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Meredith: On average,

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a healthy person can hold their
breath for up to a minute.

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I could have all of you
replaced by tomorrow.

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What about me?

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Can you replace me?

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After that,
carbon dioxide in your blood

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starts to dramatically rise.

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Do you know how many doctors
I have replaced in my career?

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Your rejects can stay,

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but your salary will
pay for the lawyers

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who will fix
their mistakes.

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You're done here,
Dr. Bailey. Goodbye.

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♪♪

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No.
Get out of my office.

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I refuse to allow
my job to be taken

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by someone who only operates
on spite and greed.

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You don't see faces.
You see dollars.

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That's because this hospital
and your leadership

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is costing me money!

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This profession is a calling,
not a business.

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When was the last time you
actually stepped into an OR,

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saved a human life
with your hands?

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I was doing
penis transplants

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while you were knee-deep
in the sandbox.

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[ Scoffs ] You strut around
and straighten Richard's tie

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while the rest of us
do the work.

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No, I do the work.

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They do the work.

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You don't get to fire me.
You don't deserve to fire me.

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You think you're
God's gift to this hospital?

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Please. It won't even notice the
second you walk out that door.

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You're just
another doctor.

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♪♪

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Eventually,
a reflex is triggered.
[ Gasps ]

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And if you resist the urge
to let it all out...

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You had the dream again?
...you pass out...

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What happened this time?
I slapped her.

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...and you don't know
all the damage

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you could have caused.

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♪♪

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[ Protestors shouting
indistinctly ]

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♪♪

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♪ You said that
you believe in leavin' ♪

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♪ I do too ♪

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[ Indistinct shouting
continues ]

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Yeah, we're gonna
be here a while.

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They shut down the whole bridge
for the protesters.

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[ Exhales sharply ]

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You okay?
Yeah. I'm fine.

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You sure?
You look...weird.

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Thanks?

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So...

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[ Sighs ]

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...I Spy
or murder podcast?

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♪♪

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Actually, there is something
that I should talk to you about.

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So, um...
Man: Save our planet!

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Solutions, not pollution!

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Is that trash?

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Hey! Stop polluting!
Start living!

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[ Chuckles ]

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What?
They're saving the planet.

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By throwing trash

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and risking their lives
bungee jumping?

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Well, these events always
attract a few rogue players,

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but it's the overall message
that's important.

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[ Protestors chanting
indistinctly ]

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Just do your thing
already.

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Do you know what
global warming has done

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to the insect
disease vectors?

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The tick population
has exploded.

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Do you
want Lyme disease, Jo?

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The 10 hottest years have
happened in the last decade...

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[ Car horn honking ]

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Well, we're late
in eight minutes.

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♪♪

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Who are you stalking now?
No one.

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Adams has to
give his decision today.

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About Chicago.
Oh, Dr. Fox didn't change
her mind about him.

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Why wouldn't he go?
Because Griffith.

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You know, at this point,
we should just fire ourselves.

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Griffith tried that already.

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Well, Griffith's right here.
Just...

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if you told him how you feel,
he'll change his mind.

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She staged a coup
on his behalf.

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How does that not say --
Still here.

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Because it's Adams.

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[ Protestors chanting
indistinctly ]

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[ Horn honking ]

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Okay. You know what?
Here.

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Hi! Hi, yeah. We compost!
Can you let us through?

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We love trees!

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♪♪

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Where is Simms Memorial?
Spokane, I think. Why?

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A recruiter says
they're interested in me.

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No, it's in
Eugene, Oregon.

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That is far,
but a job is a job.

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I will commute.
I just wish you
didn't have to look.

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Dr. Meredith Grey?

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Check the third floor.

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Your picture's in the hall.

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Not for long.

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It's an injunction
from the Fox Foundation.

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If you don't respond,
you could be

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held in contempt
of the court.

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Okay. Do you want
to go to jail?
[ Cellphone chimes ]

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Because
I really, really don't.

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[ Gasps ] Oh.
What?

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NYU pulled their funding.

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Fox Foundation sent
a Cease and Desist.

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Well, that's
the second institution

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that has dropped us
in...a week.

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Mm-hmm.
What are we gonna do?

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We're gonna keep packing.

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I still don't have
any notes for Thursday.

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I swear to God,

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if somebody doesn't
find my damn cellphone...

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Hi, baby!

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Hey, Mama.
Oh!

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Coffee, Ingrid.
Mwah!

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Alright.
How was London?

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When you texted me
about Meredith,

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you failed to mention
you fired Hunt and Altman, Mom.

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Well, don't forget about
Shepherd and Bailey.

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Really?
Oh, come on.
I kept the interns.

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Richard reminded me
that if I didn't,

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we'd lose our government funding
for the program.

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And Lord knows we can't
stand to lose another dime.

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These are top surgeons
we're talking about.

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If they can't respect
the foundation,

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then they
shouldn't work for it.

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End of story.

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What about Meredith?

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You at least try to talk to her
since she quit?

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I wouldn't talk to that
entitled fire starter

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if we were the last two
remaining people on this earth

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and it was the only way
to save civilization.

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Okay. Did you read
their abstract, at least?

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Of course I did.
Okay.

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Data seems
pretty incredible.
[ Chuckles ] Yeah.

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That's why we're not gonna
stop until we get it all back.

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Mm-hmm.

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Woman: Elena Bailey Clinic.

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How may I direct?
[ Sighs ]

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Ms. Nevins needs
an updated...

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Prescription. I got you.
Thank you.

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I know volunteering
at the clinic

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isn't exactly what you had
in mind when you left SFD.

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I am helping people
and you.

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But, uh, it might not be
for much longer.

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Residency director
at Seattle Pres

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can squeeze me in
for an interview next week.

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Uh, what about
Grey-Sloan?

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I'm not applying to
any Fox hospitals.

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Your loyalty isn't necessary.
Catherine let you go.

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You.
[ Sighs ]

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I don't trust her,
and you want to slap her.

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And then...

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Then...?

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What?

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[ Exhales sharply ]

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I heard a rumor that the new
residency director starts today.

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Oh. Well...

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good.

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You're okay?
[ Scoffs ]

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I'm in my clinic.

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I've got
more time for the kids,

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opportunities
to pursue research.

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Never been better.

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I wish the new person...
best of luck.

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They'll need it.

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Mm-hmm.

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Woman: 1335 West.

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1335 West.

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Whoa! Sorry.

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It's all good.
[ Chuckles ]

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Nervous?

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A-About the new boss.

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Right. N-No.

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Yasuda said today
is the deadline.

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Yeah. End of day.
I haven't decided.

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Both places have
their pros and cons.

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Sydney: The energy
is so warm in here,

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it reminds me
of a mother's womb.

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[ Laughs cheerfully ]
Not that I remember

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being in one, but...

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Hi, I am Sydney Heron.

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I am your new
fearless leader.

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I mean, not new new.

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You know,
I did my residency here.

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So think of me
as one of you guys, okay?

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Who's ready to heal
with love?

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Uh, shouldn't we be getting
our assignments?

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While moving quickly?
Uh, no.

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The better I know you, the
better surgeon I can make you.

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So, name? Nickname?

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Novel you've always
wanted to write?

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Who wants to go first, huh?

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[ Chuckles ]

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[ Elevator bell dings ]

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Hey, you two,
congratulations...

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on...making it to work
through the traffic.

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You drive electric, Schmitt?
I ride a bike.

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Even better.
Hey, you're with me today.

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Meet me downstairs in 20.
Okay.

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I keep trying to tell him,
and then everyone got fired

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and it felt weird
to celebrate...something.

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[ Telephone ringing
in distance ]

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And I'm scared of
how he's gonna react,

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and I'm scared of how
I'll react to how he reacts.

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[ Sighs ] Okay.
What?! I don't make fun
of your fears.

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It's literally what our
entire friendship is based on.

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Oh, whatever.

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He thinks the world is gonna
end tomorrow anyway

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from melting ice caps,
so maybe none of this matters.

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Maybe it doesn't matter
if you don't have a baby,

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because I won't be
a peds surgeon that
can take care of it.

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Why does my baby need surgery?
That was a hypothetical.

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No, your peds fellowship
is a hypothetical.

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I'm actually pregnant.

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You don't think that
that is minimizing my fears?

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I have to throw up.

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You can't just use that as
an excuse to not answer the...

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♪♪

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Ndugu, I saw that you put
my name on the board

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for the Ivor Lewis
this afternoon.

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You need to find
someone else.

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I need help upstairs.

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Thanks to your wife,
my department's down Altman,

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and I'm running
Owen's service.

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And I'm the interim chief.

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Are you avoiding the OR after
what happened with Garrett?

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Once his aneurysm ruptured,
he had a high mortality rate,

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no matter what we did.

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Yes, it was a bad outcome,

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but that's just what it was.

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Not a sign of anything else.

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I didn't ask your opinion.

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I'm not scrubbing in
on complex procedures.

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[ Tires screeching in distance ]

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Ian: No! No, no, no!
Don't die! Don't die!

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♪♪

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Is he dead?! Is he dead?!

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Is this simple enough
for you?

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♪♪

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Jackson! Hey.

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I read your article on
salvaging compromised flaps.

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I don't know how you --
Where is she?

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Uh...
Welcome back.

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You know, you're supposed
to respond to these, Mer.

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You have a lawyer?

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Can you recommend one?

253
00:10:00,642 --> 00:10:01,518
Meredith.

254
00:10:03,645 --> 00:10:05,396
Can you tell Catherine
to stop sending

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Cease and Desist letters
to everyone

256
00:10:07,524 --> 00:10:09,526
who's interested in
a potential Alzheimer's cure?

257
00:10:09,526 --> 00:10:11,152
Your abstract
broke the field.

258
00:10:11,152 --> 00:10:12,904
What do you expect?
Right.

