1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:04,162 WWW.MY-SUBS.CO 1 00:00:04,648 --> 00:00:07,537 Oxygen is the human body's fuel. 2 00:00:09,197 --> 00:00:11,411 It powers our brains, 3 00:00:11,436 --> 00:00:13,479 organs, and bodily tissues. 4 00:00:16,663 --> 00:00:20,834 Without a proper supply, our bodies can't function. 5 00:00:20,859 --> 00:00:24,486 I haven't written mine yet, but I will by Friday. 6 00:00:24,511 --> 00:00:26,756 Wait, you already wrote and memorized your vows, didn't you? 7 00:00:26,757 --> 00:00:28,006 I'm excited too. 8 00:00:28,007 --> 00:00:29,287 I just need more hours in a day, 9 00:00:29,312 --> 00:00:30,764 but I did book a car to pick up your parents. 10 00:00:30,789 --> 00:00:32,256 - Our brains... - Okay. 11 00:00:32,281 --> 00:00:34,537 - Hearts, and kidneys... - See you soon. 12 00:00:34,562 --> 00:00:36,315 Can only tolerate a lack of oxygen 13 00:00:36,340 --> 00:00:39,133 for a limited time before their cells begin to die. 14 00:00:39,435 --> 00:00:40,975 Wow, you really know what you're doing. 15 00:00:41,000 --> 00:00:43,605 I have had seven sister's worth of hand-me-downs. 16 00:00:43,606 --> 00:00:45,482 This is nothing. 17 00:00:45,483 --> 00:00:47,234 Wouldn't have pegged you for a vintage dress though. 18 00:00:47,235 --> 00:00:49,278 - I was gonna rock a jumpsuit. - Fierce! 19 00:00:49,279 --> 00:00:51,488 But then my grandma pulled my mom's dress 20 00:00:51,489 --> 00:00:53,278 from the attic, because she thinks I'm my mom. 21 00:00:53,303 --> 00:00:55,993 And it just felt like... a sign. 22 00:00:55,994 --> 00:00:57,995 I'm just lucky you have tailoring skills. 23 00:00:57,996 --> 00:01:00,342 Lucky, and also, you're getting a bill. 24 00:01:00,367 --> 00:01:02,624 About five minutes for the brain... 25 00:01:02,625 --> 00:01:04,873 Wow. 26 00:01:04,898 --> 00:01:06,753 About 30 for the heart and kidneys. 27 00:01:06,754 --> 00:01:08,803 Don't look. It's bad luck for the bride to see the roommate 28 00:01:08,828 --> 00:01:12,186 before the wedding. Yeah, you're fine. 29 00:01:12,211 --> 00:01:13,717 Have you guys seen this email? 30 00:01:13,742 --> 00:01:15,284 Apparently, Dr. Webber has 31 00:01:15,309 --> 00:01:16,764 a special announcement this morning. 32 00:01:16,788 --> 00:01:18,247 Wait, do you think the residency program 33 00:01:18,248 --> 00:01:19,498 is coming off probation? 34 00:01:19,499 --> 00:01:20,916 Or maybe Grey or Pierce is coming back? 35 00:01:20,917 --> 00:01:23,502 Or they're finally putting cheese curls back in the vending machine. 36 00:01:23,834 --> 00:01:25,796 It's more likely than either of yours. 37 00:01:25,797 --> 00:01:27,131 We're leaving in five minutes. 38 00:01:27,132 --> 00:01:29,091 I'm only gonna tell you once, okay? 39 00:01:29,092 --> 00:01:30,634 She's still in a wedding dress. 40 00:01:30,635 --> 00:01:33,012 And you're slow. Get in the shower. 41 00:01:35,541 --> 00:01:37,375 When a patient loses oxygen, 42 00:01:37,607 --> 00:01:40,217 doctors know the clock is ticking. 43 00:01:45,154 --> 00:01:48,235 - Matcha latte, your favorite. - Thanks. 44 00:01:48,236 --> 00:01:49,820 You could have one every day if you came back. 45 00:01:49,821 --> 00:01:51,447 Could have one every day now. 46 00:01:51,670 --> 00:01:54,241 Well, yeah, but you wouldn't need to cross the street. 47 00:01:54,242 --> 00:01:57,077 Plus, you could wear scrubs, which are basically pajamas. 48 00:01:57,078 --> 00:01:58,975 Are those your big selling points? 49 00:01:59,247 --> 00:02:01,498 Well, Webber has an announcement this morning. 50 00:02:01,499 --> 00:02:03,000 That's gotta be good news. 51 00:02:03,001 --> 00:02:04,251 Yeah, well, don't get your hopes up. 52 00:02:04,252 --> 00:02:06,003 I only agreed to talk to a few people. 53 00:02:06,004 --> 00:02:08,213 - Ooh, I gotta go. - Oh! 54 00:02:08,214 --> 00:02:11,633 You get to save lives... in pajamas! 55 00:02:11,634 --> 00:02:13,010 BokHee, hey. 56 00:02:13,011 --> 00:02:16,638 Um, uh, attention, everyone. Attention. 57 00:02:16,639 --> 00:02:19,183 We have some exciting news that we want to share. 58 00:02:19,184 --> 00:02:22,278 As you know, each year, the Catherine Fox Award 59 00:02:22,303 --> 00:02:24,021 recognizes surgical innovations 60 00:02:24,022 --> 00:02:26,565 that push the boundaries of modern medicine. 61 00:02:26,566 --> 00:02:29,443 It's been some time since Grey Sloan's had a nominee, 62 00:02:29,444 --> 00:02:32,411 but this morning, we received word that not one 63 00:02:32,436 --> 00:02:35,741 but two of our doctors have been nominated. 64 00:02:35,742 --> 00:02:38,334 Please join me in congratulating 65 00:02:38,561 --> 00:02:40,371 Dr. Nick Marsh 66 00:02:40,372 --> 00:02:43,415 nominated for his work on xenotransplantation. 67 00:02:43,416 --> 00:02:45,334 Wow, thank you. 68 00:02:45,803 --> 00:02:48,504 And Dr. Winston Ndugu, 69 00:02:48,505 --> 00:02:51,715 who's been nominated along with Dr. Maggie Pierce 70 00:02:51,716 --> 00:02:54,259 for their groundbreaking partial heart transplant. 71 00:02:57,913 --> 00:02:59,846 We look forward to celebrating you 72 00:02:59,871 --> 00:03:01,705 at the award ceremony in Boston. 73 00:03:10,276 --> 00:03:12,443 Congratulations again to both of you 74 00:03:13,029 --> 00:03:14,988 I've got seats on the Fox Foundation jet. 75 00:03:14,989 --> 00:03:16,076 Thank you. 76 00:03:16,101 --> 00:03:18,450 I'm headed to the OR now, but I'm truly honored. 77 00:03:19,021 --> 00:03:20,314 Congratulations. 78 00:03:28,654 --> 00:03:30,587 I'll have information about the ceremony 79 00:03:30,588 --> 00:03:32,348 and travel plans later today. 80 00:03:32,373 --> 00:03:34,424 We're just finalizing a few things. 81 00:03:34,425 --> 00:03:37,744 - That's okay. I'm good. - I'm... I'm not going. 82 00:03:38,930 --> 00:03:40,097 But thank you. 83 00:03:40,098 --> 00:03:42,391 Sam Sutton post-op day two status. 84 00:03:42,392 --> 00:03:44,476 Post upper and lower limb fracture repairs 85 00:03:44,477 --> 00:03:47,146 and right lower extremity gastroc flap. 86 00:03:47,147 --> 00:03:50,287 All Doppler signals are strong, and no sign of infection. 87 00:03:50,662 --> 00:03:52,192 I hear I'm gonna be famous. 88 00:03:52,459 --> 00:03:53,610 Well, it depends on how you define it. 89 00:03:53,611 --> 00:03:54,981 We're writing up your case for a medical journal, 90 00:03:55,006 --> 00:03:56,530 not "The New York Times." 91 00:03:56,531 --> 00:03:58,574 But we do hope it'll help other doctors and patients. 92 00:03:58,575 --> 00:04:01,410 So they know how to treat the next guy who breaks 93 bones. 93 00:04:01,411 --> 00:04:03,871 Well, your vitals look good. 94 00:04:03,872 --> 00:04:05,455 I'll come back and check on you later tonight. 95 00:04:05,456 --> 00:04:06,957 Great. What happened to my other doctor? 96 00:04:06,958 --> 00:04:10,002 Uh, Dr. Griffith, the intern? 97 00:04:10,003 --> 00:04:11,795 No, no, no, she had light brown hair, 98 00:04:11,796 --> 00:04:14,047 Disney princess eyes, heart-stopping smile. 99 00:04:14,048 --> 00:04:15,632 - Dr. Wilson? - Yes. 100 00:04:15,633 --> 00:04:16,967 Is Dr. Wilson single, 101 00:04:16,968 --> 00:04:19,046 or did she just say that because I was dying? 102 00:04:19,071 --> 00:04:20,197 She said that? 103 00:04:20,930 --> 00:04:22,472 Well, she's with other patients, 104 00:04:22,473 --> 00:04:24,433 but Dr. Yasuda will be taking your data 105 00:04:24,434 --> 00:04:25,851 for the rest of the day, so if you need something, 106 00:04:25,852 --> 00:04:27,498 - just ask her. - All right. 107 00:04:27,979 --> 00:04:30,412 Yeah. 108 00:04:30,437 --> 00:04:33,609 You can call me a Disney princess, but I don't date patients. 