1 00:00:01,479 --> 00:00:02,393 [10,000 Maniacs singing "These Are Days"] 2 00:00:07,268 --> 00:00:08,704 I want you to know I've always thought 3 00:00:08,791 --> 00:00:10,227 of both of you as my boys. 4 00:00:11,576 --> 00:00:12,708 Sarah. 5 00:00:14,492 --> 00:00:16,190 I know you're right. 6 00:00:16,277 --> 00:00:17,408 It's best not to cry. 7 00:00:24,198 --> 00:00:26,156 Colin, are you ready? If we don't go soon, we'll be late. 8 00:00:26,243 --> 00:00:28,898 I can't find Mr. Wilson. 9 00:00:28,985 --> 00:00:30,769 He can stay here. 10 00:00:30,856 --> 00:00:32,597 But I told him about the movie. 11 00:00:32,684 --> 00:00:35,209 How the dinosaurs get out, and take over the island. 12 00:00:35,296 --> 00:00:36,471 Honey? 13 00:00:36,558 --> 00:00:38,386 Have you checked Wilson's hutch? 14 00:00:38,473 --> 00:00:41,824 ♪ Never before and never since ♪ 15 00:00:41,911 --> 00:00:43,739 Hey, Mr. Wilson! 16 00:00:43,826 --> 00:00:45,741 [laughing] 17 00:00:47,743 --> 00:00:49,614 Thanks, mom. 18 00:00:49,701 --> 00:00:51,094 I wish you could come. 19 00:00:51,181 --> 00:00:55,011 I know, honey, but I should rest. 20 00:00:55,098 --> 00:00:58,188 You should rest. You're tired. 21 00:00:58,275 --> 00:00:59,363 Mm. 22 00:01:01,365 --> 00:01:03,541 How old is Mr. Wilson? 23 00:01:03,628 --> 00:01:05,326 Three? Four? 24 00:01:05,413 --> 00:01:07,502 Can he go to the movie? 25 00:01:07,589 --> 00:01:09,286 Is it rated R? 26 00:01:09,373 --> 00:01:11,897 Honey, Mr. Wilson's a rabbit. 27 00:01:11,984 --> 00:01:14,770 So he ages in rabbit years. 28 00:01:14,857 --> 00:01:17,555 - Different from person years? - Mm-hmm. 29 00:01:17,642 --> 00:01:19,079 To you, Mr. Wilson's young 30 00:01:19,166 --> 00:01:21,777 but he's actually lived a good, long time. 31 00:01:23,344 --> 00:01:25,302 Agoodlong time. 32 00:01:25,389 --> 00:01:27,435 ♪ These are days ♪ 33 00:01:29,089 --> 00:01:31,482 Hey, what's wrong? 34 00:01:31,569 --> 00:01:33,832 ♪ You'll remember ♪ 35 00:01:33,919 --> 00:01:36,052 Oh, it's just, uh 36 00:01:36,139 --> 00:01:38,185 here you are, my big boy 37 00:01:38,272 --> 00:01:39,621 going out on your own. 38 00:01:40,796 --> 00:01:43,581 - I wish you could come. - No. 39 00:01:43,668 --> 00:01:46,671 You should save your wishes for something big. 40 00:01:48,238 --> 00:01:49,631 Something important. 41 00:01:49,718 --> 00:01:51,763 Because wishes come true. 42 00:01:51,850 --> 00:01:53,635 We need to go, Colin. It's time. 43 00:01:53,722 --> 00:01:57,465 ♪ ...it's true that you ♪ 44 00:01:57,552 --> 00:01:58,596 Good-bye! 45 00:01:58,683 --> 00:02:00,511 ♪ Are blessed and lucky ♪ 46 00:02:02,426 --> 00:02:04,385 ♪ It's true ♪ 47 00:02:04,472 --> 00:02:05,777 [siren wailing] 48 00:02:06,822 --> 00:02:08,563 [indistinct chattering] 49 00:02:08,650 --> 00:02:10,304 [instrumental music] 50 00:02:26,581 --> 00:02:28,235 [typewriter clacking] 51 00:02:37,766 --> 00:02:40,160 [music continues] 52 00:02:44,468 --> 00:02:45,774 [exhales softly] 53 00:02:49,343 --> 00:02:50,431 You ain't cold? 54 00:02:52,346 --> 00:02:54,870 Nope. 55 00:02:54,957 --> 00:02:57,568 Hey, I got a couple more hand warmers if you need 'em. 56 00:02:57,655 --> 00:02:59,831 Well, those chemical things you crush up? 57 00:02:59,918 --> 00:03:01,398 Nah, I'm good. 58 00:03:01,485 --> 00:03:03,226 [bells tolling] 59 00:03:10,973 --> 00:03:12,061 So, uh.. 60 00:03:14,716 --> 00:03:16,065 ...someone's leaving these at the grave? 61 00:03:16,152 --> 00:03:18,067 Yeah, anniversary of his death. 62 00:03:18,154 --> 00:03:19,764 'Three years running.' 63 00:03:19,851 --> 00:03:21,636 [Valens] 'Kid died by train?' 64 00:03:21,723 --> 00:03:23,855 [Rush] 'Filed as an accident, but, um..' 65 00:03:23,942 --> 00:03:26,336 ...does make it look like someone trying to say different. 66 00:03:26,423 --> 00:03:30,079 Well, why not come into Homicide to say it? 67 00:03:30,166 --> 00:03:31,820 It's free coffee. 68 00:03:31,907 --> 00:03:33,082 [scoffs] Central heat. 69 00:03:39,610 --> 00:03:41,133 - Lil, I know Chris told you. - Let's not talk about it-- 70 00:03:41,221 --> 00:03:42,483 Uh, if I gave you a wrong impression-- 71 00:03:42,570 --> 00:03:45,312 Scotty, we're at work, so let's just work. 72 00:03:45,399 --> 00:03:46,443 Okay? 73 00:03:50,055 --> 00:03:52,014 [dramatic music] 74 00:03:52,101 --> 00:03:53,233 Look. 75 00:03:57,802 --> 00:03:58,803 [clears throat] 76 00:04:00,501 --> 00:04:01,763 Philadelphia Police. 77 00:04:03,808 --> 00:04:05,941 'What's your name?' 78 00:04:06,028 --> 00:04:08,335 - Nathan Hicks. - You knew this kid, Colin? 79 00:04:08,422 --> 00:04:10,293 Yeah, I used to take care of him. 80 00:04:10,380 --> 00:04:12,904 So you know, it's the anniversary of his death. 81 00:04:12,991 --> 00:04:14,341 That's why I'm here. 82 00:04:14,428 --> 00:04:16,821 You come here every year? 83 00:04:16,908 --> 00:04:19,694 [sighs] No, it's the first time. 84 00:04:19,781 --> 00:04:22,392 Mm. Never put anything on the grave? 85 00:04:25,090 --> 00:04:27,876 I don't know what you're talking about. 86 00:04:27,963 --> 00:04:30,008 How about taking a ride with us, Nathan? 87 00:04:39,583 --> 00:04:41,455 [dramatic music] 88 00:04:47,069 --> 00:04:48,244 Valens. 89 00:04:57,993 --> 00:05:00,387 [theme music] 90 00:05:31,722 --> 00:05:33,637 We saw "Jurassic Park." 91 00:05:33,724 --> 00:05:35,422 And I lost him in the bathroom. 92 00:05:35,509 --> 00:05:38,033 Any idea why he went to the tracks? 93 00:05:38,120 --> 00:05:39,469 They were familiar. 94 00:05:39,556 --> 00:05:41,732 He'd walk that way home from school. 95 00:05:41,819 --> 00:05:43,386 And how long did you know Colin? 96 00:05:43,473 --> 00:05:44,822 Three years, I picked him up 97 00:05:44,909 --> 00:05:46,563 from school a few times a week. 98 00:05:46,650 --> 00:05:49,479 - Looked at his homework. - So you were a baby-sitter. 99 00:05:49,566 --> 00:05:51,786 [chuckles] What? Yeah. 100 00:05:53,004 --> 00:05:53,962 He needed someone. 101 00:05:54,049 --> 00:05:55,659 Where were the parents? 102 00:05:55,746 --> 00:05:57,574 Uh, dad was out of the picture. 103 00:05:57,661 --> 00:05:59,097 Sarah worked supermarket checkout 104 00:05:59,184 --> 00:06:00,838 as many shifts as she could get. 105 00:06:00,925 --> 00:06:03,537 And Colin had some kind of...condition? 106 00:06:03,624 --> 00:06:05,800 He was limited, needed extra care. 107 00:06:05,887 --> 00:06:07,541 So you and Sarah looked out for him 108 00:06:07,628 --> 00:06:09,760 and then, Sarah got sick? 109 00:06:09,847 --> 00:06:11,458 Breast cancer. 110 00:06:11,545 --> 00:06:12,459 It killed her. 111 00:06:14,852 --> 00:06:16,288 Know who might have done these? 112 00:06:18,160 --> 00:06:19,814 Anyone who disliked Colin? 113 00:06:19,901 --> 00:06:21,946 Wanted to hurt him? 114 00:06:22,033 --> 00:06:24,079 Only other people he knew were at his school. 115 00:06:24,166 --> 00:06:25,820 And there, it could have been anybody. 