1 00:00:01,568 --> 00:00:05,004 [pop music playing] 2 00:00:05,038 --> 00:00:06,266 [Meredith] Question: 3 00:00:06,306 --> 00:00:08,433 when was the last time a complete stranger 4 00:00:08,475 --> 00:00:10,875 took off her clothes in front of you, 5 00:00:10,910 --> 00:00:14,641 pointed to a big purple splotch on her back and asked, 6 00:00:14,681 --> 00:00:17,775 - "What the hell is this thing?" - OK. How about it, Mark? 7 00:00:17,817 --> 00:00:20,513 You know you've always wanted one of... these. 8 00:00:20,553 --> 00:00:25,217 [Meredith] If you're a normal person, the answer is, hopefully, never. 9 00:00:25,258 --> 00:00:28,853 If you're a doctor, the answer is probably, 10 00:00:28,895 --> 00:00:31,864 - "About five minutes ago. " - Nah, I'm good. 11 00:00:32,966 --> 00:00:35,662 - I will take that waffle iron. - What? 12 00:00:35,702 --> 00:00:39,468 - I have never seen you eat a waffle. - I would if I had a waffle iron. 13 00:00:39,506 --> 00:00:42,873 Callie, we're not gonna take a waffle iron to Malawi, 14 00:00:42,909 --> 00:00:45,469 and it's not gonna do anybody any good sitting in storage for three years. 15 00:00:45,512 --> 00:00:48,310 [Meredith] People expect doctors to have all of the answers. 16 00:00:48,348 --> 00:00:51,545 Congratulations. You won yourself a waffle iron. Oh! 17 00:00:51,584 --> 00:00:56,920 - And a French press. - Hey. Stop giving my things away. 18 00:01:02,829 --> 00:01:04,660 Maybe I should probably pass on the French press. 19 00:01:04,697 --> 00:01:06,221 [Meredith] The truth is 20 00:01:06,266 --> 00:01:09,326 we love to think that we have all of the answers, too. 21 00:01:09,369 --> 00:01:12,429 So The Art & Lesley Phillips Foundation has a few more hoops to jump through 22 00:01:12,472 --> 00:01:15,498 than the others, but their primary focus is Alzheimer's research. 23 00:01:15,542 --> 00:01:18,477 And if you get this grant, it is more than enough to get us started. 24 00:01:18,511 --> 00:01:20,502 - You really did your homework. - I'm a great student. 25 00:01:20,547 --> 00:01:22,174 Just the kind you want around when doing a clinical trial. 26 00:01:22,215 --> 00:01:23,239 [chuckles] 27 00:01:26,519 --> 00:01:29,215 - How's that going? - It's fine. 28 00:01:29,255 --> 00:01:31,746 Is this because Richard gave Hunt the million dollars and not me? 29 00:01:31,791 --> 00:01:33,418 Is that why things are frosty between you two? 30 00:01:33,460 --> 00:01:35,087 We're not frosty. We're fine. 31 00:01:35,128 --> 00:01:36,527 But if you're looking for solidarity, 32 00:01:36,563 --> 00:01:40,522 I would be more than happy to skip Owen Hunt's trauma certification lab. 33 00:01:40,567 --> 00:01:42,967 - Go get certified. - OK. 34 00:01:43,002 --> 00:01:46,233 [Meredith] Basically, doctors are know-it-alls. 35 00:01:46,272 --> 00:01:49,435 Until something comes along that reminds us we're not. 36 00:01:49,476 --> 00:01:52,036 I need someone to help me set up the trauma lab, 37 00:01:52,078 --> 00:01:54,876 to keep things running smoothly. You'd get your certification that way. 38 00:01:54,914 --> 00:01:57,405 - And it's a pretty easy day. - It's a skills lab. 39 00:01:57,450 --> 00:01:59,918 - It's already an easy day. - Dr. Hunt. 40 00:01:59,953 --> 00:02:04,287 - I'm going to need to borrow Dr. Yang. - Oh. Uh, what's up? 41 00:02:04,324 --> 00:02:06,519 Lungs have become available for Roy Henley. 42 00:02:06,559 --> 00:02:08,754 And since he found himself on the transplant list 43 00:02:08,795 --> 00:02:11,195 based on Dr. Yang's recommendation, I would say 44 00:02:11,231 --> 00:02:14,723 - that would make him her patient. - OK, what do you need me to do? 45 00:02:14,767 --> 00:02:17,361 I just need someone to monitor him while I go pick up the lungs. 46 00:02:17,403 --> 00:02:20,372 - So I'll be on my own? - Nope. Dr. McQueen, cardio fellow, 47 00:02:20,406 --> 00:02:22,397 he will be around on the off chance that you need anything. 48 00:02:22,442 --> 00:02:26,572 Oh, and I finally was able to get Roy's daughter to agree to come in, 49 00:02:26,613 --> 00:02:30,447 - so just keep an eye out for her, OK? - OK. 50 00:02:32,118 --> 00:02:35,110 You'll be fine. Still an easy day. 51 00:02:35,989 --> 00:02:37,547 I know. 52 00:02:40,927 --> 00:02:43,657 Am I early? I tried really hard not to be. 53 00:02:43,696 --> 00:02:45,926 - That doesn't bode well. - We did the same thing with Bailey 54 00:02:45,965 --> 00:02:49,662 when we were interns. Take turns treating a dummy, 55 00:02:49,702 --> 00:02:52,432 get an early lunch, then get back to work. It's lame. 56 00:02:52,472 --> 00:02:54,303 A charter plane was forced into an emergency landing, 57 00:02:54,340 --> 00:02:58,868 and collided with a Greyhound bus. Mass casualty situation. 58 00:02:58,912 --> 00:03:00,402 Do we need to say it again? Let's move! 59 00:03:01,814 --> 00:03:04,476 Close to 30 victims in the field, some critical, 60 00:03:04,517 --> 00:03:06,781 multiple blunt trauma injuries. 61 00:03:12,158 --> 00:03:14,683 [Jackson] I was so looking forward to an early lunch. 62 00:03:18,865 --> 00:03:20,992 This is gonna suck. 63 00:03:22,869 --> 00:03:24,496 [man] You're kidding me, right? 64 00:03:25,371 --> 00:03:29,239 Welcome to trauma certification. You will work in teams of four. 65 00:03:29,275 --> 00:03:32,005 Each team will be responsible for nine casualties. 66 00:03:32,045 --> 00:03:35,708 You may treat your patients using only what you can carry with your two hands 67 00:03:35,748 --> 00:03:38,546 from this ambulance. The evac helicopter is on its way. 68 00:03:38,585 --> 00:03:44,023 You get your patients on the helicopter, you get certified. Are you ready? 69 00:03:44,057 --> 00:03:46,116 - [all chattering] - Get to work. 70 00:03:48,027 --> 00:03:49,995 [Mark clears throat] 71 00:03:50,029 --> 00:03:53,362 - Dr. Grey? - Uh, Christy Cornell, age 28, 72 00:03:53,399 --> 00:03:56,368 she's here for a gluteoplasty? 73 00:03:57,136 --> 00:03:59,866 She's so tiny. There's hardly anything there to lift. 74 00:03:59,906 --> 00:04:02,500 That's sort of the point, Dr. Grey. 75 00:04:02,542 --> 00:04:05,010 I'm... I'm sorry. That was... 76 00:04:05,044 --> 00:04:06,375 - Oh! - I'm sorry. 77 00:04:06,412 --> 00:04:10,940 Christy's not here for a lift. She's here for a gluteal implant. 78 00:04:10,984 --> 00:04:13,009 Yes. I'm finally gonna get some junk up in this trunk. 79 00:04:13,052 --> 00:04:17,011 This program shows a rendering of what you can expect the gluteus to look like 80 00:04:17,056 --> 00:04:19,081 after the implant. 81 00:04:19,892 --> 00:04:23,225 Oh... Um... 82 00:04:23,263 --> 00:04:26,198 Could I see what it'd look like kicked up a couple points? 