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Meredith: The idea that the
brain can convince the body

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that a fake treatment
is the real thing

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is called the placebo effect.

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♪ I could look into your eyes

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♪ Trace your shadows
in the way the sun moves ♪

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[ Gasps ]

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♪ Across the ocean and the sky

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♪ There's nothing better
than laying next to you ♪

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[ Cellphone vibrates ]

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♪ I love the way our bodies
set the scene ♪

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♪ Bathing in the colors
of a dream ♪

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♪ No one in the world,
just you and me ♪

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[ Chuckles ]

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[ Gasps ] No!

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[ Laughs ]

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♪ In the golden hour

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Hey.
I was never here.

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It's okay,
I'm not in my dress yet.

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Well, in that case...

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♪ You taste like honey butter

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♪ You're sugar sweet

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Enjoy your coffee.

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Thank you.
Love you.

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I love you.

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Bye.

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The brain anticipates
an outcome

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and then communicates it
to the body.

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♪ I love the way our bodies
set the scene ♪

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♪ Bathing in the colors
of a dream ♪

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♪ No one in the world,
just you and me ♪

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Lucas?

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♪ Meet me at sundown

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♪ In the golden hour

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And the body responds as if
a medication were given...

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when all that was given
was a sugar pill.

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Studies have found that
under the right circumstances,

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a placebo can have up
to a 72% cure rate --

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making it just as effective
as certain medications.

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So, the lie becomes the truth.

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Happy wedding day!

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I need a ride.Ooh. That's why I'm here.

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No, I need a ride
to the hospital.
Okay.

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Winston: Mr. Kramer needs
his pacing wires pulled

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and Ms. Watkins
is back in a-fib.

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Okay, great.

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I'll, uh, keep an eye
and start the amio.

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I really appreciate this,
Chief.

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Yeah, of course.

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Oh, uh, Paige Harper in 2404
is post op day 2

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from her CABG, so...

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I will check
the test tube output

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and see
if we can remove them.

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[ Groans softly ]
You alright?

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Yeah, I'm fine.
I just have a toothache.

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I don't have to go
to Boston if --

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Yes, you do have to go
to Boston.

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If you need to go
to the dentist --

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You are not missing
the awards ceremony

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so I can go
to the dentist.

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Alright, well, I'm saying,

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the whole cardio department
is a lot

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with a tooth ache
if you're not chief.

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But you are chief,

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so you're also overseeing
the whole hospital.

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And I am saying
you are nominated

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for a Catherine Fox Award

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and it's not every day
that our head of cardio

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is nominated
for a Catherine Fox Award.

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Head of cardio?

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Congratulations,
Dr. Ndugu.

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[ Chuckles ]Blue: Incredible.

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Congratulations,
Dr. Ndugu.

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Th-- Thank you, Chief Altman.
Thank you.

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Wow.You have earned it.

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And we are lucky
to have you.

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I am -- I'm thrilled.[ Elevator bell dings ]

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You won't regret this.

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I know I won't.

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Alright, now go,
before you miss your flight.

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Alright, yeah, yeah.Okay.

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I can skip
the wedding.

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No, don't skip
the wedding.

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But you probably should skip
the reception.

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[ Elevator bell dings ]You got it. I'll be back in
a couple of hours, tops.

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Great.
Thank you.

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Wow.

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You are a vision worthy
of a Renaissance faire.

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Well, this is
my Renn Faire dress.

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How did you know?

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How could I not?

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Is it bad?

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[ Chuckles ] No.I didn't have time
to go shopping.

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It's perfect.

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You look like a fairy

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who took a magical pill
and grew into human size.

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Jules, my chart says
the same thing it did

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when you looked
three minutes ago

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and also
five minutes ago.

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Mm-hmm.
Have you written
your toast?

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My what?
My toast?

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Well, you're
the maid of honor.

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Crap.

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Oh. Well, just smile
and say you've never seen

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two people so happy
and in love.

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That's it?

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All those awful jokes
about ex-lovers and bad choices?

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It's the strangest
wedding-day tradition.

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You be the Fairy of Love
and just let it die with you.

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Dr. Kwan your date?

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No.

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The Fairy
of Playing Hard to Get.

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Mm, I like it.

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I will see you
after the wedding.

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Ta ta, love!
Have fun.

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Sam Sutton, 43,
post op day 4.

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I'm sorry.
Do we have to do this?

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Do what?

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The whole formal thing?

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Post op day
blah, blah, blah.

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We practically live together.
Can we just be friends?

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Sam --
Mr. Sutton,
what's my name?

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Yasuda.

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What's my first name?

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Doctor?
Right.

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I am affable
and you are charming,

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but we're not friends,
Mr. Sutton.

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I am Dr. Yasuda,
and I am on your surgical team.

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I did eight years
of formal training

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to become a member
of your surgical team,

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so a formal introduction
of your medical status each day

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is not just appropriate,
it's one of the many systems

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that helps keep you
alive and safe.

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Alright?

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Mm-hmm.

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Alright, then.

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Sam Sutton, 43,
post op day 4.

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What are you doing here?
It's your wedding day.

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[ Sighs ]
Have you seen Adams?

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No.

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[ Breathing heavily ]

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You left without me.

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I didn't think
you were coming.

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Our breast cancer patient,
Tobey Barrett,

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is coming in
for her mastectomy today.

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Okay?

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I told her I'd be there
for her

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and I'd walk her through it
and I'd hold her hand,

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but they scheduled it
for today,

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and I don't want her
to put it off any longer,

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but I can't be here.You can't be here

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because you're
getting married today.

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I can't be here because
I'm getting married today.

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Lucas, um, I...

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I can't deny
what you feel.

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I can't deny that...
we have a connection.

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But Trey does love me,

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and I think what he and I built
together deserves this chance.

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And...

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I don't want
to hurt you,

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and I don't want
to lose you...

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from my life.

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But I'm getting married.

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Today.

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So, will you please...

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...take care
of Tobey for me?

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I'd do anything for you.

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♪♪

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Excellent work,
Yasuda.

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That guy needs
a little humbling.

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Agree. Thank you.

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And, uh, if he's ever
inappropriate with you

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in any way --
Oh, he's not
inappropriate

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unless by "inappropriate,"
you mean arrogant.

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Okay, Yasuda,
let's order a CT angio.

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I'm a bit concerned

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about decreased pulses
in his left arm.

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I'll talk to radiology,
but as a reminder,

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I have a wedding to get to
for the next few hours.

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I know
we're short-staffed today,

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so I wanted to get here
to be here for rounds,

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but it is
Dr. Griffith's wedding.

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Hmm, well,
we'll cover for you.Thank you.

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Yasuda, you don't think
he's inappropriate with...

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anyone?

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If you mean Dr. Wilson,
respectfully,

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the inappropriate
seems to be reciprocal.

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[ Clears throat ]

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Hey, I can take
over his care if --

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Oh, no, no.

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Uh, let's get
his angio.

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Okay. Yeah.

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What are you doing here?No time
to answer that.

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See you
at the wedding!

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[ Shouting in Spanish ]

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W-What's his name?
Uh... ¿Cómo se llama?

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Enzo.
Enzo!

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Enzo!

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We need to go.
We need to go.

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♪♪

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I need some help here!

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I have what looks like an opiate
poisoning in an 8-year-old!

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Somebody page Dr. Hunt!

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--Captions by VITAC--

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Okay, keep up the 02.

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Glucose level is normal.

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Naloxone's in.Look, he presented textbook.

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I-I might be wrong.
Maybe it's not drug-related.

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[ Gasps ][ Gasps ]

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Owen: There's our answer.

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Kwan, you saved
this kid's life.

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Let's get a tox screen
and some activated charcoal,

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1 gram per kilogram, ASAP.

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Nice work.

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Once you get those labs,
call Child Protective Services.

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Really?

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She seems
pretty terrified.Doesn't matter.

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That's not up to us to figure
out how this kid OD'ed,

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but somebody has to,
okay?

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Help!

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Okay, let's get
another gurney

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and get a tox screen
for her, as well.

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This van is everything.

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I know.
[ Chuckles ]
How did you --

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I bought a piece of crap
and I made it everything,

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and it might be
my most proud thing.

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Except for what I did
this morning.

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What did you do
this morning?

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I showed my
attending surgeons --

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hell, I showed myself
who I can be

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when I'm not working three jobs
and buried in debt.

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I slept eight full hours
three nights in a row,

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and I-I feel
like a superhero

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who has unknowingly had
kryptonite in my shoe for years.

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And then someone took it out,
and I can freaking fly.

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[ Laughs ]
And, I mean,

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okay, yeah, I resented
the hell out of it,

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but you took
a stand for me, Taryn.

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It was you.

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You took
the kryptonite out.

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Can I kiss you
at this red light?

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[ Tires screech ]

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Totally.

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Come here.

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♪♪

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Tobey, right?

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Yes. Hi.

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Hey, Dr...

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Adams.

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Sorry, right.
[ Chuckles ]

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My memory is shot
when I'm nervous.

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It's alright.
Yeah.

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Have you seen
Dr. Griffith?

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She said
that she would be --

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Yeah,
she's getting married.

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Yeah, I know.

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She showed me her ring and --
and a picture of the dress.

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No, I mean she's
getting married today.