109 00:04:33,610 --> 00:04:36,069 And we should also monitor her urine output 110 00:04:36,070 --> 00:04:37,779 and fluid status. 111 00:04:38,170 --> 00:04:40,574 Uh, Dr. Bailey? 112 00:04:40,575 --> 00:04:42,034 May I please be on your service? 113 00:04:42,035 --> 00:04:43,785 I thought you were on Shepherd's. 114 00:04:43,786 --> 00:04:45,579 I was, but I know this case, 115 00:04:45,580 --> 00:04:47,765 and I can provide a high level of care. 116 00:04:47,865 --> 00:04:50,000 You know the patient, 117 00:04:50,001 --> 00:04:52,586 which is a reason for you not to be on the case. 118 00:04:52,587 --> 00:04:54,004 She and I are not family, 119 00:04:54,005 --> 00:04:55,464 and we've barely known each other 120 00:04:55,465 --> 00:04:57,881 for more than a few months. I can be professional. 121 00:04:58,240 --> 00:04:59,654 I'm happy to switch. 122 00:05:00,962 --> 00:05:04,217 Okay, Millin, you're with me. Kwan, go find Shepherd. 123 00:05:05,928 --> 00:05:08,310 - Hello. - Hello, Doctor. 124 00:05:08,311 --> 00:05:10,270 Maxine Anderson, 81 years old. 125 00:05:10,271 --> 00:05:13,565 Diagnosed with a UTI complicated by delirium and sepsis. 126 00:05:13,566 --> 00:05:15,651 Treated with IV antibiotics. 127 00:05:15,652 --> 00:05:16,944 Her delirium has resolved, 128 00:05:16,945 --> 00:05:19,071 and she's been off pressors for 24 hours. 129 00:05:19,072 --> 00:05:21,698 She's being downgraded to a step-down bed today. 130 00:05:21,699 --> 00:05:24,535 - How are you feeling today? - Much better, thank heavens. 131 00:05:24,536 --> 00:05:26,578 I lost my marbles there for a minute. 132 00:05:26,579 --> 00:05:28,857 Well, glad you're feeling better. 133 00:05:29,764 --> 00:05:32,125 Jules... I mean, Dr. Millin, 134 00:05:32,126 --> 00:05:33,794 if that happens again, 135 00:05:33,795 --> 00:05:35,796 I want you to know a few things. 136 00:05:36,006 --> 00:05:38,924 First, please remember to feed Mr. Darcy. 137 00:05:39,529 --> 00:05:42,254 The cat. Got it. What else? 138 00:05:42,279 --> 00:05:45,722 I want to be cremated. Spread my ashes in the Grand Canyon 139 00:05:45,723 --> 00:05:48,122 and play Tom Jones at my funeral. 140 00:05:48,147 --> 00:05:52,521 - Max... - And... if I'm going, just let me go. 141 00:05:52,522 --> 00:05:53,981 I do not want to lie around 142 00:05:53,982 --> 00:05:56,567 like a turnip for the rest of my days. 143 00:05:56,568 --> 00:06:00,696 No shocking with paddles, no tube down my throat. 144 00:06:00,697 --> 00:06:02,864 I want to be remembered as a vibrant 81. 145 00:06:02,865 --> 00:06:04,366 Max, you're not dying. 146 00:06:04,367 --> 00:06:06,868 You're being moved from the ICU to a regular room. 147 00:06:06,869 --> 00:06:10,038 But we understand your wishes, 148 00:06:10,039 --> 00:06:11,834 and we'll get you the paperwork. 149 00:06:11,859 --> 00:06:13,333 You'll be able to go home in a day or two. 150 00:06:13,334 --> 00:06:16,628 Oh, that's great news, not that I mind it here. 151 00:06:16,629 --> 00:06:18,505 The food's... edible, 152 00:06:18,506 --> 00:06:20,924 the orderlies are quite good-looking, 153 00:06:20,925 --> 00:06:23,552 and with Jules sleeping down the hall, 154 00:06:23,553 --> 00:06:25,832 it almost feels like home. 155 00:06:25,857 --> 00:06:27,264 I've had a couple of late nights. 156 00:06:27,265 --> 00:06:29,225 That's what the on-call room is for, right? 157 00:06:29,732 --> 00:06:34,396 Okay, Mrs. Anderson, Dr. Millin will transport you, 158 00:06:34,397 --> 00:06:37,232 and I will see you in your new room. 159 00:06:39,936 --> 00:06:42,779 - Max. - Oh, I forgot. 160 00:06:42,780 --> 00:06:45,532 Either of you ever seen an abdominal aortic aneurysm? 161 00:06:45,533 --> 00:06:48,160 - Only in textbooks. - I read that triple As are super rare, 162 00:06:48,161 --> 00:06:49,786 Basically unheard of in patients under 60. 163 00:06:49,787 --> 00:06:52,581 - That's right. Keep up, please. - Well, our guy's only 29, 164 00:06:52,582 --> 00:06:53,832 and he's a non-smoking vegetarian 165 00:06:53,833 --> 00:06:56,436 with no predisposing genetic history of cardiac disease. 166 00:06:56,461 --> 00:06:58,503 What are the triple As most serious complications? 167 00:06:58,504 --> 00:07:00,130 Dissection, a tear in the aortic lining 168 00:07:00,131 --> 00:07:01,673 requires stenting or surgery. 169 00:07:01,674 --> 00:07:03,091 Rupture, if the aneurysm bursts, 170 00:07:03,092 --> 00:07:04,718 we gotta take him straight to the OR. 171 00:07:04,719 --> 00:07:06,053 - Good. - Is that why we're rushing? 172 00:07:06,054 --> 00:07:07,096 Not exactly. 173 00:07:08,723 --> 00:07:10,849 No, no, no, no, no, not again. Ray, listen. 174 00:07:10,850 --> 00:07:12,642 Look, I'm sorry, Dr. Altman, okay? 175 00:07:12,643 --> 00:07:15,854 - I can't do this today. - Ray. 176 00:07:15,855 --> 00:07:17,814 Sorry, sorry. Excuse me, excuse me. 177 00:07:17,815 --> 00:07:19,274 Uh, what are we supposed to do now? 178 00:07:19,275 --> 00:07:20,442 We run after him. 179 00:07:24,489 --> 00:07:29,489 - Synced and corrected by ChrisKe - -- for www.MY-SUBS.com -- 180 00:07:33,338 --> 00:07:36,612 Hey, I just saw the funniest thing at day care. 181 00:07:36,613 --> 00:07:39,365 Scout was annoyed that Luna had this hedgehog toy, 182 00:07:39,366 --> 00:07:40,616 and he made this face. 183 00:07:40,617 --> 00:07:42,243 It looked exactly like you look 184 00:07:42,244 --> 00:07:43,536 when you're annoyed with me. 185 00:07:43,537 --> 00:07:46,372 Excuse me. Sam Sutton asked for you. 186 00:07:46,373 --> 00:07:49,709 - He said it wasn't urgent, though. - Yeah, I just saw him. 187 00:07:49,710 --> 00:07:51,752 No, he's asking for Dr. Wilson. 188 00:07:52,354 --> 00:07:55,631 - Oh. - Mm. 189 00:07:55,632 --> 00:07:57,842 That's it. That's the face. 190 00:07:57,843 --> 00:08:00,261 Wait, why... Why are you annoyed with me? 191 00:08:01,847 --> 00:08:03,931 Don't you think it's a little inappropriate 192 00:08:03,932 --> 00:08:05,850 to tell a patient that you're single? 193 00:08:05,851 --> 00:08:08,269 He asked, and he thought he was gonna die. 194 00:08:08,270 --> 00:08:10,603 He said you have Disney princess eyes. 195 00:08:11,030 --> 00:08:12,449 You think I don't? 196 00:08:13,608 --> 00:08:15,401 I'm kidding. I'm kidding. 197 00:08:15,402 --> 00:08:17,611 I appreciate the misplaced chivalry, 198 00:08:17,612 --> 00:08:18,863 but do you remember how many times 199 00:08:18,864 --> 00:08:20,114 I would get hit on at Jimmy's Crab Shack? 200 00:08:20,115 --> 00:08:22,258 I think I can handle myself. 201 00:08:22,283 --> 00:08:24,035 Dr. Angle to the Psych Unit. 202 00:08:24,036 --> 00:08:26,412 Dr Lea Engle to the Psych Unit. 203 00:08:26,413 --> 00:08:28,289 Ray, can we just stop and talk about this? 204 00:08:28,290 --> 00:08:31,083 Look, you said I didn't need the surgery right now. 205 00:08:31,084 --> 00:08:33,210 Right now and never are two very different things, 206 00:08:33,211 --> 00:08:35,338 plus that was two months and three failed attempts 207 00:08:35,339 --> 00:08:36,422 at surgery ago. 208 00:08:36,423 --> 00:08:37,882 Okay, well, I'm still alive, 209 00:08:37,883 --> 00:08:41,552 so I'm good, great, fantastic, really. 210 00:08:41,553 --> 00:08:44,180 You have a weakened aorta, which supplies blood 211 00:08:44,181 --> 00:08:46,265 to all of your major organs. If it bursts... 212 00:08:46,266 --> 00:08:47,683 I know, okay? You told me. 213 00:08:47,684 --> 00:08:48,934 But those consent forms, 214 00:08:48,935 --> 00:08:50,936 they say I could have renal failure 215 00:08:50,937 --> 00:08:53,314 or heart problems or bleed out during surgery. 