1 00:00:08,525 --> 00:00:10,125 JUDITH: Hey, girlfriend. 2 00:00:14,164 --> 00:00:16,231 I'm so bored. When can we get out of here? 3 00:00:16,299 --> 00:00:18,533 Judith, what are you doing... 4 00:00:19,169 --> 00:00:20,468 Alive? 5 00:00:20,537 --> 00:00:22,137 Waiting for you. 6 00:00:22,839 --> 00:00:24,106 Come on. 7 00:00:24,174 --> 00:00:25,840 Joanith can be together all day. 8 00:00:25,910 --> 00:00:27,709 You know you want to. 9 00:00:31,248 --> 00:00:33,415 I have to work, Judith. 10 00:00:33,483 --> 00:00:35,250 JUDITH: Don't be scared, Jo-Jo. Come on. 11 00:00:35,319 --> 00:00:36,868 (BOTH LAUGHING) 12 00:00:45,396 --> 00:00:46,929 (CLOCK TICKING) 13 00:00:47,831 --> 00:00:49,097 (MOANS) 14 00:01:04,764 --> 00:01:06,365 (PEOPLE CHATTERING) 15 00:01:06,433 --> 00:01:09,101 ADAM: Oh, great. Another chance for us 16 00:01:09,169 --> 00:01:11,203 to feel like a sub-defective. 17 00:01:11,271 --> 00:01:13,605 LUKE: Fighting over balls, adding muscle mass 18 00:01:13,673 --> 00:01:15,140 for no socially productive use. 19 00:01:15,209 --> 00:01:16,641 It's an evolutionary anomaly. 20 00:01:16,710 --> 00:01:17,976 Freidman tried gymnastics. 21 00:01:18,045 --> 00:01:20,379 Yeah, and almost lost his jewels on the vault. 22 00:01:20,447 --> 00:01:22,447 (LAUGHS) Where is he, anyway? 23 00:01:22,516 --> 00:01:23,948 He's on a cruise with his family, 24 00:01:24,018 --> 00:01:26,418 celebrating his grandmother's new kidney. 25 00:01:26,487 --> 00:01:27,619 Hey, guys. 26 00:01:27,687 --> 00:01:29,954 Hey. Oh, um... 27 00:01:30,024 --> 00:01:31,756 Listen, Fran called, 28 00:01:31,825 --> 00:01:34,692 and she said that they finished Judith's headstone. 29 00:01:34,761 --> 00:01:37,462 I told her I'd see if any of you wanted to come along. 30 00:01:37,531 --> 00:01:38,630 Sure. 31 00:01:40,967 --> 00:01:43,968 I'm sorry. Judith would just think that's lame. 32 00:01:45,039 --> 00:01:46,571 What, going to look at a rock? 33 00:01:46,640 --> 00:01:48,006 Well, it's up to you. 34 00:01:48,075 --> 00:01:50,175 We're going to the cemetery Thursday after school. 35 00:01:50,244 --> 00:01:52,077 I can drive anyone who's interested. 36 00:01:52,146 --> 00:01:53,178 Cool. Thank you. 37 00:01:53,247 --> 00:01:54,346 Okay. 38 00:01:56,350 --> 00:01:59,351 (SIGHING) Oh, come on, don't you think that's dumb? 39 00:02:00,554 --> 00:02:01,786 Meet you after school? 40 00:02:01,855 --> 00:02:03,088 You'd better. 41 00:02:03,157 --> 00:02:04,989 (SCHOOL BELL RINGING) 42 00:02:07,161 --> 00:02:08,293 See you later. Mmm-hmm. 43 00:02:08,362 --> 00:02:09,961 Oh, yeah, later. 44 00:02:18,338 --> 00:02:19,371 Hi, Joan. 45 00:02:19,440 --> 00:02:20,672 GIRL: Oh, who's that? 46 00:02:20,740 --> 00:02:23,341 Do girls always hit on you with that look? 47 00:02:23,410 --> 00:02:26,678 Oh, they do. Hitting on God? That's gross. 48 00:02:26,746 --> 00:02:29,481 I'd like you to do something that scares you. 49 00:02:29,550 --> 00:02:31,083 Uh, lots of things scare me. 50 00:02:31,151 --> 00:02:33,751 You, actually. You scare me. 51 00:02:33,820 --> 00:02:35,520 Care to be a little bit more specific? 52 00:02:35,589 --> 00:02:38,022 For me, that's pretty specific. 53 00:02:38,092 --> 00:02:39,891 And I still can't ask why. 54 00:02:39,960 --> 00:02:41,460 You can ask... 55 00:02:44,931 --> 00:02:47,466 Hi. Tommy Belkin. 56 00:02:47,534 --> 00:02:49,384 I'm captain of the diving team. 57 00:02:49,453 --> 00:02:51,119 You can call me Captain Tommy. 58 00:02:51,188 --> 00:02:52,620 You interested in diving? 59 00:02:52,689 --> 00:02:55,524 One-meter low board? Three-meter high board? 60 00:02:55,592 --> 00:02:57,025 Springboard? 61 00:02:57,894 --> 00:02:59,194 Well, 62 00:02:59,263 --> 00:03:01,463 Captain Tommy, 63 00:03:01,532 --> 00:03:03,031 I was watching the Olympics, 64 00:03:03,100 --> 00:03:04,966 you know, as I flipped my way to MTV Cribs. 65 00:03:05,035 --> 00:03:06,935 Um, so, tell me, 66 00:03:07,004 --> 00:03:09,337 is the high board still really... 67 00:03:10,507 --> 00:03:11,506 High? 68 00:03:11,575 --> 00:03:12,874 Are you kidding me? 69 00:03:12,943 --> 00:03:14,943 (LAUGHING) R-Really high? 70 00:03:20,533 --> 00:03:22,000 Sorry. (LAUGHING) Excuse me! 71 00:03:22,069 --> 00:03:23,969 Are we playing Twister? 72 00:03:26,673 --> 00:03:27,972 Oh, you look so nice. 73 00:03:28,041 --> 00:03:29,408 Is that a new sweater? 74 00:03:29,476 --> 00:03:30,575 And a liter of cologne? 75 00:03:30,644 --> 00:03:32,377 Oh, I smell romance. 76 00:03:32,446 --> 00:03:34,329 Someone's in a disturbingly good mood. 77 00:03:34,397 --> 00:03:36,331 Got to enjoy the good days. 78 00:03:37,034 --> 00:03:38,099 (SNIFFS) 79 00:03:38,168 --> 00:03:39,467 Who bathed in Drakkar? 80 00:03:39,536 --> 00:03:41,569 It said "Apply liberally." 81 00:03:41,638 --> 00:03:44,039 Pardon me for following directions. 82 00:03:44,107 --> 00:03:47,075 Kevin has a date with Beth tonight. 83 00:03:47,144 --> 00:03:49,211 Spokeswoman. Cool. 84 00:03:49,279 --> 00:03:51,646 Makes it so much easier than talking for myself. 85 00:03:51,715 --> 00:03:54,065 Hey, and what's with you and the diving team? 86 00:03:54,134 --> 00:03:57,318 Coach Keady mentioned she saw your name on the try-out list. 87 00:03:57,387 --> 00:03:58,687 You're trying out for diving? 88 00:03:58,755 --> 00:04:00,138 Yes, I am trying out for diving, Luke. 89 00:04:00,207 --> 00:04:02,057 But you're afraid of heights. 90 00:04:02,125 --> 00:04:04,192 Mom, do you want me to be scared for the rest of my life? 91 00:04:04,261 --> 00:04:05,493 If you have vertigo, 92 00:04:05,562 --> 00:04:07,963 you can lose your balance, fall, hit your head. 93 00:04:08,031 --> 00:04:09,747 Helen. 