1 00:00:06,613 --> 00:00:10,149 Before surgery, we ask patients a series of questions. 2 00:00:10,183 --> 00:00:11,950 "Do you have a job to return to? 3 00:00:11,985 --> 00:00:13,986 Do you have a support system at home?" 4 00:00:14,598 --> 00:00:16,789 We're screening for mental illness. 5 00:00:16,823 --> 00:00:19,458 Anxiety, depression, delusions. 6 00:00:25,131 --> 00:00:28,434 We need to make sure you're of sound mind. 7 00:00:31,538 --> 00:00:34,206 We need to make sure you know what to expect. 8 00:00:38,344 --> 00:00:41,313 But if we check patients for mental illness, 9 00:00:41,347 --> 00:00:42,848 why not surgeons? 10 00:00:45,885 --> 00:00:47,686 Someone should really get on that. 11 00:00:50,256 --> 00:00:52,391 She's in the worst part of the detox. 12 00:00:52,425 --> 00:00:54,226 I can stay stay, help... 13 00:00:54,260 --> 00:00:56,361 No, I'm okay. I got it. Thank you, though. 14 00:00:56,396 --> 00:00:58,730 Okay. Well, good luck. 15 00:01:03,236 --> 00:01:04,803 All right. Dr. Webber, we have to go. 16 00:01:04,838 --> 00:01:07,005 Vik Roy and his lawyer brother are here. 17 00:01:07,040 --> 00:01:09,007 What do you mean "we"? You're the chief. 18 00:01:09,042 --> 00:01:09,942 And you fired him. 19 00:01:09,976 --> 00:01:11,643 They say how much it would cost to settle? 20 00:01:11,678 --> 00:01:12,744 No, and unlike you, 21 00:01:12,779 --> 00:01:14,680 we don't have millions of dollars at our disposal. 22 00:01:14,714 --> 00:01:16,315 And if we can't settle, 23 00:01:16,349 --> 00:01:19,818 we have to make sure we were 100% justified in firing him. 24 00:01:19,853 --> 00:01:22,688 I do recall his having a disrespectful attitude 25 00:01:22,722 --> 00:01:24,857 toward a patient who tried to cut off his own hand. 26 00:01:24,891 --> 00:01:26,391 Acted as if it were a joke. 27 00:01:26,426 --> 00:01:27,726 Ooh, go on. 28 00:01:27,760 --> 00:01:29,661 Well, I called Dr. Carina DeLuca 29 00:01:29,696 --> 00:01:31,163 to tell the boy that masturbation 30 00:01:31,197 --> 00:01:32,531 was perfectly healthy... 31 00:01:32,565 --> 00:01:35,234 Stop. I want you to imagine that sentence 32 00:01:35,268 --> 00:01:37,569 with "Your Honor" at the end of it. 33 00:01:39,074 --> 00:01:40,708 - Yeah, never mind. - Mm. 34 00:01:40,743 --> 00:01:44,078 Avery, do you have anything helpful on Dr. Roy? 35 00:01:44,113 --> 00:01:46,247 I think I do. He tried to take advantage of Dr. Kepner 36 00:01:46,282 --> 00:01:48,216 during a particularly vulnerable time in her... 37 00:01:48,250 --> 00:01:50,985 "When he was an intern and she was an attending, Your Honor." 38 00:01:51,020 --> 00:01:51,985 You know what? 39 00:01:52,020 --> 00:01:55,023 Forget I... said anything. 40 00:01:58,460 --> 00:01:59,494 He spits up a lot. 41 00:01:59,528 --> 00:02:02,363 I thought it was GERD or A pyloric stenosis, but... 42 00:02:02,398 --> 00:02:04,032 No, they just barf. 43 00:02:04,066 --> 00:02:06,267 I think it's triggered by the cleanliness of your shirt. 44 00:02:06,302 --> 00:02:08,269 Oh. The babies. 45 00:02:08,304 --> 00:02:10,939 I love them like this, Enjoy them like this. 46 00:02:10,973 --> 00:02:13,308 Hey you, um, why don't you go get yourself checked in, okay? 47 00:02:15,144 --> 00:02:16,744 Sofia got suspended from school. 48 00:02:16,779 --> 00:02:18,012 From second grade?! 49 00:02:18,047 --> 00:02:19,080 What, did she color outside the lines? 50 00:02:19,114 --> 00:02:20,882 No, she stole the field-trip money. 51 00:02:20,916 --> 00:02:22,071 - What? - Oh, that'll do it. 52 00:02:22,105 --> 00:02:23,885 - Why? - Why? Uh, 'cause she's acting out. 53 00:02:23,919 --> 00:02:26,020 'Cause she's sad 'cause I'm a terrible mother. 54 00:02:26,055 --> 00:02:28,323 I don't know, but enjoy those babies. 55 00:02:33,162 --> 00:02:34,896 Any minute now, she's gonna realize 56 00:02:34,930 --> 00:02:36,130 I am the love of her life. 57 00:02:36,165 --> 00:02:37,632 Meredith Grey is straight. 58 00:02:37,666 --> 00:02:39,387 Ever heard her talk about Cristina Yang? 59 00:02:39,422 --> 00:02:42,229 Hey. Someone needs to run this bloodwork up to the lab. 60 00:02:42,938 --> 00:02:45,206 Hey! You know, we're also shorthanded in the clinic today, 61 00:02:45,241 --> 00:02:47,108 and there is a nasty hemorrhoid in bed seven 62 00:02:47,142 --> 00:02:48,943 that needs to be lanced and drained. 63 00:02:48,978 --> 00:02:50,195 I've got the bloodwork! 64 00:02:51,180 --> 00:02:53,248 Have fun with your hemorrhoid. 65 00:02:53,282 --> 00:02:55,149 I'd rather lance a hemorrhoid than be a hemorrhoid. 66 00:02:55,184 --> 00:02:57,252 Great, then you got rectals in the ICU after that. 67 00:02:57,286 --> 00:03:00,221 You want bed sores in geriatrics, too? 68 00:03:02,184 --> 00:03:05,335 Wish I could say it was nice to see you back at work, but... 69 00:03:06,328 --> 00:03:07,662 Come on. 70 00:03:07,696 --> 00:03:09,564 I'm gonna show you the coolest thing ever, 71 00:03:09,598 --> 00:03:12,233 on the tiniest patient ever. 72 00:03:20,509 --> 00:03:22,911 Don't assume the worst, okay? 73 00:03:22,945 --> 00:03:25,647 The worst being my mom is roaming the street in her nightgown? 74 00:03:25,681 --> 00:03:28,650 Or my mom's dead and nobody thought to tell me? 75 00:03:36,225 --> 00:03:37,792 Okay. I'm going. 76 00:03:52,041 --> 00:03:55,209 Mom? It's me... Alex! 77 00:03:55,244 --> 00:03:57,478 You there?! 78 00:04:11,927 --> 00:04:13,359 Looking for someone? 79 00:04:13,393 --> 00:04:16,364 Uh, yes. Uh... 80 00:04:16,398 --> 00:04:18,666 The lady that lives here. Helen Karev? 81 00:04:38,287 --> 00:04:40,154 What happened?! Is it bad?! 82 00:04:40,189 --> 00:04:41,322 Oh, my God... Is it bad?! 83 00:04:41,357 --> 00:04:43,691 Who's the guy?! Did he... Does he know where she is?! 84 00:04:43,726 --> 00:04:45,102 Yeah. 85 00:04:47,089 --> 00:04:49,197 She's at work. 86 00:04:54,536 --> 00:05:01,472 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 87 00:05:01,497 --> 00:05:03,244 I'll talk about that in the presentation, 88 00:05:03,278 --> 00:05:05,016 but Dr. Wilson and I are very encouraged 89 00:05:05,051 --> 00:05:06,347 by the work that we've done so far. 90 00:05:06,382 --> 00:05:09,350 Was any of this work funded by Harper Avery money? 91 00:05:09,385 --> 00:05:11,252 The Catherine Fox Foundation. No. 92 00:05:11,286 --> 00:05:13,354 Do you feel renaming the foundation is enough? 93 00:05:13,389 --> 00:05:14,455 But we haven't simply renamed it. 94 00:05:14,490 --> 00:05:17,091 It's a whole new foundation with a new direction, 95 00:05:17,126 --> 00:05:19,127 which will be exemplified here at Grey Sloan. 96 00:05:19,161 --> 00:05:20,962 What do you have to say to the dozens of women 97 00:05:20,996 --> 00:05:24,298 denied the opportunity to do such research by Harper Avery? 