216 00:08:53,315 --> 00:08:56,233 - No, thanks. - There is a less than 5% chance 217 00:08:56,234 --> 00:08:58,444 of renal failure, bleeding out, or heart problems, 218 00:08:58,445 --> 00:09:00,446 but there is a 10% chance 219 00:09:00,447 --> 00:09:02,740 that your aneurysm will rupture at any moment, 220 00:09:02,741 --> 00:09:04,992 and if that happens, your chances of survival 221 00:09:04,993 --> 00:09:07,578 are worse than all of these numbers combined. 222 00:09:07,603 --> 00:09:10,331 Okay, just stop. Just stop. 223 00:09:10,824 --> 00:09:12,708 I don't know about all the statistics, 224 00:09:12,709 --> 00:09:15,336 but what I do know is that those consent forms 225 00:09:15,337 --> 00:09:17,963 say I could die a dozen different ways 226 00:09:17,988 --> 00:09:20,508 if I do the surgery. I'm an illustrator. 227 00:09:20,509 --> 00:09:24,387 I sit at a desk all day. It doesn't require much exertion. 228 00:09:24,388 --> 00:09:28,527 - At this point, it might not take much. - I'll take my chances. 229 00:09:29,393 --> 00:09:31,936 Those chances would be so much better with surgery. 230 00:09:31,937 --> 00:09:34,146 You can't force me to do this. 231 00:09:35,941 --> 00:09:38,268 - Ray. - So we just let him go? 232 00:09:38,293 --> 00:09:41,237 - He's a ticking time bomb. - Informed consent. 233 00:09:41,238 --> 00:09:43,698 We can't force a patient to get a procedure. 234 00:09:43,699 --> 00:09:45,157 His mom will work on him, 235 00:09:45,158 --> 00:09:46,575 and hopefully he will come back. 236 00:09:46,576 --> 00:09:48,826 All right, you two, go to the skills lab, 237 00:09:48,851 --> 00:09:50,371 and I will page you if something comes up. 238 00:09:50,372 --> 00:09:53,708 Mm. Coming? 239 00:09:53,709 --> 00:09:56,127 Yeah, go ahead. I'll catch up. 240 00:10:01,350 --> 00:10:03,718 - Hey, you were looking for me. - I was. 241 00:10:03,719 --> 00:10:09,098 I have a question about the... The, uh, the plate 242 00:10:09,099 --> 00:10:12,826 that you put in my arm, and... 243 00:10:12,978 --> 00:10:15,146 Okay, yeah, obviously, I don't really have a question. 244 00:10:15,147 --> 00:10:17,690 I just wanted to see you so I could thank you. 245 00:10:17,691 --> 00:10:20,109 - For what? - Saving my life. 246 00:10:20,110 --> 00:10:22,528 Okay, I know that post-op can be boring... 247 00:10:22,529 --> 00:10:24,530 It is. It is so boring. 248 00:10:24,531 --> 00:10:26,741 I thought I could flirt with you 249 00:10:26,742 --> 00:10:27,908 while we play a game of cards. 250 00:10:27,909 --> 00:10:30,700 You'd be holding all the cards for real. 251 00:10:30,725 --> 00:10:33,998 Well, my day is anything but boring, so... 252 00:10:33,999 --> 00:10:35,708 Okay, okay, go cut people open. 253 00:10:35,709 --> 00:10:37,877 I'll be here all week. We have time. 254 00:10:37,878 --> 00:10:39,754 Actually, I'm delivering twins. 255 00:10:39,928 --> 00:10:42,381 I am both an OB-GYN and a general surgeon. 256 00:10:42,382 --> 00:10:44,701 You're pretty and multitalented. 257 00:10:44,726 --> 00:10:46,943 We are a rare breed. 258 00:10:47,929 --> 00:10:51,787 Uh, so what do you do now that you're no longer military? 259 00:10:51,812 --> 00:10:53,934 Oh, I'm still a pilot, just not military. 260 00:10:53,935 --> 00:10:55,770 So flying hundreds of people through the air 261 00:10:55,771 --> 00:10:57,229 wasn't terrifying enough. 262 00:10:57,230 --> 00:10:58,689 You had to put on a shiny sleeping bag 263 00:10:58,690 --> 00:11:00,316 and jump out of a plane. 264 00:11:00,317 --> 00:11:02,860 I'm actually a pretty simple guy. 265 00:11:02,861 --> 00:11:05,571 Yeah, because simple guys are always 266 00:11:05,572 --> 00:11:09,366 jumping off of pyramids and rainforest cliffs, or... 267 00:11:09,367 --> 00:11:11,765 You stalked my social media. 268 00:11:12,343 --> 00:11:16,624 I wanted to know what wingsuiting was. 269 00:11:18,460 --> 00:11:20,628 Um, I have to get back to OB. 270 00:11:20,629 --> 00:11:22,463 Is there anything else that you need? 271 00:11:22,488 --> 00:11:25,633 Not at the moment, but I will keep your offer in mind. 272 00:11:28,975 --> 00:11:30,768 You realize that she meant medically? 273 00:11:33,207 --> 00:11:35,877 No, she didn't. 274 00:11:41,663 --> 00:11:43,263 Ray, hi. 275 00:11:43,288 --> 00:11:45,277 - Uh, can I have a minute. - Oh, my God. 276 00:11:45,278 --> 00:11:47,363 Stop with the consent forms. 277 00:11:47,364 --> 00:11:48,989 What, do you get a commission on the surgery or something? 278 00:11:48,990 --> 00:11:51,867 Uh, no, no, no commission. Just my notes. 279 00:11:51,868 --> 00:11:53,786 - I just want to talk. - Yeah. 280 00:11:53,787 --> 00:11:55,371 You mean talk me into the surgery. 281 00:11:55,372 --> 00:11:57,687 No, no, no, talk about the surgery. 282 00:11:58,382 --> 00:12:01,126 Okay, it's your decision. I just... 283 00:12:01,127 --> 00:12:02,378 I won't be able to sleep 284 00:12:02,379 --> 00:12:03,976 knowing I didn't do everything I could 285 00:12:04,001 --> 00:12:07,299 to make sure you were informed. Let's just take a walk, okay? 286 00:12:07,323 --> 00:12:10,702 You're leaving anyway, right? I could use some fresh air. 287 00:12:14,891 --> 00:12:16,058 Are you coming? 288 00:12:16,059 --> 00:12:19,687 Dr. Brooks to Oncology. 289 00:12:19,688 --> 00:12:24,212 - We got you one with a window. - Oh, how nice. 290 00:12:26,821 --> 00:12:28,529 Surprise! 291 00:12:28,530 --> 00:12:30,906 Norma, Lois! 292 00:12:30,907 --> 00:12:33,909 - Welcome to your new room. - Did we scare you? 293 00:12:33,910 --> 00:12:36,287 I didn't want to yell, but Norma made me. 294 00:12:36,288 --> 00:12:38,622 I'm fine. I loved it! 295 00:12:38,623 --> 00:12:40,332 Come here, you two. 296 00:12:42,335 --> 00:12:43,485 Mwah! 297 00:12:43,510 --> 00:12:45,546 I told them they could only stay for an hour. 298 00:12:45,547 --> 00:12:47,631 - You need to get your rest. - Oh, don't listen to Jules. 299 00:12:47,632 --> 00:12:49,258 She's in doctor mode. 300 00:12:49,259 --> 00:12:53,304 Speaking of Jules, we brought your crochet bag. 301 00:12:53,305 --> 00:12:56,562 You know, my treble stitch is getting much better. 302 00:12:56,587 --> 00:12:59,768 Wow, nice, but that's a half double. 303 00:12:59,769 --> 00:13:02,354 I can show you the treble this afternoon again. 304 00:13:02,355 --> 00:13:04,064 Oh, you see how she talks to me? 305 00:13:04,065 --> 00:13:06,745 She's an angel, if a doctor can be an angel, 306 00:13:06,770 --> 00:13:08,187 like in that movie. 307 00:13:08,212 --> 00:13:10,779 Oh, we put your toiletries in the bathroom. 308 00:13:10,780 --> 00:13:14,033 Oh, thank heavens. My hair needs a good brushing. 309 00:13:14,034 --> 00:13:16,466 - "Angel Doctor." - That's not a movie. 310 00:13:16,763 --> 00:13:18,913 - Uh, "Doctor Angel." - That's not a movie either. 311 00:13:18,914 --> 00:13:20,497 - Max. - I'm fine. I'm fine. 312 00:13:20,498 --> 00:13:22,503 - Okay, okay. - Thanks. 313 00:13:22,528 --> 00:13:24,376 Oh, Doc. 314 00:13:24,377 --> 00:13:26,712 - Her color's good. - How's her appetite? 315 00:13:26,713 --> 00:13:27,963 Uh, it's back. Her appetite... 316 00:13:27,964 --> 00:13:29,798 Ow! 317 00:13:29,799 --> 00:13:31,467 Max. 318 00:13:31,468 --> 00:13:33,510 Oh, Max, are you okay? 319 00:13:35,805 --> 00:13:39,475 I... I... I don't know. Am I? 320 00:13:39,476 --> 00:13:42,436 Okay, all right. 321 00:13:42,437 --> 00:13:44,855 Okay, just take deep breaths. 322 00:13:49,821 --> 00:13:52,046 - Winston. - Hey. 323 00:13:52,047 --> 00:13:57,663 Will it be awkward for you seeing Maggie so soon? 324 00:13:57,688 --> 00:14:00,221 It'll definitely be awkward, yeah. 325 00:14:00,336 --> 00:14:02,632 But, uh, you're coming anyway. 326 00:14:02,657 --> 00:14:05,643 Very few Black men have been nominated for this award... 