1 00:00:01,126 --> 00:00:03,836 Ladies and gentlemen, step around. Step around. Come on. Gather around. 2 00:00:03,962 --> 00:00:05,755 We'll show you a little way to make a little easy money today. 3 00:00:05,964 --> 00:00:07,298 You understand what I'm saying? These are the blacks. 4 00:00:07,424 --> 00:00:09,300 Don't follow the blacks. You wanna follow the queen. Know why? 5 00:00:09,426 --> 00:00:11,219 'Cause she's red and that means she is hot. 6 00:00:11,345 --> 00:00:12,470 You gotta find the queen. Find the queen. 7 00:00:12,596 --> 00:00:14,806 The first of the day is free to play. Who wants to play? 8 00:00:14,932 --> 00:00:17,183 You look interested, my man. You wanna step on up? Come on now. 9 00:00:17,309 --> 00:00:19,143 Who wants to play? Oh, what about you, sweetie? 10 00:00:19,269 --> 00:00:20,144 - You're cute. Come on up. - All right. 11 00:00:20,270 --> 00:00:22,605 Come on here and play. Cute girls win money. You look lucky. 12 00:00:22,731 --> 00:00:23,856 Now, you look lucky. Now, follow the queen. 13 00:00:23,982 --> 00:00:25,108 Here we go, ladies and gentlemen. Follow the queen. 14 00:00:25,234 --> 00:00:26,067 Follow the queen. 15 00:00:26,193 --> 00:00:28,528 Ain't no Helen Mirren, but this queen is for you! 16 00:00:28,654 --> 00:00:30,988 Which one? Which one? Which one is it? Which one is it? 17 00:00:31,115 --> 00:00:33,241 - It's right there. - Right there? 18 00:00:35,202 --> 00:00:36,953 Beginner's luck. Beginner's luck. I'll tell you what. 19 00:00:37,079 --> 00:00:38,246 It takes a woman to know a woman. 20 00:00:38,372 --> 00:00:39,831 It takes a lady to find a queen. 21 00:00:39,957 --> 00:00:43,251 There you go... Wanna double up? 22 00:00:44,253 --> 00:00:45,837 - All right. - All right, we've got a chancer. 23 00:00:45,963 --> 00:00:47,171 We got a chancer. We got a chancer. 24 00:00:47,297 --> 00:00:48,423 All right. Here we go. Here we go. 25 00:00:48,549 --> 00:00:49,841 All you gotta do is find your queen. 26 00:00:49,967 --> 00:00:52,885 You will not win again. You will not win again. All right. 27 00:00:53,011 --> 00:00:55,012 Here we go. Here we go. Find your queen. Find your queen. 28 00:00:55,139 --> 00:00:56,889 Where is she? Where is she? Where is she? 29 00:00:57,015 --> 00:00:58,224 Can you find her? 30 00:00:58,350 --> 00:01:02,103 - Right there. - This one? Oh, my... 31 00:01:02,229 --> 00:01:04,313 She is killing me here. Taking all my money. 32 00:01:04,648 --> 00:01:06,441 Anybody else wanna get behind the good-luck girl? 33 00:01:06,650 --> 00:01:07,692 I can do it. 34 00:01:07,818 --> 00:01:08,943 You can do it? All right. You're next. 35 00:01:09,069 --> 00:01:10,653 Just give me a chance to recover and get my money back 36 00:01:10,779 --> 00:01:12,405 or else I'm gonna be out here sleeping on the street. 37 00:01:12,531 --> 00:01:13,698 Here we go. All right? Ready? 38 00:01:13,824 --> 00:01:15,158 This is the last time. I'm not messing with you no more. 39 00:01:15,284 --> 00:01:16,284 You're taking all my money, girl. 40 00:01:16,410 --> 00:01:17,452 I'm not messing with you no more. 41 00:01:17,578 --> 00:01:19,036 Here we go. One more chance. This is your last chance. 42 00:01:19,163 --> 00:01:20,121 You're gonna follow the queen, baby. 43 00:01:20,247 --> 00:01:21,414 Follow the queen. Where's she at? Where's she at? 44 00:01:21,540 --> 00:01:23,458 Just one time. I'll show you one time and there she is. 45 00:01:23,584 --> 00:01:26,002 Boom. Boom. Boom. Pick a card. 46 00:01:29,131 --> 00:01:30,631 I can't decide. 47 00:01:30,758 --> 00:01:32,508 What do you mean? Just pick a card. Just make a decision. 48 00:01:32,760 --> 00:01:33,760 I can't decide. 49 00:01:33,886 --> 00:01:35,428 Come on. Any card will do. Left? Right? Center? 50 00:01:35,554 --> 00:01:36,888 I don't know. 51 00:01:37,222 --> 00:01:38,556 - Do you want the right? - I don't know. 52 00:01:38,682 --> 00:01:40,391 - I... - The left? 53 00:01:40,517 --> 00:01:42,143 - The center? - I don't know. I... 54 00:01:42,269 --> 00:01:43,394 Move out the way and just let somebody else play then? 55 00:01:43,520 --> 00:01:46,522 I can't decide. I can't. 56 00:01:46,648 --> 00:01:47,607 You wanna flip a coin for it? 57 00:01:47,775 --> 00:01:49,442 What's wrong with me? 58 00:01:51,945 --> 00:01:53,154 Is she okay? 59 00:02:29,650 --> 00:02:31,776 Scariest 30 seconds of my life. 60 00:02:32,236 --> 00:02:33,611 I couldn't do anything. 61 00:02:33,737 --> 00:02:36,280 It's like I couldn't move inside my head. 62 00:02:36,406 --> 00:02:37,615 It's called abulia. 63 00:02:37,741 --> 00:02:40,868 The inability to make a decision or exercise will. 64 00:02:40,994 --> 00:02:42,203 Is it going to happen again? 65 00:02:42,329 --> 00:02:44,956 It's part of a TIA. A transient ischemic attack. 66 00:02:45,082 --> 00:02:47,124 Blood was cut off to a section of your frontal lobe. 67 00:02:47,251 --> 00:02:48,876 Is it like a stroke or something? 68 00:02:49,002 --> 00:02:49,919 A little. 69 00:02:50,963 --> 00:02:52,463 What drugs have you taken recently? 70 00:02:53,549 --> 00:02:54,674 No drugs. 71 00:02:54,883 --> 00:02:56,551 Toxins are another possibility. 72 00:02:56,677 --> 00:02:58,803 You might have been exposed to something at work, for instance. 73 00:02:58,929 --> 00:03:01,055 No real job right now. 74 00:03:01,515 --> 00:03:02,807 Exposure can build up over time 75 00:03:02,933 --> 00:03:04,433 and lie dormant for a while. 76 00:03:05,185 --> 00:03:06,894 - What was your last job? - Pet store. 77 00:03:07,020 --> 00:03:08,354 Exotic pets? 78 00:03:08,480 --> 00:03:09,814 Tropical fish. 79 00:03:09,940 --> 00:03:10,815 And before that? 80 00:03:11,108 --> 00:03:11,941 Unemployment. 81 00:03:13,402 --> 00:03:14,986 And before that, 82 00:03:16,196 --> 00:03:18,698 I sold subscriptions on the phone. 83 00:03:18,824 --> 00:03:20,867 And before that, unemployment. 84 00:03:21,994 --> 00:03:25,121 Before that, I worked at Jeans Gone Wild. 85 00:03:25,372 --> 00:03:30,042 Before that, unemployment. Before that, I walked dogs. 86 00:03:30,586 --> 00:03:33,129 And before that... 87 00:03:34,464 --> 00:03:37,425 Loss of free will. I like it. 88 00:03:38,218 --> 00:03:41,012 Maybe we can get Thomas Aquinas in for a consult. 89 00:03:41,805 --> 00:03:43,139 What caused the TIA? 90 00:03:43,473 --> 00:03:45,099 Arteries are clear. No sign of a clot. 91 00:03:45,392 --> 00:03:47,435 Could have dissolved. Most likely came from her heart. 92 00:03:47,561 --> 00:03:48,436 We should do a bubble study. 93 00:03:48,770 --> 00:03:51,022 Clots are unlikely in a 28-year-old who's not on the pill. 94 00:03:51,356 --> 00:03:53,232 It's probably a vasospasm caused by drugs. 