98 00:05:29,466 --> 00:05:31,835 Dr. Grey? I said, what do you... 99 00:05:31,869 --> 00:05:33,503 I couldn't be prouder 100 00:05:33,537 --> 00:05:35,438 of the work that my team and I accomplished 101 00:05:35,472 --> 00:05:38,007 in the face of what seemed to be insurmountable odds. 102 00:05:38,042 --> 00:05:39,342 If you'll excuse me, I have work to do. 103 00:05:39,376 --> 00:05:41,911 Thanks so much. Thank you. Excuse me. 104 00:05:41,946 --> 00:05:44,180 Dr. Myers to Oncology. 105 00:05:44,215 --> 00:05:46,783 Dr. Myers to Oncology. 106 00:05:46,817 --> 00:05:48,751 - What's her problem? - Tomophobia. 107 00:05:48,786 --> 00:05:50,954 Fear of medical procedures. 108 00:05:50,988 --> 00:05:52,789 She equates surgery with death. 109 00:05:52,823 --> 00:05:54,858 I've heard of patients who have died 110 00:05:54,892 --> 00:05:56,025 because they refuse treatment. 111 00:05:56,060 --> 00:05:58,261 Well, it's because of her dad. He had an appendectomy. 112 00:05:58,295 --> 00:05:59,796 And they told him it was nothing, 113 00:05:59,830 --> 00:06:01,264 and then there were complications. 114 00:06:01,298 --> 00:06:03,700 He went in for surgery, and then she... 115 00:06:03,734 --> 00:06:05,568 never saw him again. 116 00:06:05,603 --> 00:06:07,036 She was 5. 117 00:06:07,071 --> 00:06:08,371 What's DeLuca doing here? 118 00:06:08,405 --> 00:06:09,706 Oh, I brought him to cheer him up. 119 00:06:09,740 --> 00:06:11,307 And so far, it's depressing me more. 120 00:06:11,342 --> 00:06:13,409 Well, the exciting part is the surgery, not the patient. 121 00:06:13,444 --> 00:06:14,577 You got a golden ticket. 122 00:06:14,612 --> 00:06:18,248 This is the spina bifida surgery on an exteriorized uterus. 123 00:06:18,282 --> 00:06:20,650 Besides the Texas Children's Fetal Center, 124 00:06:20,684 --> 00:06:22,652 we are one of the only places to do this. 125 00:06:22,686 --> 00:06:27,323 Okay, people. Warm faces, library voices, and lay terms. 126 00:06:27,358 --> 00:06:29,759 - Yay. - Yay. 127 00:06:29,793 --> 00:06:32,295 Hi. Teresa and Ed. How we doin'? 128 00:06:32,329 --> 00:06:33,429 Gettin' there. 129 00:06:33,464 --> 00:06:35,498 But could you go over the whole thing one last time? 130 00:06:35,532 --> 00:06:37,066 - I think it helps. - It does. 131 00:06:37,101 --> 00:06:39,102 It does. It helps me to hear it out loud. 132 00:06:39,136 --> 00:06:40,770 Of course. Um, DeLuca? 133 00:06:40,804 --> 00:06:43,840 Teresa Benson, 24 weeks pregnant, 134 00:06:43,874 --> 00:06:46,476 baby diagnosed with spina bifida with meningocele. 135 00:06:46,510 --> 00:06:47,744 Lay terms. 136 00:06:47,778 --> 00:06:48,878 Right. Uh... 137 00:06:48,913 --> 00:06:52,348 Look, b-because your... your baby has spina bifida, 138 00:06:52,383 --> 00:06:55,151 the tissue around her spinal cord hasn't fully closed. 139 00:06:55,185 --> 00:06:57,186 And this can cause problems after birth 140 00:06:57,221 --> 00:06:59,155 like, uh, paralysis, 141 00:06:59,189 --> 00:07:01,357 bowel and bladder problems, fluid on the brain... 142 00:07:01,392 --> 00:07:03,860 Buh-buh-buh-buh! But I will nip it in the bud. 143 00:07:03,894 --> 00:07:05,261 I'm gonna make a really small incision, 144 00:07:05,296 --> 00:07:06,429 I'm gonna pull out your uterus 145 00:07:06,463 --> 00:07:10,033 and use very tiny instruments to repair the spinal defect, 146 00:07:10,067 --> 00:07:12,268 while she stays very safely inside. 147 00:07:12,303 --> 00:07:14,304 I'll give her a little medication 148 00:07:14,338 --> 00:07:15,505 to keep her perfectly still, 149 00:07:15,539 --> 00:07:18,374 and I will be there, monitoring her heart the whole time. 150 00:07:18,409 --> 00:07:20,109 - Great. - Okay. 151 00:07:20,144 --> 00:07:21,477 Okay. See? It's kind of a miracle. 152 00:07:21,512 --> 00:07:22,739 Mm-hmm. 153 00:07:22,773 --> 00:07:24,514 You're gonna be under general anesthesia. 154 00:07:24,548 --> 00:07:26,449 I'm gonna make a little tiny incision... 155 00:07:26,483 --> 00:07:28,651 No! No, no! No. God. Sorry. 156 00:07:28,686 --> 00:07:31,354 I... I can't. I'm sorry. No, no. I ca... 157 00:07:31,388 --> 00:07:34,177 - I'm sorry. I can't. - All right. 158 00:07:34,212 --> 00:07:36,526 Teresa, the chances of something happening to you 159 00:07:36,560 --> 00:07:39,062 - are so, so s... - Just knock me out. 160 00:07:39,096 --> 00:07:41,331 Just sneak up from behind me when I'm leaving and sedate me. 161 00:07:41,365 --> 00:07:43,333 I can't, because it's against the law. 162 00:07:43,367 --> 00:07:46,235 But I have a sedative, okay? It'll be very, very quick. 163 00:07:46,270 --> 00:07:48,304 No! No, no, no, no, no! Please take me home! 164 00:07:48,339 --> 00:07:50,139 - Please take me home! - Okay, okay, okay. All right. 165 00:07:50,174 --> 00:07:51,539 Listen. We can wait all day. 166 00:07:51,573 --> 00:07:53,309 We'll just... We'll give you some time. 167 00:07:53,344 --> 00:07:55,211 And I can, uh, go check some other patients. 168 00:07:55,245 --> 00:07:56,646 It's gonna be okay. 169 00:07:58,349 --> 00:07:59,916 I'll give her therapist a call. 170 00:08:21,605 --> 00:08:24,407 I'll with you in one... just in one s... 171 00:08:27,411 --> 00:08:28,578 Hey. 172 00:08:29,580 --> 00:08:30,994 Alex? 173 00:08:32,620 --> 00:08:34,384 Your neighbor said you got your old job back, 174 00:08:34,418 --> 00:08:36,486 but I didn't think that seemed possible. 175 00:08:38,722 --> 00:08:40,323 Alex. 176 00:08:42,760 --> 00:08:44,827 My God. 177 00:08:47,765 --> 00:08:49,932 I've missed you so much! 178 00:09:00,434 --> 00:09:01,935 - Coffee. Black. - You got it. 179 00:09:03,604 --> 00:09:05,538 - Not smart. - Excuse me? 180 00:09:05,573 --> 00:09:06,606 The coffee's terrible. 181 00:09:06,640 --> 00:09:08,975 It requires copious amounts of, uh, cream and sugar. 182 00:09:09,009 --> 00:09:10,743 Well, if it's good coffee you're after, 183 00:09:10,778 --> 00:09:13,413 there's a great cart at the hospital across the street. 184 00:09:13,447 --> 00:09:15,548 No, I like the light in here. 185 00:09:15,583 --> 00:09:17,884 And the smell of stale beer. 186 00:09:17,918 --> 00:09:19,619 It does make a good hideout. 187 00:09:23,824 --> 00:09:26,626 You know what? You're right. Can you pass me the cream, please? 188 00:09:28,162 --> 00:09:29,162 Thanks. 189 00:09:29,196 --> 00:09:31,831 Are you here for the - Meredith Grey presentation? 190 00:09:31,866 --> 00:09:34,134 Actually I... 191 00:09:34,168 --> 00:09:36,102 - am. - Me too. 192 00:09:40,207 --> 00:09:42,775 After much soul searching on the part of my client... 193 00:09:42,810 --> 00:09:44,477 "Brother." 194 00:09:44,512 --> 00:09:48,681 ...he has arrived at a request we think is more than generous. 