1 00:00:05,556 --> 00:00:08,190 ♪ Within my walls, within my skin 2 00:00:08,259 --> 00:00:10,659 ♪ Thinking of everything that I've ever known 3 00:00:10,727 --> 00:00:13,328 ♪ It's a new me, it's a new beginning 4 00:00:13,397 --> 00:00:16,598 ♪ It's a new world for me 5 00:00:16,667 --> 00:00:18,384 ♪ Yeah 6 00:00:20,421 --> 00:00:25,924 ♪ And it's clear skies ahead 7 00:00:25,993 --> 00:00:30,829 ♪ And it's solid ground below 8 00:00:30,897 --> 00:00:33,431 ♪ And I feel a storm's coming 9 00:00:33,500 --> 00:00:36,034 ♪ I can feel it coming in 10 00:00:36,103 --> 00:00:38,236 ♪ I can feel a storm's coming 11 00:00:38,305 --> 00:00:42,207 ♪ Here I go on my own again ♪ 12 00:00:42,275 --> 00:00:43,358 Jane. 13 00:00:46,914 --> 00:00:48,446 Look, it's you. 14 00:00:50,350 --> 00:00:51,800 And it's you. 15 00:01:00,494 --> 00:01:02,194 I've missed... I made this. 16 00:01:03,730 --> 00:01:05,447 I did all the wiring. 17 00:01:05,516 --> 00:01:08,150 Okay. Wow, uh... Yeah. 18 00:01:08,218 --> 00:01:09,418 Thanks. 19 00:01:10,754 --> 00:01:12,354 Why? 20 00:01:12,423 --> 00:01:13,872 Well, that's what we did at camp. 21 00:01:13,941 --> 00:01:15,140 Crafts. 22 00:01:15,209 --> 00:01:17,509 It's very good for crazy people. You're not crazy. 23 00:01:17,577 --> 00:01:20,112 No, not anymore. How was your summer? 24 00:01:20,181 --> 00:01:21,780 Uh, 25 00:01:21,849 --> 00:01:24,382 you know, working full shifts at the hotel. 26 00:01:24,451 --> 00:01:27,786 What do you want to know about plaster, grout or unclogging toilets? 27 00:01:27,855 --> 00:01:30,489 And don't get me started on caulk, 'cause that's my passion. 28 00:01:30,557 --> 00:01:31,890 (LAUGHING) 29 00:01:32,609 --> 00:01:34,175 I got your letters. 30 00:01:35,045 --> 00:01:36,645 Not enough. 31 00:01:36,713 --> 00:01:39,981 Yeah. I had to keep a journal and talk to my therapist every day. 32 00:01:40,050 --> 00:01:41,816 I got really sick of myself. 33 00:01:41,885 --> 00:01:45,971 You know, I really thought that it was some kind of art camp. 34 00:01:46,039 --> 00:01:48,039 (CHUCKLES) Gentle Acres? No. 35 00:01:48,108 --> 00:01:50,174 Definitely a crazy camp. 36 00:01:50,243 --> 00:01:51,610 My roommate, Darlene, 37 00:01:51,678 --> 00:01:53,945 she was a compulsive hair-puller. 38 00:01:54,014 --> 00:01:55,848 Not a good look. 39 00:01:55,916 --> 00:01:58,300 But you had a disease. 40 00:01:58,369 --> 00:02:00,402 Which made me see things that weren't there. 41 00:02:00,470 --> 00:02:02,304 Which caused me to break from reality, 42 00:02:02,373 --> 00:02:04,806 and then I transferred all of my anxiety onto the hallucination 43 00:02:04,875 --> 00:02:09,111 and invested my fractured perception or something like that. 44 00:02:09,179 --> 00:02:11,196 But, anyway, I'm-- I'm doing well now, 45 00:02:11,265 --> 00:02:14,132 which is more than I can say for Darlene. 46 00:02:14,201 --> 00:02:17,118 She looks like Vin Diesel with the pulling. 47 00:02:17,187 --> 00:02:18,503 (CHUCKLES) 48 00:02:20,807 --> 00:02:22,040 What are those? 49 00:02:23,677 --> 00:02:25,894 Some books I read over the summer. 50 00:02:25,963 --> 00:02:28,329 You know, figuring out how what happened to you 51 00:02:28,398 --> 00:02:30,515 could have really happened. 52 00:02:30,584 --> 00:02:32,250 You know, seeing God... Shh! 53 00:02:36,923 --> 00:02:38,890 Adam, 54 00:02:38,958 --> 00:02:40,842 nobody knows that part except for you. 55 00:02:40,911 --> 00:02:43,845 Everybody still thinks that I was just talking to people, okay? 56 00:02:43,914 --> 00:02:45,546 So let's drop the G word. 57 00:02:45,616 --> 00:02:46,748 It's documented. 58 00:02:46,817 --> 00:02:48,783 Look, visions, voices, bilocation... 59 00:02:48,852 --> 00:02:50,351 Adam, Adam, Adam, 60 00:02:50,420 --> 00:02:52,621 seeing him/her/it is a sure sign of crazy. 61 00:02:52,689 --> 00:02:54,072 It's like the uber-sign. 62 00:02:54,141 --> 00:02:56,174 Just because your therapist said so? 63 00:02:57,944 --> 00:03:01,279 Dr. Dan never used the word "crazy." 64 00:03:01,348 --> 00:03:04,199 He called it impaired perception. 65 00:03:04,267 --> 00:03:06,868 Which you knew was nuts, which is why you didn't believe me. 66 00:03:06,937 --> 00:03:09,303 But I believe you now. Well, I don't want you to believe me now. 67 00:03:09,372 --> 00:03:12,173 Why? Because I'm sane, 68 00:03:12,242 --> 00:03:14,008 and I made all these lamps. 69 00:03:14,077 --> 00:03:15,460 But what if it's possible? 70 00:03:15,529 --> 00:03:17,262 It's not. 71 00:03:17,331 --> 00:03:20,215 Look, Adam, you've got to get on board with this if we're gonna hang. 72 00:03:23,853 --> 00:03:25,470 You seem so different. 73 00:03:26,240 --> 00:03:27,339 Yeah. 74 00:03:28,575 --> 00:03:30,192 'Cause I'm not crazy. 75 00:03:32,329 --> 00:03:33,662 Look, I have to go. 76 00:03:36,633 --> 00:03:37,899 Call me later. 77 00:03:37,968 --> 00:03:39,801 Jane, wait. Watch it there, Jane. 78 00:03:50,513 --> 00:03:52,080 (JOAN OSBORNE PLAYING ONE OF US) 79 00:03:55,568 --> 00:03:59,470 ♪ What if God was one of us? 80 00:04:00,907 --> 00:04:04,375 ♪ Just a slob like one of us 81 00:04:06,063 --> 00:04:10,065 ♪ Just a stranger on the bus 82 00:04:10,134 --> 00:04:13,201 ♪ Tryin' to make his way home? 83 00:04:14,838 --> 00:04:18,573 ♪ Just tryin' to make his way home 84 00:04:20,177 --> 00:04:25,080 ♪ Just tryin' to make his way home 85 00:04:25,149 --> 00:04:30,635 ♪ Just tryin' to make his way home ♪ 86 00:04:34,758 --> 00:04:36,525 (POP MUSIC PLAYING ON STEREO) 87 00:04:38,094 --> 00:04:40,696 Oh, how could I have overslept? 88 00:04:40,764 --> 00:04:42,664 Oh! 89 00:04:42,733 --> 00:04:44,165 Here. I made this for you. 90 00:04:44,234 --> 00:04:46,935 Oh! Whoa! I, uh, thought we were done with the lamps. 91 00:04:47,003 --> 00:04:48,603 No, this is-- this is my thing. 92 00:04:48,672 --> 00:04:51,105 Okay, but--but we have a lot of lamps. 93 00:04:51,174 --> 00:04:53,709 Take the lamp, Dad, unless you want her to go nuts again. 94 00:04:53,777 --> 00:04:56,061 See, you can get a lot of mileage out of the crazy thing. 95 00:04:56,129 --> 00:04:57,362 I'd work it. 96 00:04:57,431 --> 00:04:59,280 Stop using that word. Where's your mother? 97 00:04:59,349 --> 00:05:01,049 She left early. And Luke? 98 00:05:01,118 --> 00:05:02,483 Him, too. 99 00:05:02,552 --> 00:05:03,985 They say where they were going? 100 00:05:04,054 --> 00:05:06,955 Uh, Mom had an errand, and Luke had a thing. 101 00:05:07,024 --> 00:05:08,890 They are so obviously CIA. 102 00:05:08,959 --> 00:05:10,592 Hey, did you look at that golf brochure? 103 00:05:10,660 --> 00:05:11,693 Yes. 104 00:05:11,762 --> 00:05:14,930 Apparently, paralyzed people can play golf. 105 00:05:14,998 --> 00:05:18,767 They can also surf, ski and/or sail. 106 00:05:18,836 --> 00:05:20,401 We need a common activity. 107 00:05:20,470 --> 00:05:22,370 So why don't you learn how to surf, ski and/or sail? 108 00:05:22,439 --> 00:05:24,706 I'm old. I'm crippled. 109 00:05:24,775 --> 00:05:27,242 I can't do anything that's gonna make me look even dorkier. 110 00:05:27,310 --> 00:05:29,010 Oh, Tiger Woods, he's dorky. 