83 00:04:26,232 --> 00:04:28,325 - [Mark] Sure. - [beeping] 84 00:04:28,368 --> 00:04:31,565 - Mm... Couple more? - [beeping] 85 00:04:33,640 --> 00:04:34,766 Couple more. 86 00:04:35,908 --> 00:04:38,672 Stop. That's it. 87 00:04:39,712 --> 00:04:40,736 That's my ass. 88 00:04:43,750 --> 00:04:47,242 Come on, that was funny. 89 00:04:47,287 --> 00:04:49,949 Any joke that starts with an animal walking into a bar 90 00:04:49,989 --> 00:04:52,116 is scientifically unfunny. 91 00:04:52,158 --> 00:04:57,061 Humor me, Dr. Yang. I need something to focus on. 92 00:04:57,096 --> 00:04:59,929 I don't know if I'm more nervous about getting new lungs 93 00:04:59,966 --> 00:05:02,434 or about actually seeing my daughter. 94 00:05:02,468 --> 00:05:04,561 Don't think about it as getting new lungs. 95 00:05:04,604 --> 00:05:07,835 Think of it as getting rid of old, crappy lungs. 96 00:05:07,874 --> 00:05:10,104 - [wheezing] - [beeping] 97 00:05:10,143 --> 00:05:14,273 Or don't think at all. OK, Roy, take some deep breaths. 98 00:05:15,648 --> 00:05:18,947 - Corinne? - Roy. 99 00:05:20,486 --> 00:05:22,647 - How ya been? - This week, 100 00:05:22,689 --> 00:05:24,316 or for the past 20 years? 101 00:05:25,758 --> 00:05:28,158 I'm sorry. That was snarky. 102 00:05:28,194 --> 00:05:30,856 No, snarky's good. 103 00:05:30,897 --> 00:05:33,661 I like snarky. You get that from me. 104 00:05:37,403 --> 00:05:39,268 [gagging] 105 00:05:40,006 --> 00:05:42,634 - Roy? Roy! - [beeping] 106 00:05:42,675 --> 00:05:43,664 [nurse] Get the crash cart! 107 00:05:43,710 --> 00:05:45,405 - He's not breathing! - v-fib! 108 00:05:47,180 --> 00:05:48,738 [nurse] Page cardio. 109 00:05:51,150 --> 00:05:54,017 Aren't you the doctor? Do something! 110 00:05:59,525 --> 00:06:02,289 Um... What's happening? 111 00:06:02,328 --> 00:06:06,526 Your father's developed corpulmonale and his heart is overloading. 112 00:06:06,566 --> 00:06:10,332 What? I-I don't understand. I thought his lungs were the problem. 113 00:06:10,370 --> 00:06:13,703 [sighs] His lungs are putting extra pressure on his heart. 114 00:06:13,740 --> 00:06:16,208 Dr. Altman is picking up the new lungs right now. 115 00:06:16,242 --> 00:06:17,834 I'll call her and apprise her of the situation. 116 00:06:17,877 --> 00:06:20,141 What situation? What is going on? 117 00:06:20,179 --> 00:06:24,343 His heart is failing. And the damage seems pretty severe. 118 00:06:24,384 --> 00:06:28,912 So... uh, there's a possibility 119 00:06:28,955 --> 00:06:32,152 - he'll need a new one. - A new what? 120 00:06:32,191 --> 00:06:34,159 A new heart? 121 00:06:38,598 --> 00:06:42,159 You know what? Take over here. I'm going to call Dr. Altman 122 00:06:42,201 --> 00:06:44,761 and I'm gonna get McQueen. 123 00:06:46,239 --> 00:06:48,332 Dr. Bailey, do you have a second? 124 00:06:48,374 --> 00:06:50,365 Only if what you have to talk about is more important 125 00:06:50,410 --> 00:06:53,004 - than my being on time for an autopsy. - It's arguable. 126 00:06:53,045 --> 00:06:55,513 We're throwing Torres and Robbins a bon voyage party 127 00:06:55,548 --> 00:06:57,948 - in the doctors' lounge this evening. - That sounds lovely. 128 00:06:57,984 --> 00:06:59,975 Uh, I have a full day, but I'll try and stop by. 129 00:07:00,019 --> 00:07:03,250 Well, the thing is, Altman volunteered, uh, to pick up the cupcakes, 130 00:07:03,289 --> 00:07:06,053 but she had to pick up lungs instead. And I just figured, 131 00:07:06,092 --> 00:07:08,026 since you're close to both these ladies... 132 00:07:08,060 --> 00:07:11,552 You're asking me to take time out of my very busy day 133 00:07:11,597 --> 00:07:16,625 to go to the bakery? Or would you prefer I ran on home and baked some myself? 134 00:07:18,438 --> 00:07:20,633 No. 'Course not. 135 00:07:20,673 --> 00:07:23,608 - Just an invitation. - Uh-huh. 136 00:07:25,311 --> 00:07:29,441 Mark, I need to talk to you about Christy Cornell's... 137 00:07:29,482 --> 00:07:32,178 - ...butt. - OK. 138 00:07:32,218 --> 00:07:35,312 But first I need to talk to you about cupcakes. 139 00:07:37,523 --> 00:07:41,084 Callie! Check out all of the great stuff the kids in Peds made me. 140 00:07:41,127 --> 00:07:43,061 They want me to take pictures of their crafts in Africa. 141 00:07:43,095 --> 00:07:44,892 Wow! That's awesome. 142 00:07:44,931 --> 00:07:47,399 You'd be surprised how often you find yourself in need of a macaroni face 143 00:07:47,433 --> 00:07:52,564 glued to a paper plate. It's way better than gauze, malaria pills, antibiotics. 144 00:07:52,605 --> 00:07:56,006 You are a delight this morning. Is there something you'd like to talk about? 145 00:07:56,042 --> 00:07:58,670 Um, no. No, I'm just... 146 00:07:59,812 --> 00:08:01,939 [Callie groans, chuckles] No. 147 00:08:03,516 --> 00:08:06,314 - Ah! Torres. Robbins. - Hi. 148 00:08:06,352 --> 00:08:08,616 I thought you'd be halfway to Malawi by now. 149 00:08:08,654 --> 00:08:10,315 We had some last-minute paperwork. 150 00:08:10,356 --> 00:08:12,688 Plus, I promised the kids I'd come say goodbye. 151 00:08:12,725 --> 00:08:15,455 That's good. The work you two will be doing there 152 00:08:15,495 --> 00:08:18,225 will reflect very, very highly on this hospital. 153 00:08:19,532 --> 00:08:23,491 Sure, uh, it was a surprise to learn 154 00:08:23,536 --> 00:08:27,529 that I'd have to replace two excellent attendings, 155 00:08:27,573 --> 00:08:29,200 as opposed to just the one. 156 00:08:29,242 --> 00:08:31,733 But then, that's the chief's problem. 157 00:08:31,777 --> 00:08:35,770 No one wants to really hear chief's problems. 158 00:08:36,782 --> 00:08:38,682 It's a shame, though, Torres. 159 00:08:38,718 --> 00:08:42,779 I had, uh... I had such big plans for you. 160 00:08:44,357 --> 00:08:46,086 Big plans. 161 00:08:50,563 --> 00:08:53,532 - [man] Can I get suction? Thank you. - [suction sputtering] 162 00:08:54,233 --> 00:08:56,997 Clamp please. 163 00:08:57,036 --> 00:09:00,301 Dr. McQueen, I really need you to take a look at Roy Henley. 164 00:09:00,339 --> 00:09:03,137 They tell me he's developed cor pulmonale and circulatory collapse. 165 00:09:03,175 --> 00:09:05,336 - Yes, sir, that's correct. - Did you put him on dopamine, 166 00:09:05,378 --> 00:09:06,811 milrinone and nitric oxide? 167 00:09:06,846 --> 00:09:10,247 Yes, I did. He's stable. Critical, but stable. 168 00:09:10,283 --> 00:09:12,979 What would you do for a patient with reduced cardiac output, 169 00:09:13,019 --> 00:09:16,511 hypotension, sinus tach and metabolic acidosis? 