327 00:14:05,644 --> 00:14:07,764 So I'll be there. 328 00:14:07,789 --> 00:14:09,082 I'm proud of you, son. 329 00:14:10,500 --> 00:14:12,191 I'm proud of me too. 330 00:14:12,504 --> 00:14:14,508 - Excuse me, a consult. - Okay. 331 00:14:19,283 --> 00:14:21,659 The Catherine Fox Award means something 332 00:14:21,660 --> 00:14:23,482 to people around here. 333 00:14:23,764 --> 00:14:27,957 You know, if Winston can rise and face Maggie, 334 00:14:27,958 --> 00:14:30,834 I think you'll be able to handle seeing Meredith. 335 00:14:31,264 --> 00:14:33,004 Dr. Webber, I don't believe 336 00:14:33,005 --> 00:14:34,964 in ranking medical contributions. 337 00:14:34,965 --> 00:14:37,686 I just don't. I also don't feel the need to go all the way to Boston 338 00:14:37,711 --> 00:14:39,403 for some rubber chicken dinner. 339 00:14:39,428 --> 00:14:41,012 Listen, I'm sorry, but it's a little presumptuous... 340 00:14:41,013 --> 00:14:43,598 Your absence would be an insult to this hospital, 341 00:14:43,599 --> 00:14:45,433 your fellow nominees, and my wife 342 00:14:45,434 --> 00:14:47,602 for who the award is named, so I suggest 343 00:14:47,603 --> 00:14:49,604 you get off your moral high ground, 344 00:14:49,605 --> 00:14:51,439 set aside your feelings about Boston, 345 00:14:51,440 --> 00:14:54,365 do your job, and join us. 346 00:14:54,943 --> 00:14:56,819 Dr. Olivares to Labor and Delivery. 347 00:14:56,820 --> 00:14:57,904 Dr. Olivares to Labor and Delivery. 348 00:14:59,531 --> 00:15:02,325 Floor wasn't even slippery. 349 00:15:02,326 --> 00:15:03,993 There weren't any obstacles. 350 00:15:03,994 --> 00:15:06,404 I was just walking to the sink. 351 00:15:07,414 --> 00:15:08,998 - Ow. - What do you see, Millin? 352 00:15:08,999 --> 00:15:10,583 Uh, she has a fractured rib, 353 00:15:10,584 --> 00:15:12,627 which explains her pain when she moves her upper body. 354 00:15:12,628 --> 00:15:13,878 What's the treatment for that? 355 00:15:13,879 --> 00:15:15,421 Rest. It should heal on its own. 356 00:15:15,422 --> 00:15:16,672 What about her head? 357 00:15:16,673 --> 00:15:19,634 The cut doesn't appear serious, but I'd like to get a scan. 358 00:15:19,635 --> 00:15:23,262 So let's get her up to CT and page Neuro. 359 00:15:23,263 --> 00:15:27,016 - Maxine... - I'm not up to visitors today. 360 00:15:27,017 --> 00:15:28,936 I think you two better go. 361 00:15:29,693 --> 00:15:31,646 I'll be here, and I will call with any updates. 362 00:15:31,647 --> 00:15:32,897 I promise. 363 00:15:42,436 --> 00:15:44,450 Left open comminuted humeral fracture, 364 00:15:44,451 --> 00:15:45,910 right open femoral fracture... 365 00:15:45,911 --> 00:15:47,411 Do you always narrate your data input? 366 00:15:47,412 --> 00:15:49,330 Helps keep me accurate. What are you working on? 367 00:15:49,331 --> 00:15:50,831 I'm watching an old triple A surgery 368 00:15:50,832 --> 00:15:51,958 while double checking the wedding spreadsheet 369 00:15:51,959 --> 00:15:54,085 - for the RSVPs. - Oh, you know I'm coming, right? 370 00:15:54,086 --> 00:15:57,755 - Never sent in a card. - I live with you. It was assumed. 371 00:15:57,756 --> 00:16:01,717 - Adams isn't coming. - That is different, and you know it. 372 00:16:01,718 --> 00:16:03,803 You bringing a plus one? 373 00:16:03,804 --> 00:16:05,346 Did you even read the invitation? 374 00:16:05,347 --> 00:16:07,248 I was working two jobs. 375 00:16:07,273 --> 00:16:10,340 I guess... It's this weekend, right, isn't it? 376 00:16:10,365 --> 00:16:12,562 - Why'd you move it up again? - Grandma's getting worse. 377 00:16:12,563 --> 00:16:14,188 She's got maybe a good 90 minutes in the morning, 378 00:16:14,189 --> 00:16:16,315 - and that time is shrinking. - That's rough. 379 00:16:16,316 --> 00:16:17,276 You know what she remembers though? 380 00:16:17,277 --> 00:16:19,026 Weddings, she loves them, 381 00:16:19,027 --> 00:16:21,571 the colors, the flowers, the favors. 382 00:16:21,572 --> 00:16:22,989 We actually have conversations about the wedding 383 00:16:22,990 --> 00:16:25,199 that feel completely real. 384 00:16:25,200 --> 00:16:27,373 - Hi. - Hi. 385 00:16:27,828 --> 00:16:30,746 I'm just gonna take a look around. 386 00:16:30,747 --> 00:16:33,779 - How's the new space? - Can't complain. 387 00:16:37,873 --> 00:16:39,505 - Is everything okay? - I don't know, let me think. 388 00:16:39,506 --> 00:16:41,132 You complained to Altman about a job 389 00:16:41,133 --> 00:16:42,592 you haven't worked at for months. 390 00:16:42,593 --> 00:16:45,177 You projected your own trauma onto my situation 391 00:16:45,178 --> 00:16:46,554 resulting in half of the surgical chiefs 392 00:16:46,555 --> 00:16:48,556 - meeting about me. - I'm sorry. 393 00:16:48,779 --> 00:16:53,436 - I... how can I make it up to you? - I'll get over it. 394 00:16:53,437 --> 00:16:56,373 I just need to be mad at you for a minute. 395 00:16:56,857 --> 00:16:59,275 - Is that a literal minute or... - Figurative. 396 00:16:59,276 --> 00:17:01,277 Right. 397 00:17:01,480 --> 00:17:03,106 I'm just gonna... 398 00:17:08,702 --> 00:17:10,578 I always thought you two had chemistry. 399 00:17:10,579 --> 00:17:12,546 What, me and Helm? Why? 400 00:17:12,571 --> 00:17:14,123 - She hasn't made a move. - You could. 401 00:17:14,124 --> 00:17:15,587 I don't like rejection. 402 00:17:15,612 --> 00:17:18,044 I once had very embarrassing, somewhat traumatic rejection 403 00:17:18,045 --> 00:17:20,564 during a prom-posal go viral at my high school. 404 00:17:21,381 --> 00:17:22,590 I don't make the first move anymore, 405 00:17:22,591 --> 00:17:24,617 and it's worked out fine for me. 406 00:17:24,642 --> 00:17:25,775 Okay. 407 00:17:26,774 --> 00:17:28,608 Who's your plus one again? 408 00:17:34,759 --> 00:17:37,438 So you're an illustrator, huh? 409 00:17:37,439 --> 00:17:40,009 Yeah, yeah, graphic novels. 410 00:17:40,901 --> 00:17:43,611 I draw, and my friend Sunita writes the stories. 411 00:17:44,655 --> 00:17:46,489 We're working on one right now about a kid 412 00:17:46,490 --> 00:17:50,451 whose big brother is afraid to die before he turns 30, 413 00:17:50,452 --> 00:17:53,120 so they're building a portal to a parallel universe 414 00:17:53,121 --> 00:17:55,957 so that they could time jump and that he could turn 31 415 00:17:55,958 --> 00:17:57,939 and then reenter the real world. 416 00:17:58,686 --> 00:17:59,782 Cool. 417 00:18:00,462 --> 00:18:03,130 Also very specific. 418 00:18:03,306 --> 00:18:05,967 I had a really vivid dream when I was a kid. 419 00:18:05,968 --> 00:18:10,096 Um, my grandpa who died before I was born 420 00:18:10,236 --> 00:18:12,556 sat at the edge of my bed and told me 421 00:18:12,557 --> 00:18:14,600 we'd be together for my 30th birthday. 422 00:18:15,695 --> 00:18:17,422 It scared the crap out of me, 423 00:18:18,313 --> 00:18:20,982 so I've never smoked. I don't drink. 424 00:18:20,983 --> 00:18:23,192 I stopped eating meat. Hell, I don't even drive. 425 00:18:23,193 --> 00:18:24,736 I take public transit. 426 00:18:24,939 --> 00:18:26,821 And maybe it's completely irrational, 427 00:18:26,845 --> 00:18:29,945 but I always thought, if I could just make it 428 00:18:29,970 --> 00:18:32,952 past 30... I'll be okay. 429 00:18:32,953 --> 00:18:36,775 I need to stay alive... for my mom, 430 00:18:37,976 --> 00:18:40,143 and I'm helping with my sister's college tuition, 431 00:18:40,168 --> 00:18:42,220 so I can't die. 432 00:18:44,514 --> 00:18:46,182 I don't wanna die. 433 00:18:49,445 --> 00:18:51,114 I don't want that either. 434 00:18:52,909 --> 00:18:55,725 Look, I'm not a professional like you, 435 00:18:55,979 --> 00:18:57,768 but here is your aorta. 