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♪♪

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♪♪

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Meredith: Surgeons are
the biggest hypocrites.

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We tell our patients to rest
as we work 100-hour weeks.

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You don't want to be late.

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You're on my service today.

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I think I've been servicing you
since last night.

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You want me to stop?

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♪♪

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We tell residents to have
good bedside manner.

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Then we yell at them
for the smallest mistakes.

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You follow instructions
well.

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Well, I aim to please.

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♪♪

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And that's why breakfast
is on me.

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I'm starving.

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This feels
mildly transactional...

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[ Chuckles ]
...but I'm not opposed.

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Aren't you a vegetarian?
Vegan, actually. Why?

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Oh, you just ordered,
uh, carnitas.

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That was for a...coworker.

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At 2:00 a.m.?

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You're not the only one
who eats breakfast.

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♪♪

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We tell our kids
to chase their dreams

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as we constantly question
our life choices.

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[ Phone rings ]

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Hi!
The answer is still no.

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Addison:
I consult on your patients.

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When was the last time
I referred you a patient?

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What is a substitute
for vanilla?

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Are you doing
a crossword?
I'm baking.

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Okay.
You need to go back to work.

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Patient's name is Emma.

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She's five months pregnant,
with severe headaches.

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Yeah. I read your e-mails.
So? What do you think?

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Well, it could be anything.
It could be migraine, CVST.

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It's hard to say
without imaging.

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Uh, do you think
I could use honey?

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[ Knock on door ]

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One second.
There's someone at the door.

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♪♪

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What? [ Laughs ]

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So...will you do
her scans?

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I am on sabbatical!
Why are you here?

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Because you cannot say no
to this face.

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Ohh!

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No.
Come on.

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Emma's waiting for us
at Grey-Sloan.

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Go. Get dressed.

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God!

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Meredith: We love fixing
everyone's problems.

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But don't ask us
to solve our own.

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[ Yawns ]
Big night?

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And morning.
There was a very hot shower.

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Our house is nailing it
right now.

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Gross.

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Who knew Kwan with a girlfriend
would be more annoying

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than Kwan without one?
She's not my girlfriend.

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Aww.
Mohanty finally dump you?

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No, but we are just not...
exclusive.

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You're both seeing
other people?

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He's not.
You told me you weren't.

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He thinks Mohanty might be.
Okay.

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You are not allowed to ride
in the car with me anymore.

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Yeah. Well,
I'm exclusively seeing patients.

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You on cardio today?

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Cardio wants nothing to do
with me, which is fine.

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I'd invite you to Hunt's
ambulance ride-along,

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but it is a party of...
one.

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Which is also
what it's like for you

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when Mohanty's seeing
other people.

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Oh! [ Laughs ]

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Hilarious.

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Bailey: Yes.

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Hey, did you already
tell her?

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Uh, no.
We waited for you.

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We don't get to do this
nearly enough.

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Come on.
Katie: Okay, okay.

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Just stop questioning it
and take the job in Paris.

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Okay. Uh, we'll talk Tuesday.
Bye-bye.

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Oh, my gosh. My client is great,
but very stubborn.

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Yeah,
I think I know the type.

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Uh, Katie,
this is Dr. Warren.
Hi.

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He and Dr. Adams
will be taking care of you

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while I'm out today.

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But before I go,
we have some news.

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So, we got your scans.

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Your primary tumor
reduced by 30%.

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The treatment is working?

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It appears that way.

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Your CEA and CA 19-9

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have decreased dramatically
as well.

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Oh, my go-- I'm sorry.
I don't know what to say.

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I mean, I know that you said
that you would find a way,

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but I didn't know
that you actually could!

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Never doubt her abilities.

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And you're the husband,
aren't you?

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I am.

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What did she say about me?

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[ Stutters ] She is a
professional couples' therapist.

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She gives good advice.
Yeah.

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But as a pro, you know,
just...

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Mm.
So I need to head out.

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But you are in good hands, and
I am glad you're feeling better.

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Thank you.

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Seriously,
what did she say about me?

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Hey. I've got good news
and bad news.

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Which would you like
first?

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Bad.
Good.

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Patient wins.

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So, the bad news is

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no more hospital breakfasts
for you.

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Because I'm being
discharged?

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Yes.
[ Gasps ]

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Your EF has normalized,
and your dyspnea has resolved.

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So you'll continue PT
and surveillance echoes.

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But you're ready.
Oh!

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I get to sleep in a normal bed
and eat normal food.

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[ Chuckles ]
Thank you.

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For everything.
Oh, yeah. [ Chuckles ]

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Happy to help.

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Nurse will be in soon,
all right?
Okay.

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Come here.

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[ Cheers quietly ]

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Okay.

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Mm!

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Are you sure you're okay
with me seeing patients today?

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Yeah!
You've been waiting

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to get back into the OR
for months.

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And I'm gonna spend the day
with the girls

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in the NICU anyway.

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[ Sighs ]
I get to come home.

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You get to come home.

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Good morning.
Are you okay?

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You have a headache
or something?

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It's preventative.
I get motion sickness.

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Oh. Would it help
if you sat up front?

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Mnh-mnh. Nope.

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I want to experience
the ride-along

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like one of my residents

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so I can accurately assess
its merits.

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Oh. I thought
you were optimistic

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about the ride-along program
when I suggested it.

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I kind of thought
this was just a formality.

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Well, money's tight,

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and everybody has ideas
for innovative rotations.

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Oh. Is there something I can do
to move the needle?

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Send you some studies
of other hospital programs?

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No. Let's just see
what the day brings.

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Okay.
Welcome to Grey-Sloan!

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Thanks for having us.
We were just meeting Dr. Kwan.

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I don't have
any first-responder experience,

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so this will be great.
Mm.

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Well, meet Jackie and Greg.

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They will be showing us
how to triage

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and stabilize in the field

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and how they transfer patients
to the hospital.

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Greg: For everyone's safety,
please wait for our instructions

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and then follow them closely.

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After you.
Oh.

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Watch your step.

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There'll be no telling
what the day will bring.

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Except waiting.

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There's always waiting.
[ Chuckles ]

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Greg: Which brings us
to your first lesson,

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arguably the most
important.

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Who knows how
to play speed?

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♪♪

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[ Sighs ]
Off to a great start.

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Mrs. Tucker in bed five
has been discharged,

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and I hear there's another
empty bed in the on-call room.

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How can you think about that
right now?

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I think about it a lot.
You just changed a wound vac

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on a 92-year-old man.

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Yeah, and it reminded me
that life is short.

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Okay, but we have to
keep it professional here.

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We're dealing with
people's lives. It's serious.

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[ Man whimpering ]

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Hey.
Hey. Uh, what happened?

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I slipped on baby oil.
I think I busted my hip.

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Okay.
Let's get you to a bed.

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This way.

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Yes.
Work is very, very serious.

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♪♪

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You good?
Yeah.

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I thought I'd feel weirder
after being gone for so long,

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but it feels like
I was just here.

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Yeah.
That never goes away.

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Ah! Dr. Montgomery.

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Dr. Shepherd.
I didn't know you were back.

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I'm not back.
Well, I'm on scut all day today,

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so if either of you
needs a resident --

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It's just a consult, Millin.

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Emma, this is Dr. Shepherd,

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who I've been wanting
you to see.

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Emma and I met on the road.

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She's from Clark County, Idaho.

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Dr. M's my birth-control
hookup.

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Or was.

201
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I finally gave in to my husband.
He's wanted a baby for years.

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Well, it's very nice
to meet you.

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Tell me about
your headaches.

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Ah. They've been constant
for two months.

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My husband has had to take care
of all of our animals.

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Animals?
Mm-hmm.

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We run an animal sanctuary --
cows, horses, goats, alpacas.

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I always thought
fur babies were enough,

209
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but now that I'm pregnant
with a human baby,

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I'm pretty attached
to her too.
Mm-hmm.

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And all the cute onesies
I can't stop buying.

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Any numbness,
tingling, or weakness?

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Squeeze my fingers.

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Uh, no, but the pain's
gotten worse.

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Okay. Tell me when
you see my fingers.

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I've seen my OB
and been to the ER.

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Everyone says
it's hormones.

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I see them now.
Is that good?

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♪♪

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Millin, I need a stat
MRI head without contrast

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and a wheelchair.
What's happening?

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You've lost
your peripheral vision.

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What does that mean?
It means we need imaging
to see what's going on.

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Jules:
Okay.

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♪♪

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Speed.
[ Groans ] Are you kidding?!

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[ Laughs ]
[ Sighs ]

228
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So, Jackie,
on an average day,

229
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how many calls for EMT services
do you get?

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There isn't a typical day.

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Some days you're on the go,

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and others you're clobbering
your partner at cards.

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Oh, I'm winning this round.
[ Chuckles ]

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But you do agree
that ride-alongs

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help educate hospital staff
on first responders' roles.

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And the more they know,
the better the communication.

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And that improves patient care.
Sure.

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If they're paying attention.

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Go. [ Laughs ]

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[ Clears throat ] I'm married
to a former first responder.

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I know there's a lot
of hurry up and wait.

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-Yeah.
-Dispatch to ambulance 22.

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Injuries after a fall
on the football field

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at Seattle West
Community College,

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425 Castle Rock Road.

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Here we go!
Finally.

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[ Engine starts, siren wails ]

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What have we got?

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This is Jeff, 28.

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Pain in his right hip.
Can't bear weight.

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Looks like a posterior
hip dislocation

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due to the placement --
Man versus baby oil.

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Fell off a pole.
[ Groans ]

254
00:10:03,228 --> 00:10:06,314
Jeff is a male
erotic...movement professional.

