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prevously on "grey's anatomy...

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i'm george.

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we met at the mixer
you had on a black dress

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strappy sandalsand a slit up the side.

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i've had this thing for
my roommate since, like, day one.

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she's pretty great,you know?

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who's thatch?

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my dad.

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thatcher.

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she never talks about him.

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i'm glad you moved in.

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oh, so she moved in with you.

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didn't she tell you?

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and what i know now is that
when i go into my bedroom,

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i'm gonna see that my wife

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is cheating on me with mark

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who happened to be my best friend.

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after careful consideration

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and many sleepless nights

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(here's what i've decided)

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there's no such thing as a grown-up.

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we move on. we move out

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we move away from our families

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and form our own

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oh, no

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hello?

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no. dr. burke.

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yes.

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yes, i'll let her know.

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that was your landlord.

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he wants you to know

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that there's a minor flood
in your apartment.

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your other apartment.

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but the basic insecurities

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the basic fears

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and all those old wounds
just grow up with us

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i'm exhausted.

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me, too.

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and just when we think
that life and circumstance

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(have forced us to truly)

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once and for all become an adult...

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i was going at it all night
in the on call room.

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what's your excuse?

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your mother says something like that

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mom.

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i tell you, that man 
makes me purr like a kitten.

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mom.

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when he isn't making me
growl like a tiger.

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stop.

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and my husband wonders

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why i'm not interested
in him anymore.

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or worse,something like that

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if he had any balls at all,

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he would leave on his own.

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no. he plays stupid.

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he's waiting for me to kick him out.

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i come home with a hickey
on my shoulder

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a hickey, for god's sake

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like i'm some sex-crazed teenager,

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which, let's face it,these days, i am,

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and what does thatcher do?

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pretends he doesn't see it.

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we get bigger
we get taller

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we get older

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but... for the most part

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we're still a bunch of kids

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running around the playground
trying desperately to fit in

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you know, he's acting like

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i committed a crime,

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like my apartment is full of stolen goods.

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he's acting like i kept my apartment

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to hide stolen goods

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so i could do
illegal transplants for money.

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are you sure he's not
just acting like you lied

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about moving in?

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okay,what's wrong with you?

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my mommy's a filthy whore.

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you have dirty in your eyes.

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you have dirty in your eyes.

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i'm not doing dirty with you anymore.

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it was a one-time lapse in judgment.

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well, it was a 4-time lapse in judgment.

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well, it's not gonna happen again.

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oh. okay.

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i'm serious.

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we're friends,and it didn't work

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when we tried to be more than that.

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so...

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as fun as it was,

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it's not gonna happen again.

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stop looking at me.

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i'm not looking at you,

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i'm rounding.

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i'm rounding, too.

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-fine.
-fine.

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chuck eaton, 54,

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has stage 3b non-small cell
lung cancer

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with possible invasion of the pleura

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and a history of c.o.p.d.

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he's had extensive
chemo-radiotherapy

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with minimal regression of the tumor.

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he's been admitted
for radical en bloc resection.

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i was a smoker.

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the, uh, oncologist...

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he explained that i have a 25% chance

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of surviving the, uh, surgery.

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well, unfortunately,that's about right.

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if you should elect not to proceed,

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we can make you more comfortable.

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with all due respect, uh...

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there's no way

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that you can make a man
dying a slow death comfortable.

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i'll roll the dice.

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how do i look today?

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would you say, you know,
i look nice?

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you could usea little more lip gloss,

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but, yes,
you're very pretty.

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aw, you're mean.

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i'm just kidding. you look fine.

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seriously, how's my breath?

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george.

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would you just talk to her?

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who?

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what?

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good morning, dr. bailey.

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hello, baby.

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are the o.r.'s up and running?

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uh, yeah,they're fully functional.

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uh, except there's some
smoke damage to the corridors.

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how about you?

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you fully functional?

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i'm fine.

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how's your husband?

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taking him home tomorrow.

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yes, we are. yes. yes...

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okay,this is not a tea party.

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go. work. save some lives.

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now!

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do it now.

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jake burton, 15, has advanced 
craniodiaphyseal dysplasia.

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was admitted last night

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after complaining of headaches.

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and he's not a complainer.

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he's been havingsome nausea as well.

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really, okay?

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may i, please?

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jake, can i get you to sit up, please?

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sure.

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all right, okay.

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now i want you to look 
 right here for me. thank you.

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you know, if you pretend
i'm a lion, it helps.

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sorry?

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if you pretend i'm a lion

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instead of a really messed up kid,

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you get a talking circus animal,

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which is way easier to look at.

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dr. yang, what's our
immediate concern?

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uh, that the bony tumors

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are growing inward

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and encroaching on his brain.

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"invasive non-small cell
with a history of c.o.p.d."?

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guy's pretty much a goner, huh?

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sensitivity...i like that in a stranger.

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are you new here?

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visiting.

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confounded by all the rain,

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and it's only
my first day in town.

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you get used to it.

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makes me want
to stay in bed all day.

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we just met, and already
you're talking about bed.

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not very subtle.

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subtle's never been my strong suit.

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so...

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do you ever go out with co-workers?:

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i, um, make it a rule not to.

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then i am so glad that i don't work here.

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are you hitting on me

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in a hospital?

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would that be wrong?

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meredith.

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ow. ah.

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what the hell was that?

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that was mark.

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punching out people
on my surgical floor?

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my head of neurosurgery

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punching out people
on my surgical floor?

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put the ice back on your hand, derek.

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my hand is fine.

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put the damn ice on
your $2-million-a-year hand.

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now... would someone tell me

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what the hell happened?

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that was mark.

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who's mark?

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he and derek used to work together

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back in new york.

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and, uh...

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they were...we were all close friends

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until...

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derek found us in bed together.

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you put your weight behind it?

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yes, sir.

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well, all right, then.

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what the hell is he doing here?

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i have no idea.

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derek and i always did have
the same taste in women.

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excuse me?

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you're derek's lusty intern, right?

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i heard about you
all the way back in new york.

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you're famous.

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well...

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i heard about you
all the way here in seattle,

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so i guess we have a lot in common.

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we're the dirty mistresses.

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i suppose we are.

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my $400-an-hour shrink
says that

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it's because behind this rugged
and confident exterior

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i'm self-destructive and self-loathing

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to an almost pathological degree.

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hey, we do have a lot in common.

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you know, it's funny.

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der...

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derek walks in on me
naked with his wife

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actually in the throes

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and he just turns around
and walks away.

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but he sees me
so much as talking to you

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and i'm on the ground bleeding.

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interesting, don't you think?

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what do you think you're doing?

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you need stitches.

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i know. hold the mirror.

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why is he suturing his own face?

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to turn me on.

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because he's mark sloan.

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he's like the go-to plastic surgeon
on the east coast.

