2 00:00:24,624 --> 00:00:26,888 Are we almost done here? 3 00:00:27,827 --> 00:00:30,887 I have to call my mother, get my daughter, call the hospital. 4 00:00:31,464 --> 00:00:32,624 So he didn't threaten you? 5 00:00:32,999 --> 00:00:34,330 No. 6 00:00:34,401 --> 00:00:36,460 No fight? Not really. 7 00:00:37,003 --> 00:00:38,061 Sounds like a yes. 8 00:00:41,241 --> 00:00:44,176 Was there any indication that something would happen? 9 00:00:44,310 --> 00:00:45,470 Yeah. 10 00:00:46,513 --> 00:00:49,004 Every moment I've spent with him. 11 00:00:49,883 --> 00:00:52,977 I was always waiting for something to happen. 12 00:00:53,920 --> 00:00:55,251 But this? 13 00:00:56,056 --> 00:00:57,421 And no idea where he is? 14 00:00:57,490 --> 00:00:58,582 No. 15 00:01:03,229 --> 00:01:07,222 These domestic situations, it's not uncommon to get cold feet. 16 00:01:08,034 --> 00:01:09,763 You're asking me to file charges? 17 00:01:09,836 --> 00:01:11,997 Just give me the paperwork. 18 00:01:12,539 --> 00:01:16,066 If Greg House steps foot in my hospital again, 19 00:01:16,176 --> 00:01:18,337 comes anywhere near me, 20 00:01:18,411 --> 00:01:20,072 I want him thrown in jail. 21 00:01:53,413 --> 00:01:56,871 So, we can use any of these? 22 00:01:56,950 --> 00:01:58,110 Yeah. 23 00:01:58,585 --> 00:02:01,679 And just do whatever we want to her? 24 00:02:01,754 --> 00:02:02,914 That's what they're there for. 25 00:02:07,127 --> 00:02:09,595 Hey! We're just getting to the good part. 26 00:02:09,696 --> 00:02:11,630 Is there a good part? It's performance art. 27 00:02:11,731 --> 00:02:13,756 That's Afsoun Hamidi. She's a genius. 28 00:02:13,867 --> 00:02:16,199 She just won the MacArthur, legally proving it. 29 00:02:17,237 --> 00:02:20,570 Just had a retrospective at the Tate Modern. 30 00:02:20,640 --> 00:02:21,800 Nobody reads The New Yorker? 31 00:02:21,908 --> 00:02:24,103 No, but I subscribed to her patient file. 32 00:02:24,210 --> 00:02:26,144 House, you should relax. You had surgery this morning. 33 00:02:26,246 --> 00:02:28,043 Minor surgery, removing a drain. 34 00:02:28,114 --> 00:02:29,979 Put there during major surgery. 35 00:02:30,083 --> 00:02:32,711 My doctor says it's okay as long as I don't leave my hospital bed. 36 00:02:32,785 --> 00:02:34,946 Which doctor was that, Seuss or J? 37 00:02:35,622 --> 00:02:36,611 Nurse! 38 00:02:36,689 --> 00:02:37,781 Dr. Hourani wrote it in his chart. 39 00:02:44,330 --> 00:02:45,797 I'm surprised he approved it. 40 00:02:45,865 --> 00:02:47,799 I'm more surprised you actually asked. 41 00:02:48,067 --> 00:02:49,329 I do things like that now. 42 00:02:50,236 --> 00:02:52,067 I'm making some changes. 43 00:02:52,272 --> 00:02:54,570 Like skipping ahead to minute 37. 44 00:03:03,816 --> 00:03:04,942 What is that, paint thinner? 45 00:03:16,629 --> 00:03:19,564 I'm not gonna watch a woman get set on fire. 46 00:03:19,632 --> 00:03:21,065 Philistine. 47 00:03:26,739 --> 00:03:28,969 Who's the guy with the notebook who can't decide what to do? 48 00:03:29,075 --> 00:03:32,010 Her assistant. He's been instructed not to intervene. 49 00:03:32,979 --> 00:03:34,970 Spoiler alert, he does. 50 00:03:39,285 --> 00:03:41,981 For her, it is, literally, heartbreaking. 51 00:03:45,091 --> 00:03:46,183 Let the games begin. 52 00:03:46,292 --> 00:03:47,623 Arrhythmia, high hematocrit 53 00:03:47,694 --> 00:03:49,685 and inconsistent RR variability. 54 00:03:49,796 --> 00:03:52,264 You forgot about the fourth symptom, "being completely crazy." 55 00:03:52,332 --> 00:03:54,197 One man's crazy is another woman's art. 56 00:03:54,300 --> 00:03:57,360 Her work explores things like gender politics and self-image. 57 00:03:57,470 --> 00:04:00,268 And the pressing issue of shaving your entire body in public 58 00:04:00,340 --> 00:04:01,807 while wearing a monkey mask. 59 00:04:01,874 --> 00:04:03,501 She saw her mom commit suicide 60 00:04:03,610 --> 00:04:05,703 and was abused by her stepdad for years. 61 00:04:05,812 --> 00:04:07,143 Didn't say the crazy wasn't motivated. 62 00:04:07,213 --> 00:04:09,443 Well, she took that pain and transformed it into art. 63 00:04:09,515 --> 00:04:11,278 That's better than a lot of the alternatives. 64 00:04:11,351 --> 00:04:12,375 I still vote for nuts. 65 00:04:12,452 --> 00:04:14,545 We should run a resting state functional MRI 66 00:04:14,654 --> 00:04:16,713 to look for increased activity in the dorsal nexus. 67 00:04:16,823 --> 00:04:17,847 She's not nuts. 68 00:04:17,957 --> 00:04:19,857 The monkey mask shaving medium really speaks to you? 69 00:04:19,959 --> 00:04:22,894 What speaks to me is she's elevated being full of crap 70 00:04:22,996 --> 00:04:25,726 to a genuine art form. 71 00:04:26,232 --> 00:04:27,665 And made a fortune doing it. 72 00:04:27,734 --> 00:04:30,225 People who pay 20 grand for one of her video stills, 73 00:04:30,303 --> 00:04:31,463 on the other hand, 74 00:04:31,537 --> 00:04:33,528 really do need their dorsal nexi checked. 75 00:04:33,640 --> 00:04:36,131 Maybe the paint thinner set off an allergic reaction. 76 00:04:36,209 --> 00:04:37,335 Not without bronchospasm. 77 00:04:37,410 --> 00:04:40,868 There was a space heater next to her in the gallery. 78 00:04:44,183 --> 00:04:45,673 Carbon monoxide poisoning. 79 00:04:46,719 --> 00:04:47,811 It fits. 80 00:04:47,887 --> 00:04:50,321 Put her in a hyperbaric chamber. 81 00:05:08,174 --> 00:05:09,266 Lisa? 82 00:05:09,642 --> 00:05:11,303 You're Lisa Cuddy. 83 00:05:11,678 --> 00:05:12,872 What's this about? 84 00:05:14,047 --> 00:05:15,105 I'm sorry. I'm Jerry Barrett. 85 00:05:15,181 --> 00:05:17,376 I recognized you from the photos. 86 00:05:17,483 --> 00:05:19,383 They barely do you justice. 87 00:05:19,485 --> 00:05:20,816 The usual. 88 00:05:20,887 --> 00:05:21,945 I'm friends with your sister. 