll be right behind ya ♪ 1030 00:36:00,375 --> 00:36:02,682 Hup, hup! 1031 00:36:02,725 --> 00:36:04,118 Austin: Hey, Dad, wanna get in here? 1032 00:36:04,162 --> 00:36:06,207 Liam keeps kicking the ball over the fence. 1033 00:36:06,251 --> 00:36:07,948 Because our yard's too small. 1034 00:36:07,991 --> 00:36:10,429 Come over here for a second, boys, will ya? 1035 00:36:11,386 --> 00:36:15,390 ♪ Closer than before, but still not there ♪ 1036 00:36:15,434 --> 00:36:16,826 I was wrong. 1037 00:36:16,870 --> 00:36:18,045 Not to try and protect you -- 1038 00:36:18,088 --> 00:36:21,440 I'm your Dad. That's part of the bargain. 1039 00:36:21,483 --> 00:36:24,660 But I was wrong to tell you to stay home. 1040 00:36:24,704 --> 00:36:26,575 This is your country, boys, 1041 00:36:26,619 --> 00:36:29,230 and now is a moment. 1042 00:36:29,274 --> 00:36:33,234 So, you'll fight, you'll protest if you want to, 1043 00:36:33,278 --> 00:36:36,498 but only during daylight and only when I'm with you. 1044 00:36:36,542 --> 00:36:37,934 Sound fair? 1045 00:36:37,978 --> 00:36:40,633 ♪ When you get to the place you're going ♪ 1046 00:36:40,676 --> 00:36:43,113 I heard about the one downtown tomorrow -- 1047 00:36:43,157 --> 00:36:44,593 if that's not too soon. 1048 00:36:44,637 --> 00:36:45,159 Why would it be too soon? 1049 00:36:45,203 --> 00:36:47,074 Um, your head? 1050 00:36:47,117 --> 00:36:48,945 Oh, yeah. Forgot about that. 1051 00:36:48,989 --> 00:36:50,295 I think it's an improvement. 1052 00:36:50,338 --> 00:36:51,557 Oh, do you, now? 1053 00:36:51,600 --> 00:36:53,080 Wha-- Hey! 1054 00:36:53,123 --> 00:36:54,821 [ Laughter ] 1055 00:36:54,864 --> 00:36:56,779 ♪♪ 1056 00:36:56,823 --> 00:36:58,390 ♪ Let the water set me free 1057 00:36:58,433 --> 00:36:59,956 Oh, hey. You need a ride home? Um. 1058 00:37:00,000 --> 00:37:01,567 Uh, thanks. I'll walk. 1059 00:37:01,610 --> 00:37:02,959 No, let me drive you. 1060 00:37:03,003 --> 00:37:04,439 There's a curfew. It's just not safe. 1061 00:37:04,483 --> 00:37:06,441 That's alright. I'll walk.[ Siren wailing in distance ] 1062 00:37:06,485 --> 00:37:09,270 [ Horn honks in distance ]Jackson, you can march tomorrow. 1063 00:37:09,314 --> 00:37:10,619 Today's practically over. 1064 00:37:10,663 --> 00:37:11,577 [ Honking, wailing continue in distance ] 1065 00:37:11,620 --> 00:37:12,665 Yeah, well, it sounds like 1066 00:37:12,708 --> 00:37:15,058 they're still marching somewhere. 1067 00:37:15,102 --> 00:37:17,147 I'll walk. [ Sighs ] 1068 00:37:17,191 --> 00:37:19,802 Richard: I remember that day I first put on my white coat, 1069 00:37:19,846 --> 00:37:22,196 even though it was long ago. 1070 00:37:22,240 --> 00:37:24,807 I took the oath alongside my classmates, 1071 00:37:24,851 --> 00:37:27,854 and I meant it with every cell in my body. 1072 00:37:27,897 --> 00:37:30,073 I heard you eviscerated a patient today. 1073 00:37:30,117 --> 00:37:31,292 What?! No! 1074 00:37:31,336 --> 00:37:33,076 No, I helped put the bowels back inside. 1075 00:37:33,120 --> 00:37:35,601 Oh, my God, what is Chee telling people?! 1076 00:37:35,644 --> 00:37:36,993 He's telling people you were a badass 1077 00:37:37,037 --> 00:37:38,386 and you saved the man's life. 1078 00:37:38,430 --> 00:37:40,214 [ Laughing ] I'm sorry. I couldn't help myself. 1079 00:37:40,258 --> 00:37:41,433 [ Sighs ] 1080 00:37:41,476 --> 00:37:42,477 How's Meredith? 1081 00:37:42,521 --> 00:37:43,739 Stable. 1082 00:37:43,783 --> 00:37:46,568 Her ABG looks even better. 1083 00:37:46,612 --> 00:37:49,092 ♪ The sound of a morning [ Breathes sharply ] 1084 00:37:49,136 --> 00:37:53,314 When the wound split, I...froze. 