195 00:09:48,716 --> 00:09:51,151 He is willing to return to work immediately 196 00:09:51,185 --> 00:09:53,186 with pay for the weeks he has missed, 197 00:09:53,220 --> 00:09:55,355 free medical expenses for the accident, 198 00:09:55,389 --> 00:09:57,524 and... 199 00:09:57,558 --> 00:09:59,959 a formal apology... 200 00:09:59,994 --> 00:10:01,835 from the chief. 201 00:10:02,663 --> 00:10:07,000 That sounds more than reasonable. 202 00:10:07,034 --> 00:10:10,336 We'll take that under advisement. Thank you for your time. 203 00:10:26,687 --> 00:10:30,238 The nightmares will stop. I promise. 204 00:10:33,427 --> 00:10:36,786 A day into my last detox, I was afraid I was gonna die. 205 00:10:37,598 --> 00:10:39,966 The next day, I was afraid I wasn't. 206 00:10:40,456 --> 00:10:42,869 You just got to keep telling yourself it is not forever. 207 00:10:42,903 --> 00:10:44,571 Your life must be really pathetic 208 00:10:44,605 --> 00:10:46,072 for you to just have all this time 209 00:10:46,106 --> 00:10:48,173 to sit here watching me puke. 210 00:10:53,511 --> 00:10:55,415 Don't ignore me. 211 00:10:55,805 --> 00:10:57,717 I'm not ignoring you. 212 00:10:58,141 --> 00:10:59,552 I'm ignoring the demon. 213 00:10:59,893 --> 00:11:01,054 What demon? 214 00:11:01,088 --> 00:11:02,422 Your last high. 215 00:11:02,456 --> 00:11:04,424 It is like a demon, 216 00:11:04,458 --> 00:11:06,492 and it is dying a painful death right now. 217 00:11:06,527 --> 00:11:08,002 And it knows it's dying, 218 00:11:08,036 --> 00:11:10,396 so it's trying to push me away so that it can live. 219 00:11:10,431 --> 00:11:13,452 But I am the exorcist. I'm protected. 220 00:11:13,487 --> 00:11:16,402 So the demon can say whatever it wants. I'm good. 221 00:11:17,035 --> 00:11:18,571 Pathetic. 222 00:11:20,808 --> 00:11:22,342 None of the doctors are really sure. 223 00:11:22,376 --> 00:11:26,045 Just sometimes, with age, schizophrenia burns itself out. 224 00:11:26,080 --> 00:11:27,780 But that doesn't mean you're cured. 225 00:11:27,815 --> 00:11:29,048 No, no. 226 00:11:29,464 --> 00:11:31,584 But it's... 227 00:11:31,619 --> 00:11:34,754 It's more like the volume's been turned down. 228 00:11:34,788 --> 00:11:36,496 Medications have a better effect. 229 00:11:36,530 --> 00:11:40,027 And, uh, I just have to be really vigilant with my routine. 230 00:11:40,061 --> 00:11:41,554 Routine? 231 00:11:41,588 --> 00:11:42,895 Yeah. I-I, uh... 232 00:11:43,218 --> 00:11:44,718 I keep my days the same. 233 00:11:44,753 --> 00:11:46,353 I-I make my tea at the same time, 234 00:11:46,388 --> 00:11:48,188 I take my breaks at the same time. 235 00:11:48,223 --> 00:11:51,926 It just helps keep reality more tangible. 236 00:11:52,783 --> 00:11:54,191 Oh. Thank you, Joyce. 237 00:11:54,216 --> 00:11:55,516 Thanks, Helen. 238 00:11:59,134 --> 00:12:00,334 So you're fine? 239 00:12:00,368 --> 00:12:02,413 You're just... You're fine now? 240 00:12:03,638 --> 00:12:05,239 You didn't tell me? 241 00:12:05,273 --> 00:12:08,342 You just... You just stopped cashing the checks. 242 00:12:08,920 --> 00:12:12,546 Well, you're so busy. Uh, you deserve your space. 243 00:12:12,581 --> 00:12:14,181 - I didn't... I didn't wa... - My space?! 244 00:12:14,215 --> 00:12:15,593 You're my mom. 245 00:12:16,318 --> 00:12:18,846 I came here because I was worried about you. 246 00:12:19,487 --> 00:12:21,555 Why didn't you tell me you were doing better? 247 00:12:21,590 --> 00:12:24,525 - Why didn't you tell me that? - I had so much to manage. 248 00:12:24,559 --> 00:12:27,962 Manage? I'm not something you manage. I am your son. 249 00:12:27,996 --> 00:12:29,597 I think you need to go. 250 00:12:29,631 --> 00:12:32,066 - What? - Look, I realize you were worried. 251 00:12:32,100 --> 00:12:34,568 And I'm sorry I caused that. But right... 252 00:12:34,603 --> 00:12:36,604 But right now I have to take care of myself. 253 00:12:36,638 --> 00:12:38,472 I'm... I'm... 254 00:12:38,506 --> 00:12:39,974 I'm getting really upset, 255 00:12:40,008 --> 00:12:43,143 and, uh... and in moments like this, 256 00:12:43,178 --> 00:12:45,212 I need... I need to keep my focus, 257 00:12:45,246 --> 00:12:48,549 and I'm at work, so I need to do that. 258 00:12:49,252 --> 00:12:51,018 Please. 259 00:12:56,324 --> 00:12:57,358 What happened? 260 00:12:57,392 --> 00:13:00,160 My presence is upsetting her. She asked me to go. 261 00:13:00,195 --> 00:13:02,496 - What? What'd you do? - I didn't do anything! 262 00:13:02,530 --> 00:13:04,732 I mean... She's my mom. 263 00:13:04,766 --> 00:13:07,234 I came all the way out here. I thought she was dead. 264 00:13:07,268 --> 00:13:09,670 Okay, let's... let's get out of here. 265 00:13:09,704 --> 00:13:12,191 - And go where? - Just... somewhere else. 266 00:13:12,974 --> 00:13:13,941 How much money was it? 267 00:13:13,975 --> 00:13:17,978 Um, 30 times $40, so not exactly grand theft 268 00:13:18,013 --> 00:13:19,179 but enough to make me feel like 269 00:13:19,214 --> 00:13:20,948 I've fundamentally failed as a parent. 270 00:13:20,982 --> 00:13:23,951 No. Every kid steals something at some point. 271 00:13:23,985 --> 00:13:25,653 I stole a lipstick from the drug store. 272 00:13:25,687 --> 00:13:26,987 Not quite $1,200, but... 273 00:13:27,022 --> 00:13:28,589 So, what did your dad do when he found out? 274 00:13:28,623 --> 00:13:31,025 He never knew. I was an excellent thief. 275 00:13:31,059 --> 00:13:33,594 Teresa. Teresa, wait! 276 00:13:33,628 --> 00:13:35,629 Hey. Whoa! What's... What's going on? 277 00:13:35,664 --> 00:13:37,531 She's checking out. She consented to sedation, 278 00:13:37,565 --> 00:13:39,033 but when we tried to get the IV in... 279 00:13:39,067 --> 00:13:41,035 I'm sorry. I-I will come back. 280 00:13:41,069 --> 00:13:42,670 I'll... I'll try to come back. 281 00:13:42,704 --> 00:13:44,138 C-Can you please tell her? 282 00:13:44,172 --> 00:13:45,939 Teresa, if you don't have 283 00:13:45,974 --> 00:13:47,708 this procedure today, then your baby could be... 284 00:13:47,742 --> 00:13:49,309 I know! She can be paralyzed! 285 00:13:49,344 --> 00:13:51,979 Please don't say that anymore! 286 00:13:52,013 --> 00:13:54,114 Is that everything? 287 00:13:54,149 --> 00:13:57,284 Can we go? Ed? Please. 288 00:13:57,318 --> 00:14:00,154 Okay. All right. 289 00:14:09,609 --> 00:14:10,776 Bailey. 290 00:14:10,811 --> 00:14:13,045 All the boy wants is an apology. 291 00:14:13,079 --> 00:14:15,714 Do you know how much worse this could be? 292 00:14:15,749 --> 00:14:18,717 You know, I am a big believer in the power of words 293 00:14:18,752 --> 00:14:20,252 and an even bigger believer 294 00:14:20,287 --> 00:14:22,288 in the power of a good apology. 