1 00:00:01,795 --> 00:00:02,754 WILSON: Previously on House. 2 00:00:02,879 --> 00:00:04,005 HOUSE: I don't know how I got here. 3 00:00:04,130 --> 00:00:06,132 I saw a symptom before the crash. 4 00:00:06,257 --> 00:00:07,509 Why was I taking a bus? 5 00:00:07,634 --> 00:00:10,804 KUTNER: Medical hypnosis can bring the brain to a Class 2 Theta state. 6 00:00:10,929 --> 00:00:12,847 You're taxing an already injured brain. 7 00:00:12,972 --> 00:00:15,433 Someone's dying because I can't remember... 8 00:00:16,351 --> 00:00:17,477 HOUSE: It was Amber. 9 00:00:17,602 --> 00:00:18,895 She was on the bus with me. 10 00:00:19,020 --> 00:00:20,772 She's the one who's dying. 11 00:00:22,982 --> 00:00:25,443 DOCTOR: Her heart won't stop racing. No idea what's causing it. 12 00:00:25,568 --> 00:00:27,445 Sure it wasn't the bus that landed on her? 13 00:00:27,570 --> 00:00:28,488 It's not trauma. 14 00:00:28,613 --> 00:00:31,032 She was stable post-op. This didn't start until an hour ago. 15 00:00:31,157 --> 00:00:31,991 My God. 16 00:00:32,117 --> 00:00:33,535 HOUSE: Delayed reaction to the trauma. 17 00:00:33,660 --> 00:00:35,495 HOUSE: She lost both her kidneys in the bus crash, 18 00:00:35,620 --> 00:00:36,871 ripped up her femoral artery. 19 00:00:36,996 --> 00:00:40,250 We fixed the artery, got her on dialysis for the kidneys. 20 00:00:40,375 --> 00:00:42,544 Whatever's doing this to her heart, it isn't from the crash. 21 00:00:42,669 --> 00:00:43,795 - Check her potassium? - Of course. 22 00:00:43,920 --> 00:00:44,963 Why didn't you call me? 23 00:00:45,088 --> 00:00:47,382 She's been under the whole time. She had no ID. 24 00:00:47,507 --> 00:00:49,134 - Pushed adenosine? - And verapamil. 25 00:00:49,259 --> 00:00:50,677 And floated a Swan an hour ago. 26 00:00:50,802 --> 00:00:52,095 Coronary angiography? 27 00:00:52,220 --> 00:00:53,596 Three critical patients ahead of her. 28 00:00:53,722 --> 00:00:56,182 We'll have her in within the hour. 29 00:00:56,307 --> 00:00:58,893 We're fifteen minutes away from Princeton-Plainsboro by ambulance. 30 00:00:59,018 --> 00:01:00,854 You want to move her? Her heart rate is 130. 31 00:01:00,979 --> 00:01:03,148 She's hemodynamically stable. We're moving her. 32 00:01:03,273 --> 00:01:05,734 You're not her doctor, you can't make that decision. 33 00:01:08,445 --> 00:01:09,863 Her husband can. 34 00:01:11,740 --> 00:01:12,824 Right? 35 00:01:14,868 --> 00:01:16,077 Move her. 36 00:01:17,746 --> 00:01:19,330 If the trauma didn't damage her heart... 37 00:01:19,456 --> 00:01:20,749 Why was she on the bus? 38 00:01:20,874 --> 00:01:21,791 I don't know. 39 00:01:21,916 --> 00:01:23,418 If she had any underlying condition, 40 00:01:23,543 --> 00:01:24,919 the accident could have exacerbated it. 41 00:01:25,044 --> 00:01:25,962 Why were you with her? 42 00:01:26,087 --> 00:01:27,046 I don't know. 43 00:01:27,172 --> 00:01:29,090 I'm not hiding anything, I just don't remember. 44 00:01:29,215 --> 00:01:31,050 What else could damage her heart? 45 00:01:32,761 --> 00:01:34,262 Wilson. Don't get lost. 46 00:01:34,387 --> 00:01:36,473 I'm barely coherent. I need your help right now. 47 00:01:37,307 --> 00:01:39,017 (HEART MONITOR BEEPING) 48 00:01:39,142 --> 00:01:40,351 V-fib. 49 00:01:40,477 --> 00:01:42,771 (HEART MONITOR FLATLINING) 50 00:01:43,480 --> 00:01:44,564 Charging- 51 00:01:44,689 --> 00:01:45,774 Okay. Okay. 52 00:01:46,608 --> 00:01:48,276 - Clear! - Wait. Wait! Wait! 53 00:01:49,444 --> 00:01:50,904 Protective hypothermia. 54 00:01:51,029 --> 00:01:53,072 You want to freeze her? Her heart's not beating. 55 00:01:53,198 --> 00:01:54,407 Her heart's already damaged. 56 00:01:54,532 --> 00:01:55,784 You restart it, it'll keep racing, 57 00:01:55,909 --> 00:01:57,911 shoot off free radicals and kill her brain. 58 00:01:58,036 --> 00:02:01,873 We ice her down, put her on bypass until you've diagnosed her. 59 00:02:03,082 --> 00:02:05,919 This is not a solution. All you're doing is pressing pause. 60 00:02:06,044 --> 00:02:08,546 It gives you more time to find the diagnosis. 61 00:02:08,671 --> 00:02:10,465 House. This is Amber. 62 00:02:14,010 --> 00:02:15,053 Please. 63 00:02:16,971 --> 00:02:18,223 Cold saline solution. 64 00:03:31,170 --> 00:03:33,298 Core temperature down to 90. 65 00:03:37,635 --> 00:03:39,637 Bypass circulating. 66 00:03:41,389 --> 00:03:43,308 She's stable. 67 00:03:46,561 --> 00:03:47,854 Why are we doing this? 68 00:03:49,522 --> 00:03:51,107 Bought us time to think. 69 00:04:00,867 --> 00:04:03,786 The trauma must have stimulated a pre-existing heart condition. 70 00:04:03,912 --> 00:04:05,580 Auto-immune, congenital anomaly, 71 00:04:05,705 --> 00:04:07,498 blood-clotting disorder, lead poisoning... 72 00:04:07,624 --> 00:04:08,458 Could be anything. 73 00:04:08,583 --> 00:04:10,293 Great. Let's explore that. 74 00:04:10,418 --> 00:04:11,711 Quick, get her on panacea. 75 00:04:11,836 --> 00:04:14,547 We can narrow it down by looking for arterial blockages. 76 00:04:14,672 --> 00:04:16,215 How? On an echo? 77 00:04:16,341 --> 00:04:18,009 Can't see wall motion when there's no motion. 