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They say life doesn't
give you second chances.

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But we do.

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Surgeons do.

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- Hey. E.R.?
- Yep.

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Uh, so, sorry about last night.

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Don't worry about it. You're mad.

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We just... we really lost track of time...

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I'm not. It's fine.

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- Forget it.
- Oh.

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You break a bone, we put it back together.

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- You bleed, we make it stop.
- Well?

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You flatline, we resuscitate you.

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What did you decide?

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I didn't! I was up all night.

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Then you had ample time.

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You can't drop a bomb
like "I have a brain tumor"

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and expect me to decide anything.

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I need to know more.

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You don't need to know anything
that you don't already know.

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Okay, great. Why the pills?

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I'm getting a migraine.

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You're not helping.

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This... this is what I mean.

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Is it a migraine or is it the tumor?

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What kind of tumor is
it? What does it mean?

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A-are you... are you gonna
get tremors during surgery?

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You're talking me through a procedure

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and you slur your speech?

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I need to know more!

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You don't get to.

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Of course I'm not gonna do anything

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to endanger my patients.

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I am handling my situation responsibly,

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but it is my situation, and
you are not entitled to it.

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You are entitled to my knowledge...

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to my years of discoveries
and mistakes and dead ends

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and blood and sweat and innovations

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that you don't have to go through.

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That's the deal.

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The chance to take my
work into your future.

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Just you.

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So...

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Could you please make up your mind?

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But as much as we give
people second chances,

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surgeons don't usually get them.

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Surgeries are canceled.

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Round on my service. I have an appointment.

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And don't ask what it is,

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'cause, of course, I'm not gonna tell you.

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Because the kind of mistakes we make

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are sometimes impossible to recover from.

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What's wrong with you?

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Uh...  I was... I was up all night.

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Me too.

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Ah, Sofia's been acting out,

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asking questions about me and Arizona,

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and I don't know what to tell her

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or how to tell her, so
I'm just not sleeping.

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I'm miserable. Why didn't you sleep?

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Oh, you don't want to know.

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What's going on?

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Derek and I were up having sex all night.

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Yeah, I kind of didn't want to hear that.

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69-year-old male,

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jumped two stories from a burning building.

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Shocky, B.P.'s 95 over 60
with a rate in the 120s.

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G.C.S. 14 in the field.

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Hattie...

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Why am I looking at two
patients on one gurney?

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- She's dead.
- What?

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Hattie... we couldn't find a pulse.

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And we tried to pull her off,

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but the husband just held on.

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He was agitated. He wouldn't let her go.

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So we had to stop

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'cause we were afraid
we were gonna hurt him.

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What've we got... oh, wow.

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Hattie... witnesses
said he carried his wife

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out the window and
jumped to escape the fire.

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We think he was trying to break her fall.

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Let's get them into trauma one.

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Amy, where do you need me?

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You got the head lac in bed 3, right?

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Yeah, that's nothing.
I can jump in on this.

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I don't need you.

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Is that good management,

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you leaving your star player on the bench?

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You won't be for long.

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People are always hitting
their heads on something.

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His skin is mottled and cyanotic.

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We have to get her off of him.

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Sir, you have to let her go.

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No.

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- We have to move her to help you.
- No, no.

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- Sir, what is your name?
- Norris.

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- I-is she...?
- Norris...

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You don't have to worry
about that right now, Sir.

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No, he does, actually. Of course he does.

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- Norris, what is your wife's name?
- Is she...?

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Harriet.

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Hattie.

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Norris.

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Norris, it's time to let
Hattie go. She's gone.

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Gone? What do you mean gone?

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Norris, she died.

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No. No.

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She's gone. I'm sorry.

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Hattie, no...

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You did everything you could.

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No! No...

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You helped her through the hardest part.

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You held her, you protected her,

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and she died in your arms.

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And I'm sure she couldn't
think of a better way to go.

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She's no longer in any
pain, Norris, but you are,

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and she wouldn't want you to be.

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You have to let her go now
so we can help you, okay?

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She's mine. I can't.

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Norris. Norris, I'm so sorry.

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It's time.

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Okay.

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On 3...

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1...2... 3.

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Let's go. Come on.

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- I'll go pronounce.
- Hattie...

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Hattie...

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Honey... Honey...

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Airway's intact, but there's a little soot.

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Hypotensive and a rigid abdomen.

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Pupils are equal and reactive bilaterally.

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Right lower leg is tense and swollen.

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I'm gonna measure compartment pressures.

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- Quiet.
- Breath sound is decreased on the left.

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Add right tib/fib to the trauma films.

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Quiet!

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I got a pulse.

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Barely palpable, but it's there.

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Trauma two!

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Pierce, Shepherd, you're with me.

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She's alive?

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She is.

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You'll take care of her?

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I will.

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I'll take real good care of her. I promise.

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Where's Dr. Herman?

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Did you call my mom?

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You said to wait until there's
something to be worried about.

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Well, now I'm worried.

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Why isn't she moving?

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Emily, Corey, I'm concerned

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that the baby might be
bleeding into the tumor itself,

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and it's causing her to be anemic.

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- Oh, my God.
- Will she be all right?

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Where's Dr. Herman?

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She had an, um... an
appointment with another patient.

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Well, she can do something, right?

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She said she'd do everything
to get the baby to term.

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That was the whole point
of planning fetal surgery.

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And that's still... that's still the point.

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Dr. Herman will likely perform
an intrauterine transfusion.

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I will apprise her, and we'll come back

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and talk to you about how to move forward.

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Sit tight, okay? Okay.

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Where is Dr. Herman?

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No idea, but she better pick up,

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because Emily Jensen's baby's gonna die.

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Good tube placement.

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Yeah, the hemopneumothorax is bigger.

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Edwards, prep for a chest tube.

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Before you do that, Edwards,
can you check with C.T. again

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and see when they can take us?

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But she's bleeding into her lung.

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I know, but I felt a depressed
temporal bone fracture,

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and she has spinal fluid
coming out of her ear.

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I need a C.T. to confirm.

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I'm on my way up to radiology.

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Is anyone free to update the family?

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Mm-hmm.

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Sarah?

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- What are you doing here?
- Amelia.

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You're... a doctor?

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I am, yeah.

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My parents, they were in a fire.

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Oh, God.

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Okay. Um...

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This is what we know so far.

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Your father has some internal injuries

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and a leg fracture.

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Your mom has some bleeding into her lung

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and a cranial fracture.

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As her neurosurgeon, I'm
gonna need to do surgery to...

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Wait.

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You... Want to do surgery on my mom?

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No. No.

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I'm sorry, but no. No. I-I...

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Excuse me. I need a different doctor.

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Sarah...

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She... she cannot touch my mother.

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It's not just...

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I need a different doctor right now.

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Okay. Calm down. Let's just...

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No! I want another doctor!

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What's the problem here?

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She cannot touch my
mother. She's a drug addict.

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I can't have her operate on my parents.

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Hold it. Dr. Shepherd is our...

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Is a junkie.

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I met her in narcotics anonymous.

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She's hooked on oxy.

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She overdosed with her boyfriend

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and woke up with him dead in bed with her.

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I want another doctor.

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- Now!
- Come with me. Just come with me, please.

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- No! I'm... no, no!
- This way, please.

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You keep her away from them!

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Hunt, don't worry. I've got this.

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Keep her away from them!

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Follow me, ma'am. Calm down and follow me.

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- Synced and corrected by martythecrazy -
- www.addic7ed.com -

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What was that?

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You just took Amelia's surgery?

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What was I supposed to do?

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Take her side.

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She was being attacked.

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The woman had it out for her, Meredith.

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If anything goes wrong,
she'll go blaming her

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because she was an addict.

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You're gonna go talk to Owen,
right, and clear this up?

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Yes, I will.

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I paged you three times.

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Yeah, keep your pants on.

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I'm consulting on three babies here...

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I have a mom whose fetus
is bleeding into her S.C.T.

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She needs an intrauterine transfusion.

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It's inserting a 6-inch
needle into an umbilical vein

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without rupturing membranes
or inducing bradycardia.

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I've never done one, and Herman's awol.

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So, you deliver. You'll take the baby out.

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I'll repair the S.C.T. myself.

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Alex, the baby's 28 weeks.