116 00:06:25,907 --> 00:06:27,474 Why's that? 117 00:06:27,561 --> 00:06:30,433 Colin was loving, trusting. 118 00:06:30,520 --> 00:06:33,262 Everything kids that age can't be. 119 00:06:33,349 --> 00:06:35,307 So, open season on the slow kid? 120 00:06:37,527 --> 00:06:40,312 [The Proclaimers singing "I'm Gonna Be 500 Miles"] 121 00:06:40,400 --> 00:06:43,315 Um, wh-where's Colin? Have you seen him? 122 00:06:43,403 --> 00:06:45,796 Colin Miller. 123 00:06:45,883 --> 00:06:48,364 ♪ I know I'm gonna be I'm gonna be the man ♪ 124 00:06:48,451 --> 00:06:49,887 Thanks. 125 00:06:49,974 --> 00:06:51,498 'Colin?' 126 00:06:51,585 --> 00:06:52,760 Colin? 127 00:06:52,847 --> 00:06:53,978 'Colin!' 128 00:06:54,805 --> 00:06:55,980 What happened? 129 00:06:56,067 --> 00:06:58,069 He said they would fly. 130 00:06:58,156 --> 00:07:00,245 He said... he'd make them fly. 131 00:07:00,332 --> 00:07:01,986 Who said? 132 00:07:02,073 --> 00:07:05,033 It's her-her birthday, and he said she'd like it. 133 00:07:05,120 --> 00:07:07,383 That it would be...magic. 134 00:07:07,470 --> 00:07:10,081 ♪ I know I'm gonna be I'm gonna be the man ♪ 135 00:07:10,168 --> 00:07:11,431 They're all mush. 136 00:07:11,518 --> 00:07:13,433 [laughing] 137 00:07:13,520 --> 00:07:16,305 I can't give Leah mush for her birthday. 138 00:07:16,392 --> 00:07:19,221 It's totally not as bad as last time. 139 00:07:19,308 --> 00:07:21,353 I mean, he's still got his underwear. 140 00:07:21,441 --> 00:07:23,399 Josh, what happened? 141 00:07:23,486 --> 00:07:26,663 Some kid told Colin that he could make the Valentines fly. 142 00:07:26,750 --> 00:07:28,752 - Then I guess he just-- - They kind of flew. 143 00:07:28,839 --> 00:07:30,885 - For a second. - Some kid? Who? 144 00:07:30,972 --> 00:07:33,148 ♪ I'm gonna be the man.. ♪ 145 00:07:33,235 --> 00:07:35,150 Nathan? 146 00:07:35,237 --> 00:07:37,457 How's Leah gonna know.. 147 00:07:37,544 --> 00:07:39,371 ...that I love her 148 00:07:39,459 --> 00:07:40,590 if they're mush? 149 00:07:41,983 --> 00:07:42,984 [music continues] 150 00:07:44,115 --> 00:07:46,509 Make a wish. 151 00:07:46,596 --> 00:07:49,207 Fountains are the best place to make a wish about feelings. 152 00:07:49,294 --> 00:07:51,645 Everyone knows that. 153 00:07:51,732 --> 00:07:54,169 ♪ I know I'm gonna be I'm gonna be the man ♪ 154 00:07:54,256 --> 00:07:56,867 ♪ Who's growing old with you ♪ 155 00:07:56,954 --> 00:08:00,392 ♪ But I would walk five hundred miles ♪ 156 00:08:00,480 --> 00:08:02,090 I wish.. 157 00:08:03,700 --> 00:08:05,702 ...for Leah to know.. 158 00:08:05,789 --> 00:08:07,225 ...how much I love her. 159 00:08:07,312 --> 00:08:08,575 ♪ ...thousand miles ♪ 160 00:08:08,662 --> 00:08:10,794 ♪ To fall down at your door ♪ 161 00:08:14,319 --> 00:08:15,407 It worked. 162 00:08:17,584 --> 00:08:19,368 I could feel it working. 163 00:08:19,455 --> 00:08:20,978 [laughing] 164 00:08:21,065 --> 00:08:22,545 What did I tell you? 165 00:08:26,418 --> 00:08:28,203 That was an average day. 166 00:08:28,290 --> 00:08:30,118 And there were worse. 167 00:08:30,205 --> 00:08:32,686 Had Sarah tried putting him in a special school? 168 00:08:32,773 --> 00:08:33,948 She had no money. 169 00:08:34,035 --> 00:08:35,863 She paid me in sandwiches sometimes. 170 00:08:35,950 --> 00:08:37,473 Typed up my college applications. 171 00:08:38,779 --> 00:08:40,041 Would this kid, Josh know 172 00:08:40,128 --> 00:08:42,522 'who had it in for Colin at school?' 173 00:08:42,609 --> 00:08:44,480 Yeah, he was his friend. 174 00:08:44,567 --> 00:08:46,961 Or...the closest thing Colin had to one. 175 00:08:48,615 --> 00:08:49,572 [knocking] 176 00:08:52,532 --> 00:08:54,316 You the guys with the groceries? 177 00:08:54,403 --> 00:08:56,666 No, and we ain't housekeeping either. 178 00:08:56,753 --> 00:08:58,799 Homicide. Can we come in? 179 00:08:58,886 --> 00:09:01,279 Yeah, I don't really have visitors. 180 00:09:01,366 --> 00:09:03,238 [sniffs] Never guessed. 181 00:09:03,325 --> 00:09:06,241 I try to limit my social interface. 182 00:09:06,328 --> 00:09:08,069 It's about Colin Miller. 183 00:09:08,156 --> 00:09:09,853 Died 12 years ago today. 184 00:09:09,940 --> 00:09:11,463 Yeah. 185 00:09:11,551 --> 00:09:12,900 What do you know about that? 186 00:09:12,987 --> 00:09:14,162 Train hit him. 187 00:09:14,249 --> 00:09:16,381 Accident, they said. 188 00:09:16,468 --> 00:09:18,079 You think something different? 189 00:09:22,823 --> 00:09:24,085 What's this? 190 00:09:24,172 --> 00:09:25,521 Just a picture of my old boss. 191 00:09:27,218 --> 00:09:29,699 From before your limited interface thing? 192 00:09:29,786 --> 00:09:31,092 Yeah. 193 00:09:31,179 --> 00:09:32,310 Well, looks like it's the same artist. 194 00:09:34,008 --> 00:09:34,965 Josh, you trying to say something 195 00:09:35,052 --> 00:09:36,619 about how Colin died? 196 00:09:36,706 --> 00:09:39,056 - I don't know how he died. - Sit down. 197 00:09:39,143 --> 00:09:41,755 Then why do you keep leaving these pictures at his grave? 198 00:09:41,842 --> 00:09:43,060 It's just something for him. 199 00:09:43,147 --> 00:09:45,193 But today, you left one on my car. 200 00:09:45,280 --> 00:09:47,456 Maybe I wanted a live person to see it. 201 00:09:51,895 --> 00:09:54,071 [Rush] 'Is this Colin on the tracks?' 202 00:09:54,158 --> 00:09:55,290 No. 203 00:09:56,900 --> 00:09:58,510 That's Colin and me. 204 00:09:58,598 --> 00:10:00,208 The guy on the tracks is Mac. 205 00:10:00,295 --> 00:10:01,731 [Vera] 'Who's that?' 206 00:10:01,818 --> 00:10:03,385 [Stone Temple Pilots singing "Plush"] 207 00:10:03,472 --> 00:10:04,778 [gasping] Don't! 208 00:10:06,606 --> 00:10:08,695 Don't what? 209 00:10:08,782 --> 00:10:10,261 Don't hurt Mr. Wilson. 210 00:10:10,348 --> 00:10:11,959 [boys laughing] 211 00:10:15,745 --> 00:10:17,573 Is that what I'm doing? Hurting him? 212 00:10:19,009 --> 00:10:20,445 Yes! 213 00:10:20,532 --> 00:10:21,577 [Mac] 'Hey, you're right.' 214 00:10:21,664 --> 00:10:23,579 I can hear him crying. 215 00:10:23,666 --> 00:10:25,015 - No! Stop it! - Hey! 216 00:10:27,235 --> 00:10:28,453 I'll give you your bunny back. 217 00:10:30,064 --> 00:10:31,326 'It's easy.' 218 00:10:31,413 --> 00:10:34,677 All you have to do is say please. 219 00:10:37,593 --> 00:10:39,116 ♪ So where ya going to tomorrow? ♪ 220 00:10:39,203 --> 00:10:40,683 Please? Aah! 221 00:10:42,032 --> 00:10:43,425 [Mac] 'Oh, no!' 222 00:10:44,513 --> 00:10:45,601 Look what you made me do. 223 00:10:45,688 --> 00:10:47,342 [sobbing] 224 00:10:47,429 --> 00:10:50,867 ♪ Would you even care? ♪ 225 00:10:50,954 --> 00:10:52,521 Oh, whatever. 226 00:10:52,608 --> 00:10:54,741 ♪ And I feel it ♪ 227 00:10:54,828 --> 00:10:56,046 [coughing] 228 00:10:57,657 --> 00:10:58,745 [grunting] 229 00:10:58,832 --> 00:11:00,485 ♪ And I feel it ♪ 230 00:11:00,572 --> 00:11:02,487 [Mac] 'Stupid..' 231 00:11:02,574 --> 00:11:04,533 '...pansy..' 232 00:11:04,620 --> 00:11:05,752 ...retard! 