436 00:18:57,769 --> 00:19:00,521 Dr. Adams, look, I appreciate what you're trying to do. 437 00:19:00,522 --> 00:19:01,844 Look, the statistics freak you out, 438 00:19:01,869 --> 00:19:02,995 so let's draw it. 439 00:19:05,068 --> 00:19:07,570 Okay, so we'll access your aorta through your groin, 440 00:19:07,571 --> 00:19:09,697 and then we'll thread a small wire 441 00:19:09,698 --> 00:19:11,449 up through the abdominal aneurysm, 442 00:19:11,450 --> 00:19:13,117 and then we'll deploy a graft, 443 00:19:13,118 --> 00:19:15,745 which will expand to reinforce the weak area 444 00:19:15,746 --> 00:19:18,873 and simulate an artery, which will allow blood 445 00:19:18,874 --> 00:19:21,333 - to flow through safely. - Is that a potato? 446 00:19:21,334 --> 00:19:23,417 - That's a kidney. - With a Slinky? 447 00:19:24,088 --> 00:19:26,338 That's the graft. 448 00:19:26,339 --> 00:19:28,868 Bruh, you suck at drawing. 449 00:19:28,893 --> 00:19:30,968 Fair. 450 00:19:30,969 --> 00:19:34,055 But... I promise 451 00:19:34,056 --> 00:19:37,058 this procedure has been tested over and over, 452 00:19:37,059 --> 00:19:39,688 and if a problem comes up like you mentioned, 453 00:19:39,713 --> 00:19:41,437 we have ways to address it. 454 00:19:41,628 --> 00:19:44,857 What we can't do is be with you if the aneurysm ruptures 455 00:19:44,858 --> 00:19:46,133 while you're at home. 456 00:19:49,071 --> 00:19:51,572 Did you feel dizzy before you fell, Mrs. Anderson? 457 00:19:51,573 --> 00:19:53,141 I don't think so. 458 00:19:53,836 --> 00:19:56,202 I just remember losing my balance 459 00:19:56,203 --> 00:19:59,246 and stupidly hitting my head on the sink. 460 00:19:59,247 --> 00:20:00,581 Maybe it's a sign. 461 00:20:00,582 --> 00:20:03,626 Loss of balance can be a symptom of a variety of conditions. 462 00:20:03,781 --> 00:20:06,006 Or a sign that my time is up. 463 00:20:06,031 --> 00:20:08,255 When the racehorse breaks its leg, 464 00:20:08,256 --> 00:20:09,632 they usually put it down. 465 00:20:09,633 --> 00:20:13,219 - Max, you're not a racehorse. - No, not anymore. 466 00:20:13,220 --> 00:20:16,972 Oh, an active brain bleed in the subdural space. 467 00:20:16,973 --> 00:20:18,390 We should prep for a decompression. 468 00:20:18,391 --> 00:20:20,017 - Kwan, book an OR. - On it. 469 00:20:20,172 --> 00:20:22,144 Uh, Dr. Shepherd, could I scrub in if that's okay? 470 00:20:22,145 --> 00:20:24,105 Uh, no, it's not. 471 00:20:24,106 --> 00:20:26,649 You were on neuro this morning, and you traded with Kwan. 472 00:20:26,650 --> 00:20:29,360 - I could trade back. - You will do no such thing. 473 00:20:29,361 --> 00:20:30,611 What is happening here? 474 00:20:30,612 --> 00:20:32,613 Ah, Millin just confirmed my suspicion 475 00:20:32,614 --> 00:20:33,989 that she's too close to the patient 476 00:20:33,990 --> 00:20:35,783 - to be her doctor. - What? No, no. 477 00:20:35,784 --> 00:20:37,201 I just... she's talking about being euthanized 478 00:20:37,202 --> 00:20:38,619 like an animal. 479 00:20:38,620 --> 00:20:40,246 Look me in the eye and tell me 480 00:20:40,247 --> 00:20:42,711 that you do not consider that woman family. 481 00:20:44,584 --> 00:20:47,639 Mm-hmm, you're off the case for good. 482 00:20:56,998 --> 00:20:58,749 - Dr. Altman. - Yes, yes. 483 00:20:58,750 --> 00:21:00,782 We're all very excited. Thanks, Catherine. 484 00:21:00,961 --> 00:21:02,962 You know, technically, Grey Sloan can claim 485 00:21:02,963 --> 00:21:04,755 three Catherine Fox Award nominees 486 00:21:04,756 --> 00:21:06,298 since Pierce performed her transplant here. 487 00:21:06,299 --> 00:21:07,716 That's great. About Ray... 488 00:21:07,717 --> 00:21:09,931 Yeah, I know it can be disappointing. 489 00:21:10,212 --> 00:21:11,929 Sometimes patients just don't understand, 490 00:21:11,930 --> 00:21:14,598 but there will be other triple As to repair. 491 00:21:14,599 --> 00:21:16,392 Yeah, but I still think we should do Ray's. 492 00:21:16,393 --> 00:21:18,185 He signed the consent forms. 493 00:21:22,861 --> 00:21:25,067 Page Griffith, and let's get him to radiology 494 00:21:25,068 --> 00:21:27,528 before he bolts again. Well done. 495 00:21:35,275 --> 00:21:38,281 - Oh. - Seriously? 496 00:21:38,306 --> 00:21:40,290 You're lucky the twins' mom is still dilating. 497 00:21:40,291 --> 00:21:41,834 - What is it? - I have an itch to scratch. 498 00:21:41,835 --> 00:21:44,253 No, literally, it's... help. 499 00:21:44,254 --> 00:21:47,382 - This is what orderlies are for. - I know. 500 00:21:47,407 --> 00:21:51,010 I could've called somebody else, but then you wouldn't be here. 501 00:21:51,626 --> 00:21:52,886 Don't move. 502 00:21:52,887 --> 00:21:54,596 Okay. That? 503 00:21:54,597 --> 00:21:57,016 Oh, you are the best doctor I've ever had in my life. 504 00:21:57,017 --> 00:21:59,853 If you ask for a sponge bath, I'm leaving. 505 00:22:00,564 --> 00:22:02,980 You know, last time I had a cast, 506 00:22:02,981 --> 00:22:04,690 they let me pick the colors. 507 00:22:04,691 --> 00:22:06,442 How old were you? 508 00:22:06,443 --> 00:22:08,444 Seven. Fell off the monkey bars. 509 00:22:08,445 --> 00:22:11,447 - You had a death wish even then, huh? - I was so bummed. 510 00:22:11,448 --> 00:22:14,825 My dad was taking me to my first pro ball game. 511 00:22:14,826 --> 00:22:17,587 I had been practicing catching fly balls for three months. 512 00:22:17,868 --> 00:22:20,509 Glove doesn't fit over the cast. Can't catch anything. 513 00:22:20,534 --> 00:22:22,124 But the first baseman saw me in the stands, 514 00:22:22,125 --> 00:22:24,752 ran over, signed my cast. 515 00:22:24,753 --> 00:22:26,837 I cried when they cut it off. 516 00:22:28,939 --> 00:22:31,664 Well, you're, uh, lucky with all the dumb stuff you do 517 00:22:31,689 --> 00:22:33,635 that you haven't had a cast since. 518 00:22:33,636 --> 00:22:37,556 Yeah, I have had half a dozen surgeries 519 00:22:37,557 --> 00:22:40,445 and one metal plate, but yeah, no casts. 520 00:22:43,146 --> 00:22:44,105 - The twins. - Oh. 521 00:22:44,106 --> 00:22:46,774 - Gotta go. - Lucky bastards. 522 00:22:52,447 --> 00:22:54,239 Thank you. Thank you so much. 523 00:22:54,240 --> 00:22:56,408 I'm... hey, I'm glad to be nominated. 524 00:22:57,786 --> 00:22:59,536 Do you know how many codes I ran 525 00:22:59,537 --> 00:23:00,954 to save lives in the ER last year? 526 00:23:00,955 --> 00:23:02,873 - Where's my award for that? - For doing your job? 527 00:23:02,874 --> 00:23:04,124 He was doing his. 528 00:23:04,125 --> 00:23:05,709 My research is helping to cure Parkinson's. 529 00:23:05,710 --> 00:23:07,336 You don't see me nominated for anything. 530 00:23:07,337 --> 00:23:11,501 Listen to you two complaining about your lack of recognition. 531 00:23:12,361 --> 00:23:15,427 - You're right. - We're happy for him and Marsh. 532 00:23:15,428 --> 00:23:17,262 I mean, I oversaw 533 00:23:17,263 --> 00:23:20,724 a simultaneous 12-person domino surgery 534 00:23:20,725 --> 00:23:23,892 wherein six people got new kidneys. 535 00:23:24,736 --> 00:23:28,320 You know, I used deactivated HIV 536 00:23:28,345 --> 00:23:30,877 to save a boy with SCID. 537 00:23:31,189 --> 00:23:34,863 I mean, I spearheaded changes in post-op protocols 538 00:23:34,864 --> 00:23:39,353 to reduce post-op fistulas, basically curing the problem. 539 00:23:39,536 --> 00:23:42,830 If anyone should ask, "Where's my award?" it's me. 540 00:23:45,542 --> 00:23:48,460 - I was almost out of here. - You will be soon. 541 00:23:48,461 --> 00:23:50,407 Dr. Shepherd has done a lot of these. 542 00:23:50,821 --> 00:23:54,341 You're drilling into my 81-year-old skull, right? 