1 00:00:02,450 --> 00:00:04,935 Meredith: On average, 2 00:00:05,074 --> 00:00:06,454 a healthy person can hold their breath for up to a minute. 3 00:00:06,592 --> 00:00:09,699 I could have all of you replaced by tomorrow. 4 00:00:09,837 --> 00:00:11,873 What about me? 5 00:00:12,012 --> 00:00:13,461 Can you replace me? 6 00:00:13,599 --> 00:00:15,463 After that, carbon dioxide in your blood 7 00:00:15,601 --> 00:00:17,155 starts to dramatically rise. 8 00:00:17,293 --> 00:00:19,812 Do you know how many doctors I have replaced in my career? 9 00:00:19,950 --> 00:00:21,435 Your rejects can stay, 10 00:00:21,573 --> 00:00:23,678 but your salary will pay for the lawyers 11 00:00:23,816 --> 00:00:25,715 who will fix their mistakes. 12 00:00:25,853 --> 00:00:27,579 You're done here, Dr. Bailey. Goodbye. 13 00:00:27,717 --> 00:00:31,031 ♪ 14 00:00:31,169 --> 00:00:33,033 - No. - Get out of my office. 15 00:00:33,171 --> 00:00:35,380 I refuse to allow my job to be taken 16 00:00:35,518 --> 00:00:38,900 by someone who only operates on spite and greed. 17 00:00:39,039 --> 00:00:40,971 You don't see faces. You see dollars. 18 00:00:41,110 --> 00:00:43,284 That's because this hospital and your leadership 19 00:00:43,422 --> 00:00:45,079 is costing me money! 20 00:00:45,217 --> 00:00:48,255 This profession is a calling, not a business. 21 00:00:48,393 --> 00:00:51,706 When was the last time you actually stepped into an OR, 22 00:00:51,844 --> 00:00:53,708 saved a human life with your hands? 23 00:00:53,846 --> 00:00:55,641 I was doing penis transplants 24 00:00:55,779 --> 00:00:57,574 while you were knee-deep in the sandbox. 25 00:00:57,712 --> 00:01:00,922 [ Scoffs ] You strut around and straighten Richard's tie 26 00:01:01,061 --> 00:01:02,614 while the rest of us do the work. 27 00:01:02,752 --> 00:01:04,202 No, I do the work. 28 00:01:04,340 --> 00:01:06,031 They do the work. 29 00:01:06,169 --> 00:01:08,482 You don't get to fire me. You don't deserve to fire me. 30 00:01:08,620 --> 00:01:10,518 You think you're God's gift to this hospital? 31 00:01:10,656 --> 00:01:14,419 Please. It won't even notice the second you walk out that door. 32 00:01:14,557 --> 00:01:16,593 You're just another doctor. 33 00:01:16,731 --> 00:01:22,599 ♪ 34 00:01:22,737 --> 00:01:25,223 Eventually, a reflex is triggered.[ Gasps ] 35 00:01:25,361 --> 00:01:27,811 And if you resist the urge to let it all out... 36 00:01:27,949 --> 00:01:30,124 You had the dream again? ...you pass out... 37 00:01:30,262 --> 00:01:33,023 - What happened this time? - I slapped her. 38 00:01:33,162 --> 00:01:34,335 ...and you don't know all the damage 39 00:01:34,473 --> 00:01:35,888 you could have caused. 40 00:01:36,026 --> 00:01:41,929 ♪ 41 00:01:42,067 --> 00:01:44,897 [ Protestors shouting indistinctly ] 42 00:01:45,035 --> 00:01:54,114 ♪ 43 00:01:54,252 --> 00:01:58,290 ♪ You said that you believe in leavin' ♪ 44 00:01:58,428 --> 00:02:00,085 ♪ I do too ♪ 45 00:02:00,223 --> 00:02:01,569 [ Indistinct shouting continues ] 46 00:02:01,707 --> 00:02:03,468 Yeah, we're gonna be here a while. 47 00:02:03,606 --> 00:02:05,539 They shut down the whole bridge for the protesters. 48 00:02:05,677 --> 00:02:06,850 [ Exhales sharply ] 49 00:02:06,988 --> 00:02:08,852 - You okay? - Yeah. I'm fine. 50 00:02:08,990 --> 00:02:10,475 You sure? You look... weird. 51 00:02:10,613 --> 00:02:12,028 Thanks? 52 00:02:12,166 --> 00:02:13,167 So... 53 00:02:13,305 --> 00:02:14,824 [ Sighs ] 54 00:02:15,687 --> 00:02:18,172 ...I Spy or murder podcast? 55 00:02:18,310 --> 00:02:20,105 ♪ 56 00:02:20,243 --> 00:02:24,730 Actually, there is something that I should talk to you about. 57 00:02:24,868 --> 00:02:26,560 So, um... Man: Save our planet! 58 00:02:26,698 --> 00:02:28,320 Solutions, not pollution! 59 00:02:28,458 --> 00:02:30,080 Is that trash? 60 00:02:30,219 --> 00:02:33,256 Hey! Stop polluting! Start living! 61 00:02:33,394 --> 00:02:35,396 [ Chuckles ] 62 00:02:35,534 --> 00:02:36,984 What? They're saving the planet. 63 00:02:37,122 --> 00:02:38,572 By throwing trash 64 00:02:38,710 --> 00:02:40,367 and risking their lives bungee jumping? 65 00:02:40,505 --> 00:02:43,232 Well, these events always attract a few rogue players, 66 00:02:43,370 --> 00:02:45,682 but it's the overall message that's important. 67 00:02:45,820 --> 00:02:46,925 [ Protestors chanting indistinctly ] 68 00:02:47,063 --> 00:02:48,547 Just do your thing already. 69 00:02:48,685 --> 00:02:50,308 Do you know what global warming has done 70 00:02:50,446 --> 00:02:51,964 to the insect disease vectors? 71 00:02:52,102 --> 00:02:54,001 The tick population has exploded. 72 00:02:54,139 --> 00:02:56,003 Do you want Lyme disease, Jo? 73 00:02:56,141 --> 00:03:00,145 The 10 hottest years have happened in the last decade... 74 00:03:00,283 --> 00:03:01,802 [ Car horn honking ] 75 00:03:01,940 --> 00:03:03,252 Well, we're late in eight minutes. 76 00:03:03,390 --> 00:03:06,013 ♪ 77 00:03:06,151 --> 00:03:09,775 - Who are you stalking now? - No one. 78 00:03:09,913 --> 00:03:12,226 Adams has to give his decision today. 79 00:03:12,364 --> 00:03:15,160 - About Chicago. - Oh, Dr. Fox didn't change her mind about him. 80 00:03:15,298 --> 00:03:19,337 - Why wouldn't he go? - Because Griffith. 81 00:03:19,475 --> 00:03:21,477 You know, at this point, we should just fire ourselves. 82 00:03:21,615 --> 00:03:22,823 Griffith tried that already. 83 00:03:22,961 --> 00:03:24,825 - Well, Griffith's right here. - Just... 84 00:03:24,963 --> 00:03:27,828 if you told him how you feel, he'll change his mind. 85 00:03:27,966 --> 00:03:29,761 She staged a coup on his behalf. 86 00:03:29,899 --> 00:03:31,487 How does that not say--Still here. 87 00:03:31,625 --> 00:03:33,282 Because it's Adams. 88 00:03:33,420 --> 00:03:36,216 [ Protestors chanting indistinctly ] 89 00:03:36,354 --> 00:03:37,596 [ Horn honking ] 90 00:03:37,734 --> 00:03:39,253 Okay. You know what? Here. 91 00:03:39,391 --> 00:03:43,844 Hi! Hi, yeah. We compost! Can you let us through? 92 00:03:43,982 --> 00:03:45,570 We love trees! 93 00:03:45,708 --> 00:03:48,089 ♪ 94 00:03:48,228 --> 00:03:52,887 - Where is Simms Memorial? - Spokane, I think. Why? 95 00:03:53,025 --> 00:03:55,200 A recruiter says they're interested in me. 96 00:03:55,338 --> 00:03:57,098 No, it's in Eugene, Oregon. 97 00:03:57,237 --> 00:03:59,480 That is far, but a job is a job. 98 00:03:59,618 --> 00:04:02,897 - I will commute. - I just wish you didn't have to look. 99 00:04:03,035 --> 00:04:04,830 Dr. Meredith Grey? 100 00:04:04,968 --> 00:04:05,969 Check the third floor. 101 00:04:06,107 --> 00:04:07,592 Your picture's in the hall. 102 00:04:07,730 --> 00:04:10,388 Not for long. 103 00:04:10,526 --> 00:04:12,390 It's an injunction from the Fox Foundation. 104 00:04:12,528 --> 00:04:13,529 If you don't respond, you could be 105 00:04:13,667 --> 00:04:15,013 held in contempt of the court. 106 00:04:17,843 --> 00:04:19,362 Okay. Do you want to go to jail?[ Cellphone chimes ] 107 00:04:19,500 --> 00:04:21,709 Because I really, really don't. 108 00:04:21,847 --> 00:04:23,849 - [ Gasps ] Oh. - What? 109 00:04:23,987 --> 00:04:26,645 NYU pulled their funding. 110 00:04:26,783 --> 00:04:28,716 Fox Foundation sent a Cease and Desist. 111 00:04:28,854 --> 00:04:30,062 Well, that's the second institution 112 00:04:30,200 --> 00:04:32,927 that has dropped us in... a week. 113 00:04:33,065 --> 00:04:34,688 - Mm-hmm. - What are we gonna do? 114 00:04:34,826 --> 00:04:36,310 We're gonna keep packing. 115 00:04:37,760 --> 00:04:40,728 I still don't have any notes for Thursday. 116 00:04:40,866 --> 00:04:42,178 I swear to God, 117 00:04:42,316 --> 00:04:44,353 if somebody doesn't find my damn cellphone... 118 00:04:46,078 --> 00:04:47,528 Hi, baby! 119 00:04:47,666 --> 00:04:49,461 - Hey, Mama. - Oh! 120 00:04:49,599 --> 00:04:51,808 Coffee, Ingrid. Mwah! 121 00:04:51,946 --> 00:04:53,534 Alright. How was London? 122 00:04:53,672 --> 00:04:55,364 When you texted me about Meredith, 123 00:04:55,502 --> 00:04:57,676 you failed to mention you fired Hunt and Altman, Mom. 124 00:04:57,814 --> 00:04:59,437 Well, don't forget about Shepherd and Bailey. 125 00:04:59,575 --> 00:05:02,371 - Really? - Oh, come on. I kept the interns. 126 00:05:02,509 --> 00:05:04,131 Richard reminded me that if I didn't, 127 00:05:04,269 --> 00:05:06,271 we'd lose our government funding for the program. 128 00:05:06,409 --> 00:05:08,722 And Lord knows we can't stand to lose another dime. 129 00:05:08,860 --> 00:05:10,413 These are top surgeons we're talking about. 130 00:05:10,551 --> 00:05:12,553 If they can't respect the foundation, 131 00:05:12,691 --> 00:05:13,761 then they shouldn't work for it. 132 00:05:13,899 --> 00:05:15,522 End of story. 133 00:05:15,660 --> 00:05:17,109 What about Meredith? 