1 00:00:06,675 --> 00:00:08,093 PATTY: Who picked this dump? 2 00:00:08,218 --> 00:00:09,427 LOU: You suggested it. 3 00:00:10,720 --> 00:00:12,222 I suggested you look into it. 4 00:00:12,347 --> 00:00:13,765 Sorry, the online reviews... 5 00:00:13,890 --> 00:00:16,726 Were obviously written by some geek in their own marketing department. 6 00:00:16,851 --> 00:00:18,478 Next time, call someone you know. 7 00:00:18,603 --> 00:00:21,106 Stop relying on a computer to do your job for you. 8 00:00:21,231 --> 00:00:22,065 Brightsize Apparel, 9 00:00:22,190 --> 00:00:23,983 eight sexual harassment suits in two years. 10 00:00:24,109 --> 00:00:25,568 - Who asked for the meeting? - They did. 11 00:00:25,694 --> 00:00:27,112 (SNEEZES) 12 00:00:27,237 --> 00:00:28,405 (ELEVATOR BELL DINGS) 13 00:00:30,699 --> 00:00:33,410 Patty Michener, President of Women's Majority. 14 00:00:33,535 --> 00:00:37,414 And, wow, do you guys need me. 15 00:00:39,040 --> 00:00:40,792 Nine men? 16 00:00:40,917 --> 00:00:43,837 No one thought it might be a good idea to put a suit on one of the gals 17 00:00:43,962 --> 00:00:46,256 from the steno pool to make it look like you give a damn? 18 00:00:46,381 --> 00:00:48,800 We've made it a priority to promote more women, but... 19 00:00:48,925 --> 00:00:51,594 PATTY: Well, from now on, you have me standing beside you. 20 00:00:51,720 --> 00:00:54,973 Which is good, because your problem is a national problem. 21 00:00:55,098 --> 00:00:56,307 MAN: With all due respect, Miss Michener, 22 00:00:56,433 --> 00:00:59,811 I'd hardly call a few isolated incidents a national problem. 23 00:00:59,936 --> 00:01:03,982 PATTY: Six out of 10 victims never even report harassment, 24 00:01:04,107 --> 00:01:05,650 this is bigger than just eight women. 25 00:01:05,775 --> 00:01:07,235 That still only means 20. 26 00:01:07,360 --> 00:01:08,945 Not enough for you? 27 00:01:09,070 --> 00:01:12,907 How many asses does your corporate policy allow you to grab? 28 00:01:13,032 --> 00:01:14,617 Tell you what you're going to do, 29 00:01:14,743 --> 00:01:17,120 you're gonna settle with anyone you haven't settled with, 30 00:01:17,245 --> 00:01:19,414 you're going to fire any man who's even been accused. 31 00:01:19,539 --> 00:01:20,582 Somebody, help me! 32 00:01:20,707 --> 00:01:22,542 Please, help me! I can't get them off! 33 00:01:22,667 --> 00:01:26,880 Please help me! Help me, please! 34 00:01:27,005 --> 00:01:29,799 Somebody help me! Get them off! 35 00:01:29,924 --> 00:01:33,470 You gonna call an ambulance or you just gonna sit there and stare? 36 00:01:33,595 --> 00:01:36,765 Help me, please! 37 00:02:11,299 --> 00:02:13,343 (GRUNTING ON TV) 38 00:02:19,390 --> 00:02:21,059 (WOMAN CHATTERING ON PA) 39 00:02:25,563 --> 00:02:27,899 Wilson's back. You gonna... 40 00:02:28,024 --> 00:02:29,609 Been gone two months, 41 00:02:30,109 --> 00:02:33,988 he can wait till I finish slaying a guy in a skullcap and a pair of tights. 42 00:02:34,113 --> 00:02:36,241 On a video game you stole from the pediatric ward? 43 00:02:36,366 --> 00:02:40,662 On advice of counsel, I assert my privilege pursuant to the Fifth. 44 00:02:47,168 --> 00:02:48,753 When was the last time you talked to him? 45 00:02:48,878 --> 00:02:51,714 Uh, I think it was after... 46 00:02:51,840 --> 00:02:53,633 When did his girlfriend die? 47 00:02:55,385 --> 00:02:57,178 He wanted time alone. 48 00:02:57,303 --> 00:02:59,389 I considered being a horrendous pain in the ass, 49 00:02:59,514 --> 00:03:01,891 but I didn't want to tread on your turf. 50 00:03:02,016 --> 00:03:03,643 We got a case. 51 00:03:03,768 --> 00:03:04,936 I got to remember to close the blinds. 52 00:03:05,061 --> 00:03:06,771 Just got a call from Patty Michener, 53 00:03:06,896 --> 00:03:08,439 from Women's Majority, the women's rights... 54 00:03:08,565 --> 00:03:11,150 - We know who she is. - I dated her. 55 00:03:11,276 --> 00:03:12,694 Well, not really dated her, 56 00:03:12,819 --> 00:03:15,989 more metaphorically raped her by having a penis. 57 00:03:16,114 --> 00:03:18,533 - You did, too. - Her assistant flipped out, 58 00:03:18,658 --> 00:03:21,411 ripped off her clothes in front of a roomful of businessmen. 59 00:03:21,536 --> 00:03:23,121 Either she cracked under the whip, 60 00:03:23,246 --> 00:03:26,249 or she started to realize that her evolutionary purpose 61 00:03:26,374 --> 00:03:28,626 is to arouse men, not to castrate them. 62 00:03:28,751 --> 00:03:29,752 Send her to psychiatric... 63 00:03:29,878 --> 00:03:31,379 Anemia, bradycardia, 64 00:03:31,504 --> 00:03:34,966 and abdominal pain aren't psychiatric symptoms. 65 00:03:35,091 --> 00:03:38,595 Then it's the latter, send her to my apartment. 66 00:03:38,720 --> 00:03:39,971 I'll give it to Segal. 67 00:03:40,096 --> 00:03:42,223 House actually wants a case, and you're saying no? 68 00:03:42,348 --> 00:03:44,893 House has more important things to do. 69 00:03:45,018 --> 00:03:47,061 Sorry, can't help you. 70 00:03:47,186 --> 00:03:49,772 You need a specialist to remove those kinds of warts. 71 00:03:49,898 --> 00:03:52,066 Preferably one with experience spelunking. 72 00:03:58,990 --> 00:04:01,659 Hallucinations, possible memory loss, 73 00:04:01,784 --> 00:04:03,912 tests show anemia, slow heart rate, 74 00:04:04,037 --> 00:04:06,915 and a stubborn refusal to shave her pits. 75 00:04:07,040 --> 00:04:08,374 Have you seen Wilson? 76 00:04:08,499 --> 00:04:12,128 No, but I have seen the patient's frequent flyer balance. 77 00:04:12,253 --> 00:04:14,672 Eastern Europe, Asia, third-world countries, 78 00:04:14,797 --> 00:04:15,882 sometimes more than one a day. 79 00:04:16,007 --> 00:04:17,967 No fever means it's not a tropical disease. 80 00:04:18,092 --> 00:04:20,470 If it's not where she went, maybe it's the work hours. 81 00:04:20,595 --> 00:04:21,971 Could be amphetamine abuse. 82 00:04:22,096 --> 00:04:24,015 She's probably popping them like breath mints. 83 00:04:24,140 --> 00:04:25,475 You haven't been by his office? 84 00:04:25,600 --> 00:04:29,646 Is Wilson hallucinating ants crawling all over him, too? 85 00:04:29,771 --> 00:04:33,107 Tox screen's cleaner than the windows she won't do. 86 00:04:33,232 --> 00:04:34,525 Her job keeps her constantly on the road, 87 00:04:34,651 --> 00:04:38,237 probably living off of airline peanuts and diet soda. 88 00:04:38,363 --> 00:04:40,865 Severe B12 deficiency could cause all her symptoms. 89 00:04:40,990 --> 00:04:42,283 THIRTEEN: Why is everyone leaping to conclude 90 00:04:42,408 --> 00:04:45,453 a strong career woman's been made sick by her strong career? 91 00:04:45,578 --> 00:04:47,705 It's not B12. It's an insulinoma in her pancreas, 92 00:04:47,830 --> 00:04:49,248 it's making her hypoglycemic. 93 00:04:49,374 --> 00:04:52,752 (SIGHS) Great, now everyone knows. 94 00:04:54,295 --> 00:04:55,838 You knew the patient had cancer? 95 00:04:55,964 --> 00:04:57,840 Is that what she said? 96 00:04:57,966 --> 00:04:59,425 I thought she said, 97 00:04:59,550 --> 00:05:02,553 "I'm suddenly and irrationally defending the patient's strong career, 98 00:05:02,679 --> 00:05:05,223 "even though in reality she's just a glorified grunt 99 00:05:05,348 --> 00:05:07,517 "because I'm trying to convince myself that it's okay not to have a life, 100 00:05:07,642 --> 00:05:10,520 "'cause I don't have a life, because I was tested for Huntington's 101 00:05:10,645 --> 00:05:12,897 "and my life span's been cut in half." 102 00:05:15,692 --> 00:05:17,610 Been waiting two months for her to say that. 103 00:05:17,735 --> 00:05:19,112 Hallucinations, anemia, bradycardia... 