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Wash your hands.
Wear a mask.

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Stay six feet apart at all times.

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Work from home.

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Only leave the house
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Thank you, Doctor. All good.

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We're ready here.

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♪ Broken, disillusioned ♪
In 3, 2...

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Good morning, Grey-Sloan.

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Richard Webber, here,

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...chief medical officer for
the Catherine Fox Foundation.

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And at times, we even need you

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to isolate from the people you love.

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This time has been extremely difficult.

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Many members of our staff
have been unable

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to see their families,

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we've struggled with supplies,

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and we've lost more patients
than we could ever imagine.

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I'm so sorry.

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I gotta say,
it's a definite improvement

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from his last on-screen performance.

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Only two people in the lounge at
a time. Covid protocol.

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Since when?
Since now.

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Along with our patients,

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we need to take care of each other.

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That's why I'm pleased to announce

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that Grey-Sloan
has been fortunate enough

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to secure enough Covid tests
for the entire staff.

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Today, we will be testing
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It is not an option.

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Additionally,
and effective immediately,

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residents will not be
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with Covid-positive patients

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or those patients whose
results are pending.

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That's half the
hospital's patient intake!

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Why?! It is imperative

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that we control the
hospital's transmission rate

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and protect our residents.

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Oh, and speaking of residents,

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please let's give our new class
of interns a warm welcome.

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And they have graciously
agreed to start early

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to help us in our time of need.

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We have to press pause

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on everything that makes
us feel like we belong.

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Sadly, quarantine looks a lot
like surgical internship.

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No joy if you want to survive.

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Sorry, I went to get a
few hours of sleep.

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Hey. Okay. Present.

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Patient was admitted
for respiratory support

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four days ago, after
a positive Covid test.

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Her O2 is 92% on six
liters nasal cannula,

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WBC count is down-trending,

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and her latest creatinine is .89.

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How's she feeling?
Any body aches?

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Increased fatigue?

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Why don't you ask me yourself?!

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Lungs sound good.

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Hey.

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When are you gonna let me out of here?

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I'm gonna let you out of here

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when I'm convinced you won't collapse again.

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Well, that was
four days ago. I feel fine.

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I think you should just release
me with supplemental oxygen

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so I can go quarantine in a hotel.

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Let's give the room to
someone who really needs it.

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According to the tracker,
we're almost at capacity.

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I told them to take away
your log-in privileges

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so that you would rest.

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I have connections.
I own the place.

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Well, let me take a look at
your inflammatory markers

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and your D-dimers, and then we'll talk.

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Who's on my service?!

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It's handled, Mer!
We got it!

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And will you stop yelling?

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You need to save your breath.

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Damn it!

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We were not able to
resuscitate Mrs. Lewis...

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Respiratory failure.
Time of death 8:12.

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Do you want me to call her daughter?

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No. I've been getting to know
her these past two weeks.

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I should call her.
I want to call her.

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You okay?

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That's the seventh
patient I've lost this week.

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I'm sorry.

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Me, too.

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Are you lost? No.

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It's quiet on the peds floor,
so I thought I'd come down here

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and see if I could ease
the burden a little bit.

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Turns out, adults
aren't as funny as kids.

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Unless you find death funny.

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Sorry, I'm in a really dark mood.

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How's Grey doing?

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Oh, I hear she's bossing
everybody around up there.

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Glad to see some things
are returning to normal.

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Want me to tell her you said hi?

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God, no. Wouldn't want her
to think she's special.

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I would get another CRP, ESR, D-dimer,

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and I'd like to schedule
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before we even consider
discharging her.

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I'm sorry, "I"?

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We. You. Whomever.

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What's going on?
Meredith wants to leave

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to go to a hotel. Her
pulse ox is above 92%,

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her ABG looks good,
no fever for 48 hours.

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I'll check her daily labs,

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but she does not want any more tests.

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And this is protocol.

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And she wants us to follow it.

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Meredith breaks protocol
for every patient.

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We can't break it for her?

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Part of being an attending

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means no longer asking for permission.

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Hey! Meredith! Oh, my God.

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Mer? Mer! Hey! Meredith?

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Hey!
Hey, Mer!

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Meredith? Hey, okay, okay.

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Meredith? Okay. Let's
turn her over. 1, 2, 3.

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Meredith, come on.
Stay with me, Mer. Hey.

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Okay, come on.

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Meredith? Come on. Come on.

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Meredith!

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♪ Take me in ♪

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♪ Like I've never been ♪

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♪ Lead me now ♪
♪ to your heart's chagrin ♪

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♪ Take me in ♪

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♪ By the river's bend ♪

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♪ Where I can ♪
♪ wash away my sins ♪

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♪ Whoa, won't you take me in ♪

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♪ Walk me down ♪

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Meredith!
♪ Walk me down ♪

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♪ Walk me down ♪

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♪ To the hollow ground ♪

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♪ There I promise ♪
♪ not to lose my crown ♪

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♪ Won't you take me in ♪

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♪ Oh, won't you take me in ♪

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Mer? Mer?

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Hey, Mer, you passed
out. Okay, sats are 88.

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Hey, do you know where you are?
Can you hear me?

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I can hear you.
And you're loud.

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Well, sorry.

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Come on.
Take a deep breath for me.

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Come on.

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I just was trying to
take a couple of steps.

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I thought I could make it.

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I want to go to the beach.

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The only place you're going is
radiology for a chest CT, Mer.

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No more tests.

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Meredith, that is where
we are going right now.

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E-Excuse me. Ma'am,

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despite what you may
read or hear in the news,

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sunlight does not in
fact kill Covid-19.

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Ha. I've been covering
Meredith's service.

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I haven't been outside in four days.

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What are you doing here?
Hand trauma.

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You left Amelia alone
with four kids for a hand?

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She told me to come in.

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Oh. You're already
annoying her.

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What's on your shirt?

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Ooh, that's, uh, syrup?

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I made pancakes this morning.

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Weird.
You're a dad.

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Missed you!
Yeah.

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Abdominal pain consult in the ER.

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I have faith in you.

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Covid test is still pending.

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I feel like I could just
lay down and die.

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Ah.

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You really shouldn't say
that during a pandemic.

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God.

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We should have gotten scans hours ago.

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She felt fine hours ago. That's
the thing with these patients.

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They think that they're on
the other side of this thing,

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DeLuca...

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Instead of waiting around,
we should have started

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interferon alpha 2b, anti-retrovirals,

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antimalarial drugs.

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I got a-a dozen patients in
the ICU already on this protocol.

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And you're seeing positive results?

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With some, but I've also
read a lot of studies

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that show that these meds,
they reduce the sev...

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What studies? Are these peer-reviewed?

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Have they been published?
They're credible.

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Nothing is credible.
Not yet.

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And I don't feel comfortable

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giving Meredith Grey
some experimental drug

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that's gotten some foot
traffic on a Reddit board.

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Let's just get the scans first.

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We can fight about the plan later.

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Val Ashton?

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Hi. I'm Dr. Wilson.

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Okay, so you've had
abdominal pain and vomiting

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for the last two weeks?
But it's not Covid.

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I have gone nowhere, seen
no one, touched nothing.

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I couldn't stop talking to the
nurse that took my blood.

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It was the first in-person conversation

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I had had in months.

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I told her about the fight
with my co-worker,

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all about my ex.

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And I think I invited her to lunch.

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Don't worry. They're used to it. Mmh.

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Okay, so your labs came
back already, and...

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congratulations.

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You don't have Covid.

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You're just pregnant.

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What?
Pregnant.

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What?
Yaay?

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Sorry they even called you in.

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I know you're technically on leave,

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Happy to help!