134 00:05:17,247 --> 00:05:18,835 You at least try to talk to her since she quit? 135 00:05:18,973 --> 00:05:21,907 I wouldn't talk to that entitled fire starter 136 00:05:22,045 --> 00:05:24,703 if we were the last two remaining people on this earth 137 00:05:24,841 --> 00:05:26,774 and it was the only way to save civilization. 138 00:05:26,912 --> 00:05:29,156 Okay. Did you read their abstract, at least? 139 00:05:29,294 --> 00:05:31,607 - Of course I did. - Okay. 140 00:05:31,745 --> 00:05:33,919 Data seems pretty incredible.[ Chuckles ] Yeah. 141 00:05:34,057 --> 00:05:37,820 That's why we're not gonna stop until we get it all back. 142 00:05:39,408 --> 00:05:40,270 Mm-hmm. 143 00:05:40,409 --> 00:05:41,720 Woman: Elena Bailey Clinic. 144 00:05:41,858 --> 00:05:44,378 How may I direct?[ Sighs ] 145 00:05:44,516 --> 00:05:46,449 Ms. Nevins needs an updated... 146 00:05:46,587 --> 00:05:50,004 - Prescription. I got you. - Thank you. 147 00:05:50,142 --> 00:05:51,937 I know volunteering at the clinic 148 00:05:52,075 --> 00:05:55,044 isn't exactly what you had in mind when you left SFD. 149 00:05:55,182 --> 00:05:57,357 I am helping people and you. 150 00:05:57,495 --> 00:05:59,635 But, uh, it might not be for much longer. 151 00:05:59,773 --> 00:06:01,464 Residency director at Seattle Pres 152 00:06:01,602 --> 00:06:04,087 can squeeze me in for an interview next week. 153 00:06:04,225 --> 00:06:05,503 Uh, what about Grey-Sloan? 154 00:06:05,641 --> 00:06:08,091 I'm not applying to any Fox hospitals. 155 00:06:08,229 --> 00:06:11,094 - Your loyalty isn't necessary. - Catherine let you go. 156 00:06:11,232 --> 00:06:12,855 You.[ Sighs ] 157 00:06:12,993 --> 00:06:15,409 I don't trust her, and you want to slap her. 158 00:06:15,547 --> 00:06:16,824 And then... 159 00:06:16,962 --> 00:06:18,136 Then...? 160 00:06:18,274 --> 00:06:19,862 What? 161 00:06:20,000 --> 00:06:22,105 [ Exhales sharply ] 162 00:06:22,243 --> 00:06:25,108 I heard a rumor that the new residency director starts today. 163 00:06:25,246 --> 00:06:27,697 Oh. Well... 164 00:06:27,835 --> 00:06:28,871 good. 165 00:06:31,114 --> 00:06:33,013 You're okay?[ Scoffs ] 166 00:06:33,151 --> 00:06:34,670 I'm in my clinic. 167 00:06:34,808 --> 00:06:35,947 I've got more time for the kids, 168 00:06:36,085 --> 00:06:37,914 opportunities to pursue research. 169 00:06:38,052 --> 00:06:39,502 Never been better. 170 00:06:39,640 --> 00:06:43,092 I wish the new person... best of luck. 171 00:06:43,230 --> 00:06:44,404 They'll need it. 172 00:06:45,922 --> 00:06:46,889 Mm-hmm. 173 00:06:47,027 --> 00:06:49,270 Woman: 1335 West. 174 00:06:49,409 --> 00:06:51,549 1335 West. 175 00:06:53,033 --> 00:06:54,414 Whoa! Sorry. 176 00:06:54,552 --> 00:06:56,277 It's all good. [ Chuckles ] 177 00:06:56,416 --> 00:06:57,865 Nervous? 178 00:06:58,003 --> 00:06:59,695 A-About the new boss. 179 00:06:59,833 --> 00:07:01,593 Right. N-No. 180 00:07:01,731 --> 00:07:04,078 Yasuda said today is the deadline. 181 00:07:04,216 --> 00:07:07,806 Yeah. End of day. I haven't decided. 182 00:07:07,944 --> 00:07:10,775 Both places have their pros and cons. 183 00:07:10,913 --> 00:07:12,397 Sydney: The energy is so warm in here, 184 00:07:12,535 --> 00:07:14,088 it reminds me of a mother's womb. 185 00:07:14,226 --> 00:07:15,987 [ Laughs cheerfully ] Not that I remember 186 00:07:16,125 --> 00:07:18,368 being in one, but... 187 00:07:18,507 --> 00:07:20,370 Hi, I am Sydney Heron. 188 00:07:20,509 --> 00:07:23,028 I am your new fearless leader. 189 00:07:23,166 --> 00:07:24,547 I mean, not new new. 190 00:07:24,685 --> 00:07:26,031 You know, I did my residency here. 191 00:07:26,169 --> 00:07:28,655 So think of me as one of you guys, okay? 192 00:07:29,794 --> 00:07:32,555 Who's ready to heal with love? 193 00:07:32,693 --> 00:07:34,039 Uh, shouldn't we be getting our assignments? 194 00:07:34,177 --> 00:07:36,041 - While moving quickly? - Uh, no. 195 00:07:36,179 --> 00:07:38,975 The better I know you, the better surgeon I can make you. 196 00:07:39,113 --> 00:07:41,012 So, name? Nickname? 197 00:07:41,150 --> 00:07:43,255 Novel you've always wanted to write? 198 00:07:43,393 --> 00:07:44,671 Who wants to go first, huh? 199 00:07:44,809 --> 00:07:47,674 [ Chuckles ] 200 00:07:47,812 --> 00:07:49,710 [ Elevator bell dings ] 201 00:07:49,848 --> 00:07:53,714 Hey, you two, congratulations... 202 00:07:53,852 --> 00:07:56,337 on... making it to work through the traffic. 203 00:07:56,476 --> 00:07:58,581 - You drive electric, Schmitt? - I ride a bike. 204 00:07:58,719 --> 00:08:00,618 Even better. Hey, you're with me today. 205 00:08:00,756 --> 00:08:02,758 - Meet me downstairs in 20. - Okay. 206 00:08:02,896 --> 00:08:05,450 I keep trying to tell him, and then everyone got fired 207 00:08:05,588 --> 00:08:08,591 and it felt weird to celebrate... something. 208 00:08:10,524 --> 00:08:13,285 [ Telephone ringing in distance ] 209 00:08:13,423 --> 00:08:14,908 And I'm scared of how he's gonna react, 210 00:08:15,046 --> 00:08:17,048 and I'm scared of how I'll react to how he reacts. 211 00:08:17,186 --> 00:08:20,983 - [ Sighs ] Okay. - What?! I don't make fun of your fears. 212 00:08:21,121 --> 00:08:22,950 It's literally what our entire friendship is based on. 213 00:08:23,088 --> 00:08:24,469 Oh, whatever. 214 00:08:24,607 --> 00:08:26,229 He thinks the world is gonna end tomorrow anyway 215 00:08:26,367 --> 00:08:28,749 from melting ice caps, so maybe none of this matters. 216 00:08:28,887 --> 00:08:30,889 Maybe it doesn't matter if you don't have a baby, 217 00:08:31,027 --> 00:08:33,513 because I won't be a peds surgeon that can take care of it. 218 00:08:33,651 --> 00:08:36,516 - Why does my baby need surgery? - That was a hypothetical. 219 00:08:36,654 --> 00:08:39,311 No, your peds fellowship is a hypothetical. 220 00:08:39,449 --> 00:08:41,313 I'm actually pregnant. 221 00:08:41,451 --> 00:08:44,593 You don't think that that is minimizing my fears? 222 00:08:44,731 --> 00:08:46,733 I have to throw up. 223 00:08:46,871 --> 00:08:49,563 You can't just use that as an excuse to not answer the... 224 00:08:49,701 --> 00:08:52,428 ♪ 225 00:08:53,843 --> 00:08:57,157 Ndugu, I saw that you put my name on the board 226 00:08:57,295 --> 00:08:59,331 for the Ivor Lewis this afternoon. 227 00:08:59,469 --> 00:09:01,437 You need to find someone else. 228 00:09:01,575 --> 00:09:03,232 I need help upstairs. 229 00:09:03,370 --> 00:09:05,406 Thanks to your wife, my department's down Altman, 230 00:09:05,545 --> 00:09:07,063 and I'm running Owen's service. 231 00:09:07,201 --> 00:09:09,445 And I'm the interim chief. 232 00:09:11,447 --> 00:09:15,278 Are you avoiding the OR after what happened with Garrett? 233 00:09:15,416 --> 00:09:17,764 Once his aneurysm ruptured, he had a high mortality rate, 234 00:09:17,902 --> 00:09:18,799 no matter what we did. 235 00:09:18,937 --> 00:09:20,318 Yes, it was a bad outcome, 236 00:09:20,456 --> 00:09:21,837 but that's just what it was. 237 00:09:21,975 --> 00:09:24,011 Not a sign of anything else. 238 00:09:24,149 --> 00:09:25,737 I didn't ask your opinion. 239 00:09:25,875 --> 00:09:28,982 I'm not scrubbing in on complex procedures. 240 00:09:29,120 --> 00:09:31,674 [ Tires screeching in distance ] 241 00:09:31,812 --> 00:09:33,883 Ian: No! No, no, no! Don't die! Don't die! 242 00:09:34,021 --> 00:09:35,678 ♪ 243 00:09:35,816 --> 00:09:37,542 Is he dead?! Is he dead?! 244 00:09:37,680 --> 00:09:39,371 Is this simple enough for you? 245 00:09:39,509 --> 00:09:40,959 ♪ 246 00:09:47,656 --> 00:09:49,209 Jackson! Hey. 247 00:09:49,347 --> 00:09:52,177 I read your article on salvaging compromised flaps. 248 00:09:52,315 --> 00:09:53,696 I don't know how you--Where is she? 249 00:09:53,834 --> 00:09:56,216 Uh... Welcome back. 250 00:09:56,354 --> 00:09:58,045 You know, you're supposed to respond to these, Mer. 251 00:09:58,183 --> 00:09:59,668 You have a lawyer? 252 00:09:59,806 --> 00:10:01,221 Can you recommend one? 253 00:10:01,359 --> 00:10:02,463 Meredith. 254 00:10:04,396 --> 00:10:06,019 Can you tell Catherine to stop sending 255 00:10:06,157 --> 00:10:07,952 Cease and Desist letters to everyone 256 00:10:08,090 --> 00:10:10,161 who's interested in a potential Alzheimer's cure? 257 00:10:10,299 --> 00:10:11,645 Your abstract broke the field. 258 00:10:11,783 --> 00:10:13,474 - What do you expect? - Right. 259 00:10:13,613 --> 00:10:15,684 And now a lot of people want to work with us. 260 00:10:15,822 --> 00:10:17,824 Those people aware of your misuse of funds? 261 00:10:17,962 --> 00:10:20,516 Breach of contract? That you signed a non-compete? 262 00:10:20,654 --> 00:10:22,242 I'm not here to make things easier for you. 263 00:10:22,380 --> 00:10:24,520 I was also the source of those letters. 