104 00:05:19,237 --> 00:05:21,698 Hyper segmented pews says that Taub's fight. 105 00:05:21,823 --> 00:05:23,074 Pump her full of B12, 106 00:05:23,199 --> 00:05:26,744 see how a strong career woman's been made sick by her strong career. 107 00:05:38,506 --> 00:05:39,674 Are you okay? 108 00:05:39,799 --> 00:05:41,634 It could be years before you see any symptoms. 109 00:05:41,759 --> 00:05:42,844 Why wouldn't you tell us? 110 00:05:42,969 --> 00:05:44,470 I don't have Huntington's. 111 00:05:44,595 --> 00:05:47,890 Are you lying to us? Because it's none of our business. 112 00:05:48,016 --> 00:05:50,101 If it's none of your business, I shouldn't have to answer questions. 113 00:05:50,226 --> 00:05:51,936 And I wouldn't have to, except House doesn't want to answer 114 00:05:52,061 --> 00:05:53,312 questions about Wilson. 115 00:05:53,438 --> 00:05:55,440 He's deflecting his own problems onto me. 116 00:05:55,565 --> 00:05:57,608 (ELEVATOR BELL DINGS) Are you deflecting now? 117 00:05:58,401 --> 00:06:00,862 Time for the B12 cocktail and my life lesson. 118 00:06:05,324 --> 00:06:06,367 No, Patty'll do the hearing, 119 00:06:06,492 --> 00:06:09,162 she just needs to be the lead-off witness so she... 120 00:06:09,287 --> 00:06:11,914 Okay. I'll lock it down today. 121 00:06:13,207 --> 00:06:14,250 Need you back in bed. 122 00:06:14,375 --> 00:06:17,754 My boss has a big Beijing trip, I've been planning it for months. 123 00:06:17,879 --> 00:06:19,547 I was just tired and dehydrated... 124 00:06:19,672 --> 00:06:20,882 Yeah, whenever I lose some shut-eye, 125 00:06:21,007 --> 00:06:23,926 I pound my legs clawing at imaginary ant colonies. 126 00:06:25,094 --> 00:06:26,596 You have a severe B12 deficiency. 127 00:06:26,721 --> 00:06:28,556 Get back in bed. 128 00:06:43,446 --> 00:06:45,198 I'm sure your boss can do without you for a few days. 129 00:06:45,323 --> 00:06:48,242 It's not about her, it's about me. 130 00:06:48,367 --> 00:06:50,453 I want to be there, I want to matter. 131 00:06:50,578 --> 00:06:54,457 Yeah, I mean, without you, who knows how much starch they'd put in her shirts? 132 00:06:56,125 --> 00:06:57,877 I'm sorry, I'm sure your boss depends on you for... 133 00:06:58,002 --> 00:06:59,587 - I need to get up. - No, you need to stay in bed. 134 00:06:59,712 --> 00:07:03,758 Please, where's the bed pan? Oh, my God, I'm sorry, I just... 135 00:07:04,550 --> 00:07:06,302 I just had a bowel movement. 136 00:07:06,427 --> 00:07:09,472 It's okay, B12 deficiency can cause sudden... 137 00:07:12,100 --> 00:07:14,352 That's not a bowel movement. 138 00:07:19,357 --> 00:07:24,237 My patient is still fighting in the feminist trenches, but the war is over. 139 00:07:24,362 --> 00:07:27,240 Yesterday's sluts are today's empowered women, 140 00:07:27,365 --> 00:07:30,493 today's sluts are celebrities. If that isn't progress... 141 00:07:30,618 --> 00:07:31,994 I'm leaving. 142 00:07:33,830 --> 00:07:35,873 What, you're gonna take another two months? 143 00:07:35,998 --> 00:07:38,960 Boy, you're really milking this bereavement thing, aren't you? 144 00:07:40,795 --> 00:07:43,506 I mean, good for you. Take all the time you need. 145 00:07:43,631 --> 00:07:44,590 I'm resigning. 146 00:07:45,842 --> 00:07:48,553 Maybe moving out of New Jersey, I don't know yet. 147 00:07:48,678 --> 00:07:52,140 Okay, that's an understandable reaction. 148 00:07:52,265 --> 00:07:54,183 It's not a reaction, it's a decision. 149 00:07:54,308 --> 00:07:56,102 I'm writing Cuddy my resignation right now. 150 00:07:56,227 --> 00:07:59,897 I'm just back for the week to wrap up my clinical and administrative duties. 151 00:08:00,857 --> 00:08:04,861 You of all people should know, this is bereavement 101. 152 00:08:04,986 --> 00:08:06,237 You think that a change in venue... 153 00:08:06,362 --> 00:08:09,323 Well, that spares me decades of psychoanalysis. 154 00:08:09,448 --> 00:08:11,075 I'm not saying you're not in pain. 155 00:08:11,200 --> 00:08:12,743 You're saying my pain's a cliché. 156 00:08:12,869 --> 00:08:14,453 I'm saying that pain fades. 157 00:08:14,579 --> 00:08:15,913 Did yours? 158 00:08:16,038 --> 00:08:17,623 Physical pain is different. 159 00:08:17,748 --> 00:08:19,542 I'd rather have my leg chopped off. 160 00:08:19,667 --> 00:08:20,918 You don't know that 'cause you haven't felt... 161 00:08:21,043 --> 00:08:22,295 Neither have you. 162 00:08:24,630 --> 00:08:26,716 Sorry, patient's got a rectal bleed. 163 00:08:26,841 --> 00:08:28,176 - I'm busy. - We need you to... 164 00:08:28,301 --> 00:08:30,219 Actually, as you can see, I'm not busy. 165 00:08:30,344 --> 00:08:33,181 It was just a euphemism for "get the hell out of here." 166 00:08:37,602 --> 00:08:41,981 This is your grief talking, and, yeah, it is a bit textbook. 167 00:08:42,106 --> 00:08:44,859 So before you give away all your possessions to the Salvation Army... 168 00:08:44,984 --> 00:08:46,068 My girlfriend's dead. 169 00:08:46,194 --> 00:08:48,696 I'm glad you've read that book before, I haven't. 170 00:08:48,821 --> 00:08:52,116 I'm late to meet Dr. Olan to brief him on the case I'm handing over. 171 00:08:55,828 --> 00:08:57,079 Bye. 172 00:09:09,759 --> 00:09:11,177 It doesn't bother you that House wouldn't take 173 00:09:11,302 --> 00:09:13,179 just two seconds to talk about the patient? 174 00:09:13,304 --> 00:09:14,597 Wilson's dealing with a lot. 175 00:09:14,722 --> 00:09:15,932 And our patient may be dying. 176 00:09:16,057 --> 00:09:18,267 She was bleeding out her rear, we're looking up her rear. 177 00:09:18,392 --> 00:09:20,603 You think we needed House's expertise to set us on this course? 178 00:09:20,728 --> 00:09:22,438 Her heart rate's slow, bleed should have made it faster. 179 00:09:22,563 --> 00:09:24,690 And it can wait till after we know where it came from. 180 00:09:24,815 --> 00:09:26,859 And after he's done dealing with personal issues. 181 00:09:26,984 --> 00:09:28,361 Yeah? That the way it works around here? 182 00:09:28,486 --> 00:09:31,447 We get cut slack while we deal with personal issues? 183 00:09:33,449 --> 00:09:34,825 You're not the boss. 184 00:09:34,951 --> 00:09:39,330 Boss gets to make the rules, boss gets to ignore... 185 00:09:40,665 --> 00:09:44,460 She's bleeding from nowhere. 186 00:09:46,545 --> 00:09:47,672 You did an endoscopy? 187 00:09:47,797 --> 00:09:48,923 And a colonoscopy. 188 00:09:49,048 --> 00:09:50,091 - CT scan? - Ordered. 189 00:09:50,216 --> 00:09:51,884 But it shouldn't show anything the endoscopy didn't. 190 00:09:52,009 --> 00:09:54,428 - We can't do a CT scan. - Why not? 191 00:09:54,553 --> 00:09:56,681 We don't need a CT scan, we don't need House. 192 00:09:56,806 --> 00:09:57,932 Stop grinning and talk. 193 00:09:58,057 --> 00:10:00,142 One of the routine pre-procedure tests was positive. 