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So she's not here.
Oh.

259
00:10:10,368 --> 00:10:11,956
And she didn't
tell you because...

260
00:10:11,990 --> 00:10:13,923
Because she didn't
want me to postpone.

261
00:10:13,958 --> 00:10:14,924
Yeah.

262
00:10:14,959 --> 00:10:16,926
Because cancer.

263
00:10:16,961 --> 00:10:17,927
Yeah.

264
00:10:17,962 --> 00:10:19,446
Okay.

265
00:10:19,480 --> 00:10:20,930
Yeah, she's sorry.

266
00:10:20,965 --> 00:10:23,381
But, uh, she knows everything
is gonna be just fine,

267
00:10:23,415 --> 00:10:25,452
and she asked me
to stand in, so...

268
00:10:25,486 --> 00:10:26,453
[ Chuckles ]

269
00:10:26,487 --> 00:10:28,628
Well, did she elope?
No.

270
00:10:28,662 --> 00:10:31,216
But she said that you were
her man of honor.

271
00:10:31,251 --> 00:10:33,287
That is a thing
that changed.

272
00:10:33,322 --> 00:10:36,670
Oh, so you're not even
going to the wedding.

273
00:10:36,705 --> 00:10:39,190
She, uh...

274
00:10:39,224 --> 00:10:41,157
She asked me
to be here for you.

275
00:10:41,192 --> 00:10:42,780
Oh, okay.

276
00:10:42,814 --> 00:10:44,229
Are you all checked in?

277
00:10:44,264 --> 00:10:46,059
Is she good?Nurse:
Yes, she's all set.

278
00:10:46,093 --> 00:10:47,232
I'll show you to pre-op.

279
00:10:47,267 --> 00:10:48,682
Well, you know,
you don't have to --

280
00:10:48,717 --> 00:10:52,065
I promised Simone
I would be here for you.

281
00:10:53,100 --> 00:10:54,343
Okay.

282
00:10:56,034 --> 00:10:57,587
Thank you.

283
00:10:57,622 --> 00:11:03,628
♪♪

284
00:11:05,354 --> 00:11:07,321
[ Elevator bell dings ]If everything looks good,
then you'll soon be

285
00:11:07,356 --> 00:11:08,875
on your way
to do physical therapy

286
00:11:08,909 --> 00:11:11,325
in the hospital gym
instead of just your room.

287
00:11:11,360 --> 00:11:13,603
Finally.
Something dangerous.

288
00:11:13,638 --> 00:11:16,330
Hi, how are you
feeling today?

289
00:11:16,365 --> 00:11:22,820
I'm learning ASL, so I'm trying
to practice any chance I get.

290
00:11:22,854 --> 00:11:25,823
Do you know you just signed
"poop" and not "practice"?

291
00:11:25,857 --> 00:11:27,169
Basically you just said,

292
00:11:27,203 --> 00:11:29,171
"I'm trying to poop
any chance I get."

293
00:11:29,205 --> 00:11:30,275
No!
Yep.

294
00:11:30,310 --> 00:11:31,725
I picked it up overseas

295
00:11:31,760 --> 00:11:33,762
when I was evacuating
civilian refugees.

296
00:11:33,796 --> 00:11:35,902
ASL "Sesame Street" just seemed
to calm the kids down,

297
00:11:35,936 --> 00:11:38,111
so I caught the basics.Of course you did.

298
00:11:38,145 --> 00:11:40,458
But I only know the level
of a 4-year-old.
Mm.

299
00:11:40,492 --> 00:11:43,944
One through 10, colors,
farm animals...

300
00:11:43,979 --> 00:11:44,945
poop.

301
00:11:44,980 --> 00:11:46,050
[ Laughs ]

302
00:11:46,084 --> 00:11:47,776
Well,
CT's expecting us.

303
00:11:47,810 --> 00:11:49,225
We gotta go.
Okay.

304
00:11:50,640 --> 00:11:51,780
I'll come.

305
00:11:51,814 --> 00:11:53,298
Convenient.
And great!

306
00:11:53,333 --> 00:11:55,922
Because you are, in fact,
on Sam's surgical team.

307
00:11:55,956 --> 00:11:57,647
Mm-hmm.
Shall we?

308
00:11:57,682 --> 00:11:59,408
Mika:
It looks so pretty.

309
00:11:59,442 --> 00:12:01,479
Oh, we should put our gifts
over here.

310
00:12:01,513 --> 00:12:03,067
Trey: Hey.

311
00:12:03,101 --> 00:12:04,654
Hey, hey.
Hey.

312
00:12:04,689 --> 00:12:05,897
Florist didn't show up.
They had the wrong date.

313
00:12:05,932 --> 00:12:07,381
And it's my fault

314
00:12:07,416 --> 00:12:08,762
because I was supposed to be
doing the flowers.

315
00:12:08,797 --> 00:12:09,970
But they had this day
but the next month.

316
00:12:10,005 --> 00:12:11,282
I mean, do I tell her?

317
00:12:11,316 --> 00:12:12,628
She's in her room
trying on the dress

318
00:12:12,662 --> 00:12:14,285
and I'm not supposed to see her,
but there's no bouquet.

319
00:12:14,319 --> 00:12:16,287
So do I go tell her
and say she won't --Hey, take a breath.

320
00:12:16,321 --> 00:12:18,876
Deep breath. Ready?[ Inhales, exhales deeply ]

321
00:12:18,910 --> 00:12:21,948
You look very handsome
and the food looks great

322
00:12:21,982 --> 00:12:23,466
and everyone looks happy,

323
00:12:23,501 --> 00:12:25,779
and hey, I will go get
a bouquet for Simone.

324
00:12:25,814 --> 00:12:27,125
Alright, well,
she ordered tulips, okay?

325
00:12:27,160 --> 00:12:28,644
Those are
her mom's favorite.

326
00:12:28,678 --> 00:12:30,784
I can't promise tulips,
but I'll -- I'll do my best.

327
00:12:30,819 --> 00:12:33,476
Well, also, the altar and the
aisle could use some flowers.

328
00:12:33,511 --> 00:12:34,961
I paid for
a lot of flowers, though.

329
00:12:34,995 --> 00:12:36,686
Um, in college, I worked
in the floral section

330
00:12:36,721 --> 00:12:38,067
of the grocery store
for three weeks

331
00:12:38,102 --> 00:12:39,586
before I was moved
to the bakery,

332
00:12:39,620 --> 00:12:41,830
and I kind of have a gift
for shapes and colors.

333
00:12:41,864 --> 00:12:43,176
Oh, yeah?Yeah.

334
00:12:43,210 --> 00:12:44,246
Well, I'm really good
with my hands.

335
00:12:44,280 --> 00:12:45,765
[ Both laugh ]

336
00:12:45,799 --> 00:12:47,525
We're dates.We're dates.

337
00:12:47,559 --> 00:12:49,699
Thank you.
And thank you.

338
00:12:49,734 --> 00:12:51,425
Of course.

339
00:12:51,460 --> 00:12:57,638
So, can I kiss you again,
right now?

340
00:12:57,673 --> 00:12:59,295
Totally.

341
00:13:10,548 --> 00:13:11,825
Good morning.

342
00:13:11,860 --> 00:13:13,551
Good morning. Good morning.
Hello. Good morning.

343
00:13:13,585 --> 00:13:14,552
Winston: Hey, Marsh.
Hey.

344
00:13:14,586 --> 00:13:16,312
Alright, Ms. Selkie,

345
00:13:16,347 --> 00:13:19,281
so these are not just surgeons
from my flagship hospital,

346
00:13:19,315 --> 00:13:20,800
they are nominees.

347
00:13:20,834 --> 00:13:22,663
So, give them any and everything
that they want.

348
00:13:22,698 --> 00:13:25,218
But first, I want
a vodka martini in a glass.

349
00:13:25,252 --> 00:13:26,564
[ Chuckles ]

350
00:13:26,598 --> 00:13:28,669
Can I have a club soda
with ice, please?

351
00:13:28,704 --> 00:13:30,119
Thank you.

352
00:13:30,154 --> 00:13:31,362
Dr. Bailey.Bailey:
Hey, good morning.

353
00:13:31,396 --> 00:13:32,950
Hey, good morning.
Good morning.

354
00:13:32,984 --> 00:13:34,123
Um, where's, uh, Ben?

355
00:13:34,158 --> 00:13:35,711
Oh, uh, he stayed

356
00:13:35,745 --> 00:13:37,817
in case they need more hands
at the collapse site.

357
00:13:37,851 --> 00:13:40,336
I appreciate you, uh, saving me
a seat last minute.

358
00:13:40,371 --> 00:13:41,717
Good morning.How are you?

359
00:13:41,751 --> 00:13:43,132
Please, I don't know why
you didn't decide

360
00:13:43,167 --> 00:13:44,824
to go with us
from the start.

361
00:13:44,858 --> 00:13:48,517
Ugh, well, private jets produce
5 to 14 times more pollution

362
00:13:48,551 --> 00:13:50,830
per passenger
than commercial flights.

363
00:13:50,864 --> 00:13:52,832
Our planet is boiling.

364
00:13:52,866 --> 00:13:54,350
Also, they terrify me.