264 00:10:24,658 --> 00:10:26,108 Something you would know if you answered 265 00:10:26,246 --> 00:10:27,488 any of my calls or texts. 266 00:10:27,627 --> 00:10:29,249 [ Sighs ] 267 00:10:29,387 --> 00:10:33,356 ♪ 268 00:10:33,494 --> 00:10:36,946 Look, I need a crash cart under C-collar! 269 00:10:37,084 --> 00:10:38,672 Adams, fire department's on the way. Can you feel the pulse? 270 00:10:38,810 --> 00:10:40,363 Uh, I'm trying, but he looks pretty-- 271 00:10:40,501 --> 00:10:42,538 [ Gasps ] Yeah. Yeah. Yeah. There's a pulse. 272 00:10:42,676 --> 00:10:44,436 Diminished breath sounds bilaterally. 273 00:10:44,574 --> 00:10:47,129 Abrasions. No apparent deep lacerations. 274 00:10:47,267 --> 00:10:49,234 I'm Dr. Adams. - Can you tell me your name? - C-Charlie... 275 00:10:49,372 --> 00:10:50,822 Charlie? We're gonna get you out of here, okay? 276 00:10:50,960 --> 00:10:52,030 I think you're gonna be okay, 277 00:10:52,168 --> 00:10:53,860 but we need to get you inside. 278 00:10:53,998 --> 00:10:55,068 I'm gonna be in - so much trouble. - It was an accident. 279 00:10:55,206 --> 00:10:56,483 I don't even have my license yet. 280 00:10:56,621 --> 00:10:57,691 I snuck out with the car to go get boba, and then 281 00:10:57,829 --> 00:10:59,520 I was somehow-- I was in the wrong lane, 282 00:10:59,659 --> 00:11:00,660 and then I was on the freeway, and then there was a couple guys 283 00:11:00,798 --> 00:11:02,213 hanging from the bridge. 284 00:11:02,351 --> 00:11:03,904 and then suddenly one just fell into my dad's car. 285 00:11:04,042 --> 00:11:05,734 - What the hell happened? - Bungee jumper off the bridge, 286 00:11:05,872 --> 00:11:08,012 his cord snapped. 287 00:11:08,150 --> 00:11:09,392 [ Charlie vomits ] Lucas: Damn it! 288 00:11:09,530 --> 00:11:10,600 Winston: Hold on. Nobody touch the car 289 00:11:10,739 --> 00:11:12,464 till we can secure his airway. 290 00:11:12,602 --> 00:11:13,949 - He gonna be okay? - Richard: Kwan, get the kid inside. 291 00:11:14,087 --> 00:11:15,536 Protect his airway. 292 00:11:15,675 --> 00:11:16,986 He'll be impossible to intubate in this position. 293 00:11:17,124 --> 00:11:18,608 Insert this all the way to the back of his mouth. 294 00:11:18,747 --> 00:11:19,782 Alright. How do I know when it's all the way in? 295 00:11:19,920 --> 00:11:21,577 You'll feel resistance. 296 00:11:21,715 --> 00:11:22,578 - Okay. - Good. 297 00:11:22,716 --> 00:11:24,097 How's she doing? 298 00:11:25,823 --> 00:11:27,272 She's okay. 299 00:11:28,515 --> 00:11:30,068 Simone: Wanda Gallagher, 67. 300 00:11:30,206 --> 00:11:32,277 History of DVT, currently on warfarin. 301 00:11:32,415 --> 00:11:34,107 Sustained blunt trauma to the neck 302 00:11:34,245 --> 00:11:36,178 after being struck - with an object. - A police baton. 303 00:11:36,316 --> 00:11:38,559 I wasn't struck with it. I kind of ran into it. 304 00:11:38,698 --> 00:11:40,492 Because you were resisting arrest from the Seattle police. 305 00:11:40,630 --> 00:11:42,425 She was protesting, 306 00:11:42,563 --> 00:11:44,082 even though she promised me she was done with all that 307 00:11:44,220 --> 00:11:46,153 after I bailed her out last year for vandalism. 308 00:11:46,291 --> 00:11:48,017 I wasn't resisting arrest. 309 00:11:48,155 --> 00:11:50,744 I was trying to separate myself from the disrupters. 310 00:11:50,882 --> 00:11:52,504 They ruin it for the rest of us. 311 00:11:52,642 --> 00:11:54,610 Also, last year was a misunderstanding. 312 00:11:54,748 --> 00:11:57,337 Mm-hmm. Passion so important in one's life. 313 00:11:57,475 --> 00:11:58,856 Dr. Yasuda? Plan? 314 00:11:58,994 --> 00:12:00,961 I don't see any hard signs of vascular injury, 315 00:12:01,099 --> 00:12:03,723 but we should run labs to check her INR 316 00:12:03,861 --> 00:12:06,001 and do a cervical CT angio 317 00:12:06,139 --> 00:12:08,382 since she is at high risk for bleeding 318 00:12:08,520 --> 00:12:10,005 because of her blood thinners. 319 00:12:10,143 --> 00:12:12,041 Bleeding? Mom, this sounds serious. 320 00:12:12,179 --> 00:12:13,940 You know what's also serious? 321 00:12:14,078 --> 00:12:15,976 The effect of wildfire particles on the young person's 322 00:12:16,114 --> 00:12:18,082 respiratory system. 323 00:12:18,220 --> 00:12:19,773 Might as well have them start smoking in elementary school. 324 00:12:19,911 --> 00:12:21,568 I'm fighting for my grandchild, 325 00:12:21,706 --> 00:12:22,707 which is more than their mother is doing. 326 00:12:22,845 --> 00:12:24,329 I'm growing it. 327 00:12:24,467 --> 00:12:25,986 And where was this concern when I was growing up? 328 00:12:26,124 --> 00:12:27,125 You worked for one of the biggest oil 329 00:12:27,263 --> 00:12:29,093 companies in the world. 330 00:12:29,231 --> 00:12:31,302 I need to go call Michael and tell him what happened. 331 00:12:31,440 --> 00:12:33,614 Excuse me. Unreal. 332 00:12:33,753 --> 00:12:38,102 [ Indistinct announcement over intercom ] 333 00:12:42,037 --> 00:12:43,901 [ Exhales sharply, gasps ] 334 00:12:44,039 --> 00:12:45,592 Bailey! 335 00:12:45,730 --> 00:12:47,974 - You back? - Shh! Shh. 336 00:12:48,112 --> 00:12:50,839 And... no.[ Whispering ] Then what are you doing? 337 00:12:50,977 --> 00:12:53,669 - None of your business. - Mm. 338 00:12:53,807 --> 00:12:56,154 Okay, wait. I heard the new residency director started. 339 00:12:56,292 --> 00:12:57,293 Have you seen them? 340 00:12:57,431 --> 00:12:59,779 [ Gags ] 341 00:13:01,677 --> 00:13:03,610 What...? 342 00:13:03,748 --> 00:13:05,508 Sydney: You remind me of myself 343 00:13:05,646 --> 00:13:08,546 when I was an intern, - Dr. Miller. - It's Millin. 344 00:13:08,684 --> 00:13:11,791 Inquisitive, you know, direct, air of mystery. 345 00:13:11,929 --> 00:13:15,380 Always important to... to keep that sense of wonder and awe. 346 00:13:15,518 --> 00:13:19,005 [ Gasps ] Miranda Bailey! Come here! 347 00:13:19,143 --> 00:13:21,110 [ Giggling ] J-- Uh-- Mm. 348 00:13:21,248 --> 00:13:22,560 Sydney. 349 00:13:22,698 --> 00:13:25,045 Oh, isn't this fun? 350 00:13:25,183 --> 00:13:27,082 Having a new generation of lady doctors 351 00:13:27,220 --> 00:13:29,567 alongside our generation of lady doctors, 352 00:13:29,705 --> 00:13:32,087 all working together to make the world a better pla-- 353 00:13:32,225 --> 00:13:33,985 You know, oh, Dr. Bailey and I 354 00:13:34,123 --> 00:13:35,780 were co-residents back in the day 355 00:13:35,918 --> 00:13:38,610 and quite competitive, am I right? 356 00:13:38,748 --> 00:13:40,992 We... had our moments. 357 00:13:41,130 --> 00:13:43,167 Uh... Oh! Look at that. 358 00:13:43,305 --> 00:13:46,066 A 911 at the clinic. I better get back. 359 00:13:46,204 --> 00:13:49,173 Clinic? Look at you doing the clinic thing again. 360 00:13:49,311 --> 00:13:51,140 Good for you. 361 00:13:51,278 --> 00:13:53,349 You know, I cannot imagine being out of the OR, 362 00:13:53,487 --> 00:13:56,766 but, you know, if it works for you... 363 00:13:56,905 --> 00:13:57,871 great. 364 00:13:58,009 --> 00:13:59,217 So, uh, where were we? 365 00:13:59,355 --> 00:14:00,736 Um, oh, yeah. 366 00:14:00,874 --> 00:14:02,496 And I'm the one that brought you in. 367 00:14:02,634 --> 00:14:04,602 I rearranged whole departments, I fundraised. 368 00:14:04,740 --> 00:14:06,293 I hired Nick and Amelia. 369 00:14:06,431 --> 00:14:08,468 Well, I was never officially hired. 370 00:14:08,606 --> 00:14:10,194 No one asked you to hire Nick. 371 00:14:10,332 --> 00:14:11,609 Nick could have gotten a job anyway. 372 00:14:11,747 --> 00:14:13,611 Oh, that's not the point, and you know it. 373 00:14:13,749 --> 00:14:15,233 Okay, this is not just about you and my mom. 374 00:14:15,371 --> 00:14:16,545 I brought you in so that I could be a part 375 00:14:16,683 --> 00:14:17,960 of groundbreaking work. 376 00:14:18,098 --> 00:14:19,203 If it were just you, that would be okay. 377 00:14:19,341 --> 00:14:20,860 - But it isn't. - You have no idea 378 00:14:20,998 --> 00:14:22,102 how much you two are alike. 379 00:14:22,240 --> 00:14:23,690 Catherine broke more rules in all of us, 380 00:14:23,828 --> 00:14:24,864 but she was strategic about it. 381 00:14:25,002 --> 00:14:25,968 She understood how to play the game. 382 00:14:26,106 --> 00:14:27,556 I don't have time for games. 383 00:14:27,694 --> 00:14:29,489 Give Amelia, Owen, and Teddy back their jobs. 384 00:14:29,627 --> 00:14:31,560 I'll sell a percentage of my shares of Grey-Sloan 385 00:14:31,698 --> 00:14:32,802 and I can pay you back everything. 386 00:14:32,941 --> 00:14:34,770 This isn't about money. Not anymore. 387 00:14:34,908 --> 00:14:37,117 I don't know why her ego should inhibit this work. 388 00:14:37,255 --> 00:14:38,153 What about you? 389 00:14:38,291 --> 00:14:39,395 You know how many people 390 00:14:39,533 --> 00:14:40,534 are desperately waiting for help, 391 00:14:40,672 --> 00:14:42,398 and progress takes money. 