94 00:04:09,817 --> 00:04:11,983 Look, the school shouldn't allow something that dangerous. 95 00:04:12,052 --> 00:04:13,518 Good for you, sweetheart. 96 00:04:13,586 --> 00:04:15,203 Luke, you should do it, too. You loved diving 97 00:04:15,272 --> 00:04:16,988 when we used to go to that pool in Farrington. 98 00:04:17,057 --> 00:04:18,389 Will... 99 00:04:18,458 --> 00:04:20,575 Luke in a Speedo. They don't make enough blindfolds. 100 00:04:20,661 --> 00:04:21,893 Dad, you're thinking of me. 101 00:04:21,962 --> 00:04:23,612 Luke was terrified. 102 00:04:23,680 --> 00:04:27,148 No. No, actually, I was just afraid I'd never be as good as you. 103 00:04:27,217 --> 00:04:28,683 You should get back into it. 104 00:04:28,751 --> 00:04:30,435 He's not interested. 105 00:04:30,504 --> 00:04:32,070 We're just talking. 106 00:04:32,139 --> 00:04:35,339 Haven't we all had enough to deal with lately? 107 00:04:35,408 --> 00:04:38,543 Jumping a thousand feet into a puddle is ridiculous. 108 00:04:38,611 --> 00:04:41,229 Actually, Mom, they replaced the puddle with a swimming pool, 109 00:04:41,298 --> 00:04:44,032 because kids were getting muddy. 110 00:04:44,100 --> 00:04:46,984 You, of all people, should understand caution. 111 00:04:47,053 --> 00:04:50,338 JOAN: All right. Mom, it's just diving, okay? 112 00:04:50,407 --> 00:04:53,275 See you. Don't want to be late for my... 113 00:04:53,343 --> 00:04:55,009 Lion Tamer's Club. 114 00:05:04,137 --> 00:05:05,403 CARLISLE: So, guy's a street dealer. 115 00:05:05,472 --> 00:05:08,006 Narcs set up a sting, arrest him. Routine. 116 00:05:08,075 --> 00:05:10,742 On a hunch, they give him the location of Judith Montgomery's murder, 117 00:05:10,810 --> 00:05:11,877 and the type of X. 118 00:05:11,945 --> 00:05:14,045 Offer him a deal in case he has anything. 119 00:05:14,114 --> 00:05:16,181 He describes a guy he knows. 120 00:05:16,250 --> 00:05:18,516 So you're saying he identified the same guy Ryan Peters did? 121 00:05:18,585 --> 00:05:20,118 To the birthmark on his cheek. 122 00:05:20,187 --> 00:05:22,921 Joey Edwards. Street-level dealer. Narcs know him. 123 00:05:22,990 --> 00:05:25,023 Did he catch you up? 124 00:05:25,092 --> 00:05:27,458 Well, it just got better. 125 00:05:27,527 --> 00:05:30,528 The guy's been AWOL since the girl's murder. 126 00:05:30,597 --> 00:05:33,765 I'll get a warrant, send a couple of uniforms to bag his apartment. 127 00:05:33,833 --> 00:05:35,400 If I can get your okay. 128 00:05:35,468 --> 00:05:37,035 Oh, gee, let me think... 129 00:05:37,104 --> 00:05:40,454 Yes. I think I'll be giving you a blank check on this. 130 00:05:48,782 --> 00:05:50,815 So the woman, I mean, she's maybe, 131 00:05:50,884 --> 00:05:53,518 I don't know, 5-foot, 90 pounds, 132 00:05:53,586 --> 00:05:56,421 heaves the chair at this giant of a guy, 133 00:05:56,489 --> 00:05:58,123 who's cheating on her, 134 00:05:58,191 --> 00:06:00,558 and hits him right in the temple, and he just loses it. 135 00:06:00,627 --> 00:06:02,794 So if it wasn't for the guys restraining him... 136 00:06:02,862 --> 00:06:05,913 Wait. Wait. Wait. Why are we talking about the Jerry Springer Show? 137 00:06:05,982 --> 00:06:07,866 Modern day David and Goliath. 138 00:06:07,934 --> 00:06:09,534 Look, it's about courage 139 00:06:09,603 --> 00:06:13,070 and our overwhelming need to confront odds. 140 00:06:13,139 --> 00:06:14,739 So shouldn't there be a part 141 00:06:14,808 --> 00:06:18,442 where David's mother tells him how dangerous it's gonna be? 142 00:06:18,511 --> 00:06:20,828 I mean, where's the part that urges caution? 143 00:06:20,897 --> 00:06:24,416 It's like the Bible was written by Johnny Knoxville. 144 00:06:24,484 --> 00:06:26,334 Oh, you like Jackass, too? 145 00:06:26,403 --> 00:06:28,770 Okay. Did you see the one where, uh, Steve-O, 146 00:06:28,839 --> 00:06:30,238 he put chicken in his pants, 147 00:06:30,306 --> 00:06:33,959 and the alligators were, like, snappin' at him and he was... 148 00:06:34,027 --> 00:06:37,111 No. We're not riffing on this one now, are we? 149 00:06:37,180 --> 00:06:39,380 We just buried one of Joan's friends. 150 00:06:39,449 --> 00:06:43,368 I can't see Kevin getting in a car without thinking about... 151 00:06:43,437 --> 00:06:44,519 I... 152 00:06:46,173 --> 00:06:50,358 Why does God put kids in harm's way? 153 00:06:50,426 --> 00:06:51,792 Why would he do that? 154 00:06:51,862 --> 00:06:54,795 Hey, why does he always put a cigarette machine in front of me 155 00:06:54,864 --> 00:06:56,364 when I'm trying to stop? 156 00:06:56,450 --> 00:06:58,049 Look, Helen, 157 00:06:58,117 --> 00:06:59,717 the truth is, 158 00:06:59,786 --> 00:07:01,686 we never get out of school. 159 00:07:01,755 --> 00:07:05,307 There's always another test that we're afraid we'll fail. 160 00:07:05,375 --> 00:07:08,643 It's natural to be a little pissed at the teacher. 161 00:07:13,266 --> 00:07:15,166 So we got home from the bat mitzvah. 162 00:07:15,234 --> 00:07:18,253 She drags out the photo album, 163 00:07:18,321 --> 00:07:20,121 and gets totally hammered while narrating 164 00:07:20,190 --> 00:07:23,491 the complete Polanski family history, starting in Poland. 165 00:07:23,559 --> 00:07:26,294 I heard her even through the headphones in my room. 166 00:07:26,363 --> 00:07:27,962 I don't know how you just put up with that. 167 00:07:28,031 --> 00:07:30,081 She's my mother. Like I have a choice? 168 00:07:30,150 --> 00:07:33,034 Grace, isn't that what your bat mitzvah was all about? Taking responsibility? 