255
00:10:06,314 --> 00:10:08,108
"Stripper" is fine.

256
00:10:08,108 --> 00:10:09,984
Okay.
You mind if I take a look?

257
00:10:11,277 --> 00:10:15,073
[ Groans ]
So where do you...strip?

258
00:10:15,073 --> 00:10:16,825
Hot Temptations.

259
00:10:16,825 --> 00:10:18,743
I started last month
working the early-bird special.

260
00:10:18,743 --> 00:10:21,412
Money's not great,
but it's good practice.

261
00:10:21,412 --> 00:10:23,540
Hopefully soon...
[ Groans ]

262
00:10:23,540 --> 00:10:25,375
...I'll get to be dancing nights
and weekends.

263
00:10:25,375 --> 00:10:26,918
That's where you make it rain.

264
00:10:26,918 --> 00:10:28,837
We'll get you back
on that stage in no time.

265
00:10:28,837 --> 00:10:31,297
Dr. Griffith and Dr. Bryant
will make you comfortable,

266
00:10:31,297 --> 00:10:33,216
and we'll get that hip
back in place.

267
00:10:34,509 --> 00:10:36,219
Should I page Dr. Young?

268
00:10:36,219 --> 00:10:38,346
No need. Altman cleared me
for surgery yesterday.

269
00:10:38,346 --> 00:10:41,599
That's an impressive dislocation
for your first one back.

270
00:10:41,599 --> 00:10:43,268
I can't believe
he got that pole dancing.

271
00:10:43,268 --> 00:10:44,769
This will mean nothing
to you,

272
00:10:44,769 --> 00:10:46,271
but that hip looks like
Bo Jackson in the '91 playoffs.

273
00:10:46,271 --> 00:10:47,730
From the Bengals game?
Yeah.

274
00:10:47,730 --> 00:10:49,023
He was -- He was
never the same after that.

275
00:10:49,023 --> 00:10:51,151
Could have been
a league legend.

276
00:10:51,151 --> 00:10:53,820
Yeah. Well, he is in my house.
My dad -- ultimate Raiders fan.

277
00:10:53,820 --> 00:10:55,363
Get Jeff sedated
for the reduction,

278
00:10:55,363 --> 00:10:56,614
and we'll page you
when he's ready.

279
00:10:56,614 --> 00:10:58,199
Okay.
Okay.

280
00:11:00,118 --> 00:11:02,370
Why did you do that?
We were having a moment.

281
00:11:02,370 --> 00:11:03,705
In the words
of John Wooden,

282
00:11:03,705 --> 00:11:05,999
"Nothing will work
unless you do."

283
00:11:05,999 --> 00:11:08,793
♪♪

284
00:11:08,793 --> 00:11:11,171
Dr. Evie Burkhart to the ER.

285
00:11:11,171 --> 00:11:13,006
Dr. Evie Burkhart to the ER.
What's Little Natalia's?

286
00:11:13,006 --> 00:11:14,632
Oh, it's the restaurant

287
00:11:14,632 --> 00:11:16,467
for Seattle's top-ranked
New York cheesecake.

288
00:11:16,467 --> 00:11:19,387
I made a reservation
for next month.

289
00:11:19,387 --> 00:11:21,347
Am I being too hopeful?
Should I not celebrate?

290
00:11:21,347 --> 00:11:23,933
I think you got scammed
by advertising.

291
00:11:23,933 --> 00:11:25,435
I know the restaurant
with the best cheesecake.

292
00:11:25,435 --> 00:11:27,854
Oh. When's the last time
you went to a restaurant?

293
00:11:27,854 --> 00:11:29,856
Yeah. Right.
You don't get to vote.

294
00:11:29,856 --> 00:11:31,566
Well, I'm just saying
if you're gonna celebrate,

295
00:11:31,566 --> 00:11:33,067
you should go bigger.

296
00:11:33,067 --> 00:11:34,444
Get the best New York cheesecake
in New York.

297
00:11:34,444 --> 00:11:36,237
Yeah? Well, let me go pack.
All right.

298
00:11:36,237 --> 00:11:37,906
The original Junior's
in Brooklyn.

299
00:11:37,906 --> 00:11:40,283
You know, for a doctor,
you have pretty bad judgment.

300
00:11:40,283 --> 00:11:42,076
I can't go to New York.

301
00:11:42,076 --> 00:11:43,620
Why not?

302
00:11:43,620 --> 00:11:46,956
Because...
I have my treatment.

303
00:11:46,956 --> 00:11:48,583
Oh, it's just one weekend.

304
00:11:48,583 --> 00:11:50,877
You'll be back in this room
in no time.

305
00:11:50,877 --> 00:11:52,503
Look, uh, what would you
tell your clients

306
00:11:52,503 --> 00:11:54,505
if they were sitting
in that chair?

307
00:11:54,505 --> 00:11:56,507
♪♪

308
00:11:56,507 --> 00:11:58,718
I can't believe
I'm actually considering this.

309
00:11:58,718 --> 00:12:02,138
Um, but shouldn't we ask
Dr. Bailey first?

310
00:12:02,138 --> 00:12:04,474
Ask after you book
the flight.

311
00:12:04,474 --> 00:12:08,186
Then she can't say no.
Ok-- Okay. [ Laughs ]

312
00:12:09,729 --> 00:12:12,690
[ Siren wailing ]

313
00:12:12,690 --> 00:12:18,780
♪♪

314
00:12:18,780 --> 00:12:20,740
We got a call
about a football injury?

315
00:12:20,740 --> 00:12:22,283
Cheerleading, actually.

316
00:12:22,283 --> 00:12:23,493
We usually practice in the gym
with padded mats,

317
00:12:23,493 --> 00:12:25,370
but we've got to get out
in the field sometime.

318
00:12:25,370 --> 00:12:26,955
That makes sense.

319
00:12:26,955 --> 00:12:29,582
Okay.
What happened?

320
00:12:29,582 --> 00:12:32,001
[ Sighs ] We were practicing
backflip rewinds, and --

321
00:12:32,001 --> 00:12:34,337
And Butterfingers dropped me.
You kicked your leg
on the toss.

322
00:12:34,337 --> 00:12:36,673
Freakin' knocked me out.
You were out for two seconds.

323
00:12:36,673 --> 00:12:38,925
You've been a suck-ass
spotter all season.

324
00:12:38,925 --> 00:12:41,302
Should I do
a primary survey on her?
I'm a fly on the wall.

325
00:12:41,302 --> 00:12:44,305
Wait for Jackie's
instructions.

326
00:12:44,305 --> 00:12:45,974
She's not doing anything.

327
00:12:45,974 --> 00:12:47,517
Kwan, get over here
and help me triage.

328
00:12:48,977 --> 00:12:52,021
When you arrive, you first
assess for scene safety.

329
00:12:53,898 --> 00:12:56,025
All right.
Let me have a look.

330
00:12:56,025 --> 00:12:57,527
-What's your name?
-Rosie.

331
00:12:57,527 --> 00:13:00,363
Simone: The drugs
should take effect soon.

332
00:13:00,363 --> 00:13:01,823
So, how did you
get into...stripping?

333
00:13:01,823 --> 00:13:04,742
It was my college major.

334
00:13:04,742 --> 00:13:06,577
[ Laughs ]

335
00:13:06,577 --> 00:13:08,371
I'm kidding.

336
00:13:08,371 --> 00:13:10,248
I was bagging groceries,

337
00:13:10,248 --> 00:13:11,791
and I started stripping
on the side

338
00:13:11,791 --> 00:13:13,793
to pay for my student loans.

339
00:13:13,793 --> 00:13:16,379
Turns out it was everything
I ever wanted in a job --

340
00:13:16,379 --> 00:13:19,340
flexible hours,
I was on my feet,

341
00:13:19,340 --> 00:13:21,759
and I get to make
a lot of people happy.

342
00:13:21,759 --> 00:13:23,386
Aside from
the flexible hours,

343
00:13:23,386 --> 00:13:24,679
it doesn't sound all
that different from surgery.

344
00:13:24,679 --> 00:13:27,015
How do you do surgery?

345
00:13:27,015 --> 00:13:29,392
How are we doing over here?
Good.

346
00:13:29,392 --> 00:13:31,019
Hey, when do the drugs
start to kick in?

347
00:13:31,019 --> 00:13:33,396
He's ready.
[ Chuckles ]

348
00:13:33,396 --> 00:13:36,816
Okay. Jeff, I'm gonna pull
your hip back into its socket.

349
00:13:36,816 --> 00:13:39,235
You shouldn't feel any pain.
Just some pressure.

350
00:13:39,235 --> 00:13:41,612
Bryant, will you
secure his hips?
Yep.

351
00:13:41,612 --> 00:13:43,448
[ Clears throat ]

352
00:13:43,448 --> 00:13:45,867
Hey, you've got a deep squat.
You could be a stripper.

353
00:13:47,994 --> 00:13:50,413
Thank you.
I will consider it.

354
00:13:50,413 --> 00:13:51,998
All right.

355
00:13:51,998 --> 00:13:53,833
There's so much baby oil.

356
00:13:53,833 --> 00:13:56,586
[ Grunts ] Yeah, I can't get
a grip. He's like an eel.

357
00:13:56,586 --> 00:13:58,379
Griffith, some towels, please?
Okay.

358
00:13:58,379 --> 00:14:01,215
[ Clears throat ]
Okay.

359
00:14:01,215 --> 00:14:02,842
All right.
You ready, Jeff?

360
00:14:02,842 --> 00:14:05,303
One, two...
Yep.

361
00:14:05,303 --> 00:14:07,722
...three. Oh!
Aah! Aah!

362
00:14:07,722 --> 00:14:10,141
You said there'd be no pain!