89 00:05:22,021 --> 00:05:23,181 She showed me your photos. 90 00:05:23,289 --> 00:05:25,849 I work at the bank across the street. 91 00:05:25,958 --> 00:05:29,655 Julia's my client. She wanted to set us up. 92 00:05:32,198 --> 00:05:34,792 I'm afraid you have me mixed up with somebody else. 93 00:05:34,867 --> 00:05:38,462 No, I don't think so. I've seen many pictures of you, several times. 94 00:05:39,639 --> 00:05:41,163 That didn't sound the way I... 95 00:05:41,240 --> 00:05:42,730 I guess I just have one of those faces. 96 00:05:42,842 --> 00:05:44,537 Nice to meet you. 97 00:05:45,545 --> 00:05:50,244 Yeah. Say hi to Lisa Cuddy when you meet her in the office you share. 98 00:05:53,319 --> 00:05:54,684 Oh, thank God! 99 00:05:54,754 --> 00:05:57,985 The ICU isn't being attacked by giant radioactive spiders. 100 00:05:58,057 --> 00:06:00,719 Did I text you that? That was meant for my dream journal. 101 00:06:00,993 --> 00:06:03,553 I wanted to return your stuff. 102 00:06:03,663 --> 00:06:04,994 Don't worry, I didn't go AWOL. 103 00:06:05,064 --> 00:06:07,555 I had my wife-maid bring it over. 104 00:06:08,835 --> 00:06:11,269 My sweater, a coffee mug, 105 00:06:12,004 --> 00:06:16,407 half used bottle of lotion and a DVD of Marley & Me. 106 00:06:16,509 --> 00:06:17,908 Given your thing for Owen Wilson, 107 00:06:18,010 --> 00:06:19,875 I thought you might want those last two back ASAP. 108 00:06:19,946 --> 00:06:21,709 I don't get it. You masturbate to Owen Wilson. 109 00:06:21,781 --> 00:06:23,043 I meant the box. 110 00:06:23,316 --> 00:06:24,374 Oh. 111 00:06:25,785 --> 00:06:27,582 It's a symbolic gesture. 112 00:06:29,055 --> 00:06:32,582 I want things to go back to the way they were before we started dating. 113 00:06:32,692 --> 00:06:36,093 No more bad feelings, no more issues. Just work. 114 00:06:38,398 --> 00:06:40,161 Thanks for coming. 115 00:06:41,200 --> 00:06:43,065 I haven't even spoken to you since you hurt yourself. 116 00:06:43,169 --> 00:06:44,431 I was self-destructive. 117 00:06:44,537 --> 00:06:46,437 It won't happen again. 118 00:06:47,173 --> 00:06:50,336 I'm making changes. I'm gonna stop doing stupid things. 119 00:06:51,611 --> 00:06:52,839 Great. 120 00:06:54,714 --> 00:06:58,377 The smart thing to do would be to talk about why you did it. 121 00:06:58,451 --> 00:06:59,679 If you don't understand... 122 00:06:59,752 --> 00:07:01,720 I think I can avoid putting another hole in my leg 123 00:07:01,788 --> 00:07:02,880 without talking about my mother. 124 00:07:04,791 --> 00:07:06,122 I don't wanna find out you're wrong 125 00:07:06,225 --> 00:07:08,887 by getting another phone call from you in a bloody bathtub. 126 00:07:08,961 --> 00:07:12,624 I'm a big believer that the best way to get past the past 127 00:07:12,698 --> 00:07:13,960 is to shoot it in the head, 128 00:07:14,066 --> 00:07:16,694 bury it in a deep pit and pour lye on it. 129 00:07:16,769 --> 00:07:18,760 I'm just asking you to talk about it. 130 00:07:18,871 --> 00:07:19,929 You owe me. 131 00:07:20,907 --> 00:07:22,101 Forget about saving your life, 132 00:07:22,208 --> 00:07:25,268 you exposed my daughter to that obnoxious pirate cartoon. 133 00:07:30,383 --> 00:07:33,546 Bring me lunch tomorrow and we can plumb my depths. 134 00:07:55,174 --> 00:07:59,008 I should have known the gallery wasn't ventilated enough. 135 00:07:59,111 --> 00:08:00,169 Hey, if it wasn't for you, 136 00:08:00,246 --> 00:08:02,146 we'd be treating her for third-degree burns, too. 137 00:08:02,248 --> 00:08:03,408 That was a mistake. 138 00:08:03,683 --> 00:08:05,173 He shouldn't have interfered. 139 00:08:05,284 --> 00:08:06,444 I told you I'm sorry. 140 00:08:06,519 --> 00:08:07,713 I want to share your commitment, 141 00:08:07,787 --> 00:08:08,913 but it's hard for me sometimes. 142 00:08:09,255 --> 00:08:11,246 Like when she read your love letters 143 00:08:11,324 --> 00:08:12,586 in the middle of the New Museum? 144 00:08:14,694 --> 00:08:15,991 Yes, I read The New Yorker. 145 00:08:16,095 --> 00:08:20,657 That was a year ago, and we're not together anymore. 146 00:08:21,667 --> 00:08:24,830 Seriously, you weren't really gonna let that guy set you on fire? 147 00:08:24,937 --> 00:08:26,905 He was just a plant to get the crowd going, right? 148 00:08:26,973 --> 00:08:30,465 If that's your interpretation, I welcome it. 149 00:08:30,576 --> 00:08:33,943 Afsoun believes explaining her work limits its potential. 150 00:08:34,013 --> 00:08:36,982 But between us, he was real. And a total dick. 151 00:08:37,083 --> 00:08:39,074 No sane person would let themselves 152 00:08:39,151 --> 00:08:40,743 be burned alive for the sake of art. 153 00:08:40,820 --> 00:08:44,586 My work is meant to force the audience to break with the rational 154 00:08:44,657 --> 00:08:46,625 and see things in a new way. 155 00:08:46,692 --> 00:08:50,253 Fine. No sane person would let themselves be burned alive 156 00:08:50,329 --> 00:08:51,694 to break with the rational. 157 00:08:51,864 --> 00:08:53,161 I feel... 158 00:09:00,973 --> 00:09:02,668 Luca, hand me the oxygen mask behind you. 159 00:09:07,013 --> 00:09:08,139 Luca! 160 00:09:08,614 --> 00:09:11,879 Congratulations, it's a gestational sac. 161 00:09:12,785 --> 00:09:14,776 You can't see anything this early. I know. 162 00:09:14,854 --> 00:09:18,950 I just figured this would help me process what's happening. 163 00:09:19,025 --> 00:09:20,322 There's a lot we gotta figure out. 164 00:09:20,393 --> 00:09:21,621 We have almost eight months. 165 00:09:21,727 --> 00:09:23,024 You're not having doubts, are you? 166 00:09:23,296 --> 00:09:25,059 No. Are you? 167 00:09:25,798 --> 00:09:27,129 Definitely not. 168 00:09:29,035 --> 00:09:31,629 A nice, cozy home for little Ruben. 169 00:09:34,307 --> 00:09:36,207 It's a family name. It's a sandwich. 