169 00:07:33,102 --> 00:07:34,886 Hey, you don't wanna go there, dude. 170 00:07:34,955 --> 00:07:37,355 Of all people, I'd think you would have the courage 171 00:07:37,423 --> 00:07:38,473 to make her get help. 172 00:07:38,542 --> 00:07:39,774 What--What are you so afraid of? 173 00:07:39,843 --> 00:07:42,143 What the hell do you know about courage, dude? 174 00:07:42,212 --> 00:07:43,544 You hide in your head. 175 00:07:43,613 --> 00:07:45,980 You're obsessed with science and formulas and mind games, 176 00:07:46,049 --> 00:07:47,282 so that you don't really have to live. 177 00:07:47,351 --> 00:07:49,317 Have you ever taken a risk? Ever? 178 00:07:49,386 --> 00:07:50,902 Grace... 179 00:07:50,971 --> 00:07:53,187 The most you're ever gonna be is a pathetic science teacher 180 00:07:53,256 --> 00:07:56,357 who never really went for what he really wanted. 181 00:08:01,781 --> 00:08:05,983 TOMMY: ...14, 15, 16, 182 00:08:06,052 --> 00:08:07,185 (GLYNIS GRUNTING) 17... 183 00:08:07,254 --> 00:08:08,786 Feel the pain, Miss Figliola? 184 00:08:08,855 --> 00:08:10,121 Definitely do. 185 00:08:10,190 --> 00:08:12,224 Higher, Miss Girardi. This isn't gym class. 186 00:08:12,292 --> 00:08:14,292 I can punt you out of here on a whim. 187 00:08:14,361 --> 00:08:17,462 TOMMY: ...22, 23, 188 00:08:17,531 --> 00:08:18,963 24, 189 00:08:19,466 --> 00:08:20,565 25... 190 00:08:20,634 --> 00:08:22,601 (GROANING LOUDLY) Six! 191 00:08:22,669 --> 00:08:24,302 COACH: And relax. 192 00:08:25,772 --> 00:08:27,722 Hey, you want a stomach like this, 193 00:08:27,790 --> 00:08:31,058 you're looking at 200 of those a day, not to mention sit-ups. 194 00:08:31,128 --> 00:08:34,762 I think I'll do most of mine at home, that way, 195 00:08:34,831 --> 00:08:37,682 when I get here, I'll only have a few left. 196 00:08:39,186 --> 00:08:40,785 Can I help you, Mr. Girardi? 197 00:08:40,853 --> 00:08:42,620 Yeah, I'd like to try out for the team, 198 00:08:42,689 --> 00:08:44,188 if I'm not too late. 199 00:08:44,257 --> 00:08:45,490 You are. Go away. 200 00:08:45,559 --> 00:08:46,791 Clamp it, female Girardi. 201 00:08:46,860 --> 00:08:48,009 He's totally copying me! 202 00:08:48,094 --> 00:08:49,260 I am not! 203 00:08:49,329 --> 00:08:51,613 Sibling rivalry. Healthy motivator. 204 00:08:51,681 --> 00:08:53,548 The Williams sisters, the Carpenters, 205 00:08:53,617 --> 00:08:55,550 Donnie and Marie, not so much. 206 00:08:55,619 --> 00:08:58,136 Grab a spot on the floor, Mr. Girardi. 207 00:08:58,205 --> 00:08:59,503 (SNAPPING) 208 00:08:59,572 --> 00:09:01,139 Hey! You! 209 00:09:01,208 --> 00:09:02,841 (WHISPERING) You're going down. 210 00:09:04,044 --> 00:09:05,793 Okay, dive rolls. 211 00:09:05,862 --> 00:09:07,996 Ten of 'em. Find a clear path. 212 00:09:09,032 --> 00:09:10,431 And 213 00:09:10,500 --> 00:09:13,001 one, two, 214 00:09:13,803 --> 00:09:14,802 three... 215 00:09:21,011 --> 00:09:22,894 Coach... Coach Keady... 216 00:09:23,897 --> 00:09:25,297 I'm stuck. 217 00:09:27,968 --> 00:09:29,100 Okay. 218 00:09:35,341 --> 00:09:37,108 (STUDENTS LAUGHING) 219 00:09:42,048 --> 00:09:43,648 (MOUTHING) 220 00:09:56,279 --> 00:09:58,078 (SIGHING) Do you wanna finish mine? 221 00:09:58,147 --> 00:10:00,114 KEVIN: Mmm, please. 222 00:10:00,183 --> 00:10:03,117 If I eat any more grease, I'll be flammable. 223 00:10:04,120 --> 00:10:05,653 So how's school going? 224 00:10:05,722 --> 00:10:08,122 Mmm, great. 225 00:10:08,191 --> 00:10:11,225 I mean, you know, as great as studying economic structure 226 00:10:11,294 --> 00:10:13,828 using linear algebra could be. 227 00:10:13,896 --> 00:10:15,496 (CLEARS THROAT) 228 00:10:15,565 --> 00:10:19,233 Um, I'm really glad you wanted to come eat 229 00:10:19,302 --> 00:10:21,402 bad food with me. 230 00:10:21,471 --> 00:10:22,870 Oh, me, too. 231 00:10:28,995 --> 00:10:31,162 You know, I, um... 232 00:10:31,231 --> 00:10:34,165 I stared at the phone for, like, an hour 233 00:10:34,234 --> 00:10:36,000 before I called you. 234 00:10:47,680 --> 00:10:48,779 Um... 235 00:10:49,749 --> 00:10:50,982 Kevin... 236 00:10:51,050 --> 00:10:52,150 Uh... 237 00:10:53,753 --> 00:10:54,986 Is it... 238 00:10:55,722 --> 00:10:58,055 Of course not. 239 00:10:58,125 --> 00:11:01,058 How could you even go there? 240 00:11:01,128 --> 00:11:02,560 Hey, it is the one big thing 241 00:11:02,629 --> 00:11:05,163 that's changed since we were together. 242 00:11:05,232 --> 00:11:07,798 I mean, I'd-- I'd understand... 243 00:11:07,867 --> 00:11:10,968 Kevin, it's been two years. 244 00:11:11,037 --> 00:11:14,472 We can't just pick up like it was yesterday. 245 00:11:14,541 --> 00:11:16,007 You're right. 246 00:11:18,612 --> 00:11:20,145 I'm sorry. 247 00:11:20,213 --> 00:11:22,680 I thought that maybe this was, uh, 248 00:11:23,750 --> 00:11:24,949 a date. 249 00:11:26,853 --> 00:11:29,287 Maybe I thought it was a date, too. 250 00:11:31,391 --> 00:11:33,024 I just need time. 251 00:11:39,115 --> 00:11:41,933 Before the water evaporates, Miss Girardi. 252 00:11:44,287 --> 00:11:45,553 I can't! 253 00:11:45,622 --> 00:11:46,971 (LAUGHTER) 254 00:11:57,884 --> 00:12:00,418 JUDITH: It's okay, Jo-Jo. 255 00:12:00,487 --> 00:12:02,303 So, you gonna dive, or what? 256 00:12:03,406 --> 00:12:05,090 Great. 257 00:12:05,158 --> 00:12:07,474 Now you're gonna get on me about this, too? 258 00:12:07,543 --> 00:12:10,044 Just let yourself go. You can do it. 259 00:12:14,567 --> 00:12:15,900 (WHIRRING) 260 00:12:19,405 --> 00:12:20,972 No! Stop it! 261 00:12:21,041 --> 00:12:22,624 (LAUGHING) 262 00:12:22,692 --> 00:12:24,492 Stop it! I can't! Stop! 263 00:12:26,529 --> 00:12:28,263 Please stop it! Don't! I can't! 264 00:12:28,331 --> 00:12:29,664 I can't do it! Please stop! 265 00:12:29,749 --> 00:12:31,583 (ALARM CLOCK RINGING) 266 00:12:32,352 --> 00:12:33,651 (GASPS) 267 00:12:48,235 --> 00:12:49,701 Who knew I'd love the narcs? 