392 00:14:42,536 --> 00:14:45,091 We have it. 393 00:14:45,229 --> 00:14:47,403 What are you suggesting? You want my first born? 394 00:14:47,541 --> 00:14:49,164 Worse. 395 00:14:49,302 --> 00:14:50,234 Apologize. 396 00:14:50,372 --> 00:14:51,407 ♪ 397 00:14:57,413 --> 00:14:59,760 Charlie Scott, 29, fell headfirst 398 00:14:59,899 --> 00:15:01,452 - 30 feet into the windshield. - How is he alive? 399 00:15:01,590 --> 00:15:04,386 Oh, X-rays show a displaced clavicle fracture, 400 00:15:04,524 --> 00:15:07,216 rib fractures, buckle fracture of the sternum, 401 00:15:07,354 --> 00:15:09,909 bilateral hemothoraces, and a hand injury. 402 00:15:10,047 --> 00:15:12,912 Looks like somebody shattered a crystal vase inside his chest. 403 00:15:13,050 --> 00:15:15,017 Alright, Adams, what's our next move? 404 00:15:15,155 --> 00:15:16,950 Bilateral chest tubes and pan-scan him from head to toe. 405 00:15:17,088 --> 00:15:19,677 You got it. Let's prep for bilateral thoracostomies. 406 00:15:20,850 --> 00:15:23,198 Well, it looks like you have all your bases covered. Okay? 407 00:15:23,336 --> 00:15:26,028 With all due respect, he has multiple traumatic injuries, 408 00:15:26,166 --> 00:15:27,202 and we're short surgeons. 409 00:15:27,340 --> 00:15:29,100 We need all hands on deck. Chief. 410 00:15:29,238 --> 00:15:31,033 ♪ 411 00:15:31,171 --> 00:15:32,655 Where's his right index finger? 412 00:15:32,793 --> 00:15:34,692 Severed on impact. Adams, do we have the finger? 413 00:15:34,830 --> 00:15:37,384 Then find it. I have no idea. 414 00:15:37,522 --> 00:15:39,455 As a surgeon, you should know how important a digit is. 415 00:15:40,732 --> 00:15:41,941 Give me gloves. 416 00:15:42,079 --> 00:15:45,841 ♪ 417 00:15:45,979 --> 00:15:49,396 Your heart rate's elevated. 418 00:15:49,534 --> 00:15:51,709 Last time I snuck the car out, I dented the bumper. 419 00:15:51,847 --> 00:15:53,469 I was grounded for two weeks. 420 00:15:53,607 --> 00:15:55,299 They'll never trust me behind the wheel again, 421 00:15:55,437 --> 00:15:57,163 which means I'll never pass my driver's test. 422 00:15:57,301 --> 00:16:00,028 Well, there's always rideshares. 423 00:16:00,166 --> 00:16:02,133 You shouldn't be driving without a license. 424 00:16:02,271 --> 00:16:04,308 But you didn't cause that wreck. 425 00:16:04,446 --> 00:16:08,001 It was an accident. Happens with the best of us. 426 00:16:08,139 --> 00:16:09,589 Do you have any idea what it's like to be 427 00:16:09,727 --> 00:16:11,625 in your dad's car all by yourself one moment, 428 00:16:11,763 --> 00:16:13,765 then all of a sudden, bam, someone just shows up, 429 00:16:13,903 --> 00:16:16,389 completely blindsiding you? 430 00:16:16,527 --> 00:16:18,667 Have you called your parents? 431 00:16:18,805 --> 00:16:21,256 You have your phone, right? 432 00:16:21,394 --> 00:16:22,947 It's in the car still. 433 00:16:23,085 --> 00:16:24,776 Look, I can't go back in there. 434 00:16:26,916 --> 00:16:29,919 We're so sorry, Ms. Gallagher. Radiology is backed up. 435 00:16:30,058 --> 00:16:31,576 The protests brought in a surge of patients. 436 00:16:31,714 --> 00:16:32,922 - How was your pain? - Oh, barely feel it. 437 00:16:33,061 --> 00:16:34,579 Uh, where's Lacey? 438 00:16:34,717 --> 00:16:36,064 On the phone, in the waiting room. 439 00:16:36,202 --> 00:16:37,824 She was always closer to her dad. 440 00:16:37,962 --> 00:16:40,033 Hey. I worked at a pipeline company for 20 years. 441 00:16:40,171 --> 00:16:42,242 Helped get her to college, but the hours were long. 442 00:16:42,380 --> 00:16:44,658 Didn't allow for a lot of mother-daughter time. 443 00:16:44,796 --> 00:16:47,351 - Do you still work there? - No. I quit 10 years ago. 444 00:16:47,489 --> 00:16:49,008 I've been an activist ever since. 445 00:16:49,146 --> 00:16:50,250 I worked in the PR department 446 00:16:50,388 --> 00:16:52,045 After the eighth oil leak, 447 00:16:52,183 --> 00:16:53,874 I decided I can't write another press release. 448 00:16:54,013 --> 00:16:55,083 You know, if our hearts were really going out 449 00:16:55,221 --> 00:16:56,532 to the community, 450 00:16:56,670 --> 00:16:57,982 we'd stopped spilling the damn stuff. 451 00:16:58,120 --> 00:16:59,742 That's why I'm on the frontlines fighting. 452 00:16:59,880 --> 00:17:01,951 My daughter will never let me meet my grandbaby 453 00:17:02,090 --> 00:17:04,126 if I get arrested again. 454 00:17:04,264 --> 00:17:07,509 Hey, do I have time to go to the bathroom before my scan? 455 00:17:07,647 --> 00:17:09,166 Uh--Sure. I'll show you where it is. 456 00:17:09,304 --> 00:17:11,099 - Thank you. - Mm-hmm. 457 00:17:11,237 --> 00:17:14,999 So, you can't imagine doing good things for people? 458 00:17:15,137 --> 00:17:17,036 Then you don't get to be a doctor. 459 00:17:17,174 --> 00:17:18,727 I'll tell you what you need to get-- 460 00:17:18,865 --> 00:17:20,625 Where are the damn urinary cups? 461 00:17:20,763 --> 00:17:22,489 Uh, Bed 4's all checked in. 462 00:17:22,627 --> 00:17:24,112 Should I tell her that you'll be there 463 00:17:24,250 --> 00:17:27,322 after you take your anger out on these gauze pads? 464 00:17:27,460 --> 00:17:30,083 Her philosophy is "to heal with love." 465 00:17:30,221 --> 00:17:32,637 Love does not heal. Science heals. 466 00:17:32,775 --> 00:17:35,951 Medicine and trained doctors heal.100%. 467 00:17:36,089 --> 00:17:37,677 What are we talking about?[ Exhales sharply ] 468 00:17:37,815 --> 00:17:40,921 Richard replaced me with Sydney Heron. 469 00:17:41,060 --> 00:17:43,717 Sydney Heron. We were in the same residency class. 470 00:17:43,855 --> 00:17:45,409 She took my interns when I was pregnant 471 00:17:45,547 --> 00:17:46,858 and slowed them down 472 00:17:46,996 --> 00:17:50,931 with positivity and smiles and-- and butterflies. 473 00:17:51,070 --> 00:17:52,899 Sounds... evil? 474 00:17:53,037 --> 00:17:55,660 I am the one that got those residents back in shape. 475 00:17:55,798 --> 00:17:58,007 I went on to be chief resident 476 00:17:58,146 --> 00:18:00,665 and I stayed to be an attending here 477 00:18:00,803 --> 00:18:02,840 while she took a job in Florida. 478 00:18:04,324 --> 00:18:06,464 - Florida! - Yeah, but you've got your clinic, 479 00:18:06,602 --> 00:18:10,054 - your research ideas. - Don't throw my words back at me, Ben Warren. 480 00:18:13,437 --> 00:18:16,060 Ndugu's doing a quick consult. He'll meet us in CT. 481 00:18:16,198 --> 00:18:18,994 Okay. I'm surprised to see you with us, Schmitt. 482 00:18:19,132 --> 00:18:20,375 You've been spending most of your time 483 00:18:20,513 --> 00:18:23,032 - with Dr. Beltran. - Um, right. 484 00:18:23,171 --> 00:18:26,381 Uh, I actually might be reassessing peds. 485 00:18:26,519 --> 00:18:28,693 Reassessing? 486 00:18:28,831 --> 00:18:31,455 I might want to keep my options open for a bit. 487 00:18:31,593 --> 00:18:34,216 Maybe stay in general surgery like you. 488 00:18:34,354 --> 00:18:37,357 Schmitt, you're a fifth year and a chief resident. 489 00:18:37,495 --> 00:18:39,118 You need to be clear on what you want, 490 00:18:39,256 --> 00:18:41,189 or no one's gonna take you seriously. 491 00:18:41,327 --> 00:18:44,675 Understood. Sir, I just want to make sure that... 492 00:18:44,813 --> 00:18:47,195 [ Monitor beeping wildly ] 493 00:18:47,333 --> 00:18:49,093 Left chest is full of blood. 494 00:18:49,231 --> 00:18:50,612 He's getting more hypertensive and tachy. 495 00:18:50,750 --> 00:18:52,338 We're gonna take him straight to the OR. 496 00:18:52,476 --> 00:18:53,408 I'll page Ndugu on the way. 497 00:18:53,546 --> 00:18:58,447 ♪ 498 00:19:00,967 --> 00:19:02,969 [ Toilet flushes in distance ] 499 00:19:03,107 --> 00:19:05,765 Excuse me. There are two police officers in the exam room. 500 00:19:05,903 --> 00:19:07,180 They want to speak to my mom. 501 00:19:07,318 --> 00:19:08,388 After she's done in the bathroom, 502 00:19:08,526 --> 00:19:09,631 we'll take her to radiology. 503 00:19:09,769 --> 00:19:10,908 They can speak to her after that. 504 00:19:11,046 --> 00:19:12,772 Did her results come back? 505 00:19:12,910 --> 00:19:14,532 According to her labs, her blood is clotting too slowly, 506 00:19:14,670 --> 00:19:16,741 so we would like to admit her for observation. 507 00:19:16,879 --> 00:19:19,054 And she should really speak to her primary doctor 508 00:19:19,192 --> 00:19:21,367 about managing her blood thinners.[ Scoffs ] Good luck. 509 00:19:21,505 --> 00:19:23,334 My mom is more concerned with Puget Sound 510 00:19:23,472 --> 00:19:25,233 and its population of zooplankton than her own health. 