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that's the guy
addison was sleeping with?

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well, you can't really
blame her, can you?

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no, not really.

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yes, you can.

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mcsexy wants an x-ray
to check for fractures,

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and i think it's a bad idea if i take him.

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why? why?

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i'm on it. why is it a bad idea?

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mcsexy?

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no?

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mm. mcyummy.

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-no
-no.

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mcsteamy.

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ah, there it is.
yep.

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oh, excuse me,

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i'm just chokin' back some mcvomit.

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ooh.

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i saw her first.

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the night she met shepherd,

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i had her ear.

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we talked,

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and i can't even remember what i said.

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you know when you haven't
had sex for awhile,

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you sort of forget how good it is

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and don't really need it much?

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yeah, that doesn't happen to guys.

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it's like a beas...

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a beast that was asleep

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for a long,long time.

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and now the beast is wide awake

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and wants to be fed,

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and the food that alex gave it was...

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it was

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good food, george.

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something needs to be done
about your taste.

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ah! you're just jealous

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because you're beast is still asleep.

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eh, my beast isn't asleep.

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my beast never sleeps.

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mr. eaton.

276
00:11:33,485 --> 00:11:34,403
do you need a hand with that?

277
00:11:34,403 --> 00:11:36,196
um, if you could set up the tripod,

278
00:11:36,196 --> 00:11:38,198
that would be very helpful.

279
00:11:38,407 --> 00:11:39,116
are you...

280
00:11:39,616 --> 00:11:40,701
what are you doing?

281
00:11:41,702 --> 00:11:42,995
i'm dying, dear.

282
00:11:44,288 --> 00:11:44,997
one in four...

283
00:11:45,706 --> 00:11:49,710
i, uh, i've never done well
with odds like that.

284
00:11:50,294 --> 00:11:52,004
some...some people are lucky.

285
00:11:52,004 --> 00:11:53,297
i just never have been.

286
00:11:53,881 --> 00:11:55,299
the camera's for posterity,

287
00:11:56,884 --> 00:11:57,718
for saying good-bye.

288
00:11:58,719 --> 00:12:00,095
do you want me to hold
the camera for you?

289
00:12:00,095 --> 00:12:02,181
you're very kind.thank you.

290
00:12:09,980 --> 00:12:11,815
okay, we're recording.

291
00:12:15,402 --> 00:12:17,321
this...this is a message

292
00:12:17,321 --> 00:12:19,489
for suzie zelman

293
00:12:19,990 --> 00:12:20,908
my...my college sweetheart

294
00:12:20,908 --> 00:12:23,202
and...and the love of my life.

295
00:12:23,202 --> 00:12:24,786
suzie...

296
00:12:25,704 --> 00:12:28,916
i loved you with my whole heart...

297
00:12:28,916 --> 00:12:31,793
and i never would've
stopped loving you

298
00:12:31,793 --> 00:12:33,795
if you hadn't been the vile whore

299
00:12:33,795 --> 00:12:35,589
to ever walk the planet earth.

300
00:12:35,589 --> 00:12:37,216
you deserve that...

301
00:12:37,216 --> 00:12:38,592
that drunken imbecile

302
00:12:38,592 --> 00:12:41,803
that you slept with and then married.

303
00:12:41,803 --> 00:12:43,597
and when, at the reunion,

304
00:12:43,597 --> 00:12:47,601
i..i met your ugly children

305
00:12:47,601 --> 00:12:49,603
i knew you had done me a real favor.

306
00:12:50,979 --> 00:12:52,981
i am so deeply happy

307
00:12:52,981 --> 00:12:53,815
that i'll never have to see

308
00:12:53,815 --> 00:12:54,983
your face again.

309
00:12:57,986 --> 00:12:59,613
love, chuck.

310
00:13:02,282 --> 00:13:02,991
would you please, uh,

311
00:13:02,991 --> 00:13:04,618
put in a fresh tape, dear?

312
00:13:06,203 --> 00:13:06,912
what about that

313
00:13:06,912 --> 00:13:08,497
jaw reconstruction you did

314
00:13:08,497 --> 00:13:09,414
using a microvascular

315
00:13:09,414 --> 00:13:11,792
free transfer from the foot?

316
00:13:12,584 --> 00:13:13,919
you interested in plastics?

317
00:13:13,919 --> 00:13:15,796
absolutely.

318
00:13:16,588 --> 00:13:17,798
you might want to consider a transfer

319
00:13:17,798 --> 00:13:19,091
to new york or los angeles.

320
00:13:19,800 --> 00:13:21,385
you're not gonna see
any heat up here.

321
00:13:22,219 --> 00:13:24,304
well, actually...

322
00:13:24,304 --> 00:13:25,389
you ever seen an advanced case

323
00:13:25,389 --> 00:13:27,891
of craniodiaphyseal dysplasia?

324
00:13:29,184 --> 00:13:30,310
lionitis?

325
00:13:31,687 --> 00:13:32,604
restrained driver

326
00:13:32,604 --> 00:13:33,814
in a minor m.v.c.

327
00:13:33,814 --> 00:13:35,983
vitals are stable,but witnesses saw

328
00:13:35,983 --> 00:13:37,901
seizure activity behind the wheel.

329
00:13:37,901 --> 00:13:39,319
i really don't think i need to be here.

330
00:13:39,319 --> 00:13:40,821
you should really let us
determine that, ma'am.

331
00:13:40,821 --> 00:13:41,780
witnesses said she was

332
00:13:41,780 --> 00:13:42,281
screaming, shuddering

333
00:13:42,281 --> 00:13:44,116
and--and clamping her jaw.

334
00:13:44,116 --> 00:13:44,992
do you have a seizure disorder

335
00:13:44,992 --> 00:13:45,909
that you're aware of?

336
00:13:45,909 --> 00:13:46,618
epilepsy?

337
00:13:46,618 --> 00:13:48,495
it's not epilepsy.i don't have any

338
00:13:48,495 --> 00:13:50,414
oh, no. oh, god.

339
00:13:50,414 --> 00:13:51,582
it's happening again.

340
00:13:51,582 --> 00:13:53,792
oh, no.

341
00:14:15,397 --> 00:14:16,982
was that a...

342
00:14:16,982 --> 00:14:18,609
did she just have a...

343
00:14:18,984 --> 00:14:19,902
orgasm.

344
00:14:22,487 --> 00:14:24,907
spontaneous orgasms.

345
00:14:24,907 --> 00:14:25,991
are you sure?

346
00:14:25,991 --> 00:14:27,910
kinda ha to miss.

347
00:14:30,996 --> 00:14:31,497
ms. calva,

348
00:14:31,497 --> 00:14:32,998
i'm dr. montgomery-shepherd.

349
00:14:32,998 --> 00:14:35,000
it's pamela.