365
00:13:54,385 --> 00:13:57,181
Uh, can I get
a bourbon, neat?

366
00:13:57,215 --> 00:13:58,492
Thank you.
Here?

367
00:13:58,527 --> 00:14:00,149
Okay.
Yes.

368
00:14:00,184 --> 00:14:02,082
Dr. Marsh.
Yeah?

369
00:14:02,117 --> 00:14:04,429
I'm really happy you decided
to come with us.

370
00:14:04,464 --> 00:14:06,362
I also appreciate the ride.
Thank you.

371
00:14:06,397 --> 00:14:07,881
Yes.
Absolutely.

372
00:14:07,916 --> 00:14:09,918
[ Sighs ]
[ Laughs ]

373
00:14:09,952 --> 00:14:13,093
Uh, um, you're, uh,
in her seat.

374
00:14:13,128 --> 00:14:14,715
Right.
Excuse me.

375
00:14:14,750 --> 00:14:15,855
My bad.

376
00:14:15,889 --> 00:14:17,235
[ Laughs ]

377
00:14:19,099 --> 00:14:20,135
Oh.

378
00:14:22,033 --> 00:14:24,415
Well, at least you know
I won't get obnoxiously drunk

379
00:14:24,449 --> 00:14:27,004
and talk your ear off
for five hours. [ Chuckles ]

380
00:14:27,038 --> 00:14:28,626
Hey, Marsh.
Trade seats with me, man.

381
00:14:28,660 --> 00:14:30,248
Yeah. Sure.

382
00:14:31,491 --> 00:14:33,527
Thank you.
[ Clears throat ]

383
00:14:33,562 --> 00:14:35,702
Why do I get the feeling
this is gonna be a long flight?

384
00:14:35,736 --> 00:14:38,636
Excuse me,
can I get a bourbon?

385
00:14:38,670 --> 00:14:39,671
Uh, double.

386
00:14:47,438 --> 00:14:49,302
I'm just here to ask you
a couple questions.

387
00:14:49,336 --> 00:14:50,855
Is that okay?
Preguntas.

388
00:15:00,692 --> 00:15:03,764
Ms. Alvarez, I'd like to know
everything that happened today.

389
00:15:03,799 --> 00:15:05,387
Todo.

390
00:15:05,421 --> 00:15:06,595
I-I can see if I can
stick around

391
00:15:06,629 --> 00:15:08,493
if you need help
interpreting or --

392
00:15:08,528 --> 00:15:10,323
Someone should be
on their way down.

393
00:15:25,648 --> 00:15:26,960
Her EKG's negative.

394
00:15:26,995 --> 00:15:28,237
It seems that her collapse
might have been

395
00:15:28,272 --> 00:15:30,067
a vasovagal response
from the stress.

396
00:15:30,101 --> 00:15:32,172
Enzo's tox screen
came back clean.

397
00:15:32,207 --> 00:15:34,105
Okay, so I was wrong?

398
00:15:34,140 --> 00:15:35,624
I don't think you were.

399
00:15:35,658 --> 00:15:37,626
Fentanyl doesn't show up
on standard tox screens

400
00:15:37,660 --> 00:15:39,145
because it is synthetic.

401
00:15:39,179 --> 00:15:41,768
I asked them to test Enzo
for that specifically.

402
00:15:41,802 --> 00:15:43,321
Teddy: Hey.

403
00:15:43,356 --> 00:15:44,944
I, uh -- I thought you were
going to the wedding.

404
00:15:44,978 --> 00:15:46,531
I'm where I need to be.

405
00:15:46,566 --> 00:15:49,603
PICU's full, but the ICU
overflow can take him.

406
00:15:49,638 --> 00:15:50,846
Kwan?Okay.

407
00:15:50,880 --> 00:15:53,642
[ Sighs ]

408
00:15:53,676 --> 00:15:55,471
You okay?
Yeah, kinda.

409
00:15:55,506 --> 00:15:57,542
I'm just -- I'm being asked
to be in four different places.

410
00:15:57,577 --> 00:15:59,613
One is a cardio consult
upstairs.

411
00:15:59,648 --> 00:16:01,305
Go. I've got things
covered down here.

412
00:16:01,339 --> 00:16:02,720
Thanks.

413
00:16:02,754 --> 00:16:04,308
[ Clears throat ]
You need a dentist.

414
00:16:04,342 --> 00:16:07,138
I need a shot of tequila,
a string, and a door.

415
00:16:07,173 --> 00:16:08,829
We're not
in the Army anymore!

416
00:16:08,864 --> 00:16:11,487
Yeah, but that was a crazy day,
though, right?

417
00:16:12,695 --> 00:16:14,145
We just published
the results

418
00:16:14,180 --> 00:16:15,836
from Hamilton's
12-month follow-up,

419
00:16:15,871 --> 00:16:18,494
and he still hasn't had to
increase his dopamine therapy.

420
00:16:19,495 --> 00:16:21,118
Yeah, you, uh -- you --
you mentioned that.

421
00:16:21,152 --> 00:16:24,293
We also haven't observed any
negative neurological effects.

422
00:16:24,328 --> 00:16:26,640
I cannot wait
to tell Meredith.

423
00:16:26,675 --> 00:16:28,711
I'm sure
she'll be thrilled.

424
00:16:28,746 --> 00:16:30,990
You made her really happy.
You know that, right?

425
00:16:33,026 --> 00:16:35,546
Well, if that's true, she had
a very funny way of showing it.

426
00:16:35,580 --> 00:16:38,859
Well, Meredith has a funny way
of showing a lot of things.

427
00:16:40,275 --> 00:16:43,002
But now that she and the kids
are pretty settled,

428
00:16:43,036 --> 00:16:44,796
her mind may be open.

429
00:16:46,764 --> 00:16:48,317
Open to what?

430
00:16:48,352 --> 00:16:49,905
She asks about you.

431
00:16:49,939 --> 00:16:51,562
[ Laughs ] Wow.

432
00:16:51,596 --> 00:16:54,323
You really enjoy interfering
in other people's relationships.

433
00:16:54,358 --> 00:16:57,223
Uh, yeah, Meredith and I
are no longer in a relationship.

434
00:16:57,257 --> 00:16:58,776
You don't have feelings
for her anymore?

435
00:16:58,810 --> 00:17:00,329
Good God,
why do you care so much?

436
00:17:00,364 --> 00:17:02,366
Look, I-I've learned
with Meredith Grey that --

437
00:17:02,400 --> 00:17:03,712
that the more you chase her,

438
00:17:03,746 --> 00:17:05,438
the faster and farther
she will run.

439
00:17:05,472 --> 00:17:07,612
[ Chuckles ]
It's kind of perfect.

440
00:17:07,646 --> 00:17:09,200
What is?

441
00:17:09,234 --> 00:17:12,065
All three sisters,
single at the same time.

442
00:17:13,066 --> 00:17:15,586
Nope. [ Grunts ]

443
00:17:16,414 --> 00:17:19,555
[ Thudding ]Mm! It's okay.

444
00:17:19,589 --> 00:17:21,902
It's -- It's just mild
turbulence, Bailey.

445
00:17:21,936 --> 00:17:23,352
Not back there.

446
00:17:23,387 --> 00:17:24,871
Someone's this close
to getting thrown out

447
00:17:24,905 --> 00:17:26,976
of the emergency exit,
and it's not gonna be me.

448
00:17:27,011 --> 00:17:28,909
I've had a hard enough year.

449
00:17:28,944 --> 00:17:30,532
Hell, it was just
starting to get good.

450
00:17:30,566 --> 00:17:32,741
[ Chuckles ]

451
00:17:32,775 --> 00:17:35,192
What?
I can't watch the show?

452
00:17:35,226 --> 00:17:39,299
♪♪

453
00:17:39,334 --> 00:17:41,646
[ Sighs ]

454
00:17:43,786 --> 00:17:45,133
Are you okay?

455
00:17:45,167 --> 00:17:46,548
Yeah.

456
00:17:46,582 --> 00:17:48,791
I just...miss my mom.

457
00:17:48,826 --> 00:17:52,071
I mean, I obviously
never knew her, but...

458
00:17:52,105 --> 00:17:54,280
when I went on my first date
with Trey,

459
00:17:54,314 --> 00:17:57,076
a red robin perched on a tree
branch three feet away from us.

460
00:17:57,110 --> 00:17:58,560
Robins were my mother's
favorite bird.

461
00:17:58,594 --> 00:18:02,150
She collected them on mugs
and coasters and trinkets,

462
00:18:02,184 --> 00:18:05,808
so I took it as a sign
she was with me that day

463
00:18:05,843 --> 00:18:07,224
and Trey's
a good man.

464
00:18:07,258 --> 00:18:08,225
He's good.

465
00:18:08,259 --> 00:18:10,019
He's kind and...

466
00:18:11,780 --> 00:18:13,678
...he's steady and...

467
00:18:13,713 --> 00:18:15,232
he loves me,

468
00:18:15,266 --> 00:18:18,166
and I know that's what my mother
would have wanted...for me.

469
00:18:18,200 --> 00:18:20,168
She would have wanted me to have
what she had with my father.

470
00:18:20,202 --> 00:18:21,341
So...

471
00:18:24,206 --> 00:18:25,966
I miss her.