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The whole point in seeing Herman

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was to try and get her to term.

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Yeah, it'd be great if she were here,

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but I know how to save this kid.

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You've reached the voice-mail
of Dr. Nicole Herman.

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Herman, Robbins again.

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The Jensen baby's anemic,
and the MCS flow is 70.

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I will give you 30 minutes,
and if I don't hear from you,

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I'm gonna do a C-section
and resect the S.C.T.

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Okay.

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I'm gonna book an O.R.,

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and can you be ready in
30 minutes if I need you?

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Yeah.

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That's good. Okay. Thank you.

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She's losing it.

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Yes, she is.

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Look, it's your first solo surgery.

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It's a big deal.

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I mean, if you're too nervous,

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I am more than happy to
take it off your hands.

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I'm not nervous.

262
00:09:57,716 --> 00:09:59,483
Great. Then you'd better not be pregnant.

263
00:09:59,517 --> 00:10:01,485
Because if you let Karev
throw a baby in there,

264
00:10:01,519 --> 00:10:02,620
I will never forgive you.

265
00:10:02,654 --> 00:10:04,221
I'm not pregnant, and I am not nervous.

266
00:10:04,255 --> 00:10:05,355
I know how to fix a hernia.

267
00:10:05,390 --> 00:10:07,524
Step one... medial dissection.

268
00:10:07,559 --> 00:10:09,859
Step two... identify triangle of doom,

269
00:10:09,894 --> 00:10:11,628
avoid the iliac vein.

270
00:10:11,662 --> 00:10:13,430
Step three puke.

271
00:10:13,465 --> 00:10:14,664
Bailey's gonna eat you alive.

272
00:10:14,699 --> 00:10:16,567
No, she's not, because I'm a badass.

273
00:10:16,601 --> 00:10:18,335
Step three... lateral dissection.

274
00:10:18,369 --> 00:10:20,571
Step four...

275
00:10:20,605 --> 00:10:23,039
Identify triangle of pain.

276
00:10:23,074 --> 00:10:24,608
- See?
- Great.

277
00:10:24,642 --> 00:10:26,342
I have got this procedure down,

278
00:10:26,376 --> 00:10:28,745
and I am not afraid of
Little Bitty Dr. Bailey.

279
00:10:41,826 --> 00:10:45,294
Think you could turn the
faucet on for me, Dr. Badass?

280
00:10:45,329 --> 00:10:48,464
I'd do it myself, only I'm so Little Bitty.

281
00:10:59,242 --> 00:11:00,943
Shh! Here she comes.

282
00:11:00,977 --> 00:11:03,178
That's really scary, the idea
of her operating on someone.

283
00:11:03,212 --> 00:11:04,713
Did you know she was an addict?

284
00:11:11,087 --> 00:11:14,123
It must be because she's Shepherd's sister.

285
00:11:14,157 --> 00:11:16,891
I need to talk to you.

286
00:11:18,894 --> 00:11:22,197
She just said it in front of everyone...

287
00:11:22,231 --> 00:11:23,798
all this stuff that I
said at meetings about...

288
00:11:23,832 --> 00:11:25,467
it's okay. Are you sober?

289
00:11:25,501 --> 00:11:28,670
How is it okay? Everyone is looking at me.

290
00:11:28,704 --> 00:11:30,104
Are you sober?

291
00:11:30,139 --> 00:11:32,439
Of course I am.

292
00:11:32,474 --> 00:11:36,144
Did you disclose your
recovery when you were hired?

293
00:11:36,178 --> 00:11:38,312
I didn't have to! Derek hired me.

294
00:11:38,346 --> 00:11:40,381
He knew. I assumed people knew.

295
00:11:40,415 --> 00:11:42,884
And you've done nothing wrong.

296
00:11:42,918 --> 00:11:44,118
Okay? She did.

297
00:11:44,153 --> 00:11:45,586
She violated your privacy.

298
00:11:45,620 --> 00:11:48,922
And you are under no obligation
to tell anyone anything more,

299
00:11:48,956 --> 00:11:50,691
unless you've done something

300
00:11:50,725 --> 00:11:54,495
to compromise your ability to
do your job, and you haven't.

301
00:11:54,529 --> 00:11:57,231
So you don't need to say
anything more about it.

302
00:11:57,265 --> 00:11:58,632
Okay.

303
00:11:58,667 --> 00:12:00,767
Those are your rights.

304
00:12:00,802 --> 00:12:03,970
It's the past, and you
don't have to defend it.

305
00:12:05,673 --> 00:12:07,741
I thought I got away from it.

306
00:12:07,775 --> 00:12:10,510
Coming here, I thought...

307
00:12:10,544 --> 00:12:13,613
I thought I had a chance to...

308
00:12:15,717 --> 00:12:19,252
But you never get away from it.

309
00:12:19,286 --> 00:12:21,254
No.

310
00:12:21,288 --> 00:12:24,056
No, you don't.

311
00:12:26,827 --> 00:12:29,562
What do I do now?

312
00:12:29,597 --> 00:12:31,464
You just stay on track.

313
00:12:31,498 --> 00:12:34,467
You look after yourself, do your job.

314
00:12:34,501 --> 00:12:38,070
And as soon as you can, you
need to get to a meeting.

315
00:12:43,877 --> 00:12:46,145
Come on, come on, come on.

316
00:12:54,954 --> 00:12:57,789
Well?

317
00:12:57,823 --> 00:13:00,392
Time's up. Let's take the baby out.

318
00:13:00,426 --> 00:13:01,560
You're making the right call.

319
00:13:03,129 --> 00:13:04,429
Hey, it's Robbins, again.

320
00:13:04,464 --> 00:13:05,864
So you've left me no choice,

321
00:13:05,898 --> 00:13:07,666
and for all I know, you could be dead.

322
00:13:07,700 --> 00:13:09,568
So I've made my decision about you.

323
00:13:09,602 --> 00:13:11,936
I am telling Chief Hunt as
soon as I get out of surgery.

324
00:13:15,975 --> 00:13:17,108
Is that her?

325
00:13:17,143 --> 00:13:18,877
Yeah, that's her.

326
00:13:23,415 --> 00:13:25,150
Dr. Shepherd, um...

327
00:13:25,184 --> 00:13:28,452
Could we go somewhere private and talk?

328
00:13:30,889 --> 00:13:32,990
I'm busy right now, actually.

329
00:13:33,024 --> 00:13:34,292
This is important.

330
00:13:36,828 --> 00:13:39,930
Listen...

331
00:13:39,964 --> 00:13:42,733
Is there anything you want to tell me?

332
00:13:42,768 --> 00:13:45,836
To... Clear this up?

333
00:13:45,870 --> 00:13:49,139
I don't.

334
00:13:49,174 --> 00:13:51,474
I think you heard all the facts.

335
00:13:51,509 --> 00:13:54,678
What I heard was a very
distraught woman shouting.

336
00:13:54,712 --> 00:13:57,781
And I think there is
another side to this story.

337
00:13:57,816 --> 00:13:59,950
A woman requested another doctor,

338
00:13:59,984 --> 00:14:02,051
and I was removed from the case.

339
00:14:02,085 --> 00:14:03,219
That is her right.

340
00:14:03,253 --> 00:14:04,454
People have rights.

341
00:14:04,488 --> 00:14:06,889
Listen, I am just trying
to have a conversation.

342
00:14:06,924 --> 00:14:08,825
That is none of your
business if I'm doing my job.

343
00:14:08,859 --> 00:14:09,926
Am I doing my job?

344
00:14:09,960 --> 00:14:13,463
Amelia, I am trying to help you here.

345
00:14:13,497 --> 00:14:15,264
I just...

346
00:14:19,002 --> 00:14:21,237
I don't have to discuss this with you.

347
00:14:23,673 --> 00:14:26,142
And that's your answer?

348
00:14:28,145 --> 00:14:30,079
That's my right.

349
00:14:34,351 --> 00:14:36,251
Okay.

350
00:14:45,866 --> 00:14:48,068
Let's clamp and cut.

351
00:14:48,102 --> 00:14:49,869
And here she is.

352
00:14:49,904 --> 00:14:51,004
I've got her.

353
00:14:51,038 --> 00:14:54,307
All right, let's exteriorize the uterus.