233 00:11:05,839 --> 00:11:07,101 [coughing] 234 00:11:10,626 --> 00:11:11,671 ♪ Where ya going.. ♪ 235 00:11:11,758 --> 00:11:13,324 You stay away from her. 236 00:11:13,411 --> 00:11:14,891 [Colin crying] 237 00:11:14,978 --> 00:11:16,545 You hear me? 238 00:11:16,632 --> 00:11:18,590 ♪ And I feel and I feel ♪ 239 00:11:18,678 --> 00:11:21,115 ♪ When the dogs begin to smell her ♪ 240 00:11:23,900 --> 00:11:28,513 ♪ Will she smell alone? ♪ 241 00:11:28,600 --> 00:11:30,820 That picture's us. 242 00:11:30,907 --> 00:11:32,953 Our revenge on Mac if we'd been strong enough. 243 00:11:34,563 --> 00:11:37,218 So you don't act on these artistic visions? 244 00:11:37,305 --> 00:11:38,741 You just draw them out? 245 00:11:38,828 --> 00:11:40,525 Right. 246 00:11:40,612 --> 00:11:42,484 Who did Mac want Colin to stay away from? 247 00:11:42,571 --> 00:11:44,486 His girlfriend, Leah. 248 00:11:44,573 --> 00:11:45,835 This have to do with the Valentine's? 249 00:11:47,315 --> 00:11:48,446 The music room. 250 00:11:50,057 --> 00:11:51,145 He jumped her. 251 00:11:52,712 --> 00:11:55,802 Like...sexually? 252 00:11:55,889 --> 00:11:58,413 [Josh] 'Colin was the nicest guy on Earth.' 253 00:11:58,500 --> 00:12:00,589 But I guess he was still a guy. 254 00:12:00,676 --> 00:12:02,373 [dramatic music] 255 00:12:06,943 --> 00:12:09,554 Sexual assault charge was filed against Colin, then dropped. 256 00:12:09,641 --> 00:12:10,991 We know why? 257 00:12:11,078 --> 00:12:13,341 Matter was settled privately. 258 00:12:13,428 --> 00:12:15,299 The guy messes with Mac's girlfriend. 259 00:12:15,386 --> 00:12:16,779 Mac's got motive. 260 00:12:16,866 --> 00:12:18,215 Colin have any history of violent behavior 261 00:12:18,302 --> 00:12:19,347 before the assault? 262 00:12:19,434 --> 00:12:20,740 None. 263 00:12:20,827 --> 00:12:22,132 So who did he pick it up from? Dad? 264 00:12:22,219 --> 00:12:24,656 Well, he had nothing to do with Sarah or her kid. 265 00:12:24,744 --> 00:12:26,136 It could have been native. 266 00:12:26,223 --> 00:12:28,182 The way I hear with those special guys 267 00:12:28,269 --> 00:12:29,574 everything they lose up here 268 00:12:29,661 --> 00:12:31,620 they get back down here with interest. 269 00:12:31,707 --> 00:12:33,535 Try DHS. Colin was special needs. 270 00:12:33,622 --> 00:12:35,885 - They'll have a file on him. - Got the rap sheet on Mac. 271 00:12:35,972 --> 00:12:38,235 - How does it look? - Uh, it's a misdemeanor buffet. 272 00:12:38,322 --> 00:12:40,977 Vandalism, resisting arrest, simple assault. 273 00:12:41,064 --> 00:12:42,457 Just my type. 274 00:12:42,544 --> 00:12:43,588 Wanna go have a chat? 275 00:12:45,808 --> 00:12:48,028 Uh, Leah's up with Jeffries. 276 00:12:48,115 --> 00:12:49,246 Yeah, good. 277 00:12:55,165 --> 00:12:56,993 Haven't thought about Colin for a long time. 278 00:12:58,081 --> 00:12:59,430 That's Detective Rush. 279 00:13:01,650 --> 00:13:04,653 We heard there was an incident in the music room? 280 00:13:04,740 --> 00:13:06,655 - Right. - How did it happen? 281 00:13:08,091 --> 00:13:10,224 It was after school. Colin came in. 282 00:13:10,311 --> 00:13:12,704 Started to kiss me. Wouldn't stop. 283 00:13:12,792 --> 00:13:14,750 [sighs] Then my boyfriend, Mac walked in.. 284 00:13:16,230 --> 00:13:17,971 ...luckily. 285 00:13:18,058 --> 00:13:20,016 You've told this story a lot. 286 00:13:20,103 --> 00:13:22,018 Yeah. 287 00:13:22,105 --> 00:13:23,715 Oh, you know Mac gave Colin a beating for that. 288 00:13:25,543 --> 00:13:26,718 'Your idea?' 289 00:13:27,807 --> 00:13:30,200 His. 290 00:13:30,287 --> 00:13:32,768 It was the one thing Mac did my parents approved of. 291 00:13:32,855 --> 00:13:35,162 Your folks didn't like him? 292 00:13:35,249 --> 00:13:38,121 My mother collects Emily Post's books on manners. 293 00:13:38,208 --> 00:13:40,863 Mac's big hobby was seeing how far he could spit. 294 00:13:40,950 --> 00:13:42,647 [chuckles] 295 00:13:42,734 --> 00:13:45,389 Oh, he was your rebellion. 296 00:13:45,476 --> 00:13:46,913 Beauty and the beast. 297 00:13:47,000 --> 00:13:48,392 Every girl tries it once. 298 00:13:50,133 --> 00:13:52,353 So Mac pummels Colin at the tracks. 299 00:13:52,440 --> 00:13:53,745 Any other fallout? 300 00:13:56,618 --> 00:13:59,099 While Mac went after Colin.. 301 00:14:00,491 --> 00:14:03,190 ...my parents went after his mom. 302 00:14:03,277 --> 00:14:05,670 [10,000 Maniacs singing "Trouble Me"] 303 00:14:05,757 --> 00:14:06,933 ♪ Trouble ♪ 304 00:14:07,020 --> 00:14:09,413 Colin's father wasn't able to make it? 305 00:14:09,500 --> 00:14:11,285 He's not part of Colin's life. 306 00:14:11,372 --> 00:14:13,069 I could change that with a civil suit 307 00:14:13,156 --> 00:14:14,854 against both of you.. 308 00:14:14,941 --> 00:14:18,161 ...for what your son did to Leah. 309 00:14:18,248 --> 00:14:22,122 [Sarah] 'Colin's sorry about what happened. So am I.' 310 00:14:22,209 --> 00:14:25,255 Not to mention the criminal investigation. 311 00:14:25,342 --> 00:14:27,736 - Dad. - Colin isn't dangerous. 312 00:14:27,823 --> 00:14:29,520 If he misunderstood-- 313 00:14:29,607 --> 00:14:32,262 We can't risk his misunderstandings. 314 00:14:32,349 --> 00:14:34,743 ♪ Underneath this burden ♪ 315 00:14:34,830 --> 00:14:36,919 Well, you said you wanted to discuss options. 316 00:14:37,006 --> 00:14:38,703 Um, why don't we do that? 317 00:14:38,790 --> 00:14:40,705 ♪ ...sturdy and strong? ♪ 318 00:14:40,792 --> 00:14:43,273 My family's thought it over. 319 00:14:43,360 --> 00:14:45,667 We'd like Colin to leave the school. 320 00:14:45,754 --> 00:14:48,191 It could be the best thing for him. 321 00:14:48,278 --> 00:14:51,499 'Another school with kids more like himself.' 322 00:14:51,586 --> 00:14:53,109 ♪ Speak to me ♪ 323 00:14:53,196 --> 00:14:54,328 Another school. 324 00:14:55,764 --> 00:14:57,679 I don't have the money. 325 00:14:57,766 --> 00:15:01,552 Maybe a home, hospital, um.. Whatever you do with-- 326 00:15:01,639 --> 00:15:04,164 But we do fine. Colin and me. 327 00:15:04,251 --> 00:15:05,382 Not if your boy can't keep it-- 328 00:15:05,469 --> 00:15:06,470 We do fine. 329 00:15:08,211 --> 00:15:09,996 Miss Miller 330 00:15:10,083 --> 00:15:11,954 pull Colin out of school 331 00:15:12,041 --> 00:15:14,130 'or we'll go forward.' 332 00:15:14,217 --> 00:15:15,392 Civil and criminal. 333 00:15:16,654 --> 00:15:18,178 Colin, honey, we're going. 334 00:15:19,701 --> 00:15:23,226 ♪ Underneath this burden when my.. ♪ 335 00:15:23,313 --> 00:15:24,619 I'm sorry. 336 00:15:24,706 --> 00:15:27,839 ♪ ...back is sturdy and strong? ♪ 337 00:15:27,927 --> 00:15:29,667 You can have Mr. Wilson if you want. 338 00:15:29,754 --> 00:15:31,191 ♪ Speak to me ♪ 339 00:15:31,278 --> 00:15:33,149 ♪ Let me ♪ 340 00:15:33,236 --> 00:15:37,110 ♪ Have a look inside these eyes ♪ 341 00:15:37,197 --> 00:15:39,460 ♪ While I'm learning ♪ 342 00:15:39,547 --> 00:15:40,940 ♪ Let me ♪ 343 00:15:43,072 --> 00:15:44,944 He was gone by the next Monday. 