78 00:04:18,134 --> 00:04:20,345 EKG? Nope, heart's in the off position. 79 00:04:20,470 --> 00:04:22,305 Thallium uptake scan? Useless on a cold heart. 80 00:04:22,430 --> 00:04:24,390 Yeah, we get it. Her heart's not beating. 81 00:04:24,515 --> 00:04:25,683 It's gonna make it harder to diagnose. 82 00:04:25,808 --> 00:04:27,977 On the other hand, she's not gonna die while you're whining about it. 83 00:04:28,102 --> 00:04:28,937 What else? 84 00:04:29,062 --> 00:04:31,397 There is another way to narrow it down. 85 00:04:31,522 --> 00:04:34,442 If you really did see a symptom in Amber before the crash, 86 00:04:34,567 --> 00:04:37,278 physostigmine helped your memory last time. 87 00:04:37,403 --> 00:04:40,406 Why not cyanide? He's a mess, he needs to sleep. 88 00:04:41,157 --> 00:04:42,742 I had a heart attack this morning. 89 00:04:42,867 --> 00:04:44,369 I can't do any more drugs till lunch. 90 00:04:44,494 --> 00:04:47,163 Get her an angiogram. it could show damage even in a stopped heart. 91 00:04:47,288 --> 00:04:48,706 Rest of you, search her apartment. 92 00:04:48,831 --> 00:04:50,750 Toxins, heavy metals, drugs... 93 00:04:50,875 --> 00:04:53,086 Anything that might make her heart race. 94 00:05:12,897 --> 00:05:14,649 I need to know if there's anything medically relevant 95 00:05:14,774 --> 00:05:16,734 that you couldn't share publicly. 96 00:05:18,069 --> 00:05:20,363 Is this a Philanderers Anonymous intervention? 97 00:05:20,488 --> 00:05:22,031 You were obviously drinking last night. 98 00:05:22,156 --> 00:05:24,117 Maybe you took Amber to a bar? 99 00:05:24,242 --> 00:05:26,202 I left here on my motorcycle. Alone. 100 00:05:26,327 --> 00:05:29,080 You ended up drunk on a bus. Together. 101 00:05:29,205 --> 00:05:30,540 Maybe you met Amber in the bar? 102 00:05:30,665 --> 00:05:32,583 I was not having an affair with her. 103 00:05:32,709 --> 00:05:35,086 You can't really say that if you don't remember. 104 00:05:35,211 --> 00:05:37,171 I lost four hours, not four months. 105 00:05:37,296 --> 00:05:39,841 Maybe it was the first time. 106 00:05:40,550 --> 00:05:44,178 If you drank together, any chance you did any drugs? 107 00:05:48,808 --> 00:05:50,935 I'll run a tox screen. 108 00:06:07,827 --> 00:06:09,495 You coming? 109 00:06:10,246 --> 00:06:12,582 Correspondence. Letters to patients. 110 00:06:12,707 --> 00:06:14,709 She could have caught something from one of them. 111 00:06:14,834 --> 00:06:16,836 Copy it to a thumb drive. Let's get out of here. 112 00:06:16,961 --> 00:06:19,839 Travel. Do you know if she's been out of the country recently? 113 00:06:19,964 --> 00:06:23,217 It's just video clips. Maybe she narrates where they are. 114 00:06:24,761 --> 00:06:27,055 WILSON: And action! 115 00:06:27,180 --> 00:06:29,223 Looks like she didn't travel very far. 116 00:06:29,348 --> 00:06:31,184 - You look beautiful. -You look nervous. 117 00:06:31,309 --> 00:06:33,311 I've never done this before. 118 00:06:33,436 --> 00:06:36,272 I have. Trust me. You'll love it. 119 00:06:39,942 --> 00:06:42,320 - Hey. - Not even close to relevant. 120 00:06:50,495 --> 00:06:51,954 As long as we don't know what's wrong, 121 00:06:52,080 --> 00:06:53,456 we don't know what's relevant. 122 00:06:53,581 --> 00:06:56,584 Yeah, maybe they're having sex on a pile of asbestos. 123 00:06:56,709 --> 00:06:57,794 Go watch it. 124 00:06:57,919 --> 00:06:58,878 If we were in a stranger's house, 125 00:06:59,003 --> 00:07:00,129 you'd be watching the video. 126 00:07:00,254 --> 00:07:02,840 You altered your behavior because you're friends with her. 127 00:07:03,424 --> 00:07:04,926 Are you okay? 128 00:07:05,051 --> 00:07:06,719 We shouldn't be treating her at all. 129 00:07:07,970 --> 00:07:10,431 I'm gonna search her bathroom. 130 00:07:34,622 --> 00:07:36,666 AMBER: Are you okay? 131 00:07:38,501 --> 00:07:41,879 Can't really say "yes" when it's a hallucination asking. 132 00:07:42,004 --> 00:07:44,132 Don't worry, you're just dreaming. 133 00:07:45,383 --> 00:07:47,176 What symptom did I see in you? 134 00:07:48,886 --> 00:07:50,638 - A myoclonic jerk. - Boring. 135 00:07:51,597 --> 00:07:54,475 An incredibly rare neurological symptom is boring? 136 00:07:54,600 --> 00:07:56,435 Am I in someone else's subconscious? 137 00:07:56,561 --> 00:07:59,772 What did we do last night? 138 00:08:11,325 --> 00:08:13,911 Was I meeting you for a drink? 139 00:08:14,036 --> 00:08:15,580 Is that all it was? 140 00:08:18,416 --> 00:08:21,878 A man thinks a woman is beautiful, 141 00:08:22,628 --> 00:08:24,755 admires her intelligence, 142 00:08:24,881 --> 00:08:29,594 admires the way she has to get whatever she wants. 143 00:08:30,595 --> 00:08:32,722 The things he likes about himself. 144 00:08:33,598 --> 00:08:40,104 And maybe she always had a little thing for him. 145 00:08:41,272 --> 00:08:44,317 His mind, his blue eyes. 146 00:08:46,319 --> 00:08:49,155 But someone gets between them. 147 00:08:49,989 --> 00:08:53,159 So they decide to meet one night 148 00:08:53,284 --> 00:08:55,328 at an out-of-the-way little bar... 149 00:08:56,204 --> 00:08:58,247 Does that sound familiar? 