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What do we got?
Ssssh.

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Bryan, Lucy needs time

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and she needs patience. Try again.

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Any chance you can
come back in 15 minutes?

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My clients are about to
have a major breakthrough.

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No, sorry.

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Helm?

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Manoj Joshi, closed crush
injury to the right hand

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due to a sandblaster falling on it.

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He presents with pain,
swelling, and numbness.

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X-rays didn't show any fractures.

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But he does have
delayed capillary refill.

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My therapy practice
has boomed with the pandemic,

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so I finally could afford
to make some improvements

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to my home office.

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I guess I should have
let a professional do it.

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How long is my hand gonna
be out of commission?

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I do a lot of demonstration in my work.

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As a... therapist?

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Do I do it counter-clockwise
now, Dr. J?

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I think she likes it.

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Oh! Sex therapist.

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Mute, mute, mute.

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You think it's a joke.
Absolutely not.

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Physical touch and pleasure

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are two of the most important
forms of communication.

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What I teach is more vital than ever

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in the middle of a global crisis

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that's destroying human connection.

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I need my hand to function.

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Well, we just need a CT to
determine if you need surgery.

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Fine.

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Can I have the room now?

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- Yep.
- Yep.

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Alright, Bryan.

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See, Lucy likes that.

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Drive-thru testing should be up
and running by tomorrow morning.

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Thank you for that, Webber.
Sure.

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I asked Koracick about that for weeks.

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Uh, speaking of inefficiencies,

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I have a whole list

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of things Tom Koracick
did that I'd like to change.

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How about putting it
in writing, you know?

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E-mail me.

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Uh, since when do you prefer e-mail?

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Ah. Times have changed

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since the last time
I was chief, Bailey.

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You got to keep up. Of
chiefs. Chief of chiefs.

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I'm still chief. And I'm still yours.

258
00:11:29,052 --> 00:11:32,382
Well, now that you have his job,
what happens to Tom Koracick?

259
00:11:33,143 --> 00:11:34,750
Don't worry about him.

260
00:11:35,580 --> 00:11:37,104
I have a plan.

261
00:11:40,324 --> 00:11:42,760
I am Dr. Thomas Koracick,

262
00:11:42,761 --> 00:11:45,154
but you can call me
Dr. Koracick.

263
00:11:45,155 --> 00:11:46,721
Maybe you were expecting
Dr. Webber,

264
00:11:46,722 --> 00:11:48,505
but today is a day of many surprises.

265
00:11:48,506 --> 00:11:50,768
The first of which, I have
drawn a very short straw.

266
00:11:50,769 --> 00:11:53,510
The second, you have
won the lottery today.

267
00:11:53,511 --> 00:11:55,773
I'd spend some time regaling
you with my accomplishments,

268
00:11:55,774 --> 00:11:57,297
but I'm very busy.

269
00:11:57,298 --> 00:11:59,081
Treat yourself to an Internet search.

270
00:11:59,082 --> 00:12:01,039
Which one are you? Reza Khan.

271
00:12:01,040 --> 00:12:03,085
You're on scut.

272
00:12:03,086 --> 00:12:04,217
Respectfully, I can handle more.

273
00:12:04,218 --> 00:12:06,132
I'm a vascular surgeon in Pakistan.

274
00:12:06,133 --> 00:12:08,090
The U.S. is just making me
repeat my training.

275
00:12:08,091 --> 00:12:10,048
Ah, unfortunate.
But you're still on scut.

276
00:12:10,049 --> 00:12:12,225
Chee? Progress notes.

277
00:12:12,226 --> 00:12:14,052
Jensen, discharges.

278
00:12:14,053 --> 00:12:18,231
Ortiz, a new shipment of PPE and
testing supplies arrives today.

279
00:12:18,232 --> 00:12:19,841
You get to sort them.
Riveting.

280
00:12:19,842 --> 00:12:22,017
Excuse me?
Which Ortiz?

281
00:12:22,018 --> 00:12:24,846
I'm Sara Ortiz. And I'm
Alma Ortiz, her mother.

282
00:12:24,847 --> 00:12:27,501
We both matched here. Ah, how sweet.

283
00:12:27,502 --> 00:12:29,024
But two interns with the
same name won't fly.

284
00:12:29,025 --> 00:12:30,895
Who's changing theirs?

285
00:12:30,896 --> 00:12:35,030
Alright, we'll go with nicknames.

286
00:12:35,031 --> 00:12:36,640
Big O, Little O?

287
00:12:36,641 --> 00:12:37,859
You decide.

288
00:12:37,860 --> 00:12:39,862
Name tags for everyone.

289
00:12:41,298 --> 00:12:44,021
If you need anything at all,

290
00:12:44,288 --> 00:12:45,835
ask someone else.

291
00:12:51,047 --> 00:12:53,831
Ground-glass opacities of the lungs.

292
00:12:53,832 --> 00:12:55,398
Someone sent me an article

293
00:12:55,399 --> 00:12:58,993
about triple antiviral
therapy for Covid patients.

294
00:12:58,995 --> 00:13:00,577
The side effects are kind of tricky,

295
00:13:00,578 --> 00:13:02,100
but I think I could handle it.

296
00:13:02,101 --> 00:13:03,972
You're supposed to be resting.

297
00:13:03,973 --> 00:13:06,975
I specifically asked them
not to give you a tablet.

298
00:13:06,976 --> 00:13:09,195
Here, I found it.

299
00:13:09,196 --> 00:13:11,240
Triple antiviral therapy.

300
00:13:11,241 --> 00:13:13,721
Phase 2 trial of combination
antiviral therapy

301
00:13:13,722 --> 00:13:16,376
could speed recovery in Covid patients.

302
00:13:16,377 --> 00:13:18,421
What do you think?

303
00:13:18,422 --> 00:13:20,076
I'll ask Altman.

304
00:13:27,866 --> 00:13:29,171
Are you good?

305
00:13:29,172 --> 00:13:30,738
I'm sorry. I don't know what you mean.

306
00:13:30,739 --> 00:13:32,957
I mean are you good? Because
I've respected the boundaries

307
00:13:32,958 --> 00:13:34,132
for the last four days.

308
00:13:34,133 --> 00:13:35,656
I've played the role of family member.

309
00:13:35,657 --> 00:13:38,615
I have respected your
authority as a physician.

310
00:13:38,616 --> 00:13:40,269
Maggie, I've got this. Do you?

311
00:13:40,270 --> 00:13:41,923
Because we both know what happens

312
00:13:41,924 --> 00:13:44,665
when a patient's lungs
start to look like that.

313
00:13:44,666 --> 00:13:47,059
They could turn on us at any moment.

314
00:13:48,800 --> 00:13:52,534
So I need you to swear

315
00:13:52,536 --> 00:13:54,892
that no matter what is going
on in your personal life,

316
00:13:54,893 --> 00:13:56,390
you have this.

317
00:13:57,809 --> 00:13:59,818
Because I can't be her doctor.

318
00:14:01,599 --> 00:14:03,614
I have to be her sister.

319
00:14:04,642 --> 00:14:05,991
I have this.

320
00:14:07,171 --> 00:14:08,950
I'd like DeLuca
to be on her medical team.

321
00:14:08,951 --> 00:14:11,034
He's seen more Covid
cases than any of us.

322
00:14:11,388 --> 00:14:12,588
Okay.

323
00:14:22,132 --> 00:14:25,131
My husband and I tried to get pregnant for years.

324
00:14:25,655 --> 00:14:27,658
Six rounds of IVF.

325
00:14:27,660 --> 00:14:30,050
And we ended up with
no baby, no savings,

326
00:14:30,051 --> 00:14:31,704
and we hated each other.