111 00:05:29,079 --> 00:05:30,411 Yeah. Yeah! 112 00:05:31,215 --> 00:05:32,964 Well, think about it. 113 00:05:33,033 --> 00:05:34,332 I have to run. 114 00:05:35,602 --> 00:05:38,003 You know, golf is good for crazy people, too. 115 00:05:38,672 --> 00:05:40,005 Nice. 116 00:05:40,073 --> 00:05:43,124 ♪ I wanna love you like I know 117 00:05:43,193 --> 00:05:46,994 ♪ But I can't let the feeling go 118 00:05:47,063 --> 00:05:50,532 ♪ I need to change, to come around 119 00:05:50,601 --> 00:05:54,736 ♪ Plant a seed Watch it grow ♪ 120 00:05:54,804 --> 00:05:56,705 You're into overtime. Five more minutes. 121 00:05:56,773 --> 00:05:58,106 You've used up all your minutes. 122 00:05:58,174 --> 00:05:59,407 What am I, a cell phone? 123 00:05:59,476 --> 00:06:01,443 No. But you are a service provider. 124 00:06:01,511 --> 00:06:02,810 (HORN HONKING) 125 00:06:05,249 --> 00:06:07,749 Okay, that is definitely it. 126 00:06:07,817 --> 00:06:10,051 Do I really only get five minutes a day? 127 00:06:10,120 --> 00:06:12,086 Minimum. Did you even read it? 128 00:06:12,155 --> 00:06:13,755 You know, actually, I was so thrown 129 00:06:13,823 --> 00:06:16,157 by having to sign a confidentiality contract, 130 00:06:16,226 --> 00:06:17,459 I may have skimmed. 131 00:06:17,527 --> 00:06:18,826 That's your mistake. You signed. 132 00:06:18,895 --> 00:06:20,362 But, look, if you're my girlfriend... 133 00:06:20,430 --> 00:06:22,096 (STUTTERING) Don't start using the G word, 134 00:06:22,165 --> 00:06:24,999 or the B word, or any gender-related coupling word. 135 00:06:25,068 --> 00:06:28,453 That was Article 4 under Public and Private Verbalization. 136 00:06:28,522 --> 00:06:29,854 What is this about? 137 00:06:29,923 --> 00:06:31,356 (STAMMERING) You're ashamed of me? 138 00:06:31,425 --> 00:06:33,291 Yeah. Take it or leave it. 139 00:06:36,680 --> 00:06:37,679 Dude, is that your mother? 140 00:06:37,748 --> 00:06:38,780 (SCOFFS) Yeah. 141 00:06:38,848 --> 00:06:40,115 Great diversionary tactic. 142 00:06:44,571 --> 00:06:46,187 Oh, God, that is my mother. 143 00:06:47,291 --> 00:06:48,623 What is she doing here? 144 00:06:49,876 --> 00:06:51,443 Who cares? Let's jet. 145 00:07:04,407 --> 00:07:07,592 There's no chance that you're Lilly Watters, is there? 146 00:07:08,528 --> 00:07:10,494 Every chance. You Helen? 147 00:07:13,366 --> 00:07:16,067 I know. It's killin' me. The body's a temple. I know. 148 00:07:16,135 --> 00:07:17,602 It's my sin. 149 00:07:17,671 --> 00:07:19,036 One of 'em, anyway. 150 00:07:20,757 --> 00:07:22,590 Are you okay? 151 00:07:22,659 --> 00:07:24,425 Uh, Sister Lilly Watters? 152 00:07:24,494 --> 00:07:25,860 Nice to meet you. 153 00:07:25,929 --> 00:07:28,630 Father Ken says you're cool. 154 00:07:28,698 --> 00:07:32,734 I--I didn't know that they let nuns do, uh, do that. 155 00:07:32,802 --> 00:07:33,935 (LAUGHS) 156 00:07:34,004 --> 00:07:36,170 Former nun. I left. 157 00:07:36,239 --> 00:07:37,939 I was not kicked out. 158 00:07:38,008 --> 00:07:40,258 I left. 159 00:07:40,327 --> 00:07:42,393 Look, you remember The Sound of Music? 160 00:07:42,462 --> 00:07:44,162 That's the kind of nun I was. 161 00:07:44,231 --> 00:07:46,631 Only it was surfing instead of spinning on a hillside. 162 00:07:49,436 --> 00:07:52,503 Uh, so, you wanna be confirmed in the Church. 163 00:07:52,572 --> 00:07:54,639 I'm-- I'm thinking about it. 164 00:07:54,707 --> 00:07:56,074 All right, well, come on. 165 00:07:56,143 --> 00:07:57,742 I'm jonesing for a double espresso. 166 00:07:58,996 --> 00:08:00,362 Come on! 167 00:08:03,166 --> 00:08:07,468 Physics, my little anthropic coincidences, 168 00:08:07,537 --> 00:08:11,306 is everything. 169 00:08:13,210 --> 00:08:14,609 Particles, 170 00:08:14,677 --> 00:08:15,944 matter, 171 00:08:16,613 --> 00:08:18,113 antimatter, 172 00:08:18,181 --> 00:08:20,448 energy, fission, 173 00:08:21,184 --> 00:08:23,818 fusion, neurons, 174 00:08:23,887 --> 00:08:26,054 bosons, quarks, 175 00:08:26,123 --> 00:08:28,323 neutrinos, anti-neutrinos, 176 00:08:28,392 --> 00:08:30,525 dimensions, determinism, 177 00:08:30,593 --> 00:08:32,327 strong force, weak force, 178 00:08:32,396 --> 00:08:34,262 relativity, velocity, 179 00:08:34,331 --> 00:08:36,364 chaos, order, 180 00:08:36,433 --> 00:08:38,266 air, fire, water, 181 00:08:38,335 --> 00:08:39,767 love, sex, death, 182 00:08:39,836 --> 00:08:42,304 time, space and God! 183 00:08:43,773 --> 00:08:45,440 Will the final be comprehensive? 184 00:08:45,509 --> 00:08:51,495 Oh, this class is going to wow your boxers off, Mr. Friedman, 185 00:08:51,564 --> 00:08:54,065 so don't you worry about the final. 186 00:08:54,134 --> 00:08:56,434 Tell your brother to stop looking at me. 187 00:08:56,503 --> 00:08:58,369 Grace, we're not doing this again this year, okay? 188 00:08:58,438 --> 00:08:59,437 You tell him. 189 00:09:02,508 --> 00:09:04,775 Is it necessary for your soul mate to assault me? 190 00:09:04,845 --> 00:09:06,044 She's not my soul mate. 191 00:09:06,112 --> 00:09:08,079 We don't even talk. We hate each other, in fact. 192 00:09:08,148 --> 00:09:09,747 I see the way you look at her. 193 00:09:09,816 --> 00:09:10,849 You're all about her. 194 00:09:10,917 --> 00:09:12,450 I am not about her. 195 00:09:12,518 --> 00:09:16,520 This is like arguing about Superman's pee or something. 196 00:09:16,589 --> 00:09:18,406 She likes the other equipment, dude. 197 00:09:19,609 --> 00:09:22,176 Hey, can you meet me on the roof after school? 198 00:09:22,245 --> 00:09:23,945 No can do. I have work. 199 00:09:25,148 --> 00:09:26,915 I thought you quit the bookstore. 200 00:09:26,983 --> 00:09:28,783 Well, Dr. Dan said it would be good for me to stay, 201 00:09:28,852 --> 00:09:30,768 you know, keep--keep busy. 202 00:09:30,837 --> 00:09:32,904 You know, Dr. Dan might not always be the final authority. 203 00:09:32,972 --> 00:09:35,490 Shh! Lischak is glaring. 204 00:09:37,460 --> 00:09:40,428 Listen, I made you a list. 205 00:09:40,497 --> 00:09:41,830 Okay? 206 00:09:41,898 --> 00:09:44,065 Adelaide Roncalli, an Italian woman. 207 00:09:44,134 --> 00:09:47,602 She began having visions of the holy family at age seven. 208 00:09:47,671 --> 00:09:51,072 Okay? John Leary, he's a grandfather in Rochester, New York. 209 00:09:51,141 --> 00:09:53,875 Daily messages from God. 210 00:09:53,944 --> 00:09:55,977 You know? (WHISPERING) What do you want from me? 211 00:09:56,046 --> 00:09:57,779 I'm just saying you're not the only one. 212 00:09:57,848 --> 00:10:01,516 Adam, six weeks of crafts and writing down my dreams 213 00:10:01,584 --> 00:10:03,451 and crying in front of strangers 214 00:10:03,520 --> 00:10:06,854 and being grilled by someone named Dr. Dan. 215 00:10:06,923 --> 00:10:08,690 You're asking me to undo that? I... 216 00:10:08,758 --> 00:10:10,357 I can't go back there. 217 00:10:10,426 --> 00:10:12,694 I just wanna be a normal couple again, you know? 218 00:10:12,762 --> 00:10:14,128 You remember normal? 219 00:10:15,548 --> 00:10:16,914 (SIGHING) Not really. 