350
00:14:35,000 --> 00:14:35,792
since we're gonna be

351
00:14:35,792 --> 00:14:36,585
talking about... you know,

352
00:14:36,585 --> 00:14:37,794
may as well get familiar.

353
00:14:37,794 --> 00:14:38,795
okay, pamela,

354
00:14:38,795 --> 00:14:39,505
can you tell me

355
00:14:39,505 --> 00:14:40,380
how long this has

356
00:14:40,380 --> 00:14:41,715
been happening to you?

357
00:14:42,299 --> 00:14:43,217
for a few months,

358
00:14:43,217 --> 00:14:44,092
i guess.

359
00:14:44,092 --> 00:14:44,718
how often?

360
00:14:45,594 --> 00:14:47,513
about, i don't know,
seven or eight times a day.

361
00:14:47,513 --> 00:14:48,597
every day?

362
00:14:48,597 --> 00:14:50,516
uh, dr. stevens.

363
00:14:50,516 --> 00:14:51,308
i'm sorry.

364
00:14:52,100 --> 00:14:53,393
every day?

365
00:14:54,019 --> 00:14:55,187
yes, every day.

366
00:14:55,187 --> 00:14:58,106
 and you haven't seen
a doctor about this before?

367
00:14:58,106 --> 00:14:59,983
it not exactly something
you want to cure, is it?

368
00:14:59,983 --> 00:15:01,109
dr. o'malley

369
00:15:01,109 --> 00:15:02,486
sorry.

370
00:15:02,486 --> 00:15:02,986
mum...is it?

371
00:15:02,986 --> 00:15:04,696
i went to my doctor.

372
00:15:04,696 --> 00:15:05,781
he sent me to a shrink.

373
00:15:05,781 --> 00:15:07,991
and he didn't do any tests?

374
00:15:07,991 --> 00:15:10,202
pammy,you back here?

375
00:15:10,202 --> 00:15:11,995
oh, god, no.

376
00:15:11,995 --> 00:15:13,580
you called my father?

377
00:15:13,580 --> 00:15:15,999
he's your emergency contact person.

378
00:15:15,999 --> 00:15:18,502
pammy, what happened?

379
00:15:18,502 --> 00:15:19,711
you were in an accident?

380
00:15:19,711 --> 00:15:21,588
i caused the accident, d.

381
00:15:21,588 --> 00:15:22,798
you had one of your...

382
00:15:22,798 --> 00:15:24,800
episodes. yeah.

383
00:15:26,218 --> 00:15:26,802
oh, no.

384
00:15:28,804 --> 00:15:29,680
damn it.

385
00:15:35,686 --> 00:15:37,980
she's a junior at u-dub.

386
00:15:37,980 --> 00:15:41,108
she's a math major.

387
00:15:41,108 --> 00:15:43,110
the last three semesters,
she made the honor roll.

388
00:15:43,986 --> 00:15:45,904
high up in the honor roll.

389
00:15:47,781 --> 00:15:49,992
mr. calva, we're gonna...

390
00:15:49,992 --> 00:15:50,701
run some tests

391
00:15:50,701 --> 00:15:52,286
and we're gonna...

392
00:15:52,536 --> 00:15:53,328
we're gonna figure out what's

393
00:15:53,328 --> 00:15:55,289
causing your daughter's...

394
00:15:55,289 --> 00:15:56,582
episodes.
 this right, episodes.

395
00:15:56,582 --> 00:15:57,416
okay.

396
00:15:57,791 --> 00:15:59,001
and when you were 14,

397
00:15:59,001 --> 00:16:02,796
you stole laura brendese
right out from under me.

398
00:16:03,005 --> 00:16:04,381
you knew how i felt about her.

399
00:16:04,381 --> 00:16:05,215
don't say you didn't know

400
00:16:05,215 --> 00:16:06,508
because you knew.

401
00:16:07,718 --> 00:16:09,386
and you went for her anyway.

402
00:16:10,220 --> 00:16:12,681
what kind of human being
does that to his little brother?

403
00:16:12,681 --> 00:16:16,685
he was 14. cut him some slack
for god's sakes.

404
00:16:17,603 --> 00:16:20,814
oh, i'm sorry.
i forgot we were recording.

405
00:16:20,814 --> 00:16:23,192
if you wouldn't mind just rewinding

406
00:16:23,192 --> 00:16:24,902
a little bit, please?

407
00:16:26,820 --> 00:16:29,489
i'm a doctor, not a videographer.

408
00:16:29,489 --> 00:16:31,992
and i do need to prep you for surgery.

409
00:16:31,992 --> 00:16:32,993
but you offered to help.

410
00:16:32,993 --> 00:16:35,704
when i thought
you were saying good-bye.

411
00:16:36,288 --> 00:16:37,706
i am saying good-bye.

412
00:16:38,582 --> 00:16:41,084
none of these people not one of them

413
00:16:41,084 --> 00:16:43,295
knows how i really feel.

414
00:16:43,295 --> 00:16:45,005
my whole life,

415
00:16:45,005 --> 00:16:47,299
i've kept it all inside.

416
00:16:47,299 --> 00:16:49,218
i-i don't want to carry this

417
00:16:49,218 --> 00:16:51,011
with me to my grave.

418
00:16:51,303 --> 00:16:52,888
you seem like such a nice man.

419
00:16:52,888 --> 00:16:56,099
wouldn't you just rather
you remember you that way?

420
00:16:57,601 --> 00:17:00,395
no.

421
00:17:00,395 --> 00:17:01,688
please rewind the tape.

422
00:17:04,816 --> 00:17:05,400
okay, jake

423
00:17:05,400 --> 00:17:06,985
it can get a little cramped in there,

424
00:17:06,985 --> 00:17:08,403
so you have to try not to move.

425
00:17:08,403 --> 00:17:10,489
yeah, uh, this is, like,

426
00:17:10,489 --> 00:17:13,408
my 50th m.r.i. experience.

427
00:17:13,408 --> 00:17:14,618
right, sorry.

428
00:17:15,285 --> 00:17:16,411
it's okay.

429
00:17:17,287 --> 00:17:18,205
you have really nice eyes,

430
00:17:18,789 --> 00:17:19,915
you know?

431
00:17:20,791 --> 00:17:21,708
well, i'm just sayin' that

432
00:17:21,708 --> 00:17:22,584
you're mostly all...

433
00:17:22,584 --> 00:17:24,586
all surly and hard core,

434
00:17:24,586 --> 00:17:26,004
but your eyes aren't.

435
00:17:27,589 --> 00:17:28,799
i'm really big on eyes.

436
00:17:28,799 --> 00:17:30,509
they're the only part of my face

437
00:17:30,509 --> 00:17:31,510
where tumors aren't growing.