472
00:18:26,001 --> 00:18:28,314
I think she'd be proud
of me today.

473
00:18:29,487 --> 00:18:31,006
[ Knock on door ]

474
00:18:32,387 --> 00:18:33,353
Hi, Daddy.

475
00:18:33,388 --> 00:18:35,148
Simone.

476
00:18:36,184 --> 00:18:38,151
[ Chuckles ]

477
00:18:38,186 --> 00:18:39,463
Oh.

478
00:18:40,395 --> 00:18:42,293
[ Laughs ]

479
00:18:42,328 --> 00:18:44,157
You take
my breath away.

480
00:18:45,193 --> 00:18:47,850
[ Sighs, laughs ]

481
00:18:47,885 --> 00:18:49,611
I'm sorry.

482
00:18:49,645 --> 00:18:52,027
Um, Dewayne Griffith,
Simone's father.

483
00:18:52,061 --> 00:18:53,960
Jules Millin.
Maid of honor.

484
00:18:53,994 --> 00:18:55,513
[ Thud ]

485
00:18:55,548 --> 00:18:57,584
What was that?
[ Chuckles ]

486
00:19:00,587 --> 00:19:02,451
It's a bird.

487
00:19:02,486 --> 00:19:04,039
Is it okay?

488
00:19:04,073 --> 00:19:05,523
It is not.

489
00:19:06,524 --> 00:19:08,216
What kind of bird?

490
00:19:08,250 --> 00:19:10,735
Oh, you know, it's --
it's just, um...

491
00:19:12,703 --> 00:19:14,083
Oh, my God.
What just happened?

492
00:19:15,050 --> 00:19:16,327
Um...

493
00:19:16,362 --> 00:19:18,157
I'll get your grandmother's
sewing kit.

494
00:19:19,192 --> 00:19:20,228
It's fine.
I can -- I can sew.

495
00:19:20,262 --> 00:19:22,161
I can fix it.
Two minutes.

496
00:19:22,195 --> 00:19:23,231
Two...

497
00:19:23,265 --> 00:19:26,510
[ Breathing deeply ]

498
00:19:29,547 --> 00:19:30,824
Uh, you okay?

499
00:19:30,859 --> 00:19:32,585
Yes. Yes, yes.

500
00:19:32,619 --> 00:19:34,690
I'm just -- I'm just trying
to regulate my nervous system.

501
00:19:34,725 --> 00:19:36,002
By hyperventilating?

502
00:19:36,036 --> 00:19:37,176
It's a whole thing.

503
00:19:37,210 --> 00:19:38,522
Do you have an update?Uh, yeah.

504
00:19:38,556 --> 00:19:40,524
Dr. Robinson is still
in his previous surgery,

505
00:19:40,558 --> 00:19:42,526
so it'll still be
a while.

506
00:19:43,975 --> 00:19:46,046
[ Exhales deeply ]

507
00:19:47,082 --> 00:19:49,774
I wish I would have taken
the girls on one last ride.

508
00:19:49,809 --> 00:19:51,190
The girls?

509
00:19:51,224 --> 00:19:52,605
Oh.

510
00:19:52,639 --> 00:19:54,227
I just feel like I didn't
appreciate them

511
00:19:54,262 --> 00:19:55,746
while I had them.

512
00:19:55,780 --> 00:19:57,506
Uh, and you'll have plenty
of time to appreciate

513
00:19:57,541 --> 00:19:59,405
all the things
you want to appreciate.

514
00:19:59,439 --> 00:20:01,510
This surgery
is saving your life.
Right.

515
00:20:01,545 --> 00:20:04,133
And they'll do the
reconstruction later today --I know. I know.

516
00:20:04,168 --> 00:20:06,515
It's just they won't be
the same.

517
00:20:06,550 --> 00:20:07,999
They won't be the same.

518
00:20:09,967 --> 00:20:11,934
Because they'll be
cancer-free.

519
00:20:13,177 --> 00:20:14,868
[ Laughs ]

520
00:20:14,903 --> 00:20:16,215
Wow.

521
00:20:16,249 --> 00:20:19,218
Cute, a doctor,

522
00:20:19,252 --> 00:20:22,117
and somehow knows
the exact right thing to say.

523
00:20:22,151 --> 00:20:23,808
[ Sighs ]

524
00:20:23,843 --> 00:20:27,260
So, why didn't you go
to the wedding?

525
00:20:29,676 --> 00:20:30,953
Oh, damn.

526
00:20:30,988 --> 00:20:33,922
Man of honor,
skipping the wedding.

527
00:20:33,956 --> 00:20:35,613
You got it bad, huh?

528
00:20:35,648 --> 00:20:37,097
So bad.

529
00:20:37,132 --> 00:20:38,789
You want to hyperventilate
with me?

530
00:20:38,823 --> 00:20:40,100
Does it really work?

531
00:20:40,135 --> 00:20:41,481
Yeah.

532
00:20:42,482 --> 00:20:45,485
[ Breathes deeply ]

533
00:20:51,664 --> 00:20:52,630
Hey.

534
00:20:52,665 --> 00:20:53,631
Oh.
[ Clears throat ]

535
00:20:53,666 --> 00:20:55,150
Sam Sutton.

536
00:20:55,184 --> 00:20:57,842
Just had his follow-up CT angio,
post op day 4.

537
00:20:57,877 --> 00:20:59,292
This is the wingsuiter,
right?

538
00:20:59,327 --> 00:21:00,466
Yeah.
Mm-hmm.

539
00:21:00,500 --> 00:21:02,399
Alright, let me take a look.
Um...

540
00:21:02,433 --> 00:21:05,402
Yeah, he's got a grade 1
aortic transection.

541
00:21:05,436 --> 00:21:07,404
I mean,
see this small line?

542
00:21:07,438 --> 00:21:09,958
It's most likely
from a deceleration injury

543
00:21:09,992 --> 00:21:10,959
from the crash.

544
00:21:10,993 --> 00:21:11,925
How are his pressures?

545
00:21:11,960 --> 00:21:13,272
Good.
Good.

546
00:21:13,306 --> 00:21:15,757
But his prognosis is --
is favorable, right?

547
00:21:15,791 --> 00:21:18,138
Yeah, it should be good.
They usually heal on their own.

548
00:21:18,173 --> 00:21:20,175
But you need to keep
a watchful eye on him

549
00:21:20,209 --> 00:21:22,626
and re-scan him
48 hours from now.

550
00:21:22,660 --> 00:21:23,627
Got it.I'll take care of it.

551
00:21:23,661 --> 00:21:24,973
An intern
can manage it.

552
00:21:25,007 --> 00:21:26,319
Well, they're
at Griffith's wedding,

553
00:21:26,354 --> 00:21:27,527
so I can just check
between patients.

554
00:21:27,562 --> 00:21:28,666
Not necessary.
I'm his doctor.

555
00:21:28,701 --> 00:21:29,943
I don't mind.
Neither do I.

556
00:21:29,978 --> 00:21:31,428
You don't even
like him.

557
00:21:31,462 --> 00:21:33,533
Well,
not the way you do.

558
00:21:34,707 --> 00:21:36,605
Woman over PA:
Dr. Anderson to Orthopedics.

559
00:21:36,640 --> 00:21:39,194
Dr. Doug Anderson
to Orthopedics.

560
00:21:39,228 --> 00:21:41,127
Give me a second.

561
00:21:41,161 --> 00:21:42,887
Maxine?
Everything okay?

562
00:21:42,922 --> 00:21:45,165
Oh! Oh, Dr. Kwan!
Thank heavens.

563
00:21:45,200 --> 00:21:47,236
I'm all turned around.

564
00:21:47,271 --> 00:21:49,273
C-Can you tell me
what day it is?

565
00:21:50,378 --> 00:21:52,345
The last time we found you
wandering the halls,

566
00:21:52,380 --> 00:21:54,071
you were septic
and delirious.

567
00:21:54,105 --> 00:21:55,383
It's Friday.

568
00:21:55,417 --> 00:21:57,385
I'm at Grey-Sloan Memorial,

569
00:21:57,419 --> 00:22:00,836
and can you please explain
why there's someone in my room?

570
00:22:02,424 --> 00:22:04,806
Your room is
on the north side.

571
00:22:04,840 --> 00:22:06,083
This is the south.

572
00:22:06,117 --> 00:22:08,396
[ Chuckling ]Enzo: Mom?

573
00:22:08,430 --> 00:22:09,983
Oh, okay.

574
00:22:10,018 --> 00:22:11,571
Do you know
where my mama is?

575
00:22:11,606 --> 00:22:13,884
She'll be back as soon
as she can, alright?

576
00:22:13,918 --> 00:22:15,817
[ Cellphone chimes ]

577
00:22:15,851 --> 00:22:16,990
[ Sighs ]

578
00:22:17,025 --> 00:22:18,337
I just got called in
for a consult.

579
00:22:18,371 --> 00:22:20,822
Well, you go.
I-I'll sit with him.

580
00:22:20,856 --> 00:22:22,271
No, you need to get
back in bed.

581
00:22:22,306 --> 00:22:25,516
Oh, I can rest just as well
in a chair.

582
00:22:32,316 --> 00:22:33,282
[ Chuckles ]

583
00:22:33,317 --> 00:22:35,284
Do you like stories?