95 00:03:53,358 --> 00:03:55,943 I don't think so. She goes from job to job. 96 00:03:56,069 --> 00:03:57,945 Maybe there's some kind of ADD here. 97 00:03:58,280 --> 00:03:59,614 Help us pinpoint where the neurological... 98 00:03:59,740 --> 00:04:02,408 She goes from job to job because she's a scam artist. 99 00:04:02,534 --> 00:04:04,827 She works just long enough to qualify for unemployment, 100 00:04:04,953 --> 00:04:06,454 then gets fired and gets high. 101 00:04:06,663 --> 00:04:08,539 I still don't think it's drugs. 102 00:04:08,665 --> 00:04:09,999 Did you check for infection? 103 00:04:10,125 --> 00:04:11,417 LP showed nothing. No fever. 104 00:04:11,543 --> 00:04:12,543 White blood count is normal. 105 00:04:12,669 --> 00:04:13,628 Could be toxic exposure. 106 00:04:13,921 --> 00:04:15,796 You're the one always saying it must be drugs. 107 00:04:15,923 --> 00:04:18,132 You figure she's a minority, she must be stoned? 108 00:04:18,258 --> 00:04:20,176 - You know that's not what I... - She seems like a nice girl. 109 00:04:20,302 --> 00:04:21,427 You haven't met her! 110 00:04:21,553 --> 00:04:23,429 She was pregnant at 15, dropped out of high school. 111 00:04:23,555 --> 00:04:24,889 She's a real overachiever. 112 00:04:25,015 --> 00:04:27,099 Come on. Cut her some slack. Her baby died of SIDS. 113 00:04:27,225 --> 00:04:28,351 This isn't some romantic story 114 00:04:28,477 --> 00:04:30,102 about a nice girl scarred by tragedy. 115 00:04:30,228 --> 00:04:32,563 She's a drug-using scam artist scarred by tragedy. 116 00:04:32,689 --> 00:04:35,232 On the other hand, the tox screen just came back. 117 00:04:35,359 --> 00:04:36,525 She's clean. 118 00:04:36,652 --> 00:04:38,694 You're wasting my time. He's wasting... 119 00:04:43,533 --> 00:04:45,952 Second ex-Mrs. Wilson want money? 120 00:04:47,079 --> 00:04:48,496 I am no longer paying alimony. 121 00:04:48,622 --> 00:04:50,122 She wanted her independence, 122 00:04:50,248 --> 00:04:51,499 so she got her realtor's license. 123 00:04:51,625 --> 00:04:53,334 Market's doing badly. She wants money. 124 00:04:53,460 --> 00:04:54,794 Market's doing badly. 125 00:04:54,920 --> 00:04:56,295 She's moving into a condo. 126 00:04:56,421 --> 00:04:58,631 - She wants... - She wants me to take Hector. 127 00:05:00,175 --> 00:05:01,342 Pool boy? 128 00:05:01,969 --> 00:05:03,052 Dog. 129 00:05:03,178 --> 00:05:04,095 No longer interested. 130 00:05:04,304 --> 00:05:06,347 We got him on our honeymoon. 131 00:05:06,473 --> 00:05:08,516 So I'm like the other parent. 132 00:05:08,642 --> 00:05:09,934 But I can't take him. 133 00:05:10,060 --> 00:05:13,145 My hotel doesn't allow dogs. Besides, I'm always here. 134 00:05:13,271 --> 00:05:14,605 I asked Cuddy to a play Thursday. 135 00:05:18,944 --> 00:05:20,486 Oh, you... Okay. 136 00:05:20,988 --> 00:05:22,363 She said she was busy. 137 00:05:22,489 --> 00:05:26,075 And you didn't believe her, so you bribed a janitor, 138 00:05:26,201 --> 00:05:28,536 broke into her computer, checked her appointments... 139 00:05:28,662 --> 00:05:30,413 I asked her as a test. 140 00:05:30,539 --> 00:05:32,540 What would you have learned if she'd said yes? 141 00:05:32,666 --> 00:05:33,958 A lot about bondage. 142 00:05:34,626 --> 00:05:36,002 She was busy for me but not for you. 143 00:05:36,128 --> 00:05:38,212 She's not interested in play qua play. 144 00:05:38,338 --> 00:05:39,922 She's interested in you. 145 00:05:40,048 --> 00:05:43,759 No. I'm not getting sucked into the vortex of your insanity again. 146 00:05:43,885 --> 00:05:44,927 Don't pass me notes in class. 147 00:05:45,053 --> 00:05:46,429 Don't tell me to ask her to the prom. 148 00:05:46,555 --> 00:05:47,972 You cannot see her socially. 149 00:05:48,098 --> 00:05:49,140 You're leading her on. 150 00:05:49,266 --> 00:05:52,059 I'll consider that. After I take her to the Hockney exhibit. 151 00:05:53,645 --> 00:05:55,062 On Thursday. 152 00:05:55,188 --> 00:05:57,898 See, she is busy. It's not a date. 153 00:05:59,067 --> 00:06:01,944 She enjoyed the play. I enjoyed her enjoying the play. 154 00:06:02,070 --> 00:06:04,989 The woman works hard. It's nice to see her relax. 155 00:06:05,949 --> 00:06:09,243 So all this enjoying is an act of charity. 156 00:06:09,453 --> 00:06:11,746 I'm keeping the receipts for tax purposes. 157 00:06:17,252 --> 00:06:20,755 What's life without the ability to make stupid choices? 158 00:06:21,173 --> 00:06:22,506 She needs her free will. 159 00:06:22,632 --> 00:06:25,718 Find out why her brain froze before she can't decide to take her next breath. 160 00:06:25,844 --> 00:06:27,678 You find the toxins. You run your bubble study. 161 00:06:27,804 --> 00:06:30,056 You won't find anything but I'll get the office to myself. 162 00:06:30,599 --> 00:06:33,059 There's a lot of porn piling up on the Internet. 163 00:06:33,185 --> 00:06:34,393 Doesn't download itself. 164 00:06:38,065 --> 00:06:39,440 Eric? Eric! 165 00:06:39,983 --> 00:06:40,816 Hello, Mr. Foreman. 166 00:06:42,194 --> 00:06:44,653 - Dr. Chase. How are you? - Good. 167 00:06:44,780 --> 00:06:46,072 You're lucky you caught us, actually... 168 00:06:46,198 --> 00:06:47,281 I'll meet you outside. 169 00:06:49,367 --> 00:06:53,913 Hey, Dad. I've got to go. Why are you here? 170 00:06:54,039 --> 00:06:55,873 Everything okay? 171 00:06:55,999 --> 00:06:56,916 Good as ever. 172 00:06:57,542 --> 00:06:59,251 We're staying at a hotel down the street. 173 00:07:00,087 --> 00:07:01,128 You didn't bring Mom with you? 174 00:07:01,546 --> 00:07:03,714 It's gonna be her 60th birthday in a few days. 175 00:07:04,216 --> 00:07:05,841 I know. We talked about it on the phone. 176 00:07:06,051 --> 00:07:07,927 You said you couldn't come home. 177 00:07:08,762 --> 00:07:09,595 You didn't have to come. 178 00:07:09,930 --> 00:07:13,182 You haven't been home in eight years. 179 00:07:14,851 --> 00:07:16,602 She should see you, 180 00:07:17,354 --> 00:07:18,979 while she still knows who you are. 181 00:07:21,942 --> 00:07:25,111 Dad. I've talked to her on the phone. 182 00:07:25,904 --> 00:07:29,490 She only knows who I am sometimes. 183 00:07:29,908 --> 00:07:31,617 Sometimes 184 00:07:33,120 --> 00:07:34,662 is important. 185 00:07:37,040 --> 00:07:40,042 So what's up with your dad? Didn't know he was gonna be in town? 186 00:07:40,168 --> 00:07:41,001 No. 187 00:07:43,255 --> 00:07:46,132 Building this old, could be toxic exposure anywhere. 188 00:07:46,258 --> 00:07:49,677 Asbestos, mold, the coloring agents in the old wallpaper. 189 00:07:49,803 --> 00:07:51,720 Or it could be drugs. 