268 00:12:49,769 --> 00:12:51,636 They found our guy. No. His supplier. 269 00:12:51,705 --> 00:12:52,970 Vladimir Karpovich. 270 00:12:53,039 --> 00:12:54,505 They're waiting to take him down 271 00:12:54,574 --> 00:12:56,674 to see if he gave them someone higher up the food chain. 272 00:12:56,743 --> 00:12:58,776 But we're taking him now because he'll lead us to where Edwards is. 273 00:12:58,845 --> 00:13:01,412 Couple of narcs are outside his place waiting for us. 274 00:13:01,481 --> 00:13:02,647 What? 275 00:13:02,716 --> 00:13:05,116 Kevlar. Guy's got company. 276 00:13:05,184 --> 00:13:06,951 Does small arms on the side. 277 00:13:07,019 --> 00:13:08,886 Hell of a businessman. 278 00:13:14,161 --> 00:13:15,726 Okay, tadpoles, 279 00:13:15,796 --> 00:13:17,561 Swan dives off the low board. 280 00:13:17,630 --> 00:13:19,230 Keep 'em simple and straight. 281 00:13:19,299 --> 00:13:20,531 Line up! 282 00:13:21,802 --> 00:13:23,034 (BLOWS WHISTLE) 283 00:13:23,103 --> 00:13:24,435 Beasley, go! 284 00:13:29,776 --> 00:13:30,841 (BLOWS WHISTLE) 285 00:13:30,910 --> 00:13:32,176 COACH: Figliola. 286 00:13:41,604 --> 00:13:43,737 Don't do that. 287 00:13:45,141 --> 00:13:46,207 (BLOWS WHISTLE) 288 00:13:46,276 --> 00:13:47,808 Female Girardi. 289 00:14:00,923 --> 00:14:03,224 Definitely don't do that! 290 00:14:08,114 --> 00:14:10,248 Male Girardi. Don't emulate. 291 00:14:10,317 --> 00:14:12,616 (JOAN GROANING) 292 00:14:19,592 --> 00:14:20,991 (GROANING) 293 00:14:23,630 --> 00:14:24,762 (BLOWS WHISTLE) 294 00:14:24,831 --> 00:14:26,330 Mr. Girardi? 295 00:14:35,341 --> 00:14:36,440 (BLOWS WHISTLE) 296 00:14:36,509 --> 00:14:39,109 Mr. Girardi, I'm not known for my patience. 297 00:14:41,848 --> 00:14:42,881 (BLOWS WHISTLE) 298 00:14:42,949 --> 00:14:44,448 Mr. Girardi. 299 00:14:44,517 --> 00:14:46,885 BOY 1: Come on, man up, Girardi. 300 00:14:46,953 --> 00:14:49,087 I don't... I don't feel well. 301 00:14:49,155 --> 00:14:50,688 BOY 1: Yeah, right. I'm sorry. 302 00:14:50,757 --> 00:14:53,858 Scaredy-cat. Don't forget to adjust your bra, Girardi! 303 00:14:53,927 --> 00:14:55,894 COACH: Button it, Beasley. 304 00:14:55,962 --> 00:14:57,728 Okay. Miss Palmer. 305 00:15:02,269 --> 00:15:03,534 Gum? 306 00:15:03,603 --> 00:15:05,436 No, thanks. 307 00:15:05,505 --> 00:15:07,272 Hey, take it easy. 308 00:15:07,340 --> 00:15:09,307 Guy actually has to understand his Miranda Rights. 309 00:15:09,376 --> 00:15:11,042 (CELL PHONE RINGING) 310 00:15:12,445 --> 00:15:13,511 Girardi. 311 00:15:13,579 --> 00:15:15,146 (ON PHONE) Will, it's Lucy. 312 00:15:15,215 --> 00:15:18,983 Listen, as it turns out, there's five guys, maybe more in there. 313 00:15:19,052 --> 00:15:22,486 So I'm sending in SWAT. I want you to come on back to the station. 314 00:15:22,555 --> 00:15:25,256 You want SWAT, fine, but this is my case. I'm making the arrest. 315 00:15:25,325 --> 00:15:27,125 No, you're following orders, 316 00:15:27,193 --> 00:15:30,328 and I want you to come on back to the station. Do you copy that? 317 00:15:30,396 --> 00:15:31,962 Yeah, but we're already here. 318 00:15:32,031 --> 00:15:34,031 I'm running the scene now. You signed off on it. 319 00:15:34,100 --> 00:15:36,968 I am your commanding officer, Detective Girardi, 320 00:15:37,020 --> 00:15:40,421 and I am telling you to get your ass back to the station right now, 321 00:15:40,490 --> 00:15:42,373 or I will suspend you. 322 00:15:42,442 --> 00:15:43,674 Do you copy that? 323 00:15:43,742 --> 00:15:45,209 Yeah. I copy. 324 00:15:47,447 --> 00:15:49,080 What's goin' on? 325 00:15:58,758 --> 00:16:00,090 (LAUGHING) 326 00:16:02,896 --> 00:16:04,695 Oh, great dive, Joan. 327 00:16:09,718 --> 00:16:11,818 God mocking humans? 328 00:16:11,887 --> 00:16:13,287 That's nice. 329 00:16:13,356 --> 00:16:16,123 Belly flop. Eternally funny. 330 00:16:16,192 --> 00:16:18,692 Nothin' I can do about it. 331 00:16:18,761 --> 00:16:20,928 Funny? Look at me. I'm a beat. 332 00:16:20,996 --> 00:16:22,930 (LAUGHING) Yeah. 333 00:16:22,998 --> 00:16:25,499 But the low board doesn't scare you. 334 00:16:25,568 --> 00:16:27,585 You didn't dream about the low board. 335 00:16:27,653 --> 00:16:30,655 If I did a belly flop from the high board, I could have exploded. 336 00:16:30,723 --> 00:16:33,441 I take physics. I know these things. 337 00:16:33,510 --> 00:16:35,476 And don't mess with my dreams. 338 00:16:35,545 --> 00:16:37,978 Using Judith to get me to do this... 339 00:16:39,115 --> 00:16:40,548 If there was someone over you, 340 00:16:40,617 --> 00:16:42,250 you would be in a lot of trouble. 341 00:16:42,318 --> 00:16:43,684 (CHUCKLING) 342 00:16:45,455 --> 00:16:46,754 (SIGHING) 343 00:17:02,805 --> 00:17:07,274 But they arrested the guy, and you still get to interview him, right? 344 00:17:07,343 --> 00:17:09,660 Yeah. When he lawyers up. 345 00:17:09,729 --> 00:17:12,630 So what does it matter who actually slapped the cuffs on him? 346 00:17:12,699 --> 00:17:14,164 It's my case, Helen. 347 00:17:14,233 --> 00:17:15,449 So? 348 00:17:15,517 --> 00:17:18,585 In a dangerous situation, your boss chose caution 349 00:17:18,654 --> 00:17:20,354 over putting you at risk? 350 00:17:20,422 --> 00:17:24,374 I don't even like her, and that sounds like a good call to me. 351 00:17:24,443 --> 00:17:27,745 You don't understand. I shouldn't have said anything. 352 00:17:28,380 --> 00:17:30,447 Oh. So, 353 00:17:30,516 --> 00:17:32,149 I don't get to have an opinion? 354 00:17:32,218 --> 00:17:34,468 You're just gonna keep running around busting down doors 355 00:17:34,537 --> 00:17:35,936 without a thought that you have a family 356 00:17:36,005 --> 00:17:38,756 that might actually want you to stay alive? 