150 00:09:04,045 --> 00:09:05,880 Do I feel familiar? 151 00:09:10,259 --> 00:09:12,261 What do you feel? 152 00:09:15,932 --> 00:09:17,850 Electricity. 153 00:09:22,772 --> 00:09:24,148 Electricity. 154 00:09:24,273 --> 00:09:25,942 I know I saw the symptom. 155 00:09:26,067 --> 00:09:29,278 I know the memory is locked in my brain, now I know how to get it. 156 00:09:29,403 --> 00:09:30,780 No. 157 00:09:31,239 --> 00:09:32,406 You don't even know what I'm talking about. 158 00:09:32,531 --> 00:09:33,991 You need to rest. 159 00:09:34,116 --> 00:09:38,246 I have yet to hear about any study linking electricity and rest. 160 00:09:38,371 --> 00:09:39,997 Deep brain stimulation. 161 00:09:40,122 --> 00:09:40,998 It's been proven. 162 00:09:41,123 --> 00:09:43,334 Electrical impulses applied directly to the hypothalamus 163 00:09:43,459 --> 00:09:44,460 can evoke detailed memories. 164 00:09:44,585 --> 00:09:45,586 My mistake. 165 00:09:45,711 --> 00:09:46,629 Drilling a hole 166 00:09:46,754 --> 00:09:50,174 and shooting lightning bolts into an already cracked skull is very restful. 167 00:09:50,299 --> 00:09:51,717 It's not fatal at all. 168 00:09:51,842 --> 00:09:53,511 She's right. You need to sleep. 169 00:09:53,636 --> 00:09:55,596 (MONITOR BEEPING) 170 00:09:55,721 --> 00:09:57,431 Brain activity spiked. 171 00:09:57,848 --> 00:09:59,058 Amber? 172 00:10:00,142 --> 00:10:01,686 Amber? It's me. 173 00:10:02,311 --> 00:10:03,771 Random spikes are common. 174 00:10:03,896 --> 00:10:04,730 Shut up. 175 00:10:07,275 --> 00:10:08,609 It's gonna be okay. 176 00:10:11,153 --> 00:10:12,446 I'm here with you. 177 00:10:12,571 --> 00:10:14,490 (PAGER BEEPING) 178 00:10:14,615 --> 00:10:16,867 The team has found something. 179 00:10:16,993 --> 00:10:19,161 Can you ask her if we can be excused? 180 00:10:25,251 --> 00:10:26,377 What? 181 00:10:31,257 --> 00:10:32,758 The coronary angio was negative. 182 00:10:32,883 --> 00:10:34,302 So was the tox screen. 183 00:10:35,136 --> 00:10:36,804 That's what you found? Negative tests? 184 00:10:36,929 --> 00:10:39,181 I could have told you she doesn't do drugs. 185 00:10:40,766 --> 00:10:43,519 I found these in her apartment. Sorry. 186 00:10:43,644 --> 00:10:46,647 Prescription diet pills, SSRIs, amphetamines. 187 00:10:46,772 --> 00:10:49,650 Diet pills cause structural damage to the mitral valve, 188 00:10:49,775 --> 00:10:51,277 could explain the tachycardia. 189 00:10:51,402 --> 00:10:52,528 She'd have to be an addict 190 00:10:52,653 --> 00:10:54,739 to take enough for her to damage her heart. I'd know. 191 00:10:54,864 --> 00:10:57,158 Did you know she was hiding them in her vitamins? 192 00:10:57,283 --> 00:10:58,409 We have to warm her back up, 193 00:10:58,534 --> 00:11:00,578 get her heart beating so we can do a CT to confirm. 194 00:11:00,703 --> 00:11:02,288 No. We've been over this. 195 00:11:02,413 --> 00:11:03,914 Starting her heart could cause brain damage, 196 00:11:04,040 --> 00:11:06,709 could burn out the heart muscle. 197 00:11:06,834 --> 00:11:08,753 Test her heart without starting it. 198 00:11:08,878 --> 00:11:11,464 Crack her chest open. Reach a finger inside the pulmonary vein, 199 00:11:11,589 --> 00:11:13,215 run it across the valve. 200 00:11:13,341 --> 00:11:14,884 That's the safer course? 201 00:11:15,009 --> 00:11:16,302 It is if we're wrong. 202 00:11:16,427 --> 00:11:18,596 When did we start assuming we're wrong? 203 00:11:20,306 --> 00:11:21,390 If this were any other patient... 204 00:11:21,515 --> 00:11:23,893 If the valve is calcified, that's our answer, 205 00:11:24,018 --> 00:11:25,436 that's our cure. Go. 206 00:11:31,150 --> 00:11:32,485 Thirteen. 207 00:11:35,029 --> 00:11:36,864 Who found the diet pills? 208 00:11:36,989 --> 00:11:38,324 Kutner. 209 00:11:38,449 --> 00:11:41,035 You didn't even go in the bathroom, did you? 210 00:11:41,160 --> 00:11:43,954 You're suddenly mute in the differentials. 211 00:11:44,080 --> 00:11:45,915 A blow-up doll would be more useful. 212 00:11:46,040 --> 00:11:46,999 And yes, that's the first time 213 00:11:47,124 --> 00:11:50,127 I've ever implied something negative about a blow-up doll. 214 00:11:50,252 --> 00:11:51,337 It's Amber. I don't... 215 00:11:51,462 --> 00:11:52,671 Normally, I'd be fascinated. 216 00:11:52,797 --> 00:11:54,215 Today, don't care. 217 00:11:54,340 --> 00:11:56,717 Get over whatever it is and do your job. 218 00:12:10,523 --> 00:12:13,234 Wait. Look at her eye. 219 00:12:15,444 --> 00:12:16,487 She's jaundiced. 220 00:12:16,612 --> 00:12:17,738 Her liver's not working. 221 00:12:17,863 --> 00:12:19,782 Diet pills don't kill the liver. 222 00:12:21,242 --> 00:12:22,785 Put her back in ICU. 223 00:12:26,539 --> 00:12:28,749 FOREMAN: Liver failure means whatever this thing is, it's spreading. 224 00:12:28,874 --> 00:12:30,167 Despite the fact that she's frozen. 225 00:12:30,292 --> 00:12:33,170 Hepatic and heart failure could mean anti-trypsinase deficiency. 226 00:12:33,295 --> 00:12:35,047 We can stick a needle in her liver. 