190 00:07:52,222 --> 00:07:53,764 I thought we ruled out... 191 00:07:55,475 --> 00:07:58,144 Clean tox screen means drugs didn't cause the TIA. 192 00:07:58,353 --> 00:08:00,187 Drugs can be laced with toxic substances. 193 00:08:00,313 --> 00:08:02,064 Arsenic, rat poison. 194 00:08:02,190 --> 00:08:03,399 The drugs wash out of her system, 195 00:08:03,525 --> 00:08:04,358 the toxins stick around. 196 00:08:04,568 --> 00:08:06,360 Exposure could come about any number of ways. 197 00:08:06,486 --> 00:08:08,320 There's no reason to assume it was through drug use. 198 00:08:08,780 --> 00:08:11,031 Absolutely. Except for the crack pipe. 199 00:08:11,449 --> 00:08:13,534 I'll test her blood for arsenic and rat poison. 200 00:08:13,660 --> 00:08:15,744 Yeah. Yeah. You'd like that, wouldn't you? 201 00:08:17,122 --> 00:08:19,081 And your dad asked you out for dinner? 202 00:08:20,876 --> 00:08:23,752 I'll do the tests. You're stuck with your family. 203 00:08:27,674 --> 00:08:29,425 You like Hockney? 204 00:08:29,551 --> 00:08:30,759 You heard about that. 205 00:08:32,012 --> 00:08:34,096 The pop stuff or the Venezuelan pictures? 206 00:08:35,223 --> 00:08:36,849 That's a trick question. 207 00:08:37,601 --> 00:08:40,811 Yes. But you have no idea how it's a trick. 208 00:08:40,937 --> 00:08:43,772 I like art. I'm open to new things. What's the problem? 209 00:08:44,024 --> 00:08:47,359 You're going to a gallery to see Venezuelan pictures that don't exist. 210 00:08:47,485 --> 00:08:49,195 But you won't go to a play with me. Why? 211 00:08:49,321 --> 00:08:52,489 House, why is my social life suddenly red hot? 212 00:08:52,616 --> 00:08:55,159 One minute I'm mushing along with the huskies as usual 213 00:08:55,285 --> 00:08:57,411 and suddenly it's global warming. 214 00:08:57,537 --> 00:08:59,914 You think you saw somebody else pick up a toy from the sandbox 215 00:09:00,040 --> 00:09:01,707 and suddenly you want it. 216 00:09:02,584 --> 00:09:03,584 Is that why you said no? 217 00:09:03,919 --> 00:09:07,713 Maybe I just want a friend and I thought Wilson was a safe choice. 218 00:09:08,632 --> 00:09:11,300 I'm not safe? Cool. 219 00:09:13,511 --> 00:09:15,846 James Wilson is never the safe choice. 220 00:09:15,972 --> 00:09:18,307 We're going to a gallery. We're not getting married. 221 00:09:18,433 --> 00:09:20,017 Sure, you say that now. 222 00:09:20,143 --> 00:09:21,810 He always marries them in the end. 223 00:09:34,783 --> 00:09:36,867 Is that Eric? Eric! 224 00:09:36,993 --> 00:09:38,035 Oh! 225 00:09:39,120 --> 00:09:41,664 Oh, baby. Baby! 226 00:09:43,124 --> 00:09:46,377 I wanted to find that picture I took at your high school graduation. 227 00:09:46,544 --> 00:09:47,753 I had it reframed. 228 00:09:47,879 --> 00:09:50,464 It's in one of these suitcases, but I don't know... 229 00:09:50,590 --> 00:09:51,924 You can show it to me later. 230 00:09:59,140 --> 00:10:01,100 Your father wants to know if you've been praying. 231 00:10:01,518 --> 00:10:04,061 You don't have to just come out with it like that. 232 00:10:04,479 --> 00:10:06,855 But I only want to know if you're happy. 233 00:10:06,982 --> 00:10:08,190 Sure. I'm okay. 234 00:10:08,316 --> 00:10:09,733 You like it here? You have friends? 235 00:10:09,985 --> 00:10:11,902 Yeah. Everything is great, Mom. 236 00:10:12,028 --> 00:10:13,779 That's why I brought the picture for you. 237 00:10:14,072 --> 00:10:15,781 I remember when you were little 238 00:10:15,907 --> 00:10:18,993 you liked to look in the back of the math book because you knew 239 00:10:19,119 --> 00:10:20,953 even though it made no sense then, 240 00:10:21,079 --> 00:10:23,998 by the end of the year you'd understand it all. 241 00:10:24,624 --> 00:10:26,667 That's why you brought the picture? 242 00:10:26,793 --> 00:10:30,504 You wanted to look ahead, to see how far you'd go. 243 00:10:30,630 --> 00:10:33,924 Now you're a grown man, I thought you might like to look back 244 00:10:34,050 --> 00:10:36,093 to see how far you've come. 245 00:10:37,053 --> 00:10:38,887 It all makes sense now. Doesn't it? 246 00:10:45,603 --> 00:10:46,770 That isn't mine. 247 00:10:46,896 --> 00:10:48,314 It was in your closet. 248 00:10:49,149 --> 00:10:51,358 It belongs to this guy who used to live with me. 249 00:10:52,068 --> 00:10:54,820 You might want to let him know he's got arsenic poisoning. 250 00:10:55,864 --> 00:10:57,197 We should get a sample of his hair 251 00:10:57,324 --> 00:10:58,657 so we can see the extent of it. 252 00:10:58,783 --> 00:11:01,493 But I don't do... I don't do drugs. 253 00:11:12,547 --> 00:11:15,716 Get a crash cart in here! Respiratory arrest! 254 00:11:20,305 --> 00:11:22,931 Are you sure it isn't from the arsenic? 255 00:11:23,058 --> 00:11:25,267 Dr. Foreman said I was poisoned. 256 00:11:25,393 --> 00:11:27,394 Your hair showed only a trace amount. 257 00:11:27,520 --> 00:11:28,896 Not enough to damage your lungs like this. 258 00:11:29,064 --> 00:11:30,773 We need you to stay still now. 259 00:11:33,109 --> 00:11:35,194 Six-millimeter cuts starting at the apices. 260 00:11:36,821 --> 00:11:38,572 Also, I just wanted to let you know 261 00:11:38,698 --> 00:11:41,158 should you change your mind, I'll be available. 262 00:11:42,494 --> 00:11:45,037 Aren't you getting tired of hearing me say it? 263 00:11:45,330 --> 00:11:47,206 I have no intention of going out with you, 264 00:11:47,332 --> 00:11:49,875 of having sex with you, of doing anything with you. 265 00:11:50,001 --> 00:11:50,834 Except work. 266 00:11:51,127 --> 00:11:52,628 We don't have to make a big deal about it. 267 00:11:52,754 --> 00:11:54,213 I just thought I'd let you know. 268 00:11:55,006 --> 00:11:57,466 I decided Tuesdays would be a good day to do that. 269 00:11:58,468 --> 00:12:00,594 You did not suddenly fall in love with me. 270 00:12:01,388 --> 00:12:03,347 You were looking for something and I happened to be standing... 271 00:12:03,473 --> 00:12:05,057 Cameron, it's fine. 272 00:12:06,851 --> 00:12:08,185 No need to go on about it. 273 00:12:10,772 --> 00:12:12,898 Advancing through the lung bases. 274 00:12:13,733 --> 00:12:14,608 We need to put this behind us. 275 00:12:14,901 --> 00:12:15,901 Understood. 276 00:12:16,027 --> 00:12:18,987 - But you keep bringing it up. - You're the one who's still talking. 277 00:12:19,489 --> 00:12:21,907 Look, I'm not demanding anything from you. 278 00:12:22,033 --> 00:12:25,285 I'm not following you home. I've got no expectations. 279 00:12:25,412 --> 00:12:28,747 A gentle, polite reminder once a week is hardly stalking. 280 00:12:34,254 --> 00:12:36,880 There's a mass. Just outside the lingula. 281 00:12:40,844 --> 00:12:42,177 Biopsy shows there are white blood cells 282 00:12:42,303 --> 00:12:43,637 in the walls of the blood vessels. 