220 00:10:18,050 --> 00:10:19,784 (ROCK MUSIC PLAYING ON STEREO) 221 00:10:25,659 --> 00:10:27,659 So you wanna talk about God. 222 00:10:27,727 --> 00:10:29,093 What? No. 223 00:10:29,162 --> 00:10:31,663 No, I just wanna talk about, you know, 224 00:10:31,731 --> 00:10:33,798 being Catholic. 225 00:10:33,867 --> 00:10:37,068 So you wanna talk about being Catholic without talking about God. 226 00:10:37,137 --> 00:10:38,169 I mean, I'm... 227 00:10:38,238 --> 00:10:40,438 I'm not a fanatic or anything. 228 00:10:40,507 --> 00:10:41,806 (CHUCKLES) 229 00:10:41,874 --> 00:10:44,142 Are you at all familiar with the Catholic doctrine? 230 00:10:44,211 --> 00:10:46,911 Give me a break. I was raised in the Church. 231 00:10:46,980 --> 00:10:48,846 Catholic school. Eight years of plaid. 232 00:10:48,915 --> 00:10:50,948 I just wasn't confirmed in the Church. 233 00:10:51,017 --> 00:10:53,351 But I'm very familiar with the whole thing, 234 00:10:53,420 --> 00:10:56,488 so we could probably just, um, do the fast version, 235 00:10:56,556 --> 00:10:58,590 if you have one of those. 236 00:10:58,658 --> 00:11:00,642 And get right to what? 237 00:11:00,710 --> 00:11:02,309 Fund-raising? 238 00:11:02,378 --> 00:11:04,178 You don't have to be sarcastic. 239 00:11:04,247 --> 00:11:06,814 Look, I just need to know why you want to do this. 240 00:11:06,883 --> 00:11:07,999 It's part of the process. 241 00:11:08,068 --> 00:11:10,769 What, you're screening people now? 242 00:11:10,837 --> 00:11:12,636 What about the rest of your family? 243 00:11:12,705 --> 00:11:14,389 What about them? 244 00:11:14,458 --> 00:11:16,925 How do they feel about you going back to the Church? 245 00:11:19,629 --> 00:11:21,729 Mmm. You haven't told them. 246 00:11:23,132 --> 00:11:24,732 They'll be fine with it. 247 00:11:26,636 --> 00:11:28,870 S-So how often do you surf? 248 00:11:28,938 --> 00:11:32,973 I--I've heard it's actually a very spiritual experience. 249 00:11:33,042 --> 00:11:37,846 You know, the first step of confirmation is not lying to your family. 250 00:11:37,914 --> 00:11:40,531 It's pretty much not even a step. 251 00:11:40,600 --> 00:11:43,968 So why don't you, um, flip through this book, 252 00:11:44,037 --> 00:11:46,404 decide if it's really what you wanna do, 253 00:11:46,473 --> 00:11:48,572 tell your family, then we'll talk. 254 00:11:51,911 --> 00:11:53,777 (SPEAKING LOUDLY) Okay, well, it's amazing 255 00:11:53,846 --> 00:11:55,980 that you didn't fit in at the convent! 256 00:12:01,821 --> 00:12:03,621 Thomas Wolfe. 257 00:12:03,689 --> 00:12:05,856 (CLASSICAL MUSIC PLAYING ON STEREO) 258 00:12:05,925 --> 00:12:07,958 Tom Wolfe. 259 00:12:08,028 --> 00:12:10,461 Not the same guy. Both very long-winded, though. 260 00:12:10,530 --> 00:12:12,063 Are you talking to yourself? 261 00:12:13,433 --> 00:12:15,866 Yes. But not in a way that's crazy. 262 00:12:17,170 --> 00:12:18,535 You got here on time, 263 00:12:18,604 --> 00:12:21,138 you did the inventory, boxed up the remainders, 264 00:12:21,207 --> 00:12:23,274 and now you're unloading stock. 265 00:12:24,477 --> 00:12:26,143 What did they do to you at that camp? 266 00:12:26,212 --> 00:12:29,080 Oh, not much. Just drugs, shock treatment. 267 00:12:32,752 --> 00:12:33,935 I'm kidding. 268 00:12:35,338 --> 00:12:39,907 Uh, so what did this, um, breakdown look like? 269 00:12:39,976 --> 00:12:42,010 Uh, it wasn't really a--a breakdown. 270 00:12:42,078 --> 00:12:45,312 I was just imagining things because of the--the disease that I had, so... 271 00:12:45,381 --> 00:12:46,848 But not anymore. No. 272 00:12:46,916 --> 00:12:48,649 Not anymore. 273 00:12:48,718 --> 00:12:50,018 Did you ever think animals were reading your mind? 274 00:12:51,454 --> 00:12:53,354 Not animals. 275 00:12:53,423 --> 00:12:55,023 Just this one rabbit? 276 00:12:58,261 --> 00:13:00,795 My wife spends a lot of time at home. 277 00:13:02,432 --> 00:13:04,382 She's an artist. 278 00:13:04,450 --> 00:13:06,934 She needs a hobby or a job. 279 00:13:07,003 --> 00:13:09,770 I'm sure it's just temporary, the rabbit thing... 280 00:13:09,839 --> 00:13:11,206 Yeah, um... 281 00:13:12,375 --> 00:13:14,175 Ooh. 282 00:13:14,244 --> 00:13:16,578 Uh, I'm not really the go-to girl for crazy behavior. 283 00:13:17,581 --> 00:13:19,447 I had a one-time thing. 284 00:13:21,318 --> 00:13:23,117 I guess it's a broad spectrum. 285 00:13:23,953 --> 00:13:25,953 Continuum, really. 286 00:13:26,022 --> 00:13:28,122 What's normal? What isn't? 287 00:13:29,559 --> 00:13:31,392 Without deviation from the norm, 288 00:13:31,461 --> 00:13:33,261 (DOOR OPENING) progress is not possible. 289 00:13:34,163 --> 00:13:35,463 That's Sartre. 290 00:13:36,399 --> 00:13:37,398 Or Zappa. 291 00:13:37,467 --> 00:13:38,700 (BELL DINGING) WOMAN: Excuse me. 292 00:13:39,919 --> 00:13:40,918 Am I invisible? 293 00:13:42,922 --> 00:13:44,756 Can anyone see me standing here? 294 00:13:49,445 --> 00:13:50,811 We have a customer. 295 00:13:53,366 --> 00:13:55,632 I--I can't. Um, I'm busy. 296 00:13:56,869 --> 00:13:59,587 Can you? You're so much better with people. 297 00:14:02,725 --> 00:14:04,292 The filings. 298 00:14:04,360 --> 00:14:06,127 On the east Nyland chop shop. 299 00:14:06,195 --> 00:14:07,361 Oh, great. 300 00:14:07,430 --> 00:14:08,762 Thanks. 301 00:14:09,632 --> 00:14:11,432 Anything else? 302 00:14:11,500 --> 00:14:13,034 How's your kid? 303 00:14:13,102 --> 00:14:15,102 The one that, you know, lost it. 304 00:14:16,205 --> 00:14:18,439 She didn't lose it. She's fine. 305 00:14:19,175 --> 00:14:20,942 Anything else? 306 00:14:21,010 --> 00:14:22,343 You gonna finish that? 307 00:14:23,379 --> 00:14:24,378 (SIGHS) 308 00:14:26,082 --> 00:14:28,116 Mr. Will Girardi? 309 00:14:28,184 --> 00:14:29,984 Detective Girardi. Who are you? 310 00:14:30,053 --> 00:14:31,218 Process server. 311 00:14:31,287 --> 00:14:33,054 Oh, oh! What's this? 312 00:14:33,122 --> 00:14:34,521 It's self-explanatory. 313 00:14:36,859 --> 00:14:38,075 You're being sued. 314 00:14:40,279 --> 00:14:43,047 Who the hell's Andrew Baker? A disgruntled perp? 315 00:14:43,115 --> 00:14:44,549 Department'll handle it. 316 00:14:45,819 --> 00:14:48,118 He's the kid who drove my son home from a party. 317 00:14:49,622 --> 00:14:50,788 Drunk. 318 00:14:53,393 --> 00:14:54,792 You know the rest. 319 00:14:58,331 --> 00:14:59,664 That's screwed up. 320 00:15:10,209 --> 00:15:13,911 Adaptive golf. They Velcro you to a golf cart. 321 00:15:16,482 --> 00:15:18,649 If I do this, I will seal my doom. 322 00:15:18,718 --> 00:15:20,918 I will donate my genitalia to science, 323 00:15:20,987 --> 00:15:22,987 and as much as I like Dad, this is just a no. 324 00:15:23,056 --> 00:15:24,288 LUKE: I have to take off. 325 00:15:24,356 --> 00:15:25,556 Already? 326 00:15:25,624 --> 00:15:27,892 Uh, you know, I have a physics thing. 327 00:15:27,960 --> 00:15:30,194 Hey, I'm in that class. I don't have a thing. 328 00:15:31,197 --> 00:15:32,697 (WOMAN CHATTERING ON T.V.) 329 00:15:32,765 --> 00:15:35,632 I have to leave early, too. I have this thing. 330 00:15:35,702 --> 00:15:36,934 What is your thing? 331 00:15:37,003 --> 00:15:38,235 What's yours? 332 00:15:38,304 --> 00:15:39,870 I need a thing. 