227 00:12:35,172 --> 00:12:36,507 We see fibrosis, she's right. 228 00:12:36,632 --> 00:12:38,300 Does Amber drink sherry? 229 00:12:39,385 --> 00:12:40,970 Nocardia fits just as well, 230 00:12:41,095 --> 00:12:42,555 but there's no way we can tell, 231 00:12:42,680 --> 00:12:44,265 since we can't take her temperature. 232 00:12:44,390 --> 00:12:47,518 I had a dream she was pouring me a glass. 233 00:12:47,643 --> 00:12:50,771 And since I'm a scotch, beer, gin and rum man... 234 00:12:50,896 --> 00:12:54,066 If we warm her back up, we should be able to tell if she's got an infection. 235 00:12:54,191 --> 00:12:55,443 Yes, we can get a diagnosis 236 00:12:55,568 --> 00:12:58,571 by letting the disease run rampant until it kills her. 237 00:12:58,696 --> 00:13:00,948 If it's spreading, we need to slow this even more. 238 00:13:01,073 --> 00:13:03,451 We've got to cool her down further. 239 00:13:06,704 --> 00:13:10,708 I know you love her and you're scared she's going to die. 240 00:13:11,292 --> 00:13:14,753 But just making her colder and colder isn't a cure. 241 00:13:14,879 --> 00:13:17,590 It's not dealing with the reality. 242 00:13:18,257 --> 00:13:20,176 Sherry means something. 243 00:13:20,301 --> 00:13:21,844 Amber doesn't even drink sherry. 244 00:13:21,969 --> 00:13:23,721 House, can we get back to... 245 00:13:23,846 --> 00:13:26,932 If she did drink sherry, it would mean nothing, but since she doesn't, 246 00:13:27,057 --> 00:13:29,602 my subconscious is obviously trying to make some other point. 247 00:13:29,727 --> 00:13:32,688 There's a Sharrie's Bar on Third, right off the bus route. 248 00:13:40,112 --> 00:13:43,157 Wilson's right. We need to make her colder. 249 00:13:43,282 --> 00:13:45,618 Putting more ice on her is just delaying the diagnosis. 250 00:13:45,743 --> 00:13:48,913 Not on, in. Fill her lungs with slurry. 251 00:13:49,038 --> 00:13:49,872 Where are you going? 252 00:13:49,997 --> 00:13:51,916 Taking Wilson out for a drink. 253 00:14:01,592 --> 00:14:03,302 Is this the place? 254 00:14:03,427 --> 00:14:04,386 Maybe. 255 00:14:04,512 --> 00:14:10,476 Hey. I assume you are here for these. 256 00:14:14,188 --> 00:14:16,565 Did you see me here with a tall, blonde woman? 257 00:14:16,690 --> 00:14:20,361 Yeah, I think she joined you after scotch number seven. 258 00:14:20,486 --> 00:14:21,612 Did she seem sick? 259 00:14:21,737 --> 00:14:23,322 She sneezed. 260 00:14:23,697 --> 00:14:25,115 I gave her a napkin. 261 00:14:25,241 --> 00:14:26,450 Did you see the color of the sputum? 262 00:14:26,575 --> 00:14:28,619 I assume sputum means snot. 263 00:14:28,744 --> 00:14:30,829 Look, I see lots of drunk chicks in here. 264 00:14:30,955 --> 00:14:34,542 I didn't have time to stop and analyze the color of your girlfriend's boogers. 265 00:14:34,667 --> 00:14:36,418 She's not my girlfriend, genius. 266 00:14:36,544 --> 00:14:39,296 She was hot, you seemed into her 267 00:14:39,421 --> 00:14:40,673 and she bought you drinks. 268 00:14:40,798 --> 00:14:42,508 Last night, she was your girlfriend. 269 00:14:49,098 --> 00:14:52,685 Blood in her sputum. It could mean parasites. Any recent travel? 270 00:14:52,810 --> 00:14:54,395 You seemed into her? 271 00:14:54,520 --> 00:14:57,147 If he had a brain, he wouldn't be tending bar. 272 00:14:57,273 --> 00:14:58,774 Sneezing's a new symptom. 273 00:14:58,899 --> 00:15:01,402 Let's assume the runny nose means an infection. 274 00:15:03,487 --> 00:15:05,030 What did House have to say? 275 00:15:05,155 --> 00:15:06,991 He told me I was raised by wolves, 276 00:15:07,116 --> 00:15:10,077 and that's why I use the same hand for my fork and knife. 277 00:15:10,536 --> 00:15:11,495 Whoa. 278 00:15:11,620 --> 00:15:13,872 Not that one. The slurry tube. 279 00:15:18,335 --> 00:15:21,171 I know this is different. But it's not. 280 00:15:21,755 --> 00:15:23,132 Everyone dies. 281 00:15:23,716 --> 00:15:25,134 She's not dead. 282 00:15:25,259 --> 00:15:27,928 You're reacting this way because she might be soon. 283 00:15:28,053 --> 00:15:30,514 Yeah. I am. Why aren't you? 284 00:15:30,931 --> 00:15:33,142 I'm an Indian guy named Kutner. 285 00:15:33,559 --> 00:15:36,103 Ever wonder what happened to my parents? 286 00:15:36,228 --> 00:15:38,063 - I'm sorry, I didn't... - I was six years old. 287 00:15:38,188 --> 00:15:41,108 I used to like helping out in my parent's store after school. 288 00:15:41,233 --> 00:15:42,568 A guy walks in to rob the place, 289 00:15:42,693 --> 00:15:44,111 ends up shooting them both. 290 00:15:44,236 --> 00:15:45,696 Wasn't fair. 291 00:15:45,821 --> 00:15:50,117 Took years, but I had to accept that's just the way it was. 292 00:15:51,827 --> 00:15:54,455 So, you gonna help me fill her lungs up, or not? 293 00:16:05,466 --> 00:16:10,137 Tell me the liver biopsy showed infiltrates, minor inflammation. 294 00:16:10,262 --> 00:16:11,472 Yeah. How... 295 00:16:11,597 --> 00:16:14,433 Snot on a napkin. 296 00:16:14,558 --> 00:16:16,018 Add the heart, the infiltrates... 