194 00:10:00,268 --> 00:10:02,311 - Which one? - The one that if it's positive 195 00:10:02,436 --> 00:10:03,896 would explain a hormone imbalance 196 00:10:04,021 --> 00:10:06,190 that could screw with heart rate and blood flow. 197 00:10:08,317 --> 00:10:10,736 Guess she does have a life beyond her career. 198 00:10:12,113 --> 00:10:13,447 I'm Pregnant? 199 00:10:13,572 --> 00:10:15,032 You want to call the father? Let him know? 200 00:10:15,157 --> 00:10:18,160 Soon as you do some DNA testing, let me know. 201 00:10:19,829 --> 00:10:21,622 Must be hard to have a real relationship when you're... 202 00:10:21,747 --> 00:10:23,916 (CHUCKLES) Are you making excuses for me? 203 00:10:24,041 --> 00:10:25,209 I'm just saying it's understandable. 204 00:10:25,334 --> 00:10:28,504 You only have to understand something if it needs an explanation. 205 00:10:28,629 --> 00:10:31,841 I have needs, I met my needs, end of explanation. 206 00:10:31,966 --> 00:10:34,427 How recently were you needy? 207 00:10:34,552 --> 00:10:38,180 (SIGHS) It's been two or three months at least. 208 00:10:39,765 --> 00:10:42,268 What? What is it? 209 00:10:42,393 --> 00:10:43,394 Nothing. 210 00:10:43,519 --> 00:10:46,397 - Tell me. - It's actually, nothing. 211 00:10:49,233 --> 00:10:52,737 The ultrasound shows no trace of a baby at all. 212 00:10:54,822 --> 00:10:57,450 Positive pregnancy test, no pregnancy. 213 00:10:58,284 --> 00:11:01,329 B12 deficit rectified, but her heart's slowing even more. 214 00:11:01,454 --> 00:11:03,706 And a bleed should speed her heart rate. 215 00:11:07,626 --> 00:11:10,046 House, this is the kind of case you love, 216 00:11:10,171 --> 00:11:12,298 contradictions piling up left and right. 217 00:11:14,717 --> 00:11:16,635 Two false positive pregnancy tests, 218 00:11:16,761 --> 00:11:19,930 bradycardia, lower GI bleed. Go. 219 00:11:20,056 --> 00:11:22,516 Choriocarcinoma, would've triggered pregnancy hormones. 220 00:11:22,641 --> 00:11:24,226 Also would've shown on the sonogram. 221 00:11:24,352 --> 00:11:26,520 KUTNER: lmmunoglobulin A deficiency. 222 00:11:26,645 --> 00:11:27,646 No urinary bleed. 223 00:11:27,772 --> 00:11:31,567 If she's had beta-HCG injections, they can cross-react with... 224 00:11:32,860 --> 00:11:34,362 Keep going. 225 00:11:37,323 --> 00:11:39,241 You're being an idiot. 226 00:11:39,367 --> 00:11:41,786 You're gonna blow up your career, then six months from now, 227 00:11:41,911 --> 00:11:44,163 when you've moved on from Amber to burnt sienna, 228 00:11:44,288 --> 00:11:48,459 you're gonna be stuck on a mobile oncology truck in Pewaukee, Wisconsin. 229 00:11:48,584 --> 00:11:51,796 I'd need a flow chart to explain all the ways in which 230 00:11:51,921 --> 00:11:53,756 that was ridiculously insensitive. 231 00:11:53,881 --> 00:11:55,091 You can't hide from misery. 232 00:11:55,216 --> 00:11:56,926 This isn't your business. 233 00:11:57,051 --> 00:11:59,428 My skull was cracked open trying to save her. 234 00:11:59,553 --> 00:12:03,682 Then we all need a little tea and sympathy. I'm through discussing it. 235 00:12:05,101 --> 00:12:05,976 We have a patient. 236 00:12:06,102 --> 00:12:08,729 Who's obviously not going anywhere with a bloody rectum. 237 00:12:08,854 --> 00:12:10,648 - Great to have you back. - Actually, I'm... 238 00:12:10,773 --> 00:12:14,402 Actually, he's about to thrust a tanto into the belly of his career. 239 00:12:14,527 --> 00:12:16,320 I'm leaving the hospital. 240 00:12:17,238 --> 00:12:18,781 I'm sorry. This is obviously a terrible time, but... 241 00:12:18,906 --> 00:12:20,616 Why are you leaving? 242 00:12:20,741 --> 00:12:22,785 I just need a change of scenery. 243 00:12:22,910 --> 00:12:23,828 Buy a plant. 244 00:12:23,953 --> 00:12:26,247 Rectal bleeding, two positive pregnancy tests. 245 00:12:26,372 --> 00:12:27,540 There's nothing we can do... 246 00:12:27,665 --> 00:12:30,042 You could ask House to be a grownup and respect my decision. 247 00:12:30,167 --> 00:12:32,002 I respect things that deserve respect. 248 00:12:32,128 --> 00:12:34,505 This decision, on the other hand, is a dog wearing a cape. 249 00:12:34,630 --> 00:12:36,048 Hallucinations, heart rate won't respond... 250 00:12:36,173 --> 00:12:38,384 The patient tested positive for pregnancy 251 00:12:38,509 --> 00:12:40,886 because the patient is pregnant. 252 00:12:46,517 --> 00:12:47,518 (BANGING) 253 00:12:54,567 --> 00:12:55,818 Hey, who are you? 254 00:12:55,943 --> 00:12:56,902 This is Dr. House. 255 00:12:57,027 --> 00:13:00,030 He's too brilliant for introductions. False positive. 256 00:13:00,156 --> 00:13:02,533 You're too busy to be running a day care center in your abdomen. 257 00:13:02,658 --> 00:13:04,201 False positive. 258 00:13:04,326 --> 00:13:06,495 Not to mention, you should wait till at least 30 to punish 259 00:13:06,620 --> 00:13:09,623 that pleasure portal with a seven-pound tissue expander. 260 00:13:09,748 --> 00:13:13,002 I'm 37. And I thought I wasn't pregnant. 261 00:13:13,752 --> 00:13:17,214 Thirty-seven? Impressive. 262 00:13:18,841 --> 00:13:21,552 Too bad you're not passing on those genes. 263 00:13:23,012 --> 00:13:25,014 Does that look false to you? 264 00:13:25,890 --> 00:13:27,892 You were looking in the wrong room. 265 00:13:28,559 --> 00:13:30,811 It's more common when the egg lands in the oven, 266 00:13:30,936 --> 00:13:32,563 sometimes it winds up in the fallopian tubes, 267 00:13:32,688 --> 00:13:35,900 in rare cases, it plummets through the plumbing entirely. 268 00:13:36,025 --> 00:13:37,943 It's using her intestine as a blood supply. 269 00:13:38,068 --> 00:13:42,781 Caused the rectal bleed, and now Junior Miss Steinem's junior 270 00:13:42,907 --> 00:13:46,744 must be pressing on her vagus nerve, slowing her heart to a crawl. 271 00:13:46,869 --> 00:13:50,623 Yank the fetus. If she survives the surgery, she'll be fine. 272 00:14:00,883 --> 00:14:03,594 What if she wants to keep the baby? 273 00:14:03,719 --> 00:14:04,720 She doesn't. 274 00:14:04,845 --> 00:14:06,722 We can't take two seconds to discuss this? 275 00:14:06,847 --> 00:14:08,516 I mean, fetuses have been transplanted before, 276 00:14:08,641 --> 00:14:10,184 whole uteruses, too. 277 00:14:10,309 --> 00:14:12,937 Just terminating the fetus when it's glued to her intestines 278 00:14:13,062 --> 00:14:16,232 is high-risk surgery, saving it is a fantasy. 279 00:14:16,357 --> 00:14:18,651 That was at least three seconds. 280 00:14:18,776 --> 00:14:21,278 She's a 37-year old woman who deserves... 281 00:14:21,403 --> 00:14:22,821 People get what they get, 282 00:14:22,947 --> 00:14:25,115 it has nothing to do with what they deserve. 283 00:14:25,241 --> 00:14:26,909 And this has nothing to do with her genitalia 284 00:14:27,034 --> 00:14:29,078 and everything to do with your genetics. 285 00:14:29,203 --> 00:14:30,538 You told me to get tested. 286 00:14:30,663 --> 00:14:31,664 I didn't know it was gonna color 287 00:14:31,789 --> 00:14:33,707 your every medical opinion, every personal opinion. 288 00:14:33,832 --> 00:14:35,125 You didn't think a death sentence would... 289 00:14:35,251 --> 00:14:39,880 People die. You, Amber, everyone. 290 00:14:40,839 --> 00:14:42,675 Don't act like you just figured that out. 291 00:14:42,800 --> 00:14:46,303 I gave you a diagnosis, you don't like it, there are exits on every floor. 