357 00:17:38,824 --> 00:17:41,175 Helen, what just happened? 358 00:17:53,806 --> 00:17:55,673 I'm scared. 359 00:17:55,741 --> 00:17:57,874 Okay? I'm scared. 360 00:17:57,943 --> 00:17:59,810 Okay. I'll be careful. 361 00:17:59,878 --> 00:18:01,912 It's not just that. It's... 362 00:18:04,733 --> 00:18:06,667 It's Kevin and the lawsuit. 363 00:18:06,735 --> 00:18:10,871 It's Joan going nuts from Lyme disease. 364 00:18:10,939 --> 00:18:12,473 It's... 365 00:18:12,542 --> 00:18:13,740 Judith. 366 00:18:14,443 --> 00:18:16,160 Everything. 367 00:18:16,229 --> 00:18:18,078 Every time the phone rings... 368 00:18:18,147 --> 00:18:20,398 I know we've been hit with a lot, but... 369 00:18:20,467 --> 00:18:23,134 I can't talk about this with you. 370 00:18:23,203 --> 00:18:24,402 Helen? 371 00:18:26,756 --> 00:18:29,840 I can't. You won't understand. 372 00:18:29,909 --> 00:18:32,243 No, I won't. Not if you shut me out. 373 00:18:34,480 --> 00:18:35,730 It's God. 374 00:18:38,651 --> 00:18:41,419 I'm scared of God. 375 00:18:42,855 --> 00:18:43,871 Okay? 376 00:18:47,977 --> 00:18:50,327 I'm afraid of what he'll do next. 377 00:19:11,301 --> 00:19:12,533 Oh. Hey. 378 00:19:12,601 --> 00:19:14,401 Hey. 379 00:19:14,470 --> 00:19:17,471 I didn't think I'd find anyone still conscious. 380 00:19:19,242 --> 00:19:21,659 Beth on the brain. 381 00:19:21,728 --> 00:19:24,411 She isn't sure about us. She needs time. 382 00:19:26,482 --> 00:19:28,148 I'm sorry. 383 00:19:28,217 --> 00:19:30,250 What do you think of that? 384 00:19:31,187 --> 00:19:32,652 Needing time? 385 00:19:34,523 --> 00:19:35,723 It's normal. 386 00:19:35,791 --> 00:19:37,959 Means she really cares about you. 387 00:19:39,562 --> 00:19:40,594 Okay. 388 00:19:41,998 --> 00:19:44,798 So what exactly happens during this 389 00:19:44,868 --> 00:19:45,967 time? 390 00:19:48,771 --> 00:19:50,771 She searches her heart, 391 00:19:51,374 --> 00:19:53,173 and she 392 00:19:53,242 --> 00:19:56,544 thinks about her life, 393 00:19:59,232 --> 00:20:03,100 and what the future would look like with you and without you. 394 00:20:03,169 --> 00:20:06,137 Girls really think about all that, huh? 395 00:20:06,205 --> 00:20:09,891 We can spend two hours thinking about shoes. 396 00:20:09,959 --> 00:20:13,127 Man, guys are just like either into a girl or not. 397 00:20:15,948 --> 00:20:17,814 You know, it's just... 398 00:20:19,151 --> 00:20:21,786 When I'm thinking about her, I... 399 00:20:23,322 --> 00:20:25,339 I get this dull ache in my gut, 400 00:20:25,408 --> 00:20:27,624 and it only goes away when I'm with her. 401 00:20:28,811 --> 00:20:30,594 The wound that can only be healed 402 00:20:30,663 --> 00:20:32,996 with the sword that inflicted it. 403 00:20:33,499 --> 00:20:34,465 Mmm? 404 00:20:34,534 --> 00:20:36,333 It's the troubadours. They wrote 405 00:20:36,401 --> 00:20:39,186 that the only person that can heal that wound 406 00:20:39,255 --> 00:20:41,255 is the one who caused it. 407 00:21:00,409 --> 00:21:02,810 You know you have to do it, Jo-Jo. 408 00:21:08,901 --> 00:21:10,734 Why? Have you been talking to God? 409 00:21:13,972 --> 00:21:16,073 We know you can do it, Joan. 410 00:21:17,460 --> 00:21:19,576 I should have known. 411 00:21:19,645 --> 00:21:21,027 Just let go. 412 00:21:25,017 --> 00:21:26,349 (SCREAMING) 413 00:21:30,890 --> 00:21:32,422 (GASPING) 414 00:21:36,295 --> 00:21:37,778 (DOOR OPENING) 415 00:21:39,849 --> 00:21:41,515 (LUKE GRUNTING) 416 00:21:49,158 --> 00:21:50,491 Luke, you're not naked, are you? 417 00:21:50,559 --> 00:21:51,592 No. 418 00:21:57,700 --> 00:21:59,300 Wow. 419 00:21:59,369 --> 00:22:01,168 Dedication. 420 00:22:01,237 --> 00:22:02,970 You feeling better? 421 00:22:04,573 --> 00:22:06,073 I wasn't sick. 422 00:22:10,346 --> 00:22:14,198 Look, if you're still trying to prove yourself against Kevin... 423 00:22:15,701 --> 00:22:18,084 Grace accused me of being a coward. 424 00:22:18,153 --> 00:22:20,137 Grace rags on everybody. 425 00:22:20,740 --> 00:22:22,139 She's right. 426 00:22:25,994 --> 00:22:29,713 I couldn't dive because I was afraid I'd look stupid. 427 00:22:29,782 --> 00:22:32,800 Hey, if I let that stop me, I'd never do anything. 428 00:22:32,869 --> 00:22:36,103 You know, I've structured my whole life to be risk-free, 429 00:22:36,171 --> 00:22:39,340 never allowing for a situation where I might fail. 430 00:22:41,794 --> 00:22:43,961 So I've cut out whole realms of experiences 431 00:22:44,029 --> 00:22:46,080 that I wanna be a part of. 432 00:22:46,782 --> 00:22:48,065 I just... 433 00:22:50,202 --> 00:22:53,387 I just don't wanna live half a life anymore. 434 00:22:53,455 --> 00:22:54,538 (SOBS) 435 00:22:54,607 --> 00:22:55,772 Hey... 436 00:22:55,841 --> 00:22:57,141 Just forget it. 437 00:22:57,210 --> 00:22:58,442 Luke, it's not like it's over for you. 438 00:22:58,511 --> 00:22:59,993 Just go, okay? 439 00:23:06,986 --> 00:23:09,386 (GRUNTING) 440 00:23:12,608 --> 00:23:16,977 ♪ Well, I've burned a few bridges in my time 441 00:23:17,046 --> 00:23:18,612 ♪ And I've clowned around 442 00:23:18,681 --> 00:23:22,700 ♪ I've joked about your mama in the summertime 443 00:23:22,768 --> 00:23:25,652 ♪ It falls to the winter 444 00:23:25,721 --> 00:23:27,121 ♪ Again 445 00:23:27,990 --> 00:23:30,391 ♪ Uh-huh 446 00:23:30,459 --> 00:23:34,795 ♪ I, I climbed a mountain then I turned around again 447 00:23:34,864 --> 00:23:40,333 ♪ Just to reclaim my history It should remain a mystery 448 00:23:41,137 --> 00:23:42,302 Lilly Watters? 449 00:23:42,371 --> 00:23:43,470 Yeah. 450 00:23:44,573 --> 00:23:46,506 Am I all you expected? 