Meredith: The idea that the brain can convince the body
that a fake treatment is the real thing
is called the placebo effect.
♪ I could look into your eyes
♪ Trace your shadows in the way the sun moves ♪
[ Gasps ]
♪ Across the ocean and the sky
♪ There's nothing better than laying next to you ♪
[ Cellphone vibrates ]
♪ I love the way our bodies set the scene ♪
♪ Bathing in the colors of a dream ♪
♪ No one in the world, just you and me ♪
[ Chuckles ]
[ Gasps ] No!
[ Laughs ]
♪ In the golden hour
Hey. I was never here.
It's okay, I'm not in my dress yet.
Well, in that case...
♪ You taste like honey butter
♪ You're sugar sweet
Enjoy your coffee.
Thank you. Love you.
I love you.
Bye.
The brain anticipates an outcome
and then communicates it to the body.
♪ I love the way our bodies set the scene ♪
♪ Bathing in the colors of a dream ♪
♪ No one in the world, just you and me ♪
Lucas?
♪ Meet me at sundown
♪ In the golden hour
And the body responds as if a medication were given...
when all that was given was a sugar pill.
Studies have found that under the right circumstances,
a placebo can have up to a 72% cure rate--
making it just as effective as certain medications.
So, the lie becomes the truth.
Happy wedding day!
- I need a ride. - Ooh. That's why I'm here.
No, I need a ride to the hospital. Okay.
Winston: Mr. Kramer needs his pacing wires pulled
and Ms. Watkins is back in a-fib.
Okay, great.
I'll, uh, keep an eye and start the amio.
I really appreciate this, Chief.
Yeah, of course.
Oh, uh, Paige Harper in 2404 is post op day 2
from her CABG, so...
I will check the test tube output
and see if we can remove them.
[ Groans softly ] You alright?
Yeah, I'm fine. I just have a toothache.
I don't have to go to Boston if--
Yes, you do have to go to Boston.
If you need to go to the dentist--
You are not missing the awards ceremony
so I can go to the dentist.
Alright, well, I'm saying,
the whole cardio department is a lot
with a tooth ache if you're not chief.
But you are chief,
so you're also overseeing the whole hospital.
And I am saying you are nominated
for a Catherine Fox Award
and it's not every day that our head of cardio
is nominated for a Catherine Fox Award.
Head of cardio?
Congratulations, Dr. Ndugu.
[ Chuckles ] Blue: Incredible.
Congratulations, Dr. Ndugu.
Th-- Thank you, Chief Altman. Thank you.
- Wow. - You have earned it.
And we are lucky to have you.
I am-- I'm thrilled.[ Elevator bell dings ]
You won't regret this.
I know I won't.
Alright, now go, before you miss your flight.
- Alright, yeah, yeah. - Okay.
I can skip the wedding.
No, don't skip the wedding.
But you probably should skip the reception.
[ Elevator bell dings ] You got it. I'll be back in a couple of hours, tops.
Great. Thank you.
Wow.
You are a vision worthy of a Renaissance faire.
Well, this is my Renn Faire dress.
How did you know?
How could I not?
Is it bad?
- [ Chuckles ] No. - I didn't have time to go shopping.
It's perfect.
You look like a fairy
who took a magical pill and grew into human size.
Jules, my chart says the same thing it did
when you looked three minutes ago
and also five minutes ago.
Mm-hmm. Have you written your toast?
My what? My toast?
Well, you're the maid of honor.
Crap.
Oh. Well, just smile and say you've never seen
two people so happy and in love.
That's it?
All those awful jokes about ex-lovers and bad choices?
It's the strangest wedding-day tradition.
You be the Fairy of Love and just let it die with you.
Dr. Kwan your date?
No.
The Fairy of Playing Hard to Get.
Mm, I like it.
I will see you after the wedding.
Ta ta, love! Have fun.
Sam Sutton, 43, post op day 4.
I'm sorry. Do we have to do this?
Do what?
The whole formal thing?
Post op day blah, blah, blah.