344 00:15:47,424 --> 00:15:49,470 I never saw him again. 345 00:15:49,557 --> 00:15:51,341 Sounds like you weren't a hundred percent 346 00:15:51,428 --> 00:15:52,821 behind this meeting. 347 00:15:52,908 --> 00:15:53,953 No. 348 00:15:55,128 --> 00:15:56,781 Or the...beat down. 349 00:15:58,609 --> 00:16:00,698 You don't think Mac hurting Colin did any good? 350 00:16:03,266 --> 00:16:04,398 Made Mac feel good. 351 00:16:06,791 --> 00:16:09,664 I'm not sure Colin even knew what he was doing, really. 352 00:16:12,710 --> 00:16:13,973 But I know Mac did. 353 00:16:18,890 --> 00:16:20,718 Yeah, I remember the retard. 354 00:16:20,805 --> 00:16:22,068 Well, you remember the beating you gave him 355 00:16:22,155 --> 00:16:23,330 at the train tracks? 356 00:16:25,985 --> 00:16:28,291 He tried to rape my girlfriend. 357 00:16:28,378 --> 00:16:30,250 He needed a lesson. 358 00:16:30,337 --> 00:16:32,078 A violent lesson. 359 00:16:32,165 --> 00:16:34,254 I figured a guy like that.. 360 00:16:34,341 --> 00:16:36,299 Getting physical's the only way he's gonna learn. 361 00:16:36,386 --> 00:16:38,171 Some deep thought you put into that. 362 00:16:38,258 --> 00:16:40,390 Hey, I remember the guy. What else you wanna know? 363 00:16:40,477 --> 00:16:43,263 This little school of yours, it only had one session? 364 00:16:43,350 --> 00:16:45,091 You ever feel the need to take Colin back down 365 00:16:45,178 --> 00:16:46,353 for a refresher course? 366 00:16:46,440 --> 00:16:47,745 Wait, hold up. 367 00:16:47,832 --> 00:16:49,399 You're asking about how he died now? 368 00:16:49,486 --> 00:16:52,489 - Yeah, and if you killed him. - Get real, fellas. 369 00:16:52,576 --> 00:16:54,491 You got a temper, and he gave you a reason. 370 00:16:54,578 --> 00:16:56,928 What I gave that reject, he had comin'. 371 00:17:00,454 --> 00:17:02,282 But it's what happened after 372 00:17:02,369 --> 00:17:03,848 that's really screwed up. 373 00:17:05,633 --> 00:17:06,851 Who's got the brewskis? 374 00:17:08,244 --> 00:17:09,941 No one, dude. 375 00:17:10,029 --> 00:17:11,160 Great. You guys are geniuses. 376 00:17:14,511 --> 00:17:16,078 Stupid! 377 00:17:16,165 --> 00:17:17,384 You pansy! 378 00:17:17,471 --> 00:17:18,733 Retard! 379 00:17:18,820 --> 00:17:20,517 [Colin sobbing] 380 00:17:22,041 --> 00:17:24,086 [Colin coughing] 381 00:17:24,173 --> 00:17:26,045 - It's okay, Josh. - No, it's not okay. 382 00:17:27,742 --> 00:17:29,918 I make you tired, I know. 383 00:17:30,005 --> 00:17:31,137 [sighs] 384 00:17:31,224 --> 00:17:32,660 I make my mom tired. 385 00:17:32,747 --> 00:17:34,575 She ain't tired. 386 00:17:34,662 --> 00:17:36,577 I'll have to stay with my dad.. 387 00:17:36,664 --> 00:17:39,058 ...while she goes to the hospital to get some rest. 388 00:17:40,755 --> 00:17:41,843 She ain't tired. 389 00:17:43,279 --> 00:17:44,411 'She's sick.' 390 00:17:45,716 --> 00:17:46,804 She's gonna die. 391 00:17:50,460 --> 00:17:52,114 No. 392 00:17:52,201 --> 00:17:55,030 And your dad, he ain't gonna save you. 393 00:17:55,117 --> 00:17:57,467 I bet he hates you. 394 00:17:57,554 --> 00:18:01,254 I bet he hates you because you are too stupid to live. 395 00:18:01,341 --> 00:18:03,082 [sobbing] 396 00:18:03,169 --> 00:18:06,389 Maybe I'll just put you out of your misery. 397 00:18:06,476 --> 00:18:08,087 [dramatic music] 398 00:18:12,308 --> 00:18:13,353 Yeah. 399 00:18:14,919 --> 00:18:16,007 That's what I thought. 400 00:18:21,796 --> 00:18:23,232 I thought you were Colin's friend, Josh. 401 00:18:23,319 --> 00:18:24,973 [Josh] 'I was.' 402 00:18:25,060 --> 00:18:26,540 [Rush] 'That's why you gave him a follow-up beat down' 403 00:18:26,627 --> 00:18:28,716 after Mac and his pals were done? 404 00:18:28,803 --> 00:18:31,458 - Oh, that. - Yeah, that! 405 00:18:31,545 --> 00:18:34,200 See, this is exactly why I keep to myself. 406 00:18:34,287 --> 00:18:36,027 - To avoid stuff like this. - Like what? 407 00:18:37,594 --> 00:18:38,943 Like getting fingered for murder 408 00:18:39,030 --> 00:18:40,597 'cause I happen to be weird. 409 00:18:40,684 --> 00:18:41,990 Oh, what was the deal, Josh? 410 00:18:42,077 --> 00:18:43,687 You're the second lowest guy on the food chain 411 00:18:43,774 --> 00:18:46,864 so to feel powerful, you go and drop the lowest guy? 412 00:18:46,951 --> 00:18:49,650 Makes you feel good for a minute. 413 00:18:49,737 --> 00:18:50,781 I didn't kill Colin. 414 00:18:50,868 --> 00:18:52,043 No, you just kicked his ass 415 00:18:52,131 --> 00:18:53,349 and threatened him a little. 416 00:18:54,785 --> 00:18:57,484 I know I wasn't great to him. 417 00:18:57,571 --> 00:18:59,442 - But I liked him. - Really? 418 00:19:01,314 --> 00:19:02,793 Yeah. 419 00:19:02,880 --> 00:19:04,795 He was nice to me. 420 00:19:04,882 --> 00:19:05,927 It doesn't happen a lot. 421 00:19:11,324 --> 00:19:14,109 New information from DHS about dad. 422 00:19:14,196 --> 00:19:15,545 What about him? 423 00:19:15,632 --> 00:19:17,417 Oh, he wasn't doing too hot financially. 424 00:19:17,504 --> 00:19:18,592 Yeah, putting it mild. 425 00:19:18,679 --> 00:19:20,115 He spent most of the early 90s 426 00:19:20,202 --> 00:19:22,030 skating just the side of bankruptcy. 427 00:19:22,117 --> 00:19:23,727 Never paid a cent of child support. 428 00:19:23,814 --> 00:19:25,120 Nice. 429 00:19:25,207 --> 00:19:26,600 Yeah, but not surprising considering this guy 430 00:19:26,687 --> 00:19:27,862 divorced Sarah as soon as 431 00:19:27,949 --> 00:19:29,820 Colin's condition got found out. 432 00:19:29,907 --> 00:19:33,084 - What's that, boss? - Uh, Sarah's medical history. 433 00:19:33,172 --> 00:19:34,738 She got through a bout of cancer in '89 434 00:19:34,825 --> 00:19:37,132 but it came back in '92 with a vengeance. 435 00:19:37,219 --> 00:19:38,394 This kid's got all the luck. 436 00:19:38,481 --> 00:19:40,831 Mom was dying, and when she did.. 437 00:19:40,918 --> 00:19:43,269 The burden of caring for Colin would fall on dad. 438 00:19:43,356 --> 00:19:44,444 Who didn't want him. 439 00:19:44,531 --> 00:19:46,054 How much of a burden we talking? 440 00:19:46,141 --> 00:19:47,925 Couple years with this. 441 00:19:48,012 --> 00:19:50,014 He wouldn't have gotten out from under. 442 00:19:50,101 --> 00:19:52,103 So it's lucky for him Colin died. 443 00:19:52,191 --> 00:19:54,323 Yeah, real lucky. 444 00:19:54,410 --> 00:19:56,064 We got a word for that kind of luck. 445 00:20:18,956 --> 00:20:20,044 Scotty. 446 00:20:21,655 --> 00:20:22,699 Hey. 447 00:20:26,964 --> 00:20:28,662 [Christina] 'I found another place.' 448 00:20:29,619 --> 00:20:30,794 Starting tonight. 449 00:20:32,187 --> 00:20:33,928 I ain't kickin' you out. 450 00:20:34,015 --> 00:20:35,321 You've been really nice. 451 00:20:37,453 --> 00:20:39,934 [sighs] But I'm going.. 452 00:20:40,021 --> 00:20:41,240 ...today. 453 00:20:44,243 --> 00:20:45,722 Well, I tried talking to Lil. 454 00:20:45,809 --> 00:20:47,158 That was brave. 