543 00:23:54,342 --> 00:23:56,426 If it were only me, I'd tell you to put me 544 00:23:56,427 --> 00:23:58,887 out of my misery and send me to the farm. 545 00:23:58,888 --> 00:24:01,275 I talked to Norma about Jules. 546 00:24:02,183 --> 00:24:04,685 I said she was an excellent roommate. 547 00:24:04,686 --> 00:24:06,562 Not sure I can say the same about Norma. 548 00:24:06,563 --> 00:24:09,498 That woman snores like a freight train. 549 00:24:10,483 --> 00:24:12,192 Let's hope it doesn't come to that. 550 00:24:12,193 --> 00:24:14,304 I know that Jules loves living with you. 551 00:24:15,273 --> 00:24:16,488 Mm. 552 00:24:16,489 --> 00:24:20,951 Pete, my son, he went to college 553 00:24:20,952 --> 00:24:24,246 right after my husband and I divorced. 554 00:24:24,247 --> 00:24:26,748 I brought him up to be independent, 555 00:24:26,749 --> 00:24:31,461 which was maybe my excuse for not being more involved. 556 00:24:31,851 --> 00:24:33,297 By the way, it worked. 557 00:24:33,298 --> 00:24:36,133 He graduated and moved to London. 558 00:24:36,134 --> 00:24:37,759 I hardly ever see him anymore. 559 00:24:38,320 --> 00:24:41,555 He doesn't need my homemade split pea soup 560 00:24:41,556 --> 00:24:45,726 or... my special herbal teas to ward off colds 561 00:24:45,727 --> 00:24:48,656 or my hugs after a long day... 562 00:24:50,531 --> 00:24:54,627 but Jules, she needs all of those things. 563 00:24:54,929 --> 00:24:58,572 It seems she didn't have them when she was a child, 564 00:24:58,597 --> 00:25:00,682 and now I get to give them to her. 565 00:25:02,452 --> 00:25:05,829 She's lucky to have you. 566 00:25:05,993 --> 00:25:07,243 I'm the lucky one. 567 00:25:20,226 --> 00:25:21,637 What did you do to convince him? 568 00:25:21,906 --> 00:25:23,639 I drew a bad picture. 569 00:25:23,866 --> 00:25:26,368 I thought he'd respond to a different approach. 570 00:25:27,765 --> 00:25:29,561 Chief, I just wanted to say thanks 571 00:25:29,562 --> 00:25:31,313 for funding the intern skills practicum. 572 00:25:31,314 --> 00:25:32,606 - I appreciate it. - Of course. 573 00:25:32,607 --> 00:25:34,441 And congrats, again, on the nomination. 574 00:25:34,442 --> 00:25:35,437 Sure, yeah. 575 00:25:35,462 --> 00:25:37,694 Oh, uh, Richard wanted me to ask you about the dinner... 576 00:25:37,695 --> 00:25:41,114 No, count me out on that. 577 00:25:41,601 --> 00:25:43,367 Ray, what's wrong? 578 00:25:43,368 --> 00:25:45,203 My back, it really hurts. 579 00:25:45,429 --> 00:25:47,537 Something's wrong. 580 00:25:47,538 --> 00:25:49,203 Damn it. 581 00:25:49,767 --> 00:25:52,018 - Oh, my God, is that a... - It's a rupture. Come on. 582 00:25:52,043 --> 00:25:53,765 Code blue! 583 00:25:54,170 --> 00:25:56,088 Code blue, Radiology. Third floor. 584 00:25:56,089 --> 00:25:57,631 Call the blood bank. Activate an MTP. 585 00:25:57,632 --> 00:25:58,632 Let's go, let's go, let's go. 586 00:26:01,511 --> 00:26:02,761 - I need a vascular setup. - I'll assist. 587 00:26:02,762 --> 00:26:05,138 - Alert the OR! - There's no time. 588 00:26:05,139 --> 00:26:07,182 - I'm opening him up right now. - On the CT table? 589 00:26:07,183 --> 00:26:08,350 There's nowhere else. You heard Altman. 590 00:26:08,351 --> 00:26:10,143 Let's go. Come on, let's go. 591 00:26:10,144 --> 00:26:14,147 Come on. Come on, Ray. 592 00:26:14,148 --> 00:26:15,983 Betadine, let's go. 593 00:26:15,984 --> 00:26:17,985 All right, I need suction setup. 594 00:26:17,986 --> 00:26:20,487 Lap pad. Ten blade. 595 00:26:22,573 --> 00:26:25,784 Here we go. Stop compressions. 596 00:26:33,918 --> 00:26:35,752 More irrigation, please. 597 00:26:36,879 --> 00:26:38,945 Almost through. 598 00:26:39,244 --> 00:26:41,995 We need to hang more blood. 599 00:26:42,020 --> 00:26:44,814 I need better visualization. 600 00:26:44,839 --> 00:26:46,882 Keep the compressions coming. 601 00:27:00,778 --> 00:27:03,405 - Still no pulse. - Scissors. 602 00:27:05,325 --> 00:27:07,159 All right, got it. Clamp. 603 00:27:19,881 --> 00:27:21,631 All right, more lap pads. 604 00:27:40,568 --> 00:27:43,195 Charge at 200. 605 00:27:43,196 --> 00:27:46,281 All right, clear. Come on, come on, come on. 606 00:27:46,282 --> 00:27:49,576 Charge again to 200. Clear. 607 00:27:50,620 --> 00:27:52,913 Come on. 608 00:27:52,914 --> 00:27:54,414 Damn it. Let me in there. 609 00:27:54,415 --> 00:27:57,209 Come on. Come on. 610 00:27:57,210 --> 00:27:59,461 - Altman. - He's 29 years old. 611 00:27:59,462 --> 00:28:00,879 I know. We did everything we could. 612 00:28:00,880 --> 00:28:03,131 Come on. 613 00:28:05,635 --> 00:28:07,886 Beautiful work, Dr. Shepherd. 614 00:28:18,106 --> 00:28:19,314 Time of death... 615 00:28:20,775 --> 00:28:22,315 15:21. 616 00:28:41,697 --> 00:28:44,776 Dr. Webber, hi. Exciting news this morning. 617 00:28:44,777 --> 00:28:46,819 Well, I wish everyone shared your enthusiasm. 618 00:28:46,820 --> 00:28:49,322 Well, you know who loves awards? Helm. 619 00:28:49,323 --> 00:28:51,532 - Oh, she does, huh? - I don't know. 620 00:28:51,533 --> 00:28:52,992 I'm just looking for a good segue. 621 00:28:52,993 --> 00:28:54,994 - Ah. - How did things go with her? 622 00:28:54,995 --> 00:28:56,412 She said she'd think about it. 623 00:28:56,413 --> 00:28:58,039 Did she seem upbeat? 624 00:28:58,040 --> 00:28:59,832 Well, honestly, she was asking for things 625 00:28:59,833 --> 00:29:02,543 - we hadn't done before. - Were they unreasonable? 626 00:29:02,544 --> 00:29:05,213 Well, not terribly, I suppose, but... 627 00:29:05,214 --> 00:29:08,591 With all due respect, sir, I don't see why this is a question. 628 00:29:08,592 --> 00:29:10,843 This hospital is bursting at the seams with patients 629 00:29:10,844 --> 00:29:13,805 and not enough doctors. Helm is a proven asset. 630 00:29:13,806 --> 00:29:15,515 You know exactly what you're getting with her, 631 00:29:15,516 --> 00:29:16,933 because you trained her. 632 00:29:16,934 --> 00:29:18,559 You've worked with her long enough to know 633 00:29:18,560 --> 00:29:21,646 her talent and her dedication, and frankly, sir, 634 00:29:21,647 --> 00:29:25,352 we need more senior residents, so please, please, 635 00:29:25,377 --> 00:29:26,901 just give her what she wants. 636 00:29:26,902 --> 00:29:28,236 Nurse Kingsbury to Five West 637 00:29:28,237 --> 00:29:30,113 Nurse Kingsbury to Five West. 638 00:29:30,114 --> 00:29:33,908 Again, it ruptured, and we couldn't control the bleeding. 639 00:29:35,783 --> 00:29:38,705 I am very sorry, Mrs. Sanchez. 640 00:29:38,706 --> 00:29:43,084 I... 641 00:29:43,085 --> 00:29:44,335 the hospital will mail 642 00:29:44,336 --> 00:29:46,463 your son's belongings to you in Tempe. 643 00:29:47,256 --> 00:29:49,966 Thank you, Doctor. 644 00:29:49,967 --> 00:29:53,471 Yeah, those calls are never easy. 645 00:29:57,210 --> 00:29:59,713 Hey, you got him back to the hospital. 646 00:30:01,244 --> 00:30:04,814 Adams, there's... There's a thing with ADHD 647 00:30:04,815 --> 00:30:07,358 where we feel the losses really deeply, 648 00:30:07,359 --> 00:30:10,278 so... you have to take equal time 649 00:30:10,279 --> 00:30:15,283 to give yourself credit when you win. You fought for him. Hey, hey. 650 00:30:15,284 --> 00:30:19,002 You fought for him. That matters. 651 00:30:20,539 --> 00:30:23,221 He knew in his gut he was dying. 652 00:30:24,199 --> 00:30:26,486 He knew he wasn't gonna see 30. 653 00:30:27,880 --> 00:30:31,228 I knew in my gut that I was different. 654 00:30:31,925 --> 00:30:34,010 There was something different about me my whole life. 655 00:30:34,011 --> 00:30:36,971 I knew I wasn't just lazy, which is what they called me. 656 00:30:37,853 --> 00:30:39,432 You know, I went down a rabbit hole online, 657 00:30:39,433 --> 00:30:42,549 and I have pretty much every single symptom. 