363
00:14:10,141 --> 00:14:12,643
Ow! Ow!
Yeah. I'm sorry.

364
00:14:12,643 --> 00:14:14,395
I think it's pinching
your sciatic nerve.

365
00:14:14,395 --> 00:14:15,980
Are you okay?
Yeah. I'm fine.

366
00:14:15,980 --> 00:14:17,982
Let's, uh, let's get a CT
so we can find out what's wrong.

367
00:14:17,982 --> 00:14:18,691
I'll go grab it.
Thank you.

368
00:14:18,691 --> 00:14:21,694
♪♪

369
00:14:27,742 --> 00:14:30,995
Emma:
It's like a coffin in here.
What?
Where are the headphones?

370
00:14:30,995 --> 00:14:32,955
She doesn't have headphones?

371
00:14:32,955 --> 00:14:34,540
The music will distract her.
Well, the scan's almost over.

372
00:14:34,540 --> 00:14:36,751
I'll go and get her
some headphones.

373
00:14:39,295 --> 00:14:41,089
You're doing great, Emma.

374
00:14:41,089 --> 00:14:42,131
You know, close your eyes.
It helps.

375
00:14:44,842 --> 00:14:47,095
Did not expect
either of you in here.

376
00:14:47,095 --> 00:14:48,679
Is this Montgomery's doing?

377
00:14:48,679 --> 00:14:50,473
I may have called in
a favor.

378
00:14:50,473 --> 00:14:52,558
Just for today.
Okay. Well, nice work.

379
00:14:52,558 --> 00:14:54,852
I hope it sticks.
It's good to see you both.

380
00:14:54,852 --> 00:14:57,271
Uh, the scans --

381
00:14:57,271 --> 00:14:59,107
scans are already up.

382
00:15:00,191 --> 00:15:02,360
Is that a pituitary adenoma?

383
00:15:02,360 --> 00:15:04,112
She must have had this tumor
for a while.

384
00:15:04,112 --> 00:15:05,863
And then she got pregnant
and the hormones

385
00:15:05,863 --> 00:15:07,406
made the tumor grow.

386
00:15:07,406 --> 00:15:09,742
Emma: Dr. Montgomery,
I opened my eyes.

387
00:15:09,742 --> 00:15:11,536
Uh, that's okay.

388
00:15:11,536 --> 00:15:13,579
We're gonna get you out
of the...coffin soon.

389
00:15:13,579 --> 00:15:16,374
That's not the problem.
I can't see anything.

390
00:15:16,374 --> 00:15:19,418
My vision --
I think it's all gone!

391
00:15:19,418 --> 00:15:21,754
Okay. The tumor just ruptured.
Let's get her out of there.

392
00:15:21,754 --> 00:15:23,464
I will page Roberts.
Roberts?

393
00:15:23,464 --> 00:15:24,882
You're gonna make me spend
four hours in an OR

394
00:15:24,882 --> 00:15:26,384
with that old blowhard?

395
00:15:26,384 --> 00:15:28,427
Well, I agreed to consult,
not to operate.

396
00:15:28,427 --> 00:15:30,805
Well, that was before I knew
Emma needed surgery.

397
00:15:30,805 --> 00:15:32,932
I am on sabbatical!
Jake --

398
00:15:32,932 --> 00:15:35,601
Jake's leaving me.

399
00:15:35,601 --> 00:15:37,395
I don't want to talk
about it.

400
00:15:37,395 --> 00:15:39,021
I don't want you to ask
any questions about it.

401
00:15:39,021 --> 00:15:41,732
All I want is for Emma
to get the best care possible.

402
00:15:41,732 --> 00:15:43,025
And that's you.

403
00:15:47,905 --> 00:15:49,740
I will get
my privileges reinstated.

404
00:15:49,740 --> 00:15:54,203
♪♪

405
00:15:54,203 --> 00:15:56,289
Oh. Can you see
what's blocking the reduction?

406
00:15:56,289 --> 00:15:57,790
That bone fragment.

407
00:15:57,790 --> 00:15:59,584
Posterior wall
acetabular fracture.

408
00:15:59,584 --> 00:16:01,210
Any nerve
or vascular damage?

409
00:16:01,210 --> 00:16:02,962
Not yet, but the longer we wait,
the higher his risk.

410
00:16:02,962 --> 00:16:04,297
Book an OR.
Okay.

411
00:16:04,297 --> 00:16:06,257
I checked the OR board
on my way here.

412
00:16:06,257 --> 00:16:07,842
There's a wait list, but
I'm tight with the front desk.

413
00:16:07,842 --> 00:16:10,553
So we'll get him in today.
Do what you got to do.

414
00:16:10,553 --> 00:16:12,471
All right.

415
00:16:12,471 --> 00:16:14,056
What?

416
00:16:14,056 --> 00:16:15,600
Just surprised
you could see the board

417
00:16:15,600 --> 00:16:17,059
with your head so far up
Lincoln's --

418
00:16:17,059 --> 00:16:18,311
Like you've never tried
to get in good

419
00:16:18,311 --> 00:16:19,896
with attendings
while you were an intern?

420
00:16:19,896 --> 00:16:23,399
I didn't have to.
My skills spoke for themselves.

421
00:16:23,399 --> 00:16:25,735
What kind of skills
are we talking about?

422
00:16:25,735 --> 00:16:28,321
Is your brain just alternating
between sex and surgery all day?

423
00:16:28,321 --> 00:16:29,614
I think it's
a healthy balance.

424
00:16:29,614 --> 00:16:31,574
Go sweet-talk the front desk.
Okay.

425
00:16:32,783 --> 00:16:35,286
I don't have
5 to 10 business days.

426
00:16:35,286 --> 00:16:37,788
I need the glider today.
[ Line disconnects ]

427
00:16:37,788 --> 00:16:40,208
[ Gasps ]
He just hung up on me!

428
00:16:40,208 --> 00:16:41,876
What's going on?

429
00:16:41,876 --> 00:16:43,920
Okay. Um,
Dr. Kasliwal just told me

430
00:16:43,920 --> 00:16:45,796
that the girls
are doing really well.

431
00:16:45,796 --> 00:16:48,466
They haven't needed the bili
lights or supplemental oxygen.

432
00:16:48,466 --> 00:16:49,926
Peyton's ASD is closing.

433
00:16:49,926 --> 00:16:51,427
And that's a problem
because?

434
00:16:51,427 --> 00:16:54,180
[ Sighs ]
They're being discharged today.

435
00:16:54,180 --> 00:16:57,099
[ Infants crying in distance ]

436
00:16:57,099 --> 00:16:59,143
Our whole family's
officially out of the hospital.

437
00:16:59,143 --> 00:17:01,354
Yes, but we -- we haven't
finished the nursery.

438
00:17:01,354 --> 00:17:03,231
I haven't hired
a night nurse.

439
00:17:03,231 --> 00:17:04,482
I'm -- I'm scheduled to be
done painting this weekend.

440
00:17:04,482 --> 00:17:06,067
And I thought we liked
Samantha.

441
00:17:06,067 --> 00:17:08,486
Well, she kept referencing
true-crime documentaries.

442
00:17:08,486 --> 00:17:10,154
We like true-crime
documentaries.

443
00:17:10,154 --> 00:17:12,114
Didn't seem like she was
sympathizing with the victims.

444
00:17:12,114 --> 00:17:13,657
[ Phone chimes ]
I see your point.

445
00:17:13,657 --> 00:17:16,117
Um, I have to get
to surgery, but, hey,

446
00:17:16,117 --> 00:17:18,537
it is gonna be okay.

447
00:17:18,537 --> 00:17:19,997
I promise.

448
00:17:20,915 --> 00:17:22,666
Okay.

449
00:17:22,666 --> 00:17:24,126
Is it?

450
00:17:26,295 --> 00:17:27,880
Amelia:
Millin, before you scrub,

451
00:17:27,880 --> 00:17:29,340
would you go in
and help them set up the scope?

452
00:17:29,340 --> 00:17:31,092
Absolutely.
Mm-hmm.

453
00:17:34,971 --> 00:17:37,348
What happened with Jake?

454
00:17:37,348 --> 00:17:39,517
Addison: Emma's
in her second trimester,

455
00:17:39,517 --> 00:17:41,727
so her physiology is different
than most patients.

456
00:17:41,727 --> 00:17:43,479
Yeah.
I'm not a resident.

457
00:17:43,479 --> 00:17:45,398
What about Henry?
Is he okay?

458
00:17:45,398 --> 00:17:47,775
And anesthesia
can be challenging.

459
00:17:47,775 --> 00:17:50,736
We need to make sure both
the mother and baby are safe.

460
00:17:50,736 --> 00:17:52,280
[ Water running ]

461
00:17:52,280 --> 00:17:54,532
All right,
you used your personal life

462
00:17:54,532 --> 00:17:56,492
to manipulate me
into doing a surgery.

463
00:17:56,492 --> 00:17:58,744
You're gonna have to tell me
what the hell is going on.

464
00:17:58,744 --> 00:18:00,913
Jake's done supporting
my work on the PRT

465
00:18:00,913 --> 00:18:01,998
and wants me to come home.
Happy?

466
00:18:03,124 --> 00:18:05,209
Addison...
Emma's waiting.

467
00:18:09,547 --> 00:18:11,215
Owen: Kwan,
say your findings out loud

468
00:18:11,215 --> 00:18:12,466
like you would
in the trauma room.

469
00:18:12,466 --> 00:18:14,135
Okay.
Neck is non-tender.

470
00:18:14,135 --> 00:18:15,803
Ow!
My rib's got to be broken.