511 00:19:25,371 --> 00:19:27,856 She's not wrong. It's what the salmon eat. 512 00:19:27,994 --> 00:19:29,961 It's like a whole thing. I read about it. 513 00:19:30,099 --> 00:19:32,032 How long has she been in the bathroom? 514 00:19:32,171 --> 00:19:34,725 ♪ 515 00:19:34,863 --> 00:19:36,830 Mom? Mom! 516 00:19:36,968 --> 00:19:39,557 Are you okay? Simone: Ms. Gallagher? 517 00:19:39,695 --> 00:19:44,631 She couldn't have just... disappeared. 518 00:19:44,769 --> 00:19:47,979 Or... maybe she could have? 519 00:19:49,084 --> 00:19:51,293 She climbed into the ceiling. 520 00:19:59,474 --> 00:20:01,959 Your assistant isn't at her desk. 521 00:20:02,097 --> 00:20:03,719 I'm sure she'd call security. 522 00:20:05,307 --> 00:20:07,136 I'm here out of respect for Jackson. 523 00:20:07,275 --> 00:20:08,483 [ Groans ] 524 00:20:08,621 --> 00:20:10,450 Catherine? Catherine! 525 00:20:10,588 --> 00:20:13,419 Damn it! Catherine! 526 00:20:13,557 --> 00:20:15,421 Catherine. 527 00:20:15,559 --> 00:20:16,560 Catherine! 528 00:20:25,224 --> 00:20:26,673 Why aren't you in the OR? 529 00:20:26,811 --> 00:20:28,744 Because I'm looking for our patient's finger-- 530 00:20:28,882 --> 00:20:31,126 - index, right hand. - I can't believe the guy who lost a digit 531 00:20:31,264 --> 00:20:32,748 scored higher on the ABSITE than me. 532 00:20:32,886 --> 00:20:34,681 I didn't lose it. 533 00:20:34,819 --> 00:20:36,614 Our patient did when he busted through the windshield. 534 00:20:36,752 --> 00:20:39,065 - Help me look. - Can't. Looking for Ian's phone. 535 00:20:39,203 --> 00:20:41,101 - Finger trumps phone. - I'll give you a finger. 536 00:20:41,240 --> 00:20:42,448 Have you always been an ass, 537 00:20:42,586 --> 00:20:44,070 or did it start when that girl left you? 538 00:20:44,208 --> 00:20:46,141 - What are you talking about? - Your fiancée. 539 00:20:46,279 --> 00:20:47,418 Molly, right? 540 00:20:47,556 --> 00:20:50,835 Ex-fiance. And she didn't leave me. 541 00:20:50,973 --> 00:20:52,285 You know what? Forget I ever said anything. 542 00:20:52,423 --> 00:20:54,908 [ Sighs ] 543 00:20:55,046 --> 00:20:56,703 Aha! 544 00:20:56,841 --> 00:20:58,567 [ Chuckles ] 545 00:20:58,705 --> 00:21:00,362 Bye, loser. 546 00:21:02,399 --> 00:21:03,814 We tried to track all the different routes 547 00:21:03,952 --> 00:21:06,023 she could have taken, but security will only allow 548 00:21:06,161 --> 00:21:07,921 maintenance in the ceiling, so--So are they 549 00:21:08,059 --> 00:21:09,716 in the ceiling looking? 550 00:21:09,854 --> 00:21:11,477 What exactly is the protocol? 551 00:21:11,615 --> 00:21:14,031 Patients usually stay on the ground. 552 00:21:14,169 --> 00:21:16,861 Lacey. Lacey. I want-- Okay. 553 00:21:16,999 --> 00:21:19,174 I want you to try to stay calm, okay? 554 00:21:19,312 --> 00:21:22,557 - Mhm. - Okay? Let's keep that baby safe, right? 555 00:21:22,695 --> 00:21:24,869 So what they're trying to say is there is no protocol 556 00:21:25,007 --> 00:21:26,492 'cause this has never happened before. 557 00:21:26,630 --> 00:21:29,357 Which is strange because odd things often happen here. 558 00:21:29,495 --> 00:21:32,360 But we will find her. 559 00:21:32,498 --> 00:21:35,190 So take a seat. Deep breaths. Yep? 560 00:21:35,328 --> 00:21:37,261 [ Breathing deeply ] 561 00:21:37,399 --> 00:21:40,160 Good. Great. 562 00:21:40,299 --> 00:21:42,370 [ Indistinct announcement over intercom ] 563 00:21:42,508 --> 00:21:44,889 Okay. Now-- 564 00:21:45,027 --> 00:21:46,822 We're gonna keep looking. I - think I'm gonna go to the left. - I swear, we had no idea-- 565 00:21:46,960 --> 00:21:49,066 Whoa, who else was nervous about her going into labor? 566 00:21:49,204 --> 00:21:50,654 It's just what we need, right? 567 00:21:50,792 --> 00:21:53,173 A baby in the lobby and Grandma in the ceiling. 568 00:21:53,312 --> 00:21:57,143 So I'm gonna forward you the hospital blueprint I received. 569 00:21:57,281 --> 00:21:59,559 And also, I issued a hospital-wide alert, so... 570 00:21:59,697 --> 00:22:01,216 That-- That's it? 571 00:22:01,354 --> 00:22:03,391 You're not gonna get mad or yell at us? 572 00:22:03,529 --> 00:22:06,532 Yell? Oh. How silly. No. Hop to it. 573 00:22:08,223 --> 00:22:11,019 - Preferred yelling. - Obviously. 574 00:22:11,157 --> 00:22:12,607 [ Monitors beeping wildly ] 575 00:22:12,745 --> 00:22:15,541 Levi: I don't see how gluing yourself to a train 576 00:22:15,679 --> 00:22:18,785 or blocking a bridge will save us from climate change. 577 00:22:18,923 --> 00:22:20,408 You tell that to the people who marched across 578 00:22:20,546 --> 00:22:22,927 the Edmund Pettus Bridge for civil rights. 579 00:22:23,065 --> 00:22:24,377 GIA stapler, Bokhee. 580 00:22:24,515 --> 00:22:26,655 That is a compelling point, and I apologize. 581 00:22:26,793 --> 00:22:28,692 Link: Research has shown that a lot of childhood diseases 582 00:22:28,830 --> 00:22:31,039 could have been caused by some kind of environmental exposure. 583 00:22:31,177 --> 00:22:33,041 Contaminants, pesticides, solvents. 584 00:22:33,179 --> 00:22:34,974 We have the solution to prevent pain and loss, 585 00:22:35,112 --> 00:22:37,286 but instead, we just keep making it worse. 586 00:22:37,425 --> 00:22:38,943 - I apologize again. - Winston: Alright. 587 00:22:39,081 --> 00:22:40,876 We stapled the lung bleeders, 588 00:22:41,014 --> 00:22:43,258 ligated the intercostal artery, even clamped the hilum. 589 00:22:43,396 --> 00:22:44,949 Still bleeding. Where's it coming from? 590 00:22:45,087 --> 00:22:47,814 It must be venous. Coming from above. The subclavian? 591 00:22:47,952 --> 00:22:49,713 No, that's too far north. 592 00:22:49,851 --> 00:22:52,509 The displaced clavicle fracture could have injured it. 593 00:22:52,647 --> 00:22:54,096 Alright. Fine. Let's check. 594 00:22:54,234 --> 00:22:55,443 Okay, Schmitt, let's retract the lung out of the way 595 00:22:55,581 --> 00:22:57,514 so we can see, okay? 596 00:22:57,652 --> 00:23:00,379 Ah, that there. See that break in the pleura? 597 00:23:00,517 --> 00:23:02,657 Now, it must be the subclavian vein. 598 00:23:02,795 --> 00:23:05,038 Alright. Um, clamp. Let's ligate. 599 00:23:05,176 --> 00:23:07,006 No, no, no, you won't get enough access here. 600 00:23:07,144 --> 00:23:08,628 You're gonna have to do a subclavian incision higher up. 601 00:23:08,766 --> 00:23:10,112 The patient's bleeding out. 602 00:23:10,250 --> 00:23:12,874 I'm not doing another incision. Clamp. Now. 603 00:23:13,012 --> 00:23:16,395 ♪ 604 00:23:16,533 --> 00:23:18,742 Damn it. I can't get full visualization. 605 00:23:18,880 --> 00:23:21,400 Like I said, it's impossible from that approach. 606 00:23:21,538 --> 00:23:24,023 ♪ 607 00:23:24,161 --> 00:23:25,231 Alright, I'll do a subclavian incision, 608 00:23:25,369 --> 00:23:26,853 but we need to move fast, 609 00:23:26,991 --> 00:23:28,268 and I need everyone's help resecting the clavicle. 610 00:23:28,407 --> 00:23:30,270 So let's pack him and reposition. 611 00:23:30,409 --> 00:23:33,791 ♪ 612 00:23:34,758 --> 00:23:35,621 [ Groans ] 613 00:23:35,759 --> 00:23:37,933 Are you in any pain? 614 00:23:38,071 --> 00:23:39,694 What happened? 615 00:23:39,832 --> 00:23:41,316 You collapsed. 616 00:23:41,454 --> 00:23:44,112 CT shows subacute Budd Chiari syndrome. 617 00:23:44,250 --> 00:23:46,804 You have a blood clot in your hepatic vein and IVC 618 00:23:46,942 --> 00:23:49,635 due to the hypercoagulable state of your cancer. 619 00:23:51,257 --> 00:23:54,674 Did you call Jackson - or Richard? - Not yet. 620 00:23:54,812 --> 00:23:58,644 - Okay, then. - I need to start you on anticoagulation. 621 00:23:59,645 --> 00:24:01,025 I want to start a heparin drip, 622 00:24:01,163 --> 00:24:03,338 and we'll run some tests and do some more labs 623 00:24:03,476 --> 00:24:05,409 and see if you're a candidate for a TIPS procedure. 624 00:24:05,547 --> 00:24:07,860 You'll do heparin only, nothing more. 625 00:24:07,998 --> 00:24:11,450 I'm not pursuing any invasive treatments. 626 00:24:11,588 --> 00:24:14,245 I know. You could go into liver failure. 627 00:24:14,383 --> 00:24:15,971 What about the tumor on your spine? 628 00:24:16,109 --> 00:24:18,318 Do you know about that? I saw it on your scans. 629 00:24:18,457 --> 00:24:20,666 I do know about it. 630 00:24:20,804 --> 00:24:22,426 But Richard and Jackson don't. 631 00:24:22,564 --> 00:24:24,808 And you are not going to tell them. 632 00:24:24,946 --> 00:24:27,776 ♪ 633 00:24:27,914 --> 00:24:30,020 Hey, uh, Heron paged me, said you needed help 634 00:24:30,158 --> 00:24:31,815 looking for a patient. 635 00:24:31,953 --> 00:24:33,920 It's okay. 636 00:24:34,058 --> 00:24:36,475 - I get it. - What? 637 00:24:36,613 --> 00:24:39,167 Chicago. 638 00:24:39,305 --> 00:24:40,340 You should go. 639 00:24:40,479 --> 00:24:43,171 Whatever you and I are or... were-- 640 00:24:43,309 --> 00:24:46,761 Security thinks she went south. 