We practically live together. Can we just be friends?
Sam-- Mr. Sutton, what's my name?
Yasuda.
What's my first name?
Doctor? Right.
I am affable and you are charming,
but we're not friends, Mr. Sutton.
I am Dr. Yasuda, and I am on your surgical team.
I did eight years of formal training
to become a member of your surgical team,
so a formal introduction of your medical status each day
is not just appropriate, it's one of the many systems
that helps keep you alive and safe.
Alright?
Mm-hmm.
Alright, then.
Sam Sutton, 43, post op day 4.
What are you doing here? It's your wedding day.
[ Sighs ] Have you seen Adams?
No.
[ Breathing heavily ]
You left without me.
I didn't think you were coming.
Our breast cancer patient, Tobey Barrett,
is coming in for her mastectomy today.
Okay?
I told her I'd be there for her
and I'd walk her through it and I'd hold her hand,
but they scheduled it for today,
and I don't want her to put it off any longer,
- but I can't be here. - You can't be here
because you're getting married today.
I can't be here because I'm getting married today.
Lucas, um, I...
I can't deny what you feel.
I can't deny that... we have a connection.
But Trey does love me,
and I think what he and I built together deserves this chance.
And...
I don't want to hurt you,
and I don't want to lose you...
from my life.
But I'm getting married.
Today.
So, will you please...
...take care of Tobey for me?
I'd do anything for you.
♪
Excellent work, Yasuda.
That guy needs a little humbling.
Agree. Thank you.
And, uh, if he's ever inappropriate with you
in any way-- Oh, he's not inappropriate
unless by "inappropriate," you mean arrogant.
Okay, Yasuda, let's order a CT angio.
I'm a bit concerned
about decreased pulses in his left arm.
I'll talk to radiology, but as a reminder,
I have a wedding to get to for the next few hours.
I know we're short-staffed today,
so I wanted to get here to be here for rounds,
but it is Dr. Griffith's wedding.
Hmm, well, - we'll cover for you. - Thank you.
Yasuda, you don't think he's inappropriate with...
anyone?
If you mean Dr. Wilson, respectfully,
the inappropriate seems to be reciprocal.
[ Clears throat ]
Hey, I can take over his care if--
Oh, no, no.
Uh, let's get his angio.
Okay. Yeah.
- What are you doing here? - No time to answer that.
See you at the wedding!
[ Shouting in Spanish ]
W-What's his name? Uh... ¿Cómo se llama?
Enzo. Enzo!
We need to go. We need to go.
♪
I need some help here!
I have what looks like an opiate poisoning in an 8-year-old!
Somebody page Dr. Hunt!
Captions by VITAC--
Okay, keep up the 02.
Glucose level is normal.
- Naloxone's in. - Look, he presented textbook.
I-I might be wrong. Maybe it's not drug-related.
[ Gasps ][ Gasps ]
Owen: There's our answer.
Kwan, you saved this kid's life.
Let's get a tox screen and some activated charcoal,
1 gram per kilogram, ASAP.
Nice work.
Once you get those labs, call Child Protective Services.
Really?
She seems - pretty terrified. - Doesn't matter.
That's not up to us to figure out how this kid OD'ed,
but somebody has to, okay?
Help!
Okay, let's get another gurney
and get a tox screen for her, as well.
This van is everything.
I know. [ Chuckles ] How did you--
I bought a piece of crap and I made it everything,
and it might be my most proud thing.
Except for what I did this morning.
What did you do this morning?
I showed my attending surgeons--
hell, I showed myself who I can be
when I'm not working three jobs and buried in debt.
I slept eight full hours three nights in a row,
and I-I feel like a superhero
who has unknowingly had kryptonite in my shoe for years.
And then someone took it out, and I can freaking fly.
[ Laughs ] And, I mean,
okay, yeah, I resented the hell out of it,
but you took a stand for me, Taryn.
It was you.
You took the kryptonite out.
Can I kiss you at this red light?
[ Tires screech ]
Totally.
Come here.