292 00:14:52,184 --> 00:14:54,019 (DOOR OPENING) 293 00:15:00,859 --> 00:15:02,236 (SIGHS) 294 00:15:05,948 --> 00:15:07,950 I'm sorry to be so definitive about this. 295 00:15:08,075 --> 00:15:11,662 I know you're still absorbing the news, but we have no choice but to... 296 00:15:11,787 --> 00:15:14,248 Remove the fetus, absolutely. 297 00:15:15,791 --> 00:15:18,210 I have no boyfriend, no husband, 298 00:15:18,335 --> 00:15:21,005 I'm on the road with Patty all the time. 299 00:15:22,881 --> 00:15:24,133 Where do I sign? 300 00:15:24,258 --> 00:15:25,884 Oh! 301 00:15:30,180 --> 00:15:31,473 Feel any tenderness back here? 302 00:15:31,599 --> 00:15:33,100 No, not at all. 303 00:15:34,685 --> 00:15:37,313 So you're treating professional sports injuries now? 304 00:15:37,438 --> 00:15:38,397 No, I'm not... 305 00:15:38,522 --> 00:15:40,316 Familiar with the concept of sarcasm. 306 00:15:40,441 --> 00:15:43,402 Don't sweat it, it's new. Have you spoken to Wilson? 307 00:15:43,527 --> 00:15:45,195 We'll get you an EKG. I'll be right back. 308 00:15:45,321 --> 00:15:47,364 You want me to sleep with him to get him to stay? 309 00:15:47,489 --> 00:15:50,993 I put the bisexual chick on that, but if you'd like to sit in, 310 00:15:51,118 --> 00:15:52,786 - so to speak. - I spoke to him. 311 00:15:52,911 --> 00:15:53,829 What did you tell him? 312 00:15:53,954 --> 00:15:56,415 I didn't tell him anything. I listened. 313 00:15:56,540 --> 00:15:58,876 So you could feel good about doing nothing. 314 00:15:59,001 --> 00:16:00,669 - Tell him... - I am not your errand girl, 315 00:16:00,794 --> 00:16:02,504 the best thing about leaving you. 316 00:16:02,630 --> 00:16:04,715 The two of you used to be together? 317 00:16:04,840 --> 00:16:07,718 She dumped me when I lost the last 85 pounds. 318 00:16:08,719 --> 00:16:10,971 Said there was less of me to love. 319 00:16:11,096 --> 00:16:12,723 Grief means different things to different people, 320 00:16:12,848 --> 00:16:15,225 case in point, means very little to you. 321 00:16:15,351 --> 00:16:16,894 Grief is Newark. 322 00:16:17,019 --> 00:16:19,813 Okay, it's there, you can't avoid it, but the idea is to hold your nose, 323 00:16:19,938 --> 00:16:20,981 hope the traffic's not too bad 324 00:16:21,148 --> 00:16:24,151 and get on to Manhattan as quickly as possible, not to buy property. 325 00:16:24,276 --> 00:16:25,986 You think that's facing up to things? 326 00:16:26,111 --> 00:16:27,029 I'm not the one who's quitting. 327 00:16:27,154 --> 00:16:28,656 'Cause you haven't lost anything. 328 00:16:28,781 --> 00:16:31,617 But you have. He'll listen to you. 329 00:16:31,742 --> 00:16:34,662 What did you do when your husband died? 330 00:16:34,787 --> 00:16:36,705 I got a new job, and I moved. 331 00:16:38,999 --> 00:16:41,043 See how crappy that worked out. 332 00:16:44,838 --> 00:16:50,302 CHASE: Separating the placenta from the wall of the large intestine. 333 00:16:51,512 --> 00:16:53,889 Sponge. Suction, we got some bleeding. 334 00:16:54,014 --> 00:16:54,890 (BEEPING) 335 00:16:55,015 --> 00:16:57,059 TAUB: BP's dropping, 90 systolic. 336 00:16:57,184 --> 00:16:58,727 CHASE: And bleeding like hell, clamp. 337 00:16:58,852 --> 00:17:00,104 TAUB: BP's still dropping. 338 00:17:00,229 --> 00:17:01,897 CHASE: Amp of calcium chloride, fast. 339 00:17:02,022 --> 00:17:03,107 - Still dropping. - Shut up. 340 00:17:03,232 --> 00:17:04,608 Squeeze her spleen, 341 00:17:04,733 --> 00:17:06,276 we need to force some platelets out so her blood clots. 342 00:17:06,402 --> 00:17:09,530 She's in weak shape, spleen's friable, it could rupture. 343 00:17:09,655 --> 00:17:14,451 (RAPID BEEPING) 344 00:17:14,576 --> 00:17:17,496 WOMAN: She's stabilizing, oozing's drying up. 345 00:17:18,747 --> 00:17:20,958 And I hate Visitor's Day. 346 00:17:22,960 --> 00:17:24,837 Removing the fetus. 347 00:17:30,801 --> 00:17:31,969 Bye. 348 00:17:33,345 --> 00:17:36,974 You have to stop Wilson from committing career malpractice. 349 00:17:38,142 --> 00:17:39,226 Talk to him. 350 00:17:39,351 --> 00:17:42,646 Already talked to him twice, he threw me out. 351 00:17:42,771 --> 00:17:45,524 Mocking him and insulting him, let's see, yes, 352 00:17:45,649 --> 00:17:48,110 technically, those are categories of conversation. 353 00:17:48,235 --> 00:17:50,154 Block his references to other hospitals, 354 00:17:50,279 --> 00:17:51,947 tell him he can't hand off his cases until... 355 00:17:52,072 --> 00:17:53,699 Talk to him. 356 00:17:53,824 --> 00:17:56,326 Deal with his grief, talk to him about what he's going through. 357 00:17:56,452 --> 00:17:59,037 That's a brilliant idea. I'll take him out for a beer, 358 00:17:59,163 --> 00:18:01,540 that'll make up for the fact that Amber's in a pine box, 359 00:18:01,665 --> 00:18:04,209 that there's randomness and chaos in the universe. 360 00:18:04,334 --> 00:18:05,836 Tell him you're sorry. 361 00:18:05,961 --> 00:18:07,421 I didn't kill her. 362 00:18:07,546 --> 00:18:08,839 You were drunk and... 363 00:18:08,964 --> 00:18:12,801 Yeah, if her daddy hadn't been drunk, she might never have been born. So... 364 00:18:12,926 --> 00:18:14,762 You called her up in the middle of the night, 365 00:18:14,887 --> 00:18:17,139 she was on the bus because of you. 366 00:18:17,264 --> 00:18:20,184 I didn't ask her to come out, I wasn't driving the bus, 367 00:18:20,309 --> 00:18:22,686 I wasn't driving the garbage truck that hit the bus, 368 00:18:22,811 --> 00:18:25,272 and I did not prescribe her the flu meds that killed her. 369 00:18:25,397 --> 00:18:28,525 Yes, I know, that's all true, but... 370 00:18:31,153 --> 00:18:34,490 You really don't feel any sense of guilt? 371 00:18:38,786 --> 00:18:41,079 You want to keep him, he needs to know he's not alone. 372 00:18:41,205 --> 00:18:43,499 Just tell him you feel like crap. 373 00:18:44,750 --> 00:18:45,834 It'd be meaningless. 374 00:18:45,959 --> 00:18:50,714 Well, then find some meaning. And do something. 375 00:19:00,224 --> 00:19:01,642 She's got a neurological problem. 376 00:19:01,767 --> 00:19:02,726 Surgical complication? 377 00:19:02,851 --> 00:19:04,436 Don't think so, she keeps on blinking. 378 00:19:04,561 --> 00:19:05,771 THIRTEEN: Her heart's not recovering either. 379 00:19:05,896 --> 00:19:07,523 So the pregnancy was a coincidence? 380 00:19:07,648 --> 00:19:09,525 Pulse's down to 39, she's maxed out on atropine. 381 00:19:09,650 --> 00:19:11,026 We're installing a pacing wire to... 382 00:19:11,151 --> 00:19:12,402 (RAPID BEEPING) 383 00:19:12,528 --> 00:19:14,154 Avoid that. We need some help in here! 384 00:19:14,279 --> 00:19:15,113 FOREMAN: Page House. 385 00:19:15,239 --> 00:19:16,949 - Already paged him. - Page him again. 386 00:19:17,991 --> 00:19:19,785 (VIBRATING) 387 00:19:25,415 --> 00:19:26,500 It's for you. 388 00:19:26,625 --> 00:19:30,379 If I told you that I was sorry, would it change anything? 389 00:19:30,504 --> 00:19:32,047 I wouldn't believe you. 390 00:19:32,172 --> 00:19:33,340 If you believed me. 391 00:19:34,049 --> 00:19:36,593 It's hard to imagine such a world. 392 00:19:36,718 --> 00:19:38,303 I'm going home 393 00:19:39,471 --> 00:19:42,349 until you agree to stay at this hospital. 