170 00:09:36,309 --> 00:09:38,140 Named for my family. 171 00:09:46,218 --> 00:09:47,879 It's just House. 172 00:09:51,857 --> 00:09:54,348 I swear to God, stay out of my personal life. 173 00:09:54,460 --> 00:09:56,018 Where's the downside here? 174 00:09:56,128 --> 00:09:57,390 Huh? Jerry is cute, 175 00:09:57,797 --> 00:09:59,230 he's a Senior VP, 176 00:09:59,332 --> 00:10:02,563 he kite-surfs in Costa Rica every winter, and he loves his mother. 177 00:10:02,668 --> 00:10:03,794 Seasonally? 178 00:10:03,970 --> 00:10:05,665 Or is that just the kite-surfing? 179 00:10:05,805 --> 00:10:06,794 Is this about House? 180 00:10:06,872 --> 00:10:07,998 What? 181 00:10:08,507 --> 00:10:12,443 Like, I secretly wish I could alter the laws of the universe, 182 00:10:12,511 --> 00:10:14,979 change who we are and magically make it work out? 183 00:10:15,047 --> 00:10:16,446 Yes, that's exactly what I'm asking. 184 00:10:16,515 --> 00:10:17,948 And my sarcasm indicated "no." 185 00:10:18,017 --> 00:10:19,985 No. Your sarcasm indicated you wanted 186 00:10:20,052 --> 00:10:21,542 to avoid actually saying anything. 187 00:10:23,389 --> 00:10:24,879 Look, Lisa... 188 00:10:26,959 --> 00:10:29,223 All I know is you seem stuck. 189 00:10:29,962 --> 00:10:31,486 And I don't like seeing you like that. 190 00:10:34,133 --> 00:10:37,000 She got worse in the hyperbaric chamber, it's not CO poisoning. 191 00:10:37,069 --> 00:10:39,731 I think we should consider infection and test the assistant. 192 00:10:39,839 --> 00:10:41,739 I couldn't get his attention, he was in a daze. 193 00:10:41,841 --> 00:10:43,809 - You think that's a symptom? - He's in love with her. 194 00:10:43,876 --> 00:10:45,969 He's probably just overwhelmed and couldn't decide what to do. 195 00:10:46,045 --> 00:10:47,808 What's he been doing since she was admitted? 196 00:10:49,582 --> 00:10:52,142 Did he bring anything from the patient room into the treatment room? 197 00:10:52,218 --> 00:10:55,585 Few things. A handbag, flowers, a stuffed elephant. 198 00:10:58,024 --> 00:11:01,357 Does she seem like the kind of woman who needs a stuffed animal? 199 00:11:03,929 --> 00:11:05,021 Who are you calling? 200 00:11:07,233 --> 00:11:08,598 Oh. Of course. 201 00:11:11,170 --> 00:11:13,035 What are you wearing? 202 00:11:14,273 --> 00:11:17,071 Oh. I can see what you're wearing. Go to her room. 203 00:11:28,254 --> 00:11:31,121 Now go address the elephant in the room. 204 00:11:43,536 --> 00:11:45,060 This is a nanny cam. 205 00:11:45,204 --> 00:11:47,399 The reason Luca couldn't decide 206 00:11:47,473 --> 00:11:49,134 what to do in the treatment room 207 00:11:49,241 --> 00:11:50,469 is the same as in the gallery. 208 00:11:50,576 --> 00:11:52,441 He's been told not to intervene. 209 00:11:52,745 --> 00:11:56,875 Congratulations. We've become her latest work of art. 210 00:12:02,922 --> 00:12:04,150 It shouldn't have surprised us. 211 00:12:04,223 --> 00:12:06,214 All her work is based on personal traumas. 212 00:12:06,292 --> 00:12:09,056 She's had Luca taking notes, videotape her treatments, 213 00:12:09,128 --> 00:12:10,925 collect things, like sharps and bandages. 214 00:12:10,996 --> 00:12:12,657 It'll all go into a gallery installation. 215 00:12:12,765 --> 00:12:15,495 Well, then, I guess as long as the exploitation is properly motivated, 216 00:12:15,601 --> 00:12:17,125 it's all okay. 217 00:12:20,973 --> 00:12:23,498 Ultrasound showed a cyst on her pancreas. We drained it... 218 00:12:23,609 --> 00:12:24,940 Why are we even discussing this case? 219 00:12:25,010 --> 00:12:27,638 She lied to us, it's opening us up to malpractice... 220 00:12:27,747 --> 00:12:30,181 Our practice opens us up to malpractice. 221 00:12:30,282 --> 00:12:31,909 How do we know she's actually sick? 222 00:12:31,984 --> 00:12:33,076 Her being sick is a clue. 223 00:12:33,152 --> 00:12:35,518 She would have let that guy set her on fire for the sake of her work. 224 00:12:35,621 --> 00:12:37,350 You think she's scared of a little arrhythmia? 225 00:12:37,456 --> 00:12:38,582 She probably huffed paint thinner. 226 00:12:38,657 --> 00:12:39,988 She would have let him set her on fire 227 00:12:40,059 --> 00:12:41,526 because of the honesty of her work. 228 00:12:41,627 --> 00:12:43,686 Faking an illness doesn't fit. Thirteen's right. 229 00:12:43,929 --> 00:12:45,419 At least her conclusion was. 230 00:12:45,498 --> 00:12:47,022 Everything else was laughably wrong. 231 00:12:47,299 --> 00:12:48,926 If the patient induced pancreatitis 232 00:12:49,001 --> 00:12:50,263 and a heart attack, she'd be suicidal. 233 00:12:50,336 --> 00:12:52,804 Exactly. She's risking her life all the time. 234 00:12:52,872 --> 00:12:54,806 Exactly. If she wanted to be dead, 235 00:12:54,874 --> 00:12:56,341 she'd be dead a long time ago. 236 00:12:56,442 --> 00:12:58,706 Pretending to cheat death pays better than watercolors. 237 00:12:58,878 --> 00:13:01,574 Coxsackie B fits. But do a spiral CT 238 00:13:01,647 --> 00:13:03,945 of her biliary tree to rule out gallstones. 239 00:13:04,450 --> 00:13:05,542 Fine. I'll get the CT. 240 00:13:05,651 --> 00:13:07,278 Sure, I'd be happy to come with you. 241 00:13:07,720 --> 00:13:09,210 Thanks for asking. 242 00:13:09,855 --> 00:13:12,187 You're supposed to stay in bed. Doctor's orders. 243 00:13:12,391 --> 00:13:14,518 If you really cared about me, 244 00:13:14,627 --> 00:13:17,687 you wouldn't be so obvious when you scheme to prove me wrong. 245 00:13:17,963 --> 00:13:20,454 You volunteered because you want to CT her lungs, 246 00:13:20,533 --> 00:13:21,693 not her biliary tree. 247 00:13:21,801 --> 00:13:24,497 You want to find fibrosis and prove your paint thinner theory. 248 00:13:24,570 --> 00:13:26,197 If I don't come with, when you fail, 249 00:13:26,272 --> 00:13:28,399 you'll pretend you never tried. 