♪
Tobey, right?
Yes. Hi.
Hey, Dr...
Adams.
Sorry, right. [ Chuckles ]
My memory is shot when I'm nervous.
It's alright. Yeah.
Have you seen Dr. Griffith?
She said that she would be--
Yeah, she's getting married.
Yeah, I know.
She showed me her ring and-- and a picture of the dress.
No, I mean she's getting married today.
So she's not here. Oh.
And she didn't tell you because...
Because she didn't want me to postpone.
Yeah.
Because cancer.
Yeah.
Okay.
Yeah, she's sorry.
But, uh, she knows everything is gonna be just fine,
and she asked me to stand in, so...
[ Chuckles ]
Well, did she elope? No.
But she said that you were her man of honor.
That is a thing that changed.
Oh, so you're not even going to the wedding.
She, uh...
She asked me to be here for you.
Oh, okay.
Are you all checked in?
- Is she good? - Nurse: Yes, she's all set.
I'll show you to pre-op.
Well, you know, you don't have to--
I promised Simone I would be here for you.
Okay.
Thank you.
♪
[ Elevator bell dings ] If everything looks good, then you'll soon be
on your way to do physical therapy
in the hospital gym instead of just your room.
Finally. Something dangerous.
Hi, how are you feeling today?
I'm learning ASL, so I'm trying to practice any chance I get.
Do you know you just signed "poop" and not "practice"?
Basically you just said,
"I'm trying to poop any chance I get."
No! Yep.
I picked it up overseas
when I was evacuating civilian refugees.
ASL "Sesame Street" just seemed to calm the kids down,
- so I caught the basics. - Of course you did.
But I only know the level of a 4-year-old. Mm.
One through 10, colors, farm animals...
poop.
[ Laughs ]
Well, CT's expecting us.
We gotta go. Okay.
I'll come.
Convenient. And great!
Because you are, in fact, on Sam's surgical team.
Mm-hmm. Shall we?
Mika: It looks so pretty.
Oh, we should put our gifts over here.
Trey: Hey.
Hey, hey. Hey.
Florist didn't show up. They had the wrong date.
And it's my fault
because I was supposed to be doing the flowers.
But they had this day but the next month.
I mean, do I tell her?
She's in her room trying on the dress
and I'm not supposed to see her, but there's no bouquet.
So do I go tell her and say she won't--Hey, take a breath.
Deep breath. Ready?[ Inhales, exhales deeply ]
You look very handsome and the food looks great
and everyone looks happy,
and hey, I will go get a bouquet for Simone.
Alright, well, she ordered tulips, okay?
Those are her mom's favorite.
I can't promise tulips, but I'll-- I'll do my best.
Well, also, the altar and the aisle could use some flowers.
I paid for a lot of flowers, though.
Um, in college, I worked in the floral section
of the grocery store for three weeks
before I was moved to the bakery,
and I kind of have a gift for shapes and colors.
- Oh, yeah? - Yeah.
Well, I'm really good with my hands.
[ Both laugh ]
- We're dates. - We're dates.
Thank you. And thank you.
Of course.
So, can I kiss you again, right now?
Totally.
Good morning. Good morning. Hello. Good morning.
Winston: Hey, Marsh. Hey.
Alright, Ms. Selkie,
so these are not just surgeons from my flagship hospital,
they are nominees.
So, give them any and everything that they want.
But first, I want a vodka martini in a glass.
[ Chuckles ]
Can I have a club soda with ice, please?
Thank you.
- Dr. Bailey. - Bailey: Hey, good morning.
Good morning.
Um, where's, uh, Ben?
Oh, uh, he stayed
in case they need more hands at the collapse site.
I appreciate you, uh, saving me a seat last minute.
- Good morning. - How are you?
Please, I don't know why you didn't decide
to go with us from the start.
Ugh, well, private jets produce 5 to 14 times more pollution
per passenger than commercial flights.
Our planet is boiling.
Also, they terrify me.
Uh, can I get a bourbon, neat?