170 00:09:16,556 --> 00:09:19,753 I'd insert an intraaortic balloon pump. 171 00:09:19,792 --> 00:09:21,851 Exactly. 172 00:09:23,229 --> 00:09:24,856 I'll be there when I can, Dr. Yang. 173 00:09:24,897 --> 00:09:27,365 But it really doesn't sound like you need me at all. 174 00:09:28,534 --> 00:09:30,434 Permeate the suction. 175 00:09:59,999 --> 00:10:03,662 You must be Dr. Bailey. I'm Dr. Stanley, head of pathology. 176 00:10:03,703 --> 00:10:06,763 And this must be Mary Portman, 30. 177 00:10:06,806 --> 00:10:09,366 Multiple organ failure, cause unknown. 178 00:10:09,408 --> 00:10:12,707 She came in for a standard colostomy reversal and never woke up. 179 00:10:12,745 --> 00:10:17,239 Well, all right. Looks like we've got something we can sink our teeth into. 180 00:10:18,618 --> 00:10:21,917 Um, I have a list of possible causes 181 00:10:21,954 --> 00:10:24,889 I'd like to check as we proceed. 182 00:10:24,924 --> 00:10:26,915 We have a specific order to the way we work down here, 183 00:10:26,959 --> 00:10:30,326 so we'll see what we see when we see it. OK? OK. 184 00:10:31,897 --> 00:10:34,730 [April] According to this card, this guy's got a blown right pupil, 185 00:10:34,767 --> 00:10:40,205 an atlanto-occipital dislocation, open book pelvis, large open abdominal wound, 186 00:10:40,239 --> 00:10:43,402 jeez... a sucking chest wound with seven broken ribs... 187 00:10:43,442 --> 00:10:46,843 - This guy is all messed up. - Or he's dead. 188 00:10:47,580 --> 00:10:51,516 Ah! Right. Yes. Moving on. 189 00:10:53,953 --> 00:10:55,978 [indistinct chatter] 190 00:11:07,199 --> 00:11:09,963 Cristina? Hey, how long you been here? 191 00:11:10,002 --> 00:11:12,800 Oh... Not long. I just needed some fresh air. 192 00:11:12,838 --> 00:11:15,136 - How's the patient? - He's fine. He's great. 193 00:11:15,174 --> 00:11:19,543 Uh, couple complications, but... I'm handling it. 194 00:11:19,578 --> 00:11:21,944 - Are you sure that you're OK? - Yeah, I'm fine. 195 00:11:21,981 --> 00:11:24,347 It's, uh... chilly out here. 196 00:11:24,383 --> 00:11:26,613 [pager beeping] 197 00:11:28,487 --> 00:11:30,148 That's him. Um... 198 00:11:30,189 --> 00:11:32,885 I need to... I... 199 00:11:32,925 --> 00:11:35,223 - ...have to go look. - OK. All right. 200 00:11:36,862 --> 00:11:39,023 - Cristina. - Uh-huh? 201 00:11:39,065 --> 00:11:41,192 You can do this. 202 00:11:42,334 --> 00:11:44,359 OK. Thanks. 203 00:11:50,176 --> 00:11:55,273 Grey! Congratulations. You're, uh... You're certified. 204 00:11:55,314 --> 00:11:58,010 Now, you go inside and give Cristina a hand. 205 00:11:58,050 --> 00:11:59,847 What does she need? Did she ask for me? 206 00:11:59,885 --> 00:12:02,945 Meredith, please. 207 00:12:04,623 --> 00:12:06,284 OK, thanks. 208 00:12:19,538 --> 00:12:21,403 - Hey. - What're you doing here? 209 00:12:21,440 --> 00:12:24,273 - Owen sent me. - I don't need a baby-sitter. 210 00:12:24,310 --> 00:12:26,938 I'm just an extra set of hands. What's the situation? 211 00:12:26,979 --> 00:12:31,177 He went into cardiogenic shock, so I'm inserting an intraaortic balloon pump 212 00:12:31,217 --> 00:12:34,778 and hoping there are no other complications before Teddy gets back. 213 00:12:34,820 --> 00:12:38,449 So we are watching for hemolysis, a gas embolism, 214 00:12:38,491 --> 00:12:41,927 - a blue leg from peripheral ischemia. - OK, if you want to do something, 215 00:12:41,961 --> 00:12:45,260 his daughter is up in CCU and she needs an update. 216 00:12:47,767 --> 00:12:49,291 OK. 217 00:12:53,806 --> 00:12:55,831 [Owen] Blue Team. Status report. 218 00:12:55,875 --> 00:12:57,900 We arrived on the scene to find nine casualties. 219 00:12:57,943 --> 00:13:01,640 We identified three as priority one, requiring immediate evacuation. 220 00:13:01,680 --> 00:13:04,581 Four were priority two, allowing for delayed evac. 221 00:13:04,617 --> 00:13:09,247 One was priority three and the last was, sadly, dead on the scene. 222 00:13:09,288 --> 00:13:13,725 Nice work, Kepner, but it seems to me that you now have two dead patients. 223 00:13:13,759 --> 00:13:15,727 - Excuse me? - While you were standing around 224 00:13:15,761 --> 00:13:18,594 waiting for the helicopter to arrive and not keeping a constant eye 225 00:13:18,631 --> 00:13:22,431 on your patients' injuries, this one developed a femoral bleed, 226 00:13:22,468 --> 00:13:25,767 bled out and is now, sadly, dead. 227 00:13:25,805 --> 00:13:28,171 Uh... A femoral bleed? That wasn't on the card. 228 00:13:28,207 --> 00:13:30,402 Really? Well, it's on this one. 229 00:13:30,442 --> 00:13:35,106 - No, wait, that's not fair! - [Owen] Patients don't suddenly die. 230 00:13:35,147 --> 00:13:37,308 It just seems that way when you stop paying attention. 231 00:13:37,349 --> 00:13:40,750 Food for thought. Red Team, go. 232 00:13:40,786 --> 00:13:43,516 I'm so sorry you guys. 233 00:13:43,556 --> 00:13:47,492 - [thunder crashes] - [rain pattering] 234 00:13:47,526 --> 00:13:49,460 - [all groaning] - Awesome. 235 00:13:49,495 --> 00:13:53,363 [Owen] Tell me about the bandaging on these two... 236 00:13:57,136 --> 00:14:00,264 Right. The reservation's under Stanley. Jennifer Stanley. 237 00:14:00,306 --> 00:14:03,833 Four people, for 8:00. 238 00:14:03,876 --> 00:14:05,605 Well, that doesn't make any sense. 239 00:14:05,644 --> 00:14:09,341 Why would eight people want to have dinner at 4:00? 240 00:14:11,517 --> 00:14:15,385 Dr. Stanley, the clots could indicate a pulmonary embolus. 241 00:14:15,421 --> 00:14:17,150 - Let me talk to your manager. - Dr. Stanley? 242 00:14:17,189 --> 00:14:20,352 - What's up? - I was asking about those blood clots. 243 00:14:20,392 --> 00:14:24,192 Couldn't a pulmonary embolus have led to her death? 244 00:14:24,230 --> 00:14:26,960 Those are post-mortem clots, Dr. Bailey. Perfectly normal. 245 00:14:26,999 --> 00:14:30,491 Hello? Hi, yes. There's been a mistake with my dinner reservation. 246 00:14:30,536 --> 00:14:33,869 [Callie chuckles] Big plans. 247 00:14:33,906 --> 00:14:35,897 [mocking] Big plans. 248 00:14:35,941 --> 00:14:38,842 You know what? I don't care. I've got big plans, myself. 249 00:14:38,878 --> 00:14:41,472 - Great big African plans. - Yeah, you do. 250 00:14:41,513 --> 00:14:45,142 Yeah, I don't need to grow cartilage in a lab, I'll be building bones from dirt. 251 00:14:45,184 --> 00:14:49,348 I'll be figuring out how to create unbreakable joints 252 00:14:49,388 --> 00:14:53,825 out of blood diamonds. I'll be making artificial limbs out of elephant ivory. 253 00:14:55,094 --> 00:14:57,722 I'm pretty sure a couple of those would be frowned upon by the world community. 