471
00:18:15,803 --> 00:18:17,680
Should I be headed
to a hospital?

472
00:18:17,680 --> 00:18:20,433
Let us finish triaging, okay?
I feel okay. Help Rosie.

473
00:18:20,433 --> 00:18:22,018
We took her vitals.
She's stable.

474
00:18:22,018 --> 00:18:23,477
We need to finish
your neuro exam.

475
00:18:23,477 --> 00:18:25,813
Pupils are equal
and reactive.

476
00:18:25,813 --> 00:18:28,190
My side!
I can't breathe!

477
00:18:28,190 --> 00:18:29,817
If she's talking,
she's breathing.

478
00:18:29,817 --> 00:18:31,569
If she dies, she will haunt me
from the grave.

479
00:18:31,569 --> 00:18:34,155
Rosie: I heard that!
Rosie, another team's here.

480
00:18:34,155 --> 00:18:35,948
They'll take you
to the hospital.

481
00:18:35,948 --> 00:18:38,159
Kwan, grab that backboard.
Okay.

482
00:18:40,661 --> 00:18:42,580
♪♪

483
00:18:42,580 --> 00:18:44,540
He's seizing!
Okay, let's get him
on his side!

484
00:18:44,540 --> 00:18:47,835
♪♪

485
00:18:47,835 --> 00:18:50,463
Jackie: Okay. Okay.
You're okay. You're all right.

486
00:18:50,463 --> 00:18:53,299
Hey, so if
one of Bailey's patients

487
00:18:53,299 --> 00:18:55,801
wanted to take a trip during
her immunotherapy regimen...

488
00:18:57,219 --> 00:18:59,430
I may have convinced Katie
to book a flight to New York.

489
00:18:59,430 --> 00:19:02,141
How much crap
will I be in?

490
00:19:02,141 --> 00:19:04,143
Come look at this e-mail.
[ Sighs ]

491
00:19:05,519 --> 00:19:08,272
"We write to inform you
that we have made the decision

492
00:19:08,272 --> 00:19:11,025
to discontinue
the IM90 Protocol."

493
00:19:13,152 --> 00:19:15,446
Wait, wait, wait.
This is Katie's trial.

494
00:19:15,446 --> 00:19:16,906
She's literally getting
an infusion right now.

495
00:19:16,906 --> 00:19:19,617
It might be the last one.

496
00:19:19,617 --> 00:19:21,535
Okay.
But what are we gonna do?

497
00:19:21,535 --> 00:19:23,788
[ Sighs ] Nothing --
until we talk to Dr. Bailey.

498
00:19:23,788 --> 00:19:25,873
♪♪

499
00:19:31,629 --> 00:19:34,465
Jackie:
Giving 5 mg of midazolam.

500
00:19:34,465 --> 00:19:36,092
Does anyone know
if he has a history of seizures?

501
00:19:36,092 --> 00:19:37,009
I've never heard anything,
and I've known him

502
00:19:37,009 --> 00:19:38,469
since kindergarten.

503
00:19:38,469 --> 00:19:39,512
Is he okay?
We're figuring it out.

504
00:19:39,512 --> 00:19:41,013
Okay. Yes.
Bring the board.

505
00:19:42,932 --> 00:19:44,183
Kwan, you call it.
Okay.

506
00:19:44,183 --> 00:19:46,143
Here we go.
One, two, three!

507
00:19:49,105 --> 00:19:51,565
Left pupil's blown.
Looks like a brain bleed. Kwan?

508
00:19:51,565 --> 00:19:53,526
In the hospital,
I would page a neurosurgeon.

509
00:19:53,526 --> 00:19:57,029
In the field?
We could drill a burr hole
to relieve the pressure.

510
00:19:57,029 --> 00:19:59,699
I saw an IO gun
in the ambulance.
We're not drilling
into his brain

511
00:19:59,699 --> 00:20:01,450
if we can get him
to a hospital.
We'll send him with them

512
00:20:01,450 --> 00:20:03,536
and follow up
when we get back to Grey-Sloan.

513
00:20:03,536 --> 00:20:05,496
Not to make this
about me, but...
We'll take you ourselves.

514
00:20:05,496 --> 00:20:06,997
One, two, three.

515
00:20:06,997 --> 00:20:09,959
Blue:
Okay. Keep it steady.

516
00:20:16,173 --> 00:20:18,217
Hey. You paged?
Katie: Yeah.

517
00:20:18,217 --> 00:20:19,885
Midtown or West village?

518
00:20:19,885 --> 00:20:22,012
Oh, uh, you're already
looking at hotels?

519
00:20:22,012 --> 00:20:23,013
I got my flight.

520
00:20:24,348 --> 00:20:26,142
Wait.
Did Dr. Bailey find out?

521
00:20:26,142 --> 00:20:30,646
No. Uh, no, no.
I just...

522
00:20:30,646 --> 00:20:32,648
Wow. You, uh,
you move quickly.

523
00:20:32,648 --> 00:20:34,108
Well, I haven't let myself

524
00:20:34,108 --> 00:20:35,818
look forward to anything
in so long.

525
00:20:35,818 --> 00:20:37,820
I forgot how good it feels.

526
00:20:37,820 --> 00:20:39,447
I even e-mailed
my boss

527
00:20:39,447 --> 00:20:41,073
to discuss seeing clients
in person again.

528
00:20:41,073 --> 00:20:43,284
Hey, look.
You should probably not rush --

529
00:20:43,284 --> 00:20:46,620
Relax.
I'm not gonna start tomorrow.

530
00:20:46,620 --> 00:20:48,038
[ Chuckles ]

531
00:20:48,038 --> 00:20:50,166
Don't be sad.

532
00:20:50,166 --> 00:20:51,876
I'll come and visit
when I'm feeling better.

533
00:20:53,127 --> 00:20:54,503
[ Phone chimes ]

534
00:20:56,088 --> 00:20:58,048
They -- They need me
for a consult.

535
00:20:58,048 --> 00:21:00,801
Wait.
Midtown or West Village?

536
00:21:00,801 --> 00:21:03,387
Uh...the Village.

537
00:21:03,387 --> 00:21:06,640
♪♪

538
00:21:06,640 --> 00:21:09,435
Amelia:
Approaching the skull base.

539
00:21:09,435 --> 00:21:11,145
Addison: I bet Emma's husband's
feeling real guilty

540
00:21:11,145 --> 00:21:12,813
right about now.
What'd he do?

541
00:21:12,813 --> 00:21:14,523
Addison: She didn't want a baby.
This was all him.

542
00:21:14,523 --> 00:21:16,192
My dad didn't want kids.

543
00:21:16,192 --> 00:21:17,735
That didn't work out
so great for him.

544
00:21:17,735 --> 00:21:19,361
Yeah. Well,
Emma's on an operating table

545
00:21:19,361 --> 00:21:21,322
with a camera
and a curette up her nose,

546
00:21:21,322 --> 00:21:22,823
so I don't think it worked out
very great for her, either.

547
00:21:22,823 --> 00:21:26,494
Um, your mom changed
your dad's mind?

548
00:21:26,494 --> 00:21:27,995
Oh, no.

549
00:21:27,995 --> 00:21:29,789
She secretly stopped
taking her birth control

550
00:21:29,789 --> 00:21:31,457
and then hid the pregnancy

551
00:21:31,457 --> 00:21:33,334
until she was too far along
to terminate.

552
00:21:33,334 --> 00:21:35,753
My dad got over it after he
smoked a couple of joints.

553
00:21:35,753 --> 00:21:37,338
Then they went on
to have my brother,

554
00:21:37,338 --> 00:21:40,174
and they do regret
that one.

555
00:21:40,174 --> 00:21:41,717
Emma said she's happy
about the baby now.

556
00:21:41,717 --> 00:21:43,719
What else is she gonna say?
She's five months pregnant.

557
00:21:43,719 --> 00:21:45,387
It seemed genuine.

558
00:21:45,387 --> 00:21:47,223
All right,
I'm removing the bone.

559
00:21:47,223 --> 00:21:49,350
I'm in the sella now.
Keep the camera close.

560
00:21:49,350 --> 00:21:51,560
Successful marriages
thrive on compromises,

561
00:21:51,560 --> 00:21:52,978
not demands.

562
00:21:52,978 --> 00:21:55,648
[ Monitors beeping rapidly ]

563
00:21:55,648 --> 00:21:57,274
She's hypotensive.
Push fluids.

564
00:21:57,274 --> 00:21:59,944
♪♪

565
00:21:59,944 --> 00:22:01,445
[ Suction gurgling ]

566
00:22:01,445 --> 00:22:03,155
More traction, please.

567
00:22:03,155 --> 00:22:05,491
On --
Got it.

568
00:22:05,491 --> 00:22:08,202
Link: You know, I never really
thought of stripping as a sport,

569
00:22:08,202 --> 00:22:10,538
but I guess it ticks
all the boxes.

570
00:22:10,538 --> 00:22:13,624
It's definitely athletic.
And apparently dangerous?

571
00:22:13,624 --> 00:22:16,377
[ Grunts ]
Either of you play any sports?

572
00:22:16,377 --> 00:22:18,254
Oh, yeah.
Basketball, football, baseball.

573
00:22:18,254 --> 00:22:19,713
A little bit of tennis.

574
00:22:19,713 --> 00:22:21,549
I was a competitive
figure skater.

575
00:22:21,549 --> 00:22:24,260
Seriously?
Like, with the jumps and stuff?

576
00:22:24,260 --> 00:22:26,887
Were you any good?
My last competition
I won silver in the free skate.

577
00:22:26,887 --> 00:22:29,306
Link:
Yeah. Skating is intense.