354
00:14:54,341 --> 00:14:55,808
Starting an umbilical line.

355
00:14:55,842 --> 00:14:56,942
How's she doing?

356
00:14:56,976 --> 00:14:58,811
Let's pre-oxygenate her before we intubate.

357
00:14:58,845 --> 00:15:01,780
Can you handle this?

358
00:15:01,815 --> 00:15:03,249
You just need to deliver the placenta

359
00:15:03,283 --> 00:15:04,417
and then close the...

360
00:15:04,451 --> 00:15:05,751
I've only done about a million C-sections.

361
00:15:05,785 --> 00:15:07,119
- How you doing now?
- Bad.

362
00:15:07,153 --> 00:15:09,021
O.R. 7 is waiting for us.

363
00:15:09,055 --> 00:15:11,123
Graham, I'm going with the baby,

364
00:15:11,157 --> 00:15:12,991
so just come and find me
when you're done, all right?

365
00:15:13,026 --> 00:15:15,828
All right, let's go! We're on the move!

366
00:15:15,862 --> 00:15:18,496
Damn it. This lobe is trashed.

367
00:15:18,531 --> 00:15:19,898
We're gonna have to do a lobectomy.

368
00:15:19,933 --> 00:15:21,399
We really have to take that much lung?

369
00:15:21,434 --> 00:15:22,667
We'll try to save as much as possible.

370
00:15:22,702 --> 00:15:24,203
Wait. Where's the bleed?

371
00:15:24,237 --> 00:15:25,837
- Where's the bleed?
- I-I can't... I can't find it.

372
00:15:25,871 --> 00:15:27,205
- Okay.
- Everything okay there?

373
00:15:27,240 --> 00:15:29,241
- All right. Here's what you do. Drop the suction.
- Yeah.

374
00:15:29,275 --> 00:15:31,209
Now reach in there and grab the hilum

375
00:15:31,244 --> 00:15:33,445
and twist it off like a garden hose.

376
00:15:33,479 --> 00:15:35,580
Just slow the flow of
blood until I can find...

377
00:15:35,615 --> 00:15:39,718
Ah! Yes. There we go.

378
00:15:39,752 --> 00:15:41,486
Hattie...

379
00:15:42,855 --> 00:15:45,522
That was, uh... that was really cool.

380
00:15:45,557 --> 00:15:47,859
You may keep going, Dr.
Shepherd, but go easy.

381
00:15:47,893 --> 00:15:50,394
Hattie here has a hot
date with her husband.

382
00:15:50,428 --> 00:15:51,796
Okay. Gotcha.

383
00:15:51,830 --> 00:15:55,233
Sinus flap coming off.

384
00:15:55,267 --> 00:15:56,300
Yep, just like it's supposed to.

385
00:15:56,334 --> 00:15:57,568
Good.

386
00:15:57,602 --> 00:16:00,103
- Boy or a girl?
- What's that?

387
00:16:00,138 --> 00:16:01,238
Your baby.

388
00:16:01,273 --> 00:16:02,473
Oh. Right. Yes.

389
00:16:02,507 --> 00:16:05,809
Um, actually we have
decided to be surprised.

390
00:16:05,843 --> 00:16:07,411
That's a good call.

391
00:16:07,445 --> 00:16:09,946
Ah, it's April's idea.
Actually, it's driving me crazy.

392
00:16:09,981 --> 00:16:11,482
I mean, what would be the point

393
00:16:11,516 --> 00:16:14,050
of knowing everything you
possibly could about your child

394
00:16:14,085 --> 00:16:15,652
when it's so much fun to be
hopelessly unprepared, right?

395
00:16:15,686 --> 00:16:18,521
Yeah, we found out my son was a boy.

396
00:16:18,555 --> 00:16:19,756
See?

397
00:16:19,791 --> 00:16:21,057
Yeah, but I didn't know
he was gonna be delivered

398
00:16:21,092 --> 00:16:23,426
by an intern in a pitch-black room

399
00:16:23,460 --> 00:16:26,396
in the middle of a superstorm,
but surprises happen.

400
00:16:26,430 --> 00:16:29,432
That's a good story, but
I find no comfort in it.

401
00:16:29,466 --> 00:16:30,801
Yeah, well, and this.

402
00:16:30,835 --> 00:16:35,004
I've been on the bench
for weeks, yet here I am,

403
00:16:35,038 --> 00:16:39,108
saving a woman's life without
even opening her skull.

404
00:16:39,142 --> 00:16:41,977
Embrace surprises, Avery.

405
00:16:43,814 --> 00:16:46,783
Lateral incision's done.
Going for medial now.

406
00:16:46,817 --> 00:16:49,518
His spleen is shattered. Give
me the longest Kelly you have.

407
00:16:49,552 --> 00:16:52,321
Here you go. He was a human
trampoline for his wife.

408
00:16:52,355 --> 00:16:54,656
Pretty amazing. Better
than burning to death.

409
00:16:54,691 --> 00:16:55,858
I can't imagine.

410
00:16:55,892 --> 00:16:58,527
I can imagine throwing
my wife out a window.

411
00:16:58,561 --> 00:17:00,495
Ex-wife.

412
00:17:00,530 --> 00:17:03,398
Everyone keeps saying that
things will get easier,

413
00:17:03,433 --> 00:17:06,568
and I'm sure everyone can't
be wrong, but, man, I am...

414
00:17:06,602 --> 00:17:09,371
I'm really ready for the easier part.

415
00:17:09,405 --> 00:17:11,707
I think Derek and I may
have hit the easier part.

416
00:17:11,741 --> 00:17:13,475
Yeah. You mentioned.

417
00:17:13,509 --> 00:17:15,844
I don't know. We keep calling
these time-outs, you know?

418
00:17:15,878 --> 00:17:16,878
Mm-hmm.

419
00:17:16,912 --> 00:17:18,046
And then we're so busy time-outing

420
00:17:18,080 --> 00:17:19,981
- that we forget we're even mad.
- Hmm.

421
00:17:20,015 --> 00:17:22,217
I don't know. He seems
better... at home, at least.

422
00:17:22,251 --> 00:17:24,118
I keep waiting for the other shoe to drop,

423
00:17:24,153 --> 00:17:26,955
but maybe there is no other shoe.

424
00:17:26,989 --> 00:17:28,289
There's a shoe.

425
00:17:28,324 --> 00:17:30,658
You know what your time-outs are?

426
00:17:30,692 --> 00:17:31,926
Band-aids.

427
00:17:31,961 --> 00:17:33,027
They cover the mess,

428
00:17:33,062 --> 00:17:34,462
they stop the bleeding for a little while,

429
00:17:34,496 --> 00:17:36,530
but you're just ignoring the
damage, and then... whkkk!

430
00:17:36,565 --> 00:17:38,065
Good times.

431
00:17:38,099 --> 00:17:40,133
Trust me. There's gonna be another shoe.

432
00:17:41,770 --> 00:17:44,137
Awfully quiet over there.

433
00:17:44,172 --> 00:17:45,939
Just focused, Dr. Bailey.

434
00:17:45,974 --> 00:17:49,009
Do you think you should be
updating me on your progress?

435
00:17:49,043 --> 00:17:50,177
Yeah.

436
00:17:50,211 --> 00:17:53,180
I, uh, just finished the medial dissection

437
00:17:53,214 --> 00:17:55,148
and identified the triangle of doom,

438
00:17:55,183 --> 00:17:57,417
then lateral dissection, triangle of pain.

439
00:17:57,451 --> 00:17:59,052
All that's left is the mesh.

440
00:17:59,087 --> 00:18:00,988
Sounds like you have
everything under control.

441
00:18:01,022 --> 00:18:02,923
Totally. Totally under control.

442
00:18:02,957 --> 00:18:04,358
And you didn't barf in your mask.

443
00:18:04,392 --> 00:18:06,393
Bravo.

444
00:18:08,696 --> 00:18:10,497
Okay, you have to resect really carefully,

445
00:18:10,531 --> 00:18:11,598
especially this premature.

446
00:18:11,632 --> 00:18:12,932
Oh, no. There's another bleeder.

447
00:18:12,966 --> 00:18:15,101
You're gonna have to
devascularize this whole thing.

448
00:18:15,135 --> 00:18:16,102
Yep, yep. I got it.