584
00:22:35,319 --> 00:22:36,285
Oh, good.

585
00:22:36,320 --> 00:22:37,908
You can tell me some.

586
00:22:37,942 --> 00:22:40,048
[ Cellphone chimes ]

587
00:22:40,082 --> 00:22:41,394
Dr. Benson Kwan?

588
00:22:41,429 --> 00:22:42,602
We need to ask you
some questions

589
00:22:42,637 --> 00:22:44,121
about the Alvarez case.

590
00:22:44,155 --> 00:22:45,778
I just got called in for
a consult back in the E.R. --

591
00:22:45,812 --> 00:22:47,711
Your patient tested positive
for fentanyl.

592
00:22:47,745 --> 00:22:49,609
This is now a criminal
investigation involving a minor.

593
00:22:49,644 --> 00:22:51,749
It will only take a couple
minutes of your time.

594
00:22:51,784 --> 00:22:55,926
♪♪

595
00:23:04,175 --> 00:23:07,247
Denise, why are your friends
cutting down all my roses?

596
00:23:07,282 --> 00:23:09,249
Uh,
they're doing what?
[ Gasps ]

597
00:23:09,284 --> 00:23:10,734
Oh, my baby.

598
00:23:10,768 --> 00:23:12,425
Look at you.

599
00:23:12,460 --> 00:23:13,426
Hi, Mom.

600
00:23:13,461 --> 00:23:14,772
Oh.

601
00:23:16,464 --> 00:23:18,293
You are a beauty.

602
00:23:19,190 --> 00:23:21,607
And you are my star.

603
00:23:21,641 --> 00:23:24,472
And, baby girl,
don't you marry Kenneth

604
00:23:24,506 --> 00:23:26,646
if you don't
really love him.

605
00:23:26,681 --> 00:23:30,339
If you love Dewayne
and he sees you for who you are,

606
00:23:30,374 --> 00:23:32,963
don't you walk
down that aisle.

607
00:23:32,997 --> 00:23:36,967
Honey, it's better
to disappoint everybody else

608
00:23:37,001 --> 00:23:40,073
than it is
to disappoint yourself.

609
00:23:40,108 --> 00:23:42,317
And your mama
loves you.

610
00:23:42,351 --> 00:23:44,457
I love you.

611
00:23:44,492 --> 00:23:50,256
♪♪

612
00:23:50,290 --> 00:23:51,844
And the plot thickens.

613
00:23:54,605 --> 00:23:56,745
Man over PA:
Dr. Gear to E.R., stat.

614
00:23:56,780 --> 00:23:59,230
Dr. Gear to E.R., stat.

615
00:24:01,232 --> 00:24:03,338
I asked to stay
while they talked,

616
00:24:03,372 --> 00:24:04,857
but I was shown the door,

617
00:24:04,891 --> 00:24:06,928
so I eavesdropped
on the nurses.

618
00:24:06,962 --> 00:24:09,275
Enzo has fentanyl
in his blood?

619
00:24:09,309 --> 00:24:11,795
I can't answer that 'cause
doctor/patient --

620
00:24:11,829 --> 00:24:14,487
And they think his mother
gave it to him?

621
00:24:14,522 --> 00:24:16,869
Why the hell
would she do that?

622
00:24:18,008 --> 00:24:20,493
You think --
You think they have it wrong?

623
00:24:21,805 --> 00:24:24,117
I can't prove it,

624
00:24:24,152 --> 00:24:27,327
and I also might be partial
to single moms and their sons.

625
00:24:27,362 --> 00:24:30,538
If you think the police
have this wrong,

626
00:24:30,572 --> 00:24:32,471
then you have to fight.

627
00:24:32,505 --> 00:24:35,163
You have to fight like hell
to help her,

628
00:24:35,197 --> 00:24:39,339
or you risk it waking you up
in the night when you're 80.

629
00:24:39,374 --> 00:24:40,513
[ Sighs ]

630
00:24:40,548 --> 00:24:42,308
I just started
my residency here.

631
00:24:42,342 --> 00:24:45,794
When I first started teaching,
there was a young assistant.

632
00:24:45,829 --> 00:24:47,520
Her name was Claire.

633
00:24:47,555 --> 00:24:50,903
She was a bit of an odd duck,
really, kept to herself,

634
00:24:50,937 --> 00:24:53,043
but the kids loved her.

635
00:24:53,077 --> 00:24:55,632
Anyway, she often came
in late and --

636
00:24:55,666 --> 00:24:57,703
and sometimes
had bruises on her face.

637
00:24:57,737 --> 00:25:00,429
So I asked another teacher
about it,

638
00:25:00,464 --> 00:25:04,744
and she said that her husband
was a bigwig alum

639
00:25:04,779 --> 00:25:06,815
who fundraised
for the school.

640
00:25:06,850 --> 00:25:08,990
In other words --
stop asking.

641
00:25:09,024 --> 00:25:13,097
So I did.
I didn't want to lose my job.

642
00:25:13,132 --> 00:25:16,204
A few weeks later,
Claire was dead.

643
00:25:16,238 --> 00:25:20,035
And that'swhat keeps me
up at night.

644
00:25:20,070 --> 00:25:23,832
Not my divorce,
not my old friends dying,

645
00:25:23,867 --> 00:25:26,766
not my failures as a mother,
of which there are many.

646
00:25:26,801 --> 00:25:29,597
No, it's the thought
of that --

647
00:25:29,631 --> 00:25:32,772
that poor young woman
that I didn't fight for.

648
00:25:32,807 --> 00:25:39,330
♪♪

649
00:25:40,884 --> 00:25:43,852
Wait, we're letting them
arrest her?

650
00:25:43,887 --> 00:25:45,095
They're gonna take her
to the station

651
00:25:45,129 --> 00:25:46,648
once she's
medically clear.

652
00:25:47,649 --> 00:25:49,099
Look, we don't have
a choice.

653
00:25:49,133 --> 00:25:51,584
CPS only had more questions
after the interview.

654
00:25:51,619 --> 00:25:53,517
An interview that was
in broken Spanish.

655
00:25:54,483 --> 00:25:56,693
Did they even wait
for an interpreter?

656
00:25:56,727 --> 00:25:58,315
They'll continue
the investigation,

657
00:25:58,349 --> 00:26:00,800
but for now, we need to do
what's best for Enzo.

658
00:26:00,835 --> 00:26:02,284
What,
by splitting him up

659
00:26:02,319 --> 00:26:03,976
with the only person
that cares about him?

660
00:26:04,010 --> 00:26:05,771
I -- [ Sighs ]They are on vacation
from Buenos Aires.

661
00:26:05,805 --> 00:26:07,600
They rented a home here
because Enzo is obsessed

662
00:26:07,635 --> 00:26:09,050
with Mount Rainier
and the Space Needle

663
00:26:09,084 --> 00:26:10,914
since his dad was
from here.

664
00:26:10,948 --> 00:26:13,088
I think the system
is making assumptions

665
00:26:13,123 --> 00:26:16,264
that they wouldn't make
if she was speaking English.

666
00:26:16,298 --> 00:26:18,611
Carmen doesn't even know
what fentanyl is.

667
00:26:18,646 --> 00:26:20,268
If she saw it,
she would think it was candy

668
00:26:20,302 --> 00:26:22,270
because the pills are in bright,
shiny rainbow colors --

669
00:26:22,304 --> 00:26:23,340
Kwan.

670
00:26:26,861 --> 00:26:27,931
Carmen.

671
00:26:32,452 --> 00:26:33,488
No.

672
00:26:40,046 --> 00:26:41,669
Dr. Hunt!

673
00:26:44,292 --> 00:26:45,845
[ Thudding ]

674
00:26:45,880 --> 00:26:47,088
Turbulence shouldn't
last this long.

675
00:26:47,122 --> 00:26:48,537
We should go higher.

676
00:26:48,572 --> 00:26:50,022
Now you're telling the pilots
what to do?

677
00:26:50,056 --> 00:26:51,299
That tracks.

678
00:26:51,333 --> 00:26:53,197
Well, it's, uh,
global warming.

679
00:26:53,232 --> 00:26:55,130
Air currents colliding
at high altitudes,

680
00:26:55,165 --> 00:26:57,616
making turbulence
harder to predict.

681
00:26:58,582 --> 00:27:00,101
In case anyone cares.

682
00:27:00,135 --> 00:27:01,205
Whoa!

683
00:27:02,172 --> 00:27:03,863
You okay?I'm so sorry.
I'm fine.

684
00:27:03,898 --> 00:27:05,554
What else
do you want me to say?

685
00:27:05,589 --> 00:27:06,970
I was in an awful place.

686
00:27:07,004 --> 00:27:08,972
I feel terrible
about the way I treated you.

687
00:27:09,006 --> 00:27:10,456
Do you still stand
by what you said?

688
00:27:10,490 --> 00:27:12,147
I stand by my apology.

689
00:27:12,182 --> 00:27:13,632
Forget the apology,
Amelia.

690
00:27:13,666 --> 00:27:14,978
Do you believe there's truth
to what you said?

691
00:27:15,012 --> 00:27:16,496
I-I-I'll give
my entire salary

692
00:27:16,531 --> 00:27:18,050
to the first person
who switches seats.