578
00:22:29,306 --> 00:22:32,059
Some of the worst injuries
I've ever seen. [ Grunts ]

579
00:22:32,059 --> 00:22:34,436
You know what?
It's not gonna budge.

580
00:22:34,436 --> 00:22:36,730
Let's, uh, let's stop
and we'll put in a distractor

581
00:22:36,730 --> 00:22:38,107
and we'll try again.

582
00:22:38,107 --> 00:22:40,484
[ Monitor beeping ]

583
00:22:40,484 --> 00:22:43,487
[ Siren wailing ]

584
00:22:43,487 --> 00:22:46,448
O2's a little low.
Take a couple of deep breaths.

585
00:22:46,448 --> 00:22:49,994
[ Breathes deeply ]
I hope Tim's okay.

586
00:22:49,994 --> 00:22:52,788
I know he's a decent spotter.
I was just scared of Cammy.

587
00:22:52,788 --> 00:22:54,582
Is that some kind
of a stunt?

588
00:22:54,582 --> 00:22:57,293
Cammy Lim. She's been
on the squad for two months.

589
00:22:57,293 --> 00:22:59,086
She's my backup

590
00:22:59,086 --> 00:23:00,838
and throws roundoff double-backs
like they're nothing.

591
00:23:00,838 --> 00:23:02,923
Well, there's got to be more
to being on the squad

592
00:23:02,923 --> 00:23:05,009
than that roundoff thing.
Roundoff double-back.

593
00:23:05,009 --> 00:23:06,302
Do you know how hard that is?

594
00:23:06,302 --> 00:23:08,095
Now I'm out,
and they're gonna realize

595
00:23:08,095 --> 00:23:09,471
she's 10 times better.

596
00:23:09,471 --> 00:23:11,307
I-I get it. Yeah.

597
00:23:11,307 --> 00:23:13,392
You're worried that
they'll want her instead.

598
00:23:13,392 --> 00:23:14,935
But you're there
for a reason.
[ Phone buzzing ]

599
00:23:14,935 --> 00:23:16,562
And when you come out
of this,

600
00:23:16,562 --> 00:23:18,480
you'll remind everyone
why that spot is yours.

601
00:23:18,480 --> 00:23:21,233
You're right.
I'm a flier.

602
00:23:21,233 --> 00:23:23,944
Hey. I'm in the ambulance.
What's up?

603
00:23:23,944 --> 00:23:25,487
Canceled?
W--

604
00:23:25,487 --> 00:23:27,281
Did it say why?
[ Gasping ]

605
00:23:27,281 --> 00:23:29,700
I-I can't breathe.
[ Monitor beeping rapidly ]

606
00:23:29,700 --> 00:23:32,077
Okay. She's desatting.
Uh, I got to call you back.

607
00:23:32,077 --> 00:23:34,246
Okay. Yeah.

608
00:23:34,246 --> 00:23:35,956
Decreased breath sounds
on the left.

609
00:23:35,956 --> 00:23:37,166
She needs
a needle decompression.

610
00:23:37,166 --> 00:23:38,459
Wait. Here?
In a moving rig?

611
00:23:38,459 --> 00:23:40,252
We do it all the time.
Me?

612
00:23:40,252 --> 00:23:41,921
It's your ride-along.

613
00:23:41,921 --> 00:23:45,132
♪♪

614
00:23:51,180 --> 00:23:54,183
[ Monitors beeping rapidly ]
Owen: Whoa!

615
00:23:54,183 --> 00:23:56,185
Sorry about that!
No more turns for a while.

616
00:23:56,185 --> 00:23:57,895
Let's make this quick.

617
00:23:59,229 --> 00:24:00,606
Okay.
Her sats aren't improving.

618
00:24:00,606 --> 00:24:01,774
Let me try.

619
00:24:01,774 --> 00:24:02,775
Okay.

620
00:24:02,775 --> 00:24:08,572
♪♪

621
00:24:08,572 --> 00:24:11,617
The needle decompression
is not working.
She's still retaining air
in there.

622
00:24:11,617 --> 00:24:13,619
Should I put in a chest tube?
We'll do that at the hospital.

623
00:24:13,619 --> 00:24:15,329
W-We're at least
10 minutes out.

624
00:24:15,329 --> 00:24:17,206
This is field medicine.

625
00:24:17,206 --> 00:24:19,458
The priority is to buy her time
and get her to Grey-Sloan.

626
00:24:19,458 --> 00:24:21,585
No.
What do you mean, no?

627
00:24:21,585 --> 00:24:24,171
No. The longer we wait,
the more oxygen she loses,

628
00:24:24,171 --> 00:24:27,800
the greater the chance of her
developing a-a tension pneumo

629
00:24:27,800 --> 00:24:30,511
and rapidly decompensating.

630
00:24:30,511 --> 00:24:32,680
No. I don't want to take that
chance with this young woman.

631
00:24:32,680 --> 00:24:35,432
Not today.
Give me a scalpel.

632
00:24:35,432 --> 00:24:36,767
Bailey, what are you doing?

633
00:24:36,767 --> 00:24:40,396
I will do
a finger thoracostomy.

634
00:24:40,396 --> 00:24:43,232
Awesome.
That is not the priority.

635
00:24:43,232 --> 00:24:45,150
This is a rig,
not a trauma room.

636
00:24:45,150 --> 00:24:48,612
Kwan, stop.
Kwan, give me
the damn scalpel.

637
00:24:50,197 --> 00:24:51,657
She's the residency director.

638
00:24:51,657 --> 00:24:58,372
♪♪

639
00:24:58,372 --> 00:25:04,169
♪♪

640
00:25:04,169 --> 00:25:06,964
[ Monitors beeping rapidly ]
BP's still soft.

641
00:25:06,964 --> 00:25:08,966
Amelia: Hang another bag
of IV fluids.

642
00:25:08,966 --> 00:25:12,344
Fluids aren't doing anything.
It's got to be the anesthesia.

643
00:25:12,344 --> 00:25:13,762
We need to counteract
the vasodilation.

644
00:25:13,762 --> 00:25:15,931
Push in pressors.
Something is not adding up.

645
00:25:15,931 --> 00:25:17,307
Are you seeing anything
on your end?

646
00:25:17,307 --> 00:25:19,226
[ Monitor beeping ]

647
00:25:19,226 --> 00:25:20,728
Baby's decels
are getting worse.

648
00:25:20,728 --> 00:25:22,312
We need to act now.
I am thinking.

649
00:25:22,312 --> 00:25:23,897
Well, we don't have time
for that.

650
00:25:23,897 --> 00:25:25,858
Push more pressors.
Wait.

651
00:25:25,858 --> 00:25:28,444
I understand that she's your
patient and you are worried,

652
00:25:28,444 --> 00:25:30,696
but I am the one
who is in her brain.
Then do something!

653
00:25:33,157 --> 00:25:35,868
Could it be
from the bleeding?

654
00:25:35,868 --> 00:25:37,453
She has not lost
enough blood

655
00:25:37,453 --> 00:25:40,414
to cause this big
of a hemodynamic change.

656
00:25:41,457 --> 00:25:44,626
But the hematoma was pressing
against her pituitary.

657
00:25:44,626 --> 00:25:47,713
It's disrupting
the ACTH pathway.

658
00:25:47,713 --> 00:25:49,631
She's in acute
adrenal crisis.

659
00:25:49,631 --> 00:25:52,217
Push 100 mg
of IV hydrocortisone.

660
00:25:52,217 --> 00:25:54,970
♪♪

661
00:25:54,970 --> 00:25:58,057
[ Beeping slows ]
Blood pressure's coming
back up.

662
00:25:59,683 --> 00:26:02,186
Baby's heart rate's
improving too.

663
00:26:02,186 --> 00:26:04,563
Page someone from OB
to watch the fetal monitor.

664
00:26:04,563 --> 00:26:06,815
Dr. Montgomery needs
a minute.

665
00:26:06,815 --> 00:26:08,734
[ Exhales sharply ]

666
00:26:08,734 --> 00:26:10,986
Are you -- Are you
kicking me out of the OR?

667
00:26:12,738 --> 00:26:14,573
What if the baby
needs to be delivered?

668
00:26:14,573 --> 00:26:16,116
OB will handle it.

669
00:26:16,116 --> 00:26:25,834
♪♪

670
00:26:25,834 --> 00:26:28,295
Let's finish
what we started.

671
00:26:28,295 --> 00:26:30,214
Suction.

672
00:26:30,214 --> 00:26:37,805
♪♪

673
00:26:37,805 --> 00:26:41,183
Now that the fragment's out,
it should reduce easily, right?

674
00:26:41,183 --> 00:26:44,061
[ Drill whirring ]
Wait. What was that?

675
00:26:44,061 --> 00:26:46,814
Did it move?
Well, it should.

676
00:26:47,689 --> 00:26:49,983
[ Grunts ]

677
00:26:49,983 --> 00:26:52,319
But we're getting nowhere.

678
00:26:52,319 --> 00:26:55,197
So the Schanz pin
gives you more control

679
00:26:55,197 --> 00:26:57,699
of the femoral head,
right?

680
00:26:57,699 --> 00:26:59,535
Yeah.
[ Grunts ]

681
00:26:59,535 --> 00:27:02,037
I've never seen that before.
Could I try?

682
00:27:03,205 --> 00:27:05,541
Sure.
Yeah, let's...trade.

683
00:27:05,541 --> 00:27:09,044
♪♪

684
00:27:09,044 --> 00:27:10,838
[ Exhales deeply ]
Okay.

685
00:27:10,838 --> 00:27:13,549
Make sure the knee's
at a 90-degree angle.
Yep.