333 00:15:39,939 --> 00:15:41,305 You can have mine after adaptive golf. 334 00:15:41,373 --> 00:15:42,824 Dad, Kevin's making penis jokes, 335 00:15:42,892 --> 00:15:44,425 and he doesn't want to play golf with you. 336 00:15:44,494 --> 00:15:45,760 What? 337 00:15:45,829 --> 00:15:48,830 Can't we look into white water river rafting? 338 00:15:48,898 --> 00:15:51,232 Something wherein we could actually be killed? 339 00:15:51,300 --> 00:15:52,767 That works better for me. 340 00:15:52,836 --> 00:15:55,369 I vote no on the getting-killed sport. Bye. 341 00:15:56,506 --> 00:15:58,272 Don't worry about the golf thing. 342 00:15:59,709 --> 00:16:01,509 Yesterday you were all over it. 343 00:16:01,577 --> 00:16:03,477 It's fine. I have to go. 344 00:16:05,048 --> 00:16:07,481 (SIGHS) I'm starting to miss crazy camp. 345 00:16:07,550 --> 00:16:11,485 ♪ I wanna be the one you call your love 346 00:16:11,554 --> 00:16:16,457 ♪ I do, my love 347 00:16:16,526 --> 00:16:19,577 ♪ But there are moments when I don't know how ♪ 348 00:16:19,646 --> 00:16:21,211 We have to pick another place. 349 00:16:21,280 --> 00:16:23,997 There's a security guard that drives around. 350 00:16:24,066 --> 00:16:26,017 He's gonna tell the kids at school. 351 00:16:27,387 --> 00:16:29,503 He could know people there. 352 00:16:29,571 --> 00:16:30,871 You are so hyper-vigilant. 353 00:16:30,940 --> 00:16:33,574 Oh, don't use big words. 354 00:16:33,643 --> 00:16:35,909 You know, maybe we should just call this whole thing off. 355 00:16:35,978 --> 00:16:38,529 Friedman is so obviously aware. Have you said anything? 356 00:16:38,598 --> 00:16:41,032 I don't say anything to anyone. 357 00:16:41,100 --> 00:16:43,968 But, you know, the--the sexual tension, 358 00:16:44,037 --> 00:16:46,403 people are gonna start to pick up on it. 359 00:16:46,472 --> 00:16:49,373 Did you just use "sex" in a sentence? 360 00:16:49,442 --> 00:16:51,208 Did I? I'm sorry. 361 00:16:51,277 --> 00:16:53,026 My mistake. 362 00:16:53,095 --> 00:16:54,862 Dude, there's your mother again. 363 00:16:57,116 --> 00:16:58,749 Is she, like, a drug dealer? 364 00:16:59,902 --> 00:17:01,435 I have no idea. 365 00:17:05,658 --> 00:17:07,558 Sister Lilly was rude to me. 366 00:17:07,627 --> 00:17:09,860 Former Sister Lilly. She was rude? 367 00:17:09,929 --> 00:17:12,262 Yes. And she was off-putting. 368 00:17:12,331 --> 00:17:13,514 She was off-putting. 369 00:17:13,583 --> 00:17:16,316 Why are you repeating everything I say? 370 00:17:16,386 --> 00:17:18,452 Reruns of West Wing. 371 00:17:18,521 --> 00:17:19,620 (SIGHS) 372 00:17:19,689 --> 00:17:21,589 Plus, she was smoking. 373 00:17:21,657 --> 00:17:24,391 Yes, smoking. Which does not seem very nun-like. 374 00:17:24,460 --> 00:17:25,993 Former nun. And let me get this straight. 375 00:17:26,062 --> 00:17:28,229 Are you tattling on the former nun? 376 00:17:28,297 --> 00:17:29,997 I don't like her. 377 00:17:30,066 --> 00:17:31,999 Am I going to hell? 378 00:17:32,068 --> 00:17:34,936 Confirmation is a long process 379 00:17:35,004 --> 00:17:36,804 of learning exactly what it means 380 00:17:36,873 --> 00:17:38,606 to choose the Catholic faith. 381 00:17:40,243 --> 00:17:42,543 Maybe you're not entirely ready. 382 00:17:44,847 --> 00:17:46,947 I had these dreams, 383 00:17:47,016 --> 00:17:50,184 and I was suddenly aware that God is real, 384 00:17:50,253 --> 00:17:52,119 and I have been ignoring him, 385 00:17:52,188 --> 00:17:56,424 and I really don't think he's gonna be too happy with you 386 00:17:56,492 --> 00:17:58,292 if you try to stand in the way of that. 387 00:17:58,361 --> 00:18:00,361 So now you're threatening a priest. 388 00:18:01,698 --> 00:18:03,831 Look, when I was in the Church before, 389 00:18:03,899 --> 00:18:05,499 everything was very clear. 390 00:18:05,568 --> 00:18:08,269 Be good. God likes it. Be bad. God doesn't. 391 00:18:08,338 --> 00:18:10,971 So you believe that Kevin's condition 392 00:18:11,040 --> 00:18:13,341 and Joan's illness, for example, 393 00:18:13,409 --> 00:18:16,577 are judgments brought on by your bad behavior? 394 00:18:18,097 --> 00:18:20,931 That's quite vain. 395 00:18:20,983 --> 00:18:24,217 You are not being very nice. 396 00:18:24,286 --> 00:18:26,954 Helen, God simply doesn't work that way. 397 00:18:27,022 --> 00:18:28,522 How do you know? 398 00:18:28,591 --> 00:18:30,491 Because if he did, I'd be working for some big cosmic jerk, 399 00:18:30,560 --> 00:18:32,343 and I'd have to find another job. 400 00:18:34,263 --> 00:18:36,230 You must think he's kind of a jerk, too. 401 00:18:36,299 --> 00:18:38,299 Which is why you can't bring him home. 402 00:18:42,288 --> 00:18:44,388 JOAN: You know, physics is kind of cool. 403 00:18:44,457 --> 00:18:46,623 I think I'm gonna like it a lot better than chemistry. 404 00:18:46,692 --> 00:18:49,227 Particles. Wow. It's fission and fusion, 405 00:18:49,295 --> 00:18:50,928 especially now that I understand light. 406 00:18:50,997 --> 00:18:52,096 Well, lamps. 407 00:18:52,165 --> 00:18:53,464 You are officially babbling. 408 00:18:53,532 --> 00:18:56,100 A pastime of the mentally impaired. 409 00:18:56,169 --> 00:18:57,969 Guys, hands off Friedman! 410 00:18:58,037 --> 00:18:59,436 This year, okay? Please. 411 00:18:59,505 --> 00:19:01,638 I am so psyched about quantum chromodynamics! 412 00:19:01,707 --> 00:19:03,507 I know. It is kind of hot. 413 00:19:03,576 --> 00:19:05,877 Jane, you can't get all happy about science. 414 00:19:05,945 --> 00:19:07,912 It's totally gonna mess up our dynamic. 415 00:19:07,981 --> 00:19:10,748 I'm just trying to take a new approach to school, you know? Optimism. 416 00:19:10,816 --> 00:19:12,383 Well, keep it to yourself. 417 00:19:12,451 --> 00:19:13,951 I might have to drop the class. What? 418 00:19:14,020 --> 00:19:15,920 I don't have that much time to study with the job. 419 00:19:15,989 --> 00:19:17,554 Adam, you can't drop physics. 420 00:19:17,623 --> 00:19:19,056 Well, I'm only taking it because of you, 421 00:19:19,125 --> 00:19:20,524 and if you're gonna be all weird about it... 422 00:19:20,593 --> 00:19:22,226 I'm not being weird. I'm optimistic. 423 00:19:22,295 --> 00:19:23,995 You guys are doing the pukey couple thing. 424 00:19:24,063 --> 00:19:26,197 The love of science is a bonding experience, 425 00:19:26,266 --> 00:19:28,266 like the Curies, or Voltaire and his mistress. 426 00:19:28,334 --> 00:19:29,633 Nobody's talking about bonding. 427 00:19:29,702 --> 00:19:31,502 Hey, listen, guys, 428 00:19:31,570 --> 00:19:33,704 all I know is that physics gets Lischak even hotter than chemistry ever could, 429 00:19:33,773 --> 00:19:34,972 and that totally works for me. 430 00:19:35,041 --> 00:19:37,241 Hey, Grace? I'm bettin' it works for you, too. 431 00:19:37,310 --> 00:19:39,043 Spend your summer at the trough, did you, Friedman? 432 00:19:39,112 --> 00:19:40,912 At least the Friedman knows which flavor he likes. 433 00:19:40,980 --> 00:19:42,380 Okay, back off, dude. 434 00:20:02,084 --> 00:20:03,250 Hey, you okay? 435 00:20:03,318 --> 00:20:05,719 Yeah, I'm fine. I'm-- I'm great. I... 436 00:20:05,788 --> 00:20:08,172 I'm optimistic. I'm gonna... I'll meet you at the park later. 