451 00:23:46,575 --> 00:23:48,008 Well, you're hard to miss. 452 00:23:48,077 --> 00:23:50,077 Thanks. Take a load off. 453 00:23:51,480 --> 00:23:54,014 Well, you guys are four for four. 454 00:23:54,784 --> 00:23:56,000 How's that? 455 00:23:56,068 --> 00:23:57,368 Good-looking family. 456 00:23:57,436 --> 00:24:00,137 I met Kevin, too. He could be a model. 457 00:24:00,206 --> 00:24:03,907 Well, you know, for handicapped crap. 458 00:24:03,976 --> 00:24:06,043 Yeah, listen, I-- I'll try to make this short. 459 00:24:06,111 --> 00:24:08,312 No, no. Take your time. 460 00:24:08,380 --> 00:24:12,149 You saved me from spin class. Talk about hell on earth. 461 00:24:12,218 --> 00:24:14,234 I'd just like to get to it. 462 00:24:15,338 --> 00:24:17,804 Helen's probably told you, 463 00:24:17,873 --> 00:24:19,773 I don't believe in God. 464 00:24:20,909 --> 00:24:22,209 Anyway, 465 00:24:22,277 --> 00:24:24,728 last night Helen told me she's afraid. 466 00:24:26,265 --> 00:24:28,198 O-Of God. 467 00:24:28,267 --> 00:24:31,968 It's big for her, not something that's gonna go away on its own. 468 00:24:32,038 --> 00:24:34,487 And she seemed so sad... 469 00:24:34,556 --> 00:24:36,824 I don't know how to help her. 470 00:24:36,892 --> 00:24:38,391 Bummer. 471 00:24:38,460 --> 00:24:40,828 Yeah. I-It is. 472 00:24:40,896 --> 00:24:43,097 I--I was hoping you could talk to her about it, you know, 473 00:24:43,165 --> 00:24:44,281 get her through it. 474 00:24:44,350 --> 00:24:45,599 Me? 475 00:24:45,668 --> 00:24:47,835 Well, you're her spiritual adviser, right? 476 00:24:47,903 --> 00:24:50,437 I mean, you're the one who's leading her down this road to this God 477 00:24:50,506 --> 00:24:52,372 who seems to be making her miserable. 478 00:24:52,441 --> 00:24:54,207 We talk about stuff. 479 00:24:54,276 --> 00:24:56,409 So talk to her. Tell her not to be scared of your God anymore. 480 00:24:56,479 --> 00:24:58,144 There's no magic switch. 481 00:24:58,213 --> 00:25:00,914 Then what the hell good is a religion if she's scared of it? 482 00:25:00,983 --> 00:25:03,416 Isn't the whole point of God to provide comfort? 483 00:25:03,486 --> 00:25:05,352 Look, you raise some good questions... 484 00:25:05,420 --> 00:25:08,488 I'm not here for a panel discussion. I wanna help my wife. 485 00:25:08,557 --> 00:25:12,058 Questions about faith and God, they're-- they're backbreakers, man. 486 00:25:12,127 --> 00:25:14,328 I mean, they're filled with contradictions. 487 00:25:14,397 --> 00:25:16,129 Like a cop who doesn't believe in God 488 00:25:16,199 --> 00:25:18,232 asking for spiritual help. 489 00:25:18,801 --> 00:25:20,033 Blows my mind. 490 00:25:20,102 --> 00:25:22,836 I mean, it must mean something. 491 00:25:23,522 --> 00:25:24,671 Right? 492 00:25:26,842 --> 00:25:28,876 So that's it. That's all you've got? 493 00:25:28,944 --> 00:25:30,360 Pretty much. 494 00:25:30,429 --> 00:25:31,511 Yeah. 495 00:25:33,583 --> 00:25:36,383 So I'm going with your mom to the cemetery. 496 00:25:37,687 --> 00:25:40,053 And it's a chance to stop by my mom, too. 497 00:25:40,122 --> 00:25:42,356 You know, you could come even if you think it's dumb. 498 00:25:42,425 --> 00:25:44,525 I--I can't. I have to dive. 499 00:25:44,594 --> 00:25:46,059 Oh, yeah. 500 00:25:46,128 --> 00:25:48,762 So, um, wish me luck. 501 00:25:48,831 --> 00:25:50,464 Wear a parachute. 502 00:25:54,337 --> 00:25:56,237 Say hi to Judith for me. 503 00:25:56,305 --> 00:26:00,608 ♪ ...to confide in 504 00:26:00,676 --> 00:26:01,775 Yeah. 505 00:26:03,178 --> 00:26:07,063 ♪ Secrets that I should keep ♪ 506 00:26:12,705 --> 00:26:14,688 So we still not talking? 507 00:26:14,757 --> 00:26:16,156 No. 508 00:26:16,224 --> 00:26:17,340 I mean... 509 00:26:17,409 --> 00:26:19,593 We never were not talking. 510 00:26:19,662 --> 00:26:21,295 Sure could have fooled me. 511 00:26:21,363 --> 00:26:23,096 (SIGHS) 512 00:26:23,165 --> 00:26:26,533 Look, you gave an order. I was unprofessional. 513 00:26:26,601 --> 00:26:28,468 It won't happen again. 514 00:26:29,221 --> 00:26:31,421 Oh, and for the record, 515 00:26:31,490 --> 00:26:33,557 Helen sided with you. 516 00:26:33,626 --> 00:26:35,425 Caution. 517 00:26:35,494 --> 00:26:38,144 She's your biggest fan now. 518 00:26:38,213 --> 00:26:40,113 Well, I don't mind going head-to-head with somebody 519 00:26:40,182 --> 00:26:41,514 every once in a while, you know. 520 00:26:41,584 --> 00:26:43,550 I think that's healthy. 521 00:26:43,619 --> 00:26:48,121 It's the passive-aggressive jerks that really piss me off. 522 00:26:48,190 --> 00:26:50,390 Look, you knew I could have handled it. 523 00:26:50,459 --> 00:26:52,275 Dragging me off like some damn rookie 524 00:26:52,344 --> 00:26:54,110 was just wrong, and you know it. 525 00:26:54,179 --> 00:26:55,979 I had to. Had to? 526 00:26:56,048 --> 00:26:58,598 You had to pull one of your best officers? Why? 527 00:26:58,667 --> 00:27:01,117 I don't have to explain myself to you, Detective. 528 00:27:01,186 --> 00:27:02,252 Why? 529 00:27:06,826 --> 00:27:08,792 Because I thought that... 530 00:27:12,965 --> 00:27:14,732 I thought that if... 531 00:27:17,419 --> 00:27:18,752 And I know it's part of the job, 532 00:27:18,821 --> 00:27:21,220 but if something had happened, I... 533 00:27:24,727 --> 00:27:27,227 Well, don't look so surprised, Will. 534 00:27:28,297 --> 00:27:30,197 Everybody has feelings. 535 00:27:32,635 --> 00:27:33,884 Even me. 536 00:27:53,038 --> 00:27:54,805 Amazing... 537 00:27:54,873 --> 00:27:56,706 Transcript value. 538 00:27:56,775 --> 00:27:59,042 Hardest substance on earth, ladies. 539 00:27:59,110 --> 00:28:00,343 You can touch it if you want. 540 00:28:00,412 --> 00:28:02,813 You better be wearing a bathing suit, Mr. Belkin. 