686
00:27:13,549 --> 00:27:18,262
♪♪

687
00:27:18,262 --> 00:27:20,848
[ Grunts ]
Ah! Finally.

688
00:27:21,932 --> 00:27:24,643
As long as I'm here, would it be
cool if I put the plate on too?

689
00:27:24,643 --> 00:27:27,688
Great idea.
It's a good teaching case.

690
00:27:27,688 --> 00:27:29,565
I'll guide you through it.
Can I have a K-wire, please?

691
00:27:29,565 --> 00:27:31,191
Man: Yep.

692
00:27:31,191 --> 00:27:34,236
Okay. Right down there.
Looking good.

693
00:27:34,236 --> 00:27:35,279
Yeah.

694
00:27:35,279 --> 00:27:36,947
[ Door beeps ]

695
00:27:36,947 --> 00:27:38,657
Richard: Addison?
Hey.

696
00:27:38,657 --> 00:27:40,576
Where are you?

697
00:27:40,576 --> 00:27:43,787
Grey-Sloan.
I've got a patient with Amelia.

698
00:27:43,787 --> 00:27:46,665
How was your surgery?
I'm sorry I'm late in calling.

699
00:27:46,665 --> 00:27:49,167
I-I know you're busy.
I'm doing fine.

700
00:27:49,167 --> 00:27:50,627
That's good.
Good to hear.

701
00:27:52,212 --> 00:27:54,798
Addie, what --
what's going on?

702
00:27:54,798 --> 00:27:56,466
Nothing. I'm just calling
to check on you.

703
00:27:56,466 --> 00:27:58,886
You're in a supply closet
on the sixth floor.

704
00:27:58,886 --> 00:28:00,012
I know my hospital.

705
00:28:01,054 --> 00:28:02,890
I don't know.

706
00:28:02,890 --> 00:28:05,934
I am somehow turning everyone
who once supported me

707
00:28:05,934 --> 00:28:07,394
into an enemy.

708
00:28:08,979 --> 00:28:10,939
Amelia [sighs]

709
00:28:10,939 --> 00:28:13,233
kicked me out
of the OR.

710
00:28:13,233 --> 00:28:15,736
Kicked you out?
W-Why?

711
00:28:15,736 --> 00:28:19,156
I may have raised my voice

712
00:28:19,156 --> 00:28:22,868
in a surgery
that I pressured her to do.

713
00:28:22,868 --> 00:28:25,037
I mean, it's not as bad
as it sounds.

714
00:28:25,037 --> 00:28:26,914
Did you apologize?
No.

715
00:28:26,914 --> 00:28:28,248
There's nothing
to apologize for.

716
00:28:30,542 --> 00:28:32,085
Look, in AA, we say

717
00:28:32,085 --> 00:28:34,796
the first step
is often the hardest.

718
00:28:34,796 --> 00:28:37,174
It's when we admit
how powerless we are.

719
00:28:37,174 --> 00:28:39,301
The same applies
to relationships.

720
00:28:39,301 --> 00:28:42,596
The first step
is letting go of your pride

721
00:28:42,596 --> 00:28:45,307
and then reaching out
to the other person.

722
00:28:45,307 --> 00:28:47,309
And then the rest
will fall into place.

723
00:28:47,309 --> 00:28:51,772
♪♪

724
00:28:51,772 --> 00:28:53,357
You always know
what to say.

725
00:28:53,357 --> 00:28:54,900
[ Chuckles softly ]

726
00:28:54,900 --> 00:28:57,027
Sometimes I start talking
and see what comes out.

727
00:28:58,862 --> 00:29:00,489
Thank you, Richard.

728
00:29:00,489 --> 00:29:02,532
You take care of yourself.

729
00:29:02,532 --> 00:29:04,159
You too.

730
00:29:05,786 --> 00:29:06,828
[ Line disconnects ]

731
00:29:11,041 --> 00:29:13,585
[ Siren wails ]

732
00:29:13,585 --> 00:29:16,004
All right.
What do we got?

733
00:29:16,004 --> 00:29:18,340
Rosie Lang, 19 years old,
GCS 15 after a six-foot fall.

734
00:29:18,340 --> 00:29:20,050
Heart rate is in
the high 90s.

735
00:29:20,050 --> 00:29:22,636
Status post-needle decompression
and finger thoracostomy.

736
00:29:22,636 --> 00:29:24,471
You?

737
00:29:24,471 --> 00:29:26,390
BP's stable, but she needs
a chest tube right now.

738
00:29:26,390 --> 00:29:27,474
Okay.
Let's get her to Trauma 1.

739
00:29:27,474 --> 00:29:29,059
Bailey, her sats were low,

740
00:29:29,059 --> 00:29:31,311
but she was stable enough
to make it here.

741
00:29:31,311 --> 00:29:34,189
She needed a decompression.
Not in the ambulance.

742
00:29:34,189 --> 00:29:35,774
Well, you don't know
how long she had.

743
00:29:35,774 --> 00:29:38,151
If her condition had worsened,
we were right there to fix it.

744
00:29:38,151 --> 00:29:40,362
I'm trying to give these
residents a better understanding

745
00:29:40,362 --> 00:29:42,239
of the constraints
around pre-hospital medicine.

746
00:29:42,239 --> 00:29:43,991
You completely
contradicted that.

747
00:29:43,991 --> 00:29:46,410
Well, I'm not gonna do nothing
if I can save a patient.

748
00:29:46,410 --> 00:29:48,662
And if this ride-along
teaches otherwise,

749
00:29:48,662 --> 00:29:51,123
then I don't want it
anywhere near my residents.

750
00:29:51,123 --> 00:29:54,626
♪♪

751
00:30:00,674 --> 00:30:03,844
The dislocation was worse
than we initially expected,

752
00:30:03,844 --> 00:30:05,929
but we were able
to repair your hip.

753
00:30:05,929 --> 00:30:07,639
Thank you so much.

754
00:30:07,639 --> 00:30:09,683
You're gonna have to
stay off of it for a while,

755
00:30:09,683 --> 00:30:13,478
but with regular use and PT,
you should regain full function.

756
00:30:13,478 --> 00:30:15,897
Regular use should be easy
at...Hot Temptations.

757
00:30:15,897 --> 00:30:19,109
Well, maybe it's a sign
I'm not meant to strip.

758
00:30:19,109 --> 00:30:21,028
No.

759
00:30:21,028 --> 00:30:25,240
Hey, don't let one setback
derail your dream, okay?

760
00:30:25,240 --> 00:30:28,201
You heal, recover,
and practice your ass off.

761
00:30:28,201 --> 00:30:29,828
Because...

762
00:30:32,247 --> 00:30:34,624
...you belong
on that stage.

763
00:30:34,624 --> 00:30:36,793
♪♪

764
00:30:36,793 --> 00:30:40,464
That pole --
That is yours for the taking.

765
00:30:40,464 --> 00:30:42,883
You grab it, hold tight...

766
00:30:43,842 --> 00:30:45,469
...and make it rain.

767
00:30:45,469 --> 00:30:48,346
♪♪

768
00:30:48,346 --> 00:30:51,183
You're right.
This was a sign.

769
00:30:51,183 --> 00:30:54,144
But the sign doesn't say
stop grinding.

770
00:30:54,144 --> 00:30:55,145
It says...

771
00:30:56,813 --> 00:30:58,982
...grind a little slower.

772
00:30:58,982 --> 00:31:00,192
Mnh-mnh.
[ Grunting ]

773
00:31:01,693 --> 00:31:04,196
Maybe you shouldn't
'cause...

774
00:31:06,865 --> 00:31:09,284
Yeah. All right.
Yeah!

775
00:31:09,284 --> 00:31:11,244
[ Chuckling ]
He-e-y.

776
00:31:11,244 --> 00:31:12,954
You dug deep
for that one, huh?

777
00:31:12,954 --> 00:31:14,956
I've given a lot of pep talks
to sad athletes,

778
00:31:14,956 --> 00:31:16,833
but that was my first
stripper speech.

779
00:31:16,833 --> 00:31:19,961
You did great.
[ Chuckles ] Well, so did you.

780
00:31:19,961 --> 00:31:22,047
You...really stepped up.

781
00:31:22,047 --> 00:31:23,507
Thank you.

782
00:31:25,050 --> 00:31:27,552
Why'd you have to
shark my spot?

783
00:31:27,552 --> 00:31:28,845
You knew I was trying
to get in with Lincoln.

784
00:31:28,845 --> 00:31:30,305
Your spot?
Yeah.

785
00:31:30,305 --> 00:31:31,932
I pulled the strings
to get us an OR.

786
00:31:31,932 --> 00:31:34,476
And if not for me, you wouldn't
have been there at all.

787
00:31:34,476 --> 00:31:35,811
You think you're the only one
who has a hook-up

788
00:31:35,811 --> 00:31:37,521
at the front desk?
I still put in the work.

789
00:31:37,521 --> 00:31:39,731
It doesn't matter.
I'm your boss.

790
00:31:39,731 --> 00:31:41,608
Everything is mine
until I give it to you.

791
00:31:41,608 --> 00:31:44,319
And it's not just because I can.
I know things you don't.

792
00:31:44,319 --> 00:31:45,946
There were dynamics
in that OR

793
00:31:45,946 --> 00:31:47,489
you were oblivious to...
Like --

794
00:31:47,489 --> 00:31:50,075
...'cause you were trying
to impress an attending.

795
00:31:50,075 --> 00:31:51,493
And if you can't handle that,

796
00:31:51,493 --> 00:31:53,412
I don't think we should
be hooking up anymore.

797
00:31:53,412 --> 00:31:55,539
S--
[ Clears throat ]

798
00:31:55,539 --> 00:31:59,334
♪♪

799
00:31:59,334 --> 00:32:02,546
Tell me you got someone
on the damn phone.