438
00:17:33,720 --> 00:17:35,013
yeah, you've got nice eyes.

439
00:17:35,013 --> 00:17:36,014
yeah?

440
00:17:36,014 --> 00:17:36,181
mm-hmm.

441
00:17:36,598 --> 00:17:37,391
you..you get that...

442
00:17:37,391 --> 00:17:39,309
that i'm jailbait, right?

443
00:17:44,481 --> 00:17:45,107
meredith.

444
00:17:45,399 --> 00:17:45,983
chief.

445
00:17:47,109 --> 00:17:47,401
chief

446
00:17:48,193 --> 00:17:49,486
can i ask you something

447
00:17:49,486 --> 00:17:51,613
not work-related?

448
00:17:52,614 --> 00:17:53,198
okay.

449
00:17:54,116 --> 00:17:55,617
do you remember my father?

450
00:17:58,620 --> 00:17:59,496
of course.

451
00:17:59,496 --> 00:18:00,914
do you know why he left?

452
00:18:01,999 --> 00:18:05,085
i believe your mother asked him to.

453
00:18:06,211 --> 00:18:07,421
right, but do you know why?

454
00:18:11,216 --> 00:18:12,217
no.

455
00:18:12,217 --> 00:18:13,886
no, i'm sorry. i don't.

456
00:18:15,721 --> 00:18:16,513
well...

457
00:18:16,763 --> 00:18:17,306
have a good day.

458
00:18:17,306 --> 00:18:19,016
thanks. you, too.

459
00:18:22,519 --> 00:18:23,687
dr. yang, book an o.r.please

460
00:18:25,981 --> 00:18:28,192
how--how is that possible?

461
00:18:28,192 --> 00:18:29,318
it's precision work.

462
00:18:29,818 --> 00:18:30,402
it won't be easy, but--

463
00:18:30,402 --> 00:18:33,113
dr. sloan, can i help you 
with something?

464
00:18:33,113 --> 00:18:35,282
he says he can fix my face.

465
00:18:35,282 --> 00:18:36,992
he says he can make me
look like normal.

466
00:18:43,790 --> 00:18:44,583
what did he say?

467
00:18:45,209 --> 00:18:46,001
did you hear that?

468
00:18:46,001 --> 00:18:47,211
did he call him a crack whore?

469
00:18:47,377 --> 00:18:48,587
-why would he call him a crack whore?
-oh, shut up.

470
00:18:48,587 --> 00:18:49,588
i'm trying to read lips.

471
00:18:50,380 --> 00:18:51,215
look, shepherd's gesturing.

472
00:18:51,215 --> 00:18:51,507
big gesturing.

473
00:18:52,090 --> 00:18:53,091
what do you got?

474
00:18:53,091 --> 00:18:54,384
shepherd and sloan battling it out.

475
00:18:55,302 --> 00:18:56,512
oh, it's gettin' good.

476
00:18:56,803 --> 00:18:57,888
why, what do you got?

477
00:19:00,098 --> 00:19:01,391
just a woman down in the e.r...

478
00:19:02,601 --> 00:19:04,186
having spontaneous orgasms.

479
00:19:08,815 --> 00:19:10,317
wait, wait, wait. wait.

480
00:19:10,817 --> 00:19:12,319
that is not the point.

481
00:19:12,319 --> 00:19:14,196
the point is the kid wants his
face fixed and i want to do it.

482
00:19:14,196 --> 00:19:14,613
the point is,

483
00:19:14,613 --> 00:19:15,697
you wanna get published!

484
00:19:15,697 --> 00:19:17,115
well, yeah.

485
00:19:17,115 --> 00:19:18,992
and i'm guessing your chief
of surgery does, too.

486
00:19:18,992 --> 00:19:19,993
you know how the press loves

487
00:19:19,993 --> 00:19:21,203
a good before and after shot,

488
00:19:21,203 --> 00:19:21,495
richard.

489
00:19:21,495 --> 00:19:22,913
call me dr. webber.

490
00:19:26,792 --> 00:19:27,292
derek,

491
00:19:27,292 --> 00:19:28,293
out of friendship to you,

492
00:19:28,293 --> 00:19:29,086
i would very much love

493
00:19:29,086 --> 00:19:31,588
to say no to this jackass.

494
00:19:31,588 --> 00:19:32,589
but as chief--

495
00:19:32,589 --> 00:19:33,882
please don't say it.

496
00:19:35,092 --> 00:19:37,010
dr. sloan, if you can get the parents

497
00:19:37,010 --> 00:19:38,220
to sign a consent form...

498
00:19:40,305 --> 00:19:42,015
round two goes to the jackass.

499
00:19:45,018 --> 00:19:45,602
which one? which one?

500
00:19:48,689 --> 00:19:49,815
oh, god. oh, no.

501
00:19:49,815 --> 00:19:51,108
oh, no.

502
00:19:51,108 --> 00:19:51,900
oh, it's happening.

503
00:19:57,698 --> 00:20:01,493
doctors,there something you need?

504
00:20:01,493 --> 00:20:03,787
well, in that case,move on.
 no, no

505
00:20:07,708 --> 00:20:10,085
anyone get what mcdreamy
or mcsteamy sees in her?

506
00:20:10,085 --> 00:20:11,086
she's mchot.

507
00:20:11,086 --> 00:20:12,296
mcyeah, she is.

508
00:20:24,516 --> 00:20:25,017
oh, come on.

509
00:20:25,017 --> 00:20:26,310
you're not even
a little bit happy to see me?

510
00:20:26,310 --> 00:20:28,395
go home. whatever it is

511
00:20:28,395 --> 00:20:29,188
you came here to do,

512
00:20:29,188 --> 00:20:30,397
just drop it and leave.

513
00:20:30,397 --> 00:20:31,982
hey, we all made mistakes,

514
00:20:31,982 --> 00:20:32,983
addison, all three of us...
mark...

515
00:20:32,983 --> 00:20:34,484
but somehow...somehow,

516
00:20:34,484 --> 00:20:35,694
i lost my best friend

517
00:20:35,694 --> 00:20:36,486
and the woman i loved.

518
00:20:36,486 --> 00:20:38,697
please... don't say that.

519
00:20:38,697 --> 00:20:41,617
he doesn't know how we felt.

520
00:20:41,617 --> 00:20:42,701
he doesn't know you stayed

521
00:20:42,701 --> 00:20:44,703
with me after he left.

522
00:20:44,703 --> 00:20:46,580
how do you expect
to work out a marriage

523
00:20:46,580 --> 00:20:47,080
if you can't even

524
00:20:47,080 --> 00:20:48,790
be honest with him?

525
00:20:48,790 --> 00:20:50,083
why are you here?

526
00:20:50,083 --> 00:20:51,585
for one reason...

527
00:20:51,585 --> 00:20:52,419
to bring you home.