259
00:10:12,904 --> 00:10:15,156
And now a lot of people
want to work with us.

260
00:10:15,156 --> 00:10:17,325
Those people aware of
your misuse of funds?

261
00:10:17,325 --> 00:10:19,953
Breach of contract?
That you signed a non-compete?

262
00:10:19,953 --> 00:10:21,663
I'm not here to make
things easier for you.

263
00:10:21,663 --> 00:10:24,040
I was also the source
of those letters.

264
00:10:24,040 --> 00:10:25,500
Something you would know
if you answered

265
00:10:25,500 --> 00:10:26,709
any of my calls or texts.

266
00:10:26,709 --> 00:10:28,670
[ Sighs ]

267
00:10:28,670 --> 00:10:32,757
♪♪

268
00:10:32,757 --> 00:10:36,511
Look, I need a crash cart
under C-collar!

269
00:10:36,511 --> 00:10:38,179
Adams, fire department's on
the way. Can you feel the pulse?

270
00:10:38,179 --> 00:10:39,764
Uh, I'm trying,
but he looks pretty --

271
00:10:39,764 --> 00:10:41,975
[ Gasps ]
Yeah. Yeah. Yeah.
There's a pulse.

272
00:10:41,975 --> 00:10:43,852
Diminished breath sounds
bilaterally.

273
00:10:43,852 --> 00:10:46,729
Abrasions.
No apparent deep lacerations.

274
00:10:46,729 --> 00:10:48,606
I'm Dr. Adams.
Can you tell me your name?
C-Charlie...

275
00:10:48,606 --> 00:10:50,108
Charlie? We're gonna
get you out of here, okay?

276
00:10:50,108 --> 00:10:51,359
I think
you're gonna be okay,

277
00:10:51,359 --> 00:10:53,361
but we need to
get you inside.

278
00:10:53,361 --> 00:10:54,404
I'm gonna be in
so much trouble.
It was an accident.

279
00:10:54,404 --> 00:10:55,947
I don't even have
my license yet.

280
00:10:55,947 --> 00:10:57,240
I snuck out with the car
to go get boba, and then

281
00:10:57,240 --> 00:10:58,992
I was somehow --
I was in the wrong lane,

282
00:10:58,992 --> 00:10:59,951
and then I was on the freeway,
and then there was a couple guys

283
00:10:59,951 --> 00:11:01,619
hanging from the bridge.

284
00:11:01,619 --> 00:11:03,496
and then suddenly one
just fell into my dad's car.

285
00:11:03,496 --> 00:11:05,039
What the hell happened?
Bungee jumper off the bridge,

286
00:11:05,039 --> 00:11:07,375
his cord snapped.

287
00:11:07,375 --> 00:11:08,793
[ Charlie vomits ]
Lucas: Damn it!

288
00:11:08,793 --> 00:11:10,086
Winston: Hold on.
Nobody touch the car

289
00:11:10,086 --> 00:11:11,880
till we can
secure his airway.

290
00:11:11,880 --> 00:11:13,256
He gonna be okay?
Richard: Kwan,
get the kid inside.

291
00:11:13,256 --> 00:11:14,966
Protect his airway.

292
00:11:14,966 --> 00:11:16,551
He'll be impossible
to intubate in this position.

293
00:11:16,551 --> 00:11:18,052
Insert this all the way
to the back of his mouth.

294
00:11:18,052 --> 00:11:19,053
Alright. How do I know
when it's all the way in?

295
00:11:19,053 --> 00:11:20,805
You'll feel resistance.

296
00:11:20,805 --> 00:11:21,806
Okay.
Good.

297
00:11:21,806 --> 00:11:23,057
How's she doing?

298
00:11:24,934 --> 00:11:26,269
She's okay.

299
00:11:27,770 --> 00:11:29,480
Simone:
Wanda Gallagher, 67.

300
00:11:29,480 --> 00:11:31,691
History of DVT,
currently on warfarin.

301
00:11:31,691 --> 00:11:33,735
Sustained blunt trauma
to the neck

302
00:11:33,735 --> 00:11:35,570
after being struck
with an object.
A police baton.

303
00:11:35,570 --> 00:11:38,031
I wasn't struck with it.
I kind of ran into it.

304
00:11:38,031 --> 00:11:39,741
Because you were resisting
arrest from the Seattle police.

305
00:11:39,741 --> 00:11:41,868
She was protesting,

306
00:11:41,868 --> 00:11:43,453
even though she promised me
she was done with all that

307
00:11:43,453 --> 00:11:45,538
after I bailed her out
last year for vandalism.

308
00:11:45,538 --> 00:11:47,624
I wasn't resisting arrest.

309
00:11:47,624 --> 00:11:50,251
I was trying to separate
myself from the disrupters.

310
00:11:50,251 --> 00:11:51,920
They ruin it
for the rest of us.

311
00:11:51,920 --> 00:11:54,047
Also, last year was
a misunderstanding.

312
00:11:54,047 --> 00:11:56,758
Mm-hmm. Passion
so important in one's life.

313
00:11:56,758 --> 00:11:58,384
Dr. Yasuda? Plan?

314
00:11:58,384 --> 00:12:00,261
I don't see any hard signs
of vascular injury,

315
00:12:00,261 --> 00:12:03,014
but we should run labs
to check her INR

316
00:12:03,014 --> 00:12:05,350
and do
a cervical CT angio

317
00:12:05,350 --> 00:12:07,810
since she is at high risk
for bleeding

318
00:12:07,810 --> 00:12:09,354
because of
her blood thinners.

319
00:12:09,354 --> 00:12:11,397
Bleeding? Mom,
this sounds serious.

320
00:12:11,397 --> 00:12:13,524
You know
what's also serious?

321
00:12:13,524 --> 00:12:15,318
The effect of wildfire particles
on the young person's

322
00:12:15,318 --> 00:12:17,654
respiratory system.

323
00:12:17,654 --> 00:12:19,322
Might as well have them start
smoking in elementary school.

324
00:12:19,322 --> 00:12:21,032
I'm fighting
for my grandchild,

325
00:12:21,032 --> 00:12:21,991
which is more
than their mother is doing.

326
00:12:21,991 --> 00:12:23,743
I'm growing it.

327
00:12:23,743 --> 00:12:25,328
And where was this concern
when I was growing up?

328
00:12:25,328 --> 00:12:26,496
You worked for one
of the biggest oil

329
00:12:26,496 --> 00:12:28,706
companies in the world.

330
00:12:28,706 --> 00:12:30,750
I need to go call Michael
and tell him what happened.

331
00:12:30,750 --> 00:12:33,044
Excuse me. Unreal.

332
00:12:33,044 --> 00:12:37,048
[ Indistinct announcement
over intercom ]

333
00:12:41,219 --> 00:12:43,221
[ Exhales sharply, gasps ]

334
00:12:43,221 --> 00:12:44,847
Bailey!

335
00:12:44,847 --> 00:12:47,558
You back?
Shh! Shh.

336
00:12:47,558 --> 00:12:50,144
And...no.
[ Whispering ]
Then what are you doing?

337
00:12:50,144 --> 00:12:53,147
None of your business.
Mm.

338
00:12:53,147 --> 00:12:55,525
Okay, wait. I heard the new
residency director started.

339
00:12:55,525 --> 00:12:56,484
Have you seen them?

340
00:12:56,484 --> 00:12:58,945
[ Gags ]

341
00:13:00,780 --> 00:13:03,116
What...?

342
00:13:03,116 --> 00:13:04,951
Sydney:
You remind me of myself

343
00:13:04,951 --> 00:13:07,996
when I was an intern,
Dr. Miller.
It's Millin.

344
00:13:07,996 --> 00:13:11,332
Inquisitive, you know,
direct, air of mystery.

345
00:13:11,332 --> 00:13:14,794
Always important to...to keep
that sense of wonder and awe.

346
00:13:14,794 --> 00:13:18,339
[ Gasps ] Miranda Bailey!
Come here!

347
00:13:18,339 --> 00:13:20,508
[ Giggling ]
J-- Uh -- Mm.

348
00:13:20,508 --> 00:13:21,801
Sydney.

349
00:13:21,801 --> 00:13:24,387
Oh, isn't this fun?

350
00:13:24,387 --> 00:13:26,431
Having a new generation
of lady doctors

351
00:13:26,431 --> 00:13:29,017
alongside our generation
of lady doctors,

352
00:13:29,017 --> 00:13:31,436
all working together to make
the world a better pla--

353
00:13:31,436 --> 00:13:33,312
You know, oh,
Dr. Bailey and I

354
00:13:33,312 --> 00:13:35,314
were co-residents
back in the day

355
00:13:35,314 --> 00:13:37,859
and quite competitive,
am I right?

356
00:13:37,859 --> 00:13:40,320
We...had our moments.

357
00:13:40,320 --> 00:13:42,572
Uh...
Oh! Look at that.

358
00:13:42,572 --> 00:13:45,450
A 911 at the clinic.
I better get back.

359
00:13:45,450 --> 00:13:48,578
Clinic? Look at you
doing the clinic thing again.

360
00:13:48,578 --> 00:13:50,538
Good for you.

361
00:13:50,538 --> 00:13:52,790
You know, I cannot imagine
being out of the OR,

362
00:13:52,790 --> 00:13:56,044
but, you know,
if it works for you...

363
00:13:56,044 --> 00:13:57,170
great.

364
00:13:57,170 --> 00:13:58,588
So, uh, where were we?

365
00:13:58,588 --> 00:14:00,256
Um, oh, yeah.

366
00:14:00,256 --> 00:14:01,924
And I'm the one
that brought you in.

367
00:14:01,924 --> 00:14:04,093
I rearranged whole departments,
I fundraised.