295 00:14:23,423 --> 00:14:26,792 But I will not sully my belief in those two things 296 00:14:26,827 --> 00:14:31,230 by putting fake words into some forced apology 297 00:14:31,264 --> 00:14:33,232 to a person who is in the wrong! 298 00:14:33,266 --> 00:14:35,650 Roy made a mistake, a grave one. 299 00:14:36,636 --> 00:14:40,973 But it's... it's possible I overcorrected in firing him. 300 00:14:41,007 --> 00:14:42,441 You did no such thing! 301 00:14:42,475 --> 00:14:43,909 If he had operated under the con... 302 00:14:43,944 --> 00:14:45,311 But he didn't. 303 00:14:45,345 --> 00:14:47,813 But you know who has operated in this hospital 304 00:14:47,848 --> 00:14:51,116 knowingly under the influence? 305 00:14:51,151 --> 00:14:52,518 Me. 306 00:14:54,321 --> 00:14:56,388 You gonna fire me, too? 307 00:14:56,423 --> 00:14:58,157 Now, that's just manipulative. 308 00:14:58,191 --> 00:15:00,226 This has nothing to do with you. 309 00:15:06,166 --> 00:15:08,601 Thought you had a big surgery today. 310 00:15:08,635 --> 00:15:10,169 Oh, it was canceled. 311 00:15:10,203 --> 00:15:11,904 Cold feet. 312 00:15:11,938 --> 00:15:15,107 Are you okay? 313 00:15:16,543 --> 00:15:18,277 Sofia stole the money 314 00:15:18,311 --> 00:15:20,479 so that she could buy a plane ticket to New York. 315 00:15:20,513 --> 00:15:23,582 And she didn't want to tell me 316 00:15:23,617 --> 00:15:25,184 because she... 317 00:15:25,218 --> 00:15:26,852 'cause she didn't want to hurt my feelings. 318 00:15:28,054 --> 00:15:29,255 She said that? 319 00:15:29,289 --> 00:15:30,289 No. 320 00:15:30,830 --> 00:15:33,192 I read it in her diary. I picked the stupid lock. 321 00:15:33,226 --> 00:15:37,196 Which... is also another gold-star parenting moment. 322 00:15:39,332 --> 00:15:41,267 What are you gonna do? 323 00:15:43,737 --> 00:15:45,178 I don't know. 324 00:15:46,339 --> 00:15:49,775 Because I can't keep her against her will, can I? 325 00:15:49,809 --> 00:15:51,343 You're her mom. 326 00:15:51,378 --> 00:15:53,979 You can do whatever you think is best for her. 327 00:15:56,516 --> 00:15:57,899 Oh. 328 00:15:58,551 --> 00:16:00,386 Where are you going? 329 00:16:05,258 --> 00:16:07,126 So, are you in Seattle much? 330 00:16:07,160 --> 00:16:08,193 All the time. 331 00:16:08,228 --> 00:16:11,563 I like it. It's so gloomy and, you know, rainy. 332 00:16:11,598 --> 00:16:13,165 You like the gloom? 333 00:16:13,199 --> 00:16:14,300 Well, I grew up in Los Angeles, 334 00:16:14,334 --> 00:16:17,303 so I'm way over my sunshine quota. I like the rain. 335 00:16:17,337 --> 00:16:19,905 Well, I didn't know anybody grew up in Los Angeles. 336 00:16:19,940 --> 00:16:21,373 I thought everyone just moved there 337 00:16:21,408 --> 00:16:23,475 to chase their dreams and then have them crushed. 338 00:16:23,510 --> 00:16:26,545 No, some people, uh, grow their crushed dreams right there. 339 00:16:26,579 --> 00:16:29,348 - No offense. - No, none taken. 340 00:16:29,382 --> 00:16:32,017 It's weird... Everyone that likes it already lives there. 341 00:16:32,052 --> 00:16:34,753 Everyone else seems to hate it. 342 00:16:34,788 --> 00:16:35,788 Something stronger? 343 00:16:35,822 --> 00:16:38,223 Oh, not for me. I have a thing. Thanks, Mark. 344 00:16:38,258 --> 00:16:40,426 I'll make a fresh pot, Dr. Grey. 345 00:16:41,348 --> 00:16:43,095 "Dr. Grey." 346 00:16:44,431 --> 00:16:46,265 You're kidding me. 347 00:16:46,299 --> 00:16:47,833 You could've said that. 348 00:16:47,867 --> 00:16:49,368 - I could've. - Tha... 349 00:16:49,402 --> 00:16:50,736 - I knew... - Is everything okay? 350 00:16:52,272 --> 00:16:54,773 It's just... No. Of course... I mean... 351 00:16:54,808 --> 00:16:56,542 Yeah, you're... you're Dr. Grey, 352 00:16:56,576 --> 00:16:58,544 and of course you're terrific. 353 00:16:58,578 --> 00:17:03,282 And that just makes it really hard to keep hating you. 354 00:17:03,316 --> 00:17:04,883 Why would you hate me? 355 00:17:04,918 --> 00:17:07,019 Because you wasted a year of my life. 356 00:17:17,061 --> 00:17:19,031 You're at my house. Wh... Is that normal? 357 00:17:19,065 --> 00:17:20,399 Is that... Is that a thing you do? 358 00:17:20,433 --> 00:17:22,267 No. It's not normal. It's really weird. 359 00:17:22,302 --> 00:17:24,570 I just... I needed to ask you a question. 360 00:17:25,972 --> 00:17:27,773 If it weren't you having surgery, 361 00:17:27,807 --> 00:17:30,242 if it was your daughter's life at stake... 362 00:17:30,276 --> 00:17:33,379 and she was... and she was standing right there, and she needed surgery... 363 00:17:33,413 --> 00:17:35,447 what would you do? 364 00:17:35,482 --> 00:17:37,373 Would you let her have it? 365 00:17:40,687 --> 00:17:42,888 Can I come in? 366 00:17:53,133 --> 00:17:54,299 This is dumb. 367 00:17:54,334 --> 00:17:55,234 So let it be dumb. 368 00:18:24,364 --> 00:18:26,265 She ruined my whole damn life. 369 00:18:26,299 --> 00:18:28,333 I hid Aaron and Amber from her. 370 00:18:30,503 --> 00:18:32,471 Failed Geometry 'cause that was the year 371 00:18:32,505 --> 00:18:34,506 that she decided to get up and walk out of the house 372 00:18:34,541 --> 00:18:35,841 every morning... 373 00:18:35,875 --> 00:18:38,677 no shoes, no money, nothing. 374 00:18:40,480 --> 00:18:42,614 I'd spend all of first period looking for her, 375 00:18:42,649 --> 00:18:45,284 and there's she'd be, just laughing her ass off, 376 00:18:45,318 --> 00:18:47,786 or yelling at nobody on the street corner. 377 00:18:51,491 --> 00:18:53,158 No friends, no girlfriends, 378 00:18:53,193 --> 00:18:54,860 'cause, I mean, who the hell wants to hang out 379 00:18:54,894 --> 00:18:57,696 with the freak with the psycho for a mom? 380 00:18:57,730 --> 00:18:59,965 But it's good that she's better, right? 381 00:18:59,999 --> 00:19:03,168 Yeah, yeah. Sure. It's... It's freaking great. 382 00:19:03,203 --> 00:19:05,571 She's nice. She's... She's calm. 383 00:19:05,605 --> 00:19:07,806 She's... She's working, and she's eating, 384 00:19:07,841 --> 00:19:09,908 and she's looking perfectly normal 385 00:19:09,943 --> 00:19:11,577 in her perfectly normal life! 386 00:19:11,611 --> 00:19:13,512 Okay, if she's good, why are you so angry? 387 00:19:13,546 --> 00:19:15,380 Why the hell now?! 388 00:19:16,749 --> 00:19:18,550 Now?! Why now?! 389 00:19:18,585 --> 00:19:20,319 Now, when... when nobody needs her, 390 00:19:20,353 --> 00:19:22,254 when nobody wants her around, 391 00:19:22,288 --> 00:19:24,356 w-when Aaron and Amber don't need a mother 392 00:19:24,390 --> 00:19:25,607 instead of me raising them?! 393 00:19:25,641 --> 00:19:28,560 Why, when all the freaking damage is done?! 394 00:19:28,595 --> 00:19:32,498 Now she's good? She's fine?! She's okay?! 395 00:19:32,532 --> 00:19:35,267 And I can't even say a damn thing about it. 396 00:19:35,301 --> 00:19:38,871 Because I have been cleaning up her mess my whole damn life. 397 00:19:38,905 --> 00:19:42,541 But never once did I cause it. And I am not about to start now! 398 00:19:44,878 --> 00:19:46,011 You want to take a break? 