327
00:14:31,705 --> 00:14:33,184
So we split up.

328
00:14:33,185 --> 00:14:37,014
And then I had a one-night
stand with this weirdo, Newman,

329
00:14:37,015 --> 00:14:39,799
who was renting our back
house for a couple of weeks.

330
00:14:39,800 --> 00:14:42,149
I had lost my job, had some wine,

331
00:14:42,150 --> 00:14:44,763
then I switched to tequila.

332
00:14:44,765 --> 00:14:46,157
Ugh!

333
00:14:46,159 --> 00:14:49,161
My rock bottom is the
father of my baby.

334
00:14:49,163 --> 00:14:50,511
He's not.

335
00:14:50,513 --> 00:14:53,072
What? I see no baby.

336
00:14:53,658 --> 00:14:54,954
I'm not pregnant?

337
00:14:54,956 --> 00:14:56,959
I'm sorry, but no.

338
00:14:57,593 --> 00:14:58,793
Crap!

339
00:14:59,161 --> 00:15:01,528
A positive pregnancy
test with no pregnancy

340
00:15:01,530 --> 00:15:03,313
can indicate other things.

341
00:15:03,315 --> 00:15:04,576
I'll order a scan.

342
00:15:04,578 --> 00:15:06,318
Other things like what?

343
00:15:06,320 --> 00:15:09,845
Some tumors, uh, can release beta HCG.

344
00:15:09,847 --> 00:15:11,282
A tumor? We will take it

345
00:15:11,284 --> 00:15:12,808
one step at a time.

346
00:15:19,312 --> 00:15:20,758
I saw the scans.

347
00:15:20,759 --> 00:15:22,673
Displaced fracture of
the hook of the hamate?

348
00:15:22,674 --> 00:15:24,196
Exactly. You know, the ulnar artery

349
00:15:24,197 --> 00:15:25,763
looks a little narrow
by the fracture site,

350
00:15:25,764 --> 00:15:27,590
which I've seen in plenty of patients

351
00:15:27,591 --> 00:15:29,984
that use a lot of
vibrating power tools.

352
00:15:29,985 --> 00:15:31,682
You don't say.

353
00:15:31,683 --> 00:15:33,466
Yeah. You gonna be able
to help me with the excision

354
00:15:33,467 --> 00:15:35,598
or you got to get
back? Oh, I'm staying.

355
00:15:35,599 --> 00:15:38,993
Four kids in lockdown. This
place is like a dream vacation.

356
00:15:38,994 --> 00:15:41,779
Got to say I think
I'm a little jealous.

357
00:15:41,780 --> 00:15:43,824
I don't get to see my Harriet
as much as I used to

358
00:15:43,825 --> 00:15:45,739
'cause I take more
Covid shifts than my ex,

359
00:15:45,740 --> 00:15:47,567
so she's with her stepdad more than me,

360
00:15:47,568 --> 00:15:48,873
which, you know, he's a good guy,

361
00:15:48,874 --> 00:15:50,178
but I don't like hearing

362
00:15:50,179 --> 00:15:52,964
that Matthew cuts sandwiches
better than Dada.

363
00:15:52,965 --> 00:15:54,617
Kinda weird having my place so quiet.

364
00:15:54,618 --> 00:15:56,228
I kinda miss the mess, honestly.

365
00:15:56,229 --> 00:15:58,796
Apparently he's famous
in the Pacific Northwest.

366
00:15:58,797 --> 00:15:59,971
He saves marriages.

367
00:15:59,972 --> 00:16:01,581
You're Googling our
patient, Helm, really?

368
00:16:01,582 --> 00:16:03,452
Whoa, 37 an hour.

369
00:16:03,453 --> 00:16:05,499
37... dollars?
Like his rate?

370
00:16:07,719 --> 00:16:09,458
No.Not possible.

371
00:16:09,459 --> 00:16:10,909
Good to have goals.

372
00:16:14,551 --> 00:16:15,813
You're doing it wrong.

373
00:16:15,814 --> 00:16:17,466
No, you're doing it wrong again.

374
00:16:17,467 --> 00:16:19,120
Hey, are you in charge of him?

375
00:16:19,121 --> 00:16:21,079
Well, depends.
Has he killed anyone, or...

376
00:16:21,080 --> 00:16:22,645
I've been waiting for
the progress notes

377
00:16:22,646 --> 00:16:25,953
and summaries for two hours,
and he hasn't even finished one.

378
00:16:25,954 --> 00:16:27,433
Fix it.

379
00:16:27,434 --> 00:16:29,872
You clearly don't know
how to make friends.

380
00:16:30,651 --> 00:16:31,851
Scoot.

381
00:16:39,402 --> 00:16:41,708
Well, here's your problem,
next to "Discharged."

382
00:16:41,709 --> 00:16:43,623
I-I-I type
"Home and awaiting follow-up."

383
00:16:43,624 --> 00:16:45,190
And I keep getting "Error."

384
00:16:45,191 --> 00:16:46,582
That's because they're not
being discharged to go home.

385
00:16:46,583 --> 00:16:48,062
They're being discharged to the morgue

386
00:16:48,063 --> 00:16:50,630
or to the giant Popsicle truck
in the south parking lot,

387
00:16:50,631 --> 00:16:52,584
which is very sad.

388
00:16:53,634 --> 00:16:55,504
All these people have died?

389
00:16:55,505 --> 00:16:57,550
You're doing death summaries
during a global pandemic,

390
00:16:57,551 --> 00:16:59,456
so... yes.

391
00:17:00,703 --> 00:17:01,903
All dead.

392
00:17:02,034 --> 00:17:03,234
Carry on.

393
00:17:07,126 --> 00:17:09,736
Wilson, I need you to
keep covering Grey's service.

394
00:17:09,737 --> 00:17:12,728
I'm hoping to persuade Dr. Webber

395
00:17:12,730 --> 00:17:14,567
to come back to the OR,

396
00:17:14,568 --> 00:17:17,091
whenever he finishes
adjusting his crown.

397
00:17:17,092 --> 00:17:18,223
Chief of chiefs.

398
00:17:18,224 --> 00:17:20,051
I could be chief of chiefs.

399
00:17:20,052 --> 00:17:21,269
You'd be really good at that.

400
00:17:21,270 --> 00:17:23,315
Hmm. What do you got?

401
00:17:23,316 --> 00:17:27,754
Abdominal pain, vomiting,
positive beta HCG.

402
00:17:27,755 --> 00:17:29,495
She's not pregnant, but I
want to rule out a mass.

403
00:17:29,496 --> 00:17:31,279
Mass! There. In the liver.

404
00:17:31,280 --> 00:17:34,740
That is no mass.
That is a fetus.

405
00:17:34,742 --> 00:17:38,460
She is pregnant, but her
baby is attached to her liver?

406
00:17:38,796 --> 00:17:39,984
Ha! Mine.

407
00:17:39,985 --> 00:17:41,594
Uh, th-this patient doesn't have Covid.

408
00:17:41,595 --> 00:17:43,296
I'm allowed to be on the case.

409
00:17:47,035 --> 00:17:48,713
I feel better.

410
00:17:52,736 --> 00:17:54,635
Go wash up, Ellis.

411
00:17:55,130 --> 00:17:57,531
Shh, Amelia, you'll increase her heart rate.

412
00:17:57,533 --> 00:17:58,916
What's happening?

413
00:17:58,917 --> 00:18:01,442
We were watching you sleep. Why?

414
00:18:01,444 --> 00:18:03,224
Well, we didn't want to wake you.

415
00:18:03,225 --> 00:18:05,923
How are you feeling? Like
I want to go back to sleep.