368
00:14:04,093 --> 00:14:05,678
I hired
Nick and Amelia.

369
00:14:05,678 --> 00:14:07,889
Well, I was never
officially hired.

370
00:14:07,889 --> 00:14:09,557
No one asked you
to hire Nick.

371
00:14:09,557 --> 00:14:11,059
Nick could have gotten
a job anyway.

372
00:14:11,059 --> 00:14:13,061
Oh, that's not the point,
and you know it.

373
00:14:13,061 --> 00:14:14,604
Okay, this is not just about
you and my mom.

374
00:14:14,604 --> 00:14:15,813
I brought you in
so that I could be a part

375
00:14:15,813 --> 00:14:17,315
of groundbreaking work.

376
00:14:17,315 --> 00:14:18,608
If it were just you,
that would be okay.

377
00:14:18,608 --> 00:14:20,193
But it isn't.
You have no idea

378
00:14:20,193 --> 00:14:21,486
how much you two
are alike.

379
00:14:21,486 --> 00:14:22,987
Catherine broke more rules
in all of us,

380
00:14:22,987 --> 00:14:24,197
but she was
strategic about it.

381
00:14:24,197 --> 00:14:25,323
She understood
how to play the game.

382
00:14:25,323 --> 00:14:27,033
I don't have time for games.

383
00:14:27,033 --> 00:14:28,951
Give Amelia, Owen, and Teddy
back their jobs.

384
00:14:28,951 --> 00:14:31,037
I'll sell a percentage
of my shares of Grey-Sloan

385
00:14:31,037 --> 00:14:32,371
and I can pay you back
everything.

386
00:14:32,371 --> 00:14:34,290
This isn't about money.
Not anymore.

387
00:14:34,290 --> 00:14:36,459
I don't know why her ego
should inhibit this work.

388
00:14:36,459 --> 00:14:37,502
What about you?

389
00:14:37,502 --> 00:14:38,795
You know how many people

390
00:14:38,795 --> 00:14:40,004
are desperately waiting
for help,

391
00:14:40,004 --> 00:14:41,589
and progress takes money.

392
00:14:41,589 --> 00:14:44,425
We have it.

393
00:14:44,425 --> 00:14:46,594
What are you suggesting?
You want my first born?

394
00:14:46,594 --> 00:14:48,513
Worse.

395
00:14:48,513 --> 00:14:49,639
Apologize.

396
00:14:49,639 --> 00:14:50,473
♪♪

397
00:14:56,395 --> 00:14:59,273
Charlie Scott, 29,
fell headfirst

398
00:14:59,273 --> 00:15:00,900
30 feet into the windshield.
How is he alive?

399
00:15:00,900 --> 00:15:03,820
Oh, X-rays show
a displaced clavicle fracture,

400
00:15:03,820 --> 00:15:06,614
rib fractures, buckle fracture
of the sternum,

401
00:15:06,614 --> 00:15:09,450
bilateral hemothoraces,
and a hand injury.

402
00:15:09,450 --> 00:15:12,495
Looks like somebody shattered
a crystal vase inside his chest.

403
00:15:12,495 --> 00:15:14,580
Alright, Adams,
what's our next move?

404
00:15:14,580 --> 00:15:16,499
Bilateral chest tubes and
pan-scan him from head to toe.

405
00:15:16,499 --> 00:15:18,751
You got it. Let's prep
for bilateral thoracostomies.

406
00:15:20,169 --> 00:15:22,547
Well, it looks like you have
all your bases covered. Okay?

407
00:15:22,547 --> 00:15:25,383
With all due respect, he has
multiple traumatic injuries,

408
00:15:25,383 --> 00:15:26,592
and we're short surgeons.

409
00:15:26,592 --> 00:15:28,469
We need all hands on deck.
Chief.

410
00:15:28,469 --> 00:15:30,388
♪♪

411
00:15:30,388 --> 00:15:32,140
Where's his
right index finger?

412
00:15:32,140 --> 00:15:34,183
Severed on impact.
Adams, do we have the finger?

413
00:15:34,183 --> 00:15:36,811
Then find it.
I have no idea.

414
00:15:36,811 --> 00:15:38,521
As a surgeon, you should know
how important a digit is.

415
00:15:39,897 --> 00:15:41,274
Give me gloves.

416
00:15:41,274 --> 00:15:45,153
♪♪

417
00:15:45,153 --> 00:15:48,823
Your heart rate's
elevated.

418
00:15:48,823 --> 00:15:51,200
Last time I snuck the car out,
I dented the bumper.

419
00:15:51,200 --> 00:15:52,910
I was grounded
for two weeks.

420
00:15:52,910 --> 00:15:54,704
They'll never trust me
behind the wheel again,

421
00:15:54,704 --> 00:15:56,581
which means I'll never pass
my driver's test.

422
00:15:56,581 --> 00:15:59,417
Well, there's always
rideshares.

423
00:15:59,417 --> 00:16:01,502
You shouldn't be driving
without a license.

424
00:16:01,502 --> 00:16:03,713
But you didn't
cause that wreck.

425
00:16:03,713 --> 00:16:07,341
It was an accident.
Happens with the best of us.

426
00:16:07,341 --> 00:16:09,051
Do you have any idea
what it's like to be

427
00:16:09,051 --> 00:16:11,095
in your dad's car
all by yourself one moment,

428
00:16:11,095 --> 00:16:13,055
then all of a sudden, bam,
someone just shows up,

429
00:16:13,055 --> 00:16:15,808
completely blindsiding you?

430
00:16:15,808 --> 00:16:18,144
Have you
called your parents?

431
00:16:18,144 --> 00:16:20,646
You have your phone,
right?

432
00:16:20,646 --> 00:16:22,273
It's in the car still.

433
00:16:22,273 --> 00:16:23,900
Look, I can't go back
in there.

434
00:16:26,277 --> 00:16:29,447
We're so sorry, Ms. Gallagher.
Radiology is backed up.

435
00:16:29,447 --> 00:16:31,073
The protests brought
in a surge of patients.

436
00:16:31,073 --> 00:16:32,283
How was your pain?
Oh, barely feel it.

437
00:16:32,283 --> 00:16:34,076
Uh, where's Lacey?

438
00:16:34,076 --> 00:16:35,453
On the phone,
in the waiting room.

439
00:16:35,453 --> 00:16:37,371
She was always closer
to her dad.

440
00:16:37,371 --> 00:16:39,624
Hey. I worked at
a pipeline company for 20 years.

441
00:16:39,624 --> 00:16:41,667
Helped get her to college,
but the hours were long.

442
00:16:41,667 --> 00:16:44,128
Didn't allow for a lot
of mother-daughter time.

443
00:16:44,128 --> 00:16:46,756
Do you still work there?
No. I quit 10 years ago.

444
00:16:46,756 --> 00:16:48,341
I've been an activist
ever since.

445
00:16:48,341 --> 00:16:49,634
I worked in the PR department

446
00:16:49,634 --> 00:16:51,344
After the eighth oil leak,

447
00:16:51,344 --> 00:16:53,387
I decided I can't write
another press release.

448
00:16:53,387 --> 00:16:54,430
You know, if our hearts
were really going out

449
00:16:54,430 --> 00:16:55,973
to the community,

450
00:16:55,973 --> 00:16:57,266
we'd stopped spilling
the damn stuff.

451
00:16:57,266 --> 00:16:59,227
That's why I'm on
the frontlines fighting.

452
00:16:59,227 --> 00:17:01,270
My daughter will never let
me meet my grandbaby

453
00:17:01,270 --> 00:17:03,731
if I get arrested again.

454
00:17:03,731 --> 00:17:06,984
Hey, do I have time to go to
the bathroom before my scan?

455
00:17:06,984 --> 00:17:08,569
Uh --
Sure.
I'll show you where it is.

456
00:17:08,569 --> 00:17:10,696
Thank you.
Mm-hmm.

457
00:17:10,696 --> 00:17:14,367
So, you can't imagine
doing good things for people?

458
00:17:14,367 --> 00:17:16,410
Then you don't get to be
a doctor.

459
00:17:16,410 --> 00:17:18,246
I'll tell you what
you need to get --

460
00:17:18,246 --> 00:17:20,122
Where are the damn
urinary cups?

461
00:17:20,122 --> 00:17:21,958
Uh, Bed 4's
all checked in.

462
00:17:21,958 --> 00:17:23,417
Should I tell her
that you'll be there

463
00:17:23,417 --> 00:17:26,712
after you take your anger
out on these gauze pads?

464
00:17:26,712 --> 00:17:29,423
Her philosophy is
"to heal with love."

465
00:17:29,423 --> 00:17:32,093
Love does not heal.
Science heals.

466
00:17:32,093 --> 00:17:35,471
Medicine
and trained doctors heal.
100%.

467
00:17:35,471 --> 00:17:37,181
What are we talking about?
[ Exhales sharply ]

468
00:17:37,181 --> 00:17:40,476
Richard replaced me
with Sydney Heron.

469
00:17:40,476 --> 00:17:43,229
Sydney Heron. We were in
the same residency class.

470
00:17:43,229 --> 00:17:44,897
She took my interns
when I was pregnant

471
00:17:44,897 --> 00:17:46,399
and slowed them down

472
00:17:46,399 --> 00:17:50,278
with positivity and smiles
and -- and butterflies.

473
00:17:50,278 --> 00:17:52,446
Sounds...evil?

474
00:17:52,446 --> 00:17:55,157
I am the one that got
those residents back in shape.

475
00:17:55,157 --> 00:17:57,326
I went on
to be chief resident

476
00:17:57,326 --> 00:18:00,162
and I stayed to be
an attending here

477
00:18:00,162 --> 00:18:01,998
while she took a job
in Florida.