800
00:32:02,546 --> 00:32:04,631
We called
10 other trial sites.

801
00:32:04,631 --> 00:32:06,842
They all got the same e-mail,
same explanation.

802
00:32:06,842 --> 00:32:08,718
Yeah -- "The trial
no longer aligns

803
00:32:08,718 --> 00:32:11,638
with the center's
priorities."
[ Sighs ]

804
00:32:11,638 --> 00:32:15,934
Which means the government
revoked the damn funding!

805
00:32:15,934 --> 00:32:18,937
Yeah.
I'm sorry, Miranda.

806
00:32:18,937 --> 00:32:21,231
♪♪

807
00:32:21,231 --> 00:32:22,649
Does she know?

808
00:32:22,649 --> 00:32:24,568
No.

809
00:32:24,568 --> 00:32:28,613
♪♪

810
00:32:28,613 --> 00:32:32,159
♪ ...where space
won't work out ♪

811
00:32:32,159 --> 00:32:35,203
Katie: I mean, yeah,
that is growth, okay?

812
00:32:35,203 --> 00:32:36,955
[Chuckles] I am --
I am proud of both of you.

813
00:32:36,955 --> 00:32:40,167
So I will see you next week.

814
00:32:40,167 --> 00:32:43,753
Yes. In person.
[ Chuckles ] Okay. Bye-bye.

815
00:32:43,753 --> 00:32:45,380
You're working again?

816
00:32:45,380 --> 00:32:48,133
Yeah. Well, it turns out
I actually enjoy what I do.

817
00:32:48,133 --> 00:32:50,510
And now that my tumors
are shrinking,

818
00:32:50,510 --> 00:32:52,804
I can do it
a little longer.

819
00:32:52,804 --> 00:32:54,806
♪♪

820
00:32:54,806 --> 00:32:57,225
Maybe even...travel?

821
00:32:57,225 --> 00:33:00,270
♪ ...if it was easy? ♪

822
00:33:00,270 --> 00:33:04,816
Please tell me that...
face is not about me.

823
00:33:04,816 --> 00:33:08,153
Please tell me that you had
a bad day with another patient.

824
00:33:08,153 --> 00:33:09,571
♪♪

825
00:33:09,571 --> 00:33:11,990
So [clears throat]

826
00:33:11,990 --> 00:33:15,660
your clinical trial
lost its funding

827
00:33:15,660 --> 00:33:17,245
and has been canceled.

828
00:33:17,245 --> 00:33:19,831
♪♪

829
00:33:19,831 --> 00:33:23,084
But...
I just had an infusion.

830
00:33:23,084 --> 00:33:26,379
Yes, and as of now,
that is the last one.

831
00:33:27,839 --> 00:33:30,258
Look.
I am at a loss too.

832
00:33:30,258 --> 00:33:33,470
I am so sorry.
But look. No, no.

833
00:33:33,470 --> 00:33:37,641
Right now,
your trajectory is positive.

834
00:33:37,641 --> 00:33:41,019
And I promise you that
I will do everything in my power

835
00:33:41,019 --> 00:33:43,521
to keep it that way.

836
00:33:43,521 --> 00:33:45,273
♪♪

837
00:33:45,273 --> 00:33:47,692
Okay. So...

838
00:33:47,692 --> 00:33:53,073
So i-if -- if I stop
taking the medicine...

839
00:33:53,073 --> 00:33:56,451
uh, does that mean
that the tumors will come back?

840
00:33:58,787 --> 00:34:00,038
I don't know.

841
00:34:00,038 --> 00:34:04,376
♪ Carved our names in wood ♪

842
00:34:04,376 --> 00:34:07,963
I am sorry.
I am so sorry.

843
00:34:07,963 --> 00:34:09,547
[ Voice breaking ]
Okay.

844
00:34:09,547 --> 00:34:13,510
♪ Got along
but it never felt good ♪

845
00:34:13,510 --> 00:34:15,637
[ Sobs ]

846
00:34:15,637 --> 00:34:17,806
Okay.

847
00:34:17,806 --> 00:34:20,350
Okay. Okay.
Okay.

848
00:34:20,350 --> 00:34:23,728
Come. Come.
Oh, boy. Oh, boy.

849
00:34:23,728 --> 00:34:25,688
I'm sorry.

850
00:34:25,688 --> 00:34:27,815
[ Sniffles, sobs ]

851
00:34:27,815 --> 00:34:30,485
♪ Hate I made it hard ♪
I'm so sorry.

852
00:34:30,485 --> 00:34:33,572
Okay. Okay.

853
00:34:33,572 --> 00:34:35,322
♪ Ooh-ooh, ooh-oh ♪

854
00:34:35,322 --> 00:34:36,908
Okay. Okay.

855
00:34:36,908 --> 00:34:41,121
♪♪

856
00:34:41,121 --> 00:34:44,123
♪ Ooh-ooh, ooh-oh ♪

857
00:34:44,123 --> 00:34:47,668
[ Katie sobbing ]

858
00:34:47,668 --> 00:34:50,672
♪♪

859
00:34:50,672 --> 00:34:54,717
Kavita: The look on his face
after was priceless. [ Laughs ]

860
00:34:54,717 --> 00:34:56,719
Oh.
Uh, I'll catch you later.

861
00:34:56,719 --> 00:35:01,308
Hey, want to get food and then
head back to your place?

862
00:35:01,308 --> 00:35:04,185
Who was that?
Colin.
Nurse in plastics.

863
00:35:04,185 --> 00:35:07,272
We built a nose
from a rib today.

864
00:35:07,272 --> 00:35:10,817
Is, uh, Colin
a burrito guy or...

865
00:35:10,817 --> 00:35:12,736
I don't know.
Haven't asked.

866
00:35:12,736 --> 00:35:14,237
Why?

867
00:35:14,237 --> 00:35:16,573
I'm not seeing
other people.

868
00:35:16,573 --> 00:35:18,742
I'm not seeing
anyone else either.

869
00:35:18,742 --> 00:35:21,244
So what about
the carnitas?

870
00:35:21,244 --> 00:35:25,665
Carnitas have been over
for a few weeks.

871
00:35:25,665 --> 00:35:27,542
Oh. [ Chuckles ]
Okay.

872
00:35:28,835 --> 00:35:30,962
So maybe you and I just...

873
00:35:30,962 --> 00:35:32,881
Keep it a two-person meal?

874
00:35:32,881 --> 00:35:35,216
Are we really gonna
keep speaking in food?

875
00:35:35,216 --> 00:35:37,218
Food is my love language.

876
00:35:37,218 --> 00:35:39,387
[ Chuckles ]

877
00:35:41,097 --> 00:35:44,059
[ Insects chirping,
siren wailing in distance ]

878
00:35:48,605 --> 00:35:50,440
Millin told me
you were here.

879
00:35:50,440 --> 00:35:52,776
She said Emma seems
hemostatic.

880
00:35:52,776 --> 00:35:54,027
No CSF leak.

881
00:35:54,027 --> 00:35:56,154
Yeah. No.
She's gonna be fine.

882
00:35:58,365 --> 00:36:00,033
You know, Jake used to
be in it with me.

883
00:36:01,159 --> 00:36:03,328
He used to call me every morning
when I was on the road

884
00:36:03,328 --> 00:36:08,416
and give me these pep talks,
tell me how brave I was

885
00:36:08,416 --> 00:36:10,335
for doing work
no one else would do.

886
00:36:10,335 --> 00:36:12,337
Mm-hmm.

887
00:36:12,337 --> 00:36:14,047
He'd send me
these care packages

888
00:36:14,047 --> 00:36:16,549
with birth control pills,

889
00:36:16,549 --> 00:36:18,927
you know, talk through
difficult cases with me.

890
00:36:20,345 --> 00:36:23,640
He was...on my side.

891
00:36:25,975 --> 00:36:27,769
But now he hardly calls.

892
00:36:27,769 --> 00:36:32,190
And when he does, he complains
about traffic on the 405

893
00:36:32,190 --> 00:36:36,528
or Henry's school
or...me.

894
00:36:36,528 --> 00:36:38,071
'Cause he wants you home?

895
00:36:39,447 --> 00:36:42,242
He says when I'm home,
I'm barely there.

896
00:36:42,242 --> 00:36:44,327
You know, and he's...
he's right.

897
00:36:44,327 --> 00:36:45,954
I'm not a good partner.

898
00:36:45,954 --> 00:36:49,165
I forgot an anniversary.
I forgot a birthday.

899
00:36:49,165 --> 00:36:53,002
I am not the woman
he married anymore.

900
00:36:53,002 --> 00:36:55,213
[ Laughs ]

901
00:36:58,049 --> 00:37:00,176
[ Voice breaks ] But nothing
is what it used to be.

902
00:37:02,637 --> 00:37:05,014
I don't even recognize
science anymore.

903
00:37:05,014 --> 00:37:07,183
Mm. No.
Nobody does.

904
00:37:07,183 --> 00:37:09,769
All I know is that
I can't stomach

905
00:37:09,769 --> 00:37:12,021
sitting on the sidelines
and watching people die.

906
00:37:12,021 --> 00:37:13,565
So I'm gonna choose work.

907
00:37:13,565 --> 00:37:15,191
And if that blows apart
my life, then...

908
00:37:15,191 --> 00:37:17,527
I think if he's asking you
to choose...

909
00:37:18,653 --> 00:37:21,489
...something's probably
already fundamentally broken.

910
00:37:27,328 --> 00:37:31,499
I am...sorry...

911
00:37:31,499 --> 00:37:34,544
if I rushed you back
into an OR.