416
00:18:05,924 --> 00:18:08,012
How are my kids? Did
Bailey lose that tooth yet?

417
00:18:08,013 --> 00:18:09,535
They miss you.

418
00:18:09,536 --> 00:18:11,798
Bailey's tooth is
stubbornly still there.

419
00:18:11,799 --> 00:18:14,453
So, Meredith, I was
looking at your chart,

420
00:18:14,454 --> 00:18:17,625
and I noticed your
healthcare directive.

421
00:18:18,284 --> 00:18:20,372
It says... I know what it says.

422
00:18:20,373 --> 00:18:23,123
Okay. Good.
Um, so,

423
00:18:23,550 --> 00:18:25,420
well, we were thinking that maybe

424
00:18:25,421 --> 00:18:27,074
you might want to reconsider.

425
00:18:27,075 --> 00:18:28,554
Mama?

426
00:18:28,555 --> 00:18:31,078
Is that Mama?
Is she okay?

427
00:18:31,079 --> 00:18:33,341
Hold on, Ellis. I-I will
let you talk to her

428
00:18:33,342 --> 00:18:34,777
in one minute, okay?

429
00:18:34,778 --> 00:18:36,692
Put her on, Amelia. Of course, I...

430
00:18:36,693 --> 00:18:38,956
But can we talk about w-what
happens if you suddenly...

431
00:18:38,957 --> 00:18:42,133
I don't want to talk about
that. I want to talk to my kids.

432
00:18:42,134 --> 00:18:44,178
Mama! Hey.

433
00:18:44,179 --> 00:18:46,006
Look at you, so big.

434
00:18:46,008 --> 00:18:48,938
Auntie Amelia is feeding you
all that growing-food, huh?

435
00:18:52,622 --> 00:18:54,929
I love you so much, Ellie bell.

436
00:19:27,048 --> 00:19:28,248
Derek!

437
00:19:36,362 --> 00:19:38,667
Why can't I get anywhere?!

438
00:19:38,668 --> 00:19:40,278
You're worried about the kids!

439
00:19:40,279 --> 00:19:41,888
I don't understand!

440
00:19:41,889 --> 00:19:44,457
The sand isn't real, Meredith!

441
00:19:46,264 --> 00:19:47,842
I miss you!

442
00:19:48,591 --> 00:19:49,791
I know.

443
00:20:04,254 --> 00:20:06,691
Hey. Things seem to be
running smoothly down here.

444
00:20:06,692 --> 00:20:07,996
Webber.

445
00:20:07,997 --> 00:20:09,694
Right.

446
00:20:09,695 --> 00:20:11,652
I talked to the kids this morning.

447
00:20:11,653 --> 00:20:13,785
They seem good. Spoiled.

448
00:20:13,786 --> 00:20:15,830
How's Meredith?

449
00:20:15,831 --> 00:20:17,528
Her numbers aren't
where they should be.

450
00:20:17,529 --> 00:20:19,071
I got to drop these off.

451
00:20:20,575 --> 00:20:22,402
Ortiz? I'm sorry.

452
00:20:22,403 --> 00:20:24,099
For what?

453
00:20:24,100 --> 00:20:25,797
I don't know. Your PPE's on incorrectly.

454
00:20:25,798 --> 00:20:27,538
Your gown is loose in the back,

455
00:20:27,539 --> 00:20:29,148
and you just touched the inside
of it with your gloved hand.

456
00:20:29,149 --> 00:20:31,193
And your face shield is not in place.

457
00:20:31,194 --> 00:20:33,544
Tseng, show her how to
correctly don and doff PPE,

458
00:20:33,545 --> 00:20:35,322
which someone should have shown
her first thing this morning.

459
00:20:35,323 --> 00:20:36,890
But I'm next in line, so c... Now.

460
00:20:43,250 --> 00:20:45,469
There's a baby in my liver?

461
00:20:45,470 --> 00:20:47,601
You have what's called
an abdominal pregnancy,

462
00:20:47,602 --> 00:20:50,735
where the fetus develops
outside of the uterus.

463
00:20:50,736 --> 00:20:52,998
You're about 26 weeks.

464
00:20:52,999 --> 00:20:55,348
Val, these pregnancies

465
00:20:55,349 --> 00:20:57,346
don't normally survive to term,

466
00:20:57,348 --> 00:21:00,788
but your baby is very much alive.

467
00:21:00,789 --> 00:21:03,450
Your case is extremely rare.

468
00:21:04,358 --> 00:21:08,955
He made me feel like
crap for eight years.

469
00:21:09,842 --> 00:21:12,292
Every time IVF didn't work...

470
00:21:13,585 --> 00:21:15,658
he would look at the doctor and say,

471
00:21:15,660 --> 00:21:18,327
"Well, what can she do
differently next time?"

472
00:21:18,328 --> 00:21:20,721
When clearly it was his fault.

473
00:21:20,722 --> 00:21:22,419
Because I had a one-night stand

474
00:21:22,420 --> 00:21:24,464
with a guy that wears
square computer glasses,

475
00:21:24,465 --> 00:21:26,306
and I'm knocked up.

476
00:21:27,390 --> 00:21:28,590
Val.

477
00:21:34,796 --> 00:21:36,503
Do you want this baby?

478
00:21:40,901 --> 00:21:42,149
Okay.

479
00:21:42,151 --> 00:21:44,789
Then we need to deliver her today.

480
00:21:44,790 --> 00:21:46,268
The growth of the placenta

481
00:21:46,269 --> 00:21:48,357
could cause the liver to
bleed at any moment,

482
00:21:48,358 --> 00:21:51,752
and we need to operate
to save you both... now.

483
00:21:51,753 --> 00:21:53,058
It's a girl?

484
00:21:53,059 --> 00:21:54,835
Yes, it is.

485
00:21:56,548 --> 00:21:57,748
Luna.

486
00:21:58,543 --> 00:21:59,965
That's her name.

487
00:22:00,588 --> 00:22:03,844
Ever since I was a little girl,
I knew my daughter's name.

488
00:22:06,137 --> 00:22:07,337
Val.

489
00:22:09,423 --> 00:22:11,119
Yeah, okay.

490
00:22:11,120 --> 00:22:12,686
Let's get her out!

491
00:22:16,125 --> 00:22:18,997
Dr. Sung to Recovery.

492
00:22:18,998 --> 00:22:21,272
Dr. Sung to Recovery.

493
00:22:28,137 --> 00:22:30,704
If you think I look bad,
you should see my lungs.

494
00:22:30,705 --> 00:22:31,997
Not funny.

495
00:22:32,707 --> 00:22:34,937
We need to talk about your POA.

496
00:22:38,340 --> 00:22:40,105
My sisters sent you in here.

497
00:22:40,106 --> 00:22:42,673
I know what Alex Karev means to you.

498
00:22:42,674 --> 00:22:45,806
And I know he would have
your best interests at heart.

499
00:22:45,807 --> 00:22:48,200
But he is halfway across the country,

500
00:22:48,201 --> 00:22:50,202
and we can't even travel yet.

501
00:22:50,203 --> 00:22:54,336
Look, God forbid, this thing gets any worse,

502
00:22:54,337 --> 00:22:58,297
he might have to make
decisions regarding your care.

503
00:22:58,298 --> 00:23:03,737
And you know those decisions
can be rough over the phone.

504
00:23:03,738 --> 00:23:05,870
You need to pick someone local.

505
00:23:05,871 --> 00:23:08,848
Amelia can't even
decide what's for dinner.

506
00:23:11,267 --> 00:23:14,436
Maggie... She doesn't know when
it's time for someone to die.

507
00:23:14,438 --> 00:23:17,709
She has a hard time
letting them go, so...