528
00:20:55,214 --> 00:20:57,090
i miss you, addison.

529
00:20:59,510 --> 00:21:01,512
i'm in love with my husband, mark.

530
00:21:01,512 --> 00:21:03,013
but he's not in love with you.

531
00:21:05,015 --> 00:21:06,099
he's in love with that intern,

532
00:21:06,099 --> 00:21:08,101
and he's not even trying to hide it.

533
00:21:09,019 --> 00:21:10,604
now why would you want
to stick around for that?

534
00:21:19,112 --> 00:21:19,988
i think you're making it up.

535
00:21:20,697 --> 00:21:21,114
i'm not.

536
00:21:21,782 --> 00:21:23,909
-i saw it four times.
-what?

537
00:21:23,909 --> 00:21:25,702
a woman with spontaneous orgasms.

538
00:21:26,495 --> 00:21:27,579
really

539
00:21:27,579 --> 00:21:29,915
you're just jealous 'cause
you didn't see it yourself.

540
00:21:29,915 --> 00:21:31,083
oh, i totally am.

541
00:21:32,292 --> 00:21:33,919
spontaneous orgasms, really?

542
00:21:34,086 --> 00:21:35,087
you look really nice today.

543
00:21:35,087 --> 00:21:36,505
any chance they're contagious?

544
00:21:37,089 --> 00:21:37,881
spontaneous orgasms.

545
00:21:38,215 --> 00:21:40,008
it's that would solve so many problems.

546
00:21:40,008 --> 00:21:42,594
it would. it would.

547
00:21:42,594 --> 00:21:43,804
i think you smell nice, too.

548
00:21:43,804 --> 00:21:44,596
you know, it's like,

549
00:21:44,596 --> 00:21:45,514
you see someone throw up,

550
00:21:45,514 --> 00:21:46,306
it makes you want to throw up too.

551
00:21:46,306 --> 00:21:47,391
kinda like that?

552
00:21:47,391 --> 00:21:47,891
kinda like.

553
00:21:51,186 --> 00:21:52,604
you know what? i'm not hungry.

554
00:21:52,604 --> 00:21:53,313
do you hear me?

555
00:21:53,313 --> 00:21:54,398
i'm not hungry.

556
00:21:54,815 --> 00:21:55,899
neither is the beast.

557
00:21:56,817 --> 00:21:58,193
"the beast"...is that, like,

558
00:21:58,193 --> 00:22:00,112
some sly reference to your penis?

559
00:22:00,112 --> 00:22:01,697
get your mind out of
the gutter, crack whore.

560
00:22:04,199 --> 00:22:05,784
no, it's not alex's penis.

561
00:22:05,784 --> 00:22:06,410
it's...you know

562
00:22:06,410 --> 00:22:07,995
when you haven't had
sex for a long time

563
00:22:07,995 --> 00:22:08,787
and you forget how good it is,

564
00:22:08,787 --> 00:22:10,205
and so you want it less?

565
00:22:11,582 --> 00:22:12,499
yeah, that doesn't happen to me.

566
00:22:13,500 --> 00:22:13,792
me either.

567
00:22:14,209 --> 00:22:14,793
me either.

568
00:22:18,589 --> 00:22:21,216
i grew my hair for her,and...

569
00:22:21,216 --> 00:22:21,592
i know.

570
00:22:21,592 --> 00:22:23,010
i don't even think she's noticed.

571
00:22:24,595 --> 00:22:25,512
you could just try

572
00:22:25,512 --> 00:22:26,388
telling her how you feel.

573
00:22:27,181 --> 00:22:29,308
um, guys?

574
00:22:29,308 --> 00:22:31,101
she's moving,

575
00:22:31,101 --> 00:22:32,311
like, a lot.

576
00:22:33,520 --> 00:22:33,687
pamela,

577
00:22:33,687 --> 00:22:34,980
you have to hold still.

578
00:22:41,403 --> 00:22:42,112
okay.

579
00:22:46,200 --> 00:22:48,494
that's not helping the beast sleep, is it?

580
00:22:48,494 --> 00:22:49,286
no.

581
00:22:49,995 --> 00:22:50,787
no, it's not.

582
00:22:51,997 --> 00:22:54,416
you're drawing the medial to the tumor.

583
00:22:54,416 --> 00:22:56,585
-yeah,
-it's a guideline

584
00:22:56,585 --> 00:22:58,420
for what the bone structure should be.

585
00:22:58,420 --> 00:22:59,087
hear that?

586
00:22:59,087 --> 00:23:01,215
i'm gonna have bone structure.

587
00:23:03,383 --> 00:23:04,009
jake...

588
00:23:04,009 --> 00:23:05,886
so what do you think,am i a dal?

589
00:23:05,886 --> 00:23:07,679
or more of a picasso?

590
00:23:09,681 --> 00:23:10,307
could you stop doing that

591
00:23:10,307 --> 00:23:11,308
for a minute, please?

592
00:23:16,480 --> 00:23:17,689
jake...

593
00:23:17,689 --> 00:23:20,984
jake... i'm sorry.

594
00:23:20,984 --> 00:23:23,987
this surgery,the brain surgery,

595
00:23:23,987 --> 00:23:24,905
is very dangerous.

596
00:23:24,905 --> 00:23:25,697
no, don't say that.

597
00:23:25,697 --> 00:23:27,783
y-you don't get to change your mind.

598
00:23:27,783 --> 00:23:28,909
you know, i know dr. sloan

599
00:23:28,909 --> 00:23:32,287
has made you some big promises,

600
00:23:32,287 --> 00:23:33,497
but the bony tumors

601
00:23:33,497 --> 00:23:36,416
inside your skull are bad.

602
00:23:36,416 --> 00:23:37,501
i don't care.

603
00:23:37,501 --> 00:23:38,794
the bleeding will be hard to control.

604
00:23:38,794 --> 00:23:39,711
i'm not trying to frighten you,

605
00:23:39,711 --> 00:23:41,213
-i just want you to under--
-i do understand.

606
00:23:41,213 --> 00:23:42,297
i understand

607
00:23:42,297 --> 00:23:44,216
that this has nothing to do
with the plastic surgery.

608
00:23:44,216 --> 00:23:45,509
so if i'm gonna be under

609
00:23:45,509 --> 00:23:46,301
the knife anyway, then--

610
00:23:46,301 --> 00:23:47,886
-the plastic surgery could--
-sorry to interrupt--

611
00:23:47,886 --> 00:23:49,596
what you need to understand--

612
00:23:49,596 --> 00:23:50,389
excuse me.

613
00:23:50,389 --> 00:23:51,306
jakes actually right.

614
00:23:52,599 --> 00:23:53,892
no reason to put him through

615
00:23:53,892 --> 00:23:54,685
a second surgery

616
00:23:54,685 --> 00:23:56,687
and a second round of anesthesia.