283 00:12:43,888 --> 00:12:45,973 They're not supposed to get past the bouncers. 284 00:12:46,099 --> 00:12:47,975 Got to be autoimmune, something lymphocytic. 285 00:12:48,268 --> 00:12:49,852 White blood cells are attacking her own body. 286 00:12:50,103 --> 00:12:52,062 Only question is, what kind of autoimmune? 287 00:12:52,188 --> 00:12:53,021 Doesn't matter what kind. 288 00:12:53,148 --> 00:12:54,565 It always matters what kind. 289 00:12:55,066 --> 00:12:55,983 Treatment's always steroids. 290 00:12:56,109 --> 00:12:57,693 Treatment is always boring. 291 00:12:57,819 --> 00:12:58,944 - Diagnosis... - Okay. 292 00:12:59,070 --> 00:13:00,571 It's affecting the larger blood vessels. 293 00:13:00,697 --> 00:13:03,449 Gotta be giant cell arteritis. I'll start her on steroids. 294 00:13:03,575 --> 00:13:05,200 It's affecting the smaller blood vessels. 295 00:13:05,326 --> 00:13:06,535 Gotta be lupus vasculitis. 296 00:13:06,661 --> 00:13:07,995 I'll start her on steroids. 297 00:13:08,121 --> 00:13:10,372 - It's affecting... - Yeah. Got it. 298 00:13:10,832 --> 00:13:11,832 Start her on steroids. 299 00:13:11,958 --> 00:13:12,791 Good idea. 300 00:13:14,878 --> 00:13:16,753 Told you. That was boring. 301 00:13:17,589 --> 00:13:19,047 - I gotta go out. - Why? 302 00:13:19,591 --> 00:13:20,883 Wilson's got a date. 303 00:13:22,552 --> 00:13:24,011 It's got 15-foot ceilings. 304 00:13:24,137 --> 00:13:25,888 It's got an open floor plan. 305 00:13:27,474 --> 00:13:29,433 You know, I can't believe you called me. 306 00:13:29,809 --> 00:13:31,477 Hey. I need a condo. 307 00:13:32,270 --> 00:13:35,814 Didn't you and Wilson have your first date around here? 308 00:13:36,441 --> 00:13:39,610 Wow! You remember where our first date was? 309 00:13:40,069 --> 00:13:41,487 I didn't think you were paying attention. 310 00:13:41,696 --> 00:13:44,031 Really? He's my best friend. 311 00:13:44,574 --> 00:13:46,158 Our first date was in Boston. 312 00:13:46,367 --> 00:13:47,409 Oh. 313 00:13:47,744 --> 00:13:49,828 Not quite as close to here as I remember. 314 00:13:49,954 --> 00:13:51,580 But we're not here to talk about him. 315 00:13:51,706 --> 00:13:52,873 Absolutely not. 316 00:13:54,083 --> 00:13:55,250 Wait till you see the kitchen. 317 00:13:56,794 --> 00:13:58,629 All-granite countertops. 318 00:13:59,214 --> 00:14:01,798 Since I wasn't paying attention back then, 319 00:14:01,925 --> 00:14:03,008 what was it like dating him? 320 00:14:04,969 --> 00:14:07,012 - So this is Hockney? - No. 321 00:14:07,138 --> 00:14:09,306 I don't know what happened. 322 00:14:10,058 --> 00:14:11,433 I'm sure you don't. 323 00:14:13,186 --> 00:14:16,605 I never knew your tastes were so eclectic. 324 00:14:17,357 --> 00:14:19,691 Oh, the Hockney exhibit finished on April 20th. 325 00:14:19,817 --> 00:14:21,151 I thought it was May 20th. 326 00:14:21,903 --> 00:14:23,070 Okay. My bad. 327 00:14:24,072 --> 00:14:26,823 This is not somewhere I'd bring someone on a date. 328 00:14:28,117 --> 00:14:30,702 Not that this is a date. Obviously. 329 00:14:33,206 --> 00:14:34,581 I was just thinking... 330 00:14:34,999 --> 00:14:37,209 He's doing landscapes on multiple canvases now. 331 00:14:37,377 --> 00:14:41,964 And they're kind of peaceful and you're always so busy... 332 00:14:42,257 --> 00:14:43,549 Wow. 333 00:14:45,009 --> 00:14:47,511 I don't think I've ever seen you embarrassed before. 334 00:14:48,221 --> 00:14:50,013 Oh, it was never a date. 335 00:14:50,139 --> 00:14:52,099 I was coming off a bad relationship 336 00:14:52,225 --> 00:14:54,309 and he said we could go out as friends. 337 00:14:54,435 --> 00:14:57,479 You know, just go see plays, go to a museum. 338 00:14:58,106 --> 00:14:59,273 I didn't think you liked Trenton. 339 00:14:59,774 --> 00:15:00,816 Love it. 340 00:15:01,234 --> 00:15:04,403 So he'd say it's not a date but then he'd jump you. 341 00:15:04,529 --> 00:15:05,654 Oh, no. He meant it. 342 00:15:05,863 --> 00:15:08,198 James Wilson, carefully calibrating 343 00:15:08,324 --> 00:15:12,744 his level of protectiveness for your individual needs. 344 00:15:12,870 --> 00:15:14,997 Did you just compare Wilson to a tampon? 345 00:15:15,123 --> 00:15:16,039 No. 346 00:15:17,000 --> 00:15:20,294 It was very endearing. He really just wanted to be a friend. 347 00:15:20,962 --> 00:15:22,212 So I jumped him. 348 00:15:24,132 --> 00:15:25,799 The bedroom's through here. 349 00:15:26,926 --> 00:15:29,177 That's such a bad idea. 350 00:15:29,304 --> 00:15:32,306 There's no way that won't cause damage to the large intestine. 351 00:15:32,807 --> 00:15:34,975 Are you keeping us here to torture me? 352 00:15:39,314 --> 00:15:41,690 - Is that a bicycle pump? - That's what I'm saying. 353 00:15:41,816 --> 00:15:43,984 It's like walking into a sticky trap. 354 00:15:44,402 --> 00:15:47,738 And once you're the focus of all that attention, it's addictive. 355 00:15:47,864 --> 00:15:50,616 This unit's kitchen's got a chef's oven. 356 00:15:50,742 --> 00:15:52,200 I cook a lot. Go on. 357 00:15:52,327 --> 00:15:55,495 But it's the emotional stuff that really sucks you in. 358 00:15:56,164 --> 00:15:59,583 He's just so knight-in-shining-armor, you know? 359 00:15:59,917 --> 00:16:03,670 Always there to support you, until one day he's not. 360 00:16:03,796 --> 00:16:05,422 But by then you're hooked. 361 00:16:06,466 --> 00:16:11,011 Hey, do you think that you could talk to him about taking the dog? 362 00:16:11,471 --> 00:16:14,222 He's the only one that Hector really gets along with. 363 00:16:14,349 --> 00:16:17,434 Hey, we're here to talk real estate, not Wilson. 364 00:16:20,355 --> 00:16:22,439 So you're saying if you'd actually had sex 365 00:16:22,565 --> 00:16:25,525 before you connected emotionally, you'd have gotten over him. 366 00:16:25,652 --> 00:16:28,153 Oh, yeah. Seems weird, right? 367 00:16:28,738 --> 00:16:32,824 'Cause sex with James is fantastic. 368 00:16:33,368 --> 00:16:36,203 Nobody works harder to give a woman what she wants. 369 00:16:37,830 --> 00:16:39,247 It's got six burners. 370 00:16:40,833 --> 00:16:42,209 The chef's oven. 371 00:16:42,335 --> 00:16:43,335 Right. 372 00:16:52,053 --> 00:16:53,303 How you feeling? 373 00:16:53,429 --> 00:16:54,888 That wasn't my crack pipe. 374 00:16:55,014 --> 00:16:56,765 You told me. Are you tired? 375 00:16:57,100 --> 00:16:59,476 I just took a hit off it a couple of times. 376 00:17:00,561 --> 00:17:02,562 What's wrong with having a little fun? 377 00:17:02,689 --> 00:17:04,648 Your personal life is none of my business. 378 00:17:07,610 --> 00:17:08,819 You don't like me though, do you? 379 00:17:08,945 --> 00:17:10,654 That's your imagination. 