449
00:18:16,136 --> 00:18:18,671
This is nice. It's like old times.

450
00:18:18,706 --> 00:18:20,373
You haven't let me get
used to the new times.

451
00:18:20,408 --> 00:18:24,210
Dr. Robbins, Dr. Maddox
has asked for you in O.R. 6.

452
00:18:24,244 --> 00:18:26,946
Ugh. Graham... it's a simple C-section.

453
00:18:26,980 --> 00:18:28,981
- I can take this if you got to go.
- He says it's urgent.

454
00:18:30,317 --> 00:18:32,885
- Put the blood in a rapid infuser!
- Graham?

455
00:18:32,920 --> 00:18:34,921
The placenta was adhered, and as I started
to pull, everything started bleeding!

456
00:18:34,955 --> 00:18:36,455
How many units has she gone through?

457
00:18:36,489 --> 00:18:37,723
- Uh, I don't know.
- Graham!

458
00:18:37,757 --> 00:18:39,158
- Two, three?!
- Eight.

459
00:18:39,192 --> 00:18:40,492
Oh, God.

460
00:18:40,527 --> 00:18:41,994
I did what I was supposed
to! I pulled at the placenta!

461
00:18:42,029 --> 00:18:45,397
Gown and glove me right
now! Damn it, Graham.

462
00:18:45,432 --> 00:18:47,866
It looks like placenta percreta.

463
00:18:47,901 --> 00:18:49,802
It's probably invading deeper structures.

464
00:18:49,836 --> 00:18:51,670
Can't you see that? I mean, ugh!

465
00:18:51,704 --> 00:18:54,440
Why didn't anybody stop him?!

466
00:18:55,942 --> 00:18:57,108
All right, listen...

467
00:18:57,143 --> 00:18:58,877
call Hunt or any trauma
surgeon that's on call.

468
00:18:58,912 --> 00:19:00,745
- On it.
- Graham, move.

469
00:19:00,779 --> 00:19:02,113
Move!

470
00:19:07,820 --> 00:19:09,821
Your mother had a spinal-fluid leak.

471
00:19:09,855 --> 00:19:12,257
I was able to stop it
without opening up her skull.

472
00:19:12,291 --> 00:19:14,292
She's still in surgery,

473
00:19:14,327 --> 00:19:16,894
and we hope to repair the
damage to her right lung.

474
00:19:16,929 --> 00:19:19,430
Your father has some internal bleeding.

475
00:19:19,465 --> 00:19:21,098
We'll know more soon.

476
00:19:21,132 --> 00:19:24,301
Thank you both so much.

477
00:19:24,336 --> 00:19:26,537
I didn't want to do that to her...

478
00:19:26,572 --> 00:19:28,673
That other doctor.

479
00:19:28,707 --> 00:19:31,075
I'm in recovery, too.

480
00:19:31,109 --> 00:19:33,477
I broke an oath.

481
00:19:33,511 --> 00:19:37,414
I wanted... I want to be supportive, but...

482
00:19:37,449 --> 00:19:39,249
But it's my mother.

483
00:19:41,686 --> 00:19:46,156
We'll let you know when we know more, okay?

484
00:19:46,191 --> 00:19:47,992
Derek, what am I looking at here?

485
00:19:48,026 --> 00:19:49,793
What are you talking about? Amy?

486
00:19:49,827 --> 00:19:51,862
What that lady said,
how much of it is true?

487
00:19:51,896 --> 00:19:53,597
Is it all true? She's a drug addict?

488
00:19:53,631 --> 00:19:55,665
- She killed her boyfriend?
- She's my sister.

489
00:19:55,700 --> 00:19:57,901
I'm asking because I need to know

490
00:19:57,935 --> 00:20:00,537
if we want her out front as neuro chief.

491
00:20:00,571 --> 00:20:03,106
I'm asking you if you think

492
00:20:03,140 --> 00:20:06,042
she's the best person to
be heading the department.

493
00:20:11,915 --> 00:20:13,782
Okay.

494
00:20:13,817 --> 00:20:16,735
I get it. She's your sister.

495
00:20:16,760 --> 00:20:18,260
Say no more.

496
00:20:18,722 --> 00:20:19,822
Thanks.

497
00:20:24,427 --> 00:20:25,928
Shh!

498
00:20:32,192 --> 00:20:33,560
I'm here!

499
00:20:33,594 --> 00:20:35,061
Placenta percreta invading
the bowel and bladder, right?

500
00:20:35,095 --> 00:20:36,863
- I paged Hunt. Where's Hunt?
- He's busy.

501
00:20:36,898 --> 00:20:38,164
Well, I didn't want you to see this.

502
00:20:38,198 --> 00:20:39,332
Oh, please. Where do you need me?

503
00:20:39,366 --> 00:20:40,466
Get in here and start clamping.

504
00:20:40,501 --> 00:20:42,101
The ultrasound didn't detect this?

505
00:20:42,136 --> 00:20:43,503
No, even Herman didn't see it.

506
00:20:43,537 --> 00:20:44,870
And pregnant women have
a higher blood volume,

507
00:20:44,905 --> 00:20:46,172
distended vessels, they bleed out faster...

508
00:20:46,206 --> 00:20:48,574
- Oh, can it, Graham.
- Oh, no.

509
00:20:48,608 --> 00:20:49,875
- No, no, no, no, no, no.
- What is it?

510
00:20:49,910 --> 00:20:51,010
Oh, it extended to her kidney.

511
00:20:51,045 --> 00:20:52,478
And the ureter lap pad!

512
00:20:52,513 --> 00:20:53,712
Keep that blood coming!

513
00:20:53,747 --> 00:20:55,270
She's losing a liter every two minutes!

514
00:20:55,295 --> 00:20:57,116
Good Lord. How do any
of us even have babies?

515
00:20:57,151 --> 00:20:58,217
See, that's why I didn't want you in here.

516
00:20:59,386 --> 00:21:02,487
I see no other injuries.
The bowel is intact.

517
00:21:02,522 --> 00:21:05,390
I think we can close.

518
00:21:05,425 --> 00:21:07,960
- How much longer do you guys have?
- What's up?

519
00:21:07,994 --> 00:21:09,361
I've called for an emergency board meeting.

520
00:21:09,395 --> 00:21:10,663
Is this about Amelia?

521
00:21:10,697 --> 00:21:11,697
It is.

522
00:21:13,066 --> 00:21:15,034
Didn't Derek talk to you?

523
00:21:15,068 --> 00:21:16,435
He did.

524
00:21:17,236 --> 00:21:19,171
Owen. Owen!

525
00:21:21,240 --> 00:21:23,075
- Callie.
- Other shoe.

526
00:21:23,109 --> 00:21:25,810
- We got this. Go.
- Close for me.

527
00:21:38,356 --> 00:21:39,490
Shh!

528
00:21:40,859 --> 00:21:41,993
Did Owen talk to you?

529
00:21:42,027 --> 00:21:44,261
I didn't tell him anything.
I don't have any...

530
00:21:44,296 --> 00:21:45,597
did he talk to you about your job?

531
00:21:45,631 --> 00:21:48,532
He's saying he's gonna take my job?

532
00:21:48,567 --> 00:21:49,633
You'll talk to him, right?

533
00:21:49,667 --> 00:21:50,634
I did. I did already.

534
00:21:50,668 --> 00:21:52,403
I think I might have given him the idea.

535
00:21:55,006 --> 00:21:56,707
Oh, no. Derek Derek...

536
00:21:56,741 --> 00:21:57,975
- I didn't... I didn't mean to...
- Derek, no...

537
00:21:58,009 --> 00:21:59,477
I'm sorry. I-I will fix it.

538
00:21:59,511 --> 00:22:01,712
- He wants to give you my job, and you're gonna let him.
- No, I'm not.

539
00:22:01,746 --> 00:22:04,047
You son of a bitch. You son of a bitch!

540
00:22:04,082 --> 00:22:06,049
- You kept me here!
- Don't.

541
00:22:06,084 --> 00:22:07,784
- Don't. Amy, don't.
- You asked me to come.

542
00:22:07,819 --> 00:22:10,120
You asked me to stay, when
I was building a life...