Thank you. Here?
Okay. Yes.
Dr. Marsh. Yeah?
I'm really happy you decided to come with us.
I also appreciate the ride. Thank you.
Yes. Absolutely.
[ Sighs ] [ Laughs ]
Uh, um, you're, uh, in her seat.
Right. Excuse me.
My bad.
[ Laughs ]
Oh.
Well, at least you know I won't get obnoxiously drunk
and talk your ear off for five hours. [ Chuckles ]
Hey, Marsh. Trade seats with me, man.
Yeah. Sure.
Thank you. [ Clears throat ]
Why do I get the feeling this is gonna be a long flight?
Excuse me, can I get a bourbon?
Uh, double.
I'm just here to ask you a couple questions.
Is that okay? Preguntas.
Ms. Alvarez, I'd like to know everything that happened today.
Todo.
I-I can see if I can stick around
if you need help interpreting or--
Someone should be on their way down.
Her EKG's negative.
It seems that her collapse might have been
a vasovagal response from the stress.
Enzo's tox screen came back clean.
Okay, so I was wrong?
I don't think you were.
Fentanyl doesn't show up on standard tox screens
because it is synthetic.
I asked them to test Enzo for that specifically.
Teddy: Hey.
I, uh-- I thought you were going to the wedding.
I'm where I need to be.
PICU's full, but the ICU overflow can take him.
- Kwan? - Okay.
[ Sighs ]
You okay? Yeah, kinda.
I'm just-- I'm being asked to be in four different places.
One is a cardio consult upstairs.
Go. I've got things covered down here.
Thanks.
[ Clears throat ] You need a dentist.
I need a shot of tequila, a string, and a door.
We're not in the Army anymore!
Yeah, but that was a crazy day, though, right?
We just published the results
from Hamilton's 12-month follow-up,
and he still hasn't had to increase his dopamine therapy.
Yeah, you, uh-- you-- you mentioned that.
We also haven't observed any negative neurological effects.
I cannot wait to tell Meredith.
I'm sure she'll be thrilled.
You made her really happy. You know that, right?
Well, if that's true, she had a very funny way of showing it.
Well, Meredith has a funny way of showing a lot of things.
But now that she and the kids are pretty settled,
her mind may be open.
Open to what?
She asks about you.
[ Laughs ] Wow.
You really enjoy interfering in other people's relationships.
Uh, yeah, Meredith and I are no longer in a relationship.
You don't have feelings for her anymore?
Good God, why do you care so much?
Look, I-I've learned with Meredith Grey that--
that the more you chase her,
the faster and farther she will run.
[ Chuckles ] It's kind of perfect.
What is?
All three sisters, single at the same time.
Nope. [ Grunts ]
[ Thudding ] Mm! It's okay.
It's-- It's just mild turbulence, Bailey.
Not back there.
Someone's this close to getting thrown out
of the emergency exit, and it's not gonna be me.
I've had a hard enough year.
Hell, it was just starting to get good.
[ Chuckles ]
What? I can't watch the show?
♪
[ Sighs ]
Are you okay?
Yeah.
I just... miss my mom.
I mean, I obviously never knew her, but...
when I went on my first date with Trey,
a red robin perched on a tree branch three feet away from us.
Robins were my mother's favorite bird.
She collected them on mugs and coasters and trinkets,
so I took it as a sign she was with me that day
and Trey's a good man.
He's good.
He's kind and...
...he's steady and...
he loves me,
and I know that's what my mother would have wanted... for me.
She would have wanted me to have what she had with my father.
So...
I miss her.
I think she'd be proud of me today.
[ Knock on door ]
Hi, Daddy.
Simone.
[ Chuckles ]
Oh.
[ Laughs ]
You take my breath away.
[ Sighs, laughs ]
I'm sorry.
Um, Dewayne Griffith, Simone's father.
Jules Millin. Maid of honor.
[ Thud ]
What was that? [ Chuckles ]
It's a bird.
Is it okay?
It is not.
What kind of bird?