394 00:19:43,225 --> 00:19:46,937 You can't be... That's blackmail. And to do your job? 395 00:19:47,062 --> 00:19:48,897 Why not hold a gun to your own head? 396 00:19:49,022 --> 00:19:51,650 Your conscience bleeds more freely than my head. 397 00:19:51,775 --> 00:19:53,443 (VIBRATING) 398 00:19:54,945 --> 00:19:59,491 Text. Patient's in cardiac arrest. Ouchy. 399 00:20:01,076 --> 00:20:03,161 You'd jeopardize a patient because of my... 400 00:20:03,287 --> 00:20:04,496 If it keeps you here. 401 00:20:06,164 --> 00:20:09,001 Your friendship matters more to me than this patient. 402 00:20:10,711 --> 00:20:15,257 I've gotta do what's right for me. You gotta do what's right for you. 403 00:20:15,382 --> 00:20:18,302 Yeah. But it comes easier for me. 404 00:20:19,553 --> 00:20:21,805 (CELL PHONE VIBRATING) 405 00:20:27,644 --> 00:20:30,564 (BEEPING) Where is he? Where is he? 406 00:20:46,371 --> 00:20:47,205 Status? 407 00:20:47,331 --> 00:20:48,415 FOREMAN: Her heart's stabilized, 408 00:20:48,540 --> 00:20:51,627 we have a pacing wire in her, but the bradycardia's not getting any better. 409 00:20:51,752 --> 00:20:52,711 House was bluffing. 410 00:20:52,836 --> 00:20:54,671 I called him three times, he's not picking up. 411 00:20:54,796 --> 00:20:56,924 - What do you want us to do? - Same thing you'd do if he was here. 412 00:20:57,049 --> 00:20:59,384 If he was here, we'd be asking him what to do. 413 00:21:00,385 --> 00:21:01,970 - What are the usual suspects? - There aren't any. 414 00:21:02,095 --> 00:21:04,014 She had a vitamin deficiency and we corrected it, 415 00:21:04,139 --> 00:21:05,682 an ectopic pregnancy, we removed it. 416 00:21:05,807 --> 00:21:07,267 But her heart problem won't go away, 417 00:21:07,392 --> 00:21:09,811 and now something's wrong with her brain. 418 00:21:09,937 --> 00:21:12,856 I have complete confidence in you guys. 419 00:21:14,983 --> 00:21:18,278 Who wants to go service House so this patient can live? 420 00:21:18,403 --> 00:21:19,738 We can do this without him. 421 00:21:19,863 --> 00:21:21,365 Maybe something happened during the surgery, caused her to... 422 00:21:21,490 --> 00:21:23,241 Surgery was on her bowel, not her brain. 423 00:21:23,367 --> 00:21:25,744 Anxiety, stroke, Tourette's, could all cause eye-blinking. 424 00:21:25,869 --> 00:21:27,913 And cause her heart to beat faster, it's slowing down. 425 00:21:28,038 --> 00:21:31,208 MS. If a lesion took out the sympathetic innervation of her heart, 426 00:21:31,333 --> 00:21:33,043 it'd explain the bradycardia and the blinking. 427 00:21:33,168 --> 00:21:36,046 But not the vitamin deficiency or the ectopic pregnancy. 428 00:21:36,171 --> 00:21:37,589 House would want a unifying theory. 429 00:21:37,714 --> 00:21:39,800 House is gone. And so are those symptoms. 430 00:21:39,925 --> 00:21:42,678 MS explains everything that's wrong with her right now. 431 00:21:42,803 --> 00:21:45,097 Start her on interferon for MS. 432 00:21:46,682 --> 00:21:47,766 (KNOCK ON DOOR) 433 00:21:50,894 --> 00:21:52,479 Mind if I come in? 434 00:21:52,604 --> 00:21:54,523 Not at all. You mind if I leave? 435 00:21:56,733 --> 00:21:58,151 I told you not to take that case 436 00:21:58,276 --> 00:22:00,112 specifically so you could deal with Wilson. 437 00:22:00,237 --> 00:22:03,407 And the two ended up dovetailing rather nicely, don't you think? 438 00:22:03,532 --> 00:22:06,410 This is how you show your friendship? By bludgeoning him with guilt? 439 00:22:06,535 --> 00:22:09,079 Because he's my friend, I know what works on him. 440 00:22:09,204 --> 00:22:11,081 Well, I can't let you walk away from a patient. 441 00:22:11,206 --> 00:22:12,290 Then fire me. 442 00:22:12,416 --> 00:22:14,710 You're willing to risk your career but you're not willing to say sorry? 443 00:22:14,835 --> 00:22:17,129 I told him I'm sorry, he didn't believe it. 444 00:22:17,254 --> 00:22:18,880 - Well, make him believe it. - I don't believe it. 445 00:22:19,006 --> 00:22:20,549 You don't want to believe it. 446 00:22:20,674 --> 00:22:23,468 Because if you tell Wilson how you actually feel about him, 447 00:22:23,593 --> 00:22:25,220 about what happened to Amber, 448 00:22:25,345 --> 00:22:29,057 about your part in what happened, and he walks out the door anyway, 449 00:22:29,182 --> 00:22:30,934 if you make yourself vulnerable for once 450 00:22:31,059 --> 00:22:34,104 in your nerve-deadening, emotionally-obliterating... 451 00:22:35,022 --> 00:22:38,608 You're doing the same thing he is, you're running away. 452 00:22:38,734 --> 00:22:40,902 Only he's not killing anyone in the process. 453 00:22:45,866 --> 00:22:47,743 Where's Dr. House? 454 00:22:47,868 --> 00:22:49,411 He's not feeling well. 455 00:22:50,287 --> 00:22:51,913 Was MS his idea? 456 00:22:52,039 --> 00:22:54,583 We work as a team. You know how it is, 457 00:22:54,708 --> 00:22:57,502 collaborative, sometimes it's hard to tell where an idea comes from. 458 00:22:57,627 --> 00:23:02,174 But you're not really a team. You work for him. 459 00:23:04,593 --> 00:23:06,762 And you work for Patty. 460 00:23:06,887 --> 00:23:09,264 I'm sure a lot of her ideas are actually... 461 00:23:09,389 --> 00:23:11,600 She would be fine without me. 462 00:23:12,392 --> 00:23:14,352 I'd be nothing without her. 463 00:23:14,478 --> 00:23:18,940 Maybe if you just had the chance. I'm sure you've learned a lot. 464 00:23:19,066 --> 00:23:21,318 Not everybody's created equal. 465 00:23:23,195 --> 00:23:25,530 Does Dr. House think I have MS? 466 00:23:26,823 --> 00:23:28,033 Yes. 467 00:23:30,869 --> 00:23:32,204 (SHIVERS) 468 00:23:34,831 --> 00:23:36,333 Did you just shiver? 469 00:23:38,752 --> 00:23:40,712 You're running a slight fever. 470 00:23:40,837 --> 00:23:41,922 Is that bad? 471 00:23:42,964 --> 00:23:45,592 It means we were wrong about the MS. 472 00:23:49,471 --> 00:23:51,014 You had my cable disconnected. 473 00:23:51,139 --> 00:23:52,599 Well, that's quite a leap. 474 00:23:52,724 --> 00:23:54,935 Just because I happen to have a 31 -person maintenance department, 475 00:23:55,060 --> 00:23:57,187 each of whom you've personally abused at some point... 476 00:23:57,312 --> 00:23:58,730 Why? 477 00:23:58,855 --> 00:24:00,440 'Cause you think I'm okay with letting someone die, 478 00:24:00,565 --> 00:24:02,859 but I'm gonna fold if I can't watch celebrity bowling? 479 00:24:02,984 --> 00:24:04,861 That is not an unreasonable theory, 480 00:24:04,986 --> 00:24:08,073 especially with only 10 minutes till your favorite soap. 481 00:24:08,198 --> 00:24:11,326 Gee, is this the remote from the doctors' lounge? 482 00:24:16,039 --> 00:24:18,208 This is your 911? Goodbye. 483 00:24:18,333 --> 00:24:19,459 Stop. 484 00:24:20,627 --> 00:24:23,547 I'm withholding your salary history from every hospital in the Tri-State Area. 485 00:24:23,672 --> 00:24:25,090 You go, girl. 486 00:24:25,215 --> 00:24:29,261 And I'm permanently setting every TV in this building to the Pottery Channel 487 00:24:29,386 --> 00:24:31,346 unless you both sit down. 488 00:24:33,723 --> 00:24:36,101 Welcome to couples counseling. 489 00:24:37,144 --> 00:24:38,103 TAUB: It's not the surgery. 490 00:24:38,228 --> 00:24:39,062 Timing fits. 491 00:24:39,187 --> 00:24:41,064 The location doesn't, unless her brain's in her bowels. 