455 00:20:47,246 --> 00:20:48,508 'Yeah, well..' 456 00:20:48,595 --> 00:20:50,597 ...she didn't really wanna go into it. 457 00:20:51,772 --> 00:20:53,208 Deep freeze, huh? 458 00:20:53,295 --> 00:20:54,818 Yeah. 459 00:20:54,905 --> 00:20:56,124 I'm familiar. 460 00:20:58,387 --> 00:20:59,910 Why do you two get along so bad? 461 00:21:02,609 --> 00:21:04,698 There was a thing.. 462 00:21:04,785 --> 00:21:06,352 ...with her fiance. 463 00:21:06,439 --> 00:21:08,136 She was engaged? 464 00:21:08,223 --> 00:21:10,356 Nine years back. 465 00:21:10,443 --> 00:21:11,487 We all loved the guy. 466 00:21:13,402 --> 00:21:17,058 Till one night, she was out late on patrol. 467 00:21:17,145 --> 00:21:19,365 He has a beer too many. 468 00:21:19,452 --> 00:21:22,846 Uh, I think I'm hearing too much. 469 00:21:22,933 --> 00:21:24,065 [sniffing] 470 00:21:24,152 --> 00:21:25,588 Yeah, okay. 471 00:21:27,764 --> 00:21:29,549 I guess I just remind her of that time. 472 00:21:31,159 --> 00:21:32,203 Him. 473 00:21:35,729 --> 00:21:36,947 Hey, Chris, uh.. 474 00:21:38,297 --> 00:21:39,515 Yeah? 475 00:21:42,301 --> 00:21:44,912 You've helped me in hard times, you know. 476 00:21:47,131 --> 00:21:48,089 I know. 477 00:21:55,052 --> 00:21:56,010 See you later. 478 00:22:16,770 --> 00:22:18,685 Richard Miller, Colin's father. 479 00:22:18,772 --> 00:22:20,121 I got eight minutes for this. 480 00:22:20,208 --> 00:22:21,340 It's about your son's death. 481 00:22:24,343 --> 00:22:26,170 Big reaction. 482 00:22:26,257 --> 00:22:28,608 - Wasn't really my kid. - Biologically, you mean? 483 00:22:28,695 --> 00:22:30,523 Psychologically. 484 00:22:30,610 --> 00:22:32,655 Sarah and I, we broke up real quick after he was born. 485 00:22:34,265 --> 00:22:35,745 What was the problem? 486 00:22:35,832 --> 00:22:37,094 Couldn't stand looking at a retard 487 00:22:37,181 --> 00:22:38,269 knowing he was related to you? 488 00:22:39,706 --> 00:22:42,012 Yeah, that was a problem. 489 00:22:44,406 --> 00:22:46,277 All that kid ever brought me was trouble. 490 00:22:46,365 --> 00:22:48,105 Oh, you can't mean emotional trouble 491 00:22:48,192 --> 00:22:49,280 since you were never around. 492 00:22:49,368 --> 00:22:50,978 So you must be talking money. 493 00:22:52,675 --> 00:22:54,721 [Stillman] 'We looked into your finances, Richard.' 494 00:22:54,808 --> 00:22:56,940 Taking on Colin after Sarah died would have ruined you. 495 00:22:57,027 --> 00:22:58,986 So I killed him? 496 00:22:59,073 --> 00:23:01,641 You benefited from his death. It's something we notice. 497 00:23:01,728 --> 00:23:04,600 Look, you can be as shocked or disgusted as you want. 498 00:23:04,687 --> 00:23:06,646 Fact is.. 499 00:23:06,733 --> 00:23:08,648 ...I didn't care enough to kill him. 500 00:23:10,650 --> 00:23:11,694 [Colin chuckles] 501 00:23:14,393 --> 00:23:18,092 And this is hadrosaurus.. 502 00:23:18,179 --> 00:23:20,181 ...the duck-billed dinosaur. 503 00:23:20,268 --> 00:23:22,183 Sarah, this has been nice, but-- 504 00:23:22,270 --> 00:23:23,532 Mom says you're a paleontologist. 505 00:23:23,619 --> 00:23:25,316 Colin. 506 00:23:25,404 --> 00:23:27,928 She says you go on digs all over the world. 507 00:23:28,015 --> 00:23:29,451 Trying to explain why you're not around. 508 00:23:29,538 --> 00:23:32,672 Yeah, you know, I got a shift startin', so.. 509 00:23:32,759 --> 00:23:36,676 Richard, I didn't ask you here just for cookies. 510 00:23:36,763 --> 00:23:39,722 ♪ Your presence around me ♪ 511 00:23:39,809 --> 00:23:41,202 I need you to take him. 512 00:23:41,289 --> 00:23:43,639 I'm gonna be hospitalized again. 513 00:23:43,726 --> 00:23:45,598 You're gonna be okay. You've kicked this before. 514 00:23:45,685 --> 00:23:48,209 It's not like before. I had to quit my job. 515 00:23:48,296 --> 00:23:49,819 I've got nothing coming in. 516 00:23:49,906 --> 00:23:51,952 If you don't take him, they'll stick him somewhere. 517 00:23:52,039 --> 00:23:53,388 Somewhere he belongs. 518 00:23:53,475 --> 00:23:54,911 You've never seen those places. 519 00:23:54,998 --> 00:23:56,478 What they'd do to him there. 520 00:23:56,565 --> 00:23:59,438 - You're getting hysterical. - He is your son. 521 00:23:59,525 --> 00:24:02,005 How do you not care about him? 522 00:24:02,092 --> 00:24:04,834 Just once, Richard. Just this once. 523 00:24:04,921 --> 00:24:07,533 Dad, I've got some pictures of mom and me. You wanna see? 524 00:24:07,620 --> 00:24:08,795 Colin, listen. I'm sorry, but I-- 525 00:24:08,882 --> 00:24:10,449 But you gotta. Look. 526 00:24:12,712 --> 00:24:15,671 This is us last year at Halloween. 527 00:24:15,758 --> 00:24:17,673 I'm a raisin. 528 00:24:17,760 --> 00:24:18,848 'And..' 529 00:24:20,676 --> 00:24:22,461 ...this is us at Mother's Day. 530 00:24:24,506 --> 00:24:27,683 - Who's that? - 'Nathan. He's my friend.' 531 00:24:27,770 --> 00:24:29,859 He loves me, and mommy too. 532 00:24:30,947 --> 00:24:32,122 Does he now? 533 00:24:33,559 --> 00:24:34,995 You'll be fine, Sarah. 534 00:24:35,082 --> 00:24:36,866 Looks to me like you got all the help you need. 535 00:24:36,953 --> 00:24:40,217 ♪ You are the sweetest thing ♪ 536 00:24:40,304 --> 00:24:43,656 ♪ I've known in all my life ♪ 537 00:24:43,743 --> 00:24:45,658 Later I found out it was three years 538 00:24:45,745 --> 00:24:47,311 'she'd been seein' that kid.' 539 00:24:47,398 --> 00:24:48,748 You think it was romantic? 540 00:24:48,835 --> 00:24:50,140 I don't know how she did it, bein' sick. 541 00:24:51,838 --> 00:24:53,622 But from what I saw, she had him lined up. 542 00:24:53,709 --> 00:24:55,406 And you could tell all that from a photo? 543 00:24:55,494 --> 00:24:59,149 That, plus the next day, this kid comes by my house. 544 00:24:59,236 --> 00:25:01,717 Cusses me out for making her cry. 545 00:25:01,804 --> 00:25:03,589 I gotta get hit over the head more than that? 546 00:25:14,948 --> 00:25:17,298 Ladies. 547 00:25:17,385 --> 00:25:19,692 Hey, am I interrupting a party? 548 00:25:19,779 --> 00:25:22,521 My wife's baby shower. I'm kind of exiled. 549 00:25:22,608 --> 00:25:24,479 - You got a minute then. - Yeah. 550 00:25:26,089 --> 00:25:28,309 We talked to Colin's dad, Richard. 551 00:25:28,396 --> 00:25:29,789 Charmer, right? 552 00:25:29,876 --> 00:25:32,618 Well, he said your relationship with Sarah was.. 553 00:25:32,705 --> 00:25:34,489 ...more than professional. 554 00:25:34,576 --> 00:25:35,664 What would he know? 555 00:25:37,100 --> 00:25:39,102 So? 556 00:25:39,189 --> 00:25:40,713 [sighs] It wasn't romantic. 557 00:25:40,800 --> 00:25:43,019 But, uh, it was intense. 558 00:25:43,106 --> 00:25:44,934 Maybe a little too intense. 559 00:25:45,021 --> 00:25:48,242 - They had such big problems. - Sarah and Colin. 560 00:25:48,329 --> 00:25:49,591 What was wrong with them, I couldn't fix. 561 00:25:50,810 --> 00:25:53,639 I was a kid. 562 00:25:53,726 --> 00:25:56,946 - And it was just a job. - 'And you were gettin' out.' 563 00:25:57,033 --> 00:25:58,557 I'd finished two years at a junior college. 