Oh, you know, it's-- it's just, um...
Oh, my God. What just happened?
Um...
I'll get your grandmother's sewing kit.
It's fine. I can-- I can sew.
I can fix it. Two minutes.
Two...
[ Breathing deeply ]
Uh, you okay?
Yes. Yes, yes.
I'm just-- I'm just trying to regulate my nervous system.
By hyperventilating?
It's a whole thing.
- Do you have an update? - Uh, yeah.
Dr. Robinson is still in his previous surgery,
so it'll still be a while.
[ Exhales deeply ]
I wish I would have taken the girls on one last ride.
The girls?
Oh.
I just feel like I didn't appreciate them
while I had them.
Uh, and you'll have plenty of time to appreciate
all the things you want to appreciate.
This surgery is saving your life. Right.
And they'll do the reconstruction later today--I know. I know.
It's just they won't be the same.
They won't be the same.
Because they'll be cancer-free.
[ Laughs ]
Wow.
Cute, a doctor,
and somehow knows the exact right thing to say.
[ Sighs ]
So, why didn't you go to the wedding?
Oh, damn.
Man of honor, skipping the wedding.
You got it bad, huh?
So bad.
You want to hyperventilate with me?
Does it really work?
Yeah.
[ Breathes deeply ]
Hey.
Oh. [ Clears throat ]
Sam Sutton.
Just had his follow-up CT angio, post op day 4.
This is the wingsuiter, right?
Yeah. Mm-hmm.
Alright, let me take a look. Um...
Yeah, he's got a grade 1 aortic transection.
I mean, see this small line?
It's most likely from a deceleration injury
from the crash.
How are his pressures?
Good. Good.
But his prognosis is-- is favorable, right?
Yeah, it should be good. They usually heal on their own.
But you need to keep a watchful eye on him
and re-scan him 48 hours from now.
- Got it. - I'll take care of it.
An intern can manage it.
Well, they're at Griffith's wedding,
so I can just check between patients.
Not necessary. I'm his doctor.
I don't mind. Neither do I.
You don't even like him.
Well, not the way you do.
Woman over PA: Dr. Anderson to Orthopedics.
Dr. Doug Anderson to Orthopedics.
Give me a second.
Maxine? Everything okay?
Oh! Oh, Dr. Kwan! Thank heavens.
I'm all turned around.
C-Can you tell me what day it is?
The last time we found you wandering the halls,
you were septic and delirious.
It's Friday.
I'm at Grey-Sloan Memorial,
and can you please explain why there's someone in my room?
Your room is on the north side.
This is the south.
[ Chuckling ] Enzo: Mom?
Oh, okay.
Do you know where my mama is?
She'll be back as soon as she can, alright?
[ Cellphone chimes ]
[ Sighs ]
I just got called in for a consult.
Well, you go. I-I'll sit with him.
No, you need to get back in bed.
Oh, I can rest just as well in a chair.
[ Chuckles ]
Do you like stories?
Oh, good.
You can tell me some.
[ Cellphone chimes ]
Dr. Benson Kwan?
We need to ask you some questions
about the Alvarez case.
I just got called in for a consult back in the E.R.--
Your patient tested positive for fentanyl.
This is now a criminal investigation involving a minor.
It will only take a couple minutes of your time.
♪
Denise, why are your friends cutting down all my roses?
Uh, they're doing what? [ Gasps ]
Oh, my baby.
Look at you.
Hi, Mom.
Oh.
You are a beauty.
And you are my star.
And, baby girl, don't you marry Kenneth
if you don't really love him.
If you love Dewayne and he sees you for who you are,
don't you walk down that aisle.
Honey, it's better to disappoint everybody else
than it is to disappoint yourself.
And your mama loves you.
I love you.
♪
And the plot thickens.
Man over PA: Dr. Gear to E.R., stat.
I asked to stay while they talked,
but I was shown the door,
so I eavesdropped on the nurses.
Enzo has fentanyl in his blood?
I can't answer that 'cause doctor/patient--
And they think his mother gave it to him?