492 00:24:41,189 --> 00:24:42,399 If bacteria entered her bloodstream, 493 00:24:42,524 --> 00:24:44,109 it could have caused an infection in her brain. 494 00:24:44,234 --> 00:24:46,319 TAUB: The surgery went fine. You were there, you saw... 495 00:24:46,444 --> 00:24:48,363 Peptostreptococcus could explain the blinking and... 496 00:24:48,488 --> 00:24:51,616 No. You want to watch a grainy video and have an epiphany. 497 00:24:51,741 --> 00:24:54,911 Shut up, you're making me miss House's mocking. 498 00:24:56,288 --> 00:24:58,206 I know you told us it was none of our business, 499 00:24:58,331 --> 00:25:00,417 but if House thinks that your Huntington's is affecting you, 500 00:25:00,542 --> 00:25:02,169 - maybe it really... - It's not, because I don't have... 501 00:25:02,294 --> 00:25:04,004 You're desperate to do this without him. 502 00:25:04,129 --> 00:25:06,173 You're not trying to cure her, you're trying to prove... 503 00:25:06,298 --> 00:25:08,091 Stop the tape. 504 00:25:08,884 --> 00:25:10,552 Zoom in. 505 00:25:13,889 --> 00:25:15,557 On the anastomosis, that little bump. 506 00:25:15,682 --> 00:25:18,393 It's a hematoma, a harmless pocket of blood, 507 00:25:18,518 --> 00:25:20,645 which is why Chase ignored it during the surgery. 508 00:25:20,770 --> 00:25:24,149 Could be a ganglioma, which is why Chase shouldn't have ignored it. 509 00:25:24,274 --> 00:25:26,026 If it's an abnormal growth of nerves, 510 00:25:26,151 --> 00:25:28,403 it could be causing all the patient's symptoms. 511 00:25:29,863 --> 00:25:32,157 We have to open her up again, get a piece of it. 512 00:25:38,079 --> 00:25:39,414 So what do you want to tell us? 513 00:25:39,539 --> 00:25:40,832 Nothing. 514 00:25:40,957 --> 00:25:44,044 Nothing I say is gonna change anything. You guys need to talk. 515 00:25:44,169 --> 00:25:46,630 Actually, you should read the latest psych literature, 516 00:25:46,755 --> 00:25:48,548 repression's gaining a lot of fans. 517 00:25:48,673 --> 00:25:50,133 What you don't face can't crush you. 518 00:25:50,258 --> 00:25:51,593 Talk to each other. 519 00:25:51,718 --> 00:25:53,261 (SIGHS) 520 00:25:53,970 --> 00:25:55,013 How you doing? Good? 521 00:25:55,138 --> 00:25:56,598 Fine. Thanks. 522 00:25:57,724 --> 00:25:59,476 (EXCLAIMS) Sit. 523 00:26:01,645 --> 00:26:04,147 See, the two of you are friends, look how you both... 524 00:26:04,272 --> 00:26:05,690 Think you're an idiot. 525 00:26:05,815 --> 00:26:08,568 We both also eat with forks, that doesn't really prove... 526 00:26:08,693 --> 00:26:12,155 Talk to him. Tell him how you feel about what he's doing. 527 00:26:12,280 --> 00:26:13,490 I told him he's an idiot. 528 00:26:13,615 --> 00:26:15,867 Tell him what you think about him leaving. 529 00:26:15,992 --> 00:26:16,952 I think he's an idiot. 530 00:26:17,077 --> 00:26:17,953 CUDDY: You're an idiot. 531 00:26:18,078 --> 00:26:21,039 He's in pain, and your response is just to emotionally blackmail him. 532 00:26:21,164 --> 00:26:22,999 You told me what your position is on that one. 533 00:26:23,124 --> 00:26:24,209 You're against it, right? 534 00:26:24,334 --> 00:26:27,712 She hasn't told you in front of me. She needs to prove she's on my side. 535 00:26:27,837 --> 00:26:29,256 Go to hell. 536 00:26:29,381 --> 00:26:30,799 So much for that theory. 537 00:26:30,924 --> 00:26:32,550 I'm sorry you lost Amber. 538 00:26:32,676 --> 00:26:34,678 I cannot imagine what it is you're going through, 539 00:26:34,803 --> 00:26:36,137 but it will not get better 540 00:26:36,263 --> 00:26:39,266 by you walking away from everyone that cares about you. 541 00:26:40,225 --> 00:26:42,936 Do you think Amber would want you to walk away? 542 00:26:43,061 --> 00:26:45,814 Nobody at this hospital even liked Amber. 543 00:26:53,905 --> 00:26:55,240 Same time next week? 544 00:27:00,495 --> 00:27:04,249 You want me to do a second major surgery on a patient 545 00:27:04,374 --> 00:27:07,002 we almost lost during a first major surgery 546 00:27:07,127 --> 00:27:09,671 to see if she needs a third major surgery? 547 00:27:09,796 --> 00:27:11,172 We need a piece of the ganglioma. 548 00:27:11,298 --> 00:27:13,508 Then you're talking about another patient, 549 00:27:13,633 --> 00:27:15,135 yours doesn't have a ganglioma. 550 00:27:15,260 --> 00:27:17,137 And if there is one and you missed it? 551 00:27:17,262 --> 00:27:20,223 Then you're talking about another surgeon, I didn't miss anything. 552 00:27:20,348 --> 00:27:22,100 But we're not talking about another videotape, 553 00:27:22,225 --> 00:27:24,144 this one showed a bump, we need to biopsy it. 554 00:27:24,269 --> 00:27:28,523 A bump? Oh, yeah, my grandfather died of a bump. 555 00:27:30,317 --> 00:27:34,321 She can't survive a second round of general anesthesia, let alone a third. 556 00:27:34,446 --> 00:27:36,698 You'd do this for House. 557 00:27:36,823 --> 00:27:37,824 Yeah. 558 00:27:37,949 --> 00:27:38,867 Then what do you suggest? 559 00:27:38,992 --> 00:27:41,411 Because the patient's got a high fever, a low heart rate, 560 00:27:41,536 --> 00:27:44,622 and a dim chance of survival if we stand here like idiots. 561 00:27:44,748 --> 00:27:47,709 Then I suggest you don't stand there like idiots. 562 00:27:50,253 --> 00:27:54,507 How do you get coal out of a mountain when it's someone else's mountain? 563 00:27:54,632 --> 00:27:56,634 If we don't have House, doesn't mean we can't think like House. 564 00:27:56,760 --> 00:27:59,137 But it does mean we don't have to talk like him. 565 00:27:59,262 --> 00:28:01,598 You don't dig down. You go in from the side. 566 00:28:01,723 --> 00:28:03,266 We insert a lighted scope through the rectum, 567 00:28:03,391 --> 00:28:05,310 move the intestine till we find the ganglioma, 568 00:28:05,435 --> 00:28:08,855 then push it to the surface. Where we see the light, we cut. 569 00:28:12,650 --> 00:28:15,362 We'll make as small an incision as we can, 570 00:28:15,487 --> 00:28:18,073 but unfortunately it'll be very painful. 571 00:28:18,198 --> 00:28:20,575 After your surgery experience, we can't give you anesthesia... 572 00:28:20,700 --> 00:28:21,951 Can I talk to Dr. House? 573 00:28:23,411 --> 00:28:24,537 No. 574 00:28:25,080 --> 00:28:27,082 We can do this, we know what we're doing. 575 00:28:27,207 --> 00:28:28,500 I don't mean to be insulting, 576 00:28:28,625 --> 00:28:32,295 but my former boss didn't insist on me coming here because of you or... 577 00:28:32,420 --> 00:28:33,713 Your former boss? 578 00:28:33,838 --> 00:28:35,840 I've been replaced. 579 00:28:38,134 --> 00:28:40,678 - I'm sorry. I mean, you must be... - I'm fine. 580 00:28:41,221 --> 00:28:42,806 She has a big Beijing trip, 581 00:28:42,931 --> 00:28:46,101 ton of work to do, she can't just wait for me to get better. 582 00:28:48,561 --> 00:28:51,398 We've been well trained, we'll take good care of you. 583 00:28:57,946 --> 00:29:00,698 How can you let her treat you like a footstool? 584 00:29:01,658 --> 00:29:03,159 The world needs flunkies. 585 00:29:03,284 --> 00:29:05,578 Don't say that, you're better than that. 586 00:29:05,703 --> 00:29:07,789 I have no problem with it. Why do you? 587 00:29:08,832 --> 00:29:11,418 Because life is short. 588 00:29:11,543 --> 00:29:13,711 I mean, yours could've ended in that surgery. 