437 00:20:11,777 --> 00:20:13,144 ♪ Cuckoo Cuckoo ♪ 438 00:20:18,917 --> 00:20:20,817 Andy Baker was drunk. 439 00:20:20,886 --> 00:20:22,486 Veered into oncoming traffic, 440 00:20:22,555 --> 00:20:24,355 flipped the car, 441 00:20:24,423 --> 00:20:26,423 walked away without a scratch. 442 00:20:27,726 --> 00:20:31,094 After Kevin's diagnosis, lawyers approached. 443 00:20:31,164 --> 00:20:32,396 Helen said no. 444 00:20:32,465 --> 00:20:35,566 "We're not gonna punish a kid for being stupid." 445 00:20:36,935 --> 00:20:39,270 Hell, we could have used the money. 446 00:20:39,338 --> 00:20:41,205 All the medical bills. 447 00:20:43,176 --> 00:20:44,575 Almost three years later, 448 00:20:44,644 --> 00:20:47,411 they're claiming emotional damages? 449 00:20:47,480 --> 00:20:48,546 I know they can't win, 450 00:20:48,614 --> 00:20:49,780 but it's just the idea of it. 451 00:20:51,817 --> 00:20:54,185 Will, um, 452 00:20:54,253 --> 00:20:55,852 Kevin called you, uh, on the phone 453 00:20:55,921 --> 00:20:57,254 before he left the party that night? 454 00:20:57,323 --> 00:20:59,456 Yeah. He always checked in. 455 00:20:59,525 --> 00:21:01,592 And he told you that his friend Andy was drunk. 456 00:21:01,661 --> 00:21:02,893 Drinking. 457 00:21:02,961 --> 00:21:05,462 Kevin was not drunk, but he let Andy drive anyway? 458 00:21:07,300 --> 00:21:09,533 Well, he tried to take Andy's keys away. 459 00:21:10,103 --> 00:21:11,268 Hey! 460 00:21:11,871 --> 00:21:13,037 Hey. 461 00:21:15,041 --> 00:21:16,840 My son was paralyzed. 462 00:21:16,909 --> 00:21:19,310 They're gonna talk to me about emotional damages? 463 00:21:19,379 --> 00:21:21,778 They really wanna take me on about that? 464 00:21:21,847 --> 00:21:24,748 Their son walked away without a scratch. 465 00:21:24,817 --> 00:21:26,817 What kind of people act like this? 466 00:21:31,156 --> 00:21:33,023 Money's a powerful force. 467 00:21:33,092 --> 00:21:35,275 Well, there's no way that they can win. 468 00:21:35,344 --> 00:21:38,963 We'll give it everything we got, okay? 469 00:21:39,031 --> 00:21:41,882 Meanwhile, I want you and Helen to write down everything you can remember 470 00:21:41,950 --> 00:21:43,417 about the history of their friendship, 471 00:21:43,486 --> 00:21:45,753 and that night in particular. 472 00:21:45,821 --> 00:21:49,523 Tom, I--I cannot take this to my wife. 473 00:22:04,457 --> 00:22:07,758 Oh, good. You're just in time for unified field theory. 474 00:22:07,827 --> 00:22:09,760 I'm having a little trouble with it, 475 00:22:09,829 --> 00:22:12,229 but it is awesome. 476 00:22:12,298 --> 00:22:14,097 All magnetic fields are the same. 477 00:22:19,972 --> 00:22:22,022 All carbon atoms are the same, 478 00:22:22,090 --> 00:22:24,741 as are all electrons, protons and neutrons. 479 00:22:24,810 --> 00:22:26,776 It didn't have to be that way, 480 00:22:26,845 --> 00:22:29,096 but it makes the universe beautiful. 481 00:22:29,165 --> 00:22:31,598 Who would care about the universe being beautiful 482 00:22:31,667 --> 00:22:33,834 except for a divine, benevolent entity 483 00:22:35,270 --> 00:22:36,537 such as myself? 484 00:22:37,272 --> 00:22:38,305 You 485 00:22:38,374 --> 00:22:39,406 (CHUCKLES) 486 00:22:39,475 --> 00:22:41,775 are not here. 487 00:22:41,844 --> 00:22:44,178 Okay. Then you're talking to yourself. 488 00:22:44,247 --> 00:22:45,779 I'm waiting for Adam. 489 00:22:45,848 --> 00:22:47,882 Adam got paged to work at the hotel. 490 00:22:47,950 --> 00:22:51,785 (CELL PHONE RINGING) 491 00:22:51,854 --> 00:22:53,820 That's him calling to tell you. 492 00:22:53,890 --> 00:22:55,956 (CELL PHONE CONTINUES RINGING) 493 00:22:56,025 --> 00:22:57,641 Aren't you going to answer it? 494 00:22:57,709 --> 00:22:59,109 This is not happening. 495 00:22:59,178 --> 00:23:00,244 (HANGS UP CELL PHONE) 496 00:23:00,312 --> 00:23:03,330 Mystery is just part of the deal, Joan. 497 00:23:03,399 --> 00:23:05,799 I'm gonna close my eyes and I'm gonna count to 10. 498 00:23:05,867 --> 00:23:06,967 Good luck with that. 499 00:23:07,035 --> 00:23:08,101 One, 500 00:23:08,170 --> 00:23:09,370 two, 501 00:23:10,439 --> 00:23:11,705 three... 502 00:23:14,494 --> 00:23:15,759 (SIGHS) 503 00:23:16,562 --> 00:23:17,895 You are not real! 504 00:23:17,947 --> 00:23:19,613 So people keep telling me. 505 00:23:19,681 --> 00:23:20,747 (SIGHS) 506 00:23:20,816 --> 00:23:23,050 ♪ Whatever finds its way 507 00:23:23,119 --> 00:23:28,289 ♪ And it's clear skies ahead 508 00:23:28,357 --> 00:23:30,324 ♪ I can feel a storm's coming 509 00:23:30,393 --> 00:23:34,395 ♪ Here I go on my own again ♪ 510 00:23:58,604 --> 00:24:00,771 Okay. 511 00:24:00,840 --> 00:24:03,073 I can't keep this to myself any longer. 512 00:24:04,960 --> 00:24:07,244 There are gonna be speed bumps installed on Peach Street. 513 00:24:07,313 --> 00:24:09,513 Two, possibly three. 514 00:24:09,582 --> 00:24:13,250 A lot more than my job is at jeopardy if this gets leaked. 515 00:24:13,319 --> 00:24:14,985 That's my day. Who's next? 516 00:24:17,055 --> 00:24:19,790 Oh, just, you know, the usual. 517 00:24:19,858 --> 00:24:21,525 Serving, protecting. 518 00:24:22,495 --> 00:24:23,544 Honey? 519 00:24:23,613 --> 00:24:24,911 HELEN: What? 520 00:24:24,980 --> 00:24:26,980 Oh, um... 521 00:24:27,049 --> 00:24:30,350 Nothing. Just back-to-school organizational stuff. 522 00:24:31,971 --> 00:24:33,838 How was your thing? 523 00:24:33,890 --> 00:24:34,989 Fine. 524 00:24:36,658 --> 00:24:38,492 Joan? I don't have a thing. 525 00:24:38,560 --> 00:24:39,894 Luke is the one with a thing. 526 00:24:39,962 --> 00:24:41,362 I don't have a thing. 527 00:24:42,531 --> 00:24:43,730 (SCOFFS) 528 00:24:47,736 --> 00:24:49,403 Is this about me being crazy? 529 00:24:51,107 --> 00:24:54,608 Because I'm not crazy, and if everybody still feels like I am crazy, 530 00:24:54,676 --> 00:24:56,777 then maybe you should just send me back to Gentle Acres 531 00:24:56,845 --> 00:24:58,279 instead of tiptoeing around 532 00:24:58,347 --> 00:25:00,580 like I'm having visions from God or something 533 00:25:00,649 --> 00:25:01,949 because I'm not. 534 00:25:02,018 --> 00:25:03,750 Nobody's saying that, honey. 535 00:25:03,819 --> 00:25:06,519 HELEN: You were never crazy. 536 00:25:06,588 --> 00:25:09,773 Gentle Acres was a part of your physical therapy, 537 00:25:09,825 --> 00:25:12,226 a chance to rest and recover. 538 00:25:12,294 --> 00:25:13,593 (SOBBING) May I be excused? 539 00:25:13,662 --> 00:25:16,363 I need to go to my normal room and do normal homework. 540 00:25:36,002 --> 00:25:37,568 You want me to do that? 541 00:25:37,637 --> 00:25:39,469 No. It's relaxing. 542 00:25:41,007 --> 00:25:42,205 You okay? 543 00:25:46,546 --> 00:25:49,413 Look, I'll just-- I'll just say it. Are you an alcoholic? 544 00:25:49,481 --> 00:25:50,981 What? 545 00:25:51,050 --> 00:25:53,017 At first I thought it was drugs, that you were buying them, 546 00:25:53,085 --> 00:25:55,385 because, you--you know, that's what people do outside of coffee shops. 