478
00:18:03,582 --> 00:18:05,835
Florida!
Yeah, but you've got
your clinic,

479
00:18:05,835 --> 00:18:08,963
your research ideas.
Don't throw my words back at me,
Ben Warren.

480
00:18:12,717 --> 00:18:15,386
Ndugu's doing a quick consult.
He'll meet us in CT.

481
00:18:15,386 --> 00:18:18,306
Okay. I'm surprised
to see you with us, Schmitt.

482
00:18:18,306 --> 00:18:19,807
You've been spending most
of your time

483
00:18:19,807 --> 00:18:22,393
with Dr. Beltran.
Um, right.

484
00:18:22,393 --> 00:18:25,563
Uh, I actually might
be reassessing peds.

485
00:18:25,563 --> 00:18:28,190
Reassessing?

486
00:18:28,190 --> 00:18:30,901
I might want to keep
my options open for a bit.

487
00:18:30,901 --> 00:18:33,571
Maybe stay in general surgery
like you.

488
00:18:33,571 --> 00:18:36,782
Schmitt, you're a fifth year
and a chief resident.

489
00:18:36,782 --> 00:18:38,451
You need to be clear
on what you want,

490
00:18:38,451 --> 00:18:40,578
or no one's gonna
take you seriously.

491
00:18:40,578 --> 00:18:43,956
Understood. Sir,
I just want to make sure that...

492
00:18:43,956 --> 00:18:46,626
[ Monitor beeping wildly ]

493
00:18:46,626 --> 00:18:48,461
Left chest
is full of blood.

494
00:18:48,461 --> 00:18:50,087
He's getting more hypertensive
and tachy.

495
00:18:50,087 --> 00:18:51,756
We're gonna take him
straight to the OR.

496
00:18:51,756 --> 00:18:52,590
I'll page Ndugu on the way.

497
00:18:52,590 --> 00:18:57,511
♪♪

498
00:19:00,097 --> 00:19:02,516
[ Toilet flushes in distance ]

499
00:19:02,516 --> 00:19:05,019
Excuse me. There are two police
officers in the exam room.

500
00:19:05,019 --> 00:19:06,562
They want to speak to my mom.

501
00:19:06,562 --> 00:19:07,855
After she's done
in the bathroom,

502
00:19:07,855 --> 00:19:09,106
we'll take her to radiology.

503
00:19:09,106 --> 00:19:10,232
They can speak to her
after that.

504
00:19:10,232 --> 00:19:12,276
Did her results come back?

505
00:19:12,276 --> 00:19:13,986
According to her labs, her
blood is clotting too slowly,

506
00:19:13,986 --> 00:19:16,238
so we would like
to admit her for observation.

507
00:19:16,238 --> 00:19:18,658
And she should really speak
to her primary doctor

508
00:19:18,658 --> 00:19:20,826
about managing her
blood thinners.
[ Scoffs ] Good luck.

509
00:19:20,826 --> 00:19:22,745
My mom is more concerned
with Puget Sound

510
00:19:22,745 --> 00:19:24,622
and its population of
zooplankton than her own health.

511
00:19:24,622 --> 00:19:27,166
She's not wrong.
It's what the salmon eat.

512
00:19:27,166 --> 00:19:29,251
It's like a whole thing.
I read about it.

513
00:19:29,251 --> 00:19:31,379
How long has she been
in the bathroom?

514
00:19:31,379 --> 00:19:34,006
♪♪

515
00:19:34,006 --> 00:19:36,342
Mom? Mom!

516
00:19:36,342 --> 00:19:39,011
Are you okay?
Simone: Ms. Gallagher?

517
00:19:39,011 --> 00:19:44,100
She couldn't have
just...disappeared.

518
00:19:44,100 --> 00:19:47,144
Or...maybe
she could have?

519
00:19:48,270 --> 00:19:50,314
She climbed into the ceiling.

520
00:19:58,781 --> 00:20:01,283
Your assistant isn't
at her desk.

521
00:20:01,283 --> 00:20:02,868
I'm sure
she'd call security.

522
00:20:04,578 --> 00:20:06,539
I'm here out of respect
for Jackson.

523
00:20:06,539 --> 00:20:07,957
[ Groans ]

524
00:20:07,957 --> 00:20:09,917
Catherine? Catherine!

525
00:20:09,917 --> 00:20:12,586
Damn it! Catherine!

526
00:20:12,586 --> 00:20:14,588
Catherine.

527
00:20:14,588 --> 00:20:15,631
Catherine!

528
00:20:24,473 --> 00:20:26,183
Why aren't you
in the OR?

529
00:20:26,183 --> 00:20:28,269
Because I'm looking for
our patient's finger --

530
00:20:28,269 --> 00:20:30,479
index, right hand.
I can't believe the guy
who lost a digit

531
00:20:30,479 --> 00:20:32,064
scored higher on the ABSITE
than me.

532
00:20:32,064 --> 00:20:34,191
I didn't lose it.

533
00:20:34,191 --> 00:20:36,110
Our patient did when he busted
through the windshield.

534
00:20:36,110 --> 00:20:38,654
Help me look.
Can't.
Looking for Ian's phone.

535
00:20:38,654 --> 00:20:40,489
Finger trumps phone.
I'll give you a finger.

536
00:20:40,489 --> 00:20:41,907
Have you always been an ass,

537
00:20:41,907 --> 00:20:43,409
or did it start
when that girl left you?

538
00:20:43,409 --> 00:20:45,536
What are you talking about?
Your fiancée.

539
00:20:45,536 --> 00:20:46,871
Molly, right?

540
00:20:46,871 --> 00:20:50,374
Ex-fiance.
And she didn't leave me.

541
00:20:50,374 --> 00:20:51,709
You know what?
Forget I ever said anything.

542
00:20:51,709 --> 00:20:54,211
[ Sighs ]

543
00:20:54,211 --> 00:20:55,963
Aha!

544
00:20:55,963 --> 00:20:57,798
[ Chuckles ]

545
00:20:57,798 --> 00:20:59,425
Bye, loser.

546
00:21:01,635 --> 00:21:03,345
We tried to track all
the different routes

547
00:21:03,345 --> 00:21:05,598
she could have taken,
but security will only allow

548
00:21:05,598 --> 00:21:07,266
maintenance in
the ceiling, so --
So are they

549
00:21:07,266 --> 00:21:08,976
in the ceiling looking?

550
00:21:08,976 --> 00:21:10,936
What exactly is the protocol?

551
00:21:10,936 --> 00:21:13,397
Patients usually stay
on the ground.

552
00:21:13,397 --> 00:21:16,150
Lacey. Lacey.
I want -- Okay.

553
00:21:16,150 --> 00:21:18,527
I want you
to try to stay calm, okay?

554
00:21:18,527 --> 00:21:22,031
Mhm.
Okay? Let's keep
that baby safe, right?

555
00:21:22,031 --> 00:21:24,408
So what they're trying to say
is there is no protocol

556
00:21:24,408 --> 00:21:25,910
'cause this has
never happened before.

557
00:21:25,910 --> 00:21:28,788
Which is strange because
odd things often happen here.

558
00:21:28,788 --> 00:21:31,832
But we will find her.

559
00:21:31,832 --> 00:21:34,585
So take a seat.
Deep breaths. Yep?

560
00:21:34,585 --> 00:21:36,670
[ Breathing deeply ]

561
00:21:36,670 --> 00:21:39,507
Good. Great.

562
00:21:39,507 --> 00:21:41,550
[ Indistinct announcement
over intercom ]

563
00:21:41,550 --> 00:21:44,386
Okay. Now --

564
00:21:44,386 --> 00:21:46,347
We're gonna keep looking. I
think I'm gonna go to the left.
I swear, we had no idea --

565
00:21:46,347 --> 00:21:48,390
Whoa, who else was nervous
about her going into labor?

566
00:21:48,390 --> 00:21:50,142
It's just
what we need, right?

567
00:21:50,142 --> 00:21:52,770
A baby in the lobby
and Grandma in the ceiling.

568
00:21:52,770 --> 00:21:56,482
So I'm gonna forward you the
hospital blueprint I received.

569
00:21:56,482 --> 00:21:58,776
And also, I issued a
hospital-wide alert, so...

570
00:21:58,776 --> 00:22:00,569
That -- That's it?

571
00:22:00,569 --> 00:22:02,822
You're not gonna get mad
or yell at us?

572
00:22:02,822 --> 00:22:05,616
Yell? Oh. How silly.
No. Hop to it.

573
00:22:07,451 --> 00:22:10,412
Preferred yelling.
Obviously.

574
00:22:10,412 --> 00:22:12,122
[ Monitors beeping wildly ]

575
00:22:12,122 --> 00:22:14,959
Levi: I don't see how
gluing yourself to a train

576
00:22:14,959 --> 00:22:18,295
or blocking a bridge will
save us from climate change.

577
00:22:18,295 --> 00:22:19,838
You tell that to the people
who marched across

578
00:22:19,838 --> 00:22:22,258
the Edmund Pettus Bridge
for civil rights.

579
00:22:22,258 --> 00:22:23,759
GIA stapler, Bokhee.

580
00:22:23,759 --> 00:22:26,136
That is a compelling point,
and I apologize.

581
00:22:26,136 --> 00:22:28,180
Link: Research has shown
that a lot of childhood diseases

582
00:22:28,180 --> 00:22:30,349
could have been caused by some
kind of environmental exposure.

583
00:22:30,349 --> 00:22:32,601
Contaminants, pesticides,
solvents.

584
00:22:32,601 --> 00:22:34,520
We have the solution
to prevent pain and loss,

585
00:22:34,520 --> 00:22:36,689
but instead,
we just keep making it worse.

586
00:22:36,689 --> 00:22:38,232
I apologize again.
Winston: Alright.