1085 00:37:53,358 --> 00:37:55,838 But then, I kept hearing this voice inside my head 1086 00:37:55,882 --> 00:37:58,406 asking, "What would Meredith Grey do?" 1087 00:37:58,450 --> 00:37:59,538 [ Chuckles ] 1088 00:37:59,581 --> 00:38:01,322 ♪ While I'm treading water 1089 00:38:01,366 --> 00:38:03,019 I know. That's stupid. No! 1090 00:38:03,063 --> 00:38:05,718 No, I've -- I've heard that voice before, too. 1091 00:38:05,761 --> 00:38:07,850 ♪ Let the water set me free 1092 00:38:07,894 --> 00:38:10,679 And my advice -- keep listening to it. 1093 00:38:10,723 --> 00:38:11,724 ♪ Let the water set me free 1094 00:38:11,767 --> 00:38:13,073 ♪ As I tread this water 1095 00:38:13,116 --> 00:38:14,640 Wow. 1096 00:38:14,683 --> 00:38:16,598 You're really going through with OB-GYN, huh? 1097 00:38:16,642 --> 00:38:18,687 Mm-hmm. I listened to the voice. 1098 00:38:18,731 --> 00:38:20,123 ♪ Let the water set me free 1099 00:38:20,167 --> 00:38:22,082 Hey, if you're starting your residency all over again, 1100 00:38:22,125 --> 00:38:24,998 does that mean I'm your boss now?No. 1101 00:38:25,041 --> 00:38:26,304 Well, technically, I'll outrank you. 1102 00:38:26,347 --> 00:38:28,436 Okay, do you want a ride home or not? 1103 00:38:28,480 --> 00:38:30,351 ♪ Tell me that I haven't reached the end ♪[ Chuckles ] 1104 00:38:30,395 --> 00:38:33,354 But this world has challenged that oath so many times, 1105 00:38:33,398 --> 00:38:35,400 I barely remember what it said anymore. 1106 00:38:35,443 --> 00:38:39,142 ♪ Tell me that I have the strength to go on ♪ 1107 00:38:40,535 --> 00:38:44,670 ♪ And any time that I think about going back ♪ 1108 00:38:44,713 --> 00:38:47,107 ♪ Going back 1109 00:38:47,150 --> 00:38:50,371 ♪ Let the wind and the waves push me home ♪ 1110 00:38:50,415 --> 00:38:51,851 I was only thinking one thing -- 1111 00:38:51,894 --> 00:38:53,679 "Do whatever it takes to get back to Maggie." 1112 00:38:53,722 --> 00:38:55,637 [ Sighs ]"Survive and get home." 1113 00:38:55,681 --> 00:38:57,160 [ Voice breaking ] I love you so much. 1114 00:38:57,204 --> 00:38:59,424 ♪♪ 1115 00:38:59,467 --> 00:39:01,251 [ Vocalizing ] 1116 00:39:01,295 --> 00:39:05,081 ♪♪ 1117 00:39:05,125 --> 00:39:08,302 So now, every day, I take a new oath... 1118 00:39:08,346 --> 00:39:09,869 ♪ Let the water set me free 1119 00:39:09,912 --> 00:39:12,611 ...I pledge to help build a world worth living in. 1120 00:39:12,654 --> 00:39:14,830 ♪ Let the water set me free 1121 00:39:14,874 --> 00:39:17,180 And never stop believing that world can exist. 1122 00:39:17,224 --> 00:39:18,660 ♪ Let the water set me free 1123 00:39:18,704 --> 00:39:21,184 ♪ Let the water ♪ Let the water set me free 1124 00:39:21,228 --> 00:39:22,664 [ Engine starts ] 1125 00:39:22,708 --> 00:39:24,840 ♪ Let the water set me free 1126 00:39:24,884 --> 00:39:26,625 ♪ Free 1127 00:39:26,668 --> 00:39:28,540 ♪ Free 1128 00:39:28,583 --> 00:39:30,368 ♪ Free ♪ Free, yeah, yeah, yeah 1129 00:39:30,411 --> 00:39:32,282 Female voice: Calculating route. 1130 00:39:32,326 --> 00:39:34,415 Estimated trip -- 11 hours.[ Seat belt clicks ] 1131 00:39:34,459 --> 00:39:35,938 ♪ Let the water set me free 1132 00:39:35,982 --> 00:39:37,462 ♪ The water ♪ Let the water set me free 1133 00:39:37,505 --> 00:39:39,507 Richard: Not today. 1134 00:39:39,551 --> 00:39:41,422 So far from today. 1135 00:39:41,466 --> 00:39:42,815 But someday. 1136 00:39:42,858 --> 00:39:45,687 ♪ Let the water set me free 1137 00:39:52,738 --> 00:39:55,697 --Captions by VITAC-- 1138 00:39:55,741 --> 00:40:04,097 ♪♪ 1139 00:40:04,140 --> 00:40:12,235 ♪♪ 1140 00:40:12,279 --> 00:40:20,679 ♪♪