399 00:19:46,045 --> 00:19:48,914 - No. Load it, please. - Okay. 400 00:19:57,955 --> 00:20:02,625 I just know that if you put me under, I won't come back. 401 00:20:02,660 --> 00:20:05,195 That I'll die. That I'll never see my baby. 402 00:20:05,229 --> 00:20:07,864 That I'll never see Ed. I'll never come back. 403 00:20:10,034 --> 00:20:11,868 I used to roller-skate. 404 00:20:11,902 --> 00:20:13,903 Uh... 405 00:20:13,938 --> 00:20:17,173 M-My family used to move around a lot, which was really scary. 406 00:20:17,208 --> 00:20:19,075 But whenever we'd get somewhere new, 407 00:20:19,110 --> 00:20:20,410 first thing, my dad would... 408 00:20:20,444 --> 00:20:22,412 my dad would take me skating. 409 00:20:22,446 --> 00:20:24,790 And so no matter where I was in the world, 410 00:20:24,825 --> 00:20:26,582 that would stay the same. 411 00:20:26,616 --> 00:20:27,984 And I... I felt safe. 412 00:20:29,453 --> 00:20:33,022 I did it in college, um, and I did it in med school, 413 00:20:33,057 --> 00:20:35,191 and then I did it when I first got my job here. 414 00:20:35,225 --> 00:20:36,192 Um, I worked with kids, 415 00:20:36,226 --> 00:20:39,695 and so it kind of made them feel safe, too. 416 00:20:39,730 --> 00:20:42,224 And then I was in an accident. 417 00:20:42,900 --> 00:20:44,810 And they told me that... 418 00:20:45,369 --> 00:20:47,370 that I may lose my leg. 419 00:20:47,404 --> 00:20:49,839 And all I could think about was... 420 00:20:49,873 --> 00:20:51,741 I'll never be able to skate again. 421 00:20:53,444 --> 00:20:55,211 And a lot of my life would change, 422 00:20:55,245 --> 00:20:59,158 but that seemingly tiny thing felt like... 423 00:21:00,084 --> 00:21:03,252 I felt like my whole life was being taken away from me. 424 00:21:03,287 --> 00:21:06,322 And that all the stuff that my dad had given me, 425 00:21:06,356 --> 00:21:07,990 you know, all the magic and all the safety, 426 00:21:08,025 --> 00:21:09,996 was just gonna be gone. 427 00:21:10,030 --> 00:21:14,363 And so I made my wife promise me 428 00:21:14,398 --> 00:21:16,065 that she would not let them take my leg. 429 00:21:16,100 --> 00:21:18,701 No... matter... what. 430 00:21:21,038 --> 00:21:23,739 But then it came down to my life or my leg. 431 00:21:23,774 --> 00:21:28,144 And they needed her consent to amputate. 432 00:21:29,580 --> 00:21:34,450 I am so lucky... 433 00:21:34,485 --> 00:21:37,920 that she and my doctors could clearly see what I couldn't. 434 00:21:37,955 --> 00:21:39,388 And you know what? 435 00:21:39,423 --> 00:21:41,784 I skated again. 436 00:21:42,392 --> 00:21:46,028 And my worst fear was wrong. 437 00:21:46,063 --> 00:21:47,964 And the only thing I really lost was my leg. 438 00:21:47,998 --> 00:21:50,133 And I would've died if I'd have kept it. 439 00:21:50,167 --> 00:21:53,603 And I have so much joy in my life right now. 440 00:21:53,637 --> 00:21:55,304 More than I could possibly imagine. 441 00:21:55,339 --> 00:21:57,140 I have a... I have a healthy daughter, 442 00:21:57,174 --> 00:21:59,408 and I have work that I love, and I'm okay. 443 00:21:59,443 --> 00:22:02,445 I'm... I'm great. 444 00:22:02,479 --> 00:22:03,880 And I want that for you. 445 00:22:03,914 --> 00:22:05,615 I want that for your life, too. 446 00:22:05,649 --> 00:22:07,383 I just... I... 447 00:22:07,417 --> 00:22:08,718 I'll die. 448 00:22:08,752 --> 00:22:10,253 No. 449 00:22:12,422 --> 00:22:14,108 Your dad died. 450 00:22:14,625 --> 00:22:16,459 And it was unfair. It was terrible. 451 00:22:16,493 --> 00:22:18,327 And it still scares you. 452 00:22:18,362 --> 00:22:20,329 But you're a mom now. You're her mom. 453 00:22:20,364 --> 00:22:23,833 And you need to do what's best for her. 454 00:22:31,708 --> 00:22:34,076 - Hey. - Hey. 455 00:22:34,111 --> 00:22:35,444 Everything okay? 456 00:22:35,479 --> 00:22:38,481 A surgery I was excited about got canceled. 457 00:22:38,515 --> 00:22:39,982 What about you? 458 00:22:40,017 --> 00:22:42,518 Oh, I spent all day cutting checks. 459 00:22:42,553 --> 00:22:44,420 Paid $38 million before lunch. 460 00:22:44,454 --> 00:22:46,856 I took a break to read a hard-hitting op-ed titled 461 00:22:46,890 --> 00:22:49,959 How Much Did Grandbaby Avery Know?" 462 00:22:49,993 --> 00:22:52,361 - Yeah. - Good stuff. 463 00:22:52,396 --> 00:22:53,763 Well, it's easy, and it's lazy 464 00:22:53,797 --> 00:22:55,765 to sit outside a complicated situation 465 00:22:55,799 --> 00:22:57,860 and attack the people involved. 466 00:22:58,569 --> 00:22:59,940 But you know what's sexy? 467 00:22:59,975 --> 00:23:01,074 What's that? 468 00:23:01,109 --> 00:23:03,472 The way you just keep doing you. 469 00:23:03,507 --> 00:23:04,974 - Is that right? - Mm-hmm. 470 00:23:05,008 --> 00:23:07,710 You want to go find someplace private? 471 00:23:07,744 --> 00:23:09,145 Yep. 472 00:23:09,179 --> 00:23:11,113 - Take your mind off money? - Mm-hmm. 473 00:23:11,148 --> 00:23:13,516 You know, if we keep doing this every time I write big checks, 474 00:23:13,550 --> 00:23:16,152 then we're not gonna get much work done. 475 00:23:16,186 --> 00:23:17,987 I'm okay with that. 476 00:23:21,525 --> 00:23:23,392 Hey, Betty? 477 00:23:23,761 --> 00:23:26,128 Sounds like it's quieted down in there. 478 00:23:26,163 --> 00:23:27,296 I know you hate my guts right now. 479 00:23:27,331 --> 00:23:30,433 But will you let me change your fluids? It'll really help. 480 00:23:31,768 --> 00:23:33,469 Come on, Betty. We'll play a game. 481 00:23:33,503 --> 00:23:37,440 I will just sit there, and you can mean-girl me until I cry. 482 00:23:39,243 --> 00:23:41,811 Betty? You okay? 483 00:23:43,614 --> 00:23:46,515 Betty?! Betty! 484 00:23:56,727 --> 00:23:59,428 So, I went to my team, and I said, 485 00:23:59,463 --> 00:24:01,430 "I have good news and bad news. 486 00:24:01,465 --> 00:24:03,065 The good news... 487 00:24:03,100 --> 00:24:05,568 the abdominal-wall transplant definitely works. 488 00:24:05,602 --> 00:24:06,669 Bad news? 489 00:24:06,703 --> 00:24:08,671 We can all go home. Meredith Grey just pulled it off." 490 00:24:08,705 --> 00:24:11,607 I fail to see how that warrants hatred. 491 00:24:11,642 --> 00:24:13,109 I had no idea. 492 00:24:13,143 --> 00:24:14,110 And I'm sure your work 493 00:24:14,144 --> 00:24:16,279 will help perfect the process in the future. 494 00:24:16,313 --> 00:24:17,680 You ever hear of Pete Conrad? 495 00:24:17,714 --> 00:24:18,681 No. Is he a surgeon? 