658 00:30:44,314 --> 00:30:45,563 I mean, difficulty focusing, 659 00:30:45,564 --> 00:30:48,316 time blindness, short attention span, 660 00:30:48,317 --> 00:30:50,234 and my family is full of doctors. 661 00:30:50,235 --> 00:30:52,653 It's not like ADHD is rare. You saw it. 662 00:30:52,654 --> 00:30:53,655 Why didn't they? 663 00:30:58,369 --> 00:31:02,622 I... I think parents, sometimes they see their kids 664 00:31:02,623 --> 00:31:03,998 through the lens of their own experience. 665 00:31:03,999 --> 00:31:05,541 Your parents were overachievers, 666 00:31:05,542 --> 00:31:07,293 so they expected you to be, and when you weren't, 667 00:31:07,294 --> 00:31:09,295 they were so busy pushing and pushing you to live up 668 00:31:09,296 --> 00:31:11,672 to your potential, they didn't think to look 669 00:31:11,673 --> 00:31:13,362 for why you weren't 670 00:31:14,588 --> 00:31:16,260 Yeah, or maybe they were just too busy 671 00:31:16,261 --> 00:31:17,387 being disappointed in me, 672 00:31:17,388 --> 00:31:19,104 they didn't bother. 673 00:31:28,108 --> 00:31:30,713 You know, I hope you win the Catherine Fox Award. 674 00:31:33,322 --> 00:31:34,862 Why? 675 00:31:34,887 --> 00:31:38,518 I don't know, because... I feel like a failure, 676 00:31:39,463 --> 00:31:41,160 and I feel like I caught this too late, 677 00:31:41,161 --> 00:31:42,787 and if you win, then... 678 00:31:42,788 --> 00:31:45,289 If I win, we aren't just losers? 679 00:31:45,674 --> 00:31:49,961 - Is that it? - Yeah, something like that. 680 00:31:49,962 --> 00:31:54,791 You know, Adams, this award, it doesn't mean anything. 681 00:31:56,947 --> 00:31:58,219 If that's your acceptance speech, 682 00:31:58,220 --> 00:32:01,588 it's gonna need work. 683 00:32:04,479 --> 00:32:06,227 How long does a delivery usually take? 684 00:32:06,228 --> 00:32:08,771 - A couple hours? - Like, from Postmates? 685 00:32:08,947 --> 00:32:11,607 - Never mind. - Dude, you gotta take it easy. 686 00:32:11,608 --> 00:32:13,776 Women don't love aggressive flirting, 687 00:32:13,777 --> 00:32:15,236 at least not from men. 688 00:32:15,237 --> 00:32:16,821 You don't get anywhere if you don't ask. 689 00:32:16,822 --> 00:32:18,865 - You gotta at least ask. - False alarm. 690 00:32:18,866 --> 00:32:21,242 - You paged her again? - Wasn't me. 691 00:32:21,243 --> 00:32:22,618 The twins do not want to come out. 692 00:32:22,619 --> 00:32:24,078 So you came back to get cheered up 693 00:32:24,079 --> 00:32:26,080 - by your favorite patient. - No. 694 00:32:26,081 --> 00:32:29,667 I was making sure that Yasuda is checking... 695 00:32:29,668 --> 00:32:31,145 - I am. - On... okay. 696 00:32:31,170 --> 00:32:32,212 Here. 697 00:32:35,401 --> 00:32:37,330 - That sounds... - Weak. 698 00:32:37,580 --> 00:32:39,218 It does sound weak. Here. 699 00:32:41,180 --> 00:32:43,680 Take this. Ready? 700 00:32:45,726 --> 00:32:47,810 - The flap's congested. - What does that mean? 701 00:32:47,811 --> 00:32:50,438 We moved muscle from the back of your leg 702 00:32:50,439 --> 00:32:52,982 - to the front to cover the bone. - The flap. 703 00:32:52,983 --> 00:32:54,775 Yes. Yasuda, what's happening? 704 00:32:54,776 --> 00:32:56,152 A hematoma, it's putting pressure 705 00:32:56,153 --> 00:32:57,862 on the flap and cutting off the blood supply. 706 00:32:57,863 --> 00:32:59,135 Why do I feel like this is bad? 707 00:32:59,160 --> 00:33:01,491 - It is bad, if the flap dies. - Is that gonna happen? 708 00:33:01,492 --> 00:33:03,743 - Not if I decompress it. - Another surgery? 709 00:33:03,744 --> 00:33:04,952 We can do it right here if you consent. 710 00:33:04,953 --> 00:33:08,456 - Do it. Do it. - Yasuda, push additional morphine. 711 00:33:08,457 --> 00:33:11,292 I'm good. I have a high pain threshold. 712 00:33:11,293 --> 00:33:13,252 Plus I kind of want to see this. 713 00:33:13,253 --> 00:33:16,088 Okay. Ready? 714 00:33:20,552 --> 00:33:22,386 - Okay, more gauze. - Yeah. 715 00:33:22,387 --> 00:33:24,972 - Thank you. - Okay. 716 00:33:24,973 --> 00:33:26,933 Just breathe. 717 00:33:38,777 --> 00:33:40,897 The decompression went well. 718 00:33:42,436 --> 00:33:44,931 I know those are a regift. I'm the one who brought them. 719 00:33:44,932 --> 00:33:46,516 I thought you'd want to keep these for Maxine 720 00:33:46,517 --> 00:33:48,296 while she's in the ICU. 721 00:33:49,770 --> 00:33:52,146 Or I could keep them by the nurses' station. 722 00:33:52,147 --> 00:33:53,561 No, leave 'em there. 723 00:33:54,400 --> 00:33:56,526 Well, hopefully, it won't be that long, 724 00:33:56,527 --> 00:33:58,163 and you can both get out of here. 725 00:33:59,491 --> 00:34:02,061 I know what it feels like 726 00:34:02,592 --> 00:34:04,534 to sit by the side of someone you love 727 00:34:04,535 --> 00:34:07,537 and... worry they're not gonna make it. 728 00:34:07,538 --> 00:34:10,416 I know that fear and anger and grief. 729 00:34:12,126 --> 00:34:14,161 It's okay. Professional distance and all. 730 00:34:15,571 --> 00:34:18,533 I'm just saying it's okay to have those feelings. 731 00:34:20,708 --> 00:34:22,051 I'm here for you. 732 00:34:22,497 --> 00:34:24,304 I'm fine, Kwan. 733 00:34:24,429 --> 00:34:28,263 I need to call Norma and Lois. 734 00:34:58,464 --> 00:35:00,006 I've done a lot of cool things, 735 00:35:00,007 --> 00:35:03,760 but you just sliced into my leg like it was nothing. 736 00:35:03,761 --> 00:35:06,679 - It's no swimming with sharks. - Oh, you went deep. 737 00:35:06,680 --> 00:35:08,848 That post was from at least three years ago. 738 00:35:08,849 --> 00:35:11,309 Wow, I never thought I could be a third wheel 739 00:35:11,310 --> 00:35:13,269 - in a patient room. - What was that, Yasuda? 740 00:35:13,270 --> 00:35:14,357 Nothing. 741 00:35:15,230 --> 00:35:17,607 Dr. Wilson, OB called for you. 742 00:35:17,608 --> 00:35:20,109 Cathy Han is headed into L&D. 743 00:35:20,110 --> 00:35:21,527 - For real this time? - I don't know. 744 00:35:21,528 --> 00:35:24,489 - I don't work up there. - Okay. 745 00:35:24,490 --> 00:35:25,823 You just cut my leg open, 746 00:35:25,824 --> 00:35:27,325 and now you're about to deliver twins? 747 00:35:27,326 --> 00:35:30,122 You are my hero. Sign my cast. 748 00:35:34,750 --> 00:35:38,127 - No tears when they remove it. - No promises. 749 00:35:42,553 --> 00:35:45,443 See? You gotta at least ask. 750 00:35:48,722 --> 00:35:50,139 - Richard. - Here you go. 751 00:35:50,140 --> 00:35:51,683 - Marsh. - Yeah. 752 00:35:51,684 --> 00:35:53,518 - I care about this program. - I do too. 753 00:35:53,519 --> 00:35:54,808 Not like I do. 754 00:35:54,833 --> 00:35:57,397 It's my legacy, and I need to get it back to where it was, 755 00:35:57,398 --> 00:35:59,065 and a nomination for our residency director 756 00:35:59,066 --> 00:36:00,675 is a big deal. 757 00:36:01,144 --> 00:36:03,611 I was about to ask about a seat on the plane. 758 00:36:03,636 --> 00:36:05,738 The residents, they need me to get over myself, 759 00:36:05,739 --> 00:36:09,534 and apparently so do you, so yes, 760 00:36:09,535 --> 00:36:11,879 I can put aside my feelings about... 761 00:36:12,832 --> 00:36:15,915 Boston if there's still room on that plane. 762 00:36:18,002 --> 00:36:20,121 I think that can be arranged. 763 00:36:20,146 --> 00:36:21,363 - Good night. - Good night. 764 00:36:21,388 --> 00:36:23,597 When a patient codes or loses their airway, 765 00:36:23,622 --> 00:36:26,338 a doctor's first priority is to get oxygen flowing. 766 00:36:28,804 --> 00:36:31,806 We have a limited time before damage sets in, 767 00:36:31,807 --> 00:36:33,599 so we spring into action... 