297 00:16:16,143 --> 00:16:17,478 Hep B. 298 00:16:17,603 --> 00:16:21,190 Start her on IV interferon. I'll go tell Wilson. 299 00:16:21,315 --> 00:16:22,232 Good idea. 300 00:16:22,358 --> 00:16:24,985 And I'll go nap, because I was concussed last night 301 00:16:25,110 --> 00:16:26,862 and had a heart attack this morning. 302 00:16:26,987 --> 00:16:29,114 I'll tell Wilson. You go sleep. 303 00:16:47,675 --> 00:16:50,219 Hepatitis B is a lame diagnosis. 304 00:16:50,344 --> 00:16:53,806 Oh, God, I get less rest when I'm asleep. 305 00:16:55,808 --> 00:16:58,018 I rise from the dead and that's reaction I get? 306 00:16:58,143 --> 00:16:59,186 I'm sorry. If I had known, 307 00:16:59,311 --> 00:17:01,814 I would have started a breakaway Jewish sect. 308 00:17:01,939 --> 00:17:03,399 Hep B fits. 309 00:17:04,983 --> 00:17:06,485 Why are you doing that? 310 00:17:06,610 --> 00:17:08,779 Because Hep B doesn't fit. 311 00:17:19,998 --> 00:17:21,709 Turn her over. 312 00:17:21,834 --> 00:17:23,836 We're about to start her second course of interferon. 313 00:17:23,961 --> 00:17:26,964 Which she might not need once you turn her over. 314 00:17:33,178 --> 00:17:35,013 The small of her back. 315 00:17:35,848 --> 00:17:37,850 She's bruised. Why is that significant? 316 00:17:37,975 --> 00:17:39,727 Look closer. 317 00:17:41,186 --> 00:17:42,312 A rash. 318 00:17:42,438 --> 00:17:45,232 How'd you know what was on the small of her back? 319 00:17:45,357 --> 00:17:49,903 Well, either I'm still asleep, or I'm starting to remember. 320 00:17:56,702 --> 00:17:58,162 Looks like an influenza rash. 321 00:17:58,287 --> 00:18:00,372 The flu wouldn't be killing the organs one by one. 322 00:18:00,497 --> 00:18:01,749 Dermatomyositis. 323 00:18:01,874 --> 00:18:03,417 Wouldn't speed up her heart. 324 00:18:03,542 --> 00:18:06,128 Maybe it's an allergic reaction to the interferon? 325 00:18:06,253 --> 00:18:10,174 Yes, the symptom I saw on the bus was a rare interferon allergy 326 00:18:10,299 --> 00:18:13,051 that flares up two days before you take it. 327 00:18:14,595 --> 00:18:16,930 How'd you see the rash down there? 328 00:18:17,055 --> 00:18:19,975 I don't know. Maybe she leaned over. 329 00:18:20,100 --> 00:18:22,853 Maybe it's not a rash at all. Could be an abscess. 330 00:18:22,978 --> 00:18:24,188 Thirteen, stick a needle in there. 331 00:18:24,313 --> 00:18:25,689 If there's pus, Foreman's right. 332 00:18:25,814 --> 00:18:27,149 Ultrasound is safer. 333 00:18:27,274 --> 00:18:29,318 I'm not asking you to stick a needle all the way through her. 334 00:18:29,443 --> 00:18:31,320 - Taub, you do it. - No. Wait, I can do it. 335 00:18:31,445 --> 00:18:33,363 No, apparently, you can't. 336 00:18:41,330 --> 00:18:42,581 It's not fluctuant. 337 00:18:44,750 --> 00:18:46,668 Clear, it's not pus. 338 00:18:46,794 --> 00:18:48,378 Means it's vesicular. 339 00:18:48,712 --> 00:18:50,297 Rocky Mountain Spotted Fever. 340 00:18:51,298 --> 00:18:54,802 We had dinner with a friend last week. We walked their dogs. 341 00:18:54,927 --> 00:18:57,137 I guess she could've gotten a tick. 342 00:18:57,262 --> 00:18:59,181 It's treatable, doxycycline. 343 00:18:59,306 --> 00:19:01,642 Allow eight hours for the antibiotics to take effect, 344 00:19:01,767 --> 00:19:03,769 then we warm her up, shock her heart. 345 00:19:03,894 --> 00:19:05,145 Wait a minute. Wait a minute. 346 00:19:05,270 --> 00:19:07,189 If we're wrong, restarting her heart could kill her. 347 00:19:07,314 --> 00:19:08,607 Run blood cultures first. 348 00:19:08,732 --> 00:19:10,400 Fastest way to test is to treat. 349 00:19:10,526 --> 00:19:12,986 If we're wrong, still should give us time to try something else. 350 00:19:13,111 --> 00:19:17,157 We are not starting her heart until we're 100% certain. 351 00:19:17,282 --> 00:19:19,535 We're never 100% certain. 352 00:19:23,872 --> 00:19:25,290 Run the blood cultures. 353 00:19:25,415 --> 00:19:28,836 After we get confirmation, we'll restart her heart. 354 00:19:30,629 --> 00:19:33,340 He's wrong. And you know he's wrong. 355 00:19:33,465 --> 00:19:36,718 You can't change your mind just because a family member starts crying. 356 00:19:36,844 --> 00:19:38,053 They're always scared. 357 00:19:38,178 --> 00:19:40,931 I said run the blood cultures. 358 00:19:58,782 --> 00:20:00,826 Sorry. Wide stance. 359 00:20:04,079 --> 00:20:05,247 You're right. 360 00:20:06,206 --> 00:20:07,457 I'm screwing up. 361 00:20:07,583 --> 00:20:09,167 Why are you screwing up? 362 00:20:09,293 --> 00:20:10,419 I didn't even like her. 363 00:20:10,544 --> 00:20:12,004 Did you hate her? 364 00:20:12,129 --> 00:20:13,422 Not enough to want her dead. 365 00:20:13,547 --> 00:20:16,633 So it's not guilt. That just leaves fear. 366 00:20:18,260 --> 00:20:19,970 A young woman dying. 367 00:20:20,095 --> 00:20:23,974 A young doctor dying, in fact. That sound familiar? 368 00:20:25,934 --> 00:20:27,060 (SIGHS) 369 00:20:28,103 --> 00:20:31,189 Yeah, I'm at risk for Huntington's. 370 00:20:31,315 --> 00:20:32,149 I've dealt with it. 371 00:20:32,274 --> 00:20:33,317 By not getting tested. 