250 00:13:28,507 --> 00:13:30,634 I don't really have a choice now, do I? 251 00:13:55,501 --> 00:13:59,164 Since I've seen your pay check, I probably shouldn't... 252 00:14:00,206 --> 00:14:03,107 But canned beans aren't so bad. 253 00:14:03,209 --> 00:14:06,007 Once they're cooked over an oil drum fire 254 00:14:06,078 --> 00:14:09,241 under a bridge with the king of the hobos... 255 00:14:09,348 --> 00:14:10,838 I feel dizzy. 256 00:14:17,523 --> 00:14:20,924 Pale, diaphoretic, tachycardic. 257 00:14:21,460 --> 00:14:23,587 BP 80 over 40. 258 00:14:23,696 --> 00:14:25,425 Internal bleeding? 259 00:14:26,599 --> 00:14:28,260 Get her out of here and scope her. 260 00:14:38,310 --> 00:14:39,402 - I'm sorry. 261 00:14:39,478 --> 00:14:40,945 The colonoscopy didn't find the bleed, 262 00:14:41,013 --> 00:14:42,037 so we gotta look by your liver. 263 00:14:43,482 --> 00:14:46,315 Luca, please. We need to document everything. 264 00:14:48,954 --> 00:14:50,319 Hold this. 265 00:14:58,998 --> 00:15:00,761 I'm just below the celiac artery. 266 00:15:03,135 --> 00:15:04,295 No blood. 267 00:15:04,403 --> 00:15:05,597 Could it be leaking into her thighs? 268 00:15:07,273 --> 00:15:09,002 No swelling, no asymmetry... 269 00:15:09,108 --> 00:15:10,268 So where's the blood going? 270 00:15:15,915 --> 00:15:17,644 Why are you looking down there? 271 00:15:18,784 --> 00:15:20,308 Because I don't like beans. 272 00:15:25,190 --> 00:15:26,418 You stood me up. Sorry. 273 00:15:26,592 --> 00:15:29,356 I should have scheduled my patient's internal bleeding for Thursday. 274 00:15:29,461 --> 00:15:32,157 You're still playing the same petty passive-aggressive games. 275 00:15:32,865 --> 00:15:34,696 Got you to go all the way to the second floor 276 00:15:34,767 --> 00:15:36,701 of the building you work in. 277 00:15:36,802 --> 00:15:37,928 Boy, did I screw with you. 278 00:15:38,003 --> 00:15:39,868 You said you were going to change. 279 00:15:39,972 --> 00:15:40,996 Check the sign. 280 00:15:41,073 --> 00:15:42,301 It says you got to treat me with intensive care. 281 00:15:42,374 --> 00:15:44,467 I'm expressing my anger. You should try it. 282 00:15:44,843 --> 00:15:47,368 Right now. Let's finally have our fight. 283 00:15:48,047 --> 00:15:49,139 All we do is fight. 284 00:15:49,214 --> 00:15:51,273 No, all you've done is pull pranks, 285 00:15:51,350 --> 00:15:53,944 or have temper tantrums with Wilson, never me, 286 00:15:54,019 --> 00:15:55,418 marry mail-order prostitutes, 287 00:15:55,487 --> 00:15:56,511 make me go to your wedding... 288 00:15:56,622 --> 00:15:58,988 Dominika is a licensed esthetician. 289 00:15:59,058 --> 00:16:00,992 You cut open your own leg! 290 00:16:01,060 --> 00:16:02,084 So all this was about you? 291 00:16:02,161 --> 00:16:03,389 You don't think it was even related? 292 00:16:03,662 --> 00:16:06,392 House, we've never even had a conversation about our breakup. 293 00:16:06,498 --> 00:16:08,125 You are obviously still angry at me, 294 00:16:08,200 --> 00:16:09,292 and it's hurting both of us. 295 00:16:09,368 --> 00:16:12,667 Wow. I didn't realize the incredible healing power of lunch. 296 00:16:12,738 --> 00:16:15,229 I know one conversation isn't gonna solve everything, 297 00:16:15,341 --> 00:16:16,467 but it is a start. 298 00:16:18,811 --> 00:16:20,472 It's a privacy curtain. 299 00:16:20,546 --> 00:16:21,808 It wasn't working. 300 00:16:25,184 --> 00:16:27,846 Lunch at 1:00, tomorrow in the cafeteria. You happy? 301 00:16:35,995 --> 00:16:37,360 How many of those have you had today? 302 00:16:37,429 --> 00:16:39,727 I don't know. Is "your mother" a number? 303 00:16:40,065 --> 00:16:42,090 The patient is a fraud. 304 00:16:42,201 --> 00:16:44,169 I found a puncture in the dorsal vein of her left foot. 305 00:16:44,236 --> 00:16:45,362 Shooting up heroin wouldn't explain... 306 00:16:45,437 --> 00:16:46,529 Not heroin, 307 00:16:46,605 --> 00:16:48,573 she was injecting herself with her own red blood cells. 308 00:16:48,674 --> 00:16:49,732 It caused her heart issues, 309 00:16:49,808 --> 00:16:50,934 and when her hematocrit evened out, 310 00:16:51,043 --> 00:16:52,374 we mistook it for internal bleeding. 311 00:16:52,444 --> 00:16:54,207 That must've been a very distinctively shaped, 312 00:16:54,279 --> 00:16:55,712 and awfully talkative puncture 313 00:16:55,781 --> 00:16:56,873 for you to get all of that. 314 00:16:56,949 --> 00:16:59,884 The browser history on her laptop helped. 315 00:17:00,119 --> 00:17:03,179 She was researching blood doping, among other things. 316 00:17:08,227 --> 00:17:09,319 She was researching me? 317 00:17:09,395 --> 00:17:10,453 For months. 318 00:17:10,562 --> 00:17:12,325 This isn't about creating art in the moment. 319 00:17:12,398 --> 00:17:13,922 It's about you. 320 00:17:14,033 --> 00:17:15,591 She set you up. 321 00:17:30,616 --> 00:17:33,312 We sent a uni over to his apartment and the hospital. 322 00:17:33,419 --> 00:17:35,319 Yeah, he won't be there. 323 00:17:35,421 --> 00:17:36,786 Any ideas? 324 00:17:38,157 --> 00:17:39,647 When you find him, you're gonna arrest him? 325 00:17:39,758 --> 00:17:41,123 Is there some reason you think I shouldn't? 326 00:17:44,663 --> 00:17:47,063 Knowing him, he'll be in a bar. 327 00:17:47,166 --> 00:17:49,999 He'll find one that matches how he feels inside. 328 00:17:51,603 --> 00:17:54,163 It'll be the most dark, depressing hole 329 00:17:54,239 --> 00:17:55,900 you can find in New Jersey. 330 00:18:00,012 --> 00:18:01,604 Now you're just pissing me off. 331 00:18:01,680 --> 00:18:04,274 - I'm really sorry. - I didn't know she researched you, 332 00:18:04,349 --> 00:18:06,180 - I had no idea she... - You don't know anything? 333 00:18:06,418 --> 00:18:07,544 Then why are you talking? 