543
00:22:10,154 --> 00:22:13,790
a new life... a second
chance that I had given myself

544
00:22:13,825 --> 00:22:15,592
just so that you could
feel better about leaving.

545
00:22:15,627 --> 00:22:17,560
I was trying to help you, and
I was trying to help myself.

546
00:22:17,595 --> 00:22:18,829
I was just try... and you gave me this job,

547
00:22:18,863 --> 00:22:20,530
and you have abused me
since the second I took it.

548
00:22:20,564 --> 00:22:21,665
But that is not enough.

549
00:22:21,699 --> 00:22:23,133
You need to destroy my entire caree...

550
00:22:23,167 --> 00:22:25,201
- how can you do this to me?
- I will fi...

551
00:22:25,236 --> 00:22:26,536
- To me?!
- I will fix it!

552
00:22:26,570 --> 00:22:28,471
- How can you do this?!
- I will talk to them!

553
00:22:28,506 --> 00:22:31,441
I will talk to all of
them, and I will fix it.

554
00:22:31,475 --> 00:22:33,843
You're my brother.

555
00:22:45,989 --> 00:22:47,923
I'm looking for Derek
Shepherd. Have you seen him?

556
00:22:47,958 --> 00:22:49,291
Uh, mnh-mnh.

557
00:22:49,325 --> 00:22:50,859
Oh, there you are.

558
00:22:50,884 --> 00:22:52,735
What is going on? What
is this meeting about?

559
00:22:52,774 --> 00:22:54,938
There's not gonna be a
meeting. I'm gonna talk to Hunt.

560
00:22:54,985 --> 00:22:56,064
He said he already talked to you.

561
00:22:56,098 --> 00:22:57,266
He did.

562
00:22:57,300 --> 00:22:58,800
Well, did you set him
straight about Amelia?

563
00:22:59,113 --> 00:23:01,081
I didn't.

564
00:23:01,106 --> 00:23:02,330
What?

565
00:23:02,363 --> 00:23:04,573
Not right now, Mer. I can't
talk to you about this.

566
00:23:04,607 --> 00:23:06,275
Not right now.

567
00:23:06,309 --> 00:23:08,877
Derek, what did you say?

568
00:23:08,911 --> 00:23:10,779
What did you do?

569
00:23:10,813 --> 00:23:13,748
I just finished my first solo tapp surgery.

570
00:23:13,882 --> 00:23:15,916
All right. Did you throw up in your mask?

571
00:23:15,951 --> 00:23:17,428
No. Why does everyone keep asking me that?

572
00:23:17,453 --> 00:23:18,420
I nailed it.

573
00:23:18,446 --> 00:23:20,013
Medial, lateral, pain, mesh... boom!

574
00:23:20,087 --> 00:23:22,178
What about the triangle
of doom, the iliac vein?

575
00:23:22,219 --> 00:23:24,053
What about it? Well, you skipped it.

576
00:23:24,126 --> 00:23:25,626
No, I didn't.

577
00:23:25,661 --> 00:23:27,295
Jo, you didn't say it.

578
00:23:27,329 --> 00:23:29,630
But I did it.

579
00:23:29,665 --> 00:23:32,767
In there. II didn't skip it in there.

580
00:23:32,801 --> 00:23:34,368
In there, I...

581
00:23:34,403 --> 00:23:36,069
I did it, right?

582
00:23:36,104 --> 00:23:37,705
Are you asking me?

583
00:23:40,074 --> 00:23:41,709
Medium clip. Got it.

584
00:23:41,743 --> 00:23:43,177
3-0 silk. Hang another unit.

585
00:23:43,211 --> 00:23:45,279
She's gone through 100
units of blood products.

586
00:23:45,313 --> 00:23:46,847
Dr. Robbins, Dr. Karev
is asking to see you.

587
00:23:46,881 --> 00:23:47,981
Oh, her baby.

588
00:23:48,016 --> 00:23:49,283
Did he say what's wrong?

589
00:23:49,317 --> 00:23:50,450
Just that he needed you.

590
00:23:50,484 --> 00:23:51,584
Damn. Go.

591
00:23:51,619 --> 00:23:53,520
- No, I can't leave this woman.
- I got her.

592
00:23:53,554 --> 00:23:54,788
Make sure her baby's okay.

593
00:23:58,759 --> 00:24:00,627
Ohh. Sorry!

594
00:24:04,365 --> 00:24:07,467
W-what happened? Where's Dr. Karev?!

595
00:24:09,570 --> 00:24:11,103
What is it? What happened?

596
00:24:11,138 --> 00:24:12,839
Oh, I finished. It went well.

597
00:24:12,873 --> 00:24:14,073
You were all in a twist about this kid,

598
00:24:14,107 --> 00:24:15,475
so I thought you'd want
to update the dad with me.

599
00:24:15,509 --> 00:24:17,143
Oh, God. Alex, no, his wife is...

600
00:24:17,177 --> 00:24:18,410
is the baby okay?

601
00:24:18,445 --> 00:24:20,713
Yes. Uh, the surgery went well.

602
00:24:20,747 --> 00:24:22,148
Her vitals are good.

603
00:24:22,182 --> 00:24:24,750
She'll likely need to stay
in the NICU for a while,

604
00:24:24,784 --> 00:24:26,118
but she's looking good.

605
00:24:26,153 --> 00:24:27,286
Has Emily seen her?

606
00:24:27,321 --> 00:24:28,955
She's still in surgery.

607
00:24:28,989 --> 00:24:30,223
Um, there were some complications

608
00:24:30,257 --> 00:24:31,257
during her C-section.

609
00:24:31,291 --> 00:24:32,524
Wait, she's still in surgery?

610
00:24:32,559 --> 00:24:34,493
We're doing everything that we can.

611
00:24:34,527 --> 00:24:35,627
I-I have to go back.

612
00:24:35,662 --> 00:24:37,028
Everything you can?

613
00:24:37,063 --> 00:24:38,497
How serious is this?

614
00:24:38,531 --> 00:24:40,632
She lost a lot of blood.

615
00:24:40,667 --> 00:24:43,435
Where's Dr. Herman? Dr. Herman had a plan.

616
00:24:43,470 --> 00:24:44,670
Now you've got my baby in critical care,

617
00:24:44,704 --> 00:24:46,271
and my wife is bleeding to death!

618
00:24:46,305 --> 00:24:47,773
I don't even know who you are.

619
00:24:47,807 --> 00:24:48,907
I have to go back.

620
00:24:51,944 --> 00:24:54,479
Where the hell is our doctor?!

621
00:25:03,856 --> 00:25:06,224
Time of death...

622
00:25:06,259 --> 00:25:08,325
18:22.

623
00:25:27,185 --> 00:25:28,486
It was just a misunderstanding with Owen.

624
00:25:28,521 --> 00:25:31,081
He'll take care of it. He said he would.

625
00:25:32,422 --> 00:25:34,323
He did this, Meredith.

626
00:25:34,357 --> 00:25:36,229
Why should I believe that?

627
00:25:36,259 --> 00:25:37,359
Why do you believe it?

628
00:25:37,393 --> 00:25:39,209
Because he's your brother.

629
00:25:39,303 --> 00:25:40,863
That's why he can do it.

630
00:25:40,897 --> 00:25:42,564
It's why he could steal my toys

631
00:25:42,598 --> 00:25:44,466
and pull my hair and call me names.

632
00:25:44,500 --> 00:25:46,268
It's because I'm family.

633
00:25:46,303 --> 00:25:50,305
It's why he thinks he
can get away with this.

634
00:25:51,641 --> 00:25:53,241
You don't get it.

635
00:25:53,275 --> 00:25:55,276
No. I don't.

636
00:25:55,311 --> 00:25:57,498
I was raised as an only child.

637
00:25:57,529 --> 00:26:01,149
And I'm historically
lousy at being a sister.

638
00:26:01,183 --> 00:26:04,085
You're here right now.

639
00:26:05,654 --> 00:26:08,256
That's good enough.

640
00:26:10,125 --> 00:26:12,093
You don't remember?

641
00:26:12,127 --> 00:26:13,962
No, I... of course I remember.

642
00:26:13,996 --> 00:26:16,097
I-I just wanted to
double-check with you,

643
00:26:16,131 --> 00:26:17,265
you know, to be safe.