496 00:24:18,715 --> 00:24:20,449 - Astronaut. - Oh. 497 00:24:20,484 --> 00:24:23,119 First guy to walk on the Moon during the second Moon landing. 498 00:24:23,153 --> 00:24:25,955 And one of only 12 people in history to do that. 499 00:24:25,989 --> 00:24:28,557 And no one cares. Because he wasn't first. 500 00:24:28,592 --> 00:24:29,788 You looking for an apology? 501 00:24:29,822 --> 00:24:31,260 You're barking up the wrong tree, 502 00:24:31,295 --> 00:24:33,596 because I won fair and square. 503 00:24:33,630 --> 00:24:34,897 That's just another reason I hate you. 504 00:24:34,931 --> 00:24:36,499 Get in line. 505 00:24:37,601 --> 00:24:39,135 Beat someone else to the punch? 506 00:24:39,169 --> 00:24:40,536 Uh... 507 00:24:40,570 --> 00:24:42,438 Someone tried to steal mini-livers. 508 00:24:42,472 --> 00:24:44,540 A friend. Or so I thought. 509 00:24:44,574 --> 00:24:47,476 Literally to my face said she was going to steal it 510 00:24:47,511 --> 00:24:48,778 and beat me to market. 511 00:24:48,812 --> 00:24:50,146 Sounds like there's a story there. 512 00:24:50,180 --> 00:24:51,414 There is. 513 00:24:53,150 --> 00:24:55,584 So... got any... Got any pets? 514 00:24:57,789 --> 00:25:00,456 That doesn't make sense. She texted me she was coming here. 515 00:25:00,490 --> 00:25:02,458 So if she's not here, she's not okay! 516 00:25:02,492 --> 00:25:04,226 I'm sorry, but we haven't seen Teresa 517 00:25:04,261 --> 00:25:05,594 since you left this morning. 518 00:25:05,629 --> 00:25:07,229 She's here. 519 00:25:07,264 --> 00:25:11,067 Babe, what happened, what are you... 520 00:25:12,825 --> 00:25:14,603 We had... It's okay. 521 00:25:14,638 --> 00:25:16,906 We had a little trouble getting out of the car. 522 00:25:16,940 --> 00:25:20,343 And then we had a little trouble getting in the door. 523 00:25:20,377 --> 00:25:24,680 But we're here. So those are some little victories. 524 00:25:24,715 --> 00:25:27,583 - Mm-hmm. - We're gonna keep going, okay? 525 00:25:27,617 --> 00:25:29,685 We're just gonna keep going. 526 00:25:41,298 --> 00:25:43,332 Sorry me and my family is so depressing. 527 00:25:43,367 --> 00:25:44,867 Shut up. 528 00:25:44,901 --> 00:25:48,537 She had one really good year when I was a kid. 529 00:25:48,572 --> 00:25:49,826 She worked at that library, 530 00:25:49,860 --> 00:25:52,274 and I would hang out with her there. 531 00:25:52,309 --> 00:25:53,943 We'd play hide-and-seek in the stacks. 532 00:25:55,579 --> 00:25:59,482 My whole life, all I ever wanted was a mom who wasn't sick. 533 00:25:59,516 --> 00:26:03,719 I didn't care about toys or sports 534 00:26:03,754 --> 00:26:05,839 or any of that crap. 535 00:26:07,491 --> 00:26:09,510 I just wanted a mom who was okay. 536 00:26:10,894 --> 00:26:12,304 And she is. 537 00:26:12,863 --> 00:26:14,697 She finally is. 538 00:26:17,334 --> 00:26:18,968 And she doesn't want me there. 539 00:26:21,671 --> 00:26:24,240 You may never hear what you want to hear from your mom. 540 00:26:24,274 --> 00:26:26,308 You may never get an acknowledgment. 541 00:26:26,343 --> 00:26:28,344 You may never get an apology. 542 00:26:28,378 --> 00:26:30,146 But you have a shot at having a mom. 543 00:26:30,180 --> 00:26:32,548 And that... Alex, that's... 544 00:26:32,582 --> 00:26:34,910 That's something that's real. 545 00:26:39,623 --> 00:26:41,590 Okay, it's just sleep. It's not dying. 546 00:26:41,625 --> 00:26:43,592 You're gonna go to sleep, and then you're gonna wake up. 547 00:26:43,627 --> 00:26:44,760 And you'll be okay. 548 00:26:44,795 --> 00:26:46,729 You promise? 549 00:26:48,532 --> 00:26:49,932 I promise. 550 00:26:50,384 --> 00:26:52,034 Easy for you to say. 551 00:26:52,636 --> 00:26:55,704 If you're wrong, you're off the hook, 'cause I'll be dead. 552 00:26:55,739 --> 00:26:58,674 I promise. 553 00:27:06,221 --> 00:27:07,755 Don't be nervous, Dr. Schmitt. 554 00:27:07,790 --> 00:27:10,604 I'll be talking with all of your colleagues. 555 00:27:10,629 --> 00:27:11,996 And for the moment, 556 00:27:12,031 --> 00:27:13,865 these conversations are off the record. 557 00:27:13,899 --> 00:27:15,867 - Okay. - Okay? 558 00:27:15,901 --> 00:27:20,038 So, how would you describe your experience 559 00:27:20,072 --> 00:27:21,973 working with Dr. Vikram Roy? 560 00:27:22,007 --> 00:27:24,509 Especially any mistakes 561 00:27:24,543 --> 00:27:27,812 or... gross incompetence 562 00:27:27,847 --> 00:27:29,547 you may have witnessed. 563 00:27:29,582 --> 00:27:30,932 If you're asking 564 00:27:30,966 --> 00:27:33,551 if I think you made the wrong decision firing him, 565 00:27:33,586 --> 00:27:35,120 I don't. 566 00:27:35,154 --> 00:27:36,955 It was the right call. 567 00:27:36,989 --> 00:27:39,958 If the Chief of Surgery can admit to being high, 568 00:27:39,992 --> 00:27:41,059 so should an intern. 569 00:27:41,093 --> 00:27:43,161 And I watched you. 570 00:27:43,195 --> 00:27:45,230 I watched you stare into the abyss 571 00:27:45,264 --> 00:27:47,031 of a patient you'd opened up, 572 00:27:47,066 --> 00:27:50,668 higher than a kite, for what felt like an eternity. 573 00:27:50,703 --> 00:27:52,337 But you made the right call. 574 00:27:52,371 --> 00:27:56,341 That is leadership, on drugs or not. 575 00:27:57,075 --> 00:27:58,610 "Your Honor." 576 00:28:01,580 --> 00:28:02,981 Hey. Got your page. What's up? 577 00:28:03,015 --> 00:28:04,249 Hey. 578 00:28:04,283 --> 00:28:09,587 Uh, well, this was what I was able to set aside for Harriet. 579 00:28:09,622 --> 00:28:12,223 Everything I have might be up for grabs, 580 00:28:12,258 --> 00:28:13,825 but they can't touch this. 581 00:28:13,859 --> 00:28:15,093 Thank you. 582 00:28:15,127 --> 00:28:17,028 Yeah, she's gonna be okay. 583 00:28:17,062 --> 00:28:19,164 Everything else is fair game? Really? 584 00:28:19,198 --> 00:28:22,033 Well, the foundation has to keep the hospitals afloat, 585 00:28:22,067 --> 00:28:25,036 so I have decided to pay all the personal settlements myself. 586 00:28:25,604 --> 00:28:28,039 People must really appreciate that. 587 00:28:28,073 --> 00:28:30,175 It's mixed. 588 00:28:30,209 --> 00:28:33,411 You know, a lot of folks want jobs, others want lost wages. 589 00:28:33,446 --> 00:28:35,046 Of course, there's a few lawyers out for blood. 590 00:28:35,080 --> 00:28:39,050 But, I mean, it's really hard to quantify loss like this. 591 00:28:39,084 --> 00:28:40,660 This means a lot. 592 00:28:41,086 --> 00:28:42,720 And it will to her one day, too. 593 00:28:47,326 --> 00:28:48,497 So, you know, there's this 594 00:28:48,522 --> 00:28:50,028 - story in the Bible. - Oh, yeah? 595 00:28:50,062 --> 00:28:52,063 Yeah, hear me out. Hear me out. You're gonna like this one. 596 00:28:52,097 --> 00:28:55,033 About this rich young ruler who wants to follow Jesus. 