912
00:37:34,544 --> 00:37:37,213
No. No.
I-I'm not.

913
00:37:37,213 --> 00:37:39,799
We saved Emma.
[ Chuckles ]

914
00:37:39,799 --> 00:37:43,052
And I was able to do that
because of my time away.

915
00:37:43,052 --> 00:37:44,971
If I had just
kept powering through,

916
00:37:44,971 --> 00:37:47,140
I don't know where
I would be right now.

917
00:37:47,140 --> 00:37:48,433
God.

918
00:37:50,018 --> 00:37:51,186
I am a dumpster fire.

919
00:37:52,395 --> 00:37:54,814
[ Both chuckle ]

920
00:37:54,814 --> 00:37:58,151
For once, it's not me.

921
00:37:58,151 --> 00:38:01,070
♪♪

922
00:38:01,070 --> 00:38:04,073
[ Infants crying ]

923
00:38:04,073 --> 00:38:06,659
♪ Lay me down ♪

924
00:38:06,659 --> 00:38:08,786
You look like you just worked
a double shift at Jimmy's

925
00:38:08,786 --> 00:38:10,788
and you have to study
for an o-chem final.

926
00:38:10,788 --> 00:38:12,874
If only.

927
00:38:14,417 --> 00:38:16,711
Are you still
freaking out?
A little.

928
00:38:16,711 --> 00:38:19,797
But I got a few names
of some nurse's aides

929
00:38:19,797 --> 00:38:23,510
who are looking for part-time
nanny work, so it's a start.

930
00:38:23,510 --> 00:38:24,677
Baby steps.

931
00:38:26,638 --> 00:38:28,473
Pun intended.
Yeah.

932
00:38:28,473 --> 00:38:30,183
You're really leaning into
those dad jokes.

933
00:38:30,183 --> 00:38:31,434
I've got four kids now.

934
00:38:31,434 --> 00:38:32,852
Yeah.

935
00:38:32,852 --> 00:38:34,395
How'd your surgery go?

936
00:38:34,395 --> 00:38:37,565
The patient's doing well.

937
00:38:37,565 --> 00:38:40,068
Um, I know we were gonna
stagger our family leave,

938
00:38:40,068 --> 00:38:41,861
but what if I
just took it now?

939
00:38:41,861 --> 00:38:43,780
Really?

940
00:38:43,780 --> 00:38:46,032
We've both been through so much,
and like you said,

941
00:38:46,032 --> 00:38:47,826
we've got more kids
than we know what to do with.

942
00:38:47,826 --> 00:38:49,869
♪♪

943
00:38:49,869 --> 00:38:52,455
♪ 'Cause it feels so healing ♪

944
00:38:52,455 --> 00:38:55,083
Did you hear that, girls?

945
00:38:55,083 --> 00:38:57,835
Daddy's coming home
with us!

946
00:38:57,835 --> 00:38:59,420
Daddy's coming home.

947
00:38:59,420 --> 00:39:00,672
[ Chuckles ]

948
00:39:00,672 --> 00:39:03,883
♪ Watch it glow ♪

949
00:39:03,883 --> 00:39:06,970
If you're looking for an update
on Rosie, she's stable.

950
00:39:06,970 --> 00:39:09,305
Yeah, I-I saw that.
Thank you.

951
00:39:09,305 --> 00:39:10,890
And so is Tim.

952
00:39:12,392 --> 00:39:17,105
I have a patient
with advanced gastric cancer

953
00:39:17,105 --> 00:39:20,525
who is in a clinical trial
that was canceled today.

954
00:39:21,901 --> 00:39:24,112
Was the trial working?
It was.

955
00:39:24,112 --> 00:39:26,322
[ Sighs ]
It gets worse.

956
00:39:26,322 --> 00:39:29,868
I treated
this patient's grandmother

957
00:39:29,868 --> 00:39:33,121
for gastric cancer
when I was a resident.

958
00:39:33,121 --> 00:39:35,331
She didn't make it.

959
00:39:35,331 --> 00:39:39,127
Katie's poor mother
might lose a parent

960
00:39:39,127 --> 00:39:41,504
and a child
to the same disease.

961
00:39:41,504 --> 00:39:43,339
Same doctor.

962
00:39:43,339 --> 00:39:45,133
It's genetics, Bailey.
That's not you.

963
00:39:45,133 --> 00:39:46,509
I know.

964
00:39:46,509 --> 00:39:48,928
♪♪

965
00:39:48,928 --> 00:39:52,390
I was overzealous today
with Rosie.

966
00:39:52,390 --> 00:39:56,227
I think I needed to feel
like I could save her

967
00:39:56,227 --> 00:39:59,230
right then and there --
but that's a me problem.

968
00:40:00,815 --> 00:40:05,778
And I approved your program
for a six-month trial period.

969
00:40:05,778 --> 00:40:07,488
Wait. You did?
Yeah.

970
00:40:07,488 --> 00:40:10,700
I mean, it fulfilled all
of my criteria and then some.

971
00:40:10,700 --> 00:40:14,370
Most of all,
it'll teach our residents

972
00:40:14,370 --> 00:40:17,332
to handle circumstances
beyond their control.

973
00:40:17,332 --> 00:40:19,083
Thank you, Bailey.

974
00:40:19,083 --> 00:40:21,085
♪♪

975
00:40:21,085 --> 00:40:24,589
I mean,
you've got to admit that...

976
00:40:24,589 --> 00:40:26,758
finger thoracostomy was...

977
00:40:26,758 --> 00:40:28,718
a thing of beauty.
[ Laughs ]

978
00:40:28,718 --> 00:40:30,511
I cannot argue
with you there.

979
00:40:30,511 --> 00:40:34,849
♪ Find the peace
in the stillness of receiving ♪

980
00:40:34,849 --> 00:40:37,185
Meredith: Sometimes hypocrisy
catches up to us.

981
00:40:38,144 --> 00:40:40,146
That's when things
get interesting.

982
00:40:40,146 --> 00:40:42,649
♪♪

983
00:40:42,649 --> 00:40:43,858
Mm.

984
00:40:45,151 --> 00:40:46,819
Mmm!

985
00:40:46,819 --> 00:40:48,905
♪ Watch it glow ♪

986
00:40:48,905 --> 00:40:50,490
Okay.

987
00:40:50,490 --> 00:40:52,158
Mmm.

988
00:40:52,158 --> 00:40:53,660
What do you think?

989
00:40:54,744 --> 00:40:56,496
Mm.

990
00:40:56,496 --> 00:40:59,165
♪ Glow ♪

991
00:40:59,165 --> 00:41:00,708
Mm.
Fine. I'll go back to work.

992
00:41:00,708 --> 00:41:02,585
I want to like them.

993
00:41:02,585 --> 00:41:05,129
But they're really...

994
00:41:05,129 --> 00:41:06,381
really bad.
[ Laughs ]

995
00:41:06,381 --> 00:41:08,257
Will you stay the course...

996
00:41:08,257 --> 00:41:09,884
I didn't have vanilla.
[ Doorbell rings ]

997
00:41:09,884 --> 00:41:13,137
...keep on keeping on,
business as usual?

998
00:41:13,137 --> 00:41:14,639
♪ Watch it glow ♪

999
00:41:14,639 --> 00:41:16,182
May I come in?

1000
00:41:16,182 --> 00:41:18,768
♪♪

1001
00:41:18,768 --> 00:41:20,770
Talk fast.
Yeah.

1002
00:41:20,770 --> 00:41:23,272
Uh, I want to apologize.

1003
00:41:23,272 --> 00:41:24,607
You know, you were right.

1004
00:41:24,607 --> 00:41:26,359
I need to respect you
and respect

1005
00:41:26,359 --> 00:41:28,820
that when we're at work...
you're my boss.

1006
00:41:28,820 --> 00:41:30,613
Thank you.

1007
00:41:30,613 --> 00:41:32,240
Yeah.
No problem.

1008
00:41:32,240 --> 00:41:33,825
And there's one more thing.

1009
00:41:34,909 --> 00:41:36,327
Have a seat.

1010
00:41:37,453 --> 00:41:38,996
Thank you.

1011
00:41:40,123 --> 00:41:42,166
What are you doing?

1012
00:41:43,251 --> 00:41:46,546
[ Ginuwine's "Pony" plays ]

1013
00:41:46,546 --> 00:41:52,343
♪♪

1014
00:41:52,343 --> 00:41:53,761
[ Laughs ]

1015
00:41:53,761 --> 00:41:55,638
I find powerful women
very, very, very sexy.

1016
00:41:55,638 --> 00:41:57,432
Now, watch this shoulder.

1017
00:41:57,432 --> 00:42:00,268
♪ I'm just a bachelor ♪
[ Laughing ] Ooh.

1018
00:42:00,268 --> 00:42:02,854
Left shoulder.
Whoo!

1019
00:42:02,854 --> 00:42:04,897
Body roll.

1020
00:42:04,897 --> 00:42:07,650
♪ If you're horny,
let's do it ♪
[ Laughing ]

1021
00:42:07,650 --> 00:42:10,737
♪ Ride it, my pony ♪
[ Grunts ]

1022
00:42:10,737 --> 00:42:12,488
♪ My saddle's waiting ♪
I mean...

1023
00:42:12,488 --> 00:42:14,949
Or take your own advice...

1024
00:42:14,949 --> 00:42:16,659
and change for the better.
♪ Come and jump on it ♪

1025
00:42:16,659 --> 00:42:20,747
♪♪

1026
00:42:26,711 --> 00:42:36,512
♪♪

1027
00:42:36,512 --> 00:42:45,563
♪♪

1028
00:42:45,563 --> 00:42:53,863
♪♪