641 00:24:46,899 --> 00:24:48,590 Not-Bailey said a patient was in the ceiling. 642 00:24:48,728 --> 00:24:50,937 Please tell me there's a translation for that. 643 00:24:51,075 --> 00:24:52,905 There is a patient in the ceiling. 644 00:24:53,043 --> 00:24:55,286 I've spent my entire day looking for people and fingers. 645 00:24:55,424 --> 00:24:57,426 Millin probably digs Heron. Why would you say that? 646 00:24:57,565 --> 00:24:59,152 Well, she heals with love. Probably meditates. 647 00:24:59,290 --> 00:25:01,603 - She's untraditional. - No, she touched my hair. 648 00:25:01,741 --> 00:25:04,054 No one should touch hair. I miss Bailey. 649 00:25:04,192 --> 00:25:05,987 - Me too. - Adams got us into this mess. 650 00:25:06,125 --> 00:25:07,333 Bailey was standing up for him. 651 00:25:07,471 --> 00:25:08,817 No way. She was standing up for all of us. 652 00:25:08,955 --> 00:25:10,405 And I never asked anyone to do that. 653 00:25:10,543 --> 00:25:12,649 - Ah, well, Griffith did. - Can everyone just shut up 654 00:25:12,787 --> 00:25:14,651 and find the patient? 655 00:25:14,789 --> 00:25:16,273 It'll go faster if we split up. 656 00:25:16,411 --> 00:25:17,481 Get brooms. 657 00:25:17,619 --> 00:25:23,349 ♪ 658 00:25:23,487 --> 00:25:29,217 ♪ 659 00:25:29,355 --> 00:25:31,081 Griffith, I've worked with this hospital 660 00:25:31,219 --> 00:25:34,084 long enough to know hardly anyone uses this closet, 661 00:25:34,222 --> 00:25:36,120 and nothing I'm taking will be missed. 662 00:25:36,258 --> 00:25:39,123 - We lost a patient. - Well, losses come with the job. 663 00:25:39,261 --> 00:25:41,194 No, no, no, she's not dead. 664 00:25:41,332 --> 00:25:43,162 We literally don't know where she is. 665 00:25:43,300 --> 00:25:46,268 [ Scoffs ] Not my problem anymore. 666 00:25:48,201 --> 00:25:49,548 It should be. 667 00:25:49,686 --> 00:25:52,620 ♪ 668 00:25:52,758 --> 00:25:54,345 Why aren't you fighting for your job? 669 00:25:54,483 --> 00:25:56,555 Is it that easy to leave after everything 670 00:25:56,693 --> 00:25:58,315 you've been through with us? 671 00:25:58,453 --> 00:26:00,559 Why aren't you banging on doors? Yelling? 672 00:26:00,697 --> 00:26:02,837 I thought you believed in us. I thought--[ Banging ] 673 00:26:02,975 --> 00:26:04,804 Wanda: [ Muffled ] Hello?! - Excuse me! - Oh, my God. 674 00:26:04,942 --> 00:26:08,152 - Oh, hell no. - Hello? A little help, please? 675 00:26:14,055 --> 00:26:16,713 Security is on their way. What'd they say? 676 00:26:16,851 --> 00:26:18,369 - They mostly laughed. - Wanda: [ Muffled ] I'm so sorry. 677 00:26:18,507 --> 00:26:20,061 I just-- I saw the police, and I got so nervous 678 00:26:20,199 --> 00:26:22,132 and I thought that it would lead straight to the next room, 679 00:26:22,270 --> 00:26:24,030 but then I fell over something in the dark, 680 00:26:24,168 --> 00:26:25,825 and I landed, trapped between the walls. 681 00:26:25,963 --> 00:26:27,516 Okay, we're getting help, Wanda. Just hang in tight. 682 00:26:27,655 --> 00:26:28,966 Okay. I just-- I really need to pee, 683 00:26:29,104 --> 00:26:31,072 and it's getting harder to breathe. 684 00:26:31,210 --> 00:26:32,556 Oh, are you claustrophobic?! 685 00:26:32,694 --> 00:26:34,282 - She could be bleeding. - Her neck is-- 686 00:26:34,420 --> 00:26:35,939 - What? - She sustained blunt trauma to the neck. 687 00:26:36,077 --> 00:26:37,354 She had a small contusion. 688 00:26:37,492 --> 00:26:38,873 She disappeared before we were able to scan her. 689 00:26:39,011 --> 00:26:41,047 She's on blood thinners from a history of DVT. 690 00:26:41,185 --> 00:26:44,672 Okay. Expanding neck hematoma could be closing her airway. 691 00:26:44,810 --> 00:26:46,190 [ Loud thud ] Wanda? Wanda? 692 00:26:46,328 --> 00:26:47,675 - Jules: Did she collapse? - Say something. 693 00:26:47,813 --> 00:26:49,573 - Oh, my God. - Oh! Damn it! Oh! Hey, Millin. 694 00:26:49,711 --> 00:26:52,334 Uh, get a crash cart. Yasuda, get maintenance now! 695 00:26:52,472 --> 00:26:55,406 - What is...? Oh. - Wanda? 696 00:26:55,544 --> 00:26:57,374 No. Uh... Wanda, can you hear me? 697 00:26:57,512 --> 00:27:00,446 [ Gasps ] Oh, good, good, good. Okay. Get out of the way. 698 00:27:00,584 --> 00:27:01,896 Out of the way! 699 00:27:02,034 --> 00:27:04,692 [ Banging ] 700 00:27:05,554 --> 00:27:08,281 You know, you really don't have to wait with me, Dr. Grey. 701 00:27:08,419 --> 00:27:11,319 Okay, well, then I should just go tell Jackson 702 00:27:11,457 --> 00:27:13,597 to watch your heparin drip. 703 00:27:13,735 --> 00:27:15,461 Richard should know, too. 704 00:27:15,599 --> 00:27:17,428 I'll tell them when I'm ready. 705 00:27:17,566 --> 00:27:19,120 When will that be? 706 00:27:19,258 --> 00:27:20,880 When your liver fails?[ Scoffs ] 707 00:27:21,018 --> 00:27:22,571 Or when you need a transplant? 708 00:27:22,710 --> 00:27:25,505 What late-stage cancer patient gets a new liver, huh? 709 00:27:25,644 --> 00:27:26,921 Which is why you should consider 710 00:27:27,059 --> 00:27:28,785 letting me do the surgery for this clot. 711 00:27:28,923 --> 00:27:31,511 Could we just let the heparin have a chance to work, please? 712 00:27:31,650 --> 00:27:35,032 It would not hurt to think ahead. 713 00:27:35,170 --> 00:27:38,553 Do you know how much work planning for your own death is? 714 00:27:38,691 --> 00:27:40,555 And I'm not just talking about picking out a casket 715 00:27:40,693 --> 00:27:42,384 or making out a will. 716 00:27:42,522 --> 00:27:44,041 I'm talking about taking stock of your life 717 00:27:44,179 --> 00:27:45,249 and making sure you've done everything 718 00:27:45,387 --> 00:27:46,561 you wanna do with it. 719 00:27:46,699 --> 00:27:48,356 I think about this every day, 720 00:27:48,494 --> 00:27:51,773 and when I do, there's two things that I know. 721 00:27:51,911 --> 00:27:55,846 My family is perfect, especially my grandbaby... 722 00:27:55,984 --> 00:27:58,711 and I'm not ready to sit on the sidelines. 723 00:27:58,849 --> 00:28:01,576 Catherine Fox, you have had an extraordinary career. 724 00:28:01,714 --> 00:28:04,786 - What more do you want? - What more do you want? 725 00:28:05,960 --> 00:28:08,928 The more surgeries and invasive procedures I get, 726 00:28:09,066 --> 00:28:10,827 the more they define who I am. 727 00:28:10,965 --> 00:28:13,001 I want people to remember my name because of 728 00:28:13,139 --> 00:28:15,314 the advances I've made in medicine, 729 00:28:15,452 --> 00:28:17,454 for the risks that I've taken to save lives, 730 00:28:17,592 --> 00:28:19,352 for the firsts that I have achieved. 731 00:28:19,490 --> 00:28:23,494 I would think you of all people would understand that. 732 00:28:24,599 --> 00:28:27,809 - So keep your mouth shut. - And what if I don't? 733 00:28:27,947 --> 00:28:31,123 Then you and your friends will never get your jobs back. 734 00:28:31,261 --> 00:28:33,815 You're threatening me over your health? 735 00:28:33,953 --> 00:28:35,955 I've blackmailed people... 736 00:28:36,093 --> 00:28:37,819 over far less. 737 00:28:37,957 --> 00:28:39,338 [ Banging ] 738 00:28:39,476 --> 00:28:41,685 Simone: Can you see her yet? 739 00:28:41,823 --> 00:28:44,653 I've got the crash cart. 740 00:28:44,792 --> 00:28:47,173 Oh! I see her! 741 00:28:47,311 --> 00:28:48,554 Ahh, she's unconscious. 742 00:28:48,692 --> 00:28:50,280 Okay, okay, we gotta go. 743 00:28:50,418 --> 00:28:52,282 Come on, come on. 744 00:28:52,420 --> 00:28:55,181 Alright, we're coming, Wanda! 745 00:28:55,319 --> 00:28:58,426 Maintenance is here! Come on, let's go. 746 00:28:58,564 --> 00:29:00,152 Hi. She's down here. 747 00:29:00,290 --> 00:29:02,568 [ Tools whirring ] 748 00:29:02,706 --> 00:29:04,915 ♪ 749 00:29:05,053 --> 00:29:08,885 Is he okay? The guy, is... is his family here yet? 750 00:29:09,023 --> 00:29:11,750 I'm not sure, but I can check. 751 00:29:11,888 --> 00:29:14,338 I just made the junior varsity tennis team 752 00:29:14,476 --> 00:29:17,031 and we have a match on Wednesday. 753 00:29:17,169 --> 00:29:20,206 Sophomore formal's on Saturday. 754 00:29:20,344 --> 00:29:23,762 This guy might not live, and, I... 755 00:29:23,900 --> 00:29:26,281 I can't do anything ever again if he can't. 756 00:29:27,800 --> 00:29:30,527 You can. You'll pick up the racquet, put on the suit, 757 00:29:30,665 --> 00:29:32,356 or get behind the wheel again, 758 00:29:32,494 --> 00:29:33,841 and you'll put one foot in front of the other. 759 00:29:33,979 --> 00:29:37,085 And it'll suck for a while, 760 00:29:37,223 --> 00:29:38,673 but... 761 00:29:38,811 --> 00:29:41,158 eventually it'll suck less. 762 00:29:42,159 --> 00:29:46,439 Look, I know it sounds cold, but it's life. 763 00:29:48,787 --> 00:29:52,307 You really think that?I...do. 764 00:29:53,895 --> 00:29:56,725 ♪ 765 00:29:56,864 --> 00:29:58,589 ♪ Yeah, I know what you'’re feeling ♪ 766 00:29:58,727 --> 00:30:01,661 ♪ I can see it in your eye ♪Good. Thank you. 767 00:30:01,800 --> 00:30:03,215 Pulse is weak, but it's there. 