380 00:17:10,780 --> 00:17:12,197 I've seen every kind of drug abuse. 381 00:17:12,323 --> 00:17:14,991 No offense, but you don't even stand out of the pack. 382 00:17:15,201 --> 00:17:18,537 I'm betting you got money in the same place you got attitude. 383 00:17:19,205 --> 00:17:22,207 You know, people who quit drinking and people who lose weight. 384 00:17:23,084 --> 00:17:24,918 They think they're better than the people that couldn't 385 00:17:25,044 --> 00:17:27,003 and because you got out of the projects, 386 00:17:27,130 --> 00:17:29,881 you think that anybody who didn't 387 00:17:31,342 --> 00:17:32,634 is weak and stupid. 388 00:17:32,760 --> 00:17:35,262 I'm not judging you. Now take a breath. 389 00:17:35,388 --> 00:17:37,264 The only difference between me and you 390 00:17:37,390 --> 00:17:39,433 is that I made some bad decisions 391 00:17:39,559 --> 00:17:40,809 and you made some good ones. 392 00:17:41,102 --> 00:17:43,520 You make bad decisions every day of your life. 393 00:17:44,063 --> 00:17:45,772 Stop doing drugs. Stop having fun. 394 00:17:45,898 --> 00:17:47,607 Go back to school and get your GED. 395 00:17:47,734 --> 00:17:49,609 Yeah, where's the money coming from? 396 00:17:49,777 --> 00:17:52,320 The system's not set up for people like me. 397 00:17:53,239 --> 00:17:55,198 What are you staring at? 398 00:17:55,324 --> 00:17:56,324 Your eyes. 399 00:17:59,370 --> 00:18:00,871 There's yellow in the sclera. 400 00:18:01,831 --> 00:18:03,457 Her liver's failing. 401 00:18:03,708 --> 00:18:05,834 Without a transplant, she'll be dead in the next 48 hours. 402 00:18:06,210 --> 00:18:07,919 We should increase her immunosuppressants 403 00:18:08,045 --> 00:18:09,171 and target more specifically. 404 00:18:09,297 --> 00:18:10,130 Add methotrexate. 405 00:18:10,256 --> 00:18:11,381 Yeah, let's do more of what's not working. 406 00:18:11,632 --> 00:18:13,300 This isn't an autoimmune disease. 407 00:18:13,426 --> 00:18:15,177 Her white blood cells are attacking her body. 408 00:18:15,303 --> 00:18:16,261 That's autoimmune. 409 00:18:16,387 --> 00:18:18,138 First brain, then lungs, now liver. 410 00:18:18,264 --> 00:18:20,182 All getting worse and all in two days. 411 00:18:20,308 --> 00:18:21,850 It's moving too fast. 412 00:18:22,435 --> 00:18:25,562 It's gotta be cancer. Lymphomatoid granulomatosis. 413 00:18:25,855 --> 00:18:28,857 It's rare even by our standards but it fits her symptoms. 414 00:18:28,983 --> 00:18:31,651 Explains why the steroids aren't working, poor fingernail growth. 415 00:18:31,778 --> 00:18:33,069 A lot of people have bad fingernails. 416 00:18:33,196 --> 00:18:35,655 A lot of people don't have three organ systems shutting down. 417 00:18:35,782 --> 00:18:37,824 Her blood vessels are taking this thing everywhere. 418 00:18:37,950 --> 00:18:39,284 She needs total body radiation. 419 00:18:39,452 --> 00:18:41,119 We can't do anything until we can confirm... 420 00:18:41,245 --> 00:18:43,121 Running those immunochemistries could take a week. 421 00:18:43,247 --> 00:18:44,206 She'll be dead by the time... 422 00:18:44,332 --> 00:18:46,041 That doesn't make radiation any safer. 423 00:18:46,167 --> 00:18:47,209 Okay. 424 00:18:47,627 --> 00:18:49,252 Suppose Chase and Cameron are right. 425 00:18:49,378 --> 00:18:51,338 Suppose it's an autoimmune disease. 426 00:18:51,756 --> 00:18:54,090 What's the biggest danger of total body radiation? 427 00:18:54,425 --> 00:18:55,801 It suppresses the immune system, 428 00:18:55,927 --> 00:18:58,762 which is what we're trying to do with the steroids anyway. 429 00:18:59,680 --> 00:19:01,431 I don't usually put out on my first date 430 00:19:01,557 --> 00:19:03,934 but I gotta say that is a rad move. 431 00:19:04,811 --> 00:19:06,937 Get her consent. Start the radiation. 432 00:19:09,023 --> 00:19:11,441 The patient's not too thrilled with me. 433 00:19:11,734 --> 00:19:13,109 I'll get her consent. 434 00:19:14,278 --> 00:19:15,821 Foreman's got personality issues, 435 00:19:15,947 --> 00:19:17,739 so you're gonna step in? 436 00:19:18,032 --> 00:19:20,951 Patient doesn't like Foreman. I'm interested. 437 00:19:24,789 --> 00:19:29,960 Fatigue, hair loss, possibility of damage to the lungs, infertility. 438 00:19:31,462 --> 00:19:33,839 All possible side effects of radiation. 439 00:19:35,424 --> 00:19:37,050 Why don't you like Dr. Foreman? 440 00:19:39,303 --> 00:19:41,054 He thinks he's better than he is. 441 00:19:41,681 --> 00:19:42,639 How good is he? 442 00:19:42,890 --> 00:19:43,974 I don't know. 443 00:19:44,100 --> 00:19:45,976 Can we get back to what's wrong with me? 444 00:19:46,102 --> 00:19:49,604 There's a small possibility of leukemia at some time in the future. 445 00:19:49,981 --> 00:19:51,565 Hardly worth mentioning. 446 00:19:51,858 --> 00:19:53,984 You can't say he thinks he's better than he is 447 00:19:54,110 --> 00:19:55,735 if you don't know how good he is. 448 00:19:57,071 --> 00:19:59,030 No one's as good as he thinks he is. 449 00:19:59,282 --> 00:20:00,490 I am. 450 00:20:00,616 --> 00:20:02,158 You might also get cataracts. 451 00:20:02,952 --> 00:20:04,202 Sign here. 452 00:20:05,037 --> 00:20:06,496 I don't know. 453 00:20:06,998 --> 00:20:08,623 You're telling me how dangerous this is. 454 00:20:08,916 --> 00:20:10,000 We're saving your life. 455 00:20:10,751 --> 00:20:13,587 We're that good. Sign there. 456 00:20:15,756 --> 00:20:16,965 I can't decide. 457 00:20:19,343 --> 00:20:22,762 Would you rather a pencil or a pen? 458 00:20:25,558 --> 00:20:29,060 Who's the better James Bond, Sean Connery or Daniel Craig? 459 00:20:32,064 --> 00:20:33,565 You see? That's not even a decision. 460 00:20:33,691 --> 00:20:35,859 It's happening again. 461 00:20:35,985 --> 00:20:39,487 I can't. I can't. 462 00:21:02,678 --> 00:21:05,347 Up her blood thinners and get her down to Radiology. 463 00:21:05,556 --> 00:21:07,349 The attack will be over in 20 minutes. 464 00:21:07,934 --> 00:21:09,059 Then she'll wanna sign this. 465 00:21:19,487 --> 00:21:22,489 Bonnie called last night to talk about the dog. 466 00:21:22,615 --> 00:21:24,658 Your name came up. 467 00:21:25,117 --> 00:21:26,534 Good Lord! 468 00:21:26,869 --> 00:21:28,036 How do you still have teeth? 469 00:21:28,412 --> 00:21:30,872 She's the worst realtor in New Jersey. 470 00:21:31,165 --> 00:21:32,999 What is this? Escalation? 471 00:21:33,209 --> 00:21:35,835 I go out with Cuddy, you hook up with my ex? 472 00:21:35,962 --> 00:21:37,963 I don't even know what that's designed to do. 473 00:21:38,214 --> 00:21:39,047 You're an addict. 474 00:21:40,007 --> 00:21:41,716 I'm saving you from yourself. 