564 00:25:58,644 --> 00:25:59,688 Got a scholarship to Middlebury. 565 00:25:59,775 --> 00:26:01,037 Vermont? 566 00:26:01,124 --> 00:26:02,691 Even up there, I couldn't escape it. 567 00:26:02,778 --> 00:26:04,475 Now what happened? 568 00:26:04,563 --> 00:26:06,477 Uh, I went up there for a week to set up loans, housing. 569 00:26:06,565 --> 00:26:07,653 A few days in, I get a call from her. 570 00:26:07,740 --> 00:26:08,741 About Colin? 571 00:26:08,828 --> 00:26:09,916 She'd woken up in the hospital. 572 00:26:10,003 --> 00:26:11,091 Didn't know where he was. 573 00:26:11,178 --> 00:26:12,266 It had been three days. 574 00:26:12,353 --> 00:26:13,746 She asked you to find him. 575 00:26:13,833 --> 00:26:15,443 So I hauled ass back to Philly. 576 00:26:17,532 --> 00:26:19,403 I won't be able to release him into your custody without-- 577 00:26:19,490 --> 00:26:21,580 - I have it. - ...a sign-off from a judge. 578 00:26:21,667 --> 00:26:24,147 I have it. It just took me five hours and about 80 phone calls. 579 00:26:24,234 --> 00:26:25,627 I didn't design the system. 580 00:26:27,368 --> 00:26:28,978 Why's he in a different section? 581 00:26:29,065 --> 00:26:32,286 He's high risk. Record shows a sexual assault charge. 582 00:26:32,373 --> 00:26:33,679 [beeping] 583 00:26:35,071 --> 00:26:36,551 [yelling] 584 00:26:38,988 --> 00:26:39,946 Beautiful. 585 00:26:41,164 --> 00:26:42,383 Colin? 586 00:26:42,470 --> 00:26:48,084 ♪ Promises of a long lost friend ♪ 587 00:26:48,171 --> 00:26:49,303 'Colin?' 588 00:26:49,390 --> 00:26:50,913 ♪ Speaks to me ♪ 589 00:26:51,000 --> 00:26:52,088 'Colin?' 590 00:26:53,481 --> 00:26:54,743 Colin! 591 00:26:54,830 --> 00:26:56,702 Colin! Hey! 592 00:26:56,789 --> 00:26:58,007 Hey! 593 00:26:59,356 --> 00:27:02,316 ♪ I have nothing to give ♪ 594 00:27:02,403 --> 00:27:04,187 Colin? 595 00:27:04,274 --> 00:27:05,580 ♪ I have so much to.. ♪ 596 00:27:05,667 --> 00:27:06,886 Nathan. 597 00:27:06,973 --> 00:27:08,975 ♪ ...lose here in this.. ♪ 598 00:27:09,062 --> 00:27:10,454 You came. 599 00:27:12,195 --> 00:27:13,501 Are you alright? 600 00:27:13,588 --> 00:27:16,025 ♪ ...up in our embrace ♪ 601 00:27:16,112 --> 00:27:17,418 I wished.. 602 00:27:17,505 --> 00:27:20,551 ♪ ...nothing I'd like better.. ♪ 603 00:27:20,639 --> 00:27:22,292 ...and you came. 604 00:27:22,379 --> 00:27:23,729 ♪ Than to fall ♪ 605 00:27:26,732 --> 00:27:28,603 ♪ But I fear ♪ 606 00:27:28,690 --> 00:27:30,518 And that was Colin. 607 00:27:30,605 --> 00:27:32,476 Middle of a nightmare, calls it a.. 608 00:27:32,563 --> 00:27:35,001 ...a wish come true. 609 00:27:35,088 --> 00:27:37,612 - You get him out of there? - Took him home. 610 00:27:37,699 --> 00:27:39,832 Stayed there till Sarah got back from the hospital. 611 00:27:39,919 --> 00:27:41,616 That's a lot for a 19-year-old to handle. 612 00:27:43,531 --> 00:27:45,489 Look, I don't wanna sound heartless but, uh.. 613 00:27:45,576 --> 00:27:47,274 ...it wore on me. 614 00:27:47,361 --> 00:27:48,623 It was.. 615 00:27:48,710 --> 00:27:49,972 More than you signed on for. 616 00:27:52,148 --> 00:27:54,760 You said he had that rabbit with him. 617 00:27:54,847 --> 00:27:58,111 - Yeah. Mr. Wilson. - Well, you know how he got it? 618 00:27:58,198 --> 00:27:59,590 Uh, for his birthday, when he was 15. 619 00:27:59,678 --> 00:28:01,288 No, 'cause Colin gave it to Leah 620 00:28:01,375 --> 00:28:02,811 as an apology for the assault. 621 00:28:02,898 --> 00:28:04,465 That sounds like him. 622 00:28:04,552 --> 00:28:06,336 If he had it at the hospital, he must have gotten it back. 623 00:28:06,423 --> 00:28:07,947 What? From Leah? 624 00:28:08,034 --> 00:28:10,297 Why would she go back? To see the guy who.. 625 00:28:10,384 --> 00:28:12,560 Attacked her? 626 00:28:12,647 --> 00:28:13,779 Yeah. 627 00:28:15,476 --> 00:28:16,564 That's a good question. 628 00:28:27,096 --> 00:28:28,663 You told us Colin gave you his rabbit 629 00:28:28,750 --> 00:28:30,491 when he came to your house. 630 00:28:30,578 --> 00:28:32,972 - Right. - Know what happened to it? 631 00:28:33,059 --> 00:28:35,714 - Probably got thrown away. - Uh, actually, no. 632 00:28:35,801 --> 00:28:37,628 He got it back. 633 00:28:37,716 --> 00:28:38,760 He got it back from you. 634 00:28:40,849 --> 00:28:42,808 I don't know how. 635 00:28:42,895 --> 00:28:46,550 Well, we have a 911 call with your voice on it. 636 00:28:46,637 --> 00:28:49,510 Calling an ambulance from his apartment. 637 00:28:49,597 --> 00:28:51,904 'Now, I almost overlooked it, there were so many calls' 638 00:28:51,991 --> 00:28:53,688 'made near the end there.' 639 00:28:53,775 --> 00:28:56,038 Sarah wasn't doing so well. 640 00:28:56,125 --> 00:28:57,997 I know. 641 00:28:58,084 --> 00:28:59,172 Hmm. 642 00:29:01,304 --> 00:29:03,306 [sighs] Let's start again. 643 00:29:06,222 --> 00:29:07,658 What aren't you telling me? 644 00:29:11,097 --> 00:29:13,229 I went to apologize to him. 645 00:29:13,316 --> 00:29:15,231 For what? 646 00:29:15,318 --> 00:29:17,146 The music room. 647 00:29:17,233 --> 00:29:18,234 The assault. 648 00:29:19,496 --> 00:29:20,584 There wasn't one. 649 00:29:22,195 --> 00:29:23,587 [scoffs] 650 00:29:23,674 --> 00:29:25,633 Nothing happened? 651 00:29:25,720 --> 00:29:28,549 Colin was sitting with me at the piano. 652 00:29:28,636 --> 00:29:30,290 'He started talking about his mom.' 653 00:29:32,422 --> 00:29:34,294 How...he loved her.. 654 00:29:36,078 --> 00:29:37,253 ...just like he loved me. 655 00:29:40,300 --> 00:29:41,388 I felt for him. 656 00:29:42,693 --> 00:29:44,173 So I let him kiss me. 657 00:29:46,959 --> 00:29:48,047 Then Mac came in. 658 00:29:48,134 --> 00:29:49,483 - Got the wrong idea? - Yes. 659 00:29:49,570 --> 00:29:50,571 You didn't try to give him the right one? 660 00:29:50,658 --> 00:29:51,572 - I couldn't. - Why not? 661 00:29:51,659 --> 00:29:53,704 Because I was stupid. 662 00:29:53,792 --> 00:29:56,229 [sobbing] Because I thought, "What will people say?" 663 00:29:57,665 --> 00:29:58,797 '"Leah's a slut."' 664 00:30:00,494 --> 00:30:02,409 "Leah wants to make it with the retard." 665 00:30:05,368 --> 00:30:07,196 Mac assumed he attacked me.. 666 00:30:09,633 --> 00:30:10,809 ...and I went along. 667 00:30:13,420 --> 00:30:15,248 Even when your parents got involved? 668 00:30:15,335 --> 00:30:17,990 I thought maybe Colin should leave the school. 669 00:30:18,077 --> 00:30:19,078 Maybe somewhere else.. 670 00:30:20,644 --> 00:30:21,994 ...they'll be nicer to him. 671 00:30:25,432 --> 00:30:26,520 Well.. 672 00:30:27,869 --> 00:30:29,262 ...it didn't work out like that. 673 00:30:31,264 --> 00:30:32,395 No. 674 00:30:34,615 --> 00:30:37,618 How did you end up making that 911 call? 675 00:30:37,705 --> 00:30:39,663 [Mazzy Star singing "Fade Into You"] 676 00:30:41,143 --> 00:30:42,928 It's freezing in here, Colin. 