597 00:28:55,067 --> 00:28:58,470 And Jesus tells him to sell all of his belongings 598 00:28:58,504 --> 00:29:00,271 and give the money to the poor. 599 00:29:00,306 --> 00:29:04,442 So for what it's worth, you are on a really good path. 600 00:29:06,812 --> 00:29:09,113 Your buddy Jesus interested in buying a yacht? 601 00:29:12,651 --> 00:29:14,252 So my mother had a choice to make... 602 00:29:14,286 --> 00:29:16,221 follow the medicine, or her friend. 603 00:29:16,255 --> 00:29:18,823 - Tough choice. - It isn't, though. 604 00:29:18,858 --> 00:29:21,292 You follow your friend. Period. 605 00:29:21,327 --> 00:29:22,894 And my mother didn't. 606 00:29:22,928 --> 00:29:24,929 And Marie got the short end of the stick. 607 00:29:24,964 --> 00:29:27,632 So in her mind, it's okay to stab me in the back. 608 00:29:27,666 --> 00:29:29,067 But it's totally not. 609 00:29:29,101 --> 00:29:31,135 It's totally not. And I can't even look at her. 610 00:29:31,170 --> 00:29:33,104 But you still feel for her. 611 00:29:33,138 --> 00:29:35,273 Which pisses me off even more. 612 00:29:35,307 --> 00:29:39,110 Because I won fair and square. And screw her. 613 00:29:40,813 --> 00:29:44,282 But something terrible happened to her. 614 00:29:44,316 --> 00:29:46,284 But that doesn't justify what she did. 615 00:29:47,102 --> 00:29:50,688 I saw your mom speak once, on the Grey Method, ages ago. 616 00:29:50,723 --> 00:29:53,658 Most inspiring presentation of my career. 617 00:29:53,692 --> 00:29:56,261 It made me switch from plastics to general. 618 00:29:56,295 --> 00:29:58,129 Really? 619 00:29:58,163 --> 00:29:59,497 See? That's the thing. 620 00:29:59,532 --> 00:30:01,699 I mean, she was hell to live with, 621 00:30:01,734 --> 00:30:06,771 but she really did inspire so many people... 622 00:30:06,805 --> 00:30:10,083 and inspired a whole generation of female surgeons. 623 00:30:11,176 --> 00:30:12,977 That's... That's the dream. 624 00:30:15,080 --> 00:30:16,681 That's the dream. 625 00:30:16,715 --> 00:30:18,182 That's why we do what we do, right? 626 00:30:18,217 --> 00:30:21,185 I mean, everybody wants their place in history. 627 00:30:21,220 --> 00:30:25,189 Nobody wants to be the astronaut that no one remembers. 628 00:30:25,224 --> 00:30:27,892 - Are you trying to rub it in? - Sorry. No, no, no. 629 00:30:27,927 --> 00:30:31,029 But that's what she took from Cerone. 630 00:30:31,438 --> 00:30:33,231 She stole the dream. 631 00:30:33,265 --> 00:30:35,166 And that's why Cerone feels 632 00:30:35,200 --> 00:30:37,201 that she deserves that place in history. 633 00:30:37,236 --> 00:30:38,670 Because she does. 634 00:32:12,264 --> 00:32:15,533 Alex, please. This is for the best. 635 00:32:17,836 --> 00:32:19,671 Look. I don't want to mess with your routine. 636 00:32:19,705 --> 00:32:21,939 I, uh... I just needed to say a couple things. 637 00:32:25,611 --> 00:32:27,779 I want a library card. 638 00:32:27,813 --> 00:32:29,781 - What? - I mean, it's... 639 00:32:30,682 --> 00:32:33,418 You have to be here for your job. That's part of it, right? 640 00:32:44,396 --> 00:32:48,299 I'm so happy for you. And proud. 641 00:32:48,333 --> 00:32:51,536 And, uh, seeing you here doing so well, it... 642 00:32:52,204 --> 00:32:53,671 it was a lot. 643 00:32:54,122 --> 00:32:56,307 And I got mad. And... 644 00:32:56,341 --> 00:32:58,476 And I know it was a lot for you, too. 645 00:32:58,510 --> 00:33:00,420 So much more. 646 00:33:03,215 --> 00:33:04,382 And I know... 647 00:33:07,052 --> 00:33:10,955 I know that I haven't stayed in touch. 648 00:33:11,473 --> 00:33:13,600 But I always thought about you. 649 00:33:14,426 --> 00:33:16,794 And I'm... 650 00:33:16,829 --> 00:33:18,480 I'm so happy. 651 00:33:19,832 --> 00:33:22,133 I'm really happy for you. 652 00:33:26,538 --> 00:33:28,406 Um... 653 00:33:29,942 --> 00:33:31,375 Uh, I'm gonna go. 654 00:33:31,410 --> 00:33:33,344 You want to do the stamp? 655 00:33:33,378 --> 00:33:34,912 - Huh? - The due-date stamp. 656 00:33:34,947 --> 00:33:37,248 I always change it at the end of the night for tomorrow. 657 00:33:37,282 --> 00:33:39,684 And when you were a little boy, 658 00:33:39,718 --> 00:33:42,053 you used to love to do that for me. 659 00:33:45,791 --> 00:33:47,492 It's silly. Never mind. 660 00:33:47,526 --> 00:33:49,952 No, no. No, no, no. 661 00:33:49,987 --> 00:33:51,195 That'd be cool. 662 00:33:51,230 --> 00:33:52,930 - Yeah? - Yeah. 663 00:33:57,102 --> 00:34:00,104 These things are archaic now. 664 00:34:06,684 --> 00:34:07,784 Online, in-store or in print! 665 00:34:15,193 --> 00:34:16,793 Thank you all for coming. 666 00:34:19,664 --> 00:34:24,735 Before I get started, I have a statement I'd like to make. 667 00:34:24,769 --> 00:34:26,636 My mother, Ellis Grey, 668 00:34:26,671 --> 00:34:29,373 did not come up with the Grey Method on her own. 669 00:34:31,576 --> 00:34:36,046 She did it with the help of and alongside Dr. Marie Cerone. 670 00:34:36,080 --> 00:34:39,312 Due to the reprehensible behavior of Harper Avery, 671 00:34:39,347 --> 00:34:40,917 Marie Cerone was blacklisted. 672 00:34:40,952 --> 00:34:43,687 And my mother made the regrettable decision 673 00:34:43,721 --> 00:34:46,590 to publish the work as her own. 674 00:34:46,624 --> 00:34:48,725 I'd like to think that was a result 675 00:34:48,760 --> 00:34:50,560 of the time or the workplace culture, 676 00:34:50,595 --> 00:34:52,763 but that I can't know. 677 00:34:53,199 --> 00:34:55,432 What I can do... 678 00:34:55,910 --> 00:34:57,801 is correct that error. 679 00:34:59,404 --> 00:35:00,970 So from this day forward, 680 00:35:01,004 --> 00:35:04,708 I would like the method known as the Grey Method 681 00:35:04,742 --> 00:35:07,744 to be known as the Grey-Cerone Method. 682 00:35:20,625 --> 00:35:23,126 And now on to business... 683 00:35:24,762 --> 00:35:26,797 The Formation of New Liver Tissue 684 00:35:26,831 --> 00:35:30,567 with Intraperitoneal Hepatocyte Injection. 685 00:35:30,601 --> 00:35:33,069 Dr. Wilson and I are faced with a problem... 686 00:35:33,104 --> 00:35:35,238 And she's okay? My baby's okay? 687 00:35:35,273 --> 00:35:37,774 Oh, yeah. Yeah. I got a good look at her. 688 00:35:37,809 --> 00:35:41,044 She's better than fine. She's got two super-strong legs. 689 00:35:41,078 --> 00:35:42,813 And a-a great head of hair. 690 00:35:42,847 --> 00:35:45,615 And a closed spine. We like that, too. 691 00:35:45,650 --> 00:35:47,417 I can't believe I put you all through that. 692 00:35:47,452 --> 00:35:49,719 I was so scared... for nothing. 