644
00:26:17,299 --> 00:26:20,735
My lateral dissection,
it looked good, right?

645
00:26:20,769 --> 00:26:22,269
I-I don't think I went
anywhere near the iliac vein.

646
00:26:22,303 --> 00:26:23,471
You don't think...

647
00:26:23,505 --> 00:26:25,573
Wilson, either you hit
the woman's iliac vein

648
00:26:25,607 --> 00:26:26,640
or you didn't.

649
00:26:26,675 --> 00:26:27,708
Which one is it?

650
00:26:29,944 --> 00:26:30,944
I don't...

651
00:26:30,979 --> 00:26:32,946
So, what do we do now?

652
00:26:32,981 --> 00:26:35,349
We run a C.T...

653
00:26:35,384 --> 00:26:36,817
no. I run a C.T.

654
00:26:36,852 --> 00:26:37,818
You?

655
00:26:37,853 --> 00:26:39,186
You just stand here and pray

656
00:26:39,220 --> 00:26:42,555
that your patient isn't
bleeding to death right now.

657
00:26:46,361 --> 00:26:48,028
So Robbins is tied up. Should we wait?

658
00:26:48,062 --> 00:26:49,529
No, yeah, we should get started.

659
00:26:49,563 --> 00:26:51,865
- No, no, no.
- Well, Derek, we just need to figure out...

660
00:26:51,900 --> 00:26:53,767
I know you're trying to
figure out what's going on.

661
00:26:53,801 --> 00:26:58,605
I know you've heard some
stories about Amelia.

662
00:26:58,639 --> 00:27:01,408
I let you believe something.
I let you believe that, uh...

663
00:27:01,442 --> 00:27:04,841
Shepherd, you were pretty
clear when we spoke, so...

664
00:27:04,895 --> 00:27:07,480
She's in recovery.

665
00:27:07,515 --> 00:27:09,115
She works really hard at it.

666
00:27:09,149 --> 00:27:12,051
She's been successful in recovery, and...

667
00:27:18,658 --> 00:27:21,227
This hospital should have protected her.

668
00:27:21,261 --> 00:27:23,629
This woman should have protected her.

669
00:27:23,663 --> 00:27:24,931
And...

670
00:27:31,604 --> 00:27:36,842
More importantly, I
should have protected her.

671
00:27:43,249 --> 00:27:44,349
I didn't.

672
00:27:49,088 --> 00:27:52,190
And I didn't because I wanted her job.

673
00:27:53,960 --> 00:27:55,560
I wanted my old job back.

674
00:28:01,800 --> 00:28:03,734
So now we're here.

675
00:28:11,237 --> 00:28:12,504
My fault.

676
00:28:19,451 --> 00:28:22,886
Derek, why did you even...?

677
00:28:26,724 --> 00:28:30,594
She should stay where she is, Owen.

678
00:28:30,628 --> 00:28:32,896
She can do the job.

679
00:28:32,930 --> 00:28:34,998
She is doing the job.

680
00:28:37,201 --> 00:28:41,270
I couldn't do it any better.

681
00:28:45,643 --> 00:28:47,377
How's his baby? Is there any change?

682
00:28:47,411 --> 00:28:49,445
No. She's good. She's stable. Let me do it.

683
00:28:49,480 --> 00:28:51,547
No, I have to tell him.

684
00:28:51,581 --> 00:28:53,049
How? How, Alex?

685
00:28:53,083 --> 00:28:55,718
How do I tell him that his wife is dead?

686
00:28:55,752 --> 00:28:57,853
Where the hell is Herman?
She should have been here.

687
00:28:57,888 --> 00:28:59,255
That's not helping! I was here.

688
00:28:59,289 --> 00:29:01,124
Emily was my responsibility,
and I lost her.

689
00:29:01,158 --> 00:29:03,926
So let me do it.

690
00:29:10,166 --> 00:29:13,002
Placenta percreta is very
difficult to diagnose,

691
00:29:13,036 --> 00:29:17,072
and in cases as severe as
Emily's, it's usually...

692
00:29:17,106 --> 00:29:18,440
Insurmountable.

693
00:29:18,474 --> 00:29:20,208
If your baby had come to term,

694
00:29:20,243 --> 00:29:22,144
it's likely Emily would have died.

695
00:29:22,178 --> 00:29:24,079
No.

696
00:29:24,113 --> 00:29:27,382
Corey, this is what you have to understand.

697
00:29:27,417 --> 00:29:29,551
If I'd done the surgery we'd planned,

698
00:29:29,585 --> 00:29:31,453
it's likely that, down the line,

699
00:29:31,487 --> 00:29:34,689
we would have lost Emily and your daughter.

700
00:29:34,723 --> 00:29:37,659
Dr. Robbins did everything
within her power for your wife.

701
00:29:37,693 --> 00:29:40,929
But she saved your baby's life.

702
00:29:40,963 --> 00:29:44,098
Your baby is alive because of her.

703
00:29:47,335 --> 00:29:49,370
I'm not sure what that was about,

704
00:29:49,404 --> 00:29:51,372
but it doesn't change anything.

705
00:29:51,406 --> 00:29:53,541
Okay? I can't do it. I won't do it.

706
00:29:53,576 --> 00:29:54,709
You... you abandoned me.

707
00:29:54,743 --> 00:29:56,843
You... you left me no
choice but to take that baby.

708
00:29:56,878 --> 00:29:59,146
You made me...

709
00:30:05,220 --> 00:30:07,888
Are...

710
00:30:13,027 --> 00:30:15,261
Go ahead. Finish your thing.

711
00:30:17,031 --> 00:30:18,264
Well, I...

712
00:30:18,299 --> 00:30:19,332
I, um...

713
00:30:19,366 --> 00:30:22,268
Oh, no, no. Go on. Get it out.

714
00:30:24,839 --> 00:30:26,139
Thank you.

715
00:30:29,776 --> 00:30:31,077
What?

716
00:30:31,112 --> 00:30:33,146
What's happening?

717
00:30:33,180 --> 00:30:36,015
Yesterday, my doctors decided

718
00:30:36,049 --> 00:30:40,753
I need some aggressive
radiation therapy immediately,

719
00:30:40,787 --> 00:30:43,072
so that's where I was today.

720
00:30:43,097 --> 00:30:44,196
It just...

721
00:30:44,725 --> 00:30:48,427
Hit me a little harder than I expected.

722
00:30:48,461 --> 00:30:51,831
Everything I said to that man was true.

723
00:30:51,865 --> 00:30:54,634
You saved a baby that we would have lost.

724
00:30:54,668 --> 00:30:56,568
I watched you.

725
00:30:56,603 --> 00:30:58,403
I logged in to the hospital interface.

726
00:30:58,438 --> 00:31:01,240
I monitored your progress all day.

727
00:31:03,143 --> 00:31:04,443
You made the right call.

728
00:31:04,477 --> 00:31:06,245
You made all the right calls.

729
00:31:06,279 --> 00:31:07,779
That's not... if... if you had been here,

730
00:31:07,813 --> 00:31:10,048
- you would've...
- Mn-hmnh. No.

731
00:31:10,082 --> 00:31:11,916
The only thing I could've done

732
00:31:11,951 --> 00:31:14,219
is perform an intrauterine transfusion,

733
00:31:14,254 --> 00:31:16,288
try to keep the baby in a little longer,

734
00:31:16,322 --> 00:31:18,657
get her closer to term.

735
00:31:18,691 --> 00:31:20,859
And maybe maybe...

736
00:31:20,893 --> 00:31:24,663
we could have detected
the percreta earlier,

737
00:31:24,697 --> 00:31:27,065
but it doesn't mean we
could've done anything for her

738
00:31:27,099 --> 00:31:28,366
that you didn't do.

739
00:31:28,400 --> 00:31:31,670
I want to know how to do it,
the intrauterine transfusion.

740
00:31:31,704 --> 00:31:34,973
'Cause if there's a chance
that I could've saved that mom,

741
00:31:35,007 --> 00:31:36,641
then I need to know how.

742
00:31:36,675 --> 00:31:37,975
For the next time.

743
00:31:38,009 --> 00:31:40,678
I can show you tomorrow.

744
00:31:42,314 --> 00:31:45,716
Unless you're planning to have
a conversation with Chief Hunt.