677 00:30:43,015 --> 00:30:44,103 Hmm. Yeah. 678 00:30:46,192 --> 00:30:47,193 How about some light? 679 00:30:47,280 --> 00:30:48,803 Uh, I'm not supposed to see you. 680 00:30:52,067 --> 00:30:53,895 Umm, Mr. Wilson asked me to come. 681 00:30:57,507 --> 00:31:00,423 I like him a lot, but.. 682 00:31:01,816 --> 00:31:03,078 ...he really misses you. 683 00:31:06,386 --> 00:31:11,086 ♪ I wanna take the breath that's true ♪ 684 00:31:11,173 --> 00:31:12,827 I'm sorry for what I did. 685 00:31:14,220 --> 00:31:15,351 No, Colin. 686 00:31:16,526 --> 00:31:17,614 I'm sorry. 687 00:31:17,701 --> 00:31:19,573 ♪ And I see nothing ♪ 688 00:31:19,660 --> 00:31:21,401 I lied. 689 00:31:21,488 --> 00:31:22,706 You did? 690 00:31:24,143 --> 00:31:26,058 Yes. 691 00:31:26,145 --> 00:31:28,799 I said something bad happened 692 00:31:28,887 --> 00:31:30,627 but it didn't. 693 00:31:30,714 --> 00:31:31,977 I told you, you could kiss me. 694 00:31:33,892 --> 00:31:39,636 ♪ You live your life you go in shadows ♪ 695 00:31:39,723 --> 00:31:40,986 I'm hungry. 696 00:31:42,901 --> 00:31:44,163 Have you had lunch? 697 00:31:44,250 --> 00:31:46,426 I'm not supposed to open the fridge.. 698 00:31:46,513 --> 00:31:48,210 ...or the cupboards. 699 00:31:48,297 --> 00:31:49,733 I'm supposed to wait for mom. 700 00:31:51,692 --> 00:31:54,042 - Where is she? - Taking a bath. 701 00:31:54,129 --> 00:31:55,609 ♪ ...into your darkness ♪ 702 00:31:55,696 --> 00:31:56,827 A long one. 703 00:32:01,963 --> 00:32:03,269 How long? 704 00:32:03,356 --> 00:32:04,748 She went in two days ago. 705 00:32:08,404 --> 00:32:10,145 Where's that guy that takes care of you? 706 00:32:10,232 --> 00:32:12,191 'In Vermont, but I'm not supposed to interrupt' 707 00:32:12,278 --> 00:32:14,802 when she's in the bath. 708 00:32:14,889 --> 00:32:16,499 'I'm gonna go to Vermont with him' 709 00:32:16,586 --> 00:32:17,979 if mom gets really sick. 710 00:32:19,285 --> 00:32:23,463 ♪ Strange you never.. ♪ 711 00:32:26,074 --> 00:32:27,336 Sarah was practically dead. 712 00:32:29,295 --> 00:32:31,384 She had been unconscious for a day and a half. 713 00:32:33,255 --> 00:32:35,866 And Colin got swept away by social services. 714 00:32:35,954 --> 00:32:37,868 They said they'd take him to the proper place. 715 00:32:40,959 --> 00:32:42,656 Colin thought he was gonna live with Nathan? 716 00:32:45,180 --> 00:32:46,312 I don't know if it was true.. 717 00:32:47,922 --> 00:32:49,532 ...or just another lie someone told him. 718 00:32:52,448 --> 00:32:53,536 It was a mistake, Leah. 719 00:32:55,190 --> 00:32:56,452 [sighs] As far as lies go.. 720 00:32:58,802 --> 00:33:00,021 ...yours isn't the worst. 721 00:33:11,641 --> 00:33:12,686 [elevator bell dings] 722 00:33:19,258 --> 00:33:20,433 Okay. Hey! 723 00:33:20,520 --> 00:33:23,044 Enough with the ice queen, Lil. 724 00:33:23,131 --> 00:33:24,828 - Just hit me with it already. - No, I got nothing to say. 725 00:33:24,915 --> 00:33:26,569 Oh, you wanna drop this thing? Great. 726 00:33:26,656 --> 00:33:27,831 But you ain't dropping, you're giving me daggers all day long-- 727 00:33:27,918 --> 00:33:29,833 And you don't deserve that. 728 00:33:29,920 --> 00:33:32,662 Lil, I'm an adult. 729 00:33:32,749 --> 00:33:34,534 I don't need your permission to go out with someone. 730 00:33:34,621 --> 00:33:36,884 [laughs] It's not someone, it's my sister. 731 00:33:36,971 --> 00:33:38,059 So what? What's that to you? 732 00:33:43,934 --> 00:33:45,023 You lied to my face. 733 00:33:47,416 --> 00:33:50,767 Look, you asked me in front of everybody. 734 00:33:50,854 --> 00:33:52,291 I'm gonna say with Vera and the boss right there 735 00:33:52,378 --> 00:33:53,944 "Yeah, yeah, Chris and me are stepping out." 736 00:33:54,032 --> 00:33:56,686 Okay, oh, you're right. Lying was the right thing. 737 00:33:56,773 --> 00:33:59,515 - I'm gonna see who I want, Lil. - Great, great. God bless. 738 00:33:59,602 --> 00:34:01,604 I can't help whatever happened nine years ago. 739 00:34:04,825 --> 00:34:05,869 She's trouble. 740 00:34:07,828 --> 00:34:09,569 - Well, maybe to me, she's not. - Fine, Scotty. 741 00:34:09,656 --> 00:34:11,353 But, uh, whoring it out with a cocktail waitress 742 00:34:11,440 --> 00:34:12,963 won't bring back your dead girlfriend. 743 00:34:15,314 --> 00:34:16,619 [Jeffries] What's going on? 744 00:34:24,366 --> 00:34:25,454 Nothin'. 745 00:34:27,282 --> 00:34:28,631 Turns out Nathan was more active 746 00:34:28,718 --> 00:34:30,546 in seeing to Colin's future than he said. 747 00:34:32,940 --> 00:34:34,942 Yeah? How? 748 00:34:35,029 --> 00:34:38,728 Well, records in Vermont show he applied to be Colin's guardian. 749 00:34:38,815 --> 00:34:41,296 Vermont. That's where he was going to school. 750 00:34:41,383 --> 00:34:44,560 The registrar at Middlebury has his request for family housing. 751 00:34:44,647 --> 00:34:46,606 Oh, so Colin could live with him. 752 00:34:46,693 --> 00:34:48,912 Well, he told me it was just a job. 753 00:34:48,999 --> 00:34:52,525 That, uh, Sarah and Colin were getting to be too much for him. 754 00:34:52,612 --> 00:34:55,136 He might have wanted out, but he was just getting deeper in. 755 00:35:11,718 --> 00:35:13,546 I don't understand. I've told you everything. 756 00:35:13,633 --> 00:35:16,244 You didn't tell us you tried to get custody of Colin. 757 00:35:16,331 --> 00:35:17,767 I didn't think it was important. 758 00:35:17,854 --> 00:35:19,508 Really? 'Cause I think the opposite. 759 00:35:19,595 --> 00:35:21,684 I think you tried to hide it 'cause you knew it was. 760 00:35:21,771 --> 00:35:23,599 [Rush] 'You felt trapped.' 761 00:35:23,686 --> 00:35:24,992 If you got stuck with Colin 762 00:35:25,079 --> 00:35:26,689 your whole life would get ripped away. 763 00:35:26,776 --> 00:35:28,648 Yeah, but how do you say no to a dying woman? 764 00:35:28,735 --> 00:35:30,389 That's not how it was. 765 00:35:30,476 --> 00:35:32,130 [Valens] 'She was handin' you a life sentence.' 766 00:35:32,217 --> 00:35:33,348 And you didn't have the guts 767 00:35:33,435 --> 00:35:35,133 to just turn your back on 'em. 768 00:35:35,220 --> 00:35:38,701 So, your only way out was to get rid of Colin. 769 00:35:38,788 --> 00:35:39,963 Lose him at the movies. 770 00:35:40,050 --> 00:35:41,704 Lose him for good. 771 00:35:41,791 --> 00:35:43,880 I loved Colin. 772 00:35:43,967 --> 00:35:45,273 I wanted to take him.. 773 00:35:45,360 --> 00:35:46,448 ...but they wouldn't let me. 774 00:35:46,535 --> 00:35:47,493 Who wouldn't? 775 00:35:47,580 --> 00:35:49,799 The responsible agencies. 776 00:35:49,886 --> 00:35:52,019 We got the call that morning. I was too young. 777 00:35:52,106 --> 00:35:53,368 Lacked the necessary skills. 778 00:35:53,455 --> 00:35:54,500 To care for a minor? 779 00:35:54,587 --> 00:35:56,806 A minor with special needs.. 780 00:35:56,893 --> 00:35:58,765 ...who posed a possible sexual threat. 