Why the hell would she do that?
You think-- You think they have it wrong?
I can't prove it,
and I also might be partial to single moms and their sons.
If you think the police have this wrong,
then you have to fight.
You have to fight like hell to help her,
or you risk it waking you up in the night when you're 80.
[ Sighs ]
I just started my residency here.
When I first started teaching, there was a young assistant.
Her name was Claire.
She was a bit of an odd duck, really, kept to herself,
but the kids loved her.
Anyway, she often came in late and--
and sometimes had bruises on her face.
So I asked another teacher about it,
and she said that her husband was a bigwig alum
who fundraised for the school.
In other words-- stop asking.
So I did. I didn't want to lose my job.
A few weeks later, Claire was dead.
And that's what keeps me up at night.
Not my divorce, not my old friends dying,
not my failures as a mother, of which there are many.
No, it's the thought of that--
that poor young woman that I didn't fight for.
♪
Wait, we're letting them arrest her?
They're gonna take her to the station
once she's medically clear.
Look, we don't have a choice.
CPS only had more questions after the interview.
An interview that was in broken Spanish.
Did they even wait for an interpreter?
They'll continue the investigation,
but for now, we need to do what's best for Enzo.
What, by splitting him up
with the only person that cares about him?
I-- [ Sighs ] They are on vacation from Buenos Aires.
They rented a home here because Enzo is obsessed
with Mount Rainier and the Space Needle
since his dad was from here.
I think the system is making assumptions
that they wouldn't make if she was speaking English.
Carmen doesn't even know what fentanyl is.
If she saw it, she would think it was candy
because the pills are in bright, shiny rainbow colors--
Kwan.
Carmen.
No.
Dr. Hunt!
[ Thudding ]
Turbulence shouldn't last this long.
We should go higher.
Now you're telling the pilots what to do?
That tracks.
Well, it's, uh, global warming.
Air currents colliding at high altitudes,
making turbulence harder to predict.
In case anyone cares.
Whoa!
- You okay? - I'm so sorry. I'm fine.
What else do you want me to say?
I was in an awful place.
I feel terrible about the way I treated you.
Do you still stand by what you said?
I stand by my apology.
Forget the apology, Amelia.
Do you believe there's truth to what you said?
I-I-I'll give my entire salary
to the first person who switches seats.
Not worth it.
I was harsh, I was out of line,
but I think there was some truth to what I said,
and I think you know it.
You were supposed to love Maggie,
not compete with her.
You don't know me. Okay?
You-- You don't have any idea
what I had to overcome to get here.
The discipline that it took.
There's not a single doctor
or even college graduate in my family,
and now I'm one of the best heart surgeons in the country.
And I've been called small and a coward.
And a failure because my marriage didn't work out.
Because my wife and I wanted different things.
Because I won't compromise everything that I've built
by throwing tantrums at work.
That's not me. Never gonna happen.
I didn't fail Maggie.
And you know what? Maggie didn't fail me.
If you think that I was the problem
and you were in her ear?
You might be the reason she left!
I was not in her ear!
One day, we'll all be dead!
Does it have to be today?
And when that time comes, when you're in the afterlife,
chilling on a cloud,
will you be proud of this moment?
Will it have uplifted your souls?
Or will you realize that you've wasted precious life
with petty arguments?
Will it fill you with pride?
Or shame and regret?
Um [clears throat] my wife has been hitting
the medical marijuana pretty hard lately.
[ Loud thud ] Whoa!
Okay, okay, okay. Oh!
Pilot: Hang on, folks. It's getting bumpy.
This is not how I'm supposed to die!
I have cancer, damn it! That's how I'm gonna die!
Catherine, we're not dying! Take my hand.
We're going down, baby!
This is why people fly commercial!
It feels like we're plummeting.
- We are! - I can't die, I'm a mom.
I can't die, I can't die--
Amelia, give me your hand.
Oh, I should have retired!
Why, God?!
Give me that.
Bailey: Oh, hell, no.
♪
Oh, geez.