334 00:18:07,619 --> 00:18:08,745 Please, don't take it out on Luca. 335 00:18:08,821 --> 00:18:11,187 I'll take it out on whoever I think will irritate you the most. 336 00:18:11,290 --> 00:18:12,757 I thought you would understand someone 337 00:18:12,825 --> 00:18:15,089 who uses their work to deal with pain. 338 00:18:15,160 --> 00:18:17,526 I didn't realize that search engines could look within the soul. 339 00:18:17,629 --> 00:18:19,961 You're standing in front of me in a hospital gown. 340 00:18:20,032 --> 00:18:21,329 What the hell is the point of this? 341 00:18:21,400 --> 00:18:23,527 What personal trauma are you exploiting... 342 00:18:23,635 --> 00:18:26,502 Sorry. Mining for its artistic potential? 343 00:18:26,605 --> 00:18:28,004 My illness. 344 00:18:30,476 --> 00:18:35,379 I did the blood doping to intrigue you, but I was already ill. 345 00:18:35,481 --> 00:18:37,278 Wait. You're really sick? 346 00:18:39,218 --> 00:18:40,708 - Why me? - Do you know what you have? 347 00:18:40,819 --> 00:18:41,945 Yes. So tell him. 348 00:18:42,020 --> 00:18:44,682 If I do, there won't be any game for him. 349 00:18:44,790 --> 00:18:47,122 And then, there won't be any art for us. 350 00:18:48,827 --> 00:18:49,851 Why me? 351 00:18:49,928 --> 00:18:52,226 I don't answer those questions. 352 00:18:55,667 --> 00:18:57,328 You know, there's a lot of games I could play 353 00:18:57,402 --> 00:19:00,565 that don't involve dealing with narcissistic, manipulative posers. 354 00:19:01,073 --> 00:19:04,008 But this is a puzzle tailor-made for you. 355 00:19:04,376 --> 00:19:07,140 You don't know which of my symptoms are real, 356 00:19:07,212 --> 00:19:11,012 which are fake, which ones I'm not even telling you about. 357 00:19:12,584 --> 00:19:14,711 I know that intrigues you. 358 00:19:17,256 --> 00:19:19,747 Do you really want to end it now? 359 00:19:25,597 --> 00:19:26,757 No. 360 00:19:27,065 --> 00:19:28,760 You want us to waste a bed on her? 361 00:19:28,867 --> 00:19:30,164 You took an oath, 362 00:19:30,702 --> 00:19:32,329 an oath to be cool. 363 00:19:33,372 --> 00:19:35,340 At least that was the one I mumbled under my breath 364 00:19:35,407 --> 00:19:36,931 while everyone else was doing the boring one. 365 00:19:37,042 --> 00:19:39,476 Even if she is sick, which I don't believe, 366 00:19:39,545 --> 00:19:41,206 she also says she has a diagnosis. 367 00:19:41,280 --> 00:19:43,714 So, it's either just a lie or it's just a game. 368 00:19:44,516 --> 00:19:46,882 So what? I like the game, it's fun. 369 00:19:47,052 --> 00:19:49,919 Go get a blood culture. Check for parasites and bacteria. 370 00:19:50,022 --> 00:19:51,182 This is the new House? 371 00:19:51,256 --> 00:19:53,247 Half the leg power, twice the irresponsibility? 372 00:19:53,358 --> 00:19:55,792 The new House is about making my life healthier. 373 00:19:55,894 --> 00:19:57,293 I never said anything about yours. 374 00:19:57,629 --> 00:19:59,358 Go get her blood. 375 00:20:04,970 --> 00:20:06,062 I'll do it. 376 00:20:07,239 --> 00:20:08,729 He's going through a tough patch right now. 377 00:20:08,807 --> 00:20:10,069 If this is the distraction he needs 378 00:20:10,142 --> 00:20:11,370 to keep him in his hospital bed, 379 00:20:11,443 --> 00:20:14,378 I'm sure it's better than any of the alternatives. 380 00:20:15,147 --> 00:20:18,639 That was incredibly condescending. Did it work? 381 00:20:30,062 --> 00:20:32,428 Why do you keep ducking your wife's calls? 382 00:20:32,497 --> 00:20:33,555 Ex-wife. 383 00:20:33,632 --> 00:20:35,463 I'm sure she just wants to congratulate you 384 00:20:35,534 --> 00:20:38,594 about knocking up a 22-year-old nurse. 385 00:20:38,670 --> 00:20:40,797 I haven't told her yet. 386 00:20:40,906 --> 00:20:43,204 But you have told her you're not gonna 387 00:20:43,275 --> 00:20:45,334 sleep with her anymore, right? 388 00:20:47,012 --> 00:20:48,604 How are you planning on letting her know? 389 00:20:48,680 --> 00:20:51,012 Just invite her to the bris? 390 00:20:51,116 --> 00:20:53,107 I'm trying to let her down easy. 391 00:20:53,185 --> 00:20:54,413 Rachel never wanted to have kids, 392 00:20:54,486 --> 00:20:55,510 I don't want to hurt her feelings. 393 00:20:55,621 --> 00:20:58,488 Yeah, you are all about feelings. 394 00:20:58,590 --> 00:21:01,184 I've loved Rachel for 20 years. 395 00:21:01,293 --> 00:21:03,921 What if she never speaks to me again? 396 00:21:03,996 --> 00:21:07,295 She's gonna find out. It better be from you. 397 00:21:08,200 --> 00:21:11,135 You can't cheat your way out of this one. 398 00:21:17,209 --> 00:21:18,301 What is it? 399 00:21:19,177 --> 00:21:20,269 Just the nausea. 400 00:21:20,612 --> 00:21:22,170 She said her back was hurting earlier. 401 00:21:22,281 --> 00:21:23,873 What's the pain level on a scale of one to 10? 402 00:21:23,982 --> 00:21:25,040 Five. 403 00:21:25,150 --> 00:21:27,118 - We know we can't take her word for it. - We can't. 404 00:21:27,185 --> 00:21:28,209 Fun, huh? 405 00:21:28,687 --> 00:21:29,779 Roll on your side. 406 00:21:34,393 --> 00:21:35,724 Grey-Turner's sign. 407 00:21:35,994 --> 00:21:37,188 We're done playing. 408 00:21:37,262 --> 00:21:39,389 Your pancreas is releasing corrosive enzymes. 409 00:21:39,498 --> 00:21:41,227 It'll eat away at the surrounding organs. 410 00:21:42,834 --> 00:21:43,858 But you must know that. 411 00:21:43,935 --> 00:21:45,402 The doctor who diagnosed you would have said 412 00:21:45,504 --> 00:21:47,836 what will happen if you don't get treatment. 413 00:21:49,675 --> 00:21:51,040 Just tell them. 414 00:21:51,143 --> 00:21:52,201 If you know what's wrong with you, 415 00:21:52,277 --> 00:21:53,505 tell them so they can fix it. 416 00:21:53,578 --> 00:21:56,479 How many projects have we done together? 417 00:21:56,548 --> 00:21:58,311 You're always so worried. 