617
00:23:56,687 --> 00:23:58,981
it's much safer just to
do it all at once.

618
00:23:58,981 --> 00:24:00,482
honey, we just want to focus

619
00:24:00,482 --> 00:24:01,483
on keeping you alive.

620
00:24:01,483 --> 00:24:03,610
mom, i-i almost died

621
00:24:03,610 --> 00:24:05,904
when i was 10 years old.

622
00:24:05,904 --> 00:24:06,989
and then again when i was 12.

623
00:24:06,989 --> 00:24:09,992
and then again last year.

624
00:24:09,992 --> 00:24:11,910
but...but

625
00:24:11,910 --> 00:24:12,786
but i'm still alive.

626
00:24:12,786 --> 00:24:13,412
i'm still alive,

627
00:24:13,412 --> 00:24:14,997
so i say we go for it.

628
00:24:14,997 --> 00:24:16,081
jake...

629
00:24:17,291 --> 00:24:18,500
look, i know that you think

630
00:24:18,500 --> 00:24:19,710
i'm perfect just the way i am--

631
00:24:19,710 --> 00:24:23,005
but that's your job to do that.

632
00:24:23,005 --> 00:24:26,216
but... for once in my life,

633
00:24:26,216 --> 00:24:28,719
i'd like to think

634
00:24:28,719 --> 00:24:30,888
that someone else thought that.

635
00:24:33,515 --> 00:24:34,016
please.

636
00:24:39,396 --> 00:24:40,314
please.

637
00:24:53,494 --> 00:24:54,119
you've given up surgery

638
00:24:54,119 --> 00:24:55,621
to go into clerical work?

639
00:24:55,621 --> 00:24:57,706
i'm fulfilling a patient's dying wish

640
00:24:57,706 --> 00:24:58,916
by sending hate mail

641
00:24:58,916 --> 00:25:00,584
to everyone he's ever met.

642
00:25:00,584 --> 00:25:01,293
yeah,

643
00:25:03,295 --> 00:25:04,588
right now i understand the impulse.

644
00:25:04,588 --> 00:25:06,006
me, too.

645
00:25:06,006 --> 00:25:07,216
why do people cheat?

646
00:25:08,300 --> 00:25:09,301
that's a good question.

647
00:25:10,219 --> 00:25:12,095
why do you think she cheated on you?

648
00:25:13,180 --> 00:25:14,806
were you different then?

649
00:25:15,807 --> 00:25:16,892
were you a bad husband?

650
00:25:22,689 --> 00:25:23,315
 i was, uh...

651
00:25:27,319 --> 00:25:32,491
oh, i was just a little...absent.

652
00:25:33,283 --> 00:25:35,494
not that that's an excuse for her.

653
00:25:37,412 --> 00:25:37,996
do you think things

654
00:25:37,996 --> 00:25:38,789
would've been different

655
00:25:38,789 --> 00:25:39,581
if you'd had kids?

656
00:25:42,000 --> 00:25:42,584
do i think

657
00:25:42,584 --> 00:25:44,002
she wouldn't have cheated?

658
00:25:48,006 --> 00:25:48,799
i don't know.

659
00:25:51,802 --> 00:25:53,387
all right, man, jake's ready to roll.

660
00:25:53,387 --> 00:25:54,304
i'm sorry.

661
00:25:54,304 --> 00:25:55,389
did i interrupt something?

662
00:25:55,389 --> 00:25:56,807
no. it's fine.

663
00:26:02,813 --> 00:26:03,397
pamela,

664
00:26:03,397 --> 00:26:05,816
you should really try and relax.

665
00:26:05,983 --> 00:26:07,317
i am trying to relax.

666
00:26:08,110 --> 00:26:09,319
the episodes happen

667
00:26:09,319 --> 00:26:12,406
when i don't relax.

668
00:26:13,115 --> 00:26:16,285
do you really think you can fix this?

669
00:26:17,411 --> 00:26:22,583
i, uh, i hate to be insensitive, but...

670
00:26:22,583 --> 00:26:23,292
would it be the worst thing

671
00:26:23,292 --> 00:26:24,293
ever if we can't?

672
00:26:24,293 --> 00:26:25,919
i mean...

673
00:26:25,919 --> 00:26:28,213
you know, i like sex
as much as the next girl,

674
00:26:28,213 --> 00:26:29,506
like in bed

675
00:26:29,506 --> 00:26:31,300
or even in private.

676
00:26:33,218 --> 00:26:34,386
but when you can't go to the movies

677
00:26:34,386 --> 00:26:36,096
or drive a car

678
00:26:36,096 --> 00:26:39,516
or go to church with your parents...

679
00:26:39,516 --> 00:26:40,601
oh, my god.

680
00:26:43,312 --> 00:26:44,313
you know that dream

681
00:26:44,313 --> 00:26:45,606
where you show up at high school

682
00:26:45,606 --> 00:26:46,398
and you're naked?

683
00:26:46,982 --> 00:26:47,357
yeah.

684
00:26:48,901 --> 00:26:50,903
yeah, well, i would really,

685
00:26:50,903 --> 00:26:52,196
really like to wake up.

686
00:27:00,704 --> 00:27:01,288
it's crossed

687
00:27:01,288 --> 00:27:03,499
the intrathoracic fascia?

688
00:27:03,499 --> 00:27:04,208
i'm afraid so.

689
00:27:05,792 --> 00:27:07,294
i'm gonna have to go into the chest wall.

690
00:27:10,589 --> 00:27:12,883
he made 17 hate tapes.

691
00:27:12,883 --> 00:27:13,383
i'm sorry?

692
00:27:14,009 --> 00:27:15,385
videotapes of himself

693
00:27:15,385 --> 00:27:17,513
telling people how much he hated them

694
00:27:18,013 --> 00:27:20,682
spewing every hurt feeling he ever had.

695
00:27:20,682 --> 00:27:21,183
and he mailed them?

696
00:27:21,183 --> 00:27:21,517
no.

697
00:27:21,517 --> 00:27:23,685
he wanted me to, but i don't

698
00:27:23,685 --> 00:27:24,394
think it's a good idea.

699
00:27:25,604 --> 00:27:27,397
he was scared.

700
00:27:27,397 --> 00:27:28,106
he was in shock.

701
00:27:28,106 --> 00:27:29,399
he wasn't thinking clearly.

702
00:27:30,984 --> 00:27:33,195
that's not for you to decide, dr. grey.

703
00:27:34,112 --> 00:27:35,906
he asked you for something,

704
00:27:35,906 --> 00:27:36,990
and you told him you would do it.

705
00:27:37,574 --> 00:27:38,116
if you don't,

706
00:27:38,116 --> 00:27:39,993
that doesn't make you noble.