Pilot: I am so sorry, folks. That was rough.
We hit an unexpected wind shear,
but we are through it, and I hope everyone's okay.
We're expecting smooth skies
for the remainder of the flight. Oh, my God.
[ Laughs ]
Woman over PA: Dr. Davis to Labor and Delivery.
Dr. Megan Davis to Labor and Delivery.
[ Clears throat ]
Am I fired?
As much as I'd like to think I have firing power, I do not.
[ Sighs ]
I grew up with a single mom.
Yeah, I did, too.
And most of the time, I find it to be a strength.
It's helped with my compassion, patience, empathy,
but not all single moms are like ours.
So we have to follow the protocols...
...as hard as it is.
[ Clears throat ]
Police searched their rental.
In a bedside drawer, they found
a baggie of weed gummies and rainbow fentanyl.
They confirmed that they were left by the previous occupants.
- For a child to find. - Mm-hmm.
Dr. Kwan, you fought the good fight--
and you won.
What do I do with the rage?
[ Sighs ]
That is a question for the ages in this job.
Meantime, why don't you take Carmen inside
to go see her son, okay?
Yeah.
♪
Enzo.
Enzo: Mom?
Estoy aquí.
Sam: What are you doing over there?
I'm checking your chest tube.
Wow. Okay.
I don't usually like to move this fast, but if you insist.
[ Chuckles ]
I don't believe that for a second.
The tube looks good.
They'll probably remove it in a couple of days.
Signal is strong.
So, when they ask...
we can tell our kids
that this was our first date, right?
[ Chuckles ]
How's his H and INR?
Uh, stable.
Then I guess I'll leave you to it.
Link, is there something that you need to say to me?
[ Sighs ]
I just...
You're...
...one of his doctors.
Oh, my God.
Link.
You slept with an intern.
Did I judge you?
[ Wildes' "Lightly" plays ]
♪ I think I see it, on the horizon ♪
♪ Now I feel it
♪ And I'm alive, but am I breathing? ♪
♪ Fill my lungs so I can scream it ♪
Hey.
♪ When I cried on the floor...
It might not be the one you ordered,
but it's made with love,
from all your neighbors' houses.
Ow, ow! Oh, sorry!
No, it's okay. Thorns?
Ah.
Oh, my God. You're bleeding on your dress.
Oh, my God. Oh, my God, help.
Uh...
Uh, Mr. Griffith, may I?
- I'm so sorry. - You can just call me Dewayne.
- It's not coming out. - Here, let's just go.
Okay. Okay.
We're gonna take this...
put it through that.
Okay, hold your bouquet right there.
You can't see the blood.
Okay. There.
You look beautiful. Thank you.
Dewayne: It's all good.
It's okay, baby.
Here we go.
♪ Maybe I love how I feel in the wind ♪
♪ I'm the breeze
♪ So light
♪ I'm li-i-i-i-i-i-i-ght
[ Chuckles ]
♪ I'm li-i-i-i-i-i-i-ght
♪ Can you feel it?
♪ Close to you?
Dad, was Mom engaged to someone else before you?
Baby, why would you--Just tell me the truth, please.
♪
[ Clears throat ]
I have n-never seen two people more in love.
She met me two months
before they were supposed to get married.
And she called off the wedding last minute?
Baby, your mother always made life up as she went along.
♪ I'm li-i-i-i-i-i-i-ght
You and I are quite the dynamic duo.
[ Chuckles ]
Oh, come on. I helped a little bit.
I sat with the boy.
I talked about the Beatles. Mm.
Can you guess what his favorite song is?
"Yellow Submarine"?
How did you know?
Ah. All kids like it.
I can see why Jules is falling for you.
Ah, falling for me?
Uh, yeah, she barely speaks to me.
She's a wounded bird with a mass--
with a ma--
massive h-- heart.
M-Maxine? The two of-- The two of you--
Maxine!
[ Gasping ]
I need some help in here!
[ Gasping ]
It's okay, it's okay, it's okay.