475 00:21:41,842 --> 00:21:44,094 By condo shopping? Thank you. 476 00:21:44,220 --> 00:21:46,137 If I can figure out where you keep going wrong, 477 00:21:46,263 --> 00:21:47,847 then I can nip this Cuddy thing in the bud 478 00:21:47,974 --> 00:21:50,558 before she becomes the fourth ex-Mrs. Wilson. 479 00:21:50,810 --> 00:21:54,062 Yes. I was worried there was no way to stop that train. 480 00:21:54,188 --> 00:21:55,939 You have to have sex with Cuddy. 481 00:21:58,025 --> 00:22:00,652 Wait. To stop the train? 482 00:22:03,197 --> 00:22:06,032 Bonnie said I'm bad in bed? 483 00:22:06,325 --> 00:22:07,325 Huh? 484 00:22:08,911 --> 00:22:10,412 Yeah. She also said 485 00:22:10,538 --> 00:22:12,831 that if she'd slept with you before she liked you 486 00:22:12,957 --> 00:22:13,915 then it would've made it easier to handle 487 00:22:14,041 --> 00:22:17,002 when you turned into the sorry bastard who left her alone. 488 00:22:21,882 --> 00:22:24,050 I told her you were wasting her time, by the way. 489 00:22:24,343 --> 00:22:26,219 You think that's gonna stop her? 490 00:22:26,345 --> 00:22:28,680 The woman's the worst realtor in New Jersey. 491 00:22:30,891 --> 00:22:31,975 How do you feel? 492 00:22:32,101 --> 00:22:33,143 Weak. 493 00:22:33,269 --> 00:22:34,227 Sleeping a lot. 494 00:22:34,353 --> 00:22:35,603 That's normal after radiation. 495 00:22:36,188 --> 00:22:37,063 Deep breath. 496 00:22:38,858 --> 00:22:40,483 A little queasy, too. 497 00:22:41,027 --> 00:22:42,569 When I feel sick to my stomach 498 00:22:42,695 --> 00:22:45,822 I always want vanilla ice cream. It's soothing. 499 00:22:46,198 --> 00:22:47,657 It's best to stick with liquids for now. 500 00:22:50,244 --> 00:22:51,745 I'm getting a murmur. 501 00:22:53,247 --> 00:22:55,999 Oh, my arm! It's hurting me! 502 00:22:56,125 --> 00:22:58,168 Take it off! Take it off! 503 00:23:01,714 --> 00:23:02,881 Oh, my God! 504 00:23:11,891 --> 00:23:13,391 Pain is the issue. 505 00:23:14,393 --> 00:23:15,727 Just the pressure of the BP cuff 506 00:23:15,853 --> 00:23:17,228 was enough to start her screaming. 507 00:23:17,521 --> 00:23:18,813 That's not cancer. 508 00:23:19,273 --> 00:23:20,732 It sounds like... 509 00:23:23,152 --> 00:23:24,444 Sounds like she's septic. 510 00:23:28,032 --> 00:23:30,200 A lot of things can cause pain. 511 00:23:30,451 --> 00:23:31,993 How much pain? 512 00:23:32,703 --> 00:23:33,995 Too much. 513 00:23:37,541 --> 00:23:40,543 It's not cancer. It's not autoimmune. 514 00:23:41,253 --> 00:23:44,172 It's an infection and we fried her immune system. 515 00:23:44,298 --> 00:23:46,800 But she had no fever. Her LP was clear. 516 00:23:48,010 --> 00:23:50,720 Do an echo. Confirm it's in the heart. 517 00:23:53,808 --> 00:23:57,060 And then I'll tell our patient that we just killed her. 518 00:23:59,021 --> 00:24:00,939 I'll tell her. 519 00:24:10,574 --> 00:24:13,284 Hi. You haven't been returning my phone calls. 520 00:24:14,453 --> 00:24:15,453 I'm busy. 521 00:24:15,579 --> 00:24:17,956 Well, but if you have half an hour 522 00:24:18,082 --> 00:24:19,082 a little later this afternoon, 523 00:24:19,208 --> 00:24:22,043 I just found this unit ten minutes from here. 524 00:24:22,169 --> 00:24:23,503 It hasn't been on the market yet. 525 00:24:23,629 --> 00:24:25,255 I'm off the market for condos. 526 00:24:26,715 --> 00:24:27,549 James was right? 527 00:24:29,301 --> 00:24:31,678 I never had the teeniest chance of selling you anything? 528 00:24:31,846 --> 00:24:32,679 Of course he was right. 529 00:24:33,722 --> 00:24:36,766 Wilson doesn't stop giving good advice just 'cause you're divorced. 530 00:24:36,892 --> 00:24:40,520 He's compulsive about remaining on good terms with his exes. 531 00:24:46,861 --> 00:24:49,320 Do you wanna know why I named that dog Hector? 532 00:24:49,446 --> 00:24:50,613 No. Let's keep it a mystery. 533 00:24:50,739 --> 00:24:52,866 Because even when he was a puppy, 534 00:24:52,992 --> 00:24:55,118 he was the worst-tempered dog we'd ever seen. 535 00:24:55,327 --> 00:24:56,828 He was supposed to be house-trained. 536 00:24:56,954 --> 00:24:59,372 He'd pee on the carpet every morning. 537 00:24:59,498 --> 00:25:02,584 When we had people over, he had to nip at their ankles. 538 00:25:02,710 --> 00:25:07,005 "Hector does go rug" is an anagram for "Doctor Greg House". 539 00:25:07,131 --> 00:25:08,798 That's how early in the marriage I resented you. 540 00:25:09,133 --> 00:25:11,968 Wow. Did I ever waste money on that place setting. 541 00:25:12,094 --> 00:25:13,595 James at least had the decency 542 00:25:13,721 --> 00:25:14,888 to feel guilty when he hurt me. 543 00:25:15,014 --> 00:25:16,764 Whereas I didn't hurt you. 544 00:25:16,932 --> 00:25:20,018 I didn't even marry you, cleverly hoping to avoid moments like this one. 545 00:25:20,227 --> 00:25:23,271 You always needed him and he was always there for you. 546 00:25:23,522 --> 00:25:25,106 If you keep yelling, I'll think you'll owe me sex. 547 00:25:25,232 --> 00:25:27,192 You knew he had a wife waiting at home. You didn't care. 548 00:25:28,402 --> 00:25:30,862 Now, I'm not saying you broke up the marriage, but you didn't help. 549 00:25:36,660 --> 00:25:39,537 First, "Hector does go rug" is a lame anagram. 550 00:25:39,663 --> 00:25:43,041 You want a better one for Gregory House? "Huge ego. Sorry." 551 00:25:43,167 --> 00:25:44,834 Second, find a new career. 552 00:25:45,085 --> 00:25:46,169 You're never gonna sell anybody 553 00:25:46,295 --> 00:25:47,670 if you let them control the agenda. 554 00:25:47,796 --> 00:25:49,172 And third, I don't owe you anything. 555 00:25:49,298 --> 00:25:52,258 I'm not Wilson. I'm not gonna buy a condo just to make you feel better. 556 00:26:01,894 --> 00:26:03,102 You okay? 557 00:26:03,229 --> 00:26:04,229 Yeah. 558 00:26:05,064 --> 00:26:06,773 Tell me how to do this. 559 00:26:06,982 --> 00:26:08,733 House says people thank you after. 560 00:26:08,859 --> 00:26:10,068 It's not typical. 561 00:26:12,154 --> 00:26:14,405 I already killed this woman. 562 00:26:15,407 --> 00:26:17,909 All I can do now is not make any more mistakes. 563 00:26:23,207 --> 00:26:26,209 First of all, stop thinking you can minimize the hurt. 564 00:26:26,752 --> 00:26:28,753 A lot of people are afraid of the word "dying." 565 00:26:28,879 --> 00:26:31,631 If you pussyfoot around it, she's not going to read your mind. 566 00:26:31,757 --> 00:26:33,383 - Okay. - No, it's not. 567 00:26:33,884 --> 00:26:34,968 When you look in her face, 568 00:26:35,094 --> 00:26:37,971 you're gonna feel the instinct to temporize. 