418 00:21:58,383 --> 00:22:01,079 Have you ever gone wrong trusting me? 419 00:22:10,996 --> 00:22:13,897 That pancreatic cyst we drained, it's back. 420 00:22:13,999 --> 00:22:15,728 And she doesn't care at all. 421 00:22:17,703 --> 00:22:18,795 You think she actually is suicidal? 422 00:22:18,870 --> 00:22:19,928 I would. 423 00:22:20,038 --> 00:22:21,835 But how does she give herself the cysts? 424 00:22:21,907 --> 00:22:25,536 Tox screen was negative, and there's no sign of trauma. 425 00:22:30,082 --> 00:22:31,743 There is another explanation. 426 00:22:31,850 --> 00:22:36,685 The reason that she didn't react isn't 'cause she wants to die. 427 00:22:36,755 --> 00:22:40,691 It's 'cause she knows she can't do anything about it. 428 00:22:40,759 --> 00:22:42,283 Whatever she has, it's fatal. 429 00:22:47,299 --> 00:22:48,732 That should narrow it down. 430 00:22:52,471 --> 00:22:54,166 What are we doing here? 431 00:22:54,239 --> 00:22:56,366 Testing a theory. 432 00:22:56,475 --> 00:22:59,035 It's based on some stuff you can't understand, 433 00:22:59,144 --> 00:23:00,668 like RR variability. 434 00:23:00,746 --> 00:23:02,077 And some stuff you can, 435 00:23:02,180 --> 00:23:03,704 like the fact she shaved her head 436 00:23:03,782 --> 00:23:05,409 in an art piece four months ago. 437 00:23:05,517 --> 00:23:08,247 That was a commentary on society's... 438 00:23:08,353 --> 00:23:09,911 It was a commentary on the fact 439 00:23:09,988 --> 00:23:11,319 that it was gonna fall out anyway, 440 00:23:11,390 --> 00:23:13,551 and she wanted to hide why. 441 00:23:16,561 --> 00:23:18,529 Cancer? 442 00:23:18,597 --> 00:23:20,428 Are you sure about that? 443 00:23:20,732 --> 00:23:25,601 See that tumor-ish thingamajig near her brainamabob? 444 00:23:29,608 --> 00:23:30,905 Are you getting this? 445 00:23:31,009 --> 00:23:32,271 Game's over. I won. 446 00:23:32,444 --> 00:23:36,107 Primary CNS lymphoma with associated paraneoplastic syndrome. 447 00:23:37,449 --> 00:23:39,246 Is that really what it is? 448 00:23:41,720 --> 00:23:42,744 Yes. 449 00:23:44,189 --> 00:23:47,955 Four months ago, I had some vision and balance problems 450 00:23:48,059 --> 00:23:50,755 and New York Mercy diagnosed me. 451 00:23:50,862 --> 00:23:53,922 The tumor was too close to the brain stem to cut out, 452 00:23:54,232 --> 00:23:57,065 so they did a few rounds of radiation. 453 00:23:57,469 --> 00:24:00,029 But it didn't work, and they sent me home. 454 00:24:00,105 --> 00:24:02,073 That was around the time you broke up with me. 455 00:24:02,140 --> 00:24:05,405 We were having a fling. It wouldn't have been fair to involve you. 456 00:24:05,544 --> 00:24:09,310 I'm involved now. You just didn't want to open up. 457 00:24:09,414 --> 00:24:12,076 Luca, my mind was not clear then. 458 00:24:13,919 --> 00:24:15,750 And then you cleared it. 459 00:24:16,221 --> 00:24:19,588 You realized you could use your death to make your magnum opus. 460 00:24:20,158 --> 00:24:22,991 Maybe you wanted to show that no one can cheat death, 461 00:24:23,094 --> 00:24:26,427 even with an entire team of doctors with unlimited resources. 462 00:24:26,965 --> 00:24:29,024 Or maybe your first doctors 463 00:24:29,100 --> 00:24:30,761 didn't treat you like a person, 464 00:24:30,836 --> 00:24:31,996 just a series of symptoms. 465 00:24:32,103 --> 00:24:34,663 You wanted to recreate that depersonalization, 466 00:24:34,773 --> 00:24:36,297 and I was the man to see. 467 00:24:39,411 --> 00:24:43,347 If that was what I thought, I don't any longer. 468 00:24:45,016 --> 00:24:47,007 You spent time with me, 469 00:24:47,686 --> 00:24:49,779 you took this personally. 470 00:24:52,924 --> 00:24:54,152 No, I didn't. 471 00:24:55,193 --> 00:24:57,661 And I don't actually think your piece is about anything. 472 00:24:58,330 --> 00:25:01,356 I think you just figured out that you were mortal. 473 00:25:01,466 --> 00:25:03,525 Just a bag of cells and waste 474 00:25:03,602 --> 00:25:05,502 with an expiration date. 475 00:25:05,604 --> 00:25:09,005 You wanted to act out, you wanted people to notice. 476 00:25:11,276 --> 00:25:14,871 Maybe you even prayed for a different answer this time. 477 00:25:21,186 --> 00:25:23,154 I got a title for your piece. 478 00:25:24,155 --> 00:25:26,715 "It doesn't mean anything." 479 00:25:39,204 --> 00:25:42,037 You're forging my name on prescriptions again. 480 00:25:42,140 --> 00:25:43,402 No. 481 00:25:44,843 --> 00:25:47,311 What you just said implies that I stopped at some point. 482 00:25:47,379 --> 00:25:49,973 Twenty minutes ago, I put a notice out to all local pharmacies 483 00:25:50,048 --> 00:25:51,743 to require verbal authorization 484 00:25:51,816 --> 00:25:53,010 before filling in my prescriptions. 485 00:25:53,084 --> 00:25:55,712 You have any idea how much extra work you've just given yourself? 486 00:25:55,820 --> 00:25:56,912 You're not gonna last a week. 487 00:25:56,988 --> 00:25:58,580 I've been dealing with this for years, 488 00:25:58,690 --> 00:26:00,089 but it's over. 489 00:26:00,191 --> 00:26:01,818 Your liver, your hearing, 490 00:26:01,893 --> 00:26:05,385 never mind the fact that each scrip you write is a separate felony. 491 00:26:05,497 --> 00:26:07,055 You will serve time. So could I. 492 00:26:07,165 --> 00:26:10,191 You've chosen this moment to give me crap about my Vicodin use? 493 00:26:10,268 --> 00:26:11,701 You filled this three days ago, 494 00:26:11,770 --> 00:26:13,067 now it's almost half gone. 495 00:26:13,171 --> 00:26:14,229 So is my leg. 496 00:26:14,306 --> 00:26:15,864 It's a month's supply. 497 00:26:16,441 --> 00:26:19,035 The amount you're taking has nothing to do with physical pain. 498 00:26:19,110 --> 00:26:20,202 Okay. 499 00:26:20,779 --> 00:26:23,714 So, maybe I am trying to numb myself a little. 