508
00:23:18,935 --> 00:23:23,418
At least Alex will pull
the plug if I need him to.

509
00:23:26,979 --> 00:23:30,471
Let's just talk about
s-something else, please.

510
00:23:32,854 --> 00:23:35,769
I'm about to scrub in on
a hepatic pregnancy

511
00:23:35,770 --> 00:23:40,148
where the fetus is
attached to the liver.

512
00:23:40,470 --> 00:23:42,632
No! Alive?

513
00:23:44,390 --> 00:23:46,825
Ugh. I'm so jealous.

514
00:23:54,588 --> 00:23:56,509
Removing the bone. Rongeur.

515
00:23:56,511 --> 00:23:57,598
Careful around the ulnar nerve.

516
00:23:57,600 --> 00:23:58,818
You want to take over, Helm?

517
00:23:58,820 --> 00:24:02,505
Dr. J's right. People
need sex right now.

518
00:24:02,507 --> 00:24:03,944
More than ever.

519
00:24:04,842 --> 00:24:06,234
It's therapeutic.

520
00:24:06,236 --> 00:24:07,802
What if you live in a house

521
00:24:07,804 --> 00:24:10,022
that's like Los Angeles
International Airport

522
00:24:10,023 --> 00:24:11,502
on Thanksgiving Day?

523
00:24:11,503 --> 00:24:13,896
Your flight is delayed, and
there's no place to sit.

524
00:24:13,897 --> 00:24:15,941
The bathrooms are disgusting.

525
00:24:15,942 --> 00:24:18,814
Forget regular sex. You
don't even want to eat.

526
00:24:18,815 --> 00:24:20,859
Looks like this artery's thrombosed.

527
00:24:20,860 --> 00:24:22,731
Can you fix it? I've
got to harvest a vein

528
00:24:22,732 --> 00:24:24,275
and place a graft.

529
00:24:24,951 --> 00:24:26,300
Take a little bit longer, but, yeah.

530
00:24:26,301 --> 00:24:27,876
I'm in.

531
00:24:27,878 --> 00:24:31,608
I fear the night at Meredith's
house like a medieval villager.

532
00:24:32,176 --> 00:24:33,578
Vessel loops.

533
00:24:38,454 --> 00:24:40,276
"Mama Ortiz"?

534
00:24:41,620 --> 00:24:43,317
Better than the one you suggested.

535
00:24:43,318 --> 00:24:46,798
Uh, fine. Can you tell me
why you're not, uh, in the ER?

536
00:24:46,799 --> 00:24:48,800
Jensen is on Discharges.

537
00:24:48,801 --> 00:24:52,282
Yeah, Jensen quit after two
hours, and so did Stewart.

538
00:24:52,283 --> 00:24:55,111
Okay, well, why hasn't
Mrs., uh, Cooley

539
00:24:55,112 --> 00:24:56,373
been discharged?

540
00:24:56,374 --> 00:24:58,375
I decided not to discharge her.

541
00:24:58,376 --> 00:24:59,820
Her chart is a mess.

542
00:24:59,822 --> 00:25:02,762
Hand-off communication has been nonexistent.

543
00:25:02,764 --> 00:25:05,991
She's supposed to be discharged
to Hill ridge Nursing Facility?

544
00:25:05,992 --> 00:25:07,428
You ever heard of it?
I...

545
00:25:07,429 --> 00:25:10,953
Yeah, 17 new Covid cases, 19 deaths.

546
00:25:10,954 --> 00:25:12,389
Okay, the-these are all things
that can be discussed

547
00:25:12,390 --> 00:25:13,521
with her doctor.

548
00:25:13,522 --> 00:25:15,044
Great. I would love that.

549
00:25:15,045 --> 00:25:16,088
Where is Dr. Grey?

550
00:25:16,089 --> 00:25:18,439
Look, Dr. Grey is...

551
00:25:18,440 --> 00:25:19,570
She's off today.

552
00:25:19,571 --> 00:25:21,180
Look, your diligence has been noted,

553
00:25:21,181 --> 00:25:22,660
but these are extraordinary times.

554
00:25:22,661 --> 00:25:24,532
Let's not forget that we're in
the middle of a pandemic.

555
00:25:24,533 --> 00:25:26,506
I haven't forgotten.

556
00:25:26,508 --> 00:25:29,537
Before med school, I spent
20 years as a social worker.

557
00:25:29,538 --> 00:25:31,321
I was there through H1N1.

558
00:25:31,322 --> 00:25:33,454
And I know that people deserve better.

559
00:25:33,455 --> 00:25:35,325
Especially in a pandemic.

560
00:25:35,326 --> 00:25:37,588
So I'm not discharging her.

561
00:25:37,589 --> 00:25:39,199
Have Dr. Grey call me.

562
00:25:41,110 --> 00:25:42,985
Someone's messing with me, right?

563
00:25:42,986 --> 00:25:45,553
We got a 26-weeker attached
to the liver? Still viable?

564
00:25:45,554 --> 00:25:48,519
Come see for yourself. Liver's exposed.

565
00:25:48,521 --> 00:25:49,818
Wow.

566
00:25:49,819 --> 00:25:51,738
Hello there, little one.

567
00:25:52,648 --> 00:25:54,083
Okay, let's go through it again.

568
00:25:54,084 --> 00:25:56,738
The placenta has left the
liver extremely friable.

569
00:25:56,739 --> 00:25:59,915
We cut. We get the baby out.
We leave the placenta intact.

570
00:25:59,916 --> 00:26:01,786
Otherwise, she could bleed
out. Which she will not.

571
00:26:01,787 --> 00:26:05,138
Everyone in this room
needs a little joy.

572
00:26:06,401 --> 00:26:07,705
Ready? Ready.

573
00:26:07,706 --> 00:26:10,100
Weirdest C-section I've ever done.

574
00:26:10,102 --> 00:26:12,275
Here we go.

575
00:26:12,276 --> 00:26:13,886
Cutting into the amniotic sac.

576
00:26:19,327 --> 00:26:20,849
Clamps for the umbilical cord.

577
00:26:20,850 --> 00:26:22,112
Heavy scissors.

578
00:26:23,983 --> 00:26:25,183
Thanks.

579
00:26:29,814 --> 00:26:31,486
I'm not seeing any movement.

580
00:26:32,340 --> 00:26:34,080
Prepare to intubate immediately.

581
00:26:40,435 --> 00:26:42,305
Where is all this blood coming from?

582
00:26:42,306 --> 00:26:44,220
Oh, the right hepatic artery.

583
00:26:44,221 --> 00:26:46,484
More suction.
How's Luna?

584
00:26:48,051 --> 00:26:50,269
Apgar 2, maybe 3.

585
00:26:50,270 --> 00:26:52,750
Still trying to get the
tube in. Come on.

586
00:26:52,751 --> 00:26:54,230
Come on, come on, come...

587
00:26:54,231 --> 00:26:55,274
I'm in.

588
00:26:55,275 --> 00:26:56,886
Bag her, please.

589
00:27:00,977 --> 00:27:03,057
Okay, we need to get her up to
the unit as fast as possible.

590
00:27:03,058 --> 00:27:04,407
Go.

591
00:27:09,899 --> 00:27:11,987
Ready, let's go, let's
go, let's go, come on.

592
00:27:11,988 --> 00:27:13,728
More lap pads, more.

593
00:27:13,729 --> 00:27:14,990
More, more...

594
00:27:14,991 --> 00:27:16,513
We should resect the right lobe.

595
00:27:16,514 --> 00:27:19,473
No, that could lead
to liver failure. No.

596
00:27:19,474 --> 00:27:22,040
Then we put her on dialysis and
get her on the transplant list.