768 00:36:33,600 --> 00:36:35,393 Cheeseburger, no mayo, extra pickles, 769 00:36:35,394 --> 00:36:37,186 - and a side of fries. - I didn't order. 770 00:36:37,187 --> 00:36:38,563 - Did you want something else? - No. 771 00:36:38,564 --> 00:36:40,940 I've just never been a regular anywhere before. 772 00:36:40,941 --> 00:36:42,670 Yeah, well, don't get used to it, 773 00:36:42,695 --> 00:36:45,573 because I just gave notice. 774 00:36:46,722 --> 00:36:48,114 You're coming back to the hospital? 775 00:36:48,115 --> 00:36:50,033 - Yep. - Ah. 776 00:36:50,034 --> 00:36:51,409 And there's something I should tell you. 777 00:36:51,410 --> 00:36:52,636 Okay. 778 00:36:53,078 --> 00:36:56,497 Uh, as you know, resident wellness 779 00:36:56,498 --> 00:36:59,042 - is important to me. - Same. 780 00:36:59,043 --> 00:37:02,503 Uh, and I told Webber that if I came back 781 00:37:02,504 --> 00:37:05,506 I wanted to be in a position to help with that, 782 00:37:05,507 --> 00:37:07,383 you know, make sure people don't burn out, 783 00:37:07,384 --> 00:37:11,721 that they have mentors, and so Webber agreed 784 00:37:11,722 --> 00:37:13,973 to make me co-chief resident with you. 785 00:37:20,522 --> 00:37:22,690 That's the best news ever. 786 00:37:22,691 --> 00:37:24,042 Okay. 787 00:37:24,568 --> 00:37:26,861 - I'm so glad you think that. - Are you kidding? 788 00:37:26,862 --> 00:37:29,405 It's way too much work for any one human to do, 789 00:37:29,406 --> 00:37:31,783 - plus it's you and me. - I know. 790 00:37:31,784 --> 00:37:33,576 Were you surprised when Webber agreed to it? 791 00:37:33,577 --> 00:37:35,286 Not nearly as much as when he agreed 792 00:37:35,287 --> 00:37:37,088 to give me eight weeks' vacation. 793 00:37:37,113 --> 00:37:39,541 - Eight weeks? - Yeah. 794 00:37:39,566 --> 00:37:40,708 But don't worry, though. 795 00:37:40,709 --> 00:37:42,855 I'll give you plenty of notice before I take it. 796 00:37:44,035 --> 00:37:45,963 Eight weeks. 797 00:37:45,964 --> 00:37:48,660 But in life, time limits aren't as clear. 798 00:37:49,652 --> 00:37:50,885 Do you want to go to a wedding? 799 00:37:50,886 --> 00:37:52,804 Do they need a bartender? 800 00:37:53,410 --> 00:37:55,765 Okay, I have to say something to you 801 00:37:55,766 --> 00:37:58,535 that is not very comfortable for me to say... 802 00:37:59,316 --> 00:38:01,729 which is that I like you, and I don't mean that 803 00:38:01,730 --> 00:38:02,972 as a boss or a friend. 804 00:38:02,997 --> 00:38:06,738 I like you like you, and if you're not interested, that's okay. 805 00:38:06,763 --> 00:38:08,528 I will simply walk away and possibly 806 00:38:08,529 --> 00:38:09,862 never step foot in this bar again 807 00:38:09,863 --> 00:38:11,489 due to my previously mentioned discomfort, 808 00:38:11,490 --> 00:38:14,019 but... at least I asked... 809 00:38:15,276 --> 00:38:17,346 and if you are interested, 810 00:38:17,371 --> 00:38:19,038 my roommate Simone is getting married, 811 00:38:19,039 --> 00:38:21,541 and I know it's very last minute, but there will be food and drinks, 812 00:38:21,542 --> 00:38:22,917 and I think dancing. 813 00:38:22,918 --> 00:38:24,293 I still haven't fully read the invitation, 814 00:38:24,294 --> 00:38:25,586 - but I... - Uh, Yasuda... 815 00:38:25,587 --> 00:38:27,331 I thought we could go together 816 00:38:27,356 --> 00:38:30,275 on a date in case that wasn't clear. 817 00:38:30,300 --> 00:38:33,034 It can be hard to gauge whether it's better to hurry up 818 00:38:33,095 --> 00:38:34,345 or take things slow. 819 00:38:34,346 --> 00:38:39,128 Uh, Yasuda, I'm about to be your boss. 820 00:38:40,050 --> 00:38:42,395 Co-chief resident with Schmitt. 821 00:38:42,495 --> 00:38:48,168 - Oh. It's inappropriate. - But... 822 00:38:48,193 --> 00:38:51,261 - if the wedding is this weekend... - It is. 823 00:38:51,286 --> 00:38:55,221 Then our date would predate my employment. 824 00:38:55,246 --> 00:38:56,284 It would. 825 00:38:57,995 --> 00:38:59,579 - Okay. - Okay. 826 00:38:59,580 --> 00:39:03,332 - Do you want a drink? - Yep. 827 00:39:03,333 --> 00:39:05,292 We don't always know how much time we have 828 00:39:05,317 --> 00:39:07,485 before the clock runs out on opportunity. 829 00:39:16,180 --> 00:39:18,299 - Babies? - Babies. 830 00:39:18,324 --> 00:39:20,516 Yay. Fist bump. 831 00:39:20,517 --> 00:39:23,352 No. 832 00:39:23,353 --> 00:39:25,688 Okay, well, your signal sounds good. 833 00:39:25,689 --> 00:39:27,398 Is there anything else I can get for you? 834 00:39:27,636 --> 00:39:31,194 Another itch scratched, please. 835 00:39:31,195 --> 00:39:34,589 - Where? - Back of my neck, right side. 836 00:39:35,240 --> 00:39:36,866 Okay. 837 00:39:39,244 --> 00:39:41,136 Okay. 838 00:39:41,161 --> 00:39:43,789 - Mm-hmm. - There? 839 00:39:43,790 --> 00:39:46,167 You know, if being an OB and a surgeon doesn't pan out, 840 00:39:46,168 --> 00:39:49,670 you could switch to this. 841 00:39:49,941 --> 00:39:51,839 Oh, I was just coming to check on you, 842 00:39:51,840 --> 00:39:54,008 - but I guess you're covered. - This woman is my hero. 843 00:39:54,009 --> 00:39:55,968 She cut my leg open like it was a piece of steak. 844 00:39:55,969 --> 00:39:57,345 I heard. 845 00:39:58,847 --> 00:40:00,917 Okay, I guess I'm gonna head out. 846 00:40:00,942 --> 00:40:03,142 I'm gonna... grab some food on the way home. 847 00:40:03,143 --> 00:40:05,392 - You want anything? - Oh, no, I'm fine. 848 00:40:05,417 --> 00:40:06,854 Wait, you two live together? 849 00:40:06,855 --> 00:40:09,315 - We do. - We're roommates. 850 00:40:10,152 --> 00:40:12,235 Okay, I'll see you later. 851 00:40:15,364 --> 00:40:18,032 - Let's see here. - So twins, huh? 852 00:40:18,033 --> 00:40:19,784 - Mm-hmm. - Identical? 853 00:40:19,785 --> 00:40:20,993 - Identical. - Oh. 854 00:40:20,994 --> 00:40:22,870 I know. 855 00:40:26,364 --> 00:40:29,543 Often we can't even be sure if our time has passed... 856 00:40:36,385 --> 00:40:38,469 - Is Yasuda home? - Joe's. 857 00:40:38,470 --> 00:40:41,847 - To eat, not work. - Huh. 858 00:40:41,848 --> 00:40:45,166 - I'm so sorry about Ray. - Yeah, yeah, me too. 859 00:40:47,271 --> 00:40:48,688 - So... - Oh, you can... 860 00:40:48,689 --> 00:40:50,231 You can... you can have one. 861 00:40:50,232 --> 00:40:52,441 There is... plenty. 862 00:40:55,070 --> 00:40:57,280 So there's this thing with ADHD, 863 00:40:57,714 --> 00:41:00,366 which I'm figuring out I probably have, 864 00:41:00,367 --> 00:41:03,703 but there's this thing, this symptom 865 00:41:03,704 --> 00:41:07,972 where you get stuck in your head, you overthink, 866 00:41:08,706 --> 00:41:10,459 you have a hard time saying what you mean, 867 00:41:10,460 --> 00:41:12,044 because you can't help but think about 868 00:41:12,045 --> 00:41:17,008 all the possible ramifications, and so... 869 00:41:19,800 --> 00:41:22,930 - Don't get married. - Lucas. 870 00:41:22,931 --> 00:41:27,893 Maybe... maybe I'm too late, or maybe I lost my chance. 871 00:41:27,894 --> 00:41:30,146 But I wouldn't be able to live with myself 872 00:41:30,147 --> 00:41:33,482 if I didn't tell you while you still had time 873 00:41:33,483 --> 00:41:35,027 to change your mind. 874 00:41:36,668 --> 00:41:38,127 Trey doesn't see you, 875 00:41:38,152 --> 00:41:41,783 or maybe he sees an old version of you, 876 00:41:41,808 --> 00:41:43,659 but... I see you. 877 00:41:44,222 --> 00:41:46,537 Simone, I see you... 878 00:41:47,144 --> 00:41:52,080 and I love... every single thing I see. 879 00:42:04,139 --> 00:42:05,931 And all we can do is seize the present. 880 00:42:05,956 --> 00:42:08,859 - Synced and corrected by ChrisKe - -- for www.MY-SUBS.com --