768 00:30:03,353 --> 00:30:06,218 Okay. She needs an airway right now. Tube please. 769 00:30:06,356 --> 00:30:07,598 Jules: On it. 770 00:30:07,736 --> 00:30:09,808 - Alright. Thank you. - There you go. 771 00:30:09,946 --> 00:30:12,534 ♪ I know it haunts you ♪Good, good, good, good. 772 00:30:12,672 --> 00:30:14,674 Ahh, come on, come on. Damn it. 773 00:30:14,813 --> 00:30:16,676 It's too much compression. I won't be able to get it in. 774 00:30:16,815 --> 00:30:18,540 We need to decompress the hematoma. 775 00:30:18,678 --> 00:30:22,165 Millin, betadine. Griffith, be ready to pack the wound. 776 00:30:22,303 --> 00:30:24,029 Yasuda, oxygen. 777 00:30:24,167 --> 00:30:26,755 ♪ If your fire burns out ♪Scalpel. You ready? 778 00:30:26,894 --> 00:30:30,104 ♪ I'’ll keep it smoldering on this side of town ♪ 779 00:30:30,242 --> 00:30:33,762 ♪ And I'll walk with you on your way out ♪ 780 00:30:33,901 --> 00:30:37,663 Oh, goodness. [ Exhales sharply ] 781 00:30:37,801 --> 00:30:40,355 - Hit her. Pack. - Okay. 782 00:30:40,493 --> 00:30:42,771 We need to get her to an OR. 783 00:30:42,910 --> 00:30:44,670 Winston: He's getting too hypotensive. We need to move fast. 784 00:30:44,808 --> 00:30:46,568 Link: Alright. Removing the clavicle. 785 00:30:46,706 --> 00:30:48,605 ♪ Then I'’ll be right here when you come around ♪ 786 00:30:48,743 --> 00:30:50,331 Alright, alright. I see the injury. 787 00:30:50,469 --> 00:30:53,058 Clamp.♪ Yeah, I'’ll be right here ♪ 788 00:30:53,196 --> 00:30:55,508 There we go.♪ I'll be right here ♪ 789 00:30:55,646 --> 00:30:57,338 Alright, bleeding's stopped. 790 00:30:57,476 --> 00:30:58,995 We've got proximal vascular control. 791 00:30:59,133 --> 00:31:02,205 5-0 proline.♪ Yeah, yeah ♪ 792 00:31:02,343 --> 00:31:03,654 Dr. Webber, you caught the bleed. 793 00:31:03,792 --> 00:31:05,691 Why don't you do the honors? 794 00:31:05,829 --> 00:31:07,451 No. Go ahead. You're already there. 795 00:31:07,589 --> 00:31:09,108 No, no, I insist. 796 00:31:09,246 --> 00:31:11,007 ♪ 797 00:31:11,145 --> 00:31:16,426 ♪ So, feel it and feel it go ahead and give in ♪ 798 00:31:16,564 --> 00:31:19,463 You want to stay in general surgery, Schmitt? 799 00:31:19,601 --> 00:31:22,294 Time to step up.♪ ...not something you'’re given ♪ 800 00:31:22,432 --> 00:31:24,227 Let's do it. 801 00:31:24,365 --> 00:31:27,506 I found the finger! Uh, well, Kwan did, but it's here. 802 00:31:27,644 --> 00:31:29,784 - Keep going, Schmitt. - It's too late. 803 00:31:31,165 --> 00:31:34,962 ♪ And if your fire burns out ♪Let's go. 804 00:31:35,100 --> 00:31:37,550 Hey, uh, we had to decompress the hematoma. 805 00:31:37,688 --> 00:31:40,208 Her sats have been increasing over the last three minutes, 806 00:31:40,346 --> 00:31:43,453 but she needs a formal neck exploration and closure in the OR. 807 00:31:43,591 --> 00:31:45,213 Okay, we are headed - straight there. - Yep. 808 00:31:45,351 --> 00:31:47,733 Special thanks for helping my interns, Miranda. 809 00:31:47,871 --> 00:31:49,735 Yeah, you can go now. Yeah, I got it from here. 810 00:31:49,873 --> 00:31:54,188 ♪ And if your fire burns out ♪ 811 00:31:54,326 --> 00:31:57,156 ♪ Then I'’ll be right here when you come around ♪ 812 00:31:57,294 --> 00:31:59,020 ♪ Yeah, I'll be right here ♪ 813 00:32:11,930 --> 00:32:13,276 I'm sorry about the planet. 814 00:32:15,105 --> 00:32:16,935 Sorry about your ABSITE. 815 00:32:17,073 --> 00:32:18,350 Damn it, Jo. 816 00:32:20,041 --> 00:32:24,045 Kyler Murray, ninth overall pick in the 2018 draft 817 00:32:24,183 --> 00:32:26,323 by the A's-- top left fielder, 818 00:32:26,461 --> 00:32:31,846 but also the number one overall pick for the Arizona Cardinals. 819 00:32:33,020 --> 00:32:34,849 Cardinals is football. 820 00:32:34,987 --> 00:32:37,093 - Okay. - Okay, um... 821 00:32:37,231 --> 00:32:40,751 take Quidditch. Harry, he's the seeker. 822 00:32:40,889 --> 00:32:44,238 But there's no reason he couldn't also be a chaser. 823 00:32:44,376 --> 00:32:46,343 They all fly brooms. They all train the same way. 824 00:32:46,481 --> 00:32:48,621 He might not even know yet if he has the skills 825 00:32:48,759 --> 00:32:50,416 to try a different position. 826 00:32:52,556 --> 00:32:54,213 You're gonna be a good dad. 827 00:32:54,351 --> 00:32:55,663 [ Chuckles ] I already am. 828 00:32:55,801 --> 00:32:57,527 That's what I meant. 829 00:33:01,496 --> 00:33:03,912 [ Telephone ringing in distance ] 830 00:33:06,329 --> 00:33:08,987 Hey, were you able to reattach it? 831 00:33:09,125 --> 00:33:10,781 Uh, it had been too long. 832 00:33:10,919 --> 00:33:12,507 Lincoln just closed the wound with a flap. 833 00:33:14,578 --> 00:33:15,752 She saved me. 834 00:33:18,720 --> 00:33:20,067 Molly. 835 00:33:21,758 --> 00:33:26,728 When-- When my mom was sick, I was drowning in grief, 836 00:33:26,866 --> 00:33:30,422 and... she pulled me out of it. 837 00:33:30,560 --> 00:33:33,563 One day, we got into an ugly fight. 838 00:33:33,701 --> 00:33:37,670 And before I knew it, she drove away. 839 00:33:39,120 --> 00:33:40,673 S-She didn't even make it to the highway 840 00:33:40,811 --> 00:33:42,330 before she was hit by reckless driver. 841 00:33:44,781 --> 00:33:48,198 And just like that... 842 00:33:48,336 --> 00:33:49,751 I was a stranger. 843 00:33:52,582 --> 00:33:55,447 And I... 844 00:33:55,585 --> 00:33:57,035 I-- I couldn't stay. 845 00:33:57,173 --> 00:33:58,726 ♪ 846 00:33:58,864 --> 00:34:01,556 I'm sorry. 847 00:34:01,694 --> 00:34:03,765 Yeah. 848 00:34:03,903 --> 00:34:05,250 Me too. 849 00:34:05,388 --> 00:34:08,425 ♪ I know you won'’t admit it ♪ 850 00:34:08,563 --> 00:34:11,635 ♪ But there'’s a rip in the page ♪ 851 00:34:11,773 --> 00:34:18,918 ♪ 852 00:34:19,057 --> 00:34:22,025 ♪ A pause in the rhythm ♪ 853 00:34:22,163 --> 00:34:23,475 ♪ A story in the space ♪ 854 00:34:23,613 --> 00:34:25,856 - Is she gonna be okay? - She is. 855 00:34:25,994 --> 00:34:28,790 We found the source of the bleeding and stopped it. 856 00:34:28,928 --> 00:34:30,965 We'll go over her recovery with her in the morning, 857 00:34:31,103 --> 00:34:35,590 if you'd like to join me.♪ You'’re gonna hurt me ♪ 858 00:34:35,728 --> 00:34:41,182 ♪ Trying not to hurt me ♪ 859 00:34:41,320 --> 00:34:45,324 You almost got yourself killed. Again. 860 00:34:45,462 --> 00:34:47,361 You climbed into a ceiling? 861 00:34:47,499 --> 00:34:49,017 ♪ I already know ♪ 862 00:34:49,156 --> 00:34:52,020 I don't wanna talk about this right now. 863 00:34:52,159 --> 00:34:54,264 Of course you don't. [ Scoffs ] 864 00:34:54,402 --> 00:34:59,511 You march on bridges and scream at CEOs and fight fossil fuels, 865 00:34:59,649 --> 00:35:01,892 but you won't even talk to your own daughter. 866 00:35:02,030 --> 00:35:04,032 ♪ 867 00:35:04,171 --> 00:35:06,690 I know you're trying to make up for what you did in the past, 868 00:35:06,828 --> 00:35:09,728 but that should include me, too. 869 00:35:09,866 --> 00:35:13,801 You want a relationship with your granddaughter. 870 00:35:13,939 --> 00:35:16,217 [ Crying ] Well, I wanted a relationship with my mother. 871 00:35:16,355 --> 00:35:18,875 ♪ 872 00:35:19,013 --> 00:35:22,499 ♪ If you'’re scared of the message ♪ 873 00:35:22,637 --> 00:35:25,502 ♪ Let go, you'’re safe ♪ 874 00:35:25,640 --> 00:35:32,199 ♪ 875 00:35:32,337 --> 00:35:33,648 Wanda's in the ICU. 876 00:35:33,786 --> 00:35:34,994 Her wound explanation was simple. 877 00:35:35,133 --> 00:35:37,928 We irrigated, ligated, and... 878 00:35:38,066 --> 00:35:39,999 Dr. Heron let me close. 879 00:35:40,138 --> 00:35:41,691 How nice. 880 00:35:41,829 --> 00:35:44,832 ♪ 881 00:35:44,970 --> 00:35:47,214 And I did fight. 882 00:35:47,352 --> 00:35:49,388 Putting my job on the line for all of you? 883 00:35:49,526 --> 00:35:52,219 That was me fighting. 884 00:35:52,357 --> 00:35:54,600 What happened, it's not your fault. 885 00:35:54,738 --> 00:35:58,673 You can't carry everyone else's choices on your shoulders. 886 00:35:58,811 --> 00:36:00,261 ♪ You'’re keeping me at arms length ♪ 887 00:36:00,399 --> 00:36:02,608 Hey.♪ When I already know ♪ 888 00:36:02,746 --> 00:36:04,162 You always know where to find me. 889 00:36:04,300 --> 00:36:07,958 ♪ You'’re keeping me at arms length ♪ 890 00:36:08,096 --> 00:36:11,134 ♪ Keeping me at arms length ♪ 891 00:36:11,272 --> 00:36:16,312 ♪ 892 00:36:16,450 --> 00:36:21,489 ♪ 893 00:36:21,627 --> 00:36:23,836 What's with the urgent text? 894 00:36:23,974 --> 00:36:25,459 Uh, I wanted to go over Charlie's surgery 895 00:36:25,597 --> 00:36:27,633 with you again, step by step. 896 00:36:27,771 --> 00:36:29,290 Well, did something happening? Is he okay? 897 00:36:29,428 --> 00:36:31,741 No, he's fine. He's still stable. 