547 00:25:55,454 --> 00:25:57,688 But then I thought, "No. Get a grip. 548 00:25:57,757 --> 00:25:59,590 "Who else meets in coffee shops?" 549 00:25:59,659 --> 00:26:01,959 Twelve-steppers. 550 00:26:02,028 --> 00:26:03,561 So, Mom, I just want you to know, 551 00:26:03,629 --> 00:26:05,462 if that's what you're doing, 552 00:26:05,531 --> 00:26:07,848 I'm completely supportive. 553 00:26:07,916 --> 00:26:09,683 Luke, one breakdown a year is all we can handle. 554 00:26:09,752 --> 00:26:10,783 You'll have to wait. 555 00:26:10,852 --> 00:26:12,152 Mom, I saw you. 556 00:26:14,023 --> 00:26:15,822 You were following me? 557 00:26:15,891 --> 00:26:17,524 No. On the way to school. 558 00:26:17,592 --> 00:26:20,027 Mocha Mike's is not on the way to school. 559 00:26:21,030 --> 00:26:22,429 I went for a doughnut. 560 00:26:24,133 --> 00:26:26,099 Okay, here's the deal. 561 00:26:26,168 --> 00:26:29,669 You do not get to worry about my personal life, 562 00:26:29,738 --> 00:26:33,007 and I get to grill the hell out of you about yours. 563 00:26:34,576 --> 00:26:36,076 Let's forget this happened. 564 00:26:39,181 --> 00:26:40,347 What was that? 565 00:26:40,416 --> 00:26:43,050 All of our children are insane. 566 00:26:43,119 --> 00:26:44,451 Okay! 567 00:26:45,321 --> 00:26:47,254 I'm going back to the station. 568 00:26:47,323 --> 00:26:48,489 Why? 569 00:26:48,557 --> 00:26:49,623 Paperwork. 570 00:26:49,691 --> 00:26:50,891 Are you okay? 571 00:26:50,959 --> 00:26:52,158 Yeah. I'm fine. 572 00:27:02,154 --> 00:27:03,787 (KNOCKING ON WINDOW) 573 00:27:06,191 --> 00:27:07,190 (KNOCKING ON WINDOW) 574 00:27:17,936 --> 00:27:19,603 (JOAN SIGHING IN EXASPERATION) 575 00:27:19,672 --> 00:27:21,137 What are you doing? 576 00:27:21,206 --> 00:27:22,673 I'm clinging to a pipe. 577 00:27:23,942 --> 00:27:25,609 Grace... 578 00:27:25,678 --> 00:27:28,712 Seriously. Phone? Internet? Doorbell? 579 00:27:28,781 --> 00:27:30,314 I do things my way. 580 00:27:35,287 --> 00:27:37,521 What's happening here? 581 00:27:37,589 --> 00:27:39,756 I'm working on my lamps. 582 00:27:39,825 --> 00:27:41,425 I liked you better before. 583 00:27:42,027 --> 00:27:43,794 Join the club. 584 00:27:43,862 --> 00:27:46,262 So, quick question. 585 00:27:46,332 --> 00:27:47,464 Are you in love with Rove? 586 00:27:49,201 --> 00:27:50,801 Well, yeah, I guess. 587 00:27:52,137 --> 00:27:54,338 Well, how do you know for sure, though? 588 00:27:54,406 --> 00:27:56,005 I just said "I guess." 589 00:27:56,074 --> 00:27:57,708 Well, how do you know it's not just part of the whole 590 00:27:57,776 --> 00:27:59,476 psychic flameout? 591 00:27:59,545 --> 00:28:01,645 Because it feels kind of like a breakdown. 592 00:28:04,049 --> 00:28:05,148 Wait. 593 00:28:06,418 --> 00:28:08,184 Are you in love? 594 00:28:08,253 --> 00:28:10,821 No! We're talking about you. 595 00:28:10,889 --> 00:28:14,624 No, no. No, it really feels like we're talking about you right now. 596 00:28:14,693 --> 00:28:16,092 (SCOFFS) 597 00:28:16,161 --> 00:28:17,994 We're not. 598 00:28:18,063 --> 00:28:20,063 Grace, if there's a guy... 599 00:28:23,235 --> 00:28:25,836 Or not a guy. 600 00:28:25,904 --> 00:28:27,804 You know, anybody, uh, 601 00:28:27,873 --> 00:28:30,390 I think I should know. 602 00:28:30,459 --> 00:28:32,993 I asked a simple question. Forget it. 603 00:28:33,061 --> 00:28:34,361 What... 604 00:28:38,333 --> 00:28:39,666 I was never here. 605 00:28:44,707 --> 00:28:46,006 Good night! 606 00:28:53,081 --> 00:28:58,385 ♪ I'm gonna break these chains that hold me 607 00:29:00,789 --> 00:29:05,091 ♪ I'm gonna take this heavy load off my back 608 00:29:08,196 --> 00:29:12,165 ♪ I've been diggin' this hole so long 609 00:29:12,234 --> 00:29:17,070 ♪ Been runnin' in the cold and dark 610 00:29:17,139 --> 00:29:20,674 ♪ I can't remember my way back home 611 00:29:23,445 --> 00:29:28,749 ♪ Home, home, home 612 00:29:32,621 --> 00:29:36,423 ♪ I can't remember my way back home 613 00:29:38,961 --> 00:29:44,097 ♪ Home, home, home 614 00:29:47,970 --> 00:29:52,155 ♪ I said I finally found my way back home 615 00:29:54,493 --> 00:29:59,763 ♪ Home, home, home 616 00:30:03,669 --> 00:30:07,304 ♪ You know, I finally found my way back home ♪ 617 00:30:08,073 --> 00:30:09,572 (BIRDS CHIRPING) 618 00:30:11,243 --> 00:30:15,012 (BALL BOUNCING) 619 00:30:18,918 --> 00:30:20,851 (KEVIN LAUGHING) 620 00:30:20,920 --> 00:30:23,519 KEVIN: Hey, Dad, jump in. I'll take you and Andy on. 621 00:30:23,588 --> 00:30:24,738 What are you doing? 622 00:30:24,806 --> 00:30:26,506 I'm humiliating him, Mr. G. 623 00:30:26,575 --> 00:30:28,508 I told you to clean out the garage. 624 00:30:28,577 --> 00:30:30,043 Look at it. You haven't started. 625 00:30:30,112 --> 00:30:31,177 Yeah, we did a little. 626 00:30:31,247 --> 00:30:32,512 You're supposed to finish. 627 00:30:32,581 --> 00:30:35,282 That's conditional to you going to the game tonight. 628 00:30:35,351 --> 00:30:36,483 Dad, it's homecoming. 629 00:30:36,552 --> 00:30:38,084 You're really gonna stop me from going? 630 00:30:38,153 --> 00:30:40,354 You bet your ass. You think you get a free ride around here? 631 00:30:40,422 --> 00:30:42,955 Stop with the cop voice. 632 00:30:43,024 --> 00:30:45,375 Look, you're not the celebrity jock in this house. 633 00:30:45,443 --> 00:30:47,060 In this house you pull your weight. 634 00:30:47,128 --> 00:30:50,363 Now, get on that garage before I really get mad. 635 00:30:50,432 --> 00:30:52,231 Come on, dude. I'll-- I'll help you. 636 00:30:52,300 --> 00:30:53,633 We'll get it done. 637 00:31:06,348 --> 00:31:07,714 KEVIN: Dad? 638 00:31:13,055 --> 00:31:15,021 You gonna bring that in? 639 00:31:15,090 --> 00:31:17,257 'Cause my speed-bump expose is in there. 640 00:31:40,682 --> 00:31:41,748 Joan. 641 00:31:41,817 --> 00:31:43,282 What is this? 642 00:31:43,952 --> 00:31:45,251 Oh, that's a book. 643 00:31:45,320 --> 00:31:46,853 What is it doing in the science fiction section? 644 00:31:46,922 --> 00:31:48,855 Well, I put it there. 645 00:31:48,924 --> 00:31:51,090 Invisible Man, one of the greatest postwar literary novels, 646 00:31:51,159 --> 00:31:53,827 sitting in science fiction next to The Time Machine. 647 00:31:53,896 --> 00:31:55,461 Are you crazy? 648 00:31:55,531 --> 00:31:57,230 It's about an invisible man. 649 00:31:57,298 --> 00:31:59,633 Metaphor, Joan? Symbolism? 650 00:31:59,701 --> 00:32:01,535 Where's your brain? Did you ever have one? 651 00:32:01,603 --> 00:32:02,969 Are you okay? 652 00:32:04,439 --> 00:32:05,872 I'm having a little stress at home. 653 00:32:05,941 --> 00:32:06,940 But you're not helping. 654 00:32:07,709 --> 00:32:09,142 (BELL DINGING) 655 00:32:09,210 --> 00:32:10,343 Excuse me, young man. 656 00:32:10,412 --> 00:32:11,444 You again. 657 00:32:11,513 --> 00:32:13,213 Yes, I'm looking for a book. 658 00:32:13,298 --> 00:32:16,349 It's just been added to my reading list for my book club, you know. 659 00:32:16,418 --> 00:32:18,735 It's called One Flew over the Cuckoo's Nest, 660 00:32:18,804 --> 00:32:21,805 and it's about a man who pretends to be crazy 661 00:32:21,873 --> 00:32:23,456 to get out of prison. 