500 00:26:23,782 --> 00:26:24,908 Because I'm trying to change. 501 00:26:25,884 --> 00:26:27,408 I'm trying to stop being self-destructive. 502 00:26:27,519 --> 00:26:31,580 So, you can only handle not self-destructing by being self-destructive? 503 00:26:31,690 --> 00:26:32,748 What do you want from me? 504 00:26:32,857 --> 00:26:35,451 I don't know, House. But I'm worried about you. 505 00:26:35,560 --> 00:26:36,754 I don't know how many times I can watch you 506 00:26:36,828 --> 00:26:38,295 cut off pieces of yourself. 507 00:26:38,396 --> 00:26:40,591 Now it's the ICU, next time it'll be the morgue. 508 00:26:41,933 --> 00:26:44,595 You're miserable and you're angry. 509 00:26:44,703 --> 00:26:47,729 And I want you to actually deal with that 510 00:26:47,806 --> 00:26:50,900 and not just try to medicate the issue away. 511 00:26:54,079 --> 00:26:55,478 No. 512 00:26:55,580 --> 00:26:58,242 You know what I feel right now? 513 00:26:58,350 --> 00:27:02,446 I don't feel miserable or angry. I don't feel good or bad. 514 00:27:03,121 --> 00:27:06,056 I feel nothing. 515 00:27:07,392 --> 00:27:09,121 Which feels great. 516 00:27:10,695 --> 00:27:11,753 What are you doing? 517 00:27:11,863 --> 00:27:14,923 Moving on. In the direction of my house, 518 00:27:15,000 --> 00:27:16,297 where I've got some more pills. 519 00:27:20,572 --> 00:27:22,870 You're discharging yourself against doctor's orders, 520 00:27:22,941 --> 00:27:24,203 you've got to check that box. 521 00:27:24,643 --> 00:27:27,111 I'm a doctor, so technically... 522 00:27:27,245 --> 00:27:29,645 Wouldn't it be easier if you just checked the box? 523 00:27:50,068 --> 00:27:51,126 Why are you still here? 524 00:27:51,236 --> 00:27:55,400 I'm going as soon as the nurse brings me something for my eczema. 525 00:28:01,813 --> 00:28:04,247 I figured it was irritated by the paint thinner 526 00:28:04,315 --> 00:28:05,577 poured on me in the gallery. 527 00:28:05,917 --> 00:28:07,282 Does this mean something? 528 00:28:08,620 --> 00:28:09,678 It's not eczema. 529 00:28:11,690 --> 00:28:13,521 And it's not cancer. 530 00:28:16,594 --> 00:28:18,289 It's Wegener's granulomatosis. 531 00:28:18,363 --> 00:28:20,422 The biopsy confirmed that what you thought was eczema 532 00:28:20,498 --> 00:28:23,467 was actually a swelling of the blood vessels in your skin. 533 00:28:23,535 --> 00:28:27,494 It also explains the pancreatitis and the mass in your brain. 534 00:28:28,206 --> 00:28:30,003 And it's treatable. 535 00:28:33,044 --> 00:28:35,103 What's the treatment? 536 00:28:35,180 --> 00:28:36,772 We could do steroids alone, 537 00:28:36,848 --> 00:28:38,543 to shrink the growth in your brain. 538 00:28:38,650 --> 00:28:41,016 But it's much better to add another course of radiation. 539 00:28:41,152 --> 00:28:43,950 Radiation? On my brain? 540 00:28:44,789 --> 00:28:47,349 But it made me fuzzy last time. 541 00:28:47,459 --> 00:28:49,017 It was harder to work. 542 00:28:49,360 --> 00:28:51,385 I'm still slowed down from it. 543 00:28:53,364 --> 00:28:54,626 And it'll get worse. 544 00:28:55,500 --> 00:28:58,833 But, you know, dying can also do a number on your ability to think. 545 00:29:01,573 --> 00:29:04,064 I'm sorry. I can't do the radiation. 546 00:29:10,048 --> 00:29:12,073 They just said it was the better treatment. 547 00:29:13,351 --> 00:29:15,512 It could save your life. 548 00:29:15,587 --> 00:29:18,715 My life's not worth anything if I can't do my art. 549 00:29:19,591 --> 00:29:22,685 You have friends, people who care about you. 550 00:29:25,597 --> 00:29:29,431 This is my brain, my work and my life, Luca. 551 00:29:29,534 --> 00:29:31,365 You have more! 552 00:29:33,204 --> 00:29:37,231 This is not some great performance piece anymore. 553 00:29:39,244 --> 00:29:41,178 This is just crazy. 554 00:29:43,848 --> 00:29:45,213 I'm sorry. 555 00:29:51,189 --> 00:29:53,089 I can't watch you die. 556 00:29:55,460 --> 00:29:57,860 Not when you can save yourself. 557 00:30:00,398 --> 00:30:02,059 Goodbye, Afsoun. 558 00:30:17,315 --> 00:30:18,805 Good for you. 559 00:30:32,163 --> 00:30:33,630 So... So... 560 00:30:37,468 --> 00:30:40,596 Why did I ever ban alcohol from the cafeteria? 561 00:30:44,909 --> 00:30:46,900 Before I forget, there's a brush, 562 00:30:46,978 --> 00:30:49,845 tortoise shell handle, natural bristles. 563 00:30:49,948 --> 00:30:53,076 It wasn't in the box. If you could look for it? 564 00:30:53,151 --> 00:30:55,176 Like the Lindbergh baby. 565 00:30:57,021 --> 00:30:58,784 You dating anyone? 566 00:31:00,024 --> 00:31:01,082 We don't have to... 567 00:31:01,159 --> 00:31:03,753 Look, it's just standard lunch conversation. 568 00:31:03,828 --> 00:31:05,261 Not for us. 569 00:31:06,664 --> 00:31:08,097 Okay, well, if you've gone over 570 00:31:08,166 --> 00:31:09,963 to the "we don't talk about things" side, 571 00:31:10,034 --> 00:31:12,127 then I got a pot roast in the oven. 572 00:31:12,203 --> 00:31:13,363 No. 573 00:31:14,505 --> 00:31:16,666 I haven't dated anyone since you. 574 00:31:19,110 --> 00:31:22,102 You know what they say, once you go gimp... 575 00:31:24,716 --> 00:31:27,048 We should talk about your leg. 576 00:31:28,653 --> 00:31:30,951 You think I have unresolved issues, 577 00:31:31,022 --> 00:31:32,751 and you are the unresolved issues. 578 00:31:32,824 --> 00:31:33,882 Yes. 579 00:31:34,959 --> 00:31:38,156 But I think it's more than that. 580 00:31:38,897 --> 00:31:39,989 Your life, your choices... 581 00:31:40,064 --> 00:31:41,725 I did it to fix my life. 582 00:31:42,133 --> 00:31:43,896 No, wait. 583 00:31:44,002 --> 00:31:47,335 No, I did it because I am a deeply unhappy person. 