587
00:22:38,232 --> 00:22:40,442
We stapled the lung bleeders,

588
00:22:40,442 --> 00:22:42,653
ligated the intercostal artery,
even clamped the hilum.

589
00:22:42,653 --> 00:22:44,530
Still bleeding.
Where's it coming from?

590
00:22:44,530 --> 00:22:47,116
It must be venous. Coming
from above. The subclavian?

591
00:22:47,116 --> 00:22:49,243
No, that's too far north.

592
00:22:49,243 --> 00:22:51,996
The displaced clavicle
fracture could have injured it.

593
00:22:51,996 --> 00:22:53,706
Alright. Fine. Let's check.

594
00:22:53,706 --> 00:22:54,665
Okay, Schmitt, let's
retract the lung out of the way

595
00:22:54,665 --> 00:22:56,959
so we can see, okay?

596
00:22:56,959 --> 00:22:59,753
Ah, that there. See that
break in the pleura?

597
00:22:59,753 --> 00:23:02,131
Now, it must be
the subclavian vein.

598
00:23:02,131 --> 00:23:04,341
Alright. Um, clamp.
Let's ligate.

599
00:23:04,341 --> 00:23:06,552
No, no, no, you won't get
enough access here.

600
00:23:06,552 --> 00:23:08,095
You're gonna have to do
a subclavian incision higher up.

601
00:23:08,095 --> 00:23:09,430
The patient's bleeding out.

602
00:23:09,430 --> 00:23:12,224
I'm not doing another incision.
Clamp. Now.

603
00:23:12,224 --> 00:23:15,853
♪♪

604
00:23:15,853 --> 00:23:18,314
Damn it.
I can't get full visualization.

605
00:23:18,314 --> 00:23:20,608
Like I said, it's impossible
from that approach.

606
00:23:20,608 --> 00:23:23,360
♪♪

607
00:23:23,360 --> 00:23:24,653
Alright,
I'll do a subclavian incision,

608
00:23:24,653 --> 00:23:26,405
but we need to move fast,

609
00:23:26,405 --> 00:23:27,656
and I need everyone's
help resecting the clavicle.

610
00:23:27,656 --> 00:23:29,700
So let's pack him
and reposition.

611
00:23:29,700 --> 00:23:32,953
♪♪

612
00:23:33,871 --> 00:23:34,872
[ Groans ]

613
00:23:34,872 --> 00:23:37,291
Are you in any pain?

614
00:23:37,291 --> 00:23:38,959
What happened?

615
00:23:38,959 --> 00:23:40,669
You collapsed.

616
00:23:40,669 --> 00:23:43,422
CT shows subacute
Budd Chiari syndrome.

617
00:23:43,422 --> 00:23:46,342
You have a blood clot
in your hepatic vein and IVC

618
00:23:46,342 --> 00:23:48,761
due to the hypercoagulable
state of your cancer.

619
00:23:50,471 --> 00:23:54,183
Did you call Jackson
or Richard?
Not yet.

620
00:23:54,183 --> 00:23:57,770
Okay, then.
I need to start you
on anticoagulation.

621
00:23:59,021 --> 00:24:00,397
I want to start
a heparin drip,

622
00:24:00,397 --> 00:24:02,733
and we'll run some tests
and do some more labs

623
00:24:02,733 --> 00:24:04,818
and see if you're a candidate
for a TIPS procedure.

624
00:24:04,818 --> 00:24:07,154
You'll do heparin only,
nothing more.

625
00:24:07,154 --> 00:24:10,866
I'm not pursuing
any invasive treatments.

626
00:24:10,866 --> 00:24:13,619
I know.
You could
go into liver failure.

627
00:24:13,619 --> 00:24:15,537
What about the tumor
on your spine?

628
00:24:15,537 --> 00:24:17,748
Do you know about that?
I saw it on your scans.

629
00:24:17,748 --> 00:24:20,167
I do know about it.

630
00:24:20,167 --> 00:24:21,877
But Richard
and Jackson don't.

631
00:24:21,877 --> 00:24:24,088
And you are not
going to tell them.

632
00:24:24,088 --> 00:24:27,299
♪♪

633
00:24:27,299 --> 00:24:29,343
Hey, uh, Heron paged me,
said you needed help

634
00:24:29,343 --> 00:24:31,136
looking for a patient.

635
00:24:31,136 --> 00:24:33,222
It's okay.

636
00:24:33,222 --> 00:24:35,683
I get it.
What?

637
00:24:35,683 --> 00:24:38,560
Chicago.

638
00:24:38,560 --> 00:24:39,770
You should go.

639
00:24:39,770 --> 00:24:42,523
Whatever you and I are
or...were --

640
00:24:42,523 --> 00:24:46,276
Security thinks she went south.

641
00:24:46,276 --> 00:24:48,028
Not-Bailey said
a patient was in the ceiling.

642
00:24:48,028 --> 00:24:50,239
Please tell me there's
a translation for that.

643
00:24:50,239 --> 00:24:52,449
There is a patient
in the ceiling.

644
00:24:52,449 --> 00:24:54,952
I've spent my entire day
looking for people and fingers.

645
00:24:54,952 --> 00:24:56,870
Millin probably digs Heron.
Why would you say that?

646
00:24:56,870 --> 00:24:58,539
Well, she heals with love.
Probably meditates.

647
00:24:58,539 --> 00:25:01,125
She's untraditional.
No, she touched my hair.

648
00:25:01,125 --> 00:25:03,377
No one should touch hair.
I miss Bailey.

649
00:25:03,377 --> 00:25:05,295
Me too.
Adams got us
into this mess.

650
00:25:05,295 --> 00:25:06,714
Bailey was standing up for him.

651
00:25:06,714 --> 00:25:08,340
No way. She was standing up
for all of us.

652
00:25:08,340 --> 00:25:09,800
And I never asked anyone
to do that.

653
00:25:09,800 --> 00:25:11,885
Ah, well, Griffith did.
Can everyone just shut up

654
00:25:11,885 --> 00:25:14,138
and find the patient?

655
00:25:14,138 --> 00:25:15,681
It'll go faster
if we split up.

656
00:25:15,681 --> 00:25:16,682
Get brooms.

657
00:25:16,682 --> 00:25:22,521
♪♪

658
00:25:22,521 --> 00:25:28,610
♪♪

659
00:25:28,610 --> 00:25:30,446
Griffith, I've worked
with this hospital

660
00:25:30,446 --> 00:25:33,449
long enough to know hardly
anyone uses this closet,

661
00:25:33,449 --> 00:25:35,743
and nothing I'm taking
will be missed.

662
00:25:35,743 --> 00:25:38,495
We lost a patient.
Well, losses come
with the job.

663
00:25:38,495 --> 00:25:40,581
No, no, no,
she's not dead.

664
00:25:40,581 --> 00:25:42,541
We literally don't know
where she is.

665
00:25:42,541 --> 00:25:45,252
[ Scoffs ]
Not my problem anymore.

666
00:25:47,421 --> 00:25:48,756
It should be.

667
00:25:48,756 --> 00:25:52,092
♪♪

668
00:25:52,092 --> 00:25:53,719
Why aren't you fighting
for your job?

669
00:25:53,719 --> 00:25:56,013
Is it that easy to leave
after everything

670
00:25:56,013 --> 00:25:57,681
you've been through
with us?

671
00:25:57,681 --> 00:26:00,017
Why aren't you banging
on doors? Yelling?

672
00:26:00,017 --> 00:26:02,394
I thought you believed in us.
I thought --
[ Banging ]

673
00:26:02,394 --> 00:26:04,354
Wanda: [ Muffled ] Hello?!
Excuse me!
Oh, my God.

674
00:26:04,354 --> 00:26:07,149
Oh, hell no.
Hello?
A little help, please?

675
00:26:13,197 --> 00:26:16,241
Security is on their way.
What'd they say?

676
00:26:16,241 --> 00:26:17,785
They mostly laughed.
Wanda: [ Muffled ] I'm so sorry.

677
00:26:17,785 --> 00:26:19,661
I just -- I saw the police,
and I got so nervous

678
00:26:19,661 --> 00:26:21,497
and I thought that it would lead
straight to the next room,

679
00:26:21,497 --> 00:26:23,373
but then I fell over something
in the dark,

680
00:26:23,373 --> 00:26:25,334
and I landed,
trapped between the walls.

681
00:26:25,334 --> 00:26:26,919
Okay, we're getting help, Wanda.
Just hang in tight.

682
00:26:26,919 --> 00:26:28,253
Okay. I just --
I really need to pee,

683
00:26:28,253 --> 00:26:30,380
and it's getting harder
to breathe.

684
00:26:30,380 --> 00:26:32,007
Oh, are you
claustrophobic?!

685
00:26:32,007 --> 00:26:33,675
She could be bleeding.
Her neck is --

686
00:26:33,675 --> 00:26:35,260
What?
She sustained blunt
trauma to the neck.

687
00:26:35,260 --> 00:26:36,762
She had a small contusion.

688
00:26:36,762 --> 00:26:38,430
She disappeared
before we were able to scan her.

689
00:26:38,430 --> 00:26:40,641
She's on blood thinners
from a history of DVT.

690
00:26:40,641 --> 00:26:44,186
Okay. Expanding neck hematoma
could be closing her airway.

691
00:26:44,186 --> 00:26:45,562
[ Loud thud ]
Wanda? Wanda?

692
00:26:45,562 --> 00:26:47,231
Jules: Did she collapse?
Say something.

693
00:26:47,231 --> 00:26:49,024
Oh, my God.
Oh! Damn it!
Oh! Hey, Millin.

694
00:26:49,024 --> 00:26:51,777
Uh, get a crash cart.
Yasuda, get maintenance now!

695
00:26:51,777 --> 00:26:54,822
What is...? Oh.
Wanda?