589 00:29:13,837 --> 00:29:17,882 You'd have never lived for yourself. What kind of feminist... 590 00:29:18,007 --> 00:29:20,301 - We can have anything. - No, we can't. 591 00:29:22,137 --> 00:29:27,684 We can aspire to anything. But we don't get it just because we want it. 592 00:29:28,893 --> 00:29:31,521 I would rather spend my life close to the birds 593 00:29:31,646 --> 00:29:34,357 than waste it wishing I had wings. 594 00:29:44,826 --> 00:29:47,328 FOREMAN: You're through the sigmoid, into the descending colon. 595 00:29:47,454 --> 00:29:48,913 Switching on the light. 596 00:29:49,038 --> 00:29:51,249 Advance toward the anastomosis. 597 00:29:53,251 --> 00:29:55,128 That's it. 598 00:29:55,253 --> 00:29:57,839 Push the wall of the intestine toward the skin. 599 00:30:02,719 --> 00:30:04,762 There, I see it. 600 00:30:06,139 --> 00:30:07,849 Don't look down. 601 00:30:08,391 --> 00:30:09,893 Scalpel. 602 00:30:25,116 --> 00:30:26,910 So your last day is Friday? 603 00:30:27,535 --> 00:30:29,412 I'm gonna miss you. 604 00:30:30,079 --> 00:30:31,915 You shouldn't go. 605 00:30:32,040 --> 00:30:34,626 Did House ask you to talk to me? Or are you trying to save the patient, 606 00:30:34,751 --> 00:30:36,669 - because there'll always be another... - House asked me. 607 00:30:36,794 --> 00:30:39,464 - And you're doing it? - I told him to go to hell. 608 00:30:41,007 --> 00:30:42,258 Thanks. 609 00:30:42,550 --> 00:30:43,843 But I think he's right. 610 00:30:48,681 --> 00:30:53,811 You think you're making a rational choice. You think the worst is over, 611 00:30:53,937 --> 00:30:59,234 and then six months later, you look back and you realize 612 00:30:59,359 --> 00:31:01,027 you didn't know what you were doing. 613 00:31:01,152 --> 00:31:03,154 Are you saying the pain doesn't go away? 614 00:31:03,279 --> 00:31:04,280 It gets easier. 615 00:31:04,405 --> 00:31:07,951 Not in two months. Not in two years. 616 00:31:08,076 --> 00:31:11,913 But, no, it never really goes away. 617 00:31:12,038 --> 00:31:16,042 Being here, in this building... 618 00:31:16,167 --> 00:31:18,461 I was just in the lounge, I kept staring at Amber's locker. 619 00:31:18,586 --> 00:31:20,755 I saw a guy wearing a scarf this morning. 620 00:31:20,880 --> 00:31:23,341 The color reminded me of his eyes. 621 00:31:23,633 --> 00:31:26,010 We lived 500 miles from here. 622 00:31:27,554 --> 00:31:28,930 I have to do something. 623 00:31:29,055 --> 00:31:30,348 Then do it. 624 00:31:32,600 --> 00:31:38,731 But don't think it's the right choice, because there isn't one. 625 00:31:41,359 --> 00:31:44,404 It's not a ganglioma, the problem wasn't the surgery. 626 00:31:44,529 --> 00:31:46,906 Abnormally deposited proteins. It's amyloidosis. 627 00:31:47,031 --> 00:31:49,158 It would explain the blinking and the low heart rate. 628 00:31:49,284 --> 00:31:51,744 The only way to treat amyloidosis is to treat whatever's causing it. 629 00:31:51,869 --> 00:31:55,540 It's not as if a lot of things cause amyloid, rheumatoid arthritis. 630 00:31:55,665 --> 00:31:57,000 Familial Mediterranean fever. 631 00:31:57,125 --> 00:31:58,042 Lymphoma. 632 00:31:58,167 --> 00:31:59,419 Well, we can't all be right. 633 00:31:59,544 --> 00:32:02,463 But you can all be wrong. Patient's joints don't hurt, 634 00:32:02,589 --> 00:32:04,090 abdominal pain went away when the fetus did, 635 00:32:04,215 --> 00:32:05,592 and no palpable lymph nodes. 636 00:32:05,717 --> 00:32:07,260 Got anything constructive to say? 637 00:32:07,385 --> 00:32:08,636 Sorry. Sorry. 638 00:32:09,679 --> 00:32:11,514 She has lots and lots of palpable lymph nodes, 639 00:32:11,639 --> 00:32:14,100 joint and abdominal pain, she'll be better by dinner time. 640 00:32:14,225 --> 00:32:16,144 If we don't find the cause of the amyloidosis, 641 00:32:16,269 --> 00:32:19,689 we never get her off that wire, she never walks out of this hospital. 642 00:32:21,149 --> 00:32:25,570 But, hey, who needs House? So glad we lost those training wheels. 643 00:32:30,033 --> 00:32:32,368 You want me to make the call? 644 00:32:32,493 --> 00:32:34,412 There seems to be some disagreement. 645 00:32:34,537 --> 00:32:37,665 And this isn't just a pretext to pressure me into staying? 646 00:32:37,790 --> 00:32:40,084 Does it look like a pretext? 647 00:32:40,209 --> 00:32:41,336 No. 648 00:32:42,003 --> 00:32:43,838 She really is dying, isn't she? 649 00:32:46,049 --> 00:32:51,346 Inflammation, enlarged nuclei, some mitotic activity. It could be lymphoma. 650 00:32:51,471 --> 00:32:52,847 There are no palpable lymph nodes. 651 00:32:52,972 --> 00:32:55,600 Makes it less likely, but doesn't rule it out. 652 00:32:56,976 --> 00:32:59,187 I'm an oncologist, I see cancer. 653 00:32:59,312 --> 00:33:01,439 Show it to an immunologist, they'll see autoimmune. 654 00:33:01,564 --> 00:33:04,567 I already showed it to an immunologist. 655 00:33:04,692 --> 00:33:06,444 We'll start her on chemo. 656 00:33:08,738 --> 00:33:10,281 You should leave. 657 00:33:10,782 --> 00:33:12,950 House doesn't want to lose his sidekick. 658 00:33:13,076 --> 00:33:15,286 Cuddy doesn't want to lose her check on House. 659 00:33:15,411 --> 00:33:18,039 No one's talking about what you want. 660 00:33:18,164 --> 00:33:19,791 It's not that I want to. 661 00:33:19,916 --> 00:33:21,793 Want to, need to. 662 00:33:22,752 --> 00:33:24,587 If there's any chance that being away from here 663 00:33:24,712 --> 00:33:28,591 will make your life even a little bit easier, do it. 664 00:33:29,550 --> 00:33:31,678 That's what everyone else here would do. 665 00:33:50,988 --> 00:33:53,199 Don't expect anything to change too fast. 666 00:33:53,324 --> 00:33:54,826 Lymphoma was your idea? 667 00:33:56,244 --> 00:33:57,161 Why? 668 00:33:57,286 --> 00:33:58,663 I feel better. 669 00:33:59,539 --> 00:34:01,749 Sometimes just knowing you're being treated helps. 670 00:34:01,874 --> 00:34:03,459 You've given me 18 different treatments, 671 00:34:03,584 --> 00:34:06,504 this is the first one that made me feel better. 672 00:34:06,629 --> 00:34:08,715 I don't think it's psychological. 673 00:34:10,091 --> 00:34:11,300 Thank you. 674 00:34:13,428 --> 00:34:14,721 I'm sorry. 675 00:34:16,013 --> 00:34:17,724 I shouldn't have gotten angry at you. 676 00:34:17,849 --> 00:34:19,976 Your choices are your choices. 677 00:34:21,352 --> 00:34:22,645 You're not like me. 678 00:34:25,189 --> 00:34:27,233 Maybe you have wings. 679 00:34:35,324 --> 00:34:37,285 I have Huntington's Chorea. 680 00:34:39,537 --> 00:34:44,584 Dozen years or so, my nervous system, my cognitive skills, 681 00:34:44,709 --> 00:34:48,254 even my emotional balance, they'll all start to fray. 682 00:34:49,589 --> 00:34:54,010 I won't be able to fly, I won't be able to walk, 683 00:34:54,927 --> 00:34:57,054 I won't be able to breathe. 684 00:34:59,515 --> 00:35:02,226 And you want to make sure your life matters? 685 00:35:03,978 --> 00:35:09,984 I don't want to just be tightening bolts and following instructions. 686 00:35:10,109 --> 00:35:16,491 I want something to be different because of me. 687 00:35:17,617 --> 00:35:18,910 I am. 688 00:35:21,662 --> 00:35:23,664 Not just 'cause you saved my life. 689 00:35:26,167 --> 00:35:31,422 I'm applying for a job at a foundation. Running the finance division. 