254 00:14:57,763 --> 00:15:00,357 Whatever. Science isn't about making friends. 255 00:15:02,167 --> 00:15:05,568 The helicopter has to be getting here soon. It's been three hours. 256 00:15:05,604 --> 00:15:09,040 Just a few more minutes. Right? Right, Dr. Hunt? 257 00:15:09,074 --> 00:15:11,338 The helicopter will be here any minute? 258 00:15:11,377 --> 00:15:14,244 Nice rain gear, Karev. Shouldn't you be more concerned 259 00:15:14,280 --> 00:15:17,010 - with your patient staying dry? - Yeah, well, he's a dummy 260 00:15:17,049 --> 00:15:21,850 - and I'm a person, so... - A dry patient is less likely to die 261 00:15:21,887 --> 00:15:26,347 of hypothermia or shock. Something to think about. 262 00:15:26,392 --> 00:15:28,724 Alex, you can't break the rules like that. 263 00:15:28,761 --> 00:15:32,219 That's unsanctioned use of a trash bag! You're gonna mess up our certification. 264 00:15:32,264 --> 00:15:34,596 You need to relax. This whole uptight thing? 265 00:15:34,633 --> 00:15:36,225 - This is why you have no friends. - Hey. 266 00:15:36,268 --> 00:15:39,260 OK, this is why you have one friend. 267 00:15:41,106 --> 00:15:44,007 Give me that back! Are you crazy? 268 00:15:44,043 --> 00:15:47,911 There you go, little guy. No hypothermia for you. 269 00:15:47,947 --> 00:15:50,381 [grunting] 270 00:15:50,416 --> 00:15:53,146 Everyone, Green Team's patients are all dead. 271 00:15:53,185 --> 00:15:56,552 Only Red Team and Blue Team remain. 272 00:15:56,588 --> 00:15:59,113 Whoa! Do you see a helicopter? 273 00:15:59,158 --> 00:16:02,457 - Take a knee and learn something. - Take a knee? 274 00:16:03,829 --> 00:16:04,853 He's gonna scalp them. 275 00:16:05,798 --> 00:16:07,993 We're in Apocalypse Now and we're gonna get scalped. 276 00:16:08,033 --> 00:16:10,695 That, right there. See what she's doing? 277 00:16:13,639 --> 00:16:16,836 OK, I swear I'm not an idiot. 278 00:16:16,875 --> 00:16:19,469 If Dr. Altman doesn't get this new heart, 279 00:16:19,511 --> 00:16:22,275 is that, like, game over on the lung transplant? 280 00:16:22,314 --> 00:16:26,216 Uh, there are a variety of factors. Right now, I'm not sure. 281 00:16:26,251 --> 00:16:29,482 - But I can get an answer for you. - Fine. Uh... 282 00:16:29,521 --> 00:16:31,955 Where are we on the heart? 283 00:16:31,991 --> 00:16:35,688 Again, not sure. Dr. Altman should be calling with an update very soon. 284 00:16:35,728 --> 00:16:39,994 - OK. Uh, when can I see him? - I have to check with Dr. Yang. 285 00:16:40,032 --> 00:16:43,160 You're just like a wealth of information, aren't you? 286 00:16:43,202 --> 00:16:45,693 I'm sorry, I'm new to your father's case, and Dr. Yang... 287 00:16:45,738 --> 00:16:50,175 I called him Roy. I decided to do that on the drive over. 288 00:16:50,209 --> 00:16:53,440 'Cause I hadn't seen him in 20 years. 289 00:16:53,479 --> 00:16:57,176 And I want to blame him for that. 290 00:16:57,216 --> 00:16:59,946 I do blame him for that, 291 00:16:59,985 --> 00:17:04,217 except... [sighs] he tried. 292 00:17:05,691 --> 00:17:09,252 He tried to be my dad in the beginning, 293 00:17:09,294 --> 00:17:13,492 and I couldn't forgive him for leaving my mom. 294 00:17:15,467 --> 00:17:17,731 And then he stopped trying. 295 00:17:17,770 --> 00:17:22,207 And... I have twins. They're three. 296 00:17:22,241 --> 00:17:25,699 And I don't even know if he knows that. I never told him. 297 00:17:27,212 --> 00:17:30,375 And then... then I walked in there 298 00:17:30,416 --> 00:17:33,146 and I called him Roy. 299 00:17:35,154 --> 00:17:37,850 I called my dad Roy. 300 00:17:37,890 --> 00:17:40,757 And I just... I need for that 301 00:17:40,793 --> 00:17:43,591 to not be the last thing he hears from me. 302 00:17:43,629 --> 00:17:45,893 Please. 303 00:17:49,568 --> 00:17:51,160 The daughter really needs to talk to you. 304 00:17:51,203 --> 00:17:53,171 She has too many questions that I can't answer. 305 00:17:53,205 --> 00:17:55,901 - Why don't you try reading his chart. - Cristina, if you wanna be 306 00:17:55,941 --> 00:17:58,341 - pissed at me, that's fine. - We're not gonna do this right now. 307 00:17:58,377 --> 00:18:02,404 - 'Cause I'm kinda busy here. - Crap. 308 00:18:06,785 --> 00:18:08,343 [thunder rumbles] 309 00:18:09,455 --> 00:18:12,015 All right, get him on ECMO. That should keep him alive 310 00:18:12,057 --> 00:18:15,254 until I can get back with these lungs. There's a shot that 311 00:18:15,294 --> 00:18:17,762 once we get them in, the heart damage will reverse 312 00:18:17,796 --> 00:18:20,128 - without the excess pressure. - Teddy says get him on ECMO. 313 00:18:20,165 --> 00:18:23,601 - What does it look like I'm doing? - OK, apparently, Cristina's on it. 314 00:18:25,270 --> 00:18:29,206 - Grey, how's she doing? - She is doing great. 315 00:18:29,241 --> 00:18:32,074 - She's doing great. - [Teddy] Good. Good. 316 00:18:35,647 --> 00:18:38,946 Intestines show a well healed anastomosis 317 00:18:38,984 --> 00:18:44,616 with no evidence of infection, inflammation or necrosis. 318 00:18:44,656 --> 00:18:48,615 I think this is as good a place as any to call lunch. What do you say? 319 00:18:48,660 --> 00:18:52,790 Lunch? We have to check the adrenal glands and the kidneys. 320 00:18:52,831 --> 00:18:54,662 What if the thyroid shows pathology? 321 00:18:54,700 --> 00:18:56,292 Don't worry, those kidneys aren't 322 00:18:56,335 --> 00:18:59,600 - going anywhere on their own. - Yes, I'm aware. 323 00:18:59,638 --> 00:19:04,234 But microscopic pathological changes are harder to interpret 324 00:19:04,276 --> 00:19:06,506 once the organs start decomposing. 325 00:19:06,545 --> 00:19:08,672 We'll only be gone 45 minutes. They'll keep. 326 00:19:09,848 --> 00:19:11,315 Still, I don't think it's right... 327 00:19:11,350 --> 00:19:13,477 Dr. Bailey, I'll see you in 45 minutes. 328 00:19:16,321 --> 00:19:18,653 I don't know, they're chocolaty-looking with sprinkles. 329 00:19:18,690 --> 00:19:20,988 - Where'd you get them? - That grocery store down the street. 330 00:19:21,026 --> 00:19:25,122 This isn't a baby shower for some nurse who couldn't keep her knees together. 331 00:19:25,164 --> 00:19:27,758 Torres and Robbins deserve better than off-brand crap. 332 00:19:27,799 --> 00:19:30,996 I'm not an errand girl. I'm a doctor with a patient who is about 333 00:19:31,036 --> 00:19:33,129 - to make a giant butt-shaped mistake. - That's not for you to say. 334 00:19:33,172 --> 00:19:36,699 OK. Well, someone has to. The only reason a woman does something 335 00:19:36,742 --> 00:19:40,439 like this to her body is to impress a guy. Sure, it starts with a giant butt. 336 00:19:40,479 --> 00:19:42,379 Then the next thing you know, she's giving up her friends. 