898 00:36:31,879 --> 00:36:33,674 Sorry. I should have led with that. 899 00:36:33,812 --> 00:36:35,641 No kidding. 900 00:36:35,779 --> 00:36:37,988 Look, I gave the vascular repair to Schmitt 901 00:36:38,126 --> 00:36:40,025 because I didn't feel up to it. 902 00:36:40,163 --> 00:36:42,648 And I haven't decided anything about my future in the OR yet, 903 00:36:42,786 --> 00:36:45,893 but I just don't have it in me 904 00:36:46,031 --> 00:36:49,103 to do a skills assessment tonight. 905 00:36:49,241 --> 00:36:51,726 Well, this isn't for you. This is for me. 906 00:36:53,452 --> 00:36:55,040 We both know I was trained by the best, 907 00:36:55,178 --> 00:36:56,835 but I've been taught to operate 908 00:36:56,973 --> 00:36:58,699 within a very specific specialty. 909 00:36:58,837 --> 00:37:02,012 And today, when something outside of that field went wrong, 910 00:37:02,150 --> 00:37:04,946 I didn't step back to look at the whole picture. 911 00:37:05,084 --> 00:37:06,983 I want you to take me through it all again 912 00:37:07,121 --> 00:37:10,469 and show me what I missed and why we fixed it the way we did. 913 00:37:11,574 --> 00:37:15,267 Well, they taught surgery quite differently when I trained. 914 00:37:16,441 --> 00:37:18,477 This could take a while. 915 00:37:18,615 --> 00:37:20,997 I got all night. 916 00:37:21,135 --> 00:37:22,688 - Show me what you have. - Alright. 917 00:37:25,553 --> 00:37:27,969 Ahh. Oh, here you all are. [ Chuckles ] 918 00:37:28,107 --> 00:37:29,626 In the best room in the hospital. 919 00:37:29,764 --> 00:37:32,595 The room for improvement.[ Chuckles ] 920 00:37:32,733 --> 00:37:34,528 Get some rest, and I will see you 921 00:37:34,666 --> 00:37:37,082 bright and early tomorrow morning, 6:00 a.m. 922 00:37:37,220 --> 00:37:39,015 The early bird does get the worm! 923 00:37:40,879 --> 00:37:42,743 [ Groans ][ Sighs ] 924 00:37:42,881 --> 00:37:45,124 I need a drink. Anyone? 925 00:37:45,263 --> 00:37:46,816 I need to make a call. 926 00:37:55,307 --> 00:37:57,033 I don't want to get stuck in a wall. 927 00:37:57,171 --> 00:37:59,311 [ Chuckles ] 928 00:38:01,071 --> 00:38:02,694 Is that your way of saying 929 00:38:02,832 --> 00:38:04,558 we need to talk about what happened? 930 00:38:04,696 --> 00:38:07,837 - What almost happened. - Okay, what almost happened. 931 00:38:07,975 --> 00:38:10,011 - I think a patient died. - Mm-hmm. 932 00:38:10,149 --> 00:38:12,255 - We were upset. - Mm-hmm. 933 00:38:12,393 --> 00:38:14,809 And... we had a moment where we felt terrible 934 00:38:14,947 --> 00:38:16,846 and we were just trying to--Not feel terrible. 935 00:38:16,984 --> 00:38:19,504 - Exactly. - Yeah. 936 00:38:19,642 --> 00:38:21,402 Friends? 937 00:38:21,540 --> 00:38:29,859 ♪ 938 00:38:29,997 --> 00:38:38,350 ♪ 939 00:38:38,488 --> 00:38:45,771 ♪ 940 00:38:45,909 --> 00:38:46,807 [ Exhales sharply ] 941 00:38:46,945 --> 00:38:51,570 ♪ 942 00:38:51,708 --> 00:38:53,089 [ Laughs ] 943 00:38:53,227 --> 00:38:55,263 ♪ 944 00:38:55,402 --> 00:38:57,783 I almost told him twice today. 945 00:38:57,921 --> 00:39:00,096 You have to tell him, I'm not raising this baby with you. 946 00:39:00,234 --> 00:39:01,856 Shut up![ Sighs ] 947 00:39:01,994 --> 00:39:05,032 I've been puking all day. It's all gone. 948 00:39:05,170 --> 00:39:07,759 All the crackers and fluids and dignity. 949 00:39:07,897 --> 00:39:10,106 - It's all down the toilet. - Okay, we need a safe word 950 00:39:10,244 --> 00:39:12,660 for the next nine months for when you get too graphic. 951 00:39:12,798 --> 00:39:17,147 Or mean. Like "jelly beans" or "disinfectant" or something. 952 00:39:17,285 --> 00:39:19,426 We need to put a limit on how much you can talk. 953 00:39:19,564 --> 00:39:21,013 Why are you in a good mood? 954 00:39:21,151 --> 00:39:23,706 I need you to be miserable with me. Think about peds. 955 00:39:23,844 --> 00:39:25,259 No, I'm gonna think about Quidditch. 956 00:39:25,397 --> 00:39:28,745 - - Huh? - I might find a new path. - Or not. 957 00:39:28,883 --> 00:39:30,126 For all I know, I might be 958 00:39:30,264 --> 00:39:33,163 some other specialty's secret weapon. 959 00:39:33,301 --> 00:39:35,165 Quidditch? What? 960 00:39:35,303 --> 00:39:39,377 ♪ 961 00:39:39,515 --> 00:39:43,070 [ Chuckles ] Thought that dude was eyeing Schmitt. 962 00:39:43,208 --> 00:39:46,107 Good for him.[ Groans ] 963 00:39:46,245 --> 00:39:49,076 You're turning down fries and... 964 00:39:49,214 --> 00:39:50,353 wine? 965 00:39:50,491 --> 00:39:55,358 ♪ 966 00:39:55,496 --> 00:39:57,187 Are you...? 967 00:39:57,325 --> 00:39:58,430 Are we...? 968 00:39:58,568 --> 00:40:01,675 ♪ 969 00:40:01,813 --> 00:40:06,231 ♪ I see the moon and the stars tonight ♪[ Laughs ] Oh, my God! 970 00:40:06,369 --> 00:40:09,337 ♪ 971 00:40:09,476 --> 00:40:11,201 Meredith: If you do the work, 972 00:40:11,339 --> 00:40:12,893 you can train yourself to hold anything inside 973 00:40:13,031 --> 00:40:14,826 without negative consequences. 974 00:40:14,964 --> 00:40:18,692 ♪ 975 00:40:18,830 --> 00:40:20,107 My shift is over. 976 00:40:20,245 --> 00:40:22,558 If you need something, I can help you inside. 977 00:40:22,696 --> 00:40:25,871 I've spent the past few years putting together memories, 978 00:40:26,009 --> 00:40:28,322 trying to rebuild my life so I can know who I am 979 00:40:28,460 --> 00:40:30,497 and who I'm supposed to be. 980 00:40:30,635 --> 00:40:33,120 But after everything... 981 00:40:33,258 --> 00:40:35,571 I've always felt like something was still missing. 982 00:40:35,709 --> 00:40:37,676 ♪ Ooh ♪ 983 00:40:37,814 --> 00:40:40,299 No, it-- 984 00:40:40,438 --> 00:40:42,232 ♪ There'’s beauty ♪This is you. 985 00:40:42,370 --> 00:40:44,787 ♪ In the darkness ♪ 986 00:40:44,925 --> 00:40:48,066 But most people don't have that discipline or time. 987 00:40:48,204 --> 00:40:49,964 ♪ 988 00:40:50,102 --> 00:40:54,003 They just bury it inside and hope it stays there. 989 00:40:54,141 --> 00:40:57,316 ♪ Dance on the edge and I'm unafraid ♪Hey. 990 00:40:57,455 --> 00:41:00,216 You should apply to Grey-Sloan. Mm-hmm. 991 00:41:00,354 --> 00:41:04,254 I built a world-class program, and you deserve to be in it. 992 00:41:04,392 --> 00:41:05,808 ♪ Run through the fire-- it'’s all a game ♪ 993 00:41:05,946 --> 00:41:08,086 - Even without you? - No. 994 00:41:08,224 --> 00:41:09,812 'Cause I'm getting my job back. 995 00:41:09,950 --> 00:41:12,608 ♪ 996 00:41:12,746 --> 00:41:14,161 [ Loud knocking ] Don't do it. 997 00:41:14,299 --> 00:41:16,888 Let it out. Be loud. 998 00:41:17,026 --> 00:41:21,168 Yeah! I'm coming! I swear to God...♪ And into the light I go ♪ 999 00:41:21,306 --> 00:41:23,481 ♪ 1000 00:41:23,619 --> 00:41:24,516 - Hi. - Hi. 1001 00:41:24,654 --> 00:41:25,931 Is everything-- 1002 00:41:26,069 --> 00:41:29,901 ♪ Ooooh ♪ 1003 00:41:30,039 --> 00:41:31,696 ♪ There'’s beauty ♪ 1004 00:41:31,834 --> 00:41:34,906 ♪ In the darkness ♪I'm staying. 1005 00:41:35,044 --> 00:41:37,702 - You're not going to Chicago? - I'm not going to Chicago. 1006 00:41:37,840 --> 00:41:40,532 ♪ Ooooh, I know that ♪ 1007 00:41:40,670 --> 00:41:42,914 ♪ We can find it ♪ 1008 00:41:43,052 --> 00:41:44,329 ♪ Ooooh ♪ 1009 00:41:44,467 --> 00:41:46,711 Make everyone hear you. 1010 00:41:46,849 --> 00:41:48,713 Because if you don't... How'd it go? 1011 00:41:48,851 --> 00:41:50,991 Good. Good. 1012 00:41:51,129 --> 00:41:52,993 Where the hell were you? 1013 00:41:53,131 --> 00:41:55,651 - You talk to my mom? - I did, yeah. 1014 00:41:55,789 --> 00:41:57,549 Uh, she said you will stop the injunctions 1015 00:41:57,687 --> 00:41:59,206 and the Cease and Desist letters, 1016 00:41:59,344 --> 00:42:00,932 and everyone can have their jobs back. 1017 00:42:01,070 --> 00:42:02,658 Oh, thank God! 1018 00:42:02,796 --> 00:42:04,556 And you'll continue the research? 1019 00:42:04,694 --> 00:42:06,040 Yes, I will. 1020 00:42:06,178 --> 00:42:08,111 But not here. 1021 00:42:08,249 --> 00:42:10,010 Not here? 1022 00:42:10,148 --> 00:42:11,632 I thought you said we could have our jobs. 1023 00:42:11,770 --> 00:42:13,323 You can. 1024 00:42:13,461 --> 00:42:15,256 You should take yours in Seattle. 1025 00:42:15,394 --> 00:42:17,362 ♪ 1026 00:42:17,500 --> 00:42:20,572 And, uh, the research will just go in a different direction. 1027 00:42:20,710 --> 00:42:23,264 ♪ 1028 00:42:23,402 --> 00:42:25,094 ...it will eat you up inside. 1029 00:42:25,232 --> 00:42:34,275 ♪ 1030 00:42:42,007 --> 00:42:43,733 - Captions by VITAC-- 1031 00:42:43,871 --> 00:42:52,639 ♪ 1032 00:42:52,777 --> 00:43:01,648 ♪ 1033 00:43:01,786 --> 00:43:10,760 ♪