745
00:31:55,660 --> 00:31:56,927
Okay.

746
00:31:56,961 --> 00:31:58,896
I'll see you tomorrow.

747
00:31:58,930 --> 00:32:00,530
Go home.

748
00:32:08,233 --> 00:32:09,634
It's gonna be fine.

749
00:32:09,668 --> 00:32:12,036
Hey, I'm gonna be here with you, okay?

750
00:32:14,649 --> 00:32:16,449
Edwards, out.

751
00:32:16,474 --> 00:32:18,308
Yes, ma'am.

752
00:32:21,646 --> 00:32:22,879
How was the C.T.?

753
00:32:22,913 --> 00:32:24,814
She never made it to C.T.

754
00:32:24,848 --> 00:32:26,616
Wait...

755
00:32:26,651 --> 00:32:28,751
This was your surgery, Wilson.

756
00:32:28,786 --> 00:32:31,520
I'm gonna need you to talk to the family.

757
00:32:31,555 --> 00:32:33,990
Oh, my God.

758
00:32:34,024 --> 00:32:35,291
She's dead?

759
00:32:35,325 --> 00:32:36,993
- She's dead? Oh, my God.
- I never said that.

760
00:32:37,027 --> 00:32:38,795
- I-I remember doing everything correctly.
- Wilson.

761
00:32:38,829 --> 00:32:40,096
I even... I even...

762
00:32:40,130 --> 00:32:41,530
She's fine!

763
00:32:41,572 --> 00:32:42,706
What?

764
00:32:42,733 --> 00:32:44,233
I didn't say she was dead.

765
00:32:44,267 --> 00:32:46,802
I said she never made it to C.T.

766
00:32:46,836 --> 00:32:49,192
You're... you're screwing with me.

767
00:32:49,217 --> 00:32:51,540
I didn't take her to C.T.

768
00:32:51,574 --> 00:32:55,477
Because I saw you do it
in the O.R., Dr. Badass.

769
00:32:55,512 --> 00:32:57,346
Oh, my God.

770
00:32:57,381 --> 00:33:00,349
Oh, my God! You have a problem!

771
00:33:00,384 --> 00:33:01,717
No, you do.

772
00:33:01,751 --> 00:33:04,319
You second-guess yourself.

773
00:33:04,353 --> 00:33:06,988
This was the first in a
career full of surgeries

774
00:33:07,023 --> 00:33:08,323
you will be doing alone.

775
00:33:08,357 --> 00:33:09,491
Before too long,

776
00:33:09,526 --> 00:33:12,494
there won't be anyone to
catch you when you fall.

777
00:33:12,529 --> 00:33:14,229
Your patients need to trust

778
00:33:14,263 --> 00:33:16,432
that when you take them into surgery,

779
00:33:16,466 --> 00:33:17,999
you know what you're doing.

780
00:33:18,034 --> 00:33:20,302
Now, how can you expect them to do that

781
00:33:20,336 --> 00:33:22,770
if you don't even trust yourself?

782
00:33:22,805 --> 00:33:24,005
You are so mean.

783
00:33:24,040 --> 00:33:26,374
I am, indeed.

784
00:33:26,409 --> 00:33:28,576
Tell all your Little Bitty friends.

785
00:33:34,550 --> 00:33:36,617
Hey.

786
00:33:36,652 --> 00:33:39,854
I heard about your patient. You okay?

787
00:33:39,888 --> 00:33:42,790
There was so much blood, Jackson.

788
00:33:42,825 --> 00:33:45,460
I mean, I know we see
it all the time, but...

789
00:33:45,494 --> 00:33:46,561
Yeah.

790
00:33:46,595 --> 00:33:48,529
I just... I didn't think it was gonna stop.

791
00:33:48,564 --> 00:33:51,699
And I know it can be scary.

792
00:33:51,733 --> 00:33:57,304
But you and our baby are just fine.

793
00:33:57,339 --> 00:34:00,274
So do not worry, okay?

794
00:34:00,308 --> 00:34:02,576
I'm not worried.

795
00:34:03,766 --> 00:34:05,601
Are you worried?

796
00:34:05,839 --> 00:34:07,614
All the time.

797
00:34:07,648 --> 00:34:10,383
How can you not be?

798
00:34:13,721 --> 00:34:16,623
You know how.

799
00:34:16,657 --> 00:34:17,991
Right.

800
00:34:18,025 --> 00:34:21,595
It's all in God's hands.

801
00:34:21,629 --> 00:34:22,829
Yeah.

802
00:34:22,864 --> 00:34:26,265
God, I don't know how you can do that...

803
00:34:26,300 --> 00:34:30,003
just write off all the
unanswered questions.

804
00:34:30,037 --> 00:34:32,872
We don't get to know the answers.

805
00:34:32,906 --> 00:34:34,507
That's your answer.

806
00:34:34,541 --> 00:34:38,478
I don't know why that
woman had to die tonight.

807
00:34:38,512 --> 00:34:41,247
She exsanguinated. That's why.

808
00:34:41,281 --> 00:34:43,015
Yeah, okay. But why?

809
00:34:43,049 --> 00:34:46,652
Because all of it just...

810
00:34:46,686 --> 00:34:50,188
All of it just happened.

811
00:34:52,458 --> 00:34:54,894
You're really comfortable with that answer?

812
00:34:54,928 --> 00:34:56,228
Hmm?

813
00:34:56,262 --> 00:34:58,030
Yeah.

814
00:34:59,732 --> 00:35:02,100
See, I don't know how you do that.

815
00:35:15,380 --> 00:35:16,347
Is that you?

816
00:35:16,381 --> 00:35:18,349
How's Hattie?

817
00:35:18,383 --> 00:35:19,651
Thoracotomy.

818
00:35:19,685 --> 00:35:23,087
I had to resect her
entire right lower lobe.

819
00:35:23,121 --> 00:35:25,924
She's gonna need rib stabilization.

820
00:35:25,958 --> 00:35:28,726
Norris, too. Ex-lap, avulsed spleen.

821
00:35:28,761 --> 00:35:30,728
Torres did a fasciotomy on his right leg.

822
00:35:30,763 --> 00:35:32,496
I think it's gonna be okay, though.

823
00:35:32,531 --> 00:35:35,032
We'll see if her lungs
don't shut down overnight.

824
00:35:35,067 --> 00:35:37,201
We gave them the best chance we could.

825
00:35:37,235 --> 00:35:40,204
Yeah. We'll see.

826
00:35:40,238 --> 00:35:42,339
We'll see.

827
00:35:42,374 --> 00:35:44,208
Again, about last night...

828
00:35:44,242 --> 00:35:45,676
Would you let it go? I'm not mad.

829
00:35:46,744 --> 00:35:48,478
Well, you sound like someone who's mad.

830
00:35:48,512 --> 00:35:49,746
Of course I'm mad.

831
00:35:49,781 --> 00:35:52,015
You invited me to dinner,

832
00:35:52,050 --> 00:35:54,117
and then didn't come to the
dinner... at your own house!

833
00:35:54,151 --> 00:35:55,919
- I know.
- I told Derek it was a bad idea.

834
00:35:55,954 --> 00:35:57,688
You didn't want to talk to Richard.

835
00:35:57,722 --> 00:36:01,725
I wanted to have dinner...
with people and conversation.

836
00:36:01,759 --> 00:36:03,794
I don't know anyone here.

837
00:36:03,828 --> 00:36:05,361
I have no friends.

838
00:36:05,396 --> 00:36:06,963
I do nothing at night.

839
00:36:06,997 --> 00:36:09,065
I go to the grocery store,

840
00:36:09,100 --> 00:36:12,202
and I buy sad single-serving packets of food

841
00:36:12,236 --> 00:36:14,471
for sad people who eat alone.

842
00:36:14,505 --> 00:36:17,107
I was really excited for pot roast.

843
00:36:17,750 --> 00:36:18,950
And people!

844
00:36:18,975 --> 00:36:21,477
I changed my outfit four times.

845
00:36:21,511 --> 00:36:23,946
And, no, I-I didn't want to talk to Webber,

846
00:36:23,981 --> 00:36:26,381
but that wasn't gonna stop me from coming,

847
00:36:26,416 --> 00:36:29,118
because I'm really sick
of talking back to my TV,

848
00:36:29,152 --> 00:36:30,820
and I'm scared I'm gonna get a cat.