541 00:28:02,881 --> 00:28:03,980 Hey, Coach. 542 00:28:04,049 --> 00:28:05,615 What'd I tell you, Tommy? 543 00:28:05,684 --> 00:28:09,419 Uh, no sit-ups in front of the girls. Won't happen again, Coach. 544 00:28:09,488 --> 00:28:11,888 Okay, folks! Now it gets fun. 545 00:28:11,957 --> 00:28:14,591 Strap on your oxygen masks. Straight dive off the high board. 546 00:28:14,659 --> 00:28:15,725 Line up. 547 00:28:15,794 --> 00:28:17,077 BOY: Whoo! 548 00:28:18,080 --> 00:28:19,813 COACH: Okay. 549 00:28:19,882 --> 00:28:21,515 Mr. Girardi. 550 00:28:21,583 --> 00:28:22,683 Hey! 551 00:28:24,419 --> 00:28:25,686 I remember you in Farrington. 552 00:28:25,754 --> 00:28:27,387 You were awesome! 553 00:28:30,676 --> 00:28:33,677 Glad to see you're feeling better, Mr. Girardi. 554 00:28:36,482 --> 00:28:38,882 Okay. Mr. Girardi. 555 00:28:41,487 --> 00:28:42,619 (BLOWS WHISTLE) 556 00:28:46,091 --> 00:28:48,191 Dive, Mr. Girardi. 557 00:28:48,260 --> 00:28:49,392 (STUDENTS LAUGHING) 558 00:28:56,434 --> 00:28:58,819 Mr. Girardi, if you still don't feel well, 559 00:28:58,888 --> 00:29:01,154 perhaps you'd feel better on the bowling team. 560 00:29:01,223 --> 00:29:02,890 (STUDENTS LAUGHING) 561 00:29:12,318 --> 00:29:14,451 BEASLEY: What a dork! 562 00:29:14,519 --> 00:29:15,752 Luke... 563 00:29:18,123 --> 00:29:20,657 Don't forget to change your panties! 564 00:29:20,726 --> 00:29:22,058 (ALL LAUGHING) 565 00:29:22,127 --> 00:29:23,193 (SCREAMS) 566 00:29:24,663 --> 00:29:26,780 You are out of here, Miss Girardi! 567 00:29:26,848 --> 00:29:28,932 No! No, I have to do this. 568 00:29:29,001 --> 00:29:31,401 Move your keister before I have you suspended. 569 00:29:31,469 --> 00:29:32,903 Please, let me just take one dive! 570 00:29:32,971 --> 00:29:34,404 I promise you'll never have to see me again! 571 00:29:34,472 --> 00:29:36,039 Out! Now! 572 00:29:36,708 --> 00:29:37,774 Now! 573 00:29:42,214 --> 00:29:43,713 (KNOCK ON DOOR) 574 00:29:45,117 --> 00:29:46,516 I'm working. 575 00:29:54,676 --> 00:29:56,710 I was in the neighborhood. 576 00:29:58,346 --> 00:29:59,563 Really? 577 00:30:01,700 --> 00:30:03,767 No, but... 578 00:30:03,836 --> 00:30:06,169 Makes this easier, so go with it. 579 00:30:07,573 --> 00:30:08,605 Okay. 580 00:30:10,225 --> 00:30:11,691 Look, just 581 00:30:12,761 --> 00:30:15,328 forget that stupid diving team. 582 00:30:17,132 --> 00:30:19,832 That whole rant, that was... I was... 583 00:30:21,937 --> 00:30:23,287 I mean, I... 584 00:30:28,327 --> 00:30:30,410 Are you gonna make me go on? 585 00:30:32,881 --> 00:30:33,930 No. 586 00:30:36,101 --> 00:30:37,184 Okay. 587 00:30:40,439 --> 00:30:41,805 Then, uh... 588 00:30:45,477 --> 00:30:47,211 I talked to my mom. 589 00:30:54,269 --> 00:30:56,069 Finish your homework. 590 00:31:11,553 --> 00:31:13,287 Wow, you are a slob! 591 00:31:13,355 --> 00:31:14,788 I love that in a girl. 592 00:31:14,856 --> 00:31:17,057 You're sick. 593 00:31:17,126 --> 00:31:18,758 This is exactly like your room at home. 594 00:31:18,827 --> 00:31:20,761 Same Cake sticker on your Discman, 595 00:31:20,829 --> 00:31:22,462 Ben Folds Five poster. 596 00:31:22,531 --> 00:31:25,332 Yes, but the Bobblehead collection is new. 597 00:31:25,401 --> 00:31:28,134 And very impressive. 598 00:31:28,203 --> 00:31:29,903 Thank you for letting me come over. 599 00:31:29,971 --> 00:31:31,605 Of course. 600 00:31:31,674 --> 00:31:35,008 I just... I--I didn't know if we were ever gonna be able to just... 601 00:31:35,076 --> 00:31:37,076 You know, hang again. 602 00:31:38,747 --> 00:31:40,113 So, 603 00:31:40,182 --> 00:31:42,949 how's that time thing coming? 604 00:31:43,018 --> 00:31:45,585 I want you to know as you take this time, 605 00:31:45,654 --> 00:31:48,822 I'm already at pathetically 606 00:31:48,891 --> 00:31:50,590 crazy about you. 607 00:31:50,659 --> 00:31:52,142 Kevin... 608 00:31:52,211 --> 00:31:54,694 And I want you to know that I am a different person now. 609 00:31:54,763 --> 00:31:58,031 I floss every day. Except for weekends. 610 00:31:58,100 --> 00:32:00,350 But even dentists don't floss... 611 00:32:29,648 --> 00:32:31,381 Oh, God! 612 00:32:31,450 --> 00:32:35,602 Man, from a simple conversation about dental hygiene... 613 00:32:35,670 --> 00:32:37,103 Weird things turn you on, huh? 614 00:32:37,172 --> 00:32:38,305 (GIGGLES) 615 00:33:02,097 --> 00:33:04,330 (SOFT MUSIC PLAYING ON STEREO) 616 00:33:18,163 --> 00:33:19,796 It's easy, Jo-Jo. 617 00:33:20,866 --> 00:33:24,167 Don't let the fear hold you back. 618 00:33:24,236 --> 00:33:27,437 Maybe if you had been a little more afraid, you'd still be alive. 619 00:33:27,505 --> 00:33:28,521 Mmm. 620 00:33:29,624 --> 00:33:31,541 No. See... 621 00:33:31,610 --> 00:33:34,277 I think what my problem was... 622 00:33:34,346 --> 00:33:37,047 I was running from what I was afraid of. 623 00:33:40,335 --> 00:33:41,852 Don't do that. 624 00:33:45,273 --> 00:33:47,073 Just surrender and... 625 00:33:47,142 --> 00:33:48,374 (LAUGHS) 626 00:34:05,244 --> 00:34:06,459 (GASPS) 627 00:34:46,884 --> 00:34:48,718 (CLOCK TICKING) 628 00:35:04,252 --> 00:35:06,052 (ALL CHATTERING) 629 00:35:09,023 --> 00:35:10,890 Okay, 10 minutes of stretching, people. 630 00:35:10,958 --> 00:35:12,492 Find a partner. 631 00:35:14,746 --> 00:35:15,812 Mr. Girardi? 632 00:35:15,880 --> 00:35:17,713 What are you doing up there? 633 00:35:17,782 --> 00:35:19,115 (LAUGHING) 634 00:35:29,811 --> 00:35:32,362 COACH: Mr. Girardi, I want you off that board 635 00:35:32,430 --> 00:35:34,180 right now! 636 00:35:34,249 --> 00:35:35,465 (BLOWING WHISTLE) 637 00:35:41,439 --> 00:35:42,639 (WHOOPING) 638 00:35:42,707 --> 00:35:44,441 (STUDENTS CLAPPING) 639 00:36:06,881 --> 00:36:08,564 You're home early. 