696
00:26:54,822 --> 00:26:56,782
No. Uh...
Wanda, can you hear me?

697
00:26:56,782 --> 00:26:59,660
[ Gasps ] Oh, good, good, good.
Okay. Get out of the way.

698
00:26:59,660 --> 00:27:01,203
Out of the way!

699
00:27:01,203 --> 00:27:03,789
[ Banging ]

700
00:27:04,832 --> 00:27:07,668
You know, you really don't have
to wait with me, Dr. Grey.

701
00:27:07,668 --> 00:27:10,712
Okay, well, then I should
just go tell Jackson

702
00:27:10,712 --> 00:27:12,840
to watch
your heparin drip.

703
00:27:12,840 --> 00:27:14,883
Richard should know, too.

704
00:27:14,883 --> 00:27:16,635
I'll tell them
when I'm ready.

705
00:27:16,635 --> 00:27:18,470
When will that be?

706
00:27:18,470 --> 00:27:20,180
When your liver fails?
[ Scoffs ]

707
00:27:20,180 --> 00:27:22,015
Or when you need
a transplant?

708
00:27:22,015 --> 00:27:24,977
What late-stage cancer
patient gets a new liver, huh?

709
00:27:24,977 --> 00:27:26,228
Which is why
you should consider

710
00:27:26,228 --> 00:27:28,313
letting me do
the surgery for this clot.

711
00:27:28,313 --> 00:27:30,983
Could we just let the heparin
have a chance to work, please?

712
00:27:30,983 --> 00:27:34,611
It would not hurt
to think ahead.

713
00:27:34,611 --> 00:27:37,990
Do you know how much work
planning for your own death is?

714
00:27:37,990 --> 00:27:39,825
And I'm not just talking
about picking out a casket

715
00:27:39,825 --> 00:27:41,827
or making out a will.

716
00:27:41,827 --> 00:27:43,412
I'm talking about
taking stock of your life

717
00:27:43,412 --> 00:27:44,663
and making sure
you've done everything

718
00:27:44,663 --> 00:27:46,081
you wanna do with it.

719
00:27:46,081 --> 00:27:47,791
I think about this
every day,

720
00:27:47,791 --> 00:27:51,253
and when I do,
there's two things that I know.

721
00:27:51,253 --> 00:27:55,382
My family is perfect,
especially my grandbaby...

722
00:27:55,382 --> 00:27:58,176
and I'm not ready
to sit on the sidelines.

723
00:27:58,176 --> 00:28:01,013
Catherine Fox, you have had
an extraordinary career.

724
00:28:01,013 --> 00:28:03,932
What more do you want?
What more do you want?

725
00:28:05,350 --> 00:28:08,228
The more surgeries
and invasive procedures I get,

726
00:28:08,228 --> 00:28:10,397
the more they define
who I am.

727
00:28:10,397 --> 00:28:12,316
I want people to remember
my name because of

728
00:28:12,316 --> 00:28:14,735
the advances I've made
in medicine,

729
00:28:14,735 --> 00:28:16,904
for the risks
that I've taken to save lives,

730
00:28:16,904 --> 00:28:18,780
for the firsts
that I have achieved.

731
00:28:18,780 --> 00:28:22,576
I would think you of all people
would understand that.

732
00:28:23,911 --> 00:28:27,331
So keep your mouth shut.
And what if I don't?

733
00:28:27,331 --> 00:28:30,500
Then you and your friends
will never get your jobs back.

734
00:28:30,500 --> 00:28:33,086
You're threatening me
over your health?

735
00:28:33,086 --> 00:28:35,255
I've blackmailed people...

736
00:28:35,255 --> 00:28:37,090
over far less.

737
00:28:37,090 --> 00:28:38,717
[ Banging ]

738
00:28:38,717 --> 00:28:40,928
Simone:
Can you see her yet?

739
00:28:40,928 --> 00:28:43,889
I've got the crash cart.

740
00:28:43,889 --> 00:28:46,516
Oh! I see her!

741
00:28:46,516 --> 00:28:47,809
Ahh, she's unconscious.

742
00:28:47,809 --> 00:28:49,728
Okay, okay, we gotta go.

743
00:28:49,728 --> 00:28:51,730
Come on, come on.

744
00:28:51,730 --> 00:28:54,566
Alright,
we're coming, Wanda!

745
00:28:54,566 --> 00:28:57,903
Maintenance is here!
Come on, let's go.

746
00:28:57,903 --> 00:28:59,529
Hi. She's down here.

747
00:28:59,529 --> 00:29:01,823
[ Tools whirring ]

748
00:29:01,823 --> 00:29:04,451
♪♪

749
00:29:04,451 --> 00:29:08,205
Is he okay? The guy, is...
is his family here yet?

750
00:29:08,205 --> 00:29:11,249
I'm not sure,
but I can check.

751
00:29:11,249 --> 00:29:13,710
I just made the junior
varsity tennis team

752
00:29:13,710 --> 00:29:16,338
and we have a match
on Wednesday.

753
00:29:16,338 --> 00:29:19,549
Sophomore formal's
on Saturday.

754
00:29:19,549 --> 00:29:23,261
This guy might not live,
and, I...

755
00:29:23,261 --> 00:29:25,305
I can't do anything ever again
if he can't.

756
00:29:27,140 --> 00:29:29,977
You can. You'll pick up
the racquet, put on the suit,

757
00:29:29,977 --> 00:29:31,770
or get behind
the wheel again,

758
00:29:31,770 --> 00:29:33,188
and you'll put one foot
in front of the other.

759
00:29:33,188 --> 00:29:36,483
And it'll suck for a while,

760
00:29:36,483 --> 00:29:37,943
but...

761
00:29:37,943 --> 00:29:40,153
eventually
it'll suck less.

762
00:29:41,363 --> 00:29:45,492
Look, I know it sounds cold,
but it's life.

763
00:29:48,161 --> 00:29:51,331
You really think that?
I...do.

764
00:29:53,041 --> 00:29:56,211
♪♪

765
00:29:56,211 --> 00:29:58,046
♪ Yeah, I know
what you’re feeling ♪

766
00:29:58,046 --> 00:30:00,924
♪ I can see it in your eye ♪
Good. Thank you.

767
00:30:00,924 --> 00:30:02,592
Pulse is weak,
but it's there.

768
00:30:02,592 --> 00:30:05,637
Okay. She needs an airway
right now. Tube please.

769
00:30:05,637 --> 00:30:07,055
Jules: On it.

770
00:30:07,055 --> 00:30:09,307
Alright. Thank you.
There you go.

771
00:30:09,307 --> 00:30:11,977
♪ I know it haunts you ♪
Good, good, good, good.

772
00:30:11,977 --> 00:30:14,146
Ahh, come on, come on.
Damn it.

773
00:30:14,146 --> 00:30:16,148
It's too much compression.
I won't be able to get it in.

774
00:30:16,148 --> 00:30:17,983
We need to decompress
the hematoma.

775
00:30:17,983 --> 00:30:21,528
Millin, betadine. Griffith,
be ready to pack the wound.

776
00:30:21,528 --> 00:30:23,572
Yasuda, oxygen.

777
00:30:23,572 --> 00:30:26,241
♪ If your fire burns out ♪
Scalpel. You ready?

778
00:30:26,241 --> 00:30:29,494
♪ I’ll keep it smoldering
on this side of town ♪

779
00:30:29,494 --> 00:30:33,290
♪ And I'll walk with you
on your way out ♪

780
00:30:33,290 --> 00:30:36,918
Oh, goodness.
[ Exhales sharply ]

781
00:30:36,918 --> 00:30:39,755
Hit her. Pack.
Okay.

782
00:30:39,755 --> 00:30:42,257
We need to get her to an OR.

783
00:30:42,257 --> 00:30:44,134
Winston:
He's getting too hypotensive.
We need to move fast.

784
00:30:44,134 --> 00:30:46,011
Link: Alright.
Removing the clavicle.

785
00:30:46,011 --> 00:30:48,055
♪ Then I’ll be right here
when you come around ♪

786
00:30:48,055 --> 00:30:49,723
Alright, alright.
I see the injury.

787
00:30:49,723 --> 00:30:52,392
Clamp.
♪ Yeah, I’ll be right here ♪

788
00:30:52,392 --> 00:30:54,936
There we go.
♪ I'll be right here ♪

789
00:30:54,936 --> 00:30:56,730
Alright,
bleeding's stopped.

790
00:30:56,730 --> 00:30:58,315
We've got proximal
vascular control.

791
00:30:58,315 --> 00:31:01,610
5-0 proline.
♪ Yeah, yeah ♪

792
00:31:01,610 --> 00:31:02,944
Dr. Webber,
you caught the bleed.

793
00:31:02,944 --> 00:31:05,197
Why don't you
do the honors?

794
00:31:05,197 --> 00:31:06,698
No. Go ahead.
You're already there.

795
00:31:06,698 --> 00:31:08,492
No, no, I insist.

796
00:31:08,492 --> 00:31:10,577
♪♪

797
00:31:10,577 --> 00:31:15,874
♪ So, feel it and feel it
go ahead and give in ♪

798
00:31:15,874 --> 00:31:18,877
You want to stay
in general surgery, Schmitt?

799
00:31:18,877 --> 00:31:21,463
Time to step up.
♪ ...not something
you’re given ♪

800
00:31:21,463 --> 00:31:23,590
Let's do it.

801
00:31:23,590 --> 00:31:26,927
I found the finger! Uh, well,
Kwan did, but it's here.

802
00:31:26,927 --> 00:31:28,887
Keep going, Schmitt.
It's too late.

803
00:31:30,555 --> 00:31:34,476
♪ And if your fire burns out ♪
Let's go.

804
00:31:34,476 --> 00:31:37,020
Hey, uh, we had to decompress
the hematoma.