849
00:36:32,255 --> 00:36:34,624
And I was really excited

850
00:36:34,658 --> 00:36:38,527
that someone had invited me to dinner.

851
00:36:38,561 --> 00:36:40,996
So, yeah, I'm pretty mad.

852
00:36:43,633 --> 00:36:45,033
Hattie's awake.

853
00:36:46,802 --> 00:36:48,036
What?

854
00:36:48,070 --> 00:36:50,472
What happened?

855
00:36:50,507 --> 00:36:54,475
Mom, there was a fire in your apartment.

856
00:36:54,510 --> 00:36:57,646
You've had surgery, but you're doing well.

857
00:36:57,680 --> 00:36:59,981
Your husband saved your life.

858
00:37:00,016 --> 00:37:03,384
He picked you up and jumped
out a window with you.

859
00:37:03,418 --> 00:37:04,953
Well, that was stupid.

860
00:37:09,057 --> 00:37:14,127
Oh, Norris, you saved my life.

861
00:37:14,152 --> 00:37:16,797
I nearly killed you.

862
00:37:16,831 --> 00:37:21,536
But that doctor, she promised.

863
00:37:21,570 --> 00:37:24,438
Where is she, that woman doctor?

864
00:37:24,473 --> 00:37:26,474
Oh, Dr. Shepherd.

865
00:37:26,508 --> 00:37:32,612
She promised they'd save
you, and she was right.

866
00:37:46,960 --> 00:37:48,228
Are you busy tonight?

867
00:37:48,262 --> 00:37:51,164
Oh, well, I was going to
catch up on some reading,

868
00:37:51,199 --> 00:37:53,667
some medical journals, but...

869
00:37:53,701 --> 00:37:56,869
Oh, actually, no.

870
00:37:56,904 --> 00:37:59,539
No, I am, um I'm not busy.

871
00:37:59,574 --> 00:38:00,639
Why?

872
00:38:06,926 --> 00:38:09,370
This was Ellis' house.

873
00:38:10,851 --> 00:38:12,551
This is where you grew up.

874
00:38:12,586 --> 00:38:15,054
It was nicer before Alex trashed it.

875
00:38:15,089 --> 00:38:17,223
Oh, shut up. It smelled like books.

876
00:38:17,257 --> 00:38:19,391
Well, it smelled a lot
better when I lived here.

877
00:38:19,426 --> 00:38:20,892
Now it just smells like Karev.

878
00:38:20,927 --> 00:38:23,061
Wait. You lived here, too?

879
00:38:23,096 --> 00:38:24,896
Everybody lived here.

880
00:38:24,931 --> 00:38:26,865
I practically lived
here with George, right?

881
00:38:26,899 --> 00:38:28,334
George was my ex-husband.

882
00:38:28,368 --> 00:38:29,735
He was in their resident class.

883
00:38:29,769 --> 00:38:31,103
O'Malley.

884
00:38:31,137 --> 00:38:33,538
O'Malley.

885
00:38:33,572 --> 00:38:35,340
I'm sorry. Your husband?

886
00:38:35,374 --> 00:38:36,808
Yeah, she does dudes, too.

887
00:38:36,843 --> 00:38:38,043
True. I did him once.

888
00:38:38,077 --> 00:38:39,711
True.

889
00:38:39,746 --> 00:38:41,079
She did.

890
00:38:41,114 --> 00:38:42,580
I didn't do him.

891
00:38:42,615 --> 00:38:44,549
I did do George, though... once.

892
00:38:44,583 --> 00:38:46,051
- Oh-ho-ho!
- Yeah, yeah.

893
00:38:46,085 --> 00:38:47,318
- Oh, God.
- Yeah, yeah.

894
00:38:47,353 --> 00:38:48,920
We're all related through sex.

895
00:38:48,955 --> 00:38:50,988
We all have sexual relations.

896
00:38:51,022 --> 00:38:52,523
That is horribly weird.

897
00:39:05,971 --> 00:39:08,172
Hi.

898
00:39:08,206 --> 00:39:10,574
It's hard to give second chances.

899
00:39:12,277 --> 00:39:15,246
I probably should've called first, but...

900
00:39:15,280 --> 00:39:16,814
Someone told me to go home,

901
00:39:16,848 --> 00:39:19,049
and I wasn't really sure where I should go.

902
00:39:19,084 --> 00:39:22,719
See? Everyone lives here.

903
00:39:22,754 --> 00:39:26,222
Beer's in the fridge. Hard
stuff's on the counter.

904
00:39:26,257 --> 00:39:28,057
Thank you.

905
00:39:28,092 --> 00:39:30,059
It's even harder to ask for them.

906
00:39:35,065 --> 00:39:39,535
A chance to do it again,
knowing what you know now...

907
00:39:41,839 --> 00:39:43,039
What you've learned...

908
00:39:45,509 --> 00:39:48,511
A chance to do it completely differently...

909
00:39:58,087 --> 00:40:00,723
You okay?

910
00:40:03,451 --> 00:40:04,785
I was at a meeting.

911
00:40:06,596 --> 00:40:08,831
I'm moving out.

912
00:40:08,865 --> 00:40:10,433
Tomorrow.

913
00:40:10,467 --> 00:40:11,567
I'm sorry.

914
00:40:11,601 --> 00:40:13,235
I'm just so sorry.

915
00:40:13,269 --> 00:40:16,238
Don't, Derek. Don't even bother.

916
00:40:16,272 --> 00:40:18,473
I didn't mean to hurt you.

917
00:40:18,507 --> 00:40:20,309
I'm sure you didn't.

918
00:40:20,343 --> 00:40:22,477
I'm sure you didn't even think about me.

919
00:40:22,511 --> 00:40:24,880
You saw an opening, and you took it.

920
00:40:26,950 --> 00:40:30,918
I have always wanted to
protect you ever since dad died.

921
00:40:30,953 --> 00:40:32,253
I didn't want to.

922
00:40:32,287 --> 00:40:34,723
I'm sure you didn't want me to.

923
00:40:34,757 --> 00:40:35,990
But I promised.

924
00:40:41,464 --> 00:40:43,130
Shh!

925
00:40:47,769 --> 00:40:49,536
Then you came up here, and I realized...

926
00:40:49,571 --> 00:40:51,272
I didn't have to worry anymore.

927
00:40:51,306 --> 00:40:52,907
You were okay. You were fine.

928
00:40:52,941 --> 00:40:54,175
You were more than fine.

929
00:40:54,209 --> 00:40:55,943
You could...

930
00:40:55,978 --> 00:40:57,411
Take care of yourself now, and...

931
00:40:59,647 --> 00:41:01,115
I didn't need to anymore.

932
00:41:03,451 --> 00:41:05,719
I needed you today.

933
00:41:05,754 --> 00:41:10,222
A chance to right our wrongs,

934
00:41:10,257 --> 00:41:13,158
to try and correct our mistakes...

935
00:41:14,528 --> 00:41:16,462
I don't know who I am anymore.

936
00:41:16,497 --> 00:41:20,666
Not anybody I ever thought I'd...

937
00:41:20,701 --> 00:41:24,103
I'd be.

938
00:41:24,137 --> 00:41:27,572
I try and make the right
choices for Meredith...

939
00:41:27,607 --> 00:41:30,309
The kids, you.

940
00:41:30,343 --> 00:41:33,245
And, um...

941
00:41:33,280 --> 00:41:35,480
I'm angry all the time.

942
00:41:35,515 --> 00:41:40,319
I'm miserable, and I don't
know what to do with it.

943
00:41:40,353 --> 00:41:44,656
All I do is hurt people.

944
00:41:44,690 --> 00:41:47,893
The last people I want
to hurt, and I just...

945
00:41:51,163 --> 00:41:54,032
I just can't get control of it.

946
00:42:01,140 --> 00:42:03,474
I don't know what to do anymore.

947
00:42:05,444 --> 00:42:08,679
I know how you feel.

948
00:42:08,713 --> 00:42:10,881
We call it Rock Bottom.

949
00:42:18,389 --> 00:42:23,126
A chance to try and
start over from scratch.

950
00:42:26,881 --> 00:42:27,881
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