569 00:26:38,097 --> 00:26:39,013 Crush it. 570 00:26:39,473 --> 00:26:40,515 Yeah. 571 00:26:40,891 --> 00:26:42,225 Then wait. 572 00:26:42,768 --> 00:26:45,019 Give her time to process the news. 573 00:26:45,980 --> 00:26:49,023 Let her know you'll be with her through all of it. 574 00:26:50,025 --> 00:26:51,401 Wait till she's done thinking, 575 00:26:51,527 --> 00:26:52,777 till she meets your eyes again. 576 00:26:52,903 --> 00:26:56,239 Then if you feel it's appropriate, you can touch her. 577 00:26:56,365 --> 00:26:58,825 Maybe put your hand on her arm like this. 578 00:27:00,035 --> 00:27:02,787 Let her know she's still connected to another human being. 579 00:27:03,539 --> 00:27:05,206 You've got this down to a science. 580 00:27:07,001 --> 00:27:08,293 You're freaking out. 581 00:27:08,419 --> 00:27:10,086 - I told you... - Give her what she needs. 582 00:27:10,963 --> 00:27:13,131 What she doesn't need is a doctor who's not there with her 583 00:27:13,257 --> 00:27:15,425 because he made the wrong call. 584 00:27:15,551 --> 00:27:18,678 You are freaking out. You should be freaking out. 585 00:27:19,930 --> 00:27:21,180 I won't let her see it. 586 00:27:22,933 --> 00:27:24,267 Let her see it. 587 00:27:32,693 --> 00:27:33,693 Hey. 588 00:27:34,695 --> 00:27:36,321 How come no mask? 589 00:27:38,574 --> 00:27:39,782 We think... 590 00:27:42,328 --> 00:27:43,453 You have an infection. 591 00:27:44,163 --> 00:27:45,997 Didn't the radiation work? 592 00:27:46,623 --> 00:27:48,833 It did what it was supposed to do. 593 00:27:52,588 --> 00:27:53,921 You're dying. 594 00:27:55,966 --> 00:27:58,885 What do you mean? Like things are bad and that someday I'm gonna... 595 00:28:00,971 --> 00:28:05,975 How much time? 596 00:28:06,101 --> 00:28:07,060 We can't know exactly. 597 00:28:07,186 --> 00:28:08,436 A year? 598 00:28:10,189 --> 00:28:11,606 Less than a year? 599 00:28:12,107 --> 00:28:13,608 Less than 24 hours. 600 00:28:14,777 --> 00:28:16,235 I don't understand. 601 00:28:16,362 --> 00:28:18,905 Why are you saying this to me? You're trying to scare me? 602 00:28:19,031 --> 00:28:20,365 Why would you do that? 603 00:28:20,574 --> 00:28:21,616 I'm sorry. 604 00:28:21,742 --> 00:28:22,909 It's true. 605 00:28:23,285 --> 00:28:27,497 How bad is this cancer? Yesterday you thought I had a chance. 606 00:28:27,831 --> 00:28:29,499 You don't have cancer. 607 00:28:31,085 --> 00:28:32,835 You came in with an infection. 608 00:28:34,004 --> 00:28:36,631 - We didn't catch it. - What kind of infection? 609 00:28:36,757 --> 00:28:37,590 Doesn't matter. 610 00:28:39,218 --> 00:28:42,345 Radiation was the worst thing we could have done. 611 00:28:43,138 --> 00:28:45,848 We destroyed the part of your body that was fighting it off. 612 00:28:46,725 --> 00:28:47,892 It's spread to your heart. 613 00:28:48,018 --> 00:28:49,894 Then give me drugs. 614 00:28:50,020 --> 00:28:51,270 They have drugs for infections. 615 00:28:51,397 --> 00:28:53,773 Antibiotics work with the immune system, 616 00:28:53,899 --> 00:28:56,901 but your immune system is nonexistent because of the radiation. 617 00:28:57,027 --> 00:29:00,488 If it's my heart, you can get me a new heart. 618 00:29:00,614 --> 00:29:02,824 People have heart transplants all the time! 619 00:29:02,950 --> 00:29:04,200 It wouldn't help. 620 00:29:06,078 --> 00:29:08,413 The infection's everywhere. 621 00:29:10,999 --> 00:29:14,544 There's nothing anybody can do. 622 00:29:25,431 --> 00:29:26,597 I'm so sorry. 623 00:29:32,563 --> 00:29:34,605 We'll call your grandparents. 624 00:29:36,900 --> 00:29:39,944 Get the hell away from me! Get out! 625 00:29:40,070 --> 00:29:41,154 Get out! 626 00:30:21,820 --> 00:30:23,321 I think it's broken. 627 00:30:23,447 --> 00:30:26,532 Nothing like a melodramatic gesture to solve everything. 628 00:30:26,658 --> 00:30:28,743 We were wrong, too. Steroids wouldn't have helped her. 629 00:30:28,869 --> 00:30:31,996 I didn't not help her. I actually pulled the trigger. 630 00:30:32,122 --> 00:30:34,373 There's nothing left for you to do. 631 00:30:34,500 --> 00:30:35,458 One of us could go home with... 632 00:30:35,584 --> 00:30:37,126 You're trying to make me feel better? 633 00:30:37,252 --> 00:30:39,170 - Yeah. - I killed a woman. 634 00:30:39,296 --> 00:30:40,421 Don't you think it's appropriate 635 00:30:40,547 --> 00:30:43,216 I feel like crap for at least a little while? 636 00:30:43,342 --> 00:30:45,301 It won't help her. 637 00:30:48,764 --> 00:30:49,805 Where is he? 638 00:30:49,932 --> 00:30:51,182 He went to the ICU. 639 00:30:57,147 --> 00:30:59,148 What are you doing? 640 00:30:59,274 --> 00:31:00,816 Prepping for an aspiration. 641 00:31:00,943 --> 00:31:02,151 We still don't know what infection... 642 00:31:02,277 --> 00:31:03,110 It's not gonna help her. 643 00:31:03,237 --> 00:31:04,487 It's not gonna hurt her. 644 00:31:04,613 --> 00:31:05,947 Well, it is gonna hurt her but it's not gonna... 645 00:31:06,073 --> 00:31:07,114 No. 646 00:31:07,783 --> 00:31:08,783 This'll just take a few minutes. 647 00:31:08,909 --> 00:31:09,867 I'll grab a piece of an abscess, 648 00:31:09,993 --> 00:31:11,536 - some pus... - You really don't care. 649 00:31:11,662 --> 00:31:13,412 You really don't care why she's gonna be dead. 650 00:31:13,622 --> 00:31:14,789 She's gonna be dead because... 651 00:31:14,915 --> 00:31:15,915 What? 652 00:31:17,626 --> 00:31:20,753 What did we screw up? What did we miss? 653 00:31:22,339 --> 00:31:23,881 I need to know. 654 00:31:25,092 --> 00:31:26,133 You'll have to wait. 655 00:31:35,769 --> 00:31:37,186 We're moving her back to her room. 656 00:31:37,312 --> 00:31:40,439 Patients who've had total body radiation have to stay in ICU. 657 00:31:40,566 --> 00:31:42,149 ICU isn't going to help her. 658 00:31:42,276 --> 00:31:43,317 Let's give her some privacy. 659 00:31:55,956 --> 00:31:57,873 What do you want? 660 00:31:58,584 --> 00:32:00,501 Want to see if I'm dying on schedule? 661 00:32:03,880 --> 00:32:06,090 Or do you want me to tell you it's all right, 662 00:32:06,216 --> 00:32:07,341 I'm okay with it? 663 00:32:08,260 --> 00:32:11,554 I'd like your forgiveness. I don't expect it. 664 00:32:12,889 --> 00:32:14,140 Good. 665 00:32:14,266 --> 00:32:18,060 'Cause this isn't like you ran your cart into mine at the supermarket. 666 00:32:18,979 --> 00:32:20,187 No. 667 00:32:21,064 --> 00:32:22,982 Your grandparents haven't arrived yet. 668 00:32:23,984 --> 00:32:26,152 If they don't make it on time, 669 00:32:27,112 --> 00:32:29,113 is there anything you'd like me to tell them? 670 00:32:29,239 --> 00:32:30,489 I never really knew them. 671 00:32:32,451 --> 00:32:35,161 You got any friends you want me to call? 672 00:32:36,496 --> 00:32:37,955 It's the middle of the night. 