693 00:35:49,754 --> 00:35:53,557 Hey. Would you stop it? You saved our little girl, babe. 694 00:35:53,591 --> 00:35:55,158 You're my hero. 695 00:35:56,054 --> 00:35:57,928 He's right. You did. 696 00:35:57,962 --> 00:35:59,563 You did it. 697 00:35:59,597 --> 00:36:01,465 You did everything that you could for her. 698 00:36:02,018 --> 00:36:03,733 I'm a mom. 699 00:36:03,768 --> 00:36:05,669 You are a mom. 700 00:36:10,808 --> 00:36:15,679 Dr. Roy, on behalf of Grey Sloan Memorial Hospital, 701 00:36:15,713 --> 00:36:19,583 I would like to tell you that I am s... 702 00:36:19,617 --> 00:36:20,954 I... 703 00:36:21,886 --> 00:36:23,286 I... 704 00:36:27,627 --> 00:36:30,594 Um, I think what Chief Bailey is trying to say 705 00:36:30,628 --> 00:36:31,795 is that she would like... 706 00:36:31,829 --> 00:36:35,332 I would like to tell you... 707 00:36:35,366 --> 00:36:38,768 that you are lucky. 708 00:36:38,803 --> 00:36:44,608 Lucky to learn from good doctors who have given everything 709 00:36:44,642 --> 00:36:49,012 in the face of obstacles you cannot begin to imagine. 710 00:36:49,046 --> 00:36:54,217 People that fought and bled to pave a way. 711 00:36:54,252 --> 00:36:56,364 Doctors like me. 712 00:36:57,355 --> 00:36:59,856 And I have made mistakes, 713 00:36:59,891 --> 00:37:01,791 but firing you was not one of them. 714 00:37:01,826 --> 00:37:04,205 You got what you deserve. 715 00:37:05,196 --> 00:37:07,531 That said... 716 00:37:07,565 --> 00:37:11,067 I am willing to have you back 717 00:37:11,102 --> 00:37:14,704 for a one-year probationary period, 718 00:37:14,739 --> 00:37:18,642 during which time I will watch you like a hawk. 719 00:37:18,676 --> 00:37:21,077 I've spent the better part of a year 720 00:37:21,112 --> 00:37:24,881 researching the best way to get up in someone's butt, 721 00:37:25,602 --> 00:37:28,718 so expect to find me up yours. 722 00:37:28,753 --> 00:37:32,923 And if... if you don't screw it up, 723 00:37:32,957 --> 00:37:36,860 I will shape you into an amazing surgeon. 724 00:37:42,700 --> 00:37:44,537 I accept your apology. 725 00:37:46,938 --> 00:37:49,506 Fixing your mental health isn't like surgery. 726 00:37:49,540 --> 00:37:50,674 Write that up. 727 00:37:50,708 --> 00:37:53,443 We can't just run the bloodwork and check the vitals. 728 00:37:53,477 --> 00:37:55,879 A doctor got her high for the first time. 729 00:37:55,913 --> 00:37:58,014 It wasn't a dealer. 730 00:37:58,049 --> 00:37:59,583 It wasn't some random pusher from the street. 731 00:37:59,617 --> 00:38:02,847 It was a surgeon. Like me. 732 00:38:03,588 --> 00:38:05,855 And I took an oath to do no harm. 733 00:38:05,890 --> 00:38:08,758 And I just feel like there's this epidemic going on out there. 734 00:38:08,793 --> 00:38:09,926 There are these kids... 735 00:38:09,961 --> 00:38:13,797 They're good kids with ruined lives and ruined families. 736 00:38:13,831 --> 00:38:14,831 And it's all because 737 00:38:14,865 --> 00:38:17,968 somebody like me who didn't know any better... 738 00:38:18,002 --> 00:38:22,639 somebody like me who doesn't understand addiction... 739 00:38:22,673 --> 00:38:27,143 wrote a prescription in an attempt to help. 740 00:38:27,178 --> 00:38:28,612 And the hilarious part is 741 00:38:28,646 --> 00:38:33,149 I'm so angry about it all that I am craving drugs! 742 00:38:33,184 --> 00:38:36,360 With mental health, progress is way harder to measure. 743 00:38:36,395 --> 00:38:38,254 I just hope she comes back. 744 00:38:38,289 --> 00:38:41,992 And if something's wrong, we have to take action. 745 00:38:42,026 --> 00:38:44,294 You know you're the first girl I've introduced to my mom in 20 years? 746 00:38:44,328 --> 00:38:46,229 Seriously? I'm really, really nervous. 747 00:38:46,263 --> 00:38:47,597 Why would you say that? 748 00:38:47,632 --> 00:38:49,099 Oh, come on. She's gonna love you. 749 00:38:49,133 --> 00:38:53,503 Oh. Hey. Uh, Mom, this is my fiancée, Jo. 750 00:38:53,537 --> 00:38:57,007 Ohh. Lovely to meet you. 751 00:38:57,041 --> 00:38:59,609 You too, Ms. Karev. 752 00:39:04,348 --> 00:39:06,016 Uh, we're getting married soon, 753 00:39:06,050 --> 00:39:08,752 and we would love for you to come to the wedding. 754 00:39:09,372 --> 00:39:11,488 Wow. Nothing would make me happier. 755 00:39:14,058 --> 00:39:18,828 But, uh, travel's tough for me to manage with my routine. 756 00:39:18,863 --> 00:39:20,697 We totally get it. 757 00:39:20,731 --> 00:39:22,927 There's a lot of uncertainty. 758 00:39:23,701 --> 00:39:25,638 There's a lot of fear. 759 00:39:27,538 --> 00:39:29,839 And what might be easy for one person... 760 00:39:29,874 --> 00:39:31,374 for someone else might take 761 00:39:31,409 --> 00:39:33,610 inner strength you can't even imagine. 762 00:39:33,644 --> 00:39:35,812 That's my ride. 763 00:39:35,846 --> 00:39:37,347 Right on time. 764 00:39:37,381 --> 00:39:39,983 Yeah. We got a plane to catch. 765 00:39:41,519 --> 00:39:43,720 My sweetest boy. 766 00:39:45,990 --> 00:39:47,991 My truest love. 767 00:39:51,362 --> 00:39:53,296 But we have to try. 768 00:40:07,244 --> 00:40:09,546 Mer Mer. 769 00:40:11,515 --> 00:40:13,917 Thank you so much. 770 00:40:13,951 --> 00:40:15,218 Can we talk? 771 00:40:15,252 --> 00:40:18,021 Marie, I think I've said all there is to say. 772 00:40:20,925 --> 00:40:22,992 We have to stand up to our demons. 773 00:40:24,895 --> 00:40:26,696 We have to face reality whenever possible 774 00:40:26,731 --> 00:40:28,832 and ask for help when we can't. 775 00:40:28,866 --> 00:40:30,500 I know that you don't agree with me. 776 00:40:30,534 --> 00:40:33,036 I know... I know that you think that I coddle her, 777 00:40:33,070 --> 00:40:34,187 but I'm her mother. 778 00:40:34,221 --> 00:40:35,939 And I have to do what's best for her if I can, 779 00:40:35,973 --> 00:40:37,173 and in this case, I can. 780 00:40:37,208 --> 00:40:38,908 Okay, then, why defend yourself to me 781 00:40:38,943 --> 00:40:40,710 if you don't even care what I think? 782 00:40:49,754 --> 00:40:53,857 I just wish that what's best for her 783 00:40:53,891 --> 00:40:56,559 wasn't what's worst for me. 784 00:41:35,833 --> 00:41:37,333 Callie, hey. 785 00:41:37,368 --> 00:41:41,137 Um, so, I was... I was thinking. 786 00:41:41,172 --> 00:41:44,607 Um, and I think... I think that... 787 00:41:44,642 --> 00:41:47,343 I think that Sofia should move back to New York with you. 788 00:41:47,378 --> 00:41:50,613 And when we do that, healing is possible. 789 00:41:50,648 --> 00:41:52,816 Mm-hmm. Yeah. 790 00:41:57,454 --> 00:42:00,096 And I think I need to move back with her. 791 00:42:03,751 --> 00:42:11,753 Synced & corrected by -robtor- www.addic7ed.com 792 00:42:13,304 --> 00:42:14,370 1 second can ruin my dish 793 00:42:15,639 --> 00:42:18,875 You must master them or you won't survive 794 00:42:18,976 --> 00:42:20,543 One slip, and you're out.