337 00:19:42,414 --> 00:19:44,405 She's moving in with him before she's even ready. 338 00:19:44,449 --> 00:19:46,815 If she's not careful, she'll find herself a 26-year-old step-mother 339 00:19:46,852 --> 00:19:48,217 to the pregnant daughter she didn't even know he had. 340 00:19:48,253 --> 00:19:51,416 Then she's single, dying her hair a new color, 341 00:19:51,456 --> 00:19:52,855 and, you know what? It's really hard to manage your roots 342 00:19:52,891 --> 00:19:54,825 when you've been committed to the psych ward. 343 00:19:54,860 --> 00:19:56,555 [sighs] Psych ward? 344 00:19:57,329 --> 00:19:58,694 [sighs] 345 00:19:59,831 --> 00:20:01,230 It happens. 346 00:20:08,674 --> 00:20:12,201 [sighs] Great. You're in here. Now, where can I sulk? 347 00:20:12,244 --> 00:20:15,441 There's plenty of room. That's all I'm doing. Please, sit down. 348 00:20:18,250 --> 00:20:22,209 - What's the matter? - I have been down in the morgue 349 00:20:22,254 --> 00:20:25,883 all morning trying to determine the cause of death for Mary Portman, 350 00:20:25,924 --> 00:20:28,222 who survived the horrors of Gary Clark, 351 00:20:28,260 --> 00:20:31,559 only to die from a surgery that I perform every day. 352 00:20:31,597 --> 00:20:35,328 So it's very important to me, and it's very important to Mary's husband, 353 00:20:35,367 --> 00:20:38,962 to find some answers today. But do you know what is important 354 00:20:39,004 --> 00:20:42,030 to the pathologist who is leading the autopsy? 355 00:20:42,074 --> 00:20:45,407 Oh, her dinner reservations. And her lunch break. 356 00:20:45,444 --> 00:20:48,675 Basically, food, that's what's important to this pathologist. 357 00:20:48,714 --> 00:20:50,477 [sighs] 358 00:20:52,718 --> 00:20:55,448 - Feeling better? - No. Not really, no. 359 00:20:55,487 --> 00:20:57,785 What's all this? 360 00:20:57,823 --> 00:21:00,189 Oh, I'm just trying to write this grant proposal. 361 00:21:00,225 --> 00:21:03,092 - Why only trying? - Because the more you research 362 00:21:03,128 --> 00:21:06,586 Alzheimer's, the more depressing it gets. And then, when you include 363 00:21:06,632 --> 00:21:11,296 the early onset, the type that Ellis Grey suffered from, it just gets worse. 364 00:21:11,336 --> 00:21:13,930 There's a woman in England, she's 32, 365 00:21:13,972 --> 00:21:16,532 she can't recognize her three-year-old daughter. 366 00:21:16,575 --> 00:21:19,066 It's just terrifying. 367 00:21:21,780 --> 00:21:24,544 This pathologist also chews gum while she works. 368 00:21:24,583 --> 00:21:28,519 Oh, my God. That's disgusting. 369 00:21:29,755 --> 00:21:31,313 Thank you. 370 00:21:34,760 --> 00:21:36,091 - Christy. - Yes. 371 00:21:36,128 --> 00:21:39,859 Dr. Grey is concerned that you might be going through with this surgery 372 00:21:39,898 --> 00:21:43,425 for the wrong reasons, that you might be trying to please someone 373 00:21:43,468 --> 00:21:48,462 who prefers a more... robust body type. 374 00:21:48,507 --> 00:21:49,974 [groans] 375 00:21:50,008 --> 00:21:53,637 Dr. Grey, I hope you don't take this the wrong way. 376 00:21:53,679 --> 00:21:57,638 But even through your lab coat, I can tell you have an amazing ass. 377 00:21:57,683 --> 00:22:00,243 And with an ass like that, I bet you know what it's like 378 00:22:00,285 --> 00:22:02,913 to find a perfect pair of jeans. Jeans that make you feel like 379 00:22:02,954 --> 00:22:06,390 you're the sexiest person to ever put on a pair of pants. 380 00:22:06,425 --> 00:22:09,258 And I envy that 'cause I never have. 381 00:22:09,294 --> 00:22:14,322 Every pair hangs off me. Unless I shop in the boys' department. 382 00:22:14,366 --> 00:22:16,527 And I've tried gaining weight, Dr. Grey. 383 00:22:16,568 --> 00:22:20,004 It turns out I'm a person whose fat goes straight to my upper arms and my boobs. 384 00:22:20,038 --> 00:22:22,529 Which makes it really hard for me to wear a sundress. 385 00:22:22,574 --> 00:22:27,170 Which is all I can wear, because jeans don't fit. 386 00:22:27,212 --> 00:22:31,478 So, Dr. Grey, I'm getting a big, juicy, 387 00:22:31,516 --> 00:22:36,681 easy-to-grab-onto ass, and you'd better believe I'm doing it just for me. 388 00:22:36,722 --> 00:22:40,055 And I'm telling you, I can't wait. 389 00:22:44,396 --> 00:22:45,886 You are so nice. 390 00:22:47,099 --> 00:22:50,091 Red Team's patients have all died! 391 00:22:50,135 --> 00:22:54,071 Only Blue Team remains. Keep an eye on Karev. 392 00:22:54,106 --> 00:22:56,267 That's what resourceful looks like. 393 00:22:58,110 --> 00:22:59,577 Good effort, Avery. 394 00:23:01,179 --> 00:23:03,010 But this incision you made is too wide. 395 00:23:03,048 --> 00:23:06,677 You lacerated the superior thyroid arteries. 396 00:23:06,718 --> 00:23:08,652 - Move on. - Damn it! 397 00:23:08,687 --> 00:23:11,884 - I hear it. I hear the helicopter! - You what? 398 00:23:11,923 --> 00:23:14,687 - I hear it! I hear it! - [Alex] Wake up! 399 00:23:14,726 --> 00:23:17,854 You don't hear the helicopter because A, it's imaginary, 400 00:23:17,896 --> 00:23:21,855 and B, the imaginary helicopter is never coming! 401 00:23:21,900 --> 00:23:25,028 Hunt's trying to break us, trying to teach us some BS lesson 402 00:23:25,070 --> 00:23:28,039 about how trauma isn't fair or whatever! 403 00:23:28,073 --> 00:23:31,873 We're not done until he says these dummies are dead! The end! 404 00:23:31,910 --> 00:23:35,209 It's not true! No, you are wrong! 405 00:23:39,451 --> 00:23:42,614 - Screw this. I'm done. - What? 406 00:23:43,655 --> 00:23:45,850 [April] Jackson! 407 00:23:45,891 --> 00:23:48,985 [Owen] Avery, where are you going? Avery! 408 00:23:49,027 --> 00:23:51,086 - Avery, get back here. - No. 409 00:23:51,129 --> 00:23:52,653 No? 410 00:23:54,966 --> 00:23:56,763 No, sir. 411 00:24:07,112 --> 00:24:09,376 [Stanley] That should do it. 412 00:24:09,414 --> 00:24:11,575 Close her up and call it a day. 413 00:24:11,616 --> 00:24:13,243 Aren't we gonna get a sample from the brain? 414 00:24:13,285 --> 00:24:15,446 Sure, in about two weeks, when it's had a chance 415 00:24:15,487 --> 00:24:19,548 - to firm up in the formalin. - It's possible to cut the brain fresh. 416 00:24:19,591 --> 00:24:22,719 It's also possible that the moment you cut into a fresh brain, 417 00:24:22,761 --> 00:24:25,525 it slides apart like Jell-O. If you don't want to risk that, 418 00:24:25,564 --> 00:24:27,691 you put it in formalin and wait two weeks. 