693
00:27:18,084 --> 00:27:19,499
Not worth it.

694
00:27:19,534 --> 00:27:21,398
I was harsh,
I was out of line,

695
00:27:21,432 --> 00:27:23,503
but I think there was some truth
to what I said,

696
00:27:23,538 --> 00:27:24,573
and I think
you know it.

697
00:27:24,608 --> 00:27:26,645
You were supposed to
love Maggie,

698
00:27:26,679 --> 00:27:27,853
not compete with her.

699
00:27:27,887 --> 00:27:29,302
You don't know me.
Okay?

700
00:27:29,337 --> 00:27:30,890
You --
You don't have any idea

701
00:27:30,925 --> 00:27:33,306
what I had to overcome
to get here.

702
00:27:33,341 --> 00:27:34,860
The discipline
that it took.

703
00:27:34,894 --> 00:27:36,551
There's not
a single doctor

704
00:27:36,585 --> 00:27:38,484
or even college graduate
in my family,

705
00:27:38,518 --> 00:27:40,555
and now I'm one of the best
heart surgeons in the country.

706
00:27:40,589 --> 00:27:42,971
And I've been called small
and a coward.

707
00:27:43,006 --> 00:27:45,422
And a failure because
my marriage didn't work out.

708
00:27:45,456 --> 00:27:47,079
Because my wife and I
wanted different things.

709
00:27:47,113 --> 00:27:49,668
Because I won't compromise
everything that I've built

710
00:27:49,702 --> 00:27:51,393
by throwing tantrums
at work.

711
00:27:51,428 --> 00:27:53,499
That's not me.
Never gonna happen.

712
00:27:53,533 --> 00:27:54,880
I didn't fail Maggie.

713
00:27:54,914 --> 00:27:56,605
And you know what?
Maggie didn't fail me.

714
00:27:56,640 --> 00:27:57,814
If you think
that I was the problem

715
00:27:57,848 --> 00:27:58,987
and you were in her ear?

716
00:27:59,022 --> 00:28:00,333
You might be
the reason she left!

717
00:28:00,368 --> 00:28:01,576
I was not in her ear!

718
00:28:01,610 --> 00:28:03,164
One day,
we'll all be dead!

719
00:28:03,198 --> 00:28:04,821
Does it have to be
today?

720
00:28:04,855 --> 00:28:07,237
And when that time comes,
when you're in the afterlife,

721
00:28:07,271 --> 00:28:08,445
chilling on a cloud,

722
00:28:08,479 --> 00:28:10,447
will you be proud
of this moment?

723
00:28:10,481 --> 00:28:12,863
Will it have uplifted
your souls?

724
00:28:12,898 --> 00:28:15,624
Or will you realize that
you've wasted precious life

725
00:28:15,659 --> 00:28:17,281
with petty arguments?

726
00:28:17,316 --> 00:28:19,042
Will it fill you
with pride?

727
00:28:19,076 --> 00:28:21,044
Or shame and regret?

728
00:28:21,078 --> 00:28:24,185
Um [clears throat]
my wife has been hitting

729
00:28:24,219 --> 00:28:26,463
the medical marijuana
pretty hard lately.

730
00:28:26,497 --> 00:28:28,051
[ Loud thud ]
Whoa!

731
00:28:28,085 --> 00:28:29,466
Okay, okay, okay.
Oh!

732
00:28:29,500 --> 00:28:31,330
Pilot: Hang on, folks.
It's getting bumpy.

733
00:28:37,405 --> 00:28:39,718
This is not how
I'm supposed to die!

734
00:28:39,752 --> 00:28:43,135
I have cancer, damn it!
That's how I'm gonna die!

735
00:28:43,169 --> 00:28:45,585
Catherine, we're not dying!
Take my hand.

736
00:28:45,620 --> 00:28:47,484
We're going down, baby!

737
00:28:47,518 --> 00:28:50,107
This is why people
fly commercial!

738
00:28:50,142 --> 00:28:51,730
It feels like
we're plummeting.

739
00:28:51,764 --> 00:28:53,870
We are!I can't die,
I'm a mom.

740
00:28:53,904 --> 00:28:55,664
I can't die,
I can't die --

741
00:28:55,699 --> 00:28:58,115
Amelia,
give me your hand.

742
00:28:58,150 --> 00:29:00,221
Oh,
I should have retired!

743
00:29:00,255 --> 00:29:02,637
Why, God?!

744
00:29:03,811 --> 00:29:05,295
Give me that.

745
00:29:05,329 --> 00:29:06,745
Bailey:
Oh, hell, no.

746
00:29:06,779 --> 00:29:11,819
♪♪

747
00:29:11,853 --> 00:29:13,337
Oh, geez.

748
00:29:15,339 --> 00:29:17,445
Pilot: I am so sorry, folks.
That was rough.

749
00:29:17,479 --> 00:29:18,964
We hit an unexpected
wind shear,

750
00:29:18,998 --> 00:29:20,828
but we are through it,
and I hope everyone's okay.

751
00:29:20,862 --> 00:29:22,450
We're expecting smooth skies

752
00:29:22,484 --> 00:29:23,969
for the remainder
of the flight.Oh, my God.

753
00:29:24,003 --> 00:29:27,282
[ Laughs ]

754
00:29:34,151 --> 00:29:35,912
Woman over PA: Dr. Davis
to Labor and Delivery.

755
00:29:35,946 --> 00:29:38,742
Dr. Megan Davis
to Labor and Delivery.

756
00:29:41,987 --> 00:29:43,712
[ Clears throat ]

757
00:29:43,747 --> 00:29:45,922
Am I fired?

758
00:29:45,956 --> 00:29:49,580
As much as I'd like to think
I have firing power, I do not.

759
00:29:50,581 --> 00:29:52,342
[ Sighs ]

760
00:29:52,376 --> 00:29:54,654
I grew up
with a single mom.

761
00:29:54,689 --> 00:29:56,449
Yeah, I did, too.

762
00:29:56,484 --> 00:30:00,937
And most of the time,
I find it to be a strength.

763
00:30:00,971 --> 00:30:04,699
It's helped with my compassion,
patience, empathy,

764
00:30:04,733 --> 00:30:07,702
but not all single moms
are like ours.

765
00:30:07,736 --> 00:30:11,430
So we have to follow
the protocols...

766
00:30:12,500 --> 00:30:14,019
...as hard as it is.

767
00:30:15,434 --> 00:30:17,505
[ Clears throat ]

768
00:30:18,886 --> 00:30:20,957
Police searched
their rental.

769
00:30:20,991 --> 00:30:22,406
In a bedside drawer,
they found

770
00:30:22,441 --> 00:30:24,961
a baggie of weed gummies
and rainbow fentanyl.

771
00:30:24,995 --> 00:30:27,480
They confirmed that they were
left by the previous occupants.

772
00:30:27,515 --> 00:30:29,655
For a child to find.Mm-hmm.

773
00:30:29,689 --> 00:30:33,590
Dr. Kwan,
you fought the good fight --

774
00:30:33,624 --> 00:30:35,005
and you won.

775
00:30:36,075 --> 00:30:37,490
What do I do
with the rage?

776
00:30:37,525 --> 00:30:39,320
[ Sighs ]

777
00:30:39,354 --> 00:30:41,770
That is a question
for the ages in this job.

778
00:30:43,013 --> 00:30:45,429
Meantime, why don't you
take Carmen inside

779
00:30:45,464 --> 00:30:47,880
to go see her son,
okay?

780
00:30:47,915 --> 00:30:48,985
Yeah.

781
00:30:49,019 --> 00:30:53,092
♪♪

782
00:30:53,127 --> 00:30:54,783
Enzo.

783
00:30:54,818 --> 00:30:56,475
Enzo: Mom?

784
00:30:57,476 --> 00:30:58,580
Estoy aquí.

785
00:31:00,651 --> 00:31:02,688
Sam: What are you doing
over there?

786
00:31:02,722 --> 00:31:05,173
I'm checking
your chest tube.

787
00:31:05,208 --> 00:31:06,899
Wow. Okay.

788
00:31:06,934 --> 00:31:08,521
I don't usually like to move
this fast, but if you insist.

789
00:31:08,556 --> 00:31:09,626
[ Chuckles ]

790
00:31:09,660 --> 00:31:11,973
I don't believe that
for a second.

791
00:31:12,940 --> 00:31:14,286
The tube looks good.

792
00:31:14,320 --> 00:31:16,357
They'll probably remove it
in a couple of days.

793
00:31:16,391 --> 00:31:17,599
Signal is strong.

794
00:31:18,842 --> 00:31:20,637
So, when they ask...

795
00:31:20,671 --> 00:31:21,914
we can tell our kids

796
00:31:21,949 --> 00:31:24,261
that this was
our first date, right?

797
00:31:24,296 --> 00:31:25,987
[ Chuckles ]

798
00:31:33,961 --> 00:31:36,308
How's his H&H and INR?

799
00:31:36,342 --> 00:31:37,654
Uh, stable.

800
00:31:38,862 --> 00:31:41,830
Then I guess
I'll leave you to it.

801
00:31:41,865 --> 00:31:45,524
Link, is there something
that you need to say to me?