690 00:35:32,924 --> 00:35:34,467 I mean, I don't know if I'm gonna get it, 691 00:35:34,592 --> 00:35:39,263 but if I don't, there are other foundations. 692 00:35:41,140 --> 00:35:42,266 (SIGHS) 693 00:35:46,229 --> 00:35:49,106 It's almost 4:00. Soap time. 694 00:35:49,232 --> 00:35:50,066 (GASPS) 695 00:35:51,859 --> 00:35:54,695 Nurses' remote, works in the doctors' lounge. 696 00:35:54,821 --> 00:35:56,906 Why do you think Wilson's leaving? 697 00:35:59,992 --> 00:36:02,662 How many times do I have to use the word "idiot"? 698 00:36:02,787 --> 00:36:04,413 And that's a good enough answer for you? 699 00:36:04,539 --> 00:36:06,249 Whenever anyone does anything out of the norm, 700 00:36:06,374 --> 00:36:10,169 you have to tell them what screwed-up process is really at work in their head. 701 00:36:10,294 --> 00:36:12,338 That's why I locked the two of you in a room, 702 00:36:12,463 --> 00:36:14,966 so you would say something stupid and insensitive 703 00:36:15,091 --> 00:36:17,176 and maybe with a little bit of truth. 704 00:36:17,885 --> 00:36:19,720 But you didn't. 705 00:36:20,137 --> 00:36:23,808 So I can only assume that you don't want to know the reason. 706 00:36:23,933 --> 00:36:25,810 You're afraid to know. 707 00:36:28,729 --> 00:36:30,773 You're not listening to me, are you? 708 00:36:31,607 --> 00:36:34,402 Try it sometime, you'll see why. 709 00:36:43,536 --> 00:36:44,662 You look 37. 710 00:36:44,787 --> 00:36:46,289 I am 37. 711 00:36:47,456 --> 00:36:49,750 You looked 27 last week. 712 00:36:50,084 --> 00:36:52,336 Unless I blacked out for 10 years, your skin... 713 00:36:52,461 --> 00:36:54,672 She has got lymphoma, chemo's probably... 714 00:36:54,797 --> 00:36:56,716 - Stop the chemo. - She's getting better. 715 00:36:56,841 --> 00:36:58,009 Bradycardia's improving, we didn't... 716 00:36:58,134 --> 00:36:59,343 She have bruising? 717 00:36:59,468 --> 00:37:02,305 She was pounding her legs during the hallucinations. 718 00:37:02,430 --> 00:37:04,390 It's not lymphoma. 719 00:37:05,266 --> 00:37:07,101 Hey, don't... No, no, no. 720 00:37:07,226 --> 00:37:10,396 (GROANING) 721 00:37:10,521 --> 00:37:13,524 My bad. Thought "no" meant "yes". 722 00:37:15,151 --> 00:37:18,446 Those aren't bruises, they're mycobacterial lesions. 723 00:37:18,571 --> 00:37:21,449 She has diffuse lepromatous leprosy, 724 00:37:21,574 --> 00:37:24,952 must've caught it on one of her overseas estrogen tours. 725 00:37:25,077 --> 00:37:28,331 Chemo wipes out some of the bacteria, she feels a little better, 726 00:37:28,456 --> 00:37:31,208 wipes out most of her immune system, she gets a whole lot worse. 727 00:37:31,334 --> 00:37:34,795 Leprosy? Like where my limbs fall off? 728 00:37:34,921 --> 00:37:38,466 Actually, this is the flattering one. It's also known as "pretty leprosy". 729 00:37:38,591 --> 00:37:41,886 Doesn't disfigure, makes your skin look younger, smoother. 730 00:37:42,011 --> 00:37:45,056 Don't let the girls hear, they'll all want to lick your face. 731 00:37:45,181 --> 00:37:48,059 Unless you're that kind of feminist. 732 00:37:48,851 --> 00:37:52,855 Blast her with antibiotics and prednisone, she'll be fine. 733 00:37:52,980 --> 00:37:55,733 Damn, it's after 4:00. I'm late. 734 00:37:58,194 --> 00:37:59,695 - Damn. - What? 735 00:38:00,613 --> 00:38:02,323 She's happy you're gonna be fine, 736 00:38:02,448 --> 00:38:06,160 but she'd be happier if you were gonna be fine five minutes ago. 737 00:38:13,542 --> 00:38:16,128 Test confirmed Dr. House's diagnosis. 738 00:38:17,129 --> 00:38:18,923 Thank God. 739 00:38:20,216 --> 00:38:22,301 When you got pregnant, 740 00:38:22,426 --> 00:38:25,513 the physical stress triggered e-nodosum leprosum, 741 00:38:25,638 --> 00:38:28,057 a common complication of leprosy. 742 00:38:28,182 --> 00:38:31,811 Inflamed the nerves to your heart, made it hard to absorb vitamins, 743 00:38:31,936 --> 00:38:35,398 scarred your fallopian tubes. It explains everything. 744 00:38:37,316 --> 00:38:40,361 Better prescribe me some skin cream, too, huh? 745 00:38:40,486 --> 00:38:43,030 You might want it for those job interviews. 746 00:38:44,240 --> 00:38:48,035 I'm going back on the road with Patty. My replacement flamed out. 747 00:38:50,204 --> 00:38:54,709 She says I can manage some projects on my own, carve out more of a role. 748 00:38:54,834 --> 00:38:57,670 Do you really think she can change? 749 00:38:57,795 --> 00:38:59,588 I don't know. 750 00:39:01,382 --> 00:39:03,968 The truth is I'm not sure I... 751 00:39:04,093 --> 00:39:05,219 You can change. 752 00:39:05,344 --> 00:39:07,013 No. 753 00:39:08,264 --> 00:39:10,850 I'm not sure I want her to change. 754 00:39:12,685 --> 00:39:15,396 If she's reasonable, if she's just another employer, 755 00:39:15,521 --> 00:39:20,151 then I'm just another employee. 756 00:39:23,487 --> 00:39:25,740 In a weird way, I matter. 757 00:39:30,828 --> 00:39:34,623 I like you better now that you're dying. 758 00:39:35,166 --> 00:39:36,625 I was wrong. 759 00:39:36,751 --> 00:39:40,421 You took a shot. 760 00:39:40,546 --> 00:39:44,759 She's going back to work for that idiot. It's pathetic. 761 00:39:45,676 --> 00:39:47,511 You thought something would change? 762 00:39:47,636 --> 00:39:52,850 She almost died because of that job. Yeah, I thought... 763 00:39:53,768 --> 00:39:55,936 Almost dying changes nothing. 764 00:40:00,775 --> 00:40:02,902 Dying changes everything. 765 00:40:30,304 --> 00:40:34,683 I'm sorry. I know I didn't try to kill her, 766 00:40:34,809 --> 00:40:39,980 I know I didn't want her hurt, I know it was a freak accident, 767 00:40:41,982 --> 00:40:45,444 but I feel like crap, and she's dead because of me. 768 00:40:47,363 --> 00:40:49,073 I don't blame you. 769 00:40:50,950 --> 00:40:53,160 I wanted to. I tried to. 770 00:40:53,285 --> 00:40:56,956 I must've reviewed Amber's case file a hundred times to find a way... 771 00:40:58,916 --> 00:41:00,626 But it wasn't your fault. 772 00:41:04,296 --> 00:41:05,840 Then we're okay? 773 00:41:07,007 --> 00:41:12,888 I mean, I know you're not, but maybe I can help. 774 00:41:13,013 --> 00:41:14,598 We're not okay. 775 00:41:16,267 --> 00:41:18,602 Amber was never the reason I was leaving. 776 00:41:19,687 --> 00:41:21,355 I didn't want to tell you because... 777 00:41:21,480 --> 00:41:22,690 (CHUCKLES) 778 00:41:24,733 --> 00:41:30,030 Because I was trying, like I always do, to protect you, 779 00:41:31,866 --> 00:41:33,117 which is the problem. 780 00:41:34,952 --> 00:41:38,998 You spread misery because you can't feel anything else. 781 00:41:39,123 --> 00:41:43,002 You manipulate people because you can't handle any kind of real relationship. 782 00:41:43,127 --> 00:41:48,424 And I've enabled it for years, the games, the binges, 783 00:41:48,549 --> 00:41:51,093 the middle-of-the-night phone calls. 784 00:41:53,429 --> 00:41:55,890 I should have been the one on the bus, not... 785 00:41:59,435 --> 00:42:01,937 You should have been alone on the bus. 786 00:42:03,314 --> 00:42:07,067 If I've learned anything from Amber, it's that I have to take care of myself. 787 00:42:12,448 --> 00:42:14,325 We're not friends anymore, House. 788 00:42:17,620 --> 00:42:19,914 I'm not sure we ever were.