584 00:31:48,172 --> 00:31:50,868 No, I did it to get sympathy from you. 585 00:31:51,342 --> 00:31:54,334 I did it to piss you off. I did it because I'm not over you. 586 00:31:54,412 --> 00:31:56,505 Or I was over you and I was moving on. 587 00:31:56,581 --> 00:31:58,412 I did it because I wanna know 588 00:31:58,483 --> 00:32:00,075 what it's like not to be in pain. 589 00:32:00,184 --> 00:32:03,517 I did it because I wanna feel more pain. 590 00:32:09,060 --> 00:32:12,655 Whatever the reason, it was a bad reason and a bad idea. 591 00:32:12,730 --> 00:32:14,163 That's all that matters. 592 00:32:14,232 --> 00:32:15,324 Good lunch. 593 00:32:23,207 --> 00:32:25,266 House! Talk to me. 594 00:32:25,376 --> 00:32:26,434 I already did. 595 00:32:26,544 --> 00:32:28,011 No, you just parroted back 596 00:32:28,079 --> 00:32:30,047 what Wilson and I have been saying to you the last few days. 597 00:32:30,114 --> 00:32:31,547 Get out of my way. No. 598 00:32:31,683 --> 00:32:33,207 You pulled a stitch. 599 00:32:33,284 --> 00:32:35,081 House, please. Just talk to me. 600 00:32:35,186 --> 00:32:37,416 You want to know how I feel? 601 00:32:44,395 --> 00:32:45,862 I feel hurt. 602 00:32:56,107 --> 00:32:57,369 I know. 603 00:33:03,081 --> 00:33:04,446 I'm sorry. 604 00:33:09,921 --> 00:33:11,047 It's not your fault. 605 00:33:25,703 --> 00:33:27,603 Did I make the wrong choice? 606 00:33:32,510 --> 00:33:37,174 Five years, through every opening, every installation, 607 00:33:37,248 --> 00:33:39,011 every day and every night, 608 00:33:39,450 --> 00:33:41,680 he was there the whole time. 609 00:33:41,753 --> 00:33:44,881 Except the first time you were diagnosed. 610 00:33:45,923 --> 00:33:50,189 You broke up with him and you had to go through all of that alone. 611 00:33:52,397 --> 00:33:54,456 Maybe that's the real reason you're doing this piece, 612 00:33:54,565 --> 00:33:57,398 so that this time, you can have him with you. 613 00:33:58,970 --> 00:34:00,631 You still could. 614 00:34:12,917 --> 00:34:13,975 Hi. 615 00:34:15,553 --> 00:34:17,612 Lisa Cuddy. Nice to meet you. 616 00:34:18,656 --> 00:34:19,748 I'm sorry about the other day. 617 00:34:19,824 --> 00:34:22,622 I... There was some personal things going on in my life 618 00:34:22,727 --> 00:34:24,820 and I wasn't at my best. 619 00:34:25,830 --> 00:34:27,388 Well, in retrospect, 620 00:34:27,465 --> 00:34:30,491 my approach could've come off as a little creepy. 621 00:34:30,601 --> 00:34:31,727 No. 622 00:34:32,804 --> 00:34:34,237 On a scale from one to creepy, 623 00:34:34,305 --> 00:34:36,637 you were, maybe, mildly unnerving. 624 00:34:49,987 --> 00:34:51,181 Rach. 625 00:34:52,790 --> 00:34:56,317 Sorry I ducked your calls. I keep making the same mistakes, 626 00:34:56,427 --> 00:34:57,519 but at some point... Chris. 627 00:34:58,529 --> 00:34:59,826 I'm pregnant. 628 00:35:05,703 --> 00:35:08,365 I didn't expect that. 629 00:35:15,980 --> 00:35:19,006 Sorry, I was checking the stitches on my penis. 630 00:35:20,318 --> 00:35:21,444 Your leg okay? 631 00:35:21,853 --> 00:35:23,320 It's healing. Good. 632 00:35:23,421 --> 00:35:25,514 Just came to grab the radiation therapy forms. 633 00:35:26,457 --> 00:35:27,481 What? 634 00:35:27,558 --> 00:35:28,820 Afsoun changed her mind. 635 00:35:35,933 --> 00:35:36,991 Get out. 636 00:35:45,376 --> 00:35:46,604 You made a decision. 637 00:35:47,979 --> 00:35:49,503 I changed my mind. Why? 638 00:35:49,814 --> 00:35:51,941 Because there are more important things than... 639 00:35:52,016 --> 00:35:55,008 Than what? Than your brain? Your abilities? 640 00:35:55,987 --> 00:35:57,249 That's where everything comes from, 641 00:35:57,321 --> 00:35:59,186 any meaning in your life, any happiness. 642 00:35:59,290 --> 00:36:00,348 Not all happiness. 643 00:36:00,424 --> 00:36:01,823 He's already left once. 644 00:36:02,160 --> 00:36:03,286 He's gonna leave you again. 645 00:36:03,494 --> 00:36:07,487 You don't need to depend on people who are gonna let you down. 646 00:36:08,366 --> 00:36:11,335 If you do this, you're a pathetic hypocrite. 647 00:36:11,402 --> 00:36:12,835 You're saying that your whole life, 648 00:36:12,904 --> 00:36:14,462 all your work up until him was a pointless... 649 00:36:14,539 --> 00:36:16,530 Why are you doing this? 650 00:37:11,996 --> 00:37:14,692 House, I can hear your phone ringing. 651 00:37:36,020 --> 00:37:37,419 You all right? 652 00:37:38,089 --> 00:37:39,317 Did you go to lunch with Cuddy? 653 00:37:39,390 --> 00:37:40,584 Yeah. 654 00:37:41,292 --> 00:37:42,418 How was it? 655 00:37:44,262 --> 00:37:46,526 The pasta arrabiata was cold. 656 00:37:49,634 --> 00:37:51,329 Why don't we get a drink? 657 00:37:51,602 --> 00:37:53,763 We could go to the Sawmill. 658 00:38:10,888 --> 00:38:12,321 Cuddy's is on the way. 659 00:38:12,823 --> 00:38:14,723 I need to return this. 660 00:38:15,726 --> 00:38:18,627 You think she's going to have an emergency tangle? 661 00:38:19,063 --> 00:38:20,860 It was on my mind. 662 00:38:21,499 --> 00:38:22,830 I want to get it off. 663 00:38:31,375 --> 00:38:33,206 Want me to come? 664 00:38:33,511 --> 00:38:35,536 You think I'm gonna get in trouble? 665 00:38:35,646 --> 00:38:36,908 I'm delivering a hairbrush. 666 00:39:43,381 --> 00:39:44,541 What just happened? 667 00:39:46,384 --> 00:39:47,817 Get out. 668 00:39:47,918 --> 00:39:49,749 What just happened? 669 00:39:50,955 --> 00:39:52,115 Get out. 670 00:39:58,229 --> 00:40:00,390 House, what are you mad about? 671 00:40:00,464 --> 00:40:02,056 Just let it out, you'll feel better. 672 00:41:42,633 --> 00:41:45,124 You're right. I feel much better. 673 00:42:02,152 --> 00:42:03,278 You want another one? 674 00:42:05,289 --> 00:42:07,519 No, I think I've had enough. 675 00:42:08,826 --> 00:42:10,384 What do you think I should do today? 676 00:42:11,795 --> 00:42:13,626 I don't know, go home? 677 00:42:16,834 --> 00:42:18,301 Not tonight. 678 00:42:19,637 --> 00:42:20,865 Cheers.