372 00:20:34,568 --> 00:20:36,778 Dealing with it by not dealing with it. 373 00:20:36,904 --> 00:20:38,280 It's clearly working beautifully. 374 00:20:38,405 --> 00:20:40,908 You're the champion of not dealing with your problems. 375 00:20:41,033 --> 00:20:43,076 My grandson gave me a mug that says that. 376 00:20:44,286 --> 00:20:46,246 Okay. Enough hand-holding. 377 00:20:46,371 --> 00:20:49,833 Deal with it, get back in there, or pack up your stuff. 378 00:20:49,958 --> 00:20:52,210 You're screwing up this case worse than I am. 379 00:21:55,482 --> 00:21:57,109 House is gonna kill the patient. 380 00:22:04,282 --> 00:22:06,076 What are you... What are you doing? 381 00:22:06,743 --> 00:22:07,995 She's up to 80 degrees. 382 00:22:08,120 --> 00:22:09,413 We're gonna restart her heart. 383 00:22:09,538 --> 00:22:10,372 No, you're not. 384 00:22:10,497 --> 00:22:12,874 There's still time to undo this. Cool her back down. 385 00:22:13,000 --> 00:22:14,376 You weren't taking the safe approach. 386 00:22:14,501 --> 00:22:16,503 We've got to know if the antibiotics are working. 387 00:22:16,628 --> 00:22:18,296 Her EEG's slowed. 388 00:22:19,339 --> 00:22:20,632 Amber. 389 00:22:21,675 --> 00:22:22,509 Amber. 390 00:22:25,887 --> 00:22:26,722 Well done. 391 00:22:26,847 --> 00:22:27,681 We still don't know what it is, 392 00:22:27,806 --> 00:22:29,891 but you've just let it spread to her brain! 393 00:22:32,978 --> 00:22:35,772 WILSON: This is exactly what I said would happen. It's in her brain now. 394 00:22:35,897 --> 00:22:37,816 CUDDY: The brain involvement gives us a new symptom. 395 00:22:37,941 --> 00:22:39,443 That wouldn't be there if you hadn't... 396 00:22:39,568 --> 00:22:42,070 It's where the disease was going. We needed to know that. 397 00:22:42,195 --> 00:22:43,530 This was not your decision to make! 398 00:22:43,655 --> 00:22:45,866 You went behind my back. You went behind House's back. 399 00:22:45,991 --> 00:22:47,117 Inside voices. 400 00:22:47,242 --> 00:22:48,785 House wanted to warm her up. 401 00:22:48,910 --> 00:22:51,747 You just quilted him into changing his mind. 402 00:22:53,957 --> 00:22:56,668 Heart, liver, rash and now her brain. 403 00:22:58,420 --> 00:23:01,506 Auto-immune fits best. Crash trauma could've set it off. 404 00:23:01,631 --> 00:23:04,676 Start her on prednisone, then we'll warm her up again. 405 00:23:04,801 --> 00:23:07,137 House, if this is some other infection, 406 00:23:07,262 --> 00:23:10,265 the steroids will trash her immune system. 407 00:23:14,269 --> 00:23:16,438 He's the attending. You're the family. 408 00:23:16,563 --> 00:23:18,440 Go spend more time with the patient. 409 00:23:27,407 --> 00:23:29,326 You can't do this. 410 00:23:29,659 --> 00:23:31,578 That's not a good argument. 411 00:23:31,703 --> 00:23:34,456 It's not an argument at all. I'm sorry. 412 00:24:01,233 --> 00:24:04,778 Cuddy's right. I was afraid to do anything. 413 00:24:04,903 --> 00:24:08,865 I thought if everything just stopped, it would be okay. 414 00:24:09,658 --> 00:24:10,742 And it's gonna be. 415 00:24:10,867 --> 00:24:12,619 Taub's starting treatment, we're doing everything... 416 00:24:12,744 --> 00:24:13,870 Not everything. 417 00:24:16,373 --> 00:24:18,333 Before you warm her up... 418 00:24:18,458 --> 00:24:22,462 You said you wanted to try deep brain stimulation. 419 00:24:22,587 --> 00:24:24,089 But there's no reason. 420 00:24:24,214 --> 00:24:25,423 We know the symptom. We know what I saw. 421 00:24:25,549 --> 00:24:26,591 What if it's not the rash? 422 00:24:26,716 --> 00:24:28,802 What if you saw the rash in the ambulance, 423 00:24:28,927 --> 00:24:30,470 or when we were putting her on bypass? 424 00:24:30,595 --> 00:24:34,683 What if there is still something else stuck inside your head? 425 00:24:40,856 --> 00:24:45,318 You think I should risk my life to save Amber's. 426 00:24:53,577 --> 00:24:54,995 (CHUCKLES) 427 00:25:18,310 --> 00:25:21,688 I'm inserting the IPG probe into your ventral hypothalamus. 428 00:25:23,315 --> 00:25:24,274 Give me 3 volts. 429 00:25:33,742 --> 00:25:34,701 HOUSE: I can't hear him. 430 00:25:34,826 --> 00:25:35,744 WILSON: Can't hear who? 431 00:25:36,411 --> 00:25:37,662 Everything's in black and white. 432 00:25:37,787 --> 00:25:39,497 Who was talking? ls Amber there? 433 00:25:39,623 --> 00:25:42,751 You're supposed to be jolting my hypothalamus. Not petting it. 434 00:25:42,876 --> 00:25:45,045 - We don't want to overload it. - As long as I'm risking my life, 435 00:25:45,170 --> 00:25:46,880 I might as well be watching a talkie. 436 00:25:50,550 --> 00:25:52,594 Increasing from 3 to 5 volts. 437 00:25:53,178 --> 00:25:54,596 Sending impulse. 438 00:25:58,141 --> 00:25:59,351 You're not getting them back. 439 00:26:09,402 --> 00:26:12,280 Hey! You take my keys, you gotta give me a phone call. 440 00:26:22,249 --> 00:26:23,792 Who are you calling? 441 00:26:24,751 --> 00:26:26,419 (TELEPHONE RINGING) 442 00:26:30,090 --> 00:26:31,424 Dial-a-Wilson. 