802
00:31:47,353 --> 00:31:48,492
[ Sighs ]

803
00:31:48,527 --> 00:31:49,838
I just...

804
00:31:51,116 --> 00:31:52,496
You're...

805
00:31:54,153 --> 00:31:55,672
...one of his doctors.

806
00:31:55,706 --> 00:31:57,122
Oh, my God.

807
00:31:57,156 --> 00:31:58,433
Link.

808
00:31:58,468 --> 00:32:00,263
You slept with an intern.

809
00:32:00,297 --> 00:32:01,643
Did I judge you?

810
00:32:01,678 --> 00:32:03,956
[ Wildes' "Lightly" plays ]

811
00:32:03,991 --> 00:32:08,443
♪ I think I see it,
on the horizon ♪

812
00:32:08,478 --> 00:32:11,412
♪ Now I feel it

813
00:32:11,446 --> 00:32:15,588
♪ And I'm alive,
but am I breathing? ♪

814
00:32:15,623 --> 00:32:18,419
♪ Fill my lungs
so I can scream it ♪

815
00:32:18,453 --> 00:32:19,627
Hey.

816
00:32:19,661 --> 00:32:21,940
♪ When I cried on the floor...

817
00:32:21,974 --> 00:32:23,942
It might not be
the one you ordered,

818
00:32:23,976 --> 00:32:25,184
but it's made with love,

819
00:32:25,219 --> 00:32:26,289
from all
your neighbors' houses.

820
00:32:26,323 --> 00:32:27,531
Ow, ow!
Oh, sorry!

821
00:32:27,566 --> 00:32:28,705
No, it's okay.
Thorns?

822
00:32:28,739 --> 00:32:29,948
Ah.

823
00:32:29,982 --> 00:32:31,777
Oh, my God.
You're bleeding on your dress.

824
00:32:31,811 --> 00:32:32,778
Oh, my God.
Oh, my God, help.

825
00:32:32,812 --> 00:32:34,297
Uh...

826
00:32:34,331 --> 00:32:35,988
Uh, Mr. Griffith,
may I?

827
00:32:36,023 --> 00:32:38,853
I'm so sorry.You can just call me
Dewayne.

828
00:32:38,887 --> 00:32:39,958
It's not coming out.Here, let's just go.

829
00:32:39,992 --> 00:32:41,442
Okay. Okay.

830
00:32:41,476 --> 00:32:43,375
We're gonna take
this...

831
00:32:43,409 --> 00:32:44,790
put it through that.

832
00:32:44,824 --> 00:32:47,172
Okay, hold your bouquet
right there.

833
00:32:47,206 --> 00:32:48,276
You can't see
the blood.

834
00:32:48,311 --> 00:32:49,450
Okay.
There.

835
00:32:49,484 --> 00:32:51,900
You look beautiful.
Thank you.

836
00:32:51,935 --> 00:32:53,040
Dewayne:
It's all good.

837
00:32:53,074 --> 00:32:54,041
It's okay, baby.

838
00:32:54,075 --> 00:32:55,490
Here we go.

839
00:32:55,525 --> 00:32:57,285
♪ Maybe I love how I feel
in the wind ♪

840
00:32:57,320 --> 00:32:58,286
♪ I'm the breeze

841
00:32:58,321 --> 00:33:00,875
♪ So light

842
00:33:02,428 --> 00:33:09,021
♪ I'm li-i-i-i-i-i-i-ght

843
00:33:09,056 --> 00:33:10,816
[ Chuckles ]

844
00:33:10,850 --> 00:33:16,856
♪ I'm li-i-i-i-i-i-i-ght

845
00:33:19,169 --> 00:33:21,482
♪ Can you feel it?

846
00:33:21,516 --> 00:33:24,657
♪ Close to you?

847
00:33:24,692 --> 00:33:29,007
Dad, was Mom engaged
to someone else before you?

848
00:33:29,041 --> 00:33:31,250
Baby, why would you --Just tell me
the truth, please.

849
00:33:31,285 --> 00:33:37,291
♪♪

850
00:33:39,189 --> 00:33:40,604
[ Clears throat ]

851
00:33:40,639 --> 00:33:44,436
I have n-never seen
two people more in love.

852
00:33:44,470 --> 00:33:46,093
She met me two months

853
00:33:46,127 --> 00:33:48,923
before they were
supposed to get married.

854
00:33:48,957 --> 00:33:51,098
And she called off
the wedding last minute?

855
00:33:51,132 --> 00:33:55,447
Baby, your mother always made
life up as she went along.

856
00:33:55,481 --> 00:34:01,487
♪ I'm li-i-i-i-i-i-i-ght

857
00:34:04,145 --> 00:34:10,255
♪ I'm li-i-i-i-i-i-i-ght

858
00:34:14,431 --> 00:34:17,538
You and I are
quite the dynamic duo.

859
00:34:17,572 --> 00:34:19,091
[ Chuckles ]

860
00:34:19,126 --> 00:34:21,128
Oh, come on.
I helped a little bit.

861
00:34:21,161 --> 00:34:22,543
I sat with the boy.

862
00:34:22,577 --> 00:34:24,614
I talked
about the Beatles.
Mm.

863
00:34:24,648 --> 00:34:26,822
Can you guess what
his favorite song is?

864
00:34:28,135 --> 00:34:29,101
"Yellow Submarine"?

865
00:34:29,136 --> 00:34:30,378
How did you know?

866
00:34:30,413 --> 00:34:33,208
Ah.
All kids like it.

867
00:34:33,243 --> 00:34:35,659
I can see why Jules
is falling for you.

868
00:34:35,694 --> 00:34:37,109
Ah, falling for me?

869
00:34:37,143 --> 00:34:40,216
Uh, yeah, she barely
speaks to me.

870
00:34:40,250 --> 00:34:42,839
She's a wounded bird
with a mass--

871
00:34:42,873 --> 00:34:43,840
with a ma--

872
00:34:43,873 --> 00:34:46,670
massive h-- heart.

873
00:34:46,705 --> 00:34:48,672
M-Maxine?
The two of --
The two of you --

874
00:34:48,706 --> 00:34:49,672
Maxine!

875
00:34:49,708 --> 00:34:50,985
[ Gasping ]

876
00:34:51,018 --> 00:34:52,297
I need some help
in here!

877
00:34:52,331 --> 00:34:56,577
[ Gasping ]

878
00:34:56,610 --> 00:34:58,337
It's okay,
it's okay, it's okay.

879
00:35:01,271 --> 00:35:02,790
Code Blue!
I need a crash cart!

880
00:35:02,824 --> 00:35:03,860
Woman:
Code Blue, 4th floor.

881
00:35:03,894 --> 00:35:05,275
Hold on, Maxine.
Hold on.

882
00:35:05,310 --> 00:35:07,415
She has
a DNR and DNI.

883
00:35:07,450 --> 00:35:09,314
No, she was fine.
She was just talking.

884
00:35:09,348 --> 00:35:11,971
Dr. Kwan, we're not supposed to
do anything. It's in her chart.

885
00:35:12,006 --> 00:35:13,594
Get me an intubation tray
so I can save her life!

886
00:35:13,628 --> 00:35:14,664
Dr. Kwan!

887
00:35:14,698 --> 00:35:16,044
Code Blue, 4th floor.Go!

888
00:35:16,079 --> 00:35:17,460
Neuro ICU.

889
00:35:17,494 --> 00:35:18,461
Code Blue, 4th floor,
Neuro ICU.

890
00:35:18,495 --> 00:35:19,703
It's okay.
Here we go.

891
00:35:26,917 --> 00:35:30,266
Woman over PA: Dr. Sellers,
Dr. Mari Sellers 4619.

892
00:35:30,300 --> 00:35:34,649
Dr. Mari Sellers 4619.

893
00:35:34,684 --> 00:35:36,686
[ Sighs ]

894
00:35:37,549 --> 00:35:39,447
Hey.

895
00:35:39,482 --> 00:35:40,690
You need to eat.

896
00:35:40,724 --> 00:35:42,519
[ Sighs ]
It hurts when I chew.

897
00:35:42,554 --> 00:35:44,659
Yeah, I thought you might
say that, so...

898
00:35:44,694 --> 00:35:46,040
Oh.

899
00:35:48,318 --> 00:35:50,182
Mm.

900
00:35:50,217 --> 00:35:51,321
Hey.

901
00:35:51,356 --> 00:35:52,667
You always
take care of me.

902
00:35:52,702 --> 00:35:55,325
Yep, I will always
take care of you.

903
00:35:57,258 --> 00:35:59,018
Drink the whole thing.

904
00:35:59,053 --> 00:36:00,744
Bossy.
[ Chuckles ]

905
00:36:02,056 --> 00:36:04,679
Meredith: It has been proven
that what you believe

906
00:36:04,714 --> 00:36:07,993
can sometimes determine
the state of your health.

907
00:36:08,027 --> 00:36:10,409
Catherine, slow down!

908
00:36:10,444 --> 00:36:12,687
So it goes to follow
that it can also

909
00:36:12,722 --> 00:36:15,414
sometimes determine
the state of your life.

910
00:36:15,449 --> 00:36:18,314
♪ ...scared of the darkness

911
00:36:18,348 --> 00:36:20,488
[ Sighs ]

912
00:36:20,523 --> 00:36:22,490
Marsh,
are you coming?