781 00:36:00,854 --> 00:36:02,638 [sighs] 782 00:36:02,725 --> 00:36:04,814 If only I had been older.. 783 00:36:04,901 --> 00:36:06,033 If he hadn't attacked that girl. 784 00:36:06,120 --> 00:36:07,339 Nathan, he didn't. 785 00:36:09,819 --> 00:36:11,386 [sighs] Leah.. 786 00:36:11,473 --> 00:36:12,735 '...let the story get out of hand.' 787 00:36:14,041 --> 00:36:15,999 [sighs] Well. 788 00:36:16,086 --> 00:36:17,262 [sighs] 789 00:36:17,349 --> 00:36:19,525 Well, if Sarah had known that.. 790 00:36:19,612 --> 00:36:20,961 It would have been different? 791 00:36:21,048 --> 00:36:22,223 She fought so hard for him. 792 00:36:23,964 --> 00:36:25,922 I don't think anyone could have fought harder. 793 00:36:26,009 --> 00:36:29,970 But she was sick...and finally had to give up. 794 00:36:30,057 --> 00:36:32,320 With both of us gone, the world was gonna eat him alive. 795 00:36:32,407 --> 00:36:34,322 And we couldn't do anything to stop it. 796 00:36:35,932 --> 00:36:37,543 Well, you could do one thing. 797 00:36:43,026 --> 00:36:45,290 Did Sarah ask you to take him to the tracks that night? 798 00:36:49,642 --> 00:36:50,991 [sighs] 799 00:36:53,428 --> 00:36:54,734 It was never.. 800 00:36:57,171 --> 00:36:58,607 ...specific. 801 00:37:02,916 --> 00:37:04,526 How did it go today? 802 00:37:04,613 --> 00:37:06,833 It's the end. 803 00:37:06,920 --> 00:37:09,270 Of this round? They're starting something new? 804 00:37:09,357 --> 00:37:12,186 No, Nathan. They gave me a hospice registry. 805 00:37:13,927 --> 00:37:15,711 Hospice? 806 00:37:15,798 --> 00:37:18,061 Where they make you comfortable.. 807 00:37:18,148 --> 00:37:19,498 ...when there's nothing else to do. 808 00:37:22,022 --> 00:37:23,458 So, uh, that's it? 809 00:37:25,939 --> 00:37:27,070 That's it. 810 00:37:29,290 --> 00:37:30,900 Nathan, you're here. 811 00:37:30,987 --> 00:37:32,989 We can go to the movies. 812 00:37:33,076 --> 00:37:34,600 What movie? 813 00:37:34,687 --> 00:37:35,644 "Jurassic Park." 814 00:37:38,038 --> 00:37:39,474 You'll have to get your coat. 815 00:37:43,217 --> 00:37:44,436 What's gonna happen to him? 816 00:37:46,220 --> 00:37:48,004 I'll handle it. 817 00:37:48,091 --> 00:37:50,180 How? They turned down your application-- 818 00:37:50,268 --> 00:37:52,531 Sarah, I'll handle it. 819 00:37:56,709 --> 00:37:57,797 Okay. 820 00:38:00,582 --> 00:38:02,454 I want you to know.. 821 00:38:02,541 --> 00:38:06,980 [sobbing] ...I've always thought of both of you as my boys. 822 00:38:07,067 --> 00:38:08,242 Sarah.. 823 00:38:09,591 --> 00:38:10,636 I know. You're right. 824 00:38:10,723 --> 00:38:12,333 It's best not to cry. 825 00:38:17,643 --> 00:38:19,732 Nathan, I've been thinking. 826 00:38:21,429 --> 00:38:23,562 Maybe if I wished, I could make mommy better. 827 00:38:25,564 --> 00:38:27,043 Sounds like a good idea. 828 00:38:27,130 --> 00:38:29,568 And I think I can do it. 829 00:38:29,655 --> 00:38:32,745 Because that wish I made in the fountain about Leah? 830 00:38:32,832 --> 00:38:34,442 Yeah? 831 00:38:34,529 --> 00:38:36,226 It came true. 832 00:38:36,314 --> 00:38:39,882 And then later, I wished for you in the hospital 833 00:38:39,969 --> 00:38:41,884 and that came true too. 834 00:38:41,971 --> 00:38:43,016 It did. 835 00:38:44,539 --> 00:38:47,803 I wished by the phone, where people make calls 836 00:38:47,890 --> 00:38:48,978 so you'd hear me. 837 00:38:51,633 --> 00:38:53,592 That was pretty smart of you. 838 00:38:53,679 --> 00:38:56,159 So, maybe I could wish and make mommy better. 839 00:38:58,901 --> 00:39:02,514 Colin, what-what she needs is to get stronger. 840 00:39:02,601 --> 00:39:03,645 Stronger? 841 00:39:05,734 --> 00:39:08,694 You mean, strong like a train? 842 00:39:08,781 --> 00:39:10,043 'Yeah.' 843 00:39:10,130 --> 00:39:11,218 [train chugging] 844 00:39:11,305 --> 00:39:13,873 Then this is the perfect place. 845 00:39:16,658 --> 00:39:17,833 I'll stand on the tracks.. 846 00:39:19,531 --> 00:39:20,662 ...and wish.. 847 00:39:22,316 --> 00:39:23,622 ...real hard. 848 00:39:26,276 --> 00:39:27,234 You think that will work? 849 00:39:27,321 --> 00:39:29,367 [train chugging] 850 00:39:31,847 --> 00:39:33,632 [sighs] It sounds good to me. 851 00:39:36,635 --> 00:39:37,940 Okay. 852 00:39:40,290 --> 00:39:41,553 Thanks, Nathan. 853 00:39:47,820 --> 00:39:49,430 [train chugging] 854 00:39:52,346 --> 00:39:54,217 [instrumental music] 855 00:40:13,585 --> 00:40:15,413 [train chugging] 856 00:40:34,823 --> 00:40:37,173 [Israel Kamakawiwo'ole singing "Somewhere Over The Rainbow"] 857 00:41:00,545 --> 00:41:03,286 ♪ Somewhere ♪ 858 00:41:03,373 --> 00:41:06,376 ♪ Over the rainbow ♪ 859 00:41:07,726 --> 00:41:09,902 ♪ Way up high ♪ 860 00:41:11,817 --> 00:41:17,518 ♪ And the dreams that you dreamed of ♪ 861 00:41:17,605 --> 00:41:23,481 ♪ Once in a lullaby ♪ 862 00:41:23,568 --> 00:41:25,918 ♪ I oh ♪ 863 00:41:26,005 --> 00:41:28,834 ♪ Somewhere ♪ 864 00:41:28,921 --> 00:41:31,489 ♪ Over the rainbow ♪ 865 00:41:33,229 --> 00:41:35,536 ♪ Blue birds fly ♪ 866 00:41:37,407 --> 00:41:43,109 ♪ And the dreams that you dreamed of ♪ 867 00:41:43,196 --> 00:41:45,459 ♪ Dreams really do ♪ 868 00:41:45,546 --> 00:41:47,200 ♪ Come true ♪ 869 00:41:48,941 --> 00:41:50,943 ♪ Ooh ooh ooh ♪ 870 00:41:51,030 --> 00:41:54,250 ♪ Someday I'll wish upon a star ♪ 871 00:41:54,337 --> 00:41:57,950 ♪ Wake up where the clouds are far behind ♪ 872 00:42:00,039 --> 00:42:02,345 ♪ Me ♪ 873 00:42:02,432 --> 00:42:05,523 ♪ Where trouble melts like lemon drops ♪ 874 00:42:05,610 --> 00:42:08,090 ♪ High above the chimney tops ♪ 875 00:42:08,177 --> 00:42:10,876 ♪ That's where ♪ 876 00:42:10,963 --> 00:42:13,226 ♪ You'll find me ♪ 877 00:42:13,313 --> 00:42:16,969 ♪ Oh somewhere ♪ 878 00:42:17,056 --> 00:42:19,362 ♪ Over the rainbow ♪ 879 00:42:21,060 --> 00:42:23,715 ♪ Bluebirds fly ♪ 880 00:42:25,499 --> 00:42:30,591 ♪ And the dream that you dare to ♪ 881 00:42:30,678 --> 00:42:31,766 ♪ Oh why ♪ 882 00:42:31,853 --> 00:42:36,728 ♪ Oh why can't I ♪ 883 00:42:36,815 --> 00:42:38,773 ♪ Oh I oh ♪ 884 00:42:38,860 --> 00:42:42,124 ♪ Someday I'll wish upon a star ♪ 885 00:42:42,211 --> 00:42:45,519 ♪ Wake up where the clouds are far behind ♪ 886 00:42:47,695 --> 00:42:50,132 ♪ Me ♪ 887 00:42:50,219 --> 00:42:53,179 ♪ Where trouble melts like lemon drops ♪ 888 00:42:53,266 --> 00:42:55,660 ♪ High above the chimney tops ♪ 889 00:42:55,747 --> 00:42:58,401 ♪ That's where ♪ 890 00:42:58,488 --> 00:43:00,795 ♪ You'll find me ♪ 891 00:43:00,882 --> 00:43:04,799 ♪ Oh somewhere ♪ 892 00:43:04,886 --> 00:43:07,019 ♪ Over the rainbow ♪ 893 00:43:08,977 --> 00:43:11,414 ♪ Way up high ♪ 894 00:43:13,025 --> 00:43:18,508 ♪ And the dreams that you dare to ♪ 895 00:43:18,596 --> 00:43:24,602 ♪ Oh why oh why can't I ♪ 896 00:43:24,689 --> 00:43:27,126 ♪ I ♪ 897 00:43:27,213 --> 00:43:31,696 ♪ Ooh ooh ooh ooh ♪ 898 00:43:33,698 --> 00:43:35,787 [Rush] Stay tuned for scenes from our next episode. 899 00:43:37,266 --> 00:43:39,051 [theme music]