443 00:26:32,342 --> 00:26:33,510 I was on call. 444 00:26:36,596 --> 00:26:38,056 (STUTTERS) 445 00:26:41,059 --> 00:26:42,936 Amber was home. 446 00:26:43,061 --> 00:26:47,190 I told her to find you, have you pick me up. 447 00:27:04,541 --> 00:27:06,042 I said to find Wilson. 448 00:27:06,167 --> 00:27:07,085 He's working. 449 00:27:07,210 --> 00:27:09,838 And I'm willing to suffer this indignity on his behalf. 450 00:27:09,963 --> 00:27:12,340 WILSON: Does she seem sick? 451 00:27:14,050 --> 00:27:14,884 Not yet. 452 00:27:15,010 --> 00:27:16,428 Come on, time to go. 453 00:27:16,553 --> 00:27:22,267 Need another round and a drink for what passes for a lady around here. 454 00:27:22,726 --> 00:27:25,145 - What's your poison? - Nothing. We're leaving. 455 00:27:25,270 --> 00:27:28,773 We're leaving, leaving, leaving. Cosmos. 456 00:27:28,898 --> 00:27:31,526 I remember Wilson buying cranberry juice. 457 00:27:32,485 --> 00:27:34,612 I'll have another, and she'll have a Cosmopolitan. 458 00:27:34,738 --> 00:27:36,823 The obstinate drunk thing is not flattering. 459 00:27:36,948 --> 00:27:38,450 Come on, you called for a ride. 460 00:27:39,784 --> 00:27:43,580 Drink your drink, or I'll drink them both. 461 00:27:44,748 --> 00:27:49,336 One, and you leave voluntarily. 462 00:27:57,302 --> 00:27:58,178 Let's go. 463 00:27:58,303 --> 00:28:00,638 Hey! Need another Cosmo, here. 464 00:28:00,764 --> 00:28:01,931 (SNEEZES) 465 00:28:02,974 --> 00:28:04,434 She sneezed. 466 00:28:05,226 --> 00:28:06,311 What color is it? 467 00:28:06,436 --> 00:28:07,645 Thanks. 468 00:28:12,442 --> 00:28:17,113 Looks like snot. Seems like a cold. 469 00:28:18,865 --> 00:28:20,909 Nothing else? 470 00:28:21,868 --> 00:28:23,370 No. 471 00:28:32,045 --> 00:28:33,880 Where are you going? 472 00:28:34,005 --> 00:28:35,256 You think I paid? 473 00:28:35,382 --> 00:28:38,134 House, what are you doing? You can barely walk. 474 00:28:38,551 --> 00:28:40,553 Go home. I'll take the bus. 475 00:28:40,678 --> 00:28:44,432 BARTENDER: Hey, someone's gotta pay for this. 476 00:28:48,103 --> 00:28:49,187 (BURPS) 477 00:28:50,605 --> 00:28:51,731 Hi. 478 00:28:55,110 --> 00:28:56,319 You forgot something. 479 00:28:58,530 --> 00:29:00,115 Boy, you don't give up, do you? 480 00:29:00,240 --> 00:29:02,117 Yeah, I'm an idiot that way. 481 00:29:03,910 --> 00:29:05,995 You doing this for me, or for Wilson? 482 00:29:06,121 --> 00:29:07,747 For Wilson. 483 00:29:08,915 --> 00:29:10,750 Well, then, it's even more impressive. 484 00:29:10,875 --> 00:29:12,669 (TOASTING IN FRENCH) 485 00:29:14,379 --> 00:29:15,588 (SNEEZES) 486 00:29:16,464 --> 00:29:18,174 Damn. Do you have a Kleenex? 487 00:29:18,299 --> 00:29:19,676 I got a sleeve. 488 00:29:20,218 --> 00:29:21,302 I got two, actually. 489 00:29:21,428 --> 00:29:24,764 Gonna need more than that. I'm getting that nasty flu. 490 00:29:28,810 --> 00:29:32,230 Is that it? The flu? ls there any rare complication? 491 00:29:34,399 --> 00:29:37,610 No. It'll explain the rash, but nothing else. 492 00:29:39,404 --> 00:29:40,488 Unless... 493 00:29:41,281 --> 00:29:42,574 What? 494 00:29:54,294 --> 00:29:55,587 Don't do it. 495 00:30:03,761 --> 00:30:05,847 It wasn't the flu. 496 00:30:05,972 --> 00:30:10,435 It's what she did for it. She has amantadine poisoning. 497 00:30:11,728 --> 00:30:13,396 The crash destroyed her kidneys, 498 00:30:13,521 --> 00:30:14,939 her body couldn't filter the drugs, 499 00:30:15,064 --> 00:30:18,693 she ODs on amantadine, explains the heart, the liver... 500 00:30:18,818 --> 00:30:22,489 We just need to start on her dialysis and flush the drugs out. 501 00:30:24,491 --> 00:30:26,367 What? What's wrong? 502 00:30:29,245 --> 00:30:31,915 Amantadine binds with proteins. 503 00:30:32,040 --> 00:30:34,584 Dialysis can't clear it out of the blood. 504 00:30:39,839 --> 00:30:41,633 There's nothing we can do. 505 00:30:46,346 --> 00:30:48,264 I'm so sorry. 506 00:30:56,272 --> 00:30:57,565 Amber. 507 00:31:03,821 --> 00:31:05,073 Amber. 508 00:31:05,782 --> 00:31:06,824 (CRASHING) 509 00:31:06,950 --> 00:31:07,784 (MONITOR BEEPING RAPIDLY) 510 00:31:07,909 --> 00:31:11,329 He's seizing. Wilson! I need help, here. 511 00:31:13,831 --> 00:31:16,876 House suffered a complex partial seizure. 512 00:31:17,377 --> 00:31:21,756 The violent shaking widened his skull fracture, causing a brain bleed. 513 00:31:21,881 --> 00:31:24,509 FOREMAN: We won't know if there's any cognitive impairment 514 00:31:24,634 --> 00:31:26,177 until he's out of the coma. 515 00:31:27,136 --> 00:31:29,222 He was right about the amantadine. 516 00:31:30,348 --> 00:31:32,308 Amber's body couldn't filter it out. 517 00:31:32,976 --> 00:31:36,229 That's what caused her heart to beat too fast for too long. 518 00:31:36,771 --> 00:31:38,690 It caused irreparable structural damage. 519 00:31:40,191 --> 00:31:43,111 Didn't matter if they shocked her or froze her or... 520 00:31:44,320 --> 00:31:47,782 Her heart was dead once it stopped in that ambulance. 521 00:31:48,408 --> 00:31:50,994 What about a new heart? Transplant? 522 00:31:51,494 --> 00:31:55,164 All of her organs are damaged. She can't qualify. 