707
00:27:40,494 --> 00:27:41,912
it makes you a liar.

708
00:27:44,998 --> 00:27:46,208
did you know she kept her artment?

709
00:27:50,712 --> 00:27:53,090
yeah.i did. sorry.

710
00:28:00,097 --> 00:28:01,014
and now...

711
00:28:01,682 --> 00:28:02,391
dr. shepherd

712
00:28:02,391 --> 00:28:05,185
-is opening the skull-cap.
-is it harder to get

713
00:28:05,185 --> 00:28:07,479
-through the bony tumors?
-that's what he's doin'.

714
00:28:07,479 --> 00:28:08,981
yes, he is.

715
00:28:10,482 --> 00:28:12,109
basin.this idone.

716
00:28:12,109 --> 00:28:12,818
cottonoid.

717
00:28:14,987 --> 00:28:15,988
give me the sponge.

718
00:28:17,698 --> 00:28:18,991
oh, son of a bitch

719
00:28:18,991 --> 00:28:21,785
all right

720
00:28:21,785 --> 00:28:22,619
hang another unit of blood.

721
00:28:22,619 --> 00:28:23,704
oh i got

722
00:28:23,704 --> 00:28:24,621
somebody change that bag of blood, please.

723
00:28:24,621 --> 00:28:24,997
that's too much blood.

724
00:28:24,997 --> 00:28:25,998
put it in the pressure infuser.

725
00:28:25,998 --> 00:28:26,498
no carotid.

726
00:28:26,498 --> 00:28:27,583
we've got v-fib.

727
00:28:27,583 --> 00:28:28,292
start c.p.r. and bag him.

728
00:28:28,292 --> 00:28:29,501
paddles.get the paddles.

729
00:28:29,501 --> 00:28:30,294
he's losing a lot of blood.

730
00:28:30,294 --> 00:28:31,503
someone get f.f.p.

731
00:28:31,503 --> 00:28:32,087
charge to 200.

732
00:28:32,087 --> 00:28:32,504
charging.

733
00:28:32,504 --> 00:28:32,796
clear.

734
00:28:54,902 --> 00:28:56,320
shame he never had his face fixed.

735
00:29:04,286 --> 00:29:05,287
dr. sloan.

736
00:29:06,497 --> 00:29:06,914
yeah.

737
00:29:16,381 --> 00:29:17,090
all right.

738
00:29:17,716 --> 00:29:19,009
i got the parents' approval.

739
00:29:20,719 --> 00:29:24,014
you don't...really need those.

740
00:29:24,014 --> 00:29:24,515
oh, right.

741
00:29:33,690 --> 00:29:34,316
scalpel.

742
00:29:41,907 --> 00:29:43,784
mr. eaton,

743
00:29:43,784 --> 00:29:44,493
can you hear me?

744
00:29:45,994 --> 00:29:46,787
oh, god.

745
00:29:47,287 --> 00:29:48,705
no, no, don't try to sit up.

746
00:29:49,081 --> 00:29:51,583
you're gonna be in pain for some time.

747
00:29:51,583 --> 00:29:53,210
but i'm pleased to report

748
00:29:53,210 --> 00:29:54,711
that we removed the entire tumor.

749
00:29:55,504 --> 00:29:56,797
wait, i'm--i'm alive?

750
00:29:56,797 --> 00:29:57,589
yes, sir.

751
00:29:59,216 --> 00:30:00,217
you are alive.

752
00:30:05,597 --> 00:30:08,100
my--my tapes?

753
00:30:15,107 --> 00:30:16,400
would you like me
to throw them away?

754
00:30:22,197 --> 00:30:23,282
no.

755
00:30:24,283 --> 00:30:26,118
i'd like you to mail them.

756
00:30:29,580 --> 00:30:31,206
i-i have to say my piece.

757
00:30:36,295 --> 00:30:37,880
sometimes a man has to say his piece.

758
00:30:44,887 --> 00:30:47,389
mer... uh, do you want--

759
00:30:47,389 --> 00:30:49,099
uh, i want to take you

760
00:30:49,099 --> 00:30:50,893
out for a drink tonight.

761
00:30:50,893 --> 00:30:52,019
and not--maybe not joe's.

762
00:30:52,019 --> 00:30:53,520
maybe someplace where we can talk.

763
00:30:54,396 --> 00:30:55,314
yeah, there's something i need..i want...

764
00:30:55,314 --> 00:30:58,317
to talk to you about.

765
00:31:00,694 --> 00:31:01,486
it's important.

766
00:31:03,197 --> 00:31:03,780
it's...

767
00:31:06,783 --> 00:31:07,493
i don't want to make videotapes

768
00:31:07,493 --> 00:31:10,120
on my deathbed, george.

769
00:31:51,703 --> 00:31:52,913
she had an affarie

770
00:31:55,999 --> 00:31:57,000
y-yes.

771
00:31:59,294 --> 00:32:01,797
why didn't you stay and fight for us?

772
00:32:09,012 --> 00:32:11,598
i did. i...i tried.

773
00:32:11,598 --> 00:32:13,183
why didn't you try harder?

774
00:32:15,519 --> 00:32:16,103
you just left.

775
00:32:20,399 --> 00:32:21,108
meredith...

776
00:32:28,615 --> 00:32:30,492
is there anything that you need?

777
00:32:33,120 --> 00:32:34,997
a...anything at all?

778
00:32:38,000 --> 00:32:38,584
no.

779
00:32:44,506 --> 00:32:46,008
i don't need anything from you.

780
00:33:07,779 --> 00:33:09,198
hey.

781
00:33:09,698 --> 00:33:10,782
i haven't see you all day.

782
00:33:10,782 --> 00:33:11,992
i didn't want to see you today.

783
00:33:15,412 --> 00:33:16,580
it's not my fault he showed up, derek.

784
00:33:16,580 --> 00:33:17,206
i know.

785
00:33:28,717 --> 00:33:29,593
don't beat yourself up--

786
00:33:29,593 --> 00:33:30,385
i'm gonna take the stairs.

787
00:33:30,385 --> 00:33:32,387
oh, come on.derek.

788
00:33:32,888 --> 00:33:34,097
how come you can
forgive her but not me?

789
00:33:34,097 --> 00:33:35,891
i didn't forgive her, and with you

790
00:33:35,891 --> 00:33:37,100
i have no obligation to try.

791
00:33:44,483 --> 00:33:45,817
your marriage is over,addison.

792
00:33:47,194 --> 00:33:48,821
all you have to do is admit it.

793
00:33:52,407 --> 00:33:53,909
then you can come back home with me.

794
00:33:57,496 --> 00:33:59,081
i'm goin' to the bar across the street.

795
00:34:03,502 --> 00:34:04,211
meet me there.

796
00:34:37,411 --> 00:34:38,287
he looks...