597
00:27:22,041 --> 00:27:24,260
That's not as easy as
it used to be. Hold on.

598
00:27:24,261 --> 00:27:25,783
I'm not gonna let her die
before she sees her kid.

599
00:27:25,784 --> 00:27:27,394
Clamp.

600
00:27:27,395 --> 00:27:29,440
Hold on! Hold on!

601
00:27:33,270 --> 00:27:34,470
Bailey?

602
00:27:35,855 --> 00:27:37,534
Okay. Okay, do it.

603
00:27:37,535 --> 00:27:38,735
Bovie.

604
00:28:01,864 --> 00:28:03,647
You look like crap.

605
00:28:03,648 --> 00:28:05,170
Look who's talking.

606
00:28:05,171 --> 00:28:08,391
I got a 26-week-old baby
looks stronger than you.

607
00:28:08,392 --> 00:28:11,438
Liver baby? Mm-hmm.

608
00:28:11,439 --> 00:28:13,365
So, I hear you're looking for a POA.

609
00:28:13,367 --> 00:28:14,963
Are you here to volunteer?

610
00:28:14,964 --> 00:28:16,834
I am cold, calculating,

611
00:28:16,835 --> 00:28:19,881
couldn't care less about
you or your kids, so...

612
00:28:19,882 --> 00:28:22,666
Everyone is family. I don't
want to do that to them.

613
00:28:22,667 --> 00:28:24,320
Then don't.
Write down on paper

614
00:28:24,321 --> 00:28:25,930
what you want, every last detail,

615
00:28:25,931 --> 00:28:27,584
and then choose
someone who'll defend it.

616
00:28:27,585 --> 00:28:29,543
The people who love you
the most, you know,

617
00:28:29,544 --> 00:28:31,632
they're going to beg them to do
something, anything to save you.

618
00:28:31,633 --> 00:28:35,026
So choose someone who'll choose you,

619
00:28:35,027 --> 00:28:36,550
over and over again.

620
00:28:36,551 --> 00:28:38,377
Is that what you did for your wife?

621
00:28:38,378 --> 00:28:40,945
Uh, no... knew better than that.

622
00:28:40,946 --> 00:28:43,557
But her sister followed every
last wish that Abi wanted,

623
00:28:43,558 --> 00:28:45,703
no matter how much we all hated it.

624
00:28:47,426 --> 00:28:49,693
Go on, get some rest.

625
00:28:49,694 --> 00:28:51,251
I'm afraid...

626
00:28:53,306 --> 00:28:54,963
If I fall asleep...

627
00:28:57,746 --> 00:28:59,842
I'm afraid I might not wake up.

628
00:29:04,448 --> 00:29:07,232
Everyone's scared of you,
Grey. You know that?

629
00:29:07,233 --> 00:29:08,988
It's 'cause you're fierce.

630
00:29:09,671 --> 00:29:11,585
You've got teeth, grit.

631
00:29:11,586 --> 00:29:12,803
You fight to the bloody death

632
00:29:12,804 --> 00:29:15,198
about the stupidest, little things.

633
00:29:17,373 --> 00:29:19,612
This virus has got nothing on you.

634
00:29:37,762 --> 00:29:39,898
We successfully removed
the bone fragment

635
00:29:39,900 --> 00:29:41,857
and removed a blood clot
from your artery.

636
00:29:41,859 --> 00:29:43,773
And fortunately, the nerve was intact.

637
00:29:43,775 --> 00:29:45,298
You're not gonna get
your feeling back immediately,

638
00:29:45,299 --> 00:29:47,431
but we're confident you will
over the next few months.

639
00:29:47,433 --> 00:29:51,188
And you still have your hand. The hand.

640
00:29:51,190 --> 00:29:53,080
We'll get you
an occupational therapist,

641
00:29:53,081 --> 00:29:55,213
go through some exercises
to help you in your recovery.

642
00:29:55,214 --> 00:29:56,761
I have my own regimen.

643
00:29:56,763 --> 00:29:59,871
I exercise my hands five hours a week.

644
00:30:00,782 --> 00:30:02,742
Maybe you could just take your time

645
00:30:02,743 --> 00:30:06,115
with whatever your...
regular routine is.

646
00:30:06,117 --> 00:30:08,118
You want to know my secret, don't you?

647
00:30:08,120 --> 00:30:09,426
Nah, I think we're
good. Nah, no thanks.

648
00:30:09,427 --> 00:30:12,146
Yes. I do, please, tha-thank you, mm-hmm.

649
00:30:13,452 --> 00:30:15,710
I ask my clients what they want.

650
00:30:16,931 --> 00:30:18,277
And I listen.

651
00:30:31,119 --> 00:30:32,621
Your plan worked.

652
00:30:33,339 --> 00:30:35,253
Excuse me? Well, you had to know

653
00:30:35,254 --> 00:30:36,907
I'm not the man for this job.

654
00:30:36,908 --> 00:30:38,561
Those kids are terrified.

655
00:30:38,562 --> 00:30:40,040
At least the ones who
haven't already quit.

656
00:30:40,041 --> 00:30:41,433
And the ones who stayed have
no idea what they're doing

657
00:30:41,434 --> 00:30:43,087
and I have no idea how to show them.

658
00:30:43,088 --> 00:30:44,523
Or you just don't want to.

659
00:30:44,524 --> 00:30:45,829
Maybe you're unaware

660
00:30:45,830 --> 00:30:47,526
because it's always
come naturally to you,

661
00:30:47,527 --> 00:30:50,224
but teaching the way
that you do it, it's a gift.

662
00:30:50,225 --> 00:30:52,531
It's not a talent we all have.

663
00:30:52,532 --> 00:30:53,793
Amelia Shepherd said

664
00:30:53,794 --> 00:30:56,970
that you were the best
teacher she ever had.

665
00:30:56,971 --> 00:30:59,038
That's why I gave you the job.

666
00:30:59,040 --> 00:31:01,162
I teach neurosurgeons how to cut.

667
00:31:01,164 --> 00:31:04,217
I don't teach kids how to
walk through a pandemic.

668
00:31:05,801 --> 00:31:07,834
I can't give them what
they need right now.

669
00:31:09,149 --> 00:31:10,349
You can.

670
00:31:14,012 --> 00:31:17,014
♪ We got a good thing, babe ♪

671
00:31:17,015 --> 00:31:19,321
♪ Whenever life is hard ♪

672
00:31:19,322 --> 00:31:20,540
Hi.
♪ We'll never lose our way ♪

673
00:31:20,541 --> 00:31:22,846
I basically showered in sanitizer,

674
00:31:22,847 --> 00:31:25,632
but better safe than sorry, right?

675
00:31:25,633 --> 00:31:27,808
How was your surgery?

676
00:31:27,809 --> 00:31:30,593
Well, it was a crush
injury to the hand.

677
00:31:30,594 --> 00:31:34,162
The patient was some
sort of sex therapist.

678
00:31:34,163 --> 00:31:36,902
Apparently he's very
well-known for helping women

679
00:31:37,384 --> 00:31:40,777
achieve their goals 37 times.

680
00:31:40,778 --> 00:31:43,302
♪ And I've never been ♪

681
00:31:43,303 --> 00:31:46,305
♪ Like, in one sitting? We
know how the story ends ♪

682
00:31:46,306 --> 00:31:48,437
It was advertised as one event, yes.

683
00:31:48,438 --> 00:31:50,004
♪ We will never break ♪

684
00:31:50,005 --> 00:31:52,311
♪ Built on a foundation ♪

685
00:31:52,312 --> 00:31:55,444
♪ Strong enough to stay ♪

686
00:31:55,445 --> 00:31:57,185
I'm so sorry.
♪ We will never break ♪

687
00:31:57,186 --> 00:31:58,795
No, no, I'm sorry.