805
00:31:37,020 --> 00:31:39,815
Her sats have been increasing
over the last three minutes,

806
00:31:39,815 --> 00:31:42,901
but she needs a formal
neck exploration and
closure in the OR.

807
00:31:42,901 --> 00:31:44,611
Okay, we are headed
straight there.
Yep.

808
00:31:44,611 --> 00:31:47,239
Special thanks for helping
my interns, Miranda.

809
00:31:47,239 --> 00:31:49,282
Yeah, you can go now.
Yeah, I got it from here.

810
00:31:49,282 --> 00:31:53,787
♪ And if your fire burns out ♪

811
00:31:53,787 --> 00:31:56,540
♪ Then I’ll be right here
when you come around ♪

812
00:31:56,540 --> 00:31:57,999
♪ Yeah, I'll be right here ♪

813
00:32:11,096 --> 00:32:12,305
I'm sorry
about the planet.

814
00:32:14,307 --> 00:32:16,268
Sorry about your ABSITE.

815
00:32:16,268 --> 00:32:17,394
Damn it, Jo.

816
00:32:19,437 --> 00:32:23,400
Kyler Murray, ninth
overall pick in the 2018 draft

817
00:32:23,400 --> 00:32:25,944
by the A's --
top left fielder,

818
00:32:25,944 --> 00:32:30,991
but also the number one overall
pick for the Arizona Cardinals.

819
00:32:32,200 --> 00:32:34,161
Cardinals is football.

820
00:32:34,161 --> 00:32:36,454
Okay.
Okay, um...

821
00:32:36,454 --> 00:32:40,250
take Quidditch.
Harry, he's the seeker.

822
00:32:40,250 --> 00:32:43,628
But there's no reason
he couldn't also be a chaser.

823
00:32:43,628 --> 00:32:45,755
They all fly brooms.
They all train the same way.

824
00:32:45,755 --> 00:32:47,883
He might not even know yet
if he has the skills

825
00:32:47,883 --> 00:32:49,467
to try a different position.

826
00:32:51,845 --> 00:32:53,597
You're gonna be a good dad.

827
00:32:53,597 --> 00:32:54,931
[ Chuckles ]
I already am.

828
00:32:54,931 --> 00:32:56,600
That's what I meant.

829
00:33:00,770 --> 00:33:03,064
[ Telephone ringing
in distance ]

830
00:33:05,567 --> 00:33:08,320
Hey, were you
able to reattach it?

831
00:33:08,320 --> 00:33:10,280
Uh, it had been too long.

832
00:33:10,280 --> 00:33:11,573
Lincoln just closed
the wound with a flap.

833
00:33:13,658 --> 00:33:14,868
She saved me.

834
00:33:17,871 --> 00:33:19,080
Molly.

835
00:33:21,124 --> 00:33:26,213
When -- When my mom was sick,
I was drowning in grief,

836
00:33:26,213 --> 00:33:29,841
and...
she pulled me out of it.

837
00:33:29,841 --> 00:33:33,011
One day, we got into
an ugly fight.

838
00:33:33,011 --> 00:33:36,765
And before I knew it,
she drove away.

839
00:33:38,516 --> 00:33:40,143
S-She didn't even make it
to the highway

840
00:33:40,143 --> 00:33:41,353
before she was hit
by reckless driver.

841
00:33:43,939 --> 00:33:47,567
And just like that...

842
00:33:47,567 --> 00:33:48,860
I was a stranger.

843
00:33:51,696 --> 00:33:54,908
And I...

844
00:33:54,908 --> 00:33:56,409
I -- I couldn't stay.

845
00:33:56,409 --> 00:33:58,036
♪♪

846
00:33:58,036 --> 00:34:00,830
I'm sorry.

847
00:34:00,830 --> 00:34:03,083
Yeah.

848
00:34:03,083 --> 00:34:04,626
Me too.

849
00:34:04,626 --> 00:34:07,837
♪ I know you won’t admit it ♪

850
00:34:07,837 --> 00:34:10,882
♪ But there’s a rip
in the page ♪

851
00:34:10,882 --> 00:34:18,223
♪♪

852
00:34:18,223 --> 00:34:21,351
♪ A pause in the rhythm ♪

853
00:34:21,351 --> 00:34:22,936
♪ A story in the space ♪

854
00:34:22,936 --> 00:34:25,438
Is she gonna be okay?
She is.

855
00:34:25,438 --> 00:34:28,316
We found the source
of the bleeding and stopped it.

856
00:34:28,316 --> 00:34:30,527
We'll go over her recovery
with her in the morning,

857
00:34:30,527 --> 00:34:35,073
if you'd like to join me.
♪ You’re gonna hurt me ♪

858
00:34:35,073 --> 00:34:40,578
♪ Trying not to hurt me ♪

859
00:34:40,578 --> 00:34:44,749
You almost got
yourself killed. Again.

860
00:34:44,749 --> 00:34:46,751
You climbed
into a ceiling?

861
00:34:46,751 --> 00:34:48,295
♪ I already know ♪

862
00:34:48,295 --> 00:34:51,339
I don't wanna talk
about this right now.

863
00:34:51,339 --> 00:34:53,842
Of course you don't.
[ Scoffs ]

864
00:34:53,842 --> 00:34:58,972
You march on bridges and scream
at CEOs and fight fossil fuels,

865
00:34:58,972 --> 00:35:01,224
but you won't even talk to
your own daughter.

866
00:35:01,224 --> 00:35:03,602
♪♪

867
00:35:03,602 --> 00:35:06,187
I know you're trying to make
up for what you did in the past,

868
00:35:06,187 --> 00:35:09,232
but that should
include me, too.

869
00:35:09,232 --> 00:35:13,320
You want a relationship
with your granddaughter.

870
00:35:13,320 --> 00:35:15,614
[ Crying ] Well, I wanted a
relationship with my mother.

871
00:35:15,614 --> 00:35:18,408
♪♪

872
00:35:18,408 --> 00:35:21,953
♪ If you’re scared
of the message ♪

873
00:35:21,953 --> 00:35:24,706
♪ Let go, you’re safe ♪

874
00:35:24,706 --> 00:35:31,588
♪♪

875
00:35:31,588 --> 00:35:33,131
Wanda's in the ICU.

876
00:35:33,131 --> 00:35:34,341
Her wound explanation
was simple.

877
00:35:34,341 --> 00:35:37,260
We irrigated, ligated,
and...

878
00:35:37,260 --> 00:35:39,346
Dr. Heron let me close.

879
00:35:39,346 --> 00:35:40,972
How nice.

880
00:35:40,972 --> 00:35:44,142
♪♪

881
00:35:44,142 --> 00:35:46,603
And I did fight.

882
00:35:46,603 --> 00:35:48,855
Putting my job on the line
for all of you?

883
00:35:48,855 --> 00:35:51,608
That was me fighting.

884
00:35:51,608 --> 00:35:54,069
What happened,
it's not your fault.

885
00:35:54,069 --> 00:35:58,156
You can't carry everyone else's
choices on your shoulders.

886
00:35:58,156 --> 00:35:59,658
♪ You’re keeping me
at arms length ♪

887
00:35:59,658 --> 00:36:02,077
Hey.
♪ When I already know ♪

888
00:36:02,077 --> 00:36:03,536
You always know
where to find me.

889
00:36:03,536 --> 00:36:07,290
♪ You’re keeping me
at arms length ♪

890
00:36:07,290 --> 00:36:10,502
♪ Keeping me
at arms length ♪

891
00:36:10,502 --> 00:36:15,465
♪♪

892
00:36:15,465 --> 00:36:20,929
♪♪

893
00:36:20,929 --> 00:36:23,348
What's with
the urgent text?

894
00:36:23,348 --> 00:36:24,891
Uh, I wanted to go over
Charlie's surgery

895
00:36:24,891 --> 00:36:27,102
with you again,
step by step.

896
00:36:27,102 --> 00:36:28,686
Well, did something
happening? Is he okay?

897
00:36:28,686 --> 00:36:31,231
No, he's fine.
He's still stable.

898
00:36:31,231 --> 00:36:32,941
Sorry.
I should have led with that.

899
00:36:32,941 --> 00:36:35,110
No kidding.

900
00:36:35,110 --> 00:36:37,320
Look, I gave the vascular repair
to Schmitt

901
00:36:37,320 --> 00:36:39,614
because I didn't
feel up to it.

902
00:36:39,614 --> 00:36:42,158
And I haven't decided anything
about my future in the OR yet,

903
00:36:42,158 --> 00:36:45,203
but I just
don't have it in me

904
00:36:45,203 --> 00:36:48,456
to do a skills assessment
tonight.

905
00:36:48,456 --> 00:36:50,875
Well, this isn't for you.
This is for me.

906
00:36:52,710 --> 00:36:54,379
We both know I was trained
by the best,

907
00:36:54,379 --> 00:36:56,089
but I've been taught
to operate

908
00:36:56,089 --> 00:36:58,174
within a very specific
specialty.

909
00:36:58,174 --> 00:37:01,553
And today, when
something outside of
that field went wrong,

910
00:37:01,553 --> 00:37:04,222
I didn't step back
to look at the whole picture.

911
00:37:04,222 --> 00:37:06,516
I want you to take me
through it all again

912
00:37:06,516 --> 00:37:09,477
and show me what I missed and
why we fixed it the way we did.

913
00:37:10,854 --> 00:37:14,315
Well, they taught surgery quite
differently when I trained.

914
00:37:15,734 --> 00:37:17,694
This could take a while.

915
00:37:17,694 --> 00:37:20,321
I got all night.

916
00:37:20,321 --> 00:37:21,823
Show me what you have.
Alright.