419 00:24:27,732 --> 00:24:29,256 I'm not trying to tell you how to do your job... 420 00:24:29,301 --> 00:24:31,701 That's exactly what you're trying to do. And I'm trying very hard 421 00:24:31,736 --> 00:24:36,002 not to hold it against you. This is what I do all day, every day. 422 00:24:36,041 --> 00:24:38,236 I mean, do you think I failed medical school? 423 00:24:38,276 --> 00:24:40,676 Is that your actual belief, that people become pathologists 424 00:24:40,712 --> 00:24:42,543 because they fail to become surgeons? 425 00:24:44,316 --> 00:24:46,580 The autopsy was inconclusive, Dr. Bailey. 426 00:24:47,452 --> 00:24:50,717 And believe me, I hate that, at least as much as you do. 427 00:25:01,132 --> 00:25:03,464 - He's stable? - He's critical, 428 00:25:03,502 --> 00:25:05,936 I have to keep checking his acid-base balance, but yes. 429 00:25:05,971 --> 00:25:08,565 - He's stable-ish for now. - Great. 430 00:25:08,607 --> 00:25:11,838 So let me take over here, and you can go give his daughter an update. 431 00:25:11,877 --> 00:25:14,744 No, you go. Um, tell her that his blood pressure is coming up. 432 00:25:14,779 --> 00:25:17,111 - She needs to hear from you. - He needs to be monitored. 433 00:25:17,148 --> 00:25:18,809 - Well, I can do that. - OK. 434 00:25:18,850 --> 00:25:21,080 She doesn't need to hear an update from me. 435 00:25:21,119 --> 00:25:24,247 All she wants is to make sure that I know that she's afraid. 436 00:25:24,289 --> 00:25:27,850 And I can't hear that right now because I'm scared enough as it is. 437 00:25:27,893 --> 00:25:32,455 I was scared when he coded. I'm scared now that he's stable. 438 00:25:32,497 --> 00:25:36,695 I'm scared walking across the lobby. I am scared all the time. 439 00:25:36,735 --> 00:25:39,203 - Well, let me help. - You cannot help! 440 00:25:39,237 --> 00:25:42,035 - You can't help me! - Dr. Altman's 30 minutes out. 441 00:25:42,073 --> 00:25:44,098 We need to get him to the OR. 442 00:25:45,510 --> 00:25:49,105 - Dr. Grey can help with that. - Cristina... 443 00:25:54,886 --> 00:25:56,547 [all] Bon voyage! 444 00:25:56,588 --> 00:26:00,922 [laughs] Oh, my God, it's a going-away party! You guys! 445 00:26:00,959 --> 00:26:04,326 - Um, this is a party? - [thunder rumbles] 446 00:26:05,564 --> 00:26:07,498 It's a busy day. 447 00:26:08,700 --> 00:26:12,101 No, yeah. I mean I'm... Just been at this hospital since residency. 448 00:26:12,137 --> 00:26:18,042 But, uh, if people are too busy to see me off, they're too busy. 449 00:26:18,076 --> 00:26:21,637 - Callie... - It's hard to blame them, Torres. 450 00:26:21,680 --> 00:26:23,580 We're down a couple of attendings. 451 00:26:23,615 --> 00:26:25,879 Things are going to be busier all around for a while. 452 00:26:25,917 --> 00:26:28,909 Well, I'm glad you could find the time, chief. 453 00:26:29,588 --> 00:26:33,354 With all your chief problems and big plans. 454 00:26:33,391 --> 00:26:36,053 Which were what exactly? 455 00:26:36,094 --> 00:26:40,292 Now, why would I just give away my good ideas? 456 00:26:45,270 --> 00:26:46,862 - [Callie sighs] - He's just crabby. 457 00:26:46,905 --> 00:26:50,966 - He's messing with your head. - Yeah, well, I'll never know, will I? 458 00:26:55,847 --> 00:26:57,439 [clears throat] 459 00:26:58,783 --> 00:27:00,250 [Arizona] Thank you both, so much. 460 00:27:00,285 --> 00:27:05,484 Um, I actually have to finish up some packing, so I'm gonna go. 461 00:27:06,424 --> 00:27:08,915 - Good luck. - Give 'em hell. 462 00:27:13,431 --> 00:27:17,094 [sighs] I don't want to go home yet. 463 00:27:18,503 --> 00:27:21,563 You want to see us give a lady a really big ass? 464 00:27:21,606 --> 00:27:23,506 Oh, my God, yes. 465 00:27:32,617 --> 00:27:36,314 Sir! You said the helicopter was gonna be here hours ago! 466 00:27:36,354 --> 00:27:39,118 And it's not here! And I'm not complaining, 467 00:27:39,157 --> 00:27:43,184 - but where is it? - Well, the rain's still pretty bad. 468 00:27:43,228 --> 00:27:45,594 Probably got caught in a hail storm. 469 00:27:46,698 --> 00:27:49,997 No! No! I know what that card is gonna say! 470 00:27:50,035 --> 00:27:52,765 It's gonna say he has cardiac tamponade 471 00:27:52,804 --> 00:27:55,329 with associated hypotension and bradycardia! But he can't, 472 00:27:55,373 --> 00:27:58,171 'cause I already did a pericardiocentesis and bolused him 473 00:27:58,209 --> 00:28:02,168 - with Iv fluids! - She's right. What do I do? 474 00:28:03,448 --> 00:28:05,279 [April] Karev, grab his feet! 475 00:28:07,519 --> 00:28:10,818 - The patient! Come on! - [Owen] Hey, hey! 476 00:28:10,855 --> 00:28:12,516 [man] Son of a bitch, that's awesome! 477 00:28:12,557 --> 00:28:13,990 [Owen] What do you think you're doing? 478 00:28:14,025 --> 00:28:17,688 - The ambulance is not in play. - You're just making stuff up! 479 00:28:17,729 --> 00:28:19,959 Which I can do, too, and I say it is in play! 480 00:28:19,998 --> 00:28:24,628 You can't fit nine patients on an ambulance, but two will fit just fine! 481 00:28:24,669 --> 00:28:28,332 Seven of my patients may have died today, but these two won't 482 00:28:28,373 --> 00:28:31,968 because I'm gonna get them on this ambulance 483 00:28:32,010 --> 00:28:35,002 and I'm gonna take them to that hospital right there! 484 00:28:38,216 --> 00:28:39,240 All right! 485 00:28:42,754 --> 00:28:46,781 Kepner, this ambulance was involved in the accident and no longer runs. 486 00:28:46,825 --> 00:28:48,759 The keys are in the ignition, so let's see! 487 00:28:48,793 --> 00:28:50,761 - [engine starts] - [laughs] 488 00:28:50,795 --> 00:28:55,323 Looks like I got AAA. Apparently, they could get here 489 00:28:55,366 --> 00:29:00,531 when the helicopter couldn't! Now, move, or I will run you down! 490 00:29:00,572 --> 00:29:04,872 - [siren chirps] - Go! 491 00:29:04,909 --> 00:29:06,877 [siren wails] 492 00:29:18,356 --> 00:29:21,951 John Doe, multiple chest and extremity trauma. 493 00:29:21,993 --> 00:29:26,020 Still hypotensive despite two large bore IVs started in the field. 494 00:29:26,064 --> 00:29:29,090 - All right, Kepner. That's enough. - He needs a full work-up 495 00:29:29,134 --> 00:29:32,262 and likely a thoracotomy. I suspect active bleeding in the chest. 496 00:29:32,303 --> 00:29:34,396 Will you tell us we won, or she's never gonna stop. 497 00:29:34,439 --> 00:29:37,408 - It's not a contest. - [April] Karev, call the OR 498 00:29:37,442 --> 00:29:40,206 - and make sure a room's available. - Will do. 499 00:29:40,245 --> 00:29:42,440 All right, all right, fine! 500 00:29:42,480 --> 00:29:44,914 - Blue Team wins. - Blue Team wins? 501 00:29:44,949 --> 00:29:46,416 Yeah, yeah, yeah. You win. 502 00:29:46,451 --> 00:29:50,410 He's gonna live for 40 more years and have 15 grandkids. You happy? 