673 00:32:38,915 --> 00:32:41,334 They're not the kind of friends you ask to help you move, 674 00:32:41,460 --> 00:32:43,919 never mind watch you die. 675 00:32:47,007 --> 00:32:48,507 I never did much. 676 00:32:49,760 --> 00:32:51,886 No kid to leave behind. 677 00:32:53,930 --> 00:32:56,515 When I go, the world's not gonna be any different. 678 00:32:58,977 --> 00:33:01,771 Kind of a relief for you, huh? 679 00:33:41,728 --> 00:33:44,522 You were right about me. 680 00:33:45,107 --> 00:33:46,941 Yeah? Which time? 681 00:33:51,988 --> 00:33:53,989 I had a problem with you. 682 00:33:57,202 --> 00:33:58,869 But you were wrong, too. 683 00:34:00,288 --> 00:34:02,248 I've made some bad decisions. 684 00:34:03,667 --> 00:34:06,460 Stole cars. Robbed houses. 685 00:34:07,379 --> 00:34:08,587 Killed a woman. 686 00:34:13,385 --> 00:34:14,844 But then I got another chance. 687 00:34:16,263 --> 00:34:20,266 Left home, went to college, entered a whole other world. 688 00:34:21,017 --> 00:34:24,895 And there's some part of me I can't get rid of, always thinks, 689 00:34:25,689 --> 00:34:31,318 if I'm not the smartest, if I'm not the first, everywhere I go 690 00:34:32,988 --> 00:34:35,197 they'll figure out I'm not supposed to be here. 691 00:34:37,117 --> 00:34:38,492 They'll send me back. 692 00:34:39,619 --> 00:34:41,412 You know that's not gonna happen. 693 00:34:41,997 --> 00:34:42,997 You're out. 694 00:34:43,123 --> 00:34:44,582 I'll never be out of there. 695 00:34:48,253 --> 00:34:51,881 When I came home that last Christmas I was in college, 696 00:34:52,924 --> 00:34:55,426 it was like the rooms 697 00:34:56,678 --> 00:34:58,971 felt so small. 698 00:35:00,015 --> 00:35:01,432 It was suffocating. 699 00:35:02,350 --> 00:35:05,603 But when I was standing on the stoop saying goodbye, 700 00:35:07,105 --> 00:35:08,939 my mom put her arms around me. 701 00:35:12,944 --> 00:35:14,487 That was... 702 00:35:15,322 --> 00:35:17,573 That was the last time I ever felt at home. 703 00:35:24,080 --> 00:35:26,874 I only put distance 704 00:35:28,168 --> 00:35:31,545 between you and me because I know there isn't any. 705 00:35:33,965 --> 00:35:35,966 You were right about me, too. 706 00:35:39,054 --> 00:35:44,058 That stuff about the system being against people like me... 707 00:35:44,184 --> 00:35:46,602 I know it's crap. 708 00:35:46,728 --> 00:35:50,523 I mean, it's true but it's also crap. 709 00:35:51,358 --> 00:35:55,528 I just wasn't ready to try again. 710 00:35:56,863 --> 00:35:59,782 But I always thought I was young. 711 00:36:01,159 --> 00:36:02,952 I had time. 712 00:36:17,801 --> 00:36:20,177 Aren't you ever gonna leave? 713 00:36:21,513 --> 00:36:22,680 No. 714 00:36:56,840 --> 00:37:00,551 - Yeah? - Time of death, 3:35. 715 00:37:00,969 --> 00:37:02,177 Do whatever you want. 716 00:37:31,958 --> 00:37:34,209 You wanna go and get drunk? 717 00:37:34,336 --> 00:37:35,461 No, thanks. 718 00:37:36,004 --> 00:37:37,546 I've got paperwork. 719 00:37:42,177 --> 00:37:43,761 Listen, I don't... 720 00:37:43,887 --> 00:37:46,805 I don't know what I believe but sometimes I need to think 721 00:37:46,932 --> 00:37:48,933 there's something out there paying attention. 722 00:37:50,018 --> 00:37:51,602 So when I can't talk to anybody, 723 00:37:51,728 --> 00:37:55,648 I talk to God and pretend somebody's listening. 724 00:37:57,943 --> 00:37:59,985 We were all wrong. You know? 725 00:38:00,904 --> 00:38:02,237 Even House was wrong. 726 00:38:04,741 --> 00:38:05,783 I know. 727 00:38:51,955 --> 00:38:54,164 I got your consent. 728 00:38:56,835 --> 00:38:58,335 Her bra hook. 729 00:38:59,170 --> 00:39:00,587 What? 730 00:39:00,714 --> 00:39:03,090 She scratched herself with her bra hook. 731 00:39:06,094 --> 00:39:08,178 That's how the infection got in. 732 00:39:16,354 --> 00:39:17,896 Staph aureus. 733 00:39:19,899 --> 00:39:22,276 She died from a simple staph infection? 734 00:39:23,778 --> 00:39:26,196 That and some bad decisions. 735 00:39:34,039 --> 00:39:35,831 I'll be outside. 736 00:39:50,388 --> 00:39:53,932 Go home. Have a few drinks. Go to sleep. 737 00:39:54,059 --> 00:39:57,311 Get up tomorrow. And do it all over. 738 00:39:57,437 --> 00:39:58,270 Only better. 739 00:40:00,982 --> 00:40:03,567 If you need absolution, go to a priest 740 00:40:04,527 --> 00:40:06,779 or give alms to the poor. 741 00:40:07,739 --> 00:40:09,615 Whatever ritual comforts you. 742 00:40:10,033 --> 00:40:11,700 I killed her. 743 00:40:12,952 --> 00:40:14,244 Yeah. Me, too. 744 00:40:15,455 --> 00:40:18,707 This wasn't, "Oh, I should've thought of that idea sooner." 745 00:40:19,542 --> 00:40:21,835 This wasn't messing up a dosage! 746 00:40:21,961 --> 00:40:24,713 We see a disease rushing down on someone like a train, 747 00:40:25,173 --> 00:40:26,840 we can't always get them out of the way! 748 00:40:28,843 --> 00:40:30,761 But this wasn't that. 749 00:40:32,013 --> 00:40:33,013 No. 750 00:40:34,140 --> 00:40:35,933 And you'll do it again. 751 00:40:38,853 --> 00:40:42,147 For a lot of doctors, 752 00:40:42,273 --> 00:40:46,151 this would be a once-in-a-lifetime mistake. 753 00:40:47,403 --> 00:40:49,154 But we're not a lot of doctors. 754 00:40:50,073 --> 00:40:53,033 And we'll save more patients than the guy down the street 755 00:40:53,993 --> 00:40:54,827 but a few of the ones that he'd save 756 00:40:54,953 --> 00:40:58,705 by doing what everyone else does, we will lose. 757 00:40:59,541 --> 00:41:00,999 So you're giving me numbers. 758 00:41:01,584 --> 00:41:03,168 Because they don't lie. 759 00:41:05,421 --> 00:41:07,172 I can't forgive you, Foreman. 760 00:41:08,800 --> 00:41:10,592 Because there's nothing to forgive. 761 00:41:30,155 --> 00:41:31,738 What did you tell him? 762 00:41:31,865 --> 00:41:33,615 That guilt is irrelevant. 763 00:41:33,908 --> 00:41:35,784 You wanna get something to eat? 764 00:41:36,035 --> 00:41:37,494 Can't. 765 00:41:37,620 --> 00:41:39,079 Got a dog waiting at home. 766 00:41:53,595 --> 00:41:55,012 What's wrong? 767 00:41:58,266 --> 00:41:59,975 I did something bad, Mom. 768 00:42:02,478 --> 00:42:03,604 I hurt somebody. 769 00:42:04,063 --> 00:42:05,689 It wasn't your fault. 770 00:42:08,526 --> 00:42:09,359 It was. 771 00:42:09,861 --> 00:42:12,279 Then I forgive you. 772 00:42:12,405 --> 00:42:13,947 I forgive you. 773 00:42:19,996 --> 00:42:22,539 I can see from your face 774 00:42:24,167 --> 00:42:27,586 you'd never hurt anybody on purpose. 775 00:42:35,261 --> 00:42:36,970 Do you know who I am, Mom? 776 00:42:39,766 --> 00:42:41,308 It's Eric. 777 00:42:43,853 --> 00:42:45,312 Of course. 778 00:42:49,108 --> 00:42:51,276 My little boy's name is Eric.