917
00:37:24,868 --> 00:37:27,287
Ahh. Oh, here you all are.
[ Chuckles ]

918
00:37:27,287 --> 00:37:29,122
In the best room
in the hospital.

919
00:37:29,122 --> 00:37:32,083
The room for improvement.
[ Chuckles ]

920
00:37:32,083 --> 00:37:33,960
Get some rest,
and I will see you

921
00:37:33,960 --> 00:37:36,379
bright and early
tomorrow morning, 6:00 a.m.

922
00:37:36,379 --> 00:37:38,173
The early bird
does get the worm!

923
00:37:39,966 --> 00:37:41,968
[ Groans ]
[ Sighs ]

924
00:37:41,968 --> 00:37:44,512
I need a drink. Anyone?

925
00:37:44,512 --> 00:37:45,972
I need to make a call.

926
00:37:54,564 --> 00:37:56,399
I don't want to
get stuck in a wall.

927
00:37:56,399 --> 00:37:58,359
[ Chuckles ]

928
00:38:00,278 --> 00:38:02,197
Is that your way of saying

929
00:38:02,197 --> 00:38:04,032
we need to talk about
what happened?

930
00:38:04,032 --> 00:38:07,118
What almost happened.
Okay, what almost happened.

931
00:38:07,118 --> 00:38:09,370
I think a patient died.
Mm-hmm.

932
00:38:09,370 --> 00:38:11,664
We were upset.
Mm-hmm.

933
00:38:11,664 --> 00:38:14,292
And...we had a moment
where we felt terrible

934
00:38:14,292 --> 00:38:16,127
and we were just trying to --
Not feel terrible.

935
00:38:16,127 --> 00:38:18,713
Exactly.
Yeah.

936
00:38:18,713 --> 00:38:20,590
Friends?

937
00:38:20,590 --> 00:38:29,182
♪♪

938
00:38:29,182 --> 00:38:37,524
♪♪

939
00:38:37,524 --> 00:38:45,031
♪♪

940
00:38:45,031 --> 00:38:46,115
[ Exhales sharply ]

941
00:38:46,115 --> 00:38:50,828
♪♪

942
00:38:50,828 --> 00:38:52,497
[ Laughs ]

943
00:38:52,497 --> 00:38:54,707
♪♪

944
00:38:54,707 --> 00:38:57,293
I almost told him
twice today.

945
00:38:57,293 --> 00:38:59,462
You have to tell him, I'm
not raising this baby with you.

946
00:38:59,462 --> 00:39:01,381
Shut up!
[ Sighs ]

947
00:39:01,381 --> 00:39:04,342
I've been puking all day.
It's all gone.

948
00:39:04,342 --> 00:39:07,262
All the crackers and fluids
and dignity.

949
00:39:07,262 --> 00:39:09,681
It's all down the toilet.
Okay, we need a safe word

950
00:39:09,681 --> 00:39:12,141
for the next nine months
for when you get too graphic.

951
00:39:12,141 --> 00:39:16,479
Or mean. Like "jelly beans"
or "disinfectant" or something.

952
00:39:16,479 --> 00:39:18,856
We need to put a limit on
how much you can talk.

953
00:39:18,856 --> 00:39:20,567
Why are you
in a good mood?

954
00:39:20,567 --> 00:39:23,194
I need you to be miserable
with me. Think about peds.

955
00:39:23,194 --> 00:39:24,654
No, I'm gonna
think about Quidditch.

956
00:39:24,654 --> 00:39:28,032
Huh?
I might find a new path.
Or not.

957
00:39:28,032 --> 00:39:29,492
For all I know, I might be

958
00:39:29,492 --> 00:39:32,579
some other specialty's
secret weapon.

959
00:39:32,579 --> 00:39:34,581
Quidditch? What?

960
00:39:34,581 --> 00:39:38,751
♪♪

961
00:39:38,751 --> 00:39:42,422
[ Chuckles ] Thought that dude
was eyeing Schmitt.

962
00:39:42,422 --> 00:39:45,425
Good for him.
[ Groans ]

963
00:39:45,425 --> 00:39:48,428
You're turning down
fries and...

964
00:39:48,428 --> 00:39:49,512
wine?

965
00:39:49,512 --> 00:39:54,767
♪♪

966
00:39:54,767 --> 00:39:56,561
Are you...?

967
00:39:56,561 --> 00:39:57,645
Are we...?

968
00:39:57,645 --> 00:40:01,149
♪♪

969
00:40:01,149 --> 00:40:05,653
♪ I see the moon
and the stars tonight ♪
[ Laughs ] Oh, my God!

970
00:40:05,653 --> 00:40:08,740
♪♪

971
00:40:08,740 --> 00:40:10,575
Meredith:
If you do the work,

972
00:40:10,575 --> 00:40:12,201
you can train yourself
to hold anything inside

973
00:40:12,201 --> 00:40:14,162
without negative consequences.

974
00:40:14,162 --> 00:40:17,957
♪♪

975
00:40:17,957 --> 00:40:19,459
My shift is over.

976
00:40:19,459 --> 00:40:21,961
If you need something,
I can help you inside.

977
00:40:21,961 --> 00:40:25,381
I've spent the past few years
putting together memories,

978
00:40:25,381 --> 00:40:27,717
trying to rebuild my life
so I can know who I am

979
00:40:27,717 --> 00:40:29,928
and who
I'm supposed to be.

980
00:40:29,928 --> 00:40:32,472
But after everything...

981
00:40:32,472 --> 00:40:34,807
I've always felt like
something was still missing.

982
00:40:34,807 --> 00:40:36,934
♪ Ooh ♪

983
00:40:36,934 --> 00:40:39,687
No, it --

984
00:40:39,687 --> 00:40:41,648
♪ There’s beauty ♪
This is you.

985
00:40:41,648 --> 00:40:44,275
♪ In the darkness ♪

986
00:40:44,275 --> 00:40:47,445
But most people don't have
that discipline or time.

987
00:40:47,445 --> 00:40:49,530
♪♪

988
00:40:49,530 --> 00:40:53,576
They just bury it inside
and hope it stays there.

989
00:40:53,576 --> 00:40:56,704
♪ Dance on the edge
and I'm unafraid ♪
Hey.

990
00:40:56,704 --> 00:40:59,832
You should apply
to Grey-Sloan. Mm-hmm.

991
00:40:59,832 --> 00:41:03,586
I built a world-class program,
and you deserve to be in it.

992
00:41:03,586 --> 00:41:05,088
♪ Run through the fire --
it’s all a game ♪

993
00:41:05,088 --> 00:41:07,423
Even without you?
No.

994
00:41:07,423 --> 00:41:09,092
'Cause I'm getting
my job back.

995
00:41:09,092 --> 00:41:12,095
♪♪

996
00:41:12,095 --> 00:41:13,554
[ Loud knocking ]
Don't do it.

997
00:41:13,554 --> 00:41:16,391
Let it out. Be loud.

998
00:41:16,391 --> 00:41:20,561
Yeah! I'm coming!
I swear to God...
♪ And into the light I go ♪

999
00:41:20,561 --> 00:41:22,730
♪♪

1000
00:41:22,730 --> 00:41:23,731
Hi.
Hi.

1001
00:41:23,731 --> 00:41:25,233
Is everything --

1002
00:41:25,233 --> 00:41:29,195
♪ Ooooh ♪

1003
00:41:29,195 --> 00:41:31,197
♪ There’s beauty ♪

1004
00:41:31,197 --> 00:41:34,450
♪ In the darkness ♪
I'm staying.

1005
00:41:34,450 --> 00:41:36,953
You're not going to Chicago?
I'm not going to Chicago.

1006
00:41:36,953 --> 00:41:40,039
♪ Ooooh, I know that ♪

1007
00:41:40,039 --> 00:41:42,250
♪ We can find it ♪

1008
00:41:42,250 --> 00:41:43,751
♪ Ooooh ♪

1009
00:41:43,751 --> 00:41:46,212
Make everyone hear you.

1010
00:41:46,212 --> 00:41:47,964
Because if you don't...
How'd it go?

1011
00:41:47,964 --> 00:41:50,299
Good. Good.

1012
00:41:50,299 --> 00:41:52,301
Where the hell
were you?

1013
00:41:52,301 --> 00:41:55,138
You talk to my mom?
I did, yeah.

1014
00:41:55,138 --> 00:41:57,014
Uh, she said you will stop
the injunctions

1015
00:41:57,014 --> 00:41:58,558
and the Cease
and Desist letters,

1016
00:41:58,558 --> 00:42:00,226
and everyone can have
their jobs back.

1017
00:42:00,226 --> 00:42:02,145
Oh, thank God!

1018
00:42:02,145 --> 00:42:03,771
And you'll continue
the research?

1019
00:42:03,771 --> 00:42:05,398
Yes, I will.

1020
00:42:05,398 --> 00:42:07,483
But not here.

1021
00:42:07,483 --> 00:42:09,318
Not here?

1022
00:42:09,318 --> 00:42:10,903
I thought you said
we could have our jobs.

1023
00:42:10,903 --> 00:42:12,739
You can.

1024
00:42:12,739 --> 00:42:14,699
You should take yours
in Seattle.

1025
00:42:14,699 --> 00:42:16,784
♪♪

1026
00:42:16,784 --> 00:42:19,829
And, uh, the research will just
go in a different direction.

1027
00:42:19,829 --> 00:42:22,665
♪♪

1028
00:42:22,665 --> 00:42:24,500
...it will eat you up inside.

1029
00:42:24,500 --> 00:42:33,259
♪♪

1030
00:42:41,100 --> 00:42:42,977
-- Captions by VITAC --

1031
00:42:42,977 --> 00:42:51,903
♪♪

1032
00:42:51,903 --> 00:43:00,912
♪♪

1033
00:43:00,912 --> 00:43:09,879
♪♪