662 00:32:23,525 --> 00:32:27,060 SAMMY: Yes, yes. Uh, postmodern classic. Ken Kesey. 663 00:32:27,128 --> 00:32:28,461 I don't have it in stock right now, 664 00:32:28,530 --> 00:32:29,563 but I can order it for you. 665 00:32:29,631 --> 00:32:31,164 Oh, that would be lovely. 666 00:32:33,769 --> 00:32:35,451 Heidi, what are you doing here? 667 00:32:35,520 --> 00:32:37,337 I wanted to show you something. 668 00:32:37,406 --> 00:32:39,805 You couldn't get dressed before you showed me something? 669 00:32:39,874 --> 00:32:41,274 I'm-- I'm dressed. 670 00:32:41,343 --> 00:32:42,742 Why are you saying I'm not dressed? 671 00:32:42,810 --> 00:32:45,912 Honey, why don't you go wait in the back room? 672 00:32:45,980 --> 00:32:49,516 Because I have to show you what you made me do. 673 00:32:49,584 --> 00:32:51,118 If you could just give me a moment. 674 00:32:51,186 --> 00:32:53,687 You were always so jealous of--of me and Lucinda. 675 00:32:53,755 --> 00:32:56,122 You thought she was getting in the way of our relationship 676 00:32:56,191 --> 00:32:59,125 just because we had such a--a--a special connection. 677 00:32:59,194 --> 00:33:02,045 I'm not jealous of Lucinda. It's just that she's a rabbit. 678 00:33:03,482 --> 00:33:05,848 She's a rabbit, is she? 679 00:33:05,917 --> 00:33:07,517 Just a rabbit. 680 00:33:07,585 --> 00:33:10,053 Well, guess what? She's not a rabbit anymore! 681 00:33:10,723 --> 00:33:12,589 Are you happy now? 682 00:33:24,586 --> 00:33:26,202 Okay, um... 683 00:33:27,872 --> 00:33:29,539 You know what? We're closed. 684 00:33:29,607 --> 00:33:31,440 Uh, out. 685 00:33:45,473 --> 00:33:47,373 HEIDI: Is it all better now, Sammy? 686 00:33:47,442 --> 00:33:48,775 Did I fix the problem? 687 00:33:48,844 --> 00:33:52,261 Now I--I can give you my complete attention. 688 00:33:52,330 --> 00:33:54,280 Lucinda doesn't talk anymore. 689 00:33:54,349 --> 00:33:56,749 She understood me, but now she's gone, 690 00:33:56,818 --> 00:33:58,751 and I'm all yours. 691 00:33:58,820 --> 00:34:00,353 Are you listening? 692 00:34:00,421 --> 00:34:01,988 I'm all yours! 693 00:34:02,824 --> 00:34:04,090 (SOBBING) 694 00:34:12,167 --> 00:34:14,834 KEVIN: I can't stand to see a grown man pouting. 695 00:34:14,903 --> 00:34:16,670 LUKE: Dad's pouting? 696 00:34:16,738 --> 00:34:18,204 You haven't noticed how quiet he's been? 697 00:34:18,273 --> 00:34:20,339 That's a prolonged pout. 698 00:34:20,408 --> 00:34:23,309 So I'll strap myself to a buggy and swing a club. 699 00:34:23,378 --> 00:34:26,079 A little humiliation never killed anybody. 700 00:34:26,148 --> 00:34:27,647 Is there hard evidence of that? 701 00:34:28,717 --> 00:34:29,916 Who is she? 702 00:34:31,153 --> 00:34:32,585 What? 703 00:34:32,654 --> 00:34:34,253 Sneaking out of the house. 704 00:34:34,322 --> 00:34:35,621 Excessive aftershave. 705 00:34:35,691 --> 00:34:37,623 Listening to Norah Jones. 706 00:34:37,693 --> 00:34:39,325 Now a bitter reference to humiliation. 707 00:34:39,394 --> 00:34:40,694 There's no girl. 708 00:34:40,762 --> 00:34:42,628 It's Grace, isn't it? 709 00:34:42,698 --> 00:34:43,697 (GOLF BALL CLATTERING) 710 00:34:45,767 --> 00:34:47,533 You cannot tell anyone. 711 00:34:47,602 --> 00:34:48,668 Why? 712 00:34:48,737 --> 00:34:50,303 Because the whole agreement is based on secrecy. 713 00:34:50,371 --> 00:34:52,939 One tiny leak, and the entire thing blows up and goes away. 714 00:34:53,008 --> 00:34:55,208 (CHUCKLING) You're sworn to secrecy? 715 00:34:55,276 --> 00:34:57,243 (SIGHING) I signed a contract. 716 00:34:57,311 --> 00:35:00,180 Dude! I had no choice! 717 00:35:00,248 --> 00:35:02,014 You want this relationship so much, 718 00:35:02,084 --> 00:35:04,717 you're willing to completely degrade yourself? 719 00:35:06,738 --> 00:35:08,772 Well, yeah. 720 00:35:08,841 --> 00:35:11,758 It's not so much a relationship as it is occasional making out. 721 00:35:11,843 --> 00:35:13,043 How occasional? 722 00:35:13,778 --> 00:35:15,078 Five minutes a day. 723 00:35:15,997 --> 00:35:17,413 Dude. Minimum. 724 00:35:17,482 --> 00:35:19,449 I can't help it, man. She makes me insane. 725 00:35:19,518 --> 00:35:21,634 I'm a complete stranger to myself. 726 00:35:21,703 --> 00:35:23,303 You got to confront this. 727 00:35:23,371 --> 00:35:25,622 She wants you, or she wouldn't be in it. 728 00:35:25,691 --> 00:35:27,123 And no matter what they say, 729 00:35:27,192 --> 00:35:29,225 women want us to be men. 730 00:35:30,696 --> 00:35:32,128 They don't like it when we back down. 731 00:35:32,197 --> 00:35:34,164 It makes them nervous. 732 00:35:34,232 --> 00:35:35,331 Really? 733 00:35:35,400 --> 00:35:38,417 She's waiting for you to stand up. 734 00:35:38,486 --> 00:35:40,920 Do it! You're a Girardi man. 735 00:35:40,989 --> 00:35:42,688 Let her know what that's about. 736 00:35:52,233 --> 00:35:53,532 What's wrong? Nothing. 737 00:35:53,601 --> 00:35:56,970 I'm seeing a nun and a priest. 738 00:35:57,038 --> 00:35:59,605 Uh, why don't we go somewhere more private? 739 00:36:04,012 --> 00:36:07,546 I hate lying to you, but I... 740 00:36:07,615 --> 00:36:09,048 Ever since Joan got sick, 741 00:36:09,117 --> 00:36:10,916 I've been thinking about God, 742 00:36:10,986 --> 00:36:15,221 and I wanted to reexamine the idea of going back to the Church. 743 00:36:15,290 --> 00:36:17,790 I--I was just gonna not bother you with it, 744 00:36:17,859 --> 00:36:19,892 but that feels more like lying, 745 00:36:19,961 --> 00:36:21,894 and that feels like being disconnected from you 746 00:36:21,963 --> 00:36:24,597 and that feels like hell, so I'm telling you now. 747 00:36:25,766 --> 00:36:28,401 I'm, uh, really not open to this right now. 748 00:36:28,470 --> 00:36:31,570 I know. You never have been. 749 00:36:31,639 --> 00:36:33,406 But it's not gonna bother you at all. 750 00:36:33,475 --> 00:36:35,308 You--You won't even know it's happening. 751 00:36:35,377 --> 00:36:38,111 I can't not know what's happening, Helen. 752 00:36:38,179 --> 00:36:41,514 And I really can't take it right now. 753 00:36:44,252 --> 00:36:47,853 Look, I've never been more certain in my life 754 00:36:47,922 --> 00:36:50,890 that we're all just at the mercy of an indifferent universe. 755 00:36:50,958 --> 00:36:53,426 There is no God. There is no justice. 756 00:36:53,495 --> 00:36:56,662 There is no grand place we're gonna eventually get to. 757 00:36:56,731 --> 00:36:58,864 It's just one body blow after another 758 00:36:58,933 --> 00:37:01,901 and struggling to find a reason to get up and do it again. 759 00:37:01,969 --> 00:37:03,469 What happened? 760 00:37:04,139 --> 00:37:05,438 Nothing happened. 761 00:37:05,507 --> 00:37:07,173 Th-This is who I've always been. 762 00:37:09,977 --> 00:37:11,944 Look--Look, I have to get back to work. 763 00:37:34,452 --> 00:37:35,751 Grace? 764 00:37:35,820 --> 00:37:36,986 You're dead. 765 00:37:51,637 --> 00:37:53,503 (MUSIC PLAYING OVER HEADPHONES) 766 00:37:59,410 --> 00:38:00,443 Hi. 767 00:38:01,947 --> 00:38:04,180 I can't hear you. But you can see me. 768 00:38:04,249 --> 00:38:06,116 I'm ignoring you. 769 00:38:06,184 --> 00:38:07,550 I'm used to that. 770 00:38:10,488 --> 00:38:12,355 Okay, look. I've got a lot of time on my hands. 