640 00:36:09,368 --> 00:36:11,167 Slow day. 641 00:36:11,236 --> 00:36:13,620 Supplier on Judith's case is still making deals 642 00:36:13,688 --> 00:36:16,622 before he'll give up the guy who murdered her. 643 00:36:17,625 --> 00:36:19,025 I'm on call. 644 00:36:23,531 --> 00:36:25,664 Emily Dickinson. Uplifting. 645 00:36:25,733 --> 00:36:27,466 I felt like poetry. 646 00:36:32,391 --> 00:36:34,691 I heard about your little fight. 647 00:36:36,628 --> 00:36:37,894 Oh, yeah? 648 00:36:41,933 --> 00:36:44,033 When were you gonna tell me? 649 00:36:46,671 --> 00:36:50,106 Will, I had a session with Lilly today. 650 00:36:50,175 --> 00:36:52,658 Did you think she wouldn't tell me you two talked? 651 00:36:53,694 --> 00:36:55,995 I, uh, I thought you'd get mad. 652 00:36:56,064 --> 00:36:57,647 Mad? 653 00:36:57,716 --> 00:36:58,981 I yelled at her. 654 00:36:59,050 --> 00:37:00,800 She's very annoying. 655 00:37:06,325 --> 00:37:09,209 I've been so alone because... 656 00:37:11,646 --> 00:37:13,429 I knew how you felt. 657 00:37:14,949 --> 00:37:18,685 But even with that, you heard me. 658 00:37:26,261 --> 00:37:28,395 I'm sorry I didn't trust you. 659 00:37:42,344 --> 00:37:44,678 Oh, you really are omnipresent, aren't you? 660 00:37:44,746 --> 00:37:46,229 I get around. 661 00:37:48,100 --> 00:37:51,801 What your brother did took a lot of guts. 662 00:37:51,869 --> 00:37:53,769 Yeah, well, I had my doubts there. 663 00:37:53,838 --> 00:37:54,971 Right up till the end. 664 00:37:55,039 --> 00:37:58,040 Everyone does. Fear is very powerful. 665 00:37:58,109 --> 00:38:00,209 It paralyzes people. 666 00:38:00,278 --> 00:38:02,011 They don't see the value in it. 667 00:38:02,079 --> 00:38:04,647 In being terrified? No. We don't. 668 00:38:04,716 --> 00:38:05,748 Because we're not insane. 669 00:38:05,817 --> 00:38:09,018 But you saw Luke, how happy he was. 670 00:38:09,087 --> 00:38:11,020 He found that other half of his life that he wanted. 671 00:38:11,089 --> 00:38:12,538 You think that would have happened 672 00:38:12,607 --> 00:38:13,856 if he kept running from what he was afraid of? 673 00:38:13,925 --> 00:38:16,842 Okay, okay! I'll suit up and dive. 674 00:38:16,911 --> 00:38:19,445 I never said you had to dive. 675 00:38:19,514 --> 00:38:21,648 Hello! You've been all over me about this. 676 00:38:21,716 --> 00:38:23,148 What about the dreams? 677 00:38:23,217 --> 00:38:25,852 The dreams weren't about the high board, Joan. 678 00:38:27,222 --> 00:38:28,738 You know that. 679 00:38:47,158 --> 00:38:48,290 If you need to go to work... 680 00:38:48,359 --> 00:38:50,727 No, no, no. It's okay. Called in. 681 00:38:53,197 --> 00:38:55,765 Oh, it--it's over there. 682 00:38:59,687 --> 00:39:01,837 I don't want to see her name. 683 00:39:03,224 --> 00:39:04,591 The date... 684 00:39:06,678 --> 00:39:08,745 (STAMMERING) Well, you don't have to, you know. We can... 685 00:39:08,814 --> 00:39:10,480 No, no. I have to. 686 00:39:13,651 --> 00:39:16,302 I--I have to do this part alone, though. 687 00:39:16,738 --> 00:39:17,870 Okay. 688 00:39:58,863 --> 00:40:01,814 I--I didn't think to bring anything 'cause... 689 00:40:05,587 --> 00:40:08,654 Well, what are you gonna do with flowers? So... 690 00:40:12,444 --> 00:40:14,377 Things are pretty much the same, 691 00:40:14,446 --> 00:40:15,978 which is weird. 692 00:40:17,448 --> 00:40:20,015 Although, Luke did this... 693 00:40:20,084 --> 00:40:22,602 This awesome dive off of the high board, 694 00:40:22,671 --> 00:40:24,904 w-w-which wasn't really a "dive" dive. 695 00:40:24,973 --> 00:40:26,773 It was more like 696 00:40:26,842 --> 00:40:29,776 Will Ferrell falling out of a plane. 697 00:40:29,845 --> 00:40:31,977 You would have peed yourself. 698 00:40:42,673 --> 00:40:44,807 Can I say that in a cemetery? 699 00:40:54,953 --> 00:40:56,986 Anyway, Luke--Luke did it. 700 00:41:03,194 --> 00:41:06,996 Oh, and he and Grace are a public item. 701 00:41:11,502 --> 00:41:13,352 Ah, it's a freak show. 702 00:41:19,878 --> 00:41:21,493 And you're, um... 703 00:41:28,669 --> 00:41:29,936 You're... 704 00:41:32,456 --> 00:41:35,324 dead, and I didn't come before because... 705 00:41:42,117 --> 00:41:44,016 I was so scared 706 00:41:45,420 --> 00:41:47,620 that if I had to say good-bye, 707 00:41:48,155 --> 00:41:50,122 you know, 708 00:41:50,191 --> 00:41:51,591 the real way where I have to admit 709 00:41:51,659 --> 00:41:54,193 that I'm never gonna see you again... 710 00:42:00,185 --> 00:42:02,552 It would hurt so much 711 00:42:05,957 --> 00:42:07,724 to let go like that. 712 00:42:10,996 --> 00:42:12,629 And it may never 713 00:42:13,999 --> 00:42:15,398 stop, but... 714 00:42:21,006 --> 00:42:24,257 ♪ When the branch is brittle 715 00:42:24,326 --> 00:42:25,841 But I have to. 716 00:42:27,312 --> 00:42:30,163 ♪ And the roots are dry 717 00:42:30,765 --> 00:42:32,631 Good-bye. 718 00:42:32,700 --> 00:42:36,069 ♪ And the bough breaks 719 00:42:39,206 --> 00:42:41,573 ♪ Leaves are on the fly 720 00:42:41,642 --> 00:42:43,009 I love you. 721 00:42:45,646 --> 00:42:50,216 ♪ Need to be reminded 722 00:42:50,285 --> 00:42:51,918 ♪ That it's 723 00:42:52,820 --> 00:42:55,421 ♪ It's okay to cry 724 00:42:55,490 --> 00:42:59,325 ♪ And I am not forgotten 725 00:42:59,393 --> 00:43:01,894 ♪ And the roots are dry 726 00:43:01,963 --> 00:43:05,164 ♪ I am not forgotten 727 00:43:05,233 --> 00:43:08,434 ♪ Birds are on the fly 728 00:43:10,789 --> 00:43:14,023 ♪ And as I wait 729 00:43:14,092 --> 00:43:20,296 ♪ He pours his healing over me 730 00:43:24,386 --> 00:43:27,336 ♪ And I am not forgotten ♪