523 00:31:56,332 --> 00:31:59,794 There's nothing we can do. Nothing we could have done. 524 00:32:10,388 --> 00:32:12,056 We should call time of death. 525 00:32:13,433 --> 00:32:16,060 Technically, she's still alive. 526 00:32:16,185 --> 00:32:18,896 Could probably survive a few more hours on bypass. 527 00:32:20,773 --> 00:32:22,775 We could wean her off anesthesia. Wake her up. 528 00:32:22,900 --> 00:32:23,776 Give you a chance to... 529 00:32:23,901 --> 00:32:25,737 It'd be cruel. Don't... 530 00:32:27,864 --> 00:32:31,284 Wake Amber up. See her again. 531 00:32:32,910 --> 00:32:34,912 Tell her what she means to you. 532 00:32:35,038 --> 00:32:38,124 Wake her up to tell her that she's... 533 00:32:40,877 --> 00:32:42,045 (CRYING) 534 00:32:44,047 --> 00:32:48,009 You are waking her up so that you can both say goodbye to each other. 535 00:32:49,344 --> 00:32:50,637 She would want it. 536 00:33:42,480 --> 00:33:43,564 Hey. 537 00:33:43,690 --> 00:33:44,857 Hey. 538 00:33:48,444 --> 00:33:50,196 You're in the hospital. 539 00:33:55,493 --> 00:33:57,036 I'm on bypass. 540 00:33:58,329 --> 00:33:59,414 Yeah. 541 00:34:00,873 --> 00:34:03,126 Do you remember what happened? 542 00:34:03,251 --> 00:34:04,919 I got on the bus. 543 00:34:12,927 --> 00:34:14,303 I shouldn't have gotten on the bus. 544 00:34:14,429 --> 00:34:17,598 No. No. It's not your fault. 545 00:34:18,182 --> 00:34:19,726 It's not your fault. 546 00:34:19,851 --> 00:34:21,269 How bad? 547 00:34:23,062 --> 00:34:27,692 You had tachycardia, complicated by complete renal failure. 548 00:34:29,944 --> 00:34:36,325 The tachycardia degenerated into V-fib, followed by hepatic failure. 549 00:34:50,715 --> 00:34:51,966 The flu pills... 550 00:34:55,470 --> 00:34:56,679 Yeah. 551 00:35:01,392 --> 00:35:02,685 I'm dead. 552 00:35:06,731 --> 00:35:08,065 I love you. 553 00:35:10,485 --> 00:35:12,445 I love you, too. 554 00:35:16,199 --> 00:35:17,325 (AMBER CRYING) 555 00:35:27,794 --> 00:35:29,921 We should say goodbye. 556 00:35:30,046 --> 00:35:32,048 She didn't even like us. 557 00:35:32,173 --> 00:35:33,132 We liked her. 558 00:35:34,008 --> 00:35:35,176 Did we? 559 00:35:35,927 --> 00:35:37,595 We do now. 560 00:35:40,181 --> 00:35:41,015 What do we say? 561 00:35:41,140 --> 00:35:42,809 We don't need to say anything. 562 00:36:26,519 --> 00:36:28,020 I'm tired. 563 00:36:32,400 --> 00:36:35,862 I think it's time to go to sleep. 564 00:36:37,154 --> 00:36:39,031 Just a little longer. 565 00:36:40,575 --> 00:36:45,037 We're always gonna want just a little longer. 566 00:36:48,583 --> 00:36:50,167 I don't think I can do it. 567 00:36:55,923 --> 00:36:57,174 It's okay. 568 00:36:57,300 --> 00:36:58,134 It's not okay. 569 00:36:58,259 --> 00:37:01,554 Why is it okay with you? Why aren't you angry? 570 00:37:05,516 --> 00:37:10,396 That's not the last feeling 571 00:37:11,314 --> 00:37:13,441 I want to experience. 572 00:37:46,974 --> 00:37:47,975 (GASPING) 573 00:38:08,412 --> 00:38:09,747 BP stable. 574 00:38:09,872 --> 00:38:11,791 Still non-responsive. 575 00:38:11,916 --> 00:38:13,751 Pupils are equal, round and reactive. 576 00:38:13,876 --> 00:38:16,045 Heart rate's normal. 577 00:38:18,339 --> 00:38:22,093 Respiratory rate is... 578 00:38:39,110 --> 00:38:40,194 You're dead. 579 00:38:41,070 --> 00:38:42,488 Everybody dies. 580 00:38:44,240 --> 00:38:45,116 Am I dead? 581 00:38:51,580 --> 00:38:52,748 Not yet. 582 00:38:54,333 --> 00:38:55,209 I should be. 583 00:38:55,334 --> 00:38:56,168 Why? 584 00:38:56,293 --> 00:38:59,005 Because life shouldn't be random. 585 00:38:59,505 --> 00:39:03,551 Because lonely, misanthropic drug addicts should die in bus crashes, 586 00:39:03,676 --> 00:39:07,221 and young do-gooders in love who get dragged out of their apartment 587 00:39:07,346 --> 00:39:10,099 in the middle of the night should walk away clean. 588 00:39:10,725 --> 00:39:12,685 Self-pity isn't like you. 589 00:39:13,853 --> 00:39:17,231 I'm branching out from self-loathing and self-destruction. 590 00:39:19,650 --> 00:39:21,193 Wilson is going to hate me. 591 00:39:23,738 --> 00:39:25,281 You kind of deserve it. 592 00:39:30,870 --> 00:39:32,079 He's my best friend. 593 00:39:32,204 --> 00:39:33,372 I know. 594 00:39:36,208 --> 00:39:37,460 What now? 595 00:39:39,503 --> 00:39:41,213 I stay here with you. 596 00:39:41,547 --> 00:39:42,840 Get off the bus. 597 00:39:46,469 --> 00:39:48,387 - I can't. - Why not? 598 00:39:48,512 --> 00:39:50,306 Because... 599 00:39:51,682 --> 00:39:53,184 (CHUCKLES) 600 00:39:56,228 --> 00:39:58,439 Because it doesn't hurt here. 601 00:40:02,443 --> 00:40:03,736 I lied. 602 00:40:04,236 --> 00:40:08,282 I don't want to be in pain and I don't want to be miserable. 603 00:40:10,409 --> 00:40:12,453 And I don't want him to hate me. 604 00:40:16,123 --> 00:40:20,044 Well... You can't always get what you want. 605 00:40:52,993 --> 00:40:56,330 Hey. I'm here. 606 00:40:58,082 --> 00:41:00,167 Blink if you can hear me. 607 00:41:02,169 --> 00:41:03,003 (SIGHING) 608 00:41:04,380 --> 00:41:06,590 No. Don't try to talk. 609 00:41:07,383 --> 00:41:08,843 Just rest.