771 00:38:12,423 --> 00:38:14,090 I'll be in the religion section. 772 00:38:25,570 --> 00:38:26,836 (DOOR CLOSES) 773 00:38:36,848 --> 00:38:38,181 I'm sorry. 774 00:38:42,087 --> 00:38:43,687 That's not gonna cut it. 775 00:38:46,257 --> 00:38:47,891 I'm really sorry. 776 00:38:52,230 --> 00:38:53,930 Is this gonna take jewelry? 777 00:38:55,266 --> 00:38:57,233 I'll tell you something, Will. 778 00:38:57,302 --> 00:38:59,035 You said you've always been this way, 779 00:38:59,104 --> 00:39:02,739 but I did not recognize the man I saw today. 780 00:39:02,808 --> 00:39:06,342 I had no earthly idea who he was, or what he was gonna do next. 781 00:39:09,380 --> 00:39:11,014 The Bakers are suing us. 782 00:39:12,150 --> 00:39:13,249 What? 783 00:39:14,452 --> 00:39:15,919 Andy Baker 784 00:39:17,255 --> 00:39:20,306 is suffering emotional damages, it seems. 785 00:39:22,093 --> 00:39:23,742 Finding it hard to work. 786 00:39:25,963 --> 00:39:28,898 Half a million dollars is gonna take care of that, though. 787 00:39:35,023 --> 00:39:36,689 I never wanted you to hear it. 788 00:39:38,893 --> 00:39:40,760 I wanted to make it go away 789 00:39:41,829 --> 00:39:43,963 so that you never had to know 790 00:39:45,433 --> 00:39:48,301 that the boy who crippled our son... 791 00:39:48,836 --> 00:39:50,236 Oh, Will... 792 00:39:50,305 --> 00:39:53,939 ...and who we never punished for crippling our son, 793 00:39:56,394 --> 00:39:59,261 is now coming after us like a common predator. 794 00:39:59,330 --> 00:40:00,830 Oh, no, Will! 795 00:40:08,506 --> 00:40:10,640 Hey, guys. Uh, sorry to interrupt, 796 00:40:10,709 --> 00:40:13,576 but we have a very special presentation in the garage. 797 00:40:13,645 --> 00:40:14,644 Not--Not now, Luke. 798 00:40:14,712 --> 00:40:15,711 Uh, yes, now. 799 00:40:15,781 --> 00:40:16,946 Let's go. Move it. 800 00:40:17,015 --> 00:40:18,014 (SIGHS) 801 00:40:19,550 --> 00:40:21,317 Ladies and gentlemen, 802 00:40:21,386 --> 00:40:22,986 may I present 803 00:40:23,521 --> 00:40:24,788 to you 804 00:40:25,957 --> 00:40:28,424 golf of the future. 805 00:40:29,060 --> 00:40:30,493 Stand back, please. 806 00:40:30,561 --> 00:40:31,661 (CLEARING THROAT) 807 00:40:32,898 --> 00:40:33,897 (CLANGING) 808 00:40:36,334 --> 00:40:38,034 That was my warm-up swing. 809 00:40:39,304 --> 00:40:40,570 (KEVIN CLEARS THROAT) 810 00:40:43,741 --> 00:40:47,176 Okay, but you have to admit that the shoes are hot! 811 00:40:47,244 --> 00:40:49,311 However, I am slipping. 812 00:40:49,380 --> 00:40:51,964 LUKE: You're slipping? Going down. Help. 813 00:40:52,033 --> 00:40:53,699 Oh! Just... 814 00:40:53,768 --> 00:40:55,902 (GOLF BALLS ROLLING) Ow! Oh, dude. 815 00:40:55,970 --> 00:40:57,937 Oh, this worked a lot better in the store. 816 00:40:58,006 --> 00:40:59,906 Don't step on my shoes! (LAUGHING) Would you help me up? 817 00:40:59,974 --> 00:41:01,874 I can't fight gravity. 818 00:41:01,943 --> 00:41:03,842 Stop it! Just--Just stop. 819 00:41:04,612 --> 00:41:05,711 Stop! 820 00:41:07,215 --> 00:41:08,915 Dad, we'll figure it out. 821 00:41:09,717 --> 00:41:10,917 Dad! 822 00:41:12,186 --> 00:41:13,419 (PANTING) 823 00:41:20,445 --> 00:41:22,846 We're closing. Everybody get out. 824 00:41:26,301 --> 00:41:27,500 Where's Sammy? 825 00:41:27,568 --> 00:41:30,770 Oh, he had a family emergency. 826 00:41:30,838 --> 00:41:33,506 I'm covering. 827 00:41:33,574 --> 00:41:35,207 You want me to walk you home? Nope. 828 00:41:35,276 --> 00:41:36,809 Why not? Because you're not real. 829 00:41:36,877 --> 00:41:38,511 Then why are you talking to me? 830 00:41:43,718 --> 00:41:45,351 You know I'm real, Joan. 831 00:41:45,420 --> 00:41:46,952 You've always known you're not crazy, 832 00:41:47,021 --> 00:41:48,887 then you got a chance to see what it really looks like. 833 00:41:48,956 --> 00:41:51,190 Crazy is destructive. It tears down. 834 00:41:51,258 --> 00:41:52,958 I'm all about building up. 835 00:41:53,027 --> 00:41:54,827 Then I suggest you take up carpentry. 836 00:41:54,895 --> 00:41:56,429 What do you think this is all about? 837 00:41:56,497 --> 00:41:58,431 Uh, you, I suppose. 838 00:41:58,499 --> 00:42:01,734 It's a creation, Joan. It's not a destruction. 839 00:42:01,803 --> 00:42:03,269 And that's what I want you to do. 840 00:42:03,338 --> 00:42:05,305 I want you to be creative. I want you to build things. 841 00:42:05,373 --> 00:42:06,773 I build lamps! 842 00:42:06,841 --> 00:42:09,575 Relationships, possibilities, connections. 843 00:42:09,644 --> 00:42:11,076 Look, have you read this? 844 00:42:12,714 --> 00:42:13,913 You stole that! 845 00:42:13,981 --> 00:42:15,848 Well, technically, everything's mine. 846 00:42:15,917 --> 00:42:17,684 It's about a house called Howards End. 847 00:42:17,752 --> 00:42:19,018 The house is symbolic. 848 00:42:19,086 --> 00:42:21,321 Yes, I know. I read it in lit class. 849 00:42:21,389 --> 00:42:23,756 All these English people running around misunderstanding each other 850 00:42:23,825 --> 00:42:25,124 because of their manners. 851 00:42:25,193 --> 00:42:26,326 Everything goes horribly wrong, 852 00:42:26,394 --> 00:42:28,661 just like in every English novel. 853 00:42:28,730 --> 00:42:31,163 You know, I like what's written at the beginning here. 854 00:42:31,232 --> 00:42:32,832 Would you read it for me? 855 00:42:35,903 --> 00:42:37,503 "Only connect." 856 00:42:49,717 --> 00:42:51,316 (SNIFFLING) You hurt me. 857 00:42:53,772 --> 00:42:55,137 Really bad. 858 00:42:57,041 --> 00:42:58,608 Why should I trust you again? 859 00:43:00,312 --> 00:43:01,927 Why did you ever? 860 00:43:03,648 --> 00:43:05,380 Look, we had some good times. 861 00:43:07,318 --> 00:43:09,184 And I'm fine with you being, you know, 862 00:43:09,253 --> 00:43:10,853 the divine It. 863 00:43:13,725 --> 00:43:16,092 But I don't want to see you anymore. 864 00:43:16,160 --> 00:43:18,694 It's not you. It's me. 865 00:43:18,763 --> 00:43:21,463 I--I'm just... I'm not the girl for you. 866 00:43:21,532 --> 00:43:22,865 I--I had 867 00:43:22,934 --> 00:43:25,367 a taste of normal, 868 00:43:25,436 --> 00:43:27,637 and I really liked it, you know? 869 00:43:27,705 --> 00:43:30,106 I really enjoyed being optimistic 870 00:43:32,343 --> 00:43:33,943 and making my lamps. 871 00:43:40,651 --> 00:43:42,435 Don't you miss me a little? 872 00:43:45,506 --> 00:43:46,539 Nope. 873 00:43:49,877 --> 00:43:51,227 (SNIFFLES) 874 00:43:54,315 --> 00:43:55,748 Please go. 875 00:43:55,817 --> 00:43:57,216 Do you miss yourself? 876 00:43:59,120 --> 00:44:00,620 Because I do. 877 00:44:02,256 --> 00:44:05,624 ♪ No more mornings 878 00:44:05,693 --> 00:44:09,761 ♪ Not gettin' out of bed 879 00:44:13,101 --> 00:44:17,035 ♪ No more listenin' 880 00:44:17,105 --> 00:44:21,340 ♪ To the voices in my head 881 00:44:22,276 --> 00:44:26,412 ♪ They've had their time 882 00:44:28,382 --> 00:44:33,586 ♪ Now this life is mine 883 00:44:33,654 --> 00:44:37,789 ♪ And I'll take it 884 00:44:38,692 --> 00:44:42,077 ♪ From here ♪