Code Blue! I need a crash cart!
Woman: Code Blue, 4th floor.
Hold on, Maxine. Hold on.
She has a DNR and DNI.
No, she was fine. She was just talking.
Dr. Kwan, we're not supposed to do anything. It's in her chart.
Get me an intubation tray so I can save her life!
Dr. Kwan!
Code Blue, 4th floor. Go!
Neuro ICU.
Code Blue, 4th floor, Neuro ICU.
It's okay. Here we go.
Woman over PA: Dr. Sellers, Dr. Mari Sellers 4619.
[ Sighs ]
Hey.
You need to eat.
[ Sighs ] It hurts when I chew.
Yeah, I thought you might say that, so...
Oh.
Mm.
Hey.
You always take care of me.
Yep, I will always take care of you.
Drink the whole thing.
Bossy. [ Chuckles ]
Meredith: It has been proven that what you believe
can sometimes determine the state of your health.
Catherine, slow down!
So it goes to follow that it can also
sometimes determine the state of your life.
♪ ...scared of the darkness
[ Sighs ]
Marsh, are you coming?
Marsh? We're headed to the hotel.
Yeah, I-I'll-- I'll meet up with you guys later.
There's, uh, something I need to do.
♪ Eyes open wide
Uh, Ben? Call me back.
We just landed.
I'm checking on you and the kids.
Okay, love you. Bye.
And what you believe can change on a dime.
♪ To get there
[ Sighs ]
♪ We walk the line
What you believe is right...
Give me the intubation tray.
Bring in the cart!
...what you believe is wrong...
♪ We look for signs
♪ After all we find, it takes time ♪
...what you believe you want...
♪ It takes time
♪ For us to feel
♪ To know what's real
...what you believe you need...
♪ For hearts to heal
Oh, my gosh. What did you do?
Help me. Do not intubate!
That's what she wanted!
She explicitly did not want
to be on a machine for the rest of her life.
She was just talking,
and she was helping me with a patient and laughing.
Help me fight to get her back.
She dropped a lung.
Then let's put in a chest tube.
Kwan, you need to stop.
I already intubated her! We can't half-save her!
Page Dr. Bailey.
She's on her way to Boston.
[ Scoffs ]
...what you believe you are capable of doing...
Chest tube tray.
...what you believe is a sign...
♪
You see her, too, right?
Most definitely.
♪ Find who we are
♪ It takes time
I didn't get married.
You didn't get married.
[ Gasps ]
You two should go.
Yeah, yeah.
I'll be fine.
♪ It's like lightning
♪ When it strikes, then you know ♪
...what you believe the sign means...
♪ It's the right thing
♪ Am I on my own?
...what you believe you deserve.
♪ Walking blindly
♪ But I'm searching for, try to follow the stars ♪
♪ But don't know where they are ♪
♪ Give me the secret
♪ Don't hold out about it
♪ Started to see it
♪ Sometimes it's heaven or hell ♪
♪ It's getting harder to tell
♪ But I think I'm finding myself ♪
♪ I might be going nowhere
♪ Nowhere
♪ But I know I'm gonna get there ♪
♪ I know I'm gonna get there
♪ It reminds me
♪ That nothing is ever what it seems ♪
♪ Give me the secret
♪ Don't hold out about it
♪ Started to see it
♪ Even though it's clouded
♪
So, if you want to change your life...
change your mind.
♪ I might be going nowhere
♪ Nowhere
♪ But I know I'm gonna get there ♪
♪ I know I'm gonna get there
♪ I might be going nowhere
[ Exhales sharply ]
♪ I know I'm gonna get there
And try not to wait too long.
Can I help you?
Hi, um, is this, uh...
I'm sorry, d-does, uh-- does Meredith Grey live here?
She's at work.
I'm Michael.
Hi, I, uh-- I'm, uh-- I'm Nick.
I'm a friend from Seattle.
Okay, I'll let her know that you came by, Nick.
Okay?
It's probably best if you text her.
Yeah.
Okay.
♪