503 00:29:50,455 --> 00:29:52,116 - Blue Team wins! - Yes. 504 00:29:52,157 --> 00:29:53,556 - [laughs] - Yeah! 505 00:29:53,591 --> 00:29:57,049 Yes! [laughs] 506 00:29:57,095 --> 00:29:59,859 Yeah! [laughing] 507 00:30:06,538 --> 00:30:08,005 Here. Check that out. 508 00:30:08,039 --> 00:30:11,133 "Alzheimer's is a bad disease. We should cure it." 509 00:30:11,176 --> 00:30:13,770 Twelve hours worth of work. 510 00:30:13,812 --> 00:30:17,805 Dr. Stanley refuses to cut into Mary's brain 511 00:30:17,849 --> 00:30:20,841 without letting it set in fixative for two weeks. 512 00:30:20,885 --> 00:30:25,822 - I need you to go over her head. - I can't do that. 513 00:30:25,857 --> 00:30:29,054 She's right. I can't speed up the process any more than she can. 514 00:30:29,093 --> 00:30:32,085 That is not what you were supposed to say. 515 00:30:32,130 --> 00:30:35,657 Miranda, I know this has been a very personal loss for you. 516 00:30:36,835 --> 00:30:38,996 But you need to let it go. 517 00:30:42,540 --> 00:30:45,475 I have to go and tell Mary's husband 518 00:30:45,510 --> 00:30:48,206 that I don't know why his wife died. 519 00:30:48,246 --> 00:30:52,580 That I can't answer the one question he has to ask. 520 00:30:52,617 --> 00:30:55,142 And I can't answer that question because medicine, 521 00:30:55,186 --> 00:30:58,644 because science, is failing me. That, I take personally. 522 00:30:58,690 --> 00:31:00,521 That, I can't accept. 523 00:31:00,558 --> 00:31:04,221 And don't you dare stand there and talk to me about letting things go. 524 00:31:04,262 --> 00:31:08,460 I'm not the one who can't stop thinking about the possibility of his wife 525 00:31:08,499 --> 00:31:12,230 getting Alzheimer's long enough to write a damn essay. 526 00:31:13,638 --> 00:31:17,574 [door opens, closes] 527 00:31:24,048 --> 00:31:27,643 - Shouldn't you be with the patient? - He's prepped and in the OR. 528 00:31:27,685 --> 00:31:30,984 - And now you're gonna talk to me. - Please just go back downstairs. 529 00:31:33,591 --> 00:31:34,922 Cristina. 530 00:31:39,931 --> 00:31:42,491 How are you fine? 531 00:31:42,533 --> 00:31:44,433 How are you just completely fine? 532 00:31:44,469 --> 00:31:46,460 I'm ruined, OK? 533 00:31:46,504 --> 00:31:48,369 I am dead. I am wrecked. 534 00:31:48,406 --> 00:31:51,239 And you're just walking around baby-sitting me, 535 00:31:51,276 --> 00:31:53,437 as if you didn't go through the same thing, too? 536 00:31:53,478 --> 00:31:56,845 - Why are you OK? - I don't know. 537 00:31:56,881 --> 00:31:59,372 You were there, too, you know. You were there, too, 538 00:31:59,417 --> 00:32:02,045 with your sad eyes, screaming at me to save his life. 539 00:32:02,086 --> 00:32:05,112 Telling the guy to shoot you, and not giving a crap about yourself 540 00:32:05,156 --> 00:32:06,783 - or your pregnancy! - Cristina! 541 00:32:06,824 --> 00:32:09,486 I didn't have a choice! And you did that! 542 00:32:09,527 --> 00:32:12,724 If it was anyone else on the table, if it was anyone else standing there, 543 00:32:12,764 --> 00:32:13,753 - I would have walked away. - You would not... 544 00:32:13,798 --> 00:32:17,029 I could have walked away! And then I wouldn't be here! 545 00:32:17,068 --> 00:32:19,696 [helicopter thwacking] 546 00:32:35,954 --> 00:32:38,422 Walk with me, Dr. Yang. Tell me everything. 547 00:32:44,862 --> 00:32:47,956 Now, who am I gonna talk to about women? 548 00:32:47,999 --> 00:32:51,799 - You have Derek. - He's married and self-satisfied. 549 00:32:51,836 --> 00:32:54,396 - It's irritating. - [giggles] 550 00:32:54,439 --> 00:32:56,532 You can always email. 551 00:33:00,011 --> 00:33:04,107 - What? - It's not my place. Um... 552 00:33:05,883 --> 00:33:07,214 Say it. 553 00:33:08,219 --> 00:33:09,709 [sighs] 554 00:33:11,255 --> 00:33:15,123 - I give a lot of boob jobs. - [laughs] OK. 555 00:33:15,159 --> 00:33:16,922 Not where I thought you were going. 556 00:33:16,961 --> 00:33:20,089 But I also reverse a lot of boob jobs. 557 00:33:20,131 --> 00:33:26,070 Women come to me, a year, two years after they've had work done, 558 00:33:26,104 --> 00:33:29,471 and they're totally unhappy with the decision they've made. 559 00:33:29,507 --> 00:33:34,342 Today, though, you watched me give a lady a really big ass. 560 00:33:34,379 --> 00:33:37,007 And I'm not the slightest bit worried about it 561 00:33:37,048 --> 00:33:40,313 because I know for a fact there's no boyfriend pressuring her. 562 00:33:40,351 --> 00:33:44,117 It wasn't about anyone else. It was for her. 563 00:33:44,155 --> 00:33:47,124 As your friend, I gotta tell you, 564 00:33:47,158 --> 00:33:50,958 you sound an awful lot like someone who's getting double-D's 565 00:33:50,995 --> 00:33:52,895 just 'cause her girlfriend likes a big rack. 566 00:33:55,600 --> 00:33:57,727 By big rack, I mean Africa. 567 00:34:03,174 --> 00:34:06,371 - I love her, Mark. - I know you do. 568 00:34:06,411 --> 00:34:09,278 But you need to figure out 569 00:34:09,313 --> 00:34:11,372 how to love Africa, too. 570 00:34:12,717 --> 00:34:14,617 [sighs] 571 00:34:32,103 --> 00:34:34,401 Avery, hey. 572 00:34:34,439 --> 00:34:37,067 Hey. You don't get to just walk away when I'm teaching. 573 00:34:37,108 --> 00:34:40,737 Two of my friends died during the shooting. So thanks, 574 00:34:40,778 --> 00:34:43,906 I don't need lessons on how unfair trauma is. 575 00:34:49,754 --> 00:34:53,019 I lost dozens of friends in the field. Dozens. 576 00:34:53,057 --> 00:34:58,359 And I have never, never used them as an excuse to quit! 577 00:34:58,396 --> 00:35:02,059 You're a doctor, Avery. And that doesn't stop because you're up against a wall. 578 00:35:02,100 --> 00:35:04,364 You need to figure out how to be a doctor, 579 00:35:04,402 --> 00:35:08,338 no matter what you're dealing with, no matter what tools you don't have. 580 00:35:08,372 --> 00:35:12,103 That is the lesson you need to learn. You don't get to quit! 581 00:35:12,143 --> 00:35:14,543 So if I need to drag you outside by the throat, 582 00:35:14,579 --> 00:35:17,446 you're coming with me and you're going to finish! 583 00:35:23,354 --> 00:35:25,652 [McQueen] If his heart doesn't start beating soon, we're not gonna be able 584 00:35:25,690 --> 00:35:28,523 - to take him off bypass. - [Teddy] He's back up 585 00:35:28,559 --> 00:35:30,254 to his core temperature. 586 00:35:30,862 --> 00:35:33,660 [Teddy] I don't see any leaks. All the connections are right. 