688
00:31:58,796 --> 00:32:02,321
♪ As the water rises ♪
♪ and the mountains shake ♪

689
00:32:02,322 --> 00:32:04,236
I don't... I don't think
I know what's wrong.

690
00:32:04,237 --> 00:32:06,586
Meredith is still in the hospital.

691
00:32:06,587 --> 00:32:09,023
And the kids are all waiting for me to tell
them that everything is going to be fine,

692
00:32:09,024 --> 00:32:12,331
but I just keep turning around
and wondering who the person is

693
00:32:12,332 --> 00:32:15,290
who is going to tell you and me that.

694
00:32:15,291 --> 00:32:17,161
I'm so tired...

695
00:32:17,162 --> 00:32:19,338
...that I don't even recognize myself.

696
00:32:19,339 --> 00:32:21,688
I-I don't even know what pants are.

697
00:32:21,689 --> 00:32:24,778
There's a global medical crisis
going on, and I can't even help.

698
00:32:24,779 --> 00:32:27,084
And I can't turn my brain off with a
glass of wine like normal people.

699
00:32:27,085 --> 00:32:29,478
I'm... I'm, uh... I'm going to explode.

700
00:32:29,479 --> 00:32:31,219
♪ Of what love really means ♪

701
00:32:31,220 --> 00:32:33,656
You want me to take the kids?

702
00:32:33,657 --> 00:32:34,744
They're asleep.

703
00:32:34,745 --> 00:32:36,964
♪ It's 1 + 1 = 3 ♪

704
00:32:36,965 --> 00:32:39,401
Okay.
♪ When we talk about forever ♪

705
00:32:39,402 --> 00:32:41,360
How about you tell me what you want...

706
00:32:41,361 --> 00:32:43,013
♪ Then forever's what we mean ♪

707
00:32:43,014 --> 00:32:44,841
...and I will get it for you. Anything.

708
00:32:44,842 --> 00:32:48,628
♪ So I'm not worried about us ♪
♪ and I've never been ♪

709
00:32:48,629 --> 00:32:50,499
37 times?

710
00:32:50,500 --> 00:32:52,675
Oh.
♪ No matter what may come our way ♪

711
00:32:52,676 --> 00:32:54,242
That's what you want?

712
00:32:54,243 --> 00:32:56,288
I just need to feel something

713
00:32:56,289 --> 00:32:59,203
other than overwhelming despair.

714
00:32:59,204 --> 00:33:02,032
Ah.
♪ Built on a foundation ♪

715
00:33:02,033 --> 00:33:03,382
I was at the hospital.
I-I...

716
00:33:03,383 --> 00:33:04,818
♪ Stronger than the pain ♪

717
00:33:04,819 --> 00:33:06,385
I was planning on keeping my distance

718
00:33:06,386 --> 00:33:08,343
until I could get tested.

719
00:33:08,344 --> 00:33:10,476
Well, who says we can't
do this six feet apart?

720
00:33:10,477 --> 00:33:13,305
♪ And the mountains shake ♪

721
00:33:13,306 --> 00:33:16,046
♪ Our love will remain ♪

722
00:33:16,047 --> 00:33:19,398
♪ We will never ♪

723
00:33:19,399 --> 00:33:21,704
♪ Nah, nah, never ♪

724
00:33:21,705 --> 00:33:25,274
♪ Nooooo ♪

725
00:33:27,843 --> 00:33:29,452
Dr. Leon, call the blood bank.

726
00:33:29,812 --> 00:33:31,988
Dr. Leon, call the blood bank.

727
00:33:35,066 --> 00:33:36,676
Hey, um...

728
00:33:36,677 --> 00:33:40,593
Do you have time to let me buy
you a-a bad cup of coffee or...?

729
00:33:40,594 --> 00:33:43,683
I'm sorry we haven't talked a lot. I...

730
00:33:43,684 --> 00:33:46,468
The past few months haven't
been easy for me and for...

731
00:33:46,469 --> 00:33:49,123
Oh, I've been having a-a grand time.

732
00:33:49,124 --> 00:33:52,213
Tom, I...
Teddy, what would be really great

733
00:33:52,214 --> 00:33:56,870
is if, uh, you weren't here right now.

734
00:33:56,871 --> 00:34:00,090
Because you broke me again

735
00:34:00,091 --> 00:34:02,354
and I still love you.

736
00:34:02,355 --> 00:34:05,052
But I got to get over you because

737
00:34:05,053 --> 00:34:07,451
I've had enough misery for one life.

738
00:34:09,653 --> 00:34:11,537
Just the man I was looking for.

739
00:34:11,538 --> 00:34:13,539
Great. What now?

740
00:34:13,540 --> 00:34:15,497
You tested positive for Covid-19.

741
00:34:15,498 --> 00:34:17,543
Funny. Kick a man when he's down.

742
00:34:17,544 --> 00:34:19,588
14-day quarantine.
Hospital policy.

743
00:34:19,589 --> 00:34:21,672
Contact tracing team will be in touch.

744
00:34:22,842 --> 00:34:25,104
I'm... No, I'm not symptomatic. Go home, Tom.

745
00:34:25,106 --> 00:34:26,639
Don't stop at the store. Just go home.

746
00:34:26,640 --> 00:34:31,079
Stay home. Try not to infect anyone else.

747
00:34:32,767 --> 00:34:34,405
Maybe you should put your mask back on.

748
00:34:36,054 --> 00:34:37,427
Right. Um...

749
00:35:03,154 --> 00:35:05,333
God, it's good to see your...

750
00:35:06,174 --> 00:35:07,543
W-What's wrong?

751
00:35:08,806 --> 00:35:11,048
I don't know how much
longer I can do this.

752
00:35:11,772 --> 00:35:13,507
53 people.

753
00:35:15,906 --> 00:35:17,385
That's how many have died on my watch

754
00:35:17,386 --> 00:35:20,083
since this thing
started. 53.

755
00:35:20,084 --> 00:35:23,186
And most of them have been
Black women, so that means...

756
00:35:23,188 --> 00:35:25,394
The same thing's happening here.

757
00:35:26,323 --> 00:35:27,708
Everywhere.

758
00:35:27,847 --> 00:35:30,107
I lost a patient this morning.

759
00:35:31,095 --> 00:35:32,985
Rosalie Lewis.

760
00:35:34,359 --> 00:35:36,230
She was so funny.

761
00:35:36,231 --> 00:35:37,490
She, um...

762
00:35:38,271 --> 00:35:41,744
She thanked me every single time
I came in to check on her, and...

763
00:35:44,424 --> 00:35:47,165
watching her talk to her
daughter on the phone,

764
00:35:47,166 --> 00:35:50,753
it reminded me of the way that
my mom used to talk to me.

765
00:35:51,431 --> 00:35:52,823
I never thought the day would come

766
00:35:52,824 --> 00:35:54,564
when it would feel like a privilege

767
00:35:54,565 --> 00:35:57,968
to have held my mother's
hand while she died.

768
00:35:59,528 --> 00:36:01,085
I'm so sorry.

769
00:36:01,485 --> 00:36:04,182
Rosalie deserved
a better death than this.

770
00:36:04,183 --> 00:36:07,230
She deserved to not be a statistic.

771
00:36:09,612 --> 00:36:10,812
I know.

772
00:36:12,887 --> 00:36:15,498
And I'm scared for my sister.

773
00:36:15,499 --> 00:36:18,823
I'm... I'm... I'm... I'm trying so
hard not to be scared, but...