797
00:34:40,205 --> 00:34:41,415
peaceful.

798
00:34:46,003 --> 00:34:46,712
he does.

799
00:35:45,103 --> 00:35:47,105
i am preston burke,

800
00:35:47,105 --> 00:35:50,609
a widely-renowned
cardiothoracic surgeon.

801
00:35:50,609 --> 00:35:53,320
i am... a professional.

802
00:35:54,696 --> 00:35:55,489
and more than that,

803
00:35:55,489 --> 00:35:57,115
i am a good and kind person.

804
00:35:57,616 --> 00:35:58,700
i am person that cleans up

805
00:35:58,700 --> 00:35:59,785
behind myself.

806
00:35:59,785 --> 00:36:01,995
i am a person that cooks well.

807
00:36:01,995 --> 00:36:03,705
and you...you are

808
00:36:03,705 --> 00:36:04,998
an unbelievable slob.

809
00:36:04,998 --> 00:36:08,210
a slovenly, angry intern.

810
00:36:08,794 --> 00:36:10,087
i am preston burke.

811
00:36:10,087 --> 00:36:12,297
and you...you are the most competitive

812
00:36:12,297 --> 00:36:13,799
most guarded, most stubborn

813
00:36:13,799 --> 00:36:15,008
most challenging person

814
00:36:15,008 --> 00:36:16,510
i have ever met.

815
00:36:17,803 --> 00:36:19,179
and i love you.

816
00:36:24,393 --> 00:36:25,602
what the hell is the matter with you

817
00:36:25,602 --> 00:36:26,687
that you won't just let me?

818
00:36:31,400 --> 00:36:33,402
i gave up my apartment 20 minutes ago.

819
00:36:37,489 --> 00:36:38,699
well, all right, then.

820
00:36:42,619 --> 00:36:46,081
i've heard that it's possible to grow up.

821
00:36:46,081 --> 00:36:48,917
i've just never met anyone
who's actually done it

822
00:36:50,711 --> 00:36:52,004
dr. stevens,

823
00:36:52,004 --> 00:36:52,880
after the surgery,

824
00:36:52,880 --> 00:36:54,006
will i still be able to...

825
00:36:54,506 --> 00:36:58,010
when i want to, will i
still be able to have...

826
00:36:58,010 --> 00:36:59,011
you know...

827
00:36:59,011 --> 00:37:00,220
episodes?

828
00:37:05,392 --> 00:37:06,518
even better, pamela...

829
00:37:06,685 --> 00:37:09,104
you'll be able to have orgasms.

830
00:37:11,481 --> 00:37:12,816
without parents to defy

831
00:37:13,108 --> 00:37:15,110
we break the rules
we make for ourselves...

832
00:37:22,409 --> 00:37:23,118
we throw tantrums

833
00:37:23,118 --> 00:37:25,204
when things don't go our way...

834
00:37:27,581 --> 00:37:27,706
hey.

835
00:37:28,707 --> 00:37:29,416
she doesn't hear me.

836
00:37:32,503 --> 00:37:32,711
what?

837
00:37:32,711 --> 00:37:34,087
she doesn't even hear me when i talk.

838
00:37:38,091 --> 00:37:39,510
she will if you make her.

839
00:37:44,681 --> 00:37:46,600
you fed the beast, didn't you?

840
00:37:49,603 --> 00:37:49,811
twice.

841
00:37:58,487 --> 00:37:59,196
i'll see you later.

842
00:38:00,906 --> 00:38:01,698
bye.

843
00:38:06,787 --> 00:38:10,290
we whisper secrets
 withour friends in the dark...

844
00:38:13,585 --> 00:38:15,420
meredith came to saw me today.

845
00:38:16,296 --> 00:38:18,715
hmm. poor baby.

846
00:38:18,715 --> 00:38:19,591
poor thing.

847
00:38:21,510 --> 00:38:22,386
her father left, you know?

848
00:38:25,514 --> 00:38:27,391
i think she knows about us, ellis.

849
00:38:28,183 --> 00:38:29,601
i think she's figured it out.

850
00:38:30,102 --> 00:38:31,812
she's 5 years old,richard.

851
00:38:33,981 --> 00:38:34,606
we look for comfort

852
00:38:34,606 --> 00:38:36,191
where we can find it...

853
00:38:42,990 --> 00:38:43,699
this seat taken?

854
00:38:46,201 --> 00:38:47,286
i guess not.

855
00:38:47,911 --> 00:38:48,620
double scotch,

856
00:38:49,288 --> 00:38:50,080
single malt.

857
00:38:55,002 --> 00:38:55,794
you look sad.

858
00:39:03,802 --> 00:39:04,511
i just saw my father

859
00:39:04,511 --> 00:39:06,513
for the first time in 20 years.

860
00:39:07,306 --> 00:39:08,515
how'd that go?

861
00:39:09,308 --> 00:39:10,017
it coulda gone better.

862
00:39:15,981 --> 00:39:16,899
what are you still doing here?

863
00:39:20,986 --> 00:39:23,405
i'm hoping addison shows up.

864
00:39:26,408 --> 00:39:27,409
you're still in love with her?

865
00:39:28,785 --> 00:39:35,083
you're still in love with him.

866
00:39:35,083 --> 00:39:36,502
she won't show, you know?

867
00:39:37,419 --> 00:39:38,003
no?

868
00:39:39,713 --> 00:39:40,589
he's not the kind of guy

869
00:39:40,589 --> 00:39:42,007
you leave if you can help it.

870
00:39:46,303 --> 00:39:47,095
what if you're wrong?

871
00:39:49,806 --> 00:39:51,183
what if, just this once,

872
00:39:53,602 --> 00:39:54,811
life comes down on the side

873
00:39:54,811 --> 00:39:56,897
of the dirty mistresses?

874
00:39:57,481 --> 00:39:58,607
and we hope...

875
00:39:59,191 --> 00:40:00,692
against all logic

876
00:40:01,109 --> 00:40:03,403
against all experience.

877
00:40:17,417 --> 00:40:17,793
like children...

878
00:40:19,419 --> 00:40:21,296
we never give up hope.

879
00:40:27,594 --> 00:40:28,220
come in.

880
00:40:45,487 --> 00:40:48,991
i know i'm not
a world-renowned surgeon.

881
00:40:48,991 --> 00:40:51,118
and i know i'm not a lot of things

882
00:40:52,202 --> 00:40:53,996
that you've gone for in the past.

883
00:40:55,706 --> 00:40:56,206
i know.

884
00:40:59,293 --> 00:41:02,004
but...

885
00:41:02,004 --> 00:41:02,796
i would never leave you.

886
00:41:07,009 --> 00:41:08,093
i would never hurt you.

887
00:41:14,183 --> 00:41:16,685
and i will never stop loving you.