587 00:35:33,698 --> 00:35:37,657 We're just gonna have to wait and see if Dr. Yang's hard work has paid off. 588 00:35:49,847 --> 00:35:53,749 - There it is. Nice work, Dr. Yang. - [beeping] 589 00:35:53,784 --> 00:35:56,082 - Well done. - [beeping] 590 00:35:59,490 --> 00:36:00,821 [Teddy] Clamp. 591 00:36:07,765 --> 00:36:09,426 You know, sure, there's not a lot to do over there, 592 00:36:09,467 --> 00:36:12,300 but, uh, that just means less to distract us from the medicine. 593 00:36:12,336 --> 00:36:16,705 It'll just be us, focusing on the medicine, which is great. 594 00:36:16,741 --> 00:36:19,005 What? Oh, my God. Did you forget your passport? 595 00:36:20,378 --> 00:36:22,938 I won the Carter Madison Grant. 596 00:36:22,980 --> 00:36:27,417 I won the Carter Madison Grant. Do you know how rare that is? 597 00:36:27,451 --> 00:36:29,112 Do you know how special that is? 598 00:36:29,153 --> 00:36:32,748 This is the biggest opportunity of my professional career. 599 00:36:32,790 --> 00:36:35,554 I get to go to Malawi with almost unlimited funds and help children, 600 00:36:35,593 --> 00:36:39,859 help tiny humans who might otherwise never see a pediatric surgeon. 601 00:36:39,897 --> 00:36:42,195 I get to change lives. That's the dream. 602 00:36:42,233 --> 00:36:46,693 I am living the dream. And I am over the moon about it, or I would be. 603 00:36:46,737 --> 00:36:49,171 But you are ruining it for me. 604 00:36:49,207 --> 00:36:51,641 First with your whining, and now with your fake, smiley 605 00:36:51,676 --> 00:36:55,168 passive aggressive enthusiasm. You're ruining Africa for me. 606 00:36:55,213 --> 00:36:56,771 - I'm not. - You are! 607 00:37:01,085 --> 00:37:04,248 OK. Fine. I don't want to go to Africa. 608 00:37:04,288 --> 00:37:09,658 OK? But I do want to be with you, OK? So I'm really trying here. 609 00:37:09,694 --> 00:37:11,685 We're gonna miss our plane. Let's go. 610 00:37:12,697 --> 00:37:14,961 Oh, my God. OK, you wanna fight? 611 00:37:14,999 --> 00:37:17,490 The flight's 18 hours. We can fight on the plane. 612 00:37:17,535 --> 00:37:21,369 [sobbing] You are ruining this for me. 613 00:37:21,405 --> 00:37:25,205 - And I don't want to do this. - What... What does that mean? 614 00:37:25,243 --> 00:37:27,473 What, you suddenly don't want to go, or...? 615 00:37:30,414 --> 00:37:33,281 I don't want to go to Africa with you. 616 00:37:39,223 --> 00:37:41,418 Arizona... 617 00:37:42,226 --> 00:37:44,490 No. OK? 618 00:37:45,296 --> 00:37:48,026 - No. - I'm sorry. 619 00:37:48,065 --> 00:37:51,557 - I'm sorry. - You're sorry? It's three years! 620 00:37:55,106 --> 00:37:57,472 I'm gonna miss my plane. 621 00:37:59,977 --> 00:38:02,309 You take care of yourself. 622 00:38:05,016 --> 00:38:06,745 [sighs, sobbing] 623 00:38:06,784 --> 00:38:09,514 No! No! 624 00:38:12,857 --> 00:38:16,452 [sobbing] Please. Please, I can... 625 00:38:16,494 --> 00:38:19,554 We can do this. We can figure this out. 626 00:38:21,732 --> 00:38:26,465 You stay here and be happy. 627 00:38:26,504 --> 00:38:30,099 And I'll go there and be happy. 628 00:38:30,141 --> 00:38:33,235 If you get on the plane, if you go without me, we are done. 629 00:38:33,277 --> 00:38:36,440 Do you hear me? We are over! 630 00:38:36,480 --> 00:38:41,349 We are standing in the middle of an airport screaming at each other. 631 00:38:42,553 --> 00:38:44,953 We're already over. 632 00:38:58,636 --> 00:39:00,729 [Richard] Yang. 633 00:39:05,710 --> 00:39:07,974 Dr. Altman told me about your work today. 634 00:39:08,946 --> 00:39:12,074 I know it's been hell for you these past few months. 635 00:39:12,116 --> 00:39:15,984 So... well done. 636 00:39:16,821 --> 00:39:18,721 Thank you, sir. 637 00:39:22,326 --> 00:39:24,021 Chief? 638 00:39:25,396 --> 00:39:26,988 Do you have a minute? 639 00:39:28,199 --> 00:39:31,794 I can't wait until the next skills lab. I'm totally on your team. 640 00:39:31,836 --> 00:39:36,830 "Move or I'll run you down!" [laughs] Freaking hilarious. 641 00:39:41,746 --> 00:39:44,476 [Meredith] We're all looking for answers. 642 00:39:44,515 --> 00:39:46,210 In medicine... 643 00:39:47,084 --> 00:39:48,381 ...in life... 644 00:39:50,087 --> 00:39:51,748 ...in everything. 645 00:40:00,531 --> 00:40:02,761 Were you just checking out my ass? 646 00:40:02,800 --> 00:40:06,292 Not the first time. Won't be the last. 647 00:40:08,239 --> 00:40:10,139 No. 648 00:40:17,782 --> 00:40:20,717 [Meredith] Sometimes, the answers we're looking for 649 00:40:20,751 --> 00:40:23,618 have been hiding just below the surface. 650 00:40:27,324 --> 00:40:29,690 I had the worst day today. 651 00:40:30,461 --> 00:40:33,988 I've been working, um... working on the grant proposal, 652 00:40:34,031 --> 00:40:36,192 and I just, I couldn't do it. 653 00:40:36,233 --> 00:40:38,394 Then I realized... 654 00:40:41,739 --> 00:40:43,502 ...it was you. 655 00:40:45,309 --> 00:40:47,709 It's a clinical trial for Alzheimer's. 656 00:40:47,745 --> 00:40:50,942 It's serious work, and I couldn't think of anything but you. 657 00:40:52,016 --> 00:40:53,449 I know you want to be a part of the trial, 658 00:40:53,484 --> 00:40:56,044 but I can't have you anywhere near it. 659 00:41:04,161 --> 00:41:05,958 Cristina blames me. 660 00:41:10,901 --> 00:41:12,801 She hates me. 661 00:41:14,472 --> 00:41:18,340 [Meredith] Other times, we find answers when we didn't even realize 662 00:41:18,375 --> 00:41:20,707 we were asking the question. 663 00:41:24,615 --> 00:41:26,606 Avery, good. 664 00:41:26,650 --> 00:41:28,914 [Meredith] Sometimes, the answers can catch us 665 00:41:28,953 --> 00:41:30,853 completely by surprise. 666 00:41:34,825 --> 00:41:37,293 Hey, hey, hey. Did you hear? 667 00:41:37,328 --> 00:41:41,492 The lab, it could not have gone better. You should have seen Kepner. 668 00:41:41,532 --> 00:41:44,126 You wouldn't think it to look at her, but there is a trauma surgeon 669 00:41:44,168 --> 00:41:47,865 in that girl. I wish you could have been there. 670 00:41:47,905 --> 00:41:50,874 - How was your day? - I quit. 671 00:41:52,176 --> 00:41:55,111 - What? - You were right. 672 00:41:55,145 --> 00:41:57,670 I can do it. I can still be a surgeon. 673 00:41:57,715 --> 00:42:02,243 I just... don't want to anymore. 674 00:42:04,622 --> 00:42:06,214 [Meredith] And sometimes, 675 00:42:06,257 --> 00:42:09,249 even when we find the answer we've been looking for... 676 00:42:11,028 --> 00:42:13,019 Avery, that's enough. 677 00:42:14,698 --> 00:42:16,495 [sighs] 678 00:42:17,434 --> 00:42:21,268 [Meredith]...we're still left with a whole hell of a lot of questions.