774
00:36:20,184 --> 00:36:21,493
I'm scared.

775
00:36:34,130 --> 00:36:35,615
Hi, Luna.

776
00:36:35,943 --> 00:36:37,143
Hi.

777
00:36:38,430 --> 00:36:40,494
Your mommy is asleep right now,

778
00:36:40,496 --> 00:36:43,556
but she is gonna be so
excited to meet you.

779
00:36:46,357 --> 00:36:47,573
See?

780
00:36:47,574 --> 00:36:49,170
Joy. Yeah.

781
00:36:50,472 --> 00:36:55,146
She developed in a liver and
was born in a pandemic.

782
00:36:55,428 --> 00:36:57,319
She is a survivor.

783
00:36:58,933 --> 00:37:02,700
Your work these last few
days hasn't gone unnoticed.

784
00:37:03,329 --> 00:37:04,529
Thank you.

785
00:37:07,202 --> 00:37:09,623
Meredith has to be okay, Bailey.

786
00:37:10,928 --> 00:37:12,717
She has to be okay.

787
00:37:13,469 --> 00:37:17,430
♪ In the rising wind ♪
♪ where the black waves call ♪

788
00:37:19,258 --> 00:37:23,087
♪ To the bones of ships ♪
♪ on the ocean floor ♪

789
00:37:23,088 --> 00:37:25,132
This feels like payback.

790
00:37:25,133 --> 00:37:26,699
♪ Damn right it is.
♪ To your hopeless heart left on the shore ♪

791
00:37:26,700 --> 00:37:28,397
And you're sure you want
me to have your POA

792
00:37:28,398 --> 00:37:31,246
and not Maggie or Amelia?

793
00:37:31,248 --> 00:37:34,533
You've known me my whole life.

794
00:37:34,534 --> 00:37:36,796
You're the only one I can trust

795
00:37:36,797 --> 00:37:39,652
to pull the plug if my brain is gone.

796
00:37:39,654 --> 00:37:41,627
I'll do every damn thing I can first.

797
00:37:41,628 --> 00:37:43,241
I know you will.

798
00:37:43,243 --> 00:37:44,978
♪ And when your prayer's ♪
♪ unheard and you don't believe ♪

799
00:37:44,979 --> 00:37:48,286
And you... you don't want
to be put on a vent?

800
00:37:48,287 --> 00:37:50,157
♪ So put your faith in the ♪
♪ devil and the deep blue sea ♪

801
00:37:50,158 --> 00:37:53,247
There's a shortage.
I don't want to take one

802
00:37:53,248 --> 00:37:55,424
from somebody who needs it.

803
00:37:55,425 --> 00:37:57,251
What if that someone's you?

804
00:37:57,252 --> 00:37:59,990
♪ There's a darkness up ahead ♪

805
00:37:59,992 --> 00:38:02,431
It's not. Not yet.

806
00:38:02,432 --> 00:38:04,084
My kids need me.

807
00:38:04,085 --> 00:38:06,957
We all need you.
♪ I will see you ♪

808
00:38:06,958 --> 00:38:10,439
♪ Where the shadow ends ♪

809
00:38:10,440 --> 00:38:15,662
♪ Cross the badlands ♪
♪ to rise again ♪

810
00:38:17,272 --> 00:38:20,449
They're ready for you.
♪ I will see you ♪

811
00:38:20,450 --> 00:38:23,364
♪ Where the shadow ends ♪

812
00:38:24,688 --> 00:38:29,870
♪ There's a darkness up ahead ♪

813
00:38:31,309 --> 00:38:33,916
♪ I will see you ♪

814
00:38:34,640 --> 00:38:37,250
♪ Where the shadow ends ♪

815
00:38:37,902 --> 00:38:40,207
♪ Cross the badlands ♪
♪ to rise again ♪

816
00:38:40,208 --> 00:38:43,029
They say following
the rules saves lives.

817
00:38:43,031 --> 00:38:45,418
When you decided to go to med school,

818
00:38:45,420 --> 00:38:47,900
you had dreams of a career.

819
00:38:47,901 --> 00:38:49,989
I know this isn't it.

820
00:38:49,990 --> 00:38:51,686
It's not mine either.

821
00:38:51,687 --> 00:38:53,732
I want to be in an OR.

822
00:38:53,733 --> 00:38:55,854
I want to be cutting.

823
00:38:57,246 --> 00:39:00,901
I want to hold my patient's
hand, skin to skin.

824
00:39:02,002 --> 00:39:04,071
I want to meet their loved ones.

825
00:39:04,787 --> 00:39:07,449
I want to be in the before.

826
00:39:08,878 --> 00:39:10,744
But the before is gone.

827
00:39:11,523 --> 00:39:13,349
We're in the now.

828
00:39:13,351 --> 00:39:16,876
And people are looking to us
to guide them through it.

829
00:39:17,670 --> 00:39:19,076
And we will.

830
00:39:19,078 --> 00:39:21,558
I'll teach you the jobs
that need to get done.

831
00:39:21,824 --> 00:39:25,050
I will make sure that you learn
as much as you can.

832
00:39:25,881 --> 00:39:27,428
And we'll be okay.

833
00:39:28,637 --> 00:39:30,264
We'll get through this together.

834
00:39:34,121 --> 00:39:35,556
But what happens

835
00:39:35,557 --> 00:39:38,167
when life suddenly
changes the game entirely?

836
00:39:38,168 --> 00:39:41,475
♪ Where the shadow ends ♪

837
00:39:41,476 --> 00:39:46,361
♪ There's a darkness up ahead ♪

838
00:39:48,056 --> 00:39:50,690
♪ I will see you ♪

839
00:39:51,327 --> 00:39:54,163
♪ Where the shadow ends ♪

840
00:40:03,324 --> 00:40:04,890
What happens when you find yourself

841
00:40:04,891 --> 00:40:06,979
walking on totally new ground?

842
00:40:06,980 --> 00:40:08,807
You could walk, too, you know!

843
00:40:08,808 --> 00:40:10,852
Wouldn't make a difference!
Why not?!

844
00:40:10,853 --> 00:40:13,591
Because the sand isn't real, Meredith!

845
00:40:24,737 --> 00:40:28,130
♪ Where the shadow ends ♪

846
00:40:28,131 --> 00:40:33,285
♪ There's a darkness up ahead ♪

847
00:40:34,614 --> 00:40:37,240
♪ I will see you ♪

848
00:40:38,036 --> 00:40:40,709
♪ Where the shadow ends ♪

849
00:40:41,413 --> 00:40:42,971
♪ I can see a lighthouse ♪
♪ through the smoke ♪

850
00:40:42,972 --> 00:40:44,494
You said it wasn't real!

851
00:40:44,495 --> 00:40:46,453
♪ Everything is lost, I know ♪

852
00:40:46,454 --> 00:40:47,497
Ugh, I hate you!

853
00:40:47,498 --> 00:40:50,500
You love me. God knows I love you.

854
00:40:50,501 --> 00:40:53,199
♪ I can hear ♪
♪ the breaking of the dawn ♪

855
00:40:53,200 --> 00:40:54,809
I'll be right here when you're ready.

856
00:40:54,810 --> 00:40:57,159
♪ Can you see ♪
♪ the broken rays of light ♪

857
00:40:57,160 --> 00:40:59,118
I wish I knew.

858
00:40:59,119 --> 00:41:01,512
♪ Caught into ♪
♪ the dead of night ♪

859
00:41:01,514 --> 00:41:04,647
♪ And I know ♪
♪ that I'll see you again ♪

860
00:41:04,649 --> 00:41:07,565
♪ Where the shadow ends ♪

861
00:41:16,876 --> 00:41:19,835
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