913
00:36:22,525 --> 00:36:25,044
Marsh?
We're headed to the hotel.

914
00:36:25,079 --> 00:36:28,116
Yeah, I-I'll -- I'll meet up
with you guys later.

915
00:36:28,151 --> 00:36:30,188
There's, uh,
something I need to do.

916
00:36:30,222 --> 00:36:32,328
♪ Eyes open wide

917
00:36:32,362 --> 00:36:34,122
Uh, Ben?
Call me back.

918
00:36:34,157 --> 00:36:35,676
We just landed.

919
00:36:35,710 --> 00:36:37,747
I'm checking on you
and the kids.

920
00:36:37,781 --> 00:36:39,335
Okay, love you.
Bye.

921
00:36:39,369 --> 00:36:42,027
And what you believe
can change on a dime.

922
00:36:42,061 --> 00:36:43,201
♪ To get there

923
00:36:43,235 --> 00:36:45,444
[ Sighs ]

924
00:36:45,479 --> 00:36:46,583
♪ We walk the line

925
00:36:46,618 --> 00:36:47,619
What you believe is right...

926
00:36:47,653 --> 00:36:49,586
Give me
the intubation tray.

927
00:36:49,621 --> 00:36:50,967
Bring in the cart!

928
00:36:51,001 --> 00:36:51,968
...what you believe is wrong...

929
00:36:52,002 --> 00:36:54,039
♪ We look for signs

930
00:36:54,073 --> 00:36:59,631
♪ After all we find,
it takes time ♪

931
00:36:59,665 --> 00:37:00,942
...what you believe you want...

932
00:37:00,977 --> 00:37:02,737
♪ It takes time

933
00:37:02,772 --> 00:37:06,914
♪ For us to feel

934
00:37:06,948 --> 00:37:08,467
♪ To know what's real

935
00:37:08,502 --> 00:37:10,745
...what you believe you need...

936
00:37:10,780 --> 00:37:13,127
♪ For hearts to heal

937
00:37:13,161 --> 00:37:14,611
Oh, my gosh.
What did you do?

938
00:37:14,646 --> 00:37:16,924
Help me.
Do not intubate!

939
00:37:16,958 --> 00:37:18,097
That's what she wanted!

940
00:37:18,132 --> 00:37:19,582
She explicitly
did not want

941
00:37:19,616 --> 00:37:20,928
to be on a machine
for the rest of her life.

942
00:37:20,962 --> 00:37:22,378
She was just talking,

943
00:37:22,412 --> 00:37:24,587
and she was helping me
with a patient and laughing.

944
00:37:24,621 --> 00:37:26,278
Help me fight
to get her back.

945
00:37:26,313 --> 00:37:27,417
She dropped a lung.

946
00:37:27,452 --> 00:37:28,418
Then let's put in
a chest tube.

947
00:37:28,453 --> 00:37:29,833
Kwan, you need to stop.

948
00:37:29,868 --> 00:37:31,387
I already intubated her!
We can't half-save her!

949
00:37:31,421 --> 00:37:32,491
Page Dr. Bailey.

950
00:37:32,526 --> 00:37:33,630
She's on her way
to Boston.

951
00:37:33,665 --> 00:37:36,254
[ Scoffs ]

952
00:37:36,288 --> 00:37:38,601
...what you believe you
are capable of doing...

953
00:37:38,635 --> 00:37:40,292
Chest tube tray.

954
00:37:42,363 --> 00:37:44,434
...what you believe
is a sign...

955
00:37:44,469 --> 00:37:49,577
♪♪

956
00:37:49,612 --> 00:37:51,338
You see her, too,
right?

957
00:37:51,372 --> 00:37:53,995
Most definitely.

958
00:37:54,030 --> 00:37:56,274
♪ Find who we are

959
00:37:56,308 --> 00:37:58,206
♪ Find who we are

960
00:37:58,241 --> 00:38:00,416
♪ Find who we are

961
00:38:00,450 --> 00:38:02,521
♪ Find who we are

962
00:38:02,556 --> 00:38:04,454
♪ Find who we are

963
00:38:04,489 --> 00:38:06,801
♪ Find who we are

964
00:38:06,836 --> 00:38:08,872
♪ Find who we are

965
00:38:08,907 --> 00:38:11,323
♪ Find who we are

966
00:38:11,358 --> 00:38:13,152
♪ Find who we are

967
00:38:13,187 --> 00:38:15,223
♪ Find who we are

968
00:38:15,258 --> 00:38:16,155
♪ Find who we are

969
00:38:16,190 --> 00:38:18,503
♪ It takes time

970
00:38:19,331 --> 00:38:21,195
I didn't get married.

971
00:38:23,024 --> 00:38:24,647
You didn't get married.

972
00:38:28,513 --> 00:38:29,652
[ Gasps ]

973
00:38:29,686 --> 00:38:31,309
You two should go.

974
00:38:32,482 --> 00:38:33,552
Yeah, yeah.

975
00:38:33,587 --> 00:38:35,036
I'll be fine.

976
00:38:35,071 --> 00:38:37,763
♪ It's like lightning

977
00:38:38,833 --> 00:38:41,457
♪ When it strikes,
then you know ♪

978
00:38:41,491 --> 00:38:43,044
...what you believe
the sign means...

979
00:38:43,079 --> 00:38:44,460
♪ It's the right thing

980
00:38:44,494 --> 00:38:47,255
♪ Am I on my own?

981
00:38:47,290 --> 00:38:49,499
...what you believe
you deserve.

982
00:38:50,604 --> 00:38:53,123
♪ Walking blindly

983
00:38:54,504 --> 00:38:58,163
♪ But I'm searching for,
try to follow the stars ♪

984
00:38:58,197 --> 00:39:00,959
♪ But don't know
where they are ♪

985
00:39:01,925 --> 00:39:04,445
♪ Give me the secret

986
00:39:05,412 --> 00:39:09,485
♪ Don't hold out about it

987
00:39:09,519 --> 00:39:12,350
♪ Started to see it

988
00:39:16,146 --> 00:39:20,219
♪ Sometimes
it's heaven or hell ♪

989
00:39:20,254 --> 00:39:24,051
♪ It's getting harder to tell

990
00:39:24,085 --> 00:39:28,331
♪ But I think
I'm finding myself ♪

991
00:39:31,990 --> 00:39:36,063
♪ I might be going nowhere

992
00:39:36,097 --> 00:39:38,306
♪ Nowhere

993
00:39:39,480 --> 00:39:43,726
♪ But I know
I'm gonna get there ♪

994
00:39:43,760 --> 00:39:47,074
♪ I know I'm gonna get there

995
00:39:47,108 --> 00:39:49,317
♪ It reminds me

996
00:39:49,352 --> 00:39:54,461
♪ That nothing is ever
what it seems ♪

997
00:39:54,495 --> 00:39:57,947
♪ Give me the secret

998
00:39:57,981 --> 00:40:02,158
♪ Don't hold out about it

999
00:40:02,192 --> 00:40:05,610
♪ Started to see it

1000
00:40:05,644 --> 00:40:09,614
♪ Even though it's clouded

1001
00:40:09,648 --> 00:40:15,654
♪♪

1002
00:40:16,759 --> 00:40:20,556
So, if you want to
change your life...

1003
00:40:20,590 --> 00:40:21,660
change your mind.

1004
00:40:21,695 --> 00:40:24,456
♪ I might be going nowhere

1005
00:40:24,491 --> 00:40:27,839
♪ Nowhere

1006
00:40:27,873 --> 00:40:31,981
♪ But I know
I'm gonna get there ♪

1007
00:40:32,015 --> 00:40:35,743
♪ I know I'm gonna get there

1008
00:40:35,778 --> 00:40:37,296
♪ I might be going nowhere

1009
00:40:37,331 --> 00:40:39,333
[ Exhales sharply ]

1010
00:40:41,646 --> 00:40:45,304
♪ I know I'm gonna get there

1011
00:40:45,339 --> 00:40:46,789
And try not to wait too long.

1012
00:40:46,823 --> 00:40:48,515
Can I help you?

1013
00:40:48,549 --> 00:40:50,862
Hi, um, is this, uh...

1014
00:40:52,173 --> 00:40:54,486
I'm sorry, d-does, uh --
does Meredith Grey live here?

1015
00:40:54,521 --> 00:40:55,867
She's at work.

1016
00:40:55,901 --> 00:40:57,696
I'm Michael.

1017
00:40:57,731 --> 00:40:59,318
Hi, I, uh --
I'm, uh -- I'm Nick.

1018
00:40:59,353 --> 00:41:01,217
I'm a friend from Seattle.

1019
00:41:01,251 --> 00:41:02,805
Okay, I'll let her know
that you came by, Nick.

1020
00:41:02,839 --> 00:41:04,116
Okay?

1021
00:41:04,151 --> 00:41:05,670
It's probably best
if you text her.

1022
00:41:05,704 --> 00:41:07,016
Yeah.

1023
00:41:07,050 --> 00:41:09,052
Okay.

1024
00:41:20,512 --> 00:41:26,484
♪♪

1025
00:41:29,763 --> 00:41:35,769
♪♪

1026
00:41:39,117 --> 00:41:45,433
♪♪